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I'm no Werewolf (The Rewrite)

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Kayla Hale. The name rung bells in Beacon Hills but, unlike her cousin, Derek Hale, she wasn't a werewolf. In fact she wasn't quite human either. She's fiery and witty, a wild force with secrets, and begins to slowly fall for a certain Stilinski as they get dragged deeper into the dark and dangerous supernatural world! Stiles/OC stilesxOC - 2021 rewrite of my fic from fanfiction.net

Chapter 1: Guess who's back, back again

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf is not mine in any way, shape or form :( Anyways, this is officially the rewrite of I'm no werewolf, first published January 13th, 2014 on fanfiction under the pen name TW-addict (7 1/2 years ago omg) and I was only like 16/17 at the time and I feel my writing has (hopefully) come a long way since then so I have decided to rewrite the book and then maybe the others so there's less typos and cringey ness and hopefully a better build up (and overall flow) :) the story will mainly remain the same, but there will be more expansion and development and maybe small changes in characters/character interactions/relationships etc... (and probably a more snarky Kayla- haha) I sure hope you all enjoy this new rewrite on the new platform ----------------------------------------------------

Here she sat, idly twidling her thumbs as she rolled her head back to stare at the ceiling above her head, letting out another frustrated sigh. She had been sitting here in this rather confining, dull looking office for the past half hour and no one had bothered to turn up to give her the schedule or even tell her anything about what she was doing, hence, the frustrated boredom.

'Typical half assed, under funded school' she thought bitterly, the sound of her teeth continually sinking into a piece of bubble gum filling the room, occasionally blowing a blue bubble from her lips and watching it pop in amusement.

She was glad to be away from Louisiana, having gone through hell and back this last year, but she did wonder why her mom had chosen to return to Beacon Hills of all places. It was nothing but a curse for their family... a curse that had followed them to Louisiana and torn away her dad and brother from her too. Beacon Hills, on the outside, a quiet and unsuspecting town but, in reality, a place filled with nothing but death and disaster for anyone even slightly supernaturally inclined.

She snorted to herself... maybe that's why her mom chose it. She was human, she was safe, her only 'crime' was marrying a werewolf. If any hunters came after her, she was fine. Maybe that's why her mom didn't see Beacon Hills as a threat, but Kayla did. How could she not? The people - the family - she had lost, all because they were supernatural, was sickening.

So here she was, unable to argue. Her mom had basically ordered her to get her shit together, pack her bags and get going. Their house sold quick. Of course it did. A beautiful five bedroom house with balconies and a pool, the most beautiful winding staircase you ever did see and a grandesque feeling vibrating from the walls. She was sad to see it go, but maybe it was for the best. Her dad had spent countless hours redecorating each corner of the house, knocking walls down and building new ones, creating the perfect home for their family... but ever since he died, her brother along with him, it never did feel like home again. In the space of twenty four hours she was forced to say goodbye to her friends, pack what she needed on the back of a loading truck, throw away what she didn't want to keep and catch a long draining flight with her mom across country to a town she hadn't been back to in, what, six years? Yeah, no wonder she was bitter.

But, as her mom had oh so kindly reminded her, several times in fact, she wasn't in a position to argue. Not after her behaviour for the last year. Yeah, because acting out was totally unexpected. What a god damn shocker. But, whatever.

"Sorry to keep you waiting miss… Hale" The principle greeted, slipping into the office and taking a seat opposite her on the desk, glancing down at his paperwork and seeming a little shocked at her name. After all, the Hales did have a bit of a reputation and she was sure she would too, soon enough. In fact, it would be an honour.

"It's no problem" She said blandly, her voice void of any emotion as she sat up a little straighter, extending her hand to him because, as her mom had drilled into her, 'first impressions matter' - pffft, yeah, whatever.

The principle shook her hand, appearing a tad nervous, glancing at her like he thought she should be burnt to a crisp. Oh for god sake, that fire was so y2k, wasn't everyone over it already? Or did a dull, nosey little town not have any other tragedies to gossip over?

"So, you've missed first period... classes here start at eight" Kayla glanced at the clock above his head, watching the hands tick closer to ten to nine as she swept some long chestnut coloured hair over her shoulder.

She resisted a snarky comment, forcing a charming smile on her face, "my apologies, it won't happen again"

She was sure it would, but he didn't need to know that.

"Okay, good" he smiled although his lips were tight, pulled back across his teeth as her presence made him feel uncomfortable, her last name still holding such power, even now, "uh, here is your timetable" he slid across a piece of paper to her, "English would've been your first class. Second on your timetable is chemistry"

She held back a groan but couldn't resist the sharp eye roll, "yay. Chemistry"

The principle smirked, "many students feel the same, though I suspect that is due to the teacher, not the subject"

She muttered a profanity under her breath, not looking forward to this day at all, "can't wait"

Her dry drawl was filled with sarcasm, rubbing at her eyes in tiredness. Her mom should've had enough sense to plan this cross country trip at least a few days before the start of a new school but no, that would be too easy. Instead, she was forced to turn up to a new school just hours after she had settled into her new house, her bedroom not even yet unpacked.

"Do you need me to show you to your class?" the principle asked and Kayla shook her head, stuffing the schedule in her messenger bag before throwing it over her shoulder.

"No I'll manage, I'm not scared of a couple of high school kids" She reassured him, standing up from the chair and straightening out her clothes, a simple pair of acid washed denim shorts fraying at the bottom and a semi sheer white long sleeved top, a black lacy bralette just barely showing underneath.

"That's good to know" The principle chuckled just as the bell rung overhead, signalling them to the fact that first period was over , "Good luck with your first day Miss Hale and if you need anything don't be scared to give me a shout"

"Oh trust me – I won't" She smirked, turning on her heel and striding from the office, escaping the dingy confined space into the hallway, the rush of kids suddenly exploding from their classes and pushing past her, no consideration in sight.

"Rude" she scoffed under her breath, hiking her bag up higher on her shoulder as she glanced around, looking for signs or directions as to where to go but there was none, leaving her standing in the hallway, lost, yet unmotivated in wanting to even find her class.

A part of her wished she could just run away... disappear again like she did before but instead she was stuck back in this shitty little town as punishment.

"Oh sorry" a brunette girl apologised as she bumped into her shoulder, "I didn't see you there"

"It's okay" Kayla said, "uh, do you know where the chemistry class is?"

"I don't but I'm trying to find it" the girl chuckled, shyly tucking some long brown hair behind her ear, "sorry, I'm new here"

"Oh... ditto" Kayla smirked, "so you're stuck in this hell hole too?"

The girl smiled a little uncomfortably, "for the foreseeable future, yeah"

"Lucky you" Kayla joked, "uh sorry" holding out her hand, "I'm Kayla"

The girl clumsily moved some books about in her arms, reaching out to shake her hand back, "hi, I'm Allison Argent"

A feeling of dread immediately hit Kayla square in the stomach, giving the girl a suspicious once over. See? She knew coming back here would mean trouble... already, Argents were in town and probabaly looking for blood - again.

Kayla dropped her hand, her demeanour turning cold as ice, "Argent?"

The girl - Allison - looked around a little self consciously, "um... yes?"

She decided to test the waters, keeping her guard up, "uh... I'm Hale"

She expected some sort of reaction, something close to disgust and maybe a little bit of fear but there was nothing. No reaction or twitch at the sound of her last name. Hmmmm... strange. Maybe this little Argent wasn't a full Argent yet. Maybe she was innocent to the blood her family had spilt.

Allison laughed a little uncomfortably, "cool name"

"Anyway-" Kayla changed the topic of conversation, "let's find chemistry shall we?" Allison nodded, looking relieved to not be the only one in the same lost boat as she was and they both navigated the endless halls of Beacon Hills high, tracking down the classroom - finally - and were the last to enter, all eyes falling to them.

It seemed Allison still hated being the centre of attention because she flushed red, her shoulders hunching over as she hid behind the curtain of her long hair, shyly looking around for somewhere to sit.

"Oh right, new girls" the teachers arrogant and self loathing voice floated to her ears, "one of you sit next to Lahey, the other next to Grimshaw" Jeez... she hated him already.

Allison rushed down down between the tables to grab her seat and Kayla just looked about, seeing countless pairs of eyes watching her every move, with interest and curiosity, no doubt thinking what the 'fresh meat' had to offer.

"Miss Hale" the teacher practically scolded, "is there a problem? Take a seat"

"Yeah yeah" she muttered under her breath, huffing out a sigh as she made her way to a table near the front, sitting down next to an incredibly shy, incredibly nervous blonde kid, hunched over in his seat, not daring to meet her eyes.

And there was something about this short twenty seconds snippet that made Stiles want to know more. He didn't know what it was, he couldn't put a finger on it, but he found himself intrigued and slightly hot under the collar, his gaze so focused and hypervigilant on this mysterious new girl.

"Dude – is that another new girl?" Stiles exclaimed, slapping his hand across Scott's chest to grab his attention away from the pretty and shy Allison Argent, impatiently nudging his elbow when Scott didn't break his staring right away.

"How would I know?" Scott retaliated, a little annoyed at Stiles for distracting him, "I know just as much as you"

"Is that supposed to be an insult?" Stiles smirked, raising his eyebrows. Scott rolled his eyes at his friends wit and returned to watching Allison take her seat, but Stiles - instead - was focused on watching the laid back and somewhat grumpy new girl stand up the front of the class, looking like she would rather be anywhere but here. But what intrigued him even more was what Mr Harris called her - Miss Hale. Wait, Hale as in...?

His eyes were wide with sudden realisation, watching her grab a seat directly next to him on the other chemistry table, perching on the stool and taking out her notebook and pen from her bag, pulling her long hair over one shoulder, eyes to the front.

"Dude" Stiles whispered, "oh my god... Hale. Hale"

"What?" Scott asked back in a hushed whisper, "what are you talking about?"

"Do you not remember...? Clearly not" Stiles added sarcastically, rolling his eyes, trying to keep his back turned to the girl, "remember that fire all those years back? The one that wiped out, like, an entire family?"

"Yeah" Scott replied, just as clueless as before, "what about it?"

"It was the Hale family" he whispered, "like, eight or ten of them burned to death. Arson. They didn't catch who did it though and the new girl is a Hale" he rushed out, "she's a Hale"

Scott's crooked jaw popped open slightly, his eyes surprised as she peered around Stiles to catch sight of the new girl and Stiles found himself watching too - for reasons he wasn't sure about. He was trying to be subtle but was failing miserably, his knee bouncing up and down as he stuck his tongue in his cheek, finding himself blushing a little as his eyes settled for too long on her bare legs, smooth and shiny, ankles crosssd under the table. She was pretty... stunning actually. Long wavy chestnut hair pooled around her shoulders, attire unusual and striking confidence, skin on show tan and flawless. But yet, remarkably, despite his hormones, Stiles found himself watching her face.

She was lost in the moment, aimlessly doodling on her fresh notebook and he watched just how sad she looked when she thought no one was watching and he knew that expression all too well because he had worn the exact same one many times before.

He must've been staring longer than he thought because she frowned and shook away that sad expression, twisting her head to look directly at him, then at Scott, a wide smirk pulling at her lips.

"You two are not all that good at the whole 'discreet' thing y'know? Ya may wanna work on that" She whispered in their general direction, twiddling her pen in her hands, clearly amused by their behaviour.

Stiles flushed, sharing a panicked look with Scott, "W-What… we w-weren't staring… what? No, we-we were just-" Stiles stuttered, his heart pounding against his rib cage as he thought about how bad of a first impression he just gave, to a beautiful girl none the less. Great Stiles, great.

"Yes you were" She interrupted, "Now why? Do we know each other?" She asked teasingly as though she already knew the answer but was just playing with them, messing with their psyche.

"No… n-no, do we?" He laughed nervously, right hand resting on his head, "I don't think we do, no, no we d-don't" Stiles added and the girl turned her head fully towards him, her bright green eyes sparkling with amusement.

"Try saying that without the stutter" she smirked, "or don't, it's kind of cute"

"Wait, what?" he asked in surprise, his voice going a few octaves higher as he let out a squeak, taken aback by the apparent flirting, "what do you-"

He was cut off by Mr Harris' sharp voice, his conceited tone cutting shards right through him, "Mr Stilinski, eyes to the front before I end up giving you a week's worth of detentions"

Stiles simply swallowed, nodding vaguely in Mr Harris' direction as he continued to stare at the girl from the corner of his eye who was smirking in his direction, all signs of grumpiness vanished.

"The name's Kayla and the pleasure is all mine" She whispered quietly before her lip quirked and she looked away, leaving Stiles completely and utterly speechless - quite a feat if he had to say so himself!

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Hope you all liked the (updated/new) first chapter... like I said there will still be the main storyline but I aim to add more details, more chapters etc... slight changes, for example, the first meeting between stiles and Kayla. Still basically the same but instead of the story staring like episode 2/3 it starts episode 1 :) Hope you all liked and please please review :) means the world to me. Published on fanfiction and wattpad (fanficanatic-tw)

Chapter 2: You can call me Stiles

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Welcome to the next chapter - hope you enjoy and please read and review :)

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form. 

Her self assured and confident, flirty attitude had obviously caught the buzzcut boy off guard because for the remainder of their class together she caught him staring at her from the corner of her eye, looking like he was wanting to ask her more questions but kept stopping himself. Maybe because of the fact she had a mega resting bitch face on or because he didn't have much practice talking to girls, who knew, but she found it amusing none the less.

Chemistry dragged, Mr Harris' authoritive and dry tone sounding like nails on a chalk board as he droned on and on and on, lecturing them about god knows what.

Every so often he would pause in his speech, his seedy eyes glaring between every single one of them and then settle on her for a long period of time, like he had already branded her 'trouble'. She didn't know what on earth could've caused him to make such an accurate assumption, probably just pushing her into the same box that he put every teenager in because, let's face it, he definitely seemed ageist. But she had no sympathy for him - why work with teenagers if he hated them? So every time his eyes found their way to hers she would just offer up a sickly sweet smile in return, watching his nostrils flare slightly with the effort not to chastise her.

If anything, it was quite amusing. Deliberately getting under his skin, watching his reaction - It's not like anything else exciting would happen in this god forsaken town.

The shrill ring of the bell overhead cut through her ears like a double edged sword, making her groan under her breath as she grabbed her bag off the floor, stuffing her notebook and pen in it and flinging it over her shoulder. The shy boy she had been sat next to, the one with the dirty blonde curly hair hurried past her, brushing her arm on the way past. She shot his departing back a strange look, rolling his eyes at his odd behaviour.

"So um..." a shy quiet voice spoke from behind her, a finger gently tapping her on the shoulder, "I just thought, seeming how we're both new... maybe we should hang out for the day? You know, like a buddy system"

She met Allison's kind but timid stare, her warm brown eyes brimming with hopefulness and, despite being an Argent, Kayla felt a little bit drawn to her. She wasn't sure why because usually the name 'Argent' brought a bitter taste to her mouth, but Allison seemed so innocent to it all. Just a simple highschool girl wanting a friend. There was no way this girl was, or could be, a ruthless killer.

And for the first time since she could remember, Kayla was now in that exact same position - friendless. Not that it overly bothered her too much, she hadn't exactly been wanting friends or being the best friend since losing her dad and brother, caught up in everything bad and corrupt, so maybe it was about time she turned that around.

"Sure" Kayla smiled in return, "I need to find my locker first though"

Allison breathed an audible sigh of relief, beginning to emerge from the curtain of her hair she was used to hiding behind, "me too"

They were the last to exit the class, Mr Harris' death glare following them out into the hallway as they managed to track down their lockers, coincidentally, just one apart from each other.

"They must've thought to stick the new girls together" Allison chuckled, putting in her combination and stuffing some books in.

"I'm not all that new here" Kayla said, doing the same to her locker, "I have... well, had family here. I used to spend a couple of weeks here every summer"

"Oh, nice" Allison commented, "so where did you move from?"

"Louisiana" she answered, before joking, "can't you tell by my annoying southern drawl?"

Allison giggled, "it's only very faint"

"But still annoying none the less" she playfully remarked, "lived there as long as I can remember. Apparently we moved around a lot when I was born. God knows why my parents chose there"

"I know the feeling" Allison said, "I usually move school every six to twelve months. It gets exhausting"

Kayla resisted a snort... well, yeah, when your family are werewolf hunters, they kind of have to go where the werewolves go, not sit around and wait for them.

"So why here?" Kayla asked, slamming her locker shut as she tried to understand why her family decided Beacon Hills was worthy of their attention, "why this little town?"

Allison shrugged, "my dad is a private security consultant and a firearms dealer-" of course he was "-I think it just means he has to go where the job takes him... and he takes us with him"

"... interesting" Kayla smiled tightly, "oh uh, I think you have yourself a fan" nodding her chin in the direction of the boys she was sitting adjacent to in chemistry, the quiet one with the floppy hair and squint jaw looking over at Allison in complete and utter adoration.

Allison glanced over, a small blush forming on her cheeks as she smiled back at the boy, an instant connection forming.

"Go speak to him" Kayla encouraged but immediately Allison shook her head, her eyes wide and surprised at that suggestion.

"Oh my god, no" she rushed out, "I... I don't do that"

"Well I do" Kayla was just about to stride over there to do her new friend a favour but Allison caught her wrist, pulling her back to the lockers.

"Not yet" she said quietly, "maybe I should settle in first..."

"Your loss" Kayla quipped with a smirk, glancing back over to the boys only this time it was the other one, the one with the buzzcut, that was looking over in their direction - or, more accurately, her direction.

She met his stare head on, her strong gaze probably somewhat intimidating because he gaped at getting caught, clumsily flailing about before jerkily raising his hand in the air and twisting it into a wave, his face slightly pink and flushed. She arched a single brow, a flirtatious smirk pulling at her lips as she watched him mouth "oh my god" in compete astonishment, turning back to his friend.

Her amusement was cut short by a flurry of curly strawberry blonde hair, pulling both her and Allison's attention away from the boys and to the perky little redhead standing in front of them.

"That jacket is absolutely killer... where did you get it?" this strange little person asked Allison, an overly friendly smile pulling at her lips.

"Oh uh... my mom was a buyer for a boutique back in San Francisco" Allison answered with a smile, awkwardly adjusting her back on her shoulder.

"And you are my new best friend" the girl laughed, pointing at Allison before turning her attention to Kayla, their headstrong and confident stares colliding and Kayla could tell by the glint in this girls eyes, that she knew Kayla could give back just as good as she got.

The girl looked her up and down, studying every inch of her like she was picking the best piece of meat down at the butchers and Kayla just cocked her head to the side, raising her brows.

"Is there something I can help you with?"

The strawberry blonde pursed her lips for a couple of seconds before smiling, "you... I like you" she decided, "I could work with this" she waved her hand out towards her figure, "effortlessly gorgeous. Though, not as gorgeous as me of course"

"Oh, of course" Kayla agreed sarcastically whilst nodding her head, making Allison hide a giggle behind her hand.

"I'm Lydia" the perky redhead declared, "Lydia Martin"

The girl said that as if it was supposed to mean something; like it held some sort of weight which Kayla was sure it did. One look at this girl and she could tell she ran this school. The perfect queen bee.

Allison began to introduce herself but Lydia waved her away, "don't be so silly. Of course I know who you both are. I've done my homework"

Again; this did not surprise Kayla one bit.

Someone new swooped in, some run of the mill good looking guy who wrapped his arms around Lydia's waist causing the latter to let out a delighted squeak.

"Oh, and this is Jackson"

Typical pretty boy name.

They both kissed, teeth and tongues clacking together before coming up for air, arms around each other.

"New girls" Jackson commented, looking them both up and down, "it's not often people move here - and look, two for the price of one"

She resisted an eye roll, trying to play nice. Lydia smirked, "so, this weekend, there's a party"

"A-A party?" Allison asked, beginning to look a little uncomfortable.

"Yeah Friday night, you both should come. It'll be a blast. Then you can meet everyone properly"

"Oh uh, I can't" Allison apologised, "Friday night is family night"

Family night as in board games and ice cream or family night as in toasting wereowlf hide over a bonfire?

Jackson moved his gaze to her, "what about you?"

"Parties don't really agree with me" she said, knowing she should stay well away from the party scene before her mom really did kick her out of the house.

"Are you sure? Everyone's going there after the scrimmage"

"You mean like football?"

Jackson scoffed, "Allison, football here is a joke. We play lacrosse"

"Yeah, you know, that game with the little sticks and the little ball that they fight over to get into a little net?" she asked Allison with a fake, overly enthusiastic tone of voice and Jackson glared at her.

"We've won the last three state championships" he remarked proudly, his voice cocky and arrogant.

"And all because of a certain team captain" Lydia said, bigging up her beau as she ruffled his hair, "and we will win again this year"

"Yeah. As long as those two stay on the bench" Jackson remarked, nodding his chin in the direction of the two boys from earlier, "if either of those get even two seconds on the field, we're dead in the water"

She glanced back at the boys, this time the floppy haired one was still gazing at Allison and the one with the buzzcut was in some sort of playful/exasperated debate or conversation with another girl, talking about what she had no idea.

"So we have practice in a few minutes" pretty boy hinted, "that is if the two of you don't have anything else..."

"Of course they don't" Lydia interrupted, reaching forward to grab a hand of theirs each, "we support our team here. It's important"

Kayla was just about to make some excuse as Lydia began dragging them away but before she could, Allison shot her a very pointed look.

"Don't you dare" she whispered, looking slightly panicked, "if I have to go, so do you"

Kayla just rolled her eyes in return, left to be pulled along by the boisterous redhead out into the cool air, heading towards the bleachers on the field.

"And this is going to be the most boring half hour of my life" she remarked, watching all the guys warm up, sitting down next to Allison with Lydia on the far side, "I could be napping right now, I hope you know that"

Lydia sent her a displeased look, "it's school spirit. Plus, you get to check out hot guys. Don't try and tell me that doesn't intrigue you"

She had bad luck with hot guys too... maybe she should avoid them as well.

She was too tired to retort back, wrapping her coat around her frame as she allowed her eyes to drag over each one of the players. Their firm, athletic bodies were appealing to the eye, she would be stupid to deny that, but she just knew each one of them would cause her nothing but trouble.

And trouble, she was trying to stay out of.

At least for the time being when things were still raw and delicate, her recovery still fragile and easily waylaid.

Lydia smirked knowingly, "don't worry, I can set you up with a deliciously hunky lacrosse player. Any one of your choosing"

"Tempting, but I'll pass"

Lydia let out an indignant sound of exclamation, "don't be so ridiculous. They're the finest pick of the bunch"

"And probably half of them spreads chlamydia" she retorted with a small laugh, "I'm done with boys"

Lydia quirked a brow at her, leaning around Allison to send her a knowing look, "do spill" she urged, "what boy made you come to that decision?"

"One with a very bad temper"

It looked like something clicked in Lydia, like she understood what Kayla was talking about and it didn't surprise her one bit - Jackson was clearly arrogant and cocky, probably a bully too, of course he would have an attitude and a temper, especially if things didn't go his way. She just got that vibe off him the meer five minutes she spent with him.

Within a split second, Lydia's knowing expression was wiped from her face, a devilish smirk pulling at her lips.

"Well, that's just not good enough. My girls need boyfriends" glancing between her and Allison, "don't worry, leave it to me. I'm better than Cupid"

Kayla just pursed her lips; sharing a dread filled look with Allison but she knew it would be futile to argue with the petite redhead. Somehow, she knew, the gorgeous strawberry blonde always got her own way - regardless of how it happened.

Practice was just about to start, the exuberant and loud coach blowing his whistle.

"Um... who's that?" Allison asked Lydia curiously, inclining her head towards the floppy haired boy that had been shooting Allison lovey dovey eyes earlier.

"Who, him?" Lydia asked, cocking her head to the side as she looked at the boy who, as Kayla settled her eyes on him, looked as if he was directly watching and reacting to what was being said, "I don't know who he is"

Kayla frowned as she watched his eyes behind the helmet suddenly narrow in annoyance and for a brief second she wondered... could he be a- Pfft, no. She scoffed at her own thoughts, shaking her head. There was absolutely no way this shy, awkward kid was a werewolf. No way.

"Why do you want to know?" Lydia asked, probably wondering why Allison was enquiring about someone so far down the food chain, because someone unpopular was obviously not to be looked at.

"Oh um... he's in my English class"

"And Chem class" Kayla added, "you were both basically having eye sex"

Allison's eyes circled into large orbs, mortified at the suggestion but Lydia didn't have a chance to say anything because the shrill of the whistle continuously being blown snapped their attention back to the field and what she saw made her suspicions from before increase.

The floppy haired boy collapsed into a heap in the net, his gloved hands grabbing at his head in the helmet and he looked in a great deal of pain, flinching and squirming at the sound.

Okay, now that, was sus.

She heard the other lacrosse players laugh at the boy as the lacrosse ball soared forward and hit him square in the front of the helmet causing him to fall back.

Hmmm, very weird indeed.

Something didn't feel right about this sitution, watching closely as he pulled himself to his feet, swinging the lacrosse stick around in his hands as he prepared for the second lacrosse ball that came flying at him only this time he caught it expertly in the net, casting a surprised look to his stick.

His reflexes seemed good - scarily good. Almost inhuman.

She wondered if this was unusual for him, if this sudden display of talent just happened overnight so she glanced around the crowd, watching as they all reacted in surprise and found herself following a voice exclaiming "yeah", glancing to the side to see buzzcut boy grinning at his friend in something close to disbelief.

Okay, so obviously, unusual.

She watched again as he caught the next ball and the one after that, continually catching them expertly as if he was born to do this.

"Huh... he seems like he's pretty good" Allison said almost proudly, clearly enticed by the boy even more.

"Yeah... really good" Lydia admired, new found interest burning bright in her eyes.

She sat there in silence, a frown etched between her brows as she watched Jackson, clearly unnerved and rattled by apparent talent of the floppy haired boy, push his way to the front of line and spin his lacrosse stick around almost threateningly, his stance offensive and aggressive.

She payed close attention to how the floppy haired boy nervously settled on placing his feet, holding out his stick as he waited for Jackson to aggressive throw the ball, soaring through the air at such a speed she almost couldn't follow it and, surprisingly, the boy caught the ball with ease, his movements fluids and smooth.

Everyone cheered, both in surprise and glee, even Lydia jumped up to shout out and she just sat there, her suspisions heightening.

Something was off.

Could he be a werewolf? Could he be a werewolf and not know about it?

She had grown up surrounded by werewolves, understanding and knowing their behaviour and, despite not being one herself, she had a pretty good grasp of knowing and sensing when someone wasn't entirely human.

Her attention was stolen again by the exuberant and boisterous shouting from buzzcut boy, yelling out in joy, his arms flailing in the air as he screamed out, "oh yeah, that's my friend - woooo"

She admired his devotion to his, very obviously, best friend, but it didn't distract her from the very clear fact that something wasn't right.

Guess she had to pay her big cousin a visit later.

When school was over she bid farewell to Allison and Lydia, making her way through the parking lot to her car, a Toyota rav4 in grey, slinging her crap into the passenger side as she slipped into the drivers side, starting up her engine and fighting her way through the busy parking lot.

She hadn't heard from Derek in months, her older cousin falling off the radar - which wasn't unusual - but just had the strangest feeling he would be back here. He often returned, for what she didn't know. It wasn't like he had much to return to. Their family dead and gone, apart from two. Derek's older sister, Laura, and his - their - uncle, Peter.

Unlike Laura who was a live wire, never staying in one place too long, Peter was unresponsive and basically comatose from severe burns from the fire six years ago, destined to live out the rest of his traumatised life in the long stay unit at Beacon memorial. A sad waste of a life, Kayla thought. Maybe it would've been kinder if he had died.

A sickening feeling erupted deep within her stomach the closer she got to the burnt down ruins of the house, driving slowly up the private dirt track split through the woods.

The house that once stood tall and proud was now just a shell of its itself, crumbling and rotting into the ground. The entire back of it had long since collapsed, the fire wreaking havoc through the bones of the building. She didn't know why the county hadn't deemed it a hazard and tore the rest of it down, but she assumed there was legal restrictions. Laura, being the oldest, had gained rights to the land, the multiple acres in her hands. But still... she didn't understand why she didn't get it torn down herself. Surely it was nothing more than a bad memory, a kick to the gut every time they laid eyes on it?

The tires crunched over leaves and broken twigs on the ground, her entrance anything but subtle. If Derek was here, he would know of her arrival. Werewolf hearing was a handy thing, after all. Not that she would know from personal experience but she had seen it in action plenty of times.

She slipped out of her car, deliberately slamming the car door shut a little louder than usual as she glanced around. The woods was silent, eerily quiet. Maybe, subconsciously, it knew what happened here. Knew of all the lives that had been visciously taken, forever tainting this once beautiful spot.

She swallowed thickly, wrapping her arms around her torso as she walked towards the burnt front porch, shivers erupting down her spine. She hated being back here... it was creepy.

She stopped before she reached the porch steps, something in her gut telling her not to go any further forward.

"Derek?" She called out, eyes darting from side to side, "come on Derek, I know you're here. I'm sure I saw your camaro parked around back"

A black silhouette caught the corner of her eye and she turned around, seeing Derek emerge from the side of the house.

"You don't call, you don't write... anyone would think you were dead" she joked lightheartedly but, secretly, was a little hurt. He was always like a big brother to her, so how could he just disappear for months on end without so much as a goodbye?

"Kayla" his stoic expression melted into a very small smile but there was pain in his eyes, his demeanour defeated, "it's good to see you"

"I should hope so" she quipped, folding her arms across her chest, quirking a brow in an accusatory manner, "where the hell have you been? I haven't seen you since... since the funerals..."

His gaze softened, remembering the funerals of her dad and brother just over a year ago, "I'm sorry. There was a lot going on"

"Yeah, I bet" she grumbled under her breath but knew he could still hear every word she said, "what are you doing back here? And please don't tell me you're staying here" she added, sending Derek a worried glance, "what's wrong with a hotel?"

Derek's expression tightened, almost unnoticeably, but Kayla noticed - she always did - a keen eye for perception.

"I came back for Laura"

"Oh" Kayla remarked, "Laura's here?"

Derek seemed to shrink into his leather jacket, new found vulnerability pulsating off him.

"Laura's dead"

His monotonous tone made the revelation all the more shocking, completely knocking all the air from her limbs in a surprised whoosh.

"W-What?" She asked breathlessly, "what do you mean Laura's dead? How?"

Derek glanced at the ground, his expression twisted into pain, "I don't know. But I plan to find out"

A sickening realisation crippled her, her throat burning with emotion. Could it be the reason the Argents were here? To finish off the job?

"Hunters?"

Derek's eyes burned with hatred, "possibly"

"... The Argents are back in town" she said quietly, watching Derek snap his head up in shock, "and not just for a passing visit. Their only daughter just enrolled in school today"

Derek's strong jaw clenched, his fists clenching as his claws emerged slightly, "does she know about us?"

Kayla shook her head, "don't think so. She's too... nice"

"Argents aren't nice" Derek contradicted, "be careful. If they think you pose a risk-"

"I'm no werewolf, just a Hale" she interrupted, "hurting me would go against their precious code"

"It hasn't stopped them before"

Kayla cocked a brow at her cousin, "you still think they did it?"

"Who else could it have been?"

"They aren't the only hunting family"

"No, but they are one of the best" Derek spoke coldly, "and one of the most ruthless"

Kayla sighed heavily, her tired and grief stricken brain beginning to put two and two together.

"Wait... is that..." she gulped back the disgust, "the kids at school were talking about finding a body in the woods - half a body. Was that Laura?"

Derek nodded once, confirming her worst fears.

"This fucking family is cursed" she muttered, sniffing back the onslaught of tears that were pushing forward, "haven't we lost enough?"

Derek closed the distance between them, reaching out a surprisingly gentle hand to rest on her shoulder, his unusually soft eyes meeting her exhausted gaze.

"I'll kill whoever did this" he vowed, "no one hurts my family"

She laid her hand over his, subconsciously leaning into his arm, missing her big cousin.

"I'm happy to see you Der" she whispered, "this past year has been... hell" she settled on saying, "and moving to this shitty little town is the last thing I wanted but if you're here... maybe it won't be too bad"

He smiled a little, his forehead still set in sadness.

"Watch your back" he warned, "I sense something is brewing. Something bad"

"Right" she muttered, his hand dropping from her shoulder, "that's why I came here. There's this kid in my class acting... weird"

"Weird how?"

"I don't know, but I could swear he could hear what we were saying from over a hundred feet away. And suddenly he's gotten really good at lacrosse - like scarily good. Too good, if you know what I mean"

Derek frowned, "you think he's a werewolf?"

She shrugged, "if he is, I don't think he knows he is. Does that mean there's an Alpha here?"

Derek gazed past her head, his eyes darting from side to side as his mind raced, "Laura was an Alpha... but I can't see her doing this. It's not her style"

"Unless... unless a hunter didn't kill her" she threw out there, "what if it was another wolf who killed her for her Alpha status and then turned this kid? What if he, she, they, whatever... what if they're starting a pack?"

Derek's eyes burned with realisation, "then we have a very big problem"

Kayla just sighed, "of course we do. When don't we?"

Derek's head inclined to the side, his eyes unfocusing as he concentrated on listening to something Kayla couldn't hear, making her feel out of the loop.

"Uh... care to enlighten me?"

Derek rolled his eyes, "trespassers. Stay here"

"Uh..." she glanced once more at the burned down house, the wood creaking lightly in the wind and frowned, "yeah, no way in hell"

She followed several steps behind him, ignoring his huffs for her to stay where she was but she didn't pay attention to him, following him deeper into the woods.

Derek suddenly stopped, making her crash into his back as she huffed out a grunt at his lack of due care and attention, stepping to the side as she laid eyes on the boys from before - floppy hair and buzzcut boy, the latter standing with his hands in his pockets as the other searched for something on the ground.

Huh... small world.

Buzzcut boy was the first to notice them standing there, Kayla with an amused smirk on her face as she stood there with her arms crossed and Derek with a deathly glare twisted on his features, the boy reaching down to slap his friends shoulder to alert him to their presence.

"What are you doing here, huh?" Derek demanded, taking a few steps forward closer to the boys, no doubt making them both shit their pants, "this is private property"

Buzzcut boy swallowed nervously, his right hand coming up to rest on the back of his head, "oh uh, sorry man, we didn't know"

She snorted to herself at the shitty excuse, buzzcut boys eyes falling to her, a nervous glint returning to his brown irises.

"Yeah, sorry, we uh... we were just looking for something... but it doesn't matter-"

Derek interrupted floppy haired boy, simply reached into his pocket, pulling out an inhaler and throwing it to him who caught it expertly, frowning down at the inhaler in surprise.

Derek, being the antisocial broody being he was, stalked away back they way they came, leaving her staring at the two boys in amusement.

"That's probably the most he's spoken this year" she opened with a lighthearted joke, trying to make the boys relax a little, "being polite isn't exactly at the top of his priorities"

"We can tell" buzzcut boy exclaimed, wiping his sweaty palms of his hands on his slacks, "uh, sorry for intruding"

"It's fine... you're not hurting anyone"

He shared a look with his friend, both clearly wondering the same thing but too scared to ask.

"He's my cousin" she enlightened them, rolling her eyes at their fear of asking, "my dad was his moms brother"

"Oh... cool" buzzcut boy mumbled, still looking like he had a million and one questions to ask, "that's... cool. Uh... did-did your first day go okay?"

She smiled, "you're the first one to ask me that"

"I-I am?" His voice squeaked, a few octaves higher than usual as he pointed at his own chest, glancing behind himself as if checking she was definitely still talking and referring to him.

"As okay as can be expected, I suppose" she mused, "It is school after all"

Buzzcut boy chuckled, "right, of course. Uh..." he glanced at his friend who was smirking at him, "maybe-maybe you heard but uh, there's this party on Friday and, yeah uh... just figured it was my duty to let you know. In case you were wanting to go. I don't know if parties are your thing or not..."

"Friday?" She questioned with a smirk, "that's a full moon... all the crazies come out then" she was playing with them, hinting at what was to come.

Buzzcut boy swallowed nervously, looking at his floppy haired friend and Kayla wondered if he was putting the pieces of the puzzle together because, let's face it, he seemed like the type.

"Oh, uh... yeah, if you believe that kind of stuff..." he added with an uncomfortable chuckle.

"Don't you?"

His eyes met hers, nervous energy pulsating off him in waves, "should I?"

She smirked, her playful yet calm energy unnerving Stiles to the core, "you don't want to see my crazy side..."

"All sides of you seem good. Uh... um-" he flushed, cursing himself for the lack of coolness he was exhibiting, "I didn't mean that. Well I did but-"

"I'll catch you later buzzcut boy" she interrupted with a chuckle, beginning to walk away but his voice called out to her again, some part of him compelled to not end the conversation there.

"It's-It's Stiles. I am. I'm Stiles" he shouted to her, "you can call me Stiles"

She simply laughed as she walked away, feeling his eyes on her the entire time, completely mesmerised.

Upon returning back to the Hale house, Derek was waiting for her, leaning against her car.

"Is that the kid you were talking about?"

She nodded once, "yeah. Strange for an asthmatic that he can play lacrosse that good, huh?"

"Keep an eye on him" Derek ordered, "it's a full moon Friday. We don't need more bloodshed"

She raised her hand into a sarcastic salute, "aye aye captain"

Guess, on Friday, she was going to that party after all.

A/N) eeeeek, I'm really enjoying this process. This is a brand spanking new chapter that wasn't included in the original book, because in that book Kayla wasn't here yet so I'm having fun really getting into the nitty gritty :) looking forward to hearing your thoughts :)

Chapter 3: Failing to play it cool

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form :( Thank you for your support and please read and review thank you x

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She left her cousin shortly after, taking time to process the news without Derek's prying eyes and keen werewolf senses.

With her family it was just one thing after another. They couldn't catch a break. Just a continuous string of bad luck that seemed to follow them around. First the fire, then hunters murdering her dad and brother in cold blood and now Laura? Was this some kind of sick joke? What had they done to deserve this?

Honestly, she was sick of the discrimination her family got just because they were werewolves. It was repulsive. People's hatred of them rooted in fear of the unknown, which led to violence. What was wrong with just coexisting?

She hated it. She hated this. This war between humans and supernatural... it was beyond exhausting and ridiculous. She didn't understand it one bit. To her, it was futile. There was always going to be the supernatural and there was always going to be humans, it was just the way the world worked, so why such a narrow minded hatred for one another?

Maybe she had a unique perspective on this. Here she was, brought up and surrounded by werewolves, included in everything supernatural but yet not really belonging with them. Not completely. For some unknown reason her body had rejected the inherited werewolf genes that, by all accounts, she should have got. Her dad, a full and true werewolf by blood, belonging to one of the most prominent and respected werewolf families on this side of the ocean - the Hale family. The entire Hale lineage descended from the very first pack of werewolves to walk the western world.

He had passed those genes to his first born son, her older brother Dylan, but then she came along two years later and, for some reason, wasn't worthy of them. It didn't stop the pain every full moon though. A rare and basically unheard of occurrence she had to go through every full moon ever since puberty.

She had remembered her dad had been baffled by it, taking her to every emissionary, Druid and witch doctor along the entire gulf coast, even travelling as far as Mexico to find out what was happening with her body.

No one could figure it out.

It was an anomaly.

The best and most probable answers they got were the werewolf genes inside her were trying to turn, but the human genes were somehow winning that fight and, thus, no werewolf. Just a human girl fighting the crippling pains through her body every month.

Luckily, she had gotten better at managing it but it didn't make it any less painful. The only thing that took the edge off and made it bearable so she could function like a normal human was alcohol. Or drugs. Or both. But now she didn't have that crutch. Which meant most full moons she was curled up in bed, shaking and sweating from the excruciating pain that tore her up from the inside out, not even allowed a simple pain killer to try and help.

Mom's orders.

She resisted a scoff at that. Her mom and her had always had a difficult relationship. It had been better when her dad was alive to keep them in check but, since he died, they always seemed to disagree. Two strong personalities clashing.

She didn't know why, but she never had that connection with her mom that she had with her dad. A small part of her feeling unwanted, like her presence was a nuisance. Of course, her mom had never said that to her face, it was just a feeling she got whenever she spent time with her. A gut feeling.

She remembered the mess her mom had been in when her dad and brother died. She was, understandably, distraught. Kayla wasn't going to minimise that, but she still had a barely turned fifteen year old to care for and didn't. Leaving Kayla to grieve alone.

She had no support system, no one to turn to and talk to. For the first month after it had happened, her mom shut herself away in her bedroom, leaving Kayla to handle the funerals, the bills, the housework all whilst coming to terms with what she had lost. Kayla became the parent, the one trying to get her mom to eat, to drink, to take care of herself, all her efforts which got thrown back in her face with harsh words and blame.

It all just got too much, the pain and pressure making her fall headfirst into everything bad. It was a fast descent into hell, one she had welcomed at the time.Anything was better than the agony she had felt every single second of every single day, crushing her very soul into smithereens.

The drugs, the alcohol, the parties, the boys. Well, one boy in particular. One boy that ruined her life even more.

He was older than her, not by much, but enough. His own broken heart making him act out in violence. Yet, at the same time, he was addictive to her. He didn't judge, didn't expect anything, just enjoyed her company and her, his. Enjoyed it, until they were ripping each other to shreds.

It went on for too long, both bad influences on each other. Their habits of drinking and drug taking, always so extreme, landing her in the hospital several times. The third time, of which, her mom had shown up and warned her to 'snap out of it' and 'quit acting like an intolerant child'.

The words caused so much hurt to her at the time, the fresh wounds bleeding out so much anguish because, yes - she was a child. Just a child that had been forced to grow up far too soon, experiencing pain she should never have to feel. So she just disappeared. The lack of love and care from her own mother was the final nail in the coffin so she went off with Aiden on the back of his motorcycle and didn't return for months.

So yeah, she acted out.

She went through hell and back and no one cared. Not one single person. Not even her own mother.

When she eventually pulled herself from those depths, her mom had many 'terms and conditions' for her to abide by. A strict system of rules that, dare she break, she would probably end up homeless. And one of them was no pills, not even pain relief, hence the unnecessary agony she went through every month since coming back.

Her mom said it was for the best, that it was better to have no temptation, but it was a callous and uneducated approach. Yet she abided by it none the less, purely out of spite, not wanting to prove her mom right that she was a failure.

So yeah, they had their issues, but it wasn't all bad. It was sometimes alright. They could laugh and joke about things but still, she just had this feeling in her gut, that her mom was resentful of her very being.

Well, Kayla thought bitterly, should've had an abortion then.

She was so lost in her own mind, reliving each painful and bitter moment since losing her family, she didn't realise she had arrived back until she was turning into her driveway, tyres crunching over gravel as she drove up the small incline and parked outside the double garage.

It still didn't feel like home. She doubted it ever would really, but she had no connection to this house at all. It was beautiful, yes. A classy and elegant house situated in a very middle class community.

A plain but well maintained garden spanning the front all the way down to the sidewalk split by a wide driveway, a typical white picket fence surrounding the property, a red post box down by the edge of the garden and a 'SOLD' sign still hammered into the grass.

Now the property itself was maybe one of the most dominating houses on this side of town. Her mom had always had a flare for the finer things in life, enjoying showing she had money - and lots of it - and didn't care who knew it. So it was only fitting the house she bought showed that too.

It stood alone, surrounded by garden. The sandstone brick exterior, which apparently was quite unusual for this part of California, swept up over large arching windows and small balconies, three story's high - excluding the attic and basement. The roof made from dark brown tiles cut unusual shapes, hosting two large chimneys on either sides. The double garage, incorporated into the left side of the house, covered by a white electric door.

She stepped from her car, grabbing her school stuff and made her way across the cobbled entrance, making her way up the stone steps to the porch to push open the large oak front door, split down the middle with frosted glass.

It opened up into a large foyer, beautiful, but void of any sentiment. Just to the left, a large staircase leading up to the second story. To the right, an open plan living room, hosting not much more than two sofas and a television.

She dropped her keys into a small dish on top of a unit, slipping her shoes off and padding her way down the black and white tiles of the hallway into the kitchen. Again, another large room, dominated by the black marble breakfast bar in the middle of the room.

"You're late"

She resisted an eye roll, turning around to see her mom hovering by the cooker, the smell of spices tickling her nostrils.

"I went to see Derek" she shrugged, pulling a stool out from the breakfast bar and sitting down as her mom, dressed in all black, her hair, dark, but lightened with Caramel strands twisted into an elegant bun turned back to the dinner she was cooking, "he's back in town"

Her mom let out a rather bland sound of acknowledgement, "whatever is the mess he's in now?"

She bit her lip, resisting saying a scathing comment, "Laura's dead"

Her mom made the exact same noise as before, not even turning around from the cooker, continuing to stir the contents of the pot, "sorry to hear that"

'No you're not' almost slipped out but she resisted, rolling her eyes from behind her moms back.

"I told you Beacon Hills wasn't a good idea"

Her mom sighed heavily, the strong features on her face morphed into displeasement, "Kayla, let's not start this again"

"I'm not starting anything" she huffed, "just trying to understand why we had to come here of all places"

Her mom tapped the sauce from the wooden spoon, placing it over the pot and turning the heat down on the cooker before facing her, her expression bordering on annoyed.

"You know why Kayla. Your father had investments here, money in properties and-"

"Right, yeah, for the money" she interrupted scathingly, placing her elbow on the breakfast bar and placing her chin in it, "of course it's about money"

Her mom's expression tightened, "don't use that tone with me. It's your fathers money that paid for that brand new car out there that you're driving about in, the roof over your head, your college fund and let's not forget the very high allowance you get every month"

None of that mattered to Kayla, it really didn't, but clearly to her mom it did and she was dragging Kayla into it.

"You could've sold the investments, the shares-"

"No" her mom interrupted, "I'm not getting rid of anything of your fathers. And he was wanting to move back here for a while... I couldn't not after... after..."

She saw a flash of vulnerability seize her mom's face, the slice of innocence she rarely showed.

Kayla chose just to accept that because there was no point in arguing. Her mom never let her win an argument anyway.

Kayla sighed, reaching for a banana from the wooden fruit bowl placed in the centre of the breakfast bar, "this place is just so... so..."

"You loved it when you were younger" her mom reminded her, smacking the banana from her hand as she frowned pointedly and nodded to the dinner currently being made, a strict order to not ruin her upcoming meal, "and you can love it again"

"It'sBeacon Hills" she scoffed, "what is there to love?"

"Find something" her mom said, her tone lacking any form of sympathy, "because we are staying here from now on and you're just going to have to get used to it"

Of course she was, because, clearly, her opinion didn't matter.

Her mom broke the rising tension with a change of conversation, almost trying too hard to act like the perfect parent.

"How was school?"

"It was fine" Kayla replied glumly, "I even stayed till the end" she added sarcastically.

Her mom shot her a pointed look, "Kayla, you know what I said about no skiving school-"

"I know, I know-"

"You're lucky you even got to stay in school after last year. Do you know how hard I had work to not get you dropped down a year? Don't let that go to waste"

"I won't" Kayla exclaimed, "my god mother, a little faith please?"

Her mom simply cocked a perfectly manicured brow at her, "earn it"

Jeez, was her mother's approval even worth this much of a headache? Probably not.

She rolled her eyes, "if that's even possible"

Her mom, fed up with this never ending argument that always got brought up, turned back to the cooker and dismissed her with a wave of the wooden spoon.

"Go and finish unpacking, dinner will be ready in an hour"

Without even bidding farewell, Kayla slipped off the stool and left the kitchen, deliberately stomping just that little bit harder up the stone staircase and down the corridor to her room at the very end.

Her room, the one she had picked, was front facing onto the street, large arching windows spread across the whole side of one wall. The ceilings, unusually high, made the room feel more empty and cold and bare but she had come to terms with the fact that nothing would feel like home again. Her dad now, never again, changing a bland, dull canvas of a house into a loving energetic family home.

Her queen bed was propped adajecent to the full windows against a plain white wall, surrounded by many unopened brown boxes.

Her entire life packed into cardboard squares.

She shut the door behind her, heading straight to her bed and sitting on it cross legged as she looked around the empty room, hating it already.

Trapped into appearing like the perfect, modern American family, a facade for everyone to buy into.

And Kayla, quite frankly, was sick of it.

But what choice did she have?

Apparently, she was here to stay. Forced into a new start she didn't want with a mother that was more dictator than parent.This was just fucking fantastic.

Sleep hardly came that night, taunted with restlessness and bouts of anxiety that made her gut tight with tension.

Laura played on her mind a lot.

She hadn't been as close to Laura as Derek, maybe because - even when growing up - she wasn't around as much, but it didn't mean her untimely death hurt her any less.

Laura was still a strong, unapologetic female figure she admired and had looked up to. Teaching her it was okay to be brave and headstrong and different.

A strength burning bright, even in the darkness of days.

By the time her alarm started screaming at her, she had maybe managed an hours sleep at best - if that.

Resisting flinging the clock across the room, knowing her mom would probably come barging in and bite her head off and she was way too tired for that, she slapped it off and groaned as she forced herself up out of bed.

Her morning routine was relatively simple.She had a shower in her en suite wet room, shampooing and conditioning her hair, shaving her under arms and scraping the razor over her legs, catching any wild hairs she may have missed with waxing.Once done, she apppied aloe Vera gel to her skin, dried herself, sprayed deodorant and walked naked around her room trying to find clothes with a towel turban wrapped around her long hair.

She studied her double wardrobe, her keen gaze sweeping over everything that was hung up.

She wanted to feel confident and unfazed, a headstrong new girl that hopefully no one would approach unnecessarily.

So she settled for a pair of tight leather black pants, a white long sleeved bodysuit and a cropped red leather jacket, leaving the former off as she sat down at her vanity table and dried her hair before straightening it, taming the unruly kinks and curls in her hair.

"Kayla, come on, you're going to be late"

She rolled her eyes at her moms persistent voice from down the hallway in her own room, shouting back a disinterested "yeah yeah" and focused back on the mirror, gazing at her tired reflection.

She knew today she would have to try and sniff about, find out more about the Stiles kid and his cute, maybe-werewolf best friend like Derek had asked.

So, to look at least semi approachable, she added concealer to her heavy under eyes, layering a small coat of foundation against her skin, brushing through her eyebrows and applying some mascara and a small flick of black eyeliner across her top lid.

She glanced at her small make up collection, honing in on the stick of red lipstick.

Too much?

Probably, but fuck it.

She was on a mission, and sometimes missions required lipstick. Especially if said mission involved horny teenage boys.

She applied a light layer, already regretting it as she moved her mouth around, trying to get used to the tightness around her lips.

Bleh.

Definitely should've ate her morning bagel before this fiasco.

"Kayla"her mom's annoyed voice pierced through her ear drums, "hurry up"

She grabbed her bag, slipping on a pair of black boots and made her way down the stairs at her own pace, ignoring her mom's folded armed stance by the front door.

"What?" Kayla bit out, "It's like, half seven, calm down"

"I told you, I want you to-"

"-do good in school, yes, I know" she finished her mom's sentence with an audible sigh, "and I will"

Her mom cocked an arched brow, giving her a thorough look over, "you look as if you're going to start a riot"

"Huh" she mumbled, opening her messenger bag and pulling out her academic diary, frowning as she flicked through the pages and remarked in a very remorseless sarcastic tone, "that's strange, I could've sworn that was tomorrow"

Her mom, clearly slightly aggravated by her attitude, reached forward and snatched the diary from her hands, "I'm being serious Kayla"

"I know" she remarked, grabbing the diary back, "jeez, lighten up"

"You should go and change"

"Why?"

"It's not exactly appropriate now, is it?"

"I'm not going to church" she rolled her eyes, "now can you please move so I can go to school?"

Her mom just pursed her lips, clearly hating her behaviour but choosing - for once - not to say anything about it.

"Just stay away from the bad crowd" her mom warned, finally side stepping away from guarding the front door.

"Oh relax" she rolled her eyes, "I'm simply doing Derek a favour and following around a potential new werewolf. Not smoking pot behind the bike shed"

She managed to escape her moms wrath at her off hand comment, feeling like she was wrestling her way through god damn airport security just to get to her car and away from her mom's beady, suspicious stare.

That was another thing about her mom... always so god damn untrusting. Always thinking - and expecting - the worst of Kayla, never once giving her the benefit of the doubt.

She made it to school quite quickly, the bonus she supposed of living in a classy, family orientated neighbourhood. Less than a five minute drive, even with traffic, to the school.

She parked up, coincidentally choosing the space next to an old clapped out blue jeep and turned to look at it through the drivers side window and saw buzzcut boy - no, sorry, Stiles - too, turning to meet her stare.

Even through the tinted window she was sure he blushed a little, his mole splattered cheeks darkening to pink as he awkwardly, but immediately, waved at her. Playing it way too eager.

She snorted at his lack of composure but, at the same time, admired his gusto, smirking back at him.

Now, she wasn't stupid - she knew her good looks privileged her in a lot of ways. Whether it be flirting her way out of a speeding ticket or getting to the front of a queue, and she also knew she could use them to find out things.

A lot of things.

Stiles reacted the exact same way as yesterday, completely surprised by her willing interaction and glanced around almost self consciously, as if double checking she wasn't interacting with someone else.

It was cute... but she knew cute was also something she should stay away from.

She grabbed her stuff, slipping out from her car as she saw Stiles, from the side of her eye, do the same only he fell completely from the jeep onto the tarmac, letting out a loud yelp before scrambling back up, scratching the back of his neck and trying to play it cool.

She cocked a brow, completely unfazed, "you good?"

"So good" he gasped, his face twisting into pain as he stretched out his back, "no complaints here"

She bit her lip, holding back an amused smirk as she leaned back against the exterior of her car, "do you always act like this around pretty girls?"

Her confidence and complete lack of filter made Stiles do a double take, completely dumbfounded into silence as he gaped at her.

"Oh... u-uh, um..."

"I'll take that as ayes"

He swallowed thickly, "p-pretty girls don't usually talk to me so uh, yeah?"

She couldn't help but look him up and down, admiring his somewhat nerdy but still outspoken demeanour. She hadn't fully noticed before but he was more than just cute. He was attractive. Features surprisingly striking for a white boy.

"Well, you can now score that off your bucket list"

He snorted out a laugh, "already done"

She dropped her gaze, adjusting her bag on her shoulder as she reached into it to find her schedule.

"I don't suppose you could help me find art class, can you?"

He, again, looked around self consciously, pointing an index finger at his tee covered chest.

"M-Me?"

"Who else?" She retorted back, enjoying the way he reacted around her. It had been a long time since someone was genuinely taken aback and nervous in her presence and he, clearly, was crushing on her - hard.

He swallowed nervously, a new pink flush spreading across his neck."Sure... o-of course. Anything you want. I mean-" he coughed sheepishly, "-anything to help. You I mean. Anything to help you"

Her eyes, despite being heavy and tired, dazzled with new found pleasure, finding this strange new boy delightfully amusing.She could wrap him around her little finger if she wanted, that much was very obvious.

She started off in a slow walk towards the school, Stiles - still in shock - not following straight away before hurrying after her, clumsily crashing into her shoulder.

"Oh, uh, sorry"

"Maybe you should get 'L' plates" she suggested cheekily, readjusting her bag.

"Yeah, stick them on my forehead. Could act as 'loser' too"

A laugh bubbled from the back of her throat, "oh, he has jokes I see"

"It's all I've got going for me, of course I have jokes"

"I wouldn't say all" she playfully claimed, watching his eyes go bug eyed, "anyway-" changing the subject, leaving him hanging, like bait ready to reel in, "- what is there to do in this god forsaken town?"

"Um... not much" he finally said, keeping in pace with him, his steps a lot more bouncy and jittery, "there's an arcade, a bowling alley, a cinema, lots of fast food outlets, a mall and uh... that's about it. Oh wait, a couple clubs too"

"Great" she drawled out sarcastically, "I can add 'dying of boredom' to my schedule too"

He snorted, "sorry it's not some hot shot Louisiana town"

She cocked a brow at him, "how did you know I was from Louisiana? I never mentioned that"

He shone a berry red, his face lighting up like a god damn Christmas tree, "oh, uh... Um... the g-guys were talking about it in the locker room. You're new. They're disgustingly intrigued"

"I know about locker room talk" she chuckled, easing his nerves a little, "and my town back home was not what you would call 'hot shot', but it wasn't the place my family burned to death in either"

Her bluntness made him gape at her, completely thrown off by her unfiltered and shamesss personality.

"What?" She chuckled, "I know it's what everyone is talking about. No need to be coy"

"... I wouldn't say everyone" he added, "I mean, some people have tact"

"Unlikely"

He held open the door for her, a show of chivalry and attentiveness which she chose not to argue with it, walking through into the busy hallway.

"I'm sorry about that. The fire, I mean"

"It's fine, it's not like you started it"

He let out an uncomfortable grunt, "uh... obviously"

He led her down one corridor, turning left at the intersection of the next corridors.

"So... Stiles..." she deliberately drawled out his name, playing with it on her tongue to watch him basically fall apart by the sound of his name leaving her red lips in such a seductive and curious way, "-anything I should know about you?"

His expression turned blank, his jaw slackening slightly as he led them up a small flight of stairs.

"L-Like what?"

"Anything"

She was giving him free rein here, free rein to do or say anything he wanted, giving him the oppertunity to impress her but she watched as he went completely blank. All thought leaving his brain as he tried to come to terms with the fact someone like her was speaking to someone like him.

And, what he finally said, would haunt him for the rest of time.

His nerves, completely shot, were buzzing on high alert and he said the first thing that came to mind.

"I'm in love with Lydia Martin"

She looked at him, surprised and a little taken aback, watching as his face screwed up into complete mortification, slapping a hand to cover his mouth.

She couldn't help it. She burst out laughing.

"Good luck with that one" she playfully remarked, finding his expression of horror absolutely hilarious, "I'm rooting for you"

He was speechless, kicking himself and his stupid brain for saying that in front of her.

"Uh... I-"

"Allison likes Scott y'know" she changed the subject, "is he a good guy?"

Secretly fishing for some info.

"W-Who, Scott? Y-Yeah, of course, best of the best. Total nerd, but yeah. Sound guy"

"No... dirty secrets?" She smirked, "y'know, like a crazy ex? An alcohol problem? Turns into a werewolf every month?"

He whipped his head around to stare at her, completely taken a back by her statement but she merely kept a smile on her face, putting across she was joking.

But his reaction told her a lot - that Stiles, the perceptive and equally nerdy best friend - was maybe thinking that too.

His expression turned a little suspicious, looking at her, wondering if she knew something he didn't. But, surprisingly, she was unreadable. A closed book.

"He can't grow facial hair as it is, he would be a pretty disappointing werewolf" Stiles said, injecting a little humour into the conversation before suddenly stopping, locating the art class she had wanted him to find, "oh, uh, we're here" he said, a little disappointed their time together had come to an end.

"Thanks" she purred, one side of her mouth pulling into half a smile, "I owe you one" and with that she swept into the classroom, a flurry of thick hair sweeping out and hitting Stiles in the face as he watched her leave, standing there like a god damn love sick puppy, his palm coming to rest on his cheek where her uncontrollable hair had hit him, savouring the feel.

'I'm going to marry this girl' he thought to himself, not feeling quite this mesmerised or intrigued in, well, ever.

A breath of fresh air that he oh so desperately needed.

A/N) eeeeek, her prepared for slow burn stayla haha won't be as rushed as the first book, so lots of buildup after the friendship yayyy so hope you all liked and please please review and I shall see you all very soon :)

Chapter 4: Let's get this party started

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thank you so much to everyone reading and following and reviewing it means the world. I'm so excited to be doing this :)

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She hadn't managed to do much snooping considering Lydia god damn Martin had basically kidnapped her and forced her into her little clique, much the same as Allison.

By the time lunch rolled around she had zero information on Scott McCall and his weird and dorky friend, Stiles Stilinski. Instead, all she got was an earful off Lydia about certain 'rules and regulations' and a lot of admiring looks from strangers.

She dumped her tray on the table, choosing to sit next to Allison, a few others beginning to surround them.

"-should make more punch, that's all"

Lydia pursed her lips as she sat across from them, chatting to Jackson and another girl, Amelia, her tray relatively empty apart from a salad and a water, "it's one of the biggest parties of the year, apart from my birthday of course-" she added knowingly, "-I want people to have a good time"

"Well, I'll never say no to alcohol" Amelia joked, twirling some blonde hair around her finger, "you coming Danny?"

The boy that chose to sit next to Kayla just smirked, "well duh, what else would I be doing on a Friday night?"

Lydia snorted, "don't be coy Danny, we all know about your late night shenanigans at Jungle every weekend"

Danny rolled his eyes, "I didn't realise Jungle was your sort of place Lydia"

Lydia simply smirked, "every place is my sort of place Danny" she added, oozing confidence and playfulness as she leaned into Jackson's arm wrapped around her.

"Oh, uh, sorry" Allison interrupted, "what's 'the jungle'"

"Gay bar" both Kayla and Danny answered at the same time, causing the former to look at Kayla in surprise and new found appreciation, arching a brow at her.

"How did you know that?"

Kayla snorted, "oh please? The Jungle? How much more obvious can you get?"

Danny glanced at her knowingly, "I knew you had some secrets up your sleeve"

"Nothing wrong with batting for two teams, if anything, it's just being fair" Kayla smirked as Danny dissolved into laughter and she dipped a handful of fries into her half plateful of ketchup before stuffing them into her mouth.

Lydia tried to hand her a napkin, "you're making a mess"

"Sue me" she mumbled through her mouthful of food, grabbing a couple more fries for extra measure and shoving them past her lips - an act of defiance.

Lydia deliberately pushed the napkin across the table with her index finger, an indignant gleam in her eyes, "I knew you would be trouble"

She couldn't help but smirk as she swallowed her food, "that's me, trouble with a capital T"

"Why do you like giving me a headache?"

"Because I'm bored" Kayla retaliated with a shrug, "this town is shit"

"Well, you know what would make it less boring?" Lydia leaned forward as the others chatted amongst themselves, a playful but devious shine reflecting from her gaze, "boys" and with that she deliberately inclined her head sideways to a dirty blonde haired guy, quite tall and buff, sitting next to Allison. He looked familiar, probably another cocky twat from the lacrosse team.

Kayla snorted, giving the guy a quick glance up and down, "uh, no chance"

"Why?" Lydia seemed thoroughly disappointed, keeping her voice hush as she pulled down her hair in front of her face, making their conversation a little bit more private, "he's hot. And successful. Plus that jawline? Anyone would kill for that"

"Then why don't you date him?" Kayla retaliated with a smirk to which Lydia just rolled her eyes in return.

"I'm dating the captain of the lacrosse team, not some measly player. But he'd be perfect for you"

Kayla allowed herself one more look at the boy. He was attractive, no doubt about it, his presence demanding attention. His jaw, as if carved from ice, was sharp and angled, a small dimple in his chin. Cheekbones high and dignified with the most piercing blue eyes she had seen in a while, all with a thick mass of dirty blonde hair atop his head, unruly, but clearly gelled to look like this. By all accounts, a Greek god.

Well, ish.

More like a Walmart knock off version.

He caught her looking, stopping mid conversation to meet her stare, his blue eyes dazzling with confidence as he began to smirk at her.

"No chance" she said, making sure he knew - right off the bat - that whatever doing through his head right now was never going to happen, "so don't even start"

He raised a hand in playful defence, "hey, you were the one staring first"

She rolled her eyes, turning away from him but Lydia kicked her leg from under the table, throwing her a pointed look.

"Okay, ow, that hurt. How can feet so little be so deadly?"

Lydia ignored her snark, her look twisted into a warning to 'play nice'.

"Not happening" she repeated, "he's not my type"

"He's just enough your type" Lydia whispered, "bad boy, but not too bad. Tall, strong, good in bed. A face chiseled from gold itself. What is wrong with you?"

"How do you know my type?" She asked, "and I told you I was done with boys"

Lydia smirked, "I have my ways, and no you're not. Not really. You have needs"

"Oh please" Kayla scoffed, "my vibrator can hit way more spots than any guy can"

Lydia just sat back, ignoring her dismissals and chose to look at the blonde haired guy, beginning to strike up conversation and ignoring Kayla's deadly glares in her direction.

"Ignore her Brian-" Lydia smiled sickly sweet, "-she just enjoys being difficult"

Brian. Of course. Typical white boy name.

Brian chuckled, "I gathered"

"She'll see you at the party on Friday" Lydia promised, acting as if Kayla wasn't there at all sending her exasperated looks whilst Allison giggled, "so dress nice"

Kayla settled on sitting back and shoving more fries in her mouth, clearly getting no where with her new friends.

"I'm going with Scott" Allison whispered, keeping her voice hush, "he asked me last night. I hit a dog, it was a whole thing" she waved off, "I haven't told Lydia yet"

Kayla swallowed the fries, looking at Allison a little in alarm, "you're going with Scott?"

Because, shit, if he really was a werewolf and he was getting all hot and heavy with Allison - on a full moon none the less - the results could be disasterous. She knew that first hand.

Allison frowned, "why? Should I not go?"

She didn't want to put her off, or alert her to anything supernatural related, especially given who her family were, so simply smiled, "just be safe"

In more ways than one.

"Safe?" Allison frowned in confusion, "you think I should take pepper spray?"

Probably not a bad idea, if she was being completely honest.

"I was thinking more a condom, but if you think he gets turned on by pepper spray then go for it. I'm not one to kink shame"

Allison blushed a light pink, "I-I'm not going to sleep with him on the first date"

"Why not? Try before you buy" Kayla smirked, "test the goods"

Allison laughed a little uncomfortably, "definitely not having sex with him yet"

"That's what I said, then the alcohol hit and bam - I was naked, he was naked, it wasn't very memorable" she chuckled, "alcohol does funny stuff to people. Funny meaning horny"

Allison looked a little horrified, "oh no... what if he expects it?"

She snorted, "who, Scott? Pffft. He looks like a kiss on the cheek would make him pass out. Calm down. He definitely doesn't expect anything apart from probably getting stood up"

Allison smiled, "I'm looking forward to it. He seems nice"

Let's hope he stays nice, she thought grimly.

"Lydia is going to get her own way you know" Allison chuckled, "you won't be going to that party alone"

"Oh, I know" Kayla rolled her eyes playfully, "but I can put it off for as long as humanly possible"

"Brian doesn't seem too bad though" Allison shrugged, "he's in my physics class. Seems very charismatic and charming"

"Yeah, those are the ones you have to watch out for" Kayla smirked, "or before you know it they'll be charming your underwear off and leaving you pregnant"

Allison laughed at her retort, "that's why you take your own advice and take a condom"

Kayla couldn't help but chuckle at Allison's humour finally beginning to show through, comfortable enough to laugh and joke around without the shyness or timidness.

"Touche, my friend, touché"

When lunch was over - well, deemed over by Lydia, ten minutes before next class was due to begin - they all stood up with their empty trays but when Kayla went to turn around she smacked head first into Brian, the contents of her tray smashing to the floor.

"Oh shit, sorry" he apologised, grinning in delight at her glare, like her lack of interest and defiance was a keen challenge for him as he patted his rock hard chest, "I guess my gym sessions have been paying off"

His casual arrogance made her scoff as she bent down to pick up the litter and broken pieces of her plate but he followed her down, helping her pick up the sharp ceramic pieces.

"It's okay, you don't have to admit you like me, I can already tell" he grinned, "but you're stubborn, I like that"

She grinned sarcastically, holding up her middle finger, "do you like this?"

He winked, "depends where it's been"

"In your eye socket if you don't stop being so damn annoying"

He laughed unapologetically, his eyes dazzling with amusement as he dumped the broken pieces of plate onto her tray.

"Where have you been all my life?" He asked, "because, god damn, I didn't realise it's been missing you"

"Cute" she retorted, "real cute mr macho, but I don't fall for that shit. Now run along-ow"

In her frustration, she didn't realise how unsafely she was handling the broken pieces of plate until the sharp tip sliced the curve between her thumb and index finger, blood beginning to pool from the injury.

"Oh shit" she cursed, throwing him a dirty look, "see what you made me do?"

He ignored her, catching sight of the blood and quickly pulled his dark blue tee over his head, leaving him barechested as he pressed his top to her hand, letting the material soak up the blood. She gulped, prying her eyes away from his clean bare chest which was surprisingly muscular, his skin, although pale, was clearly firm and unblemished.

Yes, his gym sessions were paying off.

He smirked as he caught her looking, deliberately flexing his pectoral muscles.

"Any excuse to take your shirt off" she mocked.

"Like what you see?"

She scoffed, unfazed and unbothered but secretly a little intrigued, "I've seen better"

"Doubtful"

He helped her stand, many eyes of the cafeteria now looking over in wonder and amazement, catching the sight of someone popular already half naked in front of the new girl - great. Why did she think this would end up written inside a bathroom stall?

"Are you always this clumsy?"

She raised her brows in something close to offense, "excuse you, I'll have you know I'm highly skilled in gymnastics, so no, I'm certainly not clumsy"

He quirked a brow, "oh, I see. So just around hot, half naked guys then?"

She escaped the grip on her arms that he had helped her up with, well aware of Lydia grinning at them from the side.

"You really like the sound of your own voice, huh?"

He chuckled, completely unfazed by her remarks, "yes, and something tells me you do too otherwise you wouldn't still be speaking with me"

She let out an annoyed noise from the back of her throat, unravelling his tee from around her hand and throwing it back to him, the material smacking him in the face.

"Goodbye, dickhead"

"I'll pick you up at seven, yeah?"

She was almost away from him, nearly safe from his obnoxious flirting, but his expectant tone made her turn around, immediately shaking her head.

"What? No way in hell. Why?"

His grin got even bigger, like a god damn Cheshire Cat on crack.

"For the party"

"I'm not going with you"

He chuckled, "we'll see" and with that he threw his bloodstained shirt in the trash can and sauntered past her, oozing nothing but confidence.

She scoffed to herself, "unbelievable"

Allison and Lydia appeared behind her, the former donning a wide grin, "he turns you on a little, don't lie"

"He has a penis, of course he turns me on. That doesn't mean I want to date him"

Lydia wagged a finger in front of her face, "if you show up alone, you won't be allowed in"

She narrowed her eyes at the strawberry blonde, "are you blackmailing me?"

"I'm sweetening the pot" Lydia laughed, "don't worry, I'll text him your address" before linking arms with Jackson and disappearing from the cafeteria, leaving Kayla standing there, secretly fizzing, with an amused Allison beside her trying not to grin.

"How in the hell does she know my address?"

Allison's eyes twinkled with amusement, "it's Lydia. I've learned not to ask questions"

Kayla groaned as she threw her head back, "I promised myself no boys"

Allison linked her arm with hers, "then just let him be your ride. You don't need to spend the night entertaining him"

"Allison-" she looked at her new found friend, "-I have no self control. I'm a horny sixteen year old, I'll probably end up jumping his bones because I'm bored"

Allison laughed at her lack of shame, "I won't let you do that, don't worry"

"You'll be too busy grinding on Scott to pay attention"

Allison flushed again, "I don't grind"

"I do. It's my downfall"

Allison simply shook her head in amusement, reaching into her bag and pulling out some napkins to press into Kayla's hand, soaking up the blood that was already beginning to slow.

"Maybe you should go to nurses office?"

"It's fine" Kayla waved away her concerns, "I heal quick"

Technically, true. Not werewolf quick , but quicker than the average human. Another perk of having the - albeit dormant - werewolf genes in her.

"Hmmm" Allison didn't seem best pleased with that idea, "it might need stitches"

"Nah, a band aid will do"

Allison chose not to argue, rooting through her bag again until she found a couple of bandaids, holding them out to her. Kayla accepted graciously, ripping open the packaging and placing the bandaid on the awkward part of her hand, covering up the fact it was already stopping bleeding, not wanting to make Allison suspicious.

"See? All sorted"

Her friend just smirked, "weirdo"

"I'll accept the compliment" she laughed, leaving the cafeteria with her new found friend as the bell overhead ring, signalling the start of their next class.

School dragged - yet again - but hey, nothing new there right? Same old, day in, day out. She walked back to her car, throwing her stuff in the passengers side as she climbed into the drivers seat, casting a glance to the baby blue jeep next to her. She had been tasked with finding out more about Scott, but failed today.

She would blame Lydia, that girl hardly let her out of her sight.

The information she got from Stiles this morning wasn't exactly the bees knees, but it was a start. She didn't know how she would find out for sure his werewolf status by tomorrow night, but at least if she was there at the party she could keep an eye on him.

Make sure he didn't rip out Allison's throat, or anything along those lines.

Cheery thought.

She decided to wait around for a bit, looking out for the two dorky friends who, after several minutes, were in her line of sight. She watched as they exchanged words, bidding farewell at the bike rack as Scott climbed on and disappeared into the crowd, Stiles lopping back to his jeep.

She watched him scratch the back of his neck as he reached his jeep, glancing over and meeting her stare in surprise.

She raised a hand into a wave: an invitation to friendship.

She watched as he swallowed nervously, replying back to her wave with one of his own, still a little gobsmacked at their interactions.

She pressed the button on the drivers side door to make her window come down, jutting her head out slightly and calling him over.

He swallowed again, half out of it as he raised his hand to his chest, his palm flat against his tee as he inched forward, his eyes a little wide. Cute.

She smirked, "guess I'll see you at the party after all"

"Wha-wait, you're coming?" he asked, taken aback by her words.

"Not voluntarily" she joked, "but yeah, I'll make an appearance. What do people normally wear to these types of things?"

"Oh, uh..." he chuckled nervously, "c-clothes, usually. Though sometimes that's optional"

Her eyes twinkled with hilarity at his words, "are you telling me I should show up naked?"

He immediately went bug eyed, his mouth popping open in shock as he shook his head quickly, "no, no, no, no. You-You should come with clothes"

"Are you suggesting I'd look bad naked?"

His eyes, if possible, got even wider, looking as if he wished the ground would open up and swallow him whole.

"Wh-no, no. You would look amazing naked, obviously. I mean-not that I've seen you naked or anything yet-not that I expect to-oh my god, shut up Stiles" he added, totally mortified.

She couldn't help but laugh at his embarrassment, finding his dorky ways sort of cute.

"You're kind of a mess, has anyone ever told you that?"

He pursed his lips as he nodded his head, "on a daily basis, yeah"

She snorted out another laugh, "well thanks for the advice. I'll try and remember to wear clothes"

He pointed a finger at her, "yes, you do that. There's a lot of pervs in Beacon Hills. Plus, it gets cold at night. It's still winter"

"Yeah, I kind of gathered" she smirked, "and thanks for the weather advice, I'll make sure to wear a bra than. Nothing worse than cold nipples"

His mouth popped open again, completely surprised at her words as she just grinned before reversing from her space and speeding off from the car park, leaving him standing there completely mesmerised and caught off guard.

She smirked to herself, 'yup, still got it'.


When she got home and told her mom of her plans for tomorrow evening, her mom wasn't best pleased. In fact, she was bordering on angry.

"Kayla, I told you, no more party scenes. It's not good for you"

She rolled her eyes, "I'm there to help Derek, not to shoot up coke. Relax"

Her mother's eyes went wide with simmering fury, "no. We came here for a fresh start, not for you to go back to how you were"

She rolled her eyes, "it's not like that"

"It will end up like that" her mom retaliated, "and I'm not going through that again"

'Of course', Kayla thought, 'because you're the important thing here'.

"You wanted me to fit in and make an effort, well here I am doing that and you're still not happy" Kayla fumed, "what do you want me to do? Stay locked up in my room forever?"

Her mom shrugged, "if it keeps you out of trouble, then yes"

"You're being ridiculous"

"I'm being reasonable" her mom retaliated, "you don't get to expect anything after the way you acted last year. The hospital bills, maxing our our credit cards, disappearing to do god knows what, lots of parents wouldn't have tolerated that and welcomed you back. I did, so count yourself lucky. I think following some ground rules so I don't have to do something I may come to regret shouldn't be too much of an ask"

Kayla was bubbling with anger, quiet fury burning through her veins.

"There's ground rules and then there's blackmail. What are you going to do if I don't abide by them, throw me out? Wouldn't be the first time"

Her mom clenched her jaw, holding back words Kayla knew she wanted to scream at her.

"And how do you suppose you'll fair at this party?" her mom demanded, "it's a full moon. You know how you get on a full moon"

Right. Shit, The intolerant pain. Great. Stupid werewolf genes.

Kayla didn't let her expression waver, tilting her chin up in defiance, "if someone let me have morphine, it wouldn't be a problem"

"Not happening" her mom replied without hesitation, "I don't trust you with any opioids"

"Of course you don't"

"You'll thank me one day Kayla, I can assure you that"

She very highly doubted it.

"Dad would let me"

Her mom's eyes narrowed, "well your dad isn't here and be thankful he isn't, you would've broken his heart acting the way you did"

That stung. A lot.

She grabbed her stuff off the breakfast bar and threw her mom an angry look, "fine, whatever, you win. If anyone gets ripped to shreds tomorrow it's your fault"

She ignored her mom's retorts back to her as she stomped up the stairs, hurrying to her room and slamming the door. Of course her mom wasn't going to win that easily. Kayla was going, regardless. She just had to be smart about it. And she had plenty of experience in sneaking out and keeping her dear old mother clueless.


On that Friday after school, instead of driving straight home she headed downtown to the art gallery her mom was director of, making some lame ass excuse to see her mom in her office.

"Yes Kayla?" She asked, raising her brows above her computer station, "is everything okay?"

"Yeah, just came in past to tell you you were right about the whole party thing. It's a bad idea"

Her mom glanced at her a little suspiciously, "oh is it now?"

"Yeah. This full moon is making me extra tired and cranky, I can hang out with my friends at the weekend"

Her mom 'hmmmm'd' in response, standing up from behind her desk, "I'm glad you're starting to see things from my perspective"

Oh, shut up.

She gave her mom a small smile before doubling over in pain - well, fake pain - an arm around her torso as she winced. Her mom, despite clearly not being the most maternal, frowned and approached her, gently placing a hand on her shoulder.

"Is it starting already? It seems to start earlier every month"

Kayla faked a grimace before nodding her head, "y-yeah, it's fine though"

Her mom patted her back, "stay here, I'll go and get you some water"

She waited until her mom had closed the office door behind her before standing up straight and pulling a USB drive from her bag, hurrying around to her mom's work station and tapping the keys on her computer to get the screen to light up, being faced with a password prompt. She typed in her mom and dad's wedding date, 15/06/1990, and unsurprisingly was let in.

It was almost disappointing how easy this was.

She plugged in the USB device, downloading the nasty virus onto the hard drive and setting up a time for it to completely wipe and damage all the files - half past six. Plenty time to allow her mom to realise, get out of the house and give Kayla enough time to finish getting ready and leave.

The perfect plan.

Anything to get her annoying ass mom off her case, because if there was one thing - well, actually, a lot more than one thing - her mother loved more than being a mom (which wasn't hard), it was her work.

She tapped her fingers on the desk, impatiently waiting as the virus slowly seeped into and corrupted the computer silently and as soon as it reached 100% she yanked the USB drive from the port, discarding it into her bag and haphazardly logged off the from the computer and rushed back to hunching over the desk, just in time as her mom walked through with a glass of water.

"Here dear" she said, passing it to Kayla, "drink this and then get home to your bed. Will you be okay or do you need a ride?"

She took a few sips before placing the glass on her desk with shaky hands, pushing herself up carefully as if the pain was slowly going away.

"I'll be fine" she told her mom, "it's not too bad yet. I think a comfy bed, lots of snacks and crap reality TV should do the trick"

Her mom nodded, "okay then, well off you go. I'll be home soon, I just have a couple of things to finish up"

She nodded, leaving the office and closing the door with a smile on her face.

Kayla, 1. Mom, 0.

Honestly, it should be scary how easy it was for her to lie but growing up with a dictator of a mom and a family full of werewolves, being able to lie to savour the last sliver of privacy had became a necessity.

She knew she didn't have long before her mom really did decide to come home, probably wanting to keep a very close eye on her, so sped over to Beacon Hills memorial hospital and slipped in with a mass of people, keeping herself small and invisible. Luckily, she seemed to come at a busy time as rows of people were sitting waiting to be seen, nurses and doctors scurrying about like headless chickens. The pure chaos of this small A and E department made it relatively easy to swipe some nurses key card, passing herself off as innocent as she looked around slyly for the medication store.

It didn't take long to find - she had swiped enough drugs from hospitals in her time - to recognise the door, glancing over her shoulder to make sure no one was looking before slipping in, unnoticed.

She knew what she was looking for, locating the small clear vile labelled 'Duramorph', the medical name for this particular brand of morphine and slipped it into her pocket, grabbing a syringe and needle and pocketing that too.

She was fed up of listening to her mom's so called rules. How she could just sit back and watch her daughter struggle in pain when a simple dose of morphine could take most of that away was beyond Kayla.

Morphine was never a problem with her... surprisingly. Every other drug was, maybe, but not morphine. It didn't give her the same kick, the same high, the same feeling of euphoria so she really didn't understand her mom's problem.

She pressed her ear to the door, making sure no was blocking it before slipping out unnoticed.

Mission accomplished.

She smiled to herself, holding the key card as she approached the front desk, recognising the nurse she had swiped it from looking around frantically.

"Excuse me, hi" she turned her charm up to a high ten, giving the frazzled nurse a beaming smile, "sorry, I think you dropped this, uh... Melissa" reading her name off her name tag.

Melissa McCall... as in Scott's mom?

The nurse with dark curly hair tied back breathed an audible sigh of relief, "oh gosh. Thank you so much"

"You're welcome" Kayla handed her back the card, realising just how much alike this nurse was to Scott, "McCall. Are you Scott's mom?"

The woman raised her brows, "yes. Why, what has he done?"

Kayla chuckled, "nothing, I just know him from school. Sort of. I'm new"

"Oh... are you his date?"

Kayla snorted, "no, that's the other new girl. I'm Kayla. Kayla Hale"

Melissa couldn't stop the surprise from lighting up her features, giving her a quick glance over.

"Right... um... your uncle is still here, by the way. He doesn't get many visitors"

Kayla swallowed thickly, her heart clenching a little, "yeah... yeah I know. I just haven't had a chance to come by. Hospitals aren't really my thing"

Melissa smiled kindly, "I'm sure he would appreciate it"

She just nodded, taking a couple steps back, "uh anyway, I should probably go-"

"Wait-" Melissa called out, "-what are you here for? Anything I can help with?"

Damnit - this woman was too perceptive.

Kayla shook her head, "no, I'm good now, thank you"

Melissa frowned, "are you sure?"

"Dandy" she grinned, "thank you" before taking her leave, squeezing between people to escape through the double doors and out into the fresh air.

She should probably feel bad, stealing hospital supplies from people in need and all, but she was also in need too. If she rocked up to the hospital in the state she was usually in on a full moon, they would probably pump her full of a lot more than just morphine. If anything; she was doing them a service. Freeing up the doctors and nurses time to treat others. She was more than capable of looking after herself.

She headed home, making it back - thankfully - before her mom did, climbing the stairs quickly and looking through her wardrobe to pick out an outfit.

Stiles never really did tell her what sort of things people wore to these kind of parties, he was too busy shoving his foot in his mouth and no doubt drooling over the image of her naked body to get the words out. So she was clueless. As usual.

She doubted Lydia would want her to rock up in a leather cat suit - ah, that Halloween was fun - or a see through halter neck dress and as she was standing there, lost and clueless, her phone buzzed and strangely enough it was Lydia - like that girl could sense Kayla was looking through her wardrobe. She opened up the text, seeing a picture that Lydia had screenshotted and circled of herself at one of her wild parties last year, probably stalking her Facebook to get it.

'Wear this' Lydia had texted following the picture and Kayla could tell it wasn't a suggestion. She looked at the photo, seeing herself wearing a short sleeved tight dark blue denim playsuit, fitted to her figure. Hmmm... it could've been worse. She was sure Lydia would make her wear some sort of flowery dress. Or worse - something with sequins.

'What, no dress?' Kayla joked back, rooting through her wardrobe to find the denim outfit.

Her phone buzzed again and she opened up the text, 'it's tight. Brian likes tight things'.

She rolled her eyes, pulling out the outfit and admiring it. She was sure Mr Macho did like tight things, but he wasn't going to get to touch her in it, that's for sure. She ignored Lydia's text, choosing a cute lacy matching underwear set to wear under it and a pair of short top black doc martins and, in case it really did get cold, a simple black cardigan to throw over the top of it.

She hid the outfit in her ottoman by the foot of the bed, hearing her phone go off again and glanced at the text, seeing Lydia's name flashing up at her.

'Remember, leave a few buttons undone. Show off your assets'.

She rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smirk at Lydia's words, her amusement taking her mind off the pain already beginning to slowly seize her body.

Deciding it was best she shouldn't wait, she grabbed the vile and pierced the top of the rubber sealant with the needle, pulling up 15mg of the liquid. Enough to take the worst pain away, but not too much that it knocked her out. There was still some left over in the vile so she hid it in her vanity drawer desk, twisting her arm around so she could see her bare upper arm. She was an expert at this by now, barely even flinching as she plunged the needle subcutaneously into her upper arm, drawing the syringe back slightly to make sure she hadn't hit any blood vessels or anything she wasn't supposed to before slowly pressing the shringe down, watching the liquid disappear into her arm.

Immediately, she felt the sweet lick of relief begin to dampen her pain, riding that small high for several seconds before pulling out the needle and discarding it to one side. See? She was fine. A little morphine was always fine - now only if her mom could see that.

She heard the front door open and quickly grabbed her dressing gown, wrapping it around her before jumping into bed, holding the covers up around her and pretending to sleep as her mom came up, opening her bedroom door without so much as a knock.

"Here, I brought you some hot chocolate" her mom greeted her with, walking in and placing the mug on the bedside unit, "extra whip and marshmallows. How are you feeling?"

"Crap" Kayla lied, "I hate the full moons"

"I know, but it'll be over before you know it. Hungry?"

She was, starving actually, but she was pretending to be in pain. Kayla, without pain relief, on a full moon, couldn't keep anything down. So she had to play it that way. She shook her head, moaning slightly into the pillow.

"Okay, well, I'll leave you in peace. Let me know if you need anything, I'll be downstairs"

Her mom departed, throwing one more look to Kayla over her shoulder before shutting the door behind her.

Kayla rolled her eyes at her mom's complete lack of worry, throwing back the covers and getting back out of bed to have a quick shower to freshen up and put on her denim playsuit, sitting down at her vanity to put a few loose curls in her hair before applying some foundation, a little bit of brown and gold eyeshadow, a layer of mascara and applied some liquid eyeliner to her top lid, making it flick out at the end into a subtle cats eye.

See, ready. Half hour later and she was ready to rock and roll.

She checked the time on her phone... nearly 6.25, so wrapped herself back up in her dressing gown, hiding back under the covers and holding a blanket over her head so when her mom would, undoubtedly, come up to tell her there was a disaster at work and she needed to leave, she wouldn't notice the state of glam her daughter was in when she should be in unbearable pain.

She waited several more minutes and, just as expected, she heard her moms heels clip clop towards her bedroom and open the door.

"Kayla, I have to go to work. Our system has been hit by some sort of virus. All our catalogues and indexes for the auction tomorrow have been wiped. I need to go and reload everything or we can't do the auction and we'll lose out on thousands of dollars. Will you be okay for the night?"

She resisted a smirk, "yeah mom, I'll be okay" she said meekly, "focus on your work"

"I'll try and be back before midnight but no guarantees. Remember and drink plenty of water"

Her mom closed the door behind her and Kayla threw back her covers and grinned to herself. She knew all she had to do was mess with her mom's work and, predictable as always, she would put her work first.

The curse of a career and money driven woman.

She straightened out her clothes, grabbing the cardigan and putting it on, fixing her hair in the mirror and then applied a deep matte pink lipstick to her lips, making them pop even more than usual. The morphine was working, the pain was minimal, more annoying than anything else but she knew it would ware off quick. Hopefully nothing too exciting happened at this party so she could be back before the pain really did become full on, but she doubted it. Guess she would have to grin and bear it.

Making sure her mom's car had left the driveway, she exited her front door and came face to face with a set of headlights beaming at her and she raised her hand to cover her eyes. A deep chuckle sounded as the lights turned off, the car door opening as she squinted to see who it was, groaning under her breath as she recognised all six foot two of Brian.

"Trying to sneak off without me?"

She rolled her eyes, "you said seven. It's six forty five"

"I thought you might try and wiggle your way out of going with me, so I came early. Seems my instinct was correct"

She despised his cocky, full of himself tone just as much as his shit eating grin that pulled at his lips and folded her arms across her chest, quirking a brow at him.

"It's not a date" she declared, "let's just get that straight"

He shrugged, "it can be whatever you want it to be baby"

"And no nicknames"

"Sure, sugar"

She grunted out an annoyed sound of exclamation, "stop trying so hard, it's annoying"

"You love it"

"I hate it"

He strode around the car, hands in his pants pockets as he stopped in front of the passenger side door of his black Ford Mustang - typical - and opened it, quirking a brow at her.

"You coming?"

"Just keep your hands to yourself" she warned, rolling her eyes as she brushed past him and sat on the heated leather seats and he leaned down to smirk at her.

"No promises"

She sent him a deadly glare as his smirk faltered a little bit, her green eyes as deadly as the tip of a knife. He got into the drivers side, starting up the engine and revving it, as if trying to impress her.

"Don't over compensate" she mocked, "it's fine if you have a small penis, it's the twenty first century"

He blushed a little, exiting her driveway, "it's certainly not small"

She scoffed, "sure"

"Get your pretty little mouth down there and find out"

She couldn't help but snort, "I'm no where near drunk enough for that, so don't even go there"

She glanced at him from the corner of her eye, admiring him dressed smartly in a pair of black suit pants that hugged his thighs and a dark grey shirt, the cuffs rolled up above his elbows, showing the veins in his firm forearms bulge. Damnit, she was always a sucker for veiny arms.

He caught her looking, deliberately tightening his hands around the steering wheel to flex his arms a little bit more, "so... I didn't know there were more Hales" he opened with, "I thought most of them burned to death in that fire"

She scoffed at him, "wow, that is how you try and get into my pants? Bringing up my dead family?"

"Just trying to find out a little bit about you"

"Why?" She asked, a little thrown off guard by his interest.

"Because new girls are fascinating" he grinned, "so come on then... what are your secrets?"

She arched a single brow, cocking her head to the side, "now why would I tell you that?"

"I can keep secrets"

"Highly unlikely"

He was obviously trying to repress his smile, but failed, glancing over at her, his bright blue eyes lingering on her bare legs for longer than necessary.

"Excuse me" she interjected in annoyance, "my eyes are up here"

"Oh, I know" his eyes twinkled with mischief, "but the view down there is so damn good"

She slapped his arm, pointing at the road, "focus on driving moron, I want to get there in one piece, thanks"

"You're safe with me" he promised flirtily, "as if I'd let anything happen to something so prescious"

She ignored him for the rest of the drive, keeping her gaze turned out the passenger side window as a few minutes later they pulled up into this massive driveway, already tens of cars parked along the road and on the grass. Her stomach flipped a little, having not been to a party this size in months. It brought back a lot of chaotic memories for her, many of which involved her doing bad things or taking bad things - usually both at once.

Her mom, unfortunately, was right. She had no self control when it came to environments like this. She literally became the life and soul of the party. Uncontrollable.

Brian touched her arm to grab her attention and she simply raised a brow at his fingers dancing along her bare skin, her eyes burning with warning and he - rightly so - pulled his hand back.

"Beacon Hills knows how to do parties" he grinned, "come on"

She climbed out, adjusting her fit as he went to wrap an arm around her waist and she smacked him away.

"No chance that is happening"

He rolled his eyes playfully, "my god woman you're killing me over here" he threw his head back in frustration, "looking that god damn good should be illegal"

She smirked, deciding to play it dirty because she enjoyed having him lusting after his, his need more than apparent - even if he did annoy the living shit out of her, it didn't mean she couldn't have some fun.

"I said no touching, I said nothing about looking" she smirked, watching his expression melt into complete and helpless lust, his eyes becoming the epitomy of the heart eyes emoji. She could feel his eyes following her every movement as she climbed the steps, squeezing past some already drunk teens, one spewing over the edge of the stone fence, and into the bright and spacious home of Lydia Martin.

Of course, she expected nothing else from miss Queen Bee. It was a given her house would look like this. Although, the sight of reckless, drunk and no doubt high as fuck teens made something so exquisite look tacky.

The music pounded in her ears, the smell of alcohol and smoke tinging her nostrils as suddenly a small shot of something clear got thrust under her nose.

She quirked a brow at Brian who simply winked, "loosen you up a bit" he joked.

She narrowed her eyes but took the shot glass from his hand, throwing away all promises to her mom as she chucked back the taste of cheap nasty tequila that burned her throat on the way down.

"You're going to have to do a lot better than that" she challenged, "I can hold my liquor"

He gazed at her in something close to astonishment, then admiration, his expression turning to delight, "I think I love you already"

She slapped his chest, rolling her eyes as she left him standing there and made her way through the crowd to find the closest table of alcohol which was positioned in the living room, right beside the large glass doors that led to the patio's garden and - of course - a pool. She grabbed a red plastic cup and poured half of it full with vodka and the other half of sprite, topping the rest up with more vodka until it was nearly overflowing. Her mom always exaggerated... she may take things too far but she could control it. She knew she could. She just had to stop before she took things too far. Plus, the alcohol would definitely help with the dull pain seizing more of her body.

Someone brushed up next to her and, half expecting Brian, she jabbed her elbow out and heard a surprised yelp of pain.

"Oh shit, sorry Stiles" immediately recognising the distinctive voice before she turned around, despite not knowing the owner of it very well, "I thought you were someone else"

"Nope, just little old me" he winced, rubbing his ribcage with one hand as the other held a half full bottle of beer, "you're stronger than you look"

She grinned, "I know"

His expression smoothed out into humour before he got distracted by her outfit, swallowing thickly as he adjusted his stance awkwardly, no doubt feeling a little too aroused.

"Oh, uh... heh... you um, found some clothes then"

"Yeah, in my wardrobe, shocker right?" she joked back, taking a couple mouthfuls of her drink and wincing slightly at the strong taste, "although, fair warning, if I get too drunk I usually end up taking them off"

His cheeks darkened considerably, his blush painting all the way down to his neck as he moved from one foot to the other, his mouth opening and closing like a dying fish.

"Oh, um... heh... that's um... good to know" he forced a chuckle, scratching the back of his neck and choked on his own words as she took off her cardigan, throwing it over the table and into the corner, "uh... wow"

She smirked as his innocent gaze trailed down the neckline of her denim playsuit, happy she took Lydia's advice to pop open a couple extra buttons, her push up bra also doing an amazing job.

"See something you like?" she grinned, basking in the clear lust and awe he was swimming in.

He slapped a hand across his own cheek, shaking his head to clear his brain fog before shyly meeting her knowing stare.

"W-What?"

"It's okay Stiles" she reached, slowly rubbing his upper arm through the salmon pink shirt he was wearing, "you can look all you want"

He swallowed again, his throat dry as he tried to form words but failed - miserably.

She laughed - completely care free, pain forgotten - at this strange but endearing boy standing before her, enjoying getting under his skin.

She tapped her plastic cup to his beer bottle, sending him a half smile, "cheers"

It didn't take her long to down the contents of her cup, a master of alcohol she had once been and, still, clearly was. Back home, in the party scene, she was still undefeated in many binge drinking contests, a feat she was more than proud of.

Stiles watched her as he sipped his own beer, her hands already going back for more.

"Are you trying to get dragged out of here on a stretcher, or...?"

She raised the cup to her pink painted lips, smiling around the raised rim, "wouldn't be the first time I ended a party flat on my back" she joked, her eyes twinkling with teasing devilishness.

Despite their conversations always somehow ending up sexual or flirtatious, he still seemed taken aback by her shameless and confident tone.

"Not with Brian though" he said, making her cock a brow at him, "I mean, he's a dick"

"How did you know I came here with Brian?"

"I uh, watched you. Saw you I mean" he corrected quickly, "guy is nearly a bigger douche than Jackson"

"Oh, trust me, I'm well aware" she promised, taking another few sips, "dude's a perv. Surprised he hasn't slipped anything into my drink yet"

Stiles chuckled, "something tells me you'll give him a black eye if he does"

She grinned, "see? Getting to know me already"

He pursed his lips as they wrapped around the rim of the beer bottle and she allowed herself just a second of admiration. He wasn't usually her type - but then again, she never really had a type. All her choices in boys were drink and drug fuelled mistakes, always somehow ending up in the bad crowd. But this boy? He wasn't part of the bad crowd. He was cute. Innocent. A breath of fresh air.

Interesting.

"I should probably go and find Lydia" she settled on saying, "I'm actually surprised she hasn't hunted me down already"

"R-Right, yeah, of course" he nodded, "just um... be careful. Sometimes these parties can get out of hand" he hinted, "and uh, I wouldn't want anything to happen to you"

She was starting to feel the buzz from the liquor begin to seep through her body, mellowing her out and making her even more confident and flirty.

She smirked, "oh baby... I don't need a knight in shining armour..." she purred, reaching out to play with the collar of his shirt, "but your worry is very... much... appreciated..."

He shuddered out a breathless exhale of air, stiffening up as she leaned forward to press a kiss to his cheek, smirking as she did so, leaving a perfect print of her lips painted on his fair freckled skin. She pulled back, playfully squeezing his cheeks together and leaned forward to caress her tongue across his lips, feeling him melt in her grip.

"You can watch my back anytime though. And by my back, I mean my ass" she smirked, "see you on the other side Stilinski"

And so she left him, a complete puddle of hormones, his eyes - obviously - trained on nothing but her ass as she grinned to herself in delight.

A/N) this chapter got super long I'm sorry haha I'm just having so much fun fleshing it out and making Kayla so fun and flirty and confident and badass and exploring relationships before the drama starts haha so please please if you liked it etc and I'll see you all super soon ;)

Chapter 5: Revelations

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form - hope you all enjoy and a huge thank you for the continued support :)

Chapter Text

She downed the contents that was in her red plastic cup, discarding it to one side and picking up a couple of shots on the way past another table and, upon swallowing them in concession, she recognised it as snakebite and allowed her expression to crinkle up in disgust for several seconds brides shrugging and going back for more. She grabbed another two, already starting to neck the first one as Lydia suddenly appeared in front of her, a tight dark dress gripping her figure, a perfectly arched eyebrow raising in quiet surprise.

"Having fun?" the beautiful strawberry blonde quipped, a knowing and playful smirk pulling at her red lips.

Kayla swallowed the first shot, allowing herself a second to shake off the brief bitterness and disgust before raising the other shot glass towards Lydia, "I'm not drunk yet, so no" before swallowing the next shot in under a second.

"I see you never came alone" Lydia said, jutting her chin out around Kayla towards Brian who was throwing her admiring looks from across the room, huddled between a group of his jackass friends, "good girl"

"I didn't really have a choice" she grumbled, reaching for her next couple of shot glasses that clinked together and spilt slightly, dribbles of alcohol dripping down the clear glass, "he's kind of a stalker"

"Nonsense" Lydia laughed off her comments, "he's hot. Go take him for a test drive"

She raised both shot glasses to her lips, downing both at once to, hopefully, block out Lydia's voice but unfortunately she was still conscious after she swallowed.

"Don't encourage me" Kayla groaned, "I need to stop making bad decisions"

Lydia simply smiled, grabbing her hand before she could reach for more alcohol and spun her around, pointing at Brian through the crowd.

"That is not a bad decision. That is a good decision" her new friend corrected her, "look at him and tell me you don't want to ride him till the sun comes up"

Kayla groaned again because she knew that, if she wasn't trying to exercise control, she would probably already be jumping his bones because she was idiotic and reckless like that, but she was trying not to let that happen. No more going down that same path again.

"I mean, I wouldn't say no usually but-"

"Exactly" Lydia interrupted, reaching down between her cleavage under her dress and pulled out a condom packet, pressing it into her hand before she could object, "so take this and have fun"

Kayla was beginning to get a bit bleary eyed, frowning down at the silver packet as Lydia winked at her.

"A condom?"

"Yes" Lydia rolled her eyes, "a condom. Obviously. Safe sex or no sex"

Kayla was sure Brian was watching the whole exchange, his eyes lingering on her form as he watched her with lust and need, clearly thinking he was going to get lucky tonight.

"And what if I don't?"

Lydia just sent her another eye roll, "then you can use it for a water balloon for all I care. Use it or don't, but the option is there for you. All I'm saying is have a little fun, it won't kill you"

'Oh Lydia', Kayla thought as she chuckled to herself, 'if only you knew'.

"Well thanks" Kayla laughed, pocketing the condom packet, "I appreciate you trying to get me some dick"

Lydia nodded proudly, "what are friends for, right?" and in a flurry of curly red hair, disappeared into the dancing crowd, leaving Kayla staring at Brian through the mass of people.

A part of her thought 'y'know what, fuck it', what was the harm in a little distraction? A little fun and casual sex? It's not like she was looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend, or the expectation to fall in love because that shit was hard and complicated, but sex? Sex she could do.

It was all she could do.

Just the thought of falling for someone, letting a person into her already broken heart was a dangerous game. She didn't want to feel such pain ever again. To give someone that level of power over her, her fragile heart in their hands to break wherever they wanted, was terrifying.

So no feelings... but sex didn't have to involve feelings. It was a lot safer than trusting someone with her life. It was a lot safer than loving someone to then lose them. She knew the fierce pain of grief and heartbreak, she had been through it many times before, and she was just barely hanging on by her fingertips, holding on for dear life. Her head dipping in and out of water, trying not to drown.

No... she wasn't prepared to go through that pain again. She had to keep her heart safe.

She turned back to the table, grabbing another red plastic cup and filling it with a blend of different alcohols and mixers, needing to get drunk and drunk fast.

She brought the cup up to her lips, tilting it against her mouth to cough back the strong bitter liquid but was interrupted by a firm hand landing on the small of her back in an almost possessive but desperate manner.

"I think someone is getting a tad drunk" Brian's amused voice tickled her ear, his lips brushing against her lobe, "you've been here, what? Twenty minutes?"

She smirked around the rim of the cup, not moving an inch, "I don't do things by half measures"

"Clearly" he chuckled, "but that's what I like about you"

"Are you ever going to stop trying to get into my pants?"

"Unlikely" he pulled back, standing up straight behind her but kept his body pressed against her back, his presence dominating and unwavering, "especially if you keep dressing like that"

She took a few gulpfuls of her drink, shifting her weight from one foot to the other, the curve of her ass deliberately brushing against his thigh as she did so and she heard him groan under his breath at the touch.

"Dressing like what?" she asked in faux innocence, trying to repress her smirk as his hand moved slowly from her back to her waist, his fingertips clenching spring the denim material.

"You know like what" he replied huskily, an animalistic groan shuddering from the back of his throat as he inched even closer to her, his body nearly knocking her over the table, "so why don't we just skip the formalities and go upstairs now, hm?"

She laughed to herself, admiring his effort as she turned around, her nose skimming along his chin as she glanced up at him.

"And why would I do that?"

His smirk was devious and lustful, his fingers dancing up her body to sweep patterns across her bare and exposed neck and fuck... this had to stop turning her on.

"You're hot, I'm hot, it's the perfect combination" he whispered, "and you know damn well fine I can rock your world"

"Big talk" she replied playfully, "are you sure you're not overestimating your abilities?"

He slowly shook his head, hovering his thumb pad over her pulse point, "I've had no complaints"

"Well, those other girls aren't like me" she smirked, "I want a lot"

"Like what...?"

She was teasing him, slowly building the heat, his pupils darkening with arousal as they got even closer, his breath warm against her face just millimetres away from his own.

"Now that would be telling" she grinned, using every inch of her willpower to playfully push at his chest so he stumbled backwards, "figure it out yourself"

A boisterous laugh escaped his mouth as he gazed at her needily, enjoying the chase.

"I like a challenge" he remarked, "but don't worry sweetheart, I always win"

"We'll see" she shrugged, turning away from him back to the table but he wasn't done with her yet, stepping closer to her and allowing his hand to twist into her pocket and pull out the condom, holding it up for her to see.

"And don't worry about this" he chuckled before throwing it away to the side, discarding it like trash, "I like to go raw"

She rolled her eyes in amusement as he finally left her alone, slinking back into the crowd and a part of her hated how much he turned her on and left her wanting more because he, clearly, was a massive dickhead but when she was let loose and wild that was exactly her type.

Here she was, a few days back in Beacon Hills, and already falling back into old habits.

She downed the rest of her drink, ignoring the dizzy buzz she was feeling as a small crowd of fellow school pupils came over to her and started introducing themselves, offering her more alcohol and some company and she was getting too drunk to be annoyed by their incessant need to be liked, over compensating because she was new and impressionable and apparently friends with the Lydia Martin.

She joined them out in the garden, accidentally slipping down some concrete steps that led to the large concrete groundwork before the pool, managing to catch herself by grabbing onto someone's skirt. A few laughed with good intentions, her new 'friends' helping her stand passing her more alcohol, clearly amused and in awe of her drinking abilities.

"Everyone is talking about you, you know" this one girl said whose name Kayla had completely forgot but she was pretty, long blonde hair curled into elegant waves, her curvy form evident in the tight bandage dress she was wearing, "not only are you new and a Hale but you turned up here with Brian Murdock. One of Beacon Hills most eligable bachelors"

Kayla snorted, "he kidnapped me"

The girl laughed, "well, he could kidnap me any time"

She shouldn't go there with him, she knew that, her brain was telling her it was a horrendous idea but her vagina clearly had other plans, aroused and turned on by his words.

A very slippery slope.

"You should go for it" the girl continued, encouraging her just like Lydia, "I heard he has a massive penis. I'm talking-" she help up her arm, pointing to her forearm, "-and twice as girthy"

"I doubt it" Kayla chuckled, "that is nearly anatomically impossible"

The girl laughed, "well, regardless, it's big. And he clearly likes you, he's been staring at you all night. You're very lucky"

Oh yes, so lucky to be considered another notch in his bedpost.

"We'll see" Kayla settled on saying, "I haven't decided if he's worth it yet"

The girl winked, "don't wait too long. Something that good deserves to be eaten"

She ended up drinking some more, talking a load of shit with these new people she had just met and even started dancing in tune with the music, quickly getting drunker the more the night went on. In fact, she was so out of it she forgot she was meant to be watching out for Scott what with it being a full moon and all, all logical thoughts completely out the window.

It wasn't until she felt a familiar gaze lingering on her did she turn around and see Derek hovering in the shadows by a big metal gate, his eyes piercing straight through her.

Uh oh... she was in trouble.

She kept a hold of her cup, squeezing past a load of hot sweaty bodies, trying not to fall in the pool as she approached Derek, a drunk lazy smile tugging at her lips.

"Cuz" she greeted although it came out as more of a slur, "what's up?"

He frowned at her, his big broody forehead creasing in disappointment.

"What happened to watching Scott?"

She waved her hand out, dismissing him, "he's not here yet. At least, I don't think he is"

"Not the point" Derek exclaimed through gritted teeth, "I asked you to do one thing Kayla-"

"And I'm screwing up, I know" she interrupted with a bitter eye roll, "no surprise there though right?"

His eyes softened ever so slightly, seeing her state of disarray, clearly more drunk than she was pretending to be.

"Don't go back there" he whispered, "it's not worth it"

"I'm not going back anywhere" she exclaimed, pointing a drunk finger at what she assumed was him but she wasn't sure, seeing double, "certainly not home anyway"

Because this, here, was not her home. It was just a town a lot of bad things had happened in that she was forced to stay in by her bitch of a mom, no consideration or thought for her feelings at all. Her home, her life, was back in Louisiana. Her memories were there, her friends, everything that she had ever known was now thousands of miles away. She wasn't going to apologise for having an adjustment period.

Derek looked like he was going to reach through the gate for her arm but stopped, his shoulders hunched over awkwardly as he saw her sadness come out, too drunk to hide it like she normally did.

"Sober up" he suggested, "and keep an eye on Scott when he arrives. Shout if something happens"

"Yeah... sure" she mumbled, not bothering with an argument as she turned on her heel and walked back into the crowd, fighting the urge to just go off the rails completely, the alcohol not helping her judgement.

For some unknown reason, her brain thought it was a fabulous idea to bee line straight towards Brian and his group of friends, hovering in front of one of the large white pillars with fairy lights on it, bottles of beers in hand.

He glanced up at her arrival, a flirty grin tugging at his lips.

"Back so soon?" He joked, lustfuy trailing his gaze up her body, "I knew you couldn't resist me-"

She cut him off by slamming her lips to his, surprising not only herself by her rash and sudden actions but apparently everyone else around them too, many gaping and letting out wolf whistles.

It didn't take him long to get over his surprise though, smirking at her complete lack of inibition as his arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her up to the tips of her toes to deepen the kiss and put him in control, holding and grabbing at her swaying body. She knew she would regret this but oh, what the hell, fuck it. She had regretted a lot of things and had to live with it, what was one more to add to the list?

Her hands were tight against his jaw, the kiss turning into a fierce battle of wills before suddenly, without warning, he picked her up and slammed her around into the white pillar, the prickle of fairy lights digging into her back. His hands, desperate and urgent, slipping down to squeeze the curve of her ass, clearly wanting it and wanting it now.

Yes... it was a slippery slope indeed.

One she had always fallen down. But did she actually like him and was attracted to him? Or was her damaged brain simply so used to doing bad things that it was now on auto pilot?

She pulled back for breath, her head dizzy and numb as she peeled her eyes open slowly to see Brian's gleaming blue gaze clouded with desire, glancing down at her puffy and bruised lips, clearly craving them once more.

"Wow" he smirked, "I knew you were good but not that good" moving his hands up to squeeze her hips, "I'm going to enjoy fucking you"

She held her finger up as he leaned down to kiss her again, rolling her eyes at his expectant behaviour.

"And who said that was going to happen?"

He smiled against her finger, slowly moving his mouth around it before playfully nipping at the tip with his teeth.

"Your mouth did" he said shamelessly, "when it was trying to suck my god damn soul from my body. Don't deny it baby... you want me"

Yes... No... Maybe... She didn't know. She had to sort out her shit and stop hooking up with unsuitable, horny boys. She was too much of a disaster for her own good.

She quirked a brow, confidence oozing from every pore of her body, "no, actually, you want me" she corrected, much to everyone's amusement who "oooooh'd" and "aaaaah'd" at her cocky tone, "you chased me, remember?"

She could tell he admired her confidence, resisting a grin as he shrugged, "yeah, and?"

"Well, chase over" she whispered, "take me somewhere"

He grinned, grabbing her hand and wasting no time began dragging her through the crowd, holding her close as she swayed a little, her body tingling as she struggled to stay focused.

She expected him to take her upstairs but instead he chose the downstairs bathroom, throwing out whoever was in there to then drag her in, locking the door behind them.

"You're too fucking hot" he gasped, quickly undoing his belt and popping open the button on his pants, tugging down the zip in a hasty manner, "get over here and show me what that body can do"

Urgh, she was so fucking drunk. Every shot and every disgusting mix of multiple alcohols finally settling in her stomach and making her want to barf. It felt like getting hit by a car at 100mph, completely throwing her off her guard.

She blinked hard, trying to refocus her stare but she was seeing double, the lights of the bathroom dazzling like orbs in front of her.

Instead of waiting for her, he pulled her forward by her wrists, her body slamming into his as he begun fervently kissing her neck as his hands roamed her body, his drunk mouth urgent and dominating on her pulse point. She was struggling to stand straight, her knees beginning to fold and he chuckled against her skin, mumbling something about her having jelly legs and turned her around and picked her up to sit her next to the sink, standing between her legs.

"I think someone is a little drunk" he observed, his own alcohol ridden breath wafting over her face as he smirked at her.

Her head was resting back against the mirror, shaking her head back and forth as she tried to focus, her body all but useless as he made some sort of comment about drunk girls and begin unbuttoning her playsuit as his lips attacked her neck once again, clearly desperate and wanting more. His hands, then resting on her own, guided hers down to a very prominent bulge trying to escape the confines of his pants and he groaned at the touch, thrusting into her grip. She allowed herself a few seconds of self hatred, shame - and most likely sickness from the alcohol - swelling in her stomach as she closed her eyes, hating how she always ended up like this. Ended up doing this. She was all for casual fun, but why did she end up having casual fun with people she didn't even like?

She felt him unbutton her playsuit all the way down to her stomach, his fingers reaching up to squeeze her breasts as she finally came to a little bit of sense and pushed him back, shaking her head again.

"Don't act all shy now" he chuckled, moving back in front of her, "you were all up for this"

He, too, was clearly drunk, his eyes clouded with tipsiness but they were interrupted by a hasty series of knocks on the oak door, clearly impatient.

"Go away" Brain grumbled, "kind of busy in here"

The knocking didn't stop, in fact it just got more incessant, a voice muffled through the door exclaiming, "yeah, that's why I'm knocking. Do you always take advantage of drunk girls?"

Kayla frowned at the voice as Brian rolled his eyes, "just go away"

"Yeah, not happening" the voice called back, "so you either stop being a creep or I just call my dad, y'know... the sheriff"

Brain simply groaned, taking a step back and pulling his pants higher on his hips, zipping and buttoning them back up.

"Sorry sweetheart" Brian apologised with a roll of his eyes, "someone's trying to ruin the fun. We can pick this up another time"

She didn't really catch his words, sliding off from the unit and falling to her knees in front of the toilet, the alcohol twisting her gut a little too much as she begun being sick into the bowl.

Brian's expression contorted into dismay as he shrugged, "yeah, definitely another time" before striding to the door and opening it.

"Stilinski" he muttered, narrowing her eyes, "thanks for that" he added sarcastically, "always a kill joy huh?"

"Nah, just not an advocate for sexual assault" Stiles fired back.

Brian rolled his eyes, "she wanted it. Well, did before-" jutting his head to her still being sick over the toilet, "-that happened. Just as well I didn't stick it in"

Stiles scoffed at his crude behaviour, watching him with narrowed eyes as he brushed past him before turning back to the bathroom and sliding in, shutting the door behind him.

"Uh... oh, wow, okay" he murmured, watching with a wince as Kayla continued to retch, "that is... kind of impressive"

Kayla rolled her forehead on the cool plastic of the toilet seat, letting out a groan as the nausea flipped her stomach, the pain of the full moon beginning to seize her body once again.

"Oh, right, sorry" Stiles flushed, rushing to the sink and wetting a face cloth with cool water, shaking the excess water off before dropping to his knees next to her, "you okay?"

She groaned in response, grabbing the cloth and slapping it on her forehead, swallowing back the burning sickness.

"I'll take that as a no"

She couldn't help but smirk at his tone of voice, rolling her head sideways to look up at him, "I think I may have alcohol poisoning"

He snorted, "if you don't, it'll be a miracle"

She narrowed her eyes at him playfully, "I always take it too far"

He gingerly reached out, awkwardly lifting his hand to touch her back, "I can't really comment on that seeming how I've known you, like, a few days. Well, I don't really 'know' you, I just, y'know, am aware of you"

She snorted, "I can tell"

He flushed, "oh uh, you're um... your clothes are, they're kind of... I mean-" he indicted to his own chest, "not that I was looking, I wasn't, I just couldn't help but notice-" he rushed out and she sat up, glancing down at her playsuit that was unbuttoned.

"Huh" she muttered before letting out a chuckle, "told you I usually end up naked"

His face was bright red, clearly trying to be respectful and keep his gaze away from her chest but his eyes kept dipping back down, like her obvious cleavage was calling out to him.

She reached down, trying to do the buttons back up herself but she was dizzy and her eyesight was blurry, unable to coordinate her movements. She pouted in disappointment, letting out a frustrated sigh before glancing up at him, her hair askew and sticking to her sweaty face, her expesssion clearly asking for help.

He flushed an even deeper red, pointing at her chest, "uh... you want me to-to-"

She pouted even harder, her bottom lip sticking out, "Stiles, I can't see"

He swallowed, carefully reaching forward with shaky hands to begin buttoning back up her playsuit, trying to be respectful and screwing his eyes shut, only peaking out when necessary to check he was doing it right, forcing down a nervous gulp as his fingers brushed the curve of her breasts spilling from her bra. He buttoned it up higher than before, protecting her dignity before slapping his hands on his thighs to indicate he was done.

She smiled lazily, "thanks Stilessssss"

He coughed, clumsily jumping to his feet and bent down to help her stand, pulling her up by her arms and had to hold her close as she stumbled, grabbing fistfuls of his shirt.

"Um, okay, ah- oh god" he mumbled, closing his eyes momentarily at the feel of her against him, "yeah, I should sober you up"

He helped her from the bathroom, keeping her close as he squeezed through the mass of people and into Lydia's large kitchen, sitting her down on a stool and passing her a bottle of water. She took it, struggling with the cap so he took pity on her, reaching out and taking the lid off. She smiled in thanks, taking a few sips and he watched her, finding a small smile tug at his lips.

"Urgh" she groaned, "did I just hook up with the dickhead?"

He snorted, "kind of. Y'know, I did warn you about him"

She rolled her eyes, "I know, I know. He was just... there. I told you I always take things too far"

They slipped into silence again, Kayla drinking some more water and Stiles just sitting next to her, stealing small looks to her every now and then.

"I'm sorry" she whispered, "for uh, needing a reality check"

"Anytime" he grinned, "do uh, do you want me to take you home?"

"Oh, I um... can't" she mumbled, "I'm supposed to keep an eye on Scott"

Stiles frowned, catching onto her word choice, "keep an eye on Scott? Why?"

"Just... for reasons"

"You're very mysterious, you know that?" Stiles chuckled, "I can't figure you out"

"You're not meant to" she joked, "that's part of my charm"

He smiled back, still a little nervous but managed to hold her gaze for longer than a couple of seconds.

"Is spewing your guts out also part of your charm?"

She winced, "you weren't supposed to see that"

"Well, I did and now I can't unsee it" he laughed, "so how about I just take you home and-oh, Wait, Scott are you okay?" Stiles interrupted his own sentence, glancing away from her to watch Scott stumble through the crowd, head in his hands, sweating profusely, "Scott, bud, you okay?"

Despite her drunk state, she recognised those signs. She was right... he was a werewolf. He was a werewolf and he was turning - now.

Scott ignored Stiles, escaping out the kitchen and bee lined to the door.

"I swear, he gets weirder every year" Stiles mumbled with a laugh but his expression turned serious as he caught her worried gaze, frowning down at her.

"What's up?"

"We need to get him" she rushed out, jumping off the stool but misjudged the height and face planted into Stiles' chest, "we need to get Scott"

"Why?" he helped her stand, his face twisting into confusion, "he's fine. He probably just drank too much - y'know, like you" he added pointedly, "which is why I really think I should take you home-"

She ignored him, escaping his comforting grip and stumbled after Scott, Stiles flailing about after her.

The fresh air hit her like a ton of bricks, making her whoozy as she grabbed a hold of the fencing around the porch, trying not to black out.

"Wait, hold up" Stiles panted, sliding up next to her in typical clumsy fashion, "why do you want Scott?"

She didn't have the time, nor the patience, to sugar coat anything, especially given the dire urgency of the situation as she turned to face him.

"Because your best bud is now a werewolf" she stated very matter of factly, watching his eyes go wide, "so unless you want him to go on a murder spree, I suggest you help me find him"

Stiles' incredulous stare was fixated on her, measuring her expression and finally letting out a chuckle, shaking his head.

"You're drunk"

"And you're stupid"

He looked at her, affronted, "excuse me?"

"You were thinking something along the same lines too, I can tell"

Stiles laughed awkwardly, "yeah, if we lived in fantasy land. There is no way-"

"He got bit right?" she asked, quirking a brow, "probably sometime before school started up again? Suddenly started getting really good at lacrosse despite most likely benching it with you before?"

"Okay, now that's rude" he pointed at her, "I don't always bench"

"Not the point" she groaned, "you've thought about it too, I know you have. You're smart. You're putting the pieces together"

He bit the inside of his cheek, chewing over her words, suddenly weighing up if she was trustworthy or not.

"You can trust me" she reassured, "I'm on your side"

"Are you a werewolf too?"

She rolled her eyes, "no. I just come from a family of them, so can we please-"

"Wait, family?" he squeaked, "so Derek-"

"Yeah. Werewolf" she confirmed, "an annoying one at that"

"So did he-"

"-Bite him?" she finished his sentence, already sensing what he was thinking, "no. He wishes he had that ability"

Stiles shook his head, completely overwhelmed by her words, "okay, stop, this is all totally mind boggling-"

"We don't have time for this" she groaned, stepping forward and reaching into his pants pocket, grabbing his keys and feeling him stiffen by her forwardness, gaping down at her.

"What are you doing-"

"Let's go" She grabbed his hand, dragging his flailing and uncoordinated body down the steps, heading straight for his baby blue jeep.

"No way in hell" he exclaimed, stopping her before she got to it, grabbing his keys back, "you're not driving roscoe. Especially not drunk"

She rolled her eyes, "I'm fine"

He quirked a brow, raising his hand, "how many fingers am I holding up?"

She squinted, "uh... two?"

"No, four" pushing her towards the passenger seat, "I'm driving"

"Fine" She managed to climb into his jeep on the third attempt, blowing her wild hair from her face as she impatiently pointed at Stiles to drive but he rolled his eyes, leaning over and clipping her seatbelt into place.

"I don't need a knight in shining armour, remember?"

"Road safety is no joke" he quipped, starting up the engine, "uh, where am I going?"

"How do I know, he's your friend"

"You were much more likeable before, you know that right?"

"And you were much less annoying before too" she shot back, "just drive"

"Yeah yeah" and with that he skidded from Lydia's drive into the night, his whole view on the world becoming a whole lot clearer.

A/N) eeeek bonding (and bickering) haha so ready for the stiles/Kayla/Scott friendship bonding over the supernatural lol hope you all enjoyed and please review and I shall see you all very soon :)

Chapter 6: Found a purpose

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form - thanks for the continued support, hope you enjoy and please review :)

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"You should have just let me drive" Kayla grumbled, peeing her head from the window it had got slammed against for the fifth time, "I can drive way better than this"

Stiles threw her an exhausted look, "if I wanted to crash, then yes, I would have given you the keys but I don't so..."

"And how is your rallying any better?"

"I know how to drive roscoe, so pipe down"

She rolled her eyes, "don't tell me to pipe down. You pipe down"

"I never pipe down" he retaliated, their bickering gaining momentum.

"Where are we going anyway?" grabbing a hold of the door handle to stop from being thrown across the front seat as Stiles turned a corner rather hastily.

"Scott's house" he answered, "seems like a good starting point"

"And if he's not there?"

Stiles just threw her a sideways glance, "enough of the negativity please"

"Sorry, it's a character trait of mine" she muttered sarcastically, "but that doesn't answer my question"

"And you haven't answered mine"

"You haven't asked" she pointed out with a smirk, "and I don't have the ability to read minds"

"Thank god for that" he murmured under his breath, his tongue sticking out slightly as he concentrated on the road, jittery in his seat as he fidgeted.

"Well, I am sorry for telling you like that" referring to the bombshell she dropped about lycanthropy, "but I know you were thinking it"

"Thinking it and knowing it are two completely different things"

She smirked, watching him closely. He was on edge, that much was clear, but she admired his loyalty to his best friend, the pure frantic worry evident in his very behaviour. It was love. Brotherhood. Something so true and honest it was actually kind of sweet.

"What do you want to know?"

He threw her a cautious look, mistrust gleaming in his eyes.

"And how do I know you're telling the truth?"

She shrugged, "you don't, but I am" she said confidently, "I have no reason to lie"

He looked her up and down once more before turning back to the road, his grip tightening on the steering wheel, glancing nervously at the full moon shining down overhead.

"So you're... not a werewolf?"

"Nope" she confirmed with a playful smirk, "I drew the short straw from the gene pool"

He breathed an audible sigh of relief, relaxing ever so slightly but still mistrustful of her, that much was obvious, but that seemed to be his negative character trait. Much the same as her.

"And... and what's happening to Scott?"

"It's his first full moon" Kayla explained, "that is, by far, the worst change. The pain, the fear, the bloodlust... completely at its peak. He'll be nearly uncontrollable"

"And you didn't think to mention this before, say, I don't know... the full moon?" Stiles demanded, his voice gaining a few octaves higher with stress and worry but still maintaining that typical sarcastic tone, "like lunch hour?"

"I didn't know for sure" she sighed, "I just suspected because of his behaviour. Derek didn't know either. That's why I came to the party tonight, so I could keep a look out and-"

"Only thing you were looking at were Brian's tonsils" Stiles grumbled and she rolled her eyes at the blatant attack.

"Yeah, I know, I'm a shit lookout" she exclaimed, "but if you suspected too, why did you let him come?"

Stiles' expression turned a little guilty, his jaw clenching almost unnoticeably. "I uh... I tried to stop him but, uh, he got mad. Slashed up my desk chair. And let's just say normal fingernails couldn't do the damage that he did"

"It wasn't him. Not really" she reassured, "emotions are heightened drastically on a full moon. He probably wasn't in control of himself"

"Yeah, well, tell that to my desk chair. That thing cost two hundred dollars"

She snorted in amusement, "you're not going to bill him for the damages are you?"

"Depends if he tries and rips my throat out tonight"

"As if I would let him do that" she chuckled, "that throat is way too pretty to be slashed open"

He flushed a light pink, beginning to relax in her company once again.

"But if you're not a werewolf then how can you-"

"Stop him? Protect myself?" she asked rhetorically, "dude, I grew up with werewolves. I learnt a thing or two about protecting myself by the time I was like, eight. The joys of being seen as the most vulnerable" she added sarcastically, hating being seen as weaker compared to her werewolf family counterparts. Hence, the intense training schedule she abided by to always, constantly, be at the top of her game.

Stiles cast her a glance, his brain working quickly to decipher what she was saying, trying to understand the inner workings of her brain. He may have only known her four days, but in this last four minutes he was finding out more than he had before, chipping away at her outer layer.

"And what about Derek?"

Kayla smirked, "what about Derek?"

"He's a werewolf"

It wasn't a question, more of a dubious statement. His brows knitting together in confusion.

"Duh"

Stiles ran a hand down his face, "I knew there was something off about him"

"There's a lot of things off with Derek" Kayla chuckled, "and being a werewolf is way at the bottom of that list"

"He gives me bad vibes"

"That's just Derek" Kayla snickered, "he's a sour wolf"

Stiles suddenly slammed on the brakes on the road outside a house, rushing to unbuckle his seatbelt.

"Oh, here already?" she wondered, going to open the door and jump out but forgot she had the seatbelt wrapped around her and, as she went to jump, she got yanked back, her feet not so graciously dangling out the jeep as her bum began slipping off the seat.

"Uh. Little help here?"

Stiles rolled his eyes but backtracked none the less, untangling her from the belt and helping her stand on wobbly legs.

"Still drunk huh?"

"Nonsense" she declared, holding her head high and taking a step forward but her stubbornness was short lived as the toe of her boot caught the kerb and she stumbled, falling forward onto her hands and knees on the cement sidewalk.

"...Ow" she muttered, pouting as she glanced down at the scrapes on her palms, "I got an ouchie"

Stiles rolled his eyes, grabbing her forearms and helping her to her feet, pushing her back to the jeep.

"You - stay here" he ordered, holding her with one arm as he opened the jeep door and encouraged her to sit in it, "I'll check Scott's house. Last thing we need is you attempting stairs"

"Oh, more ouchies" she mumbled, glancing down at her bare legs that were dangling from the seat in the jeep out the door, touching the bloodied scrapes on her knee caps, "whoopsies"

"Told you. Still drunk" Stiles muttered, beginning to rush towards the house, "stay there. Don't move"

She wasn't really paying attention, waving him off as she touched the scrapes on her knees and giggled as they stung a little, the skin blotting with fine pin pricks of blood. Okay, maybe she was still a tad drunk. Just a little though.

It was dangerous territory, she knew that. It was too much temptation - parties, that was. She didn't know why she went all out, but she did. She acted out because, deep down, she was hurting but she had no one to tell that too. No one to open up to.

It was a big change, moving here to Beacon Hills. She might not show it but there was a lot of traumatic memories here for her, memories that brought her nothing but pain and sorrow and she was just expected to accept this change without so much as an ounce of rebellion? She hadn't long been back on the straight and narrow before her mom had packed them up and moved here. Still such fragile territory, so ready to break. She had made a promise to herself and she broke it. She let her emotions get in the way and almost ruin her progress... her recovery. She was stronger than that... she knew she was. She didn't want to fall back into the pattern again. She couldn't afford to because she knew, if she did, there was a big chance she wasn't getting out alive.

She had been lucky before. Multiple times being saved by hospital staff, pumping her stomach before it was too late to do any permanent and lasting damage but she had been playing with fire. All it took was one bad batch of drugs or one dumpster to fall into and she might not have ever wakened again. Eventually, her luck was due to run out. She couldn't keep getting close to that flame or she really would be burnt. It was only a matter of time.

She had to do better.

She had to.

Living was hard. It was. Excruciating sometimes, but she had to remain positive. She had to remember what her therapist told her - that life wasn't all bad. That good things happened too. She just had to wait for the scales to tip in her favour, to breathe some life into her exhausted and bitter body.

She had to do better... to honour them. To honour her family. The thought of disappointing them tore her heart in two, shattering her already so fragile soul.

She did not want to be that person again.

When she thought back on those months of reckless and dangerous behaviour, it was like she was watching a movie, unable to recognise herself.

She had always been a bit of a loose canon, but not in a selfish or dangerous way. Just a bit fiesty and untameable, attracting nothing but bad luck and trouble but still managed to keep her heart. After her dad and brother were murdered, it was like she, too, had died. The Kayla she had been before, a little damaged and hot headed but still endearing, had been killed. Instead, in its place, was this wild, thoughtless, insensitive person that dove head first into danger, toying with death.

She had no purpose, no sense of right or wrong and certainly no morals. She let the pain and grief eat her whole, ruining months of her life.

She didn't feel worthy of living, of being in a world that her family wasn't, so she turned to drink and drugs and boys to dampen her pain but it was never permanent. It only lasted as long as the hit did and then the pain slammed into her again, ten times worse than before, and so the cycle began. More alcohol, more drugs and less time being a functioning human being.

She had lost so much time it was humiliating.

Days of her life riding a drug binge high before crashing for hours at a time.

Getting involved with Aiden, the worst kind of person to hang with, didn't help. They encouraged each other down the path of self destruction. The violence they shared in their time together was brutal, and sometimes she wondered how she got out of that relationship alive.

So why, knowing all that, did she almost ruin her second chance?

Did she really hate herself that much?

She sighed, pursing her lips as she swung her feet back and forth out of the jeep, waiting for Stiles. She didn't want to be this person... this negative, self destructive version of herself. She wanted to be better, do better, be the kind of person that was worthy of a second chance.

But, deep down, the guilt was still there.

Survivors guilt.

One of the last remaining Hales.

So much pressure.

So much expectation.

She needed to handle it better. She wanted to have a good life. She wanted her soul to find peace. In order to do that, she needed to be stronger.

She needed to try harder.

No more excuses.

'Just own your fucking pain Kayla' she thought to herself, 'own it and get your shit together'.

She glanced down at herself, still clearly - at the very least - tipsy, and sighed in disappointment.

 

She couldn't afford to fall at any more hurdles.

She had to do better.

A movement from Scott's house caught her attention as she glanced up, prying herself away from her destructive thoughts and trying to shake off the negative energy that was accumulating around her and squinted through the bleariness to see Scott - or who she assumed was Scott - leap from a second story window, landing gracefully on the ground without so much as a falter.

She swallowed, watching nervously as he threw his head back, a startling roar escaping his throat and she recognised that type of roar.

Scott was angry. Vengeful. Something had happened to make him furious.

She carefully stepped down from the jeep, keeping her jelly legs in check as she took a few steps forward, hesitantly at first, unsure of Scott's motives but he wasn't paying attention to her, hyper focused on something completely different.

"Scott?" she called out, "Scott, it's okay, let us help..."

He roared again and she instinctively covered her ears with her hands, the sound penetrating right through to her very bones as he suddenly took off on all fours, leaping past her without another look and disappeared through his neighbours across the streets back yards.

Huh... okay, that was different.

A new werewolf normally displayed so much bloodlust, so much unpredictability and were usually never able to control themselves around humans. He should have seen her, caught her scent and wanted to rip her throat out but instead she doubted he even saw her.

Something had taken his interest... something more than the bloodlust.

... interesting. Very interesting indeed.

She didn't have time to ponder that thought as Stiles suddenly came skidding out the front door and down the path, his lanky limbs swirling around like helicopter blades as he stopped in front of her, huffing and puffing.

"Uh, do you need an inhaler?"

He ignored her, pointing in the general direction Scott went, "he... he... he took off"

"I know, I saw"

Again, he ignored her, wiping the sweat from his brow, "he thinks Derek has Allison"

"Derek doesn't have Allison" she mumbled, almost offended by that suggestion, "why would he have Allison?"

Stiles was panting, gasping back breath as he placed his hands on his knees, "he thinks... that Derek... is the Alpha"

Kayla raised her hand, flicking Stiles on the forehead, "and you didn't think to correct him?"

"I was too busy getting the door slammed in my face" he retorted, "and how do you know Derek isn't involved in this?"

She rolled her eyes, "because I know. He's my cousin"

"Exactly" Stiles stated, "which means you could be in on it too"

She couldn't help but scoff at the boy in front of her, coming up with endless possibilities, his imagination clearly running wild.

"Me?" she laughed, "yeah right. That's too much effort"

He narrowed his eyes at her, "well I'm going to check, regardless. I'll swing by Allison's house and make sure Derek did just drop her off and didn't rip her head off"

"You're wasting your time" she shrugged, "he doesn't have her. He probably has something of hers to lure Scott with" it all finally making sense, that's why Scott ran off so determined, he was wanting to protect Allison.

"Yeah, like her head" Stiles exclaimed, "and I'm still going to check. Nothing you say can convince me otherwise"

She rolled her eyes but didn't argue, her morphine well past worn off and the alcohol burning through her system which meant the pain was coming back in waves, bordering on unbearable but, like always, she grit her teeth and pushed past it - like nothing was happening.

She climbed into the jeep before he decided he didn't trust her and took off without her, slamming the door shut a little harder than necessary so he turned to quirk a brow at her.

"What?" She asked.

"Don't hurt Roscoe"

"I can't hurt inanimate objects Stiles"

"Shhhh" he hissed, covering the sides of the steering wheel with his hands, "she'll hear you"

"She?" she chuckled, "you definitely haven't been laid yet, have you?"

He clenched his jaw, his lips forming a tight line and he bit back whatever insult was dying to escape his mouth as he flushed an adorable pink.

"Wha- that is none of your business"

Another bubble of laughter escaped her lips as she flailed a hand out towards the road, kind of enjoying winding him up.

"I thought you were driving to Allison's?"

"I am" he declared, starting up the engine, "and she better be there"

"Of course she's going to be there. I told you already"

He grumbled out a sound of indignation, starting up the engine and letting it splutter to life, taking off down the road like a bat out of hell. She went to place her feet on the dash so she could sit back and relax but Stiles shot her a dirty look at she did so and she just held her hands up.

"Okay, sorry. Jeez-" she muttered, putting her two feet firmly back on the floor of the jeep, "-someone's touchy"

"My best friend just turned into a furry four legged creature who may or may not want me dead, of course I'm touchy"

She smirked, "it's kind of cool though, right?"

He looked like he wanted to argue but as soon as his mouth opened in his haste to bicker with her, he soon snapped it shut and shrugged.

"Admit it" she encouraged with a laugh, "you find all of this awesome"

"Well, obviously. Who wouldn't?"

"Sane people" she declared, unable to keep the laugh to herself. Stiles, by all intents and purposes, was trying to act frosty towards her, unsure if he was trusting of her or not, but their playful banter was wearing him down and he soon cracked a small smile.

"See?" she cheekily poked his side, "I'm not that bad. You can laugh with me y'know"

He pulled up outside Allison's, "hold that thought"

He sprinted to the front door, banging on it impatiently, dancing about like his ass was on fire until a stern looking woman with short red hair opened the door and, without thinking, she ducked a little bit, pressing her back further into the seat.

Probably Allison's mom. An Argent. The last thing she wanted was for her to recognise her and set her sights on burning her alive.

They exchanged a few words and then both looked into the house, watching as Allison came down the stairs to speak with Stiles, her mom leaving them to it. They spoke for a brief moment before Allison glanced past Stiles and noticed her in the jeep, frowning between the two of them. Kayla rolled down the window, giving Allison a small wave.

"Yeah, I'm just... taking her home" Stiles lied, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly, "she's drunk"

"I'm drunk" she clarified, making a pretend drinking motion with her hands.

"Yeah, that's maybe for the best. Thanks Stiles" Allison said, "and thanks for checking in but I'm fine. Like I said, Scott's friend gave me a lift. Total life saver, I didn't want to have to phone my dad. That would have been mortifying"

"Yeah, totally, uh..." Stiles forced a laugh, "anyway, glad you're fine and uh... sorry about Scott" he started walking backwards, quickly trying to exit this situation, "he's just weird like that. I'm sure he'll talk to you on Monday" before quickly side stepping to the drivers side of the jeep and clambering in, trying not to be suspicious but being suspicious anyway as Allison watched them leave from the doorstop, a wondering frown etched between her brows.

"See?" Kayla smirked, "I told you she'd be fine"

Stiles breathed a sigh of relief, reversing out from Allison's driveway, one arm on the back of her seat as he shot her an apologetic look.

"Just had to make sure"

"I wouldn't let anything happen to her. She's my... friend. I suppose" she added, "huh. Friends"

Stiles snorted, "is that concept a little hard for you to grasp?"

She rolled her eyes, "I left all my friends in Louisiana. Didn't expect to replace them so soon, that's all"

He shot her a pitying look, "sad thing is, you've been here all of five minutes and you still have more friends than me"

"I can be your friend"

He swallowed thickly, beginning to get a little nervous as he cast her quick looks from the side, biting down on his bottom lip.

"You-You want to be friends? With me?"

"Well, someone has to keep you two idiots out of trouble" she laughed, "I can be your werewolf confidant"

Stiles pursed his lips in thought, "that would be handy"

"Exactly. See? I'm useful"

He snorted, "we just have to find Scott first. He could be anywhere"

"I wouldn't worry too much" she reassured, "Derek used Allison's scent to lure Scott out. He won't let him hurt anyone"

Stiles quirked a brow, "and you can be a thousand percent sure on that?"

"Yes" she answered confidently, "I know my cousin Stiles... you can trust him"

"Hmmm" he replied back, focusing on the road, "dude is still creepy though"

They drove around for another hour, driving up and down every single road Beacon Hills had, keeping an eye out for a half naked Scott but no joy. Stiles' jeep was soon nearly hitting the red for gas so he decided to pull in to a small rest stop on the side of old oaks road, trees on either side of them blocking out the light of the moon, and when he shut off the engine they were thrown into darkness.

"I'm sure he'll be fine" Kaula reassured, reaching out to touch his shoulder, "the sun will come up soon anyway"

"I hope so" Stiles muttered, "because this night has been... exhausting"

She snorted, "wow, thanks a lot Stiles" she muttered sarcastically, her tone dripping in playfulness, "and here I thought you liked hanging out with me"

Despite the darkness, she could practically sense his eye roll, "that's not what I mean"

"Oh. I know. I just like teasing you"

He chuckled, "you're hard work you know"

"Thank you"

"That wasn't strictly a compliment"

She shrugged, "was to me"

"So uh..." he started off saying, the outline of his figure beginning to get jittery again, finding confidence in the darkness when they didn't have to look at each other, "now I know about werewolves and stuff... maybe you can tell me why you moved here?"

She swallowed nervously, her hands beginning to wring together as she toyed with her cuticles.

"What uh... what do you want to know?"

"Why you came here" he replied, "was there a supernatural reason?"

"Um... not really. My mom didn't give me much of a choice"

Despite the dim light, she could see Stiles turning in his seat to look at her, concentrating solely on her words.

"Why not?"

"I was... causing trouble" she said delicately, "acting out"

"So she moved you across the country? Harsh" he commented, "what was wrong with grounding you?"

Kayla snorted, "I wasn't just setting off smoke bombs and staying out all night. I was uh... doing a lot of bad things. My uh... my dad and older brother were killed and I guess I didn't take it too well..."

"Oh... oh god, I'm so sorry" Stiles rushed to apologise, immediately feeling bad he ever brought it up, "you don't have to tell me anything-"

"It's okay" she reassured, kind of happy to get it off her chest, no one else in Beacon Hills knowing her secrets, "um... yeah, I lost them just over a year ago. November 17th to be precise" She could Stiles' foot tapping nervously on the jeep floor, his entire aura seeping nerves as he fidgeted in his seat, unsure what to do or say.

"I'm... I'm sorry. Uh... what happened?"

"Hunters" she said simply, "werewolf hunters"

"What?" Stiles screeched loudly, "there's werewolf hunters?"

"Yeah, that's the not so cool part about being a werewolf" she chuckled though it was without humour, void of any real emotion, "and still to this day I don't know why it happened. My family we... we lived by our code. My dad never hurt a fly and Dylan uh... there was one person he hurt, but that was accidental. They stayed clean. They didn't out themselves. Yet it still happened" she mused, "they were taken away from me and I... I lost it"

"Understandable" Stiles said, "it's a massive trauma"

"Yeah..." she settled on saying, "I guess. I don't know... I just... became this completely different person. Fell in with the wrong crowd, endless parties, lots of alcohol, drugs, you name it... I just lost myself. Just like I lost them"

"And... and that's why your mom moved you here?"

Kayla snorted, "I guess. My dad has investments here so she took them over instead of selling them on. As soon as I got back on the straight and narrow she sold our house and moved us here. I didn't really have much of a choice. I don't exactly have much family left"

Even through the dim darkness she could just make out his eyes widening in realisation, his jaw slack.

"The fire... was that... I mean, was that because they were werewolves?"

"Just because they were werewolves it didn't mean they deserved burning to death" she snapped, not meaning to but the grief was creeping back up again, swallowing her whole, "and it wasn't all werewolves in there. There were humans too. It was cold blooded murder"

"O-Of course, I-I didn't mean... I wasn't insinuating, um... sorry" he apologised, dipping his head in shame.

A heavy sigh escaped her lips, immediately cooling down from her burst of anger.

"No, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. It's just... touchy subject" she settled on saying, "my family were very well respected, and feared" she added, "so whoever did it had a lot of balls"

"Do you have any idea who?"

"...We have theories" she settled on saying after a long pause, "but that's all they are. Theories"

"And... and why are you human?" he exclaimed, "I mean, if your family are werewolves, surely you should be one too?"

"I wonder that too" she mused, "but sometimes, occasionally, the werewolf gene just doesn't take. No one knows why"

"Bizarre" Stiles muttered, his brain clearly going into overdrive.

"Glad you think so" she snorted. She couldn't see him, but she could imagine his face turning a very light shade of pink in embarrassment.

"Sorry. I'm just... taking this all in"

"Understandable. I did just turn your world upside down in the space of a few hours"

"I know, how rude" he joked back, his demeanour, although still nervous was more relaxed than before, eager to learn more.

"Terrible" she agreed, her lips quirking in amusement.

"Um... so uh, you're here to stay then?"

"I guess so..."

"Good" he murmured shyly, tapping his fingers along the steering wheel, "that's... good"

"Oh?" she quipped, "and why is that?"

She heard him gulp, stiffening in his seat, "oh, uh... because um... y'know... uh... w-werewolf help... and uh, and stuff"

She bit her lip, holding back a laugh at his terrible excuses, "well, the two of you will need all the help you can get, trust me"

They fell into comfortable silence, enjoying the peacefulness and after a short while, although the pain was still there, it was ebbing away slowly which meant it wasn't too long until the sun came up. Half hour, maybe an hour at most. She pressed her head against the window, closing her eyes momentarily and shifting her weight to get more comfortable, tucking her legs under her.

"You should get some rest" Stiles advised, "you've been drinking and drinking always makes people sleepy"

"Yeah... yeah I might just grab a few minutes" she muttered just as she yawned, letting her head loll against the cool window. In fact, she was so tired and already slipping into sleep that she didn't feel Stiles jostle about to remove his grey suit jacket and place it over her gently, keeping her exposed body warm from the chill night air.

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She awoke to something shuddering and immediately sat up straight, un-kinking her body from the awkward, half sitting-half laying position she was curled into and looked around in a frenzy, her wild curled hair sticking to her face.

"Whoa, it's okay" Stiles rushed to say, "it's just my stupid jeep"

She spat out a mouthful of her hair, the grey suit jacket that had been tucked around her shoulders falling to the floor as she blinked away the sleep, watching trees pass her by quickly. Oh... Stiles was driving.

"Shit" she cursed, "how long was I out?"

"Just a couple hours" he replied, one hand on the wheel and the other resting by his side, "I didn't want to wake you. Had a feeling you might try and strangle me"

He actually wasn't wrong. She did hate getting woken up. She snorted, raising a hand to wipe the side of her mouth.

"Oh yeah, and you were totally drooling"

She shot him a glare, "I was not"

"Was too"

"Stop looking at me in my sleep you werido" she joked, stretching out her body a little as she repressed a yawn, "still no Scott?"

"Not yet, but I'm hoping if I keep just driving up and down this road then-oh" he cut himself off in surprise, "nevermind. He's there"

Kayla glanced out the windscreen, seeing a topless Scott limping along the road, his arm held against his torso as if he were in pain.

"Oh goody, he's alive"

Stiles looked at her in alarm, "you didn't expect him to be...?"

She shrugged, "shit happens" undoing her seatbelt and clambering over the front seats so she was on the back as Stiles slowed down, ready to pick Scott up.

"Oh, and uh..." she popped her head forward, so close to Stiles' he nearly head butted her as he turned his head to the side, "what we talked about earlier... y'know... all that stuff... I would really appreciate it if you could keep it to yourself. Just for now"

"Um... yeah, yeah of course" Stiles gulped, the jeep stopping completely as Scott opened the door to climb in, "pinky promise"

Scott looked exhausted, resting back against the seat to glance at Stiles before realising she was in the backseat too and shot her a surprised look.

"Uh..."

"We were looking for you. All night" Stiles exclaimed, "you owe me a tank of gas by the way"

Scott turned around to look at her fully, his brows knitting together, "Derek says that I should trust you. That you can help me"

She shrugged, "I can certainly try"

"But you're not a werewolf...?"

She rolled her eyes, "nope, not a werewolf. But I know a lot about them"

He was still suspicious, that much was obvious, but Stiles reached over and cupped his shoulder reassuringly.

"It's okay man, I vetted her, she's cool"

Scott simply sighed, resting against the jeep door as he huddled to stay warm, looking like a god damn kicked puppy.

"You know what the worst thing about all of this is?"

"If you say Allison, I'm going to kick your ass"

Kayla snorted, "of course he's going to say Allison"

"She's going to hate me" Scott moaned, "I just left her at that party-"

"She won't hate you" Kayla said, "I'll put in a good word for you"

"Oh, uh... thanks" Scott mumbled, "I really don't want her to hate me-"

"Just come up with a really great apology and you'll be golden" Stiles advised with a smirk, "or, y'know, you could just tell her the truth and revel in the awesomeness of the fact that you're a frigging werewolf"

"Uh-" she butted in, her head between the two of them, "-don't do that. That's terrible advice"

"I agree" Scott mumbled, "I want a second chance, not to scare her off"

Stiles just rolled his eyes, "kill joys, the pair of you"

She pushed herself back in the seat, pulling her legs up again and letting herself relax as the two best friends bickered back and forth and she was almost asleep again until her phone pinged and she manoeuvred it from her pocket, wondering who would be texting this early, to see her mom's name flashing up at her. Oh great... busted.

She groaned, "Stiles... you need to take me home"

"Why?" he asked, his eyes flitting to meet hers in the rear view mirror, "I thought we could all have a sit down and you could talk to Scott about-"

"Mom found out I sneaked out to go to the party. She's pissed. Maybe another time though?"

Stiles simply nodded, focusing back on the road as she repocketed her phone without even opening the message.

She hated Beacon Hills, she really did.

It was a place of pain and suffering and not much else.

But maybe, just maybe, she thought to herself as she looked between the two boys... maybe she could find a purpose here. A reason for trying.

Maybe this was where she was meant to be.

Chapter 7: Try and not die

Notes:

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When she walked in the front door, shoes in hand, make up smudged under her eyes and hair fluffed into extreme curls she was immediately faced with her mothers wrath.

Standing there, arms folded across her chest, her black pant suit and slicked back hair making her chiselled face appear much more sharper and extreme was not a pleasant sight. She was clearly not happy, her eyes blazing with fury.

"Uh... hi" Kayla shut the door behind her, dropping her shoes by the rack, "guessing you haven't made breakfast today then?"

Her mom's lips thinned into a hard line, clearly channeling all her restraint to not hurl words of abuse at her.

"What did I say about going to that party?"

"Not to go"

"And what did you do?"

"Went to the party. Clearly" waving a hand down to her attire, "but not for reasons that you think"

"Oh really?" her mom scoffed in disbelief, "so that isn't alcohol you reek of?"

She sniffed the collar of her denim playsuit, "I don't smell that bad"

"You smell like a brewery"

Kayla scoffed, "don't be so dramatic"

"This is meant to be our fresh start" her mom began her rant, her heeled shoes beginning to tap the floor in frustration, "and not even a week here and you go off the rails - again"

"I'm not off the rails" Kayla groaned, "look, I was there to keep an eye on Scott. A new werewolf" she explained, "we were just making sure no one got hurt"

"And drinking too. God knows what else" her mom said sternly, "do I need to drive you to the pharmacy to get plan B?"

"Mom"

"What?" she shouted in response, her tone sharp and authoritative, like a drill sergeant, "I can't imagine this was a Christian gathering"

Kayla rolled her eyes, "nothing like a little slut shaming from your mother, huh? And no, of course I don't need plan B. I meant what I said. A better me"

Her mom quirked a perfect plucked and arched brow, "you're not exactly making a good start to that, are you?"

"Evidently not" she grumbled, "anyway, believe what you want. I was just trying to help a new friend"

"You're grounded for the weekend" her mom said, not taking on board anything she was saying, "and don't even think about leaving when I'm at work. I got the outside security cameras working so I'll know"

"Sure, fine, whatever" she grumbled, brushing past her mom, "I'm going to bed"

"And I expect this house to be cleaned, top to bottom, by the time I get back"

She was up the first step of the stairs as she turned around in exasperation, "what? We just moved in. What is there to clean?"

"No arguments" her mom said, slinging her bag over her shoulder, "trust is earned Kayla"

She watched her mom leave with bitter eyes, resisting getting in the last word as she watched the door close and lock behind her.

Great. She was in the bad books - again. No wonder she struggled so much getting, and staying, on the straight and narrow when she didn't really have any people in her corner. In her mom's eyes, she could do no right. Never could. Like she expected Kayla to get lost completely.

She sighed, stomping up the stairs and made her way to her bedroom and, without even pulling back the covers, fell face first onto her mattress and closed her eyes, for the first time in months sleep coming easy.

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Upon waking, later than what she had anticipated, she groaned to herself at the sight of her alarm clock's hands pointing to the time of 2.41pm.

Great, she had slept in.

She went straight for a shower, stripping herself of the tight, alcohol soaked clothes and scrubbed herself free from her make up and sweaty skin, letting the hot water gently burn her skin.

She had a pounding headache, clearly from a little too much alcohol, so popped a couple of ibruprofen from her secret stash that she had to conceal from her mother and got changed into some grey sweats and a black vest top, leaving her long tangled hair to dry naturally down her back.

She made her way from top to bottom, putting in a pretty half arsed attempt at cleaning and tidying the large, semi empty house they now called home. Hoovering the carpets, brushing the concrete floors, cleaning the window ledges, dusting the shelves and scrubbing the kitchen, even putting on a couple loads of laundry too.

Just as she was washing up the few dishes in the sink did her mom come home, placing her bag on the breakfast bar and coughing gently to grab her attention.

She turned around, quirking a brow, "hi"

"Hi" her mom repeated, casting a curious gaze around the kitchen, "thank you for cleaning up. I didn't think you would do it"

Kayla almost winced at the backhanded compliment. "I can look after a house, I'm not completely inept"

"I didn't say you were"

Kayla chose not to reply, placing the last mug on the draining rack and rinsing the bubbles from the basin, patting her hands dry on the towel.

"I'm... sorry for earlier" her mom said gingerly, enticing Kayla to turn around, "I was a little harsh, but I expect you not to lie to me anymore Kayla. If it's going to work here then you need to do better than before, am I clear?"

She swallowed, "I'm trying. Maybe you need to give me a little leeway too"

Her mom pursed her lips, "oh really?"

"Or... or at least trust me a little" Kayla added, "I want to be better and I think I can be. I can help people here, like Scott. His world has just been turned upside down and I can help him through that. But I can't have you here always expecting the worst of me. It's a shit feeling"

Her mom nodded, "I understand, but your behaviour-"

"Yes, I know my behaviour sucked" Kayla exclaimed, "it did, it really did, and I'm sorry for that but I was lost okay? I was fucking devastated. But I got control over it and I sorted my shit out. Please just... just believe in me, for once just be in my corner"

Her mom stood still, taking that all in but somehow still remaining stoic and, Kayla sometimes wondered, if that woman even had a heart at all.

"We all go through stuff Kayla and we choose how we react. You can't blame your grief on everything"

"I'm not, okay? I'm really not. I just-"

"I lost my husband, my son... do you not think that kills me inside? But I keep going. I remain true to myself. You let your emotions get the best of you and you put yourself into very dangerous situations"

She blinked back the tears, regretting ever saying a thing. Her mom, lacking empathy, thinking very much in black and white.

"Right. Forget I said anything" Kayla mumbled, "just... forget it"

She ignored her mom's requests to stay down for dinner, saying she had frozen a chicken casserole earlier for them and made her way up the stairs and into her bedroom, shutting the door behind her.

She didn't want sympathy, she didn't want anyone to make up excuses for her behaviour, she just wanted a mom. A mom who didn't always think the worst of her.

Her stomach ached with hunger but she was not giving in and going downstairs, choosing instead to munch on a candy bar she had found at the bottom of her bag, sitting in bed and opening up her laptop.

She logged into Facebook, immediately being greeted by multiple notifications and even more new friend requests, people from Beacon high obviously having tracked her down and snooping for some juicy gossip. She didn't care, accepting them all without thought but a very familiar and unusual name made her stop, a small smile tugging at her lips.

'Stiles Stilinski''

She hit confirm, trolling through her notifications - most of which was Lydia - adding her to groups and tagging her in upcoming events when she heard a ding, alerting her to a new message.

She opened it up, seeing Stiles' name above a message of 'hey, took you long enough. I was beginning to get offended. You good?'

She appreciated his concern, one of the only people that had really shown any.

'I was enjoying a little something called sleep' she typed back, 'and all good. Just bored. Grounded'

'Wow, your mom's harsh huh?'

She snorted - oh, if only he knew.

'Pretty sure she's possessed' she replied with a smirk before quickly typing out another message, 'how are you handling things?'

'Now that my best friend is a furry mythological beast? Great' was his reply and she could pretty much sense his sarcasm through the screen.

'You're kind of excited about this, don't lie'

He replied with a shrugging emoji then 'would I be a bad person if I said yes?'

She laughed to herself, finding his behaviour oddly entertaining.

'Trust me, you'll get bored of it real quick'

'Doubtful' he shot back, the three little dots coming and going as he debated on what to say next, probably typing out something and then deleting it two seconds later.

'Spit it out Stiles' she typed back, followed by grinning emoji, 'what do you want to say?'

It took him a couple of minutes but he finally replied with, 'Brian is a douche, don't go out with him'

'I wasn't intending to. Surprisingly enough, I got plenty douchery vibes from him last night'

'Oh good. That's good' his reply was quick, quicker than what she thought possible before being followed up by, 'I couldn't be friends with you if you did'

'Oh really?' she typed, using a playful winking emoji.

'Just kidding. I'd always want to be your friend. I don't have many as it is. I can't be picky'

She laughed to herself, completely amused by him.

'Guess you're stuck with me. Anyway sorry, gotta go. Have homework. See you at school Monday?'

'Right on' was his response, followed by a thumbs up emoji and a smiley face and she smirked to herself as she clicked out of Facebook and opened up a word document, beginning to type out her English essay.

She was determined to turn over a new leaf, even if people like her mom still had their doubts. She just had to prove them wrong.

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The first thing she was greeted with when she slipped from her car was Lydia Martin's smirking face.

The petite redhead had her hip cocked to one side, a red handbag slung over her outstretched arm as she pointed at her.

"Well?" Lydia asked, "you can't just disappear from my party and not give me the juicy details"

"Huh?" Kayla asked, adjusting her denim shorts and unhinging her bra that was digging into her left boob, "what juicy details?"

Lydia's laugh was light and airy, "why, you and Brian of course. So, what happened?"

"Nothing" Kayla said, shaking her head.

"Yeah right" Lydia scoffed, teetering along next to her in her ridiculously high heels as they walked towards the school, "last I heard, you were making out with him next to the pool"

"He's a dick"

"But does he have a nice dick?"

"Can't comment on something I never saw" Kayla replied, "we started hooking up and then I spewed. Then I left. No sex"

Lydia pouted, "that's a shame"

"Meh, not really. He looks like a one and done kind of guy. Or at the very least expects oral but doesn't give it"

Lydia's smile was wide and untamed as she sent her an almost flitasious look, "you know what you want, I admire that"

"No point beating around the bush"

"My thoughts exactly"

They entered the school, many eyes falling to them because - duh - the infamous Lydia Martin and Kayla just chuckled to herself, carrying on walking to her locker.

"We should hang out after school" Lydia suggested, "Allison too. I need to go shopping"

"Shopping for what?" she asked, punching in her locker combination and grabbing a couple books for her first class.

"Clothes of course" Lydia said, "and because I'm nice I'll even treat you both to a new wardrobe"

"My wardrobe is fine"

Lydia pursed her lips at her outfit of choice, "no, it's really not"

"What's wrong with shorts?" Kayla asked, a little offended and completely dumbfounded, "they're practical, cute, and when I bend down I don't flash everyone my thong"

"Exactly my point" Lydia smirked, "be daring. Be Marilyn Monroe and let the wind work in your favour"

"Why would I want that?"

"You have cute cheeks, show them off"

Lydia and her seemed like polar opposites just now but there was something about this petite redhead that Kayla actually liked.

"I can't think of anything more boring than clothes shopping. Count me out"

Lydia gasped, "no friend of mine says such a thing. Take it back"

Kayla smirked, "no"

"Take it back or I'll get you to go on a date with Brian"

She narrowed her eyes, "you can't do that"

"Wanna bet?"

Actually no, Kayla thought, she did not want to bet. For someone so tiny, Lydia sure did have a lot of power and ways about her.

She sighed, "fine, I'll go shopping with you"

Lydia clapped her hands together, "yay. We'll have a blast. I'll pick you up at four"

"Can't wait" Kayla said with faux enthusiasm, shaking her hand in the air, "should I bring a shotgun? Y'know, to shoot myself in the head with?"

Lydia rolled her eyes, "drama queen"

"Says you"

"But I do it so much better" her new found friend grinned, backing away slowly, "remember, four on the dot. Don't be late"

"Wouldn't dream of it" Lydia disappeared down the corridor in a flurry of hair and hips and she watched her go, unable to stop the smile from tugging at her lips.

That girl was hard work, but kind of entertaining. Maybe she would make real friends here after all.

She made sure her locker was shut before turning around, about to make her way to her first class but she saw Stiles dragging Scott up the corridor towards her, his arm waving about enthusiastically, trying to grab her attention despite already having it.

She found herself constantly amused by their enthusiasm and naivety, something she wished she hadn't lost a long time ago. Their freshness and hopefulness was nice to see, her involvement in the supernatural world only ever ending in pain.

"Hey guys" she greeted with a small tired smile, "how's things?"

"Fantastic" Stiles beamed, clearly the enthusiastic part of this intrinsic duo, "tell Scott what else he can do now he's a frigging werew-"

Scott nudged him at the exact same Kayla slapped a hand over his open mouth, immediately shutting him up. He mumbled what she assumed was an apology against her palm, his tongue intentionally licking her hand as he did so.

She pulled it back sharply, letting out a small giggle, "oh, that's tickely"

"Sorry" he mumbled in response, splotches of red decorating his cheeks as he reached up to awkwardly scratch the back of his neck, "uh... subtlety isn't exactly my strong point"

"I've gathered" she replied with a chuckle at the exact same time Scott said, "no, it isn't"

"Don't you two gang up on me" Stiles stated, "I'm the brains of the operation here"

"Oh really?" she laughed, crossing her arms, "and what exactly do you know about the supernatural world?"

"Uh... that my best friend is a werewolf"

"Uh huh... and?"

He gulped loudly, "his... his eyes glow"

"Very good. Gold star. What else?"

Scott chuckled as Stikes shot him a glare and elbowed him in the side, "he's gonna PMS on us once a month. Can't wait for that" his voice dripping in sarcasm.

"Yup, you're just a fountain of knowledge aren't you?"

He sent her a playful glare, "I'm new to this too"

"I can tell" she smirked, "and just to put your minds at rest, no, you can't be killed by silver so don't worry about using your mums letter opener" she joked, knowing that their only source of information would likely be Google and that, in itself, was incredibly misleading and above all - wrong.

"Garlic?" Scott squeaked, "because I really like garlic. Mom makes the best naan bread-"

"That's vampires" she interrupted, finding him absolutely adorable, "garlic isn't going to do anything to you except give you heartburn"

"Th-There's vampires?" Stiles wondered with a surprised look and slack jaw, "vampires are real?"

"I don't know, how would I know?"

"But you just said-"

"I was referring to the myth" she chuckled, "calm your tits"

"Okay so, and uh... what other neat tricks can he do?" Stiles whispered, his face back to one of delight and intrigue, "read minds? Turn invisible?"

"No" she laughed, finding Stiles' complete investment in his best friends change absolutely hilarious, "he's a werewolf, not a magician. He's faster, stronger, slicker. No more asthma either huh?"

Scott placed a hand against his chest, "haven't used it since that night"

"Yup, say goodbye to chronic long term health conditions and hello to cheaper health insurance" she grinned, "Seems great huh?"

Scott's face lit up, "mom won't have to do as much overtime then"

"Just uh... keep everything on the downlow. I'm sure Derek explained why?"

Scott's expression dropped, "hunters?"

"Yeah. There's people out there that despise anything that's different. Most werewolves aren't bad people, but there's a few that taint the rest of them. And fear in the unknown, and probably a bit of jealousy too, is what fuels the hunters anger. So they hunt them down, torture them and then kill them"

Stiles and Scott's face was a picture - contorted like they had been hit by a cement truck.

"But I'm sure you'll be fine" she continued, waving her hand, "just stay 'hush hush' around Allison"

Scott frowned, "Allison? Why Allison?"

"Oh... did Derek not say?"

"Say what?"

She winced, "her family are hunters. I thought you knew"

Scott's eyes went comically wide, the books he was carrying by his side falling to the floor.

"Her family are what?"

"Oh dude" Stiles grimaced, "that's rough"

"If it helps any I don't think she knows anything" she continued, "her family appear to be keeping her clueless - at least for the time being"

"Oh god... oh god" Scott winced, "this isn't happening... this definitely isn't happening..."

Stiles reached into Scott's backpack, pulling out his inhaler and passing it to him.

"Uh... that won't do anything"

Scott ignored her, shaking it a few times and gasping back a couple of breaths from the blue inhaler, waiting for it to work but still panicking.

"I told you it wouldn't do anything"

"... Oh god" Scott continued, running his hands through his hair, "she's going to kill me"

"She won't kill you" Kayla chuckled, "and if she tries, you'll heal. Unless she does it with wolfsbane of course"

Scott blanched, "I... I can't believe this is happening"

"Yeah, sorry buddy"

Kayla playfully slapped his upper arm, "you don't have the best of luck huh?"

"Dude, it'll be fine. There's plenty more fish in the sea. And by fish I mean girls" Stiles stated, "you're a big bad werewolf now, you got options"

"Girls who don't like getting being likened to things with scales" Kayla said, rolling her eyes at Stiles, "but Allison is nice. Really nice. I can't imagine her wanting to hurt anyone. Trust me, I wouldn't be friends with her if I thought any different"

"Righttttt" Stiles drawled out, snapping his fingers in her face, "because you're from a werewolf family and all"

"Glad you can put two and two together" Kayla smirked, "and, well, because of the fire"

Both boys immediately turned to look at her, their eyebrows near enough reaching their hairline in surprise and a little bit of confusion.

"My family were a target" she deadpanned, "there's rumours it was the Argents but there was never any proof and they feverently denied it. God knows what to think"

Scott groaned, "oh my god, I'm going to get burnt alive"

"You're not going to get burnt alive" Stiles reassured, grabbing his friends shoulders and keeping him upright, "it'll all be great, I promise"

"Like I said, just avoid the wolfsbane and you're highly unlikely to die. Unless you get decapitated" she smiled, "no one can survive that"

"Not helping" Stiles groaned.

"I wasn't trying to"

Stiles' eye twitched in annoyance but before he could bite back with a snappy retort the bell overhead rang, alerting them to the start of their next class.

"Perfect timing" she grinned, "have fun boys. Remember - don't die"

"Don't die" Stiles mimicked to her retreating back, "how about you don't die?"

She flicked her hair over her shoulder, shooting him a wide smile, "wasn't planning on it cowboy"

Stiles flushed, spluttering out a few letters of the alphabet before shrugging, "cowboys are cool. I'll take that as a compliment"

She snorted to herself, continuing to strut down the corridor to her first class, the ghost of a smile still etched on her face the entire way there.

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"It was Allison's father that shot me"

She jumped at the sudden voice next to her ear, turning around to see Scott standing next to her, rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet with nerves, dressed in full lacrosse kit, ready to hit the field and practice.

"Excuse me?"

Scott swallowed in fear, "the other night, after the party. It wasn't just any hunter it was Allison's dad"

She let out a long whistle, "I stand by what I said. Your luck really does suck"

Scott groaned, "what am I supposed to do?"

"Uh... I'm not really the best person to give advice here" Kayla said, watching as all the players begun filling the field as they stood by the sidelines, "keeping people alive isn't really my forte - my family can attest to that"

Scott shot her a confused look, "but you said you would help me"

"And I will. I'll help - didn't say anything about keeping you breathing"

Scott's brown eyes filled with fear, "oh my god-"

"Relax" she encouraged, cursing her blunt ways, "just uh, take a deep breath, focus, and you'll be grand. Forget about Allison just now. Just try and not rip someone's head off when you're out there"

"I will... try" Scott sighed, "should I even be playing?"

"Probably not, but something tells me you aren't going to sit this one out. Practice for the big game on Saturday right?"

"Right" Scott sighed, "I hate my life"

"Ditto" Kayla grinned, "join the club"

She patted him reassuringly on the shoulder, trying to keep his spirits high but knowing she was probably failing and failing miserably.

"Go get 'em tiger. Or wolfie. But not too hard" she added quickly, "people are breakable"

She watched him disappear into the crowd and moved to sit next to Stiles on the wooden bench, who still seemed a little surprised that she chose to be seen with him in public, before shyly grinning at her.

"You not playing?"

"I don't really play" he mumbled, chewing on the fingertip of one of his gloves, "I sit and observe and die a little on the inside"

She smirked, bumping her shoulder against his, "you never know. If Scott goes crazy and kills half his teammates you might get a shot then"

Her smile showed she was joking which he seemed dazzled by, biting his bottom lip as he glanced down at her mouth, staring at it for several seconds until she gently punched his arm.

"What? Do I have food in my teeth?"

"Wha-no, n-no, no food" he mumbled, dropping his stare, "I was just-uh, never mind"

"Weirdo"

"That's me" he smirked, "oh uh, I think Lydia's calling you"

She sighed, turning her head to the side to see Allison and Lydia on the bleachers, the former standing up and waving at her, calling out her name several times in a row.

"I guess I'm being summoned" she grumbled, but her tone was playful as she just stuck her thumbs back up to Lydia, letting her know she got the message, "I should, uh-"

"Y-Yeah, of course. Obviously" Stiles replied, somehow getting even more awkward, "I don't know anyone alive that can say no to Lydia"

She stood up off the bench, dusting off the back of her denim shorts and gave Stiles a gentle smile.

"I um... I also wanted to apologise for the other night. At the party" she clarified, watching Stiles tense up with nerves as he remembered what had happened, "I was a wreck. I tend to get like that with alcohol involved. I guess I was just being bitter about moving here and wanted to blow off steam and uh... you actually saved me from making a pretty bad decision" referring to dickhead Brian, "so, yeah... I'm sorry you saw me like that"

Stiles' smile was faint as he basked in the warmth that gave him, proud that he had left that much of an impact.

"Oh, it's fine. Totally okay" Stiles coughed, "I've dealt with worse"

"Worse than a half naked girl spewing in the toilet?"

Stiles' blush deepened, "uh, well... when you put it like that..."

She laughed, totally at ease with this strange boy that she found quirky and endearing and rolled her eyes.

"Don't worry, you don't have to pretend you didn't jerk off to the image of me half naked" she joked playfully, snickering as he wheezed, "I am pretty hot"

"Wh-what-why-wh-oh my god"

She winked, "catch ya later Stilinski" turning around and bouncing towards Lydia, leaving the buzzcut boy a sweaty, breathless, bag of nerves.

A/N) yay, another chapter. Sorry it took so long, had lots of work and essays and life lol hope you all enjoyed and please please review see you all soon :)

Chapter 8: More enemies than friends

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( thanks for the continued support and please keep reviewing :)

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"God dammit" she cursed under her breath as she watched Scott ram so forcefully into Jackson he ended up on the cold grass, the brutal sound of bones crunching making everyone wince.

The unpredictability of Scott right now was terrifying. One wrong move and he could wipe out his entire team in broad daylight and the last thing they needed was exposure.

Lydia let out a small scream and rushed to Jackson, Allison following a little slower as everyone surrounded Jackson in worry but that wasn't what Kayla was focused on - it was Scott, hunched over in pain, breathing heavily and most worrisome of all, his eyes glowing a bright amber.

She made her way over to him but before she could reach them, Stiles had already helped him to his feet and was half carrying-half dragging Scott back to the school, away from prying eyes.

She was just about to follow them when Allison reached out and grabbed her arm, one hand flying up to cover her mouth in shock.

"Oh my god... Scott did that"

Kayla glanced down at the small hand that was gripping her forearm, seeming completely taken aback by what she was seeing.

"I'm sure it was an accident" Kayla reassured halfheartedly knowing, in fact, it most likely wasn't an accident. Some part of Scott had probably wanted to do that for years. And honestly - she really couldn't blame him.

"Where did he go?"

Kayla pretended not to know, glancing around stupidly before shrugging.

"He's probably feeling bad" she lied, "wanted to get away from everyone looking at him"

"Yeah... I suppose"

With all the commotion, she managed to slip away unnoticed as Lydia and coach helped Jackson off the field and to the hospital so she went to the one place she suspected the two boys were at - the locker room.

By the time she rounded the corner, she saw Scott push Stiles away harshly and almost jumped in to seperate the two but Scott relaxed, his eyes fading to their normal deep brown.

"W-What happened?"

"You tried to kill me"

"Yeah, and almost succeeded" she said, giving both boys a fright as they never noticed her standing by the doorway, "those claws can do a lot of damage you know"

Scott looked a little guilty, glancing down at his now human hands and wincing, "I-I didn't mean to"

"I should hope not" Stiles interjected, "I like my throat intact thank you very much"

"You need to learn how to control your anger" she suggested, walking up to them with a serious expression on her face, trying to get it into Scott's head that he now had a level of responsibility that he didn't have before, "if you don't, you will kill someone"

"So basically his anger gets his pulse rising" Stiles said, "it triggers the change?"

"Yeah, if you don't know how to pull yourself back" she shrugged, "and you seem to be getting yourself into a lot of pulse rising situations lately"

"It's lacrosse" Scott said sheepishly, "it's a pretty violent game if you hadn't noticed"

"Well, it's gonna be a lot more violent if you end up killing someone on the field. You can't play Saturday. You're gonna have to get out of the game"

"I have to agree with Stiles" Kayla winced, "if you can't control it then going out on that field will be a death sentence for a lot of people. I doubt you could live with that"

"But... but I'm first line"

Kayla and Stiles shared a look, both feeling a little guilty for dashing his dreams - even if it was for the best.

"What if I learn to control it by then?" Scott asked, "what if I'm not a danger to anyone?"

"Learn to control the change in a matter of days?" Kayla asked incredulously, "a bitten werewolf? That's nearly impossible"

"So it's not completely impossible?" Scott asked, clearly grabbing at straws, "it could be done?"

Both boys looked at her, waiting for an answer that she really didn't have. Being a werewolf, especially a new werewolf, was unpredictable. Even the most emotionally capable werewolves had their off days.

"Uh... theoretically yeah, but you need to have amazing emotional intelligence, and drive. What makes it worth it?"

Scott shrugged, "playing Lacrosse. Uh, and Allison"

"I guess I could speak to Derek" she suggested, "maybe he could tutor you, so to speak"

"Derek?" Stiles laughed, "the creep factor is high with that one"

"Do you know any other werewolves?" she quirked a brow in exasperation, the ghost of a smirk playing on her lips.

"... Do fictional characters count?"

She rolled her eyes playfully before turning back to Scott, "I'll speak to Derek. I'm sure he could teach you a few things"

"Can't you teach me?" Scott asked, "you're, well, nicer"

"Me? Nice?" she laughed, "I've not been described as that before"

"Well, nicer than Derek" Stiles said, "by a long shot"

"That's because you haven't gotten on my bad side - yet"

Stiles gulped, "y-y-yet?"

She smirked, "exactly"

"I need to play on Saturday" Scott continued, "I have to"

"I know some things, sure, but I don't know enough to get you to control the shift in a few days. I'm not a miracle worker" she said bluntly, "or a therapist. The best I could do would be Derek and I'll try and get him to play nice, although after that tumble with the hunters the other night, he's not best pleased with you"

Scott winced, "I didn't get caught"

"No" she smirked, "but you did almost get your arm taken off, and trust me, that's getting off easy. Next time it'll be your head"

"Oh god..."

"Deal?"

She held out her hand, waiting for Scott to shake it which he did rather reluctantly, still looking panicked out of his head.

"Deal"

"Good" she grinned, "but in the meantime, I would suggest some simple breathing techniques. Anything to try and keep your pulse under a hundred and twenty. Start there"

"Thank you"

She nodded her head, beginning to excuse herself from the rather messy and odour filled locker room rich with the smell of dried B.O but Stiles beginning to say something made her turn around.

"Derek has given us no reason to trust him" he said, "for all we know, he killed that girl"

A wave of sadness hit her square in the chest, the reminder of losing Laura knocking her completely off guard, especially coming from Stiles' mouth.

"He didn't" she said coldly, her tone giving no room to argue. "What do you know about it?"

Stiles seemed a little dumbfounded by her sudden icy demeanour, sharing a nervous look with Scott before lifting a hand to scratch the back of his neck, flushing a deep red.

"She was cut in half. Seems pretty werewolfish to me"

The warmth that she had towards these two boys was beginning to evaporate by the second, annoyance that they dare even suggest Derek did this. Derek who, unbeknownst to them, was grieving the loss of his older sister.

She stepped closer to Stiles, her expression blank but brimming with pinched anger to which Stiles subconsciously stepped back, keeping a couple of feet distance between them.

"You know nothing" she hissed, "nothing about Derek and nothing about that girl. So keep your wrong thoughts to yourself"

Her protectiveness over Derek and Laura came out full force, like some kind of mama bear, hating their innocence getting questioned - yet again.

Stiles gulped nervously, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he looked sideways to Scott for backup but the floppy haired boy was just as dumbfounded by her sudden shift, rooted to the spot.

"Uh... um... o-okay-"

"I mean it" she said harshly, "because if you can't trust Derek then why the hell bother trusting me?" and with that she stalked off, not giving them another second of her anger before she took things too far which is how things normally ended when she got mad.

She heard Stiles fumbling about after her but kept her back turned, gritting her teeth as to not lose her temper, determined to keep it on check.

"Hey Kayla, wait-Kayla, wait, hold up-"

He was somehow brave enough to gently grab hold of her elbow and, partly admiring the balls it probably took him to do that, she slowed to a stop, turning to cock a brow at him.

"Uh... heh... look, I'm sorry, I know he's your cousin but-"

"But what?"

He swallowed thickly, worried about riling her up.

"But he's given us no reason to trust him. He's secretive, he's overly aggressive and he's down right creepy. How do we know he didn't kill her?"

She shrugged, "think what you want, I don't care, but don't expect me to play nice with you both and help out when you openly accuse my cousin, one of my only remaining family members, of murder" she said bluntly, "sorry, but no chance"

"So you... won't help us?"

She scoffed, "can you hear yourself right now? Why would I put you two idiots above my cousin, huh?"

"Uh..." he chuckled nervously, "because you... like us?"

She folded her arms across her chest, "you're testing that"

"Oi, Hale" she heard to her right and twisted her head to the side to see Brian lopping towards her, kitted out in his lacrosse gear and she sighed to herself, already thinking of ways in which she could escape.

"Yes?" she replied in an abrupt tone, conveying to him just how little patience she had with his bullshit.

"Long day?" Brian smirked before noticing Stiles there and grinned, "must be if you're talking to Stilinski"

"What do you want?" she retaliated with an eyeroll, not in the mood for his games.

"Just wondering when we're getting our second date. You kind of left me hanging"

She scoffed, "second? We didn't even have a first"

"Oh so, getting to second base in Lydia Martin's bathroom doesn't count huh?"

She was about to shoot him down but before she could she heard Stiles scoff, showing his annoyance at Brian's interference in their original conversation.

"Something to say Stilinski?!"

"Nothing your ego would like" Stiles striked back, his sharp toungue making her smile to herself a little.

Brian's jaw clenched a little, clearly annoyed at Stiles' words but he held back whatever hurtful remark he was no doubt wanting to say, his eyes finding their way back to hers, completely cutting Stiles out of the conversation.

"So?" Brian grinned, "what do you say?"

"No" she replied bluntly, not bothering beating around the bush much to Stiles' amusement as he sniggered but she shot him a glare, still annoyed about earlier and he soon shut up, "now if you'll excuse me, I have much more interesting places to be"

She went to step around him but he side stepped back in front of her, a charming smile plastered across his face.

"What's the point in playing hard to get Hale? Let's just save ourselves some time and admit you want to see what else I have to offer"

She scoffed at his remark, tilting her chin up defiantly.

"Oh please, the only thing you could offer me is a plate of disappointment with a side of chlamydia" she stated with an eyeroll, using his surprise at her jab to brush past him, "now leave me alone"

She left the two boys gaping after her, one enamoured by her sharp wit and the other's ego deflating by the second but fuelled by the challenge. The chase. Knowing the prize would be worth it.

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She thought - or rather, hoped - that after Jackson's injury on the field just a few hours prior, that Lydia would have forgotten about the 'shopping spree' she had planned with her and Allison.

No such luck.

Lydia tracked her down to her car before she could escape, demanding to know why she was leaving when they 'had plans'. Kayla pointed out that, well, Jackson was injured and she just assumed Lydia would want to spend time with her in which Lydia responded with a scoff and a delicate wave of the hand that Jackson was "fine" and nothing would come between her and shopping.

Kayla had groaned at that, wishing Jackson got injured just a little bit harder but didn't put up much of a fight as Lydia dragged her to her own car, a Volkswagen Beetle, that Allison already sitting in the back.

"See you've been kidnapped too" she greeted Allison, clambering into the front seat and trying not to bang her head off the low frame.

"I was promised donuts" Allison smiled, holding her bag on her lap as Lydia just pursed her lips at both of them.

"Well, I want donuts too" Kayla said, pointing an accusatory finger at Lydia as she started up the car, "with chocolate sprinkles"

"A moment on the lips, forever on the hips" Lydia sing songed as she pulled out from the parking lot.

"Worth it though"

"So what exactly are we shopping for?" Allison asked, "and I didn't think Beacon Hills would be big enough for a mall"

Lydia shrugged, "it's not exactly the 'mall of America' but it has a Macy's and Macy's have the best clothes"

"Didn't the other one close down?" Kayla mused, "I remember it had the best Chuck E Cheese"

"Chuck E Cheese?" Lydia snorted, "out of everywhere, you favour Chuck E Cheese?"

"I was here every summer until I was ten" Kayla shrugged, "the arcade there passed many, many hours of boredom"

Lydia 'ahhh'd' in realisation, "that's right. Sometimes I forget you're a Hale"

"How could you forget?" Kayla laughed, "I thought you did your research on us" turning around to share an amused look with Allison.

"Oh, I did" Lydia vowed, tapping her manicured and polished nails along the steering wheel, "but my research didn't include your favourite spot being Chuck E Cheese"

"Well, it's obviously not now" she laughed, "I prefer somewhere that serves something a bit stronger"

"That's my girl" Lydia grinned, "so, I've decided that you two need a new wardrobe if you're to be seen with me, hence, this little shopping spree"

"Oh, uh, I don't think my allowance will stretch that far" Allison laughed a little uncomfortably from the back seat, glancing out the windows as Lydia drove.

"That's why it's my treat silly" Lydia said as she pulled down her visor and pointed to the row of credit cards lodged into the holder, "I don't have an allowance"

"Is that a platinum American Express?" Kayla chuckled, reaching past Lydia to grab the silver card and turn it over in her hand, "there's no way your credit is that good"

Lydia shrugged with a smile on her face, "cards don't lie"

Kayla snorted, "apparently not" but whilst Lydia was smiling proudly, Kayla reached into her own bag and pulled her own platinum express card.

"Huh" Lydia murmured, a surprised but appreciative look on her face, "I knew there was a reason I liked you"

She laughed in response, handing Lydia back her card, "ah yes, because silver is totally my colour"

"With your skin tone, nearly everything goes" Lydia smirked, "let me gues... Mexican descent right?"

"Yeah" Kayla said in surprise, not expecting Lydia to catch on, "my mom's grandparents were from Mexico. That's about all I know about them. How did you-"

"Know?" Lydia asked, "I just know these things"

Kayla shared a raised eyebrow look with Allison in the rear view mirror.

"Creepy" Kayla remarked, "anyways, I don't think I need a new wardrobe"

"And that is exactly why you do" Lydia chirped, "you aren't in Louisiana anymore hun. It's time you adapt to our ways"

She glanced down at her - what she assumed - was a normal outfit and then looked sideways at Lydia.

"Louisiana is still in America, you know that right? It's not like I'm dancing around in clogs or wearing tartan"

"Might as well be" Lydia grumbled, "and you Allison, I had such high hopes for you but it's beginning to dwindle" she offered to Allison who tried to resist smiling, "you both need my help - and fast"

It was incredibly pointless to argue with Lydia, they both knew that, so just went along with it and Kayla was kind of glad to be somewhere that wasn't her house right now. Spending too much time with her mom always ended in disaster.

They parked and took the escalater up to the top floor where Lydia headed straight to Macy's.

"Why do I feel like she's going to kit us out in flowery dresses and six inch heels?"

Allison laughed, keeping close to Kayla as they followed a few steps behind Lydia.

"And chunky belts"

Allison laughed, "and don't forget the accessories"

"Gun, mouth, now"

Lydia handed each of them a basket but not before wiping the handles down with alcohol wipes.

"What?" Lydia defended herself, "you never know who has touched these"

Kayla decided to stick with Allison, walking close to the brunette as they skimmed the clothes whilst Lydia had the time of her life, picking out clothes, holding it up to their bodies and then deciding if it was worthy of being placed in the basket or back on the rail.

"You know, you should come around for dinner one night" Allison offered, "my parents have been bugging me to meet my friends"

"Oh, the uh... the infamous parents" Kayla said with a dry chuckle, "they want to meet us?"

"Sure" Allison said innocently, her hand dragging along the vibrant clothes hanging on the rails, "they um, like to know who I'm hanging out with"

'Ironic' Kayla thought to herself, 'if only they knew'.

"Will they run a background check on me?" Kayla joked, but knew as soon as the Argents found out she was a Hale, all hell would break loose.

"Potentially" Allison laughed playfully, "would they find anything interesting?"

"Probably a lot of speeding tickets and a couple of warrants"

Allison lost her smile, sending Kayla a surprised look.

"It's all good though" Kayla dismissed, "it got wiped from my record"

Allison chuckled, like she thought Kayla was just playing some kind of trick on her but when Kayla just stood there with a blank expression on her face did she finally believe her.

"Wait, really?"

"Why would I lie?" Kayla asked cluelessly, not really understanding why Allison was struggling with her statement.

"Uh... heh..."

"Don't worry, I'm not felon" Kayla reassured her, "I just had a bad year"

"... Right..."

"So, what do you think?" Lydia interrupted, holding up two outfits, one a leather skirt with a ruffled top and the other a caramel coloured check pinafore dress with a plain white top to go under it.

"Lovely" Kayla said blandly and Lydia just screwed her face up in return.

"This one for you-" handing the skirt and top to Allison, "-and for you" giving Kayla the pinafore dress and white top, "wear it to the game on Saturday" "

Do I have to?"

"Yes" Lydia said in response to Kayla's whine, "no arguments. This is what you're wearing, end of"

She shared a knowing look with Allison, both knowing they would not win against Lydia, no matter how hard they tried.

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Over the next two days she managed to avoid Scott and Stiles but did keep an eye on them from a distance, just in case Scott's anger got a little out of control, but since that incident in the locker room there was nothing.

Yet early on Saturday morning she didn't expect to get woken up by an SOS call from Derek, saying he was about to be arrested because of "those two idiots"

Even without names she knew exactly who he was talking about.

Scott and Stiles.

It was ridiculously early, like sun just coming up early and she could barely see let alone think straight in her haste to tumble out of bed, grabbing an oversized hoody to throw over her white vest top and bed shorts as she raced to her car and skidded from the driveway.

She was furious. She told them - she warned them - to leave her cousin alone, that he had nothing to do with any murder but they just couldn't leave well enough alone could they? They just had to interfere, and for what? For a stupid game? Children.

She assumed that they had just found the other half of Laura's body. That Scott had sniffed it out. They probably went snooping at Derek's house - at their family house - and came across the grave.

She had told Derek a couple of days ago that burying Laura there wasn't a smart move, that it was basically inviting a pair of cuffs on him if anyone found her but he was adamant. Said it had to be here, where they grew up. That she deserved to be buried somewhere meaningful.

Guess he wished he took her advice now.

She sped up the dirt track leading to the burnt down ruins to see a couple of police cars and, lo and behold, a familiar baby blue jeep.

Keep your anger in check, keep your anger in check, keep your anger in check she chanted to herself, slamming to a stop just several feet away from the jeep, skidding across the leaf covered ground grabbing Scott's attention who was leaning against the jeep and Stiles who was nervously hovering near the police car which she assumed had Derek locked up inside.

Both boys suddenly looked incredibly guilty, sharing a nervous look with each other as she glared at them, climbing out from her car and slamming the door hard enough to make the windows shake.

"You better not have done what I think you've done" she said harshly, stomping up to them and then realising there was two police officers inside a taped off area, taking samples from the unearthed ground.

"Kayla uh-" Scott said hesitantly, "-hi, w-what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing here?" she asked incredulously, "on my family's land?" she added, "I think the better question is what the hell are you doing here"

Scott was lost for words, looking helplessly at Stiles as his friend came over, equally terrified and voiceless.

"Well?" she demanded, "don't go mute now. You clearly had a lot to say to the police"

"Right. That. Uh-" Stiles chuckled uncomfortably, bouncing from the balls of his feet to the tips of his toes as he glanced around nervously, "-we uh, well we found-"

"I know what you found" she snapped, not impressed with their faux innocence, "and the first thing you do is call the cops huh? Ever think there was maybe a good reason for it?"

Stiles opened his mouth, no doubt about to defend himself but then noticed her attire - or rather, lack of - and flared up a bright red.

"What?" she barked in response to his sudden quietness, dropping her arms to her side and quirking a brow, "if you have something to say then just say it"

"Oh, um... uh... it's just... you uh... you're..." he stumbled, suddenly clenching his fist and biting down hard on it as he groaned under his breath.

"Well?"

He dropped his hand which now had very visible teeth indents in the delicate skin, hyper focusing on anything but her neck downwards.

"It's just uh... you... you're sort of... not... exactly... dressed..."

She frowned at that unusual statement, glancing down at her bare legs in her bed shorts and her very thin vest top with the hoody thrown carelessly over her shoulders.

"I'm dressed" she said, "just very minimally. That's what happens when you get a phone call saying your cousin is getting arrested at dawn"

"Right. Um... well... that's just... good. Great. I mean, aren't you cold?" he chuckled, but was clearly uncomfortable.

"A little, judging by how hard my nipples are" she said nonchantedly, ignoring how both boys suddenly began coughing, "why do you care?"

"N-No reason" Stiles stuttered, "uh... Um..."

"Derek didn't kill that girl" she said, changing the subject, "just because he buried her it didn't mean he killed her"

"Well who was she?" Scott asked, stepping up to her, "she was a werewolf right?"

Kayla sighed, "yeah, she was. A werewolf he didn't kill" she emphasised, "and now you've gone and got him arrested. This is not gonna end well for you. Either of you"

Scott shared a worried look with Stiles before facing Kayla once more.

"We did the right thing" Scott said, "we believe he killed her and now the police do too"

"Not for long" she stated, "and you're fast making more enemies than friends right now and, trust me, you need all the friends you can get" she added, "so until you come to your god damn senses count me out"

She went to turn away but Stiles leapt forward in front of her, stopping her from getting into her car.

"Wait-wait-wait, we could really use your help" he said, his eyes darting up and down, really trying to focus on anything but her lack of clothes like that night of Lydia's party but failing miserably.

"Well you should've thought about that before you got my cousin arrested for murder" she said bluntly, "now are you going to move, or are you going to keep staring at my nipples?"

His jaw slackened, a rush of blood darkening his neck and cheeks and whilst he was too stunned to speak she pushed him out the way and climbed into her car, pushing the button to wind her window down.

"And FYI-" she added, "-when you both come to your senses, maybe then I'll help. Until then, you're on your own"

A/N) yay another chapter, taking a little longer but that's just because this is all new content :) be regularly updating again real soon. So please please review and let me know what you think :) see you soon xxx

Chapter 9: Scars

Notes:

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Apparently, this lacrosse game was a big deal.

She didn't really know why, team sports weren't really her thing, but for the entirety of Saturday that was all that was all over her facebook page, including multiple texts from people requesting her presence.

Honestly, it was the last thing on her mind right now, especially considering Derek was still in jail but she threw on the outfit Lydia picked out for her, the camel coloured checked pinafore dress with the white rounded long sleeve top and matched it with a pair of brown ankle boots, throwing on a black leather jacket to protect from the chilly night air and left her house.

Luckily her mom wasn't about as she was pulling extra hours at work so she didn't get the third degree when she left earlier than planned to head down to the station, hoping that maybe she would get a chance to speak with Derek before the game.

She pulled up and parked outside the small station, following a couple of deputies in through the front door and stepped up to the front desk where a female officer was typing on a computer, glancing up when Kayla tapped her fingers impatiently along the worktop.

"Can I help you?"

"Yeah, I'm here to see Derek Hale" she said, ignoring the woman's surprised expression, "can I do that?"

"Oh, uh… I don't think so" the woman replied, "he's being questioned"

"Well, can I post his bail. Do you take amex?"

The woman was clearly baffled, the crease deepening between her brows as she watched Kayla pull the silver card from her purse and try to hand it to her.

"He doesn't have a bail set. Like I said, he's just being questioned" she reiterated, pushing the card away with her finger, "are you family?"

"Yeah" she sighed in annoyance, carelessly shoving the card back in her purse, "I'm his cousin"

"Oh"

Kayla had heard that enough times since returning to Beacon Hills. The surprise and shock of learning of yet another Hale, one that hadn't been brutally encased in fire, was enough to make people not only untrusting but a little unsure too.

Humans, despite not knowing about the supernatural world, were inclined to feel a little wary around a Hale. No human could pinpoint why, but that feeling never really did go away. Not properly.

"The sheriff might want to talk to you" the woman said, "stay here. I'll be right back"

Kayla rolled her eyes to herself, leaning back against the front desk as she watched some deputies come and go.

She wanted to try and be better, to make a difference and help others and she thought she was doing that. She thought that by actually starting to make an effort here and help out with the supernatural stuff she could make up for some of the shit she had done. She began to make friends only for two of those people to turn around and get her cousin arrested for murder.

To say she was pissed would be a severe understatement.

"Miss Hale?"

She turned at the weathered voice, seeing a man standing there in the sheriffs uniform, his face pinched with lines and creases no doubt from years of working in law enforcement, hair peppered with strands of grey. Despite this he seemed kind, his eyes soft but inquisitive.

"Yeah, uh, sheriff..."

"Sheriff Stilinski" he confirmed, reaching out a hand for her to shake which she did so a little hesitantly, latching onto his last name, "can we have a word?"

"Sure" she nodded, following him through the door and into the bullpen, "Stilinski. Your son is Stiles"

The older man groaned, "yes, he's my son" as if admitting that was making him age even more, "you know him?"

"Unfortunately" she mumbled under her breath, stepping into his office as he shut the door behind them, "he uh... makes a lasting impression"

The sheriff scrubbed a hand down his tired face, no doubt used to getting told that and a lot worse when it came to his hyperactive, troublemaker son and waved a hand out towards the seat next to his desk.

She sat down opposite him, trying to keep the annoyed expression off her face as he shuffled about a couple of folders.

"Derek didn't do this" she declared, "I know it looks like it but he didn't"

"No one's accusing him of anything, we're just asking a couple questions" the sheriff reassured, "but it doesn't look good, you understand that don't you? Having half a dead body buried on your property is... condemning... to say the least"

"If Derek did kill someone, he'd know better than to bury her in his backyard" she replied very matter of factly, "there's much better ways to dispose of a body"

The sheriff quirked a brow at her, taken a back by her lack of tact and questionable social skills, seeing many similarities between this young girl and the man he had in lock up.

"And how would you dispose of a dead body?"

She smirked, "acid. Or a pig farm. But obviously I'd pull out the teeth first. Can't have those pesky dental records ruining the fun"

"... Right"

"You asked"

"Wish I didnt" he mumbled under his breath, opening another folder and pulling out a photo and sliding it across the desk to her.

"Do you recognise this girl?" he asked, tapping the photo a couple of times to draw her attention down to it, "we're running photo recognition and dental records but it's taking longer than anticipated"

She glanced down nervously, trying to not let any emotion waver her expression as she saw a picture of Laura's face, dead but peaceful, clean and dignified to what she was expecting.

She had two options here.Either she lie to the sheriff's face about Laura, pretend she didn't know her which she knew would come back to bite her in the ass because - eventually - he would find out about their familial ties and she would probably end up being a suspect next.

Or... she tell the truth. She explain who she is and why Derek couldn't have done what they suspected him of.

She knew it had to be the latter.She sighed, tearing her eyes away from Laura's still face and met the sheriff's curious soft stare, using the pad of her finger to push the picture back.

"Her name is Laura" she said, "Laura Hale. My cousin and... and Derek's sister"

Sheriff Stilinski allowed a moment to let his alarm at that simple sentence morph his features into surprise, his forehead creasing with confusion and something close to astonishment.

"This girl is Laura Hale?"

"Yeah" she mumbled, "so why on earth would Derek murder his own sister? You've got no proof, no witnesses, just half a body buried on Hale property"

The sheriff frowned, "you don't look too taken aback by this discovery?"

"I'm a Hale" she said matter of factly, trying not to act too cold and distant, "in case you weren't aware, we tend to get murdered an awful lot. At this point, it's to be expected"

"You didn't know about her murder?"

"Do I need a lawyer?" she retaliated coolly, "because this is beginning to border on suspicious questioning and I'm a minor"

The sheriff sighed heavily, "of course not. I uh... I'm sorry for your loss"

"Yeah... me too"

The sheriff looked away awkwardly, taking back the photograph of her dead cousin and placing it back inside a file which he stored away in one of his drawers.

"I'll speak to Derek again but uh... I think we can let him go for the moment. Give me some time to process his paperwork and then you can take him home. No bail money needed" he added with a small smile, standing up and stretching an arm out, indicating for her to do the same.

She accepted his offer, softening a little at his calm and sympathetic nature. He was different, this sheriff. Most other police officers she had come across in her days could be brutal, overpowered and a little dickish but not this one.

Not Sheriff Stilinski.

She stood up, meeting his tired stare and felt a little sympathy for this man. This man who, she knew, was way out of his depth. Anything supernatural that happened here he was automatically at a disadvantage to.

She wondered if, and when, Stiles would open his dad's eyes to all the things that go bump in the night.

"I'll wait in the car" she said, "can you tell Derek I'm there?"

"Sure thing"

He walked her out to the front door, guiding her with one arm as he opened the door for her but before she could walk out, he gently tapped her shoulder, drawing her attention back to him.

"Yeah sheriff?"

"My son... Stiles..."

She inhaled a sharp breath at the sound of that name, resisting the urge to clench up from the frustration she felt at the human boy that, somehow, got under her skin and on her god damn nerves.

"... He's a pain in the ass, but he means well" the sheriff continued, "maybe you can find it in your heart to forgive him for this?"

That was a big ask, one she hadn't even considered yet, not until Derek was out of there and off their radar, her protective instinct for defending her family coming out full force.

"If he plays his cards right" she smirked, "then I'll consider it"

The sheriff smiled kindly, "you remind me of your aunt. Talia" he said, "I didn't know her well, but you have the same... energy. I hope you don't mind me saying"

"... Thank you" she whispered, "but uh... I'm not that special. I'll be by my car"

She left the sheriff standing by the door, watching her as she walked away and sat waiting in her car.

She wondered to what extent the sheriff knew her deceased aunt. Talia had been big into helping build the community, maybe that was how. Maybe they had attended the same town meetings. Maybe she worked with the police on unsolved cases, using her supernatural expertise to close cases as best she knew how. Kayla wasn't sure, but it was moments like this that Kayla fully appreciated just how much of a loss her aunt was.

Not just to their family, but the supernatural and human community alike.

The Monarch of fairness and balance.

She sighed to herself, relaxing back into her seat as she watched the entrance for Derek and sometime shy of thirty minutes later did he appear looking incredibly and utterly pissed off.

He spotted her sitting there, making a beeline towards her across the parking lot as she leaned over and opened the door for him as he jumped in, slamming the door shut forcefully.

"I'm going to kill them" Derek fumed, nearly vibrating with the intense rage he was feeling, "I'm going to rip their heads off"

"Maybe not the best idea" she smirked, "because then you might actually end up back in there-" nodding to the police station, "-and for a lot longer than a day"

Derek huffed out an annoyed breath, sulking in the seat as he glared out the windscreen.

"What the hell were they thinking?"

"That you're a tad creepy" Kayla shrugged, "maybe ease off that huh?"

"You're defending them?"

"Hey" she snapped, "I got you out of there, alright? And I'm pissed at them too"

Derek took a calming breath, noticing the sun already beginning to set.

"Scott's playing in the game tonight, isn't he?"

"Yup" she rolled her eyes, "teenage idiocy. I tried to persuade him otherwise but he's stubborn"

"It's too late now" Derek murmured, "keep an eye on him. I'll be there too"

"Alright" she agreed, starting up the engine, "I'm heading there now, you may as well catch a ride with-"

She turned to look at Derek but instead just came face to face with an empty seat, the passenger side door left wide open.

"-me" she finished her sentence, rolling her eyes at her cousins disappearing act and leaned across to peer out the open door, seeing no sight of him.

Gritting her teeth, she grabbed the door handle and shouted "you could've at least shut the door. Rude"


By the time she turned up to the game the night had closed in, the sky was black and the pitch was lit up with fluorescent lights. All the players were lining the field, the bleachers were full and the shouts of screams of excited fans were already getting on her frigging nerves.

Yeah, team sports were really not her thing at all.

Damn Scott and his little human friend for making her turn up here.

She blended into the last of the crowd trying to find a seat, looking around for the two culprits that she really wanted to scream at but before she could she heard an excited shriek of her name and looked to the left to see Lydia waving her hands at her, beckoning her forward.

She ignored her, only giving her new found friend a small incline of her head to show she heard her before glancing around again, trying to pinpoint Scott and Stiles from the crowd.

"Kayla" Lydia's yell was more prominent this time, demanding her attention, "we saved you a seat"

Right. Blend in.

She resisted an eye roll, pushing her way past the mass of strangers to climb the bleachers and perch next to Lydia who gave her a complimentary look, eyeing up her outfit.

"You listened to me"

"Didn't really have a choice, did I?"

Lydia grinned in response, "I'm so glad you're realising that now"

She bit back a smile, leaning around to say hi to Allison before catching sight of the man next to her in khaki slacks and a black pea coat with the collar sticking up.

She knew straight away, without any form of introduction, that this was an Argent.Call it a gut feeling, intuition, whatever... but just one look at the man made her feel sick.

Was he apart of the brutal murder of her family?

She knew they all denied it but she wasn't so sure.It was one of them... it had to be.

He caught her staring and looked up, smiling widely as he looked between her and Allison.

"Are you one of Allison's friends?"

He sounded kind, nice, charming even... but she knew it was all a facade. Once he learnt her name, he wouldn't be all that nice anymore.

"Yeah, this is Kayla" Allison raised her voice above the cheering, "Kayla this is my dad"

"Chris" he extended his hand towards her, reaching across Allison and Lydia, still smiling, "pleasure to finally meet you"

Could she keep it together sitting just a few feet away from one of the most notorious hunting families of the last few centuries? Could she smile and play nice despite knowing just how many werewolves he had slaughtered in cold blood?

She supposed it was a price she had to pay for hanging out with Allison.

Allison may be innocent to all this, but her family weren't. She knew that before she ever instigated a friendship with her and this, right now, was her price for that.

Without so much as breaking facade from the innocent teenage girl she had got used to playing around authority figures, she lifted her hand and placed it in his, not meaning to grip it so firmly and shake but, despite how good of an actress she was, she couldn't shake the bitterness that seized her body at the feel of his bare hand around hers.

Hands that, underneath the weathered wrinkles and rough skin, were stained red with the blood of many innocents.

"Firm grip" Chris observed, glancing down and seeing his skin turn slightly white, a flare of suspicion swelling in his pale blue irises.

"I weightlift"

"Oh"

He slowly let go of her hand, his eyes settling on her longer than she liked as he tried for a pleasant smile.

"What did you say your last name was?"

She shrugged nonchalantly, "I didn't", before turning towards the game just as the coach blew the whistle and the players all rushed onto the field.

His eyes were still fixated on her for several seconds after, but Allison soon grabbed his attention and he focused on his daughter who began explaining the rules of lacrosse to him.

"He's kinda hot right?" Lydia giggled, leaning across to whisper in her ear, "I mean, for a dad and all"

"Are you referring to Allison's dad as a DILF?"

Lydia pursed her lips knowingly, "bet he has experience"

"Yeah" Kayla mumbled under her breath, "in tying people up and cutting them in half"

"What was that?"

"Nothing" Kayla dismissed with a sickly sweet smile, "and no, I don't think he's hot. Well... that hot anyway"

"Poor taste. Poor, poor taste" Lydia tutted, "I'm disappointed"

"You're speaking about taste when you're dating Jackson? Really?" Kayla scoffed, biting back a laugh, "ironic"

Lydia allowed herself a moment of shock at Kayla's clap back before steeling her expression, her lips upturning into an amused smirk.

"I knew there was a reason I liked you" Lydia declared, obviously pleased with her shiny spine, "but, just FYI-" her smirk pulled wider in a grin, her beautiful green eyes dazzling with mischief, "-he's a beast in the bedroom"

"If you say so"

Kayla rolled her eyes playfully as Lydia focused on the game about to start and she resolved herself to sitting here, freezing her ass off for the next hour when she could be doing something way more exciting with her free time.

She felt the hairs on the back of her neck begin to stand on end, as if someone was watching her intensely. She frowned to herself, glancing along the pitch until finally she met Stiles' gaze from a hundred feet away.

At first she thought he was staring at Lydia because, duh, wasn't he head over heels in love with her? But as soon as their stares clashed he tried for an apologetic smile, holding out an imaginary olive branch.

She supposed he found out about Derek getting out of jail and wanted to make amends.

Hm. Little late for that, she thought. A betrayal of trust like that wasn't easy to get over. Especially when it came to Hales.m

She narrowed her eyes a little, watching from a distance as he gulped from fear, wisely choosing to pick his battle and drop the matter for now, lowering his gaze.

She knew she shouldn't be mad but she had really tried with them. She tried to give them advice, to be nice and helpful but they didn't listen. They turned on her cousin and in doing so, their stubbornness and eagerness for approval could result in death for any poor sucker on this field tonight.

She understood they were new to this but, by god, were they just a little infuriating.

She pushed those thoughts from her head, focusing on the game as it began and kept a close eye on Scott. He needed her complete and undivided attention in case anything happened.

Initially, it started off fine.

However as more minutes ticked by, Kayla realised the entire team weren't passing Scott the ball and it was beginning to piss him off - big time. She could tell just from his body language how agitated he was getting, even more so when Lydia made Allison help her with a sign in support of Jackson and didn't like the outcome if things kept going this way.

She excused herself from her friends, feeling Chris' suspicious gaze on her as she jumped down the bleachers and made her way towards the bench, slotting herself down next to Stiles who jumped at her sudden intrusion.

"Whoa. Uh... hey" he gasped, the glove he was biting dropped from his mouth as he stared at her in surprise, "so, um... about that thing this morning-"

"Which one?" she quirked a brow, "getting my cousin arrested for murder or staring at my nipples?"

His jaw dropped, completely taken aback by her blunt nature and stuttered over words that never came.

"Well? Which one is it?"

"Um... uh... well, now you mention it..." he grimaced, "both?"

She rolled her eyes, pointing to Scott out on the field.

"I really thought I got it through to the two of you how dangerous a new, untrained werewolf could be but maybe I wasn't being blunt enough. So here"

She lifted the bottom of her dress up over her hip, showing him the bare skin of her very upper thigh and hip covered by the thin lace band of her underwear, pointing to four delicate white scars that stood out against her bronzed skin.

"See these?" she said firmly, ignoring his gobsmacked expression as he eyed her bare skin in the most vulnerable of places, gulping loudly at the sight of her curves, "this was from my brother. A born werewolf" she emphasised, "even though he had genetics on his side, he still struggled on the full moon. I got lucky and scars heal. But not everyone is that lucky. It could've been my throat"

Stiles gulped, unable to tear his eyes away from her skin and the thin white lines torn along and across the curve of her hip, branching upwards before fading into her waist line and he almost reached out to touch them, wanting to trace his fingers along the raised skin but she made an indignant sound and pulled her dress back down, snapping him from his staring.

"Oh, uh... sorry, I just-"

"Scott could do that and a whole lot worse" she continued, pretending he didn't speak, "a stupid lacrosse game is not worth someone's life. Being a werewolf isn't always this amazing thing... it's dangerous and comes with a whole new level of responsibility. I thought I got that into your heads but clearly not"

"I'm... I'm really sorry" Stiles apologised quietly, completely disconnecting from the game of lacrosse going on in the background, "I... I just-"

"And now you've both made an enemy of Derek" she shrugged, "that wasn't smart. I know you don't trust him but he is on your side. And... at the very least..." she added, "I thought you both might've trusted me"

Stiles frowned, his eyes darting from side to side as he analysed her expression, remorse and guilt flooding his features.

"We didnt know that girl was Derek's sister" Stiles said, "why didn't you tell us?"

She shrugged, "trust goes both ways"

Stiles sighed, allowing his gaze to move back towards the field as Scott, yet again, didn't get passed the ball.

"If he keeps getting angry-"

"-then he could turn at any time" Kayla finished his sentence, "and guess what?" she asked, pointing to the bleachers where Lydia, Allison and Chris Argent were sitting, "Allison's dad is here. Y'know... the werewolf hunter"

"Oh shit"

"Yeah" she agreed blatantly, "oh shit indeed"

She chose to continue sitting next to Stiles in silence as they watched the game continue until Scott finally got the ball and dodged every player rushing towards him and managed to Score an impeccable goal.

Everyone screamed and leapt up, even Stiles, as the scoreboard changed to 'home: 4 away: 5', the entire school realising all was not lost.

"Oh great" she muttered to herself, standing up and shaking her head to herself. Was it good he controlled it thus far? Yes. But would this give him an even bigger ego trip and confidence? Most likely.

She left Stiles to his cheering, moving away from the bench and blending in to the sidelines as she continued to watch closely, but not knowing what she was going to do it if it went tits up.

It was down to the final 39 seconds... the whistle was blown as the final stretch of the game begun but she noticed something different about Scott. Something more animalistic in his behaviour as he stopped on the field, the prescious seconds beginning to tick down.

She panicked, glancing around desperately to see if Derek was close by in case the worst happened but he must've been hiding well as she caught no sight of him and felt truly alone.

If that Argent saw... Scott was dead. No doubt about it.

Luckily, Scott seemed to pull through at the final second as he pitched his stick forward and the ball went soaring through the air and straight into the net at such a speed no one had time to process it.

The buzzer sounded just after and everyone on the field erupted into screams and shouts of glee except her.

She didn't care who won, only that no one died.

She didn't even realise she was holding her breath until she went a little dizzy, finally exhaling all that pent up energy and anxiety as she glanced around trying to find Scott but no such luck.

Oh well. He made it through the game, she didn't care what or where he went afterwards to cool down.

"See?" Stiles appeared next to her, almost careening into the side of her body in his typical clumsy nature, "he did it"

"This time" she sighed, "congratulating him right now is like saying well done to a drunk driver for not crashing"

"Just trying to look on the positive side"

"Well don't" she said, "or actually, forget I said that. You never take my advice"

"Hey, wait wait wait" Stiles rushed out, hurrying to step in front of her before she could take off, "I'm sorry about before, I really am. We both are. We made a massive mistake and... and I'm sorry"

She folded her arms across her chest, trying to resist a smile.

"Is Stiles Stilinski actually apologising?"

He rolled his eyes but didn't hold back a smile, "yeah yeah, doesn't happen too often so lap it up"

"Damn, should've recorded it then"

He grinned at her, his eyes dancing with amusement as he assumed he was out of the clear now from her anger but soon became somber, the smile dropping from his face.

"I'm sorry about your cousin... Laura, was it?" he asked hesitantly, "do you know what happened?"

"We have some ideas" she said briefly, not wanting to dive into the details of losing yet another loved one, "and when we do... we'll deal with it our own way"

"And that way is..."

She smirked, "let's just say it doesn't involve law enforcement"

Stiles gulped, clearly a little on edge from her tone but still intrigued, for some reason not wanting to end the conversation there.

"You're kinda terrifying, has anyone ever told you that?"

"All the time"

"Yikes" Stiles laughed a little uncomfortably, "definitely not getting on your bad side again"

"Probably for the best"

He chuckled to himself, turning a little sheepish.

"So uh... friends?" he asked hesitantly, half shrugging as he quirked a brow at her.

"... Yeah... sure" she replied, "but uh... what I showed you. Y'know... the scars-"

He gulped, flushing slightly as he remembered her bare skin and tried to not fixate on that.

"-keep that between us. Please" she added, "it's not something I like to explain"

"Uh... s-sure. Sure thing" he promised, "t-totally forgotten about"

She snickered to herself, "I'm sure it's not. But hey-" she winked as she walked away, "-just another part of my body you've seen"

Yet again, for the millionth time, he was left speechless by her as she turned and walked away through the crowd, his eyes lingering on her until the crowd ate her up and she disappeared from sight.

She was prepared to head home, to settle in for the night and escape the celebrations of lacrosse but, before she could, she accidentally bumped into someone as she squeezed through the crowd.

"I'm sorry" Chris Argent apologised, reaching out to help stabilise her, "that was my fault. I forget how boisterous high school sports can get"

She immediately stiffened in his company, a surge of hatred flooding her veins at the sight of him and pulled away from his grasp.

"I'm sorry, I don't know where Allison is if that's who you're looking for" she said, her voice stern.

He frowned a little, inspecting her closely as she looked away from his blue stare, knowing if she continued staring she would want to break his nose.

"You never did tell me what your last name was" Chris mumbled, "I wonder if there's a reason for that"

She bit the inside of her cheek, resisting the urge to wipe that smug smirk off his face as she finally tilted her head up to meet his stare.

"I think you know already"

Chris' eyes gleamed, putting all the pieces together.

"Hale"

"That's the one" she sing songed, her hands coming together in a slow clap, "you're getting rusty"

"And you're getting sloppy" he retaliated, "a Hale in Beacon Hills never ends well"

"Is that a threat?"

"Depends"

"Oh right" she scoffed, "your little code. Well... you can save your bullets. I'm not a werewolf"

"Maybe not" he looked at her, "but you're still a Hale"

"And you're an Argent" she replied, "you killed my family"

He shook his head, "that wasn't us"

"Maybe not" she repeated his own words against him with a sarcastic tone, "but it doesn't change anything. Just like how you can't go against your code so, if you don't mind-" she nodded past him to the parking lot, "-I'll be leaving now. Both halves attached"

He chuckled to himself as she brushed past him, clearly having to use all his self restraint to not retaliate.

"I'd still watch your back" he warned as she walked away, "Hales don't have a very long lifespan"

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Chapter 10: Brian, thongs and perfect killings

Notes:

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form. So sorry for the delay in posting this chapter, I had a hectic schedule and forgot to post on ao3 and just did fanfiction and Wattpad lol my bad, but back now hope you like :)

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She had to admit, following the game on Saturday night and her run in with a Chris Argent, she was a little wary to do much on Sunday in case the supposed 'code' they were meant to follow was non existent.

She wouldn't be surprised. Anyone that could ruthlessly kill another, simply fuelled by their hatred for the supernatural, was someone without morals. For all she knew, they would set her house alight when her and her mom slept.

She spent the Sunday keeping a low profile, finishing unpacking and sorting her room and throwing a lick of paint on the bland walls, a gentle shade of sage green, reminding her of the soothing feel of the forest.

When waiting for the paint to dry she changed her bed, hung up some clothes and gave the place a quick tidy. It wasn't anything special, just a large space completely void of any attachment but she wanted it to look as close to her room back home as possible, trying to find a way to make this transition more bearable.

So come midday, she changed into some denim shorts and a deep blue halter neck vest and took herself down to the local Walmart and picked up some oak rustic shelving with matching drawers, computer desk and a bedside table, throwing in her cart a few cactai plants - the only thing she could keep alive - and some translauscnet white net curtains instead of the heavy, old fashioned ones her mom had picked out. On the way to the checkout she noticed a cute little deep green velvet ottoman and put that on top of her cart too, throwing in some fairy lights and an unusual glowing moon light, finding the irony hilarious as she popped that in the cart too.

She stuck the 800 total on her credit card, shoving everything in her car but unfortunately it didn't all fit because, as usual, she went a tad overboard so knew she would have to call someone.

Her mom? Definitely not. That would involve her asking for a favour which her mom would no doubt turn down.

Derek... well, she wasn't even sure if Derek still had a phone, let alone knew how to use one correctly. She should probably teach him.

She could try Allison, but after her talk with Chris yesterday, she was hesitant to involve Allison in anything in case it came back to bite her in the ass.

She texted Lydia but she was out with Jackson and, clearly, not much else was going to fit in that shitty Porsche.

She was still a little annoyed and Scott and Stiles, at their obtuse behaviour that landed Derek in jail and their inability to see the dangers in being a werewolf.

There was a couple others she could call, people she knew from Lydia's circle of followers, but honestly? She didn't really care for them.

So that just left... Brian.

She groaned to herself, hating that he - out of all people - was her last resort. Scott, and even Stiles, seemed like a more appealing option in that moment of time.

She sucked up her pride, clicking on his contact and letting the phone ring and, within a couple seconds, it clicked to life.

"Kayla" Brian greeted cheerfully, an air of cockiness about him, "for what do I owe the pleasure?"

She resisted rolling her eyes, wishing that instead she had called Stiles. At least Stiles, although sometimes annoying, was bearable.

"You know what? Forget it" she snorted, just about to hang up the phone but the rev of an engine just behind her and she jumped, turning around to see - to her shock - Brian's car pull up next to her - honking obnoxiously as a form of greeting, leaning across the seats and grinning at her through the open window, his eyes glinting with mischief as he winked at her over the rim of his sunglasses.

"What?!" she exclaimed, pulling the phone away from her ear and bending down to look at him in aggravated surprise, "how did you know I was here? Are you following me?"

He revved the engine once one before shutting it off, taking off his sunglasses and folding them shut along the rim of his tee.

"Tempting, but no" he chortled, effortlessly slipping from the front seat to grin at her as he stood, "Lydia called, said you needed help"

"That little bitch" she screeched, quickly shaking her head at him as he rounded the car to approach her, "nuh uh... don't think you can just swoop in out of no where and try and charm me. I don't need help"

"Isn't that why you called?"

She bit her tongue, holding back the spew of insults as he smirked at her.

"I changed my mind" she shrugged and she avoided looking at the outline of his firm, prominent muscles flexing in the tight white tee he was wearing, telling herself not to go there - he was a dick, and she had had enough of dicks to last a lifetime.

"Well I'm here now" he shrugged, glancing at the sight of her car full of flat packed furniture and the last remaining items spilling from the back seats, "and unless you want to waste gas doing two trips, I suggest you use me"

She quirked a brow at his flirty use of words, knowing he was just trying to get under her skin.

"Oh yeah?" she asked, playing along with whatever game he was amusing himself with, "in what way?"

"Any way you want angel"

"Oh" she smirked, tutting as she shook her head, "I'm no angel"

"That's what I was hoping for"

She shook her self, trying to clear her foggy brain that had been taken over by a rush of hormones affecting her normally good judgement. Nope. No. She was not going to get involved with him. He was selfish and cocky, arrogant and full of ego - the exact combination she had sworn off of. Boys like that were not worth it.

"Urgh... fine" she gave in, pointing a warning finger at him, "but that's it. You'll drop my shit off and leave. Not even your toes are getting past my front door, got it?"

Twenty minutes later, those words were kapoot.

He followed her home and parked behind her in the driveway, lifting the flat packed furniture from his car and, despite her half hearted objections, he insisted on helping her carry them up the stairs. At that, she had told him to fuck off. That she was perfectly capable of lifting some boxes up a flight of stairs but he had then said, "what's the point of throwing your back out for something as boring as that? That's my job"

She knew that, if she retaliated and kept up this back and forth bickering, it would end with them hooking up - again - because she had embarrassingly low standards when it came to boys and a severe inability to exhibit self control, her hormones completely out of control.

So she just sighed and let him inflate his ego even more by helping her take the stuff to her room, watching from the corner of her eye as he slyly looked around her space, clocking some fresh clothes folded on her bed and whistled in admiration as he picked up a black thong, spinning it around his finger.

"These are nice" he grinned, "kinda slutty though"

"Give me those" she reached forward, attempting to grab them from his grip but he just lifted his arm above his head, continuing to smirk at her.

"What if I want to keep them?"

"Why are you so unbelievably difficult?" she huffed, going on her tip toes to reach up but he towered over her, his hand completely out of reach.

"Why are you playing so hard to get?"

"I'm working on my standards" she retaliated, giving up trying to get her underwear back and rolled back to the balls of her feet, sending him an unamused glare.

"There's no fun in that" he purred, slyly pocketing her underwear in his jeans as he stepped forward, "and I can tell... you're a lot of fun"

"I am. Shame you're going to miss out"

"Oh come on, don't be like that" he drawled out, stepping into her personal space and tilting her head up, "you wanted me at the party... don't deny it"

"I'm a horny wreck" she declared, "not because of you, but because I'm a young woman who is confident and secure in her sexuality and knows what she wants. You ain't special"

He grinned, clearly happy he was succeeding at unravelling her.

"So let's get naked and have some fun" he suggested, "I promise, once I'm done with you, you'll be addicted"

"You don't take no for an answer, do you?"

"Not when the thrill of the chase leads to a prize this good" he replied, stepping back and stripping off his tee, kicking off his shoes and unbuttoning his jeans so they fell to the floor, leaning him standing there in a pair of tight Calvin Klein boxers that hugged his prominent bulge. She cocked a brow, giving him a steady once over and tried to subtly press her legs together, willing herself not to react but the pheromones went wild in her brain, all sense of reason and logic as well as morals disappearing into thin air.

Sex, to her, was completely natural. It was fun and normal and she never understood the embarrassment surrounding it. Maybe because her family had, in most ways, been sex positive (apart from her mom, she loved to shame her on it), or maybe because she lost her virginity young but it had never been a big deal to her. She had hooked up with lots of people, the drink and drugs fuelling that behaviour, but Aiden was the only one she had gone 'all the way with'.

She licked her lips, prying her eyes away from the bulge desperate to escape the confines of his boxers and raised her eyebrows at him in something close to wondering.

"What are you doing?"

"What does it look like?" he grinned, giving his hips a little wiggle, "showing you what you're missing, of course. So is your bed okay or do you want to spice it up a little and take it elsewhere?"

She burst into laughter, mockingly slapping his chest.

"I'm not having sex with you"

"Your pupils dilating say otherwise"

She tried to remain cool and calm, forcing herself not to look at his deliciously toned body as she folded her arms across her chest, like a barrier between her and a very bad decision.

She scoffed, "for all I know, you've stuffed a sock - or ten - down there"

He ran his tongue over his lips, not even bothering to hide his smirk as he shamelessly tugged down his boxers so they pooled around his ankles, showing off all his goods.

She tried not to look, she really did, but temptation got the better of her and she stared long and hard at his long erection, enticed as to what exactly he could offer her.

... To be fair, it had been a while. Like, seven or eight months. She was surprised she had that level of control for so long, especially because she had a taste of what sex had to offer but the trauma of her past relationship and all the shit that went with it had put her off.

He was a dick, and definitely not her type outside of a simple hook up, but if he could hit the spot and stop her feeling so sexually frenzied, maybe it could work...

She was annoyed at herself for debating it, for even bothering to weigh up the pros and cons in her head, but before she could either step forward and accept his offer or throw him out, the sudden rattle of her door knob turning and her door opening made them both look sideways to see her mom walk through, stopping short at the sight of the naked teenager in the middle of her room.

"Thanks for knocking" Kayla remarked sarcastically, "I see you're really working on your boundaries"

"Kayla Hale" her mom sternly exclaimed, "what the hell do you think you're doing?! Who is this?!"

"No one important" she remarked, "in fact, he was just leaving"

Brian was cupping his groin but, realising her mom was kind of hot, started to give her bedroom eyes too. Sleezeball.

