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The anticipation that has built up between Seungmin and I over the past month has been insane. Ever since he pulled me off the couch into his lap the first time he and I really kissed things have been tense between us. Our time just has never come until now. Once we shut the door to my room he instantly pulls me into his arms. “I have waited for so long to even be alone with you. Countless nights I have wanted to walk into your room after we returned home from a late night at the studio, but that is not how I wanted our first time to be. I wanted time to be able to worship your body. I want to take my time with you and make sure that you never forget the first time I made love to you, and I am beyond happy that it will be the start of my birthday.” he says with the sexiest look in his eyes I think I have ever seen from him.

He lifts my chin and brings his lips to mine and kisses me, it’s soft and sweet. He brings both of his hands to my face and cups my cheeks while I wrap my arms around his waist. Slowly he moves one hand into my hair and the other one around my shoulder. My hands move up his back to grasp his shoulders as my knees are going weak. He lightly tugs my head back, opening my neck to him. He places light kisses along my jaw and down my neck to my shirt collar, around the base and up the other side. “Your skin is so soft, your scent is intoxicating.” he whispers before bringing his lips back to mine. This sent the sweetest chills through my entire body.

At this point we have not even made it away from the door. The way he is kissing me is phenomenally passionate. He brings his arms down and around my waist bringing me tighter into his body, my arms instantly go up around his neck. He then runs his hands down to my ass and lifts me up so I wrap my legs around him. He walks us into the room and gently lays me down on the bed where he just continues to kiss me and honestly I am loving every second of this. He is very skilled with his mouth and I am almost nervous at the thought of it being anywhere near my clit. He has every nerve ending in my body alive just by him kissing me like he is now. I know he is going to wreck me once he explores my body with his mouth.

He slowly moves his hand down my side and under my shirt. My breath hitches when he touches my bare skin. He has me beyond turned on right now and I didn’t even realize it until there was skin to skin contact. The electricity that flows through my body causes me to moan into his mouth and I feel him smile. Oh gawd, I am now highly aware that I am about to be completely wrecked by this man. He breaks our kiss and raises us up to take my shirt and bra off, then lays me back down and takes my leggings and panties off. He steps back and just looks at me. I instantly lock eyes with him and I'm frozen, the look in his eyes is so animalistic. One I never thought I would ever see coming from him.

He stands and lifts his shirt off and oh gawd the view is nothing short of perfection. I bite my lip in anticipation as I watch him lower his hands to his pants. I cannot believe that I am about to see Kim Seungmin naked for the first time. I have thought about this view thousands of times but I never imagined it would really happen. He takes his pants and underwear down and my mouth is watering. “Oh sweet fuck.” I whisper out, and he smiles at my reaction. He slowly runs his hands up my legs causing me to arch my back. He grabs my hips and pulls me to the edge of the bed. He leans over me kissing me again. “I am fully going to enjoy you now, try not to scream too loudly baby, I know it's only us on the floor but there are people below us.” he warns deliciously.

He doesn’t rush any of his movements, he was serious when he said he was going to worship my body. He takes his time kissing down my neck while running his fingertips along my curves. He traces down the middle of my chest between my breasts with his tongue and kisses up the inside of my breast to my nipple gently sucking it into his mouth. He swirls around my nipple with his tongue bringing it to life, my skin is on fire with every touch. He makes his way to my other nipple and repeats his movements. I am so close to begging him to just fuck the life out of me but the way he is making my body feel I am not sure I want him to ever stop.

He begins to kiss and lick across my abdomen and I am now audibly moaning. His lips are so soft and when he licks me he makes sure to trace over that spot with his breath and oh it is exquisite. He kneels between my legs right as he makes it to the bend of my hip and thigh. He brings both of my legs up onto his shoulders and I know I'm done for. He slowly starts to kiss the inside of my thigh and I am losing my mind. He licks and kisses up to my knee and back stopping right next to my mound. He lifts his mouth completely off me and moves to my other thigh and repeats licking and kissing up my thigh and back again. The way he is teasing me is equally as frustrating as it is hot.

