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Baby Widow: Welcome home

Summary:

Yelena struggles to bring in a Widow after the fall of the Red-room. Remi Volkov was loaned to hydra before the fall of Dreykov.
The only person she can call for help is Natasha, can she help: will she?

Chapter 1: Chapter one: Captured

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Yelena stalked down the alleyway holding her back close to the wall reaching a corner. 'на этот раз ты есть у меня' she thought to herself, she had chased this particular widow over three continents. Remi Volkov a window Yelena had to Break free from the hold Dreykov had put them under. This particular widow was the youngest in active service, graduated under Dreykov herself. Yelena pulled out her phone and called the first person she could think of who could help "Romanoff" came the voice from the other end, "Nat- I need help..." she trailed off, this was actually the first time she had called her sister for help of any kind. "What have you done now" Nat said playfully, "Why do you always think I'm the one doing the trouble" Yelena huffed, "No, I need your help with a mission Natasha, serious talk" Natasha was speechless for a moment, her sister was not one to ask for help with anything especially not a mission.

But Yelena had set off on this mission 3 weeks earlier, it was supposed to be 24 hours tops. In and out extraction. This was different though, she had not expected the reaction she had gotten from the child to the cure. When Yelena deployed the mist in the child's face, she didn't have the same reaction as the others, her ferocity did not wain, Volkov blocked Yelena's advances to grab her and made her escape before Yelena really had the chance to react. 21 days later she had almost captured her mark 14 times and 14 she had slipped out of her grasp, well she had never gotten close enough to have her in her hands. This time she was going to get her, there is no way a 6 year old can outwit a 25 year old Yelena had been in this game a lot longer.

"Details?" Natasha questioned, "Last widow extraction, harder than anticipated. She was trained under Dreykov personally, Youngest widow to graduate at 5 and a half, Dreykov had sick pleasure in creating a child shaped weapon. She graduated 4 months before the red room was destroyed and contracted out to a Hydra base in Latvia. I don't know much about what she did there but Nat- I think they did things to her- I can't get close enough after the mist hit her- she has just been running and running, I've had her cornered so many times- I can send you my location and if you meet me here we can continue as a team- please nat I...." Words left Yelena like vomit. "I'm on my way- Lena we got this" Nat said quickly ending the call. Natasha was fast, she gave as much information as she could to Steve, Tony and the rest of the team borrowed a jet and made her way to Yelena. Natasha had donned her widow suit for this mission, thinking it might help the child to see a familiar suit, it had taken her 3 hours Yelena had stayed on Volkov's trail and tracked her to a barn in the middle of nowhere she was sat watching the door when Natasha appeared at her side. "So- what are you looking at?" Natasha smirked when her sister jumped at her voice slightly, "she's in there, although with multiple exit points I'm unsure how to engage... she's outsmarted me for 3 weeks Natasha. This isn't just a easy extraction-" Yelena deadpanned.

Natasha stood for a moment looking at the barn thinking, "I'll go in- you watch the exits... I think I have an idea" she said then made her way over to the barn stealthily, she opened the door and walked in. "Volkov Впереди и в центре: полный отчет" Natasha said with no emotion in her voice, she was going to use the widow conditioning against her. Volkov appeared from a dark corner cautiously looking at Natasha, The redhead could tell she was being studied, as she studies others, but she could see the child was still unsure, "status report Volkov" Natasha spoke again this time with more authority, "русский или английский" the child said timidly, Natasha was sure the mist had worked because widows do not show emotion, "English- I want to test your skills" she said as though she was sent to bring her back for Recycling through the redroom.

"I was on mission in Latvia- i must not say details to anyone but master dreykov. Then I was taken by another widow- we fought i tried to get back to my mission- i swear- but she spray something and it made me afraid and i know i should not feel afraid so i try to get back home to master so i am not afraid anymore- can you take me there?" The child was almost to tears but fighting them back.

Natasha felt a pang in her heart and she made a mistake she reached out to comfort the child and broke her cover completely and Volkov made a break for it, but Natasha was fast and reached out for the child's arm. This turned into a scuffle of Volkov trying to push her hands away and Natasha struggling to actually get a grip on her in some way, Volkov then pushed Natasha hard and Natasha was caught by surprise and reflex took over.

Natasha jumped forwards and wrapped both of her arms around the child, "hey now don't fight me" she tried reasoning, "do you know who I am?" She said softly "No let me go" the kid screamed and thrashed about, "I am Natasha Romanoff I brought down the redroom with my family and we are bringing the rest of the widows home," then the kid did something unexpected and clamped her jaw on Natasha's hand, without thinking Natasha gripped her arm and pulled her stand in front of her delivering two seats to her backside.
"Stand still, There is no more Redroom- You will listen to me you got that?" Nat said with authority not breaking eye contact once, the child did not answer, Nat popped her on the bum one more time, "yes ma'am" Volkov said quietly looking at her feet.

Natasha held her hand out for the child but Remi shook her head "I don't wanna go..." before Natasha could say anything something hit Remi in the arm and the child went down in one. "Don't worry she's just knocked out" Yelena said walking in casually, "you were taking too long" she added. Grumbling Natasha picked the child up. Holding her close she left the barn.

As they reached the jet Natasha's phone rang, "Natasha- you have to bring her back to the compound- we ran the information you gave us through our systems and Jarvis has recovered some files we have from hydra bases we've shut down recently, I'll keep you updated when they are all uploaded and I've looked through them" Tony rambled through the other line then hung up. Remi was sound asleep in her arms, once on board they got her into a seat and strapped in, yelena sat beside her and Natasha went into the cockpit, she waited until they were in the air and called Tony back.

"Natasha- this isn't good" Nat frowned "why Tony" she questioned. "She's not just a widow. Hydra experimented on her with some sorta thing- like Wanda but I don't know. We thought Wanda and Pierto where the only ones who survived the experiments, we are only just now getting more footage and files through- I've asked Maria to search through her files with shield to see if there's anything I've missed" Natasha simply nodded-. She just had not expected a Juiced up Hydra Widow and if the child did have powers like the twins why hadn't she used them. "Tony- call the others we will arrive in 80 minutes, Cho needs to check her over but if this kid is awake I'm expecting a fight- after that we can look through the footage and workout next steps." "If you won't Nat. Ross will" Tony ended the call.

When the jet landed at the compound Tony met them in his suit. Remi was luckily still fast asleep Yelena had picked her up and the young widow melted into her. Tony looked at the three of them and his faceplate disappeared. "That's hydras super deadly weapon? Have you seen what she can do yet?" Tony questioned, "No- have you?" Nat popped back, "I've seen what she can Withstand- but pain is not one of them" he said quietly flying back up to his suit storage to remove it and meet them upstairs.

Natasha and Yelena took Remi to the medical wing and Cho was gentle and efficient in checking her out without disturbing her slumber. After that Natasha took her to a spare room in the compound and placed her in a bed, gently pulling the covers over her and brushing a stray hair on her face she stopped for a moment to look at her. The child before her looked so helpless and it tugged on her heart. "Friday lock this room down after I leave, don't let this one leave without one of us-"
"Yes MS Romanoff" the ai replied.

Natasha and the team met with Yelena and went through the files found, the horror that they all witnessed shook each one to their core. Hydra had experimented on her the same way as Wanda, it had the same effect Remi could use magic if she really focused or was introduced to extreme pain- or brought close to death. Hydra had been experimenting how to get her to use her powers and when they couldn't get her to they beat it out of her, and when she retaliated with her powers she was beat more.

"Enough evidence now- we've seen enough" Tony said turning the footage off. "We can't let her go back to the real world, now we know she has powers she has to stay with us or shield could come and get her" Tony began thinking out loud. "If shield takes her Ross will lock her up" Steve said looking at Tony, "I will look after her then" Natasha said quickly not being able to stop the words leaving her mouth.

Tony erupted into laughter and Steve and Clint looked at her shocked. Wanda and Yelena where the only ones who were not so shocked "Whats so funny boys? I look after the three of you all day long, what's an actual child added going to do?" She said with a smirk. "If you think you can handle it Nat then sure, I'll get Pepper to work on getting you a birth certificate and adoption papers," Tony said wanting to lock this solution down fast. Natasha nodded. "Me and Steve will keep looking through the files to see if we can find some potential bases of where she was sent to, maybe we can find out more" Clint said grabbing a screen to start work on.

Natasha opened her mouth to say something when she was cut off by Friday "Miss Romanoff Your guest is awake and trying to escape- although I have told her there is none she is destroying the room for an exit" Tony's eyes widened slightly as he brought the guest room on the screen expecting to see a mini Scarlett witch clone destroying his guest room. All he saw was an out of control child frantically looking for a way out, pulling the mattress up trying to move furniture that was built into walls throwing pillows had blankets out of her way.

"Turn it off Tony I'm on it" Natasha said quickly standing up and leaving the room.
Natasha stood in the doorway for a moment gauging how to enter without leaving a gap enough for Remi to make a run for it. Natasha just opted to open it a quarter and slip in sideways. When the door clicked shut behind her Remi turned around and stumbled backwards and pinned her back to the corner of the room staring at Natasha with mixed emotions, "why am I here?" She questioned quickly, "why can't I leave?" She spoke again before Natasha could answer her. "Remi calm down... I told you I was going to take you home, this is home" Natasha's was trying to use her voice to calm the child, speaking slow and plain, "this isn't home. T-the redroom is home" the child whispered falling to her knees bringing her arms around them. "Will they terminate me now?" Remi's voice was breaking. Natasha had a lump in her throat.

Damaged widows were terminated, either they would terminate themselves under the hold Dreykov had on them or someone would be sent out to do the job. "The Red room is destroyed. I told you that. Dreykov is dead. There is nothing left." Natasha said as though she was giving a mission report. "He can't be- Task master" remi said slowly "she would have saved him- she will come for me" she buried her head in her hands almost cowering in the corner.

Natasha grabbed the screen from the wall and cautiously moved beside Remi not wanting to startle her. "Remi?" She said slowly, " I want to show you something, look please" Natasha's voice was soft and coaxing. Placing the screen on the floor she powered it on signed into her account and brought up her Mission files from the Red-room. Remi peeked over the top of her arms. Natasha showed a few pieces of evidence that the Red-room was destroyed and how many Widows including Taskmaster that where now free.

Remi stated at the holo absorbing this new information, "Do you believe me now?" Natasha asked her pulling the girl from her thoughts. "If they are gone what now?" The child asked suddenly confused as to her place in the world. "You stay here with me, I can help you Remi but you have to let me" Natasha reached out and placed her hand on her shoulder as she spoke. "I'm.... I'm.. scared" and with that Remi broke, sobbing uncontrollably. "I'm- it's not supposed to happen" she started balling her fists and started hitting her head.

Nat was quick to react grabbing the girls wrists and pulling her to her chest wrapping her arms around her so she couldn't lash out anymore, "No no we don't hurt ourselves, deep breaths.... It's okay to be scared and it's okay to feel things Mylyshka" she said softly rocking side to side. "Not supposed to" the kid shot back between sobs. "You can with me" Nat said soothingly "let it out kiddo"

TBC/

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Translations:
1- на этот раз ты есть у меня - this time I have you.
2- Впереди и в центре: полный отчет - front and centre full report.
3- русский или английский - Russian or English
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Authors notes:
Hello, this is my first attempt at a story, hope you like

Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Safe?

Summary:

Is it safe here?

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Natasha and remi had sat side by side for hours the girl just crying and letting out bottled up emotions. It gave the older woman a change to take in her features, red hair green eyes, it was almost like it was her clone, Nat ran her fingers through the girls hair “You wanna go back to bed?” Natasha asked soothingly running her fingers through Remis hair “bed?” The child questioned yawning, “what’s that?” She looked up at Natasha her green eyes shining in the lamplight. Natasha pointed at the bed “to sleep on, it’s called a bed? I forget : they call them cots don’t they?” Natasha said lifting her up and placing her in the centre of the bed.

“No-“ the girl protested squirming under nat’s hold, “what’s wrong?” The older woman scanned the child to see what could be bothering her, “Toilet?” Remi said timidy. Nat glanced at the door then back at the child, “if I open that door and take you to the bathroom- no running okay?” The younger girl pondered as though it had not crossed her mind but nodded in agreement. Natasha stood up and held her hand out for Remi to grab the child took it obediently and slipped off the bed to her feet. The pair took a few steps before the younger widows legs began to wobble and buckle under the strain of the day.

Natasha was quick to lift her back into her arms, “ if you feel sleepy I can carry you, you can always ask okay?” She said softly carrying the girl to the bathroom across the hall from her room, she placed her on the seat let her do her business and got her cleaned up before lifting her back up and walking back to the room. “Are you hungry little one?” Natasha asked softly, the child shook her head in response but her stomach growled in disagreement. “Are you sure?” Natasha questioned smirking, Remi shrugged biting her lip and looked down. “Let’s go get a quick snack before we go to sleep then” Nat said turning around and making her way towards the main kitchen area.

Yelena had her back to the door sat at the table reading a magazine while drinking a coffee, “Hey Lena” Nat said walking in, sensing another presence the child buried herself further into Natasha’s hoodie. “Hey sis” Yelena said not looking up from the gossip page she was so invested in. “Remi… you have met my sister already haven’t you? Do you want to say hello?” She coaxed softly. Remi shook her head keeping her face pressed into Natasha’s shoulder. “Rem… it’s okay, she won’t bite you” Natasha whispered, “why would she bite me?” Remi’s voice was muffled by Natasha’s hoodie, “it’s a figure of speech kid” Yelena said with her thick Russian accent causing the child to flinch.

Natasha took a few steps closer to Yelena and Remi felt brave enough too peek up at Natasha. Natasha looked down and offered her a reassuring smile. Remi turned her head slowly and looked at Yelena. Yelena smiled softly but the child was struck with fear. Yelena was a widow, Remi knew that. The widow that had extracted her from her mission and hit her with the mist that made her defective.

Remi squeezed her eyes shut, the mist had given her free will back. Now she could feel things everything was heightened. Suddenly Remi was feeling her age, she wasn’t in-control of her feelings, she longed for the comfort of Natasha’s touch and the warmth of the thing she called a bed. But she also longed to not feel these things because that meant she also had to feel fear: fear that she would abandon her or that she would give you back to the bad men or what if they are like than the bad men and do the same things.

Remi’s mind was racing when Natasha sat her on the sofa and kneeled in-front of her she put her hand under her chin bringing her face up to look into her eyes. “You are safe here. Nobody will hurt you- not even Yelena” Natasha was serious and Yelena chimed in agreement “of course I wouldn’t hurt you child- that’s why I personally went to extract you- I wanted to save you“ Remi glanced over at Yelena “save…. Me?” She asked confused “why me?”. Yelena took a moment to think, “because you reminded me of myself- when I was first taken to red room. You have a fire in you, I can see that” Yelena noticed the child smile slightly at her statement so took that as a win. “Natasha- why don’t you make us all Mac and cheese?” Yelena asked her older sister with a smirk standing up and making her way over to the sofa where Natasha was crouched. “What’s Mac and cheese?” Remi looked at the blonde suspiciously. “It’s food. But just- the best food you could imagine but only when you add hot sauce” Yelena said almost singing getting herself so hyped for something so simple.

Natasha shook her head and burst into laughter, “Wow Yelena, sure I will cook because I won’t burn down the kitchen unlike you” Natasha made her way towards the kitchenette and began making the meal. Yelena had sat herself across from Remi watching the child as she was watching Natasha. Remi then began to scan the room, checking for exits, possible vantage points usual widow training. Remi’s eyes then stopped at the window a couple of feet away. “Do you wanna go look out of the window?” Yelena asked walking over to it holding her hand out for Remi to join her. The child hesitated but eventually joined the blonde at the window, Yelena placed her hand on her shoulder and began pointing at random things making Remi feel more comfortable, “what are the lights in the sky called again?” Remi asked curiously, “stars” Yelena answered.

Natasha had brought the food on a tray into the sitting area and placed it on the small table “foods up” she said grabbing a few cushions so they could sit comfortably on the floor around the table. Yelena led Remi over and they all got comfortable. Yelena was first to a bowl quickly grabbing the hot sauce and practically poured the whole bottle into her bowl mixed it with her fork then took a bite. “Mmmmmm this is what I’m talking about” Yelena said taking another bite.

Natasha and Remi were both watching here wide eyed, Remi because she wasn’t used to just being able to help herself to food but Natasha her reasoning was different. “Why don’t you just drink the sauce instead- that can’t be healthy” Natasha scolded looking at her sister, “Hey! Don’t knock it until you try it! It is glorious” Yelena said with her mouth half full, “Try” she held some out on a fork towards Natasha who shook her head and passed a bowl to Remi. They all ate in relative silence. Once they were all finished Natasha cleaned up and they all ended up back in the guest room together.

 

As they lay in the bed together Natasha and yelena began singing “ a long long time ago, I can’t still remember how that music, used to make me smile…” Remi just settled under the should and drifted into a deep sleep.

Natasha knew this was gonna be a long road ahead…

TBC/
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Chapter 3: Chapter three: Escape?

Summary:

Remi has a episode :

Chapter Text

Remi pulled at her sleeves walking almost in step with Natasha as she followed beside her. Remi had met each member of the team with one remaining, her social battery was frazzled. If she even had one to begin with. Tony had talked her ear off about his suits and how to use Friday. Steve and Clint had a more laid back approach giving her space and offering a little information about themselves to make her more comfortable.

The pair reached Wanda’s door and Natasha knocked gently, Wanda appeared at the door smiling “Hey Natasha- I was just about to go looking for yo-“ she looked down at the child slightly dumbstruck “Is this the baby widow?” She questioned. Remi shot Wanda a glare “Not a baby” the child muttered looking down.

Wanda smiled and held her hand out for a hand shake “ I’m Wanda - and you are?” Remi looked at Wanda’s hand and could sense something about Wanda something familiar and backed away from it. “Remi it’s okay, I’m here” Natasha said crouching to her level noticing the change in the child’s behaviour. Wanda frowned unsure how to feel about the rejection. The two older women shared a concerned glance at each other and then looked back at Remi who was staring at the floor fixated on anything but what was around her.

Natasha reached out to touch her shoulder but Remi swerved back taking her by surprise. “Remi?” Nat said softly reaching out again. This time the child ducked and ran. Remi all out ran for her life right the hall to the stairs she was jumping down flights of steps scrambling to find some kind of exit.

Natasha was hot on her heels, Wanda stood for a moment in shock looking at the space that once contained two people then quickly joined the pursuit. Natasha slid down the bannister a few flights below Remi and blocked her way down. Remi saw her and noticed Wanda coming down the stairs no door to come through at the point she was at she stopped stalled for a moment.

Suddenly she was pinned a redhead each side towering over her. Trying to run again Remi went to jump the rail and Wanda grabbed her letting her powers show. Red mist surrounded Wanda’s hands and as she did that amber mist surrounded Remi’s and as Wanda attempted to go into her mind to calm her down it backfired in a way. As she let herself into Remi’s mind she allowed Remi into hers. Although remi didn’t understand the full extent to what she was seeing.

Stark bombs and a broken apartment, the experimentation. Wanda saw horror. Just horror. She didn’t even see a family. It was as though Remi was born into a cell. As they both came to they looked at eachother with a slight familiarity. “I’m sorry-“ Remi said quietly- “not supposed to do that” she said sadly. “I’m sorry too, I just wanted you to see I’m not going to hurt you- I’m like you in a way” Wanda said with a sad smile.

“You need to stop running Remi- if it gets too much you just have to say, we don’t mean to swamp you but running like this is dangerous- anything could happen” Natasha said going into full mom mode, Wanda looked at her smirking she hadn’t seen this side of Natasha before and she kinda liked it.

“Shall we go back upstairs?” Wanda said breaking the ice, “I’m sorry…” Remi said lip trembling, “I’m confused- I don’t know- I just don’t-“ Remi started hyperventilating, this whole shift in her world was starting to take a toll on her. “I’m scared- what do I do now? How do I make it stop? Make it stop Tasha-make it stop!!” She burst into tears Natasha instinctively lifted her up. “Hush now, take some deep breaths” she helped her regulate her breathing.

The trio made their way back up the stairs, “why are you scared sweetheart?” Natasha asked her. The child shrugged biting the sleeve of her hoodie. “Use your words sweet” she coaxed “don’t know- too… loud… soft…. When’s the hurt?” The child said so quietly it was almost a whisper. “We won’t hurt you here” Natasha reasoned.

They had reached Natasha’s apartment by autopilot and Wanda opened the door to let them in, Natasha made her way to the sofa and sat with Remi on her lap.
The three sat together and Wanda flicked the tv on and got herself comfy beside them. Remi stared at the tv memorised “what’s this?” She questioned staring at the moving pictures, “is it real?” She looked at Wanda puzzled, “No, it’s like a drawing that is Alive? But they are stuck in the box” Wanda said explaining an animated movie the best way she could under pressure.

Satisfied with her answer Remi relaxed herself and allowed herself to sink backwards into Natasha. Nat pulled a blanket off the back off the sofa and wrapped it around the three of them as they sat watching the tv. Natasha began running her fingers through her hair. After a few minutes she was asleep. Wanda glanced over and noticed she was sleeping. “Nat- I looked into her mind….. i didn’t see parents Natasha how can somebody have no memory’s of home?” Wanda looked at her mentor, seeing the things she saw that Remi had endured had opened old wounds she had fought long to close up. “The red room is not a nice place Wanda, to be passed from there to hydra to experiment on- it’s a different ball game.” Natasha sighed, she knew what Remi was feeling she had experienced herself.

Wanda nodded, she knew what Natasha meant. “It will take time but she will come around. I mean I did” Natasha said putting her hand ontop of Wanda’s comfortingly…

TBC

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Chapter 4: Chapter four: Gone?

Summary:

Natasha goes away on a mission:

Chapter Text

It had been a whole month since Remi had moved into the compound with Natasha and the rest of the Team. Yelena would stay most of the week but would be away on window extraction missions regularly.

This time it was Natasha who was away on mission, her first since taking guardianship of Remi. Remi was being looked after by Yelena and Wanda who had opted to stay behind and take care of the baby widow. Tony also chose to stay behind but more to take care of his compound.

Every day since nat left she would call out for her just incase she came home early “Nat?” She called out quietly, When she stepped out of the bedroom it was silent, “Nat?” She called out again but there was no answer. “Friday?” She called out quietly “is nat here?” She asked the ai quickly “ms Romanoff is out in a mission with Mr Rogers and mr Barton - Mr stark is in his lab and Ms Maximoff and Belova are in the sitting area- would you like me to alert them of you-“ “No-“ Remi cut the ai off quickly, “what’s my nearest exit?” She asked quickly, “the compound is under Volkov protocol- no exit doors will open for you- you lack the clearance” the ai responded.Remi pondered for a moment “can you give me clearance?” She asked, “no” Friday responded.

Although she was an artificial intelligence, Remi began to think of her as an invisible robot. She imagined her to be like one of Tony’s suits but pink and with a more ladylike face. Remi had talked to Friday for hours in the few weeks she had been at the compound. Every time she was alone in her room or without a grownup to make her feel safe. She had began to use Friday as a distraction asking her many questions about whatever came to mind in the moment.

Remi viewed Friday as a friend, one of her few friends. She was still unsure of the team. Steve was okay, he did make her laugh and help her reach high places, Clint was cool he let her shoot his bow when she asked and showed her cookies. Tony- now remi was still deciding on Tony, he spent so much time in his lab she hadn’t had the time to properly study him yet.

Yelena gave her a sense of security almost like Natasha, Yelena had been to the same places as her and experienced the same conditioning but Wanda also shared experience.

Remi sat on her bedroom floor for what seemed like hours. Gulping back the tears she stood up, she needed Natasha- she needed somebody. “Friday?” She called out “yes miss Volkov-“ the ai replied instantly, “w-where’s everyone?” She asked trying not to let her emotions get the better of her, she didn’t even know why she was suddenly getting so upset. “Mr stark is still in his lab, Ms belova is in the kitchen and ms maximoff ix training would you like me to alert one-“ “No” Remi cut the ai off again.

Remi made her way to the living space and found Yelena in the sitting area now watching tv. The blonde felt another presence in the room and looked over to Remi. “You okay remz? You look a little pale?” She said standing up walking over to Remi who quickly shrugged her shoulders and looked at the ground. “Where’s Tasha?” Was all she could muster to say. “She’s on mission honey you know this, one more day and she will be home, are you hungry now? I will cook you some food” yelena said beginning to stand “No- no please don’t leave me” remi said desperately grabbing onto Yelena arm.

Both her and Yelena wre shocked at her outburst but yelena didn’t let it show. “I won’t little one, I got you” she said wrapping her arm around remi guiding her to the sofa. “Do you wanna talk about it?” She asked looking at remi with concern. Remi shook her head and looked down, Yelena let out a sigh. “Okay- we can just sit… we don’t have to talk” the blonde said sitting on the floor infront of the sofa, Remi glanced down at the woman beside her and slipped off the sofa so she was sat beside yelena on the floor.

Yelena looked at her but Remi just looked at her feet and began chewing on her sleeve, “hey, Natasha said you’ve gotta stop doing that- ” Yelena said gently moving Remis hand away from her face, pulling the fabric from her mouth in the process. Remi pouted and it made Yelena chuckle. “You look cute when you pull that face” she teased. They spent most of the night say together looking out of the window talking about sweet nothings.

Yelena glanced at the clock realising it’s way past midnight, “hey kiddo- it’s getting late,” she looked down at Remi who had burrowed herself into her side resting her head against her shoulder, “let’s go to bed-“ Yelena said pulling her into her arms standing up. Remi mumbled in response not making sense. Yelena just chuckled and took her to Natasha’s room.

Yelena wanted to use Natasha’s room to keep the child in a familiar setting. Remi fell asleep relatively quickly with Yelena stroking her hair gently.

The next morning Wanda and Yelena where busy cooking breakfast they had left Remi on the sofa watching tv. “How do you like your eggs?” Wanda asked Yelena cracking two into a pan, “I’m not fussy” Yelena said as she placed some bread in the toaster. “Natasha should be home soon should I make extra for the rest of them?” Yelena said pulling more bread out of the bag.

Wanda glanced at the screen on the wall and saw that the jet was just pulling in. “Yeah they are early and I bet the boys will be hungry” Wanda said putting some eggs on a plate next to some bacon, “Remi’s is finished- Rem’s?” Wanda called out, Yelena began buttering some toast to put on the plate too. As she placed the toast on a plate she looked into the living area to find it empty. “Wanda she’s-“ Yelena was cut off by Natasha and the team arriving.

“Hello everyone” Steve said taking a seat, Clint spotted food on the table, “oooh is that for me?” He said smiling brightly, “No- well yes we are making you food but- that was Remi’s plate” Wanda explained.

Natasha was last in the room, “where is Remi?” She asked looking around the room, “She was sitting there two seconds ago I swear!” Yelena said starting to panic slightly, how could they loose her in 20 seconds. Yelena looked at her sister who looked angrier than she had ever seen her

TBC/

Chapter 5: Chapter Five: Nat’s home

Summary:

Natasha finds Remi, but can she find out what’s wrong?

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Natasha glared at her sister “Yelena you should have been watching her!” Yelena held her hands up “I was I swear- she was just here…” she said defending herself. “Friday- do you have a location for Remi?” Natasha called out to the AI, “Ms Volkov has just entered your apartment Ms Romanoff” Friday answered simply.

Natasha looked at Yelena with a softer expression “I’ll go-“ she said before she left. Natasha wasted no time and rushed towards her apartment, “Remi?” She called out but there was no response. “Remi?” She raised her voice this time. Reaching the front door she slipped it open and glanced into the apartment “Remi?” She was beginning to worry.

“Friday- do you have eyes on her?” She asked knowing full well the ai had no eyes but could still see through the CCTV around the complex, “last location was your bedroom- no movement since ms Romanoff” the ai replied quickly.

Natasha entered her bedroom and glanced around, nothing seemed out of place. Then she heard a whimper, “Remi?” She called out again her voice laced with concern. “It’s me…. Natasha? I’d like to see you принцесса” getting no response she scanned the room then noticed the corner of a comforter poking out from under her bed.

Natasha paced forwards beginning to worry it wasn’t like Remi to ice her out like this. “Remi? Please” she said trying to mask her desperation. Nat crouched and poked her head under the bed. Remi was curled up in a ball with her back to Natasha hiding under the bed. “Remi?” Natasha reached out and brushed her fingers against Remi’s arm not wanting to startle her.

Remi flinched slightly and tried to scoot further away but was blocked for space. “Rem- come on baby girl, look at me?” Natasha coaxed she was laying on her bedroom floor with her head just under the bed, if anyone walked in it would be a sight to explain. Remi’s body began to shake slightly, she was holding in tears afraid to look at Natasha, scared to show how weak she was.

A minute passed and Natasha crawled further under the bed and she lay beside Remi. “Remi? It’s okay if you don’t want to talk to me- but Yelena and Wanda made you breakfast, they were ever so worried when you where not where you were supposed to be” Natasha explained reaching out again running her fingers up and down Remi’s back comfortingly. “A-are you really…. Here?” Was Remi’s response.

Natasha furrowed her eyebrows concerned. “Yes, I’m really here” she said softly realising her absence had an effect on the girl. Remi hesitated to turn around but finally did, eyes filled with tears and when she saw Natasha she avoided eye contact. “Remi, do you wanna come out from under here? Breakfast is getting cold” she explained softly, Remi shook her head no. “You have to eat Remi, come- we can sit together” Natasha was almost about to reach out again when Remi moved closer.

Natasha lay under the bed with her for a few minutes before she slowly reached out, wrapped an arm around Remi and pulled her out so she could see her face properly and check her over fir injuries or anything to give her a clue on this behaviour.

Natasha cupped her face and turned her head so she could look into her eyes. Once Remi made eye contact she broke, “Tasha- I’m sorry” she sobbed but Natasha was quick to comfort her. “I’m sorry I’m sorry-” She trailed off burying her head in tashas shoulder. “Why are you sorry?” Natasha questioned. A shrug was the only answer Remi could give.

Natasha thought back to when she walked into the living area, the tv was on but it was on the news. “What happened?l She asked softly, “I-“ Natasha nodded half wanting Remi to continue, “Remi, you can tell me” Natasha said softly, the child simply shook her head. “If you don’t want to talk about it now that is okay, but it will feel better if you get it out of your head baby” Natasha said holding her hand out in-front of Remi, Remi looked at the hand with a mixture of fear and confusion then hesitantly reached her own hand out allowing Natasha to interlock their fingers.

Natasha leaned back. “I missed you…” Remi said quietly placing her head in the crook of Natasha’s neck, “I know, I’m home now. You can tell me all about what you did with Yelena and Wanda if you like” Natasha said stroking the girls hair hoping to bring out some clue as so why she was so upset. After a few moments of silence Remi spoke up “Wanda took me onto the roof- you can see even more than through the window up there…” Natasha smiled atleast it was something.

Natasha heard the child’s stomach grows, “are you hungry rem?” She asked already knowing the answer. Although the child shook her head, “are you sure? Because your tummy says differently” Natasha said raising her eyebrow. “Not hungry.” Remi muttered suddenly wanting to move out of Natasha’s arms. Nat was quick to keep hold of her “okay- you don’t have to be hungry, don’t fight me.” Nat said as Remi began to push her hands away, “I’m not!” Remi whined suddenly her emotions where getting the better of her.

Nat had one arm around Remi who was on her lap squirming to free herself the sudden change in composure was not a real surprise to Natasha, she knew because of the chemical subjection they had been under had changed their brain in some way. Her and Yelena suffered from headaches, sometimes early after she left she would have episodes like this.

Although as an adult it’s easier to break away from. “LET ME GO!” This was the first time Remi had raised her voice since coming to the compound and Natasha was shocked but didn’t let it show on her face not wanting the child to spiral further. Natasha was firm not holding her tight enough to hurt her but enough to not give her much wriggle room. This only infuriated the young widow more and she all out kicked and screamed to be let go. Natasha let it go on for a few minutes expecting it to calm the child down if she got the frustration out of her system but it just worked her up more.

One of Remi’s hands broke free and went swinging at Natasha’s face but she caught it with her free hand. Natasha was shocked, Remi had not had such a violent outburst since her first week with them. That’s when she noticed a patch of blood on the child’s sleeve, “Remi- are you hurt?” She asked her still holding her arm.

Without thinking about what she was doing Remi clamped her teeth on Natasha’s hand causing her to let go completely. “Ow” Natasha said letting go but was quick to block the doorway, “Show me your arm” she said towering over the child so she didn’t have much room to move. Remi glared up at Natasha and shook her head “NO. Let me go.” Remi half pleaded with Natasha. “Not until I see where that blood has come from.” She said snatching Remi’s arm up pointing to the blood on her sleeve.

Remi’s eyes widened at the sight but she still shook her head refusing to talk. “Fine. If you don’t want to tell me- you don’t have to tell me. But being hurt is not against the rules here, you should know this. If you are hurt you have to ask for help because if you don’t get help it could get worse” Natasha was half pleading with the child now, seriously concerned.

Remi looked up at Natasha and it looked as though she was about to speak when she ran at Natasha trying to dodge her for the door ferociously pushing Natasha’s advances to restrain her: Remi ended up on the floor with Natasha kneeling by her side trying to dodge the whirlwind that was her charge on the ground. A stray kick caught Natasha square in the chest and knocked her backwards- taking both her and Remi by surprise…..

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1- принцесса - princess.

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Chapter 6: Chapter 6: Talk to me,

Summary:

Natasha has a hard time breaking down Remi’s walls.

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Natasha glared at the errant widow. "Remi! What has gotten into you today!” Natasha’s voice was laced with danger, “You don’t behave like this- you never have!” She said with a look of slight disappointment.

Remi grabbed the closest thing to her and chucked it at Natasha hoping to distract her enough to get to the door but it didn’t work. It was like Natasha switched her widow side on because she stalked so fast across the room apprehending her target it was record breaking. Even Remi was caught by surprise, every move Remi made was countered by Natasha.

Natasha held Remi’s arms by her side with one arm and the other had her body pressed against her chest so she could not move an inch. Remi was crying still, the feeling of frustration and powerlessness was getting too much in the moment “ Let go of me! Let go! stop please your hurting me!" she became hysterical and began hyperventilating.

Natasha didn’t loosen her grip she was sure she wasn’t holding her too tight and that the younger widow was trying to play her emotions as they were trained to do.

Natasha let the child sit for a moment deep in thought. Nat watched her as she struggled with her inner emotions Remi began biting around her fingernails nervously. Nat moved her hands away from her mouth. “We have to talk about your behaviour today, you know that don’t you?” Natasha questioned looking down at Remi who barley nodded in response still refusing to look up at Natasha.

Before Remi could have a chance to get her bearings Natasha hauled her over her knee. The child was so shocked she went completely still and silent.

Before Remi could have a chance to get her bearings Natasha spoke plainly, “do you know why you are being punished?”
Remi was speechless. This wasn’t a punishment- all the red-room punishments she had endured had left lasting scars compared to that this was a daydream.

Natasha rested her hand on the small of her wards back. “Words Remi” she said firmly. “I’m bad?-“ Remi choked out, Natasha let out a sigh, “Rem , we don’t hit out when we are frustrated, we talk about it but we do not take it out on others the way you just did” she tried to keep her tone firm and simple as not to scare Remi too much. “I’m s-sorry-“ Remi stuttered on the gravity of the situation falling down on her.

Natasha sighed she knew she had to do this but she didn’t want to. Natasha laid the first smack taking Remi by surprise, she had never been in this position before. Natasha had swatted her a few times but nothing as real as this. Natasha wasted no time raining spanks down on the naughty child before her.

Remi struggled at first but something inside her broke bringing her back to reality, knowing she deserved this punishment. Nobody had treated her as nicely as Natasha and she had just ruined everything with her behaviour. Natasha landed 4 more spanks and spoke again, “You know the rules Remi, you tell an adult when you want to go somewhere, and we are not violent with eachother-“ Nat said finishing up with a couple more smacks.

Remi had gone limp crying into Natasha’s leg, Nat let her stay in the position running her fingers up and down Remi’s back calming her, “it’s okay…. It’s over now, you are forgiven” Natasha’s voice had lost its authoritative tone and returned to her soft one. Remi didn’t move she tried to speak but began choking on her sobs.

“Okay… listen to my breathing baby, 1……” Natasha sucked in a deep breath “2…” and exhaled it slowly, she repeated this a few times, “now can you do it with me?” She began the exercise again. “1…” “2…” it took a few cycles but Remi finally got her breathing under control and felt calmer.

Remi looked up at Natasha eyes full of guilt “I’m sorry nat… I really am” she went to bite her sleeve but nat blocked it from her mouth. “You are forgiven princess, now…. Shall we go eat?” She looked down at the child who she could have sworn looked skinner than when she last saw her.

Remi shook her head “s-sleep?” She said rubbing her eyes with balled up fists. Nat looked at the child in-front of her her heart bursting. Nat opened her arms towards Remi and Remi happily flung herself into them. “I’m sorry I’m sorry nat” Remi said pulling at Natasha’s sleeve now, nat wrapped her in a hug. “It’s over now baby, all forgiven- but if you want to talk about what’s on your mind, I’m here for you always okay?” Remi nodded in response and Natasha continued “sometimes when something is bothering me, I like to tell people so it isn’t stuck in my head anymore it makes me feel better-“ Remi mumbled something in response but Natasha didn’t hear it, “What did you say?” Nat asked.

Remi took a deep breath and looked up at Natasha her green eyes filling up with tears again, “p-promise you w-won’t get mad wif me?” Remi was stuttering nervously looking at Natasha slightly scared. “It depends what you are going to tell me,” Nat saw the fear multiply on Remi’s small face. “I won’t get angry with you Remi” Natasha just hoped she wouldn’t regret saying that.

This time Remi took a deep breath. “Was playing…. And I found something…. I was playing with that too…. But I d-dropped it and it got my… leg- but I’m okay…” Nat raised an eyebrow at the explanation.

Nat slipped the girl off her knee say her on the bed and crouched in front of her looking her over with concern. “Show me-“ Natasha said softly. Remi began to shake and shook her head no. “Point and I’ll find it” Nat offered a compromise. Remi pointed to a spot on her upper leg, nat wasted no time in gently removing the child’s joggers.

That’s when she saw it a medium sized gash in her leg. Biting back panic and concern she rushed to the bathroom to get the med-kit. When she returned Remi was crying silently avoiding eye contact. Back in the red-room windows were not allowed to be injured, injuries classed as being defective, so Natasha knew the turmoil she must be going through.

Natasha was so loving and gentle cleaning the wound and dressing it. Nat changed Remi into some clean clothes and brushed a stray hair off her face, “do you feel better now?” Remi nodded slightly, “Remi, I’m going to ask this once okay- where is the thing that did that?” Nat questioned her, Remi simply scrambled to the left corner of the room and pried one of Yelena’s knives out from between the sofa cushions.

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Chapter 7: Chapter 7: Curiosity

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Natasha’s face dropped when she saw the blade, “bring it to me” she said leaving no room for protest. Remi hesitated for a moment looking down at the knife in her hands. “Remi- I’ll count to three, if that knife is not in my hands by 3, we are going to have a problem.” Natasha held her hand out.

Remi dragged her feet towards Natasha stopping a few paces in front of her. Remi held the knife out her hand physically shaking and placed it in Natasha’s hand then rushed backwards back to her spot at the other side of the room. Natasha took notice of the child’s behaviour but was fast to store the knife and her belt away in her safe in the bedroom.

When Natasha returned to the room Remi was huddled in the corner with her had buried in her knees. Nat sat beside her “you’re not in trouble… I’m going to let this slide this once okay? But we have to talk about this okay?” Natasha kept her tone low and soft, Remi nodded into her knees unable to meet Natasha’s eyes.

Natasha put her hand on Remi’s shoulder and the girl jerked away slightly in fear. Nat tried not to take offence, she knew the girls emotions where heightened at the moment. Trying her luck again she was able to stroke the girls hair “you’ve been really brave while I’ve been gone haven’t you-“ Remi shook her head at Natasha’s words. “I-I-haven’t- I missed you…” the girl sobbed out.

Nat continued to run her fingers through the girls hair soothingly, “Just because you missed me doesn’t mean you were not brave my love” Natasha’s words were laced with comfort and Remi longed for it. “Even- if I got upset?” Remi questioned as though it was eating her from the inside out. Natasha brought her into a hug “Even if you got upset”.

Natasha just held her rubbing circles into her back. Then the door opened and Yelena appeared looking concerned. “Natasha you’ve been gone for two hours- what happ-“ Yelena went silent when she saw Remi was asleep in Natasha’s arms and her sister looked as though she was about to murder her for intruding loudly.

Natasha placed Remi into her bed pulling the covers around her, she tucked them around her and kissed her forehead before returning to talk with her sister in the front room. “Lena, did you give her one of your knives?” Nat was quick to interrogate her sister, “Are you serious? Why would I do that?!” Yelena scoffed at the accusation.

But her face fell when Natasha produced one of her knives from behind her back. “I do not know how she got that I swear!” Natasha believed her sister and nodded “Keep a better check on your weapons Lena, she hurt herself with that- trying to do knife tricks I surmise” Nat shot her a pointed glare because she had seen her sister throwing a knife about recently.

Yelena nodded “got it, no more knives” Yelena caught Natasha up on what had happened while she had been gone, they caught up and then Yelena headed off to see a friend. Natasha went to her bedroom and joined Remi in the bed.

Sensing Natasha’s presence Remi drew herself closer craving security. Natasha held her close. When Remi woke up it was almost dark outside, she sat up slowly and looked at the figure beside her. Nat was laying beside her reading a book. Nat noticed she was awake and sat up smiling “How did you sleep baby girl” “okay...” Remi said timidly rubbing her eyes.

Nat grabbed a bottle of water she had on the nightstand and unscrewed the top and held it out towards Remi “are you thirsty?” Remi took the bottle gratefully and took a few sips then held it out back to Natasha. “Thank you?” She said mostly questioning wether that was the right thing to say. You didn’t have to express manners in the red-room you barley had to talk. Only basic mission details and if you were on a co-op to communicate only on mission basis.

Natasha nodded “Good girl” she praised kissing Remi’s head softly. Remi smiled happy she got something right. Natasha was trying not to rush the food subject because she was aware from her catch-up with Yelena that Remi had eaten the bare minimum while she had been gone. But she knew the child had to eat something.

Natasha slipped off the bed, “I’m just going to go to the kitchen- you can come with me or you can stay here, but I’ll be right back okay?” Natasha said noticing Remi’s worried look at her movements. Being presented with a choice was hard for Remi, the girl had never been given a choice before she met Natasha. “S-stay.” Remi said quietly burrowing herself in the covers.

Natasha made her route to the kitchen and quickly prepared some snacks, crackers, apple slices, peanut butter sandwiches and brought some yoghurts too. When Natasha re-entered the room she placed the tray between her and Remi on the bed, “Shall we share this?” It took a while and Natasha to begin eating for Remi to follow suit.

Remi began to slow her eating and get restless on the bed pulling at her sleeves and fussing with the comforter. Natasha decided to take her on a little walk around the compound to stretch her legs and clear her mind.

They spent the night sharing secrets and Natasha even taught her a few card games. The next morning began without a hiccup and Natasha even got Remi to eat all of her breakfast. By afternoon Natasha had left her with Wanda while she went to train-

Remi lay on the sofa with her head on Wanda’s lap engrossed in the show Wanda had been watching. Television was still new to Remi but Wanda was more than happy to answer any question that was thrown her way about whatever was on the screen at the time mindlessly running her fingers through the child’s hair.

The Dick Van Dyke show theme song played again, three episodes had passed since Natasha had left them. “Who is that again?” Remi questioned, “that’s Laura, Robs wife, and Ritchie’s mom” Wanda explained pointing to each character as she said their name. “What’s a wife?” Remi said turning to look up at Wanda curiously.

Wanda pondered for a moment for an acceptable answer for the six year old “a wife is a woman who is married to somebody else, sort of like a girlfriend but this is the next step to that- sort of like a contract to love each-other forever” Remi nodded but still had more questions, “what’s a girlfriend?” She asked becoming more and more curious about the workings of the world. “A girlfriend is a girl loves somebody and enters an agreement with them to be partners, in all ways.“ Wanda said softly tickling Remi’s neck.

Remi was happy with those answers she felt as though she understood. But she had one more question, “what’s a mom?” Remi asked taking Wanda by surprise, “That’s a hard question sweetie… um, it’s a female parent- and a parent is somebody who has a child or cares for a child” Remi nodded at this and rolled back over to face the screen seemingly all questioned out.

Nat returned not too long after standing behind the sofa she placed her chin on the top of Wanda’s head wrapping her arms around her, “how are my two favourite girls?” Wanda smiled at the affection, she had missed Natasha’s touch. Since Remi’s arrival they had taken a breather to let the child settle, it seems that breather was coming to an end.

Remi barley noticed Natasha’s presence until she was sat beside her. “You okay Remi?” Nat said giving her hair a quick twirl in her fingers, Remi nodded then looked up at Natasha. “Can we go outside?” Remi asked eyes wide with hopefulness.

Nat immediately shut it down. Natasha wanted to keep Remi indoors until she were sure nobody was looking for her. “No Sweetheart, Tomorrow okay?” She said wanting to avoid the conversation. Remi pouted slightly then offered a counter “Can we go on the roof then?”.

Natasha gave Wanda a pointed look knowing she was to blame for Remi even knowing they could go on the roof. Shaking her head “No Remi, it’s getting late and you still haven’t eaten your dinner” Natasha was not willing to debate. Remi huffed “but I said I wasn’t hungry!”

Nat raised her eyebrow at the child who was a few moments away from a meltdown. Remi caught the look and immediately reined it in. “Sorry” Remi said quietly. Nat was happy with that, at least her try me look hasn’t lost its magic. Remi rubbed her eyes and went to chew on her sleeve nervously but Wanda stopped her. The sight of the fabric of Remi’s hoodie against her teeth Irked the witches back she couldn’t explain.

Remi sat up and looked at Natasha with sad eyes and Natasha opened her arms welcoming her closer. The younger widow crashed into Natasha’s chest longing for the safety of Natasha’s grip. Wanda went into the kitchen and made some food for Remi-

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Chapter 8: Chapter 8: Where Hurts?

Summary:

Somethings wrong with Remi:

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When it was time to go to bed Remi stood firm in not moving from her spot on the soft. “But Nat- the show isn’t finished” she protested her bottom lip quivering. “We can always watch the rest tomorrow, don’t argue with me now it’s time for bed.” Nat said as though it was a matter of fact.

Remi looked at Wanda pleading for her to back her up. Wanda sighed and held her hands up in surrender “I’m sorry Rem, but I don’t stand a chance against Natasha, go on to bed now and we can finish this tomorrow I promise and I will ” Wanda said kissing Remi’s forehead.

Remi shook her head “Tasha please just a little longer?” Natasha raised her eyebrow “Remi I said no. No means no” her tone was deadpan. Remi huffed and looked down “but-“ Natasha was quick to cut her off “No arguments Remi” she stood up and held her hand out for Remi to grab.

Remi remained glued to her seat avoiding eye contact sinking into Wanda’s side to hide from Natasha. “I can’t save you this time little one-“ Wanda said as she tried to move her body out of the way so Natasha could grab her wayward charge. “Remi. I’m not playing around with you, I need you to listen to me now okay? Look at me” Her tone was thick with authority but also gentle.

Remi had held onto Wanda’s hoodie burying her face in the soft fabric. Natasha gave her a hard swat to the backside. The shock and sting made the disobedient widow yelp. “Look at me.” Natasha said again and this time Remi looked up into Natasha’s eyes. Natasha cupped the girls face wiping a stray tear.

“It’s bedtime, how about I read you a story once we get into bed?” Compromise was something Natasha would never do. You do not negotiate. But she found herself doing it more and more recently. Remi didn’t answer her just wrapped her arms around her neck and allowed herself to be carried.

Natasha walked to their apartment letting herself in. Once in the bedroom she grabbed some pyjamas for Remi and sat on the bed and got Remi to stand in front of her and got her dressed. She sat Remi on the bed then got changed herself then they brushed their teeth together. Once in bed Natasha fulfilled her promise and read Remi a story.

The morning had gotten off to a great start, Remi ate all her breakfast. Even socialised with Steve for a while. Even the three hours of school work she had assigned on weekdays went by a charm.

But when it came to lunchtime it was a different ballgame. Natasha had found the child on the floor. On approach Remi didn’t wasn’t to be touched she didn’t want to talk or sit up. Natasha was at her wits end when she saw the girl was crying holding her hands over her eyes.

This had some suddenly with almost no trigger. “Remi, what’s wrong?” She was trying to keep her voice calm but when Remi began sobbing she couldn’t contain it. Natasha was trying to check the girl over to injuries but Remi was squirming to avoid Natasha’s touch.

Natasha was trying to pry the girls hands off her eyes “Remi breath come on- calm down, let me see” she was trying as best as she could when Wanda appeared in the doorway.

Wanda made her way over to the two “What’s going on?” Her voice making Remi finch involuntarily. Wanda frowned at the sight. “I don’t know” Natasha said still trying to work out what was actually wrong with the child. Wanda sat cross legged beside them and reached out touching Remi’s hand.

Remi pushed them away her eyes screwed shut. “Remi?” Natasha said softly and the child weakly sat up and went towards the sound of Natasha’s voice. Nat instinctively pulled her onto her lap and checked her face over for injures and found none there was none on her body. “Open your eyes?” Nat said softly wiping Remi’s tears off her cheek her face was hot to the touch.

Remi opened her eyes they were red from crying and slightly bloodshot but nothing to explain this reaction. Remi closed them and a few more tears fell from her eyes. “Hurts.” Was all she could muster. Wanda was watching the exchange waiting for her cue on how to help. “What hurts princess” Natasha asked as she began to stroke Remi’s hair slowly.

Remi still had her eyes shut but Natasha could tell she was thinking about what yo say. Her eyebrows were furrowing in deep thought then she spoke quietly “ ‘t see… and to… hear?” She began to put her hands over her eyes again applying slight pressure when Natasha held her hands back.

“Baby, I think you have a headache….” Natasha’s voice was softer now she knew what was going on. Wanda had already left the room to get some pain medication. “Remember in the red-room when they would make us take those pills and needles?” Remi nodded listening to Natasha, “Well when the red mist set us free from all that- our body’s need time to catch up, I get headaches too baby- I know they hurt and they are scary. But I’m here for you.”

Remi held onto Natasha tightly. “I’m sorry…” Remi began to apologise but Wanda appeared with the medicine and handed it to Natasha with a cup of water. “Take this baby it will make you feel better” she said making Remi open her eyes to take the pills and drink the water.

Once she had swallowed them she buried her head back into Natasha’s shoulder “Wanda?” She called out muffled by Nat’s hoodie. “I’m still here” Wanda said softly. “Stay… please?” Remi said quietly. The three into bed together with Remi in the middle. Remi lay face down face in the pillows, her world was spinning and her head felt as though it was on fire.

Natasha and Wanda did what they could to make her comfortable until she fell asleep or at-least until the medicine kicked in. “It hurts..” Remi complained quietly. Natasha was running Thee fingers through Remi’s hair soothingly as Wanda rubbed her back softly. Remi was able to calm eventually and soon was asleep.

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Chapter 9: Chapter 9: Don’t go

Summary:

Natasha has to go on another mission:

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Remi woke in the night drenched in sweat, her eyes darted around the dark room. The moonlight creeping in through the window was all that illuminated what was infront of her. Head still pounding she looked to her side and saw Natasha in a deep sleep her arm was draped over the pillow resting with Wanda’s hair wrapped loosely in her fingers, Remi had been using that arm as a pillow it seemed.

The child fought the urge to call out to wake either of them up. But the pain she felt was almost too much to endure she began to crawl to the edge of the bed when a voice cut through the silence “Remi?” Natasha was now sitting up rubbing her eyes groggily feeling a shift in the mattress had woken her up. Remi squeezed her eyes shut “sorry-“ Natasha shook her head “What have you got to be sorry for?” She asked gently looking at Wanda who was sleeping peacefully.

Remi shook her head “I don’t know- I need the bathroom” she explained quietly. Nat reached out and felt the girls forehead feeling how hot and clammy the girl was she frowned “Do you still feel unwell?” Remi nodded slightly “but I do need the bathroom Tasha” she said timidly as though natasha wouldn’t let her go, permission was a large part of the redroom. You had to be told to do something not ask. That is why Remi was always apologising for asking, she was getting better but it was a hard habit to break.

Natasha nodded and scooped the girl up gently taking care not to disturb wanda as they left for the bathroom. Nat helped Remi to the bathroom but let her take care of everything else herself waiting outside the door. After Remi was finished they returned to the room, once back in bed Natasha gave Remi more medicine and with a drink of water. The girl protested quietly at first but eventually took the medication.

Remi snuggled back into Natasha’s side and began biting at her pyjama sleeve, nat tutted “Don’t chew on your clothes baby,” Remi pulled her arm away from her mouth pouting but didn’t protest. “Tasha?” Remi said quietly tracing her finger across Natasha’s shoulder, Natasha hummed in response “Do you love me?” Remi asked as though it was a life or death question. Lately she had learned so much about her emotions and words to describe how she felt.

Natasha pulled her closer “More than you’ll ever know” she whispered in Remi’s ear kissing her head. “Do you love Wanda?” Was Remi’s next question taking Natasha by surprise, she was careful with this response “Yes, do you?” Answering a question with a question was a signature Natasha move. Remi nodded “But I love you more” she whispered. “Is that bad?” She asked the older woman looking into her eyes.

Natasha shook her head, “Nobody can tell you how to feel baby,” she kissed her head comfortingly. “Do I have a mom?” Remi asked next this usually happened when she was trying to sleep, she would get the questions stuck in her head out so she could settle enough to try to sleep: the questions had never been this hard before.

Natasha bit her lip unsure how to Answer. They were still searching for answers to where Remi had originally came from, they were almost there with tracking down the head of last hydra base she was at down but until then there was no answers. “Everyone has a mom sweetie” Natasha said softly, “Even you?” Remi said looking at Natasha “Even me, my mom is called meleina-“ Remi’s eyes widened at the name.

Nat knew by the reaction Remi had met Melina. Remi looked at Natasha who offered her a comforting smile, “Melina was trapped just like you, you know that right?” Remi nodded, she didn’t actually know that until Natasha said, although Melina was as gentle as she could have been with Remi back at the red room she still associated her with Dreykov.

They talked a while longer until Remi finally drifted back off to sleep and Natasha followed suit only to wake up to Fridays Voice Filling the room. “Mr stark would like to announce that there will be a team meeting in 1 hour over breakfast-“

Wanda groaned loudly “Friday Shut up” she was not a morning person today. Natasha chuckled at the witches reaction to the wake-up call. Remi shoved Wanda playfully “Hey don’t be mean to Friday- she’s my friend” Wanda sat up in the bed and raised her eyebrow at Remi, “did you just shove me- you little monster!” She said in mock disgust then began tickling Remi who squealed and seemed to be giggling “NOOOOO WANDA!!! NONONO” although she was laughing she was not enjoying the sensation.

With Wanda over the top of her blocking her escape with tickles the uncontrollable urge to laugh and the uncontrollable jerks of her body where too much for her; she had only just gotten used to the free use of her body and now she felt as though she had no control.

Wanda didn’t catch that and continued to tickle her playfully. “NOOO NOOOO” Remi all out screamed taking the two adults by surprise and Wanda held her hands up in surrender. Remi scooted back and sat up with her back against the headboard away from Wanda. “Oh Remi I’m sorry- I was just playing around” Wanda said softly worried she had taken it too far and ruined her progress with the girl.

Remi gulped and looked down. “ it’s okay…. Don’t like that” Remi’s voice was quiet and almost afraid to speak out. “That’s okay, it’s okay not to like something, I promise I won’t do it again” Remi seemed satisfied with that answer, “sorry for Yellin’” Remi said softly down afraid she might be in trouble for raising her voice. The older women made sure she knew she wasn’t in trouble and they went for breakfast.

During breakfast the other team members arrived and all sat around the table. Once everyone was there Tony began his meeting using code words to keep Remi unaware of what they were discussing.

“So target A has been tracked to this base, it’s 4 floors deep quite compact for this particular guy. The mission is simple in and out extraction. Natasha you’re needed for a file transfer and to infiltrate the base to get us access. Friday has estimated this will be a 4 day mission- and we have to leave today to keep the element of surprise, me you and Steve can go- Clint can stay with Wanda and the kid-“ “We won’t need a baby sitter Tony. Yelena and I handled it fine with you tucked away in your lab.” Wanda said defensively.

Remi was playing with Wanda’s rings on her fingers distractedly but when she heard 4 days she flew off Wanda’s lap and into Natasha’s “you can’t go- you can’t go you just got back” Remi was starting to spiral. Natasha shot Tony a glare and lifted Remi up and walked out of the room as she began to cry. Wanda followed closely behind.

Nat got back into her apartment and placed Remi on the sofa “Remi breath baby” she gave the child a few minutes to get her breathing under control as she wiped her tears with a tissue. “Why are you so upset baby? Let’s talk about it” Natasha said in a calm tone looking into Remi’s eyes. “Don’t want you t-t-to go” Remi said stuttering on her t’s.

Natasha frowned as there was no way around this, “I know princess but this is my job, it’s only a few days and Wanda will be here to keep you safe. And Yelena is on her way home now too- I’ll be back before you even miss me” Natasha explained kissing Remi’s head “but I already miss you” Remi said heartbrokenly. Natasha’s heart hurt but she had to be brave, she needed to find out everything she could for Remi.

Wanda had sat beside Remi and put an arm around her so Natasha could go gear up and get ready. “Don’t worry baby girl I’m here and we can talk to Tasha every night” Wanda said softly looking down at the heartbroken child before her. Remi nodded sadly. When Natasha was ready to leave she walked over to the pair to say her goodbyes and as she crouched to Remi’s level the child took off running out of the room taking the two adults by surprise.

Remi was faster this time running out of the apartment and down the hall, she just kept running she has no destination in mind she just wanted to be away. Natasha was hot on her heels in full uniform. To a stranger it would have looked as though the black widow was chasing down a fugitive.

Remi skidded past the elevator as it opened and Yelena walked out. Remi didn’t stop she just ran further. Yelena just watched as Remi ran past and a few seconds later Natasha did. A minute or two later Wanda walked through and saw Yelena still stood by the elevator looking in the direction the pair had gone. “They went that way huh?” Wanda questioned stopping beside for a moment.

Yelena nodded “yeah- the kids upset I guess” she said trying to mask the concern in her voice. Wanda nodded sadly and went in pursuit of Natasha and Remi. Natasha had cornered Remi in a hallway, “Remi stop now- let me say goodbye to you-“ she said grabbing Remi by the arm stopping the child from running any further.

Remi tried to pull her arm away to no avail, balling her fist up she hit at Natasha’s arm. Natasha was quick to land a swat on Remi’s backside bringing her back to reality, then another one for good measure. “It's OK to be angry at me, but it's NOT OK to hit. I will not let you hit me. Do you understand me?” Natasha said sternly crouching to Remi’s level taking both of her hands into her’s.

Remi nodded and avoided eye contact. Natasha frowned “Do you want to talk about why you’re upset?” She asked softly, Remi shook her head still refusing to look at her. “Can I tell you a secret?” Natasha whispered to Remi. The child nodded but still didn’t raise her head to look at natasha.

Natasha began to rub her thumbs across the back of Remi’s hands “I’m upset, because I don’t want to leave you either, but it’s my job and sometimes we have to do things we don’t like for the greater good” Natasha explained trying to make Remi feel less abandoned. Remi nodded sadly “don’t wanna say g-good-bye” with that she burst into tears “don’t like goodbyes” nat pulled her into a warm hug “shhh baby girl, goodbyes aren’t always forever, I will call you every day and I’ll be back so quick. You will have fun with Wanda and Yelena”

Remi calmed slightly and nodded again finally looking into Natasha’s eyes “every day? You’ll call every day? And to say goodnight?” Natasha nodded and kissed Remi’s forehead hugging her tightly again. “Every day and night”

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Chapter 10: Chapter 10: Let it all out

Summary:

Wanda and Remi bond

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Once the team had left Wanda led Remi to the shared living area where Yelena was now sitting. “Remi I got you something-“ Yelena said smiling brightly once she saw the two enter the room.

Remi held onto Wanda’s leg shyly biting her face away from Yelena. “It’s okay Remi, you can go to her-“ Remi shook her head no. Wanda sighed and looked at Yelena sadly and mouthed ‘sorry’.

Yelena took no offence just shrugged it off, “well whenever you’re ready it’s here for you” she said softly. Remi shuffled on her feet on the spot nervously. “Wanda?” The child whispered and the witch crouched to her level to look into her eyes finding it the best way to communicate with the child. “Yes sweet?” She said brushing a few stray hairs out of the child’s face.

Remi bit her lip nervously. “Can I go to bed?” She asked quietly looking at the floor. Wanda raised an eyebrow and looked at Yelena who shrugged, “you want to go to bed? Are you sleepy?” Wanda questioned feeling the child’s forehead. It wasn’t as warm as the night before but there was a slight temperature to it.

Wanda frowned by nodded “Okay, but you can’t stay in bed all day okay? You can have a hour or two nap and then we can find something fun to do together?” Wanda was trying to keep the girl distracted and happy, although it wasn’t going to a great start.