"He has ten seconds to get out the front door or I'll call the cops" her mom stated, pointing out towards the hallway and Brian, clearly sensing the tension, wisely (for once in his life) pulled back up his boxers and jeans, trying to remain smiling with ego but it was faltering at her mom's seedy stare.

"Right. Guess I'm leaving..."

He slipped away from Kayla and past her mom, dipping his head at her glare and a few seconds later they heard the front door open and close and the loud engine of his car start up.

Her mom's harsh and unforgiving stare found her way to her, judgement as tumultuous as ever shining in her steely gaze.

"What?" Kayla asked defensively, "you should've knocked"

"Who was that?"

"Someone from school" she replied uninterestedly.

"And why was he in your bedroom, naked?"

"Because he wants to fuck me - obviously" she rolled her eyes, "wasn't that blatantly clear?"

Her mom, as exasperated as ever with her behaviour, simply shook her head and Kayla could pretty much see the flashing neon sign above her head reading 'I wish I had an abortion'.

"You exhaust me Kayla" her mom sighed, "two weeks here and you're already getting a reputation"

"Maybe" she agreed, not having the energy to bother arguing with her mother on 'principles', "what did you barge into my room for anyway? I have furniture to build"

Her mom looked around her room, only just clocking onto the multiple boxes of flat pack furniture and the new look of her freshly painted room, that coldness slightly ebbing from her gaze as she seemed to approve of the idea of Kayla finally settling in and accepting life here in Beacon Hills.

"Just to say I won't be home this evening, myself and some others from work have a business meeting. I trust I can leave you alone here without any funny business?"

"You can say sex mother, it wont kill you - sadly"

The harshness of her mom's face seemed to tighten, their fragile and already strained relationship reaching new heights the longer they stayed in Beacon Hills.

"Just... stay out of trouble" her mom sighed, "I'm not having a repeat of last year and I certainly don't want you hanging out with those sorts of boys. Look at all the trouble you got into with the last one"

She knew her mom wasn't just meaning the police involvement or the drink and drugs, the careless reminder only fuelling Kayla's bitterness.

"Okay mom... whatever you say"

The tension was thick and suffocating, the room suddenly seeming ten times smalller so her mom just bowed her head and left and Kayla let out a frustrated groan, kicking one of the boxes and letting out a curse as she stubbed her toe.

It was times like these she wished her dad was still here... he was the complete opposite to her mom. Fun, relaxed and had a way of connecting with her like no one else. Except he wasn't coming back, she had long since accepted that, but still a part of her - the awful, most selfish part of her - wished that the universe had left her with her dad, not her mom.

Oh, how different things could've been.


She didn't get much sleep that night, tossing and turning as waves of grief and loss hit her, tormenting her through the night.

Sometimes she was okay and able to function.

Other times, like during this night, she wasn't.

Feeing the pain, the loneliness, the rush of overwhelming sorrow hitting her square in the gut was enough to render her useless.

Even now, fourteen months on, it still tore her apart. Constantly replaying it in her head over and over again, playing the same heartbreaking scenario out time and time again. Remembering, incredibly vividly, the desperate attempts to save her brother and dad. The foul stench of copper blood mixed with the floral, nutty scent of wolfsbane which still, to this day, was just as fresh in her memory as if it had just happened.

She didn't know if she would ever truly get past it. Be able to move forward with her life, not replaying the images of her dead family in her head like some sick horror show. That's why this past year happened. Why she went off the rails... because it helped her cope. It lessened her pain, even just slightly, to make it bearable. Or rather, numbed her to the intense, painful stabs of grief that - over time - would've killed her.

By the time 06.30 rolled around, she knew more sleep was futile so climbed out of bed and went for a steaming hot shower to wash away her torment.

She didn't hear her mom up so had assumed she left for work early so took her time in getting ready. She put her thick mass of hair into a messy side braid, leaving some strands out to frame her face and applied some foundation and bronzer, taking a bit extra time to perfect the flick of black liner on her top lid. When it came to clothes, she chose a simple short, white, pleated tennis skirt and a baggy green graphic sweater with a white shirt underneath so the collar sat nicely along her neck line. She finished the half arsed look with a pair of white air forces and grabbed her bag, heading to her car.

When she arrived at school there was an unusual buzz of activity that piqued her interest, catching mumblings of a murder and something to do with a bus.

She made her way around the school, pushing to the front of the crowd to see a school bus taped off, the back door completely ripped off it's hinges and splatters of bright red blood painted across the yellow metal.

Only one name entered her head: Scott.

She left the gossiping crowd, making her way into the school and quickly searched the corridors, searching for dumb and dumber to get some answers before Derek found out about this and lost his shit about 'exposure'.

It didn't take her long to see Stiles hovering by a set of lockers so she made a beeline to him, poking his side to get his attention.

"Ah-ow, wha-oh... hi"

"Did Scott do that?" she asked, not bothering beating around the bush as he gulped, his eyes giving her a slow once over in approval at her outfit choice, "where is he?"

"Did Scott do... what?" Stiles squeaked, clearly trying to play the oblivious card and failing - miserably - "I don't... I don't know what he could have done..."

"Do you think I'm stupid?" she asked, "I have two perfectly functioning eyes. I saw the bus"

"Oh... that" Stiles chuckled uncomfortably, awkwardly scratching the back of his neck, "yeah, someone went a little OTT with their ketchup on the hotdog huh?"

She sighed in frustration, his excuses truly and utterly scraping the bottom of barrel and he noticed how not in the mood she was and groaned, looking around before dipping his head towards her.

"Scott had a dream that he killed Allison on a bus. She's fine though" he quickly added at her mortified look, "see? He's talking to her" pointing down the corridor and down the several steps where Scott was helping Allison with her fallen books, "so he didn't do anything"

"But he dreamt about it? Specifically that bus?"

"It's just coincidence... right?"

"Yeah... unlikely" she frowned, "this is bad"

"I mean, maybe the person isn't dead" Stiles shrugged, "people can survive werewolf attacks, right?"

He was clearly referencing what she showed him at the game, the four claw marks scarred along her hip.

"Rarely" she replied with bluntly, "I need to tell Derek"

"Whoa... what?!" Stiles grabbed her arm, stopping her from moving away, "why? What if he kills Scott?"

"He's not gonna kill Scott" she said, quirking a brow down at his hand that was cupping her elbow and he wisely dropped it, "but, if it turns out it wasn't Scott for whatever reason, he needs to know. Unless you think your Laurel and Hardy double act with Scott can sort this mess?"

He opened his mouth, about to retaliate but was left gaping when he realised he couldn't think of anything to say.

"Exactly" she grinned, having one upped him again.

"Unless it was Derek" he pointed out, wincing at her annoyed expression.

"It wasn't Derek" she stated, "we've been over this"

"Or it could be Derek"

"You're like a broken record Stiles"

"Just pointing out the obvious. If it was a werewolf, Derek is the only other one we know around here-"

She scoffed, interrupting his theory.

"Oh please, this is Beacon frigging Hills... there's a lot more werewolves than Scott and Derek as well as everything else that goes bump in the night"

"Uh... what? What do you mean-"

"Nevermind, I gotta go" she interrupted as the first bell for class rung, "I've said too much"

He watched in flabbergasted wondering as she turned on her heel and walked away from him, pleated skirt swaying around the tops of her thighs and he just threw his arms out in exasperation.

"We're in the same class"

She smirked to herself, flipping him the bird and he just rolled his eyes, hiking his bag up his shoulder as he scrambled forwards to catch her up, shaking himself from staring at her long bare legs as he stumbled into her shoulder.

"Slow down" he puffed, "you don't hate me that much"

She resisted the full blown grin that tried to pull at her lips as they walked, feeling him falter a little next to her.

"... Do you?"

She flashed him a playful grin, "you're tolerable"

"Wow, thank you very much" he smiled sarcastically, "you flatter me"

"That wasn't my intention"

"So... back to that little bombshell about the other werewolves-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, pausing in the doorway of chemistry class, "one day I'll tell you all about the true history of Beacon Hills and the full extent of the supernatural world but today is not that day"

"But there are others-?"

"There's always others" she shrugged, "it ain't an extinct breed"

With that she simply brushed past him and took her seat at one of the tables at the back as all the other students filtered in, Stiles in the table across one and in front of her and Scott on the one in front of that.

She ignored his repeated attempts to get her attention, sort of finding his obsessive nature around this kind of thing endearing and eventually he turned to Scott to engage in some not so subtle, nor quiet, conversation.

"Mr Stilinski" Mr Harris called out in his usual depressive tone that made Kayla want to blow her brains out every time she heard it, "if that's your idea of a hushed whisper, you might want to pull the headphones out every once in a while. In fact, I think you and Mr McCall would benefit from a little distance, yes?"

"... No"

Mr Harris pointed at opposite parts of the classroom and both boys seemed to sulk, picking up their stuff and heading to where Mr Harris pointed which, to Stiles' newfound delight, was at her table.

She rolled her eyes, "stop interrogating me"

He threw his hands up, "no interrogation. Uh... so um... heh... kind of a strange question... well, not really strange, but maybe... I mean... if you want to maybe... I dunno..."

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?"

"Spit it out"

"Heh... yeah, well... um..." he coughed nervously, rubbing at the build up of sweat on his forehead, "... eat food...?"

"What?" she frowned at his incoherent mumblings, "do I eat food?"

"No, no um... if you wanted to eat food...?"

"Like right this second?"

"N-No... like... later on... with me-"

Whatever ramblings were attempting to come out of his mouth were cut off by the girl sitting next to Scott standing up suddenly, pointing out the window.

"Hey, I think they found something"

Just those words caused chaos in the classroom with everyone getting up from their stools to rush to the windows and Kayla rolled her eyes at their nosiness but soon joined the crowd, elbowing her way to the front inbetween Scott and Stiles to see the paramedics rushing some guy on a gurney into the ambulance.

"That's not a rabbit" Scott muttered in dread and Kayla frowned, sending him a confused look.

"No, it's a person. If it was a rabbit, they would send a vet"

Scott didn't have a chance to reply as the guy on the gurney suddenly jumped up and began screaming loudly, causing everyone in the classroom to jump.

Stiles jumped back to reassure a guilty Scott, no doubt trying to calm his nerves as she slipped her phone out, searching for Derek's contact. Who knows if he even still had this number or even used a cellphone these days, his complete lack of communication using anything technological borderline embarrassing, but she quickly typed out a text alerting him to the situation, querying if this was indeed Scott or the Alpha that bit him, before they all got sent back to their seats.

For Scott's sake... she really hoped it was the latter.


By the time lunch rolled around Kayla just wanted to go home - maybe play a bit of grand theft auto, maybe stuff her face with some home baked chocolate chip cookies - anything rather than stay here in this hellhole.

She got her lunch first, ahead of Allison in the queue and heard Lydia say they were going to sit with the 'two dorks' today. Considering the fact the 'two dorks' looked to be in a rather intense and private conversation Kayla speed-walked to their table, dumping her lunch tray piled high with food next to the empty seat next to Stiles.

"Hey boys - just a heads up, there's gonna be a few people sitting with y'all today" she said and when all she received was identical confused glances she nodded her head to the direction Lydia was strutting towards them, all puckered lips and hips and strawberry blonde hair.

"I'm guessing by your flabbergasted looks she doesn't normally do this" Kayla stage whispered, laughing as she sat next to Stiles in the hard plastic chair and Danny took the other seat, sandwiching a confused Stiles between them. Lydia then took the seat on Scott's left and Allison took the one on the right, another girl who Kayla didn't know that well called Ava then sat next to her and, to Kayla's dismay, Brian was last to appear, sitting his tray down next to her.

She cocked a brow at him as he perched next to her, clearly unamused with his boundary issues.

"Out of the hundreds of chairs in this cafeteria, you just had to choose this one, huh?"

"It has the best view"

She scoffed at his continued and useless attempts to win her over, turning back around and finding Scott and Stiles staring at her in confusion, looking at her as if to say 'what the hell?' but she just shrugged, digging into her bowl full of fries.

"So I hear they're saying it's some type of animal attack. Probably a cougar" Danny divulged, always willing to fish out the gossip.

"I heard mountain lion"

"A cougar is a mountain lion" Lydia said knowingly, looking around self consciously as she realised what she said, "I mean... Isn't it?"

Jackson scoffed unsympathetically, "who cares? The guy's probably some homeless tweaker who's gonna die anyway"

"Tactful as ever Jackson" she remarked, pausing to swallow a fry, "remind me not to let you speak at my funeral"

Jackson just smiled at her sardonically and she blew playful, sacrastic kisses back at him, both always willing to get under each other's skin with their love and hate relationship.

"Actually-" Stiles said, tapping on his phone, "-I think I just found out who it is. Check it out"

He held his phone out as they all huddled closer to see the small screen, seeing footage play out from the scene.

"The Sheriff's department won't speculate on details of the incident but confirmed the victim, Garrison Meyers, did survive the attack. Meyers was taken to a local hospital where he remains in critical condition"

"Not for long" Brian snickered carelessly, "did you see the state of him? He'll be dead before the day is out"

She elbowed him harshlyin his side, a warning to shut the hell up and he just grinned in response, not at all sorry for his coarse words.

"I... I know this guy" Scott mumbled in shock.

Brian clapped his hands together loudly, pointing at Scott obnoxiously.

"Well maybe you killed him McCall. Got to get your freak on some way or another, am I right?"

"Shut up" she muttered to Brian, "no one here wants your useless input"

That wiped the smug look from Brian's face, annoyed and a little embarrassed at getting called out, she could tell, and felt Stiles snigger from next to her.

"Wait, you do?" Allison asked in concern, "how?"

"Yeah, when I used to take the bus back when I lived with my dad. He was the driver"

"Can we talk about something slightly more fun, please?" Lydia interrupted, "like, oh, where are we going tomorrow night? You said you and Scott were hanging out tomorrow night, right?"

Allison choked on a bite of her lunch, sending Scott a helpless look.

"Um, we were thinking of what we were gonna do..."

Lydia nodded, "well, I am not sitting home again watching lacrosse videos all night, so if we're going to hang out, we are doing something fun"

"Hanging out?" Scott asked in dread, "like... hanging out together... us and... you?"

Lydia smiled, "the more the merrier Scott. Actually, on second thoughts-" Lydia's conniving gleaming gaze settled on Kayla as she tried to hide from the conversation by eating her fries, "-Kayla? Why don't you come too? And bring some candy"

Her devious and suggestive look which slid towards Brian indicated she wasn't referencing a sharing bag of M 's.

"Yeah, no" she immediately exclaimed, "I'll pass"

Lydia pursed her lips, clearly annoyed at her stubbornness and continuous rebuttals from her attempted matchmaking.

"Come on Kayla - then we can all get to know each other a little better... some more than others" Lydia said suggestively, twirling the fork around as she smirked, amping up her charm.

"Still a nope - sorry" she said in that tone of voice which indicated how very un-sorry she actually was and noticed Stiles trying to hold back a pleased smirk.

Lydia sent her a pointed glare and a very obvious look saying 'You better agree or else'.

"Oh, I think we know each other pretty well" Brian piped up, sending her a flirty grin as he pulled the thong he had swiped from her bedroom yesterday from his pocket, holding it up with his finger proudly.

A couple of people at the table wooped, Danny laughing a little and Lydia just grinned in approval.

"In your dreams" Kayla smiled sickly sweet, not at all fazed by his power play, "underwear thief"

"Can you blame me?" Brian chortled, "they're cute"

"Will my fist breaking your nose be cute too?"

The blonde haired boy simply whistled, like he found her threats funny, and slipped her underwear back in his pocket, making a point of patting it to show it would be safe there.

She just rolled her eyes, willing herself not to buy into his creepy ways and turned back to her plate of food but Stiles nudged her harshly, looking at her in judgement.

"I thought I warned you about him?"

"You did" she shrugged, "and I listened... for the most part"

Stiles stared at her, open mouthed, "did you-"

"It would be fun" Allison declared, interrupting Stiles' hushed whisper, trying to find a way to break the growing awkward tension, "I mean... a group date"

"You know what else sounds fun?" Jackson asked, sarcasm oozing from his tone, "stabbing myself in the face with this fork"

"Can I help?"

Jackson just threw her a glare, not amused by her input.

"How about bowling?" Lydia suggested "you love to bowl"

"Yeah, with actual competition"

Allison leaned around playfully, "and how do you know we're not actual competition? You can bowl, right?"

Scott shrugged helplessly, "... sort of"

Jackson moved his tray out the way, placing his elbows on the table.

"Is it sort of, or yes? "

"Yes. In fact, I'm a great bowler"

Kayla did not believe that for one second, especially when she glanced to the side and saw Stiles shoving his fist in his mouth, his eyes screwed shut.

"It's sorted then" Lydia clapped her hands together, "the six of us are going bowling. Tomorrow at seven"

"No, no, no, no, no" Kayla shook her head, "nope, not me. Count me out. I didn't agree to a triple date. That's weird"

Lydia simply shrugged in faux innocence.

"We'll see about that"

A/N) I'm addicted haha I'm so enjoying this rewrite and adding more details and changing a few bits at the start. I always wanted Kayla more involved from the start but I remember being in a rush when I wrote the first book, so I skipped a couple episodes and it's always been a big regret of mine so I'm happy to revisit it :) I really hope you all enjoyed and please please review and I will see you all super soon. Tumblr is - fanficanatic-tw come along to chat, ask questions and see edits and videos etc xxx

Chapter 11: Bowling

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( thank you so so much for the amazing support with this rewrite - I am really thoroughly enjoying it and I'm glad you all are too :)

 "You're a terrible bowler"

"I know!" Scott exclaimed, looking like he just wished the ground would open up and swallow him whole, "I'm such an idiot"

"God, it was like watching a car wreck" Stiles shook his head, not even bothering to hide his wince as they walked side by side, "I mean, first it turned into the whole group date thing - which, by the way, worst idea ever. And then out of nowhere comes that phrase-"

"-Hang out"

Stiles nodded, "look dude, you don't hang out with hot girls, okay? Especially girls as hot as these. It's like death. Once it's hanging out, you might as well be her gay best friend. You and Danny can start hanging out and taking notes"

"How is this happening? I either killed a guy or I didn't-"

"I don't think Danny likes me very much"

"-I ask Allison on a date, and now we're hanging out. Hanging out. With Lydia and Jackson. With the guy that wants my head on a stick"

"Don't forget Kayla and that douchebag" Stiles added with a very bitter eyeroll, "which is a terrible idea. I warned her about him you know. Does she listen? Of course not"

"I make first line and the team captain wants to destroy my life-"

"Maybe I could make her take Danny instead" Stiles thought out loud, "at least he wouldn't be trying to get into her pants at every opportunity. Speaking of which, do you think Danny likes me? Am I attractive to gay guys?"

"-and now-" Scott groaned, glancing down at his phone, "-now I'm gonna be late for work"

"Wait, Scott-" Stiles shouted out to his retreating figure, "-you didn't - am I attractive to gay gu- you didn't answer my question"

Stiles just watched Scott leave, throwing his arms out in exasperation as he nodded his head sarcastically.

"Thanks for the support dude, much appreciated" He blew out a long breath, hiking his bag and lacrosse stick further up his shoulder, lanky limbs bouncing around him clumsily as he escaped from school and bounded down the steps, running a hand over his short hair as he made a beeline to his jeep.

A part of him worried that he was going to get left behind. That Scott would excel in lacrosse, get the sweet girl that everyone loves and join the popular crowd and he would be forgotten about.

It was already sort of happening.

Scott always used to warm the bench with him, both making jokes about jackass Jackson and how they wished the lacrosse ball would take out a testicle - or two - of his, but now he doubted that would happen. He would have no company on the bench, left to ponder in his own pool of inferiority.

Before, they had both faced the prospect of being single and alone for the rest of high school, but again, Scott was winning on that front. He was getting the new girl and Stiles was left to just watch from a distance.

He climbed into his jeep, throwing his stuff in the back seat and went to start up his engine but saw Lydia and Jackson coming down the steps followed by a, very clearly fed up, Kayla.

He stopped what he was doing, focusing on the little group dynamic.

Lydia, as ever, was breezy and self assured, a wide confident smile pulling at her lips as she spoke whilst Jackson, as attentive as ever - note the sarcasm - sauntered next to her, an arrogant air of cockiness around him.

Stiles rolled his eyes at that, seeing clearly that Lydia deserved way better than that jerk. Honestly, he didn't know what she saw in him apart from his popularity status. It was about time she dumped his ass.

He focused on Lydia for a few seconds, gulping nervously as he watched her walk but then his stare slid to Kayla, getting completely distracted by her presence.

Although noticeably weary and bored, she still had the most fascinating expression on her face - never stiff and still, but constantly changing. Whether that be a quirk of the brow, the subtle crease in her forehead or the crinkle in her nose as she reacted to whatever was being said, it captured his attention.

Despite being very expressionate, he still didn't know what it was she was actually thinking. She hid it well, sort of disconnected from everything. He wondered if maybe she was annoyed at Lydia for pushing her to go on that 'group date' with Brian.

Well, he hoped she was, but it was hard to tell. She had rebuffed his advances very publically on a few occasions but then seemed amused and flattered by his flirting and that was not even counting the whole thong incident which - by the way - how the hell did he even get her underwear in the first damn place?

But maybe that was just the way things went.

Lydia, who was popular because she was drop dead gorgeous, dated Jackson the Jock who was equally as popular as a result of his athleticism and money.

Scott, the up and coming star of Beacon Hills Lacrosse, dated the pretty alluring new girl who Lydia, queen bee of Beacon high, had taken under her wing.

Kayla, spunky and stunning, a breath of fresh air would of course, naturally, end up with that annoying Greek god lookalike Brian, yet another popular womaniser with money.

It was just the way highschool worked.

He revelled in the bitterness for a few seconds, allowing himself some exaggerated self pity before watching Lydia and Jackson part ways from Kayla, them going to one end of the car park and Kayla, throwing them a half hearted wave, heading to the other.

His eyes darted between the two, trying to concentrate on what both were doing but getting dizzy in the process, giving his head a small shake and finding himself watching Kayla instead.

He didn't know why but she just intrigued him. She was beautiful, but fractured, like she constantly had the weight of the world on her shoulders but pretended she didn't. The way she spoke, playful and sarcastic with a hint of that southern drawl that clung to her words, unable to fully shake the cute twang was mysterious and sweet, always drawing in his attention. Even the way she moved, constantly self assured and radiant, never fazed or timid, an electrifying energy buzzing around her.

Then, on the flip side, she was hard and unyielding, full of secrets - an enigma to say the least, difficult to figure out. He didn't know her intentions or her desires, what it was that made her tick.

He wanted to find out.

His curiosity was spiked.

One of the last remaining Hales.

He watched her stride back to her car, swinging her keys around her finger as she yanked the passenger side door open, throwing her bag on the seat carelessly and then groaned, her face scrunching into annoyance as her bag fell from the seat, spilling its contents on the floor of the car and the concrete ground of the car park.

He found himself jumping from his jeep, ungracefully sliding between cars to reach her, making her jump as she kneeled down next to her.

"Stiles" she exclaimed, kneeling back and cocking a brow as he gasped back some air, unflatteringly squatting, "what are you doing?"

"Uh..." he smiled awkwardly, reaching down to grab the first thing he could find scattered along the ground, picking it up and shrugging, "helping?"

She snorted, her lips twisting into an amused smirk as she fluttered her eyelashes at him.

"Oh yeah? By, what... saving my tampon?"

He was sure he flared red, eyeing up the small plastic cyclinder with the string dangling down, awkwardly coughing and holding it out for her.

"Uh... well... that's not... I didn't...-"

She chuckled, taking the tampon from his hand and putting it in her bag.

"Chill, you look as if you have a stick up your ass" she smiled, deep green eyes glinting with amusement as she picked up some fallen pens, "and thanks, but where did you come from?"

"Uh..." he scratched the back of his neck, avoiding eye contact as he then reached down and picked up a couple of books, shoving them into her bag, "I was just... around"

She wasn't even bothering to hide her pleasure in his awkward squirming, glancing past his shoulder to spy his jeep parked with the drivers side door wide open.

"Did you run all the way over from your jeep?"

"What? No" he exclaimed, "why would I... do that? That's... that would be stupid"

"You tell me" she grinned, grabbing the last notebook from the ground and then zipping up her bag, "anyways thanks, but I gotta go"

"Yeah, yeah of course"

He watched her stand gracefully, body uncurling to stand up straight as he went to do the same thing but misjudged how much balance he had and yelped as he pitched forward, smacking his forehead off her open car door.

"You okay?" she laughed, grabbing his arm to help him stand as he rubbed his forehead.

"Yeah... yeah, so good" he rushed out, blinking the bleariness and black fuzzy dots from his vision, "so totally good"

"Okay, well... I guess I'll see you tomorrow..."

He watched her place her bag more carefully on the passenger seat, shutting the door and moving around to the drivers side and climbing in and he was helpless to watch her, pining after her through the pane of glass.

"Wait, wait, wait, uh - hello, hi" he knocked on the passenger side window, crouching down to wave at her as she pressed the button for the window to come down, "um, sorry, quick question - that bowling thing tomorrow..."

"Yes?"

"Maybe... maybe you should take Danny" he suggested, giving an exaggerated shrug of his shoulders as she stuck his head through the window, "Danny loves bowling"

She bit her lip, clearly trying to hold back her pleasure at his desperate attempts to ensure this bowling thing didn't turn into an actual date whilst he swallowed nervously, unable to tear his eyes away from her full bottom lip caught between her teeth, something so innocently sexy about it he found himself wholly attached to the sensuality of it.

"Take Danny?" she asked, "like... additionally? Or instead of someone?"

She was toying with him, playing with him like a cat does to a mouse but he didn't mind, just happy she stuck around long enough to actually keep having conversations with him.

"Probably instead" he clarified, "I mean, wouldn't want to make him feel like a third wheel or anything - uh... or in this case, seventh wheel"

"Right, of course" she nodded, trying to be serious and playing along with his suggestion as she held back a smirk, "because you're just thinking of Danny, right?"

"Of-Of course" he mumbled, much to her amusement, "everyone likes Danny. I-I like Danny"

"Like him or like-like him?"

"What?" he squeaked, hoping she didn't think he was gay as that would give any slight shot of ever getting to go a date with her completely out the window, the mere suggestion making him jump and bang his head on the car door frame, "ow, crap. What? I-I'm not gay"

"Relax Stiles" she laughed openly, the sound like sweet music to his ears, "I'm just messing with you. I've seen the way you've looked at my boobs, you're definitely not gay"

He flared red again, removing his head from the window and rubbing his skull, this whole conversation going tits up.

"And trust me, if I thought Lydia wouldn't make my already sucky life a whole lot suckier, I would take Danny - or you" she added with a shrug, "but instead I'm stuck with dickhead Brian for the night, because what Lydia wants Lydia gets, right?"

"R-Right" he swallowed, his hectic brain just catching up to what he said, "wait, you would've taken me-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, flashing him a dazzling smile, "I have to go. Catch you later, alright?"

"Wha-uh, oh... of course. Course" he muttered, stepping back as she started up her engine, glancing in her mirrors and reversing and he just watched her leave, raising a numb hand and waving at her like a god damn moron.

And here he was, standing in the middle of the car park, watching her car disapear like some ridiculously infatuated, love sick puppy. Still just as intrigued as ever, yearning to find out what, and how, made her tick.


When Allison invited her and Lydia around to her house to get ready before bowling, she fully expected to get turned away at the door.

Surprisingly though, when Allison answered, her parents flagging her on either side, she was allowed over the threshold though couldn't help but look around in case it was booby trapped, casting a suspicious glance around her as Lydia waltzed right in.

"Good evening girls" Allison's mother smiled tightly, her suspicious gaze falling to Kayla who just smiled back innocently.

"Mrs Argent" Lydia sing songed, "Mr Argent. Lovely home"

"Thank you" Chris said, lifting his arm out towards the stairs, "have fun"

Allison rolled her eyes, seeming a little embarrassed by her parents involvement and skeptically analysing her friends, and nodded them both up the stairs.

Lydia followed straight away, giving a flirty little wave to Chris but, before she could follow, Chris stepped in front of her, blocking her moving up the stairs.

"Not yet" he said quietly, "we need to have a word with you"

She rolled her eyes, folding her arms stubbornly as she looked between the two Argents, their gazes fiery and suspicious.

"Kayla? Kayla, you coming?"

Allison's voice rung down the stairs and, not wanting her friend to think she was having beef with her parents, she pulled her phone from her pocket and raised it to her ear, pretending to be speaking on it as Allison leaned over the railings in curiosity.

"Uh... yeah, sorry, just had a call, I'll be up in a minute" she apologised, forcing a sweet smile on her face as Allison whispered a quiet sorry, apologising for interrupting and then bounding to her room.

She dropped the act, her expression melting into one of annoyance as she pocketed her phone, her stare cold and calculated.

"What?" she asked blandly, "because we've already been over this... I'm not a werewolf"

"Just as rotten" Mrs Argent fumed, keeping her voice deadly quiet as she almost vibrated with fury, her gaze full of anger.

"Discriminatory much?" Kayla scoffed in response, "my god, all you hunters are as dense as each other"

Chris put his hand out, blocking what was to no doubt be a vicious, bitchy argument, "enough. We're only letting you into our home for Allison's sake. A friendship we do not approve of, by the way"

"I'm not going to tell her if that's what you're worried about" she said, "I have no reason to"

"Good, then let's keep it that way" Chris warned, "or we'll pay your cousin a visit... and you can't afford to lose any more family members, am I right?"

She clenched her jaw, holding in every ounce of anger and fury that threatened to escape, her fists clenching at her sides and nails digging into the palms of her hands, enough to draw blood.

"I'd like to see you try, I really would, but Derek would have you on your asses in no time" she smirked proudly, bordering on arrogant as she tried to show them they weren't getting under her skin, "plus, he hasn't broken your sacred code - though, I suppose, that's never stopped you before"m

Chris tensed, annoyance sparking inside him from the continuous accusations.

"I told you before, we didn't set that fire" he growled, "we live by our code"

"Then we should have no problems here" Kayla smirked, "right?"

The Argents shared a tense look with each other but appeared to know that, in this instance, there was nothing they could do. Without Allison knowing about the supernatural, there was no reason for them to try and cut Kayla out of Allison's life.

"Glad we agree" she continued, pointing to the stairs, "can I go up now? Or do I need a special password?"

Chris clenched his jaw but side stepped out of her way, his clear blue eyes still suspicious.

"I'll be keeping a close eye on you"

"Not too close though" she joked, "I am sixteen, that could get you landed in jail"

His irritation sky rocketed at her witty quips, obviously trying to hold back completely losing it but by that point she was already halfway up the stairs, giving him a little sarcastic wave.

She followed the direction of Lydia and Allison's muffled voices, stepping into Allison's room and almost tumbling into stacked boxes.

"Oh shoot, sorry" Allison apologised, "I'm still unpacking"

"Still?" Kayla asked, manoeuvring around the boxes, "Why?" Allison shrugged, "I don't know... I move around so much, nothing really feels like home. Sometimes I wonder what the point is to unpacking. I'll just have to pack it back up soon enough anyway"

"Deep" Kayla muttered before smirking, showing Allison she was just playing, "but you never know, maybe this is where you'll stay until you die"

"Unlikely" Allison smirked, "we never settle down"

"Well I, for one, think you should" Lydia quipped, splayed out on Allison's bed like she owns the place, "Beacon Hills is dull, I need some exciting people around me"

They chatted back and forth, settling into a familiar routine with each other before Allison begun to get a little nervous about the whole 'group date' thing, panicking about what she was going to wear.

"It's Scott, he'll love you in whatever you're wearing - or, whatever you're not" she added with a playful gleam in her eyes, "that boy does not need impressed. He's already obsessed with you"

"I still want to look good" Allison said shyly, making her way to her wardrobe, "what about this?"

"Pass" Lydia said.

"This?"

"Pass"

"I don't know" Kayla shrugged, "that's kind of cute. For Allison obviously, not me. Too much colour and pattern"

Lydia rolled her eyes at her, "no it's not. My god, how do neither of you have any taste? Here, lemme see" stepping up from the bed and looking through Allison's wardrobe.

"Pass. Pass. Pass. Uh, pass on all of it. Allison, respect for your taste is dwindling by the second"

"I think the same thing about you and guys" Kayla smirked, "like how you think setting me up with some dude called 'Brian' is a good idea is beyond me"

Lydia threw her an unamused look over her shoulder, "he's hot and popular. You have to play the game Kayla, it's high school. If you want to be someone - play the damn game"

"Sounds exhausting, think I'll pass"

Lydia sighed, clearly fed up with her little quips and pulled out a black sparkly top, holding it up against Allison.

"This one"

"I didn't realise we were in the y2k era" Kayla joked, "sequins are tacky"

Lydia placed a hand on her hip, raising a perfectly plucked eyebrow in her direction.

"They're pretty" she emphasised, "I know fashion, okay?"

"Wasn't doubting you didn't, was just throwing in my two cents"

"And I suppose you're just going like that, are you?"

Kayla glanced down at her simple attire of some black denim shorts and a 'Queen' T shirt sloppily tucked into the front, paired with her comfiest pair of bubblegum blue Doc Martins.

"Yeah. I ain't trying to impress anyone"

"You're lucky Brian isn't fussy"

Their playful banter got interrupted by Allison's dad just barging in without knocking, a forced pleasant look on his face before realising what he did, sending an apologetic look to Allison.

"Right, I'm sorry, I completely forgot to knock"

"Dad" Allison stated, "do you need something?"

"You girls okay?" he asked, glancing around suspiciously before his eyes fell on Kayla and she just smirked back as if to say 'c'mon, it's not like I'm a serial killer or anything, calm down'

"Yes?" Allison muttered, glancing down in embarrassment, "we are fine in my room"

"Okay. Well, uh, I wanted to tell you that you'll be staying in tonight"

"What? I'm going out with my friends tonight" Allison protested, her normally well put together and mature behaviour turning stroppy.

"Not when some animal out there is attacking people"

She scoffed under her breath which she thought was inaudible because, animal? Really? She couldn't believe people were buying that, but it couldn't have been that silent as Chris threw her a warning glare.

"Dad, dad, I'm—uh-"

"It's out of my hands. There's a curfew. No one's allowed out past 9:30 P.M anyway. Hey, no more arguing" he added, sensing Allison's frustration, giving her a warning look before leaving the room.

"Kill joy much?" Kayla joked, "what does he think is going to happen at bowling?"

"He's overprotective" Allison mumbled, "annoyingly so"

Lydia grinned, "I can see someone is daddy's little girl"

"Sometimes" Allison agreed but her tone held an air of defiance, grabbing a purple woolly hat and pulling it over her curls, "but not tonight"

"Uh... what are you doing?" Lydia asked, eyes wide as she watched Allison lift her window, step out into the roof and flip off it, lancing gracefully on the grass.

"Eight years gymnastics" she smiled, "you guys coming?"

"Hell yeah" Kayla smirked, brushing past Lydia and stepped out onto the roof, ignoring Lydia's shrieks before back slipping gracefully off it and next to Allison.

"Twelve years and some good genes" she shrugged before looking up at Lydia, "come on, it's not that hard, we'll teach you"

Lydia grimaced, clearly thinking 'who the hell am I friends with?' before pointing her thumb behind her.

"I think I'll take the stairs" Kayla sniggered, sharing an amused glance with Allison.

"Boo - boring"


Kayla could not think of a worse night.

She just really wasn't vibing with this whole 'group date' idea. 

Firstly, because it was cringe. They weren't in some 80's, budgeted, teen chick flick.

Secondly, she would really rather not be socialising with the likes of Jackson Whittemore for more than five minutes at a time - dude was exhausting and she did so not have the energy to nurture his fragile and bruised ego.

And lastly, the fact she was - yet again - being coupled up with Brian.

God, he just annoyed her. Everything about him was cocky and arrogant and, she was determined, not to let him get under her skin.

She could do way better than that.

When her, Lydia and Allison approached, the boys were already waiting for them outside the bowling alley, Jackson and Brian in cahoots with each other whilst Scott stood awkwardly to the side.

She folded her arms across her chest as she approached Brian, her glare clearly wanting him not to try anything.

"You look hot" Brian greeted her with, a lazy, egotistic smile pulling at his lips, "but also like you're going to drive by and smash some mailboxes with a baseball bat"

"Can I swap the mailboxes for your head?"

"Peppy - I like it"

She rolled her eyes, brushing past him and into the noisy bowing alley.

"Now-" he appeared behind her, placing his hands on her hips which she slapped away, "-if you need any help, I'll be more than willing to give you a few tips. Or one tip" he added with a sly smirk, "preferably in someplace special"

"Do these lines actually work on girls?" she asked, "because you're making me dryer than the Sahara Desert"

"I wasn't the other day"

"No, the sight of your dick did that" she corrected, "the rest of you was severely off putting - like mouldy cheese"

"Ouch" he chuckled, playing a hand over his heart in faux hurt, "trying to hurt a guys masculinity?"

"No, but I could do that with my foot and well aimed kick"

He chuckled but wisely took a step back from her, trying to look amused and play it cool but had an edge of weariness about him.

"That's okay Hale, you keep playing hard to get" he smirked, "we all known you'll loosen up eventually"

"You keep telling yourself that" she mocked, turning away and following Allison and Scott down to the the bowling alley, sending them both a warm smile.

"So uh..." Scott said quietly, leaning in to whisper in her ear as they raided the shelves for the perfect bowing ball, "I didn't attack that bus driver"

"Congratulations"

Scott glanced around, making sure no one was listening in, "but I was there. I tried to stop it"

She smirked, "do you want a medal or...?"

"Kayla... I'm sure it was Derek"

She scoffed under her breath, picking up the medium weighted ball and slotting her fingers in the hole, "you're way off the mark Scottie"

"He's the only other werewolf I know-"

"Yeah, that you know" she interrupted, "I told you, Derek didn't bite you, so maybe focus your detective skills on the real issue instead of going out of your way to blame my cousin"

Scott stared at her, trying to figure out what to say, his forehead lowered in contemplation before Lydia called out to them, urging them to hurry up.

"Just saying" she muttered, beginning to walk to the bowling lane as he hurried to catch up with her.

"You both know more than you're telling me" Scott whispered.

"Yeah, well, trust works both ways"

"Finally" Lydia clapped her hands together, sitting next to Jackson, "what are you two whispering about anyway?"

"How shit this whole situation is" Kayla smirked without missing a beat, taking a seat on the row next to Allison and Scott, ignoring Brian who beckoned her over to the other side and leaned towards Lydia, "you know you totally cock blocked them right?"

Lydia smirked, twisting a strand of curly hair around her finger, "I don't know what you're talking about"

"Sure" Kayla snorted with a smile, "playing dumb doesn't suit you Lydia"

Lydia went first - aided by Jackson - no doubt faking being crap to boost his Ego, it was so blatantly obvious she wondered how no one had figured it out by now.

Brian sent her a wink, taking the stand and bowling a strike, cockily fist bumping the air.

She ignored him, seeing her name flash on the scene and begrudgingly went up, getting into position and aiming the bowl straight down the middle and, as expected, got a strike.

She turned around to see Allison and Lydia's surprised looks.

"What?" She muttered, "I did used to have hobbies before I went off the rails - shocking, I know"

Before she could make her way back to where she was sitting before, next to Allison and Scott, Brian called her over, clearly not letting up.

"What?"

"Come sit here"

"Why?"

"Because you're my date"

"This isn't a date"

He smirked, "fine, it's a 'hang out'. Come on, keep me company"

She rolled her eyes, fully ready to ignore him for the rest of the night but Lydia sent her a painful kick to her shin, jutting her chin in Brian's direction, the clear message being 'get your ass over there or I'll use you as target practice'.

She leaned towards Lydia, giving her a forced smile.

"Okay, you win, but the only balls I'll be touching are the bowls so don't get your hopes up"

"Trust me sweetie-" Lydia smirked devilishly, "-I'm not the one getting something up"

She snorted, rolling her eyes as she accepted her fate and sat next to Brian, ignoring his delighted smile.

Allison went next, getting yet another strike and despite having no super werewolf senses or hearing she could feel Scott's panic across the lane.

"Somebody brought their A game" Lydia congratulated.

Then went Jackson, very obviously getting a strike because that guy just had to be great at everything he turned his hand to, arrogantly smiling at them as if he had just done something miraculous and not simply bowled a bowl.

"You're up McCall"

"You can do it Scott" Allison nudged encouragingly and they all watched as Scott stood up nervously, grabbing the green bowl he picked out earlier, stepping up to the lane.

"Dude looks about ready to shit his pants" Brain laughed, "he's gonna gutter it"

"Clearly" Jackson sniggered.

Scott seemed to look around self consciously, building himself up before swinging his arm back and giving a sloppy throw, the bowl immediately going in the gutters.

Jackson begin laughing, aided by Brian and she elbowed his ribs painfully, a warning to shut up or she would do a lot worse.

"Jackson! Jackson! Mind shutting up?" Allison demanded.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm just flashing back to the words 'I'm a great bowler'"

"Maybe he just needs a little warm up"

"Yeah, or the kiddy bumpers"

She watched as Allison shot Jackson an annoyed and disgusted look, admiring her ability to call out the bullshit.

"God knows what she sees in him" Brian chortled, "she could do way better"

"Like who? Like you?" she scoffed.

Brian smirked, "she would be my second choice, after you of course"

She ignored him, twisting away from his presence as she watched Scott look down in embarrassment, grabbing his green bowl as it rolled back up the rack.

"Just... just aim for the middle"

"How about you aim for anything but the gutter?"

She snorted under her breath, "funny a guy talking about aim when he probably can't even find the clit"

Jackson gritted his teeth, unamused by her snide remarks.

"You talk too much"

"I know - it's, like, my religion"

"Become an atheist then"

Lydia broke up their bickering with a pointed look, unamused by their back and forth sass as Scott stepped up to the lane, looking like he was giving a silent prayer and swinging the ball back again.

It went well... to start with, then careened sideways and went in the gutter just before it could hit any pins.

She felt a little bad for Scott - he was just wanting to impress Allison (and probably have a date that was just them) and Lydia had subjected him to this awful night of embarrassment and mocking.

She pulled out her phone, sending him a quick text.

'You do know you have werewolf senses now, right? USE THEM'

He glanced down at his phone, eyes widening as he hid the text, sending her a quick head shake, obviously scared if he tapped into that he could lose control.

She just shrugged in response, sitting back in the seat and wishing for this awful night to be over.


After bowling, in which Scott actually came first, (surprise surprise), she made her way to the vending machine to get a pack of m 's to snack on but apparently she couldn't even do that in peace.

Brian had sauntered up to her, leaning against the bending machine and sending her a smirk.

"What do you want?" she sighed, ripping open the corner of the packet to shake a couple of the sweets into her hand.

"Isn't it obvious by now?"

"You don't ever give up do you?"

"No" he grinned, giving her a sleezy once over, "come on, quit playing hard to get. It's cute but gets boring real fast"

"Oh" she smirked, feigning playing along, "is that what you think I'm doing?"

"Yeah. You clearly like guys chasing you"

"Acute observation"

"Just speaking the truth"

She snorted under her breath, popping a couple more sweets in her mouth.

"Actually, Einstein-" she corrected sarcastically, "-I go after what I want. If I wanted you, I would've had you already. So maybe, shock horror I know-" she mocked, "-maybe I'm just not that into you"

He got that defensive glint in his eyes, clenching his jaw at the rejection.

"Quit lying"

"Oh, of course, I forgot" she laughed, "because you're popular, hot, rumoured to have a big dick and play on the lacrosse team, girls are just meant to drop their underwear for you huh?"

"I've never had any complaints before"

"That's what you've think" she smirked, "I can guarantee you, however 'good' you think you are, reality is you don't even come close to half of that"

He moved his jaw from side to side, obviously trying to hold back a slew of insults, trying not to drop his facade of charming playful jock.

"Won't know till you try" he shrugged.

"And I've said before, I'm not going there again" she said, "I've been with guys like you before - you're all the same. I'm worth more than that"

He scoffed, "arrogant much?"

"I call it knowing my worth" she smirked, "trust me... the next guy - or girl - that gets this..." she purred, "... will be appreciative. Not just for another notch in the bed post"

"So, what, you're turning over a new leaf?"

"Reevaluating my decisions" she corrected, "so quit annoying me... it's never going to happen"

"Slut"

"Sure, go ahead and insult me when you don't get your way" she shrugged, totally unfazed, "I couldn't care less"

She peered around him, watching the others slowly make their way over, speaking about playing a few arcade games.

"Hey guys, I'm going to head off" she called out, "this whole night went hellishly. Never again"

Lydia pursed her lips, "it was fun. And how are you going to get home? I drove us"

"I have legs"

"And there's also a dangerous animal out there killing people" Allison said, "just wait a while and we'll drop you off home"

"It's chill" she smirked, waving her arm out, "don't worry about it. See you at school tomorrow"

She brushed past Brian, well aware everyone was watching her leave and pushed open the double doors that lead into the car park, taking a big deep breath of fresh air.

Thank fuck that night was over.

She just wasn't made for group dates. Hell, even socialising like that usually required a lot of alcohol, so she was surprised she made it through those two hours without any incidents.

She went to set off through the parking lot, having to Google map her way home as this place - although small - was still relatively unknown to her, but before she could start she noticed a familiar baby blue jeep tucked away along the edge of the parking lot.

She frowned, squinting her eyes and raising a hand to block out the glare of the street light dazzling her and was sure she seen the figure in the jeep jump, quickly ducking down so violently the vehicle shook from the movement.

She smirked to herself, amused by his not so stealthy hiding and begun walking over there, fully prepared to tease the shit out of him.

When she reached the jeep she glanced in the window and saw Stiles laying across the front seats, his arms crossed over his chest as though he was preparing for a plane crash.

She grinned, tapping on the window to get his attention and his eyes flew open, looking at her like a deer caught in the headlights as he jumped out, pretending he had just been looking for something.

"Subtle" she remarked sarcastically, indicating for him to roll down the window which he did, sending her what she was sure was meant to be a smile but turned into more of a grimace.

"...Heyyyy..." he drawled out, "funny seeing you here..."

"Yeah. Funny" she agreed with a smirk, "totally not like you knew we were all here or anything"

"O-Oh" he pretended to look around cluelessly, "that-that was tonight?"

She nodded, enjoying watching him squirm as he tried to think up an excuse - any excuse - as to why he was hanging out in the bowling parking lot by himself.

"Heh... uh... well I... I uh... I was just..." he cringed, raising a hand to scratch the back of his neck, "... being here in case... in case Scott needed me. Yeah" he nodded, clearly deciding to go along with that lie, "in case he wolfed out and went for Jackson's throat"

"C'mon" she sniggered, "you would secretly like that"

"True" he remarked, "but I have less of a conscience than Scott. He's very goody two shoes"

"I've noticed"

"Uh..." Stiles winced, "this looks really bad, doesn't it?"

"A little" she agreed, trying to hold back her smile, "but you're here now so you could give me a ride home?"

He spluttered, going red and blotchy in the face.

"W-What? A ride? To your home? Your house?"

"Pretty sure that's what I said, yeah" she replied in amusement, "I mean... unless you want me to hitch a ride with Brian-"

"Get in" he said quickly, nodding his head, "you can get in"

"Thank you" she grinned, throwing him a dazzling smile as she skipped around to the passengers side, climbing in next to him.

"Thanks" she said, "I just couldn't wait in there any longer, that whole night was a disaster"

"Did Scott suck?" he asked, "because he sucks at bowling"

"Actually, he won"

"Whoa" Stiles exclaimed, starting up the engine, throwing her a surprised look, "no way?"

"Yes way"

"That's my boy" Stiles cheered, swinging out of the parking lot and onto the main road, "guess this whole werewolf thing has its perks"

"I don't know if it had much to do with that, but maybe more with the fact Allison made him imagine her naked" she added humourlessly, "apparently that made him hyper focused"

Stiles snorted, "guys"

"You're one of those 'guys'" she sniggered, "don't be all high and mighty, I've seen the way you've looked at my boobs, remember?"

"Yeah. Well..." Stiles coughed awkwardly, "they're nice boobs. Very nice boobs in fact. They sit up very... straight, and perky-"

"Thank you for that detailed analysis" she laughed, "I'm glad you approve"

He flushed again, the blush reaching down his jaw line and spreading to his neck, tracing like a pattern across his pale skin.

"Anyway-" he emphasised, desperate to change the subject, "-do you now believe me when I say Brian is a massive dickhead?"

"I believed you before" she pointed out, "I just don't listen - apparently"

"Y'know..." he shrugged, very obviously trying to play it cool, "you could do way better than Brian. He's like garbage. Rotten garbage that's been left in the sun. For, like, a week"

"Descriptive" she smirked, "and thanks for the support... I guess?"

"I was just... just saying" he added, "that maybe, y'know, there's someone better out there for you"

"I hope so" she joked, "I'm way too fabulous to be stuck with morons like him forever. I've had my fair share... enough to last a lifetime"

"Oh?" Stiles asked, trying to play off that he wasn't intrigued or interested about her past, "l-like who?"

"Like my jerk of an ex" she smirked, "worst idea ever getting on the back of his motorcycle and disappearing with him for months"

"He-He had a motorcycle?" "Why do you sound shocked?"

"Just... a motorcycle?"

"Yes Stiles, a motorcycle" she chuckled, "a motorcycle and a temper so..."

"Oh. Sorry" he muttered, "I didn't know. Did he... like, hit you?"

"We fought" she shrugged, "a lot. It was... volatile. So yeah, probably best I don't choose the same kind of guy huh?"

"Yeah, maybe not" Stiles agreed. "It's chill, I'm sure we all have exes we regret"

From the corner of her eye she watched Stiles twitch, his hands tightening around the wheel nervously.

"Wait... never?" she exclaimed, "I know you're pretty awkward around girls and you may as well be walking around with a neon sign on your head that says 'virgin', but like, no exes? Not even from like 5th grade?"

"Wha- I... I... of course I have... I mean... I..."

 

"Oh wow" she mumbled, "that's actually kind of sweet"

He swallowed thickly, "sweet?"

"Yeah" she grinned, "obviously just saving yourself for the right person"

"Oh yeah, totally not because every girl is repulsed by me or anything"

"That's not true" she denied with a gentle smile, "you're not repulsive. You're cute and charming and funny... someone will notice that" she observed, "well, someone being Lydia right?"

"What?" she shrieked, not expecting the conversation to turn in this direction, "Lydia... why... why Lydia?"

She frowned, "aren't you, like, obsessed with her or something? As in unrequited love since third grade..."

"Oh. Uh... no" he said, "I mean, probably not. I don't even really know her so I don't know why I obsessed about her for years"

"Okay then..." she grinned playfully, "someone else. Someone better. Someone that notices you"

"Heh... uh... any suggestions...?" he asked meekly, trying not to be too obvious.

She pursed her lips, "I don't know. But be bold. Just try shooting your shot, worst thing that can happen is they say no right?"

"Which is my case will most likely happen"

She nudged him playfully as he turned into her driveway, "stop doubting yourself. You're a catch"

"I-I am?"

"Oh totally" she nodded, "and thanks for the ride. I honestly just couldn't face another second in there"

"O-Oh, you're welcome" he rushed out, watching her jump from the jeep, "see you at school tomorrow?"

She leaned in the open window, giving him a playful wink.

"Yeah..." her mouth splitting into a delighted smile, "see you at school tomorrow"

A/N) another long chapter yayyyyy... also STAYLA BONDING - I hope you all enjoyed and please please review it would be much appreciated, see you soon ;) xxx

Chapter 12: Crushing hard

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( thank you so much for the continued support - it means the world, hope you enjoy.

Wednesday was uneventful, at least in Kayla's eyes.

She went to school, being the dutiful daughter her mom expected all the while hating the strict regime she felt controlled by.

She understood - to a degree - why her mom was so untrusting of her. Honestly, if she was in her mom's shoes she would probably be the same, but it didn't mean she had to like it. If anything, wasn't positive risk taking supposed to be encouraged? It wasn't like she was going to go off the deep end again. She was stronger than that now, more resilient. Didn't her mom see that? Didn't she see the effort she was putting in?

She had long since accepted the move to Beacon Hills. At this point, she wasn't even bitter about it anymore. She had come to terms with the change, with starting a fresh and leaving behind everything she had known.

She still missed home though.

She missed the way of life there.

The food, so flavoursome and plentiful, with spice and seasoning like no other. Fresh and locally sourced, with portions to feed an army. Here it was a lot plainer, mass produced and dry, and filled with chain restaurants. Not much sense of individuality.

The music and festivals was another thing that wasn't the same here in sunny California. The streets weren't lined with buskers or bands playing on the sidewalks or in the parks, nor did she hear of any festivals. Near enough every week back home there was a festivals full of Indy singers and bands, the kind that could last days and meant you had to camp out at it. She and her friends would often go on the weekend, sneaking in drink and smoking the odd spliff. But here? Non existent. The most they did was play some overused song from a pair of speakers.

Even the oppressing heat she found herself craving. The smothering humidity that made breathing hard and caused you to sweat through your clothes in minutes. It was different here, a lot more sun but less humidity, able to get a cool breeze.

Beacon Hills was a beautiful place, it really was. The scenery, the lakes... stunning. Not that far from the beach either, but back home... oh back home it was indescribable. Stunning bodies of water, beautiful old trees and incredible sunsets. Buildings full of history with many stories to tell.

It was home.

... Except now it wasn't.

So she settled for the cards she had drawn. Accepting her fate.

She spent Thursday after school getting back into running, carving a route around the preserve. She even ran all the way to the tops of the cliff at the lookout point overseeing the entirety of Beacon Hills, spending a while there and enjoying the peace and quiet.

It wasn't quite home beautiful... but it was beautiful none the less.

She enjoyed the tranquillity of the outdoors, the bliss that it offered. Out here she didn't have to pretend. She could just be herself, not someone she was expected to be.

When the sky started to darken she headed home, not wanting her mom to blow her top, and spent the rest of her evening in the basement, setting up her gymnastic training equipment.

It was nothing special. Just a balance beam, a pommel horse and a bar, also setting up some weights and a salmon ladder, preferring to exercise more outside. Maybe getting back into this would give her something to focus on. A way to burn off some much needed energy.

By the time she sorted out the basement though it was nearing midnight so decided to head to bed.

What she didn't expect though was to get woken up before her alarm to someone clumsily climbing in her bedroom window.

Without thinking she shot up, grabbing the bedside lamp and pulling it free from the plug, raising it above her head in an attempt to knock out whoever was intruding but at the very last second she recognised the outline through the hazy darkness of her room.

"Derek?" she shrieked, loosening her grip on the lamp as she let her arms fall to her sides, "what the hell are you doing climbing through my window at... five in the morning?" craning her neck to see the time on her alarm clock.

"I was shot".

"Wow, blunt as ever" she remarked before helping him stand and move him to sit on her bed as she turned her other lamp on in which Derek cringed, jerking his head in the other direction.

"Is that a necessity?" he bit out, annoyed and cranky.

"Not all of us have heightened werewolf senses" she retorted, rolling her eyes, "are you healing?"

"That's the thing... I'm not".

She frowned, "you're not healing?"

He held out his arm, rolling the sleeve of his leather jacket up so she could see the circular bullet hole that had caved a good chunk of his arm out, spider like veins beginning to branch out from the wound.

"Nasty" she stated, ignoring the roll of his eyes, "who shot you?"

"Argent".

"Chris argent?" she demanded, "he did this?"

"No" Derek shook his head, "the other one. Kate".

The name rung a bell, but she couldn't place where she heard it from.

"His sister" Derek clarified at her confused look, "she's come back to town".

"Oh great... another one" she muttered sarcastically, "just what we need".

Derek winced a little, trying to straighten out his arm but she could tell it was hurting he just didn't want to admit it.

"I'll clean it up" she said, "wait there".

She went into her bathroom, opening the storage cupboard under her sink and pulled out a box of first aid supplies, carrying it back and laying it on the bed as she perched next to Derek, reaching for his arm.

"Be gentle!"

She rolled her eyes again, grabbing the disinfectant.

"I always am".

She cleaned the wound, not too sure if it would help or not, then used a pair or tweezers to pull out any dirt or bits of fabric that clung to it, tapping it dry and applying a little disinfectant cream around it before sticking down some clean gauze to stench the gunk, blood and pus that slowly seeped from the wound.

"It looks bad" she observed, "is it wolfsbane? Because if it is... Derek..."

"I know" he sighed, rolling his sleeve back down, "I know".

"We need to find out what kind" she said, "wolfsbane works fast".

"I'm sure that's what they're planning on".

"If Kate is back then she'll be staying with Chris and Allison right?" she wondered out loud, "maybe between Scott and I, we could see if we could find the bullet?"

"Not you" Derek immediately said, "it's too dangerous".

"And so is leaving you like that" she exclaimed, "Derek... you'll be dead within two days if we don't fix this".

"You're a Hale" he said tightly, his pale face nearing on grey, getting clammy and sweaty, "they'll be watching you like a hawk, looking for any excuse to hurt you. You can't go".

"So, what? Leave it in the hands of Scott?" she chuckled, "I love the dude but he's a bit..."

"Impotent?" Derek suggested, a small smirk playing on his lips.

"Soft" she chuckled, realising that analogy wasn't much better, "what if he can't do it?"

"He'll have to" Derek shrugged, "I should go speak to him-"

"Uh, no" she stated, pushing on his shoulders to keep him on the bed, "you stay here. I'll speak to Scott at school. I'm sure he has a study date with Allison later so he can snoop around then".

She knew Derek mustn't be feeling like himself because he didn't put up much of a fight, laying back against her headboard and slowly lifting his legs onto the bed.

"He's not going to want to help me" Derek gasped, "he doesn't trust me".

"He trusts me" she stated, "uh... kind of. Don't worry, I'll make sure he helps".

There was no point getting a short nap in before school, especially considering she was worried about Derek, so chose to just get ready and let Derek rest in her bed as she did so, watching him slip in and out of consciousness.

Seeing Derek like this... it reminded her too much of her dad and brother.

They died by getting shot multiple times by wolfsbane bullets. Poisoned too quickly to save them.

Would Derek end up the same way?

She couldn't lose anyone else... she just couldn't.

She threw on a pair of faded denim jeans on and paired it with a simple oversized striped shirt tucked into the front of her jeans, leaving her hair down and wavy so it bounced around her shoulders.

"Stay here and rest" she ordered, "I'll let you know what he says".

"My phone's broken".

"Of course it is" she stated blandly, resisting another eye roll, "you're terrible with technology"

"It fell out my pocket!"

"A.K.A, you threw it at the wall in annoyance".

He glowered at her, "well, if they didn't make them so breakable"

"Anything is breakabale to you, you're a werewolf".

His energy was clearly getting sapped fast because he kept his mouth shut, his glare half as deadly as normal.

"Look... I'll sort it, alright?" she said softly, walking over to him and grabbing a blanket from the ottoman by her bed, giving it a shake and draping it over his lower body, "just rest".

"Don't be putting yourself in danger" he said quietly, "it's not worth it".

"You're worth it" she emphasised, "you're just about the only family I got left. If I say I'll sort it, I'll sort it, alright?"

"Be careful" he warned, "the Argents are dangerous. Make sure Scott knows that too".

"I will" she vowed, grabbing her bag from the floor and swinging it over her shoulder, "I'll be back by four. Help yourself to some food downstairs".

She left him resting, hurrying to school to try and catch the terrible twosome before class started, scurrying the halls in search of them and luckily it didn't take long, seeing them heading to the boys locker room for early morning practice.

She took off after them, pushing open the door and squeezing past the bunch of half naked guys that stared down at her in wonder, ignoring the few flirty remarks and wolf whistles she got as she poked each of them in their bare backs.

Stiles yelped, jumping at the sudden intrusion and spun around hastily, his eyes widening at the sight of her standing there and quickly grabbed his lacrosse top, bunching it across his chest to keep modest.

"K-Kayla. W-What are you doing here-"

"You're going to Allison's after school today, right?" she asked Scott, a desperate sense of urgency in her tone.

"Yeah..." Scott replied, looking around in confusion as he tugged on his top, "and I know, werewolf hunters-" he whispered, "-but there's no need to worry".

"I'm not" she said, "but I need a favour. We need a favour".

"We?" Stiles asked, clumsily pulling on his top as she tried to hide as much of his chest as he could, "who's we?"

"Derek and I".

"No" Scott shook his head, "no way. I'm not helping him".

"He's hurt Scott" she said, "badly".

"Awwww, did the big bad wolf get a splinter in his paw?" Stiles mocked, a small chuckle escaping his lips at his own joke. Kayla simply glared at him, completely unamused, as Scott whacked his friend over the head.

"Are you not done with the dog jokes?" Scott demanded as Stiles just shrugged with no shame.

"Kayla, look-" Stiles stated, "-Derek's a big boy - I'm sure he can look after himself".

"Usually, yeah" she agreed, "but not this time. He was shot with wolfsbane".

"That's a shame" Stiles remarked, "not really seeing how this is our problem?"

"Because Derek is your one ally against the Alpha Scott" she warned, "he knows more about being a werewolf than you can even imagine. If he doesn't teach you, you'll get found out, caught and die" she said bluntly, "usually by getting chopped in half".

"Pleasant image" Stiles muttered, his face screwing up at the gory thought.

"So please..." she continued, "go to Allison's today and find the bullet. If not for Derek then for me. I can't lose anyone else".

Scott's eyes softened, his expression wavering between sympathy and sadness.

"Okay. Okay I'll do it" Scott nodded, "but he owes me for this".

"Thank you" she beamed, surprising even herself as she brought him into a hug, "thank you. We're both grateful".

"Uh... sure" Scott mumbled awkwardly, "it's no problem".

She smiled at him, readjusting her bag and spinning around to leave the locker room just as Stiles called out, "what? So I don't get a hug too?"


"I still think it's ridiculous" Stiles stated, rolling his eyes as he took a bite from his apple, "we have better things to do than save Derek".

"We?" Scott asked, raising an eyebrow from across the lunch table, "I don't remember you being a part of this plan".

"Moral support" Stiles quipped, "ruining, what was to be, an eventful study session I'm sure".

He watched as Scott blushed a little, digging his fork into the plate of goo that was meant to be food.

"I'm sure studying means studying" his friend said and Stiles just scoffed at that, sometimes wondering how on earth he had survived all these years of friendship with someone so dense.

"Dude, everyone knows studying is code word for third base".

"I don't think Allison is like that..."

"Is she inviting you over when no one's home?"

"Yeah".

"Then you're getting to third base" Stiles smirked, "or maybe second. But definitely some sort of base".

"So what do I do?" Scott asked cluelessly, "do I... like... take a condom?"

Stiles winced, "see, that's tricky. Take one and you're expectant, don't take one and that's how you end up a teen dad".

"Stiles" Scott groaned, "you're not helping".

Stiles tried to hold back his laugh, enjoying his friends' uncomfortableness and all-around awkwardness.

"Dude, how the hell would I know? In case you're not already aware, I've been to no base. Nada. And the likelihood is I won't get to any base - ever. I'm going to be a virgin forever".

"You could always pay someone" Scott joked under his breath and Stiles just leaned forward to flick his forehead in annoyance.

"Like I have that kind of money".

Scott rolled his eyes, "so, condom or no condom?"

"You just really like rubbing it in my face don't you?"

Scott resisted another eyeroll, deciding to bench the conversation about him and Allison's potential sex life and watched as his friend perked up a little, his gaze softening slightly as his eyes followed the direction of something slowly, seeming captivated by whatever the sight was.

Scott was beyond sure it would be Lydia, having seen Stiles drool over her since third grade and had become accustomed to his fantastical stares but, to his surprise, as he swivelled around in his seat, he saw Kayla walking to the other side of the canteen towards the vending machine.

He frowned, turning back to look at Stiles who seemed to shake his head a little, focusing his bleary gaze back on him as he shrugged.

"What?"

Scott smirked, knowing straight away what was going on with him.

"You like her, don't you?"

"W-What?" Stiles asked in a high-pitched tone, his voice breaking a little as he fidgeted uncomfortably in his seat, "what do you- like-like who?"

"Kayla" Scott said knowingly, "you have a thing for her".

"T-That's ridiculous" Stiles stuttered, becoming flushed as the tips of his ears burnt a bright red, "she's... she's uh... you know... she's..."

"Listening to this is painful" Scott joked, "what a terrible liar you are".

"Urgh" Stiles groaned, dramatically throwing his head down on the table, "is it that obvious I'm crushing on her?"

"Kinda".

"Crap" was the muffled reply he got.

"Dude" Scott chuckled, "she would eat you alive".

"I know" Stiles' faint groan was almost whimsical, imagining the scenario in his head as he lifted his forehead off the lunch table, "but, come on, can you blame me? She's hot. I mean... insanely hot" Stiles emphasised, "and she's actually said more than two words to me which, y'know, automatic boner alert".

Scott scrunched his face up, "I didn't need to know that".

Stiles waved him off, glancing sideways to see Kayla grab her pack of Reese's and head back to the lunch table with Lydia and Allison, sitting back casually in the chair with her legs slightly opened in a relaxed stance, opening the packet and breaking one in half before putting it in her mouth.

"Doesn't matter anyway" Stiles shrugged, "I definitely don't stand a chance with her".

"You never know" Scott replied lightheartedly.

"Oh, I know" Stiles muttered, "girls like that don't go with guys like me. They go with guys like Jackson or Brian".

Scott smirked at the obvious bitterness towards Brian, knowing it was simply because he had been all up in Kayla's business multiple times now.

"Kayla hates Brian".

"Didn't stop her going to second base with him though did it?" he grunted, completely unamused, "like ew, he definitely did not deserve that".

"Just ask her out".

Stiles let out an exagggeated laugh, "haha, yeah, funny Scott" he remarked sarcastically, "let my pale, 147 pound nerd ass ask out the hottest girl in school. Sure. That doesn't spell disaster or anything".

Scott quirked a brow, "oh so... Lydia isn't the hottest girl in school anymore?"

"What? I-I don't know" Stiles spluttered, "why are you talking about Lydia?"

"Because you've barely mentioned her in the last few weeks" Scott pointed out with a smirk, "you know why?"

"Why?"

"Because you're crushing on Kayla - hard".

"I... I wouldn't say hard" Stiles muttered, "she's... she's a friend. A friend who's hot. I have a small crush okay? Of course I do; I have eyes".

"Sure Stiles, a 'small crush'" he quoted with an eye roll, "just ask her out".

Stiles swallowed nervously, "y-you're right though. She'd definitely eat me alive. She seems like the dominant type. God... I would let her do whatever she wanted to me" he daydreamed, staring off into the distance.

"Dude, stop" Scott kicked him under the table, jolting him from the day dream he was in, "don't drag me into your perversions".


The end of the school day came around too slowly for her liking.

As soon as the bell went she headed out to meet Scott and Stiles outside by his jeep, waiting impatiently for them to arrive.

Five minutes later they turned up and she sent them a thundering look, chastising them as if she was their parent.

"Derek's dying you know. You could've walked a little quicker"

"That would then be classed as running and I'm not running for Derek Hale" Stiles snorted sarcastically to which she just sent him a mocking look.

"I get you two are new to this but this is serious" Kayla stated, "an Argent shot him. If he dies... it's war. I'm sure you don't want that Scott".

"Uh... why the hell is Derek here?"

"What?"

She spun around at Stiles observation, seeing Derek stumbling towards them before collapsing in the middle of the parking lot in front of a moving car.

"Shit" she cursed, quickly racing over to him, "shit shit... what did I say about staying in bed?"

He was flat on his back on the tarmac, blinking up at her blearily as Scott and Stiles skidded up behind her, looking around nervously.

"It's the Potpourri" Derek exclaimed, "it stinks".

"What?" she asked, beginning to wonder if this wolfsbane infection had truly gone to his head, "what the hell are you talking about?"

"Your mom's Potpourri" he said through gritted teeth, "I can't stand it".

"What? That little bowls of dried plants she has?" she snorted, "that's what you ran all the way here from?"

Derek shot her a glare, "werewolf senses, remember?"

Before she could retaliate, a bunch of horns started blasting at them impatiently, a queue of traffic beginning to build.

"Crap" Scott said, bending down to grab Derek from the ground, "you can't be seen here".

Kayla grabbed the other side of Derek, helping Scott lead him to Stiles' jeep, bundling him inside the passenger side and shutting the door.

"W-Wait, what are you doing?" Stiles hissed, "why is he going anywhere near my jeep?"

"Scott, go to Allison's. Get that bullet" she said, "Stiles and I will deal with Derek" ignoring Stiles' astonished face and Scott's affronted expression by getting ordered around.

"I'm sorry, did you just say 'Stiles and I' - since when do I want any part of this?" he asked, foot tapping against the ground.

"Since your best friend got turned" she shrugged, "come on, let's go".

"No we are not taking my jeep, I'm not some personal taxi service for dying werewolves, werewolves who want to personally rip my throat out" He exclaimed, running in front of Kayla as Scott watched the two of them argue like an interesting tennis match.

"Stiles, please? I need your help on this one" She said, jutting out her lower lip for extra effect - it usually always worked, she was known to have a certain charm about her. Stiles' jaw worked from side to side, as if he was ingesting a frigging crocodile instead of his own saliva. A few seconds later he relaxed his position, throwing his hands up in the air in exasperation.

"Fine, fine - but you're buying me a cheeseburger after this... actually, make that two - with extra fries" he warned, opening the door for her and letting her climb into the back, quickly jumping in too as the impatient honks of the horns got louder.

"We save him..." she smirked playfully, jutting her head forward between the seats, "I'll buy you a hundred" she promised.

"I'll hold you to that" he warned with a small smile, putting the jeep in gear and flooring it from the parking lot.

"So where are we going?" Stiles asked, "gonna need directions here".

"Back to my house. The place you-" throwing the back of Derek's head a pointed glare, "-shouldn't have left".

"I'm not going back there" Derek objected, as stubborn as ever.

"Oh my god, enough with the potpourri" she exclaimed, "it doesn't smell that bad. Stiles, you remember where I live?"

"How does he know where you live?" Derek interjected rudely, throwing them both a suspicious glare.

"Because I invited him over for hot kinky sex" she retorted back without missing a beat as Stiles started choking at her words, "obviously".

"W-What? I... no... we didn't-"

"I was being sarcastic" Kayla said, smirking as Stiles fidgeted uncomfortably, "why do you think Der? It's a small town. Anyway, do you remember?"

Stiles raised his eyebrows, meeting her gaze in the rearview mirror as he swallowed nervously, feeling the hot sweat trickling down the sides of his forehead

"Uh... yeah, you live, like, a few streets away from me".

"Do I?"

"Yeah... we're like neighbours. Maybe. Ish. Well, not really-"

She found his stumblings and stutterings oddly cute, holding back a smile in amusement.

"No" Derek interrupted, "if I go back there... they'll know" he said, "it'll be one of the first places they'll check".

"Do you have any better ideas?"

Derek sighed and stayed quiet, clearly accepting the fact he had no plans.

"Exactly" she smirked, "so my house please Stiles".

"Uh... so am I just dropping you all off or...?" Stiles asked, hesitant and wondering.

"No, you're gonna come in and help in case we need to cut his arm off".

"In? Like... in your house?" Stiles asked slowly, "me? In your house...?"

"Yes Stiles, in my house" she smirked, "why, do you not want to?"

"What? No, of course if I do. Yeah. I've always wondered - well not always, that would be weird. I just wonder what your house would look like. And your bedroom. Not in a creepy way" he rushed out, starting to sweat again, "oh god".

"Stiles? Chill" she advised playfully, "no need to get your panties in a bunch. And Derek? Put away your k-nines".

She watched, amused, as Stiles sharply looked to the left to eye up Derek cautiously, making the jeep swerve to the other side of the road.

"You better not try anything cause the way you're looking a nine-year-old could take you down" Stiles threatened, "and I punch harder than a nine-year-old".

"Just drive" Derek demanded, eyes flashing blue again.

"You know what? I'm getting fed up with your 'attitude' - I'm driving, you answer to me now buddy" Stiles replied back and Kayla leaned forward between the two of them, like a referee in the boxing ring.

"Drive and shut up before I rip out your throat... with my teeth" Derek threatened and Kayla rolled her eyes. Honestly. They couldn't even perform one simple task of getting from point A to point B? Men.

"That threat would be more effective if you didn't look like those zombies from 'thriller'" Stiles replied back sharply and Derek hands clenched, his jaw set rigidly in frustration.

"Okay, there is seriously too much testosterone going on here" Kayla complained as they rounded a corner, Stiles deliberately yanking the wheel of the jeep harder than necessary so Derek's head hit off the glass of the passenger side window.

"That was to establish who's in charge here" Stiles pointed his finger in Derek's face who just glowered back in response as she blew out a long exhausted breath, sagging back in her seat with her arms folded.

This was going to be a long day.

A/N) yay another update, I'm really enjoying this hahaha, love Scott noticing Stiles crushing and the banter between them all haha so please please review and I shall see you all super soon as I need to get back to posting here and not just wattpad and  fan fiction :)

Chapter 13: Bullet

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( Hope you all enjoy this chapter :)

She had long since tuned out the snappy bickering between Stiles and Derek, too mentally drained to bother trying to play referee with their childish behaviour and pointed to her house towards the end of the street.

"That one Stiles".

"I know" he immediately said confidently before blushing a little, "uh... I remember. It's... it's a beautiful house".

"Just didn't want you to miss it" she smirked, enjoying his awkwardness a little too much as he slowed the jeep down to turn into her driveway, his tyres skidding across the gravel as he parked haphazardly in front of her double garage - garage that was just filled with boxes of stuff they had yet to go through.

Derek's pale, sweaty face glared at Stiles as he shut off the engine, no doubt about to make a snarky remark - or threaten, possibly threaten - but Kayla stuck her head between the seats, sending Derek a warning glare.

"No".

"I didn't say anything".

"You were about to" she remarked, "and y'all are giving me a headache. Shut up".

Derek rolled his eyes, making a move to the door handle but she just reached around and slapped his hand away.

"Are you stupid? You can barely walk, wait for me".

She clambered over the seats, limbs twisting into awkward positions as she landed in the middle of them, shuffling towards Stiles' door and trying to open it.

"Oh, uh... um..." Stiles stuttered, "wh-what's-"

She managed to unclick the door, trying to push it wide open but had somehow landed on Stiles' lap, her legs tucked around his hips as she half fell against the door.

"Uh... heh..." he swallowed nervously, pressing himself back against his seat, "you-you could've just asked me to move".

Her back was awkwardly digging into the steering wheel as she straddled him, a playful smile pulling at her lips.

"Now where's the fun in that?"

He exhaled shakily, his eyes nearly rolling into the back of his head as he uncomfortably held his hands to the side, unsure where to put them that would be appropriate and for a second - just a second - she wished he would touch her - her waist, her thighs, hell even her god damn shoulders but she shook that thought away, leaning sideways to push the door open and hop out the jeep, deliberately doing a playful grind against his hips as she did so. Why? Because she was a flirt. Sue her.

She rushed around to the other side of the jeep and saw Derek beginning to stumble out and hurried over, grabbing his arm before he fell.

"I told you to wait".

"You were giving that fumbling idiot a lap dance. I wasn't staying to watch".

She rolled her eyes, moving an arm around his waist to keep him steady.

"I wasn't giving him a lap dance. I would put a lot more effort in if I was".

Derek scoffed under his breath, clearly not happy with her loose lips as she just looked up to find Stiles exiting the jeep, awkwardly trying to adjust his slacks and tugging his tee down as far as it would go.

No surprise why. Teenage boys and their easy boners.

"Hey, Stiles? Could you open the front door please? The key's in the soil in the plant pot" she asked and Stiles let out a nervous laugh.

"You're willingly telling me where the key to your house is? The key that opens your front door? The... the one into your house where your bedroom is?That key?"

It was clear he wasn't used to this, to someone being so forthcoming and laid back, flirty and openly sexual towards him but she found it cute and endearing, enjoying playing with him.

"Yeah" she shrugged, "it's not like I have anything to worry about, right?" she smirked as Stiles rocked back and forth on his heels, hand rubbing the back of his head as he tried to come up with an answer that wasn't just gibberish.

"Wha-? N-No" He stuttered, "why-why would you have to worry?"

"Just checking you don't go around rooting through girls underwear drawers" she snickered, "though, if you do, mine are in the top drawer".

His eyes widened, breath catching in the back of his throat as he looked completely and utterly stunned, a shiny sweat breaking out along his forehead.

Derek's weight begun to get heavy though, an annoyed grunt being huffed out which Kayla recognised as 'hurry up before I rip someone's head off'

She rolled her eyes at his impatience, helping walking him forward.

"Stiles. Key" she repeated to him because he was standing there awkwardly, as if he had forgotten what he was supposed to do. He cleared his throat and looked around in confusion before running up the steps onto the front porch.

"Right. Got it".

"I would rather get shot again than watch the two of you 'flirting'" Derek said as he rolled his eyes, breathing heavily.

"Shut up - we're not flirting... I don't even think Stiles is capable of 'flirting'" Kayla replied, rolling her eyes because Stiles' awkwardness was what made him... well, him.

"Because I do have a set of K-nines and extremely large cla-"

"Oh my god Der - you're dying and you seriously wanna discuss my relationship status?" she asked in shock, helping him up the few steps.

"Well you're still my cousin and-"

"Right okay, well - let me say this loud and clear. Stiles is my friend. I'm his friend. we share certain interests. We share the same friends. And we both agree you're the world's biggest douche. We are not in a relationship okay?"

Derek watched her face carefully as they passed by Stiles who was holding the front door open.

"Whatever" He grumbled, "but I mean what I said about the claws".

Kayla smirked. Derek was an ass - sometimes - and often didn't show his emotions but when he did it showed what a decent, caring person he was. It was a nice change from the brooding, dark Derek that people saw all the time.

"Yeah... whatever" she mimicked him before placing him gently on the couch and pointing to the pristine white material of the sofa.

"Try and not bleed on the couch - mom just had it steam cleaned" she advised, putting her thumbs up as she prepared to walk away to the kitchen to get the first aid kit, and maybe get Stiles to help because he looked like a little lost puppy standing there not knowing what to do.

"Your level of care is overwhelming" Derek said sarcastically and Kayla just smirked.

"So is your level of sassiness Der - be right back" she called over her shoulder, dragging Stiles into the kitchen and getting prepared for a really really long day.

Stiles stumbled after her, feet tripping over each other as he looked around her house in amazement, letting out a long whistle in appreciation.

"Oh, you got money money" he exclaimed, "my entire house could fit in this kitchen".

She frowned, pausing to glance around.

"It's a normal-sized kitchen, Stiles".

"Normal?" he chuckled, "dude, this is impressive. What is this-" he rapped his knuckles on the breakfast bar, "-real marble?"

"I guess so?"

"What is it your family does again?"

"My mom is the director of an art gallery. My dad... my dad was in business".

"Oh" Stiles muttered, seeming a little disappointed, "so no secret werewolf societies?"

She snorted, "not that I know of".

"That sucks" he muttered, unable to stop himself from taking a walk around the breakfast bar, his eyes zig zagging across the glossy black kitchen, soaking up every inch of high-end decor.

Oh, how the other half lived.

She found his behaviour somewhat humorous, watching as he spun around her kitchen, his busy fingers touching anything and everything that was left out, acting like a kid in a toy shop.

"Wow" she smirked, "if you're impressed by this, wait till you see my bedroom".

He stopped short, quickly turning to face her with an amazed slack look on his face, his eyes widening in surprise.

"W-What?" he wondered, taking a couple of seconds to compose himself by swallowing quickly, "y-your bedroom? As in... your room... with your bed in it...? I can... see that...?"

She simply shrugged, keeping a playful smile on her face.

"Play your cards right, and you just might".

He was like a deer caught in the headlights, overwhelmed by her words and she was having fun playing with him like this, enjoying the way he seemed to melt around her. They bounced off each other well, an ease to their new found friendship.

"Jeez, relax" she chucked, playfully slapping his chest as she laughed, "I didn't invite you around for an orgy. You really need to learn how to act around girls, Stilinski".

He gulped, rubbing his chest where her hand had smacked him a little too boisterously, willing away the redness in his cheeks.

"Heh... uh... Hm-"

She smirked at his inability to string a complete sentence together, climbing onto the worktop to reach the top shelf where the medicine cabinet was and pulled out the large box, holding it out for Stiles to catch.

For someone on the lacrosse team - albeit; mainly the bench - he wasn't very coordinated, stumbling as he reached up to grab it, the contents nearly falling onto his head as she grabbed his shoulder as leverage to push herself down.

"I think he needs a bit more than antiseptic cream" Stiles quipped.

"Surprisingly, my mom doesn't stock new arms" she smirked, raking through the box Stiles was still holding as she picked out some cream, alcohol wipes, bandages and tape and placed it on the breakfast bar.

"I still don't get why he needs the bullet" Stiles murmured, "surely if it's got wolfsbane in it, he should stay far away from it?"

"It's complicated" she shrugged, "but there's different kinds of wolfsbane, each with varying degrees of seriousness and symptoms. Once we know the kind, we know how to treat it".

"And how long do we have?"

Kayla's stomach sunk, briefly pausing in her search for some scissors as she remembered just how time sensitive wolfsbane was.

"Honestly? I... I don't know".

Stiles must've sensed her sudden shift in demeanour from flirty and care free to being haunted by something, her face pinched with grief.

"This is how your dad and brother died, wasn't it?" he asked, keeping his voice as gentle as possible, tinged with sympathy.

Her eyes shot up to meet his, surprised by his deduction. How did he know that? She was normally so careful about her past, her emotions... never letting anyone get too far past her defenses, but he knew. He somehow knew.

"How did you...?" she wondered, unable to finish her sentence, "I didn't say anything about wolfsbane when I told you about their murders".

He shrugged, "your eyes got sad".

Such a simple explanation, but somehow, it cut deep.

She tried to keep the sadness at bay, to not let people see her insecurities, but she let her guard down.

She let her guard down around this hyper, awkward human kid.

She finally found the scissors in the mess that was their medicine box, holding the blades as she looked down.

"It was meant to be our family movie night" she muttered, keeping her voice low and quiet as she focused on playing with the small scissors, "that morning I... I just left for school like normal. Dylan was going to pick up the popcorn, and dad had asked me to please try and keep things civil between mom and I. He said he just wanted to be a normal family. But that night I was running late. I don't know why... it couldn't have been anything important, but I got home late and they were already there. The hunters. I... I froze" she explained, "I just froze. All I could focus on was the spilt popcorn all over the carpet and... and then they got shot. Multiple times with wolfsbane bullets. By the time I tried to save them, it was too late. The wolfsbane was already working its way to their hearts. They died en route to the hospital. The doctors tried but... but there was nothing else that could be done".

She could feel Stiles' gaze burning with intensity as he stared at her, watching and listening to her intently as she made herself vulnerable to him, baring her heart and soul.

"So yeah..." she shrugged, looking up and trying to lighten the mood, "wolfsbane sucks".

"Wow... uh... that's... that's heavy. I'm so sorry" Stiles said, "were they ever caught?"

"No" she shook her head, "they got what they came for and then disappeared. I wish I followed them - did something to stop them or catch them, but I didn't. But Derek? Derek I can save. We have time - not much, but time. I'm not going to let the same thing that happened to them, happen to him. No way".

"I understand" he nodded, "it's not the same but... my mom died. Health reasons" he added, "I know what it feels like to be powerless to help the people you love. To just watch everything play out, and yeah, it sucks" he agreed, "it's the worst feeling in the world".

"I'm sorry. I didn't know" she said, "the dead parent club is kinda depressing huh?"

He smirked, "oh, 1000%".

"Don't even get free doughnuts here".

"Just a lifetime of trauma".

"I would prefer the doughnuts" she chuckled, grabbing the stuff off the breakfast bar before smiling softly at Stiles, "but in all seriousness... I really am sorry. No one should lose a parent so young".

He simply smiled back, both connecting and understanding each other on a whole new level as they bonded over their shared pain. But, of course, she couldn't let it get too sappy as she made her way back through to the living room, surprised to see Derek still sitting where she left him.

"Holy shit, you did as you were told".

He sent her a glare, holding his bad arm.

"Jeez, touchy touchy" she muttered, perching on the edge of the sofa next to him, "how are you feeling?"

She pulled back his bandages and squinted at the damage. The wound looked awful - bruised and black, oozing a think bloody substance and Kayla was just glad she wasn't squeamish.

"Like death" was Derek's short reply, making Kayla roll her eyes.

"Really? I never guessed with it being a wolfs bane bullet and all" she quipped back sarcastically, undoing his old bandages and wiping gently at the wound with alcohol wipes, "If Scott doesn't get this bullet... what're we gonna do?" Kayla asked carefully just as Stiles walked in, holding the phone up in his hand.

"Yeah... Scott doesn't have it yet but he will" Stiles said, somewhat nervously as the two Hales stared up at him.

"I trust him" Kayla said, turning back to Derek, "but seriously, do you have a plan B - everyone needs a plan B and C and D and hell, the whole of the frigging alphabet".

"I have an idea - not sure if it'll work or not".

"Wow, you're just spilling with positivity - I mean, really" Stiles spoke up and the two males just glared at one another from across the living room.

"What's the idea?" Kayla asked, trying to think about what his plan was but coming up a blank. Surely if there was a cure then she should have found it out before it killed her dad and brother, "because if it's cutting off your own arm, that should be a last resort".

Derek simply sighed, proving to her he had no other plan.

"Oh my god you're gonna cut off your arm" Kayla exclaimed, "why do you have to jump to the most dramatic option?!"

"What? No, no, no, that is just wrong and... ew, no" Stiles said, arms waving around, "I'm not watching that".

"If it works, I'll heal".

"Yeah, and that's a big maybe" Kayla said, "there has to be other things to try before that".

"Hopefully soon, because dude... you are seriously starting to smell like death" Stiles piped up, swallowing thickly as the two Hales glared across at him once again.


One thing about Kayla is that she did not have a lot of patience.

She hated waiting. She found it a waste of time. She despised being forced to wait things out, not knowing the outcome.

So every time Stiles' phone beeped, she found herself sitting up straight, ready and raring to go but Stiles just shook his head and she deflated back on the sofa, going back to twiddling her thumbs.

A few minutes later she heard the shrill ring of Stiles' phone ringing and perked up, sending him a hopeful look and he simply nodded as he accepted the call.

"Scott hey, how's it going?"

Pause.

"Have you found it yet?"

Pause.

"Well what are we supposed to do with him - Kayla and I are way outta our league here".

"Hey, speak for yourself, amateur".

Stiles simply rolled his eyes, focusing back on the call.

"What? Aw dude, you owe me big time... he smells like death. Why would we take him there?"

Pause.

"Okay, yeah I got it"

"Wait, what?" Kayla demanded, standing up and striding over to Stiles, pulling the phone from his hand and putting it on speaker, ignoring his flabbergasted facial expression.

"Scott, what the hell?"

"Take Derek to the animal clinic - it's closer and I uh... I dunno where you live" Scott admitted sheepishly.

"Do you have the bullet or not?" Derek demanded loudly, an edge of anxious worry in his tone.

"Look - their house is basically a Wal-Mart for guns okay? I need time".

"Derek doesn't have time Scott" Kayla said, closing her eyes briefly, "If you don't have the bullet within the hour, I'm coming over".

"You can't-"

"I can and I will" she said determinedly, "and I don't care if I have to chloroform them all to get it. That would put a real dampener on your date, huh?"

"I'll get it" Scott reassured, his voice just barely shone a hushed whisper, "I'm on it. Don't worry".

'Yeah, easier said than done Scott' she wanted to say but, instead of being her usually snippy self, she simply ended the call, not wanting to say anything she would regret.


She wasn't all that keen on taking Derek somewhere she didn't know. At least in places she was familiar with, she knew the exits and entrances, the best hiding places and where the weapons were. This animal clinic was unknown territory and Kayla hated unknown territory.

Unfortunately, Derek's health took a sharp decline and made the decision to suck it up and go there.

The jeep ride there was mainly uneventful - Stiles and Derek took a few digs at each other but no one got their throat ripped out so Kayla guessed that was as good an outcome as any.

"S'okay... I can manage" Derek said through gritted teeth, pulling himself out of the jeep. He was damn stubborn that's for sure - If he could just let go of his pride for two frigging minutes then maybe Kayla could actually help him.

"Just don't blame me if you face plant the ground then" Kayla said in a sarcastic tone, helping Stiles open the side entrance door that slid up and watching in worry - though she covered it up with a poker face - as Derek stumbled in, sitting down on the piles of dog food clumsily.

It was then Stiles' phone went off and Kayla's head snapped up - Scott better have that damn bullet or so help her god the outcome would not be pretty.

Stiles answered it quickly, shooting them both a confused look.

"... Nordic blue Monkshood..." he muttered, "I thought you said this was a wolfsbane bullet?"

"Same thing" both Kayla and Derek said at the same time, causing Stiles' eyes to go wide and stare at both of them cautiously.

"So creepy" he murmured under his breath.

"It's really rare" Derek said, eyes sliding shut for a few seconds, "Just... just make sure he gets the bullet".

Stiles spoke to Scott for a few more seconds before hanging up, meeting their expectant stares.

"He's gonna try and leave now".

"Try?" she asked, "what do you mean 'try'? We're kind of on a time crunch here".

"Well, y'know-" Stiles shrugged, "-it is a date".

"Oh my god"she exclaimed, "this is ridiculous. He's had enough time. Stiles, can I have your keys please?" Kayla asked, holding out her hand expectantly.

"What? Why?" he asked, sharing a confused glance with Derek who was shaking his head at her in warning.

"Because, in case you hadn't noticed, Derek looks to be on his last legs".

"Oh I noticed - just didn't think it was important" Stiles replied offhandedly and Kayla saw Derek glare at the back of Stiles' head.

"Oh for god's sake" Kayla murmured, striding forward, invading his personal space and sliding her hand in his pants pocket, fingers scraping his upper thigh as she grabbed his jeep keys.

"What're yo- Oh god... I-"

He froze, completely stilling as he held his hands up in surprise, mouth slack as her hand accidentally grazed his crotch as she pulled the keys out.

"Don't be such a guy" Kayla said, holding the keys up with her thumb and finger, shaking them in his face, "thanks for the keys though" she added with a wide smile, ignoring both Derek's and Stiles wide eyed stares.

"Kayla, you can't go round there - it's dangerous" Derek said, shakily pulling himself to his feet, holding onto the wall for support.

"And who says you can drive her without my permission?" Stiles demanded, holding out his hands for the keys back. Her, seriously? Such a guy, Kayla thought with a shake of her head.

"First off - I doubt you could stop me anyway, what with you looking ready to be buried six feet under, and Stiles... well, I could probably kick his ass" she said confidently.

"Gee thanks" was Stiles' snarky reply as he folded his arms across his chest, but made no move to correct her because - duh - of course she could kick his ass.

"Look, I'm just gonna go and drag Scott outta there, nothing more... it's either that or you drop dead screaming in pain, there's not a lot of choices here Der" she told Derek, standing in front of him stubbornly.

Derek blew out a long exhale of air, his expression tense and taut as he realised their options were seriously lacking.

He sighed heavily, "I can't believe i'm saying this but... fine - in and out, that's it" he warned, pointing a finger in her general direction, "you're not staying any longer than necessary".

"Of course - I'm not gonna willingly hang out with those hunters anyway" she told him, preparing to run out the door and zoom off to Allison's house but stopped and turned around, realising if things went badly this was the last time she could ever see Derek again.

She stepped forward and gently wrapped her arms around his torso, feeling him clench up for a few seconds before relaxing, patting her back awkwardly.

They weren't a 'lovey dovey' type of family... affection did not come easy to her, but she had lost enough people. People she didn't get to say goodbye too. More recently, Laura being one of them. She wasn't going to make that same mistake.

"If we're not back in time... do your last resort- no arm is better than no life" she whispered in his ear, feeling him nod before pulling back, all three of them silent. Stiles watching them like they were some frigging complicated science experiment or something.

"Right... bye" she said, jogging out the side door, jeep keys held tightly in her hands.

"Be careful with my jeep - she grinds in second" Stiles warned as she climbed into the drivers seat, biting his finger nails nervously. Kayla just waved her hand in acknowledgement before stepping on the gas pedal and racing out of the parking lot at full speed, tires squealing against the concrete.

"If she gets a speeding ticket for doing this for you, you're paying for it" Stiles warned, pointing an accusatory finger in Derek's direction who was slumped up against the wall in exhaustion, wondering why the hell his cousin left him with such an annoying teenager.


Reckless should've been her middle name, because that's what she was.

Not necessarily in the self-destructive kind of way, but she was rash and impulsive, not always thinking things all the way through. Usually, it got her in trouble. Either by her saying the wrong thing, or doing something risky that others would raise their eyebrows at.

So why should her driving be any different?

She paid no attention to the speed limit, let alone the road. Her whole focus was on getting to Allison's as soon as possible, even if that meant nearly upturning the jeep every time she took the corners too quick or cutting through a red light, resulting in many horns getting honked at her.

She easily cut her journey time in half though, slamming on the brakes she skidded into the Argents driveway, jumping out without even bothering to turn off the engine or close the door and ran up to the front door, banging on it repeatedly and urgently, no subtlety in sight.

It didn't take long for Chris Argent, the slightly creepy and intimidating man, to open the door wide, his ice cold stare glaring down at her in confusion.

"Is Scott here? It's an emergency" Kayla said quickly, not bothering with the polite formalities as it was a complete waste of time - especially to this family - and just as she said that, Allison and Scott came up behind him, Scott looking like he was ready to leave and Kayla silently thanked whatever God was out there.

He must have the bullet then, hallelujah.

"Kayla, what's wrong?" Allison asked, frowning in worry, "has something happened?"

"Oh, um... Deaton needs Scott, something about a dog and an earring - I never really heard" she rambled as another Argent, Allison's aunt she assumed, came and stood next to the little group.

"And who's this? Another one of Allison friend's? It's a pleasure to meet you" Kate grinned, though there was an underlining menacing tone that Kayla didn't like one bit.

Kayla forced herself to take a calming breath, reminding herself what was at stake her. She couldn't be her usual, snarky self... not with Derek's life on the line.

"Yes, yes I'm new too, yada yada yada, but we really need to-"

"What's your name?" the woman asked, raising her eyebrows and smirking slightly, her caramel locks bouncing around her shoulders.

Kayla couldn't resist what happened next. She just had to get under her skin. Why? Because something about this woman just pissed her off.

"Hale" Kayla said, her gaze strong and unwavering, not willing to back down, "Kayla Hale".

It may be stupid to out herself like this, especially to another Argent, but it was worth it to see the woman's eyes widen slightly in surprise, her forehead creasing in alarm.

'Guess you didn't get us all like you thought you did' Kayla thought angrily. The Argent family were suspects in starting the fire but, to be honest, Kayla had no idea if they did actually do it or not. They were a small group of suspects out of hundreds of hunters, but certainly the family with the most balls.

"Hale? Well..." Allison's Aunt smirked, "it's so nice to finally meet you. I'm Kate" she held out her hand, her voice dripping with faux niceness, "me and your family go way back".

Kayla felt that burning, red-hot fire curl inside her stomach, her anger - usually quick to rise - was desperate to be freed, to be allowed to lash out at this despicable excuse of a human being, but she used every ounce of self-control to swallow it back.

That wasn't usually like her. She was quick to react, her negative emotions usually getting the best of her, but she couldn't allow that to happen.

Not now. Not with Derek's life on the line.

She forced a sickly sweet smile on her face, reaching out to shake her hand back but made sure to squeeze it tightly, letting Kate know she wasn't playing.

"Oh, really?" Kayla asked, feigning innocence, "they never mentioned you" she shrugged, referencing the snide remark Kate had made about knowing her family, "guess you weren't that important".

Kate laughed, throwing her head back in delight as she threw her a wink.

"Ask your cousin. He'll remember me".

She wondered what that meant, her stony stare briefly twisting into confusion. What cousin? Laura, or Derek? Why would they know Kate personally?

"Anyway-" Kate continued, taking Kayla's silence as a way to change the topic of conversation, "I know this is an emergency, but I have a very important question to ask brown eyes over here" snapping her attention towards Scott who perked up in surprise and a little bit of guilt.

"Me?"

"Yes, you Scott - now... I hate to be the one pointing the finger but... what did you take from my bag?" Kate asked, crossing her arms intimidatingly but keeping that butter wouldn't melt smile on her face.

Psychopath much?

Kayla gulped nervously, her entire body lighting up with new found anxiety as Scott's panicked eyes flickered in her direction, begging for help.

"Uh... what?" Scott asked in shock, and Kayla admired how he tried to act genuinely confused - she just hoped it paid off.

"My bag - what did you take from it?"

Scott stayed silent, looking between her and Allison and Kayla felt like kicking him into making up an answer - nothing says 'guilty' more than staying silent and looking like a damn criminal.

"Do you want me to repeat the question? Maybe enunciate more clearly?"

"What are you talking about?" Chris asked, glaring at them all with new found suspicion and Kayla just wanted to grab Scott by the arm and high tail it the hell out of there before things got worse.

"My bag was open in the guest room and when I left it was shut - Scott goes to the bathroom and then it's magically opened, care to explain how that could happen Scott?"

"Scott didn't take anything" Allison protested and it was then Kayla felt something touching her hand. Without looking down or doing anything that would give herself away, she kept her hand still, slightly turning the palm inwards. Whilst the Argent family was focusing on Allison, Scott's warm hand touched her open palm and pressed something cool into it.

The bullet.

Kayla closed her hand around it, keeping it tucked away in her grip as Scott pulled his hand away, leaving his arms free and dangling by his sides as she carefully stuffed the bullet into the back pocket of her jeans, remaining poker faced.

"Something was taken from my bag" Kate continued, unwilling to let the subject drop, "now, look - I hate to be the accuser here Scott, because I really do love those adorable brown eyes, but I don't know if you're a klepto, if you're curious, or if you're just stupid. But answer the question. What did you take?"

The whole situation was tense and awkward, and even Kayla was getting a touch of second-hand embarrassment.

"Nothing. I swear".

"You don't mind proving it, do you?"

"Are you serious?" Allison protested, looking mortified, "this is ridiculous. Stop this".

"How about you show us what's in your pockets?" Kate shrugged, "then you can go on your merry way and help... that dog, or whatever".

"Dad?" Allison asked desperately, but Chris simply shook his head, beginning to look intrigued and a little suspicious.

"Come on Scott... prove me wrong" Kate challenged and Kayla stood there awkwardly, just glad Scott had enough sense and passed her the bullet before it was too late.

Scott sighed, but knowing he was in the clear thanks to her showing up at the last minute, began to turn out his pockets, appearing completely innocent, when suddenly Allison whipped out a small package, holding it up for all to see.

"See? Scott didn't take anything - I did" She said, her face twisting into an embarrassed, horrified stare, like she wished the ground would just open up and swallow her whole and Kayla could clearly see why.

Allison was holding up a condom packet - thankfully, unopened and unused - and Kayla couldn't help the amused snort that escaped, biting her lip to at least try and hold back her chuckle.

"Dude-" Kayla chortled under her breath, "-at least steal the good kind. Those suck".

Her effort to lighten the mood fell on deaf ears, no one paying even the slightest bit of attention to her.

"Well..." Kate trailed off, everyone completely silent, not knowing what to say.

"I'm sure you would want some 'family time'" Kayla broke the silence, grabbing Scott's hand and dragging him over the threshold, almost making him trip, "so we're just gonna... go... there's a dog and an earring needing our help" 

Unsurprisingly, no one protested their exit, Chris slamming the door shut behind them.

"Holy shit Scott" Kayla exclaimed, dragging him towards the jeep, "Allison wants to bang you. That's, like, front page news".

"She likes me" he muttered, face breaking out into a cheeky grin, his eyes clouding over as he began most likely daydreaming about getting laid - again, such a guy.

But Kayla couldn't deny one thing: Allison was totally and completely infatuated with him.

She wondered what that was like... to be so head over heels in love and lust with someone that everything else became small and unimportant. She doubted she would ever find that.

"She really does and I'm super happy for the two of you but why don't you grab your bike and let's get going eh? It's kind of a life or death situation here" She said and Scott nodded, still looking to be in a daze as grabbed his bike off the ground and placed it in the back of Stiles' jeep.

"Wait... how did you get Stiles' jeep?" Scott asked, sliding in next to her, "he's very protective about his jeep".

"I stole his keys" she shrugged nonchalantly, not really seeing anything wrong with that as Scott looked at her with wide eyes, "what? It was an emergency".

she started the engine and, without missing a beat, took off, the sudden on burst of speed making Scott fly back in his seat as he tried to grab onto the dashboard in alarm, getting thrown about like a rag doll.

"Whoa" he exclaimed, suddenly looking like he had aged ten years as she gingerly reached for his seatbelt, buckling up even though - hello - werewolf healing, "a little warning would've been nice".


Kayla was about three inches away from crashing into the animal clinic but managed to slam on the brakes just in time, hurriedly turning off the engine and jumping out, ignoring Scott holding his chest and muttering a quick prayer.

She followed him into the clinic, skidding into the back room only to come face to face with the sight of Derek leaning over the table, Stiles getting ready to chop off his arm with a tiny electric saw.

"What the hell are you doing?" Scott exclaimed, completely mortified.

Stiles let out an exhilarated chuckle as he pulled away the saw from Derek's arm, running his hands over his short hair.

"Oh, you just prevented a lifetime of nightmares - thank you" Stiles said as Kayla raced past him to grab a hold of Derek who looked deathly pale, holding him up.

"Please tell me you have it" he gasped, his whole body shaking.

"Yes, yes of course" Kayla replied, pulling out the bullet from her pocket and handing it over to Derek.

"Do you know what you have to do?"

"I need to... I'm gonna... I..."

He was fading - and fading fast. She only just managed to wrap her arms around him before he could drop to the floor like a stone, the prescious bullet slipping from his grasp.

She tried to reach for it, to catch it before it fell but Derek's weight made her off balance and, as she leaned to the side, Derek's body pushed into her and they both tumbled to the floor, Kayla wincing as he fell on top of her legs.

"No, no, no, no, no" Scott was murmuring as he raced forward to try and grab it while Kayla used all her strength to pull Derek onto her lap, tapping his cheek.

"Der? Der can you hear me? Derek?" she demanded in worry, tears beginning to blur her vision.

This could not be happening again.

Not again. Not to Derek.

Stiles slid down beside her, leaning over Derek as he shook him to try and wake him up.

"Not again, not again, not again" she chanted, holding onto him for dear life, "this is not happening again, it's not happening again, it's not happening again-"

Stiles was watching her, a little worried and a little in surprise, not used to seeing this delicate side of her. She had always come across as so... hard, he supposed. So composed. Never did he expect to see her get upset.

"Will punching him work?" Stiles asked desperately, placing his hand on her shoulder to try and get her attention.

"What?"

"If I punch him, will it wake him up?"

"Maybe. But he'll also be very pissed".

"Scott, what're we gonna do cause I think he's dying... I think he's dead" Stiles exclaimed in worry as Kayla manoeuvred Derek's body off her, gently placing his head on the concrete.

"I don't know, hold on" was Scott's strained reply, trying with all his might to reach for the bullet that had fallen down a drain.

Stiles shook his head, already seeming to regret whatever idea had sprung into his head as he muttered a quiet "please don't kill me for this" and pulled back his arm, punching Derek square across the face.

To her surprise; it worked. Derek gasped, his eyes flying open as he bang coughing and Kayla just simply wordlessly grabbed him, helping him to stand. He was unsteady but still alive - which meant they had time.

"I need the bullet" Derek said as Scott ran over, having used his claws to reach the bullet, and thrusted it into his hands. She just stood there, steadying Derek with a well placed hand on his back, watching in an equal amount of fascination and fear as Derek opened up the bullet, spilling it's wolfs bane contents and lighting it on fire before pushing it into his open wound.

She grimaced as he let out a howl of rage and fell to his knees on the floor, Scott grabbing her arm to stop her from going after him. After a few seconds Derek stopped screaming and his wound was completely healed.

"That was awesome! yes!" Stiles said and Kayla had to agree as she let a small smile grace her lips. Derek was completely fine, thank god. There was one thing she couldn't lose, and that was more family.

The next few minutes consisted of Scott warning Derek to stay away from him and threatening to go back to the Argents but, before Kayla could smack him over the head for being so stupid, Derek shouted at him, saying they were hunters and couldn't trust them. Kayla had to agree with that - she trusted Allison, sure - well maybe - but the rest of them? No way in hell.

"Wait... you're gonna take him to Peter?" Kayla asked in shock, lowering her voice and leaning forward, "you can't... he's... he's in bad shape Derek".

"I have no choice - it's either this, or those two jackasses get us all killed".

Their uncle Peter still remained in a near comatose state, nearly his entire body covered in harsh burns. If that didn't open Scott's eyes to what hunters - what the Argents - were capable of, she didn't know what would.

"Fine" she shrugged, not having the energy to object, "but you can go alone - I hate hospitals".

That was no word of a lie.

She despised hospitals. They gave her the ick. They were depressing - too clean and clinical. They were the place that people died... why would anyone like that?

Derek nodded in understanding, turning to face Scott.

"I'll show you just how nice you think they are".

She was surprised Scott willingly went with Derek, given their already strained relationship, but in a way was thankful. Maybe this was a turning point? Maybe, just maybe, it would open Scott's eyes to the dangers of being a werewolf, and how it wasn't all becoming good at sports and getting the girl.

She watched them leave, wordlessly following Stiles to his jeep that she had parked haphazardly squint, the front of the bonnet nearly crashing through the wall.

"Oh my god" Stiles exclaimed, biting down on his fist to no doubt stop the torrent of swear words that wanted to escape his mouth as he saw his jeep, cringing at the lingering smell of burning tyres.

"What?" she asked cluelessly, "I didn't crash it".

"Oh my god-"

"And I only hit like, three curbs"

He squeaked against his hand, his terrified eyes giving the jeep a thorough once over as he rounded it, inspecting it for any new bumps or scratches.

"Stiles, I can drive" she reassured, "I'm an excellent driver. I just drive fast... and get distracted sometimes..."

He was inspecting the back of the jeep but she still heard the terrified whimper and simply chuckled to herself, climbing in the passenger side and waited for him to get in too.

Once he was finally done scrutinising every inch of his jeep, he climbed in and threw her a warning stare.

"You are never driving this jeep again".

She snorted, unable to hold back her amusement.

"Relax" she chuckled, "I don't want to. It feels like every time you turn a corner, something very important falls from the hood".

"If anything does fall, it's not important. Everything that is, is duct-taped".

"Is that meant to make me feel safer?"

He threw her a sheepish look, "doesn't it?"

She just laughed, choosing not to reply as Stiles started up the engine and reversed from the parking lot, tilting his ear to the steering wheel as if trying to listen to make sure she didn't damage the mechanics of it.

"Stiles?"

"Hm?"

"Relax, your jeep is fine" she chuckled, "well... fine as the condition you gave it to me in".

"You mean stole" he corrected with a smirk, "I didn't have much of a choice".

She just shrugged playfully, letting him know their banter was keeping her occupied but it didn't take long for Stiles to work up the courage to ask about one person: Peter.

"What was Derek talking about in there? Y'know, about showing Scott something? And someone called Peter?"

"Our uncle Peter was the only survivor of the fire and he's uh... he's burnt pretty badly" Kayla explained, meeting Stiles' gaze as he glanced over, "he's in the long term care facility, pretty much comatose. I guess Derek wants Scott to see the truth about the Argents the hard way".

"Oh, I'm... uh, I'm sorry" Stiles said awkwardly, "can he not heal?"

"No" she shook her head, "the damage was too extensive. He's healed a lot, physically, but his mind is damaged. I can't see a way back for him".

"So fire is dangerous to werewolves?"

"It's dangerous to anyone Stiles" she chuckled, trying to keep the mood light, "but yeah. It's dangerous to werewolves. Superficial burns? They're fine. They'll heal. But the fire was started with accelerant... it made it burn quick, and hot, and burned right down to the bone. They couldn't escape because of mountain ash... so they were trapped. There's only so far supernatural healing will get you... and it doesn't bring you back to life".

She watched as Stiles swallowed the disgusted lump in his throat, his face screwing up at the thought of burnt flesh.

"But I'm sure I read somewhere that it was an electrical fire...?"

"Nope. Whoever runs those investigations were corrupt. They lied on the report, why? I don't know, And by the time my dad tried to get it reinvestigated, all the evidence was gone".

"Why would someone falsify reports?"

"Why would someone kill ten members of one family?" she retaliated with a one-shouldered shrug, "because people suck. People are the worst. Hunters-" she emphasised, "-are the worst. If it's not fire, it's wolfsbane. If it's not wolfsbane, it's chopping people in half. If it's not any of those despicable ways, then they'll fry them like an egg with thousands of joules of electricity and get off on it. I'm happy Derek is showing Scott their true colours, I really am. Because I know - I know - if the Argents ever found out about him, he would end up like my family, or worse".

Stiles was listening contently, his eyes darting over every few seconds to watch her ramble, so much conviction in her voice - strong and unwavering, burning with a fierce passion for justice.

"And I like Allison, I really do" she continued, "but I'm also being very, very cautious of her. She may not know about werewolves, but I bet when she finds out she'll follow in her family's footsteps. Which means Scott, and me, become prime hunting targets".

"But you're human-"

"It hasn't stopped them before" she muttered, "sometimes, just being associated with werewolves is enough".

Stiles had then turned into her driveway, parking just outside the double garage and Kayla was pleased to see her mom's car still not here.

"I'm sorry... that was really insensitive of me to ask-"

"It's fine - it happened years ago, I can talk about it without breaking down y'know" she reassured him, playfully nudging her elbow with his, "could I do with a few thousand hours of therapy? Probably. But I'm fine".

He seemed relieved, happy she wasn't going to bite his head off for prying into her personal life.

"Anyway, thanks for the ride Stiles and thank-you for helping Derek - he appreciates it but just doesn't like to show it, he hates being in people's debts" she chuckled, grabbing her bag before leaning forward and giving him a quick peck on the cheek, ignoring his flabbergasted expression as he looked at her as if she had just propositioned him for sex.

"Oh, uh... um, n-no problem, I'm all about saving the weak - y'know like batman, though Scott would claim he's batman and I'm robin but seriously, I wanna be batman" Stiles rambled nervously, cheeks flushing again as Kayla watched him in amusement, probably unaware he was still holding the cheek she had kissed, like he was savouring the lingering feel of her lips.

Remembering the promise she made to him she pulled a pen and paper from her bag, quickly scribbling something down on it and folding it up, placing it in his hands.

"Good night Stiles - I'll see ya tomorrow" she bid farewell as she slid from the jeep, jogging up the path and unlocking her front door, giving him a quick wave before disappearing from sight.

Stiles shook his head to get him to focus, bleary and overwhelmed with confusion, finally dropping his hand from his cheek as he looked down at the paper in wondering. What could be written that she couldn't just say to his face? Some part of him hoped it was maybe an invite to her bedroom at some point, but he knew he wouldn't be that lucky.

He unfolded the paper and let out an amused chuckle at what he read, caramel brown eyes lighting up with something close to adoration.

I.O.U

100 x cheeseburgers like I promised.

And I always keep my promises, even ridiculously expensive ones like this.

Thanks for all your help, Kayla :)

Stiles smile was wide as he pulled out of the driveway, carefully folding up the bit of paper and placing it in his pants pocket, eyes flickering to the rearview mirror as her house disappeared from sight.

A/N)  I seriously cannot wait for more flirting and more moments between these two. Defo gonna be more of a build up haha so hope you all enjoyed and please please review, I shall see you all super soon I promise :) x

 

Chapter 14: Bedroom shenanigans

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To her complete surprise (and annoyance), she was woken up not long after eight the next morning.

A Saturday morning.

The incessant knocking was sending shocks through her body, so loud that even covering her head with her pillow wasn't working. Nothing drowning out the thumps of bare knuckles against wood, combined with the high-pitched chime of the doorbell bouncing off the walls.

"Oh my god" she muttered in frustration, throwing the pillow off her face and groaning as it knocked over the lamp on her bedside table, "I am coming!"

Her yell clearly wasn't enough to deter whoever was at the door, the impatient determination of the knocking seeming to get quicker as she growled under her breath, throwing back the covers and stomping down the stairs, her bare feet striking the floor with loud slaps.

She could barely see, her eyes still bleary with sleep as she reached the front door and turned the key, yanking it open and getting hit with the harsh brightness of the low, early morning sun.

"Oh... hi" the voice said in surprise, "um, sorry, did I wake you?"

She squinted, throwing a hand up to cover her eyes, her wild knotty hair covering her face, but was still able to recognise the fidgety silhouette of none other than Stiles Stilinski.

"Stiles" she muttered through gritted teeth, "what the fuck? It's a Saturday. Of course I was sleeping. What the hell are you doing here? I saw you less than twelve hours ago".

He held up a binder, trying to keep his smile light and playful but was unable to stop the sheepish look that twisted his features.

"Chemistry project, remember? We got paired up".

She glanced down, totally unamused at the binder, and then back to his face, her annoyed stare making him gulp nervously.

"Last night you said 'see you tomorrow' which I thought was you implying you wanted to work on the project today, y'know, as it's due Monday?"

"So you thought it was a good idea to turn up, unannounced, at 8am?"

"I did text. Several times in fact. You didn't answer".

"Oh jeez, I wonder why" she remarked sarcastically, "maybe because it's a Saturday morning and I was sleeping".

"Yeah" he winced, "I kind of gathered that now".

"Why aren't you sleeping?"

He shrugged, rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet, "I was wired after last night. Couldn't shut off".

She was beginning to soften a little, eyes adjusting to the light as she dropped her hand and sidestepped a little, holding the door a little wider.

Stiles seemed confused, his brows furrowing at her movement and she just rolled her eyes, extending her arm out sarcastically.

"Well?" she asked, "are you coming in or not?"

His expression screamed 'holy hell' as he looked at her like she had six heads, letting out a nervous laugh.

"In your house? Again?"

"It's just a house Stiles" she muttered, "not my vagina, calm down".

He flushed a little, still not used to her unfiltered way with words as he shrugged.

"Sorry. Just assumed you'd want to go to the library or something".

Despite her tolerance level for Stiles being much higher than for most, she was tired and cranky and annoyed at getting woken from her blissful slumber, especially considering she didn't get a decent sleep most nights anyway, and he wisely didn't argue, stepping into the foyer.

"Wasn't Scott a part of this group project too?" she asked, shutting the door behind him.

"Yeah but he sucks at Chemistry. Thought we could make a start without him" Stiles explained, allowing himself a few seconds to gaze around the magnificent entrance to her home, still amazed by the sheer size before finally allowing his eyes to settle on her, finally realising her state of undress.

"Should I be flattered or creeped out you want to spend time alone with me?" she joked, folding her arms across her chest.

She watched him swallow, eyes seemed much wider than usual as he hyper-focused on her stare, his freckled cheeks becoming an adorable pink.

She knew why straight away.

All because she was simply standing in front of him in some short short flannel sleep shorts and a white vest top.

She smirked, immediately brightening up at his embarrassed and uncomfortable stance, wondering what else he expected at eight o'clock in the frigging morning.

"I'll go get dressed" she smirked, rolling her eyes playfully as she made her way to the bottom of the staircase, turning around to cock a brow at him, "well? Are you coming?"

He gulped, pointing to his chest before his eyes glanced up the staircase, like she was suggesting he go into unknown dangerous territory, sort of like a minefield.

"U-Up there?"

"I mean, you're more than welcome to hang out by the shoe rack, but my room is much more comfortable" she said with a smirk, beginning to make her way up the stairs and it took him a few seconds to respond, nodding to nothing but thin air and clumsily following her up.

She didn't know why he got so clumsy and nervous around something so simple, but it amused her nonetheless, constantly finding herself hiding her smile when he acted like that.

It was just a room. Literally, just a room. But then again, maybe he hadn't been in many girls' room before.

She padded along the hallway and into the room at the very far left, keeping the door open and waiting for Stiles.

He hovered over the threshold, looking like a nervous puppy as his quick eyes flitted around, soaking up the image of her bedroom like it was the most fascinating thing he had seen.

"Oh my god" she muttered, her patience running out as she simply grabbed his wrist and pulled him in with a smirk, "you need to chill out. It's just my bedroom".

He clumsily flapped about for a few seconds, getting his bearings as he tried to shake the anxiety from his limbs, swallowing back the twitchiness.

"Heh... it's... it's nice" he murmured, scratching the back of his neck as he allowed himself to glance around, "very... earthly".

"Oh, I'm sorry" she smirked, "did I disappoint? Did you expect glittery pink walls and fluffy pillows?"

"With you? I never have any idea what to expect".

Her playful smirk faded into a delicate, genuine small smile, quietly pleased with the assumption.

"I'll jump in the shower. Take a seat, snoop about, I don't care" she shrugged, "just don't break anything".

He nodded helplessly, watching her like a puppy dog as she slipped into her en-suite and pushed the door over, not enough for it to click shut, but enough that it left just a sliver of a crack for him to be able to peer through it he was nosey enough.

The shadows of her moving around kept catching his eye, leaning sideways to see her darting from one side of the bathroom to the other and, only when he caught glimpses of her bare skin, did he jump back and slap himself across the face.

No Stiles, don't go there.

Once he heard the shower turn on, he felt safe enough to allow his eyes to peer around the room, soaking it all in.

Her room was big - really big - a king size bed placed against the wall, adjacent to large arched windows that opened up into one of those small balconies, covered in thin white nets that were draped back.

The walls were a light sage green, with framed pictures decorating the wall, rustic oak furniture spread around the room. A vanity table next to her bed, a large mirror standing atop it with random bits of make up strewn across it. On the opposite end of the room, a desk with her laptop and notebooks spread across it. Built-in wardrobes were opposite the window next to the bathroom, the doors slightly open so he could see an array of colours.

Next, her bed.

The bundle of covers were in disarray, half falling off the bed in her haste to answer the door, a pillow fallen on the floor next to a knocked-over lamp.

Surprisingly, no brown boxes still filled with unpacked things. He supposed she had finally accepted the move to Beacon Hills, despite how she felt about it.

He walked around her bed and towards her desk, looking at the mess. She seemed like a cluttered person, much like himself. Things not organised in a neat order.

His eyes fluttered upwards to the pinboard above the desk, his gaze drifting across photos pinned to the board. People he didn't know smiling at him, Kayla featured in most of them.

Some, he guessed, were her family.

Others, he supposed, her friends from back home.

Regardless, in all of them she seemed happy.

He thought he had seen her happy here, but evidently not. Her smile was never as wide, her eyes never quite as bright as they were in these photos. A brief moment captured in a split second, conveying so much happiness - a true free spirit.

It was like, here - in Beacon Hills - she wore a mask. A pretend facade of being okay. He had bought into it. Assumed she was okay. In his defence, she did seem okay. But, in comparison to these photos, he could tell she actually wasn't.

It was actually kind of heartbreaking, really.

He heard the shower turn off and, in his surprise, quickly turned around and accidentally knocked over a pot of pens, the different coloured markers spilling across the cream-coloured carpet.

"Shit" he cursed, dropping to his knees to hastily try and collect the pens, hurriedly shoving them back in the metal pot but they kept springing out, bouncing off the carpet and rolling further away.

He looked like he was on ice skates as he shuffled forward, grabbing the pens hastily as he slid across the carpet and just managed put them back in the pot and stand up as she opened the bathroom door, hot steam rolling into the bedroom.

"Didn't I say not to break anything?"

He could hear the smirk in her voice before he even turned to face her, holding the pen pot to his chest as he spun around, trying to think of some half hearted excuse as to why he was nosing around her desk but the words died in the back of his throat as he saw her.

She was wrapped in nothing but a fluffy white towel, the material grazing the tops of her thighs, long hair dripping wet as clear water droplets cascaded down her bronzed skin, his stare hyperfixating on the complete lack of clothes.

"Oh… um… I just… I was, um… heh-"

He was tripping over his own tongue, his brain coming to a complete stand still as he tried to formulate a coherent sentence to respond to her but, yet again, he was making an idiot of himself.

"This isn't… I didn't… I-oh god-" he cut himself off, his clumsy hands accidentally knocking into each other as he hit the pot of pens from his grip, the contents spilling out all over the floor yet again.

"You really need to learn to relax" she chuckled, her eyes dazzling in amusement as he turned a beetroot red, dropping to his knees to pick up the pens, "we're friends. Friends see each other in a state of undress all the time".

"I wasn't-I didn't mean to look-" he stuttered, keeping his eyes diverted downwards as he hastily picked up the markers, "I just didn't expect… expect that".

She seemed to take pity on him, carefully kneeling down opposite him, her bare wet knees indenting into the carpet as she finished picking up the remaining pens, slotting them into the pot and smirking at him.

"Stiles?"

"Hm?"

"Are you always this awkward?"

He exhaled a snort, trying - and failing - to play it cool.

"Ninety nine percent of the time, yeah".

"Well, how can I make you feel less awkward?" she asked, both still kneeling on the floor, "because if every time we hang out you verge on having a stroke, I don't think our friendship will last very long" she added with a chortle.

It still surprised him she even considered friendship with him out of all people. He didn't really have friends. He had Scott. That was basically it. Why would some random girl ever want to be friends with him?

"Heh... maybe-maybe by wearing clothes?"

His simple, innocent suggestion sent her into a fit of the giggles, throwing her head back and laughing freely.

Just the sight of her happy made him smile, his embarrassed awkwardness beginning to ease up.

"Right" she muttered inbetween the laughs, "well, that I can do".

She was still chuckling under her breath as she unfolded herself, standing up and holding out a hand to help him up.

Wordlessly, he accepted, letting her pull him to his feet as he tried to repress the memory of the last two minutes, wishing he could just play it cool without acting like a total douche, but she didn't seem to mind.

"I'm sorry" she smiled, "I forget I can be too much sometimes".

"No" he immediately said, "don't think that. You're just enough".

Her expression melted into something close to appreciation, seeming grateful for his words. Words that he completely meant.

Was she full on? Yes. But she was a breath of fresh air. Carefree and free of societal expectations and pressures. He enjoyed how unrestricted and unfiltered she was. She said what she thought, without apology. It wasn't often - or ever - he had met someone like that.

"Tell that to my mom" she said lightly, but he sensed the brewing bitterness in her tone, "apparently-" creating air quotations with her fingers, "-I'm a handful. Or two. Or ten".

"You don't need to apologise for being yourself" he shrugged, relaxing a little more, able to focus on more than just the fact she was still standing in a towel, "I can handle it".

That playful smirk returned, her green gaze swimming with delight.

"You think you can handle me?" she grinned, "is that a challenge?"

His cheeks flared bright red again, knowing play flirting was just a big part of her personality, but he still felt overwhelmed by it, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water.

"Relax" she teasingly slapped his chest, "I'm just messing with you. Now turn around" she spun her finger around in a circle, "I need to get dressed".

He silently turned around, shaking his head at himself as he heard her snigger, gently padding around her room, opening drawers and her wardrobe to find some clothes.

He was on hyper alert, unable to see her so his other senses seemed to kick into overdrive, listening intently to the sound of her bare feet curling into the carpet, the scrapes of hangers being pushed along the rail, the soft thud of clothes being thrown on the bed and, most shockingly, the whoosh of her towel hitting the floor.

Okay Stiles, he chanted to himself, just relax. Don't think about the fact there's a naked girl behind you... don't think about the fact there's a hot naked girl behind you... don't think about the fact you're in the bedroom of said hot naked girl...

God dammit. He was working himself up. Why did he always do this to himself? Why couldn't he just be normal? God... she must really think he was an incompetent idiot.

He shook himself from his overthinking, realising she was calling his name.

He quickly spun around, seeing her dressed in a simple pair of denim shorts, a cropped baggy v-neck jumper settling around her waist, her midriff on show.

She waved an arm out towards her bed as she brushed her knotty wet hair, the smell of strawberries and cream floating to Stiles' nostrils.

"Sit down. Relax. I need to grab a coffee if I have any luck in staying awake. Can I get you anything?"

He was startled by the invite to relax on her bed, expecting to maybe sit at her desk or go downstairs to the kitchen, but he tried to play it off as best he could, pretending the idea of sitting on her bed wasn't a total knee jerker.

"Uh... ju-just a water, please?"

"A water?" she asked incredulously, "you want a water?"

"If I have coffee, I'll just be more of a hyperactive mess. Trust me, you don't want to see that".

She chuckled as she placed her hairbrush down on the vanity table, nodding and agreeing with what he said.

"Okay. One water coming up".

She left her room, heading to the kitchen and he breathed a sigh of relief when she was out of ear shot, smacking himself on the forehead.

"Idiot" he cursed, "a water? So lame".

He shook his head at himself, muttering obscenities under his breath as he carefully perched himself at the end of her bed, immediately sinking into the mattress.

"Bet this mattress costs more than my entire house" he muttered under his breath, allowing his hand to skim over the sheets that still seemed a little warm, her body having been curled up here less than half hour ago until he rudely woke her from her sleep.

He didn't know what drove him to turn up, unannounced. He just wanted to see her, maybe try and bond a little outwith school or some supernatural life-and-death situation.

Why? Because she intrigued him, as simple as that.

Ever since she said those first words to him in Chem class, he was fascinated. It was like her energy called out to him, making him want to know more.

Plus, she was involved in all this supernatural chaos... a girl with secrets. Of course he was fascinated. He would be a fool not to be.

He heard her coming back up the stairs so tried to make himself look innocent (which he was, he had done no more snooping), trying to sit and look relaxed as she came back into the room carrying a large white mug and a bottle of water, chucking him the latter.

He fumbled to grab it, the bottle - expectantly - slipping from his grasp.

It seemed his clumsiness amused her as she snorted out a laugh, placing her mug on the bedside table as he leaned down to pick up the bottle of water.

"Thanks" he remarked playfully, "don't think I can tip with service like that though".

She shrugged, throwing herself next to him on the bed.

"Worth it though".

He inhaled sharply at the feel of her body so close to his, the scent of strawberries and cream getting stronger.

"So, what's this project on anyway?" she asked, "I wasn't listening".

"Uh, well-"

"Actually, on second thoughts-" she waved her hand, "-don't tell me. I may be tempted to jump from the balcony".

She reached sideways for her mug, the steam from the black liquid drifting up and wafting the strong scent of bitter coffee up his nostrils, making him want to sneeze.

"Oh wow, that's strong" Stiles remarked, plugging his nose, "you actually drink that stuff like that?"

She cast him a sideways glance, her lips already moulded around the edge of the mug as she took a few sips.

"Yeah" she muttered, like she didn't understand why he was quizzing her on her coffee habits, "why?"

"Nothing" he laughed, "just surprised you don't need a shovel to get through that sludge".

"Ha-ha" she remarked, playfully elbowing him as she took a few more sips before placing the mug back down again, "well, if someone didn't force me out of bed at 8am, I might not need it"

He felt a little hot under the collar but was definitely relaxing more, getting more comfortable in her presence.

"Touché".

She laid back on her bed, her legs swinging off the edge as she looked up at the ceiling, placing her hands across her bare stomach.

"How is Scott?" she asked, "really?"

"He's... adjusting surprisingly well" Stiles shrugged, "although, right now, I don't think he really cares about anything other than Allison. A meteor could come flying out of the sky and wipe out half the population, and he'd just be obsessing over Allison".

"Yeah" she laughed, "dude is whipped".

"So whipped".

A thoughtful expression twisted her features as she kept glancing up at the ceiling, mulling over something he was none the wiser of.

"Did, uh... did Scott tell you what Derek showed him last night?"

Stiles gulped, the conversation he had with Scott on the phone sparking in his mind.

"Yeah. It sounded just as bad as you described".

She turned to look at him, giving him a once over before tugging on his arm so he was laying down next to her, his back hitting the mattress with a gentle thump.

"I haven't been to see him, y'know" he heard her say, her stare a little vulnerable and sad, "my uncle Peter. I haven't been to see him. Not once. Not even since moving here".

The awkwardness of laying on her bed next to her suddenly flew out the window, turning to watch her speak.

"That makes me a pretty sucky person, huh?"

"Not at all" he reassured straight away, "he sounds in a bad way. It wouldn't be nice to see him like that. Were... were you close?"

She gave a half-hearted shrug, her eyes glazing over slightly as she spoke.

"Not extremely. My dad and him seemed to have a lot of unresolved tension. Don't get me wrong, they were cordial and respectful, but there was something going on between them. I think that's why we only visited every summer for a few weeks".

"You don't know why they didn't get on?"

"No idea. It's been that way for as long as I can remember. I don't even think my dad visited him in the hospital before he... well, before he died".

"But uh..." she continued, "regardless of who actually started the fire, whether it was the Argents or not, Scott needed to know exactly what the risks are to being a werewolf. I hope it opened his eyes a little".

"Well, I think it worked. Colour him terrified" Stiles chuckled, "I had to talk him down from an anxiety attack".

"Poor Scott" she commented lightly, "he's a good guy".

"Sickenly good" Stiles agreed, "like, bordering on nauseating".

She threw him a sideways smile, her eyes tracing their way across his face, studying his expression with delight and amusement.

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?"

He didn't know what she was going to say because her phone beeping suddenly went off which broke their eye contact, Kayla reaching for her phone next to her and raising it above her face to read.

She grunted out a displeased groan, throwing her phone back down.

"Uh... everything good?"

"Yeah. Just Brian being a pain in the ass. Lydia must've given him my number. I'm going to kill her".

"And... and you're ignoring him?"

Her gaze twinkled with amusement as she smirked at him, their previous heavy conversation forgotten about.

"Believe it or not, yeah. I know-" she dramatically exclaimed, her tone bordering on sarcastic, "-give me all the awards. I'm actively turning down dick. Wish I did that before the last guy. Would've saved me a boatload of trauma".

Yup. There it was again. Her unfiltered comments that, somehow, still surprised him.

"Heh... well uh... good for you. You can do so much better than Brian".

"You think?"

"I know".

For the first time since he met her, she actually seemed a little... overwhelmed by his words, like she was surprised he truthfully thought that about her. But then, how could he not? Of course she deserved better than Brian.

She deserved the world.

A/N) yay another chapter haha wanted just a Stiles x Kayla focused chapter because, hellllloooo bonding haha all new content here. Enjoying developing their relationship :) so I hope you all liked and please please review and I shall see you all soon :) x

Chapter 15: Friends with benefits

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"I hate this".

"Join the club" Stiles groaned, rolling his head forward in defeat, "Harris definitely has it out for us".

Finally, after a couple of hours, Stiles had relaxed.

In fact, he was so relaxed, he was actually laying adjacent to her on her bed, their legs dangling off the edge as they rested on their stomachs, staring at her laptop screen in front of them.

She was honestly pleasantly surprised. She had gotten so used to him being twitchy and self-conscious around her, always exhibiting this nervous energy whenever they interacted, that she finally got to see the goofy, entertaining person he was, not just the side filled with anxiety and hyperactivity.

Maybe simply having the two of them hang out doing normal things allowed him to just see her as a person, a friend - not just a girl that was actually speaking to him.

It was nice.

Really nice.

Probably the most natural interaction she had had in a long time.

There was just something surprisingly easy with him, but she didn't know what. She couldn't put her finger on it. Didn't understand exactly what it was about him that put her at ease, but there was something. Definitely something.

"I vote we give up for now" she suggested, "maybe we get together with Scott later on or tomorrow and finish it up?"

Stiles' head was basically buried in her duvet but she was sure she heard a muffled sound of agreement leaving his throat, his fingers tapping patterns across the back of his head as if he was trying to will away a brewing headache forming.

"Okay, plan" she chuckled, closing the laptop and pushing it to the side, thankful to be done with their project - otherwise known as a piece of crap - because they kept hitting a brick wall over and over again, both getting frustrated and fed up.

It appeared the soft thud of the laptop shutting seemed to awaken something in Stiles though as he lifted his head, glancing around in something close to disappointment.

"Oh... uh... I should probably head off then. I'm sure you've got more interesting things to do today-"

"I don't" she blurted out with a shoulder shrug but he quirked his brow at her, clearly not believing her.

"What? I don't" she insisted with a smirk, "I've been ignoring Lydia's texts since yesterday about going shopping, and I'm not replying to Brian trying to get into my pants. Plus, it's Beacon frigging Hills, what is there to do anyway?"

He snorted, nodding in agree, "that's true. That's actually very true. This town needs some serious TLC".

"So stay" she suggested, "hang out, keep me company. Only if you want to though" she added, "I wouldn't want to impose on any of your plans".

He gulped nervously, forcing the awkwardness down as he tried to play it cool with a half-hearted shrug.

"M-My plans?" he asked, pursing his lips in thought, "my plans are... uh... yeah, I can't think of anything remotely exciting".

She smirked playfully, that flirtatious glint returning to her eyes.

"So you're all mine then?"

He tried to swallow his bundle of nerves but his throat was dry, an uncomfortable ball forming the more he tried to swallow.

"Heh... yeah... yeah. I suppose I am".

"Good" she grinned, pushing herself up off the bed and reaching for her phone that was on the bedside table, her fingers flying across the screen.

"Do you want pizza? Or tacos?" she asked, "or maybe waffles and milkshakes?"

"Uh..."

"It's prime time brunch hour and I'm starving. Aw C'mon, my treat" she smiled, "I'll even pay extra for priority delivery".

A girl after his own heart.

"S-Sure".

"Waffles and milkshakes sound good?"

He was still a little overwhelmed, unsure just how exactly he got gotten himself into this situation. Not that he was complaining - he was so god damn happy to be in this situation - but he wasn't used to it. Girls didn't willingly went to hang out with him... ever.

"The best".

She nodded absentmindedly, scrolling through the menu on her phone, deciding what she wanted and clicking the screen a few times before passing the phone to him.

"Uh... oh wow, okay. Um..."

He sat up, sitting along the edge of her bed as he scrolled through the menu, deciding on a simple strawberry milkshake and waffles with maple syrup and bacon and passing her back her phone.

She smirked as she glanced at his order, twisting her face up in playful judgment.

"Safe order there Stilinski. Thought you were a bit more adventurous than that".

"Can't go wrong with the classics".

She pursed her lips in thought, giving him a thorough once-over.

"Basic, yet effective. Still, I took you as more of a chocolate shake kind of guy".

"Oh, I am" he nodded, "I just haven't had one of those since three years ago where I had four in a row and barfed for two hours straight".

"I bet that was a lovely sight".

"Yeah, my dad was not best pleased" he muttered, "it took him a year to get the brown stains out of the carpet".

"I can imagine" she laughed, pressing the screen a few more times before he heard a ding, "that's it ordered. Shouldn't be too long".

He knew this wasn't a date, but was this what a date felt like? Just playful, easy banter whilst doing things like homework and getting food? Because if so... he really wanted to go on one.

"Well, uh... thanks" he muttered, "next time it's on me".

"Next time?" she grinned, cocking her head to the side in delight, "there will be a next time of us having food alone together?"

He blanched at her, completely lost for words as he tried to think of something to say - something that didn't sound so imposing - but no words came.

She snickered, her face lighting up in amusement.

"Okay, deal" she said, "next time-" she insisted with a playful wiggle of the eyebrows, "-you can buy me all the food you want".

Oh god, was this actually happening? Did he seriously just manage to spend a whole three hours alone with her, in her bedroom, and now they were going to hang out and have food?

How the hell was this happening?

He nodded silently, agreeing with her words as she placed her phone back on the bedside table and took a seat next to him on the bed, playfully nudging her elbow against his arm.

"This has been fun" she said, "you're just about the only person in Beacon Hills that doesn't make me want to blow my brains out".

"Really?"

"Obviously" she smiled, "I get to be myself around you. With everyone else... I feel like I have to pretend. I have to hide all these secrets from Allison because her family are complete psychopaths and Lydia is, well... Lydia. She's pushy and wants me to fit a certain image that she creates. My mom... she uh... nevermind" she added, forcing a quiet laugh, "you don't need to hear my drama".

"I like drama" he shrugged, "uh... I mean... I-I can be a good listener".

"Really?" she asked cheerfully, "Stiles, you never stop talking unless you're staring at my boobs".

"That's... that's accurate. And fair" he nodded, "I mean, you do have great boobs - uh, th-that's not the point. I was just trying to say-"

"That you'll be a friend?"

She seemed sincere, her gaze holding his as he just simply nodded, willing to be anything she wanted in that moment.

"Were you close?... With your mom?"

The question caught him off guard, not expecting her to ask something so personal and upfront but, then again, that was just who she was.

No beating around the bush.

He liked that though. It made him feel... somewhat comfortable.

"Yeah" he nodded, "she was great. She was... attentive and fun and she would bake the best cookies".

"She sounds lovely" Kayla smiled, "like she was made to be a mom".

"She was" he agreed, "she really was".

"My mom was never like that. At least, not with me" she murmured, "she's always been... cold, I guess. And I know I was an accident, I know that, but we just never connected. I could cure cancer and she would still find something to put me down about".

"Why is she like that?" he asked in curiosity, "she can't hate you because you were an accident?"

"Honestly? I never figured it out" she mused, "but what I'm trying to say is... even with my own mom, I have to pretend. I have to be someone else to get even a sliver of respect. I don't have to pretend with you. You just take me how I am and you have no idea what that means to me, especially after the last shitty year I had".

He was touched, completely buying into her words, his heart warming at the compliment.

"Leaving home-" she continued, "-leaving my life, my friends... it sucked. Big time" she chuckled, "I got on that plane and I was mad and bitter and I just wanted to scream. But I guess it's not so bad, after all".

"So... you think you'll stay?" he asked hopefully, not even hiding his eagerness.

"I think..." she trailed off, a thoughtful glint in her eyes, "I could be fine with that. You just gotta do me a favour though?"

"Oh?" he quirked a brow, his eye twitching, "wh-what favour?"

"Keep me away from dickheads" she chuckled, "you seem to have a good grasp on people so use that keen perception of yours to save me from making any more bad choices".

"Any more?"

"Obviously" she smiled, "I'm a walking talking disaster. My whole life is one big string of questionable life choices, mainly boys. And a couple girls" she added, much to Stiles' surprise, "I really need to work on that".

"Um... I mean, uh... you-you're practicing already. You've snubbed Brian for, like, a whole 24 hours".

"Yeah. Yay to self control" she exclaimed, sarcastically throwing her arms up in celebration, "except for the fact I did almost sleep with him. Twice".

"Twice?"

"But I didn't" she pointed out, "I came to my senses. Somehow".

"Kayla, honestly, he is such an-"

"-Asshole, I know" she nodded, "and that's what makes it worse. I always seem to go for the assholes. Why do I do that?"

"Um..."

"I should go for someone like you" she said, making him recoil in shock, "someone that's not an asshole. You're not an asshole, are you?"

"W-What? I-"

"Of course you're not. The goofy guys are never the assholes".

"Um-"

"That was a compliment, by the way" she added, "goofy is hot. Goofy gets the girls. Funny drops underwear".

"Sure" he snorted, "that's why I have girls lining up around the block to date me".

"Then the girls here have no taste" she smiled, "you're a catch Stilinski. You wouldn't be in my bedroom if you weren't".

Holy shit, was this actually happening?

Did she actually say that to him, or was he daydreaming again? Because, honestly, that explanation wouldn't surprise him one bit.

She leaned towards him, her arm brushing against his as he started breathing a little heavier, hyperfocused on her expression that was turning a little more serious, her stare darkening a little in something close to what he guessed was lust.

"You're a good friend Stiles" she whispered, "it's been, what, nearly three weeks since I met you and I feel closer to you than I do my own mother. It's refreshing".

"I-It is?"

"Yeah... yeah it is. So..." she shrugged, pursing her lips in thought, "do you wanna have sex?"

"What?"

"What?" she asked with a chuckle, seeming completely amused by his wide eyed look, "I'd be down for a friends-with-benefits type of relationship".

He was genuinely and utterly gobsmacked. Her words truly shocking him to the core.

"Uh... w-with me?" he stuttered, "me?"

"Yeah, you're right. I was being too forward" she nodded, pulling back, much to Stiles' disappointment, "I need better ways of controlling my horniness than having sex. You would think I would've learnt from the last guy".

"No, it's okay, go back-"

"He was an even bigger asshole than Brian, y'know" she continued, rambling and not aware of his slack expression, still stuck on the fact she actually said she would have sex with him, "you need to get better at cockblocking me Stilinski. You've failed already".

"Wait. Rewind. Did you just-"

"Oh" she muttered, the sound of the doorbell cutting into their rather complicated discussion, both on completely different pages, "the waffles are here".

Without missing a beat, she swept from the room, her mind jumping from one thing to the next whilst Stiles was left sitting on her bed, nearly passing out.

"Yes" he muttered to himself and the empty room, hearing her opening the front door, "the answer to that question would always be yes, just FYI".


They ate their waffles and milkshakes, Stiles still a little overwhelmed and side tracked by their earlier conversation - well, conversation was a little extreme, more like proposition - but he didn't have the balls to bring it up again and it seemed the food completely distracted Kayla because she was back to her usual self, no more talk of the potential benefits part to their relationship.

"That was so good" Kayla sighed, rubbing her tummy as she threw the cardboard boxes in the trash can and threw herself back on the bed, "urgh, I'm so bloated. That chocolate extravaganza shake was the final nail in my coffin, I think. I can see how you spewed after four".

"Hence why I took the strawberry".

"Meh" she shrugged, "what's a little pleasure without some pain, right?"

He was sure she didn't even realise what she was saying half the time, oblivious to the blunt and sexual nature of her vocabulary.

He turned his head away from her, hiding the blush that seized his cheeks.

What he said to Scott the other day was so true... he was crushing on her - hard. And he was scared it was very obvious by now. Hell, he was sure she knew but just didn't bring it up, choosing to playfully tease and flirt with him instead. Or maybe she did that to everyone, he didn't know, but what he did know was he was completely intrigued and wanting to spend more and more time with her, even getting up hellishly early on a Saturday morning to do that.

"You okay?"

"What? Yeah. Yeah of course. Uh... I just need to pee" he said awkwardly.

"You know where the bathroom is".

He pointed awkwardly to her en suite, raising his brows questioningly and she just nodded.

"Yes Stiles. That's the bathroom".

"It's your bathroom though".

"Yeah. A bathroom used to pee in, and you need to pee".

"Your private bathroom..."

"Stiles?" she said sweetly, "go pee".

"Right" he scampered up off the bed, tripping over his own feet as he hurried into the en-suite and shut the door, catching sight of her amused expression before he did so.

Now, he wasn't exaggerating when he said the bathroom was nearly the size of his room.

Black and white patterned tiles lined the floors, with three white marbled walls and one wall painted black, the black wall was where the toilet and sink was attached, a large rectangular mirror above the sink.

No, wait, two sinks?

Oh, who was he kidding. Of course this house had two sinks. Because one just wasn't enough right?

The shower was large, the fancy jet shower a deep gold and a simple glass door spanning from floor to ceiling. It even had a stand-alone bath tub in the far corner, bath towels hanging over the edge.

He walked further in, spinning around as he looked and yes, he was being nosey, wasn't that obvious by now?

His eyes caught sight of a bundle of clothes bunched up near the shower and he went bug eyed, seeing a very colourful pair of blue lace underwear next to a matching bra.

"Nope. Don't look Stiles" he whispered to himself, shaking his head as he tried to deter himself from looking at her very private undergarments, "don't go there. Don't go there. Don't go-holy god"

He found himself looking, enticed by the show of delicate lace.

Bet she'd look hot in those, he found himself thinking, catching onto his sordid thoughts and digging the palms of his hands into his eye sockets, forcing his vision to go painfully bright.

Get a grip Stilinski, he chastised himself, using every ounce of strength to turn away and head to the sink, glancing around.

Just like her desk, the counter top was a little cluttered. A toothbrush and a tube of toothpaste, the minty paste spilling out the top next to a hairbrush and some bobby pins, bottles of lotion and cream scattered across the marble.

He glanced down, opening some drawers and only when he came across some packets of feminine products did he gulp and slam the drawer shut.

Karma for snooping, he supposed.

He was such an idiot.

He honestly really was.

Why the hell was he hiding out in a girls bathroom instead of talking with her, getting to know her more, maybe even spend enough time with her to pass the afternoon and take her to dinner?

Why? Because he was an idiot. Plain and simple.

He wasn't used to situations like this.

For years he had pined over Lydia, focused on her for so long that he didn't even think of anyone else.

Then the first day of the next semester started and, for the first time, he looked at someone other than Lydia. Someone that actually spoke to him. Someone that treated him like a person. Someone that made him laugh and, equally, just as nervous.

Should he give it a go? Shoot his shot? Or would that be stupid?

Would it be stupid to fall for a girl that was unavailable?

Probably. But apparently that's what he was good at.

He decided he had spent to long in the bathroom, flushing the toilet to pretend he had actually gone and took a few long breaths to steady his erratic breathing.

Maybe he should just flirt back. Try loosening up a little and giving back as good as he got. Could he do that?

He shook out his nerves, flapping about the bathroom as he decided, 'to hell with it', what's the worst that could happen?

Well, he could die of embarrassment, but at least he wouldn't be around to live through the humiliation of getting shot down.

He inhaled one more time, turning the knob of the bathroom door and was just about to open his mouth to say something - anything - he didn't know, but his eyes fell on Kayla who was curled up on top of her bed, blankets tangled around her ankles.

He stopped short, his mouth closing slowly.

Right. He woke her up. Of course she would be tired.

He tried to creep forward, being extra cautious not to be too clumsy or loud as he watched her sleep, her face surprisingly peaceful.

"Sorry for waking you" he whispered, untangling the blankets and pulling them up around her body, tucking them in around her, feeling surprisingly calm next to her which he supposed was because she was sleeping, completely oblivious to his presence.

His gaze lingered on her face for a few seconds - or maybe a few minutes, he wasn't sure - enjoying the peace and quiet before realising what he was doing was maybe kind of creepy.

"Right. I should... I should go" he muttered, pointing to the bedroom door, "it's been... fun. Great. You're great. We should do this again sometime. Right. You can't hear me. Urgh".

He near enough sprinted from her room, wondering why the hell he always got so whipped.

Yay, another one. Sorry it's slightly shorter, but k wanted more stayla and it's nice to write them hanging out and flirting lol next chapter... 'The tell' :) can't wait haha so hope you all enjoyed and please reviewing thank you :)

Chapter 16: Jealousy

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She didn't mean to fall asleep, honestly.

The continuous late nights, the tossing and turning, the early mornings and rude awakenings just got the best of her.

When she woke four hours later, Stiles was nowhere to be seen. The last time she remembered seeing him was when he rushed to her bathroom... then nothing. She must have passed out on her bed not much longer after that.

She was still a bit dazed and bleary eyed, pushing herself up on the bed as the blanket that was wrapped around her slipped down and bunched around her hips.

She didn't remember getting all tucked up and cosy because she didn't mean to fall asleep. Which meant, the only logical answer to that, was Stiles.

Did he come out of the bathroom, see her sleeping and made her comfortable? Did he take the time to cover her up, protecting her from the chill?

Unless she had Casper the ghost around here, it must've been Stiles.

She rubbed at her eyes until she saw stars, repressing a yawn as she reached and fumbled for her phone, ignoring the countless messages and notifications she had and opened up her text conversation with Stiles, typing out a quick, lighthearted message.

'Heyyy. Sorry I fell asleep, that's my bad. I'm the worst company sometimes.'

She didn't even have a chance to put her phone down to stretch before the sharp beep alerted her to a message, smiling to herself as she opened it.

'Don't sweat it, you were tired. I understand'

Of course he understood. She wasn't oblivious. It was so obvious he was crushing on her, unable to be annoyed by anything she did - even falling asleep on him when he just went to pee.

'I assume you found your way out the house okay? she asked, followed by a laughing emoji, or are you actually hiding in my closet?'

She managed a quick full body stretch before her phone pinged again, Stiles clearly very eager to talk to her.

'No closet lurking for me, unfortunately'

Even just his use of the word 'unfortunately' showed he was getting much more comfortable around her, maybe even trying to flirt back a little.

'That's a shame... you might've seen something good' she fired back, adding on a little winky face for good measure.

This time, Stiles wasn't as quick with his reply. No doubt trying to decide if he was hallucinating or if what he read was real - lucky for him, it was totally real.

She waited patiently for a response, giving him a few extra seconds before his message flashed up on her screen.

'Good? Think you may be underestimating yourself there'

Simple, yet effective. Much like his waffle order.

She found herself laughing under her breath, appreciating the fact it probably took him one whole panic attack and a sudden growth spurt of his balls to type that out and send it.

'Cute Stilinski. You got game'

'Now there's something I've never heard before'

She smirked, their easy flirtatious banter keeping her occupied.

'Just remember what I said... funny drops underwear' followed by a cheesy smile emoji for good measure but, for whatever reason, his text back was just as quick, his anxious fingers no doubt flying across the screen as he probably sat back and waited with baited breath, chewing on his thumbnail.

Something she noticed he sometimes did in high-stress situations.

Not that she was studying him or anything creepy like that. She was just aware of these sorts of things sometimes.

'Do you think I'm funny?'

Yup. He was definitely having a heart attack by this point.

'Unfortunately-' she teased, '-I think you're hilarious. You're getting close to getting me to break my no boy rule' adding in the suggestive face emoji.

It was true. She supposed she was attracted to him. He was just different. Wholesome. He never expected anything, thankful for whatever interaction he got. Not like all the others that treated her like some cat and mouse game - she being the mouse.

This attraction though was unusual in itself. She was usually always lusting after the 'bad boys' - the ones that you knew would treat you like shit, but you still went for anyway.

Stiles was the complete opposite to that. He was an anxious hyperactive mess with absolutely zero experience in girls whatsoever, but she still found him adorable.

And funny. Always with the funny.

Funny could drop her underwear any day.

After the utter mess that was her last relationship, she wasn't looking for commitment. She wasn't even looking for a boyfriend - or girlfriend. Hell, she couldn't even properly manage her own emotions, let alone being responsible for somebody else's... but she was still open to connection. Someone - or something - that made her feel.

Surprisingly enough, that was Stiles.

She did briefly remember saying something earlier to him before they got their waffles and milkshakes... something about being open to friends with benefits but she got distracted by the doorbell ringing.

He never actually gave her an answer to that, no doubt tripping over his own tongue and tonsils as he fumbled, but it was cute. He was cute. And maybe she needed cute for a change.

She could no doubt teach him a thing or two... or a hundred. She guessed he would be inexperienced, but attentive. Intense, but careful. Probably incredibly nervous but equally as fascinated. Obviously. Didn't you see the way he stared at her boobs in a shirt? Imagine he saw her fully and completely naked...

She shook herself from those thoughts, trying not to get too engrossed in her very vivid and very horny imagination, opening up his text.

'I am?' It simply read, followed by three consecutive dots.

Her bottom lip found it's way between her teeth, biting back her smirk as she played with him.

'We'll see' she replied, not forgetting to add the winky face just to add fuel to the fire - or, more than likely, an extra inch or two to his boner - and stretched out her neck and spine one more time to make them crack before jumping out of bed, a new found energy pumping through her veins.

She had wasted her afternoon sleeping and, although it was much needed, she didn't want to squander away her Saturday.

She quickly changed into a pair of tight red patterned sports leggings, a sports bra and a fitted white tee, deciding to go for a run.

She hadn't been out in a few days to train, what with everything that had happened with Derek, so now was as good a time as any.

By the time she got dressed and threw her hair into a high ponytail, her phone buzzed again and she smirked as she swiped at the screen, reading Stiles' text.

'You're very very very mean, I hope you know that'

Of course she did. It was one of her favourite character traits.

'No risk, no reward Stiles' she simply replied, plugging in her earphones and slotting her phone into her armband, setting off on her run.


"-I mean, that's an invite right? To ask her out?"

Scott simply peered up at him from his bed as he paced the length and breadth of Scott's room, nervously chewing on his thumb nail until it was a short stump, retelling the entire story of his morning with Kayla - and her texts that afternoon.

"... You started that group project without me?"

Stiles stopped pacing for a moment, sending Scott a displeased look.

"Really? That's what you took from that whole conversation?"

"I hope you're both going to put my name on it".

"Scott" Stiles exclaimed, snapping his fingers in front of his friend's face, "your grades aren't my biggest concern at the moment, thank you! Have you even been listening to a word I've said?"

Scott nodded innocently, "yeah. She's flirting with you. But doesn't Kayla flirt with everyone?"

"She hasn't flirted with you".

"Well, I mean, her tone of voice is kinda suggestive-"

Stiles cut him off with a jumble of exclamations, waving his arms out.

"Okay, jeez. She flirts with everyone, I get it" he mumbled, "she's a free spirit. But, I don't know, it feels different. It feels like she wants me to do something about it".

Scott snorted in amusement, a dopey smile pulling at his lips.

"You don't have the guts to ask her out".

"What? I-Of course I do" he defended himself feebly, knowing Scott was, in fact, right, "I could totally ask her out".

Scott simply rolled his eyes, not buying Stiles' words one bit.

"Really?" Scott asked, "dude, I've said this before and I'll say it again - she will eat you alive and leave no crumbs".

Honestly, the more he got to know her the more he realised just how true that was. She had a big personality - fun, sarcastic and confident, embracing her wants and needs, never being shy. He struck her as the kind of person that got what she wanted - always.

"I-I could-I could handle her" he muttered insecurely, his voice barely above a whisper, "I could... could..."

Scott just quirked a brow knowingly, that shit eating grin spreading across his face.

Stiles just blew out a long breath, not even having the ability to defend himself as he returned to pacing.

"I couldn't" he sighed, "I really couldn't. But it still feels like she wants me to do something. I mean, she basically said she would have sex with me-"

"What?" Scott interrupted, his eyes widening in shock, "she said that? With actual words?"

"Yeah" Stiles shrugged, jittery and anxious as he chewed on the side of his cheek, "I mean... that's an indication she likes me right?"

"Maybe" Scott muttered, still in shock, "I don't know. Girls are complicated".

"You're telling me" Stiles puffed out a long sigh as he plonked himself next to Scott on the bed, "half the time I think she's just joking around, then she comes out with stuff like that and I'm like 'whoa', y'know? Maybe I should just leave it alone" he continued in something close to disappointment, "I don't want to make an idiot of myself - again".


She had gone for a long run around the preserve, clocking up as many miles as she could until her legs were burning and her heart was pounding, beads of sweat tickling her forehead and the back of her neck.

She had mixed up her run between simple jogging and sprints, keeping at a steady pace for a couple of miles before running flat out, her trainer clad feet thundering across the forest floor.

Running helped clear her head from all the cobwebs, focusing solely on herself and her steady heartbeat. It was, in a way, freeing, and gave her a sort of high.

She had found herself running a lot more since her 'recovery'. Sometimes spending hours just running to no where in particular, fuelling the feelings of euphoria. It was a safe way to get high, but never quite as good as the real thing.

Darkness fell quicker than she expected, or maybe she had been running for longer than she thought, but she decided now was as good a time as any to head home, despite her stomach curdling at the thought.

It still didn't feel like home.

Don't get her wrong, it was a beautiful house and she was incredibly lucky to get to experience that, but it just did nothing for her. She had no connections to it. It was, really, just fours walls.

Plus, it had her mom in it.

The tension that had build up between them had only worsened since she returned home and got clean. And, quite frankly, she just didn't have the energy to deal with the passive aggressiveness.

She began to make her way out of the preserve, keeping a wide berth of The Hale house, but just as she was passing the signs that read 'Welcome to Beacon Hills Reserve, no entry after dark', a sudden touch to her shoulder made her jump.

indistinctively she turned around and lashed out, her hand balling into a fist in preparation to knock out whoever the fuck was getting all up in her personal space, but what she didn't expect was for that someone to grab her fist just inches away from their face.

"Derek?" she gasped, sending him a displeased look as she grabbed her fist back, yanking out her ear buds, "what the hell?"

Derek simply sent her an unamused glance, his gaze moving to the sign that read 'no entry after dark' before looking back to her.

"It's just turned dark" she rolled her eyes, "chill".

"You shouldn't be out here alone. The alpha is dangerous".

"I know" she folded her arms stubbornly, "I can take care of myself".

"No, you can't" he insisted, much to her dismay, "you wouldn't stand a chance".

"Wow, thanks" she muttered, "glad to know you think I'd turn into shish kebab so easily".

He lifted up her earbuds that were dangling freely from her phone, the music still blasting from them.

"How are you meant to hear any potential danger with these in?"

"I need Avril Lavigne to motivate me".

"Kayla..." he sighed, his eyes softening a little, "this isn't Louisiana anymore. It's Beacon Hills. It's dangerous. Your dad isn't here to protect you, which means it's now my job".

"I know it's not safe" she replied, "I lost family that day too".

A brief flash of pain shot through his stare, the reminder of the fire all too prominent.

"I may be human, but I'm not defenceless - or stupid" she added, "I've trained my entire life to be able to be even half as good as the supernaturally inclined. You don't need to worry as much".

Derek's face was tense, clearly not happy with her chat back.

"As long as there's hunters here and the Alpha is still killing people, I'm still going to worry" he insisted, "I'm not losing any more family".

She glanced down at the forest floor, feeling a little bad for making Derek worry. She didn't mean to be so blasé about all this, but her whole life she had been treated like the weakest link when, in reality, she knew that wasn't true. She may not have any supernatural advantages, but she wasn't weak. She could handle a lot more than what people expected.

"Speaking of..." Derek continued, dropping his stern telling off voice, "he's killed again".

"What?" she asked in surprise, whipping her head up, "when? Who?"

"Just now. I heard it on the police scanner. Someone at a movie store".

"Shit".

"Shit indeed" Derek agreed, "which is why you need to be safe, at home, and not out here alone".

"Derek-"

"Kayla" he cut her off, "for once can you please do as you're told?"

She sighed, rolling her eyes but begrudgingly nodded.

"See... that wasn't so hard, was it?"

She was so tempted to punch his smug ass but somehow managed to restrain herself, throwing him a dirty side eye and was sure she saw him try and hide his smirk, pointing out of the preserve.

"Get in your car and go home. I need to go and get Scott".

"What?" she exclaimed, "so it's okay for you to drag Scott into this and not me?"

"He's already in this Kayla" he reminded her, "you're not. He needs to understand why I need him to help me catch the Alpha. So get going".

"I don't have my car".

Derek frowned, "how did you get here?"

She did a sarcastic point to her gym wear, striking a pose.

"I ran. Obviously".

"Do you have any self preservation instincts at all?"

"Do you have any self preservation instincts?" she mocked, "apparently not".

He sighed, reaching into his pocket to throw her his car keys.

"Take my car and go straight home" he warned, "I'll let you know if I find out anything".

He made sure to watch as she turned around and headed to the Hale house, making sure she was actually listening to him, and when she was almost there and turned around to see he had gone, disappeared into thin air.

"Dickhead" she muttered under her breath, dragging her feet through the leaves and twigs as she saw the the wreckage of the house in the distance, "discriminating against me because I'm human. Well, this human could kick your ass".

She continued to muttered obscenities under her breath, hating being made to feel like a spare point as she came up to the once magnificent Hale house, the burnt wreckage still feeling like a stab in the heart.

She didn't get why Derek still hung out here. It was freaking creepy - and she didn't get creeped out by much. But, then again, Derek was kinda creepy.

She kept her gaze down, walking around the side of the house and towards the Camaro, clicking the keys to unlock it, the dark night sky flashing a bright orange as the lights on the car lit up briefly.

She was just a few steps away from the car when a sudden whoosh swept past her, the loose hairs from her ponytail curling around her face.

She stopped short, her entire body tensing.

What the holy hell was that?

Her stomach twisted, her muscles clenching as she remained still, steadying her breathing as to regulate her heartbeat.

Could that be...?

No. Surely not. According to Derek, the Alpha has just killed at the movie rental store... why would he be back out here so quick?

No. If anything, it was probably Derek playing a prank on her. A prank to put the fear of god into her to make her stay away from the preserve.

She ignored the twinge in her gut telling her something wasn't right, swallowing the lump in her throat as she slowly turned around, staring out into the vast expanse of darkness, disregarding the feeling of a pair of eyes staring straight into her soul.

"Okay" she called out, "very funny Derek. You're hilarious. Quit trying to scare me. I'm not a child".

No answer. Typical.

She lifted the keys, rattling them in her grasp.

"I'm going, so chill. Don't crap your pants".

Again, no answer... but that feeling of being watched still remained.

"You're a dick, you know that?" she raged, "seriously, stop treating me like I'm ten" and with that she threw herself into the drivers seat, starting up the engine and skidding down the dirt track road, failing to see the pair of red eyes reflecting in the rear view mirror.


Did she listen to Derek?

The simple answer was no.

Why? Because she rarely listened to anyone. When people were forceful in ordering her what to do, it made her much more unlikely to do said thing.

You would think after sixteen years, they would know that already.

She decided to head into town and go to go the movie rental store and see what was going on, smirking to herself as she deliberately raced through a couple red lights and made sure to get flashed on a speed camera.

Sue her, she was petty. Derek pissed her off, so she was going to piss him off even more.

Payback was a bitch.

Payback in the form of a few hundred dollar fines.

It didn't take her long to reach the store, having to Google map her way there as she still wasn't overly familiar with the town, hoardes of people already creating crowds.

She parked as close as she could, deliberately almost running over a group of so called 'Karen's' who were blocking an empty parking space, clearly thinking their nosiness was more important, ignoring their displeased looks as she got out.

She heard them mutter under their breaths about "youths these days" and just how "inconsiderate" she was being as they "needed to know what was going on to protect themselves".

She simply responded by flipping them the her middle finger, smirking as they gasped.

Clearly, 'Karen's' were a world wide issue then.

She flipped them the bird. She didn't murder their entire family. What drama queens.

She saw some police cars and a couple of ambulances parked out in front and managed to squeeze her way to the front of the crowd, watching them load a dead body covered in a white sheet into the ambulance.

Her eyes scanned the crowd, subtly trying to see if there was anyone or anything suspicious, until her eyes found someone familiar.

Stiles was seated in the sheriff's car, the door half open as he was watching the scene unfold with pure fascination in his stare but that initial fascination seemed to melt into worry, a frown pulling at his brows.

She wondered why, following his gaze and saw Lydia and Jackson next to the other ambulance, clearly trying to be treated by the EMT's.

His worry clearly wasn't aimed at Jackson which meant...

Right. How could she forget. He was secretly in love with the unattainable Lydia Martin. He had all but said to that to her the first time they properly spoke.

That was the thing with the goofy, funny guys...

... they always liked someone else.

It wasn't hard to see why. Lydia, as much of a pain in the ass that she was, was drop-dead gorgeous. By all accounts, she was flawless. Hell, even Kayla had a small crush on her because - duh - she had eyes. She was sure Lydia Martin was the object of many people's affection.

She shook away the uncomfortable twist of her gut, recognising it as something close to disappointment, and decided to try and be sneaky, dropping under the police tape and snuck over to her two friends.

"Hey guys" she said quietly, stepping up beside the ambulance, "you two okay?"

Immediately Jackson's head swivelled around to face her, his eyes sparking with what many would assume was anger but Kayla could clearly see fear there, his pretty blue eyes wide and wild. On the flip side, Lydia continued to stare off into space, barely acknowledging her presence, most likely going into shock.

"How do I look to you?" Jackson demanded, drawing Kayla's attention to him, his voice trembling almost unnoticeably.

"Wow" she muttered, "you're somehow caught up in a murder and you're worried about your looks? But surprisingly... that doesn't surprise me" she added with a scoff because, after all, this was Jackson.

"No, I mean do I look like I have a concussion?" he growled, clenching his fists in an effort to try and contain himself, "these asshats won't let me leave no matter how much I try and drill it through their thick skulls that I am fine" he snapped and Kayla simply rolled her eyes, not at all deterred by his violent outbursts.

"You look and sound just as annoying as ever so yes Jackson, you seem fine to me" she muttered, looking towards Lydia who was shaking slightly, her usual immaculate face now running with make-up.

"Lydia" Kayla piped up gently, trying to be as gentle as possible - which was very unlike her. She didn't really do 'gentle' - she did blunt. Blunt she was comfortable with. Gentle, she was not. But she didn't want to add to Lydia's newfound PTSD, or whatever.

Lydia's glazed eyes met hers and Kayla didn't know what to do, the show of emotion making her feel a little uneasy, so she just reached out and took ahold of her hands to show her support – she really didn't know what else to do, she couldn't exactly reassure them that everything was going to be okay because that would be a massive lie. And Kayla did not like lying.

"How you holding up?" Kayla inquired and Lydia nodded slowly, her usual bright eyes now dull and lifeless.

"I'm fine" she replied mechanically, as if on autopilot, "I just want to sleep".

"I think the EMT's are about to let you go now" she reassured, looking around at the dwindling crowd that the deputies had managed to disperse, the EMT's packing up their bags.

"I swear to God if they don't let us go right now..." Jackson continued to rage selfishly and Kayla nudged him with her arm to shut him up. Honestly? Didn't he have any decency? His girlfriend was having a mental breakdown it seemed, and all he cared about was going home? God, even she wasn't this heartless.

"Jackson" She hissed, "shut up for a minute before they arrest you and then you'll never get home".

He just shot her a deadly glare to show how un-amused he really was, crossing his arms as he went back to huffing like a six year old child that didn't get the candy he was wanting.

"Okay, so you've been cleared by the... oh" a kind but gruff voice said, stopping short as he saw her there, "Kayla, right?"

She looked up at the Sheriff, seeing his confused look, his gaze sweeping between them and the now small crowds behind the tape, clearly wondering how she got past his line of sight.

"Right" she nodded, "hi again Sheriff".

He opened and closed his mouth a few times, clearly very confused by her sudden appearance, adding to the stress of an already stressful night.

"Uh... how did you get here?"

"I drove".

He raised his eyebrows at her very matter-of-fact voice, the straightforwardness of her tone making him feel a little bit like an idiot.

"No, uh... I mean, behind the tape?"

"I ducked" she smiled, "I used to win all the limbo competitions".

He ran a tired hand down his face, not having the energy to argue with a teenage girl as he looked between Jackson and Lydia.

"You've been cleared to go. We don't need anymore statements".

"Finally" Jackson exclaimed, taking off away to his Porsche without a second thought, leaving Lydia sitting on the back of the ambulance, still trying to contain her tears.

Kayla simply rolled her eyes again, her hatred for Jackson growing to biblical heights as she felt pity towards Lydia, knowing the feeling of being left and uncared for all too well.

"I uh... I can drive her home" Kayla offered, quirking a brow at the sheriff, "if that's okay?"

"Yeah, of course. You kids have got to stick together" the Sheriff advised, "but go straight home. It's not safe out here".

She nodded, reaching out to help Lydia stand on shaky legs, wrapping an arm around her waist as she helped her walk through the crowds and towards Derek's Camaro.

"Wait - Kayla" Lydia suddenly exclaimed, reaching out to gran her wrist before she could shut the car door, "can you stay over?"

"Stay over at your house?" Kayla asked, "like a sleepover?"

"Please?" the strawberry blonde asked meekly, more tears pressing themselves forward and Kayla felt her whole body begin to itch, not comfortable with this kind of emotion - she never knew what to do when people cried. It was just awkward.

"Uh..."

She wasn't particularly affectionate or cuddly, not for a long while, so just simply stared at Lydia like she had two heads, stiffly reaching out to pat the top of her head.

"... Sure. I'll stay" she said, gently pressing on Lydia's forehead with her two fingers, pushing her into the car, "just don't try and spoon me. I like my own space" then shut the door.

She wasn't exactly the best emotional support person, especially in circumstances as delicate as this, but she realised Lydia had no one else and she felt bad for her new found friend because no one should be left alone to be scared and fearful after seeing something as terrifying and confusing as what she just saw.

She went to walk around the car to get into the driver's side and, just before she slipped in, she felt the hairs on the back of her neck stand up.

She knew that feeling all too well, twisting her head to search for whoever was watching her and quickly saw Stiles leaning over the top of the sheriff's car, his eyes lighting up as they met hers, raising his hand into a two-fingered wave.

For whatever reason, seeing him sort of pissed her off.

Why?

She wasn't entirely sure, but she supposed it was the way he had been looking at Lydia earlier.

As soon as she thought that, she almost laughed at the ridiculousness of it all.

Why would she be feeling something as petty as jealousy?

She didn't get jealous.

And why would she get jealous over Stiles and Lydia?

It was ridiculous.

The whole situation was ridiculous.

He was her friend - one of her only true friends here, who knew everything - and she was only flirting with him to be playful... it wasn't like she was wanting anything with him...

Right?

No, of course not. No relationships. Remmeber the rule, Kayla.

She just forced a tight smile on her face, not responding to his eagerness before slipping into the car and driving off, heading in the direction of Lydia's house.

That confusing, albeit brief, encounter left Stiles completely bewildered, a little hurt that she blew him off.

Maybe she wasn't all that into him, after all.

A/N) I am powering through this recently aren't I hahah it's just so fun though; and I'm loving adding so much more detail to this. So I hope you all liked this varied chapter, it had a bit of everything; so please review and I will see you all soon :)

Chapter 17: Mission accomplished

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A sleepover at Lydia Martin's house wasn't exactly at the top of Kayla's wish list but life was full of curve balls right?

Lydia was mainly silent in the car, her knees pulled to her chest as she stared blearily out the window, watching the world go by and Kayla just stayed quiet as she drove, tapping her fingers along to a tune she hummed under her breath.

In all these weeks, Kayla had never seen Lydia so reserved and quiet and it was a little unnerving. Normally the strawberry blonde was full on and opinionated, chipper and upbeat with an undertone of judgement, but there was none of that now. If anything, it was like she was a completely different person entirely.

She pulled into Lydia's driveway, slowing to a stop just opposite the front door and switched off the engine, sitting back in her seat and glancing at Lydia who made no effort to move.

"Uh... Lydia. You're home"

She watched her friend blink a couple of times, peeling her forehead off the glass as she looked around in confusion, taking a few seconds to register the familiar scenery.

"Right. Home..."

Luckily the awkward silence was broken by a screech of Lydia's name, a woman who Kayla assumed was Lydia's mom throwing open the front door and hurrying down the concrete steps, rushing forward in her high heels to open the car door and bend down quickly to engulf Lydia in a hug.

"I'm okay mom" Lydia said, but her voice was flat, still seeped in shock, "I just want to rest".

"Oh honey..." the woman muttered, soothing Lydia's hair as her gaze fell on Kayla over her daughters shoulder, shooting her a grateful smile.

"You must be Kayla" she deduced, "I'm Natalie Martin. It's so nice to finally meet you".

Kayla was a little thrown by the apparent familiarity Natalie Martin had for her, wondering why Lydia would talk to her mom about her. She didn't seem the type to discuss her loyal lackies.

"Uh... you too" Kayla plastered a smile on her face, hoping now Lydia was back with her mom that she would forget the whole 'sleepover' thing, "so, I'm just gonna-"

"Kayla's staying over" Lydia said very matter of factly, her tone leaving no room for argument with more emotion than she's had all night, escaping her mom's grasp, "come on Kayla".

Damn it.

She resisted a sigh, following Lydia out the car and up the steps to her house, her mom hurrying after them with the incessant clip clop of her heels.

"Can I get you girls anything? A hot chocolate... some cookies... maybe more blankets?"

"No, mom" Lydia sighed, appearing exhausted with her moms faffing, trying to dismiss her before Kayla could indulge in the glorious idea of cookies, "we're good. Honestly".

She frowned in disappointment, in that moment rathering the cookies than Lydia's company but again with the curveballs, right? Unable to do much of anything as Lydia grabbed her wrist in a vicelike grip to drag her up the stairs.

Yup. Her fate was sealed. There was no escape now.

Lydia's room was not what she was expecting. Like, at all. She expected pinks and purples, maybe some glitter and lots of fluffy pillows and fairy lights but instead the walls were a pale green, framed artwork hanging up and a simple white bedspread on the bed, a desk to the side with a large rounded mirror atop it.

Were they in the wrong room?

Lydia turned around to watch her, studying her expression and noticing her surprise, for the first time that night a small amused smile tugging at her lips.

"This is my temporary bedroom" Lydia said, "mine is in the process of getting redecorated. Again".

"Again?"

"Of course" Lydia answered, confusion twisting her tone like she didn't understand why Kayla asked, "I'm not committing to one style for the rest of my high school life".

Surprisingly, that didn't surprise her.

This was Lydia Martin after all. She probably had a bedroom change for each season.

"I should've guessed. This does not scream 'Lydia Martin' one bit".

"Oh?" Lydia cocked a brow, "well, what does?"

"There's no throne" she teased, only half playing because she honestly did half expect something as ridiculous and outrageous as that, especially from the queen bee of Beacon Hills herself.

Lydia's look softened, that vacant expression from earlier nearly gone as she reached into her drawers to pull out a nightie, throwing it to Kayla who caught it effortlessly, cocking a brow as she dangled it from her finger.

"Really? Silk? You trying to get into my pants, Lydia?"

The strawberry blonde rolled her eyes, placing a hand on her hip, "you're not getting into my bed in gym clothes. Speaking of-" pointing to the door next to her desk, "-go shower. You reek".

This time, it was Kayla's turn to roll her eyes.

"So would you if you had ran fifteen miles".

Lydia just kept pointing to the door, sending her an unimpressed look and Kayla just sarcastically saluted her, doing as she was told.

The bathroom was simple and white, which made sense if it was just a guest bedroom, some of Lydia's things sprawled throughout the bathroom.

She wasted no time, stripping off her tight gym clothes that were sticking to her a tad uncomfortably, pulling her hair from her pony tail and turning the shower to hot, giving it a couple of minutes to heat up and for the steam to fog up the bathroom before stepping into the shower.

She enjoyed the burning hot water soaking her skin, the drops bouncing off her reddened skin for several minutes before using the fancy bottles of shampoo and shower gel to wash her hair and body, the strong citrus smell tingling her nostrils and nearly making her sneeze.

Jeez, overpowering much? What was wrong with vanilla, or even strawberries and cream? Something subtle, but endulging. But then again, Lydia always went the whole nine yards, why would her shower routine be any different?

She could practically feel Lydia's impatience from the next room over, deciding to bite the bullet and leave the shower, patting herself dry with a fluffy white towel and slipping on Lydia's nightie.

It was a deep burgundy, the cool soft silk gently sliding over her curves as she let the material hang, draping along the tops of her thighs.

Given Lydia's small stature, the nightie naturally fell a little shorter than it should've, just barely covering her 'goods', the delicate lace rim dipping low on her chest, the straps surprisingly light on her shoulders.

Clearly, designer.

She ran her fingers through her wet hair, detangling as much as she could before giving up, letting the long wet strands tickle her back before opening the bathroom door, padding into Lydia's room.

Lydia was already changed into her own nightgown, the hot pink silk tight against her skin as she sat cross legged on the bed, a white fluffy pillow sitting atop her lap that she played with, trying to keep her anxious fingers busy.

She looked up though when Kayla entered, her piercing green eyes giving her a long and thorough once over, all the way from the tips of her toes to the hair protruding from her scalp, studying every inch of her body like she was some painting in a fancy art museum.

"Suits you" Lydia remarked, "you have a great body. You need better clothes to show it off".

"Is that a compliment?"

Lydia rolled her eyes, "of course it is. I never say things I don't mean".

Kayla simply did a sarcastic courtesy, grabbing the ends of the nightgown to pull it out as she did before walking around the edge of the bed and sitting on it next to Lydia, able to see right through her friends mask of pretending to be okay.

"Lydia... you could've had your pick of a hundred people to keep you company tonight... why ask me?"

Lydia sighed, keeping her gaze focused on the pillow she was slowly but surely picking apart.

"I don't have a hundred people I could've asked".

Kayla frowned, unsure why Lydia was saying something so ridiculous.

"Of course you could've" she said, "you have pretty much the entire school wrapped around your finger, including a bunch of girls that would've been ecstatic for a slumber party".

Lydia frowned, her face pinched in an effort to keep her emotions in check, her fingers continuing to pick and curl around the white fabric.

"None of them are genuine" she whispered, "they only speak to me because they want something from me... popularity, approval... they don't actually like me".

Kayla didn't expect Lydia to be so self aware. On the surface, it seemed she enjoyed being number one, loving all the attention it got her as well as the perks of being seemingly loved by everyone, but maybe it wasn't all it was cracked up to be.

"What do you mean...?"

"Girls don't like me" Lydia emphasised, "they see me as a threat. As someone to be feared of or jealous. Society pits girls against one another, so we tear each other down instead of supporting one another. I don't have friends. I have acquaintances. Followers. Users. But no friends".

"That's why I like you, and Allison" she continued, "you don't want anything from me. Not like what everyone else does".

"Oh..."

"Allison likes me for me, my company, which is refreshing and new to me. You have never asked me for anything, or seem to care about your status. You're headstrong and confident, a girl who knows her own mind and sticks to it. You're like me, in many ways, and you don't feel threatened by me. It makes a nice change".

She wasn't aware that Lydia knew all these things, but her keen sense of perception must've come hand in hand with her extreme level of smartness - something Kayla had picked up on the last few weeks. Something the strawberry blonde was always trying to hide.

"You're a pain in the ass" Kayla remarked with a shrug, before a begrudging smile tugged at her lips, "but you're alright".

Lydia peeked up at her through her eyelashes, her gaze unnervingly sharp. Like she was trying to read her mind.

"So that's why I couldn't invite just anyone" she continued, "because I see right through their facade".

"Highschool is full of that".

"Tell me about it" Lydia scoffed, "full of piranhas. They're just waiting for my downfall, which is why I'm not going to let that happen".

Kayla had to hand it to Lydia... her determination was unmatched.

"The queen won't willingly abdicate from her throne".

Despite her clear bouts of anxious fear, Lydia threw her a devastatingly confident smile, her lips pulling back across perfect pearly white teeth.

"Exactly. Tonight was just a blip. Whatever happened... whatever I saw... I'll get past it" she nodded, "I'll get some good medication and come back bigger and better than ever".

"Lydia..." Kayla said carefully, not wanting to send Lydia into a PTSD spiral, but wanting to know what they were dealing with, "what exactly did you see?"

Lydia's stare cracked slightly from the pressure of that question, her lips tightening into a thin line as she bit back her nerves.

"Something" she whispered, swallowing nervously, "I saw... something".

"Well... you're safe now" Kayla nodded, as reassuringly as she could, "I promise".

Despite their personalities sometimes clashing, Kayla did actually quite like Lydia, especially when she realised she wasn't as shallow and heartless as she pretended. She was one of the few people Kayla would go out of her way to protect.

Lydia's stare moved past her out the window, focusing on the silvery glare of the moon, only just over a week until it became full and all hell would no doubt break loose.

"Yeah... safe".

She didn't know what to do. She wasn't exactly the best at comforting people, especially in situations as delicate as this. But, it seemed, Lydia didn't mind. Maybe her company was good enough, helping her feel less alone.

Lydia's stare refocused on her, studying her again like some mathmatical equation, her lips pursed in thought.

"I meant what I said. That first day" the strawberry blonde clarified, "I did my research on you. I know a lot of things that you haven't told the people here yet".

"Do you want a medal, or...?"

Lydia rolled her eyes at her sass but despite her apparent playful annoyance Kayla could tell she was amused, finally having someone that could keep up with her.

"I'm just trying to say... I know you've had a difficult year. I guess, when you first came here, you were like a brand new project for me to play with. Someone I could reinvent. But you don't want to reinvented. You're totally okay with being you, and I admire that".

It was all starting to make sense now... in a weird, caring way Lydia was trying to make a connection by playing with them like dolls, helping both her and Allison in the way she knew how - through wardrobe changes, make up, social status and boys.

"So you trying to hook me up with Brian was your way of trying to help me through the transition of moving whilst dealing with grief?" she asked with a playful snort, amazed by the way Lydia's brain worked.

Lydia simply shrugged, "boys are a good distraction. I just thought he could take your mind off things".

It was actually kind of sweet. Maybe a little creepy, but mostly sweet.

"Well, I appreciate the sentiment" Kayla chuckled, "but I'm okay. Really".

"No, you're not" Lydia replied, a gentle smile tugging at her lips, "but that's okay, because you will be. I'll make sure of it".

"Another project idea?" she teased.

Lydia rolled her eyes, "projects are fun. It's good to have ambitions Kayla".

"Well, good luck" Kayla laughed, "I'm a lost cause".

"Enough with the negative self talk" Lydia chastised her, "you have potential. See-" she reached out, shamelessly grabbing her boobs in the silk nightie and pushing them together, "-these are showstoppers. Not to mention those legs? Killer" Lydia fawned, "so tell me what you want - what will make you happy - and I'll make sure you get it".

Somehow, she knew Lydia would make whatever she wanted happen.

She smirked, cocking a brow at Lydia who was still cupping her boobs, making no move to release her grip.

"Anything?"

"Within reason" Lydia rolled her eyes, "I'm not a fairy god mother".

She wondered what may actually make her happy. What could take her mind off all the hellish things that had happened. What would give her a few moments of peace.

Of course, the things she truly wanted were unreachable. She couldn't bring back those she loved from the dead, that was impossible, but there had to be something else that would make her feel... whole. Even for a brief moment.

"I'm fed up of expectations" she admitted, "of being judged. Feeling like a failure. I would love to go and just do what I want with no consequences or judgement. I miss my impulsivity".

Lydia smirked, seeming pleased by her answer.

"So you want to go 'bad girl' again?"

"No" she chuckled, "at least, not that far. Last time I did that, I ended up a junkie".

Lydia finally dropped her hands from her boobs, seeming glad to have something to distract her from the trauma of tonight, a playful glint shining in her gaze.

"You want to lose control".

"Kinda" Kayla shrugged, "it's exhausting trying to live for other people. I want to live for me".

"Then let's lose control".

"What?" Kayla laughed, "Lydia. You are the most in control person I know. You're a complete control freak".

"Ninety nine percent of the time, yes" she nodded, "but after tonight? It made me realise I can't control everything, unfortunately. And you never know-" she teased, "-your way of doing things might help me too".

"I wouldn't want to ruin Lydia Martin's prescious reputation".

"My reputation has been solid for years" Lydia smirked, "one night of mishap won't dethrone me".

Kayla liked this Lydia. This Lydia was someone she had never seen before. This Lydia wasn't so uptight or judgemental, but mischievous and playful, able to escape the pressures of being perfect because Kayla didn't expect her to be perfect. Not like everyone else.

"Fine" Kayla smirked, "and, bonus points for me, I'll even let you dress me up as you see fit. My body is your canvas".

Lydia clapped in excitement, scrambling from the bed as she begun to pick out make up and nail polish, setting up her curling iron and Kayla watched with a smile on her face.

This may be a controversial way to help her new friend, but Lydia wanted a project to focus on and Kayla was willing to be said project for a little while. Plus, it kept her distracted from the horrors she saw just a few hours prior, a win win in her book.

Surprisingly, she had fun.

Yes, she actually said that.

She had fun with Lydia Martin.

She got to sit there like a perfect doll as Lydia painted her nails a blush pink, curled her thick hair into wild curls and applied some make up to her clear skin, the strawberry blonde making sure everything was just perfect.

Lydia just reapplied some make up, wiping away the tear stains from her face as she fluffed up her hair before whipping open her wardrobe, meticulously studying each designer piece with careful eyes.

She didn't even say anything in protest as Lydia threw her a clingy white silk dress, halter neck, that was cinched in at the waist, little slits on either side of each thigh.

"And no bra" Lydia warned, "those perky puppies deserve freedom".

She rolled her eyes but said nothing as she simply dropped the nightie she was wearing so it bundled around her feet, much to Lydia's surprise - and delight.

"What?" Kayla asked, "girls get naked at slumber parties right?"

Lydia cocked a perfectly manicured brow, her intense stare rolling across her figure before she smirked.

"Stereotypical" Lydia snorted, "but I'm not complaining".

Lydia's character was freeing - unreserved and flirty, something that Kayla was beginning to see more of, feeling more and more comfortable around the queen bee herself.

So she simply slipped on the silk dress, the cool material clinging to all the right places as Lydia did the same to her own dress - a strapless purple number, not as revealing as the one she picked out for her, an air of class drifting off her, but it was still hot.

"Uh, no heels" Kayla said before Lydia could chuck her a pair of white stilettos, "I can't walk in heels".

"You can't walk in heels but you can balance and do flips off a four inch wide balance beam?"

Again, she hadn't told Lydia anything about her gymnastics training, nor her weight training, but somehow she still knew.

Kayla had learnt not to be surprised.

"It's a completely different skill set".

Lydia sighed but, without argument, simply changed out the stilettos for a pair of flats, much to Kayla's relief.

"Now-" Lydia smiled, "-just don't get us arrested. Anything else is fair game. Understood?"

"Understood"


Whoops.

it seemed getting arrested was fair game. Especially to Kayla.

She woke up though, thank god, not in a police cell but in what she recognised as Sheriff Stilinski's office, laying curled up on the old worn brown leather sofa.

Her head was splitting in half, the mountains of alcohol she no doubt drank making her brain feel like it was getting roasted over an open fire, the back of her throat not fairing much better.

Oh god... she bet there was singing involved. She always did end up doing karaoke.

She sat up slowly, her hair tangled and matted to her face as she realised her head had been resting on someone's lap and looked over, seeing Lydia nursing a coffee cup between her hands, mascara smudged under her eyes.

"Uh... morning" Kayla groaned, touching her forehead to make sure her head wasn't actually split in half, realising she had the sheriffs green oversized jacket wrapped around her shoulders, "what the hell happened?"

Lydia narrowed her eyes, her own face twisted into what Kayla assumed was a heavy as fuck hangover.

"You don't remember?"

"Thankfully, no".

"Well, you did out drink everyone at 'Jungle', I shouldn't be surprised".

Kayla let a lazy grin pull itself across her lips, nodding proudly.

"Another skill set I have".

Lydia rolled her eyes but there was no malice there, still looking effortlessly goegeous, even with her face full of make up sliding off her face and her hair like a rats nest, Kayla probably not fairing much better.

"And no, we didn't get arrested" Lydia said to Kayla's unsaid question, the words still stuck on the tip of her tongue as she looked around in confusion, "the sheriff found you passed out in the dumpster - classy, by the way - and I convinced him to let you sleep it off at the station. I, of course, came with you".

"Oh thank god" Kayla exclaimed, "my mom would disown me if I got more criminal convictions on my record".

Lydia arched a brow, still not surprised by her words.

"Those were expunged. Relax, clean slate".

"How did you know about them if they were expunged?"

"Like I said, I have my ways" Lydia said, not letting her hangover deter her as she suddenly thrust the half drunk cup of coffee into her hand, "now drink this and sober up. It's 7am. We need to get home before my mom finds out we left. Not that she'll do anything, but I'd rather save my energy".

The smell of the coffee was a welcome relief, soaking up the bitter smell as she inhaled the strong scent before taking a few sips. It had considerably less sugar than she would have liked, but she was currently not-officially-arrested in the sheriffs office... she couldn't really be picky, could she?

Hanging with Lydia was fun. And fun was something she had severely lacked recently. It was fun to just be a normal teenager - go out, dress a little provocatively, mess up... that's what teenagers were meant to do right?

Plus, it wasn't like last time. Last night she wasn't partying to forget the pain... she partied to have fun. To be the carefree spirit she had once been. She went out and drank, danced, sang, probably indulged in some drunken games, but she didn't feel the need to do anything self destructive.

That, in itself, was a step forward.

She watched as Lydia stood, straightening out her dress, dropping the blanket that was around her shoulders to pick up an oversized black blazer and slip it up her arms.

"If anyone asks-" Lydia warned playfully, "-you dragged me out against my will. Understood?"

Kayla smirked around the rim of the mug, "oh, understood".

Just as Lydia smiled, the door to the sheriff's office opened and in walked an exhausted and weary Sheriff, his weathered face set with deep lines around the eyes seemed a little surprised to see her up, concern building in his gaze.

"Oh. You're awake".

"Yup" she smirked, "not dead" throwing in a sarcastic two fingered peace sign.

He carefully closed the door, walking over to place a file on his desk before turning to face them, crossing his arms.

"I decided to let you two off the hook because of what happened last night" he sighed, "and I didn't want to get you into trouble. But underage drinking? The fake ID's? That could get you into serious trouble in the future".

"Oh, no" Lydia smiled, batting her eyelashes, "this was just a small slip. A one time thing. It definitely won't happen again".

"I hope so" the sheriff nodded, "you're both good girls-"

Kayla couldn't resist a snort at that, still - maybe - a little tipsy from the countless shots, finding it hilarious he thought that because her, good? Ha. Hilarious. She was a disaster. She never promised to be good.

The sheriff stopped, sending her a frown but she couldn't help the small chuckle that left her lips, not even bothering to hide her amusement.

"Sorry. Sorry" she mumbled, biting back another laugh, "I just... that is something I've never been described as before".

The sheriff reached around to pick up the file that he had placed on the table just a couple minutes prior, opening it up and briefly showing her it, seeing a picture of herself in a not so flattering mugshot, probably either high or drunk - or both - and frowned when she saw that.

"Because of this?" he asked, a hint of sadness and empathy in his voice, "this is meaningless. This is from a bad time in your life. I read the reports" he added, "I know about your family. So this-" he closed the file, giving it a small shake, "-means nothing".

"In fact-" he half shrugged, grabbing the thin cardboard and ripped the file in half, much to her surprise, "-it doesn't even technically exist".

She wondered why he was being so nice to her... why someone in a position of authority wasn't just writing her off as trouble.

Everyone else had.

"So, I'll say it again" he repeated, "you're both good girls. For future, try and stay out of trouble. Otherwise, the sofa may get replaced by a police cell".

The thinly veiled threat was just a kind warning, no doubt hating to see kids the same age as his son put themselves in dangerous situations.

"Uh... noted" Lydia gulped, "do you have to phone our parents?"

"If you do, for me you only need to make the one phone call" Kayla shrugged, "unless you own a ouija board. Don't think my dad has cell reception where he is".

It was meant as a morbid joke, a way to deal with her grief but her lack of filter, especially around taboo situations like this, was clearly not very socially acceptable if Lydia and the sheriffs shocked faces were anything to go by.

"No. no I don't need to phone your parents... or parent" he added to Kayla, "I'll let it slide this once. You are friends with my son. I think that entitles you to one free pass".

Right... Stiles.

She had actually completely forgotten about him, and her annoyance at him that had come from nowhere.

She could tell Lydia had no idea who the sheriff was going on about so Kayla just nodded, accepting their 'get out of jail' free card.

"Come on... I'll drive you home" the sheriff nodded, moving forward to open the door and escort them out the office, Lydia making sure she was hiding behind Kayla as best she could.


That Sunday, she spent half the day at Lydia's, both napping on and off as they tried to hide their hangover from Natalie Martin who was either oblivious as a wall of bricks or living in denial, choosing not to ask her daughter about her extra curricular activities.

They ate lunch, spoke a little, but Kayla could tell once the alcohol wore off, Lydia was back to being an anxious mess.

So, she suggested contacting her doctor for something to relax her. A.K.A - chill her the fuck out. Her poor pillows didn't need more assaults on them.

Lydia was on board and, within the hour, Natalia had a prescription for some benzodiazepines which hit Lydia even worse than the alcohol, giving Kayla some much needed entertainment for a couple hours before she passed out.

That evening she returned home, making sure she was presentable so her mom wouldn't pick up on anything 'untoward'.

Luckily, she didn't. In fact, she seemed more distracted than usual, barely paying attention to her so she retired to her room and finished the chemistry project her and Stiles had worked on the day before, sending it to both Scott and Stiles.

Barely thirty seconds had passed before Stiles had texted her, clearly having received her email with the attached project and using that as a way to start a conversation with her?

'You finished the project?'

'There wasn't much left to do. Just trying to be proactive'

'Right. Crazy what happened last night huh?'

Sbe blanched at her phone, wondering how on earth he knew about her Lydia's late night drunken shenanigans.

'How do you know about jungle? Were you there?'

'What? Huh? Jungle? I was taking about the the dude that died at the movie store. What are you talking about?'

She smirked, totally putting her foot in it.

'Oh yeah. Dead dude. Sad'

'Yes, sad. Very sad. What happened at jungle? Were you at jungle? That's a gay bar, you know'

'Wouldn't you like to know' she replied, followed by a suggestive face emoji before placing her phone on the bedside table and falling asleep, ignoring the constant dings from Stiles' texts, clearly eager and intrigued to know what she had been up to.

But, she was happy to let him wonder some more. Hopefully allowing his imagination to run wild.


Stiles has never been so eager to get to chemistry class that morning.

Why?

To get answers.

And no, not to chemistry. He couldn't care less about that. No. He wanted answers as to why Kayla was partying at 'Jungle'.

Well... and about the murderous Alpha attack. And to see if Lydia was okay.

But mainly about jungle.

He got there quick, one of the first people to sit down, sitting eagerly on the uncomfortable stools as he kept peering his head around every time someone walked in.

No Kayla.

Typical. Late as always.

Just before the final bell rang, he saw Kayla walk into the classroom with Danny by her side, both engaging in easy conversation.

She was wearing a simple pair of denim shorts and a white short sleeved shirt, the first few buttons undone. Long wavy hair thrown carelessly over one shoulder, her eyes alive and bright as she laughed with Danny.

He eagerly leaned forward, trying to catch her stare but she didn't look over to him, not once, dumping her bag on the floor and perching that cute little ass of hers on the seat.

What was he, chopped liver?

"Kayla-"

"-need to come out more" Danny laughed, "girl, you've got moves. Everyone loved you out there".

"Shame I don't remember" she chuckled, "seriously, after that tenth shot, it's all blank".

"So you don't remember singing on the bar?"

"Nuh uh".

"Dancing in the cages?"

"Uh, Kay-"

"Nope".

"Doing body shots off naked girls?"

"Unfortunately not".

"What?" He exclaimed loudly, attracting the attention of half the class, his wide eyed gaze flitting between Danny and Kayla, "wha-b-body shots?"

She finally acknowledged his presence, turning her head slightly to smirk at him.

"Yes Stiles. Body shots" she emphasised, "y'know... licking and drinking stuff off of naked girls tits. It's a blast".

He swallowed nervously, his cheeks flaring a deep pink as he gripped at his thigh tightly, willing away the boner threatening to protrude from his slacks at that insanely hot image.

She seemed amused by his silence, her eyes dancing with playfulness as she turned back to Danny.

"I'd be down" she said, "next time you go out, shoot me a text. The sheriff confiscated my fake ID but I can get a new one".

"What?" he exclaimed again, "the sheriff? My dad?"

She quirked a brow at him, not surprised by his constant interruptions.

"Last time I checked, yeah" she nodded, "you came from his balls. Your point?"

"Did my dad arrest you?"

"No" she said, "well, not really, it's a long story" she waved her hand, dismissing anymore questions, "so yeah, count me in. Lydia convinced me I need to have more fun".

"Lydia?" he was getting more bamboozled by the minute, feeling like he was playing catch up.

"Yes, Lydia. Y'know-" she muttered sarcastically, "-five foot three, strawberry blonde, green eyes. The girl you're hopelessly in love with?"

Okay... ouch.

Danny snorted, covering his mouth with his hand as Stiles sent him an unamused glare.

"Anyway-" she muttered, taking his silence as a way to finish her conversation with Danny, "-just don't tag me in the photos on Facebook. If my mom finds them, she'll go ballistic".

Danny winced, "ah too late. I couldn't resist. Plus, since I posted them ten minutes ago, I've already had eighty likes. Eighty" he exclaimed, "that dress you wore clearly is getting some attention. Just wait... you'll have people lining up around the block to ask you out".

He couldn't resist...

Just as Mr Harris started the class, speaking about the parent teacher conference tonight, belittling them all for being useless failures like he usually did, he opened up his phone and went to Danny's Facebook page, scrolling down to see the collection of photos he had posted.

Without meaning to, he automatically got the most instant and painful boner of his life.

God... even porn didn't get him going this quick.

The very first picture he saw was Kayla standing in the middle of Danny and his boyfriend, a silk white dress hugging and draping her curves, the peaks of her nipples pressing out the dress that hung low on her cleavage.

Fuck.

His phone clattered to the desk below, one hand awkwardly covering the bulge in his slacks and the other finding it's way to his mouth, biting down around his fist as he tried to will away the image from his head but it was burned there in perfect detail.

It should be illegal to look that effortlessly good.

It was like the dress was made for her. Following the curves of her body, showing just the right amount of skin to be teasing.

And those tits...

Oh dear god...

"Mr Stilinski" Mr Harris called out as the entire class looked at him, even Kayla and Danny turned around from the table in front, "do you have a problem? Well... anymore than usual?"

The class laughed at his expense - as per usual - and he tried to avoid Kayla's stare, knowing looking at her right now would do nothing to help the little predicament he was now in, unable to see anything but the pretty taut peaks of her nipples poking through the delicate satin.

Still biting his fist, he muffled out a barely audible "no", his teeth leaving sharp indents in his skin.

Fortunately, Mr Harris turned away from him, giving Stiles a little bit of privacy to try and get this situation under control.

"He likes you" he heard Danny whisper to Kayla, much to his mortification, "bet he wants to be doing body shots off you next time".

He choked down his embarrassment, willing away the heat from his cheeks as he pushed down on his crotch, as if he was trying to deflate the awkwardly large boner in his pants, but caught a glimpse of Kayla shooting him a sultry stare over her shoulder before winking at Danny.

"Mission accomplished, then".

A:N) yayyyy another chapter. This was soo fun. I really wanted to explore Lydia and Kayla really connecting, because initially I don't think they would get on so great until they bonded because they are opposites, but now Kayla has seen a rare side to Lydia. And stiles haha poor boy can't catch a break; but I love the sheriff. He's so nice haha hope you all enjoyed :)

Chapter 18: Drowning in red

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What did that mean?

'Mission accomplished?'

Was she wanting to get under his skin? Did she want to mess with his head? Did she want him to be attracted to her?

Honestly, he was confused as hell.

Girls were confusing.

Why couldn't they come with a god damn manual or something?

He sat behind her, wanting to grab her attention but equally as embarrassed, muttering curse words under his breath as he slowly managed to ged rid of his boner until it was just an awkward bulge, making no effort to pick up his phone because he knew that, when he did, he would see that picture again and all hell would break loose.

Just a couple minutes later Jackson came in late, pale and shaky and, for once, appearing a little nervous with the countless pairs of eyes on him.

Stiles frowned, studying Jackson's sudden change in demeanour from confident and cocky to meek and mild, a nervous sweat breaking out across his skin.

Whatever he saw... it must've been bad.

He needed to know what he saw. What Lydia saw. Why wasn't Kayla keeping him updated on this?

Biting back his embarrassment from earlier, he leaned forward and jabbed the end of his pen into Kayla's back.

"Yes Stiles?" she asked, glancing at him over her shoulder, her own pen twirling around in her hand.

"Uh... what uh... what happened on Saturday?" he asked, "I mean... with Lydia? And Jackson?"

"They were about three seconds away from getting murdered" she replied bluntly, "you know this. You were there".

"No, I know but... um... was it..." he trailed off, trying to be subtle as Danny kept throwing him wondering looks, "was it... uh... y'know-"

Kayla rolled her eyes, knowing exactly what he meant.

'Was it the Alpha?' being the unspoken question.

"Obviously".

"So... they got a look at it? I mean him" he quickly corrected as Danny screwed his face up in wondering, "they saw him? The killer?"

Kayla shrugged, "they saw something".

"Something?" he exclaimed, "well what did it - he - what did he look like?"

She simply pursed her lips, seeming both a little annoyed and amused by his incessant questions.

"I don't know. Jackson took off and Lydia was a little traumatised. Our Saturday night involved shots, not revisiting her PTSD".

"Well, uh... d-did Lydia show up to-today?" he asked, determined to find out exactly what it was she knew.

"Dude is off her face on benzo's, I don't think she can even leave her room".

"She wasn't in our homeroom this morning" Danny spoke up when Stiles turned his intense, detective-like gaze to him, "and no, I haven't spoken to her about it".

"Well, what about Jackson?"

Danny sighed, glancing down shamefully.

"No, Jackson... he uh... he wouldn't tell me".

"But he's your best friend".

Danny didn't answer, embarrassed by getting called out and Kayla saw this, sending Stiles a tight look.

"Does Scott tell you everything?" she asked pointedly.

"Of course" he scoffed, "plus, even if he tried, he can't lie. I always figure it out".

"Cocky much?"

"I see myself as more of a realist".

"Oh really?" she smirked, spinning her whole body around on the stool to face him, like she was urging him to banter back.

He stilled, holding her stare as he tried to think of something - anything - to say but he was lost, every single thought leaving his brain.

Dammit. Why did he always get this way around her? Why couldn't he, for once, just be cool?

He cleared his throat, shaking his head a little to break his goggly-eyed gaze from her playful expression as he faced Danny, willing away the heat from his cheeks.

Right. Danny. Danny he could speak to.

"Um... Danny... could you maybe, I don't know, find out?"

"You want me to find out what Lydia and Jackson saw?"

"Yeah".

"Why?" Danny asked, completely bewildered, "why do you need to know?"

"Because I just do Danny" Stiles snarked back, "for reasons you don't need to know".

Danny rolled his eyes, sending Kayla a side glance.

"He's insufferable" he whispered, "you deal with him".

Kayla just giggled and shook her head, turning back to the table and looking down at her chemistry book, deliberately avoiding Danny's betrayed expression.

"And Danny?" he asked, leaning forward even more off his stool, "just uh... one more question?"

"What?" he exclaimed, annoyance creeping into his voice.

"Do you think I'm attractive?" tumbled from his mouth quickly before he could stop himself.

Danny simply screwed his face up in confusion, shooting him a displeased look before turning his bamboozled expression to Kayla, seeking help from her but all she did was giggle, shooting him a playful expression over her shoulder.

"Oh yes Stiles" she remarked, her smirk deepening into a white smile, flashing her set of perfect pearly whites, "you could be the new Miss America"


She managed to avoid Stiles for the next couple of classes, dodging his increasingly annoying prying questions as best she could, but unfortunately Scott wasn't here as a buffer which meant the only other one clued in on all of this, from Stiles' perspective, was her.

"Whoa, Kayla, wait up. Hey... hold on. Hey-"

She decided to put him out of his misery, stopping suddenly in the middle of the hallway and turning around, causing him to tumble into her clumsily and nearly knocking them both over.

"Yes Stiles?"

He blushed a little, hiking his backpack further up his shoulder as he stepped back out of her personal space, clearly a little flustered and uncomfortable.

"Uh... S-Saturday".

"What about Saturday?"

He blanched at her, sending her a look which she chalked up to be 'how can you be so oblivious' look, quickly looking around the busy hallway before pulling on her elbow and guiding her over to the lockers.

"The movie store" he whispered, "dead body, murderous alpha... ring any bells?"

"Of course it does" she rolled her eyes, "I don't have amnesia".

He gaped at her again, getting a little annoyed at her inability to just be forthcoming.

"Well?" he persisted, "what happened?"

"Dude got killed" she summarised, "what else do you want to know?"

"Dude got-what?" he asked, "Kayla... you and I both know it's not that simple".

"I don't know what happened" she shrugged, "I don't know why the Alpha killed him. I don't know anything more than you do".

"Well... don't you want to know?"

"Aw... I see what this is" she playfully grinned, "Scott left you to go suck face with Allison and you can't function without a partner in crime".

"What? No" he scoffed, but the look on his face told her she was actually 100% right, "that's not... that's not true".

"Oh really?" she crossed her arms, unable to stop the smirk that spread across her face, "then why have you been nipping at my ankles for half the day like a goddamn chihuahua?"

He clenched and unclenched his jaw, his tongue pressing into his cheek as he tried - and failed - to come up with a witty retort, his brain going to zero percent capacity whenever he was near her.

"Okay, look" she said, taking pity on him, "I'll go to Lydia's after school and I'll ask her what she saw. Happy?"

"L-Lydia?" he gulped.

"Yes Stiles. Lydia" she rolled her eyes, "because something tells me she'll be easier to get around than Jackson".

"Well, uh... could I... y'know-" he shrugged, "-come with you? For back up" he added as she quirked a brow at him, "teamwork, right?"

"Sure. Teamwork" she drawled our sarcastically, "not because you want to fill your daily quota of Lydia Martin sightings or anything".

He frowned at her bitter tone, having made no effort to hide it.

"Uh..."

"Sure Stiles" she interrupted, "whatever you want".

"You okay?" he asked in a hushed whisper, his brows creased in concern, "you seem a little... snarky".

"Snarky?"

He shuffled back a small step at her glare, trying to swallow the sudden nervous lump in his throat as her stare cut right through him.

"Uh... heh... you-you seem fine" he wisely corrected, not wanting to get on her bad side, "yeah. Totally fine".

She rolled her eyes, about to turn and head to lunch but standing right in front of her was none other than Brian. She managed to stop short before she crashed into his chest, sending him an unamused glare.

"What do you want?"

His lips quirked, not put off by her sharp tone as he leaned cockily against the lockers, his bright blue baby eyes sparkling off the fluorescent lights overhead.

"I'm guessing 'hello' isn't in your vocabulary".

"Why would I waste my breath on something so civil to you?"

He broke out into an award winning smile, clearly somehow getting off on their back-and-forth quips, like it was all just some big game to him. Which, quite frankly, it probably was.

"You know-" he teased, "-in middle school, kids tease and bully other kids because they're crushing on them. So one could interpret your cold behaviour as you liking me a bit too much"

"Yeah" she scoffed, "in your dreams".

"Aw, c'mon Hale you're killing me" he playfully groaned, "quit playing the hard-to-get thing and just go out with me. I promise you'll have the time of your life".

She could feel Stiles fidget behind her, clearly uncomfortable with witnessing this but she paid him no heed, focusing on the blonde, blue-eyed bombshell in front of her.

"You've done nothing to tip the scales in your favour" she shrugged, "so no".

"Tip the scales in my favour?" he repeated with a laugh, "babe... I've given chase more with you than I have anybody. Doesn't that tell you something".

"Yeah. That you suck at chasing".

Stiles snorted out a laugh behind her, for whatever reason a little proud that she kept knocking him back but Brian noticed, peering over her shoulder and sending Stiles a scathing look.

"Don't know what you're laughing at Stilinski. What's your body count? In the negatives?"

She waved her hands out, shutting both boys up before they could get into a dick-measuring competition, turning back to Brian.

"Go chase someone else, because I ain't interested".

"Not what you were saying on Saturday".

"What?" she asked, genuinely confused, "what do you mean?"

He smirked, still not dropping playing whatever game he was playing, enjoying being mischievous with a side of dickhead.

"Oh" he feigned ignorance, smirking in delight that he caught her off guard, "don't you remember? I guess you only hook up with me when you're drunk".

"I did not" she stated, "don't be so ridiculous".

"Okay sweetcheeks" he grinned, "believe what you want, but that dress was cute. You should wear it on our next date".

"There will be no next date" she exclaimed, "in fact, we didn't even have a first date".

"Our first date was in Lydia Martins's bathroom" he grinned, remembering their short-lived hook-up, "our second was that disaster of a group date night at bowling. Our third... that will be at my house. More specifically, my bedroom".

It wasn't often she was speechless. It took a lot to shock her and somehow his holier-than-thou pedestal he put himself on, combined with his cocky expectations, was astounding to her. How anyone could be so narcissistic was unbelievable.

He took her few seconds of silence as agreement, leaning in closer to her.

"And seriously... that dress?" he whistled, "super hot. But you'd look better without it... without anything. Just saying".

She rolled her eyes, unamused and borderline annoyed by his persistent pestering, clearly unable to take no for an answer and watched him walk away with narrowed eyes.

"Wow" Stiles drawled out, "really? Again?"

She turned around to shoot him a glare, not taking too kindly to the judgement he was oozing.

"Oh shush you" she reprimanded him, "I don't need your commentary".

"We've been over this" he exclaimed, "he's a dick, remember?"

"Kinda hard to forget" she muttered sarcastically, "and I may have downed a whole bottle of tequila but I would remember whose tongue I had in my throat thank you very much. He's just trying to get under my skin".

"Well he seems to know a lot of certain details about Saturday" he said with a gulp, flushing a little as he stuttered at the end of the sentence.

"If you're meaning the dress Stiles, then yeah, he probably saw the photos" she shrugged, "didn't you?"

His eyes widened, not expecting to be called out so casually and he didn't know what to respond with. If he lied and said no, she would know he was lying. If he said yes, he would definitely come across as some kind of perv.

His silence lasted longer than he thought, a couple of seconds turning into several prolonged seconds of awkward silence and even though he knew he should say something, he just couldn't.

The annoyance faded from her face as she glanced across at him, watching his lips twist and contort as he struggled to speak, left helpless and sweaty as he avoided her stare.

"Right" she smirked, "anyway, I'll meet you after school and we'll head to Lydia's okay?" she said, already beginning to walk away from him, an amused smile tugging at her lips, "don't be late".


"Who's the late one now, hm?" Stiles smirked, sarcastically tapping the face of his watch as Kayla approached him, a good ten minutes after the final bell had rung.

Her eyes dazzled, clearly in a better mood than earlier, waltzing over to him and skipping into an overexaggerated and sarcastic curtsy.

"Fashionably" she smirked, "and yeah, I know. It's a personality trait I'm trying to work on but, y'know-" she shrugged, "-miracles are rare".

That they were. The fact she was still even talking to him was a massive one.

"Just set your clocks back by five minutes. Or in your case, an hour" he teased as she shot him a playful affronted look, standing next to him by his jeep, "my dad taught me that. Means you'll be tricking yourself into being early".

"Army trick?"

"Huh?"

"Your dad" she said, "I saw his office. There was like, medals and shit. Is that why he's a stickler for time?"

"You mean you saw his office when he arrested you?"

She scrunched her face up in this adorable playful way, rolling her eyes.

"He didn't arrest me. He just let me sleep it off on his sofa. First law enforcement officer that hasn't tried to handcuff me".

He shook his head, trying to dispel the dirty images of her in handcuffs from his mind, swallowing the ball of nerves seizing his throat.

"Right".

She peered across at him, those tantalising green eyes swimming with amusement.

"So...?"

"Uh... um... s-so what?"

She snorted under her breath at him, placing a hand on her hip.

"Was I right about the army thing?"

"Oh. Heh... yeah. He served. A long time ago".

"Makes sense" she nodded, making her way around the jeep and then turning back to look at him with a cocked brow.

"Well... are we going?"

"Going?" he asked cluelessly, that lump in his throat bordering on strangling him, "go where?"

She simply gazed back blankly, like she was trying to decide if he was taking the piss or being serious.

"To Lydias"

Right. Lydias. How could he forget?

"Oh... yeah. Yeah, of course" he nodded, quirking a brow across at her, "you-you're riding with me? I mean... riding. In the jeep" he emphasised with an embarrassed flush, "w-with me?"

She simply shrugged, "saves gas".

He couldn't argue with that logic. The Queen of making a point.

He jumped in, reaching over to open the passenger side door for her, watching as she thanked him and climbed in, discarding her bag to the footwell by her feet.

"I would offer to rejig your memory of how to get there, but something tells me you probably have every single possible short cut there memorised" she teased, though there was a slight edge to her tone, like she wasn't all too happy with that idea.

"Oh ha-ha" he muttered, "very funny".

"What?" she smirked, "it's true, isn't it?"

"... That's besides the point".

"Knew it" she smiled, "but seriously, my advice" she said as he started up the engine and reversed from the parking space, "either grow some balls and ask her out, or move on from a silly third grade crush".

"Wow. Great advice" he muttered sarcastically, "you make it sound so easy".

"Because it is" she replied bluntly, much to his surprise, "feelings suck. Trust me, they do. But if they aren't being reciprocated, or it's unhealthy, then you gotta let go. Straight facts right there. And I gave you them free of charge".

"And you're speaking from experience..."

"Obviously" she laughed, "otherwise how else would I know? Do I look like a chic that reads cosmopolitan?"

"You look like a chic who would beat the crap out of anyone that crossed you".

"Touché" she smirked.

"And I don't... I mean, Lydia is... she's..." he stumbled over his words, "she's unattainable. I know I don't have a shot with her".

"So why are you still obsessing over her?"

"I... I don't know" he replied, "truth be told, I don't even know who she is. She's just always been the prettiest girl... until..."

"Until?" she asked, cocking a brow towards him.

"Until, uh... until..."

His throat closed up, the words dying in the back of his mouth. What was he going to say? 'Until you showed up?' Yeah, that was one way to make himself look like a complete and utter idiot.

"Until...?" she insisted, clearly not letting this one drop.

He snorted, finding her persistence somewhat endearing.

"Until I got my eyes opened. Jeez" he chuckled, "someone's nosey".

"Just curious" she shrugged, "that's all".

"I'm not in love with her" came spilling from his mouth in a heated, panicked rush, "I mean... I know I said that to you. Before. But I'm not. In love with her".

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"I... I don't know. Just to, y'know, make you aware".

"Why?"

Her voice was light and teasing, teetering on the verge of being playful as he tried to will away the blush seizing his cheeks.

"Because I don't want you to think I'm a creep or anything" he stumbled over his words, trying to laugh it off and play it cool, "because I'm not. A creep that is".

"An eight year long obsession says otherwise" she smirked, enjoying playing with him.

"I wouldn't call it an obsession" he protested meekly, "more like an interest".

"Sure Stiles" she chucked, "whatever you say".

He was about to protest, to insist he wasn't some weirdo when he realised they were already pulling into Lydias driveway, the drive going quicker than expected.

"Just a fair warning" Kayla announced, "she's as high as a kite, so good luck getting anything remotely sensible out of her".

"Well. We have to try" he shrugged, slipping out from the jeep, Kayla going the same, "aren't you curious?"

She simply shrugged as they walked side by side up the winding path and up the concrete steps.

"I've seen my fair share of murders, newbie. Doesn't really faze me anymore" she said simply, "and all the murderous Alphas I've come across have an ego the size of Texas... they aren't that complicated to figure out. If anything, they're predictable".

"How many murderous Alphas have you come across exactly?" he asked, stunning himself into silence but was unprepared for her eyes to darken and turn steely, her face tightening.

"Enough" was her simple and short reply, letting him know by no uncertain terms that branch of the conversation was over.

They reached the door and Kayla reached out and rang the doorbell, shaking out the tension from her body before the door opened and she dropped that dark intense expression from her face, breaking out into an award-winning smile.

"Kayla" Mrs Martin grinned, "how lovely to see you again".

Stiles watched as she softened her entire stance, widening her shining smile that made him melt a little on the inside, his heart panging at how adorable she looked.

"Mrs Martin, hi" she said, her voice melting into the perfect melody, "I hope you don't mind us coming around... we just wanted to check on Lydia".

It was then Mrs Martin realised Stiles standing there, sending him a confused look as if not recognising him before smiling at Kayla.

"Of course. Who's your friend?"

"Oh" she said, jabbing her finger back at him as she stepped over the threshold, "that's Stiles. He's harmless".

Mrs Martin smiled politely at him, guiding them up the grand staircase.

"She's had a day in bed resting. That medication has really done some wonders" stopping opposite what Stiles presumed was Lydia's door, "and your company over the weekend was much appreciated".

Stiles scoffed a little under his breath, knowing Mrs Martin clearly had no clue about the girls' certain 'activities' and Kayla just threw him a sideways glance warning him to shut up before smiling sweetly back at Lydia's mom.

"Anything to help a friend. Don't worry, we won't stay long".

"No need" Mrs Martin waved her hand, "stay as long as you want" as she slowly turned to doorknob to open the door into Lydia's room before turning to Stiles, "and it was lovely to meet you".

"You too".

He made sure Mrs Martin was gone before following Kayla into Lydia's room, carefully shutting the door behind him.

"You're such a suck up" he accused her lightheartedly, "I've never seen you act that nice to, well, anyone".

"It's called playing the game" she chuckled, "parents love me".

"My dad arrested you".

"He didn't arrest me" she rolled her eyes, repeating the same phrase she had already said multiple times, "he was the real G and let me sleep it off on his sofa".

"Potato-Potahto".

She gave another eyeroll before approaching what Stiles now realised was a half-naked Lydia sprawled out on her bed, a skimpy midnight blue nightgown covering her body.

"Hey Lyds" Kayla greeted, not at all fazed by Lydia's lack of clothes as she perched next to her on the bed, "how you feeling?"

Lydia only seemingly just realised there was anyone in the room other than her, blinking blearily up at her friend before breaking out into a wide smile - a smile Stiles could see was wholeheartedly genuine. Something he didn't think Lydia was even capable of.

Today was full of miracles.

"Kayla" Lydia slurred, grabbing Kayla's cheeks and squeezing them together, "you're back".

"I'm back, yeah" she replied as best she could, her face all mushed together, "how you doing?"

"Better now you're here" Lydia grinned, "you're so pretty, have I ever told you that before?"

"Uh... not in so many words" Kayla chucked, reaching up and gently pulling Lydia's hands away, "I hope you don't mind. I brought a friend".

Lydia smacked her lips together, clearly in a land far far away.

"The more the merrier".

Great. Why did his horny teenage mind automatically go to a threesome?

"Right" Kayla chuckled to herself, "well, this is Stiles. You remember Stiles?"

Lydia frowned, screwing her face up.

"What the hell is a Stiles?"

"I asked myself that very same thing".

"Oh haha" Stiles hissed our quietly as Kayla shot him a playful smile over her shoulder, "proper comedian you are".

"Stiles is a person" Kayla smirked, somehow dealing with an off the face Lydia very well, "Scott's friend".

"Rightttt" the strawberry blonde drawled out, "Stilessss".

His heart skipped a beat at that, the sound of his name leaving her lips like a goddamn blessing from God himself.

"Anyway-" Kayla cut in, "-just checking in. Seeing how you're doing".

"And what you saw" Stiles blurted out, his curiosity getting the best of him, "y'know... at the movie store".

"And people say I'm tactless" he heard Kayla mutter under her breath but ignored her, focusing on Lydia.

"What I saw?" Lydia slurred, "I saw... I saw..." before bursting into a fit of the giggles, "I saw you naked" pointing at Kayla.

"Glad I'm unforgettable" Kayla smirked, much to Stiles' complete surprise, "but that's not what Stiles was asking".

Lydia snorted, giggling like a child, "I saw your boobies".

"You did see my boobies" Kayla mimicked Lydia's slurred, childlike voice, "thank you for bringing that up".

Lydia sloppily cupped her hands around her mouth, leaning forward to press them against Kayla's ear.

"Your boobies are very cute" she feigned a whisper but it came out as more of a shriek, much to Stiles' embarrassment, "I like your boobies".

"Lydia" Kayla smiled, "you're very high right now".

The redhead smacked her lips together again, giving a very exaggerated roll of her eyes before blinking across at Stiles.

"Hiiiii".

"H-Hi" he mumbled, placing a hand across his chest, beyond shocked she was actually paying attention to him.

"You look funny" she giggled.

"Um... thanks?"

"Great flirting" Kayla mock whispered to him with a smirk, "10/10 for effort. 1/10 for execution".

He screwed his face up at her, a playful show of annoyance at her input but she simply smiled, clearly enjoying this way too much.

"Anyway Lyds, do you have any aspirin or something? That funny looking person over there has given me a headache".

"How have I given you a headache?"

"You've been at me all day. That's enough to give anyone a headache".

He rolled his eyes playfully, watching with his arms folded as Lydia simply rolled over to reach for a bottle of pills on her bedside table and shake a few into the palm of her hand before sloppily pressing them directly into Kayla's mouth.

"Oh-okay" Kayla mumbled around the mouthful of white pills, "guess I'm dry swallowing".

"They'll help" Lydia smiled, "so what are you both doing here?"

Kayla had her face screwed up as she tried to force the pills down so Stiles decided to take the lead, stepping towards the bed.

"Just uh... we need to know what you saw".

"What I saw?"

"Saturday night" he prompted, trying to rejig her memory, "at the movie store..."

"I... I don't..."

"You did see something, right?"

A blank look spread across Lydia's expression, her eyes glazing over.

"I... I saw..."

"You saw...?"

"Something" Lydia mumbled, "definitely something"

"Something like...?"

"Like... something..."

He grunted in frustration, clearly getting no where with this.

"Something like what? A mountain lion?"

She frowned before behinning to slowly nod.

"Yeah. I saw a mountain lion".

"Are you sure you saw a mountain lion or are you just saying that because that's what the police told you?"

"A mountain lion" she repeated again but she sounded so totally out of it Stiles didn't believe a word that came out of her pretty little mouth. So, not taking any chances, he picked up a toy giraffe that was on her bedside table and held it up to her, shaking it in front of her face to grab her attention.

"What's this?"

"A mountain lion" she repeated and, despite a little annoyed he was getting no where, he chuckled at her behaviour, his nerves that were normally shot around Lydia Martin surprisingly gone.

Maybe because when she was off her face, she wasn't being a total bitch.

Yeah, it surprised him too.

"Whoa" he heard Kayla mumble to herself, blinking slowly as she looked around the room, "Lydia... that was not aspirin you gave me".

"What?" he asked as Lydia burst into giggles, "what did she give you then?" reaching around to find the bottle of pills and read the label.

"Oh crap" he mumbled, gulping as he saw the word 'benzodiazepines' printed on the label, "Lydia, how many did you give her? You're only meant to take one every four hours"

"Three" the strawberry blonde continued to giggle, "just three itty bitty pills".

"Oh crap" he repeated, glancing down at Kayla, "you're gonna overdose".

"I won't" she reassured, but her voice was beginning to slur a little, "I've taken a lot worse than this. I'll be fine".

"You sure about that?"

"I'm always sure about things"

He knew it was pointless arguing with her - she was, after all, a stubborn Hale and it would get him no where.

"Well I should probably drive you home-"

"What?" she shrieked, much to his surprise, "are you insane? With a mother like mine? She'll accuse me of going out and getting high... again".

"Right" Stiles winced, watching as she tried to shake away the bleariness, "um..."

She reached up, grabbing his sleeve and pulling him towards her.

"Under no circumstances are you to take me home... understand?"

"U-Understood".

"Good".

She patted his chest in thanks, lifting a hand to brush some hair away from her face but ended up poking herself in the eye.

"Ouchie".

Oh dear god...

He turned back to Lydia who had sprawled out on her bed, not a single care in the world.

Lucky her.

"Well. This was enlightening" he muttered sarcastically, "Lydia... nice chat. Thanks for drugging our friend".

Lydia just grunted, turning over on her front and passing out, ignoring even her phone going off.

"You gonna get that?"

All he got was a snore in response.

He reached down and grabbed her phone, curious if it was something important, but to his shock and surprise it was a video from Saturday night, a large big black shape with red eyes jumping past the screen.