He circles his arms around my legs locking them in place and opens my lips with his fingers. “Oh baby you are dripping wet.” He says, then proceeds to stick his tongue inside me as deep as he can, gathering all of my juices on his tongue. “Ahhhmmm fuuc-kk” I moan out as he slowly fucks me with his tongue before moving to my clit. It is not going to be long before I completely explode on his face, he has me right on edge and he knows it. He begins his assault on my clit and within seconds my legs are shaking. He has me gripped perfectly so I cannot move, I am completely at his mercy and it turns me on so much more. My muscles are quickly tightening and I am about to fall over the edge. “Fuck, Seungmin, I’m ooooh gawd…I’m cumming” I moan out.

With this he applies more pressure and speed to my clit making me cum so hard I sit straight up hands in his hair for leverage. He tightens his grip on my thighs and continues to eat my pussy. My whole body is shaking as I try to come down off that orgasm, he is showing no signs of stopping and I am going out of my mind. He takes on hand and pushes me back down to the bed and returns his arm back around my leg. The speed and pressure he is applying to my clit has my head spinning. He begins to stand with my legs on his shoulders, mouth still fixed on my clit and lifts me off the bed with ease. My hands instantly fist his hair because not only am I close to cumming again I am also afraid of heights, he turns and walks me against the wall and continues to make me cum twice more in this position.

He has made me cum so hard my juices are running down his chest after he is finished. To tease his Hyungs he takes a picture of me on his shoulders showing my pussy and the trail of juices on his chest, my head is spinning so much I didn’t even realize he grabbed his phone. He steps back and lifts me off his shoulders and lets me stand against the wall to get my balance back before we move back to the bed. It is such a sexy view to see his face and chest covered in my cum. I kiss his lips and begin to lick his face clean. He is audibly moaning while I am paying attention to him. Once his lips are clean of my cum I kiss him and make my way to his neck making all his veins begin to pop and I was hoping for that reaction.

After a few seconds I hear both of our phones going off like crazy but I am too busy licking my juices off his chest. “Oh yes baby.” He says as I am making my way down his body. I kneel in front of him and instantly take him all the way into my mouth causing him to throw his head back. I run my hands up his thighs and over his abs taking in how amazing his body feels under my fingers, I have him all the way down my throat my lips are pressed against the base of his pelvis. “FUCK” he shouts out as I swallow around him. I bring my month back off to the tip and suck it in and out of my mouth before swallowing him again.

I feel his legs start to shake and I increase the speed and suction “I’m about to cum baby.” he moans out breathlessly. I suck even harder because I want every drop he has to give. He has his hands full of my hair and as soon as he and I lock eyes he explodes spilling his seed down my throat. I swallow him completely and still letting him fuck my throat through his orgasm. Once he is done he pulls me off his dick and sits on the bed. “Holy shit that was so fucking good. I have never cum so hard in my life,” he praised. He lifts me off the floor so I am straddling him, he wraps his arms around me and lays his head on my chest.

I hear my phone buzz and look over seeing that it is 1:15am “Happy Birthday Sweetie” I say lifting his face so I can kiss his lips. “Thank you, my love,” he replies and returns my kiss. I feel him start to get hard under me and my excitement rises. I slowly start to rub against him letting him know I am ready and want him. “Mmmm” he moans. He stands up and turns so he can lay me back down on the bed, he positions himself between my legs and slowly begins to enter me. He says something in Korean and I am hoping it means something good, all I know is it was hot being whispered in my ear.

He is taking his time with me right now but I can feel he wants to let go. I can tell he is internally struggling with himself if he wants to continue being sweet and not let that primal side of him show. He’s been so sweet and loving up until now, but I am craving the power I know he can let loose. Even though each thrust he is giving me right now is fucking amazing I am losing my mind. “Seungmin, mmmm oh gawd, please baby. Please fuck me.” I beg. I need it, I need him to let go. “How hard do you want it baby?” he asks, looking so deep into my eyes. “As hard as you want to go. Let go baby, give me everything please.” I say smashing my lips to his and I feel him smile as he lets go.