Remi nodded and lifted her arms up towards wanda wanting to be carried, Wanda obliged and pulled the girl into her arms. “Will you say Good-bye to Yelena?” Wanda coaxed softly. Remi buried her head in Wanda’s shoulder but did as she was bid “Bye Lena….” She said quietly, “Sleep well kid” Yelena said back.

Wanda took her to Natasha’s apartment and got her all tucked into the bed. “Do you want me to stay with you?” Wanda asked softly stroking Remi’s hair. Remi pondered this but shook her head. Wanda nodded and kissed her head, “if you need me I won’t be far okay?” Wanda said softly Remi nodded and the woman checked the child’s temperature one more time before leaving the room.

Remi lay for a moment listening to the sound of Wanda’s footsteps getting further and further away. Left alone with her thoughts she began her plan. Slipping off the bed she tiptoed out of the room making sure Wanda was really gone.

Remi poked her head out of the apartment doorway and looked both ways. Seeing the coast was clear she began sneaking towards the stairs, she knew if she used the elevator that the adults could possibly notice. Once on the staircase she looked behind her still nothing this is when she all out ran up them towards the roof.

Remi got to the doorway pushing it open a wave of fresh air hitting her in the face. The sun was beating down on her and the roof was a wide open space, the avengers jet was gone from the helipad so the roof was just a wide open space of nothing.

Remi circled the edge of the building trying to work out ways to get down to the ground level. There was a storage room on the roof full of equipment for missions and the jet. Remi made her way over to it to see what she could use to escape.

Remi was searching through the boxes when a voice appeared behind her, “I’m sure your supposed to be in bed little one” Remi jumped at the sound of Wanda’s voice and kept her back to the older woman. “Remi I need you to look at me” her voice was laced with authority.

Remi gulped slightly, Wanda had always been soft with her. Never raised her voice or even been strict with her. “I’m waiting to see your eyes Remi.” Wanda said plainly standing in the storage shed doorway. Remi shook her head keeping her back to Wanda. “Remi if you don’t listen to me you’re only going to make this situation worse for yourself” Wanda was beginning to loose her cool, natasha had not even been gone a hour and the child was already running rings around her.

Remi turned to look at Wanda defiantly. Wanda raised her eyebrow at Remi glaring back not appreciating the defiance. “Remi. Come here.” She pointed to a spot in front of her and Remi shook her head no.

Wanda clenched her jaw finger still pointing to the spot in front of her she began counting “1…. 2…..” before she got to three she looked at Remi expecting her to move before she hit 3. Natasha never got to 3. But the child stayed glued to her spot the defiant look had not left her face “3.” Wanda said finally.

Wanda was fast, she stepped forwards and grabbed Remi’s arm dragging her towards her. “Where has this attitude come from?” She questioned the errant child and popped her on the backside, Remi stayed quiet not answering Wanda. “When an adult asks you to do something you do it!” She said popping her again harder. Remi was taken by surprise Wanda had never spanked her before.

The child looked at the Witch betrayal written across her face. Wanda popped her again “You listen to me okay? We are trying to keep you safe and we can’t do that if you go behind our backs into open places like this where we can’t protect you!” Wanda explained keeping a tight grip on Remi’s arm. Remi bit her lip the sudden guilt of the situation raining down on her.

Tears blinded her. “Want Tasha” was all she was able to say the sadness in her told cut wanda deeply. All the anger inside Wanda dissolved “me too baby, she will be back before we know it- come here” she said opening her arms Remi crashed into Wanda’s chest and let it all out. “Why does she have to go-“ she cried out

Wanda comforted the girl while lifting her into her arms and taking her back into the compound and to the apartment. Making sure the roof door was locked and Remi couldn’t access it anymore.

Once they were within the safety of the apartment wanda put Remi down and the girl reached back out for Wanda. “Remi I want to talk to you” she said softly taking her hands into hers. Remi looked up at Wanda sadly and nodded.

Wanda sighed and was quick to say her piece “baby, you know that you aren’t allowed on the roof without an adult, if natasha found out you would be in so much trouble” Wanda was firm in her explanation. Remi pouted and looked down “Tasha isn’t here” Remi bit back.

Wanda furrowed her eyebrows, she had never seen Remi being this defiant before and it was beginning to shock her. “You’re right, Natasha isn’t here. But I am and whatever rules Natasha has are also my rules too. We are only trying to keep you safe and happy.” Wanda explained maintaining eye contact with the girl.

Remi bit her lip and looked down only for Wanda to bring her head back up to look at her. “I can see you are upset, I get upset and angry too sometimes but we can figure this out together” Wanda said stroking Remi’s hair softly.

Remi looked up at Wanda a stray tear falling from her eyes “it’s okay to cry baby girl, I’m here for you always” Wanda said softly knowing she had gotten through to the child. Remi rested her forehead against Wanda’s chest and let it out, she cried and cried. Wanda just held her swaying side to side allowing Remi to just cry it out.

Wanda lifted the child into her arms and went to sit on the sofa. Letting Remi hold onto her shirt as she cried. The sound of the girls sobs hurt Wanda deep inside. Wanda held her close running her fingers up and down Remi’s back comfortingly “that’s it baby, let it out” she said softly.

Remi cried for what seemed like a lifetime. The child had exhausted herself wanda looked down and saw that the child had cried herself to sleep. Wanda didn’t dare to move incase she disturbed the young Widow, she just held her close making sure she felt safe.

Remi woke a few hours later and shifted in Wanda’s arms looking up at the woman slightly shocked she was still with her. “Wanda?” She called out her voice raspy from just waking up. Wanda looked down at the child smiling softly, “yes sweet?” She said softly.

Remi took a moment but buried her face back into Wanda’s chest “love you” was all Remi said causing Wanda’s heart to almost bust-

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Chapter 11: Chapter 11: Let me in

Summary:

Accidents happen:

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That night Wanda handed a phone to Remi who looked at it intrigued “is that-“ Wanda nodded and Remi quickly held the phone up to her ear. “Hello princess” Natasha’s voice filled her with warmth and made her feel less afraid of the distance between them. “Hi Tasha” she replied shyly, “have you been good?” Natasha asked softly, the silence was deafening Remi stayed quiet unsure what to say.

Wanda looked at the child concerned at her silence but she soon spoke up “I don’t think so” she said her tone full of shame. Wanda had seated herself beside Remi “why don’t you think so baby?” Natasha’s was still soft trying to get to the root of the problem, “I- I don’t wanna say…” Remi said sadly “don’t want you to get angry wif me” Remi’s voice trembled.

Natasha sighed “okay we don’t have to talk about it right now okay? But you have to promise me you will be a good girl from now on” Natasha said softly, “how about we talk about something else?” She said changing the subject, they talked a while longer until Remi handed the phone to Wanda and slipped off the couch going into the bedroom.

Wanda watched until Remi was out of sight. “So what happened?” Natasha questioned. Wanda bit her lip she wasn’t going to tell Natasha about the incident on the roof, she hadn’t taken into account that the child’s conscience would eat away at her. “Well…. It was nothing really, how’s the mission going? Have you arrived at the safe house yet?” Wanda said trying to change the subject.

If Wanda could see the look on Natasha’s face she would probably surrender immediately, “Wanda- don’t try and change the subject.” Natasha was not being fooled that easily. “Remi snuck onto the roof- but before you start going off the handle she was alone for 5 minutes up there! Friday notified me straight away and I was there as fast as I could!” Wanda said explaining the situation.

Nat sighed “Wanda I told you the roof was a bad idea-“ Wanda chuckled “I know you did- but I don’t like her being cooped up in here, it’s not fair Nat-” Nat cut her off “I told you I don’t want to have this conversation again Wanda. The worlds a dangerous place as it is, we don’t know if anyone is looking for her- or where she originally came from. We are almost there. Once we know more we can do more babe” Wanda smirked and agreed with Natasha in the end.

Once the call was over she went into the bedroom in search of Remi.

Wanda knew Remi was in there for the soul fact that she was emotionally connected to her. Since that first night on the staircase they had been connected. Wanda’s telekinetic abilities sensed that Remi was still upset, Wanda could feel the pain she held inside.

Wanda decided to make a game of looking for her even though she sensed her under the bed. “Remi? Are you in here?” She called out into the room, Remi stayed silent huddled in a ball under the bed. Wanda pretended to look for a few moments and then peeked under the bed. “There you are- what are you doing under there?” She asked the child who shook at the sound of her voice.

Wanda eventually coaxed her out from under the bed by just sitting there. Although Remi didn’t want to admit it she needed the comfort right now. Wanda happily wrapped her arms around the child brining her onto her lap with her back against the bed.

Remi listened to Wanda’s heartbeat and it began to soothe her slowly. “Do you want to talk about it?” Wanda said playing with Remi’s hair. “Are You and Tasha angry with me?” Remi looked up at Wanda sadness in her eyes. “No baby, it was forgiven a long time ago” Wanda said softly.

The next two days passed like a dream, the routine Natasha had been working on held up with Wanda spearheading it. 8:00am wake up 9:00am breakfast 10:00-12:00 school 12:00-13:00 lunch 13:00-14:00 school and then the rest of the evening was pretty much up to them, but bedtime was a flat 20:00.

On the 3rd day of Natasha being away it had been great it being a weekend there was no schedule except meals. Pancakes for breakfast or as Yelena said the breakfast of champions, Wanda had cooked and Remi watched from her seat on the counter. They ate the breakfast happily while Yelena posed an idea for the day.

Hacking at her pancakes she began her pitch “I was thinking we could play games in the workout area, it’s massive we could have a real run around- we got play tag” Wanda listened to Yelena and was pondering the idea. “What’s tag?” Remi asked curiously eating some of the pancakes Wanda had cut up for her.

Yelena smiled “Well tag is a game that one person is ‘it’ and when you are ‘it’ you have to chase the other players to touch them to make them ‘it’ instead and so on until we get tired” The blonde explained. Remi smiled “Wanda can we play game please?” She said looking up at the redhead with hopeful eyes.

Wanda melted immediately. “Yes. But you have to eat half of your pancakes okay?” She said. Remi did as she was told she even waited patiently and watched tv for a hour while their breakfast digested. Once they hit the work our room the true extent of her hyperactivity burst out, Yelena decided to be first. She chased Remi at first she thought she was letting her get away but Remi was outrunning her fast.

Yelena decided to prey on the weaker target and get Wanda. Now Yelena and Remi were taunting Wanda just being out of reach each time until she caught Yelena and whispered to Yelena “lay off me, let me get my breath” she said “I’m just going to get us some drinks Remi is that okay?” Remi nodded she did feel slightly thirsty. Wanda left the room to go get them some drinks and snacks to have while they played.

Yelena looked at Remi “shall we still play?” She said smirking and Remi grinned “YEAHH!” And with that Yelena was back in pursuit of Remi.

Remi was having the time of her life laughing and running around wild, Yelena was trying her hardest to at least tag her once she was beginning to make it her mission. Yelena sped up and Remi was looking back laughing when she tripped.

Everything stopped for a moment there was a thud but no noise. Yelena stopped dead in her tracks a few paces in-front of her Remi was heaped on the floor. Then came the screams, bloodcurdling screams Remi was trembling on the floor crying and screaming. “Remi” Yelena screamed out in concern rushing to her side only to be launched back by Amber mist. As she got her bearings back and ran back over she tried to get close but there was a glowing shield around the child.

Yelena panicked she hadn’t experienced this before. “Remi can you hear me?” Remi had curled up in a ball clearly distressed and Yelena couldn’t get close to her at all.

Before Wanda reached the elevator felt something inside. Something was wrong she immediately turned on her heels and sprinted back to the workout area to see Yelena desperately trying to break through Remi’s shield.

Wanda was quick to react running to the scene. “What happened?!” She asked with clear concern, “we were just playing Wanda I swear and she fell and then this- she’s strong she threw me- I can’t get close to her” Yelena explained desperately.

Wanda thought for a minute. Then sat back and channeled her powers quickly a red mist circled Remi’s shield covering it and Wanda began speaking to remi telepathically. “Remi baby- it’s me Wanda” she said. “It hurts- make it stop” Remi said back “you have to let us Remi- lower the shield- you know how” she said showing her how in her mind. Suddenly the red mist dropped along with Remi’s shield.

The child was still squirming about in agony, sobbing in a way that just spoke true pain. Wanda was first to approach, Remi’s magic was swirling around her hands although Wanda could only see one. “Can you show me where it hurts” Wanda said gently trying not to scare her, Remi shook her head “can’t move” the child said between cries.

Wanda lifted her up and Remi yelped out in pain grabbing Wanda’s arm with one of her hands. That’s when Wanda noticed her wrist. It did not look good she immediately knew it needed medical attention. “Friday? Can you contact Dr Cho please? Ask how long she could be for a Call-out?” Friday responded fast “yes Ms Maximoff.” Yelena peeked over Wanda’s shoulder and immediately regretted it.

Wanda lifted Remi into her arms whispering sweet nothings into her ear trying not to set off her magic. “Lena we need to get her to the med bay” as Wanda stood Friday spoke “Dr Cho can be here in 30 minutes.” Lena looked at Wanda, “Closest hospital is a hour away Wanda. We are best waiting unfortunately” she said knowing that the pain the child was in was not something to be taken lightly.

Once they got to the med bay Wanda gave her some pain meds to try to help in the meantime. Remi was inconsolable the whole wait. Once Cho arrived she saw the state of the patient and got immediately to work, it as a clean break but it was particularly nasty. Dr Cho took an X-ray, gave her stronger medication.

Dr Cho cleaned the smaller wounds while waiting for the stronger meds to hit then set the break, she then plastered the child’s hand. Wanda was holding Remi the whole time using her magic to stop Remi from lasting out with hers, interlocking their hands. Yelena was watching their magic combine and swirl the different colours as though it was a fire.

Once Cho was on the last few layers she looked at the worn out child in-front of her “do you wanna pick a colour or just have it white?” Remi pondered this sleepily “red please” she said sleepily not releasing her tight grip on Wanda’s sleeve. “Your doing so good Remi, your way braver than me” Yelena praised. Once they were finished they thanked Dr Cho and then left to go back to the living area.

Yelena looked at Remi sadly “I’m sorry tiger, I didn’t mean for you to get hurt-“ Remi looked at Yelena and smiled softly “accidents aren’t our fault?” She said as though she was reciting from a book- “that’s what Tasha says” she said looking at Yelena who was smiling to herself.

Once they got into the living room Wanda creeped off into the kitchen to call Natasha to give her the dreaded update. Nat answered the phone happily “Hey I was just about to call you- we’ve finished early- we’ve got to much information it’s best to tell you once I’m home- are you okay- you seem off” Natasha had grown suspicious of Wanda’s silence, “don’t freak out-“ Wanda said,

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Chapter 12: Chapter 12: With you

Summary:

When Nat returns:

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What do you mean there’s been an accident?!” Natasha’s voice was thick with concern. Wanda smiled softly at the windows concern. “Natasha- breath.” She said softly before explaining herself “We were all playing around in the gym- Remi had a fall and she’s broken her wrist- she’s okay now Cho has seen to her and we are just going to have a lazy afternoon” Wanda said calmly.

Nat tired to steady her breathing concern bubbling in her stomach she wanted to be home right that second but she knew it was impossible, “I’ll try and speed up as much as I can but we won’t be back until early hours realistically- are you sure she is okay?” Natasha asked quickly, Wanda smiled at the concern “Yes I’m sure, she’s a brave girl- do you want to talk to her?”

Natasha pondered this for a moment. “No, it’s best not to upset her while she is feeling sensitive, I’ll be home before she notices she hasn’t spoken to me today” Natasha said softly ending the call with a quick goodbye and love you.

Wanda re-entered the room catching Remi being fussy with Yelena pushing a glass of water Yelena was offering her out of her face “no-“ Remi protested. Wanda sighed “Remi, one sip okay?” She said raising an eyebrow at the child and Remi obeyed straight away earning herself a scoff from Yelena “so you’ll listen to her and not to me- now that’s messed up!” She faked hurt. Remi looked down sheepishly her face was still tear stained and she looked exhausted.

Yelena kissed her head softly “I’m just kidding around- I know you love me” she teased moving so Wanda could take her space beside Remi. “I was thinking I could go and get us all a pizza? Nothing better than pizza when you’ve had a bad day-“ Yelena said to The two. Wanda smiled and nodded “that sounds great.” The witch said laying back allowing Remi to lay against her head against her chest.

Once Yelena left the room Wanda flicked the tv on and just opted for the cartoon channel she wasn’t going to focus on the tv anyway. The witch began to run her fingers through Remi’s hair soothingly “how do you feel baby?” She said softly. “Better now” Remi said sleepily the medication was hitting hard.

Wanda continued to run her fingers through Remi’s hair, “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you” Wanda said gently, “You did save me- sometimes I feel you in here“ Remi said pointing to her head. Remi showed her magic around her fingers infront of Wanda. Wanda interlocked their fingers and allowed her magic to interlock with Remi’s until it faded.

They lay in comfortable silence when Yelena returned. Remi actually ate some of the food and drank some water before begging Wanda to go to bed. Even though it was two hours before her bedtime.

Wanda and Remi left the room and Yelena was sat in comfortable silence for a moment until her sister appeared in-front of her. “What happened Yelena! I was gone for three days and her wrist is broken?!” Yelena looked remorseful “Natasha we were just playing around- she fell and put her arm out infront of her, I was slow to catch her I’m sorry I’m so sorry” the blonde broke down into tears she had felt so much guilt for the pain the child went through.

Natasha’s anger dissolved she knew she was just being overprotective but it was an accident. Natasha hugged her sister and assured her she was not angry and then went to find her little family.

Wanda was dressing Remi in her pyjama’s in the bedroom when she heard the front door open and close. Expecting to hear Yelena she was shocked when Natasha’s voice filled the apartment “I’m home- where are my two favourite girls?!” She called out.

Natasha walked into the bedroom guessing that would be their location. “Tasha-“ Remi pulled away from Wanda before she had finished buttoning her shirt. Natasha bent down opening her arms and Remi flew into them hard recoiling back in forgetting about her wrist until it jolted on impact.

Nat was fast to hold her steady. Keeping her firm grip on one of the girls arms she scanned her over for any injuries apart from the obvious cast on her arm. “What happened to my baby girl?” Natasha asked Remi softly. Remi looked at Natasha for a moment then down at her hands. She realised she was holding onto Natasha’s sleeve tightly and let go instinctively taking a step back.

Wanda leaned in the doorway and smiled at Natasha who smiled back and mouthed ‘I love you’. “Remi are you okay? You can tell me what happened your not in trouble” Natasha said gently just wanting the child to open up, she knew the details she just thought it would be better for Remi to get it off her chest.

Remi looked up at Natasha and furrowed her eyebrows “you weren’t here” Natasha nodded sadly, “I know baby- but I am now- I came home early to surprise you” she explained softly. In reality she had rushed home as soon as she heard Remi was hurt. The rest of the team would be back later.

Remi slowly moved back into Natasha’s arms trying not to cave into her need for comfort. “It hurts Tasha… I don’t wanna be brave no more” she said almost breaking into tears. Natasha kneeled infront of the child and finished buttoning her shirt. “Wanda and I will keep you safe, you don’t have to be brave when we are here” Natasha said rubbing the girls back.

Remi began explaining everything from the moment Natasha left- it all seemed perfect and then she got to that morning and the fall and began to tense. “It hurt so bad - it still hurts…” the child whined into Natasha’s chest. Wanda told Natasha the child till had one hour left on the clock until she could take her next round of painkillers.

Remi whimpered sadly tugging at the adults heartstrings, “how about we read a story until then? We can get all cozy and I can read to you?” Wanda said walking over to the two stroking Remi’s hair while leaning down to kiss Natasha. Remi hummed a yes.

Once they got into bed Remi clung to Natasha laying with her face on her chest listening to her heartbeat. Wanda lay beside Natasha holding her hand tracing patterns as she began to read The first page of the book out loud “Once upon a time in a faraway kingdom…” Remi closed her eyes allowing the soothing nature of Natasha’s fingers to lull her to sleep.

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Chapter 13: Chapter 13: What is she?

Summary:

New information arrives:

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The next morning Remi woke first. The girl glanced up at Natasha who had her arms wrapped around her. “Tasha?” She whispered to the older woman trying her best not to disturb Wanda although Wanda was a much heavier sleeper than Natasha.

Natasha yawned slightly and opened her eyes to Remi’s looking up at her, “Can I have sm water plz” she requested sleepily glancing at the bottle at the opposite side of the bed. With a sleeping Wanda between them. Natasha made light work reaching over Wanda careful not to disturb her too much. The older woman unscrewed the top and held it towards Remi.

Remi didn’t take it though she just pressed her lips against it and Natasha helped her drink some. When she was done Natasha but it on the beside table beside them, “better?” She asked feeling Remi’s forehead. Remi nodded slightly laying her head back on Natasha’s chest. They slept until 9am when Natasha woke up and slipped off the bed. Remi mumbled sleepily rolling closer to Wanda for warmth.

Wanda was awake grumpy with Natasha for waking her up early, “even Remi wasn’t a sleep in Natasha come on-“ she said gesturing to the empty spot on the bed. “The rest of the team will be back- I can have the final update of what we found now Tony’s had time to view the files. Plus we are on a schedule remember. Routine is good” Natasha said crawling onto the bed lingering over Wanda before kissing her on the lips.

Wanda groaned but got out of bed sleepily, she headed off to the bathroom while natasha lifted Remi up. “Let’s get you dressed-“ she said but Remi pouted “can I stay in my pyjamas please? Comfy” she said quietly playing with the ends of Natasha’s here. “Okay we will get changed after breakfast” Natasha decided.

Natasha waited for Wanda then the three of them went to meet the rest of the team for breakfast. “Ah Good morning Natasha, good morning Wanda and Good morning Baby Romanoff” Tony teased from his seat at the table. Steve quickly flicked the screen they were looking at off.

Remi furrowed her eyebrows at Tony confused but didn’t question him. They ate breakfast in relative silence the odd small talk. “Hey Remi would you like to come with me on a little walk?” Yelena said holding her hand out to the child. She had already been told the information that was bursting out of Tony and wanted Remi out of the room fast.

Yelena took Remi’s hand she wanted to give Natasha and Wanda a chance to talk to the rest of the team to find out what they knew without having to explain everything to Remi along the way.

Once Yelena had gotten Remi out of the room Tony immediately began. Natasha- we still haven’t found her parents- but not for the reason you think.” Nat nodded looking at Tony for him to continue. “She was made from dna-“ Tony was cut of by Steve. “In the files we recovered last-night it explained that she was made in a lad and inserted into a womb to be born, they genetically modified her before she was developed.” Nat nodded frowning knowing that explaining this to a child would be hard.

Tony butted in “Yes but they created her from and I qoute “The most formidable assassin the red room was able to create-“ Nat looked at him half confused “who?….” She questioned dreading the answer. “You Natasha” Clint said quietly. “They used your DNA to try to recreate you- still trained in combat and espionage but this time more subservient. They were afraid of a flight risk. So they sent her to hydra to be experimented on further until she she could succeed your numbers” Tony cut back in.

Natasha sat there taking in the information, she hadn’t expected this. Wanda had reached out and grabbed her hand under the table and gave it a light squeeze. Natasha was brought from her trance. “So they wanted her to have more skills and power” Tony said waiting for Natasha to say something.

Natasha sat up straight “well I am already her guardian, what changes if we share the same dna?” She said brushing the subject away not really wanting to go through the ins and outs of her relationship with the child with the whole room. “Well yeah- but doesn’t it either make her your clone or your child? It’s sort of like ivf through a surrogate- except it wasn’t your egg it was your dna-“ Tony began rambling going full science mode.

Steve looked like he was about to throw up “Tony enough- let Natasha take it one step at a time, we have the details now we can process it and decide how we go about it.” He said trying to calm the situation down. “Can I take a dna sample?” Tony asked seriously. “No” Natasha said flatly, “don’t you touch her, how about you let me handle this. I can talk to Remi and we can see what she wants to call the situation.” Natasha said looking at Tony seriously, he held his hands up in defeat “of course. Mother knows best” he said smirking.

Yelena had taken Remi back to her personal apartment to show her around, she had only just been given her own space not a guest room. “We can have sleepovers now!” Yelena said happily to the child, “what’s a sleepover?” Remi asked curiously when Wanda and Natasha knocked and then walked in.

Yelena smiled at the two then answered the child’s question “a sleepover is when you stay over at your friends house and you stay up late eat loads of candy and watch movies and have fun allllll night! Would you like that?” Yelena asked her smiling, “I would” Remi said happily.

Natasha smiled, it warmed her heart to see her little sister getting on with Remi so well. “Remi come here, me and Wanda would like to talk to you-“ Natasha said holding her hand out. Remi eyed her suspiciously “Am I in trouble?” She asked with a hint of fear in her voice.

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Chapter 14: Chapter 14: Where is she?

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Icecream and shenanigans:

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Remi had been quiet for so long it had began to worry Natasha who looked at Wanda concerned. Wanda just offered her a comforting glance.

Nat reached out and took Remi’s hands into her own. “What’s going on in your head baby?” Natasha asked softly, “What does that make me?” Remi asked brokenly. “Whatever you want to be princess. Just because you were born that way doesn’t make you different,” Wanda said gently offering her point of view to help Natasha out.

Remi kept her eyes down “Does that make you my mama?” Natasha bit her lip. Although she wanted to claim her as a daughter the first week she took her in she hadn’t pushed the subject in fear the child’s family would be looking at her. Was this a blessing in disguise? The Red room had taken away her ability to make children but had made one for her.

Nat spoke finally “if that is what you want- you can call me mama, we share the same blood” she said softly kissing Remi’s head softly.
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A few weeks later when it was time to get Remi’s cast removed. Natasha was training as Wanda had volunteered to take Remi to the med at when Cho arrived. But Wanda was having a hard time getting the girl to listen to her. “It won’t hurt Remi, 10 minutes and it will be over.” The witch explained.

Remi pouted “No! I don’t wanna go!” Remi huffed stomping her foot irritated. “Drop that attitude young lady or you’ll be in trouble.” Wanda warned. Remi had been good up until the last few days where she seemed to be again testing Natasha and Wanda’s patience.

Remi shrugged her shoulders knowing it irritated Wanda earning herself a pop to the backside. “Ow!” She whined throwing her hands behind her to block any further assaults. “Listen to me. You will be a good girl okay! If you continue to answer me back I’m going to call for Natasha.” Wanda said using the dreaded widow as a weapon.

Remi sulked more but moved closer to Wanda giving in “don’t tell mama- please…” she begged desperately grabbing onto Wanda’s jacket. Wanda lifted the girl into her arms and began the walk to the medbay. “Will you be good?” The witch asked her Remi nodded quickly.

The rest of the appointment went without protest. Natasha had greeted them when they returned to the apartment “how about we all go and get some ice-cream because Remi was a brave girl? And then when we get home Remi you plan play outside for a hour with one of us” Natasha asked the pair as they sat down.

Remi looked up at Wanda hopefully and she smiled and nodded “sure but you’re driving Natasha” Natasha smirked at her partner “I’m better anyway,” Nat retorted zipping Remi’s coat up leading her to the car.

The whole drive there Remi was silent. Whenever they took her out she was usually too overwhelmed taking in her surrounding to make too much conversation. Natasha went inside for the ice-cream and brought them out to the car, they decided to walk down the street window shopping as they ate them.

Wanda would point things out to Remi while Remi kept a tight grip on Natasha’s hand. With strangers around Remi was a different child, silent wanting to slink back into the shadows. Once they were finished they went back to the compound so they could have privacy in the large field area set behind. The fields were surrounded by woodland giving the compound its secrecy.

Wanda and Natasha were sat on a blanket watching Remi playing around in the field in front of them. Wanda and Natasha were distracted by each other for a split second when they looked up and realised they had lost sight of Remi.

Natasha was first to stand scanning the area catching no sight of her daughter. Wanda stood to see if she could see anything- although she now noticed that the feeling of the child being close was fading away fast she began to panic.

Natasha began calling her name out hoping that she was just hiding in some of the tall grass along the border of the woods. “REMI!!! COME OUT NOW WE DONT WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE” Natasha yelled out in front of her but when Remi didn’t show up she switched on her widow brain and called for backup.

Natasha had called for Steve and Clint to come out and help them look as her and Wanda ran into the woods. Wanda and Natasha bumped into Steve half a hour into looking the more time that passed the more distraught Natasha was beginning to feel inside. “Still no sign Natasha- Clint and I split about 30 leagues west” Steve explained.

Suddenly as though a wild animal was approaching bushes and twigs began snapping, the three avengers quickly stood together incase it was a threat only for Remi to bust out of the bushes giggling while looking behind her. A few seconds later a frustrated Hawkeye popped from the brush.

Natasha was quick to grab the girls arm to stop her running further away. “REMI!” Natasha raising her voice made the girl stop squirming. “Why are you yellin’ mama “ Remi said timidly looking up at Natasha sadly. Nat raised an eyebrow at the girl. “Remi.” She stopped herself in the moment. “Let’s go back to our room and we can talk okay?” She said firmly lifting the girl up.

Once they reached the threshold of their apartment Natasha placed Remi in front of her. “Remi, What are the rules for when we go outside?” She asked sternly looking into the girls eyes.

Remi immediately looked down and mumbled something. “Speak up Remi, mama can’t hear you” Natasha said to the girl pushing her chin up gently to look her in the eye. “No…. No leavin’ mama or Wanda” Remi said softly “and?” Natasha prompted “no runnin’ away from adults…” Remi said so quiet it was almost a whisper.

Nat sighed “Why did you wander off baby? I thought we learned our lesson about this-“ Remi was quick to defend herself “But mama I didn’t mean to I didn’t mean to…. I saw a butterfly and I was chasing it and then when j realised I’d gotten too far I got distracted by a bunny rabbit but then Clint found me and I thought he was playin’ around-“ Remi gripped onto Natasha’s sleeve and looked up at her with huge sad eyes.

Nat didn’t want to punish her but she set rules for a reason.

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Chapter 15: Chapter 15: Sleepovers

Summary:

Remi has a sleepover:

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Natasha sat down and motioned Remi to come closer to her. “Do you know what’s going to happen?” Natasha asked her keeping a film hold on the child’s hand. Remi looked up at her with sad eyes. “Get punished” Remi answered quietly bowing her head in shame.

Nat was trying to keep firm and strong but Remi did pull her heart strings. “Come here baby,” she beckoned her closer. Natasha made quick work of it, as soon as Remi took a step closer she pulled her closer an lay her over her knee.

Resting her hand on the small of her back she began to speak “Remi we’ve spoken about this before, why can’t you wander off without an adult?” She asked the child in the compromising position. Remi mumbled “Dangerous…” Natasha nodded “that’s right. It’s very dangerous”. Remi wrapped her arms around Natasha’s leg and cried softly “But- it was an accident mama-“ she said in a latch ditch effort to get Natasha to reconsider.

Natasha drove the lesson home fast applying a flurry of spanks on the upturned butt in front of her. Remi squirmed and cried out in reaction. Natasha continued for a few moments then stopped when she decided the lesson had been learned.

The redhead lifted the crying child up into a warm embrace. “Hush now baby, it’s all over.” Natasha said softly stroking the back of her head, “you are forgiven and it is forgotten” nat whispered in her ear. Natasha held the child as she cried it out whispering sweet nothings into her ear.

Remi wrapped her arms around Natasha’s neck and cried into her shoulder “I’m sorry mama I’m sorry…” she cried out. Natasha just held her and sway side to side comfortingly “I was scared when I couldn’t see you” Nat said to the child softly “I thought you where gone forever, what would I do then?” She said softly. “You will always find me” Remi said sadly but confidently looking up at Natasha “Mama keeps me safe.” That caused Natasha to smile. “Your right, I do” she said kissing Remi’s forehead.

Once Remi had calmed enough Natasha stood up, “shall we go see the rest of the team?” The older woman asked the child who nodded slowly into her shoulder. Nat carried the child all the way to the shared living space where the rest of the team bar Tony was. Wanda and Yelena where at the table chatting and Clint and Steve where on the Sofa playing video games together.

Natasha joined the women at the table keeping Remi in her arms. Remi had gone shy burying her head in Natasha’s shoulder secretly biting her sleeve in the privacy. “Hello Ladies,” Natasha said sitting down. Wanda eyed Natasha and glanced at Remi then back to Natasha mouthing ‘what happened’. Nat just mouthed back ‘it’s fine, it’s finished now’

Yelena took that as her cue to talk “Remi? Are you hungry? I’m just about to make myself a peanut butter sandwich…. Welll I was going to ask the best chef in the world to make it for me….” Remi peeked over her shoulder at Yelena curiously. “Da best chef?” She questioned. Yelena nodded and walked over to her practically stealing her from Natasha. “Your mama is the best chef in the whole wide world!” Yelena said pressing her forehead against Remi’s gently.

Natasha scoffed “Making a sandwich isn’t really chef experience. Yelena is just lazy” she countered, “I think you’re the best chef, and making any kind of food makes you a chef” Yelena explained smirking at her sister. Remi had gotten herself comfortable on Yelena’s lap playing with her bracelets.

Natasha did make the sandwiches in the end and Yelena and Remi ate them even Wanda stole one. “I do think anything you make is special Natasha, it’s almost like you do something to it” Wanda said cheekily.

Remi peeked over Yelena’s shoulder at Steve and Clint they were head to head on call of duty, Steve was winning and Clint was not taking it well. “What they doing?” She whispered to Yelena, “they are playing a game, it’s pretend war. Wanna go see?” The blonde whispered back.

The two younger widows ended up watching them play a few rounds before they wanted to play. At first Steve argued that the game was inappropriate for Remi but Yelena had argued she had probably physically done worse on missions before she came to the compound.

Remi and Yelena made an unstoppable team once Remi got used to the controls. They had beaten Steve an Clint 7 times now, Yelena was impressed with how fast Remi had learned the controls and premise of the game. When it came around to bedtime Remi dug her heels in “No mama I don’t wanna go to bed yet!” She whined looking up at Natasha sadly.

Nat raised an eyebrow at her “I didn’t ask if you wanted to, I told you you have to” she said firmly. Remi looked back at Yelena sadly “Auntie Lena…. Help!” She begged the older woman scooting closer to the blonde. Yelena looked at Natasha then down at Remi “Remi, if mama says it’s bedtime then it’s bedtime baby, we can always play more tomorrow if your a good girl,” she said softly kissing her head.

Nat held her hand out for Remi to hold. Remi looked at it for a moment then back at Yelena “Can we have a sleepover tonight?” She asked remembering what the older girl had said to her when she got her own apartment. Yelena looked at Natasha who was looking more and more unimpressed with the stubbornness of her daughter. “If your mama says yes, but that means we have to go to bed now still.” Yelena countered.

Remi seemed to like this compromise and nodded. Natasha also seemed to trust the compromise and allowed yelena to take her daughter for the night. They were only at the bottom of the hall anyway. “If you need anything get Friday to notify me okay?” Natasha said to Yelena as she walked her back to her apartment.

Yelena nodded “I know I know, Natasha you are almost my next door neighbour. Relax. You can trust me” she said to her worried sister. “Be good, mama isn’t far okay, I love you” Natasha said to Remi giving her a tight hug and kiss before leaving the pair to get ready for bed.

As soon as Natasha was out of sight Yelena grinned, “okay so my idea is we get changed into our pyjamas. I’ll go and get the PlayStation, and we can play allll night if we want to” Yelena said to the child who grinned and nodded enthusiastically.

Yelena got changed and got Remi changed then snuck off to get the console. When she returned Remi was waiting patiently on her sofa, yelena set it up fast and went to her fridge pulling out her favourite soda handing one go Remi “you’ll like this, it’s called Coke cola. It is made with cinnamon you must try” yelena said searching her cupboards for some snacks.

Sitting beside Remi she produced gummy bears and Reece’s cups, “now it’s a sleepover, we’ve got soda candy and games” Yelena said smiling. They were up till 5am gaming until Remi began to nod off beside Yelena. Yelena took her to bed and turned everything off cleaning up her apartment before joining the child in the bed falling fast asleep herself.

Yelena had not expected Natasha to walk into her room at 10 am wondering why they hadn’t turned up for breakfast. “Yelena- Remi? Wake up lazy bones!” Your missing breakfast Natasha explained. Yelena groaned and sat up looking at her sister annoyed. “Can’t you let a girl sleep in” Yelena complained.

Natasha shook her head playfully then went over to her daughter and began to rub her back “Remi wake up princess” Remi opened her eyes groggily then rolled over and scooted away from Natasha. “Sleepy” the child complained. Natasha shook her head “it’s almost time for your lessons Remi you have to get up and have some breakfast” she explained.

Yelena mentally facepalmed she had forgotten it was a weekday and Remi had school lessons. “NO” the child took both adults by surprise with her outburst. Natasha patted her bottom softly not wanting to endure a tantrum this early “Remi, indoor voices please…. Come on I’ll carry you” she said gently opening her arms out. Remi went to her mama, she wanted the warmth and comfort of her.

Remi’s head hurt, she was so tried it hurt her eyes. “Mama…. My head hurts” she whispered quietly, “Oh princess- once you’ve had some breakfast I’ll get you something to help okay?” Natasha said kissing Remi’s head. Remi squirmed under Natasha’s touch making the widow raise her eyebrow “Is it just your head that hurts?” She asked the child.

Remi shrug her shoulders “sleepy mama…. Wanna go back to bed” she whimpered. Natasha looked back at yelena who was sheepishly following “What time did you both get to bed?” Natasha asked her pointedly. Yelena genuinely didn’t know an exact time so she shrugged she shoulders “I don’t know- not too long after you left us?” She said mostly trying to convince herself.

Natasha pulled an unexpected move “Friday- what time did Yelena and Remi go to bed lastnight-“ she asked the ai, “They returned to their apartment at 9:30 with you ms Romanoff” the ai stated, natasha reworded her question “What time did they fall asleep?”. “Yelena’s vitals say she entered sleep at 04:30 and Remi’s vitals say 05:00.” The ai said.

Natasha stopped in her tracks and turned to look at her sister “5am are you serious!!” Yelena held her hands up defensively “We were in my apartment it’s not like we were running wild around the compound! What’s one late night! You had fun didn’t you Remi!” Yelena said smiling, Remi nodded sleepily into Natasha’s shoulder “yeah mama don’t be mad” Remi said in her sleepy voice.

Nat sighed not wanting to make too much of a big deal about it. She would put Remi down for a nap after her lessons. Once they got to the kitchen Natasha sat Remi beside Wanda who was waiting with the girls breakfast. “Good morning baby” Wanda said happily kissing Remi’s head, Remi soaked up the attention quietly.

Wanda began to try to get Remi to eat but the girl was refusing point blank. “Come on rem, it’s your favourite! Just a few bites your mama made it special” Wanda said softly putting some pancakes on a fork while holding it infront of Remi’s mouth.

Remi shook her head and furrowed her eyebrows. Wanda glared back “Why are we angry with the pancakes today?” She questioned playfully. Remi pushed her hand away roughly making her drop the fork. “Not angry with the food! Angry with you. Angry with everyone” Remi said not thinking before she spoke.

Wanda was too shocked to say anything. Why was Remi angry with her, the little witch hadn’t been this hardheaded in a long time. It only usually happened when she was holding something inside. Wanda sighed and cleaned the mess off the floor then returned to her seat looking Remi in the eyes. “Are you really angry with me?” She questioned, she already knew the answer being connected with the child.

Remi slowly brought her eyes up to meet Wanda’s and broke down “No…. I’m not- I don’t know why I said that I’m sorry mommy” she threw her hands around Wanda’s neck and cried into her shoulder.
Wanda was now speechless even natasha had dropped what she was doing and looked right over at Wanda. They had worked hard on terms for everyone in the compound. Auntie Lena, Uncle Clint even Steve and Tony became honorary uncles…. But Wanda’s term had yet to be given, Natasha didn’t mind sharing the mantle with Wanda she loved her and she had saw the rest of her life with her before Remi arrived.

Wanda was trying to find a reply but her mind was swimming before she could say anything Remi pulled on her jacket “I wanna go to bed” she cried out

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Chapter 16: Chapter 16: Sleepy

Summary:

The night before takes a toll:

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Wanda threw her arms around the child pulling her close. “I know baby, I don’t like mornings either, but it gets easier after you’ve had breakfast and your brains had time to wake up” Wanda said softly. Remi shook her head “it hurts though” she pouted.

Wanda frowned “well we can’t do anything about the pain until you eat something- you can’t have medication on an empty stomach-“ Wanda grabbed a fresh fork and began trying to feed Remi again. Remi shook her head again “just wanna sleep” she said defeated.

Wanda looked at Natasha who had made her way over. “We know baby but you have lessons after you finish those you can have a nap how does that sound?” The widow said sitting beside her little family.

Remi just nodded and ate a few forkfuls of pancakes with Wanda’s help. After three forkfuls she tapped out burying her face in Wanda’s shoulder. “Can’t I go to bed now?” She was practically begging.

Wanda looked at Natasha with sad eyes, “Baby your lessons are important - you know we aren’t supposed to be late” Natasha said softly. It was lucky they all had turns playing tutor and it was Natasha’s turn today, she wasn’t going to crack so easily.

Natasha lifted Remi into her arms and kissed Wanda goodbye. “Say goodbye to mommy” Natasha said to Remi gently. Remi shook her head “wanna stay with mommy.” She complained. “You will see mommy soon” Natasha reasoned and quickly let Remi say goodbye before taking her to the room they used for schoolwork.

The first hour was painful, natasha could barley get two words out of the girl. Let alone pick up the pencil to do some maths questions. Remi had complained and sulked the entire time. Natasha was at her wits end. “If you don’t do your maths sheet then you have to go in time out.” She said trying something new. “What’s timeout?” Remi questioned. “It’s where naughty girls go when they don’t listen to their mama” Natasha pointed to the corner “time out is where you have to sit in the corner and think about why you were naughty.” She explained.

Remi looked at the corner that seemed so very far away from them and gulped. “ I don’t wanna go over there….” She said quietly. “Then atleast try to answer some questions on the sheet Remi, look this one is easy 3+2 is?” Natasha held two fingers up on one hand and three on the other so Remi could count them. Remi looked for a moment and then said “five.” Remi answered flatly. “Mama I don’t wanna do this anymore! When is it finished!” She was getting frustrated with herself.

Natasha put a hand on the girls back comfortingly “okay deep breaths baby, you have to calm down okay?” Remi tried to get her breath back when she realised she was beginning to hyperventilate. “Mama…. Please… I can’t take it anymore” she burst into tears “my head….” She banged her hands against her head a few times before Natasha was able to stop her.

Natasha sighed she knew she was going to get nowhere until Remi had a few more hours sleep in her. Natasha was just afraid the girl would be up all night running rings around her. “Come here baby” she said softly opening her arms. “Mamas here” she said soothingly when Remi crashed against her chest.

Remi was quietly crying into Natasha’s shoulder while Natasha made her way back to her apartment. When she walked in she was met with a surprised Wanda. “You’re back early- I thought we didn’t negotiate with criminals” she said jokingly.

Natasha raised her eyebrow at Wanda “atleast I tried to stick to the schedule, you would have caved at breakfast if I didn’t save you!” Wanda smirked knowing Natasha was right. Wanda took Remi into the bedroom and got her changed into comfier clothes and lay her in the bed. Remi wouldn’t let go of her jacket in the moment . “Remi you have to let go” Natasha coaxed softly.

Remi let go slightly “don’t leave me mama…” she begged and Natasha lay beside her in the bed. “I won’t princess I’m right here” she soothed. Once she was sure Remi was fast asleep she slipped off the bed and went to join Wanda in the front room.

Sitting beside the witch she sighed “I am never letting her stay over with yelena again” Natasha was still annoyed with her sister for allowing an all-nighter. “Natasha let them have fun once in a while, one day off school is fine” she mused resting her head on Natasha’s shoulder.

Nat raised her eyebrow playfully “you’re only saying that because you didn’t experience our lessons today” nat countered. Wanda chuckled “that bad?” She asked as she began playing with the ends of Natasha’s hair comfortingly, “I’m sure when she wakes up she will be in a better mood” Wanda mused. “I hope so” Natasha said laying her head back to relax.

The adults where watching tv together when they where interrupted by screams and a loud crashing sound. Natasha sprinted into the bedroom to find Remi sat bolt upright hair hair messy. The wall now had three books embedded in it, and almost everything in the room had moved. “Remi?” Natasha said gently not wanting to scare the girl, “mama I’m sorry I didn’t mean to- I couldn’t stop it- I- I woke up and it happened” she was stumbling to explain herself shocked and confusion on her face.

Nat sat beside Remi “it’s okay baby, Did you have a bad dream?” she asked softly kissing Remi’s head. Remi hadn’t had a bad dream in a long time. “Mama…” Remi’s voice was cracking, “yes my love” Natasha said looking at her with concern. Remi shook her head too embarrassed to talk.

Natasha went to move the blankets to lift the child up when Remi threw her shield up around her causing the widow to step back. “Remi! Calm down love, it’s me it’s mama,” she was trying to keep her gentle tone. Wanda appeared in the doorway sensing the magic.

Wanda began to walk over but Natasha held her hand up signalling her to stop. “Come on baby, drop it, tell me what’s wrong-“ Remi shook her head hiding under her magic. “Whatever it is you’re not in trouble.” Natasha said gently, that seemed to do it. The magic faded slightly.

Remi pulled the comforter over her head burying her face in her hands as Natasha came closer. Nothing was bleeding there where no injures or anything that seemed uncomfortable so Natasha just pulled the girl into a hug. “I love you sweetheart, no matter what” Remi melted into the embrace.

After a few moments she broke the ice “Red-room is gone” Remi asked out loud, she knew the answer but every now and then liked to be reminded. “No more Drs with bad medicine?” Nat stroked her hair
“Only dr Cho and she’s the best” she countered the child’s questions every time.

Natasha was sat on the end of the bed, “do you wanna watch tv with me and mommy?” Nat asked her. Nat felt the form in her arms nodding so she lifted her up and moved her into the front sitting beside Wanda with her on her lap.

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Chapter 17: Chapter 17: Mama’s Friend

Summary:

Remi needs Natasha’s friend:

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Remi opened her eyes and looked to her side, Natasha was gone she had gone to train as she had began to do every morning leaving Remi with Wanda. She usually returned before Remi woke up.

Wanda was a heavier sleeper than Natasha Remi had noticed that but she had began to feel restless. Remi slipped off the bed and walked into the living area looking round to see if Natasha was out there.

Remi reached the hallway, “Friday? Where’s mama?” She called out, “ms romanoff is in the gym- would you like me to notify her you are looking for her?” The ai responded, “no thanks” Remi responded quickly making her way towards the gym to find her Mama.

Reaching the gym she opened the door and walked in happily “Mama?” She called out into the large room, Natasha jumped at the sound of her child’s voice making her miss a move made by Yelena bringing her to the ground. “HEY! DONT HURT MY MAMA!” Remi shouted throwing yelena with her magic. Yelena didn’t go too far and was back on her feet fast holding her arm slightly.

Yelena held her hands up defensively “Remi woah- we are just training! You know what training is” Yelena explained quickly while Natasha made her way over to the child. Remi’s magic faded away and she looked apologetically to Yelena “I’m sorry”.

Nat crouched to Remi’s level “What did we talked about Remi, you can’t come into here without an adult. Where is Wanda?” She asked the child. Remi pouted “mommy’s still sleeping. I wanted you mama!” Natasha sighed “why didn’t you ask Friday to tell me you wanted me?” The redhead questioned the child.

Remi started to chew on her sleeve “because I wanted to find you- are you mad at me?” Remi looked up at Natasha sadly. Nat thought for a moment and decided to let it go, “No love, but we have to stay in control remember” she said softly. “Yeah you can’t keep throwing me around!” Yelena said with a chuckle.

Remi smiled at Yelena sadly “I’m sorry, Auntie Lena” yelena nodded “I know, after breakfast I’m going on a mission- but I might be bringing a friend home after, she’s really excited to meet you- so you have to promise not to launch me infront of her okay?” Remi looked sad now “Your leaving?” She asked the blonde “for a few hours-“ Yelena looked at Remi and whispered playfully “I’ll even bring Gummy bears home just for you!” Remi smiled again if it was just a few hours she could live with that.

Natasha lifted Remi up “And we have a big day ahead of us but first let’s wake mommy up shall we?” She asked the giggling child. They woke Wanda up and ate breakfast together.

Director Fury and Maria Hill were going to drop by the compound today, they had heard the news and wanted to see it for themselves. Fury was mostly curious to see the powers the child possessed and if the was a danger. He trusted his team but wanted to make us own opinion.

When fury entered the room the whole team was present, Remi was sat with Steve and Clint absolutely vaporising them on the game they were playing. Fury say with Natasha and Tony at the table. He was shown files and watched from a distance for a while until Natasha beckoned for Remi to come to her.

Remi looked over to her mama and saw a strange man sat beside her and went slightly rigid. Maria was also at the table, she noticed the change in the child and smiled softly “it’s okay little one, I know he looks scary but he won’t hurt you” she said. Fury looked at Maria “Scary! I’m not scary” he said defensively “handsome yes. Scary no.” He explained.

Remi walked over to Natasha and stood beside where she was sitting looking at Fury suspiciously. They spent a few minutes talking and Fury decided he had seen enough “Tony show me what you’ve been working on-“ he said standing up and leaving the room with Tony to go to his lab. Steve, Wanda and Clint had left to pick Yelena up.

Remi was sat on Natasha’s lap playing with the hole in her sleeve when Maria looked at her “Okay little one, now the men have gone. What shall we do? Natasha how about you go get us a snack and we can tell Remi some old story’s” she said smiling at Natasha who knew what she was trying to do. Get some alone time with the child to form her own opinion.

Maria Hill was the highest ranking Shield Agent, her opinion mattered. Natasha knew she was a hard nut to crack, although Maria loved her she was still worried. Nat slipped Remi onto a chair “I’ll only be in the kitchen love, you’ll be okay” she whispered in her ear and went into the kitchen keeping an eye on Remi and Maria from the distance.

Maria moved to sit beside Remi looking over the child slightly she noticed Remi was trembling. “I’m not going to hurt you, me and your mama are friends you know,” she said softly, Remi looked up at her “you are?” She asked curiously “best friends” Maria confirmed.

Maria was looking into the child’s eyes and almost falling under a spell, she just couldn’t believe how much the child looked like Natasha in a way. The green eyes the slight curls in her hair. The child to her looked around 5-6 years of age so the files corroborated. “You look like her you know” Maria said gently reaching out to touch Remi’s hair, Remi didn’t flinch away “who?” She asked looking at Maria warming to the woman quickly.

Maria smiled “Natasha” she said ruffling Remi’s hair earning a squeal and giggle from the child “Mommy just did my hair!!” She complained playfully, she didn’t care if her hair was a mess but Wanda would. Wanda would even make her sit while she did her hair again! Remi hated sitting still for too long like that.

Maria giggled and looked at Remi “sooo what where you and those smelly boys playing before?” She asked Remi looking over at the sofa. “I think it’s called call or duty- it’s a war game- but it’s not real” Remi explained “well some of it is based on real stuff but the game isn’t real-“ she rambled slightly. Maria smiled “can I okay with you? I haven’t played in a long time so I might be rusty” Maria said walking to the sofa with Remi.

Remi happily handed Maria a controller and grabbed one herself setting up a game the way Clint taught her. Her and Maria began playing, Maria was a much better player than Clint or Steve! Remi actually faced a challenge. But Maria did too she hasn’t expected such a small kid to be so good at it. Natasha looked from the distance mouth almost open in shock at the sight of the formidable Agent Hill reduced to giggles playing PlayStation with her daughter in the living room.

Natasha decided to hang back in the kitchen watching the pair as she gathered snacks. While they played Maria was questioning the child. Natasha was really struck with how fast the child has let her guard down with her.

Maria had taken the lead but was repeatedly outsmarted and it continued to be tied- “So what’s your favourite thing to do?” Maria questioned the girl, she had a technique to feel someone’s true personality though questioning. “Anything with mama” Remi answered truthfully focusing on the game, “There has to be one thing in particular- HA I’m winning again!” Maria smirked.

Natasha rolled her eyes in the distance
her daughter was very competitive but not the taunting kind they knew they were good and liked the flaunt it the quiet kind that put their head down concentrating on the win. Maria was the taunting kind.

Remi nodded “that was good- I guess….” She thought for a moment then answered while returning her focus to the game “My favourite thing to do is watch the stars with her- or when she plays with my hair” Remi began to ramble but regained the lead in the process with a kill and then another kill moments later. Then the game ended revealing Remi to be the winner as Natasha walked into the room.

Maria was slightly shocked that Remi has beaten her “I let you win!” She said smirking at Remi. Natasha sat beside Remi handing her a drink. “Natasha you didn’t tell me she was brilliant at everything!!” She complained playfully

Remi looked up at Natasha rubbing her eyes subconsciously revealing to the room she was starting to feel tired. Almost like magic Fury reappeared to collect Maria. They said they’re goodbyes and left.

“I like her-“ Remi said quietly as Natasha began playing with her hair. Natasha smiled to herself, “I like her too”

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Chapter 18: Chapter 18: Ice

Summary:

What’s wrong:

Chapter Text

Remi woke up to Natasha rubbing her back gently “Mama? Where are we going?” she questioned softly. Remi’s eyes had fluttered open to see her mama standing over her about to pick her up.

Remi sat up and looked around the room they where in “where’s mommy? And Aunty Lena?” Remi asked as natasha lifted her into her arms. “Mommy left us to have a shower baby Friday has just told her she’s finished, and Aunty Lena is in her apartment with her friend. We might see them later on okay?” Natasha said to her curious child.

Remi nodded “where are we going mama?” She asked looking at Natasha. Natasha was taking her back to the apartment. “Well I thought since mommy has had her shower, you can have your bath” when she said the word bath Natasha slightly tightened her grip on the girl. Remi didn’t like baths really.

Remi would entertain them because she didn’t like to be dirty either. But a tub full of water freaked the girl out making her relive memories long forgotten. “Mama- but I don’t-“ Remi was cut off quickly by Natasha “I’ll be with you the whole time” Natasha promised.

Once they entered their apartment they saw Wanda in her nightgown with a towel on her head. “Natasha have you seen where I put my hairspray?” Wanda asked searching around the front room. Natasha smiled watching her girlfriend frantically looking “that one?” Natasha pointed at the spray that was sat in an obvious place in the bedroom.

Wanda rolled her eyes “that wasn’t there before!” She said walking past Natasha giving Remi a quick kiss on the cheek. “ I think your mama is playing games with me” Wanda said playfully picking the spray up.

Natasha quickly grabbed a few towels and some clean lounge clothes for Remi and ushered her into the bathroom. Once they were un the bathroom Remi began to sulk slightly. “Mama I don’t wanna have a bath now- can’t we do this later?” Her bottom lip stuck out. Natasha sighed not wanting to break “But you don’t know if you might be busy later” Natasha countered. Remi huffed.

Once the water was at the desired temperature and level Natasha beckoned for her to come closer. Natasha had added bubbles and a few toys for the girl to play with. Remi was quiet, she allowed Natasha to undress her and put her in the tub and stayed extremely still while her mama washed her.

Once they were finished Natasha wrapped her in a fluffy towel. “See that wasn’t so bad was it?” She asked the child who shrugged “don’t like em” Remi muttered. Natasha got her dried and dressed then they walked out into the bedroom where wanda was still sat on the end of the bed finishing up drying her hair.

Wanda smiled at Natasha and Remi “Remi do you want me to do your hair?” She asked softly Remi nodded slightly walking over to her. Wanda sat on the end of the bed and sat Remi in between her legs on the blanket box. Wanda gently combed her hair and dried it with the hairdryer.

Once they were done Wanda kissed Remi’s head “You have been very quiet love, is everything okay?” Wanda said questioning the child sensing something was off. “I’m okay” Remi said passively slipping off her seat. “Can I go play PlayStation?” She asked looking pleadingly at Wanda. “Ask your mama” Wanda said looking at Natasha who smirked at Wanda knowing Wanda hated being the bad guy.

Remi turned to natasha with her best puppy dog eyes “mama?” She said poking her bottom lip out pulling at Natasha’s sleeve. “Okay- let’s go” she said lifting her child into her arms. Wanda decided to go with them. They got into the common area and saw Yelena was in there with Kate and Clint, they were all sat around the tv Clint and Yelena where neck and neck playing a game themselves. Kate was cheering Yelena along.

Natasha felt Remi tense in her arms and turn to face into her chest. “Remi? What’s wrong?” She said softly “wanna go back-“ Remi whispered. “Why?” Natasha pondered trying to make Remi look at her, “take me back!” Remi practically begged.

Nat shook her head “it’s almost dinner time love, it’s okay auntie Lena is there- and uncle Clint. Wouldn’t you like to meet aunty Lena’s friend?” Natasha said gently but Remi shook her head “no…. Mama please” she begged. Nat stood firm “Later baby-“.

While Remi had been sleeping earlier and everyone returned Yelena had begged to have Remi that night, her and Kate had planned a full evening for Remi. Although Natasha had said she would never let Yelena have Remi for a night again Wanda had convinced her. They had planned to have a slight date night while Remi was with Yelena and Kate.

Natasha was seeing this plan fade fast with the child’s actions. Remi dropped it but stuck to Natasha like glue. Watching Kate from the safety of her mamas arms she was forming her own opinion from the distance.

Kate was sat with her legs interlocked into Yelena’s cheering her on wanting her to beat Clint in the team death match. Yelena was comfortable with her, Clint was too. Remi had taken an immediate dislike to her but Remi couldn’t even tell herself why.

When Yelena noticed they had entered the room she grinned “Remi!! My little superstar- come and show these fossils how it’s done…. I need my teammate!” She said holding the remote up in the air so Remi could see, “let’s show them what real winning is!” Yelena said trying to coax the girl over. Remi shook her head hiding in Natasha’s chest. Nat looked at Yelena and shook her head mouthing ‘working on it!’

Yelena masked her hurt. Remi had not rejected her like that in a long time. Kate pulled her out of it by grabbing the controller and taking lead on beating Clint.

Natasha tried everything but Remi wouldn’t leave her side, so she just decided to place her on the counter so she could watch her while she cooked. Remi was in her own little world chewing on her sleeve staring at the window in the distance.

Wanda blocked her view for a moment pulling her sleeve out of her mouth. “Sleeves” Wanda said firmly. Remi huffed but nodded keeping her hands down. Wanda returned to Natasha’s side gathering plates setting the table.

Remi began picking at her fingernails then biting at them nervously instead. Natasha was busy pulling the food from the oven and serving it up. Wanda called the rest of them into the dining area “Foods ready-“ she called out.

Natasha had played everything perfectly Chicken parmesan with Spaghetti and Garlic bread. Everyone went and chose seats Kate was on one side of the table facing Clint. Yelena was beside her. Wanda sat at the bottom of the table, while Natasha was still in the kitchen with Remi who hadn’t moved off the counter.

Nat moved towards Remi “you coming to eat baby?” She asked gently. Remi glanced over to everyone at the table and shook her head. Natasha sighed “why not?” She was keeping a gentle tone. Remi just shook her head again still looking towards the window.

Natasha signalled Wanda to start without them. “Let’s eat shall we- before it goes cold. So Kate- how did you and Yelena meet?” She asked trying to bring the focus to Kate. “Oh well it’s actually a really funny story- I was at a Christmas party helping Clint do some stuff because I’m a really good shot I could even be better than him; anyway we bumped into eachother in the elevator and I thought she was going to kill me- we had a fight and I think I won, then she broke into my apartment and interrogated me over macaroni and cheese.”

The whole table erupted into laughter and everyone continued asking her questions about it and even Yelena was smiling. Natasha was still in the kitchen with Remi trying to get the girl to talk “what’s wrong Remi?” She said making the girl look into her eyes.

Remi thought quickly and told a white lie “my head hurts” her head did hurt, but it was not as bad as it would get until she told Natasha. Natasha immediately touched her forehead “you don’t feel too hot love, do you want some water?” Natasha asked softly immediately going into mom mode.

Remi sniffled slightly trying to keep a brave face. Natasha noticed this and assumed it was the headache causing it. “I wanna lay in bed mama… dinner later? Too bright” Remi said timidly unsure if Natasha would take the bait. Natasha was too taken in the moment with the guest and the dinner and now her little girl was seemingly in pain.

Natasha lifted Remi into her arms and took her back to the apartment placing her in the bed then climbed in beside her. “You don’t have to stay mama- you have to eat” Remi said quietly laying down not crawling closer to Natasha like she usually does.

Natasha knew now something was off. “I can ask Friday to get you if I need you-“ Remi added. Natasha stroked Remi’s hair “are you sure it’s just your head that hurts?” She questioned. Remi nodded her head. “I just wanna be in the dark for a while-“ Remi said. Nat nodded “okay, if that’s what you want- but Friday notify me if Remi leaves this room.” She said Remi didn’t react just lay under their quilt.

Natasha left the apartment and returned to the common area, She sat at the table and the conversation went quiet. “So- where is she?” Yelena was first to ask. “Her head hurts- she wanted to lay down. What?” Natasha said noticing her sister pulling a face.