"Holy crap" he muttered, quickly shoving the phone u der Kayla's nose, "look".

She watched the clip with drunk eyes, clearly not understanding a single thing she was seeing.

"Pretty".

"What? Kayla, it's the Alpha" he hush whispered, casting a careful look to a passed out Lydia, "look. Oh my god... Scott doesn't look like this. This... this is a monster".

"The shape you take reflects the person that you are" she hummed, letting out a small giggle, "so if you were a werewolf, you'd be a big teddy bear".

"What?"

"'Cause you're soft and squishy" she muttered, "he's obviously mean and scary. Rwar".

"Wow..." he whistled in astonishment, "you are out of it".

She simply giggled, not saying much else as Stiles decided to quickly send himself the video of the Alpha and deleted it from Lydia's phone, knowing when she came out the other side of this she didn't need the traumatic reminder of what almost killed her, let alone seeing something that she couldn't explain.

"Right" he murmured, pocketing his phone and turning to Kayla, "what are we gonna do with you?"

"Whateverrrrr you want" she slurred with a flirtatious smile in his general direction, "I'm very bendy".

"Oh my god-"

"I've got the whole 'Karma Sultana' memorised".

"You mean the 'Kama Sutra?'" he gulped, trying not to imagine her in any of those positions, but failing very quickly.

She snapped her fingers at him, nodding her head.

"That's the one".

He had no idea what to do. Scott and Allison were awol, Lydia was out of it, Jackson was a no go, Brian was a hell no, her mom was to be avoided - clearly - and he had no idea how to contact Derek (not that he really wanted to), so the only option left was...

Right. Him.

He sighed at her, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Guess I'm babysitting" he muttered to himself, sending her a dubious look, "can you stand?"

"Can I-? Hm" she scoffed, sounding indignant and a little offended by his question, "of course I can. I have legs. Duh".

He simply stood back and folded his arms, cocking a brow as he watched her try and stand on these new Bambi legs of hers, clearly suffering from a dizzy spell as she pitched forward and he had to clumsily reach out to grab her before she faceplanted the floor.

"Whoops" she giggled, her voice muffled against his chest, "my legs may have taken a small vacation".

He held her around her waist, keeping her upright as she tried to stand.

"I'll have to take you back to mine. You're in no condition to be unsupervised".

"Oooooh" she laughed, "is it my turn to see your bedroom?"

Thankfully she never saw the fiery blush that crept onto his face at that statement, ignoring her off her face flirting as he helped her from Lydia's room, just praying to god his room had no dirty boxers on the floor.


The jeep ride home was interesting to say the least. It consisted of Kayla singing at the top of her lungs, trying to stick her head out the window like a dog and playing with the gear stick for fun.

Yeah, it would've been a lot more fun if Stiles hadn't ended up almost driving into a ditch as he avoided an oncoming car. Yet, despite the near fatal collision, Kayla laughed and Stiles couldn't help but join in at the absolutely ridiculous situation they were in.

When they arrived at his house, he had barely managed to get the jeep into park before she opened the door and fell out, the harsh 'splat' sound onto the concrete below making Stiles wince.

He clumsily jumped from his jeep, racing round to see if she was okay but - surprisingly - she was fine, sitting cross legged on the tarmac as she grinned up at him.

"Okay then..." Stiles murmured, looking around to see if anyone was watching, not wanting to get accused of kidnapping or inappropriate behaviour as he squatted down and helped her stand, gripping her arms but she was no help whatsoever, getting distracted by running her nails over his short hair.

"It's fuzzy" she giggled, "and tickly. Oh, like a cactus".

"What exactly did Lydia give you? Because, holy crap, you've had a whole personality transplant".

"I don't know but it's gooood" she snorted, "I feel great. I feel fab. This stuff is better than crack".

"Yeah, well-" he murmured, grabbing her wandering hands, "-let's not make this a habit, hm?"

"Of course not" she said, pretending to be serious and somber but he could tell she was holding back a laugh, "I'm a good girl... aren't I?"

He swallowed, forcing himself to remain calm despite his dry mouth and heart hammering a million miles a minute as she teased him, having to use every ounce of willpower to not give in to her flirting.

"You're uh... you're..." he watched as her eyes dazzled, enjoying seeing him flustered, "you're off your face. You need sleep".

He tried to help her towards the house but she was in a disruptive and playful mood, making a game of trying to run away from him which resulted in him chasing her around the jeep, getting out of breath until he finally caught her elbow.

"Kayla!" he chastised, though it came out as more of a beg, "c'mon, work with me here".

"Tag" she grinned, slapping his shoulder, "you're it" before escaping his grasp and legging it.

He eventually caught up with her a couple minutes later, deciding he wasn't going to take any chances so, without thinking, picked her up and slung her over his shoulder, pleasantly surprised that he was able to comfortably lift her. He wasn't exactly a 'gym bro'.

She gasped dramatically, grabbing onto his hips.

"Oh my god... Stiles" she exclaimed, "gravity has stopped working".

He rolled his eyes, "no. You're just upside down".

"Oh" she muttered, immediately relaxing again, "my life flashed before my eyes right there".

He made it to his front door, balancing her on his shoulder as he used his key to open the door and step inside, carefully shutting it behind him.

"Oooooh" she exclaimed, swinging freely from his shoulder, "you've got a cute ass Stilinski".

At this point he was sweating with nerves, flustered and overwhelmed knowing she was checking him out as he climbed the stairs and she began to play the drums on his ass cheeks.

"If you drop me... I'll kill you" she sing songed, tapping his cheeks in beat with her words, clearly having the time of her life.

"Funnily enough, I'll try not to" he muttered, opening his door to his room, making his way towards his bed as he tried to place her down gently but ended up practically throwing her on it and, because she was gripping his shirt, he tumbled down clumsily on top of her.

"Oh my god.. I, Uh... sorry" he murmured, his entire face a fiery red as he hovered above her, acutely aware she was now - officially - on his bed. The first girl that had ever been there. What an accomplishment.

"It's fineeee" she slurred, "I like having you on top of me".

His breath caught, watching as she looked up at him with sultry eyes, clearly enjoying his company a little too much.

"Uh..." he glanced down at the fistful of shirt she was gripping tightly, keeping him sprawled out on top of her, "I... I totally would... because holy crap you're gorgeous... and I would love... love love love to, but uh... you're sort of, well, high".

"Yeah" she giggled, "I'm fucked".

"So, uh..." he pushed himself up, "I'm just gonna let you sleep it off".

"That's 'cause you're one of the good ones" she muttered, stretching out across his bed to get comfy, clearly beginning to crash from her high, "even if you are a little prickly".

He snorted, "wow. Thanks. You know how to boost my already fragile ego".

She giggled, turning her head into the duvet to get comfy, her eyelids fluttering shut and within a couple minutes had fallen into a soft sleep, Stiles just happily watching in contentment.


It wasn't even an hour later when Stiles resorted to leaving a threatening message on Scott's phone, fed up and annoyed with his best friend not answering.

Like, seriously? Shit was going down here and Stiles needed his friend and where the hell was he? Yeah... not here. In normal circumstances it would've been fine because he would've had Kayla - someone who was actually clued in on all this stuff - but she was currently out of commission with no sign of snapping back to reality anytime soon.

A knocking on his door made Stiles snap his head up from resting it on the computer chair and saw his dad leaning against the door frame, about to open his mouth to ask a question but stopped, eyes travelling over to Kayla who was spread out on his bed, head turned into the pillows, white shirt riding up slightly at all the fidgeting she had done in the past hour.

"Oh" his dad blurted out, his surprised eyes widening into a concerned look, "is that... is that The Hale girl?"

"Uh..."

"Do I even want to know what this is?" his dad asked, an eyebrow cocked in a questioning look, a lightly disturbed expression tightening across his features.

"What? No... no" Stiles said, making his dad's face morph into shock and Stiles realised how that sounded and blushed, trying to form coherent sentences, "I just meant, uh... it's not how it looks, we didn't- I mean... nothing happened, oh god..."

Why the hell was this happening to him right now?

He ran a hand down his face, completely mortified. Great. Now his dad was thinking he was the new town stud.

"Okay" his dad said slowly, still looking like he didn't believe him, "but why is there a girl sleeping on your bed?"

"Uh... it's... it's... it's a long story..."

His dad pointed at her, "is she drunk?"

"What? No, of course not" Stiles insisted but right at that time Kayla decided to begin tossing and turning, grunting in her sleep.

"Like I said..." Stiles gulped, "long story. She just uh... didn't want to go home yet. Her mom's a little... difficult".

His dad's eyes softened a bit, staring at her in sympathy and Stiles wondered if maybe she was right about earlier - about parents loving her. Despite being 'not arrested' by his dad for drunk and disorderly underage drinking, he didn't seem judgemental or annoyed towards her.

Jeez... whatever charm she laid on, he wanted in on it.

"Hm" his dad said, giving up the interrogation and turning back to Stiles, "then please tell me I'm going to hear good things at this parent-teacher conference tonight".

"Uh... that depends on how you define 'good news'?"

"I define it as you getting straight A's with no behavioural issues".

"Uh... then you may wanna rethink that definition".

"Enough said" his dad sighed, glancing once more between Kayla and Stiles, looking like he wanted to say something but shook his head and walked away, something Stiles was ever so thankful for. He did not need a talk with his dad about the birds and the bees.

Stiles sighed, feeling like a major disappointment, drowning in worry and stress. Everything was just so complicated. People's lives were literally on the line and he had no idea what to do.

So, trying not to dwell on his decision much, he deleted the video from Lydia's phone, cringing as he did so and wondering if he would live to regret it.


When Kayla awoke later than night she was alone in a dark, unfamiliar room and jolted up off the bed, looking around in confusion.

What the hell had just happened?

Her head was foggy and bleary, like it was full of cotton wool, that familiar 'coming down' confusion hitting her like a ton of bricks.

Right. Lydia.

Wow. She didn't know how a few benzos wiped her out when, before, she could shoot up enough to kill three bodybuilders, but apparently her tolerance had sharply declined.

She pushed herself up, looking around the unfamiliar room but it didn't take long for her to remember that Stiles had taken her back to his house, letting her sleep it off in a safe environment.

How sweet.

She rubbed her eyes, slowly pushing herself up and peered around the curtains. No one was home apart from her, that much was obvious when she saw the jeep and the Sheriff's cruiser gone. Maybe some kind of emergency? It was kind of weird he would just leave her all alone in his house so fired off a quick text to check if everything was okay, but unlike usual, she didn't get a response.

She waited around for a short while, pacing around Stiles' messy room but m her patience was running thin so, with a tired sigh, she left the Stilinski household and had to google map her route to the school which turned out to be a nearly thirty minute walk away but that was probably down to the fact she was still trying to walk in a straight line.

She tracked down her car which was exactly where she left it at the school, slipping in and starting the engine.

She decided to take the long way home, stretching out the time she had away from that place as long as she could, trying to avoid her mom's presence. Maybe if she took a long enough drive, but the time she got home her mom would be in bed and wouldn't bother bothering her with a bunch of unnecessary questions.

Should she put in more effort with her mom?

Should she be the bigger person and suck it up, forgive her mom and just let her be a parent?

She didn't know. Right now she didn't think she was capable of forgiveness, let alone seperating herself from her emotions. It had been a chaotic and difficult year... she had been through a lot... maybe just working on forgiving herself and settling into a new environment was enough for now.

She snapped herself out of her daydream, looking around in confusion. Where the hell was she? She must have been so absorbed in her thoughts she just drove and drove and drove, completely unaware of the route she was taking.

She slowed her car to a stop and pulled over to the side of the road, climbing out and looking around at the vast amount of trees and complete emptiness, a sudden and eerie chill in the air making her shiver.

Glancing down at her phone, she tapped the screen so it lit up, trying to Google map her way out of here but she had a total of zero bars of signal, her phone all but useless.

"Typical" she mumbled, rolling her eyes as she looked around, "why is this the opening to ever horror movie ever?"

Just as she said that, she heard a noise coming from the woods beside her. Not a quiet, muffled sound either - like a twig snapping - no. This sounded a lot more like a whole frigging tree being snapped in half.

She checked her phone again, hoping maybe there was just a glitch and her signal had come back but there was still no bars along the top of her screen.

She wasn't stupid. She knew what went down in Beacon Hills. She knew it was dangerous. She knew what could happen to unsuspecting people and she wasn't about to be another statistic so walked back to her car and climbed back in, not bothering buckling up but made sure to lock her doors.

Beacon Hills was dangerous.

Even more dangerous with a murderous alpha on the loose.

She took off, driving along the empty winding road, the near full moon catching her gaze through the windscreen.

She had learnt over the years to trust her gut, and her gut was telling her something wasn't right. She ended up in the middle of no where which, yeah, could be because she was still crashing from her high but she didn't suspect that. She wasn't about to gaslight herself.

She was and always had been sure of herself. She wasn't about to let a few benzos make her doubt herself.

Something big and black, at the speed of light, passed right in front of her car just inches away from her bonnet, so close that it made her swerve, tyres squealing across the tarmac.

She kept her car going though, not willing to stop, clumsily reaching down for her phone and hitting Derek's name and praying he would, for once, pick up.

It rang several times, each shrill ring making her more and more nervous, her gaze rapidly moving between the road and her rear view mirror and, in her panic, was sure she saw a flash of red eyes.

"Kayla?" Derek's gruff voice appeared through the speaker, "what's wrong?"

She grabbed her phone, holding it up to her face as she drove with one hand, hitting speeds she didn't even know she was capable of.

"The Alpha" she muttered, "he's here. He's following me".

"Where are you?" Derek demanded, a newfound urgency to his tone.

"I... I don't know" she exclaimed, half watching the road as she clumsily tried to open Google Maps but her signal kept dropping, the app taking a while to load, "I was just driving and I ended up here. Urgh. Why isn't it working?!" her thumb aggressively tapping the screen as if that would make it work.

"Kayla, I'm on my way" Derek said, "I'm coming, just-"

The loud echo of a deep, bone-chilling howl cut right through her, the sudden intrusion making her drop the phone as a sudden pain erupted inside her skull, making her vision tunnel.

She struggled to stay focused, cringing and wincing as she grabbed the steering wheel, vaguely hearing Derek calling her name through the phone but before she could answer, something - or someone - careened into the side of her car hard enough to send her spinning.

No. Not her spinning... her car.

Her car spun, rolled and careened sideways, flipping several times before coming to a screeching stop off the side of the road, her unbuckled body getting thrown and tossed around like a rag doll.

She landed harshly in a sea of broken glass, her back now laying on the roof of the car as she blinked through the stream of blood seeping into her eyes, seeing nothing but red.

Red blood?

No...

Red eyes...

A/N) yayyy look how long that chapter is haha - hope it was worth it hahahaha and as always, your reviews would be much appreciated and welcomed because I'm excited to see what you think :)

Chapter 19: Hatred of hospitals

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Hope you like this next instalment :)

Red hot pain, intense and all engulfing, throbbed and pulsated its way through her brain, leaving a path of destruction in its wake. Agony like no other infiltrating and poisoning her mind, leaving her a screaming seizing mess in the wreckage of her car.

Behind her eyelids, all she saw was red, bright yet dull all at once. The kind of red that meant danger. The same kind of red that she had seen too many times, watching those she loved die. That very same red became a part of her at that moment, infiltrating her entire existence.

She knew she needed to move, to get the hell out of dodge but all she could focus on was the blinding pain paralysing her, willing in that moment to do anything to make it stop. To get rid of this unbearable burning.

Was today the day?

Was today the day she was going to die?

Was her story over?

She knew he was here, hovering above her. She could feel the heated puffs of breath from his nostrils as he eyed her up, toying with his prey. The red from his murderous gaze blinding her, despite her eyes being closed. And, for whatever reason, she suddenly knew why he was doing all of this.

Revenge.

She didn't know how she knew that, but she did. She was certain of it. Just as certain as how she knew he had lost people: family… just like her. His motives, although questionable, were somewhat understandable. Loss could either make you or break you. She got that. She did. Her losses had broken her time and time again, crushing her soul and spirit which led her to make so many wrong decisions, many of which she regretted. So yeah, in that moment, for whatever reason, she understood.

When her brain connected the dots and made that startling realisation, the splitting pain inside her began to dwindle enough so that she could open her eyes, gasping back big breaths of air.

No more red.

Through the hazy blurriness she looked around, seeing nothing but broken glass and gloomy darkness, gingerly raising a hand to touch the side of her head, wincing as it touched open flesh, the harsh stinging making her jolt.

Every inch of her hurt, every single atom in her body wanting her to just lay back and rest but she knew she couldn't do that. The alpha was still out there somewhere and, despite whatever brief connection they formed, she didn't trust that he wouldn't still rip her head off.

She took a few deep breaths, trying to steady her racing heart before she carefully shimmied herself towards the space where her driver's side window used to be, ignoring the shards of glass that cut into her skin, using the crumpled frame of the car to push herself to her feet.

A howl sounded in the distance, so fierce and taunting it made her neck break out into a nervous sweat, turning her tense stare to the soon-to-be full moon, the silvery glow bathing her in light.

Was tonight a warning? A warning that worse things were yet to come?

Copper blood seeped into her eyes, stinging her vision as she briefly glanced around to look for her phone but everything was blurring together, her consciousness beginning to fade until she forcefully jolted herself awake, giving her cheek a small slap.

Now was not the time.

Despite the bordering on debilitating pain, she groggily managed to slip and stumble through the grass, pulling herself up the small slope and onto the main road, her knees suddenly buckling and hitting the tarmac. She could feel the small glass shards deepening into her shoulders and back, her head thumping as it poured a steady stream of blood down her face, the ache of her knees as they dug into the hard concrete ground but she had no energy to try and minimise it, to stop any part of her from hurting.

She just simply kneeled on the road, half dazed, barely consciousness, bloody and torn up until the sudden invasion of a bright set of headlights shot right through her, making everything hurt ten times worse. She raised a shaky hand to half-heartedly cover her eyes, blocking out the brightness through bloody fingers, listening to the car suddenly come to a screeching halt just feet away from her, a worried voice calling her name.

"Derek?" she mumbled, watching through bleary eyes as the figure rushed towards her, "how did you… find me…?"

"I heard the howl" was his short response, dropping to his knees opposite her, "are you okay?"

She chuckled a little at that, trying to hide her wince.

"Do I look okay to you?"

His gentle fingers carefully touched the side of her head just above her temple but she recoiled in hurt, the stinging flaring up again.

"Sorry" Derek mumbled, looking down at his hands in alarm, covered in her blood, "I think you need to go to the hospital".

She immediately shook her head at that suggestion, her stubbornness breaking out. No. No hospitals. Definitely no hospitals. She hated hospitals. She didn't cope well with hospitals. There was absolutely no way she was going near one.

"No Derek... M'fine" she protested - if she went to the hospital they would probably do a whole bunch of tests on her and find her seriously abnormal DNA - they would poke and prod her, wondering why the hell she was different and that was something she was not prepared for.

"You don't heal like us Kayla and I think you have a concussion" Derek replied but Kayla felt like her ears were full of cotton wool because Derek's voice was muffled and slow and why the hell was her head splitting in two?

"I.. I-"

The world was spinning dangerously on its side, her stomach clenching and curling with nausea, sickness squeezing her stomach.

What had just happened? What was going on? Why… why couldn't she remember anything?

She blinked a few times, trying to clear the haze as she peered across at Derek, a blanket of confusion settling over her.

"Wh-where… am I?" she slurred in confusion before she felt her stomach heaving and lurched forward, Derek hurriedly moving with her to hold her hair back and cup her shoulders, his voice trying to relax her as she coughed up some acidic bile mixed with blood.

"Derek... what-" everything was tilting at an awkward angle, her entire body weakening and failing that she just slumped against Derek as her eyes slid shut, her whole body screaming and begging for sleep.

"Kayla? Kayla? Don't sleep - you can't sleep" Derek snapped, tapping her cheek to try and wake her up - he knew that people with concussions weren't supposed to fall asleep, it could cause complications that were hard to fix but, to his worry, Kayla's eyes remained closed and Derek felt himself beginning to panic.

No, no, no this was not happening again - not after the rest of his family, not after Laura...

He picked her up, sliding his arms under her legs and holding her to his chest as he raced back to his car, almost ripping the door off as he lay her down in the back seat on her side, peeling off his leather jacket and placing it gently under her head, being careful not to aggravate the glass wounds penetrating her body.

Derek stroked her cheek one last time, silently promising her that everything would be okay before jumping in the front of his car and taking off down the deserted road, breaking several speeding limits to get to the hospital, skidding to a sharp stop in front of the emergency room entrance.

"Wha-what happened?" Kayla slurred, beginning to rise from all the jostling, sitting up and holding a hand to her forehead and wincing as Derek breathed a sigh of relief at seeing her awake and talking, helping her sit forward.

"Do you feel dizzy? Sick? Tired?" he asked in worry, eyeing up her head that was still seeping blood.

"I feel like crap" she confirmed, shutting her eyes against the blaring lights from the hospital signs.

"Do you remember what happened? What you saw?" he rattled off again and, despite the situation, Kayla managed to glare at him.

"What's with the twenty questions?" she snapped irritably, accepting Derek's hand to help her stand from the car but immediately swaying, collapsing against him.

"Okay easy... easy" he coaxed, a lot gentler than most people would think him possible as he scooped her into his arms effortlessly, "you hit your head pretty hard".

"Really? No shit Sherlock" she groaned, a tense edge of sarcasm to her tone, "now let me down".

"No chance" he protested, tightening his grip around her as he strode towards the ER entrance, "you're hurt. Just shut up and let me help".

She was still half out of it, muttering out a half-hearted objection as she saw the hospital but Derek didn't listen, confidently carrying her in and asking for help, placing her on a gurney as nurses swam around them, reacting to the emergency.

He couldn't save his family, but Kayla? Kayla he could save… even if she did end up hating him for it.


Stiles had paced the length and breadth of the hospital hallways what felt like hundreds of times, his feet beginning to ache.

The doctor was taking his sweet ass time examining his father, leaving Stiles to be an anxious worried mess, his thumb nail beginning to bleed with how hard he had bit it. Every single paranoid and anxious thought racing through his head a million miles an hour.

What if his dad was badly hurt? What is his injuries permanently damaged him? What if there was a complication and he lost him?

He shook away those thoughts, his sneaker clad feet squeaking on the shiny floors as he turned around to resume his needless pacing but caught sight of a large dark figure leaning against the wall, his eyes widening in surprise.

"Derek" he exclaimed in shock, looking around wildly to make sure no-one saw him before fumbling his way over to the werewolf - who, by the way, still scared him. In response to his shout, Derek glowered at him, his forehead tense and furrowed as he stared at him in distain.

"Wh-what're you doing here?"

"What are you doing here?" Derek retorted, crossing his arms over his chest and narrowing his eyes.

"I-I asked you first" Stiles retorted, biting the inside of his cheek as he thought he saw Derek's eyes glow blue for a moment. Okayyyyy... maybe he would just answer the stupid question first then. There was no need for heads to go flying.

"At the parent-teacher conference my dad, he uh... there was this mountain lion and, uh... he got knocked over by a car".

He bit his lip, trying not to let his anger slip through the surface at the reminder of his dad's injuries - Scott was supposed to protect those people and where was he? Off with his girlfriend, having fun. Nice for some huh?

He was sure Derek could hear his heart beating a mile a minute and thought he saw a look of concern flit across the older man's face but put it down to his overactive imagination. Since when did Derek actually care? Stiles had never witnessed it and was pretty sure he would never - that man was as cold as ice.

"So..." Stiles shrugged, not waiting around for Derek's awkward apology, "what are you doing here? I was under the impression your own little werewolf ass could heal itself".

"I can heal myself" Derek said, a slight smug undertone breaking through, "unfortunately, my cousin can't".

Whoa... what?!

Stiles felt his chest tighten with worry, like a giant invisible fist was squeezing his heart. What the hell was going on? Kayla was hurt? How? When? Where? By who? He had left her curled up on his bed, throwing a blanket over her and tucking her in beifre racing to the hospital. He was sure she would be out the whole night - or, at least, the majority of it. What could've happened? Should he not have left her in such a vulnerable state?

"W-What? Kayla?" he exclaimed, "but- I left her sleeping on my bed... she was completely out of it".

Derek slowly tilted his head to the side, giving Stiles a full blown death glare, his expression tight and annoyed.

"No... no, not like... oh my god, not like that" Stiles exclaimed, rushing to try and explain to Derek before he went all K-niney and clawy and ripped his throat out, "I meant there was a mix up with aspirin and the benzos and then with the whole 'drugged up' thing, and I couldn't leave her alone and-and we didn't... I mean, we didn't do anything, nothing happened, no bodies were connecting or - I'm gonna shut up now" Stiles added, taking in a huge breath and placing his hands on his hips in an exaggerated manner, hoping to god he managed to convince Derek that nothing - nothing - was going on. Surprisingly, he actually liked having all his limbs intact thank you very much.

Derek just continued to glare at him suspiciously, obviously unimpressed with his mad ramblings before rolling his eyes.

"I don't know what happened, she wasn't making a lot of sense but..." Stiles hung onto Derek's words like a lifeline, leaning forward, "I'm pretty sure it was the Alpha".

"The ALPHA?" Stiles exclaimed, his voice going a few octaves higher in pure shock as a few curious people looked up at his shout. In response, Derek smacked him around the head and dragged him further down the hallway, away from prying eyes and ears.

"What the hell? Are you stupid? Shut up" Derek growled.

"Okay, okay sorry" he muttered, rubbing his head where Derek's palm had collided with it, "But wait... she's okay right? I mean, it's not serious or anything?"

"I don't know" Derek sighed, "she was hurt pretty bad. Her car crashed and she wasn't wearing a seatbelt".

Oh god... this was bad. This was very very not good, just bad. Very very bad. All kinds of terrible really.

"I thought you said it was the alpha-"

"It was" Derek insisted, his patience wearing thin, "he was following her, for what reason I don't know. The same way I don't know why he didn't kill her on the spot".

"Well uh... not killing her is obviously a good thing, right?"

Derek's glare was enough to make Stiles shut up.

"The alpha..." Derek continued, "he has a plan. And for whatever reason, keeping Kayla alive seems to be part of that. I need to figure out why".

That was... so totally terrifying.

"For the love of almighty god, would you stop prodding me like a frigging doll" Stiles heard Kayla snap and relief spread through his veins at the sound of her voice - albeit annoyed and shaky, but alive nonetheless.

Both he and Derek glanced at each other, obviously thinking the same thing as they took off down the corridor and into the examination room that Kayla was currently in.

"Oh Derek, thank god" she exclaimed, standing there covered in blood, her white shirt that had been stained red cut off and discarded to the side, "can you tell these people that I am completely fine" she demanded, looking between the nurses on either side of her in something close to anger.

No, wait... not anger.

Fear.

... She was scared.

He hung back, glancing to the side to see the raw concern that was once evident in Derek's stare fade into pure relief - okay... so maybe he did care after all.

He tried not to stare, realising he probably shouldn't be here as she stood shirtless in nothing but a bra and some torn up jeans, a mix of dried and fresh blood sticking to her skin. Skin that was usually so smooth and perfect now covered in small nicks and gashes, pieces of broken glass sticking out of her skin. The right side of her head, just above her temple, sporting a nasty bruised gash that still oozed blood, crusting into her wild hair.

To be honest, Stiles was surprised she was still standing. But - he supposed - that was her stubborn side shining through, determined not to show her weakness.

Kayla continued to glare at Derek, hoping and expecting him to get her out of the hospital but Derek did not seem one bit willing, striding forward and holding up his hand with two fingers held up.

"How many fingers am I holding up?"

"Four" she replied instantly, "now can I leave?"

"Certainly not" one of the nurses objected, "Miss Hale, it seems you have a very severe concussion. You need a CT to rule out any complications or bleeding on the brain, not to mention we need to safely remove these glass shards to cause minimal scarring. Now, if you could just relax and let us do our jobs, this whole procedure will go a lot easier"

"Is that a threat?" she demanded, "are you threatening me?"

"Kayla" Derek chastised, "you're injured".

"I am fine" she insisted, hiding her wince, "I just need to get out of here".

The nurses shared a look with each other, realising they were playing a losing game before looking at Derek.

"She needs a CT. Have a word with her and calm her down - please" one of them implored, "or we'll have to sedate her. What?" the nurse added as she removed her gloves, cocking a brow at an unamused Kayla, "we are just doing our jobs".

"Well-" Kayla scoffed, watching them leave the room to give Derek a chance to work some miracles, "-you can shove your job up your- Stiles?"

He jumped at the call of his name, looking up from the doorway he was awkwardly standing in and meeting her surprised gaze, the fire that was in there dulling slightly.

"What are you doing here? Is everything okay?" she asked.

"Uh... yes" he mumbled, "I mean no. Well, it depends on your definition of 'fine'"

"Well that made a lot of sense" she mumbled sarcastically, "I mean, I'm the one with the concussion and I think my body functions work better than yours".

"So you're admitting you're hurt and have a concussion then?" Derek interjected, much to Kayla's disdain.

"Shut up, I'm not talking to you".

Stiles cleared his throat nervously, a little scared of the tension brewing between the cousins.

"Uh... it was a, um... Mountain lion attack at the school - my dad got knocked over by a car in the chaos" Stiles explained and Kayla frowned at him, eyes turning sympathetic

"Is he okay?"

"Yeah, I think so... they're examining him now".

Silence fell in the room again, the three of them acting like they were in some sort of Mexican standoff.

"Kayla..." Derek sighed, "sit down".

"No"

"Kayla-"

"No Derek" she insisted, "why the hell did you take me here? You know I hate hospitals".

"What was I meant to do? You don't heal-"

"-Like you" she interrupted with an eyeroll, "I get it. I've heard it my whole damn life. But guess what? Even with the ability to heal people still die".

Stiles glanced down at the floor, adding two and two together. Right... even with werewolf abilities, her dad and brother still died in the hospital. No wonder she hated them.

Derek's look softened and, despite her glare, he took his chances and stepped towards her, gently taking her bare bloody arm and guided her to sit on the bed, picking up the small silver tray and tweezers.

"Yeah. People still die" Derek said softly, lifting the tweezers towards the back of her shoulder and gently pulling out a small shard of glass, "and I wasn't going to let you die on me too".

Stiles felt like an intruder at this moment, hovering and watching in on something personal but at the same time he didn't want to leave.

Derek continued using the tweasers to pick and dig the glass from her back and arms, being so gentle and attentive and for whatever reason she let him, the stubborn fire fading from her gaze. Or maybe it was the exhaustion kicking in, the pain returning to her body as she winced.

"Stilinski" Derek barked, "be useful and get over here and hold her hand".

He gulped, looking around to make sure Derek actually meant him but there was no one else in the room and, judging by the werewolf's glare, he was quickly running out of patience.

"R-Right. Okay".

He fumbled forward, trying not to be a complete and utter klutz as he stood in front of her, awkwardly holding out his hand palm up and she just smirked but accepted it, giving it a tight squeeze and making him wince.

"So..." Derek said, peeling another shard of glass from her shoulder and she screwed her eyes shut in response, "you going to tell me what the hell happened out there?"

"I don't know" she sighed, not letting go of Stiles' hand, the fresh blood congealing between their palms, "I just remember not wanting to go home and then... then ending up in the middle of no where. I don't remember driving there. Next thing I know I just... I get this awful feeling. And I just knew he was following me. I started driving faster and then he knocked into me. The whole thing is a blur".

"And he just left you alive?"

Stiles watched as she frowned, glancing down at her lap.

"I... I don't know" she sighed, "but I got this feeling like... like I knew him. Like I knew why he was doing this... he wants revenge".

"Revenge?" Stiles asked, "for what?"

"I don't know" she sighed, "but I felt so much pain coming off him. He's hurting".

Derek stopped what he was doing, dropping the tweasers into the silver tray and placing his hands on her shoulder gently to turn her towards him.

"You think you know him?"

"Maybe. I don't know" she murmured, "there was just something familiar about him and then I got this pain-"

She got interrupted by the door opening and the two nurses from earlier walking in, one holding out a nightgown.

"Miss Hale, if you could just change into this and we'll get you taken down for your head CT. Do you need help changing?"

Stiles knew straight away that was the wrong things to say to her because her glare turned icy cold again and he could practically hear her teeth grinding against each other in irritation.

"I'm pretty sure I can manage" she snapped, dropping Stiles' hand which suddenly felt very cold without her holding it, standing up and ripping the nightgown from the nurses' hands, "I can actually walk and talk - a miracle right?" she sassed, steadying herself on her feet and he definitely didn't envy their jobs right now, especially having to look after a seriously irritated and hard-headed Hale.


Stiles did not expect to be waiting in the hospital corridor with Derek frigging Hale of all people, but it was amazing what circumstances you could find yourself in.

Now, not only was he worried about his dad but he was worried about Kayla too. Yeah, she may have been semi coherent, talking and just able to walk, but she was covered in blood and her head wound looked serious. What if she started haemorrhaging? Bleeding on the brain? A clot? Head injuries were complicated things, and she was definitely sporting a nasty one.

He hasn't even realised he was pacing again until Derek grabbed his arm in a vice like grip, pulling him back against the wall.

"Would you stop already?" he growled, "you're annoying me".

"I-I'm annoying you?" Stiles scoffed, "this whole thing you got going on-" he waved his hand out towards Derek, "-annoys me, so..."

Derek rolled his eyes, holding him back against the wall.

"Stop pacing".

"I pace when I'm worried".

"Well stop".

"Stop what - pacing or worrying?"

"Both".

"How the hell am I supposed to do that?" Stiles exclaimed, "The alpha is going to kill us all".

"No he won't".

"He might".

"Yeah" Derek muttered, throwing him a sideways look, "one can hope".

Stiles screwed his face up at Derek, their back-and-forth jabs gaining momentum.

"Maybe I... maybe I shouldn't have left her" Stiles sighed, "I should've stayed until she woke up and drove her home myself".

"No" Derek said, "you did the right thing. You needed to be here with your dad".

"If I knew-"

"You didn't though. So drop it" Derek replied, "don't make this your fault".

She should've been safe in his house, in his bed, but instead she wasn't. She woke up, disoriented and out of it, making her way home herself and the Alpha sensed her vulnerability and used it to taunt and hurt her.

So yeah, he was feeling guilty. It seemed he couldn't do anything right lately.

He was saved in trying to think of a decent reply by the sound of a gurney getting wheeled down the corridor and he and Derek both looked up to see Kayla sitting up in the bed, her head freshly stitched and the blood cleaned off her.

"You good?" Derek asked, following Kayla into the room and Stiles simply did the same, not knowing what else to do.

"I'm good. See? All patched up" she pointed to her head, "where are my clothes?"

"Wait" Stiles exclaimed, "they're letting you leave?"

She shot him a glare, "why wouldn't they?"

"Uh-"

"Because you're hurt" Derek interrupted, "are you lying?"

"I'm not lying".

"You're lying" Derek accused, folding his arms across his face, "I can hear your heartbeat".

"Would you stop with that?" she snapped, "it's intrusive".

"I wouldn't need to if you didn't lie".

"Oh my god, you're infuriating" she snapped, "it's just a concussion".

"And we need to monitor you overnight" another voice sounded and they all looked around to see one of the nurses standing in the doorway holding her chart, "it's just one night Miss Hale. We don't want any fluid build-up"

"This is ridiculous" she raged, "I've had worse than a stupid bump to the head".

"I know you have. I've seen your medical records" the nurse sighed, "but it's our job to make sure you stay okay and trust me, this is for the best. It's just one night. If it helps, we can sedate you-"

"Sedate me?" she interrupted, "sedate me? Why the hell would I want to be sedated?"

The nurse, clearly fed up with the attitude, simply placed the chart at the end of the bed and walked out, Kayla making faces behind her back as she left.

"You're going to stay here" Derek ordered, "and be safe. I'm going to see if I can find anything where your car crashed. Maybe pick up a scent or something".

"Reckless" she muttered under her breath, "and stupid. You could die".

"I'm not going to die" Derek rolled his eyes before looking at him, "Stilinski, you're going to stay here and keep an eye on her. Make sure she does as she's told".

"M-Me?"

"Yes, you" Derek groaned, "trust me, if I had other options you would be my last choice".

"Wow, thanks".

"Stay here" Derek pointed at them, "both of you. I'll be back in the morning".

Stiles turned around to tell Derek this was a stupid idea but in the split second it took for him to react, Derek had already gone, disappeared from sight.

"Wha- does he always do that?"

Kayla scoffed and rolled her eyes, clearly still displeased.

"Yeah. He's annoying like that".

He awkwardly stepped further into the room, rolling back and forth on the balls of his feet as he tapped his fingers along the rails of the bed, catching glimpses at her from the corner of his eye.

"It was just a stupid car crash" she grumbled, "I'm fine".

"Well, you don't look fine".

"You saying I look terrible?"

"What? No. God no" he insisted, "I just... there was a lot of blood. You could've died".

"But I didn't" she shrugged, "still kicking".

"I uh... I was worried" he sighed, "about you. When Derek said what happened I... I was worried".

"Well I should hope so" she smirked, "you'd be a pretty shit friend if you weren't".

He rolled his eyes but couldn't help the small laugh that escaped his lips, her ability to always somehow make him laugh was somewhat refreshing.

"Let's just not make this a regular thing, huh?"

She grinned, "wasn't planning on it".

He relaxed a little, pulling up the little uncomfortable plastic chair next to to her bed, taking a seat and giving his sore feet a rest from the relentless pacing he had done over the last few hours.

"I'm guessing there's no chance I can get your help in sneaking me out of here, is there?"

"Yeah" he scoffed, "no chance".

"Well you can't just sit here all night, what about your dad?"

"My dad is... he's fine" he said, "he's still getting examined".

"Dad trumps friend. Go".

"Nope".

"I won't try and escape".

"Yes you will" he said knowingly with a smirk, "you hate hospitals".

She sighed, puffing out a long breath as she rested back against the pillows.

"Yeah. I do hate hospitals".

"Me too" Stiles offered up, somehow feeling comfortable opening up to her, "so why don't we hate them together?"

"Stiles, honestly-" she smiled, "-you don't have to stay. I'll just source myself some jello, watch some crap TV and count down the minutes till I can sign those release forms".

"I know I don't, but I want to" he insisted, "I want to stay, so please just let me".

Her look softened, watching him carefully as she studied his expression, scrutinising what felt like every fine line on his face for what, he didn't know, but it was slightly unnerving to say the least.

"I uh... I would really like that" she murmured softly, nodding her head, "a little company might be nice".

"So, you're stuck with me" he shrugged, "suck it up Hale".

She grinned widely, holding out her hand towards him which he looked down at, wondering what she was wanting but she simply rolled her eyes and reached out further, grabbing his hand in hers tightly.

"And you're stuck with me".

"Oh no" he joked, "how will I cope?"

Her smile was genuine, fading into a more relaxed expression as she watched him, her hand warm and tight around his.

"What?" he asked, flushing a little under her constant stare, "what is it?"

"Nothing" she shrugged, "I just like looking at you is all".

The entire contents of his stomach dropped at that, his eyebrows shooting high into his forehead at that admission.

"You... You like... at me..."

"Yeah. Yeah, I do. Is that a problem?"

He gulped nervously, shaking his head, unable to find his voice.

"Good" she smiled, "and uh... thanks again for staying. No one ever stays... it's... it's nice to find someone that does".

He followed through on his promise.

He stayed.

He stayed the entire damn night.

a/n) urghhhh connection hahhaha by more slow burn I mean like the chapters are more filled and there's extra stuff in there; the timeline of their relationship will still mostly be the same :) but they're killing Me I love them lol so I hope you all enjoyed and please please review :) thank you xxx

Chapter 20: The spark

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. You are all amazing. Hope you like this next installment :)

He didn't mean to fall asleep.

His plan was to stay awake, keep an eye on Kayla and periodically check on his dad to see when he was free to leave.

Unfortunately, tiredness got the better of him and he ended up slouched in the uncomfortable plastic chair at an awkward angle, his neck rolled backwards so he snored.

It hadn't taken her long to fall asleep. Maybe she had relaxed enough knowing he was there, because within ten minutes of their conversation she had curled onto her side and fallen asleep.

He had watched her for a bit, played on his phone then scooted down in the chair to stop his ass going numb and the next thing he knew he was getting shaken awake by a rough jerk of his shoulder.

"Wha-wait-what's happening?" he exclaimed, shooting up off the chair but, in his haste, misjudged his footing and fell to the floor.

"Stiles" his dads gruff but hushed voice immediately relaxed him, "it's 3am. What an earth are you doing?"

He hurried to his feet, awkwardly glancing between his dad and Kayla, suddenly feeling a hot flush spread across his cheeks as his dad frowned down at Kayla, realising exactly why he was still here at 3 am.

"Uh..." he gulped, trying to keep his voice quiet as she slept soundly, her face adorably scrunched up as she dreamt, "I was just, uh..."

"Is there something that I need to know about?" his dad asked, pointing a finger between him and Kayla.

"Wha-no" Stiles mumbled, "why-why would you think that?"

"Because earlier this evening for the first time in sixteen years, my son had a girl in his room. Then a few hours later the same son is camping out in the same girl's hospital room. So I'll ask again..." his dad folded his arms across his chest, raising his brows, "is there something going on?"

Oh my god, he was mortified.

"...N-No" he stuttered, "I just... I was here. Then she was here. So we were both here. This was completely coincidental".

"Hm" his dad hummed, clearly not believing a word he was saying, "what happened?"

"Uh... car crash" he said, obviously leaving the Alpha out of this whole mess, "animal on the road".

His dad frowned, "mountain lion?"

"...Yes" he lied, nodding his head, "yes. Mountain lion. It was the mountain lion's fault".

"Oh" his dad muttered, brows knitting together in concern, "she got lucky. Is she okay?"

"Um... I suppose as good as someone could be that got into a car wreck".

His dad rolled his eyes at his cheeky response, pointing to the door.

"I'm taking you home, you've got school in the morning. Let the poor girl get some rest".

"Wait- you're good? The doctor cleared you?"

"It's just a little soft tissue damage. Nothing serious" his dad reassured, "now come on. Enough stalling".

His dad limped towards the door, taking his time as to not aggravate his injuries and Stiles made no effort to move, turning back to Kayla.

He felt a sort of pull to be near her... to want to be here when she woke up. He didn't want to leave her at her most vulnerable, not when she showed her insecurities. After all, he did promise to stay the night.

Maybe 4am could be considered the night, but he still felt a little sad having to leave her. Who else was here to look out for her? What if the Alpha came back?

"Stiles?"

His dad's call of his name made him jump, snapping his eyes away from a sleeping Kayla to his dad, who was looking at him in sympathy.

"She'll be okay" he reassured, "she's in the best place".

"Yeah, I know. I just... she hates hospitals. I don't want her to wake up scared".

"Something tells me she's tougher than you think" his dad murmured, "why don't you go see her later on after school?"

"Yeah... yeah I guess" Stiles mumbled, running a hand over his short hair and making his way over to his dad, "but I need to ask a favour".

His dad cocked a brow, "oh?"

"Her car" he sighed, "can we drive past, get her stuff and maybe organise a tow? She shouldn't have to deal with that when she gets discharged".

"Sure" his dad nodded, "sounds reasonable" before taking a hold of his shoulder and guiding him down the corridor.

"You know..." his dad mumbled quietly, his pace a little slow as he limped through the hospital, "It's okay if you like her. She seems like a great girl. A little unpredictable, maybe a bit of a handful, but overall pretty great".

Stiles didn't know what to say to that, feeling a little awkward speaking about this with his dad when he wasn't entirely sure what he felt himself.

"Yeah, she is" he simply agreed, "she's different".

"Different to Lydia?"

"Different to everyone" he shrugged, "I don't know what it is, but there's just something about her that just... just makes me..."

"Happy?"

"...Yeah" he whispered, "I guess so".

"So what are you going to do about it?"

Stiles scoffed, finding it hilarious his dad thought he was in any position to make any kind of move at all.

"What am I-? Uh... nothing. Obviously".

He was sure his dad rolled his eyes, slapping him upside his head.

"Okay, ow, what was that for? That's child abuse. I could phone CPS on you".

"Talk to her. Take your shot".

"Definitely not" Stiles scoffed, "have you seen her? And have you seen me? It's not happening".

"I've seen a girl that has been to hell and back her entire life" his dad said, "in and out of trouble because that's what she's been surrounded with. Maybe she just needs someone good in her life".

"Dad-"

"No Stiles, stop underestimating yourself" he chastised, "you're a good kid and so is she. What's wrong with trying?"

"The embarrassing stench of getting turned down on an epic level?"

"You don't know she would turn you down".

"You don't know she wouldn't".

His dad sighed, exhausted with Stiles' retorts.

"And anyway-" he shrugged in defeat, "-she's got Brian Murdock chasing her. Who she already got way past second base with".

"He's a show off" his dad mentioned, much to Stiles' surprise, "nearly every week he gets a speeding ticket. He's arrogant and cocky. He doesn't stand a chance".

"Then you don't know highschool dad. Pretty people hook up. It's just the way things roll".

They reached the exits, emerging into the cool night air, the faint drizzle of rain tickling their skin.

"I'm not arguing with you Stiles. All I'm saying is... try. You might be surprised with the results".

Stiles didn't want to say anything else, not wanting to talk about his complete lack of love life with his dad of all people, both staying silent until they climbed into his dad's cruiser.

"Where did she have the accident?"

"Uh... just off state road 25. About five miles outside Beacon Hills".

His dad kept their agreement, finding her wreckage after about 20 minutes of searching, her car completely destroyed off the side of the road.

Stiles almost couldn't believe she came away with just a concussion and some scrapes and bruises, her vehicle completely turned upside down, the entire driver's side dented in and all the windows smashed.

He let out a long whistle as he pulled himself from the cruiser, looking down at the wreckage.

"Ooft. None of this is salvageable, right?"

His dad came to stand next to him, slowly shaking his head.

"I think the best place for this is the scrapyard. Shame. It's a good running car".

"Well, was" he corrected with a snort.

Stiles made his way down the soft verge first, instructing his dad to stay there as the ground was uneven and he didn't want him to injure himself anymore, much to his dads's playful annoyance.

He made sure to try and dance around the shards of glass, squatting down as he peered into the wreckage.

There was a few half empty bottles of water, a couple jackets and some random things now strewn around the wreckage. He grabbed her jackets, reaching in to hook the handle of her bag around the tips of his fingers and pull it towards him. He stood up, glancing around a little to try and find her phone and eventually spotted it about ten feet away from her car, the screen completely cracked but he tapped it a couple times and it stil lit up and worked, the screen filled with notifcations.

He pocketed her phone, keeping it safe as he kept a hold of her stuff as he climbed the small verge, coming to stand next to his dad as he just finished his brief call to the tow truck company.

"You good?"

"Yup" Stiles nodded, holding up her stuff, "safe and sound. I'll drop it off to her after school".

Stiles was sure his dad smirked a little, limping back to the cruiser and Stiles just mumbled under his breath as he followed him, the cool night air soothing his stinging red cheeks.


Stiles tried to avoid Scott at all costs the next day at school. He wasn't mad at his friend... well, screw that, he was, he wanted to tear his frigging head off but he knew that if he saw Scott, saw those puppy dog eyes, then he would forgive him - and Stiles didn't want to do that, at least not right away.

"Stiles! Stiles!".

He heard someone call his name through the busy bustle of the hallway and turned around, seeing Allison hurry towards him, a bright smile lighting up her face.

"Uh... hey Allison?" Stiles replied uncertainty, looking around just to make sure that she was, indeed, talking to him.

"Um... Scott's been looking for you all day" she said, hugging her school books to her chest, "he thinks you're avoiding him".

"Uh... I am?" Stiles said but it came out as more of a question than a solid answer.

"Anyway..." Allison gave him this look like 'yup-staying out of the friendship quarrels' and placed a hand on his forearm, making him jump slightly, "he told me about your dad... I hope everything's okay with him".

Allison was sympathetic, her big brown eyes concerned and full of worry.

"Uh yes, yes he's fine... I guess, a little beat up but it's soft tissue damage so it'll heal - thank god" Stiles rambled, knowing that Allison was probably going to tell Scott everything he had said but found he really couldn't care less.

"That's good then" Allison said, smiling encouragingly, "last night was scary. It could've ended a lot worse".

"Well, lucky for everyone your was dad was there" Stiles pointed out, "does he always carry a glock?"

Allison bit her lip, glancing down awkwardly.

"Yeah" she sighed followed by a forced laugh, "he's a little paranoid".

"A little?"

"He worries" she continued, clearly a little put out by the scene her dad caused, "he always thinks there's something out there ready to hurt us".

Allison had no idea how right she was.

"Anyway-" she took his silence as a way to change the conversation, a chipper smile tugging at her lips, "-do you know where Kayla is? I haven't seen her at school today".

"Oh" Stiles muttered, "uh... she is-wait" he gulped, "why would you think I know where she is?"

Allison smirked a little, pulling her phone from her bag as she begun tapping the screen quickly.

"No reason" she sing songed, "you two just seem to hang out a lot".

"D-Do we?"

"Yeah" Allison's face was nearly split into two with how wide she was smiling, "you should've been her date to the bowling last week. She was so disinterested in Brian".

"A-And you think she would've been more interested in me?" he blanched, hanging onto Allison's every word.

"Potentially" Allison teased, much to Stiles' surprise as he gulped, his hand finding its way to his chest to try and stop his heart from thundering from his chest.

"So do you know where she is?" Allison continued, quickly typing out a text, "I was hoping she would be in today so we could, uh... discuss things".

Stiles knew that 'discuss things' was really girl code for 'boy talk' - aka Scott - but was too distracted by what Allison insinuated, his brain racing a hundred miles an hour.

Before he could say anything back though a phone beeped in his pocket and Allison looked up at him in shock, having just sent Kayla a text at that exact same time, her eyes moving from his face to his pants pocket suspiciously.

"Uh... why do you have Kayla's phone?" she asked slowly, her eyes narrowing in dubious wondering.

Stiles gulped nervously, his blood running ice cold.

Crap. He forgot he had that. Keeping her phone on him for what reason, he didn't know, but now Allison was no doubt thinking he was some creep.

"Uh..." Stiles said, scratching his head awkwardly and looking around, avoiding Allison's suspicious gaze. She would probably accuse him of being a pervert or a stalker... most likely both. "she had a car accident last night... I was gonna give it back..." he trailed off, trying to look completely innocent.

"Oh my god... what?" Allison exclaimed, "what happened? Is she okay?"

"She's okay" he reassured, "a little banged up but okay. She was only due to stay in overnight - something she made very clear she wasn't happy about - and should be back home later today".

"But how did she crash?"

Stiles allowed a couple seconds of tense silence, swallowing nervously to take the time to charge up his lie.

"... Mountain lion" he murmured, "ran out on the road. She swerved to avoid it".

"Oh god" Allison was mortified, her doe eyes wide with worry, "I had no idea. I thought she was just cutting class".

"To be fair, your assumption is entirely logical. Uh... but yeah, that's what happened. My dad and I got her stuff and got her car towed. I'm not some creep that goes around stealing stuff".

"Of course not" Allison sighed, relieved and reassured by Stiles' answer, "let her know I'm asking for her. And I'll text her. Well" she giggled, "when she has her phone back".

"Will do".

The warning bell rang and both Stiles and Allison looked up at the same time, snapping them out of their conversation. They bid farewell and took off in their separate directions but, as Stiles rounded a corner, he almost ran into Scott head first, who was conveniently using his 'puppy dog' eyes to maximum power.

"Stiles, I'm really, really sor-"

"Don't Scott" Stiles sighed, pushing past his best friend, deliberately knocking his shoulder for emphasis. It made his heart hurt just snapping at his best friend but didn't Scott get it? His dad, the only person he had left, was injured - and Stiles partially blamed Scott for that.

"Stiles... please" Scott begged but Stiles shook his head determinedly - no, Scott needed to know there was consequences for his actions, so he just continued walking, trying not to let the bitterness show on his face.


Stiles was pacing.

This wasn't a new thing. In fact he paced most of the time, all of his pent up energy and anxiety spilling out into nervous tics.

He knew he shouldn't be nervous - there was nothing exactly to be nervous about - but the past couple of days had been a rollercoaster of emotions, and he had gotten closer to Kayla than he had ever thought he would get the chance to.

How should he act around her?

What should he say to her?

Was his dad right? Should he just take his shot?

Allison seemed to approve, or at the very least hint that Kayla may reciprocate any feelings he had, but he still couldn't help but be doubtful.

Why would someone like her ever have those kind of feelings for someone like him?

The more he overanalysed and scrutinised his anxious thoughts, the more he talked himself out of being here on her doorstep, her bag and jackets tucked under one arm.

He blew out a long breath and, for the seventeenth time that afternoon, haphazardly stepped towards the door, his finger faltering above the doorbell.

Nah, this was a stupid idea. He would just see her at school - a very social and crowded environment, with people there... yup, that's what he'd do. That was the smart thing to do.

He turned on his heel, fully prepared to just leave because he was already a sweaty anxious mess and did not want to make an even bigger fool in front of her than he had already had, but he only managed to get a couple of steps away before he heard the front door opening.

He whipped around, morphing into the look of a kid with his hand caught in the cookie jar, awkwardly looking at the woman standing staring at him.

She was standing tall and broad, a confident energy rolling off her as she glared at him somewhat sternly, her dark features sharp and scrutinising.

Just by looking at her, Stiles now understood why Kayla had so many problems with her mom.

"U-Uh... hi" Stiles stuttered, ungainly standing in the same spot he had turned around in, suddenly feeling like he had done something very very wrong.

The woman - Kayla's mom - raised a steely brow, crossing her arms over her chest.

"Who are you and why have you been standing on my front porch for the last twenty minutes?"

"Um..."

"Do I need to phone the police?"

"Oh god no" Stiles exclaimed, knowing if that happened his dad would ground his ass for weeks, "no, I'm just here to drop off some stuff. Kayla's stuff".

The woman narrowed her eyes, giving him a thorough once-over.

"Are you sleeping with my daughter?"

"W-What?" he muttered fearfully, his skin turning a sickly grey, "n-no. No. I... I just... her stuff. From the accident".

"Hm" she settled on saying, her eyes moving to the things he was carrying, "and why do you have them?"

"My dad's the sheriff" he squeaked, "that's all. And I know Kayla from school. We're friends. Sort of. I just wanted to make sure she got her stuff back".

This had been, by far, the worst thirty seconds of his life so far.

"I suppose the sheriff's son is trustworthy" Kayla's mom concluded, sidestepping and holding out an arm to allow him in, "but don't be staying long. As much as she protests, she needs her rest".

Stiles was too scared shitless to say anything, skirting into the foyer of the large house, trying to make it look like this was the first time he had been there.

"I'll show you up" she said, making her way up the stairs and expecting Stiles to follow, "but keep the door open. My daughter has very little control when it comes to boys. Men. Girls. Women. Anything with a heartbeat".

Stiles felt a little uncomfortable with the causal slut shaming Mrs Hale seemed to happily dish out towards her daughter, staying quiet as she guided him down the hallway and pointed to the room, the door slightly ajar.

"Remember-"

"Door open. Got it" Stiles interrupted, awkwardly putting his thumbs up as just stared at him, unimpressed, her expression more like Medusa than a loving caring mother, sending a suspicious glance to the room before walking away.

Stiles hadn't even realised he had been holding his breath, letting out a big whoosh of air as her mom disappeared down the stairs.

'Way to go Stiles' he thought bitterly, 'what a way to make a great first impression'.

He felt like kicking himself, realising he had made this situation so much more awkward than it had to be, having no choice but to face her now.

He creeped forward, peering his head around the edge of the door as he rapped his knuckles on the wood, catching her attention.

She looked up from where she had been sitting on her bed, cross legged and looking bored, her laptop open in front of her.

"Stiles" she exclaimed, "hey. What are you doing here?" she asked, pushing the laptop away from her as she sat up straight, "and how the hell did you get past my guard dog?"

Stiles chuckled at the reference to her mother, stepping into her room and was just about to close the door before remembering what her mom had said and opened it back up again, awkwardly clearly his throat.

"I dropped the 'my dad is the sheriff' bomb. Had to make myself trustworthy somehow" he joked, taking a couple of steps into her room, zeroing in on the fact she was simply wearing a strappy vest top and a pair of shorts, "uh... I brought you your stuff. You know, from your car".

"Oh" she mumbled, her stare dropping down to the armful of stuff he was carrying, "you didn't have to do that".

He shrugged, "it was the least I could do".

She smiled, inviting him forward to sit on her bed next to her which he did, placing her stuff between them, acting as a sort of barrier. Especially when he noticed she wasn't wearing a bra, the peaks of her nipples pushing through the thin material that dipped low on her chest.

"Oh, and this" he added, searching for a distraction as he fished her phone from his pocket, "it's kinda cracked but it still works. I mean, I think it works. Not that I've been going through your phone or anything, I just saw a bunch of notifications pop up and-"

"Stiles" she interrupted his rant with a breezy smile, "it's fine. Even if you did go through it, I've got nothing to hide. Hell, maybe you should've. I've got some pretty awesome nudes in there".

His breath got stuck in his throat, still amazed she was able to be so blunt and straightforward about such things, a blush tinging his cheeks.

She smirked at his awkwardness, clearly getting the reaction she wanted as she reached for her phone, running her fingers along the cracked glass.

"Now, not only does the Alpha owe me a car but also a new phone... I wonder where I could send the bill?" she mused thoughtfully with a playful grin and that made Stiles smile.

"Oh, I dunno... I'm sure he has some underground lair or something".

"A lair?" she chuckled, "you think he has a lair?"

"He'd be creepy enough to".

She rolled her eyes in amusement, discarding her phone to one side as she focused on him, giving him a thorough once-over.

"Uh... what?" he asked a little self-consciously, looking down at himself - was it him? His outfit? Did he spill something?

"Nothing" she murmured, giving her head a small shake, "you just always keep showing up when I least expect it".

"Heh... is that a bad thing?"

"God no" she laughed, "it's just... last night I-"

"You were hurt" he interrupted, "and you don't like hospitals. I get it. You don't need to be ashamed".

"I'm not ashamed. More like embarrassed" she corrected, giving a small smile before dipping her head, "I don't like being vulnerable. People take advantage of vulnerability".

"Well, I promise not to utter a single word about your near nervous breakdown".

"Thank you" she grinned, "otherwise, I really would have to kill you".

"Something I know you could easily do so... my lips are sealed".

She seemed thankful for that, happy that whatever she had shared in those moments were safe with him, locked away forever.

Her long wavy hair was bunched around her shoulders, slightly frizzy from her bed rest as she ran a hand through her hair, pushing in from the front of her face and he noticed the large nasty gash that had since bruised.

"Ouch" he said without thinking, reaching out to brush some strands of her hair to the side to get a better look, "that looks like it hurts like a bitch".

He noticed that she leaned towards his touch, whether she meant to or she did it subconsciously he didn't know, gently pressing her forehead against the tips of his fingers.

"I've had worse".

"I quite believe that" he whispered, running the pad of his two fingers under her cut, the gash easily stretching about three inches wide, "still, this is a pretty neat war wound".

She smirked, "I'll just add it to my collection".

He finally realised just how close they had gotten to one another, the fingers that had once been innocently touching her bruised skin now caressed her temple which she seemed to enjoy, tilting her head against his touch.

He cleared his throat, pulling his hand away before he could move it somewhere a little bit more inappropriate, his throat uncomfortably tight and sore.

"Uh... collection?" he asked, shaking his head in an effort to not get sucked into the sudden bouts of lust he was feeling.

"The scars on my hip aren't my only collateral damage" she whispered, holding his gaze, "I got plenty of others. Do you want to see?"

Did he want to...?

Oh dear god.

He could barely hear himself breathing through the rush of blood pumping around his body, thumping against his ears as his vision focused solely on her. Her stare, still full of playfulness, also shared something else: something he couldn't quite put a finger on. Was that lust? Eagerness? Want? Desire? He wasn't sure because no one had ever given him such a look before.

He was frozen on the spot, sitting there on her bed, helpless and enamoured by her. Watching slyly as she lifted a hand, the soft tips of her fingers running along her chest and across her collarbone, carefully tugging a single strap of her vest top off her bare shoulder.

He watched with bated breath as the thin strap slipped down her arm, bringing the top hem of her vest slightly down with it, exposing the fuller part of her breast.

"Maybe that's the wrong side" she whispered, watching his infatuated expression as he tried to keep focused on her stare but was unable to, his eyes flitting down to watch her chest as she slipped the other strap off her shoulder.

This could not be happening.

This, surely, could not be happening.

Why the hell was this happening?

Did he miss something? Did he miss the potential hints? Or was he dreaming? He didn't understand.

His gaze was drawn downwards, watching her skimpy vest top begin to slide down her chest, the only thing holding it up was the sharp peaks of her nipples.

"Or..." she continued, her voice full of allure, "maybe they're further down..."

His eyes snapped back to her face just before she tugged the material down over her breasts, exposing herself as she watched his face tighten with desire.

Stiles' mind went completely blank for a few seconds, completely melting on the inside and he didn't know who out of the two of them initiated the first move but he felt a soft pressure on his lips and his eyes suddenly widened.

What? How? Huh?

His mind went haywire as he tried to form at least one coherent thought but his brain waves must've been clogged or something, or maybe he was in shock because a girl was actually kissing him, because his train of thought was in shambles.

He honestly had no idea what to do.

Nothing like this had ever happened to him before so he sat there for a few seconds, stiff and overpowered with emotion as he tried to wrap his head around the idea before the feel of her prescious lips got too overwhelming for him to not cave into.

He always moaned and complained at those stupid rom-com movies where that 'one kiss' made them fall head over heels in love, but now... was that what he feeling? Because his chest burst with butterflies and his head was going fuzzy, unable to comprehend anything but the soft touch of her lips.

His eyes drifted shut, losing himself to the moment. Falling headfirst into the raw and unpredictable passion that was fuelling his every move and thought. Slowly, gently, moving his mouth against hers and was sure a groan escaped his throat.

Oh god... how did this feel so good? He had dreams, well, multiple dreams in fact, about something like this happening but in real life it felt one hundred times better - actually scrap that, one thousand billion times better.

Kayla's lips were soft yet firm as they pressed against his, her head tilting to the side as one hand reached up to grip the front of his checked shirt, crinkling the material as she pulled him closer, their chests meeting with an ungraceful slam of bodies, their need for one another fuelling their haphazard movements.

In that moment, he didn't even care that just a simple few seconds of her mouth on his made his entire body buzz with a new kind of electricity, his slacks becoming uncomfortably tight as he became so painfully aroused he couldn't stop his boner from pressing against his pant leg, the feel of her chest against his not helping the situation.

Then, just a mere few seconds later, Kayla slowly broke away from his lips, her green eyes alight and somewhat confused which made Stiles snap back to reality.

Holy shit - what the hell just happened?

That must've been a dream. It must've.

Did she just kiss him? Or did he kiss her?

No. Surely she kissed him, right? He didn't have the guts, nor the nerve, to do something so painfully out there. He wasn't the kind of guy to shoot his shot.

Despite that, he couldn't help but admit to himself that enjoyed it so very very much to the point where he had the sudden urge to grab her and never let go, push her back on that bed and cherish and explore her entire body, willing and wanting to get lost in her touch. She was his friend, but he wanted to - in that very moment - hold her tight and sink his throbbing cock into her and make her feel scream.

Friends weren't meant to think about their friends like that, were they?

Despite that, as much as he hated to admit it, it was a mistake. This couldn't happen. He wasn't the type of guy to get the girl. He was the sidekick, the lovesick puppy and, soon enough, whoever he got close to would see that and leave. He didn't want to ruin a blossoming friendship over his feelings - or whatever the hell it was he was experiencing.

"Um, uh... s-sorry, I-I didn't, ah... oh my god... I, that's uh..." He stumbled over his words and he almost tripped over his feet in a haste to stand up off the bed - yes, put as much distance between them as possible, that might work.

"Stiles, wait-" he heard Kayla say, tugging up her vest top but he was too wrapped up in his own panicking to take heed of her words, stumbling around her room like a blind man.

"I should - uh, I s-should go... " he stuttered, trying not to stare at her flushed appearance, somehow looking even more beautiful than ever, "...um, I-I didn't mean to b-bother you... everything just, ah... n-never mind, um, I'll see you tomorrow".

He was a mess, walking backwards to the door, bumping into furniture and tripping over clothes on the floor.

"I mean, or not. Just w-whatever... if you're feeling better, not that you have to show up, um... just giving you options and everything... wow, would you look at t-the time, uh... s-see ya".

His words were rushed and barely eligible, grabbing the door handle to her bedroom door and throwing it open, racing down the stairs faster than he ever thought possible, leaving Kayla sitting cross-legged on her bed, holding her clothes up as she watched him leave, eyebrows raised in exasperation.

A/N) ahaha sorry, but I fucking love that. Poor stiles. I could totally see him acting like this when he gets wayyy too horny and doesn't know what to do lmao. A little bit more sexual than the original, but it's big vibes haha Kayla isn't shy, and she knows what she wants and I really want to explore more of a fun, sexual build up between them. So yeah. This book will be more "adult" - I don't shy away from that stuff haha

Alsoooo the sheriff and Allison being the purest stayla shippers is the cutest thing ever don't argue with me haha

anyways; hope you all liked and please please review and I will see you all soon ;)

Chapter 21: Matchmaking

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

In her sixteen years of life, Kayla had kissed – and been kissed – a lot of times. Almost too many to keep track of, especially considering for a lot of those times she had probably been drunk or high, but a kiss ending like that? That was a first.

She sat there on her bed, one hand holding her vest top up around her chest as she listened to her front door slam shut just seconds after Stiles had left her room, her expression twisted into confusion and a little bit of hurt.

What sort of reaction was that meant to be?

She understood he was most likely nervous because, well, that was about 70% of his personality, but c'mon! She was literally offering herself on a plate to him, dropping meteor size hints that she found him attractive and would be up for some fun and just as it was getting good, he bailed?

She wasn't stupid. She knew he liked her. It was so blatantly obvious, like he was wearing a flashing neon sign across his forehead announcing she gave him boners, but then why did he run off? Surely that kiss was exactly what he was wanting, right? Or maybe she was being dense. People didn't work the same way she did – blunt, straightforward and rash. Maybe he was scared.

Or maybe, she thought with a sad sigh, maybe it was because despite liking her, he still liked Lydia more. She couldn't blame him; Lydia was absolutely stunning.

She stood from her bed, making her way towards her large windows to look down and see the jeep speed from her driveway and onto the road, disappearing into the night with a deep rumble.

She couldn't help but be a little disappointed. Stiles was… well, interesting. He was different. He was fun and energetic, somehow always making her laugh. Infuriating her too, but more importantly making her laugh. She hadn't laughed like she had with him in a long, long time. In fact, she had nearly forgotten what it was like to be genuinely happy. Spending time with Stiles made her feel like that. Made her feel like she was able to be whole again.

She didn't know what that meant – if it meant she was liking him more than simply 'just a friend', but she wasn't going to put pressure on herself to find out. She hadn't been in Beacon Hills for even a month yet, and she certainly was not ready for a relationship. Her and relationships were not a good combination. She was too selfish, too wild, for one of those.

She sighed, pulling the straps of her vest top back over her shoulders as she padded back to her bed, sitting atop the covers cross legged and reached for her phone.

Stiles was right. It was fucked.

Despite the hundreds of cracks slicing their way across the screen, it remarkably still worked, opening it up and getting bombarded with hundreds of notifications. Like jeez, she'd been without her phone for less than 24 hours, why was there so many alerts and things to catch up on?

She thought she better reply to Allison and Lydia, letting them know she got her phone back and was completely fine and would be in school tomorrow. Lydia simply messaged back 'good' followed by 'better use make up to cover those cuts and bruises, people will talk' which Kayla just scoffed at, almost happy to see Lydia back to her usual self. However, shortly after firing off those texts she got an incoming call from Allison.

She was a bit surprised at that but accepted the call none the less, holding her phone to her ear.

"Oh my god" Allison exclaimed before Kayla even had the chance to open her mouth, "finally. How are you?"

"Fine" she replied nonchalantly, a little confused by Allison's apparent concern, "why wouldn't I be?"

"Because you were in a car accident".

"Oh. That" Kayla laughed, "it's nothing. Barely worth mentioning".

"Kayla" her friend scolded, "it could've been really serious. You were lucky to walk away with just a concussion and some cuts and bruises".

"Meh. I'm more worried about my car. Apparently, it's totalled".

"You can get a new car; you can't get a new you".

"Sadly".

She could feel Allison's disapproval to her casual, dismissive behaviour about her own wellbeing through the phone and didn't understand why someone she had only known a few weeks was worrying about her so much. It didn't really make much sense to her. She was fine, it was just a car crash.

"How are you feeling anyway?" Allison asked, changing the subject, "concussions can hurt for a few days. Are you sure you want to come back to school tomorrow?"

"Beats being stuck at home all day" she shrugged, "and honestly, I'm fine. I've had worse".

"Hm" the brunette murmured through the phone, "are you sure?"

"100%" Kayla replied, "and how do you know I have a concussion? I didn't say that in my text".

"Oh. Stiles mentioned it" she said, much to Kayla's surprise, "he seemed really worried about you".

"Did he?" she asked, not even realising her voice had gone a few octaves higher than usual.

Allison paused for a few seconds on the other end of the line, almost making Kayla think the connection had dropped or the call had been disconnected but then her friend's smug, sing song voice began giggling.

"What?" Kayla asked, completely oblivious, "did I miss a joke?"

"He likes you" Allison teased, "Stiles. I could see it today. He's totally into you".

"I know".

"Then why don't you do something about it?"

"I did" Kayla shrugged, relaxing back against her headboard as she gazed down at her nails, "we kissed".

Just like earlier there was a few seconds of silence, enough time lapsing that it made Kayla frown, pulling the phone away from her ear to see if it was glitching or finally dying and going to phone heaven when a loud screech erupted through the phone, making Kayla jump and nearly drop the phone.

"What?"

"Oh my god" Allison shrieked, "you kissed him? When?"

"I didn't kiss him".

"What?" Allison asked, her voice dripping in confusion and a little bit of disappointment, "but you just said-"

"He kissed me" she corrected, "after I showed him my boobs".

"H-He kissed you?" her friend muttered, sounding completely shocked, "Stiles did? Stiles made the first move?"

"That's the way I remember it".

"When did this happen?"

"Like, five minutes ago".

"And you're wasting time talking to me?" Allison demanded, "what's wrong with you? Go kiss him some more".

"That was the plan, unfortunately, he ran off".

"He what?" she asked, "as in…?"

"He saw my boobs, we kissed, then he took off" Kayla sighed, trying not to show any disappointment as she recalled that, "that's a first for me. Normally when I kiss someone, they want more. Not to brag, but I am a pretty great kisser".

"Oh no" Allison whispered, her tone filled with mortification, "that's not good".

"Tell me about it" she grumbled, "my ego took a bit of a hit, I'm not gonna lie".

"He was probably just nervous" Allison reassured her, "maybe you were his first kiss".

"Oh shit" she mumbled, flashing back to hers and Stiles' conversation not that long ago where he admitted he had not done anything with anyoneever, "I was. Huh".

"See? He probably just got overwhelmed".

"Or maybe he's still crushing on Lydia".

"I doubt it" Allison replied, "he barely looks in her direction. Trust me. Whenever I see that boy, he's always looking at you".

She just shrugged, forgetting in that moment Allison couldn't see her as she resumed staring at her fingernails, picking in boredom at her cuticles.

"I know you like him too" Allison teased, "why not ask him out?"

"Allison, I don't do 'relationships'".

"No. You don't do relationships with the people you've met in the past. Beacon Hills is a fresh start, right? And Stiles is sweet. I think it would be good for you".

"Hm" Kayla muttered suspiciously, wondering why all of a sudden her friend was pushing the idea of Stiles.

"What?"

"Why are you being Stiles' number one fan? I don't think I've seen you speak more than ten words to him".

"… No reason".

"Allison…"

"Urgh. Fine" she sighed, "truthfully? Because I don't want to see you end up dating Brian. He's sleezy and arrogant and you could do so much better".

Huh. That was… kind of sweet. Allison was looking out for her.

"Yeah" she agreed, "but he also has a really big dick".

"Kayla" Allison chastised in embarrassment before beginning to giggle.

"What?" she smirked, "I'm horny. Do you know how much pent-up frustration I could take out on that?"

"Take it out on Stiles instead".

"It wasn't for lack of trying" Kayla grumbled, "and you're right. I like him. I would make out with him and fuck him all day and all night, but I couldn't give him a relationship" she admitted, "and uh… I think you've made me realise that a relationship is probably what he would want. Especially if you're right and he likes me as much as you say".

"… I understand why you're hesitant" Allison said softly, "you've been through a lot. You've lost a lot. It can be scary to put your heart out there, trust me, I get it. But it could be the best thing you'll ever do".

She scrunched her face up, not buying Allison's words.

"Allison, I'm not relationship material. I'm not sweet like you, or loyal like Scott. Hell, even Jackson probably has more emotional intelligence than I do. I don't have anything to give".

"Well, whatever you have is clearly enough for Stiles. He likes you – a lot. I think you two would be really great together".

"Hm. We'll see" she said, "it's a big decision. You never know-" she joked, "-it could end up killing me".

Allison scoffed playfully, "drama queen".

"Ouch. I'm not Lydia".

"Nope. There's only one of her".

"Thank god".

"You're terrible" Allison giggled, "anyway, I'm glad you're okay. I was worrying all day about you".

"Wasted energy" Kayla smirked, "I'm like a cat with nine lives. I always bounce back".

"Yeah, well, I'm still going to worry" she pointed out, "also I meant to ask - would you like a ride to school tomorrow? Saves you getting the bus".

"That would be amazing, yeah. Thank you".

"No worries. Get some sleep and I'll see you in the morning. And remember-" Allison smirked, "-dress cute. Make Stiles ever regret bailing on you".

"Cute?" she snorted, "I don't have cute clothes. I have 'I don't give a fuck' clothes, 'I will rip your heart out' clothes and 'don't test me, I could fuck your father and become your stepmom' clothes. Cute doesn't really fall into any of those categories".

"I could bring you something from my wardrobe?"

"Every offence Allison, but your style sucks. You dress like a nun".

"Pfft. I do not".

"Agree to disagree".

"Fine" Allison laughed, "just avoid the 'I will rip your heart out' clothes. Poor Stiles will probably already have a heart attack trying to build up the courage to face you, he doesn't need to be even more scared".

"Duly noted".

There was a brief pause as Allison considered her words, much to Kayla's amusement.

"…You're not going to take my advice, are you?"

"Hell no" she smirked, "and maybe he deserves to be scared of me and have a heart attack. Dude saw my tits for crying out loud… he should be worshipping me right about now" she joked, trying to cover up the little bit of hurt she felt that he still ran out on her.

"Well let's hope the school has a defibrillator" her friend laughed, "I'll pick you up at 7.30. Don't be late".


Telling Kayla not to be late basically guaranteed that she would be.

She didn't know why, but timekeeping just wasn't her strong point. Time just ended up escaping her one way or another, usually because she a) overslept, b) got distracted, c) was lacking any motivation to function like a normal human or d) she just didn't give a fuck.

Today was definitely d. And a little bit of a. And maybe b and c too.

She walked out her house at 7.39am, a travel mug half filled with coffee grasped tightly in her hand as she fought off her tiredness, her head groggy and tight. The concussion probably not helping her situation.

She saw Allison's car parked on the kerb and made a beeline towards it, barely even looking before she stepped across the road and ended up getting a car horn honked at her to which she simply raised her middle finger in response, continuing to cross.

"You're late" Allison smiled as she climbed into the passenger seat.

"By 9 minutes. Don't get your panties in a bunch".

"10, actually" the brunette corrected, tapping the screen on her dash that had the time of 7.40am flashing in the right-hand corner.

"10 minutes late is actually really early for me so, y'know, feel honoured in that".

She made herself comfortable, pushing the seat back a little bit so she could stretch her legs out, putting her bag in the footwell by her seat, placed her coffee mug in the holder and reached over to change the radio station because she was not in the mood for some sickly as fuck Taylor Swift love song at twenty to eight in the morning.

Allison made a whole show of turning around in her seat, inspecting her from head to toe with curious eyes as Kayla simply cocked a brow in response, wondering why her friend was scrutinising so damn hard.

"If you want to make out, all you have to do is ask".

"Just checking you're not wearing anything too terrifying" Allison smirked, referencing their conversation from last night, "except that is a lot of leg" she added, glancing at her legs on show, "that will make Stiles tongue-tied".

She quickly glimpsed down at her outfit, a simple pair of high waisted medium blue denim shorts and a thick strapped white ribbed vest top tucked in, her favourite pair of bubble-gum blue Doc Martins strapped onto her feet.

"I always wear shit like this".

"And he always looks at you in it" Allison teased, "also, uh… do you have your nipples pierced?"

"Oh. Yeah" she muttered, glancing down at her top, seeing the barbells sticking out her top, "I got them done a while back in some sketchy tattoo place in LA. Guy didn't even charge me because he liked my boobs so much. I thought the holes would've closed up by now, but they hadn't, so I stuck them back in this morning".

Allison was a little pale, intrigued and focused on the piercings.

"Didn't that hurt?" she gulped, caught between looking a little nauseous and interested, cocking her head to the side.

"I don't know, I was probably off my face on crack" she said bluntly, "want to see?"

Allison didn't even have a chance to reply before Kayla had untucked her top and pulled it up over her chest, smiling a little at her friend's shocked wide-eyed stare, spluttering on her own saliva as she nervously glanced around the semi-busy street, quickly reaching out to pull the top down.

"Kayla! There's people outside".

"So?" she shrugged, "I have fantastic boobs. Did you see how amazingly symmetrical they are?'

Allison shook her head, a little bewildered by her complete lack of shame as she chuckled under her breath, finding her new brazen friend a breath of fresh air.

"They're… very nice" Allison said shyly, "but I think you forgot a bra…?"

"I didn't forget".

"… Oh…"

"Free the nipple" Kayla playfully chanted, "but also, my back is still kinda sore from the glass shards that were embedded there. Bra straps would just aggravate it".

"Makes sense" Allison chuckled, starting up the car's engine, "so uh… why the sudden change in heart about the piercings? Is it because of Stiles…?"

"This has nothing to do with Stiles".

"Because, well… he's definitely going to notice those".

Kayla simply shrugged, "not my problem if he can't keep his eyes to himself".

Allison shot her a sideways look as she drove slowly down the street, studying every inch of her demeanour, clearly not buying a word she said.

"What?"

"Just trying to decide if you're trying to scare him off or make him regret running off".

"Honestly?" she snorted, "a bit of both. He had his chance, then he blew it. I don't chase people".

Allison pouted in disappointment, clearly not happy with her answer.

"Kayla".

"What?"

"He's nice".

"Yeah" she agreed, "but I'm not, so…"

"I think you're softer than you pretend".

"Nah" she said lightly with a smirk, "I'm dead on the inside".

"You're so stubborn, you know that?"

"Thank you" she beamed playfully, "so yes, hopefully these nipple piercings scream 'emotionally unavailable' and 'mentally unwell' enough that I don't have to entertain the idea of any relationships what-so-ever".

Allison rolled her eyes, "you're being ridiculous".

"No. Ridiculous was even considering your idea on the phone last night that I should get with Stiles. Not hook up with Stiles, no. Be Stiles' girlfriend. That is what is ridiculous" she ranted, "I don't do relationships. I do hookups".

Despite knowing that was the truth, aware enough of herself that she didn't have the capability to manage something as serious as a relationship, a part of her grieved that idea. She hadn't ever been overly sappy or sentimental, but she was getting to that age that everyone around her was having boyfriends and girlfriends, falling in love, and she was shutting herself off to that idea. Why? She pretended it was to protect herself when, really, she knew it was because she was scared shitless of letting someone in. Plus, she would deny it, but she was still kind of hurt he just ran off like he did. Who does that?

"Hm" Allison murmured, "we'll see".

Kayla furrowed her brows, shooting her friend a suspicious glance, trying to figure out what she was planning because the look on her face was far from innocent.

"Don't you dare" Kayla warned, "don't you be playing matchmaker".

Allison pouted, "why?"

"Because I said so".

"I want to be able to do double dates with people other than Lydia and Jackson" Allison whined, "the tension between Scott and Jackson completely ruins it. But Stiles is Scott's best friend-"

"No".

"Just like that? No?"

"Pretty much".

"But you like him-"

"He's alright" she interrupted with a grumble.

"You think he's more than 'alright'" her friend pointed out, "if it's the last thing I ever do, I'm going to get you two together. Watch me".

"I'd rather not".

Allison smirked as she pulled into the school parking lot, somehow managing to find a space near the front despite them running late because of her inability to manage time. However, despite Allison being a stickler for time and a little goody two shoes, she made no move to leave the car. It wasn't until Kayla was half out, juggling all her shit in her arms did she realise her friend was still sitting there, biting her lip.

"You good?"

"Yeah, yeah" Allison nodded, but her expression was a little tense and worried.

"Cut the bullshit" Kayla stated, swivelling back around in the seat, "what's up?"

"It's just… sometimes I feel like Scott is keeping stuff from me" she admitted, "it's just little things over the past few weeks. The secrets, the disappearing… that's weird right?"

She kept her expression neutral, despite knowing the massive secret Scott was keeping from her which, in Kayla's eyes, was logical. Allison's family were werewolf hunters. It would be premature to tell her anything yet.

"No" Kayla shrugged, "but then again you do have higher standards than me".

"Has Stiles said anything to you?" Allison continued, "about Scott? Do I need to worry?"

"No" she said with a shake of her head, "trust me, Scott's one of the good guys. Do you know how I know that?"

Allison's expression was serious, bordering on anxious as she cocked a brow at Kayla, urging her to continue.

"Because I'm only attracted to the bad boys" she joked, "and I'm not attracted to Scott, so you're safe. Don't worry".

Allison burst into giggles, relief spreading across her face and relaxing her expression, her cheeks glowing a light pink.

"You're ridiculous" Allison laughed with a wide smile, seeming distracted enough that she managed to push her worries and doubts about Scott to the side, "but I still love you".

"Good. Someone has to".

They both exited the car, joining the last remaining students who were running late as well, chatting absentmindedly as they walked into their first class – English.

It seemed they were the last to arrive because there were only two remaining seats left – Allison's usual one behind Scott and one directly in front of Stiles. She frowned, that not being her usual seat but, for whatever reason, someone must've nabbed hers which was weird because usually whatever seat you sat in at the start of the semester was your seat for life. Okay, not life, but close enough.

Before Allison could skip away to sit behind Scott, no doubt ready to hold hands and pass love notes – y'know, all that disgusting crap - she yanked on her arm and sent her friend a glare.

"Did you do this?"

Allison's expression was the perfect picture of innocence, her big brown doe eyes widening into faux confusion.

"Do what?"

Kayla narrowed her eyes, "make someone take my seat".

Allison's façade broke a little, her stare dancing with mischievousness that Kayla had never seen before, realising just how deadly serious Allison had been in her comments about setting her and Stiles up.

"No" her friend smirked, "how would I be able to do that?"

Translation: 'I worked my magic and did it and you're going to shut up and be happy I did so we all can go on double dates and be cute'

"You're dead to me".

Allison winked playfully, "you'll thank me later".

Kayla was too tired to argue, watching Allison breeze her way towards her desk, sending Scott the most disgusting heart eyes Kayla had ever seen, her friend's expression bordering on smugness as she sat and sent a deliberate pointed look to the desk in front of Stiles.

It seemed the second Kayla looked over at the desk was the same moment Stiles realised she was in class and was meant to sit in front of him, the pieces of the puzzle falling into place for him.

Within milliseconds he sat up straight in his seat, nearly jumping from the hard plastic in his panic, his knees banging off the underside of the table which made a loud obnoxious screech across the floor, drawing everyone's attention to him which didn't help with him embarrassment, his cheeks turning a dark spottled pink.

Before last night she would've thought that was cute. Now? Well… it was still cute, but she was also still pissed at him so was trying everything to not find it cute.

She rolled her eyes, making her way to the table as he stiffened in his seat, leaning back like he was trying to escape her very presence, his entire face morphed into fear as he puffed out small pants of air to try and regulate his breathing.

She ignored him and his ridiculous behaviour, dumping her bag on the floor and swung herself into the seat, making sure to send Allison another glare – she did not need anyone meddling in her romantic life, thank you very much.

"Hey Kayla" Scott whispered sweetly, their tables directly adjacent to one another, "glad to see you're okay. I heard what happened".

His eyes told her he knew it was more than just a 'car crash', his gaze bubbling with worry – worry about what this whole Alpha situation meant for both of them.

"Thanks Scott" she sent him a tight smile, pulling her books and pen from her bag, feeling Stiles' gaze bore holes into her back but she paid no heed to his obvious anxiety and awkwardness, deciding to just ignore him. If he wasn't going to apologise, or - at the very least - acknowledge they kissed, then she wasn't going to chase him to do so. She couldn't be bothered with the childish games. They were nearly adults. She wasn't going to sit there and hold his hand through whatever he was feeling.

Scott seemed to pick up on the awkwardness, or maybe he could smell the tension and lust between the two because he sent them both a curious look, his interest piqued, but before he could look too much into it the teacher started the class, much to both Stiles and Kayla's relief.


"I think the book is making it more obvious" Stiles exclaimed, holding back a smirk as Scott hid again behind the 'World History' book, "and anyway, she's reading" Stiles added with a quick glance over his shoulder, his leg beginning to jump up and down quickly as he tried to, subtly, look around. Kayla usually always came to lunch, sitting with Allison and Lydia but she was nowhere to be found which made him even more nervous. He would rather have her in his line of sight so he could actively avoid her. And yes, he was avoiding her. He was a pro at avoiding things.

"So did you come up with a plan yet?"

"I think so" Stiles replied, thankful for the distraction and bit into his apple.

"Does that mean you don't hate me now?"

"No" Stiles replied instantly but they both knew it was a lie, "But your crap has infiltrated my life so now I have to do something about it. Plus, I'm still a better yoda than Derek".

"Okay yeah, you teach me".

"Yeah, I'll be your Yoda".

"Yeah, you be my Yoda".

"Your Yoda I will be" Stiles replied in his best impression of one of his favourite characters, feeling the tension leaving his body by joking around with his best friend.

"Uh… I said it backwards".

Scott shot him a confused look, "yeah… I-I know".

"All right, you know what? I definitely still hate you. Uh huh. Oh yeah" leaning forward and getting ready to blow Scott's terrible cover when he saw, from the corner of his eye, Kayla make her way through the canteen.

His entire stomach dropped, every drop of blood draining from his face as he spotted her.

Last night was… confusing, to say the least. He didn't know what, or how, the things that happened had happened. One minute they were speaking then the next they were kissing – kissing. And not just a cute peck on the lips either, but a full-blown make-out session. In fact, he could still taste the sweet savour of her lips, his mouth still tingling from her touch. In that moment, struggling to understand what it could mean. Plus, it didn't help that she was his first kiss… ever.

"Oh god" he exclaimed, "gimme the book, gimme the book".

He ripped the book from Scott's surprised hands and held it up in front of his face, shameless hiding from her and praying to whatever God was out there she wouldn't see them, not mentally prepared enough to be within ten feet of her, never mind talk with her.

"You know... I think the book just makes it more obvious" Scott snorted, quoting back Stiles' words, much to his annoyance.

"Shut up".

"What's up with the two of you anyway?" Scott asked obliviously, "did you have a falling out?"

Stiles gulped, his cheeks flushing a deep pink yet again and he was thankful he was hiding behind the book. Doing everything in his power not to think about what happened last night because he knew, if he did, he would turn into a fumbling, awkward horny mess – even more so than usual.

"Uh… something like that".

Unsurprisingly, his crappy cover was blown by the book getting torn from his hands and thrown harshly to the table below and he peaked up, seeing Kayla roll her eyes at him, very clearly unamused.

"I think you need to take a lesson in subtlety Stiles" she snapped, "and whilst you're at it, maybe a class in basic decency too".

Ooft. Ouch.

He winced, feeling bad she seemed so upset with him and was trying to build the courage to apologise for his shitty behaviour but, before he could, she took a seat next to him and turned to Scott.

"Derek told me what happened" she stated, completely blanking Stiles as she faced Scott, much to his friend's confusion who looked between the two in wondering, "rookie move. You always need to have your phone on silent".

"Uh… yeah. Lesson learnt" Scott gulped, "not that it matters now. Derek broke my phone".

"You're lucky he didn't break your face".

"I suppose…"

"He has a weird way of helping, but he is trying to help" Kayla said, "he doesn't want the Alpha to kill you".

Scott chuckled uncomfortably, "I should hope so".

Stiles had been quiet that entire time, not knowing what to do or what to say, the fact she was sitting just a few inches away from him not helping. She was so close he could feel her warmth radiating off her, smell her strawberry and cream shampoo mixed with her vanilla body wash which was completely mesmerising him, his senses going into overdrive.

Up until now, he had done his best not to look at her because he knew that, if he did, he would have a very pleasant reaction, especially now he knew what her lips tasted like and wanted more, but he gave in, his eyes trailing up and down her body.

She was dressed casually, but confidently. Tight shorts hugging her thighs and showing off her small waist accompanied by a skin-tight white vest top that, to his surprise, was stretched tight over her chest, showing off her very clearly not wearing a bra.

He couldn't help himself, his eyes were drawn to her chest, noticing the large swell of her breasts that hung freely and – wait, what? Was that…?

Oh dear god.

A clenched fist was quickly brought to his mouth as a strangled gasp escaped his throat, screwing his eyes shut before he could see anymore.

He was sure – almost 100% - that it wasn't just her nipples piercing through her top, but also something metal. A.K.A – piercings. He did not remember that from last night whatsoever. Not that he saw much… well, he saw a little. He saw enough. Enough to know that she definitely did not have metal bars through her nipples when she dropped her top because, if she had, he would have been a puddle on the floor because, holy shit, that was so frigging hot.

He could feel Kayla and Scott's gazes on his but he daredn't open his eyes, trying to focus on anything but imagining her naked.

"Uh… Stiles?" he heard Scott ask, "you okay?"

"F-Fine" he squeaked, unable to stop his mind from being bombarded with images of her naked.

"Ignore him" Kayla dismissed, "Scott, look, I just wanted to say to you that Derek's lessons are important. The full moon is just around the corner and, because it's your first, it's going to be bad. Listen to Derek and maybe then you have a chance to survive it".

"Derek?" Stiles finally found his voice, joining the conversation, "listen to Derek?"

She finally met his gaze, their stares clashing as she narrowed her eyes a little, clearly still very pissed off.

"Wow, he speaks" she muttered sardonically, her lips forming a tight line, "that's unfortunate".

"Uh… what exactly did you two fight about?" Scott asked nervously, overwhelmed by the tension.

"Fight?" she asked incredulously, much to Stiles' alarm, "we didn't fight".

Stiles watched Scott frown in confusion, not understanding what seemed to be going on between the two of them – something they had in common. Stiles had no idea either.

"Am I missing something?"

"No" Kayla shrugged, "nothing important. Just the fact he put his tongue down my throat then ran off. I think that about sums it up, doesn't it Stiles?"

He was helplessly looking between his two friends, one annoyed and the other completely dumbfounded, Scott's crooked jaw nearly dropping to the table in surprise.

"W-Well… that's… that's just…" he stuttered, scrambling to join a coherent sentence together but his mind was failing him, his entire face burning red hot, "that's… you made out with me first".

He watched as she gaped at him, looking offended by that accusation.

"No, I distinctly remember you kissing me" she argued, very matter of factly as she crossed her arms over her chest.

"No".

"Yes".

"No" he emphasised, beginning to panic, "I-I didn't… I wouldn't…"

"Wouldn't what? Wouldn't kiss me?" she demanded, her anger beginning to bubble to the surface.

"What? No" he shook his head, "I would. I did. I mean-urgh. I wouldn't make a move. Everyone knows I would never make a move. I'm not the kind of guy to make moves".

"Well, you did".

"I-I didn't".

"You did" she stated, leaning towards him and pushing her finger against his forehead as if to say 'frigging idiot', "you saw my tits, you kissed me, then you ran away".

"I-I didn't look-look at your… at your-"

"Yes you did".

"I didn't".

"You're doing it right now" she pointed out, making him jump as he forcefully dragged his eyes away from her chest, much to his embarrassment.

"Well, they're right there".

"Okay" Scott interrupted, leaning across the table and holding out his palms to them, trying to calm the situation down, "guys, enough. Breathe".

They both fell silent, sitting back in their chairs like petulant children that had just been told off by their father, Scott thankful that he was able to break up their bickering fest.

"Okay, good. Uh… so are you both… dating now?"

"No" Kayla stated before Stiles could get a word in edgeways, "I don't date. And I certainly don't date guys that run away from me like we're in third grade and he thinks I got cooties".

"I don't think you've got- never mind" he added, cutting himself off when she glared at him, realising he was just digging himself an even deeper hole.

"I'm confused" Scott mumbled, shaking his head in bewilderment.

"Tell me about it" she muttered under her breath before changing the subject, "anyways, that's not the point of this conversation. I just wanted you to know how important it is to learn from Derek. I'm so over last night".

Okay… double ouch.

Before Stiles could even think about saying anything – maybe something along the lines of how sorry he was and that she was a fucking amazing kisser – their three-way conversation got interrupted by douchebag Brian.

"Hello" he grinned, perching himself on the other side of Kayla, "missed you yesterday".

Stiles grumbled an insult under his breath, rolling his eyes at the persistent jock that just couldn't take no for an answer.

"No you didn't" Kayla scoffed, "you just missed looking at my ass".

"Can you blame me?"

"No" she replied, "now what do you want so I can make this conversation short enough that it doesn't make me want to blow my brains out".

Stiles watched as Brian smirked, not paying attention to him and Scott, creepily hyper focused on Kayla that it made Stiles want to wrap her up in his jacket and hide her from his gaze.

"I have two tickets to this sweet gig this weekend in San Francisco. VIP" he added with a sleezy wiggle of his eyebrows, "thought I'd give you first refusal".

"Wow, I feel honoured" she muttered sarcastically, "lucky little me getting asked first".

"Well, you are my favourite".

Stiles rolled his eyes, even more fed up than usual by Brian's relentless behaviour, not even realising how intensely he was feeling the jealousy. However, Scott did. Getting hit by waves upon waves of nauseating anger and jealousy that made his head hurt.

"San Francisco is, like, hundreds of miles from here" she continued, "why would I subject myself to spending that much time in a car with you?"

"We can stay the night…"

"Oh, we can, can we?" she exclaimed with a chuckle, "and, yet again, why would I do that?"

"I think the better question is… why wouldn't you?"

Stiles scoffed under his breath, not even bothering to hide his frustrations as Kayla sent him a quick sideways glance, watching as his face pinched in anger.

To his surprise, instead of turning him down right then and there like she usually did, she simply shrugged, sighing loudly as she turned back to face Brian.

"What the hell. Fine" she muttered, making Stiles sit up straight in shock, "but you're paying. For everything".

It seemed he wasn't the only shocked one at the table. Scott and even Brian looked at Kayla as if she had grown a tail, each one silent with surprise as she grabbed her bag and stood up, oblivious to their astonishment.

"Oh. Great" Brian exclaimed, quickly standing up too, "want me to walk you to your next class?"

"No" she scoffed, throwing him a dirty look, "I'm perfectly capable of walking myself".

The three boys watched her leave, each with varying degrees of disbelief and judgement etched into their expressions. Especially Stiles. He genuinely couldn't believe what he had just witnessed.

"See that boys?" Brian grinned, sending them both a cocky look, "that's how you do it"

"Aw, c'mon" Stiles scoffed, his anger bubbling to the surface, "we all know she just said yes to get you off her back. You're basically stalking her".

Brian didn't seem fazed by Stiles' accusation, still grinning cockily.

"Don't hate the player, hate the game".

From under the table, Scott had to quickly stretch his leg out to step on Stiles' toes, stopping him from rising and punching Brian square in the nose, suddenly very angry and very annoyed that this douchebag always seemed to get what he wanted.

"Uh… right. Bye Brian. See you at practice" Scott hurriedly said, pressing down harder on Stiles' toes with his shoe as Brian waved them both off, sauntering from the canteen.

"What the hell was that?" Stiles exclaimed, "she hates his guts".

"Stiles-"

"No, I mean she seriously hates his guts. He's a creep. And she just agreed to stay the night with him hundreds of miles away from home? What the hell is that all about?"

"Stiles" Scott chuckled, amused but a little alarmed by his outburst, "that was payback".

"… What?"

"She's getting back at you for running out on her" Scott smirked, "you know… after you kissed her".

"I didn't kiss her" Stiles exclaimed, "she definitely kissed me".

"Whatever. There was a kiss, then you ran".

Stiles deflated in his seat, pursing his lips into an annoyed and embarrassed pout.

"Yeah" he grumbled, "I ran. But only because I didn't know what else to do".

"Well, first, you don't run" Scott snickered, ignoring Stiles' pointed glare, "what on earth were you thinking?"

"I don't know…"

"It's Kayla" Scott emphasised, "you've been crushing on her since she got here and you finally got to kiss her and you ran?"

"Can you stop mentioning the running please?"

"Dude" Scott laughed, "I'm never letting you live this down".

"Ten bucks and we never speak of this again"

Scott continued smiling and shook his head, "no way. This is worth way more than ten bucks".

"God, you're a pain in the ass" he muttered, rolling his eyes, "uh… so uh… you don't think she's going to go out with Brian then?"

"No. I think she's just trying to make you jealous".

"I-I wasn't jealous" her protested, the words not holding much merit.

"Sure dude. Whatever".

"I wasn't".

"I can smell it on you-"

"No, don't say anything more or I may be tempted to punch you" Stiles warned, grabbing all of Scott's belongings, including his bag and running off, effectively removing the barrier between him and Allison, the amused smile dropping from Scott's face as he was now the one doing the running.

A/N) Yayyyy long chapter, and lots of dialogue. I'm trying to make this rewrite more detailed than the last book, meaning more dialogue and more connecting. I really like how Allison is number one stayla shipper right now, its so funny haha.

Chapter 22: Pull

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

"Scott's ignoring me".

Her ass hadn't even touched the seat before Allison was leaning sideways to face her, a worried expression twisting her features.

"Is he?" Kayla asked, putting her history books on the table and reaching for a pen, feigning stupidity, "why?"

"I don't know" Allison mumbled, her fingers twisting together as she stressed, "do you think he's going to break up with me?"

"Definitely not" Kayla chuckled, "that boy is head over heels for you. He's probably just having an off day. He is a teenage boy – plus he's a little weird. Actually, a lot weird".

"You don't think I have to worry?" she asked, and Kayla didn't know when she became the person people asked for relationship advice – she didn't exactly have the best, most reliable track record.

"No" she stated, "maybe his time of the month is coming up" she joked, Allison not even realising how accurate that was, only his behaviour wouldn't be weird because of a uterus but because of a full moon.

Allison began to relax a little, trusting her words – for what reason, Kayla didn't know – but her eyes still held a glint of nervousness, chewing her lip like she wanted to ask a question but was too scared to.

"What is it?"

"Hm?" Allison squeaked, raising her brows.

"What do you want to ask?"

Her friend looked around shyly, making sure the classroom was still half empty before leaning closer to Kayla, a light blush tinging her cheeks.

"Last night, um… Scott and I… we… uh… we…"

"Did you have sex?"

Allison choked at her bluntness, swallowing her awkwardness as her eyes darted around the classroom to make sure no on heard.

"No. No. We didn't".

"Oral?"

"N-No".

"Did you at least touch it?"

"No" the brunette whispered, her face now the perfect representation of a burning tomato, "we got interrupted. But, well… if we didn't-"

"You would've fucked him?"

Allison's expression told her everything she needed to know.

"Okay. Uh" Kayla shrugged, "is that a bad thing?"

"No, I want to, I just… I don't really know how".

"It's really not that complicated" Kayla shrugged, "as long as he gets the right hole".

Allison chuckled a little under her breath, running a hand through her curly hair as she shook her head playfully at Kayla.

"Or are you wanting legitimate advice? Because I could give you some pointers-"

"Advice?" Lydia chirped, gracefully spinning into her seat in front of Kayla with a wide smile on her face as she turned to face her best friends, "advice on what?"

"How to fuck" Kayla shrugged, bluntly as ever.

"Oh god" Allison groaned, throwing her head in her hands, "I shouldn't have asked".

"No need to be embarrassed Allison" Lydia's eyes gleamed as she smirked cheekily, "we're all about girl power here. If you want to screw your boyfriend, go for it. Just make sure he covers up".

"Yeah" Kayla muttered, "or get on birth control. Trust me, you don't want to get pregnant".

Allison cocked a brow at her, as observant as ever as she picked up the change in Kayla's tone, about to ask if she had experienced a pregnancy scare or, God forbid, an actual pregnancy, but luckily before she could Lydia leaned forward, ecstatic with the 'girl talk'.

"Kayla's right. You definitely don't want to be tied down at seventeen with a baby" Lydia scoffed, like it was the worst possible thing that could ever happen, "you're too young and pretty for that. Plus, I heard if you have a girl they suck all of your beauty for themselves".

"Uh…"

"Lydia" Kayla laughed, "you're scaring her with the baby talk".

"Just making sure she knows ten minutes isn't worth eighteen years of responsibility".

"Unless it's a really good ten minutes" Kayla joked.

"Even then" the redhead scoffed, "you could give yourself ten times as many orgasms as a man could without any of the risk".

"Oh my God guys" Allison groaned in mortification, slamming her head on the table, "I wish I never brought it up".

"Too late" she smirked, "as far as positions go, well, that depends on what's most comfortable for you. Guys can get off in pretty much any way".

Allison lifted her head, her expression meek and mild but intrigued as she glanced shyly behind her two friends.

"How did you two lose it…?"

"On top, of course" Lydia scoffed, glancing down at her perfectly manicured nails, "like I would trust my virginity in any guy's hands".

"It was a bit of a mix" Kayla shrugged, "but don't trust my experience. It was crap".

Her brunette placed her hand under her chin, deep in thought as she considered her friends advice.

"Okay, makes sense" she acknowledged, "and I know it's not a big deal, I just worry".

To Kayla's surprise, it was Lydia who leant towards Allison, reaching for her hand and giving it a reassuring squeeze.

"It is a big deal" she insisted, not making Allison feel small or stupid for her worries surrounding her virginity, "and don't let anyone make you feel it's not, or pressure you into it. You only get one first time. Now, after that? Yeah, nothing to stress over, but that very first time? It will have a lasting impact".

"Uh… yeah" Kayla shrugged, pointing to Lydia, "what she said".

Lydia rolled her eyes playfully, "how would you know? You lost it in a bar with someone you'd known for 30 seconds".

"Exactly, and look how I turned out" Kayla joked, flashing them both a grin, "I'm fucked up. I'm the poster child for how not to lose your virginity".

Her redhead friend simply shook her head in exasperation, letting go of Allison's hand and turning to her with a devious glint in her eyes.

"Speaking of sex-" she smirked, "-I heard you agreed to spend the weekend with Brian".

"What?" Allison demanded in surprise, sending Kayla a disappointed look, "why?"

"Why not?" she shrugged, her tone not exactly thrilled with her decision that she made in the spur of the moment.

"Kayla, we spoke about this" Allison pouted, "Brian is not good news".

"He doesn't need to be good news Allison" Lydia grinned, twirling some hair around her finger, "he just needs to be good in bed".

"Is this because of Stiles?"

"No" Kayla replied, rolling her eyes at Allison, "it's not".

"Is what to do with who?" Lydia interjected, "what have I missed?"

"Kayla made out with Stiles" Allison said before she could shut her up, throwing her friend an annoyed look, "then he ran off".

Lydia frowned and pursed her lips, a blank look etched onto her face.

"What, or who, is Stiles?"

"Scott's best friend" Allison smirked, clearly delighted with herself that she could now rope Lydia into their discussions.

"Oh great" Lydia sighed, placing a hand against her forehead as if she felt a headache coming on, "another nerd".

"He's nice" Allison insisted, "much nicer than Brian anyway".

"That wouldn't be hard, Allison" Lydia rolled her eyes, "Brian may be the stereotypical definition of an all-American jock, but he comes with his advantages. Advantages that are highly needed in high school".

"You did it to make Stiles jealous, didn't you?" Allison deduced, knowing Kayla still hated Brian and wouldn't agree to do something so stupid.

"So what if I did" she shrugged, "he blanked me all day. I got annoyed".

"You can't sleep with Brian just to get payback".

"I'm not going to sleep with him" Kayla was adamant about that, "I just got annoyed and before I knew what I was doing, I had said yes. Regretting it big time now, though".

"Then turn him down. Right now".

"Not so fast Allison" Lydia smirked, "that was a smart move, Kayla. Play them off each other. Make them fight over you".

"Ew, no" she muttered, "that's the worst idea ever. We're not in some tacky 90's highschool drama".

"Your loss" Lydia shrugged, "but you need some action. You're wound so tight" turning back to face the front of the class as the teacher began speaking, instructing them all to settle down.

"I promise you Kayla, you'll regret it if you go out with Brian" Allison whispered, "and I think deep down inside, you know that too".

She sighed, flipping onto the page the teacher told them too, silently agreeing with Allison because she knew her friend was right. She didn't like Brian…

… She liked Stiles.


She decided to cut her last class, too tired and fed up to subject herself to sitting through fifty minutes of hell to take a walk around the grounds to clear her head from all the so called 'advice' she had been given today, her friends apparently loving to try and stick their noses in her romantic life– or rather, lack of.

She wandered through the halls, earbuds in place as she blasted music from her favourite playlist, making her way outside and walking around the school buildings, the fresh air helping her ever constant headache since the other night. Her head still feeling delicate and spacey, like her brain was knitting itself in a jumper from her nerve endings.

She hated the situation she was in right now. She hated how complicated it seemed to get. Why couldn't she have just stopped being so flirty and overly zealous? Maybe if she had, they wouldn't have kissed and they wouldn't be fighting, and she wouldn't have rushed into agreeing to a date with Brian of all people.

Urgh. It was official. She hated herself – even more so than usual. She hated the fact she had feelings. Feelings sucked, big time. She would really rather not have them. It would make things so much more simpler.

She continued her stroll around the grounds, a permanent frown etched between her brows before noticing two familiar figures just off in the distance, not far away from a group of older jock boys – probably seniors.

Scott and Stiles.

Curiosity got the better of her, changing her route to walk towards them. She couldn't see what they were doing, but she had a gut feeling that it wouldn't be good - especially if Stiles was involved.

They hadn't noticed her, nor did the group of four boys engrossed in doing some kind of dodgy drug deal by the outbuilding. Stiles was grabbing Scott's hand and holding it up in the air before he walked alongside the side of brand new Ford truck, keying a large scrape across both doors.

What the hell?

Stiles' back was to her, exaggeratingly throwing his arms in the air.

"Hey, Hey, hey dude! What do you think you're doing to that truck, bro?"

The four jocks all turned around, becoming visibly upset at the sight of the damaged truck, one tall buff guy rolling up his sleeves.

"What the hell?" he raged, suddenly lunging at Scott, his sidekicks not far behind him as poor Scott got punched in the face and fell backwards to the hard tarmac.

"Ouch" she muttered, pulling out her earbuds as she came to a stop next Stiles who jumped at her sudden appearance, watching Scott get pummelled, "you not going to help him?"

Stiles gulped, ogling at her with wide nervous eyes as he wet his lips, trying to find the right words to say to her but, unfortunately for him, nothing came out. She wasn't surprised with his behaviour but rolled her eyes none the less, pointing to the commotion unfolding in front of their very eyes.

"Guess it's up to me then" she muttered as she stepped forward, fully prepared to break up this fight – well, more like ambush. A fight would suggest Scott was actually holding his own which he certainly wasn't. At this very moment in time getting the living shit kicked out of him, but Stiles just grabbed her arm and pulled her back next to him.

"No… uh… this is meant to happen" he explained nervously, his hand still hovering around her elbow, "trust me… it's in his best interest".

"How is being a human punch bag in his best interest?"

He simply held up his phone, a fitness app open on the screen, numbers flashing and slowly rising into the hundreds. His heart rate.

"He's learning control".

"By getting his ass beat?"

Stiles visibly cringed, "there's method to my madness".

Scott was cowering in a ball, hands covering his head as the group delivered countless kicks to his back and stomach. She assumed Stiles' heart was in the right place, but still! It wasn't like he had many friends to sacrifice.

She rolled her eyes but, subconsciously, in that moment, trusted Stiles' judgement that he at least had a general idea of what he was doing, standing back and watching Scott get the living crap beat out of him.

"Come on Scott" Stiles encouraged under his breath, giving his phone a nervous glance at the climbing numbers, "stay calm. Stay calm".

"I don't think this is like a massage" she muttered sarcastically, "he could wolf out and kill these guys".

"Not if he thinks of Allison" Stiles said, letting out another wince as Scott got a well-aimed kick to his chest, "she grounds him".

"An anchor" she whispered under her breath, focusing on Scott and finding herself hoping he would be able to control it. She was rooting for him. If anyone deserved control, it was Scott. He deserved every chance he could get in this fucked up world.

"Hey!" a sudden voice exclaimed next to her, "stop it right now. What do you idiots think you're doing?!"

Mr Harris was an unwelcome addition to this audience, his beady eyes narrowed and suspicious as he looked at Scott on the ground, his face bloody and bruised as he finally sat up, the four jocks running off into the distance. The creepy chemistry teacher then turned his steely stare to her and Stiles – Stiles who was grinning as he held up his phone, the numbers on the screen falling fast.

"The three of you-" Mr Harris pointed, "-after school detention. Now".

"Excuse me?" she scoffed, "this was their shit show" pointing an annoyed finger between the two best friends, "I had nothing to do with any of this".

"You're a Hale" Mr Harris grumbled, his expression pinched tight with annoyance, "you're always in the middle of something. I read your previous school's transcripts".

"So?" she rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest, "I was a delight to teach".

"You commandeered a teacher's car and drove it through the bike shed".

"That was a misunderstanding!"

He was unimpressed with her backchat, brushing past her to pull Scott up by the elbow of his hoody, taking a rag from his pocket and handing it to him to stop the blood from pouring from his nose, his lips thin and white as they didn't do as they were told.

"Detention. Now".

She scoffed under her breath, sending Stiles an unimpressed look who simply gulped in response, nervously pocketing his phone.

"This is all your fault".

"I accept that" he nodded in response, lifting a hand to awkwardly scratch the back of his neck, watching with careful eyes as she turned on her heel and stalked away in front of them, clearly not very happy – with what, Stiles could only assume with everything. From the incident last night to their awkward encounter at lunch to this.

Kayla kept at least ten steps ahead of them, brimming with a quiet furiousness as Mr Harris hung back behind them all, making sure they didn't run off, like he was herding sheep. She pretended to ignore their very existences behind her as she pulled her phone from her pocket, sending Allison a quick text to let her know she wasn't needing a ride as she had been given after school detention and didn't know how long it would last.

Allison's reply was quick, the one-line reading 'what did you do this time?'

'It's a long story' she texted back, choosing to be nice and keep Scott out of this, knowing Allison wouldn't be happy he got into a fight, especially given his recent behaviour. That boy was walking on thin ice as it was, she wasn't about to send a wrecking ball through their relationship.

As they walked, despite the small gap between her and Scott and Stiles, she was able to hear their conversation as clear as day – both lacking decorum. In fact, it was a miracle their talk of werewolves and hunters hadn't been heard by anyone not in the know.

"Dude, you did it" Stiles congratulated loudly, "see? Allison keeps you in control. Derek was wrong".

"She makes me stronger".

"Apparently so. Hey, maybe this whole love thing isn't overrated after all".

"So, this full moon… all I have to do is think of Allison and I won't go out and kill anyone?"

"Well, uh… let's not try to run before you can walk, heh. I'm still chaining your little werewolf ass up. Mainly because it's me you usually try and kill".

"Yeah. Sorry about that".

"Just let's not make me target practice in the future, alright?"

"I'll try" Scott chuckled, their voices fading for a few seconds before he spoke again, "um… so what are you going to do about, well…"

She could feel Scott's gaze bore into the back of her head as they walked, Stiles' soon joining his, but she just ignored them both, pretending she couldn't hear a word they were saying.

"W-What do you mean?" Stiles spluttered, feigning ignorance.

"Stiles, you have to do something" Scott insisted, "you can't just kiss someone and not talk about it".

She could feel the indecisiveness rolling off him in waves, a nervous kind of energy surrounding him and making him jumpy, clearly very far out of his comfort zone.

"I'm pretty good at ignoring my problems, actually. It's worked so far".

"Well, it's not going to work for this" Scott insisted, "dude, seriously, just ask her out. I know you want to".

Kayla listened intently; her expression twisted into deep thought. Did he want to, really? Or was she just the next best thing he could get because Lydia was unavailable? She wasn't going to be somebody's second choice.

"I-I can't" Stiles whispered, his voice a little sad and disappointed.

"Why?"

'Yeah, why Stiles?' she thought bitterly, pursing her lips in quiet anger as she walked.

"Because I like her dude, okay? I really really like her and I just don't think I could handle the rejection if she said no. That would suck. And I don't want to lose her as a friend either. So yeah, kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place".

She didn't know what she expected, but it wasn't that. In fact, she could think of a hundred other reasons Stiles could've told Scott that was nowhere near what he said. Colour her surprised. A feather could've blown at her and knocked her over she was so shocked.

She felt the bitterness that had built up inside her slowly ebb away at his hushed words, starting to feel a little bad for her behaviour. She was aggressive and mean, not realising that maybe he was confused and overwhelmed by his feelings – feelings that she didn't expect were so serious. She thought maybe he was just attracted to her for her looks, because she was pretty to look at and not much else. She put his shyness and tongue-tied behaviour around her down to his inability to talk to girls. She, wrongly, assumed he just thought she would be an easy lay like most of the people she had encountered.

Turns out, she was wrong.

He liked her.

Not because she was pretty. Not because she flirted. Not because she was confident and secure in her sexuality. No. He liked her because she was just, simply, herself.

She swallowed back the sudden onslaught of surprise she felt, tuning out of their conversation as she opened the door into the chemistry lab, Mr Harris' classroom, and took a quiet seat at one of the tables near the front, grabbing a notepad and pen from her bag that she dumped on the table next to her.

What the hell was she meant to do with this information? She supposed it was her own fault for listening in to conversations that were not meant to for her. Yeah, well, lesson learnt 'miss karma' - what a bitch. Now she was stuck knowing stuff she didn't want to know. She wished she could go back to thinking Stiles was just simply crushing on her for her looks, not that he was falling for her.

She didn't do feelings. She didn't cope well with feelings, whatsoever. When she felt things, she felt them intensely and all-consuming and, as such, they became difficult to regulate. The fact she spent nearly a year spiralling after her brother and fathers' death proved that. She almost died herself because the grief became too much, unable to manage her own thoughts, behaviours and emotions in a healthy way.

Same with Aiden. Their 'relationship' – well, if you can even call it that – was abusive and volatile, filled with so many lows and co-dependency that when things were simply okay, she took that as if she was riding a tidal high, finding herself loving him even though they were not suited for each other one bit. Then, when things were really bad, they were close to killing each other multiple times – in fact, she was surprised they didn't. They would go from hating each other to loving one another in such a toxic way, she didn't know that normal relationships weren't meant to work that way. Her formulative years experiencing the worst possible moments, cementing the idea in her head that relationships were a bad thing that was to be avoided at all costs. She didn't know it wasn't normal to have sex with someone she loathed. She didn't know it wasn't normal to argue with your partner multiple times a day. She didn't know it wasn't normal to feel fear with the person you let into your life, your heart, your bed…

Aiden was a complicated guy. Their relationship was complicated. She became a complicated person because of knowing him. They spiralled together, bringing out the worst in one another. Then, when she finally left him, she was left with the baggage of what their time together created. Not just a need for alcohol. Not just the impact of having to deal with the grief she had delayed through substances. Not just a dependence on drugs or the trauma from their fights, physical and destructive, but from the life they made-

No!

She refused to go there, shaking away those thoughts from her head. She wasn't going to think about that, too scared to feel what she knew she would if she let those emotions back in.

This is why she was the way she was. Why she shut herself off, refusing to feel anything too deeply. Because she knew, if she felt anything – good or bad – she was vulnerable. And Kayla hated being vulnerable.

She had learnt that the best way to live was by surviving – just surviving. Floating through life, avoiding the epic highs and disappointing lows. Simply just existing. She didn't know how else to function.

Unfortunately, realising Stiles' feelings were more serious than she thought came with the sudden burden of how to deal with her own. Feelings that, before today, she was able to play off. The cage around her heart starting to open.

She promised herself she wouldn't fall for anyone. Convinced herself that she could have casual relations because those were simple and uncomplicated, right? That's what she hoped she could have with Stiles. He was sweet and cute, someone she genuinely liked hanging with… a friend. Instead of falling for him, she thought she could simply flirt with him, hook up with him, keep things cool and rational.

But she knew, after today, that wasn't going to happen. Stiles would want more. He would want the whole package which was to be expected. He wasn't damaged like her… his view on the world and relationships not skewed by trauma. And, as such, this realisation had a knock-on effect on her. Knowing that he liked her as much as he did, inside her head she felt safe enough to admit she liked him too. How much? She wasn't sure. But enough that she felt something warm stir inside her chest, like something was slowly beginning to awaken inside her.

She broke away from her thoughts as Mr Harris began writing 'detention' on the board with chalk, the annoying squeal setting her teeth on edge as she sent him a disdainful glare to his back.

Scott and Stiles had too taken their seats on the table directly next to her, Stiles the closest. She didn't know if it was intentional or pure coincidence, but regardless it was now her that was starting to feel a little awkward.

How could she deal with this?

Should she nip it in the bud, turn him down? Start going out with other people? Follow through on hanging out with Brian to take her mind of things? Or should she just let things run their course and see what happens?

Stiles caught her looking, nervously meeting her gaze with shy eyes as he tapped his fingers along the desk, his foot jumping against the footrest of the stool. It looked like he was wanting to say something, his lips pursed and puckered but, as the seconds ticked by, nothing came out.

"Uh… Mr Harris?" Scott asked gingerly, making Kayla and Stiles break their stares, "I think I need more tissue"

The rag that Mr Harris had originally given him was drenched in blood, the excess blood beginning to drip to the table below.

The chemistry teacher simply nodded his head towards the door, indicating silently that Scott could leave for a few brief moments to get some more tissue, which he did, holding his head back with a hand under his nose as he left.

The classroom was silent, Mr Harris taking a seat at his desk as he began to pull out wads of homework from his briefcase, using his free time to babysit three teens and do some marking which, Kayla thought, summed up the fact he had no social life whatsoever.

She turned her head downwards, scribbling and doodling in her notebook as she ignored the growing tension – apparently, Stiles wasn't the only one good at ignoring problems.

However, to her surprise, just a few seconds later, Stiles had begun 'pssssting' at her to try and grab her attention, something she frowned at as she turned her head towards him.

"Yes Stiles?"

He swallowed nervously, casting a careful glance towards Mr Harris' desk to make sure he was preoccupied before turning back to her, a regretful glint shining in his stare.

"I… I'm sorry" he whispered, much to her astonishment, his expression genuinely regretful, "I… I did a crappy thing and I'm sorry. You deserve to hate me".

"I don't hate you Stiles" she mumbled, "so don't worry".

He breathed a visible sigh of relief, wiping the sweat from his brow as he gave her a gentle but somewhat awkward half smile, struggling again to find his voice.

"I promise… if we ever… uh, again-" he fumbled over his words, pink spottles covering his cheeks, "-um… I won't run off".

She simply raised an eyebrow, unamused. "I'm flattered" she whispered sarcastically, making Stiles bite back a groan of annoyance at himself.

She continued with her doodling, absentmindedly tracing lines and patterns across the paper, but it seemed Stiles, as persistent as ever, wasn't done. Where this sudden confident streak had come from to talk to her again, she didn't know. He dipped his head behind his grey backpack on the table, starting to 'psssst' her again.

"Stiles" she stated with an eyeroll, "I'm not a cat. I have a name, y'know".

"Right. Sorry" he winced, "Kayla, uh… I just uh… y'know earlier, when you agreed to go out with Brian… that was just… just a spur of the moment thing right? You're not actually going to go out with him, are you?"

"I don't know".

He didn't seem to like that answer, his brows knitting together in displeasure.

"You can't really be that stupid, can you?"

"Oh, I'm the stupid one here, am I?" she snapped back, making Stiles jump slightly at her tone.

"You're not stupid. Your decisions are" he whispered, his gaze turning a little softer, "trust me, Brian is not a nice guy. Remember Lydia's party? You were totally out of it and he was still going to have sex with you regardless. You could do so much better than him".

"Hm" she muttered, not really wanting to get into this right now.

"Kayla, please…" Stiles continued, his voice wavering a little as he was bordering on begging her to reconsider, "please don't…"

To her surprise, he looked genuinely distressed by the idea of her even entertaining Brian's advances, his gaze hurt and full of worry. Worry? She wondered why he was worried… did he not think she could hold her own against someone like Brian Murdock? Because, trust her, she had handled much worse.

"... You're worth so much more than that scumbag" he continued, using her silence as a way to continue speaking, desperate to change her mind, "and I... I couldn't... I just... I..."

He was fumbling over his words, clearly not knowing what to say but the desperation had won him over, willing to do anything to make her see sense.

"I... I can't stand the idea of you... of you... with... with..."

She didn't know what to say, holding his gaze for several seconds but just as she was about to open her mouth, not really sure what she was going to say back, the classroom door opened and Scott shuffled back in, holding a fresh tissue to his nose.

Her and Stiles broke their stare, watching as Scott came to take his seat and Mr Harris shot them all a suspicious look, a deep resentment burning in his gaze. She decided to end the conversation with Stiles there, not really sure where it was going, turning back to her notepad to resume her mindless doodling.

Well... what she had thought was mindless doodling. Instead of indistinguishable scribbles, there was just one word being repeated over and over again, stretching across both open pages.

ALPHA.

The pen loosened from her grip, tipping sideways and slowly rolling across the table before falling to the floor, grabbing the attention of Scott and Stiles who peered across at her curiously.

She didn't turn to face them, looking down at the pages with wide eyes, her heart thumping erratically against her ribcage. A desperate panic surging through her veins as she realised, with sickening clarity, the Alpha must've done something to her. Form a connection with her, get in her head – something. And that something wasn't good.

That realisation was followed by a sharp pain across her hairline, right where her cut was from the accident. A stinging, burning twinge causing her hand to quickly fly to her head, letting out a loud wince as she screwed her eyes shut, expecting to see darkness but instead was consumed by fire.

The flames were bright and all consuming, licking across her skin as the heat began to seep and melt her from the inside out, terrified screams and shouts fading in the distance. Feelings of intense pain, and rage, coursed through her veins – feelings that she knew didn't belong to her. Whosever they belonged to were dark and hateful, a kind of darkness that she hadn't felt in a long time. Murderous intent clawing its way through her very soul.

The Alpha was vengeful.

She broke free from the break from reality with a strangled gasp, beads of sweat seizing her skin as she looked around in panic, her skin still tingling from the crackling flames.

Scott and Stiles were looking at her in concern, both boys on the edge of their seats as Mr Harris peered over the tops of his glasses, his face tight with annoyance.

"I have to go" she muttered, her voice barely above a whisper as she grabbed her bag and started to hastily shove her notebooks back in, "I-I need to leave".

She stood, the stool scraping loudly across the floor as she threw her bag over her shoulder and started to make a beeline towards the door, but Mr Harris stood quickly, pointing an angry finger at her.

"Miss Hale, sit back down".

She ignored him, suddenly feeling too claustrophobic in that room, her chest tight as she escaped the classroom, Mr Harris' annoyed shouts following her but she didn't care, her feet hurrying into a run to push the double doors open at the end of the corridor and escape into the fresh air.

What the hell was happening to her?

Something happened in that accident… something she didn't remember. What happened during those seconds, or minutes, the Alpha was on top of her? What did he do to her when she was passed out unconscious?

She tried to catch her breath, placing her shaky hands on her knees as she took her time to regulate her breathing, not wanting the panic to take her over completely. She wasn't a panic type of person. So used to being levelheaded and borderline dissociated.

Once her breathing had evened out, she stood up, gazing across the empty grounds of the school. She didn't know what was happening, but she knew one person that might. One person that could help her figure this out.

She grabbed her busted up phone from the back pocket of her shorts, with shaky fingers quickly opening up Derek's contact details and pressing 'call'.

"Derek?" she asked as soon as he answered the call, "I… I need your help. We have a problem".


"No".

"Kayla-"

"No" she stated with a stubborn shake of her head, "I'm not going in there".

Here they sat in Derek's Camaro outside Beacon Hill hospital's long term care facility, Derek having picked her up from school as she told him everything that had just happened – her weird connection with the Alpha.

"He could help".

"How?" she exclaimed, "he's basically comatose".

"He's getting better" Derek insisted, "it's slow, but there's an improvement. He knows a lot more than I do".

"He's not going to get better Derek" she exclaimed, "Uncle Peter is fucked. He's fucked. He got burned so bad he can't even wipe his own ass. How could he possibly help us?"

Derek blew out a small puff of air, his gaze unwavering from hers.

"You said you saw fire, right? Well, what if this Alpha… what if it's one of us?"

"What?" she asked, not following his train of thought, "one of us?"

"A Hale".

"Unlikely" she scoffed, "we got wiped out. No one could've escaped that fire".

"Peter did" Derek insisted, "and-"

He cut himself off, like he realised he almost let slip something he wasn't supposed to say, raising her suspicions even more.

"And…?"

"And nothing" he shut her down sternly, putting that armour back on, "Peter did. Maybe someone else did too"

"So, you think the Alpha is a Hale?"

"I don't know" Derek sighed, "I hope not but… you said you had a sense of familiarity with him, right?

"Right"

"Who's more familiar than family?"

"Okay but, rational thought here, werewolves die or get hurt by fire a lot. The hunters use fire a lot. We're not the only family that had a 'tragic electrical fire'"

Derek didn't reply, turning his steely gaze to the hospital facility.

"Peter could still help. We need to try"

"I hate hospitals" she repeated with a grumble, but somewhat accepting of Derek's logic.

"I know"

She sighed but got out of the car, ignoring the uncomfortable shiver that she got down her spine as she followed Derek into the building, slipping past the empty front desk.

"Uh… you not signing in?" she asked, pointing to the logbook that rested on the desk. Derek didn't reply, heading down the long corridor which forced her to speed up to catch up with him, rolling her eyes.

Unlike her, Derek knew where he was going, his long strides leading to a room on the left near the end of the corridor. She was hesitant, hovering for a few seconds over the threshold as she saw her uncle sat in a wheelchair, back to the door, slightly slumped to the side.

This would be the first time she had seen him in over six years… never finding the confidence to visit. Scared to, as it was a reminder to all she had lost.

Derek sat on the edge of the bed and then turned to face her, beckoning her forward by patting the space on the bed next to him. She swallowed back her nerves, ignoring the voice inside her head telling her to get the hell out of here, putting it down to her hatred of hospitals, and slowly stepped past the door.

The room was bare and empty, clinical and lacking any personality. No flowers, no cards, no pictures. As if Peter had been completely forgotten about.

A rush of sadness hit her like a ton of bricks, regret bubbling up inside her as she took a careful seat next to Derek. She couldn't imagine what Peter was going through… trapped in his own mind and body, having lost most of his family. It must be torture. It must be so frigging lonely…

Maybe she should've visited before.

Derek slowly reached out, grabbing the arm of the wheelchair and spinning it around, the sudden sight of her Uncle Peter's wide, lifeless eyes making her jump a little. One side of his face disfigured and scarred; his skin having melted from his body.

"I need your help" Derek said quietly, "we need your help".

Kayla didn't know how much help someone in Peter's position could be, especially seeing the state of him with her own two eyes, but she let Derek continue to ask his questions, covering all his bases.

As Derek spoke, Kayla just stayed quiet and watched her uncle Peter for any signs of awareness or realisation, expecting to see him twitch or blink but there was nothing. As if his charred body was just an empty vessel. She didn't see him in there at all, his very essence and personality burned from him.

When she was little, she saw him most summers. He was always a little strange and eccentric, but she liked that. She had gravitated towards him, finding something familiar and accepting within him. For whatever reason, her parents didn't like that. Keeping him at arm's length and never really letting her spend time alone with him. She had always asked why her daddy and her uncle Peter never saw eye to eye, but she never got a response, her dad just telling her it was complicated and nothing for her to worry her pretty little head about.

She got that same feeling now. The very same feeling she had when she was little. That pull to him, like something inside her felt at home and accepted with him.

Before she could look too much into it, they got interrupted by a redhead nurse, her expression disapproving and annoyed as she caught them, just as Derek had started shouting in frustration.

"Let him go" she chastised, storming into the room as Derek had grabbed Peter's arms, "you think after six years of this, yelling at him is going to get a response?"

"Worth a shot" Kayla shrugged, not liking this nurse's tone, "might be more useful that what you've all done for six years".

The redhead sent her a glare, "it doesn't work like that".

"Well, do you have a better method?" Derek ground out through gritted teeth.

"Yes. Patience. He'll respond if you give him time".

"We don't have time" Kayla said, "we need him to speak. Now".

"I'm afraid that's not going to happen" the nurse said, "and, in the best interest of my patient, I'm going to have to tell you to leave".

Derek sent her a look of frustration but nodded, standing up and waiting for her to do the same.

"We're family" Kayla insisted, not backing down, "you can't kick us out".

"Family?" the nurse asked, her tone sharp and snippy, "I've worked here since before he came to our facility. He never gets any visitors. That doesn't sound like family to me".

Kayla was ready to throw fists, her anger rising from a solid 3 to a high 10 as she went to snap something back, but Derek placed a hand on her shoulder, a silent warning to stay quiet.

"Fine" she mumbled, "we'll leave".

She stood up, turning to face her Uncle Peter one last time. His expression hadn't changed, nor did the look in his eyes – still empty and vague. However, when she looked at him, she felt a stronger kind of pull to him, like visiting him had awoken something that had long been buried.

A/N) I am on a rolllllllll… haha. I like these varied chapters, and I like having more friendship building, it's fun. I hope you all liked, and are still loving Kayla and Stiles and the wee twists going on. I'm loving rewriting it for you all. Thanks for your continued support and I would really appreciate it if you could leave your thoughts, it makes my day – thank you and see you soon

Chapter 23: Murderous rage

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form – sadly. I hope you like this next installment :)

Leaving Beacon Hills long term care facility, she couldn't shake the feeling that something wasn't right.

What that something was, she didn't know, but the feeling in her gut was telling her she should be uneasy and unnerved - which she definitely was. The hairs on the back of her neck standing on end.

She followed Derek from the building and down the path, his shoulders tense and his fists in a tight ball, clearly biting back his frustrations.

She stayed quiet, keeping a few steps behind him as she kept throwing confused glances behind her, trying to pinpoint her feelings of unease. She supposed it could be the sudden shock of seeing her Uncle Peter after all this time. Or maybe the fact she was in yet another hospital, which she hated with a passion. Or, potentially, the fact she was missing a massive piece of the puzzle - an Alpha shaped sized piece. A small part of herself feeling like she should know the answer... like it was right in front of her face.

They got to Derek's car but, before she could climb in, she noticed her older cousin had stopped and grabbed something from his windshield.

"You get a ticket?" she asked, knowing that wouldn't help with Derek's annoyance even though he had more than enough money to pay it, frowning down at the bit of paper in his hands.

Derek's entire demeanour shifted, suddenly becoming uptight and paranoid, his suspicious stare pinpointing around the parking lot.

"Derek...?"

He folded the bit of paper up, nodding his head silently for her to get in the car. Surprisingly, she did without argument, climbing into the passengers seat and turning her gaze towards Derek, an eyebrow cocked in wondering.

He simply handed her the piece of paper which she opened, seeing a copy of a police report of a dead deer. A dead deer with a spiral painted on it in its own blood.

"Revenge" she muttered, tracing the spiral with her fingers, "why was this left on your windshield?"

"That's what brought Laura back" Derek said, his lips a thin tight line, "and I think I know who the Alpha is".

"What? Who?" she asked, her eyes zig zagging across the page, "it doesn't say who killed it".

"No. But it does say who found it".

She frowned, gaze skimming across the paper to see the name 'Dr Alan Deaton' in big bold letters, title being 'veterinarian'.

"Wait... this is Scott's boss, right?"

Derek started up the engine, the exhaust spluttering to life as he spun from the parking lot, his fingers gripped tightly around the steering wheel.

"It's him" Derek ground out between his teeth, "or he knows who is".

"Or maybe he just found a dead deer".

"There's too many coincidences" her cousin said, "I've heard Laura mention his name before, I just didn't think anything of it. Then the spiral on the deer. Now the fact he knows Scott. I can't ignore this".

"It doesn't make any sense" she shook her head, "I don't know this dude. And I thought you said my connection or whatever would mean I knew him".

Derek's features were pinched and hard, his green gaze hyper focused on the road as he hit at least twenty above the speed limit, his grip jerking the wheel to side as they flew around corners.

"We'll soon find out" was all he said, clearly not wanting to hear her logic.

She could tell Derek was in a bad mood, the anger rolling off him in waves, the taunt of the police report just adding to his annoyance - like it was a reminder that he had yet to find out who the Alpha was.

"So, what, you're going over there to tie him up and beat a confession out of him?" she snorted, expecting Derek to be a little bit more level-headed than that.

He remained silent, his non reply telling her everything she needed to know.

"You're going over there to tie him up and beat a confession out of him, aren't you?"

"Yes".

Blunt and straightforward. A common trait among Hales.

"Scott will be pissed, y'know".

"Yes".

Another common trait with Hales - their inability to care what other people thought.

"Hm. Can I come?"

"No" he grumbled, throwing her a hardened look from the corner of his eye, "I'm taking you home".

"Why?"

"Because you're not getting caught up in the middle of this".

"I already am in 'the middle of all this'" she reminded him, pointing to the cut on her head, "and you can't do this alone. If he really is the Alpha, he could kill you".

"Or maybe I'll kill him first".

"Is that your plan?" she asked, "find the Alpha, kill him and take the Alpha status for yourself?"

Derek didn't reply, his gaze steely on the road.

"Oh my god" she muttered in realisation, "it totally is, isn't it? You want to be an Alpha".

"I didn't say that".

"You implied it" she argued, narrowing her eyes accusingly, "is this your plan?"

"No" he shook his head, "it's not my plan. But I think the only way to stop him is to kill him, and I don't think Scott has it in him. Do you?"

"No, of course not. Scott wouldn't harm a fly".

"My point exactly".

"Anyway-" she shrugged, crossing her arms stubbornly, "-I'm not going home. I refuse".

"Oh, you refuse?"

"I do" she nodded firmly, "we're family. We're in this together. If he kills you, he kills me".

Derek cocked an eyebrow but she saw the ghost of a smirk playing on his lips.

"You're lying".

"Of course I'm lying" she joked, "if he kills you, im outta there. Each man for his own right?"

Derek sighed, but she could tell he was considering her proposal, his stubbornness slowly starting to wear down.

"Fine" he said, "but you're waiting in the car".

"I'm not".

"You are".

"Make me" she challenged, making him raise his eyebrows.

"I will lock you in the car".

"I'll break a window".

He rolled his eyes, exasperated with her childish behaviour.

"You're very annoying, has anyone ever told you that?"

"Pretty much everyone I've ever met" she smirked, seeming proud of that fact, "just give in Derek. I'll always win this argument".

He rolled his eyes but never retorted back, Kayla knowing that she had worn him down enough to let her tag along, imagining herself punching the air in silent victory.

It didn't take much longer for them to get to the veterinarian clinic, Derek's car screeching to a violent stop outside it.

"Just stay behind me, okay?"

She rolled her eyes as she climbed from the car, sending him an exasperated look.

"I can take care of myself y'know".

"I know" Derek mumbled, "but just because you can, doesn't mean you should. Stay behind me".

She mocked his words silently but followed him none the less into the building, opening the front door that had a sign across it saying 'closed', that annoying chime tinkling overhead as they did.

"Scott, you're late again" an amused voice called out as they silently made their way through to the back, "I hope this isn't starting to be a habit".

She kept behind Derek as he rounded the corner, glaring into the room where the man's voice belonged to.

"Oh. Can I help you?"

She, naturally, didn't do as she was told, stepping next to Derek with her own calculating and curious expression on her face, seeing the man gaze across at them in surprise and - dare she say it - a little bit of recognition.

"Hope so" Derek said steely, "I want to know about the animal you found with a spiral on its side".

The veterinarian swallowed nervously, his stare flitting between the two of them in slight panic.

"Excuse me? What animal?"

"The deer. Three months ago" Derek said, pulling the bit of paper from his pocket, opening it up to hold it up for the stranger to see, "you remember this?"

She remained quiet, watching his expression change to forced relaxation, anxiously crossing his arms across his chest.

"Oh yes. It's just a deer. And I didn't find it. They called me because they wanted to know if I had ever seen something like that before".

"Your name's on the police report" she interrupted, trying to catch him out even though, deep in her gut, she didn't feel like it was him. He didn't strike her as evil, or even supernatural.

The veterinarian's stare moved to meet hers, that flare of recognition returning to his eyes.

"Yes. Because I consulted on the case".

"Not what that bit of paper says" she shrugged, "it says you found it".

"What is this all about?" he chuckled nervously, "what interest do you have in a dead deer?"

"I want to know what you think it means" Derek stated, his patience wearing thin, "the spiral".

"I... I don't know" he replied, "graffiti?"

Derek's hand crumpled the bit of paper up, slowly walking into the room much to the veterinarian's panic, taking a small step back as Derek approached.

"Did you hear that?"

"What?" he asked, stepping behind the silver examination table, putting as much distance between him and Derek as he could.

"That's the sound of your heartbeat rising".

"Derek" she hissed, quickly following behind him and grabbing the back of his leather jacket, "shut up".

"Look... I don't know what you're going on about-"

"It's a sign you're lying" Derek growled, grabbing the lapels of the veterinarian's white coat and pulling him over the silver table.

"Oh for the love of god" she muttered under her breath, rolling her eyes as Derek clenched a fist and sent it barrelling towards his face, "is violence your typical go to response to everything?"

He didn't reply, grabbing the disorientated veterinarian and throwing him into the opposite wall, breaking a bunch of cabinets and trays as he fell to the floor.

"Okay, whoa, slow down" she stepped in front of Derek, placing her hands on his chest, "enough. You're gonna kill the guy".

"That's the plan".

"Look" she snapped, stopping him with all her strength before he could step forward and continue his relentless beatings, "I hate being the voice of reason here because, let's face it, when am I ever reasonable, but this is ridiculous. He's not the Alpha".

Derek exhaled a quick puff of air through his nose, his fists still clenched at his sides, his eyes briefly flashing a bright blue.

"He could be".

"How?" she exclaimed, glancing at the poor guy unconscious on the floor, "he's bleeding and unconscious. Plus, he didn't put up much of a fight".

"You know we don't heal the same when we're unconscious" Derek argued, "he could be deliberately not letting himself heal to throw us off".

"Or, humour me-" she rolled her eyes, finally dropping her grip from his chest, "-you were wrong".

He looked at her, bordering on offended, "I'm not wrong. He was lying. I heard his heartbeat".

"Yeah, 'cause he was scared shitless. Derek-"

He cut her off, waving his arm out, "go find some rope. I'm tying him up".

He didn't let her speak, pushing her to the side as he bent down to pick the veterinarian up and place him on a plastic chair, putting him in the middle of the room.

She knew Derek, like all Hales, were stubborn and unrelenting, not willing to trust something so easily so did as he asked, searching through the drawers until she came across some thin white rope and passed it to Derek who quickly secured the guys hands behind the back of the computer chair.

"Great plan" she remarked sarcastically, "now what?"

"We wait for him to wake up".

She noticed the poor guy was completely out of it, his head lulling against his chest, a deep cut scraped along his cheek and blood pooling across the side of his head.

"Why? So you can punch him some more?"

He sent her an unamused glare, "do you ever stop talking?"

"No".

He rolled his eyes, standing in the corner of the room as he glared at the veterinarian with suspicious, steely eyes. On edge and clearly waiting for him to wake up and transform into some ugly, monsterous, big bad werewolf.

"Scott's going to be furious" she smirked, "dude loves his boss".

"Will he still love him if he finds out he turned him against his will and tried to kill all his friends?"

"Depends how much he wants a father figure in his life".

Derek rolled his eyes, pointing to the tied up man, "he's involved somehow, I just know it".

"If you're wrong about this, you'll be thrown in jail again".

"That's a risk I'm willing to take".

"Is that your kink?" she joked, "getting tied up".

He threw her a dirty look through the darkened room, clearly not in the mood to be joking around.

"Top tip - remove that stick from your ass. You're already getting frown marks and I don't know how well werewolves take to Botox".

He still never responded, his jaw clenched and his lips in a thin line.

"Nevermind" she mumbled with an eye roll, "clearly I'm just talking to myself".

They stayed in silence for the next ten minutes, both hovering in a state of anxiousness as they waited to see if Derek was right - if this stranger was, in fact, the Alpha.

Eventually though, Derek sighed. His gaze somewhat softer and curious as he looked up at her.

"You don't get any feelings off him, do you?"

She shook her head, not getting any strange of familiar vibes from the veterinarian - something Derek thought she may do, considering the Alpha had formed a 'connection' with her.

"He could be hiding it" he said, deep in thought.

"Is that possible to do?"

"Yes" he nodded his head, making her worst nightmare come true - that her intuition wasn't reliable. That she could come across the Alpha in human form and be none the wiser. And, for whatever reason, when he confirmed that, her brain went straight to her Uncle Peter.

"About Peter..." she started hesitantly, not really sure what she was trying to say, "when uh... when exactly did he start getting better?"

"It's not him".

"I didn't say it was".

"You implied it".

"I was just asking a question" she huffed, "don't bite my head off".

"If it was him, I'd know" Derek said quietly, "and he's not left that hospital in nearly six years. I check his records".

"Okay" she sighed, too fed up to argue with her cousin just as the veterinarian started to stir, wincing as he began to open his eyes and look around.

Kayla stayed back by the door, folding her arms across her chest as she supervised Derek... y'know, just to stop him from killing the poor guy.

"Oh god... oh god..."

"Are you protecting someone?"

"Look, the key to the drugs cabinet is in my pocket. Take whatever you want".

"I don't want drugs. I want to know why you're lying".

"Derek" she warned, watching him begin to shake with anger, approaching the veterinarian with malicious intent, "cool it".

"I don't know what you're talking about-ah" he exclaimed fearfully as Derek grabbed the arms of the chair and picked him up, his feet dangling off the floor, "what are you doing to me? What do you want?"

"Derek" she chastised yet again, stepping forward and grabbing the chair from behind and pulling it to the floor, "you want to use violence? That's fine by me. But use it on someone that deserves it. I really don't think he's the Alpha".

He was glaring at her from over the top of Dr Deaton's head, his hands still clenched around the arms of the chair as if he was getting ready to throw it, where as she held onto the back of it, using all her strength to stop Derek from tossing him like a rag doll like she knew he wanted to. She simply matched his glare with one of her own, her expression tight with warning.

"What the hell are you doing?!"

Both she and Derek turned their fiery stares to the source of the unexpected voice: Scott McCall.

"My sentiments exactly" she grumbled, still gripping the back of the chair as Scott rushed into the room, "apparently my cousin likes getting himself arrested".

"Scott, get out of here" Derek demanded, sending a punch careening towards Dr Deaton and knocking him unconscious, "and take her with you".

"Her?" she butted in, cocking an unamused brow at Derek, "her?"

"I know what I'm doing" Derek ground out, "trust me".

"Trust you?" Scott scoffed, "look at what you're doing".

"Look, when he's conscious, he can keep himself from healing, but unconscious, it's much more difficult".

Scott threw her a confused look, clearly very way out of the loop.

"What the hell is he talking about?"

"He thinks he's the Alpha" Kayla rolled her eyes, much to Scott's alarm, "I think he's wrong. Wanna join in on the bet?"

Scott's jaw dropped, turning his gaze to Derek.

"It's not him".

"We don't know that for certain" Derek insisted, "you want to know what the spiral means, Scott? It's our sign for a vendetta, for revenge. It means he won't stop killing until he's satisfied. If it's him-" he continued, turning his glare down to the terrified veterinarian, "-he's responsible for a lot of deaths. We need to find out".

Derek raised his fist, clearly very eager to prove his point by beating the veterinarian close to death but before he could, Scott suddenly grabbed his arm in a vice like grip. Both she and Derek looked at Scott in alarm, seeing him fully transformed: his claws sharp and digging into Derek's arm, thick dark hair having suddenly sprouted from his jaw and face, fangs sharp and eyes a brilliant glowing amber.

She smirked, knowing Scott had it in him to control what many others couldn't, using his strength to snarl at Derek before pushing him away from Dr Deaton.

Derek, however, wasn't that trusting. He grabbed her arm, pulling her back and away from Scott, like he thought the teenager was going to completely lose it and go ape shit, tearing apart everyone in sight.

She rolled her eyes at Derek's paranoia, pointing to Scott who was already starting to transform back.

"Relax" she scoffed, "he's in control and I'm not a porcelain doll".

Scott turned his furious stare to Derek, "hit him again, then you'll see me really get angry".

Both males were locked in an intense harsh glare, both as stubborn and unrelenting as the other.

"Do you want me to get a tape measurer?" she smirked with an eye roll, "y'know... for this dick measuring competition, or whatever this is".

Scott sent one last warning glare to Derek before moving towards the drawers and getting some sterile wipes and some tissues, hurrying back to his boss to clear the blood from his face and tend to his wounds.

"Why did you let him do this?" Scott murmured, a little hurt and betrayed as she shot her a quick glance, "he could've killed him".

"I wouldn't let that happen" she said, "but, unfortunately, this was the one lead he had. We had to check it out".

Derek, as inpatient as ever, had started huffing along with his persistent pacing, not liking the time Scott was taking looking after his boss and barged towards them.

"Do you have a plan?"

"... Give me an hour".

"To do what?"

Scott sighed, "to prove its not him. Meet me at the school parking lot".

She could tell Derek was furious, his expression tight and exasperated with the younger werewolf before turning his stare to Kayla.

"I want you to go with Scott. Keep an eye on him" he instructed, talking about the poor guy as if he wasn't even there, "make sure his plan doesn't suck".

"Excuse me" she muttered, "you can't boss me around like that".

"I can, and I just did" Derek replied sharply before turning back to Scott, "but I'm keeping the vet".


"Hop on".

Kayla simply quirked a brow at Scott who was already sitting on his bike, ready and raring to go.

"You want me to sit on your handlebars?" she asked dubiously, "what are we, 10?"

"Uh... sorry. I haven't saved up enough for a motorbike yet".

"I'll just Uber it".

"We don't have time Kayla. Derek agreed to an hour. After that, Deaton could be in real danger".

She knew she didn't have much of a choice, giving in and making her way over to Scott and his bike who, bless him, offered her his one and only helmet.

"I'll be fine" she smiled, climbing onto the bars, "just don't crash. Remember, I don't heal like you do".

"I'll try not to".

He took off, pedalling quickly down the road as he leaned around her to see, expertly dodging parked cars and traffic.

"Where are we going anyway?" she asked through the rush of wind whipping her hair around her face, shaking her head to try and clear her vision but was unable to use her hands, her fingers already gripping the handlebars underneath her for balance.

"Stiles'" Scott shouted back, much to her surprise.

"Why?"

"Because he has tools".

"He is a tool" she grumbled under her breath, knowing Scott could still hear her.

"Plus he has a jeep" Scott added, "if things go badly, we need a getaway car".

"That thing looks unsafe travelling at any speed above 40" she said sarcastically, "if things go tits up, I'm running".

She could feel Scott was wanting to say something, sending him hesitate from behind her as his pedalling became a little less quick and forceful.

"Spit it out Scott" she said, throwing him a look over her shoulder as he sent her a surprised look, trying to look innocent.

"What?"

"I know you want to say something, so say it".

"Uh..."

"Oh, c'mon" she smirked, "unlike the rest of my family, I don't bite".

"It's just... I... I've known Stiles since kindergarten" he began to ramble, "and I've only ever seen him care about Lydia. For years, she was all he spoke about. Lydia this and Lydia that-"

"Scott" she interrupted in frustration, her tone sharp and snippy, "if you have a point, I would suggest getting to it - quickly".

"Right. Uh..." he turned a corner unexpectedly, nearly making her slip but he grabbed her waist, pushing her back upright, "... I guess I'm just trying to say that he's different now. He doesn't speak about Lydia the same anymore. I don't even think he thinks about her all that much. Not since you got here".

"Look, Scott, I appreciate you trying to be his wingman or whatever, but it's not about Stiles. It's about me. I don't do relationships".

"I just think you two would be really good together and-"

"Really?" she chuckled, "you don't think I'd be too much for him?"

"Well..." Scott muttered awkwardly, "maybe. But totally in a good way. He clearly likes very dominant women".

She smirked, shaking her head and focusing back on the road as Scott turned another corner and cycled up Stiles' street, reaching his house and turning into his driveway.

Stiles was already out and waiting by his jeep, his expression suddenly turning to panic when he saw her. Clearly, Scott forgot to mention that little tid bit.

The bike began to slow, Scott pulling the brakes a little too hard so she lost her balance and slipped from the handlebars, face planting the concrete.

"Oh my god" Scott exclaimed, profusely apologising as he dumped his bike, ready to run over and help her up but, to her astonishment, the hands interlinking with hers to help her stand wasn't Scott's, but was in fact Stiles'.

She didn't notice at first, ready to cuss him out for his disasterous riding but, when she looked up, her annoyed expression immediately fizzled out as she realised just how close they were standing, their noses just inches apart.

Her mouth was already half open ready for a few choice words for Scott, her jaw suddenly stuck in place as his deep brown eyes, soft and magnetic, held her stare for what felt like minutes, his concerned gaze locking her in place.

She didn't know why but she felt herself softening, not wanting to pull away her hands from his reassuring grip. Unable to move or even think of something to say, suddenly feeling suspended in time. She didn't realise before, but his brown gaze was more of a melted caramel, flecks of gold swimming in his stare. It was mesmerising - almost captivating to watch.

'No Kayla' she thought to herself, 'don't do this. Not now. Not with him. Don't you let yourself let him in'

But it was like over hearing Stiles admit he liked her was a catalyst to her suddenly feeling a lot more than lust and attraction, something she hadn't felt in a long long time... or ever. Maybe not anything close to this level of spontaneity or intensity in her entire life.

Her gaze moved downwards, tracing the curves of his face until she was focused on his lips, watching the way they quivered a little, the tip of his tongue darting out to quickly wetten them.

She remembered what they tasted like... how they felt... how they were warm and soft and perfectly fitted with her own. In that second, wanting to close the gap and capture them with her own, quelling the neediness that burned through her.

"Uh... guys...?"

Scott's voice sounded muffled and isolated, like he was calling out to them from miles away but it did cause her to blink and softly shake her head, breaking her gaze from him.

Oh no... oh no... oh no...

She swallowed past the sudden tightening of her throat, pulling her hands from Stiles' hold and glancing at Scott, forcing her expression to be calm and neutral.

"Your braking needs some work" she said flatly, ignoring the sudden awkwardness that had erupted between all three of them - hers and Stiles because of the, now, very obvious tension brewing and Scott, feeling like he had just interrupted something personal and private.

"Uh... yeah, sorry" Scott apologised, his wondering stare flitting between her and Stiles, "I uh... I forgot how dodgy they were".

She could feel Stiles hovering next to her, his anxious energy infiltrating her space so she simply side stepped, putting a few feet of distance between them but daren't meet his stare, not sure what she would feel or find if she did.

"So, what's the plan?" she asked, folding her arms, "are you going to tell me now or...?"

"Right. Um..." Scott muttered, turning his stare to Stiles, "did you get the stuff I asked for?"

Stiles remained silent, simply letting out a squeak of agreement which she assumed was a 'yes', resisting a roll of her eyes.

"Good. Uh... we're going to break into the school".

She frowned, not understanding what his possible plan could be, "why?"

"Derek says I'm linked to the Alpha, right? Well, I can prove the Alpha isn't my boss by getting him to come to me. I just need the school's PA system".

At first, she honestly thought it was a joke. An ill mannered, badly timed joke which was definitely her favourite kind. She started laughing, chuckling away to herself as she pointed at Scott.

"Okay, now that's funny. Thanks for the laugh" she smirked, "so what's your real plan?"

Scott's face dropped, his already nervous and anxious look becoming crestfallen.

"Uh... that-that is my real plan".

She waited an extra few seconds for good measure, giving him time to tell her he was simply having her on, twisting her arm, yanking her chain - whatever - because there was no way he could be that stupid, right?

A few seconds came and went, Scott's face getting more and more scared and she finally realised he wasn't kidding. That was his actual plan.

"Well that's fucking stupid" she declared, not beating around the bush, "do you have a death wish?"

"Thank you" Stiles exclaimed breathlessly, the first words she had heard him speak since they got here, "it's a terrible idea".

"It will work".

"Yeah, it probably will" she half heartedly agreed, "if the plan is getting us all killed".

She slapped him upside the head, sending his floppy hair flying, letting him know just how stupid she thought - or rather knew - the plan was.

"Ow".

"You deserved that for you stupid ideas" she said, "seriously Scott, what the hell? You're going to call him out of hiding and - do what? Chit chat over tea and biscuits?"

"If I don't do something then Derek's going to kill my boss" Scott argued, "and we don't have time to think of anything else".

"Well, do you at least have weapons?"

"Uh... I think I have a bat somewhere-"

"Real weapons" she emphasised, interrupting Stiles as she cocked a brow at Scott, "because the Alpha will have real claws and real fangs".

The overwhelming silence was, very clearly, an outstanding 'no'.

"Great. Well-" she exclaimed sarcastically, clapping her hands together, "-have fun dying".

She turned on her heel and started to walk away, completely disinterested in this so called 'plan' but her conscience seemed to get the better of her, really not wanting her new found friends to die. It was hard enough for her to make decent friends, she couldn't really give up the ones she had just found to be tolerable.

She hadn't gotten far, just a few steps forward before she groaned and turned around, sighing loudly.

"If I don't come with y'all you'll definitely die" she muttered, rolling her eyes, "because this plan is ridiculously stupid".

"You've said".

"And I'll say it again" she replied to Scott, "this plan is ridiculously stupid and we're all probably going to die".

"It's a chance I have to take".

"Yeah yeah, superman, I get it" she rolled her eyes as she walked back towards them, pointing to the rusty jeep, "we doing this or what?"


She really didn't like this plan.

She thought there was a thousand better ideas than this if Scott would've just given them longer to think of one, but obviously he wasn't too eager to trust his boss' life in Derek's hands.

She couldn't blame him really... Derek did come across as untrustworthy and murderous, the leather jacket probably not helping that image, but she still couldn't help but think how ridiculous this was. Basically inviting the Alpha to come and tear them apart. Did no one in this town have any self preservation instincts at all?

She stayed mostly silent in the back of the jeep, watching Stiles and Scott bicker back and forth about the plan that - thankfully - at least Stiles thought was stupid too. Glad they could agree one one thing at least.

Several times she could feel his eyes hovering on her through the wing mirror but every time she glanced up he quickly looked away, reverting back to the epitome of awkwardness.

She didn't bother calling him out on his weird behaviour, finding herself being a little awkward too. God - she hated this side of her. Why did she have to have feelings? She didn't want them. She would rather just lock them up in a box and throw away the damn key.

Five minutes later they got to the school, skidding into the parking lot. She clambered over the seats yet again, getting out Scott's side who held the door open for her.

"If this plan gets us killed" Stiles warned, walking around to open the back door of his jeep, "I'm going to be severely pissed".

"Well, have you thought of anything better on the drive here?" Scott asked.

"Well, personally, I'm a fan of ignoring a problem until it eventually goes away".

"Yeah, we're aware" she muttered bitterly, her tone sarcastic and unamused and he simply swallowed back his embarrassment, turning his attention to the boot of his car where he grabbed the tools needed.

Just then, Derek appeared, speeding to park behind them.

"Does the plan suck?" Derek asked, climbing out the car and looking at her.

"The plans sucks" she confirmed, much to Scott's dismay, "and we're probably all going to die".

"Great" Derek muttered, stuffing his hands in his pockets as he walked over.

"Wait... where's my boss?"

Derek rolled his eyes, "he's in the back".

All three of them leaned to the side to see in Derek's back windows, seeing the veterinarian unconscious and tied up, duct tape across his mouth.

"Oh, well, he looks comfortable" Stiles muttered sarcastically.

"Better than his throat ripped out" she chimed in, ignoring the way Stiles' stare lingered on her, "you didn't rip his throat out, did you?"

"Of course I didn't".

"Okay, phew, just checking".

"Wait, where are you going?" Derek called out, watching Scott and Stiles make their way to the school.

"You said I'm linked with the Alpha, right? Well, I'm going to test that".

"Seriously, don't ask" she rolled her eyes as Derek looked at her in wondering, his eyebrow cocked. The idea too stupid to even say out loud.

"Uh... wait, um... K-Kayla...?"

To her surprise, it was Stiles' voice calling out to her, having turned back around to look at her, practically buzzing with nervous energy.

She was too surprised with his ability to even speak to her, especially in front of Derek, that she looked over, meeting his gaze.

"Um... can you, y'know, make sure your cousin doesn't perform any maiming or killing while we're gone?"

His expression was soft and gentle, clearly still nervous as he held her stare, skittishly licking his lips and she didn't know what to say back. Well, she did, but she couldn't find the words, hating the fact she was looking at him through new eyes.

Before, she didn't let herself look at him like anything more than a friend. Happy to flirt and toy with his sexual buttons, knowing exactly what ones to push, but these last few hours things were changing and she didn't know how to handle that.

She stared at him for a little longer than necessary, using everything in her to try and separate the feelings from the logic, nodding her head slightly.

"Sure" she muttered, "I'll kick his ass if need be".

For a second, she was sure she saw a playful smirk play on his lips before it had disappeared, replaced by that usual expression of anxious wondering, prying his eyes away from her and shaking his head, clumsily following Scott up the steps to the school.

She watched them for a few seconds, feeling this slight tug from inside her chest, something close to worry as they left, but shook it away and turned back to Derek who was narrowing his eyes at her, one eyebrow quirked in knowing.

"What?" she asked self consciously, feeling a little hesitant and flustered under his gaze - something she had never felt... ever.

"You know what" he said, "really? Stilinski?"

She could hear the disapproval in his voice, tight with distaste and judgement, his protective instincts ramping up a notch or two - or more like a hundred.

"No" she scoffed, trying to ignore the sudden thundering of her heart, "it's not like that".

"It better not be".

"Jeez, thanks for the disapproval dad" she mocked, "just because I don't have a dad anymore - y'know, 'cause he's dead - that doesn't mean I need another thank you very much".

"I'm just looking out for you".

"Well don't" she snapped, "it's annoying as hell. And FYI - I don't need your approval on who I want to fuck, okay?!"

His forehead creased, his eyebrows rising higher into his hairline.

"So first it's 'it's not like that' and now it's 'I want to fuck him'".

She shot him a glare, "back off".

Derek stayed silent for a few moments, leaning against Stiles' jeep, deep in thought, his thick brows furrowed in contemplation.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there to look out for you" he finally said, scuffing his feet along the tarmac, "during that year. I should've stepped up and been there for you".

Her relationship with Derek had its up and downs, but regardless, they were family and they were loyal to each other. Her fond memories of him far out weighed the bad, but despite that, she didn't realise how much bitterness she had been holding onto until he apologised.

"My mistakes were my own Derek" she said, "I'm a big girl. I'm responsible for myself".

"I know that" he sighed, "but I still should've been there".

"But you weren't" she snapped, "I lost my family - again - and you weren't there. You went back to New York".

"And I regret that".

"So, what? You're now the 'guardian' of my purity?" she ridiculed, "but just in case you didn't get the memo, I'm not all that pure. So chill".

The silence that had followed their tense exchange of words was broken by something caught between a shriek and a squeal screeching it's way over the PA system.

Derek groaned, dropping his head, "you've got to be kidding me".

"He sounded like his balls just dropped" she snorted, rolling her eyes, "you really need to do better at teaching him this werewolf thing".

"I'm trying".

"Then try harder before he gets ripped to shreds".

Their silence resumed, both leaning against the jeep as just a couple minutes later an earth shattering, ear ringing roar exploded from the speakers, loud enough to send a wave of terror down her spine. The sound, dangerous and all consuming, was a signal - a call to the Alpha.

She gulped, stepping away from the jeep and looking around nervously, trying to ignore the tingle of warning from the back of her neck.

"Idiots" Derek exclaimed in fury, "they could've alerted every werewolf in a hundred mile radius".

"Yeah... told you their plan sucked" she grumbled, crossing her arms over her chest to protect her from the chill of the night air, her bare arms and legs starting to tingle from the cold.

But something, something sinister, began creeping it's way inside her... a feeling of murderous rage, just like before in detention. The pit of her stomach screaming at her that something dangerous was coming.

She gulped, reaching out to grab a fistful of Derek's leather jacket, using it as a lifeline to tether herself to reality, a way to remind herself that this rage she was feeling wasn't her own.

"Derek... he's coming" she whispered, "the Alpha..."

Derek's posture immediately changed, stiffening into a defensive stance as he pushed her behind him, his gaze surveying the tree line.

It was too late though. She just knew - somehow - that he was here already, stalking and watching them from a distance.

"He's here..."

Then, just like earlier, that blinding rage suddenly erupted inside her, the pain in her head becoming all intense and all consuming but she couldn't fight it, quickly falling victim to its poison. The rush of vengeance souring through her very soul.

'How dare they all. How dare are they ruin us'

Fury like no other burned bright inside her, the thirst for revenge acting like a venom inside her as all she saw was red, turning to Derek and grabbing him, spinning him around and sending a well aimed punch careening to his jawline.

'Vengeance is ours'

A/N) yay another chapter haha lots of building going on, and the awkwardness between them is so cute and Kayla having the realisation of liking Stiles is something I can't wait to keep building on, especially in my favourite episode of season one - night school. Yay. And SHE WANTED TO KISS HIM AGAIN AHHHH... anyways; Thank you so much for reading and I hope you all liked and please please review and I will see you all soon :)

Chapter 24: Anchor

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form – sadly. I hope you like this next installment :)

"What the hell Kayla!"

For a brief second she did stop, looking down at her fist in surprise.

Why the hell had she just punched Derek? She had thought about it a lot because, c'mon, it was Derek after all, but she had never actually followed through on it. Well... maybe once or twice, but he had been tolerable enough lately that she hadn't felt that urge in at least a few days.

Though as soon as that rational thought crossed her mind it had gone, wiped away with all her will power and self control, looking back up at Derek and beginning to stalk towards him.

"Kayla... stop it right now" he growled, taking a few steps back as he realised what was going on, "It's the Alpha, he's messing with you".

His words didn't resonate with her at all, too hyper-focused on taking him out. 'Derek is ruining everything', she thought fiercely, 'he's being a pest, a nuisance - he should be helping me get revenge, not plotting against me'.

Her thoughts, not her own, were full of rage, darkening her beliefs.

"Kayla, I don't want to hurt you" Derek warned, his eyes flashing blue as he allowed his claws to elongate from the tips of his fingers and, although making himself dangerous and menacing, there was hesitancy in his gaze, holding himself back.

She didn't care. She found herself letting out an ear-piercing, half-crazed scream filled with fury, lunging towards him and knocking into him at such a force they both tumbled back to the tarmac. Her hands, curled into fists, was beating on his chest and face, wanting nothing but to tear him apart and draw blood. Pinning him below her, unleashing fury like she had never felt below on him.

He was trying to speak to her, to snap her from the Alphas delusions that were infiltrating and poisoning her mind but as her fists got more forceful he growled and reached out, grabbing her dainty wrists in his strong grip and threw her off him, sending her flying above his head and rolling painfully along the tarmac.

Her knees and elbows scraped across the hard ground, rolling to a stop. The hate she felt, however, fuelled her onwards, leaping to her feet and throwing herself at Derek again, her nails trying to slash at his neck and face. Acting out exactly what the Alpha wanted to do to all the others... seeking revenge.

He blocked her as best as he could without injuring her, trying to make her see reason but she was ruthless, no thought for either of their safety's as she suddenly raised a leg, kicking him square in his chest and sending him careening backwards into Stiles' jeep.

'This is it' she thought, advancing on Derek who was rubbing his chest in pain, 'this is it. Get Derek out the way and then get to Scott'.

She was just a couple of feet away from Derek, ready to unleash hell and fury down on him when a sudden shout of her name pulled her from her red hot fury, suddenly feeling like she had been dunked in icy cold water.

She blinked slowly, looking around in confusion as Derek shot her a cautious glance, his eyes still a brilliant blue, unsure and untrusting of her actions.

"Kayla" Stiles shouted again, racing down the concrete steps with Scott, drawing her bewildered stare towards him, "what's going on?"

She was speechless, unable to explain why the last minute of her life had happened, a horrible feeling twisting her gut.

"The Alpha" Derek growled, "he's here. He's controlling her".

"Wha-how?" Stiles asked, both he and Scott skidding to a stop next to them, the two boys sending her a vigilant look.

"I don't know. We need to-"

Derek's exclamation was cut off by a pained gasp, blood spurting from his nose and mouth as he got lifted into the air, all helpless but to watch the Alpha twist his claws deeper into his back and toss him thirty feet into the brick wall.

She had seen a lot of Alphas in her life, but none quite as monsterous as this. This Alpha was a beast - quite literally. Standing at more than eight foot tall, completely shapeshifted from his once human form. Grotesque and hairy, more animal than human, the epitome of the word 'werewolf'. Hair and skin was pitch black, snout covering rows of sharp deadly teeth, with eyes as red as blood.

She was speechless for longer than she wanted to be, staring up into those glowing ruby red eyes, paralysed to the spot. That sense of familiarity returning, the longer she held his murderous gaze, the more angry she started feeling herself get.

She was jolted from her hyponotic stare by Stiles grabbing her wrist and pulling her towards the school, snapping her back to reality with a painful bang.

Oh god...

Derek!

She was tripping over her own feet as Stiles kept pulling at her, determined to get her to safety as the Alpha started to lunge towards them but, as much as she joked about saving her own ass, she wouldn't ever do that. Not with family on the line. Not with Derek.

She screamed her cousins name desperately, escaping Stiles' grip as he tried to reach out for again but she was already flinging herself down the steps and running towards Derek's lifeless body, skidding to her knees next to him.

"Derek?" she exclaimed, giving his face down body a quick shake, "Derek, wake up!"

He was unresponsive, eyes half open and she reached around the collar of his leather jacket, desperately feeling for a pulse. It took a few seconds but she was sure she felt a faint flutter beneath her fingertips, her sigh of relief cut short by the Alpha's loud roar.

She spared a quick look over her shoulder, seeing the Alpha circle the jeep and Derek's car, his eyes flitting between her and the school doors where Stiles and Scott were hiding behind, their faces barely evident through the rectangle windows on the double doors.

She looked back down, rolling Derek over onto his back and tapped his cheek harshly, trying to wake him up.

"Derek... c'mon, don't do this" she whispered, "please wake up... Derek..."

This couldn't be happening again... it couldn't be happening again... it couldn't be happening again...

She shook his again, trying to get him to come to but when she pulled back her hands were covered in his dark crimson blood, his entire tee drenched.

"Dammit" she cursed under her breath, having nothing on her to stop the bleeding, wondering if she could run back to the car and get a blanket or something and, when she glanced back over her shoulder, she noticed the Alpha was gone.

She carefully stood up, glancing around warily. There was no way he would just take off after all that... there was no way. He had bigger plans, she knew. The hairs on the back of her neck standing on end proving that he was still near, most likely watching from a distance.

She cast one more sad look to Derek before deciding she would chance a quick trip to the car, hoping there would be something in there to help him.

Her steps were tentative and careful, quietly making her way towards Derek's car as she kept an eye on her surroundings, looking out for those deadly red eyes.

It seemed the sudden disappearance of the Alpha made Stiles deem it safe enough to push open the double doors, his movements timid and hesitant as he glanced around, meeting her stare.

He waved her over, pointing to Scott to hold the doors open as he made his way over towards the discarded pair of bolt cutters, his stare not wavering from her own. When she didn't make a move in his direction, his gestures became much more frantic and insistent, his gaze full of panic.

She knew she should - it was common sense, right? To seek safety in numbers, inside and as far away from the Alpha as possible, but she couldn't leave Derek to his mercy. She just couldn't. Not Derek.

She shook her head, only about ten feet away from Derek's Camaro, ignoring his silent frustrations at her stubbornness when, out of no where, the Alpha leapt right over her and skidded to a stop in front of the two cars, panting and growling at Stiles.

The buzzcut boy's eyes went wide, grabbing the bolt cutters and began to run back up the concrete steps as the Alpha pawed the ground, letting out another ferocious snarl before beginning to pound towards him.

She had nothing on her - nothing to distract the Alpha with, nothing to throw at-

Wait.

She grabbed her already fucked up phone from her back pocket, yelling a loud "hey", took aim and threw it. Her perfect aim meant the phone soared through the air and bounced off the back of the Alpha just feet before he reached Stiles, the sudden jolt making him skid to a stop and slowly turn towards her, giving Stiles time to get inside and slam the doors shut.

"Yeah, that's right" she yelled, throwing her arms out, "pick on someone your own damn size".

The Alpha remained on all fours, padding his way back the steps and towards her at a slow, menacing pace, his hot breath fogging up the cold air around him.

She knew showing fear to monsters like this just fuelled them, pumping up their ego so remained still and stony-faced, tilting her chin up as he approached, one eye still on the car just a few feet out of reach.

There was the sounds of bangs on the doors from Scott and Stiles, trying to pry the Alpha away from her but she didn't look, holding the gleaming stare of the Alpha. Taking slow steady breaths to maintain her heart rate, pushing away the fear that seized her heart.

"You're pathetic" she spat, shaking her head in disgust, "and cowardly. Going after a sixteen year old boy? Attacking Derek with his back turned? That's gutless".

Her words seemed to displease him, an annoyed snarl ripping from his throat, his snout twitching in anger. Yet, somewhere deep in his eyes, she was sure she saw amusement flash through them, like her words were funny to him.

She held his stare, trying to take small steps backwards to the car but he seemed to be aware of what she was trying to do, another ferocious snarl ripping free as he lunged forward, forcing her to quickly jump sideways away from the Camaro.

Instead of attacking though, he was simply circling her, keeping her from running. She feigned a move to the left, he skidded in front of her to stop her. She tried moving forward but he growled and leapt ahead of her, blocking her access to the road. This cat and mouse game unnerving her to the bone.

Only when she started moving backwards towards the school did he allow her, padding his way forward.

Right... because he wanted to trap them all in one place. This was his plan. This was what he was wanting. Like lambs to the slaughter.

He seemed to, somehow, be aware of her realisation, leaping in front of her before she could sprint away, his claws reaching out to slam into her chest. She went flying backwards, soaring through the air before landing with a loud 'crack' on the windshield of Derek's Camaro, the glass smashing.

She winced, her back tingling with pain as she blinked up at the night sky, feeling the windshield crackle and bend with the weight. For a few seconds, she was breathless. Unable to suck in any air until she her lungs kicked back into working, letting out a loud groan.

She was content to just lay there until she got her bearings, her head fuzzy and stinging with pain but the sight of the Alpha edging his way into her vision made her push herself off the broken windshield and slide off the bonnet, hitting the ground with a harsh splat.

He was right behind her. She could feel his hot breath prickling her skin, spits of saliva hitting the the back of her neck as she stumbled in the only direction she could: the school.

She was playing right into his hands - she knew that - but there was no where else to go. She half limped, half ran towards the edge of the building and leaned down to grab a rock and send it flying through the window. The glass shattered, giving her room to jump up onto the ledge and throw herself through, just in time as the Alpha slashed at the air where her feet were just half a second previously.

She needed to find Scott and Stiles. She needed to know they were okay - Scott could handle himself, sure, but against an Alpha? She wasn't so certain, especially considering it knocked out Derek like a bowling pin.

When she thought of Derek thought of her heart clenched painfully - she had to believe he was fine, he could heal after all, and he'd been through worse injuries than this. Yes - Derek would be fine, he was always fine, he had to be fine. And what about Stiles? He was human, an innocent human caught up in this mess and if something happened to him... she would never forgive herself.

So with a determined sigh, she picked herself up off the ground, letting out a small wince of pain at the glass that had embedded itself in her side that made her jolt - jeez, couldn't she catch her break? Her mom always said she was a magnet for trouble and now she was starting to believe that statement was true.


"So we get the hell out of here, avoid getting torn to pieces by the hulk of an Alpha, somehow find Kayla, get Derek's keys off his, gah, dead body, and run - that sound like the plan?" Stiles summarised, hands on his hips as he stared at Scott from where they were in the boys locker room.

"Sounds like a plan" Scott said, shrugging helplessly.

"Yes, but does it sound like a good plan?" Stiles exploded, waving his hands in the air, "out of all the ridiculous plans we have thought of over the years this has got to be the worst, most impossible one... ever".

"We've got no choice Stiles" Scott whispered back loudly, "We have to get out of here - now".

"Yes, I know" Stiles relented, breathing heavily. He scratched the nape of his neck as he looked around helplessly.

Watching Derek getting murdered like it was the easiest thing in the world had shaken him up quite a bit, did his best to hide it. The fate of his own morality being a semi good distraction.

Despite that, he couldn't help his own mind constantly bouncing back to Kayla. She was still out there - somewhere - and he had no idea where and that scared the living shit out of him. If the Alpha could 'eliminate' Derek so easily then it could definitely hurt Kayla... or worse, kill her.

God dammit - he should've kept a hold of her. He should've dragged her kicking and screaming back to the school and into safety. Instead, he left her out there all alone and vulnerable, forced to watch as the Alpha taunted and played with her before they both disappeared from sight.

"Stiles... she'll be fine" Scott tried to say comfortingly, immediately noticing Stiles' worry as he zoned out, his teeth tearing skin off from his bottom lip.

"You don't know that" he sighed, "we watched the Alpha kill Derek in seconds, if he wanted to kill her, he could alright? Easily!" he exclaimed, "dammit - I had her in my hands and I let her get away".

"She wanted to check on Derek".

"He looked pretty dead to me".

"Stiles... he's her cousin" Scott said softly, "she wanted to protect him".

"Fat load of good that's done her now, huh?!" he grunted, his frenzied worry turning into frustration, "if she gets hurt Scott... if she...

"I know" Scott nodded, looking a little taken aback by his fierce concern, "but we'll find her on the way out. I won't leave her".

"Good, yeah" he sighed, trying to shake the all consuming panic that was making him feel sick to his stomach, "let's go then".

He nodded towards the door, about to get the hell out of dodge, not wanting to stay in one place too long but the sound of hurried footsteps made him share a wide-eyed glance with Scott.

Shit... the Alpha.

Stiles' hand tightened on the back of Scott's T-shirt as they waited with baited breath, hearts hammering in unison as they stumbled backwards but, before they could hide, the door was thrown open and, much to his relief, Kayla was there, looking as equally shocked to see them staring back at her.

"Thank god I found you" she exclaimed, looking at the two of them in relief and Stiles felt something pulling in his gut - like the weight of the world had been removed from his shoulders, seeing her standing there unharmed and alive, every worst case scenario that had been playing over and over in his head suddenly evaporating. For the last ten minutes, he honestly thought she could be dead. Awful images of her getting ripped to shreds infiltrating his mind.

She stepped into the locker room, clearly in pain but hiding it well, her long hair knotted and messy, goosebumps trailing down her bare arms and her cheeks a light rosy pink.

"The Alpha, and Derek, and that guy in the back of-"

Stiles didn't let her finish that sentence, rushing forward and suddenly pulling her towards him, crushing her against his chest. He didn't know what possessed him to do it but, all he knew was, he was mega-relieved she wasn't lying dead next to Derek. Because if she had been... Stiles would've been heartbroken.

He let his eyes close for a second, pressing his cheek against the top of her head as he breathed in the smell of her strawberries and cream shampoo, the familiar scent immediately relaxing him.

Then he realised he was making a scene... again.

"Uh... yes, it's nice to see you too Stiles but you're sorta restricting my breathing" Kayla's voice mumbled through his shirt, breaking the awkward silence between the three of them. Stiles' eyes went wide with the realisation and he pulled away, holding her at arms length with his hands on her shoulders as he gave her a quick once over, checking she was, in fact, okay.

"Uh, yeah... um... I uh... I'm just glad you haven't been ripped in half" Stiles stuttered, "I mean, you're alive and that's a really, really good thing. To not be ripped in half. Or ripped in any direction and-wait" he called out, interrupting his own rambles as he reached down to touch the side of her waist, "you're bleeding".

His hand brushed over the material of her white top that had turned a brilliant red, a stain about the size of his fist covering her waist. Without thinking, his fingers lifting the top to see the damage.

It wasn't a big cut, nor was it particularly deep, but it seemed to have been a bleeder, the small chunk of her skin missing still oozing blood.

"Oh" she had muttered, blinking in surprise at his concern, sharing a surprised look with Scott, "yeah it's... it's nothing".

"Doesn't look like nothing" Stiles frowned, "maybe coach has some bandages or patches around here-"

"Stiles" she exclaimed, grabbing his arm and hauling him back before he could go on the hunt for a first aid kit, "honestly, I'm fine. But uh... that guy that Derek had tied up in the back of his car? He's gone".

"Deaton" he exclaimed, turning to point a finger in Scott's direction, "It's definitely your boss. Damnit Scott, your boss is a psycho killing werewolf".

"No" Scott protested, shaking his head in disbelief, "It-It can't be".

"It is - he's a murderer".

"No".

"I agree with Scott" Kayla said as the two of them looked at her in confusion, "It's just... I knew the Alpha, somehow, but that guy? Deaton? I didn't and..." she trailed off, looking at the two of them cautiously, "I'm thinking... we should split up" she proposed and Stiles' mouth opened in shock and so did Scott's.

""Split up?" Stiles exclaimed, "Split up?" he said louder, "split up as in separating from each other when there's a psycho killing werewolf boss-"

"It's not my boss" Scott protested weakly, looking offended that Stiles even considered that idea, but he ignored him.

"-out for our blood? I don't think so" Stiles continued stubbornly, crossing his arms, "you're meant to be smart Kayla".

She quirked a brow at him, unamused by his statement.

"Trust me, this is me being smart" she said, "the Alpha wants us all in here for a reason, and I don't trust myself. Not if he can control me".

"Yeah, what was up with that by the way?" Stiles asked, "not that Derek didn't deserve a few punches but-"

"I don't know" she interrupted, "all I know is, I don't wanna flip out again and try and kill you both".

"Let's agree not to do that anytime soon, okay?"

"I wish it was that easy" she mumbled, "I've never felt anything like that before. His rage was... overpowering. I mean, he made me try and kill Derek for crying out loud".

"Kayla..." Scott said sympathetically, "Derek dying isn't your fault".

Her eyes snapped towards Scott, like his statement unearthed some deep protectiveness buried inside her.

"Derek's not dead".

"He looked pretty dead to me" Stiles said, unable to stop himself, gulping as her narrowed gaze swung to his.

"Derek's not dead".

"Blood spurted from his mouth Kayla" he exclaimed, "that doesn't exactly scream healthy".

"Derek's not dead" she insisted, "I felt a pulse".

"You mean you felt for a pulse when you didn't listen to me and decided staying out there with the Alpha was a good idea?" he exclaimed, his worry that he had been feeling for her turning to frustration at the complete lack of care she had towards herself, like she didn't value her own life, "again, thought you were meant to be smart"

Straight away, he knew he was just burying himself in a deeper hole, saying things that he didn't give his brain time to filter through. Annoyed that she seemed to totally disregard anything to do with her own safety.

She narrowed her eyes at him, her demeanour shifting to the defensive as she folded her arms across her chest, her lips a thin tight line.

"I don't need a knight in shining armour and I certainly don't want one, so drop the hero complex" she ordered, "I'm a big girl, I can make my own decisions. My decision was to try and save Derek because, god knows, you two shitheads weren't going to bother".

Ooft. Ouch. He forgot how unfiltered she could be, happy to say whatever she was thinking regardless of the consequences or impact. Something that, although he greatly admired, he also found to be a slap in the face he needed.

"Uh..."

He didn't know what to say, totally lost for words until Scott turned towards the door, his face twisting into panic.

"Oh god... oh god..."

"What?" Stiles asked, ready to make a move towards the door but Scott held out an arm, holding him back.

"Someone's out there".

Stiles didn't need anymore clarification than that. The possibly of that 'someone' being the Alpha was incredibly high so he simply scuttled backwards towards the lockers, much to Kayla and Scott's annoyance.

"What are you doing?" she hissed, shaking her head, "that's a stupid hiding place-oh".

He jerked her forward, cutting off her displeased words, not really thinking just knowing he needed to shut her up and hide her quick, knowing she'd be too damn stubborn to hide herself as he backed into the cramped locker and pulled her with him.

Scott was forced to do the same opposite them, scurrying in and slamming the metal door shut.

The locker was narrow and tight, the confined space not helping his panic as he reached down to grab Kayla's hips to tug her against him then reached behind her to shut the locker door as quietly as he could.

With the door shut there was even less room. His hands, now trapped behind her, were holding her hips as her body was pressed tightly against his own, their faces just millimetres apart.

Through the dim light he could see her watching him, her annoyance fading away when they heard the door to the locker room slowly swing open.

He was panicking, starting to feel his breathing escalate into heavy pants, his hands unintentionally tightening around her hips as a way to ground himself, trying to ignore the slow footsteps heading in their direction.

She must've noticed his fear, slowly reaching up to press her fingers against his mouth, an indication to be quiet. He was trying, he really was, but the footsteps kept getting louder and he really didn't want to die at school. Well, he didn't want to die anywhere but school was like an extra 'fuck you'.

He glanced down at her, the tip of his nose skimming along her forehead only to see her already looking across at him, her gaze calm.

He didn't know how she could do that - be so composed and collected, that was. He was a few seconds away from a full blown panic attack but here she was, staring up at him like nothing was phasing her. Her body still, breathing barely distinguishable, her fingers still pressed against his lips.

He held her stare, both not blinking as he tried to match her breathing pace but found himself now not breathing at all, just realising how damn close she was to him. His new found panic changed from the Alpha stalking and probably wanting to kill them, to having every inch of her body pressed against his. Not only that though, his hands were clinging to her, holding her this close and she wasn't pulling away. Granted, it was no doubt because they were hiding from a psychopathic werewolf, but it was still a positive right?

He swallowed nervously, the breath catching in the back of his throat as he felt his gaze zeroing in on her, not focused on anything else. And for a moment, just a moment, he forgot all about the Alpha. Completely lost in the feel of her body enveloped with his, her fingers slowly dropping from his lips.

She was looking back at him, her stare soft, brilliant green eyes gleaming through the dimmed light and he almost closed the small gap between them, the few centimetres of space between their faces suddenly seeming achingly too far but a loud yell made them both jump, Stiles looking above her head through the small vent spaces to see the janitor opening the locker Scott had been in, his shout being that of surprise and fright.

Not knowing what else to do, Stiles pushed open the locker door too, him and Kayla clumsily tumbling out and causing the Janitor to let out another ear splitting yell.

"Shhh shhh" he insisted, trying to quieten the janitor down but he was having none of it.

"Son of a bitch, what are you trying to do? Kill me?"

"Please be quiet" Scott was begging, his nervous eyes flitting to the locker room door.

"You need to get out of here" the janitor insisted, pointing at all three of them, "right now".

"Can you listen to us for like half a second-"

"Get out".

"Don't you put hands on me" Kayla exclaimed as he went to reach for her arm, "we're trying to save your ass".

"All of you, get the hell out".

He wasn't listening, that much was clear, pushing them out the door and pointing down the corridor.

"Can you just listen to us-"

Stiles' plead was cut off by the janitor getting pulled backwards and then thrown against the door, his body being pushed against the frosted glass before blood exploded from his body, his yell of pain reverberating down the hallway.

"We have to go, we have to go" Kayla screamed, her hand slipping into his as she tried to pull him along, "now, now, now, he's dead- let's go".

Stiles didn't need telling twice, that was for sure. All three of them running like the wind.


"A dumpster?" Kayla asked, frowning as the two boys tried to push open an emergency exit - kind of ironic really, seeming how this was an actual emergency.

"A frigging dumpster" Stiles confirmed, banging his body back into the double doors to try and open it but it wasn't budging.

"Stiles, forget the doors, let's go" Scott exclaimed loudly, dragging Stiles away from the doors and causing him stumble, leaving Kayla to roll her eyes but follow the two boys nonetheless.

"He wants us trapped" she murmured as they hurried along the corridors, "when I was out there with him, he could've killed me but he didn't. He wanted me in the school with you guys".

"Great - now he likes playing cat and mouse" Stiles said sarcastically, giving a small shake of his head, "we're going to die. We're all going to die. This is so not how I planned my evening".

"No one's going to die Stiles" Scott reassured, "we're all going to be fine".

"Then what the hell does it want?"

"Scott" Kayla answered truthfully, "he wants you in his pack. The bigger the pack, the stronger the Alpha. He wants you to help with his revenge plan".

"Great - an Alpha into teamwork, this night keeps getting better and better".

They were hurrying along the corridor and she suddenly felt very exposed, the long rows of windows on either side of them making her feel like a fish in a glass tank - vulnerable and on show.

Her steps slowed to a stop, an uncomfortable tingle seizing the back of her neck.

He was watching them... he was watching them right now.

"What? What is it?" Stiles asked, grabbing Scott to stop him running off and turning back to face her, "you have that look on your face like something bad is gonna happen".

"Go" she mumbled in dread, "get out of here".

"What?" Stiles asked, his brows pinched as he looked at her like it was the most ridiculous idea in the world, "we're not leaving you".

"I can feel him" she whispered, "and as much as you're both pains in my asses, I really don't want to kill you. So go. Please".

"That's not gonna happen" Stiles said adamantly, shaking his head, "I'm not leaving you here to be a chew toy".

She wanted to cuss him out for his stubbornness, yell at him that she was right and he was wrong and she was just trying to keep them safe, but that tingle in her neck travelled down her spine, that sense of dread swelling in the pit of her stomach.

He was close.

She could feel his hatred and rage, his thirst for blood and revenge making her head spin.

He was close... and he was watching them.

She swallowed nervously, turning her head to the left to peer out the window, her breath shuddering in the back of her throat.

It was one of the scariest sights she had ever seen. Like something taken straight out of a horror movie.

The Alpha, half hidden in the shadows, staring right in their direction from the roof, glaring with his blood red gleaming eyes and that was Kayla's mistake. She looked into his eyes. Just like she did before she crashed, just like before when she tried to kill Derek, and then now. The urge to help him exact his revenge was all consuming, poisoning her brain.

No, no, no. She wasn't going to kill her friends.

No.

She took a few steps backwards, shaking her head and trying to look away but she just couldn't, enveloped in red.

"Run, we have to RUN" Scott hollered as he and Stiles took off down the hallway just as the Alpha began to run along the roof towards them on all four legs, a murderous, blood thirsty growl tearing from his throat.

She wanted to run with them, to not be so helpless but she was stuck, dangerous thoughts about helping the Alpha with his revenge infiltrating her mind.

All her life she had been independent, tried to be strong - to prove herself to a family of werewolves that she wasn't useless, that she wasn't a freak, that she could look after herself and didn't need saving.

She pushed herself in gymnastics. She pushed herself in weightlifting. She pushed herself in learning all about the supernatural world so she may actually be of some use to those around her. She pushed herself in training because she needed to be able to handle herself. And now? She had all that power taken away from her, her mind going completely blank apart from seeing red. The urge to kill taking over her body.

But then, to her complete surprise, Stiles was back in front of her, his caramel brown eyes wide and caring as he cupped her cheeks, forcing her gaze to meet his.

"Snap out of it Kayla... you have to snap out of it" he told her, giving her head the smallest of shakes to focus her attention on him and him only, "don't let him win".

Instead of sounding urgent and worried like any sane person would with an Alpha about to pounce on them at any moment, he sounded concerned, like his whole focus was on making sure she was okay.

She wanted so badly to listen to him but the Alpha's influence was strong and she felt the tears building up in her eyes. Tears of frustration and annoyance more than anything, feeling like she was losing an uphill battle. Whatever 'connection' she had with the Alpha taking away her own free will which was the most important thing of all. She could handle making the wrong decisions because at least she made them, it was her own fault, but not having any choice in the decisions being made? That was scary.

But the more she looked into Stiles' eyes, the more she felt at ease. The pressure of the Alpha's influence slowly leaving her body. Almost as if the antidote to the Alpha's poison was-

No. Surely not. There was no way. It was inpossible. Stiles couldn't be...

But it made sense. Earlier, when she was attacking Derek, the only thing that brought her back to her senses was the shout of her name... from Stiles. He, somehow, managed to bring her back to reality. She didn't know how, and she didn't know why, but somehow - he did.

Her brain was clearing, whatever rage filled, blood thirsty fantasy that had been infiltrating her mind was gone and, despite his own terror, he stayed with her. Blocking out everything around them, his face just inches from her own. Holding her cheeks and sticking with her through the uncertainty, having some form of trust in her that she wouldn't turn around and snap his neck.

The fog of murderous rage evaporated and she was left standing in his hold, somehow completely relaxed. Not having time to analyse what the hell had just happened before the window to their left suddenly exploded, shards of glass flying around them.

Logic over feelings.

She took charge, grabbing Stiles' shoulders and pushing him down, covering his body with hers to protect from the sea of glass and the sudden intrusion of the Alpha that had skidded to a stop, snarling between them all.

They were seperated. Scott on one side, her and Stiles on the other. The Alpha twisting his head to peer between them.

She grabbed Stiles, pulling him up and forcing him behind her, starting to walk them back slowly. The Alpha, clearly caught between who to go after - his beta, or the two humans.

"Hey" she yelled, noticing the Alpha's blood red stare beginning to focus on Scott, knowing she couldn't let that happen. Scott was vulnerable, and she didn't want him to turn Scott against them. All he needed to do was roar.

"W-What are you doing?" Stiles stuttered from behind her, tugging on her arm and letting out a small squeal as the Alpha, bowed on all fours, turned towards them.

"Trust me" she whispered, keeping her arm out behind her to hold him back, "I got this".

"Oh dear god" he mumbled in fear under his breath, "I'm going to die... I'm going to die..."

"That's it" she taunted, continuing to walk them both back as the Alpha got ready to lunge, "come and get us".

Luckily, she was quick. Grabbing Stiles' hand and pulling him with her as she ran, the thundering of heavy paws following them as she dragged him down the corridor and, when the Alpha was close enough, suddenly pushed Stiles to the side out of harms way, leaned down and bent over so the Alpha careened into her, tripping over her body and went rolling down the corridor, unable to stabilise himself.

What was it that she had heard coach say? 'The bigger they are... the harder they fall'.

She winced, knowing her entire side would be bruised to fuck as she stood, not even sparing the Alpha another glance as she grabbed a flailing Stiles yet again and ran back towards Scott, yelling at him to "go, go, go".

Luckily, the boy listened, picking his jaw up off the floor as they burst through the double doors at the end of the corridor and flew down the stairs, her hand still wrapped tightly in Stiles'.

"Where now?" Stiles wheezed, holding his side as they rounded the corner and ran down another flight of stairs.

"I don't know - anywhere" Scott replied desperately, his voice shaking with panic.

"The basement - go to the basement" Kayla instructed, pointing to the set of doors opposite them that led to the bottom floor corridor, the entrance to the basement not far from there.

"So we can, what? Get trapped down there? The basement has no escape" Stiles retorted loudly, but she paid no heed to his attitude, pushing past Scott and pulling Stiles to the set of doors.

"Exactly the point Stiles" she muttered sarcastically, giving them both a couple of seconds for the lightbulb to go off in their head, catching up with her plan but as she pushed herself through the double doors, she ran head first into something, causing everyone to let out a yell.

Luckily - or unluckily - it was Brian.

She honestly would've preferred the Alpha.

"What the hell?" she gasped, her frustration and fear causing her to still grip ahold of Stiles' sweaty hand, "what are you doing here?"

He didn't seem as shocked to see her as she did him, but his curious eyes did fall back on Scott and Stiles, a frown pulling between his brows.

"Meeting you" he replied, forcing a smirk on his lips, "I gotta admit, I like your style. Sneaking into school after hours for a bit of naughty fun? Now that's hot".

"What?" she asked, "I didn't ask you to meet me here".

"Agreed" Stiles spoke up from beside her, "because that would be a stupid lapse in judgement".

She rolled her eyes at Stiles' words, forgetting she was still holding his hand as Brian went to snarkily reply but noticed their hands intertwined, an annoyed glint shining in his gaze. She looked down, realising their fingers were interlinked and immediately dropped Stiles' grip, suddenly very uncomfortable with the touchy-feely crap, especially because she was still struggling coming to terms with how Stiles was able to pull her back.

"Yes you did" Brian stated, his voice hard and unwavering as he pulled his phone from his back pocket and opened up a text, holding it out for her to read.

'Come and meet me at the school. I want to have some fun' it read, the words there in black and white and, sure enough, the contact information was her name.

She went to feel for her phone, tapping her pockets only to realise she didn't have it on her, having used it to catapult towards the Alpha to stop him from eating Stiles.

Great.

The echo of a snarl came from behind them, jolting her back to the present.

"It's not safe" Scott insisted, "we need to go".

"Whoa, hold up" Brian exclaimed, stepping in front of them before they could run off, "what the hell is going on? Kayla?"

He turned his expectant stare to her, clearly annoyed and disappointed that her text wasn't inviting him for some 'naughty fun', his arms folded across his chest.

"You want to know what's going on?" Stiles demanded, drawing Brian's attention away from her, "you just walked into murder central. Well done. Maybe next time think with your upstairs brain instead of your downstairs one. Oh wait... you don't have much up there either, do you?"

Brian's fist shot out and clipped Stiles right in the nose before anyone had time to react, sending him flying back and into Scott's chest who managed to catch him.

"Okay, stop" she demanded, stepping between them before Stiles could lunge at Brian, holding his nose, "lower the levels of testosterone, please".

"I've had enough of your lip, Stilinski!"

"Enough" she snapped, "both of you" she added before Stiles could even think about ooening his mouth, "we don't have time for this. He's coming..."

A/N) ahhh so many many plans for this episode. It's slightly different with the addition of Brian, so that's gonna be fun lol and awww the tension is BUILDING between them. I cannot wait haha. So hope you all enjoyed and please please review and I will see you all soon :)

Chapter 25: Sacrifice

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form – all credit goes to Jeff Davis.

"Who's coming?" Brian demanded, his tone sharp and furious, still throwing Stiles warning glares who simply narrowed his eyes back, cupping his nose that was bleeding.

"Someone trying to kill us" she snapped back, "what more details do you want?"

Brian's brilliant blue eyes, usually so confident and sharp, became a little unnerved at her words, like he was finally realising the importance of the situation. His stare flitted past her head to the doors behind, anxiously peering through the pane of glass.

"Who?" he asked, "who is it?" rolling up his shirt sleeves, like he thought his 'machoness' would be enough to save them despite the very obvious panic he was feeling, the build-up of sweat on his brow a dead giveaway.

"What?" he demanded when they all remained quiet and looked at him in varying amounts of disbelief, "we could take him" he insisted, leaning forward and smacking Scott's bicep, "c'mon McCall, what do you say?"

Stiles snorted before Scott could even reply, rubbing his bleeding nose one last time before dropping his hand and wiping it on his shirt, his distaste for Brian growing increasingly more evident.

"Got something to say, Stilinski?"

"Nothing your little brain could comprehend".

"Seriously" she exclaimed, having to step in front of Brian and slam her hands into his chest to stop him storming forwards, "quit it".

Another growl sounded from behind them, much closer than before, that same sickly eerie feeling returning to the pit of her stomach.

"That… that doesn't sound human" Brian muttered, "what the hell is going on here? What cult like activities are you freaks involved in?"

He wasn't worth replying to, but she knew his presence could cause more harm than good, especially with the discovery of the supernatural on the brink of being uncovered by none other than cocky, arrogant, blabbermouth Brian himself. Something that definitely wouldn't end well.

She turned to Scott, still acting as a buffer between a very visibly agitated Stiles and an annoyed Brian, keeping her voice hush as she leaned towards him.

"Lure him to the basement" she whispered, "trap him in the boiler room. Trust me" she added as he looked at her in disbelief, "it might not hold him for long, but it could give us a chance to get the hell out of here".

"And what are you going to do?"

She rolled her eyes at the words about to leave her lips, knowing she would probably live to regret it.

"Babysitting duties" she muttered, "he's the one person I wouldn't trust knowing about this".

Their whispered conversation was cut off again by another snarl, only feet away on the other side of the door.

"Go" she insisted, pushing Scott down the hallway and pointing at Stiles to follow him, grabbing a fistful of Brian's tee and yanking him in the other direction, much to Stiles' confusion and annoyance.

It wasn't the most brilliant plan she had come up with, but having Brian here complicated things. If he saw the Alpha, or even suspected anything 'otherworldly' or supernatural, she wouldn't trust him to keep the secret. He was a loose wire. As laid back as she was, she had to keep the supernatural under wraps. It was in everyone's best interest.

She pulled him into the cleaning closest, yanking open the door and shoving him in before quietly pulling it shut and turning the lock. Not that a measly metal lock from target would do anything, but it was better than nothing.

He went to say something but she shushed him, the only source of light being the silvery glow of the nearly full moon shining in under the door as she looked around quickly, eyes scanning the shelves until she came across a large bottle of ammonia.

Uncapping it, she poured a line of liquid across the length of the door, hoping it would mask their scents.

"Kayla, what-"

"Shut up" she whispered, keeping a few steps back from the door as she held her hand back, placing it flat against him stomach to hold him back.

He seemed to actually listen, the only sound being his faint breathing as she cocked her head to the side, straining her ears to listen to any sounds coming from the hallway. It was faint, but she was sure she heard the double doors in the distance squeak open, gentle pads of paws begin to move towards them.

Fuck.

Ammonia would only help with their scents, not their heartbeats. They were screwed.

Unless...

She turned around to face Brian, stepping closer to him and moving her hand directly above his heart, covering it with her palm. Pressing down tightly against his taut chest, hoping to at least muffle the sounds of his heartbeat. She did the same to her own, holding her chest as she regulated her breathing, forcing herself to remain calm.

She couldn't be sure, but she thought the heavy pads of paws turned to gentle footsteps inching closer and closer to their hiding spot. Her theory only further being backed up as she turned her head slightly, glancing over her shoulder to see a smaller, more human like shadow hovering on the other side of the door.

She ignored that creepy, familiar tingle on the back of her neck, unable to look away from the black shadow that had stilled.

He knew they were there.

He knew there was just a flimsy bit of door standing between them and him.

He knew they were hiding in here, but yet, he made no move to kill them.

She watched with baited breath as the shadow, after a few tense seconds, slinked away back down the hallway, the quick footsteps turning back into heavy pads as he took off into a four legged run, the doors at the far end of the corridor being ripped from their hinges.

She let out the breath she had been holding, dropping her hand from Brian's chest. He moved around, searching for the light and pulled the string so the dim bulb overhead flickered to life.

"Not that I don't enjoy being in a closet with you, but what the hell is actually going on? The truth Kayla".

She rolled her eyes, sending him an unamused look.

"We already told you-"

"That someone is trying to kill us, yeah. I got that. Who is it? Why are they trying to kill us?"

"Have you met you?" she remarked sarcastically, "that's probably why".

He sneered at her, clearly fed up with her attitude which was rich coming from him considering for the last nearly four weeks he had been overstepping boundaries and basic human decency every time they interacted.

She went to turn around but he grabbed her face, his thumb and fingers digging into her cheeks as he forced her head back to look at him, about to open his mouth and demand answers but she reached out and slapped him - hard - across the face, his grip dropping.

"Don't you dare" she warned, pointing an angry finger in his face, "no man is ever laying a hand on me like that again".

He, wisely so, didn't make a move towards her, recognising her anger.

"Then tell me what the hell is happening".

"Your guess is as good as mine" she lied smoothly, "now shut the hell up".

She turned her back on him, pressing her ear against the door to see if she could hear anything but there was just a never-ending eerie silence.

"I'm going to call the police-"

"No" she whipped around quickly, smacking the phone from his hand so it clattered to the floor, "are you stupid?"

"Are you?" he demanded, "that's literally their job".

"I said no".

"What the hell is your problem?" he bent down to pick up his phone which was now broken and cracked, an angry grunt escaping his lips, "god, you're crazy".

"Maybe" she agreed shamelessly, "but the cops can't do anything".

"They have guns".

"Yeah, the great American ideology that guns solve everything" she rolled her eyes, "they don't. They won't work".

He let out a disbelieving laugh, bordering on manic.

"Guns kill people. This guy, whoever he is, can't survive bullets".

She snorted, knowing that wasn't exactly true but kept it to herself, choosing to ignore him in the small confines of the cleaning closet but it seemed he wasn't going to let the matter go, ever persistent and annoying.

This time, instead of grabbing her face, he wisely chose someplace less threatening and took ahold of her wrist, tugging her around so she faced him.

"You're lying" he accused, "you've all been lying since I met in with you. So I'll ask one more time, nicely..."

She cocked a brow at his sudden shift in tone, starting to feel a little claustrophobic with him in the small space.

"... What is actually going on?" he continued, "the truth Kayla".

"I. Don't. Know".

"Bullshit" he spat, "what the hell are you doing with McCall and Stilinski in the school?"

"I don't have to answer that".

"Who is out there trying to kill us?"

"No comment".

He was getting angry, towering over her as he forced her back against the door, his stare filled with boiling rage and frustration, the flats of his palms resting on the wood on either side of her head like he was trying to intimidate her.

Little did he know, she didn't scare so easily. Brian Murdock was nothing compared to what she had been faced with.

"If your lying gets me killed..." he warned lowly, "I will make sure you all die with me, understand?"

She tilted her head up, barely flinching at his intense gaze.

"Is this toxic masculinity stunt done yet, or do you want to practice it a little bit more?" she mocked, much to his outrage, "no? Good" she pushed him back so he fell backwards a couple steps, "now back off".

He was raging, she could tell, but she didn't care, keeping one eye on him as - right now - he was unpredictable and the other on the door, watching and listening for any shadows.

A few minutes went by and nothing, the corridor seeming empty. She was almost getting ready to just go out anyway, track down Scott and Stiles to make sure they were okay when she heard the faint sound of thundering footsteps coming closer.

Thinking the worst, she stepped back from the door, wondering if it was the Alpha deciding to finish the job. She grabbed a nearby mop, snapping it in half against her raised knee so it splintered in half. Choosing the sharpest side, she raised it in front of her - a half assed weapon, but it was better than nothing.

To her surprise - and relief - the person that opened the closet door wasn't the Alpha, but in fact just Scott. Scott who nearly got impaled on the end of the broken mop if it wasn't for his quick reflexes, grabbing the end of it with two hands and stopping it just inches away from his chest.

"Oh" she murmured in surprise, Scott's shocked gaze holding her own, "shit. Sorry. My bad".

She dropped the wooden cylinder stick so it clattered to the floor, noticing how both Scott and Stiles behind him were looking increasingly worried.

"What? What is it?"

"Allison's here" Scott exclaimed, "and Lydia and Jackson".

"What?" she muttered, totally astonished at that revelation as she stepped from the closet, "where?"

"We're meeting them in the lobby" Scott gulped, his cautious gaze trailing to Brian who followed her from the closet, "um... it didn't work. He got out".

"And this mysterious person is...?" Brian interjected but they all ignored him, his frustration levels building.

"We gotta go" she muttered, suddenly feeling very exposed yet again, all huddled in the middle of the corridor. Easy pickings for the Alpha, if he wanted.

They quickly made their way to the lobby, pushing their way through the double doors just as Allison came through the door on the other side, sending them all an equally confused look that they sent her.

"Why did you come? What are you doing here?" Scott asked Allison desperately, rushing up to her as Stiles and Kaya held back, letting them have their little 'couple moment', Brian holding back and sending them suspicious glances.

"Because you asked me to" Allison replied in a bewildered tone.

"I asked you to?" Scott questioned, dumbfounded, his expression twisting into a fearful look as Allison held up her phone to show him the text that was - supposedly - from him, inviting her to the school.

"It's initiation" Kayla whispered, keeping her voice lowered so the only person that could hear was Stiles standing just a foot to the other side of her, "he wants to make Scott kill us before joining him. It shows loyalty".

She tried to keep her expression steely and unwavering, watching as Scott and Allison spoke but she could feel Stiles' worried stare hovering on her face and, finally, gave in and turned to him, surprised to see him watching her so intensely.

"So on a scale of 1 to 10, how screwed are we exactly?"

She shrugged, trying to remain lighthearted.

"I'd say a solid 8. 8.5 maybe".

"Reassuring, thanks".

"No point in being an optimist" she smirked, "you just get disappointed. Expect death, and you can't really be all that surprised if it happens".

"Jeez" Stiles snorted, "and here I thought I was a glass half empty kinda guy".

"Nah, I take gold in that category unfortunately Stilinski. Try again later".

He snickered under his breath, their somewhat easy going conversation getting interrupted by the doors opening and Lydia, followed by Jackson, appearing. The latter looking considerably freaked the fuck out.

"Finally... can we go now?" Lydia sighed, followed by an eye roll, giving Kayla a confused glance as she spotted her, obviously wondering why the hell she was here too.

"Someone with common sense" Brian exclaimed, grabbing Jackson's attention who looked at his friend in wondering, "dude, seriously, these guys are fucked up in the head. I don't know if they're apart of a cult or trying to summon the devil, but we gotta dip, like, yesterday".

She rolled her eyes at his ridiculousness, wishing she had just kneed him in his junk before but, before she could say anything, the creaking and breaking of the ceiling tiles above made them all glance up cautiously.

This night was just turning out better and better, huh?

Her friends just stood there, various levels of shock and fear plastered on their faces.

"Now would be a great time to get the hell outta here" Kayla spoke up, pointing her thumb behind her but none of her friends were paying attention, too busy staring at the ceiling in a look between fascination and complete and utter terror, "seriously guys... Now!"

Her insistent snap made them all begin running and just in time too as the ceiling collapsed above where they had all just been standing.

She kept behind them, urging them on, Scott leading the way. She wasn't going to let any stragglers fall prey to the Alpha, his heavy paws thundering just feet behind them, his sharp teeth snapping at the backs of their ankles. She was grabbing a hold of Lydia, pushing her forward as the redhead shrieked in fear.

Suddenly though, she felt a tug in her mind, just like before. As if she was getting pulled from her body in a completely different direction.

She stumbled, almost losing her footing as she felt the full force of the Alpha intruding in her mind. The same complete and utter rage erupted inside her chest and her whole body came alive, her muscles taut and shaking with fury.

They all need to die, she thought, especially that hunter girlfriend, and maybe that stupid best friend too.

She shook herself from those poisonous thoughts, tuning into Stiles' desperate shouts of encouragement for them to run.

She didn't know what it was about Stiles that brought her back but, whatever it was, it grounded her. Kept her level headed. Stopped her from completely losing all free will and sliding that slippery slope of losing control.

She kept a tight grip of Lydia, forcing her friend to keep up with her as she followed her friends into the empty canteen which, unfortunately for them, was the worst place they could have chosen.

"Shit" she muttered, walking towards the large windows that covered the full length and breadth of the cafeteria - effectively making them sitting ducks.

Stiles seemed to have the same thought as her, looking at the windows in panic before meeting her stare, both thinking the same thing: 'we're screwed'.

The sound of metal bolts locking the doors and scrapes of chairs sitting atop one another being pushed to barricade themselves in wasn't exactly subtle, Scott Brian and Jackson blocking off the doors.

Despite Stiles trying to grab their attention, no one was listening. Too panicked and scared to listen to reason. His words falling on deaf ears. Lydia, scared and shaking, curled into her side, wrapping herself around her arm and Kayla just led her away from the windows, not wanting her new found friend to be an easy target.

"Hello!" Stiles shouted above the chaos, finally drawing everyone's attention to him, "okay, nice work. Really beautiful job, everyone. Now - what should we do about the 20 foot wall of windows?"

"Can somebody please explain to me what's going on, because I'm freaking out here. And I would like to know why" Allison demanded, a small shake in her voice, "Scott?"

Scott didn't answer, the poor boy looking to be on the verge of a mental breakdown.

"Kayla?" Allison begged, turning her big doe eyes to her, "what's happening?"

In this second, she felt bad for lying. She had always kept the supernatural a secret because she had to, no matter the consequences, but tonight felt different. Tonight it felt like they should know.

"Don't bother" Brian scoffed before she could say anything, "they'll just lie".

She shot him a deathly glare, "shut your mouth".

"Then who sent me the text from your phone?" he continued, clearly not letting the matter drop, "if it wasn't you, that is".

"I don't know" she snarled, technically not lying - they didn't know who the Alpha was.

"Wait... you got a text too?" Allison asked, turning to Brian, "to come to the school?"

"Yeah" he nodded, "I would show you but someone-" he rolled his eyes, "-broke my phone".

"You're lucky I didn't break your goddamn face".

"What's going on?" Allison nearly sobbed, "please? Anyone?"

Before she was forced to lie, Scott turned around to face the group.

"Somebody killed the janitor".

"What?" Lydia whimpered, clinging to Kayla a little harder, "the janitor?"

"Yeah" Stiles sighed, "the janitor's dead".

"Is this a joke?" Allison asked in disbelief.

"No" she shook her head, "he's dead. And we're next".

"Who killed him?"

"No, no, no, no" Lydia chanted, "this was supposed to be over. The mountain lion killed -

"No, don't you get it?" Jackson interrupted harshly, "there wasn't a mountain lion. There never was".

"Who was it? What does he want? What's happening? Scott!"

Scott was getting flustered, she could tell. He was visibly shaken and overwhelmed, his usual kind expression twisted into stress and anxiety.

"I - I don't know. I - I just - If-if we go out there, he's gonna kill us".

"Us? He's gonna kill us?"

"He's already tried" Brian nodded, "I saw him".

"What did you see?" she demanded, turning to face him.

Brian just smirked, like he was happy he was getting under her skin.

"Something not human" he stated, his statement leaving an eerie silence in the room, "whatever that thing was... it wasn't human and you three-" he pointed between her, Stiles and Scott, "-are covering it up".

"Don't be so ridiculous" she scoffed, "what the hell have you smoked tonight?"

"Nothing strong enough to make me see that" he exclaimed, "whatever it is... it growls. And walks on four legs".

"That's quite the imagination you have there" she mocked, ignoring Scott and Stiles' nervous tics, "maybe you should channel it for English class".

"No... he's right" Jackson gulped, "I... I saw something like that as well".

"Then you need to lay off the pot too".

"Like I take that stuff" Jackson sneered at her, "we're not all you".

"Clearly" she stated, "unlike you, I have balls. Your pansy ass couldn't even say boo to a fucking goose".

"Okay" Stiles interrupted, stepping in front of her and gently pulling her back before Jackson could get up in her face, "maybe now isn't the time, huh?"

"Is someone going to tell us who is in here with us?" Allison shrieked, clearly having enough of the back and forth, "who is it?"

She was still quietly fuming, the only thing holding her back was Stiles keeping himself positioned half in front of her, like he was shielding her from Brian and Jackson's line of sight.

No one said a word. The silence eating up the tension in the room. She thought they agreed to stay quiet, to not give anything away - hell, even play dumb - but apparently that wasn't the case.

Scott sighed, shaking his head like he was about to regret what he was going to say before facing Allison.

"It's... It's Derek" he mumbled, the sound of her cousins name leaving his lips in that accusatory tone making her snap her head up in shock, "Derek Hale".

Stiles must've sensed her annoyance because he quickly held an arm out, holding it across her body to stop her from stepping towards Scott but she was in too much of a shock to move, a betrayed expesssion crossing her face.

"What?" she asked, "no it isn't".

Scott looked at her in pity, but his eyes also held something else - a message, like he was trying to get her to understand his reasonings for pinning multiple murders on her cousin.

"It is" Scott gulped, "I saw him. His car is here".

"Scott-"

"Derek killed the janitor" he continued, "and he killed the others. Starting with his own sister".

She saw red.

Except this time, the rage belonged solely to her. No Alphas influence in sight.

She was a very reactive person - she acted before thinking, allowing her emotions to cloud her judgement and common sense. Something that was happening right now. She didn't even want to entertain why the hell Scott said what he said, all she knew was she was furious he dared to accuse Derek of something so sinister.

If it wasn't for Stiles quickly grabbing her, she would've lunged at Scott and probably torn his eyes out.

How dare he?!

The nerve - the audacity - the complete lack of tact to even bring Laura's name into whatever crappy lie he was trying to spin was a new low she didn't think he was capable of.

Scott scampered back a couple of steps, seeming shocked at the intensity of her outburst but not all that surprised by her reaction, sharing a nervous look with Stiles that was holding her around the waist.

"You take that back" she screamed, "take it back. Derek would never hurt Laura".

Scott didn't say anything, but his eyes did hold remorse and a plead to understand where he was coming from - well tough luck. She didn't.

"I knew it" Brian interrupted, "see? Hot girls - psycho. Of course your cousin has gone off the deep end. He watched his freak family burn alive. I suppose you're next".

Suddenly, she wasn't mad at Scott anymore.

She elbowed out of Stiles' grasp, grabbing fistfuls of Brian's shirt and pushing him back against the stacks of chairs barricading the door, pinning him painfully against them.

"Yeah? You want to say that to my face?" she demanded, pulling him forward only to forcefully slam him backwards again, "you want to be that goddamn disrespectful when we all know I can beat your ass into the next century you-"

"Okay, whoa" Stiles exclaimed, coming up next to her, "as much as I would love to see that, we need to be quiet. We need to be quiet" he emphasised, gently tugging on her arm, "c'mon. Let's go cool down".

She let him pull her away and towards the windows, but she didn't fail to notice the wary looks from her friends. As if she now was the enemy.

"You good?" Stiles whispered, leaning down towards her as she rested her palms on the window legde, taking deep breaths to regulate her breathing and her anger.

"Did you know he was going to say that?" she demanded, throwing him a furious stare.

"No. No" he shook his head, throwing his hands up, "trust me, I was just as shocked as you were".

"But you don't care right?" she scoffed, ignoring her friends hushed voices from behind, "blaming Derek gets rid of Derek and that's exactly what you want".

"Could I do with a little less sour wolf in my life? Sure" Stiles shrugged, "do I care for the guy? Absolutely not. But I care about you and you care about Derek so..."

She glanced at him from the corner of her eye and, surr enough, he seemed sincere. Or at least, sincere enough that she believed him.

"Scott's fucked up. Big time".

"Not unless he is, well... y'know..."

"He's not dead" she said through gritted teeth, "I told you, I felt a pulse".

"You felt a pulse two hours ago" Stiles said gently, "without medical care-"

She turned her head away from him, letting him know the conversation was over. Wisely, he picked up on that and stopped talking. After a few seconds, he went back to their friends to try and be the voice of reason - to convince their clueless friends why phoning the police was a stupid thing to do - but not before squeezing her shoulder as he left. Like a friendly gesture of solidarity.

The bickering behind her intensified but she ignored it as best she could, focusing on getting her own emotions in check but only when she heard a loud smack did she turn around to see Jackson sprawled out on the floor and an agitated Stiles holding his fist.

Gee - about time.

She hid her smirk, watching as Stiles gave in and called his dad but unfortunately - or fortunately, in their case - he didn't answer.

"Dad, hey, it's me... andddd it's your voice mail. Look, I need you to call me back now".

The barricaded double doors suddenly shook, like something heavy had slammed against it.

"Uh... like, right now. We're at the school. Dad, we're at the school".

The banging intensified, the stacked chairs beginning to shake and tumble to the floor.

"Oh my god" Lydia whispered, "this cannot be happening... oh my god".

"Those hinges aren't going to hold long" she warned, "plan?"

"Tell uour psychopathic cousin to stop" Brian exclaimed, "right now".

"I told you, it isn't-"

"The kitchen" Stiles interrupted, pointing to the door at the far end of the canteen, "the door out of the kitchen leads to the stairwell".

"Which only goes up".

"Yeah, well-" Stiles shrugged, making his way quickly towards the door just as another loud bang erupted from behind them, "-up is better than here. Let's move".

They didn't really have a choice. Not if they wanted to survive.

The sound of the doors behind them beginning to splinter made everyone move quickly, rushing towards the kitchen and filtering through but she was last and, just as she reached the door, it suddenly got slammed in her face.

She looked up through the small circular window to see Brian peering at her through the pane of glass, his eyes holding no remorse as he clicked the lock into place.

"I'm not dying because of your messed up family" he said, his voice muffled through the door as she rattled the handle but it wouldn't budge, "you can understand, right?"

She shook the handle again before desperately trying to pull at it but the door was tightly locked shut and she knew she wouldn't have time to bust it open, the doors behind her on the verge of opening.

"You asshole" she exclaimed, "open the fucking door".

"Good luck" he said, dipping out from sight and following the others, leaving her stranded and alone just as the double doors caved in and the makeshift barricade of tables and chairs suddenly got pushed aside.

She quickly turned around, pressing her back against the locked door as she continued to fiddle with it, trying to figure out if there was a way to unlock it as she came face to face - again - with the Alpha.

Despite the distance between them, he was still intimidating and petrifying. Standing even taller, it seemed, the thick coat of dark hair covering bulging muscles and eyes as red as blood.

The Alpha swiped out at the chairs and tables, breaking and casting them aside like they were dolls furniture - now nothing was in their way. Just fifty feet of empty floor space between them.

She was well and truly screwed.

And no. That wasn't her being a pessimist. She was a realist. The reality of the situation was it was highly unlikely she could get out of this alive.

To her surprise though, the Alpha made no move towards her. He remained standing on his back legs as he breathed heavily, watching her closely. His stare reigniting that tingle down the back of her neck.

She looked around but quickly realised there was only one viable exit and the Alpha was covering it.

She glanced around again and this time noticed a small vent hatch in the ceiling to her right, just above the culvert cabinet.

Maybe...?

The Alpha, maybe sensing her escape strategy, made a move forward, falling gracefully onto all fours.

If she was to do this, she had seconds.

It was her only chance.

She sprinted to the left, jumping atop the shelf of the cabinet before pulling herself on top of it, using her elbow to pop the vent cover off so it clattered below. By now, the Alpha had closed the distance immensely - one more leap and he would be crashing into her.

She scrambled upwards and into the confined metal space, pulling herself through the small hole but her left ankle was left dangling out, like a piece of meat in a lions cage, and claws tore their way across her bare skin, ripping her shoe from her foot.

The sudden burning pain made her scream, the sound echoing down the metal chamber as she pushed herself back, her ankle limp and bloody as she scrambled away from the small vent opening, leaving the Alpha to roar in frustration having lost his prize.

a/n) oooooh I love this episode haha and look at the changes yay BRIAN IS SUCK A DICK. Like wow. But it's so fun to write haha I hope you really are enjoying this :)

Chapter 26: Sheriff - AKA, Mr Cockblock

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Stiles honestly, hand on heart, thought he was going to die tonight.

The full blown reality of the dangerous situation he and his best friend were now in, all because of a single bite, slapped him square across the face.

Before this semester started, the closest he got to any kind of supernatural stuff was online gaming - because, duh, of course that stuff wasn't real. How ridiculous.

Only now it was.

It all was real.

Everything he thought impossible was now his reality, and a bloodthirsty werewolf was trying to tear their guts out.

Great.

He raced up the stairs and down the next corridor, following Scott as they tried all the classroom doors until Lydia opened one of the chem labs doors and they all raced in, shutting the door behind them and locking it.

Something didn't feel right though. He couldn't quite place what didn't feel right, but something was off. Way off. And no, not just the fact they were getting chased and hunted by an Alpha werewolf, but something else. Something maybe worse.

The sound of heavy paw pads and deep breaths from just outside the door made them all stiffen and recoil back, covering their mouths as they waited with baited breath for the monster on the other side to pass by.

For whatever reason, it did.

Stiles knew it could hear them. Werewolf senses were sharp and unmatched. There was no way he didn't know seven people were huddled and hiding in the classroom.

Wait... seven?

Just as the shadow disappeared from the crack under the door and the small frosted glass window, Stiles quickly looked around, quickly counting the number of people around him.

There was five, excluding him.

But... but that was only a total of six.

There was meant to be seven of them. Six others. Six of his friends, and him.

He was panicking, glancing around the dimly lit room to study five terrified faces, all of which wasn't Kayla.

His chest seemed to tighten that little bit more making his breath harder to catch, the edges of his vision darkening as he turned around on the spot, hoping to catch sight of her.

Maybe he missed her. Maybe she was hiding. Maybe, for whatever reason, he just wasn't seeing her. There was no way she wasn't with them. They wouldn't have just left her behind.

He wouldn't have just left her behind.

He turned a full circle, trying to catch a glimpse of her, searching through the darkness to meet her gaze but it wasn't here.

She wasn't here.

"We're not all going to fit in Jackson's car" Scott whispered in a hushed voice.

"It could fit five if someone sits in someone's lap".

"Five? I barely fit in the back" Allison snapped.

"My car's out there too" Brian interrupted, "if we make a run for it, we could get the hell out of here".

Stiles wasn't listening. He didn't care. Right now he couldn't give a rats ass how they were getting out of here because how could they leave without Kayla?

"Where is she?" he interrupted, five pairs of confused and fearful eyes hyperfixating on him, "where's Kayla?"

His question seemed to cause more panic, each one of them looking around in a flurry of hysteria for their friend, every one of them coming to the sudden realisation that she wasn't there.

"Did we leave her back there?" he asked Scott, the slightest wobble in his voice, "did we leave her alone with that thing?"

He was too worried to even bother trying to keep the supernatural under wraps, his heart thundering against his rib cage.

"I... I don't..." Scott stuttered, grabbing a fistful of his hair and looking around hopelessly, anxiety seeping from his very pores.

"This cannot be happening" Lydia mumbled, shaking huddled up in the corner of the room, "this has to be a bad dream... right?"

Silence fell, the suffocating stillness acting like a fist around Stiles' heart as he tried to focus on breathing - to just keep breathing - but the sudden echo of a high pitched scream vibrating through the very walls themselves made his blood run cold.

It was faint, clearly from far away, but Stiles automatically tuned into it, looking around in panic. The sound acting like a beacon.

He had to do something.

He couldn't leave her out there.