He slides both his legs open which opens me up to him, lefts up placing his hands on either side of my head right against my shoulders and begins to rail me into the bed. He is fucking me so hard it takes no time for him to pull two mind altering orgasms from me. He flips us over so I am riding him. I lean back, placing my hands on his thighs and let loose. With one hand he is playing my tits working my nipples until they are so hard and the other is on my clit working to pull yet another orgasm out of me. “I want all your cum baby.” he says through gritted teeth. Fuck that was so damn hot. I never thought I would ever hear these words come from him.

I am now grinding on his hand and dick so fast and hard I am so close. I tighten my walls around him, “Please cum with me” I beg him. He is fucking into me as fast as I am grinding on him. Both of us break out in sweat, matching each other's moans and breathlessness, I fall on him smashing my lips to his and continue to fuck him like crazy. He wraps both arms around me and fucks up into me so hard and fast bringing both of us over the edge into screaming orgasms. He continues to fuck me through it as we both start to come down. I collapsed on his chest, a complete wrecked mess. “Ok, I lied, THAT was the hardest I have ever cum, no one has ever made me be that loud.” he says.

Not even gonna lie I am proud as fuck that I own that title but I am too breathless and weak to celebrate. He wraps his arms around me and we both just lay there slowly catching our breaths and coming back to reality. I am not sure how long we lay there but we didn't move until I started to shiver. “Come on baby, let’s get you into a warm shower and both of us washed up so we can sleep.” He says as he sits up without me moving off him. Both of us are now aware he is in fact still inside me. “Oh woman, you are dangerous to my health.” he jokes as he stands lifting both of us off the bed and carries me to the bathroom.

How he has the power to carry me after the way we both just fucked each other is mind blowing. He doesn’t even set me down to turn the water on to let the shower warm up, “I wish I could keep you in my arms forever.” He said, smiling at me. “Mmmm I would love that,” I said, kissing him. He sticks one hand under the water making sure the temp is good for us to get into. Once it is the temp he likes he steps into the shower still not putting me down. “Aren’t your arms getting tired?” I ask him. “Not even a little bit, you feel so good against me right now. It is like you are giving me life.” he replied. I smiled so big at him as the water started to cascade down my back and over my shoulders it felt amazing.

I leaned down and planted the softest kiss on his lips. He’s been so amazing this entire time, so attentive and wonderful. I am so in love with this man it is insane “I love you.” I tell him as I wipe the wet strands of hair from his face. “I love you too.” He smiles back at me. He really is so beautiful, and even more so when he smiles. I leaned in and kissed him deeper this time, I could not help it, the look in his eye was just pulling me in. I began to rub against him and I quickly felt him harden under me. “Mmmm baby.” he moans as he enters me.

He moves back against the wall and slides down in the tub so we are sitting on the seat. “Oh thank goodness for jacuzzi tubs.” He smiles as he leans back and lets me take over. The way he is sitting puts him at an angle where he is so deep inside me I was unable to move for a second, I had to allow myself to adjust to the feeling. He moves his hand from my ass to my back bringing me forward just a little so he is able to take my breast into his mouth, I arch at the feeling and begin to ride him. The seat in the tub is big enough I am able to spread my legs wider giving him access to go deeper inside me. The pain of him being so deep is bringing me closer as I feel my muscles start to tighten.

I know this is going to hurt because of the angle I am at but I start to fuck him hard. “Ohhh sh-it.” I somehow manage to say between thrusts. He feels so good and so painful that when I cum I know tears are going to flow. The muscles at my core are so tight it feels more like cramps. I know he can sense that I am getting close because he starts to fuck up into me and grabs my hips digging his fingers in. He starts to control the way I am bouncing on him to match his thrusts. The sound of my ass hitting his thigh rivals the sound of being spanked and feels about the same. He is aggressively slamming me on his dick and I am going feral from it.