Wanda put her hand on Natasha’s. “Why’s she icing me out Tasha? What did I do wrong!” Yelena looked at her sister sadly,

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Chapter 19: Chapter 19: Can I be Alone?

Summary:

What’s wrong:

Chapter Text

Kate and Yelena’s retired to Yelena’s apartment and Wanda and Natasha began walking towards Natasha’s. Hand in hand they walked beside eachother.

Wanda looked at Natasha “don’t force her to stay with Yelena Tasha, we can have our date night another time- I just wanna make sure she is okay” Wanda said. Natasha frowned “I thought you were excited for tonight” Wanda shrugged passively “there’s always tomorrow Natasha, her welfare is more important than that” Wanda said simply opening the door for Natasha.

Natasha smiled to herself it warmed her heart to hear Wanda would put Remi first. Wanda peeked into the bedroom and saw a lump in the blankets on the bed. As much as she wanted to disturb the child she backed off and went into the living room and sat on the sofa switching the tv on.

Nat smiled at her sitting beside her “she sleeping?” She questioned. Wanda looked at Natasha and shook her head softly “I think she just wants to be resting right now-“ Wanda reasoned. Natasha nodded thinking she would give Remi another hour in bed and then she would attempt to force her up for some food.

Even though her and Wanda where not having a date night that didn’t mean she couldn’t do something special there. They hadn’t had a family movie night in a while, Wanda always got excited for those- she had even rubbed off on Remi enough for the child to become a real movie buff of late.

Natasha kissed Wanda’s cheek “I’ll be back in like 30 minutes is that cool? I’m just going to get some snacks for- move night?” She questioned smirking at Wanda. Wanda grinned “Of course that is okay!! Get me sour patch kids- and cream soda!” She said quickly “and get Remi Those marshmallow things she likes-“ Wanda added as Natasha began putting her coat on.

When Natasha returned her and Wanda set up a cute little snack board and Natasha went to see Remi. “Remi?” She said walking into the room and crouching beside the bed. After getting no reply she put her hand under the covers and felt Remi’s back. “Remi?” She said again running her fingers up and down Remi’s spine.

Remi moved slightly “Yes mama?” She said quietly, “come have something to eat- if you want to go back to bed you can, but me and Wanda thought we could watch a movie together? Wanda said she’s picked a really good one time” Natasha said gently as she began pulling the covers down so she could see her.

Remi blinked a few times at the change in brightness and nodded. “Can I have a sandwich?” She asked Natasha timidly. Natasha nodded eagerly and lifted Remi into her arms to take her to Wanda.

Natasha sat Remi beside Wanda on the sofa “there’s my sleeping beauty” Wanda teased “where have you been alll day” Wanda said pretending to be sad. Remi shrugged and looked down putting her finger through the hole she had chewed in her sleeve.

Wanda sighed “if you don’t want to talk yet we don’t have to, let’s just enjoy the movie, you will love it” Wanda said gently. Remi nodded at that, she had decided if she was not to talk at all then she wouldn’t be seen as weak when she was feeling upset.

Natasha returned with her sandwich and watched as the child ate two bites and then tried to climb into her arms. “Remi eat some more- you said you wanted it and you haven’t eaten since breakfast“ Natasha scolded her slightly.

Remi shook her head. “Full now I’ll eat the rest later” she said to Natasha burying her face in the windows shoulder. Natasha moved the plate onto the table and decided to just get comfortable beside Wanda with Remi in her arms.

Wanda raised her eyebrow at Natasha. ‘What?’ Natasha mouthed Wanda held up two fingers and mouthed ‘bites is okay?’ Natasha furrowed her eyebrows ‘not tonight!’ Wanda bit her lip but nodded. Maybe this wasn’t the night to tackle the eating problem.

Wanda grabbed the remote and hit play and decided to cuddle close to Remi and Natasha. Half way though the movie Wanda offered Remi candy and she even refused that. That’s when Wanda knew something was truly not right. “If you don’t want peeps what’s the world coming to?” She joked.

Remi squirmed in Natasha’s hand “I’m sorry I just don’t want-“ Natasha hushed her “it’s okay Wanda is just teasing,” she said softly. Wanda kept glancing at Remi who was looking at the tv screen as though she was watching the movie but the child hadn’t asked one question so far. Remi hadn’t spoken unless spoke to first.

Natasha had began running her fingers through Remi’s hair sensing her discomfort. Wanda was stumped she didn’t know what to try next. When the movie finished she looked at Natasha and frowned “she’s asleep Natasha- you did that on purpose you know that always happens when you play with her hair like that!” Wanda complained.

Natasha held back a smirk “Wanda she doesn’t wanna talk about it- if we keep pressing it or teasing her she’s going to get overwhelmed” she reasoned. Wanda knew Natasha was right, she couldn’t help but feel powerless in that moment.

They stay together on the sofa and went to bed at around 11, they woke up the next day at 9 and Natasha began to dress Remi for the day. Remi was being fussier than usual. “Don’t wanna wear that. Wanna wear this- wanna stay in bed all day!” She whined stomping her foot.

Natasha glared at her “don’t you stomp your foot at me again! Drop this attitude now. ” she warned and Remi nodded obediently she didn’t like it when her mama was mad. “Why do you want to stay in bed all day anyway- there’s a whole world out there and you wanna hide under blankets all day” Natasha said questioning the child.

Remi shrugged “maybe I just wanna be alone she said angrily looking away from Natasha. Natasha planted a swat on her backside “I warned you about that attitude just now!” She scolded. “Ow! I’m sorry mama! I’m just mad today!! Wanna be alone!” She argued back then looked down her outburst was unlike her and she knew it!

Natasha clenched her jaw. “So what would your perfect day be if you were not allowed to hide under the blankets?” She said sitting beside her child wanting to understand the situation badly. Remi furrowed her eyebrows thinking hard “just stay in the apartment with just you or mommy” she whispered, “because you won’t let me be alone” Remi added bitterly.

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Chapter 20: Chapter 20: Tricking Tony

Summary:

Tony makes a mistake:

Chapter Text

Three days passed and Remi managed to weasel her way around seeing anyone but Wanda or Natasha. Remi was sitting on the floor in their apartment looking out of the window at the world outside.

The compound was an abandoned Stark Industries warehouse, that was renovated to be the main Avengers headquarters after the battle in Sokovia, replacing Avengers Tower. It was situated a good 100 miles from any town or city making it a very remote location.

Remi liked to look out into the woodland watching the birds flying over the trees and the leaves moving in the wind.

Natasha’s apartment was spacious with three rooms off a small hallway a large (two bedrooms and a bathroom) living area with an open plan kitchenette. Natasha had set up a room for Remi but Remi hadn’t used it yet, spending every night in her bed with her.

Wanda was busy folding laundry in the bedroom while Natasha was sat on the sofa working on a laptop pouring through evidence while making notes. Remi looked around, the apartment would be silent if not for the radio playing in the bedroom and Wanda’s soft singing.

Remi sighed quietly looking at Natasha not wanting to bring attention to herself but she was beginning to feel bored, she felt she had seen everything she could in the apartment and just wanted to stretch her legs. Remi decided to sneak past Natasha and go to Wanda.

Out of the two Wanda is more likely to say yes to anything Remi asks. Entering the bedroom she saw Wanda with her back to her folding laundry then putting it away into the wardrobes. “Mommy?” Remi said quietly moving closer reaching out playing with the hem of Wanda’s jumper. “Yes little dove” Wanda replied gently looking down at Remi. “I want to go explore the compound- can I go walking on my own please?” The small child asked looking up at Wanda ever so sweetly.

Wanda shook her head slightly, “you know you shouldn’t be alone sweet” Wanda explained making Remi start to pout “just wanna be alone mommy! Why can’t I- it’s not like I can go outside!” She complained crossing her arms in a huff.

Wanda went to touch Remi’s head but the child jerked away glaring at her. “Remi don’t be like that-“ Wanda said slightly hurt “I’ll ask Natasha how about that?” She said holding her hand out to Remi. Remi shook her head “mama will say no!” She whined stomping her foot “mommy pleaseeeeee” she was practically begging.

Wanda pushed her hair out of her face and lifted the difficult girl into her arms. “Remi breath, calm down. Your mama won’t let you do anything if you keep getting yourself upset now- come on match my breathing 1…. 2….” Wanda said holding her close trying to get her breathing under control.

Remi calmed so Wanda brought her out in the front room standing her infront of Natasha. Natasha looked up from the laptop screen “hello princess what’s wrong?” Nat asked sensing something amiss.

Remi shook her head “noffin” she muttered softly looking up at Wanda. Wanda then looked at natasha and decided to just outright ask her. “Tasha can Remi have a little walk around on her own? She wants to explore and she had promised she will be good- she just doesn’t want to bother us both being so busy-“ Wanda explained.

Natasha looked from the girl to Wanda and raised an eyebrow. “Alone huh?” Nat pondered this, “No, I don’t-“ she caught a hurt look on Remi’s face and looked at Wanda. “Up to you.” Natasha said to Wanda knowing she hated saying no.

Wanda looked slightly shocked at Natasha but shrugged it off, “okay Remi- you can but you can’t go outside or on the roof okay? If you need anything get an adult and be good okay? No messing around and if you feel overwhelmed come home okay baby ” Wanda said softly stroking Remi’s hair.

Remi bolted out the room her with first taste of freedom in a while. Remi had been walking the halls for a while when she stumbled across Tonys workshop. Noticing Tony inside she knocked on the door politely. “COME IN” Tony yelled making Remi jump slightly.

Remi entered the workshop and Tony glanced at her “Don’t touch anything-“ he said quickly. “What do you need baby Romanoff?” He said passively getting back to work on the piece of his suit he was repairing. “Can I ask you some questions?” Remi asked timidly. Tony chuckled “that’s a question right there” he said teasingly.

Remi bit her lip nervously and turned around “sorry- I didn’t mean to interrupt you…” she said walking back towards the door. “Hey now I’m just joking- ask whatever question you like I will more than likely know the answer” he said smugly.

“What does Friday look like? Can I see her?” Remi said curiously, Tony smirked “Friday is a computer- well she isn’t even one of those she is invisible- think of her as an invisible computer.” Tony said not looking up from what he was doing.

Remi looked disappointed but continued her questioning“if she’s a computer how can she talk? And how does she know everything about me?” Tony looked up at the child “because she is always watching that’s why-“ Tony said making his voice sound spooky waving his arms up playfully.

Remi thought on this for a moment and pulled a piece of paper out of her pocket. “So she doesn’t look like that?” She asked him. Tony unfolded the paper to find a pretty perfect drawing of one of his iron man suits except this one was pink and doing housewife things.

He held back a chuckle because he was actually really impressed with the detail on the suit. “Unfortunately no Remz but I think Pepper would love a suit like this one- can I keep this drawing and maybe try to make it?” Tony asked the child who nodded happily, “sure” she said moving closer to Tony to look at what he was doing on the computer. She asked him a few more questions about Friday and he even accidentally taught her the override phrase he made for the ai when explaining that the ai could never harm them or hold them captive.

Once she got bored of Tony’s workshop she said goodbye and left. Walking down the hall towards the common area Yelena and Kate appeared from the elevator. Kate was holding Yelena’s hand.

Remi heard the bell and the doors sliding open and turned on her heels to try to hide before they saw her. Remi wasn’t quick enough “Remi! Wait up-“ Yelena called out “Where’s your mama?” She asked the child.

Remi took her by surprise by not stopping but sprinting the opposite direction. Yelena didn’t miss a beat chasing after her and Kate wasn’t too far behind. They reached a corner and Yelena got close enough to grab Remi’s arm yanking her to a stop. “Slow down- does your mama know your here?” Yelena said keeping a tight grip on Remi’s arm.

Remi used her magic to push Yelena off her. Remi then scrambled to her feet running to her mama.

Bursting into the apartment she jumped onto the sofa and onto Natasha almost making her drop her laptop. “Remi! Calm down baby you almost made me stop that” Nat said in a shocked tone “Make lena go away” she whispered to Natasha.

Natasha furrowed her eyebrows confused then Yelena appeared in her doorway. “Natasha- she was on her own in the-“ Natasha nodded “I know we were trying to give her some freedom, if she’s in the compound it’s fine. Friday can keep us updated and there’s plenty of us around if there is an emergency. So what you chased her back here?” Natasha asked her sister who was slightly red with guilt.

Yelena sighed “she ran first. What did I do wrong!” Nat shook her head “Nothing Lena, it’s fine” Yelena sighed. Remi had never iced her out like this. Why now. Yelena tried to touch Remi’s back by the girl moved further into Natasha’s arms making Yelena back off.

As soon as Yelena and Kate left the room Remi relaxed slightly moving away from Natasha walking back towards the door.

Wanda walked in from the bedroom and stood in Remi’s way, “how was your walk baby” Remi shrugged “I’m not done” the child explained “well baby it’s almost bedtime- how about you have a walk tomorrow?” Wanda said softly but Remi pouted “why not now mommy!”

Natasha looked over at Remi’s protests and stepped in to help Wanda “You have a bedtime for a reason little one, now come on let’s get you in some pyjamas” Natasha said taking Remi’s hand leading her into the bedroom.

Once Remi was dressed in her pyjamas and washed Natasha tucked her into bed with Wanda. “Do you want me to read to you baby?” Wanda asked Remi softly, Remi shook her head “no thanks- I’ll be okay on my own” she said quietly laying down with her back to the two women.

Natasha was really shocked, Remi did not like to be on her own this much- did she. Deciding to give the child what she wanted she pulled Wanda with her into the other room.

Natasha sat back on the computer and continued her work. Natasha had been secretly pouring through every file they had recovered that had anything to do with Remi. Not making it obvious what she was doing. Wanda had sat beside Natasha and began watching the tv glancing at Natasha’s screen every now and then.

They had talked about theory’s of why Remi was acting the way she was and Natasha had found that there was a 4 month gap- between the bedroom and hydra. Nothing was recorded about that that they had found.

The women decided to retire to bed at around 2 am. When they entered the room they saw Remi fast asleep in the corner of the bed and both slipped into it careful not to disturb her. The child’s back raised and dropped in a slow rhythm.

The next morning they were woken up by Friday announcing a team meeting in the common dining area in a hour. Wanda groggily rubbed her eyes and sat up in the bed. She noticed Remi still laying beside her while Natasha was gone. “Remi? You awake?” She asked the child knowing she was “yes mommy,” Remi replied softly.

Wanda sat up and let out a big yawn and stretch “Come on let’s go find mama” she said holding her hand out to Remi who held it obediently and followed Wanda closely. They reached the common area and saw Natasha sat talking with Yelena and Kate. Remi dug her heels in at the door “no mommy- don’t wanna” Wanda ended up lifting the child into her arms wanting to get to the root of the problem.

Wanda approached the table, Natasha was seated facing both Yelena and Kate the table was littered with a few coffee cups and cereal bowls. When Wanda sat down Yelena eyed her slightly. Yelena was trying not to take Remi’s behaviour with her to heart but it was hard not to, Yelena had thought they were close but her recent actions were making her question that.

Remi stayed on Wanda’s knee glued to her keeping her face turned into the woman’s shoulder not wanting participate at all. Natasha made Remi a bowl of cereal and handed it to Wanda. Wanda was gentle but firm with Remi basically feeding her the whole bowl as the women all chatted and passed the time until Tony and the rest of the team arrived. Remi stayed locked in her thoughts looking around the room for an escape.

Before Tony could get into the details of this new mission and who would be going “mommy? Can I go walking now?” Remi whispered to Wanda looking at her with her huge green eyes shining. Wanda glanced at Natasha who was too busy reading paperwork and nodded “remember the rules?” Wanda questioned her and Remi nodded slipping out of the common room.

Tony went through the whole speech on the target and the mission details. 6hour file extraction from a hydra base at the other side of the world. This time they would have shield backup. Natasha and Steve would go and meet Maria hill and a few other agents closer to the base. They would be home before dinner Tony promised pepper when she complained that they had made a reservation.

Tony had set the leaving time for one hour from then so Wanda and Natasha went to find Remi. It didn’t take long they found her looking out of the window on the top floor. Wanda sat on her left side Natasha on her right.

Natasha was first to speak “I’m going to be gone for a few hours but I’ll be back for dinner tonight- is there anything special you want?” Natasha asked the girl playing with her hair. Remi shook her head “just you-“ Remi clamped her mouth shut not wanting that to slip out. Natasha kissed Remi’s head “I’ll come back I promise”

They sat together for a moment then Natasha made her way to meet Tony and leave. Leaving Remi and Wanda on their own. Wanda stood up “Do you want to stay here or come with me?” She asked the child. Remi pondered this and answered quietly “I wanna stay-“ Wanda nodded and kissed Remi’s head. “Be good and don’t go to far, only this floor one above and one below okay?” Wanda said looking into Remi’s eyes. Remi nodded “okay mommy” she said looking back out the window.

Remi watched out the window as the Steve and Natasha boarded the Quinjet and left. Remi sat for a while planning her next move. A hour passed until Remi stalked down to the garage staying low and silent making sure she had not been seen or followed. Once into the garage area she tested the phrase “B-W/197865 deactivate” Tony inadvertently taught her and the garage door opened.

Remi stared at the open door for a few moments before slipping out of it making Friday close it behind her. Then she bolted, running across the grass into the wooded area she kept running until she felt a safe distance from the compound not feeling Wanda as strongly anymore.

After a few hours Wanda because suspicious she hadn’t felt as strong a connection in Remi in a while and she couldn’t be that far away in the compound. Wanda made a leisurely walk around the compound looking but saw no sign she reached the common room and saw Yelena and Kate playing on the PlayStation together.

Wanda looked over at them “have you guys saw Remi?” She asked concerned, “Not since breakfast” Yelena answered truthfully. Wanda frowned slightly “Friday what’s Remi’s location?” She asked out loud she had hoped not to involve Friday as she thought it would be an easy find.

The ai replied quickly “Remi left site around 80 minutes ago. “What do you mean left site!! How could you let her- The protocol is-“ Wanda immediately began to panic. “She had the override code.” Friday replied, “my programming states that if they have the code then I must obey” the ai was simple in her reply’s.

Yelena had dropped her controller and sat upright with concern. Wanda had called for Tony. “What’s going on” Kate questioned not understanding the gravity of the situation. “Remi’s missing- she’s got out” Yelena explained standing up then making her way to the window to look out and see if she could spot Remi.

Yelena knew this was serious, although the Red Room was no more there was still a chance hydra was looking for her.

Wanda was stood still deep in thought trying to think of a plan. This was the last thing she had expected. Tony arrived and was shocked when Wanda told him what was going on. “I don’t know how she knew the code Tony! I don’t even know the code” Wanda explained, “Me neither!” Yelena said wondering how Remi could have found it out.

Tony facepalmed “I think I might have let that slip last night- I didn’t think that’s why she was asking so many questions in my defence” Tony explained he was disappointed in himself to be tricked by a six year old.

Wanda sighed and looked at Yelena sadly, “Natasha is going to Kill me. We have to find her” Yelena offered her a comforting smile, “of course, me and Kate will help you-“ the blonde said standing up. Tony nodded “I’ll get my suit and fly around and see if I can spot her- get earpieces and we can stay in touch-“ he said running off to his workshop to suit up-

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Chapter 21: Chapter 21: Treetops

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Will we find out?:

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Natasha was due back in a hour and Wanda still had not found Remi. Wanda was sick to her stomach with worry, she was afraid to call Natasha and tell her what had happened but she knew she had to eventually.

Tony was still flying over the Forrest area using his suit to scan the area for life-forms. Yelena and Kate were hiking through the woods calling out Remi’s name hoping she was just lost.

Wanda was just about to dial Natasha’s number when Tony spoke through the earpiece. “Two miles from you now wanda- I’m seeing something that looks promising- Yelena 90 degrees left and go straight-“ he commanded.

Yelena reached the spot first and saw Remi up a tree. “What are you doing up there- come down Remi” Yelena said in a serious tone. Remi ignored her so Yelena began to climb the tree only to be blocked by the girls magic “go away” Remi said bitterly. “Leave me alone” she said again as Yelena fell onto her butt with a thud.

Wanda arrived to see Yelena hit the ground. Just as that happened Tony was in the ear pieces again. “Quinjet is back- I’m going back to the compound- do you want me to tell Natasha or-“ Wanda thought for a moment “yes” she replied. Natasha always knew how to break down Remi’s walls. Wanda looked up at Remi “Mamas coming now-“ Wanda’s tone was firm and serious.

Yelena looked at Wanda slightly shocked she knew Wanda was not the strict one, “Do you need me and Kate to stay or-“ Yelena questioned not wanting to be around when Natasha got there.

Wanda shook her head gently “I’ll be fine-“ Yelena nodded and left with Kate passing Natasha on the way. Natasha looked as though she was on the warpath. When she saw Wanda she questioned her “what happened- how did she get out?!” Natasha questioned seeing her daughter up a tree.

Wanda sighed of course Tony didn’t let slip that he taught her an override code. “Tony let a code slip. Natasha I’m just as angry as you. But I can’t get her out of the tree.” Wanda said softly. “Remi! Come down this instant” Natasha called out to get daughter who was peeking down at her with fear on her face. “No” the child yelled down feeling slightly brave with the distance between her and her mama.

“If I have to come up there and get you it’s going to be so much worse for you!” Natasha said seriously raising her eyebrow glaring up at her errant child. “NO!!” Remi said kicking the branch infront of her. “GO AWAY!” Remi yelled at them.

Natasha clenched her jaw and went to climb the tree but Wanda stopped her. “Remi please come down- it’s dangerous up there we just want you to be safe” Wanda tried the soft approach but was met with the same reaction “NO!!!” Remi yelled allowing her magic to bust out into the branches infront of her making a few fall.

Nat looked at Wanda who stepped back slightly. Wanda zoned into her and Remi’s connection and spoke to her telepathically ‘If you don’t come down then mamas gonna come up there and you don’t want that do you?’ She asked the child. Remi hated when Wanda did this, she knew how to play the child just as the child knew how to play them. Remi looked down at Wanda and Natasha and Wanda nodded at the child “come down” Wanda said out loud.

Remi sighed and fought the urge to stay up there. Wanda was right Remi didn’t want Natasha to climb the tree and drag her down. Remi slipped off the branch climbing down, it took longer than expected because she hadn’t realised how high she had climbed.

As soon as her feet hit the floor Natasha grabbed her arm tightly. “Are you serious Remi! How many times have we talked about running away- how dangerous it is!!” Natasha was lecturing the child dragging her through the woods back towards the compound.

Remi began digging her feet into the ground making it hard for Natasha to move her. “REMI!” Natasha raised her voice making the girl flare her magic but Wanda stepped in quickly squashing the amber glow in the girls eyes. “Remi behave. You’re in enough trouble as it is” hearing that brought Remi back to reality. For Wanda to say she was in trouble it must be serious.

Once they got back to their apartment and closed the door Natasha let go of Remi pushing her gently to sit on the sofa facing her. Nat sat on the table infront of the child glaring at her. “What has gotten into you- why do you think that’s acceptable?” Nat began chastising her again.

Remi didn’t answer just glared back defiantly, she didn’t know where she got the bravery from but she was trying her best to hold her ground against Natasha. Natasha sighed “if you don’t want to talk fine. We can get the punishment out of the way first- then we can talk” she said patting her lap with her hand “come here” she beckoned pointing at a spot in-front of her.

Remi shook head the sinking feeling of how much trouble she was in hit her all at once. Natasha looked so angry with her and Wanda was just stood in the bedroom doorway watching carefully. “Don’t make me count-“ Natasha said, she hated having to punish Remi but she knew that she had to, she glanced at Wanda who looked even sadder than before. Wanda hated when Remi was in trouble, she didn’t like the hurt or the punishments.

Natasha had mostly been the one who took control of the Punishments thinking that Wanda was the softer one because she knew that Wanda had not so much as swatted Remi before and this was a serious rule break.

But Natasha was taken by surprise when Wanda stepped up “Natasha I’ll handle this- can you go and see if Yelena is okay after her fall?” Wanda said softly looking at Natasha. Remi’s face burned at the mention of Yelena’s fall, she didn’t mean to push her with her magic she just wanted to be alone.

Remi loved Yelena even if she was friends with the enemy. Natasha nodded slightly. “If you need me call me.” Nat said leaving the room knowing if she stayed a second longer she wouldn’t leave.

Wanda walked towards Remi and Remi threw her shield up. Wanda being older and more experienced with her magic made quick work of breaking it down. “Remi, stop with the magic” she said grabbing the child’s hand while leading her into the bedroom.

Remi obeyed but dragged her feet following Wanda. “Do you know why you are in trouble?” Wanda said softly looking into Remi’s eyes “because Mamas mean.” Remi said bitterly. “No.” Wanda said popping a hard swat on Remi’s backside causing the child to yelp and look very betrayed by Wanda.

“Mommy-“ she said quietly “Don’t give cheek Remi, you are in trouble. Now tell me why” she said coaxing a reason from the child. Remi looked at Wanda shock and betrayal still on her face Wanda had swatted her before but she had never taken full control of a punishment like this.

Mama was the strict one, although even mama was soft when she wanted to be. Remi was seeing a new side of Wanda. A strict side that she had no idea existed. “Remi I’m waiting for your answer” Wanda said firmly.

Remi looked down and bit her lip “do I have to say-“ she said quietly. Wanda nodded “Yes. Because I want to know that you understand what you have done wrong.” Wanda explained.

Remi furrowed her eyebrows “I pushed Lena with my magic” she said almost whispering. “And?” Wanda pressed. “And I sneaked out without any biggers” Remi said pulling on her sleeve.

Wanda held back a smile at the word biggers “you can’t go outside without an adult can you?” Wanda questioned and Remi agreed non verbally. “Words!” Wanda said to the girl in front of her who was a nervous wreck. “No… not supposed to” Remi confirmed she knew the rules.

Wanda looked at the child. Remi had jeans, a white long sleeve T-shirt and a black hoodie on. Wanda noticed that the particular hoodie the girl was wearing was new that week and Remi had already chewed holes in both cuffs on her sleeves. “Remi- what have we said about your sleeves too- those holes were not there this morning” she scolded the child.

Remi looked down she had hoped nobody would notice her sleeves. “Sorry mommy” she finally said still looking at the floor. Wanda watched her slightly. “Remi, I’m very disappointed in you, I don’t know where this behaviour has come from but it isn’t like you and I don’t like it-“ Wanda said firmly.

Remi got some of her bravery back and answered Wanda back voice full of attitude “You just want to control me!” She spat. Wanda glared at her and Remi had never seen that look before “I want you to take responsibility for your behavior. That’s not trying to control you Remi,” Wanda explained matter of factly.

Remi furrowed her eyebrows she didn’t like that Wanda was making sense. Wanda decided to use this moment for further compliance “come here.” She said pointing to a spot directly infront of her. Remi dragged her feet but stood infront of her Remi’s sad eyes looking into hers.

Wanda stroked her hair comfortingly “you know why you are being punished- don’t you?” She asked gently and Remi nodded “do you have to-“ Remi whined sadly and Wanda nodded “You know I do-“ she said leading Remi over her lap.

Remi clenched her jaw the gravity of the situation falling down on her. “You don’t use your magic against anybody unless it’s in self defence or in the training room you know that-“ Wanda began her lecture Remi agreed she did know that. “You could have really hurt Yelena.” Wanda added sadly knowing that would drive it home.

Remi got a lump in her throat. She would never want to hurt Yelena or anyone in the compound. Remi but her lip guiltily. Wanda hesitated for a moment but gained her confidence. Wanda began raining spanks down on her bottom. Lecturing her along the way about the dangers of her behaviour.

“Mommy I’m sorry I’m sorry” Remi cried out squirming and kicking her legs out. “I’m know baby but you have to be punished” Wanda explained continuing her assault on the bottom infront of her.

Wanda sighed “I know your sorry, but you also know what you did was wrong a baby-“ she said finishing up with a few swats on her sit spots.

Once she was finished she let Remi stay laying across her lap crying it out. After a few minutes she lifted her up pulling her jeans up causing the child to yelp quietly onto her shoulder. “I’m sorry mommy..” she said through the tears. Wanda ran her fingers through the mess of Remi’s hair “all forgiven now baby- but you will have to say sorry to Yelena too okay” Wanda’s voice was firm but gentle.

Remi shook her head slightly at that and Wanda sighed “I thought that we were past running away? We are a family now- you can’t just leave your family” she said softly stroking her hair. “Are you going to give me away?” Remi questioned Wanda her voice laced with pain and uncertainty. “What makes you say that?” Wanda asked gently.

Remi shrugged not saying anything. Wanda looked down at the child trying to see if she could use the connection to see what was bothering her. When Wanda connected herself deeper Remi felt it and tried to push her out but Wanda was able to see a few flashes before she untethered herself leaving only the small connection behind.

Wanda saw short flashes of horrors from Remi’s past and one logo stood out behind her in the last vision ‘Bishop Security’. Wanda was pushed out of Remi’s mind quickly and the girl looked at her with slight betrayal. “You said you wouldn’t do that anymore-“ Remi said quietly looking down.

Wanda looked at Remi with utter concern. “Is this about Kate?” She questioned softly Remi shook her head defensively. “Are you sure?” Wanda asked but Natasha re-entered the room interrupting her. Remi glanced at Natasha afraid she was still in trouble but Natasha said nothing just sat beside them.

Remi looked at Natasha sadly but climbed into her arms happily when Natasha opened them. “Remi- I’m talking to you” Wanda said softly, Remi shrugged “I’m sure.” She answered but her voice let the adults know she was hiding the truth.

Wanda decided to press it further “What importance does Kate’s Moms Business have with you?” Wanda questioned knowing from the vision that Remi had been in that building before. Remi looked Down sadly. “I knew you were gonna send me back there- that’s why she’s here isn’t it” Remi said holding back tears.

Natasha caught up with the situation fast pulling Remi closer to her chest. “We would never do that, this is your home forever” Natasha said softly, “promise?” Remi said her voice quivering. “Promise” Natasha said softly.

Remi buried her head in Natasha’s shoulder “I thought Yelena was my friend….” She said sadly. “What makes you think she isn’t?” Natasha asked gently running her fingers up and down Remi’s back comfortingly. “She’s got Kate now” Remi said trying to hold on her tears.

Nat hugged her tightly, “oh baby- you haven’t been replaced, you can have more than one friend? You know that right?” Natasha explained. Remi furrowed her eyebrows slightly confused “like you and mommy? Your special friends? Are Yelena and Kate special friends?” Wanda held in a chuckle at the girl saying special friend. “Girlfriend-“ Natasha corrected gently, “and if I’m honest with you baby- I don’t know what Yelena and Kates Relationship is, only they know for sure. But what I do know is Aunty Lena will always have room for you baby- she misses you everyday she asks about you- even now she isn’t angry just worried” Natasha Explained softly.

Remi nodded sadly “I’m sorry if I hurt her- I just wanted to be alone” Natasha nodded at her explanation “We know many, but you have to tell us these things baby, you can’t just use your magic to block us out-“ Natasha said firmly. Remi looked up at Wanda who was beside them “Mommy… how do I control my magic when I get mad or sad?” She asked timidly. Wanda smiled softly, I know it’s hard baby, but if you feel yourself getting overwhelmed or upset and me or mama aren’t around- call for me in here” she said pointing to Remi’s mind.

Remi nodded slightly ‘Do you want to practice?’ Wanda asked the child telepathically, Remi looked at her smiling and replied in her head ‘like this?’ She questioned. ‘Yes good girl” Wanda praised kissing her head. Nat watched the exchange proudly.

Natasha went to move but Remi protested “can we sit for a little longer? I don’t want to go yet” She said softly. Natasha nodded and Remi lay between her moms beginning to feel safe and secure finally.

Remi bit her lip “Is Yelena angry with me?” She asked quietly.

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Chapter 22: Chapter 22: Friends?

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Continuation:

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Remi was tracing patterns on Wanda’s hand absentmindedly not focusing on the movie they were watching together. Natasha was looking at her phone with her arm draped around Remi who was still sat between her and Wanda.

Wanda the only person who was watching it. The original Jurassic park, Wanda liked the old movies she had thought Remi might like the dinosaurs but quickly
realised she wasn’t paying attention.

Natasha tilted her phone screen so Wanda could see it. Since Remi had spilled some information she was back doing a deep dive into all the files they had with Remi’s name mentioned. On Natasha’s screen was a project name, it had cropped up a few times but they had never thought to follow it up. ‘Operation 0-9–4’ Wanda glanced at the photo of the file and noticed that there was a faded stamp on the page that read ‘Bishop Security’.

Natasha turned the phone away when Remi moved slightly but the child was only snuggling in closer to her not realising what was going on around her. Wanda tilted her head and mouthed to Natasha ‘try the code name?’ Nat nodded and went to stand but Remi reacted quickly holding onto Natasha’s arm “Where are you going?!” She asked with fear in her voice.

Natasha could feel her desperation in how tight the grip was on her jacket. “I was just going- getting comfortable” she said relaxing back into the sofa giving Wanda a look. Wanda shook her head ‘later’ she mouthed at Natasha.

Nat began to run her fingers through Remi’s slightly curly hair, wrapping it between her fingers gently. “Mama-“ Remi said softly “yes love?” Natasha answered “I’m hungry… I’m sorry” Remi said adding a quick apology because that’s what she was used to doing where she last was.

Nat patted her head softly “you don’t have to apologise baby, do you have something in mind you want to eat or just anything?” She asked the child who shrugged slightly since gaining free will she had became very indecisive with what she wanted to eat.

Wanda looked at the time “well I’m sure Natasha could make us all a nice dinner since it’s almost 6 o’clock- we could go see if Yelena is already cooking” she smirked. Natasha scoffed “Yelena cooking- I’m sure we don’t went to be sick do we” Natasha joked standing up. Wanda stood up too and they Natasha held her hands out for Remi.

Remi happily took her hand and they left the apartment to go to the common area.
Yelena and Kate where deep in a call of duty match when they entered the room. Remi moved from Wanda closer to Natasha. Remi grabbed Natasha’s hand tightly “wanna go back-“ she mumbled to her mama.

Yelena noticed them walk in and decided to make the first move. “I’ll be right back Kate” she said leaving the game mid-match “are you kidding you can’t just- oh okay” Kate began to complain but noticed Yelena’s intentions so she backed off and just ran around the map solo.

Yelena made her way over to Remi and Natasha while Wanda made her way into the living room. Yelena crouched beside Remi and whispered in her ear “wanna come for a little walk just you and me? I wanna talk to you”.

Remi nodded slowly and took Yelena’s hand and they left the room and went down the hall until they reached a window on the corner.

Yelena stopped and crouched infront of Remi. “Let’s talk here okay?” The blonde said looking into Remi’s eyes. “Where have you been all week?” Yelena asked softly and Remi shrugged her shoulders looking down at a spot on the carpet.

Yelena took her hands into hers. “I missed you-“ Yelena said sadly. Remi looked at her suspiciously “you did?” The child asked not really believing Yelena. “Of course I did- what’s going on Tiger?” She asked pressing the subject.

Remi bit her lip and thought for a moment but then just decided to come clean with her thoughts. “You are going to send me back” she said voice quivering. Yelena tried to hide her surprise at the statement.

Yelena lifted Remi’s chin so she could look into her eyes, “I would never send you back- this is your home now” Yelena explained. This did not change Remi’s mind.

Remi waited a moment then spoke again “promise?” Remi’s voice cracked slightly. Yelena nodded softly, “of course, I’ll always protect you and I’ll never send you away-“ yelena said trying to calm the child. Yelena pulled her into a hug.

“Why would you think I was going to send you back? I took you out of that place remember,” Yelena pondered. “That’s why you brought… Kate” Remi said fear evident in her voice. “Kate couldn’t do something like that even if I asked her, she’s harmless- oh Remi” Yelena looked down and noticed Remi was crying quietly.

Yelena cupped her cheeks in the palms of her hands and wiped her tears with her thumbs. “Have you met Kate before?” Yelena asked her softly, Remi shook her head. “Elenor” Remi replied “she looks like her-“ the child added sadly.

Yelena nodded “your right she does look like her- but she isn’t like her. She’s the opposite.” The blonde explained. Remi began chewing her sleeve nervously. “Your Kate’s friend?” She questioned.

Yelena nodded stroking Remi’s hair “best friend” Yelena said softly. “I thought I was your best friend” Remi said sadly looking down. “Why does everyone have a friend but I don’t?” Yelena wasn’t expecting such a hard question to come out of Remi’s mouth.

Yelena kneeled in front of Remi resting her forehead on hers. “You can have more than one friend baby, your still my best friend if you want to be” Yelena’s voice was soft and gentle. Remi wrapped her arms around Yelena “I’m sorry” she whispered into Yelena’s chest.

Yelena stroked her hair “you don’t have to be sorry Remi, but you can always talk to me okay? I’m here for you” she said gently. Remi nodded into her chest “I love you Aunty Lena” she said softly. “I love you too- Shall we go back?” Yelena said and Remi nodded again.

Yelena walked her back to the common room and Remi slipped off straight to Natasha. Remi hugged her legs tightly “Mama?” She said sweetly “yes little one” Natasha said looking down while stirring the pasta in the pan. “I love you” Remi said softly. Nat smiled to herself “love you too”

Remi peeked out over to Yelena and the others who were now deep in conversation about how Wanda had turned the game off and put a series on.

Yelena scoffed at wanda “we were mid game-“ Wanda rolled her eyes “how can you be mid game if you are not in the room? Kate didn’t mind- did you Kate?” Wanda said looking at Kate who smiled and shook her head “No- Yelena is only mad because she was loosing and that means I’ve won!” She said with a smirk.

Yelena furrowed her eyebrows “I was not loosing!” Remi walked over and sat beside Wanda at the other side of the room. Kate smiled at Remi and got a half smile back. “Natasha tell your girlfriend that she does not own this tv!” Yelena complained, “Tell her yourself!” Natasha called out from the kitchen.

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Chapter 23: Chapter 23: Aunty Lena and Kate

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A night with Yelena and Kate:

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Remi was peeking over at Kate secretly trying to make an opinion other than the one she had already formed. If everybody else trusted her why couldn’t she.

Remi seemed to not be able to get past the resemblance of Elenor but the longer she watched from afar she began to realise that Kate was completely different to her mother. Kate laughed, she seemed to be pretty friendly with her Aunt. Remi thought that if Yelena was comfortable enough to let Kate put her legs over her lap like that and poke her ear annoying her then she had to get used to it.

Reem I didn’t like the fact she had to share her aunty Yelena though. She had thought that they would be best friends forever having sleepovers and gaming sessions for the rest of her life. Now she was seeing that wasn’t going to be the way forever.

The child remembered what Yelena had said to her trying to put her own mind at ease. Remi looked at Kate, she didn’t seem as serious as Elenor, nor the security forces she would send to test her.

When it came time to eat Remi joined the rest of them and ate in relative silence. Kate had tried to get the child to talk to her but had got about 3 words from her, but she took that as a massive win and just sat smiling happily.

Yelena glanced over at Remi after the dishes were all clean and snuck her an extra cookie while Natasha wasn’t looking giving the child a wink. Remi looked at us as though it was a prized possession and then ate it quickly before Natasha could notice. Mama didn’t like sweet things this close to bedtime.

“Tasha I was thinking maybe me and Kate could watch Remi tonight- and yea I know it’s school tomorrow I’ll be reasonable!” Yelena said looking at her sister with puppy dog eyes. Natasha seemed unmoved “ask Remi” she replied surprisingly.

Yelena looked at Remi “you wanna stay with us tonight kiddo, we can play some games before bed?” She said hopefully. Remi seemed unsure but nodded slightly “okay… but- I wanna say goodnight to mommy first” she said timidly looking at Yelena.

Wanda had gone back to the apartment to have a quick shower while everyone was tidying up from dinner. Natasha nodded “That’s okay love, I’ll take you to go say goodbye to mommy then I will bring you to Yelena’s apartment- how about that?” Natasha said softly brushing a stray hair from Remi’s face.

Natasha took Remi to their apartment and Remi almost tackled wanda off her feet with a tight hug. “MOMMYYY” she yelled. “Remi whats the matter?!” Wanda asked concerned until she realised the child was just happy to see her.

Nat was leaning in the doorway smiling “Someone is going to stay with Yelena Tonight- aren’t you?” Natasha said looking at Remi. Remi nodded looking up at Wanda “I wanted to say goodnight first… and get my blanket” she said pulling her favourite comforter off the bed.

Remi hesitated a moment and turned back to Wanda “Will you still be able to hear me mommy? If I need you or mama?” She asked quietly fiddling with her sleeve. Wanda nodded slightly “if you really focus baby- but I’m sure you will be fine, Now go with Mama” she said softly kissing Remi’s head.

Remi went to Natasha and Natasha walked her to the room. Remi hesitated outside the door. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Natasha asked gently not wanting to rush Remi into anything, “I’m brave” Remi said quietly. Nat smiled “I know that- but you don’t have to do things you don’t want to do, remember?” She said softly looking into her eyes crouching to her level.

Remi played with the zip on Natasha’s hoodie “I wanna do this….” She said softly.
Natasha stood up and knocked on Yelena’s door.

Yelena opened it grinning “Hello- are you ready for the best night ever?” She said looking at Remi moving to the side so she can walk in. Remi hugged natasha tightly one more time “good night mama..” Remi’s arms didn’t loosen from around Natasha’s legs.

Yelena frowned slightly still not used to seeing Remi so fearful of spending time around her. “Rem baby, I’ll be just down the hall-“ Natasha pointed to her apartment at the other end of the hall. I won’t even be 10 seconds if you need me okay baby” she whispered into Remi’s ear. That filled the child with some confidence and she nodded “okay mama…. Thank you” she replied back quietly while slowly loosening her grip on Natasha’s legs.

Yelena held her hand out and Remi took it and they went into the apartment and Natasha went back to hers to have a romantic evening with Wanda.

Yelena led Remi into her living room. Kate was standing with her back to them setting up the PlayStation. Remi stumbled over her own feet nervously notifying Kate of their presence. Kate turned around grinning brightly “Hey guys- I’ve got a new game for us to play!” She said turning the tv on jumping on the sofa to sit down.

Yelena rolled her eyes “your so hyperactive all the time” she joked. Yelena sat on the sofa beside her guiding Remi to sit with them. So it’s called Skyrim and it’s like an adventure game but there’s dragons and magic and loads of cool things. Downside is it’s one player- but the storyline is so good!” Kate said loading up the game.

Remi seemed interested when Kate handed her the game case so she could look at the pictures as it loaded. Remi seemed to forget who Kate was in the moment Kate was acting as though they had known each other all their lives and it made Remi feel accepted. “I figured we could take turns and all choose the dialogue options- oh and we can choose how they look too!” Kate said.

The trio spent about a hour deciding how their character would look and then began playing the game. Kate created the character and then Yelena took charge of playing first when Kate spent too much time looking at the floor not the surrounding area. “We want to see the house not the floor!” Yelena said prying the controller from Kate.

Remi had made herself comfortable on Yelena’s lap. “Aunty Lena mama says you shouldn’t snatch things-“ Remi said frowning slightly, “Yeah well it’s my turn” Yelena said passively making Kate laugh. “Don’t worry Remi I’ll get my own back eventually” Kate said smirking at Yelena.

Remi furrowed her eyebrows worried “You won’t hurt her.” She said plainly. Kates smile faded “of course I won’t hurt her- I couldn’t get close enough if I tried” Kate said defensively. “I would never hurt anyone. Unless they where bad people-“ Kate said kind of digging herself into a hole. Remi looked at her taking in what she said. “Am I a bad person?” This time she looked up at Yelena who shook her head “No kiddo, Your not a bad person, everyone is still learning and people make mistakes, it doesn’t mean you are a bad person if you learn from it” Yelena said softly.

Remi nodded unconvinced and looked at the tv “somethings coming after you-“ she said noticing an enemy running towards their characters. Remi went into her head and called out to her mommy. ‘Mommy?’ She focused really hard on reaching her and succeeded.

Wanda replied back telepathically ‘Yes love- are you okay?’
Remi ‘I think so- mommy am I bad? Am I a bad person?’ She wanted a second opinion and her mommy would never lie to her. ‘No of course not, you are a good person Remi, and we all love you so much don’t forget that’ wanda said back relaxing the girl. ‘I love you mommy’ Remi said, ‘do you want someone to come get you?’ Wanda asked quickly ‘no- I’m okay- goodnight’ Remi said and quickly broke the connection bringing herself back to reality.

Back in Natasha’s apartment they were in the middle of a passionate kiss when Wanda jerked back violently making Natasha panic. “What’s wrong did I hurt you?- I’m sorry I didn’t” Natasha looked at wanda concerned as her eyes flashed red for a moment then she came back to reality. “What was that-“ Natasha questioned.

Wanda thought to lie but came clean. “Remi called out for me- don’t panic” she said pulling her girlfriend back into the bed as natasha went to get dressed and retrieve her daughter. “It was just to ask a question- nothing serious natasha stop immediately going into panic mode!” She said wrapping her arms around natasha from behind kissing her neck. “She’s safe, she’s loved and she knows that.” Wanda said softly into Natasha’s ear.

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Chapter 24: Chapter 24: sleepovers

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Remi’s head began dropping as she was fighting the sleepy feeling that was washing over her. Yelena was oblivious stuck deep in the game but Kate noticed. Every time Yelena moved it would jerk Remi back to reality.

Kate found it amusing the first time but the comedy wore off fast. “Lena- stay still” she whispered softly to Yelena “she is falling asleep-“ she added motioning down to the girls head dropping again. “Remi are you sleepy?” Yelena asked the child stroking her hair as she spoke.

Remi shook her head still fighting the feeling. “Are you sure?” Yelena said smiling knowing the child was lying. “I am” Kate said softly, “I think I might even go to bed right now-“ Kate said forcing a loud yawn. Remi looked at her curiously “you are?” She questioned not fully trusting the dark haired adult beside her.

Yelena began faking yawns to “Oh Kateeeee, you’ve made me sleepy too!!” Remi decided to come clean “I am tired” she said quietly. “That’s okay- we can all go to bed then” Yelena said softly lifting Remi up spinning around making her giggle. “Faster!!” Remi giggled out and Yelena followed her orders spinning again slightly faster than walking towards the bedroom.

Kate followed behind them laughing with them. “Do you want something to drink or a snack before you go to sleep Remi?” Kate asked the child grabbing her and yelena a bottle of water to have by the side of the bed. “No thank you-“ Remi said softly as Yelena put her down and got her changed into her pyjamas.

Kate was lingering at the side of the bed looking at Yelena and Remi watching them get into bed. Remi slipped the side of the bed so Yelena was in the middle. Once the two were comfortable Kate slipped into the bed with them.

Yelena was stroking Remi’s hair soothingly as she lay with her cheek pressed against her chest. “Comfy?” She asked gently and Remi nodded slowly finally giving the fight up. Within minutes Remi was fast asleep.

Kate rested her head on Yelena’s shoulder for a second. “That went better than I expected-“ she said looking down at Remi. “She is a good kid- I guess she still has some things to work through with her past. But who doesn’t” Yelena said pressing her forehead against Kate’s. “You’re right there” Kate said snuggling into her pillow.

In the middle of the night Remi woke up in a cold sweat, she had woken from a recurring dream she had been having a for a while. There she is in a cell. Bound tightly and a large team of Bishop Security forces Enter her room. They grab her and then Elenor and The Head of the scientists running her experiments walk into the room. Elenor wants a status report for the higher ups of what she can withstand so the Men dressed in black body armour begin injecting her with different things and watch as the child body fights it off, they then unbind her and test her reflexes throwing hit after hit towards her.

When she woke up she disturbed Kate. “Remi is that you?” Kate spoke quietly into the darkness. Remi peeked over Yelena’s body towards Kate “yea- I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to wake you” Remi whispered so she didn’t disturb Yelena also. “Don’t worry darling, you want some water?” Kate switched the bedside lamp on and took a sip of her water and offered it over to Remi with the lid off.

Remi took it with shaky hands spilling some slightly her eyes widening with panic as a drop hit Yelena’s face. Yelena’s eyes shot open and she sat up fast scaring the child. “Woah what was that-“ Yelena said groggily. Remi looked down timidly “I’m sorry…” she said eyes welling with tears.

Kate wiped Yelena’s face gently “it’s okay accidents happen,” she said softly to the child. Yelena nodded in agreement waking up fast. “I’m sorry for scaring you Remi- I just got a surprise that’s all” she said softly wrapping an arm around Remi.

Remi was still shaking avoiding eye contact. Yelena pulled her into the middle of the bed. “Your not in trouble-“ she explained gently. Remi nodded slightly laying back slightly “I had…” she went to say something but stopped looking down. “What darling” Kate pressed softly.

Remi bit her lip embarrassed “bad dream” she said quietly. Yelena wrapped her arms around her “we all get them, they are nothing to be ashamed about” Yelena explained softly.

Remi nodded “I know… I have to be brave” she said looking down. “Who said that?” Yelena said looking at Remi concerned “Tony said if I’m brave they will go away- but it might take a long time” Yelena knew he was trying to help. “You don’t have to be brave baby, you are already brave. Being scared doesn’t make you less brave it makes you less stupid in most Situations.” Yelena said stroking Remi’s hair.

Kate looked at them and nodded in agreement “sometimes being scared shows you care a lot about something- it’s a very normal response” Kate added laying back down casually. Remi tried to get comfortable and get some more sleep.

The next morning Remi woke up in the middle of the bed both Kate and Yelena had arms draped over her still. Friday was talking loudly in the room announcing that natasha would be coming in 20 minutes. “Thank you Friday” she said quietly “You are welcome Remi” Friday Responded waking Kate up.

Kate groaned and rubbed her head looking over to Remi ordering her a smile. Remi smiled back then turned and poked Yelena’s face “Wake up! Friday is talking to you!” Remi said sternly pulling her best Natasha impression.

Yelena opened one eye to look at Remi then turned her head to look properly. “You look like your mama right now” she said laughing “don’t do that it’s scary” she teased. Remi smiled and shook her head “can’t stop”.

Yelena yawned and sat up. They all sat for a moment getting ready for the day then got up, washed and dressed. Then natasha arrived to take Remi to her classes. Nat walked into her sisters apartment and smiled seeing that everyone was up and dressed knowing it must have killed Yelena to wake up at 8:30.

Natasha strode across the room smiling brightly “Good morning everybody, I’m surprised to see you all up and ready” she said smirking at Yelena. Yelena scowled at Natasha. Remi ran to her mama wrapping her arms around her legs tightly “MAMA!!!” She yelled happily.

Nat smiled “Did you have fun?” She asked Remi kissing her forehead. “I had a really good time- thank you Aunty Lena thank you Kate” Remi said happily taking her mamas hand. “Your very welcome love” Yelena said smiling at the child. “Yeah hopefully we can do it again sometime soon!” Kate said smiling waving them off at the door.

Once Remi’s classes were finished Natasha picked her up from the classroom Tony built her and they walked hand in hand towards the common area. Fury had decided that everything was almost perfect at the compound but made a few changes himself. He was sending tutors from shield 3 times a week to take over the classes. Remi liked at at first but the novelty had worn off now.

Remi huffed “hate them.” She blurted out. Nat smiled “why?” She questioned slowly coming to a halt to look at Remi. Remi shrugged and tried to continue walking. “Not so fast. Words Remi, I expect or understand shrugs” Natasha said looking at her raising the dreaded eyebrow. Remi frowned “It’s boring and I hate new people.” Remi said gruffly folding her arms.

Nat nodded and then smiled softly “I don’t like new people either but sometimes in life we have to do things we don’t want to do, because it’s right, and unfortunately school and learning things is one of them” Remi frowned looking up at Natasha “I don’t wanna do it anymore”

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Chapter 25: Chapter 25: What has gotten into you?

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Natasha pulled Remi along. “Wow Remi, hate is a strong word” Natasha said softly. Remi stayed silent walking along side Natasha. “I mean it though Remi, once you say hate you can’t take it back in most situations. To thoughtlessly throw words around can hurt sometimes so we have to think before you talk” Natasha continued gently.

Remi pulled her hand free from Natasha. “I do hate it. I hate everything.” Remi was blunt stopping dead in her tracks. Natasha turned to look at her, the child had dark circles under her eyes and looked way more tired than usual. “Are you sleepy?” Natasha said softly crouching to Remi’s level noticing the child was breathing heavily and frowning still.

Remi’s green eyes expressed more emotion than she could with her words and right now they projected frustration and confusion. “Remi what’s wrong?” Natasha pressed reaching towards Remi only to be rebuffed “Nothing.” Remi was almost emotionless but her voice still cracked under the pressure of Natasha’s gaze.

Even still Natasha radiated something that touched Remi’s core. Instantly making her feel loved and safe. But Remi knew she couldn’t rely on that forever. Sooner or later she was going to mess this up and end up somewhere else or back where she was.

Nat pulled her from her thoughts “come on then- let’s have lunch and then maybe you might feel sleepy enough for a nap—“ Natasha said motioning to the common room door steps away from them.

Remi began to move forwards so Natasha followed her into the room. Yelena was sleeping on the sofa and Kate was sat beside her watching the tv. Yelena’s head was resting in Kate’s lap.

Wanda was in the kitchen making some pasta for everyone’s lunch. Remi just walked into the room hiding her self down behind the sofa by the widow so she could look out at the world going by. Not that she could see much of that to be fair, mostly birds and the occasional aeroplane in the sky.

Wanda turned around to greet Remi as she normally would and was surprised that the child wasn’t running into her arms but the opposite direction. Wanda watched her until she sat on the ground out of view and then looked at Natasha.

Natasha looked at Wanda sympathetically. “What happened?” Wanda questioned worry beginning to show on her face. “Bad day I guess” Natasha said with a sigh. “She said she ‘hates’ her new tutors. I don’t think she likes that she’s apart from us all day” Natasha explained moving further to Wanda kissing her gently.

Wanda smiled and nodded “I don’t think I do-“ Natasha cut her off quickly “ Neither do I But Fury said it’s for the best and he hasn’t failed us yet- in a few days he’s going to have us start training her a few times a week to control her magic and maybe get some of her pent up energy out.” Natasha said quietly grabbing some plates out.

Once the food was all dished out and the table set natasha called out that dinner was ready. Yelena shot up from her sleep and almost ran to the table making Kate shake her head and follow. Remi stayed rooted to her spot behind the sofa.

Natasha went to get her but Wanda stopped her. Wanda just grabbed Remi’s bowl and drink and walked over to the sofa walking behind it to sit behind the child and look out the floor to ceiling window with her. Wanda placed the glass of water down first then the bowl.

Remi glanced at wanda slightly surprised at her presence. As Remi opened her mouth to say something Wanda spoke first “I missed you today-“ she said softly. Remi bit her lip and looked down “I’m not hungry yet-“ she said quietly looking away from Wanda pushing the bowl away from her.

Wanda simply pushed it back “I didn’t ask if you where. You know the rules you have to eat Remi- Dr Cho said your very underweight even for your age, so you can’t keep skipping out on food whenever you feel like it” Wanda tried to keep her voice calm and steady.

Remi pouted and shook her head. “You can’t make me.” She said flatly crossing her arms. Wanda raised an eyebrow. “Do you want to try me?” She said her voice was dangerous and snapped Remi right back to reality. The child shook her head and grabbed the fork shakily.

Remi took two bites and put the fork down. Wanda was watching the whole time unimpressed at the small amount she had eaten. “Remi you’re not done” she said firmly and Remi shook her head defiantly. “You have to eat a few more bites.” Wanda said and when Remi remained unmoved she grabbed the fork herself and filled it with some food holding it in-front of Remi’s mouth.

Remi looked at Wanda who raised an eyebrow in response “Open” she said not giving the child much room to protest. Remi obliged and was hand fed until wanda was satisfied that she had had enough.

Wanda put the fork in the bowl and looked at Remi, “you tired sweetheart?” She asked softly and Remi shook her head. “Are you sure? It’s past naptime” Wanda said. Remi scooted away from Wanda “I wanna go on a walk- Alone. Can I do that.” She said a hint of coldness in her voice.

Wanda pondered this for a moment then looked over at Natasha who was watching the situation unfold from the dinner table as she ate dinner with the rest of them. “Ask your mama.” Wanda said softly. Remi frowned “But… but I’m asking you” Remi said huffing. Wanda was shocked by the child attitude but pointed to Natasha “Ask your Mama.” She said standing up retreating to the table to have her own lunch.

Wanda decided to talk to the child later after Remi had used time to calm down. Remi walked over to Natasha nervously.
Standing beside her she whispered to her “Mama- can I go for a walk please- I wanna be alone.” Remi did have desperation in her voice but Natasha didn’t place it as wanting to be alone.

Natasha looked down at Remi “Baby it’s past the time you usually have your nap if you leave it any later you can’t have one or you won’t sleep tonight” Natasha explained softly stroking Remi’s hair.
“I don’t want a nap!” Remi said stomping her foot.

Nat glared at her “Remi! Don’t do that! You might not want one. You need one.” Natasha said firmly grabbing the child’s wrist. Remi began to fight her screaming and making a scene making Wanda speak up. “Tasha- let her” she said softly giving her girlfriend the puppy eye look.

Nat let go of Remi slowly. “If I let you do this- no sleep until 9 you understand?” She said to the child who nodded eagerly. “No going outside or on the roof!” Remi nodded again. “No dangerous stunts or playing in areas we aren’t allowed in?” Natasha said looking into Remi’s eyes. Remi nodded again “promise” she said softly looking towards the door. Nat let her go and Remi ran off into the compound.

Nat held off a moment and went to follow “Tasha!! STAY!” Wanda said firmly. “If she wants to be alone you have to honour that sometimes-“ Wanda said softly, “I have a bad feeling.” Natasha said. Yelena looked at her sister “About what?” The blonde questioned. “Remi. It’s like she’s hiding something all of a sudden.” Natasha said frustratedly.

Wanda looked over at natasha who looked to be at her wits end. Kate and Yelena
looked over smiling. “What’s so funny.” Natasha said looking at her sister and Kate. “Nothing. It’s just Remi starts testing the waters a little and you crack. You are supposed to be the most formidable of us all Natasha. It’s only natural for a child to test boundaries you know-“ Yelena said smiling at her sister. “Test boundaries” Natasha questioned.

Kate nodded “we’ve all done it- seen how far we can take things before it becomes a problem- not just with our parents either.” The archer said. Worry flooded over the widow “Friday where is Remi?” Natasha asked before“Miss Volkov is in the Observatory in the room mr stark gave her. Would you like me to tell her you are look-“ Natasha cut the AI off “no thank you-“ she said trying to calm herself.

Yelena spoke up “What is she doing?” Earning herself a glare from Kate “give the kid some privacy.” She muttered to her partner. “Miss Volkov is currently watching out of the window- she is also reading a book called-” Yelena thanked Friday and looked at Natasha.

Nat sighed “I worry-“ Yelena nodded “we know- it’s normal we all worry natasha. After lunch was finished Natasha decided to let Remi have her alone time and noticed Friday to tell Remi that she was there if she needed her just to ask Friday. More to let the child know she wasn’t forgotten.

After a few hours natasha went to retrieve her. “Remi- it’s me mama” she said walking into the observatory built onto the compound. Remi turned to look at Natasha. “Come now Remi it’s almost dinner time” Nat stood in the doorway holding her hand out towards Remi.

Remi was looking at Natasha’s hand cautiously planning her next move. “I stay here” she muttered not looking in Natasha’s eyes. “Remi, don’t mess around. I’m asking you to do something nicely. Do you want me to ask again?” This time Natasha had danger in her voice.

Remi was tired, she didn’t want to admit that but it was the truth. “Remi” Natasha’s patience was running thin. “I don’t like to repeat myself.” Natasha said sternly. Remi slowly rose to her feet and walked towards natasha ignoring her hand. Natasha frowned but led her out of the room and began the walk to the common area.

Remi purposely took a wrong turn “Remi, you know the way to go come back here-“ Natasha said not expecting to be ignored. “Remi! I’m talking to you- Turn around NOW!” and there it was- Natasha raised her voice. Remi stopped dead in her tracks but didn’t turn around. Wanda appeared behind Natasha.

Wanda had heard Natasha from the other side of the hall. “Nat what’s going on?” She questioned putting her hand on Nat’s shoulder. “Selective hearing right now.” Natasha growled looking at their child who had her back to them. Remi was in the mindset of if ‘if can’t see you you can’t see me’.

Wanda took a step forwards “Remi. Mama is talking to you-“ she said but Remi’s magic began to flow around her Wanda put a stop to it fast with her own. “Remi. Stop now. Do you want me to be upset with you too” Wanda said gently. Remi shook her head slightly then Natasha made her way forwards and placed her hand on Remi’s shoulder making the child squirm to get it off.

Natasha was hurt and surprised watching the child so torn was not what she was used to. Remi began to freak out, she wanted the comfort but she had to stop wanting it. In her head she had devised a plan to separate herself from everyone else. Stop being so dependant on them, because one day she was bound to be sent away. Or they were bound to show their true colours like the last place did.

Nat swallowed her frustration “Remi it’s okay- it’s me and mommy,” Remi shook her head “wanna be alone” she said quietly looking away again. “Well you’ve had your alone time already baby, it’s dinner time then bedtime soon-“ Natasha said softly looking down at Remi. Nat knew she must be exhausted and that was making her emotions spike.