He made a move to the classroom door but Scott was quick and stepped in front of him, his expression tense as he heard the scream too but was slightly more level headed than Stiles, placing his hands against his chest to stop him.

"Scott, get out of my way".

"You can't go out there" his best friend reassured, "it's dangerous".

"I don't care" he snapped, "I can't leave her alone out there".

"I'll go and find her, I will. But we need a plan" Scott promised, "otherwise we're all sitting ducks".

He knew, logically, Scott was right. Of course he was. What was he - Stiles Stilinksi - defenceless, weak Stiles Stilinski going to do against an Alpha?

But when it came to her all logic went out the window. A pull to put himself in danger to save her.

He stood there, tense and still, squaring his shoulders against Scott who was begging and pleading with his gaze to listen to him and, eventually, he did. Relaxing his posture slightly as he fell back a step, the guilt still gnawing away at his gut.

He just didn't understand how it could've happened. They were all together. They were all within feet of each other. How could they have allowed someone to fall so far behind and alone?

His stomach dropped with a daunting realisation, turning his accusatory gaze to Brian who, unlike the others, didn't seem surprised and shaken by the fact one of them could potentially be getting ripped apart right now. In fact, he seemed eerily calm and collected. Surprisingly quiet even. Very unlike his bold and egotistic personality.

"What the hell did you do?" he growled, his voice snapping like thunder across the silent room, everyone's nervous stares staring between him and Brian.

Brian's brows quirked up in surprise and a little bit of embarrassment, looking around nervously before scoffing and mumbling a quick "nothing" under his breath but his stare was quick to anger, those unsettling blue eyes of his turning fiery, like he was warning Stiles to shut up.

"Oh yeah?" he challenged, taking a few steps towards the blonde, "because you were last out that canteen and we all know how pissed off you get when she keeps rejecting your pathetic little advances".

"Shut your mouth".

"Or what?" he continued, not backing down, shrugging off Scott's reassuring hand on his shoulder, "what you gonna do?"

"I will knock your god damn teeth out".

"Yeah?" he antagonised, "try it. I dare you".

Their heated exchange of words was surprisingly broken up by Jackson who stepped between the two, warning them both to back off from each other but Stiles wasn't listening, his ears ringing with unrelenting fury.

"What the hell did you do to her?" Stiles continued, his voice getting progressively louder and louder, his shoulders squared and ready for a fight, "tell me!"

"Her family is nuts" Brian exclaimed, towering over Jackson with a newfound psychotic gleam to his eyes, "McCall said it himself – her cousin is in here trying to murder us. I'm not dying because of that little bitch's family. I locked her down there to protect us – you should be thanking me!"

Stiles saw red. Bright, burning and overwhelming red.

He flipped.

In that moment, he became someone he didn't recognise. Acting out – all because he was scared for someone else's wellbeing.

Jackson's slim frame was no match for Stiles as he pushed him to the side, facing Brian head on and clenching his fist, swinging out so forcefully that when his fist impacted with Brian's eye socket a shock, akin to being electrocuted, shot up his arm and through his shoulder, his entire arm going numb but he was so furious he didn't care. Hell, he didn't even feel it.

He went in for another punch but Jackson was back, pushing him away from Brian that had since slumped to the floor and Scott had wrapped his arms around his chest and pulled him back, Lydia's surprised screech echoing around them.

"Stiles, calm down-"

"If anything happens to her, I swear to god I will kill you" he threatened, shaking with fury, "you hear me? I'll kill you. With my own hands".

Brian was groaning, holding a cupped hand over his right eye that Stiles could see was already beginning to swell.

"I hope that bitch does die" Brian exclaimed, staggering to his feet, "since she got here, trouble has followed. That family is bad news".

Stiles went for him again but this Scott was prepared, keeping a tight grip on Stiles and hauling him back to the other side of the classroom and urging him to take deep breaths and calm down but he was furious, a dangerous kind of adrenaline pumping around his body.

"Dude, stop. Chill. It's okay" Scott reassured, forcing him to sit in one of the stools at the back of the classroom, "calm down. It's okay. She'll be okay. I can go and get the key to the roof and find Kayla. I'm telling you she'll be alright".

"You don't know that" he exclaimed impatiently, "you heard her scream. What if the Alpha… what if he…"

"He didn't" Scott shook his head, "he wouldn't kill her. Not yet anyway".

"Wow. That makes me feel so much better. Thanks".

"She'll be fine" Scott nodded, "and I promise I will find her and keep her safe".

Stiles trusted Scott. He knew his best friend would live up to his word… he just hoped it wasn't too late.


Kayla didn't often get scared but, when she did, she was usually pretty damn good at hiding it. Fear, after all, was a weakness that she couldn't afford. Not with her life. Not with her family.

Yet being trapped in a small three foot by three-foot silver tunnel with barely enough room to turn around was not only terrifying, but also incredibly claustrophobic. She was sore and bleeding, scuttling backwards as the Alpha's head and shoulders tried to squeeze through the small opening, growling and snapping at her ankles.

She suddenly felt very small and very helpless.

Choosing not to hang around any longer, she began to crawl along the metal on her forearms, her useless ankle leaving a trail of blood behind her but when she threw a quick look over her shoulder the Alpha was gone.

She paused, keeping her body still as she strained her ears to hear any movement underneath her but, to her surprise, it was quiet.

Too quiet.

She gulped, ignoring the burning pain of her sliced ankle and continued, not wanting to stay in one place too long. She was – literally – a sitting duck and she loathed that feeling.

She kept dragging herself through the vents, turning left, then right, trying to figure out where the hell she was going when out of nowhere the Alpha's influence smacked her so forcefully in the chest she was left breathless, falling flat on her face as every single emotion he felt raced through her – pain, loss, frustration, fury and – worst of all – this vulnerable and intense type of helplessness that reminded her so much of when she lost her family, the two times, that it brought back a rush of pain that she had tried so hard to bury deep which resulted in her letting out a scream.

It was agony.

She couldn't deal with her own emotions, never mind his. It was suffocating her. Drowning her from the inside out. Her lungs filling with grief and murderous rage in equal amounts. Leaving her a shaking mess.

It was terrifying.

She didn't know how long she lay there, shaking and sweating, forced to feel things she didn't want to feel but the only thing that spurred her on was the thought of keeping her friends safe.

The metal venting system seemed to go on forever, like a silvery hot maze. The tunnels winding and coming to lots of dead ends. Breaking down the rusty grills to pull herself to the next floor. Her bleeding ankle making everything so much harder.

It wasn't until she took the next left that she was sure she heard the faint sound of voices arguing, reigniting that fight within her.

She kept her head down, pulling herself along the metal as quickly as she could, following the voices but, to her annoyance, the vent led to a dead end. Trapping her, yet again.

The heat was becoming unbearable, very sickly and overpowering, so she panicked and turned around, feeling like she was crawling around in circles before accidentally misjudging where the grill was under her hands, the force of her hands slamming down combined with her weight on the rusty old metal grill made it give way.

She let out a small shriek of surprise as her off balanced body fell forward and plummeted through the air like a meteor racing its way to earth. The burning pain in her ankle and the surprise of her fall meaning she didn't have time to even try and stabilise herself to try and land somewhat gracefully before her body collided painfully with something - or rather someone.

With a pained grunt she landed on top of that certain someone, her limbs splayed out and entangled as they knocked over some stools, the metal bouncing off their bodies.

The harsh landing meant it took a few seconds for everything to come into focus, straining her neck to look around the room as she tried to push her body up a little, realising she was now on the floor of the chemistry classroom with multiple pairs of surprised eyes trained on her.

She went to say something, most likely make a joke about her impromptu entrance but a quiet gasp of pain from beneath her made her look down, coming face to face with Stiles.

Because - of course - out of everyone in the room, she just had to fall on top of him, didn't she?

He looked equally as shocked as he did in pain, his face twisted into something what she imagined a rabbit caught in the headlights would look like, probably thinking it was the Alpha pouncing and getting ready to rip him limb from limb.

That look only lasted a second though because as soon as he realised it was her his entire expression softened, blinking up at her in something close to awe and relief. His eyes, once tight and fearful, were now rounded with adoration.

She swallowed thickly, unable to tear her gaze away from him, their chests moulded together as their breaths quickened. His big brown eyes captivating her very soul, pulling her in and not letting go. She was sure she heard voices calling her name but it was muffled and seeming far away, every molecule of her body focused on the boy pinned beneath her.

Dammit Kayla, she thought, don't let yourself fall like this. It's not worth it. It's never worth it.

Logic, which was usually such a normal experience for her, had gone out the window. Instead, she was left gazing down at him from the curtains of her hair and unable to look away. Something about him bewitching her.

She didn't know how long she had stayed like that, body thrown out over his carelessly as they looked at each other, but she was brought back to earth with a violent bang as there was a loud screech of her name.

She blinked and looked up, seeing Lydia just a few feet to her right staring down at her in surprise, their friends beginning to crowd them.

"Oh my god, are you okay?" Lydia asked, completely terrified, "what happened?"

"You're bleeding" Allison pointed out, her bottom lip quivering, "did he attack you?"

There was too many questions being thrown at her, her friends worried and expectant gazes drilling holes through her skull so she simply tried to push herself up, ignoring the sudden cold that chilled her skin when she wasn't touching him, pushing away the disappointment.

She was struggling, trying not to look at Stiles as she manoeuvred herself off him but found Scott holding out a hand to help her, cupping her arms and picking her up from the floor.

"Sit down" Scott instructed gently, leaning down to pick up a fallen stool from the ground, "you're in pain".

"What? Oh yeah, it's nothing" she shrugged off, but accepted the seat, leaning her tired body against the cool metal as she turned her attention to the others, trying her damnest to ignore Scott helping Stiles to his feet, "look... we really have to get the hell out of-"

"Nothing?" Allison shrieked, "It looks like your ankle has been torn apart".

She glanced down, now realising just how bad her injury was. Her sock clad foot was soaked with blood, the bubblegum Doc Martins that had once graced her feet had been torn off, leaving her awkwardly shoeless on her left foot. The delicate skin around her ankle still pumping blood, the skin shredded from the tips of the Alpha's claws.

She waved Allison off, preparing herself to take a step forward to prove her point but as soon as she did the pain flared up to a high ten, her proclamation of "it's fine" turned into a gasp of pain, her legs giving way.

She stumbled forward, ungracefully losing her balance which made Stiles flail towards her and grab her arms to stop her from face-planting the ground.

"Yeah... what were you saying?" Stiles said sarcastically, holding her up, though she could see worry shining in his molten honey eyes.

The awkwardness from moments ago, their shared brief encounter of something she didn't know, was forgotten about as she rolled her eyes and wriggled from his grasp, hopping on one foot. In response he simply rolled his eyes right back at her, pointing to the stool.

"Take a seat before you knock another one of us out".

She didn't even bother arguing - a miracle in itself - and did as she was told, sitting back gingerly on the stool and hiding her wince.

An awkward silence resumed, no one knowing quite what to say and when she looked up, she knew why. Everyone - now including her - was staring at Brian.

She found herself glaring at the teen, a quiet bubbling anger frothing just below the surface. Furious that he was so selfish he actually locked her inside with that monster. His complete disregard for human life yet another red flag.

Brian seemed a little off put by everyone's stares, his eyes snapping between each one of them - even Jackson appeared a little off put by his friend's actions.

"What?" he growled, "quit looking at me like that".

"Sorry your plan failed" she said brusquely, "y'know... the one to get me killed".

"It's your wackjob of a cousin, not mine. Not McCall's. Not Jackson's. Yours" he scowled, Kayla now realising the entire right side of his face was swelling, an angry bruise already beginning to form around his eye.

"Derek isn't doing this" she screeched, "you locked me down there and left me for dead. You're insane".

"Well, lucky for you you're resourceful sweetheart" he scoffed and she almost went for him but when she put any weight on her ankle her whole body crumbled, falling back onto the stool.

There was so much she wanted to say to him - she wanted to chew him out, berate him, call him every name under the sun and more but, at this point, he wasn't even worth it. Why was she wasting her energy on someone like him?

She sent him one last murderous look before turning to Scott.

"So... what's the plan?"

"Uh..."

"Molotov cocktail" Lydia announced, a small shake to her voice as she held up a beaker filled with liquid, "I uh... I read it somewhere".

"Molotov-? Wait, you're going out there?" she looked at Scott incredulously, "you can't. It's dangerous".

"I have to" he whispered, "if we have any chance of getting out of here, I have to find that key".

"Scott-"

"It's our only choice" he shrugged, "if I don't, more people could get hurt. Like you already have".

"I can handle a little scratch" she scoffed, "and if we have to send someone, send Brian. No big loss there" she said, her sentence getting progressively louder so everyone in the room heard it, including Brian, who sent her a thunderous look before turning to sulk in the corner - no doubt nursing his fragile ego.

"I can do this" Scott tried to say confidently though he looked completely terrified, "it's my fault we're all in here. It's on me to fix".

She sighed, accepting they really didn't have any other options.

"Okay, I'm not gonna stop you" she shrugged, keeping her voice low as to not alert the others, "but whatever you do, do not let the Alpha roar at you okay? He changed you. He has power over you. He could forcefully change you and even control you, do you understand?"

Scott nodded, fear flitting through his brown eyes.

"But how do I not make him roar? if he knows about how much power it possesses then won't he just do it anyway to turn me?"

"Probably" she told him truthfully, "and, to be honest, you probably couldn't stop him anyway but maybe if you're aware of it you can be more prepared to fight against it" she told him, giving his arm a squeeze, "you're stronger and better than you give yourself credit for".

"Thanks Kayla" Scott smiled, "and maybe you should get that ankle checked out" he added playfully, obviously trying to go for a more light-hearted mood.

"You get us outta here, it'll be the first thing I do, I promise" she replied, saluting him as he walked over to Lydia to collect the Molotov cocktail and say goodbye to Allison, who immediately protested. Begging him not to go.

She understood why - to the others, it was a death wish. They didn't have the same information they had. To them, it looked as though Scott was being reckless.

She kept her gaze down, feeling like she was intruding on Scott and Allison's very intimate goodbye, their kiss so full of emotion Kayla wanted to gag but realised this wasn't the right time to joke about, the silence heavy as Scott left the room.

The tense silence resumed - Lydia keeping close to Jackson's side, Allison pacing the length of the classroom as she bit her thumb nails in worry, Brian leaning carefree against the wall next to the door - no regret or remorse for his actions - and Stiles, well...

He was over by Mr Harris' desk, opening and going through every drawer before finally letting out a quiet "a-ha" and pulling out a small first aid kit.

She pretended not to be aware of what he was doing, keeping her gaze trained the other way until he was standing awkwardly in front of her, holding up the first aid kit.

"Uh... can I... y'know-" he waved his hand towards the floor, "-bandage you up?"

She pretended to ignore the jump her heart gave at that question, asked with such a gentleness she wasn't used to. No one is her life really treating her with such kindness.

She nodded silently, watching from the corner of her eye as he grabbed a stool and pulled it up in front of her, slightly at an angle, sitting down and tapping his hands along his thighs.

She quirked a brow but did as he asked, carefully lifting her leg and rested it along his thighs, watching as he winced.

"That's nasty" he grimaced, gagging slightly at her ankle.

"Scared of a little blood?" she asked, hiding her wince.

"Does that make me a wuss?"

"Totally" she smirked, watching as he opened the first aid kit and pulled out a couple of antiseptic wipes packets, tearing them open with his teeth.

"So uh... you can't get turned with a scratch can you?"

"Turned?" she asked, surprised by that question, "as in... into a werewolf?"

He nodded silently, taking the wipes from their packets.

"I... I don't know" she shrugged, "I've never heard of it. And anyway, this is superficial. If a scratch were to turn someone, it would need to be deep".

"This is superficial?" he asked with a surprised scoff, "Kayla, it's not stopped bleeding. You're probably going to need stitches".

Honestly, to her, it wasn't that bad. She had had worse. Much worse. But chose not to try and correct him because he looked to be on the verge of freaking out.

He tilted her ankle inwards slightly with gentle fingers, wincing again as he reached out to peel her blood soaked sock off and place it on the chemistry table before using the wipe to clean the blood from her foot.

"Sorry for completely flattening you back there" she apologised, keeping her tone light and playful, "did I hurt you?"

He shook his head but she could tell he was sitting at an awkward angle, like his ribs were sore.

"Nah, all good. Probably just a bruise" he dismissed, "I'll take it though. It's not everyday I get a girl falling head over heels for me".

She snorted at his words.

"Well, there is that".

He was taking his time with her ankle, clearly not wanting to hurt her as he cleaned her up and she found herself watching him closely, studying his expression. His face was tense and clearly still worried but she could tell he was trying to remain calm, focusing solely on her ankle and nothing else.

She wasn't used to being looked after or cared for. Not recently anyway. It was such a foreign feeling she almost felt awkward with it, unsettling her to the core. Like it made her weak. Hence why she began to fidget, squirming a little on her stool.

He noticed, glancing up and quirking a brow at her.

"Uh... you good?"

"What? Oh" she mumbled, caught off guard, "yeah. Why?"

"You're fidgeting".

"I always fidget".

"More than normal".

"How do you know what my normal is?"

"Because I pay attention" he stated before his eyes widened a little at that 'out there' statement, "uh... I mean... I... I just know".

"Right. Um... looks like Brian got quite the shiner" she changed the subject, not willing to engage in any feelings in this moment in time, "and I can't imagine Scott did it".

Stiles' hands paused, his entire body tensing as he shot the boy in question a curious glare.

"Bastard deserved it" Stiles mumbled under his breath, "and a lot more".

She wasn't used to seeing him so angry, discovering this whole new side to him that she hadn't experienced before. A side that she knew all too well. Her life having been lived with so much rage and anger.

"I'm not gonna dispute that" she smirked, happy to see the bruise under Brian's eye still darkening, "he's a sociopath for sure".

"I suppose this means you aren't going to go to San Francisco with him this weekend then?"

She let out a small chuckle because of course that's what Stiles was focused on. Could his jealousy be anymore obvious?

"Obviously not" she smirked, "not that I was going to anyway. Trying to make better life choices, remember?"

His brows pinched together, peaking up at her through the flutter of eyelashes.

"Then... then why say yes to him?"

Ah yes... the big question. Why did she? Was she acting self-destructive again? Or was Lydia right and she was trying to get back at Stiles and make him jealous?

Both options did not seem appealing to her.

"Uh... I... I don't know" she shrugged, shaking her head, "but after tonight, dude is definitely at the bottom of my list of potential dates".

He remained quiet, using the wipes to now clean up the gashes that had split her skin open, the harsh stinging making her gasp under her breath but she did her best to remain still and unfazed, keeping that calm mask on that she had practiced so many times over her lifetime.

"Out of uh... y'know... curiosity..." Stiles mumbled, hyper focused on her ankle and not daring to look up at her, "who... who uh... who's at the top of the list?"

She noticed he was blushing lightly, obviously trying to play it cool but failing - yet again. Avoiding her stare at all costs.

"It was a figure of speech. I-I have no list. Me and dating is like me and sushi - not a good combo".

He remained silent again, taking his time to continue cleaning her wound before picking up the bandages and unrolling the wad of material before wrapping it around her ankle, the white material stemming the blood flow.

"Thanks" she muttered, preparing to take her leg back but he was resting his hands across her shin, completely zoning out, so she kept it there, not having the heart to pull away from him just yet.

"Scott will be fine" she reassured gently, "he's... he's different to pretty much every other werewolf I've ever met. Especially a bitten one. He's managing damn well and I think he's destined for some pretty great things".

"I hope so" Stiles whispered, "I just never thought that looking for a dead body in the middle of the night would lead to, well... this".

"Life takes unexpected turns" she shrugged, "if you knew then what you did now back in that night in the woods, would you change things?"

That question seemed to surprise Stiles, catching him off guard as he looked up at her with a crinkle between his brows.

"Uh... I don't... I don't know".

"This supernatural stuff sucks a lot sometimes. Okay, most of the time" she added with a chuckle, "but I can't imagine living a life sheltered from everything that goes bump in the night. It comes with a lot of responsibility though. Knowing what we know... it's a tough secret to keep under wraps".

"Have you ever told anyone?"

She shook her head in response to Stiles' question.

"No. Not even my friends back in Louisiana. And when I told you about Scott, you already sort of knew. It was one of those things that was drilled into me at a young age - 'protect the secret'" she quoted, "hiding this kind of stuff just became second nature. You get really good at lying and covering up stuff. Otherwise..."

"Otherwise...?"

"People don't cope well with things that go against everything they were brought up to believe" she explained, "to them-" she nodded towards their friends on the other side of the classroom, "-werewolves are a tale of fiction. They're something out of movies and children's stories. To them... it's incomprehensible. To us... it becomes normal. We're living in two completely different worlds to them. And until you get used to hiding such a big secret, it will tear you up. You'll feel guilty. You'll feel like the worst person on this earth"

"Wow, thanks for the pep talk".

She smirked at his sarcasm, rolling her eyes.

"I can tell you feel bad" she explained, "especially not telling your dad. After all, he is the sheriff. If he knew he could manage situations like this much better".

"But it could also get him killed".

"Exactly" she sympathised, "anyone that knows is in danger. That's why I lie to Lydia. Why I lie to Allison. I have to lie to keep them safe".

"You don't have to lie to me" he mumbled before coughing to clear his throat, "uh... or Scott. Obviously".

"Exactly. It's refreshing" she smiled, "for the first time in, well, forever - I have friends I don't have to tip toe around".

"You... you can always be honest with me".

He was sincere, she could tell. She had gotten pretty good at knowing when people were lying or being deceptive, but with Stiles he never was. Her hardened soul softening to trust him.

"Yeah... I know" she nodded, "that's what I love about you".

The words sort of slipped out, not meaning to come across so vulnerable and mushy - something she wasn't, by the way - but luckily for her, before anything could be said about it or before Stiles could react, a loud thundering roar reverberated through the walls.

She winced, throwing her hands over her ears as a loud ringing shot through her head and Jackson fell to his knees and screamed in pain, cupping the back of his neck.

The Alpha's influence was back, trying to poison her mind and corrupt her to be the very worst version of herself, but she couldn't let that happen. Not again. Whilst Lydia and Allison raced forward to help Jackson, her hand shot out to grab a hold of Stiles' - whatever it was about him, it grounded her, helped her keep in control when she needed it the most, so she squeezed his hand as tight as she could as she got herself back in control.

"What the hell is happening?" Stiles exclaimed, accepting her hand and squeezing back, giving her a lifeline.

She didn't know what to say, trying to breathe through the haze of pins and needles attacking her brain, squeezing his hand that little bit harder until she felt able to push away the Alphas influence and gain back control of herself, just as Jackson stopped screaming and looked around in terror.

She didn't know what, but something was up with him. He shouldn't have reacted that way to the Alpha's roar, not if he was human...

She dropped Stiles' hand with a startled gasp, looking at Jackson in new-found wonder.

Was he a...?

No. Surely not. She would know. She was good at picking out werewolves among the humans and Jackson had been his usual arrogant self for weeks now.

Okay... so he wasn't a werewolf, but something was definitely up with him. Something supernatural.

Stiles was just as intrigued, taking a few steps forward and hovering over Jackson's crouched frame as Allison wrapped her arms around him.

"No, I'm fine" Jackson insisted, "like, seriously, I'm okay".

Allison frowned in dubious wondering, "that didn't sound okay at all".

"What's on the back of your neck?" Stiles asked, leaning over but Jackson pushed him back and slapped his hand away. She tried to stand up to see what all the commotion was about but her ankle was beginning to swell, and she couldn't weight bear.

"I said I'm fine" Jackson snapped, covering whatever was on the back of his neck with his hand.

"It's been there for days" Lydia interrupted, a shake in her voice, "he won't tell me what happened".

Jackson scoffed, "as if you actually care".

"All right, can we not argue for half a second here?"

She tried to stand up again, hiding her pain as she half limped-half hopped towards the tense group, peering her head to the side to try and see Jackson's neck and noticed claw marks embedded in the back of his neck.

"Who did that to you?" she asked, pointing to the back of her own neck.

"No one".

"Did it happen the night at the movie store?"

"Quit it" Jackson snapped, standing up and stepping away from them all, "it's nothing. Leave me alone".

She shared a tense look with Stiles, both thinking the same thing which was pretty much along the lines of 'uh oh'.

"Where's Scott? He should be back by now" Allison fretted and within a few seconds they saw a shadow on the other side of the door - a shadow remarkably similar to Scott's.

Allison noticed it too, rushing to the door and banging her hands on the wood.

"Scott! Scott!"

He never answered, but they all heard the door handle snap off from the other side - effectively locking them all in - before the shadow slinked away.

"Scott. Scott. Scott! Scott!"

"He didn't kill us" Kayla whispered, shooting Stiles a relieved look, "he controlled himself".

"Stop. Stop! Do you hear that?" Lydia shrieked, "Listen!"

Everyone, apart from her, rushed to the window but she still saw the luminous red and blue lights from the sirens outside, followed by the screech of multiple vehicles pulling up into the parking lot.

She sighed in relief, falling back on the stool in complete and utter exhaustion that this night was finally over.


"Miss Hale, I highly suggest you go to the hospital to get checked-"

"Holy god, for the last time - no. It's just a scratch, no big deal" Kayla exclaimed, shaking her head in aggravation. The sheriff had insisted she go get one of the paramedics to check out her ankle, and she did, just to be polite - something she was actively working on by the way - but was now wishing she hadn't.

"You may require stitches in order fo-"

"I don't require anything" she insisted, "and no hospitals. I'll sign a waiver if I have to".

The paramedic, who had been dealing with her for the last twenty minutes, was exhausted by her protests and simply sighed, sending her an unimpressed look.

"If it gets infected, you could lose a foot".

"Well, you could lose your teeth if you don't back off".

The paramedic gave up, throwing her hands up in exasperation and left the back of the ambulance, fed up with her theatrics. Kayla couldn't blame her - Hales, after all, were stubborn creatures.

The sheriff must've clocked that she was done getting treated because he looked over in her direction, pointing at Scott and Stiles who he was speaking to in the distance, no doubt telling them to "stay right here" before moving in her direction.

Dammit.

She looked around quickly, hoping she could get the hell out of there to avoid the awkward intrusive questions but she was sitting on the gurney in the back of the ambulance with only one good leg... she didn't have many options.

The sheriff appeared at the back of the ambulance several seconds later, giving her a curious once over.

"How's the foot?"

"Still attached" she replied, looking down at her bare bandaged foot that was so wrapped up it looked like it had doubled in size.

"Always good" the sheriff smiled before it faltered, pointing into the ambulance, "may I?"

"Free country" she shrugged, remaining seated as he climbed into the ambulance and perched himself on the singular seat opposite her, pulling out his pad and pen.

Her eyes flitted to Scott and Stiles in the distance, both hovering by the railings of the steps, watching on eagerly but nervously - no doubt wondering what she would say, scared she would contradict everything they had already told the sheriff.

"So..." the Sheriff began, "your cousin - Derek - his name has come up multiple times tonight. His car is also here, but no sign of him. Can you tell me anything about that?"

They didn't really have time to corroborate their stories, the rush of relief at the police presence and the speed at which everything happened afterwards meant they only had a few seconds to cement their accounts of the night.

"Say Derek was here to have your back" Scott whispered in her ear as he helped her down the stairs, "say Brian was stalking you or something".

"He kinda is" she scoffed, "or was. Before he tried to get me killed".

"And the janitor-" Scott continued, "-we heard a scream and saw blood, but didn't see who killed him".

"Noted".

Nothing else was said as she was coaxed away to the ambulance and Scott wasn't allowed to follow her, leading her to the little pickle they were now in.

She looked across at the sheriff, keeping her expression neutral.

"He was looking out for me" she explained, "Derek is... protective. After everything that's happened to our family... arson, murder... I'm sure you can understand why".

The sheriff glanced at her sympathetically, nodding in understanding.

"He... he wasn't comfortable with the fact that a boy in my class was persistent. He didn't want anything to happen to me".

"Who was being persistent?"

"Brian" she answered innocently, "Brian Murdock. He was here tonight. He says I messaged him to come here, but I lost my phone hours ago".

The sheriff frowned in concern but took the notes on his pad of paper, scribbling down her words.

"Derek was just looking after me" she shrugged, "he didn't do this Sheriff. He got hurt too".

"Did you see this?"

"Yes" she answered confidently, "but it was dark. I didn't see who did it".

"And your ankle?" he continued, "how did that happen? It looks like claw marks?"

She could feel Scott's gaze in the distance boring holes through her skull, no doubt anxiously listening to every word she was saying, but she wasn't panicked. She had lied to cops multiple times - especially about the supernatural - this was a walk in the park.

"I tore it on one of the vent grates" she lied smoothly, "hurt like a son of a bitch".

The sheriff remained quiet but nodded along to what she was saying, buying into her words. She had that effect somehow, like she was able to lie and coax others into believing her. Maybe it was the eyes. She did do an awesome innocent doe eyed look that people seemed to fall for.

"Well... we haven't found Derek, or the janitor" he sighed, "we've searched every inch of the school".

"Sorry I couldn't be of more help".

"Don't be silly" he smiled lightly, "it's been a long and stressful night for you all I'm sure. And I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but someone has accused Derek of doing this. They say they saw him".

She knew straight away who that certain 'someone' was, her entire body tensing.

"Brian?"

The sheriff nodded, placing his notepad in the top pocket of his jacket.

"He's coming down to the station tomorrow to give a full statement and confirm positive ID. If that happens, Derek will be charged with the murder of the janitor - given we can find his body - and the previous murders".

She remained in stony silence, looking down at the floor of the ambulance, an unrelenting fury burning through her body.

That bastard.

How dare he?!

She was furious. Wanting to just scream and punch things, anything in reach, her inability to remain cool and calm making her like a taut piece of string ready to snap and god help anyone in vicinity of that.

But instead of lashing out, the sensible part of her brain was telling her to fight Brian at his own game. If he wanted to lie to the police - maybe she could too.

"I want to give my own statement" she said, "about Brian and his credibility as a witness. Tonight he lied, he deceived, he locked me in the canteen knowing full well a serial killer was after us because I was the scapegoat to save his ass and he punched Stiles. I want that on record. Do a lie detector test if you have to, because I guarantee I'll pass and he won't".

The sheriff seemed surprised at her words, his eyebrows creasing.

"Brian... he... he did that?"

She nodded in response.

"Okay. Um... how about you come to the station tomorrow morning and we'll interview you. All on the record".

"Sounds great, Sheriff".

If Brian wanted to play with fire, she hoped he knew that he was the one that was going to get burnt.

"We haven't been able to get a hold of your mom yet to pick you up" he continued, "how about I give you a ride home? There's just a couple of things I need to do first".

Of course her mom would be unreachable, especially in an emergency. How predictable.

"Yeah, sounds great. Thanks Sheriff".

He nodded, pointing to her sitting on the gurney.

"Stay here and rest your leg. I'll come and get you when we're ready to go".

He jumped from the ambulance and disappeared from sight and just when she thought she could get a few minutes of peace to rest and come to terms with everything that had happened tonight, another figure not so subtly appeared by the doors of the ambulance, awkwardly giving a two-fingered wave.

"Uh... hey..."

She tilted her head to the side, seeing Stiles rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet.

"Hey" she replied, her voice flat and exhausted, "how's your ribs?"

He indistinctively touched the left side of his torso, hiding a wince.

"Nor broken" he smirked, "guess I make a pretty good landing mat, huh?"

She couldn't help but snort in amusement, "and you seem pleased with that for some reason?"

"It just feels good to be the knight in shining armour for once, y'know, saving my lady and all that" he chuckled and Kayla rolled her eyes in response.

"Yeah, well... don't get used to it, in the future I think you'll find it will be me saving your ass".

"And that is when I will say goodbye to whatever masculinity I have left" Stiles teased before the awkwardness returned to his expression, his cheeks slightly flushed.

"Uh... can I, um..." he pointed into the ambulance, but his nervous expression told her he expected her to say no.

"The doors are open".

He looked around, as if just noticing that fact before clumsily climbing in next to her, choosing to sit at the bottom of the gurney beside her.

"Crazy night huh?" he chuckled, ramping the awkwardness up to a high ten, wringing his hands nervously on his lap.

"It sure was eventful" she agreed, watching him fidget uncomfortably.

"Uh... about, y'know, the other night..." he mumbled, clearly struggling to find the right words, "I was an ass. I'm sorry".

"You've apologised already. It's no big deal".

"But it is a big deal" he insisted, "I... I just got overwhelmed and I'm sorry. I don't want you to resent me for it".

"I don't" she promised, "it's fine".

He sighed, peaking over at her from the corner of his eye, his gaze shy and reserved.

"Was uh... was it fine? Y'know... the um..."

"The lip locking?" she smirked, much to his embarrassment, "are you fishing for a rating or...?"

"Oh no. God no. I just... it was my-my first... first... uh... and you have way more experience than me and-"

"Wow" she chuckled, "are you calling me a floozy?"

His entire face turned red, looking like the entire floor had fallen from beneath his feet.

"What? No. Oh my god. N-No. Y-You're the furthest thing from... oh god... I'm just gonna shut up now".

She giggled, unable to stop the smile from infectiously spreading across her face.

"Stiles, relax" she smirked, "I'm messing with you".

"Right" he muttered, blowing out a long breath, "heh... of course you are".

She playfully nudged him, "lighten up. After tonight, we need a laugh".

"Not gonna argue with that".

Silence resumed for a few seconds, comfortable and endearing silence that made her feel safe and happy but it wasn't long before she could sense Stiles' need for answers beginning to stir inside him, causing him to begin to fidget again.

"So, uh-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, "I know what you want to ask me but, for the sake of our friendship, I would highly suggest you don't".

She knew he was slipping into that dangerous territory of wanting answers from the other night... wanting to address their kiss and any potential feelings that could be there. To her; that was the scariest talk of all.

He bit his lip, glancing down at the floor of the ambulance.

"Yeah... yeah maybe you're right" he said, "why ruin an already good thing huh?"

"Exactly".

"Good".

"Great".

The silence that followed returned to being awkward and uncomfortable, both sitting just inches from one another but suddenly feeling miles apart.

"But..." he said after an agonising couple of minutes, "what if that already good thing could be a great thing if we just... consider it?"

"Stiles..." she sighed, "I meant what I said. I don't date. Like, at all".

"Yeah, I heard you the first hundred times you said that" he muttered, "I just... why did you kiss me then?"

She sent him an affronted look, "you kissed me".

"I promise you, I didn't".

"You so totally did" she shot back.

"Regardless-" he blushed, "-you didn't feel anything? At all?"

The problem was, she did.

That kiss had catapulted her into feeling too fucking much. Something she wasn't used to feeling.

"You like Lydia" she shrugged, "always have, always will. Even if I did - and I'm not saying I do - I don't want to be second best. And I don't want to lose a friend".

Stiles was watching her closely, his deep brown eyes studying every inch of her expression like she was some meticulous piece of art work, completely infatuated by her.

"I get it. I do. But... I think it's worth the risk".

"Is it?" she asked, "there's lots of stuff you don't know about me. About my past. What I've done-"

"I don't care-"

"You should" she insisted, "you should care. You're so - innocent- to all of this. To girls, to werewolves, to the bad things in the world. I'm not. I was one of those bad things in the world. My past is... eventful. Shameful. You're too good to get entangled in that".

"That's not how I see you" he shook his head, "you're not a bad person. Brian? Now that's a terrible person. Like, the worst. The Alpha? Again, terrible. You? Not a chance. Don't demonise yourself".

"I'm not. I'm just being honest" she shrugged, "and uh... yeah. The kiss was pretty good" she added with a smirk, changing the subject, "could definitely improve though".

"Oh. She got jokes now, does she?"

"Naturally" she grinned, " inappropriate humour is sort of my forte".

"Well, inappropriate comments are mine so... how about a second chance? Y'know... at the whole kissing thing" he squeaked, "and uh... I promise not to run away this time".

She found herself laughing at him, admiring the fact he actually had the balls to say that.

"And I thought I was forward".

"Can't blame a guy for trying".

She didn't know what was next for them. Hell, she didn't even know if they would both survive whatever the Alpha had planned, but she admired him for his honesty - and his bravery. It wasn't often humans could handle this much responsibility. It was admirable.

She admired that.

She twisted her body to face him, reaching out to slip a finger under his chin and tilt his head around, their faces just inches apart.

"I uh... I guess it's only fair everyone gets a redo" she mumbled, watching his entire expression dissolve into shock, "one time offer Stilinski. Take it or leave it".

The ball was in his court this time. An offer she knew he couldn't - or wouldn't - refuse. A part of her wishing he would just take it. Take her. Make her soul melt.

For so long, she had been impenetrable. An entire wall wrapped around her heart. Before coming here, it was solid. Unshakable. Nothing was getting through. Then she moved to Beacon Hills and got entangled in the dramas of a new werewolf and his sarcastic best friend and that wall around her heart began to crumble. In fact, it was still crumbling. Falling at a rate she couldn't keep up with.

It was terrifying and she promised herself she wouldn't indulge...

... But he was like chocolate cake. She had already had a taste and she wanted more. One more little taste wouldn't hurt, right?

She watched him gulp, his entire face frozen in shock as he inched towards her, slowly moving into her orbit until she could feel his heated breath brushing her lips.

It was soft, sweet and burning all at once. Shivers dancing across her skin as she found herself holding her breath, waiting for the inevitable feel of his lips on hers that she was yearning for. It was so close. millimetres away from the metaphorical fireworks that people usually described erupting when-"

"You ready to go kid-oh"

At the sound of his dad's voice, Stiles literally yelled and jumped as if he had been burnt, scuttling away from her and falling off the edge of the gurney.

Sheriff Stilinski - AKA the cockblock.

Guess they weren't meant to get their redo after all.

A/N) OOOOOOOOOH DAMN. Loved this chapter and the length haha hope you all did too. (9000 ish words wow). Excited to hear your thoughts on this and the development :) see you all soon xxx

Chapter 27: Invitation

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Sitting up front in the Sheriff's cruiser - which, in itself, was unusual as she was usually handcuffed in the back - gave her time to deflate and unwind from the night's events.

Everything that had happened she was still coming to terms with, along with a quiet yet increasingly panicked concern for her cousin.

Was Derek okay?

How did he get away?

Was he hurt, or worse... dying or dead?

What would happen if these murders got pinned on him?

So many questions raced through her mind, leaving her stomach a twisted ball of anxiety and worry, though she hid it well. To anyone looking at her right now, she would just appear tired and underwhelmed, having learnt to conceal her emotions as if her life had depended on it.

Yet underneath that, she was stressed. Worried that the night's events had caused her to lose yet another person that she loved.

The sheriff was quiet, gripping the steering wheel as he drove through the streets of Beacon Hills towards her house, a thoughtful yet concerned look etched across his face. The police radio that sat between them cracking to life every now and then, discombobulated words echoing through the handheld speaker. She listened closely, hoping to hear something good but whatever was said was nothing of interest.

Eventually, the noise of the radio must have distracted him because the sheriff reached down to turn the dial to 'off', leaving them in silence.

"That's better" he announced, "that thing gives me a headache".

She simply smiled politely and returned to staring out the passenger side window, the dim lights of Beacon Hills passing by in a slow blur.

"We'll find out what happened tonight" he continued, after a few more seconds of silence, "we're all over it".

He wouldn't find out what actually happened, that was a given, but she admired his determination nonetheless. An authority figure that cared? It made a nice change to what she had witnessed over the years.

"Yeah" she nodded, "I hope so".

"Uh… apart from tonight, is everything okay?" the Sheriff asked hesitantly, "you seem to have had a lot going on".

Of course he knew what had been going on – he was the sheriff after all. He had seen her records. No doubt read the case files into her family's fiery death, including her dad and brother's murder. He probably knew a lot more gruesome details than her newfound friends.

"Nothing I can't handle" she shrugged dismissively, "I don't need sympathy, Sheriff".

"I would argue that you do" he commented softly, "do you have support at home? Someone to talk to?"

She frowned in confusion, not really following his train of thought.

"Talk to about what?"

"Your grief" he replied, sending her a worried glance from the corner of his eye, like he couldn't understand why she wasn't understanding his concern, "you've lost a lot of people-"

"Thanks for the reminder".

"-And now moving halfway across the country, not knowing anyone… it must be upsetting".

Of course it was. No one needed to know that though.

"I'm fine. I'm alive – which is more than I can say for pretty much everyone I've ever cared about".

"It's not good just to be 'fine' though" he mumbled, "look, kid, when my wife died… everything fell apart. I became a shell of myself. A crap deputy… a crap father… a crap everything. I felt so alone. I don't want you to feel like that, especially in my town. So if there is anything I can do to help…"

Her fingers were intwining themselves around the hem of her shorts, pulling at the loose denim threads as she listened to what he said, such sincerity pooling in his voice. Yet, given her history, she still felt unsure. Unwilling to trust someone so easily. Maybe he had ulterior motives? Or felt compelled to say it out of some sense of responsibility?

"Are you just saying this because your son's tongue was almost down my throat again?"

The Sheriff began spluttering in surprise, an awkward breathless cough escaping his lips as he swung his head back to face the road, unable to meet her eyes.

"Because, slow your roll-" she continued, "-you're not gonna be my father-in-law. Just putting it out there".

He was speechless, unable to find the right words, looking to be on the verge of an aneurism and seemed thankful their journey together was over, pulling slowly into her driveway.

"Uh… I… I should probably talk to your mom about the events of tonight" he finally managed to say, changing the subject completely, "I'm sure she'll have questions".

"Evidently, you've not met my mother" she chuckled darkly, "the only questions she'll have is how and why everything that has happened is my fault".

"You've been hurt" he insisted, "she'll want to know how that happened".

"Doubt she'll even notice" she mumbled under her breath, staying seated as the Sheriff indicated for her to stay there as he pulled himself from the cruiser and walked around the hood of the car to open the passenger side door, holding a hand out to help her stand.

His pleasantries and kindness was still a bit bewildering, but she accepted his hand none the less and hopped from the car towards her front door as the Sheriff stood beside her, his index finger reaching towards the doorbell.

She internally cringed, knowing all hell was about to break loose.

She knew she mom would simply see her standing next to the sheriff, the police cruiser parked outside, and immediately think the worst. Probably expecting her to have done some joyriding or assaults, maybe even caught shooting up outside some dingy bar, instead of being even remotely concerned that, instead, something had happened to her as a result of something that wasn't her fault.

She was proven right just twenty seconds later when the front door opened and her mom stood there, wrapped in a white fluffy dressing gown with her hair half wrapped in a silk hair wrap, her annoyed expression at getting woken up turning to thunderous fury as she laid eyes on her.

"What have you done?"

The words cut through Kayla like a red hot poker, confirming her suspicions - that her mom only thought the absolute worst of her.

Although she expected it, a sharp pang of disappointment shot through her chest, her usual quick-witted words dying in the back of her throat, her shoulders sagging almost unnoticeably.

Clearly displeased she didn't answer within a 2-second timeframe, her mom crossed her arms in anger and turned to the sheriff.

"What did she do this time, Sheriff?"

"Uh... nothing" he responded, seeming a little taken aback by her mom's anger instead of concern, "she's done nothing. But there was an incident at the school".

"Incident?" her mom scoffed, angrily flicking her wrist out to look down at her watch, "at 2am? Did you break into the school? That's almost ironic considering you dropped out for months on end".

"Look-" the sheriff cut in, politely holding out his hand to stop her mom mid rant, "-I don't know if you've been watching the news, but there's a killer on the loose. Unfortunately, that person targeted your daughter, my son, and their friends tonight. They were lucky to make it out alive, and mostly unharmed. No laws have been broken. My only concern is for their well-being, as should yours".

Her mom remained stoic, her mouth twisted into a thin line, clearly a little embarassed at getting called out for her inappropriate behaviour and allowed herself a few seconds to shake off the irritation and turn her gaze to Kayla.

"Are you okay, dear?"

"Never better" she grumbled under her breath, resisting an eye roll.

"Well... thank you for bringing her home Sheriff" her mom said, stepping aside and beckoning Kayla in who limped and swatted away her mom's faux concerned hands, "my phone must've been switched off".

"It's no problem" he said, frowning as he watched the mother-daughter tense dynamic, his brows knitted in concern, "uh... I'll see you in the morning for your statement then Kayla?"

"Bright and early" she nodded.

"I'll make sure she gets there" her mom reassured, "I'll drop her off before I go to work".

"Rest up" the Sheriff smiled at her before her mom could shut the door, "remember, if it gets worse, go straight to the hospital, alright?"

"You got it" she nodded, holding her hand up into a quick wave, "bye".

He was still watching them curiously as her mom shut the door and locked it, her facade dropping as she turned around to face Kayla with a tight expression, one eyebrow cocked disapprovingly.

"Now, the truth Kayla" she demanded, "the Sheriff may have bought your lies, but I don't. What were you and your friends actually doing?"

"Having a giant orgy" she remarked sarcastically, much to her mom's annoyance, "what do you think?"

"I don't know. That's why I asked".

"What does it matter, you're not going to believe me anyway".

"Kayla!"

"The Alpha" she exclaimed loudly, "y'know... big bad werewolf. Have you forgot they exist?!"

"Of course not" her mom snapped, "and I told you to stay out of that mess. Leave it to Derek to sort out".

"Well, Derek could be dead so good luck with that".

Her mom pinched the bridge of her nose, pointing up the stairs.

"Go to bed. We're leaving at 7am. And let this be the last time I'm driving you to the police station".

"I didn't do anything" she argued, not knowing why because her mom wouldn't believe her, but feeling this intense need to defend herself, "I didn't-"

"Enough" her mom interrupted, "it's late and I need my sleep. Do you know how embarrassing it is to get woken up by the sheriff, of all people, dropping your daughter off in the middle of the night? Small towns like this talk. We do not need a repeat of Lousiana. I moved us here for a fresh start and you will not embarrass me here, do you understand?"

"Yes mom" she muttered snarkily, "your reputation is at the top of my list of priorities".

"Bed. Now".

She could've completely lost it then and there but bit the inside of her cheek so hard she was sure she could taste the metallic bitterness of blood, swallowing her fiery words and brushed past her mom without so much as a look, grabbing the bannister to help her up the stairs.

Her ankle was throbbing as she stomped up each step, probably quicker and more forcefully than she should, but she was mad - fury and worry bubbling inside her chest.

She got to her room and slammed the door shut so forcibly the walls shook, face planting onto her bed so her ankles dangled off the end.

Things were getting worse, and she didn't know how to stop it.


That morning, the ride to the police station was stoic and silent. So much tension and pressure building up inside the metal confines of her mom's SUV she thought it would implode.

luckily, it didn't, and they pulled into one of the many empty spaces, her mom simply sticking on the handbrake and not even bothering to switch off the engine.

"I trust you'll manage to find your own way home?" her mom said, barely turning her head to look at her.

"Yeah".

"Good".

Her mom reached to the centre console, pressing a button so the child safety released and the doors unlocked - her hint to get out - then leaned back in her chair.

Kayla took the hint, opening the door and sliding out, not even muttering a quick goodbye and then a second later her mom pulled away, leaving the parking lot.

"Yeah, love you too" she muttered sarcastically under her breath, rolling her eyes as she made her way slowly to the police station, still limping.

She reached the glass doors, catching sight of her reflection.

Hair unbrushed and slightly wild, face clean and fresh and free from make up. Her clothes a little mismatched, but she had grabbed the first semi clean things she could find from her wardrobe. A pair of skin tight jeans and a baggy khaki tee, a pair of pumps on her feet as they were the only shoes she could find that fit around her bandaged ankle.

She didn't really care what she looked like. She had a total of 0 hours sleep, and was sure that was obvious by the dark smudges under her eyes.

Shaking her head at herself, she pushed open the doors and walked up to the reception desk, a woman police officer watching her closely as she came in.

"I'm here to see Sheriff Stilinski".

"Name?"

"Kayla Hale".

The woman stilled, sending her a curious and surprised once over - yeah, she was used to it.

"Take a picture, it will last a hell of a lot longer".

The woman, slightly embarassed by being caught staring and being unprofessional, simply cleared her throat and beckoned her to follow her through to the bullpen.

She did so, albeit at a slower pace, stepping through the door that the woman held open for her.

"Take a seat" she instructed, pointing to the bench outside the sheriffs office, "he's interviewing someone else, but he won't be long".

However, that bench was already occupied by none other than Stiles Stilinski who, unsurprisingly, was sleeping at an awkward angle, his neck rolling from the wooden arm with one leg bent upwards and the other sprawled out across the floor.

She simply stared at him for a few seconds with an eyebrow cocked in exasperation, wondering why the hell this complete and utter oddball was someone she was attracted to.

"Uh... Miss? You can go in".

She shook her head from her confused gawking, limping into the bullpen and perched herself on the bench next to him.

Despite the bench dipping slightly from her weight and the hustle and bustle of the bullpen, Stiles didn't wake up. He remained half lying over the edge of the bench, his back and neck at an awkward angle, man spreading to the extreme.

She reached out to poke his chest, the prod making him jump slightly but not wake up, muttering under his breath.

Hm... this could be fun.

She looked around, trying to find someone not busy and met the gaze of a young police officer, nodding down to the stationary organiser on his desk.

He caught on quickly, hiding a smirk as he reached forward and grabbed a black sharpie, tossing it through the air to her. She caught it one handed, sending him a smirk and a playful nod before pulling the cap off.

She couldn't resist. He was sprawled out so innocently, dead to the world with no awareness as to what was going on.

Leaning slightly to the side, she reached out and took her time drawing kiddy art on his face - everything from a Charlie Chaplin moustache to over exaggerated hairy eyebrows, not forgetting the iconic Marilyn Monroe beauty mark.

Surprisingly, he still didn't wake up. He had a few face twitches from the tickling of the pen, but didn't wake up enough to open his eyes, so she chose to carry on. Adding a fake beard and winged eyeliner just to complete the look.

A few of the cops were watching, sniggering to themselves at Stiles' expense and she only stopped her intense doodling when she heard the door to the Sheriff's office open.

She sat back down, slinking away from Stiles innocently and watched as the Sheriff escorted Brian from the office, even giving him a reluctant hand shake that the teenage boy offered him.

Kayla could tell the Sheriff did not like Brian all that much. His posture was closed off, his face slightly tense and abrasive - like he was annoyed by the blonde teen. Kayla couldn't blame him... Brian was full of bullshit, and Sheriff Stilinski seemed able to see through said bullshit.

She watched the Sheriff usher him away, thanking him for his time before sighing loudly and catching sight of her, a tired but bright smile pulling at his lips.

"Kayla" he greeted, drawing the attention of Brian who was walking away, throwing a curious glance over his shoulder in which she simply glared back, "thanks for coming in so early. I hope you haven't been waiting long".

At that moment, the timing couldn't have been any better as Stiles grunted in his sleep and jerked up so he was it a more hunched sleeping position, his sleeping face now - full of sharpie doodles - on full display.

The sheriff cocked an eyebrow in wondering and she simply smiled sweetly back, the perfect picture of innocence.

"Long enough" was all she said, "but I can entertain myself".

The sheriff snorted in amusement, shaking his head a little at the sight of his son and extended an arm towards his office.

She stood up carefully, making sure not to weight bear too quickly as she limped towards his office, sending Brian one last glare before walking in.

She went to sit on the wooden chair on the opposite side of his desk, but he waved her towards the brown leather sofa, urging her to "relax" and "rest her leg".

She sat down, the leather squeaking as she did so, the sheriff pulling out the wooden chair to sit opposite her.

"How you doing kiddo? Did you get much sleep last night?"

"Nah, I was too wired".

"I thought so".

"Are you saying I look terrible?" she asked playfully, in which he went bug-eyed and shook his head.

"Oh, no no. It was just a very scary night I'm sure. Hard to switch off after that".

She peeked behind her, between the blinds decorating the window at Stiles still sleeping on the wooden bench.

"Some people don't seem to be having any trouble with that" she teased, a playful sarcastic edge to her tone.

"My son can sleep at the drop of a hat and sleep through an atomic bomb" he remarked with an eye roll, "lucky for some eh?"

"Very".

"Well... as you know, there's just a few things we need to try and straighten up" he said, "I've had some conflicting statements and, honestly, I'm confused about the entirety of the events of last night".

"You and me both".

"So any information you can give me would really help".

"Information about Derek?"

The Sheriff paused for a moment, his expression tight for a fleeting moment before his professional mask was back on, giving nothing away.

"About anything".

"He didn't do this Sheriff" she insisted, "I know it looks like it, but he didn't. Whatever Brian says is not the truth".

"So what is the truth?"

She wasn't normally a snitch, especially to cops, but Brian had gotten on her last nerve.

She played it up a bit, maybe slightly exaggerating his advances but making it obvious she wasn't pleased by it. Enter Derek. She said he wanted to keep her safe. That he took her to the school to meet up with her friends in case Brian was there, despite the fact she could keep herself safe. She told the sheriff how they noticed the school was open, and thought they saw someone. Being nosey teens, they investigated. Only for Derek to get attacked and, after running into the school for safety, found the janitor dead.

She explained how, during this time, she had no phone. She assumed the killer found it, using it to his advantage. How their friends showed up out of no where, as if whoever was hunting them down wanted a massacre. She then decided 'fuck it' and told him about Brian's aggression, how he punched Stiles and tried to rough house her when she was doing her best to hide them. Told him how, when they were running for their lives, he thought Derek was the one hunting them down and deliberately locked her downstairs as he thought he entire family was "crazy", with the killer just a few feet away from them.

She said how, if it wasn't for her quick thinking, she could be dead because Brian intentionally prevented her from escaping. How, because he didn't get what he wanted, he was being petty and seeking revenge.

Yeah, real charmer.

After she explained all this, the sheriff sat back in his chair, slightly exhausted and overwhelmed by all this new information.

"And your ankle?"

She shrugged, "vent, remember?", knowing not to slip up and say 'oh, just claws from an eight foot alpha, regular Wednesday night for me'.

"Right" he sighed, "that's... that's a lot".

"So, is Derek off the hook?"

The sheriff winced, "unforunately not. Your statement could be discredited, what with your familial connection. Brian, as much as I hate to say it, has better standing. He, as far as we know, has no vendetta against Derek and he still picked his face out of a line up. He's prepared to go fully on the record. To any prosecutor or Jury, Brian is more believable".

"So Derek's mugshot is gonna be plastered all over town? Made out to be a god damn serial killer when you have absolutely zero proof or evidence?"

"... It's looking likely, yes".

"So what was the point in asking me down here then if you already believed he was the one doing this?" she asked, "and believe I'm lying too, to what, protect him? Derek's a big boy, he can protect himself. I don't need to fight his battles".

"I don't believe you're lying" the sheriff reassured, "and I don't necessarily believe Derek did this either. We just have to go where the clues take us, and unfortunately for your cousin, the clues are pointing in his direction. Along with an eye witness, it is quite damming".

"Brian is a lying piece of shit" she declared, not biting her tongue anymore, "he's just saying it's Derek to get back at me".

"I know he is" the sheriff replied, much to her surprise, "I've seen his kind since I was in school. Popular jock that thinks he's untouchable. Trust me, I know. The amount of crap that kid has gotten off with because of his parents is enough to make my eyes water, but he isn't budging on his story. My hands are tied".

"Jeez, maybe I should've just slept with him" she grumbled unhappily under her breath, "maybe then he wouldn't be so hellbent on destroying what little family I have left".

"Don't worry kid" the sheriff smiled, "this will all blow over. If Derek really didn't do this, then we'll find who did. But uh... if you hear from him, or see him..."

"Let you know?"

"Yes".

"No" she said honestly, much to his surprise, "c'mon, I ain't that stupid".

He seemed to try for a disappointed fatherly, bordering on authoritarian expression but she could tell he was struggling by the small, almost unnoticeable, quirk of his lips.

"I should've expected that".

"Yes, you should've".

He shook his head in exasperation, but she could tell he was bordering on amused.

"Well thanks for coming in Kayla. I really do appreciate it, especially when you're hurt".

She waved her hand out, "I'm fine. A superficial grazing is all".

"Is your mom still waiting outside for you?"

She snorted, as if that question was the funniest thing on earth.

"Of course not. She couldn't wait to hightail it out of there. Being seen with her daughter outside a police station? Again? The absolute shame it would cause" she remarked sarcastically, letting out a small chuckle, "as if god himself would strike her down from the heavens".

He frowned, unhappy that her mom had left her here when she was clearly hurt and carless - stranded, when all she could use was some sleep.

"How are you getting home?"

"I don't know, maybe Uber? You guys definitely do that here, right?"

"I can't, with good conscience, let you get a ride from a stranger" he said, glancing down at his watch and then winced, "Damn. If I had more time, I would have taken you home myself. How about one of my deputies?"

"Then I do actually think my mother would kill me. Rocking up back home in a cop car last night was already enough to 'bestow shame upon them'" she quoted in a fake exaggerated voice, "never mind twice. I'll be fine".

The Sheriff's lips were pursed, clearly uncomfortable with the idea of her leaving with someone she didn't know, but a few seconds later his eyes lit up, snapping his fingers.

"Don't be silly. Stiles can take you".

She had to double take at that, as that was the last words she expected to hear from his mouth.

"S-Stiles?" she asked, for no apparent reason, feeling like the floor had completely disappeared from under her.

"Yes. Stiles" he said slowly, "honestly, you'd be doing me a favour. He's been under my feet the whole night. Maybe you could convince him to go home and leave his old man in peace for a few hours".

She swallowed the unexpected tightness in her throat, glancing over her shoulder and through the blinds adjourning the window to see him, yet again, contorted in another different and uncomfortable position.

Somehow, she didn't think she'd have much of a choice.

She simply nodded, accepting her fate and pushed herself up off the leather sofa. The Sheriff did the same, standing up from behind his desk before his expression twisted – like he had ate an uncooked prawn.

"Just uh… no funny business" he mumbled uncomfortably, making her smirk.

"Trust me… they'll be none".

Because she had made up her mind – her and Stiles Stilinski? Just friends. End of. It would end in disaster if they were anything but friends. She wasn't the settling-down type.

The Sheriff nodded, seeming relieved he didn't have to have 'the talk' with her, no doubt scared what two hormone driven reckless teens could do when left alone together. Especially someone like her and Stiles – both very open and quick to admit they want to get laid.

"Right. Uh…" he was more awkward now, fumbling to the office door and opening it for her, waiting patiently for her to hobble through on her one good leg.

She stood to the side as the older man leaned over and smacked Stiles' leg, making the boy jump and flail into a sitting-up position, looking around blearily.

"Up and at 'em kid" the Sheriff said, "time to leave my police station. You're taking Kayla home. Make sure she gets home safe, okay?"

Stiles, still half asleep, suddenly perked up at the sound of her name, his back straightening as if a rod had been inserted into his spine, peering around the figure of his dad to look at her. She didn't say anything, simply lifted a hand into a lazy wave which made him gulp, hiding a smirk at the black sharpie drawings all over his face.

"Uh... um..."

"Stiles" the Sheriff exclaimed, sending his son a pointed glare, "come on. Get the girl home. Don't make me ask you again".

"Right. Uh... sorry" he muttered, running a hand over his short hair as he floundered around on the sofa as if he was looking for something, patting the pockets of his slacks before standing up.

"And Stiles?" the Sheriff asked, drawing Stiles' short attention span back to his dad, "don't come back here. Get home and get some proper sleep".

"But-"

"No buts" he interrupted, "I work better without you plaguing me. For once, just do as I ask" he sighed tiredly, sending Stiles an exhausted look, "and wash your face".

"Okay. Sure" he conceded with a sigh, swinging his jeep keys around his finger, seeming a bit confused by his father's mention of his face, rubbing at his mouth like he thought he had been drooling, "but after that, I'll be back".

The Sheriff shot Stiles an almost sarcastic smile.

"I wouldn't expect anything else".

Stiles nodded affirmatively, pointing at his dad.

"And this time, definitely with a salad".

The Sheriff rolled his eyes and Kayla snorted under her breath, followed by a small giggle.

"What you trying to do, kill the poor man?"

"Funnily enough - no" Stiles replied, "I'm trying to extend his life".

"By feeding him rabbit food?"

"By giving him something that doesn't clog his arteries".

"Well you're no fun, are you?"

"I'm plenty fun I'll have you know" Stiles insisted, "I... I can be pretty damn fun. A whole big ball of fun".

She quirked a brow, a suggestive look twinkling in her gaze.

"Uh..." Stiles gulped nervously, rubbing a hand along his chest as if trying to subtlety soothe his racing heart, "um... so, yeah. F-Fun".

Silence fell again, the three of them standing in a circle at an impasse. It wasn't until several seconds later, the Sheriff coughed to clear his throat and pointed to the bullpen door.

"Right. Off you go kids. Be safe" he said, rushing his words out before blushing a deep red, "I mean uh, drive safe. And thanks again for coming in, Kayla. It really does help more than you know".

She nodded, accepting his thanks as Stiles went to go but stopped, extending an arm for her to go first.

Guess chivalry wasn't dead after all.

She smirked at his attempt but went first, slowly hobbling her way from the bullpen and reached out to open the door but Stiles had clumsily leaned around her to grab the handle, opening it so quickly it smacked her in the forehead.

"Oh god" Stiles exclaimed, his hands flapping around her like a bee on crack as she blinked away the sudden haziness in her vision, "oh god, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?"

"Never better" she mumbled, rubbing her forehead that would most likely bruise, "Damn. That was my karma for the doodles".

"I'm sorry" he apologised again, his face screwing up into a wince as he did so, "I was just trying to be a gentleman".

"Stiles?" she asked, "for both our sakes, maybe don't" finishing with a playful smirk to show she was joking.

He breathed a sigh of relief, chuckling a little as he slowly reached around and opened the door, a lot more carefully this time, and held it open for her. She jokingly pretended to dodge it, earning a small laugh from him.

He hovered behind her as she walked from the police station, grabbing the last couple of doors for her. Surprisingly, he wasn't as awkward as she expected considering they very almost made out last night. Or maybe he was just hiding it very well, who knew.

A few people looked at them - well, him - most likely due to the kiddie scribbles on his face, and he seemed to get a little self-conscious, tapping her on the shoulder.

"Why is everyone looking at me?"

She held back her snigger, keeping her expression straight and guarded.

"You must just have one of those faces".

She spotted his jeep and made her way towards it, hiding her smile and let him open the door for her.

"Uh... do you need something to stand on to help you up?"

"Nah" she said, wrapping her hand around the exterior curve of metal on the roof and hauled herself up into the seat, "all good".

He raised his eyebrows in surprise, shocked at the ease in which she swung herself into the jeep, her upper body strength catching him off guard.

"You... You... You never fail to surprise me" he murmured with a small shake of the head, seeming in a daze as he checked her hands and feet were clear from the door before shutting it.

As he made his way around the front of the jeep she followed him with her eyes, finding herself unable to look away as she watched him move - clumsily and quickly, but with an edge of uncertainty. Like he was hesitant to get inside a small mental tin can with only her.

Just as he turned the corner at the front of the jeep, making his way towards the door, her gaze slipped behind him to see Brian parked directly opposite them, his hands clenched into fists gripping the wheel tightly and, although she couldn't see, she was sure they were turning white. His broad shoulders, hunched in anger, were rising and falling rapidly with quick heavy breaths, his eyes boring holes through her own.

She wasn't scared of him, but over the weeks she began to see a whole new side of him that he had kept hidden. A side she was now very uncertain of. She was used to bad things - all the ugly monsters that went bump in the night- but Brian was human. Somehow, that made him more unpredictable.

She held his gaze, barely registering Stiles climbing in the jeep next to her. He was brewing with fury, lifting one hand and making a sliding motion across his throat.

She recoiled in surprise and amusement, letting out a snort at his overinflated ego.

"Who the hell does he think he is, Pablo Escobar?" she muttered with an eye roll, "maybe I should go over there and slash his tyres".

Stiles caught her arm before she could reach for the door handle, holding her back.

"Or, uh, maybe don't?" he suggested weakly, "considering we're at a police station... where my dad works... as the Sheriff..."

"Surely that means you get a freebie every now and then?"

"Not really" Stiles shook his head, "plus, uh... Brian may be a dick, but let's not make a bigger enemy of him huh? This face can only take so much" he added in a jokey tone, pointing to his nose that had slightly swelled with a light purple bruise across the ridge, a small cut etched down the skin.

"From what I saw, you held your own".

"That punch had been brewing for years" Stiles smirked, "I've wanted to do that since fifth grade".

"Me too. And I didn't even know him in fifth grade" she laughed, "that's just how annoying he is".

Stiles chuckled, starting up the engine of the jeep, turning the key a few times before it shuddered to life and reaching out to adjust his mirror, catching sight of his face.

"What the...?" he muttered, his jaw dropping as he raised a hand to rub at his face, "who did this?"

"Beats me" she smirked, but he seemed to catch on and sent her a playful look of annoyance.

"You vandalised me!"

"I was bored".

"I was at my most vulnerable".

"Well, don't fall asleep in public then".

He smiled though, licking the tip of his finger to try and rub it off - with no luck.

"This is never gonna come off".

"Then lucky the school is shut till Monday then".

He gave up trying to erase the sharpie from his face, rolling his eyes and putting the jeep in gear.

"Well, despite you getting a little pen happy, I'm glad you've finally taken my advice on board".

"Finally?" she snorted as they pulled out the parking lot, leaving a very angry and disdainful Brian behind, "what do you mean finally? And what advice?"

"I warned you about Brian weeks ago" he reminded her, "and trust me, I'm a good judge of character".

"I wouldn't be so sure" she teased, "after all, you have me in your jeep. I'm a bit of a dodgy individual".

Stiles peaked at her from the corner of his eye, gradually slipping his gaze from her legs, up her torso and over her arms until he reached her face, finding her already looking at him and he fumbled, hurrying to look away and in doing so almost jerked the wheel to the other side of the road.

"Uh... heh" he mumbled, swallowing several times as he tightened his grip on the wheel, purposely doing everything in his power to not look at her again, "I... I wouldn't say dodgy..."

"Well, what would you say?"

He gulped once again, his knuckles nearly white from the sheer grip he had on the steering wheel, his legs beginning to jump up and down nervously.

"Uh... um... I... heh..."

She laughed, reaching out playfully to punch his arm.

"You're meant to say something along the lines of utterly amazing and perfect".

"Well, uh..." he coughed to clear his throat, "that too".

"That too?" she smirked, "what else were you going to say?"

She realised too late she was being a little flirty, crossing her own boundaries she had put in place, but that's just who she was and, around Stiles, she couldn't help it. He was too fun to play with.

He flushed a deep pink, a small vein beginning to pulse at the side of his forehead, beads of perspiration beginning to glisten on his skin.

"Uh... j-just... y'know... funny... brave... p-pretty..."

He mumbled that last word much quieter, almost a whisper under his breath, probably hoping she wouldn't hear it - but she did.

He looked on the verge of an aneurism, so she took pity on the boy and changed the subject, well aware of his awkward struggle around her - especially after the events of last night.

Speaking of...

"How are you doing anyway?" she asked, "after last night?"

He kept his eyes on the road, his tense shoulders beginning to relax.

"Okay, you?"

She cocked a brow even though he wasn't looking at her, not believing him for one second.

"Bull" she exclaimed playfully, pulling his attention back on her, "you were scared shitless last night. Don't lie".

"I... I was scared" he admitted, "I wasn't scared shitless. Believe me, plenty came out of me once I got back to the station".

"That's what I thought" she joked, "can't fool me".

He snorted, rolling his eyes in an exaggerated- almost comical circle.

"Yeah yeah, as you always remind me".

"It's my pleasure" she smiled, "but seriously... I'm glad you're alright. I'm glad we're all alright. Apart from Brian, of course".

He grunted in agreement, getting into a different lane and slowing down as the lights turned red.

Now he didn't have to focus on driving, getting a few seconds' break, he turned his head to look at her, nodding down to her feet.

"How's your ankle holding up?"

"Still attached" she replied, "guess I'll just be like Brian's dick for a short while - limp".

Stiles laughed at her joke, delighted with the digs she was giving the blonde haired boy. Clearly delighted she wasn't ever now going to date him.

"Good one" he praised, a wide smile lighting up his face, "he definitely strikes me as a viagra popper".

"Probably crushes it in his Kale smoothie every morning".

Stiles dissolved into a fit of laughter, losing sight of the lights that turned green, resulting in a row of impatient horns erupting from behind them.

He managed to pull himself together to sloppily pull off, still chuckling quietly to himself.

"After last night, I needed that laugh".

"Yeah" she smiled, "me too. And maybe a whole boatload of pain killers".

Stiles winced, "yeah. You should've gone to the hospital last night. It looked like it hurt like a bitch".

"Hospitals are for wusses. I ain't stepping foot into one of those places again".

"Want me to stop by the pharmacy and you can pick some up?"

"You want to take the former pill popper to the equivalent of a candy store?" she smirked, "you trying to make me go off the rails?"

"Oh. Oh god" Stiles mumbled, turning pale, "I... I didn't mean... I didn't think-"

She couldn't help herself - she burst out laughing, dissolving into a fit of the giggles.

"Jeez, relax Stiles" she snickered, "I'm kidding. Just yanking your chains, and you make it way too easy. I don't start frothing at the mouth around prescription drugs".

"Right" he mumbled awkwardly, looking like he was trying to calm down his racing heart, "so is that a yes to the pharmacy trip or..."

"I'll be fine" she said, "plus, I'm sure I have a stash somewhere hidden from my mom if need be".

"I don't like seeing you in pain..."

"I'm not in pain" she said softly, "just in... mild irritation".

Surprisingly, Stiles was already pulling into her driveway, most likely breaking multiple speed limits to get her here.

"So uh... we're here" Stiles said, almost sounding disappointed, "you're home".

"Yeah, I can see that".

"That was just a... well, it was a quick drive. I thought it would take longer".

"Thought, or hoped?"

He avoided her gaze purposefully as he stared out at her house almost longingly, like it was a refuge for him.

She knew why right away.

"Would you like to stay for a bit?" she asked, much to his surprise, "if you've got some time to kill?"

She could tell by his expression he didn't want to be alone, that was why he camped out at the police station last night. Of course though, he wasn't going to admit that.

"S-Stay?" he spluttered, momentarily stopping breathing, "stay as in...?"

She smirked, "platonically Stilinski. The only action you'll see is the coffee machine that you'll be operating to make me a latte. Deal?"

He relaxed, sending her a smile. Still looking a little goofy with the doodles over his face, but it was cute and endearing.

"Deal".

a\n) Hope you enjoyed :)

Chapter 28: Movie day

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. This chapter isn't as progressive as the others, and is mostly stayla relationship building, so I hope you like the cuteness haha :)

It flattered her to know just how nervous he got being inside her house.

She knew it shouldn't... she was, after all, used to this behaviour from boys and had experienced it for long enough over her teenage years, but it was different with Stiles. She enjoyed, more than she wanted to admit, his very apparent attraction on more than just a superficial basis.

He followed her in like a little lost puppy, sounding like he was tripping over his own feet as his quick pace was too fast for her limp, having to stop and adjust as he was just millimetres from stepping on her heels.

She pretended not to notice, hiding her smile as she lead him into the kitchen and perched herself on the stool by the centre island, swinging her feet back and forth.

"The coffee machine is over there" she smirked, jerking her thumb over to the far corner of the kitchen, much to his surprise.

"O-Oh... you were serious about me making the coffee, huh?"

"I saved your ass enough times last night to warrant me a homemade coffee" she joked, making him playfully roll his eyes.

"How long are you going to keep rubbing that in my face?"

"How often are you going to need me to save you?"

He mimicked her question sarcastically under his breath as he strolled around the kitchen island and over to the countertop on the far right, looking down at the coffee machine in confusion.

"Did you steal this from Starbucks?"

"Is that you saying you don't know how to use it?"

He looked at her indignantly. "I never said that!"

"Do you need some help pushing the buttons and pulling the leavers?" she teased, unable to hide the grin spreading across her face.

"This thing looks like something from an alien spacecraft" he pointed out, placing his hands on his hips and facing her, "where's the instruction manual?"

She laughed, but knew he was serious and decided to take pity on him, standing up and limping towards him and putting a hand on his shoulder.

"I got this" she smiled, "who knew Mr whizz kid would get defeated by a coffee machine".

He rolled his eyes again but sat down next to the stool she had been sitting on, his jumpy and jittery body nearly bouncing up and down on the stool and she sent him a quirked eyebrow look.

"Or maybe you don't need any coffee" she observed with a smirk, "you're jittering more than an addict waiting for their next hit".

He placed his hands on his knees, forcing himself to stop twitching but she noticed his toes still moving up and down.

"Rough night".

She spent a few minutes making them both lattes and, whilst waiting for the machine to finish, reached up and grabbed some rubbing alcohol and some paper towels, throwing them over to him.

"For your face" she smirked, busying about with the lattes as he scrubbed at his face, leaving his skin a mottled red but free from sharpie doodles.

Once made, she brought them over to the island in fancy tall glasses, being careful not to spill any as she took a seat next to him.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"About how we almost died? Repeatedly?" he asked, clumsily lifting the tall glass and almost dropping it, "funnily enough, not something I want to relive".

"That was only like a four outta ten on the excitement scale".

He lifted a brow, "what, to you, is a ten?"

She smirked, "you couldn't handle it".

"Probably right there" he acknowledged, lifting the glass to his lips and taking a few sips, the brown liquid still hot so it burnt his tongue, resulting in his spitting out some coffee so it dribbled down his shirt.

Wordlessly, she handed him a towel, not even bothering to hide her amusement as he blushed and took it, dabbing his shirt dry.

"I promise, I'm not always this much of an idiot. It just seems to be when I'm around you".

"I've noticed".

He averted his eyes, concentrating on drying himself before putting the towel on the counter.

"Maybe I could find you a sippy cup" she continued, holding back her laugh as he sent her a half hearted glare, "or maybe we should just get you a bib instead".

"Ha-ha" he mocked, though she could see the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips, "you're hilarious".

"I know".

"Modest, too" he remarked sarcastically

"Being modest is definitely no fun" she smirked, hoping he would understand her flirty, playful banter which just seemed to slip out more than usual around him.

It took a couple seconds but he did, that pink tinge returning to his speckled cheeks.

"Well, uh..." he coughed to clear his throat, "I wouldn't know about that".

"I'm guessing skinny dipping isn't a thing here then?"

His eyes widened, the images no doubt spreading through his brain.

"S-Skinny-? Uh... heh... not at any party I've been at, because, trust me, I would definitely remember that".

"Then you've not been invited to the right kinda parties" she joked.

"Bold of you to assume I get invited anywhere" he snorted, "remember, I'm sort of at the bottom of the social pyramid. Actually, probably below that. I'm the equivalent of being subterranean".

"You were at Lydia's party the first week of school".

"That's because everyone - including losers - gets to go to Lydia's parties. I think she allows it to reinforce the social hierarchy. Rub it in the little guys' faces".

"Sounds like Lydia" she laughed, taking another sip of her coffee, "it's funny though, back home she would get eaten alive".

"Really?"

"Oh yeah" she nodded, lifting the glass to her lips again and taking another mouthful, "she'd be knocked off her pedestal so fast she'd get whiplash".

"Now that would be kind of great to see".

She laughed, finishing off her latte.

"What uh... what was it like? Back home I mean" he asked, trying his damnest to get that little bit closer to her, past those secretive defences she wore so well.

"It was... home" she answered simply, shrugging absentmindedly, probably not even realising she wasn't answering the question like he hoped she would.

"Why there though?" he persisted, "your dad was brought up here, right?"

"... Right".

"So why'd he haul you all halfway across the country? Why not stay in Beacon Hills?"

"Because Beacon Hills sucks" she laughed, "and, well... Louisiana, believe it or not, is actually one of the safer states for werewolves".

"Why?"

"It's French influence" she replied, "there's old stories about a powerful French family who oversee the happenings in the supernatural world. Maybe protect them. Personally? I think it's bullshit, but there is much less hunter attacks there than elsewhere. My two cents? It's the humidity. It's a bitch".

"So your dad moved you there to keep you all safe?"

"Yeah" she nodded, though her eyes got this sad glint in them, "didn't really work though, did it..."

Silence cascaded over them, Stiles internally hitting himself around the head for bringing up that uncomfortable topic of conversation.

"I'm sor-"

"It wasn't much, but it was still home" she continued, cutting off his awkward apology, "it was all I knew. But, hey-" she forced a smile on her face as she shrugged, "-I'm adaptable".

"Doesn't mean you can't still miss it" he sympathised, "you can go back and visit".

A nearly inaudible wince passed her lips, piquing his interest.

"I think I've burnt enough bridges there" she chuckled, though it was void of any humour, "and by burnt, I mean completely destroyed".

"I'm sure it's not as bad as you think".

She quirked a brow at him, a little surprised by his blind optimism that she could salvage any hope of redemption.

"I'm sure it is" she smirked, "went off the rails, remember?"

"I see your friends from back home still tagging you in stuff on Facebook, sharing memories to your page... that doesn't sound like they hate you".

This time she raised both eyebrows, hiding her smile.

"You stalking my Facebook?"

"What? No, no... uh..." he blanched, "I just... I noticed... I scroll when I can't sleep... uh... heh..."

She ignored his awkwardness, knowing he probably was stalking her Facebook but she didn't mind, he was harmless. A puppy dog. It was cute.

"Yeah... they message. And call" she admitted, "I don't pick up".

"You should" he encouraged, "they probably miss you".

"... I didn't say bye" she admitted, hating herself for admitting this, "mom just kinda sprung moving on me and... and I only told one person. The rest had to find out when they saw the for sale sign in my front yard and an empty driveway. I guess I thought if I didn't say goodbye, it wouldn't be real. But I do miss them. I miss them a helluva lot".

"Then why don't you call?" he suggested gently, "I'm sure they'd be happy to hear from you".

"Oh..." she hesitated, "I don't know-"

"Call" he said with a smile, "I think, deep down, you want to. Let people care about you, it's not a bad thing, you know".

She rolled her eyes playfully as she pushed his arm.

"Don't psych me".

"I'm right though, aren't I?"

"I disappeared" she said, "I left. That's pretty bad".

"Friends forgive. That's what they do".

"Would you forgive me if I left?"

"Yes" he answered without hesitation before frowning, "but please don't".

She sighed, slowly reaching across the kitchen island to grab her laptop and opened it up, the screen lighting up.

"Fine" she gave in, typing in her password and opening up Facebook, "I'll call. Happy now?"

"Over the moon" he smirked, happy she was taking this step and proud he had convinced her stubborn self it was a step she needed to take. Something told him she didn't notmally listen to people, so he didn't know why she listened to him but he wasn't about to kick a gift horse in the mouth.

He tried to pretend he wasn't peaking at the screen, trying and failing to look preoccupied with his tall coffee glass but he wasn't being very subtle, leaning towards her slightly to watch the screen.

She knew what he was doing but she didn't mind, clicking on the name 'Blake Guidry'.

"Heh... she must really like powerlifting huh?" he murmured, unable to hide for long he was snooping over her shoulder as he got a look at the profile picture, "that girl is ripped".

Kayla sent him a puzzled look and he was ashamed with how long it took his brain to register that the profile picture was that of a dude squatting, not a chick.

"Oh..." he whispered, "it's a guy..."

She seemed perplexed, but her look was that of amusement.

"Yeah... Blake is a guy..."

"T-That's cool" he spluttered, "I just, heh, assumed, well, y'know..."

"That I'd have girl friends?"

"Uh..."

"I have plenty of girl friends" she smirked, "but I also have guy friends too. It's 2011 Stiles, genders are allowed to mix y'know".

Her laugh was infectious, proving she was simply winding him up as he groaned to himself, probably coming across weirdly jealous.

"Just call".

She was still giggling under her breath as she clicked to video call this 'Blake' and, for some reason, Stiles wished he never encouraged her to do this.

Long distance dating was a thing now, y'know. As if he didn't have enough guys here to try and beat off to win her attention, now he had the ones from back home too?

Fantastic.

And ew, not that kind of 'beat off' either.

The video call gave a few rings before the screen cut to a guy with red hair smiling.

"Kayla Hale, as I live and breathe" the dude exclaimed playfully, "you don't call, you don't write... I was starting to think you'd died and no one told us".

She looked a little nervous though hid it well, smiling at the screen.

"It's come close a few times" she joked, though Stiles knew she wasn't actually joking. Beacon Hills, as it turned out, was dangerous.

The guy, Blake, turned his head slightly and called out a few people's names, beckoning them over.

"Hey guys, get your asses over here. Kayla called".

There was a rush of activity before four other guys and a couple of girls blurred in front of the screen, each smiling and happy and waving.

"Long time no see, sugar" one guy grinned, "how's the move been?"

"It's been, uh..." she cast Stiles a careful glance, probably not wanting to offend him, "... alright" she settled with, "I miss you".

"We miss you too" another guy chirped up, "how are you doing?"

"I'm good" she lied smoothly, relaxing the more she talked to her friends, "I'm... doing better".

"Hope those folks over in Beacon Hills are treating you well" yet another guy spoke up, "otherwise, we'll fly over there and beat their asses".

"As if I wouldn't beat their asses first" Kayla scoffed playfully, a wide smile tugging at her lips, "and yeah, they've been great. There's some good people here".

Stiles felt her a cast a quick look in his direction but, before he could meet her gaze, she had already looked back at the screen, placing her chin in her hand as she concentrated on the screen.

"Not as good as us, obviously" Blake joked.

"Any hot guys?" one of the girls asked, "I heard Californian guys are meant to be on another level" she gushed.

"There's a few" she replied slyly, a devious smirk pulling at her lips.

"You dating anyone?" the second girl asked, "c'mon Kay, spill the beans".

"You know I don't date".

"Okay" the girl relented in long drawn out voice, rolling her eyes, "well, are you 'hooking up' with anyone?"

"No" she replied simply, shrugging her shoulders.

"Well that doesn't sound like the Kayla I know" the girl gushed, "maybe the men over there aren't that great after all".

"Or maybe I'm done with hooking up" Kayla laughed, "anyway I... I'm sorry I sort of fell of the radar. It's just been a bit of an adjustment period and I wasn't sure how to... reach out, I guess".

"No worries" Blake smiled kindly, "it's been a tough time. For all of us. Coming back to school without you and Harry-"

She suddenly coughed uncomfortably, cutting off his sentence before he could say anymore and Stiles had the feeling it was to stop him from finding out stuff she wasn't yet ready to tell him.

"I'll call more. And message back" she promised, "I miss you guys" she repeated, "I miss home. Anything else been happening?"

Stiles excused himself, picking up both their coffee glasses and taking them to the sink, giving them a quick rinse off before putting them on the draining board.

She sounded so happy and at ease. These people - her friends - were ones that she had grown up with. Maybe she had kept secrets from them about the supernatural, always hiding that part of her, but they were a big part of her life.

He grabbed the towel, drying off the tall glasses and placing them back in the cupboard.

He turned around, trying to subtly grab her attention as he jutted his thumb out of the kitchen, indicating that he was heading off to give her some time and space to catch up with her friends.

She quickly shook her head, waving her hand out to stop him.

"No, it's okay, don't go yet" she said, "stay".

"Ooooooh" a range of voices exclaimed from the laptop and Kayla simply rolled her eyes.

"Excuse me miss 'done with hookups'" one girl exclaimed, "who can stay?"

"A friend" Kayla said with a pointed look, "one of my new friends to replace all of you".

She was joking, teasing them as they laughed, and one of them even booed.

"Bullshit" one of the guys exclaimed, "no one can replace us. We're awesome".

"You're annoying" Kayla reiterated, "and why aren't you in class?"

"Free period".

"And you're not out the back of the bike shed smoking a joint? I'm surprised".

"Well, my little smoking buddy ran off to California" he laughed, "and I don't get it at the same rate you did because I don't have boobs. That shit can get expensive you know".

"Cry me a river" she chuckled, "anyway guys, I better go. Thanks for being cool with this and not chewing me out for disappearing".

"That's on the next phone call".

"Looking forward to it" she smiled, "love you guys".

"Love you too Hale".

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do".

"Catch ya later Kay".

"Peace out".

"Bye homie".

"Call soon Kay".

"Bye babyyyyy".

All their voices rang out in unison and Kayla smiled and waved at the screen before tapping the keyboard and ending the call, letting out a relieved sigh before shutting the lid.

"They seem, uh, interesting" Stiles opened with, not quite sure what else to say, "and... lively".

"Yeah, they can be a handful" she chuckled, "it's just the way of live over there. The people are always so happy and ready to party. Lots of big personalities".

"I... I could tell".

"Hey uh... thanks" she said as he walked back over, "for encouraging me to reach out. I didn't realise how much I missed them until now".

"Oh, uh... a-anytime. Happy to help".

"I... I am a different person though" she said carefully, "than I was back then. Back when they knew me".

"I know" he nodded.

"We used to party every weekend" she smiled, "even on a school night. Smoke weed at the graveyard. Shrooms in the woods. It was fun for us to hallucinate shit and laugh about it. We'd go out on boats and cliff dive and hot wire cars to burn the tyres out because we could. I'd never date, but I was always the first to volunteer for spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven. Life just felt so free. Then it all went to shit, I went off the rails and then I moved here. Life isn't free anymore. That's why I'm not the same person they were friends with".

"I get it" he nodded, "you don't need to explain to me".

"I guess I just don't want you thinking badly of me" she snorted with an almost shy giggle, "I'm trying to be better".

If this was her just trying to be better, Stiles knew he would be blown away by her when she was better.

Not that he thought she needed to be better... from what he had seen, she was damn well near perfect. And that was not a phrase he used lightly, things or people not often living up to, and exceeding, his expectations.

Yet she did.

Hell, she could reach out and snap his neck and he'd die a happy man.

"Why do you care what I think?" he asked, a little perplexed by her statement but she either didn't hear him or chose to ignore his question - most likely the latter - as she stood up, gingerly placing her weight on her bad ankle.

"You coming upstairs?"

"U-Up-Upstairs?" he asked, his jaw nearly hitting the floor at that word, "upstairs?"

"To hang out?" she reminded him, "I don't know, chilling in the living room just seems so - bleh - formal".

"Oh.. heh... um, sure".

"Unless you need to go and-"

"No. nope. I'm not needed anywhere" he rushed out, catching the amused gleam in her eyes, "no one needs me".

"Good" she smirked, "because I have snacks".

That was just the cherry on top.

He followed her from the kitchen and down the hallway to the stairs, watching her slowly try and pull herself up them.

"Do you need a hand?"

She quirked a brow at him from a couple steps up, resisting a smile.

"What you going to do, carry me up them?"

"I'm stronger than I look y'know".

"Are you insinuating I'm heavy?"

"What? No. god no. Oh my god-"

"Relax" she laughed, "I'm kidding. Don't take everything so seriously".

He gulped but nodded none the less as she grinned and continued making her way up the stairs, limping slightly with her sore ankle but Stiles had to give it to her - she was determined. She made it up the stairs quicker than he expected, surprised she could move so fluidly despite her injury.

"And uh, just so you know, I did get you up my stairs when you were off your face on Lydia's meds. So yeah, you're definitely not heavy".

She turned around, sending him a sly smile.

"You manhandled me. Luckily, I like being manhandled".

He, yet again, was speechless as he followed her down the hallway and into her room that she oh so willingly let him enter - something that still amazed him.

She clocked his surprise as she turned around, seeing him hover over the threshold as he twisted his hands in front of him.

"You don't need a special password" she smirked, "relax. Let's watch a movie or something".

"A-A movie?"

"Yeah, why not" she shrugged, pointing under her bed, "there's a box under there filled with DVD's. Have a look, I'm going to shower and get into my PJ's. Today is a day to do fuck all".

He slowly entered as she went into her en suite, yet again not closing the door all the way over - maybe a force of habit or maybe a bit of flirting. Who knew.

He waited until he heard the shower turn on and very gingerly kneeled opposite her bed and pulled out a box, opening the lid but instead of DVD's he saw a box of keepsakes.

He knew he should close the lid and put the box back where he found it, especially because if she wanted people to see this stuff it would be out on display, but he was also super curious and a little bit nosey, pulling the box closer to him and peering in.

He saw report cards dating all the way back to first grade, with every one scoring high apart from freshman year.

The year she lost her dad and brother.

Compared to the A's and B's before, every column had D's and F's, accompanied by letters of concern over concentration, attitude and attendance. Her attendance monitoring card had more crosses than ticks and, to his surprise, she had failed that entire year and only got through by taking make-up classes and private tutoring to be allowed to progress, late in the year, into sophomore year.

Below that was awards in track, gymnastics and weight lifting.

Under that was a few yearbooks which he flicked through, the back pages filled to the brim with signatures. Pictures occupying the pages from high school events to group pictures and he could tell, every time he came across her smiling, she was genuinely happy.

He then came across more photos - photos from her past life with her friends and family. Kindergarten. Elementary school. After school classes. Sleepovers. Summer camp. Family holidays. Trips back to Beacon Hills. He noticed a shift in her preteen years. More experimental with make up and clothes. Slightly risqué poses and environments. Instead of paintbrushes in her hand, it got swapped by cheap alcohol and cigarettes, then joints. Her activities seemed to be partying a lot, that childlike innocence forgotten.

The most surprising photos though were a few of her and this guy, their features barely distinguishable as the photos looked like it had been folded, torn and destroyed several times over. In each photo, they both looked to be either high as a kite or absolutely wasted and, to be quite frank, quite terrible.

She didn't look well at all from what he could see from the picture. She looked like she was dying a slow and terrible death.

He wondered if this was the guy she had told him about. The one she got involved with that was "bad" for her and helped lead her down a slippery path. The same guy that used to hit her, and she in turn hit back.

He was surprised she kept these photos after all this time, especially because their relationship sounded awful. If he was her, he would've shredded and burnt them to a crisp by now.

But then again, he didn't know the full story. Maybe, despite all the toxicity and violence, maybe a part of her did care for him. Hopefully, way way way deep down.

Hidden beneath that was a pale yellow, hand knitted blanket. It wasn't very big, almost like a baby blanket, except it didn't look very old, so he doubted it was hers from 16 years ago. It was folded neatly, in pristine condition. As if it hadn't even been used.

There was other random little bits, small ornaments and such and a little box that, upon opening, he found a necklace. The little pendant in the shape of a tree. A small note pinned to the inside of the lid.

'Happy birthday to my beautiful daughter,

Never forget how perfect you are. My true blessing.

Lots of love, Dad xxx'

Stiles felt an ache in the back of his throat, snapping the little box shut and putting everything back - hopefully, the way he had found it. He shouldn't be looking. If she wanted people to see this stuff, she would have it out on display.

Clearly it was hidden away for a reason and he didn't want to break her trust in him.

He pushed the box back under the bed just as he heard the shower turn off and hurried to find the box she meant, grabbing it and pulling off the plastic lid to look at the vast array of DVD's.

He tried to forget what he had seen, but it played on the back of his mind. That box was filled with a lot of accomplishments and memories, it seemed sad she was hiding it away.

Then the pictures of that guy...

He didn't know why, but he felt this sickening twist in his gut that he supposed, could be, maybe, jealousy.

It was stupid. He had no right to be feeling this, but he was. From what he heard, that guy didn't deserve her. Far from it. In fact, he sounded like a complete and total ass. In a way, it irked him she had pictures of them still, even though they were hidden under her bed. What if she still had feelings for him? What if they were still in contact? What if there was more to their relationship than he knew, and they reconciled?

He was in a world of his own, his mind racing a thousand miles per second and he must've had a sour look on his face because when she emerged from the bathroom, she asked if he was okay.

He looked up from the box of DVD's he was kneeling opposite, seeing her towel dry her hair as she padded over to him, dressed in a pair of pink and white satin silk shorts and oversized button up shirt - very Victoria secret vibes - and he simply gulped, trying not to let his eyes wander.

"What? Oh - yeah. Yeah. All good".

"Did you find a DVD yet?"

"I have not" he chuckled, "I suck at making up my mind".

She smiled, finishing patting her hair dry as she threw the towel to the floor next to her vanity table and kneeled next to him, reaching out to run her her fingers along the cases.

"I'm feeling spooky vibes" she announced, "how about Halloween?"

"John Carpenters 'Halloween'?"

"It's a cult classic" she shrugged, "unless you're scared?"

Her voice was light and teasing, a playful smirk pulling at her lips.

"I don't get scared over horror movies" he said, "it's all fake anyway".

"We'll see" she grinned, grabbing the case and pulling it from the box, "c'mon".

She gave him a hand up before crawling across her bed and shutting the curtains, the room dimming to a peaceful haze as she reached for her laptop and slotted the DVD in, pulling the covers up around her waist.

"You just gonna stand there or...?"

"Uh" he looked down at himself, awkwardly rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet, "... yeah. I can see the screen from here".

She rolled her eyes, reaching out for his hand and pulled him on the bed before he could protest, giving him a look as if to say 'stop being so ridiculous'.

"Get comfy. I'm not going to bite you".

Stiles kinda wished she would, but he wasn't going to say that.

He simply listened to her, kicking off his shoes and sitting back against her headboard as she fluffed her pillows and snuggled down, setting the laptop between their knees as she pressed play.

"Oh, and before I forget-" she said, reaching down her side of the bed, producing a big bag of toffee popcorn, "-snacks".

And that was how they spent the rest of their day.

Relaxing. Eating. Watching movies. Over the course of the day he relaxed more and more, both of them talking about the most random crap and her laughing as Stiles got multiple jump scares, teasing him that she knew he was a "little bitch".

Things felt comfortable. Relaxed. Easy. He hadn't felt this way before, least of all around a girl. He still got nervous, but there was something about her that brought out the best parts of him. Parts he didn't even know existed.

By the end of the five films, she closed the lid of the laptop and rubbed her eyes, pushing it to the bottom of the bed.

"I needed a day like today. Thank you" she said, "it's been a great distraction".

"Always happy to help".

"Do you think Derek is alive?" she asked carefully, peering across at him.

"I... I don't know" he mumbled, "I'm still not quite sure what werewolves can survive".

She sighed, that deep rooted sadness etched across her features.

"I guess I just thought that, if he was alive he would've come and found me. Let me know he was okay. Put my mind at ease. Except it's now been the whole next day and... no Derek".

"That's why you wanted to stay home today" he said in realisation, "so Derek could find you".

She didn't say anything, but he knew that was the case.

"I'm sure he'll be okay" he tried to reassure, "and maybe he just doesn't want to put you in the firing line by coming around. The cops will be patrolling your street a lot now, just in case you're hiding him out".

"Yeah" she sighed, "I have noticed that. I just don't want to lose any more people. Even someone as annoying as Derek" she added with a chuckle.

"He is very annoying" he agreed with a smirk.

"He didn't used to be" she smiled, "he used to be carefree and happy. Then he lost everyone. Overnight, he changed. He didn't finish school. He bounced around for a bit before trying to settle in New York. He became a loner. We wouldn't hear from him for months at a time. When he came to my dad and brother's funerals, it was the first time I'd seen him in eight months. So I know he can be a difficult person, but he has reason to be".

Hearing her speak about Derek like that did put things into perspective for him. The man may be mean, sour and downright rude, but after losing his entire family tree, he couldn't really blame the guy.

"Why don't you give yourself the same kindness?"

She quirked a brow at him, confused by his question.

"Well... I just... I see how hard on yourself you are" he continued gingerly, "but you lost the same as Derek. You lost your family too. So maybe it's okay for you to be... uh..."

"A hard bitch?" she smirked.

"What? No" he exclaimed, suddenly feeling like he put his big foot in his big mouth, "n-no, uh..."

"Damaged beyond repair?"

"I didn't mean-"

She laughed, cutting him off.

"I know what you meant" she smiled, "and I appreciate it. You're always trying to see the good in me, aren't you?"

"That's all I see" he answered honestly, "because you are a good person. You're too hard on yourself".

"Stiles..." she mumbled, "you don't know me. Not the real me anyway. Trust me, I'm not a good person".

"That's where you're wrong" he said, "I do know you. I know you pretty Damn well and trust me, you're being hard on yourself".

"You see what you want to see".

"No, I see the truth" he insisted, "you punish yourself because you think you deserve it because you made some crappy decisions. But guess what, we all make crappy decisions. No one is perfect".

She shrugged, still not looking like she believed a word he said.

"Hey..." he reached out, touching her elbow to draw her attention back to him, "trust me. I don't lie. Especially to you".

She was quiet for a few moments, staring into his gaze and for a split second he saw a flash of vulnerability, like she let her walls down just a little.

"Well... you'd be the first".

"And I never will lie to you" he insisted, wearing his heart totally on his sleeve, "I promise".

"Please..." she murmured, shaking her head as she looked down, "don't make promises you can't keep".

"I will keep them" he vowed, "what makes you think I won't?"

She didn't reply at first, retreating back into herself and becoming a little withdrawn, deliberately not looking at him but he reached out and cupped her chin, tilting her head towards him.

"What makes you think I won't?" he repeated, slowly lowering his hand and hoping she wouldn't turn away again.

"Because... eventually... you'll leave me too. Like everyone else".

"I won't. How could I?" he smiled, "to me, you're pretty amazing".

"That's because there's stuff you don't know. If you knew-"

"It wouldn't change anything" he insisted, "ever".

"But you don't know what-"

"And I don't need to" he said, because even though the curiosity was eating him alive and he had already failed earlier by looking through her stuff, what she did or what had happened didn't matter to him. It was her past, he would be a shitty person to judge her on that. "I don't need to know if you don't want to say".

She was starting at him differently than she usually did, like she was looking at him with new found appreciation and it was enough to make him blush a little, suddenly feeling very hot and flustered, the duvet that was wrapped around him making him feel claustrophobic.

"Thank you" she whispered, "you, uh... you don't know how much that means to me".

He did though. He knew his lack of judgement was a relief to her and he was happy just to give her a sense of security and friendship, knowing she hadn't had that in a long while.

She kept looking at him and he kept looking back, their stares melting into one another and he didn't realise they had both shifted ever so slightly closer to each other, their arms brushing.

His heart was palpitating in his chest, a nervous sweat seizing his palms and forehead.

It felt like they had crossed some sort of invisible line that there was no going back from. Almost as if they had passed a barrier that now meant all bets were off and anything could happen.

He wished he could reach out and cup her cheeks, pulling her close and capturing her lips in a slow, yearning kiss. He knew he shouldn't be thinking that - she was his friend, and had made it perfectly clear she didn't want to date anyone - but when he was around her, it was all he thought about.

He thought about the cute stuff, the loving stuff and the dirty stuff. He daydreamed about holding her hand and kissing her cheek, but then he also thought about what it would be like to have her under him, on top of him, next to him. Usually naked. It was almost embarrassing how often he had naughty dreams about her, and more embarrassing to admit how many times he touched himself just thinking about her.

These feelings for her came at him hard and fast and didn't seem to be slowing down. It was confusing. He didn't know how to deal with it, let alone understand it. All he knew was that he wanted her. He wanted her so bad, but he wasn't sure if she wanted him.

They were caught in their own little bubble, just looking into each others eyes and souls until they heard the sound of a car pulling up into the driveway.

He blinked, the moment disappearing into the void as Kayla sat up and peaked around the drawn curtains and groaned.

"Oh great. Mother's home" she remarked sarcastically and just those four words seemed to suck all the energy out of the room.

"Oh god" he said, suddenly sitting up straight as he suddenly felt guilty for his thought, "I-I shouldn't be here. She's going to kill me for being here".

"It's fine, she's used to boys in my room" she dismissed, "plus, you're the son of the sheriff. She probably thinks you'll be a good influence on me".

That didn't calm Stiles' nerves any, floundering from the bed and turning around in a circle, looking for somewhere to hide.

"Well, don't you look guilty" Kayla laughed, "you look as if you did just fuck her daughter. Relax. She'll just get snarky".

Mrs Hale's snark was terrifying as it was, but he accepted he had no where to go and sat himself at her desk, keeping a good few feet of distance between them, pretending he hadn't just spend the entire day in her bed and daydreaming about making love to her in it as Kayla chuckled, amused by his awkwardness.

As predicted, it didn't take long for her mom to clock her daughter had company, most likely because of the very obvious baby blue jeep in the driveway, and immediately made her way up the stairs and, without knocking, walked in.

The scene did look suspicious. Kayla, sitting cross legged in her bed with pyjamas on and Stiles sitting flustered and panicked at the vanity table, as if they had deliberately put distance between them.

"Thanks for knocking" Kayla remarked, "I see we left common decency at the doorstep this evening".

Her mom ignored the quip, folding her arms across her chest.

"What's going on here?"

"Nothing" Kayla replied with an eyeroll, "we had a movie day. Is that illegal now?"

"Why was the door shut?"

"It gets drafty".

Her mom turned her displeasing stare to Stiles and he found himself gulping, wriggling under her stern look.

"Stiles, is it?"

"Uh y-yes mam".

"I thought the son of a sheriff would be able to make better life choices than spending the day in a girl's bedroom. Don't you have a job? Or school work to do?"

"Uh..."

"I'll take that as a no".

"Mom" Kayla chastised, "enough. You wanted me to settle in here, well guess what? That includes making friends. Stiles is my friend. My friend who was good enough to give me a lift back from the police station after you abandoned me there".

Her mom seemed to somewhat listen to that statement, recognising maybe she was being a little OTT but still looked between them with untrustful eyes.

"Well... it's getting late. Your friend should leave soon and, Kayla-" she said, giving her daughter a pointed look, "-leave your door open. I've had enough of you and your untoward behaviour to last a lifetime".

"Whatever you say boss" Kayla said sarcastically, watching as her mom left the room and, deliberately, pushed the door wide open.

Kayla rolled her eyes, her face pinched in anger.

"Sorry" she muttered, "she's so embarrassing".

"It's-It's fine" he shrugged, "she is right though, it's getting late. I should probably, uh..."

"Yeah... I suppose".

There was sadness in her voice, an edge of disappointment at the thought of him leaving and he faltered, remaining pinned to the chair.

"Unless, uh... unless you want to watch one more movie?"

Her expression lit up, nodding her head.

"Yeah. Yeah I'd like that very much".

He shook off his awkwardness as he stood and crawled back into her bed, savouring the time he got to settle next to her.

A/N) sorry it took a while - life is hectic hahaha but I hope you all liked this chapter, stayla is developing and I'm loving these moments. It's so much more detailed than before. So please please review and I promise to see you all super soon :) xxx

Chapter 29: Temptress

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thank you for the continued support on this story and the hundreds of reads, it means the entire world :) Also, this chapter is a little explicit – the Stayla sexual tension is getting hotter ;)

She must have fallen asleep because, the next thing she knew, the room was dark and she heard faint breathing next to her.

It made her jump a little in surprise, the bed jostling slightly underneath her as she sat up, but soon realised it was just Stiles as she squinted through the dimly lit room. She could see the outline of his body facing her, the weight of his arm haphazardly thrown across her legs with his face nuzzled into the pillow.

Oh damn.

She swallowed nervously, reaching out to gently move his arm from her body and reach for her phone that he was half laying on, touching the screen so it lit up and nearly blinded her.

She blinked several times at the bright light that nearly shattered her eyeballs, a sharp pain shooting through her brain, but she persevered and squinted her tired eyes to see the time.

3.47am.

Even bigger damn.

Her mom would not be happy.

She didn't like boys in her room at the best of times, but a boy staying overnight? She was surprised she didn't storm back in and throw him out by his belt loops.

She tossed her phone beside her on the bed, rubbing at her eyes before lightly nudging Stiles.

Unsurprisingly, he didn't wake. Simply grunted and turned his head further into the pillow.

"Stiles" she hissed, nudging him again, "wake up".

Again, no response.

She rolled her eyes, nudging him harder but he just groaned and nestled under the blankets.

She knew if her mom found out about this it would just turn into yet another argument and, quite frankly, she could not be bothered with it. Her mom had never cared who her brother was hooking up with or had in his room, but with Kayla she was always so needlessly strict and judgemental.

That was probably why she was forced to get creative and hook up with people anywhere but her home.

In fact, it was probably why, subconsciously, she did hook up with so many people – a massive 'fuck you' to her mother that, by all intents and purposes, seemed to dislike her very much and to prove that she could still do whatever she wanted, regardless of the 'rules'. Hence the multiple parties, the string of boys she happily went to second and third base with and then disappeared at 15 years old with the worst kind of boy.

Ah, sweet teenage rebellion.

She knew her mom wouldn't believe her if she said nothing had happened with Stiles – which was true, they just accidentally fell asleep – because, newsflash, her mom didn't believe a word she said so just blew out a long breath, sitting back against the headboard with a long-drawn-out sigh.

Maybe if she could sneak Stiles out without waking her mom… maybe, just maybe, she could avoid the lecture and disappointing looks for another day. Maybe, for once, her mom might believe her.

"Stiles" she whispered with another well-aimed jut of her elbow against his chest, "you need to wake up".

He began to stir, mumbling something under his breath that she didn't quite catch, seeming to shimmy closer to her body and try and wrap his arms back around her legs.

That made her blanche a little, unsure what to do. A little wary because, surprisingly, his touch felt soothing and reassuring, the weight of his arm like a heavy blanket trying to coax her back to sleep.

But no, she couldn't let herself feel that. It wasn't fair on her, and it wasn't fair on Stiles. She didn't do relationships or feelings like this, and pretending she did would just hurt them both.

She cleared her throat uncomfortably, removing his arm again as she flicked his forehead and he – finally – reeled back in surprise, blinking around in surprise and confusion.

"Welcome back to the land of the living 'sleeping beauty'" she whispered in a hushed voice, "we fell asleep. If my mom finds us, we're dead".

Despite the darkness she could see Stiles' eyes widen to the size of dinner plates, flailing into an upright position in a flurry of limbs and blankets, promptly smacking the back of his head against the headboard and making a large, and rather loud, bang.

"Subtle" she remarked sarcastically with an eye roll, "do you want to wake the whole neighbourhood, or…?"

He rubbed the back of his head, still looking panicked.

"We-We fell asleep?"

"Yup. It's nearly 4am".

"Oh crap".

"Yeah, so if you could just leave out the window that would be great-"

"The window?" he shrieked, realising he was being super loud by her pointed look and adjusted his volume control, "the window? What do you mean 'the window?' I'm not jumping out your window. I'll break my legs!"

"We're only one storey high".

"That's one storey enough to put me in a wheelchair".

"Oh, don't be so dramatic".

"Dr-Dramatic?" he demanded, "No. Jumping from a window is being dramatic. You have front doors".

"No. What I have is a judgemental and overbearing mother" she corrected, "if she hears or sees you leaving, we'll get accused of raw dogging each other all night".

She watched as his expression became embarrassed and almost doubtful.

"Uh… we-we didn't, did we?"

She sent him a moody glare.

"If we had, trust me, you would remember it".

He soon shut up at that, his cheeks no doubt turning a cherry red.

However, as he was Stiles, he didn't stay quiet for long.

"Uh… heh… yeah, of-of course. I just thought… I mean, my dream…um…" he blanched, "I mean… I didn't mean that-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, "I don't really care about your sex dreams. They probably pale in comparison to what I can actually do anyway. So, relax".

Her words seemed to have the opposite effect on him, looking like he was in the middle of an asthma attack.

"So… the window?"

He looked like she asked him to kill his dog.

"Okay" she muttered, "no window. Don't get your panties in a twist".

"Don't you get your panties in a twist" he retaliated without thinking, becoming flustered and overwhelmed at the word 'panties', "not that I'm thinking about your panties or anything-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, "I don't wear panties to bed so they're definitely not in a twist".

He gulped, his gaze automatically snapping downwards to her pyjamas and flaring an even deeper red, suddenly bunching the blanket around his crotch to no doubt hide the alarmingly fast response of his boner at those words.

She rolled her eyes, "are you getting a boner in my bed?"

"… Is-Is that curiosity or an accusation?"

She opened her mouth to respond but snapped it shut, finding herself somewhat – ah – distracted by the intruding but pleasant thoughts of exactly what he was hiding under the blankets. She tried to distance herself from her developing feelings but when the boy she clearly fancied – despite wishing she didn't - was in her bed trying to hide his growing boner because he thought she was the next best thing since sliced bread, well… let's just say it got her a little hot under the collar.

And by that she meant horny. Really fucking horny.

Her blood started to pump a little bit quicker and the sound of her heart thundering against her ribcage was almost deafening. Despite her best efforts, her brain ran away from her, delving into so many unfiltered fantasies that made her own legs clench together, a lingering sting of yearning twisting her gut.

Here he sat clearly wanting her, very clearly thinking the same things she was, maybe she should just say 'fuck it' and indulge. Would that be bad? Would it be bad to take this charming and innocent guy and ruin him for her own pleasure? Would she wreck her newfound friendship by being weak and doing what she always did – never saying no to short term satisfaction?

But somehow, she knew Stiles would be different to everyone else.

She knew once she got a taste, she wouldn't be able to say no.

She didn't know what it was, but there was something about him that was starting to make her… soft. All squishy and melty in the middle. Like her armour, that she always wore so well, was cracking. In the weeks that she had known him and grown close to him, she had found herself opening up to him more than pretty much everyone in her life.

With him, things were easy. Comfortable. An effortless natural ebb of conversation and vulnerability and, without realising, she had found herself seeking him out – his presence and his company.

What did that mean?

She didn't understand what was happening to her, but, whatever it was, it wasn't supposed to happen. She wasn't meant to feel these things. When she felt too much of something, it became dangerous.

When she was happy, she got her heart broken.

When she was sad, she destroyed herself and everything and everyone around her.

She just wanted to exist on an equilibrium, never letting herself feel too much – least of all, romantic feelings.

Romantic feelings that, against her wishes, were bubbling in her chest.

She hadn't felt this way before. Not with Aiden. Not with any of her short-lived hook ups. Not even with harry – her long-term best friend back in Louisiana that everyone thought she would end up with and that she had tried to not think about because fresh start, right? That and, well… it still hurt. Everything that happened still hurt like hell, but she couldn't show that because, when she showed her emotions, people got uncomfortable and she felt even more alone and judged than ever.

But with Stiles… she didn't know, it just felt different.

They must have been quiet for a long while, both just staring, waiting for the other to say something to break the ice but, for once, she had nothing.

She was truly speechless.

All she could think about was reaching out and touching him. Letting her fingertips brush across his skin, imagining the subtle but taut muscles flexing and contracting in pleasure, allowing her nails to dig in when she wanted more. She knew he would be warm – she had been close enough to him to know that – and suddenly craved that, feeling herself shiver in disappointment that there was a small distance between them.

He was still grabbing at the blankets, bunching them up awkwardly around his waist and she felt her teeth bite down – hard – on her bottom lip, a delectable sigh escaping her throat.

She had thought about it, more than once… imagining what exactly he had to offer.

He was awkward, somewhat socially challenged and lacked confidence but she just knew that his 'downstairs' would be impressive. When she imagined him naked, it was all good things. Lean, but firm. Dustings of dark hair kissing his skin, leading a tantalising trail to the base of a thick heavy cock.

She wondered how many times he touched himself thinking about her… how many times he stood in the hot steamy shower, letting the water cascade over his naked body as he got off thinking about her? Or, how many times he laid in his bed, tightening his hand around his cock as he eyed up pictures of her on his phone?

She hoped it was a lot… the devilish part of her hoped she plagued his thoughts, both waking and sleeping, until it became so unbearable that he had to relieve the building tension in his body before he lost his god damn mind. She wondered how he imagined her… cute and innocent, submissive as he explored? Or dominating and temptress, confidently taking what she wanted?

What Kayla did he think about? Because she could be both. She would happily be both.

Between her legs was getting hot and wet, the silk material clinging to her clammy skin as she reached out and pushed him backwards on her bed, straddling his hips and pushing down on his chest – hard – keeping him pinned and helpless.

The temptress it was.

His bulge, dominating and captivating, stiffened even more as it fought against the confines of his slacks, the motion pressing against her core and causing her to let out a silent gasp, the edges of her vision beginning to darken.

What was she doing? She didn't know. She didn't know and that scared her, but this sudden need welled up inside her and she found herself unable to think rationally, taking all her self control not to roll her hips against every thick inch below her.

His chest was rising and falling quickly under her palms resting side by side between his ribs, his heart hammering repeatedly and quickly, like an excited hummingbird.

"… We can't do this Stiles" she murmured, despite every fibre of her being telling her they could, "you're my friend…"

Through the haziness, she could see his eyes were wide and overwhelmed, staring up at her with such intense desire she almost melted. His hips adjusting themselves slightly under her, the movement pressing gently against her core and causing it to throb with need.

"… You're my friend too…"

Oh, it was a dangerous line they were approaching. Things were going to get complicated if she kept going… if she kept poking this bear, but it was like she was a woman possessed, unable to help herself.

"How often do you think about me?" she whispered, deciding to hell with it and dangled her toes over that line.

He gulped, his breath jittery and nervous as he tried to find his voice.

"… A-All the time" he answered honestly, his voice shaking, "I never stop thinking about you".

Oh god… she was falling headfirst into that whirlwind of feelings and hormones, tightening her legs around his hips hard enough to make him gasp and buck a little, sending another delicious wave of pleasure coursing through her body.

She wanted to ask why, but she was scared of the answer. Terrified to make this all real.

"… What kind of things do you think about?" she asked, her toes now no longer over the line, but her feet too.

His eyes darkened with lust, telling her everything she needed to know.

"Everything…"

His bulge, throbbing and pulsating against her seemed to put her under some kind of spell, captivating her and rendering her useless to her usual logic and common sense.

She had always been in tune with her sexuality, but something about this was different. She didn't just feel horny or needy, she felt the urge to just be close to him – in every sense and every way. Like her soul, barren and broken, was mending in his presence.

She allowed her hands to slowly slides across his chest and press into the mattress on either side of his head, hovering over him so tantalisingly close she could feel his warm breath, tinted with toffee popcorn, drifting across her lips.

"This could be a mistake…" she whispered, the ends of her hair dusting along his neck and cheeks, :"… this… this thing between us… it could be a mistake"

Her past having drilled it into her head that feelings and relationships just ended in heartbreak. Why would she risk the last remaining pieces of her fragile and damaged heart?

He didn't say anything, helpless to her very presence on top of him and the way he looked at her with so much gentleness and longing made her breath catch in the back of her throat, his eyes always sliding back to her lips.

"… How?" he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.

Because she was damaged goods. She wasn't innocent, or pure. She had a sketchy past, questionable morals and enough baggage to load a semi-truck… she didn't understand what it was he saw in her.

… Except that didn't stop her thinking about just how easy it would be to slide her hands between their bodies, unbutton his slacks and glide the zipper all the way down… reaching around to untuck his cock so it bounced free and untamed, perfectly angled for her to simply force it into herself with a breathy moan-

She shook her head gently, freeing herself from those thoughts.

"You like Lydia".

"I-I don't" he said immediately, "not like that".

"I don't date".

"You could" he mumbled, "you could date me".

The ghost of a smirk graced her lips, thinking 'wow, smooth Stilinski' as she watched him squirm underneath her, scared and unsure where to rest his hands that floated helplessly by his sides.

She could, but how would it end? She could lose one of her new best friends because, in the end, she always ruined things. She destroyed everything she touched. Why would Stiles be any different?

But what she didn't expect was to feel so tempted by him… almost whispering yes…

She had him right where she wanted him. All she had to do was say that one word and she could indulge headfirst and fast into these new feelings if she let herself, if she just allowed herself to feel-

A figure appeared in the open doorway of her bedroom, but she was so engrossed in staring into his eyes, getting lost in the honey glaze that seemed to envelop her very soul, that it wasn't until she heard a stern and deliberate cough that she broke free from the trance she was in to see her mother, arms folded across her chest, her gaze alight with fire.

She gulped, not normally nervous or scared around her mom but this was different. What she had walked in on, no doubt thinking the worst, was just another thing to add to her list of disappointments when Kayla was just trying to figure shit out. But nope, her mom didn't understand that. She was simply looking at her daughter like she was a slut, plain and simple.

She hated to admit that hurt her.

"Didn't I tell this young man to leave already?"

She avoided her mother's stare, wordlessly sliding off Stiles' lap as he floundered into an upright position, covering his ever-throbbing bulge as he stared between them in shock.

"We fell asleep".

Her mom scoffed, clearly not believing a word that came out of her mouth.

"Yes. I'm sure that's all you did" her mom said, "I've had enough of this. The countless stream of people you seem happy to do God knows what with. Your father and I raised you better than this!"

Resentment bubbled up inside her, throwing her mom a furious glare.

"No" she insisted, "my dad raised me. All you did was give birth to me".

"And what do you think he would think of you now?"

"We'll never know because he's dead" she screamed, "and I'm stuck with you".

For a moment, she was almost sure her mom's eyes stung with hurt but dismissed that thought nearly immediately – when did her mom ever show any sign of caring what Kayla thought?

"Your friend needs to leave before I phone his father and tell him what his delinquent son has been up to. I'm not asking".

Stiles took that as his cue to awkwardly standing up, pulling his tee down lower around his hips.

"Uh… y-yeah… yes, of course. Um… I'll just… I'll… go…" he murmured, "Sorry for… uh… just… I'm gonna go…"

"Good choice" Her mom said, her steely eyes following Stiles closely as he tip toed around her, trying not to get too close in case she killed him with her stare and then disappeared down the stairs – not out the window like she had suggested.

"Don't you dare bring our baggage up in front of other people" her mom warned once they heard the front door open and close and Stiles was out of ear shot, "we have our issues Kayla, but that is between us. Not your flavour of the month"

"He's not my 'flavour of the month'" she scoffed, "he's… he's my friend. He's different-"

"He's a teenage boy" her mom interrupted, "and you've proved yourself to be far too easy. I told you we were leaving this kind of behaviour back in Louisiana. What was that boy's name again – Arron?"

"Aiden" she corrected with a glum grumble.

"And look what he turned you into. A drug addicted runaway that was probably passed around more times than their joint. How can you even be sure he was the fath-"

She knew the words of accusation before they were even out of her mouth, a new well of guilt and misery creeping up inside her.

"Don't go there" she snapped, "don't speak about that. You have no right-"

"I have every right when you're living under my roof" her mom snapped, "and I won't tolerate any of that behaviour you exhibited last year. I want you to focus on school, extracurricular activities and working on being a better person – not focusing on boys and sex".

She didn't say anything, too wound up and angry that she knew if she did say something, then she would probably put a few holes in the walls as well.

"I mean it Kayla" her mother warned, "if you slip, that's it. I'm done. I won't tolerate any more games".

"I can hear you loud and clear".

"Good" her mom nodded, "now get some sleep. Oh, and you're grounded".

"Figured as much".

Her mom went to walk away but turned around, quirking a brow at her.

"Did you, at the very least, use protection?"

"We didn't have sex!"

"Well, maybe it's time we book you a doctor's appointment to discuss… options" she said, "in case you do have more slips, we don't need any more accidental pr-"

"Do whatever you want" Kayla snapped, "I don't care".

"Of course you don't. You've proved that multiple times".

She turned and left, leaving Kayla alone in the darkness once more, hating herself even more than usual.


By the time Stiles escaped that house and got home it was past 4.30am, the sound of his clanky jeep rolling into the driveway obnoxiously loud in the quiet jeep.

Unfortunately, to his surprise, it looked like the lights were still on which meant his dad was either still up or has fallen asleep with a whiskey in his hand pouring over all the recent unsolved cases which had been happening more and more these days.

He slipped out his jeep, awkwardly adjusting the last swell of his boner that, for whatever reason, hadn't fully settled or gone down, even after his awkward run out the front door.

He touched his phone that was in his back pocket, wondering if he should call her – or, at the very least, shoot her a text. Or was a text a douche move? He didn't know. He was confused. Everything with her seemed to confuse him lately. She was his friend, but yet just moments ago she was on top of him and, if he was reading the signs correctly, it seemed like she wanted him just as much as he wanted her.

He could still feel the gentle weight of her on top of him, her legs tight around his hips as she – slowly – tilted them against his crotch, forcing himself to come alive under her. If he was braver, he would've pulled her down harder but, as usual, he was scared and unsure, becoming increasingly overwhelmed and anxious.

He knew if he kept thinking about her it would make for a very awkward walk through the front door so shook his head, trying to forget about what the hell had just happened, and walked up the steps and in his front door.

As suspected, his dad was sitting at their rickety old wooden table in the kitchen, reading over a stack of case files, an empty glass of scotch pushed to the edge of the table.

He thought that – maybe – he could get away with sneaking to his room and pretending he wasn't just rolling in in the early hours of the morning, but his dad was the Sheriff for a reason and clocked him coming in before he even had two feet inside the door.

"Stiles, is that you?"

He winced, "uh… yeah dad. Sorry. Lost track of time".

"There's a curfew for a reason, you know. Get in here".

He closed his eyes for a moment, dreading the talking down he was about to get as he shuffled his way down the hall and into the kitchen, plastering a fake innocent smile across his face.

His dad peaked at his over the edge of his glasses, giving him a thorough once over.

"Is everything okay?"

"Wha- yeah. Yeah. Of course. W-Why?"

"It's 4.30 in the morning".

"Uh… yeah, like I said… lost track of time-"

"You and Kayla, you've… you've become quite close, hm?"

"Um… I-I… I suppose".

"Do you think her cousin, Derek, did these murders?"

He was surprised, having been so sure his dad would want to have 'the talk' with him. After all, it wasn't normal behaviour for him to spend all day and half the night with a girl – least of all, a girl of that calibre. Usually so unattainable to the likes of him.

"Oh… uh… I don't, um, I don't really know the guy-"

"But you know Kayla" his dad said, "do you trust what she says? About Derek?"

"Yes" he said, nodding his head, "a hundred percent. She wouldn't lie".

"Okay then" his dad sighed, "but that puts us in a difficult situation because that poor man's face is being splashed across every news station from here to Wingston and the real killer is still out there somewhere. Something tells me this is far from over".

"Have you found out anything more? About the murders?"

His dad normally tried to keep him out of this kind of stuff but Stiles, being Stiles, always snaked his way back in somehow. Except this time, his dad didn't try and deter him, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"It's just rumours and small-town speculation but… some of the people murdered were… well…" he sighed, "… you can't tell Kayla this, okay? Promise me?"

"What?" he blanched, "not tell Kayla what?"

"It's just rumours… people pointing fingers over a tragedy but… there was talk of one or two of these guys being involved in, uh… well, the fire…"

Stiles' eyebrows shot into his forehead, his jaw nearly hitting the table.

"The fire? The Hale house fire?"

"I think it was just people bumping their gums" his dad sighed, "after all, it was ruled an electrical fire-"

"Do you believe it was an electrical fire?"

His dad simply shrugged.

"I wasn't sheriff then. It wasn't my place. But… it seemed too… clean. Too organised. Too perfect of a timing. I mean... ten members of one family? To me, that sounded like a hit. Unfortunately, there was no evidence".

"So, say these people were involved somehow…" Stiles suggested, "… and now they're dying…?"

"It could all be coincidental. After all, these seem to be animal attacks".

"Yeah… animal attacks".

"I don't know Stiles" his dad sighed, "I can't figure it out. I shouldn't have told you this. It's not your burden to bear".

"It's okay-"

"I don't know if Kayla has heard these rumours, but don't weigh her down with it. It wouldn't be fair".

And that was how he was now between a rock and a hard place.

To keep this secret from the girl he was falling for or tell her and retraumatise and break her heart all over again? Especially when she was still healing from everything else that had happened in her tragic life.

"Yeah… yeah of course dad".

"Uh… on the subject of Kayla…"

Oh no… here it comes… he should've known he wouldn't get let off the hook so easily.

He gulped, "… y-yeah?"

"I'm guessing it was her house you were at… until this late?"

His dad seemed awkward, not accusatory, seeming just as out of place as Stiles felt.

"Uh… yeah. Yeah. Her house. Which, by the way, is massive. There was like, 20 feet of distance between us at all times".

"Well, uh… is there anything there?"

"Lots of things, yeah" he nodded, "lots of… furniture. And pillows. And there's this really cool coffee machine that- "

"Between you. Anything between you" his dad emphasised, "as in… more than friends?"

"Oh. Uh… I… I don't know…"

"Did you shoot your shot?"

"Oh god dad, please don't say that. Ever" he groaned, "never let me hear that ever again".

"You know what I mean" his dad said, "do you think she likes you?"

He was pretty stupid when it came to these things, but judging by the way she was grinding on him earlier, he assumed it was a solid 'Maybe'.

He remained quiet, not quite sure what to say.

"Never mind" his dad smiled, "up to bed. It's late".

He did as he was told, standing up from the chair and was just about to leave when his ad called out "but you did break curfew so, sorry kid, you're grounded".

Typical.

A/N) Shit is steaming RIGHT UP hahahaha, its definitely going to be a lot more sexual tension and playfulness than last time before they finally get together so buckle uo because its gonna be WILD hahaha so please please let me know what you think and I will see you all super soon.

Chapter 30: Crossing the line

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thank you for the continued support on this story and the hundreds of reads, it means the entire world :) Additionally, this chapter continues to be a little on the explicit side (okay, a lot explicit), with a Stiles 'solo' scene at the start ;) (and a little phone action) - don't say I'm not good to you all - haha.

Stiles collapsed backwards on his bed, not even bothering to change into his pyjamas as he laid sprawled on top of the covers in just his boxer shorts.

It was amazing how yesterday equated to, what felt like, the best day of his life. Obviously, minus the early morning shenanigans of nearly getting ripped apart. That part? Not so good.

He got to spend the entire day with Kayla, both just relaxing and laughing and deliberately, for the most part, avoiding talk of the supernatural. For once, just pretending to be normal teens that weren't entangled in the crazy and dangerous messes of werewolves. It was fun. Actually, more than fun. That day made him feel… complete. Whole. All of his worries just fading away to the background.

He tried to get back to sleep, to get a few more hours in, but his mind was constantly racing and every time he shut his eyes, her face just popped into his mind.

He was right about one thing... he couldn't stop thinking about. Awake or asleep, she was always on his mind.

He absentmindedly reached down to adjust himself, that awkward half bulge protruding from his boxers - the usual reaction whenever he thought about her. Something that, although embarrassing, he had gotten used to. Over the weeks, he had been forced to tame and control himself so many times he had actually become a pro at it.

Maybe it would've been easier if he didn't have those feelings but there was no way he could ever turn them off - not now. He was in way too deep. Even though it made him uncomfortable at times, unsure how to navigate this new minefield of attraction, he liked that feeling. She made him feel this way, and he didn't want to let go of that.

He slid his boxers off his hips, the material turning too tight and constricting against his skin, his fast-growing boner bouncing free and slapping back against his stomach.

His thoughts, once pure, turned wild.

He reached down and palmed himself, his touch causing a wave of bliss to wash over him.

He thought about her playful knowing eyes - the way her gaze flirted so effortlessly. The swell of her breasts under her clothes that looked too damn perfect all the time. How her hair curled slightly at the ends when she let it hang loose. How warm her skin was whenever he got close to her. Her amazing ass, accentuated by those tiny shorts she always seemed to wear. Her smooth, unblemished skin - so soft and delicate, almost as flawless as her smile. Her laughter echoed in his mind, a seductive symphony he couldn't ignore.

She was beautiful. Too beautiful for a guy like him.

With each passing day of their friendship, his heart ached more deeply, his desire for her burned with an intensity he'd never experienced before.

Stiles found himself lost in the dance of desire, his fingers seeking solace around his cock. The thoughts of her alone were exhilarating, his body trembling with anticipation the more he thought about her.

His hand moved with rhythmic precision, each stroke a testament to his untamed, yearning longing for her. Thoughts of her soft curves and inviting touch consuming him.

As the minutes ticked by, his thoughts grew bolder and more dominating. He imagined Kayla's hands exploring the entirety of his body, igniting a hunger he had never felt before. He pictured how perfect she would be at pleasing him, making him vibrate on an unearthly frequency. How, if he got just a taste of her, he knew he would want nothing or no one else for the rest of his life.

The line between reality and fantasy was quickly becoming blurred, falling dizzyingly to the depths of intoxicating delirium.

Since day one of seeing her, he was captivated by her beauty. He had thought he had seen so many beautiful things in his sixteen years of life but the moment he saw her in chem class, everything else in his life seemed so dull and boring.

His breathing quickened, mirroring the throbbing rhythm of his heart and the pace of his hand.

He shouldn't be thinking these things. She was his friend… a friend he deeply cared about, but it was well known, by most he was sure, how infatuated he was with her. It was no secret. His inability to keep anything under wraps working against him.

He imagined the tips of his fingers caressing her neck, inching down to stroke her collar bone and caress the swell of her breasts. The touch of her bare skin, flush against his own, as he entangled himself with her. Exploring her body – the gift of a goddess. Everything about her so perfect and ethereal.

That tight knot clenched his stomach, screwing his eyes shut harder.

Flashes of her smile, her flirty quips, the way she walked rushed through his mind. His hand fast and jittery, all pace and rhythm forgotten about as he bit the fleshy inside of his cheek, trying to swallow his grunts of pleasure.

It didn't take long for him to surrender to the torrent of desire and need coursing through him, giving in to the forbidden thoughts that raked his brain. It was a pull to the dark side that he couldn't resist. The image of her perfection too God damn overwhelming.

Yet, as the wave of ecstasy washed over him, seizing his body and mind, reality came crashing down on him hard and fast, leaving him cold and empty.

He found himself lying alone in his bed, the warmth of Kayla's touch nothing more than a fleeting memory. The surge of release brought both pleasure and a tinge of sadness, his longing for her unfilled… desperate for her touch more than anything. Yet, alas, that wasn't to be. He was alone in his bed, empty and void.

He absentmindedly reached for the half-used toilet roll on his bedside table, cleaning up the mess he made, feeling lonelier than ever. Knowing that he couldn't keep going like this – entrapped in these devilish thoughts about his friend, the entirety of his focus on her.

He had to do something about it.

Reaching for his phone, he brought up the message thread between him and Kayla, toying with what to say.

Well, what could he say?

'Hey, thanks for the grind earlier, wanna make out?'

That sounded so dickish he almost hurled in his mouth.

'Earlier was fun. Wanna go for coffee sometime?'

Somehow, that seemed almost worse. Go for coffee? It wasn't 'Match . Com'. Jesus Stiles, he thought, quit fucking this up. They were well past the coffee stage.

He held his phone tenderly above him, trying to find the right words to type but he was in a post-nut kind of haze, his brain slow and like mush as everything he thought to say was either wildly inappropriate or just plain stupid.

Suddenly, things didn't feel so comfortable anymore. If anything, they felt awkward as hell.

To his surprise, a message popped on his screen first. A message from her.

He gulped and sat up, pushing himself back against his headboard as he blinked quickly and looked at the screen, reading her words repeatedly to make sure he wasn't hallucinating.

'I might regret this in the morning, but what the hell' was said, followed a second later by another ping and a picture popping up below it. But no, not just any picture… it was a picture of her half naked, dressed in nothing but a deep emerald lacey underwear set as she laid on her bed, her body twisting to show off her curves.

Did she just… send him a nude…? Willingly?

He gulped, unable to tear his gaze away from the picture that had captured the entirety of his attention, the dim lighting casting shadows across her bare skin, every inch of her body accentuated by the pose, her hand resting casually against her right breast, the other arm stretched out of frame to take the picture.

Her defined collar bones lead the way to her chest, prominent and bulging from the tight lace that hugged her body, creating the illusion of a deep and perfect cleavage and, if it wasn't for the poor lighting, Stiles was sure the material would've been see-through. A slight indent of her raised nipples was just barely visible.

Slim and slender, her toned midriff sliced into a defined waist and swept out into gentle hips, the thin band of her underwear resting against her hip bone. One leg, slightly raised, rested against the other, coyly drawing attention to her barely covered core.

This pose told him she knew what he was doing, posing so effortlessly it seemed so natural.

Showing enough to be captivating and make him crave more, but not giving the whole game away. Leaving everything that was covered to his wild imagination. Simple, yet sexy. Leaving him thirsty as fuck.

His mouth went dry, every muscle in his body tensing and becoming rigid… especially one in particular. Despite the fact it had just been very vigorously used…

With a strangled gasp, the phone slipped from his fingers and landed bang smack right between his eyes and bounced off his nose, making him see flashes of stars, reacting without thinking and slapping the phone away on instinct so it clattered off the bed to the floor.

"Shit" he cursed, trying to ignore the raging heavy hard on he had that flopped uncomfortably as he clumsily rose from his bed, his uncoordinated feet slipping on the floor and causing his naked body to smack painfully off the carpet, making a loud obnoxious 'thump' that seemed to reverberate through the quiet house.

He lay there stunned for several seconds, unsure quite how he always seemed to get himself in these situations.

"You okay up there kid?" his dad's voice called out in the distance, causing Stiles to wince.

"Yup. Yeah. All good".

There was another few seconds' pause, his dad probably wondering whether to come up and investigate or leave him to whatever it was he was doing.

"… Okay" his dad's resounded voice said, "get some sleep. It's late".

"On it".

Except he knew, after that, sleep was not to come.

He gingerly pushed himself up into a sitting position, reaching for his phone that was a couple feet away upside down, carefully turning it over and seeing the picture still sitting there, making his entire mind go blank.

Why would she trust him with something so personal? So beautiful?

Why, if she didn't want to date, did she send him something that vulnerable?

Everything he had imagined before paled into comparison to her actual body, his mind not being able to conjure up something so perfect and exquisite because he hadn't ever seen anything so sublime before. Her unworldly beauty enchanting his very soul. Wishing he could reach out and touch her, but also not wanting to ruin something so delicate and ethereal.

He didn't know what to do next. Should he send one back? Was that what she was angling at?

No, surely not. Girls didn't like unsolicited dick pics. It was rude as hell, not to mention expectant and cocky on his part. Plus, he couldn't imagine trying to capture a flattering image of himself because he knew that nothing he could send back would match her beauty.

Well, that and he didn't even know how to take a dick pic.

'Oh my god. Was this meant for me?' was what he ended up texting back, trying to figure out where he stood with her because he was pretty sure this was blurring the lines of friendship.

'Who else would it be for?'.

'I don't know. Just checking. You're beautiful' he rushed to type back, regretting using such a simple word to describe what he had just seen after he had already sent it, hurriedly typing out more. 'More than beautiful. You're amazing. Stunning. I can't even describe how perfect you are'.

A simple two-word text was all he got back.

'Call me'.

Oh god.

Call her?

Call her?

Did he cross the line? He didn't know where this supposed line was but, did he – inadvertently - cross it? Did he offend her? Was he too much? Of course he was too much. He always was. God dammit Stiles.

He sat back on his bed, resting against the headboard as he willed himself the confidence to click on her name and press call and, although it took several minutes, he managed, his stomach a pit of nerves.

She answered after a couple rings, letting the peaceful silence envelop them both for a few seconds.

"… Hey".

Her voice was quiet and a little lower than usual, almost sounding a little out of breath.

"Uh… hey. Hi. Hola" he rambled, internally punching himself in the face but found himself unable to stop, "G-day", accidentally slipping into a god-awful Australian accident.

Why Stiles… just why?

"I uh… I'm sorry about my mom" she continued, as if he hadn't just put the biggest foot in his biggest mouth ever, "she always interrupts at the worst times".

So, she wished her mom didn't walk in on them? Did that mean she wanted something more to happen?

"… It's okay" he mumbled, just the sound of her voice enough to make his half hard dick twitch and grow, coming back to life.

"It's not okay" she corrected, "Stiles, I… I um…"

He waited with bated breath, desperate but also dreading to hear the next words out her mouth.

"… I… I think…"

Yes…?

"... that I… that I like the way you look at me" she settled on saying, "no one has ever looked at me like that before".

He gulped, staying quiet – not out of choice, but nerves. A giant invisible hand grasping his throat.

"Then earlier… in that moment… I wanted you…"

She wanted him?

"… and I still do".

He blanched, freezing on the spot. So overwhelmed that a feather could've knocked him over. Because, no way, did the unattainable girl just admit that?

He remained frozen, his jaw limp and hanging, staring absentmindedly into the great abyss.

"Stiles?" she called out, "you still there?"

He grunted out a noise, unable to make his vocal cords work.

She let out a breathless half laugh, probably amused by his reaction.

"That means I'm horny" she continued shamelessly, the entire ground feeling as though it was collapsing from under him, "… are you?"

She asked the question so easily, as if she was enquiring what he had for dinner.

What could he say to that? What was the acceptable response she was seeking?

"Uh… I… um, well… that's… uh… heh-"he stuttered, his heart pounding against his ribcage, "I… yes. That's-yes".

"Did you like what I sent you?" she continued, voice dipping back to that seductive drawl that charmed him into submission.

"Hmmmm".

"It's not an old picture. I'm wearing that… right… now…"

Oh dear god.

He grumbled out a slur of what was meant to be words – what words, he didn't know – but it sounded like a slew of nonsense, his tongue tripping over his teeth and tonsils.

"Do you want to help each other out?"

"L-L-Like… with-with homework?" he asked innocently.

"No" she whispered through a smile, "help each other get off".

Oh.

Oh wow.

He reached up to pinch himself, sure he was dreaming, but nope. That pinch hurt like hell. Did that mean this was all really happening?

"I'm not promising a lifetime of commitment or to be anything more than friends right now, but… if you want to… I want to…"

"Uh.. h-heh… I… u-um… that's… I can… that's… y-yes" he stuttered, shaking his head to clear his mind fog, "Y-yes. Oh god yes".

"I know we're crossing a line…" she whispered, "but we can worry about it later".

He nodded, agreeing with her. All common sense went out the window.

"Stiles… take off your clothes".

"Oh. Um…" he glanced down at his already naked body, "sort of already done".

"Have you already cum?"

She was so blunt and straight to the point, no shame or embarrassment in sight. One of the many things he loved and admired about her.

"Uh… m-maybe…"

"Oh. If you're not up for it now then-"

"No, no, no, no, no" he rushed out, "trust me, I'm up for it. Really up for it" his dick achingly hard, desperate to be touched again.

She hummed out a gentle acknowledgement, accepting his words.

"Good" she whispered, "because I want you to look at that photo of me, the one I sent… and I want you to touch yourself".

Her voice, slow and sultry, was bordering on dominating and he found himself melting, helpless to her words. Happy to do anything she asked him to.

He swallowed nervously, reaching down to wrap his hand around the base of his cock, blissful relief coursing through him as he fumbled with putting the phone on speaker so he could open up that picture again, a small groan escaping his lips.

She was fucking stunning.

Every inch of her carved to complete and utter perfection.

The subtle curves, the swell of her breasts, the devious little smirk that was almost cut off by the edge of the picture. Every time he looked at it, he found more things to wonder at. Like how the colour of her set matched her skin perfectly, and how the way her hip curled to the side slightly showed a flash of her bare rounded ass.

If only what he was looking at wasn't a picture.

Oh, the things he would do to her…

Some gentle, some not so gentle. Desperate to caress every part of her, ready and willing to worship her entire body. His fingers, his tongue, brushing across her smooth skin… her body the perfect canvas for him to explore and create with. Undressing her… holding her down… feeling her buck and whimper as he hit every spot she had and more.

He didn't know anything about girls, but he would happily take his time and learn on her.

He gasped, stroking himself to a slow and steady dance, hungry eyes soaking up the sensual image of her half-naked form shining up at him from his phone. That special photo taken for his eyes only.

An angel, but with the allure of the devil.

His hand sped up, pumping out a jerky rhythm and through his muffled pants, he was sure he heard her let out a breathy moan.

Was she touching herself too? Were his sounds enough to turn her on? Was she imagining the same things he was?

"Don't stop" she ordered, "keep going".

He listened, unable to do anything else. Stroking himself to the image of her permanently seared in his brain.

On the other end of the line, he could hear her whimper. Helpless little pants of pleasure as she succumbed to the hungry need for release. It was a beautiful sound – so alluring and innocent, even though there was nothing innocent about what she was doing.

He wanted to ask what she was doing, but his mouth couldn't form anything except grunts and groans, almost embarrassed by how fast he was approaching the edge and knew if he didn't hold back, it would all end so suddenly – for once, he wanted to drag this out for as long as possible, desperate to hear her never-ending moans.

He slowed his pace a little, gasping back a desperate breath as he willed himself to stay in control. Although her pleasured moans were like music to his ears, singing a harmony to him, trying to coax him to let loose.

"Does it feel good?" she whispered breathily, her voice ending up a few pitches higher.

"U-Unbelievable" he panted, gripping his phone for dear life, "oh my god".

"… Now imagine that was my mouth" she whispered slyly, and that image alone made his head fall back in wonder, banging off the headboard, "… all the things I could do to it Stiles, you have no idea…"

He didn't – but he knew she would be fucking amazing. Attentive and explorative, probably sucking his damn soul from his body.

"Oh fuck".

She let out a breathless laugh, cut off by another moan and Stiles wished that, right now, he could see her. See what she was doing to herself to make such beautiful, alluring sounds. The thought alone was enough to make his cock twitch, very nearly passing the finishing line.

"W-What are you doing?" he gasped, sweat dripping from his forehead, "to yourself, I mean. A-Are you… are you… touching yourself too?"

She hummed in response and Stiles nearly passed out right then and there.

"Yeah…" she whispered, "I kept the set on though. Unless you want me to take it off?"

Oh Jesus…

"T-Take your panties off" he mumbled, surprised at himself for saying such a straightforward thing but she listened, the phone muffling itself a little as she moved and Stiles could almost hear the material slipping off her hips and down her legs, another ping from his phone permeating his horny bubble.

"Proof" was all she said, causing Stiles to frown in confusion, glancing at the screen and seeing she had sent him another picture, except this time it was her holding up her pair of skimpy emerald green panties, dangling seductively off her finger.

He had to stop touching himself for a few seconds, his clenched fist making its way to his mouth to bite down – and bite down hard. Just knowing what she was doing for him causing the knot in his stomach to tighten.

"You're right" she whispered, her tone low and tempting, speaking slowly to seduce him to new heights, "it does feel so much better off".

His teeth were leaving deep indents in the back of his hand, but he didn't care. The sharp stinging pain was the only thing distracting him from absolutely losing it.

"Wanna know a secret?" she continued, leaving him helpless and messy as all he could do was grunt out a distracted response.

"I'm really fucking wet" she gasped, "like, insanely wet. Do you wish you could taste me?"

He imagined himself tapping a cross over his chest, chanting 'in the name of the Father, and the Son, and of the Holy Spirit' because the thoughts passing his mind were not pure – they were filthy and desperate, no sign of the innocent Stiles in sight.

Holy hell… what she could do to him.

He nodded, realising then she couldn't see him and whimpered out a helpless "yes", his mouth watering to savour the sweet taste of her body, so close yet so far.

"Don't stop Stiles" she gasped, "keep going".

"I-I'll cum" he warned breathlessly, "I-If I… I'll… oh god…"

"I want you to cum" she moaned, "I want you to cum with me… and I'm really fucking close…"

Fucking hell.

He carefully, and very lightly, cupped a hand around the tip, shuddering out a desperate gasp as he bucked his hips, the end nearing hard and fast.

"Tell me what you're thinking" she ordered, "and don't be shy. Tell me everything".

"O-Oh… uh… I… I… I want to-holy shit-" he gasped, cutting himself off as that knot coiled tight, ready to be sprung, "I w-want to-to kiss you… all over… all down your body…"

Her whimpers were coming at him hard and fast, unravelling messily on the other end of the line.

"…Taste you…" he continued, his hand quickening around himself and becoming almost brutal with his sensitive cock, the friction of skin against skin making loud wet noises that filled the room and he was sure she could hear it, "… touch you… make you feel good… oh god… uh… I-I want to be inside you-"

"Oh fuck yeah" she let out an exhilarated moan bordering on a scream, "please Stiles, please-" she begged desperately, the sound of his name leaving her lips in such an intimate moment making his entire life worth living, "-go deep. Don't stop".

He was close, his hand pumping a sloppy rhythm as he imagined how insanely perfect it would be to fuck her right now. Having her body writher under him, her legs wrapped tightly around his hips as she pulled him in deeper, desperate for every inch of him inside her. He would kiss her neck, leave bruised marks to warn everyone she was his and his alone, giving her everything he had and more as she screamed out his name and came messily around him, leaving him no other choice but to plough his thrusts in deeper and paint her insides with his load.

"O-Oh shit" he gasped, "I'm gonna-"

"Cum for me" she pleaded, like she was begging for her life, "right now. Cum for me".

His entire body nearly jumped from the bed, jolting and spasming as he stilled and tightened his hand around his cock, the release hitting him hard and fast, pumping a hot sticky mess across his chest and bed sheets.

She followed with a gasp and moan, whimpering out profanities as she tried to catch her breath but knowing she, too, was cumming on the other end of the line made more spurts of hot cum leak from the top of his shaft, exhaustedly still pumping and twitching as he collapsed on his bed, sure he passed out from exhaustion.

For several minutes, they were both quiet. Just catching their breaths as they rode out their high, Stiles' phone discarded to the pillow next to him, still on speakerphone. The more seconds that ticked by, the more he released what had just happened.

Oh my god... did they just have phone sex?

His hand, still sticky, reached for some toilet roll, wiping the mess from his hand as he awkwardly reached for his phone and blushed.

"Uh… K-Kayla… you uh… you still there?"

"… Yeah" she whispered, sounding on the brink of tiredness.

"Heh… uh… what-what just happened-"

"Stiles" she cut him off with a soft voice, "for once, you don't need to talk right now".

'O-Oh… uh… okay".

"Just uh… just stay on the phone with me" she mumbled quietly, "can you do that for me?"

For her? Anything.

"Yeah. Yeah, of course".

And with that, they both succumbed to sleep, listening to the soothing sound of each other's breathing, not thinking about the line they both just crossed.


The next morning, Kayla woke to the blissful feeling of peace. Something she hadn't experienced in so long; it took her a while to place what the feeling actually was.

Happiness.

She stretched, turning over in bed and noticed her phone still on and nearly out of charge resting on the pillow next to her.

It was only when she heard faint, soft snores and saw the caller ID flashing up at her did she remember what had happened last night.

"Oh fuck" she muttered, quickly sitting up and grabbing her phone, checking how long they had been on the line for.

A whopping 4 hours and 33 minutes. Falling asleep without hanging up.

"Oh fuck" she whispered again, remembering how they helped each other get off with dirty words and, on her part, sexy pictures. Reaching the finish line with one another, reacting to the sexual tension that had been brewing and bubbling between them for weeks.

Only now, with her brain full of clarity and not ruled by teenage hormones, she realised she had just made things a thousand times more complicated.

What the hell did this mean?

She knew she had feelings for Stiles that were starting to grow, but she also knew that feelings absolutely terrified her. That was why she pushed them away, because if she had feelings then she could get hurt again and that was one thing she promised herself wouldn't happen again.

So, she shut herself off. Denying one of the most basic human instincts.

Yet, somehow, he was crawling into her brain and her heart, and she found herself unable to prevent it.

She had spent weeks ignoring it, but that clearly didn't work.

So, what was she to do?

She looked down at her phone, the sound of his even breathing relaxing her and almost putting her in a trance, her mind drifting to how, on the phone, he worshipped her. Cleary thinking and focusing on her and no one else – not even Lydia. The sound of his desperate moans still playing on repeat in her brain.

She shook herself, swallowing the fear that was creeping up on her and quickly hit 'end call', scared what would happen if he woke up and they had to speak.

What the hell was she meant to say?

Obviously, she was out of her comfort zone. Way out of her comfort zone. But there was someone who had called this whole situation out weeks ago. Maybe she would know what to do.

She quickly scrolled through her contacts, hitting 'call'. After several rings, she picked up, much to Kayla's relief.

"Kayla" Allison greeted, trying to sound upbeat and happy but there was an undertone of sadness and stress, still reeling from the events of the school and breaking up with Scott, "is everything okay?"

"I don't know" she replied, "I need your help. It's about Stiles".

There was a brief pause on the other end of the line, Allison clearly trying to get past her shock at that statement.

"What about Stiles?" her friend asked knowingly, "what happened?"

"It's complicated. Well, actually, it's not that complicated. We had phone sex".

Allison, sweet naïve little Allison, choked at her blunt words, letting out a high-pitched screech of surprise and delight before gasping.

"What?" she demanded in shock, "oh my god Kayla, this is huge".

"Huge?" Kayla panicked, "how-how is this huge?"

"Does that mean you two are together now?"

"What? No. No" she denied fervently, "we didn't agree to that".

"But… how did it even happen?"

"I don't know" she mumbled, "he was over at mine and we fell asleep-"

"In your bed?"

"Yeah" she stated, "then things got a little heated, I guess. Well, he got a boner. I was on top of him-"

"On top of him?"

"-then my mom walked in. I think if she didn't, I probably would've fucked him. I don't know… it just felt nice. And right. But he left and I guess I was still a little wound up because I sent him a nude-"

"Oh my god Kayla".

"-And-" she continued, ignoring the constant interruptions in a bid to get the story out as quickly as possible, desperate for answers, "-then it just… happened. The phone sex" she clarified, "then we fell asleep still on the phone…"

"Oh wow" Kayla could tell Allison's head was spinning, sounding completely taken aback, "that's… a lot".

"What does it mean?" she asked, sounding like a little lost kid, "I don't know what to do…"

Allison, sensing her conflictions, softened her voice, only truly now realising the delicacy of the situation by Kayla's vulnerable and terrified voice, one Allison hadn't heard from her before.

"Um… well… I think you need to talk to him about it-"

"Do I have to?" Kayla whined, "can't I just ignore it?"

"Ignore the fact you had phone sex with him?" Allison laughed, "I don't think so. That's a recipe for disaster".

"I used to do it all the time" Kayla said, "back home, our parties got wild. We were all out of control. I can't even tell you how many people I hooked up with because I was off my face, and it was just one of those things we accepted and ignored. Why can't I do that with Stiles?"

"… I think you know why Kayla".

She sighed, "because he likes me?"

"Yeah" Allison replied, "and because you like him too".

Somehow, hearing those words from Allison, muttered with so much insight and knowing, helped put everything into perspective for her. Like the pieces of the puzzle finally slotting into place.

She liked Stiles. A lot. More than she expected.

"I wasn't supposed to" she whispered, "I wasn't supposed to like him like this".

"Sometimes it just happens, whether we want it to or not" Allison smiled, "you can't help how you feel".

"I don't like this" she grumbled, "I like feeling in control. Knowing my own mind. But lately, I… I… I don't even recognise myself. I'm turning soft".

Allison giggled, "you're not turning soft. You're just falling in l-"

"Okay, whoa" she interrupted, "pump the damn brakes. I said nothing about lo-urgh" unable to even say the word, "that word. Don't be so ridiculous".

"Sorry" Allison said, though Kayla could tell she wasn't sorry in the least, "but I've said it from the start… I think you and Stiles would be amazing together".

"I don't know how to be with someone" she continued, "the sex stuff? The flirting? That's what I'm good at. I… I don't know how to do everything else. My… My ex… all we would do is fight and fuck and, in-between all that, we barely knew each other. If I showed any vulnerability, he would use it against me. There's still times I wake up choking because I can feel his hands around my neck and-"

She cut herself off, biting back the tears. Not wanting this phone call to turn so serious.

"Kayla…" Allison whispered sympathetically and that was why Kayla never got vulnerable with people – that god awful pitying voice that people had used on her for her entire life, making her use dark humour to cope with all the shit that gone wrong in her life. "… Stiles isn't like that. He's good. He wouldn't lay a finger on you".

"I know" she sniffed, "and it's not that I'm worried about. It's… it's my heart. I can't give it to anyone because what if they break it?"

"They might" Allison said, "I can't promise that you won't ever get your heart broken. But what I can promise is that you won't ever know until you try. Until you give it to someone, and I think Stiles would look after your heart very well. He adores you. Everyone can see it. Well-"Allison chuckled, "-everyone but you, apparently".

"I just… I don't think I'm ready" she replied honestly, "to let someone in".

"And that's okay" her friend reassured, "because something tells me he'll wait. As long as you need".

"But that doesn't solve my problem now" she said, "how do I deal with this situation? I mean, for crying out loud, we had amazing phone sex. He's going to be acting weird".

"Stiles is always weird".

"Well, weirder than usual" she corrected with a fleeting smile.

"And 'amazing?' was it?" Allison quipped playfully.

"Shut up".

"Kayla, look-" Allison giggled, "-you have the whole weekend until you need to face him. Try and not worry. By then, I'm sure you'll know what to do".

"You think?"

"I know. Trust me, I have a good feeling about this".

A/N) OOOOOOOOH AHHHHHH that's my thoughts after that haha because STAYLA IS ON THE WAY TO HAPPENING (not now but soon) haha and I love how they're exploring the sexual tension before getting together. I love them so much and I hope you all do too haha so please please review and I will see you all super soon :)

Chapter 31: Pool party

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Allison's whole quip about her having the whole weekend to figure stuff out before absolutely having to face Stiles was complete bullshit.

Why was it complete bullshit, you ask?

Because of his mild-to-moderate stalkerish tendencies that she forgot to factor in.

The remainder of the morning and into the early hours of the afternoon she spent her time in the basement doing some training, ignoring her mother's continuous texts about a sexual health drop-in clinic downtown that she wanted her to go to, citing she didn't want any more 'accidents'. She ignored them, annoyed at her mom's relentless boundary stomping and did everything from gymnastics to weights to boxing, taking her frustrations out on the equipment, helping take her mind off her ever growing and confusing feelings for Stiles. Unfortunately, that resulted in the punch bag that hung from the ceiling to burst, sand pouring to the cement floor.

She had swept it up, putting the contents into two large bin bags and carried them upstairs and out the front door, placing them next to the trashcans by the garage.

It was then, when she turned around to head back inside, that she saw the front of a familiar baby blue jeep parked on the street, half of it obscured by the neighbour's bushes. Inside was a lone figure – that same lone figure that, as soon as she turned around, suddenly floundered and disappeared, ducking below the windowpanes.

She frowned, dusting her hands off her shorts as she craned her neck to see exactly what he was doing – apart from stalking – and for a brief second, the top of his head did pop up only to lurch back down.

She rolled her eyes, limping down her driveway and approached the jeep, rapping her knuckles on the window. Unsurprisingly, he seemed sheepish and embarrassed he got caught being a creeper, slowly sitting up and giving her a mortified look. She simply smirked in response, indicating for him to roll down the window.

He did as she asked, his movements jerky and nervous as he tried to avoid her gaze.

"Stilinski" she greeted, placing her forearms on the open window as she leaned forward, "for what do I owe the pleasure?"

"Uh… uh… I… I've broke down" he stuttered, his face flushed and clammy with sweat, nervously hitting the steering wheel, "stupid jeep".

"Coincidentally, right outside my house".

He sent her a nervous smile, his eyes darting from side to side. "Yeah… yeah… what are the chances of that, huh?"

Somehow, she knew exceptionally high. Even though this jeep was a literal death trap.

"Yeah" she muttered sarcastically, "what are the chances?"

He awkwardly tapped his fingers across the steering wheel, biting his lip as he looked around, searching desperately for something to say to cut through the blossoming tension. His gaze, more than once, falling on her outfit – a simple black sports bra and matching tight black shorts, the lycra clinging to her curves and cutting into her upper thighs.

"I, uh… I was going to text" he finally said, pink splotches on his cheeks darkening, "text you, I mean. Um…"

"Why?"

"Uh… just to… to… check in…?"

She knew was he was skirting about the very sexually charged phone call they had, not to mention the dirty little nudes she sent him, but she knew if he spoke about it then she would have to face the awkward questions he would ask her and she, quite frankly, wasn't ready for that.

"All good here" she said, playing it cool, trying to push the memories of that phone call from her brain but seeing him here in front of her, hearing his voice, flooded her mind with his gasps and groans and she found herself picturing what he was doing to himself to make those sounds.

"O-Oh. Cool. Cool" he nodded, biting his lip.

Silence fell, that nervous tension returning between them.

"Well-" she said, clapping her hands together, "-maybe it's time you call a tow truck. Only permit parking here".

"What? Oh. Oh right. Yeah" he gulped, like he had forgotten about his little white lie, "yeah, I should probably get on that".

She nodded, not saying anything else as she pushed herself off the jeep and went to walk back up her driveway but her God damn stupid ankle, still delicate and inflamed, probably more so from her pushing herself all morning, twisted painfully and she let out a small yelp, her knees buckling from underneath her.

Her bare knees grazed the gravel as she fell in a crumpled heap, her hands automatically darting out to grab her bandaged ankle to try and numb the pain, cradling it in her grasp.

She vaguely heard Stiles let out a shout of surprise, clumsily falling from his jeep as he hurried over and kneeled next to her, his hands flapping about.

"Oh god, you okay?" he winced, "does it hurt?"

The sharp stinging pain of the initial fall had worn off, leaving a dull ache in its place.

"I'm fine" she said through clenched teeth, frustrated at her body for giving up on her. Hating being so weak.

"You sure?"

"I'll live".

She felt his stare on her the whole time, unnerving her to her very core but she pretended like she didn't notice, trying to stand but when she placed her weight on her ankle it screamed out in pain again and she fell back on her butt, losing patience with this entire situation.

"Let me help" Stiles insisted, crouching forward as he reached for her, taking one of her wrists. She was just about to tell him not to bother, that she didn't need any help, but as soon as his other hand – warm, despite the winter air – touched her bare waist, her words died in the back of her throat.

His grip, firm and reassuring, encircled her waist with ease, bringing her close to his own body as he stood, lifting her with him. He bore most of her weight, holding her tight and, for a couple seconds, her feet briefly left the ground. Dangling, pinned to him.

He must've realised his mistake, slowly loosening his grip just enough for her to slide back down his body, the soles of her trainers touching the ground once again. Yet, despite this, he never let go. His arm still cradling her waist, fingertips almost unnoticeably brushing the skin along the waistband of her shorts.

She wanted to push his arms away but, at the same time, she didn't. A feeling of ease settling her very soul. Especially with the way he clung to her – tightly, but still gently. His hand, very slowly, beginning to graze down her waist to cup her hip.

She shuddered out a breathless gasp, jerking in surprise at that touch, shyly glancing up at him.

Unsurprisingly, he was looking down at her too, his gentle stare full of longing and something else she couldn't quite put her finger on, their noses just centimetres away from each other. His hand that had been cupping her wrist inched up to nervously play with her fingers.

"Uh…" she whispered, swallowing her own feeling of longing, "… thanks".

He simply nodded, his grip still not loosening.

"You can… You can let me go now".

Her voice was quiet and unsure, stumbling a little over her words but what she said must've cut through his current brain fog because he blinked once, then twice, coming back to reality with a bang. His hands, once so sure and strong, suddenly retreated from her body as if he had been burnt, stepping away like he had been caught doing something wrong.

"O-Oh… uh, heh… s-sorry" he apologised, "I-I didn't… uh… sorry".

A part of her wished she never said anything because now she felt suddenly empty and cold being away from him, his body heat that had once entangled her was gone, making her shiver.

She remained quiet, folding her arms across her chest as she glanced back at her house, nodding her head towards it.

"I should probably…"

"Yeah. Yeah" he nodded quickly, "it's cold. You look cold. You should go get warmed up".

She nodded, just about to turn around and leave but she felt this pull in her stomach – a pull to him. Like some part of her didn't want to leave him.

She sighed, turning back to face him.

"I'm training" she said, much to his surprise that she continued to engage in conversation with him, "when I get frustrated, I train. And this whole Alpha situation is very frustrating. I was just about to do some bench presses if you want to spot me?"

"S-Spot you?"

"Yeah. Last thing I need is to get crushed under a bar and choked to death".

"Yeah that, uh… that wouldn't be very good".

"So… do you want to, or…?"

"Oh. Yeah. Yes. That would be… yeah" he nodded, tripping over his words, "just, um… out of curiosity… how much do you bench?"

"Only about 150 pounds, give or take" she shrugged, much to his surprise, "depends on the day. It used to be like 220 but I went a few months without training and lost some of my strength".

"S-Some?"

She smirked, "yeah. Some. Why, does that intimidate you?"

"Everything you do intimidates me" he muttered under his breath without thinking, gulping back his nerves.

"Oh really?" she asked, much to his surprise, "like what?"

"Uh…"

"Well?" she asked, unable to hide her smirk as he fumbled nervously, his hands wringing themselves together.

"You're just... kinda scary sometimes. Like now".

"If you're so scared of me, why do you keep coming back around?"

He blanched at her, totally and completely put on the spot with nothing to say. The usual whenever he was around her.

"Um..."

"Relax" she smirked, playfully punching his bicep that probably hurt more than she intended, "I don't bite. Unless, of course, you want me too".

That quip, the usual for her, made them both stop short and begin to fantasise about it -especially after the events of last night.

Luckily, without getting too hot and bothered, she snapped herself from her thoughts with a quick shake of the head, cocking an expectant brow at the boy standing helplessly flustered in front of her.

"Well?" she asked, "to the spotting, not the biting. I have a feeling I know what your response would be to that one".

She could see his internal panic all over his face and, dare she say it, it was kind of cute. Okay, not just cute. It was adorable.

'Oh my god' she thought, catching herself momentarily off guard, when did she ever find anything adorable? Least of all a boy! What the hell was happening to her?

He coughed, clearing his throat and looking nervously at her home as if he was being forced to enter the gingerbread house from Hansel and Gretel, where the fate of getting eaten alive was on the other side of the door.

"S-Sure" he stuttered, "I mean, like you said, can't have you being choked to death. That would be bad".

She held back another flirtatious remark - something along the lines of how she wouldn't complain if he was the one choking her but thought that sexually dangerous jest may just push him over the edge to no return.

Unable to stop the smirk seizing her mouth she nodded for him to follow her into the house, making sure to give the security cam above the front door a sassy middle finger, much to Stiles' surprise.

"Um… is that…? Is that a camera?"

"Yup".

"… Why?"

"Because my mother has a delinquent for a daughter" she threw Stiles a devilish smile over her shoulder as she pushed the front door open, "and she likes to try and keep an eye on said delinquent daughter".

Stiles stopped as he reached the threshold of her front door, hovering hesitantly and looking nervously to the camera and back into the house, his face tense and full of guilt.

"What?"

"Uh… I just don't think she'd be very pleased that I was back here. Again. After, um…"

"My mother is not very pleased with many things, including – but not limited to – everything I do and everything everyone else does" she joked, "plus, I wipe the disc from time to time. What she doesn't know won't kill her".

He still seemed unsure, her mom clearly scaring the absolute bejesus out of him so she simply shrugged and continued into her house, heading towards the kitchen and opening the door to the basement.

"If you change your mind, I'll be downstairs".

She knew he would follow – the allure of spending more time with her was too great to resist so left the door open, an invite not only into her house but into her space. Especially a space as sacred as her training room.

She limped down the wooden creaky steps, making sure to step over the cable that lay across the third from the bottom step that had her radio plugged in to the socket on the wall, heading straight to the weight bench, loading up the plates on each side of the bar.

As suspected, a couple minutes later, Stiles tentatively appeared and fumbled down the steps, his eyes widening as he took in her set up.

"Oh wow, this is impressive" he mumbled, not looking where he was going, "this is-"

Before she could warn him, the tip of his left shoe caught the cable that lay across the step and he – not so gracefully – went flying, the radio getting pulled with him as he landed face down in a heap at the bottom of the steps.

"Oh my god" she exclaimed, but soon an amused chuckle escaped her lips, "are you alright?"

He didn't stay down too long, probably too scared to look like a damsel in distress as he jumped back up, floundering about for a few seconds before sending her an embarrassed glance, untangling the cable from his ankles that had, somehow, wrapped around his feet several times over.

"That-" he breathlessly pointed to the cable and, now, broken radio, "-is a hazard. A dangerous hazard".

"Yeah, tell that to the genius' that built the house and thought that was an appropriate place for a plug socket" she grinned, catching sight of him rubbing his ribs, "you good?"

"Wh-? Yeah" he dropped his hands, trying to shrug off any pain he had, "golden".

She didn't push, knowing his masculinity couldn't handle the pries of concern after he ate shit and face planted the concrete, so simply laid down on the bench, a slight arch in her back, and reached up to wrap her hands around the cool silver bar.

"Well? You just gonna stand there and look pretty or are you gonna spot me like you promised?"

He floundered forward, jittery and nervous – like always. She could feel his wandering eyes trying their best not to focus on her skin on show, especially when he was standing above her head looking down at her, but she simply smirked, proud she got under his skin so much.

She pushed the barbell up off the metal hooks, holding it above her for a few seconds before slowly lowering the bar to her chest so it pressed against her boobs and then lifted it, somewhat effortlessly, much to Stiles' surprise.

One rep.

"You make it look so easy. That weighs more than me".

She smirked, lowering the bar again.

"If you want to be lifted by me, don't be shy to ask" she quipped, watching him gulp nervously as she pushed the bar clean up, her arms not even shaking.

Two reps.

He stayed silent, hovering awkwardly over her, his hands sporadically fluttering between his sides and following the barbell - clearly, having no idea what he was doing.

"Have you ever spotted someone before?" she asked, bringing the bar back down to her chest.

"Does it look like I partake in any weight lifting activities? At all?"

She bit back her amused smirk, pushing her arms up above her, this time feeling it a little more than before. Still getting used to building her strength back up.

Three reps.

"I don't know. Maybe you and Jackson are secretly locker room buddies" she joked, causing him to scoff loudly.

"That jumped up steroid injecting asshole is definitely not my friend".

"Ooooh, touchy subject" she sniggered, slowly lowering the bar again.

"Not touchy. I just don't like spending my free time talking about Jackson Whittemore of all people".

"But you like spending your free time with me?"

Her straight forward question caught him off guard, watching her nervously as she raised the bar, struggling a little but persevering and blowing out an exhausted breath as she successfully lifted it above her head.

Four reps.

"Well... you're not a jumped up steroid injecting asshole".

"I'm a little bit of an asshole".

"You're cute, you get away with it".

If she wasn't focused on not letting the heavy weight of the bar crush her as she lowered it, she may have flirted back. Instead, she was a little breathless from the exertion, feeling her cheeks get a little flushed.

"You got it?"

She nodded, clasping the barbell tightly as Stiles' hands crept closer but nervously lingered a few inches away - potentially because the bar was resting across her breasts and he didn't know how to touch it without touching her.

... Maybe she should drop the weight and let it crush her... maybe then he would close the gap between them, his hands touching her-

Wow. No. Stop.

She shook her head a little, powering through and lifting the bar in the air for the final time, the burn in her muscles painful but comforting at the same time.

Five reps.

Not too shabby.

She could do better though. She had to do better. Be better. If she wasn't at the top of her game then she was a sitting duck - and that was the one thing Kayla did not like to be.

She caught her breath, her gaze moving upwards to meet Stiles' impressed stare and even though she was seeing him upside down, he was clearly completely smitten by what he had just seen.

"What?"

"... Nothing" he mumbled after a few seconds, giving his head a small shake, "you're just kind of amazing, you know that right?"

"Of course".

"Humble too".

She grinned, sliding down the bench out from under the bar and sat up, throwing him a grin over her shoulder.

"Honest" she corrected, grabbing her water bottle that was near her feet and took a couple of swigs, refuelling for the next round.

"Hope you've got plenty of energy" she said, standing up and beckoning him forward, "because we're about to get really really sweaty".

"W-What? We-We are?" he mumbled, completely taken off guard as he looked at her like she had grown two heads, his internal panic written all over his face.

"Oh yeah" she drawled out, that devious glint shining in her gaze, "if you can handle that..."

A feather could've knocked him over, he was that shocked. His mind completely in the gutter.

"Uh... um..."

She burst into laughter, taking a few delicate steps forward to playfully push at his chest, finding it so amusing to wind him up.

"Relax. I'm not planning on taking your V card just yet" she grinned, "take these".

She reached around him, sliding a box from the shelves and throwing him some boxing punch mitts - much to his disappointment, she was sure.

"... What's this?"

"You put them on" she smirked, grabbing her own set of gloves and Velcroing them around her hands, "so I can - safely - beat the shit out of you".

He stared at her in alarm, suddenly looking like he would rather be anywhere but here.

"What?"

"Stiles - put them on. Trust me".

He did as he was told, fumbling with the bulky pads as he squeezed his hands into the back of them, struggling with the second one. Eventually after several long drawn out seconds, he managed to get them on, swatting the air around his head.

"Are you sure this is a good idea?" he asked in doubt, "I mean... I have fragile bones and I'm one hundred percent sure you can punch way harder than my bones can handle..."

"I promise I'll go easy" she grinned playfully, her look telling Stiles that - no - she wouldn't go easy on him because, let's face it, when did she ever go easy on anyone?

"No you don't" he sighed, but letting a small chuckle escape his lips.

"Yeah, you're right about that" she said shamelessly, "because there's no fun in going easy".

Their banter - the quips, jokes and flirty remarks - flowed so easily now it was just becoming second nature to her, not fully realising the forwardness in her tone. Not that she cared either way. Yet it still surprised and delighted Stiles - feeling like he was maybe, somehow, getting close to her.

He gulped but stayed quiet as she showed him how to hold his arms, instructing him on how to adapt the proper fight stance.

"Okay - thumbs on top, arms straight, bent at the elbow, stay loose. Thumbs on top, arms straight, bent at the elbow, stay lo-ow"

She caught him off caught, throwing a perfectly aimed punch to the left pad and nearly sending him spinning through the air

"That hurt" he protested weakly, sending her a wary glance - like he was just realising the full extent to her strength.

"You talk too much" she shrugged, unable to hide her amusement and keep a straight face.

"Well, I don't think that deserves a-oh, ow".

Another well aimed punch was delivered to the right pad, this time even harder than the first.

"Who knew beating you up could be so fun".

"Charming" he declared, "but you do know punching bags exist, right? As in actual punching bag - not ones in the shape of innocent humans".

"Yeah, but mine broke" she replied, absentmindedly pointing as best she could with the bulky gloves on to the lone chain dangling from the ceiling in the middle of the room, causing Stiles to panic even more.

"Uh... it broke because it was faulty, or...?" clearly holding out hope that she didn't beat the crap out of it.

Sorry Stiles.

"No, I just kicked the shit out of it".

"Oh dear god" he mumbled, "I'm going to die".

"Maybe" she teased, sending him a wink, "think fast".

Another jab hit out, catching him off guard and causing her to roar in delight - her loud laughs bouncing off the walls.


Stiles couldn't believe how quickly time had passed in the basement of Kayla's house. It felt like minutes, yet also like he had been speaking to her for a lifetime.

They boxed and sparred, taking frequent breaks and just sitting and talking - though neither brought up the events of last night.

Stiles wanted to - he really did - but he didn't know how to go about it. He had never been in this situation before. How was he supposed to act around her now? Did she want him to delete the sexy pictures she sent him? Did she want to forget the whole thing had ever happened? Did she regret it?

He hoped she didn't because he certainly didn't. Those entire moments burned into his brain forever.

He really liked Kayla - he liked her a lot. What he was feeling was serious. She was the only real girl that he had liked apart from Lydia, so it was safe to say he was completely infatuated by her. And not just in a sexual way. He found himself needing to be close with her, happy to just hang out and chill and listen to her talk. Hell, he was happy enough just being a punching bag for her training because at least he got to spend time with her - a priority, in his book.

Unfortunately, there was just one problem - Lydia.

He knew - even from the start - that he'd never have a chance with her. That and the fact Lydia didn't even acknowledge him, let alone probably not even bother to learn his name. Yet, getting rid of these supposed feelings from the third fricking grade was a seriously hard thing to do.

Despite that, he was realising that Lydia wasn't the centre of his world anymore. She wasn't even at the front of his brain. He was obsessing over her less, barely staring at her when she walked past. Instead, he had found someone else to look at. Someone else to watch. Someone else that made his heart flutter.

Though, if he admitted it to himself, he was still crushing on her - not as bad as before, but still harbouring some sort of feelings for her. Even if it was just the remnants of a childhood crush.

So it was safe to say he was seriously conflicted. Like, a lot.

Kayla had made it perfectly clear through her wall of sarcasm and teasing that nothing more would happen until he was definitely over Lydia - and Stiles understood that. Who wanted to be with somebody who was fawning over somebody else? Yeah exactly, no one.

Yet, how long would someone like her wait? In reality?

She said she didn't date. That dating was not her thing, but circumstances change. She was young and beautiful, the mysterious new girl that caught the attention of the entire school. He heard the locker room talk. He knew how desirable she was. He was far from the only guy that found her attractive. In the social pyramid of highschool, she was the prize - especially since her and Lydia became friends.

Which was something Stiles still didn't quite understand. They seemed so... yin and Yang. Polar opposites. If anything, he thought Lydia may be threatened by her bold and unforgiving presence, her beauty captivating everyone in the room. With Kayla there, it meant everyone wasn't solely focused on Lydia. Although, maybe that's why Lydia came along and swooped her under her wing - to keep her close, assess her and determine if she was a threat or not.

Luckily for Lydia, Kayla did not care about the same things Lydia cared about - popularity, social status and power. She wasn't a threat to her. She didn't want to be the Queen Bee.

Just as well, Stiles thought, because if she had been wanting to take over then he would have placed his bets on Kayla - without a doubt.

It had been a month of having her here and people were still talking about her. He supposed the whole 'Hale' thing played a part in it. The mystery of the fire still the talk of the town. He was only nine or ten when it happened but he remembered the flurry of activity that followed the devastation. His elementary school whispering and spreading rumours about what happened - hell, he was sure even he and Scott partook in those rumours. At that age, it was the most exciting thing that had happened in the small town, his interest piqued. He remembered following his dad around the station as they worked the case, hoping to help solve it.

If only he knew back then what the real reason was to the fire.

The point was, yes, she was a Hale and Hale's got spoken about - both good and bad. But that wasn't the only reason. She was on many people's lips because she was the epitome of captivating. He couldn't quite put his finger on it, but there was just something so enchanting about her. He wasn't the only one to notice. She had been flirted with more times than he could count, and every time he saw it or heard it it actually made him physically sick, his stomach curdling with jealousy.

He couldn't blame them - she was as close to perfection as one could get - but it made him feel inferior. Eventually, one way or another, she would be with someone that wasn't him unless he put the effort in and tried to win her over.

Whatever way he was going to do it, he would get over Lydia and he would get the girl. He promised himself. The other option was unbearable to even think about.

"Uh, earth to Stiles, earth to Stiles" Kayla's voice floated over to him, snapping him out of his thoughts, realising he was spacing. "You good?"

"Um, yeah sorry" he apologised, using the towel in his hands to continue dabbing the sweat off his forehead, "I was just, um, thinking about... stuff"

She had finished putting the boxing stuff away on the shelves, dusting her hands off on her shorts and Stiles' couldn't help but let his eyes wander down her body. The glistening of sweat on her skin creating a glossy sheen down her chest and along her stomach, dipping into the crevices of her subtle abs. Lycra shorts slipping further up her legs.

She caught him staring and he awkwardly looked away, swiping the towel across the back of his neck.

"Thanks for the workout. I needed that" she said, stepping towards him and grabbing her own towel.

"Surprised I lived through it".

"I went easy on you".

"You definitely did not" he objected as she smirked in return, "I almost had a heart attack. Or a stroke. Or both".

"You kept up with me" she pointed out, a playful gleam in her eyes as she rubbed the towel across her chest and dipped it down her cleavage, automatically drawing his stare to the skin on show.

"Uh... heh... um..."

His brain was a mess, forgetting what he was meant to be saying and she simply slapped him with the towel, drawing him back to earth with a bang

"Perv" she smiled coyly, clearly amused by his embarrassment at getting caught, "my eyes are up here Stilinski".

Right. Her eyes. Oh dear God...

He gave his head a small shake, deliberately looking at her with widened eyes, keeping his head as still as possible so he wouldn't be tempted to look anywhere else.

"Uh..."

"Thank you" she continued, "for the distraction. It means a lot. Even though you were stalking me" she added cheekily, her mouth twisting to try and stop her from bursting into giggles.

He sent her an affronted look, cursing the way the blood rushed to his cheeks.

"I was not stalking you" he claimed, even though they both knew it was a lie, "I-I got a flat".

"Thought you broke down?"

She was teasing him, those green eyes of hers swimming with delight.

"It-It's the same thing".

"I see" she sniggered, finishing drying herself before throwing the towel to the floor, "well, regardless, it was a fun way to kill a couple of hours".

To her it was fun. To him it was a necessity. Unable to bear being away from her for too long. It was scary how intense his feelings were becoming.

Her phone buzzed and beeped, something which had happened many times over the last couple of hours but she had ignored each and every single one of them until how, giving her eyes a roll and reaching for her phone.

"Anything important?" he asked, trying not to pry but panicking a little that it was yet another suitor trying to get in her good books.

"Probably just my mom" she said, not sounding too thrilled as she began scrolling through her notifications, "she's been on my ass about going to the doctors".

"About your ankle?"

She scoffed, "like she cares about that. No, she's borderline obsessed with, and totally boundary crossing, anything and everything to do with my uterus".

"Your-Your uterus?" he asked, not really following her words, "huh?"

She flicked her gaze up from her phone, quirking a brow at him.

"She thinks I should go on birth control".

"Oh. Oh" he muttered, his blush only intensifying, "as in... uh..."

"Yeah" she mumbled, rolling her eyes and looking back down at her phone, "because, obviously, I'm going to get ran through by every guy in Beacon Hills".

She tried to keep her voice light and jokey but Stiles could hear the disdain and disappointment in her tone - her mother's lack of trust in her, clearly, still a sore point.

He didn't know what to say to that. Wanting to reassure her but also, still nervous when it came to any discussion revolving sex. Especially with her. Probably because he was the one wanting to have sex with her...

Unfortunately, when Stiles didn't know what to say he ended up saying the wrong thing.

This was one of those times.

"Can't get pregnant from phone sex".

As soon as the words had left his mouth he immediately regretted them. Why the hell did he think that was a good thing to say?

Her quick fingers stopped flicking across her phone, peaking up at him through her eyelashes. She, too, seeming a little taken aback by his words.

The words that were the first reference to their phone call last night - the call in which they both helped each other get off, unable to resist the sexual tension any longer.

"Oh god" Stiles whispered to himself, "oh god. Oh god".

"Well done on learning basic biology" she said after a painful few seconds of awkward silence, her gaze returning to her phone. She fired off a couple of texts, ignoring the situation and Stiles' borderline panic attack, fresh sweat that was breaking out across his body.

Idiot Stiles, idiot.

"Oh. Lydia's having a curfew breaking pool party" she mused, changing the subject, "Hm. At least she's not turning to benzo's this time around. They do not agree with her".

"Let me guess, this is one of her elusive-invite only parties, right?"

She simply shrugged, "I don't know. I just got the message to be there. Apparently Allison needs cheering up".

"Yeah, Lydia's 'invite only' parties are meant to be... exclusive" he said, happy for the change of conversation, "anyone that means anything gets to go. Obviously I've never had an invite".

"You've never crashed?" she asked with a smirk.

"She hires security".

"She does not" she exclaimed in surprise, her jaw dropping, "who does she think she is, the president?"

"Probably one day".

She nodded in agreement, "yeah, her whole fake dumb thing is kind of ridiculous".

He was surprised she noticed, although after some thought knew he shouldn't be. She was smart too, after all.

"Uh... yeah. Anyway, it's kind of a big deal these parties. She might be saying it's to cheer up Allison, but really she'll probably have an agenda".

"Lydia always does" she laughed, "I've learnt that the hard way".

His stomach dropped, the awful realisation hitting him like a punch to the gut.

Allison, newly single. Kayla, still single - despite Lydia's best efforts to hook her up with Brian. Could this be a set up?

"Guess I better get ready" she sighed, "if I don't go, Lydia will have my head on a stick".

"Uh... just, um, be careful" he said in concern, "with what happened last time at one of Lydia's parties..."

She softened a little, a little confused but thankful for his worry even though he was scared he may be crossing the line.

"I never did thank you for that, did I?"

"For what?"

"For being the only one that noticed" she whispered, a gentle smile pulling at her lips, "and, I guess, for saving me from making a really bad-really drunk decision".

"Thought you didn't need a knight in shining armour" he joked cheekily, causing her to reach out to punch his arm.

"I don't" she laughed, "just accept the thanks, Stilinski".

He smiled as he rubbed his arm, a gentle warmth spreading through his body at her genuine expression of gratitude - something she often wasn't vulnerable with.

"Okay, okay jeez. I accept, I accept".

"And don't worry" she promised, "I vow to be on my best-virgin Mary behaviour".


Stiles was right about Lydia's exclusive, invite only parties... even right down to the detail about hiring security. A part of her thought he was exaggerating because, well, that was what he did - but nope. For once, he wasn't.

The person that opened Lydia Martin's door was not Lydia. Instead, a tall man dressed in a black suit was standing there, his face stiff and expressionless.

"ID" the man grunted, holding out his hand expectantly.

"ID?" she asked in confusion, "for what?"

He said nothing, his hand still extended.

"Jesus Christ" she whispered under her breath, "Stiles really wasn't kidding".

She reached into her bag, pulling her driving license from her purse and handing it to him. The man brought it to his face, inspecting it for several seconds before passing it back to her and stepping to the side.

"That's it?" she mumbled, "no special password? No finger print taking? You sure you don't want to pat me down?"

The man wasn't amused, his expression not even flickering.

"Wow. Tough crowd".

She stepped into Lydia's house, passing the security guard who closed the door behind them and wordlessly pointed down the hallway towards the back yard.

She walked through Lydia's house, pushing open the glass doors to the back yard and stumbling to a stop.

Lydia had gone all out.

Wrapped around the pillars and fences were white ribbons mixed with blue, some twisted into bows. Fairy lights were strung across the entirety of the garden, but it was still too light outside to get the full effect. Lanterns were decorated around the pool, with inflatables and noodles also present. Hell, she even had multiple balloon garlands and arches with tables of food and alcohol on the far side.

Compared to her last party, this one was definitely smaller. Maybe twenty or thirty people mulling around, chatting and dancing to the music that played over the loud speaker. Some were already in the pool, splashing about and making out.

"Kayla! Finally" a voice called out, drawing her attention to the set of sun loungers on the far right, both Lydia and Allison laying on them, "what took you so long?"

"You didn't say a time!"

Lydia propped her sunglasses at the end of her nose, rolling her eyes at her as Kayla began walking over.

"Oh please, everyone knows my pool parties start at 3pm".

"You're right. Silly me. I'll do better next time" she muttered sarcastically, matching Lydia's energy and rolling her eyes right back at her.

The strawberry blonde pursed her lips and nodded, pushing her sunglasses back up her nose and laying down, soaking up the sun.

"Hi Kayla" Allison smiled, though her voice didn't have the same chipperness that it normally did.

"Hey, how you doing?"

She watched Allison cringe a little, a glint of sadness seizing her gaze.

"I'm okay".

"She's lying" Lydia interjected, "she's not okay, but she will be. My pool parties can fix any problem".

She doubted that was true, but there was no point arguing with her.

She sat down on the free lounger next to Allison, looking at her friends. Her brunette friend was wearing a simple black swimsuit and a pair of shorts, her long wavy brown hair cascading around her shoulders, a book laying across her lap. Lydia, on the other hand, was wearing a floral bikini with a pink mesh sarong tied around her waist, her thick rimmed sunglasses shielding her eyes from the bright sun as she laid and relaxed.

"Also, why the hell do you have a security guard at the door? Isn't that a little... OTT?"

Allison stifled her giggles, probably thinking the same thing but not having the guts to question her.

"This is an invite only party" Lydia stated, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, "I don't tolerate people trying to crash it".

She shared a look with Allison, both conveying how crazy they thought this whole thing was.

Without even shifting, Lydia piped up a confident "I saw that".

She looked around, only recognising about half the amount of people occupying Lydia's back yard, everyone else being strangers.

"Who are all these people?"

"College students. All from a fraternity or sorority".

"Ah. So all dickheads then?"

Lydia blew out a short exhale of breath, clearly losing patience with her - and fast.

"Kayla, tone down the attitude" she instructed, "take your clothes off, get a drink and try to not get into any fights".

"I can only do two out of those three things, sorry" she quipped back, standing up to strip off her clothes to reveal the bikini she was wearing underneath. A simple, but striking, white string bikini that accentuated her figure and skin tone, fitting her body like a glove. Maybe a little on the skimpy side, but she didn't care. It did her wonders.

Allison peaked at her shyly, taken aback by her bold show of skin where as Lydia nudged her sunglasses down, giving her a thorough look from head to toe.

"Hm. I approve" the strawberry blonde said, "shame the bandage ruins it".

Kayla glanced down at her ankle that was wrapped up, still healing from the Alpha's claws.

"I don't think people will be looking at my feet, so I think we're good".

"That's true" Allison said, nodding her head, "I didn't even notice it".

"Point proven" she sing songed, sending Lydia a smug smile before twirling around and heading to the nearest table overflowing with alcohol, pouring herself a red plastic cup filled with a mix of different alcohols.

She promised Stiles she would be on her best behaviour, but she couldn't get through this without something in her system - better alcohol than cocaine, that was her motto.

She felt several gazes on her but she ignored them, grabbing a couple Krispy Kreme donuts with her free hand and headed back to the sun loungers.

"Those make you fat you know"

"Any weight gain goes straight to my ass so win-win" she shrugged, ignoring Lydia's dig and sat down, wondering why Lydia's 'bitch mode' had been activated.

Maybe she should go back on the benzodiazepines... at least a loopy Lydia was a nicer Lydia.

"She's been off ever since the night at the school, don't worry about it" Allison whispered.

"I'm not worrying. I have donuts. Nothing else matters right now".

"Does it not bother you?" her friend asked, almost self consciously, "that people just... stare? All the time?"

"Stare at what?" she asked around a mouthful of Oreo donut.

"You" Allison said, her brown gaze sweeping across the hustle and bustle of back yard, "that's my actual worst nightmare".

"Meh" she shrugged, "I'd stare too. I'm pretty hot".

Allison laughed and it was nice to hear that sound... the past couple of days, she had been pretty down in the dumps. Scott's betrayal still fresh in her mind.

"But honestly? I couldn't care less. I'm not that easily intimidated".

"I wish I was like that" Allison mused.

"Why?"

"You're just so confident. I mean, you're new - like me - but you don't act like someone that has just had their whole life uprooted. I need some of that confidence".

"A couple lines of coke ought to do that. I'm kidding I'm kidding" she added with a chuckle at Allison's horrified look, "you couldn't handle it".

"Lydia thinks I should get back out there".

"Lydia is right" the strawberry blonde spoke up, clearly listening in to their conversation.

"Lydia is pushy" Kayla corrected with a smirk, much to Lydia's dismay, "what do you want?"

"I want Scott. But after that night, I just... I don't think I can trust him".

"He locked us in that room and left us for dead. Of course you can't trust him".

She rolled her eyes at Lydia, ignoring her input.

"I'm not going to give you advice because I'm terrible at advice, but just do what feels right. If you want to get back with Scott, do that. If you want to flirt with all the guys here then I'll be your wingman"

Allison blushed a little, shyly dipping her head as she smiled.

"I don't want to flirt with anyone here".

"I'm sure Lydia will be heartbroken at that" Kayla laughed, "that was the whole point of this party, right?"

Allison looked at Lydia in surprise who simply removed her sunglassss and rolled her eyes.

"You both need boys-"

"I'm bi, I could take a girl".

"-because being single sucks" she continued, throwing Kayla a dirty look for interrupting and probably for outing her plan, "so yeah, I rounded up the best of the best. It's for your own good".

"So you want us to mingle?"

"Yes" Lydia exclaimed, "mingle, talk, flirt, make out. Socialise".

She didn't know why Lydia was so obsessed with setting them up but she supposed it was the control freak part of her - the part that wanted to create the perfect image.

"Fine, we'll mingle" she said, grabbing Allison's hand and standing up with her.

"What? We will?" the brunette asked in panic, fear spreading across her expression.

"Yes. I'm a pro at mingling. Oh, and I always win the wet t-shirt competition, let's play that".

"W-What about Stiles?"

"What about Stiles?"

"Yes, what about Stiles?" Lydia asked, "what is going on?"

"Nothing is going on with Stiles" she said, shutting down both Allison and Lydia, "nothing. I'm a single Pringle, remember?"

She pulled Allison away, heading to the food table.

"I'm sorry" Allison winced, following her like a lost puppy, "I thought you would have told her about the phone call".

"You mean the phone sex" she corrected with a laugh, making Allison blush.

"Yeah. I'm still so surprised at that. Well, I'm not. I can feel the sexual tension from a mile away, but Stiles just seems so... innocent".

She flashed back to that call, remembering his words grunts and groans perfectly.

"Hmmm... not so innocent".

"Have you decided what you're going to do?"

"About what?"

"Stiles" Allison exclaimed, "c'mon Kayla. You said you liked him-"

"And that stays between us" she interrupted, "not a a word to anyone".

"He's infatuated with you. Honestly, I think it would work. He'd be good for you".

"Are you saying I have bad taste in men?"

"Well... you don't exactly have the best".

"Yeah, no arguments there".

"But Stiles isn't like that. He looks at you like you're the sun. His sun".

She frowned at that analogy, "like I hurt his eyes?"

"No" she laughed, "like you light up his entire life. You do know this isn't a crush, right?... He's falling in love with you".

"H-He's not" she denied, a slight shake to her voice, "don't be so ridiculous".

"The ridiculous thing is your obliviousness".

"Wow. Did you take one of Lydia's mean bitch pills today?"

"Your deflections don't work on me" Allison smiled, "and I wouldn't lie to you. I can see it happening".

"Then you need some eyeglasses" she said, trying to ignore the panic that erupted inside her chest, not liking getting served a dose of the cold hard truth. "And I need to win that wet t-shirt challenge. Let's go".

A/N) A LONGGGGG chapter :) lots happening, and a few changes. The long weekend between the night school episode and going back to school will be a few chapters... it's a turning point in the story, and I want this story to be much more detailed aka lots more interactions. I'm suspecting this story will easily be 150-200 chapters long for season 1 and 2 and I'm not even sorry about it hahahaha

But eeeeek Stayla is so cute. I love writing their banter, and there's gonna be some spicy drama at this pool party ;) I love exploring Kayla's friendship with Allison and Lydia, and how confident and unapologetic Kayla is. She's secure in her sexuality and is happy to flirt and be free - free of societal expectations. I just love her lol

 

Chapter 32: Drunken truths

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Kayla was not a good girl.

There was no point denying it and, quite frankly, she didn't want to be good. It just wasn't in her nature. Being well-behaved, polite and obedient was her idea of hell. The thought of conforming made her sick.

Her entire life she had been teetering on the edge of complete and total destruction and adventure, living life with no bounds. Not really thinking - just doing. Enjoying the thrill and the danger, all with a smile on her face.

Aiden always did used to say she had a 'touch of the devil in her', which was rich coming from him, but whatever.

Lydia may have 'done her research' on her and Allison, but it was times like this that Kayla thought she underestimated her. Did she - really - fully understand what Kayla was capable of? What, if she allowed herself, she could become?

Well... if Lydia was going to play stupid games then she would win stupid prizes. Simple as that.

She liked her new found friend, she really did. Lydia was hard work, but there was something likeable about her - even though, at times, she was infuriating as fuck. Like now.

She dragged Allison to the table set up with different alcohols, pouring a few shots.

"Uh... I don't think this is such a good idea..."

"Oh Allison" she cooed, lifting a shot glass in each hand, "this is my area of expertise".

And honestly? Alcohol made everything much easier to tolerate.

She downed the clear liquid, immediately recognising it as tequila - one of her many fun downfalls.

Tequila made her loose.

Vodka made her loud.

Beer made her mad.

Bourbon made her dance.

Wine made her loopy, and moonshine made her think she was invincible. And sometimes drive cars from cliffs - but that was a different story.

If she stuck to one alcohol, there wasn't usually much of a problem. Her issue was mixing. See 'exhibit A' - Lydia's other party. Although that was tame compared to her usual behaviour. 'Exhibit B' - the many many times she ended up getting her stomach pumped.

"Why do I have a feeling you're doing this to forget about Stiles rather than rebel against Lydia?"

She screwed her face up at Allison's deduction, automatically reaching to fill up another couple of shot glasses.

"Have we not moved past this Stiles situation yet?"

"No".

She rolled her eyes, taking the shots one after another hoping - by some miracle - to black out so this conversation would end.

"I've decided to forget about him. At least for the time being" she decided with a shrug of her shoulders, "and alcohol does wonders at making me forget. Maybe you should try it".

She quirked her brow at the table, a hint to Allison to maybe try and forget about Scott and the drama that came with their breakup with a few sips, or gallons, of Lydia's expensive alcohol.

She probably wasn't being the best friend in the world, but she didn't really know how else to console someone. Especially when it revolves about romantic feelings. Her advice consisted of either drowning your sorrows or hooking up with someone else. Not exactly therapist level material, was it?

"It's bad enough I lied to my parents that I was just going over to Lydia's to study - when they didn't even want me leaving their sight - if I go home smelling of alcohol I'll be grounded into the next century".

She shrugged, not really caring either way.

"Fine. I'll drink for the both of us".

Allison was a little wary, watching her in concern. Now, Allison? That was the definition of a good girl. She had her senses about her.

She held the red plastic cup in her hand, glancing around the party. She could tell many of the people were older, probably easily nineteen or twenty. Maybe even older. Their very presence reeked of old money and entitlement, but sometimes those upper class ones were the most out of control when they escaped their parents clutches.

The remainder of the people she recognised from school, some a year or two older too. Others from the lacrosse team. Clearly Lydia picked only the best and most popular.

During her observations they were approached by a couple of boys - or rather, men, she supposed as they were no where near their age bracket - dressed in swim shorts and wet from the pool.

"Hello ladies" one greeted, smiling brightly. His teeth - clearly veneers - nearly blinding her. "I'm Nathan. This is Josh".

They were hot and buff, tall and dark, oozing confidence. Their posture held arrogance and superiority - like they expected to get anything they wanted.

Walking red flags.

Just her type.

She glanced at Allison, her somewhat shy persona looking at her in slight panic. Undoubtedly way out of her comfort zone.

She decided to take the heat on this one.

She turned to face the two guys, deliberately drawing her gaze slowly up their bodies before meeting their eager stares, a subtle nod to her capabilities to manage whatever nonsense they tried.

"I haven't decided if it's a pleasure yet or not" she said, her tone just edging on flirty.

"Oh, definitely pleasure" Mr veneers said, "and you are?"

"Out of your league".

His friend - she decided to nickname him 'cheese Dorito', the orange fake tan a whole ten steps too far - chortled under his breath, slapping Mr veneers shoulder as if to say 'burrrrrn'.

"No arguments there" he flashed her another grin, taking her cheeky words on the chin before eyeing her up in her white skimpy bikini, "you're gorgeous".

"I couldn't agree more".

He smirked, "do I get a name?"

"That's something you have to earn".

She could tell he was thinking she was hard work, but her experience was that boys loved the chase. This almost primal instinct taking over.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

Before she could answer Allison piped up a quick, almost squeaky "yes" before recoiling back into her shell, much to Kayla's surprise.

"I don't" she corrected, throwing Allison a good-natured glare, "and, quite frankly, I don't want one".

"Shame" Mr veneers pouted playfully, "because I already feel this amazing connection between us, y'know. Would be a shame to miss out on it".

"I'm prettyyy sure that feeling is just the blood rushing to your dick".

He awkwardly adjusted, a little caught off guard and she took that opportunity to turn to his friend - Mr Cheese Dorito - and slyly offer him her hand.

What? She knew how to play the game. Sue her.

"Kayla" she said, that flirtatious glint returning to her gaze, "and you can get me a drink. The fancy stuff. From the cellar".

He accepted her hand, shaking it a little longer than necessary.

"I could get in trouble for that" he whispered jokingly. "your friend says the house is off limits".

"Then don't get caught".

He accepted the challenge, clearly eager to please, which left them in the company of a deflated and slightly annoyed Mr Veneers. His actual name completely forgotten.

"Give me your phone" she stated, expentantly holding out her hand.

"And why should I do that?"

"Because this isn't a party. I assume you have friends at whatever college you go to, right?"

He nodded, smirking as he clicked onto her plan, passing her his phone.

"I can make this a party" she continued, bringing up his socials and quickly putting out the details of Lydia's house, requesting for everyone to come along and party away their troubles on a Friday night. Making sure to emphasise that nothing was off limits.

"Oh. Kayla, I don't think this is a good idea" Allison winced, "Lydia will lose it".

"Well Lydia deserves a little bit of payback" she smirked, encouraging whoever reads the post to bring their friends and then their friends friends, "just to keep her in her lane".

Allison was nervous. Clearly feeling guilty as she stood and let this happen, chewing on her bottom lip.

"Relax. I take full responsibility".

"But there's a curfew?"

"Rules are made to be broken".

She handed the phone back to Mr veneers, deciding to go a little easy on him and flashed him a dazzling smile, reeling him back in - hook, line and sinker.

"Be a darling and change the music, would you? I feel like I'm at a funeral. Remember-" she smirked, "-the more dance worthy, the more I want to take my clothes off".

He scuttled away, off to do her bidding.

"Lydia's going to kill you".

"Good. Maybe then I'll get some peace from her trying to set me up with everyone. The last person she picked out for me tried to kill me".

"Uh... speaking of..."

She followed Allison's nervous stare, watching that familiar face breeze down the steps towards the pool, a cocky arrogant smile pulling at his lips.

Brian.

"Yup" she muttered, already reaching out to refresh her red plastic cup with the first bottle she could find, "definitely going to need another drink".


As suspected, Lydia was not happy.

Her backyard was overflowing with people - mostly preppy college folk from a few towns over and a few more people from Beacon Hills high. Word clearly spreading fast. Her lone security guy unable to prevent the mass gathering.

She was doing as Lydia wished - mingling. Flirting. Drinking. On the surface, making temporary friends. That was until she got yanked away from her conversation with Mr Biceps, turning around to face a furious Lydia.

"What is all of this?" she demanded in a high-pitched voice, "this was a private party. What did you do?"

"Saved it".

Lydia's jaw dropped, complete offence taken.

"It didn't need saving".

"Beg to differ".

"Why do you always have to be so difficult?"

She just smirked, "it's my middle name".

Lydia's lips twisted into a thin angry line, trying to keep her composure but when she looked around she realised that everyone there was, indeed, having fun. She had no room to argue.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"Doing what?"

"Rebelling" Lydia screeched before looking around nervously and forcing her composure, "there's a script for people like us-"

"People like you" she corrected, much to Lydia's surprise, "you want the approval and following of this entire town. Not me. I couldn't give a rat's ass. And no matter how hard you try to force it on me, it won't change things".

"I'm just trying to help-"

"Yeah, maybe" Kayla agreed, knowing somewhere - probably deep deep down - Lydia did have good intentions, "but I'm not your lackey. If you want to be friends, quit trying to control me".

It was apparent Lydia wasn't used to getting called out and put in her place, standing there with a speechless expression on her face.

Before anything more could be said, 'Dynamite' by Taio Cruz began blasting from the speakers, sweeping her up into a boogie.

"Oooooh... I love this song" she exclaimed, twisting around and flinging her head from side to side, Lydia watching her warily. She simply just smiled before sliding backwards and disappearing into the crowd, screaming out the lyrics and hyping everyone up who cheered loudly in response.

Lydia stomped her foot in response, elbowing her way through the crowd to a quiet corner, furious her small classy get together had been ruined. Instead, there was probably nearing a hundred people in the backyard, each more drunk than the last. Her pool had become a brothel and the sun loungers were now being used as the place to exchange drug paraphernalia, the air heavy with the stink of cannabis.

What made her even more mad was when one of the lacrosse players shouted over "amazing party Lydia, you've outdone yourself this time".

Urgh. Why couldn't people just follow her damn script?

"Lydia!"

She turned around at the sharp voice, seeing Jackson emerge through the back door into the garden with a surprised and annoyed look on his face.

"What the hell is going on?"

"Kayla" was all she said in response, angrily folding her arms across her chest as she watched all the fun that was happening with narrowed eyes.

"I did tell you she was going to be trouble" Jackson reminded her cockily, his voice raised to be heard over the music, "anybody with the name Hale is to be avoided. You know the stories".

She remembered her and Jackson's conversation before school resumed when she found out about the two new students that would be attending Beacon Hills High. He had been with her when she did her 'digging', straight away warning her that "a girl like that is messy. Stay away from her".

She, of course, didn't listen. Maybe because she knew that if she didn't try and tame her then the new girl could be a threat to her. Not wanting to lose her crown she had worked so hard for.

However, she discovered it wasn't like that. Kayla didn't want Lydia's life and that was why their friendship - albeit new - worked. Unlike everyone else, she didn't want to take advantage of Lydia and Lydia found herself respecting that.

Until now.

Now she was just pissing Lydia off.

She could handle a lot of Kayla's behaviour and quirks but this was just one step too far.

No one outshined Lydia... lest of all outdid one of her parties.

She reached for a red plastic cup and filled it with vodka and soda water, pulling a small clear bag from her cleavage that held several little white pills that she had confiscated from a group of college kids - not wanting her backyard to completely turn into a drug den.

Jackson watched her quietly as she shook the little pill into the drink, paying attention to it quickly dissolving.

It wasn't her best idea, but she needed Kayla to get under control and the only way that would happen is if she passed out and slept it off. She had to learn that Beacon Hills was not Lousiana and her behaviour wasn't cute here.

"It's only GHB" she shrugged as Jackson glanced at her warily, "within the hour she'll be passed out. She can sleep it off in my bed, and then I can get control of my party back".

"You get this is why you don't have any girl friends right?"

She threw Jackson a heated glare, not happy with his tone.

"Well, can you think of any other ideas?"

He shrugged, throwing his hands up as it to say 'don't get me involved in this'.

"Whatever. I'm staying out of this. Don't blame me if something happens to her" he said as he walked off, used to Lydia's crazy ideas but not wanting to be steamrolled into the drama.

"Like I would let anything happen to her" she called out to his retreating back, rolling her eyes before striding towards her friend who was dancing by the edge of the pool, many people crowding her - attracted to her energy.

She shoved the drink into her hand, forcing a smile on her face.

"Drink up".

Kayla, in her hyperactive state, gladly took the drink and raised it to her lips, downing half of it within a handful of seconds, carrying on with her dancing.

Lydia ignored the guilt that settled in her stomach, knowing it was for the best.

This was her party after all...


Her act of defiance against Lydia actually resulted in her having fun.

She knew it was a thin line between fun and losing control though so held back more than she normally would. See? Self control!

The alcohol was giving her a warm buzz though, keeping her in that happy, delirious state, becoming everyone's new best friend.

She had danced, grinded and did some dangerous gymnastic moves she probably shouldn't have done given her state. Dove into the pool, played every drinking game known to man and, as she had said to Allison, had won the wet t-shirt contest.

Like always.

She climbed from the pool, much to the cheers of delight from everyone else, adjusting her bikini bottoms on her hips. The cropped tight white tee that she was wearing with nothing under it was soaking wet and clinging to her skin daringly, the nipple piercings she still hadn't removed protruding from the material.

Allison came over with a towel, wrapping it around her shoulders.

"See?" she grinned in delight, "told you I always win".

Her friend smiled tightly, pulling her hair out from the towel and rubbing her arms.

"I didn't doubt you for a second".

"Quite right. These tits have carried me through life" she exclaimed, a slight wobble in her legs as Allison reached out to grab her and steady her, "and gotten me plenty of free drinks".

"I've seen" Allison laughed, "you have every guy here wrapped around your little finger".

Kayla sent her a sly smirk, "the way it should be".

"Stay here" Allison chuckled, "I'm going to get you some water".

"Yes boss" she saluted, the feeling of wooziness completely taking over and knew that water was probably a good idea, needing something to ground her.

She rubbed her eyes with the corners of the towel smudging her mascara, the fluffy material slipping off her shoulders a little as she did.

"Life and soul of the party, huh?"

She pulled the towel away, blinking rapidly to focus her vision and saw Brian standing in front of her, a crooked smile tugging at his lips.

"Guilty".

"Not the only thing you're guilty of though, is it?" he asked but, despite the accusation, he kept his voice light, loosely holding a bottle of beer in his hand. His bare chest chiselled and demanding attention.

She couldn't really focus on what he was saying, just drunkenly smiling back.

"As usual... you're making absolutely zero sense..."

He just smirked, raising the bottle to his lips.

"But while you're here, care to explain why you left me for dead?"

He chuckled around the rim of the bottle, his eyes dancing with delight.

"Survival of the fittest, darling".

"Or just a bruised ego" she guessed, his gaze almost unnoticeably hardening at her words, "that I turned you down".

"Someone is pretty full of herself".

She simply shrugged, still feeling hazy, swept up in the blur of alcohol that was making her feel dizzy.

"Don't worry" he mused, "you can try and keep your little secrets, but I know what's going on".

"Oh really?" she asked sarcastically, rolling her eyes, "and what's that?"

He smirked, not saying anything except imitating a howl.

Her face dropped, trying to keep her composure but she couldn't help the internal panic that suddenly clenched her chest.

"So... my thinking is we forget what happened at the school. I'll forgive you for getting me punched-" he waved his hand across his still bruised nose and eye, "-and you'll forget about me locking the door. Hell, I'll even retract my statement about your cousin".

"And what do you want in return?" she asked, already knowing the answer to the question before she asked.

"You" he replied, that devilish smile returning to his lips, "I want you. I want you to just give up and give yourself to me. And something tells me that you will".

"What makes you think that?"

"You don't have much family left, do you?" he shrugged, "don't you want the little that you have left to avoid jail? And avoid death by arrow?"

Another sly dig that he knew exactly what had been going on in Beacon Hills. How he figured it out she had no idea. But that wasn't her main concern right now - the how was a problem for another time.

"Oh, I'm sorry" he mocked, reaching out to touch her cheek, "I know you like to have the upper hand but this time? This time I win".

His gaze, sharp and dangerous, greedily ate up her body as he stared at her, bordering on frothing at the mouth. Looking at her like he already owned her. It made her feel sick.

"I'll give you a little time to consider it" he said, his hand trailing down her cheek and brushing across her neck, "but, really, we all know what you're answer will be".

He disappeared back into the crowd, delighted with himself.

So she had two options: say no, avoid him like the plague but the consequences could potentially be outting the entire supernatural world whilst hunters were in town and Derek's name still be plastered across every news station as a serial killer. Or, she say yes. She suck it up and date him. Sleep with him. Whatever. If she did that, maybe for a short time, he would keep his mouth shut and Derek could walk free from all this.

Both options sucked. And she hated being forced into a corner and blackmailed.

Despite some of her actions over the last month, she had been trying to be better. She noticed a change in herself - a positive change. This could set her all the way back to her dark days.

His proposition was a stark reminder that, when push came to shove and she felt like she had no other option, there was nothing she wouldn't do.

When her and Aiden were in one of their many off phases, she would happily do anything to score drugs. Including, but not limited to, sleezy hookups with sleezy men. Not caring how wrong it was, or how disgusting it was they were taking advantage of a fifteen-year-old girl, as long as she got something to take the edge off and dissociate her from her reality of grief and pain.

Handjobs by the bar. Makeouts in their cars. Gropings that lead to blowjobs by the back of the dumpsters. Crossing the line and losing herself to the dangers of sexual exploitation.

There were many dangerous situations she had been in that she didn't care was dangerous at the time. At that time she would have happily welcomed death, so she didn't care.

But now?

Now she had a new life. New friends. A new purpose. She had turned over a new leaf. She couldn't go back to being that person... could she?

"What did he want?"

She blinked at Allison's voice, pulling herself from her spiralling thoughts as she looked up at her friend - wanting to confide in her but knowing she couldn't. She was oblivious to the supernatural and she was an Argent. There was no way she could tell her anything.

She shook her head, mumbling something along the lines of nothing and that he was just being an ass, reaching for some more alcohol but Allison stopped her, gazing at her in concern.

"Kayla, you can barely string a sentence together. I can't let you have anything else".

It was true. Her brain, over the last few minutes, had suddenly plummeted into a swirling pool of confusion. Her vision, once blurry, now was turning black at the edges. Seeing three of Allison instead of one that was trying to hand her a glass of water.

She might've replied, she didn't know, stumbling a little and the next thing she knew she was being swept up into someone's arms.

"Don't worry, I got her" Jackson said, reassuring Allison, "I'll put her in Lydia's bed so she can sleep it off".

Allison sighed in relief, nodding her head and thanking Jackson.

He cradled her to his chest, throwing Lydia a glare at her - yet again - crossing a line. Even he wouldn't roofie someone's drink - but Lydia was ruthless at times, especially when she felt threatened.

He carried her into the house and up the stairs, kicking open Lydia's bedroom door and gently placing her on the mattress, bringing the covers up around her half naked passed out form.

He may not like her that much - or really, at all - but contrary to popular belief, he wasn't completely heartless as many believed.


When she woke she thought it was all just a bad dream.

Sadly, she soon realised that it wasn't.

Everything had been going so well... she was having fun, letting loose, forgetting about the drama of the supernatural world.

Then Brian came along, dropping that bombshell and trying to blackmail her.

She groaned, pushing herself up in Lydia's bed and rubbing her forehead. Her entire brain feeling like it was being deep fried. Her limbs weak and woozy. Something not sitting right in her stomach.

She didn't just feel drunk or hungover. She felt like she was coming down from something more - like drugs.

She must have, unknowingly, taken something. Hence the passing out. Her many months clean of those substances hitting her hard.

She rolled out of bed, searching for her phone that someone had conveniently placed on the bedside table and blearily brought up a recent text thread, knowing exactly who she needed in that moment of time.

'Cn I get pkd up?'

She didn't know the time as her eyes were too sore to focus on the bright light of her phone, only knowing it was dark outside... the nearly full moon shining in through the window.

Just a few seconds later her phone dinged, the sharp sound hurting her ears as she squinted and managed to make out the black letters.

'I'll be five minutes'.

She blew out a sigh of relief, immediately feeling safe.

She searched for her clothes but couldn't find them, deciding to give up and just stumble from Lydia's room and down the stairs - somehow, not breaking her neck and every other bone in her body.

And that was how Stiles found her: sitting on Lydia's front porch steps, curled against the railing, shivering.

He allowed himself a moment of surprise before switching off the engine, falling from his jeep and calling out her name.

She glanced up, hair frizzy and wild and obscuring her vision, her teeth chattering.

"H-Hey S-S-Stiles".

He couldn't quite believe what he was seeing, unsure why she was half dressed and damp, her feet bare and ankle bandages long since fallen off. Little string bikini bottoms showing off her long legs and a tight cropped white tee completely revealing her midriff, nothing on underneath.

"... You okay?" he asked warily, trying to not let his eyes wander as he walked up to her, immediately shrugging off his plaid shirt.

"Never better" she grinned lazily, throwing out a sarcastic peace symbol.

She looked completely wasted, teetering on the edge of potentially passing out, worrying him to his very core.

"What happened?" he asked, draping the shirt around her shoulders to try and keep her warm, sitting on the steps next to her.

"Lots of things. Many many things..." she chuckled, "my head hurts".

"I would expect it would, yes" he observed, "can I take you home?"

She shook her head, pulling the shirt tighter around her shoulders.

"No. I don't want to go home".

"Then where-"

"I want to go to your home" she slurred, looking at him shyly from the corner of her bleary eyes, "... can I?"

He was gobsmacked, stunned into silence.

"M-My home?"

Her head rolled forwards into the palms of her hands, willing away the headache.

"Feel safe with you" she mumbled, "pretty please?"

His heart skipped a beat before suddenly thundering against his ribcage, a rush of heat seizing his cheeks.

"Y-Yeah. I mean, if you want to then yes. Of course. Anything for you".

He helped her stand, guiding her to the passenger side of the jeep and helping her in, trying to be as respectful as possible but god damn she was so frigging beautiful, her slender figure carved from the gods themselves.

By the time he made it into the drivers side she had pulled her bare legs to her chest, resting her chin on her knees, deep in pensieve thought.

"Are you, uh... you sure everything's okay?"

She looked at him softly, a gentle smile tugging at her lips.

"It is now".

He didn't know what that meant, a little confused and overwhelmed but let her rest as he drove carefully back home, taking it slow. Not wanting to jostle or disturb her.

Once home, he helped her from the jeep, an arm sliding around her waist to help her down.

"Is uh... is your dad home?"

"No. He's working the nightshift tonight".

"Good" she laughed, "because I don't know how you would explain this".

He smirked, "I'm sure I could make something up".

She held onto his arm, following him into the house and up the stairs like a little lost puppy. Blindly trusting him and his intentions.

He pushed open the door to his room, regretting not giving it a tidy. Yet she didn't seem to care, stumbling towards his bed to sit down as he tried to divert his eyes, the clingy little bikini bottoms showing off her ass.

"Lydia's pissed at me".

"Lydia is always pissed at someone" he shrugged, carefully sitting next to her on his bed.

"I made strangers gate crash her party".

"I'm sure she'll get over it".

She snorted, raising her eyebrows at him, a twinkle in her eyes.

"Are we talking about the same Lydia here?"

"Yeah, you're right. She'll make you pay" he chuckled, "but I'm sure you can handle it".

She hummed in response, fiddling with the buttons of his shirt she was wearing and he could tell there was something playing on her mind - something she was worried about.

He reached out, gently cupping her chin to turn her to face him, not letting go.

"What is it?" he asked softly, catching a hold of her gaze and not letting her break it, "what happened? You can tell me".

She was silent, staring back at him with a new found vulnerability in her gaze. Something he wasn't used to seeing, unsettling him to the core. His imagination going wild.

"... Nothing happened, per se..."

He didn't accept her vague answer, his hand drifting up to cup her cheek. A silent response that he didn't believe her.

She sighed, subconsciously leaning into his touch, her eyelids fluttering shut as she basked in his contorting presence.

"It's just... it was just Brian-"

"Brian?" he demanded, his hand dropping from her cheek as he gave her a thorough once over, "what did he do? Did he do something-"

"No" she interrupted, "god no. It's just... he.. he knows".

"Knows what?"

"About werewolves".

Stiles blanched at her, completely taken aback by that bombshell.

"W-What? How?"

"I don't know".

"Did he actually say it? The word?"

"No, but it was pretty much implied".

"B-But... how?"

She shrugged, she too clearly overwhelmed with this new information.

"It gets worse though".

"How can it possibly get any worse that that?"

"He said he'll keep it a secret and retract his statement about Derek being the one in the school that night if, uh... if I..."

Stiles knew where this was going, a sudden sick feeling twisting his gut and a new found rage bubbling in his chest.

"If you sleep with him?"

She screwed her face up at those words, "he didn't explicitly say that but, yeah, that's probably the gist of where he was going with it".

Stiles had always known Brian was a creep and a complete and utter slimeball, but doing something like this? This was crossing the line. This was absolutely disgusting. His obsession with Kayla now getting dangerous.

"That bastard" he cursed, "he's sick".

She stayed silent, pursing her lips as she thought.

"You obviously told him to go fuck himself, right?" he asked, "... right?"

"I didn't say anything" she shrugged, "for once, I didn't know what to say".

"You say 'go fuck yourself', that's what you say".

"Stiles... he knows" she said slowly, "you're new to this. You don't get it. Him knowing about the supernatural is more dangerous than you can comprehend. He knows of my involvement and I'm sure he knows about yours and Scott's too. It doesn't take a genius to add the pieces together. He could do a lot of damage with this information".

"I don't care" he said, shaking his head, "I don't care about any of that. I care about you not getting blackmailed into having sex with that asshole".

She was watching him carefully, a little surprised at his visceral reaction to her words, but he was sure something had changed in her eyes... something he couldn't pinpoint, but something that made him feel warm and calm on the inside.

She slowly reached out, the palm of her hand pressing against his chest, directly opposite his heart. Her thumb sweeping out to caress his tee, almost as if she was reassuring him.

"Stiles..." she whispered almost inaudibly, "you... you're making things complicated".

He was breathless by her touch, his heartbeat racing all that much more. Helpless to the effect she had on him.

"... H-How?"

She avoided his stare, instead choosing to focus on watching the way his chest rose and fell rapidly, swept up in the rhythm of his heart. Her drunk mind a mess, her thoughts struggling to be coherent.

"... Because I... I... I like you" she murmured, taking a deep breath and allowing her eyes to flicker up to meet his, "and... and I can't stop myself from liking you".

He was frozen to the spot, holding her stare. Unable to think or do anything in response to those words. Almost sure his brain just imagined those words falling from her lips.

Because how in the hell did Kayla Hale like him?

She shuddered out a breath, looking almost relieved it was off her chest, the flat palm that was resting against his heart curling to grip at his tee, bringing him closer.

"I wasn't meant to like you..." she continued quietly, "I wasn't meant to like anyone. I... I'm damaged. I'm broken. I... I ruin people. And I don't want to ruin you..."

He could see new tears stinging her eyes, fresh waves of emotion washing over her. Her drunk brain unable to regulate all the the things she was feeling in that moment.

Their faces were just centimetres apart, her lips so tantalisingly close he wanted nothing more than to close the gap... her allure almost too much. The warmth of her body, mostly bare skin, inching closer to him. His arms aching to sweep her up and never let go.

He could have everything he wanted right now. He could have her and be the happiest he had ever been. All he had to do was close the distance between them, turning his dream into reality.

Her lips, soft and full, brushed against him and he almost blacked out, surges of pleasure radiating through his body. His fingers, eagerly searching for her, brushed her cheek, aching to bring her towards him.

But no... he couldn't. Not like this. It would be wrong.

He shuddered out a helpless breath, wondering if his self-control was strong enough to resist her.

"... I... I can't" he whispered, giving his head a small shake, "not like this. Not when you're drunk. It wouldn't be right".

A ghost of a smile drifted across her lips, closing her eyes and pressing her forehead into his cheek, soaking up his comfort had presence.

"I know..." she replied, "that's why you're one of the good ones. No one's ever cared before".

He could tell she was reminiscing about her past - a past that he knew was filled with trauma and mistakes - so he simply coaxed her into bed, tucking the blankets around her.

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?" he replied, sitting next to her and brushing some hair from her face, his knuckles dusting along her cheekbone.

"... Thank you".

"Anytime" he promised, "I'll always be here for you. I promise".

A/N) AHHHHHH IM ACTIVELY DYING OH MY GODDDD SEE? THIS REWRITE IS SOOOO AHHHHHH. The build up is incredible haha so much happened in this. Lydia what the hell, and Brian knows AHHHH he's such a sleezeball but oh my god, Stiles is perfect isn't it? Stayla is happening yasssss

I really hope you all enjoyed as much as I did and pease please please review and leave your thoughts. I'll see you soon :)

Chapter 33: Big enough bed for us both

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :(

She was barely even conscious when the thumping in her head started, causing her to groan and pull the blankets up around her face to block out what little light there was. Wishing she could just melt away and never return.

She barely remembered anything. It was all one gigantic blur. One minute she was at Lydia's party, and now she was hiding under a duvet, willing away the headache from hell. Regretting all those extra shots she must have done.

Only now, she definitely wasn't at Lydia's party.

She was in a bed. A bed that felt warm and comforting and smelt like home-baked cookies. A slight tinge of woodiness clinging to the covers.

"Dammit Kayla" she muttered, blowing out a long breath of exhaustion that made the blankets faff around her face, "what have you done?"

Waking up in a stranger's bed was meant to be what the old Kayla did... not the new Kayla. What the hell did she even take at that party?

She pulled the covers down, expecting to come back to face with regret, but instead she found no one sleeping next to her, having the whole bed to herself.

She blinked once, then twice, confused and a little relieved as she pushed herself up and looked around the room, recognising it vaguely as Stiles' - having only been in it once. The room was a little messy, but warm and welcoming. Very much Stiles. Blue walls and grey carpet, the bed she was in was diagonal between the two walls. The covers wrapped around her were a simple checkered dark grey, the pillows fluffy and soft. Her attention caught by a large surf board leaning against the wall. Since when did Stiles surf? She couldn't imagine it with his coordination.

This led her to her next confusion... why the hell was she in Stiles' bed?

She sat up, squinting at the first rays of morning sun coming through the window and glanced down at her attire. Same bikini bottoms and a flimsy, tight cropped white tee but, thrown over it, was a red checked shirt that was too big for her but comforting nonetheless. The cuffs slipping down over her knuckles. That same woody smell clinging to the material that she, without realising, was breathing in to relax her.

But where was-

Oh. There he was.

Stiles was laying flat on his stomach on the floor beside the bed, his neck at an awkward angle. Dressed in his usual attire of a casual tee and slacks, a pair of mismatched socks on his feet.

She felt a little bad as, for whatever reason, she stole his bed. It didn't look all that comfortable down there, especially without a pillow or blanket. Maybe he was just being a gentleman but he could've easily have shared the bed with her - she didn't have cooties for crying out loud.

She didn't remember speaking to Stiles, let alone somehow ending up in his bedroom but her best guess was she bat signalled for him and he came running - always answering her calls.

Throwing back the rest of the covers, she stretched her bare legs off the edge of the bed and over Stiles' sleeping form, glancing around the room.

Surely somewhere he had some aspirin.

She wrapped the shirt tighter around her body, taking a seat at his desk as she ran her fingers along the messy top but nope - no aspirin. However, what was interesting was his MacBook was open although the screen was black.

What was more interesting, though, was when she nudged the mouse pad, the screen lit up to his home page - no password needed.

What teenage boy didn't password protect his shit? Weird. Or maybe that was the bliss of being an only child. Not having the fear of an annoying sibling to unearth some embarrassing shit and use it as blackmail material. Still? Rookie move, Stiles. Rookie move. Especially with the Sheriff as a father.

His Home Screen was just a generic pattern of zig zags that made her head hurt even more, debating just having a quick peek.

Should she?

No, probably not. But did that stop her? No. Even though it probably should.

She opened up his minimised tabs, seeing about forty along the top row. Yup, that sums up Stiles. Chaotic as ever. He wasn't looking at anything interesting... just some articles for an English paper and some chemistry homework. A part of her was expecting some 'out there' porn sites, like hentai or anime, or maybe even 'busty Asian beauties . Com', slightly disappointed she had nothing to tease him with.

She shook her head, closing the tabs and was just about to switch the macbook off when she came across the words 'fire' under a yellow folder pinned to his Home Screen.

Curiosity got the better of her, clicking open the folder and coming across dozens upon dozens of articles about The Hale House fire - probably every single article ever published about it. Each one had been edited though, with Stiles highlighting various bits of text in red, random question marks being typed over it.

The Beacon Hills Chronicle was the paper that broke the story. Alerting everyone in Beacon county to the tragedy.

'Deadly Inferno Engulfs House, Claims Ten Lives in Tragic Fire Accident'

Those words were splayed over the front page of the paper, dated Wednesday, January 26th 2005, above a grainy picture of The Hale House on fire.

Seems like forever ago.

She swallowed the lump in her throat, not wanting to read on but something compelled her to... the intense desire for answers consuming her.