The pain is both excruciating and delicious at the same time, we are matching thrust for thrust and at that moment breathing is very difficult. I lean in, kiss his lips, increase my speed and within seconds both of us are cumming. I have tears streaming down my face from the sheer force of my orgasm and the pain of his nails digging into my hips. He continues to fuck me through our orgasms until he lifts me off his dick. “OMG I’m so sensitive I cannot handle being inside you anymore. Holy fuck!” he says in a very shaky voice.

He looks up at me and sees the tears running down my face. “Baby are you ok?” He is instantly worried. “Oh I am more than ok, that was amazing. These tears are from the force of the orgasm you just gave me. Trust me they are happy tears, I’m wrecked.” I replied. He reached up and fists the back of my head bringing my lips to his. “You are so fucking perfect Noona, I love you so much.” He says, placing his forehead to mine. “I love you too sweetie.” I place my lips to his forehead and I can feel his body instantly relax. We sit like this for a while and it’s so peaceful.

After a few more seconds he stands and for the second time he lets my feet touch the ground. “You aren’t the only one wrecked.” He smiles down at me. That was too freaking adorable. We move under the water and luckily it stays warm long enough for us to take a quick shower. “We can take a bath when we wake up.” I said. “Oh yes, I have been waiting to get into a jacuzzi since those pics you sent us.” He agreed. “Speaking of pics, I want to read the responses from the group. You are either getting cussed out or praised.” I giggled as we got out of the shower.

For the first time I do not have the energy to do my nightly facial routine, I will be fine for one night. Once we are done drying off we go out to the room and thankfully there is another blanket under the one we were laying on. I don’t really feel like calling down to the front desk for a new blanket in the middle of the night. We take that outer blanket off the bed and lay down. I grab my phone and look through the group chat.

Chan [1:08am] Wow, that’s hot af. That’s my boy!!!
Binnie [1:08am] ….FUCK…
Lee Know [1:09am] Angel fed him well. How was your meal Seungmin
Felix [1:09am] I am speechless. That is a beautiful view
I.N [1:09am] Literally crying, I am the only one that has yet to enjoy that meal.
Chan [1:10am] You had her yesterday and didn’t enjoy that?? That is on you my boy
Han [1:10am] I don’t call her Sweet baby for nothing. I know I am not the one that gave her that nickname. But it fits.
Jinnie [1:10am] Mmmmm takes me back to the kitchen….
Han [1:10am] I cannot stop looking, I am absolutely starving right now.
Lee Know [1:12am] I might cook Seungmin in the air fryer for thinking of that position before I did
Changbin [1:13am] I’ll help
Chan [1:14am] Mate, keep the air fryer locked away lol. But this does give me an amazing idea. We'll talk about that later. Happy birthday Seungmin. Let’s all get some rest yeah

I am giggling while reading the messages and playing with Seungmin’s hair since he laid his head in my lap. “How pissed are they?” he asked “They aren’t, Lee Know said he’s gonna cook you in the air fryer for thinking of that position before he did. Chan said it gave him an idea which I am now highly intrigued by.” I responded and set my phone back on the nightstand. “They’ll get over it.” He says as he moves so I can lay down with him. He wraps me in his arm and I lay my head on his chest. “This feels amazing” I say, snuggling as close to him as I can. “It really does. You wanna know something?” He asks. “What’s that?” I am now very curious. “You are the first woman that I have ever been around that didn’t make me nervous. I am so comfortable with you and I feel so safe that I wasn’t even anxious when you told me we were staying together tonight. I was actually counting down the minutes for us to be alone.” He admits

It takes me a second to process what he just said and I can’t do anything other than smile. “Knowing that you feel that safe with me means everything. I can’t even tell you how that makes me feel.” I feel the tears sting my eyes. He places his fingers under my chin and lifts my face so I am looking him in the eye. “You are amazing jagiya, No one could ever compare to you. Each of us have been in relationships since we have been idols. Like long term relationships, and we have never missed anyone as much as we missed you. He doesn’t know it but after we put the front room together Chan went into his office and we could all hear him cry. We all cried that night when we were alone. The pain of watching you fly away was unbearable.” He said