Remi nodded slightly and decided to just do as she was told. Nat offered to carry her but Remi opted to walk. Still wanting some distance between her and the team. “I cooked today!” Kate said smiling when they entered the dining area.

Kate made the most perfect Beef Roast with vegetables and potatoes on the side. Yelena had helped her slightly but it was mostly Kate’s work.

The adults all tucked in fast but Remi picked at hers had a few bites then tried to leave the table. Wanda pinned her so she sat on her lap. This caused Remi to stew with frustration for the rest of the meal. Once everyone was finished natasha began clearing the plates and noticed Remi had barley eaten and turned to look at wanda who was already on the case.

Wanda began cutting some of the beef up and held it out on a fork towards Remi. Remi shook her head but wanda insisted moving it closer “no.” Remi said roughly pushing it away. “Eat it Remi- you haven’t eaten enough” Wanda said trying to convince her. Remi sent the fork flying across the room and it imbedded in the wall with her magic. Everyone in the room just sat dumbstruck looking at the fork in the wall.

Even Remi was shocked at her sudden outburst. “Woah-“ Yelena said standing up to get a closer look at how deep it went. “Remi!” Wanda said shocked and Remi went to dive off her lap. But Wanda held her still making the girl fight to be free desperately. “LET GO OF MEE!!!” Remi yelled out trying to push Wanda’s arms off her.

Remi’s heart was beating fast her brain foggy with frustration. Remi turned and pushed against Wanda’s chest hard “LET ME GO!” This was just enough force to take wanda by surprise almost sending the seat backwards. “Ow- Remi calm down that hurt” Wanda said letting go with one arm to steady herself and Remi took the chance to dart for the door only to be accosted by Yelena standing in the way.

Yelena glanced at Natasha who was stalking towards them giving her position up to Remi who was no looking between the two Widows Unsure who to tackle first-

 

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Chapter 26: Chapter 26: Time-out

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Natasha was trying her best to stay cool and collected. But Remi was testing her patience today. “Let go of me!!” Remi yelled out. Nat shook her head “No if you want to act naughty and not listen to me then you can go in time out. That’s the perfect alone time for you right now.” Natasha said sternly.

Just as Remi as about to try to run again Nat wrapped her arms around the child trapping her while dragging her back to the apartment. Remi screamed bloody murder the whole way. Nat got into the bedroom dropped her on the bed turning on her heels leaving the room the door closing with a loud thud behind her.

Remi ran to the door but it wouldn’t open. Remi banged her fists against the door desperately “Let me out- please-“ Remi begged. Nat stood on the other side of the door trying to stay strong and looked at wanda who had caught up with them.

Wanda was frowning and went to touch the door handle but natasha stopped her. “You said you wanted to be alone Remi. You can have some time out.” She said through the door but it set Remi off more the banging grew fierce and the sobs louder.

Natasha looked at wanda “you said try time out. I’m trying it” she said simply moving over to the sofa to sit. Natasha held her head it had been pounding since the morning. Only growing deeper by the minute. “you should go and have your dinner- I’ll bring Remi down soon” she said quietly turning away from Wanda.

Wanda smiled sadly “I’ll stay babe,” Wanda said sitting beside Natasha taking her hand in hers. “As a team” Wanda said softly.After 10 minutes natasha opened the door. The banging had stopped and the crying had gone quieter.

Natasha peeked around the door and saw Remi sat in the corner of the room knees to her chest. Her arms wrapped around her legs with her face buried in her knees. “Remi?” She said softly making the girl flinch. “Do you want to come out now?” Natasha kept her tone gentle not wanting to make the situation worse. Nat moved closer and Remi spring to her feet backing away from Natasha.

Remi made her way to the door but when she saw wanda standing there she hesitated. Natasha was trying to control the situation and not swamp Remi too much. “You can keep your space if you want but we have to have some dinner” she explained softly looking over at Remi who began to shake her head.

Wanda walked closer to Remi “it’s okay baby, I’ll make you whatever you want to eat-“ she said putting her hand on Remi’s shoulder. “NO! GET OFF ME!” She spat out pushing Wanda’s hand off her. “Don’t touch me!” She said roughly. Wanda tried to get a grip on Remi’s hoodie but Remi pushed her hands off her trying to keep space between her and the two women.

Natasha spotted a red smudge on the door and immediately looked over at the pair at the other end of the room. “Remi let me see your hands love” she said quickly sparking panic when she began to move closer. Remi was soon backed against the wall. “No.” She said hiding her hands behind her back. “Remi please” Natasha said softly dragging a chair to sit down infront of her. Trapping her between her and the wall.

Remi shook her head again. Nat sighed softly “please Remi- I just want to see”
Remi shook her head “no go away.” She said trying to push natasha away from her but natasha was stronger grabbing Remi’s wrists. “Remi you need to calm down baby-“ Nat was trying her best to be gentle but not loose control of the situation.

Nat looked at Remi’s hands and her knuckles where torn and bloodied. “Oh baby does it hurt-“ she said gently loosing her grip on the girls wrists enough for Remi to pull them back.

Remi shook her head not looking into Natasha’s eyes. She knew if she looked into them she would either cry or fall into Natasha’s arms. “Are you sure?” Wanda butted in concerned, “we will have to clean those before they get infected” Natasha said trying to get a closer look.

Remi shook her head again “NO- I don’t want you to touch me!” She broke down crying trying to get away from the redhead. Natasha sighed wanting to understand the situation but her headache was beginning to cloud her judgment.

Nat looked into Remi’s eyes “Remi don’t be difficult now- we need to be calm, take some deep breaths-I just want to clean your hands they are hurt” Natasha said through gritted teeth.

Remi was very reluctant making Natasha feel she was doing something wrong. Natasha couldn’t hide her frustration much longer. “Remi please, if you don’t want me to touch you fine. Wanda can do it, but your hands need to be looked at.” She was trying to leave no space for her to argue. Remi slowly began to break and looked down and slowly began to pull her sleeves up.

Natasha made another attempt to put her hands under Remi’s so she could see them better. Remi jerked back looking at natasha hurt at the invasion. “Remi-“ Nat was now using her warning tone. Remi burst “I hate you! You don’t listen to me nobody listens!” She yelled at Natasha not knowing the gravity of her words. Natasha fell silent shocked at the outburst. Remi seemed shocked herself breathing heavily and avoiding Natasha’s gaze.

Wanda was watching from the sidelines silently. Natasha had frozen for a moment even from behind Wanda knew Natasha had been winded. Natasha stood up slowly. Remi began to cower slightly as the redhead rose to her feet. Natasha was intimidating even when she didn’t mean to be, most of the time people couldn’t tell.

Nat simply turned and walked out of the room. Wanda looked at the spot she just filled confused. Remi’s face was guilt-stricken. Wanda lingered in the doorway “You shouldn’t have said that baby” she said softly walking over to the sink wetting a cloth. Remi looked down “I- I” She couldn’t even bring herself to form a sentence.

Wanda shrugged slightly “Your mama loves you she just wants what’s best for you Remi” Wanda said walking over and sitting in Natasha’s spot infront of her.

Remi blinked fast and looked up at Wanda trying to act indifferent “i-“ Remi began to say something but stopped. Remi looked down at her feet feeling much smaller in the moment. As though the floor could swallow her whole. Wanda eased over with the cloth to wipe Remi’s hand but Remi moved fast looking at Wanda with betrayal on her face. “I said Don’t- Don’t touch me…” she said quietly.

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Chapter 27: Chapter 27: Did you really mean that?

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Natasha walked into the hallway and took a deep breath trying to calm herself. Nat tried to duck past Yelena as they passed in the hallway but her sister was quick to notice something was wrong. “Tasha wait up-“ she said jogging to catch up with the older widow.

Nat shook her head trying to pass it off as nothing but Yelena knew better blocking her path so she had to face her. “There is something wrong I can tell Natasha” she said looking concerned. “I feel like a failure” Natasha said slowly, “everything I’ve tried today with Remi hasn’t worked- she doesn’t want to do as she is told- she doesn’t want to be touched- so I put her in a sort of time out after a tantrum and she’s hurt her hands- she won’t let me near her she- she said she hates me” Natasha blinked back tears.

Yelena looked shocked for a moment “she really said that?” Yelena said out loud. Natasha simply nodded “Am I a bad parent?” Nat asked quietly fearing the answer. “Of course you aren’t! You have settled into this role fast Natasha! I mean you had plenty of practice in Ohio when we were small! You know there will always be times where you have to be that kind of parent kids don’t like- it doesn’t mean your a bad parent.” Yelena said wrapping her arm around her sister. Natasha seemed unconvinced “but she hates me Yelena.” She explained sadly.

Yelena scoffed and shook her head “So you’ve never said something you don’t mean in the heat of the moment?” The blonde questioned raising an eyebrow. Natasha nodded and rubbed her head. “Lena what if she meant it- have I ruined this forever?” Nat let a tear slip out of her eye and yelena was quick to wipe it away “She didn’t mean it, natasha out of everyone in here it’s you. Remi will always choose you first you know that. You know what kind of life she’s had in the short time she’s been on this planet, there will be bad days but there will also be good days, we experienced this- we still do” Yelena said looking at Natasha concerned.

Natasha nodded “you are right with that” Natasha continued walking with her sister. “All we can do is try to be there for her, I still get confused about my feelings even now, it’s a hard thing to kick” Yelena confessed. Natasha nodded she did understand that too, because she experienced it.

Once they reached the medbay and natasha quickly popped in to get a Medkit and some pain killers for herself. Natasha took the painkillers and walked back to her apartment with Yelena. Her sister had made her feel better about the situation. They hugged goodbye and Natasha entered her apartment.

 

Natasha walked through the door holding a med-kit and looked at Wanda and Remi. Remi was in the exact same spot when she left. Wanda glanced back at natasha and offered her a comforting smile. Natasha smiled back and walked over to the pair.

Remi looked at Natasha quickly then looked down at her feet nervously. As Natasha stepped closer Remi couldn’t control herself any longer and ran to Natasha wrapping her arms around her legs breaking down into sobs. Nat looked down shocked at the sudden difference in the child. “Oh baby-“ Natasha cooed and lifted her into her arms. “Talk to me” she said softly brushing Remi’s hair out of her face.

Remi shook her head slightly “I’m s-sorry” she managed to cry out. Natasha nodded slightly “I know you didn’t mean it sweetheart- don’t get yourself too worked up” she said swaying side to side trying to calm Remi. Wanda watched them smiling she wasn’t expecting this either.

Wanda stood and took the medkit from Natasha so she could hold Remi more comfortably. Natasha sat down with Remi on her lap. Remi’s face buried in her chest crying out soft apologies while begging Natasha not be to be angry with her.

Wanda opened the kit and got out some sterilised wipes and bandages and placed them next to Natasha knowing she had more chance of getting Remi to obey than she did. Nat kissed Remi’s head “I know you’re sorry baby- sometimes we say things we don’t mean when we are upset” she said softly repeating what Yelena had said.

Remi nodded “I didn’t mean to hurt you mama” she said sadly looking up at Nat her face tear stained. “Do your hands hurt baby?” Natasha asked gently looking at the bloodstained knuckles gripping her jacket. Remi nodded sadly looking down “Don’t like being locked up-“ Remi said quietly. Nat nodded slightly “I know baby and I’m sorry for doing that- but you can’t just run off whenever you feel like it, that has to stop” Natasha explained taking Remi’s hands into hers.

Remi nodded with sad eyes. “This might hurt a little baby, you can squeeze my hand as hard as you need to okay? But stay still” Nat instructed getting ready to clean the girls knuckled. Remi nodded and bit her lip to hold the pain inside. Nat began cleaning them and she wasn’t lying when she said it would hurt. Remi bit a hole in her lip trying to hold her cries inside and still let a few slip.

Wanda glanced at Remi and noticed what she was doing “Remi it’s okay to cry baby- your hurting your lip doing that-“ she said moving closer wiping a few stray tears off Remi’s face. Remi let a few yelps out then buried her face in Natasha’s chest “is it done?” She asked desperate for the pain to go away. “Almost princess you’re being very brave” Natasha praised wrapping her knuckles in bandages. Once natasha was finished she kissed each hand then Remi’s forehead “All done- does that feel better?” She asked the child in her arms.

Remi looked down at her hands tightly wrapped in white bandages some red already visible on one of them and nodded “better” she said softly. “Do you want to tell me what’s going on? Why you were so upset today?” Natasha pressed knowing she was pushing her luck but her concern prevailed. Remi shook her head slightly “Not right now?” She said quietly unsure
How to put what was bothering her into words.

Wanda sat beside them wrapping an arm around Natasha. “Are you hungry?” Natasha asked the child knowing she was but wanting confirmation. Remi shrugged “a little- but I don’t want nothing big”
She said quietly. Wanda smiled “I think I know the perfect thing- have you ever have grilled cheese?” Remi shook her head looking at her. Wanda explained “it’s like a sandwich bur it’s fried so it makes it all crispy. You’ll like it,” Wanda said softly and Remi nodded “okay- but can we stay here?” She said looking at her mama with doe eyes. Natasha nodded “we can baby.”

Wanda went to the common area to make the grilled cheese and bring it back to the apartment leaving Remi and Natasha alone. Remi lay against Natasha’s chest tracing patterns onto Natasha’s shoulder. “Remi if there is something on your mind it might be best to get it out so it doesn’t bother you so much, I won’t tell anyone” Natasha said softly playing with Remi’s hair soothing the girl.

Remi pondered this for a moment and shrugged “don’t want things to change mama….” Remi confessed almost whispering. Natasha nodded routine and structure was a huge part of Remi’s life now. With her school changing so much, having strangers in her life now teaching her must have been a huge step they didn’t take into account.

Natasha looked down at Remi into her eyes “is this about School?” She asked softly. Remi shrugged again “if that changed what else will mama…. You’ll send me back soon I know it.” She said trying to push herself out of Natasha’s arms wanting go deprive herself of comfort for the moment. Natasha shook her head “Don’t be silly. I couldn’t live without you. Wherever you go I won’t be far behind I promise you that” Natasha said in a way that made Remi instantly believe her. “Always?” Remi said twirling Natasha’s necklace between her fingers.

Natasha nodded “Always, you are my world baby” she said softly kissing Remi’s head again. Remi bit her lip “I’m sorry-“ Natasha nodded “I know baby, I know”
Remi shook her head “I shouldn’t have said it mama…. You can’t take words back mommy said- i said it now it’s forever” Remi was beginning to get upset again.

Nat nodded “mommy’s right about that- but it’s not forever, you’ve said sorry. You didn’t mean it baby I know you didn’t mean it,” Remi looked at her mama sadly “I don’t want you to leave me mama….” Nat looked at Remi and smiled softly “your stuck with me for life princess so don’t worry”

Wanda returned with three plates of grilled cheese and placed them on the table by the tv. “Dinners served” she said smiling. Natasha carried Remi over and sat on the sofa pulling the table closer to them. They all ate in relative silence and Remi finished all of her food without a fight for the first time in weeks. “Did you like that baby” Wanda asked clearing the plates.

Remi nodded smiling at Wanda “I think that’s my favourite” Remi said after thinking for a moment. Wanda chuckled “noted- whenever you want it just ask baby girl” Remi smiled happily then let herself melt into Natasha falling asleep almost instantly.

Nat stay still and quiet until she knew Remi was in a deep sleep then took her to bed walking back into her living room to sit with Wanda.

Wanda smiled at her softly opening her arms and Natasha sunk into them on the sofa. “What a day” Natasha said softly, “what caused it Tasha?” Wanda questioned. “She won’t say, I’ll try again tomorrow- it’s the weekend so no school thank god” Natasha said softly grabbing the remote and handing it to wanda to choose what to watch.

Natasha must have fell asleep on Wanda’s chest on the sofa. She was jerked awake by a scream. Nat looked at wanda who had also been woken up. Nat sprung to action rushing to her bedroom she could just about make out Remi sat upright in the darkness of the room. The moonlight gave everything a soft illumination.

Nat crouched beside the bed “what happened Remi? Bad dream?” She said moving to climb in the bed beside her but Remi blocked her panic on her face. “No mama- I’m sorry I’m sorry” she was repeating apologies shaking like a leaf. Natasha looked at her confused “you have nothing to say sorry for- what’s wrong baby”

Remi held her blanket close to her tightly. Wanda entered the room yawning a 4am wake up was not something she was used to. “You okay rem?” She asked walking over to the bed. Remi shook her head and looked at natasha embarrassed. “Mama…. Mama I-“ she paused and looked down.

Natasha went to place her hand on Remi’s shoulder but the child recoiled. “What’s wrong?” Natasha said gently. “I… wet…” Remi managed to say. “Accidents happen- it’s a simple clean up don’t get too upset” Nat said trying to loosen Remi’s grip on the blankets. “Let’s get you cleaned and dry okay?” Natasha said gathering the blankets. Remi nodded slightly but tried to keep a tight grip on her comforter. Natasha had given it to her on her second night with her. It was joined to her almost 24/7.

Remi wouldn’t release it to Natasha. “Remi it’s wet too it will have to go in the wash princess” Wanda said watching the two almost in a tug of war over the blanket. Remi’s eyes went wide and she shook her head “you can’t- it won’t be the same!” Natasha smiled at the girls outburst, “it will be the same baby it needs to be cleaned.” Nat held her hand out for the blanket and remi reluctantly handed it over.

Nat threw all the dirty washing in the machine and set it to wash. Then went into the bathroom to begin running a bath. Natasha walked back into the bedroom and went to lift Remi up. The girl protested worked up “I’m wet- mama no…” Nat shrugged “it’s nothing baby don’t worry,”
Nat waited for the water to be the right level and temperature before stripping Remi down and placing her in the warm water.

Nat grabbed the sponge and washed her down then washed her hair gently. Once finished wanda had made the bed fresh and walked in with a warm towel and some clean pyjamas. Wanda dressed her slowly being gentle. Once she finished the last button on Remi’s shirt she kissed her cheek “perfect” Wanda said ticking Remi’s neck making her giggle.

Natasha lifted her up and began walking to the bedroom making Remi protest “I don’t wanna sleep mama- they will come back” she confessed sleepily trying to fight the feeling. “Who?” Natasha questioned.

Remi’s voice broke “the bad men” she said almost whispering. Natasha kissed Remi’s head “they will have to go through me first.” She said confidently “and me” Wanda said smiling softly “we won’t let anyone near you.” Wanda said

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Chapter 28: Chapter 28: Where’s my Blankie?

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Wanda has some insecurities:

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Natasha was exhausted from the day but trying to stay awake atleast until Remi was asleep. They had all gotten into bed and the warmth was pulling the widow in.

Remi was looking around the room “Mama I can’t find my blankie” Remi said sadness in her voice. Wanda glanced at Remi “It’s in the wash baby- I put it in with the sheets because it got a little wet honey. It will be ready in the morning” she said smiling softly at the girl.

Remi looked sad. “But mommy- I need it…” she said quietly. “You’ll be okay princess, me and mama will protect you-“ Wanda said trying to convince the child. Remi lay down slowly “i want my Blankie” she said sadly curling up in a ball sulking slightly.

Natasha grabbed a spare blanket out of the wardrobe and offered it to Remi. “How about this one until yours is ready in the morning?” Nat said smiling softly. Remi was unconvinced “But that’s not mine mama- mine is special” Remi said quietly.

Natasha slipped back into the bed beside remi draping the blanket over the three of them “try it baby just for tonight” Natasha said yawning wrapping an arm around Remi snuggling into her pillow.

Wanda couldn’t figure out why Remi was so attached to her blanket all of a sudden, she did take it most places with her but it was never a need to have thing until now. “I’m sorry Remi- I didn’t know it was that important to you, we have plenty of blankets around why that one? Its just boring old grey” Wanda said gently kissing Remi’s head as she lay beside the pair.

Remi sat up defensively “Mama gave that to me on my first day. It is important. She said it’s mine and I’ve kept it safe all this time. It smells like home and-” Remi explained half defensively stopping herself before she revealed too much. Natasha understood the attachment. Her first physical piece of property. It didn’t matter what it was it was hers and only hers.

Wanda was beginning to understand slightly and nodded her head. “It will be ready in the morning baby- you’ve got your mama until then,” she said softly rolling over to go to sleep.

Wanda sensed how tired the pair of widows where and tried to stay quiet and fall asleep herself. Remi lay with her eyes closed in-between wanda and Natasha. Natasha was mindlessly playing with her hair but it was becoming slower and slower as Nat drifted off to sleep.

Wanda lay awake for a while sensing Remi was still awake. But as soon as Natasha was asleep and Wanda wasn’t far behind her snoring softly.

Remi lay between them fighting the feeling to sleep afraid to fall asleep incase she had another dream. She didn’t want to disturb them again, no matter how tired she felt she didn’t want to be a burden on her moms.

Remi opened her eyes when she knew they were sleeping and looked at Wanda who was in a deep sleep. Remi smiled to herself watching as Wanda was drooling slightly. Remi turned slightly to look at natasha and Nat mumbled in her her sleep and moved her hand from Remi’s head to around her back.

Remi looked up at Natasha, she wished she could be as strong as her. That’s all she was made to be, a better romanoff that’s why she couldn’t share the surname she guessed. They had never told her she was made from Natasha’s DNA though, that had been playing on her mind for a long time.

Remi lay awake thinking about why she was even made in the first place or why the redroom existed- and how her mama got away. What her mama did now and if she could ever actually be like her. Or if even that was a mission that was set to fail from the beginning.

By the time morning rolled around Remi was still laying awake deep in her Rabbit hole reliving moments of her past trying to price what she could together in her young mind. Natasha woke first and noticed Remi was awake.

Nat wrapped her arms around her and hugged her tightly “Your awake early- did you have another bad dream love?” Natasha asked softly and Remi shook her head. It wasn’t a lie if she hadn’t slept at all. “You sure?” Natasha questioned “I didn’t- I’m just not sleepy” Remi did lie that time.

Today she was going to make it her mission not to show it. Or at-least last until nap time. Wanda was still snoring softly and the pair glanced at her and giggled between themselves.

Remi looked at Nat “mommy’s sleepy still” she whispered shushing her, “Don’t wake her it’s mean” she said softly cuddling into Natasha’s side. Nat smiled at the girl “ I won’t- don’t you worry” The older widow replied.

Remi fiddled with Natasha’s fingers then looked up at her with her huge eyes shining hopefully. “Mama?” She said sweetly. Natasha raised an eyebrow playfully “What do you want?” The redhead asked smiling. “My Blankey?” Nat chuckled and nodded her head. “Wait here okay?” She instructed and slipped out of the bed into her slippers. “I’ll be right back” she said leaving the room.

Natasha’s absence made Remi suddenly feel vulnerable and the change in her emotions sparked her magic slightly waking Wanda up frightening Remi in the process. Wanda played it off cool and yawned slightly pretending not to know Remi was awake at first.

Remi looked at Wanda then controlled herself quickly. Wanda looked at her and smiled softly “Oh hello baby- how are you this morning?” She asked softly. Remi moved into her arms as Wanda sat back against the pillows.

Remi fiddled with the ends of Wanda’s hair “Good morning mommy- did I wake you?” Remi said quietly feeling guilty for disturbing the witch. “No you didn’t love, where’s Your mama gone?” Wanda asked curiously. “T get blankey” Remi said quietly resting her head on Wanda’s shoulder.

Natasha walked into the room with the prized blanket making Remi’s face light up as though it wasn’t just an old comforter that Natasha happened to grab for her that night Remi arrived at the compound. Honestly Natasha had grown to dislike it because it was getting old and frayed from being dragged about all day long.

Remi almost leaped out of the bed to grab it. Natasha handed it over quickly smiling proudly as though she had just completed a hard mission. Remi grabbed it happily gripping the soft fabric bringing it up to her face smiling.

But Remi rejected it as soon as she wrapped it around herself “It’s wrong- What did you do to it!“ she said quickly looking at it beginning to get upset. Natasha picked it up and rushed to Remi’s side trying to quell the tears before it became something huge.

Wanda put her hand on Remi’s back only to be rebuffed “It doesn’t smell right! I hate it- it’s ruined….” Remi sobbed out into Natasha’s chest. “What do you mean? It’s clean Remi that’s just a clean smell” Natasha said softly. Remi shook her head “you don’t understand” her voice was laced with hurt. “Help me understand?” Natasha coaxed.

Guilt had rushed over Wanda suddenly her eyes welling up with tears. She couldn’t even bring herself to get involved in the situation. Of course the blanket needed to be washed because it had gotten mixed up in the accident but was it even her place to get involved in that. Was it even her place to be called mommy?

Wanda felt out of place for the first time in a long time. The witch felt in over her head looking at Remi and Natasha, had she just forced herself into this family dynamic? Was she even welcome in the first place or was she just there because they were to kind to tell her any different.

Remi tried to push herself out of Natasha’s arms but nat had her pinned. Remi cried out “Mama- it… it doesn’t smell like you-“ Remi cried out and Wanda’s heart dropped. It almost cemented Wanda’s fears but Remi wasn’t finished. “It doesn’t smell like you or mama… it smells like you and mama” the child explained through her tears.

Wanda was fast on her feet taking the blanket and quickly draped it over the end of the bed. Natasha and wanda did have completely different perfumes so they would have completely different smells. “I have an idea” Wanda announced getting the attention of the two widows in front of her.

Wanda grabbed the two bottles of perfume off the side and sprayed them both at the same time over the blanket a few times then shook it to air it out. Remi seemed to calm slightly watching.

When Wanda handed it back it seemed to work. Remi wrapped it around herself calming slightly trying to get a hold on her breathing and emotions now she had her blanket back to normal. “You fixed it! Thank you mommy… I… I love you” she said quietly though hitched breaths as Natasha rubbed her back and tried to coach her breathing.

Natasha looked at Wanda smiling gratefully and she smiled back. Remi calmed enough to wrap her arms around natasha neck climbing back onto her lap. “Mama I’m hungry” she said sleepily letting her gaurd down slightly. The lack of sleep was making her sloppy. “Mommy can you make grilled cheese?” She asked sweetly that was her favourite thing to eat. The request made Wanda chuckle “For breakfast?” She questioned scratching her head. “Don’t you want pancakes or something?” Natasha asked confused.

Remi shook her head “grill cheese- mommy makes it best…” the sleepy child was adamant and the tone was too cute to argue. “Grilled cheese it is” Natasha said smiling as they all made their way into the kitchen. Natasha and wanda were surprised to see Kate and Yelena in the common area too. They must have been up all night playing this new game they got by the empty snack packaging around them and empty soda cans.

Nat frowned as she sat Remi at the table and went into into the living area and began gathering the trash quickly giving her sister a slight knock behind the head “I know that’s all you” she chastised. Yelena went to protest and noticed Kate had assigned a small bag for her packages where as Yelena had been using it but then forgot and let them pile up.

Wanda shook her head and ruffled Remi’s hair then went into the kitchen to make Remi her grilled cheese. Wanda actually loved making it-it was so quick and easy.
Nat glanced over to Remi who was rubbing her eyes sleepily. About to slip from the chair she was placed in when Yelena stopped her as she sat beside her.

Yelena put her hand on Remi’s shoulder “So what’s for breakfast? I am starvinggg!” The Blonde complained playfully. “Grill cheese” Remi answered softly being pulled from her thoughts.

Kate walked over to the table with Natasha “Yelena and I are going to the mall soon do you wanna come with? We can all go for a day out?” She asked the redhead and Natasha thought about it and looked at wanda who nodded her head. “Remi would you like that? We could get you some new stuff” Wanda said smiling, Remi shrugged “I don’t need new things-“ she said passively not seeing the point in more items when she had all she needed already.

Nat smiled “it will be fun?” She said looking at Remi as Wanda handed her a plate with grilled cheese. Remi nodded half convinced “okay- let’s go” After breakfast everybody got ready to leave for the mall. Natasha drove with Wanda in the passenger seat and Remi was in the back with Yelena and Kate.

Parking was easy and the group got out of the car. Before entered the mall left Natasha held back with Remi and crouched to her level looking fun to her eyes. “Okay, you stay close to me, Mommy or Yelena and Kate. Don’t wander off, and if you see something you want tell me” the older women said fixing Remi’s coat. Remi nodded “okay mama…” Remi said quietly taking Natasha’s hand sticking close to her side nervously.

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Chapter 29: Chapter 29: the mall

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As Natasha held Remi’s hand and began walking but Remi was fixed to the ground” “mama- I wanna take my blanket” she said liking back at the car. Nat glanced at the car then back to Remi. “No baby, it might get lost it can stay in the car for now and then you can have it when we are going home?” She said softly taking Remi’s hand again.

Remi nodded but inside she really didn’t feel comfortable being so exposed around so many people. This was the complete opposite of what she was used to. Remi grabbed Natasha’s hand tighter as they entered the mall and it was filled with people.

Natasha and Wanda had dressed incognito, Yelena and Kate were safe walking around nobody really knew of them yet. They hit around 4 stores that Kate and Yelena wanted to go to, anything they thought the child would like she declined politely.

Wanda was shocked “are you sure you don’t want this? Look it’s really cool!” She pointed out a few more items to receive the same no.

Remi hasn’t said much since leaving the car. Just held onto Natasha’s hand like a lifeline. They decided to try a toy shop and see if anything would attract the child attention but it was a bust. Remi was uninterested in everything. As they were leaving store Kate randomly bought a few things and followed along.

Remi didn’t know why Natasha s was bad Wanda wanted to waste their money on her. Everything she needed she already had, what would a few fluffy stuffed animals do? She had her family. That’s all she wanted.

They stopped at the last store and Nat let go of Remi’s hand for a moment to help Wanda with her bags “One second baby” she said letting go of Remi’s hand and grabbing the huge bags of shopping Wanda had bought. “We won’t have space for all of this!” Natasha joked. Wanda smirked “Your lucky we are in a small car today! I saw so many cute outfits for Remi but couldn’t get them all- we definitely need to come back” she said.

As they reached the elevator to the car park Natasha realised she didn’t have a hand in hers anymore she glanced around. “Where’s Remi?” She said half panicked. Wanda looked panicked too “She was right with us before- when-“ it actually slipped her mind she last saw Remi in the store- how could she be so stupid.

The same realisation hit Natasha. Kate and Yelena took the bags to the car and Natasha and Wanda went looking for Remi. When she wasn’t at the store that’s when Natasha really panicked.

Yelena and Kate met back up with the mum for the search. Nat didn’t want to raise an alarm too early. Splitting into teams they took sections.

Remi heard her mama say one second and glanced around at the items on the shelves around her. By the time she looked up to grab her mamas hand they were gone. She had only glanced at some books and boom she’s alone. Remi stumbled out the store looking around frantically. Not seeing anyone familiar it sent her brain into overdrive.

It seemed the noises around her drowned out any thoughts she could have. Remi’s chest was growing tighter and eyes were begging to fill with tears blinding her. Then the child felt a hand on her shoulder making her hair stand up. Remi span round to see who has hold of her and was surprised to see Kate looking at her concerned.

Kate was almost swept off her feet when Remi dived into her arms. “Woah there tiger- you nearly knocked me over” Kate chuckled lifting the child up into her arms gently. “What happened? We thought we lost you” Kate said gently before making her way to the group after alerting Yelena of her find.

When Remi had seen Kate, the familiar face in the moment dissolved any mistrust she still had against the archer. The child held onto Kate’s jacket tightly holding in her tears still trying to calm down before it took control. “Everyone left me-“ Remi said her voice breaking under the emotion

Kate looked at her sadly “Oh no little one we didn’t mean to leave you behind like that, we were just distracted” Kate carried the girl holding her closely. Remi welcomed the embrace “thank you f’ Savin me” Remi said sincerely making Kate feel like a hero for the first time in her life.

Once natasha saw Remi in Kates arms she dashed over followed closely by Wanda. “REMI! You scared me to death!!” She began to tell the child off but as she saw the miserable face on Remi’s face already she realised it wasn’t the time. “She thought we left her-“ Kate whispered to Natasha quietly.

Nat looked her over for injures and was happy she was fine taking her from Kate’s arms and hugging her tightly. “Mama- you left me-“ Remi’s said heartbrokenly. “I didn’t mean to baby- I thought you were right behind me” she said softly getting Remi into the car in between Yelena and Kate.

Remi sniffled quietly rubble her eyes frustratedly. Natasha got into the drivers seat and began the drive home. Nat had gotten herself worked up over her own mistake. Remi pulled her blanket up from the footwell and brought it closer to her. “Mama?” She said quietly. Nat looked in the mirror “Yes?” She answered. “I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to get lost-“ she said sadly.

Nat sighed “I know baby- I’m sorry I yelled I was just scared because I thought I’d lost you” she explained gently. Remi lay her head on Kate’s shoulder and nodded to her mama. Yelena was watching her partner with her niece. Seeing Kate and Remi get on made her heart burst.

When they got home Yelena and Kate went back out for a pizza and Wanda and natasha brought Remi In and then the bags. They headed to their apartment and Natasha dumped the bags on the bed. Wanda began emptying them out and putting all the items away. Remi had wrapped herself up in her blanket on the sofa laying curled up.

Nat walked out to join her and sat beside her. “You okay baby?” She asked the child feeling her forehead. Remi had been off all day and Natasha was feeling guilty for almost leaving her behind. Remi nodded her head weakly making Natasha tilt her head confused. Nat sat beside her and Remi climbed onto her lap. “Mama? Can I ask you something?” Remi asked there was slight fear in her voice.

Nat nodded and wrapped an arm around Remi comfortingly “You can ask me anything” nat said looking into Remi’s eyes smilingly softly. Remi took a moment “do… do you still love me?” Remi asked fearing the answer.

Nat kissed Remi’s head “what makes you ask that rem? I love you more than I can explain. You know my life was nothing before you” nat whispered to Remi stroking her hair. “I love you too mama..”

Chapter 30: Chapter 30: Night Terrors and Pancakes?

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A long night followed by an interesting morning:

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Remi had been fighting the urge to fall asleep. But after eating the Chinese food Yelena brought back she was full and warm all wrapped up on her Mamas arms.

They were all Piled on the large sofa. Wanda and Natasha were cuddled into eachother with Remi tucked in her arms. Yelena had her legs draped over Kate’s sat beside them. They had put a comedy movie on and were laughing together having a good time.

Remi felt safe enough to rest her eyes for a moment. They all watched the movie in relative silence it was a nice peaceful family moment for once. The calm was intoxicating making everyone feel tired.

When Natasha went to stand up both Remi and Yelena whined at the same time making Natasha smirk. As natasha moved Yelena fell backwards as she had been leaning on her sister slightly. “Natttt” Yelena whined sitting up properly.

Nat smirked “what? It’s bedtime- I can’t keep my eyes open-“ yelena scowled at her sister for ruining her comfortable position with no warning. Natasha and Wanda made their way to their apartment Nat had Remi in her arms. The child was silent the whole way just watching over her mama’s shoulder at Yelena and Kate going to their apartment behind them.

Once they reached the apartment Natasha put Remi down and the child made her way over to the sofa. “Remi come- it’s bedtime” Natasha said making her way to the bedroom. Remi just sat on the sofa pouting not really wanting to go to bed just yet even though her body was screaming for rest. Wanda looked at Remi with a raised eyebrow “Mama just asked you to do something Remi” she said softly motioning to the bedroom door.

Remi challenged wanda with a defiant look “I don’t want to go to bed yet- can’t I just say here. Mama can go to bed.” She huffed pouting. Wanda shook her head “If your mama asks you to do something Remi what does that mean?” She questioned trying her best to be authoritative.

Remi shrugged her bottom lip still sticking out. “Do you want to get into trouble?” Wanda asked sternly. The child stood still slightly defiant rocking on her heels slightly hesitating to move “No. but I don’t wanna go to bed mommy!” She whined with a deeper pout on her face.

Before Wanda could say anything Natasha stood at the door way with a glare on her face. “Did I just hear you arguing back with your mommy? Or are my ears playing tricks on me?” Natasha questioned sternly.

Remi looked at Wanda then Natasha. Now she doesn’t know why she said it but it slipped out “No.” the child lied. Both adults looked at each other then Remi surprised. “Don’t lie to me Remi.” Natasha said with a death stare. “I’m not.” Remi said glumly looking down knowing she had dug herself into a deep hole already.

Nat went to step forward and Remi stepped back immediately. “Remi- tell me the truth.” Natasha pressed. Remi bit her lip and looked at her feet as though they where the most interesting thing in the room. “It’s just- I- I didn’t mean to-“ Remi began to explain. “Baby- you have a choice wether to lie or not. If you tell the truth you won’t get into as much trouble as you would if lie.” Wanda said softly moving closer to the child crouching beside her to eye level.

Remi moved closer to Wanda, she wasn’t as afraid of Wanda when she was in trouble. Natasha was 100% the stricter parent. Remi eyed natasha who was moving closer. “Mama I’m sorry-“ she quickly said unsure of Natasha’s next move. Nat took the spot beside Wanda also crouching.

Nat dropped the stern expression “I don’t want to hear you lie ever again okay?” She said with her strict mama voice. Remi nodded gloomily. Nat raised Remi’s chin with her hand to look into her eyes, “why don’t you want to go to bed princess?” She asked softly with concern written over her face.

Remi felt shame rush over her and tried to avert eye contact but Natasha had her chin locked in her fingers staring into her eyes waiting for an answer. “I’m scared.” Remi whispered her cheeks flushing with embarrassment. Fear was something that was beat out of windows. So to feel that now would be conflicting.

Nat nodded “it’s okay to feel scared baby, I feel scared sometimes” Nat explained, “What are you scared of?” Wanda questioned gently taking Remi’s hand into hers. “I don’t wanna sleep- because I’ll see them- I always see them.” Remi answered quickly feeling brave enough to reveal a little of her insecurities and fears to her parents.

Nat nodded understanding but Wanda pressed further “who baby?” She asked stroking Remi’s hair gently. “The bad people- they are coming….” Remi said quietly. Wanda shook her head “They won’t get past us if they did come. But they aren’t princess, you have nothing to be afraid of, Mama and me will protect you” she said gently.

Nat nodded in agreement. “What if we just lay down then- we don’t have to sleep?” She said planning to just make the child so comfortable she fell asleep anyway. Looking at Remi you could see the exhaustion. Remi’s eyes where beginning to go bloodshot with huge black bags underneath. Remi gripped onto Natasha’s Dressing gown “Mama- are you a-angry with me?” She stuttered nervously holding onto the soft fabric.

Nat shook her head softly “Not this time, but I don’t want to hear you lie or answer your mommy back ever again? Or then there there will be trouble do you understand me?” Natasha said gently lifting Remi up taking her into the bedroom to get her changed for bed. “I understand- I promise” Remi replied resting her head on Natasha’s shoulder as she dressed her for bed.

Nat lay Remi in the bed and her and Wanda climbed in beside her. When Natasha lay back Remi climbed on top of her laying her head against her chest listening to her heart beat. “Goodnight love” Wanda whispered to Nat kissing her cheek then tickled Remi’s neck and kissed her head “And goodnight Princess” Remi smiled softly “night mommy-“ she said laying her head back down.

Nat smiled to herself feeling so warm surrounded by her family. It was a shock when she brought Remi back at first but from day one she felt a connection to the child only for it to be solidified by the child sharing her DNA. It wasn’t Remi’s fault she was created. Natasha felt as though this was her chance to be a parent and she didn’t want to mess it up at all. The love she felt was intoxicating.

Remi had been tracing her finger across Natasha’s collarbone and nat was running her fingers through Remi’s hair soothingly. Soon Remi was falling asleep and nat was smiling to herself glad she had found this hack as easily as she did.

Once Remi was sleeping nat was not too far behind. Remi woke a few hours later. Remi stifled a sob not waiting to disturb her moms. The child’s forehead was wet with a cold sweat heart beating out her chest. Remi was struggling to get her breathing under control. “M-m-mama?” She whispered into the darkness. A hand reached out into the darkness wrapping around Remi’s waist pulling her closer.

Wanda pulled Remi into her chest “what’s wrong baby?” Wanda whispered sleepily “bad dream?” She questioned and felt the small frame nodding into her chest. “We are here baby- you don’t have to be scared” Wanda said gently, she wasn’t sure if Remi fell back asleep because she did fast.

The next morning natasha was the first adult to wake. Remi immediately broke from Wanda’s grasp to Natasha’s side. “Good morning mama-“ the child had grown bored waiting for someone to wake for company. Natasha smiled but was concerned about the lack of sleep the child had been getting over the past few days. “Remi have you slept?” She questioned. Remi nodded slightly “abit- but I’m not sleepy now…. Can we do something- I’m bored” the child
Complained softly.

Natasha smiled “Remi it’s 5am there isn’t much to do so early.” She explained stroking Remi’s hair. “So why do you wake up so early?” Remi questioned her mama. “Because I have to train princess, I wake up train for two hours then I come back to bed to wake up my two favourite girls in the world.” She explained motioning to Remi and Wanda.

Remi tilted her head to the side, “can I train with you?” She asked sweetly. “Hmmm I don’t know about that princess,” Natasha said moving to get up. “Why not?!” Remi pouted again. “Because I just don’t think it’s appropriate for me to be training with a child right now, I want you to have a normal life- I don’t want you to be training to be an assassin anymore. Don’t you want a Normal life baby.” Natasha said looking down at Remi with a soft expression.

Natasha wanted to give her a normal childhood far away from the trauma of the Red-room. But the trauma was deep. “What’s the point mama- I already know what to do- just this once?” Remi said looking up at Natasha with doe eyes.

Nat broke “Okay just this once- but you can’t touch anything unless I say you can okay? And if it gets too much I want you to tell me straight away” Natasha said holding her hand out go Remi.

Remi took her hand happily nodding to the terms. She just wanted to be with her mama it didn’t matter what the terms where.

Natasha led her into the gym. “So first I have a run on this thing” she said pointing at the treadmill she set up the second machine for Remi and Remi walked on it as natasha ran on hers. Then Natasha did some weights as Remi talked her ear off about the book Wanda had been reading her.

Nat loved it when Remi was this talkative. The child had such a sense of humour and easy going attitude deep down. When she felt comfortable it was shocking the change in the child. Natasha learned more and more about her every day.

Remi was telling her about a serious plot point almost acting it out making Natasha smile and even laugh at some points. Once Natasha was finished training they made their way back to the apartment and Remi flew in like a tornado bouncing on Wanda roughly waking her up. “MOMMMMMYYYY WAKE UPPPP!!!! You’ve been sleeping foreverrrrrr” Remi complained throwing her body on Wanda.

Wanda groaned “Where’s your mama-“ she said gruffly not enjoying this mornings wake up call. “She’s wants to go for breakfast- she said to see if you was awake yet-“ Remi said smiling at wanda brightly. Wanda smiled back softly, “tell her I’ll be out soon okay?” She said kissing the child’s head.

Remi nodded and ran back out to her mama. “Mama said she’s coming” Remi announced wizzing around Natasha like a whirlwind. Nat grabbed the back of Remi’s shirt pulling her to a stop. “Remi stop running for a moment- you’re gonna hurt yourself-“ Natasha said as Wanda walked out with her soft pink dressing gown back on and matching slippers.

Remi grinned brightly snapping free from Natasha’s grip and running to her mommy. “MOMMYYYYY” she yelled diving into Wanda’s arms. Wanda lifted her up and span her around giggling “Good morning Remi, you have lots of energy this morning!” Wanda said with a smile placing the child on her hip. Remi snuggled into the softness of Wanda’s Housecoat.

Natasha and Wanda shared a quick kiss and started to leave the apartment. Remi was obsessed with Wanda’s dressing gown so much the older woman took it off and wrapped it around the child. “You can wear it, it will keep you nice and toasty.” Wanda said helping Remi put it on. It was extremely too big but Remi was loving it.

When they reached the kitchen they found Yelena and Kate where already in there. Yelena was making an attempt at pancakes, the room was smoky from the first few she had burned. “Yelena- what have you burned now!” Natasha said as they entered the room.

Yelena shot her sister a glare “It’s not as easy as it looks Tasha- I’ve got the hang of it now!” She said as Natasha began to take over. Wanda sat Remi down then went slipped out to get a jacket quickly feeling cold since she passed hers to Remi. Natasha also left the room for a split second.

Remi looked over at Kate then slipped off her chair walking over to her. The child hugged her legs tightly “mornin’ kate” she said softly then turned to yelena frowning. “Don’t argue with my mama!” She said in an annoyed tone.

Yelena raised an eyebrow “I’m not- anyway this is adult talk” she said blowing flour towards Remi playfully. Remi’s eyes went wide as she tried to move from the white cloud drawing near. But it happened to fast getting into her hair and on her Mommy’s dressing gown. “Auntie Lena!!! No I have to keep this clean” She whined grabbing a handful of flour herself and throwing it at Yelena making Yelena laugh.

Yelena threw more until it turned into a massive flour fight between the two. Kate watched on mortified. As the once clean kitchen had a white layer as though it had snowed. Yelena was laughing hysterically covered in flour looking at the child who also was.

Remi was getting worked up. Yelena had ruined her mommy’s dressing gown and she had to pay for it. Remi reached out to grab more flour but spotted the eggs.

As Remi grabbed one Yelena’s laughing stopped and the blonde tried to go serious “No! No Remi you put that down- that’s too far!” She said holding her hands up in mock surrender. Remi was quick with good aim throwing the egg it hit Yelena right in the middle of her forehead. Kate burst out laughing at Yelena as The shell disintegrating in the force and the raw gloop spreading in her hair and allover her clothes.

When the child grabbed another yelena glared “Don’t you Dare!” She warned and as Remi chucked it Yelena ducked out of the way and Natasha stepped into the room to be clocked in the face by it. As soon as yelena and Kate saw natasha the room went deadly silent and everyone turned to look at Remi holding another egg.

“Don’t. You. Dare.” Natasha warned with her death glare. Remi didn’t back down…

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Chapter 31: Chapter 31: I’m Finishing it!

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Nat wiped her face in utter shock for a moment then scanned the room for the assailant. “Remi- what are you doing?” Her words slow and dangerous. Natasha could be intimidating when she wanted to be and the whole room was watching.

The laughter from Kate and Wanda had died fast. “Remi!” Natasha snapped her child to attention. “I- I was….” Remi was trying to think of an explanation that wouldn’t get her into much trouble. Looking down at her hands she hid the other egg behind her back. Then decided if she was going to be in trouble it might as well be for something and chucked the second egg at her mama even shocking herself with her madness.

Natasha glared at remi catching the second egg before it could break. “Remi what do you think your doing!!” When the child’s mind came short she muttered “nothing….” Looking down kicking the floor with the toe of her shoe gently. “Look at me.” Natasha said sternly. Natasha could work better with eye contact.

Remi hated looking into her mamas eyes and seeing anything but love, right now she could feel the anger radiating across the room she didn’t need to see it. Remi stared at her feet nervously. Natasha’s voice was loud and no nonsense “Remi. I not going to ask you again. Look at me.” Natasha began to walk towards her.

Remi was frozen in fear still refusing to look at the figure moving closer and closer. Natasha reached out and lifted Remi’s chin with her fingers forcing her to look into her eyes.

Remi squirmed under Natasha’s gaze. It wasn’t just anger there was disappointment too. The tears remi had been holding in began to fall fast. “She started it.” Remi cried out pointing at Yelena who was stuck beside Natasha.

Yelena had been afraid to move and bring attention to herself. “I don’t care who started it. I am finishing it.” Natasha said sternly. “Yelena clean it up.” She barked at her sister who nodded sheepishly grabbing the closest cleaning products beginning the job.

Natasha gripped Remi’s arm hauling her out of the room “Your coming with me-“ Natasha said and her tone was take no prisoners. Remi whimpered and began to protest. “I’m not asking you. I am telling you Remi.” Natasha said dragging her into the hallway. Wanda stepped up to intervene but even she was afraid to say something when Natasha looked at her darkly.

Natasha pulled the wayward child to their apartment once they arrived they got inside and wanda was right behind them looking at wanda concerned. “Go and Face the wall right here. Don’t move.” Natasha said pointing at a spot on the wall in the corner of the room. Remi obeyed shakily. Natasha was scaring her slightly.

Natasha walked towards Wanda pulling her into the hallway closing the door behind her. “What? What are you going to say about my Parenting now?” Natasha said angrily not meaning to be so standoffish. Wanda looked hurt for a moment then collected herself knowing natasha was just lashing out.

Wanda shook her head “Nothing unless you want my advice Natasha. You can be angry but don’t take it out on me.” She said stepping back as Natasha went to embrace her. Natasha nodded sadly “I know- I’m sorry- it was just in the moment I-“ Wanda shushed her with a kiss “I know but Natasha you have to take a breath. It was an accident. She didn’t mean to hit you.” Wanda reasoned.

Nat pondered this and was just about to let it go “No maybe not me- but she did mean to get Yelena and she had another to throw. I know yelena may have started it but it didn’t need to go so far. We’ve been too lax Wanda. We can’t have this happening all the time. We have enough to deal with already.“ Natasha said. As she turned to go into the room Wanda grabbed her arm. “No.” Wanda said quietly unsure if she wanted to say this.

Natasha did a full turn to look wanda in the face “what did you just say to me?” She asked dangerously “I said no- but I mean…. I’ll do it” she said still unsure of this. Nat shook her head “No. you don’t want to do this, I won’t let you. Let me be the bad guy.” Natasha said shaking her head. “No, please Natasha your too close to this. If this is 50/50 then this is 50/50” she said smiling sadly.

Nat looked at her “are you sure you want to do this Wanda. You don’t know how she will react.” She didn’t want Wanda to destroy the perfect relationship she had with Remi. Wanda nodded “if you can survive it. I can” she said bravely and entered the room alone.

Wanda sat on the sofa and beckoned Remi over to her. When the child didn’t move she raised an eyebrow. “Remi I just asked you to do something. I expect you to do it. Do you want your punishment to be worse?” Remi shook her head at Wanda’s question.

Remi had been quietly weeping in the coroner afraid of what her mama was going to do to her. The child didn’t mean to hit her with it, but when she was brought back to reality and saw the mess around her she realised the gravity of the situation. “Mama said stay.” The child’s voice was so small and fearful.

Wanda sighed softly “I’m your mommy and I’m saying you can come and stand here.” She said with a gentler tone pointing in-front of her. Remi’s legs where like jelly walking over to her mommy trying to stand still in-front of her but just wanting to crawl into her arms and cry.

Wanda looked at the child infront of her. Remi looked pitiful her face tearstreaked and nose threatening to start running. Wanda’s heart ached and she knew this was going to be the hardest thing she had to do, she had swatted the child a few times but nothing so serious. “You could have really hurt your mama today,” she started the lecture slow and steady.

Remi’s bottom lip trembled as fresh hot tears ran down her cheeks as she nodded “I-I know…. I didn’t mean to…” she stuttered out sadly. “I know you didn’t mean to, and I know Yelena started it, but when someone does something you don’t like what do you do?” Wanda questioned cupping Remi’s face in her hands wiping her tears with her thumbs.

Remi shrugged her shoulders instinctively, “I..I” remi struggled to make a sentence. Wanda just patientlu waited for the an answer. “I can tell them to stop - but I did and she didn’t… everyone was laughing.” Remi cried out sadly,

Wanda pulled her closer to stand directly in front of her “But you took it further- she was only using flour Remi, that wasn’t nice was it? How would you like it if it was egg instead of flour?” She asked trying to reason with the child. Remi shook her head “I wouldn’t like either mommy” she whined stomping her foot.

Wanda nodded her head “I know that, but you need to be punished and that attitude won’t change that. Now you have a choice. Me or mama.” She said looking at the child offering her a soft smile. Remi looked at the door slightly fearful. “Y-you.” She stuttered out she would take a punishment off Wanda any day over Natasha. Wanda was renowned for her soft parenting.

Wanda nodded “I thought as much” she said as she patted her legs “come here” she said gently guiding Remi over them. “Now your not being punished for defending yourself, but for not telling us before it got to the the point of throwing more things” Remi nodded sadly.

Wanda decided to just get it over and done with. Remi was taken by surprise by the sting and the sheer force of the smacks. This was not what she expected. She didn’t know wether it was because it was her mommy and she had never truly been in this position before. “Ow- mommy please I’m sorry”

Wanda steeled herself not wanting to cave so quickly and actually carry this out. Wanda finished up quickly once the girl began to stop her kicking and was sobbing into her thigh. Wanda pulled the girls pyjamas back up. “Your all forgiven now baby-“ she said hushing Remi kissing her head. “Breath baby” she soothed running her back standing up bouncing her on her hip slightly.

The child cried into Wanda’s shoulder for a while hiccuping quietly. Wanda was still pacing the room trying to soothe her. But nothing seemed to work fully “is there anything I can do to help you baby? What’s going on in there” Wanda whispered to her pointing at Remi’s forehead.

Remi bit her lip and looked down “does mama hate me?” She whispered back. Wanda shook her head “of course not- she was just upset- you can get angry when your upset can’t you.” Remi nodded.

A few moments passed when Remi plucked up the courage to speak again. “Mommy…. Mamas scary when she’s angry” Remi said softly looking at her with her huge green eyes. Wanda nodded in agreement “I know- so how about we try and stay out of trouble so she stays happy?” Remi nodded in agreement quickly “I do try” she confessed wiping a few tears as Wanda kissed her head.

Wanda went to sit but Remi squirmed slightly “I- I want mama…” she said scared to upset Wanda, “I love you mommy” she said holding onto Wanda’s hoodie. “But- but I need mama….” She said starting to get upset again. Wanda nodded “okay that’s okay princess- how about I call her?” Remi nodded at that. Wanda had made the call and Natasha was there in seconds. Wanda left them alone to talk with a smile.

Remi had ran straight into Natasha’s Arms taking her by surprise. The time apart had made her anger surpass fast. “Baby girl- don’t cry” Natasha said as Remi let out a sob. “Are you still angry with me?” Remi asked through her sobs almost climbing into Natasha’s hoodie with her. “No- I was just shocked that’s all- I’m sorry if I scared you, I should never let my anger get the better of me like that,” Natasha confessed softly stroking Remi’s hair gently.

Remi welcomed her mamas touch. Even though Natasha could put the fear of death into her she was one of the only people next to wanda who made her feel truly safe. “Was your mommy hard on you?” Natasha asked gently laying back on their sofa so Remi could lay against her chest. Remi shook her head “I’m sorry I was naughty” she said sleepily. The lack of sleep and the crazy past few days catching up on her fast.

Natasha stroked her hair “do you wanna sleep for a little while?” She asked the child who shook her head slightly afraid of the dreams. Nat internally facepalmed for mentioning sleep knowing the child’s recent negativity it to the idea.

Nat just let her lay for a while to calm down, Remi was silent just listening to her mamas heart beat processing the day and everything she could to stay awake.

Nat was still playing with her hair soothingly that usually did the trick to put the child to sleep. But Remi had taught herself a hack, she had began to dig her nails into the palms on her hands to focus on the pain and not the sleepy feeling. Natasha just thought the child was generally not tired and just sad not noticing what was happening.

Natasha went to sit up “if your not tired breakfast now?” Remi nodded her head sluggishly against Natasha’s “can we have cereal….. at home?” Nat looked down at Remi “why? Don’t you want to see everybody?” She questioned lightly moving Remi to the side so she could stand up.

Remi looked at the distance between her and Natasha sadly feeling vulnerable all of a sudden. The child was getting to the point of exhaustion and hadn’t realised just how far she had been pushing herself just sleeping for less than 2/3 hours a day.

Remi’s head began to throb a sudden migraine hitting her making her vision blurry and she clenched her jaw to try to manage the sudden burning sensation in her brain. Remi began to dig her nails back into her hands to see if that would bring her back to reality but it did nothing. Soon she felt lightheaded and slumped towards off the sofa with a thud.

The last thing Remi remembered was watching her mama across the room in their small kitchen grabbing a bowl and pouring some of Remi’s favourite cereal CocoPops into a bowl and then some milk. As Natasha began to walk towards her was when her vision slipped away and she felt the carpet against her face. The sound of smashing and her mama screaming her name loudly. Then it was black.

When Remi came to she was laying in the medical bay. Her ears rang with the beeping of the vital machine. The little widows head was still throbbing and her eyes where still sore and blurry for a few moments. But when her vision came to she looked around the room desperately trying to figure out where she was and what happened.

The room was unfamiliar at first. It didn’t smell or look like home. Remi had no blanket only a thin white sheet. Remi couldn’t feel her mommy’s connection either- she felt off. When the feeling of unfamiliarity was too much Remi went to move off the bed but something pulled her back. When she looked down and saw the cannulas and wires attached to her her fight mode was activated.

Remi began ripping the needles and tubes from her arms desperately trying to get out of the bed when suddenly two strong arms pulled her back as Dr Cho came running in from alerted by the alarms the machines where now making.

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Chapter 32: Chapter 32: Mommy’s Gift

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Remi fought back as hard as she could but she felt so weak. When she looked up and saw Natasha the fight dissolved and she gripped Natasha’s arm. The child was fearful of anything that resembled a lab.

When remi tried to get out of the bed natasha held her still for a moment so Dr Cho could clean Remi’s arms and re-insert the medical equipment. Remi protested slightly not wanting to be in the room at all. “Not much longer, we just have to wait for the results to see if you can go home yet-“ Dr Cho said leaving the room. Remi looked at Natasha desperately “mama I wanna go home-“ she said hoarsely.

Natasha smiled softly and kissed her head “I know baby, but we have to see what happened- do you remember what happened?” Nat questioned gently climbing into the hospital bed beside Remi manoeuvring the wires and tubes comfortably wrapping her arm around Remi.

Remi lay her head against Natasha’s chest. There was still a dull ache behind her eyes. “I don’t feel good- I didn’t feel good….” Remi said quietly. Natasha was holding Remi close stroking her back gently. “I feel strange mama….” Remi said looking up at her.

Nat raised an eyebrow curiously “how strange?” Remi thought hard about how to explain her feeling inside. “I can’t…. I can’t feel.” Nat seemed confused for a moment. “You can’t feel? What do you mean love?” She said cupping Remi’s face concerned.

Remi looked down “I can’t feel mommy…. Or- anything…” she began to breathe heavily. “That could be the medication.” Dr Cho said entering the room again taking the child by surprise. “You’ve had a lot of pain medication due to your metabolism- it could have an effect on your powers for a few hours, but it will ware off, but- I’m going to prescribe some medication to help you get some sleep at night because you are not getting enough. Your experience of extreme symptoms of sleep deprivation. Now your mama told me you have been sleeping but you keep waking up- this will help.” Cho began explaining pointing to the medication.

Remi looked at it for a moment then at Dr Cho “I don’t like it-“ she went to pull the cannulas out again but natasha held her hands still “I don’t like this feeling.” Remi admitted sadly. “It’s temporary, now you will only feel like this when you’re going to sleep,” the doctor explained and ran Natasha through the amounts to give her and when to do it.

Remi stay still and silent listening to the adults talking the her mommy entered the room and rushed to her side noticing she was awake. “Oh baby- you scared us” Wanda said gently kissing her head looking her over slightly crouching at the bedside. Remi looked at her mommy sadly trying her best to bring a little magic out to try and re-connect them but she came up short. Wanda looked at Remi unsure what she was doing.

Once Natasha had all the information they went back to their apartment. Remi was feeling better the further they got from the medical wing. Once they reached their apartment Remi had fallen asleep in her mamas arms. Natasha lay her on the sofa so she could keep an eye on her. Laying the child’s blanket over her tucking it around her gently.

Natasha began to tell Wanda what Cho had said “She said that she will need to be medicated so she can sled better for a few days until we get into a real routine, she said there is not much we can do about the nightmares just ride them out but I knew that.” Nat said sitting at their breakfast bar while Wanda began making coffee.

Wanda glanced over at Remi “The medication is strong. I don’t think I like that.” She admitted looking at Natasha. “If it was weak it wouldn’t work babe, what’s bothering you?” Nat said curiosity. “I can feel her fear Nat, she feels cut off from us- she might not be able to feel us but I can.” Wanda admitted, “it hurts” she said quietly.

Nat was suddenly by her side embracing her “I wish I could share your burden, but I can only be here for you” Nat said gently looking into Wanda’s eyes. Wanda smiled brightly “that’s all I need.” They conversed over coffee for a while then Wanda went out to get a few things leaving Natasha with Remi.

When Remi woke up she seemed to be calmer now she was in a familiar space. The child rubbed her eyes calling out for her mama. Natasha was there in seconds “Yes baby?” She cooed feeling Remi’s forehead. Remi held her arms up and Natasha picked her up smiling softly “Your very loving today-“ she said putting the child on her hip. Remi smiled shyly resting her head in the crook of Natasha’s neck.

Nat walked into her small kitchen “are you hungry?” She asked gently “can I have my cereal now?” Remi asked quietly. Natasha nodded and grabbed a bowl filling it with cereal and milk. Nat sat remi on the counter holding the bowl. She began making aeroplanes to Remi feeing her the cereal making a game of it.

At first the child was apprehensive but began to see the fun side and began smiling and laughing and ended up eating the whole bowl. “Good girl” Natasha praised kissing her forehead, she quickly washed the bowl and smiled at Remi. “So- mommy’s gone on a few messages it’s just me and you…. What shall we do?” She asked the child smiling.

Remi pondered this then smiled “will you read to me mama?” She asked looking up sweetly. Nat was slightly shocked at the request she had not expected such a tame answer. The redhead nodded and put Remi down so she could get a book. “You get the book and I’ll meet you on the sofa” she said gently.

