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    Summary

    Alternative Universe.

    WARNING TO ABUSE SURVIVORS: If you're triggered by sexual abuse, physical abuse, psychological abuse, and/or childhood abuse take caution while reading this story.

    Story contains explicit details of present day events and descriptive details of childhood events. NO warnings posted for individual chapters. Read the tags and be forewarned.

    I DO NOT CONDONE NON-CONSENSUAL ANYTHING. However, I love writing about it.

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    STORY SUMMARY:
    G Callen investigates a covert intelligence-gathering unit where one of his team members used to work. Soon after he begins his off duty ops, anonymous threats plague him each week and then become more frequent and worse with intents to cause bodily harm.

    Sam Hanna comes to the rescue, not in an expected way, but well after things get dicey for his partner.
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    OOC and possible squick: Sam Hanna, Michelle Hanna, Hetty Lange, Director Vance, Kensi Blye, and Owen Granger.
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    This song, "I'll Be Good" by Jaymes Young in his album Habits of My Heart, fits G Callen's overall desire to change his behaviors.

    This song, "Ancient Light" by Allman Brown, defines G Callen's wounded self and his deep need.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    174,375
    Chapters:
    89/89
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