My emotions are not strong enough to handle what he just said to me. I break down into tears. “Jagiya please don’t cry.” He holds me as tight as he can. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to. It is just that I have never felt so loved before. I never actually felt like I meant something to someone. I questioned all of this so many times until I saw your faces at the airport. I knew you all would never risk being seen for someone you really didn’t care about.” I said. “We would do anything for you.” He leaned in and kissed my forehead, then right next to my eyes and finally my lips. “Let’s sleep now.” He whispered. He tightened his grip around my shoulders and I instantly felt safe. After a few minutes his breathing changed and I could tell he was asleep. It was then that I allowed myself to drift off.

I woke up in the same position I fell asleep in, wrapped in Seungmin’s arms. I cannot believe how well I slept but I feel so good. I lift my head to look at him right as his eyes start to flutter open. “Good morning my gorgeous jagiya.” he smiles. “Good morning sweetie, did you sleep well?” I asked him. “I slept better than I think I ever have.” He gave me a quick kiss. I get up and check the time. It's 9:30am and I am now irritated. “Why are we up this early? We just went to sleep like 4 hours ago.” I laugh. “We have energy to burn,” he jokes. But he really isn’t wrong, for some reason even though he completely wrecked me last night I am energized. I stand up to go to the bathroom when I hear his intake of breath making me spin and look at him. “Are you ok?” I ask. “I am, are you?” he says with a very concerned look in his eyes. “Yeah I’m great.” I say smiling at him.

I turn and go into the bathroom because I have to pee and I really want that bath. I use the bathroom and go to the sink to brush my teeth and see my sides. “Ahhh now I see.” I have huge bruises on my sides from last night. I smile as I finish brushing my teeth. All of them really are freaks and I love everything I get from them. Moving over to the tub I turn the water on to start the bath and walk out of the bathroom. “Are you still up for a morning bath with me?” I ask him “Oh yes, I have honestly been looking forward to this.” He smiled at me. “It’s heaven, If it wasn’t for the fact the water got cold it would take forever for me to get out.” I admitted.

While I pick out what I am wearing today he goes in and uses the bathroom. By the time he opens the door the tub is filled enough for both of us to get in. We both step in and sit down opposite each other and turn the jets on. “OMG I am going to beg Channie-hyung for one.” He says “Mmm, I’ll help convince him to get all of us one. I’ll even help pay for them.” I say. “I’m sure you could convince him to do anything you want him to.” He laughs. “I don’t think that is true.” The look I got when I said those words made me laugh “I’m being serious.” I said. “I am too, other than committing a crime there isn’t anything any of us wouldn’t do for you.” he said leaning over and grabbing my foot. I sat there and let his words sink in and didn’t even realize he was massaging my foot until he hit a spot that had been bothering me.

I instantly pulled my foot back “Ouch.” I said without realizing what was going on “OMG I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” He sat up worried “Minnie, it’s ok. I still have a lot of things I am dealing with from being heavier. That wasn’t your fault.” I reassured him. “Guess I need to learn your body like the others.” He said. “Honestly they don’t even know about things I am dealing with. No one does because I don’t want anyone to worry.” I said. “What happened to communication is key?” He reminded me of my words. “Damn sweetie, using my own words against me.” I joked with him. “I’m serious, I don’t like the idea of you keeping something like this from us.” he said, he seems very upset.

I move over and sit on his lap and wrap my arms around him. “I don’t want you to be upset with me. This is just something I have done all my life. Having someone care about me like all of you do is still very new to me. I am not used to it. Please be patient with me sweetie.” I kiss his forehead. “UGH, it is so frustrating how I cannot stay mad at you.” He looks up at me and I lean down and kiss those beautiful lips. “I promise I will end up doing something that all of you will stay pissed at me about one day. I just hope when it happens we have a foundation to work through it.” I say. He wraps his arms around my waist and we sit like this until the water starts to get cold.