Remi ran into the bedroom like a whirlwind “SLOW DOWN” nat called quickly from the other room. Remi halved her speed grabbing the book mommy has been reading her and rushing back into the front room shoving it into Natasha’s hand smiling. Nat looked at the book at then at Remi “hmmmm….” She patted her lap “come on” nat said softly. Remi climbed onto her knees cuddling into her chest as Natasha began reading.

Nat tried to give each character a different voice and she was quite good at it. Remi was wonderstruck at Natasha’s storytelling abilities they were almost as good as Wanda’s. They were a few chapters in when Wanda returned.

Wanda walked in with her arms full of shopping bags making Natasha’s face drop. “Wanda- what have you done- did you leave anything in the store?” She questioned playfully. “Oh shut up! Everything I got we needed.” Wanda explained. Wanda had in reality lost control slightly and bought Remi almost a wardrobe full of clothes abc a few things for her and Natasha.

Wanda pulled a large bag from the pile that looked as though it had a box in it. “Remi, this is a surprise of me and mama for being very brave today okay?” She said placing the bag infront of the child waiting to see her reaction as she opened it.

Nat eyed wanda confused worried about what her girlfriend could have had. Remi looked at the bag slightly fearful. “It’s not going to hurt you-“ Wanda said gently. Remi slipped off Natasha’s lap and opened the bag slowly revealing a ps5.

Natasha’s face dropped slightly as she eyed Wanda who was grinning brightly. Nat smiled to eventually seeing the child’s utter excitement of having her very own console at home now.

Wanda stroked Remi’s hair chuckling “You can’t play all day every day though deal?” Remi nodded bubbling with excitement. “Do you think Aunty Lena will wanna play? Can I go ask her?” Remi said looking at Natasha smiling. Natasha smiled at the fact Remi had forgotten her grudge against yelena in her excitement. “Yeah you can go ask- But come right back okay?” Nat instructed as Remi nodded running out the apartment towards Yelena’s smiling brightly.

Once the child had left the room Nat turned to Wanda “You never cease to amaze me,” Nat said smirking, “What- I just wanted to do something nice!” Wanda whined playfully cuddling into Natasha playing dumb. “You have to play bad cop and spank her once and then go out and buy her the latest gaming console the same day. I can’t believe you.” Natasha said playfully.

Remi banged on Yelena’s door “Aunty lenaaa????” She called out and Yelena answered the door “Yes Trouble?” She asked playfully earning a pout from Remi “Hey! I’m not trouble!” Remi complained. Yelena smirked “how can I help you?” The blonde asked “mommy got-“ remi stopped herself for a moment looking at Yelena conflicted.

Yelena crouched down to Remi’s level “you just remembered you’re mad at me didn’t you?” Yelena questioned playfully reaching out for Remi’s hand. Remi nodded bitterly “you got me in trouble.” Remi pouted. “I know and I’m sorry- I was only playing around“ yelena said gently really wanting to make it up with her. “Where’s Kate?” Remi said changing the subject looking behind Yelena. “She’s out sweet, did you need something?” The blonde asked gently.

Remi looked up at yelena hopefully “I… I wanted to see if you could put together a PlayStation?” Yelena smiled at the question and nodded “of course! Let’s go” she said making her way towards the common area. “No- mommy got me a surprise!! Aunty Lena come with me” she instructed grabbing Yelena’s hand dragging her to Natasha’s apartment. Once Remi pulled yelena inside the adults all greeted each other.

Remi pulled Yelena over to the box allowing her to open it all up and set it up for her, nat and wanda just watched smiling. Natasha was slowly warming up to the idea. Once it was set up Yelena began downloading a game “this might take a while- do you want to go use the other one for now or-“ Yelena said looking at the download time saying 40 minutes.

Remi looked at her moms who nodded approvingly. “Yeah okay” she said taking Yelena’s hand then leaving with her. “See it’s something that’s gotten her excited- I haven’t seen her like that ever,” Wanda said smiling. “You spoil her.” Natasha said softly “One day you might regret it” she added playing with Wanda’s hair. Wanda shook her head “We can handle it-“ she said smiling.

Back in the common area Remi was with her best friend in her whole world. Remi adored her Aunt even if she did wind her up and tease her all the time. Yelena was someone she felt comfortable enough to be Mischievous and giggly with like- her parents but she could get away with way more around Yelena.

They had been playing a racing game and Remi had won three consecutive matches and was being very calm about it. Yelena was trying her best on the fourth match to beat her but in her rush to win she began to crash. Remi giggled to herself just perfectly driving her car making Yelena turn and begin poking and prodding her trying to throw her off.

This turned out into a playful brawl that was interrupted by Kate entering the room. “YELENA!” She shouted frowning “What are you doing she’s a child!” She said as she caught Yelena hanging Remi upside down playfully threatening to drop her walking towards the window. “She started it” Yelena said smirking.

Kate shook her head in disbelief “Yelena we just literally spent all morning arguing about this to make up for me to come home to you doing it again- I can’t just watch you wind her up like this” Kate said frowning.

Yelena gently placed Remi on the ground holding her hands up defensively. “We were only playing Kate-“ Remi said smiling looking at Kate confused. “Don’t be mad at auntie Lena it we really were playing”
She said standing in-front of Yelena protectively even though Yelena was much bigger than her.

Kate furrowed her eyebrows “that seemed very rough- I don’t think your mama would like that.” Kate said looking around to see if the deadly widow was stalking a dark corner of the room. Remi shrugged “Mamas not here- and nobody is hurt.” She said earning a pat on the back from Yelena.

Yelena smiled proudly “I couldn’t have said it better myself. “You’re a bad influence on her” Kate said shaking her head playfully walking into the room. “Can I play” she asked politely and Remi handed her the controller she was using. “You can use mine-“ she said climbing on the sofa to sit beside Kate. “Aunty Lena is really bad at this game” she whispered to Kate making her giggle.

After watching Kate win a few games the child’s eyelids began to feel heavy. Chewing her sleeve she brought her other hand up to rub her eyes sleepily. Yelena was engrossed in the tv trying to beat Kate atleast one time.

As the tiredness washed over her she began to pine for her mama, not that Yelena and Kate made her uncomfortable but her social battery was running out.

Remi slipped off the sofa “I’m going to find mama-“ she said softly poking Yelena’s shoulder gently. “Okay- wait I’ll walk you-“ Yelena said trying ti finish the race. “I’ll be okay-“ Remi said yawning leaving the room.

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Chapter 33: Chapter 33: Locked out

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Remi pressed the button to open the door but it didn’t budge. Pressing her ear against the door she listened trying to figure out why the door would not open.

Remi could hear moving and then she heard what she interpreted as as someone hurt crying for help in the distance- but as she focused more it sounded like her mommy was being hurt. Trying the door again to no avail she began to focus hard to try and tap into her magic. The medication hadn’t fully worn off.

Remi felt as though her wings had been clipped as tried her hardest but couldn’t produce her magic. The little widow began to strain pushing her body to the limit trying to break the door down but still no magic appeared. Suddenly there was a popping sound that echoed around her.

Remi looked around her but felt something wet on her T-shirt she looked down and saw red bringing her hands up to her face she realised her nose was gushing with blood. The little widow sprinted back to the common area yelling for Yelena Desperately.

Yelena put her hands out stopping remi from crashing into her. “Woah they’re trouble- what’s the matter?” She asked concerned. When the blonde saw the blood she snapped to attention. “Lena- Lena help!” Remi begged with desperation in her voice.

Yelena quickly cupped Remi’s nose with her hand while gently leading her to the sink to get a small towel. “What happened baby?” Yelena said gently trying to stem the bleeding. “I can’t get the door open- I can hear mommy she’s hurt!!! I need you to help me!!” Remi said upset with concern for Wanda trying to push Yelena’s hands away from her wanting the older woman’s attention on saving her mommy.

Kate looked over at the pair and saw Remi’s hands drenched in blood “What’s happened?” Kate said gently making her way over to Yelena. Remi looked between the two adults beginning to get worked up that nobody was taking her seriously.

Remi held onto Yelena’s hoodie tightly then looked at Kate and frowned sadly “I-I can’t get the door open- mommy’s hurt- I heard her- but I can’t get my-“ Remi stopped herself and looked up at Yelena desperately “help.” She begged her aunt.

Yelena looked at Kate for help and the dark haired girl took over holding the towel to Remi’s nose. “I’ll go see” Yelena said as she left the room curiosity building as she grew closer. Yelena tried the door and it was still locked. The blonde raised an eyebrow and went to knock but then smirked and pressed her ear against the door listening intently.

Yelena began to stifle laughs and her eyes grew wider- Kate had stemmed the nosebleed and was cleaning Remi’s face and hands. “Do you want to watch some cartoons?” Kate asked softly wiping Remi’s face gently.

Remi shook her head “I want my mommy! I want mommy….” Remi whined pouting eyes beginning to well with tears. “Yelena is gonna go see what’s happening okay? Try not to worry about it I’m sure your mama and wanda are just playing” Kate said trying to calm the child.

Kate lifted Remi into her arms gently and stood for a moment letting Remi get used to her new position. “Come, we can have some icecream before you go to bed how’s that sound? Our secret?” Kate whispered to the child trying to distract her. Remi half nodded looking at the door sadly.

Kate and Yelena were able to get her to the kitchen and Kate made them all icecream. As they sat around the table eating it Kate pulled Remi’s attention to her as Yelena made a slip to alert Natasha about what was occurring. “So Remi- have you ever tried m&ms on your icecream?” Kate questioned shaking a bag playfully.

Remi shook her head “Not supposed to have chocolate this late” she said thinking about how Natasha would disapprove. Kate frowned slightly knowing what Remi was afraid of “Well mamas not here is she” Kate said stroking Remi’s hair gently pouring some chocolate ontop of the child’s ice cream, “I am sure Natasha won’t mind. You’ve had a crazy day haven’t you?” She said gently.
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Yelena reached the apartment and knocked obnoxiously loud and she heard the panicked clamouring behind the door. Natasha was quick to open it dressed in her pyjamas and dressing gown. Yelena peeked around behind natasha and Wanda was nowhere to be seen. “You guys having fun?” Yelena questioned smirking slightly.

Natasha’s cheeks slightly reddened at the comment and she looked at her sister with a raised eyebrow. “What do you want?” She questioned “your daughter thinks you’re murdering Wanda in here-“ Yelena said casually pushing past her sister.

Natasha went to grab her and pull her back but Yelena was quick to dodge. “What do you mean?” Natasha questioned “Remi wanted to come back and she couldn’t get in- I’m assuming she heard moans or whatever because when I came to check that’s what I heard.” She said making herself comfortable on the sofa as Wanda emerged from the room brushing her hair also dressed in her pyjamas pants but Natasha’s shirt.

Natasha tried to play cool “I don’t know what set you’re talking about-“ Yelena cut her off “You guys have just had sex.” Yelena accused loudly with a flare of the dramatics pointing at Natasha playfully.

Natasha opened her mouth to deny but Yelena was quick to cut her off “Before you even try to lie to me- You have missed 3 buttons on your shirt- and that isn’t even your shirt Natasha. That is her shirt and it seems Wanda has your shirt on and is also terrible at dressing under pressure” Yelena grinned as she loving the pressure she was putting on the two.

Wanda’s face dropped and she looked at Natasha panicked. “Okay. You caught us- but you’re joking right- remi didn’t-“ Natasha began to feel alarmed. Yelena was stony faced “I’m not joking Tasha.” She with a serious face. “What did you say to her-“ Natasha asked as Yelena’s smile grew wider “i haven’t told her anything- her nose was bleeding and she was crying for me to go check on Wanda-”

Natasha had gone beetroot red in embarrassment. But her face was washed with concern “Nose bleed?” She questioned her sister. “Yeah-“ Yelena said pointing at the bloody handprint on her hoodie.

Natasha’s face dropped “that looked bad Yelena! Why didn’t you call for us!” She said quickly fixing her shirt while making her way towards the door. “Natasha it’s fine! Kate is with her, maybe you should take some time to get your story straight” Yelena teased her sister earning a glare.

The three entered the common area and as soon as Remi saw wanda she ran to her wrapping her arms around her legs. Wanda stroked her back gently then crouched to her level taking her hands into her own. “Remi? Look at me are you feeling alright?” Wanda commanded with concern gently noticing Remi was averting her eyes. “Mommy are you okay?” Remi whispered worried as she looked up slowly.

Wanda nodded gently “I’m fine princess- you don’t have to worry about me… I heard you had a nose bleed?” Wanda continued pointing to the blood on Remi’s shirt. Remi shrugged not wanting to talk about that, being unable to access her magic was bothering her more than she would like to admit.

Wanda furrowed her eyebrows with concern watching as Remi stared at the floor. “Remi- I can’t help if you don’t say-“ Wanda said sensing the child’s discomfort. Remi was buckling under the pressure but not enough to let the floodgates open. Remi managed to say “Everything hurts” in such a tone that all of the adults hearts broke in sync.

Natasha was now by her side aswell cupping her face looking into her tear filled eyes. “Where hurts baby?” She asked checking the child’s bandages making a mental note to change them as soon as they got home. Remi shrugged “everything” she explained sadly “my head… my arms my- my… just everything mama” her voice was small and defeated.

Yelena and Kate stood behind Natasha and Wanda incase they needed help. Wanda smiled softly “Do you want some medicine to make you feel better?” She asked the child softly. Remi shook her head no. “It won’t stop hurting unless you have done medicine tiger” Yelena butted in. Remi frowned “but I want my magic back!” The child snapped slightly balling her fists and stamping her foot.

Natasha was unimpressed glaring at the child with her best disappointed mom look. “Calm down Remi, you need your medicine to get better- your magic is still there and it will be when you’re better…. Don’t worry princess” Wanda said gently trying to calm her down.

Remi scoffed at that “That’s easy for you to say! You still have yours!!! I hate it!!! I want it back” Remi yelled pulling at her clothes then balling her fists banging then against the wall beside her frustratedly. Natasha tried to keep her cool in-front of Kate not wanting to give a bad impression to the newest member of the team.

Wanda pulled Remi back holding her still “Stop that! You’ll hurt yourself, take some deep breaths with me princess” Wanda instructed as Remi clawed at her hands to get her off her. Again trying to tap into her magic supply to no avail. The strain she was putting on her body caused another nose bleed. This time she wouldn’t let anyone close at first.

The vein in the side of her head protruding her breaths harsh and shaky. The child had the urge to run. Run and run until she was alone and could cry in peace. Where nobody could see her weakened state. Wanda raised her hand to check the child’s temperature but was smacked away by angry hands.

Remi shook her off fast just for Natasha to swoop in to stem the second nosebleed. Natasha was faster than Yelena and Kate at stopping the bleeding. Nat had a way about her with Remi that left no room to protest at times. Remi knew Natasha was safe and decided to just let Natasha help her, she needed help.

Once Natasha had gotten her cleaned up and in fresh pyjamas she felt her forehead and frowned “Remi you’re burning up- you need your medicine-“ she explained reaching for the bottle of pills. Remi began to shake her head but the pounding sensation brought her to a halt and she obeyed swallowing the pills and water silently.

Nat watched until she was happy the pills had actually been swallowed and then placed the water on the cabinet. “Remi- you need to relax honey- you don’t need your magic right now. You’re safe with us… once you’re better it will still be there okay?” Nat explained gently.

The child scrunched her face and shook her head “but…. I want it back” she said sadly. “I know but it hasn’t gone anywhere baby- your just sick once your better it will be okay” Natasha was trying to soothe the girl but Remi was distraught “I can’t feel anything mama” Remi admitted brokenly.

Wanda was watching from the doorway but hearing the child say that she was by her side in seconds. “What do you mean by that love?” Wanda questioned looking into Remi’s eyes trying to reach a connection without making herself too obvious-

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Chapter 34: Chapter 34: Medicine

Summary:

Remi’s sick:

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Remi shook her head suffering at the thought of explaining how she felt inside. Wanda tried not to pry but couldn’t help herself “You can tell us anything honey, I’m here for you” Wanda said gently sitting beside Natasha.

Remi shook her head again reaching for Natasha hoping her mama wouldn’t pry as much. The thought of explains how weak she felt made the butterfly’s in her stomach increase tenfold. “Remi, if you don’t explain how you feel we can’t help you-“ Wanda said gently reaching out for her.

Remi climbed into Natasha’s arms and buried her face in the crook of Nat’s neck. “Mommy’s talking to you Remi-“ Natasha whispered to the child. Remi grumbled a response muffled by Natasha’s clothes. “Remi look at me” Natasha commanded softly. Remi raised her head slowly “My arms hurt the most” she said quietly biting her lip hating herself for admitting being in pain.

Wanda went into the kitchen grabbed the medication the child needed for the night and decided to crush them into some water. The witch didn’t like to be so deceptive with the child but she knew there would be a fight to get the pills into her. Wanda returned to the sofa and held the glass out to the child.

As Remi reached for the glass there was a knock on the front door and suddenly Yelena barged in on the phone making the child jump slightly. “da-net, poslushay menya, ya zhe govoril tebe, chto rebenok zabolel i my NE mozhem puteshestvovat'!” (1)Yelena’s Russian was smooth and she was waving her hands in front of her with each word then held Remi’s blanket out to Wanda who took it.

Natasha was watching her sister carefully trying to work out who exactly was on the other end to warrant this intrusion. “poslushay mama, ne mne eto reshat', ya peredam upu Natasha” (2) Yelena said motioning to Nat to grab the phone.

Remi whined as Natasha slipped off the sofa and took the phone from Yelena. Nat walked to the other other side of the room talking in a hushed tone so Remi couldn’t hear her.

Wanda still had the glass in her hand outstretched to Remi. “Remi?” She said trying to catch the child’s attention. “Drink this baby,” she instructed as Remi shakily took the glass. The child took a small sip and her face screwed up disgusted. “Mommy this taste funny-“ she said in a confused tone. “What you mean funny?” Wanda questioned playing dumb.

Yelena had glanced over and saw remi making faces at the glass. “It isn’t water.” Remi said convinced, Yelena took it from her. Nats attention fell on her sister as she zoned out of the phone call.

Yelena took a huge gulp and then she made a face too spitting it back into the glass. “Your right remi- Wanda what is this it’s terrible are you trying to poison th-“ Yelena teased turning to look at Wanda who was glaring at her a red glint in her eyes flashing to notify Yelena she was in danger.

Remi looked at Wanda with betrayal in her eyes. “Told you it tasted funny mommy…. You are trying to poison me” Remi said in a huff crossing her arms repeating Yelena almost parrot like. Yelena placed the glass on the coffee table infront of the pair.

Natasha quickly ended the call and walked back into the room. “What did I do!” Yelena complained as she pulled to the side by her sister “Lena- there was medication in that water!” She whispered to her sister. Yelena apologised immediately and offered Wanda a apologetic smile from across the room. The witch seemed unmoved.

Wanda sighed and looked into Remi’s eyes “No I am not trying to poison you- you have to take your medicine tho baby” Remi looked at Wanda for a moment soaking in what she just said. “No.” Remi said crossing her arms and stomping her foot.

Yelena was watching from beside Natasha and decided she had seen enough, she said her goodbyes then left the room. Remi was still glaring at Wanda. “Remi. Take a breath and think about what your doing here-“ Wanda said softly looking at Remi with a slight glare.

Remi raised her eyebrow defiantly and couldn’t stop herself in time “I don’t have to listen to you.” Remi said bitterly. Wanda looked shocked for a moment then tilted her head to the side curiously “and why is that?” The witch questioned as she hurried to the kitchen for a fresh glass of water and physical medication this time.

Remi saw her returning and frowned, she hated the taste of that stuff and it was taking her magic away. Why did she have to take it. As Wanda held the glass and pills out to Remi the child pouted and pushed them away from her. Wanda was adamant though and held the glass almost infront of Remi’s face.

When Remi looked at Wanda she could tell Wanda was in one of her serious moods but she really didn’t want to take this medicine so she pushed at the glass in the witches hand again this time with more force “NO! I don’t want it!” The child yelled and the force of the push sent the glass flying out of Wanda’s hand and onto the floor smashing.

Natasha stood in the doorway frowning “Remi!!” She chastised. Wanda glared at Remi “Remi that was very naughty! What’s gotten into you! You don’t hit you know that!” Wanda began to lecture the child.

Remi furrowed her eyebrows defiantly “Your not my real mommy. Don’t tell me what to do!! I don’t care what you-“ Remi’s words made Wanda’s face fall into a frown. Before she could continue what she was saying Wanda popped her on the backside but wasn’t expecting to catch her with the full force of her strength.

The noise of the connection echoed through the room and remi yelped loudly followed by a flood of tears. Wanda was immediately guilt-stricken she knew she had been hurt by what remi said but that didn’t excuse her lashing out in anger.

Remi took her by surprise diving into her arms crying loudly. “No-Mommy…. Mommy I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say that-I’m sorry-I’m sorry” she sobbed out grabbing hold of Wanda’s hoodie seeking comfort.

Wanda looked at who Natasha was frozen in shock. “Remi- Remi look at me” Wanda said gently as she felt the child burying herself into her clothes. Remi shook her head hiding her face into Wanda’s neck. “Remi please- I didn’t mean that, I’m sorry,” the witch said softly. Remi shook her head slightly confused “I should be sorry” the child said sadly.

Natasha had stayed rooted in her spot watching the situation unfold in-front of her calculating her own next steps.Wanda had her arms wrapped around her tightly. “I know you didn’t mean it-“ Wanda explained softly kissing Remi’s head.

Wanda continued to rub circles into Remi’s back soothingly “When your upset you should count to 10 and think about what you want to say before you say anything, that way you don’t say something you don’t mean,” Wanda whispered to Remi gently. “But I shouldn’t have been so quick to react. For that I am sorry baby…” Wanda said looking at Remi sadly.

Remi looked into Wanda’s eyes and her tears flowed faster “mommy…. I miss my magic…. I miss you…” she admitted quietly meaning the connection they shared. Wanda nodded sadly fully understanding “I know you do princess but it’s temporary, I know how hard it must be for you but me and mama are here with you every step of the way” Wanda said stroking Remi’s hair gently as the tears subsided slowly. Remi hesitated to look over at her mama. Afraid she might still be in trouble. When her eyes met her mamas she could see a slight anger hidden in her eyes.

Remi flinched back into Wanda then looked up at her gulping back her doubts “I’m ready to take the pills now…” she quickly looked away. Natasha brought a fresh glass of water over to the pair handing them to Wanda gently. Getting Remi to take them was no problem.

Natasha made quick work of cleaning up the spilled water and broken glass while Wanda sat with Remi soothing her. Soon Wanda had a sleeping child in her arms and took her to the bedroom to tuck her in. Once Remi was secured in the bed she returned to the living room where Natasha was sat with her arms crossed with a serious expression on her face.

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Translations for the Phone call:
1- “Yes-no I told you the child was sick, we can not travel just yet”

2.“Look mama this is not for me to decide I’ll pass the phone to natasha”

Chapter 35: Chapter 35: Watching

Summary:

Trip to the mall:

Chapter Text

Wanda sat beside Natasha and went to rest her hand on Natasha’s arm but nat shook it off. Wanda tried not to let the hurt show on her face. But she could feel that Natasha was upset. “Tasha?” She said looking at her girlfriend when Natasha didn’t answer her heart sank.

Wanda sat for a moment just watching Natasha it suddenly sinking in how alike her and Remi actually were. “Natasha babe talk to me-“ Wanda said again reaching out to grab Natasha’s hand. Natasha pushed it away and Wanda frowned, Natasha hadn’t been like this since the start of their relationship.

Wanda went to stand but Nat spoke quietly “I’m sorry, I feel stressed-“ Nat breathed out, “it’s okay to feel stressed, but you don’t have to push me away Nat. Now I know where Remi gets it from,” Wanda half joked. Nat sighed and nodded “I know, I’m sorry” was all Natasha could muster.

Wanda looked down slightly “are you angry with me?” She asked gently. Natasha shook her head “No- I’m angry with Yelena.” Nat said in her serious tone. Wanda tilted her head curiously “with Yelena?” Wanda said gently letting Natasha take her time.

Nat finally reached out and took Wanda’s hand into hers. “She’s told our mom that we can go visit her- but obviously Remi’s sick- I don’t think she has the patience to wait for her recovery though. I know for a fact she’s going to call me every day now.” Nat sighed out resting her head on Wanda’s shoulder.

Wanda wrapped an arm around Natasha. “Whenever you’re ready, we are with you every step of the way. Plus I’d really like to meet your parents” Wanda said with a smirk. “You say that now- wait till you actually do” Natasha said softly closing her eyes. Wanda chuckled and let nat rest her eyes for a while.

Natasha shuffled slightly and looked at Wanda “if we were to go next week- we would have to go for winter clothing it’s still cold in St Petersburg. There will be snow-“ she said thinking out loud. Wanda smiled “don’t think too into it too much, we can go to the mall in a few days and get some warm clothing for Remi and whatever we might need. One day at a time Nat” The witch said softly.

Nat looked at Wanda smirking “You know I like to plan everything in advance,” Wanda rolled her eyes playfully “you have a week- rest now and we can make plans tomorrow” Wanda said pulling her to her feet while leading her to the bedroom.

Nat smiled at Wanda “Stop mothering me” she said playfully making the redhead smirk at her “Sometimes need it” She said matter of factly letting go of Natasha’s hand to get into the bed. Nat took a moment to watch and admire her. Nat turned her gaze to Remi who was fast asleep in the middle of the bed.

Remi had a hand up against the pillow and her other gripping her comforter tightly. The red curls of her hair fell against the pillow in a red pool. Nat smiled to herself and brushed a stray hair from Remi’s face before she climbed into the bed beside her. “She’s so cute when she’s asleep” Wanda said motioning to Remi. Natasha nodded and they both settled in for the night.

The next day Wanda and Nat decided to relax and spend the day in with Remi. They baked, they painted and they even went for a walk around the gardens outside. The rest of the week went really well Remi got used to the routine of the medication by the time it had ran its course. By the end of the week Remi was feeling her magic coming back slowly.
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Remi was running down the hallway laughing passing Kate and Yelena who watched smiling. Natasha was right behind her looking slightly cross. Kate looked at Yelena trying to stop laughing “I don’t know how she gets the courage to face her you know-“ Kate said shocked “Nat is harmless” Yelena said passively.

Kate looked at Yelena smirking “you’re only saying that because you’re not the one she’s chasing!” She quipped making Yelena pull a mock hurt expression. Once Natasha had wrangled Remi up she brought her back to the apartment to get dressed. Wanda met Kate and Yelena in the common area to wait with them.

Natasha wasn’t far behind holding Remi in her arms. Nat looked at Wanda pleadingly letting her know she needed some help. Wanda went to take remi from Natasha and Remi grabbed onto Natasha’s jacket tightly. “No- I’m sorry I wanna stay with mama-“ Remi said quietly now realising they were leaving the compound.

Wanda looked at Remi and smiled brightly “Your mama has to drive but we are all gonna stay together promise” she had her arms opened to embrace her. “But- please mommy….” Remi said looking at Wanda with her best puppy dog look. Nat nodded to Wanda who agreed “okay- I’ll drive then-.”

When they reached the mall remi was still just as clingy not wanting get out of the car unless she was in Natasha’s arms. “Baby, come in it’s easier if you walk-“ Natasha reasoned joking her hand out for Remi to take. Remi shook her head staying put in the car.

Natasha raised an eyebrow “Do you want me to count to 3?” She threatened and remi quickly shook her head “No mama- please… I don’t wanna get lost” she blurted out but she didn’t want her mama to have to get to 3.

Natasha sighed and lifted Remi into her arms kissing her forehead. “Oh baby- it’s okay to be scared, I promise I won’t leave you. It was an accident lasttime” nat said gently walking along with the group.

Remi got comfortable enough to walk herself by the 4th store. Wanda was picking things off the racks and holding it out to show remi who either nodded or shook her head. They had had around 5 nods out of each store. The coat was the most difficult.

By the 7th store they had found a good range of coats to look through. “But mommy they are all heavy!” Remi whined not liking the weight of the parkas Wanda was choosing for her. “Your going to need something nice and warm though baby, just choose one you like and we can be done” Wanda said gently holding out a black one with a fur trim hood or a pink girly one that was more of a ski coat.

Remi sulked slightly but pointed to the black one “good choice” Natasha said approvingly. Wanda went to pay and Natasha herded everyone to the food court keeping Remi close by.

Yelena got up and ordered everyone some burgers and fries and returned to the table with the tray just as wanda returned. Remi climbed onto Wanda’s knee as she sat at the table with them using the height to watch her surroundings quietly.

Yelena was telling Kate all about St Petersberg and what it was like growing up in Ohio with the occasional chime in from Natasha when she was giving over exaggerated accounts. “She did not do that-“ Natasha chimed in when Yelena was saying she had beaten Natasha in hand to hand when she was 6.

Kate burst out laughing looking at Yelena “I knew it wasn’t true, everything else I could believe but that- nope” Kate said smirking. Yelena smirked “I did and I still can” she said finishing her food. Everyone else had finished and remi had given hers a good go but she had become distracted by a group of around 6 men across the mall acting shifty. Because her mama wasn’t fixated on them she tried to shake her uneasy feeling.

It came time to leave and Natasha noticed Remi was holding her hand tighter than usual. As they inched closer to the group Remi couldn’t stop watching had split up two remained in the spot watching the women move closer to then and the remaining 4 had branched out to almost surround them from a distance. Remi stopped walking bringing Natasha to a stop.

Nat looked down at Remi “Remi come on we are going home-“ she said gently trying to get the child walking again. “Mama- I don’t wanna walk that way” she said quietly trying to hide the worry in her voice. “Why not?” Natasha asked crouching to her level. Yelena and Kate who had been walking behind them had came to a stop too too busy talking to take a look at their surroundings.

Before Remi could answer her the men suddenly surrounded them guns drawn on all of them. Nat reacted quickly pushing Remi backwards into Kate’s arms. “No mama” Remi began to protest and struggle in Kate’s grip.

Wanda’s eyes flashed Scarlett and a red haze appeared around her hands and she stepped in front of her family protectively.

Nat looked at Yelena and Kate “get her to the car- call Tony…. Get them to come-“ she said as she pulled her concealed pistol out and pointed it to the threats around them. “Hail Hydra. Widow. We want our property back.” One of the agents spat at Natasha who blocked them from seeing Remi. Yelena tried to pull Remi away and to the safety of the car.

Natasha glared at the assailants raising an eyebrow “You’ll have to go through me first. you think you could take me.” She said cockily. Three of the men opened fire and before Wanda could block them a huge amber flash blew past them sending each bullet into the person who fired it leaving three remaining. Yelena looked down at Remi who had let a burst of her magic out with absolute terror on her face.

Remi had not realised she could do that, she just wanted to make sure that her moms where safe. “Get the KID!” The leader demanded to the two men beside him as they went to step forward an invisible forcefield flashed orange surrounding the women throwing the men across the room. Nat spring from her spot onto the one remaining taking him to the ground.

Natasha detained him quickly and Wanda made the phone-call to Tony. Shield responded fast. Clearing the scene and taking who they needed into custody. Yelena and Kate had taken Remi back to the compound. The drive home was silent the adults where in shock and Remi was worried about her parents.

They had been home for around 20 minutes when Natasha and Wanda returned home. “Where’s Remi?” Natasha said looking at her sister. “She said she as tired to I put her down for a nap” Yelena said softly “Natasha what was that- she almost subdued them all. It was awesome! We should take her on all the missions” Yelena hadn’t expected Remi to be so useful in a tactical situation.

Nat furrowed her eyebrows “It wasn’t awesome it was dangerous. She’s 6 years old, she’s not an agent or a weapon. I don’t want you talking about this again.” Natasha said as she walked out of the room.

Yelena looked at Wanda “I didn’t mean in that way- I was kidding… I’m sorry” she said sadly. Wanda nodded “I know- so does Natasha, she’s just having a bad day I guess-“ Wanda tried to excuse her girlfriends behaviour, “I think she’s worried about going to your parents house and this hasn’t helped, fury is coming to talk to her before we leave, she wants to go earlier now though, so if you haven’t packed pack now-“ Wanda said smirking at Yelena knowing she had definitely not packed.

Fury came quickly, memebers of the public had filmed the standoff in the mall. He hadn’t realised the power the child had possessed and wanted it for shield. Maria and Fury met Natasha in the hall. Fury wanted to up Remi’s training, to make her into an avenger. But Natasha was wholeheartedly against the idea just yet.

Fury had left it to her to decide after their trip away. Meaning she had 2 weeks to think about it. Even though she was saying no. Nat poked her head into her apartment and looked around. It looked empty. All the lights were off and there was no noise.

Nat walked into her bedroom and saw the bed empty, she would have panicked but she had gotten used to Remi’s hiding spots. Nat crouched and poked her head under the bed and saw Remi’s small frame huddled in the corner. “What’s happening down here?” She asked playfully making Remi jump. “I’m sorry mama….” Remi began apologising as her body began to shake exposing her fear.

Nat reached out and touched Remi’s back “your not in trouble princess- I just want to see if you are okay, before we go to babushka and dedushka’s house” Nat let the words fall off her tounge slowly to let remi have time to take the information in.

Remi crawled over to her mama slowly her curiously getting the better of her, once she was able to Nat gently pulled her from under the bed and say her on her lap as she sat on the floor. Nat looked over her quickly and kissed her head once she was happy she wasn’t injured. Remi wrapped her arms around Natasha melting into the comfort “grandma and grandpas house?” Remi asked curiously. “Yes, they have been asking to meet you for a very long time,” Natasha explained.

Remi tried to hide her shudder at the thought of Melina. But Grandpa- “who is grandpa?” Remi said looking up at Nat tilting her head curiously. “His name is Alexi, he is very silly. But I think you might like him” Natasha said gently stroking Remi’s hair. “We are going to leave in a few hours, do you want to sleep now?”

 

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Chapter 36: Chapter 36: St Petersburg

Summary:

Trip to Grandma and Grabdpa’s:

Chapter Text

Melina Vostokoff helped Dreykov develop the brainwashing mechanism that he used on the widows. Remi was afraid of her, although she had been promoted to a scientist Dreykov had used her to train Remi on numerous occasions. So the thought of Melina brought the thought of Dreykov not being too far behind.

Melina had been a widow for a lot longer than Natasha and Yelena combined, she had been cycled through 4 times before Natasha was even born. As much a victim as everyone else. So when she gained this family she wanted nothing more to keep it this time around.

Nat had strapped her into a seat on the Quinjet beside Wanda. Remi was trying to keep her fear hidden. She was afraid this was it that they were gonna give her to Melina and leave her behind. Just as Dreykov used to do to her, leave her with Melina to harden her up.

Wanda began feeling that Remi was working herself up and wrapped an arm around her. “You okay?” Remi nodded slightly then buried her face in Wanda’s side. “Mommy?” She said quietly fiddling with her sleeve. “Yes dove” Wanda said stroking her hair “I love you” Remi said cuddling into her side seeking some comfort. Wanda still hadn’t gotten used to Remi’s sweet side yet, her heart melting as she pulled Remi in closer.

Remi sat in the safety of her mommy’s arms. Yelena and Kate where sat facing them deep in conversation about things they could all do in St Petersburg. “There’s plenty of museums and a cathedral we could visit if you wanted to-“ Yelena said to Kate who nodded enthusiastically.

They had landed at around 10am local time and Melina and Alexi had greeted them on arrival. “My girls- look at you-“ Melina said smiling walking over to Yelena copping her face “you look great- have you been taking care of yourselves?” She said turning to look at Natasha smiling brightly.

Nat smiled back shifting to the side to reveal Wanda who was holding Remi in her arms. Remi was averting her eyes shyly. Melina looked worried for a moment but shook it off. “Well hello little one, I’m your Baboska well in English terms we say Grandma and that oaf over there is Alexi your dedushka grandfather-“ Remi looked up at Melina gathering the courage.

When their eyes met Melinas heart melted, it was like going back in time and looking into Natasha’s eyes when they first arrived in Ohio. Melina wouldn’t admit it out loud but her and Alexi had made the promise to treat the girls as if they where their own flesh and blood. Ignoring the orders to only do that in public. Melina had fell for her girls from the moment she saw them, and now she was a grandmother that love had only grown.

Remi was studying both Melina and Alexis body language. Melina already had negative points for being associated with the redroom. But Alexi was new and she was curious. “Come come- you must all be tired from your trip, let’s get you settled into your rooms and then I will give you the grand tour” she said her Russian accent was intoxicating.

Melina showed them all to their rooms and left them to unpack and get settled for a moment. Remi was feeling rather overstimulated with the change of scenery and new people. Natasha and Wanda were trying to make the transition as easy as they could. Remi walked to the window and looked outside at the sprawling property Melina lived on while Natasha and Wanda unpacked.

Nat walked to Remi’s side placing her hand on her shoulder. “You okay love?” She asked gently crouching to Remi’s level. Remi nodded slightly not wanting to make a huge deal about how she felt.

Natasha smiled “Shall we go and see Grandmas grand-tour?” Nat asked softly, Remi nodded but Natasha caught her nervous expression. “It will be okay malyshka, I’m here with you every step of the way.” (baby girl) Nat said pulling her into her arms.

Nat and Wanda brought Remi downstairs and Melina showed them around her property the whole tour took around 30 minutes and ended in the pig pens. Alexi had won Remi over making pig noises and pointing out his namesake trotting around in the mud.

Remi was giggling hysterically at Alexi as he began snorting while shaking his head like the pig. Suddenly he started chasing her around the barn playfully making her erupt into more laughter making all the adults smile watching. “You look strong like bear- but I think I’m stronger!” Alexi said grabbing Remi tossing her up in the air quickly catching her.

Nat didn’t really like that but tried to stay quiet. “Let’s go have some lunch then everyone can settle some more” Melina said motioning to the main house. Alexi pouted slightly “call us when it’s done- me and the little one will explore some more” he said having too much fun playing around with Remi. Melina raised her eyebrow smiling, watching him with remi brought back memories of Ohio and the bliss they had for three years.

The women went inside leaving Remi with Alexi outside. Once the the adults were inside Yelena was first to grab the vodka from the table and take a shot. “Lena isn’t it early?” Kate said looking at her seriously “I’m on vacation- plus it’s part of my culture” she tried to gloss over the fact it was only dinner time.

Natasha had followed Melina into the kitchen to help her make some lunch. Then Yelena and Kate piled in after and they all began reminiscing about their shared past. Time got away from them without them realising hours had passed and Yelena had nailed the whole bottle of Vodka by herself. Usually she would take it slow but she was so relaxed around her family she let loose.

Melina looked at the clock “oh no. where did the time go” she looked worried “nobody has had lunch- and it’s almost dinner time…” she began to panic out loud. Nat glanced around the room “Wheres Alexi and Remi- they can’t still be outside-“ she said glancing at the window noticing the sun was beginning to set.

Nat stepped onto the porch and looked out into the distance trying to see if she could see anyone. The rest of the adults joined her and Melina called out for Alexi who quickly popped up out of the tree line with Remi in tow.

Once they got closer to the women Natasha’s face dropped. Remi was filthy and soaked to the bone and Alexi was the same. Once Remi saw the group she ran towards them “MAMA!!!! MOMMYYY” she yelled running towards them arms open. Natasha cringed at the sight of all the mud over her child. Remi crashed into Wanda hugging her tightly making Wanda cringe and everyone laugh.

When Wanda saw the mud on her new shirt she sighed and looked down at Remi disapprovingly “Remi what happened to you!! Your coat is ruined!!” She said pulling the soaked parka of the child. “dedushka pushed me” she said with a pout “but I got him back” she added quickly smirking at Alexi. “Alexi- what did you do!” Melina said with anger laced in her words. “I-“ Alexi began but Remi cut in quickly “Please
Don’t be angry with him babulya…. We was only playing…” (babulya: nana)

Melina fell silent and glanced at Remi who was looking up at her with fearful eyes. The experienced Widow was diffused in seconds and dropped her angry look “I’m not sweetheart- I- it’s just you can’t be bringing all that mud inside- Alexi knows this” she said giving Alexi a pointed glare. He knew she had spent the past few days scrubbing the house ready for guests.

Remi looked down sadly “I’m sorry….” She said sadly fiddling with the cuff of Wanda’s sleeve. “That’s okay, just don’t get any mud anywhere else promise?” Melina said ushering everyone back inside. Wanda took Remi straight upstairs and gave her a quick bath changing her into some pyjamas.

Remi yawned and leaned against wanda as her mommy brushed her hair. “Mommy- do you think I’m in trouble?” She asked sleepily worry evident in her voice. “No Sweetheart” Wanda said gently combing through Remi’s curls.

Remi was quiet for a moment “Me and dedu (grandad) found a mommy cat and her kittens in the woods…. Can we take them home wif us?” Remi asked hopefully looking up at wanda with her big green eyes shining. “Hmmm- Maybe you should ask your mama that question” Wanda said trying to pass the hard decisions to Natasha any chance she got.

Once Remi’s hair was dry Wanda carried her downstairs and met with everyone else around the table. Remi went straight to her mama climbing on her knee cuddling into her. “Hi baby” Nat whispered to her wrapping an arm around her. “Hi mama” Remi said softly.

Melina has made a huge spread of food, mostly traditional Russian foods for the group to try: she had made Solyanka stew, Pelmeni and plenty of Piroshki (they had been Yelena’s favourite growing up). Natasha filled a plate for Remi and placed it infront of her and Wanda. The child suprised everyone trying everything with no hiccups.

Remi pointed at the Piroshki “what’s this?” She asked her mama shyly taking another bite. “that’s a piroshki Its like a pastry with potatoes, meat and cheese.” Nat explained softly stroking the back of Remi’s head. “I like it” Remi said quietly. Wanda looked down smirking “More than grilled cheese?” She said with a shocked expression. Remi took a moment to think but nodded “Yes more than grill cheese” she said sleepily finishing the last bite leaning back into Wanda’s chest.

Wanda smiled to herself, it was a nice change to see Remi relaxing and trying new things. “Those where Yelena’s favourite too when she was your age” Melina said happily. Yelena nodded in agreement “They still are, nobody makes them quite like you” The blonde said to her mom.

Nat stood up to begin clearing the table but Melina was on her feet in seconds “No Natasha, you are my guest let me do the clean up” Melina said brushing Natasha’s hands away from the dishes. As Melina sprit to her feet Remi flinched caught off guard by the sudden movement of Melina brought a flood of memories to her long forgotten.

Nat looked at Remi trying to hide the feelings washing over her. Wanda had already pulled her closer to bring her back to reality. Watching for a moment admiring how cute the pair looked together.

Wanda stroked her hair “You sleepy?” She asked the small widow who nodded exhaustedly. Wanda lifted her onto her hip as she stood up “you wanna go to bed?” She asked quietly and Remi nodded sadly “will I see everyone tomorrow?” Remi asked glancing at Alexi then back at Wanda worried she might wake up back at the compound.

The witch nodded “Of course, we are here for a few days. You can say goodnight to everyone if you like-“ she said encouraging her. Remi slipped off her lap and made a B-line straight for Yelena. Yelena grinned and pulled Remi into her arms kissing her head. “Goodnight aunty Lena… goodnight Kate” she said sleepily hugging Yelena tightly. Yelena and Kate said goodnight back in unison.

Next Remi made her way to Alexi who stood up and lifted her into his arms with a spin making her giggle. “You tired? No way! Your going to leave me on my own with all these boring people!” He teased with a playful pout. Remi frowned “My Mama isn’t boring. And neither is Mommy or aunty Lena!” Alexi chuckled, “ahhhh but this Kate Bishop is?” He said teasing her further. “NOOO! Nobody is!” Remi whined pouting.

Melina glared at Alexi forgetting just how much of a wind up merchant he was. Melina took Remi out of his arms lecturing him in the process “Alexi! Don’t tease her like that, she’s tired.” Remi tensed in her arms. The child had trusted the hardened widow at a distance but now she was in her grasp she felt the fear take over. “Mama…” she called out her voice laced in fear.

Nat was by Melina’s side fast taking remi from her. Melina masked the hurt she felt at the rejection she understood the root of the issue being the red room. Nat whispered something into Remi’s ear and the child quickly looked at Melina and whispered a soft goodnight. Melina accepted the progress.

Wanda carried Remi up to their room and slipped into the bed with her. It wasn’t long until Remi was out cold in a deep sleep, her adventures with Alexi earlier had taken it out of her. Once Wanda felt remi was asleep she went downstairs to join everyone else.

Natasha was frowning at Yelena who was slightly staggering towards the front door “Cmon Nat!! It will be fun!!” She pleaded with her sister. “We will only be like what 4 minutes from the house! Come on! Live a little” Yelena said handing Kate her coat and throwing both Natasha’s and Wanda’s towards them grabbing more vodka and some glasses. And making her way outside to make a small bonfire to sit around.

Natasha was unsure but Wanda reassured her that they would be fine. Everyone had been outside for around a hour when Melina heard a faint noise upstairs. The dark haired widow was going to let it slide but she could have sworn she heard a whimper.

The maternal instinct she buried along time ago took control and her body was in autopilot walking up the stairs towards the sound of the muffled cries. Melina reached out and opened the door slowly. The room was dark only the amber light from the bonfire in the distance gave the room a slight glow. “Is everything okay in here?” Melina called out to the shaky lump in the centre of the bed.

Melina watched as the figure under the blankets was shaking. “Remi?” She spoke softly, careful not to startle the distressed girl. Remi lifted her head and looked at her, her eyes teary, red, and puffy, tears streaming down her cheeks then quickly buried her face again. Melina approached her bed carefully, sitting down next to her.

Melina tapped her fingers on the edge of the bed. “You know…. When your mama was your age- and she was sad we would always have hot cocoa and some cookies, that always makes it better,” Melina was trying to coax Remi out slowly. Remi shuddered “mama… mama doesn’t let me have chocolate at bedtime-“ she whispered through the comforter.

Melina slowly pulled the blanket off her revealing Remi’s tear streaked face. “Sweetheart- what’s the matter?” She asked gently opening her arms to the child. Remi looked at them longingly but was too afraid to take the comfort incase it was a trick. Melina knew it would take time, it did with Natasha way back when in Ohio.

Melina held her hand out “look- I’m not going to hurt you… you can touch me” she said gently. Remi shakily reached out and brushed her fingers against the palm of Melina’s hand expecting her to snap at her. When nothing bad happened Remi slowly moved into the women’s arms. “No hurt?” Remi questioned beginning to panic.

Melina shook her head “I’ll protect you with my life, against anyone and anything,” she said reassuringly knowing the child was most definitely experiencing mixed feelings. “The redroom is gone.” Remi stated slowly. “Correct. It’s over baby.” Melina said standing up placing remi on her hip gently swaying side to side to comfort her. Remi stiffened still unsure of Melina and how this would play out.

Melina began to make her way to her kitchen to make the cocoa. At the end of the day it was her house and her rules, how could Natasha tell her own mother no. When they walked through the living room Remi shook the fear bubbling inside.

Once they reached the kitchen Melina grabbed two mugs and placed them on the counter. “Do you want to stay there or sit here?” She said pointing at the counter beside her. Remi’s eyes were already filling with tears and the thought of her Grandma putting her down was making her more upset although she didn’t want to admit that.

Melina studied her facial expressions for a moment. Melina decided to just keep remi in her arms thinking the distance might set her off. Melina was a pro at making hot cocoa one handed. Remi watched each thing she grabbed and how she was making the drink her curiosity showing.

Placing the pan on the stove and igniting the flame, the older widow poured in milk, followed by cocoa powder and sugar. Remi remained silent, almost as if she wasn't there. Once the milk was warmed, Melina added chocolate chips, whisking them until they melted, followed by a splash of vanilla extract. “You know, this was Yelena’s favourite thing when she was a baby” Melina said gently cutting the silence with her smooth voice.

Remi looked at Melina right into her eyes summoning all the bravery she had inside. Once she locked eyes with the elder she searched Melina’s face for some kind of clue as to her true intentions. But all that looked back at her was love and affection making the child confused. Melina began pouring the cocoa into a mug.

Melina brought the mug with her into the living room sitting down in the leather armchair by the window. Melina would usually sit in this chair to read of an evening. “Have a little taste of this baby, drink it slow it’s hot” Melina instructed holding the mug steady for Remi. Remi stared at the mug Melina was holding unsure wether she could trust her.

After a few moments Remi broke and slowly took the mug into her own hands taking a small sip. Once she had handed the mug back to Melina Remi turned and lay her head against Melina’s shoulder beginning to feel safer in the women’s arms. “B-Baba?-” Remi’s voice cracked as tears began to fall. Remi took a moment to calm her stutters

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Chapter 37: Chapter 37: At the Farm

Summary:

Grandma and Grandpas:

Chapter Text

Melina let Remi finish the hot cocoa then lay back in her armchair allowing Remi to lean herself backwards so she could lay against her chest.

Remi’s attention fell on the fireplace in-front of them, it brought a dancing glow to the room around them. The flames giving off the odd crackle from the wood burning. Remi hadn’t taken much notice to the home yet. Only the basics, what room was what and entrances and exits.

The more the child looked around the more she liked it here, the place was Homey and warm. Melina was rubbing soothing circles into Remi’s back as the child relaxed into her arms more and more.

Melina’s touch was soft and she hummed a familiar tune that Remi recognised but couldn’t quite put her finger on it. “Thank you-“ remi said quietly closing her eyes. “What for baby?” Melina said looking down confused. “For- t- everything-“ Remi began to explain but just decided to hit her with the everything.

Melina smiled brightly and kissed Remi’a forehead. “Do you want to talk about your dream?” She asked gently and Remi shrugged slightly. Remi rubbed her face frustratedly unable to put into words her fear. Melina waited patiently for the child to talk. “I’m…. Im scared” Remi admitted quietly. Her statement tugged on Melina’s heartstrings heavily. The dark haired widow looked down at Remi lifting the child’s chin to look into her eyes “You’re okay. Come on. You’re a brave girl. Your pain only makes you stronger.” She said softly stroking Remi’s hair.

Remi smiled slightly and looked up at Melina her huge green eyes glistening “mama says that all the time” the child said quietly. Melina smiled to herself as she ran her fingers through Remi’s hair gently smiling to herself thinking how alike Remi and Natasha are both Physically and Mentally. Remi had began to fall asleep in the Safety of her grandmothers arms when the front door opened and Yelena Stumbled in drunk knocking into a shelf with a thud.

Yelena was In hysterics laughing as Kate rushed in to help her to her feet followed close behind by Wanda and Natasha. Before Yelena could make anymore noise Melina caught her attention and motioned to Remi “Shhhhh! She’s almost asleep!” She whispered quickly.

Natasha walked over concerned “Everything okay?” Melina nodded softly “just a bad dream, some cocoa did the trick” she explained making Yelena look jealous “Cocoa! Is there any left??” Yelena said looking into the kitchen hopefully, she would never turn down some of her mamas hot cocoa.

Melina chuckled and nodded “just warm the pan up- there should be enough for two if Kate would like some” she said smiling at Kate. Kate nodded enthusiastically and joined her girlfriend in the kitchen for cocoa.

Melina stood up and began to hand Remi to Natasha but Remi stirred in her sleep protesting groggily “no” she mumbled trying to grab hold of her nana without opening her eyes. “It’s your mama baby, it’s okay” Melina said handing her over.

Remi opened her eyes slightly and pouted looking at Melina unhappy that she had been disturbed from her slumber and had to leave her nana. “Mama” she began to protest and Natasha smiled looking down at her “I know princess but you’ll see your babushka tomorrow okay, let’s all go to sleep” she said gently.

Remi looked sad but nodded. They all said goodnight and went to their respective rooms and settled in for the night.

By the next morning Remi had both Alexi and Melina wrapped around her little finger so tight they didn’t even know. Yelena had woken up with the worst hangover she had ever experienced she had let it go alittle too much the night before. She joined her family at the table for breakfast.

Melina took one look at her and knew she was feeling fragile so she handed her some aspirin and water to help with the headache. Kate was chirpy as usual chatting with Wanda and Remi was sat on Natasha’s knee beside Alexi.

Alexi smirked at Remi playfully “So you’re telling me you think I am liar? It happened sometime in 1983-84! Before you where even born! Anyway, this shield, you know, that he carries with him like a precious baby blanket, you know?!” Alexi said looking down at Remi who was listening to him intently.

Alexi continued “I use it to my advantage. I take it and I push him out the window and made my escape” earning a glare from every woman around the table.

Remi giggled slightly “You didn’t fight or win Uncle Steve-“ she said passively. “You shouldn’t call me a liar! I promise you I did I fought-“ Melina cut Alexi off before it turned into a huge thing “Leave it darling, save your war stories for later okay?” She said grabbing his hand. Alexi huffed and nodded. Remi continued to smirk at Alexi poking fun at him.

They all ate breakfast chatting amongst themselves happily. After breakfast Remi began badgering Natasha to let her go outside. “Later baby, let us just sit for a while longer” she said trying to quell the whirlwind that was her daughter. “You have to let your food settle or you will be sick” Natasha reasoned making Remi huff and pout.

Melina tried to hide her smile watching her daughter trying to control Remi. “Remi don’t pout. Or you won’t be going outside at all” Natasha said quietly to Remi with a stern look. Remi went to protest but Melina cut in “Natasha, don’t be so hard on her” she said raising an eyebrow. Nat looked at Melina shocked “if that was me as a child you would have corrected me long ago!” Nat said furrowing her eyebrows.

Alexi glanced over “I can take her outside if you like, I have some things I have to do anyway” he said standing up grabbing his coat. “Her coat isn’t dry yet- maybe later” Natasha said glancing at the child’s coat drying by the heater. “It’s not that cold outside come on stop being a spoilsport!” Alexi countered.

Nat frowned not enjoying being the pressure. “Oh Natasha it will be fine- he’s only going to check on the animals/ 20 minutes tops!” Melina countered coming to the rescue. “Okay.” Natasha finally said “but not too long- and stay close to the house. and NO mud.” She said looking at Remi who nodded eagerly. Kate looked interested “can I come too?” She asked hopefully.

Remi smiled and nodded eagerly taking her hand pulling her along with her. Alexi took them out to see the pigs and the few chickens and goats Melina had on the property while he fed them. There was a cow but he tended to that in the early hours of morning.

Just as they where heading back Remi pulled on Alexis hand “Dedushka can we go see the kittens?” She asked sweetly. Alexi hesitated slightly knowing that Melina did not want the cats on her property as the mom cat had been terrorising her chickens. Not that he did not trust Kate he just didn’t want her to slip up and get the cat evicted further off the property, she had just had a babies.

Kates interest was peaked as she looked at Alexi wanting an explanation. “Melina doesn’t like Cats, but there is a mother cat and her litter in the barn I haven’t told her about” he explained softly leading them to the barn. Remi bolted ahead running onto the barn to the far corner by the hay grinning.

Alexi shook his head and went about his business Tidying the barn slightly as he pulled some cat food out of his secret stash. Kate walked to Remi’s side and looked down at the cat and her kittens.

Remi was on her knees playing with them giggling while pointing their features out to Kate. “Do you think mama will let me take them home wif us?” Remi asked looking up at Kate with a hopeful expression. “You can’t tell anyone Remi, or Nana might evict them” Alexi said glancing over at his granddaughter disapprovingly.

Remi looked puzzled for a moment “what’s evict mean?” She asked looking at Kate “it means she might make them move out, she will send them away” Alexi said before Kate could muster an answer. Remi looked at the Cat and her kittens and a sad expression crept onto her face.

Kate rested her hand on Remi’s shoulder “you okay?” She asked gently and Remi nodded slightly then turned to her “can we go back now…” she asked softly moving closer to Kate. Kate nodded and her and Remi returned to the house leaving Alexi to finish his jobs outside.

Once they reached the house and walked through the front door Remi ran straight to Natasha jumping into her arms.

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Chapter 38: Chapter 38: Family

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Nat was standing in the kitchen talking with her mother with Remi on her hip. Remi began to get restless fiddling with the strings of Natasha’s hoodie. Nat was too engrossed in her conversation to notice until Remi began pulling at her arm. “Mama can I get down…. I’m bored” she whispered to Natasha who turned her head to look at her. “Bored?” She questioned.

Remi nodded slightly “Can I go back outside?” She asked sweetly looking up with her doe eyes. Nat shook her head “No princess, maybe later.” Natasha said making Remi pout slightly. “I wanna see Aunty Lena-“ Remi said looking towards the stairs. Nat nodded slightly setting the child down. “Okay- be good-” she instructed as Remi bolted up the stairs in search of her Aunty. When Remi reached Yelena’s room and knocked gently.

Yelena’s groggy voice called out “Come in-“ and Remi complied slowly opening the door poking her head through the opening “Aunty Lena…. I’m bored-“ she said quietly. Yelena sighed “not today kiddo. I’m not feeling up to anything I just want to sleep” Yelena said yawning she just wanted to rest all day while she was sporting her hangover. Remi nodded slightly feeling disappointed.

Yelena offered her to stay with her but Remi shook her head slightly “you sleep-“ the child said backing out of the room slowly making her way to her and her mom’s room. When she entered the room and found herself alone her boredom increased tenfold.

Remi glanced out of the window at the homestead around her then back into the room. Remi waited a moment brewing a plan then ever so slowly slid the window open. It wasn’t a huge drop, as she climbed through she was able to shimmy down a pipe silently.

Once her feet were on the ground she broke out into an all out sprint away from the house in fear of being caught. Remi went straight to the barn slipping inside to spend some time with the Cats.

When she got bored of the cats she began exploring the barn climbing up to the top floor swinging from the beams like a little daredevil.

Natasha and Melina spent two hours cooking a huge meal for the family. They set the table and Natasha stood at the bottom of the stairs to call everyone “Dinners ready!” She called out.

Alexi moved from his chair in the front room by the tv and joined the table, Kate and Yelena came from upstairs and Wanda had been with them in the kitchen the whole time. Nat looked at Yelena confused “Where’s remi?” She asked looking towards the stairs. “What do you mean- isn’t she with you” Yelena said looking equally confused.

Nat shook her head and went upstairs to investigate. Hoping to find her child fast asleep or something in their room. But when she entered the room and it was empty her heart sank. Natasha scanned the room thinking about possible hiding places, first checking under the bed- empty. Next was the wardrobes finding them empty she walked to the top of the stairs and called for Wanda.

Wanda walked up the stairs quickly “whats wrong Tasha?” She asked seeing Natasha’s worried expression. “I can’t find Remi- can you try and” Nat made weird hand gestures As-if she was summoning magic. Wanda stifled a laugh and nodded using her mind to reach out to Remi.

Remi was carried away messing around with the kittens in the barn when she felt her mama calling for her making her loose her footing falling into the hay. Remi jumped to her feet quickly ‘yes mommy?’ She answered in her mind. ‘Where are you sweetheart?’ Wanda’s voice filled her head. Remi was already running back to the house hoping to sneak in before they actually notice she was outside.

The noise of the door caught everyone’s attention and when Remi emerged from the other side with a few strands of hay in her hair Alexi laughed. Natasha was running down the stairs quickly towards Remi who dodged her and ran to hide behind Yelena.

Natasha stood in the kitchen doorway and pointed to a spot on the floor in-front of her “Remi come here. I want to talk to you” she said sternly. Yelena tried to move out of the way but Remi stayed glued to her. “Remi let go” Yelena said gently. Melina watched from the sidelines for a moment.

Remi gathered herself for a moment then shakily made the walk towards her mama, not enjoying the fact everyone was watching. “Remi where have you just been?” Natasha said crouching to the child’s level. Remi was thinking about her answer hard should she lie should she tell the truth. Remi didn’t want Melina to make the kittens go away.

Natasha held Remi’s hands in hers rubbing the backs of her hand with her thumbs. “You can use your words Remi come on-“ she said gently. Remi bit her lip nervously and nodded “I… I was just bored mama…” she explained quietly looking down at the floor. Natasha raised an eyebrow “so- where did you go?” She pressed the question.

Remi scuffed the toe of her shoe on the floor nervously “nowhere?” She said quietly. Natasha began to pull the strands of hay from Remi’s hair. Remi looked at it then at Natasha “outside” she admitted sadly. Nat shook her head frowning “what did I say to you earlier Remi?” She asked sternly.

Melina walked to her daughters side “You and Yelena used to sneak out all the time at her age!” Melina said softly. “Yes mama but I don’t appreciate lying” Natasha said bluntly. Remi moved closer to Natasha hearing how much her mama was upset with her made her stomach hurt.

Melina stroked the back of Natasha’s head “come on dinners nearly ready-“ she said softly. Nat bit her lip and nodded. Melina ushered Alexi and Wanda into the dining room with Yelena and Kate.

Natasha hesitated a moment with Remi pushing her chin up with her fingers to look into her eyes. Remi blinked back tears “I’m sorry mama…” she said running her fingers across Natasha’s collarbone looking down. “I just like to be outside sometimes” she said sadly.

Nat pulled her into a hug “I know that, but you know how dangerous it is to be outside on your own sometimes- and even to be outside when nobody knows. I thought you were missing Remi and that scared me.” Natasha admitted.

Remi looked up at her Mama shock on her face “you’re not scared of anything” Remi said looking at Natasha with pride in her eyes. “I am afraid Remi. Everybody is afraid of something , that’s okay to feel things.” Natasha said assuringly knowing how much remi struggled with her feelings.