'Tragic Fire in Beacon Hills Claims Ten Lives'

A fire that erupted at The Hale house in Beacon Hills Preserve on Tuesday night has left 10 people dead and one person severely injured, officials said. The fire was reported at 7:14 p.m. at the three-story mansion by passers-by. Firefighters arrived eleven minutes later to discover the house engulfed in flames. They were able to extinguish the fire, but not before it had caused extensive damage to the structure.

The cause of the fire remains unknown, leaving investigators searching for answers amidst the charred remains of what was once a loving family home.

The bodies of the ten individuals, whose identities have not yet been formally disclosed, have all been recovered. Preliminary reports indicate that the cause of death for each victim was a combination of fire-related injuries and smoke inhalation. Dental records will need to be taken to confirm identity.

Amidst the harrowing scene, a glimmer of hope emerged as one survivor was rescued from the wreckage. The individual, whose name has not been released, but is believed to be an adult male, is currently receiving treatment at a local hospital for severe third-degree burns. The survivor's condition remains critical, and medical professionals are working tirelessly to provide the necessary care and support.

Local authorities and fire investigators are diligently working to determine the cause of the fire. However, officials say it appears to have started on the first floor of the house and the basement. The fire quickly spread to the second and third floors, and then to the roof. Firefighters were able to contain the fire to the house, without any damage to the surrounding woodland.

The investigation aims to uncover any potential factors that may have contributed to this devastating incident.

The residents of Beacon Hills have rallied together, offering their support and condolences to the grieving family and friends affected by this profound loss.

As the investigation continues, the community remains united in their commitment to uncovering answers. Their thoughts and prayers go out to the Hale family, the lone survivor, and all those impacted by this heartbreaking event.

A vigil is planned for tonight - Wednesday, 26th January - at Beacon Hills High School. Investigators and the Beacon Hills Police Department are asking anyone with any information to please come forward.

Her eyes reread the words many times... allowing her time to fully understand them. A new well of sadness erupting in her chest.

She clicked out of that article, opening up the next one.

'Devastating Fire Claims Lives of Hale Family in Beacon Hills '

A tragic fire that erupted at The Hale house, Beacon Hills Preserve, Beacon hills, in the early evening of January 25th 2005, has claimed the lives of ten family members.

The matriarch of the family, Talia Hale (44) was a prominent businesswoman and a philanthropist, as well as being a well-respected member of the community. She is survived by her two children, Laura (18) and Derek Hale (16), who were not at home at the time of the fire. Sadly, her youngest daughter, Cora Hale (10), is believed to have perished in the blaze.

The sole survivor of the fire is Talia's younger brother, Peter Hale (30), who sustained severe third and fourth-degree burns and remains in a coma at Beacon Hills Memorial Hospital. His condition is described as 'critical and life threatening'.

According to the Beacon Hills Fire Department, the cause of the fire is still under investigation. However, it is believed to have been due to an electrical fault.

Mourners and residents of Beacon Hills gathered yesterday evening, Wednesday 26th January, at Beacon Hills High School for a vigil to honour the ten that tragically died in the fire.

At the end of the articles there was a single picture of the vigil - hundreds, if not thousands, of mourners on the green pitch holding a single candle to their chests, their heads bowed in sorrow.

She didn't know why Stiles would have these articles, least of all why he had bits highlighted in red - especially the words 'electrical fault'. Why was he so curious about it? Did he know something she didn't?

She flicked through some more articles, all saying much the same thing except this time officially naming the remaining family members that died, including the children. As well as one article titled 'Hale House fire: NOT Arson. Electrical fault to be blamed'.

She knew that wasn't true but unfortunately, that was what everyone now believed. Her family unable to be avenged and, instead, wrote off as a 'tragic accident'.

Within the folder Stiles also had official reports. Reports that no newspaper would be able to get their greedy grubby hands on. She was, momentarily, confused how he got them - then she remembered his dad was the Sheriff and he had his ways, no doubt accessing it illegally. Because that was such a Stiles thing to do.

She couldn't help herself, she kept reading, her elbow resting on the edge of the desk as she propped her hand in her palm, flicking through the reports.

Among them was the field accident report.

It detailed the time of the call, how many fire trucks arrived, how they eventually put out the fire. It even had how many people died as well as the names of all first responders - one of which was Stilinski. Stiles' dad.

In more reports, it had statements from all key witnesses as well as the first responders and investigators. Each one matched up perfectly. Too perfectly, if anything. Like a neat little package wrapped up with a God Damn bow tie on top.

Then, much to her surprise, Stiles even had each autopsy report for all ten members of her dead family.

She was surprised, having never even seen these herself. If anything, it was crude and crossing a line. Why did he need those? What could her family's cut up and dissected bodies tell him that they didn't already know?

She was on autopilot, clicking on the first file titled 'Talia Hale - autopsy results'.

Name of decedent: Talia Grace Hale

Date and time of death: January 25, 2005 at 22.57 hours (pronounced)

Date and time of autopsy: January 26, 2005 at 10.30 hours

Age: 44

Sex: Female

Diagnosis: No relevant history.

1) Thermal injuries

2) Possible carbon monoxide poisoning

The body is identified by toe tags and is that of an unembalmed, charred female. Further identification required by dental records shows this is the body of a 44 year old female who died as a result of a house fire.

She couldn't read anymore, pushing the laptop away from her.

She hadn't even read these before. Why did Stiles think this level of information was needed? And why didn't he tell her he had it?

Her jaw clenched in anger, grabbing a ballpoint pen from the desk and throwing it at Stiles' sleeping form, watching it bounce off the back of his head and wake him up with a start.

He flailed and foundered like he had been set on fire, looking around half sleepy and full of confusion, haphazardly wiping the drool from his chin.

"O-Oh, Kayla... h-hi-"

"Why do you have this?" she asked, swivelling the laptop around so he could see it open onto all the articles and reports, his eyes suddenly widening in guilt and panic.

"Uh..."

"Half of this stuff I've never even seen before" she rambled, "and I don't get why you need to have it. Is there something you're not telling me?"

He gulped at her sharp tone, nervously standing up as he ran a shaky hand over his short hair, struggling for words.

"Well?"

"Heh... uh... you, um-" he laughed nervously, "-you weren't meant to see that".

She cocked an eyebrow, not at all happy with that answer.

"I just... I just got curious" he said quickly, trying to set things straight, "and when I get curious I have to do some digging and when I found out about werewolves and that hunters caused the fire I just... I needed to know more. It's stupid, but I guess I thought I could put the pieces together. Maybe figure out what the investigators missed. Maybe... I don't know... help find out who did it?"

Her bright red anger got replaced by a gentle annoyance, sighing loudly and feeling her body sag.

"Why didn't you tell me you were looking into it?"

He stood there, still a little awkward, like he was waiting for her to chew his head off.

"... Um... I didn't want to upset you..."

"It'll take a lot more than that to upset me".

"I know" he winced, "I'm sorry. I should've told you".

"And did you?" she asked, "find anything?"

"No" he shook his head, "except..."

She quirked a brow, watching him as he stepped towards her and kneeled beside her, turning the laptop to face him as he brought up an article detailing the devastating effects of the fire, along with pictures of the tragedy.

She didn't really understand what he was getting at and why he was showing her this - that was until he pointed out a blurry figure in the background of one of the photos, standing along the barrier of the police tape.

She squinted, trying to make out the person on the screen and it wasn't until a few seconds later she recognised that sadistic face.

"Kate Argent?" she asked in surprise, "Kate was there?"

"Unless she has a twin".

"I sure as hell hope not".

"Also this" Stiles said, bringing up the long list of witness statements and opening up one in particular titled 'John Alexander Hale'.

"... My dad..." she whispered, taking a moment to let the pain wash over her - a moment of weakness - before glancing at Stiles. "Of course he was interviewed. He was family".

"Yeah, I get that. But..." he trailed off, zooming in on part of the statement, "your dad was here, in Beacon Hills, when the fire started. He wasn't at The Hale house, but he was in town".

"What? That can't be right" she shook her head, peering closer at the screen, "we were all at home, in Louisiana".

"Not according to this statement" Stiles shrugged, "as claimed by your dad, he arrived that morning. Nothing seemed unusual or untoward. The only reason he wasn't at the house at the time of the fire was because he was on a 'business errand' - whatever that means".

Sure enough, when glancing at the statement - in her dad's own words - it said exactly that.

Stiles sensed her confusion, sending her a sympathetic glance.

"Do you remember much from that time?"

"No" she shook her head, an honest reaction, "I can't. I... I don't even remember their funerals. That whole period of time is kind of blurry. Grief reaction or whatever. Plus, I was only ten".

"Why would your dad lie to you about something like this?"

For the first time in forever, she was starting to have doubts about her dad.

He had always been open and honest with her, treating her fairly. Never underestimating her, nor controlling her. He was the parent she could - and always did - depend on.

So why did he tell her a lie, when there was factual evidence proving it?

"I-I don't know" she muttered sadly, unsure why her dad would travel back to Beacon Hills when, usually, they only did that every summer.

Something clicked in her mind, like the snap of a glow stick.

"Stiles... was January 25th 2005 a full moon?"

He pursed his lips, quickly bringing up the calendar on the MacBook and tracking the dates back to 2005 where, lo and behold, January the 25th was indeed a full moon.

How hadn't she realised that before?

"What does that mean?"

"The first full moon in January is known as the wolf moon" she explained, "It's an opportunity for self reflection. In our family, it's tradition for everyone in the pack to get together and perform rites of passage. My dad rarely went. He and uncle Peter didn't get along, and he didn't always agree with the way Aunt Talia did things. His life was in Louisiana. He hated Beacon Hills. That's why we only came to visit during summer. I guess, that year... maybe he decided to go?"

"What kind of rites of passage?"

"I don't know. Transitioning, sharing power... growing into being a werewolf. Cora was close to the age of exhibiting signs of turning... so was Rosie. I never really got it - not being a werewolf and all".

"So why, that specific year, did your dad decide to go?" Stiles asked, "doesn't that seem a bit weird to you?"

"Very" she replied, "and when Derek decides to show his ass back home, I'll get answers from him. Trust me on that".

They both fell into silence, both their minds racing - Stiles, with new theories, and Kayla's with the possibility of what other lies her family had told her.

She sighed, closing the laptop lid. Deciding that was a problem for a later date. Right now she just wanted some aspirin.

"Sorry for snooping".

He was kneeled next to her, giving her a few surprised blinks before nervously laughing.

"As long as that's all you found".

"Oh?" She smirked, "you've got more exciting stuff hidden, hm?"

Her eyes twinkled with mischief as she pretended to reach for the laptop again, much to his panic.

She dissolved into laughter, playfully pushing at his shoulder. "Geez, relax, I'm kidding. Keep your porn kinks a secret then".

Unbeknownst to her, he was only panicking because he had saved that 'special' photo she sent him, not wanting to come across as weird that he still had it.

Well, that and the kinky porn sites he had visited. But mainly the picture.

"I was actually on the hunt for aspirin if you have any".

"Oh yeah, sure. Give me a sec".

She watched him stand and head to his bedside table, opening a drawer and pulling out a bottle of pills.

She should've checked there first but bedside drawers and teenage boys room? She would probably find a whole bunch of crusty socks and tissue.

He walked back over, handing her the bottle which she popped a couple into her hand, bringing them to her mouth and dry swallowing them.

"So, uh..." Stiles muttered, rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet, "... that party, huh? Pretty crazy".

"Honestly? I don't really remember much of it" she shrugged, "joys of being drugged I guess".

He frowned, his eyes conveying nothing but concern.

"Drugged?"

"That's my best guess, yeah".

"Who drugged you?"

"If I wasn't trying to live life on the straight and narrow I'd say 'myself' but..." she smirked as she shrugged, "who knows. Don't care. That's a yesterday problem".

"Uh... that's kind of a big deal, Kayla".

She frowned, not understanding why he looked so troubled with her statement.

"Is it?" she asked cluelessly. "Why?"

"W-Why?" he spluttered, frowning in complete and utter confusion at his friend, "why? Because drugging people is bad".

She rolled her eyes at his explanation, as if he was talking to a five year old, and simply cocked her head to the side sassily.

"Yes, I know but... it's just... it's... it's one of those things, y'know" she tried to explain, waving her hand out in dismissal, "it comes with the party scene. I've lived in the party scene since I was thirteen. I know how these things go".

"T-Thirteen?" Stiles spluttered, "thirteen?"

"Yeah, why? What were you doing at thirteen?"

He suddenly felt very uncultured to anything relating to being popular because, at thirteen, he was nerding out with Scott playing Xbox and still getting excited over the ice cream van - well, he actually still did - looking at Kayla with a slack jaw.

"Point is-" she smirked, "-it just happens. Don't worry about it".

It was only seeing Stiles' completely shocked expression did she realise that - maybe - what she had said wasn't normal. Honestly, she struggled to understand what was and what wasn't these days. Her years of trauma making her think that even the worst of things was to be justified. Even getting drugged.

"Anyway-" she changed the subject, "-I'm cold and half naked so... you got any clothes?"

Stiles blinked a couple of times, his eyes widening as he awkwardly glanced down at her figure, her bare legs and midriff on show. Trying not to make eye contact with her bare breasts poking out through the tight - almost non existent - tee she was wearing, his plaid shirt baggy and falling off her shoulders.

"Oh. Uh... c-clothes...? Do I... I have... have I... um..."

He was a spluttering mess, his pale speckled cheeks turning a deep red as he turned around several times on the spot, trying to remember where he stored his clothes but his mind turned completely blank - leaving him looking like a god damn merry go round.

Maybe they were over there... or were they over there? Or did he even have a wardrobe-

"Stiles?" she smirked, watching him flail around to face her, deliberately staring intensely into her eyes and no where else.

"Yeah?"

"You have a chest of drawers right there" she said, pointing behind him to the black wooden set of drawers.

"Right. Yeah. Of course" he gulped, "I-I knew that".

She hid her giggle of amusement behind her hand, trying not to intimidate or embarrass him even more than he already was as he flailed to the drawers, desperately opening and closing each one to find what he was looking for.

Eventually, he came back over with a folded pair of grey sweatpants and a blue tee with some yellow writing on it. She sent him a playful grin as she stood, accepting the clothes.

"Thanks".

The blush lingered on his cheeks, his eyes darting from side to side like he didn't know where to look or what to say.

She unravelled the sweatpants, shaking them out and hooked her fingers into the skimpy bikini bottoms, beginning to tug them down her legs.

"Oh my holy GOD-w-what-what are you doing?"

She kicked them away, smirking as she noticed he had slapped his hand over his eyes, clearly not trusting himself to not take a peak.

"They're full of chlorine" she shrugged, stepping into his sweatpants and tugged them up so they settled on her hip bones, turning over the waistband slightly so they fit her better, "plus they're kind of small. Much comfier to go without".

She got exactly the reaction she was hoping for - exaggerated choking sounds and another hand thrown up over his eyes for good measure.

Boys.

She took off his shirt and removed the super-tight tee, glad to get into Stiles' baggier and comfier clothes - the tee proudly stating 'Stud' with a picture of a muffin underneath it.

Stud muffin. Typical Stiles.

She poked his chest, rolling her eyes as he jumped and flailed.

"You can look now".

He nervously peeked at her from between his fingers, blowing out a sigh of relief seeing her fully dressed and covered, slowly lowering his hands.

"What do you think?" she cheekily asked, doing a small spin on the spot.

"You look, uh... you look really..."

"That bad, huh?" she joked with a playful smirk.

"No, no, no. God no" he rushed out, "you look really good. It suits you".

"The clothes suit me... or do they suit me because they're yours?"

She watched him gulp, unable to source any words whatsoever. Stiles not able to speak because all he could think about was how frigging hot she looked wearing his clothes... knowing she was completely naked under them was a happy bonus.

She bit her lip, ignoring the way she was beginning to feel flushed and full of tension, like there was an itch that was spreading, begging to be scratched. Her skin dancing with tingles of delight.

"Uh... you could've sneaked a peek" she joked but it came out a little breathless, like she was getting overwhelmed with the effects of her flirting, "it's not like you've never seen it before".

She watched his eyes widen as she, subtly - finally - referenced the photo she sent him... the nude of her just in a sexy underwear set now all that was playing on his mind.

"Uh... heh... I uh... I... um..."

"I'm assuming you still have it?"

"... Uh..." he blanched, clearly beginning to panic, "am I... am I not meant to...?"

"If I didn't want you to keep it, I wouldn't have sent it to you".

She loved flirting with him and getting under his skin, watching him unravel. It was fun. Not just fun, but it made her feel... excited. A new rush of emotions souring through her.

He was silent, still not sure what to say.

"Anyways-" she grinned, "-care to explain how I ended up in your bed?"

"Wow. You really don't remember anything, do you?"

"Was there anything worth remembering?"

Yes. Yes there was. One hundred percent yes. She may have been drunk and off her face but she was vulnerable with him - she admitted she liked him for crying out loud - and, what? Now she couldn't remember that? Great!

"Uh... no" he lied, trying for a half-hearted shrug, "you texted me and asked me to pick you up. Refused to go home and, uh... I put you to bed".

'But not before we almost kissed' he added in his head, kicking himself that she didn't remember that moment.

"So why'd you sleep on the floor?"

He frowned in confusion, "uh... because you were in the bed...?"

"There's enough room for two".

He glanced shyly at his queen bed, trying to shake his brain free of the images of both of them in his bed and the things they could do in it.

"Uh..."

"I'm teasing" she joked, "but thank you for getting me home safe. Well, not home, but you know what I mean".

"So you really don't remember anything?"

"Not really. Why?"

"You don't remember what Brian told you?"

She shook her head, looking and feeling a little confused so Stiles quickly gave her the run down of Brian's words and threats, not hiding his disgust as he repeated the scumbags proposition.

"Oh" she muttered, feeling a creepy sense of deja vu so she knew Stiles was telling the truth, "I wonder how he found out".

"That's what you're worried about?" he asked, "not the fact he's basically blackmailing you into getting into your pants?"

"Yeah... that should maybe be higher on my list of priorities".

"Oh jeez, ya think?!"

"Obviously I'm not going to sleep with him anymore" she dismissed.

"A-Anymore?"

"Well, there was a time I was considering it-"

"Oh my god-"

"I'm sixteen. I have hormones. Don't judge me".

"You deserve to be judged" he retaliated lightly, "he's a douche".

"Aren't all guys?!"

"Wow, thanks".

She smirked at their back-and-forth banter, enjoying winding him up.

"Relax. Brian's not a threat. He's just... Brian. I've dealt with many Brians".

Stiles bit the inside of his cheek, feeling incredibly overprotective of her. Especially with how downright creepy and perverted Brian was being... it was a shame she didn't see that. Why didn't she see her worth?

"What if he was the one that roofied you?" Stiles asked, hating the thought but knowing it could be entirely true. If he wanted Kayla that much... he would cross the line to get her, that he was sure of.

"Why would he do that?"

"Because he's a perverted scumbag!" Stiles exclaimed, "didn't you get the memo?"

"Stiles" she sighed, "I appreciate your concern, but don't worry. I got Brian handled".

He chose not to argue, but grumbled under his breath "bastard deserves to be punched again".

"Not arguing with that".

He scrubbed a hand down his face, sending her a shy glance.

"How you feeling now?"

"Honestly? Better" she nodded, "think the aspirin has kicked in".

Just as she said that, Stiles heard a low engine get close to the house - an engine he knew all too well.

The Sheriff's cruiser.

"Oh god. Oh god" he mumbled, brushing past Kayla to rush over to the window and glance out, "my dad. Oh my god that's my dad".

"Cool" Kayla grinned, "maybe I should go downstairs and say hello-"

"What?" he exclaimed, "no. What? Since when are you and my dad BFF's?"

"Since he let me off with underage drinking, possessing a fake ID, stood up to my mother on her front door step and is happy to take the piss out of you" she smirked, "he's chill".

"That's... that's not... no" he fumbled with his words, quickly shaking his head, "he can't find you here".

"In the house?"

"In my bedroom" he exclaimed, panicking as he heard the car door slam shut, "in my clothes. Oh dear god"

"Scared to get the safe sex talk, huh?"

"Oh my god".

"Just let me go say hey-"

"This time, you need to climb out the bedroom window".

"I'm not climbing out your bedroom window like some Scarlet".

"You asked me to jump out of yours".

"Yeah, because my mother would have probably chopped off your dick and I don't want her to chop off your dick".

He stopped short, wanting to ask why she wanted him unchopped but, before he could, he heard his dad's keys scraping against the front door.

"I'm dead. I'm dead" he muttered, running a hand over his short hair, "I'm so dead".

She rolled her eyes at his dramatics, looking around for the clothes that she had kicked off.

"Fine" she shrugged, picking up her string bikini bottoms and tiny little cropped tee from the floor, "I mean, I guess I can get changed out of your clothes and back into mine-"

He grabbed the clothes out of her stunned hands, wondering how on earth she thought that was a good idea.

"Are you crazy?"

"Are you?" she retaliated, "you said if he sees me in your clothes-"

"And wearing this in my room is any better?" he exclaimed, waving the white skimpy clothes about in front of her face, knowing if his dad saw her in that he would definitely be getting the talk. And probably a slap around the head.

"Stiles, what do you want from me?" she asked, folding her arms across her chest, "dressed? Undressed? Play dead? What?"

He heard his dad coming up the stairs, his heavy and tired boot clad feet making the middle stair squeak. The floorboard underneath still not fixed.

He was panicking, looking around his room for a hiding place but there was none. Nowhere he could stash her until his dad decided to go to bed.

The footsteps were getting closer, inching towards Stiles' bedroom door and, without thinking, he grabbed Kayla's arm and propelled her to the side to the space just behind his door. Just in time too, as it then opened, hiding her from sight.

He floundered, chucking her clothes in the air like he was handling hot lava before batting them away. Only, in his fear and haste, he smacked them directly into his dad's path. The white cloth landing perfectly by his feet.

He choked back a gasp, completely frozen on the spot as his dad cocked an eyebrow at the show of skimpy clothes by his feet, sending Stiles a confused stare.

"...H-Hey dad..." he said breathlessly, trying not to look guilty as, from the corner of his eye, he saw Kayla throw him a glare with her arms crossed, "wh-what are you doing here?"

"What am I doing in my house?"

"Well, the mortgage you still have left to pay says otherwise".

His cheeky joke fell on deaf ears as his dad bent down to pick up the cropped tee and string bikini, the latter dangling from his finger.

"Oh... uh, I uh... I'm... I'm experimenting" he explained, his dad looking at him in exhaustion, "w-with my style".

As expected, his dad did not buy that explanation for one single second. His pale gaze looking at the tiny little string bikini bottoms before giving Stiles a sarcastic head-to-toe inspection.

"Son, if you're fitting in these then your future girlfriends are going to be severely disappointed".

He flushed a deep red, trying to think of something to say - something believable - but his dad's quip had sent Kayla into a fit of the giggles, the cute little sounds falling from her lips despite how hard she tried to muffle them.

He watched his dad frown, looking around the room before stepping in and glancing behind the door, his eyes widening at the sight of Kayla.

She ignored both of their shocked expressions, raising a hand into a small wave.

"Hey Sheriff" she grinned brightly, "nice to see you again".

"Oh. Oh" his dad muttered in a kind of daunting realisation, looking between Stiles and Kayla in an almost surprised disturbance, especially when he noticed she was wearing Stiles' favourite pair of sweatpants.

"No no no no no-"

"These are yours?" he asked, cutting off Stiles' frenzied-half assed denial, awkwardly presenting her with the bikini bottoms.

"Guilty" she smirked, taking them off his finger, "they weren't very comfortable".

"Oh my god-"

"Well, I can see I interrupted something..." the sheriff muttered, giving his head a small wobble as he slowly backed away, "next time, I'll knock".

"No need, you didn't interrupt anything" Stiles exclaimed, "no need to knock. It's all very innocent in here".

His dad sent him a glare, letting him know he didn't think it was all that 'innocent'.

"G-Good to see you again Kayla" the sheriff muttered, "uh... yeah..."

He awkwardly backed away, shutting the door behind him and leaving a very amused and a very traumatised Stiles behind.

"See? He's chill" Kayla chuckled, "I don't know why you're so worried".

It was just after she said that, that a foil condom wrapper was slipped under his door... two seconds later, another one followed suit. Then, two seconds after that, one more being slid through.

Stiles could've died.

A/N) AHHHH I'm screeching. This story has SO much more backstory to the fire and The Hale family, and team stayla trying to figure it out whoop. And omG she can't remember telling him she liked him... dun dun dunnn... poor stiles :( but their chemistry and that ending? OOOOOFT. IM LOVING IT

so I hope you all liked and please please leave your thoughts and I will see you all super soon. :)

Chapter 34: Alliance

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :(

She found it absolutely hilarious how Stiles reacted to anything to do with sex. He was a teenage boy. Didn't he think of sex all the time? How could he find it awkward?

Honestly, she thought it was quite cool of the sheriff to be so - sort of - chill about it all. She wished her mom was like that. Instead, she just got shamed for her actions and was forced to take birth control. Maybe if her mom was a bit more sex positive, Kayla wouldn't have turned out the way she did.

She smirked as she knelt down to pick up the three condom wrappers, chuckling under her breath as Stiles winced.

"Trojan ultra thin" she laughed, peeking up at Stiles with a playful glint in her eyes. "Your dad must know his condoms well".

"Oh my god" Stiles said, throwing a hand up over his face in complete mortification, "oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I'm going to die. This cannot be happening to me. This cannot be happening to me. Oh my god".

"At least he has faith that you could go three rounds in one day".

Stiles spluttered in response, wishing the ground would open up and swallow him whole. Anything to avoid the complete and utter mortification that came with the last ten seconds of his life.

She stood back up, still holding the three condoms in her grasp as her eyes twinkled with amusement, that streak of devilish behaviour flaring up in her smirk.

"Can you go three rounds in one day?" she purred seductively, her gaze locked on his and keeping him prisoner, "... just for future reference".

"F-F-Future refrence?"

She didn't reply immediately, enjoying watching him squirm and fight for his life all at once. Completely overwhelmed with the implications behind her words, not helped any when she dragged her gaze down and then slowly all the way back up his body, lapping up every inch of him.

"U-Uh..."

She bit her lip, holding back a more devious smirk as she held out the condoms for him to take from her but he was frozen to the spot, unsure what to do.

"They're yours" she sing songed in a faux innocent voice, taking his limp arm and pressing them into the palm of his hand, "I don't have the right anatomy to fill them".

He gulped, looking as if he was swallowing a rather large and squirming frog as he wordlessly glanced at the condoms, spluttering out a few indistinguishable vowels and flaring an even deeper red - all the way to the tips of his ears. It was cute. He was cute. His awkwardness endearing and surprisingly sexy.

"Heh-Ah... um... th-this is... these aren't... w-what do I... heh-h-how-"

"Well, they usually go on your penis" she said rather matter of factly, causing Stiles to blush even more, "something I know that you have".

"U-Uh... heh... that's not, um..."

"They're just condoms Stiles. Not a bomb" she laughed, "relax".

"R-Relax?" he spluttered out in panic, verging on wheezing as he loosely held onto the condoms, not knowing what to do with them, "relax? My dad-he just... he thinks we're... he gave me- oh my god- I would rather the bomb".

"Is it a bad thing he thinks we're fucking?" she joked, "because, not to have an inflated ego or anything, but I'm pretty hot. You could do a lot worse".

"What? No. Oh my god. Of-Of course you're hot. You're-You're stunning. You're wayyyy out of my frigging league in every single way possible".

She quirked a brow, sending him a flirty glance.

"I wouldn't say every single way" she counteracted with a smirk, "you're hot too".

"I-I am?"

"Oh yeah" she whispered, her gaze portraying nothing but blatant attraction as her smirk grew into a sultry smile, "would I have had phone sex with you if you weren't?"

His eyes grew wide, being faced with the memory of their phone call in front of her and having to awkwardly shuffle to hide the growing bulge in his pants, completely lost for words. Again. A common theme when it came to anything involving Kayla.

She laughed, completely unfazed by the usual societal norms of embarrassment that others were controlled by - free and unrestrained. He liked that. He liked how she pushed him out of his comfort zone.

"Uh... heh... so, yeah... about that..."

She simply raised a brow, waiting for him to continue.

"... What... What, um... what did it, y'know... mean...?"

"Mean?"

"Y-Yeah" he nodded, "did it mean... anything?"

She remained quiet, trying to think of something to say. Completely caught off guard by that question. Feeling it was too soon to explore what it could potentially mean because she didn't do these kind of vulnerable feelings.

"It's just, we didn't really get to talk about it" he continued, tripping over his words in the cutest panicked way possible, "but I feel like we probably should - talk about it, that is. Because now I don't know how I'm meant to act around you or what I'm meant to do... am I meant to do anything?"

She bit her lip, finding solice and safety in looking at the carpet for a few long seconds, trying to find something to say. Ignoring the way her heart squeezed and thundered against her rib cage, that invisible pull she had felt for him before strengthening.

She knew they had to have this conversation sooner or later, but why not later? Wayyyy later? Preferably in about a decade's time.

What was she meant to tell him? That it meant nothing? That would be a lie, and Kayla did not like lying. Tell him it meant something? But then she would be putting herself out there, and that was something else Kayla did not do. Putting herself out there just resulted in disaster... she couldn't afford the consequences.

"Kaylz...?"

She almost missed the fact he called her, for the very first time, his own unique nickname, drawing her attention back up to him.

"I... I don't know Stiles" she shrugged, "it was just something that happened".

"Yeah, but why?"

"I think you know why".

"Maybe. But I need to hear you say it".

"Why?" she asked quietly and almost shyly, fear evident in her stare.

"So I can know I'm not going crazy and imagining something that isn't actually there. In case it's not blatantly obvious to you by now, I'm sort of obsessed with you. I don't want to live through another ten years of liking someone that doesn't like me back".

She didn't do relationships. She didn't do feelings. She didn't do vulnerability. It wasn't in her DNA. She had learnt, in the worst way possible, not to trust anyone or anything with her heart. Ever since then, hiding it away and protecting it in the only way she knew how - by closing herself off. If no one had her heart then no one would could break it. It made sense, right?

Right?

"Stiles... I've told you before that liking me is a really dumb thing to do"

He smiled lightly, "just as well I do dumb things all the time then. I'm an expert at dumb things".

"This would be the dumbest thing ever. Trust me".

"I disagree" he shook his head, "you see yourself as this terrible, awful, unworthy person but you're not. You're strong. You're wilful. You're fun. You're smart. You don't take any shit. Whatever stuff you went through, you came out the other end of it. You moved halfway across the country, leaving everything and anyone you're ever known, to start a new life and make a fresh start. That's... inspiring. That's brave".

She didn't see it as brave. She saw it as a necessity. Most of her bridges burnt back home. Her reputation shattered. She felt she had to move away if she had a shot at making her life a better one. If anything, she saw it as an easy cop out. She ran away. She left her friends, her home, her life because she was scared to make amends. That definitely wasn't brave in her book.

"No. I ran" she corrected, much to his confused look, "it's what I do Stiles. I run away from things. I ran away from my grief. I ran away from my responsibility. I ran away from my family and my friends. Coming here, to Beacon Hills, was just another example of me running away".

"I don't believe that" he said, "not for a single second".

"That's because you see what you want to see" she said sadly, "I've said it before - you only see the good in me. You wear these rose-tinted glasses with me. Trust me, if you knew-"

"And I've said it before" he interrupted, "I don't care. I don't care what you've done. Nothing will make me change my mind".

She sighed, "you're pretty infuriating sometimes, you know that right?"

"Oh yeah" he smirked, "loud and proud about it".

She gave a soft chuckle, choosing to sit back on the edge of his bed as she wrung her hands together in contemplation, feeling the bed dip as he sat down next to her.

"What's wrong?" he asked after a couple minutes of silence, gently nudging her elbow with his, "have I... have I don't something wrong?"

"No" she whispered, "I just... I... I can't give you what you want. I can't do... feelings".

"... Because of your ex?"

"I met him at the worst possible time Stiles" she explained, "I was drowning in grief. I wasn't coping. It had only been a few weeks since I lost them... my brother, Dyl, and my dad. It was close to Christmas and that was just making everything so much worse. Seeing everyone's perfect little families shopping and carol singing and putting up their trees when my family... when my family was..."

She couldn't look at him, resting her arms on her knees as she picked absentmindedly at her fingernails, unsure why she was opening up to him so much but just knowing she felt safe to do so around him. Knowing he would listen and understand.

"I had just turned fifteen and I lost everything. My mom wasn't coping... she would shut herself in her room for days at a time. I was left in charge of the funerals, the police, the house, the bills... all whilst I was falling apart myself. And I tried, I really did. I tried to be strong and do the right thing but I... I lost sight of what the right thing was. Then I met him".

"He was exactly right. At the time" she added with a snort, "he made the perfect distraction. When I was with him, I wasn't poor little Kayla that just lost her family. He didn't look at me with pity or sympathy. I was just Kayla, and I needed that. I needed to be normal".

"But he was damaged too. Maybe that's what attracted me to him. That broken and battered soul that I knew all too well. It wasn't a good mix. Before I knew it, I was drinking everyday. Taking anything I could get my hands on, and he would help me get it. Being a werewolf, he couldn't ever get the same hit off it like I could, but it didn't stop him trying. He would mix it with very small amounts of wolfsbane as a way to weaken him enough that he could get high. But when he got high, he got mean".

"We would fight all the time, over the most stupidest things. I would poke at him until he snapped. The only time I ever felt anything during that time was when we almost killed each other. Yet I kept going back. I was... trauma bonded to him, I guess. It didn't matter that he had just choked me into unconsciousness, or sprained my arm or even broke my ribs because when I was with him, I didn't have to think about my family. I didn't have to grieve them. And I would have taken anything to not have to experience that grief".

"But it wasn't just him. It was me too. I... I was a disaster. I poisoned myself with alcohol. I overdosed and nearly killed myself time and time again. I didn't care what dangerous situations I put myself in. I... I let myself get exploited. If my drug fuelled binge didn't end up in the hospital, then it sure as hell would end up in a police cell. I lied. I stole. I hurt people. I ran up thousands upon thousands of debt. I flunked school. I truly was a waste of space back then".

"But Aiden's brother, he... he was my saving grace. He protected me. He stood by me. He kept my secret of-"

She cut herself off, shaking her head. Not willing to go down that path.

"... He kept my secrets" she corrected, "he got me through a difficult time. When I spiralled, he was there to ground me. When I wanted death to come, he promised me that life would get better. If it wasn't for him, I would be dead by now. Whether at the hands of Aiden or by the drugs, I don't know. But the only reason I'm breathing is because of him. Because he saw something in me worth saving".

"My relationship with my mom had never been the best. But since those months she... she hasn't looked at me the same since. She was only willing to let me back if I went to rehab, so that's what I did. When everyone else was starting sophomore year, I was stuck in rehab for two months. I celebrated my 16th birthday alone, getting drug screened twice a day and patted down by handsy orderlies in case I somehow smuggled drugs in. The perfect 16th birthday for any girl, huh?" she laughed, knowing if she didn't she would cry.

She didn't know why she was telling him all this. Especially in such a raw, vulnerable way. When she spoke about this time, she joked about it. She used dark humour to get through the pain, but now? She was wearing her heart on her sleeve. Baring all for the boy that always seemed to be there for her.

She kept her head down in shame, for once, too scared to look up and meet his stare. A part of her worried she had scared him off for good.

"So, you see..." she whispered with a defeated shrug, "after that... I can't let myself ever feel again. I just... I just can't".

To her surprise, he reached out and gently cupped the back of her head, stroking her hair gently with his thumb but she didn't dare look up, wallowing in her shame.

"He hurt you" he whispered, acknowledging her pain in the softest, most empathetic way possible, "he hurt you at a time you needed help. I would never do that to you".

"I can't know that for sure" she murmured, her sad stare boring a hole in the piece of carpet between her bare feet, "people break their promises all the time".

"And you think I would?"

"I think you're human" she said, "and humans make mistakes. Humans have feelings. Humans get things wrong. My heart cannot take anymore".

It was then Stiles fully realised just how broken she truly was. How badly she thought of herself. The pain and guilt still eating her alive from the inside out.

In a way, she was just like him. He recognised himself in her. Since he lost his mom, he hadn't ever been the same. Forced to grow up too quickly, and care for a father that was falling apart too. Turning to humour and sarcasm to carry him through the day. Their situations similar. Both having so much pain for a teenager to have to live through.

"Why did you tell me all that?" he mumbled, soothing her by continuing to stroke her hair, "you didn't have to..."

She still wouldn't look at him, holding back the tears by blinking quickly.

"...To show you that I'm not worth it".

"Is that what you really think?" he asked, "that you're not worth the effort? Or forgiveness?"

Her silence was answer enough.

"Hey, look at me" he coaxed quietly, his hand dipping from the back of her head to just under her chin, tilting her head a little to the side, "please?"

She didn't fight his fingers, allowing him to softly turn her face to his, cradling her like an expensive diamond, her gaze unable to look at him for long.

"You deserve to forgive yourself" he murmured, "it's not fair to live your life punishing yourself for your mistakes. You're a good person. You're a good person who made mistakes when she was in pain. I understand. I get it".

She didn't know why he was so accepting of her and her past. She didn't understand how he could still look at her with so much emotion when she just bared the darkest parts of her soul to him. She opened up to him, hoping, in a way, that she would push him away. Instead, it looked to have just pulled him closer.

Her eyes were blurry with tears, desperately holding them back as he offered her a small friendly smile, letting her know he was being honest with her. That he believed everything he said and more.

"You know, um... the night in the school?"

He nodded in response, unsure where she was going with this.

"The Alpha was controlling me. I don't know how, I don't know why, but what I do know is... is that it was you who pulled me back" she whispered, her voice shy and cracking. "I was only able to escape his control because of... because of you".

"M-Me?"

"... You".

"Why?" he asked, not dropping his hand from her jaw, his thumb pad absentmindedly stroking her cheek.

He think he knew why, but he needed to be sure. He needed to know for certain.

She stayed quiet, not quite brave enough to say the words. Her heart too scared of the repercussions. Her gaze dropping again, wondering if she should've held that secret close to her chest.

"Does it matter why?"

"No" he smiled gently, even though she wasn't looking at him, "I'm just glad I could help".

A single tear dropped from her eyelashes when she blinked, trailing down her cheek which he swept away, his heart aching at her pain. Wishing he could take it all away from her.

"Don't cry" he whispered, "it's okay".

It wasn't okay. None of this was okay. Nothing she was feeling was okay. Why was this happening to her now? Why was her heart making her feel all these confusing things?

She blinked, hoping to get rid of the tears but instead two more cascaded down her face, leaving hot trails in their wake.

Stiles - good, reliable Stiles - soon brushed them away, frowning as he tried to think of ways to help her. Hating seeing her so upset.

There had to be something he could do. Something to make it better. Anything to take away her sadness. To ease her pain. To give her the happiness she deserved.

He moved his hand from her cheek, carefully tucking a strand of her loose hair behind her ear, feeling suddenly protective. Protective of her emotional state, willing to do anything to make her feel like more. Wishing he could make her see how he saw her.

"Whatever happens... you'll always have me in your corner. I promise" he vowed, not putting any pressure on her right now. It wouldn't be right. She clearly wasn't ready for more now, and he didn't want to push her away. Happy to just have her in his life.

His lack of expectation was a gentle surprise, her teary gaze flitting up to lock onto his, finding comfort and acceptance in his big brown eyes.

God she was so frigging stupid. Her stupid broken heart and her stupid fucked up mental state were stopping her from having someone good and honest. Someone gentle and caring. Someone the complete opposite to what she had always had. Why did she have to be so god damn broken?

Her gaze studied his face, carving out and remembering every detail. Seeing nothing but care and empathy burning in his gaze. No one having looked at her like that before. Not with so much emotion.

He was meant to be just a friend but, instead, she was falling for him. Something about him captivating her and sending her somersaulting headfirst into the confusing depths of feelings. Wanting to run away but at the same time wanting to hold on tighter. How could one person do this to her?

She bit her lip, unsure how they got to be so close, their noses just millimetres away as she watched his nerves play out across his expression. His breathing was quick and heavy, his hand loosely holding her hair.

"Well?" she whispered, unable to hear her own voice over the thundering of her heart and the rush of blood whooshing past her ears, "... are you going to...?"

His eyebrows shot up, clearly overwhelmed and nervous as his gaze darted quickly across her face, desperate to find answers in her expression.

"A-Am I going to-to do...?"

"Kiss me".

She watched him gulp, his molten honey stare quickly dropping to focus on her lips, the invite too sweet to resist.

"C-Can I?" he asked, voice full of hesitant wondering, sweeping some hair over her shoulder.

Her nod was very slight, giving him the green light. Waiting patiently as his tongue darted out to wet his lips, bringing her closer so their mouths brushed against one another, grazing the line between friendship and more.

He hadn't breathed in what felt like forever, dizzy and overwhelmed as he dipped his head, just about to capture her willing lips when the shrill ring of a phone cut through the moment.

Whatever confidence he had was immediately wiped away as he jumped back, Kayla doing the same - like they both realised what had just happened, looking at each other with wide awkward eyes.

She glanced around in a bit of a daze, trying to locate her phone and spotted it on the bedside table, wordlessly reaching over and grabbing it, barely registering it was Danny phoning her.

She answered, lifting the phone to her ear and cleared her throat before squeaking out an unsure "hello?"

"Hey kid" he greeted cheerily, "Lydia, being Lydia, has sent me to pick you up. Apparently you disappeared from her house last night? She was worried which is weird. I never see Lydia worried".

She was confused, not following this conversation at all.

"...What?"

"She tracked your phone's GPS. Well, she got me to do it. Which leads me to my first question... why are you at Stiles Stilinski's house?"

A part of her brain was still back in that suspended moment in time, remembering the brief touch of his lips on hers, struggling to think of anything else.

"Kayla? You there?"

"What? Yeah, sorry. Uh..." she quickly peeked at Stiles over her shoulder, watching him quietly panic and look around awkwardly, "where are you?"

"Outside Stiles' house" he slowly emphasised each word as if she was five years old, "which is where you are. Why is that?"

"Uh..."

"Nevermind. Give me the details in the car" he said, and she could basically hear the smirk in his voice, "I can't wait to see this walk of shame".

He hung up, not giving her room to argue. Leaving her to look down at her phone in confusion.

"Danny's here to pick me up" she mumbled, still unsure how this was happening, "Lydia sent him".

"Oh. Oh. Right" Stiles fumbled with his words, "that's... weird".

"Yeah, just a tad" she mumbled, "uh... I probably shouldn't leave him waiting..."

"Right, yeah, of course" he agreed, nodding quickly as he copied her in standing up, "of course. Can't leave Danny waiting..."

They were both awkward and unsure, standing facing each other waiting for the other to say something first.

"Do you want your clothes back?" she finally murmured, although not wanting to admit she felt cosy and at home in them, enjoying how they felt on her bare skin.

"Oh, uh... no. No. You keep them. They look better on you anyway".

She bit the inside of her cheek, suddenly feeling very vulnerable and very exposed - a part of her regretting telling Stiles everything she just did. Usually holding her emotions so close to her chest.

"Oh. Thanks" she whispered, "and thanks for, uh..."

"Anytime" he smiled tightly, rubbing a hand over his short hair, whatever words he was going to say next dying in the back of his throat.

"Well... guess I'll see you at school on Monday" she said, trying for a friendly smile but it came out tight and reserved as she moved around him to head for his bedroom door, "have a nice weekend".

"Yeah. Yeah. You too".

Their conversation was now stilted and strangely formal, unsure how to continue after those moments of vulnerability and connection, that spark that was once there turning into a blazing trail of red hot fire that erupted in their hearts. No turning back now.

She breathed a long sigh of relief as she shut the bedroom door and leaned back against it, cringing at herself.

Really Kayla? Really? What the hell compelled her to say and do all that? What a dumb fricking move! Dumb, dumb, dumb.

Stupid feelings. Sometimes, she wished she could just be numb to it all - to feel nothing at all. To have the ability to flip the switch. Oh, how much easier things would be...

She pushed herself off the door, trying to remember how to get out as she made her way down the stairs but, just her luck, the front door was locked - no key in sight.

She looked around their hallway and front entrance, trying to find the key, begging for a god damn break under her breath as the last thing she wanted to do was call Stiles for help. That would mean having to speak to him again and, quite frankly, she really wasn't ready for that. At all.

"Dammit" she whispered, heading to the next best thing: the living room window.

Danny's quip about enjoying seeing her 'walk of shame' came to light when he watched her squeeze through the narrow opening of the front window, unable to figure out how to open it any wider, and fall ungracefully flat on her face.

She heard his loud screeches of laughter as she picked herself up, clearly leaving her dignity in the house. Throwing him an unamused glare as she climbed into his Mazda.

"Oh, this is epic" Danny howled, holding his ribs as he continued laughing, "I should've been filming this".

"Shut up" she grumbled, "the front door was locked. What was I meant to do?"

"Ask for the key, maybe?"

She rolled her eyes, pulling the belt across her body.

"What the hell happened?" Danny continued laughing, "why were you at Stiles' house?"

She didn't know. She didn't remember. However, apparently drunk her trusted him to help her, hence the pathetic call for help.

"I didn't want to go home" she answered simply, shrugging her shoulders.

"Did you sleep with him?"

"No".

"You sure?" he quipped, glancing down at her in Stiles' clothes.

"Of course I'm sure".

"Shame" Danny remarked with a smirk, starting up the engine and reversing down the driveway, "I'm fed up of hearing about his virgin status".

"Well, his V-Card is still very much intact, I can assure you".

He sensed her awkwardness - something that was very unlike Kayla - and gave her a thorough once over, his brows knitting together in curiousity.

"Oh my god" he proclaimed, "you like him, don't you?"

"Where did you get that idea from?"

"It's written all over your face" he continued playfully, "you like Stiles".

"Don't be so ridiculous".

"Oh dude" he laughed, "you're so whipped".

"I am not whipped" she exclaimed, "I don't get whipped"

He continued to laugh, much to her annoyance, sending him an unamused glare that he wasn't even the slightest bit deterred by.

"I knew Stiles had the hots for you, but you liking him back is a plot twist I did not expect".

"I don't even know what you're going on about" she dismissed to the best of her ability.

"Yes you do. You like Stiles. Admit it".

"I'm not admitting anything".

"Knew it".

"Shut up".

"Never".

She elbowed him, wondering what she did that meant she deserved this.

"Is he at least a good kisser?"

Once again she elbowed him, much harder this time, rolling her eyes.

"I didn't kiss him..." she mumbled, realising that statement wasn't exactly true, "... today"

"Kayla and Stiles, sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-"

"I will murder you and bury your body where you will never be found" she warned, cutting off his rhyme, "try me".

He pulled into Lydia's driveway, his amused chuckles still ringing in her ears.

"I'm just messing with you" he grinned, "but I'll bet you fifty bucks you're dating him by the time winter formal rolls around".

"I don't date".

"Oh, you'll date him" he smirked, "I guarantee it".

"Has Allison recruited you into her 'give Stiles a chance' cult or something?" she mumbled, "are you both going to rock up to school in matching t-shirts and start a lunchtime group?"

He put his car in park, sending her a grin.

"You taking the bet or not?"

"Of course I'm taking the bet" she scoffed, unbuckling herself, "and I'll win it because I don't date".

"We'll see".

"You're a bit of a cocky bastard, you know that right?"

"Yeah. But only because I know I'm right".

She rolled her eyes, catching a glimpse of Lydia coming down her porch steps.

"Oh look, saved by the bell" she said, "and prepare to lose your fifty bucks Mahealani. I always win".

He just laughed, waving her goodbye as she climbed from his car and walked over to meet Lydia, an empty trash bag in her hand.

"You can't just take off like that" she immediately chastised her, giving her arm a quick slap, "I thought something happened to you".

"What possibly could've happened to me?"

"I don't know. Anything" she rambled, "and why were you at that Stiles' house anyway? Did he take advantage of you?"

Lydia didn't normally show concern, giving her a worried look as she took in her appearance - wearing clothes that clearly were not hers.

"No, of course he didn't. He's not like that".

"Hm" Lydia muttered, pursing her lips, "well, regardless, you owe me" she stated, handing her the empty trash bag, "you can start the clean up in the back garden - and don't give me that look" she added as Kayla looked at her glumly, "you ruined my party. So deal with the mess".

Karma.


Lydia dropped her off home later that morning after working her hungover self into the ground, but offering no pity. Though it seemed all was forgiven regarding the gate crashing incident - for what reason, she didn't know. Lydia didn't strike her as someone to forgive and forget so easily.

She shrugged it off, walking up her driveway and breathed a sigh of relief when she noticed her moms car was gone. Most likely working another busy Saturday at the art gallery.

Win for her. She could enjoy her hungover Saturday in peace and quiet.

She walked into the house, immediately heading straight to her bedroom. Still a little slow on her feet - her ankle, although healing, still throbbing with pain.

She thought it was a bit strange her bedroom door was open, usually always closing it over when she left. Trying to keep her sanctuary a little more private from her mom.

She didn't think much of it, shaking off the worries that entered her head, taking a quick glance around her room. Nothing looked out of place, or moved. Everything was exactly as she left it - more or less.

She was just being paranoid.

Rolling her eyes at herself, she shuffled in and discarded her phone to her vanity table, kicking off Lydia's mom's plimsoles that she offered her, her bare toes indistinctively curling into the fluffy carpet.

She needed sleep and a shower. Her skin feeling itchy and uncomfortable from the chlorine and sticky alcohol.

She took her time, brushing her hair and removing her clothes, stepping into the burning hot water. Enjoying how it relaxed her achey muscles, washing away all her worries.

Well, most of them.

Of course there was still one she was fretting over and that problem was someone called Stiles.

Unfortunately, it wasn't something she could figure out anytime soon.

She was in the shower for so long the water was beginning to turn cool, so she took that as her que to finish up and reached out to turn it off.

When she did, a muffled bang sounded from her room, like the sound of a book hitting the floor.

Immediately the hair on the back of her neck stood on end, her gut telling her something wasn't right. She trusted her gut, quickly reaching out and grabbing her white towel, wrapping it around her body as she stepped from the shower.

The bathroom door was half open, showing her nothing but the stillness of her room.

Her wet feet inched towards the door, on high alert as she pulled it back and peered out, her suspicious and worried gaze sweeping across her room.

Nothing.

No one.

That didn't relax her, her gut still twisting as a warning. Every fibre of her being trying to tell her that something wasn't right.

She tightened the towel around her naked form, ignoring the steady drips of water that trickled down her skin as she slowly stepped into her room, turning in a circle.

Again, nothing had moved. Everything was in the right place-

Her gaze zeroed in on a gold photo frame that should've been tucked away in the drawer of her bedside table, only now it was face down on the carpet.

She swallowed nervously, slowly making her way over to the fallen frame and knelt down to turn it over, seeing the glass cracked and a picture of her and her brother in their younger years smiling at the camera.

A pang of sadnsss shot through her heart, her fingertips grazing across the picture. The influx of sadness causing her to freeze on the spot.

That was her vulnerable spot - her family. Her Achilles heel, so to speak. All preservation instincts out the window for those few fateful seconds.

A tight hand wound around her upper arm, yanking her up and pushing her back on the bed, the frame dropping from her fingers and breaking on impact as it hit the floor, shards of glass bouncing across the carpet.

She automatically reacted as her back hit her mattress, reaching up to hit out, but her wrists got knocked away and pinned above her head, suddenly very helpless.

Her eyes met dazzling blue and her lip curled, trying to squirm away but he straddled her hips, grinning down at her.

"Brian" she snarled, "how the hell did you get in my house?"

"What, like it's hard?" he mocked, smirking down at her, his grip tightening around her wrists so she felt her hands tingle.

"What the fuck are you doing?"she demanded, "get off me".

"Oh, but seeing you so helpless is pretty sexy".

She showed him how disgusted she was with that statement, spitting directly in his face.

His eyes darkened for a moment, revealing his true colours, before he blinked and that darkness was gone, unnerving her to the core.

"I'm cashing in" he continued, "getting what I'm owed, in return for my silence".

She ignored the way his greedy gaze slipped downwards, admiring her in the towel, undressing her with his eyes. His eyes clinging to her bare skin and admiring the way it was falling from her frame.

"You're not owed anything" she growled, ignoring the panic of being pinned and helpless, "I'm not sleeping with you!"

His lips quirked, his weight uncomfortable around her hips, thick nails digging into her wrists.

"So you want me to tell everyone the big secret then?" he smirked, "how about the little Argent? Shouldn't she know her pathetic boyfriend is a..." he trailed off, delighted with himself as he howled.

She hid her panic well, not willing to let him get under her skin.

"You'll sound insane" she muttered, "so be my guest. Tell whoever you want".

"You're a good bluff, I'll give you that" he grinned, "but you're scared. I can tell. Do you want to know how I know?"

She didn't reply, brimming with fury and disgust as he inched down, his lips brushing across the pulse point in her neck.

"Your carotid is pulsating" he whispered, "you can't hide that".

"Maybe that's because you won't get off me" she exclaimed, bucking underneath him and causing him to lean back up with a smile on his face.

"It's a good deal" he mumbled, "and, trust me, I'll make it worth it for you".

"You're disgusting".

"No, I just know what a good secret is worth" he was amused, happy to unravel her normally calm and cool exterior, "I really don't think I'm asking that much... it's not like you're a god damn nun, is it?"

"Just get off me" she snarled, "right now. Get off me".

He laughed, enjoying her torment as he gave her one more lusty look, his intentions clear and obvious but let her go, climbing off her and standing up from the bed.

She sat up, rubbing at her red raw wrists and sent him a furious glare as she adjusted her towel.

"I'll tell you what, let's ease you into it" he shrugged, "meet me for lunch tomorrow".

"Lunch?" she glowered, "so we can, what? Play footsie under the table?"

"You're in no position to give me snark" he warned, "I own you now. If you want this secret kept, you'll do what I want. So meet me for lunch tomorrow. I'll text you the details".

She watched him leave, but not before he stopped over the threshold of her bedroom door and grinned at her over his shoulder.

"I think this could be a good alliance, Kayla. I'm excited to see how it turns out".

A/N) THIS CHAPTER GUYS URGH be still my heart. Stayla is THRIVING. I just really think it's important to have them feeling strong feelings for each other BEFORE getting together. But stiles is the cutest and DANNY hahaha he's soo team Stayla too.

but fuck Brian am I right? He's much more menacing in this rewrite, and I hope everyone hates him as much as I do lol

So please let me know your thoughts and I will see you all super soon :)

Chapter 35: Sexual desire

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( 

Kayla had done a lot of things she wasn't proud of, and accepting Brian's invitation - or rather demand - to lunch was definitely on the list.

However, she knew if she said no then the secret could potentially be out. Scott would be in danger. Derek too. Possibly, lots of death and destruction would follow. All because Brian wanted the upper hand - and a screw. It was pathetic really.

She was stuck between a rock and a hard place, but knew she had to protect Derek and Scott and the supernatural world as best she could, and figure out exactly what it is that Brian actually knew.

She arrived to the In-N-Out burger place, deliberately making sure she was late just to piss him off, and spotted him in the far off booth demolishing a burger and fries.

She rolled her eyes at just his very presence, walking past the screaming kids, frazzled parents and the obnoxious groups of teens to slide in the red leather bench seat opposite him, causing him to look up and smile.

"You're late".

"Get used to it".

He smirked, pushing his tray towards her, offering her some of his leftover fries but she just scoffed, leaning back in her seat.

"I'm surprised you showed".

"Me too" she grumbled under her breath, "so can we get this over with quickly before I'm tempted to shove that tray down your throat".

His smirk widened, popping another fry in his mouth as his sleazy eyes gave her a thorough once-over, focusing heavily on her chest.

"Just checking you don't have a wire" he laughed in response to her glare, "but just to be sure, maybe pull it down a little..."

"I'm not CIA!"

"No, but you're smart. You've already tried to pin things on me to the Sheriff. Can you blame me for wanting to make sure our conversations remain private?"

She blew out a frustrated breath, pulling the hem of her vest top down to show that she, indeed, wasn't wearing a wire - much to his delight, of course.

"Good girl" he praised, "now give me your phone".

Her eyes narrowed, running out of patience with him.

"Why?"

"For my peace of mind".

She slid her phone over the table which he reached for, tapping the screen so it lit up, making sure she wasn't recording or on the phone to anyone.

"Now tell me what you want" she demanded, "because I don't have time for this".

"Well make time" he said, "if you want me to keep my mouth shut. Which, I assume, you do".

Her mouth thinned, holding back the slew of profanities she wanted to throw at him. Exerting some level of self control. Although, she was happy to call him every name under the sun inside her head.

"What do you want?"

"A partnership" he shrugged, "I'll keep the secret, if you keep me happy. It's a win-win".

"And what secret is that?"

"You know what the secret is".

"Maybe I need some confirmation".

He chewed another fry, his blue eyes holding her gaze but she didn't dare show any fear or worry, not giving in to his threats.

"The secret being that werewolves exist" he said, "your family are werewolves, McCall is one too, there's an Alpha on the loose and the Argents are hunters. See? I wasn't bluffing".

"How did you find out?"

"My family" he shrugged, "I wasn't meant to know until I was eighteen, but with all the murders lately, the night in the school and the threat the Alpha presents, they thought it best I know and prepare".

She quirked a brow, "your family are hunters?"

"No" he smirked, "something else".

"Something else like...?"

"None of your concern".

"It is my concern if you're blackmailing me".

"I'd rather the term quid pro quo".

She scoffed, "you're disgusting".

"Maybe" he agreed with a sleezy half smile, "but I know what I want and how to get it. And I want you. The last month playing hard to get has been cute, but it's getting old now. So I found a way to change the game".

"And if I don't sleep with you, then you'll tell the Argents all about Scott, right?"

"Correct" he grinned, "and I'll sit back and watch with a bowl of popcorn as he gets cut in half. That's the Argent way, right? Or maybe it's fire..."

Her eyes snapped up to meet his cocky, arrogant gaze, wondering just what else he could possibly know.

"Your family always suspected the Argents right? In The Hale House fire" he continued, "shame you don't have any proof..."

"Do you have proof?"

"If I did, I wouldn't tell you a damn thing".

"You're wasting my time" she snapped, "no deal".

She went to stand, her patience wearing thin and her anger quick to rise but he reached out across the table and grabbed her wrist, harshly yanking her back down.

"Stay seated" he growled, "I'm done tolerating any disrespect from you".

"I'm being disrespectful?" she snarled in response, pushing his hand away, "you're blackmailing me to get between my legs. How the hell am I being the disrespectful one here?"

"Learn your place, Hale".

"No, learn yours" she retaliated, "you're nothing. You're no one. If you were going to tell anyone, you would've told them by now. You're pathetic".

His eyes darkened, those pretty blues becoming as thunderous as a stormy sky.

"Don't speak to me like that".

"Or what?" she challenged, "what are you going to do? Oh right, nothing" she mocked, "something tells me mommy and daddy wouldn't want you blabbing your big mouth".

He stayed quiet, his demeanour letting her know she hit the nail on the head with her conclusion.

"So leave me alone. Leave my friends alone. Keep your big trap shut and go back to your pitiful little life. I'm not giving you anything".

"You'll regret this" he threatened, "I promise you that".

"You don't scare me. You never have, and you never will".

"We'll see about that".

She grabbed her phone from his side of the table, throwing him a fury filled glare as she stood, prompting him to do the same. His anger clearly rising, his hot-headed temper flashing to red, but their abrupt stance turned a few heads, clearly curious as to what was happening.

"That's right, cause a scene" she egged him on, "get mad. Show everyone here what a psychopath you are".

He faltered, still brimming with anger but with a careful look towards the busy restaurant he realised there were a few pairs of eyes on him, so he reluctantly dropped his offensive stance, his fists uncurling from his sides.

"You win" he mumbled, "this time. Next time, you're not going to be so lucky".

"Game on".

With that she turned on her heel and stalked away, not knowing what consequences her taunt would bring.


"Stiles, shut up - you're drunk" Scott stated as he drove Stiles' jeep out of the preserve, considering his friend was completely wasted and currently hanging upside down off the passenger seat, mumbling about god knows what. The half bottle of Jack Daniels clearly not agreeing with him.

"I-I'm not 'drunk' Scottie... I'm tipsy, I'm level headed, I'm... I'm seeing things clearly" he ranted, his words heavy and slurring together although Scott was barely paying attention, his thoughts bleak and desperate. Thinking about Allison and their 'taking a break' situation. Honestly, that was all he could focus on and with the full moon coming tomorrow he didn't know how he was going to handle it without Allison. She was his anchor after all.

"Dude" Stiles suddenly exclaimed, as though in a life or death situation, "where's my phone, I need my phone".

Scott ended up almost kicked in the head as he flailed and fumbled, trying to pull himself up into a sitting position.

"I don't know Stiles because it's your phone" Scott replied tiredly, ignoring his best friend's drunken ramblings.

"Ah... found it, I found it Scottie" Stiles said, yanking it out his pocket and blinking at the bright screen. No matter how mad, tired, annoyed or heartbroken Scott was, he knew that, whatever Stiles was planning to do it wouldn't be good. A drunk Stiles could do, and has done, disastrous things.

"Stiles, forget your phone and go to sleep before you do-"

"Shhh Scott, I'm on the phone" Stiles shushed him, wagging his finger in Scott's face as he held his phone to his ear, upside down of course.

"Stiles don't-" Scott tried to protest, reaching for the phone but obviously drunk Stiles was either deaf or completely hard-headed because he just shook his head and leaned away from Scott, resulting in him banging his head off the window.

He had a feeling who Stiles was trying to call considering he had said her name about a hundred times in the space of two hours and it wasn't Lydia. According to Stiles, "Five foot seven, brunette with a hint of chestnut and the greenest most beautiful eyes I have ever seen".

That could only be one person...

"Hey, hey, hey wassup?!" Stiles drunk voice echoed loudly throughout the jeep and if Scott was in a better mood he would have cringed at the disaster that was unravelling, having a feeling this wouldn't end well.

"Uh... hey" Kayla replied cautiously, slightly awkward and Scott wondered what had happened between them that could result in this awkwardness. His curiosity piqued as he listened in to the call, prepared to slap the phone from Stiles' hand if need be.

"Kaaaaaaayla helloooooo" Stiles slurred his words together as a dopey grin formed on his face, clearly completely infatuated, "I was just calling you because-" he suddenly laughed drunkenly, cutting himself off and fading away in a series of giggles, "- I dunno why, I guess I just wanted to hear your voice".

If Stiles was going to do what Scott thought he was going to do then he knew his friend would definitely regret it in the morning - y'know, when he was actually level headed - instead of just thinking he was - and sober.

"Are you drunk?"

"Why does everyone keep asking me that" he whined, sticking out his bottom lip into a pout, "I-I have all my fac-fic-fatuities".

"Do you mean faculties?"

"Oh wow, you're so smart" Stiles gushed, "your brain is just, like, so sexy. Has anyone ever told you that before?"

"Stiles, you're crossing that line again" she reminded him and Scott frowned, unsure what she was referencing. "We can't keep crossing it. Maybe I should hang up-"

"Nooooo, don't hang up, I was just... I was just complimenting you, girls love compliments, right?" Stiles asked, his head leaning on the passenger side window in exhaustion.

"Sometimes, but Stiles-"

"You-you have a really nice voice, even when you're like, biting my head off... you look so, I dunno like... cutely fierce, and the fact that you can kick my ass is actually kinda a turn on" Stiles admitted, letting out a long, drunken sigh and resolving into a fit of the giggles again, "and... and I really want to kiss you again".

Scott's expression was priceless, almost swerving off the road as he whipped his head to look at Stiles, his friend not even registering he was there. Genuinely surprised Stiles was being this blatantly upfront. However, Scott did feel as though the second hand embarrassment may just end up killing him before the hunters would get a chance to.

There was silence at the other end of the phone, Kayla remaining quiet and pensieve which made Scott wince.

"... I know" she finally said, "you've made that very obvious".

Scott snorted, knowing she was totally right about that one.

"I like you" Stiles whined in a pathetic drunken voice, "I like you a lot".

"And I like you too, Stiles" she reassured, "I'm pretty sure that's the basis to any friendship".

"Nooooo" Stiles insisted, "I mean... I like you, like you... like seriously, likey likey you" Stiles slurred as Scott held back a groan - yeah, real smooth Stiles, how many times did the word 'like' have to make up that one sentence anyway?

"I know, and I already said you're stupid for that".

"Nope. I was really stupid for running away from your kisses, and I promise I won't ever run away from your kisses again"

"That's nice to know, I guess".

"Can I come over?" he pouted, and Scott almost crashed in his haste to quickly pull over the jeep, "I want to see you".

"Oh my god, Stiles, hang up" Scott insisted, trying to reach for the phone but Stiles ducked away from his hands and slapped them away, both of them ending up in a slapping competition.

"You'll see me tomorrow Stiles, at school" she reminded him, "in, like, nine hours".

"That's too long" he whimpered, "I miss you".

"You really can't handle your liquor, can you?" she chuckled, "Stiles, take my advice and pop a couple aspirin, drink a litre of water and get some sleep. Trust me".

"B-But-But I want to kiss you and-no, Scott, what're you doing, I-" Stiles protested weakly, reaching for his phone back but with his drunkenness and Scott's super werewolf abilities, he really was no match for his best friend.

"I'm sorry Kayla" Scott winced, briefly bringing the phone to his ear, "please forget this call ever happened. He's embarrassing himself".

"Gladly" she laughed, "uh... just look after him. He sounds super wasted, and I don't want him choking on his own vomit".

Scott heard something in her voice... something soft and tender, verging on concern mixed with forced humour. Something he wasn't really used to hearing from her.

Maybe Stiles' feelings weren't so one-sided after all.

"Um..." he shook off his surprise, batting Stiles' hands away again, "you got it. Goodnight".

"Night Scottie".

He ended the call, pocketing Stiles' phone so there was no way his friend could make anymore drunken calls.

"Excuse me" Stiles slurred indignantly, "I-I was having a convos- convoser-... no, con-ver-sa-tion".

"No, you were making an idiot of yourself" Scott corrected, "dude, trust me, if you want any chance of getting with Kayla you need to be sober when you do it".

"B... But... but..."

"You'll thank me tomorrow; think of it as a favour" Scott said as Stiles just 'hmmm'd' in annoyance before his whole body sagged forward and he fell between his knees, nearly passing out.

Scott rolled his eyes, starting the keep up again and pulling back out on the road. He was terrified for tomorrow - he didn't like what the full moon made him become and just hoped that Stiles would have his back like he always did.

Right now, he needed his best friend more than ever.


Kayla's whole body itched with annoyance the next morning as the shrill echo of her alarm clock cut through her semi peaceful sleep.

It was officially Monday morning, the first day back at school after the whole Alpha incident Wednesday night. And although the thought of returning to school was worse than hell itself, it wasn't why she was so wound tight.

It was because it was a full moon tonight.

She didn't know the whole ins and outs of her biological structure, obviously unable to simply ask a doctor like a normal person, but she knew enough to know the full moon was bad. Like, really bad. Years of pain seizing her body, rendering her basically useless once a month.

Then sometimes, along with the pain, came the mood swings. Not always. Sometimes she was fine. The last full moon she felt okay emotionally. Other times things were not so good.

Today was one of those days, she could tell. Her entire body tight with rage. Rage over what? Anything and everything in her vicinity.

It was worse than fucking PMSing.

Letting out a loud annoyed huff, Kayla slammed off her alarm clock a little harder than normal with her fist, splintering the plastic.

Aw, come on.

"For the love of god" Kayla seethed, grabbing the, now, broken alarm clock and threw it across the room so it hit the opposite wall with a loud 'thud', cracking apart into little pieces.

Yeah, this day was off to a fucking fantastic start.

Without even knocking her mom walked in several seconds later, her pant suit red and bold, cocking an unamused brow down at her and then to the alarm clock.

"What?" she snapped, her bed hair wild and frizzy around her face as she sat up in bed, looking like death itself.

"Don't take that tone with me, young lady. Full moon or not" her mom warned, "it's not an excuse".

She had to physically bite the inside of her cheek to stop herself from unleashing hell, the very air around her making her want to scream.

"No trouble today either" her mom continued, "keep your emotions in check. If I hear anything to the contrary, all your privileges will be revoked".

"Privileges like what, being your daughter? I'd rather rot in hell".

The words left her mouth before she could stop them, the full moon amplifying every ounce of bitterness and anger her body held.

Her mom simply sighed, bending down to pick up the pieces of the alarm clock and walked forward to place them on her bedside table, sending her an unamused look.

"I'm going to let that one slide because I know some full moons are harder than others, and they do mess with you, but no more free passes. Wind it in".

"Then get out!"

"Not until we talk".

Kayla simply groaned, dramatically letting herself fall back on the bed and grabbed the blankets, pulling them above her face.

"So far, you've been doing... okay here, in Beacon Hills" her mom said, the words clearly hard for her to say judging by the almost inaudible wince she let out, "but I meant what I said the other day. I want you on birth control. I still don't trust your judgement and I won't have my daughter becoming a teen mom again".

That was not the right thing to say to her, especially now. Not when she was already so angry.

She yanked the blankets off her, her glare so full of fury her mom at least had the decency to look a little scared.

"Get out" she snarled, her muscles twitching with relentless wrath, "before I completely lose it".

Her mom wisely listened, realising this full moon was obviously one that meant her daughter was not to be toyed with, let alone spoken to, and threw her hands up, retreating back to the door.

"Just get it sorted Kayla. For everyone's sake".

She watched her mom leave, wishing she could just push her head first out her bedroom window, and grabbed her pillow to shove into her face, screaming into it.

Today was going to be a shit day, she could tell. If she came across any more humans before she at least had her usual dose of coffee, then she may actually go on a killing spree.

She put very minimal effort into her appearance, keeping her hair wavy and wild and changed into tight fitting black jeans, paired with some knee high boots and a simple stone coloured long sleeved Bardot top. Her style at the bottom of her list of priorities today.

Three cups of coffee and copious amounts of sugar later, Kayla stormed up to the school. Fuck that Alpha and his stupid, annoying, frigging villain complex, leaving her without a damn car. If she ever got her hands on him she would tear him apart, limb from limb, and roast his little werewolf ass over a fire.

Yeahhhhh, safe to say she was definitely not in a good mood. Like, at all.

A few people turned to look at her, whispering quietly under their breaths, but they soon shut up when Kayla shot them a glare so fierce it soon sent them backtracking and no doubt fearing for their lives.

Her cousin was either a murder suspect or a victim - of course people would talk, but Kayla was in such a rage that if she heard even one comment, hell even one word about Derek, then she may just start throwing punches. Especially considering she still hadn't heard from him and was worried sick.

Unfortunately, she wasn't left alone for long as Lydia located her by her locker and honed in on her like a predator would to its prey, striding up to her and leaning against the lockers with a wide smile on her face. However, that award winning smile soon dissolved when she saw her thunderous expression.

"What's up with you?"

"Full moon" she grumbled, not really caring about what she said and who she said it to, being the complete opposite to discreet.

"Has it disrupted your circadian rhythm and sleep-wake cycle?"

She quirked a brow at Lydia, "something like that".

"Well, try smiling" Lydia advised, "you look prettier without a frown".

After that, she tuned Lydia out. Not having the energy to deal with the petite redhead this early in the morning, especially on an emotion fuelled full moon. Lydia's loud voice fading to the background.

In the distance, she met a pair of shocking blue eyes and narrowed her own gaze, glaring across the corridor at Brian who was watching her with a smirk on his face.

His threats didn't faze her, but his presence did. Especially today. Always thinking he was getting the upper hand.

"Kayla? Kayla? Are you even listening to me?" Lydia demanded, snapping her fingers in front of her face and making her blink, dropping eye contact with Brian to refocus on an annoyed Lydia, "what's up with you?"

"I want to kill everyone I lay eyes on" she snapped, "including you".

Lydia recoiled a little, shooting her a surprised look.

She sighed, "sorry, just uh... today isn't a good day. I don't feel that great".

"Evidently" Lydia murmured, rolling her eyes, "and anyway, don't you have that test this morning?"

"Yeah".

"Well go, don't miss it" Lydia shooed her away, "also, I forgot to mention. My party - that you ruined, by the way - was somewhat a success. I have the profiles and numbers of twelve guys that want to date you. We can go over them after school".

Kayla was too annoyed and exhausted to argue, Lydia's pushy behaviour to be expected as she made her way to the test classroom, being one of the last to arrive considering many of the seats had been filled and Mr Harris sent her an unamused glare.

"What?" she snapped, "I'm not late".

"You very almost were" he replied, "hurry up and get a seat before I fail you on the spot".

She took a deep breath, willing away the murderous thoughts of strangling him where he stood and stalked between the desks to grab one of the last remaining seats behind, none other than Stiles.

Because of course her luck had to suck that bad, didn't it?

She was embarassed at what she told him Saturday morning, being more vulnerable with him than she had anyone else, hating herself for giving him so much potential power over her. Wishing she never bared her heart to him, or told him he was the one able to pull her back.

She still didn't know why that was, too scared to analyse what it meant.

"Uh... hey" his uncertain voice greeted her as she sat, him turning around to send her a small but tense smile, obviously feeling a little awkward about that morning too. Having nearly kissed yet again.

"Hi" was her curt reply, pulling a pen from her bag but, as her frustration reached sky levels when she heard Mr Harris's snide voice, the pen snapped in half in her hand, making a few students stare at her warily.

"You good?" he whispered, reaching into his own bag to give her a spare pen and some tissues to clear up the ink that had splattered across her hands and the paper, "you seem a little, uh..."

"Seem a little what?" she snapped, "pissed off? Angry? Homicidal? All of the above!"

Even Scott, who was sitting in front of Stiles, turned to look at her in worry, his confused puppy dog eyes giving her a once over.

"Uh... yeah. Yes. That's, funnily enough, exactly how I would describe it" Stiles mumbled, "um..."

"Full moon" she finally said after a long breath, "sometimes it doesn't just give me pain. Sometimes it messes with my emotions. So both of you need to turn the other way and leave me the hell alone before I do something I regret".

"Oh right, the uh... full moon. Crap, uh, yeah..." Stiles muttered, "I'll just-yeah... I'm gonna shut up before you decide killing me in the middle of class would be a good idea... okay..."

Unfortunately, Stiles wasn't the only problem for her. It was the kid in the seat next to her, a petite black haired girl, that would not stop staring at her and Kayla soon felt her blood boiling, her anger quick to rise and bubble over.

"What are you looking at?" she snapped loudly, hands curling around the edge of her desk in an effort to stop herself from body slamming the bitch, "because I swear to god if you don't stop I'm gonna take this pen and shove it so far up your-"

"Miss Hale" Mr Harris' stern voice interrupted her mid-rant, "I suggest you stop before I send you straight to the principle's office".

"I'm quaking in my boots" she remarked satcastically, ignoring Stiles facepalming himself.

"I don't want to sit next to her" the dark-headed girl muttered, "it's not my fault her whole family is completely insane".

"And it won't be my fault when my fist connects with your face" Kayla seethed, seeing red. Unable to hold back her short temper.

The girl let out an unimpressed snort, flicking her hair over her shoulder as she stared at her in disgust.

"You're going to end up the same way as the rest of your freaky family. Dead and rotting".

"Miss Reynolds, take yourself down to the principle's office - NOW" Mr Harris said firmly, his face morphed into anger as he pointed to the door , however Kayla was a hell of a lot angrier. She could handle insults at herself, but to her family? Her dead family? That was not on.

Her body was quaking in anger and she had the sudden urge to smash 'Miss Reynolds's' face in with a desk. Hopefully, knocking out every single one of her teeth.

As the girl, who Kayla now officially wanted to rip open, stood up, she stood up too, sending her chair flying backwards as Stiles let out a desperate noise, telling her to 'stop' but she completely ignored him. He may have become her anchor, but he couldn't pull her back from this rage. She was too far gone.

Before the other girl could even make a move, Kayla's fist connected with a sickening crunch against her face, sending her flying sideways and falling across Stiles' desk, causing him to scuttle backwards.

"Miss HALE" Mr Harris demanded, beginning to stride forward but the Reynold's girl stood up, holding her bleeding lip and tried to take a half assed shot at her but, Kayla being Kayla, already so angry and wired, ducked the punch and sent a well aimed headbutt against the bridge of her nose.

She couldn't control herself, so furious at everyone and everything around her, yearning to beat the living daylights out of this girl for her disgusting words. Her family was dead and she was mocking them? Insulting them? There was no way in hell was she getting away with that.

Reynolds took a desperate lunge at her, looking like a complete maniac, but a tall boy with dirty blonde curly hair managed to grab a hold of her, pulling her backwards as the whole class stood up to get a better look at what was happening. Kayla growled in response, getting prepared to kick out angrily but Stiles slinked behind her and grabbed her around the waist, pulling her backwards and holding her flailing body as still as he could.

"Kayla, calm down, it's okay, it's okay" Stiles muttered to her as she tried to struggle out of his grip, wanting to give that girl a well deserved trip to the ICU, "relax".

"Right, that is IT" Mr Harris hollered, standing in between the two girls and looking absolutely furious, "the two of you are going to the principle's office right now and are getting one week of after-school detentions"

"Oh, bite me" she snapped, her outburst a shock to everyone in the vicinity.

"Well done, you've just made that two. Want to keep going and make that a month?"

She didn't care, rolling her eyes at the sorry excuse of a man standing in front of her, her breathing so heavy she couldn't even hear herself think. Stiles' grip making her feel claustrophobic.

"Get off me" Kayla snapped, breaking free from Stiles' iron wrought grasp, accidentally elbowing him in the ribs as she did so in which he, wisely, held his hands up in surrender and took a step back.

"Both of you, NOW" Mr Harris snapped, pointing to the door as Kayla shoved her way past the groups of students that had surrounded them, eagerly watching the fight, and roughly pushed everyone out of her way.

Damn, this day had just started off just great.


"Can you pick up on stuff like, I don't know... desire?" Stiles asked, looking at Scott expectantly.

"What do you mean desire?"

"Like sexual desire?" Stiles replied, raising his eyebrows.

"Sexual desire?"

Stiles resisted an eye roll, "yes, sexual desire. Lust, passion, arousal" he exclaimed as they stood in the middle of the corridor, eagerly awaiting the answer.

Scott caught sight of Lydia and Kayla down the corridor speaking and just sent Stiles a knowing look in response.

"From which one?"

"What? No... I mean, no-one, neither" Stiles awkwardly corrected, sending uncomfortable looks down the corridor, "just, in the broad sense, can you determine sexual desire?"

"From which one Stiles?" Scott asked again with a tired sigh, knowing if he was going to do this then Stiles needed to be straight with him.

"Fine, both of them" Stiles admitted, making Scott raise his eyebrows in surprise, "and don't give me that judgey look. In case you haven't been paying attention lately, I'm kind of in a pickle. I'm trying to get over a girl I've been obsessing about since third freaking grade so that maybe I can actually get some Stiles-loving that doesn't come in the form of my hand or a dream" he exclaimed loudly before looking around nervously and lowering his voice, "okay? And Kayla and I keep having this thing that never actually turns into a thing and if I can just know for sure which way they like me, then maybe I can not be a loner forever - you don't want me to be a loner forever, do you Scott? Do you really want to be stuck with me when we're forty and I'm some loser virgin sleeping on your couch? No, didn't think so, so please just... find out if there's attraction there. See if their heartbeat rises or pheromones come shooting out of their head or something?"

Stiles finished his long rant, placing his hands on his hips, breathless and overwhelmed as he looked at Scott expectantly.

"Fine" Scott relented, causing Stiles to look at him in shock, "think of this as another favour you owe me".

"Favour? What favour? I don't owe you any favours" Stiles exclaimed, looking slightly panicky.

"Though, after that embarrassing phone call last night, you don't need me to sort out your love life. Drunk you already did that" Scott told a more confused by the second Stiles as he made his way towards the two girls.

"Wait, what? What do you mean? I didn't..."

Scott could practically hear the wheels quickly turning in Stiles' head as he tried to cast his mind back and he just waited for the inevitable that would happen in 3... 2... 1...

"Holy god almighty" Stiles exclaimed in panic and Scott could hear him muttering profanities under his breath as he walked away, obviously now remembering the phone call as clear as day.

"Hey girls" Scott greeted, a little bit unenthusiastically. Lydia sent him a somewhat calculated look, giving him a glance from head to toe where as Kayla simply nodded her head at him, clearly still on edge but much calmer than before.

"Scott" Lydia drawled out, twirling some hair around her finger, "how can we help you?"

"Uh..."

He didn't really need to ask them anything, it was as clear as day to him. Lydia, being Lydia, still did not have Stiles on her radar and Kayla was clearly attracted to him but holding back. Too fearful of feelings and relationships.

However, as his senses were heightened, he noticed something different in Kayla's scent. Something... enticing. Floral and sweet. His mouth nearly watering as he turned to face her, trying to stop himself from inching closer to her.

"What are you wearing?" he asked curiously, much to the two girls' confusion.

"Excuse me?" she asked, taken aback by his out-of-character request.

"You smell really good" he muttered, surprising even himself with his forward behaviour, "really... sweet. Like cotton candy".

"Clearly the full moon isn't just messing with your circadian rhythms Kayla" Lydia pointed out, "do I need to call security?"

Kayla was eyeing him up, now that she was outwardly much calmer than earlier, something in her seemed to click that his behaviour was beginning to get altered by the up-and-coming full moon and she seemed a little worried.

"Uh... just give us a minute Lydia. We'll be right back" she said, taking Scott's forearm and leading him into the closest classroom, shutting the door behind them.

"Everything is heightened with you today Scott" she said, turning around to face him, "are you okay? Are you dealing?"

"Yeah, yeah I just... I can't get over how good you smell" he insisted, taking a step forward, "why do you smell so good?"

She raised her hands, placing them against his chest to stop him from coming any closer, quirking a brow at him.

"Scott, when I say everything is heightened for you right now I mean everything. You could get angry at the drop of a hat, or equally as turned on. The fact that you have an entire school of emotionally charged teenagers around you probably isn't helping. So I'm going to ask you again... are you okay?"

He didn't answer straight away, confused as to why he felt so enticed by her, whatever it was in her scent making him gravitate towards her.

He tried to clear the fog in his brain, blinking his eyes and shaking his head, but, much to his surprise, his eyes started glowing that brilliant amber.

"Scott?" she asked, not turning fearful at the sight of his eyes, this no doubt just a regular Monday afternoon for her, "calm down".

He was trying, he really was. Logically, he didn't understand what was happening to him. Overwhelmed by her scent and how it almost seemed to poison him, that delicious sweetness taking over all of his senses.

It was overpowering, his brain focused on one thing and one thing only.

That he needed to get close to her.

He stepped forward, feeling his k-nines sharpen, very much in a daze as she took a step back to counteract but ended up pressed against the door and, as a last resort, reached up to slap him across the face.

Ouch.

The sharp sting brought him crashing down to reality with a bang, stumbling back in surprise and raising his heavy arm, clad in lacrosse gear, up to his face, the skin already turning red.

"Uh... sorry" Kayla said very unapologetically. "You good?"

His eyes faded back to their usual brown, blinking in confusion as he looked at her.

"What... what just happened?"

"You tell me" she snorted, "you tryna put the moves on me, Scott?"

"What? No" he quickly shook his head, "I... I don't know what that was. It was like your scent intoxicated me or something. Is that a thing?"

"Beats me" she shrugged, still looking at him cautiously, "maybe the full moon affects me more than I thought?".

"Yeah... maybe" Scott replied awkwardly, "um... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I wouldn't usually, uh... well... I'm sorry".

"Relax, you don't need to apologise. I get it. Trust me. The full moon can be tough. It took till lunch to get me level-headed enough to not kill everyone in sight".

"I noticed".

She rolled her eyes, "Reynolds deserved worse".

"Is every full moon going to be like this?" he asked, "feeling everyone's emotions and desires?"

"Yeah, but you can learn to control it" she reassured, "it gets easier, I promise".

"I don't want to feel everyone's emotions. I would have to stay, like, twenty feet away from Stiles at all times. His sexual desires are already weird enough and out of control as it is".

He noticed a shift in her demeanour as soon as he mentioned Stiles' name, although it was slight. Barely noticeable to the regular human eye, but he wasn't a regular human, hearing her heart skip a single beat, her eyes subconsciously flitting to the door leading to the corridor where Stiles was last seen.

Oh.

Oh.

He must've been staring because she crossed her arms defensively across her chest, shooting him a half assed glare.

"What?"

Pheromones didn't come 'shooting out of her head' but she was clearly attracted to Stiles. A sudden increase in that silky scent of desire catching him off guard.

"What?" she insisted, almost self consciously, jutting her head forward in demand, probably ready to start throwing punches if he didn't answer.

"Nothing" he said, "uh... you just reek of sexual desire. Like, a lot of sexual desire. I actually feel a little bit dirty".

She slapped his arm, "shut up, I do not".

"Scents don't lie".

"Oh, an expert are we now, Mr newbie werewolf?" she rolled her eyes, "you don't know what you're talking about".

"So, just out of curiosity, does Stiles stand a chance or-"

"Get out".

"I can't be looking after a forty year old virgin. I would rather run from hunters again".

"Out" she insisted, although was verging on playful, "and don't you join the club".

"Wait, what club-"

She had pushed him from the classroom before he could finish his sentence, the conversation clearly over. Although Scott had long since gotten his answer.

Now, he just needed answers for himself.

A/N) I had SO much fun with this chapter. I really did. A bit of everything. I love exploring stiles and Kayla's feelings, and even though there wasn't much stayla, it's adding to the build up. An d everything I write is a nod to the future - future events, secrets, etc... and the scent thing is a big nod to the future too. Wonder why Kayla's scent is like that? If you've read the other books you will know haha

and now Scott is joining the stayla club - haha

Big thanks again for your support and I'm excited to hear your thoughts - thanks in advance and I'll see you all super soon :)

Chapter 36: The full moon's curse

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( 

The end of this chapter (stayla wink wink) gives me vibes from the songs 'adore you' by Harry Styles and 'as long as you love me' by sleeping at last... I was listening to them on repeat when writing this hahaha

Stiles was such an idiot.

Since Scott's little reminder earlier about his drunken phone call last night, he hadn't been able to forget about it. Mulling over his words and cringing as he did so.

God, he was so drunk. The things he said to her were so embarrassing that he wanted to jump in front of a moving bus just to make himself forget.

How the hell could he look her in the eyes ever again?

'I likey likey you'? How mortifying.

He sat nervously on the bench by the lacrosse pitch, anxiously chewing on his weathered glove as he willed himself through the internal nervous breakdown he was having. That was until Scott brushed past and sat down next to him, his demeanour oddly confident and relaxed.

"Dude, how could you let me make a phone call like that?" he asked in panic, "I drunk dialled her! I made a complete idiot of myself".

Scott simply raised a brow, not at all fazed by his jittery and anxious ways.

"Yes, you did" Scott agreed, "but you're lucky she seems to like complete idiots".

"Wait-what?" Stiles asked in surprise. Suddenly, the phone call had been forgotten about, "you mean she definitely likes me? As in more than friends?"

Scott simply inclined his head into a single nod, although his gaze was strangely hyper focused in front of him, a somewhat cocky smirk pulling at his lips.

"Oh my god" he exclaimed, "this is-this is huge. This is- oh my god".

In that moment, he didn't even care to find out what vibes Scott got from Lydia because, right now, Scott just confirmed that Kayla Hale liked Stiles Stilinski. This was breaking news.

He knew there was some level of attraction there - the fact that, just a couple days ago she was grinding on him and phoning him for phone sex sort of gave that away - but to hear it from the werewolf that could literally smell desire, lust and arousal... it was pretty epic.

Now what the hell was he going to do about it?


She made it through the school day without any more incidents, which, in itself, was a God Damn miracle.

Her emotions remained touchy - one moment she was so angry over nothing, and the next she was feeling empty and sad. Then, just after 2pm, the full ache started to spread throughout her body.

Full moons were definitely getting worse for her. Last month, things went semi smoothly. She may have had to inject herself with morphine and down copious amounts of alcohol, but the pain didn't completely take over.

Some months, the pain didn't start till the evening. Other months, they started earlier.

Like now.

It was becoming a more common thing. Soon enough, she could imagine they would become unbearable.

This was going to be a terrible full moon.

When the final bell rang, she managed to dodge Lydia and her incessant need to hook her up with a boyfriend and made her way out into the car park, the hustle and bustle of desperate students pushing past her.

She was just about to start her walk back home when her mom drove up in her black jaguar XF, screeching to a halt next to her with a thunderous look on her face.

Oh great.

"Get in!"

She scowled at her mom, biting back a retort as she did as she was asked, climbing in the car and trying not to wince at the fire beginning to spread through her veins.

"I got a call from the principle. You were in a fight?"

"Yup" she said, buckling the belt around her body, "bitch deserved it".

"What did I say about reining in your behaviour? I'm fed up of this Kayla. You need to learn to control yourself".

She shot her mom a withering glare, "control is overrated".

Her mom's hands tightened around the steering wheel, her lip curling as she took off through the parking lot like a bat out of hell.

"I had to leave work early because of this" she continued, "the principal was not happy. You're lucky he even accepted you into this school with your track record".

Blah blah blah. She had heard this all before.

"I thought things were improving - finally - but breaking someone's nose? What if her parents press charges?"

"Let them".

"Enough" her mom snapped, "you were - graciously, I might add - given a second chance by that judge even though you didn't deserve it. On the condition you became a decent member of society. Does a decent member of society go around breaking people's noses?"

"If they deserved it? Yes".

"And don't even get me started on what I found in your room".

She snapped her gaze to her mom, her jaw dropping in surprise and a furious contempt burning in her eyes.

"You went through my room?"

"Of course I did. My house, my rules. Care to explain why you have a vial - stolen, I assume - of morphine?"

"Because my domineering and dictator of a mother won't give me pain meds for the full moon".

"Of course I'm not going to give my drug addicted daughter pain relief. Do you think I'm stupid?"

"I told you that morphine is fine. It doesn't do anything to me".

"It's a slippery slope. Addicts would take anything they can get their hands on".

"I need it for the pain" she insisted, "mom, tonight is a bad one. I can tell. I need something to get me through it. Morphine helps. Why should I be in so much pain if I don't have to be?"

"Look, I understand it's painful but-"

"No, you don't understand" she snapped, her mom's voice worse than nails on a chalkboard, "you have no idea how this feels. Every full moon my body tears itself apart and I feel like I'm dying. How can you possibly know how this feels?"

"Get it under control" her mom replied, no sympathy in her tone, "you're going to have to live with it without the crutch of drugs. Stop making it everyone else's problem".

"You mean stop making you look bad, right?"

Because, at the end of the day, that was all she cared about. It was blatantly obvious.

"I'm not having a repeat of Louisiana" her mom sighed, that statement was probably something Kayla had heard a hundred times over, "you were a disgrace. The talk of the town".

"Well, maybe those nosey bitches should have found something more interesting to talk about".

"I'm not arguing about this Kayla" her mom sighed as she pulled into their driveway, "end of discussion".

"Of course it is" she muttered bitterly, rolling her eyes, "because, god forbid, you try and see things from my perspective".

"And what perspective is that? Lying, stealing and sleeping your way to smoke, snort and sniff anything you could get into your body for months on end? At the end of the day Kayla, you were weak and you'll always be weak. There's no excuse".

Of course there wasn't. Her mom, ever the nurturing and caring mother - not. Well, maybe if she had been and actually put in some degree of effort, things could've been different.

"Yeah, maybe I am" she agreed, "but I'd rather be weak than a self absorbed, narcissist bitch".

With that she stormed from the car, deliberately slamming the door with enough force to rattle the metal and made her way up the stairs, entering her now tainted room. Nothing safe from the prying eyes of her mother.

Her emotions were teetering on the edge of total destruction, her anger coming in waves and her sadness and despair beginning to seize her entire body.

She hated full moons. Especially ones like these.

Every emotion was circling through her on repeat, that dull ache beginning to sharpen.

She stripped off her clothes, the material feeling too constrictive and painful against her sensitive skin as she stepped into the shower, turning it to the hottest possible setting and sitting cross legged on the shower floor as the searing water cascaded over her body. It offered a little relief, which was better than none.

She didn't know how much longer she could do this for. Live in a body that didn't know what it wanted to be. Human and werewolf DNA fighting and squabbling worse than bratty kids.

The unknown made it worse.

Every 'specialist' her dad took her to came up empty handed. All of them left scratching their heads at why she was left in crippling pain when the moon was full. A true exception to the rule.

What if it just got worse and worse until it killed her?

What if she was left in a vegetative state like uncle Peter, the pain making her a recluse of her self.

Or, what if, it made her completely lose it and hurt everyone around her?

The possibilities were endless, and no one knew what the end result could be. Her 'condition' was an enigma to the highest possible degree.

She sat there, hot water turning her skin close to a blistering red, until she began to sob. The harsh splatter of the water around her masking the sounds of her cries.

She felt helpless and alone, left to bear the weight of the troubles that came with the full moon. Every cell in her body beginning to try and split apart, soon resulting in her body quaking with spasms of pain until she felt like screaming.

She didn't though. She always tried not to. Not wanting this curse to win. Determined to fight it tooth and nail, even though at times it felt never ending and impossible.

The steam from the hot water stung her eyes, splatter patches of red decorating her skin from the intense heat of the water. With energy she didn't know she had, she pulled herself out of the shower, not bothering drying herself as she pulled on a little vest top and a pair of shorts.

Soon enough, she knew, the hot flushes would happen. She needed to stay as cool as possible.

Every joint, every muscle, ever single part of her body was engulfed in fire as she dragged herself to her bed and gingerly laid down, curling into a small ball as she got lost to the agony of the moon.


"Oh, my God!" Stiles exclaimed, "dude, you scared the hell out of me! Your mom said you weren't home yet".

"l came in through the window".

"Okay. Uh..." he murmured, not getting a good feeling about this, "well, let's get this set up. I want you to see what I bought".

"I'm fine" Scott said blankly, no emotion in his dark brown gaze, "I'm just gonna lock the door and go to bed early tonight".

Stiles didn't believe him for one second.

"You sure about that?" he wondered, "because you've got this kind of serial killer look going on in your eyes, and I'm hoping it's just the full moon taking effect because it's really starting to freak me out".

"I'm fine. You should go now".

"All right. I'll leave" Stiles muttered, before changing his mind and dropping the gym bag by his feet, "well, look, would you just at least look in the bag and see what I brought? You know, maybe you use it, maybe you don't. Sound good?"

Scott's usual kind eyes darkened, causing Stiles to break out in a cold sweat.

"You think I'm gonna let you put these on and chain me up like a dog?"

Stiles sighed, "actually, no..."

With that he reached out quickly to handcuff Scott's wrist to the radiator, much to his best friend's disgust.

"What the hell are you doing?" Scott raged, rattling the metal handcuffs harshly.

"Protecting you from yourself" he stated, "you're not acting like yourself Scott. The full moon is messing with your head".

"What would you know about the full moon?" he demanded, "I feel fine".

"You saw how it affected Kayla and she's not even a werewolf. It's changing you Scott".

"Let me out of these things. Now".

"No can do" Stiles shrugged, "you'll thank me in the morning".

"I'll never thank you for this" Scott screamed, "let me go".

"No".

"Look at you, trying to be confident" Scott seethed, "but deep down, you're just scared. You can't even ask a girl out. Why do you think you can contain me?"

Wow, ouch Scott.

"Two completely different scenarios" Stiles said, "I'm trying to stop you from killing someone. Or, funnily enough, yourself. There's hunters out there, remember?"

"You're never going to get the girl" Scott hissed, "you think Lydia has cared that you've pathetically pined after her for eight years? She doesn't care. Kayla's going to get bored of you too. Maybe she's just friends with you out of pity".

Double ouch.

"I'm going to forget you said that".

"Why?" Scott demanded, "scared of the truth? What would a girl like that do with a guy like you?"

It was like Scott was inside his head, revealing his deepest, darkest fears and worries.

"Maybe I should've kissed her instead of Lydia" Scott continued, a nasty edge to his tone, "I bet she would be up for it. In fact... I almost did. She smelt so good and looked so good too. Maybe I'll get another chance".

Stiles was brimming with anger, his curled fists shaking at his side. Scott's word cutting deep under his skin. Streaks of heavy, hot jealousy coursing through his body.

He just had to remember this wasn't his best friend. This wasn't Scott. It was the full moon.

"Have fun handcuffed" Stiles exclaimed through gritted teeth, "it's going to be a long night".

With that he left the room, sliding down the wall in the hallway as Scott screamed and shouted in anguish, leaving Stiles feeling like the worst friend in the entire world.


The news that Derek was alive and well shocked Stiles to his very core, nearly driving the jeep off the road.

"What? He's alive?"

"Yeah" Scott sighed from the other end of the line, "he's been in hiding. There's been too many police and hunters about for him to safely come back".

"Right... you did kind of land him in hot water there, huh?"

He heard Scott wince, "I thought he was dead".

"Unfortunately not" he grumbled.

"Stiles, look, about earlier-"

"It's fine" he said, awkwardly holding the phone between his shoulder and ear as he drove, "don't sweat it. It was the full moon".

"I didn't mean what I said".

"I know you didn't".

"It was wrong of me to kiss Lydia".

"Yeah, but I don't really care about that".

There was a brief pause at the other end, Stiles for a minute wondering if the connection had dropped.

"You don't care?" Scott finally asked, "since when?"

He didn't know, but the relief and freedom he felt was immense. Feeling like he was able to breathe again.

"Since now" he replied, "whatever things I felt for Lydia were superficial. I don't even know her. Not really".

"... I didn't mean what I said about Kayla either" Scott mumbled, "she really likes you. She's a great girl. She was quick enough to put me in my place earlier" he added with a chuckle.

Stiles stifled a laugh, "I'll bet".

"I promise I would never go there with her. Allison is who I want. I guess I was just under the influence of her scent. It was... something I've never really smelt before. Like I was intoxicated".

Stiles frowned in wondering, curious as to why her scent had that affect on Scott - and especially on a full moon.

"I know bud" he reassured, "and anyway, she's not mine to get jealous over, so relax".

"She could be yours, though".

"You heard her Scott, she doesn't do relationships".

"Only because the ones she's had has been bad. You're not bad for her. She'll come around".

"Speaking of..." Stiles said, slowing to a stop at some traffic lights, "... she didn't have a good day today. Maybe I should check in on her..."

He could practically sense the smile from the other end of the phone, making him blush.

"Maybe you should Stiles".

"Oh shut up" he fumbled nervously. "full moons are painful for her. And someone needs to tell her about Derek. Something tells me she wouldn't appreciate the news in a text".

"I agree" Scott laughed tiredly as the light turned green, "go make sure she's okay. I'll see you at school tomorrow. And, uh, thanks for having my back. I really appreciate it".

They parted ways as Stiles turned left at the next junction, heading straight to Kayla's house. Having memorised the route weeks ago.

Much to his surprise, there was no cars in the driveway. Meaning she must've been all alone going through the pain and uncertainty of the full moon.

He wished he was able to reach out sooner, but with Scott escaping and the fear for his best friend getting shot by hunters, that sort of took priority.

He drove slowly up her driveway, grabbing the spare key from the soil in the plant pot and carefully opened the door.

It wasn't breaking and entering if he had a key, right?

He climbed the stairs, on auto pilot as he walked to her room, coming up to the closed door. With a shaky hand he knocked on the wood, receiving no answer.

Maybe she was resting? Or sleeping? But the full moon was still out, so he doubted she would be able to sleep. The way she was acting today, he could tell it was going to be a rough full moon.

He knocked again, only to still receive no answer.

With nervous fingers he turned the doorknob and pushed the door open, her room cast in a silvery glow from the moon shining through the open curtains.

He squinted his eyes, calling out her name as he stepped into the room, blinking through the darkness. An eerie feeling inside his chest telling him he was about to walk into something terrible.

Stiles swallowed nervously, his gaze sweeping across the vast expanse of her room before settling on her bed, the glow from the window casting shimmers across her skin.

"... Kayla?" he asked, taking another step closer, "is... is everything okay?"

It was a stupid question because things were obviously not okay, but he didn't know what else to say. Taken aback by the sight of her flinching and spasming on her bed, grabbing the bed sheet underneath her. Little whimpers and cries escaping her lips.

She turned to look at him, her face scrunched up in pain but something close to relief and appreciation shot through her stare as she looked up at him.

"S-S-Stiles?" she asked, her voice quiet and broken "w-what are y-you... you doing h-here?"

"I uh... I..."

He didn't know what to say, staring down at her in shock. Her skin flushed red and glistening with sweat, painful spasms seizing her body.

"I just..." he continued, "... I wanted to check on you".

She momentarily closed her eyes, biting back a painful moan as she flinched, her fists tightening around the damp bed sheet.

"W-Why?" she asked through gritted teeth, trying not to show just how much pain she was in.

"I was worried" he mumbled, "you didn't seem great today and I... I just wanted to see if I can help".

Her entire body spasmed, her back arching off the bed as she curled onto her side and wrapped an arm around her torso, breathing quickly through the pain.

He felt entirely helpless, watching her writhe in pain and being unable to do anything to take it away even though he'd be willing to do anything to help her. If he could reach out to touch her and somehow siphon away her agony he would. In a heartbeat.

"H-How's Scott?"

"He's okay" he reassured, perching himself by the edge of her bed, "he didn't hurt anyone. Um... there's actually something you need to know. Derek's alive. He's okay. Beacon Hills hasn't been safe for him recently".

Her eyes shot open, new found hope gleaming in them.

"H-He's alive?"

"He's alive" he confirmed, "he handled Scott tonight. In fact, he kinda saved his life".

The smallest of smirks pulled at her lips, holding back her shakes of pain.

"S-See? He's n-not so bad after all... h-huh?"

His lips quirked, playfully rolling his eyes at her.

"I wouldn't take it that far".

Her smile was brief but genuine, the silvery glow bouncing off her cheeks before she winced, turning over onto her back.

"What can I do to help?" he asked desperately, his own chest clenching at the sight of her in so much pain, "tell me what I can do".

He was sure he saw a single tear fall down her face, disappearing into her hair as she fidgeted on the bed, desperate for some relief.

"Y-You can't do a-anything".

"I can do something" he insisted, "I can't let you be in this much pain".

"I-It's just s-something that happens" she sighed, "d-don't worry".

"Of course I'm going to worry" he insisted, reaching across the blankets to search for her hand, finding her clammy fingers and grasping a hold of them, "how could I not?"

Her eyes found his, their stares clashing. A promise being offered that he wouldn't leave her alone when she was going through. Not like what everyone else had.

"T-They're getting worse" she admitted fearfully, continuous spasms rocking her body as she gripped onto his hand like a lifeline, "the p-pain... it's getting w-worse. I-I don't know what to do..."

His heart ached for her, hating watching her going through this. The sound of her voice, so desperate and broken, cut through him.

"You need pain meds" he said, "is there any in the house?"

She shook her head, "no. M-Mom found my morphine and t-took it and... and she doesn't keep any m-meds around me".

The more he learnt about Kayla's mom, the more he hated her.

"Should you maybe go to the hospital?"

"I-I can't. If they do t-tests, it will come back ab-abnormal. I can't r-risk it".

"You can't just wait it out" he insisted, "Kayla, the full moon doesn't go down for hours yet. You can't be left like this".

She was shaking, beads of sweat glistening across her skin as she simply looked up at him with tired, hopeless eyes. The answer to his question clear as day - 'yes I can'.

"Well, I'm not letting you go through it alone" he said determinedly, squeezing her hand, "I'll stay here the rest of the night and I'm not taking no for an answer".

He could tell she was trying to be stubborn, to show that she didn't need him or any support but another particularly painful spasm rocked her body, and she gasped, biting back her cries.

"... Can I hold you?" he asked nervously, not knowing what else to do. Watching as she blearily looked up at him for several seconds before shyly nodding, briefly glancing at the space on the bed next to her.

Breathless and unsure, he toed off his sneakers and shrugged off his khaki jacket and carefully pulled himself on the bed, not wanting to jostle her too much, and laid back propped against the pillows. Lifting his arm, he gingerly tugged her onto his chest, stroking the warm skin on her bare arm.

She seemed hesitant initially, tense and a little afraid of the closeness, but he simply continued to hold her to his chest, and she soon relaxed, a shaky hand lifting up to rest directly across his heart.

His heart which was thundering at the feel of having her so close to him, desperately trying to break free from his chest. Beating so quickly, so erratically, for her.

It was strange how one person could just walk into your life and change everything. This girl, damaged a little rough around the edges, trying to start over and begin a whole new life, moves to this little town in Northern California and suddenly Stiles felt like he was seeing everything in colour for the first time. It felt like, his entire life, had been viewed and lived in shades of grey. Boring and dull. Just dragging his feet from one thing to the next.

Then she came along... a breath of fresh air. Something clicked inside Stiles when he was around her, as if everything suddenly made sense. Everything just felt right. Like all the puzzle pieces were slotting together perfectly.

The only thing was, he didn't know what they were or what they were meant to be. Recently, it had been a lot of 'will they, won't they' moments which ultimately resulted in they fact they 'won't'. It was his own fault, really. He allowed himself to fall for someone that had made it clear they weren't cut out for a relationship. She may as well have been walking around holding a neon sign that said 'fuck relationships', but still he had allowed himself to fall quicker and harder each day.

He knew just brief snippets of her past, but he would never treat her how her ex did. Or how anyone ever did. He would worship the ground she walked on. He would be anything, give anything, do anything to simply make her happy. He would sell his soul to have just a piece of her heart.

It was quick, it was unknown, but he was beginning to fall in love with her.

... Oh god...

The realisation hit him hard, knocking the breath from his lungs. A sudden swell of panic seizing his body but having her here next to him, her cheek resting against his chest as she clung to him, relaxed him.

It was Kayla. Of course he was falling for her. He had been falling for her since the moment he saw her. It was inevitable.

Except he couldn't worry about that now. Right now, she needed him. She needed him to help her and reassure her, nurturing her through the pain.

Unbeknownst to her though, he needed her as well.


The pain continued to be so intense and all consuming for her that the entire night turned into a complete blur. Between the spasms, the sweats, the cramps and the blackouts, she wasn't entirely sure what had happened in those pain filled hours.

Although when the full moon finally disappeared and the sun began to rise, her body - once tense and coiled - relaxed for the first time in hours, finally feeling like she was able to breathe again. Relieved it was finally over.

She felt gross and sticky, her flimsy clothes clammy and damp from the sweat, wild hair glued to her forehead and neck. Desperately yearning for a long hot shower to wash away the reminder of the pain, each full moon a trauma in itself.

Her eyes slowly fluttered open, blinking through the bleariness and coming face to face with a cream patterned shirt and black tee, feeling the steady rise and fall of a chest against her cheek.

She swallowed nervously, tilting her head to peak up and was met with gentle honey brown eyes looking down at her.

"Uh... hi".

Stupid Kayla. 'Hi', really? Was that the best she could come up with?

"... H-Hi".

Okay, well, he seemed just as awkward as she felt which meant they were off to a great start.

Her gaze unknowingly dropped to his lips, watching him breathe for a few seconds before glancing back up at him, feeling his heart race and jump below her palm.

"You, uh... you stayed" she mumbled, the memories of him coming into her room and helping her through the pain suddenly came rushing back.

His tongue darted out to wetten his lips, his eyes heavy with tiredness but still as beautiful as ever. The arm that was wrapped around her body, holding her to his chest, subconsciously tightening and not wanting to let her go.

"Yeah. Yeah I guess I did".

She made no effort to move, taking in his expression. Finding comfort in how close he was to her.

"I'm sorry you had to see that. It was gross".

"Why are you apologising?" he whispered, "it looked awful. I was nearly dragging you to the hospital myself about a hundred times".

"They can't do anything" she replied, "it's just something I have to live with".

"You shouldn't have to".

"Yeah, well-" she laughed unironically, "-tell that to my fucked up genetics".

He stayed silent, not moving his arm from her waist but she found herself not wanting him to, relaxed and at ease in his arms.

"Thank you" she mumbled, not used to being so vulnerable in someone's presence, "it means... a lot".

"Anytime" he whispered, his voice gentle and soft, his free hand reaching up to brush some damp strands of hair away from her face.

His fingertips, soft and leaving a trail of fire in their wake, made her heart flutter, a strange clenching happening in her stomach. New found nerves waking up inside.

She didn't know what was happening. Her body had never had such a physical reaction to someone before. A part of her wondered if maybe she needed a check up, to see if something was wrong with her because why was her heart racing and her body feeling tingly? Why was her stomach all fluttery and swirly? Why was her mouth dry? Surely this wasn't normal.

Maybe she was dying. Maybe the full moon had finally caused some permanent damage. There was no other possible answer, right?

His fingers lingered against her cheek, careful and comforting as he stared down at her. His eyes telling her how badly he didn't want to move and a part of her didn't want him to either, an ease like nothing she had ever experienced settling through out her body.

She was a mess. She probably looked awful and half dead but yet he was still looking at her like she was the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on, her stomach turning in knots.

She was changing. She was softening and becoming someone she was beginning to not recognise. Before, she was reckless when it came to attraction. She pushed feelings away, let herself get used and taken advantage of, writing herself off as unlovable. She was a mess. Only now, she felt like she was evolving. Liking Stiles wasn't unhealthy. He wasn't one of the bad ones. He was good and pure and had a positive effect on her. What she was beginning to feel for him was wholesome and based on friendship and trust, not something as trivial or simple as desirability. It was deeper than that.

Much deeper.

It was crazy and scary and she didn't know what to do about it. How could she let him in? How could she put someone above herself? How would she be able to nurture and grow a relationship when she was able to look after herself?

Was she ready?

She didn't know, but at this time the allure to him was almost too strong, like a gravitational pull enticing her closer.

No one had been there for her as much as Stiles had been recently. No one really bothered. Because, at the end of the day, she was just a runaway with a sketchy past that made many questionable decisions. She was a girl that, by all intents and purposes, should've ended up dead long before this. That idea of her burnt in so many peoples brains.

Not Stiles though. He didn't judge. He didn't care. He saw past that and saw her.

They were so close, tangled up in each others arms as she leaned up, never breaking eye contact with him.

Could he be her saving grace?

In that moment, she wanted him. She wanted to indulge. Her heart winning over her head. Something about him suddenly unable irresistible to her.

Maybe she could do this whole relationship thing after all.

They were close, trapped and hovering on the brink of almost making it official when the bedroom door suddenly swung open and she stiffened, looking over Stiles to see Derek standing over the threshold of her bedroom, his expression stiff and unamused.

"Derek" she greeted, a hint of irritation in her voice. The relief of seeing her cousin alive and well shrouded in bitterness at the interruption.

"What's going on?" Derek muttered darkly, taking a few steps into her room and folding his arms across his chest, as if trying to be intimidating.

Stiles was stiff under her, caught in the most awkward position of not knowing what to do or what to say so she pushed herself up off his chest, her glare unwavering from Derek's.

"You tell me. You disappeared for days and couldn't even be bothered to text to let me know you were alright. I was worried".

"Yeah" Derek scoffed, his furious glare landing on Stiles, "I can see how worried you were".

She grabbed a pillow, angrily chucking it at him which he caught expertly, cocking a brow at her.

"You're a jackass" she fumed, "what are you doing barging into my room?"

"Your heart was beating-"

"Well, I should hope so. There would be a problem if it wasn't" she snapped back, clambering over an open mourned Stiles to stand opposite Derek, ready for a shouting match.

"Really. Fast" he added through clenched teeth after Kayla's interruption, "I thought something was wrong".

"Nope, nothing wrong - at least until you walked in" she stated, "you could've let me know you were okay. Instead, I had to hear it from Stiles, who heard it from Scott".

"Not the only thing you got from Stiles".

She wanted to ignore that jab, narrowing her eyes at that - what she assumed was an insult - and clenched her jaw, resisting the urge to reach out and smack him.

"Uh..." Stiles awkwardly said, flailing off the bed and searching for his shoes and jacket, "I should uh- I should go. This seems like a super important family moment and I- yeah. I should be not here".

She avoided looking at him as he fumbled past her but Derek, being Derek, had to put the fear of god into him. He grabbed Stiles by the back of his shirt collar, yanking him around to face him and the poor boy let out a quiet 'oh dear god', screwing him eyes shut in preparation for a beating.

"Heh... O-Okay, wow... uh..."

"Derek, let him go" she rolled her eyes, "before you make his heart give way".

By some miracle, Derek did, probably because he could, in fact, hear how hard Stiles's heart was racing.

He escaped quickly, no doubt fearful that Derek would change his mind but he didn't, letting Stiles go without a scratch or a verbal shouting match.

Although she knew she wouldn't be so lucky, that thought confirmed when Derek turned to face her, clearly unamused and a little annoyed.

"STILINSKI?!"

A/N) HAHAHAHAHA "STILINSKI?" Lmao Derek clearly isn't team stayla lol

I hope you loved this chapter. I honestly had so much fun with it. Don't worry guys we are so so so close to stayla... it's developing - yayyyy.

So please let me know what you all thought and I will see you all super soon :)

Chapter 37: Avoidance

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :(

"What do you mean by that?" she demanded, "what's wrong with 'Stilinski'?"

"What isn't wrong with Stilinski" Derek grumbled.

"Oh shut up" she snapped, rolling her eyes, "nothing happened and nothing has happened. Not that it's any of your business".

It was a blatant lie, one she knew she wouldn't get away with, but she didn't care. Not after the hellish last few days that Derek had put her through.

He narrowed his eyes at her, clearly not buying her lies - his head cocking slightly to the side to no doubt listen to her heartbeat.

Wow, invasive much?

"What are you doing here?" she sighed, folding her arms across her chest, changing the topic of conversation before he could lecture her like he was her father, "already got the memo you're alive, remember? If you were expecting a happier reaction, don't hold your breath".

"The full moon was last night. I wanted to check in on you".

"What's the point? I'm fine now".

"Are they getting worse?"

"Well it's not like they're going to get better, is it?"

"Kayla-"

"What?" she snapped, "what, Derek? What do you want me to say? It is what it is. I can't change it. Im fine. I'm always fine".

"What if you could?" he asked, something changing in his gaze that she couldn't quite put a finger on, "what if you could change it?... Change yourself?"

"What do you... oh" she realised, her brows scrunching together, "you mean what if an Alpha bit me and changed me into a werewolf?"

A single direct nod was all she got in return.

"You heard what my dad said about that... that there's no guarantee it would work. It could cause my body to further reject the werewolf genes and then I wouldn't get to feel the pain of a full moon because I would be, well, dead. I don't think that's a viable solution, do you?"

"If there wasn't that risk, would you do it?" Derek probed, something in his tone unsettling her to her core, "would you become one of us?"

"Would I become a werewolf?... No" she shook her head, "why would I want that? It's a curse. It's the reason our entire family is dead. Think I'll pass".

Something in his gaze told her he was disappointed by her response although she couldn't pinpoint why, trying to understand what he could possibly be getting at.

"Why are you asking me that?" she questioned suspiciously, "what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking that if you changed, you wouldn't be in pain anymore. You would be safer, stronger, faster-"

"And also used as target practice" she scoffed, "gee, what a sell".

"You can't lie and say you've never thought about it" Derek said, "growing up in a family of werewolves, always being weaker and ordinary, never made you want it?"

She decided to glide right past the 'weaker' and 'ordinary' comments, quirking a brow at her cousin.

"Maybe. But it is what it is. I'm no werewolf. I'm just me. Isn't that enough?"

He remained quiet, unable to reply to her words. Clearly, whatever she had said had upset him for whatever reason though he wouldn't admit that, fueling her suspicions.

"Derek-"

"I'm glad you're okay" he interrupted, "and if Stilinski helped then..."

"...Then...?"

He never said anything; too stubborn to admit that he may have been wrong, and Stiles was a better guy than he gave him credit for. Willing to choke and die before he ever admitted it.

"Well, before you disappear again, I need to ask you about something" she said, grabbing his attention, a flicker of guilt flashing through his eyes.

"I found out some stuff about the fire and I thought you could fill in the blanks? Just don't lie to me. I may not be able listen to your heartbeat but I will kick your ass into the next century if I find out you lied to me again, got it?"

"The fire?" he asked, a slight hint of panic in his voice, "what about the fire?"

"The fact my dad was there, to start with".

Derek sighed, dipping his gaze to hide the flash of guilt that passed through his somber eyes.

"How did you find out?"

"Does it matter?"

"No. No I suppose it doesn't" he said, avoiding her expectant look as he brushed past her and sat on the edge of her bed and, if the situation wasn't so serious, she would've given him an A plus for brooding.

"Derek, tell me" she insisted, turning to face him, hovering over him because she was not going to let him get away with anything but the truth, "I deserve to know".

"It's... complicated".

"And what am I, stupid?" she scoffed, "I'm not a kid anymore Derek and you are not my parent".

"That's the thing Kayla, you are just a kid" he said, "you're sixteen years old. You're a kid and you deserve to be a kid a little while longer".

"Cut the crap and fess up... now"

He sighed again, patting the spot on the bed next to him and she gingerly took a seat, apprehension coursing through her veins.

"It was a wolf moon. The night of the fire" he clarified, "traditionally, it's when family and packs come together and share power-"

"I know this already".

"Well, every year your dad and your family were invited. And every year he said no... apart from that year".

"Why?"

"Because of the threat of hunters" Derek shrugged, "2004 had one of the highest number of deaths of werewolves and 2005 wasn't looking any better. So the first full moon in January - the wolf moon - was going to be used as a meeting as well. To figure out what to do. Your dad... he agreed to come. After all, a united front was a strong front".

"Okay, but why wasn't he at the house?"

"Your dad and Peter had a... disagreement" he said carefully, "as they usually did whenever they were within ten feet of each other".

"Why did they hate each other so much?" she mused, "what happened between them?"

"I don't know" he answered truthfully, "no one knew. It was just one of those things that was never spoken about. Brushed under the carpet. Before they could tear each other to pieces, my mom told your dad to leave and cool off. When he came back... everyone was dead".

"But why would he lie about it?" she asked, "why would you?"

Derek sighed, "survivors guilt".

"So that's it? That's the big secret about the fire?"

Her cousin paused, making her wonder if he was telling her the entire truth - or just the parts he thought she needed to hear.

"Yeah".

She narrowed her eyes, scrutinising him carefully.

"Are you sure?"

He looked her dead in the eye, his gaze unwavering.

"Yes".

"I don't believe you" she said, shaking her head, "it doesn't make sense. If he was here in Beacon Hills and survived, why not just say? Especially when there's physical evidence putting him here".

"What physical evidence?"

"Police statements".

"Police-oh" Derek rolled his eyes, "let me guess... Stilinski? Is that what's got you questioning all this?"

"No, but he-"

"He what?" Derek questioned, "because maybe he should mind his own business. The fire has nothing to do with him".

"Why are you getting so defensive?" she demanded, "what are you scared of us finding out?"

"Stop looking into the fire" he said, his tone hard and bordering on hostile, "trust me, for your sake..."

"For my sake-?"

He stood abruptly, his uptight and touchy behaviours making her all the more suspicious because when Derek lost his cool it meant the mask was slipping and the truth was coming out.

"Derek-"

"I can't stay any longer. The police have your house on close watch. If they know I'm here-"

"If you don't tell me the truth right now then I'll phone them myself" she exclaimed, standing up and grabbing Derek's elbow before he could walk away, "Derek, c'mon... it's me. I'm the only family you got left. Don't push me away".

He kept his back turned to her, his shoulders hunched and tense - shutting himself off from her completely.

"It's for the best Kayla" he said, "there's nothing you need to know about".

With that, he stalked from her bedroom. Leaving her with more and more questions than before and no closer to any answers.


Running on little to no sleep and her body still recovering from the intense spasms and pain, she got ready for school that morning after a long hot shower. Taking her time and saving her energy, consuming copious anounts of black coffee and sugar to keep her going.

She decided, if she could face Stiles after their closeness last night and this morning, she would ask him for all the files he had on the fire and go over them herself with a fine tooth comb.

If Derek wasn't going to tell her the truth, then she would just have to find out for herself.

She lightly curled her hair so it didn't look so lacklustre, bouncing around her chest and shoulders, tying some back with a black hair bandana. She quickly did her make up, flicking her eyeliner and applying a couple coats of mascara so her eyes popped. Her outfit, a simple purple jumper dress with a cut out across the chest, paired with some black leather knee high boots, was the first thing she grabbed from the wardrobe. It was giving 'Daphne' vibes from Scooby Doo, but she didn't care. Grabbing her bag and headed down the stairs.

Unfortunately, just in time for her mom coming home.

She stopped a couple of stairs up from the foyer entrance, watching her mom enter and throw her keys on the table.

"I trust you're feeling better today?"

Her mom's tone was clipped and snarky, but she didn't care. Narrowing her eyes as she folded her arms.

"I am".

"Good" her mom said, "because the principal called - you're retaking that test today".

"Okay".

"I expect a pass, Kayla" her mom said, "after your behaviour-"

"I get it" she interrupted, "trust me, we've had this talk multiple times about how much of a 'disappointment' I am. It's burned into my brain by now".

"Unfortunately, it doesn't seem to stick. No more screw ups, alright?"

"Yeah... no promises there" she mumbled under her breath.

Her mom was just about to open her mouth and no doubt tell her off some more when the doorbell rang.

They both looked at each other in confusion, wondering why someone was at their door before eight o'clock in the morning, as her mom turned around and gingerly opened it.

Standing on the doorstep was Sheriff Stilinski who removed his sunglasses as the door opened, a sympathic look plastered over his face.

"Good morning" he greeted, "Mrs Hale... Kayla".

He said her name almost with embarrassment, nodding his head at her, his cheeks turning a light pink - no doubt remembering catching her in Stiles' room in Stiles' clothes, followed by slipping the condoms under the door.

Her mom turned to look at her, her expression like thunder.

"What have you done this time?" she demanded, "Kayla, I have had enough of this-"

"What? Nothing" she interrupted, "why do you think this has anything to do with me-"

"No one has done anything" the Sheriff cut in before mother and daughter could tear each others head off, "no one's in any trouble... I hope" he added quietly, blushing again, awkwardly sending Kayla a look that basically said 'please don't get knocked up by my son'.

"Then what's going on?" her mom asked as curiosity got the better of her and she came down the final two steps, standing next to her mom, "what is this about?"

The Sheriff removed a file from under his arm, opening it up and looking at them both.

"Laura Hale's body can be released now" he said, "and, uh... Derek was her next of kin, but, given that situation, next of kin falls to... to you".

His pale eyes were trained on her, handing her the file that had documents waiting for her signature.

"Oh" she said, weakly taking the papers from his hand, the blood running through her veins turning to ice, "as in..."

"You can finally have a funeral for her" The sheriff nodded, "your family already has a plot at the cemetery, and I spoke to an officiant who can conduct the service whenever you feel ready-"

"Today" she said, "I want it done today".

He frowned, "are you sure? You don't need time to contact family, friends-"

"Our family is dead" she interrupted, quickly reaching for a pen from her bag and signing her name sloppily on each bit of paper, not even reading what she was signing, "there is no one to contact. I want the funeral today. After school. Any coffin will do... it's just a wooden box at the end of the day, right?"

Both her mom and the Sheriff remained quiet, watching her shaky fingers sign the papers, unsure what to say.

"Okay, uh... well, I will get straight on that for you" the Sheriff nodded, accepting back the file stuffed with the papers, "today, after school" he confirmed.

"Thanks Sheriff".

"It's no problem" he smiled graciously, "and, again, I am so sorry for your loss".

She had heard that statement hundreds of times over her short life, and each time, she didn't know what to say apart from a tight smile and a nod.

The Sheriff left, leaving her and her mom standing by the doorway.

"It should be Derek sorting and paying for this" her mom said, "It's his sister".

She shot her mom a glare, "Derek is on the run, remember?"

"A perfect example of where making bad decisions will get you".

She bit back a snarky remark, throwing her bag over her shoulder and stepped over the threshold of the front door.

"I'm off to school. No need to look out a funeral outfit, I don't want you there".

"Kayla-"

"Bye".

Without even a wave she walked off down the path, ignoring her mother's calls of her name. Sticking her earbuds in her ear and ignoring the world around her until she got to school.

As expected, Lydia hunted her down before she barely got onto school property, catching up with her on the concrete steps, sniffing her out like a god damn bloodhound.

The wired earphones got ripped from her ear, turning to face Lydia who was peering across at her expectantly.

"Good morning to you too" she grumbled, "what's up?"

"You ran off yesterday" Lydia huffed, "I thought we were going to go over the potential boyfriend profiles that I meticulously created and colour coded?"

"Oh right" she drawled out, "I would rather slit my own throat".

Lydia smacked her arm, "don't be so dramatic" she chastised, following her up the steps. "Seriously, what do you have against boys?"

"Nothing. I love them. I've hooked up with plenty of them. I went through a very slutty phase... of multiple years" she added, "I just... I have no energy for them right now".

"That's not it" Lydia shook her head, "you're such a liar. Haven't you realised you can't lie to me by now?"

"Boys and me isn't a good combination" she said, "trust me".

"Hmmm" Lydia pursed her lips as they pushed open the double doors, "you're still lying to me" she sing songed.

"I am not".

"Are too".

"How would you know?"

"I can read your facial expressions".

"Okay, Miss Marple" she remarked sarcastically, standing in the corridor and rolling her eyes.

"Okay, okay. I'm done pushing" Lydia smirked, folding her hands up in surrender, "I'll lay off trying to be Cupid".

She narrowed her eyes suspiciously, "you're giving up? Lydia Martin is giving up?"

"Yes" she looked up at her in faux innocence, "because I think you already like someone, and that's why you don't want to date around".

"What? Don't be so ridiculous" she exclaimed, her face falling, "that's-that's-"

"That's-that's" Lydia mimicked with a giggle, "as long as it's someone from the lacrosse team, I don't care".

Well... technically...

"Meet me at lunch. I want all the details" Lydia said, "and I mean all the details. Name and all. Toodles".

She watched Lydia bounce away, everyone moving out the Queen Bee's way. Her dominating energy overruling everyone here.

Down the corridor was Scott and Stiles, huddled against the lockers talking. No doubt discussing the events and dramas of the full moon.

She wanted to go over, she really did. She wanted to check on Scott and ask Stiles for a copy of all his research but, when she looked over at them, she froze. The bleary memories of last night and this morning rushing into her head.

Full moons were always hard on her. They were confusing, scary and painful. Yet, over the years, she had always coped with them by herself.

Last night was an exception.

No one had checked in on her like Stiles had.

No one had spent the night holding her and whispering reassuring things in her ear like he did.

No one had the time or the patience to help her.

It was a new thing to her, a new feeling of vulnerability she hadn't felt before. Suddenly being faced with Stiles, who had seen her at her lowest, made her scared.

She watched them interact with curious and soft eyes, unable to look away.

It wasn't long until they realised they were being watched though, Scott looking up first and finding her eyes, giving her a soft smile and a wave. It took Stiles a few more seconds to catch on, looking around in confusion before meeting her stare and, despite the distance, she could see his eyes melting, bringing his hand up into a two fingered wave.

She swallowed thickly, trying to force herself to wave back but she was suddenly stuck to the spot, a new found panic spreading through her body.

Why did he have to make her feel like this?

Why did he have to come around and care?

Why did he have to keep seeping through the kinks in her armour that she thought she had built so well?

Now she was left feeling embarassed that he saw her so vulnerable and in pain, hating feeling so raw and exposed.

They were both looking at her in varying degrees of concern and confusion and, not knowing what else to do, she simply turned on her heel and walked away the way she had come, pushing open the double doors and escaping into the daylight.


"Uh... what was that about?" Scott questioned, sounding just as confused as Stiles felt, "is she okay?"

"I... I don't know" Stiles mumbled, his brows knitting together as he felt his heart sink, wondering if he had pushed too far over the line she had drawn.

"You don't think it's because I almost tried it on with her, do you?" Scott winced, "I should probably apologise for that - again".

"It was a full moon. I'm sure she understands".

Scott turned to face him, sudden realisation crossing his features.

"You went there last night" he stated, remembering their phone call, "what happened?"

"Nothing" he denied, although his voice was definitely a few octaves higher than usual, "nothing happened".

"You sure?"

"Yes" he exclaimed, "I just... held her".

"You held her?"

"She was in pain Scott so, yes, of course I held her" he blurted out, "what else was I meant to do?!"

Scott looked at Stiles in surprise for a few seconds before smirking, his gaze dazzling with amusement.

"What?"

"Nothing".

"What?" he insisted, freaked out by Scott's giddy smile, "why are you looking at me like that?"

"It's just... holding someone is kind of an intimate thing. Especially for hours overnight".

Stiles blushed, "we were wearing clothes. Clothes were definitely involved".

"I mean like, emotionally" Scott continued, "did you speak about it?"

"... No..."

"Of course you didn't" Scott mumbled under his breath, followed by a laugh. "Dude, she ran away from you. What the hell did you do to her?"

"Nothing" he insisted in panic, "we didn't even kiss. Oh God, I probably crossed a line. Do you think she hates me now?"

Scott's deep brown eyes glimmered with amusement as he glanced at the place Kayla had been standing before darting off, playfully slapping Stiles' shoulder.

"No Stiles, I would say she definitely doesn't hate you. In fact... I think it's the complete opposite..."


"I hate him. I hate him so much. I wish I could just- urgh" she exclaimed, putting her hands out and pretending to strangle someone.

"Who?"

"Mr Harris" she replied to Allison as they sat side by side at lunch, "who else would I be talking about?"

"I don't know. You seem to hate a lot of people".

"Well, people suck" she shrugged, "him most of all. Why did he have to be the person overseeing me repeat my stupid test anyway? I spent half my time imagining all the ways I could torture him. Was a little distracting".

Allison chuckled under her breath, "how did the test go?"

"Fine. If not though, I'll just hack into the school system and change my scores".

Allison's jaw dropped, looking at her in surprise.

"What? I'm kidding... maybe" she smirked.

"You've done it before?"

"You haven't?"

Even after all this time, Allison was still surprised by her behaviours, just having to laugh and brush it off.

"Anyway, how are you?" she asked, pushing the Mac n' cheese around on her plate, "y'know, with the whole Scott situation?"

Her brunette friend simply shrugged, a crestfallen look spreading across her features.

"It's hard seeing him" she admitted, "It's like a knife in my heart every time I lay eyes on him".

"Do you think you'll ever get back with him?"

"I don't know" Allison said, "I really like him. I just can't stand all the lies and secrecy".

She stayed quiet, trying not to feel guilty at all the things she was keeping from Allison, too.

"Do you think I should give him another chance?" Allison asked, turning to peer at her, "is he worth it?"

"Scott's a great guy. Definitely better than most of Beacon Hills' male population" she chuckled, "see: exhibit A".

She lifted her fork and pointed it across the canteen to Brian, who was waiting in line for lunch, his boisterous and egotistic laugh filling up the room.

Allison winced, "I still can't believe he's getting away with what he did to you. He left you for dead. You could've died".

"Just a regular Wednesday for me".

Her friend frowned, "it was an awful thing for him to do. He's a dangerous guy. Stiles was right to stand up to him".

The mention of his name made her breath shudder, her back automatically straightening - something Allison's perceptive gaze picked up on.

"Uh... yeah. Yeah" she gulped, "Stiles is... he's uh... he's good like that".

Allison tried to hide her smile, but Kayla still picked up on it, jutting her elbow into her side.

"Shut up".

"I didn't say anything".

"No, but your face did".

She finally let her smile widen, knowing how to tease her.

"He punched Brian for you".

"No, he probably punched Brian for himself. He's hated that guy almost as long as he's hated Jackson".

"I've never seen him so angry".

"Seen who so angry?" Lydia interrupted, sitting down next to Allison, placing her tray on the table.

"Stiles" Allison replied, not missing a beat, "that night in the school when he punched Brian after he trapped Kayla".

"Hm" Lydia hummed, poking away at her salad, "yes, someone definitely needs anger management classes".

"Anyway-" she cut in, desperate to change the topic of conversation to anything that didn't involve Stiles, "-any new shopping sprees you want to talk about? In detail?"

Her tone, bordering on pleading, caught both their attentions because when the hell did Kayla ever ask them about trips to the mall?

"You're acting weird" Lydia declared, pointing her fork at her, "what's up with you?"

"Nothing" she exclaimed, "I just don't understand why every conversation has to come back to Stiles. He's... he's just..."

Lydia's dramatic gasp cut through her like sharp glass, the metal fork slipping from her fingers and clattering to the table below.

"STILES?!"

Her voice was loud enough to draw the majority of the canteens attention to them - including, unfortunately, the boy in question.

"Took you long enough" Allison snorted, "see if you just stopped trying to hook her up with every guy in Beacon Hills, you might've noticed".

"It's not like that..." she mumbled helplessly.

"Oh girl" Lydia blew out a long breath, "you keep telling yourself that. I suppose the only saving grace is he is on the lacrosse team, after all..."


"Kayla? Hey Kayla, wait up" she heard as she walked down the busy hallway at the end of the school day, people continuously bumping into her in their haste to get out.

She turned around, seeing Scott rush towards her, dodging people's elbows and knees.

"Hey Scotty" she smiled in wondering, slowing down so he could catch up with her, "everything okay?"

"Yeah, I just... I just wanted to apologise. Again" he said, walking with her, "about yesterday".

"You're not still stressing about that, are you? It's fine. You weren't yourself. Full moons can be pretty rough".

"I know, I just don't understand what happened. I would never do that, I promise".

"Don't sweat it" she smiled, "totally forgotten about".

"You sure?"

"Sure about what?"

He frowned in confusion, his big dopey brown eyes filled with perplexity.

"Uh... sure about what happened yesterday...?"

"Scott" she stopped him, unable to hide her amusement, "it's forgotten about - hence, I have no idea what you're on about"

"Uh... oh. Oh" he laughed, finally catching onto what she was meaning, resuming their walk, "thank you".

"Of course. Anytime".

"I'm just still confused about it" he continued, obviously not understanding that 'forgetting' about it meant they didn't have to talk about it anymore, "your scent was different".

"Scents change Scott" she explained, "based on feelings, emotions, experiences-"

"No, no, like... like... not human" he said gingerly, much to her surprise, "since becoming a werewolf, I've smelt a lot of different things. Mostly bad things" he added with a wince, "the boys locker room is disgusting".

"I can imagine".

"But yesterday, with you, it was... different. You smelt different?"

She frowned, stopping walking before they could reach the exit.

"I know. You said my scent was really sweet".

"Intoxicating" he nodded, "maybe I'm looking too much into it, but the more I think about it, the more I realise how weird it was".

"Well how do I smell now?"

"Normal" He said, "still sweet, just not as overpowering. Better than most people" he added with a short laugh.

"Okay...?"

"I'm not explaining this very well" he muttered, "but whatever your scent was, it was..."

He trailed off, his eyes glazing over as he tried to remember what it was like, the remnants of her scent still tantalising his tastebuds.

She folded her arms across her chest expectedly, cocking an eyebrow as she waited not so patiently for an answer.

"It was...?"

Scott shook his head, pulling himself from that daydream.

"I don't know. It just was" he said, "and I thought you deserved to know... just in case..."

She didn't really understand this conversation as she didn't know what he was trying to tell her apart from she smelt really good, but he was getting flustered so she pretended like she knew, offering him a small smile.

"Okay, well uh... thanks. I'll look into it. Maybe my fucked up genes are changing or something".

"I should go, I'm running late for my shift at the animal clinic".

"Wait, you still work there?" she asked, "even after the whole kidnapping incident?"

Scott looked at her innocently, "we don't talk about that".

"Right. Well, have fun".

They parted ways, and she headed down the concrete steps, the mass of bodies all in a desperate rush to leave which ended in her bag getting knocked from her shoulder, her books and papers cascading down the steps.

"Great" she mumbled, "thank you for that dickhead" she called out to the retreating figure, huffing out a breath as she kneeled down to try and catch the flying bits of paper that got caught in the breeze.

Another pair of hands soon came to her rescue, clumsily trying to catch the papers but ended up crumpling them.

Hands she would recognise anywhere.

"Uh... sorry" Stiles winced, trying to uncrumple and flatten the ripped papers, "I hope that wasn't anything too important".

"Just school work. Definitely not important" she said, accepting them back and trying to ignore how their fingers brushed together, "um... thanks".

"Anytime".

He watched her stuff everything back into her bag, hurriedly trying to pack it all back in so she could make her escape.

"Well, I should probably-"

"How are you feeling?" he rushed out, quickly standing up the same time she did, "I mean... you look better. Do you-do you feel better?"

"Oh. Oh yeah. All better" she nodded, "sun's out. No moon. Happy days".

"That's good. That's great. Fabulous news" he exclaimed, "I was-I was worried".

"No need to be worried about little ol' me" she forced out a laugh, "I'm... I'm good".

"You sure?"

"Very sure. Why? Do I not look 'good'?"

"You always look good" he said, not missing a beat before realising what he said and coughing awkwardly, "uh... so are we... are we good?"

"We?" she asked, "we as in... us?"

"Us - me and you. You and I" he said awkwardly, "us being two people. Two individual people".

"I'm good. Are you good?"

"I'm good" he nodded, "things are..."

"Good?" she guessed.

"Exactly".

"Then that's... really... good..."

"Kayla?" he asked, drawing her attention back to him before she had a chance to leave, "did I do something wrong?"

"What? No" she shook her head, "why do you think you've done something wrong?"

"You've avoided me all day" he laughed nervously, "and usually that means someone has done something wrong and that someone is usually me, so..."

"You've not done anything".

He frowned in confusion, "is that what I've done wrong? Not doing anything?"

"What?" she asked, completely bewildered.

"Should I have done something?"

"Done what?" she wondered, not following this conversation at all.

"Do you want me to do something?"

"I want to understand this conversation" she laughed nervously, "because I am not following..."

"Do you want me to kiss you?"

"What?"

"What?" he asked innocently, blinking across at her.

"Why-why would I want that?"

"I... I don't know" he mumbled, "I'm confused".

"Join the club".

"I think I've got the wrong end of the stick" he winced, "It seemed to me like you were avoiding me because of last night. Because we... well, we... y'know..."

"What?"

"Were intimate" he said, repeating Scott's words from earlier.

"Intimate?" she asked cluelessly.

"With clothes on" he clarified.

"Intimate with clothes on?"

"Emotionally" he emphasised, the repeat of Scott's words digging him into a majorly deep hole.

"Emotionally intimate with clothes on?" she asked, "you mean we cuddled?"

"That's... that's the word I should've used" he winced, imagining kicking himself in the teeth.

"I was in a lot of pain. I don't really remember" she lied, "so, no, we're-"

"Good?" he guessed.

"We're good" she concluded, "I've just been busy".

"Oh. Anything interesting?"

He was trying to make small talk with her to lessen the awkwardness. Except it was just making her feel things that she wasn't used to feeling causing her to internally panic.

"Not really".

"Well, uh..." he looked around at the almost deserted school, "do you need a ride?"

"I'm not going home".

"I'm flexible. I can take you anywhere" he smiled, "save you a walk".

She softened with his generosity, finally nodding and accepting his offer.

"Okay, sure".

"So where you heading?"

"The cemetery" she said, "I have a funeral to go to".

A/N) ANOTHER CHAPTER YAYYYYY I'm living for this development and Kayla being unsure how to act and Lydia finally realising and then STAYLA BEING CUTELY AWKWARD IT GIVES ME LIFE

Don't worry guys, not long to go at all ;)

Also, the truth about the fire... dun dun dunnnn

so pretty please let me know what you thought and I'll see you all super soon xxx

Chapter 38: Long last

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( thank you for all your continued support and all the reads and wonderful reviews, it means the entire world to me :)

She climbed into the jeep, a little apprehension coursing through her veins. History had proven that Stiles and her -alone - close vicinity - probably wasn't the best combination, but she felt unable to turn down his offer. That invisible pull to be near him overruling her, usually so, strong-willed brain.

She had lied to Stiles. Of course she remembered last night. A lot of it was blurry and confusing, masked with the nerve-blistering pain, but she knew that every time she managed to break through the crippling agony that he was there holding her, whispering comforting things in her ear. The more she writhed, the more he held on. He didn't care that she was delirious and overwhelmed. He didn't care that she was restless and tense. He didn't care that she was hot and sticky, dripping with sweat that soaked the bed sheets. All he cared about was making sure she was alright, and it honestly meant the world to her.

Every full moon she was scared. Fearful of the pain and the consequences but had learnt to suck it up. To shrug it off and pretend everything was okay. This last full moon though, she wasn't scared. Not since he walked into her room and coaxed her through it. She felt stronger. More able. She felt… comforted.

Close to him, in his arms, she felt safe… and Kayla never felt safe. Not for a very long time. In fact, to be brutally honest, she couldn't remember the last time she felt truly, wholly safe. If ever.

Why did she feel safe with him?

It didn't make sense to her, but maybe it wasn't supposed to.

"They, uh, they released her body, huh?"

"Yeah" she replied, placing her bag between her feet, "it has been a month. I guess they have all the samples and specimens they need".

"Who's going?" he asked, "I don't suppose Derek, considering he's on the run and all".

"Just me".

"Ju-Just you?" he fumbled with his words, the engine spluttering to life, matching his taken aback tone, "as in… you, alone?"

"That's what 'just me' means" she snorted, "in case it wasn't kind of obvious by now, all my family are dead. The ones that aren't are either a fugitive, a vegetable or a bitch. It's pretty slim pickings".

"That's… that's so…"

"Depressing?"

"Very much so".

"It's cool" she shrugged, belting up as he reversed from the parking lot, "it's just a funeral".

She had been to plenty. Too many to count. This was just like any other Tuesday for her.

"You sure you don't want help calling people? I don't know… uh, did she have any friends? Boyfriends?... Girlfriends? Werewolf lackeys?"

"Not so much. She kept herself to herself. Since the fire…"

It was true. Since the fire, Derek and Laura had been permanently scarred. Unable to fully trust or bond with people like they had before. Surviving, but at what cost?

Stiles remained quiet, one hand nervously tightening around the wheel and the other tapping the shift stick, desperately searching for the right words to say.

"It's okay," she said, "it's just how things are. And anyway, werewolves aren't big on the whole show and tell of 'human' funerals anyway. They have their own rituals and ceremonies. This is just to make it look good and proper on paper, anyway".

"It just seems a lot… attending a funeral by yourself…"

Her gaze fell on the side of his face, observing just how worried he seemed.

"It's fine. I'm fine".

"You always say you're fine".

"Because I am always fine".

"Don't lie" he said softly, "not to me".

"Why?"

The faintest of smiles graced his lips as he glanced at her, his eyes like the purest molten honey she had ever seen, the rays of sunlight glistening and shimmering in his stare.

"Because I know you, and I know when you're lying, so, really, there's no point.

She smirked, "cocky much?"

"Just being honest. Unlike you" he added, trying to inject a little humour into the conversation.

"Dickhead" she grumbled playfully, finally feeling more able to relax in his company, the awkwardness that had been hanging over their heads slowly dissipating.

"Yeah, but I'm a dickhead that you l-uhhh…" he caught himself, the words dying in the back of his throat as he coughed, suddenly becoming hyper-fixated on the road again.

Never mind…the awkwardness was back.

"Anyway-" she quickly changed the subject, "-thanks again for the ride".

"Anything for you".

Oh god Stiles, she thought, why did you have to make it worse?

The last leg of the car ride was silent, both just making odd comments here and there about random things, that tension beginning to brew again to the point where she had to open the window and let the cool breeze waft in, clearing her head.

Stiles finally pulled into the small parking lot of the cemetery, no other vehicles in sight. The cemetery was vast and hauntingly empty, lonely headstones littering the pristine cut grass. In the distance, a small excavator was already at work creating a six-foot deep hole in the ground.

She watched in silence, squinting to watch the work being done. The guy – or should she say boy – operating it didn't look much, if any, older than her. Occasionally jumping from the machine to inspect his handiwork then climb back in to perfect it.

She jutted her chin towards the boy, "who is he?"

"Who? Oh, him. Uh. That's just Isaac Lahey" Stiles said nervously, waving his hand out dismissively, "his dad owns this place".

"The cemetery? That's cheery" she commented sarcastically.

"They're a weird family".

"Does he go to our school?"

"Yeah. He's in our year".

"Maybe that's why he looks familiar" she mused, much to Stiles' curious bug-eyed worry, "I've never noticed him before".

"He's not very sociable" he rushed out, tumbling over his words, "or, well, much of anything. Dude digs graves for a living, no wonder he doesn't have any friends".

"Well, uh… thanks again for the ride," she said, grabbing her bag from the floor of the jeep, "I'm just gonna hang around until it's time. Get some fresh air. Maybe go for a walk".

"You sure you don't want me to wait with you, or-"

"I'm okay. Really" she promised, "I just need to clear my head a bit. It's been a long day".

"Oh. Okay, uh… yeah, sure. Of course. Just, uh… call if you need anything okay? Anything at all".

She met his gaze, finding solace in his gentle, kind eyes.

"I will".

"Promise?" he asked, boring holes into the very deepest parts of her soul.

"… I promise" she vowed, smiling kindly as she slipped from the jeep, "in fact, I pinky promise".

He cocked a brow but soon smirked, holding out his hand, his pinky finger extended. A small chuckle escaped her lips as she leaned forward and wrapped it around her own, sealing in that vow – now and forever.

It didn't take as long as she thought for the officiant to arrive with the Sheriff in tow, as well as a couple of deputies in a separate car. She narrowed her eyes watching this, knowing they were just here to try and catch Derek – as if he would be stupid enough to get caught at his own sister's funeral. How much of an idiot did they think he was?

The two deputies stayed along the edge of the cemetery as the Sheriff sauntered over to her, pulling off his sunglasses as he approached.

"Kayla" he greeted warmly, "sorry about the extra muscle. It's just protocol. In case…"

"In case Derek wants to share a eulogy?" she snorted sarcastically, "don't worry, it's not his style".

"Like I said, it's just-"

"Protocol. I get it".

"Thanks for understanding".

"Where is she?" referring to Laura.

"The hearse wasn't far behind us. We just wanted to get here first and set up. I wanted to make sure you were okay".

"A common theme of today" she remarked, "but I'm good. Just want this over with".

The Sheriff extended his arm, walking with her towards the freshly dug grave about fifty feet away, his face deep in contemplation.

"No one should lose their life at twenty-four. She was too young. And I know it's no consolation, but I am doing everything I can to find who did this. You have my word".

She had a feeling that he wouldn't catch whoever did it, despite the Sheriff's clear determination, but she supposed it was the thought that counted. She thought law enforcement would just write it off as 'unexplained', or not be bothered to investigate it. She was thankful for his efforts.

"Thank you," she said sincerely, "I hope you do".

"And if there's anything we can do for you, or your family…"

She nodded, not quite sure what to say or how to accept help as they arrived at the empty plot – that Isaac kid had done a good job at making the hole neat and tidy, not a single line out of place. That same kid that she could see from the corner of her eye taking his time setting up his bike and helmet in the distance, watching the events unfold. His eyes boring holes into the side of her face but, when she looked up, he looked down and away from her gaze, hiding his face under his helmet.

The Sheriff was right, just a couple of minutes later, the hearse arrived, pulling into the cemetery car park and unloading the coffin – a simple dark oak with gold trims. A bouquet of white lilies sitting atop it.

"I hope the coffin is okay. I wasn't sure which one to pick…"

"It's beautiful" she reassured him, remaining stoic and keeping her emotions in check, her breath catching in her throat. Having to remind herself to breathe before she passed out.

It seemed like a long walk towards them but, in reality, it couldn't have taken more than thirty seconds for them to push the coffin across the grass, each foot closer was like a punch in the gut.

The last funeral she was at was-

No Kayla, don't go there. Don't think about losing your best friend, she reminded herself. Swallowing any emotion that threatened to break free to the surface, slowly reaching her hand out and laid her flat palm on the shiny oak, the cool wood sending a shock up her arm.

Although funerals and death had become routine for her and pretty much expected, it still hurt. Her fragile and already broken heart was breaking just that little bit more, scared that soon it would be too broken to ever heal.

"Hey Lala" she whispered, fingertips caressing the wood, the special nickname all the cousins called Laura slipping from her lips, "It's okay. You're home… you're back home. You can rest with them now".

Her gaze that had been trained on Laura's grave soon glanced to the side, taking in the many headstones lined in a row next to it, all with the last name 'HALE' in big bold letters. The tragic remains of her family were all buried next to one another like they lost some sick game of chess – lives and souls collected and knocked from the board.

It had been the first time she had properly seen their graves. Since the fire and the funerals – the funerals she couldn't even remember - they never visited Beacon Hills again and, even though she had been living here for over a month, she hadn't visited. Too fearful, she supposed, to be faced with the reality of her tragic past.

But she couldn't escape it now. Headstone after headstone stood tall and proud, an endless row of grief and pain.

And now Laura was joining them. Another chess piece was lost. Who would be next?

She blinked back the tears, removing her hand from the coffin and stepping back, allowing them to place her coffin inside the grave before they could begin the service.

However, much to her surprise, she heard a couple of calls of her name and turned around to see Lydia and Allison hurrying towards her, both wearing black coats over their colourful clothes.

"Guys? What-?"

"Stiles called" Allison smiled softly, approaching her and reaching for her left hand, "he thought you might need some support today".

"He… he called you?" she murmured in amazement, that kind and thoughtful gesture catching her off guard, "he…"

"Yes, and just as well he did" Lydia tried to chastise but, for once, her voice didn't hold the usual amount of snark and disapproval as she clasped her right hand in hers, "you shouldn't have to go through this alone. What are friends for, right?"

Friends…

It felt so surreal still. She had been hanging with these girls for weeks, building that relationship but too scared to invest in it. Not feeling like she could be a good friend. Knowing she would probably fuck it up or let them down. Knowing she had to keep secrets from them which was never the solid foundation of any friendship.

Except now, looking between Lydia and Allison, she couldn't be more grateful for them. Feeling like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders having them on either side of her…

Her friends…

"T-Thank you" she mumbled, holding back the hot rush of tears that surged forward, "I… I don't know what to say…"

"You don't have to say anything" Allison smiled kindly, squeezing her hand, "just let us be there for you, okay?"

So, she did. She let them console and grieve with her as she buried her cousin. Having no idea of the hell that was about to be unleashed.


You would think after her semi-traumatic day of, mainly, school and then the burial of one of her last remaining cousins she was due a relaxing evening, right? Maybe have a hot shower, a facial, maybe a massage?

Nope.

Her luck sucked – clearly.

Here she sat in the back of Derek's Camaro in the middle of a high-speed car chase with an Argent riding their asses.

Well… she said 'high speed'. They weren't really speeding considering Scott was too much of a pussy to barely go 20 above the limit. Sometimes she wondered why the Alpha picked him…

"Scott, I don't think you're grasping the idea of a car chase" Stiles exclaimed as he peered behind them nervously at the ever-impending set of headlights.

"Yeah, you drive like the rotting corpse of my dead grandmother - put your foot down" Kayla demanded as Scott looked in the rear-view mirror in panic.

"If I go any faster, I'm gonna kill us".

"If you don't go any faster they're gonna kill us" Stiles replied loudly, spinning around in his seat.

"For the love of god Scott" Kayla muttered under her breath, "seriously, faster. Who the hell let him drive?"

By some miracle, Scott did increase his speed. Albeit, not enough for Kayla's liking.

"All units, the suspect is on foot heading into the Iron Works" the police scanner picked up, crackling to life, "I repeat, the suspect is currently on foot heading to the Iron Works".

"Dammit" she cursed, "they're on to him".

Stiles spun around in the front passenger seat, "my dad's a good cop. Of course he was going to catch up with him".

She sent him a glare, "are you serious right now?"

"Well, I'm just saying-"

"Guys" Scott interrupted, his eyes wide and unsure, "they're not following us anymore".

"Because they've probably got a police scanner and heard Stiles' dad give Derek's location away".

"It's not really his fault-"

"Did I say it was?"

"No, but you kind of implied it-"

"So, what's the plan now?" Scott asked in a panic, his hands gripping the steering wheel for dear life.

"We all drive off into the sunset and get ice cream" she remarked sarcastically, "what do you think the plan is? Get to the Iron Works – now".

This time Scott did put his foot down, flying around the corners as he desperately tried to get there before the Argents did.

"If we get caught, we're definitely going down as accomplices" Stiles muttered, his nails digging into the leather seats as Scott's chaotic driving flung them about.

"Most likely" she said, lacking sympathy, "and a pretty face like yours wouldn't hold up well in prison".

Even over the rev of the engine she heard his nervous gulp.

"Pro tip" she smirked, unable to hide her amusement as she whispered, "just don't drop the soap".

They skidded into the Iron Works just in time as Derek was getting shot at, crouching down and hiding behind the machinery. Without her insistence, Stiles threw the door open and yelled at Derek to "get in" before flinging himself into the backseat, nearly landing on her lap.

"What part of "laying low" don't you understand?" Scott demanded in exasperation as he drove off.

"Damn it, I had him" her cousin exclaimed, slamming his fists against the dashboard of his car.

"Who? The Alpha?"

"Yes!" Derek near enough growled, "he was right in front of me, and the friggin' police showed up.

"Whoa! Hey, they're just doing their jobs-"

"Yeah, thanks to someone who decided to make me the most wanted fugitive in the entire state!" Derek cut off Stiles, sending Scott a furious glare.

"Can we seriously get past that? I made a dumbass mistake. I get it".

"No" both she and Derek replied in unison, causing Scott to roll his eyes.

"All right. How did you find him?" Stiles asked, bringing them back to the main focus – the Alpha. Although now she was hyper-aware of how close they were huddled in the backseat of Derek's car, their elbows brushing and their bodies nearly colliding every time Scott turned a corner.

Scott scoffed as Derek remained stoic and quiet, "can you try to trust us for at least half a second?"

"Yeah, both of us" Stiles insisted, sticking his head forward between the seats, but all he got in return was a dubious glare of warning from Derek.

"...Or… or just him. And Kayla. I'll be back here…"

"Bold of you to presume he trusts me" she murmured bitterly, sternly crossing her arms as she glared at the back of Derek's head, "this family doesn't know how to be honest".

"Look-" Derek cut her off, "-the last time I talked to my sister, she was close to figuring something out. She found two things. The first was a guy named Harris".

"Harris?" she exclaimed, "as in-"

"Our chemistry teacher?" Stiles finished her sentence for her, both in equal amounts of shock.

"Why him?"

"I don't know yet".

"What's the second?"

Derek shrugged glumly, taking a bit of crumpled-up paper from his leather jacket pocket and held it up for them all to see.

"Some kind of symbol".

"Oh" she murmured, leaning forward to squint at the sloppily drawn image, "that looks really familiar".

"It should" Scott sighed, "It's the same symbol that's on Allison's necklace".

She felt all the blood drain from her face, meeting Scott's nervous gaze in the rearview mirror.

"Her necklace? But... why would her necklace have anything to do with the fire?"

"Because she's an Argent" Derek grumbled, "they kill werewolves, remember? One of you needs to get that necklace".

She cocked a brow at Scott, "never any pleases or thank yous from my cousin, is there?"

"We need that necklace".

"Oh" she scoffed, "there's a 'we' now, is there?"

Derek turned to look at her but she just titled her jaw forward, not backing down from his smothering gaze.

"Kayla-"

"Where was the 'we' this morning when I was begging you to tell me what else you knew about the fire? It wasn't just your family, Derek. It was mine too".

Derek seemed aware of their audience, Scott and Stiles awkwardly left to listen in to their spat in the close quarters.

"You might not think it now but I am protecting you".

"No, you're protecting yourself. Like I said, honesty doesn't come easy in this family".

Derek sighed, "can one of you get the necklace or not?"

"Of course" she scoffed under her breath, her tone bitter and ice cold, "change the subject".

"Um... well, Allison kind of hates me right now" Scott spoke up, cutting through the tension with a knife, "If I went up and tried asking her about the necklace I think she may take out a restraining order".

All eyes fell on her.

"It's just a necklace" she murmured.

"It could be the key to everything" Derek insisted.

She sighed, "fine. I'll try my best".

"Rip it from her neck if you have to" her cousin demanded, clearly still riled up and brimming with the need for answers.

"And yet I'm the one with the reputation of having no tact" she grumbled, "shut up Derek. I'll get it my way".

Derek rolled his eyes but shut up, looking around the scenery flying past them.

"Where are we going?"

Scott glanced at them nervously, "your house".

"My house?" Derek demanded, "do you not think that's the first place they'll check?"

"Sorry, we were too busy saving your ass to ask for directions" Scott exclaimed, his own panic and frustration leaking out.

"Idiots" her cousin grumbled as they drove deeper into the woods up the old dirt track, "how you've survived this long is beyond me".

"They've had me" she shrugged, "the much more sexier, funnier and all-around helpful Hale".

"She's right" Stiles spoke up, "you're cryptic and very unapproachable".

Derek, still clearly annoyed about this morning, spun around in his seat and glared at Stiles behind him, his eyes momentarily flashing that bright electric blue.

The poor boy gulped, pushing himself back into the seat as if wishing it would open up and swallow him whole. No doubt imagining all the ways Derek could kill him - which was a lot.

Luckily for him, Scott had just reached The Hale House and skidded to a stop, all climbing from the car though she realised how Stiles positioned himself behind her at all times, as if using her as a human shield against Derek.

"This is just the beginning" Derek warned, looking at Scott, "they're not going to stop. Not the Alpha, and not the Argents. Sooner or later, we need to help each other, and I hope now you realise how".

"See?" Stiles whispered in her ear, "cryptic".

She snorted, ignoring the glare Derek sent them before he glanced back at Scott, his forehead lowering with serious intent before stalking off into the burnt ruins of the once magnificent house, the creaky front door slamming shut.

"I'm so screwed" Scott groaned, "I'm not going to live through this semester, am I?"

"Unlikely" she said bluntly, "but you could surprise us".

"Gold star for the pep talk Kaylz" Stiles snorted, getting a funny look from Scott at the use of that nickname but Kayla was too focused on The Hale house to notice, narrowing her eyes in suspicion.

"I'll see you guys at school tomorrow, okay?" she said, not really paying attention as she walked towards the house, ignoring the sickening feeling in her gut. She heard a few calls of her name trying to tempt her away from the house, but something compelled her forward - like an invisible hand was pulling her into the destruction.

She gingerly entered, taking small careful steps over the threshold. For the first time, coming face to face with the full extent of the damage.

The house, that once stood tall and proud, was a shell of its former self. Blackened remains of the family home scorched across every inch, an ominous eerie feeling tingling the back of her neck.

Below her feet, ten members of her family perished. This house did not feel safe anymore. It felt cursed - haunted even. Dread filling her veins.

She crossed her arms over her torso, fighting the chill that threatened to consume her.

"It doesn't feel the same, does it?" Derek's voice cut through her, jolting at the sudden intrusion as she found him standing in the front reception room, looking into the empty fireplace with his back to her.

"No... no it doesn't" she mumbled, the effects of fear seizing her as she tugged her little purple jumper dress further down her legs, trying to chase away the cold.

For some reason, she could imagine almost too perfectly how the fire took ahold of the house and destroyed it, as if she had been caught in the middle of it.

She swallowed, the sudden increase of her heart rate and the fear and apprehension she was feeling caught Derek's attention, her cousin turning around to face her.

"...What?" he asked, his stare nervous and on edge.

"I-I don't know" she whispered, her gaze slowly flitting around every corner of the room, "it just feels... weird..."

"What do you remember?" he pressed, his brow furrowing.

"Remember?" she asked, "what do you mean? About what?"

Derek's guard went back up, as if he realised he slipped up.

"You shouldn't be here" he said, changing the subject, "you should go home. It's not safe here".

"It's not safe anywhere" she corrected, "not for us. It never will be".

"I'll get him" he vowed, "I'll stop the Alpha. Whatever it takes".

"Then let me help" she implored, "don't shut me out. I can help. For some reason, the Alpha was able to control me, right? Well what if we-"

"No" he cut her off, "I'm not putting you in that sort of danger".

"But-"

"No, Kayla".

"There has to be a reason that he was able to do that though. If we found out why, we could find the who. Isn't it worth trying?"

"It makes you a liability".

"Wow, thanks" she snapped.

"It's true".

"Is that why you're not being honest with me?"

She took Derek's lack of response as a 'yes'.

"Fine. Whatever" she rolled her eyes, "keep me at arms length Derek. Shut yourself off. Ignore me as if I was dead, just like the rest of our family".

She stormed away and out the house, too angry to bare being in his vicinity. Knowing if she stayed she would end up breaking his jaw - no Alpha influence needed this time. Her hot temperament the only thing controlling her behaviour.

For extra measure she slammed the door harshly on the way out, the disintegrating wood almost splintering at the hinges.

She loved the guy, but holy God could he be a complete asshole at times.

Whatever he was hiding from her she would find out - sooner or later. She didn't care what she had to do.

As she stomped away, not paying attention to her surroundings, she felt the touch of something at the back of her elbow and, without thinking, she turned around and body flipped whoever the hell thought it was a good idea to sneak up on her.

Indistinctively she went down with them, pinning her legs on either side of their hips and reaching out to grab their throat tightly, rendering them defenceless.

Only the person below her wasn't some creepy stalker or a big bad Alpha, it was simply just Stiles.

"Stiles?" she asked in surprise, frowning down at the boy who was slowly turning red below her, "what are you still doing here?"

He tried to answer but the fact her hand was digging into his oesophagus sort of made it a bit hard to do.

"Oh, sorry" she snorted, taking her hand away as he coughed and spluttered, gasping back big breaths of air, "I thought you were attacking me".

"I know better than to try" he wheezed, rubbing at the column of his throat as he screwed his face up in pain.

"My bad" she smirked, admiring how cute he looked all tousled up and helpless under her, back pressed into the leafy ground, "you okay?"

He blinked up at her a couple of times, finally coming to the realisation where he was and where she was - straddling his hips as he lay sprawled out on the ground, the night sky the perfect background to her amused face smiling down at him.

"Uh... yeah. Yeah" he said, "never better".

She could see his expression change from surprise to that soft and gooey look he always seemed to have around her, his big brown eyes locked on hers. Pulling her in and not letting her go. Unnerving her very soul.

"Uh..." she was speechless, unsure what to say as she tucked a loose strand of hair behind her hair, his keen gaze watching her closely.

"Sorry" he murmured out a quiet apology, "I didn't mean to scare you".

"I just... uh... I just didn't think you would still be here..."

"Oh. Um... yeah. I just wanted to check in. See if you were okay... after today..."

It seemed like eons ago she had buried her cousin when, in reality, it had only been a handful of hours.

His concern touched her usually hard and closed off heart, waking it up from its deep slumber. Breathing new life into her very soul.

"I'm..."

What was she, really? She could lie and say she was fine but Stiles, even without the ability to listen to heartbeats, could tell when she was lying. Specially tuned in to her frequency's already.

"... coping" she settled in saying, "that's all I can do, right?"

He nodded up at her, his gaze shining with sympathy.

"You called Allison and Lydia" she said softly, "why?"

"Because it seemed like you needed your friends" he replied, "... and they could be there for you in ways that I couldn't".

"What does that mean?" she whispered in wondering, cocking her head to the side in confusion.

"Because lately I can't seem to be around you without thinking about kissing you" he admitted, "and a funeral isn't really the best place to be thinking about that kind of stuff... especially if you were, uh... emotionally vulnerable..."

"... Oh..."

He blushed, realising what he had admitted to.

"Thanks for calling them" she said, "you were right. I needed my friends. I just didn't realise it at the time".

Silence fell, enveloping them in its grasp.

She didn't know what to say to that... looking down at him in contemplation. That invisible pull to be close to him that she had been feeling a lot more of lately had intensified to a hundred, unable to look away.

"I... I uh... I should walk you home..." he breathed out, his voice barely above a whisper.

In response she simply cocked an eyebrow, playfully challenging that statement.

"... Um... or you should walk me home" he continued with an awkward laugh, "you're the one that can kick some serious ass".

Now was the time to stand up. She knew that. She had been sitting atop him for long enough. All she had to do was stand up, brush off her knees and walk home.

Except she felt unable to move, relaxed and at ease with him. Her bare legs pinned tight to his torso, a comforting warmth spreading through her veins. Something inside her telling her this is where she was meant to be.

Here. With him. Just them.

Stiles was still blushing - even more so when her expression not so subtly reacted to a certain body part of his twitching under her, letting him know she felt it.

She shook off the burning need seizing her body, trying to quieten the voices that was telling her to take him right there and carefully stood up, reaching out to offer him a hand.

He accepted it almost reluctantly, keeping his gaze lowered as he stood and dusted off his clothes, pulling at his tight slacks in the hopes it would hide his boner.

It didn't. Not one bit.

They slowly started walking, cutting through the woods, the bright light of the moon leading their way.

The tension between them was sizzling - cranked all the way up to full. Both of them helpless to the cravings and desires they felt, but unsure how to act on them. Glancing at each other from the corners of their eyes as they walked, but quickly looking away when their stares collided.

She was feeling hot, her skin begging to be touched. A scary new kind of desperation clawing from her chest. The chinks in her armour widening.

The funeral, the emotions that came with it, the lies Derek was telling her and the impact it was having on her relationship was making her weaker, unable to resist the temptation. Unable to control these feelings. A slave to her desire.

She couldn't look at him. If she did, she would lose all control. Giving in to whatever these feelings were. Already drowning and unable to reach the surface.

She walked ahead, trying to put a bit of distance between them.

It didn't work. Especially when he called out her name, sounding so perfect - like a sirens tune.

She stopped short, Stiles almost colliding into her back.

"You... You feel this too, right?" he asked, his voice bordering on fearful - of what, she wasn't sure. Feelings? Rejection? Embarrassment? "This thing between us. It's not just me?"

He was close to her, his breath tickling the back of her neck. His words enchanting her very soul. His presence - his energy - vibrating and encasing hers, the mere inches between them becoming too much.

"I've never felt like this" he continued, "not until I met you. And every single day it intensifies and grows until it feels like I can't breathe unless I'm around you. I don't know how much longer I can keep being your friend. Friends don't think about friends like this... not the way I think about you..."

She closed her eyes, reminding herself of her promise.

To not let anyone in. To not feel. To not get hurt. To not let anyone get too close so they saw the real, the raw and the broken her.

That promise had been broken spectacularly, she realised, because she let him in. Without realising, she let him in. Every minute she spent with him she let him in that little bit more. She let her guard down around him because her heart felt peaceful with him. Life became that little bit more bearable.

All her life, she had felt alone. Even when she was surrounded by people.

With her family, she was human and ordinary. Could never be a werewolf, but was cursed with genes that tormented her every month. No one knew what that was like - to feel so different. Like she was on the outside looking in.

Around friends and people she had learnt to hide things and keep secrets. Wearing a mask. No one ever really seeing the real her.

One foot in the supernatural world, and one in the human world. Existing between both worlds but not really ever belonging.

Then, when she lost it all - her family, her life, her mind - and fell into addiction, she became a shell of herself. Bitter. Angry. Dangerous. Anything to hide the pain. Throwing her headfirst into more loneliness. Holding onto the bad things in her life. Aiden and her's tremulous relationship traumatising her. Even when he was inside her, she still felt empty and alone.

Except with Stiles, she never felt lonely. She felt seen and accepted. Why that was, she didn't know. Having loads of questions and unable to find the answers.

"Kayla...?" he asked gingerly, his voice quiet, "I... I... I think I... I think... I'm-"

Whatever words he was going to say she couldn't let him.

Not now. Not today.

She spun around, throwing herself at him completely - surrendering to her feelings. Colliding against his chest and capturing his lips in a frenzied and desperate kiss. Her arms, clinging to him tightly, wrapped around his neck, holding him still as he stumbled.

There was only so much she could resist... and tonight was the finishing line. There was no more fight left in her. She couldn't keep pretending she felt nothing for him, not when he lit up her soul like he did. Not when he set her heart on fire.

His lips were just as sweet as she remembered and just as soft, sending a surge of pleasure through her helpless body. The no distance between them still seeming too far away, bringing him in closer.

He captured her lips back, one hand resting on the back of her neck as the other lingered over the small of her back, their hearts racing as one.

It wasn't enough.

She needed more.

Their lips were still locked as pushed him back, both stumbling over the uneven ground until his back hit a tree and he became pinned.

The desperation she was experiencing was unlike anything she had felt before. Finding an inner sense of peace at giving in to her feelings. Her hands sliding around his neck, his shoulders, his hair, his cheeks, his chest - any place she could touch him and pull him closer, she did. Clinging to him as if her life depended on it.

He was trying to keep up with her quick pace, lost to her dominance as he held both her cheeks, cradling her face - his moans, deep and glutteral, like music to her ears.

She had kissed and been kissed before, but not like this. Never like this.

He broke free, gasping back a breath as he peered down at her in surprise, his lips puffy and red.

"W-What... what..."

"Don't talk" she whispered, his lips like a drug to her, "just kiss me".

He raised his eyebrows, overwhelmed and taken aback as he studied her expression - seeing how serious she was, her eyes darkened with lust.

"T-That... that I can do" he whispered, cupping her cheeks as he brought her forward, lifting her onto the tips of her toes and into another earth shattering kiss - their fates now intertwined.

A/N) I AM SQUEALING OH MY GODDDDDD LIKE HOLY HELL WRITING THIS WAS EPIC. I can't deal with them. THEIR KISSES ARE HOT AS HELL AND ITS GONNA GET HOTTER ;)

So I sure hoped you all liked this next instalment, and I would love to hear allllll your thoughts with this chapter ;) 

Chapter 39: Together, together?

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :(  THIS IS GETTING JUICY... hope you all enjoy ;)

This was it. This was the moment that catapulted her down the road of what was meant to be... her fated life.

Of course, she didn't know that now. When she gave in and gave up, throwing herself at him in desperation, she couldn't foresee everything that would follow. Blind to the possibilities and the consequences of letting him into her life. Not having any expectations or hopes. In this singular point of time just enjoying the moment, too wrapped up in it to think of anything else.

She was hot. Her skin was burning despite the cool night air. The soft, fluffy material of her jumper dress suddenly too constricting and heavy against her body. Desperate to rip it off and be free.

His hands, warm and comforting, held her cheeks - his soothing thumbs caressing her skin. Holding her close and not letting go, something she greatly welcomed. Her body, pressed tight against him, swayed a little as she balanced on her tip toes, fisting his shirt.

His mouth was the greatest comfort she had ever felt. For some reason, it felt like home. Losing herself to his lips and the beautiful release it offered - release from the hardships of life, of grief, of pain. Suspended in bliss.

She craved him. She craved more.

Cravings were something she knew very well. Over the course of her short life, she had craved acceptance and understanding, love and reassurance and worst of all the need for substances to fill the void in her heart.

That's what this felt like.

As if Stiles was her very own personal brand of heroin - but better, much better.

She had resisted for long enough and now she was indulging - consequences be damned.

She was forceful and dominant, leading the kiss with such intensity it left his head spinning and knees weak. Completely breathless and overwhelmed by the feel of her, every inch of her body tight against his as she slid her hands down his chest to grab his belt loops and pull him even closer.

He gasped in surprise, their lips breaking apart as she inclined her head down and nipped at his neck, the edge of her teeth playfully dragging along his heated skin before kissing just above his thundering pulse point.

Stiles' eyes rolled backwards, the curve of his head slamming into the tree trunk as he groaned under his breath, slipping into complete and utter heaven. His hands, shaky and clingy, threaded into her hair, coaxing her into more neck kisses. Unable to stop the whimper that escaped his mouth when she bit his skin, pulling it between her lips.

Anything could've happened around them right now - even an asteroid hitting earth - and neither of them would've noticed. Too wrapped up in the feel of one another to care about anything else.

She had left marks on his neck, tilting her head up and capturing his lips once again, leaving him helpless. Unable to think straight as she spun them around by his belt loops and pulled him close, the bark of the tree now digging into her back. Pushing his hands down her body until they settled against her thighs.

He seemed hesitant, unsure what to do, so she simply coaxed his grip down further until his fingers brushed the bare skin of her thighs.

He broke the kiss, looking down at her in shock. His eyes asking her if she was really okay with this, his touch not moving. Her response was the greenest light she could give - taking his wrists and sliding his hands under her dress until they settled on the curve of her ass, the skimpy thong she was wearing giving his all the access he could want.

Those beautiful long eyelashes of his fluttered, letting out a shaky breath as he pressed his forehead against hers, peering deep into her soul. His usual honey brown eyes looked pitch black from lust, his grip slowly kneading her ass.

Somehow she ended up in his arms as he effortlessly picked her up, her legs wrapping around his hips as pinned her against the tree and begun kissing her again, the desperation and yearning spilling out into rough grabs and loud moans, her hands dropping to start working on his belt buckle.

He let her. Allowing her to unclasp his belt and pop the button on his slacks, dragging the zipper all the way down. His pants loose on his hips as she revelled in the feeling of closeness, yearning to feel his skin. To have him on her, inside her... to have him fill her so completely she felt like she was splitting apart.

In the chaos, he stumbled. Falling backwards to the leafy ground but their lips didn't stop, feverish and bordering on anguished as she revolved her hips, basking in the shooting piques of pleasure coursing through her body. The flimsy cottons of their underwear were the only barrier to complete gratification.

And maybe it would have happened.

Maybe they would have gone all the way and given in to their out-of-control teenage hormones.

Maybe, if it wasn't for her phone ringing, their bodies would've become one, relenting to the sexual tension.

The high shrill ring of her phone, combined with the infuriating vibrating, cut through her bliss like a cold sharp knife and she pulled back, realising what had just happened.

Her eyes widened, meeting Stiles' equally surprised stare as he peered up at her, his clothes ruffled and lips red and puffy as she wordlessly reached into her jumper dress pocket and pulled out her phone.

Typical - it was her mom. The cockblocker.

She swallowed, wiping at her mouth before pressing the green button and lifting the phone to her ear, hyper aware of Stiles quivering underneath her. His large bulge pressed hard and erect against the inside of her thigh.

"Kayla?" her mom's disapproving voice carried through the phone, "where are you? It's late!"

"Uh..."

"And it's a school night. I want you back here - now. We have guests".

"... Huh?"

"Jane and Tabby. She finally left that useless lump, so they'll be staying with us for a while".

Her brain still wasn't really understanding what her mom was saying, as if she was a computer that had been unplugged and restarted, taking its time to reboot.

"Kayla!" her mom snapped, "wherever you are, leave. Get home. Your aunt wants to see you".

"Uh... yeah. Yeah. Sure" she mumbled, the words still taking their time to process, "I'll be... just coming..."

"Good. Hurry up".

With that her mom ended the call, leaving Kayla more confused than ever and forced to face a very surprised and very dumbfounded Stiles who was looking up at her in adorable perplexity.

She wordlessly pocketed her phone, biting her lip as she met his gaze.

"So... uh..."

"... Yeah..." he breathed out, splayed on the ground as he lifted a hand to scratch his cheek, "that was, uh..."

"A mistake?"

"What? No" he rushed out, quickly shaking his head, "definitely not. Was it a mistake for you?"

"Yes. No. Maybe. I don't know" she mumbled, "I don't know what this means".

"What do you want it to mean?"

"... I don't know" she whispered, "you're... you're Stiles"

"And you're Kayla".

"Exactly. I'm... I'm Kayla" she muttered, realising that the Kayla she was and had been would never let herself get so split open with feelings.

"Are we having a little insomniac moment here, or...?" he chuckled, trying to limit the awkwardness.

She stayed quiet and, for the first time in a long time, was not being able to find the right words. Completely and utterly speechless.

"Hey" he whispered, reaching up to touch her cheek as she subconsciously leant into his hold, "I like you. I like you a lot. I meant what I said... I've never felt like this before".

"I know. Nor have I".

"You... you mean that?" he asked in surprise, his eyebrows rising high into his forehead.

"Does that surprise you?"

"Well... yeah" he said, "look at you. You're fricking gorgeous. You could have anyone or everyone you ever wanted".

That was the problem. She wasn't seen as anything but a pretty girl... no one taking the time to get to know her.

It only he knew the full extent of her past, maybe he would be more put off.

She stood, tugging down her purple jumper dress and wiping the leaves and twigs from her knees and dress, aware of Stiles pushing himself up on his elbows and watching her carefully.

"I don't understand it. These feelings" she explained, "it's bizarre and overwhelming and scary and everything inbetween. I didn't think I could ever let myself feel these things again... since Aiden, I... I got fucked up. Stiles, I am fucked up in the head. I can't do a healthy relationship because I don't know what one is".

She laughed it off and joked about it most of the time, but those months with Aiden were truly hell. He was an escape from grief, but he lead her down the road of pain and shame. They would argue and lash out at one another, get physical, say the worst things you could say to another person before embarking on hours of hate filled, drugged up to your eyeballs kind of nasty and deranged sex.

When it wasn't Aiden, it was anyone else. Letting herself get used and abused in exchange for 'favours'. Or getting so drunk at parties since she was thirteen years old she would use physical affection and attraction for compensation that she never felt truly comfortable in her life. Hyper sexual and overly bold, flaunting her sexuality - not because she was confident but because she was traumatised and broken and unable to deal. Someone once said she was substituting the brief gratification she got from physical pleasure for her lack of stability - both emotionally and in her home life. Constantly feeling like she was on the outside looking in.

She didn't buy into all that psychology crap for the most part, but it did make sense. Hurt people hurt people, that was the saying right? She spent most of her life hurting and took it out on herself and others. A vicious cycle with no end or exit.

Stiles, sensing her confoundment, rushed to stand up, his lanky limbs jittery and quick.

"You're scared, I get that" he nodded, "and I know I can't even begin to understand the crap you've been through but I want to try. I want to get to know you. I want you to let me in. And what I feel for you... it isn't temporary. It's real. This is real".

She wanted to believe him, she really did, but if she let him in and she gave in to her feelings, what if, down the line, he hurt her? What if the real her - buried deep under the mask she showed to the world - wasn't enough for him?

What if she wasn't enough for him?

He inched closer, cautiously approaching like she was an injured wild animal that could take off at any moment and gently took her hands, their fingers interlocking.

Such a simple, kind hearted and caring gesture with no pressure or strings attached - just an offer of support through her worry and tribulation.

"I'm trouble" she whispered, "I'm not the kind of girl you get involved with unless you want a world of pain and chaos".

It's what people had told her time and time again. That she was drawn to trouble and the chaos it ensued. Thriving in amongst all the drama and recklessness, like she was a slave to negativity.

"Why do you talk about yourself like that?" he asked, his face tense like he was in physical pain asking that question, "so... derogatively? Belittling yourself?"

"... Because it's true" she said simply, "everyone-"

"Not everyone" he interrupted, shaking his head, "not me. Whoever says that to you is wrong".

She appreciated the sentiment, but was he right?

"You're... amazing" he continued, his soft gaze soaking up every bit of her face as he looked deep into her heart and soul, "you're perfect - in your own beautiful way. Whoever can't see that is their loss".

He was always so kind and gentle with her, telling her the sweetest things that would normally make her cringe, but with him it was different. It wasn't forced, it wasn't overly cheesy, it wasn't just said to get into her pants. She could tell he wholly meant it.

He squeezed her hands, bringing her back to the present.

"I would never hurt you" he promised, "I just want to make you smile".

Okay, maybe that was cheesy, but it did, in fact, make her smile, the small quirk of her lips not going unnoticed by Stiles.

"There's that smile I love so much" he teased, glad she was coming out of her shell, "see? It's not so bad... the idea of you and me..."

"There's so much you don't know about me, though".

"Doesn't matter" he said, shaking his head, "you are who you are now and I'm in awe of that person. I don't care about your past".

"You might though" she propositioned, but he immediately shook his head, not letting go of her hands.

"I won't" he reassured.

She glanced down, taking in a slow, deep breath.

"Your first kiss was me" she said, "you've never... you've never experienced anything else. And I'm not innocent. I've been with a lot of people. Some not so good people. And sometimes not for the right reasons..."

It was a normal part of life, that sexual aspect, but she wondered if he would resent her for that. For giving herself away so freely when he was so pure. Aiden might have been the only one she let in and actually had sex with, but all the others were still full on.

The parties that would always get out of control. The spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven. Making out with and getting off with countless people just to make her feel something. Sneaking into college fraternities and flirting with much older guys that, in retrospect, shouldn't have been so pushy with a fourteen year old but she didn't care at the time. Sharing a spliff and ending up so chilled out she didn't care about reckless hook ups. Or, so fucked in the head from drugs and desperate for her next hit, she would pay for her little bag of white powder with sexual favours from men that did nothing but use and hurt her. Men that would treat her like dirt and use her mouth until she couldn't breathe, the shame making her sick to the stomach and vomit after but she would soothe herself with her next hit, numbing the pain. Wanting out of rehab, feeling imprisoned and claustrophobic, desperately offering her body to the security guards if they would just let her out - miraculously, they didn't take her up on that offer but they could've and, at the time, she didn't care. She didn't care about giving others a piece of herself because she didn't feel worthy of much else.

At this point, wasn't she just damaged goods?

He let go of her hands, tilting her chin up with the pads of his fingers as he slowly leaned down and brushed his lips across hers, enticing a purr of pleasure from her throat.

This kiss wasn't like before. It wasn't the burning hot, sizzling fire that left her hungry for more. It was slow and sweet and barely there, the faintest pressure against her mouth. Every part of her body relaxing, like he was drawing out every negative thought she had ever had.

"Would I kiss you if I cared about that stuff?" he mumbled against her lips, not wanting to break apart, "plus... you're right. I'm severely inexperienced. You can teach me a thing or two, I hope".

His voice was lighthearted and humourous, trying to inject a little bit of 'funny' into the sitution and she simply laughed, her warm sweet breath brushing across his face.

"No, I could teach you a lot" she smirked, "more than your pretty little head could imagine".

His eyes widened, not hiding his arousal. "That sounds... unbelievably good".

"Careful Stiles" she chuckled, "you're drooling".

"Over you? All the damn time".

She rolled her eyes but enjoyed how completely and utterly whipped he was for her right now, basking in the glow of confidence it gave her.

"Yeah, you're not very subtle about it either" she joked.

"Obvious is my middle name" he said, before biting his lip, "uh... so are we... are we like 'together' now?"

"Together?" she frowned in confusion, "what do you mean?"

"Like... like boyfriend and girlfriend...?"

"Oh. That kind of together" she murmured in realisation, "um... I don't know. Do we have to label it?"

"It's usually something people do. I mean... labels are good. Labels define things. Labels show other people things. Labels are a good thing in my book".

"Labels sound serious" she added, a little freaked out by the thought.

"They don't have to be" he rushed out, followed by a nervous chuckle, "they're really just a description when you think about it".

That fear was returning, slowly strangling her to the point of breathlessness.

"I don't date" she reminded him, watching his face fall, "but, uh... maybe I could, um... maybe I could date you..."

He perked up, like a puppy on steroids.

"Casually" she added with emphasis, a shy smile on her face, "just... see how it goes. The 'us' thing. No big scary labels okay?"

"I can do that" he nodded quickly, "anything you want".

"Anything?" she smirked, her voice dripping with such delicious seduction it caught him off guard, taken aback by her confident flirting.

He didn't know what to say, left to nod helplessly.

The quirk of her lips turned sultry, her bright green gaze dazzling with playfulness as she inched closer to him, peering up at him through her eyelashes.

"Drop your pants" she whispered, her warm breath tickling his lips and although her voice was soft it held an underlying note of dominance in it, sending a pleasurable shiver up his spine.

"D-Drop my...? As in my...?" he stuttered, his imagination running wild.

She simply bit her lip, nodding up at him.

He gulped loudly, his shaky hands pushing his already loose and unbuttoned slacks from his hips so they pooled around his feet.

Her eyes didn't break contact with his own, tilting her head to the side so she could brush her lips against his.

"Close your eyes..."

He didn't dare try to speak again, unable to find any words at all let alone the right ones, his sixteen years of education and development flying out the window as he did as she asked, breaking out in a hot sweat. Basking in the complete darkness as he waited for her, tense and shivering.

A second passed, then two. Soon five, six then seven and just when he was about to lose it to the anticipation did he hear her laugh but it sounded farther away, echoing around the trees.

"Catch me if you can, Stilinski".

His eyes flew open, jerking in surprise as he realised she was no where to be seen, disappearing into the night.

"Wait, what-"

He went to take off after her, completely forgetting that his pants were tangled around his ankles and he went flying forward, landing face first in a pile of leafs.

She must have seen him fall because her delighted laugh rung around him as he scrambled to stand, blushing in embarrassment as he ended up falling again, his lanky legs unable to untwist themselves.

"Oh, you're going to pay for this Kaylz" he called out, finally able to stand as he clumsily pulled his pants back up, rushing to buckle them.

"I hope so" was her provocative reply, enticing him to chase her through the woods and all the way to the embankment along the residential area where she was waiting for him, leaning against a lamppost.

"That... was... mean..." he gasped, fighting for his breath.

"Maybe. But it was funny" she shrugged, stifling her laugh with one hand, "what were you expecting, a blowjob?"

"Expecting? No. Hoping?..."

She playfully slapped his chest, giggling to herself.

"Play your cards right and maybe".

His eyebrows shot up, completely taken aback by those words.

"What?" she smirked, "if you want to hold hands and pass love notes in class, you're 'casually seeing' the wrong girl. I don't do innocent".

"Uh... heh..."

She was clearly loving getting under his skin, unable to hide her amusement.

"Why do you enjoy torturing me so much?" he whined.

"Because I love watching you squirm".

"Hm" he smirked, "squirm, you say?"

He slowly got closer to her, a mischievous glint in his eyes that she picked up on, taking step back.

"Whatever you're going to do-"

He didn't let her finish, reaching out to grab her waist and pull her forward, tickling her sides as she broke out into hysterical laughs and shrieks that was like music to his ears, squirming and flopping in his grip before escaping, slapping his hands away.

"That was uncalled for" she laughed, catching her breath as he grinned.

"Payback".

Her phone started ringing again, cutting between them and causing her to roll her eyes as she pulled her phone from her pocket, not even having to look at the called ID before answering it, knowing exactly who it would be.

"Yes mom?" she sighed.

"Where are you?" her mom demanded, impatient and suspicious, "I told you I wanted you home, not out there doing God knows what".

"I'm on my way. No car, remember?" she snarked.

"Don't take that tone with me young lady, or you won't be getting a new car anytime soon. Hurry up before Tabby has to go to bed".

"Okay, okay. I'll be ten minutes".

She ended the call, although bitter at her mom, excited that she was now sharing a house with her aunt and cousin - no longer alone with the wicked witch of the west.

"You're being summoned?"

"Yeah. My aunt and cousin are here" she replied with a smile.

"Your aunt?" Stiles asked with a frown, "you have an aunt? An alive one?"

"Yeah, have I not mentioned them before?" she asked, beginning to walk down the sidewalk as Stiles followed, their paces matching and in sync.

"Nope. Doesn't ring a bell".

"She's my mom's sister".

"Oh, double trouble" he laughed nervously.

"She's actually the complete opposite of my mom" she smiled, "she's warm and kind and kind of all over the place. Homely, but a little unorganised and chaotic. She used to be big on the hippie lifestyle - dope and all" she added, "a free spirit. I grew up wishing she was my mom".

"And your cousin...?"

"Tabitha. Tabby" she said, "she's five. She's the only kid I don't hate with every fibre of my being".

"And they're here visiting?"

"Living with us for a bit, I guess. I don't know. Mom said she finally left that douche Ron - which, by the way, has been a long time coming".

He was happy she seemed happy, a subtle skip in her step as she rushed home. Not even realising she was opening up to him - a lot. Little things she was now telling him that she wouldn't have before.

"I suppose I'll have to share you then".

"Just for tonight" she winked, "tomorrow's a new day".

He reached down, the back of his hand brushing against hers which caused her to cock an eyebrow at him.

"Are you trying to hold my hand?"

"Is that a bad thing?"

"It's a third grade thing" she chuckled, "and kind of cheesy".

"It's not cheesy" he defended, before realising - yes, in fact, it probably was. "Okay, maybe it's a little bit cheesy, but it's cute".

"Yeah, it's cute you think it's cute" she smirked, "but your hand should be on my ass instead".

Oh...

"Too forward?" she teased.

He not so subtlely glanced down, admiring the way the purple jumper dress hugged her hips and thighs, her perky ass on full display.

"Much back" he mumbled under his breath, shaking his head to get rid of the picture of her in his mind of her bent over and ready to be taken.

She didn't care he was looking, pleased she was getting him all hot and bothered as she simply reached her pinky out and caught his - her level of comfort of a handhold.

"So, this causal-seeing each other thing..." he opened with, "it means we don't see other people right? Not that I have that issue. I'm invisible. I'm the bottom of the social pyramid. But you..."

"Me what?"

"You're hot. Guys flirt with you all the time. Do you know how many times you've been asked to the winter formal already?"

"Nope, but something tells me you do".

"Seventeen" he exclaimed, "seventeen times. Excluding that one guy that got all tongue-tied when you let your hair down, so really it's like eighteen. That's a lot of times. Do you know how many times I've been asked to all the dances - all the dances, as in plural? Zero. We're not exactly on the same playing field".

"I don't remember that".

"Because it's a regular occurrence. It's such a normal thing for you that you don't remember it. I guess I just want to be the only guy you... casually see" he concluded his rant, "if that's... if that's doable for you...?"

"AKA, no making out with other guys, huh?"

He winced, "ideally not".

"I'm sure I can manage that" she chuckled, "plus, I don't want to make out with anyone else".

"You... You don't?" he asked in surprise, completely caught off guard.

"Well, maybe Michael Jordan but I can't see him coming to this hell town anytime soon and also - I'm a minor, so I think we're good" she joked.

He relaxed a little, happy they had established some ground rules and boundaries.

"Well, uh... this is me" she said as they approached her house, coming to a stand still at the bottom of the path next to her front yard fence, "home sweet home. I would invite you in but..."

"You have visitors, don't worry".

"No, I have a mother that sucks the joy out of anyone she's within ten feet of" she smirked, "plus, I know you're terrified of her".

He gulped as he looked at the house, paling a little.

"She's like Medusa..."

"Poor Medusa" she chuckled, "but I guess I'll see you at school tomorrow?"

"Yup. Yes. School. It's a Wednesday so we have school" he said awkwardly, "fun".

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?" he replied breathlessly, placing his hands on his hips.

"You can kiss me goodbye" she grinned, "I'm not going to get you put on any kind of register".

"Heh, right" he shook his head, still coming to terms with the fact that he could do that now, just about to lean down to kiss her when the front door suddenly opened, the foyer light shining down the path as a small girl came running out in delight.

"Kayla" the girl - Tabby, he remembered Kayla saying - screamed loudly, running and throwing herself into Kayla's waiting embrace, her thin arms hugging her neck tightly.

"Awwww, hey Tabs" Kayla grinned, spinning the little girl around in her arms before throwing her up in the air and catching her again effortlessly causing the young girl to laugh, "I missed you".

"I missed you too" the little girl replied, her small hands playing with Kayla's long hair as if it was the most fascinating thing in the world - which Stiles had to admit, it kind of was, "mommy said we were going to surprise you"

Tabby grinned toothily, two of her front teeth missing which made her look even more adorable than she already did, bouncing in Kayla's arms.

"Colour me surprised" Kayla smiled back, ruffling the girl's hair which made her burst into more laughter before catching sight of Stiles and peering at him, holding out a dainty hand.

"I'm Tabitha. But you can call me Tabby" she smiled widely, "are you Kayla's boyfriend?"

He choked on his own saliva, awkwardly placing his large hand inside her small one, a little taken aback by her question and the rather strong grip she had, shaking his hand up and down.

"Uh... I'm, um... I'm..."

"That's Stiles" Kayla interjected, letting the girl slide down her body and stand next to her, "he's my... friend".

He cocked a brow, "friend?"

"Special friend" she substituted with a one shouldered shrug.

The girl looked up between them, an inquisitive frown pulling at her brows.

"Do you kiss?" she asked innocently.

"Sometimes" Kayla smirked, "when someone doesn't run away".

He gasped, looking at her affronted, "that was one time".

"Then he's your boyfriend" Tabby said simply, "when a boy and a girl kiss they are boyfriend and girlfriend".

Kids really did simplify things, huh?

For once, she didn't have a witty response to reply with, pushing Tabby towards the house.

"C'mon Tabs, it's late. Let's get you to bed".

The little girl waved at Stiles as Kayla ushered her away, shouting out "bye bye Kayla's boyfriend".

"... Bye..."

He watched her coax Tabby into the house but not before she turned around to smile at him, giving a small wave before closing the door, leaning her forehead against the cool door to catch her breath.

Did all of that really just happen?

Did she really just give in to her irrational feelings so easily? Caving to his allure.

'Casually seeing' really meant dating, didn't it? Which, in a roundabout way, meant boyfriend and girlfriend right?

What did she just sign herself up for?

She heard movement behind her and turned around, only to be met with a beautiful big smile from her aunt.

"Kayla, honey" her aunt Jane greeted, her voice full of delight and love and a softness she wasn't used to hearing from a woman figure, "it's so great to see you again. We missed you".

"I missed you too" she said, happy to accept Jane's hug, her warm embrace soothing - like a plate of warm, fresh out the oven cookies, burying her face into her shoulder.

"You look so healthy" Jane complimented, pulling back to cup her cheeks and give her a thorough look over, "you're glowing again".

"Well, the last time you saw me was in rehab" she chuckled, "I hope I look better than that".

Jane's warm brown eyes showed so much sympathy, tucking some loose hair behind her ear.

"I'm so proud of you" she whispered, "you've come such a long way".

"Thanks Jane".

"Mommy, Kayla has a boyfriend" Tabby cut in, pulling on her mom's blouse, "they sometimes kiss".

"He's not my boyfriend" she said with a roll of her eyes, "and wow munchkin, you really can't keep a secret huh?"

"Boyfriend?" Jane asked with a smile, completely disregarding what she said, "well, look at you. Of course you have, my gorgeous little niece".

"He's not my-"

"What's his name?"

"None of your business" she chuckled, "because he's not my boyfriend".

"That's why you're glowing" Jane continued, "all because of a boy".

"That's not... that's not..." she stuttered, "that's... not what this is. Oi, child-" she said, pointing at Tabby who just giggled and hid behind her mom's legs, "-zip it".

Tabby simply responded by sticking out her tongue, causing Kayla to do the same.

"Is he nice?" Jane asked, and although she kept her question light-hearted, Kayla sensed the underlying question underneath - 'is he nicer than Aiden?'.

"He's, uh... he's-"

"You're late" her mom's voice cut her off as she strutted through from the kitchen, "where were you?"

"Helping Derek" she said blandly, technically not lying.

"And kissing her boyfriend".

She sighed at her cousin's statement, sending Jane an unamused look.

"Is it too late for you to take that plan B pill, or...?"

Jane just laughed, picking up Tabby who looked delighted she had told the entire household about Kayla's kissing habits.

"Boyfriend?" her mom asked with a frown, "who-"

"He's not my boyfriend" she said, for what felt like the millionth time, like a record player stuck on repeat.

"Well..." her mom sighed, "you're definitely getting on birth control now".

"Thanks for the support Mom" she muttered sarcastically, ignoring her mom's stoic look as she walked back to the kitchen.

"She just worries about you" Jane said softly, "I know she's a hard ass, but it's difficult being a teenage girl. She just wants to protect you. Girls always get the short end of the stick".

She knew that wasn't true, but wasn't in the mood to argue.

"Yeah, maybe".

"I can take you" Jane smiled, "if you need birth control, I'll go with you. We can go over different options and-"

"I'm not fucking the guy" she snorted, forgetting about Tabby snuggling into Jane.

"Yet" Jane said, "better safe than sorry, right?"

She knew all about that unfortunately.

Her aunt sensed the shift in her demeanour, reaching out to cup her elbow.

"I just don't want you to have to go through that again".

Nor did she.

"Okay, sure" she nodding, accepting her aunts help, still wishing she was her mother instead. Oh how different things could've been.

"C'mon" Jane smiled, bringing her into a one armed hug, "let's go make cookies - double choc chip, still your favourite?"

"Duh".


Stiles was anxious. Not that that was anything new - he was always anxious and always jittery. His bottom lip nearly raw and bleeding with how hard he had been chewing the skin off.

He was leaning against his locker, hands holding his backpack straps as he kept his gaze focused on the double doors at the end of the corridor, hoping Kayla would walk through them sometime soon. A part of him fearing she would bunk off school today to avoid him.

It wasn't long before Scott appeared, walking up to him and greeting him in the form of a nod, saying something that Stiles didn't quite catch, too hyper focused on the double doors to pay attention.

"Uh... Stiles... are you hearing me...?"

"Huh?" he mumbled, briefly glancing to the side before looking back, "what?"

"I said what are you doing?" Scott repeated before lowering his voice, "are you on drugs?"

"Drugs?"

"You look like you're tweaking".

"What? No I don't".

"If you bounce any higher you'll end up through the ceiling".

He forced himself to still, relaxing back onto the flats of his feet as he sent Scott a small glare.

"What's up?" Scott continued, "you reek of stress".

"It's weird you can smell that, you know that right?"

"What are you stressed about?"

"Me? Stressed? What, no. I'm not stressed. I'm not stressing about-"

He whipped around when he heard the double doors open but, to his disappointment, it was just players from the lacrosse team.

Scott was frowning at him, used to Stiles' weird behaviours but this was something different.

"Stiles-"

"Have you seen Kayla this morning?"

"... No" Scott mumbled, "but it's still early and-oh my god. Is that a hickey?"

"What?" Stiles asked, whipping around in shock as he slapped a hand over his neck, "wait, you can see that? Or is it just due to your super amazing werewolf eyesight?"

"It looks like a vacuum hose attacked you so, yeah, pretty noticable. But where did you get a hickey?"

"Oh dude" Stiles exclaimed, "you wouldn't believe me if I told you".

Scott's expression was priceless, his crooked jaw slack and one eyebrow higher than the other. If Stiles wasn't so stressed right now, it would have definitely been picture worthy.

He watched as Scott tried to find the right words to say but, before any could come out, the squeak of the double doors opened once more and he quickly turned around, his searching gaze finding Kayla straight away.

She looked... breathtaking.

She always did, but today seemed different. Maybe it was because he felt he knew her in a different way, their relationship changing, but he was totally and completely starstruck.

She walked in with Lydia and Allison, only this time she was in the centre of their little threesome - usually that spot was reserved for Lydia, Queen Bee, but today Kayla was slotted between them, an air of confidence and ease buzzing around her. They were all laughing and smiling, deep in conversation.

He breathed a sigh of relief, happy to see that she wasn't avoiding him and regretting last night - his worst fear put to rest.

Scott's hand reached out and slapped him across the chest, his entire face filled with shock.

"Dude" Scott exclaimed, "did you and Kayla... are you... are you together? As in together together?"

Despite the slap, Stiles couldn't take his eyes off her. She was effortlessly gorgeous, commanding the attention of everyone around her. Her long hair, curled at the ends and full of volume, bounced around her shoulders. A tight black spandex playsuit accentuated her curves, a plaid shirt tied around her waist paired with chunky white sneakers, one of her laces beginning to become undone.

She didn't notice him at first, too wrapped up in her conversation, but, feeling someone's gaze on her, she glanced up, their stares clashing.

He reverted back to his usual awkward self, gaping like a weirdo as he raised his hand into what he thought was a friendly wave but probably better resembled a salute.

She didn't take her eyes off him for what felt like forever, her stare turning flirty and playful as she sent him a small smile, melting his heart.

"I knew I should've taken Danny up on that bet" Scott whined, watching the two of them make bedroom eyes across the hall at one another, "he thought next Tuesday. I said this Thursday, I would've been up fifty bucks".

A/N) LMAO Danny making bets, not just with Kayla but everyone else too hahahaha who's thinking that most of the locker room has made bets too lol I can't deal. They're gonna be SO FRIGGING CUTE TOGETHER and very hot and steamy too, fyi haha

so I hope you enjoyed this development (I know I did ;)) and your reviews would be much appreciated, thank you so much xx

Chapter 40: The lost bet

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :( I hope you enjoy. 

That morning, before Kayla had laid eyes on Stiles at school, she had to pull herself from her bed having only had two hours of sleep. After her mom had gone to bed and Tabby had fallen asleep all curled up on the sofa after eating a mountain of homemade cookies, she stayed up with her aunt, talking into the early hours of the night.

Her Aunt Jane, five-ish years younger than her mom, was someone she had always been close to. She was nurturing and kind, a lovely radiating warmth that she always carried with her. Over the years, Jane had often taken over the 'motherly' role, despite often not living close. Jane had moved around a lot before having Tabby with her deadbeat boyfriend 'Ron' and settling down in Virginia for the last five years. Despite the distance, she always tried to visit regularly. Knowing the difficulties Kayla and her mom had at connecting over the years, she always checked in with her and spoke to her about a lot of things her mom had no interest in – boys, periods, alcohol, drugs, anything she thought Kayla might need to know.

Obviously, since having Tabby, the visits lessened, and so did the check-ins, but Kayla didn't mind. Jane's whole world was Tabby, and she did everything she could to put that little girl first and give her everything she needed – a warm home, a present mom, lots of laughter and attention and cuddles. She stayed with Ron, only for as long as she did, because it gave her the chance to stay at home and look after Tabby, being able to give her complete, full and undivided attention.

Since catching up with Jane, though, she learned that Ron's serial cheating and increased love of alcohol were becoming problematic and she didn't want Tabby growing up around that, so she left. That was only a few days ago, and, with nowhere else to go, she was left in limbo – hence, staying with Kayla and her mom in Beacon Hills.

"It's good you left him" Kayla said, nursing her mug of warm hot chocolate filled to the brim with extra cream and marshmallows, tucked up on one end of the sofa, "he was a piece of shit. You deserve better".

Jane, on the other end of the sofa, a blanket thrown over her legs just simply nodded. "I didn't want Tabby around that kind of behaviour. He wasn't a good dad to her, and she's getting to that age where she notices things and asks questions".

She cast a glance at her cousin, sleeping soundly on the other sofa cuddling a teddy to her chest, her long dark hair splayed across her face.

"How many times did he try rehab?"

"Four" Jane sighed, "and every time he just went straight back to drinking. It was getting out of hand".

"He obviously just didn't want to - or wasn't ready - to change. You couldn't have made him. The decision was his and he fucked it up – continuously. You're both better off without him".

It was true. Jane was kind and loving and a truly beautiful soul. As well as that, she was drop-dead gorgeous. Her face, young for her years, was always glowing and flushed from laughter, her dark hair always falling so elegantly around her face.

"I know. This time it's done – for good" Jane nodded determinedly, "he's wasted enough of my time".

"I'm proud of you" Kayla smiled, a deep sense of relief that her aunt was safe and away from that useless bastard spreading through her body, happy Jane was finally taking some of her own advice.

"And I'm proud of you" she said, reaching out to touch her knee, "I know you found it difficult moving, but you seem to have settled in really well".

'Really well' might have been a bit of an exaggeration, but she thought – all things considered – she had done not too bad at adjusting and not going off the rails again.

"It's been hard" she admitted, "but good, I think. Fresh start and everything. Back home had a lot of… unpleasant memories".

Jane smiled in sympathy, "you can still miss it though. You grew up there. You had lots of friends there. You had a life. It's okay to grieve that".

"I know" she nodded, "and I do – sometimes. But I also burned a lot of bridges and hurt a lot of people. It's a miracle my friends back home still want to talk to me".

"But you, unlike Ron, put in the work" her aunt continued, "you went to rehab. You recovered. You made amends. You came back to us" she smiled, "you could've kept running but you didn't. You held your hands up and admitted you did wrong. You took accountability. That's what matters".

"Yeah… yeah, I suppose…"

"Kayla, look at me" Jane coaxed, her voice soft and sweet like a lullaby, "don't diminish your progress. It's something you should be insanely proud of. What young girl, at fifteen years old, can say she went through losing her family – twice – an abusive relationship, an addiction to drugs, going to rehab and, well…"

It was still a sensitive subject that other thing, hence why Jane probably faltered but Kayla knew exactly what she was referring to.

"You've done amazing" Jane continued, noticing Kayla's sad look, "celebrate it. Celebrate yourself".

"I know. I know that's what I'm meant to do. Celebrate the little wins and be grateful for every day that I'm alive and well and not falling down that dark hole, but I just… can't. What if I slip up again?"

"Is that what you're scared of?"

"All the damn time" she admitted, "as much as I hated those months, it took me away from reality. I didn't have to exist as me, and it's tempting to be like that again sometimes. Especially…"

Her aunt quirked a brow, urging her on.

"… Especially with the way things are here sometimes. With mom" she clarified, "our relationship was strained before, but now it's almost unbearable. She doesn't trust me, and I don't blame her for that, but I know she hates me and everything I represent. I know she wishes I died instead of Dylan".

"Oh honey, don't say that-"

"Why not? It's true" she shrugged, "and honestly? I've come to terms with it. But nothing I do is ever right. Nothing I ever do is enough. She just thinks I'm a druggie whore".

"I really don't think she thinks that" Jane reassured, shaking her head, "she's your mom".

"Is she?" she asked, "because she's never been a mom to me. Not really. We both know it. You were the one that spoke to me about periods and showed me how to use tampons and, when I started experimenting, you made sure I was safe and knowledgeable about sex without judgement. When I got in trouble, I called you. When I learnt I liked boys and girls, I spoke to you. When I tried weed for the first time and freaked out, I reached out to you. You held my hand at Dad and Dylan's funerals. You helped me understand how dangerous Aiden's and I's relationship was. You got me into rehab and visited me. You were the one that didn't give up on me. She did – a long time ago".

Jane remained quiet, soaking up all that emotion and coming to the difficult terms that her sister wasn't the most devoted or present mom which, she had struggled to understand, considering Jody had basically raised her herself as they did not have a maternal or present mother, eventually ending up in the foster care system.

"It's okay" Kayla continued, "I don't mind. I've given up trying to have any semblance of a genuine mother-daughter relationship, but it does make me think sometimes… what's the point?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, who is there to be good for?" she shrugged, "most of my family are dead. My dad he… he's not here anymore. Dyl is gone. Laura's gone. Derek is so different now - and detached. What's the point?"

"The point is you do it for yourself" Jane smiled, "you keep being strong – for you".

"It's hard".

"I know honey".

"You know I… I, uh… I haven't been totally clean since rehab" she sighed, "I dabbled a little when I got out".

"That's okay too".

"You're not disappointed in me?"

"Disappointed?" Jane smiled, "how could I ever be disappointed in you? Look at you" she smiled, "I'm the proudest aunt in the entire world".

Having that late-night conversation was something she had desperately needed, so she didn't mind the lack of sleep. Her aunt's kind and supportive words helping to keep herself sane and on the right track.

So she got herself ready that morning, grabbing the first things she could find from her wardrobe – an all-in-one black spandex playsuit and an oversized plaid shirt that she tied loosely around her waist, paired with some pristine white chunky trainers. The fresh smell of home-made waffles coaxing her out of her room earlier than usual.

"Good morning" Jane greeted, a wide smile on her face as she manned the pan, "how did you sleep?"

"Okay" she replied, glancing around the kitchen and seeing Tabby face first in her plate of waffles, "that kid can sleep anywhere huh?"

"Yeah" Jane laughed, looking at Tabby in complete adoration, "I think the excitement has gotten to her. You know she's absolutely besotted with you. The whole car ride here she was like 'I can't wait to play with Kayla', 'I can't wait to watch movies with Kayla', 'I can't wait to get Kayla to braid my hair'…"

"Kid has good taste" she joked, sitting on the stool next to her little cousin and ruffling her hair to wake her up, "rise and shine sleepy head, before I eat your waffles".

Tabby jumped up, nearly falling from the stool as she looked around the kitchen before realising it was Kayla, a big smile erupting across her face.

"Kayla" she screeched, leaning sideways to give her a big hug, "you're up. And no-" she added, pulling back and protectively placing her little arms around her plate stacked high with waffles, "-my food".

"Snooze, you lose" she smirked, playfully pretending to reach for the plate, which caused Tabby to further hunch over her food, pouting playfully.

"There's enough for everyone" Jane laughed, coming over with a plate piled high with fresh waffles and placing it in front of Kayla, "what toppings would you like?"

She wasn't used to this – being catered to and spoilt, even if it was just a homemade breakfast. A warm feeling spread through her veins as she smiled in thanks at her aunt.

"Maple syrup and chocolate spread, please".

"Coming right up".

"Do you have to go to school Kayla?" Tabby asked, tearing her waffles into little pieces and eating them with her hands, "we could have a party and watch movies and play dress up".

"Unfortunately so kid, sorry" she smiled, "but this weekend I could take you shopping if you like. My new friend Lydia loves clothes, and I'm sure she would love to tag along and help you find some pretty dresses?"

Tabby gasped in delight, her little face lighting up. "Really?"

"Really" she promised, "and do you know what's even better?" she whispered, drawing Tabby in, "you can't tell anyone, though".

"Promise" her cousin replied in a loud whisper, her eyes as wide as saucers.

"Lydia is exactly like one of your favourite Disney princesses. In fact-" she smirked; "-I know she is a Disney princess".

Tabby's jaw almost hit the floor, whilst an almost audible gasp fell from her lips.

"Ariel?"

"Ariel" she confirmed, "she's so pretty and has the most beautiful hair you've ever seen. But you must keep it a secret though, okay? No one can find out her secret identity".

"I promise, I promise, I promise, I promise, I promise" she shrieked, clapping her hands together, "I won't tell anyone Kayla, I promise".

"Good" she smiled, just as Jane came over with her toppings.

"Thank you" her aunt whispered in her ear, "for being so good with her".

"Of course. I love the little rascal" she grinned, ruffling Tabby's hair once more who just cheesed back around a mouthful of waffle, "glad you decided against that plan B".

Jane snorted, rolling her eyes playfully as she came to sit opposite them, watching both her girls in admiration.

"Would you like a ride to school today?"

"That would be great. I'm still carless, which is a major pain in the ass".

"Does that mean I can maybe lay eyes on this 'Stiles'?" Jane smirked, causing Kayla to choke on her waffle.

"Wha-why?" she mumbled, waffle falling from her mouth.

"To make sure he's good enough for my beautiful niece, of course".

She grabbed a napkin, wiping at her mouth as she felt that internal panic take hold, everything suddenly becoming much more real.

"He's not… we're not… he's not my boyfriend" she proclaimed, "he's just my… my low commitment… causal… person" she gulped, "that I sometimes make out with".

"Sounds a lot like a boyfriend to me".

"It-It's not" she said, trying to ignore her aunt's smile, "it's a label-less thing".

"If you say so" Jane grinned, "I still want to meet him, though".

"No chance".

"Aw come on, why not?" she pouted, "I'm your favourite aunt".

"You're my only alive aunt" Kayla shot back her playful quip with a mysterious smile, "which kind of means the favourite automatically defaults to you".

"I'll still take it. A win is a win, but don't change the subject" she said, "you squirmed out of telling me anything last night, but not today. Tell me about him? Please, please, please?"

"You're worse than a schoolgirl, you know that right?"

"Answer my question".

She sighed but couldn't help the little smile that pulled at her lips, forgetting how nice it was to have someone genuinely interested in her life.

"He's just… Stiles".

"Uh huh… and…?"

"He's a guy…".

"I did kind of gather that, yes".

"His dad is the Sheriff…".

Her aunt started laughing, pure delight shining in her eyes.

"Oh my god, I love that" she screeched, clapping her hands together and doing a small happy dance at the table, "my delinquent little niece, who hates authority, is dating the sheriff's son. Oh wow".

"Delinquent?" she asked, "don't put me in that amateur bracket. And also-" she reminded, "-we're not dating".

"The Sheriff's son… well-" Jane smirked, "-I'm surprised. Your type is usually a lot more-"

"Dangerous? Narcissistic? Abusive? Arrogant? Selfish?"

"And more" Jane said, nodding her head, "you do always seem attracted to the bad boys".

"Yeah, because they're unpredictable and emotionally unavailable and don't give a shit. It's just the way I'm wired, I guess".

"But Stiles isn't like that?"

"... No" she said after a few seconds, "he's... different".

"Different how?"

"He's kind" she sighed, "he's... patient with me. He likes me, not just my body..."

"You seem surprised by that?"

"Well, yeah" she said, "I can be a terrible person sometimes, and my track record isn't exactly glowing - but he doesn't care. When I tell him about my past, he doesn't judge me. He just... listens".

"That's a good thing" Jane insisted, "you want that".

"Do I?"

"Yes" Jane laughed, "because that's a healthy relationship".

"Is it?"

Although Jane was smiling, Kayla could see a pang of sadness in her eyes - like she was upset that she didn't understand the fundamentals of a pure hearted, good for the soul relationship.

"Yes" Jane promised, "relationships are built on loyalty and trust and the ability to truly listen and be there for the other person".

"Oh, see-" she shrugged, a smirk on her face as she picked up a bit of waffle with her fork, "-I thought it was built on fucking - specifically, like animals".

Jane quickly reached across and covered Tabby's ears with the palms of her hands but the little girl wasn't paying attention anyway, ripping apart her waffles and making a big mess on the breakfast bar.

"Kayla" Jane chastised, though she did appear to be holding back her chuckles, "there are children present".

"She has no idea what we're talking about" she laughed, "she thinks she got delivered by storks".

"And it's going to stay that way for a couple more years" her aunt insisted, finally pulling her hands away and sitting back on the stool, "and of course theres's a, um... S-E-X-U-A-L-" she spelt out each word slowly, "-element in many relationships, but that's the fun part. The emotional part is what makes relationships last".

"Well, Aiden and I didn't really speak. We fucked, fought, took drugs, fucked again and passed out. Then, when we came to, we fucked again. And again. And again. And-"

"I get the picture" Jane cut her off with an amused smirk, "it was physical".

"The sex was, and the fighting" she shrugged, "he broke three of my ribs and then I broke his nose. Two minutes later we were fucking again. I don't really have the best experiences to compare it to".

"Well, from what you've told me, Stiles seems a lot better than Aiden" Jane said, "in many ways. Just remember-"

"Not to resort to physical violence?"

"Well, yes, that too" Jane nodded, "but if you both get 'physical' then you need to be safe about it".

"No bondage first time around - got it".

"Oh no, I meant-"

"I know what you meant" she laughed, "and relax. We're not- well, I mean, we probably were going to if mom didn't interrupt with her phone call, because my god am I horny, but we didn't. Plus, he's a virgin. He's very sexually inexperienced. Gotta teach him a thing or two first".

"Mommy, what's a virgin?"

"Uh..."

Kayla winced rather unsympathetically, unable to hide her smirk as Jane floundered and panicked at that question, looking at her daughter in mortification.

"Um... it's, uh... it's just-"

"And what does 'horny' mean?"

"Uh..."

"It means you're very excited for something" Kayla smiled, "like, really excited".

"Ohhh" Tabby drawled out, looking down at her almost empty plate of waffles, "so I was really horny for waffles?"

Kayla couldn't stop her laughter, hiding her chuckles behind her hand as Jane playfully smacked her across the table and shook her head at her daughter.

"No honey, not like that. It's a grown-up thing, okay?"

Tabby frowned, looking between Jane and Kayla. "But Kayla isn't a grown-up".

"I'm more grown up than you, little miss Bitesize" she playfully remarked, sticking out her tongue at her, "I get to do grown-up things. You don't"

"Well, technically-" Jane interrupted with a half-hearted eyeroll, "-you shouldn't really be doing these grown-up things either, but..."

"Can't tame me, Aunt Jane".

"I've noticed".

They cleared their breakfast and bundled into the car, giving her a well-needed lift to school considering she was running severely late - as per usual.

"It's okay, just pull up at the front. Lydia and Allison are waiting for me" she said, pointing to the brunette and the strawberry blonde who were waiting patiently by the sidewalk, engaging in what looked like a rather one-sided conversation - three guesses at who was the one doing all of the talking.

Jane obliged, parking up and looking expectantly around the parking lot and Kayla knew exactly who she was looking for.

"You're not going to see him" she smirked, waving her hand at the empty jeep parked a few rows over, "he's already inside".

"Damn" Jane whispered, "I suppose I'll just have to Facebook stalk him instead".

"I'm surprised you haven't already".

"I've been tempted" Jane snorted, "but I'm glad to see he doesn't ride a motorcycle".

"I feel like a motorbike would be safer" she laughed, slipping from the car and giving Tabby a highfive in the backseat and thanking Jane for the ride, slamming the door shut and jogging over to her friends.

"Who's that?" Lydia asked curiously, her neck strained as she watched Jane drive away.

"My aunt and my little cousin. They're going to be staying with us a while until they get back on their feet".

"Well, she's gorgeous" Lydia admired, "I can see where you get your good genes from".

Allison was giving her a thorough once over, a little hint of suspicion in her gaze and, at first, Kayla pretended to ignore her, scared she would catch on as to what happened last night but she couldn't avoid Allison's eyes for long, quirking a brow in questioning.

"You look different" Allison observed, "it's like you're glowing or something".

"Yeah, tried a new moisturiser" she deflected, "works a dream".

"Ooooh" Lydia turned to look at her in curiosity, "what's it called?"

"No, that's not it" her brunette friend said, shaking her head, "it's like your soul is vibrating with happiness or something..."

"Aunt Jane makes the best waffles, that's probably why".

"Hmm" Allison mumbled, "something's going on with you, what is it?"

"What? Nothing" she denied, beginning to walk with her friends towards the school as they both looked at her dubiously, "I'm just me".

"No... now Allison mentions it, something is different" Lydia insisted, "you're smiling".

"Do I not usually?"

"You tend to have a resting bitch face" Lydia said bluntly, "especially before eight in the morning".

"There's nothing different" she denied, "I'm just happier than usual, is that a crime?"

"But what is making you happy?" Allison persisted as they walked up the steps.

"Did you get new batteries for your vibrator?"

"Lydia!" Allison chastised, blushing a little as she looked around to make sure no one had heard.

"What?" the redhead defended herself, "maybe the glow is just from a really good orgasm. It happens".

She rolled her eyes playfully, pushed open the double doors and walked into the school.

"Vibrators are for amateurs" she shrugged, "a wand is where it's at. That shit is powerful".

"Agreed" Lydia shrugged, "it's like heaven in a stick. Oh, Allison-" she scolded, "-don't be so embarrassed. Self-pleasure is completely natural".

She laughed at her friends, genuinely at ease and relaxed around them - especially after their support yesterday. Truly believing that, despite how different each one of them was, they had the potential to become the best of friends.

The hairs on the back of her neck stood up, feeling the gaze of someone on her and, without thinking, she glanced up and immediately met the softest and most beautiful brown eyes she had ever known.

That could only mean one person...

Stiles.

She faltered, coming to a slow stop in the middle of the corridor as she looked at him, watching him flounder and try to wave at her, his expression anxious but clearly completely enthralled at the same time. Hell, she expected his face to morph into the little heart eyes emoji any second now.

It was cute how he acted around her, and she found herself enjoying how it made her feel - appreciated and worshipped like she was a precious expensive jewel to be handled with care and love. A small smile, flirty and alluring, pulling at her lips. Barely even paying attention to Scott who looked as if he was having a stroke or an aneurysm next to him.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, and breaking through her dreamy stare was a flurry of dark hair as Allison rushed around to step in front of her, her expression delighted but full of surprise.

"Oh my god" she shrieked, "you and Stiles!"

"What? No" she denied half-heartedly, looking between her perky brunette friend and the other who had suspicion written all over her face, "what do you mean-"

"You're looking at him".

"Is that illegal now?" she deflected in response, shrinking a little under Allison's knowing gaze.

"You're really looking at him" she insisted, nearly jumping up and down in front of her, "with soft and gooey eyes. Oh my god, it's finally happening, isn't it? You're finally together?"

She was speechless, looking in panic between her two friends who were not so patiently waiting for her to answer, suddenly feeling very scrutinised and claustrophobic.

"We're not... he's not... I mean..."

She was stuttering. - something she never usually did, always able to keep her emotions and nerves in check. Her heart suddenly racing a million miles a minute as she felt trapped between their expectant stares, almost wishing they would just beat the answers out of her instead because, at least, pain she could resist.

"We just... we aren't... we... he's... low commitment... casual... person..."

Allison's shriek and consequent delighted clap of her hands drew the attention of everyone in a twenty-foot vicinity of them as Lydia just sighed and rolled her eyes, crossing her arms above her chest.

"I knew it, I knew it, I knew it" Allison chanted. "I told you from the start I felt something between you. I'm so happy for you. You've got a boyfriend".

"No. Nu-uh" she corrected, "Low commitment. Casual. Person" she repeated, "not my boyfriend".

Lydia sighed again, "That's just a scaredy cat way of saying boyfriend".

"Scaredy cat? me? pfft" she scoffed, "I'm not scared. I don't get scared"

"Then just say he's your boyfriend" Lydia challenged, "otherwise, you're scared".

She looked between her friends, a newfound panic running through her veins.

"But... I mean.. why-why does there have to be a label on it?" she asked, beginning to ramble in dread, "can't two people - two single people - just enjoy spending time together and making out and feeling good whilst they do it?"

Allison and Lydia looked at one another in knowing before simultaneously chanting "boyfriend" in a knowing tone.

"I hate you both, I hope you know that right?"

"Hate us all you want" Allison laughed, "it doesn't change the fact that you have a boyfriend".

She winced, "I hate that word. It makes me sound like a giggly, infatuated schoolgirl".

"You are" Lydia said bluntly, "or - you will be. It's what boys do to us. Reel us in and make us weak".

"Uh-"

"Just don't fall for it" the redhead continued, "don't let his dick control you".

"It could do that and a whole lot more" she mumbled under her breath, remembering how it felt underneath her, unable to resist the dark and dirty thoughts that began to torment her brain, realising then just how wound tightly she was. Desperate for a little release, that deviant and desperate sexual side of her wanting to come out and play.

Allison giggled in response, clearly over the moon with this little revelation and Lydia, although pleasantly accepting, just rolled her eyes again.

"Go speak to him" she urged, shooing her with her hands, "poor boy looks stressed".

She momentarily leaned to the side, peering around Allison to watch Stiles fidget and bite his thumb nail, clearly contemplating walking over to talk to her himself and snorted under her breath, glancing back at Allison.

"That's his usual demeanour. He's always stressed".

"That's not the point. You need to speak to him" Allison insisted, grabbing her arm and pushing her down the corridor, "go say hi".

She didn't really have a choice now, pushed in his direction and, saving face, she had to walk up to him and Scott - both boys a perfect picture of surprise and panic. The latter was looking at her with a dropped jaw and adorable confused puppy eyes, unable to hide his amazement - and then there was Stiles. Stiles who pretended to not have noticed her, trying to lean against the locker and act cool and collected but ended up slipping and banging his elbow off the combination lock, flailing about and nearly knocking her off her feet.