We got out and dried off since we took a shower right before going to sleep and no further messes were made. I know I can wait until later for an actual shower. Just need to do my facial routine, I can’t skip 2 in a row. “I am going to go to my room and do a quick live with STAY since I never did one last night, I love you and I will see you in a few.” He says kissing my forehead. “I love you too sweetie, enjoy your time with STAY.” I smiled and winked. He just smiled and shook his head when he walked out the door. I quickly finished my skin care and went out of the bathroom to change. I get dressed and grab my phone deciding to hop on his live.

I send a quick message ‘Happy birthday sweetie’ and I know he sees it because he stopped talking and instantly looked at the camera smiling. I am reading these comments and the way I want to be my normal petty self and respond is crazy.. But I am just going to listen to him talk for a few minutes. After a couple minutes I see the rest of them come into the frame. I decide to make a joke to see if they all see me. I know Chan is reading the comment. ‘Awe Minnie, you’re half 50 today. How do you feel?” I typed in. He instantly looked back at the camera and so did Lee Know and Chan.

I know they all saw it and I am laughing. Chan laughed as he read it out loud. Lee Know fed into my pettiness and I love him for it. “Seungmin is so old.” Lee Know laughed rubbing his head. I can see Hyunjin in the back looking at the camera and he knows I am next door laughing knowing chaos is about to happen and I’m the cause of it. “Yep, half 50 and still younger and better looking than both of you.” Seungmin said savagely. He then looked at the camera and winked, then continued the burn “Apparently smarter too.” he smiled. Seungmin for the win I am done for, I know that last part was a dig from last night.

At that point I shut the live down because I wanted to cause no further chaos. Oh gawd what have I done? I am laughing and also a little worried cause I am staying with Chan tonight. I move over to the bed and turn on the TV to watch some YouTube while waiting for them to be done. I decided to listen to some of my other groups. I put on ‘Run BTS’ and it gives me life. I love this song, I have been listening to mostly Stray Kids which I love but having my other groups to lean on every once in a while can be revitalizing to my soul.

I lay my head back just enjoying the YouTube made mix of the different groups and play a game on my phone to help clear my mind. It is nice to have some time to relax where I know my guys are all next door having fun with STAY, my kids and Courtney are all working and for once I don’t have to worry. I am just free to enjoy the moment. Having that makes me smile and pray for these types of moments to occur more often. After a while I can hear them coming out of the room so I go to open the door before they even knock.

I am half expecting to get some type of warning look from Chan but he is all smiles when they all walk in. “Well that was an interesting live.” Felix says. I can’t help but laugh. “I'm sorry Sweetie, I couldn’t help myself.” I giggle when I look at Seungmin. He walks over and wraps his arms around me and kisses me before speaking. “Oh no worries my love, just remember this when we get back home.” He smiles and lets go of me. “Not even gonna lie, that is the hottest and most menacing thing you have ever said and I am now terrified and turned on.” I admitted with no shame. “You should be," he said before sitting on the couch next to Felix. I keep eye contact with him for a couple seconds before he just winks and looks away. Now I am very interested in what this doberman has planned once we get home.

Chan is sitting on the bed next to me rubbing my back and it feels amazing. “Seungmin, what do you want to do for the rest of the day?” I ask to try and distract myself from Chan’s hands on my body. “Honestly nothing, we have you, the girls and Courtney so I really don’t feel the need to do anything special.” He answers. ‘Ok what would you like for your birthday dinner?” I ask him. He looks at me and just grins, lifting an eyebrow at me. Damn I need to watch how I say things around these men. They are just as freaky as I am and I am living for it all.