Natasha brought her into the dining room once their talk was over and joined they the dinner table. They all ate together chatting amongst themselves and after they had finished eating Melina brought out dessert. A huge chocolate fudge cake.

Alexi began slicing it to serve up. Yelena requested a large slice, Kate just wanted a small slice along with Melina and Wanda. Natasha opted out not really wanting anything sweet. Alexi didn’t give Remi a chance to decide and placed a huge slice of cake in-front of the child.

Remi’s eyes widened at the sight holding in her drool she looked at her mama who looked at the cake with a disapproving look. Remi didn’t touch it until Natasha nudged her and gave her a nod of approval. “If she doesn’t go to sleep later it’s up to you to deal with it-“ Natasha said looking at Alexi with a serious expression.

Alexi batted his hands in the air “Bah! You’re no fun Natasha let her live a little!” He said sitting down Tucking into his own cake. Remi could only manage a quarter of what Alexi had given her before she began to feel sick. It took her a few more bites before she tugged at Natasha’s sleeve nervously “mama-“ she whispered trying not to draw too much attention to herself.

It was a crime to waste food in the redroom as it was given as a reward. “What’s wrong baby?” Natasha’s voice whispered back as her fingers made their way through Remi’s hair. “I… I can’t eat any more…. Will Nana be mad?” She asked her voice low laced with fear. Natasha kissed her head taking the fork from her small hands. “Of course she won’t” she assured as she took a few bites of the cake herself to make Remi feel better about the waste.

After the dessert was done Yelena and Kate offered to do the dishes going into the kitchen together. Remi looked up at Natasha “can we go outside to see the stars?” She asked sweetly. Nat pondered for a moment then nodded “let’s get our coats” she said standing up pulling Remi to her feet gently.

Melina decided to go with them, the night air was refreshing and the rural placement of the farm made it almost silent outside except for the wildlife/farm animals. Remi was running ahead burning off her excess energy when Kate and Yelena joined them outside.

Yelena was chasing Remi threatening to tickle her making the child laugh and run faster. Alexi walked outside in this Red Guardian armour smiling proudly “Look- see if you can defeat me. Russia’s mightiest warrior. Fast as lion. Strong as bear.” He said making a playful fighting pose.

Yelena and Remi had stopped to look, Yelena fell to the ground laughing. Melina and Natasha pulled similar unimpressed looks while Kate and Wanda were just smiling watching the whole thing unfold.

Remi looked at Yelena “think we can beat him?” She asked unsure if it was a test. “With our eyes closed.” Yelena said jumping to her feet facing Alexi. “You couldn’t beat us if you tried old man.”

Alexi scoffed and began to make his way towards Yelena. They both stopped a few metres from each other like a Mexican standoff. Yelena shook her stance and Alexi made his.

Alexi made the first move only to be stopped by an invisible force. When he banged his hands against it it shimmered orange. Nat was immediately worried “Everyone stop-“ she said beginning to stand. “Oh Natasha Don’t worry you’re being a spoil-“ he was cut off by a force throwing him to the ground.

Yelena turned quickly and saw Remi staring at Alexi her eyebrows furrowed her green eyes now flashing amber. “Remi-“ she said crouching to her level cupping her face. “Hey tiger it’s me, Aunty Lena. Dedushka was only playing with us-“ she explained softly snapping Remi out of her trance. Remi pushed Yelena’s hands off her face before coming to her senses.

Remi looked at Alexi who was pulling himself to his feet groaning holding his lower back. Melina was watching him shaking her head. Then the child turned to look at her parents who were making their way towards her. Remi was unsure wether to run. Before she could she had to Wanda and Natasha either side of her.

Nat was stroking her hair soothingly while Wanda looked into her eyes “Remi, nobody’s angry with you-“ she said gently “I thought he was gonna hurt Aunty Lena” Remi said defensively. “We know, it’s okay sunshine, come on now it’s time for bed.” Natasha said softly trying to pull Remi into her arms.

Remi backed up frowning and stomped her foot balling her fists by her side “NO! i don’t want to go to bed yet!” She complained taking a few steps back away from the adults. “Remi! Calm down!” Wanda said gently. “NO! Stop telling me what to do!!! I don’t want to go to bed I’m not sleepy!!!” She whined. Since they had gotten to St Petersburg Remi had been skipping her naps to spend more time with her family and it was beginning to take its toll

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Chapter 39: Chapter 39: Don’t leave me

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Nat seized her quickly “I don’t have time for nonsense Remi, don’t push it.” She snapped taking the child’s hand in hers. “Not pushin anything.” Remi complained her bottom lip wobbling dragging her feet as Natasha pulled her along.

Natasha didn’t even let her say goodnight to everybody just dragged her into the house . Melina watched shaking her head remembering the trails of motherhood. There was nothing more patience testing than that.

Once Natasha had gotten Remi into the house the child was grabbing onto anything to slow Nat down. Nat crouched to Remi’s level pulling her to stand still “Remi the more you fight me the more you will loose.” Natasha said seriousness written allover her face. Remi’s bottom lip stuck out in a pout as she looked at Natasha sadly.

Nat raised an eyebrow at her child who began to move closer reaching for her mama looking even more upset “But mama I don’t wanna go to sleep yet!” She whined her breath beginning to hitch. Nat stroked Remi’s hair gently lifting her into her arms quickly placing her on her hip.

Nat made her way to the bedroom before Remi could protest. “You might not want to Remi, but you need to.” Natasha said leaving no room for Remi to argue with her. Natasha placed Remi down in their bedroom as Wanda entered behind them.

Remi was sulking with her arms crossed and her bottom lip wobbling. Wanda smiled to herself knowing how much Natasha hated sulking, Wanda found Remi’s pouting cute at times and often fell victim to her sad eyes.

Natasha had chosen some pyjamas for Remi and made her way over to the child and crouched in-front of her “Stand up baby, let’s get some pyjamas on” she instructed gently. Remi shook her head frowning. Natasha sighed taking a deep breath “Come on Remi- do you want to be on trouble right before bedtime?” She asked her tone was dangerous and Remi felt that.

The child looked down and shook her head moving closer to Natasha fiddling with the fabric of the Pyjamas have was holding. “No….” The child said slowly “But…. But I don’t wanna wear those-“ she said half expecting Natasha to get angry with her.

Natasha looked down at the pyjamas she had chosen- a simple T-shirt and some shorts. “Hmmm…. Why not?” Natasha questioned gently Remi had never really had too much preference what clothes she had worn. Remi shrugged “like sleeves” she said quietly. Wanda was just coming out of the bathroom in her pyjamas a red satin set that they all had matching. It was long sleeved with pants. “Do you want to match with mommy?” Natasha asked gently.

Remi nodded slightly “you too?” The child asked eyeing Natasha who nodded. Nat was gentle when she dressed Remi knowing the child must be tired and fighting it. “Mama?” Remi said sleepily watching Natasha fix the buttons on her pyjama shirt. “Yes Sweetheart?” Nat answered. “Can you tell me a story?” She asked hopefully climbing into the bed. Forgetting the fact she didn’t want to sleep a moment ago.

Nat smiled to herself and nodded quickly getting changed herself. Once Natasha had chosen a book she made her way over to the bed. Before she could even get onto it her phone began to ring. Nat looked at the screen and frowned “One second- I’ll be right back-“ she promised as she grabbed the phone and left the room.

Remi pouted slightly watching Natasha leave with a sadness in her eyes. “It’s okay she will be back soon” Wanda said stroking her hair gently pulling the child closer. Remi waited patiently until she felt her eyes begin to get heavier “Why isn’t mama coming back-“ she asked Wanda sleepily after about 20 minutes of waiting.

Wanda was soothingly stroking the child’s hair when she looked down at her “she will baby- it must be an important phone-call princess” she explained softly just as Natasha re-entered the room looking torn.

Nat sat on the edge of the bed for a moment silently, she seemed deep in thought then turned to Wanda and Remi smiling sadly. “I have something to tell you Remi okay” she said softly and Remi nodded crawling across the bed to climb into her mamas arms.

Remi could sense Natasha had bad news. The child traced her fingers across Natasha’s hand as Nat sucked a breath in and then began to talk “That was Director Fury, he needs mama and me for a mission. It will only be for about a day, if we leave soon we could be home by dinner tomorrow how does that sound?” She asked knowing the child’s reaction could be extreme.

Wanda’s mood saddened at what Natasha had said, she had been enjoying her time away from being an avenger a little too much, and watching Remi come out of her skin even more on this trip was a blessing she didn’t really want to miss anything. But if duty calls she must act.

Remi’s eyes were filling with tears as the child nodded sadly and turned around to avoid looking at her mama. Remi moved to Wanda and buried her face in the witches shoulder trying to hide the fact she was crying. “Oh baby…. Don’t cry” Natasha said gently climbing into the bed. “Y-y… you pr-promised y-y-you would read…. Read to m-me” Remi stuttered out bursting into tears.

It wasn’t even about the book, she didn’t want her parents to leave her. Even if Yelena or Kate or even Grandma and grandpa were there. It was hard not to get upset, the child was trying her best to keep her feelings under control but when your so used to not feeling them and all of a sudden you feel everything it was hard to keep them under control.

Natasha’s heart hurt and she kissed Remi’s head trying to quell the tears rubbing soothing circles into the child’s back. “Of course I’ll still read to you baby, and we will stay with you until your asleep, if you need anything Aunty Lena and Nana will still be here with Kate and Grandpa okay-“ Natasha explained softly.

Remi looked up at her her cheeks stained with tears. “Please don’t leave me mama” Remi begged her heart breaking, Natasha kissed Remi’s forehead gently “I’ll never leave you baby, it won’t even be a day and I’ll be back I promise” Natasha said gently.
“Let me come wif you” Remi asked quietly. Natasha smiled at her daughter, reaching a hand up to cradle her face in her hand “you can’t baby, you’re too little. I don’t want you to get hurt, you have to stay where it’s safe” Natasha explained.

Remi scrunched her nose up "Mama! I'm not little!" She said in a slight frustration as both Natasha and Wanda chuckled. Natasha leaned forward and kissed her nose "Doesn't matter how big you get, you'll always be my little girl." Remi nodded sadly pulling on her sleeves. Knowing her parents were leaving opened a can of anxiety in her long forgotten.

Natasha had climbed into the bed beside Remi and began reading the book she had pulled from the shelf Dr Seuss Green eggs and ham.

“I am Sam i am Sam, Sam I am, that Sam I am, that Sam I am-“ she began reading as Remi snuggled into her tightly not wanting to let go. By the end of the story Remi was fast asleep holding onto Natasha tightly not wanting her to leave her.

Nat was gentle on moving Remi off her while slipping off the bed gently. Wanda slipped off the bed with extra care as-well as they both got dressed into their Avenger suits. Nat went downstairs to find Melina and Yelena to update them on the situation.

Yelena nodded and pushed Natasha towards the Jet as Natasha began rambling about Remi’s schedule and quirks “I already know Natasha” she said cockily while Melina stool there smirking “Natasha if I brought you two up without any problems I’m sure I can handle my granddaughter for one day” the older widow said smiling softly. Natasha and Wanda shook her head climbing onto the Jet. Melina and Yelena waved them off and made their way back to the house.

Nat glanced back at the house one last time before she took off in the jet leaving it behind. “It won’t be that bad it can’t be” Wanda said trying to put Natasha’s mind at ease. “You saw how she was testing me earlier Wanda, what’s to say she won’t be testing them soon-“ she said trying to push those thoughts out of her mind and focus on the mission at hand.

The sound of the Jet taking off had woken Remi up, the child glanced around at the emptiness of the bedroom around her. Suddenly grandmas home seemed a lot bigger and daunting without her parents around to protect her. Remi looked around at the dark walls that seemed to be closing in on her and quickly buried herself in the quilt covers trying to hide from her fear.

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Chapter 40: Chapter 40: Moody mornings.

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Remi lay awake deep into the night pulling her blanket close to her, it had lay discarded on the bed the whole trip until it was bedtime. The child’s sleep was restless she tossed and turned around the bed huffing when she couldn’t find a comfortable spot.

By the time she had fallen asleep the sun was rising and the rooster was singing outside. Alexi was awake the soft thuds of his footsteps were making their way down the stairs. Remi lay with her eyes closed listening to the squeak of the chair he was pulling out in the dining room and then the whistle of the kettle a few minutes later.

Then there was a creak of a bedroom door across the hall and much softer footsteps barley audible. Remi knew they were Melina’s, these footsteps didn’t trigger the creak on the stairs, or the scrape on the wood when she pulled her chair out. Remi kept her eyes closed trying to catch as much sleep as she could feeling groggy from lack there of.

When Remi heard the familiar squeak of the back door open and close she knew he had gone out to check on the animals and the property. Remi sat up rubbing her eyes crawling off the bed she slowly made to the window making sure not to make a sound. The child was standing on her tiptoes peering out of the window watching Alexi as he made his way over Barn the barn.

As Alexi walked he was followed by a cluster of chickens who were so used to him giving them food they would follow him relentlessly until he fed them. Remi smiled to herself watching him. Remi watched for a few more moments then made her way to Yelena’s room walking over to her bed. Feeling the need for some company or at-least permission to go downstairs.

Remi hesitated a moment when she reached Yelena’s side. Yelena was sleeping softly although she was a light sleeper Remi had used her training to enter undetected. “Aunty Lena?” She whispered quietly. Yelena continued to snore loudly in a deep sleep. Remi slowly reached out and hovered above Yelena’s shoulder afraid to touch her “Aunty Lena?-“ she whispered again gently almost not wanting to wake her.

Yelena’s eyes flashed open and she sat bolt upright fast. Remi took a few steps backwards in fright. Yelena blinked and rubbed her eyes coordinating herself she looked at the clock ‘6:35’ “Why aren’t you in bed? It’s 6am” The blonde said angrily beginning to get out of the bed.

Remi shuffled backwards and shook her head “n-no, I’m sorry…. I- I should … go back to sleep and you too” she said turning on her heels about to leave the room. Yelena was too quick for her grabbing her by the arm pulling her backwards. “It must have been something to warrant a 6:30 am wake up call. Come on Remi, spit it out. Did something” she said groggily rubbing her eyes.

Remi squirmed under Yelena’s grip, “p-please let go… I-it h-hurts” Remi stutters out looking at Yelena’s tight grip on her arm. Yelena’s loosened her grip dramatically when Remi began to stutter and when the child felt the grip loosen she snapped her arm free and backed away. “Remi wait-“ Yelena said holding her hands up passively. Wanting to show the child she meant no harm the expression on her face was apologetic and desperate.

Remi looked at her for a moment wanting to go to her. But her fear won over her heart. The child shook her head looking down “sorry for waking you…” she said and turned on her feet fast leaving the room before Yelena could stop her. Yelena sighed and was going to get up and follow her but her bed was too inviting she slipped backwards back into the warmth of the covers.

Kate woke around 9am yawning and stretching under the covers. Rolling to her left she saw her beautiful girlfriend fast asleep. Although Yelena had a worried expression on her face as she slept. Kate lay and watched her sleep for a while.

Kate knew as soon as she moved Yelena would wake up, it was the opposite way around when she was asleep she could sleep through a nuclear war.

When Kate finally did move Yelena’s eyes fluttered open she yawned rolling over to look at the clock. Seeing it was 9am now she was happier than usual to wake up and get out of bed. Yelena slipped her slippers onto her feet and lead Kate to the Kitchen.

Melina and Alexi were waiting for them. “Good morning girls” Alexi said not looking up from his morning paper. Melina smiled and motioned to seats at the table. “Where’s Remi is she not awake yet?” Kate said sitting down scanning the room slightly. Melina shook her head unsure.

Yelena tapped her fingers nervously “I saw her earlier- she woke me up but- I guess she went back to bed” Yelena said looking towards the stairs “I’ll go get her now,” she said but beside she could stand Kate pulled her back down and shook her head. “Let me, your moody when you wake up. That’s probably why she left” Kate said as Yelena glared at her slightly.

Melina chuckled lightly looking at Yelena “You hated mornings even as a child” she said shaking her head. Yelena frowned looking at Melina “I get my moods from my mother” the blonde huffed grabbing her coffee mug.

Kate knocked lightly on Remi’s bedroom door opening the door slowly. “Remi? You awake?” She said stepping in looking around. Kate crouched following the blanket under the bed finding Remi huddled up against the wall her favourite blanket held tight to her chest.

Kate took a moment before she spoke waiting for the child to notice her presence. “What are we doing down here?” She asked in a playful tone pulling her best confused face. Remi shrugged pulling her blanket closer. “Do you want to come out for some breakfast?” Kate asked softly “then maybe we could go and see the kittens-“ she said gently.

Remi’s eyes lit up slightly but she didn’t move. “Come on Remi, just a little breakfast and you can do whatever you like today” Kate said opening her arms invitingly. Remi was contemplating for a while then finally slipped out from under the bed. Remi stilled herself awkwardly looking at Kate as though she had lost all trust in her.

Kate gently placed her hand on Remi’s shoulder “Have I done something wrong?” She questioned wondering if she had hurt Remi in some way unintentionally. Remi shook her head furrowing her eyebrows. The child was beginning to get frustrated with herself for being unable to find the words to explain what she truly felt inside.

Remi brought her right hand to her mouth so she could chew her pyjama sleeve nervously. Kate had heard Natasha and Wanda chastise her for this habit a million times but since they were not present Kate decided to be blind to it. “Are you sure your not hungry? Nana Melina has made so much food- and Grandpa Alexi is waiting for you” the Archer explained sitting beside Remi on the floor resting her back against the bed.

Remi soaked in the company for a moment thinking of her response. “I am hungry” she admitted quietly when Kate reached over and began running her fingers through Remi’s light curls. Remi began to lean into Kate’s hand forcing the older girl to continue for a few more minutes before she was forced to move. “Come on, everyone’s food will be getting cold-“ she said softly pulling Remi into a gently hug making her stand.

Kate held her hand out and Remi held it gently as she was led out of the room and down the stairs. Remi was still in her pyjamas from the night before and had forgotten to put her slippers on before leaving the room. Padding around barefoot beside Kate feeling as though she was experiencing her surroundings for the first time.

Remi wanted nothing more than her Mama and Mommy to be home. Mama made everything better and she knew she was safe when she had both of them behind her. As much as Remi trusted her parents she was afraid they would never come back for her. That one by one everyone would leave her. It was already happening.

Once they reached the breakfast table Melina made her way towards Remi wrapping her arms around her tightly “good morning Milyaya” she said her Russian accent thick but gentle. Melina was surprised by her tense response.

Melina put her hand on Remi’s back guiding her to the table making the child shiver unintentionally. Melina frowned to herself and moved her hand going to her own chair at the other side of the table deciding to simply watch from a distance.

Melina watched as Yelena put her hand on Remi’s shoulder but was immediately rebuffed as the child pushed her hand away. “Hey! What did I do!” Yelena said grabbing Remi’s wrist gently.

That’s when Remi looked at her with a hurt expression not saying a word. Yelena looked at Remi for a moment and when she child looked away she leaned closer to her. “I’m sorry about earlier okay- I was just really really tired but that isn’t an excuse so I do understand if you do not want to forgive me” the blonde whispered to Remi.

Remi listened silently letting the words sink in for a moment she turned to Yelena and nodded “okay” she said her voice devoid of any clue to how she was feeling. Yelena bit her lip worry washing over her. “Are you okay?” She asked softly as Melina placed a plate with a generous portion of food on it in front of the child.

Melina only wanted to get closer to listen to what was going on. Remi nodded unconvincingly. Yelena sighed “still friends?” She asked holding her pinky out towards Remi hopefully. If Remi didn’t take this now then Yelena might just burst into tears.

Remi looked at Yelena’s hand and outreached pinky finger and slowly reached her hand and interlocked her pinky with Yelena’s gently “always” Remi admitted pulling her hand back. Everyone ate breakfast in a strange silence. There was the occasional chatter but it finished as quick as it started.

Melina began clearing the table taking the dishes into her kitchen to clean up. Alexi glanced ar Remi who was daydreaming tugging on her sleeve mindlessly. “So-“ he said loudly standing up. “How about we go for a walk little widow huh?” He said smiling at Remi.

Yelena frowned at him shaking her head. Remi nodded slightly coming back to reality. Slipping on her chair Yelena held her back “Shoes and a coat before you go anywhere tiger” she said motioning to Remi’s bare feet. Remi nodded as Yelena took her upstairs to get some shoes. Yelena slipped some socks on Remi’s feet gently watching the child’s facial expressions as she was lost in her thoughts.

Yelena cupped her face in her hands “What you thinking about?” She asked gently. Remi hesitated a moment “Mama is coming back isn’t she?” She asked worry evident in her voice. Yelena nodded her head “of course she is, what makes you think she isn’t?” Yelena asked as she grabbed Remi’s shoes and began putting them on her feet tying the shoelaces. Remi shrugged looking down.

Yelena held her hands in hers gently for a moment and rested her forehead against hers. When their skin touched Yelena backed off after a few seconds “you feel warm Baby, are you sure you are okay?” She said about to put her hand on Remi’s forehead to check her temperature but Remi backed up. Not waiting to be touched “I’m fine” she said gruffly.

Yelena let it slide not wanting to force the child to open up, she knew she would in her own time. “Come on your alll ready” Yelena said gently. “Do you want me to come too?” She asked softly and Remi shook her head slowly “I’ll be okay…” she said quietly as they walked down the stairs hand in hand. Yelena noticed how off Remi was acting and it was bothering her

TBC//
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Translation:
Milyaya - babe

Chapter 41: Chapter 41 : She’s not coming-

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Yelena leaned towards Kate and whispered something in her ear. Yelena gently kissed Remi on the head before joining her mother in the kitchen.

Remi pulled at her coats sleeves it was feeling tighter than usual and uncomfortable against her body. It might have just been her uncomfortable feelings making everything else seem heightened.

Alexi opened the door for the two girls as he slipped his own coat on, Kate held Remi’s hand as she walked along side her looking at the grass mostly. Alexi was walking beside them “Remi you don’t talk huh? You don’t usually shut up!” He said playfully reaching out ruffling Remi’s hair.

Remi pushed his hands off gently huffing in annoyance. “No? Okay fine. I will talk to myself then.” Alexi said playfully complaining. Remi bit her lip unsure what to even say. Alexi looked down at her “Are you afraid?” He asked smirking “I thought you were a Widow. Widows are not afraid” he said passively pushing the barn doors open.

Remi took that statement to heart. He was right Widows aren’t afraid of anything. So that means she couldn’t be. Remi looked at Alexi wondering if Natasha had left her on purpose. Had she gotten too soft, did Natasha think she had forgotten her training and wanted her to learn again.

Suddenly the hairs on the back of Remi’s neck began to stand up, she began to hyperventilate slightly and her whole body began to grow cold. “Come on Little Widow, the kittens have missed you-“ Alexi called out from inside the barn, Kate was standing beside Remi still keeping an eye qon her as she had promised Yelena she would.

Alexi watched as Remi hesitated not trusting her surroundings “You have to be brave like you were trained to be, there is nothing to be afraid of” he said passively
Remi sucked in a deep breath and tried to ground herself. Alexi watched her for a moment smiling softly “Cone on little widow, show me how brave you can be, I’m sure your ledger is dripping red, you have nothing to be afraid of.” He said making his way further into the barn.

Walking into the barn Remi thought Alexi was about to test her, as they would in the Redroom she was one step away from countering anything he could throw at her in her mind. When she turned the corner and saw the mom cat and her two kittens she was confused, was it still a test?

Remi walked over slowly and crouched infront of them, Alexi began playing with a string making them run around crazy as Remi watched but was visibly distracted by her thoughts. Alexi grew tired and began to get to work on his list of jobs to do that day beginning on repairing some farm equipment.

Kate crouched beside Remi who was sat on the floor with the older cat on her lap. “Have you thought of a name for her yet?” Kate asked trying to bring the child back to reality. Remi shook her head looking down at the jet black cat on her lap. “Can you think of one?” Kate encouraged but Remi shrugged her shoulders and shook her head looking away.

Remi began stroking the cat when Alexi dropped a tool giving the animal a fright. The cat scrambled to run from the bang and jumped across Remi onto a shelf bringing boxes and paint cans crashing Down trying to run away from the noise.

Remi tried to move out of the way of the rain of objects but was caught on the forehead by a metal paint can. The little widows hand clasped her forehead. Remi’s eyes widened and filled with tears instantly but she held her cries inside.

Kate went to touch Remi’s hand but Remi jumped to her feet her hand around her still clasped around where she was hit. Remi bolted from the barn, Kate wasn’t fast enough and Alexi had no idea what had happened. Remi ran back to the house and up the stairs back to her safe place beneath the bed.

Yelena and Melina were sat on the sofa together talking when they saw Remi dart through the house like a flash. Kate entered a few moments later as the two had reached the stairs themselves. “What happened?” Yelena asked Kate who looked out of her league. “She- she hurt her head but she won’t let me see-“ Kate said still slightly breathless.

Yelena tutted “Kate Bishop you need to train your cardio more- I tell you this all the time” she said sitting her girlfriend down so she could get her breath back while she went up the stairs. Yelena found Remi under the bed. Knowing she wouldn’t come out if Yelena asked her right away Yelena decided to scoot under too and lay beside her.

Remi slowly but surely made her way closer to Yelena seeking any shred of comfort and safety she could get in the moment. “It’s okay baby, I’m here with you” Yelena said gently looking down at Remi. It was hard to see the child struggling so. “I want my mama” Remi finally said choking up.

Yelena pulled her out into the open and into her arms standing up to quickly sit on the bed. “Oh I know Remi, but she will be home soon and everything will be back to normal” Yelena said gently. That answer seemed to upset the youngster even more her crying becoming deeper and more soul destroying. “Remi you’ve got me and everybody else for now! I’m sure you’ll be fine!” Yelena said gently trying to curb the meltdown happening in-front of her.

Remi was inconsolable at this point hitting out at whoever tried to touch her in a blind rage. The little widow was overwhelmed with her feelings and the separation had brought back memories the child had tried to forget.

Remi began trying to reach Wanda telepathically reaching out with her mind. The child tried so hard to reach her over 1000 miles away. Just as Remi hit her limit and her nose began to bleed a whisper reached Wanda who was on her way a meeting with Natasha at that very moment.

Wanda had only heard a whisper of mommy and knew it meant call home. When Melina answered and handed the phone to Kate. Kate began explaining the day as she took the phone upstairs. When Kate reached the room Yelena had a cloth to Remi’s face looking bewildered. The child was squirming and yelling at yelena through her sobs to let her go.

Yelena took the phone and Kate took over stemming the nosebleed. Yelena cleared her throat “hello? Oh yes, um, could she talk to Natasha real quick?” Yelena held the phone to Remi’s ear gently and Natasha’s voice rang out from the other end “Remi baby girl are you okay? Please don’t try to reach out like that baby you can really hurt yourself” Natasha did gently worrying about her daughter.

Remi’s cries died down as she listened to her mama and her voice cracked as she spoke “Mama come back-“ she begged wiping her eyes furiously. “Oh baby you know I will-” Nat said gently knowing this was not going to go well. Remi’s breath hitched as she spoke “T-tonight?” She wanted confirmation from her mama again but Natasha was quiet for a moment.

Then she spoke through the phone “Oh my love, this is taking longer than I expected it may not be tonight when I come back okay- but the longest it will be is a day or two” Natasha explained.

Remi tensed up immediately the information hitting her like a ton of bricks. “You…. Your not coming back tonight?” She questioned fresh tears falling down her face as her voice cracked under her emotions. “No princess, but I promise it will be soon and I’ll bring you a surprise with me how does that sound” Natasha said softly. “I don’t want a surprise… I just-“ Remi cried out as she froze up bringing her knees to her chest.

Remi felt in that moment all of her fears that Natasha was abandoning her where now solidifying. Next would be Yelena and Kate and then she would be alone. Remi began to panic feeling her emotions where proving her weakness and that could be the reason her mother was abandoning her. Hot tears fell from Remi’s eyes as she began to scoot away from the adults infront of her.

Natasha was quiet for a moment on the other side of the phone. “Do you want to talk to mommy?” She asked hoping Wanda could cheer her up. This time Remi was silent for what seemed an age “no” she finally said hitting out at the phone pushing it away from her signalling she was done with this conversation.

Yelena felt her chest tighten knowing this was not going down well. The blonde stood to take the phone call outside of the room but Kate and Remi could still hear her yelling through the walls. Kate understood nothing but Remi got every word.

Kate had gotten close though to begin stroking Remi’s hair to trying and get the child to loosen up. When Yelena’s voice echoed throughout the house “ya ne vinovata, chto u tebya slozhnyy rebenok, Natasha” the blonde yelled down the phone stomping down the stairs. Kate was watching the expression on Remi’s face change from upset to hurt.

Kate cupped Remi’s face “what did she just say?” Kate asked protectively “noffin” Remi said pushing Kates hands off her. “Can I just be on my own please.” Remi asked as politely as she could muster rubbing her eyes roughly.

Kate blinked and nodded slightly hesitating. “Are you sure?” She asked softly looking at the child concerned. Remi nodded and looked at Kate offering her her best fake smile “I’m okay-“ she said quietly. “Just wanna sleep” she said her tears not slowing down as she climbed into bed.

Kate hesitated but backed off leaving her to her privacy and went downstairs Yelena was sat on the sofa with her head in her hands. “Yelena what was that all about?” Kate asked sitting beside her. Yelena sat upright to look at Kate “I’m sorry, I don’t like to feel out of control of things. I guess we all don’t and I have to work on that. I lost my temper with Natasha on the phone” Yelena admitted sadly.

Kate put an arm around Yelena “nobody likes to feel like they’ve lost control Yelena. I think you sound sexy when you speak Russian.” She said smirking looking into Yelena’s eyes. Yelena’s eyes flashed with guilt “you heard me?” She questioned and Kate nodded “I think everything within a 5 mile radius did at one point.” Kate joked lightly.

Melina walked into the room handing Yelena a glass of water sitting back in her chair by the window. “Yelena you were just as bad at her age. I remember you cried for three hours because you couldn’t have Mac and cheese for dinner. You had had it everyday for three weeks before I had to start saying no.” Melina admitted. “Children will be children” she said softly looking at Yelena smiling gently.

Yelena looked at her slightly embarrassed at her mom remembering her childhood tantrums after all those years. “But I just want to help her and she makes it so hard.” Yelena said feeling slightly defeated. “We have both been through the same cycle Yelena you need to remember that she has too, we just have to be Patient. When you had your tantrums you hadn’t even been through the cycle yet, you didn’t speak to me for two whole days, became a real daddy’s girl” Melina said softly opening her book to begin reading.

Yelena sat back and glanced at Kate who was equally as out of her depth but smiling slightly at Melina’s comments. “Mama- can you go talk to her please, your our only hope” Yelena begged slightly tugging on Melina’s heart stings. “Yelena. Let’s give her some space for now.” Melina said glancing towards the stairs Remi’s soft cries heard in the distance. “I’ll go in 30 minutes when she’s had a chance to calm down.” The older widow said starting to feel torn.

Deep inside Melina wanted to run up the stairs and shower the child in affection she didn’t want to overwhelm her. It took 10 minutes for it to nag at Melina enough to go upstairs. Melina stood outside Remi’s bedroom door for a moment listening through the door. She could heat the occasional soft exhausted sounding cry or whimper.

Opening the door with a quick turn of the door handle to signal her presence. “Remi it’s me-“ she said as she child jumped from the bed to attention. Melina stopped in her tracks caught off guard by the child’s actions. It had been a long time since she had some react like that in her presence and it was always in the redroom.

Melina sat on the edge of the bed and sighed softly “are you okay?“She asked the child who was standing staring ahead spot on the wall trying to keep herself zoned into the room. The child nodded slightly keeping her posture upright trying to keep her emotions under control.

Melina looked at her as she wiped a few stray tears that where falling, Remi made slight eye contact “I’m sorry-“ Remi said quietly. “Don’t apologise, Why are you so upset Remi?” Melina was gentle but firm with her words wanting to keep the child’s attention for as long as she can. “I’m not…” Remi said immediately averting eye contact.

Melina tilted her head slightly “Yes you are, I can tell” She said softly. “No…. I don’t feel; I swear.” Remi said her voice cracking under the pressure. Melina immediately knew that Remi was under the impression she was testing her and immediately slipped off the bed into her knees infront of the child taking her hands into hers.

Remi wanted to pull her hands away but as much as Melina intimidated her she also gave her a sense of safety. Melina had so many mannerisms that where similar to Natasha’s Remi took comfort in. “This is no test. You will not be punished if you feel anything- You can talk to me, I will keep you safe” Melina said putting emphasis on Safe.

Remi took a few moments to bring the courage up to move closer to Melina so she could touch her hair. Remi likes to play with the ends of her mamas hair when she was upset and Melina was as close as she was getting at the moment. “You can talk to me you know,” Melina said as she held herself steady and still so Remi wasn’t scared off by her movements.

Remi shook her head slightly “nothing to say…” she said quietly, “have to be brave” she said softy. “You can still be brave and ask for help. Sometimes that makes you braver” Melina said softly. Remi looked up at Melina her words comforted her in a way she didn’t expect. “Do you really mean that?” Remi asked running her fingers across the hem of Melina’s shirt.

Melina nodded as she began to run her fingers through Remi’s hair edging gently to the part of her forehead covered by her
curls. “Tell me what your thinking about?” Melina said gently to the child as she felt Remi push her head further into her touch.
“Grandpa ‘lexi said I should be braver….” Remi said sadly shame heavy on her voice.

Melina sighed but began to take advantage of the child’s obedience “tilt your head please?” She said gently and Remi obeyed tilting her head so Melina could inspect her small gash riding from her hairline down her forehead slightly. “Does it hurt?” She asked softly as she child nodded. “Ignore Grandpa, he’s a silly man. He knows nothing like us girls” Melina said softly kissing Remi’s forehead gently.

Remi bit her lip “do I have to be a widow again…” her voice was small and almost undetectable but Melina heard her. “No. Never again. I would never make you do anything like that ever again! What makes you ask this” She said Softly.

Remi buried her head in Melina’s chest unsure wether to explain where her feelings came from. Melina had allowed Remi climb onto her lap as she positioned herself on the floor with her back against the bed. The child was quiet twirling the ends of Melina’s hair in her fingers deep in thought. Melina held her gently resting her chin on Remi’s head.

Remi sighed softly finally feeling ready to talk “Mama promised….” She said quietly half hoping Melina wouldn’t hear. “What did she promise?” The seasoned widow asked looking down at the child hurt to see how upset and torn up the child looked.

Remi bit her lip “She promised she would come back tonight…. But she isn’t…. She lied to me…. I- I don’t think she’s ever coming back… and grandpa lexi said that I have to be braver and more like a widow… and Yelena said I’m hard work and I’m bad…. I thought she was gonna leave and - and- I just thought…. I had to go back to the bad place..” she admitted on the verge of tears again into Melina’s chest.

Melina was speechless she hadn’t thought about how their conversations or how much Remi had picked up on things around her. “Remi I am here to protect you you are my grand-baby I will protect you until the day I die,” she said gently kissing Remi’s head again. “We all love you, Yelena didn’t mean what she said, she loves you more than you know” melina said.

Remi began to settle in Melina’s arms as the child closed her eyes her body relaxed. “Are you sleepy?” Meleina asked softly and Remi nodded in response. “Oh baby, you’ve had a nasty bang to your head. You can’t go to sleep just yet it’s dangerous” Melina said to Remi standing up while placing the child on her hip.

Remi sulked slightly laying her head against Melina’s shoulder as the older widow patted her bottom and bounced her up and down gently to soothe her. Remi was quiet soaking in the attention. Whenever Remi seemed she was falling asleep Melina would change the tempo slightly.

Melina decided she would talks her downstairs “you haven’t eaten since breakfast… let’s get you something nice to settle your tummy” The dark haired woman said to her.

TBC//
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Translations:
ya ne vinovata, chto u tebya slozhnyy rebenok, Natasha - It’s not my fault you have a difficult child Natasha

Chapter 42: Chapter 42: Nana will keep you safe.

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Melina began to carry Remi downstairs when the child struggled slightly making Melina stop in her tracks. “What’s wrong?” She asked the child. Remi looked up at her “Aunty lena mad at me” she mumbled into Melina’s shoulder.

Melina shook her head gently “I don’t think she is baby, she was just frustrated” Melina explained beginning the decent down the stairs again. Once she reached the front room with Remi in her arms Yelena and Kate looked at her impressed. Melina gently placed Remi down infront of Yelena and kissed her head “If you could choose anything to eat what would it be?” Melina asked her stroking her hair gently as she waited for her answer.

Remi pondered for a moment and looked up at Yelena and smiled slightly “Can we have Mac and cheese?” She asked turning to look at her nana. “Mac and cheese?” Melina questioned. Yelena was already smiling in anticipation arms outstretched to Remi for a hug. Remi dived into her aunts arms, Yelena was her best friend in the whole world and she hated when Yelena was grumpy.

Remi lay her head against Yelena’s shoulder as Melina walked into the kitchen. Kate smiled at the pair beside her. “Aunty Lena?” Remi said her voice small and unsure. Yelena stroked Remi’s hair gently and responded “Yes tiger?” She said looking into Remi’s eyes, “are… are you still my f-friend?” Remi asked but yelena shook her head “Yes, I will always be your friend- I’m not mad at you princess, I’m sorry if I made you feel that way,” Yelena said gently.

Remi smiled to herself burying her head in Yelena’s shoulder “I’m sorry… I don’t know what’s wrong with me…” she said closing her eyes as Yelena rubbed circles into her back. “There is nothing wrong with you Rem, don’t worry yourself. I still love you” Yelena said matter of factly.

Melina was in the kitchen making the cheese sauce for her Mac and cheese when Alexi entered through the back door. Alexi approached Melina and wrapped his arms around her from behind kissing her cheek. “Mmmm something smells good- what are you cooking?” he asked looking over her shoulder to see what she was creating.

Melina took him by suprise turning round smacking him on the side of the head. “OWW! What the- What was that for!?” He complained holding the side of his head looking at her in shock. “Are you serious Alexi- you can not be saying to a child ‘remember your training- be more like widow!’ Natasha will kill you if I do not already!” She said frustratedly.

Alexi dropped his hand it suddenly dawning on him. “I did not mean it like that-“ he began to try to defend himself but Melina cut him off “She thinks that she is here to go back through the cycle now, that’s why Natasha left her. Alexi you have to watch what you say. Do you not remember how impressionable children are!” She said turning her back to him so she could stir her sauce.

Guilt washed over Alexi and he frowned “I am sorry, I was trying to cheer her up- make her less scared” he explained softly. Melina nodded understandingly “I do understand that Alexi but it had the opposite effect-“ she poured the pasta into a dish mixing it with the sauce and extras then put it in the oven.

Alexi has gotten a beer from the fridge and followed Melina into the front room. “Don’t let her sleep yet Yelena she bumped her head” the dark haired woman said entering the room. Yelena immediately stopped stroking Remi’s back and moved her slightly disturbing her comfort. Remi whined weakly and opened her eyes groggily.

Yelena smiled and pushed Remi’s hair out of her eyes “Wake up baby, dinner will be done soon… shall we go get some fresh air?” She asked trying to wake the child up. Kate nodded in agreement trying to coax Remi along. Remi was about to decline but when she noticed Alexi in the room nodded while holding onto Yelena that little bit tighter.

When Yelena stepped outside the cold air hit them. Yelena shivered almost immediately wanting to go back inside but Kate was smart abd had brought Remi’s blanket with her. Kate wrapped it around Yelena’s shoulders so Yelena could cover herself and Remi in the warmth.

Yelena walked around for a few minutes letting Remi enjoy the evening air and peace of the farm. “Can I get down?” Remi asked Yelena quietly. Yelena nodded placing Remi on the ground when Melina called their names from the porch signalling dinner was ready.

Remi looked at Yelena who smirked “Last one to the house is a rotten egg-“ Yelena said as she began running. Remi was fast reacting to the race overtaking Yelena impressively fast as Kate struggled behind the pair quickly giving up taking the loss. Remi skidded into the house almost crashing into Melina who was carrying the dish of Mac and cheese. “Woah- no running in the house you could have gotten seriously hurt-“ Melina began to scold her as Yelena came crashing through the door.

Luckily she had placed the dish down by then. “Yelena! No running in the house you should know better! Now- wash your hands and let’s have a nice family dinner” Melina said pointing to the kitchen. “Sorry nana” Remi said softly as she followed Yelena into the kitchen to wash their hands Kate not far behind.

Once they reached the table Remi hesitated Melina was beside Alexi and Kate and Yelena and chosen their chairs leaving the only remaining spot next to Alexi without making it too obvious she was avoiding him. Remi glanced at the chair then Melina unsure if she could even ask her Nana if she could sit with her like she would her mama.

Rubbing her eyes she looked between Melina and Yelena wondering who was more likely to say yes. “Come here-“ Melina said opening her arms invitingly, almost convincing Remi she could read her mind. Remi padded over to Melina allowing her to lift her up and be seated on her lap.

Remi leaned back against Melina’s chest feeling safer already. Alexi was glancing at Remi through the corner of his eye as he reached out and filled his bowl then sat back in his chair watching as Melina began filling bowls then passing them around the table.

Yelena was in her element, Mac and cheese was her favourite dish but it just hit different when her mama made it. Melina placed Remi’s bowl infront of her then her own. Remi obediently held her fork and began eating slowly. Everyone was finished by the time Remi was halfway though her bowl. Yelena dragged Kate into the front room to watch a football game and Alexi followed them.

Melina held back with Remi patiently giving her as much time as she needed to finish her bowl of Mac and cheese. Remi had about 1/4 of the bowl when she looked up at Melina with worry in her eyes “I… I’m full Nana… is that okay?” She asked timidly. Melina nodded smiling softly “if you are full then that is okay princess, do you have room for cookies?” She asked softly and was surprised when Remi shook her head.

Melina smiled placing Remi on her feet “you’re sure you have no room for cookies?” She questioned playfully and Remi nodded her head “I’m too full Nana” she whined playfully rubbing her stomach to show how full it was. “Okay only if you are Veryyy sure- how about you go sit with Aunty Lena and Aunty Kate and I’ll come and get you when I’ve finished cleaning up?” The older widow said stroking Remi’s hair gently motioning to the door.

Remi pondered this and nodded slightly obediently going into the front room in search of her aunts. Remi climbed onto the sofa climbing onto Yelena who instinctively put an arm around her. “Kate?” Remi said looking at the archer who was ingrossed in the tv. “Yes trouble?” Kate responded turning to look at Remi and who pouted “I’m not trouble” she grumbled making Kate smirk “You look cute when you do that” Kate added smirking.

Remi shook her head “I’m not cute!!” She whined “ I wanted to ask you a question!” She said frustratedly “Can I call you Aunty Kate?” She asked pulling on Yelena’s sleeve mindlessly. Kate grinned and nodded “I would like that- I think I would like that very much” Kate said as she leaned over and kissed Remi’s head. “I was thinking- I saw a bow in the barn earlier, maybe tomorrow I could show you a few tricks, our secret” she said looking at Remi and Yelena who smirked. “Natasha wouldn’t like that- but I’m in charge“ Yelena said softly convincing herself to allow it.

Remi nodded smiling “really? You promise?” Remi asked wriggling about excitedly. “I promise, but you have to be good okay? And it has to stay secret” Kate said softly poking Remi’s nose playfully. Remi nodded eagerly then sat back to watch the football with them even though she didn’t understand the concept.

Once Melina was finished with the dishes she entered the room. Melina watched as everyone as engrossed in the tv for a while leaving them in a comfortable silence for as long as she could before she interrupted. “Come now Remi time for a bath and bed” she said holding her hand out towards the child.

The word bath froze Remi to her spot. The child glanced at Alexi mistrust in her eyes then looked at Melina “b-bath?” Melina nodded softly “Yes a bath, nothing more” she said softly unsure why the child was hesitating. “No hold breath?” Remi asked furrowing her eyebrows not sure if this was a red-room test. Melina shook her head furiously “Never. Not here not anywhere, just a normal bath with bubbles to get clean okay?” She promised as Remi made her way to her and took her hand.

Remi held onto Melina’s leg tightly “I don’t like holding my breath- the water hurts” she said remembering how in the redroom they would hold them under to test their limits. Alexi sat in his chair silently listening cringing on the inside at the methods used on the girls in the redroom. He had tried to stay clueless on the inner workings of the redroom to feel less guilty about his own girls.

Melina steadied herself crouching to Remi’s level “it’s going to be okay, nothings going to hurt you.” Melina glanced at Alexi who was deep in his thoughts trying to figure out how to fix things.

Melina began to lead Remi to the bathroom close the toilet seat and sitting her on it. The dark haired widow quickly began running the water pouring some bubble bath into the water. Remi was fighting the urge to run away she wanted to trust Melina, the woman had given her no reason not to.

But she couldn’t get over her fear of the water watching it fill the tub brought back memories of being held under to check her reaction time- there had been times they had to bring her back. Remi was staring at the door when she caught Melina’s attention. “Don’t think about running, I’m not going to hurt you- I promise. You just have to trust me” Melina kept her tone level and gentle as she turned the taps off checking the water was not too hot.

Melina walked over to Remi crouching to her level. “When you’re ready we can get you clean real fast and then it’s over, I’ll even read you a story when I put you into bed” Melina said softly. “Will you stay with me….” Remi asked slipping off her seat on the toilet to stand infront of Melina so she could undress her. Melina nodded “Of course, until you fall asleep” she said gently pulling Remi’s shirt over her head placing it into the clothes hamper “no- stay” Remi said pouting slightly.

Melina finished undressing her and stroked her hair gently “All night?” She asked as she lifted Remi into the tub slowly. The child held her arm tightly as she was lowered into the water but once she was sat comfortably she loosened her grip. “All night-“ Remi confirmed looking up at Melina with pleading eyes. Melina’s heart burst as she nodded “All night Remi, for as long as you need” she said softly and quickly washed the child’s hair and finished giving her a bath.

Wrapping her in a warm fluffy towel she quickly got her dry and dressed. “Are you hungry or thirsty?” Melina asked Remi as she finished combing her hair. As the comb skimmed the side of Remi’s hairline the child winced yelping. “I’m sorry baby, I forgot about that-“ Melina admitted forgetting about the bump to her head.

Remi “That’s okay… I’m okay…”shrugged slightly indicating she was embarrassed to admit what she wanted. “It’s okay if you would like a snack or something to drink honey, I can get you whatever you need” Melina explained.

Remi pondered for a moment rubbing her eyes. “Maybe… snack?” She said sleepily. “And… can I say goodnight to Aunty Lena and Aunty Kate?” She asked taking Melina’s hand. “Of course you can, let’s go find them and I’ll fix you something nice to eat hm?” Melina hummed leading Remi downstairs.

Yelena and Kate were lounging on the Sofa the football game long finished and a movie now playing. Alexi was snoring on his armchair in the corner of the room. Melina gently dropped Remi’s hand and motioned to The women on the sofa “go see them and I’ll bring you something out okay?” Remi nodded sheepishly and shuffled over to her aunts.

Yelena sat up smiling patting her lap “Come here princess” she said noticing Remi’s shyness. Remi climbed into her arms “Nana’s making me a snack… wanted to say goodnight” Remi explained in a sleepy tone. Kate turned her head smiling watching the cute exchange between Yelena and Remi.

Yelena had her arms around the child protectively, chin resting on her head as she listened to the child babble on about how Melina made bubble towers on her head and how she wanted Yelena to take her exploring in the morning. Yelena was smiling enjoying the fact Remi actually wanted to spend time with her.

Yelena stroked Remi’s hair soothingly and glanced at Kate smiling “I’ll take you into the woods tomorrow with Kate but you have to promise to stick close to us“ Yelena said looking down at Remi making sure she was listening.

Remi nodded eagerly and Melina appeared from the kitchen with a plate and glass of juice. When she handed Remi the plate the child used Yelena’s hand as a Table making her hold the plate as she ate half the sandwich. Remi sipped her juice then handed it back to Melina. Melina took a seat on the coffee table facing them.

Remi turned her body in Yelena’s arms so she could jump on Kate wrapping her arms around her “Goodnight Aunty Kate” she said giving her a kiss on the cheek.

Remi then turned to Yelena hugged her and kissed her cheek as Yelena still awkwardly held the plate. “I saved that for you, goodnight” she said hugging Yelena again. Yelena smiled at the gesture “Thank you, I was starting to feel hungry” Yelena admitted. “Before you go- do you want to talk to your mama? I can call her,” Yelena said softly pulling her phone out.

Remi immediately shook her head moving off the sofa looking at Yelena with slight betrayal. “It’s okay Remi- you don’t have to talk to her but they miss you,” Yelena explained softly looking down at her phone at the few texts Natasha had sent requesting updates.

Remi took Melina’s hand gently looking at the floor “Don’t wanna talk to her.” She said quietly. The adults all had varying degrees of shock on their face. “You don’t want to talk to your mama?” Kate questioned puzzled. “No.” Remi said her frustration bubbling.

Yelena quickly put her phone away. “That’s okay- you don’t have to talk to her yet, maybe in the morning” she offered. Remi nodded then began to walk upstairs with Melina.

Remi followed alongside Melina chewing her sleeve dragging her feet sleepily. Melina caught onto Remi struggling to keep up so lifted her into her arms gently walking down the hall into the bedroom. “Does your head still hurt?” Melina asked gently placing Remi onto her hip so she could look into her eyes. “Little” she yawned softly.

Melinda nodded softly placing remi on the bed climbing in beside her “Do want me to read to you still?” She asked softly pulling Remi closer. Remi lay her head on Melina’s chest listening to her heartbeat as it lulled her to sleep.

Melina was stroking her back gently as Remi snuggled closer than sat upright. Melina looked at her confused “What’s wrong?” She asked concern in her tone. Remi shook her head looking around the room “blankey…” she said quietly slightly embarrassed she needed it. “Hmm, I think I saw it with aunty Lena earlier, I’ll go get it-“ Melina said about to sit up. Remi whined in protest not wanting the warmth and safety of Melina to move even if it was for a few minutes.

Melina smiled looking down at her “oh baby, you have to let me go get it or we can’t have it” She explained to the child who held her arm tightly. Remi loosened Her grip slowly afraid if Melina left she would not come back. Once she had fully let go Melina slipped off the bed record returned with Remi’s blanket in reckoned time.

Returning to her spot in the bed beside Remi she wrapped the blanket around the child gently. Remi soaked in the softness of the fabric and snuggled back into her nana content. Remi had a fistful of Melina’s pyjama shirt the softness of the fabric rubbing against the palm of her hand as she slowly drifted off to sleep. The child was 90% in dreamland when she let out a deep content sigh in her sleep.

Melina noticed Remi’s breathing begin to slow and catch a steady rhythm signalling she was asleep. Remi burrowed further into Melina’s chest wrapping her leg around Melina’s. As Melina brushed some stray hairs out of Remi’s face the child stirred softly “lv u” she mumbled in her sleep.

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Chapter 43: Chapter 43: Tantrum’s

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Remi woke to the noise Alexi shuffling downstairs he was hopeless in the kitchen looking to make himself a coffee before he went outside, usually Melina would be awake with him to make the coffee.

Remi stretched and looked to her left at Melina. The older widow had her eyes closed and her breathing was steady giving Remi the impression she was asleep. Remi watched her for a while wondering what she was dreaming about if she was dreaming.

As the child sat up to slip off the bed Melina’s arm reached out pulling her closer. “Where do you think you are going?” She said sleepily opening her eyes slightly to look at Remi.

Remi flinched at the sound of Melina’s voice but the fear faded when melina wrapped her arm around her. “Nowhere… just to look out of the window…” Remi replied burrowing her head into Melina’s shoulder.

Melina glanced over at the window covered by thick curtains curiously. “You want to look outside?” She asked stroking Remi’s hair gently. Remi nodded softly “I-I look outside to watch Grandpa… I couldn’t sleep, when I’m at home I talk to my friend Friday until I feel sleepy again- I miss her.” Remi said sleepily as she fell victim to Melina’s soft touch and began drifting back to sleep.

Melina listened to the child babble smiling “Friday? If you miss her you can always get Yelena to call home so you can talk to her-“ Melina said gently, “have to call Tony” Remi mumbled softly stretching so she was laying across Melina’s chest falling back asleep.

Melina lay in her spot closing her eyes allowing herself the extra rest while remi was out cold. When it reached around 9am she began to wake Remi up. “Rise and shine baby, or you’re going to miss the whole day” she said playfully. Remi let out a soft whimper at the fact she had to fully wake up now the warmth of the bed was too addictive.

Remi rolled around slightly in Melina’s arms to get comfier trying to pin Melina down so they didn’t have to move just yet. The older widow smiled to herself knowing exactly what was going on. “Remi, you can’t keep me here- I have to go cook breakfast before yelena tries and destroys my kitchen” she said playfully.

Melina carried the child downstairs putting her down once they reached the living room. Remi ran straight into Yelena’s arms. “Morning princess” Yelena said smiling kissing her head softly “morning Aunty Lena” Remi chirped.

Yelena pulled her onto her lap “how did you sleep?” She asked softly as Remi yawned “good… Auntie Lena can I call Tony?” Remi asked sweetly looking up at Yelena smiling. Yelena furrowed her eyebrows “Tony? Why Tony?” She questioned.

Remi tilted her head “cause I wanna talk to Friday.” She responded sadly. “Okay- but after breakfast okay?” Yelena said softly.
Melina called them all to the table soon enough and they all ate as a family. After breakfast Yelena took Remi upstairs to get ready for the day.

Once Remi was dressed Yelena allowed her to call Tony on her phone. “Hello?” Tony said confused as to why Yelena had called only to be hit again by Remi’s voice coming through the phone. “Hi Tony…. Whatcha doin?” She asked softly.

Tony smiled to himself “do you want to talk to your mom is that why your calling?” Tony asked thinking she wanted Natasha. “No mama is on a mission Tony. I can’t talk to her” Remi responded. “You can she’s just down the hall-“ as Yelena heard what Tony was saying her eyes grew wide.

Remi was not supposed to find out Natasha had had to return to the compound. Although she was going to tell her when she returned. Yelena had watched how Remi had taken a moment to think about what Tony said but tried to gloss over it noticing Yelena’s reaction made her realise she could the only one who didn’t know. “I wanted to talk to Friday” she said softly.

Tony chuckled on the other end “Really? Why would you-“ he trailed off thinking about all the times he had overheard the child having conversations with the ai passing through the compound. “Yes of course- let me just figure out- okay you can talk to her now-“ he said.

Remi had almost lost interest in talking now knowing Natasha had gone without her was bringing up her feelings of abandonment again. Natasha had broken her promise and lied about being on a mission and Remi couldn’t figure out why.

Friday greeted Remi through the phone and Remi spoke to her for a few minutes then handed the phone back to Yelena gently when she was done. “Remi, do you want to talk about that?” Yelena said softly. Remi began to get up to leave the room but Yelena held onto her wrist blocking her from leaving. Remi shook her head. “Don’t you still wanna come with us on an adventure?” Kate asked smiling.

Remi looked between at Yelena and Kate who were looking at her hopefully and nodded slightly. “Come then, we will go now” Yelena said standing up making her way to the door grabbing her coat then Remi’s helping her put it on.

Yelena and Kate took her to the barn to see the kittens then out into a back field to practice with a bow. Kate went first shooting into a makeshift target they left out there. Kate handed the bow to Remi gently. “Okay so hold it like this” she explained helping Remi take the correct position with her feet and arms. “Now what you want to do is look at the target, don’t-“ Kate was cut off by Remi letting the Arrow loose landing it side by side with hers. “Wow- okay impressive, Now it’s Yelena’s turn” Kate said happily as Remi handed the bow to Yelena.

Yelena was cocky with her attempt just taking a fast positioning and letting the arrow fly without too much thinking. The arrow missed the target and hit a tree behind making Kate laugh. “Yelena I’ve told you hundreds of times take a moment to actually look-“ Kate said softly.

Yelena went to hand the bow back to Remi but remi shook her head “don’t you wanna try again” the child asked tilting her head to the side. Yelena nodded and smiled thankfully “Thank’s buddy” Yelena said then turned to make another attempt at hitting the target. It took Yelena around 6 attempts to even hit the target, although she was still far off the mark hitting the edge. “It’s frustrating me” Yelena admitted passing the bow to Kate.

Kate shook her head “It’s because you don’t have any patience Yelena” Kate explained. “I do have patience just not with that monstrosity” Yelena complained pointing at the bow. “Remi do you want another try?” Kate asked Remi holding the bow out. Remi shook her head softly.

Yelena smirked at Kate “see it’s not for everyone- how about we just sit here and look at the clouds?” Yelena said sitting on the ground leaning back to look at the sky. Kate lay beside her and motioned for Remi to join them.

Melina brought some sandwiches and drinks out to them as they lay in the grass watching the sky together. Yelena was pointing at clouds with Kate making shapes out for Remi making the child giggle.

Yelena’s phone rang and she sat up to take the call. Standing taking a few steps to give herself some privacy. Soon she was returning on herself “Remi your mama wants to talk to you-“ she said softly holding the phone out only to have Remi try to run.

Melinda caught her soon enough trying to bring her back causing her to squirm trying to break free. “Come on now Remi you have to talk to her eventually” Yelena said holding the phone out towards Remi. The child shook her head with defiance written across her face. “Remi-“ Yelena’s tone was warning.

Remi felt herself starting to burn up inside feeling herself loosing control of the situation, she didn’t want to talk to Natasha yet and she didn’t like the feeling of being forced. Although she loved her mama she was hurt she would leave her and lie about the reason she left.

Remi kicked a plant pot that was situated beside her frustratedly earning a quick pop to the backside off Melina who glared “Don’t do that” her nana scolded her. Remi slowly covered her butt with one hand pouting ignoring Yelena all together she buried her head into Melina’s leg. “Remi it’s not a request, come here and talk to your mama” Yelena instructed pointing to a spot in-front of her. Remi shook her head fiercely.

Yelena grumbled “Nat she won’t listen” she said down the phone and turned to Remi “This is important Remi please come and talk to your mama,” she offered a softer approach but was met with the same defiance. “I don’t wanna” Remi whined frustratedly.

Melina crouched to Remi’s level “Remi- talk to your mama, it won’t take long and then it’s over okay, you can’t ignore her forever” she said softly looking into Remi’s eyes. Remi sniffled not liking that she has no choice. “But-“ Remi began to protest but Yelena cut her off “No buts. You will talk to her-“ she said flatly.

Yelena walked closer holding the phone close to Remi with the call on speaker phone. Natasha’s voice sounded through the speaker “If you don’t want to talk to me that’s fine, but you do have to listen to me- I know you talked to Tony and that’s okay but this is a mission of some kind I did not lie to you about that, I was going to tell you when I got back and I’ll be back by-“ Natasha was cut off by Yelena’s phone literally exploding.

As Natasha was talking through loudspeaker Yelena’s phone began to float up and suddenly it imploded on itself cutting the call dead. Yelena stepped back bewildered looking at her hand where her phone had once sat. As everyone turned to look at Each other Yelena caught Remi wiping blood from her nose “Remi what did YOU DO!” She began to loose her her cool.

As the blonde widow began to stalk her way towards the child Kate grabbed her arm and Melina stood infront of Remi. “Yelena calm- Remi. You go to your room now” Melina looked at Yelena then turned to Remi Melina’s tone left no room for protest and her gaze was dangerous.

Kate held Yelena’s arm gently as she complained about how destroying property wasn’t okay and how she has so many photos on the phone that where lost. “Oh babe don’t worry about things like that- once we get you a new one we can log back into your iCloud and get them back- I’ll show you-“ Kate said stroking the back of Yelena’s head soothingly as they had stopped walking.

Yelena looked relived “Your sure I can get them back?” To which Kate nodded “I set your phone up for you I’m sure I know how it works-“ Kate added with a reassuring smile.

Remi was staring her eyes brimming with tears looking at Melina defiantly she hadn’t moved a muscle and Melina had not let go of her wrist. “Let go of me.” Remi whined pulling at Melina’s hand. Melina shook her head “You will only run away Remi and if you run your going to be in worse trouble.” Melina said in her no nonsense tone.

Remi dropped her weight to the floor making it difficult for Melina to hold her grip. Melina was a professional when it came to tantrums dealing with many of Yelena’s and even Natasha’s when they where children. Melina grabbed Remi’s other wrist struggling to pull her back up to her feet. Remi was making it as difficult as she could just relaxing her body trying to lay on the grass.

Yelena watched amused that Melina was struggling. Kate turned to Yelena “does she need help?” Kate asked worried Melina might loose this battle. Yelena shook her head “She knows what she’s doing, but I don’t think Remi does-“ Yelena said beginning to have slight flashbacks to her childhood.

Melina looked into Remi’s eyes as the child began to frail about making it harder for Melina to keep her grip. “GET OFF ME” Remi snapped tears falling freely the feeling of being trapped and frustrated was becoming too much for her. Melina held tighter and pulled Remi’s attention to her “If you want me to punish you infront of everyone Believe me now I will. Stop acting like a baby and stand up straight.” She said trying to pull Remi to her feet.

The words had fallen on deaf ears Remi still trying to break free from the widows arms. “Right-“ Melina said:

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Chapter 44: Chapter 44: Panic

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Melina stood steady with her emotions not wanting to send mixed signals. This was it she was done playing around and was in serious mode. The widows face was stern and would make a hardened criminal run for cover.

