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1. Heartbeats by WeFearWhatWeCannotSee

   Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jul 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Hua Cheng/Xie Lian (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Hua Cheng & Xie Lian (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Hualian - Relationship
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • beefleaf - Relationship
   • Minor Beefleaf - Relationship
   • Xie Lian (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Hua Cheng (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Feng Xin (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Mu Qing (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Shi Qingxuan
   • Lord Earth Master Ming Yi
   • Quan Yizhen
   • Pei Ming (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Pei Su (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Jun Wu (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Ling Wen (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • He Xuan (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Shi Wudu
   • Slow Burn
   • Slow Build
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Therapy
   • Supportive Shi Qingxuan
   • Nonbinary Shi Qingxuan
   • I plan to go dark in this one
   • it's okay for now
   • i will tag when it does
   • using STARember's character designs
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Panic Attacks
   • Shi Wudu misgendering Qingxuan
   • Simp behavior
   • Pei Ming is his own warning label
   • he's like the uncle who thinks he's cool but probably isn't
   • Feng Xin but riding a motorcycle
   • Insecure Shi Qingxuan
   • Tsundere Ming Yi

   Summary

   Twenty-eight year old Xie-Lian is a former soldier - discharged from duty and now lives an ordinary life with his three friends: Shi Qingxuan, Ming Yi, and Quan Yizhen. Feeling pressure from his past, Xie Lian decides that therapy would be a good route to take to help heal himself.

   But when he has a chance encounter with a local artist who calls himself San Lang, his life starts snowballing into something he never thought would happen to somebody like him. He's scared, but he doesn't know why.

   Life is hard. Life is lovely. Life is meant to break you down and build you up and push you around. That's what it's like to feel alive.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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