"Morning guys" she said, quickly side stepping to avoid an elbow to her tit.

"Oh look, it's Kayla" Stiles exclaimed, forcing a chuckle from his throat, running a hand over his short hair, "what a surprise. A pleasant one. Surprise that is. Isn't it a good surprise Scott?"

Scott simply rolled his eyes at his friends exaggerated and panicked behaviour, but was still unable to drop the surprised look from his face.

"Uh... yes, hi Kayla" he greeted, "um... do you want me to leave you both to it...?"

She didn't get a chance to reply before, from the corner of her eye, she saw Stiles nodding quickly and insistently, giving Scott the largest most obvious wide eyes she had ever seen. The answer to that was a clear 'yes', with a hint of a warning to not make it too obvious.

"Um... I mean, I have something I need to... to do" Scott mumbled, pointing behind him, "something over there. Far over there".

"Yes, good, bye Scott" Stiles said, "enjoy that thing. That very important thing. We'll catch up with you later".

She bit back her smile, watching in amusement as Scott was sent away like a little lost boy, forced to wander across the corridor before stopping by the far off wall and looking around in contemplation.

"H-How are you?" Stiles asked, a little breathless and worried, "did you-did you have a good night?"

"Yeah, it was great" she gushed, "we baked cookies and sat up drinking copious amounts of hot chocolate and talking. Personally? I prefer vodka, but the hot chocolate was good too" she joked, making him smile.

"You seem happy" he observed, "is that just because of your aunt and cousin visiting, or...?"

"It's part of the reason" she smirked, that flirty look returning to her gaze, "I suppose there might be another reason too..."

"Oh?" he wondered, quirking a brow, "and what, uh-what's the other reason...?'

"I don't know, just some guy" she pretended to dismiss, shrugging her shoulders absentmindedly - much to his astonishment, "you probably don't know him".

"Oh, don't I?"

"Doubtful".

"Why don't you describe him for me" he offered, "maybe I might recognise him".

"Well, he's hot. Kinda lanky, but in a good way. Oh, and really knows how to use his tongue" she grinned, "kinda makes me wonder what else it could do..."

Her sly, sexual words brought a flush of colour to his cheeks, an embarrassed but bordering-on proud half-smile tugging at his lips.

"H-He seems like a catch" he muttered, "especially that tongue thing. I'd say there was definitely some skill there".

"There's potential," she remarked, "but maybe he should practice a little bit more. Preferably at lunch. In the boiler room".

Stiles seemed a little confused, a frown etched between his brows as he puckered his lips in thought, clearly not able to take the major hint she was giving him.

"Practice making out with the boiler?"

She burst into laughter, reaching out to playfully smack his arm.

"No silly. With me. Y'know, in the boiler room. No interruptions".

"Oh. Oh" he mumbled, shaking his head at his own stupidity, "right, of course. That-That makes more sense. Well, actually, it doesn't. You still want to make out with me? Willingly?"

"You still seem surprised by that".

"Well... yeah" he insisted, "are you sure you're not brain damaged?"

"Brain damaged?"

"You did have that concussion from your car accident. Maybe there are lasting effects from that".

"From a concussion?"

"Those babies are dangerous" he insisted.

"I think I'm good" she laughed, "I like making out with you".

He pressed a surprised hand against his chest, mouthing a silent "me?", looking around to double check there was no one behind him.

"Yes, Stiles. You" she chuckled, "and I would like to do it a lot more if that's okay with you?".

"I, uh... I think... yeah. Yeah" he nodded helplessly, "I think- I mean, yes. That's completely fine with me myself and little I. Wait, um... not little. Not that it's little. I would say it's probably average-"

She cut him off by grabbing a fistful of his tee and pulling him forward so they were face to face, their noses just centimetres apart.

"Stiles?" she whispered sweetly, "I've had average. You are certainly not average".

"O-Oh?" he mumbled, gulping loudly as he had to keep tearing his gaze away from her lips, "so it's-it's... it's below...?"

"Definitely not" she smirked, "I was almost impaled last night like Jesus was on the cross".

"OH. Heh. Hm. T-That's... heh..."

"Stiles?"

"Y-Yeah?"

"Kiss me" she smiled warmly, "because right now it sort of looks like we're squaring up to one another".

He remained silent, glancing down at her lips again, clearly enticed and desperate for them but his nervousness had returned so she simply closed the gap, capturing his lips in a sweet kiss, pulling him even closer.

He stumbled a little, falling into her but she didn't mind, clinging to his tee in something close to desperation, raising herself to the tips of her toes to get more leverage. He submitted, lost to her dominance as she damn near sucked the soul from his body, drawing the attention of everyone around them. She didn't care, completely lost in how his lips made her feel - safe and warm, a hungry need for affection and acceptance rushing through her veins. Completely content with him, something she hadn't really felt before.

She could've kept kissing him for hours, but all good things must come to an end, and, in this case, the ending was Danny. Danny who purposefully tapped her shoulder like an inpatient child asking their mother for money for the ice cream van, causing her to fall back on the flats of her feet and turn around, leaving Stiles in a lovesick daze, nearly toppling over.

Danny held his hand out expectantly, a proud smirk on his face.

"Pay up, Hale" he insisted, "you owe me fifty bucks".

She sighed, rolling her eyes and reaching into her bra, pulling out a hundred and placing it in the palm of his hand.

"It was a stupid bet anyway" she grumbled, "and I expect change from that".

"You're just saying that because you lost" he chuckled, glancing over his shoulder at Scott in the distance, triumphantly holding up the money.

"You suck" she said to Danny, "you suck so hard right now".

"Nope" he grinned, "judging by dopey here, you're the one that sucks - and really rather good at it too".

She glanced at Stiles, seeing him completely out of it, probably bordering on potentially fainting. His eyes glazed over as he staggered on the spot, the tips of his fingers lingering over his lips.

"What can I say?" she smirked, "I'm the master of seduction".

A/N) A cute lighthearted ish chapter of just pure cuteness and adorable ness. Plus I love exploring everyone's reactions to STAYLA. It gives me life hahaha

Also hmmm hint.. Flashforward,.. seduction... oooooh, I wonder... ;) (if you've read the original, you know haha)

 

Chapter 41: Paternity

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me. 

It seemed word got around quick in Beacon Hills high school because, in the few minutes it took her to get to her first class, she heard multiple whispers about her and Stiles.

"Wow. People really love gossiping here, huh?" she muttered, following Danny into the physics lab.

"It's a gossip worthy moment" Danny smirked, taking his seat next to her, "you're... you, and Stiles is, well - Stiles. It's not often guys like him get girls like you, especially in high school".

"Then everyone here seriously needs to get a life - preferably one out of my business".

"This may just make the school paper" Danny grinned brightly, "headline news".

"Oh shut up" she laughed playfully, shoving him sideways so he nearly fell off the stool, "we're just hanging out".

"Hanging out means dating".

"Why is everyone saying that?" she asked in confusion, "is this some sort of Californian thing? Because, I swear, Louisiana was never this focused on labels and who's dating who. If they had been, I would've been in hundreds of so-called 'relationships'".

"You're just pissed you lost fifty bucks".

"Technically, a hundred bucks. You still owe me change" she warned him, "and, actually, I don't think I lost anything. I should've kept the money because Stiles and I? Not dating".

"It's cute how you deny it - and probably speaks to a lot of childhood trauma-" Danny added, "-but you are dating him. That's what it is. You're hanging out with him, having feelings for him and kissing him in school corridors. That's dating".

"But-"

"So I'm keeping the money" Danny smirked, "want to place anymore bets? The next one could be when you take his v-card".

She remained silent, staring him out.

"Wait" he muttered suspiciously, giving her an amazed once over, "did you take it already?"

"No" she replied with an exhausted eyeroll.

"I don't believe you".

"Well, believe it" she chuckled, "do you really think he would be able to stand upright the next day if I had?"

Danny pursed his lips, "hmm, true".

"There she is, little miss heartbreaker" a kid from their class announced, walking up to her's and Danny's desk and drumming his hands off the table with a wide smile on his face, "and here I thought I had a chance with you".

"Lucas, you never had a chance with her" Danny said, "like ever".

"Oh, I don't know" Lucas smirked, flashing her his dazzling smile, "I always felt we had a sort of unspoken chemistry between us, didn't you? The sparks were flying".

"Oh totally" she deadpanned, "that will be the taser I would use if you ever got within three feet of me".

Danny laughed, muttering a quiet 'burn' under his breath as Lucas pretended to clutch his heart in pain.

"See? Heartbreaker" he said, "Well, if Stilinski doesn't work out then you know where to find me" he winked, disappearing to sit several rows behind them.

"Yeah. Hopefully, the morgue" she muttered under her breath, causing Danny to chuckle.

"You're a terrible person sometimes, you know that right?"

"Yeah" she shrugged, shooting him a devilish smile, "but that's why you love me".

As word spread quickly, and whilst Kayla was getting the fourth degree from everyone around her as well as random boys trying to convince her to date them instead, Stiles was getting high fives and back slaps from people he hadn't spoken to since elementary school.

"This is weird" Stiles said, walking from his first class and down the corridor with Scott, clumsily accepting another fist bump from someone that he was pretty sure used to try and waterboard him in the school toilets, "have we been transported to an alternative reality where I'm, dare I say it, cool?"

"You mean in your dreams?"

"Shut up" he said, slapping his friend as he was forced to accept a sloppy high five from someone running past, "this is weird though, right?"

"It's because everyone knows you're dating Kayla" Scott pointed out, "with that little porn show you put on earlier, word spreads fast".

"So I'm like cool by proxy then? Like cool-adjacent".

Scott laughed, "no, you're dating someone cool. Someone that half the school was wanting to date".

"Well, they can't date her now. I'm dating her".

"Everyone got that message loud and clear" Scott smirked, "which, by the way, finally. It was getting to be unbearable around the two of you. I could smell the hormones. Thank god you actually grew a pair".

"I-I-I have always had my pair thank you very much" Stiles muttered in an affronted tone, "my pair are very firmly attached. I was just, uh waiting for the right time to, y'know, make my move. I totally had a plan and hey, look-" he extended his arms out dramatically, "-it worked. She fell for my unmistakable charm and wit and even willingly kisses me so take that" he smirked triumphantly as he finished.

"She kissed you, didn't she?" Scott asked knowingly.

"... Well... yeah, but I didn't run away this time. I kissed her back - with tongue" he added.

"I didn't need to know that, Stiles".

"Let a man brag, will you?"

"She's going to eat you alive" Scott laughed, repeating his favourite phrase when it came to the topic of Kayla and Stiles.

"Good. She can do whatever she wants to me and I will take it-"

"Well done Stilinski" the sudden intrusion of their fellow lacrosse player, James, cut in front of them, slapping Stiles on the shoulder, "I have no idea how you managed to get that, but congrats are in order. Maybe you're not a complete loser after all".

"Gee, thanks" Stiles muttered sarcastically, "I'll take that as a compliment, shall I?"

"You're dating the hottest girl in school, of course it's a compliment" he replied, obviously too dumb to sense the sarcasm, "how the hell did that happen, by the way?"

"Maybe by treating her like an actual human being and not a piece of meat, maybe" he shrugged, unable to stop the roll of his eyes.

"HA - funny" James chortled, "no, but really - how?"

He and Scott looked at each other, both wondering the exact same thing - how could someone entrusted with a high school education be this god damn stupid?

"Toxic masculinity" he replied in a snarky tone, "of course".

Again, the guy did not pick up on the sarcasm. Dumbly nodding along like Stiles had given him the best advice known to man.

"Right on" he exclaimed, bringing Stiles into a very painful high five and pulling him into a sideways hug, slapping his back and knocking the wind from his lungs, "is she good in bed?"

"B-Bed?" he spluttered, "we haven't... there's been no bedroom activities... unless you count cuddling on top of the bed, but we weren't naked. The clothes remained strictly on. Well... for the most part. There was also the phone sex..."

James frowned at his ramblings, where as Scott simply face-palmed himself, no doubt questioning why Stiles was his best friend.

"You're dating that absolute hottie, and you haven't bedded her yet?" James asked, "dude, what is wrong with you? If I was in your position, you bet your ass I'd be taking that little spitfire to town. Girls like that need sex".

"Uh... don't you already have a girlfriend?"

James shrugged, "so?"

"Great set of morals you've got there".

"Look Stilinski, point is-" he said, tightening his arm around his shoulders like they were best buddies, bringing him close, "-by some miracle, you've got a chance with this girl. Don't fuck it up by getting performance anxiety. Girls like her need someone that's prepared to go all out. They need someone that can rock their worlds. If you can't handle the heat, then get out of the kitchen baby!" he chanted, causing Stiles' already spinning brain to hurt as he noogied his head and took off, shouting obscenities down the corridor.

Stiles, jaw unhinged, turned to face Scott.

"Is he right?"

"About what?"

"The sex thing!"

"No" Scott scoffed, "I mean, I don't think so".

"Oh my god. What if I'm too inexperienced for her?" he asked in panic, "what if, when the time comes, I can't get it up? Or I-I finish too quick?"

"Stiles-"

"What if I'm bad in bed?"

"Stiles-"

"Maybe I'm a terrible kisser" he muttered, "or I have bad breath. Or maybe I'm too clumsy with my tongue-"

"Stiles" Scott insisted, "calm down".

"Ca-Calm down?" he asked breathlessly, "he's right. I'm dating the hottest girl in school. I've suddenly become incredibly terrified and intimidated by that".

"It's Kayla, okay?" Scott said, "she's not scary".

"No, you're right. She's terrifying".

"... Okay, yeah, that's true" Scott nodded, "but not about this kind of thing".

"She knows stuff. She's done stuff" Stiles exclaimed, "stuff I couldn't even dream of. What if I'm bad - sexually?"

"Practice makes perfect".

"What if I turn her off?"

"Stiles, you've had weeks and plenty of opportunities to do that and she hasn't been turned off yet. I think you're safe".

"Gee, thanks".

"Relax" the werewolf smiled, "just enjoy it for what it is. Don't let people like James get into your head. Let things happen when they happen".


Those things happened three hours later at lunch, in the boiler room - as promised.

It wasn't the most romantic place, but it was private and warm and was almost guaranteed to have no interruptions. Hence why he was currently being pushed against the brick wall, Kayla's lips eagerly and feverishly capturing his with some deep primal need that Stiles had never felt before.

He was struggling to keep up, lost to her dominance and expertise - happy to let her take the lead and steer the ship in whatever god damn direction she wanted. Hell, he couldn't even remember what they had been speaking about before she pulled him down those rickety steps... was it something about werewolves... maybe Jackson...

Right. Jackson.

He pulled back, cupping her cheeks as he looked down at her in a flushed daze, his lips swollen and wet.

"Do you need a breather?" she smirked playfully, toying with his shirt buttons.

"What were we, um... we were speaking about..."

"Exactly. We were speaking. But now we're making out" she pointed out, "Lydia gave me ten minutes before I had to meet her for lunch, and now we have-" glancing down at her watch, "-six minutes and twenty two seconds".

"Something-Something about Jackson..."

"About how Jackson knows Scott's a werewolf?" she asked, "yeah, I know. Who cares".

"Uh... isn't this kind of a big deal...?"

"It's Jackson" she rolled her eyes, "a kitten is more of a threat than Jackson".

"What if he tells the Argents..."

"Then I'll make sure he doesn't".

"How are you going to do that?"

She smirked, "I have my ways. Can we get back to kissing now?" she pouted, "we only have five minutes and fifty two seconds and, I don't know about you, but I want every second to count..."

Still in a daze, he just simply nodded. Helpless and succumbing to his hormones as he brought her back into a kiss, his hands tentatively cupping her cheeks.

It wasn't long before she pulled back, quirking a brow at him.

"Stiles?"

"Yeah?" he asked, suddenly breaking out into a panicked sweat, "what? did I do something wrong?"

"No" she laughed, "but you can move your hands, you know".

"Move my hands?" he wondered, glancing at them sweetly cupping her cheeks, "to where?"

"Anywhere" she whispered, her eyes eager and desperate for him, that sultry flirty looking returning to her gaze.

"A-A-Anywhere?"

"Anywhere".

"As in... uh..." he fumbled with his words, moving a hand down to brush along her neck, "here?"

She nodded, unable to help bringing her lip between her teeth, that one movement sending Stiles absolutely feral - his jeans tightening uncomfortably, hyperfixated on how fast and erratic her pulse was, pulsating obviously along the curve of her neck.

That was a good sign, right?

His hand, shaky and a little clammy with sweat, continued down to play with the black strap of her playsuit, nervously tugging it off her slender shoulder and letting it drape down her arm. Her skin was warm and soft, unable to tear his hand away.

"H-Here?"

He was on edge and anxious - in a good way. Overwhelmed in the most pleasurable way possible as she simply nodded, inviting him in.

Last night, she made him feel as if he had died and gone to heaven. He remembered how perfectly she knew, instinctively, how to get him going. How to make him completely lose his mind. He wanted to do the same to her.

Her neck, slender and perfectly curved, called to him, dipping his head down to gently press the softest of kisses along her skin, eliciting a pleasurable moan from her mouth.

He didn't know what he was doing - in fact, he had no clue whatsoever. He was severely unprepared and inexperienced. The only action he had ever had was with his hand, and that wasn't no where as delicate as this sitution was. Giving himself a handjob was, at times, brutal and repetitive - no finesse in sight. At the end of the day, the goal was to make himself come. Only now, he had someone else to think of. Someone else to make feel good and appreciated - he couldn't fuck this up.

As he kissed her neck, keeping his movements slow and deep, he realised that even all his hours upon hours of porn watching wouldn't help him either. Never having realised just how unrealistic it was. The kind of things they did in porn was, the majority of the time, exaggerated and fake. There was no way he could pull those kind of moves on her unless he wanted her to never speak to him again.

'God dammit Stiles', he cursed himself, 'this is not something you can wing'.

He turned them around slowly, pressing her back against the wall and continued kissing her neck, up and down the curve before focusing around her thundering pulse and making her moan.

Okay... maybe that was the spot.

He paid attention to how she moved and bucked, tuning into her cute little moans that slipped from her mouth as he began nipping and sucking at her pulse point, running his tongue along her skin.

It was true - he did have absolutely no idea what he was doing, but he must've been doing something right if she was acting like this. Squirming and gasping back pleasurable moans, her hands clinging to his neck and shoulders which, he assumed, was an instruction to keep going. Her nails sharp and unforgiving as they clutched to him in desperation.

He focused on that one spot, desperate to make her feel incredible as his hands, slow and unsure, drifted down the outline of her body to settle around her waist, stroking the curve and amazed at how little her waist was. His large hands holding her still as he floundered.

Her moans were like music to his ears, happy as hell that he was able to make her make those noises. His own desperation burning through his body as his jeans, still tight around the crotch, became almost unbearable. His boner fighting to get free.

She must've felt it pressed against her because she reached down and palmed it over his jeans, a rush of satisfaction pulsating through him as his lips stopped, hiding his face against the crook of her neck. Resisting - but unable to stop - the animalistic groan that tore its way from his throat.

He liked that she wasn't shy. He liked how forward and confident she was because one of them had to be. But holy hell...

"Do you like this?" she whispered, and all he could do was let out a pathetic nod of agreement against her neck.

"Good" she laughed, continuing to touch him and leaving him whimpering, his legs beginning to shake and twitch.

Without warning, the squeaky door to the boiler room suddenly opened, sending bursts of light down the stairs and into the room.

"Kayla, time's up. Let's go".

She groaned at Lydia's shrill voice, her hand motions stopping as she peered around Stiles to squint up the stairs.

"Pretty sure I still have a couple of minutes".

"Nope. Fun's over. Get your butt up here".

She groaned, rolling her eyes at Stiles as he stood up straight, a little wobbly on the legs.

"Can I kill her?"

"Somehow, I think that may be frowned upon".

She chuckled, reaching up to gently kiss his lips.

"Thanks for the hot makeout session" she smirked, followed by a wink, "we should do it again sometime".

"H-Hot?" he stuttered, "you-you thought it was hot?"

"Well-" she whispered, casting a sultry glance down to his crotch that was still rock hard and swollen, "-it certainly wasn't cold, was it?"

He blushed, trying to adjust his jeans but failing miserably.

"Kayla, let's go".

"Jeez, I'm coming" she shouted back up the stairs, pulling the straps of her playsuit up and bounding up the steps, "catch ya later, Stilinski".

Leaving him a hot and bothered mess in the boiler room, taking him another ten minutes to chase the boner away.


Sitting at lunch with Lydia, Allison and Jackson was tense, but only because of the latter who kept giving her knowing looks across the table after causing Scott to almost lose it in the middle of the canteen. She had missed that part because, if she had seen it, she would've throttled him.

"I can't tell if you're trying to glare at me or eye fuck me" she snorted, pushing the mac n' cheese around on her plate as Allison and Lydia chatted next to her, caught up in their own world.

"Unlike most of the guys here, you don't have me pussy whipped".

"Okay" she snorted, "not as if I was ever trying to. I have taste".

"You're dating Stilinski" he rolled his eyes, "your taste is non-existent".

"Well, unlike you, 'Stilinski' can probably make a girl cum. Oh, and yeah - he's a decent human being".

Jackson smirked, "you don't think I'm decent?"

"You're blackmailing Scott" she hissed, "why? Because you're jealous?That's fucked up".

He cast a look around, making sure no one was listening in as he leaned across the table, keeping his voice low.

"I know what I want" he said, clearly trying to intimidate her, "and you're going to help him get it for me".

"Oh, I am, am I?"

"You're a Hale. It all makes sense" he said, "you and your weird family, tucked away in the woods. You're like Scott, aren't you?"

"Nope" she said, popping the 'p' as she smirked, "I'm not".

Well, technically she wasn't lying.

Jackson's expression was tense and rigid, clearly unhappy with her cool and confident demeanour, obviously hoping he would be able to get under her skin.

"I want-"

"'I want' doesn't get" she snapped, "didn't they teach you that in kindergarten? Or elementary school? Or have you always been allowed to be a self absorbed, pompous, egotistic fuckwad?"

Her words, slowly increasing in volume, drew the attention of a few people at the table, including Lydia and Allison.

"Why are you two always bickering?" Lydia sighed with an eyeroll, glaring between the two of them.

"Because your boyfriend's an asshole" she deadpanned.

"I'm the asshole?" he scoffed, leaning back in his seat, "have you looked in the mirror lately?"

"With a face like mine? All the time" she snarked.

"Oh, and I'm the egotistic one?"

"The two of you need to learn to get on" Lydia chastised, "what are you fighting about this time?"

Both of them remained silent, neither willing to actually tell her the truth and even mention the word 'werewolves'.

"Hmmmm" the redhead said, narrowing her eyes in suspicion, "well, enough. We don't need any distractions for the game tonight".

Right... the big lacrosse game.

"Which you both will be attending" Lydia continued, looking between her and Allison in expectancy.

"Oh, I don't know..." Allison winced, "Scott will be there and-"

"Who cares" Lydia scoffed, "he's one of many players. You'll be there to support the school, not just him. And you definitely have to come" she added, facing Kayla with a quirked brow, "somehow your boyfriend made first line. You're obliged to be there".

"I told you before, school sports aren't really my thing. Plus, he's not my boyfriend" she reminded her, continuing to play with her stodgy Mac n' cheese.

"He is your boyfriend!" both Lydia and Allison's voices rang out at the same time, causing her to flinch at the sudden loud intrusion and drop her fork.

"Are we still arguing about the definition?"

"No, because he's your boyfriend" Lydia insisted, "so you will be there to support your boyfriend".

"Bleh".

"Oh, don't be so childish" Lydia chastised, "and dress up nicely".

"I always dress nice"

Lydia cocked an eyebrow in disamusment, clearly disagreeing with her but Kayla just rolled her eyes, going back to her Mac n' cheese as Allison giggled at both of them from behind her hand.

"You're insufferable" she said half heartedly, "my fits are always fire".

"For a street corner, maybe" Jackson interjected, causing her to reach across the table and slap his head.

"Shaming women isn't sexy anymore Jackson. Didn't you get the memo?"

"Didn't you get the memo that prostitution is illegal?"

"Not in Nevada it isn't"

"Then move there".

She smirked, "your daddy's money couldn't afford me anyway, so quit acting butt hurt".

They bickered back and forth until Lydia, yet again, put a stop to it, sending Jackson away to squeeze some more last minute practice in and turning to face her, her face the picture of having lost every shred of patience she had.

"What?" Kayla shrugged, "he started it".

"You continued it".

"I'm not going to let Jackass-Jackson have the last word".

"You give me headaches" Lydia sighed, reaching up to pinch the bridge of her nose.

"Then take some aspirin" she dismissed, rolling her eyes and glancing around at Allison, "oh, hold on, your necklace is twisted".

This was the perfect time. The time she had been waiting for all day. To catch them distracted enough that no one would notice her slipping Allison's necklace off her neck, too caught up in the chaos.

She stood and walked behind Allison, sweeping her hair to the side and pretending to adjust the chain but her nimble fingers worked the clasp, unhooking it. Allison thanked her inbetween talking to Lydia, reaching up to touch it and, just as she dropped her hand, Kayla slyly slipped it from her neck and tucked it away in the palm of her hand, going to sit back down, joining back in on the conversation as if nothing had happened.


She waited until she was back home to study the necklace, sitting at the breakfast bar as she studied the silver charm.

It didn't look to be anything overly special. Just a simple chain and pendant, a sloppily decorated snarling wolf being the main focus of it. She rolled it around in her hand, trying to see if there was any other inscriptions hidden on it or maybe a secret way of opening it, but nothing.

It just looked like a simple necklace.

"What's that?" Jane asked, walking into the kitchen and looking over her shoulder, "new necklace?"

"No, it's Allison's. Apparently this necklace has something to do with the fire".

Jane was silent, coming to sit next to her at the breakfast bar.

"She's an Argent, right?"

She just nodded, running the pads of her fingers over the silver charm.

"You have questions about the fire" Jane acknowledged in a knowing tone, making her just look up and nod.

"Well... yeah. It killed ten people and no one has paid the price for that. And there's some stuff that I've found out that doesn't really make any sense..."

"Like what?"

She trusted her aunt Jane. Maybe her she could confide in.

"Stiles has all the reports, every single newspaper article, interviews, everything, but it doesn't match what I was told. I found out dad was there... not at the house, but in Beacon Hills".

"Yeah" Jane nodded, "you all were"

"What?" she asked, dropping the necklace to the table below, "what do you mean 'you all were'?"

Jane winced, realising she had stuck her foot in things.

"Kayla-"

"What do you mean?" she insisted, "it wasn't just my dad?"

Her aunt solemnly shook her head, dipping her face forward in guilt.

"No, he took you all. Your mum, Dylan and you. He didn't want to leave you all unprotected back in Louisiana. As a result, you were all here, in Beacon Hills, when the fire happened. It was an awful time. The grief and confusion was overwhelming. Your dad felt guilty that he put you all in danger so he never spoke of it again. Eventually, you forgot".

"So I was... I was here?" she mumbled, "but why... why lie?"

"He wanted to protect you all" she said simply. "The thought that you and Dylan and your mom could've been trapped and killed too broke his heart. So he lied".

She had never known her dad to lie, not like this. Not about something this big. He was always the one she could trust and confide in. Someone that was always on her side. Was this not the case anymore? Was her entire life a lie?

"I don't... I don't remember" she mumbled, "I don't remember any of it".

"You were only ten" Jane sympathised, "you blocked it all out to protect yourself. A defence mechanism".

"So that's the big secret?" she wondered, "why Derek gets all antsy when I question him about the fire?"

Jane was a terrible liar about even the simplest of things like if she took the last cookie, never mind about a family secret this huge, which was why Kayla could tell she was holding something back, even when she nodded.

She narrowed her eyes in contemplation, feeling the walls closing in on her. Struggling to understand why everyone around her was clearly and blatently lying to her.

"I don't really know much more" Jane continued, "I only know what your mom and dad told me".

"Right..." she muttered, "well, uh... thanks for finally being honest, I guess".

She stood, grabbing the necklace and went to go to her room, but Jane stood too, calling out her name to stop her.

"Kayla, honey, I'm sorry" she said, "but your mom and dad's parenting decisions had nothing to do with me. It wasn't my place".

She kept her back turned, ignoring the newfound heartbreak and betrayal she felt coursing through her veins.

"When I was ten? Yeah, sure, but not now. Not since I've had to grow up and go to hell and back. You could've told me, but you didn't. So thanks, but no thanks".

She stormed to her room, slamming the door shut hard enough that it rattled the walls.

What the hell was going on?

Why all the secrecy?

She didn't understand. Her head spinning and rushing with paranoia and unease. The people she had trusted all her life - something that never came easy to her - lying to her.

To calm down, she had a boiling hot shower and changed into a pair of light washed mom jeans and a cropped white long sleeve top, letting her long hair dry naturally, scrunching it up at the ends so it could curl, reapplying some mascara just as her phone rang.

She answered it, not even looking at the called ID.

"Hello?"

"Please, please, please can you get over here?" Stiles asked quickly, "sometime in the next thirty seconds would be great".

She snorted, "do you need a handjob or something?"

"W-What? No" he squeaked, "Derek's here".

"Oh" she muttered, rolling her eyes, "well that wasn't very smart of him. He does know who you're dad is, right?"

"Please come over" he begged, "I don't know what to do with him, and he's also kind of terrifying".

"Feed him dog treats, that might put him in a good mood. And bonus - could teach him a few new tricks too".

"I'm scared for my life" he insisted in a frenzied panic, "and I don't know how to deal with him".

"Stiles-" she chuckled, "-what makes you think I can deal with him? Because, honestly, half the time, I think we're both resisting a bitch slap fight".

"Your family, your responsibility".

Unfortunately, that was true. As much of a pain in the ass he was, he was her family, and she didn't have a whole lot of that left.


"Miguel?"

"Have I... have I not mentioned my cousin Miguel before?" Stiles stuttered, trying to avoid Derek's death stare on the back of his head, "he doesn't visit much. He's kind of a recluse, actually".

She bit back her chuckles, feeling Danny's gaze on her, his eyes full of the question 'this is really who you're choosing to associate with?'

"Well, Miguel-" she said, turning to nod at Derek, "-it's lovely to meet you" her voice dripping in sarcasm.

"Well., why does Miguel have blood on his shirt?" Danny asked, looking more and more suspicious with each second that passed.

"Miguel, I thought I said you could borrow one of my shirts" Stiles piped up, jutting his head towards the drawers.

'Miguel', in response, sent Stiles a frustrated look before stripping off his shirt and pulling on another one, flexing his muscles.

"So, Danny, about that text..."

"No" Danny insisted, "I'm here to do lab work".

"Stiles" Derek ground out, stretching the tees between his hands, his bare chest on display, "this. No fit".

"Then try something else on".

"Oh my god" she muttered, rolling her eyes and walking over to Derek, "let me help".

Danny and Stiles continued bickering as she searched through Stiles' tees, feeling Derek's gaze on her.

"Did you get the necklace?"

"Yup" she said, "it's nothing special".

"Are you sure?" he frowned, "it doesn't open or have anything written on it?"

"Again, nope" she said, "so I stole from my friend for no reason at all. Thanks for that, by the way".

"There's definitely something about that necklace" he murmured, "Laura was sure of it".

"Anything else Laura said?" she asked, "or are you going to keep that from me as well?"

She grabbed a random tee, pushing it against his chest in frustration and Derek, sensing her anger, cocked his head down at her.

"What's wrong?"

"That's rich, coming from you" she hissed back, keeping her voice as quiet as she could as Derek pulled the blue and orange striped tee on, "I know you've been lying to me".

He looked at her, startled, a new found panic returning to his usual stoic gaze.

"What do you-"

"Oh hey, that one looks pretty good, huh?" Stiles interrupted, slapping on Danny's chest, "what do you think, Danny?"

"...Huh?"

"The shirt?" Stiles continued, not letting the subject drop.

"It's... it's not really his color..."

Everyone was silent as Derek, realising what was happening, stripped the tee off yet again, causing Danny to blush and look down.

"You and me need to have a long talk" Kayla whispered, "and you're going to tell me everything you have been lying about".

"I haven't been lying to you-"

"I know I was here" she interrupted scathingly, "in Beacon Hills when the fire happened. So there's one lie, and I bet your ass there's more".

Derek, at least, had the decency to look ashamed, a flash of guilt shooting through his gaze.

"I'll give you a chance to come clean" she said, "after that, if I find out you're still keeping things from me and lying, then that's it. We're done".


The jeep ride to the hospital was tense.

In fact, tense was an understatement.

She didn't speak. Derek was quiet and stoic, his gloomy gaze trained out the passenger window and Stiles, unable to bear the silence, ended up resorting to humming then whistling, something that Derek's glare soon shut up.

As Derek was still a wanted man, it meant either she or Stiles would need to investigate how it was possible that Melissa - Scott's mom - could have sent the text that coaxed the others to the school that night.

"Hold up, I'll come" she called to Stiles, climbing from the back seat and into the front, following him out of the jeep.

"You hate hospitals though" Stiles frowned, "I thought that's why I was doing the gentlemanly thing and offering to go?"

"I do hate hospitals" she nodded, turning to throw Derek a scathing look, "but I hate hanging out with him more".

Derek rolled his eyes in frustration, pointing to the hospital.

"Does it look like we have time to argue over this? Both of you get in there - now".

"He's bossy too" she grumbled, flipping her cousin the bird before purposefully grabbing Stiles' arm and pulling him towards the building, ignoring the nerves that seized her body.

"What's going on with you two?" he asked, "is everything okay?"

"Honestly? No" she sighed, "he's been lying to me about the fire and I'm getting severely pissed off with it".

He held open the door for her, letting her go first into the long term care facility that adjoined the main hospital, searching for answers.

"Why is he lying about it?"

"I don't know, but I intend to find out" she replied, "so if I could take a look at everything you've most likely illegally stolen from your dad, that would be great".

"Oh, heh, anytime" he smiled, "what's mine is yours, blah blah blah".

They wandered the long corridors, but the place was nearly empty and dead silent. Their footsteps the only noise that echoed around them.

She could feel Stiles' hand hovering along her own, clearly wanting to reach out and take it but he seemed nervous and kept pulling it back, cursing himself every time he chickened out.

"I'm sorry you're missing your game tonight" she said softly, "I know it was a big deal for you".

"It's okay" he sighed, "these things happen".

"But first line is pretty important, right?"

"It's what I've dreamt about since I started playing" he chuckled, "and my dad took time off work to watch me play and I'm not even gonna be there..."

"You didn't have to come" she whispered, "I could've come here by myself".

"I wasn't going to leave you alone" he said, sending her a soft smile, "I wouldn't do that".

"... Why?"

"Because first line is important... but you're more important".

That one little sentence truly touched her usually cold and callous heart, sending a surge of warmth through her body as she shyly smiled and looked down, avoiding his kind eyes. Beginning to burn under his stare that set her soul on fire.

He was here for her?

He willingly gave up his chance to kick ass at first line to support her?

No one had done that for her before. No one had ever cared enough to try.

Her feet slowly came to a stop outside her uncle Peter's room, a swell of anxiety filling her chest as she prepared herself to look in. Dreading to see the horror that would face her when she did. Peter's injuries, extreme and sickening, unnerving her to the core.

This would be Stiles' first time seeing him too... seeing the destruction that the war between hunters and werewolves could cause. Would it scare him off? Make him realise how truly dangerous this life was?

She took a deep breath, turning the corner and walking into the room only to find... nothing.

The room was immaculate. The bed was made. The empty wheelchair was placed neatly tucked behind the door. The en suite shower room was bare and empty. Every single piece of memorabilia was cleared.

Then, the most shocking thing of all... no Peter.

No Peter, despite the fact he was catotonic and still so badly burnt it would be painful to move him any real distance.

No Peter, even though for the better part of six years he had been contained and imprisoned in this very same hospital room, with no real hope at any semblance of a meaningful life?

She swallowed back the confusion, turning around in a circle in the room, the pieces of the puzzle slowly fitting together.

The revenge symbol.

The feeling she had, like she knew who the Alpha was and, subsequently, the flashes of fire that had erupted across her brain.

The fact she wasn't mauled to death in her car accident, even though she easily could've been.

The death of Laura, an Alpha werewolf, that wasn't only for the power but for the power to heal.

"Uh... Kaylz...?"

Peter - uncle Peter - is the Alpha.

She met Stiles' confused gaze, obviously not coming to the same realisation she had.

"Go get Derek" she instructed, trying to keep her voice level headed and calm, "get Derek now".

"Wait, Derek? Why?" he asked, "where's your uncle-"

"Stiles" she cut him off, "go and get Derek right now and bring him here. We need Derek".

He still seemed confused by her words, his brain racing as he looked around the room once more, a sudden surge of realisation spreading across his face.

"Oh my god, is Peter the-"

"Go" she said desperately, pushing him from the room, "get him".

By some miracle he listened, taking off down the corridor in a frenzied hurry, leaving her to slowly walk out from the hospital room and into the corridor, an uneasy sense of dread seizing her gut.

She had to tell him to run... she had to get him out of here because she sensed, just like before, at that night in the school, she sensed him.

She sensed the Alpha.

She remained still, her fists clenching by her sides. A rush of betrayal hurting her heart.

"Why?" she asked, staring bleakly down the empty corridor where Stiles had just run down, "why are you doing this?"

She didn't so much as hear but felt movement behind her, the motion causing her skin to erupt in delicate little goosebumps.

"Deep down... I think you know why".

His voice wasn't how she remembered it. It sounded much more menacing but still a little playful, an eerie sense of dread darkening her soul.

"Revenge" she whispered knowingly, feeling him inch closer, "you want revenge".

"Well done" he praised, cupping her shoulders from behind and causing her to flinch, "revenge for what I've been forced to go through for the last six years".

She bit back her tears, cowering under his touch but unable to get away. That strange sense of control he was able to have over her returning, keeping her glued to the spot.

"Do you have any idea what I've been through Kayla?" he whispered, pressing his cheek against her head in an almost loving way, "six years is a long time to be trapped inside my body... it's been hell".

Deep down, she knew that too. She couldn't even begin to imagine...

"But, unlike my so called family, I found someone I could rely on" he said, waving an arm out and his nurse - Jennifer - the one her and Derek met when they first came to this facility emerged from around the corner, her usual kind and picture perfect face screwed up in distaste.

It was all making sense now...

"The text" she mumbled, "it wasn't Melissa".

"No, it wasn't" he said, slowly moving around her until he was standing directly opposite her, his devilish eyes gleaming down at her, "I couldn't have done this without her".

"You killed Laura".

"It was an accident"

"Bullshit" she exclaimed, tears blurring her vision, "you needed her power to heal yourself".

"That was a... pleasant side effect".

"You disgust me" she snarled, "you're not the uncle I remember".

"You're right. I'm not" he agreed, and that control he had over her made her unable to move or react, still stuck to the spot, "but maybe that's because I'm not your uncle at all".

She faltered, the fire and disgust that had built up inside of her, burning through her like an out of control wildfire subsided for a moment, recoiling in confusion.

"What do you... what are you..."

"Look at you" he almost cooed, reaching out to touch her cheek, his head cocking to the side, "all grown up. I didn't think I would see the day..."

She didn't understand what was going on, her mind racing as she peered across at him in worry, the tears she was so desperately trying to hold back just fell, dripping down her face. A sickening realisation haunting her very core.

"What... what do you mean..."

Deep down, she knew. She didn't need him to say the words. She knew what he meant. She just needed to hear him say it.

"You have your mothers beauty" he said, "but you have my fire sweetheart, no doubt about that".

No...

No.

No. No. No. No. No.

He smirked as she fell apart, silent cries leaving her mouth as she shook her head in desperation, her entire world - everything she had ever known - crumbling down around her.

"Y-You're lying" she sobbed, "you're lying to me. You're not my-you're not my... my dad is... he's..."

"Alive and well, standing right in front of you" Peter grinned, "congratulations kid, you've just gained back a parent".

She was shaking her head, not willing to accept his words. There was no way. There was absolutely no way this was true, right? All her life, he was her uncle. He was her uncle that her dad never got on with. He was her uncle because no one had told her otherwise.

How the hell could he be her dad?

"I know" he mocked, "it'll take a bit of getting used to, I understand. But I like the name 'dad'. It has a nice ring to it. Makes me seem all... paternal. I expect you to call me that, you know".

She wasn't grasping what he was saying, the remnants of her life crashing down around her. Leaving her questioning everything she had ever known.

"Don't worry, I'll explain everything" he continued, "but first... there's something I need to do..."

Her panic won out, leaving her helpless and weak as he gently lifted her arm, rolling up the white sleeve and turning her wrist to the ceiling, inspecting the smooth skin.

"My daughter... is anything but ordinary" he said, slowly lifting her arm up, "no one's told you yet, but you're special. Powerful. It's time you discovered who you were".

Rooted to the spot, she watched as his face changed. His mouth growing sharp sets of teeth that gleamed dangerously under the fluorescents, his eyes changing to that fierce red.

"Don't worry" Peter said, "this will only hurt for a second".

A/N) OOOOOOH HOOOOOO REVELATIONS OH MY LORDY - poor baby Kayla had been kept from SO MANY THINGS and I'm excited for you to find out more ;)

but whoa, what a chapter. Some banter, some hot stayla, some tense moments with Derek and then THAT. omg... PETER IS HER DAD!

 

Chapter 42: Cut deep

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

The pain she felt was all-consuming and sharp, cutting through her and down to her very core. Her vision darkening to obsolete black for what felt like hours, every ounce of energy getting sapped from her body.

This was something she had never experienced before. She had been in the worst depths of agony, but this was different. It was as if a part of her was dying...

... But also, as if something inside her was reawakening.

His teeth, sharp and unrelenting, remained embedded deep in her forearm, as if he was savouring the rush of power it gave him. His eyes, a deep glowing red, trained on her pained expression but showed no hint of sympathy. If anything, he seemed to enjoy it. Revelling in the obvious pain she was in but being unable to move or resist. Helpless to his bite.

Once her arm started to bleed, crimson blood dripping down her skin, he finally pulled back, smirking as she swayed.

"I've just given you the greatest gift of all" he purred, keeping her semi-steady on her feet by holding her wrist up, "now, you can be who you're meant to be..."

She didn't understand what he meant, trying to focus on him but his face was blurring in and out of focus, feeling on the verge of passing out. She tried to pull away, to get as far away from him as possible, but he was much stronger than her and just laughed at her feeble attempts to escape.

It was at that moment Derek, followed by Stiles, came charging down the corridor and Peter pulled her back against his chest, his clawed hand threateningly resting around the column of her throat.

"You" Derek hissed, his voice full of distaste.

"Me" Peter smirked, "It's been a long time, nephew".

"Let her go" Derek growled, holding out his arm to keep a panicked Stiles back, "now. I'm not going to ask twice".

"We're just reconnecting" Peter grinned, tightening his hand and causing her to gasp, desperately gripping at his arm wrapped around her body, "I figure that's my job as a doting father".

The shock on Derek's face told Kayla that he, too, was completely taken aback by that revelation, his unsure and disturbed eyes meeting her teary ones as she tried not to cry.

"Don't look so pained, Derek" Peter drawled out, "she's still your cousin. She just has a different parentage than originally thought. But, come on, isn't it obvious? She looks so much like me. It doesn't take a genius to figure it out".

No one said anything, too taken aback to muster up any words.

"Your mother just likes to keep it in the family" Peter smirked, leaning down to rest his head against hers as he whispered in her ear, "Beautiful Jody Jacobs… oh, what fun we had. She was begging for me, for more. Dear old John obviously couldn't hit the spot".

She felt nauseous, on the brink of sickness.

"And how mad he got when he found out" he continued, "of course, it was too late by then. You were already here. I was shunned, yet your whore of a mother was forgiven… does that sound fair to you, sweetheart?"

"Shut up" Derek interrupted Peter's bitter words, "Enough".

"I haven't even gotten started" Peter hissed, almost cutting off her breathing as he grabbed at her throat harder, "sixteen years I was shunned and disowned. Six years I was trapped in my own body. I'm just getting started".

She bit back her cries, feeling her bottom lip wobble.

"Are you like me?" he continued, "or do you take after your whore of a mother?"

"You killed Laura" Derek said, desperately trying to change the subject.

'We've already been over this Derek" Peter exclaimed in faux annoyance, "that was an accident. I am so terribly sorry it happened. If you had been through what I have been, you would have acted out too".

"I wouldn't kill my family".

"Wouldn't you?" Peter smirked, "I feel that you want to kill me right now".

"You're not my family" Derek growled, "not anymore".

"Harsh" he said, "we're all family. We need to stick together. You know what we need to do".

"Let her go" Derek continued, "you've done enough".

She felt Peter shrug, his grip loosening.

"If you insist".

She was so weak that, when he let go of her, she crumpled to the floor by his feet, every ounce of energy being drained away as she gripped at her arm, trying to stop the bleeding.

"The bite will change your life, Kayla. I've just given you the greatest gift of all".

Then why didn't it feel like it?

"You could've just killed her" Derek growled, "her genes-"

"Are special" Peter interrupted, "the bite won't kill her. It'll just make her who she's meant to be".

She didn't understand the cryptic crap. She was a blunt, straight-to-the-point kind of gal. She didn't have the time or the energy to decipher the meanings of things, unable to understand what the hell was good about getting bitten.

Derek, riled up and angry, partly shifted, tried to take Peter off guard by charging at him, leaping over Kayla and tackling him backwards into the wall, both rolling along the floor of the corridor.

"Stiles" Derek shouted, "get Kayla out of here and go, go NOW".

She felt as if she was suspended in time, staring blankly up at the ceiling as her entire world crumbled down around her – yet again. Her mind was whirling but at the same time she couldn't think of anything, everything just seemed to get stuck in the cogs, as if her brain needed oiling. Unable to process what was happening around her, oblivious to the destructive fighting happened five feet behind her.

It wasn't long until a pair of gentle arms helped coax her up, half lifting her to her unsteady feet and she barely recognised Stiles' panicked voice trying to penetrate her mind.

"Kayla? Kayla? Are you okay?" he asked in worry, trying to coax her back to the present, "hey, can you hear me?"

Something about him drew her back, blinking back to the sudden and painful reality she was thrust into – everything she thought she knew about the world, and her family, being thrown into the air and she was left scrambling to pick up the pieces.

She didn't know what to say, frail and delicate in his grasp as he held her up, his warm brown eyes scared and concerned, swirling with anxiety.

"We… we need to help Derek" she murmured, fear welling up in her chest as she heard the fighting and knew Derek didn't stand a chance. If Peter wanted to kill him, he would. He had already killed Laura, what was stopping him from killing his nephew? She was not going to lose Derek, not like she had lost everyone else.

"Derek will be fine, we have to go" Stiles told her, beginning to pull and guide her down the corridor.

"But-" she protested weakly, trying to crane her neck to see what was going on but Stiles was determined, half carrying her down the corridor.

"No 'buts' Kayla... we're going now. I'm getting you out of here" he said, quickening their pace until he was coaxing her up into the passenger side of his jeep, taking care to buckle her in before racing around and leaping into the driver's side and skidding desperately from the parking lot.

Her mind, usually so sharp and quick, felt heavy with unease and confusion, blearily looking around at the scenery that blurred by, limply holding her bleeding arm on her lap. The sleeve of her white top stained a deep red.

Once Stiles had deemed he had driven a respectable and safe amount of distance from the hospital, he pulled over to the side of the road and turned to look at her, eager to help but unsure how.

"He's… He's my dad" she whispered, staring blankly ahead of her, the pain of her arm forgotten about, "Peter's my… he's my…"

Wordlessly, Stiles reached into the back seat of the jeep and pulled out a spare plaid shirt he had, gently taking her arm and wrapping it in the shirt, stanching the blood flow.

"This looks bad" Stiles whispered, his gaze full of worry, "and deep".

She didn't care, her mind elsewhere. The bite the least of her worries.

"Are you going to… are you going to be a-a werewolf now?" he asked, tying the sleeves into a makeshift and rather large bandage, "I mean… or will it…"

She had seen people die from the bite before. It was painful and messy and rather undignified. From the moment it didn't take, it was a terminal downhill diagnosis. As much as her family had believed that giving her the bite when she already had the werewolf genes inside her trying to turn every full moon would kill her, she didn't feel like she was dying. She felt different. Something new.

Not werewolf new. Something else. A deeper, more sinister power coming into play. As if the bite caused a switch inside her to suddenly get flicked to 'on'.

"I… I feel fine" she mumbled, finally meeting his terrified gaze, "I'm fine".

"Are you sure? Should I take you to get checked out-"

"I need to go home. I have to go home".

"Uh… I don't think that's such a good idea-"

"I need to go home" she insisted, "I need answers".

"There's time for answers, but Kaylz, I'm really worried about you-"

"Take me home" she interrupted, "or I'm walking".

He knew she didn't bullshit around so her promise, or threat – depending on what way you looked at it - would be followed through on. Leaving him no choice but to start the engine and begin the short drive to her house.

"Maybe-Maybe he was lying" Stiles suggested, clearly grasping at straws, "maybe he's just trying to get under your skin. Maybe he's not your… your…"

"He's not lying. I can tell" she murmured, too tired to explain that – whatever creepy connection they shared – she could feel his honesty. Some part of her soul was able to sense that he was indeed speaking the truth.

If anything, it made sense. Everything slowly falling into place. The reason why her mom had resented her for so long. Why she felt unwanted and unloved, like she was a mistake. Why she struggled to fit into her family unit. Why she felt out of place and different. Why she always felt like she had a little bit of the devil inside her at every waking moment, struggling to be the good daughter when all she wanted to be was bad sometimes.

It made sense because she was the product of an affair, and her real father was a psychopathic murderer. She felt like she didn't belong because she didn't. She was born to her mom's husband's brother… how fucked up was that?

"It's going to be okay" he reassured, casting her worried looks every few seconds, "I know it probably hurts and feels confusing, but it'll be okay. Your dad is still your dad. He raised you. That doesn't change".

"My dad was my uncle pretending to be my dad…" she whispered, "things are never going to be okay again…"

"I'll get you through this" he promised, "whatever you need, I'll be there".

She knew that. She knew that he would do anything for her, but right now he couldn't help her. She needed answers and they could only come from one person – her mother.

She felt herself shutting off, her usual response to anything painful or traumatic. Turning away from help because it felt awkward and foreign to her. Focusing instead on her anger that had now burned through the confusion and shock, bubbling through her veins.

It wasn't a helpful response, but she didn't care.

She wasn't just angry – she was fucking furious. So furious, in fact, she felt like she was about to blow.

Stiles pulled into her driveway, parking behind her mom and Jane's cars and gingerly switched off the engine, turning to face her.

"You look mad" he observed nervously, "do you think… I mean-" he correctly, gulping, "-is now the right time to ask for answers?"

"No" she admitted, "the right time was sixteen years ago".

"Do you want me to come with you?"

She shook her head, pulling away the bloodied shirt from her arm as her wound had stopped bleeding, not wanting Stiles to see her completely lose herself.

"No, I… I need to do this by myself" she said, "I need… I need to know the truth".

"If you're sure…" he resigned, sounding very unsure about this himself, "please just… just call if you need me. For anything".

She nodded in distraction, slipping from the jeep and left him sitting there in worry, watching her walk into the house – ready to face the music.

There was a buzz of activity from the kitchen so she followed the noise and found her mom, her aunt and her cousin all seated around the breakfast bar, tucking into some Chinese takeaway food, open brown boxes scattered across the counter.

"Hey Kay" her aunt greeted, catching sight of her first and sending her a wide smile, "grab a plate and help yourself. We got extra in case you came back for dinner".

She stayed still, standing in the doorway and looking in at her family, resentful that everything seemed so normal when she felt so detached and alienated.

Tabby had shouted her name in greeting but she ignored it, focusing on her mom who finally looked up from her plate of food, her gaze void of any real emotion and now she knew why. Her mom hated her because of what she represented – her adultery and betrayal. Always faced with the reminder every time she looked at her.

"Well?" her mom asked, "are you staying for dinner or not?"

Her fists clenched at her sides, glaring at her mother with a newfound hatred she had never felt before.

"Oh, Kayla" Jane exclaimed, frowning in worry, "your arm's been bleeding. What on earth happened?"

"Ask my mother's ex" she spat, "he's good at telling the truth".

Everyone fell quiet, an awkward silence being cast over the kitchen as her mom finally broke character, her eyes widening in daunting realisation.

"Um… Tabby, sweetheart-" Jane said softly, "-go to your room. The adults need a few minutes alone".

Tabby, miraculously, listened to her mom and slid off the stool, clearly a little anxious and worried as she ran past Kayla and up the stairs but not before giving her a legs a quick squeeze of a hug, although even that wasn't enough to break through Kayla's fury.

"Kayla-"

"Mom" she interrupted, her lip curling in disgust, "don't even bother trying to lie to me right now. I know the truth".

Her mom stood, casting a worried look at Jane before focusing back on Kayla.

"What do you know?"

"That you're a lying, cheating, manipulative bitch" she exclaimed, "how could you? How could you?"

"Kayla, honey, take a deep breath" Jane coaxed, "let's just sit down and talk about this-"

"Talk about this?" she demanded, her anger now spiralling out of control, "talk? Do you know what she's done? She's lied to me my entire life! She's a lying cheat".

Jane and her mom shared a knowing look, telling Kayla everything she needed to know.

"You knew" she muttered in betrayal, suddenly not knowing who her aunt was anymore, all her years of Jane being like a second mother to her flew out the window, "you knew about the affair with Peter? You knew he was my real dad and you didn't tell me?"

The deafening silence was her answer.

"Wow" she muttered sardonically, a raging fire of fury swelling through her body, "both of you are liars".

"Kayla-"

"If you say one more word to me I will end you" she threatened, glaring at her aunt, "I trusted you".

"Don't speak to her like that" her mom chastised, "what right do you have to question us-"

"WHAT RIGHT DID YOU HAVE TO LIE TO ME ABOUT WHO MY DAD WAS?" she screamed, "WHAT RIGHT DID YOU HAVE TO CHEAT ON YOUR HUSBAND WITH HIS OWN GOD DAMN BROTHER?"

"You think your dad was perfect but-"

"Well-" she scoffed, "-he must've been a fucking saint to get back with you - a lying cheating scumbag, and raise his brothers' kid. Don't you dare make him out to be the bad guy here".

"I made a mistake" her mom said.

"A mistake is picking up sugar instead of salt or forgetting to pay a bill – not falling on someone else's dick".

"I made a mistake and I paid for it" her mom continued, "I'm reminded of it every time I look at your face".

"Then you should've had an abortion" she spat, "instead of hating your own child".

"I wanted to" her mom screamed, losing her cool, "I wanted to but John didn't want me to. If he didn't find out, you would've been flushed down the toilet".

"That would have been better for me, than growing up with a sour-faced, unloving mother like you" she yelled back, unable to contain her fury as she slammed her hand into the wall, creating a hole.

"You keep telling yourself that just to make yourself feel better about your own" her mom scoffed, lashing out with low blow punches in retaliation to getting faced with her own lies and secrecy, "I may be a cheat, but at least I didn't whore myself out at fifteen and get pregnant".

She felt like she had been gut-punched, emotionally winded by those words said with such hatred and disdain she almost lost her balance, newfound resentment building up inside at those words.

"Don't you dare turn this around on me" she exclaimed, tears blurring her vision.

"You have no right to question my morals after everything you've done" her mom contained, taking no prisoners, "we gave you a good life. You had everything you ever could have wanted, yet you still find something to complain about".

"I WANTED A MOM" she screamed, her voice ringing throughout the house and nearly shaking the walls, "I WANTED A MOM THAT WANTED ME".

"AND I WANTED A DAUGHTER THAT DIDN'T DISGUST ME".

"Jody-"

"No" her mom said, shaking her head, "she needs to hear this. We've been too soft on her. All the crap she pulled, all the things she had done, should have been punished. You think two months in rehab taught her anything? She's loud. She's disobedient. She's disrespectful. She does what she wants, everyone else be damned. She sleeps around, makes an embarrassment out of this family, steals, racks up debts of hundreds of thousands of dollars on hospital bills and paying for drugs and when that money runs out, she whores herself out for them. What a stupid little girl you really are Kayla, and you should've ended up in jail instead of a cushy little rehab place that catered to your every need".

"Maybe I am the way I am because of you" she scoffed, "ever think of that?"

"You will not blame me for your mistakes".

"YOU'RE BLAMING ME FOR YOURS" she hollered, "I didn't ask to be born. Take some goddamn responsibility and stop blaming everyone else for the fact you cheated on your husband. Peter mom, really?"

"You are just like him" her mom said in a scathing tone, "I hoped for different".

"That's enough – the two of you" Jane cut in, coming to stand between them with her arms raised, "let's talk about this civilly-"

"Civilly?" she interrupted, "how dare you! Both of you have lied to me my entire life and you expect me to be civil about this? Go to hell".

"Let's just talk about this-"

"I'm done talking" she snapped, "and I'm done with this family and your lies. Neither of you cares what this has done to me… you just care you got found out. I'm done".

She went to walk away but Jane reached out and caught her arm, holding her back.

"Kay, please" she sobbed, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but it wasn't my place-"

"That's your excuse for everything" she yanked her arm away, shaking her head, "that it wasn't your responsibility. You're the one I trusted the most, and yet you still lied to me. Why did I ever wish you were my mother?"

Jane's stare was hurt, welling with tears but, in that moment, Kayla found herself not caring – too betrayed to feel sorry for her aunt, too caught up in her own hurt and anger to empathise. Throwing them both a withering look before storming from the house and slamming the door.

Beacon Hills was meant to be a fresh start, but since coming here it had been a shitshow. Slowly, lies and more lies were being uncovered and she found her usual steady footing being wobbled. Not that she was ever all that steady to begin with, but she had tried. Only now, everything was falling down around her. The fire, her family… so many lies and secrets, making her question who she actually was.

It had started raining, pelting down around her as she found herself sobbing uncontrollably, her tears mixing with the rainwater as she wandered with no destination in mind. Walking until she was sore and chilled to the bone.

She had always tried to keep emotions at bay because when she let herself feel them, they became unbearable. And when things became unbearable, when she couldn't deal anymore, she found unhealthy and dangerous ways to help make herself deal. It was her downfall, and she had experienced many downfalls.

She craved to forget what had just happened. She wanted to not feel this debilitating pain ever again. To not feel so lonely and betrayed, her entire life just one lie after another, making her wonder who she actually was. Questioning everything she had ever said, done and acted with a microscope. Struggling to accept, or even understand, how her dad was not her dad, but was her uncle, and her uncle was her dad. It was a mind fuck; one she was too tired to try and understand.

At this time, she wanted to be anyone but herself. To escape and forget.

There was one way she knew how.

A year ago, probably down to the very second, she was forgetting her pain by losing herself to the void of drugs and alcohol. They were dark and dangerous, but she needed them. They were her crutch through the unknown… through the wildness of her emotions. They were her release.

At this moment in time, she craved that release.

She wanted to forget.

She yearned to be anyone else but the person she was right now. The broken little girl with a dead family, daddy issues and enough trauma to fill six books.

She could taste the sweet promise of release on her tongue, that tantalising sweet nothingness that they always gave her. Living life on the edge by not knowing if the next hit would be the one that propelled her into permanent darkness.

It was a slippery slope, one that she was almost falling down. Only catching herself when she glanced around the street she was on and realised it was Stiles' Street, his home just a few houses down.

Subconsciously, she must have taken herself here. Some part of her not wanting to go down that road again because she knew, if she did, she might not come back from it.

Ignoring the shame she felt, she headed straight for the familiar house, knowing if she didn't then she might succumb to the darkness inside her, walking past the jeep and the Sheriff's cruiser and up to the front door.

She didn't remember knocking but she must have because the front porch light came on, making her squint at the sudden brightness, followed by the front door opening to reveal Sheriff Stilinski standing there in his pyjama bottoms and a grey tee, looking surprised to see her.

"Oh… Kayla" he murmured, just about to smile but noticed her expression and demeanour, dripping wet and shivering cold, "is… is everything okay?"

That was a loaded question… one she didn't know how to answer.

She stayed silent, feeling her bottom lip tremble as her existential crisis got the better of her and she burst into tears.

"Oh crap" the Sheriff muttered, reaching out to coax her into the house, shutting the door behind her.

"What happened? Are you okay?" he asked in concern, cupping her shoulders.

"Is-Is Stiles here?" she cried, not understanding why she needed him just knowing that she did.

'Uh… yes. Yes, he's upstairs… um…"

Stiles, who must've heard the knock at the door too, and was soon halfway down the stairs, meeting her teary gaze.

"Kaylz" he murmured, jumping down the last few stairs before clumsily rushing over to them, "hey".

"… I-I didn't know where else to go…"

The Sheriff was looking between them in confusion, trying to put the pieces together as he watched the scene unfold before snapping out of it and shaking his head.

"Stiles, get her upstairs and into warm clothes" he instructed, "I'll make a hot drink".

A/N) AHHHHH I know I say that a lot but AHHHH am I right? Lol. This chapter was mainly Kayla dealing with the rolleroaster of emotions finding out about Peter but, oh my god, she went to Stiles' instead of down a dark path… that's character growth. That's the beginnings of loveeeeeee lol

And we are slowly finding out things about Kayla's past...

Hope you all liked and please please review and I will see you all soon

Chapter 43: Changes

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form :( 

Stiles somehow managed to coax her up the stairs and into his bedroom, his heart heavy as she sobbed and sniffled. Shaking from her clothes which were cold and heavy from the rain, plastered flush against her skin. Her usual confident and feisty demeanour extinguished and burnt out, replaced by a Kayla that Stiles had never seen before – broken, exhausted and worn out. A shell of her usual self.

He guided her to sit on his bed, not caring that she was dripping wet and found a towel to wrap around her shoulders, kneeling in front of her and reaching up to tuck some slick strands of hair behind her ear so he could see her face better, devastated to see her so upset.

"Did it not go well?" he asked carefully, "with your mom?"

Her gaze, teary and defeated, met his as she slowly shook her head.

"How can I help?" he questioned, verging on desperate, "how can I make this better?"

"… I don't know if you can" she mumbled, her bottom lip trembling, "I just… I can't… I can't think straight. I-I don't know what to do o-or say or go and… and I just… I… I don't know what to do Stiles".

She seemed so lost, forced to watch as her entire world crumbled down around her.

"Stay here" he said, "please? I'm worried about you. Stay here and let me look after you".

She looked down, almost appearing shameful. "I didn't mean to come here, I just… I was walking and… and then I saw your house…"

"Don't ever be sorry about that" he whispered, "you can come here anytime".

"It's late though…"

"Anytime" he emphasised, reaching up to cup her wet cheek, "it's what I'm here for".

She met his gaze again, their stares clashing as she leaned into his touch, soaking up all the comfort he offered, her tired head resting against his palm. The caring contact seemed to ease her racing thoughts – even just a little.

A few seconds passed before a gentle knock sounded at the door and they both looked up to see his dad hovering over the threshold, a mug of hot chocolate resting between his hands.

"Can I come in?"

They both nodded, Stiles instinctively dropping his hand as his dad walked over and placed the mug filled to the brim with chocolatey goodness on his bedside table, his concerned gaze falling to Kayla.

"Are you okay?" his dad asked in concern, "are you safe?"

She nodded, sending Stiles a small thankful smile. "I am now".

"Get yourself a nice warm shower and out of those wet clothes before you catch a cold. I can make up the guest bedroom".

"No, no, it's fine. She can have my bed" Stiles rushed out, standing up, "the mattress in the guest room sucks. It's all lumpy and hard and probably should've been thrown out in the nineties".

His dad, ever inquisitive, shot them both a curious look but relented with a small nod.

"Of course. It would be best if you had a good night's sleep. Do you need me to call anyone for you? Your mom… any other family?"

Kayla sighed, glancing down at her lap. "I don't have any family".

His dad, obviously sensing the tension, just excused himself, trusting him to manage this situation.

"Come on" he said, "let's get you cleaned up".

He took her hand, guiding her across the hall and into the family bathroom, turning on the light and grabbing some fresh towels from the rack, placing them next to the sink and leaning over the bathtub to turn on the overhead shower, making sure the heat was turned all the way up.

"Take as long as you need" he smiled softly, "and use whatever you want. I'll leave some fresh clothes for you just outside the door".

She looked exhausted but nodded all the same, watching him leave and shut the door behind him as he hurried to dig through his drawers to find something cosy and comfortable for her to wear.

"Stiles?" his dad called out, frightening him as he floundered and jumped at the sudden intrusion, turning to face his dad who walked into the bedroom, "I'm concerned about her. Are you sure I don't need to call someone?"

"Family is kind of the issue right now" he said, "she just needs a safe place to get her head straight".

His dad frowned, "and that's here?... With you?"

"You seem surprised?"

His dad smirked, "I thought you weren't going to do anything about your feelings for her?"

"I wasn't" he agreed, "but then I did".

"So, you're dating?"

"I guess" he mumbled, "she didn't really want to put a label on it".

"I see" his dad said, folding his arms across his chest, "so that's the reason why it was a 'no' to the guest bedroom then?"

He blushed, feeling the tingle as the heat spread to his cheeks and outed his embarrassment to his dad.

"Well… that, and the mattress does suck".

"She's a complicated girl" his dad observed, "who has had a very sad and very chaotic life. She needs someone who will be kind and patient with her".

"I… I can be. I want to be" he said, "I just want to make her happy".

"Good" his dad smiled, "just uh… no funny business, okay?" he instructed, waving his hand out towards the bed, "and keep the door open".

"Dad" he whined, his blush intensifying.

His dad, just as awkward and embarrassed, simply screwed his face up and dismissed him with another wave of the hand, backing out of his room but not before pointedly showing him how an open door should look – as if he was three years old and didn't know.

He grabbed a pair of plaid pyjama bottoms and a simple grey tee, folding them up and placing them outside the bathroom door, taking a few seconds to listen in and make sure she was still there and hadn't escaped out the bathroom window, hearing the water run and bounce off her body.

Content she was still there, he resigned himself to sitting on the edge of his bed and waiting for her, his mind racing. Still unable to comprehend how Peter – Peter the fricking Alpha – was her real dad. Her once thought uncle. It was something fresh off the Jerry Springer show.

He couldn't lie to himself; it was a shock. A pretty massive one at that. Although, he hated to admit it to himself, it was the missing puzzle pieces. That 'connection' they had wasn't just because they were family – it was because he was her dad. She came from him. She was here, alive, on this earth because of him. She was his child.

He knew Kayla wasn't a doe-eyed innocent schoolgirl, not privy to the world around her. He knew she had done things – bad things – and been through a lot of shit that made her hard and closed off. But, despite this, he couldn't understand how someone like her could have come from someone like him. He was evil. Callous. A murderer. She was everything he wasn't.

It just didn't make sense.

A part of him wondered if this would change things. If this revelation would be the catalyst for everything falling down around them. Was this just one thing too much for her to cope with? Would she leave, unable to face the new reality that he was her dad? Or would she come to accept him, desperate for a father figure in her life and turn against them?

There were too many unanswered questions – and Stiles hated unanswered questions. Yearning to figure out the mystery.

Maybe that was partly why he was so attracted to her, everything about her an enigma. A puzzle to figure out. Desperate to figure out how she ticked. Fascinated by everything that she was.

He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't realise she had emerged from the bathroom, hovering over the threshold of his room wearing his clothes – clothes that were too big for her, but somehow flattered her all the same. Hair, clean and wet, making drip marks on the light grey tee.

"Hey" he smiled, standing from the bed, "how was the shower? Did it help?"

"… A little".

"You can come in" he said gently, "my dad is cool with it".

"It's not that, it's just… uh…" she toyed with the hem of the tee, glancing around the room before staring out the window, "I… I'm craving".

He frowned, not following what she meant. "Craving?"

Her left leg was a little fidgety, the heel of her foot bouncing against the carpet as her fingers, quick and restless, tugged harder at the bottom of the tee, wrapping the cotton material around the tips of her fingers before loosening it again, doing that repeatedly until it was creased.

"Oh" he realised, finally understanding what she meant, "you mean…"

"They make me forget" she admitted, "and I want to forget this".

He crept forward, not knowing what to say or do to make her feel better, but just knew he had to be careful about this. If he said or did just one wrong thing, it could send her spiralling – especially when she was so close to the edge.

"It doesn't have to change anything" he whispered, reaching out to take her hands in his, "your dad is who raised you. Who loved you".

"The thing is… everything finally makes sense" she mumbled, "the reason my mom hates me, why I've always felt different and misplaced, why my family was broken. I've gotten answers to everything I wanted answers for and now I wish I didn't know them".

"You can get through this" he encouraged, "you're strong".

"I'm not" she shook her head, her eyes clouding with fresh tears, "I'm not strong. Strong people don't want to shove a needle in their arm just to feel anything else".

"You are strong" he insisted, tightening his grip around her hands, "you didn't do that. You came here instead, which is just about the strongest thing you can do".

"But I wanted to" she whispered, "I wanted to just take something – anything – to not have to feel what I'm feeling. I wanted to. Don't you get that? I wanted to. Not had to. Wanted to. Because I haven't changed. Because, despite pretending to the world, I am still just that selfish, reckless little girl that just doesn't give a damn".

It killed him to hear her speak like that, as if she wasn't worth anything at all. Unable to see how strong and brilliant she truly was, despite all the adversities and things she has had to face throughout her short life.

She was looking up at him almost desperately, as if wishing he would change his mind and agree with her that she was a waste of space, something that would never happen. She could push and push, try and keep him at a distance as some way to hurt and self-sabotage herself, but it wouldn't work. He wouldn't let it. He meant what he said… he would be here for her in any way possible. He couldn't let her weather this storm alone, not when he felt such big things for her. Willing to burden some of the load.

"Did you hear what I said?" she demanded, ripping her hands from his, "I'm… I'm bad. I'm a disaster. I'm a disgusting junkie. I don't belong here in your world. I'm just like him. I'm just like Peter".

Her identity crisis and spiral into the depths of chaos were all down to that revelation, shaking the very foundations of everything she had known.

Reaching out, he cupped her cheeks with soothing hands, trying to ground her and regulate her emotions, soothing her panic and unease the only way he knew how.

"You're Kayla" he whispered, "you're Kayla Hale. You are nothing like him. He's darkness. You are light – beautiful, blinding light".

She was crying, grabbing fistfuls of his tee like she didn't know whether to push him away or bring him close, tears rolling down her cheeks and his heart broke watching her fall apart. Wishing, above all else, he could just make her feel happy again.

"He's my dad" she sobbed, "he's my… he's my dad".

"I know" he whispered, "I know, and I'm so sorry".

Her face crumpled, dissolving into fresh tears and resting her head against his chest in defeat. His arms, loving and safe, wrapped around her weeping body and held her close, kissing the top of her head.

He didn't know what to do except to be here, helping her through this. Eventually half carrying her to the bed and trying to tuck her in, but she was grabbing onto his clothes, her sad eyes peering up at him in fear as she croaked out one word, "stay".

He had never seen her so vulnerable, not even when she was writhing in pain over the full moon. This was different. This was a dangerous time for her. Maybe he was the only thing stopping her from disappearing down a dark path again. He dreaded to think what might have happened if she hadn't made her way here, painful and worrisome images invading his mind. What if she had overdosed? Or someone had taken advantage of her? What if she got hurt?

He wasn't about to let that happen.

So he climbed into bed with her, laying on his side with his arm tucked under her head, their foreheads touching. Close enough to feel her racing heart against his own chest, their legs and feet intertwined. Silent and just staring into each other's eyes until they succumbed to slumber.


For a brief second when she woke, she forgot about the disaster of the night before and how her entire life had been turned upside down. And that brief second was bliss. Warm and stress-free, Stiles' soft breaths hitting her face. Tucked against his body, leaning on his shoulder with his other arm draped reassuringly over her waist. It was a little slice of heaven, one she wished she could've stayed in.

Of course, good things didn't happen often to her. So it was only natural that feeling was robbed almost instantaneously, her mood sinking and her body turning cold as she remembered the truth.

Peter was her father.

The chaotic emotions she had felt had dulled, paving the way for daunting acceptance. Sick to her stomach. Nauseous and wound tight in knots.

Her waking and change in demeanour must've woken Stiles because he moved slightly, still feeling her clinging to him and peeled his eyes open, those pretty browns finding her stare immediately.

"Hey" he said softly, stroking her waist as he tried for a small smile.

"Hey" she replied, her voice croaky from crying.

"Did you sleep okay?"

Despite everything, it was probably one of the best sleeps she had ever had. Warm and safe in his embrace that enveloped her so well, easing her worries.

She nodded, "did you?"

"Well, my arm lost feeling halfway through the night, but it was worth it" he smirked.

"Are you saying my head is heavy?"

"Would you dump me if I said maybe?"

She snorted out a laugh, preparing to sit up and relieve his tingly arm but he tightened his grip around her waist, anchoring her to the bed and, in turn, his body.

"Just because it's heavy, it doesn't mean I don't want it there" he said, inching a little closer to her, nuzzling his head against hers, "… stay".

She had no will or resolve to say no, burying herself deeper against his body and under the covers, every inch of their bodies touching and facing each other.

"We have school" she reminded him.

"School-smhool" he shrugged, "school can suck my pasty white dick".

She quirked a brow in amusement as he realised what he said, flushing a light pink.

"Well, I'd be jealous if school got to do that before I did" she whispered, tilting her head back to press a light kiss to his lips, "and I'm sure it's not that pasty".

He chuckled nervously, "It's not exactly somewhere that gets a lot of sun".

"You mean you don't sit out and tan naked?" she laughed, "I'm disappointed".

He gulped nervously, "d-do you?"

"Of course. How else do you avoid tan lines?"

They were face to face, so close in fact that she could see the nervous and probably horny sweat begin to prickle his face, his hand tightening around her waist.

"R-Right" he forced a laugh, "pesky little tan lines".

"…Stiles?"

"Hm?"

"Why does it seem like the idea of seeing me naked would give you heart failure?"

"Because it would" he answered without missing a beat, "and you know what? I'd die a happy man".

She giggled, playfully slapping his chest before tucking her head under his chin, burying her face into his neck and chest and relaxing against his warm body, just being with him taking the load of life off her shoulders.

"I could stay here all day" he whispered, his hand gliding from her waist up to cup the back of her head, keeping her close, and the other resting under her neck tightened around her back.

She didn't know why, but she felt like she could too. She thought being here, being so close to someone else, would be too intimidating and claustrophobic but she found herself fully relaxed and at ease in his arms, the lack of space between them actually comforting. A peaceful calm washing over her.

She breathed in his scent, his warm body keeping the chill away and, if she allowed herself, she knew she could fall asleep at the snap of a finger.

"Yeah" she mumbled, "me too…"

That wasn't to happen though, not with the Sheriff and a concerned father in the same house, having not slept a wink worrying about the two of them sharing the same bed, at the crack of dawn knocking on the – still, thankfully – open door, cutting through the bliss.

Stiles, always so jumpy, shot up in bed like he had been caught doing something wrong, forgetting he had Kayla wrapped up in his arms who let out a shriek and got spun from the bed to the carpet below.

"… Ow" she mumbled, landing on her back and staring up at the ceiling, the back of her skull beginning to throb as Stiles' horrified and panicked face appeared above her as he leaned over the edge of the bed, "I guess time's up, huh?"

"Stiles" the Sheriff chastised, hurrying into the room and giving her a helpful hand up, "what on earth…?"

"I did not mean to do that" he insisted, "I just… and then you… with the knocking… and we are clothed" he rambled, "Fully".

The Sheriff looked at Stiles in exhaustion, "yes, I can see that".

"W-We didn't do anything" he continued, clearly unable to know when to just shut up as he kneeled on the bed, wringing his hands, "nothing was done. Not anything. I'm still a virgin".

"Stiles?" she asked, rubbing the back of her head, "he didn't ask".

Stiles gulped, looking between her and his dad as he blushed, his jaw swinging open and closed. "… Right".

The Sheriff simply shook his head, clearly too much information given to him in the space of ten seconds as he glanced between the two teenagers, secretly still thrilled that there were no shenanigans that could result in him becoming a grandpa.

"I just wanted to make sure you were both up" he said, before screwing his face up at that implication, "for school. If you plan to be there?" he asked Kayla, "Stiles, you have no choice. You're going".

"Dad-"

"Actually, I was planning on burning the whole place to the ground. That's usually the next stage of my mental breakdowns" she shrugged, watching as both father and son got the same horrified looks on their faces.

"I'm joking" she smirked, "jeez, lighten up. I would never burn the place down. I would blow it up instead – much more efficient".

That comment didn't ease their worries, both silent and unsure what to say.

"I'm going to school" she conceded, no doubt much to their relief, "with no plans to do anything remotely damaging to property or other people. Well, unless they piss me off. Apart from that, I'm chill".

"Right…" the sheriff muttered, "well, I'll leave you both to it. Help yourself to breakfast".

He left the room, still keeping the door open.

"I'm sorry" Stiles winced, jumping from the bed and appearing next to her, "are you okay?"

"I'll live" she chuckled, "though we might need to work on how you exit from cuddling".

"This doesn't count as domestic abuse, does it?" he questioned, a guilty tense look spreading across his expression.

"Somehow, I think not" she smirked, "thanks for letting me stay over".

"Anytime".

She sent him a sultry look, unable to help herself. "Anytime?"

He floundered, nodding helplessly as she bit her lip, watching him get all unsure and overwhelmed and found it incredibly endearing.

"Well, uh… y-yeah. I mean… sleep-sleepovers can be a lot of fun" he stuttered, awkwardly coughing to clear his throat, "we could… watch movies, and make popcorn and… and maybe, like… kiss… and stuff…"

"Stuff?" she smirked, cocking her head to the side, enjoying playing with him, "what kind of 'stuff' exactly?"

"Uh… l-like.. like lots of kisses" he gulped, "because kisses are good. Lots of kisses are even better".

"A little PG-13" she noted, "I was thinking something a little more explicit".

"E-E-Explicit?"

"You're so innocent, it's adorable" she laughed, reaching out to playfully squeeze his cheeks, "don't worry, I'll change that".

He was speechless, staring down at her with wide eyes and she just simply grinned, showing she didn't regret her words. Leaning up to press a soft kiss to his lips, bringing him back down to earth with a bang.

"So… breakfast." she said, "what cereal you got?"

He blinked a couple of times, still reeling from her words, his mind racing a million miles a minute.

"Uh… cereal. I uh…. Yeah, we got cereal".

"You do strike me as a cereal kind of guy".

"I can't tell if that's a compliment or an insult".

"Guess you'll just have to work that out yourself" she smiled, reaching up to move some wavy hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear but he caught her arm suddenly, turning it over in his grip.

"What?"

He frowned, "the bite. It's almost gone".

She looked down at her own arm, expecting to still see the fresh wound beginning to scab over but instead, Stiles was right – the only remnants of it were a light bruise and small indent marks, fading fast.

"It's healed" he muttered in amazement, "do you feel any different?"

"No" she whispered, shaking her head, running her fingertips over the dwindling marks, "I feel fine. I feel like me".

"I thought the bite either kills you or changes you" Stiles pointed out, "so if it hasn't killed you – which yay – then…"

"That's normally the hard and fast rule, yeah. But I don't feel like a werewolf. I just feel… normal".

"What's going on?" he whispered, "why would he bite you in the first place?"

She cast her mind back to last night, trying to remember his words and taunts to see if she could make sense of the hints and puzzle pieces he offered her.

"He said something about becoming who I'm meant to be…"

"Yeah, I heard that too" he nodded, "but what does it mean…?"

"I don't know" she shrugged, "with him, it could mean anything. And I don't want to ask him to find out".

"But you're sure you're okay?" he checked in concern, "you don't feel ill, or murderous, or anything?"

"I just feel like me. So yeah, a little murderous, but it's manageable – don't worry about it" she chuckled, shrugging in dismissal, "it comes with the last name".


"Everyone is staring" Stiles muttered, a nervous edge to his voice, "why is everyone still staring?"

"Because they probably think you got laid" she smirked, nudging him playfully as they walked towards the school, "I am wearing your clothes, after all".

He glanced down at her, admiring how she looked in his tight-fitting pair of black sweatpants, the waistband loose but the material stretched tight around her ass, obviously able to fill them better than he could, the cuffs rolled a couple of times and showing off her bare ankle, paired with a slouchy maroon tee that she had knotted to one side, making it cropped. Not wanting to go home and get her own clothes, so resorted to wearing his – just with a little style twist.

"You look hot in them" he observed, "maybe they're staring because of that".

"Nope" she laughed, "they definitely think you got laid. I can hear the rumours starting already".

"Heh, well…"

"You don't have to correct them" she smirked, "live with the 'stud' title for a little while, see how it feels".

"You're okay with people thinking we slept together?"

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"Uh… because I'm me" he exclaimed, "severely unpopular. Sort of a nerd. Still working off that embarrassing toilet incident from fifth grade. None of those really work in my favour for hot girls".

"Stiles" she caught his arm, stopping them before they reached the front doors, "relax. I don't care about those things. Stop thinking I'm above you when I'm not. The only time I'll be above you is when I'm riding your dick".

He coughed and spluttered, still taken aback by her ability to come out with anything.

"I like you because you're you" she continued as if she didn't just give him the beginnings of a severe and nearly fatal heart attack, "I don't quite get it or understand it myself, but I do. I like you. Accept it".

"Kaylz…" he smiled softly, "how can I ever accept something that still seems so surreal?"

She rolled her eyes playfully, "get over it".

"Never" he grinned, "I still pinch myself thinking this is a dream".

"I'm sure your dreams wouldn't be lacking so much sex".

Once again, catching him off guard and causing him to splutter and choke, helpless as he followed her into the school and towards their lockers.

"There you guys are" Scott greeted, rushing over to meet them, "didn't you get my calls? Or texts? This is huge. What are we going to do?"

Both her and Stiles just simply looked at Scott, still caught in their own little bubble and briefly forgetting about the revelation that Peter was the big bad Alpha.

"About the Alpha" Scott exclaimed, trying to keep his voice hushed but his panic was winning out, "who, by the way, is your Uncle" directing the last bit to Kayla with wide eyes, "what the hell?"

"I have nothing to do with his extracurricular activities" she shrugged, "and also, he's not my uncle".

Scott frowned, his adorable face screwing up in confusion as he looked between them both again, trying to figure out what he was missing.

"He's my dad" she said bluntly, "which is still a bit of a mind fuck, actually".

"What?" Scott exclaimed, drawing back in shock, "he's your… what?"

"His sperm made me".

Stiles winced, "I think he knows how the birds and the bees work Kaylz".

"I've gone through exactly the same thing" she reassured a slack-jawed Scott, "the shock, it will pass".

"But… how is he… your…"

"Sperm".

"Again, I don't think he means it so literally" Stiles said, leaning to speak into her ear, "I'm sure he's aware of the job of sperm".

"I don't know, and I don't care" she shrugged, "I'm done expecting any truth from this so-called family of mine. They're all liars".

If she didn't know any better, she would assume he was in the middle of an asthma attack judging by the way he was hyperventilating, looking at her with wide shocked eyes, like he was debating whether to run away from her or not but that shocked look made way for confusion as he realised what she was wearing.

"You're wearing his clothes".

"Mine got wet" she shrugged.

Scott frowned deeper, looking between them both before gasping.

"See?" she nudged Stiles, "even he thinks you got laid".

"No one got laid" Stiles exclaimed, "dude, focus. Priorities".

"This has been a very overwhelming two minutes" Scott sighed, "what is going on? And are you wearing a new perfume?" he directed to her, changing the subject and cocking his head to the side in confusion.

"Nope" she said, "why?"

"No reason" he said, "you just smell really good".

"Why do you keep saying that to me?" she asked in bewilderment, "because if you try and kiss me again, I'll do a lot more than slap you".

Scott blushed, "that wasn't me. That was the full moon".

"You tried to kiss her?" Stiles interrupted, taken aback by those words, "that's my job".

"I didn't mean to" Scott said, holding his hands up in surrender, "the full moon-"

"Do I smell different?" she cut him off, "like, my scent? Is it different?"

Stiles, obviously realising why she was asking, kept quiet, watching with nervous eyes as Scott stared between them both in perplexity, his stare tense and on edge.

"Guys… what's going on?" he asked, "have I missed something?"

"Can you just… the question" she swallowed nervously, her voice quivering with something close to fear, "is my scent different?"

"Yeah" Scott nodded, "it's always been really sweet, and on the full moon it was pretty overwhelming, but I just thought that was because of me and my increased senses. But now it's… well, it's… sort of…"

"Scott" she cut off his hesitation, a newfound urgency in her tone, "spit it out".

"I don't think you want me to…"

"Dude" Stiles cut in, "tell her".

"It's…. well, I guess it's… enchanting. Powerful. Like… like an aphrodisiac" he muttered shyly, his blush deepening, "I don't know how else to explain it".

"An aphrodisiac?" she asked, snorting at the ridiculousness of that explanation, "my scent makes you horny?"

"Well, no" he mumbled, "not me. I'm not horny… I think" he added, his face screwing up with nerves, "I just mean… you smell good. Too good…"

"I am thoroughly disturbed" Stiles said, before looking at Scott, "and I kind of want to punch you".

Scott took a half step back, away from her or Stiles she wasn't sure. Potentially both.

"Are you being serious?" she asked, "you're not lying?"

"I'm not lying" he promised, "I feel drunk being too close to you, and I can't get drunk".

"Do you feel like this?" she asked Stiles, "aroused?"

"I'm probably not the best person to ask…" he muttered, "I'm always aroused around you, remember?"

"Right" she mumbled, grabbing the first person who walked past them and pulling them to stand in front of her, "Greenburg, is that right?"

The poor guy just looked down at her in fear and confusion, cautiously eyeing up the way she was still grabbing his shirt in her tight grip with no sign of letting go and, with her reputation, he didn't want to try.

"Uh… yes. That's me. I'm Greenburg".

"How you feeling Greenburg?" she asked, "horny?"

"Oh my God Kayla" Stiles exclaimed, "what are you-"

"Do you want to have sex with me?" she continued her interrogation, "or live out any other kind of dirty desire?"

Greenburg swallowed nervously, on edge and overwhelmed but his eyes never left hers and she could pinpoint the exact moment he turned, as if he switched personalities at the drop of a hat.

"Oh god yes" Greenberg said, even his voice sounding lower and more desperate, "all the things I could do to that tight little body-"

She pushed him away, discarding him once she got her answer and turned to look at an equally disturbed and shocked Stiles and Scott, a new panic rushing through her veins.

"Why the hell am I making everyone horny?" she demanded, "what the hell is happening to me?"

"… I don't know, but if you don't mind, I'm just going to… yeah-" Scott muttered, pointing behind him as he took a few hesitant steps backwards, "… I have class. Bye".

She watched him run off, although much more awkwardly and clumsy than usual.

"Did you just give my best friend a boner?"

"I didn't mean to" she winced, "I don't understand what's going on…"

"Me and you both" Stiles replied, taking a hold of her hand and giving it a reassuring squeeze, "but don't worry, we'll figure it out. I promise".


"For the millionth time, no. Go away" Lydia said, shooing away the next guy that tried to hit on Kayla, "and take your desperate teenage hormones with you".

Kayla just watched as the guy, she counted that as the thirty sixth one all morning, stalked away in disappointment.

"This is getting ridiculous" Lydia exclaimed as she steered her and Allison towards the classroom, "why is every Tom, Dick and Harry trying to hit on you? Especially dressed like that".

"It is pretty weird" Allison said, "not that you're getting hit on, because you're clearly gorgeous, but everyone is acting really weird about it. Like they're possessed or something".

"Did you try that new 'vabbing' craze?" Lydia asked, with a disbelieving eye roll, "Because regular perfume works just as well as vaginal secretions, just saying".

"No" she denied, "I've not done anything".

"Sure" the redhead scoffed, "so why are you getting all this attention?"

"Trust me" she muttered as they walked into class, "I'd rather not be".

She felt relief spread through her when she caught sight of Stiles, finding herself able to relax a bit as she took her seat in front of him, Allison in front of her and Lydia to the side.

"Hey" he greeted, eagerly leaning forward, "you okay? How's it going?"

"Bad. Verybad" she said, "this morning has been weird, and not in a good way. I seriously think that bite has done something to me. I can't get within two feet of a guy without them becoming very inappropriate and- wait, where's Scott?" she cut herself off, seeing the empty seat next to Stiles.

Stiles simply jutted his thumb back and she followed the direction of it, peering around him to see Scott seated all the way at the very back of the class, his backpack on the desk like some sort of shield.

She frowned, lifting her hand into an unsure wave but Scott's eyes just widened, blushing deeply as he looked away.

"I think he's embarrassed" Stiles said, "and probably a little bit scared".

"Scared?" she asked, "of what? Of me?"

"Well, you did give the guy a boner" he pointed out, an unsure chuckle escaping his lips, "and, well…"

"The Peter thing?" she sighed, "does he… does he not trust me anymore?"

"No, of course he trusts you" Stiles was quick to reassure, "he just… it's a lot to process. Peter was the one who bit him. He changed his entire life. He's out there killing people. Finding out you're his daughter is just a bit of an adjustment…"

"I would never join Peter" she said, with so much certainty in her voice, "I want him gone. Just because he's my dad, it doesn't change anything".

"I know, and Scott knows too" he mumbled, "It's just a lot…"

She understood, to an extent. Peter turned Scott's entire life upside down and was threatening, not just his life, but everyone's that he loved. Of course there would be fear and doubts there – he was only human, after all.

"We need a plan" she propositioned, "because I sure as hell know Peter has one. We're sitting ducks".

"Does staying alive count as a plan?" he chuckled uncomfortably, sending her a smile.

"Unfortunately not" she smirked, "and also, we need to figure out why I've suddenly become irresistible to your species".

"Species?" he asked with a wondering frown.

"Male" she joked, "don't get me wrong, I love the attention but it's getting really creepy now. Plus, I think Lydia is a little bit jealous. And by a little bit, I mean a lot".

"She's jealous you're getting hit on?" he asked before chuckling, "shouldn't it be me that gets jealous? Which, by the way, I totally am".

"Any attention away from her is apocalypse-level bad in her books" she commented, "and don't worry… you're the only one I want, so no need to stress. I know how to say no to guys".

Their moment was cut short by Lydia leaning across the aisle, poking her in the arm with her pen.

"Ow, what Lydia?"

"So, suddenly, because Jackson broke up with me, I'm invisible – is that it?" she demanded, "has he tarnished my name?" before looking at Stiles, "What has he said about me?"

"Uh… nothing" he answered, albeit nervously, flinching under Lydia's cold and calculating eyes, "he's said nothing that I know of. Nada. Zilch".

Lydia let out a frustrated screech, clearly not the answer she was looking for.

"He's said nothing?" she demanded, "nothing about me? I'm Lydia Martin. He has to have said something".

"Uh…"

"Lydia, come on, you don't need him" Kayla reassured, "he's a douche".

"He's captain of the lacrosse team".

"Well, technically-" she corrected, "-co-captain".

Lydia threw her a glare, "we were the IT couple of Beacon Hills. We ruled this school. And now, what? I'm just normal? I don't even get hit on anymore? Instead, you, dressed in boys' clothes, gets whoever you want?"

She ignored the jab, knowing Lydia was just upset. Clearly evident when her friend just turned away in a huff, crossing her arms on the desk.

"Touchy" Stiles reacted with a wince.

"We really need to figure this shit out" she sighed, "before I have no friends or boyfriend".

Stiles perked up at that, sending her a hopeful look.

"Boyfriend?" he asked, "boyfriend as in… me?"

She didn't even realise what she had said, the words just slipping from her lips. Usually so uncomfortable with that label.

"Uh… well, um… in the sense of the word… yeah…"

He grinned at her, sending her a playful wink.

"Don't worry, your boyfriend is on the case".

A/N) HAHAHAHA sorry but I'm cackling. I love writing this story and everything that comes with it. Poor Kayla, if you haven't guessed already, I'm not nice to her at all but she will prevail (eventually) lol.

And hmmmm wonder what that bite could have awakened… ;)

Chapter 44: Euphoria

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form :( 

'Boyfriend'.

Huh.

For some reason, the word didn't feel as awkward now. Well, it did, but not in a 'puke in your mouth' kind of way. More like 'meh, I feel like a fifth grader' way, but okay.

She had just never had a proper boyfriend before. She had 'casual encounters' and people to flirt with when she wanted to blow off steam, but never committed to anyone because, holy fuck, that was scary. She never let herself get too deep because when things got deep things got messy.

Take Aiden for example… he was never really her boyfriend. They were together – sometimes – but it was just sex and fighting. So sure, he was her 'ex', but it wasn't like an official dating thing… they were just together. Ish. With lots of sex and violence and illicit drug taking.

So, this thing with Stiles was all brand-new territory and she knew it would take a lot of adapting to get used to it.

But she supposed 'boyfriend' wasn't too bad after all.

She sent him a small smile, finally feeling able to relax in his presence as, for some reason, he was the only one that didn't start acting like a dog and trying to – figuratively, or in this case it was, at times, quite literally – hump her leg.

She wondered what that was about.

"Stiles?" she asked, wrapping her arms around the back of her chair, "why are you not acting like a sleezeball?"

His eyebrows shot up, taken aback by that question that came out of nowhere.

"Uh… excuse me?"

"Every single guy I've gotten within two feet of has suddenly become ravenous and handsy. You seem fine".

"Oh" he wondered, "do you want me to get handsy?"

"Well, yeah, but that's not what I mean" she said, "you're acting like yourself around me".

"… Huh" he muttered, "that's weird".

"I don't get it" she sighed, "today has been a weird day".

Unbeknownst to her, when she said that, she didn't realise just how weird it would become.

"Miss Hale" the teacher's voice called out, and she turned around, half expecting to get in trouble even though the class hadn't officially started yet, and seen the teacher put down the phone on the desk, "you're needed at reception".

"I'm needed at reception?" she asked, "for what?"

"I don't know dear; your dad just says it's an emergency, so you're excused".

Her dad…

She felt every ounce of blood drain from her face, the entire contents of her stomach seeming to drop to her toes as she swallowed nervously, her entire body suddenly on high alert.

Allison, in front, turned to face her in confusion at that statement, whereas Lydia, as bold as ever, just exclaimed "your dad? I thought your dad was dead".

But that would mean… Peter was here? Right now? At school? This was it… the beginning of the end. He was here, out of the shadows, to terrorise them until they either joined him or fell to him.

Stiles reached out, grabbing her arm before she could stand.

"Don't go" he whispered, frantically shaking his head, "it's not safe".

The class had quietened, everyone's eyes seeming to fall on her in curiosity as she simply sighed, meeting Stiles' worried stare.

"If I don't… there's no telling what he could do" she mumbled, picking up her bag from the floor, "I'll be back".

"Oh god" he groaned, "you're never meant to say 'I'll be back'. That's like the number one rule. You don't ever say you'll be back. It's called tempting fate".

He was stressed, she could tell, feeling his anxious and jittery demeanour as she stood, ignoring everyone's stares as she left the classroom but not before hearing the teacher exclaim "Mr Stilinski would you get back to your seat".

Whatever Peter's plan was, she had to one up him. She had to get ahead of the game – of his game – before there was nothing left to try and salvage. She didn't know how she would do it, but she needed to. Preferably, before Scott either died or got blood on his hands.

She walked all the way to the other side of the school, pushing open the double doors to reception and was pointed by the stern faced, older looking receptionist to a room with the door wedged open.

She faltered for a second, dreading to face him again after he turned her entire world upside down, but knew if she didn't then the consequences would be far worse. Plus, she was stronger than this. She could deal with this; she knew she could.

Tilting her chin up in defiance, she walked into the room, coming face to face with not only Peter but Derek as well.

"Derek?" she asked in surprise, casting him a suspicious look, "what are you… oh. You're with him".

It wasn't a question; it was a statement. One uttered with so much disgust and contempt she even surprised herself.

Derek dropped his stare, not able to meet her gaze.

"Seriously?" she demanded, "after everything he's done? He killed your fucking sister for crying out loud and, what? Now your best buds?" she sneered, "what the hell Derek?"

"Sweetheart, language" Peter chastised with a smirk, his long black leather jacket draped menacingly around him, "before I make you wash your mouth out with soap".

"Shut your mouth before I rip out your tongue and strangle you with it".

"Yup" Peter grinned, seeming proud, "definitely my daughter, no doubt about it".

"I am not your daughter" she claimed fiercely, raising a finger and pointing it at him, "not in the way that really matters".

Peter pretended to clutch his heart, his lips pursing. "Well, they do say the teenage years are the hardest. It's to be expected".

She scoffed, turning her attention to Derek, "what the hell does he have over you?"

"Nothing" Peter interrupted, "I just showed him the true meaning of family".

"You wouldn't know the meaning of the word if it turned around and bit you in the ass".

"Now now, Kayla, put those kitty kat claws away before you scratch someone's eyes out" Peter tsked her, sending her a smirk of delight. "We're just here to talk".

"No, you're not" she sneered, "you've not waited six years to just talk".

"You're smart" he mused, "but are you smart enough to have figured it all out?"

She remained quiet, giving him the answer he needed.

"Ah... I see it's healing quite nicely" he commented, taking a step forward and grabbing her wrist, inspecting it with wondering eyes, "you'll thank me for this one day, you know".

She pulled her arm away roughly, hating the fact that he dared to even touch her.

"Don't touch me" she growled, "don't ever touch me".

"I had to do it" he said, "you need to be who you're meant to be. I just sped up the process a little. Have you felt it yet, the change?"

A frown etched it way between her brows, curious as to how much he knew about her situation.

"What did you do to me?"

"You'll find out" he replied, "although, if you want to know, ask your mom. She comes from an interesting family. Why do you think you weren't born a werewolf like the rest of us? Why do you think you went through hell on a full moon, but were unable to change? She has the answers. I wonder if she'd be willing to share".

"… What am I?" she conceded with after a few baited breaths, her voice losing that heat and fire.

"Special" he replied, "and I hope, once you calm down, you reconsider what I have to offer. I can protect you, as well as help seek vengeance on those that killed our family. I'm not the bad guy here".

She scoffed, "your kill count says otherwise".

"They deserved it, and so do the rest. Derek has seen the way. So will you, in time".

"Derek's loyalty could get bought with a Twix bar" she muttered, ignoring her traitor of a cousin, "also, go fuck yourself".

Peter smirked, "I like you".

"The feeling isn't mutual".

"I have a plan Kayla" he continued, "now, that plan could involve you and your friends living or, if you so wish, it could involve you and your friends dying. And by friends, I'm including that little plaything of yours. Human boys" he mused, "so breakable".

"You're not going to lay a single finger on them".

"Won't I?" he shrugged, "can you be with them all, all the time? Around the clock?" he taunted, "what will you do if I decide I want to stop their hearts? Or, better yet, turn them?"

"I'd kill you" she promised, her voice unwavering, "and I wouldn't even hesitate".

"We'll have to agree to disagree" he said, "don't worry, I'll give you some time. I have every faith you'll come around".

"Don't hold your fucking breath".

All this time, Derek had remained quiet. Barely moving as he watched the exchange, but now he looked up, catching her gaze and there was something in his eyes she couldn't quite put her finger on… something new, something different… a look she hadn't seen before.

She frowned, trying to understand what he was trying to convey but, seconds later, Peter jutted his head towards the door, instructing Derek to leave.

"Enjoy your day Kayla" Peter said as he brushed past her, "we'll speak again soon".

By the time she turned around, they were gone. Almost like they disappeared into thin air.

Her mind was reeling, further questions spinning around her head.

What did he mean, about her mom's family? 'The change'? His plan? Why did he want her to join him? He could build a pack or whoever he wanted, but instead he was focusing on Scott, Derek and her? It wasn't making sense. None of this situation made much sense.

All she knew was, he bit her, and it was doing something to her. Not killing her, not turning her into a werewolf, but something else. Something unknown.

It was terrifying.

She left reception, walking off her fears and anxieties as she stormed down the corridor, her sneakers squeaking against the floor and, as she turned the corner, she bumped headfirst into someone, the impact nearly sending her flat on her ass.

To her dismay, it was Brian. His handsome face cut into a menacing expression.

"Kayla" he greeted, his voice void of any endearment, "slumming it with Stilinski, huh? In broad daylight? I'm surprised. And here I thought you had taste".

She scoffed, "evidently not, considering I got to third base with you".

"Ouch" he remarked, towering above her, "you don't know what you're missing".

"Nothing special" she said, "now move".

She went to go around him, but he stepped to the side, blocking her way.

"Does it look like I'm in the mood for your stupid games?" she exclaimed, "now move".

Yet again, he sidestepped. Not letting her leave.

"If you want a punch to the face, use your words like a grown up".

"I want you" he continued, taking a couple of steps forwards and forcing her back, "I should've had you weeks ago… but no, you're stubborn. I guess it makes the wait all the more sweeter".

She rolled her eyes, placing her hand against his chest. "Stop. Leave me alone".

She tried to move around him again, but he grabbed her arms and pushed her back violently into the row of lockers, the force winding her for a few seconds and causing her vision to blur.

"I don't know what it is about you, but I want you" he snarled, tightening his grip and taking advantage of her pained state, "god, I want you so bad".

Right… because he was within two feet of her. Whatever it was about her causing him to succumb to his needs – except, in his case, they were more violent and aggressive than everyone else's, a little bit of his true personality slipping out.

Without thinking, she lifted her knee into his crotch, causing him to bend over in pain and raised her elbow, driving it down into his back so he collapsed to the ground, coughing and spluttering.

"Keep your God damn hands off me" she exclaimed, "or I will break your face, do you understand me?"

He groaned, trying to push himself up but she just booted him in the side, causing him to fall over.

"Touch me again, and you will regret it" she warned, "I promise you that".

She left him there, clearly hurt, but finding herself not giving a damn, making her way outside quickly and into the fresh air to calm down, shaking out the sudden nerves and anxiety that gripped her.

Normally she was able to shrug things off. Except the past twenty-four hours had truly rattled her, right down to her very core, and she felt hypersensitive to everything around her. Delicate and breakable. Shame beginning to build up inside her.

Why was this happening?

Why couldn't she control whatever it was she was doing to them?

Something had changed. Something in her DNA.

She shivered, trying to brush off the ghost of his handprints around her arms but she could feel them throbbing, no doubt beginning to bruise. His force and desperation bordering on scary.

It wasn't a new thing to her, but it still wasn't something she liked.

Her past was filled with violence and mistakes, a combination of bad people and bad decisions. Unwanted comments and touches that chipped away at her soul. Drug binges clouding any sensible decision-making skills she had, resulting in her always ending up in precarious and reckless situations. Sometimes, it was humans that she found scarier and more unpredictable. What was their excuse for being monsters?

It was clear that, right now, she shouldn't be around anyone. Not of the male gender anyway. Not until she figured out what was going on. Especially around predatory people like Brian. Not willing or wanting to be in situations like that ever again, feeling forced and used against her wishes. It wasn't going to happen. Not again. She wasn't that Kayla anymore. She wasn't that Kayla that felt so low and useless she didn't care what happened to her. She had changed.

She wrung her hands, deep in thought and contemplation when Stiles found her, leaving class early, too stressed and worried about her to focus.

"Kayla? Kaylz?" she heard him call out, rushing over to her, "what happened? Are you okay?"

She turned to face him, unintentionally taking a couple of steps backwards.

"I'm okay" she reassured, "but I think you need to keep your distance. Something is going on with me, and we don't know if it's dangerous or-"

"Dangerous?" he interrupted, "you're not dangerous-"

"You don't know that" she sighed, "Peter's bite has done something to me. We don't know what's happening".

"I know you're not dangerous" Stiles said, "we'll figure it out".

"Scott won't even look at me. Every guy that gets too close to me seems to lose their mind, and that's because of me. Something that I'm doing is causing that, and until I know what that something is, I need to be careful".

"Okay, well… let me help. No, wait, hear me out" he rushed out, sensing her about to disagree, "you're right. Ever since the bite, it's doing something to you. But that effect that you have on everyone else, it doesn't happen to me, right? So let me help".

"Stiles-"

"Let me help" he repeated, or more like begged, "please?"

"How?"

"I'll get us away from here".

She frowned, "that sounds like you want to smuggle me to a different country".

"Tempting, but impractical" he said, "look, I got the jeep. We could go somewhere quiet or-or drive around for a bit. Somewhere away from any and all guys. See if we can figure out what's going on".

"You have school-"

"My record is almost impeccable. I can spare a day off" he promised, "c'mon Kaylz…" he added, holding out his hand for her to take, "let me help you".

She studied his hand for a moment, recognising all the comfort it offered, but she wasn't used to accepting help. Especially help that made her vulnerable.

But Stiles was different. For whatever reason, he was different to everyone else. Not wanting or needing anything from her.

Against her better judgement, she accepted his hand, feeling him let out a sigh of relief.

"Okay" she conceded, "sure. Let's go".

He guided her to the jeep, making sure she got in okay before shutting the door and racing around to the driver's side as stealthily as he could, trying to act like James Bond.

Whilst driving, she recounted her interaction with Peter and Derek.

"So, Derek is with Peter now?"

"Initially, I thought yeah" she admitted, "but I don't know, there was something about the way he looked at me… like he wanted me to catch on, or something. It was strange".

"You think maybe he's lying to Peter?" he asked, "that sounds stupid. And dangerous".

"I don't know" she mused, "Derek is… different. He never used to be like this. Lately, I don't know… it's like he's playing both sides or something".

"But for what reason?"

"I can only think of one…" she shrugged, "power. Since the fire, he's felt powerless. He couldn't save them. He couldn't save Laura…"

"And what Peter said about your mom, you believe him?"

"Peter may be a dick, but he doesn't lie. Not about things like this. And, I hate to say it, but it makes sense" she admitted, "the effect the full moon had on me was unheard of. No one knew why I had so much pain and why my body couldn't change. Maybe it couldn't change because there was something else in my DNA more dominant, more powerful…"

"Do you want to go see her?"

She shook her head, "I'm not ready. Not yet. Our fight was bad. Even if I wanted to, I don't think I could see her without knocking her teeth out".

Stiles winced, "yeah, maybe for the best".

"I just can't have him hurting you" she admitted, "or Lydia, or Allison, or Scott. I can't let him".

"He's just using us to get under your skin-"

"Maybe, but also, he's capable of a lot. He wouldn't care if he hurts any one of you, because he's incapable of caring. If I don't play this properly, people could get hurt. You could get hurt".

He cast her a surprised but affectionate look, his eyes breaking away from the road for a few seconds before re-focusing.

"You're worried about me?"

She softened slightly, "of course I am. I don't want anything to happen to you".

"Nothing will" he promised, "I'm like a cat. I got nine lives".

She snorted, "pretty sure in the time I've known you, you've lost like five of those".

He pouted, "I'm deceivingly robust I'll have you know".

"So, the adorable klutz thing is just an act then, huh?" she laughed.

"Well actually-oh, you think it's adorable?"

"Against my better judgement, yes".

"Booyah" he cheered quietly to himself, followed by a small fist bump in the air, causing her to smirk.

"Did you just 'booyah' yourself?"

"Us underdogs have to celebrate the little wins".

She snorted, rolling her eyes in amusement, "dickhead".

"Yeah" he nodded, throwing her a lazy half smile, "but you love it".

She didn't say anything, caught in a sudden ball of panic as soon as he dared to utter the 'L' word, even if it wasn't in context. Her eyes bugging from their sockets as he, too, realised what he said, gulping loudly and tightening his hands around the wheel.

'Calm down Kayla' she chastised to herself, although she could barely hear herself think over the racing of her heart, 'loving things about someone is totally normal and does not mean what you think it means'.

Even then, the panic had already taken hold and she couldn't look him in the eye, focusing her gaze out the window in front as he quietly panicked himself, muttering curses under his breath.

She hadn't told anyone she loved them… not since before her dad and brother died. Ever since that night, unable to really ever say the words or the word itself. Too traumatised and heartbroken to bear saying it to anyone… because everyone she had ever loved had left her… it was like a cruel jinx.

And even then, he didn't mean it like that. Because there was no way she was close to falling in love with Stiles Stilinski…

Silence enveloped them for longer than what was comfortable, staring out the window and seeing that they weren't in Beacon Hills anymore.

"Where are we going?"

"Oh, uh… heh. I don't know" he admitted with a nervous shrug, already on the highway, "I figured just put a little bit of space between us and Beacon Hills for a while…"

She smirked, "technically, this could count as a kidnapping".

"It's cool, my dad's the Sheriff. I'd get away with it".

"Like that speeding ticket you just got?" she snorted, recognising the flash from an overhead camera as Stiles barrelled it down the highway, "I'm pleasantly surprised. I didn't realise this thing could go above fifty".

Stiles winced, glancing back at the camera, "damn. That means another lecture".

"How many of them has he gotten you out of?"

"Uh… six" he said, "although it'll soon be seven".

"Said with such confidence" she joked, "maybe this time he'll lock you up and throw away the key".

"I'm his only child. His only protégée. All his hopes and dreams fall on me. He won't be locking me up anywhere".

"That's a shame" she mused with a smirk, "having you locked up might be kind of fun".

He cocked an eyebrow, taken aback by her words.

"Handcuffs… restrained…" she muttered, "helpless… sort of sexy, no?"

She heard him gulp, hands tightening around the leather steering wheel.

"Heh… well… um…" he stuttered, "maybe-maybe the other way around would be sexy too. You in handcuffs" he added, turning a gentle flushed pink.

"I've been in handcuffs" she smirked, "and I know how to get out of them too, so you'd need to make sure and really tighten them…"

Her flirty and sultry voice was enough to distract him, clearly sending his mind elsewhere as his foot slipped off the gas pedal, causing the jeep to jerk and jolt.

She giggled, "it's so easy to distract you".

"Can you blame me when you speak like that?" he wondered, trying to hide his blush.

"Are you now thinking about me naked in handcuffs?"

As expected, his blush deepened. No hiding it now.

"You're welcome" she sing-songed, "and I promise, whatever you're imagining, the real thing is a hundred times better".

Yet again, his foot slipped from the pedal, like a knee jerk reaction to his pleasure and she couldn't help but laugh.

"Well, it's clearly not safe for me to drive" he muttered, indicating off the highway and following the road and signage to the closest town – 'Maple Springs'.

It was cute but small, so much smaller than Beacon Hills. A little run down and empty but the scenery was to die for. Surrounded by endless forest.

Stiles, watching her eyes fill up with joy and wonder at the sight, followed the signage to a nearby small parking lot just by the entrance to a forest walk and parked up, his jeep being the only vehicle around.

"Come on, let's go explore" he said, fulfilling his promise to her of keeping her mind off things.

He took her hand, leading her down the narrow path, trying not to trip or roll his ankles.

"It's beautiful out here" she said, craning her neck back to look at the canopy of the trees, sunlight dancing through the leaves and casting shadows across her face.

"Yeah" he muttered, unable to take his eyes off her as they walked, "it really is".

Sensing his gaze on her, she looked down, meeting his stare.

"I meant the trees" she smirked.

"I didn't mean the trees" he muttered, "you really are beautiful…"

"Usually? Yeah" she joked, "today? No so much. Your shampoo made my hair go frizzy and I don't have a lick of make up on-"

"You're beautiful all the time" he corrected, because seeing her so fresh faced and raw was a whole new side to her, looking younger and just as vibrant, "without even trying. Everything about you is beautiful, and I don't know how I got so damn lucky…"

"Sap" she remarked with a playful roll of her eyes, but secretly her heart was thundering at the attention, a pleasurable warmth radiating through her at those words.

"Deal with it".

She pretended to put her finger down her throat, mimicking being sick, and he just nudged her elbow, scoffing at her dramatics.

"You melt a little bit inside when I talk like that, I know you do".

"Oh, you do, do you?" she grinned, "and how do you know that?"

"I can see it in your eyes" he said, "they soften a little".

She knew it was true… always softening around him. Less hard and prickly around the edges.

"Yeah yeah Stilinski" she mocked jokingly, "keep telling yourself that".

They walked hand in hand, following the rickety narrow trail that kept breaking into forks, and the deeper they got, the more she felt Stiles panic a little.

"It's chill" she reassured, "I memorised the way".

"Well, I'm glad one of us did because I did not think this through".

They must've walked for miles, chatting away, flirting, teasing each other. Hours went by where she didn't have to think of Peter, or Derek, or mutilated bodies or her mom and aunt's betrayal. For those hours, her mind was truly at peace. Something she hadn't had in a very long time.

The trail opened up to something unexpected - a magnificent waterfall cascading down a rocky cliff, the crystal-clear water sparkling in the bright sunlight. The rushing water creating a soothing melody for her ears. Lush, full greenery surrounded the rocks – a little piece of heaven here on earth.

She was speechless, not expecting to come across something so stunning. A mini paradise.

She let go of Stiles' hand, walking slowly towards the rocks that was paved on either side of the water's edge, streamlining into a river. Enjoying the way the cool breeze ruffled her hair and cooled down her skin, warm from all the walking.

He took her away from Beacon Hills, away from all the hurt and confusion, giving her time to just simply breathe. Here, there was no pressure. No anger. No betrayal. Just him and her, enjoying each other's company. Getting to know each other better, and without watchful eyes. Finding herself fully relaxed and at ease by his side. Allowing herself to drop the walls around her heart and let him in.

She could feel him hovering a few steps behind her, watching her watch the rush of water with wonderous eyes and she couldn't be more thankful to him.

No one had ever taken the time to get to know her like this. To break down her trauma walls and see the good in her. To exhibit patience and understanding when she was being difficult and rash. For some reason, he grounded her. Complimenting her personality and bringing her the kind of joy she had never felt before.

She wasn't a complicated girl. She didn't need big grand gestures or fancy things… she just needed someone to look after her fragile heart, and she thought maybe she had found the one to do that.

Of course, it was too soon to tell, but with Stiles it felt different. With everyone else it was sexual attraction, plain and simple. With him, it was something deeper. Like her heart beat in tune with his - and her soul, if there was such a thing, was warm and at peace.

She bit her lip, toying with the hem of his tee she was wearing that skimmed her waist, trying to resist that invisible pull to him – which was failing. Slowly turning to face him, finding his gentle brown eyes already trained wholly on her. Not even distracted by the beautiful view around them.

Wordlessly, she toed off her sneakers, bending down to slip her socks off. Her bare feet curling into the hard rock, pleasantly warm from the beating overhead sun.

Next, she untied the toggles of the sweatpants, loosening them from her hips and sliding them down her thighs, stepping out from the material and kicking them away.

Stiles was silent, watching her closely with wide surprised eyes and a nervous expression on his face, his jaw unhinged and dropping the more clothes she took off. Particularly when she removed the tee, pulling it over her head and dropping it by her feet.

"Uh… heh… um… wh-what are you… uh…-"

"I'm hot" she simply said, trying – and failing – to hold back her smirk, "I need to cool down".

His face was a picture of true amazement, unable to formulate any words as she turned around, taking a running jog towards the water and dived into it, disappearing below the surface.


Stiles got tongue-tied at the best of times, but being faced with a half-naked girl within reaching distance from him was enough to make his brain turn to mush. In fact, he was pretty sure he could feel it liquifying and melting and wouldn't be surprised if it started dripping and oozing from his ears any second now.

He watched helplessly and in awe as she freed herself from her clothes, leaving her standing in nothing but a skimpy pair of black panties and a matching black bra. The simplicity of the set a stark contradiction to her body, beautiful beyond comprehension and begging for attention, his eyes drawn to her form and finding himself unable to look away.

He wasn't exaggerating when he said her body, smooth and tight, seemed carved from the gods themselves. Soft and supple, sweeping in and out into stunning curves. Her waist, sharp and defined, calling out for him to reach forward and wrap his arms around it. Every single inch of her was like gold dust, and nothing would have him thinking otherwise.

Unable to say much of anything, he watched as she turned around and dove into the water seamlessly, vanishing beneath the surface.

He gulped, slowly creeping towards the water's edge but the seconds kept passing and she didn't break for air, no sign of her anywhere.

Panic filled his veins, haphazardly lopping closer as his frantic eyes scanned the water for her, but nothing. It was still and hauntedly eerie, the once beauty of this place seeming dull.

"Kayla? Kaylz?" he called out in desperation, quickly scanning the water again and, just when he was about to dive in and hunt for her himself, her head popped above the surface about twenty feet in, a playful smile pulling at her lips.

"Oh my god" he exclaimed, clutching his chest in panic, his heart racing a million miles a minute, "don't do that. I thought you'd drowned".

"That would be disappointing" she teased, sweeping her arms through the water to keep her floating, "when I die, I want to go out epically. Hopefully with lots of blood and guts. Drowning isn't epic".

"Ha-Ha, funny" he remarked, rolling his eyes but chuckling at the same time, "you gonna get out? You don't know what's in there".

"Probably a few dead bodies" she joked, "but I doubt they're going to do anything".

"There could be fish, or crabs, or snakes or frogs or maybe even leeches" he pointed out, "someone could've dumped a shark here, you never know".

"Yeah, and maybe Nessie the loch ness monster is here as well" she laughed, "relax. It's fine. Not everything is dangerous".

He would beg to differ. It seemed most things in this world were, indeed, dangerous.

"Leeches" was his only viable protest.

"Oh, so you don't like getting sucked on then?"

"… Not by leeches".

"There's no leeches" she reassured, "but there is me… half naked… horny…"

He gaped at her, still always taken aback by her bluntness.

"Loosen up Stiles" she called out, swimming towards him, "have a little fun – preferably, with me".

How the hell could he resist that?

He could feel her eyes on him, watching him in amusement as he fumbled clumsily from his clothes – removing his socks and shoes, his slacks and his shirt and tee, leaving him standing in his boxer shorts, suddenly feeling very bare and exposed, nervous as to what she may think.

She swam up to the edge, placing her arms on the rocks and peered up at him, her eyes suddenly very heavy with lust and approval, biting down on the inside of her bottom lip.

Was that a good sign? Did she approve? He was skinny and pale, not all that athletic and was still struggling to grow a decent amount of hair to look 'manly'… what is his body turned her off?

She didn't say anything, reaching up with her hand – an invite into the water. With nervous fingers he reached down, about to try and slide in to maintain some of his dignity but she suddenly shrieked in delight and pulled him in.

He broke free from the water, coughing and spluttering and wiping his eyes as she laughed, the beautiful sound filling the air and reverberating through the trees.

"You're a menace to society" he said, although couldn't help but chuckle.

"I know" she smirked proudly, "but you wouldn't have me any other way, right?"

Oh, so right. There was nothing about her he would change. Impossibly perfect in his eyes.

He swept his arms out, keeping him afloat as he watched her swim closer, her dripping wet hair swept back as water droplets cascaded down her face, enchanting green eyes never leaving his.

"Stiles?"

"Y-Yeah?"

She was close to him now, their chests just inches apart, both bobbing in the water.

"I need you to kiss me" she whispered, her breath catching in her throat, "I need you to kiss me and not stop kissing me…"

Intrigue and delight filled his very being, every single part of his body humming in response to her words. Suddenly, not so self-conscious at all. For some reason, she liked him. She liked him and he had to accept that. The reason didn't have to be known.

He swallowed, his gaze etching its way down her face until it settled on her lips, full and slightly parted, naturally a little rosy. So perfectly flushed and eager, inviting him in. When he kissed her, he felt whole. Like nothing else in the world mattered which, right now, it didn't. Not when she was here, in front of him, wanting him in a way no one else had before.

Below the water, his hands reached forward. Carefully curling around her waist and closing the gap between them, pulling her flush against his chest. His grip skimming down her body and urging her legs to wrap around him, tethering them to each other.

"I want to do a lot more than kiss you right now" he admitted, his voice husky and deep, a hand steady around her thigh and the other cupping her cheek.

"Yeah?" she whispered, her sweet breath tingling his lips, "like what?"

He couldn't verbalise all the things he yearned to do with her, unable to find the right words to express how he wanted to make her feel. Lost to the overwhelming desire and need.

She pulled him forward, her arms tight around his neck as their lips barely brushed, a rush of pleasurable tingles shooting across his skin.

"Tell me" she mumbled, her voice verging on desperate, "tell me what you want to do to me…"

"I want to make you feel good" he gasped, his eyes nearly rolling back into his head as she tightened her legs around his hips, their closeness, only separated by thin underwear, was enough to send his brain haywire. "I want to hear you moan my name… feel you shake… make you scream until you just can't handle it anymore. I want to make you mine".

She crushed her lips to his, a newfound urgency and desperation mixed with hungry desire possessing them both as they kissed and grabbed at one another. No doubt leaving pleasurable marks as a reminder as to what happened.

He somehow found himself pressing her to the rocks, his lower body hard and pining for contact as he grinded against her, beautiful gasps of pleasure escaping her mouth. Their lips eager and passionate, craving more and more.

Touching her body with frantic hands, his grip full of red-hot longing, was not enough. Yearning for more, he grabbed and squeezed every inch of her he could, eliciting moans of enjoyable torture from them both.

Her lips slowed, breaking apart as she peered across at him, her face flushed and aroused.

"Do you still want to make me scream?" she gasped, causing him to nod helplessly.

She took hold of his hand, guiding it down her body and slipping it below the band of her underwear, his eyes widening in response as he felt how smooth and warm she was.

"You sure?" he asked, barely breathing as he watched her bite her lip and incline her head into a quick and hasty nod, inviting him in.

He had no idea what he was doing – clueless and inexperienced, overwhelmed beyond belief that he was allowed to touch her like this, the pads of his fingers gently searching and exploring, dusting across her skin.

She understood, gently pushing his wrist down a little further, whispering in his ear to "take it slow" as he tried not to fumble, screwing his eyes shut in concentration. A new terrain ready to be discovered. Too eager though, maybe, as she gasped, stopping his hand.

"One. One finger" she winced, "easy…"

"Sorry" he cringed, pulling back his finger, leaving his middle one by her entrance, "did I hurt you?"

"No, just… slowly" she whispered, "to start with…"

"Okay" he accepted, easing his finger back in, slipping it inside her centimetre by centimetre, "shit, you're tight".

He didn't think she heard him, her head falling back against the rocks as she moaned and wiggled, jerking her hips to meet his finger thrusts.

This was all he wanted… to make her feel good. To show her how beautiful and perfect she truly was, conveying to her how grateful he was that she allowed him in – to explore and pleasure her body in the most intimate way imaginable.

His lips settled on her neck, coaxing new moans from her mouth as he curled another finger inside her tight little body, stretching her and finding new spots that made her melt, clawing at his skin in desperation. Ignoring the ache in his wrist as he played and experimented, caressing and loving her beautiful body. Wishing he could taste her right now, hungry and eager for more.

Like a gentleman, he took his time. Making her his focus for endless minutes, maybe even hours – leaving her a mess in his arms, breathless and exerted, teetering on the edge of complete mind-blowing pleasure. Knowing that, somehow, he needed to bring his A-game and seduce her into finishing and screaming one thing and one thing only – his name.

He sunk his fingers deeper, curling them as he stroked her, the pad of his thumb clumsily trying to find her clit. Embarrassingly, it took longer than he thought, but when he did – oh boy, when he did – did she fall apart in his arms, her moans disintegrating into screams of pleasure.

"That's it. Good girl" he sweet-talked her, struggling to keep her still, coercing her to the edge with nothing but his words and his fingers, a wicked sense of pleasure coursing through him as she screamed his name, and she may as well have put a gold medal around his neck at that. Her screams dying into whimpers of euphoria, collapsing in his arms.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa. I got you, I got you" he said, fumbling to catch her before she dipped under the water, grabbing her waist and propping her up against his body, "easy there…"

She looked on the verge of passing out, weakly holding onto him as she blinked once, twice, three times, followed by her gaze slowly drifting to meet his.

"You okay?" he asked in concern, a frown tugging at his brows as he kept them both afloat, "was that-was that okay?"

"If you can do that with your fingers…" she mumbled, a lazy smile decorating her lips, "I can't wait to see what you can do with the rest of you".

He blushed, awkwardly looking down but couldn't help the proud little smile that appeared on his face.

Maybe all those gaming hours paid off after all, huh?

A/N) I am RATTLING these chapters out haha I can't help myself, this rewrite is SO fun and I am loving all the extra details and build up, especially exploring the more saucy side ;) It makes sense… Stiles is a horny little shit and Kayla is, well Kayla… she's blunt and straightforward and isn't shy and knows what she wants, of course their sex life is gonna be epic hahaha

Chapter 45: Glowing

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Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form.

Standing outside her front door was like waiting outside a stranger's house.

She felt completely disconnected from it and the people inside.

Stiles had voiced his concerns that maybe it was too soon to go home and face the music, but she reassured him she would be fine, that she needed to collect her shit because she couldn't live in his clothes forever or, God forbid, Lydia's clothes (she had offered!) and that nothing would happen.

Of course, she had agreed to that post-orgasm - when she was calm and settled, endorphins rushing through her brain and clouding her judgement. Now, however, she wasn't as calm anymore. That anger and bitterness that had crushed her since last night came rushing back, waves upon waves crushing her.

She needed to do this.

She had to do this.

With hesitant fingers, she turned the knob and let the door swing open, the grand yet empty foyer greeting her, the large house void of any real sentiment.

It was coming up to dinner time and both her mom's and Jane's cars were in the driveway, so they had to be here.

That was proven when she took a few steps in and closed the door, the sound reverberating and echoing through the house which drew her aunt Jane from the kitchen, a relieved expression spreading across her face.

"Kayla… honey" she greeted, rushing down the hallway, "thank God you're okay".

She flinched as her aunt approached, stubbornly turning her head the other way which caused Jane to falter, her arms half extended into a hug she wasn't going to get.

"I'm just getting my stuff".

"You're running away again?"

"No. Just running away from these shambles of a so-called family" she scoffed, making her way to the stairs.

"I'm sorry" Jane exclaimed, helplessly following her, "I'm really sorry Kayla. I'm sorry you feel betrayed-"

"Betrayed?" she cut her off, turning around on the stairs, her aunt withering under her furious glare, "betrayed doesn't even begin to cover it".

"Kay, please… let's talk" Jane continued, nervously wringing her hands together, "let me make this right".

"You can't. It's too late for that".

She turned around, starting to make her way back up the stairs but at the top, on the landing, was her mother with her arms crossed and a stern expression on her face, still no look of guilt or apology on her face.

They were both silent, in a standoff with each other. Seeing which one would break first.

Obviously, it wouldn't be Kayla.

"Have you calmed down enough to talk about this?" her mom asked, acting as though she was the one being unreasonable about this whole situation.

"No" she said, taking the last few steps of the stairs and pushed past her mom, "so fuck off".

She made her way to her room, her mom and Jane following her.

"You need to grow up Kayla" her mom continued to chastise her, hovering over the threshold to her room, "and be thankful for what you've got. Do you know how many people would love a life like yours?"

"My guess is not a lot" she grumbled, grabbing her duffel bag and beginning to throw random clothes into it, keeping her back turned.

"If you leave again, don't bother coming back".

"Don't worry, I wasn't planning to".

"Right, enough" Jane cut in, pushing her way into Kayla's room, "Jody – enough. This is your daughter for crying out loud, and this tough love thing you're doing isn't appropriate just now. Let me speak to Kayla, okay?"

"Tough love is what she needs" her mom insisted, "she runs amok around us".

"Jody…"

"Fine" her mom scoffed, "you try and parent her. Let's see how you handle it".

Her mom slammed the door on the way out, leaving a stifling awkward silence as Kayla stilled in her actions, feeling her aunt hover behind her.

"Kayla, sweetie… please, sit down. Let me talk".

Her aunt Jane, always so soft and reasonable, was her Achilles heel and, despite being so furious she was almost seeing red, she sighed and took a seat at the edge of her bed, glumly looking down at her feet. The duffle bag discarded to one side.

"Your mom loved your dad" Jane opened with carefully, taking a seat next to Kayla on the bed, "but after Dylan's birth, it was hard for her. She had an identity crisis. She went from being an independent, workaholic woman to someone left in charge of a baby… it was tough for her. Your dad was gone a lot, and she was struggling to adjust. So, she grew close to Peter".

She couldn't help but scoff at that, because 'close' was one hell of an understatement.

"He was charismatic and charming, and he made her smile" Jane continued, "she knows it was wrong, and she wished it never happened, but it did. They had an affair. It was her way of coping, I suppose. An outlet for her emotions. After a few months, she broke it off with him but by then…"

"She was pregnant with me" she guessed, her tone void of any emotion.

Jane nodded, "your mom was scared. Dylan was only still a baby himself, and she was still struggling to adjust to motherhood. She didn't know what to do. When your dad found out, he wanted to raise you. He loved you, even knowing you weren't his. And when you came along, you completed his life. You were his little girl, through and through. He kept Peter out of your lives, and eventually, managed to fix his family".

"He didn't fix it" she disagreed, "they were living a lie. Pretending to be happy, because how could he forgive her sleeping with his own brother?"

"Their marriage wasn't perfect" Jane agreed, "but your dad loved your mom, and he loved you and Dylan. He wanted to keep your family together, and if that meant moving past the affair and cutting Peter out of their lives, he did it. He did it because you all meant the world to him".

"She hates me because I remind her of her affair with Peter".

"She doesn't hate you" Jane disagreed, shaking her head, "she just… she struggles to connect with you. She's hard on you because of her own guilt".

"No. She hates me" she shrugged, "she hates that I was ever born".

"Some people just shouldn't be mothers" Jane said softly, "it's a hard job, and your mom was just one of those women who shouldn't have had kids. But she tried. It was easier when John was here…"

"Everything was easier when he was here…"

"You should've known" Jane admitted, "and I, for one, am sorry that I didn't tell you. I guess I just… brushed it under the carpet. Pretended like it wasn't my responsibility or guilt. And I suppose I thought that it didn't matter…"

"It does matter" she sighed, "it matters to me".

"I know honey, and I am so incredibly sorry. I love you so much Kayla, and I'm sorry I let you down".

She couldn't really stay mad at her aunt Jane for long, especially because she wasn't the one she was truly angry with. The ones that held that spot were her mom and Peter.

She just simply nodded, standing up to continue packing.

"Are you still leaving?" Jane asked, a slight edge of panic in her voice, "but where will you go?"

"I can't stay in this house. Not after what she said".

There was a pause, Jane debating on how to bring it up.

"You mean… you mean your abortion?"

She stopped packing, her hands stilling around a pair of jeans. Every inch of her feeling like she got dipped into ice water at that question.

"I'm sorry, I know you don't like talking about it-"

"Of course I don't like talking about it" she interrupted harshly, "so why are you bringing it up?"

"Because I don't think you've dealt with it" Jane said, keeping her voice soft and soothing, "I think you're still grieving".

"Grieving? I am not grieving" she exclaimed, lashing out in self-defence, "I made a decision that I thought was best at the time and I stand by it. You know why I had to do it. If I didn't…"

"I know" Jane nodded, "but I think it still hurts you".

Hurts her? No, it kills her inside every day, but she never admitted that to herself.

"Like you said… some people just shouldn't become moms' and I am one of them. I am not talking about this anymore".

"Stay" Jane pleaded, stepping in front of Kayla before she could leave, "let's work through this together – all of us".

"I'm not ready".

"I'm worried about you" her aunt continued, "you have a tendency to lash out when you're hurt, and I don't want anything to happen to you. Where are you going to go?"

"Anywhere but here".

"I need you safe Kayla" Jane exclaimed in desperation, "promise me you'll be safe?"

She simply sent her aunt a withering, scornful glare, grabbing her duffel bag and storming out.

She checked into a cheap motel in what she supposed was the 'bad' part of town, but if she knew her mother as well as she thought she did, then she knew she would put a block on her cards and she only had a few hundred in dollars to tide her over.

By the time she got settled in, ignoring the sleezeball behind the front desk, it was beginning to get dark. Her dinner consisted of bland and barely inedible instant ramen noodles, even the extra flavour packet unable to save it.

She could've gone to Lydia's, or Stiles', but she was stubborn and didn't want to accept help. Used to just getting through things on her own. This motel may be dreary and dusty, but she had stayed in worse places. As long as there was a lock chain on the door and a semi-decent bed, she would be fine.

Changing into a pair of black yoga pants and a pale-yellow strappy vest, she splayed out on the bed, ready for a quiet night of watching crap TV when her charging phone started ringing.

Expectantly, it was Stiles.

Hey" she greeted, "what's up?"

"Things are not good. Not good at all" he rushed out, "Peter is trying to get to Scott through his mom".

She sat up straight, panic coursing through her veins.

"He hurt Scott's mom?"

"No, he was trying to take her out to dinner".

That caught her off guard because she could think of a thousand ways more threatening than a dinner date.

"He... he took her for dinner?" she asked, "where to?"

"Where to? Is that really an important detail to the story?"

"No" she shrugged, even though he couldn't see her, "I'm just always keen for new restaurant recommendations".

Stiles' pause seemed long, taken aback by her priorities.

"Well, he was going to take her to dinner before I crashed my jeep into his ridiculously shiny and expensive car. Hmmm... wouldn't that be weird if Peter married Scott's mom - cause then you would be like, step-siblings, how weird is that? Wait, that's not the point".

Stiles was rambling, his panic and worry slipping out.

"He kept giving me this look like he wanted to rip my throat out - but I don't know if that's because I bashed his car, ruined his date or is dating his daughter. What do you think?"

He didn't give her a chance to answer before he was rambling again, the words spilling from his mouth at such a speed she struggled to keep up.

"Okay, forget that, I'm getting off-topic again - the point is, Jackson is somehow involved in this and I know you said there was potential that Derek was just playing along with Peter's plan but the way Scott said it... I think he's gonna kill Jackson".

"Okay, breathe" she said calmly, grabbing her jacket from the back of the rickety old chair and pulling it on, "It's okay. I'll go find Derek, talk him back before he does something so incredibly stupid and you, uh..." she paused, "you stay calm".

"How the hell am I supposed to stay calm with all of this going on" he exclaimed as she slipped from the motel room.

"Because you just have to".

"Well, that just helps me so much, thanks for that" Stiles replied sarcastically and she could just imagine him rolling his eyes at her.

"Look, everything will be fine. I'll call you back when I know more, okay?"

"Wait... what do you mean? What are you doing?"

"I'll find Derek" she repeated, "and probably kick his ass".

"You can't be serious? What if something happens? What if you get hurt?" he demanded in worry, "don't go risking your life for Jackson of all people".

"I have to do something" she said, "if not for his sake, then for Derek's. I can't let him go down this road".

"But what about you?" he persisted, "what about your safety?"

"I'll be fine, I promise, but I have to go" she told him, "I have to do something".

"Then let me come with you" he begged, "I'll-"

"I'm not putting you in danger" she interrupted, "and this is between me and Derek. Someone needs to talk some God Damn sense into him".

"... Nothing I say is going to change your mind, is it?"

"Nope".

"You're really stubborn, you know that?"

"Yup".

She could almost hear the smirk on his lips as he muttered "No need to sound so proud about it".

"Well I am, so suck it".

"I don't like this plan Kaylz" he sighed, "I don't like it at all. I don't have a good feeling about this".

"I'll be fine" she reassured, "I'll call you when I know more, okay?"

He wasn't happy with it, she could tell, but she was running out of time. If Derek was going after Jackson, she had to do something. She didn't care for Jackson much - or really, at all - but it wasn't entirely his fault for getting dragged into this mess. Finding out about werewolves was like dangling a banana in front of a monkey, it was human instinct and nature to want something as alluring as the power of the supernatural - especially to someone like Jackson. Someone who lacked control and power over his own life.

She didn't know where to start looking for Derek, because he could be anywhere. The entirety of Beacon Hills was too large to cover by herself, on foot, and time was running out.

Except for the fact, Derek was a little poetic.

If he were luring Jackson in with the promise of getting changed, he would do it on his own territory.

The Hale house.

She took off through the woods, racing as fast as her legs would carry her but she was too late, the sound of gunfire erupting from inside the house, the yellow tinge casting light through the darkness.

She ducked behind a tree, hearing shouts, more gunfire and an almighty roar of anger that soon turned into one of pain, a howl erupting through the crisp night air.

Before she could register anything else, she caught sight of Jackson running - or more like scampering through the woods - as if his very life depended on it, tripping and flailing before falling flat on his knees.

Oh shit.

She raced forward, desperately calling out his name as she yanked him to his feet. Jackson's eyes were wide and terrified, sweat dripping down his face as he looked as though he was about to die.

"What the hell happened?" she asked, but Jackson was hyperventilating in panic, trying to scurry away.

Another series of gunshots went off and she lost all sense of self-preservation, looking at the burnt ruins of the house in panic.

"Derek" she whispered, about to run forward to do what, she didn't know, but Jackson grabbed her arm, looking at her like she should be locked up in a madhouse. Which, in all honesty, she probably should be.

"What the fuck are you doing?" he gasped, "let's get the hell out of here".

She yanked her arm free from his grasp, glaring at him.

"Unlike you, I'm not a coward" she snapped, leaving him frightened and panicked as she ran towards the house, keeping herself low as she ducked along the porch and under the broken window, slyly trying to peer in.

She saw Derek, bloody and beaten on his stomach, Kate hovering over him with a high voltage taser wand in her hand, the zaps of electricity snapping and crackling across the shaft as she teased him.

Her fists curled at her sides, a rush of fury spreading and coiling through her body as she itched just to run in there and beat her ass, but it wasn't just Kate. It was Kate and three of her lap dogs, all of them standing around Derek with their guns pointed at him.

She might be rash and impulsive, but she wasn't stupid. Four hunters against little old her? Yeah, she didn't like her odds.

As quietly as she could, she pulled her phone from her pocket, opening her and Stiles' message thread but before she could type anything, she felt the cold barrel of a gun get pressed against the back of her head, followed by the sound of it cocking.

"What do you think you're doing, little girl?" a gruff voice asked, "drop the phone".

Her jaw clenched, annoyed at that term 'little girl', dropping her phone to the porch below.

"Stand up".

Wordlessly, she stood. The barrel of the gun still pressed into the back of her head, following her movements.

"Kate" the guy called out, grabbing her upper arm and pulling her towards the front door, "look what I found".

She lashed out, her free elbow lifting to smack into the guy's face which caused a sickening crunch of breaking bones from his busted nose, an eruption of blood sprouting from his face. Expectantly, he dropped the gun, his hands rushing to cover his nose and she lifted her leg, booting him so forcefully in the stomach he careened off the porch and landed harshly on his back.

She heard the front door open and knew she was running out of time, so she quickly bent down to grab the fallen gun, lifting it in front of her defensively but was met with four guns pointing right back at her.

"Ah, little Kayla hale" Kate smirked, stepping out onto the porch with an arrogant swagger, the gun not faltering in her grasp, "of course. Who else would it be? It's not like there's many of you left".

"There's enough to kick your ass" she snapped, not dropping the gun despite the fact there were four others pointed at her, "leave Derek alone".

"Now, why on earth would I do that?" Kate asked, "It's just so much fun watching him in pain".

"Let him go, or I blow your head off" she challenged, the gun raised directly at Kate's forehead, "and don't think I won't".

"Of course you won't" Kate laughed, "because that would be stupid, and you're not stupid. What do you think is going to happen if you shoot me?".

"I don't care, but it'll be fun".

"Feisty" the Argent grinned, "I like you. I'm going to have fun playing with you".

"Let him go… now" she growled, "I won't ask again".

"Good. Because it's getting boring now" Kate pouted, "knock her out".

She was so wrapped up in her anger towards Kate and her worry about Derek, that she didn't hear the guy she had beaten up get back up, a heavy rock in his hand.

By the time she noticed, turning around quickly and raising the gun, he had cracked her on the side of the head with the jagged rock, her vision turning black.

"You're incredibly stupid, you know that?"

Those words were the first she heard as she groggily came to, opening her eyes through the congealment of sticky blood that stung and clouded her vision.

"Wow" she murmured, turning her achy head to the side to see Derek tied to a tree next to her, his arms pulled back, shirtless and bleeding from multiple shot wounds, "good to see you too".

"You played right into Kate's trap" he chastised, clearly unhappy with her.

"Well so did you" she retorted, trying to move her arms but the rope binding them around the tree was tight and she was lacking any energy to try and escape, her head pounding painfully. The darkness of the night air felt somewhat claustrophobic around her.

"I was ambushed" he corrected, "you were just stupid. Why didn't you run?"

"And leave you for dead?" she scoffed.

"Well, it's not like you were much help".

"I kicked a guy's ass".

Despite the darkness, she was sure she saw Derek roll his eyes.

"You should've run" he sighed, "what if she hurts you?"

"Let the bitch try" she fumed, "I don't break easily".

"Thanks for the heads up" a voice in the distance called out, the beam of a flashlight bouncing over them as Kate approached through the woodland, "but everyone has a breaking point… even you".

Derek and she remained in stony silence as Kate got closer, opening up the door to one of the trucks and turning the headlights on full beam, lighting them up like a goddamn Christmas tree.

She flinched, turning her head to the side to avoid the harsh light that hurt her brain, ignoring the unease that settled in her stomach.

"That's better" Kate grinned, sauntering over to them swinging the taser wand in her grip, "I like to see my handy work".

She noticed though that Kate's gaze was hyper-fixated on Derek, watching him slyly and with an almost hungry look on her face, like she couldn't wait to devour him.

"This is nice, isn't it? Bonding" Kate smirked, walking closer to Derek, one of her hands running up and across her cousin's chest seductively which made her gag. Derek responded by baring his canines at the Argent, but she seemed unfazed by the reaction, casually slapping his cheek.

"Now, now Derek... that's no way to treat a lady" she laughed, "but then again... I'm no lady".

Kayla had the very sudden urge to just empty the entirety of her stomach contents all over the ground because that's how disturbing this was.

"Wow... neither of you are gonna talk, huh? I had the impression we would have to gag you to get you to shut up" Kate said, her gaze flitting between the two of them focusing back on Derek. "Again" she added sensuously.

With a horrified noise, all the pieces fell in place - but she wished they hadn't.

Kate and Derek?

Derek and Kate?

Aw hell no.

"You've got to be fricking kidding me" she exclaimed, her face scrunching up in disgust, "you banged her?"

"I took him for a spin" Kate smirked, "taught him a thing or two".

Kayla scoffed, throwing the hunter a glare.

"And here I thought he had taste" she mocked, "a washed-up cougar was not what I expected".

Her comment clearly annoyed Kate judging by her lip curl, but she didn't care. Tilting her chin up in defiance as she approached her, the taser wand lightening up threateningly.

"You've got a big mouth" Kate said, "and an even bigger attitude. I wonder what we could do about that…"

"For sixteen years people have tried to change that. You and your little zapping wand don't stand a chance in hell".

"We'll see about that".

She struck forward, the tip of the taser wand touching the bare sliver of skin that showed beneath her vest top on her stomach, causing her to spasm and jolt in pain but determinedly kept her mouth shut, not willing to give Kate a single ounce of satisfaction.

Derek shouted out, trying to draw Kate back to him but she was focused on Kayla, amused and joyful as she flinched.

After several more seconds she pulled the wand away, leaving Kayla weak and tired, the only thing keeping her upright was the rope tied around her arms to the tree, sweat beginning to drip down her face.

"That all you got?" she demanded, talking through the evident shake in her voice.

"Kayla, shut up" Derek exclaimed, "Kate, what the hell are you doing? She's human. Leave her alone, you have me".

"She's still a Hale" the hunter said, "you're all just as rotten as each other".

"Could say the same thing about you and your family" Kayla scoffed, "murderers".

"Derek didn't get those pretty blue glowing eyes by being innocent now, did he?" Kate laughed, "So let's stop name-calling and just get down to business. I know you both know who the Alpha is, so I want you to tell me".

"How the hell would be know that?" Derek cut in, "If we knew, he would be dead already".

"See, I think you're lying" Kate challenged, "so let's make this into a little game. Every lie you tell me, little cuz gets zapped. And remember Derek-" she smirked, "-she doesn't heal like you do".

To prove her point, she pressed the wand against her bare skin again and let loose a higher voltage of electricity – enough to nearly make her scream and for tears to well in her eyes.

"Let her go" Derek yelled, "she has nothing to do with this".

"Oh, see, that's where you're wrong Derek" Kate laughed, finally pulling the wand away from her skin, "she has everything to do with this. She's your weak spot. She's your Achilles heel".

"Don't you dare touch her".

"Watch me" Kate smirked, zapping her again but this time she didn't pull it away after several seconds – she kept it flush against her skin, causing her to seize and jolt and finally scream in pain.

It seemed like a lifetime of electricity getting surged through her body, verging on the brink of passing out, when Kate finally lowered the wand, causing her to sag against the tree in exhaustion.

"Let's try this again, shall we?" she asked, "who's the Alpha?"

Derek seemed conflicted, looking between them both in panic.

"We're not going to tell you shit" Kayla spat, her breathing heavy and pained, "so take that wand and shove it up your ass".

"Fine" Kate sighed, "have it your way. Don't say I didn't warn you".

Again, with the cryptic. Kayla hated cryptic. She didn't have the time nor patience for it, rolling her eyes as Kate lifted her gun, pointing it directly at her.

"You have ten seconds to tell me Derek" she threatened, "or little cuz loses her kneecaps".

"Kate-"

"Ten".

"We don't know" Derek ground out, "how would we know?"

"Nine".

"Stop this".

"Eight".

"How can I tell you something I don't know?"

"Seven".

"Fuck it, let her blow off my kneecaps" she interrupted, "I don't need them".

"Six".

"Kate, enough" Derek demanded, "this isn't the way".

"Five".

"I could kick her ass even without kneecaps".

"Four".

"If you even dare, I will rip your throat out" Derek warned, "and you know I will".

"Three".

"Kate-"

"Two".

"I don't know anything now drop the gun".

"One. Time's up".

Kate swung around to look at her, the gun in her hand lowering to point – coincidentally – directly where her kneecaps were but before she could pull the trigger, she faltered. A prominent and surprised frown tugging at her brows.

"What?" Kayla scoffed, "finally grow a heart?"

Kate remained silent, watching her in something close to awe and wondering as she inched forward, reaching out to grab her chin and force her to look at her, despite how she squirmed.

"Get off me" Kayla growled, flinching her head away from Kate's grasp and breathing heavily, resisting the urge to spit on her, "don't you dare touch me".

"Your eyes..." Kate murmured, smirking slightly, "They're glowing".

Kayla hesitated, wondering if this was just another trick, another game to mess with her head, but when she looked at Derek, seeing his equally flabbergasted expression, she knew she was telling the truth.

"They're glowing green" Kate murmured, taking a step back in shock, looking at her like she was some kind of mutant alien.

"Well of course they're green" she lashed out, "that's what colour eyes I was born with bitch".

"You weren't born with glowing ones, were you?" Kate retaliated with a smirk, "what are you?"

She didn't have an answer to that, not sure herself. Just knowing that, ever since the bite, something had changed within her. Something that maybe made her not so human after all.

A/n) I'm kinda meh about this chapter for some reason, maybe because I wanted more Stayla but it's a much needed chapter, with Kayla's development ;)

Kayla and her kneecaps HHAHAHAA.

 

Chapter 46: Friendship tensions

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Kate's gaze, full of something close to awe paired with unease, cut through her like a sharp blade, unnerving her down to the very bone.

"Quit looking at me like that" she ground out, glaring at the Argent.

'You don't know what you are, do you?" Kate continued to prod, an arrogant smirk pulling at her lips.

"Jesus Christ reborn" she snapped, eliciting a gleeful laugh from the hunter.

"Do you know Derek?" Kate asked, "Is this another family secret? Or are you just as clueless?"

Everyone remained silent, giving Kate her answer.

"Maybe I should slice you up, take a peek inside" she grinned, "see what your insides could tell me".

"You don't scare me" Kayla scoffed, "so take your pathetic threats and shove them so far up your ass you choke on them".

"I should scare you" Kate smirked, swinging the gun around in her hand, "after all, I'm the one in control here. I decide whether you both live or die".

"Then put me out of misery so I don't have to listen to your incessant, arrogant yapping anymore".

"Y'know… I kind of like you" Kate shrugged, "you remind me of me".

She couldn't help but scoff. "I am nothing like you".

"You sure about that?" she asked, "you're always having to prove yourself, aren't you? Always getting dumped on by everyone else? Never scared to make the hard decisions, weighed down by guilt. I bet you've hurt a lot of people, and I'm even more sure you probably enjoyed it".

"I've not murdered innocent people".

"Yet" Kate grinned, "give it time. Maybe those pretty green eyes of yours mean that, not only are you not human, but you're not so innocent after all".

She didn't say anything, biting back her words. Determined not to play into Kate's game.

"I want to know who the Alpha is" Kate shrugged, "and you can either tell me and live, or end up caving and telling me and dying. So what's it going to be?"

Both her and Derek remained in stony silence, not willing to give Kate what she desired most of all. If they told her, she would have the upper hand and still, most likely, end up killing them. She wasn't exactly honourable in her promises.

"I see" Kate sighed, "well… I suppose the Hale family lineage ends here. Any last words?" she asked, raising the gun and pointing it at her.

"Yeah" she snapped, "go fuck yourself!".

"Surprisingly uncreative. I expected better".

"I'm not wasting my breath on you".

Kate turned to look at Derek, cocking a brow as she smirked. "Say bye bye to little cuz".

Derek was panicked, staring between them both in fear but it seemed the final blow was when she raised the gun again, only this time pointing it directly at her head, did Derek shout out.

"Stop it. I'll help" he exclaimed, "let her go and keep me and I'll help you. I'll be bait. I'll be whatever you want, just let her go".

Kate grinned, "see? Finally, we're getting somewhere. Teamwork, am I right?"

Silence.

Kate lowered the gun, cocking her head to the side.

"That's why I always had a soft spot for you Derek… you act all tough and manly, but deep down you're just a giant teddy bear who loves his family more than himself. Shame you couldn't have saved the rest of them".

Derek simply lowered his head in defeat, not wanting Kate to see how much those words killed him inside. The guilt of the last six years eating him alive.

"I think it's time we invited a special guest, don't you think?"

She felt herself paling, the daunting realisation hitting her like a ton of bricks.

"Allison" she murmured.

Kate smirked, "you're smarter than you look, I'll give you that".

"Allison can't know about this" she insisted with a shake of her head, "not yet".

"Why not? Because she'll be mad at you?" Kate asked with a roll of her eyes, "That her best friend has been lying to her for weeks now?"

"No, because it's too God damn dangerous" she said, "she could get hurt. She's your niece, if you want to protect her, why risk her life like this?"

"Oh hon... I've been dropping breadcrumbs for a while now. Allison's a smart girl, she knows there's something off. It's better she knows so we can train her properly".

"You mean train her to be a killer?" Kayla snarled, unable to help the contempt that slipped into her tone.

"To do the right thing" Kate corrected, "sit tight, don't go anywhere. The show hasn't started yet".

She disappeared in the pick up, leaving them in total darkness. The only sliver of light was the moon overhead casting a silvery glow through the trees. If the situation wasn't so dire, it might've been beautiful.

"We are so screwed" she sighed, turning to glance at Derek but for some reason he looked to be in worse shape than her with sweat dripping from every pore of his body.

"You could say that" Derek replied, furious eyes never leaving the spot where Kate had left and Kayla could practically taste the hatred and resentment from where she was tied up.

"You look like hell" she observed.

"Rope dipped in Wolfsbane" he grunted.

"Oh. Is that worse than the Wolfsbane bullets?"

He rolled his eyes, "It's not exactly what I would call pleasant".

"So why are we not handing Peter's ass to Kate?" she asked, "if she wants to have a crack at killing him, she can be my guest. Maybe we'd get lucky, and they would kill each other".

"I'm not giving any Argent what they want" he replied, "and if we tell them, what do you think they'll do to us? The only reason she didn't pump us full of bullets is because she wants the Alpha more than us".

"So you're not protecting him?"

"No" he sighed, "I want him gone. I want him dead".

"But you don't want Kate to be the one to do it?" she guessed, the pieces of the puzzle slotting into place.

"He killed my sister. I want to rip his throat out".

"So you want to be the Alpha?"

"You ask too many questions".

"I'm just trying to figure everything out".

"Well stop" he advised, "and just focus on staying alive".

"Where's the fun in that?" she smirked, "and also, there's just one thing I need to know. Kate?" she questioned, cocking a dubious eyebrow at her cousin which made Derek incline his head to the side to glare at her.

"Shut up"

"Hey, I'm not judging... actually, screw that. I'm judging. Were you really that desperate?"

"I said shut up" he snapped, clearly unamused with her prodding but she didn't care.

"Was that before or after her family killed ours?"

"I wish she gagged you".

"Maybe she hoped I would annoy you to death".

"It's working".

"Very funny" she mocked, "any idea how we're getting out of this one?"

"No" was Derek's short and snappy reply, obviously not wanting to continue in any aspect of conversation with her.

"Enlightening, really" she remarked sarcastically, rolling her eyes but Derek kept looking over to her, slightly uneasy.

"If you want your hunter friend to not completely hate you, I suggest you stop with the glowing"

"I can't" she sighed, "I don't know how I'm doing it. And anyway, Allison is going to hate me now regardless".

"She's an Argent, you should've had enough sense to stay well clear of her in the first place".

"Allison isn't like them".

"Maybe not yet, but she will be" Derek said solemnly, "it's the family business".

"I don't believe that" she said with an adamant shake of her head, "she's good".

"None of them are good".

"She is".

"You're deluded".

"And you're narrow-minded. Hey ho, we can't all be perfect, huh?"

Derek sighed, giving up on changing her mind, sending her a look of concern.

"Do you feel any different?" he asked, obviously referencing her eyes.

"Not really" she shrugged – well, as much as she was able to with her arms tied back - "apart from the fact I'm making everyone around me horny".

He frowned in disturbance. "If by 'everyone' you mean Stilinski then-"

"Surprisingly, no" she cut him off, "he's the only one not affected by whatever the hell is happening to me. His horniness is simply just down to regular old me".

"Is that supposed to make me like him more? Because it's not working".

"Funnily enough, I don't care".

"You could do so much better than Stilinski".

"You're talking to me about standards? Really?" she scoffed, "need I remind you, you banged Kate?"

She got him there – she knew it, he knew it. Both falling into silence once again.

"Has Peter said anything?" she surrendered with a sigh, "about me? About what the bite did to me?"

"… No" he admitted, "he's been surprisingly tight-lipped about that".

"If I'm not a werewolf… what the hell could I be?"

"I don't know, but we'll figure it out. Maybe you should ask your mom".

"I'm not asking that bitch anything".

"Kayla-"

"What's the point? She'll just lie anyway".

"She might know something. You heard Peter-"

"Peter, who is also a liar" she scoffed, "I trust them less than I trust a broken parachute".

"If you want to know what you are, she has the answers".

"She can suck my non-existent dick".

Derek simply sighed at her stubbornness, but deep down he understood where she was coming from.

"At least we know the bite doesn't kill you".

"Yippee".

Two sets of headlights appeared in the distance, getting closer as each second passed.

"Unlike Kate probably will" she grumbled, "that bitch is really trigger-happy".

"You need to stop giving her snark so she lets you go".

"And I, what? Leave you as her BDSM sex slave? No chance".

"Kayla-"

"I got my ass kidnapped to save your ass. I'm not leaving you".

"You have to" he urged, "you need to warn Scott. Keep an eye on him. Protect him".

"And what about you?"

"I'll be fine" he promised, "I can take care of myself".

She glanced him up and down, shackled by the wolfsbane rope, looking utterly helpless.

"Yeah" he scoffed, "evidently".

"Kayla…" he groaned in exhaustion, "just do as I say for once? Please?"

"Even though it's a stupid idea?"

"Do we have time to think of anything better?" he asked as the pick-up came to a stop about twenty feet in front of the, the lights blinding them both.

"How you've lived this long amazes me" she muttered under her breath, watching in dread as Kate slipped from the pick-up, walking to the other car that was parked behind her, following her deep into the woods. Noticing her open the door for Allison who slid out nervously, her arms wrapped nervously around her body as she took in the sight in front of her.

"See kiddo?" Kate grinned, curling her hands around Allison's shoulders and walking her forward, "monsters do exist. They're all around us".

Allison's petrified eyes were hyper-fixated on Derek for several seconds before noticing her too, tied up and bound, complete confusion and terror pulsating through her stare.

"Oh my God" she exclaimed, a hand flying to her mouth, "K-Kayla? What-"

"Allison, I promise you this is not as bad as it looks" she exclaimed, although knew her words meant nothing as her friend stared at her with wide, glassy eyes, unsure and scared of her eyes that had yet to stop glowing.

"What... I-I don't understand..."

"Kayla's just... different" Kate smirked, "but she's not what I want you to see".

Kate advanced on Derek, lengthening the taser wand and striking out at his bare chest, the sharp jolts of electricity causing Derek to growl and snarl, his canines appearing and his eyes turning that brilliant glowing blue.

"What-What is he?" Allison asked fearfully, unable to take her eyes off him.

"Shape-shifter. Lycan. Werewolf" Kate smirked, finally stopping her torture of Derek to reach out and drag Allison by the elbow closer to them, "isn't he beautiful?"

"Were-Werewolf?" Allison exclaimed in disbelief, "I don't-"

"Werewolves exist" Kate continued, "and so do lots of other things that go bump in the night. I thought it was about time you found out the truth. You're fed up with feeling weak? Well, this is how you feel strong" she said, holding out the taser wand, "go on. Try it. I promise you, you've never felt power like it".

Allison shied away, too scared to even touch the weapon.

"I forget" Kate grinned, "you're more of an archery girl. That works too".

"Stay away from him" Kayla snarled, "or I'll-"

"What?" Kate taunted, "glare me to death? Look, Allison, you deserved to know the truth. Why you have to keep moving around. Why your garage is filled with enough weapons to overrun a city, and what really goes bump in the night. Your parents didn't think you were ready, but I do. Especially now".

"Now?" Allison frowned, "what's so special about now?"

"We're at war" Kate smirked, stepping closer to Derek and pulling his lip back, showing Allison his sharp canines, "ya see kiddo? They're all just beasts".

"So, he was the one at the video store and the school? Killing everyone?"

"No - there's three. A younger beta like him and an Alpha - and that's the one we're looking for" Kate explained to Allison before giving the girl a comforting shoulder pat and then striding over to Kayla, pulling a pair of sharp clippers from her back pocket and just when Kayla thought she was either going to start pulling her fingernails or teeth, she cut the rope free which caused her to fall to the ground.

"You can take this one home. I don't need her anymore".

"I am not leaving Der" Kayla protested, trying to stand but failing miserably. Her body still a little weak from the electric shocks that seized her body.

"You're welcome to stay, we could get acquainted more but I think Allison may be a bit bitter about me torturing one of her friends" Kate told her, "or former friend - depending".

"Kayla, go" Derek urged in exhaustion, "I'll be fine".

"See?" Kate smirked, "he'll be fine. I'll keep him occupied".

She didn't have a choice, she knew that. Stuck between a rock and a hard place as she finally managed to pick herself up, sending Kate a withering glare.

"If you hurt him, I'll kill you" she snarled, "and that's not a threat. It's a promise".

"Looking forward to seeing you try".


Stiles was an anxious mess.

Scott's phone kept going to the answering machine. Kayla's phone was ringing out. Jackson wasn't answering either.

Every time he cycled through them, he got more and more worried.

Why the hell weren't they answering?

He took to driving around in his jeep, feeling helpless and lost as he searched every nook and cranny of Beacon Hills.

"C'mon guys, where the hell are you?" he muttered, a nervous sweat dampening his clothes.

His best friend, his girlfriend – AWOL. Disappeared without a trace.

Intrusive, horror-filled thoughts consumed his brain. Imagining every single horrific scenario that could have happened. Hoping – and praying – they were still both alive.

He knew he should have convinced Kayla not to go running headfirst into danger, but she was like that you see. Untameable. Impulsive. Reckless. He liked it. He liked her wild and incontrollable, but not when it put her in danger.

A fist of worry seized his gut, only tightening with the more minutes – then hours - that went by.

He couldn't lose her. He couldn't lose either of them. What would he be without them?

The thought of them hurt was enough to make him sick, desperation like no other spreading through his veins like wildfire.

He had to keep going. He had to find them.

He promised himself that when he found them, he would never let them out of his sight ever again. Guess they would all have to do a giant slumber party and paint each other's toenails. It may look like a weird throuple, but he didn't care. He needed them safe.

He and Kayla were just starting out. Exploring their relationship and their feelings for each other outside of friendship. He was falling in love with her for crying out loud, and he wanted to keep falling in love with her. For that to happen, he needed her to be safe and alive.

He needed her safe, and alive, with him.

That was all he wanted.

Surely they weren't over before they even begun?


Kayla was sure this was the end of their friendship.

Since she got in the car, Allison hadn't uttered a single word to her. Her gaze, eerily focused on the dirt track road, was filled with tears, her bottom lip quivering. Her hands tightening and then loosening around the steering wheel. Her entire world crumbling down around her.

"Allison-"

"Don't Kayla, just... don't" she exclaimed, holding up a hand dismissively, "I don't want to hear it".

"I'm trying to explain things to you" Kayla reassured, "I'm not the bad guy here and neither is my family".

"Then why lie?" Allison demanded, still unable to look her in the eye, "You've lied to me for weeks - weeksand... and I just don't know why".

"It wasn't my secret to tell Allison" she explained truthfully, "and my history with your family-"

"If you were my friend, my real friend, you would've told me" Allison sniffed, using her sleeve to rub her nose, "not lied and hid things from me. That night at the school, that was a werewolf wasn't it?"

"Yeah. The Alpha".

"And all those people getting killed. That's the Alpha too?"

"Yeah".

"You've known this the entire time?"

"Pretty much".

"So you're actively hindering a police investigation?"

"Right. I'll just saunter into the Sheriff's station and tell them Michael J Fox's 'teen wolf' has gone on a spree, shall I?" she asked sarcastically, "don't be stupid. Like they'd believe that. I'd end up institutionalised".

"People are dead Kayla" Allison exclaimed, "we were almost dead, and you don't think you should've told me?"

"If you get your head out of your ass for one minute, then you'll realise this is bigger than just you. Should you have known? Maybe. But you gotta understand, your family are hunters. Mine are werewolves. I wasn't going to risk my family's life for a girl I've known five weeks because she might get her feelings hurt".

"You were meant to be my friend…"

"I am your friend" she insisted, "but knowing this comes with a price. People that know about these things end up dying".

"Stop making up excuses".

"It's not excuses. It's the cold hard truth".

"You lied to me" Allison accused.

"Yeah, I did" she admitted shamelessly, "my entire family got burnt to death, then the ones that survived got shot and then mauled. I've lost everyone I've ever cared about, and you know why I lost them? Because of hunters. Because of people – humans - like your family".

Allison flinched, "My family are not killers".

"Aren't they?" she scoffed, "they kill werewolves. Werewolves are still people".

"No, they're not. They're monsters".

"They're different" she corrected, "not all of them are bad. Laura wasn't bad. She was good. She helped people. She protected people. And you know what your family did? They found her dead naked body and decided to defile it by cutting it in half to try and lure Derek into a trap".

"They wouldn't-"

"They did because that's what they do" she exclaimed, "but have I held that against you? No. Because I know you're not to blame for their actions. You're different. You're good. Don't listen to your aunt".

"Why not?" Allison scoffed, still unable to look at her as she drove, "She's the only one that's been honest with me".

"Honest when it suits her" she said, "she wants this. She wants us fighting. She wants to turn you into a killer just like her".

"Kate's not a killer".

"Open your eyes Allison" she demanded, "she, or your family, murdered mine. There's been rumours about it for years and she's certainly unhinged enough to try".

"NO" Allison hollered, suddenly braking in the middle of the road, the wheels spinning. "Get out"

"You wanted the truth" Kayla snapped, "and now, what? You can't handle it?"

"Get out" Allison repeated, still unable to even look at her "Just get the hell out and leave me alone - you're one of them".

The accusation, shrouded in so much disdain, made Kayla's blood boil in fury - if she was a werewolf she would have been wolfed out by now, that's just how furious she was feeling.

"If by 'one of them' you mean anything but a homicidal Argent, then yeah. Loud and proud".

Kayla knew she was taking things too far, but she found herself not caring – not when faced with complete and utter stupidity.

"GET OUT!"

"FINE".

Despite her exhaustion and all the aches and pains, she pulled herself from the car and slammed the door shut so forcefully the car shook. Watching in contempt as Allison sped away, leaving her stranded and left behind.

Maybe Derek had been right… maybe striking up a friendship with Allison had been the wrong thing to do. She had been playing with fire. An Argent was still an Argent. A wolf in sheep's clothing.

Allison's car disappeared around the corner, the night suddenly getting quiet.

What a fucking mess.

Derek was still kidnapped. Allison hated her. Stiles-

Oh shit.

She groaned to herself, beginning to walk – or rather limp – her left leg still weak and sore from the spasms, knowing he would be stressing the hell out. She promised she would phone, then she got knocked out and her phone taken off her. She guessed she had easily been in those woods for at least four hours, maybe five… for someone like Stiles, who was a human body made from stress, that was a long time.

But, for whatever reason, she may have finally encountered a little luck. A little less than ten minutes later she heard the familiar horn honking behind her and spun around to see Stiles' jeep skidding to a clumsy stop. The boy in question let out a shout of her name as he hauled and flailed himself from the jeep.

"Kayla? Oh my god, I-I was worried sick" he exclaimed, running over to her, "you didn't answer your phone and Scott wasn't answering his phone and I was going out of my freaking mind Kaylz".

Sweet relief spread through her veins at the sight of him, finally feeling able to relax a little as he swept her into his arms, squeezing her so hard to the point where it got a little sore, but she didn't mind. Stiles was here, that was all that mattered.

"I'm fine" she mumbled against his neck, her arms, weak and frail, wrapping around his neck, "I was gonna call but my phone got lost".

He wasn't letting her go – if anything, he tightened his grip around her, his arms encircling her waist with a kind of desperation she had never felt before, but she enjoyed it. Knowing just how much she was wanted and needed at this moment in time, quietening her racing heart.

"Don't do that again" he whispered, burying his face into her shoulder, effortlessly holding her off the ground, "I… I thought I lost you".

His voice, usually so linear and steady, was shaky. Breaking a little on the word 'lost'.

"Can't get rid of me that easily" she reassured, trying to be playful but knew just how close to death she had come, "I'm okay".

"I just found you… don't make me lose you…"

"You won't" she promised wholeheartedly, "ever. I'm fine".

Eventually, hearing her words, he lowered her to the ground, lifting his head off her shoulder to cup her cheeks, as if he just had to touch her to know she was alive and okay and standing right in front of him.

"I just... I didn't know what happened and... wait, what's wrong with your eyes?" Stiles questioned, his voice going a few octaves higher than normal as he stared at her and, for some reason, she couldn't help but look down in something near embarrassment, fearful he would look at her different now. Like maybe this would drive him away.

She was a freak. She wouldn't blame him if he ran away from her and never looked back.

"Nothing" she lied, pulling away from Stiles' concerned grasp and took a few steps back, keeping her gaze lowered to the road.

"No, there's definitely something. They're like glowing and-"

She didn't want a reminder. Self-conscious and worried about what this could mean. She was changing, but changing into what? The unknown terrified her, and she felt ashamed. Sick to her stomach that she could become something wrong.

She threw her hands up, closing her eyes and digging her knuckles into her eye sockets, as if trying to find an off switch but nothing she did worked – her eyes still glowed, luminous and enchanting.

"Wait, what are you doing?" Stiles asked worriedly, trying to pull her hands away but she just dug them in harder, "don't hurt yourself".

"Just forget about them, okay?" she demanded, keeping her eyes shut and her knuckles pressed against her face, "my freakishly unusual genes just got a whole hell of a lot freakier because my freak, homicidal, psychotic father decided now would be the best time to turn me into whatever the hell he wanted me to be, and I certainly don't need you, of all people, reminding me how much of a freak I am"

"No, I wasn't, I just... they-they suit you" he reassured her, his gentle hands reaching out to cup her wrists, slowly pulling her hands away. She simply snorted disbelievingly, keeping her eyes shut.

"No, seriously" Stiles protested, cupping her cheeks, "open your eyes".

Why would Stiles like them? They were unnatural. A sign of the unknown. Proof that she was more messed up than she ever believed possible.

"Kaylz…" he whispered, "c'mon… look at me" he coaxed her, "don't be scared".

It took a few seconds, but she did. She opened her eyes. Coming face to face with his kind, honey-brown gaze that quickly soothed her, peering deep into her very soul.

To her surprise, he didn't seem surprised or scared. He didn't look at her in disgust. He looked at her like their eyes meeting made him complete.

"I think they're beautiful" he whispered, his lips curving into a soft smile, "just like you".

A/N) AHHH be still my beating heart, I AM SO EXFITED FOR THIS VERSION OF STAYLA IT GIVES ME ETERNAL LIFEEEEEE.

And omg, Alliosn knows… oooh. Things are gonna KICK OFF.

Chapter 47: One time offer

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form, thank you for the continued support, you're all the best :)

Some of her wondered if he was being honest with her right now or just saying whatever he needed to in order to keep her calm.

Yet looking into his eyes, she saw no trace of dishonesty. Just pure sincerity that she wasn't used to from others. An unwavering promise in his gaze.

Suddenly, the fact her eyes glowed didn't seem like the end of the world. It was something she would figure out and control - despite how impossible it seemed. Regardless of how much it scared her.

"I don't know what it means…" she muttered, relaxing against his touch.

"We'll figure it out" he promised, his hands not dropping from her cheeks, "like we always do".

"What if… what if it means I'm bad?" she asked, "like Peter?"

"Hey, you are nothing like him" Stiles exclaimed, "nothing. I promise".

"You don't know that" she objected half-heartedly, that fear creeping back in.

"I do" he proclaimed, "I know you and I know you're not as half as bad as you believe you are. Just because he's your dad, it doesn't mean you're like him. Genetics are not the be-all and end-all".

"I don't know what I am" she whispered, "I'm not a werewolf… I'm clearly not completely human either…"

"It doesn't matter" he shook his head, sending her a small smile, "you're still Kayla. That's all that matters".

'You mean that?"

"Of course".

She sighed, unable to stop her lips quirking. "You're kinda cheesy, you know that right?"

"Yeah" he smirked, "but you love it".

There it was again – that word. The 'L' word. Said, just not in that context. Yet it still made her stop short, faltering. Internally freaking out over it.

"You uh… you like it" he corrected with an awkward laugh, his hands dropping from her face to caress the sides of her neck, "you like my cheese".

"Sometimes" she laughed.

"Nu uh, not just sometimes. All the time" he insisted, "trust me. I know".

"And how do you know that?"

"Because I know you" he repeated that phrase from earlier, his gaze, although soft, somewhat intense, "so suck it up".

She felt at ease, laughing as she relaxed in his presence. Forgetting all about her glowing irises.

"Cocky much" she remarked, though her giggle was light and carefree that followed.

"I think I have a right to be" he smirked, "so does me being your anchor extend to keeping you in control?"

She frowned, unsure what he meant, but he simply pressed a finger to the side of his own eye, nodding at her.

"Your eyes" he smiled, "they've stopped glowing".

"They have?" she gasped, turning to look in the wing mirrors of Stiles' jeep, relieved to find her usual shade of green eyes staring back at her, "oh thank God".

"Did I do that?" he asked, "mellow you out?"

Honestly, she wouldn't be surprised.

"Maybe" she said quietly, breathing out a sigh of relief, "I thought I would be stuck like that forever".

"If you were, it wouldn't be the end of the world" he joked, "we could get you a sexy pair of shades".

"So I can walk around looking like MI5?"

"A sexy MI5 agent" he insisted, "don't forget about that".

"I'll bare that in mind".

"So, what happened?" Stiles asked, "are Jackson and Derek alright?"

She rested back against the jeep as she summarised everything that had happened between her, Derek and Kate, Stiles' jaw nearly dropping to the ground the more she talked.

"So Kate has Derek?"

"Yeah" she sighed, "that was the deal. I could leave if Derek stayed".

"He'll be okay" he reassured, "he's always okay. I swear that man is invincible".

"I wish he was" she smiled sadly, "he's a dick, but I can't lose him. Not Derek".

"So, what are we going to do about Kate?"

"I don't know... but I don't think it's Kate who we should be worried about".

"There's someone else we should be worried about?" he gulped, his gaze becoming nervous.

"Yeah" she nodded, "Allison".

She knew Allison was a good person - hell at first glance it looked as though Allison couldn't hurt a fly - but she still had hunter blood in her and as much as Kayla hoped she wouldn't go into the family business; it was kind of impossible to escape it. Sometimes the calling of family was too strong to resist.

She liked Allison, a lot, but she hoped her friend wouldn't now view her as some sort of monster. The look in her friends' eyes when she saw her strung up against that tree, her eyes glowing like a beacon, was enough to knock the air from her lungs. The betrayal and distrust was evident, and Kayla didn't know if she could win her over.

"Wait... what?" Stiles spluttered, his mouth getting slack, "what do you mean 'Allison'? Allison what? Allison knows? How does she know?"

"Kate" was all she said, sighing in defeat.

"Kate told her?"

"Showed her" she corrected, "she saw everything. Derek changing… my eyes…"

"Oh dear God".

"Yeah. My thoughts exactly" she murmured, her head still throbbing from where she got hit, lifting a hand to touch the side of her tender head, the small gash and bump hidden by her hair.

"What?" he asked, honing in on her change of behaviour, "are you hurt?"

"I'm fine" she lied, dismissing his concern but it didn't stop him from stepping forward, sweeping some of her hair back to get a better look.

"You're hurt" he stated, cocking a brow down at her in exasperation, "you don't have to lie to me".

"I'm okay".

"Did it bleed?" he asked, "you might need stitches".

She reached up, pulling his hands down and catching his stare with a small smile on her face.

"I'm okay" she repeated, "relax".

His face was tense, a prominent frown etched between his brows.

"She hurt you".

"Yeah" she smirked, "and she'll pay for that. With her life".

"Can you at least let me clean you up?" he asked, "or are you too stubborn for that?"

"You got some fancy medical training that I don't or something?"

"No" he chuckled, "just sixteen years of becoming an expert at being clumsy. So, is that a yes?"

"Sure" she smiled, "you can take me back to my motel".

He winced, "You sure you don't want to just stay at mine?"

"And give your dad another coronary?" she laughed, "think I'll pass".

"Pfffft" Stiles waved his hand out, "he's chill… I think".

"He freaks out a little whenever he finds me in your room unsupervised" she smirked, "obviously he thinks I'm going to corrupt you".

"But he won't think that if I'm staying with you in your motel?" he gulped.

"Stiles…" she grinned, "who said anything about you staying over?"

She was being playful, her eyes bright and dancing with coy flirtatiousness, causing him to blush.

"Uh… heh… I wasn't… I mean, I didn't… unless… well… that's not…"

"Do you want to stay over?"

"Do I want to…? Uh…" he awkwardly lifted a hand to scratch the back of his neck that was flushed and sweaty, snorting out a strained laugh, "stay… wi-with you… all night…?"

"It's a simple yes or no question Stiles".

"Simple?" he wheezed.

"Can I take that as a yes?"

He gulped, swallowing the lump in his throat but - as predicted - no words came out. Having to resort to a painfully cringy nod. Honestly, he had no idea what she saw in him.

"Good" she smirked, turning around and opening the jeep door, "I'll give you directions".

Directions that lead them back into the depths of the parts of Beacon Hills that no one acknowledged or spoke about, Stiles suddenly feeling very uncomfortable.

"You're staying here?" he asked, quirking a brow at the run-down shabby motel that honestly looked as though it should have been closed fifty years ago, "wasn't there anywhere better?"

She shrugged from the passenger seat, "It was cheap, and I wanted somewhere with not a lot of people about. Remember, I seem to be making everyone horny?"

"Right" he winced, parking in an empty spot, "still… I'm a little offended you picked here instead of mine".

"It's not too bad. I've stayed in worse".

He followed her through the parking lot, up the three steps and hovered as she leant down to slot her key in the lock and let the door swing open.

The walls were painted a sickly faded lemon, with questionable stains splattered across them. An old-fashioned oak desk pressed under the window, where dusty white nets hung. The TV, small and bulky, sat atop a rickety unit. The bed was surprisingly large and looked somewhat comfy, the spinning overhead fan slow and noisy.

"I didn't want to be easily found" she explained, "by mom, Jane, the Argents… Peter. Who would check a place like this?"

He saw her reasoning, but it was sad she had to think like that.

"You would have been safe at mine" he reassured her.

"But you might not have been" she said quietly, "I could be putting you in danger. Danger from Peter, or now the Argents-"

"Do you think that matters to me?"

She exhaled a slow breath, giving him a sad look. "No, but it should".

"Take a seat" he instructed gently, "let me see if I can find a first aid kit and get you fixed up".

She, surprisingly, did as she was told, sitting on the edge of the bed. He searched for the kit, whereas she simply watched him – her heart somewhat full. Full of what, she didn't know, but it was a reassuring feeling. A true pang of happiness vibrating in her soul.

"A-ha" he exclaimed, coming through from the bathroom with a little green first aid box and a wet cloth in his hand, "found it".

She didn't want to tell him she didn't need help because he looked so eager and proud, biting her lip as he took a seat next to her on the bed, gently pulling her hair away from her wound, wincing as he saw, in better light, the congealed blood crusting on her scalp.

"Does it hurt?"

"No" she replied, earning a disbelieving quirk of the brow from Stiles.

"Okay… maybe a little" she admitted, " but I've had worse".

She stayed still as he gently pressed the cloth against her head, careful not to make it sting as he slowly began to wipe away the dried blood – the gash on her scalp was surprisingly not that deep.

"I don't think you'll need stitches" he sighed in relief, "but Kate will if I ever get my hands on her".

"You're kinda sexy when you get protective, y'know".

His hands stilled near her head, sending her a surprised look.

"S-Sexy? Me?"

"Yes" she chuckled, "who else could I possibly be talking to?"

He nervously glanced over his shoulder, "I don't know. Maybe a ghost or something".

She rolled her eyes playfully, pulling his hands down. "I'm okay. It doesn't need bandaged".

"But-"

"I'm okay" she cut him off, "it'll heal".

"I don't like seeing you hurt" he mumbled, discarding the bloody cloth to one side, "I was freaking out thinking something really bad had happened to you".

"Have a little faith Stiles" she smirked, "I can hold my own. I'm not dying anytime soon".

"Doesn't stop me worrying though".

She knew that. She could see in his eyes how stressed and anxious he had been and still was. His honey-brown eyes speckled with fear.

She didn't know how to reassure him. Not really sure she could find the words. The entire day had been a rollercoaster, from good to bad to everything inbetween. Maybe he just needed a little reassurance…

She reached out, cupping his jaw and turning his face towards her, pressing herself forward and capturing his lips. He was caught off guard, a surprised gasp escaping his mouth as she lingered against him. Her touch immediately settled his racing thoughts until his mind was still and blissful, radiating the warmth of the sun.

In response, his hands gingerly slid into her hair, being careful not to aggravate her graze as she used her body as leverage to push him back, climbing onto his lap. Knees on either side pinning him to the bed, briefly pulling back to smirk down at him.

"You uh… you like being dominant, huh?" he chuckled, his arms splayed out beside him as he willed away the flare of blush around his face, helpless to her.

"Is that a problem?" she smirked, tilting her head to the side.

"Uh… d-definitely not a problem" he mumbled, his gaze dropping down her body before snapping back to her face, "no problem here. You can get on top of me whenever you want".

"You shouldn't give me that kind of power" she smirked, "what if I get carried away?"

He gulped, his heart thundering against his ribcage.

"C-Carried away?"

The devious upturn of her lips was both alluring and slightly terrifying, yet he found himself indulging. Unable to look away.

"I have a tendency to lose control" she whispered, her sultry stare sliding slowly down his body, "and it's taking everything in me not to tie you to this bed and ravish you until you're begging me to stop because it feels too good you think you might die".

He was dizzy, the blood draining from his head at her admission. His entire body tingling with desire.

"Wh… What's stopping you?" he gasped, her weight atop him like a goddamn blessing.

"I don't want to take your virginity in a crappy motel room" she chuckled, "well, that and we don't have condoms".

"Right" he was breathless, his voice coming out raspy and weak, "that's… they're kind of important".

"I'm surprised you don't have any in your wallet" she teased playfully.

"I thought that might come across as expectant" he gulped, "which is kinda dicky. And I've never bought condoms before. I don't know what brand or s-size or flavour to get, let alone how many. Do they have, like, a maximum mileage on them? Do they need changed after so many thrusts? I don't know".

She broke out into a fit of the giggles, finding his panic and inexperience really frigging cute. Everything about him endearing and sweet. Clearly he had put some thought into this.

"Oh great, you're laughing" he muttered in mortification, resting his hands on her knees pressed against his sides, "you're laughing at me. I've just totally turned you off, haven't I?"

"No" she laughed, shaking her head, "not at all, you're just… you're cute".

"Cute?"

"Yeah" she smiled, "cute".

"What happened to being sexy?"

"You can be both cute and sexy. They aren't mutually exclusive to each other".

"I prefer sexy" he pouted, "I'm just showing you how completely inexperienced I am, aren't I? The most action I ever got was putting the condom on the banana in sex ed class and even then, I broke it. The banana, not the condom".

She winced, unable to hide her amusement. "You broke the banana? You do realise that's meant to represent your dick, right? How hard did you manhandle it?"

"I slapped it" he said, "y'know, to warm it up".

That was it for her – her breaking point. Dissolving into another fit of laughter, throwing her head back.

"Well-" he chuckled, "-you can't just go and suffocate it without a little warning".

She was laughing so much her ribs hurt, tears of delight streaming down her face, and he just looked up at her with the biggest smile on his face, in awe of how beautiful she looked when she was happy and carefree, the weight of the world not on her shoulders.

"So is your advice I shouldn't slap it?"

Her laughter died down enough for her to grin down at him, wiping her eyes. "I'm not going to kink shame. You want to slap it, you slap it".

He reached out, brushing the back of his hand across her cheek, her skin now flushed and warm.

"I love it when you laugh" he smiled, "it's a beautiful sound".

"Sap".

"Yeah, so what?" he challenged with a grin, "what you going to do about it?"

Her laughter faded, but her smile remained. Playfully toying with the button of his slacks.

"Do you want me to do something about it?" she whispered provocatively, and he followed her movements down to watch as she popped the button, her fingertips hovering over his zip.

His throat tightened, swallowing the nerves that seized his body. Unable to help himself as he nodded, his stare stricken and focused on how she ever so slowly inched the zipper down, curving over his prominent bulge. His black boxers peeking through the open material.

Their eyes met, both heavy with arousal and need.

"If I keep going, I might not be able to stop" she warned quietly, "and that would be bad".

"I know" he mumbled, "but maybe I don't want you to stop".

Fuck.

Her bottom lip found its way between her teeth, a slave to her feelings.

He made her feel good earlier, the ghost of his fingers still curled deep inside her… maybe she could return the favour. Maybe she could make him feel just as good as he did her.

She shimmied off his hips, pulling his slacks all the way to his ankles. Settling herself between his thighs as she palmed him above the material of his boxers, not looking away from his lust-filled stare.

He was breathing heavily, his vision blackening around the edges. Feeling like the use of Scott's inhaler would be needed any moment now. His slender hips, desperate and needy, bucking up off her bed from just her touch. The cotton material of his underwear was still a barrier between them.

"You made me feel good" she whispered, "now let me make you feel good".

Good was a frigging understatement.

Fucking great was more like it.

In fact, the word sensational came to mind.

She kneeled there, coaxing his boxers off his hips so he sprung free and he was sure, through his bleary-on-the-brink of-passing-out gaze, he saw her gulp needily, but also as if she was slightly intimidated by it. Seeing him in all his glory for the first time.

"Uh… heh… what?" he mumbled, "is there… something wrong with it?"

"Yeah" she swallowed, and his heart dropped, "it's fucking massive".

"Oh" he mumbled, nervously glancing down, "is it?"

"You're telling me you thought this was average?"

He half-heartedly shrugged, "It's not like us guys whip it out and compare measurements. How am I meant to know what's normal or not?"

She blinked slowly a couple of times, shaking her head in amazement before glancing up and meeting his stare.

"You're full of surprises, Stilinski".

"Good ones, I hope".

She cocked a brow, admiring him shamelessly.

"Oh, definitely good" she whispered, reaching out to touch him. Her hand seeming much smaller now wrapped around his dick and she loved it.

She took her time, kneeling there as she played with him. Leaving him gasping and spluttering, clinging to the bedsheets. Helpless yet loud at the same time. Trying to watch the way her hands curled and dragged themselves up and down his erect length, but he couldn't focus. His head was thrown back into the pillows as she tempted him to the edge, but knowing how close he was so soon, she slowed her actions, sending him a smirk.

"Not so soon Stiles" she whispered, "let me have my fun first".

His entire body was strained and rigid, unable to stop the slew of profanities that escaped his lips – all caused by just her touch. Her grip, just tight enough to be dominant, was slow and sure. Knowing exactly what she was doing. Bringing him closer and closer to the edge before pulling him back, torturing him with pleasure.

He knew it hadn't been long, but he didn't have that kind of stamina. Not yet. Unable to control himself. Her dainty little hands proving to be too much for him.

"Please" he begged, sweat dripping down his face, "please Kaylz.."

He didn't care he was pleading so desperately, needing release and needing it now. Unsure what would happen if he didn't get it.

She stayed silent, but a seductive smirk pulled at her lips as she gripped at him harder, upping her speed a little, focusing on the tip.

Within four seconds, he was a goner. Literally and figuratively. Stuttering and exclaiming words that he didn't even know were in his vocabulary as he lost himself, half-heartedly trying to grab the sheets to catch the mess he was about to make, but he was too late. The orgasm hitting him hard.

Everything left his brain for a second, his body seizing up. Losing all sense of self and awareness. A wave of tranquillity beginning to rest over him.

Sweat stung his eyes as he opened them, lifting his head a little to look at her but saw her laughing a little, cupping his length to try and stop the eruption.

"Oh shit" he winced breathlessly, "I'm sorry… I tried to catch it…"

He was sorry, but he couldn't help how sexy the sight was.

"Don't be sorry" she smirked, "that was meant to happen".

"I just couldn't last any longer…" he admitted, "you dragged that out for ages".

"Stiles" she smiled, "that was barely two minutes".

"Oh" he said, flushing a deep red, "really? Only two minutes?"

She nodded, her eyes dazzling with amusement.

"Heh… well this is embarrassing…" he muttered, suddenly feeling not so confident.

"Why?"

"Because I busted from a handjob that didn't even surpass two minutes" he groaned, "oh god, just dump me now and get it over with".

"Relax" she chuckled, "I'm talented. I know how to get the job done. If anything, you lasting that long is really just a compliment to my skills".

Well… when she put it like that.

"Heh… well…" he gulped, glancing down at her sticky hands, "you are talented. No doubt about that".

"Practice makes perfect" she smirked, stepping up from the bed and slipping through to the bathroom to wash her hands, throwing him a roll of toilet roll.

It was a throwaway comment, one that he knew she didn't mean anything by, but it did make him wonder… exactly how much practice? He was feeling a little out of his depth here, suddenly thrown into the deep end. Not that he was complaining, but his complete non-experience was glaringly obvious. She didn't seem to mind – yet – but what if she did?

He cleaned himself up, pulling his boxers and slacks back up around his hips as he rested back against the pillows, watching her walk back through and sit cross-legged on the bed next to him.

"You're worried about Derek" he guessed knowingly.

"I'm always worried about Derek" she mumbled, "he's always getting himself in trouble some way or the other".

"He'll be okay" he reassured, rubbing her back, "we'll find him".

"Yeah… I hope so".

"Come here" he coaxed her down onto his chest, holding her head against his shoulder, "get some sleep. It's been a busy day".

"I don't know if I can sleep".

"Then just rest" he mumbled, "we'll figure it out tomorrow".


She woke up with a newfound fury in her veins. Tense and on edge, pacing the length and breadth of the motel room as Stiles finally managed to get in touch with Scott, telling him to come around. In the time it took Scott to turn up, Stiles had to stop her from leaving the motel six times, all geared up and ready to let loose on the Argents.

It was dumb, she knew that, but mess with her family and there would be a price to pay. Even if most of the time she found Derek to be a major pain in the ass.

Scott knocked a couple of times on the door and Stiles hurried to open it, ushering him in quickly.

"Dude, where the hell were you? I was phoning you pretty much all night".

"I got shot" was Scott's reply, still seeming surprised by that fact.

"Y-You got shot?" Stiles asked, "and you're still alive? Cool".

"Let me guess" she muttered bitterly, "Argents?"

Scott nodded glumly, an arm involuntarily wrapping around his torso, rubbing his side.

"You got lucky" she said, "how'd you escape?".

"Derek".

Right…

"It's not just that" Scott continued, "my boss, he… he helped me".

"Your boss?" Stiles questioned, "the one that was acting so fishy we thought he was the Alpha? That boss?"

"He saved me" Scott shrugged, "helped me heal. Apparently, he knows about werewolves. He helps them".

"And he couldn't have helped weeks ago before everything went to shit?" she asked, rolling her eyes.

"He has been, just in his own way" the werewolf replied, "and… wait, why are you here? This area is kind of sketchy y'know".

"Well, my father is a homicidal maniac, and my mother is a raging bitch. I'm hiding out".

"Oh. Right" Scott nodded, before looking at Stiles and realising he was still in the same clothes as yesterday, "uh… hiding out… together?"

Kayla just cocked a brow at her friend, whereas Stiles blushed a little, stuttering over his words.

"We have bigger fish to fry" she cut in, "Scott, listen… Allison knows".

Scott frowned, the words not quite making sense in his brain.

"Allison knows what?"

"That Santa isn't real" she muttered sarcastically, "what do you think I mean? She knows about werewolves".

She could visualise the buffering symbol above his head, taking a few seconds for her words to kick in.

"Wait.. what?"

"Yeah, sorry dude" Stiles winced.

"She knows? How does she know? Who told her? Does she know about me?" Scott rambled, his deep brown gaze full of panic.

"Kate" was all she said back, "and no, she doesn't know about you. When Derek and I were strung up getting tortured, we left your name out of it".

"Oh, this is bad. This is very very bad" Scott gulped, pulling out the rickety desk chair and sitting down, head in his hands, "this wasn't supposed to happen".

"Well, it has" she said bluntly, "so we need a plan because I am not leaving Derek out there with Kate. So can I count on you, Scott?"

He looked on the verge of passing out, still stuck and worried about the fact that Allison was now clued in about werewolves but, give him his dues, he nodded with resolve. A promise passing between them.

"We'll get him back" he vowed, "you can count on me".

She hoped, with all her heart, that was true.


The weekend passed with no sign of Derek. She looked; Scott looked. But nothing. It was as if he just disappeared off the face of the earth.

Enough was enough.

The past two days she was worried sick but scared to show it. Wondering, maybe selfishly, if this was just another person she was going to lose.

She couldn't have that.

Something had to be done.

She opened her duffel, pushing her clothes and shoes aside to find her final resort.

A gun.

A simple sleek black 9mm handgun, already fully loaded. The safety on, just in case.

She wasn't a big fan of guns, but she knew how to handle them. Sometimes they were a necessity.

Maybe it was time the Argents got a taste of their own medicine.

She was normally relatively logical, but not when it came to those she cared about. Not when it came to family. When they were in the crossfire, all bets were off.

She grabbed her leather jacket, slinging it around her shoulders before storming from her room, headed determinedly in one direction and one direction only.

The Argent house.

She was done playing nice.

Fed up with this dance they were doing.

They knew her family were werewolves. She knew they were hunters. Maybe it was time they showed what they were capable of.

Her pace was quick and heavy, storming through the streets of Beacon Hills with purpose, the gun tight in her grasp. Wasting no time as she hurried up the path, Allison's car conveniently gone. The large wooden doors were no feat for her as she furiously lifted her leg, kicking out at them with so much force the lock splintered, the door caving open.

She pushed her way in, seeing them all crowded in the living room, the fire crackling between them. Her eyes landed on Kate and, without hesitation, she snapped the safety off, pointing the gun directly at her head.

The woman in question smirked, placing her coffee cup slowly on the coffee table as Chris jumped to his feet, pointing his own gun at her whilst Victoria stood, her stony gaze glowering at her.

Surprisingly, her hand was steady. Ready to do whatever it took.

"Give me Derek" she demanded, "or I blow your brains out".

Kate stood from the sofa, an amused taunting smile pulling at her lips.

"Drop the gun" Chris demanded, "or I put you down".

She ignored him, focused solely on one person and one person only - the aim of the gun unwavering from the middle of her forehead.

"That's not going to be possible, littlest Hale" Kate shrugged, "but you knew that already before you barged in here, didn't you?"

"Let him go" she glowered, "he has done nothing to any of you".

"Oh sweetie" Kate mocked, "he's a werewolf. That's bad enough".

"Drop the gun" Chris ordered again, "do as I say, or you end up in the hospital. Or worse, the morgue".

"You think I care?" she exclaimed, throwing him a nasty glare, "you and your family have already taken everything from me. What have I got left to lose?"

Chris' gaze faltered, lowering the gun a little as he watched her on the verge of desperation.

"Let him go" she said to Kate, "he's useless to you".

"Well... that's not entirely true…"

"Take me instead" she propositioned, "just let him go. He's been through enough as it is".

"Oh, a trade" Kate laughed, throwing her head back in glee, "this is exciting".

"It's a good offer" she said, still not dropping the gun, "take me, and I won't pull the trigger and decorate the walls with your brain matter".

"You don't have the balls, little girl".

"Don't I?" she said, her finger twitching over the trigger, "you were right, the other night. I've done things. Bad things. I've hurt people. I'm not really that good, so what's the point in starting now?"

"Derek is a part of his pack" Kate implored, "eventually, he'll come for him. Why would the Alpha come for you?"

She lowered the gun a little, her gaze unwavering from the hunter's.

Was this a stupid idea? Yes. Hell yes, but she was reckless and impulsive, with no regard for her own life or safety. Willing to put herself in the firing line.

"Because…" she whispered, blinking back the tears, "he's my dad. My real dad".

Everyone in the room froze in silence, that admission catching every single one of them off guard. Even Kate, who was normally so cocky and confident, faltered and looked towards her brother in shock.

The cat was out of the bag.

Here's hoping it wasn't all for nothing.

Kate took a few steps towards her, a wondering and horrified frown etched between her brows.

"The Alpha… is your dad?"

Her jaw remained clenched, the hand that was holding her gun falling slowly to her side as she simply nodded.

"So?" she asked, "do we have a deal, or not?"

Kate's grin was predatory, her hungry eyes looking her up and down.

"You make an interesting case" she observed, "but how do I know you're telling the truth?"

Her answer was sounded in a loud howl heard in the distance, each Argent going on high alert.

"Dear God" Chris exclaimed, "he's here".

"See?" she shrugged, "he knows I'm here. He's coming".

Kate pushed her out of the way, going to the small wooden box by the window and grabbing her own gun as her and Chris rushed to the front door, peering out it.

She didn't have time to try and work out a deal with them for Derek's safety because the Alpha's shadowy figure rushed past the front door, knocking Chris and Kate off their feet whilst Victoria hurried to shut the doors, despite them being broken and splintered.

"Keep an eye on her" Kate demanded of Chris, "he's my kill".

"Kate, stand down" Chris barked, "we don't have the manpower to handle this".

"It's one werewolf" she said, "they're all the same".

"Who is it?" Chris asked her, "what's his name?"

"Sperm donor" she snapped back, "now give me Derek".

"Kate, this is too dangerous-"

"Enough Chris" she snapped, knocking the gun from Kayla's grasp and grabbing her by the back of her hair, dragging her to the living room window, "you want her? Come and get her".

She tried to push Kate off her, but the hunter was strong. Dangling her in front of the window like cheese for a mouse.

Another black blur raced past the window, quicker than the human eye could follow, and she gulped. Her plan going well and truly tits up. Elbowing out at Kate who's grip loosened, stumbling back a few steps away from the crazy bitch but that's when the Alpha struck.

The window broke, splintering from the impact of Peter's monstrous form crashing through it.

The next few seconds were a complete blur.

She heard bullets being emptied, many of which whizzed past her – alarmingly close to her body. She briefly saw flashes of brilliant red, his eyes – eerily dangerous – before the surroundings of the Argent's living room got replaced by the rush of the outside world, the cool night air stinging her face.

She blinked, realising she was clinging to the Alpha's back as he bounded and sped through the woods, disappearing into the safety of the trees. Such a speed shouldn't have been possible, but he defied all expectations. The more monstrous he became, the more powerful.

She couldn't jump down, knowing she would probably break both her legs if she tried, so squinted her eyes as the wind whipped around her, desperately clinging onto his body as he reached the highest point of Beacon Hills preserve, skidding to a harsh stop near the cliff's edge and throwing her off his back.

She spun a couple of times, stopping just a few feet from the dangerous drop and gulped as she looked up, seeing his abhorrent form dissolve and change into his regular human self, his glare hot with anger.

"Are you stupid?" he thundered, "you don't go around to the Argent's, and you certainly don't give them that kind of leverage over you".

"I was trying to get Derek back" she screamed, pushing her achy body to her feet, "he's missing, remember?"

"And that is none of your concern".

"Not my concern?" she scoffed in disbelief, "he's my family".

"And I am yours, so listen to me".

"You are not my family" she sneered, "you're a glorified sperm donor. You mean nothing to me".

"I saved your life".

"I didn't need you to save it" she screamed, "contrary to popular belief, I can look after myself".

"Then why are you bleeding?"

She frowned, unsure of his words as she glanced down, realising that her body wasn't just achy but injured, her white vest top stained red.

"Oh" she wondered, visually seeing the blood making her brain kick in and tell her 'right, now you feel the pain'.

"It's just a graze" Peter remarked, "you're lucky I was close by".

She brought her hand to her side, wincing as she cupped the bleeding wound, throwing Peter a disgusted glare.

"You ruined my plan".

"And you're ruining mine".

"I could've got Derek back".

"They weren't going to give you him" Peter rolled his eyes, "don't be so naïve".

"I needed to do something" she hissed, "what the hell are you doing?"

"What I set out to do" he replied, "get revenge. Trust the pieces will fall into place".

"Trust you?" she laughed ironically, "really? Trust you?"

"Help me Kayla" he implored, taking a few steps forward, "work with me".

"Never".

"I'm not the bad guy here, you know" he whispered, "I just want justice for those that wronged me. That wronged our family".

"You've gone about it the wrong way".

"Have I?" she smirked, "were you not just pointing a gun at Kate Argent's head, threatening to blow her brains out?"

"That's different".

"Is it?"

She faltered, casting her gaze down. Her side burning with red hot pain.

"Help me" he said, "and I'll help you".

"You'll help me?" she scoffed in disbelief, "I've had a taste of your so-called help and I don't want it. You can shove it up your ass".

"I'll tell you the truth about the fire" he shrugged, "the truth that everyone, including Derek, has kept from you".

She paled, and she was pretty sure it wasn't just because of the blood loss.

"The… The fire?"

"You may hate me Kayla, and that's understandable. But I'm the only one willing to be honest with you. Your entire life has been shrouded in secrets. Everyone you thought cared for you kept you in the dark, even daddy dearest. I may be a murderer, but at least I'm honest. You want the truth – all of it – help me. Work with me to get Derek back and punish those responsible for ruining our lives, and I'll open your eyes to a whole new world".

She frowned, remaining quiet. Faced with the impossible.

He held out his hand, cocking his head to the side as he smiled at her. An invite to the dark side. Somewhere she had always teetered. Dabbling with the darkest parts of her soul.

"It's up to you kid" he said, "it's a one-time offer. Take it or leave it, but just know, if you leave it, you'll never get this chance again".

A truly difficult decision indeed.

A/N) AHHHHH sorry, i am FREAKING OUT because this is slightly different to the original. I like Kayla toying with both sides, unsure where she stands. Because she's been lied to and hurt by everyone, but Peter is offering her something she values the most – the truth. AHHH it's going to be exciting guys ;)

And of course, STAYLA because, hot damn haha and tbh, I love my little reckless impulsive Kayla, It's just who she is haha

I Hope you all liked and please let me know your thoughts and I will see you all super soon

Chapter 48: Ice cold

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form.

"So there you have it" Peter sighed, "there's the truth".

She was sitting on the hospital bed, her legs dangling off the edge as she tried to understand what he had just told her. Coming to terms with the fact her life was just more lies upon lies. Everything she thought she knew was just smoke screens. Everyone she ever cared about kept her in the dark.

"That... That can't be right" she mumbled, shaking her head, "I would remember..."

"You would, if it wasn't for Laura".

She looked up in shock, looking across at Peter in shock.

"Laura? What has Laura got to do with this?"

"She became the Alpha when Talia died, as you know" he explained, "Alphas have the power to tamper with, and take away memories. That, and the trauma, is it any wonder you can't remember?"

Tears blurred her vision, her head falling in defeat.

"So that's… that's what everyone hid from me?" she asked, "that I was in the fire, but survived?"

Peter inclined his head into a nod.

"But… But I've read the police reports and the articles. Nowhere does it mention me. My dad's statement says he was here alone. There's no physical evidence putting me there".

"Are you calling me a liar, Kayla?"

"I would know" she insisted, "I would know if I watched my entire family burn to death around me".

"It's maybe just as well you don't" he said, "it's not a pleasant memory".

"Okay, so let's pretend you're telling the truth" she gulped, "you and Dad hated each other. He wouldn't leave me alone with you, or at that house. So how-"

"You snuck back" Peter interrupted, the ghost of a smile on his face, "you loved it there when you were little. Playing hide and seek, climbing trees… of course you didn't want to be hauled up in a motel room. So you came back".

She faltered, straining her brain to try and remember something – anything – but she was drawing a blank. Yet something about his words resonated with her. Even though she couldn't remember, some part of her believed his words.

She pursed her lips, "yeah… sounds like me".

"The fact is, I don't know why they kept it from you" Peter said, sauntering around to stand in front of her, his arms clasped behind his back, "I wasn't there, and I can't speak for them. But they must have thought you were too weak to handle it".

She snapped her gaze to his, her glare fierce and bitter.

"I am not weak".

"I know that" he smiled, "believe it or not kiddo, I'm in your corner".

She scoffed, rolling her eyes.

"I am" he insisted, tilting his head to the side as he peered down at her, "in fact… I would say I'm the only one that is".

She remained quiet, trying to tune his words out.

"Your mom, aunt and dad knew I was your real father. Did they say anything? No. They all knew about the fire, as well as Derek and Laura, did they tell you the truth? No. They kept that hidden from you. And don't even get me started on that human of yours…"

She snapped her head up, taken aback by those words. Peter trying to hide his gleeful smirk as he reeled her in hook, line and sinker.

"What?" she asked, "Stiles? What do you mean?"

"His dad is the sheriff" he mumbled, "do you honestly believe he didn't know about the connection between the fire and the murders?"

"He wouldn't keep that from me" she insisted, "if he knew, he would tell me".

"If you choose to believe that, so be it" Peter shrugged, "but I think I've proven myself to be owed a little bit of trust. And trust me…" he trailed off, "he knew".

She fell quiet, feeling herself reaching her breaking point.

"You can't depend on anyone but yourself Kayla" he smirked, "people will always let you down".

He was speaking the truth there. People have, and did, always let her down. Why would Stiles be any different?

They fell into silence, Peter hovering in the corner of the hospital room as she mulled over what she had been told, trying to process it but every time she did, it was like hitting a brick wall. Or maybe her brain was so overwhelmed she didn't want to accept it, struggling to come to terms with the fact her life, and everyone in it, was just one lie after another. Her ability to trust, well and truly shot. Just like her.

A knock sounded at the door, breaking her free from her thoughts as she glanced up, seeing the Sheriff come in.

"Hi Kayla" he greeted, although his eyes were heavy with concern, a notepad held tightly in his hand "sorry, this is mandatory with any gunshot wounds".

She frowned, subconsciously touching her bandaged torso that had already been seen to and fixed. "Is that why they wouldn't let me leave?"

He inclined his head into a nod, walking towards her bed.

"It's just a graze" she insisted.

"Regardless, it's still serious. Are you alright?"

"I'll live".

The Sheriff then noticed Peter standing in the corner, his dark attire blending in with the dimly lit room.

"Who's this?"

"He's…" she faltered, stumbling over the truth. He was what, her father? A murderer? The line was blurred right now.

She swallowed nervously, turning her gaze to Peter.

"He's, uh… He's family" she settled with, not letting those words settle before turning back to the Sheriff, "what do you need to know?"

"How you are, firstly" he replied, "and what on earth happened?"

She was a big believer in the truth. She had always viewed herself as an honest person, for the most part, but it was times like this that she couldn't tell the truth. Her proven ability to lie flawlessly coming out to play.

"Wrong place, wrong time" she explained coolly, "that's all".

"Was this at the Argents?" he asked, and she did her best not to let her surprise show on her face.

"The Argents?"

"Their place got burgled" the Sheriff explained, "as you know, Allison's dad is an arms dealer. Someone tried to take their weapons by force, and it resulted in a lot of flyaway bullets. It was lucky no one got hurt. Uh… hurt worse" he added.

"Uh… yeah" she went with it, a new lie formulating in her brain, "yeah, I was just walking to Allison's to see if she wanted a study date. I heard shots and, stupid me, went to investigate. Guess I didn't duck in time".

"Did you see who fired?"

"No" she lied, "it was dark. I didn't see anything".

The Sheriff scrutinised her, clearly weighing up whether to believe her or not. She didn't know if he did or if he just took pity on her because she looked so deflated and defeated, but he put his notepad away. His expression full of sympathy.

"You sure you're okay, kid?"

She lied through her teeth. "Never better".

Now she knew this time he didn't believe her, but she didn't care. Too overwhelmed to put on a mask.

"You got lucky tonight" he said, "it could've been much worse".

How could tonight get any worse? Her entire life, brick by brick, falling and crumbling down around her.

"Yeah" she mumbled, "lucky".

"You got somewhere safe to stay tonight?" he continued, "I know you're having, ah… difficulties with your mom right now…"

"I'll be fine" she sighed, "I don't need your worry".

"It's my job".

"No. No it's not".

She was being a little short and bitchy, unable to keep playing nice.

The sheriff sighed, looking at her in worry but knowing there wasn't much else he could do.

"Get some rest and heal. And no more running towards gunfire, alright?"

"No promises" she mumbled glumly, glancing down at her lap and playing with her fingers.

The Sheriff looked at her once more, then towards Peter who was still standing quietly in the corner of the room, before taking his leave. Radioing into the station that the 'gunshot victim' was alright but there was 'no certain identification'.

"See?" Peter asked, "even the police are undependable".

"How did I survive?" she asked, "out of everyone there, why did I get out alive?"

Because, really, that was the burning question. Why did she live? Why was she the one who got to carry on breathing? Her life was a mess. Her bad decisions plaguing her. Why was she the one that got spared, when any one of the ten others should've gotten that chance over her.

"Because I saved you" he answered, causing her to snap her head up in shock, "because, unlike everyone else, I've got your back. I always have… and I always will".

"You… you… you got me out?" she whispered, her bottom lip quivering, "you…"

"You're my daughter Kayla" he said, "in that moment, I chose your life over mine. Over everyone else trapped".

That hit her – hard. A sudden guilt twisting and squeezing at her gut.

"You shouldn't have" she mumbled, "I've just been a disappointment ever since".

"Then let's change that" he implored, "those responsible need to pay. You know that. Help me, Kayla. Help me avenge our family's deaths".

Life wasn't black and white. There wasn't just good and bad. Life was full of shades of grey. Things that were complicated and confusing. Was killing people wrong? Usually, yes. But in this situation? She understood where Peter was coming from. Why should her family die, and the ones that caused it get away with it? How was that fair?

Ten people – men, women and children – perished that awful night. Ten members of her family that had done nothing wrong. Ten people were murdered in cold blood, and all for what? Because of what they were? It made her sick. She could see why Peter wanted his revenge. In a twisted way, she understood. People could judge and take the moral high ground, but this wasn't their reality. It was hers. It happened to her family. How would anyone else react if it was their family targeted?

She wanted justice.

She wanted to make them pay.

How could that be wrong?

She was tempted. Her fury completely taking over.

It was then her hospital room door got opened again, only this time it wasn't the sheriff or a nurse – it was Stiles and Scott.

Normally, she would be happy to see them. Now, though? Not so much. Her expression remained blank and void as they rushed in, Scott hovering back a few feet as Stiles hurried around to the side of the bed she ws sitting on, his expression tense and full of worry.

"Oh my god Kaylz, what the hell happened?" Stiles asked, "I heard on the police scanner and-and I freaked out. Are you okay?"

She was eerily silent, staring up at Stiles with new eyes. An edge of distrust in her gaze.

"Uh… Kaylz…?"

"Stiles?" she heard Scott gulp, lifting a finger to point to Peter, who Stiles hadn't noticed yet, in the corner of the room but Stiles paid no attention to him, leaning down to peer deeper into her eyes.

"Kayla… baby?" he asked softly, "what's wrong?"

She hoped Peter was lying. She hoped, just this once, that she was being lied to. Because if Stiles knew about the link between the murders and the fires and he hadn't told her.. she didn't know if she could handle that. He was meant to be different. Out of everyone, she was meant to be able to trust him.

"Stiles" Scott called out a little louder, "turn around".

Stiles finally did as he was told, looking over his shoulder and nearly jumping out of his skin as he saw Peter hovering in the corner, a smirk gracing his lips.

"Ah" he exclaimed, but despite his fear he didn't move, taking a step in front of her as if trying to protect her, "what the hell?"

"It's a pleasure to see you again Stiles" Peter grinned, "although, I don't think we've been formally introduced" extending a hand towards him.

Stiles didn't take it, waving his hands back at Kayla and Scott.

"We need to get out of here" he said, "right now".

"Now now Stiles" Peter extended his arms out, "we're all friends here".

He tried to help her off the bed, but she jerked her arm away. Standing up and looking at him with a glare that was enough to make him shudder. Suddenly, Peter wasn't the scariest thing in the room anymore.

"Did you know?" she asked quietly, but with a burning rage penetrating her voice.

"Know?" he gulped, "know what?"

"The fire" she said, her voice shaking, "did you know that the people that were murdered had a part to play in causing the fire?"

Straight away, she knew she had caught him out. He was not a great liar. In fact, he was a pretty shitty one. His eyes widened as he looked back at Scott, his mouth open in shock.

That second told her everything she needed to know.

Regardless of his reasons, he kept that from her.

He knew, or suspected, that those murdered helped set fire to the house that had ten members of her family trapped in it. For whatever reason, he thought she didn't deserve to know that. Just another person keeping the truth from her.

"Kayla…" he sighed, his voice heavy with guilt, reaching for her hands but she didn't let him finish his sentence, yanking her hands away harshly.

"Don't touch me" she thundered, "stay away from me".

"I-I was going to tell you, I just-I-" he fumbled in panic, "-I didn't want to hurt you".

"Bullshit" she exclaimed, shaking her head in despair, "you're just like everyone else".

"What? No. No, I'm not" he shook his head, panic evident on his features, "I-"

"I don't want to hear it" she interrupted, "I'm done getting lied to".

"I... I... I messed up" he admitted, "I'm sorry, I should've told you-"

"Yeah" she scoffed, "you should have".

"I'm... I'm sorry" he whispered, his voice cracking a little, "I... I'm really sorry".

It wasn't enough.

She shook her head, his betrayal stinging her like poison.

"You were supposed to be different" she whispered, her shoulders sagging in defeat, "you weren't supposed to lie to me".

He stayed quiet, sharing a helpless look with Scott. The latter dipping his head in guilt.

"Look, let's go somewhere and talk about this and-"

"I'm not going anywhere with you" she exclaimed, sending him an affronted glare and her eyes, unknowingly to her, beginning to glow that bright green, "leave me alone".

She grabbed her leather jacket from the bedside table, scoffing as she went to step around him but he caught her arm, his deep brown eyes pleading and anguished.

"Kaylz-"

"If you want to keep that hand, I suggest you remove it in the next three seconds" she snapped, her voice icy cold.

Her change in demeanour from the Kayla he was used to was such a shock that he dropped his hand, staring at her with wide heartbroken eyes.

"Stay away from me Stiles" she said, "and choke on your apologies for all I care. I don't want them".

With that, she swept from the room. Not even acknowledging Scott as she passed and disapearred from sight. Stiles watching her go with sad eyes.

Peter's chuckle brought their attention to him, his expression cocky and delighted.

"There's my girl" he grinned, "I knew she was in there somewhere".


She had that night to calm down and rationalise things.

Did she calm down and rationalise things though?

Nope.

She was still furious, her entire body buzzing with annoyance. Unable to process what her life what turning into.

Her mom lied to her, her aunt, her dad, Derek, Laura, Scott, Stiles... everyone. People told her she needed to trust more, but how could she when, at every opportunity, those she tried to care for was dishonest with her?

The sad thing was Peter, the homicidal maniac, was the most truthful out of the lot of them.

She debated just missing school because she could not be fucked with it or the people in it. Knowing she would have to deal with Allison and Stiles, but she wasn't going to give them this kind of power over her.

She got ready - a simple pair of black denim cargos and a white tee, the sweetheart neckline dipping low on her chest. Walking to the school and, surprise surprise, being late.

Not that she cared.

When she walked into her first class that had already started, suddenly all eyes were on her. Her entrance unexpected.

"Glad you could join us Miss Hale" the history teacher scolded, "may I suggest you invest in a watch?"

She scoffed, her patience running thin.

"May I suggest you invest in a new wardrobe. The 80's called - they want their shoulder pads back".

The silence was deafening, everyone looking at her in surprise whilst the teacher frowned. Her comeback unforeseen.

She didn't wait for the scornful telling off, making her way to her seat. Dropping her bag by her feet and sitting down, ignoring the gazes lingering on her.

Gazes belonging to those that, in this moment in time, she wanted nothing to do with.

In the distance, Brian was glaring at her. His pretty blues full of contempt.

Next was Allison. Making no secret of the fact she was hurt and betrayed, and the Bambi look was enough to grate on her nerves.

Scott at least had the common sense to look away after a short while, either scared or acting smart to stay out of her way.

Last was Stiles. Even though he was behind her, she could feel his eyes boring into the back of her skull. His hesitation at reaching out apparent.

She didn't care. Ignoring each one of them. Her demeanour icy cold. A warning to everyone around her to stay back and stay away because, right now, she was dangerous and not to be messed with.

Of course, that didn't last long.

As soon as class was over, she grabbed her stuff and swept from the room before the bell had even finished ringing but Stiles was hot on her heels, rushing clumsily after her.

"Kayla? Hey, wait. Kaylz? Kayla, hold on, just-"

"Did I, or did I not, tell you to leave me the hell alone?" she demanded, stopping in her tracks to turn and send him a withering glare, "did I not make myself clear?"

He faltered, taken aback by her anger. Nervously biting the inside of his cheek.

"You... You did".

"Then why are you talking to me?"

"To apologise" he insisted, "you're right. I should've told you. You deserved to know".

"You have no right to gatekeep anything about my family" she exclaimed, "they are my family, not yours".

"I know" he nodded, his eyes blurry with tears, "I fucked up Kaylz... I-I'm sorry".

"Save it" she scoffed, "I don't need your remorse. I needed your truth".

"Tell me how I can fix this?" he asked desperately, "there has to be something I can do-"

"Fix this?" she demanded, "fix what?"

He swallowed nervously, blinking rapidly to stop the tears from falling.

"Us" he mumbled, "your trust in me".

"Now is not the right time to talk to me Stiles" she said through clenched teeth, "or I will say something I might regret. Back off".

"But-"

"What?" She screamed, "what Stiles? God, just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you. I don't want anything from you".

He looked down in hurt, clearly regretting his actions. His expression tight with guilt.

She hesitated, softening a little. Her words too loud and harsh.

"You... You were meant to be different" she whispered, her own voice choked with emotion, "I let you in because you were supposed to be different. You weren't supposed to lie to me..."

"I... I know" mumbled, lifting an arm to wipe at his eyes, "I wish I told you, I just... I wanted to protect you. Shield you from that pain".

"You can't" she said, "and I don't want you to. My entire life, people have lied to me. I can't have you lying to me too".

"I won't" he vowed, "ever again. I promise".

"How do you expect me to believe that?"

"Because I can't stand the thought of losing you" he exclaimed, "or to have you look at me the way you're looking at me ever again".

"Stiles-"

"Don't listen to Peter" he interrupted, clearly worried about where her alligances lay, "remember, he's the bad guy here".

"Is he?" she asked, "the people he's killing aren't good people".

"But they're still people" he insisted, "he doesn't care about you".

"Maybe" she agreed, "but at least he's honest".

"Honest?" he asked, "you trust him?"

"Not one bit".

"Then what-"

"I was there Stiles" she interrupted, "January the 25th, 2005. That night, I... I was there".

Stiles frowned, unsure what to say. Trying to understand what she was saying.

"My family burned to death around me, and I can't even remember it. You know why? Because that very same family decided to mess with my head and bury those memories. I should've died that night and you want to know why I didn't? Because of him. Because he saved me. Because, for some stupid reason, he picked me over the others and himself. I was there... and I couldn't save them".

For once, he was quiet. His eyes wide and astounded.

"You're right" she acknowledged, "Peter is the bad guy. He's a monster. But who's the bigger monster... the ones that planned and executed ten people in cold blood... or the guy who was left burnt and broken for six years because of what they did? It's not black and white Stiles. Nothing in this world is black and white. I'm fed up with losing people. Those responsible will pay. I don't care how".

She walked off, leaving him standing in the middle of the corridor in shock. Feeling her slipping through his fingers.


She avoided Stiles for the rest of the day, skipping the two classes she had with him and Scott, but should have expected to come face to face with Allison. Her friend clearly on the hunt for answers.

She caught up with Kayla at the end of the school day, shouting after her in the parking lot.

"What do you want Allison?" she sighed, "It's been a long day".

"We need to talk" her friend said.

"Oh?" she asked, raising her brows, "do we?"

"Yes" Allison replied, "I need answers".

"Well, I need a million dollars and a foot massage but I don't see that happening anytime soon".

"You lied to me".

"Yes" she admitted shamelessly, "I did, and don't pretend like you don't know why. The fact your psycho aunt had Derek and I restrained and tortured might give you a clue as to why".

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Hm, I don't know Allison" she remarked sarcastically, "maybe because you're an Argent - your whole family are werewolf killers. Get a fucking grip".

"I'm also your friend".

"I don't owe you anything".

"You don't think I deserved the truth?"

"Maybe" she agreed, "but this isn't girl talk or gossip. This is a dangerous, life changing secret. People die because of this. I couldn't take the chance that you would betray me".

"Me betray you?"

"Yeah" she nodded, "your family killed mine"

Allison shook her head, "no. That's not true".

"You're a naive girl Allison if you think any differently".

"Kate-"

"Kate-" Kayla exclaimed, "-is dangerous. She's the worst kind of hunter. She's drunk on it. She gets a sick thrill when she hurts or kills. Did you not see how excited she got hurting me and Derek?"

"She's not like that".

"Fine Allison" she exclaimed, "keep living in fantasy land. Keep pretending your family are the good guys. I don't care".

"You had no right to hide this from me".

"I had a right" she said, "I had every right. So, I'm guessing that now you know about werewolves you're going to tell Lydia, right?" she demanded, "because she deserves the truth too, doesn't she?"

"That's different" Allison protested weakly, causing Kayla to roll her eyes.

"No. It's really not" she replied, "go on. Don't be a hypocrite. Tell Lydia what you know".

"... You know I can't do that..."

"Then quit losing your shit at me" she shouted, "you didn't know, but now you do. So put on your big girl pants and deal with it. Both of us have bigger fish to fry".

"I don't know if I can forgive you" she admitted, her big brown eyes sad.

"Do, or don't. Honestly? I don't really care" Kayla said, adjusting her bag on her shoulder and taking her leave, "but just know, it you or your family ever come at me again, I won't hesitate to drop you all, do you understand?"

She didn't wait for an answer, not caring either way. The battle lines for war being drawn.

A/N) slightly smaller chapter paving the way for the next chapter which is gonna be OOOOFT just fyi hha so I hope you all enjoyed and I'm eager to hear your thoughts :) see you all again soon x

Chapter 49: Admissions of guilt

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any shape or form.

Stiles knew he fucked up.

When his dad disclosed to him about the connection between the murders and the fire, he should've told her. He realised that now. He should've just told her the truth and trusted her, rather than keeping it from her and betraying her.

But he didn't... and now she hated him.

"She doesn't hate you dude" Scott sighed, sitting next to him in the jeep as he drove him home after school, "she's just hurt. Give her a little time".

"She hates me" he said glumly, "I messed up Scott. I should've told her".

"She'll come around".

"What if she doesn't?"

Scott sighed, not having an answer to that.

"I just got her" he mumbled, "I can't lose her over this. I... I... I, y'know... I..."

"I know" Scott nodded, understanding what he was struggling to say, "I know you do".

He frowned, taking his eyes off the road for a couple of seconds to send his friend a surprised look, taken aback by his words.

"You do?"

"Of course I do" Scott smiled, "you've loved her since she said her first words to you".

"That obvious, huh?"

"She just needs some time" Scott reassured him, "it's her family. It must be a difficult thing to process".

"Yeah..." he agreed, pulling up outside Scott's house, "I should go speak to her again. Make this right".

Scott's eyebrows shot up in surprise, looking at Stiles like he was a madman.

"Uh... is that such a good idea?"

"What other choice do I have?" he asked in desperation, "if I don't, she's gone".

"She's pretty mad" Scott observed, "and when she gets mad, she gets scary".

"I'm more scared of losing her".

"Just... be careful" his friend advised, "you don't know how much Peter has gotten into her head".

"You think she's going to take his side?"

"I hope not but..." Scott trailed off, his gaze anxious and tense, "he is her dad. He's her family".

"He's not her dad" Stiles insisted, "not really. She knows that".

"I hope you're right. I don't think we can handle Peter by himself, but if she helps him… we'll lose".

"It won't come to that" he said, shaking his head, "I'll make sure of it. I promise".


Honestly, she should've expected Stiles to show up. He was stubborn like that, clearly not put off by her anger.

He knocked at her motel room door a few times, calling out her name but she ignored him. Sitting cross-legged on the bed with a joint in her hand. The only thing she knew that would maybe mellow her out before she ended up losing her head and causing irrevocable damage to her relationships.

"Kayla? Kaylz, come on, I know you're in there. Open up" he called out, knocking on the door again, "please?"