Remi looked up at her Nana who was glaring at her. Melina was unused to this kind of defiance from Remi but the child couldn’t help it. Remi’s thoughts were racing as she stood her ground against Melina. "NO!" Remi shouted, crying out.

Melina raised her eyebrow menacingly. “I don’t think you understand who your dealing with little one, you have one last chance to buck up and listen to me” she said pulling Remi back up to stand. Remi tried to push against Melina still trying to fight her way out of it.

Yelena watched cringing at the choices Remi was making knowing she was making a huge mistake underestimating Melina. Yelena was about to step in when Melina turned Remi and landed a flurry of spanks on her butt. “I warned you. You have been very naughty today. I don’t know why you think this behaviour is acceptable” Melina said adding a few more to drill the message in.

Yelena bit her lip, witnessing it made her feel slightly guilty. Remi was crying harder now but the fight had left her. Most of the child’s defiance had in the moment it had flushed out of her with the tears. After the mild spanking Melina had began the routine 'after the sting, comes the honey' cuddling.

Melina bit back her guilt as she put her hands under Remi’s arms to lift her up. As Remi went to protest she looked up at Melina whose face was serious. Lifting her up usually calmed Remi down; the girl would hold on to Melina and cry for a few minutes and then everything would be fine. This time though, no amount of soothing could calm Remi and the child grew more and more upset, and every shout got louder and louder. "Go away! Go away!" Remi wailed as she pulled and shoved, trying to get out of Melina’s grip.

Remi buried her face in her hands crying as Melina took her to the house. Yelena opted to follow just to stay close by incase they had another magical incident. Deciding to stay downstairs just incase she was needed.

Melina took her straight upstairs to the bedroom placing her on the bed. Remi looked at her torn. Melina wanted to be firm and decided to back off. As she reached the door she heard Remi whimper slightly. “I’m going to give you time to think about what happened and what you did wrong okay- then I will come back and we will talk about it” she explained plainly making her way towards the door.

Remi slipped onto the floor laying on her stomach kicking her feet banging her arms on the floor crying out letting her frustration free. “NO!” Remi cried out Melina span around to watch the child’s tantrum to make sure she didn’t start harming herself. "Remi! Watch your tone!" Yelena scolded, trying to keep her temper under control.

"NO! Leave me alone!" Remi cried out kicking her feet against the bed. "Stop this behaviour right now, don’t make me come back over there." Melina demanded as she tried unsuccessfully to get Remi to calm down.” “I DON'T CARE!" Remi stomped her feet and thrashed her arms around.

Melina pinched the bridge of her nose "I won't stand for this tantrum," Melina said angrily her face heating up with frustration. She had already spanked Remi, she couldn't pull the girl over her lap again. Maybe a sound smack would set her straight? "Stop it right now, Remi. I mean it," she scolded harshly.

Melina moved closer to Remi “Deep breaths Remi, you need to calm down” she said. Remi kicked the bed again. "That's enough!" Melina said as she reached around and smacked Remi on the bum.

As Remi continued to cry, Melina found her control was slipping.When she was sure Remi wasn’t going to hurt herself she left the room. In the moment Remi had felt cornered and forced into doing something she didn’t want to do. Remi’s emotions where running high at the moment, she did miss her mama deep down but she wouldn’t admit that.

Natasha had betrayed Remi breaking her promise. Even though it was a minor promise and she was having a good time at her Grandmas she felt safer with her mama close by. When she had found out she had gone home and not on a mission it had further hurt her because why would she lie. Why wouldn’t she want Remi to come home with her? These questions had hounded her for days.

Although the child wanted answers she didn’t want to talk to Natasha until she came home. Remi was feeling so frustrated and that she couldn’t trust anyone anymore. Yelena blatantly knew that Natasha went home, that’s why she was weird about calling Tony.

Remi could feel her thoughts running away from her and her heart began racing as she began thinking about how much everybody hated her. How hard it must be to be around her and how much her mama must have wanted to get away from her.

Remi’s heart beat fast and hard in her chest and her palms began to sweat as she started to pull on her sleeves the sick feeling in her stomach growing more and more uncomfortable. Wiping her tears she tried to steady herself trying to mirror her mamas breathing exercises she taught her but she couldn’t control the rhythm. Then began loose control of her breathing.

Remi began hyperventilating her breaths where shallow and rapid as her hearts raced and her eyes began to cloud with tears. Suddenly she felt alone and helpless, she felt no connection to her parents since they left and in that moment it had intensified.

Remi began to realise Yelena may never forgive her, Melina will never be her soft Grandma again and she hadn’t even told Alexi she forgave him before she messed it all up. Remi was unsure how she made the phone do what it did. She just wanted the call over but she must have wished it so hard it triggered her magic.

The child began to gasp for air desperately pulling at the neck of her t-shirt panic setting in. Remi’s body began to heat up as the panic took control of her, she couldn’t catch her breath or level her thoughts.

Melina had had an intuition to return and listen outside the door, in cause anything happened and when she heard the laboured breaths she entered the room without a second thought.

Melina saw the state Remi was in it immediately triggered her protective mode. The widows rushed to her side wiping her tears cupping her face with her hands. “Hey, hey now baby, Calm down take a deep breath for me… come now you can do it like me-“ Melina said sucking in a breath dramatically.

Remi held into Melina’s shirt and began trying to follow her instructions taking hitched breaths that where sending her into a worse episode. This was the worst panic attack Remi had suffered to date.

Remi tried to apologise but couldn’t string a sentence together “I- I- I-“ she tried to speak through her breathlessness. “It’s okay. Remi, it’s okay don’t try to talk yet. Take a breath with me now on the count of three.. one… two… three…” Melina coached rubbing Remi’s back gently. Remi was trying her best to follow the instructions and when she couldn’t she was getting frustrated only making it worse.

Melina was beginning to panic she had not experienced a panic attack of this calibre before. Melina tried her best to comfort Remi but it was almost impossible to get through to her. At her wits end she placed her forehead against Remi’s “I’ll be right back okay-“ she said trying to untangle Remi’s hands from her shirt. Melina almost teared herself at Remi’s desperation for to keep a hold on her shirt.

Melina pulled Remi into her arms placing her on her hip. Melina began to bonce her on her hip gently opening the bedroom window as wide as she could letting the outside air flood the room. Melina gave her a few minutes just bouncing her on her hip patting her back slightly to try to clear her airways. “It’s okay princess try with me” Melina began whispering in her ear trying to reassure the child everything was going to be okay. When Remi looked up at Melina she looked so broken.

Melina edged her way to the door and called out for Yelena. Remi’s breath began to hitch again as her panic increased thinking she was in trouble now Yelena was being called in. When Yelena reached the doorway she eyed the situation unsure what she was going to walk into. Worry began to creep across her face as Melina mouthed instructions to her and the blonde disappeared for a moment to gather what Melina requested.

Yelena returned with some water and a few other things placing them on the bed. Holding the water carefully beside Melina and Remi. Melina had managed to get her breathing back to a slightly normal rate. “Take a sip of this it will make you feel better” Melina said softly. Yelena held the glass for the child as she took a sip grateful for the soothing feeling it had on her throat.

Remi looked down feeling embarrassed with herself “I’m… sorry..” she said quietly. “It’s alright baby…. When you start feeling like that call for one of us, you shouldn’t let it get that bad okay?” Melina said gently sitting on the bed positioning Remi so she was seated on her lap. Remi averted eye contact “but everyone is angry with me” she said sadly.

Yelena sat beside them looking at Melina with a guilty expression. “Even if we are mad at you Remi we want you safe, it doesn’t matter what you have done, we don’t want you hurt like that. Do you understand?” Melina asked gently lifting Remi’s chin so she looked into her eyes.

Remi trembled slightly but nodded. Melina decided to seize the moment “Do you want to talk about earlier?” she asked Remi softly. Remi’s eyes flashed a flurry of emotions until her finally spoke “I just wanted it to stop…” Remi admitted her voice cracking under the emotion.

Melina cupped her face “What to stop?” “Mama. I didn’t wanna talk to her” Remi whispered quietly. Yelena reached over and took Remi’s hand into hers. “Remi, you know we all love you right?” She asked softly. The question took the child too long to respond to for Yelena’s liking even though Remi nodded.

Yelena began tracing patterns across the palm of Remi’s hand “Do you love me?” Although Yelena dreaded the answer to this question she was pleasantly surprised with the instant response “Yeah… I do” Remi admitted. “I didn’t mean to do it…. I just wanted it to stop- and it happened before I could stop it” Remi said sadly. “You where yelling at me- your supposed to be my friend” Remi said looking at Yelena with betrayal on her face.

Yelena smiled softly and Melina cut in “She has to be you Aunty first though baby, your safety comes first” she explained and Remi pouted slightly. Yelena kissed her head and whispered “I’ll always be your friend, just try not to blow anything else up okay?” She said poking Remi’s nose gently.

Remi fidgeted slightly “Okay…” she said quietly Resting her head against Melina’s shoulder exhaustedly. Remi’s eyes flashed
red randomly and she sat upright. “What was that?” Yelena questioned worried she had just set something else in motion. “It wasn’t me-“ Remi trailed off looking towards the window. “ it was mommy… I can feel her” she said quietly her little mind began to race again assuming her parents where returning because she had been bad.

Yelena looked at Remi curiously “You can?” She was impressed. Remi nodded sadly and buried her face in Melina’s shoulder. Soon they heard the Jet touch down and heard the front door open and close. Natasha was the first to make her way upstairs worried about what she might find up there.

When she finally pushed the door open and stepped into the room she saw her Mom and her sister cradling her daughter protectively. Looking around she saw nothing out of place and everyone seemed unhurt. “Is everything okay? I came home as fast as I could-“ Natasha said looking at Her mom. Melina nodded softly “everything is fine now-“ she said gently then mouthed ‘talk later’ to which Natasha nodded.

When Remi heard Natasha’s voice she froze up for a moment not believing it to be real. When she began to sense her presence her grudge was long forgotten. Remi wanted nothing more than to be in her mamas arms. Remi quickly slipped from Melina’s arms running to Natasha crashing into her legs wrapping her arms around them tightly.

Natasha masked her shock at Remi’s reaction. Nat had been expecting some coaxing for Remi to even acknowledge her presence. Natasha scooped her up gently and Remi wrapped her arms around her neck burying her face in Nat’s neck. Melina and Yelena took it as their cue to leave and scurried out of the room and down the stairs.

Nat held Remi in her arms tightly beginning to pace the room slowly swaying side to side to soothe her. Natasha had started to feel the child’s tears soaking through her jacket. “I’m here now baby… talk to me please” Nat said gently not being able to take the silence.

Remi moved her head so she could look at Natasha her eyes filled with so much sadness. “Mama… I broke Yelena’s phone…” she began her confession early the guilt eating her up from the inside. “I couldn’t stop my magic….” She admitted sadly all the crying she had done throughout the day was exhausting her.

Natasha nodded her head slowly “I know, It doesn’t matter now baby, it’s all over now. It’s in the past. I can get Yelena a new phone. But what have I told you about when things get too much? You have to tell someone before something like that happens.” Natasha said softly and Remi’s eyes filled with fresh tears “I did. But they where y-yelling at me! I didn’t want to do it!” Remi said guiltily.

Nat smiled softly and kissed her head “Why didn’t you want to talk to me?” She questioned gently. Remi bit her lip “you lied to me.” She said pointedly. “You left me here and went home.” Remi said frowning. Nat knew she had serious grovelling to do.

Natasha decided to just tell the truth., “I’m sorry I lied, but I had to go home to meet with Director Fury. He wanted to talk to me about something really important.” Nat paused not wanting to reveal too much information. Remi nodded slightly “more important than me?” Remi questioned lightly. Nat shook her head “Nothing is more important than you. The meeting was actually about you. I was going to tell you this later-“ Nat said softly placing Remi on the bed to crouch facing her.

Remi reached out wanting Nat to continue to hold her but Natasha held her hands gently “Remi you have to listen to me okay? I’m going to tell you something really important. Are you ready?” She asked looking down at the child who was staring at her sadly “but-“ Remi protested sadly.

Natasha stroked Remi’s hair as she thought of how to explain herself. “I had to go home because…. Director Fury had found footage of what happened at the mall- people have seen what you can do- and he’s afraid that someone might try to take you. That will never happen. Do you hear me I will never let anything happen to you” Natasha made her words clear and her tone was gentle.

Remi nodded trying to overcome the fear that statement had put in her, if people saw her then the bad people could come. “So when we do go home, we are going to enrol you in your own special kind of training- almost like avenger training. We are all gonna help you with your training and magic, it might be hard but if you don’t want to do it, it is your choice.” Natasha explained.

Remi nodded into Natasha’s shoulder “don’t leave me mama.. I’m sorry I was bad” she said her mind racing. “I won’t- and I know baby“ Natasha assured her. “Where’s mommy?” Remi asked sleepily into Natasha’s shoulder..

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Chapter 45: Chapter 45: Missed You

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Natasha felt relief wash over her when Remi had immediately rushed to her. After days of no contact she had thought that the child had forgotten about her, or would never forgive her.

Remi was holding onto Natasha’s jacket tightly tracing a finger along the hem of the denim. “What you thinking about?” Natasha asked her resting her head against Remi’s interrupting Remi’s thoughts. “Am I in trouble?” Remi asked looking into Natasha’s eyes. “I don’t know, have learned your lesson” Natasha asked gently.

Remi nodded softly “Yes, I swear” the child’s expression was serious. Natasha nodded approvingly “then no, your not in trouble anymore” resting her head on Natasha’s shoulder trying her best to stay awake. “You can go to sleep if you want to my love, I’ll still be here when you wake up” Natasha said sensing how tired Remi was stroking the child’s hair gently thinking about how much she had missed doing it. Remi’s hair was soft and offered Natasha comfort when she ran her hand through it twirling the ends around her fingers mindlessly.

Remi let her head move towards Natasha’s touch but shook her head “Mommy… I wanna… see mommy” she said in an exhausted tone each word needing extra effort to produce. Natasha gushed at the adorable sound. “Would you like me to call her upstairs? Or would you?” Natasha asked gently figuring if they were going to train the child she might as well begin now.

Remi thought for a moment then called out for her mommy telepathically with her powers. Wanda responded almost instantly ‘I’m coming sweetheart’ she said to Remi. Wanda entered the room smiling softly “There’s my brave girl, I’ve missed you so much!” Wanda said walking over to Natasha and Remi wrapping her arms around them both so she could hug Remi.

Remi smiled shyly “I’ve missed you too” she said with a hint of sadness in her voice, Wanda smiled softly “you could have called us any time baby girl, we did try to call you” she said softly and Remi looked guilty looking down.

Wanda lifted her head “It’s okay baby, you don’t have to talk about that if you don’t want to,” Wanda’s tone was gentle as she brushed her fingers through Remi’s hair. “I didn’t want to… because” Remi began to talk but couldn’t finish her sentence.

Nat kissed her head gently “it’s okay baby, it’s okay we are home now and everything can get back to normal can’t it?” Natasha said eying Wanda who nodded in agreement.

Remi was chewing on her sleeve deep in thought for a moment the looked up at Natasha “it makes me sad having to say goodbye when your gone… hearing your voice makes me miss you more” She said quietly. Natasha nodded “I know what you mean princess, goodbyes are hard but they are not forever” Natasha explained as she lay backwards on the bed so Remi could lay down. Remi positioned herself across Natasha’s chest bringing her hand up to her face so she could continue to chew on her sleeve

Wanda was horrified to see how torn up Remi’s sleeve actually was. “Remi your sleeve! Look at that” Wanda said shock taking over. Remi had it placed in her mouth making Wanda gag slightly. “Take that out of your mouth, it’s not good for your teeth” Wanda said reaching out to pull Remi’s arm down.

Remi pouted “But it makes me feel better mommy…” she said sadly looking at Wanda her sad eyes almost always worked on her. Wanda shook her head and frowned “sit up- I don’t want you wearing that anymore” Wanda instructed standing up to retrieve a fresh hoodie from the wardrobe for Remi.

Remi held onto Natasha tightly “No I wanna keep it! Mama help!” Remi whined sleepily kicking her legs. “Come on be a good girl for mommy, sit up love” Natasha said sitting up so Remi had no choice. Remi looked at Natasha pouting “but… this is my favourite one” Remi admitted sadly poking her fingers through the holes in her cuff. “Please?” She said looking up at Wanda with her puppy dog eyes.

Wanda shook her head softly “come on princess, your arm is soaking look that can’t be comfortable- and look at how torn up it is, you can’t wear it anymore it’s ruined“ she said pointing to the wet patch and frayed Fabric on the cuffs full of holes where she had been chewing away the past few days.

Remi’s bottom lip stuck out sadly. “Lift your arms” Wanda instructed. Remi pouted and looked at Wanda about to refuse. Wanda’s fave was no nonsense and Remi immediately obeyed. Wanda slipped her hoodie off and placed a clean one with whole sleeves on the child. Remi snuggled back into Natasha once Wanda was finished.

Wanda screwed up the hoodie ready to throw it in the trash but Remi was watching her like a hawk “mommy don’t throw it away please-“ she begged eying her favourite hoodie that Wanda was mistreating. “What makes it so special?” Wanda asked curiously slipping beside Natasha and Remi.

Remi looked up at Wanda and shrugged afraid to answer. “You know you can tell me anything-“ Wanda said trying to coax it out of her. Natasha looked at the hoodie in question strewn on the floor as Wanda had gotten into the bed. It wasn’t really anything special a regular grey hoodie no brand, she was trying to place where it had actually came from. “Mama got it for me…. On my first night…. It’s mine” Remi explained softly.

Natasha reached her hand up the back of Remi’s shirt so she could run her fingers up and down her back comfortingly. “I can always get you another one, one that’s nicer” Natasha said softly kissing Remi’s head. Remi shook her head “but I already have that one… it’s p-perfect” she said her voice thick with exhaustion.

Natasha kissed her head “Go to sleep baby… it will still be here tomorrow” Natasha promised continuing to run her fingers across Remi’s spine. It didn’t take long for Remi to fall into a deep sleep. With her mama close by she had nothing to fear making a deep sleep so much easier for her.

Wanda lay her head on Natasha’s shoulder “Natasha we can’t let her wear that, people will think she’s feral” Wanda half joked. Nat shrugged “If she’s happy why should we take it away?” She asked rhetorically. “Did you talk to Kate? Did she tell you how it has been?” Natasha asked
Changing the subject.

Wanda nodded “She said that its been great, some small hiccups along the way- the worst of it was today, she was settled Nat it was fine. I hear she was more attached to your mother than anyone else.” Wanda explained softly looking down at Remi who was fast asleep head laying on Natasha’s chest.

Natasha smiled “I’m not surprised, she’s good with kids” Nat said. “Yelena said she had a panic attack earlier, Nat she’s struggling I wish we could take it away from her” Wanda said sadly. “Me too, we can only keep trying Wanda. We just have to love her” Natasha said closing her eyes deciding it was a good time to catch some rest.

The past few days she had spent worrying about Remi, it had affected her sleep astronomically. Natasha couldn’t believe the comfort she felt with Remi in her arms, it was like she felt whole again.

Wanda was reading a book beside them silently listening to the occasional murmur or soft sigh from Remi or Natasha. Wanda had taken a few photos to keep cherished on her phone, Natasha was sleeping so deeply she was surprised. Wanda had finished her book and decided to tidy around the room it being slightly disheveled since they had left.

As she began tiding up the clothes strewn on the floor and the few papers of drawings around the room she placed everything neatly on the table and the clothes into the hamper. When she pulled Remi’s blanket from under the bed it was snagged on something so she crawled under the bed to see what was holding it back.

Getting closer to the corner of the blanket she noticed it had torn slightly behind caught under the leg of the bed. Internal panic set over because she knew this could upset Remi, more than her hoodie going into the trash. Remi mumbled softly in her sleep moving around in Natasha’s arms. Wanda looked up watching the pair still sleeping- She was going to have to fix this and fast.

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Chapter 46: Chapter 46: Monopoly fun

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Wanda crept from the bedroom tiptoeing across the room slipping from the door. The witch slowly descended the stairs to find Melinda. Melina was cooking in the kitchen when she turned to see Wanda in the doorway with a worried expression.

Melina eyed her for a moment “You okay? I didn’t know you where there-“ she said turning to look at Wanda, “Do you have any wool? I’ve torn something and I need to repair it-“ Wanda explained sadly.

Melina smiled softly “I do, in the closet in the hall- help yourself Wanda my home is your home” The dark haired widow explained. Wanda nodded thankfully and went in search of the wool and sewing equipment.

Wanda reached the closet and picked out some red wool and some needles and returned to the room. The witch silently crept back to her spot on the floor beside the bed. She began seeing the blanket back together with thick tight stitches.

The red laced into the grey fabric perfectly. Although you could tell the blanket was repaired it was back to one piece. Wanda finished the last few stitches making sure they won’t come loose. Accidentally poking her finger letting out a yelp “Ow” she whimpered softly into the silent room.

Wanda had tried to stay silent trying not to disturb Natasha or the sleeping the sleeping child in her arms. Wanda was treating remi almost like a bomb avoiding disturbing her at all costs.

Natasha’s eyes flickered open as she hummed a response, “Wanda?…” she whispered into the quiet room. “Oh Nat I’ve messed up” Wanda whispered quietly her eyes starting to fill up slightly, Nat went to sit up but Wanda turned quickly to hold her shoulder down. “No don’t wake her” she said looking down at Remi her voice laced with panic.

Nat blinked fast in confusion looking at Wanda “Why not?” The widow asked suspiciously . “I didn’t mean to do it I swear- but I was tidying up and I pulled the comforter from under the bed and it must have snagged and it’s ripped Nat- and if she’s going to kick up a storm over a hoodie. I know how much this means to her- I’ve tried to fix it“ Wanda said her panic showing more and more.

Wanda held the blanket up so Natasha could see. Nat looked for a moment and sighed softly. “Oh babe- it was an accident- it looks fine” Natasha said softly sitting up. Remi whined slipping off Natasha burying herself in the covers.

Wanda looked horrified at the idea, “Natasha, we’ve just got home this is going to break her heart! I can try to fix it baby” The witch explained sadly. “Wanda it was an accident, you can’t help that,” Nat said turning to Wanda kissing her cheek gently.

Natasha turned to Remi “Remi it’s time to wake up- aren’t you hungry?” Nat questioned lightly poking the lump in the covers. Remi giggled “no I’m sleepy” she admitted poking her head out. Nat smiled at her “you can sleep later- right now I need to tell you something but you have to listen carefully and let me finish” she said as Remi sat up frowning.

Wanda cringed internally. Natasha raised her eyebrow “why do you look upset already I haven’t said anything yet-“ she said defensively. Remi furrowed her eyebrows “it sounds like bad news! It’s always somefin bad” she whined rubbing her eyes.

Wanda cleared her throat “it’s just-“ she took a moment to think “Remi baby, I was tidying up and - I found your blanket but it got a little torn by accident- but I’ve tried to fix it see?” her explanation was slow. Wanda even held the blanket up towards Remi so the child could see.

Remi glanced at Wanda crawling across the bed to get a better look at the blanket. Her small hands holding onto the fabric. Remi traced her finger across the red stitching holding the blanket together now.

Wanda watched Remi closely expecting her to reject it but the child slowly pulled it closer to her still tracing the red line running to the middle of the blanket. “I…” Remi began to say then looked up at Wanda.

Wanda’s sad expression intensified thinking Remi was going to hate her forever. The adults where taken back when Remi moved past the blanket and pushed herself against Wanda’s chest. “I love it” she said to Wanda hugging her tightly. “Red is yours and mamas colour…. You’ll always be with me…” Remi said wrapping her blanket around her shoulders.

There was a knock at the door gathering everyone’s attention as Melinda poked her head in “oh you are all awake- dinner should be ready in the next 10 minutes okay girls?” Melina said smiling at them.

Nat nodded at her mother then looked Wanda smiling and whispered “Shall we go and get some dinner?” into Remi’s ear and Remi nodded. Nat stood up stretching then lifted Remi into her arms. The Widow held her hand out to Wanda who held it gently. Remi was glued to Natasha more clingy than usual.

When the trio reached the front room Remi looked around at everyone. Alexi was in his chair watching a football game with Kate and Yelena. Melina was in the kitchen remi could hear the scraping of the utensils. Nat walked towards the kitchen with Remi in her arms. But Remi squirmed looking at her mama “can I get down?” She asked politely and Natasha nodded letting the child free.

Remi padded over to Yelena and Kate sitting beside Yelena glancing at the tv. Yelena wrapped an arm around Remi as she watched the tv. “Do you feel better now?” Yelena asked, the child’s episode earlier had been worrying her since. Remi nodded softly “I’m sorry,” the child offered a fresh apology to her aunt.

Yelena smiled softly “I know baby, I’m sorry too… you scared me baby” she said kissing her head. Remi relaxed into her arms as Natasha and Wanda went into the kitchen to talk to Melina. “I’m sorry… I really am…” Remi said softly, Yelena kissed her head again “I know Rem, your forgiven”

Natasha stood beside her mom and smiled “Thanks for taking care of her mom, I’m sorry if it-“ Melina cut her off quickly. “Don’t apologise Natasha, she is my granddaughter of course I will take care of her” Melina said happily.

Nat looked at her “Was it challenging?” She asked worried she might have burnt her mother out but Melina shook her head “all children are challenging Natasha, everything was fine- normal kid stuff“ Melina explained then paused “Although we did have a bad day today, everything was fine. But Natasha I was scared, she had a panic attack it was almost as though she couldn’t breath” Melina said looking at her with a serious expression.

Nat put her hand on Melina’s shoulder gently “I’ve been there- she’s okay now though, you helped her just like when I was little” Natasha said smiling comfortingly. “Don’t I still?” Melina said pretending to be hurt “of course you do- don’t be sill-“ Natasha defensive until she realised Melina was playing around.

Melina began serving dinner onto plates and Nat and Wanda helped her bring them out to the table. When the three of them entered the dining room they found the rest of the family engrossed in the tv. “Dinners ready-“ Melina said sitting at the table.

Everyone made their way to the table and they ate dinner as a family exchanging small talk. Once dinner was finished Natasha and melina cleaned the table. Yelena stood up “I’m bored- shall we play a board game?” She asked the room opening the cupboard under the stairs pulling out a box “Shall we all play monopoly?” She asked looking at everyone else.

Remi looked at her curiosity “what’s that?-“ she asked softly living closer to yelena so she could see the box. Yelena smiled brightly showing the contents to Remi explaining the rules of the game. “So- each player begins with $1,500 in Monopoly money. Then we all throw of a pair of dice whoever gets the highest roll goes first and then we will go clockwise from them- Any player who lands on an unowned property may buy it, but, if he or she lands on a property owned by another player, rent must be paid to that player and so forth” Yelena explained setting the game up on the table.

Melina frowned “No I don’t think this is a good idea Yelena- this will end in fighting” she said knowing how competitive her children are. Yelena smiled “no fighting, it will be fine,” Yelena promised. Remi watched as Yelena began handing out the money to everyone seated around the table. Alexi sat facing Remi who had Natasha and Wanda either side of her Melina sat beside Alexi and Yelena and Kate beside her.

Remi looked up at Natasha slightly worried “Mama… will you help me?” Remi asked her voice Barely a whisper. Natasha nodded kissing her head “of course” Natasha promised. Once everyone had their money Yelena set out the pieces so everyone could choose who they wanted to be.

Yelena frowned at Kate when she chose the dog “Kate I am always the dog-“ she said reaching out for the piece but Kate shook her head playfully “Not this time your not” Kate said smirking. Yelena huffed and decided to be the Wheelbarrow. Alexi chose the battleship, Melina the thimble, Wanda was the hat and Natasha chose the car.

Remi looked at the remaining pieces and just chose the closest to her. The iron. The game began fine everyone was playing happily while Natasha and wanda explained the game rules to remi along the way.

As soon as she could remi began buying property and filling them with homes and hotels. Unknowingly giving herself a huge advantage, she cleared out Melina and Alexi first by them landing on her properties and having to pay her rent.

By the end it was Remi and Yelena facing off. As Kate handed her last bit of money to Yelena for rent keeping Lena in the game. “No no no that’s cheating-“ Kate said watching as Yelena slipped more money from the bank. “What do you mean I’m cheating” Yelena said trying to hide what she had done. “I’ve just let you steal $2000 from the bank over the past 10 minutes and you don’t really need it!” Kate said.

Yelena smirked at her playfully “How dare you! I didn’t steal- it was a loan- and- never mind that you’re just salty because you’re OUT!” Kate shook her head and glared at Yelena “it’s just a game Yelena stop taking it so seriously” she said softly but it fell on deaf ears.

Yelena rolled the dice and hit 6. As she moved her piece it landed on one of Remi’s properties with houses and a hotel on. When she worked out the rent her smile dropped. “How about I pay $400 now and the other $800 when I get it later?” She said smiling sweetly at her niece.

Remi smiled and nodded “okay- that’s fine” she said softly just enjoying the game. But Kate cut in “no that’s not how the rules work. Yelena you made us follow the rules so you have to to!!” She said looking at Yelena didn’t want to accept defeat just yet and shook her head.

Kate raised an eyebrow at her girlfriend “You are not seriously going to keep this going are you? It’s okay to loose we’ve been playing for hours” Kate whispered to her unsure why she couldn’t just let remi win. Yelena frowned “No I’m going to win this,” she said handing over $400 to remi while keeping the other $800 so she didn’t bankrupt herself.

That’s when Melina chimed in. “Yelena if you are going to play a game you must play it properly.” She said wanting the game and bickering between the girls to end. “But mama if remi is okay with us playing this way why can’t we?” Yelena complained.

Melina scoffed “Because it’s against the rules Yelena and you aren’t teaching her to play properly. it takes the fun out of the game. Play properly or don’t play at all.” Melina looked right into Yelena’s eyes “Where you not brought up better?” She asked her youngest. Remi began to feel uncomfortable chewing her sleeve nervously. “We can play the way auntie Lena wants…. I don’t mind…” Remi said quietly.

Alexi scoffed “Now children, If we play a game we play it properly! And we don’t just let someone win because they are having a tantrum!” She said glaring at Yelena the turned to look at Remi “You Play to win not to make others happy! In this family we are winners not losers.” He explained looking at Remi. “But it’s just a game…” remi said sadly looking down all the fun from the game had been sucked out by this argument, making her not want to play anymore.

Alexi scoffed “It’s never just a Game. To win is to take it seriously, you must concentrate and win, no matter the cost!” He said passively, “Yeah but you lost!” Yelena said looking at him “Just like your about to. Pay the kid the rent” Alexi deadpanned. Yelena grumbled angrily glaring at Alexi “I haven’t lost yet.” She said trying to hold onto the game as long as she could convinced she can win.

Melina glared at Alexi knowing he was making the situation worse “Look if we can’t agree on the rules then it’s best we don’t play at all.” She began to say but that caused her and yelena to bicker between themselves their voices getting louder.

Nat stroked Remi’s hair softly as the child began to grow fearful of the situation unfolding in-front of her “Yelena made us all follow the rules so she should too.” Remi began to feel torn, she didn’t want Yelena to be so upset or the game
to end. Yelena was getting frustrated she didn’t take loosing well. “You’re all no fun! Yelena said angrily grabbing the other $800 slamming it on the table in-front of Remi “Here she win’s! Happy?” She said angrily. standing up then stormed off outside.

Remi looked at the paper money in-front of her and she just wanted the floor to eat her up, she didn’t want the win if it was going to upset Aunty Lena. Remi slipped off her chair and ran up the stairs. Nat looked at the spot her child just occupied and then at Wanda.
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Chapter 47: Chapter 47: I won’t go back

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Melina frowned and looked at Alexi “I have told you to watch what you say Alexi! You know how seriously the children take your words!” She said as she stood up and made her way outside in search of Yelena finding her not too far away on the edge of the porch.

Yelena huffed to herself when Melina sat beside her. She could feel her mothers disapprovement without looking. “Yelena- what is going on with you- You know it’s just a game…” Melina said looking at Yelena disappointment written across her face.

Yelena sighed and looked down “I know mama, Just sometimes it gets frustrating- we are supposed to win always” Yelena explained softly looking out into the distance. Melina shook her head “Not always Yelena, we learn from losses-“ Melina’s voice was soft and calm. Yelena nodded sadly “I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me,” she said looking at her mother with sad eyes. Melina hugged her tightly “I know, you have time to apologise to everyone, just for now take a breather” Melina said gently.

Inside however Natasha and Alexi had began yelling at eachother “Oh Natasha stop being so defensive! It was a joke! Since when do you not know comedy! Maybe they shouldn’t be so spoiled-YA nichego ne mogu s etim podelat', oni chuvstvitel'ny” (I can’t help it, they are sensitive!) Alexi yelled raising his hands defensively switching to Russian so he could make his point.

Natasha’s anger bubbled as she glared at Alexi “How dare you! ne kazhdaya igra - eto zhizn' ili smert' - bylo by zdorovo, yesli by my mogli khot' raz vesti sebya kak normal'naya sem'ya” (not every game is life or death - it would be great if we could act like a normal family for once) She grumbled back in their mother tongue unimpressed that he had called Remi and Yelena spoiled.

Wanda excused herself and made her way upstairs. As she opened the bedroom door Remi was sat on the bed shivering with her back to the doorway. "Remi honey, I'm here. What's wrong." Remi flinched at the sudden sound of Wanda’s Voice and her little voice cracked as she spoke, "I'm o-okay…." Wanda’s heart broke at Remi’s tone of voice.

Entering the bedroom she climbed onto the bed to sit beside her. Remi was staring at the cover of a book she held tightly in her hands avoiding eye contact. Wanda sat beside her looking concerned. “You sure you are okay?” The witch asked wrapping an arm around the child who winced at her touch scooting away from her.

Wanda tried to steel herself knowing that Remi wasn’t afraid of her, "Talk to me? You can tell me what’s wrong.." Wanda said slowly wrapping her arms around the child gently. Wanda’s concern began to grow as she eyed the child who was trying to keep her gaze locked on the book she held tightly.

As Wanda reached out to take the book to bring Remi’s attention to her the child’s grip grew tighter around the edges. “Let me see- What’s this?” Wanda asked gently taking it from Remi’s grasp trying to see if a change of subject would break through. Remi tried to hold her grip but finally let go defeatedly.

Wanda inspected the book playfully “Hmm ..where did you get this?” She asked gently looking into Remi’s eyes. Remi shrugged slightly and pointed to the bookcase. “Do you want to read it?” Wanda asked softly. Remi shook her head sadly “I-I just like the… picture” she said quietly.

Wanda looked at down at the picture and smiled “are you sure, I can read it to you?” Her voice was soft and inviting. Remi shook her head softly then bit her lip. “Am I in trouble?” Remi’s voice was low and fearful. “Of course not- it was only a game Remi you have done nothing wrong” Wanda explained.

Wanda gently reached out and caressed Remi’s head as Remi glanced at the door listening to the muffled sounds of Natasha and Alexi. Natasha was still arguing with Alexi and their voices echoed through the house. “Remi talk to me?” Wanda said trying to distract her from the voices downstairs.

Remi shuddered at the sounds shaking her head “Mommy…. I don’t want everyone to be angry-“ she whispered quietly. Wanda sighed softly “neither do I princess, but just because they are angry doesn’t mean they don’t love eachother” Wanda explained trying to calm the child’s worries. “B-but it’s my fault” Remi said sadly. “Everybody’s a-angry c-cause of me” she said on the verge of tears.

Alexis voice rang through the house “Vy znayete vse, chemu nauchilis' v tualete, i vy vse eto vybrasyvayete! vy vse yeshche mozhete ispol'zovat' yego! perestan'te byt' takimi det'mi!” (You know all you learned in the redroom and you all throw it away! you can still use it! stop being such babies!) Wanda felt Remi sink further into her arms. “Remi it’s not your fault- family’s fight sometimes, it’s normal” Wanda was trying to keep her voice calm and soft.

They both heard a crash followed by the front door opening and slamming shut then Melina’s voice cut through the others like lightning “Natasha! Kontroliruyte sebya!! Aleksi, ty by zatknulsya i podumal, prezhde chem govorit'!” (Natasha! Control yourself!! Alexi, you should shut up and think before you speak!)She yelled.
“tebe nuzhen mozg, chtoby govorit’” (you need a brain to think) Natasha yelled back.

Remi looked up at Wanda the fear in her eyes growing “mommy… I wanna go home.” She said brokenly taking Wanda by surprise. “Home? We will be going home in a few days sweet, relax everyone will be okay soon enough” she said trying to calm Remi’s fears. “N-no…” Remi said gaining some courage “Now” she tried to sound demanding but her fear of the situation was obvious. Remi pushed herself out of Wanda’s arms gently.

Footsteps began walking up the stairs getting closer and closer to the room they occupied. Remi began to shiver and the panic set in as she was unsure wether to run back to her mommy or run to the window. Then Natasha entered the room. Wanda looked at her and could tell she was deeply annoyed but was trying to stay calm in the moment. “Are we okay?” Natasha asked them both moving closer.

Remi eyed her suspiciously unsure if she was in trouble, then Nat sat back on the bed giving her some space. Remi caved crashing into Natasha’s arms tearing up uncontrollably. Natasha’s instincts caught up fast as she pulled Remi into her arms cradling her gently. “Nobody is upset with you Remi” Natasha said gently. “Do… do I have to… go back?… am… I…” Remi was so afraid of the answer she couldn’t even ask the question.

Nat shook her head “you never have to go back, not ever” she confirmed gently knowing she must have heard everything her and Alexi had argued over. “C-can… can I go get some air…” Remi asked Natasha pulling herself off the bed to her feet. Natasha nodded and stood to follow her but remi shook her head “alone?” She asked.

Nat looked at Wanda who seemed unsure but nodded her head. “Okay… but stay close to the porch okay- where we can see you-” Natasha said gently. Remi nodded and began making her way to the bedroom door. “And put some shoes on okay?” Wanda said noticing the child was barefoot. The child nodded softly as she left the room.

Remi stood at the top of the stairs listening to the movements downstairs, she could tell Alexi and Melina where in the Kitchen and she was sure she heard Kate come upstairs earlier. Stealthily she creeped down the stairs and towards the front door. Feeling the freedom within her grasp she swung the door open and slipped out closing it behind her quietly.

As she turned to walk out she crashed into someone. Dazed and confused she stumbled backwards as hands grabbed her arms to steady her. When remi looked up and saw it was Yelena the panic set in as she slipped from her grasp looking between the door and the open field infront of her unsure what route to take.

Remi was sure if she went back into the house she would be captured by someone else so she sidestepped to go around Yelena. Only for Yelena to fall to her knees in-front of her and take her hands in hers. “Remi- baby look at Me” Yelena said softly the regret of her actions taking over.

Remi blinked hard confused “Remi I’m so sorry… I don’t know why I acted like that- I hope you can forgive me and we will still be best friends” Yelena said her tone laced with worry. But the worry dissolved as the child wrapped her arms around her “Always friends- no matter what” Remi said parroting Yelena’s words of comfort.

Yelena smiled and looked down at Remi’s feet, “you shouldn’t be outside with no shoes on… come on-“ she said reaching out for Remi’s hand. “No… please… I don’t wanna go back in there…” Remi begged as Yelena moved closer to the door. “I just-… I only wanna see the kitties” Remi said quietly looking over towards the barn. Yelena contemplated for a moment and nodded, “I’ll carry you then-“ she decided lifting remi into her arms.

Yelena carried her to the barn and brought her inside closing the door behind them. “Here kitties… pstpstpst” Yelena called out pulling the box off the shelf with the secret stash of cat food in. One single kitten appeared from the hay making Remi frown worry taking over.

Remi glanced around then looked up at Yelena “Aunty Lena…. His family’s gone he’s all alone!” She said sadly, then began searching around incase they where trapped. Yelena helped her until she realised they where definitely gone. “It’s okay Remi, they will come back, it will be okay-“ she said watching the child as Remi held the remaining kitten close as it purred.

Yelena smiled softly “We will have to go back soon-“ she said gently, Remi shook her head “we can’t leave him…. Please aunty Lena… can we take him to the house?” She said her puppy dog eyes shining brightly. Yelena was conflicted knowing how much Melina disliked cats.

Yelena shook her head softly “Nana wouldn’t like that- he will be okay on his own baby, he’s got food and shelter-“ Yelena explained. Remi shook her head tearing up “Please…. I can’t leave him all alone!!” She said as the tears began to fall. Yelena let a sigh escape her lips, “okay- but you can talk to Nana,” Yelena said gently.

Remi nodded in agreement afraid to leave the kitten alone, they walked back to the house together Remi cradling the cat in her arms gently as it began to fall asleep. When they entered the house Remi almost slipped to the kitchen excited to show her nana the little thing.

When she stepped foot in the kitchen “Nana can I-“ Melina turned around the older woman screamed and moved to the other side of the room. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT THING!! No no no!! Get it out of here!!! Not in the house!! Not on the property- get it out it’s evil!” Melina’s strong reaction frightened Remi. Almost falling over her feet as she tried to flee the room. Tears ran down Remi’s face as the confusion hit her.

Melina was mortified that a black cat had just been in her kitchen and her yelling had caught the attention of the whole house. Alexi managed to follow Remi outside. “Remi- not so fast….” He said grabbing her arm stopping her from running off the porch. Remi fought him as best she could while holding the kitten gently.

Alexi lifted her up with ease and carried her to the barn sitting her on a crate. “Hey… it’s okay, take a breath” Alexi said gently wiping her tears with his thumbs. “Come now- let him go…” he said trying to pry the kitten from her grasp. Remi shook her head and Alexi gave up for a moment letting the child get her bearings.

Remi gently petted the kittens head sniffling sadly. “W-why… why did nana shout?” She asked quietly. “Nana is superstitious… she thinks that black cats are messengers for the devil” he said half joking. Remi furrowed her eyebrows her tears falling uncontrollably “e-evil?” She questioned. “No- baby girl, just a kitten” he explained.

Natasha appeared at the barn door with Wanda. Nat glared at Alexi still mad from earlier but his gentleness with Remi earned him swift forgiveness. Remi scooted closer to Alexi seeing her parents. “Remi it’s okay, you just need to put him down now and come back to the house-“ Natasha said softly inching closer.

Remi shook her head frowning “don’t wanna go back! I- I don’t wanna leave him! He’s all alone” she said her breathing hitching as she began to get upset allover again. Nat frowned not used to Remi refusing to obey. “Remi, you will do as your told! Put the kitten down!” She instructed.

Remi shook her head again sniffling as fresh hot tears ran down her cheeks. “NO!!! GO AWAY!! I don’t want to go back there!!! I never wanna go back!!! Leave me alone!” Remi snapped slipping off the crate moving further into the barn scooting herself under a workbench feeling safer with distance between her and her parents.

Natasha stood in shock for a moment then moved hot on Remi’s heels. “Remi! What’s gotten into you! You don’t speak to me like that- I’m your mother!” She said and in her head couldn’t help but think how much she sounded like melina in that moment. Remi’s cries grew louder as she realised she was now in more trouble with Natasha.

Nat crouched in front of her “come now-“ she said sternly but the anger dissolved at the mess the child was in. Suddenly Alexi cut in “maybe… I’m sorry, maybe I could watch her out here for a while, we can make sure the kitten has a little home in here then we can go back inside because we know he is safe?” Alexi said unsure if natasha was going to bite his head off for interfering.

Nat looked at Alexi then Remi who was inching closer to Alexi. Then melina arrived at the barn and pushed everything back to square one. At the sight of her grandmother Remi began hyperventilating afraid she was here to punish her or take the kitten away. Melina tried to talk to Remi but the child ran to Alexi hiding behind his legs.

Melina frowned “Remi… I’m sorry… can we talk please?” She said softly, “those things have fleas and god knows what in their fur, put it down and come back to the house for a bath… I’ll make you some cocoa?” She said trying to coax remi back to the house. Remi didn’t move a muscle. “Remi… nanas talking to you- answer her please” Natasha said.

After a few moments of silence Remi spoke up “no.” She said her voice small and laced with uncertainty. “It wasn’t a request.” Melina deadpanned. “I’m not leaving him. Ever. Go away!” Remi said finding courage hiding behind Alexi but the breaks in her voice shed light on her fear. Alexi was smirking knowing that Remi was being difficult but he found it amusing.

Yelena gulped thinking that either Natasha or Melina would snap and drag the child back kicking or screaming. Melina sighed “if you don’t let that thing go now your going to be in so much trouble!” Melina said sternly not wanting the child to bring fleas into her house. When remi ignored her Melina snapped slightly “Then you can sleep in the barn with it!” She said walking out and back to the house. Natasha knew she didn’t mean it, she looked at Alexi unsure wether to leave him with Remi but Wanda assured her that it was fine. “You’ve got one hour Remi” she said going back to the house with Yelena and Wanda.

Once everyone had left Alexi turned to Remi lifting her chin so she would look into his eyes. “You are brave little one, even your mama would not argue with Nana like that-“ Remi squirmed slightly looking down. “Dedushka…. I… I don’t want to go back, I wanna stay here, to keep him safe!” Remi sobbed out. The kitten had fallen asleep in her arms purring away.

Alexi shook his head “Remi sweetheart, it’s going to be freezing out here soon, you can’t stay outdoors, nana was trying to scare you into going with her” he explained gently. Alexi sat on the ground beside her looking at his granddaughter he saw so much of his girls in her, it made his heart burst with pride. Even when she was being naughty and difficult she filled him with so much happiness he is able to be a part of their lives.

Remi shivered slightly wiping her face with the back of her hand. “I d-don’t care… I’ll stay here. Keep him safe” she sniffled looking down at the kitten smiling slightly at the cuteness. “You have no shoes- no socks- no jacket. You will freeze to death out here” Alexi explained, “we can’t leave him in the cold to! It’s not fair! So I’ll stay with him and keep him warm!” Remi argued back adamant she wasn’t leaning the kitten alone to the elements. Alexi sighed fighting a loosing battle.

Remi scooter out from her hiding place to sit beside Alexi. “Thanks for staying with me..” she said climbing onto his lap so he could get a better view of the kitten. “We aren’t staying all night-“ Alexi said and he meant it- but Remi had other ideas….

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Chapter 48: Chapter 48: Come inside!

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Alexi had placed Remi down on a crate as she cradled the small kitten in her arms. It had began to fall asleep in the warm embrace purring happily. He began gathering his tools and some materials to make a cathouse for it with the intention of placing it further out on the property so Melina wouldn’t even notice.

As the night grew darker the temperature began to drop as the stars began to light the sky. “Are you sure you do not want to go inside?” Alexi confirmed for the 40th time. “No!!!” Remi whined beginning to get annoyed with the threat of the house looming over her.

Alexi tutted turning to Remi confused “What is so bad about the house?! Has it done something to upset you?” He asked playfully. Remi looked down timidly focusing her attention on the kitten trying to pretend she wasn’t just in the middle of a conversation. She began to wish she had listened to her mother and put some socks and shoes on now.

Alexi began cutting some wood to size as Remi placed the kitten down gently on some hay to keep it comfortable as it slept peacefully. She walked over to Alexi curiously watching him work. “Grandpa?” She said softly “hmmm?” He responded softly beginning to nail the pieces together.

Remi picked up some nails from the pile and began handing them to Alexi one by one as he needed them. “W-why is Nana afraid of him?” She asked quietly, “Why did she s-scream like that?” She looked at him sadness showing in her eyes.

Alexi let out a deep breath “Well- she’s superstitious honey, it was nothing personal” he explained. “What’s stupertitus?” She said butchering the pronunciation. Alexi thought for a moment before explaining “People who are superstitious believe in things that are not real or possible, for example magic- well uhhh-“ he said when he saw the expression on Remi’s face.

Although he does not understand what classified as magic at this point he didn’t Believe it wasn’t real. “Well say for example she is afraid of black cats because she believes that they are connected to evil witches who work for the devil- and if one enters the house evil does too. Not that the cat is evil it’s just an omen“ he said chuckling softly. Remi nodded slightly but she didn’t laugh with him.

The child’s thoughts began to race, what if her Nana was afraid of her. If she had magic did she work for the devil? Who is the devil? Sure he’s the most evil thing on the planet but does that mean she is too? Just as her breathing began to quicken her mamas voice sounded behind her. “Hours up- time to come home” Natasha said walking closer to Remi.

Remi froze for a moment she was far from ready to go back to the house just yet. If her nana was angry that she was bringing evil inside- what if she was the evil. Natasha immediately sensed that Remi was on the verge of a breakdown and rushed to her side only to be rebuffed.

Remi’s whole mood was off, she didn’t know who she wanted or could trust in the moment she just knew she wanted to be outside and nowhere near her grandma. When Natasha was unable to move her she crouched to her level. “This isn’t a request Remi I am telling you to do it! Right now!” She said sternly. Remi glanced over at the sleeping kitten then up at Alexi. “I stay here with grandpa!” She said defiantly.

Natasha didn’t miss a beat as soon as she heard a hint of defiance in Remi’s voice she clocked her with a fast swatt to the seat of her pants. Remi winced and threw her hands behind her defensively “Mama….” She whined. “Don’t test me Remi!” Alexi bit his lip not wanting to interfere.

When remi looked to him for help and received none she broke inside “I don’t want to go back to the house!! Everyone’s always yelling” she sobbed out her voice cracking under the weight of her emotions. Nat but her lip trying to keep her voice at a calm level.

Keeping a tight grip on Remi’s forearms so the child couldn’t bolt Natasha pulled her closer “Remi. I’m sorry for yelling earlier, we all are, but you can’t stay outside just because everyone had a fight!” She said keeping her tone firm. Remis lip trembled as tears stained her face.

Nat let go of one of her arms so she could wipe her face gently “take a breath baby and listen to me, nobody’s arguing anymore, I promise” She said gently. Remi bit her lip and nodded. Natasha took her jacket off and wrapped it around Remi noticing how could she as she began to shiver. Remi had lost feeling in her toes a long time ago but she wouldn’t admit that.

Remi looked down and chewed her sleeve nervously before speaking up “I can’t go back if nana is mad at me… she thinks I’m evil…” She said sadly. “What nooo!! That’s not what I mean when I say that Remi!” Alexi said, “she thinks the cat is evil that it is telling her evil is coming!” He tried to explain as Natasha turned to Alexi “ my pogovorim pozzhe” (we will talk later!) she said through gritted teeth.

Remi quickly pushed herself away from Natasha backing up towards Alexi. “Don’t be angry with grandpa he didn’t do anything wrong!! It-it’s all my fault!” She said the lump in her throat tightening.

Natasha looked at Remi confused for a moment, “what’s your fault?” Nat asked. “Everything! No matter what I do everything goes wrong! I… I’m..” Remi couldn’t stop the new tears that began to fall. Natasha was growing tired and her patience growing thinner but she was trying to hold herself together. “D-defective” the child finally spat out.

Hearing that phrase knocked the wind from Natasha. Even she had underlying traumas left from the red room. She knew that defective meant you where where better off dead. Taking a deep breath Natasha edged forward but Remi moved backwards falling over her feet into Alexi.

Alexi was quick to catch her and steady her on her feet but the child clung to his arm almost trying to use him as a shield between her and Natasha.

Alexi looked at Natasha with sympathy he could tell she was not enjoying the situation. He lifted Remi into his arms letting her cry it out for a few moments. “Y’know… I do not believe you are defective, I don’t think you should use that word ever if you describe yourself okay-“ Alexi said gently but his tone was sincere.

Natasha watched as Alexi held Remi gently and comforted her as he had when her and Yelena where children. They had a rocky relationship but they loved each-other in their own way. Remi didn’t say another word just listened to Alexi as he whispered comforting words to her.

Remi sobbed into his shoulder calming slightly. “I think we are all just cold and tired right now, and if I know anything we get extra emotional when that is the case” Alexi said. Remi nodded weakly her sobs had quietened down and she was struggling to keep her eyes open.

Now came the hard part the handover- Alexi cringed slightly unsure at the reaction he would get as he began to hand Remi over to Natasha. The child went willingly until Natasha began to move toward the door. Her sleepy voice sounding out concern about the kitten they had named Jet. “But- what about jet?-“ she asked sleepily lifting her head off her mamas shoulder.

Natasha glared at Alexi knowing naming it would make it much harder to give it away. “I’ll make sure he’s safe” Alexi promised as he winked at Natasha. Nat shook her head playfully at him and took Remi back to the house.
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Chapter 49: Chapter 49: I’m here with you

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Remi’s eyes felt heavy as she lay against Natasha’s shoulder, Natasha was gentle as she carried her up the stairs and into their bedroom. Wanda was already in bed sat up reading a book a pillow stuffed behind her back so she could sit comfortably.

The witch smiled as Natasha entered the room with their daughter, Natasha went to place remi on the end of the bed so she could retrieve some pyjamas and start to run her bath but remi clung to her ever so tightly.

Nat smiled to herself trying to loosen the child’s grip, “Remi let go baby, two minutes I just want to start the water for your bath” she said gently but remi shook her head weakly against Natasha’s chest. “No… mama stay” she said keeping a tight grip on Natasha. “But princess you’re freezing, let’s get you in a warm bath really quick” she said softly stroking Remi’s hair.

Remi shook her head again- she was cold but she felt too weak to stay awake any longer “morning? I’m sleepy” the child countered yawning uncontrollably. Nat frowned but nodded “first thing” she confirmed with Remi.

Wanda peeked over the top of her book at the pair infront of her smiling. Remi was the only person she had seen who could work around Natasha. Nat lifted Remi back up so she could place her beside Wanda. Once Remi was in the bed she immediately flipped over cuddling into the pillow. The softness of the sheets and warmth of the bed knocking her out almost instantly.

Natasha hovered for a moment watching her until her breathing evened out then went and had a shower herself getting changed then returned to the room. Wanda had one hand on Remi’s back rubbing it gently while she read her book with the other. Nat slipped in beside them kissing Wanda goodnight the day had exhausted her.

Once Natasha’s head hit the pillow Wanda put her book away and turned the light off settling down for the night herself. A few hours later Natasha felt a jerk beside her waking her up from a deep sleep. Slowly rising from her slumber she looked to the source of the movement.

Remi was sat upright trembling beside her stifling her whimpers. Nat sat up straight and gently put her hand on Remi’s shoulder “hey princess- what’s the matter?” She asked gently. Remi shook her head passively “n-noffin” she said weakly trying to push Natasha’s hand off her. “Did you have a bad dream?” Natasha asked gently.

Remi shook her head slightly asNatasha felt her forehead with concern growing at the temperature she felt. “Do you feel okay baby?” She asked in her gentle concerned voice her instincts taking over. Remi’s head hurt and her whole body felt weak but she nodded trying to hide her face from Natasha.

Wanda was still fast asleep beside them snoring softly, she looked so peaceful neither Remi or Natasha wanted to disturb her. Tears pricked Remi’s eyes as her breathing sped up “mama…. I’m cold” she admitted finally moving towards Natasha craving her mothers comfort. Remi’s head felt like it was about to explode and her body felt as though she was on ice.

Nat wrapped her arms around Remi feeling how much the child was burning up she was surprised to hear she felt cold. “You feel warm princess, I think you might be coming down with something…” she explained gently. “Where hurts?” She asked as Remi whimpered. “Everywhere….” The child admitted sadly.

Remi felt as though she couldn’t move all her muscles felt sore and heavy she looked at her mother completely defeated. Natasha kissed her head comfortingly “that’s okay, let me see what I can do to make it all better” she said softly stroking Remi’s hair. “Would you like some water?” Natasha asked softly as she began to slip off the bed to go downstairs for medicine and water.

Remi gripped onto Natasha’s shirt “d-don’t leave me… please mama…” she begged desperately. Natasha bit her lip not really wanting to bring her downstairs incase it meant she wasn’t going back to sleep. “You can stay with mommy for now, I’ll be very quick- I’m only going for water” she explained hoping it was keep the child in her place.

Remi glanced over at wanda who was peacefully sleeping then looked down almost on the verge of a breakdown. She didn’t want Natasha to leave her, she felt weak and vulnerable and only her mama could protect her.

Nats heart hurt at the sight so she lifted Remi into her arms wrapping her in a blanket. “I’m sorry mama…. I-I just… need you” remi admitted shame in her voice. “It’s okay to need somebody Remi, I’m happy you told me, I’ll always be here to help” Natasha said kissing Remi’s forehead as they walked down the stairs. “Do you think you could sit on the sofa while I go get you a drink?” She asked the child softly.

Remi’s grip slowly loosened off Natasha’s shirt as she sunk backwards onto the sofa. Natasha took her leave, Remi felt off inside her whole body suddenly felt as though it was on fire and her mouth watered uncontrollably. As she lifted herself up to go to her mama her legs wobbled and the room began to swirl around her.

Remi suddenly felt dizzy, his stomach her twisting into a thousand knots and his head felt awfully light. She blinked a few times, but the room wouldn't stop twirling and shifting around her. If anything, it was getting faster.

Remi’s vision blurred and she doubled over reaching out for something to steady herself with but she missed completely falling forwards towards the coffee table fast as she threw her hands out to save herself she already knew it was too late but was too weak to care.

Suddenly strong arms saved her by lifting her back up and onto the sofa fast. The movement made Remi’s stomach leap.

Immediately she knew it wasn’t her mother, her blurred vision made her internal panic intensify as the sweat dripped from her forehead. “M-mommy?” She questioned as she tried to blink her tears back and swallow the saliva that filled her mouth fast.

Blinking fast she gained enough vision to see Melina crouched holding her steady on the sofa. Before she could stop it the vomit escaped her stomach and onto Melina’s lap infront of her. The colour drained from the child and she crumbled into heart wrenching cries while spitting apologies out to Melina. Her fear of her grandma intensifying.

Natasha had entered the room just in time to see it her eyes growing wide. “Hey hey hey, no tears it’s okay it’s nothing! Nobody is hurt you’re okay-“ Melina said gently “nothing I can’t clean up” she said trying to calm the hysterical child who was almost Delirious. “I’m sorry- I’m so-so-sorry… Mne zhal'- Mne zhal'” (I’m sorry) she began to speak Russian instinctively her brain taking her back to the redroom.

Melina looked to Natasha who looked equally out of her depth “Remi- breathe sweetheart” Natasha coaxed rushing to their side regardless. Melina quickly excused herself to get cleaned up worried that she might make the situation even worse.

Natasha grabbed tissue and wiped Remi’s hands and face gently. “Good girl deep breaths now… in and out- that’s it baby…. Your here with me, with mama okay?” Natasha’s voice was soothing and level and her touch was gentle.

Remi allowed Natasha to do what was needed still in utter shock. “Can you sit up abit more for me?” The redhead asked, Remi struggled to sit upright without Natasha’s help.

Nat held the glass to Remi’s lips coaxing her to drink gently then quickly gave her some medicine while she was subdued. Then Natasha cleaned the floor quickly while Remi lay backwards with her eyes closed shivering under her blanket.

“M-mama?” Remi called out croakily, “yes I’m here…” Natasha said placing her hand on Remi’s leg so she could feel her presence. “Mama… I’m sorry…” she said remorsefully. “I know baby…. It’s just a little sickness everything will be okay, I’ll run you a bath so you can warm up and get some more sleep? Does that sound okay?” She asked the child stroking her hair softly.

Remi mustered enough strength to nod while reaching out for her. Natasha lifted her up and took her up to the bathroom. She bumped into Melina just as she was leaving the bathroom. The older widow had already began running Remi a bath for Natasha.

Nat thanked her mother and placed the child down on the closed toilet seat to look her over. Remi whimpered at the sudden separation from her mother. Nat quickly grabbed clean clothes and some towels and returned to Remi who was swaying unsteadily in the spot she left her.

Nat stopped the water checking the temperature then helped remi to her feet. Steadying her by placing her arm around her “Good girl hold onto my arm, yes just like that” she praised as Remi held on tightly so she could stand. Natasha gently undressed her and placed her into the warm water.

Remi almost sank backwards relaxing into the warm water but nat held her afloat. Natasha allowed her to relax for a while before she gently bathed her and brought her out of the water drying her quickly and putting some warm pyjamas on the child. Remi fidgeted slightly pulling at the collar of her top.

Just by looking at her Natasha could sense discomfort emitting from her. “Do you want to go back to bed?” She asked her softly and Remi nodded into her shoulder weakly. “P-please” she said her voice raspy from the weak feeling inside. Remi was pulling at her collar itching her neck slightly nat put it down to the child’s nervousness.

Natasha pulled Remi into her arms resting her forehead against hers for a moment before making her way back to the bedroom. The sudden disruption woke Wanda slightly as she turned towards the noise “good morning” she said perkily until she saw how exhausted the pair looked.

Natasha placed Remi down onto the bed hovering by for a few moments as the child wouldn’t let go of her. Wanda reached out to Remi and rubbed her shoulder comfortingly. “Hi baby” Wanda said as The child crashed into her chest while Natasha climbed in beside them.

Wanda stroked her hair gently “Is everything okay?” Wanda asked concerned “Yeah I think so- we’ve just got a little sickness bug that’s all” Natasha explained. “Oh my baby- are you feeling under the weather?” Wanda asked squeezing remi comfortingly. Remi whined slightly at the sudden tightness of Wanda’s grip. “Sorry baby” the witch said Loosening her arms.