I lick my lips and rephrase the question “Ok, what food would you like me to cook for your birthday dinner?” I grin back at him. “I don’t want you to cook anything. I want to have some pizza from that place that is right by the house.” He says. “Oh yeah when we were coming out of the car the other night it smelled so good.” Han said. “Alright, they are going to love us.” I say. The way I am ordering a Hawaiian pizza just to mess with Chan. I send a message to the full group chat.

Me [3:45pm] Ladies, Seungmin wants to get Howie's for his birthday dinner tonight. Are you all good with that?”
Courtney [3:46pm] Of course
Faith [3:50pm] As long as I get my favorite pizza I am good.
Me [3:50pm] Of course lol. We will be there soon
Courtney [3:51pm] See you all soon
Changbin [3:52pm] What’s your favorite pizza??
Faith [3:53pm] Cajun stuffed crust with both cupped and regular pepperoni with hot honey drizzle. It’s amazing
IN [3:54pm] That sounds epic.
Me [3:55pm] It is really good. We will have a mix of different options. We will be leaving in a few minutes.

We all get ready to walk out of the hotel. Of course they mask up with glasses to resume their ‘security’ role. They pull this off way too well. We make our way to the house and I am so excited to be back together with all my loves under one roof. We start to walk into the house and I instantly lock arms with Seungmin who is at the back of the line. I tell Chan he can just walk in since they know we are on our way. “I hope you’re having a good birthday Minnie.” I said to him, “I am having the greatest birthday.” He says back. I just hope I can always continue to make their birthdays amazing for them.

He lets me walk into the house before him which I am thankful for because I get to see his face. He shuts the door behind him and when he looks back he sees the house is decorated for his birthday. We all started singing to him and the smile that spread across his face made all this effort worth it. “OMG thank you!” He exclaimed with a huge smile on his face. I look around the room at all my guys as they are all giving him a hug and rubbing his head. This is the type of chaos I never want to live without. “How did you pull this off baby girl?” Chan comes over hugging me from behind. “I sent money to Faith and she and Jaydan went and got everything today. Jaydan baked a cake for him.” I answered. “This is truly amazing, thank you all so much.” Seungmin says hugging the girls and Courtney. “This was all mom’s idea, we just executed it.” He looked at me like I hung the moon. “I can’t believe you planned this on such short notice.” He walked over and grabbed me out of Chan's hug, wrapping me in his arms. “I love you so much baby.” He says “I love you to Sweetie, Happy birthday” I say

Since I know it is going to take a while I put in the order for the pizza. I made sure to order bread and salad to make sure they get the full Hungry Howies experience. “What are you doing?” Han says coming up behind me. “I’m ordering food” I showed him. “Oh this all looks great.” He says as he watches me order everything. “Sweet baby really?” He laughs when he sees me order the Hawaiian. “Yep, y’all are about to see me devour some pizza. This is my favorite place and I have missed it.” I said. He just laughed and snuggled against me.

I make sure to order enough where my girls will have leftovers and we can take some back with us as well. I even got some of their wings because why not. I want to make sure the guys have a great meal from a place that they have never had before. Also included a $100 tip for the driver because this is going to be a lot. “Channie-hyung is gonna kill you when he finds out that you have already ordered and paid for the food.” Han says “He’ll forgive me later” I said with a sly grin “Freak.” he whispered. “Look who's talking” I laughed at him. He had no reply because he knows he can’t argue with me at all.

The chaos is finally starting to die down from the initial surprise so I let everyone know the food will be here in about an hour. Chan’s eyes found mine and I can tell he is not happy, but he plays it off because he is around my girls. He can’t let Christopher come out. I’ll deal with him later so I just smile at him. He’s got to learn that he does not have to be in control of everything anymore. He’s never had anyone in his life like me and I am going to make sure that I take some burdens off his shoulders. Each one of these men deserve to be spoiled and I fully intend to do just that. “You guys wanna play some games?” Jaydan asks. Everyone was up for it so we set up a game spot and just enjoyed time together until the food came.