She momentarily closed her eyes, breathing in another hit. The smoke snaked its way through her lungs, but it didn't really have the desired effect anymore. She had been smoking weed since she was twelve years old, where once upon a time it made her loose and loopy and relaxed, only now she was almost immune to it. Just a slight calming feeling spreading through her veins.

"Kaylz? Please, open the door. We need to talk" he called out, choosing to move away from the door and rap his knuckles on the windows, trying to squint through the nets, "don't shut me out. I'm sorry, okay? I'm really, really sorry. Just talk to me, please. I… I miss you".

She missed him too… more than she cared to admit.

"I fucked up. I accept that" he shouted again, "I thought I was doing the right thing and I realise now I wasn't. You deserved to know".

She leaned over, snubbing the joint out in the ashtray, waving her hand through the cloud of smoke.

"Can I make this right?" he asked, "please?"

Against her better judgement, she stood up and made her way to the door, opening it and watching as Stiles flailed into her field of vision, an awkward half smile on his face.

"Heyyyy…" he said, seeming relieved she answered the door.

"What do you want?" she demanded, her voice sharp, no doubt cutting through him like a row of knives.

"I… I came here to apologise" he replied, "I want to make things right between us".

"Just go away" she sighed, "I don't want to see you".

His hand shot out to catch the door before she could slam it in his face, causing her to raise her eyebrows at the sheer audacity of his actions.

"I'm not going away until we talk" he said, although he did gulp, staring nervously at his hand curled around the door as if she may jam it there and break his fingers, "so let's… let's talk".

He was either extremely brave or extremely stupid, but she admired his determination, nonetheless. Giving him a look up and down before sighing and rolling her eyes, turning around to go and sit back on the bed.

He hovered for a few seconds, looking in and wondering if that was an invite before deciding it must have been, tripping over his feet as he entered.

She stayed silent, picking at her cuticles as he moved nervously from one foot to the other, about to spill his heart out when he got distracted by the smell, looking around in confusion.

"Have you been smoking pot?"

"Have you been lying to me?" she shot back, her eyes like fire.

He opened his mouth to reply but immediately shut it, knowing she got him there.

"That stuff messes with your head, y'know".

"So do lying boyfriends".

He sighed, perching himself on the side of the bed.

"I'm sorry" he repeated for the millionth time, "I'm really sorry Kaylz".

"I know".

"Tell me what you want me to do, and I'll do it. Anything" he insisted, "I'll do anything, just tell me what I need to do to fix this".

"You don't get it. There's nothing you can do" she explained, "not about this".

"So that's it?" he asked sadly, "you hate me now?"

"Yes" she said automatically, although she didn't believe her own words. She was mad – furious – but she could never hate him. Not Stiles.

"But you don't hate Peter?"

"Of course I hate Peter" she scoffed, "he's a psycho".

"Then why are you working with him?"

"I'm not" she denied, "but he can tell me things. Things I need to know".

"He's just holding that over your head to control you" Stiles explained calmly, "can't you see that?"

"Do you think I'm stupid?"

"What? No-"

"Maybe I'm the one using Peter" she interrupted, "ever thought about that?"

He frowned, looking at her with new eyes. A gleam of uncertainty in his stare.

"You're double-crossing him?"

"Maybe" she said, "I haven't… I haven't figured it out yet".

"I'm confused" Stiles stated, shaking his head.

"Peter can't live" she sighed, "not the way he is now. Not with all the things he's done. Not after threatening Scott and his mom or you, but… but he has a point. He's gone about it all wrong, but he isn't completely wrong. I don't have any sympathy for those people. Not if they were truly involved in the fire".

"I get that, I do, but… but it's Peter okay? He can't be trusted".

She scoffed under her breath, looking back down at her hands. "Yeah… just like everyone else".

She could see he went to reach for her hands but, realising how fragile she was, like an atomic bomb ready to go off any second, he wisely pulled his hand back, looking at her in sadness.

"Do you really hate me?" he whispered; his doe eyes suddenly very vulnerable.

"… No…" she mumbled under her breath after a few seconds of tense silence, "but I want to".

"Are you going to dump me?"

"No" she whispered.

"Then talk to me" he urged, "let's talk about this".

"I'm not a very good talker".

"Or listen then. Hear me out".

She stayed silent, lifting her gaze a little to watch him. The floor all his.

"I… I need you" he whispered, "I need you with me because any other possible scenario is unthinkable. Kayla, I… I get this is new for you, but I've liked you since the moment I saw you. You had me, before I even knew your name. I want this. I want you. I won't fuck it up again, I promise. You can trust me. I've got your back. I won't break your heart".

She hoped that was true, she really did, because whether she wanted to admit it or not, she was a mess with her feelings and emotions. Everything she was feeling for him was intense and all-consuming, feeling more and more for him with each passing second.

Kaylz, I… I… I think…" he stuttered, "I mean, I… I l-"

"No" she interrupted quickly, shaking her head, "don't say it. Not yet. Not now…"

He fell silent, his mouth clasping shut.

"I'm not ready to hear that" she admitted, "not when I don't know if you'll feel the same when you know…"

"Know…?"

"Everything." she whispered, "Everything I've wanted to tell you, but I've been too scared to. Kate was right about one thing. I'm not a good person. I've hurt a lot of people".

"That was your past-"

"It was still me" she insisted, "even before things went to crap, I was still a shitty person. What happened just made me worse".

"I told you that doesn't matter-"

"It should" she cut him off, "you should care".

"Why?" he asked, "you're not that person anymore".

"No, you just hope I'm not".

"Kaylz… you need to stop trying to make me hate you" he mumbled, "it's not going to happen".

"You don't know" she exclaimed, standing from the bed with tears in her ears, the weed in her system making her more emotional than normal, "you don't know".

"Know what?" he asked in desperation, unsure and worried about how she was acting, watching her freak out. Her hands shaking as they ran through her hair, distressed and on edge.

"That I'm worse than Peter" she exclaimed, the tears beginning to fall, "what's he's doing… it's understandable. He has a reason. He saved me instead of him… he's like this because of me. All these people are dead because of me".

She was sobbing, the true extent of guilt eating her whole.

He stood from the bed, wanting to take her in his arms and never let go but she stepped away, too distressed for comfort.

"If I didn't leave that motel room… if I didn't sneak back… maybe-maybe more people would've got out. Maybe he would've saved himself. Maybe all of this wouldn't be happening".

"You can't blame yourself for his actions" Stiles implored, "you are not responsible for any of this".

"He shouldn't have saved me" she cried, "he should have let me burn".

"Hey, hey, hey, no" he exclaimed, catching her in his arms before she could pull away, "what you're feeling, it's survivors' guilt okay? It's okay. It's normal. You lost your family… you lost them in the worst way imaginable, but you got out. By some miracle, you got saved. Their blood is not on your hands".

"I-I don't-I don't remember" she wept, "I've been trying to remember but I can't. I can't remember".

"Maybe that's for the best".

"How?" she sobbed, "they were my family… I loved them… I want to know what happened, but L-Laura took my memories away. They thought I was weak".

"I don't think that's true" he implored reassuringly, lifting a hand to dry her tear-stricken cheek, "I think they thought you were a scared little girl that shouldn't have had to go through what she did".

"They violated me" she sniffed, "they got inside my head and violated me… they… they… what if they-they did more? What if they kept more things from me? What if there's more I'm meant to remember, but I can't?"

His heart was breaking for her, holding her as she fell apart. Her anger just a shield, hiding the little fragile girl inside.

"I trusted them… and now I can't trust anyone".

"You can trust me" he promised, "you can always trust me".

"What if you leave me too?" she whimpered, "what if you find out the truth and leave me?"

"Why would I do that?" he asked, "why would I ever do something so stupid?"

She looked down, lifting her hand to touch his chest – right above his heart.

"… Because you're good" she mumbled, "I saw it right from the start. It shone so bright… and I… I could ruin that".

"No" he whispered, resting his hand atop hers, "you make me want to be good and do better. That's the effect you have on me".

"I… I don't deserve you" she expressed in a quiet voice, "I don't deserve this life".

"You do. You deserve the world".

"You need to know" she sniffed, "you need to know the truth before you fall for me".

He didn't need to know, not if she wasn't ready, but before he could object she stepped away from him, retreating into herself as she bit down nervously on her thumbnail, battling demons inside he didn't know about.

"Kaylz-"

"I had an abortion".

He stopped short, her words taking him completely off guard. The breath knocked from his lungs at her admission, because that was the last possible thing he expected her to say. He didn't know what she could have said, but that had not even been an option he had considered.

"I… I got pregnant Stiles" she admitted, her voice weak and timid, "I got pregnant. I was fifteen years old and I got pregnant".

Time passed – how long he wasn't sure – stuck in his shock, unable to process anything after the word 'pregnant'.

"I was stupid" she sobbed, "I was hurting and stupid and I fucked about with someone I shouldn't have fucked about with. I treated sex and intimacy as if it wasn't a big deal, but it was because… because Aiden and I made a baby. We… we made a baby and I… I-I've hated myself ever since".

She couldn't meet his gaze… too scared in case the resentment and disguise that she feared was there. Petrified that her admission had just lost him forever.

"That's not even the worst of it" she continued, biting back her cries, "my mom was right. I'm a whore. I knew Aiden for less than thirty seconds before I fucked him. I don't even know or remember half of the people I hooked up with before that. When I was desperate and craving for drugs, I would let men… creepy, disgusting men use me because I didn't care. The drugs were the most important thing in my life, so I… I did what I had to to get them. I got on my knees… and I… and I… I kept getting on my knees because that's all I was good for. A throat to use and nothing more".

"… So tell me" she whispered, "why should that person have been saved, instead of them? Because, from where I'm standing… she shouldn't have been".

It was a lot for Stiles to digest, wanting to speak but unable to find the words. Looking at her in something close to turmoil. A little shocked and on edge, but mostly sad. Sad and heartbroken because she truly did hate herself and he didn't know how he could fix that.

Yet, above all, he was angry. Angry that the happy little girl that he knew had been inside her was ruined with more heartbreak and pain than any one person should deal with. People around her taking advantage of that and using her in the worst ways imaginable.

She thought her words would push him away but, if anything, they just made him fall harder for her. Awestruck and proud that she was still kind and funny and everything he had ever wanted despite the hell she went through.

"Kaylz…" he mumbled, "why would I think any differently of you?"

In her surprise she glanced up, her brows knitted together in wondering.

"Stiles" she gulped, "I-I just told you I killed my baby and-"

"No. You were fifteen years old and scared" he insisted, "you did what you thought was right at the time. Aiden was bad and violent and unpredictable. You were still grieving for your family. You made a choice and… and whether it was right or wrong doesn't matter because it's done now, but I am not in a position to judge you on that".

"I… basically prostituted myself out for drugs" she continued slowly, as if she was sure he had misheard her, "I… did you not hear what I said?"

"I heard about a traumatised and broken girl doing what she had to do to survive" he summarised, "and sick people taking advantage of that. Yet, look at you. You came out the other side of that still full of light. You're not… you're not who you think you are. You are so much better".

She recoiled, completely taken aback by his words. Expecting his hate… not his kindness.

"Don't-Don't lie to me".

"I'm not lying" he promised, "Kaylz… I… I accept you".

He could've told her how much he liked her, how much he felt that pull to be near her, but he believed she didn't need to hear those things right now. She needed to hear that he was by her side, without any judgment or hate. The thing she needed most right now was to be seen and heard. Something she hadn't had in a long time.

"Why?" she whimpered, shaking her head in denial, "I… I'm-"

"The best thing that has ever happened to me" he said, "and I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Not you…"

She was still, frozen to the spot in shock, peering across at him like he had grown six other heads. Silent tears dripping down her cheeks.

He knew he couldn't make it better, but he could try. He could show her that her past was just that – her past. That she wasn't that person anymore. That now she had him in her corner, and that would never change.

He inched forward, gently cradling her in his arms.

At that moment, he vowed to himself that he would never hurt her. That he would do anything and everything to make her happy.

After all, that was love… right?


Brian knew what he wanted.

It wasn't often, if ever, that he was denied what he wanted. Most people knew better. Yet somehow, this new girl - all fired up and feisty - decided it would be smart to make an enemy out of him.

Him?

Didn't she know what he was capable of?

What dark thoughts entered his head?

The moment he saw her, he knew she would be a prize. Oh, so delicious and satisfying. Something for him to conquer.

Yet somehow, she didn't fall for his charms. She was close to it, but she pulled herself back.

His ego couldn't handle that.

He was not the type of guy to get rejected.

His fists curled by his sides, looking at pictures of her on his phone. Pictures she didn't know he had. The kind of pictures that he shouldn't have, but he didn't care.

He had never wanted something so bad in all his life.

The urge to control her, weaken her and ruin her was strong. To gain back that power he once had, that she had splintered.

Little did she know, he was more dangerous than she knew.

Always on the lookout for supernatural threats or hunters, but never paying attention to the human boy with an obsession so sick she should've been scared.

He promised himself one day – one day soon – he would have her.

Because no one had ever said no to him.

A/N) Staylaaaa ahhhh urgh they needed that. I love my babies being vulnerable lol and Brian is AHHHH and I'm making him be more more dangerous and creepy in this one, because I want to show the dangers of just regular old humans (particularly men), which is going to be a common theme in this story because men, especially men with an obsession, can be hella dangerous, and I think it's important to highlight that. Plus, it shows the difference between Brian and Stiles – Brian wants to conquer Kayla, where as Stiles wants to love and care for her and build her up, Urgh, my heart is broken lol

Chapter 50: Speechless

Chapter Text

Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :)

She found herself standing in a graveyard during the bleakest and darkest part of the night, the wind whipping around her chilling her to the bone. A terrible sense of dread filling her gut.

Deep down, she knew she was dreaming. Or rather, stuck in an awful nightmare. A part of herself was screaming to just wake up, that this wasn't real, but it was faint and drowned out by the terror squeezing her chest. The endless amounts of gravestones surrounding her seemed to get bigger and bigger, looming over her.

Each stone had a name she recognised – someone she had lost, in some way or another. Too many to read all at once, but she knew what it meant. That she was, in some way, to blame for what happened.

The names of all those people called out to her, making her shrink in guilt.

Repercussions to her actions.

Although one name on one stone stood tall and proud, glaring obviously above all the others.

'Kayla Hale'.

Her name, carved meticulously in the granite, made her sick to the stomach. An eerie sense of trepidation pulsated through her veins as she reached out to touch the stone with hesitant fingers, just as bright red blood began cascading down it and soaking the ground below.

She jumped, unable to tear her gaze away from the river of blood that kept seeping over her stone, the letters of her name drowned in red as the sticky substance began crawling across the grass and soaking her bare feet.

She leapt back, slipping and falling to the ground, the copper scent filling her nostrils as she flailed, getting covered in blood.

"You think you know what you are, what you'll become?" A voice, deep and guttural, echoed around her, "you can't even imagine".

She woke with a startled gasp, the motel room coming into focus.

"Hey, whoa, you okay?" Stiles asked, his concerned face popping into view above her.

She allowed herself a few seconds to calm down, the thundering of her heart against her ribcage bordering on painful.

"Y-Yeah" she mumbled, "just a bad dream".

He frowned, not buying her dismissive attitude.

"About what?" he probed, causing her to avoid his curious gaze as she pushed herself up in the bed, looking around in still half-asleep confusion.

"Nothing important. How long was I sleeping for?"

"Not long" he shrugged, sitting in the bed next to her, "barely even an hour".

Her eyes still felt stingy from her cries, the skin on her face sticky and heavy from her salty tears, mascara no doubt smudged and dried down her cheeks.

"I didn't mean to fall asleep".

"You were exhausted. You needed it" Stiles reassured, "are you… okay?"

He sounded hesitant and unsure, like his question may just open the floodgates to her chaotic and violent emotions which she still felt bubbling below the surface. As if one wrong move or word could cause her to crumble and break apart.

"Yeah" she lied, knowing he wouldn't believe it, "I'm okay".

"You don't need to pretend with me Kaylz" he whispered, "you don't have to be okay all the time".

"I can't afford not to be".

"Yes, you can" he insisted, "with me, you can".

She frowned, as if finally realising he was still here next to her and hadn't run for the hills like she expected.

"Why are you still here?"

"Where else would I be?"

"Stiles… you don't need to stay with me out of obligation or because you feel bad-"

"Whoa, hey, this is not what this is" he interrupted, shaking his head, "I'm here because I want to be. I want you".

She really struggled to believe that, failing to understand why he could possibly still like or desire her after everything she had told him. Most people would take off and never look back. So why wasn't he?

"My life is messy" she sighed, "it's one big disaster after another. You can do so much better".

"I can't, and I don't want to" he reassured, "please don't push me away".

"I'm not pushing, I just… I don't think you know what you're getting yourself into".

"Dating you isn't going to set off the apocalypse" he grinned, trying to inject a little bit of humour into the conversation, "I think I'll be fine".

"Stiles, I'm being serious" she sighed, "what I told you… that barely scrapes the surface. I could blame it all on my grief, but it wasn't. I was doing questionable shit for years before that. Why is that someone you want to be with?"

"Because you're not a bad person".

"I'm not a good person either".

"Mistakes happen".

"No, what I did were choices" she corrected, "I was only here a few days when I was ten seconds away from letting Brian fuck me on that bathroom counter. Why? Because that's the kind of person I am".

"No" he insisted, "he took advantage of you when you were intoxicated like the sleazeball he is".

"Maybe, but whose idea was it? Mine. I was all over him. I kissed him first. I knew what he was like, and I did it anyway".

Stiles winced, clearly not liking that image in his head.

"Just admit it. I'm not a good person" she sighed, "and pretending that I am is just another exhausting lie that I'm fed up telling".

"You're too hard on yourself" he mumbled, "you're not the big bad in this story. What you told me doesn't change anything, I promise".

"It should".

"But it doesn't".

"Why?"

"Because I… I admire the person it's made you become" he smiled softly, "and that person is pretty fantastic".

He was giving her too much credit because, underneath it all, she was still just a fragile mess struggling to fix the ruins of her life who could quite easily slip back into bad habits. It wasn't like she hadn't been tempted.

"I've never been in a relationship before" she murmured.

"Nor have I".

"I don't know how it's meant to work – this dating thing".

"Neither do I, but let's learn together, okay?"

"What if I hurt you?" she asked sadly, "what if I fuck this up?"

He reached out, taking hold of her hands and not letting go.

"I won't let you" he promised, his grip unwavering, "you're stuck with me, whether you want to be or not".

"I've been with so many people, but never committed to any of them. Even Aiden was so on and off I lost count of how many times we were actually on and how many times we were off. What if I can't do this?"

"We're both in new territory here, it just takes time to adjust" he soothed, "and with everything that's been going on, I haven't had the chance to take you on a proper date. So, uh…"

He wrung his hands nervously, suddenly looking like a deer caught in the headlights.

"Um… will you… uh… will you be my date to the winter formal?"

"The dance?" she asked, "you want to go to the dance with me?"

"Well duh" he smirked, "I want to show off my smoking-hot girlfriend for the whole world to see. Man's gotta brag".

She softened, the curve of a smile pulling at her lips.

"Is that a yes?" he asked impatiently, "because I kind of already bought a suit and I'm pretty sure it's non-refundable, so…"

"You bought a suit?"

"You seem surprised…"

"I've just never seen you in a suit before".

"Well, if you accompany me Friday night you can" he grinned, "and not to blow my own trumpet or anything, but I do look quite dashing in it. I think you'll find me irresistible".

"Oh" she smirked, "I will, will I? Guess I'll have to get a killer dress to match then".

He gulped nervously, suddenly seeming intimidated by the thought of her dressed up and sexy, his mind wandering to how he would be able to keep his hands off her all night.

"So, uh… is that a-is that a yes?"

"Of course it's a yes" she laughed, "unless you want me to revisit all those other offers I got-"

"No, no, no. We're good, we're good. Forget them" he rushed out in blind panic, "you're mine Friday night".

She tried to ignore the way her gut twisted in pleasure at those words, especially with the way he said 'mine' so protectively, that independent and dominant streak in her faltering.

God… when did she get so pathetic over a boy?

Old Kayla wouldn't even be entertaining these feelings, but since coming to Beacon Hills she felt almost reborn. Like new life had been breathed into her.

Maybe this was something she wouldn't ruin after all.


"Okay, spill" Lydia demanded, catching her by her locker after class, "what is going on with you and Allison?"

"Nothing" she lied seamlessly, "why would anything be going on?"

"Do you think I'm stupid?"

"Despite doing a really good job of faking it – no".

Lydia pursed her lips, folding her arms across her chest. "You're both not speaking to each other. Why?"

"She found out werewolves exist and that my family are werewolves, and that she comes from a long line of werewolf hunter blood and is super pissed I didn't tell her, hence giving me the cold shoulder" she explained in a monotonous tone.

"Don't be cute" Lydia exclaimed, "you both need to make up. Now".

"I'm not grovelling" she scoffed, "I apologised, which coming from me is a damn miracle. If she wants to be pissed at me, let her be pissed".

"Don't be so stubborn. The last thing I need is my two friends bitching about each other".

"I'm not bitching".

"After school, we're going dress shopping – all three of us" Lydia emphasised, the look she shot Kayla was a warning to not argue, "because we all need dresses and a girl's day is just what the doctor ordered".

She groaned, "shopping? Really?"

"You need a dress".

"I have plenty in my wardrobe".

"You need an appropriate dress. Not one made for slut dropping".

"I do the best slut drops though".

"I'm thinking something elegant, yet sexy" Lydia continued, ignoring her remark, "and before you even suggest it – definitely no leather".

"Well, you're no fun" she grumbled.

"It's a winter formal Kayla, not a club" she reminded her, "get with the programme".

"You're right" she said sardonically, unable to stop the tight sarcastic smile that graced her lips, "my bad. What on earth was I thinking?"

"Agreed" Lydia nodded, "and we'll also pick you up some condoms as well".

"Condoms?" she asked with a frown, "for what, tights?"

The strawberry blonde was unimpressed by her lack of awareness, shooting her a glare.

"How I have the patience to be friends with you sometimes truly amazes me" she sighed, "no. For when you and Stiles inevitably have sex at the dance".

"What makes you think I'm going to have sex with him at the winter formal?"

"You'll look hot. He'll look… better than usual" she said reluctantly, "it'll get hot and sweaty with all the dancing and, no doubt, smuggled alcohol that will spike the punch and lower everyone's inhibitions. Of course you're going to have sex. It's my job to ensure you don't get knocked up".

"Huh" she mumbled, because Lydia was right. That sounded like the perfect recipe for risky, underage teenage sex.

"Just don't break the poor boy" Lydia warned, "by some miracle, he is on the lacrosse team. We can't afford to lose".

"It seems a little cliché though, taking his virginity at a school dance. Surely there are better places to take it than under the bleachers or in the chem lab".

"Remind me again where you lost yours?" Lydia smirked, earning an unimpressed glare from Kayla.

"In the back of a dodgy bar. Your point?"

"My point is anything is better than that".

"Gee, thanks".

"So, dress and condoms – anything else?"

Before she had a chance to reply, Lydia gasped and pointed down to her feet.

"Of course, how could I forget? Shoes" she exclaimed, "you absolutely cannot show up in sneakers".

"I don't like heels" she tried to argue, but Lydia was having none of it. Miming at her to shut up and not object to her.

"I'll find you a small heel, don't worry".

"It's like you want me to break my ankles".

"Kayla, please" Lydia sighed, rolling her eyes, "just for one night, be a damn girl. I'm not asking much".

"Debatable".

"Meet me by my car after school and try and look happy about it. Do you know how many people would kill to come shopping with me? Be lucky you don't have to beg".


The car ride to the mall was tense, to say the least.

Lydia, as usual, did most of the talking, clearly very excited about dress shopping. That left a frosty silence between Allison in the front seat and Kayla in the back seat. Awkwardly meeting each other's gazes at times and looking away. Their previous heated exchanges were still fresh in their minds.

The first stop was Lydia's favourite shop in the whole wide world – Macy's. Five floors of designer hell. In fact, Kayla would rather be in actual hell than this place. It was bright and loud and had far too many people trotting about to be even semi-relaxing.

"Chop chop" Lydia clapped, hurrying them along to the escalator, "we're on a tight schedule. I've only given us three hours here".

"T-Three hours?" she spluttered, "you think we'll be here for three hours?"

"Dresses, shoes, jewellery, accessories, make-up… three hours might not be enough".

She wasn't a religious person, but she looked towards the ceiling and prayed for a miracle – even if that came in the form of a bomb going off.

"Now, first we take a tactical sweep of this floor" Lydia said, stepping off the escalator, "memorise where the good dresses are, and meet back here in fifteen minutes, are we clear?"

Allison and her simply nodded.

"Good, now shoo" Lydia waved them away, "and I expect you both to have made up by the time you get back, alright?"

Neither answered, unwilling to promise that which just made Lydia roll her eyes and stalk away, the rails of dresses eating her up.

"She has a point, y'know" Kayla said, following Allison as her friend began glumly walking in the other direction, "we don't need to hate each other".

Allison sent her a scathing look over her shoulder, which soon twisted into one of disbelief.

"You lied to me".

"Did I though?" she asked, "or did I just leave the truth out?"

Her brunette friend rolled her eyes, turning back to face the dresses.

"Allison…" she sighed, "I get it, okay? It hurts to be left in the dark about these things, but the supernatural world is dangerous. People die. Hey".

She grabbed Allison's arm, stopping her in her tracks.

"People die" she exclaimed, "how do you think I lost all my family? My dad and brother were murdered right in front of me, and all because they were werewolves. Hunters killed them. So if you can't understand why I couldn't tell you this giant, life-changing secret considering your family are hunters, then you're far more stupid than I thought".

Her friend's expression softened, folding her arms across her chest as she bit her lip nervously, clearly weighing up what to say.

"Kate says you're working with the Alpha".

She scoffed, "I'm not".

"She says you know who he is".

With that, she remained silent. Keeping her cards close to her chest.

"She wants me to find out what else you know" Allison continued, "especially about… about the other one".

"I'm hearing a lot of 'Kate wants' and not what you want" Kayla sighed, "what do you want?"

"I want to stay out of it" Allison admitted, "I don't… I don't want to be involved".

"And that's fine, but one day you'll have to choose a side" she said, "but when you do, it needs to be your choice, not anyone else's".

"I don't know who to trust…"

"Trust that not all werewolves are bad" she smiled, "yes, they are stronger and faster and more powerful and some struggle to control it, but there are lots of werewolves out there and there are lots of good ones too. Don't let your family misguide you on that".

"Then what are you?"

Now that was a loaded question. One she, unfortunately, didn't know the answer to.

"I don't know" she said, and straight away she could see Allison's guard go up, jumping straight to the conclusion that she was lying.

"No really, I don't know" she continued, "every full moon I would be in a shit ton of pain, like I was trying to turn but my body rejected it. My dad took me to every witch doctor, every expert, and there were no answers. No one knew why I wasn't turning into a werewolf. Then… then I got bit. Since then, weird things have happened. My eyes glowing green, for starters. Then the fact I can't be too close to any guy because they start wanting to have sex with me. So, if you've got any ideas then shoot, because I for one would love to know too".

Allison was gazing at her in astonishment, completely taken aback by her answer.

"You really don't know what you are, do you?"

"That's what I've been trying to tell you".

"Kayla, look... it's going to take me some time to get past this, okay? I'm confused and hurt and angry and I feel stuck in the middle between my family and yours".

"Yeah, I know the feeling".

"For Lydia's sake, let's just… be civil" Allison propositioned, "at least until the dance is out the way".

It wasn't what she wanted to hear, but it was better than nothing.

"Okay" she agreed half-heartedly, "I can do that".

Allison sent her a small smile, just as Lydia hurried up to them and, upon seeing things civil and warming out, broke into a wide smile.

"See? All you two needed was to talk" the redhead said, "now, onto more important things. Did you see any nice dresses?"

"I haven't been looking" she admitted shamelessly, much to Lydia's annoyance.

"I know you'd be difficult, so I invited someone along" her friend said, pointing behind her, "maybe he can get you in line".

She frowned, unsure what Lydia meant but, upon turning around, she saw Stiles looking around helplessly, almost knocking over a rail of clothes.

"You thought Stiles could get me in line?" she asked dubiously, quirking a brow at Lydia who was so very obviously lying.

"Well… no" she replied with a huff, "but I need someone to carry the dresses, and who better than your little lapdog".

"So, you're enslaving him for the next three hours then".

"He was happy to assist" Lydia insisted, "and trust me, a boy like that needs to earn all the brownie points he can get".

She rolled her eyes, but Lydia was just being Lydia. Honestly, she should have expected this. This was all on her.

"Oi, you! You over there" the strawberry blonde called out, coaxing a flabbergasted Stiles to turn in their direction, "yes, you. Get over here. You're late".

Stiles floundered over to them, clearly panicked and a little bit sweaty, his nervous eyes dancing between the three of them.

"Uh… late? But you said-"

"First rule, what I say and what I mean are two different things, and showing up early is not only polite but expected. Now hurry up, we're on a tight schedule".

She didn't even have a chance to say a proper hello to him before Lydia had dragged him away in the opposite direction, Stiles sending her a helpless and frightened look to which she just smirked and shrugged back – what Lydia wants, Lydia gets after all.


Stiles just couldn't believe the sheer number of different outfits and clothes and accessories there were in one store. He also couldn't believe why anyone found this fun. He also couldn't imagine doing this as a hobby, like what Lydia seemed to do. It just didn't make sense in his mind. Although, he supposed, if he had the kind of money like what Lydia had, maybe he'd be treating himself all the time too.

He trailed behind Lydia, being her own personal shopping cart as she from one side of the store to the next, throwing dresses into his arms as he hastily tried to grab them, craning his neck back to see over the growing mound of material.

"Do you guys have time to try all of these on?" he asked incredulously, wishing he hadn't bothered saying anything as she briefly stopped in her tracks to glare at him.

"Of course we do, and if we don't, then we'll stay longer".

"O-Oh right, it's just because I have this thing with Scott later on and-and… uh… no, no I don't" he corrected nervously under her stone-cold stare, "I have no things with anyone. They're cancelled".

The strawberry blonde nodded once, accepting his answer as she turned around and picked up another dress – one that Stiles had his eye on, more than once. The shimmery silver fabric was tight and short, reflecting off the bright light in the store. It was eye-catching to say the least, but when he caught a glimpse of the price tag he almost wheezed.

"It's Antonio Berardi" Lydia said, as if she expected him to know who that was.

"What is who?"

"The dress" she said, "the one you keep looking at. Don't worry, I'll get her to try it on".

She noticed him favouring a dress so picked it out for Kayla to try on… why was that sort of kind of her?

"It's, uh, pretty expensive though" he said, "and by expensive, I mean that could probably feed a family for several years kind of expensive".

Lydia scoffed, "oh please, like she'll even check the price tag. Kayla is desperate to get out of here. If I say this is the dress, then she'll buy it no questions asked. Plus, please, her family are uber-rich. Do you seriously think this will even put a tiny dent in her bank balance?"

Now Lydia brought it up… no, probably not.

She took his dumbfounded silence as an answer, continuing to wander around the store for the fifth time which was making Stiles go cross-eyed.

Although, it gave him time to ponder.

For years he obsessed over Lydia as if she was going out of fashion. He idolised her. Put her on a pedestal as if she could do no wrong. He tricked himself into believing she was the perfect girl for him, and no one else could ever compare.

She was beautiful and smart, that was a given, and Stiles knew he would always appreciate her and the person he knew she was underneath it all, but... he knew now, that what he thought he felt for her, wasn't love. It couldn't have ever been love because he never knew her, let alone spoke more than five words to her.

He knew because the feelings of the last eight years were nothing compared to how he felt about Kayla now. This new intensity was deep and reciprocated. What he felt with Lydia was like the feeling of admiring a celebrity, only when you finally meet them you realise it wasn't all that it was jacked up to be.

He coughed a couple of times to clear his throat, trying to catch her attention but Lydia was either too focused on the task at hand or was blatantly ignoring him.

He knew it was definitely the latter.

"So... uh, Lydia..." he said, feeling like a frog was caught in his throat, "I was just… um… wondering… well, I have just a small, quick question if you're not, ah... too busy?" he stuttered, followed by a loud gulp. Why he thought even asking her these questions were a good idea was beyond him, no doubt about to be majorly embarrassed.

"Yes?" she answered, not even bothering looking at him as she concentrated on studying the dresses on the racks.

He gulped again, his tongue quickly wetting his lips as he glanced around shyly, making sure they were out of hearing range from everyone.

"I just... uh... you know, um... it was just to see if, ah-"

"Oh, spit it out Stilinski".

She made him nervous, but not the kind of nervous he used to feel. Now, it was just terror through and through.

"Uh, well…" he continued, unable to bite his nails, his arms stuck and trembling under the weight of probably a hundred dresses, "how, uh… how much do you think she likes me? Kayla, I mean".

"Why?" Lydia snorted, "are you beginning to feel insecure?" she mocked, and Stiles simply narrowed his eyes, immediately regretting ever talking to Lydia Martin of all people about this.

"You know what? Never mind, forget I ever even asked-"

"Of course she likes you" Lydia interrupted with a very pointed roll of the eyes, "how much? Probably too much".

"W-What?" he exclaimed, "really?"

"Of course she does. Why do you think she would willingly volunteer her spare time with you?"

At this moment, Stiles didn't even care about the level of snark in her voice because if Lydia Martin believed that Kayla did actually like him, then it must be true.

"All the people I tried to set her up with and the one person I didn't even consider she goes and dates. Why does she have to be so damn rebellious?" she mused, her fingertips trailing across the fabrics of the dresses hung up.

"Beats me" he replied but couldn't help the pleased smile that pulled at his lips.

He loved her rebellious streak.

"I tried her with lacrosse dudes. I tried her with college guys. I even tried to set her up with rich trust fund guys, but no. She chose the bench warmer".

"Thanks" he remarked blandly, rolling his eyes.

"And if you hurt her-" Lydia continued, stopping short and grabbing his arm, "-I will destroy you. Your reputation and any potential social standing will be in the gutters, do you understand me?"

The blood drained from his face, unable to do anything but swallow nervously.

"I assume you know about her ex?"

He gave one sharp stiff nod, unsure where this was going.

"You better not be like him, because she doesn't deserve that" Lydia said, her voice much softer than what Stiles thought she was capable of. "She pretends to be invincible, but she isn't. Guys have treated her like crap and she's worthy of more".

He knew that. Of course he knew that, but it was sweet of Lydia to show, in her own way, how much she cared about Kayla.

"I… I wouldn't ever hurt her" he promised, "I know how special she is".

Lydia looked him up and then down, taking her time to figure out if he was telling the truth or not.

"Good" she finally said, "because if you mess this up, good luck getting another girl even half as hot with a haircut like that" sending a pointed unimpressed look to his hair.

Anddddd she was back to being the Lydia Martin he knew all too well.

"I just hope you have enough common sense to buy a new suit because this winter formal is important" she continued, not even giving him a chance to reply, "and your old rags from before are just not going to cut it. You're dating from the top league now; you need to act like it".

"Yup, got a suit – a big fat tick on the suit front".

"Good" Lydia said in approval, "maybe you have a chance in the long run after all then".

Despite that small and, somewhat, negative compliment, it made Stiles deliriously happy for the rest of the day.


"I hate this".

Her grumbling fell on deaf ears, much to her annoyance. She could think of about a thousand different ways to spend her Friday afternoon that did not involve getting exfoliated, scrubbed, waxed and tweezered to within an inch of her life.

She just wanted to chill with Stiles before the dance, maybe try and find out more about where Derek may be, but no. Lydia insisted – aka demanded – she go straight to her house after school. No if's but's or maybe's.

"Oh shush. It's pamper night. Now let me paint your toenails".

She sat there in her towel as Lydia painted her nails a deep plum colour, admiring her work.

"It's just a dance Lydia" she said, "it's not that important".

"Of course it is" her friend insisted, "these dances can make or break a lot of things, including popularity. We have to be there".

Just because it wasn't important to her, didn't mean it wasn't important to Lydia and, given everything she had been through recently, Kayla decided to suck it up.

"Okay" she relented with a small smile, "what's next?"

She let Lydia play dress up with her, sitting patiently as her smokey and sultry make up was applied, her hair was gently curled and her body was decorated with white gold jewellery, including a stunning diamond necklace. The final piece was Lydia helping her into her dress and zipping it up at the back.

Without even looking in the mirror, she could tell it fitted to her body like a glove. Almost as if the dress was made for her. The material was thick and structured, clinging to her curves. Surprisingly, comfier than what she thought it would be.

"Perfect" Lydia grinned, ushering her to stand in front of her mirror, "look what I did".

She was prepared to look at herself and feel like a clown all dressed up, but when she saw her reflection she had to take a double take, completely overwhelmed by who she saw looking back.

She was glowing. Potentially because of all the shimmering body oil Lydia had massaged all over her, but regardless, she liked it. Her skin was glossy and bronzed, shining and silky smooth. Her hair was glossy and perfectly bouncy, falling around her shoulders. Her face was smooth and lightly contoured, a beautiful pink taupe lipstick making her lips pop.

She hated to admit it, but Lydia did good.

The dress that Lydia suggested, a shimmering silvery-almost metallic and iridescent material with hints of sea green, wouldn't have been her first choice but she couldn't imagine anything else on her body right now. It sculpted her figure, making her waist look impossibly slim. The small capped sleeves sat on the curve of her shoulders, the sweetheart neckline kissing the skin of her chest, creating the illusion of a perfect cleavage. Although tight, the dress swept out across her hips and then tapered back in to sit comfortably against the middle of her thighs.

Classy, yet sexy. Exactly like what Lydia said.

"Oh... wow..." she muttered, "is that me?"

"See what a little razzle dazzle can do?" Lydia grinned, "girl clothes definitely suit you better".

She hated to admit it, but she had to agree.

She looked incredible.

"You have good taste".

"Actually-" Lydia said coyly, the ghost of a playful smirk on her face, "-Stiles picked it".

"Stiles picked it?" she asked in astonishment, meeting Lydias gaze in the mirror.

"Well, I saw him keep eyeing it up, hence why I added it to the pile. I guess he's not so useless after all".

She ran her hands down her body, loving the way she felt in the dress, doing a little turn to admire herself from all angles.

"Just... be careful. It is an expensive dress" her friend warned, "if it ends up on the floor, don't step on it".

She rolled her eyes, "you're so sure we're going to have sex tonight, aren't you?"

"Are you kidding me? I want to have sex with you right now, that's how good you look. Stiles won't be able to keep his hands off you".

Oh god, she hoped so.

Just then the doorbell rang, catching her off guard.

"Speaking of..." Lydia smiled, "he's here. Early. Good, he took my advice".

"What? Already? But the dance doesn't start for another hour-"

"He wanted to surprise you" she cut her off, "so hurry up and put your shoes on. This princess will go to the ball".


Stiles waited anxiously on the Martin's household doorstep, rolling backwards and forwards on the balls of his feet.

When Lydia said to think of something special to do before the dance, and to pick Kayla up from her house, he blindly obeyed. Only now he was a nervous wreck, his heart beating wildly from his chest. In fact, he was pretty sure he had sweated through his shirt and suit jacket, that's how nervous he was.

His hands were tight and clammy around a small bouquet of wolf daisies, a ribbon tied around the bottom. He was surprised he hadn't accidentally broken the stems in half with how hard and unforgiving his grip was.

He had never been to a dance with someone before, and he was on edge. Scared to make a fool of himself in public and scare her off.

The door opened to reveal Lydia, hair and makeup done but still dressed in comfy grey loungewear, who took a long withering look at what he was wearing.

"Hmmm" she pursed her lips, "could've been better, but it'll do".

He supposed that was as much of a compliment as he was going to get from her, watching her side step.

"Well?" she demanded as he stayed rooted to the spot, "are you coming in or not?"

He was too scared to speak, trying not to trip over his own feet as he stepped over the threshold, wiping his forehead with the back of his hand.

"Have you been taking drugs?"

"What?" he squeaked, "no, I just... this is... I've never done this before. Y'know... taken a girl to the dance thing".

"You really are a bit of a loser, huh?" she mused.

"Unfortunately so".

"Well stop it" she chastised, "if you make a fool of yourself, it reflects back badly on Kayla and, in turn, me. So just don't be yourself".

He wondered why on earth that advice made him want to puke.

"Then who am I meant to be?"

"Someone worthy of that".

Lydia pointed behind her and Stiles helplessly looked up, seeing Kayla hold the banister as she took her time coming down the stairs.

As soon as he laid eyes on her, every thought left his brain. Suddenly, nothing else mattered. All he could see was her, glowing and looking so effortlessly gorgeous it should be illegal.

Turns out, Lydia did get the dress that he liked. And oh boy, it looked so much better on her than it did any mannequin, that's for sure.

She looked like something out of a movie or a runway, but a hundred times better.

He was lost for words, his jaw progressively getting lower the closer she got to him, blearily blinking in astonishment.

"Uh... hi" she said, sounding a little unsure and surprised by his reaction, coming to stand in front of him, "are you... okay...?"

No, no he wasn't. She was literally taking his breath away and he suddenly found himself happy to go without oxygen.

He was being rude by not saying anything, he knew that, but no words he could possibly muster up would be good enough for how god damn stunning she looked right now, so was it really worth trying?

If he didn't know by now how out of his league she was, he certainly did now.

He must have been standing in silence for longer than he thought because Lydia's small, yet strangely powerful, hand shot out and slapped him across the chest.

"For god sake Stilinski, give your girlfriend a compliment!"

That slap should have brought him back to earth with a bang, but he found himself completely enthralled by her - the most perfect piece of art he had ever seen.

"Oh my god" Lydia muttered under her breath, "why did I ever allow this little arrangement to happen?!"

He gulped, his eyes giving her a through once over. The dress, eye catching and shiny, looked like it was made for her. Like it was created for her body and her body alone. Highlighting every inch of her perfect toned figure that almost had him drooling.

"Uh... heh... y-you... dress... a-amazing..."

Despite Lydia's loud sigh, Kayla smiled. Clearly loving his reaction.

"Both of you, get out of my house" Lydia ushered them towards the door, "go and be pathetic else where, I need to get ready".

He was tripping over his feet as she pushed him out the door, but not before handing him a box of condoms - much to his mortification.

"You knock her up, you're dead. Wrap it up before you take off that dress, understood?"

Oh dear god.

A/N) YAYYY the dance coming up, I'm so excited ahhhh honestly; this finale is gonna be OOOOOFT. And stiles speechless haha of course he is ;) so please please review and I will see you soon.

also here is a link to Kayla's dress - https/lashoppingreviews./2010/01/07/and-the-winner-is-jessica-alba-best-dressed-at-the-peoples-choice-awards/

And it actually is an Antonia Berardi dress lol

Chapter 51: The obsession

Chapter Text

isclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Out of all the things he expected Lydia Martin to give him, the last on his possible list was a box of 12 condoms.

He stood there as the door closed in their faces, awkwardly handling the box as if it were a venomous snake, his eyes flitting to Kayla's in mortification who simply smirked in response.

"She's hoping I take your V-card tonight" she said, followed by an eye roll, "in fact, I think her exact words were 'Why the hell haven't you taken him for a spin yet?'"

He didn't know what to say, and when he didn't know what to say, he ended up saying the wrong damn thing.

Like now.

"W-Why haven't you?"

The words had left his mouth before he had even registered what he had said, his eyes bugging from his skull.

If it were anyone else, they may have been offended. Or embarrassed. Not Kayla though.

"I've been tempted" she smirked, "but I've been trying to practice resisting temptation".

In that moment, he wished she had no self-control.

"Are those for me?" she asked, glancing down at his hands.

"The condoms or the flowers?" he asked nervously and with a forced chuckle, unsure which one to give her – his right hand awkwardly manhandling the bright blue box of condoms, or his left. The one gripping onto the flower stems for dear life.

Her smile was devious and flirtatious, her gaze swimming with enchantment. So much so that he struggled to look away.

"Either".

Holy God Almighty.

He gulped, clumsily handing her the daisies.

"They're beautiful" she mused, accepting them and bringing them to her face to smell, momentarily closing her eyes.

'No' he wanted to say, 'you're more beautiful thananyflower' but he didn't have the courage to. The words dying in the back of his throat as his gaze trailed down her body again, admiring the way the dress clung to her figure.

He tried, but he was unable to take his eyes off her. Completely and utterly captivated by her beauty. Not just that though, something more. Something deeper. Like her aura was pulsating and pulling him in. Almost bewitched by her energy.

The sound of her calling out his name pulled him from his staring, blearily meeting her stare.

"You okay?" she asked, a small frown etched between her brows, "you sort of spaced…"

"What? Yeah, no. I just… I…"

What Stiles?

"I uh… I think you look really beautiful".

That one word didn't seem enough though, because how could one word encapsulate something so tremendously, so earth-shatteringly stunning and ethereal?

It couldn't. But beautiful was the only word he was able to say.

For the first time in, well, ever, her smile seemed a little shy, like the compliment actually made her a little embarrassed. Why? He didn't know. Surely, she was used to getting them all the time?

"You, uh… You don't scrub up too bad yourself Stilinski" she whispered, admiring him in his suit but, despite the flawless foundation Lydia had no doubt applied, it didn't hide the slight flare of blush that tinged her cheeks.

He reached out, cupping her cheek and feeling the warmth radiate from her skin to his.

"Are you blushing?" he asked incredulously, unsure why his words were having this kind of effect on her.

"What? No, don't be silly" she dismissed, but he knew she was lying, "are we going?"

She seemed a little flustered, something that made Stiles incredibly proud, as he offered her his arm which she happily linked with her own, walking down Lydia's path.

"Just FYI-" she said, as he opened the passenger door to the jeep, "-I hate school dances. Loathe them actually. It's usually the time I slip out to smoke weed or do a couple lines of coke".

"Well, uh… I'm going to change your mind on that".

"Oh?" she said with a deliberate quirk of the brow, "is that so?"

He gulped, watching as she lifted herself into the jeep, her dress riding up high on her thighs which he couldn't help but notice. Her long legs, effortlessly silky smooth and glowing a golden bronze, was too captivating to take his eyes off.

If only they were wrapped around him…

He felt his own blush tingling his cheeks as he coughed to clear his throat, ripping his eyes away from her legs to meet her amused yet sultry stare.

Was she thinking the same? Did she want her legs wrapped around him too?

The look she gave him was basically an invite to do more – if he had the guts. As if she was challenging him to make the first move.

He feared what would happen if he reached out and touched her so intimately, knowing that, once the tips of his fingers brushed her bare skin, he wouldn't be in control of himself anymore. That much was clear. When it came to her, he was unable to resist. Not that he wanted to, of course. He was desperate to lose himself with her, but his anxieties weighed him down. Unable to find the courage to reach out and touch what was his.

He was being ridiculous. He had touched her before, plenty of times. He had kissed her lips, her neck, her skin… he had stroked all the way down her body, felt her shudder in excitement and pleasure as he was knuckle deep inside her, why was he faltering now?

Was it because the idea of sex was now truly on the table?

The fact that it could happen at any moment seemed terrifying yet incredible, but also scared the absolute shit out of him. Almost as if he was waiting for her to come to her senses and realise, she could do so much better than him.

Which she could, no doubt about it.

Her green gaze was locked on his, not letting him look anywhere else. Shackling him to her with no mercy.

Not that he minded.

"… Stiles?"

"Yes?" he replied breathlessly, his voice barely above a timid whisper.

"Please…."

His breath hitched in his throat, her murmur bordering on frantic desperation.

"Please what?" he asked, resisting the urge to push her back in the jeep and make her feel all kinds of good.

"Please don't try and be a gentleman. Not tonight" she whispered, "not when I feel like I might explode unless you touch me".

Her words were like music to his ears.

He swallowed nervously, reaching across to where she was sitting perched in his jeep and skimmed the pads of his fingers across the delicate curve of her knee, feeling her shudder in anticipation.

His eyes, unwavering from her own, were no doubt bordering on pitch black with lust as he inched his fingers up, skimming along her bare skin as he caressed her thigh. Ever so slowly beginning to pry her legs apart.

"Oh, fuck it" she exclaimed, grabbing his tie and tugging him hastily into the jeep.

Clumsily, he followed. Lanky body slipping and sliding as he manoeuvred his way into the jeep, letting her push him back into the passenger side and climb on top of him.

That tight dress of hers got hiked around her hips as she grabbed his neck, pulling him into a deep kiss. Her mouth, warm and quick, was relentless and unforgiving as she broke down his walls and seared away any self-control he may have had. Indulging in all that she had to offer.

His hands, searching and desperate, stroked her thighs and gripped onto them for dear life. Trimmed nails digging into her bare flesh, eliciting a moan of pleasure from her mouth, to his. Although, with minimal hesitation, he reached higher, his grip sliding up to grasp her hips, the delicate lace of her underwear tickling his palms.

Inside his chest, his heart was racing. Thundering like the wings of a hummingbird as he yearned for more – desperation like no other, hot and wild, spun through his body and lit his very soul on fire. Hyperaware of her weight pressed against him in all the right places.

Suddenly, her hands were prying off his suit jacket and loosening his tie and his were pulling her underwear to the side. She had hummed in response, popping the first couple of buttons open on his shirt.

He couldn't think, couldn't breathe, couldn't even register what the hell was happening as he twisted his hand between their bodies, his thumb searching for her clit.

He fumbled for a few seconds, overcome with the intense pleasure coursing through his veins as she kissed him, her hands stroking down his chest but she pulled back with a gasp when he made contact, the action causing her to melt in his arms.

He wasn't an expert, but he was always willing to learn. And learning only happened through practice.

As usual, he took it slow, enjoying the way she crumpled against him, moaning his name under her breath. The sound of his name leaving her lips was like a harmony, coaxing him on.

With careful and tender fingers, he continued to explore. Mapping out her body from the outside, in, teasing his way inside her like he did back at that waterfall. Only this time, he wasn't going in blind. He took her advice, slinking a single finger inside her.

Her body reacted beautifully, clinging tighter to him, her shaky hands reaching down to unbuckle his belt.

Sweat was stinging his vision, searching for the solace of her lips as he twisted another finger deep inside her, curling them through her warmth.

Was this it?

Was this the moment he would finally get to worship her body in the most intimate way possible?

The sound of his metal belt buckle hitting the metal handbrake reverberated through the jeep, her nimble hands making quick work of his zipper.

Was now the time he would get to be deep inside her sweet, sweet embrace?

The impatient rap of knuckles against the glass window sent him careening backwards, his head slamming off the headrest and causing his vision to blur.

Lydia, unamused and in her dress, was looking at them both in exasperation, sending a pointed look to Kayla.

"I said screw him after the dance, not before, and certainly not in my driveway". Her voice was muffled, but still shrill enough to hear through the windowpane.

A deep crimson blush seized his cheeks and spread down his neck, quickly snatching his hand away from under her dress, swiftly and clumsily trying to buckle up his pants.

Kayla sent Lydia a scathing look. "Go away".

"Go to the dance" the strawberry blonde ordered, "I did not do all that work just for you to waste it for a quick roll around in this metal tin can".

The boner that had been painfully obvious and contained within his pants, was now painfully awkward as he tried to hide it, avoiding Lydia's cool stare.

"Lydia-"

"Kayla" she interrupted, "go to the dance. My date will be here shortly to pick me up, and I won't have you two canoodling like irresponsible petulant children".

She sighed but vacated his lap, leaving him without cover as he cupped his crotch, feeling Lydia's heated stare on him. He made the mistake of looking, watching her point to the window to roll it down.

One-handedly, he did. The cool, crisp air was a welcome relief to his heated cheeks.

"I think you dropped these".

The fresh air did not help the deepening of his cheeks this time as she held out the box of condoms that must have fallen out of his hand in his haste to follow Kayla into the jeep.

"Uh…"

"She's not on birth control, bench warmer. Wrap it up".

She threw the box into the jeep with perfect aim, so much so that it bounced off his forehead.

"Go!"

Beside him, Kayla was chuckling, but he was frantic and flushed as he quickly slid to the driver's side and started up the jeep and spun from the driveway – as if Lydia was Michael fucking Myers.

Kayla kept giggling, curled up on the bench, her eyes glistening with amusement.

"Relax, it's just Lydia. She didn't see anything".

He gulped. "She saw too much".

Her laugh was infectious, and he soon found himself smiling.

"Well, get used to it" she smirked, "PDA is sorta my thing".

He didn't know what to say, gulping as he shot her a side glance. "I'll hold you to that".

She adjusted her dress, uncurling it from around her hips and scooting down to rest her bare knees against the dashboard.

"Careful, if I crash your legs will snap in half. It'll be pretty gnarly".

She smirked, "then don't crash".

He felt like saying 'how am I meant to concentrate when you're sitting next to me looking that damn good?' but instead, he simply swallowed nervously, trying to adjust his hard-on by twisting his hips. His hands, desperately gripping the steering wheel, were now cold and bare. The feel of her tight warmth, wrapped around him so effortlessly, was still lingering against his fingers.

"Have you been practising?" she asked whimsically, biting her lip as she eyed up the grip of his hands clinging to the steering wheel - like she was remembering how they felt inside her.

"Why?" he asked in dread, "did I do something wrong?"

"No, you did something right" she insisted, her lips quirking as she tried to ease his worries. "Most guys just go to pound town. You, however, seemed to actually kind of know what spots to hit".

"Kind of?" he squeaked.

She smirked, "relax. I'll keep teaching you".

What more could he hope for?

He didn't know what to say, focusing back on the road.

"Stiles, I…" she said after a brief pause, clearly pondering over what she was going to say, which caused him to wait with bated breath. Stressed that she had so much power that she could break his entire heart in two.

"… Yeah?"

She looked down, focusing on the hem of her dress.

"… Thank you for taking me tonight" she whispered, almost inaudibly. Much to his surprise.

He frowned, "you're thanking me? Pretty sure it should be the other way around" he added with a chuckle. "Otherwise, I'd be going stag. Again".

She chuckled a little, although he could tell – for some reason – it meant a lot to her.

"You okay?" he asked, his voice laced with concern. Wanting to check because it had been a few days since her admission to him, and since then, they hadn't really had a chance to talk about what she said. Not in any great detail anyway, and Stiles wasn't entirely sure if he should bring it up again or not.

"Yeah, I just… I've been thinking a lot recently about this quote I read in this book at the very start of Freshman year. It went something like…'we accept the love we think we deserve'… and I suppose I've been looking back at my past with a new perspective, that's all".

He stayed silent, not wanting to intrude. Wondering if she would continue to open up or change the subject.

To his surprise - and delight - she didn't shy away from her words, turning her head to look at him.

"When I got out of rehab, it was close to the first anniversary of my dad and brother's deaths" she said, her voice quiet, barely able to hear it over the hum of the jeep's engine, "I felt like crap. Probably looked like death warmed up too. I was suddenly thrust back into this world that I tried so desperately hard to leave behind, and… and I stumbled".

"I got back on it for one night" she continued, "Let loose. Called Aiden…"

Her voice was filled with shame, her fingers picking at the hem of her dress.

"I let him back in. Against my better judgement, we hooked up and… and I hated myself the next morning. I had the worst come down ever, and I saw his smug stupid face and I just wanted the ground to swallow me whole. That was three months ago, and I regret it more than the very first time I met him. I think because two months in rehab was meant to 'fix me', but it didn't. It just made me really good at hiding what I really felt".

"And then suddenly, I was here" she waved her hand out, "Beacon Fucking Hills" she scoffed, a little disdain in her voice. "I'm sure Mom just did it to punish me for my actions. For my entire year of bad decisions and embarrassment. I didn't want to be here. So when Brian was flirting with me, I thought 'fuck it', what's the point in being good".

"And then… and then you and Scott came into my life, and it made me realise… I have a purpose. I don't need to be a fuck up my entire life and allow myself to be used and discarded. I could help people. And maybe, along the way, I could help myself…"

He was listening intently, his eyes focused longer on her than the road.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is… old Kayla chose guys that were the incarnation of the devil himself, but new Kayla gave the good, solid guy a chance" she whispered, sending him a smile, "and so far, it was a good choice".

He didn't know what to say, reeling from her vulnerability.

"You're learning to accept the love you're trying to understand you think you deserve" he mumbled in realisation, her quote making much more sense now.

"I'm trying not to pull away" she said, "but it's all I've ever known. I do it to protect myself. I guess what I'm trying to say is… is don't let me. Don't let me pull away from you, and if I do, just be patient with me. Because I'll want to come back".

Although outwardly seeming quite calm and collected, Stiles could tell by the way her fingers – the only part of her moving – were toying with her dress that she was stressing about her words, as if the thought of baring her heart was worse than getting diagnosed with terminal cancer.

He reached out, grasping her hand and pulling it away from her dress, giving it a gentle squeeze.

"You've got me" he promised, "no matter what".

Willing to do anything to keep her.

She returned his smile, her eyes swimming with appreciation.

"I really like you Stiles" she admitted, "I really like you a lot".

"I really like you a lot too".

He liked her a lot more than 'a lot' but now wasn't the time to share that. Not, when he knew, she wasn't ready to hear it.

He kept holding her hand as he drove into the school parking lot, fully prepared to show her how much.

Not realising how tonight would derail and change everything, forever.


Kayla didn't have the best feeling about tonight.

Of course, maybe that could be because she and parties or dances weren't the best combination. Not like peanut butter and jelly. Usually, these were the places she would become uncontrollable and wild and probably make shitty decisions.

Or, maybe, it could have been something more sinister.

She pushed that feeling down, deciding not to interfere with her friends' happiness.

Lydia needed this. Scott was preparing to bare all and tell Allison. Stiles was eager to have a normal night.

Who was she to wreck that?

So, when Stiles raced around to the passenger side to open the door for him, she let him. Accepting his hand and lowering herself from the jeep.

The chilly night air tingled her bare arms and she involuntarily shivered, regretting not taking Lydia's advice to wear the cropped jacket she bought to go along with the dress. Thinking she had to prove, even to the weather, that she was invincible.

A shrink would have a field day with her, that's for sure.

"You're cold" Stiles noticed straight away, "here".

He went to shrug off his suit jacket, but she stopped him, shaking her head.

"I'm fine".

He shot her a dubious look, basically telling her to not be so stubborn.

"I'm fine" she repeated with a laugh, "plus, if you take that off, I may want you to take off everything else".

He blushed again, something that she loved. Happy she was able to get under her skin. Speechless, he held out his arm, which she linked with her own and he led them towards the school.

It was busy already, hundreds of dressed-up teenagers crowding the gymnasium that was flashing with bright lights and music so loud it almost made the walls shake.

It seemed walking in with Stiles gained the attention of, well, the majority of people. Surprised gazes falling on them both.

Beside her, Stiles gulped. Clearly not used to all the attention.

Unfortunately, she was. Barely giving the curious eyes a second thought. Rising above it.

"That is something I will never get used to" he mumbled, swallowing his anxieties, "I'm used to being invisible. Actually, worse than invisible. Nonexistent".

"Don't worry, they'll find something else to gawk at soon enough" she reassured, taking his hand and leading him through the mass of bodies to one of the empty circular tables.

"I doubt it" he shouted over the ear-splitting sound of rock music, "because have you seen you? I'd gawk too".

"You are gawking" she laughed, feeling his eyes trained on her body, "at my ass".

He spluttered out something, probably some kind of defence, but came up empty. Still tripping over his fictitious words that never left his mouth.

"Stiles" she chuckled as he pulled out her chair for her, "relax. You're dating me. You are allowed to stare at my ass, y'know".

"Pinch me, I have to be dreaming" he mumbled under his breath, obviously hoping she never heard but she did – of course she did.

"Punch" he shouted over the music, "we need punch. I'll get the punch".

He kissed the top of her head, lingering a little longer than necessary, before clumsily jumping his way through the crowd towards the drinks table.

She allowed herself to relax, ignoring the gnawing gut feeling that something terrible was going to happen tonight. Telling herself she was just being paranoid.

It was a stupid high school dance… what on earth could potentially happen?

From the crowd, Danny joined her. His blonde boyfriend in tow. Both taking a seat next to her.

"Okay, this dress?" Danny whistled, admiring her from the feet up, "even better than the one you wore to Jungle. I think this may break my most liked photo – which also had you in it. Let's take a picture".

She laughed as he pulled her into a side hug, getting his boyfriend to snap the picture.

"You do realise that you're basically pimping me out, right?" she smirked.

"You love it".

She simply shrugged, not arguing with that.

"You look gorgeous" Danny said, his eyes flitting to Stiles who had knocked over the two red cups he had already filled with punch all over the table and, unfortunately, some poor girls' dress, "that still doesn't make sense to me though".

She followed his line of sight, watching Stiles hold his hands up in apology as the girl hastily used the tablecloth to wipe at her dress which, luckily, was a glittery black.

"What, Stiles?" she asked.

"You dating Stiles" he laughed, "you must really like him, huh? It was one thing to hold hands in school, but to officially debut at the winter formal? You're serious about him, aren't you?"

She felt a little scrutinised under his knowing stare, suddenly feeling very vulnerable.

"Is that a bad thing?" was all she could say in reply.

"So is tonight the night?" Danny continued, as if she had never said anything, "are you going to make him a real boy?"

She rolled her eyes playfully. "You're worse than Lydia. If you're so concerned with his virginity, maybe you should take it" she laughed.

"I think I'll leave that to the professional" he quipped, sending her a cheeky look, "but, really, do you think you two will…"

She wanted to, but something was holding her back. This constant feeling of dread in her stomach, about what? She wasn't sure. Like the ground could open any second and devour her whole.

"I don't know" she answered honestly, "do you want front-row tickets?"

"Front row tickets?" Stiles asked out of nowhere, managing to place the cups on the table without spilling them, "front row tickets to what?"

Danny and his boyfriend hid their chuckles, much to Stiles' confusion, who looked at her in wondering as he took a seat on the other side of her.

"Nothing" she too, laughed, "thanks for the punch".

"We'll leave you two lovebirds to it" Danny smiled, giving her a knowing look that basically said 'we all know you're going to screw his brains out, don't be coy' before taking his boyfriends' hand and leading him to the dance floor.

"Careful" Stiles warned as she brought the plastic cup to her lips, "I'm pretty sure Jackson spiked it".

"Good" she said, "it's probably the only half-decent thing he's ever done".

The fruit juice, tinged with vodka, tickled her taste buds. The only slight alcoholic tinge was a severe let-down.

"You would think with daddy's money he could buy a better brand".

Stiles laughed, tasting the punch too. "Maybe his allowance doesn't stretch that far".

She watched what was happening around them – multiple people dancing and singing, some kissing by the bleachers and others engrossed in gossip by the walls. Everyone looked happy and carefree… so why couldn't she relax too?

"Hey, you good?" Stiles asked, leaning to the side to speak into her ear, "are you not having a good time?"

"I'm okay" she said, "I just have a weird feeling, that's all".

"About what?" he asked, taking the time to understand where she was coming from instead of writing her feelings off without cause.

"I don't know" she shrugged, "just something".

He frowned, taking her hands and stroking her knuckles soothingly.

"I think we've all been pretty wound tight these past few weeks, with everything that has happened. Maybe you just need to relax and switch your brain off for a bit".

If only it was that easy.

"Maybe" she agreed half-heartedly, her gaze sweeping across the room again, only this time something of interest caught her attention.

Lydia, all dolled up in a pretty pink pale dress, arm in arm with none other than Brian Murdock.

Her jaw dropped because that was the secret date her friend hadn't dared divulge?

"Maybe not" she said, amending her answer to Stiles' question with a gulp.

Lydia saw her watching and waved, although it was bordering on cocky - as if she was excited to see Kayla's reaction.

She and Stiles sat there in stunned silence as Lydia and Brian approached, taking a couple of seats at their table.

"Kayla" the redhead greeted, "benchwarmer. Glad to see you managed to find your way here and not into a cell for public indecency".

She ignored Brian's smug look in her direction, yanking on Lydia's arm and pulling her towards her.

"Brian is your date?" she hissed, "Brian? Brian who tried to kill me, Brian?"

"That was a silly misunderstanding" Lydia smiled that sickly sweet smile of hers, dismissing her concerns, "plus, he's one of the next best players to Jackson, and a close friend. Who better else to rub Jackson's nose in it?"

She could think of about a hundred other people other than Brian.

"He's dangerous" she said, keeping her voice lowered as Stiles nodded incessantly next to her, so much so she was surprised his head didn't fall off.

"Oh, please" Lydia scoffed, rolling her eyes, "don't talk to me about bad boys. We both know you love them".

"Yeah, not a fucking attempted murderer Lydia".

The redhead rolled her eyes again. "See? This is why I didn't tell you. Are you offended he's over his little obsession with you by now? Because he is. I made sure of that in the car ride over".

She tried not to gag at the image of Lydia's tongue down Brian's throat.

"You have a boyfriend Kayla" Lydia continued, "you decided to settle with a nobody. I am not you".

"Lydia, can I get you some punch?" Brian called out over the music, not doing a very good job of hiding his smirk.

"I wondered when you would ask" Lydia replied, as Brian nodded and excused himself from the table.

"That is not what this is-"

"So, it's not enough that you have the entire school lusting after you, you want my date to want you too?" Lydia cut her off, "Are you just mad he stopped chasing you and chased me instead?"

She was dumbstruck, looking at her friend in surprise.

"What? That is not what this is about" she insisted, "I'm looking out for you-"

"Well stop. I don't need you to" Lydia said coolly, "he's my rebound to piss off Jackson. I know what I'm doing".

'Oh Lydia' she felt like saying, 'no, you don't'.

"He's not a good guy".

"Are any of them?"

Maybe this was the bad feeling she had in her gut. She wouldn't put it past Brian to be up to something sinister.

Lydia huffed and folded her arms, turning and looking away from her. Leaving her and Stiles to share a worried look.

"Keep an eye on her" she said, jutting her head to Lydia, "I'm going to go speak to him".

"No" Stiles said, shaking his head, "what if-"

"We're in a crowded gymnasium" she replied reassuringly, "he won't do anything. I just need to see what kind of game he's playing".

Stiles didn't look happy about it, but she left him no choice as she quickly vacated the table and hurried towards Brian, who was chatting at the drinks table with a couple of lacrosse players.

She stormed up to him, knocking the drink from his hand.

"What the hell?" she raged, ignoring the curious glances her actions drew, "what do you think you're playing at?"

Brain loomed over her, smirking as he shared a couple of chuckles with his friends who soon shut up when she threw them a dangerous glare.

"Oh, jealous, are we?"

"Hardly" she scoffed, jutting her head as an indication for his friends to take a hike, which they did because it was common knowledge not to 'piss off the Hale girl'.

"Not what it looks like" he grinned, "leaving your boyfriend to come and harass me over who I chose to take to the dance…. Someone sure seems jealous".

"You're up to something" she accused, "and I won't let Lydia get involved in whatever fucked up scheme you've got cooking".

"I'm just a guy that wanted to take a pretty girl to the dance".

She resisted another scoff, rolling her eyes.

"It could have been you, but you chose Stilinski. Regretting that yet?"

"Never" she sneered, "he's a hundred times the man you are".

Brian's look darkened, his baby blues resembling a stormy ocean. She almost shuddered, but she held her nerve. Her chin tilting up in defiance.

"Don't worry, I'll make you regret that choice" he promised, his voice eerily calm, "you won't have to wait long".

"Try anything to me, or Lydia, and I will break your god damn back" she warned, "and I wouldn't even blink".

He leaned down, smelling her hair. His obsession – clearly – not so much in the past as Lydia thought.

"I'll show you what a real man is".

A/N) OOOOHHHHHH damn lol. That is all - DAMNNNNN.

Chapter 52: Snap

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Kayla was furious.

She was sure that was obvious by her expression, a permanent scowl etched onto her pretty face. Unable to tear her eyes away from Brian, who kept smirking back at her.

"He's up to something" she proclaimed, for what felt like the millionth time, "I just can't figure out what".

"Maybe trying to get under your skin" Stiles replied, his voice a little glum, "which he is clearly succeeding at".

It was true, but she wasn't a fan of the tone of voice he said it in. Shooting him a dubious glance as she remained seated at the table, the glass of punch long gone.

"He's using Lydia".

"And Lydia is using him right back".

"She could get hurt".

"Or he's just hoping you'll think that, and our night will be ruined… which it kind of is".

She huffed out a breath, crossing her arms over her chest, too hyper-fixated on Brian laughing it up with his buds to consider anything else. Thinking – and thinking hard – about what his ulterior motives could be. There were several possibilities, and none of them were good.

"You used to care what happened to Lydia" she pointed out, "for eight years".

"And I still do, just not in that way. You know that" he promised, "Lydia's a big girl. She can handle herself".

"Maybe" she agreed, "but we need to figure out what he's planning-"

"Or we could, y'know, dance? Considering this is, well, a dance" Stiles suggested with a. pointed look, "it is sort of the idea of tonight".

She couldn't understand why he wasn't more stressed about this, sending him a frown.

"Dance?"

"Yes, dance" he nodded, sitting up in his chair, "with me, preferably".

"But what about-"

"Honestly? I couldn't give a rat's ass about Brian tonight" he insisted, "what I want is to dance with my girlfriend, but she seems to care more about her ex hook-up than our first official public date".

She pursed her lips, holding back a bitter remark.

"So can we please dance?" he asked, standing up and holding out his hand, "because, I guarantee, that will piss him off more than you sitting here imagining his head getting blown off".

"His head getting blown off is such a good image though".

Stiles rolled his eyes, shaking his hand at her impatiently.

"Kaylz, I love your cute little psychopathic tendencies, I really do-" he nodded enthusiastically, "-but I'm not sitting here all night. So, get off that cute little ass and dance with me".

His 'no-nonsense' tone slightly took her aback, quirking a brow up at him before glancing down at his hand, still outstretched for her. Wondering where he got the confidence to take charge – especially considering, at times, she could be like an atomic bomb, ready to go off at any given minute.

"Fine" she gave in, extending her hand to meet his, "but I can multitask – in my brain, his head is still getting blown off".

He exhaled a laugh, pulling her to her feet. His hand further entwining with her own.

"You know what? I'll take it".

He led her to the dancefloor where many students were already dancing and having the time of their lives, the fast beat of the music blaring in her ears.

"I bet you fifty bucks you'll have a good time tonight" Stiles called out to her, "and, for once, I'm one hundred percent positive I'll win".

"Oh, another bet Stilinski?" She laughed, "because I'm already in your debt for the whole 'cheeseburger' situation" which caused him to wink at her.

"Yeah, I haven't forgotten about that either" he warned playfully.

"I always repay my debts" she reminded him with a smirk, "and you'll get your cheeseburgers soon enough".

Once he was happy with their place on the dancefloor, he turned to face her and began to shimmy from side to side, pulling out some very chaotic 'dad-dancing' moves from the 80's.

She covered her laugh with her hand, watching him finger gun the air before strumming on an invisible guitar, his quick-moving feet shuffling from side to side.

"You've got moves Stilinski" she chuckled, already feeling the pressure lift from her shoulders, admiring how carefree he could be. "I've gotta admit that".

"Well of course I've got moves – I'm a pro at 'just dance'" he claimed loudly, suddenly jumping and sliding into the Macarena, "no, seriously, I beat my dad and Scott every time".

She bought it. This boy clearly had a lot of energy.

She continued to laugh, moving from side to side with the beat of the music, watching his lean body move with not a lot of grace, but eagerness. Something endearing about the way he just didn't care what anyone around him thought.

He shot her a smirk, "there's no stopping these hips once they get started".

Oh, she fully believed that.

"Uh…" he faltered a little, that cute blush returning to his cheeks, "not that like. I-I-I just meant..."

He didn't have a good answer, suddenly overcome with awkwardness that she could see reverberating off him. Scrambling to make up for his awkwardness by grabbing her hand and spinning her around quickly several times, enough to make her a little dizzy.

Stiles was right – Brian, and whatever potential schemes he was planning, were a distant memory.

In the distance, she caught Allison's gaze who was dancing with Jackson and, when their eyes met, there wasn't hostility. Well, very minimal hostility. Allison looked miserable, but she was smiling a little at Stiles' ridiculous dance moves and Kayla smiled back. That olive branch between them getting slowly extended, inch by inch.

Maybe once Scott told her the truth – the whole truth – things would be normal again.

The fast-paced music changed to something much slower and intimate, causing them both to stop.

Fun was something she could do. Sexy was something she could do. Hell, let her do the worm up and down the gymnasium, but slow dancing? Not really.

She was about to suggest they take a break, maybe get some more punch but Stiles took a hold of her waist and drew her in, his arms encircling her body. The musky smell of his aftershave hit her sharply as her face nuzzled into his neck, her hands clinging to his shirt.

Just like the music, he took it slow. Swaying them from side to side and in a lazy circle, resting his cheek against the side of her head. His hands, unusually still, rested on the small of her back as he held her to his chest.

For a few panicked moments, she didn't know what to do. Feeling a little trapped in his embrace. Nothing in her life being slow and steady. Always used to life in the fast lane. A part of her was always on the go and not slowing down – not for anyone or anything, because when things were slow she had time to overthink which was never good. Which was why, now, standing in the middle of the gymnasium, huddled against his slim athletic body, she found herself thinking.

Really thinking.

Except her thoughts, which usually raced and spun through her brain like a Formula 1 racetrack, were gentle. Her head was able to focus on this moment with no distractions. Wholly present.

Stiles… he cleared her head.

Although he complicated her life since waltzing into it with all these new feelings and emotions, she knew that, at the same time, things had never been so simple.

She liked Stiles.

Stiles – her friend, turned anchor, turned boyfriend – was about the only solid and stable thing in her chaotic life. For once, she felt like she had someone she could be wholly honest with, that wouldn't judge her for her past. Someone that she could rely on.

Kayla hadn't really had that before.

Her entire life was built on the bones of lies and secrets. She was forced to grow up keeping the supernatural a secret, all whilst feeling alienated and different. Her friends, never knowing. Her family, dismissing her. But with Stiles… it wasn't like that. He took it all in his stride, never wavering from her side.

He was steady. He was consistent. He was solid. He was safe. He was here.

And she loved that he was here.

She loved-

No.

No, not yet. Not now.

He pried her chin up to look at him, and she didn't know what he saw in her eyes – maybe a kind of chaotic panic – because he brought her into a sweet kiss, stilling any worry she had that was creeping and crawling its way inside her chest.

She hadn't loved anyone before. Not really. Not in the proper way, she thought.

There was Harry, her childhood best friend. She didn't think about him much – she couldn't, because if she did, she would fall apart – but people were always adamant they were the 'it' couple. That, one day, they would finally get together and break records.

It never happened.

They were both too carefree, enjoying everyone but each other. He dated half the school, including her other friends, like Paige, and she did her own thing. Maybe if they had longer… maybe if he lived… then maybe she would have grown to love him in that way, but it wasn't meant to be.

Then there was Aiden.

Unfortunately, she was sure he would always be her dynamite – the person that she could rely on to blow up her life. Their relationship was tumultuous and dangerous, but she never left because she felt that pull to him. Not honest feelings of love, but co-dependency. He was there – not in a healthy way – when she needed him the most, and he changed her life. She blamed him for a lot of things, but it wasn't all bad. It was sometimes good. He was just broken, like her. It might not have been the kind of love they write about in books and movies, but it was some sort of love. Just not the lasting, healthy kind.

Yet with Stiles… it was different.

He made her a better person. She found herself striving to be better and rise above all the shit. Through it all, he was constantly on her mind. Like an invisible string was tying them both together.

If fate was such a thing, it felt like that.

It was ridiculous even thinking about it, but was this where she was meant to be? With Stiles?

Was he her eternal person?

How could she know this, after such little time?

He was still kissing her, his lips slow and gentle. Holding her close as the gymnasium, the music, the heat from the mass of bodies seemed to evaporate and all that was left was him and her, caught in their own little bubble.

She hadn't fallen for anyone before, but she was falling for him.

Spectacularly.

It should have scared her, but right now, in his arms, it didn't feel scary.

It felt right.

Insanely right.

He broke the kiss, but his lips still lingered against her mouth. His breath was warm and sweet as she slowly flickered her eyes open, melting under his gaze.

"Y'know…" he whispered, cupping her cheeks as he stared deep into her very soul, leaving her helpless, "I always used to love the colour blue. I don't know why. I was obsessed with it. Every piece of clothing I owned had to be blue, every notepad, every backpack, every bike" he chuckled, and Kayla cocked her head up at him curiously, unsure where this was going.

"And then I moved onto the colour red... and then yellow, and then grey, and, yeah, you get the picture," he said softly, his thumb gently stroking her cheek, his gaze unwavering from hers, "but now, for definite, my favourite colour is by far green".

Green… like her eyes.

If she wasn't melting before, then she certainly was now. In fact, she was sure she was just a puddle on the floor, his words warming her broken and calcified heart.

They were both dancing around the words, but deep down, they knew what it meant.

That he loved her.

Said – and shown – in a hundred different ways that didn't involve the word that could scare her off.

She was thankful for that. She had come a long way, but she wasn't ready for that. Not quite in the place to hear it or say it without causing damage. Her messed up heart still trying to heal and trust all over again.

One thing she was ready for though was to give him a little something to show he had her, even if at times she was so damaged she didn't think she would ever heal.

She took his hand, slipping past the couples dancing and off the dance floor, leading him towards the bleachers.

He was confused, asking what she was doing but she didn't reply. That pull to be near him intensifying until it became nearly unbearable, pulling him under the bleachers.

It was peaceful and quiet here. The bright flashing lights faded in the background, and the music quelled. Everything – and everyone – suddenly, a distant memory.

"Kaylz?" he asked, slightly nervously, "wh-what's wrong?"

For once, nothing.

She pushed him back into the wall, looking up at him through her eyelashes. Her eyes began to glow that bright emerald green that seemed to intensify in the dark, cutting off whatever he was going to say.

"I need you" she whispered, her hands clinging to his belt, "I want you".

She watched him gulp, his eyes darting to watch her nimble fingers working on his belt buckle.

"Uh… heh…"

His belt clattered to the side, leaving her toying with the zipper on his pants.

"Can I?" she asked sweetly, her eyes – although beautiful – lighting up the dark space and leaving him entranced and enthralled, completely overwhelmed.

"Can you… uh… what…?"

She knew he knew what, but it was adorable how he asked.

"Can I sit pretty on my knees and make you feel good?"

He seemed breathless, unable to do much more than nod. Overwhelmed, but happy, to give her permission.

She pecked his lips once more before slinking to her knees, not breaking eye contact with him. Her hands, slow and steady, unzipping his pants…


If she wasn't so sure and secure in her talents, then she might have confused Stiles' reaction to that of a man having a massive stroke, or heart attack, or maybe even a seizure – potentially all three at the same time.

Fortunately, he wasn't. She was just that good.

It was like instinct. Always coming second nature to her. Like she just knew what to do and how to do it. All her previous hook-ups had been more than complimentary to her methods.

She did wonder why that was, but maybe she was just inhumanly, insanely talented. Everyone had to have some kind of skill set, right?

It was weird. Like she was in tune with their sexual needs. Never having to second guess herself if she was doing the right thing because she just knew she was. As if she was scarily in tune with their pleasure.

It was the same with Stiles.

She knew what he wanted, what he craved. She knew how fast to go and when to slow it down. Kneeling by his feet like the perfect picture of innocence, but an innocent, sweet girl wouldn't use her mouth like she had just done, would she?

Yet again… she never did play the innocent act all that well anyway.

She stood, unable to drop the smirk from her lips at the sight of him blinking hard, no doubt seeing stars.

"Don't drop dead on me just yet Stiles" she joked, slyly swiping out at the side of her mouth with her thumb, "that was just me going easy on you".

Sweat had built up along his hairline, his body a little shaky as he looked at her in amazement, his eyes bugging from their sockets.

"That was you going e-easy?"

Her smirk turned devious, reaching out to help him pull his suit pants up, zipping them back up.

"Don't worry, you'll see" she teased.

He continued to blink at her like his brain wasn't registering her words.

"That was… that… heh… wow… that was…"

"Good?" she guessed, biting back her laugh as she tied his belt, his gaze still bugging from his face.

"G-Good?" he gasped, "fucking hell… that was… that was… unbelievable".

"Told you I knew what I was doing".

He was standing still, maybe too afraid to move in case his jelly legs gave way, letting her redress him properly. Tucking his shirt into the waistband of his pants and buckling his belt, threading it through the loops with ease.

"It was my way of thanking you for taking me tonight" she smirked, running her hands down his chest to flatten his creased shirt from her grabbing it.

"You know…" he laughed nervously, "the words 'thank you' also work pretty well… so does a cheese board..."

"Are you complaining?" she poked playfully.

"God no" he exhaled loudly, looking at her in complete marvel and appreciation, his honey eyes a little hooded as he reached up to cup her cheeks, "you can do that anytime you want".

To her surprise, he brought her into a show-stopping kiss – powerful and dazzling, nearly lifting her off her feet. A thousand words of emotions passing from his lips to hers. Realising that he was really good at shutting her up, leaving her speechless.

His hands slipped down to grasp her hips, clearly wanting to return the favour in some way or another but she pulled back, breaking the kiss.

If she let him, that would be it. She wouldn't stop. Colour her a sap, but she didn't want him to lose his virginity so quickly. Not like what she had. She wanted him to be sure.

"Easy tiger" she gasped, followed by a laugh, "someone's eager".

"To please you? Always".

She very almost faltered and gave in, melting at his words.

Thankfully – for the sake of her self-control – some other couples had the same idea, hearing laughter and giggles as others ducked under the bleachers.

"Come on" she smiled, taking his hand and guiding him out, back to reality. The harsh, blinding lights making them both blink and stumble. The harsh environment a stark contrast to the peace and quiet they had shared just moments before.

A handful of people sent them funny looks, clearly well aware of what they had been doing. One of those people was Danny who smirked over at her as he danced with his boyfriend, causing her to flip him the middle finger.

He mocked her, playfully making the motion of a blowjob with a curled fist and his tongue in his cheek.

In response, she rolled her eyes but didn't deny it – much to his delight.

"Can you get me some punch?" she asked sweetly, turning to Stiles and sending him a dazzling smile.

"Uh… sure, sure" he nodded, still a little confused with the change of environment and the fact his hands were on her body like they clearly wanted to be, lopping off towards the drinks table with an awkward limp. Struggling to move with the fading bulge.

She spotted Lydia sitting at the same table from earlier so made her way towards her, taking a seat next to her.

Her friend looked crestfallen and bored – clearly, not thrilled with how tonight was going. She couldn't blame her… even Allison and Scott were not dancing, all lovey dovey.

"Hey" she greeted, earning a snide glare from the strawberry blonde, "you okay?"

Lydia huffed, pointedly looking away from her.

"Okay, what have I done now?" she sighed, "because you wanted me to come to this stupid dance-"

"Brian is a piece of shit".

"Well… yeah" she said, "I've told you that probably a hundred times".

"He didn't even ask me to dance!".

"His loss".

"How am I meant to make Jackson jealous when the guy I took to the dance would rather laugh it up with his stupid friends than play the game with me?"

"Lydia, c'mon" she tried to encourage, "you're better than this. You're better than both of those shitheads. Don't lower yourself to their level".

Lydia sighed, turning to face her, her guard down and a little vulnerability shining in her sad stare but that was soon overcome with curiosity as she looked at her, tilting her head to the side.

"Your lipstick is smudged".

"Oh?" she feigned surprise, "is it?"

Lydia took one look towards Stiles who was awkwardly walking back to the table, still looking like he had been shot into space without warning, and then back to her with a knowing look.

"You sucked him off, didn't you?"

"Am I not allowed hobbies?"

Lydia pinched the bridge of her nose, clearly exhausted from trying to keep her in line.

"You were gone five minutes".

She smirked, "I know what I'm doing".

Stiles sat down next to her, sliding her the glass with punch in it, sending Lydia an uncomfortable smile who just stared back, unamused.

"You ruined her make up" Lydia accused, "do you know how much time I spent perfecting that?"

He went bug-eyed, unable to muster up any words to defend himself.

"Men" Lydia grumbled under her breath, followed by an eye-roll. She grabbed a napkin and leant forward, tilting Kayla's face towards her as she wiped at her mouth, correcting the smudges.

"And here I am – fifth wheeling" the strawberry blonde, sending a disappointed look towards Allison and Scott dancing, "me? Fifth wheeling? Have you ever heard of something so ridiculous?"

She felt bad for Lydia, knowing this would really knock her confidence. Not used to being on this side of things.

"Then let's dance" Kayla shrugged, offering her something Lydia wasn't expecting. Her friend sent her a thoroughly confused look.

"Excuse me?"

"Let's dance" she said, chuckling at Stiles' surprised expression, "you and me".

"How far did he stick it down your throat because it seems all that oxygen deprivation caused you brain damage" Lydia said shamelessly, looking slightly alarmed as Kayla stood and pulled on her arm.

"You said you wanted to dance, so I'm getting you to dance. Come on".

"But-"

"You both can share me" she laughed.

Ignoring her friend's protests, she pulled her up and dragged her to the dance floor, Lydia's little legs in high heels stumbling after her.

"Kayla, I don't know what on earth you think you're doing- eeek".

Lydia cut herself off with a sound of exclamation as she got spun around in a tight circle under Kayla's arm, and if she wasn't so capable in heels, she probably would have fallen flat on her ass by now.

"Men ain't shit" Kayla exclaimed, spinning Lydia the other way, "you're Lydia Martin, okay? The Lydia Martin. You can do so much better than most of the guys here. Remember that".


After taking Lydia's mind off the disaster of a dance she was having, which actually perked her up a little, she drank her punch with Stiles and took a breather. Relaxing with her legs across his lap, her heels discarded to one side.

Maybe the gut feeling she had about tonight was wrong.

Maybe nothing would happen.

"Hey, I'm just going to get some fresh air" she said, standing up and giving Stiles a quick kiss on the cheek, "It's getting kind of stuffy in here".

"Want me to come with you?"

"No, it's okay, I won't be long" she smiled, "just need to cool down".

"Okay" he grinned, "I'll be waiting right here".

She squeezed his shoulder, excusing herself through the crowds of people and padding her way down the corridor in her bare feet.

She lied. She didn't need to 'cool down' she just needed to clear her head for a little bit.

Tonight had been fun. Genuine fun. And she didn't need drugs or alcohol to feel that way – excusing the weak, cheap ass vodka stingy Jackson had poured into the punch. She wasn't used to that – feeling something real and honest.

Maybe, despite her reservations, Beacon Hills would be good for her.

It made her realise that the life she had back home wasn't as great as what she made it out to be. Her friends in Louisiana, maybe she had grown out of. A fresh start was probably a good thing. It just took her a while to understand that.

She walked barefoot down the concrete steps and along the grass of the lacrosse pitch, arms wrapped around her to protect from the chill of the night air that stung her bare skin.

Maybe, once Allison knew the truth, things would get better.

Potentially, by working together, they could end the chaos that was happening once and for all.

She doubted it, but she was acting on trying not to be a pessimist.

… It clearly wasn't working.

She took a seat at the bottom of the bleachers, staring out into the dark empty expanse of grass, the treeline just behind it.

It was peaceful out here. Still. A little piece of heaven. The silvery glow of the moon reflecting and bouncing off her shimmery skin.

As sociable as she was, she liked her alone time. Sometimes wearing a mask to the entire world was exhausting.

She just needed ten minutes.

Ten minutes before she had to smile again.

She tucked her legs under her, rubbing her bare feet. Unsure what was meant to happen after tonight.

Would she help Scott, help Derek or help Peter?

Honestly, she didn't know which one to trust.

The obvious answer would be Scott, but was he wanting to stop all this bloodshed for the right reasons? Or was it all because of Allison?

Could she risk losing her family over a lovesick werewolf?

Then there was Derek. He was a bit of an enigma. Definitely playing a game, but she didn't know what game and that irked her. Like he was trying to engineer the events to get something out of it he wanted.

If he wanted revenge, he could've just worked with the Argents to kill Peter, but he didn't.

He was hiding something.

Finally, Peter.

The obvious big bad.

She wasn't making excuses for his actions, but he had his reasons. She probably would have done the same thing in his situation. She understood why he did it, and even felt a little sympathy for him.

It was crazy, but she couldn't help how she felt.

So, whose side would she take?

Who would she back with all her might?

Nothing was simple anymore.

She heard footsteps approaching, trying to be quiet but she was always on alert. Twisting her head, she expected to see Stiles looking for her but, to her dismay, it was Brian of all people.

"Wow" she remarked dryly, "can't a girl get ten minutes of peace around here?"

"I thought we should talk".

"You thought wrong" she scoffed, uncurling her legs and standing up, "why can't you just leave me the hell alone?"

He smirked, giving her a lazy, but appreciative, look over. That dangerous glint returning to his baby blues.

"Aw, come on" he smirked, "we both know you don't want that".

"It's like you want another knee to the balls" she remarked, "which I'll happily give you if you take one more step".

He stopped, keeping only a few feet of distance between them.

"What is your goddamn deal?" she snapped, "seriously, I would love to know what the hell has made you so sick in the head. And don't use the difficult childhood card, that's predictable and seriously overused".

"You were meant to be mine" he said, his voice eerily low, "I was meant to have you".

"Have me?" she repeated with a scoff, "wow, you really are a fucking creep, aren't you?"

"A creep you almost fucked" he reminded her. "We could have had so much fun that night. I would have left that little body of yours completely destroyed. You were hungry for me, do you remember that?"

"Well, a girl can make mistakes".

He didn't like her answer, nor her snark, his expression darkening. That uneasy feeling she got when he looked like that returned to the pit of her stomach, making her falter. It was almost like, at times, he was Jekyll and Hyde. Nice and charming, then dark and dangerous.

She trusted her gut, and her gut did not trust this guy. Not one bit.

There was something else about it… not that he was just cocky and confident and a little bit of a bad boy, but something deeper. Something a lot more twisted and darker. Like his mind was tainted and poisoned with thoughts no one should have.

It wasn't often she felt uneasy, but lately, with him, she did.

Instinctively, she took a small step back. Eyeing him up with suspicion. Her body turning a little to the side in defence, just in case he tried anything – which, knowing his history, he just might.

"Leave me alone" she repeated, her voice eerily still and calm, showing no fear in the face of uncertainty, "I don't know how much clearer I can get. Leave me the fuck alone".

"I can't do that" he whispered, shaking his head, "no one says no to me".

"I just did" she spat out, "are you deaf, or just plain stupid?!"

"That smart little mouth of yours needs to be taught a lesson" he said, suddenly pulling his arm back and backhanding her across the face.

She was stunned for several seconds, the force of the hit almost sending her careening to the ground, but she held her footing, stumbling as she cupped her cheek.

"That's better" he grinned menacingly, enjoying the silence, "let's see how you speak through a mouthful of blood".

He went to hit her again, this time with a clenched fist, no doubt hoping to shatter her jaw, but she knocked his hand away and retaliated with a punch of her own – straight against his nose, which caused it to gush with blood.

To her surprise, he chuckled. Appearing amused as he wiped the blood away with the back of his hand.

"I'm disappointed Kayla" he mocked, "you hit like a girl".

She saw red, taking another swing. This time, connecting with his lip.

"Oh, I love this fire baby" he exclaimed, laughing maniacally, seeming a little thrilled and turned on by her anger, "that's passion".

… Aiden used to say the same thing. That hatred was just an intense form of passion. That their anger and fights with one another were just crazy and irresistible forms of lust.

She practically growled, balling her fist and hitting him again. This time, causing him to almost lose his footing as he stumbled.

"We don't have passion" she scoffed, her cheek stinging like a bitch, "we have nothing".

"You won't be saying that when I'm through with you" he warned, sending a shiver up her spine, "you'll be begging for me".

She was ashamed to say the next thirty seconds were a blur. Between his hands and the weight of his body slamming her to the ground, as well as her nails clawing at his neck, she could barely concentrate. All her frustrations pouring out on him.

He got her on her back, barely even flinching as he cupped her neck with two strong hands, the entire weight of his body being channelled and pressed down through his arms, squeezing the column of her throat.

"You have no idea what I'm capable of" he growled as her vision tunnelled, "what my family can do to people like you… you werewolf sympathiser little bitch".

She struggled, panic setting in as she yearned for breath. Bucking and flinching under his weight, clawing his arms and neck until they drew blood.

"This all could have been avoided if you just didn't say no" he continued, his gaze too eerily calm for someone choking, and borderline almost murdering someone, "now look what you made me do…"

She had been in worse situations than this. She had dealt with things that had paled in comparison to now. Brian Murdock was a pain in her ass, but she wouldn't let him win.

At least… that's what she told herself.

In reality, she was scared.

She didn't want to be just another statistic. Another sad story of a girl murdered because some piece of shit guy didn't get his own way and couldn't handle his ego being hurt. Five minutes of screen time from some crappy news station telling the story of her brutal death.

All her life she had come across guys like this.

They had never won.

Would Brian be the one to succeed?

Her struggle weakened; her eyes fluttering shut as black spots invaded her vision. Her arms, once fighting back, now hung limply before falling to the side. Unable to do much as he lifted a hand to unbuckle his belt.

Just as the darkness threatened to swallow her whole, a sickening crunch echoed through the still night air. The sound so ghastly she couldn't focus on anything else.

The weight of his hands loosened around her neck, giving her a chance to gasp back some desperate breaths as she looked up to see his neck twisted completely to the side, the bones sticking out at an odd angle.

She blinked a couple of times, not registering what the hell was happening until she saw Peter standing behind him, his eyes glowing a ferocious deep red.

She gasped, shuffling back which caused his body to roll to the side, freeing her from his unwanted embrace.

What the actual fuck?

She rubbed her neck, staring up at Peter in shock.

"What?" he asked, cocking his head to the side, "no thank you?"

"You… you…"

"Saved your life. Again" Peter said, his voice so calm as if he hadn't just snapped someone's neck, "not that I'm keeping count or anything".

Brain's body was crumpled up and still, slumped on his side like a bag of burst flour.

"Don't waste your energy feeling bad" Peter continued, "he was going to kill you and then do a lot worse".

She didn't know how to feel, stumbling to her feet as she looked down at Brian's unmoving body. The uncomfortable ghost of his hands still tightening around her neck.

"It's not your fault. You can't help what you are" Peter sighed, "you have the ability to make guys go crazy".

"I can't help what I am?" she croaked in disbelief, "and what is that?"

He smirked, "have you not figured it out yet? My my… and here I thought you were smart".

She threw him a furious look, hating the cryptic.

"Don't worry…" Peter smirked, "he won't be the only one to die tonight. And you're going to help me".

A/N) OOOOFT I mean OOOOFT. First off, Stayla being adorable and sexy and DANNY hahaha dying, and then Kayla dancing with Lydia to cheer her up is the cutest thing i think ever my sweet babies. And then BRIAN… God, I hate him. I hope this time around I portrayed him to be the biggest dickhead ever hahahaha

Chapter 53: Teamwork

Chapter Text

isclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

"Help you?"

Her indignant tone made Peter smirk and raise a brow, his stance eerily still.

"You scratch my back…" he mused, "I scratch yours".

"I didn't ask for this" she snapped, pointing at Brian's dead body, "and I certainly didn't ask to be saved by you".

"Who else is going to do it?" he asked, holding his hands out and looking at the empty field.

"Me" she claimed, a furious shake in her voice, "myself. Just like always. I don't need you".

"You need me more than you think" he said calmly, the complete opposite to her sickened fury, "you need a father".

That statement made her see red.

"You are not my father".

For a second, his eyes darkened in the misty haze of the night. That dangerous gleam made them flash an ominous deep red, her own reacting a bright green in retaliation.

"Tonight is the night Kayla" he warned, "the night I finally get my revenge. I want you by my side. If you choose not to…"

She didn't move an inch apart from tilting her chin up in defiance as he stepped forward, nudging Brian's body with the toe of his boot as he did, reaching out to caress her cheek. To anyone on the outside looking in, it may look harmless – even loving – but Kayla knew differently.

There was little love there. It was a warning.

"… I can just make you. Like I did that night at the school" he whispered callously, "we have a connection. I could exploit that… or you could skip the mess and join your father. You know it's the right thing to do".

Did she?

She felt stuck in the middle, tugged in a multitude of different directions. Everyone trying to proclaim to her why she should sympathise with them and join their cause instead of trying to understand her viewpoint and her own complicated feelings.

"I'll even get rid of the body" he smirked, "poof. Gone" followed by a snap of his fingers. "Does that sweeten the deal?"

Maybe…

Her DNA, after all, was all over him. She had punched him and scratched him bloody in an effort to get him off her… if the police did their jobs properly, it wouldn't be hard to put the puzzle pieces together – especially with her statement, following the incident at the school, that Brian was harassing her.

Peter was looking at her smugly, like he knew he got her between a rock and a hard place.

Which was why her next statement caught him so off guard.

"Go fuck yourself".

Simple, yet effective.

His bottom lip curled, reaching out to grab her around the column of her throat and pull her close, his eyes now permanently a brilliant red but she didn't dare shudder in unease, holding his stare despite the pain in her throat.

"Your first mistake" he warned lowly, his voice a deep growl, "don't let there be another".

… She never was good at taking orders, anyway.

She lashed out, smacking his arm away and pushing him back – an act of defiance.

Surprisingly, he laughed. Not like he found it funny, but almost out of something close to pity.

"It seems you like making mistakes" he mumbled, "clearly, you were raised wrong".

"Yeah, well your brother was a hundred times the man – and father – you are and will ever be" she spat venomously, not caring about the consequences of her words. If he struck her dead this instant, at least she died telling the truth and not cowering away from it.

Through the darkness, she watched his entire face drop. Like the mask of sanity had slipped.

"Second mistake" he muttered, "and trust me… you won't be allowed a third".

She inched back, putting as much distance between them as possible.

"If you don't help me, I'll hurt your friends" he propositioned, "do you want their blood on your hands?"

She didn't… but she also wasn't about to be blackmailed.

He took her silence as a 'yes'.

"So be it Kayla" he sighed unsympathetically, with an unbothered shrug, "I just hope you're quick".

It seemed he knew more than her - like he was already planning something big and scary, and Kayla knew Peter always followed through on his threats.

She continued to step back until she had gained enough distance to safely turn around and run as fast as she could across the field and towards the school, her heart pounding in her ears.

She needed to find them – Stiles, Lydia, Scott, Allison, everyone else, hell even Jackson – they were now her responsibility. Peter was right – any blood would be on her hands.

Her bare feet stormed up the concrete steps, pushing past people crowding the halls as she rushed into the gymnasium, the dance still in full swing.

Luckily, much to her relief, Stiles was still sitting where she left him, but everyone else? Nowhere to be seen. Lydia had disappeared and Scott and Allison were no longer dancing. Jackson wasn't even by the punch, his silver flask discarded to one side.

She hurried forward, beelining straight for Stiles who looked up in surprise at her hasty entrance, frowning at the sight of her flustered and dishevelled, a small bruise forming on her cheekbone.

"Hey, whoa, what happened?" he asked, "are you oka-"

"We need to go" she cut in, grabbing his arm, "right now".

He didn't put up a fight, allowing her to drag him through the crowds of people and along the hallways, heading straight to her locker.

"Is everything okay? Are you hurt?" he asked, "what happened?"

"Where's Lydia? And Allison and Scott?"

"Uh… I don't know-"

"We need to find them. Now".

"What's going on-"

"Peter" she cut him off, finally reaching her locker and punching in her combination, "Peter's here".

Stiles was still with shock, his expression morphing into terror as he glanced around the dark empty corridor, the throb of music in the distance bouncing off the walls.

"P-Peter's here?" he gasped, "here as in … here?"

She gave a stiff nod, pulling out some spare clothes she had stuffed in her locker, not prepared to deal with all this shit in a dress. She handed them to Stiles to hold as she reached behind her and tugged on the zip, pulling it down and allowing the tight dress to fall from her figure, bunching around her feet.

Stiles gave a quick double-take at her sudden state of undress, clearly heavily distracted from this life-or-death situation because of her standing there in her underwear.

If the situation wasn't so dire, she might have laughed.

She grabbed the pair of skinny jeans and tugged them on, jumping a little to pull them up but Stiles stopped her, the tips of his fingers brushing across her hip bone.

"Your scars" he muttered in astonishment, "they're gone".

She didn't understand what he could mean by that, taken aback by his touch dusting along her skin and, after a couple of seconds, glanced down, squinting through the darkness.

The scars she had for the past four years that once curled around her hip, courtesy of her brother on a full moon, were now non-existent. Her skin perfectly unblemished and undamaged – as if she had never had any scars in the first place.

"Oh" she muttered, unsure what or how it happened, meeting his surprised gaze. "That's weird".

It was definitely weirder than weird, but it seemed very low on her list of priorities right this second – even if what was happening to her was supernatural in nature, which, let's face it, it probably was.

"W-Weird?" Stiles spluttered, "how the hell did your scars heal basically overnight?"

"I don't know" she shrugged, continuing to pull up her jeans, "probably Peter's bite. We know it's fucking me up".

"But-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, taking the navy long sleeved crew top from his grasp and pulling it over her head, "we need to find our friends. Peter will hurt them, just like he did with…"

"With…?"

"Brian" she gulped, meeting his uneasy gaze, "he killed Brian".

"Peter killed Brian? When? Why?"

"I don't know, one minute he's attacking me and the next he was dead with a broken neck".

"He was attacking you?" Stiles demanded, "then good. It's the only decent thing Peter has done".

She couldn't argue with that logic, having very little sympathy for the dead boy. Knowing, deep down, he was malicious and dangerous. Maybe Peter's actions might have saved some lives in the future.

"Yeah, I ain't crying over it either, but Peter isn't the hero in this scenario. He didn't do it to save me, he did it because he enjoys killing and if we don't stop him, he'll kill our friends next".

That explanation was good enough for Stiles, because he nodded and looked around on high alert, asking "what way?"

She didn't know, but she had to take a guess. She grabbed his hand and pulled him to the two double doors at the end of the corridor, pushing them open and into the crispy, cool night air. Her hair whipping around her as she scanned the area and came across Jackson heading towards the entrance steps.

She yelled his name, barely catching his attention as she raced down the concrete steps so fast Stiles struggled to keep up with her, her stomach dropping as she noticed Jackson's pale and sweaty face twisted into a guilty expression.

Straight away, she knew he did something. Something bad.

"Jackson" she snapped again, storming up to him, "what did you do?"

He was jittery and on edge – even more so with her accusatory tone - and if she didn't know any better, she might've thought he was on a comedown.

"D-Do? I… I didn't-"

She slapped his cheek, ignoring Stiles' wince from beside her, hoping it would snap him from his half-delirious mumblings.

Jackson cupped his cheek and looked up, and Kayla saw nothing but pure fear in his eyes, like all those days ago when he was running from gunfire at the Hale house.

"A-Allison's f-father..." Jackson admitted, his bottom lip trembling, "he… he…"

"He knows about Scott, doesn't he?" she asked, already knowing the answer, "you told him".

"He was going to kill me" he tried to defend himself, "I-I had no choice".

"No, you had a choice Jackson. You just went with the easy route to save your own ass" she fumed, lacking any and all sympathy as he lowered his head in guilt.

"I can't believe you" Stiles exclaimed loudly, "look – just because you want to be some tough macho guy running this show, that doesn't give you the right to ruin Scott's life while you're at it because, believe me, if he dies..." Stiles threatened, pointing an angry finger in Jackson's face, "… If he even gets so much as a scratch... I'll make sure there will be hunters on your ass and see how you like it".

She sensed that a fight could soon break out, so she stepped between the two boys, shaking her head.

"Enough. We need to find the others. Now".

"... Why?" Jackson asked rather timidly, his voice laced with confusion and apprehension.

"Because the Alpha is here and I pissed him off" she said bluntly, "so are you going to help us or not?"

Jackson took a couple of seconds but eventually nodded, much to her surprise.

"Good" she sighed, unable to ignore the hollow pit in her stomach any longer, "because something bad is going to happen".

"How do you know?" Stiles asked, reaching out to grasp her hand. His thumb rubbed circles across her skin, soothing her nerves the only way he knew how.

"I don't know, I just… I just do".

Jackson looked between them both as if they had six heads, clearly freaked out, but managed to muster up a meek "what do you need me to do?"

"Try and find Lydia or Allison or Scott. Tell them anything that gets them to understand they're in danger, okay? Check the school, Stiles and I will check the grounds".

Jackson nodded, accepting the task most likely out of guilt, but it was better to have an extra set of eyes looking for their friends – even if those eyes belonged to Jackass Jackson.

"What are we going to do?"

Stiles' question, although reasonable, seemed impossible to answer in that moment.

What the hell were they going to do? Two teenagers, against an Alpha?

"I don't know" she sighed, looking helplessly across the grounds of the school, "but I now know there's only one way to stop him…"

Stiles stayed silent, watching her curiously.

A part of her didn't want to say it, some small sliver of her was sad that her second chance of having a dad was already ruined, but Kayla was a realist. She didn't often have hope for things because, history proves, optimism was a wasted art for her.

"He has to die" she admitted, ignoring the slight tug in her chest, "Peter has to die".

Stiles frowned, obviously sensing her turmoil at that sentence.

"If there's another way-"

"There's not" she interrupted, "I understand wanting revenge, but he's crossed the line. Laura, the janitor, Brian… they had nothing to do with the fire. At this point, he doesn't care and if he hurts anyone else, I'll do it myself".

"Y-You'll kill him?" Stiles asked in surprise, "but he's your-"

"If I have to" she sighed, "and he's not my dad. Not really. My dad was murdered fifteen months ago".

It hurt more than she thought it would, but it was the truth. If Peter was normal, then maybe she would have let him in. Maybe he could be more than the strange uncle she had known her entire life, but that wasn't to be. He chose revenge over his own family, and she wasn't about to condone those actions. Not when now her friends were caught in the crosshairs.

"We need to find the others" she stated, changing the subject, "if we split up-"

"Is that such a good idea?"

"Probably not" she sighed, scared if she let Stiles out of her sight then something could happen to him, "let's go".

She kept a tight hold of his hand, making her way around the edge of the school building, her eyes flitting from side to side, desperate to find her friends.

If anything happened to them…

No, she couldn't think like that. She couldn't afford to.

Stiles' hand, although clammy, was a reassuring weight in her own. Keeping her somewhat calm and steady and focused, anchoring her to sanity. The only thing keeping the panic at bay.

The more seconds that ticked by, the more useless she felt. Her footsteps quickened from a fast walk to a steady jog, calling out her friends' names in desperation.

Then, out of nowhere, a pain akin to that of getting hit by a semi struck her square in the stomach, causing her to stop and hunch over, the surroundings of the school dissolving from her vision and instead, all she saw, was the blackened lacrosse pitch.

Stiles' voice was eerily distant as he called out to her, but it was no use. Instead, she wasn't seeing through her own two eyes anymore.

She watched as the large overhead lights began to turn out one by one, showing a terrified Lydia spinning around in a circle as she shivered, calling out Jackson's name in fear.

Kayla wanted to shout out, to warn her, to tell her to run as fast as she could, but instead, no words of warning came out. Just a sly, devious smirk that didn't belong to her – it belonged to Peter.

Lydia was his target.

She watched through his eyes as he approached menacingly, leaving her with nowhere to go. Barred, ready for the attack-

She pulled back with a strangled gasp, Stiles' confused and concerned expression swimming back into her field of vision, his words of worry flying straight over her head.

Lydia.

She knew it was too late, that there was absolutely no way she could get to her in time, but that didn't stop her. Without even getting her breath back, the pain still lingering in the pit of her stomach, she turned around and took off into a sprint, leaving Stiles in the dust.

She had never run so fast in all her life.

She was always fast, always enjoying running, but tonight was different. It felt different. It felt like she was flying, soaring through the air at a hundred miles per hour. Her feet pounding along the tarmac, then the grass. Carrying her forward, Stiles struggling to keep up with her.

Faster and faster she ran, her hair whipping around her as she yelled Lydia's name but, she was right, she was too late. Forced to watch through tears as Peter ripped into her, her friend's shriek dissolving into a scream of pain.

She yelled in response, unsure really what she said, reaching the scene just as Peter dropped Lydia to the cold grass. Discarding her like she was worthless.

She really saw red this time, not bothering to slow as she careened straight into Peter, sending them both tumbling to the ground.

Any and all self-perseverance she normally had was out the window.

Landing on top of him, she pummelled her fist down and made contact with his cheekbone, a sickening crunch echoing through the air.

She didn't care. It wasn't enough.

Her other fist shot downwards, breaking his nose.

After the second hit, he regained his bearings. Caught off guard by her viciousness that he didn't expect, catching her hand before it could careen into another punch.

He knocked her backwards, swatting her like a fly, but an anger like no other was erupting inside her. An undeniable fury that made her eyes glow that bright green as she scrambled to her feet and for a second – just a second – she was sure his gaze glinted with wariness.

"You're mad. Good" he nodded, "use that to help me kill those responsible for murdering our family".

"I'm going to use it to kill you instead" she raged, preparing to pounce at him and unleash hell but Stiles appeared, sweaty and out of breath, pulling her back with all his strength.

"Kayla, don't" he warned, "don't antagonise him".

"I'd listen to him if I were you" Peter smirked, "for once, he gives good advice".

The glow of her furious eyes seemed to unnerve him more than she realised, his stare a little cautious as he watched Stiles pull her back a little more, keeping her on a short leash – so to speak.

She was shaking with fury, pushing Stiles' hands off her as she dropped to her knees next to Lydia, immediately reaching out to feel for a pulse and, to her relief, felt one. It was a little faint, but it was still there, despite the obvious blood loss.

"Will you play the game now?" Peter inquired, "or do I have to bite more of your friends?"

She ignored the guilt in her chest, sparing a quick glance to the side where she saw Brian's dead body still laid out on the grass, just a mere twenty feet from Lydia's. Both having fallen to Peter's insane revenge plan.

She couldn't let anything else happen to anyone else.

Peter was now her responsibility.

She stroked back Lydia's hair, hating how cold her skin felt.

"Don't be getting all soft and sentimental on me now Kayla... not now when I need you" Peter told her, clasping his hands behind his back but she bit back furious words, avoiding his steely stare and focusing on Lydia, trying to keep her comfortable.

Peter exhaled loudly, rolling his eyes at her just as Stiles kneeled down beside her, his shoulder brushing against hers as he gazed down in fear at Lydia.

"How is she?"

"Alive" she muttered before glaring up at Peter, "no thanks to someone".

He sent them both an exhausted look, wiping some blood from his chin. "Are we not past that yet? All I need to know now is where Derek is... preferably his exact location".

"If we knew that, don't you think we would've done something about it?"

"Yes, you would've" Peter confirmed, "because he's your cousin and you care about him... but Stiles has no connection to him".

His eyes slid over to the boy in question who gulped, trying to keep a passive and neutral expression on his face but Kayla saw right through it – which meant if she did, then Peter certainly would.

"I don't know where he is" Stiles said, trying to keep his voice smooth but he couldn't rid the slight shake to it as he avoided both their gazes.

"Stop lying Stiles" Peter deadpanned, his eyes flashing red momentarily, "I know when you're lying and you'll just get yourself into deeper waters".

Stiles glanced sideways at her, a guilty look twisting his features as if he was silently apologising for not telling her his thoughts and theories sooner.

"Scott lost his phone, the night that Kate Argent took Derek... only... I think Derek took it" he explained, swallowing noisily and, although she was annoyed he held back this information, it meant there was hope they could find Derek – hopefully before that psycho-hunter decided she was fed up playing with him and decided to just kill him.

"Why?" Peter questioned, his eyes narrowing.

"All phones these days have GPS on them... if we can access Scott's password... we can find Derek" Stiles said, his voice trailing off into a soft whisper as his face fell and he glanced down, avoiding both their gazes.

"Good... you see, this is what I like to call 'teamwork'" Peter smirked, "come on, both of you".

"No" she immediately protested, standing up, "Stiles is going nowhere with you".

"I need him".

"I said no".

Her voice was like thunder. In fact, she was pretty sure she heard a deep rumble from the sky, Peter looking up uneasily.

"You need to get that anger under control, little one" Peter smirked, "you have no idea the kind of damage you could do".

"You mean since you violated me by biting me?" she snapped, her eyes glowing again, "our lives are not a game. We are not toys for your enjoyment".

"Oh, but you are" Peter grinned, "and the sooner you all realise that, the better. I'm the Alpha".

"No" she scoffed, "you're a monster. There's a difference".

For some reason, he seemed a little hurt by that. As if her words held some sort of power over him.

"Stiles comes, and I'll allow him to call Jackson to get Lydia some medical attention, how about that?" Peter bargained, much to her surprise, "but I'd decide quick, she's not looking too good".

She cast a glance at Lydia, who was getting paler by the second, more blood on her dress than was probably inside her body.

"Deal" Stiles said, "I'll come. Lydia needs help".

She didn't like this decision, but she accepted it. Standing by helplessly as Stiles made the call and Peter grinned at her, like he knew he had her exactly where he wanted her.


The drive to the hospital's underground parking lot was tense and mostly silent, Stiles' panicked and uneasy driving getting them there quicker than she expected.

Peter instructed them to park near a silver sedan, which he did. Pulling into the nearest available space and jolting the jeep to a stop. Making them follow him towards the mystery car.

"Whose car is this?" Stiles asked in bewilderment, looking around nervously.

"My nurse's".

"What happened to your... oh my god" Stiles exclaimed loudly, backing away slightly, a mortified and slightly terrified look plastered on his face which drew her attention in, peering around him to see the dead nurse curled lifelessly in the trunk.

"I got better" Peter replied smugly, slamming the trunk shut, holding a laptop bag and quirked a brow at Kayla.

"What? No snarky comment from you?" he asked, raising his eyebrows in faux astonishment.

"What do you want? A frigging gold medal for the most subtle murderer?" she snapped, crossing her arms over her chest stubbornly.

"And there it is" Peter whistled, "anything else to add while we're not busy?" he smirked, opening up the laptop case and pulling out the laptop, starting it up. "Something along the lines of how Karma is coming for me soon enough?"

"Karma takes too long, I'd rather just beat the crap out of you now".

"Have I left that much of an impression on you?" he smirked, seeming amused.

"I'm sure when people discover the centre of the universe, you'll be shocked to know you're not it" she shot back, "you narcissistic piece of shit".

"I expected more from you Kayla" he sighed, his fingers flitting across the keyboard, "I hoped to come to after six years and see you thriving. Instead, you're, well… a bit of a disappointment. That's why I gave you the bite. In the hopes that you would go from an ordinary, sad and lonely lost little lamb to someone I could be proud of".

It shouldn't have hurt as much as it was, especially considering she hated his guts and did not want him as a father, but it did. Another lash of disappointment that she was struck by. His words were a haunting reminder of all the times she had failed which, unfortunately, surpassed the times she had succeeded.

"I don't need you to be proud of me" she said, though her voice wavered a little, "you're worse than the scum at the bottom of my shoes".

Peter ignored her retaliation, swivelling the laptop to face Stiles who tried to lie and protest that he didn't know how to get into Scott's profile, but he finally relented, typing in 'Allison'.

Of course… who else?

A few more clicks and Stiles sighed, turning the laptop back to face Peter as he waved his hand at the screen.

"That's where he is. Or at least, where Scott's phone is".

Peter frowned, inclining his head closer to the screen. A momentarily surprised look crossing his face.

Stiles noticed it too, his curiosity winning out as he peered back over Peter's shoulder to take a proper look at the screen, his jaw dropping.

"That's where they're keeping him? His house?"

"What?" she demanded, grabbing the laptop to face her and staring at the coordinates on the screen, "why would they keep him there?"

"Poetic, isn't it?" Peter mused, "Holding and torturing him in the house where his family burned alive".

"That's sick".

"That's what the Argents are" Peter replied, "sick, and ruthless. You think I'm bad sweetheart? They're a hundred times worse".

She didn't argue because, honestly, they were all as bad as each other.

Peter snapped the laptop shut, sliding it back into the case and putting it inside the car when a low and desperate howl suddenly penetrated her ears, causing both her and Peter to glance sideways in surprise.

"What?" Stiles whispered, nudging her, "What is it?'

She didn't know how - or why - she heard that howl, but she was realising that ever since Peter bit her, a lot more things were now becoming possible.

"You heard that?" Peter asked, "The change is happening so much quicker than I anticipated".

She wasn't going to get sucked in by his mysterious words, keeping the focus solely on finding Derek. Tuning into another howl that cried out in response.

"That was Scott and Derek" she said, "we need to go".

"And we will, but first-" Peter smirked, holding out his hand, "-your keys, Stiles".

Stiles sighed but realised he wasn't going to win this one, and handed over his beloved jeep keys that Peter promptly bent.

"It's for your own good" he said, "you don't need to be caught up in all of this. In our world, humans die. And I don't think my daughter wants you to die".

"Exactly, I don't" she said, pulling Stiles back by his shirt and glaring at Peter, "so back off".

"Or-" he smirked, "-I could give you a gift. One very special gift".

She and Stiles stood there, unsure. Not quite knowing what he was alluding to, but she had a feeling it was a bit like the poisoned apple in Sleeping Beauty. Whatever he was offering him couldn't have been good.

"I like you Stiles" Peter said a moment later in a completely serious voice, "you've got brains, and my daughter seems to have taken an interest in you. Since you've helped our family, I'm going to offer you something in return... do you want the bite?"

"What?" both Stiles and her said in unison, as that was the last thing either of them was expecting to come out of his mouth.

"Do. You. Want. The. Bite?" he reiterated slowly, as if they were both complete idiots, "It's not something that I just give away... you should be privileged that I'm even offering".

"That's just... that's crazy" Kayla exclaimed, "he doesn't... he can't... you can't..."

She was fumbling over her words, suddenly scared stiffless for Stiles. It was bad enough he was already involved in all this supernatural mess, but to actually become a part of it? No way. It was dangerous. Too dangerous. He didn't deserve that. She had seen everyone she had ever loved get hurt and die, all because of their connection to the supernatural world. She couldn't lose Stiles that way either.

"If it doesn't kill you, which it could, you could be just like Scott" Peter continued, enticing Stiles with the promise of being more. "Just as powerful as what he is. No more waiting on the sidelines, watching him become popular, watching him get the girl... well, I guess you might already have that covered, but if you want to keep a hold of what you have got and more... I would take this offer extremely seriously. It's a one-off deal Stiles… take it or leave it".

For once, she was speechless. Completely lost for words as Stiles gulped, sending her a panicked and indecisive look, a bead of sweat running down his temple as Peter took another step forward, carefully lifting Stiles' arm.

"Do you really want to keep being ordinary?" Peter smirked, "Because ordinary is boring. Your best friend has more power than you can ever dream of. Your girlfriend, well… just wait. Wait and see what she becomes, and I can guarantee you will always be in their shadow. The meek, human little friend".

She was rooted to the spot, helplessly watching as Stiles seemed to actually consider it,

"Yes or no?" Peter asked, his teeth elongating into canines and Kayla just numbly shook her head, sending Stiles a frantic look to try and tell him it wasn't worth it, that having that kind of curse would just be a long and hellish road for him to go on, that he was completely fine and perfect the way he was - that he didn't need to be something more because he was frigging Stiles Stilinski… he was enough already.

Her throat and mouth were dry, whatever protests she wanted to say were dying in the back of her throat as Peter was just millimetres away from sinking his teeth into Stiles' skin when he yanked his arm back, cheeks tinged with red. Whether from embarrassment or anger Kayla didn't know.

"I don't want to be like you" he exclaimed, although his voice seemed to shake with uncertainty, "I don't need to be like you".

"You know what I just heard then? Your heart beating faster over the words 'I don't want'" Peter smirked, seeming a little disappointed with Stiles' decision, "you may believe you are telling the truth, but you are lying to me, lying to yourself and lying to everyone that cares about you".

Stiles' face fell with guilt. She wondered why he felt that he needed to be like them to be something worthy? Didn't he know how amazing he was already?

"Well, you've made your choice... goodbye Stiles" Peter shrugged, "come on Kayla, we have work to do".

"And why should I go anywhere with you?"

"Do you want to save Derek or not?"

Another rock. Another hard place.

Stiles reached for her hand, pulling her attention from Peter and his eyes were swimming with tense worry, pleading with her not to go.

"It's too dangerous" he whispered, "what if… what if something happens?"

"He's my cousin" she murmured, shrugging half-heartedly, "I have to".

"No. No you don't. If you get hurt-"

"I won't" she cut in, reassuring his unease by reaching for his other hand and squeezing them tightly, "I promise".

Her words didn't seem to calm him down too much, his caramel gaze still wild with worry.

"Check on Lydia" she whispered, "make sure she's okay. She got caught up in this mess because of me, and I can't… and I can't have her die. Then by tomorrow… this will all be over. In one way or another".

He knew what she meant by those words – 'I'll do whatever I have to'.

"Come back to me" he mumbled after a few seconds of tense silence, blinking back the tears.

She inched closer to him, her lips quirking into a half smile as she inclined up to the tips of her toes, settling his worries the only way she knew how – by pressing her lips to his, an unspoken promise that of course she would come back to him, because with him is what she wanted, even if the vulnerability still scared her.

She could feel Peter's keen gaze watching them, but she didn't care, basking in the warmth she felt running through her veins as he kissed her back slowly and softly, more gently than ever before. Like if he kissed her too hard she would break apart in his hands.

It was a new level of intimacy; one that she hadn't felt before. Feeling like something more than just like or lust. Mirroring something close to love-

She dropped to the balls of her feet, peering up at his relaxed expression, his eyelids still closed. Taking in his peaceful expression before quickly shaking her head and turning around, ignoring the sad pull in her gut to stay with Stiles, and glared at Peter.

"Let's get this over with" she muttered bitterly, not daring to look back as she strode towards the car and slid into the passenger seat, Peter soon joining her.

"You like him too much" Peter observed, starting up the engine, "it's a recipe for disaster".

"Shut up" she glowered, "I don't need your opinion on things that don't concern you".

"He's human. You're not. Not anymore. It'll never work. Not with what you are".

"And that is what exactly?" she snapped, "because you're being suspiciously tight-lipped about that".

He remained quiet, leaving the parking lot and, in turn, leaving Stiles watching them go.

"Haven't you figured it out yet?" he mused, "is it not starting to make sense now?"

Some of it was, some of it wasn't. Like she was beginning to make sense of the puzzle, but there were still vital pieces missing. Leaving her entangled in confusion and more questions.

"You're enchanted" he continued, "and, trust me, it's definitely worse than it sounds. The power you'll have will be astronomical… soon, measly little humans won't even be on your radar. You'll break his heart, but it won't be your fault. It's just what you are kid. Even pretty little angels can be disguised as the devil…"

A/N) DUN DUN DUNNNNNN trust me, next chapter is gonna be so EXPLOSIVE and I cannot wait. But damn Peter, why do you have to be so mysterious. Just tell the poor girl what she is lol (The OG guys will know, but I wonder if new readers do…? Haha)..

I Hope you all liked and SEASON 1 FINALE NEXT CHAPTER` I'm so excited, you have no idea…. :)

Chapter 54: Showdown

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Kayla kept her stony gaze out the window, deliberately ignoring Peter because she knew he was just dropping little bits of information to entice her in, and she wouldn't play that game. Not anymore. She wasn't going to let him have that kind of power over her.

Much to her annoyance though, he kept fiddling with the radio as he drove, switching stations more often than she thought possible – another nod to how apparent his mental instability was.

She ground her teeth, resisting the urge to punch the radio until it shattered into a million pieces.

"Ignoring me, Kayla? Because that's so mature".

She could practically taste the smirk in his voice, clearly pleased he was able to get under her skin so much.

"I just thought you'd be more curious about what I told you" Peter said, and unfortunately, he was right. Of course it spiked her interest, but at the moment it was at the bottom of the list of priorities. Maybe if she survived the night – maybe then she would pursue it.

"Really? You put my best friend in the hospital and my cousin is currently getting tortured by some crazy bitch and you think I'm that self-centred?" she questioned snidely, shaking her head, "I don't care - not right now. I can't afford to".

"Fine... it's not me that will be going through the change anyway" Peter muttered, causing a knot of worry to form in her stomach.

This 'change' he kept going on about… she feared what it could mean. His little quips here and there made it sound like she was changing into something soulless and terrifying, something worse than him… that couldn't be right, could it?

She didn't feel much different… maybe a little stronger, more confident, but she was still her… right?

She picked at her jeans, trying to settle the twisting of nerves that tugged at her gut. The possibilities of what she was, and what she could do, were endless.

He said she was enchanted… that didn't sound all too scary, did it? It sounded charming, if not a little delightful. Maybe magical. Enchanted didn't sound like a bad thing…

Despite the obvious speed breaking, they still had a little way to go to get to the Hale house. Before they would have to save Derek.

"What did you mean?" she asked quietly, "earlier… you said I was enchanted?"

Peter smirked, clearly delighted he had her in the palm of his hand.

"It's the tale as old as time, Kayla. A pretty young woman, with the power of seduction. In every culture, every time, there are stories of these women… how they prey on and target men. Look at Eve… if it wasn't for her, Adam never would have eaten that apple, would he?"

She blanched at him, not quite able to grasp what he was saying.

"What?" she asked, "are you saying I'm a-"

"Seductress? Yes" he nodded, "and a very powerful one at that, if you harness your abilities properly".

Her head was still swimming, unable to move past the word 'seductress'.

"Don't be so ridiculous" she exclaimed, scoffing under her breath in complete denial, "I-I can't be. There's no such thing".

"Oh, but there is" Peter smirked, "and you, sweetheart, are the most dangerous of them all".

Sitting there, bewildered and confused, she didn't feel all that dangerous.

"I don't believe you" she accused, half hoping he was lying, "you could be telling me anything. You have no proof".

He chuckled under his breath, giving her a half smile.

"Why would I lie sweetheart?"

"Because you're you" she spat, "you lie".

"Have I lied to you about anything since I came back?" he challenged, "remember, I'm the one that told you the truth about your parentage, the fire-"

"I don't trust you" she cut in stubbornly, "I don't. I won't".

"What do I gain from lying about this? Nothing" he insisted, "and you know it makes sense. Look at your history".

She quirked a brow at him in astonishment, recoiling back in surprise.

"Excuse me?"

"Well, you're not exactly little Miss Virgin Mary, are you?"

"I'm a teenager. Teenagers have sex" she exclaimed, crossing her arms over her chest before grumbling, "just because you're not getting any".

"What's been happening the last few days?" he continued, not fazed by her remark, "around boys?"

She thought back to how, when she got too close to any guy but Stiles, they would suddenly seem to lose control and become very sexual. Even Scott.

She said it to Stiles… she seemed to make them all horny.

"See?" Peter smirked, watching the realisation begin to hit her, "You're a femme fatale… a deadly woman. A very deadly woman indeed".

She should never have asked… not now. Not when she should be focusing on finding Derek and putting a stop to this once and for all.

She ignored the panic that settled in her chest, turning her gaze back out the window as they drove into the unknown.


By the time Stiles got to the floor Lydia was on, he was barely able to catch his breath, his dress shirt soaked through with sweat. Which, unfortunately, was made worse by the thundering glare of his father.

"You know what? It's good that we're in a hospital because I am going to kill you".

'Well dad…' he felt like saying, 'join the damn club'.

"I'm sorry, I lost the keys to my jeep. I had to run all the way here".

"Stiles" his dad snapped, "I don't care. What the hell happened?"

He gulped, nervously looking around his dad to see Lydia in the hospital bed.

"Is she going to be okay?"

"They don't know, partially because they don't know what happened. She lost a lot of blood, but there's something else going on with her".

Yeah… like probably turning into a fricking werewolf.

"What does that mean?"

"The doctors say it's like she's having an allergic reaction. Her body keeps going into shock. Did you see anything at the dance?"

Like an allergic reaction? What did that mean? Was her body rejecting the bite? Was that even possible?

He hated lying – well, no, he didn't, he was an expert at lying – but he hated lying to his dad when he already looked at the end of his tether.

"No" he gulped, "no, I didn't see anything".

His dad's tense face withered away into a disappointed sigh, looking around as if he expected to see someone else.

"Where's Kayla?"

He stopped short, unable to hide his panicked expression.

"Stiles…" his dad dragged out, "Where's Kayla? I need to speak with her".

"Speak to her about what?"

"About another incident. Brian Murdock".

"Brian…?"

"He's dead" his dad stated, "a broken neck. It looked like some kind of altercation".

"Okay, but why do you need to speak to Kayla about that?" he asked defensively, "she didn't do anything".

"She went on the record to speak about how he had been harassing her" his dad continued, "if something happened, I need to know".

"Wait, are you accusing her of something?" he demanded, "you think she got fed up with saying no to that dickwad so, what? snapped his neck?"

His dad sighed, that weariness returning to his features.

"No Stiles, I don't think that. But there's something strange going on here. Lydia was found on the field, bitten and bloody, and just tens of feet away from her Brian was found with a broken neck and scratches on him which was definitely not from an animal attack… it was more like human nails. Like someone was protecting themselves from him, so I need to cover all my bases. So I'll ask again… where is Kayla?"

Suddenly, her being AWOL did look really suspicious. Like she was running from something bad.

"I… I don't know".

His dad was not best pleased with that answer.

"What?" he hissed, "what do you mean you don't know? You took her to the dance".

"Yeah, and then we got… separated".

"So, she could be hurt too?"

He really hoped not.

"Stiles" his dad exclaimed, snapping his fingers in front of his face, "where is she?"

"Finding Der-ah… uh…"

He cut his words off before he could finish that sentence, but not before it was too late.

"Finding Derek?" his dad asked, his eyebrows raised in disapproval as he crossed his arms, "suspected mass murderer Derek?"

"N-No" he mumbled, "w-why would she do that?"

"Stiles!"

"Okay, okay, yes" he gave in, "finding Derek, but only because she knows he didn't do anything, and she thinks he's in trouble".

His dad pinched the bridge of his nose, overwhelmed with how this night was turning out.

"And you let her go?"

"First of all, no one 'lets' Kayla do anything" he insisted, "and secondly… he's her family. She would do anything to help him".

"Is this about who set the Hale house on fire?"

He stared at dad with a surprised look on his face, shocked to hear him suggest arson with so much confidence and sureness in his voice.

"You know it's arson?"

"After we got a key witness, yes. Yes we know it's arson, but I can't tell you any more than that-"

"What key witness?"

"I can't tell you that Stiles".

"If Kayla's in danger trying to sort this mess out, then yes you can" he insisted.

"All I know for sure is it was organised by a young woman".

"What young woman?"

"If I knew that, she'd be in jail" his dad said, "do you not think this case hasn't haunted me for years? Ten members from one family… it was a disaster. I want the truth, just like you do Stiles".

"Well, was she young then or young now?"

"She's probably in her late twenties. Look, just wait here, I have to grab this call".

"You don't know her name?"

"What is this kid, twenty questions? Of course I don't know her name. All I know is she had a very distinctive – what do you call it – a pendant".

He looked at his dad cluelessly. "A pendant? What the hell is a pendant?"

"Stiles, do you go to school? A pendant! A pendant! A frigging necklace. Now can I answer this call?"

He waved his dad away, all the pieces of the puzzle falling into place.

A pendant… a necklace… an unusual necklace.

A necklace, like what Allison wore. The same necklace that Derek was so sure was somehow a part of this, desperate to find it.

… The necklace that Allison got from her aunt Kate.

Kate Argent.

Kate was the one who set the fire. Remembering seeing pictures from the articles written about the fire, with Kate Argent hovering in the background.

It all made perfect sense now.

Unfortunately, it meant they were all walking into a trap.


Peter had abandoned the car off the dirt track, about halfway to the Hale house. When asked why he did that, he rolled his eyes and said something about "a surprise entrance".

"Drama queen" she had muttered under her breath, following him out of the car. Not all that comfortable with their apparent 'alliance' but, for the time being, it was needed. If Derek stood a chance, it was needed.

"See?" he smirked, "we make a good team".

"We're not a team" she insisted, following him through the wilderness, "you're a means to an end. That's all. You save Derek, then I'll kill you".

"You don't have the nerve" he challenged.

"Don't I?" she shot back, brushing past him to walk ahead. When all seemed too quiet for a considerable length of time, she glanced back only to see him gone.

"Damnit" she cursed, taking off into a run.

What was happening? Did he hear something she didn't?

She knew these woods like the back of her hand. Even though she hadn't been here in six years, it was forever imprinted in her mind. The countless summers of hide and seek and exploring not going to waste.

Her sprint soon slowed to a messy stop as she heard a gunshot reverberate through the cool night air, sending shockwaves right through her.

Who got hurt?

She pushed down her panic, willing her legs to move as she started running again, snaking through the trees and emerging into the clearing in front of the Hale house.

Derek was injured and bloody, curled into a heap. A few feet in front was Kate, holding a gun to Scott, with Allison on her knees next to her, limply holding a bow and arrow. Then there was Chris Argent, his stance somewhat calm despite the silver gun that hung loosely in his grasp.

This is what Peter would have heard… the final showdown.

"Put the gun down" Chris said, his voice carrying an air of authority that seemed to unnerve Kate a little.

"I did what I was told to do".

What she was told?

Was that an admission?

She stepped forward, her breath catching in her throat, ignoring Derek's wave of his hand telling her to 'get back', needing to hear the words herself.

"No one asked you to murder innocent people" Chris said, "there were children in that house, ones that were human".

He was right. There were children in that house. Innocent children. Children that didn't deserve to have their lives cut short.

Little Charlotte and George who had done nothing wrong but be burdened with the last name Hale. Sweet twins, always just wanting to make people smile. Cora, her cousin with so much energy and life to live. After one fateful night, their whole lives were suddenly gone - wiped out - because ofher.

She suddenly felt a new kind of anger she had never experienced before, her fists balling at her sides as she glowered at the back of Kate's head, her irises erupting into that bright glorious green. Except now it was tinged with dangerous intent – deep and dark and terrifying.

Allison noticed her first, glancing back with misty eyes, tears swelling beneath her lids. Something close to guilt and apology was evident in her big brown doe eyes, but at this moment in time, Kayla didn't care. Every atom of her being focused on Kate. Like she was willing her to drop dead at that moment in time.

"Look at you, you're holding a gun to a sixteen-year-old boy with absolutely no proof he's spilt human blood" Chris exclaimed, "we go by the code Kate… Nous chassons ceux qui nous chassent".

"We hunt those who hunt us" Allison murmured in daunting realisation.

"My family didn't hunt you" she screamed, unable to bite back her words any longer, both Chris and Kate turning to face her in surprise, "they wanted peace. You just couldn't let them have it, could you?"

Kate's lip curled at the sight of her, as well as her glowing green eyes, as she quickly pulled out another gun from the waistband of her pants, pointing it in her direction. One gun on Scott, one on her.

"The code?" Kate chuckled venomously, "I think 'the code' needs re-evaluating because while we play passive, these abominations are getting away with whatever they damn well please. It's not right".

"You want to know what's not right?" she demanded, stepping closer to Kate, despite the loaded gun, "you killing ten people in cold blood because you're so fucked up in the head you can't think straight. Because, what, werewolves are scary? You're pathetic, and a coward".

Her voice was shaking, not with fear, no, with fury. The urge to kill her with her own bare hands was exceedingly strong.

"Did you even bother to learn their names?" she continued, now just a few feet from the barrel of the loaded gun, "Did you make an effort to know who you killed? No? Well, let me tell you".

Everyone was staring at her, unsure what to do. Except for Kate who simply clicked the safety off, her finger hovering on the trigger.

"George and Charlotte, they were seven. Seven years old. They were found cowering, burned and charred, in each other's arms. Cora? She was so mutilated we had to bury an empty coffin because there was nothing left. Rose? Darren? Even dental records struggled to identify them. Alex got decapitated after the roof fell on him trying to escape. Or maybe Timothy? He was found trapped in the metal bars on the basement windows because he was so desperate to get out, he fought through the fire that burnt his legs off. Calvin and Amy? They were the only ones dead before the fire burnt their flesh from their bones. Lucky them, huh? Then Talia… you just couldn't wait to murder her, could you? Did you feel threatened by her? By how she didn't lower herself to your level? I bet in six years, you've not thought once about how Peter sat, in agony, living in hell, because he dared to survive. You disgust me!".

She kept walking until the barrel of the gun dug into her chest, right against her thundering heart. A chasm of wrath tearing her body apart.

"So, go on, shoot me" she challenged, "just another Hale to add to the list, right?"

"Kayla... don't..." she heard Allison plead with her, her voice shaking as she sat, stunned and overwhelmed, by the scene unravelling in front of her very eyes. Kayla didn't take her on, holding Kate's gaze. Not backing down.

"Don't tempt me" Kate snarled, her voice chillingly cold as her finger pressed a little harder on the trigger.

"Psychos don't need temptation" she spat, "so go on, go for the kill shot. Right between the eyes".

She didn't even flinch as she wrapped her hand around the barrel of the gun, moving it upwards to settle above her nose, between her eyebrows.

"Because if you don't… " she continued, her tone giving no room for arguments, "… I will kill you myself".

The silence was eerie, no one daring to say a word. The two women's deathly glares creating an uncomfortable and terrifying atmosphere.

"Dammit Kate... stop it" Chris exclaimed, raising his own gun towards his sister, "drop the guns, now. They're just children".

When it was clear Kate had no intention of doing so, he fired off a warning shot just inches from Kate's head, the bullet ricocheting off the tree behind her.

"Don't make me be forced to take you down".

Kate looked betrayed - like she couldn't understand why her brother was not backing her up, and for once, Kayla was thankful that at least one Argent seemed to have a little bit of God damn common sense.

Bitterly, Kate lowered the gun from Scott first, much to his relief, but she seemed to struggle by letting Kayla go as easy, her mouth twisting into a thin line.

"Kate…"

"She's a Hale" she exclaimed, looking at Chris like he was stupid, "they can't be trusted".

"She's not a werewolf".

"She not human either".

A tense silence erupted again, as if at any moment something disastrous would happen – which it was. Maybe the others couldn't feel it, but she could. She could sense Peter's rage, finally just inches away from the revenge he had so desperately craved for six years.

"You're going to die tonight" she whispered, her voice eerily calm, "and that's not a threat… it's a promise".

Kate's lip curled, pressing the barrel of the gun harder against her forehead, mustering up the guts to take the shot she so desperately wanted to.

"That's enough" Chris snapped, "there will be no more unnecessary killing... not if I have anything to do with it".

The creaky front door of the Hale house swung open, everyone's eyes suddenly moving towards the house in fear.

"Oh, I don't know..." a voice called out from the darkness of the wreckage, "I think my daughter has the right idea".

His quip was drowned out by the sound of gunfire from both Chris and Kate, the latter whose attention had been clawed away from her towards the big bad Alpha they had been hunting for weeks. Her eyes on the prize.

"Who's that?" Allison asked fearfully, grabbing her bow and arrows as Kayla just simply stepped back, unsure what, or whose, side to take.

"The Alpha" Scott replied, his eyes turning yellow as he prepared to fight and defend his girlfriend and her family, but Kayla felt torn. She knew sheshould help Scott, and Kate should get some lengthy prison time, but the small voice at the back of her said 'Why should she?' Why should the person responsible for so much death and destruction be protected?

But then again, Peter had caused so much death and destruction… why should he get what he wanted?

She swallowed nervously, taking another step back as everyone seemed to congregate into one defensive line, their weapons drawn. She hovered back, dropping to her knees next to an injured Derek, his face pale with blood loss.

"This is my fault" he whispered, his guard coming down, "our family is dead because of me. If I never… with Kate-"

"It's not your fault" she said glumly, her voice void of any real emotion, almost as if she was on autopilot, helping pull the remainder of the broken arrow from his thigh, "she would've done it, with or without you".

Behind her, she heard Chris get knocked down. His body landing awkwardly and with a painful thump.

"He didn't kill Laura by accident" Derek continued, "he… they drew her here".

"What?" she asked in shock, just as Allison was the next pin to fall.

"It was planned" Derek said, "he did this on purpose. Laura only came to Beacon Hills because she was manipulated to do so".

Scott fell next, knocked into unconsciousness.

She knew Peter wasn't redeemable. Just because she understood why he was so determined for revenge, she, too, getting caught up in it, it didn't mean she condoned his actions. Those involved in the fire? She didn't care. She really didn't. But the others? How about ruining and endangering Scott's life, when his only 'crime' was being out in the woods after dark? She accepted that his actions meant he couldn't live, not when he was so irrational and drunk on power, but to hear that he manipulated and murdered his niece, simply for power, was sickening.

"The dead deer" she mumbled in realisation, the thing that set off this motion of events.

She looked back, seeing Kate turn in a circle, yelling and trying to be brave but she was scared and panicked, her hands shaking around the gun.

Dear God, her family was fucked up.

"No" Derek insisted, grabbing her arm before she could stand, "don't get involved. Don't make me lose you too".

She faltered, from the corner of her eye watching as Peter grabbed Kate around the neck, snapping her wrist so the gun dropped from her hand.

"We've already lost" she muttered, blinking back the tears, "no matter what happens, we've lost. We have no family. Whatever happens, we've still lost".

Derek's eyes glinted with something – something she didn't recognise – but it was gone as soon as it came, leaving her to scramble after Peter who dragged Kate into the house, Allison having followed them.

She stumbled into Allison's side, seeing Peter standing in front of the fireplace, his clawed hand wrapped around Kate's neck.

"Look at our girls" he practically cooed, trying to smile but his face was twisted with so much emotion she almost felt sorry for him, "so brave… so beautiful…"

Nothing in this world was black and white. Nothing simple. No decision coming easy. Kate and Peter were proof of that – both twisted, both corrupt, but both having done what they thought was right. Kate's hatred of the supernatural stemmed from fear and jealousy… Peter's thirst for revenge came from his pain – pain that made him kill his niece for something as trivial as power.

"Would you like to help me?" Peter asked, his eyes boring holes through her own, "do you want to get your revenge?"

Allison, next to her, was quivering. Her breath heavy and panicked with fear.

She stayed silent, the offer tempting – but then that would make her like him, wouldn't it? Something she was determined not to be. Especially after the truth – all of it – had come out.

"Killing Laura wasn't an accident… was it?" she whispered.

He seemed surprised by her challenging statement, his brows furrowing.

"You made out like you couldn't help it… that you were so broken and out of your mind that you didn't mean it… but you orchestrated the whole thing, didn't you? You murdered your niece in cold blood".

Peter's jaw clenched, unhappy with her words and on the brink of losing it.

"I did what I had to do".

She scoffed under her breath. "You're no better than that murdering bitch" she exclaimed, waving an arm out at Kate, "you're both as bad as each other".

Peter's eyes flared that bright red, but it didn't unease her one bit. When she said something, she stuck by it, regardless of the consequences.

"Laura left me" he shouted, "she took Derek and she ran. She became the Alpha and she left me behind. Six years I was in hell, and no one bothered. She didn't deserve Talia's power – I DID".

Everything was finally starting to make sense… only she wished it didn't.

She remained silent, glaring at him and he, in turn, her. A silent showdown.

She wasn't on his side. She wasn't on Kate's. She wasn't on Allison's, nor Scott's. Even Derek's. She was on her own, having had enough of everyone else's bullshit.

"If you want your darling little niece to live..." he whispered to Kate, eyeing up Allison, "… Apologise. Say that you're sorry for decimating my family. For leaving me burnt and broken for six years. Say it and I'll let her live".

Kate seemed to know, regardless of what happened, her time was up. That this was her final curtain call. After thirty years, she had only seconds to live. Would she give up her ego to save Allison? Did she care all that much?

The Argent gasped back her tears, looking at Allison as she whispered the words "I'm sorry".

It was feeble and half-hearted and was only said to placate Peter with her final breaths. Of course she didn't mean it, that much was obvious. The way she was looking at Allison, it seemed more like an apology to her… like she was sorry her actions put her in danger, but not that she would ever want to take those actions back.

How could one woman not care about killing ten people?

Peter soaked up the words for a few tense seconds, his hand tightening around her neck before he suddenly dug his claws in and tore her entire throat out.

The sound of skin shredding was drowned out by Allison's gasp and, although they weren't in the best place with each other, she still pushed Allison behind her – not only protecting her from Peter but from the sight of her aunt, bloody and dead, falling to the floorboards.

She thought she might feel better, but she didn't. Kate being dead didn't change anything. Their entire family was still dead… that couldn't change. People didn't come back from the dead.

"I don't know about you, Allison…" Peter murmured, "… but that apology didn't sound very sincere".

"No" she said, stepping in front of her friend, "you've done enough. You've got your revenge. Allison had nothing to do with the fire".

"She's an Argent" he hissed, stepping towards them, "she kills us".

"She's innocent" she exclaimed, "and she's my friend. You're not going to lay a hand on her".

"You don't remember what it was like" Peter accused, "being trapped here… helpless, burning… the pain, the fear. You don't remember their screams, but I do. It's all I've heard for six years".

He was right, she didn't. Those memories were taken away from her, whether that was the right thing to do or not.

"Maybe it's about time you do".

She was taken aback by his words, unsure of what he meant until he reached out, pulling her forward as he wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and sunk his claws in – deep.

The sharp sting was intense and all-consuming, a warped gasp of pain escaping her lips as her blurry vision of the blackened Hale house melted into bright orange flames, falling to her knees.

Her body may have been limp and unconscious, but her mind was elsewhere – back to that fateful night of January the 25th, 2005.

She was thrust into the middle of the chaos, the flames licking their way up the walls. The crackling sound of the fire wasn't enough to drown out the screams of terror, with the acrid smell of smoke filling what little air was left. The heat of the blaze was sickening, immediately sending her into a panic.

She looked around, trying to back away from the flames but they kept creeping closer and closer, surging across the floor and towards her ankles, nipping at her skin.

Thick black smoke was curling all around her, snaking its way into her lungs as she coughed and spluttered, trying to stumble to safety – except nothing was safe. There were no exits. The roof was caving down on her. The screams of fear and pain were so tragically raw and anguished that she threw her hands over her ears to drown them out, but it was impossible. The ghost of her family's last breaths imprinted in her memory.

Her heel caught something, causing her to trip backwards into the rubble.

Only the thing she tripped on was her little cousin's bare foot, tinged with black soot. Little George, dressed in his dinosaur pyjamas, hugging Charlotte to his chest. Their small bodies, still. Dying in each other's arms.

She let out a wail, scuttling backwards on her hands, barely dodging a beam that fell and crushed their little bodies.

Through the chaos and shouts, she heard Peter's voice. Through the smoke, he emerged, holding a much younger her to his chest, her head wrapped in a blanket.

"Don't worry kid" he reassured, his voice strangely calm although his eyes told another story of complete panic, "I'll get you out of here, even if it's the last thing I do".

"No" she protested in his arms, her little face barely visible but, from what she could see, it was covered in blood and soot, "I'm not leaving without Cora and Charlotte and Georgie-"

"I'll get them" Peter promised, pulling her head back to his chest, shielding her from the flames that encroached closer as well as the broken and charred remains of their family littered around them.

What she saw in Peter's eyes was something she hadn't seen before. Not since coming back.

Below the fear and panic, he was full of love – love and selflessness. A spark of determination willing him forward as he hugged little her closer, tucking her limbs around his body before running through the flames, his bare skin exposed and burning as he leapt towards a crumbling wall.

… He saved her.

She was only alive, now, at sixteen years old, because Peter saved her.

Because, despite what her parents wanted, he continued to care… in his own way.

He protected her from the same fate her family shared, but very nearly perished himself.

When she awoke with a gasp, her bleary and tear-filled eyes glancing around in panic, she was alone in the Hale house. The very same house that she nearly died in six years ago.

She choked back her sobs, pushing herself up. The screams of her family haunting her brain. A single shaky hand reached up, clawing at her chest in desperation, aching for air into her lungs as she struggled to stop hyperventilating – sitting, helpless, in her very own spiralling panic attack.

The edges of her vision were blurring, bringing her knees to her chest as she completely fell apart. George's little foot, so picture perfectly innocent, sticking out in her brain.

Everything they lost, and all for what? Nothing. Just mindless slaughter.

Through the tears, she saw Kate's dead body. Her open eyes were blank and empty, blood pooling around her body.

She caused so much heartbreak… so much pain, but she died not caring. She would never know how much destruction she caused.

Sitting, stewing in her own panic and grief, was cut short as she heard yelling outside and glanced up, a new fear taking hold.

They were going to kill Peter.

She almost tripped over her feet as she stumbled upright, her weak and achy legs moving towards the door but let out a strangled gasp as, suddenly, an all-over burning feeling spread across her skin.

The pain of the fire wasn't what made it hurt - it was the realisation that it wasn't her burning, or even an illusion - it was Peter, it was her dad... and they were killing him.

Everything was conflicted in her mind – she hated him, but did she? He was a terrible person, but he saved her. His actions, although irredeemable, were understandable – to an extent.

She fell out of the house, sliding down the front steps, letting out a loud wail at the sight of Peter, in his monstrous Alpha form, alight with fire as he tried desperately to quell the flames.

Jackson threw another Molotov cocktail at him, lighting his skin on fire once more, and she let out another scream of agony - of pure and raw emotional pain - because it all just hit her at once.

He was her dad… and he was dying

She pulled herself up, sobs tearing from her throat as she tried to move towards him, but a pair of strong arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her backwards, away from the blaze. She knew straight away it was Stiles. His presence, his warmth, his reassuring grip, though, wasn't enough. Not now. Not tonight.

He ignored her feeble, yet desperate, attempts to escape his grip. Holding her back protectively as the flames engulfed him.

"Shhhhh, it's okay" he comforted, gripping her even tighter as she screamed and wailed, "It's okay - it's over".

"No... no, no, no" she cried desperately, trying to push his hands away, "not like this. Not like this".

The flames, and Peter's wails, soon diminished. His burnt, flailed body crumbling to the ground.

All her energy left her in one big breath, sagging back against Stiles' chest.

It was the ending she knew had to happen… but did it hurt her so much?

Through misty eyes, she watched as he struggled to breathe, his short inhales raspy and painful. His burnt flesh cracking and oozing blood and pus.

How awful to die the way you almost died six years ago… yet, strangely poetic.

From the shadows, Derek emerged. Slowly creeping towards Peter.

For some strange reason, she didn't have a good feeling about this – something not quite fitting into place. Her gut telling her something was wrong… dead wrong.

She pushed Stiles off her, stumbling to her feet. Watching, with bated breath, as Derek began to kneel over Peter's dying and broken body, his actions, his demeanour, everything, eerily sinister.

Peter played Laura… Kate played Allison… but Derek played them all.

He didn't just want justice… he wanted the Alpha power.

Power.

It was all about power.

"No" she whispered, shaking her head quickly as Scott, too, realised something was wrong as he scrambled to stand, looking at Derek in desperation.

"Wait" he yelled, "you said the cure comes from the one that bit you. Derek… if you do this, I'm dead. Her father, her family… what am I supposed to do?"

She bit back her fury, looking sideways at Scott.

"You stupid fool" she whispered, much to his surprise, "he lied to you. There is no cure… not from Peter, anyway".

"W-What?" Scott whispered, betrayal shining in his sweet stare, "What do you mean?"

"Isn't that right, Derek?" she called out, her cousin unable to look back at her, "you manipulated a sixteen-year-old boy, gave him hope, and all for what?" she scoffed, "to become an Alpha?"

The clearing was quiet. No one dared even breathe, the tension becoming unbearable.

She noted Kate's discarded guns lying not far from her feet, metal glinting in the moonlight, before focusing back on Derek, her eyes glowing green in fury.

"How is what you're doing any better than what he did?" she demanded, "you don't take power, you earn it. What have you done to deserve this? Nothing! Nothing!" she scoffed, "if your mother was here, she would be disgusted with you".

Her words hit a nerve with him, his eyes, glowing blue, as he looked back at her.

"Are you choosing him over me?"

"No" she whispered, "I'm choosing basic common fucking sense".

With that, she made a play for the guns, dropping to her knees and grabbing them both, one in each hand. One pointed at her cousin, and the other pointed behind her, firing off warning shots just feet from her friends as they stirred into action.

"Back off" she screamed at them, making them stop. A new kind of wild unpredictability soaring through her veins as she turned back to Derek.

A ghost of a smirk played on his lips, almost as if he found her stubbornness funny.

"You're not going to shoot me, Kayla".

His cockiness made her anger hotter.

"Watch me" she snarled, dropping the gun that was in her left hand and using both hands to aim directly at his head.

Guns weren't her favourite, but her aim was immaculate.

Derek's expression faltered, still hovering over Peter.

"You're a child" he dismissed, "stay out of things that don't concern you".

Her gaze, steely but filling with tears, glanced down at Peter, his blue eyes meeting hers. He suddenly seemed so vulnerable… like a man that simply fell down a dark path.

She didn't forgive him, but she could understand him.

She could empathise with his pain.

He was right… they did all leave him behind. He was all alone, in terrible anguish, for six long years. And now, what? He was going to get murdered by his nephew for his Alpha status?

This shit has played out before, and it didn't end well. Like looking in a mirror.

Not again.

She wouldn't let it.

She couldn't.

Derek becoming an Alpha would become disastrous. He wasn't ready. He wasn't doing it for the right reasons. He was doing it for him. Because, under it all, he was being selfish.

Peter was looking at her, his eyes telling her a story. A story that he needed her to do one final thing for him, and he needed her to do it now – before it was too late. Because he thought the same as her… that Derek becoming the Alpha was fated to fail before it had even begun.

Her hand began shaking, swallowing the heavy lump in her throat.

Did she have the strength?

She stood alone, her family falling apart around her. Her actions about to derail the Hale family legacy once and for all.

Derek looked down at Peter, ignoring her. Dismissing her, like she was just a pest. A fly he could easily swat away. Putting his wants above mending and strengthening their relationship.

The seconds slowed, watching as Derek raised a clawed hand… ready and willing to slaughter Peter for his power-

A shrill ring erupted in her ears, the gun shaking in her hand. Suddenly, it felt very heavy. Not the gun itself, but the weight of the damage it could cause.

Hot tears escaped her eyes, inching down her cheeks as the gun, now cursed, fell from her slack grip.

Peter's neck, already charred, suddenly sprouted out blood, a strangled gasp leaving his lips as his chest came to a sudden stop.

Well… she did say she was an excellent shot.

Derek turned to face her; his expression twisted into disturbed shock.

"Kayla…" he whispered, though his voice was tinged with anger, "what did you do?"

Despite the tears, her expression was slack and vacant, glazed over in something akin to relief.

"What I had to" she muttered, "good luck with becoming the Alpha now".

A/N) OHHHH BOYYYYYYY that wassss ahhhh, I can't deal. Obviously, I'm not changing too much from the original, so Derek will still be the alpha, but the showdown to how that happens is going to be more epic – Kayla x Derek fight/drama woohoooo

Chapter 55: Slippery slope

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Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. 

TW: cravings and drug use.

What had she done?

The full weight of realisation hit her square in the chest, the rush of guilt grasping her heart with an iron fist. The mere seconds she had to decide, and she may have just made the wrong one.

The clearing was silent. All she could hear was her friend's bated breaths from behind her. No one dared to say a word or even move an inch. Suspended in the shock and surprise of the unexpected.

Derek stood, his glare fierce and resentful, his expression twisted with ugly fury.

"You've ruined everything" he accused, pointing an angry finger in her direction. "You just took everything from me".

The fact he categorised the Alpha status as 'everything' made a swell of bitterness erupt in her stomach, holding the sickness at his words at bay.

"Everything?" she hissed, "Everything? This meant everything to you?"

"I deserved this".

"No, you really didn't" she sneered, "least of all how you planned on getting it".

"I needed it" he said, his voice shaking with fury, "you think I don't have enemies out there?"

"Join the club" she snapped, another tear dripping down her cheek, "any excuse to justify your shitty behaviour, huh?"

"You just picked the wrong side" he warned lowly, "you picked them over me – remember that".

She couldn't dare look at Peter's charred dead body between Derek's feet, her fists clenching at her sides.

"There is no them or you" she yelled, her voice teetering on the edge of completely losing it, "but there could have been an us if you bothered to tell me the truth for a change".

Her words and defiance seemed to anger Derek more, stepping from over Peter's body to fully face her, his eyes glowing that luminous bright blue.

"What good does the truth do?"

To her? Everything. The truth was something that meant a great deal to her, and if someone couldn't be truthful, then why were they in her life? Lies and deceit were of the utmost betrayal, and Derek wasn't winning any awards in the honesty department.

This past while, learning all her family's deep dark secrets, could have been a catalyst to her falling off the deep end. It still could be. Her coping mechanisms were pretty much non-existent, and the ones she did have were not only unhealthy but also incredibly dangerous. It was a miracle she wasn't face first in her own vomit after taking anything she could get her hands on.

If she had the truth before, maybe she wouldn't feel like she was going to spin off the edge of the earth and into nothing.

"You deceitful bastard" she shrieked, storming up to him and pushing at his chest, "we were supposed to have each other and you ruined it".

"I ruined it?" he barked, "I didn't just kill my own father".

That hit her like a ton of bricks, her breath catching in the back of her throat.

"To stop you from making the biggest decision of your life" she insisted, "to stop this vicious cycle of our family destroying each other and everything in its path".

"If I was the Alpha, I could've protected you".

She was shaking with fury, her eyes glowing that perfect bright green.

"I don't need protection" she screeched, "least of all from you".

Her clenched fist hit his cheek, the pure force surprising even her as he stumbled back, tripping over Peter's body. The echo of the smack reverberating throughout the clearing.

His betrayal was a cold sting to her. Derek, although distant, was someone she thought she could count on if needed. That apparently wasn't the case. Not anymore. She didn't recognise who he was or what he had turned into.

It made her wonder if she ever really knew him at all.

She felt fury like never before, a new kind of rage searing through her veins. Her chest, tight and constricting, made her heart race. All she could hear was the blood rushing past her ears, making them ring shrilly.

Then, despite the fact a storm was not forecast, a clap of thunder struck the sky.

She was so unhinged with red-hot anger, she didn't know what more she was capable of, about to unleash every ounce of rage that had built up inside her when Peter, who she shot through the neck, suddenly inhaled a bloody and raspy breath.

She faltered, looking down at him in surprise.

She shot him.

She killed him.

… So why did he just breathe?

The charred, burnt and broken remains of his body were still once again. Both she and Derek were suddenly motionless as they watched, and waited, for another raspy breath.

… It didn't happen. Not until many seconds later when she bent down, shakily reaching forward with the tips of her fingers, inching out to touch him when he inhaled another breath, blood erupting from the wound.

A strangled gasp escaped her throat, falling backwards.

Derek, however, didn't seem so disturbed. Instead, a glint of hope and desperation resurfaced in his gaze – a glint she knew all too well. Like a junkie about to get their hands on their next hit.

He was about to claim the Alpha status he thought he deserved.

She yelled as Derek pounced, scrambling forward to grab his neck, lifting his other clawed hand and bringing it down so forcefully it completely tore his neck wide open.

It almost seemed benign – fighting over who got to kill him. Of course, if she succeeded, it would have meant the drive and hunger for power could have ended. Instead, she failed. She was too slow.

Derek killed Peter.

She saw him in a whole new light now.

Before, he was someone she could trust – to an extent. Now… he was just another person who had failed her.

She sniffed back her tears, kneeling in amongst the leaves and the dirt as Derek slowly looked up at her, his eyes a brilliant, yet dangerous, glowing red.

"I'm the Alpha now".

His voice was deep and husky, vibrating with a new kind of power.

She wasn't just furious; she was heartbroken. Devastated over the fact he chose power over her and their family.

They lost their entire families, but couldn't they have found a way to be enough for each other?

Fresh hot tears dripped down her cheeks, her breathing quick and shaky as she pushed him away from Peter – Peter, who was now definitely dead. His maimed and scorched body still sizzling, reeking of burnt flesh.

At the end of the day, Peter was a terrible person, but he was still her dad. After tonight, she had a fresh perspective on things. It wasn't as black and white as she thought. Peter had done a lot of bad things, and he deserved to die – he needed to die – but he had saved her. That night, he chose her over himself. He did the most selfless thing a person could do, and what did he get in return? Abandoned and left trapped inside his mind, living in extreme pain for six years.

Looking down at him, she didn't see a serial killer, monstrous Alpha… she saw someone who could've been a dad to her.

Instead, she had now lost two.

The burden of everything that once rested on her shoulders now completely suffocated her. She erupted into sobs – full body heaving sobs as she realised she had been right before with her bitter thoughts on the plane ride to California.

Beacon Hills was cursed.

There was no way her life could or would be any better here than back home.

She reached out, taking hold of Peter's blackened and singed hand, cradling it to her chest. She craved for something back – a glimmer of love, a reassuring squeeze, but nothing. He was gone, and she was left all alone again.

Despite her sobbing, Derek stood. No sympathy or kindness in his bright red stare, looking out at the group of friends and Chris Argent, his glare full of warning.

"Derek... how... why..." Scott stuttered, his expression full of betrayal as Derek let his eyes fade back to their usual light green colour.

"It was necessary Scott" was Derek's short and gruff reply, offering no other explanations for his actions.

"No it wasn't" Scott screamed back, "you've... you've cursed me Derek... they're gonna kill me" pointing back at Chris Argent, but Derek simply narrowed his eyes, dismissing his concerns.

"Peter's gone now, so go back to your pathetic little lovesick, high school life" Derek stated, making Scott stare at him in complete astonishment at the sudden shift in attitude but his words just unleashed more fury in her bones, dropping Peter's hand as she looked up at him in disgust.

She leapt to her feet, fully prepared to tear his face off when suddenly she got pulled back by a pair of arms wrapped around her waist, hauling her back away from Derek.

"I'm going to kill you" she exclaimed furiously, "I hate you, I hate you".

"Kaylz, stop, calm down" Stiles' hushed but panicked voice muttered next to her ear, "It's okay. Let's go".

"You can go to hell Derek" she continued to scream, ignoring Stiles' reassuring words, "you and me? We're done!"

He paid no attention to her, which aggravated her even more. As if she was not even worth a look of acknowledgement after everything they had been through together.

"Stiles, get her out of here" he instructed, "and don't come back".

Stiles attempted to pull her back, but she was having none of it. She was headstrong and stubborn on a normal day, but today was not a normal day.

She escaped his grip, pushing him away from her so she stood solely by herself, her fists clenched by her sides. Her entire body was shaking, and her chest was rising and falling rapidly. Every inch of her body, all the way from the tips of her toes to the roots of her hair was itchy with agitation, her irises burning alive with that bright green glow.

Derek finally looked at her, and beneath his own stubborn and headstrong glare was a flash of trepidation.

"Go home Kayla" he ordered, "because you won't win a fight against me".

Her rage, intense and all-consuming, just kept building and building. The usual calming sight of the forest disappeared from her vision until all she could see was Derek and his blood-red eyes.

At that moment, she felt like a rabid dog foaming at the mouth. Never before had she been so disgustingly infuriated, her entire body flaming hot with bitter hostility.

Another clap of thunder, although much louder, snapped through the sky which made Derek frown, briefly glancing upwards towards the silver-cast night sky.

"Kayla..." he muttered, his stare hard as he looked back at her, "stop it".

Stop it? Stop what? She wasn't doing anything!

The air around them became static - electrically charged and burning a strange pungent smell that reminded her of chlorine. At the same time, the little hairs on the back of her neck and arms began to rise.

She was too angry to care.

Angry about everything. Standing in a pool of her own wrath.

She wanted to show Derek how angry she was.

She felt about ready to blow - like her little human body vessel could not contain this much emotion - when a crack of electric white flashes shot down from the sky, hitting a single tree not far in the distance.

It was so loud her ears rang, and so close she felt her body tingle like she had pins and needles.

Her friends behind her got spooked, ducking for cover and letting out noises of complete shock, but she stayed still, feeling something akin to relief spread through her veins. Like someone had released a pressure valve under her skin.

The tree cracked and singed, like it, too, was being burnt alive.

The glow faded from her eyes, blinking back the surprise at what just happened.

"Stiles" Derek said, although his voice seemed almost hesitant. A stark contrast to two minutes ago. "Take her away from here. Right now".

Unlike before, she didn't resist Stiles' hands that began tugging her backwards. Her glare, although not as fiery, stuck on Derek.

"I'll never forgive you for this" she muttered, a new kind of scarily quiet seething rage settling in her gut, "you're just like everyone else".

He didn't respond - and somehow, that made it worse. Like he had accepted their relationship was over. He picked being the Alpha over her and her trust.

Next thing she knew, she was crammed in the back of Jackson's porsche next to Stiles who, she had just noticed, hadn't let go of her hand. Despite the fact she was still shaking, only this time with sadness. Deep and enduring, penetrating sadness.

"Hey" Stiles whispered, tilting her chin towards him, "it'll be okay. Everything will be okay, I promise".

She wanted to believe him, she really did, but after everything that had just happened, she didn't have any energy left to hope.


"Stiles... we need to talk about this".

Stiles had long since tuned Scott out, watching through the window pane as Kayla stood next to Lydia's bed, examining her. Trying to figure out if, and in what way, the bite was affecting her - if it even was at all. He couldn't take his eyes off her, worried sick about her since the events of the Hale house. He tried to speak to her in Jackson's car but got nowhere, remaining still and silent and glum.

"Stiles?"

He sighed, twisting his neck to look at his best friend.

"Yeah?"

"Peter's dead" Scott whispered, "Derek's the Alpha now; Allison's family knows about me, Lydia may or may not be a werewolf, and Kayla..."

"What about Kayla?" he asked with a frown, bordering on defensive.

"Well, she... she got mad" Scott explained delicately, wincing as he did so.

"Yeah, I think she had a pretty good reason to".

"So mad that lightning then came shooting out of the sky".

"Kayla didn't cause that" he immediately said, "it was just some freak weather, that's all".

"Nothing was forecast".

"Hence why I used the word 'freak' Scott".

"Derek looked scared" Scott continued to point out, "scared of Kayla".

"So, what, you think because she got so out of control furious that she caused that lightning strike and almost inadvertently killed us all?" he scoffed in disbelief, even though a part of him thought that too. "How could that even happen?"

Scott shrugged helplessly, "I have no idea, but it was weird".

Weird indeed. Maybe a little too weird to be just a coincidence.

He didn't get a chance to mull over that as Kayla emerged from Lydia's room, her expression flat and void of much emotion.

"It's not healing - supernaturally" she said, "but it's also not killing her".

"Wait" he cut in, looking at her in shock, "so she's not turning into a werewolf?"

"I don't think so".

"So she's going to be alright?" Scott asked, "she's not dying?"

"If she were dying, she would be bleeding black blood by now. Either, by some miracle, it just hasn't affected her, or..."

"Or she's turning into something else" Stiles muttered in daunting realisation, sharing a terrified look with Scott.

"Yeah" Kayla whispered, subconsciously rubbing the upper wrist of the arm that Peter had bitten, "seems to be a lot of that lately".

The three on them fell into awkward silence, unsure what to say or bring up after the shambles of the night.

"Kaylz..." he whispered sympathetically, "do you need to talk about-"

"We should take turns keeping an eye on Lydia" she interrupted him, swallowing back her emotions as if daring to appear upset or unnerved was weak, "if the Argents come for her, or... or she does... turn. I don't want anything to happen to her".

"Of course" Scott nodded, "I'm happy to take the first shift".

"Me too" Stiles added, "I'm way too wired to sleep after everything".

"Me three" she sighed, "I'll get us some coffee".

Before he could offer to help, she had turned and walked away down the corridor, her shoulders sagged in defeat.

He didn't know how to help her, but he wanted to try. He didn't know why she was pulling away from him, but it felt like something had changed. Whatever else had happened at the Hale house clearly deeply affecting her.

"Uh..." he glanced at Scott hopelessly, "should I...?"

"Should you go after her?" he asked, "Yes".

Didn't need to tell him twice.

When he caught up to her, she was already standing by the coffee machine, her eyes glazed over as she let the hot liquid overflow from the cardboard cup and spill over the tips of her fingers.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa, easy" he called out, hurrying over to her and pulling her hand away, "you'll burn yourself".

She blinked a couple of times, reality rushing back to her as she winced, shaking her hand that was no doubt stinging with pain.

"You okay?" he asked, throwing the cups in the trash can next to them.

"It's just hot liquid. I'll be fine".

"Not just about the coffee" he clarified, grabbing some tissue and wiping her hands dry, "about... everything".

She finally met his gaze, and his heart broke at just how sad she looked.

"You-you mean about Peter?"

"I mean about everything" he said, wanting to take her in his arms and never let go, "a lot happened".

"I... I don't really want to talk about it".

"You don't want to talk about it?" he asked, "or you don't want to talk about it with me?"

She didn't say anything, just simply looked down and avoided his concerned and worried stare.

"I... I killed Peter".

"No" he shook his head, "Derek killed Peter".

"I had the gun in my hand and I shot him" she continued, "I intended to kill him. I thought I did, and... and I don't know how you can look at me the same after that".

"You're... You're worried about what I think about you?"

"It's just... it's all happening again. Me and destructive bad decisions. I... I was willing to kill my own father, what the hell kind of person does that make me?"

"One that's able to make the hard decisions" he explained, "nothing is ever black and white. The world lives in shades of grey, right?"

He didn't know if she was taking what he said on board, seeming to zone out of the conversation and back inside her head where God knows what was going on.

"What else happened?" he asked knowingly, "before I got there?"

She chewed her lip, her heel bouncing up and down off the floor in restless agitation, her forced demeanour slipping. It took a short while, but it seemed she was close to opening up and telling him when suddenly she shut down again. Like a switch had been turned off inside her.

"I need to freshen up" she muttered out of the blue, "excuse me".

"Kayla? Kaylz, hey wait-"

She disappeared into the women's bathroom, the door swinging shut on him before he could change her mind.


She couldn't get the image of her family burning alive out of her head.

She hadn't told anyone, not even Stiles, about the brutal images forcefully playing over and over inside her head. Instead, she did what she did best - she kept it to herself, torturing herself over and over again with the fresh pain. Before coming to Beacon Hills, she just knew they died in a terrible house fire. She didn't know the details. However, since coming to Beacon Hills, not only did she find out she was in the fire and survived, but Peter had given her memories of what actually happened and it was hell.

She could smell the tinge of burning flesh and thick black smoke every time she inhaled. Each time she blinked, wild flames seemed to sear across her vision. Then, worst of all, was not only the screams of bone-chilling terror, but Peter's promise to her that he would save her life.

Her hands were clinging to the white porcelain sink, trying to quell her tremor. When she looked in the mirror, she hardly recognised herself.

Actually, that was a lie. She did recognise herself... only it was herself from a year ago. Not the self she had worked so hard for now. Her heart was continually racing, pounding in her chest like it was trying to break out, her entire body jittery and restless, her palms slick with sweat. To any normal person, they might assume she was nervous. Maybe scared.

She knew better.

Since Jackson's car, she was craving a release. A release from everything that had piled up on top of her the last few weeks.

She was craving to use.

It had been an escape for her. She didn't use drugs or alcohol because she liked it - although sometimes she did - she used it because it allowed her to escape her fucked up life. And unfortunately for her, her life had just gotten a whole lot more fucked up.

She momentarily closed her eyes, trying not to let her thoughts run away from her. Her heartbeat, usually sitting at about 45 beats per minute, was easily nearly triple that, leaving her on edge and antsy. If she didn't manage to get ahold of herself, then she was going to fall and fall hard. Back into old and dangerous ways.

The bathroom door squeaked open for about the tenth time since she escaped into it, making her jump a little. Glancing over her shoulder to see Melissa, Scott's mom, walk in. She had only met her once before, and that was when she swiped her key card for some morphine to help with the full moon.

She couldn't help but let her eyes drop to her badge, knowing that if she got her hands on that she could have access to anything she wanted.

'No, stop it Kayla' she told herself, 'don't even go there'.

"Hi Kayla" Melissa greeted, all decked out in her nurse scrubs, her kind face filled with concern and sympathy, "Scott and Stiles wanted me to check up on you. Is everything alright?"

She supposed hanging out in the hospital bathroom for the better part of an hour would elicit some level of concern.

"I'm good" she dismissed, turning back to look down at the sink, "it's just been a long night".

"Lydia's going to be okay" she said, "she's out of the woods and doing well".

She mustered up the most convincing smile she could, although it fell flat. "Good. I'm glad".

She could feel Melissa's gaze on her back, no doubt able to see through her facade - which, let's face it, wasn't hard. She was tweaking hard - and she came closer, hovering a few feet behind her.

"Do you need someone to speak to?" she asked softly, "or... or I can call someone for you?"

Who did she have to call and rely on? No one.

She remained quiet, unable to even muster up the energy to shake her head.

"I uh... I heard about who was responsible for the fire. Kate Argent".

The name made her recoil in disgust, every fibre of her being hating that woman and all the destruction she caused.

"I can't even imagine what you're going through" she whispered, "but there are two boys out there who would really like to help you, and if I can offer any advice, it would be to accept that help. In times like this, you need your friends".

Logically, that was true. It wasn't like she really had anyone else around, was it?

She bit her lip, slowly turning to face Melissa.

The Woman seemed exhausted and a little frazzled, her wild hair that was tied back in a bun escaping to frame her face, but her eyes remained warm and kind. A genuinely nice person.

Scott really scored in the mom department.

She had the sudden urge to confide in her, although she wasn't sure where that came from. She didn't do well with authoritanian figures or those that tried to help her, but Melissa seemed different. Not at all like the kinds of adults she was used to, that would either hate her or take advantage of her.

Her mouth opened, about to spill her heart out, when something in her brain clicked and told her to shut the hell up.

Why would Scott's mom really care about her? She didn't know her. She didn't have a relationship with her. Maybe she was just pretending. That's what people did - they pretended and lied and she wasn't going to fall for that anymore. When she trusted people, she got stung.

Well... not again.

Her mouth snapped shut, holding in her woes and worries.

"I'm okay" she nodded, although her tone of voice clearly indicated otherwise, "I'll be fine. I'm always fine".

She wasn't 'always' fine, in fact she had a tendency to spiral, but today, for all intents and purposes, she was fine. She needed them to believe that.

Melissa appeared a little crest fallen, clearly hoping to get through to her, but reached out for her arm none the less and gave it a reassuring squeeze.

"If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here" she whispered, "I know it might not be the 'cool' thing to do, but maybe I can help".

It was sweet - she was sweet - and it did make her want to sob her heart out in her arms, even though she didn't know this woman, but she held back. Simply nodding her head in acknowledgement.

Melissa smiled, bowing her head and exiting the bathroom. Leaving her tired, cold and alone with only her thoughts.

A dangerous place to be.

She always thought she was good at being alone, but the truth was she sucked at it. When she was alone, she fucked up. She made bad decisions and self destructed.

She could feel herself slipping, but didn't know how to stop herself. The weight of everything suddenly becoming too heavy for her to keep holding. Like a slow descent into old habits.

She looked at herself in the mirror, flattening and pushing her hair back and wiping the mascara from under her eyes.

She had to pull herself together. She didn't have a choice. If she broke, what if she couldn't piece herself back together again?

She looked like death warmed up still, but plucked up the courage to finally leave the bathroom and into the bright and harsh fluroscent lights of the hallway, spotting Scott and Stiles sitting in the hard plastic seats just down the hall. They caught sight of her almost instantaneously, Stiles rushing over in a flail of limbs.

"Hey" he greeted, his face tense and on edge, "I was worried. Is everything okay?"

Lying to him was like kicking a puppy, but she didn't want to break down. Not now. Not here.

She forced a small smile on her face, hoping to ease his concerns.

"I'm... okay".

He seemed dubious, giving her a thorough once over.

"No, you're not. I can tell when you're lying, remember?"

... He was the first person that could.

"It's just... it's been a long night" she settled on saying, slowly moving towards Scott as Stiles stuck close to her side, "I'll be fine. We should... we should make a plan".

"Plan?" Stiles asked, "for what?"

"Protecting Lydia. Keeping ourselves safe from Derek. Not pissing off the Argents. What we're going to tell the cops, aka your dad".

Her boyfriend winced, "that's a lot on the to-do list".

It did. It seemed almost overwhelming when she heard herself say the words.

"Derek will want you in his pack" she said to Scott, "the bigger the pack, the more power he has".

"I'm not joining him" Scott vehemently denied, "I won't".

"Right answer" she nodded, "but he'll try. Now he's an Alpha, he'll be... strong. Powerful. There's no telling what he'll do".

She hated to admit it, but it was true. Her cousin was untrustworthy and drunk on power. He was now their enemy.

"So you think he's going to try and turn more people into werewolves?" Stiles asked, "to grow his pack?"

"To turn teenagers into his pawns" she corrected, her tone bitter, "like chess. They'll exist to protect him".

"Who will he turn?"

"I don't know" she shrugged in response to Scott's question, "maybe... maybe people that are lost. He'll want to give them a purpose so they feel more indebted to him. People that want to escape life".

She could easily see the appeal. Leaving life's pressures behind, even for a moment, was a sweet enticement. She wanted the same thing. Only she couldn't get that from the bite of an Alpha. There was only one thing she could get that from, and that was in the form of dangerous illegal substances. There was a reason she turned to them when her family was killed... because they made the pain of living barely bearable.

She realised she hadn't spoken, almost dissociating from where she stood in the middle of the hospital, finally focusing to see Scott and Stiles peering at her in concern.

'Stop thinking about it Kayla' she chastised herself, 'be the bigger person'.

"Uh..." she mumbled, giving her head a small shake, "anyone spring to mind?".

"Yeah" Stiles scoffed, "like, half the school".

It was true... teenagers didn't just take the bite easier, they were also easy targets. Susceptible to the allure and promise of power and greatness.

The trio fell into uneasy silence, each knowing that the threat of Peter may be gone, but new threats were on the horizon. Battle lines being drawn.

It was then she noticed, walking down the corridor, was Allison. She looked drained and disshelved, maybe even a little sheepish. It must've been at least two in the morning, which meant she probably snuck out of her house to come here.

She didn't know how to react, standing awkwardly still as Scott rushed to greet her, but the young Argents gaze stayed fixated on Kayla, something of an apology written in her big brown doe eyes.

"Kayla, I... I didn't get a chance to-to apologise... earlier... at the... when everything happened..."

Scott stood by Allison, holding her hand in support.

Of course it wasn't Allison's fault, none of this was, and she stuck by her decision to protect her at The Hale house, but she felt a little bitterness when she looked at her, seeing snippets of Kate in her appearance.

Kate - who burned her family alive. The catalyst to all of these terrible things that had happened.

She shouldn't judge Allison for being an Argent, after all, she knew better than anyone that you don't choose your family, but could Allison withstand the familial pressures? If, and when, the battle lines were drawn, would she choose them or her family?

She didn't know what to say, that uncomfortable pressure starting to drown her again. Allison was her friend, but she couldn't help but just see Kate when she looked at her.

That visceral reaction accumulated into sweaty palms and a tight twisting in her stomach, her heart pounding even harder.

Scott seemed to notice, picking up on her cues and listening to her racing heart, looking between the two in worry.

"Allison" he started off saying, "maybe now isn't a good time-"

"It's not your fault" she said, cutting off Scott, "her actions are just that - hers. You didn't cause any of this".

Logically, that was true. Except the nauseating bitterness didn't lessen any.

"She was still my family and she-and she killed yours" Allison said, her bottom lip quivering slightly, "I didn't think she was capable of it".

"People are capable of a lot more than we realise".

Her words, an eerie homage to just hours ago when she held a gun to her own father and cousin, almost successfully killing one.

Allison sniffed, her eyes, although full of sympathy, a little cautious.

"I'm sorry I doubted you. All of you" she added, "I trusted someone I shouldn't have. From now on, I've got your backs. My family won't convince me otherwise".

"Will you help protect Lydia?" Kayla asked, "because they'll come for her. It's what they do".

What she said was a little harsh, but it was true. Unable to mince or soften her words.

"With my life" Allison vowed.

"Then that's good enough for me" she shrugged half heartedly, choosing to end the conversation by sitting down in one of the uncomfortable seats and crossing her legs, her foot bouncing up and down.

Allison and Scott chose to sit a few chairs away as they talked in hushed whispers, whilst Stiles sat next to her, a permanent frown etched between his brows.

"Do you really forgive her, or are you just saying that?" he asked, "because either way I understand".

Honestly, she didn't know. Tonight wasn't the night to try and make sense of anything.

"It's not her fault" she mumbled, her foot bouncing up and down quicker, agitation snaking it way through her body.

"She was manipulated by Kate" he observed, "she was good at that, to get away with what she did for so long".

It was clear he was trying to get her to open up, but she didn't know if she could. Barely able to keep herself sane in this moment in time.

She hummed in agreement, picking at her cuticles.

She could feel his gaze lingering on her, clearly still worried about her mental state, and she wondered if it was really that obvious she was falling apart or if it was just obvious to him. Whatever bullshit excuse she could make up she knew wouldn't cut it. He seemed to see right through her, an uncanny knack for spotting her facade.

But being honest with him meant being honest with herself, and she didn't know what version was the truth. All her feelings, every emotion, each thought, seemed overwhelmingly complicated.

She switched crossing legs, unable to sit still. Trying to fight her way through the cravings that was seizing her body, trying to push them to the back of her mind.

His hand reached out, laying across her thigh and immediately her leg stopped jiggling, a sense of calm spreading through her body.

"It might not feel like it now, but it'll be okay" he whispered, his fingers stroking her leg reassuringly, "you can get through it".

A rush of hot tears blurred her vision, that wave of sadness and despair squeezing her heart.

"Can I?" she whispered, glancing at him from the corner of her eye, "because now I really have no one..."

"That's not true" Stiles said, shaking his head, "you got me. Always".

She wanted to believe his words, but that small nagging voice in the back of her head told her that wouldn't always be the case. That, one day, he would leave her. Just like everyone else.

"Peter told me something... in the car" she whispered, conjuring up the only thing she felt ready to admit, "about what I am".

"Oh?" Stiles asked, "he... he told you?"

"Yeah".

"Do you believe him?"

"He had no reason to lie".

He looked like he wanted to disagree with her but held his tongue, sensing that now was not the time or the place to bash Peter.

"Well... what did he say?" he asked.

She wondered if admitting this to him would change things. If she really was what Peter had said, could he one hundred percent be okay with dating a seductress? Werewolves were one thing to wrap his head around, but a girl with the supposed power and allure over men? Surely that was off putting. She couldn't imagine the trust issues that could cause.

Yet, somehow, it seemed easier to admit to that than what she was feeling, especially with the memories Peter gave her.

She pursed her lips, hoping - almost selfishly - that he would stick by her, even though she didn't know what it meant for them.

"He, uh... he said I was... enchanted" she admitted, unable to focus anywhere but his hand comforting her thigh, "that... that I'm a... I'm a seductress".

She expected more of a response from him. Instead, he remained quiet and pensive, and when she shyly glanced up, his expression didn't seem all that shocked.

"Honestly? It makes sense" he said, causing her to frown, "you said it yourself. Guys got too close to you, and you made them horny. I was thinking something along the seductress lines too".

Her big admission wasn't all that big anymore, surprised he wasn't recoiling away from her in disgust.

"You're... you're okay with it?" she asked in surprise, "but... but I'm a... I'm a..."

"My best friend's a werewolf. I can handle anything" he snorted, smiling and trying to make her laugh, but instead the shock at the apparent acceptance was taking over.

Why did he still want her? Surely 'seductress' had many negative connotations, right?

"It doesn't change who you are" he promised, giving her thigh a reassuring squeeze, "and we'll get it under control".

She didn't know what to say, at a loss for words as she blinked slowly, watching his hand still sink into her thigh - being the only thing keeping her grounded.

"But what if it makes me dangerous?" she asked, scared to dance with the fact that maybe being bad was just in her blood, "what if I'm dangerous?"

"You're not" he immediately stated, shaking his head. Clearly unwilling to even consider the mere thought.

"But I could be" she said, "we don't know that".

"I do, okay?" he insisted, "I know you. You're not bad".

Her past decisions told otherwise, but she supposed it was sweet he was so protective over her.

"The lightning".

Her words made his back straighten, looking at her in concern. Clearly, he had been worrying about the same thing.

"It was freak weather" he insisted, "you couldn't have caused that".

She had wondered though if maybe she did. As if the weather mirrored her emotions.

"Maybe" she agreed, "but looking at Derek, I just got so angry. I don't think I have ever felt that angry before. This rage just kept building and building and when I felt like I could finally snap, that's when it happened".

"Coincidence" he insisted, "it was a one off freak event".

"And if it wasn't?"

"Then... then we'll deal with it" he promised, "that's what we do best, right?"

She hoped so. She really, really, really did.


By the time nearly 4am rolled around, Allison had fallen asleep on Scott's shoulder who was struggling to stay awake himself, where as Stiles was completely out of it. Sprawled over three chairs, his head in her lap.

With being the only two awake, Scott and her shared some tense and worried looks across the width of the corridor, but both were unsure what to say.

The longer she was forced to sit still, the antsier she got. Her toes wriggled in her shoes, her cuticles were long since picked off and she had now moved onto rubbing the crook of her elbow. A response to feeling overwhelmed and craving an escape. She did and tried a lot of things, but injecting gave her the quickest and most intense hit which, of course, meant it was more dangerous.

But that was her... almost tantalising close to deaths door.

Tangoing with death, if you will.

By the time she noticed what she was doing, her skin was red raw and agitated, that need somewhat growing stronger.

She thought with the more hours that passed the cravings would lessen, but they actually seemed to get worse. Her limbs were jittery, her palms sweaty and heart beat remained quick and fluttery. Instead of focusing on how to protect Lydia, all she could think about was how sweet and free she could feel if she just had one small hit.

Scott was looking at her again, this time with deep concern. Clearly hearing how fast her heart was pounding, no doubt smelling how anxious and desperate she was.

"Kayla?" he called out quietly across the hallway as to not wake up Allison, "are you okay?"

Beads of sweat tinged her forehead, her mouth dry - like cotton balls had been stuffed around her gums.

"I'm good" she said, although her voice was shaky and lackluster, returning to rubbing the crook of her elbow.

He didn't believe her, frowning in worry.

"Your heart is racing. What's going on?"

She couldn't tell him. He wouldn't understand. None of them would. They hadn't fallen victim to the unforgiving tight clutches of addiction.

With addiction, it was mind over matter. When she finally accepted she wanted to get better, she powered through. She worked on herself. Her stubborn mindset aided with that.

Only now, she wasn't as strong. Within days, her life had crumbled all over again and she felt like that same little kid that got robbed of her dad and brother with no one to turn to. Whatever self soothing techniques and coping mechanisms she had learnt to keep the addiction at bay were suddenly lost - like she had forgotten everything rehab had taught her.

She wanted to escape.

She wanted an out.

Not to die, no. That she didn't want - surprisingly. She just wanted life to stop for a few moments. To just hit pause. She felt like she was on a rollercoaster she couldn't get off, nauseating her to her very core.

She swallowed thickly, avoiding Scott's stare.

"I, uh... I just need some fresh air" she mumbled, lifting Stiles' head up off her lap as she stood, "it's-it's hot in here and I... I can't concentrate".

Techncially, that was true. She felt suffocated and boxed in, like the four walls were closing in on her. Her skin clammy and slick with sweat.

"Do you need me to come with you?"

He was sweet to ask, and she really should have said yes. Sticking with people was the only way to keep herself safe.

"N-No, it's fine" she insisted, her head telling her that whereas her heart was pleading with her to accept his company, "I just... I need a minute".

She was flustered and panicked as she made her way out the hospital in a fluffy of limbs, nearly falling to her knees in relief as she stepped out into the cool night air. An instant relief.

Although, not the kind of relief she was wanting.

She hated that, when bad things happened, her first instinct was to self destruct. Recreational drug use used to be fun. Soon, it became a crutch. Then it became a lifeline - which was ironic, considering it almost ended hers multiple times.

No one knew the full extent of her issues. Not her mom, not Jane, not Aiden, not Stiles, not even the hospitals that would save her life time and time again.

They all knew she was bad with it, but it was worse than they could comprehend. There was so much she hadn't told them - both out of shame and fear.

The problem with her was that she didn't do things by half measures. She was all in or all out. Unfortunately, in the height of her drug use, that meant she was all in. She had tried every drug out there, and even the ones that didn't have a name yet. She pushed her body and mind to the brink that it was a miracle she was able to regain a semi-normal life once again.

She had done things she couldn't remember but knew had happened.

She had tripped so hard that she was held on a 72-hour emergency hold in a psych unit due to drug-induced hallucinations. Still, to this day, a small part of her brain wonders if maybe she did actually enter an alternate dimension because that's how real it felt; even though, logically, that was absolutely ridiculous.

When one drug wasn't enough, she would start mixing. One time, she was so off her face that she stole a car and crashed it headfirst into a tree.

She was fucked up. Messy and fucked up beyond belief. She hated having these urges because she wished she could handle things normally.

Why couldn't she just cry like a normal person? Why did she have to feel the need to dull the pain with something so dangerous?

She sat on the kerb outside the hospital, bringing her knees to her chest. She wasn't big into all that spiritual crap, but she did her best to regulate and slow her breathing. Maybe if she calmed down, the cravings would go away.

God, she really hoped they would go away.

'They'll pass Kayla' she told herself, 'they always pass. Just breathe'.

The thing about cravings were, no matter how intense, they did always pass. It was only temporary. All she had to do was ride the wave...

... Even if the wave felt like a God damn tsunami.

She had her eyes closed, hyper focused on her breathing, but felt like she was being watched and when she opened her eyes, she saw Derek standing in front of her.

Whatever deep breathing exercises she was doing went out the window. That sudden and sharp enragement returning to her very bones.

"What are you doing here?" she ground out, pushing herself to her feet and almost falling over as she did, "go away".

"I'm giving you one more chance to join me" he said, his hands clasped behind his back, "to help put this family back together".

"Don't you dare-" she exclaimed, angrily stabbing a finger in his direction, "-put fixing our family on me after everything you did".

"You're a Hale" he emphasised, "you belong with me".

"You-you manipulated me. You lied to me. I can't trust your sorry ass ever again".

"I did what I had to do-"

"No. You did what was in your best interest. That's it. So don't come here and try and convince me of your cause, you self entitled bastard".

"... You were really intending to kill Peter, weren't you?" he asked, looking at her a little warily.

"To put an end to all this? Yeah. Yeah I was. You got a problem with that?"

"I've just never seen you like that before".

She scoffed, "you've not seen me like a lot of things. You don't know me".

"I used to".

"Exactly. Used to" she insisted, "not now".

"Do you really think the Argents will just let this go?" he demanded, "they'll come for you, and Lydia, and Scott. You need me".

She needed a lot of things right now and Derek wasn't one of them.

Her hands clenched into fists, desperately holding back her anger that was threatening to spiral out of control.

"I needed my cousin. Not an Alpha".

Derek shrugged, "I can be both".

"No. You made your choice, now get the hell out of my sight or so help me God I'll try and kill you too. Only this time, I won't fail".

Derek, although a little uneasy, seemed to smirk, turning around and disappearing into the parking lot.

However calm she managed to get was now non-existent. She was back to being agitated and angry and insanely crazed with urges.

How dare he!

How did he even have the nerve?!

Her fingernails dug into the palms of her hands, causing them to bleed. Her jaw clenched, hurting her own teeth.

It was ridiculous how much she was letting Derek get under her skin, but her tolerance for bullshit was low right now and his presence had just pushed her over the edge.

She couldn't do this.

She couldn't manage all these conflicting emotions.

She simply wasn't strong enough for this.

She may hate hospitals, but one good thing about hospitals were they always had a dealer close by. A dealer that would catch all the desperate patients that had tried, and failed, to get their hands on medication or drugs through the ER. It was a prime spot.

She wiped at her eyes, trying to hide how truly broken she felt, making her way towards the back of the hospital near the trash and the morgue entrance and, lo and behold, she found what she was looking for.

A scraggly guy in his mid twenties, loitering and pacing back and forth, trying and failing to not look fishy. She could tell by the way he held himself what he did. Maybe to anyone else he would look normal, maybe a little suspicious, but addicts could see right through other addicts.

Maybe it was her gift.

She kept her head down, quickly walking up to him, her arms folded across her chest. She didn't want to do this, but at the same time, she did. It was all very overwhelming and confusing.

He looked up at her from under his cap, his gaze appreciative. No doubt seeing dollar signs when he realised what kind of state she was in. Barely holding on by her fingernails.

"Hey sugar" he greeted, sending her a sleezy smile, one of his top teeth missing, "what can I do you for?"

She didn't know. She just wanted this pain and confusion to end.

"A couple lines? Some poppers? Or maybe you're more the crack pipe type" he smirked, "or... do you want something to make you a little loose?"

All she wanted was the world to stop spinning, just for a little while.

"Ket" she whispered, "you got any ketamine?"

He grinned, "you wanna enter the K-hole huh? My kinda girl".

"Do you have it or not?"

"You wanting to snort it or inject it?"

Her rubbing at her elbow crook was answer enough for him.

"Inject it. Got it" he nodded, slipping his backpack off and unzipping it, "you done this before kid?"

"Since I was thirteen".

"Oooft. Well, you'll need a big dose" he said, pulling out a vial and holding it up for her to see, "you got cash?"

... She didn't, and he knew that by her desperate expression on her face.

"I'll tell you what" he grinned, giving her a creepy look up and down, "hot new customers usually get a discount. I'll give you this for free because something tells me I'll be seeing you again very soon".

He offered it to her, and in that moment she felt like she was making a deal with the devil.

She should walk away right now before she indulged. Before she slipped and made a terrible, terrible mistake.

Her hands shook, hating herself as she reached out and took the vial, clasping it in her hand.

"See you soon, sugar".

She should have known her life was too unstable to carry on with the kind of sobriety that was expected of her. It had only been 15 months since her family were murdered in front of her, and 4 months since she left rehab. It was super early in her so called 'recovery' for all these changes and emotions.

Or was she just saying that to justify herself?

She was shaking - both from fear and shame but also desperation - as she crashed back into the hospital, catching sight of a medical cabinet on wheels and flung it open when no one was looking, grabbing the first needle and syringe she could find.

If the world could just stop spinning, maybe things would get better.

Maybe her brain could finally just rest. She clumsily fell into a bathroom stall, locking the door and sliding to the floor. Her bleary eyes not paying attention to the dosage before taking one of her socks off and tying it around her upper arm - a makeshift tourniquet.

Her vein was barely visible, just beginning to pop, when she plunged the needle in and injected. The liquid disappearing into her vein.

Immediately, she felt lighter. Her worries and grief beginning to ease. Her head was a little less busy and self-destructive which was all she wanted.

She just wanted the world to stop for a moment before she drowned.

A sigh of relief escaped her lips, her arm falling limply to her side.

Finally, the world was beginning to still, and she felt a little bit of peace spread through her veins.

That's all she wanted... was to just press pause...

A/N) Kayla's struggles will be explored more in depth. Although only bits and pieces of her past have been shown, and she is trying to do well, the accumulation of events can definitely lead to a relapse, especially considering how unstable she is as a character lol but I promise she'll be fine. Relapses and blips are common, especially early in recovery (I'm exploring this now, since the first time i published, as I now have a degree in mental health nursing, I work in a rehab, and also am working on a criminology degree, so i feel like it will be interesting to explore). :)

Chapter 56: Wake up call

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Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. 

She felt her entire body beginning to melt, as if every atom and particle inside her was liquifying. To most people, that would be terrifying and downright abhorrent. To her, it was a welcome relief.

She would take feeling nothing over feeling everything.

The walls of the bathroom stall began to wave and split, funny little circles and stars swarming her vision.

This is why she leaned more towards injecting... because the hit was instantaneous. Something that someone like her, who lacked patience, much appreciated.

She didn't know how big of a dose she took, but when she looked down at her body, it was as if she was hovering hundreds of feet above it. Like her consciousness had completely separated from her corporeal form and floated to a totally different dimension.

She didn't fight it. She allowed her fucked up brain to find the moments of peace she so desperately craved, whilst her body - slow and clumsy - tried to exit the bathroom.

The complete disconnect was the only thing keeping her in check right now. Which was ironic considering her mind was being thrust through every single possible universe out there, making her think she was some sort of alien life force ready to inflict terror and war on earth.

This was definitely going to be a fucked up trip.

But, then again, was it anymore fucked up than her actual life?


"Do you want me to go look for her?"

Stiles, whilst agitatedly biting his thumbnail, shook his head at a guilt-ridden Scott, pacing back and forth along the hospital corridor.

"No. No you two stay here" he mumbled, "someone needs to keep an eye on Lydia".

"I should've gone after her" Scott said, clearly kicking himself as Allison linked her arm through his comfortingly, "she looked so lost. I just believed her when she said she needed some air".

"It's not your fault, Scott" he sighed, panicked and sweating as he ripped his tie from his shirt collar, "I should've stayed awake and kept an eye on her. She's not acting like herself tonight".

He had seen it since the Hale house. Like something had switched inside her. A new kind of broken that he hadn't seen before.

"What if she's gone to finish what she started with Derek?" Allison asked shyly, a nervous glint in her brown gaze.

His mind flashed back to her raw and futile anger. Standing in the middle of the clearing, energy buzzing all around her. Then, horrifyingly, the snap of white hot lighting erupted from the sky.

If what Allison said was the case, then Derek better watch out.

"Maybe" he considered, but he wondered if she had chosen a more destructive path. After all, she said it herself... that was what she did best.

His worry and panic increased tenfold, dropping the tie to rows of plastic seats and ran his hand over his hair, trying to not let his mind wander to the worst-case scenarios.

Unfortunately, he was too late. His mind was already there.

"I'll take a drive" he decided with an affirming nod, "keep your phones on. If I need help, I'll call".

He turned around, ready to raise heaven and high water to find her safe but, much to his surprise, she was already wandering up the corridor towards them.

A rush of relief surged through his veins, breathing a sigh of relief that she came back to them - back to him - but that was soon gone when he noticed how dishevelled she looked. Her navy crew top was slipping off her shoulder, one arm ripped as if someone had taken scissors to it. Her hair was messy and tangled whilst she only had one Converse on, her other foot completely bare.

He had a terrible sneaking suspicion, but he didn't want to entertain it. Feeling like he was doing a disservice to her if he suddenly thought the worst.

He called out her name, rushing towards her. Scott and Allison hot on his heels.

"Hey, what-what happened?" he asked, cupping her cheeks and tilting her head up towards him, "Kayla, talk to me".

She wasn't able to focus on him, her jaw slightly slack as she stared somewhere above his head, swaying in his arms.

"Kaylz?" he demanded, slightly louder than before, his panic increasing tenfold, "are you okay?"

It was as if she couldn't hear him, stuck in her own little world.

"Stiles..." Allison whispered in dread, standing next to him and peering at Kayla with anxious eyes, "look at her pupils. She's taken something".

There it was - the worst-case scenario he didn't want to entertain, feeling like if he did, he was betraying her. Only now, looking at her pretty green eyes that were almost swallowed whole by pitch-black pupils, he couldn't deny it anymore.

All the pain, all the pressure, it made her break.

He should've realised sooner. She told him how bad she got with drugs and alcohol after her family died, why didn't he put two and two together that this could be a possibility? In one night, her entire world crumbled. He was naive to not consider she could end up this way - but then again, that was him. Naive. Stupid and naive.

"Oh Kaylz" he whispered, his heart breaking for her. Knowing she would be beating herself up for this when she sobered up.

"Does she need help?" Scott asked, "she doesn't look so good".

He didn't know. He wasn't an expert at this kind of thing. Hell, he hadn't even had a drag of weed like most teens had. Did she need help, or did she just need to ride this out? Or was she struggling and overdosing? He didn't know. He didn't know the signs, but in this moment he wished he had paid more attention in health class.

"Kaylz?" he asked again, holding her cheeks and trying to get her to focus on him, "what did you take?"

She was rigid, but swaying. Completely unaware he was there.

"I'll get my mom" Scott said, "she can help".

"Scott, wait" he called out, forcing Scott to stop and turn around, "this needs to be kept on the down low. If her mom finds out about this..."

Maybe he was being selfish, but he hated the idea that Kayla's mom could punish her for this lapse by sending her away to rehab again or taking her from Beacon Hills for good.

After everything, she didn't deserve the wrath of her mom, too.

Scott swallowed nervously but nodded. Rushing away to track down his mom as Allison came to stand next to him, a frown etched between her brows.

"It... it looks like some sort of psychedelic drug" she whispered, "that's why she doesn't know what's going on".

"Psychedelic? Like-Like LSD or PCP?"

Allison nodded glumly, nodding to an empty hospital room.

"Maybe we should take her in there for a bit of privacy?" she suggested, taking one of her arms and allowing Stiles to take the other, guiding her into the room even though her legs had stopped working. It was like trying to manoeuvre a block of wood.

They managed to get her in, trying to coax her to sit down on the neatly made bed but, despite her stiffness, she pushed them away half-heartedly, still looking towards the ceiling.

He was worried sick. Seeing her in this state elicited a very primal response in him. Not only did he want to look after and protect her, but he wanted to kill whoever helped give whatever she had taken to her.

"It's okay, it's just us" he tried to reassure, "it's just Stiles and Allison. We want to help you".

She didn't appear to understand what he was saying, blearily pushing away at his hands that were trying to reassure her.

"Stiles..." Allison warned gently, tugging on the back of his shirt, "be careful. She could get violent".

He didn't know enough about drugs to contest that, but he didn't think she would lash out at them, even if she was off her face.

Well... he hoped.

She began pacing, her neck still craned back and it was only when she got too close to the window, reaching out for it, did he indistinctively jump forward and coax her away.

"Okay, okay, definitely not" he said, "you're going nowhere with tall heights".

Just as he pulled her away from the window, Scott and Melissa came in, shutting the door behind them.

"Do you know what she's taken?" Melissa asked, straight away in nurse mode as she walked up to them.

"No-No idea" he replied, hovering close to her, not trusting anyone to look after her.

Melissa realised his overprotective stance, laying a hand on his arm.

"It's okay Stiles, I've got it".

If it was anyone but Melissa, he wouldn't be inclined to believe them. However, Melissa was trustworthy. She had proven herself to him time and time again.

Eventually, he took a step back, sharing a concerned look with Allison and Scott.

"Okay, Kayla, honey, can you hear me?" she asked, taking out a pen-size flashlight and holding it up to her eyes. "Do you know what you've taken?"

She didn't respond. Instead, she just continued to stare wide-eyed at the ceiling.

"We think maybe some kind of psychedelic" Allison chirped in, "her pupils are dilated".

"I agree" Melissa nodded, "I'd just feel better if I knew exactly what".

"Can you not just give her Narcan to counteract it?"

He didn't know much about drugs, but Narcan acted like a reversal, right?

"That only works for opioids" she corrected, "like heroin or fentanyl. Luckily, we can rule those out. They're incredibly dangerous".

Melissa managed to get her to sit on the edge of the bed, wrapping a blood pressure cuff around her arm and pumping it up, whilst they all stood nervously by with bated breath.

"Is she going to be okay?" he cut in, unable to stand still, "what's happening to her?"

Melissa sighed, turning to look at the three of them.

"Scott was saying her mom shouldn't be notified about this?"

"She's the last person that should know about this" he grumbled, "she's not… understanding. She'll blame her".

Melissa bowed her head in understanding, stroking Kayla's hair in a kind of motherly way.

"Okay, well, the good news is she's not overdosing. Her vitals are all to be expected. I'll need to keep her here to monitor her, though, for her safety, and start her on an IV drip. She's having a pretty intense trip. My best guess would be ketamine".

"K-Ketamine?" he asked, "like that stuff they give you for pain relief?"

"Anesthetic, yes" she corrected, "it has dissociative effects. How did she react when she found out about who caused the fire?"

Immediately, they all stiffened. Allison dipping her head in shame.

"Uh… badly" Scott offered, "she wasn't… coping well".

Understatement of the century.

"She just wanted a break" Melissa smiled sympathetically, "if she was intending to do herself harm, ketamine isn't usually the drug of choice".

He breathed out a long sigh of relief, scrubbing a hand down his face.

Deep down, he knew that, but he still worried. Hating the thought that he had missed all the signs.

"She's going to be just fine" Melissa reassured, "I'll start this IV drip and sit with her through it. It shouldn't last any longer than another half hour or so".

"But can't we-"

"No. She's my patient now and because she can't advocate for herself, that makes her my responsibility. When she comes out the other side and feels up for visitors, I'll come and get you".

"But-"

"Stiles-" she interrupted with a caring smile, "-I've got this. She's going to be just fine".

"Stiles, come on" Scott encouraged, taking his arm, "she's safe".

"Okay, okay" he surrendered, a little quip of agitation burning beneath the surface, "but if she isn't-"

"Then I will let you know" Melissa promised, "but that's not going to happen. She's going to be all right".

From the drugs, maybe. From everything else? He wasn't so sure.

Reluctantly he let Scott drag him from the room and out into the corridor, feeling like he left his heart behind.

"You heard my mom. She going to be okay" Scott said, "she'll be okay.

"Yeah… yeah, I know" he mumbled, clearly not even believing his own words as Scott sat down with him, Allison pacing in front of them.

"Stiles, what is it?"

"You both know, right? About her addiction?"

They both nodded somberly, as Allison muttered "bits and pieces".

"What if what's happened makes her… makes her feel like she has to turn to that again?"

Because, when he thought back, so little time had passed since her rock bottom. Too many stressors in such a short space of time were bound to spell disaster.

"Peter?" Scott asked nervously.

"Not just him" he disagreed, "finding out about the fire, the dishonesty from her family, having Derek betray her like that… It's a lot of shit to happen, Scott. What if she can't handle it?"

Neither of them knew what to say to reassure him, leaving him stewing in a pool of his own anxiety and fear that had begun to eat him alive.


When she finally came down from her intense and all-consuming K-hole trip, she didn't feel any better. The pain that she hoped would go away, was still there. Lingering just below the surface. Reminding her that even drugs couldn't fix her in the long run.

She went to rub her eyes but tugged at something tied to her hand, blinking and looking down to see an IV taped to the back of her hand.

What the hell?

Ignoring the pain, she pulled it free. Not wanting whatever was in it - especially if it was meant to help her.

"Kayla" a voice called out, making her look up, "how are you feeling?"

It took her a few seconds, but she finally recognised the person as Melissa standing at the foot of the bed she was in, a kind but concerned expression on her face.

"Fine" she lied, her voice weak and groggy as she looked around the hospital room, "why… why am I here?"

"Just a precaution" she said, slowly moving to sit on the edge of the bed next to her, "and for your safety. You were a little out of it".

She knew she was just being polite… she had been completely off her face.

"I would've been fine" she mumbled, "I know how to take care of myself".

"I know you do, but I wouldn't be a good nurse - or mother - if I didn't look after you".

She rubbed the back of her hand where the IV had been placed, smearing the small blood spots that escaped and tried to look anywhere but Melissa's warm and endearing brown eyes, so much like Scott's it made her feel a little guilty - as if she was letting them both down.

"Let me guess" she muttered bitterly, "this is where you tell me I'm being forcefully sectioned or some shit. Maybe another jaunt back to rehab?"

Surprisingly, Melissa shook her head which caused her to frown in disbelief, giving the nurse a suspicious look over.

"Well-" she snorted, "-I'm sure my mother will fix that. Maybe this time it'll be boot camp for disobedient and troublesome girls out in the back of bum fuck nowhere".

"Kayla, honey, I haven't called your mom".

Now that she was surprised about.

"… Why?" she asked, glancing around the room in wariness, thinking maybe this was just some kind of sick joke or lie to get her to open up and trust her.

"Because Stiles asked me not to".

Stiles… oh god…

She deflated at his name, her shoulders sagging. A sick sense of guilt twisting through her veins.

"He really cares about you, you know" Melissa whispered, a smile tugging at her lips, "it's nice to see".

"Yeah" she mouthed, picking at the hospital bedding entangled around her legs, "I know".

Maybe, after tonight, that wouldn't be the case.

"You have a difficult relationship with your mom?" Melissa asked gently, "Is that why he didn't want her finding out?"

Difficult wasn't a complicated enough word for the relationship they had.

"Something like that" she grumbled.

"I saw your hospital records" she continued, trailing off like she expected Kayla to say something - maybe object or get upset - but she didn't have the energy to react.

"Yeah, and?"

"You had a lot of hospital admissions last year".

"Overdoses, you mean" she corrected, "and yeah, I did".

"You were in a coma".

"For two days. It wasn't that serious".

"Where was your mom during all this?" Melissa asked softly.

"Grieving her other kid and wishing it was me that was six feet under. What's your point?"

"So you were all alone?" she continued, tears blurring the older woman's eyes making Kayla wonder why she was getting upset. She didn't even know her. Why wasn't she judging her like everyone else?

"Sometimes" she replied carefully, "I had a… a… someone".

"A boyfriend?"

"A someone".

"Is that the someone that broke your ribs?"

"What is this? An intervention?" she asked, "because I don't need one, and I don't need some second-hand sympathy".

"Is that someone still in your life?" Melissa continued.

"No" she shook her head, failing to omit the fact she still had Aiden's number - just in case.

"Good" the nurse smiled, "you've come a long way".

"And yet somehow, I still feel like I'm there".

"I just ask all this because… because I'm worried about you. I don't intend to involve anyone else at this stage, but given your history…"

"I get it. I'm a liability".

"You're a… cause for concern" Melissa said delicately, "what did you want to happen when you took those drugs tonight?"

She understood these lines of questioning - she had them multiple times before. Melissa was trying to figure out if she was at risk of topping herself.

"If I wanted to die, I wouldn't have chosen Ketamine. That's for amateurs" she answered bluntly, probably the most honest she had been with someone else - and herself - the entirety of the night.

"Then what was the reason?"

She bit her lip, looking down at her hands.

"I just… I just wanted to stop the pain for a little while. That's all" she whispered, "to stop the world spinning".

Surprisingly, Melissa reached for her hand. Her grasp reassuring and grounding.

"Please, Kayla" she nearly begged, "talk to someone when you feel like this. I don't want you to end up down that path again and be the one zipping up your body bag".

Her words, although shrouded in concern, cut through her like a knife. The full realisation of what could happen if she kept slipping hitting her like a ton of bricks.

For months, she was on the verge of death. Teetering and tantalising close to the edge. Back then, she didn't care what happened. Now, though, she had something to live for. No - survive for. She had to be the bigger thing here. She couldn't allow herself to get swallowed by her demons. Even if sometimes the fight didn't seem worth winning.

"I don't want to die" she reassured Melissa as honestly as she could, hoping she would believe her. "My life may be shit but, knowing my luck, my afterlife would probably be worse".

She tried to make the nurse laugh, but her dark humour was met with a disapproving head tilt.

"That's not funny Kayla" Melissa deadpanned.

She snorted, "It was a little funny".

"Are you reassuring me you're safe? That you're going to continue to be safe?"

"Yes" she nodded, "I hate hospitals. Believe me, I don't want to be back here".

Good" Melissa finally smiled, "and I'm sorry about the fire. I know it doesn't help, or bring back those you lost, but knowing who finally did it must bring some kind of closure?"

The fire…

"Uh… yeah. Yeah, I suppose it does" she shrugged, "but she's dead. She's not going to face real justice".

"I remember when it happened" Melissa mused sadly, "I was working that night. When we heard, we were told to prepare for survivors. Nearly everyone in the hospital rallied together to get all the supplies and medical equipment we could need… sadly, there was only one".

Two. But Melissa wasn't to know that.

"How far back did you look at my medical records?" she asked, causing Melissa to frown.

"Just the last year or so, why?"

Could she trust her enough to tell her and let her help?

She must've looked unsure because Melissa reached out, squeezing her hand.

"What is it?"

"If I tell you something, do you promise not to tell anyone?" she asked, much to Melissa's surprise.

"I… as a nurse, it's my duty to report certain things-"

"I was in the fire" she interrupted before Melissa could spiel off a whole rant about confidentiality and reporting, "and I need to know what my medical records say from that time".

"What?" the nurse asked in shock, "you… you were a survivor of the fire?"

"My family covered it up" she admitted, "Peter… Peter saved my life. I don't remember much from-from that time, but I want to find out more. I want to remember".

It was like opening Pandora's box, as dangerous as it could be, but she needed to know.

"Why would your family hide something like that?"

"I come from a pretty fucked up family, in case you didn't realise" she tried to joke, but her voice was pretty flat, "Melissa, please… I don't know who else to trust with this. No one else knows I remember bits and pieces, but I think something else happened around that time. Something worse than just not remembering".

Ever since finding out, she had a sinking feeling that the reason no one told her she survived was because it caused something much worse to happen - the snowball effect, so to speak. Laura would only take her memories for a reason, especially given the fact she was so new to being an Alpha. It would've been dangerous and unpredictable, so why did she do it? Something wasn't making sense, and she wanted to find out what.

"You think there's something in your medical records?"

"A kid in a house fire? There had to be injuries or something. I need to start somewhere".

Melissa rubbed her forehead, a stressed crease between her brows.

"And you want to remember?"

She wanted her own memories, not Peter's. Some would argue she wasn't stable enough for that, but she was capable of making her own decisions. If she had any hope of dealing with this earth-shattering event, she needed all the answers. Not just the ones people wanted her to have.

"Yes" she replied, "this is me taking back control of my life".

Melissa still seemed shocked, like a feather could knock her over.

"Okay" she conceded, "I will see what I can do".

She nodded in thanks, giving the older woman a smile.

"Scott's lucky to have a mom like you" she mumbled, not usually so open and vulnerable as she was now, "I hope he realises that".

"And you're lucky to have some great friends out there" she said, "they've not stopped worrying. Do you feel up for visitors?"

Honestly, no. At this moment in time, she couldn't face their sympathy or worry. Least of all from Stiles. It would just make her feel more shame than she could cope with.

"Uh… can I just have a little time?" she asked, "I don't… I don't know what to say to them".

"Of course. You take your time. I'll give you some space to organise your thoughts".


The space she needed was only an hour. Just an hour to freshen up, fix her face and make herself look a little less washed out and half dead, slapping her cheeks to bring some colour back.

Luckily, her other Converse had been placed at the end of the bed with some fresh hospital socks, which meant she didn't have to be awkwardly shoeless on her right foot, slipping it on and lacing it up.

She didn't think she would ever truly stop being a mess, or a liability, but she could try.

She was willing to try.

She left the hospital room, just barely managing to close it behind her when she was ambushed by Stiles, who smothered her into a rib-crushing hug.

"Thank god" he mumbled, "I was so worried. Are you okay?"

She tried to answer, but he had knocked the breath from her lungs and didn't seem to be letting go anytime soon. Leaving her to just wait patiently until he pulled back, looking down at her in concern.

"Kaylz?" he asked, "you good?"

"I'm fine".

"Don't bullshit me" he whispered, cupping her chin and tilting her head up, "of course you're not okay. After everything that's happened-"

"Stiles" she interrupted, placing a hand on his chest and feeling his thundering heart beneath his shirt, "I'm going to be okay".

"I'm sorry I didn't see the signs" he sighed, tears clouding his vision, "if I noticed-"

"Hey" she said, lifting her hand from his firm chest to place her fingertips over his mouth, "don't blame yourself. I'm responsible for myself. I shouldn't have taken what I did and… and I'm sorry you had to see me like that. That wasn't fair on you".

"F-Fair?" he spluttered, "what? Why are you worried about me?"

She glanced down shamefully, but his hands didn't let her move her head, clinging onto her for dear life.

"I'm a mess" she admitted shamefully, "I guess I just didn't want you to see how much of a mess I actually was".

"You're not a mess" he disagreed, "or a disaster, or any other derogatory terms you come up with to punish yourself. You're Kayla. And I'm so happy you're okay".

She could feel the honesty rolling off him, truly relieved and delighted she was genuinely all right. It felt weird, but strangely nice, to have someone in her corner.

"Thank you for staying" she whispered, making a small smile break out across his face.

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be".

He was slow and gentle as he leaned down to brush his lips against hers, her heart fluttering in response. If it wasn't for Scott's soft, but deliberate, cough she could have fallen headfirst into his lips forever.

She pulled back, smiling at the awkward boy.

"Your mom's an angel, by the way. You lucked out there".

"Yeah" he agreed, "she's pretty great. I'm glad you're okay".

"Where's Allison?" she asked, hoping to talk to her brunette friend and finally hash out their differences.

"She had to leave" Scott replied, watching as Stiles intertwined his fingers with her own, "sneak back before breakfast. If her parents knew she was here with us… with me…"

She winced, "Yeah. We'd probably both get chopped in half".

"Something I'd rather avoid".

"Touche" she snorted, "any more news on Lydia?"

"They've moved her from critical care" Stiles explained, "she hasn't woken up yet, but the 'infection' they thought she had seems to have disappeared".

"That's good" she sighed in relief, "that's really good".

"Uh oh" Stiles gulped nervously, "my dad's here. Act cool. Act not guilty. Oh God, we haven't figured out what to tell him about any of this and-"

He was rambling, only shutting up when his dad got closer, swallowing back his babbling.

"Boys. Kayla" he greeted, although his smile and face were tense, his expression beyond exhausted, "how are you all?"

They all mumbled something along the lines of 'good' and 'fine' but he didn't seem to be paying attention to their answers, his pale gaze focusing on her.

"Um… boys, can you give Kayla and me a minute to talk?" he requested, making her stomach drop. She had a feeling what this was about - that feeling being Brian.

"No, it's okay" she cut in before Stiles could object, "whatever you need to ask me, you can ask in front of them".

The sheriff sighed, adhering to her wishes.

"Do you know about Brian Murdock?"

"I heard he was dead, yeah" she nodded, "can't say I'm that cut up about it".

"Murdered" he corrected, "he was murdered".

"Right".

"You had a history with him"

"Dad-"

"Stiles. Not now".

"It's okay" she squeezed Stiles' hand, "he's just doing his job. It's a murder investigation. It's not personal. And, yeah, I suppose I did. He did wrongly accuse my cousin of murder, remember?"

"And he was harassing you" the Sheriff pointed out, "did that escalate?"

"Meaning, did I kill him? No" she said confidently, "we… fought. At the dance. He tried to force himself on me, so I punched him. Scratched him. That was it".

Three pairs of eyes were watching her carefully, a range of emotions from sympathy to rage burning in them.

"Are you saying he…"

"I'm saying he was an entitled jerk. It was all just a game to him. A guy that doesn't like being told no. So yeah, we fought, but I didn't kill him, Sheriff".

She didn't, but her father did. But he didn't need to know that.

"I don't believe you did. I just needed to ask" he stated, "so when you last saw him, he was alive?"

She kept her expression neutral, her poker face immaculate.

"Yes" she lied, "he was alive".

"Okay" he nodded, "that's good enough for me. The force his neck was broken at doesn't point to you, anyway. More like a three-hundred-pound wrestler".

"If I can be of any more help…" she offered.

"I know where to find you" he smiled, "and, in the future, if you get any more bother from anyone, please come and see me".

Her heart melted a little at that offer, finding it strange for someone - especially someone in law enforcement - to have her back, especially given her history.

"Yeah" she whispered through her small smile, "thanks Sheriff".

He turned and walked away and, only when he was out of earshot, did Stiles turn to face them.

"If that asshole wasn't dead already, I'd kill him again".

"He got too close" she shrugged, "there should be like a two-foot barrier around me at all times from now on".

"No, he was a dick even before you got that weird horny power".

Upon being reminded of that, Scott took a step back almost comically, his eyes going as wide as dinner plates.

"Relax Scott" she laughed, "I don't want your little friend to come out and say hi".

He blushed, remembering how turned on he got being too close to her.

"And let's keep it that way, yeah?" Stiles insisted, "at least until we figure out how to stop it".

"Well, we can't ask Peter anymore. I guess that just leaves…"

"Your mom and Aunt?"

"Yeah" she sighed, "I think it's time we spoke to them. Maybe, finally, they'll tell the truth".

A/N) Urgh, my heart. I can't deal with supportive and non judgy Stiles. But just wait till he tells her he loves her... oh my god, that's gonna be EPIC beyond belief, trust me ;) lol

I hope you all liked. Sort of filler to bridge the gap, and lead nicely onto the official start to season 2 and Kayla taking control of her life again after her blip. And Melissa and Kayla I can't deal. She's so gonna be a surrogate mom and role model for her haha So I hope you enjoyed, and looking forward to hearing your thoughts :)

Chapter 57: 1909

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.

Honestly, she didn't expect her mom to actually show up.

In her sixteen years of life, she could probably count on one hand just how many times her mom had her back when she needed her, and she didn't expect today to be one of those days.

Her back straightened in the chair, Stiles noticing and following her lead. Both on edge and wary.

"Kayla" her mom greeted, though there was no warmth in her tone. She regretted ever asking for help, but that eased slightly when she saw Jane behind her and, although they still had their issues, her aunt was a thousand times better than her mom.

"You both came" she observed.

"Of course" Jane smiled, "you're right. It's time you got answers".

"You'll be honest?" she asked, "both of you?"

Her mom rolled her eyes, not even dignifying her with a response as she took a seat opposite her and Stiles, Jane following suit.

"Yes" Jane nodded, nudging her sister, "won't we Jody?"

Her mom scoffed under her breath, glancing down at her watch. "Let's just make it quick. I took a long lunch hour for this".

She could feel herself getting tense and agitated, her anger spiking almost uncontrollably. Her issues with her mother seeming to take over everything else.

"Uh, well… this seems like a family thing" Stiles coughed awkwardly, "maybe I should go-"

She grabbed his wrist just before he could stand, keeping him seated. If he wasn't here to ground her, she genuinely thought she might lose it – and she couldn't afford to do that. Not anymore. Especially considering she was still on a little bit of a comedown, her skin itchy and nervous.

"Stay. Please" she murmured, before lowering her voice, "or I just might kill her".

She was half-joking but also half not. Knowing that now, she could be capable of that if her buttons got pushed wrong.

"Oh… um…"

"This is none of his business" her mom stated, "he should leave".

She ground her teeth, holding back a furious quip.

"He stays" she snapped, "I trust him".

It was true… out of everyone in this god-forsaken world, she trusted him. She trusted him with her life and her secrets. That had to be worth something, right?

Her mom's jaw clenched, no doubt ready to tear her down with sharp words, but Jane reached out and touched her arm, shaking her head.

"Leave it, Jody. If Kay wants him to stay, he stays".

Her mom clearly wasn't very pleased, but surprisingly, she let it go. Choosing to bite back her words and cross her legs – emotionally shutting herself off from this entire situation.

"Peter told me some things" she said after a tense silence, "but now he's not here to answer the rest of my questions, so…"

"Peter's dead?" her mom cut in, her expression twisting into shock, "what? How?"

"I shot him. Then Derek slashed his throat open".

"Oh" her mom murmured, and for the first time in a long while, she saw actual emotion cross her features.

"Did you still have feelings for him?" she asked in amazement. "Are you kidding me?"

"I hated him" her mom said, "I despise him. He manipulated me. Don't pretend you don't know what it feels like to feel bonded with a dangerous man".