Remi pulled at her collar again fidgeting uncomfortably “stop that baby you might hurt yourself-“ Wanda said pulling her hand away gently, “don’t like it…” remi mumbled her voice small. “Why not?” Natasha asked concerned it was hurting her in some way. “It itches… and it makes me feel too hot” remi admitted “it itches?” Wanda questioned pulling the collar slightly to look at Remi’s skin.

Everything looked normal although there was some redness from where the child had been scratching “do you want it off?” Wanda asked gently and when Remi nodded she pulled it off the child and Natasha grabbed one of her T-shirts and put it on Remi. “Is that better?” Even though the shirt was massively oversized Remi nodded nothing was squeezing her skin or rubbing against her too hard.

Soon enough though Remi was squeezed up against Natasha needing to be closer to her mama in the moment. It took a few minutes and Remi was asleep again. Natasha lay awake staring down at Remi concerned the child was still burning up she could feel it against her skin.

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Chapter 50: Chapter 50: Stay with us

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Natasha fought hard against her exhaustion. Watching remi sleep closely looking for signs of discomfort. Remi rolled over in her sleep letting a soft whimper leave her lips.

The slight jerks of her head and body bringing Natasha out of her thoughts. Natasha reached down and slowly ran her fingers through Remi’s hair. Remi twitched slightly her eyelids flickering.

Wanda turned to Natasha “Nat you should get some sleep- I can watch over her-“ she said looking at her girlfriend full of concern. Natasha looked exhausted but shook her head “I’m fine” she said passively, “you don’t look fine Tasha, you need sleep too” Wanda countered.

Natasha shook her head slightly and sighed “I can’t-“ she admitted finally looking into Wanda’s eyes. “I’m worried” she said quietly. Wanda smiled sympathetically and kissed Natasha’s head. “You don’t need to worry, everything will be fine” Wanda said trying to quell her worries.

Nat nodded slightly “I know-“ she trailed off at the sound of the bedroom door opening. They both glanced over as Yelena’s head swung around the door “Hey guys- just checking in on you all” she said walking into the room smiling.

Natasha smiled at her sister “you’ve missed breakfast-“ Yelena said slightly concerned she had not seen the three of them since the night before. “I know, we are sorry- remi isn’t feeling too good, I’m trying to get her to sleep as much as she can” Natasha said softly.

Yelena lay across the bottom of the bed facing everyone. “Do you want me to get you both some coffee or something?” She asked Wanda shook her head but natasha smirked once she saw her sister was comfortable “you know what… yeah I will have some coffee please” she said sweetly.

Yelena smirked “cool- I’ll get Kate to make it!” She said pulling her phone out to text Kate. “Moms gone to the store with dad- is there anything you want her to get?” Yelena quizzed Natasha shook her head gently. Remi shifted in her sleep slightly bringing the room to silence for a moment as all eyes landed on her.

Her small arm outreached towards her mama as Natasha gently began running her fingers up and down her arm. “Are you still sleeping?” She whispered to the child unsure as she hadn’t opened her eyes yet. Remi shook her head slowly not really wanting to be awake yet, the pain she had felt earlier had only intensified. Natasha’s hand clasped her forehead gingerly and she quickly removed it with a frown.

Yelena watched her sister and how gentle she was being “you don’t have to wake up just yet my love, just tell me how you feel?” The redheads voice was soft and soothing Yelena was struck by it. “Bad” the child replied quietly as though it pained her to talk. “You still feel real warm” Natasha said as kissed Remi’s forehead gently and brushed the hair from her face. “My poor baby… rest for now” she instructed softly as she child moved deeper into her side.

Remi still seemed uncomfortable tossing and turning slightly before giving up entirely looking up at Natasha desperately. Yelena got up to leave but when remi noticed her she whimpered “stay-“ quietly. In her vulnerable state she preferred safety in numbers. Mama, mommy and aunty Lena could protect her from anything.

Natasha stroked Remi’s hair as she lay back against a pillow beside her. “Can’t get comfy?” Natasha questioned softly and remi shook her head “my head… it hurts mama” she complained as quietly as she could. Natasha nodded “oh sweetheart, I wish I could take the pain away” she admitted stroking her hair assuming it was a regular run of the mill redroom headache.

Years of chemical subjugation had left its mark on all of them. “I think we should all have a lazy day in our pyjamas and watch old movies!” Yelena suggested remi looked up at Natasha who nodded approvingly. Wanda smiled as she always enjoyed an old movie.

Yelena quickly left the room to grab the movies and Kate arrived with the coffee as Yelena entered the room arm full of dvds. Natasha slipped off the bed to take the tray Kate was holding with mugs of coffee for the adults and some water for remi. She placed it on the cabinet handing them out.

Wanda helped Remi take a few sips of water and turned to put the glass on her bedside table. Remi was feeling very dizzy and tired now she watched her mother walk towards Yelena and she tried to stay focused. But now Natasha had split into two. Right beside each other, two sets of the same person both speaking at the same time. “yelena where’s the remote?” Natasha asked- To remi the voice began to feel further and further away from her.

Natasha and Yelena had their backs to the bed fiddling with the wires behind the tv. Wanda was deep in conversation with Kate. Remi felt as though she was drifting away far away from everybody as the sound of their voices faded.

Something wet dribbled from remi's nose. She reached up and touched the wetness. She looked at her fingers. Her where all red coated thick and sticky. Remi’s mind went into overdrive as she tried to wipe the wetness from her face

but then both of her hands were covered with red, a deep dark red that was damp and trickling down her palms. It was like she was wearing red gloves. She tried to speak but all that came out was a gurgle.

As Natasha looked towards the noise her eyes flew wide open. She looked horrified as ran towards remi. Wanda had looked to her left and saw Remi dripping with blood and panicked so much she almost fell off the bed scrambling to help.

Wanda had no idea what to do but Natasha swooped in adrenaline kicking in. “Hey… don’t touch it sweetheart-“ she said quickly taking Remi’s hands away from her face. The child reached out to Natasha disoriented. “Mama?” She called out coughing slightly as she grabbed nat she left a bloody handprint.

Natasha grabbed the nearest thing to her pressing it to Remi’s nose to quell the bleeding. That being Remi’s discarded pyjama shirt from earlier. “Yes my love, it’s me- I’m here” she confirmed her calm exterior was perfect nobody would believe nat was a wreck internally. The worry Natasha felt in that moment was making her feel sick.

Remi squirmed slightly under the pressure of the screwed up t-shirt pressed to her face. “M-mama” Remi whimpered her head was beginning to go limp into Natasha’s hand. “Call mama!” Natasha said looking back at Yelena who nodded rushing out of the room to make the call.

Remi fought against her mother when she heard that her grandma was going to arrive. Her voice was muffled by the T-shirt stemming her bleeding. “No-no- mama no….” She begged hot tears stinging her eyes. “It will be okay- nana is almost as good as dr Cho” Wanda assured squeezing Remi’s shoulder comfortingly.

Natasha was in protective mode “try not to move so much baby” she said gently trying to keep the shirt against the child’s nose while also keeping the child still. The whole situation from the temperature to the vomiting to then nose bleed didn’t sit right with Natasha who was now sure there was something deeply wrong.

Wanda felt uneased by Natasha sensing her worry and it only intensified her own. Yelena came back into the room “mom said 15 minutes and she will be home- is there anything I can do now? She asked passing Natasha a towel. Natasha quickly swapped it out pressing that to Remi’s nose instead when she realised the bleeding still hadn’t stopped.

Remi’s eyes felt heavy as they started to close she fought hard to keep them open, natasha began talking to her loudly but still had a gentleness to her tone “Remi baby- stay with us… eyes open, come on look at me- I wanna see your eyes-“ she said coaxing the child. Wanda held Remi’s other hand squeezing it gently. “Remi, baby… you have to stay awake…” the witch begged.

As much as remi tried to keep them open they began to droop closed slowly as they called her name. Natasha felt the child’s grip loosen on her shirt -

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Chapter 51: Chapter 51: What is it

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It worked long enough for Melina to arrive and the seasoned widow went to work almost immediately. Although she had not seen a condition this bad before she had an idea what it was when Yelena explained the situation on the phone.

Remi had been too weak to fight anymore. She had closed her eyes. She just wanted to sleep so the pain would go away. The last thing she saw was Natasha’s panicked face blurring as someone else stood behind her.

Melina took immediate control of the situation trying to calm her daughter but also the towel from Natasha’s hands and instructed her to bring her out to the lab in the basement. Alexi close behind looking on concern on his face.

Melina pointed to a bed that was in the corner of the lab that she would sometimes use if her research went into the night “When she first arrived- you checked her for implants right? She was a high value asset to hydra was she not” Melina questioned looking at Natasha who looked blank.

Natasha lay Remi on the hospital bed in there gently staying by her side. “Rare cases- but high risk/high value assets are implanted with chips that allow the handler further control-“ Melina trailed off knowing talking about anything remotely redroom associated could anger Natasha.

In reality Natasha felt sick and ashamed, why had she not ordered a full body check on the child to make sure the redroom had not left anything behind. “Can you check?” Natasha asked her voice quivering under the pressure. “Yes- but I’ll have sedate her to keep her asleep-“ before she could continue natasha cut her off “Do it-“ she said desperately.

Checking for the implants was easy. Melina scanned the child and just as they thought she was clean it pinged. Melina’s eyebrows furrowed. “She has one- I’m just trying to locate it exactly” the device bleeped and Melina moved in closer to look at Remi’s neck confirming it’s Location to Natasha.

It was below her ear almost above the child’s pressure point. Doing a deeper scan she confirmed it wasn’t deep and was able to perform a small surgery to remove it. That was when she could really look at it and see what it was for. With Natasha’s permission of course.

“When she wakes up, keep her resting for now- I don’t know what this was doing or what effects it might have left” melina admitted, “hopefully I can find out more” she assured Natasha. “How long until she wakes up?” Natasha asked looking over remi concerned. “I’d say around a hour or two” Melina said softly.

Wanda edged closer to Natasha resting a comforting hand on her shoulder. Nat mustered up a smile “you can take her back upstairs if you like- I’ll be right behind you” Natasha said softly. Wanda nodded gently taking remi into her arms leaving the lab quickly.

“Can you run those tests now?” Natasha asked her mother wanting to get to the root of the problem. Melina nodded and plugged the chip into her device to see what data was left behind. The details brought tears to her eyes as she tried to obscure Natasha’s view of her screen.

“What is it?” Natasha demanded to know afraid of what she might hear but determined to nevertheless. Natasha tugged her mothers arm slightly so she could see the screen “Mama you have to tell me what your seeing!” She grumbled.

Melina sighed softly “It’s a high grade BMC implant- they are usually imbedded near a pressure point to ensure the Asset stays on target, if they deviate in anyway they send shocks into the nervous system.- it’s for long range behavioural modification. But also by the looks of this one was also used to quell her powers” Melina explained.

Natasha listened closely “So you’re saying she’s had shocks through her system since she left that base.” She questioned as Melina nodded “it would seem so, anything that she has been trained not to do, would register in her brain and result in the chip discharging a shock.” Melina confirmed.

Natasha looked horrified “but not to worry- it’s removed now, it will never happen again- but it may take time to recover” Melina said trying to comfort her daughter who looked on the verge of tears. “I don’t think I can forgive myself…” Natasha said quietly.

Melina wrapped her arms around natasha “Nat, you can’t blame yourself… you didn’t put it there” Melina said gently. Nat looked at the handprint on her shirt and sighed. Before she could talk all the lights and electronics in the room began flashing on and off before suddenly they stopped.

Natasha glanced at her mother breathing a quick goodbye before running out of the lab and up the stairs. Entering her bedroom she saw Wanda stood cradling Remi in her arms whispering in her ear.

“Breathe baby, it’s okay I’m here” Wanda said softly calming remi enough to stop her powers from appearing again. “Do you feel okay? Is there anything I can do?” Wanda asked gently. “I’m sorry” Remi’s voice croaked, when she had woken up she had no control of her powers for the first time in a long time and it felt they where getting stronger and she was getting weaker.

Wanda kissed Remi’s head gently “You have nothing to apologise for” Wanda affirmed softly. Natasha made a few steps closer putting her hand on Wanda’s back gently. Wanda smiled at her gently.

“How’s my brave girl-“ Natasha asked softly “not brave…” Remi said sadly “I think you are princess” Wanda said smiling kissing Remi’s forehead again. Remi smiled slightly but her smile faded when she began to move.

Remi went to touch her neck wincing when she touched the dressing taped to it “ah ah ah… don’t do that” Natasha said blocking her hand with her own. “You just have a little cut, don’t touch it or it won’t heal” Natasha said gently.

Remi sighed softly and rubbed her eyes sleepily. “Are you hungry? You haven’t eaten all day-“ Natasha said as her and Wanda began overcrowding the child. Remi shook her head beginning to feel overwhelmed. Natasha put her hand to Remi’s forehead still feeling a lot of heat.

Wanda sat down on the bed placing remi on her lap holding her hands in her own “You really should eat something- how about some toast?” Wanda reasoned, Remi just shrugged. “I’ll make some-“ Natasha said as she stood up to leave the room.

Remi lay back against Wanda’s chest deep in her own thoughts not paying attention to her surroundings. Wanda watched her carefully trying to work out what was wrong. “What you thinking about?” She quizzed gently. The child was playing with the rings on Wanda’s fingers when she looked up at her biting her lip nervously.

“Something’s different…” Remi finally said quietly. “What do you mean?” She asked stroking Remi’s hair comfortingly with her free hand. Remi leaned into the touch slowly. They sat in silence for a few moments as Remi began thinking of how to explain herself.

Natasha returned to the room with some toast and warm milk for remi joining them on the bed. “I can’t…. Feel it…” remi said softly. “Feel What?” Natasha asked as she lay the tray on the child’s lap. Remi sipped the milk to avoid answering for a moment.

“Nothing…” she said passively. “Why don’t you tell us baby?” Nat asked gently. “I… I can’t” remi said sadly. Natasha frowned “I can’t help you unless you tell me Remi, I want to help you” she said gently. Remi looked at Natasha trying to hide her pain and worry. But Natasha could see past her brave face.

Nat held her hand gently “Remi, no matter what me and your mommy are here for you. If we can help you we will” she said gently as Remi nodded and began tracing her fingers across the palm of Natasha’s hand.

Remi was used to being under the pressure of the chip right now, it would quell her magic and zap her if she was being too dependent on anyone. Practically 24/7 the child would feel shocks from it. Remi shook her head “makes me defective without- you should termina-“ Natasha cut her off before she could finish her sentence.

Natasha glared slightly at what Remi said and shook her head “I don’t want you to use those word again remi, not when talking about yourself or anybody okay?” She said trying to soften her tone. Remi nodded weakly pushing the plate away from her burying her face in Wanda’s shoulder.

Natasha sighed rubbing her forehead “I’m sorry Remi, but that doesn’t happen here, it shouldn’t happen anyway. There are no defects.” She explained gently. Remi nodded into Wandas shoulder. “Look at me please” Natasha commanded gently. Remi shook her head holding onto Wanda tighter.

Natasha frowned “Remi I want to see your eyes” she said gently tickling the back of Remi’s neck. Remi squirmed slightly “Mama please.,.. stop…” the child whimpered slightly the jerking of her body sending shooting pains down her neck. “Look at me then!” Natasha said this time with less softness in her tone.

It brought both Wanda full attention and Remi’s to her. Remi looked into her mamas eyes blinking back tears. “You are not defective Remi. You will never be terminated. And you are never going back there ever again do you hear me? I promise.” Natasha said sincerely.

Remi nodded feeling slightly comforted by the idea of Natasha believing she was not defective. “I love you remi, and I’ll always be here to protect you” Natasha said gently. Remi nodded smiling softly “I know mama… I love you more” she added with a smirk laying back against wanda who was smiling. “Well I love you both more than you love me” Wanda said with a chuckle.

Remi shook her head “no I love you more! I love you both more!” She said honestly believing it. They bickered between eachother playfully when yelena poked her head into the room “Well does that mean you don’t love me that much?!!” She questioned with mock hurt.

Natasha was first to respond with a flat “yes” making Yelena fake physical pain in her heart. Remi gasped and quickly countered “I do love you to Aunty Lena… you’re my best friend!” Remi said. Natasha pushed the toast towards the child who shook her head pushing it back.

Natasha frowned “you have to eat something Remi-“ she countered. Remi shook her head again pouting slightly “no thanks” she said as she rubbed her eyes turning to burrow into Wanda.

Natasha opened her mouth but Wanda hushed her letting Remi rest for now.

Chapter 52: Chapter 52: Accident's happen

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Now she could tell remi was crying by the way her head moved. Wanda began rubbing the child’s back gently turning to look up at Natasha. Wanda’s concerned expression began biting holes into Natasha’s soul causing her to sigh and run her fingers through her hair frustratedly.

Nat stood up taking the plate with her. Yelena followed close behind her sister as she left the room. Wanda let the silence sit for a few minutes before she decided it was time to break the ice. “Are you tired?” She asked the child in her arms. Remi slowly nodded in response staring at the door. Then she spoke “I wan-… can…” she gulped and tried again “can y-y… y-y” the thought of asking for something giving her sudden anxiety.

Remi bit her lip sucking in a deep breath trying to muster the courage to say it. Wanda watched in anticipation for her to finish her sentence but the child’s stutter made her begin worry about what the request might be. Remi shook her head eventually giving up “N-never mind..” she muttered looking down.

Wanda cupped Remi’s face “try again sweetheart, I can’t do anything unless you ask-“ Wanda said gently coaching remi to breath in the process. “Can… can you bring…. Bring mama back?” She finally spat out. Wanda blinked slightly trying not to be offended remi wanted natasha instead but remi gripped her arm gently as she tried to stand.

But Remi didn’t want wanda to leave her either . “I can’t get her unless you let me go princess” Wanda said gently trying to get remi to release her hold on her arm. Remi shook her head and pulled Wanda closer to her. “Remi baby, I just need to get to the door and I’ll call for her-“ she explained gently.

Remi bit her lip and shook her head again slowly. Wanda seemed torn “Princess what’s wrong?” She asked her voice soft and soothing as she ran her fingers through the child’s hair slowly. Wanda could feel the heat radiating from Remi’s forehead “don’t wanna be alone-“ the child explained sadly.

Wanda frowned “Remi I can’t get her unless you let me go-“ she explained gently. Remis grip on wandas shirt didn’t loosen. “Use… mind…” remi whispered to the older women. Wanda shook her head gently “Mama doesn’t like it when I do that- just let me go to the door and I’ll call her-“ Wanda explained but Remi shook her head again deciding to call for her mother herself.

The child closed her eyes and called out to Natasha telepathically. Taking the widow by surprise. Natasha rushed to the room looking at the pair with a worried expression. “Everything okay?” She asked softly as wanda nodded slightly.

Remi looked at her mother reaching out to her “mama I’m sorry…” she said as Natasha moved closer wrapping arms around both Remi and Wanda climbing onto the bed beside them. “Remi breath with me… ready 1….2…..3….” Natasha coached the child who shuddered as she choked out short breaths.

Nat rested her hand on Remi’s back feeling the child’s short breaths. “I have an idea… how about we have a nice warm bath and go to bed? It’s almost bedtime anyways-“ Natasha whispered to Remi who just nodded weakly in agreement.

Natasha was able to go to the bathroom and start running the water, pouring some bubble bath into the tub before returning to the room. Remi kept her head buried in Wanda’s shoulder. “Do you wanna pick your pyjamas princess?” Wanda whispered to her gently. Remi shrugged “you do….” She said softly.

Wanda nodded approvingly to Natasha who had picked out a pair. “You ready?” Wanda asked the child gently, Remi nodded in response “m-mommy…. Can you… read to me?” She asked quietly afraid of rejection. Wanda chuckled and smiled to herself “of course I can…. Do you have a story in mind?” She asked lifting Remi into her arms walking towards the bookcase.

Remi looked at the many books hugging the shelves and shrugged “anything… I-i… I just like it when you read to me…” she admitted laying her head back against Wanda’s shoulder. Wanda picked a random book from the shelf and followed Natasha to the bathroom. Wanda sat on the toilet facing the bath sitting remi on her lap giving her a moment to take in her surroundings.

Remi looked at the big bathtub full of bubbles the steam rising invitingly. Natasha kneeled in front of them and slowly began to under the child. Lifting the child’s shirt over her head she playfully poked her stomach causing Remi to let out a giggle.

Natasha then lifted her up and eased her down among the frothy bubbles. Remi took some comfort from the heat of the water and the silky feeling of the bubbles as they made contact with her skin. Remi slowly lay back relaxing in the water. The heat was comforting and gave her headache some relief.

Wanda opened the book and began to read softly as Natasha grabbed a cloth and began washing Remi’s body gently. Remi stayed still and allowed Natasha to do her thing. Once Natasha was done she kissed Remi’s head and gently splashed her with the water playfully.

Remi squealed and giggled splashing Natasha back. Nat smirked “hey- don’t start a battle you can’t finish” she said playfully but Remi smiled deviously and pushed a huge wave of water up towards Natasha causing a battle between the two. Nat became just as soaked as Remi who was actually in the bath.

Wanda became caught in the crossfire causing her to stop reading “Hey! Guys!! There’s water everywhere!” She said looking at the pool of water on the bathroom floor threatening to spill towards the door and out onto the hallway.

Natasha giggled and threw a towel on the floor “oh Wanda- don’t be a spoiled sport!” She said giggling. “What’s a spoiled… sport?” Remi piped up curiously. “Someone who ruins fun things” Natasha explained softly lifting Remi out of the bath while wrapping her in a thick fluffy towel.

Natasha winked at Wanda as she took Remi to the bedroom to get her ready for bed as Wanda stayed behind to clear up the water. Natasha handed the child some painkillers and a glass of water wanting to make sure she could sleep through any pain she might still be in. Seeing Remi take them with no arguments confirmed the was still pain.

Natasha got changed into her pyjamas just as Wanda returned to their room and began to do the same. They got into bed either side of Remi and they lay down to go to sleep. The adults were asleep first. Remi finally fell asleep sandwiched between her parents.

Remi awoke a few hours later drenched in sweat her heart beating out of her chest, she had thought that her bad dreams would go away if her parents where beside her, but they seemed to have intensified. Holding in her tears she slowly crawled down the middle of the bed so she wouldn’t disturb her parents and tiptoed out of the room.

The house was dark but the stairs were illuminated from the lights downstairs. Remi shakily wiped her eyes and made her way downstairs for some water.

As she reached the bottom of the stairs she quickly scanned the room coming to the conclusion she was alone she made her way to the kitchen. She looked up at the cabinet that held the glasses and pulled a chair over to the counter.

Climbing up onto the chair then onto the counter she opened the cupboard retrieving a glass. “What are you doing up so early?” A voice echoed though the silence causing the child to jump and let go of the glass. The glass hit the floor and shattered.

Remi lost her balance and fell backwards from the counter but was caught by someone. Remi turned to look and saw Melina looking down at her concerned. Remi burst into tears spitting out apologies trying to free herself from her grandmas grip. Once she snapped free from melinas hand she began scrambling to pick the shards up off the floor. “Hey hey- leave that you will get-“ before she could finish her sentence Remi whimpered as a shard cut her hand causing her to drop what she had hold of.

“Remi it’s okay… you’re not in trouble accidents happen-“ she began crying as Melina picked her up and sat back down in the rocking chair, holding her and rocking her slowly and softly. "There there. It's ok sweetie. Shhh…", Melina sighed, "It's ok. You're ok. What's the matter honey?" Remi was struggling to breath her breath hitching as her face began to turn red.
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Chapter 53: Chapter 53: Babushka

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Melina had heard clattering downstairs and it roused her from her sleep. The widow looked at her alarm clock beside her and groaned slightly seeing the giant 4:00am shining back at her.

Slowly she grabbed her dressing gown and put it on while slipping into her slippers. Melina quietly left her room and switched the hallway light on and began her decent down the stairs.

Remi had not noticed the light turn on upstairs she was too busy climbing up onto the counter when Melina reached the kitchen. “What are you doing up so early?” Melina said as gently as she could but the child was shocked by the sudden voice behind her.

Remi accidentally slipped letting go of her glass causing it to break on the floor. When she child’s body threatened to follow and crash on the floor Melina was fast to grab her and stand her up on the floor gently.

Remi scrambled to pick up the broken glass off the floor. Afraid she was in deep trouble with her grandma. Remi had not seen her properly one on one since she threw up on her. In the commotion of trying to clear it up and get she cut her palm letting out a whimper.

Melina quickly took over brushing up the shards of glass with a dustpan and brush. Melina picked her up and sat back down in the rocking chair, holding her and rocking her slowly and softly. "There there. It's ok sweetie. Shhh…", Melina sighed, "It's ok. You're ok. What's the matter honey?" Melina asked her softly allowing her to catch her breath.

Remi hiccuped and looked down embarrassed but her grandma was patient and rocked the chair back and forth soothing the child. “a-am… am… I in trouble?” Remi managed to stutter out. Melina shook her head softly “no malýsh… you are not in trouble” (Baby) Melina said softly.

Remi nodded softly “I’m sorry babushka… I didn’t mean to….” Remi was beginning to upset herself more, “you don’t have to be sorry baby it was an accident-“ Melina said not wanting her to get so worked up over a small thing. “I… I sicked up on you…” Remi said her voice full of shame and hurt.

Melina smiled softly and shook her head “did you do it on purpose?” She asked her voice stay low and gentle Remi shook her head “no… I s-swear….” She said pulling away from Melina. The dark haired widow kept Remi held in a tight hug “then you don’t have to be sorry baby, you can’t help feeling sick, and you can’t control when it will come… take a breath baby. You are going to make yourself sick again if you don’t breath…” she coached before Remi began to hyperventilate.

It took a few minutes but Remi was able to get her breathing under control. Melina was rubbing circles into her back gently as she rocked the chair back and forth expecting Remi to be asleep soon so she could return to her warm bed.

What seemed like hours had passed and Remi was still wide awake staring at the fireplace watching the flames dance around the logs Melina had thrown on there to keep them warm. Remi’s head throbbed and her neck still hurt but she didn’t want to complain because she was comfortable and felt safe for the moment.

Melina had such a comforting effect on her tonight she never wanted to leave the spot she had claimed on her nana’s lap. She felt warm and loved. “You can close your eyes baby, you must be tired” Melina said kissing Remi’s head. The child shook it slowly “no… thank you…. No tired” she said trying to mask the fact she was in fact exhausted. But there was no way she was going back to sleep, she was afraid of reliving the nightmare she had had earlier.

Remi was having the same reoccurring nightmare, she had seen it so many times it was beginning to feel as though it was really going to happen, as though she was seeing the future but- everybody told her that dreams aren’t real- there was no way her family would lie about that is there? But how could they know she thought to herself.

Melina felt the child begin to shake and she looked down concerned before taking off her dressing gown and wrapping it around Remi. The gown was almost 4times as big as Remi so it wrapped around her whole body, it was still warm from being around Melina’s body so it made it more inviting for Remi to burrow inside.

Remi melted into the fluffy fabric around her reaching up to wrap an arm around Melina so she couldn’t go anywhere. Melina was still rocking the chair back and forth gently looking at the time she had given up the idea of going back to bed as she knew Alexi would be awake shortly to start his chores (feeding the animals and checking the perimeter).

Remi fought hard against the exhaustion she felt she was playing with the collar of Melina’s shirt quietly deep in her thoughts. “You know you will have to sleep sometime Remi” she said gently, Remi shrugged and shook her head “not right now- please…” she said looking up at Melina her huge doe eyes causing Melina to forget about everything but how much she loves her granddaughter.

Alexi began walking down the stairs the sound of footsteps echoing through the silent house, then another set followed close behind. Melina toned to look and saw her daughter and husband smiling at her. “You are up early!” Alexi said pushing Yelena out of the way of the kitchen door so he could be first to the coffee. “Melina! Where’s the coffee!” He complained a slight whine in his voice.

Yelena had noticed Remi in her arms and smirked knowing that Melina had not done breakfast or coffee yet as she had normally done. “Oh Dad! Make your own for once, mama can’t hold your hand forever!!” Yelena said smirking as she walked towards her mom and niece.

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Chapter 54: Chapter 54: Announcement

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Yelena kissed her Melina’s cheek and then bent lower to kiss Remi’s head. “Why are you up so early Remi?” She quizzed slight concern in her tone. Remi shrank back trying to hide in Melina’s blue dressing gown.

Yelena had crouched in front of them waiting for a response. “I… just wanted s-some w-water… can’t sleep” Remi finally said burying her head into Melina’s chest shamefully. Yelena wasn’t expecting this kind of reaction she looked at her mom who nodded softly. “I still haven’t given you that have I?” Melina said quickly realising, “I’m sorry princess…” she was about to move when Yelena stopped her.

Yelena went into the kitchen and quickly returned with the water. Melina took the glass from her and handed it to Remi slowly. Remi gripped the glass tightly and hurriedly gulped more than half the bottle before Melina managed to pull it away slightly.

"Sweetheart, you might want to slow down.. I don't want you making yourself sick. You can have it at any time, no need to rush, okay? Just let us know whenever you want some." She said softly the behaviour was making her increasingly worried. Remi’s face flushed and she looked away “s-sorry” the child said her voice trembling.

Yelena was watching the scene unfold worry written across. "No, honey, don't be sorry." Melina shook her head "There's nothing to be sorry for- I just don’t want you getting sick or choking- okay?" Melina wanted her tone to be completely gentle, she knew Remi wasn’t awake just for the water.

Remi nodded but she still felt some sort of guilt in her stomach. “Can you tell me what you’re thinking about?” Melina asked her granddaughter curiously after letting a few moments of silence pass. Yelena had retreated into the kitchen to take over the task of breakfast for the family.

Remi shrugged her shoulders weakly. “Nothing?” Melina said with pretend shock. Remi sighed and fiddled with her sleeve, “I.. I guess I’m thinking about…. The bad place” she whispered. “What bad place?” Melina asked gently. “"I- It's- They had me. They had me again, and they were punishing me, for my failure…” She child said the seriousness in her voice made the hair on the back of Melina’s head stand up.

Shrugging the feeling of dread Melina shook her head cupping Remi’s face in her hands “They will never get you Remi, you have everyone here to protect you, anyway- the red room is no more- there is nobody left to come” Melina assured. “It’s not just that I’m afraid of-“ Remi said still avoiding eye contact.

“You are safe here” Melina repeated, Remi nodded but Melina felt she was unconvinced. “Don’t worry about such things, no matter where you are, I will always come to you. That’s my promise-“ Melina now had the serious voice. Remi hadn’t noticed the tears pooling her eyes, but Melina had just made her feel like the most loved child in the universe with that one sentence.

Melina rocked her slowly “don’t cry baby…” she cooed rubbing her back. Remi buried her face in her chest lapping up the affection. Natasha had appeared at the bottom of the stairs scanning the room in a panic. “I’ve got her tasha-“ Melina called out to her, Nat looked over and the worry subsided. Nat padded over to the pair kissing her mom’s cheek before kneeling beside the rocking chair.

Remi watched her mama unsure if she was in trouble, when Natasha kissed her head she relaxed slightly. “Why didn’t you wake me Remi?” Natasha asked trying to mask the fact that she had just almost been searching the whole house for her daughter.

Remi shrugged slightly “y-you… sleep” she managed to say not lifting her head from its place on Melina’s chest. Remi wanted space between them. Nat turned her attention to her mom “what time did she wake up?” She decided that asking her mom would give her the truth.

Melina rubbed Remi’s back gently then looked at her daughter “Around 4am… I have been trying to get her to sleep but- as you can see it isn’t working,” Melina confessed. Natasha furrowed her eyes watching Remi as she hid her face in the dressing gown. Wanda and Kate soon arrived downstairs.

Kate bundled off into the kitchen while Wanda moved to her girlfriend. Before Natasha could speak Yelena poked her head into the living room summoning them all for breakfast. “Today is a Yelena special!” Kate quipped “keep an open mind” she added with a giggle returning to the kitchen.

Wanda followed ahead as Melina lifted Remi off her lap placing her on her feet. Remi reached up towards Melina her lip beginning to quiver. Melina gently lifted her up to avoid the tears. “Don’t get upset baby girl, I’ve got you” she said pulling her up into her arms. “Let’s go see what aunty Lena made us for breakfast hmmm?” She hummed following Natasha into the kitchen.

Once they had entered the kitchen “so today we have- the best dish in the world! Mac and cheese- then we have pancakes- bacon- toast- cereal!” Yelena was almost bragging. Kate was laughing at the unimpressed look on Melina and Natasha’s face. “Mac and cheese is not a breakfast- I can’t eat-“ Melina began to say when Yelena cut her off “Mama! You can’t say you don’t like it if you haven’t tried it!” Yelena playfully chastised her the way Melina would say it to her when she was a child.

Remi looked at the table full of food and a smile grew on her face “mac and cheese?” She questioned. Yelenas smile grew twice as big. “Yes Mylyshka, I knew you would like it” Yelena said taking a seat at the table. Melina shook her head playfully at Yelena and put Remi in a chair facing her before sitting beside the child.

Yelena put some pancakes on a plate with a huge scoop of mac and cheese then placed it infront of Remi before making herself a plate. Remi looked at the food eyes wide before taking her fork to try a bite.

Everyone else helped themselves and chatted amongst themselves. When the meal was almost over Natasha decided it was time to make herself announcement. “So since we have everyone here, I have something i want to say-“ she began, the adults around the table all looked at her but nobody seemed surprised.

Remi watched the situation unfold suspiciously. “So, I thought we would get breakfast out of the way before I told you this-“ she turned her attention to Remi. “Today is our last day here princess, then tonight we will be flying home- everything is ready back at the compound so we must go back” she explained softly.

Remi dropped her fork the clatter echoing though the now silent room. Everyone had dreaded this moment unsure how it would pan out. “b-but…. But mama….” She began to protest. Nat shook her head gently “No buts princess- we have to go back. We were supposed to go last week but we didn’t” Nat explained softly.

Remi’s lip wobbled as she pushed her plate away from her. Nat was watching her closely not wanting a scene. “Remi finish your food-“ Natasha said but Remi ignored her and slipped off her chair and ran straight to her grandma hugging her tightly “I don’t wanna go nana- I love you” she whimpered into Melina’s chest.

Melina immediately scooped her up and rubbed her back. “I know princess but you will see us again soon I promise! We are only a phone call away-“ she explained.

Remi stayed glued to Melina’s side the rest of the day not wanting to waste a second of her company before she was going home….
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Chapter 55: Chapter 55: Goodbyes

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Melina tried to separate herself from Remi so she could look into her eyes, the child had not left her side all day. When Remi felt herself being pushed forwards she tried to grab hold of Melina but was unable.

Melina left her hands on the child’s shoulders “come now Remi, you don’t have to be glued to me baby” she said gently. “But… I don’t wanna go home… I’ll miss you too much-“ Remi said her voice wavering. “I’ll miss you too, but we will see each other again- and I will call you every day” she said softly kissing her head.

Remi nodded slowly looking down sadly. “Don’t you want to go and see the animals before you have to go? Grandpa is in the barn why don’t you run along and say goodbye to them?” Melina asked gently. Remi pondered that for a moment then nodded “I’d like that…” she finally said.

Melina rubbed her back and kissed her head before Remi bundled off out of the house in search of Alexi. Natasha watched the exchange impressed at how easy her mother made it look. “What?” Melina said noticing her look. “Nothing nothing- you just- know how to work her so well” Natasha said smiling softly.

Melina nodded softly smiling “It’s no different to how you and Yelena could be when you were younger” she said shaking her head playfully. “It’s going to be hard to get her on the jet mark my words” Natasha said struggling to hide her worry.

Melina nodded in agreement “You have to do it fast like taking off a band-aid” she said to her daughter who was full of dread. “It won’t be so bad Natasha, maybe you just need to start giving her more independence- a little at a time. Then the attachment won’t be so strong-“ Melinas tone was gentle.

Natasha nodded slightly “I’ll try” she said softly. Melina hugged her tightly then made her way into the kitchen in search of coffee. “Natasha- do you want a drink?” Melina called from the kitchen. “Yes please mama” Natasha called back as Wanda, Kate and Yelena walked into the house from outside.

Yelena walked straight through to the kitchen while Kate and Wanda joined Natasha on the sofa “the jet is all packed and ready Tasha” Wanda told her girlfriend who nodded. “We will leave in a hour or so- let’s just give Remi a little more time-“ Nat said gently, Wanda nodded smiling softly “Where is she?” Wanda questioned looking around.

Nat held her girlfriend’s hand “with my dad, she’s gone to say goodbye to the animals” she said as Wanda nodded smiling “she’s going to miss that” she said sadly.

Alexi walked in the back door into the kitchen smiling at Melina “may I have a coffee woman or is my grandchild first again?” He asked playfully “you can- does Remi want a warm drink?” She asked him. Alexi shrugged, Melina looked behind him waiting for her to walk in close behind.

When Remi didn’t show she looked at Alexi “where is she?” She asked “isn’t she with you?” Alexi said confusion evident on his face. “No she went to say- NATASHA!” Melina called out realising something could be wrong. “Yes mama?” Nats voice called back.

When Natasha walked into the kitchen she realised the problem. “Where is Remi?” She asked hoping she was just outside on the porch or something. “Remi didn’t go to Alexi- he doesn’t know -“ Melina began to explain before Natasha rushed out the back door into a panic.

Natasha was calling out Remi’s name scanning the area as she crossed the field towards the barn. Wanda was close behind still trying to zip up her jacket with Melina also following worry on her face. “Natasha- slow down!” Wanda called out to her wanting to catch up with her.

Natasha called out her name again this time was louder “REMI!! Where are you!” She yelled hoping her child would answer her. As Natasha reached the barn and pushed the door open she looked around the building fast, almost as thought it was an extraction mission checking all the usual hiding places.

Natasha looked at Wanda who was just as worried as her, “Natasha- you don’t think she ran away do you?” Wanda asked afraid of the answer. Nat shook her head slowly “no… I hope not-“ she said “she can’t have gotten far-“ Natasha said trying to convince both herself and Wanda.

Worry was building more and more in her stomach when she found the barn to be empty. “Natasha- over here-“ Melina called from outside the barn. Nat jogged outside to see her daughter beside her mom. Nat stormed closer to her child.

Nat grabbed her arms pulling her to stand infront of her “Remi! What were you thinking! You’ve been warned about being alone out here!” Her tone was hard. Remi’s eyes stayed locked on the floor the silence was infuriating Natasha. “Answer me!” Natasha scolded swatting the child’s backside.

“M'sorry,” she mumbled eventually. The disappointment evident in her mamas eyes became too much to bear and she stared determinedly at the muddy ground, fiddling with the frayed edge of her sleeve. “Look at me.” Natasha said but Remi ignored the order. Meeting Natasha’s gaze would mean exposing her guilty tears that had begun to well in her eyes.

Wanda caught a glimpse of Remi’s face expression and decided to step in. Wanda knew that the child was hiding her feelings and that Natasha was scaring her. “Tasha- let go…” she said gently crouching beside her. Nat looked at Wanda fury behind her eyes “Don’t you tell me what to do-“ she said holding her grip on Remi’s arms. “Natasha- please-“ Wanda whispered to her nodding towards Remi who was shaking.

Nat looked behind her and noticed there was an audience behind her. Melina had caught up with them along with Yelena. Slowly she released Remi’s arms. Remi reached up and rubbed her arm where Natasha had held her. “Come here baby” Wanda said gently. Remi wanted nothing but to go to Wanda but she wanted her soft mama back. She felt stuck on the spot.

Remi bit her lip and gained the confidence to look up at Natasha. The widows face was stern causing the child to whimper and look back down. Remi fiddled with her sleeve “I didn’t…. I-I didn’t hear you calling-“ Remi said as she burst into tears. Her mamas disappointment hurting her.

Nat felt her anger slightly dissipate “Yes but Remi you shouldn’t be so far away you can’t hear us should you?” She said shaking her head. Remi’s sobs grew harder as she pushed Wanda’s hands away from her “but- I couldn’t find grandpa!” She cried out. “Y-you said I could say goodbye!” She began to struggle to take a breath.

Nat looked at her mom who had a guilty expression not realising such a simple idea could turn this bad. “I-I didn’t mean it” Remi repeated sadly. “It’s okay, just don’t do it again okay? If you can’t find someone come back to us next time okay?” Natasha said softly trying to backtrack.

Remi nodded sadly. “Come let’s go back to the house I’ve got something to tell you before we go-“ Natasha said holding her hand out for Remi to grab. Remi looked at it suspiciously before moving past it wrapping her arms around Natasha. Nat let out a sigh of relief as she lifted Remi up into her arms. Remi lay her head on her mamas shoulder she hated it when Natasha was angry with her, her mama could get really scary.

Once they got back to the house Nat sat on the sofa with Wanda beside her “I need to tell you something okay?” Remi nodded sadly burying her face in Natasha’s shoulder. “But you have to look at me baby” Natasha said softly stroking Remi’s hair. Remi shook her head slowly.

Nat frowned “why not baby-“ she asked softly. “S-scared” the child answered quietly. Natasha kissed her head “you don’t have to be scared baby, you’re not in trouble, please look at me when I’m talking to you-“ Nat requested softly.

A few moments passed and Remi gained enough confidence to look into her eyes. “We are going home soon, but… I have spoken to Tony and he said right now the compound isn’t the best place for Jet to live for now. But grandpa and nana have decided they will let him live in the house with them-“ Natasha explained softly. Remi glanced over at Melina who smiled at her and nodded.

Melina pointed to the basket in the corner “I’ve decided that even if I don’t like cats, I would do anything for you Remi, so jet can live with us until he can go with you” she said gently. Remi smiled softly knowing that her nana would take care of him.

They all sat together for a few more minutes before it was time to say goodbye to nana and grandpa. Remi tried her best to hold her tears in, she was going to miss them so much. It already hurt her heart. Melina hugged her tightly kissing her head slowly “ goodbye baby girl, call me as soon as you get home okay?” Remi managed to nod her sobs where rendering her speechless.

Alexi hugged her next “stay strong tiger! I will see you soon” then the adults all said their goodbyes and the team boarded the jet. Natasha going straight to the cockpit while the rest just took a seat. Wanda had Remi beside her stroking her hair comfortingly as she watched out the window as her Nanas farm grew smaller and smaller as they flew away.

Chapter 56: Chapter 56: the return

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Remi watched out the window at the clouds passing over the wings of the jet, she missed her grandparents already and they had only been in the sky for half a hour.

Wanda watched her closely knowing her emotions must be running high. The silence was killing the redhead “what are you thinking about?” She asked gently. Remi just shrugged her shoulders refusing to answer.

Wanda thought about pressing her for a verbal answer but let it slide not wanting to cause a fuss. Remi traced her finger around the edge of the window tilting her head to the side. Almost a hour passed until the child spoke “How long till we get back?” She asked quietly still looking out of the window.

Wanda looked at her watch then down at Remi running her fingers through Remi’s hair “I’m not too sure darling, do you want me to go ask mama?” She asked softly. Remi thought for a moment then nodded. Wanda got up and made her way to the cockpit to see Natasha.

Natasha was deep in thought sat in her chair hands around the flight controls. “You okay?” Wanda’s voice snapped her out of her daydream. “Yeah.. yeah sorry I was just thinking-“ she said dismissively. Wanda put her hands on Natasha’s shoulders and rested her chin on her head from behind.

“You know I could read your mind right?” Wanda joked and Natasha chuckled. “I was just thinking, it’s going to be hard going back to work after a long holiday like that-“ she said with a smirk. Wanda nodded in agreement “I know right, but we have to go back to work at some point-“ she said surprisingly mature for once.

Nat leaned into the embrace “so- is this a business visit or pleasure” she asked her smirk even tighter. “Business actually- our daughter
Would like to know how much longer we have until we are home?” Wanda said letting go of Natasha to sit beside her in the co-pilot seat.

Nat looked at the radar “I’d say around 30 minutes- how is she?” Natasha asked, she purposely hadn’t put the jet in auto pilot to avoid Remi, she didn’t want to upset her while they where in the sky and Wanda had more experience with the magic than she had.

Wanda knew Natasha was feeling guilty, “She’s quiet, but she’s fine Tasha, you worry too much” Wanda said shaking her head softly before kissing her again. As Wanda stood up to leave. Nat turned to look at her “I have plenty to worry about-“ she said with a playful grin.

Wanda returned to her seat smiling to herself sitting back down. “Mama said 30 minutes okay?” Wanda said to Remi who was still looking out the window with her big sad eyes. Remi nodded in response and huffed quietly leaning back in her chair.

Wanda chuckled and began playing with the ends of Remi’s hair “you bored?” She asked gently. Remi shook her head earning a sigh from her mom. “Remi, come on you can talk you know” she said trying to keep her tone calm.

Remi shrugged “I’m not bored.” She mumbled, Wanda was perplexed slightly. Wanting to know deep down what Remi was feeling but also not wanting to push her boundaries too much. Remi reached out first.

The child held Wanda’s free hand gently and began tracing shapes on the palm of her hand. “I wish we could have stayed at grandmas forever” she finally said letting out a slight sigh from the heaviness the statement lay on her chest.

Wanda nodded “me too, but you do know we will be going back again baby. And I’m sure grandma and grandpa could come stay with us sometimes-“ she said trying to pull Remi out of her sadness. Remi lay into her side and nodded softly “I’d like that…” the child said with hope in her voice.

They landed ahead of schedule and where met with almost the whole team as they disembarked the jet. Steve and Clint greeted them first grabbing the luggage walking ahead with Yelena and Kate. Tony lingered to walk Natasha Wanda and Remi to their room.

Remi had grabbed hold of her mamas hand as soon as she saw her. Using Natasha as a sort of comfort blanket in the moment. “So- you remember I said we had a surprise for you when we got home?” Natasha said to Remi who nodded slightly looking up at her mother.

Tony stood there bursting with excitement to tell her so Natasha allowed him to break the news. “Well- since your our newest recruit thanks for the incident in the mall. I decided to have a revamp in the compound. We have remade the classroom and even revamped the gym but that’s not the surprise junior” he said winking at Remi.

They were walking down a new corridor towards when Tony broke the news “the surprise is you have a new apartment!” He said swinging open a door to reveal an apartment almost 4times bigger than Natasha’s old one.

 

Remi unconsciously squeezed her mamas hand tighter nervously looking around the huge new space. “And the next surprise is this-“ Tony led them down a corridor opened a door to reveal a huge room with a double bed, a wooden toy box next to a book case littered with books, a tv and Remi’s PlayStation. “This is your room junior- I’ll leave you all to get settled.” He said in his usual rush to get back to the lab, he stopped beside Natasha “once your settled I need to talk to you about a job-“ he said before them goodbye before almost running out of the door.

Remi looked around the room and a feeling of dread filled her. “Do you like it?” Natasha asked happily placing her hand on Remi’s shoulder “you can have your own space now like a big girl, all you yourself- isn’t that great” she said softly. Remi stepped forward making Natasha’s hand drop. “T-thank you” Remi managed to say.

The young witches thoughts where racing, was her mama pushing her away. Did she do something wrong. Why does she have to be alone now. If being alone meant being a big girl she didn’t want to be one. “You’re welcome- hey, are you okay?” Natasha asked gently stroking the back of Remi’s hair. “Yeah” Remi said quietly walking towards the window. “Okay well me and mommy are going to go unpack- our room is just down the hall” Natasha’s said softly.

Remi didn’t answer just nodded tracing her finger along the widowsill. Natasha furrowed her eyebrows confused but brushed it off standing up leading Wanda out of the room with her so they could unpack and Remi could get used to her new surroundings.

Once Natasha and Wanda had left the room it felt like it tripled in size and Remi had shrank. She imagined the doorway flying away from her as she turned to look back at the window. Her stomach hurt from the butterfly’s but she had to stay strong. Her mama didn’t want her to be weak anymore.

Remi perched herself in the corner of the bedroom back to the wall feeling that was the safest position from now on. Natasha had left to speak to Tony leaving Wanda in the apartment with Remi.

Wanda made her way back to Remi’s room after she had gotten herself changed into comfy clothes. “Remi are you hungry?” She said entering the room. The silence was deafening Remi sat with her knees to her chest in the corner staring blankly at the wall. “Remi?” Wanda said gently trying to bring the child attention to her.

Chapter 57: Chapter 57: First day back

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Wanda wasn’t experienced in being as forceful as Natasha, she didn’t want to frighten the child. The witch could tell something was bothering her, she put it down to missing her grandparents.

Wanda sat beside Remi taking extra care to make her movements slow. Remi turned her head to watch Wanda, once she had sat beside her Remi scooted closer. “Is something wrong?” Wanda asked carefully studying the child’s face as Remi shook her head dismissively.

Wanda knew that wasn’t true but decided not to push for the truth just yet. “When will mama come back?” The little voice asked her, Wanda shrugged her shoulders sadly “I’m not sure baby, but it will be soon” she promised wrapping an arm around the child. “I wanna call grandma… but we should wait for mama…” remi explained softly.

Wanda smiled “Your right, and it’s kind of you to wait baby” she praised gently. Remi slowly reached out and placed her hand on Wanda’s playing with the rings on her fingers. Wanda watched her stroking child’s long red curls. “Do you like your new room?” Wanda asked carefully, Remi just nodded looking around the huge space around them. The walls were bare, waiting to be customized and made hers. The closet was waiting for her clothes, the rocking chair was waiting for her to sit in it, the shelf was waiting to hold her things. Just she didn’t have many things to make a difference.

Wanda smiled softly, “we will fill it as we go, how about we go to the mall tomorrow after your first day back and we can get you some new books and some toys?” Wanda said. Remi shrugged “it’s okay like this…” she said laying back against Wanda’s lap. “Are you sleepy?-“ Wanda asked but the child immediately sat back up and shook her head. Almost as though the thought of sleeping scared her.

Before Wanda could question it Natasha returned and walked into the room. “There you both are- shall we have dinner” she asked secretly starving. “Can- can we call grandma first- she said to call her when we-“ Remi asked desperately to which Natasha nodded smiling joining them both in there perch on the floor.

The widow pulled her phone out and video called her mom. As soon as Melina answered Natasha handed the phone to Remi, “hi mom- someone wants to talk to you-“ Natasha explained revealing her daughter. Melina grinned and they talked for almost a hour before Melina said her goodbyes knowing it must be getting late for them back at the compound.

Natasha put her phone away and ruffled Remi’s hair playfully “Can we eat now mamas starving!” she said with a playful whine. Remi nodded her head smiling softly as Natasha helped her and Wanda to their feet.

They hurried down the hall Remi halted for a moment taking in her new surroundings. The apartment had tripled in size now there was a long hall opening out into an open plan living room kitchen area with a table and chair set looking out at the gardens below. Remi counted the steps from her door to the kitchen 35. Before it was 7.

Remi glanced around at the place, she could pick out her mamas old decor. There was a photo she had looked at since the first day she had entered Natasha’s apartment. It was a silly thing really, but once she noticed that picture of her mama stood next to uncle Clint on the wall it settled her slightly.

Remnants of her old home mixed in with the new. Remi began to notice new photos, including her on the walls and littering some shelves in the living room. Trying not to be drawn onto her curiosity she grabbed Wanda’s hand to ground her attention.

Wanda just led her along with them happily. Once they were fully in the kitchen Natasha began searching the fridge looking for some inspiration on what to make for dinner. “Well…. How about grilled cheese? It’s all we have until I go grocery shopping tomorrow” Natasha said pulling out the cheese and bread.

Remi nodded as Wanda lifted her up placing her on a stool that sat beside the kitchen island. “Do you want something to drink?” Wanda asked as she got herself a glass of water. Remi shook her head no tracing her finger along the edge of the island.

Wanda hovered over Natasha’s shoulder watching her cook. They all ate quickly then it was time for bed. Natasha led Remi into her bedroom. Remi was reluctant but put on a brave face. Natasha helped her get washed and into her pyjamas. Nat tucked her into the bed gently and kissed her head. “We are just down the hall if you need us okay?” Natasha said softly and Remi nodded slowly turning away laying her head on the pillow.

When Remi heard the door click shut she grabbed her pillow and slipped off the bed making her way to the furthest corner from the door. Making herself comfortable with her back against the wall she rested her head against the pillow she hugged to her chest. She wanted to keep all entrances in front of her so she had time to react if she needed to.

All night the child stay in the corner any slight sound jerked her awake afraid that someone was coming to take her away. When the sun rose she had moved to the window to watch the birds when she heard footsteps approaching her room slowly she turned to face the doorway.

Natasha was on her way to workout when she popped her head in to check on her daughter. Shock was evident on her face when she saw her wide awake stood at the window peering out at the world below. “What are doing very early baby, you can go back to sleep if you want- todays a big day, Director fury and Maria are visiting again, and it’s your first day of training, you back to bed and have a few more hours okay-“ she said as she approached and kissed Remi’s forehead gently.

Remi shook her head, “well I’m going to go workout- are you going to be okay for an hour or so- unless mommy wakes up between then-“ Natasha said gently and Remi nodded turning back to the widow. Nat was unsure but still left to work out, she had promised Steve and would spar with him this morning.

Natasha made her way down to the gym to start her day. Natasha kept her word and trained with Steve that morning, after they were finished Tony came to see her to talk about Remi’s training that day. “So fury just wants to see the basics-“ Natasha questioned, “Yeah he wants to see what she already knows and what we need to teach her theoretically, he’s thinking that since she’s already been through the cycle there won’t be much to teach her-“ Tony explained.

Natasha frowned for a moment “Tony I don’t want her to be fighting right now okay- no sparring-“ she said and he nodded “yes ma’am” he said as he saluted her playfully. “Wanda will be the one bringing her- I need to go shopping-“ she said as she made her way back to the apartment to wake Wanda up.

Natasha opened the door to her apartment quietly, she stepped in and made her way over to Remi’s room peeking inside. Remi was stood with her back to the doorway peering out at the world. Natasha smiled to herself then made her way to her own bedroom.

Wanda was already awake getting herself changed when she noticed Natasha enter the room she smiled brightly. “I’m going to go shopping babe- Fury will be here soon and I’ll be back before it’s over okay?” Natasha said, “are you going to tell Remi?” Wanda asked raising an eyebrow at her girlfriend. Natasha shook her head “do you want to deal with the tears?” Natasha said as Wanda began shaking her head.

Natasha snuck out of the apartment and left Wanda to get Remi ready for her first day of training. Wanda went into her room and got her changed and then they both ventured out into the common area for their breakfast. Breakfast was easy then they made there way to the training area.

Wanda kept remi close as they entered she had noticed fury and Maria already there talking with Steve. Tony and Clint walked in behind them, Tony ruffled Remi’s hair as he passed her. Wanda frowned she hadn’t realised everyone was going to be there.

Fury walked over to her “Agent Maximoff, good to see you- where is Romanov?” He asked looking behind her. “Natasha will be here later- she had a few things to sort out- we thought that-“ Fury raised is hand to hush her, “it wasn’t mandatory she be here” he glanced down at Remi. Fury smiled at her “don’t be nervous, this won’t take long-“ he said.

Tony moved to the centre of the mat “okay- junior over here,” he said pointing to a spot in front of him. Remi looked up at Wanda unsure if she should go. Wanda nodded approvingly. Fury and Maria stood watching carefully Maria taking some notes. “Okay first I wanna see your defensive position-“ Tony explained.

Remi blinked for a moment “what do you mean?” She asked quietly “Well show me what you would do if you where ready to fight-“ Tony said- “to stop an attacker” Clint added smirking. Remi shrugged “Well I dont-“ she said sadly. Tony sighed “okay arms up like this” he said making fists. Remi copied, now she understood. “You want to fight?” Remi asked quite shocked.

Tony shook his head “no- I wouldn’t fight you- I’d win” he said smirking. “I’m going to try to touch you now- you have to block me-“ Tony said making attempts at tapping Remi’s hands but she was too fast for him.

Tony smiled and nodded “okay- okay… now I wanna see how fast you can move- run from here to the wall-“ Tony asked basic commands and Remi followed each one. Wanda watched carefully and decided it was safe enough to step out to call Natasha, when she told her that everyone was present Natasha didn’t like the feeling.

Tony began to up the steaks until he decided he wanted to see how strong she was. “Okay junior now I want you to hit me-“ he said putting his hands up defensively. “N-no.” Remi said this was suddenly not feeling fun. “Why not- come on it’s part of the test-“ Tony said convincingly.

Remi bit her lip and shook her head. Tony glanced over at Fury then decided to see if he could try a different approach. “Fine, Steve and I are going to try to capture you- you have to stop us-“ he explained. “Defensive manoeuvres” Steve said walking onto the matted area.

Remi looked between them and nodded she knew this was a test. All she could think was how much she didn’t want to screw this up. Remi felt fingers brushing her shoulder as she locked in and ducked sprinting as fast as she could. “If we catch you then you fail!” Tony said chasing her.

Tony smirked running after her impressed with the speed. Just as he caught some of her shirt she was able to swat his hand off her only to crash into Steve. Now Steve was bigger and stronger, holding both of Remi’s arms gently but tightly enough she couldn’t escape.

Remi looked around the room noticing Wanda was absent she used her magic and sent a force that threw Steve back and off her. “Oh so we are playing dirty-“ Tony said smiling looking at Steve who already wanted to tap out. Fury had seen enough but it seemed they were having some kind of fun.

Remi looked up at Tony who had just activated his suit. The fun stopped for her when she noticed Wanda was gone. Where the people watching her going to take her away: is that what Tony is trying to tell her. Tony reached out for her and she fought back this time, Tony was taken by surprise not expecting such a small kid to pack a punch. The child released a wave of magic across the training room almost knocking everyone present off their feet.

Tony had been thrown across the room three times over and just as he grabbed Remi more magic threatened to knock everyone off their feet, orange mist surrounding the pair as Wanda returned to the room and shut it down. “REMI STOP THAT-“ Wanda absorbed the magic with her own. “Tony! What are you doing!” She asked glaring at Tony. Remi gulped backing away from her mommy who seemed irate. Wanda never got this angry.

Fury raised his hands defensively “Hey now Agent Maximoff they were just having a little fun-“ he tried to explain. “I thought we had an agreement Tony! you can’t go around grabbing her like that!” Wanda said letting the betrayal show in her voice. Tony had a guilty expression.

Fury nodded slightly “we needed to see what she could do- nobody got hurt-“ he went silent as Natasha rushed into the room “What’s happening?” She asked concerned looking around the room making a mental note of Wanda’s angry expression. “Fury with all due respect- we had this conversation, no physical contact until we are sure she is ready-“ Wanda said angrily.

Fury looked down not used to being scolded by his agents. “Yes but they were having fun-“ fury tried to defend the situation but Natasha held her hand up angrily to shush him. “How can I trust you if you can’t keep your word!” Natasha said turning to Tony.

Upon seeing her mama Remi crumbled she sprinted towards the door. Natasha grabbed Remi’s arm before she could leave the room and was shocked when Remi ripped her arm free and ran from the room. Nat glared at everyone before she jogged after her daughter.

Remi had reached their apartment and slipped inside reaching her bedroom. Quickly closing the door pushing her back against it for a moment to keep it closed. Once she thought she was safe she moved forwards and ended up facing a mirror.

Remi stared at herself for a moment, she watched as hot fat tears rolled down her face. How weak she looked made her feel sick, suddenly looking at herself brought uncontrollable rage. The child could not stand to look at himself anymore. Remi punched the mirror. Nothing happened, so she continued to punch. On the third hit the mirror cracked, but she kept punching until the mirror shattered completely. Not realising the noise she was making.

Bits of glass embedded her fists. Remi collapsed on the floor, not caring about the broken glass on the ground. Tears flooded out of her eyes. Natasha alerted by the breaking glass was seconds behind her "Remi…" She was in shock looking at all the blood. Natasha’s voice fell on deaf ears. Remi was too far into her episode she didn’t even know her mama was front of her.

 

“No! Remi-“ Natasha rushed to her side trying to calm her before she began spiralling out of control. Remi had balled her hands into fists and was bashing them against the side of her head “bad! Bad- bad” Remi sobbed out as she continued to hurt herself. “NO stop that! Listen to me! Hey!” Natasha said trying to get Remi to pay her some attention. When the child ignored her Natasha have her a slight shake her hands tightening around her wrists pulling them down to her sides. Remi flinched slightly looking up at Natasha tears still falling.

Remi yelled and tried to pull free. “REMI!” Natasha scared her slightly, just enough to stop the squirming. “It’s okay baby- it’s okay… breath princess.” But it was all too much, Remi felt it the moment she stepped into that room the feeling in her gut, pulling at her from the inside. “Hey- it’s okay- you need to calm down baby- look at me-“ Natasha said trying to hold Remi’s hands so she could no longer hurt herself, “I said look at me-“ she said as she pulled her child’s hands away from her head before she could continue hitting herself. Remi slowly let her eyes meet Natasha’s “that’s it… now breath with me okay?” Natasha coached.

Remi curled into her Mama's hold, tucking her head into Natasha's chest, hiding her face. Natasha rocked her back and forth, slowly lulling her back to calm. Remi’s thoughts had been spinning, breathing seemed impossible and all she wanted to do was scream. But when she opened her mouth nothing came out. Natasha tried to keep calm but Remi had her emotions incontrollable. Lack of sleep and the confusion of the situation all becoming too much.
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