Once the food was here, everyone lit up. We all were hungry, the 9 of us didn’t have breakfast or lunch so mouths were definitely watering. We set the pizza’s up and opened each box “YAH! JAGIYA!!!! Pineapple REALLY??” Chan had to be the one that opened the Hawaiian. The whole house erupted into laughter at his reaction. “That’s twice you got me with pineapple, I feel a full payback in the future!” He said. “WORTH IT!” I hollered. “What did you do to him mom?” Faith asked. “She put a piece of pineapple inside my burgah” Chan said. The girls fell out laughing and high fiving me. “Epic.” Faith said

Hearing it for a second time was almost as rewarding as seeing the girls hear it in person. I know he said it on purpose and I love him for it. “This is so good.” Changbin said as we all sat on the couch just like I positioned everyone yesterday. We put on NetFlix and watched a couple movies. “This has been the best birthday ever. Being able to actually relax and just enjoy it like a normal person instead of worrying about schedules, surrounded by all of you. I am beyond happy. Thank you so much.” Seungmin says “Knowing you have had a good birthday is all the thanks we need,” Chan says “Agreed.” I say. “We are so happy you are here.” Jaydan says. “So are we, this trip has already been so healing for us all.” Hyunjin said “Well let's make sure the rest of it is better than the beginning.” Faith said “YES!” I highly agreed.

For the rest of the night we just had some fun. The guys all let Jaydan draw a fake tattoo on them. Hyunjin let Faith put french braids in his hair, which of course the man looked amazing, because can pull off anything. We had a battleship tournament that Han won. “He’s never gonna let us live that down.” Lee Know says “Don’t be mad jagiya, I still love you.” Han said to Lee Know placing his hand on his heart. Of course I have to be a smart ass. “It’s so hard being the other woman with these two.” I shake my head. “Oh I know it’s pure torture to be in a relationship with 8 of the hottest men on the planet.” Courtney joked.

I almost spit out my drink trying not to laugh. “It is still so weird knowing OUR mother is in a relationship with Stray Kids. To think that if I would have never hit that submit button this would have never happened,” Faith said rather proudly. “We most definitely thank you for pushing her toward us. Our lives have greatly improved ever since” I.N says “Ok, no more mushy stuff on my birthday. We all know how much of a sap jagiya is” Seungmin says “YAH!!!! Jugeullae?” I throw a pillow at Seungmin. “HUH?” Courtney said, looking at me sideways. This made me laugh so hard. “I asked him if he wanted to die.” I answered she just shook her head.

After I stopped laughing I had a realization “CAKE!” I hollered. Jaydan and I instantly got up and got hos cake ready that she baked and decorated. We lit the candle and came around the corner and we started singing again, this time in Korean to keep up the tradition. Seungmin stands as we set the cake on the table. He closes his eyes and blows out the candle. Everyone cheers and patiently waits as he cuts us all a slice. “There is also ice cream,” Courtney says. “You get mine?” I winked at Faith “Of course we did,”

I had to get mint chocolate, it is my favorite right next to superman which they got as well. “Mint Choco… not surprised.” Changbin said “Leave it to 3 Racha to be the ones to hate mint choco.” I joke. “It tastes like toothpaste.” Chan says “No it doesn’t, Channie.” Faith says “She is just like you.” He looks at me “Yep!” I say proudly. We finish the night on the couch watching the first Deadpool movie before the 9 of us call it a night and head back to the hotel.

Once we are back to our rooms Seungmin hugs me tightly “Thank you baby, I was not looking forward to my birthday this year until Hyung said we were coming. You had no clue but ended up making this the greatest birthday ever. I love you so much.” He said and pressed his lips to mine. “You deserve nothing but the best Sweetie, I will always try my best to give that to you. I love you so very much.” I replied. “You do.” He said and walked into his room. After saying good night to everyone else I am left in the hall with Chan. He is leaning against the wall looking otherworldly and my mouth is watering at the sight. I walk forward, grab his hand and close us off in my room with a grin on my face hoping he didn’t forget the promise he made in the elevator….