Her hands gripped the arms of the chair, holding back a swing. The continuous digs at her past were wearing old now, and she didn't have much more politeness left in her.

Stiles, sensing her agitation, reached out and laid his hand over hers, the gentle weight holding her steady and grounding her. The warmth of his skin chased away her demons and insecurities.

"Before he died, he said I was… that I… that I'm…"

She hadn't quite accepted it yet, struggling to say the words.

"Enchanted?" Jane asked, making her stomach sink.

"… Yeah" she gulped, "as in-"

"Femme Fatale" her mom cut in, clearly lacking any patience or decorum, "the deadly woman".

"Seductress" she mumbled, "so he was telling the truth?"

"He was" Jane nodded, "but you don't need to worry about that just now. You're only sixteen years old. The change won't happen until you're eighteen-"

"He bit me. Peter bit me" she interrupted, "and… and stuff has been happening since".

Both her mom and Jane stilled, an expression of wariness and unease spreading across their faces. Like the look of someone that just got told a category five hurricane was headed their way and they had no hope of escape – which, trust her, she knew what that was like. She witnessed Hurricane Katrina. She saw the devastation it left.

"He bit you?" her mom asked, "as an Alpha, he bit you?"

"He wanted me at my 'full potential'" she quoted bitterly.

"He shouldn't have done that" Jane gulped, "what he did was incredibly dangerous. He must have known that".

"Dangerous?" she asked, "why?"

"Because you're just a kid. You're not ready for this kind of power. Your mind – your body isn't ready" her aunt said sadly. "There's a reason this is only meant to happen to adults - not teenagers".

"So, what? This makes me more dangerous?"

"It makes you more unpredictable" her mom interjected, "and on top of all your other issues, I'd say that's a recipe for disaster".

"Gee," she muttered sarcastically, "thanks for the support, mom".

"Both of you, cut it out" Jane said, shaking her head at the both of them, "just be civil for this, please".

She grumbled but stayed quiet. Her mom doing the same.

"Kayla… our family isn't ordinary".

"Funnily enough, I kind of gathered that".

Her aunt sighed, "We're supernatural too. Just like how werewolves are, but werewolves… they're common. We're not. Our story dates back generations".

"So you're both… seductresses too?" she asked.

"No" her aunt smiled, "you see, that's what makes you interesting. We have the gene, but it skips many generations. The last person to be enchanted was your great-great-great grandmother back in 1909".

She frowned, "and what happened to her?"

"She caused a hurricane that same year that killed 4000 people in Mexico" her mom stated, dropping that bombshell with the least amount of tact – ever.

"Oh" she blanched, her stomach dropping, "I see".

"It's… It's complicated" her aunt said sadly, "being burdened with this isn't a gift. It's a curse".

"Then why did Peter-"

"-Turn you?" her mom said bitterly, "because all he has ever cared about was power. Forever bitter that Talia was the Alpha and not him. He probably thought he could get inside your head and get you to do his bidding, consequences be damned".

"So what's going to happen to me now?"

Her mom and Jane remained quiet – whether it was because they didn't know what to say or they didn't have the answers, she didn't know.

"Kayla's not dangerous" Stiles cut in, an edge of determination in his voice, backing her up with his entire heart. "You both might think so, but from what I've seen, she's pretty damn amazing. She's saved my ass plenty of times and is always willing to put her life on the line to help her friends".

She appreciated his words, turning her hand around to intertwine with his, gripping on for dear life.

To some, it may be just words. To her, it meant the entire world. To have someone wholeheartedly believe in her was rare, and she didn't know how much she needed that support.

"If you learn, and learn fast, you can get control of this" Jane smiled, "it takes a special kind of willpower-"

"That she doesn't have" her mom cut in, "she's proven time and time again she has no control. This isn't going to end well".

Her mom and Stiles were complete opposites in this scenario, creating a weird kind of tension in the air.

"What else is going to happen to me?" she wondered, knowing she was probably better off not knowing, but, somehow, the unknown seemed more frightening.

"A lot" Jane said sadly, "more power than you thought possible. You'll be able to bend the minds and wills of anyone you want. With one look, you could seduce or harm. A single touch from you can cause obsession, lust, hunger… You could have every man fall to their knees and do whatever you wish. That's the art of seduction, sweetie".

Her stomach turned, nauseated by those words.

"But…" Jane continued, "Your aura, your energy, it can be felt from miles away. There are some bad people in this world, Kayla. Bad men. Bad supernatural creatures. Your scent – your allure – could bring out the worst in people. Obsession…"

"Brian" she whispered under her breath, the pieces of the puzzle finally starting to make sense. Was it possible he got swept up in her 'allure' or whatever, sparking this whole obsession?

"I need to go" her mom declared, clearly not wanting to be involved in this conversation anymore, "you've got your answers. What you choose to do with them is up to you".

She stalked away, storming down the corridor.

"She doesn't like to talk about it" Jane sighed, "what we are. Even though she isn't enchanted, she still hates it".

"Hates me" she corrected.

"No honey" her aunt tried to reassure her, but it was pointless. She knew the truth. The puzzle finally starting to make sense. "She's struggled with this her whole life. That's why she didn't want children… because our mom warned us that the oldest of us, who had the oldest girl, would… would…"

"Would what?"

Jane shook her head, swallowing her words, for her own sake or hers, she didn't know.

"Jane" she implored, "tell me the truth. You promised me the truth, and I deserve it".

Her aunt bit her bottom lip, looking down at her lap. Toying with the words on the tip of her tongue.

"Our particular family gene is carried through the oldest girl" she explained, "throughout history, the enchanted ones were male. That's what makes our bloodline more unique - but also more dangerous. As such, our mom warned us that if Jody were to carry and give birth to a girl, she would be dooming this earth with a kind of power that could… that could unfairly tip the scales of good and evil. Bringing an unbalancing to the supernatural world, and maybe… and maybe destroy it".

She let go of Stiles' hand, suddenly feeling scarily empty inside.

Her mom didn't just hate her because she was Peter's kid…

… She hated her because she was conditioned to despise and fear her entire existence before she was even thought of. Before she was even destined to be.

Jane rushed over, sitting on the opposite side of her and stroked her hair, her eyes full of nothing but love.

"I don't believe that for a single second, and neither should you" her aunt reassured, "they were the mutterings of a crazy woman who, six months later, abandoned us. You aren't bad, sweetie. You're not fated to be bad. The only person that has control over your future is you".

Her bottom lip wobbled, a new kind of vulnerability shining in her stare.

"Kayla, honey, look at me" Jane encouraged, cupping her cheeks, "people fear those with more power than them. That's why we keep the supernatural a secret. Fear makes people say and do stupid things. Just because you can be powerful, it doesn't make you bad. It just makes you different. Beautifully different. I've watched you grow up, and I can say, with my entire heart, you have a good soul. Whatever mark you leave on the world will be a good one, I promise you that".

"I don't want to be like this" she admitted, a tremble in her voice, "I don't want this power. I… I just want to be me".

"You still are" Jane reassured, "and I will help in any way I can. It's not fair you're burdened with this".

"Why did your mom think that?" she wondered, "did-did she read it somewhere? Did someone tell her?"

Her aunt sighed, having another struggle with the right words to say.

"She claimed she saw it… in the Akashic records".

"The actual Akashic records?" Stiles cut in, mirroring her exact thoughts, "I thought they've been proven to not exist?"

"They have" Jane nodded, "furthering my point she was off her rocker".

"What did it say?" she asked, poking the bear, "the records?"

"They don't exist, sweetie-"

"Humour me" she challenged, "what did she say it said?"

Jane pursed her lips but knew she had to be honest. After all, that was what she had promised her.

"That a powerful, enchanted girl would be born just shy of the turn of the twenty-first century, that would cause the supernatural world to unravel. That she would disturb the very foundation of everything we know, and... and become void of emotion, reasoning and love".

"Great" she muttered, "that's just great".

"It's crap" Jane reiterated, "no future is set in stone. There's too many factors involved. Don't let some made up words control your life".

"I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, I just didn't expect them to start as soon as I was born".

"You're not a mistake" Jane vowed, "not to me. You're good, Kayla. You'll make the right decisions".

She hoped so... but something was telling her that somewhere down the line, maybe sometime soon, she wouldn't.


When Jane left, she wasn't quite sure what to feel - hovering in a state of sickening uncertainty.

Unfortunately for her, it wasn't the only bombshell she had gotten over the last few weeks. As a matter of fact, she had almost become numb to it all - or maybe that was the low that usually followed the comedown of drugs. It was possible she hadn't gotten her full range of emotions back yet, the ketamine still in her system.

"If you want out, I understand" she muttered, much to Stiles' dismay.

"What?" he asked, spinning around in the chair to face her. "An out? An out of what? Our relationship?"

It still felt a little strange that what they had was an actual relationship, never letting herself commit to one before, but she couldn't deny that it felt nice - warming up the edges of her depleted heart.

"You didn't sign up for this. Any of this" she said, "you expected a semi-normal human girl. Not whatever the hell I'm supposed to be".

"You think that matters to me?"

"It should" she insisted, barely able to meet his searching gaze.

"Why?" he retaliated, "why should it matter? I like you. You like me. That's the only thing I'm focusing on".

"Stiles, I… I'm a seductress" she admitted, the words still feeling strange on her tongue, "you heard what they said. I'm dangerous".

"Could be dangerous" he said, tucking some hair behind her ear, "that doesn't mean that you are".

"It doesn't mean I'm not either".

"Kaylz, I don't care what you are. I care about you" he promised, playing with the ends of her hair, "I… I care about your heart. You and me? We got this. I helped Scott, I can help you too".

His words were honest and true, she could tell. His voice filled with a kind of promise and encouragement that she hadn't heard from anyone else. For some reason, he wasn't afraid of her like most people would be - making her feel bad she ever doubted him.

She finally got the courage to glance up shyly, meeting his stare that was honed in on her. His eyes sparkling with hope.

"I caused that lightning strike… didn't I?"

She knew she did, deep down, but she was scared to admit it. Terrified that this power she was warned about could become out of control.

Stiles faltered for a moment, his gaze becoming troubled. Fighting between being honest and protecting her feelings.

"I… I didn't want to think it, but after hearing what your mom and aunt said, I… I think you did" he said quietly, "but it's going to be okay".

She was glad he valued being honest instead of wrapping her in bubble wrap, but she wondered if his feelings for her were clouding his judgment.

Lightning shooting itself out of the sky, after all, was pretty damn terrifying.

"I could've killed someone".

"But you didn't" he smiled tensely, "see? Silver lining. Positive thinking".

"You should be terrified of me" she wondered, "why aren't you?"

"Because I know you. You might not think I do, but I do. I know the kind of person you are, even if you don't. You're not destined to be bad".

Then why did she always feel like a bad person?

She wasn't a saint. Far from it. Her actions had been selfish and destructive, sometimes with no regard for anyone else. She was loud. Violent. Aggressive. Angry. Impulsive. Harsh. Immoral. She acted out, with no thought to the disaster she would leave in her wake. Did that sound like a good person?

"What if your feelings for me aren't real?" she asked, not quite sure if she wanted to know the truth. "I'm a seductress. What if that's the only reason you're attracted to me - because I'm emitting some kind of weird energy that is seducing you?"

He looked almost offended by that, reeling back in shock.

"Are you serious?"

"Well…" she defended, "it could be true. That's what seductresses do, right? Lure men in. Make them feel lust. Seduce them. How do you know you've not just been tricked?"

It was what she was most worried about - which was seriously stupid. Surely, causing death and destruction should be her number one priority, but instead, she kept circling back to worrying if Stiles' attraction and infatuation with her was real or just a product of her powers.

He sighed, reaching for her hand.

She let him take it, unsure what his next move would be.

"Kaylz…" he whispered, his thumb stroking the back of her knuckles, "… what we have is real. It's so much more than just something as simple as attraction. It's… It's a connection. Something we've had since we first met".

She wondered why… It wasn't like she had much to offer.

"If I thought I had a chance-" Stiles smiled, "-and I wasn't such a socially anxious wreck, I would've asked you out the moment I laid eyes on you".

She chuckled, "that's attraction, Stiles".

"No" he corrected, "it's fate. What I feel for you is more than whatever mojo you can seemingly do - which, by the way, doesn't affect me, remember?"

… That was true. For whatever reason, her newfound 'charm' or 'aura' didn't entice him like it did every other male. She still wondered why that was.

Stiles noticed her frown, squeezing her hand to bring her back to their conversation.

"I have a theory about that too, actually".

"Oh?"

"Well, I uh… I had feelings for you before you got bit, right? What if that's why it's not working on me? Because I lo… because I like you. A lot".

She supposed it made sense. She did think that what had been happening the last week or so, the ability to unwillingly make eneryone horny, was a response to her body coming into its powers. That, until she learnt to control it, it was just her body glitching in a peculiar, very crazy way.

"That's… a possibility" she said, "so, uh… it's… it's definitely real then? You and me?"

"Yeah" he smiled, "a hundred percent real. I mean it when I said I've never felt like this before. I didn't think feeling like this was even possible. I… I am crazy about you. That hasn't changed, nor will it - ever".

"You can handle… what I am?"

"I always knew you were pretty damn special…"

"Special or messed up?" she chortled, "like… why this? why me? I… I don't want to be what I am".

His gaze never left hers, lifting his free hand to cup her chin and stroke the tip of his thumb along the curve of her bottom lip, making her shudder. Indistinctively leaning into his touch that, was not only reassuring, but momentarily chased away any fears or doubts she had.

"I believe in you," he whispered wholeheartedly. "You're the most amazing person I've ever met. Trust me when I say I've got your back. "

She did. She did trust him. In fact, there wasn't anyone else she trusted more.

When she looked into his eyes, those beautiful honey flecks seeming to twinkle more under the fluorescent light, she felt at ease. She seemed to calm the more she looked at him. Completely mesmerised by his truth and promises.

Her life was being turned upside down and spun so violently, but somehow, he was helping keep her steady. Her lifeline, even when things felt scary.

An anchor.

"I'm… I'm scared" she admitted, still uncomfortable with the feeling of vulnerability, "I'm scared of what I could be capable of".

"I won't let you go off the deep end" he vowed. "Whatever happens, we'll face it… together".


They spent the rest of Saturday camped out in the hospital waiting room, taking turns dozing off in the uncomfortable chairs. She wasn't willing to leave Lydia alone, even for a second - just in case. Terrified that, without protection, Lydia could get hurt.

Although her friendship with Lydia seemed strange, as in someone she wouldn't normally hang out with, she cared for her. She felt she saw through the mask she wore to the world - pretending to be shallow and self-absorbed when really she was smart and pragmatic. It was weird what high school did to girls.

Plus, she felt like Lydia was now her responsibility. Peter did this to her, and all to get back at her and Scott. The least she could do was protect her to the best of her ability.

Her legs were sprawled over Stiles' lap as she scrolled through her phone and he snored, his neck craned back at an awkward angle.

After what her mom and aunt said, she did some digging.

Turns out, that storm her great-great-whatever-grandma caused in 1909 was one of the deadliest tropical cyclones on record, lasting eight days and tracking from the Leeward Islands all the way to Texas. In those eight days, with a top wind speed of 120mph, an estimated 4000 people were killed and many more left injured.

Was that what was going to happen to her, too, if she didn't control it?

She tried to nudge Stiles awake but he wasn't having any of it, grunting something indecipherable before turning his head the other way. Instead, she resorted to a gentle kick to his stomach, which finally jolted him awake.

"W-Wha-hm… huh?" he muttered, one eye drooping as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, "what's happening? Who's died?"

"4000 people".

He stilled, blinking a couple of times before muttering a very sleepy and confused "huh?"

"In 1909" she answered, "what my mom and aunt said checks out".

"Uh… am I… am I meant to be sad at people having been dead for over 100 years, or…?"

She rolled her eyes, "no, but the story checks out. That storm was one of the worst on record - check this out".

She swung her legs off him, zooming in on the article on her phone.

"The 1909 Monterrey hurricane is known as one of the most deadly and dangerous cyclones in history. The storm began in the Leeward Islands on the 20th of August before hitting Puerto Rico, Hispaniola and Cuba, and then re-entering the Caribbean. In open water, it escalated into a category three hurricane and moved towards Yucatan Peninsula. On August 26th, it entered the Gulf of Mexico, and, once thought to be weakening, it soon continued to intensify and make landfall in the Mexican state of Tamaulipas. Monterrey, the capital of Nuevo leon, Mexico, encountered the most damage, causing record-breaking floods and damage to properties and structures, which left 20,000 people homeless and over 4000 people dead".

The more she read, the more horrifying it seemed. 4000 people dead because of one woman? Insanity.

"Okay, yeah, that's… that's slightly terrifying" he acknowledged, rubbing his eyes and sitting up straight, "but also, not that uncommon. North America gets some pretty extreme weather".

"But this wasn't because of nature. This was because of my ancestor. Because she was…"

"Enchanted. Yeah" he summarised, "that doesn't mean it's going to happen to you".

"What happened to your usual level of pessimism?" she chuckled, clicking out of the picture that showed the immense amount of flooding and devastation it caused.

"I figured I should try and be optimistic enough for the both of us" he smiled, that charming and cheeky smile that somehow seemed to make her weak at the knees.

Never before had she let someone get under her skin so much… that was until he came along. Now she was full of feelings and emotions she hadn't ever felt before. New, happy ones that were slowly replacing the dark and sad ones that tormented and stalked her like a bad smell.

If Stiles wasn't by her side right now, she didn't know what kind of state she would be in.

He was everything she thought she didn't need - only, as it turned out, it was exactly what she needed.

She put her phone away, the storm of 1909 a mere unpleasant memory.

"Stiles?" she asked, "I, um… I… I want…. I mean, I need to, uh… to tell you, I…"

He was hanging onto every word, somehow patiently waiting for her to say something.

She didn't know exactly what that was, though, her mind and mouth not really following what her heart was trying to say.

"I, uh… I just… I… I really appreciate this. You, I mean. Maybe I don't say it enough, but I do. I… I really do".

His lips quirked, carefully and tenderly moving some stray curly hair away from her face, like he was eager to really soak up every angle of her face, committing it to memory.

"You need some sleep" he chuckled, patting his chest, "come here. Let me be your human pillow. I may be skinny, but I'm pretty damn comfortable".

She was extremely tired and drained. Already feeling herself beginning to shut off.

She accepted his offer, tucking her legs underneath and leaning against his warm chest, tucking her head against his neck.

"Sweet dreams, Kaylz".


After a couple of hours of sleep, Saturday afternoon soon turned into Saturday night. Given they were both Lydia's bodyguards for the foreseeable future, which meant no leaving the hospital grounds, Stiles ended up raiding the vending machine for their dinner. A dinner which consisted of chips, sweets, coke (the drink, not the drugs), and an insane amount of Reese's peanut butter cups.

"I feel like I'm going to throw up" Stiles moaned, "I ate too much. I should've stopped at twelve. Twelve is the magic number of Reese's. I never learn".

"If you need to puke, the bathroom is that way".

"Oh haha" he mocked, though he soon snaked an arm around his stomach, which she heard make an uncomfortable gurgle. "Uh… oh second thoughts…"

"Go puke" she encouraged with a laugh, watching as he simply nodded and took off down the corridor, almost knocking over a gurney with an unconscious man in it.

She tidied up all their empty packets, putting them in the trash can and when she turned around, she came face to face with Allison.

"Oh" she muttered, not expecting to see her back as her family were no doubt trying to keep her on lockdown, "uh… hey".

Allison had apologised, but she still didn't know where they stood.

"I brought burgers" her brunette friend smiled, holding up a brown paper bag, "from in-N-out. Extra cheese".

Well… she was a sucker for extra cheese.

"Thanks" she muttered, falling back into silence.

Allison placed the bag on the table, wringing her hands together.

"It's a peace offering" she said, "a way to break the ice, I suppose".

"Burgers are a good way to do that. I like burgers".

"I know" Allison smiled, "that's why I got double patty's with a side of onion rings".

Her lips quirked, "I'm impressed".

Allison's olive branch was being offered - she would be stupid not to take it after everything they'd been through.

"Where's Stiles?"

"Throwing up" she snorted, "his side piece - aka the vending machine - gave him too many sweet treats. He indulged too much".

"I guess I'm glad I didn't get the chocolate cake for pudding then".

"Yeah" she whistled, "that would not have been pretty".

Allison gingerly took a seat, clearly still a little uncomfortable and unsure if this conversation would end good, or bad.

"So, uh… any update on Lydia?"

"She's not awake yet, but seems to be doing well" she replied, "hopefully by tomorrow, she'll be awake"

"Good. That's good" Allison nodded, "so are we good? And just in case you didn't notice, I brought milkshakes too".

She didn't notice, but now she did, it seemed almost cruel not to forgive Allison. Milkshakes were her weak spot.

"Allison… you shouldn't pay for your family's crimes. You had nothing to do with the fire. You were a chilld. It would be illogical to blame you".

"I'm still a part of a family that… that kills werewolves".

"People" she corrected quickly, "werewolves are still people".

"I Know. I see that now" Allison nodded, "I don't want to be like them".

"Well, now you know, you have a choice. And I think you'll make the right one".

"You do?"

"Well-" she joked, "-Scott's still alive".

"I wouldn't harm him. I wouldn't harm any of you" her friend vowed, "I couldn't".

"Allison… we're good" she promised, "we're still friends".

"Good" Allison breathed a sigh of relief, "because I could really use a friend right now".

"Why? What's happened?"

Allison seemed sad, her eyes glancing down as she tried to stop herself from crying.

"My dad, he uh… he caught Scott and I. Together".

"Together…?" she asked, "as in having sex?"

"No" she chuckled, "but… but now he says if he catches us together again, he'll… he'll…."

"Skin him alive?"

"Basically, yeah".

"Well, he is a hunter. Of course he doesn't want his daughter with a werewolf. That must break like a thousand different codes of honour or something".

"I don't care about their stupid codes. I care about Scott" Allison sniffed, "he didn't ask for this. He hasn't hurt anyone".

"Hunters rarely consider the grey areas. Your dad is rigid in his thinking, although a lot less rigid than some hunters I've met. He's been brought up - basically indoctrinated - to believe any and all supernatural creatures are the enemy. It's… It's quite sad actually".

"How can I convince him otherwise?" she asked, "how do I get him to understand that Scott isn't our enemy?"

"I don't know if you can" she shrugged, "if your dad is stubborn, which he very clearly is, it'll be hard to sway him. In his eyes, not killing Scott when he had the chance was his middle ground".

"I... I need Scott" Allison admitted, "I need him in my life. I love him".

"That's a big word" she chuckled uncomfortably, "are you sure that you... that you, well... you know..."

God, she was so fucked up. She couldn't even say the God damn word.

"Am I sure I love him?" Allison asked, "of course I do. I've never felt like this before. He completes me".

She admired how easy it was for Allison. To just wear her heart on her sleeve and be proud about it. She wondered what that was like.

Allison, sensing her awkwardness, sent her a curious look, checking the hallway was clear and Stiles hadn't emerged from the bathroom yet before smiling.

"How do you feel about Stiles?"

The question caught her off guard, not expecting something so blunt to leave Allison's mouth. However, she was more surprised because of how completely unsettled it made her feel. Right down to her very core.

"W-What?" she spluttered, unable to hide her shock, "wh-why?"

"Do you love him?"

She had to double take at that, nearly falling from her chair. Being faced with a question she wasn't ready for.

"Allison, I... I... why would, I mean... I don't... I just... that's just..."

She didn't quite know what she was trying to say, the words coming out her mouth a million miles per second, a panicked flush settling on her cheeks.

"It's a simple question" Allison smiled, seeming incredibly amused, "do you love him?"

"That is not a simple question" she retaliated with, blowing out a long breath, "I... I..."

"Kayla, I've seen the way you look at him. With everyone else, you're hard and closed off. Like you're constantly trying to protect yourself. With him, you're... you're softer somehow. As if, when you're around him, you relax - and you can breathe".

She didn't realise she was that blatantly obvious, usually so good at hiding her heart and swallowing her feelings.

"Stiles is... great" she acknowledged breathlessly. "He really is. He's... he's the exact opposite of every mistake I've ever made, but... but I don't... I mean, I can't... I..."

"Why can't you love him?" she asked, repeating that word again that made her flinch.

"Because I... I... I..."

Allison waited with a cocked brow, urging her on. Clearly wondering why she was having such a hard time with this.

"... I'm not capable of... of that" she shrugged, which made Allison scoff.

"Oh please" she said, "that is a terrible excuse".

"What?"

"You love him, you're just scared to admit it".

"No, I-"

"He loves you too, if that's what you're worried about. Anyone can see that".

She felt she had just run a hundred marathons, lost for breath. Unable to formulate any words to defend herself.

"Don't worry" Allison smiled, "it can be our little secret. At least until you're ready to admit it to yourself".

Ready? She didn't think she would ever be ready. Least of all to consider something as big and scary as that word. A word she was completely and utterly terrified of.

A/N) I'm back on a roll yayyyy hahah a little bit of everything in this chapter. I love adding more details to this story and fleshing it out more. So I hope you all enjoyed and excited to hear your thoughts :) x

Chapter 58: Falling

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Disclaimer: Teen Wolf is not mine.

She was usually so good at faking, pretending and lying. Able to wear a mask to the world without anyone seeing what was truly going on in her mind.

For some reason, though, she couldn't hide her panic and unease this time. Allison's words, said with such confidence, making something inside her break. Like her heart had been pried open, with no option to lock it back up again.

She had gone through life trying not to get too emotionally attached. She figured it was better that way. When there were strong emotions involved, it usually ended in disaster some way or another.

Aiden was a perfect example of that.

They had an intense hatred for each other, but also an insatiable attraction to one another as well. He was exactly wrong for her, and that was why she liked him. Why, for months, she couldn't get away from him even if she wanted to - because their feelings for each other were strong, just not sunshine-and-roses kind of strong.

Extreme emotions were dangerous. Powerful and profoundly violent.

She had learnt that it was best to be balanced - hovering somewhere in the middle. To care a little, just to not care a lot. To separate herself from the intensity of basic primal desires.

So, really, she had been stupid.

She came to Beacon Hills broken and traumatised - many lessons having been learnt. She came after making a promise to herself that she would never be faced with the expectations - or consequences - of emotions.

Then why did she fall for Stiles?

Why did she toy with the temptation? The appeal of attraction? Why, if she knew she didn't want to feel, did she allow herself to be pulled into the web of complex passions?

She should have said no.

If she did, she could've saved them both the undeniable heartbreak that would inevitably happen - because, let's face it, when was there ever a happy ending? She had yet to meet anyone with a happy, fulfilling story. Along the way, there was always heartbreak, betrayal and anger.

That was just the way it was.

Stiles was light. She was darkness.

They were too contrasting. Too opposites. He was naive and inexperienced, his life more uncomplicated than complicated. She, on the other hand, had lived through too much for even five lives, never mind one.

Were they even really that compatible?

Her mind was ruminating over these fears as Allison just sat and watched, waiting patiently for her panic to fade, but it didn't. Suspended somewhere between alarm and regret.

"Kayla...?" Allison finally asked, as more and more seconds ticked by, "... is everything okay?"

Could it be true?

Could she really be feeling that much for Stiles? Someone so unexpected and wholly good?

"Oh god..." she whispered, swallowing back her panic.

He started off as a friend. Someone she had fun with. Someone she flirted with. Someone she could have a good time with. How was it that that turned into this?

Could it really, truly, be love?

How was she meant to know? She hadn't ever felt it before. Not like this.

"Kayla?" her friend repeated, although this time sounding much more concerned, "there's nothing to be scared of. It's a beautiful, natural thing. And Stiles is really great-"

"Exactly" she exclaimed loudly, "he's great. He's wonderful. He's fan-fricking-tastic. I get it".

Allison seemed a bit taken aback by her booming words that drew the attention of a few nurses and orderlies roaming the hallways.

"Oh" her brunette friend mumbled, "have I just accidentally opened Pandora's box?"

She wanted to scream and shout that yes, yes she just inadvertently caused a chasm of uncertainty and fear to crack open her chest, and she didn't know how to get it to close again.

"Just because you love Scott, that doesn't mean that I... that I... that I feel that way about Stiles" she said, "what we have isn't that serious. We've not even had sex yet!"

"You can still care about someone without having sex" Allison reminded her, making her scoff.

"I'm just pointing out how unserious we are" she shrugged. "I've gotten to third base with people I've known for ten minutes, so, see? No where remotely close to being serious".

"Are you trying to convince me, or yourself?"

She faltered, finally looking at Allison's knowing gaze, feeling like she was being cut open all over again.

"Allison... I don't... I don't love Stiles" she whispered, "I can't"

"Why not?"

"Because everyone I've ever loved or cared about has left me" she admitted, "and I... and I don't want Stiles to leave me".

It was a startling revelation, but a true one. She pushed people away and held them at arm's length because she didn't want to be the one being left.

She was comfortable doing the leaving if it meant protecting her heart.

"Kayla..." Allison sighed, "Stiles isn't going to leave you. He loves you. I know, deep down, you know that. You feel that. He's head over heels for you".

"More fool him" she grunted.

"It's okay to let yourself feel things" Allison said softly, "and it's all new to you, and that's scary, but it can be wonderful... if you let it".

She shook her head, unsure what to say. Fighting against her better judgement.

"No... no" she mumbled, "just no, okay?"

"What are you going to do when he tells you?" Allison asked sympathetically, "when he tells you he loves you, are you going to run away? Break his heart? Pretend it never happened?"

This was too much for her to consider, left to just sit and shake her head as the internal panic surfaced into sweaty palms and jittery legs, fidgeting uncomfortably in the chair.

Allison sighed, seeing she was clearly getting no where with this conversation.

"Okay Kayla" she resounded, "if you don't want to talk about it, that's alright. But you're going to have to face it sooner or later... preferably sooner".

Unbeknownst to them, sitting just around the corner out of sight, was Erica Reyes.

Erica, who was listening to every single word they said with a twisted and bitter expression on her face.

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.


Scott kindly offered to stay with Lydia for the Saturday night, giving her and Stiles a few hours off to relax and catch up with sleep.

Stiles invited her back to his, or should she say insisted, rather than let her go back to her lonely and dingy hotel room.

She did say she would be fine there, but he had said it wasn't up for debate. That she would come back to his so she would be safe.

Maybe he was worried about leaving her alone... she did just have a relapse, after all. Or maybe he was scared the hunters might catch up to her. Whatever it was, he didn't want her out of his sight and, for some reason, she was happy to oblige.

The sheriff was staying at the station all night - another weekend spent stuck in the station, dealing with the politics and fallouts of multiple more deaths.

She didn't envy his job one bit. Especially when he only had half the story.

Stiles guided her up to his room and found some spare toiletries and clothes for her, handing over a white tee with some black joggers. He offered her the first shower, just in case the hot water ran out, but she had shook her head and told him to go ahead. That she would no doubt take longer.

She was right. He was in and out, dry and redressed in plaid pyjama bottoms within five minutes. She paced herself, though. She scrubbed her teeth and brushed her hair. Her tired, achy body relished the scorching hot water as she shampooed her hair - twice - just to get rid of the extra product and hairspray Lydia had put in to keep her curls.

She dried herself with the fluffy towel, towelling her soaking wet hair to damp and pulled on Stiles' white tee over her naked body. Choosing to not wear the black jogging bottoms he offered, the hem of the tee resting against her upper thighs.

She wiped the condensation off the mirror, staring at her reflection with curious eyes.

She looked youthful. Her face was makeup-free and softer somehow. Relaxed and at ease. When she saw herself, she seemed unburdened. Very unlike how she felt.

Surprisingly, standing here in an oversized tee with wet wild hair and no make up to guard her, she actually looked sixteen. Somewhat... innocent, even.

She hung the towel up over the railings to dry, rolling her clothes in a bundle next to the washing basket, and took her leave. The steam from the bathroom following her across the hall.

When she opened Stiles' bedroom door, the room was in semi-darkness. Only a dim lamp was on, which was sitting on his desk. Her gaze soon settled on Stiles, who was sitting cross legged on his bed, toying with the frayed ends of his pyjama bottoms as he waited for her.

... Maybe she did love him. Maybe not. Now was not the time to figure that out.

Why did things have to be defined anyway? Could they not just be 'Stiles and Kayla?' He could be him, she could be her, and things would just carry on the way they were.

She was happy with the way things were. Adding in the extra pressure of feelings would just complicate things unnecessarily.

She walked into the room, quietly closing the door behind her. Immediately, he glanced up when he heard her enter, and she saw him visibly gulp. His gaze lingering on her bare legs for a handful of seconds before sliding up to meet her stare.

"H-H-Hey" he stuttered, nervously exhaling something between a moan and a laugh, "uh... g-good shower?"

She hummed in response, padding across the carpet towards the bed, and the closer she got, the straighter his back got, his Adam's Apple bobbing up and down.

"Are you tired?" she asked, kneeling on the end of the bed.

"Uh... m-me? Tired? Ummm... no..." he said, swallowing before his voice got too squeaky, "nope. Not tired. Definitely not tired".

He was, but she could tell seeing her in his tee and nothing else woke him right up. Unable to stop his eyes from glancing down at her legs on show.

"Good" she smiled, crawling towards him, "I uh... I'm kind of wide awake too".

"Oh" he acknowledged, "what do you-what do you want to do?"

She bit her lip, looking at him through the fluttering of her eyelashes, her intent more than clear.

She inched towards him, climbing onto his lap which made him shudder, his breath catching in his throat. His hands hovering in the air, unsure where to put them.

"We've had a pretty shit weekend" she admitted.

"Well, the dance was okay. At least until the killing started" he chuckled, finally letting his palms rest on her thighs then pulling them away like he'd been burnt. Still hesitant with their growing forms of intimacy.

She cupped the back of his neck with her hands, moulding them together. His body emitting a soothing warmth that made her feel relaxed and at home.

"Can you make me feel... feel something else?" she mumbled, "can you make me forget?"

His breathing was uneven and hitched, but his expression was soft and sweet. His big brown eyes seemed to fill with adoration and yearning.

"I can do that" he whispered, his lips quirking before frowning, "uh... just to clarify - you meant by a very hot, very intense make out session, right?"

"Yes" she laughed, "that was totally what I was meaning".

She tilted her head down, capturing his willing lips. His mouth was soft and eager, with a twinge of peppermint toothpaste. Her entire body seemed to come alive with him close. As if her battery had been depleted, but he was her energy source.

He kissed her back sweetly, his hands finally landing on her thighs that straddled him, inching up to slowly grasp her hips.

He seemed to realise, for certain, she was wearing nothing underneath his tee, his entire body stilling as he pulled back.

"Uh... heh... you, uh... you're not wearing underwear..." he muttered, and through the dim yellow lighting of the room, she could see his cheeks flush an adorable pink.

"No, I'm not" she whispered, their lips just millimetres apart, "I'm not wearing anything".

His eyes widened, accidentally exhaling a low groan. His nails subconsciously tightening into her hips, no doubt leaving marks.

His brown gaze, loving and appreciative, dropped to take in her body, admiring her in his oversized white tee. Soaking up the sight of her wanting him and no one else.

"Y... You're beautiful" he whispered, his voice strained, "how did I get so lucky?"

Uh oh... dangerous territory again. The physical stuff she could do, but if he poured his heart out to her? She didn't know what would happen.

She panicked, leaning down to kiss him. The force of her desperation sending him falling backwards on the bed. Everything about him was soothing her right now, chasing away her demons. His company, his presence, was enough to fulfill her. She just couldn't handle much more than that.

Maybe she did love him.

Maybe this was love.

She didn't know.

She didn't want to know.

Giving in to the insatiable burning passion that spread through her veins like wildfire, scorching her heart.

His grip was tight, yet gentlemanly. Not moving from her hips despite the fact she craved for more. She wanted to feel his hands all over her body, coaxing pleasure from her. She yearned to feel how badly he wanted her, getting lost in the haze of longing and desire.

She needed him. As simple as that.

Her skin felt almost feverish, every ounce of her body needing his. Hungry for everything he had to offer.

Somehow, in the urgency and desperation, they got flipped around. Stiles now hovering over her as his ravenous lips left patterns across her neck. His slim yet firm body settling comfortably between her legs.

Was it bad she didn't want to talk? That she just wanted to feel? To feel something other than unease and heartbreak, uncertainty and doubt?

His lips traced down to her collarbones, peppering light wet kisses to her skin, one hand skimming to caress her inner thigh.

A sigh of contentment escaped her lips, desperate for more.

He pulled himself up, all his weight on his elbows as he glanced down at her, his usual honey brown eyes much darker than usual. Filled with lust and arousal.

"Can I... uh... can I..."

"Yes" she replied, nodding her head eagerly.

He laughed a little, lovingly moving some stray hair from her face.

"You don't know what I was going to ask" he pointed out in amusement.

"I don't care. You can do anything you want".

His breath hitched at her words, like he was only now fully realising how much she trusted him with something as precious as her body.

His weight slowly settled on her again as he caught her lips in a sweet, captivating kiss, knocking the breath from her lungs.

"I just... I want to..." he mumbled, not breaking contact with her mouth, "... I want to... to taste you..."

"You are" she moaned, pulling him further into her lips, soaking up everything he gave her.

"I want... to make... you feel... good" he mumbled in between their kisses, "with my mouth".

She stopped short, blinking up at him in surprise. Taken aback by his selfless need to make her feel good.

"Oh" she whispered, still surprised she was with someone who put her pleasure above their own. She was used to being the one that made other people feel good... not the other way around.

He was closely watching her expression, trying to decipher what she was thinking and if he had crossed a line.

"Uh... unless you don't want me to-"

It was sweet he checked in, an expression of guilt twisting his features that he potentially bypassed a boundary, but it wasn't that at all.

She hadn't ever been with someone who wanted to make her feel good. Not the way Stiles had. With everyone else, it was like a transaction. With him, it was because he wanted to, not expecting anything in return.

It was still a mind fuck trying to understand that there were people out there that didn't just take what they wanted, and Stiles was one of them.

She caught his shoulders before he could pull away, something stirring inside her heart. Something warm and comforting spreading throughout her chest.

She had been in many situations like this. Situations of need and desire. Situations of sexually fuelled arousal.

Then why, with Stiles, was it the first time she felt safe in them?

Was this how it was always meant to feel? Was she always meant to feel secure, looked after and respected? Treated like an actual person, worthy of being cared for - not just used and discarded?

She met his stare, unable to look anywhere else. His weight on top of her was comforting and soothing.

"Yes" she whispered, her words catching him off guard.

"You sure?" he asked, a little worried by her hesitation, "if you don't want to-"

"It's not that, it's just... um..." she sighed, "... no one's ever put me first. That's all".

His eyebrows shot up in surprise, taken aback by her admission. Like the full realisation of the kinds of selfish people she had been entangled with in the past slapped him across the face.

She felt a little embarrassed to admit that to him. Like she was just proving that she was a slut, careless and loose when it came to sexual morals.

"Well..." he whispered, his smile small but genuine as his knuckles brushed across her cheek, "I'll always put you first".

She met his gaze in surprise, trying to decipher if he was lying, but there was nothing but pure raw honesty in his eyes. A promise he seemed determined to fulfill.

That warm feeling continued to grow, spreading throughout the rest of her body. His words doing something to her.

She pulled him down into another kiss, giving herself to him completely. Trusting that he would look after her in a way no one else has ever done.

He was gentle and kind with his hands, letting them lovingly drift down her body. His touches designed to please and pleasure her. Inching down until his kisses settled between her legs.

She forced herself to relax, telling herself it was okay to let herself feel and be worshipped. That she didn't always have to be the one in control. Trying to convince herself that, for once, she was with someone who didn't expect something in return.

Still, it felt odd. Strange to just lie here and let him explore her body and make her feel good. A small voice in the back of her head told her that, after this, she would owe him something.

He was gentle and slow. His lips dusting along her inner thighs, sprinkling generous kisses across her skin until she was quivering. Lovingly tangling his hands around her thighs and tugging her further down the bed, his hot breath hitting her flushed core.

Inadvertently, she was tense.

She didn't mean to be. She was enjoying every moment of this, her entire body flushed with arousal and longing, but she couldn't deny that being the one accepting pleasure was rare. It felt abnormal. Especially in such an intimate way.

He must've felt her rigid body, because he took some more time to help her relax - stroking her skin, kissing her, telling her she was beautiful... doing everything in his power to make her comfortable.

It worked. Her body soon melted into the mattress, soft whimpers escaping her lips. And only when he was sure she was alright, fully immersed and relaxed, did he go all the way.

His tongue was unlike anything she had ever felt before. The way it moved against her, caressing her and enticing spasms of pleasure to escape her body, was nothing short of heavenly.

It was just as well the Sheriff wasn't home because the noises that escaped her mouth didn't sound close to human.

She was a mess. A slave to his mouth. Left breathless and quivering on the bed as he took his time, learning along the way, enjoying the way she bucked and arched.

She had never felt this good before. Not in this life or any past lives - she was sure of it. Nearly passing out as he buried himself deeper, eliciting a loud moan from her lips.

That was one thing she had noticed about Stiles - nothing was rushed. Probably the only time he was patient was when he was trying to make her feel good, enjoying dragging it out for her.

Which he did.

Minutes turned into what felt like hours, waves of pleasure assaulting her body over and over, and only when she was left a shaking mess, on the brink of seeing stars, did he stop and crawl up next to her. His arm snaking around her waist.

"Did you... I mean, y'know, did you... was that - well - okay?" he asked nervously, trying to catch his breath.

She was still quivering, her legs trembling ruthlessly as she pried her eyes open to look at him in amazement, wondering how he could ask her that after what had just happened.

"That was... amazing" she gasped, much to his surprise, "holy shit".

"Wha-really?" he spluttered, blinking quickly in surprise, "you-you liked that? I mean, I did it right?"

"Yeah" she said breathlessly, still taken aback by his abilities, "so right".

"Heh" he smirked proudly, "guess this mouth isn't only good at being sassy".

She weakly slapped his chest but laughed nonetheless, still quivering.

He kissed her, his lips still wet from her arousal as he scooted down next to her, grabbing the blankets and pulling it over their bodies.

She frowned, wondering why he was coaxing her into a cuddle - wasn't this usually the time the guys got what they wanted, if they didn't get it already?

"Uh... do you not want me to...?"

He seemed unsure what she was trying to say, adorable confusion written all over his face.

"Do I want you to do... what?"

"Return the favour?" she asked, "you can have sex with me if you want-"

"Whoa, whoa, whoa" Stiles cut her off, totally taken by surprise at her suggestion, "pump your brakes. Kaylz, you don't owe me sex because I wanted to make you feel good, okay?"

"Right" she mumbled, trying to play off her misdirect, but she could tell by his gaze that he knew why she thought that.

Well... her past involvements with sexual experiences were transactional after all... it just felt weird that she wasn't expected to give up something in return.

"That doesn't mean I don't want to have sex with you - because I do - believe me, I do-" he insisted, beginning to ramble, "-I just... I want it to be the right time. Not because you think you owe me something - which you don't... okay?"

His words were telling her one thing, but her learnt behaviour was telling her another.

What was she to believe?

Him, of course.

"Okay" she smiled, letting her body relax as he nuzzled up against her, holding her close to his body as he fell asleep.


Unfortunately, sleep didn't come that easy for her. Not that it ever really did, but tonight was different.

Instead of being tormented with nightmares or regrets of her past, she was ruminating over Allison's words. Words implying that she, well... felt more for Stiles than she was willing to explore.

Could it be true?

For some unknown reason, she couldn't get their conversation out of her head, especially after he took her home and worshipped her body in all the right ways.

Somehow, that level of intimacy - of connection - stirred a lot of emotions inside her. Making things bubble to the surface.

She had always known he liked her a lot, but she failed to measure just how much she was liking him back.

And honestly? It scared her.

It absolutely terrified her.

She wasn't ready for all of this.

His soft snores were the only sound in the bedroom, his arm slung carelessly around her body.

As gently as she could, she lifted his hand from her stomach and slipped from the bed, grabbing her phone and heading to the bathroom.

The panic inside had continued to build and build until she felt like she might explode - knowing she had to talk this over with someone with more insight and emotional intelligence than herself.

She perched herself on the edge of the tub, clicking on Allison's name. Praying and begging she would pick up, even though it was three in the morning.

"Kayla?" Allison's sleepy voice drifted through the phone and she breathed a sigh of relief, "is everything okay? Is Lydia-"

"Yeah. Everything's fine" she gulped, "I just... I need someone to talk to".

Allison went quiet for a moment, clearly realising how serious this was, as she heard her shuffle about in bed and her table lamp being turned on, giving her her full attention.

"Is this about earlier?"

She felt stupid and weak being so stressed over this - especially reverting to hiding out in the bathroom, whispering on the phone so he couldn't accidentally overhear her. It just went against her entire confident and dominating personality.

"Kayla, I'm sorry" Allison said sincerely, "I didn't mean to dredge up things you aren't ready for, or push you to-"

"I think you were right" she interrupted, much to both of their surprises, "I think I... I think that I... that I might be falling in love with him..."

She could tell Allison wanted to squeal and celebrate. She had all but pushed them together and, of course, would be thrilled to hear her matchmaking skills were right, but she managed to contain her excitement - something Kayla was thankful for.

"And how do you feel about that?" her friend asked, although she couldn't hide the enthusiastic quip in her voice.

"I... I don't know" she admitted, her bare feet bouncing up and down off the tiled bathroom floor, "how am I meant to feel?"

"Excited?" Allison suggested.

"Terrified" she rebutted with, "I think I'll stick with terrified".

"What is it you're scared of?"

"Everything?"

"Not good enough Kay. What is it exactly that scares you about falling for the good guy?"

"... That I'll fall harder" she whispered, "and he'll realise I'm not who he thinks I am and breaks my heart. My heart wouldn't be able to handle it".

"Stiles knows about your past and your history, and he doesn't care" Allison reminded her gently. "He chose to see past that".

"What if he changes his mind?"

"He won't".

"You don't know that" she whispered, "what if he decides that it's too much? That I'm too much?"

"Why would he change his mind?" Allison asked, "after everything?"

She didn't know. She just knew it was possible. People change their minds all the time. It was human nature.

It was times like this she sort of missed her relationship with Aiden. It was complicated and messy in a way, but simple in others. She knew where she stood. She knew how to handle her feelings for him. With Stiles, it was all new. Like taking a walk into the unknown.

"Kayla... Stiles makes you happy" Allison stated, "that's undeniable. And you deserve some happiness after everything life has thrown at you. Don't feel guilty for finally being happy. It's a good thing - trust me".

That was it, too. She was happier. Lighter and less guilty. And a part of her wanted to sabotage that and continue wallowing in self pity and grief. To allow herself to continue to punish herself for still being alive, when everyone she cared about wasn't.

Before Beacon Hills, she was pretty much a lost cause.

Now though? Maybe there was a glimmer of hope she could be saved. And that glimmer was because of Stiles.

"I... I don't know how to love someone" she admitted, "the books, the movies, they make it all look so frigging easy. But it's not. It's hard and painful and... and it usually never ends well. What if this is just a disaster waiting to happen?"

"It could be" Allison acknowledged, "or it could be the best thing that's ever happened to you. The only way you'll know is if you try".

Logically, and emotionally, Allison was right. Of course she was. Always pointing her in the right direction.

"I should probably get back to bed before Stiles realises I'm gone" she sighed, "but thank you for listening to my chaos. You're a good friend Ally".

"Anytime" she promised, "just trust the process, okay? You've got a wonderful guy who absolutely adores you. Enjoy it".

They said their goodbyes and hung up, Kayla hovering in the bathroom a little longer to try and gather her thoughts and ease her racing heartbeat.

When she finally got the courage to creep back to bed, Stiles was still sleeping. His expression peaceful and content.

She didn't want to fuck this up.

She didn't want to fuck him up.

Sometimes, though, she felt it was inevitable.

There was no such thing as happy ever after.

She climbed in, trying not to jostle the bed too much but as she went to lie down, he blearily opened his eyes, immediately reaching for her.

"You okay Kaylz?" he murmured, his voice gruff.

She simply nodded, letting him tug her forward so they were face to face, their noses brushing. Pulling the covers up over her and tucking her in.

Falling in love was stupid...

... but then again, she had made a lot of stupid decisions. What was one more to add to the list?

A/N) A slight filler chapter but NEEDED because I want to focus so much more on Kayla realising her growing feelings for Stiles and how she works through her fear on that. Plus sexy time because hell yes haha trust me; the reveal of their "I love you's" will be EPIC but undeniably soooo Stiles and Kayla - haha.

Chapter 59: Blueberry pancakes

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form. 

"Uh… kids?"

She took a few seconds to peel her tired and groggy eyes open, the confused and slightly alarmed voice cutting through her well-needed sleep. Stiles' room, and the boy himself, slowly coming into focus. The latter still sound asleep, his head turned into the pillow.

Lifting a hand, she rubbed her eyes and turned over onto her back, stretching away her bleariness only to spot the Sheriff hovering over the threshold of the bedroom door, a perplexed – if not a little mortified – expression twisting his face.

"Oh… morning Sheriff" she greeted, pushing herself to sit up, "how was work?"

He seemed confused by the initiation of a semi-normal conversation with his son's girlfriend who was currently in said son's bed, giving his head a small shake.

"Y'know… it was… somewhere I should've stayed," he said in dread before muttering under his breath "I really need to learn to knock".

"Why?" she asked, her head tilting to the side in wondering.

He chose not to reply – or maybe he couldn't – and instead just waved his hand out towards them, the clear response being something along the lines of 'private bedroom activities'.

"We didn't have sex" she reassured the half-disturbed, half- embarrassed father, "if we had, the bed would probably be broken".

His mouth popped open in surprise, still taken aback by her blunt ways.

"T-Thanks for the… the heads up?"

"Stiles just, uh… he didn't want me to be alone. That's all" she added, glancing down at his peaceful sleeping form, completely dead to the world. "Me and my mom are still at odds and he wouldn't let me go back to my crappy motel room, so…"

The sheriff's gaze softened at that, his sympathy for her chasing away the awkwardness he felt. His exhausted, crinkled eyes suddenly turned fatherly and warm, taking her under his wing.

"How about I make you breakfast?" he offered, "do pancakes sound okay?"

If someone had told her a few months ago that she would be dating the Sheriff's son and that very same Sheriff was offering her a meal under his roof, she wouldn't have believed it.

Her and authority were like laxatives and one-ply toilet paper… a disaster waiting to happen.

"Sure" she smiled, swinging her legs from the bed and standing up, but he soon deliberately looked the other way, his face reverting back to mortification again.

"Just, uh…" he mumbled, "wear pants".

She didn't know what he meant until she glanced down, realising just how short Stiles' tee was on her, barely skimming the tops of her thighs and leaving very little to the imagination.

"Right" she acknowledged, "good idea".

"Meet me in the kitchen" he said, turning around, "and leave sleeping beauty to his slumber".

She snickered to herself, noticing Stiles was still out of it, lightly drooling on the pillow and he mumbled something about Reese's and turned the other way. He needed his sleep; the weekend having been a stressful one.

As quietly as she could, she tiptoed from the room, heading to the bathroom where she grabbed the black jogging bottoms Stiles had given her, pulling them up to her waist and overturning the band. She took a couple minutes to brush her teeth and run her hands through her hair that had dried wavy, throwing it up into a messy bun on the top of her head.

When she skipped down the stairs, all she had to do was follow the wafting aroma of sweetness and found the Sheriff, still dressed in uniform, by the stove, pouring pancake mix into the pan.

He smiled at her, breathing a sigh of relief at her fully dressed. "Is blueberry pancakes okay? Stiles' mom always used to make them for him. It's just become a habit".

She melted a little at that antidote, walking up to him and nodding. "Yeah, sounds great".

She watched as he flipped the couple that were in the pan, the oddly shaped blobs packed full of melting and bursting blueberries.

"Are things still bad at home?" he asked, "because if you need a place to stay…"

She could tell he felt a little awkward offering that, knowing what he was probably accidentally insinuating, but he simply cleared his throat and looked back down at the pan.

"Things are always bad at home" she chuckled, trying to be funny and play it off, but it still made him frown, "but it's okay. I'm used to it".

"You have a difficult relationship with your mom" he stated, not questioning. His observation skills spot on.

"Difficult is a bit of an understatement, but yeah. We don't really get along, especially after last year".

He knew what she referring to… her crazy and irrational behaviour as a result of her stifling grief.

"My dad was sort of the referee" she continued with a snort, "now he's gone, well… we don't have anyone to force us to wave the white flags anymore".

"It sounds like your mom hasn't processed her grief" he suggested, "when we lose someone… it changes us".

His words were hauntingly familiar to his own situation. Still saddened and affected by his wife's demise.

"Yeah, it does. Hence why I'm now such a ray of sunshine" she quipped sarcastically, smiling to prove she was being playful, "but it's alright. Another year and a half till I turn eighteen and then I'm out of her hair for good. I'm sure she's counting down the days".

The Sheriff chortled, "the day Stiles leaves for college is the day I finally get some peace and quiet".

"Good luck with that. I don't think it's possible for Stiles to give anyone peace and quiet".

He laughed, nodding in agreement with her, plating up a couple of the pancakes before pouring some more mixture into the pan, making it sizzle.

"Kayla…" he sighed, scratching his chin, "I'm sorry it took so long for us to find out who caused the fire. It shouldn't have taken six years. Your family must have been going through hell".

She knew, sooner or later, this would get brought up. Already having been braced for his words.

"It's not your fault" she reassured, "Kate covered her tracks well".

"Deep down I knew it couldn't have been an electrical fault. It was too neat, too precise, you know? And, as far as we knew, there was no connection between your family and her".

Oh… if only he knew.

"She was a psycho" she muttered, "psychos don't need a reason".

"Are you sure there was no overlap between your families? Some sort of history?"

He seemed visibly pained that he couldn't understand why Kate did what she did, clearly yearning for answers to come to terms with Beacon Hills's worst tragedy.

"Not that I know of" she said, keeping her voice steady as she lied smoothly. Maybe one day he would know the truth, but today wasn't to be that day. Not when he had so much on his plate already.

"You'd never seen Kate before?"

"Not that I can remember".

He shook his head, still perplexed by all his unanswered questions as he flipped the remaining two pancakes out the pan and grabbed the two plates, nodding to a rickety old wooden table.

"Take a seat. Do you like maple syrup? Or chocolate or toffee sauce?"

"Chocolate, please".

He obliged, grabbing the bottle from the cupboard before joining her at the table, sitting opposite her. His expression was kind and generous but tired nonetheless. He had probably had less sleep than her this whole weekend, of course he would be exhausted.

"Sorry Kayla. I didn't mean to bombard you with questions so soon. This must be incredibly difficult for you".

It was, just not in the way he thought. Although she felt relief that her family finally got justice, it was distressing to know – to see – the kind of horrors they went through as they fought for their lives.

"Honestly? I'm used to it" she shrugged, picking up her fork and stabbing into the pancakes because, let's face it, she kind of was used to it. Grief was a constant state for her. It wasn't anything new.

"They haven't found the people that hurt your dad and brother".

Again, it wasn't a question. More of a statement.

"Murdered them" she mumbled, "and no, they haven't. But the cops back home don't really care. It just got swept under the rug and blamed on a robbery gone wrong".

The smoke screen for her family getting hunted down… a burglary gone tits up. That's what her family had been reduced to, never mind the disaster of a slow response from the local police.

"Yeah… I read the file" he admitted, although she suspected as much. He was the Sheriff after all, and he needed to know as much of the picture as possible, especially considering that within six years, her family had been targeted twice. "You were lucky to get out alive".

"Lucky…" she mused, not really feeling all that lucky since.

"Could Kate have had something to do with their deaths as well?"

She had thought about that, but it seemed too perfect. Like, after all this time, her family's deaths were explained and wrapped up with a little ribbon. If Kate had done it, she would've taken great pride in the fact she had. She would have been dancing and laughing with glee. She had already admitted to ten murders, what was two more to add to the list?

"I don't think so" she shook her head, "the MO's are too different".

"You mean the-the teeth?"

She blinked in surprise, taken aback by his statement. Clearly, he had read the reports in depth.

"Yeah" she mumbled, "they took their… their teeth".

"Their canines".

She hadn't told anyone about that – about how, when her family were being brutally murdered, they got mutilated and violated, too. Their canines, which had lengthened and sharpened due to being forced to turn from the electrical shocks, were torn from their mouth with pliers. Like some sort of sick keepsake.

"That doesn't sound like a robbery to me" the sheriff acknowledged sadly, "especially because nothing was taken".

"My family's lives were taken. They took my family from me. The reason doesn't matter because they're still gone and they're not coming back".

"I think they may be connected. The fire, and the murders" the Sheriff admitted, "in what way, I don't know. But something feels off to me, and I wouldn't be doing my job if I didn't follow my gut".

"You want to look into my dad and brother's deaths?" she asked in surprise, wondering why he cared. It wasn't that long ago she was banging on every police station in Louisiana, demanding they do their jobs and find out who killed her family – yet nothing came from it. Written off as a home invasion with casualties. The suspects in the wind.

"… I already have" he admitted, "I requested all files and evidence be sent over as soon as possible. They were reluctant, but I can be quite persuasive".

She knew the deaths were connected – the connection being that they were werewolves, but unlike her family in Beacon Hills, she didn't know who brutally took the lives of her dad and brother. The unknown hovering over her head like a grey cloud.

Despite the impact her family had on their community in Louisiana, their deaths were brushed aside. The evidence probably corrupted. The police knew they were out of their depth with something so serious, so instead of admitting that and getting help from someone like the FBI, they rushed to explain it away and rid their hands of it.

That was one of the many reasons she struggled back home. Unable to convince them to get her family the justice they deserved.

Maybe the Sheriff would have better luck.

Maybe she would finally know who ruined her life and took what little family she had left away from her.

"I… I just wanted to be honest and upfront" the Sheriff sighed, "and hope it won't be awkward because, well… you're dating my son".

Awkwardness was the last thing on her mind.

She didn't know what to say, unsure if she was meant to feel thankful and appreciative or angry at her family's privacy being upturned, but if there was even the smallest chance that the Sheriff could prove it wasn't just a robbery gone wrong then it was worth it in her eyes.

Without thinking, she stood and threw her arms around him, nearly knocking him from the wooden chair. Relief, and appreciation, coursing through her veins.

He let out an 'oomph' at her sudden weight that crashed into him, awkwardly patting her shoulder.

"Thank you" she whispered, still clinging to him, "thank you for trying. No one else has".

In the human world, written off as a home invasion gone wrong. In the supernatural world, simply hunters. Unfortunately, neither was that uncommon.

"I can't make any promises, but maybe a fresh set of eyes will find something".

It was times like this she missed having a fatherly presence in her life… feeling at ease and safe with him. Which, again, was weird. He was police. He was the actual authority. Usually that never boded well with her.

"Come on, eat your pancakes before they go stale".

They fell into a comfortable silence as she sat back at the table, shoving some in her mouth.

Since staying at the motel, she had been living off takeaways and snacks – some warm home-cooked food, even something as simple as pancakes – was a welcome relief.

"How about, this week, you spend some time here? We could all order pizza, or Chinese food? Or Mexican?"

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

"I want to get to know my son's girlfriend – and thank you for taking him off my hands" he added jokingly, although he probably wasn't joking, "no ulterior motives, I swear".

Well, it beat either staying alone in her motel or crawling back to her mom with her tail between her legs at any rate.

"Sure" she grinned, "I vote Mexican".

They chatted back and forth, relaxing in each other's company. Moving onto happier and easier topics of conversation that didn't centre around her family getting brutally murdered, when they heard Stiles calling out her name in panic and rushing down the stairs, followed by a thud and a yelp. Sounding like he slipped and fell, landing in a heap at the bottom.

The Sheriff rolled his eyes, putting his head in his hand. "I told him to stop wearing socks on the stairs, but does he listen? No".

She chuckled, turning around as he hurried – well, limped - into the kitchen, taken aback at the sight of her and his dad sitting eating breakfast together.

"What-What-What's going on?" he stuttered, wincing as he realised he got caught sneaking Kayla into his house, and bedroom, yet again.

"I'm getting to know your girlfriend who you keep trying to hide from me" the Sheriff said pointedly, "behind closed doors".

"Oh… uh, heh…" Stiles exhaled breathlessly, scratching the back of his neck that was flushing a light pink, "it was… it was late. Like super late. Late and downtown motels aren't a good combination. And we stayed dressed… ish".

His explanation was feeble, and it was clear the Sheriff didn't buy it, sending Stiles an unimpressed look.

"You and me will have a little talk later" the Sheriff said, making Stiles gulp as he nervously slinked to sit down next to her, unable to meet his father's eyes.

"Don't worry" she smiled, "I told him we didn't have sex. I didn't mention the other thing though-ugh".

She was cut off by Stiles, in a panic, shoving half a pancake into her mouth just to shut her up.

"Heh… ha, that's… that's not…. Oh wow" he exclaimed, trying to play off her words like they meant nothing, "look at the time. We should probably get back to the hospital".

"But-"

He grabbed her hand, dragging her away before she could object further.

"Bye dad".

The Sheriff heard the commotion as they left, shaking his head.

Kids.


Luckily for Stiles, he had some spare clothes in the back of the jeep that he changed into from his pyjamas – some jeans, a tee with some outrageous design on it with a plaid shirt and a maroon and grey hoody thrown over it. However, unfortunately for her, she was left commando in his joggers and white tee.

"Why were you having breakfast with my dad?" he asked as he sped to the hospital in the jeep.

"Because he offered" she shrugged, "is that a problem?"

"No, no… it's just… well, the only time you've been left alone with my dad is when you were bailing Derek out of jail and when he picked you up for being drunk and disorderly".

"Okay, first off-" she pointed out, "-I wish I left Derek's sorry ass in that jail cell, and secondly, I wasn't being drunk and disorderly. I was passed out in a dumpster when he found me after being drunk and disorderly".

"My point still stands".

"You're scared he's not going to like me, aren't you?" she guessed with a chuckle, "that he won't 'approve' of me?"

"What? No" he whipped around, looking at her in panic, lowering his voice, "I just, well… y'know… he's the Sheriff".

"Not the secret you think it is"

"And my dad".

"Uh huh" she muttered, unsure where he was going with this, "I can see the resemblance".

"And you're… well, we are… breaking the law lately. On multiple occasions".

"You've been breaking the law since you could walk. It's nothing new".

"Okay, good point" he exhaled a laugh, "I just… I don't want him to get the wrong impression of you before he gets to know you like I do, that's all".

"That's sweet, but your dad and I are chill. I've told you that before".

"He arrested you" he pointed out bluntly.

"It wasn't arrest. I didn't end up in the cells".

"Every time you speak to him, I'm scared you'll give him heart failure" Stiles added, "he… he's a read-between-the-lines kind of guy. You're blunt – scarily so".

"And?"

"And-" he sighed, fighting for his life during this conversation, "-I… I don't know where I'm going with this…"

"I do" she shrugged, "you're insinuating that your father, the Sheriff, will dislike me, your girlfriend, because I'm a criminal and a junkie, with a record longer than your arm".

"Uh…"

"Logically, it makes sense" she pointed out, "maybe you thought your first girlfriend you would introduce to your dad would be 'sugar and spice and everything nice', but I'm not changing who I am to impress anyone".

"I wasn't asking you to-"

"Good, because it's not happening. And anyway… I like your dad" she said, "he's nice. I trust him. He reminds me of my own dad. He doesn't treat me like a waste of space. He treats me like a human that's fucked up, but is trying to be better".

He seemed to realise he had gotten the complete wrong end of the stick, reaching for her hand.

"Kaylz, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel crappy. I'm sure my dad does love you. You're just the first person that I've ever been crazy about and I really want you both to get along".

"Well, we do, so relax" she smiled, "but I hope this means my speeding tickets get wiped too".


"Hey guys" Scott greeted with a pleased but tired smile. "Did you manage to get some sleep?"

Although Scott meant it innocently with absolutely no level of dirty undertones or suggestions, Stiles still broke out into an awkward coughing fit, casting an embarrassed glance to his friend.

"Oh relax" she slapped his chest, followed by an eye-roll, "he wasn't asking if we banged".

"No, I really wasn't" Scott exclaimed, shaking his head.

"Oh" Stiles muttered, "then yes, we had a good sleep".

She smirked at his discomfort, giving him a playful nudge.

"Very good… right Stiles?"

Her boyfriend groaned in mortification, whereas poor Scott simply recoiled a little, a disturbed frown between his brows.

"We're going to have to like muzzle you or something" Stiles muttered.

"A muzzle wouldn't stop me talking. It would just stop me putting things in my mouth" she smirked, much to her own amusement. "Which, by the way, I enjoy very much".

"A gag then".

"But then I'll like it too much".

That silenced Stiles, taken aback by her words although an enticing smile soon worked its way to his lips.

"And here I thought there was no one more sexually frustrated than Stiles" Scott pointed out, earning him an affronted "hey" from his best friend.

"Sort of in my nature" she shrugged.

"Speaking of, uh… I don't suppose you've figured out how to stop doing… what you do?" he asked gingerly, seeming uncomfortable as he shuffled backwards a little.

"Huh?" she muttered, not following much of this conversation.

"Well, it's just… you're giving off a much stronger scent" he explained nervously, "and it's sort of making me a little dizzy…"

He was five feet away from her and gaining inches by the second, awkwardly sliding backwards, trying to distance himself from her 'allure'.

"I thought we determined the danger zone was, like, two feet. So, you're safe. I'm not going to accidentally seduce you" she explained, but Scott just shook his head, his movements becoming a little sluggish.

"Nope. It's definitely… growing".

The fact she wasn't sure if he meant her seducing ability or his penis was a little confusing, but she just crossed her arms, annoyed that this was still happening.

"Well, I'm not doing anything" she defended herself, "I'm not trying to turn you on".

Stiles was watching their conversation like an interesting tennis match, his expression becoming more and more perpetually disturbed.

"Dude" he exclaimed, "you really need to stop getting boners around my girlfriend".

"Do you think I want to?"

"Maybe you're an exhibitionist and I never knew. You know, like those serial killers that turn out to be well-respected members of society".

Scott rolled his eyes, not even dignifying Stiles with a response as he looked at Kayla.

"Is there any way you can just… turn it off?"

"Off?" she asked, "I don't even know how I turned it on".

"Oh, don't say those words" Scott whispered under his breath, closing his eyes momentarily, "do not say those words".

"What words? Turned on?"

Scott twitched, awkwardly adjusting his hoody further down.

"This isn't doing wonders for my self esteem guys" Stiles threw in, "if anything, it's plummeted all the way down to my toes. Thank you".

"How can I stop doing something when I don't even know what that something is" she pointed out, "I can't change my scent".

Scott took another careful step back, looking like he was debating running for his life as if she was some evil dangerous monster out to get him, when in fact all she was doing was standing there innocently, looking at him like he was a weirdo.

"Okayyyy" Stiles dragged out, stepping between them, "this is getting out of control. Scott, keep it in your pants".

Scott looked at his friend like 'what the fuck?', his jaw dropping at the accusation.

"I am keeping it in my pants" he insisted, although the uncomfortable bulge said otherwise.

"Good. And it better stay there" Stiles muttered, before turning to face her. "Kaylz... maybe you should speak to your mom and aunt again".

"Why?"

"Because they might know how you can fix this".

"Or maybe guys can learn to control themselves".

"I mean... yeah" Stiles agreed, "but also, if you're giving off some kind of seduction thing then maybe we should learn how to control it before you have the entire town under your spell, hm?"

She grunted out an agreement, pulling her phone from her pocket.

"Fine" she muttered, scrolling down to find her aunts' number, "this whole thing is so fucked up, by the way".

"You're telling me" Scott muttered, unable to look her in the eye.

She held the phone to her ear as it rang a couple of times, her aunt picking up quickly.

"Hi sweetie" Jane greeted, "is everything okay?"

"Apparently not" she muttered, "so this whole seducing thing I got going on... how do I control that?"

"...What do you mean?"

"I mean ever since I got bit, guys can't get too close to me. When they do, they get all horny and shit. Now it seems to be getting worse and my friend, the werewolf, is completely freaking out-"

"I'm not 'freaking out-'"

"-because there's something in my scent that's arousing him" she finished, "so what do I do about that?"

There was silence at the other end of the line for several seconds and she could tell that she completely caught her aunt off guard.

"Uh..."

"Great advice. Thanks".

"Your scent is that strong already?" Jane asked in surprise, ignoring her snark. "What is it like?"

"I don't know" she shrugged, looking at Scott, "what do I smell like again?"

"Delicious. Sweet. Like candyfloss and bubblegum" Scott muttered, "and it's really powerful".

"You get that?"

"Your friend is probably more affected because of his heightened sense of smell" Jane answered, "okay, um... I think you have to think of your scent like an elastic band. Something that stretches out around you, but can be snapped back and tightened".

She snorted in denial. "So if I think it hard enough, I can control my own scent?"

"Theoretically, yes".

"What kind of crack have you been smoking?"

"Kayla!" Jane chastised.

"Sorry, what wine have you been drinking, because man I could do with some".

"I know this is a huge adjustment for you, and maybe you should've been told sooner so we could prepare you, but I'm trying to help. It's sort of similar to what werewolves can do, right? Masking their scent? Except for you, you're just trying to keep it contained".

"Okay. Say that works" she suggested, but her tone held a lot of denial, "how would I even do that?"

"Focusing and channeling" Jane said, "by recognising that power and siphoning it away. Sort of like you've got a bubble around you, and that bubble stops you involuntarily making everyone want to sleep with you and thinking they're head over heels in love with you".

"So... willpower?"

"Yeah"

"Willpower which I don't have" she stated, because it was true. She was very rarely able to control herself when it came to, well... anything.

Her aunt sighed, unable to disagree with her there.

"Okay, well, thank you" Kayla said, "I'll give it my best shot".

"Kayla, honey" Jane called out before she could hang up, "if you don't control it, it will only get worse. More dangerous. You need to practice and master this".

"Yeah... I know" she whispered, hating having this much responsibiltiy. "Bye".

When she hung up, both boys were looking at her expectantly, although only Scott heard the other side to the conversation.

"I can't believe I'm going to say this but..." the werewolf mumbled, still flushed an adorable pink, "maybe you should practice. On me".

"I'm sorry, what?" Stiles spluttered, his neck on the borderline of being broken as he spun to look at Scott, "what?"

"Well, you need to get control of this right?" Scott shrugged, "and how else will you if you don't practice".

Stiles seemed surprised, spluttering out a bunch of vowels and consonants, his jaw swinging like some sort of cocaine addict.

"You want me to seduce you?" she asked, making sure she understood what he was insinuating.

"I don't want you to, but how else will you learn?" Scott asked, "I had to learn to control what I am, and you and Stiles helped me. I want to help you too".

She couldn't deny his logic... it made sense. Better to practice with a friend - someone she trusted - rather than inadvertently causing everyone around her to act inappropriately.

Stiles looked as though he couldn't believe what he was hearing, debating both his choice of friend and girlfriend.

"Are you both insane?" he asked, "what... how... huh?"

"Stiles" Scott whispered, leaning into him, "do you really want every guy hitting on your girlfriend for the rest of time, right in front of you, forever?"

Stiles frowned, slowly realising just how uncomfortable and awkward that would be. Picturing guys being unable to control themselves and, most likely, how pissed off and insanely jealous that would make him.

"On second thought-" Stiles nodded, "-I think it's a great idea. Scott's a stand-up guy. Very respectful. You should totally put the moves on him".

"Are you just saying that because I have absolutely zero sexual attraction to Scott - like, whatsoever?"

"I feel a little offended by that" Scott mumbled, "did you have to say absolutely and then zero? I have sex appeal".

"You have adorable, annoying little brother energy" she corrected, "even though you're older than me".

"By, like, a month".

"See? Annoying".

"Huh" Stiles cut in, a daunting look of realisation spreading across his face, "in all my stalking-uh, research-" he quickly corrected, "-I never thought to find out your birthday".

"So you admit you were stalking me then?"

"Do you admit you kissed me first?" he retaliated with.

"No" she snorted, "because I didn't".

"Then I plead not guilty" he grinned, "so when's your birthday?"

"Really?" she asked, "that's what your main concern is right now?"

"How does Scott know your birthday?"

"Because he made fun of my driving license photo in geography. Said I was glaring harder than Derek if McDonald's tried to give him the 'Filet-O-Fish'"

"Well-" Scott coughed, "-you did look terrifying".

"The bitch took my photo before I was ready".

Stiles' gaze hovered between them before humming. "Yeah, now you mention it, I can feel the sibling energy but that's beside the point. When's your birthday?"

"I don't celebrate my birthday-"

"When's your birthday?"

"My god you're persistent".

He smirked, clearly pleased with that statement.

"Just tell him" Scott rolled his eyes playfully, "before he breaks into the administration office".

Honestly… she wouldn't put it past him.

"Fine" she chuckled, "it's… October 31st".

"Shut up" Stiles exclaimed through a choked gasp, "you're a Halloween baby?"

"Yup, I was my mother's very own jumpscare".

"Oh my god, that is so cool" Stiles continued, "that is like the coolest thing ever. How did you get even cooler? My god, you are so out of my league" he added.

"I'm glad you think so" she smirked, "because I hate it".

"Why?"

"It just makes me feel cursed. Like I have bad vibes or something" she shrugged, throwing her arm out to the invisible 'bad vibes' she was referring to. "Anyway, am I seducing your best friend or not?"

"Now that is a sentence I never thought I'd hear you say" he muttered under his breath, "but… sure. Just to clarify-" he added, "-definitely no sexual attraction?"

"Definitely" she smirked.

"Guys, I'm right here" Scott whined.

"Would you rather I was sexually attracted you?" she asked, "because, y'know, if you cut your hair, maybe styled it, fixed your eyebrows-"

"No" they both exclaimed in unison, both as panicked as the other.

"Okay then" she nodded, not really understanding their weird behaviours, "sorted".

"… What's wrong with my eyebrows?" the werewolf asked, his fingers skimming along his brow bone.

"I don't think you want me to go there".

"Okay, enough about the brows" Stiles cut in, "we gotta get practising before you have the whole of Beacon Hills seduced".

"Right. So, I, what? Just get close to him?"

"Not too close" her boyfriend chirped in, "but close enough".

"How close is close enough?"

"Close enough that if he tries to touch you, you can punch him instead".

"Hey".

"Sorry bud" Stiles shrugged, "has to be done".

Scott nodded reluctantly, accepting his fate.

Luckily for them, this early in the morning it was still relatively quiet. The night shift nurses were handing over to the dayshift nurses whilst the patients still remained asleep, which meant they pretty much had the corridor to themselves.

She took a deep breath, trying to picture what her aunt had told her. About how her aura, her energy, was like an elastic band - it could be snapped back if she focused hard enough. Controlling whatever weird seduction crap was going haywire inside her since getting bit. Once she could stop it, things would be okay… right?

She regulated her breathing, taking a few moments to compose herself as she slowly inched a little closer to Scott, only now a couple of feet between them.

At first, he seemed fine. Unaffected almost, like her pre-bitten days. It wasn't until a couple of seconds later when he looked at her like someone looks at an adorable puppy, did she realise maybe the whole seduction thing was easier said than done.

She took a step back, further away from Scott, which caused the dopey look to melt off his expression.

"Whoa" he muttered, "that is so weird. I felt like a… like a smore".

She frowned, "a smore?"

"All warm and gooey and full of sweetness".

"Weird description, but okay".

"It's like your scent" Scott clarified, "sickly sweet. For those seconds, I actually forgot I had a girlfriend".

"Huh" she muttered.

She tried again, only this time she got a little closer and stayed a little longer in Scott's personal space, focusing on imagining drawing that energy back within herself, but judging by how Scott was looking at her like she was an all-you-can-eat buffet, she guessed it wasn't working.

"You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" Scott whispered, reaching out to touch her hair, but she stepped back, watching as the charm seemed to soften from his face.

He looked at his hand in mid-air, gulping in panic, before snatching it away behind his back.

"I did not mean to touch you inappropriately".

"Chill" she chuckled, "if you had, you'd be in one of these hospital beds. So far, you've been pretty respectful".

Stiles snorted, clearly disagreeing with that statement.

"Would you rather I practice with someone else?" she reminded him, "because, trust me, most guys aren't like Scott. Brian had me pinned against the lockers".

"He just better not have better game than me" Stiles muttered under his breath, folding his arms across his chest.

She tried - again and again and again. Each time, Scott still looked like something out of an animated Disney movie, and she was made to step back before his lovey-doveyness became too intense - or, she feared, she might do something unintentionally to trigger the infatuation to continue, long after she had stepped away from him.

"I don't know how to control this" she sighed, "you're still getting seduced, right?"

Scott reluctantly nodded, his cheeks smudged a light pink.

"Maybe you're overthinking it" Stiles explained, "we stressed about how Scott would learn control, and it was as simple as managing his heart rate. Maybe you just need to find that one thing that snaps everything into place. Like clutch control in a manual car. The biting point".

"The only thing I'm driving right now is myself - to insanity" she exclaimed, "I'm going to have to live on some remote island in the middle of nowhere and survive from eating falling coconuts and live bugs, aren't I?"

"Definitely not" he reassured her, "especially the bugs part".

"If I can't be around guys then-"

"You can be around me" he reminded her gently, "and, look, I really think you got this okay? Practice makes perfect".

"Practice also makes Scott horny".

"Yeah, but we're just going to blissfully ignore that part and pretend all of this never even happened, okay?"

She muttered in agreement, turning back to face Scott.

"You sure you want to keep going?"

He seemed a little hesitant but soon nodded, holding his breath in preparation for the onslaught of hormones that were about to invade and take over his body.

She stepped forward again, their bodies almost touching. For a couple of seconds, she thought it worked. It wasn't until she looked up and saw Scott's eyes glow amber did she realise - nope - her focus and concentration still hadn't worked.

She huffed out an indignant grunt, taking a step back and crossing her arms.

"This is a waste of time" she proclaimed, "I'm making him so horny, he almost wolfed out right here".

"Actually-" Scott corrected, "-I didn't feel like I felt before. Well, not as strongly anyway".

"Then what was with the eyes?"

"I said not as strongly. My body is still reacting to you, but I feel more in control".

"See? It's working" Stiles encouraged, "keep going".

So she did. She tried again and again and again. Surprisingly, each time, although Scott still said she smelt amazing and sweet and somewhat enticing, he was pretty much compos mentis the entire time - able to realise and understand that her scent was all-consuming but not get pulled into her web of seduction.

She decided to test it one last time, getting even closer to Scott so they were nose to nose, watching his expression change to surprise and confusion.

"Uh… Kaylz…?"

"You feel anything?" she asked, only able to see the soft deep browns of Scott's irises, their noses squished together.

"… U-Uncomfortable?" he murmured, too frightened to move - like she was a bomb that could go off at any moment.

"Incredibly, highly uncomfortable" Stiles reiterated.

She waited a few seconds, holding his gaze to triple make sure that her close presence wasn't making things happen that shouldn't, his breath fanning out across her face.

"Any below the belt action?"

Wordlessly, and with great panic in his eyes, he shook his head and because their noses were pressed together, it made her head turn to the side with his.

"Then I think we're good" she said.

He gulped, clearly unsure what to do next. Especially when she didn't move away.

"Can I, uh…" he jerked his thumb behind him, "you're kind of intimidating me".

"Good" she smirked, "men should be scared of me. I can crush them".

Scott's eyes widened even more, probably not realising she was just yanking his chains.

"Okay, okay, okay, enough of that" Stiles interrupted, prying them away from each other by their shoulders, "see? distance. Much better".

"Well I'm… glad I could help" Scott said, a hint of uncertainty in his voice, "if you guys are staying here, can I head off to get some sleep?"

"Sure. Thanks for your help Scotty".

Scott said goodbye and left, leaving her and Stiles alone.

"I told you you'd be able to control it" Stiles smiled, "total scorpio energy".

"Don't tell me you believe in all that zodiac crap" she chuckled, taking a seat.

"I didn't believe in werewolves yet here we are" he shrugged, a bright smile on his face as he sat next to her, "maybe there's something to it".

"Stars are just giant balls of gas in the atmosphere. I don't think it's much more profound than that".

"I don't know" he mused, "my mom was big on astrology. She would take me out at night and show me all the different constellations. We could just sit out there for hours watching the stars".

"That's sweet" she smiled, "but I still think it's just ancient bullshit. People were just bored before they invented TVs".

He laughed, "Yeah, most likely. Still, maybe one night we should do that. Just sit and watch the stars for a while".

"It's a date" she smiled.

A/N) yayyyy another chapter. I love Kayla and the Sheriff bonding and the fact he is looking into her dad and brothers deaths is just the best - but hmmm wonder what he will find ;) I am trying to expand on that in this rewrite. I really want to include Kayla's friends from Lousiana, maybe like a weekend visit or something, because I think the interactions with Stiles would be hilarious haha and Stiles could find out more about Kayla, and her friends could interrogate him... would be funny. Definitely enjoying fleshing this rewrite out :)

Chapter 60: Grave robbing

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way shape or form.

Sitting at the hospital all day was making her antsy. Left to make small talk and twiddle her thumbs as she watched the clock move agonisingly slowly.

By the time lunch rolled around, she was going stir-crazy. Unable to sit still for longer than ten seconds at a time. Combined with the fact her phone had long since died, she opted to try and burn off some energy by pacing up and down the length of the corridor.

The nurses seemed annoyed but chose not to say anything after she shot them down with a swift glare. In her defence, it helped her get her steps in and was about the only thing keeping her somewhat in control.

Due to their minimal amount of sleep, Stiles ended up dozing awkwardly on the chair, his neck at an incredibly awkward angle which he would definitely pay for when he woke up, but for now he was resting so she left him in peace.

She could play it off well, but she was stressed.

Stressed about Lydia. Stressed about Derek. Stressed about herself and whatever could be happening to her. Stressed that things were not going to work in their favour.

People said she was a pessimist, but her whole life had been one insane rollercoaster that kept flinging shit in her eyes, why would her life bother to improve now?

She passed a noticeboard on the wall for about the five thousandth time that day, letting her eyes wander across the hundreds of leaflets and posters that littered it. Everything from alcohol and drug dependence meetings and support groups to encouraging safe sex, reporting domestic abuse and getting mental health support.

It was basically a memo board of her entire teenage years.

She wasn't a fan of meetings for addiction. To simplify things, she called herself an addict, but she didn't really feel like she was. She had used drugs and alcohol for fun countless times – it was only when her life got turned upside down did she use it to dull the pain. A crutch, if you will. Coming off it was hard because she didn't want to feel her grief.

Her keyworker at rehab said that was still a form of dependence and "an unhealthy coping mechanism", but whatever right?

There were leaflets of all the times and places of different meetings around Beacon Hills, so on a whim decided to take one and slip it into her pocket.

A just in case.

A more emotionally mature her would be proud.

It got her thinking about how seriously derailed her life got. How off course she became for an entire year – a year that still half of it was a blur. Yet she remembered the night she decided to say 'fuck everything' as if it were yesterday.

She was sitting cross-legged on her bed after her dad and brothers' funerals. Everyone had long since left, three tables worth of food downstairs probably going bad as there was too much to fit in the freezer. Derek and Laura had stayed for a short time before disappearing, and her Aunt Jane had taken Tabby out for the evening, as too many guests and grief was confusing for her – she was only four, after all.

Most of the time that would have been fine. She didn't mind being alone. Sometimes she even preferred it. However, not today. Today she wanted company.

She heard her mom's sobs through the walls, forcing her to cover her ears with her hands to try and drown them out. They just got louder and louder to the point where it wasn't sobbing anymore – it was anguished screaming, scratching the inside of her brain.

She couldn't take it anymore.

She had stormed through to her mom's room, screaming at her to "just shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up" because she couldn't bear the sound. Her mom was curled up on her bed, a bottle of alcohol clasped in her hands, yelling that the wrong child died.

She knew it was true, but it was still like a knife to the heart.

Why was she bothering with this place anymore? With a mom that didn't care about her. Her mom was supposed to be the adult, the strong one, not the one curled up, locking herself in her room, leaving Kayla to do everything – cleaning, tidying, cooking, paying the bills, arranging the funeral, answering the door to people offering their sympathies.

So she left. She stormed from the house, her mom's wails chasing her out.

She needed a distraction from this life, something to take this hollow feeling away in her chest because it felt like someone had wrapped their fist around her heart and wouldn't stop squeezing.

With ease and a need to numb the pain, she pushed herself in amongst a group of excited college kids heading towards the club, flashing her fake ID that her friends had acquired for her just a few weeks previously.

The bouncer seemed to realise she wasn't twenty-one – after all, she was wearing minimal make-up, her long wavy tresses wild and untamed and had not long turned fifteen. Without dressing up or making an effort to appear older, she truly did look fifteen. He grunted something about "not being paid enough to care" and let her in.

As such, she drowned her sorrows. Sitting at the bar and requesting they leave the bottle. Drinks. Shots. Dancing with strangers. More drinks. More shots. Some kind of funky white pill that made her head spin and her entire body buzz with an exhilarated type of energy that she absolutely loved.

Falling, and falling hard.

She took some more shots, reaching out to grab another glass when someone slid up on the stool beside her.

She could tell straight away he was a dickhead, but she didn't care. Something about him exuding this kind of enticing energy. He was confident and hot, but full of danger. Any normal person would avoid him like the plague. She, however, wasn't normal. She didn't care if he was dangerous. She just cared if he was a distraction.

His eyes never left hers, watching her carefully. Appreciating the way she swallowed the straight alcohol without so much as a flinch.

"Can I help you?" she asked, her words slurring.

"You could start with letting me buy you a drink" Mr Broody forehead said, his ginger hair gelled up, a leather jacket thrown over a plain white shirt and dark jeans.

"I've got plenty".

"Then what's one more?"

She felt a kind of pull to him, an intense kind of attraction that made her bite her lip.

Dangerous boys were always so fun… maybe he would be fun too.

"So…" he grinned, leaning in close to her, "how about that drink?"

Before her mind had even caught up with her, she had thrown herself at him, their lips meeting quickly and with a frenzied passion.

He was the perfect distraction for her. He was exactly what she needed.

She didn't even care that she didn't even know who this guy was. Hell, she had only known him for all of twenty seconds, but her whole body was just screaming for her to feel something other than pain and grief, for something to take her mind off everything that had happened.

In a blind frenzy, they ended up in the back room of the club, the loud music barely drowned out. In a rush, she stripped him of his leather jacket all but ripped his tee off as his hands undressed her from the waist down.

She didn't resist. She didn't tell him no, or to slow down. She let him caress and appreciate her body because, for the first time in weeks, she felt her mind being a lot more alert, her body more motivated – maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the guy, but whatever it was, she wanted more of it.

His grip moved up her back, gripping at the skin as he yanked off her tank top and her hands worked at the belt buckle of his jeans in desperation, her movements slightly shaky as she tried to focus on the task at hand.

She wasn't a prude. Sex things weren't that big of a deal to her, but she was a virgin and a small part of her had kind of wanted to keep that for a little while longer but, in the moment, she gave it away. It was crass and a little painful, but in those minutes, she wasn't just some girl who had lost her family. She was feeling a new and different kind of pleasure.

She took out all her anger and grief on him, leaving him breathless and overwhelmed when it was done. Looking up at her in amazement.

"Now that I would definitely be up for again" the guy smirked, propping himself up on his elbows, a smug look plastered on his – dare she say it - very attractive face.

Kayla simply rolled her eyes but stumbled to her feet, her legs weak and shaky which he seemed to appreciate as he let out a triumphant noise, watching her from the floor as she drunkenly tried to find her clothes.

"Don't get cocky now" she warned as she stepped into her underwear and pulled them up, "that stumbling had nothing to do with your, no doubt, expertise in that field but, in case you hadn't noticed…I'm kind of drunk".

"You keep telling yourself that baby" he chuckled as she pulled her tank top over her head, shaking out her hair. "I would like to get to know you a bit better" he added, biting his lip as he stared at her up and down, admiring her body.

Whatever minimal conversation they were having was cut short as the door opened and in walked an identical copy of the guy she had just slept with, making her swivel her head between the two in confusion. Wondering if maybe the drugs were making her see things.

"Aiden, where the hell are-" the other guy cut himself off, staring at the scene in front of him in exasperation. "For god's sake Aiden put some pants on" he demanded, bending down and throwing over the discarded pair of jeans, "I didn't come here just so you could get laid"

Never mind… maybe they were twins.

"Chill Ethan… there's a bar more your style just down the road, don't worry" the Aiden guy replied as he stood up, rolling his eyes and zipping up his jeans.

"Well, this has been fun, but I gotta head" she mumbled, almost falling over as she pulled on her jeans.

"Not so fast" Aiden grinned, "What's your name?"

"Wow" his brother remarked sarcastically, "sleeping with a girl before you learn her name - how classy".

"Shut up" Aiden scoffed, "I wasn't talking to you".

"Kayla Hale".

For some reason, both brothers looked at her in surprise when she said that - as if she had just told them her deepest darkest secret.

"… What?" she asked, almost self-consciously, not at all comfortable with their reaction.

"H-Hale?" Aiden demanded, "you're a Hale?"

It took her longer than it should have to realise that, if they were having this kind of reaction to her name, then they weren't human themselves. Usually only the supernaturally inclined knew and were wary of her last name.

"Yeah, and?" she scoffed.

"Oh dude" Ethan winced, slapping his brother's arm, "you just got involved with a Hale. If Max finds out-"

"Max?" she laughed, "wow, big bad scary Max" she mocked, "how terrifying. Look, dickwads; I don't care that you're probably werewolves, I couldn't give a flying fuck actually, but I'm bored now. I need more drinks. So, move".

Aiden stepped in front of her, blocking her exit.

"Let's talk" he insisted, "because I think we could help each other out".

An incessant beeping noise pulled her from her daydream, looking around the corridor. The noise was coming from some elderly woman's monitor a few rooms down.

It was weird how, that night, for whatever reason, the universe put Aiden and his brother in her path. Looking back, it was a kind of crazy coincidence – how, out of everyone there that she could have slept with, she unknowingly chose the damaged werewolf.

The damaged werewolf she hated, but also always had a pull to.

They were disastrous together but somehow kept ending up together. All because, one night, she said fuck it and chose a club he happened to be in.

A small part of her wondered how he was. Of course, she knew the answer to that. Since their time together, he and Ethan had killed their power-hungry Alpha and were off doing God knows what. She had seen a glimpse of his power that night they shared after her stint in rehab just a few short months ago. He was different – more confident and powerful but also more dangerous. She didn't allow herself to get pulled back into his web of lies, drama, and destruction. She knew, if she did, she would never get better.

It didn't stop her from not deleting his number, though – wondering when, and if, he would reach out again and wondering what she would say if he did.

Maybe she should have paid attention to these kind of leaflets on the noticeboard before.

She heard her name, glancing up to see a sleepy Stiles come to stand next to her.

"Hey, you okay?"

"Yeah. Just thinking".

"About what?" he asked, his arm winding around her waist.

"Aiden" she answered truthfully.

"Oh" he mumbled, "right. I mean, yeah. That's a totally normal thing to do… think about your ex".

"Not like that" she chuckled, nudging him playfully, "I just wonder what he's doing from time to time is all".

"Hopefully being six feet under".

"Harsh" she smirked.

"I hate the guy, what do you expect?'

"You've never met him".

"And I don't want to".

"Well, I doubt you ever will so relax" she laughed, "I don't even bother to reply to his texts".

"He-He still texts you?" Stiles spluttered in surprise.

"Occasionally. Probably when he's bored and looking for a hook-up" she shrugged, "but I learnt my lesson. If I don't text back, I don't get naked around him. Who knew it could be that easy to resist temptation".

Stiles seemed speechless, unsure how to respond to her for several seconds.

"Do you… do you want to get naked with him?" he asked, his voice a few pitches higher than usual.

"Naked with Aiden? Oh god no. Been there, done that, got the trauma to prove it".

"Oh… oh, good" Stiles sighed.

"I only want to get naked with you".

"W-With me?"

"Obviously" she smirked, "unless you're opposed to that idea?"

"Definitely not" he exclaimed, "you can get naked with me whenever you want".

"Good" she grinned, "because I happen to look incredibly good naked".

Stiles bit his lip, his eyes flitting down to look at her body. "I bet".

"Down boy" she laughed, briefly catching sight of two doctors making their way to Lydia's room.

She didn't know why, but something seemed off. Maybe it was their shiftiness, or the fact she had been here all weekend but hadn't seen them before, or because the classic white coats were thrown over casual clothes, but something seemed off.

She craned her neck, watching as the female glanced up and down the corridor and carefully opened the door for the tall man to enter.

"Who's that?"

Stiles followed her line of sight, still holding onto her waist.

"Doctors" he shrugged, "probably just checking on Lydia".

"They aren't Lydia's doctors" shook her head, "and why are there two of them?"

She didn't give him a chance to reply before walking off, heading straight for Lydia's room.

"Kaylz? Hey Kaylz, wait-"

She swung the door open just as the man was in the process of unplugging Lydia's monitors and the woman was holding Lydia's IV line in one hand, a syringe in the other. Both looking up as she entered.

Immediately, her eyes flared bright green – a warning to back the fuck away from her friend.

"Get the hell away from her" she demanded just as Stiles skidded up behind her, letting out a quiet "oh dear god" at the sight.

The man, who she now realised was easily about six foot four, pulled a knife from inside his jacket pocket and held it above Lydia's head.

"Turn around and walk away or else".

Between the knife and the injection, Lydia's fate almost seemed sealed unless she acted fast.

So she called their bluff, walking into the room.

"No" she snarled, "now don't make me tell you again".

It seemed something clicked in the woman's eyes when she saw her up close, the syringe lowering.

"You're that girl…" she muttered, contempt and venom in her voice, "you're that Hale girl".

The man turned his glare to her, complete and unrelenting fury in his gaze.

"You killed our son" he accused.

"I most certainly did not" she exclaimed in something close to offence before frowning, "uh… who's your son?"

"Brian" the woman muttered, "you're the one that killed him".

She involuntarily shivered at the name, feeling Stiles' anxiety and tenseness from behind her.

"What a wild – and completely untrue – accusation" she scoffed.

"You filthy murderer"

"I didn't kill your scumbag son" she stated, "I just wish I had".

The woman screeched, lurching for her with the syringe raised in her hand and she was forced to go on the offence, quickly grabbing her wrists before she could plunge the syringe – and whatever was in it – deep into her neck.

She yanked the woman sideways, slamming her hands into the wall several times until she yelled in pain, her fingers breaking and the syringe falling from her grip.

"Mary!" the man screamed, raising his knife, no doubt about to throw it directly at her head so she quickly bent down to grab the syringe and forcefully wrapped an arm around the woman's neck and held the syringe against her pulse point.

"Back off" she yelled, "or I inject whatever poison is in this into her goddamn neck".

The man faltered, his eyes briefly moving to look at Stiles, maybe seeing him as an easy target, so she simply tightened her hold on Mary, causing her to choke.

"You just lost your son… do you really want to lose your wife too?"

It took him a few seconds but he reluctantly placed the knife on Lydia's bed, his dark eyes like thunder.

"Good. Now back up" she encouraged, jutting her chin towards the door, indicating for him to leave.

"Not without Mary".

"Get out" she repeated, "and don't you dare come back. Lydia is innocent".

The woman she was slowly strangling managed to scoff, so Kayla figured her hold wasn't tight enough so increased her grip making her splutter in panic.

"Innocent" the man scoffed, "Like you are? Look at your eyes. You're an abomination too, and now that girl will no longer be a girl – she'll be amonster…"

Maybe she was an abomination – she could accept that – but Lydia wasn't. She was one of her best friends and she did not deserve this.

"Lydia is not a monster… and she's not going to be a monster… and you're certainly not going to kill her" she snarled, "and if you come back here, this abomination will gut you like a fish".

The woman, who she now knew as Mary, was turning an uncanny shade of blue so she loosened her grip, allowing her to gasp back some much-needed air.

"We're not going to stop until she's dead" Mary growled, "until you're all dead".

"Big words from someone who is only breathing because I'm allowing it".

The man, whose name she still didn't know, finally did as she asked, moving towards the door and hovering over the threshold of it.

"This isn't over Hale" he warned, "one way or another, you'll pay for what you did to our son".

She pushed Mary out of her grip and into his, her eyes still blazing a bright green.

"I did nothing to him".

"You're the reason he's dead" Mary screamed, "you're the reason we had to tell him about all of this before he was ready. Before we had a chance to train him up to be the kind of protector he was meant to be. You got him killed, and you're all going to pay. We're the protectors of this town. It's our job".

She didn't know why she was getting blamed for his demise, but then again, she didn't know what Brian had told his parents about her. For all she knew, he could have painted her as the bad guy, and when he turned up dead, it was only logical for them to blame the person he made into his enemy.

"Well-" she scoffed, "-I hope he rots in fiery hell, and I hope you both join him".

Mary seemed about ready to charge at her but her husband grabbed her and pulled her away, leaving her and Stiles standing in Lydia's room, completely taken aback by what happened.

"I can see where Brian got his psycho-ness from" Stiles whistled, "they are off the charts crazy".

"Did you hear what they called themselves?" she asked with a frown.

"Protectors?"

"Yeah" she mumbled, "I've… I've heard that before. I just….I don't know where from".

"Do you think they'll be back?" Stiles asked nervously.

"Yes" she said without faltering, lifting the syringe to smell it and recoiling when she got the strong smell of wolfsbane and something else more chemical-like.

"Wolfsbane" she said, "a really rare kind. They think she's turning".

"But she's not?" Stiles said, "Lydia's fine".

"She's fine" she nodded, looking at her unconscious friend, "but she's something. No one gets bit and doesn't turn into something".

"So… what do you think she could be?"

Before she had a chance to reply, a groggy voice interrupted her, muttering out a quiet "if you're going to talk like I'm not here, at least check I'm sleeping first".

It took her a second to realise that voice belonged to Lydia who was blinking dopily, raising a hand to rub at her eyes.

"What's going on?" her friend asked, "what was all that noise?"

Her and Stiles looked at each other in surprise and shock, a sense of relief passing between them.

"Lydia…" she mumbled, rushing to her side, "you're okay".

"Of course I'm okay" she said, pushing herself up on her elbows and finally managing to peel her groggy eyes open, looking between her and Stiles.

"So… was I right?" the strawberry blonde continued, "did you have sex at the dance?"

Stiles immediately flared a deep pink, unable to hide his spluttering at that direct and brazen question whereas she just smirked because Lydia was, well… still Lydia. Even after nearly dying, she was still concerned with her sex life.

"No" she laughed, "there was lots of other stuff going on".

"Hm" Lydia let out a disappointed grunt, "too bad. I made you all pretty for nothing".

Yup. Definitely still Lydia.

She looked back at Stiles, ignoring his awkwardness. "Can you let the nurses know she's responsive and awake?"

"Uh… of course. Um… I'll be right back".

He left, leaving her and Lydia alone.

"Not having sex at the dance was criminal" Lydia said.

"You have a chunk taken out of your side, and you're worried about my ability to get dick?" she laughed.

"He looked half decent for once. You wasted an ample opportunity".

"Well, I'm sure we'll get another shot at it".

"And when you do, don't wear that" Lydia scrunched her nose up in distaste at her choice of clothes, "the gift needs to be wrapped appropriately, and that is just disastrous".

If she didn't think so before, then yup. Lydia was going to be just fine.


She was wrong. Lydia was not fine at all. In fact, she was so un-fine that she escaped out the hospital bathroom window - naked. Something that was not all that good of an idea at the tail end of February.

Whatever was happening to her friend was turning into a complete and utter disaster, especially with not only hunters out to get her, but also something called 'protectors'.

Well... Lydia always did like to be the centre of attention.

Since the disaster of the events after the dance, she had promised herself she wouldn't go back to The Hale house - not in this life, or the next. Not willing to put herself through that kind of pain again.

Unfortunately, the universe had other plans for her - as usual.

The burnt and broken remains of the family house that used to be so grand and beautiful seemed to taunt her as Scott, Stiles, Allison and her approached it, a sinking feeling twisting her stomach.

This place must be cursed. How could one place attract so much disaster and bloodshed?

She felt unnerved, a shiver tingling its way up her spine as she got closer to the clearing, shuddering uneasily. Her arms subconsciously tightening around her body as she looked behind her, almost feeling like something was following her. Not necessarily a person, but more like darkness.

The forest was eerily quiet, barely even a wind chill, but something felt different. The woods had always brought her a sense of peace, but now it just seemed... haunted.

"You okay?" Stiles asked, stopping when she stilled and looking at her in concern.

"Yeah" she mumbled, casting another sweep of the forest before turning to face him, "I just got a weird feeling".

"What kind of weird feeling?"

She gulped, that strange unexplained shuddering encasing her body.

"The kind that make people say 'someone just walked over my grave' kind of feeling".

He appeared a little freaked by her explanation, taking her hand and urging her on, catching up with Scott and Allison who had faltered as they got closer to The Hale house.

"She came here? You sure?" Stiles asked in doubt, shooting Scott a disbelieving stare.

"This is where the scent leads" Scott shrugged back, casting a dubious glance around the clearing.

"It makes sense… sort of" she shrugged, "I mean, whatever she is, she is probably looking for the one that bit her… which was P-Peter, and he's here somewhere so…"

She didn't continue her sentence, caught up in the fact that somewhere, close by, was most likely where Derek got rid of Peter's remains. Fearful, yet slightly intrigued at the same time.

"But what doesn't make sense. How could Lydia find this place?".

"She's never been here with me" Allison claimed and Scott let out a sound of agreement and it fell silent between them, but not the kind of silence that was comfortable, more of a kind of silence that was anticipating, and Kayla looked around, seeing the three of them staring at her, eyebrows raised in a questioning look.

"Oh yes, I brought Lydia here for a trip down memory lane" Kayla said sarcastically, "no of course I didn't take her here – it would cost me an arm and a leg to get Lydia this far into the woods" she added, rolling her eyes as she continued slowly making her way through the leaves, a weird tingling sensation coming from her stomach as she got closer and closer to the police-taped house.

She heard Scott and Allison whispering about Lydia's instinct to be part of a pack and how that subconscious feeling could be so strong it made her search for her Alpha - which was all true. Except, if Lydia wasn't a werewolf, wouldn't it be different for her? Would she still seek out her Alpha?

She didn't know, and not knowing was infuriating.

She ignored her friends talking, looking at The Hale house. Peter's memories that he gave her suddenly encapsulating her entire brain.

She remembered exactly how the flames destroyed the home, along with everyone else in it. She remembered how they were trapped and burned alive. She remembered, not only the smell of burning flesh, but the desperation to live.

It wasn't her memories, but she remembered being there and it was horrifying. Seeing the burnt and charred remains of the house just brought it all back, a rush of sickness turning her stomach.

She was snapped from her daze by Scott shouting out Stiles' name and spun around, thinking the worst and assuming they were being attacked, when in actual fact it was just Scott getting his foot caught in a trip wire.

"Dude - next time you see a trip wire, don't trip it" Scott sighed hanging uncomfortably upside down.

"Sorry buddy" Stiles winced, as Allison hid a laugh behind her hand.

She made her way towards them, prepared to help him down, but suddenly Scott waved his arms out in panic, urging them to run.

"Go, go, go go, go, someone's here. Hide".

Stiles grabbed Allison, pulling her into the trees and urged her to follow and, without thinking, distracted by the sheer panic in Scott's voice, she stepped forward without looking and assessing her surroundings and suddenly got yanked into the air.

The force of the pull on her left leg twisted her ankle uncomfortably, making her yelp. The swing of her body sending her careening straight into Scott's path - and unluckily, his forehead.

"Ow" she heard him mutter, blinking hazily and having to reach out to clumsily grab her before she swung into him full force again.

She grabbed onto his arms, stabilising herself midair.

"Why are you ow-ing? You heal" she grumbled, rubbing her own sore forehead that had ungracefully clonked his.

"You swung into me!"

"This is not the time or place for formalities Scott" she huffed, finally stopping swinging but both of them were still slowly spinning around in a circle, like some sort of weird upside down slow dance.

"Well, this is just great. Congratulations to whoever just expertly caught two highschool kids, but we would really appreciate it if you let us down" she called out, rolling her eyes.

"I should've known it would be you two" she heard a voice say scathingly and tried to bend her head backwards, seeing nothing but dark sky, but - unfortunately for her - she would recognise that voice anywhere.

"Mr Argent" Kayla groaned, twisting around on the wire to face him and his fellow hunters, "I would say it's a pleasure to see you but that would be lying – and my dad always taught me never to lie".

"Which one?" he fired back cruelly, smirking as her expression hardened.

"Not the one that ripped out your psycho sister's throat" she shot back, just as vehemently as he did her, making him flinch almost unnoticeably.

"You Hales really need to learn to keep your mouths shut".

"Now where's the fun in that?"

He smirked, kneeling close to them but not close enough for her to reach out and smack him silly - unfortunately.

"As it's the two of you in a compromising situation, maybe leave the sassy remarks to us, huh?"

"You wouldn't know sassy if it hit you in the ass" she exclaimed, ignoring how dizzy she was getting being upside down.

Chris bit back another remark, turning his attention to a nervous Scott who was considerably less talk-backitive than she was. Just simply swinging like he was enjoying a nice day out at a theme park.

"How are you both doing tonight?" the Argent asked, "up to anything in particular?"

"Great – oh, you know, just hanging out".

Okay, maybe not less talk-backitive.

"Yup, just enjoying the view and the amazing feeling of blood rushing to our heads" she remarked sarcastically, unable to stop another roll of her eyes.

"Do I have to gag you?" he asked incredulously, sending her a withering gaze of exhaustion.

She shrugged as best as she could upside down, unbothered by his threats.

"If you're into that kind of thing then whatever" she smirked, "I ain't the kink police".

He glared at her once more, gritting his teeth, probably resisting the urge to cut her in half, and turned his attention back to Scott.

"I want to know what you're both doing out here" he demanded, "the truth this time".

"Looking for our friend" Scott said because, seriously, what else would they be doing out here in the middle of the god damn night?

"Your friend that's turning, right?"

"Turning into a popsicle, yeah" she cut in, "it's freezing tonight and she's naked. That's not exactly a good combination".

"I thought I told you to keep quiet" Chris hugged, his eyes narrowing at her.

"Technically you just told me you were going to gag me, that wasn't telling me to shut up" she corrected him, clearly unable to 'keep her mouth shut' as he had once advised her.

He pointed at one of his hunting buddies and then to her, and she got the message loud and clear.

"Aw, c'mon Chris… there's no need to get hostile" she told him as a big guy walked over to her, pulling out a cloth from his pocket. "Wow, okay, you really did mean you were going to gag me, whatever, jeez… looks like no one has a sense of humour" she muttered as the cloth got tied tightly around her mouth, probably deliberately getting her long hair tangled up in it just for the hell of it.

"Now that's better" Chris exclaimed, back to facing Scott again, "because I understand that Lydia's now a part of your group now, right? Part of your clique? Is that the word you use or is there another word? Part of your pack maybe?" he asked scathingly as she reached up to try and untie the cloth currently cutting into the sides of her mouth but it was tied tightly and in several knots too, making it more difficult than she expected.

"Clique sounds about right to me" Scott muttered and Kayla nodded, letting out a sign of agreement even though no one was paying attention to her.

"That's right" Chris nodded in agreement, "because I know Lydia is a friend of Allison's and one special circumstance such as yourself… one I can handle. Two-" he looked at her with a creepy smile, "-two is pushing it. But three? Not going to happen".

"Allison wouldn't forgive you if you hurt Lydia".

"How about you let me worry about my daughter?" Chris said, "and you just worry about staying out of trouble".

She finally managed to untie the cloth around her mouth, spitting it out and pulling out half her hair with it.

"What you call trouble, we call doing the right thing. Of course you don't know what that is".

She was grating on his nerves, she could tell, but she didn't care. Unable to stop herself from putting these little digs in.

"Do you know what a hemicorporectomy is, Scott?" he asked pointedly, ignoring her. Just as she was about to put her hand in the air like she was back in middle school, Chris pointed at her in warning.

"Keep. Quiet" he exclaimed and she simply exhaled loudly, rolling her eyes as she crossed her arms.

"I have a feeling I don't want to".

"It's a medical term for amputating somebody at the waist – cutting them in half".

"I knew that if you just let me answer" Kayla grumbled to herself, but again she was largely ignored - a common theme of this little meeting.

Chris leaned up to demonstrate the motion on Scott, the threat of mutilation just below the surface.

"Let's hope a demonstration doesn't become necessary, yeah?"

"Well, if it does, we know who did it".

Chris strolled away, again - ignoring her quips - his hunting buddies flanking on either side of him, disappearing into the darkness.

"See?" she quirked a brow at Scott, "I told you they cut people in half".

Allison and Stiles appeared, Allison rushing to Scott, and Stiles hurrying to her and smirking down at her in amusement, making her glare up at him.

"Are you both okay?" Allison asked, seeming mortified with her dad's actions.

"Just another life-threating conversation with your dad".

Stiles couldn't stifle his chuckles, pushing at her feet so she started swinging softly which made her glare harder.

"Okay, yes, laugh it up… go on, I know you want to" she sulked, "but do it quick because I think I'm losing circulation in my legs".

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's just… 'If you're into that kind of thing'" he quoted in amusement, throwing his head back and letting out a hearty laugh.

"What else was I meant to say to him?"

"Maybe not something so sexually suggestive?" he smirked.

"I like making people uncomfortable - sue me".

As Stiles and her were bickering, Scott had leaned up and managed to slash out at the rope tying him upside down, landing expertly on his feet.

She looked at him completely unamused.

"And you couldn't have done that before we had to endure that 'want to stick a gun in your mouth' type of conversation?"

Scott shrugged innocently, making her roll her eyes.

"Well that's fantastic" Kayla broke the silence sarcastically, "but I don't have a pair of handy claws at my disposal, so if you could just shimmy your ass over here and cut me loose that would be great".

Stiles snorted as Allison tried to hide her giggles behind her hand but was failing miserably, playfully pushing Scott to help her before they all got snarked at - again.

Scott did as he was told, making his way over to her and, without warning, swiped out with his claws before she could ask for someone to catch her which resulted in her landing awkwardly on her back, letting out a groan at the collision.

"Sorry" Scott winced, his blurry face appearing above her, "I did that a bit too prematurely, huh?"

She snorted, "let's hope that's not the only thing you do prematurely otherwise Allison is going to be extremely disappointed".


Unfortunately, they did not find Lydia that night, nor the next. Her scent was all over the woods and every time Scott thought they were getting closer, her scent disappeared and reappeared somewhere else.

Whatever was going on with Lydia was bad. The bite clearly affecting her more than they all thought.

It was now Tuesday morning, and Lydia had been missing since Sunday evening. That was about 36 hours of being cold, hungry and dehydrated. The outcome looking more and more likely to be bad.

After getting probably only a few minutes of sleep at her crappy motel room she had still rented, she got ready and prepared to leave early to take another wander around Beacon Hills.

Her clothes were running out, having only packed a duffel bag, which meant she would have to kindly ask Stiles to wear more of his clothes or suck back up to her mom who, by this point, she fully expected to have changed the locks.

Regardless, that was a tomorrow issue. She had one outfit left - a short dark green pleated shirt with a cropped white tee, along with the skimpiest most uncomfortable pair of thongs she owned. Why she packed them she had no idea, but she was in a rush and didn't think what she had been throwing carelessly into the bag, and now that had turned around and bit her in the ass - quite literally.

She stuck with wearing her white sneakers, having to resort to going braless.

Yup - she needed more clothes. At this rate, she would soon be doing a Lydia and running around the woods naked.

She left the motel room, grabbing an oversized brown cardigan on the way out and threw it on, nearly tripping over a guy sat slumped outside her room.

"Careful sweetness" he laughed, reaching out to grab her bare leg as she stumbled, "wouldn't want to get hurt now, would you?"

She looked down at him - his clothes old and scraggly and, even from all the way up here, she could smell the nicotine and liquor on his breath.

"Right. Sorry" she apologised half heartedly, prepared to walk away but he was still gripping at her ankle, his bleary eyes slowly inching up her legs, tilting his head a little to peer up her skirt.

"Would you like to help an old man out?" he mumbled, his stare creepy and lusting, his tight grip stroking her ankle, "I could make it worth your time, pretty girl".

She scoffed, "if you don't let go of me, I'll break your face".

He didn't take her threat seriously, chuckling a little as his hand drifted further up her leg, moving towards the back of her thigh so she did what she did best - put disgusting men in their place.

Her free foot kicked out and collided straight into his nose, immediately making him recoil in pain and grab his nose that was bursting with blood.

"Yeah" she scoffed, stepping away, his grip now non existent, "that's what I thought".

It seemed even Beacon Hills had its fair share of assholes.

She took a wander around the edge of the woods, searching for any signs or clues that Lydia was nearby, but found nothing except a bunch of litter and some dog crap that people had failed to pick up.

When she was just about to call off her search for a few hours, she noticed police lights up ahead in the cemetery which piqued her interest, hurrying to see what the commotion was all about.

She kept to the sidelines, trying to blend in amongst the headstones as she watched the Sheriff appearing to interview an older man and a teenager by an open grave.

She squinted, immediately recognising him as the boy that dug Laura's grave. What did Stiles say his name was again...?

Oh right. Lahey. Isaac Lahey.

She watched them. Despite his height, around the older man's presence, who she presumed was his dad, he seemed shy and reserved, almost cowering away from him. Hiding behind a mop of curly dark blonde hair. On the flip side, the older man seemed standoffish and cruel, his expression harsh and twisted into something akin to warning.

It was clear that Isaac did not feel comfortable around his dad, so maybe he wouldn't be honest to the Sheriff in front of him. Maybe she should do some investigating of her own.

She noticed Isaac look up and past the Sheriff, staring into the woods with a fearful look on his face but when she followed his line of sight she saw nothing.

It seemed the Sheriff caught onto that as well because he turned around to investigate but saw nothing either, preparing to turn back to face Isaac and his dad but caught sight of her hovering by a headstone and frowned.

Oops. Busted.

She simply waved, smiling as she did so.

The sheriff finished up with Isaac and his dad, putting away his notebook and beelining straight to her.

"Kayla" he greeted with a sigh, blocking her trying to see past him and into whatever was happening in the grave, "you're up early".

"Bold of you to assume I slept" she smirked, craning her neck around him again to try and figure out what all the fuss was about, "what's going on? Is it Lydia?"

"No, we still haven't found her" the Sheriff informed her, "just a bit of grave robbing".

"Grave robbing?"

He nodded - excuse the pun - gravely, his own expression morphed into disgust.

"What did they take? Diamonds, expensive jewellery?"

"Her liver".

"Oh" she mumbled, "well, that's disgusting".

"You should get to school" he encouraged, "if we find anything out about Lydia, I'll let you all know".

She only nodded in agreement because, in the distance, she saw Isaac Lahey finally part ways with his dad and head towards his bike.

She bid the Sheriff farewell, quickly heading straight towards the boy she didn't really know all that well - or really, at all - because she had a feeling he knew more than he was letting on, and one of her skills was pumping people for information.

She stepped in front of his bike before he could pedal away, her fingers gripping the handlebars as she shot him an award winning smile.

"Hi" she greeted, "Isaac, right?"

The poor boy looked completely blindsighted by her sudden appearance, his baby blue eyes widening in surprise with a touch of anxiety, his helmet half slipping off his head.

"Uh... um... y-yeah..."

"I'm Kayla" she introduced herself, still smiling, holding out a hand for him, but he seemed caught in a constant state of surprise because he didn't take her hand immediately, looking around nervously.

"I... I know" he nodded, finally accepting her hand for a brief shake, "we have art together. And chemistry... and English... and history..."

She wondered why she didn't recognise him if they had that many classes together, but it was clear he was shy and kept to himself. Maybe he blended into the background, like he was invisible.

She, on the other hand, was not.

She jutted her head back towards where all the commotion was happening, keeping her expression carefree and neutral, the smile still fixed on her face.

"Crazy what happened last night" she said, "I mean... it's not every day people steal dead people's livers, is it?"

She watched as his Adam's apple bounced up and down as he swallowed nervously, his eyes darting from side to side, like he was looking for an escape from her and her questioning, still awkwardly half on his bike.

"Don't get me wrong-" she continued, "-this is Beacon Hills, but even by Beacon Hills standards it's kind of weird and gross".

He simply nodded, unable to hold her gaze for longer than two seconds.

"You didn't happen to see anything weird or gross, did you?" she asked sweetly, "something maybe... out of the ordinary?"

He stiffened, a clear indicator that yes, in fact, he did. But would he be willing to share that with her?

"... Why do you want to know?" he settled on saying, making her smile widen.

"Curiosity".

"You're curious about this kind of stuff?"

"Who wouldn't be?"

He dropped his gaze, a part of him looking like he just wanted to cycle away and not look back.

"I saw... I saw something take her liver".

"Something?"

"... Can humans tear apart a grave like that with their own hands?"

"Probably not" she agreed, her eyes twinkling, "what do you think it was?"

The question caught him off guard, looking across at her in surprise and wariness, a panicked sweat breaking out across his forehead.

"I uh... I've got to get to practice" he gulped, "I'm running late".

"You know-" she tightened her grip around the metal handlebars, keeping him grounded, "-you wouldn't sound crazy if you told me what really happened".

"I... I just did".

"Maybe" she smirked, "but something tells me you're leaving out a few key details".

His lips tightened together, looking anywhere but her eyes, clearly nervous and on edge.

Maybe she was going soft but she decided to take pity on him, easing off the playful intimidation a little and instead simply smiled, nodding down to bike.

"Fancy giving me a ride to school?"

"A-A ride?" he spluttered, "o-on the bike? With me?"

"My balance is spectacular".

He didn't know what to say, looking down at his handlebars and then to her, his heart nearly jumping out of his chest as he awkwardly slipped off his helmet and offered it to her.

She laughed, pushing it back into his hands.

"Don't sweat it. Those cheekbones of yours need better protection than mine".

A/N) yayyyy an update hahaha we are heading into exciting parts of season 2, and yay to Kayla and Isaac finally meeting. It's about time - this will be interesting... ;)

Also, I just can't wait for Stiles and Kayla smut - that is all haha

So I hoped you all liked and please review and I shall see you soon :)

Chapter 61: Baby blues

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A/N) Teen Wolf does not belong to me. Thanks for all the support :)

Unlike the ride she got with Scott on his bike's handlebars all those weeks ago, Isaac did not make her fall off.

Despite the fact he was clearly in a rush as morning practice would soon be starting, he took his time going around corners and braked gently. Even once, reaching out to grab her hip when he thought she was going to fall. Of course, he soon muttered an apology and snapped his hand back like he had been burnt and she just hid her smirk, her naturally curled hair blowing in his face.

He slowed down when he reached the bike rack and she jumped off, tucking her skirt back down that had rode up and turned to smile at him.

"Thanks for the ride" she said, watching as he kept his gaze diverted and unclipped his helmet, hanging it on the handlebars. "A jog before school in a skirt wouldn't have been my best moment".

"It's uh... it's no bother" he muttered, hiking his bag further up his shoulder, "I should probably, uh-"

"What's the rush?" she grinned, revelling in his awkwardness, "I don't bite".

He jerked his head up at those words, looking at her with wide - almost terrified - eyes. As if he saw more into her words than she meant. She was just being playful and a little flirtatious - nothing out of the ordinary for her - but he didn't know her. Maybe he took her words at face value.

Probably without meaning to, he touched his side, making her frown.

"You good?" she quizzed, her brows knitting together in curiosity.

"... Yeah" he murmured, gulping nervously, "I'm just-I'm late-"

"Isaac-" she interrupted, grabbing his arm before he could run off, "-if you saw something else, or if something scared you-"

"I didn't see anything" he said quickly, making her frown, studying his expression and focusing on his black eye that seemed relatively fresh, still bruising a dark blue.

"What happened to your eye?" she settled on asking, watching as he flinched in panic.

"Uh… l-lacrosse practice".

"That bruise doesn't look much more than twelve hours old" she observed.

"I was practising by myself".

She didn't buy his words one bit, but he was getting flustered and panicky and she felt a little bad, dropping her grip on his arm.

For some reason, she felt like she knew him. Something about those baby blues was hauntingly familiar in a weird kind of way, or maybe it was because she recognised the pain and sadness in his gaze. The same kind of pain and sadness that was in hers. Something wasn't right about this kid's situation, and she wanted to know what.

"Well, if you do remember anything then you know where to find me".

He nodded but kept his gaze diverted, scuttling away.

She knew he was lying - or rather, emitting certain truths - but she had to be careful about it. Isaac Lahey seemed too delicate at the moment, and she didn't want to push him too far off the deep end.

It was only a couple of seconds later did Stiles appear by her side out of nowhere, his brows pinched together in curious wondering.

"What were you doing with Isaac Lahey?"

"Wow, good morning to you too handsome" she chuckled, leaning up to press a soft kiss to his lips but, when she pulled back, he still had a worried frown on his face that even her lips couldn't melt away.

"Why were you with Isaac Lahey?" he repeated, although this time he sounded - dare she say it - a little insecure.

"He gave me a ride" she shrugged simply.

"A-A ride?" he spluttered, "he rides a bike, not a Harley".

She had to bite back her amused smile, a little flattered he seemed to be a little het up and maybe even a tad jealous.

"Stiles?" she asked sweetly.

"Yeah?"

"Why are you focusing on Isaac Lahey and not on how hot I look right now?"

He snapped his gaze down to her outfit, his adorable brown eyes widening as he took her all in. Barely able to swallow his gasp as his tongue darted out to dampen his lips, a light flush tingling his cheeks. Admiring her skin on show - which was a lot of skin. Her cropped white tee and short little skirt barely leaving much to the imagination.

"... Oh... wow..."

Just to turn him on even more, she deliberately did a playful twirl in front of him, her green plaid skirt swaying around the tops of her thighs, biting back her laugh as he looked about ready to pass out.

"What, uh... what was I talking about?" he mumbled, his gaze flickering back to her bare legs.

She grinned, his apparent worries forgotten.

Damn, she was good.

"So I do look hot then?" she teased.

"You look... like I want to get you in the back of my jeep and make you mine".

Despite her very zealous and overconfidence with her sexuality, even she was slightly taken aback by Stiles' words, not expecting something so deliciously erotic to leave his lips.

"Oh really?" she smirked, her skin flushing with warmth under his needy stare - eyes filled with so much appreciation and lust she almost jumped him right then and there.

He seemed a little embarrassed that she said that, but nodded all the same. Slowly, and shyly, reaching out to dust his fingers along the hem of her skirt.

"It's... It's short" he observed, his pulse racing in his neck so much that she could see the vein bulge, "really short".

Her eyes flashed with amusement. "Is that a problem?"

"Yes" he answered immediately, "because how the hell am I meant to concentrate all day when I know what's under it?"

Her breath caught in her throat, subconsciously stepping closer to him, the heat of his body making her melt. Her skin glowing a pretty pink as she remembered how right he treated her body just a few days ago and craved for him to do it again.

She may be the seductress, but it was times like this she was putty in his hands.

"We find Lydia?" she whispered, "then I'm all yours".

She meant it. She had a taste of him and now she wanted more. Probably more than she wanted anything in her entire life. Her body - and soul - crying out for him, almost inhumanely.

He looked startled by her words, his hand stilling on her upper thigh.

"Y-You mean that?" he stuttered, "I mean... you'll be mine?"

"I'm already yours" she reminded him, "but yeah... in any way you want..." she added suggestively, biting her lip.

She thought he might pass out anytime soon, but luckily he semi-snapped himself out of it, wiping the sweat from his forehead.

It was at that perfect moment that Scott jogged up to the two of them, clearly unaware he was interrupting a very sexually charged moment by an innocent, and a little dopey, expression on his face.

"Hey Kay" he greeted before slapping Stiles' shoulder, "dude, c'mon, we're going to be late for practice".

Stiles jumped, awkwardly trying to adjust himself as she crossed her ankles, trying to ignore the heat spreading between her legs.

God, she wanted him.

No one said anything for several seconds until Scott frowned, a daunting realisation crossing his features.

"I just interrupted something, didn't I?"

"Funnily enough bud, yeah, you did" Stiles snarked lightly, "thanks for that".

"Go to practice" she laughed, "I'll catch up with you both later, okay?"

She pressed a fleeting kiss to his lips, winked at Scott, then turned on her heel and bounced away, hearing Stiles mutter under his breath "that girl will be the god damn death of me".


"Who the hell is that?" Scott whispered, clinging to the large cement sculpture as they watched an older man enter the cemetery, a breezy air of confidence swimming around him.

She craned around Scott, basically clambering on top of him to get a better look at the scene unfolding in front of their very eyes, balancing on his shoulders for stability.

"Oh. New character unlocked" she mumbled, pushing up to see better, "he looks crazy. He must be an Argent".

"An Argent?" Scott asked in terror, "what makes you think that?"

"That" she said, watching as the older man embraced Chris somewhat awkwardly, although the gesture was presumably meant to be warm. "As someone with severe daddy issues, I can tell straight away that's Chris' dad".

If more Argents were in town, that spelt trouble. Which means, most likely, that the rest of sophomore year would not go smoothly for them.

They watched quietly as the man gazed sternly at Kate's coffin and then hugged Mrs Argent, before facing a confused and wary Allison.

"On a scale of one to ten... how screwed do you think we are?" Scott winced.

"Honestly?" she shrugged, "probably about an eleven".

It was then Stiles finally decided to appear, shuffling over to them breathless.

"What did I miss?"

"Grandpappy Argent" she replied, sliding down Scott's back, "It's like a goddamn family reunion over there".

Stiles paled "oh... that's not good".

Allison had glanced over at them however, she wasn't being all that low key, which meant every Argent by the graveside diverted their gaze to the tree line which sent the three of them scrambling for cover.

"Real subtle boys" she remarked sarcastically, rolling her eyes.

"Maybe... maybe they don't hunt" Stiles said somewhat optimistically for him, followed by a shrug, "I mean, there could be non-hunting Argents, right?"

"Maybe on Mars".

"Kayla's right" Scott agreed, "I know what they're here for. They're reinforcements".

"Battle lines are being drawn" she nodded, "an Argent killed The Hale's... a Hale killed an Argent. This is war".

Before any of them could process that absolute bombshell, Scott and Stiles suddenly got yanked up by the nape of their shirts by none other than Sheriff Stilinski.

"The two of you-oh. Three" he corrected, frowning as he saw her still hunched on the ground, "of course it's three. I should've known".

She sent him her best, most award-winning smile, trying to look as innocent as possible.

"Hi again Sheriff. You look dapper".

"None of you should be here, least of all you" he added, looking down at her, "if the Argents see you here-"

"That's why we're hiding" she said very matter-of-factly.

The Sheriff sighed, clearly at his wits end with the three of them - and honestly? She couldn't blame him. Whenever there was trouble, it was always them three. They must give him a migraine at least twice weekly.

"Stiles, pick up my tie" he ordered through gritted teeth as Stiles sheepishly bent down to grab it. "Kayla, follow me".

The Sheriff dragged Scott and Stiles to his cruiser, leaving her to follow. Ordering them to get in the back where he could "keep an eye on them".

So she was left squished between Scott and Stiles with a very unamused dad and Sheriff up the front, the silence deafening.

She looked between her two friends, their broad shoulders crushing into her, unable to stay silent for too long.

"I feel like this is the start to a lot of pornos".

Stiles spat out a mouthful of air in shock as Scott blinked a couple of times, taking a few seconds to process what she said before blushing, avoiding her gaze. Whereas the Sheriff simply cocked a brow at her in the rearview mirror, exasperated with her runaway mouth.

She was unfazed by their reactions, shrugging a shoulder at Stiles as he gaped at her.

"What?" she asked, "this is like the perfect set-up for a bit of threesome spitroast action-"

Stiles yelped, covering her mouth with his hand before she could say any more.

"Shhhhhh".

She rolled her eyes, pushing his hand away.

"I wasn't suggesting you both DP me, I was just saying-"

The Sheriff's radio cackled to life, making Stiles breathe a sigh of relief at the interruption as he muttered a quiet and panicked "oh thank god".

"4 - 1 - 5 Adam".

"I didn't copy that" the Sheriff said, "did you say 4 - 1 - 5, Adam?"

Before she could even ask the encyclopaedia of police talk - aka, Stiles - he looked at them both and translated "disturbance in a car".

"It's kinda sexy you know all that off by heart" she admitted, catching him off guard again.

"They were taking a heart attack victim - D.O.A. But on the way to the hospital, something hit 'em".

The Sheriff frowned, "what - hit the ambulance?"

"Copy that" the officer radioed back, "I'm standing in front of it right now. Something got in the back. There's blood everywhere. And I mean everywhere".

She shared a look with Scott and Stiles, all of them thinking the exact same thing - that this was their kind of thing.

"All right, unit 4, what's your 20?"

"Route 5 and post. I swear, I've never seen anything like this".

Yup. Definitely their thing.

Stiles quietly opened the door, signalling for them to follow him - which they did, all without the Sheriff knowing.

When they had jogged far enough away from the cruiser to not be spotted, Stiles turned to face them with a worried look.

"Lydia?"

"Maybe" she agreed, "but I don't think it was her at the graveyard, so maybe it's not her at the ambulance".

"Why do you not think it was Lydia at the graveyard?" Scott asked curiously.

"Because of Isaac" she shrugged, "he's a teenage boy. If he saw Lydia naked, clawing at that grave, he would've been in awe - not terrified".

"Well, maybe he's gay" Stiles cut in, making her snort.

"He's definitely not gay" she laughed, much to Stiles' surprise.

"Wha-Why do you say that?"

"Dude kept looking at my tits. Not that I blame him, they are spectacular".

Before Stiles could reply, his expression tense and affronted, Scott held out his hands and exclaimed "so what the hell is it then?"

Unsurprisingly, both boys looked at her expectedly - as if she, like magic, had all the answers

"It's cute how you both think I know".

"You're a Hale" Scott frowned, "you know more than we do".

"I don't know, maybe another werewolf" she shrugged, "one that is severely out of control".

"Derek?" Stiles winced, "maybe he's started turning people already".

"Maybe" she agreed, knowing that would be the next step of his plan, "let's go".

By the time they hurried through the woods, stopping periodically for a breathless Stiles, it had just turned dark. Giving them the perfect opportunity to see into the ambulance that was completely splattered in blood, the dead body covered in a white sheet.

"Lydia couldn't have done that" she shook her head, "I know she can be a bitch, but that's... that's brutal".

"Well..." Stiles muttered, "Lydia with claws is not something I want to see".

"I really don't think she's turning into a werewolf" she disagreed quietly, "she didn't heal, for starters. If the bite takes, it always heals".

"Like mine did" Scott nodded.

"Exactly. Plus, there's lots more than just werewolves out there" she said, "way more. Creatures you've probably never even heard of. My gut is telling me there's more to this".

Scott and Stiles looked equally terrified by that thought, sharing an uneasy glance through the darkness.

"Either way, we need to find her" Scott deduced, "I'm going to try and catch her scent again. Both of you, stay safe".

Scott slinked away, dodging the police presence, and for a second she thought he was about to bound away on all fours like some cliche teenage werewolf, but thankfully he stuck to two legs, disappearing into the darkness.

As such, Stiles and her were left crouching in amongst the leaves and dirt, the cool, crisp night air beginning to make her shiver. Winding her arms around her torso and rubbing them to try and create some friction.

Stiles quirked a brow at her, beginning to shrug off his shirt, leaving him in a 'I support single moms' tee.

"You're cold" he observed, holding out the moss-coloured material, "here, take it".

"I'm fine" she said stubbornly, making him snort.

"You're freezing" he chuckled, "you left your cardigan at school, and tonight is going to be one of the coldest nights out. Take the shirt".

She grunted, but graciously accepted the plaid material, slipping it around her body. Immediately, a reassuring warmth encasing her.

"As my boyfriend, aren't you supposed to want to undress me, not dress me?" she smirked, making him blush.

"If I undress you any more than you already are, then I'll have Frosty the snowman as a girlfriend" he pointed at, reaching out to rub her thigh, giving her another heat source.

"Thanks" she mumbled, burying her face into the collar of the shirt and inhaling, breathing in Stiles' scent that immediately seemed to calm her down. All her worries seeming to quiet a little inside her head.

"We'll find her" he promised her, squeezing her thigh, "and she'll be okay".

She tilted her head up at him, her cheek resting against her shoulder, his plaid shirt chasing away the cold.

"It's my fault" she admitted quietly, "if I just went with Peter that night then he wouldn't have hurt her-"

"Don't do that to yourself" he interrupted her, "you're not responsible for what Peter did. It's not your fault she got hurt - it's his, and only his".

She wanted to believe him, she really did, but she couldn't help but wonder how different the events of that night could've been if, instead of running away from him, she accepted his offer of revenge. Maybe if she had, Lydia wouldn't have been fighting for her life and now missing. Maybe, if she had stopped thinking she could fix everything, then everything wouldn't be broken now.

"I hate my family sometimes" she grumbled, much to his amusement.

"Well, there's something we both have in common because so do I".

She laughed, a little louder than she intended to, which resulted in a bright flashlight getting pointed in their direction, causing her and Stiles to duck.

"Kids?" a familiar voice asked in exasperation, "I know you're there. I saw you".

Her and Stiles shared a look before begrudgingly standing up, seeing the Sheriff looking at them in the distance with an irritated look on his face.

"Get up here" the sheriff sighed, and even though she couldn't see, she was sure he was rolling his eyes at them, "I'd rather have you both where I can keep my eye on you".

They obliged, Stiles taking her hand as they trudged up the incline and onto the road, the glare of the ambulance's red and blues lighting up the sheriff's displeased face. His arms crossed in front of him as he cocked a brow, clearly expecting an explanation.

"Uh..." Stiles muttered, "we were just... out for a-a jog".

"You? Jog?" The sheriff snorted disbelieving.

"Well, Kayla was" he corrected, "jogging, that is. I was just, y'know... supporting"

Clearly he didn't buy those words one bit, sighing and looking for an explanation from Kayla.

She simply shrugged, "we're looking for Lydia".

"See? Now that I believe" the sheriff said, "both of you stay right here and don't move a muscle and, for god's sake Stiles, get your girlfriend a damn jacket".

Stiles gaped, looking affronted at his dad's words.

"Wha-I... I gave her my shirt".

The Sheriff rolled his eyes, shrugging off his chunky jacket and wrapping it around her shoulders.

"Thanks Sheriff" she beamed.

"Kiss ass" Stiles grumbled as his dad walked off, chatting with one of his deputies.

"Deal with it" she smirked, "because I can kiss ass better than anybody".

Surprisingly, they did as the Sheriff asked. Mostly because he kept looking over towards them every ten seconds to make sure they were staying put and staying out of trouble.

"So, you really believe that Lydia didn't do this?" Stiles asked, waving his hand out to the bloodied ambulance.

"I do" she nodded, "maybe it's a gut feeling more than anything else, but it doesn't feel like a Lydia thing to do".

"If she has turned into something else… what do you think she could be?"

Honestly, she had no idea. There were too many things out there in the big bad world to even begin to speculate. She was proof of that. But something told her they needed to find out - and find out fast.

She shrugged, glancing up at his expectant face, but instead of replying straight away, something off in the distance caught her eye.

That something was Lydia. A very naked Lydia.

She gasped, quickly brushing past Stiles to grab a blanket from another ambulance and rushed over to her friend before anyone else had even noticed her, wrapping her freezing body up in the thick blue cloth.

"Oh thank god" she mumbled, bringing Lydia into an unexpected hug, relieved beyond belief that she was alive and well - and maybe, selfishly, ease of guilt that her actions had endangered her.

"Your sudden displays of affection are a little unnerving Kayla" the strawberry blonde muttered, "are you having some kind of mental breakdown?"

She laughed at the irony, pulling back to look at her friend. Reaching out to pick a leaf from her matted hair.

"I'm just glad you're okay. You had us all really worried".

"Naked hiking?" Lydia whispered, "do not recommend".


"Where's Kayla?" was the greeting he got from his dad later that night at the station when he appeared, the buzz surrounding a missing Lydia now having worn off.

"She's staying with Lydia at the hospital tonight. Make sure she doesn't go for another naked stroll through the woods".

"So no cooking breakfast for three tomorrow then?"

He blushed at his dad's question, shutting the door to his office behind him.

"No, uh… no breakfast. No nothing in fact, because we haven't… we're not… I mean, she isn't… with me…"

"Son?"

"Yeah?"

"I know" his dad chuckled, "but I also know how teenage hormones can be and-"

"Oh my god, can we please not go there?" he begged desperately, "or I may be tempted to hang myself - repeatedly. With my own shoelaces".

His dad blew out a long breath, looking at him over the top of his glasses.

"Okay" he surrendered, "but we will need to have this talk sometime you know".

"Can it be when I'm dead?"

His dad rolled his eyes but surrendered, dropping the subject. It was then, upon closer observation, Stiles noticed his desk was covered in paper and files, two cardboard boxes sitting next to one another.

"What's all this?" he asked, stepping closer.

"Hm? Oh" his dad said, "that's none of your business".

Hearing the words 'none of your business' just made Stiles more intrigued, reaching out to open some files, only managing to catch sight of one word before his dad snatched them from his grip, sending him a disapproving glare.

"What about 'none of your business' don't you seem to understand?"

He ignored him, his brows pinching together.

"Hale? Why-what is this?" he asked, making his dad sigh, "are you still looking into the fire? Because I thought it was pretty obvious that Kate-"

"No, I'm not looking into the fire. That case is closed".

"Then what-"

"I'm just... I'm taking a second look at Kayla's dad and brother's murders with a fresh set of eyes, that's all".

"Why?" he challenged, taken aback by that answer.

"Because something isn't sitting right with me" his dad sighed, "there is something about that family and all their tragedies that tells me they have to be linked. In what way? I'm not sure. But I sure as hell want to find out".

Stiles couldn't deny he was curious too. Although he knew the reason why Kayla's family were targeted, he did wonder what exactly happened that night. He knew the basics, but a part of him wanted to know more. Maybe - just maybe - it was an Argent that killed her dad and brother too. Who knows.

"Does Kayla know?" he asked, because if she didn't then he knew there would be hell to pay.

His dad inclined his head into a brief nod. "She does. I spoke to her about it that morning she stayed over. She gave me the go-ahead".

That surprised him because he didn't expect Kayla to be willing to be this forthcoming about her past or her family, especially to the authorities, but maybe the need to find who did it outweighed her desire for secrecy.

"Have you found anything?" he asked, peeping into the boxes again.

"Yeah" his dad scoffed, "several failures throughout the whole investigation. It's like the cops did it with their eyes closed. It's a shambles".

"Can I help?"

"No".

"Why?"

"You're not on my payroll".

Stiles exhaled a puff of air, rolling his eyes. "Oh please, we both know I'm better than half - if not all - of your deputies out there".

"You're also sixteen" his dad reminded him, "and, oh yeah, one of the victims is your girlfriend".

Although he didn't know what happened that night, he was aware of the fact his dad referred to her as a 'victim'. What the hell actually happened?

He blew out a long breath, collapsing back on the chair.

"Is this really all the Louisiana police had on a double homicide?" he scoffed, the two boxes and few files seeming like the bare minimum.

"Like I said Stiles-" his dad mumbled, his voice tense as he too sat down opposite him, "-it was a mess. No wonder they didn't catch who did it. They trampled on evidence, failed to secure a perimeter, took too long to take witness statements and lost any key evidence material that they might have had. They may as well have handed them the keys to their getaway car".

"What do you think?" Stiles asked curiously, "What's your theory?"

His dad half-heartedly shrugged, leaning back in his chair. "I don't buy the burglary angle. Their house had expensive things, as well as an untampered safe with hundreds of thousands of dollars in cash and millions in bearer bonds. Why not even attempt to take anything, but kill two people?"

"Because it wasn't a burglary".

"Exactly" his dad nodded, "criminals are opportunists. Why not take what they could get their hands on? That tells me that going to that house that night, they had one intention and one only - to kill that family and nothing else mattered".

Even that sent a shiver up Stiles' spine, another punch in the gut at how ruthless the war and hatred between werewolves and humans could be.

"I'm just… I'm struggling to see why" his dad admitted, "on the surface, they seem like a normal family".

Stiles held back a snort at that because nothing - absolutely nothing - was normal about that family.

"They have generational wealth but had jobs and hobbies and gave to charity. Hell, they even paid their taxes. I can't see anything that would make them a target of such a brutal, heinous crime. Especially as it seemed personal, taking trophies-"

"Trophies?" Stiles interrupted, "what kind of trophies?"

His dad winced, realising he had put his foot in his mouth - telling him details of a case that he shouldn't have.

"Dad" he insisted, "what kind of trophies? That could be their signature. Maybe some kind of pattern to track".

His dad's face tensed, a troubled expression twisting his features.

"… Their teeth Stiles" he said quietly, much to Stiles' disgust, "they took their teeth. Specifically, their canines".

As if killing werewolves wasn't bad enough, but mutilating them as they did? It was sick.

"They took their…?" he had questioned, trailing off and swallowing his sickness, thoroughly and completely disturbed.

"All these things add up to a planned and meticulous crime. One that should have been the Lousianna police's number one priority. Instead, it wasn't, and that family were let down. Maybe if they weren't… Kayla wouldn't have been in all that trouble…"

"Easy to see why she went off the deep end, huh?"

His dad looked at him gravely. "If I saw what she did that night, and had to endure that kind of terror, I'd be getting locked up in Eichen. That girl is a credit to herself. She took the wrong path, but she found her way back again eventually. That's why I have a soft spot for her… because I can see the good in her and let me tell you something… there's an awful lot of good there, even if she doesn't see it herself".

He agreed. Of course he agreed. He had seen it this entire time. A damaged girl, a little rough around the edges, but with a good heart below all the pain and sorrow. He was just glad his dad saw it too.

A few crime scene photos caught his attention on the desk underneath a stack of papers, so he reached out and held them up. His stomach curdled uncomfortably at the sight.

The first was of their living room. A grand space with large ceilings and chandeliers, but the pristine cream carpet was soaked with pools and splatters of blood, smashed glass and broken ornaments. The second was off the front entrance, the large doors completely caved in and splintered. The third, and probably the most alarming, was of necklace, the pendent the shape of a tree, lying in amongst broken glass and a trashed dining room. Splatters of blood and nail marks engraved into the carpet.

He recognised that necklace. He saw it in Kayla's box of sentimentals under her bed. He remembered the note that went along with it, from her dad wishing her a happy birthday.

He could see, from the photo, that the necklace was broken at the clasp. As if it had been ripped from her neck or torn off during a struggle. The splatters of blood, did they belong to her? What about the long trail of nail marks carved into the carpet? Were they from her too? Was she dragged?

"That's Kayla's necklace" he stated, turning the photo to show his dad, "what happened in that room?"

His dad took the photos from his grasp, putting them away in the box.

"What happened is that poor girl had to watch her family get murdered. She fought back" he said simply, "and she lived. She lived because she fought like hell. She's a survivor".

Stiles sighed, looking down at his feet as he toyed over what he had just seen.

"She doesn't talk about them much. Her dad and brother" he said.

"Everyone deals with grief differently" his dad replied, his voice calming and soft, "you're in a unique position to understand that".

Sadly, he did. He knew the sharp sting of grief all too well. He knew that, although you learn to cope, the pain never truly goes away. Especially the pain of losing a parent.

He simply nodded, standing up in preparation of his leave.

"Just, uh… be careful looking into this" he advised, giving his dad a worried look, "you might be surprised with what you find".

His dad smiled, "I've worked in law enforcement for over twenty years Stiles. Trust me, nothing surprises me anymore".

Stiles was sure he'd be choking on those words soon enough.

A/N) The beginnings of Isaac... oh, this is going to be fun ;) I'm so excited to explore more of Kayla's backstory in this, and have the Sheriff more involved. And, of course, I can't wait for lots of smut hahaha so I hoped you all enjoyed :)

Chapter 62: Condoms galore

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. A

Thankfully, Lydia stayed put in the hospital this time.

Despite her tiredness, she kept an eye on her friend the entire night. Well, most of the night. At some point, she must have succumbed to exhaustion because when she woke up bright and early in the morning, she was lying opposite Lydia in the hospital bed, their faces just centimetres apart.

"Oh" she muttered, seeing Lydia already awake and staring deep into her very soul, "good morning".

"Good morning" Lydia greeted, not moving away, leaving Kayla to wonder how she got into the bed. Her memory less than reliable.

"As if I'd let you sleep on that God-awful chair" Lydia piped up, as if reading her mind. "You clearly need your beauty sleep. You're getting bags under your eyes, you know".

She believed her. She could feel how heavy her eyes felt. Days of only getting naps now and again finally catching up with her.

"Don't go for any more naked jaunts through the woods then and maybe I could sleep easy".

Lydia rolled her eyes at her quip. "Oh honey, I was only gone two days. Those bags have been brewing for months".

She chuckled under her breath, pushing herself up in the bed and rubbed her eyes, running a hand through her tuggy hair that no doubt looked like a rat's nest. Confident enough to know if she looked as bad as she felt, then she probably looked pretty darn awful.

"I'm getting home today" Lydia beamed, sitting up too, "a little dehydration can't keep me down".

It was a lot more than just a little dehydration, but she knew Lydia was downplaying what she went through as a coping mechanism. Plastering a smile on her face despite the fact she probably just wanted to sit and cry.

"That's great" Kayla humoured her, "but just, uh… stay safe and keep your door locked-"

"Why?" Lydia rolled her eyes, "in case I try my hand at public nudity again?"

"No, because Beacon Hills isn't safe" she replied, "and I don't want you getting hurt again".

Translation – 'I don't want any hunters or whatever the hell Brian's parents are to come and murder you in cold blood'.

Lydia pursed her lips, giving her a thorough glance over. "I'll be fine".

She really hoped that was true.

"Good" she smirked, "because I can't always be saving your ass, you know".

"With an ass like mine? Oh honey, you'll be begging to save it".

Well… she couldn't disagree with that. Lydia was gorgeous, after all.

Her phone shrilly ringing on the bedside table cut between them and when she reached over to pick it up she saw her Aunt's name on the screen.

Things were still tense between them all, especially with her mom. She didn't have the energy to deal with whatever family drama or secrets there could be this time, so let it ring out.

Unfortunately, her aunt was persistent, and she kept ringing.

However, Kayla was stubborn, and if it wasn't for Lydia sighing and grabbing it from her grip and answering it in her place, she would have continued to ignore it.

"Hello, Kayla's phone" Lydia greeted, ignoring Kayla's glare. "Yeah, she's right here. I'll pass you over".

Her friend shoved the phone back in her grip, smiling innocently. "It's your aunt".

She bit the bullet and held it up to her ear, muttering a tired and fed-up "hello?"

"Morning Kayla" her aunt Jane said chipperly, obviously trying to put the friction behind them, "I know it's early. I hope I didn't wake you".

"If you had, you'd know about it".

"Well, uh… I know things are still a little off and awkward, but your mom and I were talking, and we think it would be a good idea if you came home".

Now that caught her off guard, the phone nearly slipping from her grasp.

"Excuse me?"

"It's a confusing time for you, and your mom – and I – know it was wrong of us to keep all these things from you. Of course you got angry. But it's time for you to come home, if you're ready".

"Mom doesn't want me home".

"Your mom wants you safe".

She bit back her scoff at that, knowing her mom would rather she drop dead.

"Kayla…" Jane continued, "I want you home. I miss you. Tabby misses you. I… I want us to be okay again".

"And that's great, but as soon as you and Tabby leave I'll be left alone with that bitch-"

"Tabby and I aren't leaving" her aunt interrupted, much to her surprise.

"Wait… what?"

"We're not leaving" Jane said, "if Tabby's dad doesn't want her in his life, then she needs other family around her. That family is you and your mom. We've decided to stay and make Beacon Hills our new home. To make you a priority".

A lot of built-up tension left her shoulders and spine, knowing that one of her problems – her mom – was taken care of. She wouldn't ever have to be alone with her mother again.

"You're staying?" she asked, "you promise?"

"I promise" her aunt vowed, "so… come home. Come home and let us try and be a family again".

Maybe she was being naïve, but she believed her. Because really, deep down, all she really wanted was a loving, caring family. If Jane and Tabby stayed, maybe she could have that. It wasn't like she was going to get that from Derek or her mom, was it?

"Okay" she submitted, hoping she wasn't making a mistake. "I'll be back before school to get ready".

"Thank you Kayla" Jane sighed, "I'll have waffles ready for you".

She ended the call, catching sight of Lydia's relieved look.

"What?"

"Thank God you're going back to that big, beautiful house of yours. Motel living did not suit you one bit. Not sleeping with a silk pillowcase has made your hair all frizzy, and don't even get me started on your crusty elbows. Moisturising isn't an option, it's a necessity, okay?"

She tried to subtly touch her elbows, noticing her skin was a little dry.

"Now shoo, go" Lydia ordered, near enough pushing her out the bed, "go home. Pamper yourself. I'll be fine".

"Are you sure?"

"Yes" Lydia rolled her eyes, "now go, before I kick you out myself".

Surprisingly, she listened. Which was why she ended up outside her house at 6am, still dressed in yesterday's clothes, looking at the front door with a little dread bubbling in her stomach.

Since all the revelations and blow-ups in the past few weeks, she didn't think she would be back here. She thought she would continue motel surfing until looking into legal emancipation – not that she would probably be granted it with her history, but it would have been worth a try. Unable to bear living with an emotionally unavailable mother until she was eighteen.

For now, those plans were on the back burner. Hopefully the presence of her aunt and cousin would smoothen things out a little… like they were one big happy family.

The front door opened and she saw Jane standing there, a wide smile on her face.

"Welcome home, Kay".

It still didn't feel like home, and she doubted it ever would, but for now, she supposed, she could try and make it.

She accepted her aunt's warm embrace, inhaling the sweet smell of cinnamon from her jumper.

"I missed you" Jane whispered.

"I missed you too" she admitted quietly, pulling back when she saw her mom come down the stairs, her expression tight and unreadable. Fastening an expensive gold watch to her left wrist.

"If this is going to work, then there needs to be some ground rules" her mom said, casting an uncomfortable glance at her 'unproper' attire, but surprisingly chose to say nothing about it.

"… Okay…?"

"You keep up with school. You turn every assignment in on time. You do not get suspended or expelled. You keep me, or Jane, up to date on your whereabouts. Curfew is eleven pm, and not a single second over. There's a chore chart on the fridge, and I expect it to be completed daily - no ifs, buts or maybes".

Curfews and chore charts felt a little demeaning and childish, but one look from her aunt told her to not dish out any snark.

"Okay. Done" she nodded, much to her mom's surprise.

"Just like that? No arguments or attitude?"

"Why? Are you looking for an excuse to kick me out again?"

She couldn't help it, she really couldn't - having to get a little dig in, especially if she was being treated like an incompetent child. 'Reap what you sow mother', she thought.

Her mom's lips tightened, swallowing the nasty words she no doubt wanted to retaliate with.

"You're on trash duty" she said, brushing past her and towards the kitchen, "and whilst you're at it, throw out what you're wearing. You look like you're going to take your next shift at the street corner".

Her aunt nudged her when she went to open her mouth to retaliate, giving her head a quick shake.

"That woman is insufferable" she grumbled, "I should've stayed motel surfing".

"No, you shouldn't have" her aunt insisted, "you need family around. Now, are you ready for my waffles?"

She smirked, "that's the only reason I came back".


Seeming how it was her first day back home, that Wednesday she - surprisingly - didn't push any boundaries.

She went to school, avoided detention, then came straight home afterwards, having to say no to Stiles asking her to hang out. Instead, she swapped makeout sessions for baking cookies with Tabby, who was delighted to have her home and made her watch Ariel - twice.

It was nice being back in her big comfy bed again, but waking up thursday morning in her room still felt odd. It had all of her things in her, she decorated it how she wished, yet it felt more like a set in a movie. Like it didn't truly belong to her, just one big facade. In all honesty, she felt more at ease in Stiles' room - or maybe it was because his room had him in it, where as hers was empty.

She bounded down the stairs that morning, peaking around the staircase to see her mom and Jane chatting in the kitchen.

"Sorry, can't stay or I'll be late. Gotta walk to school".

"Actually Kayla, about that-" her aunt said, beckoning her into the kitchen, "-your mom and I had a chat and, well..."

A set of car keys was placed in the palm of her hand, much to her confusion.

"What's this?"

"Your new car" her aunt beamed, "you need to get about easily, and it's definitely safer with a car".

"Just don't crash it this time" her mom sighed, "because every car you do, the money comes out of your trust fund".

Ah yes, her trust fund. The thing her mom hated, but legally couldn't deny her. She could control it and oversee it till she turned eighteen, but after that, part of her family's generational wealth would become hers. The only perk of carrying the Hale family name.

Turns out, she was given a Mercedes Benz C-class AMG with all black interior. However, she knew it no doubt came with strings.

"What's the catch?" she challenged.

"Don't get pregnant or any STDs" her mom said snarkily, "do you think you can manage that?"

She ignored the not-so-subtle slut shaming over the breakfast table and chose instead to go to school. Their first class of a thursday being Gym class.

She and Allison changed, making idle chit-chat and ignoring everyone's not-so-low-key stares. Whispers of why the girl whose family got burnt alive was still friends with the niece of the woman who did it passing between their lips.

She ignored it, used to being the centre of gossip, but Allison still seemed to struggle, keeping her head down.

"Just ignore them" she advised, before upping her volume, "their lives are so dull and boring and probably sexless, they have nothing else better to do".

Soon, the mutterings died down. Most seemed shamed they got caught, and Allison smiled in thanks.

"I'm always going to be known as the niece of a serial killer, aren't I?"

"So what?" she shrugged, "it's not a bad thing to be feared".

Allison closed her locker, her lips twitching into a smile. "You're just saying that because people are terrified of you".

"I can be nice when I want to be" she said, both leaving the locker room and almost got knocked over by two boys play fighting in the corridor.

"Hey" she snapped, "watch it, dickwads. Unless you want your intestines wrapped around your neck".

"My point exactly" Allison smirked.

They walked into the gymnasium where Scott and Stiles were waiting for them, but as Allison and Scott were meant to be broken up to everyone else but their little group, they stayed at opposite ends, Allison pretending not to look in his direction.

"Hey" Stiles greeted them both, though his eyes remained focused on her, "missed you".

Stiles was always a bit of a sap, but she noticed lately he was getting even more sappier, wearing his heart on his sleeve. His eyes full of adoration and excitement whenever he saw her.

He pulled her in for a kiss, his lips lingering for longer as he breathlessly glanced down at her gym attire and she could feel his attraction spike, his hand dragging around her waist to settle on her hip. Stroking the soft material of her black shorts.

"You're honestly trying to kill me, aren't you?" he groaned, making her smirk.

"It's just shorts Stiles".

"Yeah, but you're in them".

From the corner of her eye she caught Scott rolling his eyes, no doubt fed up of the sexual energy he was sensing passing between them.

Scott leaned in, his gaze a little disturbed.

"I never thought I'd say this, but you two just need to do each other and get it over with".

"Romantic" she remarked with a smirk.

"I smell arousal, remember?" Scott said pointedly, "and you both stink of it".

She probably did, but that was because she was always horny - now realising, it wasn't just because of her teenage hormones, but also because of what she was. Her sexual appetite hungier than most.

"Probably wishing you didn't have those keen werewolf senses now, huh Scotty?"

His nose crinkled, "exactly".

Coach blew his whistle, pointing to the row of mats lined along the gymnasium.

"All right you bunch of little delinquents, listen up. The powers that be have decided you all should learn some self defence, so that's what we'll be doing. I prefer dodgeball, but hey, what do I know" he added sarcastically. "Listen out for your names when I pair you up".

Allison was paired with some kid named Matt Daehler, who smiled kindly over to them.

"He looks creepy" she remarked.

"No, he's nice".

Guess they would agree to disagree.

Scott was paired with a nice girl called Amanda, Stiles with a shy blonde called Erica Reyes and, much to her surprise, the coach finally said "Hale with Lahey. Just don't beat him up too much, I need all my players in tip-top condition, okay?"

"I know how to be gentle, coach".

"I've seen the hickies you've left on Stilinski - no you don't".

Okay... he had her there. She was the opposite of gentle.

Stiles was looking at her in panic, his wide eyes flitting between her and Isaac off in the distance.

"What?" she asked.

He gulped nervously. "You're... You're gonna be all up close and personal with Isaac Lahey".

"What do you have against that poor guy?" she laughed.

"He's-He's weird. And tall".

"You're tall" she offered up, making him scoff.

"Don't lie to me. I'm 5 foot 10 on a good day".

"Okay, well, you're taller than me" she shrugged.

"It's unnatural to bypass 6 foot at age sixteen. It's a red flag".

She bit back her laugh, fisting his tee and peering up at him, catching his worried gaze.

"Stiles" she said softly, "chill. He's just a guy that gets to put hands on me in a non sexual way. You have nothing to worry about".

"... Is that supposed to make me feel better?"

"Doesn't it?"

"Not really, no".

"Okay well, think about this..." she whispered, leaning up to place her lips next to his ear, "... later on... you can put your hands on me wherever you want..."

He gulped loudly, his cheeks flaring a light pink. Seeming lost for words.

She bit back a laugh, twirling on her heel and walking away, approaching Isaac who was awkwardly standing on a blue mat, his hands stuffed in his tracksuit bottoms pockets.

"Hey again" she greeted, stopping opposite him on the mat.

"... Hi".

He seemed peroccupied, keeping his gaze turned to the floor, his eyes seeming a million miles away. But also, maybe, actively trying to avoid her. Why? She had no idea, and honestly, she didn't really care.

"Well, aren't you quite the conversationalist" she said sarcastically, "I'm having trouble keeping up".

It seemed her quip broke the ice a little because his lips upturned a little bit, his tense expression relaxing and softening.

"In case you hadn't realised, no one really talks to me" he said, "especially popular, pretty girls".

"Well, I'm talking to you now, so get used to it" she shrugged.

"Which, in itself, is weird. Especially because you only noticed me when you were spying on a police investigation... in a graveyard..."

"I actually noticed you when you were digging my cousin's grave" she pointed out, "which, now you mention it, was also in the graveyard..." she added in afterthought.

"Pretty, popular, and seems to spend more time in the graveyard than me - the grave digger. A job that isn't exactly winning me any popularity contests".

"Well, a job's a job. You dig good holes. When I die, you're more than welcome to dig my hole".

He was looking at her like 'What the fuck', but their conversation got interrupted by coach loudly blowing his whistle, cutting out everyone's loud mumblings.

"Listen up. I know you're all probably really excited to get your horny little hands on each other, but there are ground rules" Coach declared, "one - don't kill each other. Two - don't kill yourself. Three - anyone gets injured? No you didn't. I'm not filling out the paperwork. Walk it off".

"Loving the focus on health and safety coach" Stiles grinned sarcastically.

Coach blew his whistle again, the loud screech bouncing off the walls and nearly deafening them.

"Four - no more smart remarks from you Stilinski, or I'll circumcise you".

"Pretty sure that's entirely illegal coach".

"You know what else should be illegal?" coach retaliated, "your mouth".

"Yes it should" she muttered under her breath, a blissful smirk pulling at her lips - meaning it in the complete opposite way to coach, of course.

"Let's just... get through this hell" coach muttered, "before I'm tempted to kill myself. One of you be the attacker, the other the victim".

She looked at Issac who just shrugged carelessly back.

"Ladies first" he said.

Her, a lady? She doubted that very much, but she appreciated the sentiment.

Before coach could even begin his ramblings on what they were to do, she grabbed Isaac's wrist and flipped him head over heels, so he crashed - well, landed - not so gracefully on his back, letting out a loud wince.

"Hale" coach hollered, indistinctively blowing his whistle loudly, "rein it in for the love of God. What did I say about injuring my players?"

She rolled her eyes, but none the less offered Isaac a hand up. One which he accepted, rubbing the curve of his shoulder blade.

"You're, uh... stronger than you look".

"It's not about strength, it's about skill".

"Well, your skills seem almost inhuman" he murmured, appearing a little nervous and on edge.

"What do you mean by that?" she frowned in wondering, but before he could reply, coach blew his whistle again, bringing an arm up to wrap around his own neck to show them what to do next.

"One of you, come at the other from behind. Get that person in a chokehold. Do nothing else unless I say so - especially you Hale".

Something wasn't right. She clocked that at the graveyard the other morning - Isaac's shiftiness, the way he seemed hesitant - almost scared of her, the way he was clearly lying about what he saw. Now, making comments about being 'inhuman'... did he know more than he was letting on?

She pondered over her thoughts, becoming a little curious - but wary - of the boy standing in front of her. Suddenly noticing that his blossoming black eye that had been swelling just a couple of days ago was now completely healed.

"Your eye healed quick" she said, not liking where the pieces of the puzzle were fitting.

His hand flew up to touch his left eye, seeming surprised and taken aback she remembered such a small detail.

"Uh... lots of ice".

"As someone whose ex used to beat her, trust me, ice ain't a miracle cure" she remarked, her suspicions slowly growing.

"Hale. Lahey" coach interrupted, yelling at them from across the gymnasium, "enough chit-chat. Get to choking each other".

Given their height difference, she did the most logical thing and turned around, playing 'the victim' as coach liked to call it. Waiting for him to get the hint and pretend to choke her.

Eventually, he did. His arm, surprisingly firm, slowly snaked its way around her neck from behind. His grip was gentle and lax, yet she suspected he was stronger than he came across as. He towered over her easily, his athletic body brushing against her back as he held her in place. For some reason, she flushed a little. A prickly heat tingling her skin, only worsening when she felt his breath on the back of her head.

"You know..." she mumbled, keeping her voice quiet and steady despite finding herself getting a little distracted by how close he was, "... a lot of the time, I can tell when people are lying. And you've been lying to me".

His breath caught in his throat, and even though she couldn't see him, she could feel the anxiety and panic rolling off him in waves. He shifted a little from his left to his right foot then back again, the muscles in his arms tensing and flexing.

"Why-Why do you think I'm lying?" he whispered.

"Because I know liars. I used to lie a lot, to everyone I ever cared about and even people I didn't. So trust me... I just know".

"Whoever is the victim, your first instict should be to try and pull away, but guess what?" coach yelled, cutting their hushed conversation short, "you'd be WRONG! Yeah, that's right. Bet you didn't expect that, did you? You pull away, you're deader than a dodo, and they're incredibly dead".

"Technically, they're extinct" someone laughed, earning themselves a pissed off look from coach.

"Extinct and dead mean pretty much the same thing, dumbass!... I think" he added in afterthought, waving his arms out towards them. "What I'm trying to say is, you push yourself into the hold, you're dead quicker. Now do you want to be dead quicker? Greenburg, that question was RHETORICAL! Oh dear God, I hate teaching self defence. Just... push back. Make your attacker off balance. Try it, just... quit nagging at me".

Everyone around them started trying it out, playfully fighting on the blue mats but they stayed still. Both hovering in a state of unease, wondering which one would be first to guess the others' secrets.

"Did your dad hit you?" she asked quietly, the signs pointing her in that direction. Coupled with the unease she felt from Mr lahey hundreds of feet away that morning in the cemetery.

Isaac stiffened, giving her her answer straight away.

"Don't tell anyone" he said in a panic, "please".

"Why not?" she asked, enveloped in his grasp.

"Because he'd kill me".

She knew what it was like to have a parent that abused you - granted, although not in the same way. Her mom had only lifted her hand to her once, but sometimes the verbal and emotional abuse would cut just as deep. Sometimes she wished she would just hit her, it would hurt a damn lot less.

"Isaac-"

"I have a plan" he mumbled in her ear, still holding her tight, "I just... I need some time".

Something had been nagging at her. Something telling her that Isaac seeming to know more than he should was maybe - just maybe - because of her cousin. She had said to to Scott and Stiles before... Derek would turn those wanting an escape from life. He would turn people that would be thankful for the opportunity - or the gift as he liked to call it. And who better than Isaac, an abused kid? Of course the werewolf life would appeal to him. How couldn't it? Power and strength, something he felt he didn't have with his dad. It was like offering a bear some honey.

"Does this plan involve my cousin?" she asked.

His silence told her everything she needed to know.

"Don't do it" she whispered, "it's not worth it. You might think it is, but it isn't. Derek isn't offering you this to help you, he's doing it to protect himself. Trust me, he isn't a leader - he's not someone you should want to follow".

"It's a chance" he replied, "a chance to be-"

"What, murdered?" she scoffed, shaking her head, "tortured? Cut in half? Burnt alive? Because that's what has happened to most werewolves I've known. Is that what you want?"

She was frustrated he wasn't listening to her, but she wanted him to understand the bite wasn't a gift - it was a burden. One that, if he accepted, he would never get away from. She may not know him, but she didn't want that kind of life for him.

"Hale! Lahey!" coach barked, "why are you not practicing? Do you both want to get attacked and die? Do you?"

She rolled her eyes, pushing back against Isaac with very minimal effort just to appease coach, her focus on trying to encourage Isaac to not go down this slippery slope.

"If you do this, you'll ruin your life".

"If I do this, I get to have a life" he rebutted, "which is something I haven't had in a very long time. To me, Derek isn't the bad guy here".

He was being naive. He may think Derek had all the answers, but she knew her cousin better than most. He wasn't ready for all of this, and because of his selfish need for power, other people would pay the price. She was sure of it.

Her frustration and lack of patience turned into anger, grabbing his arm around her neck with two hands, dipping down and then throwing him over her shoulder. His tall frame got lifted and thrown just as easily, so he landed in a heap by her feet. His own hand, however, had grabbed onto the waistband of her shorts and she fell with him, landing on top of him. Her hands on either side of his head to break her fall.

The sudden shock of falling made her eyes begin to glow that intense green, looking down onto his shocked face.

However, what she didn't expect was for his own eyes to light up a brilliant amber in response, looking almost guilty as he peered up at her.

Well shit.

All her pent up anger and frustration left her in one big sigh, staring down at him in something close to sadness. Sad, because, he may not realise it yet, but his life was never going to be the same again. The promise of inhuman strength and power always came at a cost, and she didn't believe he knew how to pay it.

His eyes faded back to that endearing baby blue, her own dimming to their normal forest green, their faces just inches apart.

"You're now just a pawn in Derek's game" she whispered.

"Well at least now I'm in the game".

"Oh for the love of Christ Almighty... Hale! Lahey! What the hell are you doing now?"

She craned her neck back, noticing a few curious stares and coach coming storming towards them, waving his arms out like a madman.

"Uh..."

"I told you not to break my players" he barked, ushering her off Isaac and looking at her with an eyebrow raised, "you should come with a warning label".

She was still too stunned to speak, watching nervously as Isaac clambered to his feet, avoiding her stare.

"How about we all just do dodgeball, huh?" coach sighed, "for the sake of my leftover sanity".

Everyone began setting up the gymnasium, and Isaac took that as the perfect opportunity to slip away into the crowd, heading for the locker room. But before she could follow him and demand more answers, Scott and Stiles appeared in front of her, with one of them looking particularly on edge - and it didn't take a genius to guess which one.

"Uh... what the hell was that?" Stiles asked, "because if you're going to be straddling anyone, shouldn't it be me?"

"He's a werewolf" she said bluntly, causing both boys to reel back in shock.

"He's-He's a werewolf?" Scott spluttered, "Isaac? A werewolf?"

"What? There's no way" Stiles denied, but he looked nervously towards where Isaac disappeared, chewing his bottom lip in contemplation.

"Trust me" she muttered gravely, "the eyes don't lie. Derek turned him".

Both boys were silent, transfixed and overwhelmed by her words.

"So who's next?" Scott asked in worry, looking out at their classmates in suspicion and a little bit of fear.

"I don't know" she mumbled, "but something tells me this will not end well".


She knocked on the wooden front door of the Lahey's modest home after school, deciding to confront Isaac after he successfully avoided her all day.

She wanted answers - answers that made her understand the chaos. She wasn't prepared to confront Derek anytime soon, so she decided Isaac was her best option. He seemed easier to wear down than Derek by any means - and probably, easier to manipulate.

Her first knock garnered no response so she knocked again, not backing down.

Hales were stubborn, after all.

"I know you're in there, Isaac" she called out, "your bike is literally on the front lawn. If you want to hide from me - do better".

She heard a brief commotion, as if someone was moving towards the door in exasperation, but didn't budge. Folding her arms stubbornly across her chest.

However, when the door opened, it wasn't who she was expecting. Instead, Mr Lahey stood there drying his hands on a tea towel, an irritated scowl decorating his face as he peered across at her.

"Can I help you?" he demanded, his tone clipped in anger. His demeanour seemed standoffish and defensive, with waves of thunder behind his hazel eyes which were a stark contrast to Isaac's soft and kind ones.

"I'm looking for Isaac" she said, not intimidated by his behaviour. He was a bully, and she wasn't scared of bullies.

He gave her a slow look up and down, analysing her from the tips of her toes to the top of her head. Clearly judging the fact she was dressed in some white shorts and a cropped long sleeved striped jumper, the sneer obvious on his face.

"So he's gotten bored of naked girls on screens, he's now resorted to paying for it".

"I'm a friend from school" she said through gritted teeth, "you sexist pig".

Mr Lahey's jaw clenched, holding back a spew of profanities.

"Actually-" she corrected, "-pig is too generous. They're highly intelligent and sensitive creatures, unlike you".

"Get the hell out of here" he demanded, "I don't have to listen to this on my own front doorstep".

"I just want to speak to Isaac, not you. It's important".

"Well, Isaac's busy doing homework. Like you should be doing instead of tarting around town like something from a cheap strip club. He doesn't need the distraction".

He went to slam the door in her face but she caught it before he could, slipping her foot between the frame and the door for good measure.

"Trust me, I wouldn't be here unless I absolutely had to be, but I need to speak to him. So either you go get him, or I just come in regardless" she proposed.

His mouth twisted uncomfortably, glancing out at the hustle and bustle of the street before sighing. "Fine. Five minutes. He doesn't need to be waylaid by the likes of you".

She ignored the jab, removing her foot from the door as Mr Lahey stepped back and hollered, "Isaac, get down here. Someone wants to speak with you".

They remained in silence until a few seconds later when Isaac appeared, unable to look his dad in the eye.

"Five minutes" Mr Lahey warned them both, giving her another critical look before facing Isaac, "then I want her gone. You've got chores to do".

He retreated back into the house, leaving them alone on the doorstep. When Isaac seemed sure his dad was gone, he stepped out and pulled the door closed behind him, looking at her in astonishment.

"What are you doing here?"

"According to your dad, to give you a happy ending" she remarked sarcastically, "what do you think, dumbass? You're a werewolf".

He hushed her, looking around nervously.

"Can you lower the volume, please?"

"Oh yeah, like I'm the problem" she scoffed, "you're the walking talking bomb that could go off any frigging second".

He flinched when she mentioned bomb, but she was unsure why, giving him a thorough once over.

"I... I feel fine" he said, "look, maybe you should go-"

"Did Derek tell you everything?" she demanded, "about hunters and uncontrollable urges and the fact you're probably going to kill someone".

"Of course he told me".

"And you still went through with it?"

"Why wouldn't I?" he asked, "my life is shit. I have no one. No friends, no family, no anything. Maybe now I can finally be someone".

"This isn't the way".

"How would you know?" he asked, "you have everything. You have no idea about my life".

"You think I have everything?" she laughed, "well, newsflash, I don't. My family were burnt alive for being werewolves. My dad and brother were murdered in cold blood for being werewolves. My ex, who, surprise, was a werewolf was the most damaged and dangerous guy I knew. Are you seeing a common theme here? Because I sure am, and it's werewolves".

"I know what I'm doing, and I made the right decision" Isaac said, "Derek's going to teach me".

"No, Derek's going to use you" she corrected, "turning you is just adding to his power. You're his pawn, nothing more. Why would you want to swap one bully for another?" she asked, nodding towards the house.

Isaac glanced down at his feet, debating his response. Toying with the words that were forming in his mouth.

"Well?"

"... We have four classes together this semester. Not once did you notice me, or even pay attention to me until I got involved in this supernatural stuff. That's weeks of you sitting next to me in art, in front of me in history, behind me in English and across the room in chemistry, and I was invisible to you. Just like how I'm invisible to everyone else. Did you even know I was on the team? Probably not" he added, before she could reply. "This, right here, is the most a girl has spoken to me in years, and I bet you can't even remember when we first met, can you? Not that I blame you, I'm nobody. I'm not special. I'm forgettable. Well, now I won't be forgettable. I'll be better. And if I have to be a part of Derek's pack to do that, then I'll do it. Happily".

She didn't know what to say to that, looking at him with fresh eyes and a new perspective, feeling a little sorry for him and his situation but mad that Derek took advantage of that.

"So-" he shrugged, "-tell me why I should regret this decision when the prettiest girl in school is now standing on my doorstep, finally noticing me?"

The silence was deafening, whatever retorts she had dying in the back of her throat.

"Look, I... I have to go" he said, stepping back into his house, "and please don't come back. My dad doesn't like visitors, okay?"

The fire and fight had left her, just numbly nodding as he closed the door. Making her wonder if maybe Derek had done this kid a favour after all.


That night, after eating an early dinner with her mom, Jane and Tabby that was a little tense and awkward but nowhere near as bad as she was expecting, she walked - considering their houses weren't that far apart - to Stiles' in the early evening for a study date.

Of course, she knew that 'study date' was actually a code word for a little action, so as soon as he opened the door to her, she had basically flung herself at him, catching him off guard. However, she also knew he wasn't able to resist her or her sexual advances, and he soon melted into her kiss, pulling her in to shut the door behind them.

"Now that is the kind of greeting I could get used to" he mumbled against her lips, unable to stop the smile tugging at his lips.

He guided her up the stairs and into his cosy, homely room, noticing he had tidied and straightened the place up. New bedsheets and covers, now a dark grey, covering the bed.

"So, uh, what subject do you want to do first?" he asked a little nervously. She wondered if he was hoping she would say 'screw homework, just kiss me instead' which she was obviously planning on saying because she was wound a little tight after her conversation with Isaac and living back her mom, she needed a little release.

She pushed him back on the bed so he landed flat on his back, looking up at her in surprise and a little awe.

"Biology" she smirked, climbing on top of him and grinning. "Specifically, human biology".

"Oh. Heh" he chuckled, "we, uh... we don't have that till next semester... I think..."

"I mean...-" she smirked, lifting her striped jumper over her head and discarding it to the side, "-if you really want to wait, that's cool. But sometimes a little headstart could be beneficial" she teased, watching his jaw get lower and lower, especially as she reached around to fiddle with the clasp of her bra.

"Oh dear god" he gulped, laying there completely stunned as she straddled his hips, successfully unhooking her bra so it hung loosely around her body.

"What do you say?" she winked, "do you want to practice?"

He was like a deer caught in the headlights, completely starstruck by the fact her bra was hanging off, barely covering her chest. Looking up at her like she was the only thing he ever wanted to see.

"Uh... huh... well... you know..." he said, fumbling over his words, "may-maybe a little practice would be good".

She was hoping he would say that.

She couldn't contain the devious smirk that pulled at her lips as she slowly allowed the thin straps of her bra to slip down her delicate shoulders, the silk cups falling from her body so her chest was bare and open for him to see.

Despite all the ways they had been intimate - except, of course, for the main event - he had yet to see her bare breasts. Until now. He had admired them through her clothes plenty of times and touched them during makeout sessions, but until this very moment, he had been left to imagine what they looked like in all their glory.

He was so completely overwhelmed that he looked as if somebody had just told him he had won a million dollars. His eyes bugged from his skull, his expression twisting into stunned fascination as he awkwardly tried to move under her, clearly uncomfortable with how hard and fast he was growing underneath her. She took his reaction as a compliment - because duh, why wouldn't she? She had amazing tits - and smirked down at him, basking in all the attention he was giving her.

Believe it or not, her confidence had not always been this high, especially during her dark days. She had gotten used to feeling so ill, and probably looking a whole lot worse, that she just expected she would waste away. However, these last few months she had tried to get her energy and strength back, which was reflected in how she looked. Now, she was toned, firm and strong, carving her body back to the way she wanted it. Instead of looking like a sick and dying Victorian child ready to die any day, she now looked - and felt - like a strong and healthy young woman. Her curves were apparent, her skin glowing and soft and her breasts back to being full and voluptuous once again.

"U-Um... heh... oh... oh God..." Stiles whispered, laying there helpless, "I... wow. They're perfect. You're perfect. Oh my God".

"See now why I always win the wet t-shirt competitions?" she joked.

He seemed still utterly gobsmacked, unable to move his gaze from her chest as if her tits were hypnotising him, his cheeks becoming pinker and pinker.

She wondered if maybe her nipple piercings were pushing him over the edge. She always found them incredibly sexy, and went between wearing them to not wearing them for brief spells of time. But since she noticed Stiles' reaction to them that day at school after their first kiss, she had leaned more towards wearing them all the time. Knowing he was very clearly insanely attracted to the idea.

"Oh, I'm sorry" she said innocently, biting back her sultry smirk, "are the piercings too much?"

He remained silent - in fact, she wondered if he had completely forgotten how to speak entirely. His gaze glued to her chest, hyper-focusing on the sparkly bar through her nipples, delicate angel wings on either side. She found it ironic considering her actions were definitely not angelic, but she hoped Stiles understood the irony.

Gently, she reached out to take ahold of his wrists, guiding his hands up to cup her breasts. Adoring how he shuddered underneath her.

She bit back her own gasp, loving the way his nimble hands seemed to perfectly and lovingly grab her, her breasts spilling from his grip. Revelling in the fact she was experiencing pure and ravenous frantic need for him and his touch, barely able to hold herself back.

Eventually, his eyes flickered up to meet her stare and what caught her by surprise was how dark his irises were, almost completely swallowed by dilated pupils. A clear and undisputed sign of intense arousal.

All she could hear was their heavy breathing, both suspended in wondering.

"Oh, fuck it" she heard him mutter, catching her off guard as he pushed himself up and crashed his lips to hers in such an urgent frenzy she almost fell off the bed. Luckily his arms were soon around her waist, holding her close and steady and in that moment she only had one coherant thought.

'I'm going to fuck Stiles Stilinski'.

That was it. Her mind was made up. She trusted him inexplicitly. She knew, for certain, that he wasn't another Aiden. He wasn't like anyone else she had ever been involved with. She was ready and willing to accept the kind of devotion he was offering her.

She didn't care he was new at this. She didn't care if he needed guidance. She didn't even care if he lasted less than ten seconds. All she wanted was to feel him inside of her, hungry for him to fill her up so completely she was ready to fall apart.

Their kisses became sloppy and desperate, their hands craving more of each other's skin as she clawed his tee from his body, revelling in his warmth and closeness. Just about to push him back down to take control when she heard a loud bang.

She and Stiles stopped, peering back towards the bedroom door which, unfortunately, was left open, to see Sheriff Stilinski wincing as hot coffee had splashed from his fallen mug to his lower legs, his face twisted into a little bit of pain but mainly mortification.

"Oh dear God" Stiles gulped, looking over her shoulder to meet his father's traumatised eyes.

"What?" she asked, "we left the door open. Wasn't that one of his rules?"

The Sheriff lowered his gaze, trying to shield his eyes with his hand.

"Kids, uh... can you please get dressed? I think it's time we had a little talk".

Below her, Stiles winced. Helping her climb off him as he passed her her striped jumper to put on to cover her indecency, struggling with his own tee that he ended up putting on back to front, a clear sweat prickling his skin. He sat next to her on the edge of the bed like a scalded child, hunching over in embarassment.

"Is it safe to look now?" the Sheriff asked, probably dreading whatever answer he got.

"Yes dad" Stiles muttered, cringing as his dad finally dropped his hand and looked at them both from the doorway, standing in amongst the coffee stain on the carpet.

"Look, I want to have this conversation less than you, but things need to be spoken about, alright?" he said, taking a step into the room. "Things between you two are clearly becoming serious, and I wouldn't be doing my job as a father if I didn't say something".

"Someone just kill me now" Stiles murmured, his face screwed up in embarassment.

"I need to know and trust that the two of you are going to be... safe".

"S-Safe?" he squeaked in response.

The Sheriff sighed, running a hand down his face in exhaustion.

"Yes Stiles. Safe. Sexually".

"Gun. Mouth. Now".

"A lot of things can happen if you aren't" the Sheriff said, "so you both have to be smart about this. You don't want a pregnancy scare or, God forbid, an actual pregnancy do you?!"

Stiles literally squawked, putting his head in his hands.

She didn't understand why he was being so awkward, looking curiously between both males. Maybe she was just oblivious to the embarassment, but this conversation didn't seem cringeworthy.

"So I just need to know you both know the potential consequences and are ready for this next step. Sex is, well... it's a big thing. You need to be ready for it".

"Oh, he was ready" she cut in bluntly, "I felt it".

The Sheriff looked alarmed, his face twisting into disgust.

"I meant emotionally" he corrected in a panic.

"Dad, we're chill" Stiles said, before she could put her foot in her mouth again, "everything is chill".

"So you know how to put on a condom?"

"Oh my god".

"Actually-" the Sheriff continued, "-if I didn't walk past right when I did, and things... escalated-" he said delicately, "-do you have any condoms?"

"Uh..."

She could tell the Sheriff just wanted to face palm himself, shaking his head.

"Bedside cabinet, bottom drawer" the Sheriff groaned, "I put some there when I found out you two were dating. Just in case".

"Y-You did?" Stiles gulped.

"Yeah, I did".

"Well that's... good to know".

She leaned back, reaching towards the bedside cabinet's second drawer and, lo and behold, a box of twelve condoms were there. She grabbed them, sitting back up and reading the box.

"You should have got the jumbo box" she commented, "we'd probably go through these in like two days".

Stiles spluttered and the Sheriff coughed, his face getting redder and redder in mortification.

"But they're ribbed-" she continued carelessly, "-good choice. Pleasure is important, after all".

In that second, she genuinely thought she may have just inadvertently killed the Sheriff.

A/N) yayyy another chapter. Hope you all enjoyed and please let me know your thoughts :) See you soon.

Chapter 63: Cockblocking

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. All of my lovely readers, thank you for the support.

She knew that she had a certain level of disconnect from her brain to her mouth. Many people had pointed it out to her throughout her life, taken aback by her blunt and seemingly shameless ways. She didn't see any problem with it. Unsure why people were so careful with their words. If she thought something, ninety-nine percent of the time she said it. To her, that was normal.

However, it seemed most people did not operate that way, including Sheriff Stilinski. The man in question stared at her in a mixture of distress and complete bewilderment, taken aback by her words.

"What?" she asked, "that's what the ribbed dots are for, y'know. Some people just need a little extra friction and stimulation. Personally, I don't. But it's sweet that you care".

"Oh dear god" Stiles muttered under his breath from beside her, looking like he wished the ground would just open up and swallow him whole.

"Just… just use them, okay?" the Sheriff sighed in exhaustion, scrubbing a hand down his face.

"Now?" she asked, much to both males' mortification.

"It's okay, uh, we-we weren't going to have sex" Stiles rushed out, grabbing the box of condoms from her hands and throwing them behind him on the bed, "this-this is all just a big – gigantic - misunderstanding".

The Sheriff looked at his son in a way that clearly said 'trust me, your lies ain't fooling nobody', and instead chose to look at Kayla, his eyes begging for her to be honest and upfront.

"Kayla" he said, "promise me?"

"I promise," she reassured the anxious and awkward father. Luckily, those two words seemed to calm him down somewhat. He breathed a sigh of relief and stepped back out of the room.

"Okay. Okay. That's good. At least there's one of you that's mature" he said, sending Stiles a pointed look, much to the younger boy's offence. "I'm, uh… needed back at work. Might be another all-nighter, so…"

She couldn't tell if he was giving them the green light to go ahead and fuck or hoping that this little discussion had put the fear of God into them. Why couldn't people just be more forthcoming?

She frowned, searching for clarification. "So we don't need to keep it down, or…?"

"So, there's $20 on the dining table if you both need dinner" the Sheriff said, trying not to look so taken aback by her statement.

"You know what?" Stiles exclaimed, slapping his hands on his knees and standing up, "dinner sounds great. We're going to get right on that. Probably-Probably pizza".

The Sheriff looked between the two of them carefully, sighed loudly, waved his hand out and took his leave. Deciding that maybe, for now, it was best not to know.

He took his leave, and Kayla was sure Stiles didn't breathe until he heard the Sheriffs' cruiser exit the driveway, turning to face her in panic.

"Oh my god. Oh my god. Did that just happen?" he wheezed, "oh my god".

"Relax" she chuckled, standing up off the bed, "it's just your dad".

"Yeah, my dad" Stiles emphasised, "the guy who raised me and used to give me bubble baths and change my diaper, just walked in on us… doing stuff".

"He didn't see anything".

"He saw enough" he gulped. "I don't think I can look that man in the eye ever again".

She stifled her giggles, reaching out to touch his chest with both hands.

"Just be thankful he didn't come in five minutes later".

He met her gaze, looking at her in surprise and awe.

"Uh… wh-what would he have seen five minutes later?" he asked, his voice several octaves higher than usual.

"Probably both of us completely naked and raw dogging like horny, irresponsible teenagers" she smirked, much to his shock.

"… Oh" he simply said, unable to conjure up any meaningful words of wisdom. Taken aback by her no-nonsense answer.

"Would that have been okay if we were?" she asked, her eyes dazzling with playfulness as he tried to stifle his panic, along with the uncomfortable bulge in his pants.

"Would that have been o-okay? Heh" he stuttered, nodding his head quickly and swallowing the lump in his throat. "Hell yes that would have been okay. I mean the sex thing, not my dad walking in on us thing".

"Good to know" she winked, playfully toying with the hem of his shirt.

"Is-Is it?" he wondered, "g-good to know?"

"Stiles" she smiled sweetly, "this shouldn't come as a shock to you, but I do want to have sex with you. In fact-" she continued with a devious grin, "-I've wanted to have sex with you for a long time".

"You-You have?"

"Of course" she laughed, "have I not made that blatantly obvious?"

She could see the clogs turning in his head, unable to deny the fact she, indeed, made it incredibly, very obvious how much she wanted him.

She pulled him close until their chests were touching, indulging in how speechless and overwhelmed he was simply by her body against his, now knowing what was under her clothes.

Silently, she lifted her top over her head, letting it fall through her fingers as he watched her with wide, hungry eyes, his gaze dropping to admire her chest once again.

"Is this obvious enough for you?" she teased, "or should I take off more?"

"Uh… heh…" he stuttered, trying to find the right words to say whilst his eyes were glued to her perk breasts that seemed to enthrall him. "I, uh… I vote more. Lots more".

She bit her lip coyly, feeling the way he was tense with anticipation as she unbuttoned her shorts and shimmied them off her hips, stepping out of them as they pooled around her bare feet. Leaving her just standing there in a purple thong, cut sharp so it left little to the imagination.

He didn't know where to direct his eyes, his hyper-fixated stare flitting all over her body as his pupils widened to the size of dinner plates.

"You know-" she smirked, "-it doesn't seem fair I'm the only one taking clothes off".

He gulped and shook his head, clearly trying to distinguish if this was a dream or not, and eagerly helped her remove his tee. The sight of his bare chest sent her into a whirlwind of hormones, her eyes glowing that mesmerising emerald green.

Within a fraction of a second, she was back in his arms. Their lips frantic and ravenous as she fell back on the bed, pulling him with her.

Within another fraction of a second, he had grabbed her thigh and pulled it around his hips, rolling against her body as he completely devoured her mouth with so much urgency that even she struggled to keep up with his desperate pace.

Unlike usual, when she enjoyed and flourished with being in control, feeling like she needed to be the dominant one, she felt safe and secure with him on top of her. Despite his frenzy, he was still gentle and careful, not putting all his weight on her. That was until she pulled him down by his hips, gasping as their bodies molded together.

By God, she wanted him. She wanted him so badly it made it hard for her to breathe. Her nimble fingers were quick and desperate as they worked on unbuttoning his slacks, the layers of clothes between them too much.

She wanted him.

No, scrap that. She needed him.

She needed him more than she needed breath.

Something inside her snapped, as if something had awakened within her. A new found desire that scorched her from the inside out. A hungry beast that couldn't be tamed without Stiles being the one to tame it.

It felt strange and somewhat overwhelming, her skin burning so hot she felt as if a fire had been started in the pit of her stomach. It quelled anything else in her that wasn't Stiles, sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body.

She felt insatiable - and Stiles, apparently, did so too. His lips seared their way down the column of her neck, bucking his hips between her legs and eliciting moans of pleasure from them both.

Losing control, she was used to. She didn't have much willpower to begin with, but somehow, this was different. She felt wholeheartedly unable to hold back, clawing at his bare back - ready and willing to lose herself to him like she had been wanting to for a long time.

That was until Stiles' bedroom door was wrenched open, cutting through their blissful and heated moment like a cold, sharp knife.

"Stiles! Stiles! You'll never guess what Allison and I saw at-"

Through the haze, she and Stiles broke apart slowly, looking at each other in confusion. Both wondering where the hell that voice came from and why they seemed to lose their cool with each other so quickly.

"Oh. Oh. Oh God" the voice exclaimed, which she now came to recognise as Scott's, "Oh, that's… oh my God. I-We… oh my God".

She frowned, looking around Stiles' shoulder to see Scott and Allison standing over the threshold of Stiles' bedroom door, both completely mortified at the intrusion they just did.

"Ah" Stiles yelped, jumping up off her to his knees and whipping around to give Scott and Allison the same look they were giving them, hurrying to grab a pillow and cover her chest with it.

"What-What-"

"We did not mean to… interrupt…" Scott gulped, waving his arms out in panic. "This- This- This can wait".

"What can wait?" she asked, wrapping her arms around the pillow and sitting up, still a little delirious and out of it, her skin flushed a playful pink.

"No, really, this can wait" Allison muttered, but despite her embarrassment, she was clearly trying to stifle her giggles with the back of her hand, looking at Stiles' walls like they were the most fascinating thing since sliced bread.

"Uh…" Scott added cluelessly, unable to formulate words.

"First my dad, and now this? Why is God punishing me like this? What have I ever done?" Stiles muttered, letting his chin fall to his chest, looking like he wished the ground would just open up and swallow him whole.

She was still a little dazed, unsure why her body had the intense reaction it did, and just stood up from the bed, the pillow dropping from her grasp.

"What's going on?"

Her question, which should have been simple, garnered no response from her friends, which she realised too late was probably due to her state of undress. Her skimpy underwear the only thing decorating her body.

"Whoa" Stiles immediately said, darting to his feet and grabbing the pillow to cover her chest once again as Scott quickly hid his eyes with his hand, and Allison burst into uncomfortable laughter.

"What?" she asked cluelessly.

"You don't have any clothes on" Stiles stated with wide eyes.

"It's just a naked body. We all have one" she shrugged, not understanding this modern-day prudery, but halfheartedly held the pillow regardless, much to Stiles' relief.

"We may all have one, but no one needs to see yours" Stiles muttered awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck.

"Does that include you?" she smirked.

"… I-Ideally not".

She snorted. "That's what I thought".

"We obviously came at a super bad time, so we're just gonna go-"

"You're here now" she interrupted Scott, who had already tried to back away, "what is it?"

"Uh…"

Scott and Allison shared another look, still mortified with what they walked in on.

"It was just, uh… Isaac Lahey-"

"Isaac Lahey?" Stiles scoffed, unable to stop the dramatic roll of his eyes. "Why would we want to know about Isaac Lahey?"

"Derek visited him at his house" Allison said.

"The big bad wolf made a social call" Stiles whistled, "I'm shocked. Truly, I am. I still don't see why this couldn't have waited till tomorrow…"

Scott gulped, still unable to look them both in the eye. "Now you mention it… nor do we. It's… not really that important".

"We'll leave you both be" Allison smiled, biting back more giggles. "Come on Scott, let's leave them alone".

Scott was more than happy to oblige, backing out of Stiles' room faster than she had ever seen him move, with Allison giving them a playful wave as she followed - deliberately, and purposefully, shutting the door behind her.

As soon as their friends disappeared from sight, Stiles sunk to the bed, hunched over in embarrassment with his head in his hands whilst muttering something about God hating him. The bulge in his pants had long gone soft.

"Cockblocked twice in a row" she chuckled, sitting down next to him, "has to be some kind of record, huh?"

"Not the kind of record I was wanting" Stiles grumbled.

"Sorry loverboy", she smirked, "I guess our world is just a little chaotic right now".

"Oh, I wish it wasn't" he mumbled, glancing at her from the side, his eyes so very appreciative.

She leaned in, cupping his cheek and pulling him forward into a sweet kiss, that intense heat spreading across her skin again, but that, too, was cut short by her phone ringing.

She groaned, feeling like they were cursed, as she reached back and grabbed it from the bed, seeing the caller ID 'Evil Bitchface' glaring up at her.

"My mom" she sighed, rolling her eyes. "She gave me a curfew of eleven, so why is she phoning me at nine?!"

She hit ignore, putting her mother out of her mind.

"Where were we?"

She didn't even get a chance to kiss him again before the shrill ring of her phone cut through her, igniting a quiet fury in her gut.

"Normally, I would totally encourage you to ignore it, but your mom is, well, terrifying" Stiles gulped, "so maybe you should answer it before she drives over here and kills me. Slowly".

Against her better judgment, she answered the call and was immediately bombarded by her mom's voice berating her down the line as if she was ten years old all over again.

"It's nowhere near curfew" she cut in with, "I'm following your rules, remember?"

"Well, tonight I want you home where I can keep an eye on you" her mum said, "I don't want you hanging out at that boy's house. Is his father there?"

"No".

"Even worse. Get home - now" she chastised, "It's time you spent more time with your family instead of running about town doing God knows what".

She wanted to argue back, but, of course, her mom had already hung up, probably knowing that was the only way she could ever win an argument with her foul-mouthed and stubborn daughter.

"Are you getting summoned?"

"Yup" she grumbled, "for a woman that hates me, she sure loves having me home".

"So, uh… I guess you're leaving?" Stiles asked, although he sounded hesitant and disappointed with the idea of her going so soon.

She hummed out a response, although she couldn't help but smirk - not wanting to leave him high and dry.

She pushed the pillow she was hugging away, dropping to her knees between his legs.

"Uh… heh… what-what are you doing?" Stiles mumbled, biting back a gasp as she began unbuckling his pants once again.

"Do you need me to spell it out for you?" she smirked, but he just shook his head in awe, silently lifting his hips so she could pull his pants down his thighs.

"Good" she chuckled, a devious expression twisting her features as she kneeled by his feet, topless from the waist up - a sight that would be forever engrained in his brain, she was sure.

So she did what she did best - she put on a show for him, whilst metaphorically giving her mom the middle finger.


"I am so sorry" Allison ambushed her as soon as she got out of her car that next morning at school, although her eyes were still filled with laughter, probably still finding the whole situation hilarious. "If we had known you were doing that, we would've just texted. Did we ruin your night?"

"You weren't the first, and you weren't the last" she chuckled, referring to the Sheriff and her mom. "Apparently, the universe doesn't want us fucking just yet".

"I feel so bad" Allison cringed, briefly covering her face with her hands.

"As you should" she joked, playfully nudging her friend, letting her know there were no bad feelings. "But maybe it was for the best. Something happened to me whilst we were getting it on".

"Something like…?"

"I got all hot and flustered, my eyes were glowing, and I felt a little… out of control" she explained, walking towards the school with Allison by her side. "Like I was hungry. Really fucking hungry, but for dick".

Allison quirked a brow, a thoughtful expression twisting her features.

"Do you think it's because of, you know… what you are?"

She didn't miss a beat before asking "What, a whore?"

"No" Allison rolled her eyes, "a seductress".

"Maybe" she shrugged, realising her body was changing, and lots of weird things could begin to happen to her - things out of her control. "I mean, I've been horny before, but last night took the torch. I've never felt that kind of desperation before".

"Or maybe-" Allison smirked, "-it's just because you actually like him. And by like him, I mean love him-"

She elbowed her brunette friend before she could get any more words out, her message being loud, clear and obvious: Shut the fuck up.

"I'm just saying" Allison defended herself with a laugh, throwing her hands up in defence. "Feelings like this is all new territory for you. Maybe this is what it's meant to feel like when you're with someone you love?"

"Can you stop saying that word" she grumbled, ignoring the uncomfortable tightening in her stomach every time she was forced to face that possibility.

"You're going to have to get comfortable with it at some point" Allison pointed out.

"Maybe" she agreed, "but today is not that day".

Surprisingly, Allison dropped the subject - but, evidently, the topic of her sex life was still the number one topic of discussion as they walked up the steps to the school.

"It's different than with Aiden though, right?"

"Yeah. Stiles hasn't hit me yet" she joked, earning another eye roll from Allison.

"That's not what I meant".

"Well, Stiles isn't a werewolf so-"

"Aiden was a werewolf?" Allison interrupted, her mouth popping open.

"Yeah. An out-of-control one. I thought you would have put the pieces together".

"Did he… you know, 'wolf out' when you were… doing stuff?"

"Yeah. It's normal. Heightened emotion and all that jazz. Why?" she added, "did Scott?"

"For a few seconds" Allison laughed shyly, "he was so embarrassed. I'm glad it can be a normal thing to happen".

"It just means you rocked his world" Kayla snorted, opening the door for them, "so take it as a compliment".

"Is there anything I need to know?"

"About sex? Probably".

"Sex with a werewolf" Allison clarified, "it's not exactly something I can google".

"Yeah, with your family, don't have that in your search history" she remarked.

"Can it get dangerous?"

"I mean… werewolves are supernatural creatures. Their strength, their stamina, their fangs and claws, obviously, it can add a little risk, but Scott is probably one of the most grounded and well-adjusted werewolves I have ever met. Especially for one that was bitten, not born. Plus, he's an absolute sweetheart. You're in safe hands".

"Yeah, he's been very gentle with me" Allison smiled, "but I wouldn't mind a little of the rough stuff either".

"Oooooh, Allison Argent" Kayla teased, "I knew there was a bad girl under those goody two shoes somewhere".

"Not as bad as you, though".

"Obviously".

"Was sex with Aiden dangerous?" Allison continued, "If he was so out of control?"

"Sex with Aiden was… wild" she settled with saying. "Not just because of what he was, but because of me, too. I was on this self-destructive path. I didn't care. I was off my face pretty much all the time. We were not a good combination - think Bonnie and Clyde, just minus the murder. Actually-" she corrected, "-don't minus the murder. He wasn't exactly innocent".

She and Allison had a rocky patch in their friendship, but now she knew about werewolves and all the things that go bump in the night, Kayla truly felt like it strengthened their relationship. Enjoying being able to speak freely and openly with her, as she had with Scott and Stiles for weeks. It was nice not having to constantly watch what she said to her without dropping the bombshell of the century.

As they walked down the hallway and past the lockers, she caught sight of a memorial placed at one locker in particular, and she knew whose straight away, pictures, notes and candles decorating it.

"Speaking of dangerous men…" she mumbled, frowning at the shrine that he did not deserve.

"If only they knew what he was really like" Allison said, shaking her head at the sight.

"Oh, people knew" she remarked, "but it just wasn't spoken about or acknowledged. Now, because he's dead, he automatically becomes a victim".

"Isn't his funeral today?"

"Good riddance" she mumbled under her breath, "the sooner he begins decomposing, the better - for everyone".

"His obsession with you was scary," Allison said, "I hate to think what he could have done".

She stayed silent, slowly coming to a stop and eyeing up the locker opposite her, more people laying single flowers and handwritten notes on the floor. Subconsciously lifting a hand to absentmindedly drift across the column of her neck where Brian's hands had very nearly choked her to death just a mere week ago. Unnerving her with just how close he got to ending her life.

She didn't show it - in fact, she didn't bring up that moment again - but it unsettled her, knowing that if Peter didn't come along when he did, maybe it would have been her funeral today instead of his. That realisation was daunting for her, as she had always been able to handle herself. Brian was a sickening reminder that, despite how much training she had, no matter how strong she could become, there was always someone out there who could get the upper hand.

Allison noticed how quiet and pensive she became, frowning at her in concern.

"Kay?" she asked softly, "are you okay?"

She tore her eyes from the locker, meeting Allison's concerned stare.

"… Yeah" she settled on saying, "just, uh… realising how shit my taste in guys is".

"It's not your fault" Allison reassured her as she lowered her hand from her neck, shaking off the claustrophobia. "He didn't take no for an answer".

She was used to that, too. A steady history of always attracting the worst of the worst.

"What if it was?" she asked, "my fault?"

"How would it be your fault?"

"Peter said I have the 'ability' to make guys go nuts. Y'know, because of what I am. What if I did?"

"No" Allison shook her head, "he was just a crazy and obsessive guy. Don't blame yourself for his actions".

She didn't, but she was also on edge and worried ever since Peter bit her. His warning words repeatedly echoed inside her head on repeat that she was lethal and dangerous and powerful - all things that sounded good, but she knew would come with consequences. Consequences she wasn't sure she wanted.

Logically, Allison was right. She knew she was right, yet she still felt uneasy. Not having come to terms with her 'diagnosis' quite yet.

"Did something happen with Brian?" Allison asked knowingly, clocking onto her entire demeanour and expression.

Plenty happened with Brian, but she knew what specifically she was asking about.

"The night of the dance, he, uh… he followed me out to the field. We had heated words. I told him to just leave me alone, but he… he didn't like that. He… He lost it. He got the upper hand and-and he was on top of me, pinning me to the ground. I… I underestimated him. I thought he was just a stupid, egotistical prick, but in that moment, I… I felt how much he wanted to kill me. I couldn't breathe. Couldn't move. He… was going to rape me" she admitted, "and then Peter snapped his neck. He saved my life. If he didn't do what he did, then maybe… maybe it would've been my funeral today instead of his".

Allison, much to her surprise, had tears in her eyes as she reached out to hold her hand.

"Oh Kayla, I'm so sorry".

"It's okay" she said, not really sure where Allison's rush of emotion had come from. "It's not a big deal".

"It is a big deal".

"It's… It's a little bit of a deal" she shrugged, "I'm so fucked up in the head, that I underestimated him. I ignored about a million red flags. He's just another unsuitable and sick and twisted guy to add to my never-ending list of mistakes".

"He's gone now" Allison reassured her, "he's not coming back. He can't hurt you".

She glanced once more at the lockers, an uncomfortable feeling spreading in the pit of her stomach that, for some reason - despite death - Brian's reign of terror wasn't quite over yet.


For the entirety of that Friday, she kept an eye out for Isaac, but he was either really good at dodging her or he pulled a sickie and didn't show up to school, probably just to avoid running into her.

She voted for the second option.

She was a little disappointed as she hoped she would be able to corner him and pump him for more information, specifically about Derek, but that wasn't meant to be.

When the final bell rang, she met Stiles and Scott in the corridor amongst all the rambunctious teens leaving in one big mass, but Stiles immediately grabbed her hand and pulled her into his side, a big smile lighting up his face.

"Hey" he greeted, leaning down to press a kiss to her cheek.

"Hi" she said, feeling herself giving him a dopey smile back, but unable to stop it. Her stomach fluttered a little by the feel of his soft lips brushing against her skin.

Scott, she could tell, was still feeling a little awkward around them, deliberately looking in the other direction when they showed affection to one another, trying to respect and not intrude.

"Relax, Scotty" she grinned, playfully reaching around Stiles to punch his arm, "you had the honour of seeing my tits - which are pretty spectacular, if I do say so myself - so enjoy, and move on".

"Uh…." Scott was flabbergasted and panicked, quickly shaking his head. "I-I didn't see your- I didn't see a-anything-"

"Yes, you did" she smirked, "but it's cool. We're all friends here. Lots of people have seen my tits, so chill out and stop acting all innocent. I know you're really a stud in bed".

Stiles coughed at that statement, looking like he wished the ground would just open up and swallow him whole. "What? Stud? Huh? And how many exactly is 'lots?'"

"Did Allison say that?" Scott continued, ignoring Stiles' exclamation. "Did she use those words?"

"Sorry, girl code dictates I can't say more than that" she laughed, "but basically, yeah. Littlest McCall isn't just an animal on the full moon, huh?"

She was in her element, loving the teasing and making the two boys feel awkward, opening the double doors and walking out into the fresh air.

"Stud?" Stiles continued, seeming a little offended. "Him?"

"The quiet ones are always full of surprises".

"Heh" Scott smiled, nodding as he sat with that title for a few seconds and obviously decided he liked it, giving them both a cocky look. "I'm a stud".

"Stiles, I think you should give him your 'Stud Muffin' T-Shirt" she teased, much to her boyfriend's outrage.

"What? No. I'm Stud Muffin!"

She threw her head back and laughed as they bounced down the concrete steps, times like these feeling like she finally had a purpose and place here with these adorable oddballs that had changed her life.

"I'm teasing, chill" she giggled, "Scott, I'm happy for you and Allison. You deserve it".

"Her family just makes things complicated".

"Complicated is a little bit of an understatement" she snorted, "but I'm sure it'll work out".

She did wonder how on earth a werewolf and a werewolf hunter could ever be a good thing, but maybe Allison and Scott would be different. Already defying all expectations.

She thought she heard a voice shouting her name but shook it off, sure her mind was just playing tricks on her, but when she heard the call of "Kit Kat" she stopped short, scanning the school's parking lot.

To her surprise, she spotted three very familiar faces grinning at her as they lounged against, presumably, a rental car. All three broke into delighted and excited waves when she caught their gazes.

"Oh my God" she muttered in shock, unsure what to say - a feat in itself.

"What?" Stiles asked, "Who's that?"

She couldn't respond, completely taken aback as her three friends rushed her.

"Surprise" Blake grinned, grabbing her effortlessly, throwing her over his shoulder and spinning her around, much to Scott and Stiles' astonishment. "Long time no see, Kit Kat".

She was still completely dumbfounded as he placed her back on her feet, bringing her into a tight hug.

"What… What…"

"We didn't want you to forget us" her other friend, Emma, grinned, giddily jumping into her arms, her blonde hair obscuring her vision. "So here we are".

She still didn't know what was happening, not expecting to see her friends, well, ever again, having accepted that she had made too many mistakes to remain as close as they once had been. Despite it hurting like hell, she had come to terms with it. Only now, for some reason, they were here - in Beacon fucking Hills - and Kayla felt her two worlds colliding - her past, and her present. A whirlwind of emotions assaulting her gut.

"You know we're irreplaceable" her other friend, Luke, winked, taking her cheeks and pressing a fleeting kiss to her lips - his unique form of greeting to pretty much anyone - and hugged her too.

Scott and Stiles were standing to the side, open-mouthed and wide-eyed, watching the exchange unravel before their eyes.

"What… What are you doing here?" she muttered, finally finding her voice and staring at each of her friends. "You're… You're in California".

"Yeah, we bunked off school to fly out today" Blake grinned, "We missed you".

"Everyone is still asking for you" Luke added, "you're missed".

She didn't know what to say, looking at her oldest and once closest friends before glancing at Scott and Stiles, but they too were equally dumbfounded.

"You look good" Emma smiled, "healthy and… and happy" she added, turning her coy gaze to both Scott and Stiles, unable to hide her smirk. "Which boy is making you this happy? Or is it both? They're cute".

Both boys shared a frazzled and awkward look with each other as Stiles self-consciously raised his hand like he was back in the classroom.

Emma, who was almost as brazen as Kayla, raked her eyes from the tips of Stiles' toes and up his body, shamelessly checking him out which made him gulp, looking at Scott in terror.

"You are not what our Kay normally goes for, but trust me-" she laughed, "-that's a good thing. I'm glad I came here now. Californian guys are definitely hot".

"Calm down, Ems" Blake chuckled, "you'll scare them".

"You… You came here for me?" she asked, wondering how they could forgive her so fast after her actions. Although, knowing she still had people in her corner warmed her heart more than they knew.

"Of course" Luke laughed, "the others wanted to come too, but they're in the middle of championship season, and coach is kicking their asses. They couldn't spare a weekend - but maybe in the summer".

Despite everything, her friends treated her like they always had - as if she had never upturned and ruined her entire life. No judgment in sight.

"So, you going to take us on the grand tour?" Emma smiled, "it seems like a small town, but there must be some fun things to do, right?"

She was still overwhelmed but felt herself relaxing, grateful for the effort in flying all the way over here.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'd love that".

"Good. And take your plaything" the blonde added, a devious smile lighting up her features. "I want to interrogate him".

"Oh God" Stiles muttered, fearing for his life.

"You're more than welcome to join too".

"Uh… I have to get to work" Scott muttered, backing away slowly, "I'll… I'll catch up with you all later".

Her two worlds had completely collided, and she just hoped it was a good thing.


Stiles sat in the back of Kayla's car, squished between her two male friends, both of whom were much larger than him, and he felt a little - okay, a lot - intimidated. They were loud, boisterous and friendly, but he felt a little threatened, just purely by the fact they had known Kayla all her life and he was the new thing on the block.

Blake, he recognised from the video call all those weeks back. His broad figure was muscular, and his red hair was like fire, but his smile was kind.

The other guy, Luke, was full of energy - like an over-excited puppy dog, his dark features striking and handsome.

Emma, sitting up front, was kind of similar to Kayla, confident and bold in nature and very flirtatious. Her blonde hair was long and wavy, and her deep brown eyes were full of mischief.

Stiles tried to keep up with their conversation, but many of the things - and people - they were speaking about, he didn't know. Yet he found it fascinating. Over time, he watched as Kayla eased more and more, relaxing as she drove around Beacon Hills and joked with her friends.

It was nice to see, especially since the events of the dance and what happened at the Hale House. Maybe her friends from back home could provide a good distraction for her.

"So, come on Missy, tell us what's been happening with you" Emma gushed after about an hour of catching her up with Louisiana gossip. "All the juicy details, please".

He caught Kayla's gaze in the rearview mirror, both knowing she couldn't tell her friends much of anything without revealing the supernatural.

"Uh…"

"Surely It's not been that boring?" the blonde asked, "you've been here two months. The Kayla I know would only need about two minutes to find some fun".

"Well, uh…" she shrugged, "I found out my dad was actually my uncle, and my uncle was actually my dad".

The whole car fell silent, and Kayla just nodded along to the beat of the music, tapping her fingers along the curve of the steering wheel.

"Wait, you're serious?" Blake asked after several seconds of daunting silence.

"Yeah".

"Whoa. Mind fuck much?" Luke cut in from the other side of Stiles.

"Pretty much".

"So are you going to, like…. build a father-daughter relationship with him now?"

"He's dead now too" Kayla replied to Emma, "I, apparently, don't have the best luck when it comes to dads".

"Jesus" Blake whistled, "that's… wow".

"Other than that? It's been… uneventful" she lied, and Stiles could see how much it pained her to keep that part of her life hidden from her friends. "Like you said, small town".

"Well, we'll change that this weekend" Emma grinned, "tonight we party. Tomorrow night? We also party. Don't worry-" she added, "-just with copious amounts of alcohol. We know you want to stay off that other stuff. How is that going by the way?"

Despite her brash tone, Stiles could sense a quip of concern in Emma's voice as the blonde studied Kayla carefully.

"It's going fine" she replied with a gentle laugh.

"Oh good" Emma sighed, "we were all a little concerned after, well… after Harry. We thought maybe that might mess things up for you".

There it was again - that name. Harry. Harry who? Stiles didn't know, but he wanted to find out.

He noticed Kayla stiffen a little, as if the sound of the name pained her, but she hid her expression with a small smile, keeping her emotions hidden deep below the surface.

"Nope, it didn't. I'm good, I promise".

"That's a relief" Emma laughed, "the world does not need another out-of-control Kayla".

"So, uh, where do you want to go?" Kayla cut in with, "any requests?"

"I want to go line dancing" the blonde announced, "please tell me there's something like that here?"

Kayla looked at him in the mirror, clearly seeking advice.

"Uh… like a country-style bar?" he asked.

"Yes" Emma gushed, turning around in her seat to face him. "preferably somewhere with a rodeo bull. I like to ride".

He blushed a little as everyone laughed at his embarrassment, but he gave Kayla the directions anyway.

"Eek, this will be so fun" Emma promised, "my cowboy boots are in the trunk. Don't worry, I brought an extra pair for you Kay. We can't have you forgetting your roots now, can we?"

"You-You line dance?" he asked Kayla in surprise, because, for some reason, he did not expect that.

"My secret is out now. Thanks, Ems" she playfully remarked, rolling her eyes. "But yeah, I like to line dance. I'm a sucker for any country thing, but if you tell that to Lydia you're dead".

Maybe having her friends here was a good thing after all.

Maybe this was his chance to find out more about the enigma that was Kayla Hale.


Walking into the bar, Stiles felt entirely out of place.

He felt out of place in most places, including his own brain sometimes, but he supposed there had to be a first time for everything.

The bar, slash restaurant, slash dance club, was made entirely out of dark, rustic wood, and the mood lighting was set to a deep orange. Rickety, circular tables and booths made up the restaurant part, paving the way to a large barn-style dance floor with a live band playing.

He didn't expect a place to be this popular, especially in Beacon Hills, but it was pretty packed with people eating, dancing and laughing. Even Stiles had to admit that the vibes of this place were immaculate.

"Yes!" Emma just about screamed, "There's a rodeo bull. Once I get a few shots down me, that will be my new best friend. C'mon Kay, let's go and get drinks".

The blonde had basically ripped Kayla away and towards the bar, and she happily followed.

"I better go and keep an eye on them" Luke laughed, "make sure they stay out of trouble".

That left him and Blake, Stiles not knowing what to say.

The redhead pointed to an empty table, quirking a brow at Stiles. "You hungry?"

"Starving, yeah".

"Good. Come one".

They sat down, opening the menus and taking a look, Stiles immediately knew what he was wanting.

Sticky barbeque chicken wings and cajun fries with a large strawberry milkshake. Then maybe, if he was still hungry after that, he would get a second portion.

The waitress was quick and took their orders whilst Kayla, Emma, and Luke laughed and boogied at the bar.

"You alright Stiles?" Blake asked, and Stiles just knew he was enjoying watching him squirm.

"Me? Oh yeah. Yeah. Just… severely out of my comfort zone. And I think that mounted deer head is staring at me".

"Well, you can relax. I'm not going to rough you up or anything".

"Oh thank God" he muttered under his breath, because there was no way he could ever possibly win a fight against this guy. Not in a million years.

"Did we spoil your weekend plans?"

Stiles tried not to flush at that because he did hope that maybe they would get some 'them' time, just the two of them, with hopefully fewer distractions, but apparently the universe was out to sabotage that.

"Nope" he lied, "no plans. No nothing".

Blake winced, "we totally did, didn't we? did we cockblock you?"

He flushed, struggling for words.

"Oh dude, I'm sorry" Blake laughed, "you must hate us now huh?"

"No, no, no. It's- it's nice seeing this side to her. I think seeing you all will do her a world of good".

Blake nodded, his gaze drifting towards his old friend, who was in bouts of hysterical laughter.

"She seems different. In a good way" Blake said, admiring Kayla from the distance. "Maybe this move has been good for her after all".

"Oh" Stiles muttered, "Different? How so?"

"Happier. Lighter" he responded, "after that year... I didn't think I would see her smile again".

Right. The year of hell. The year she nearly lost herself.

"But that-" Blake continued, nodding over to where Kayla was laughing and having fun with her friends, "-shows how strong she is. To go through what she did, and come out the other end? That girl is special".

"Yeah" Stiles smiled, "she is".

"I thought we would lose her", Blake admitted, "and we very nearly did. I don't know how much Kayla has told you, but she tends to downplay things. She fell down this dark hole so quickly that none of us had a chance to catch her. Then that guy kept pulling her down even further".

"Aiden" Stiles scoffed, the name bitter on his tongue.

"She told you about him?"

Blake seemed surprised, like he was taken aback by how honest and upfront Kayla had been with him.

"Yeah" he confirmed, "what a dickhead".

"That's one word for him," the redhead muttered darkly, an edge of fury buried in his voice. "I still think that if it wasn't for him, we could have gotten her back sooner" Blake continued, "but instead he poisoned her. Got into her head. Made her feel like she had to depend on him. Within weeks, she was barely recognisable. It was terrifying".

"We tried" Blake continued, "we tried to get her back, but the demons she was fighting won. For months, we didn't know if she was alive or dead, and most of us thought it was the latter. We were so sure that either the drugs had killed her or Aiden had because, oh boy, he sure did have a temper, but she defied our expectations and proved us all wrong. As usual" he added with a laugh.

"How long was she gone?" Stiles asked curiously.

Blake pursed his lips as he cast his mind back, counting the months on his finger.

"Her dad and brother died in November, and by New Year she was pretty much AWOL. She didn't come back home till… September, I think. So yeah, nine months, give or take. It's a damn long time to be out there surviving at fifteen years old".

It was. He couldn't imagine trying to get by in the world for that long without any company or support and with only someone like Aiden to spend time with.

"She was barely home a week before her mom sent her away to rehab. A really fancy, expensive place over in North Carolina. At first, she wouldn't let any of us visit her. I think she was ashamed. Our friend, Harry, drove all the way over there one weekend and wouldn't leave until he saw her. Eventually, she gave in. She always had a soft spot for him, you see. Then by November, she was back home and recovering. We thought, after winter break, things would go back to normal… but they didn't. Just like the year before, almost to the day, she disappeared again. Only this time, it was for good. The house was empty and put on the market, and, well..." he shrugged sadly, "the rest is history".

"Then she came here" Stiles summarised.

"Then she came here" Blake confirmed, "the golden state" he added with a chuckle. "I thought she would hate it here, but she seems settled and content. It's nice to see".

"Maybe she just needed a fresh start. A chance to hit the reset button" Stiles suggested.

"Maybe" Blake agreed, "but it's more than that. All these years I've known her; I've always felt like she was hiding a part of herself. Like she had some deep dark secret she couldn't tell us. But here… with you guys… it doesn't feel like that".

Stiles tried not to look surprised by that dead-on observation, awkwardly trying to laugh it off and not appear too guilty.

"I think this is where she's meant to be" Blake continued, "and as much as we miss her, we just want her to be happy. God knows she deserves it after everything".

Stiles couldn't agree more.

"We'll look after her" he promised, trying to settle Blake's very obvious worry. "We won't let anything happen to her".

"You're a good guy" Blake smiled, "and not at all what I was expecting – which is a good thing" he added as Stiles gulped. "Kay doesn't exactly have the best track record with guys. All of them have been disasters. She needs someone who will love her through all the crazy ups and downs. Someone who can handle and balance her. I think you could be that person".

"You've only just met me" he muttered a little self-consciously, wondering why he was getting all this praise.

"I'm a good judge of character" Blake winked, "which is why, the first time I met Aiden, I broke his nose".

Stiles snorted, beginning to like this guy more and more as the night went on.

"I wish I was there to see that".

"Well, I wish it was as epic as it sounded" Blake laughed, "but instead, I came out with a broken hand and the douche didn't even flinch. Just cracked his nose back into place without breaking a sweat. A God Damn psychopath, I swear".

That, coupled with being a werewolf as well. Of course, Blake didn't know that. Maybe if he did, he would have thought twice about aggravating him.

"He's not been back in contact with her, has he?" Blake asked a little warily, as if he was scared to know the answer.

"Nope" he replied, "at least not that I know of".

"Good" Blake sighed, "because she needs to stay far away from him, for her own sake".

Stiles agreed. He thought one of the worst possible things for Kayla, now or ever, would be having Aiden back in her life. She didn't need a reminder of the chaos and trauma she went through for months on end.

"She, uh… she never mentions that other guy. Harry, is it?" Stiles asked, trying not to sound too overly curious, but that had been twice his name got brought up today, and he was desperate to know what the deal was.

"She's probably still grieving him".

"Oh. He's… he's dead?"

A flash of pain shot through Blake's eyes, glancing down at the table.

"Yeah, he died. A car accident just before Christmas".

"Who was he?"

Blake seemed to toy with an answer in his mouth for a few seconds, clearly wondering how much to divulge.

"He was our friend. He was Kayla's best friend since they were, like, six. His death was a horrible, tragic accident. It really shook our town".

"I wonder why she doesn't talk about him".

"Kayla is a pro at ignoring things" Blake shrugged, "especially when it comes to emotions. His death devastated her, and it happened only a year after she lost her family. I think she did the only thing she could do at the time and shut herself off from it. Just, uh… don't tell her I told you about him. She might not like that".

"Did they, y'know… I mean, were they ever, well…"

"You mean, did they have feelings for each other?" Blake snorted, seeing Stiles' questioning angle a mile away. "No, not really. Harry was a self-proclaimed ladies' man. They maybe hooked up a few times at parties, but nothing ever came of it. Maybe if things were different, but they weren't. He died, and she moved here. So don't worry so much" he added with a chuckle, "you don't have to compete with the dead for Kayla's affection".

"Nope, just everyone else".

"What can I say? She's a catch. Be careful someone doesn't swoop in and take her".

Great. New fear officially unlocked.

A/N) I have returned with a super long chapter wow. So I hope you al enjoyed and I'm excited to hear your thoughts :) xxx

Chapter 64: Dying to say the 'L' word

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thanks for the continued support, sorry for the delay. I'm in the last year of my degree, and work had been piling up, so I had to focus on that because I procrastinate lol. But I'm back – yay – so hope you all enjoy :)

Multiple drinks in and most - if not all - of Kayla's anxiety around seeing her old friends again was gone. Within a short space of time, it felt like things had never changed – even though everything had.

They laughed, joked, and danced, catching up on many lost months—just like the good old days. They threw back drink after drink as if it were water, and the bartender was surprised every time they ordered more. He kept his mouth shut though, enjoying the free flow of cash.

Even when she glanced over to Stiles and Blake, they seemed at ease and relaxed, eating their wings and laughing as they chatted. She was thankful to Blake for taking the time to get to know Stiles and make him feel included and appreciated. That was Blake though – laidback and kind, always having time for anyone. Whereas most of her other friends from back home were a handful, Blake was steady and dependable, a mature head on his shoulders. He embodied exactly what a big brother should be and looked out for all of them on more than one occasion.

"He is cute" Emma shouted over the music, gulping back the last mouthful of her whiskey on the rocks as she nodded to where Blake and Stiles were talking. "For once, I approve of someone you're dating".

"I didn't date before Stiles" she pointed out with a smirk.

"Okay, well-" Emma rolled her eyes pointedly, "-casually see, whatever".

"Was my taste really that bad?" she asked, lifting her own beer bottle to her lips.

Emma and Luke burst into fits of hysterical laughs, like she had cracked the best joke they had ever heard.

"Sweetie, I love you, but yes" Emma chuckled, "your taste was really that bad. It's like you saw a red flag waving above their heads and went running towards it like a bull on heat".

"Remember Connor?" Luke smirked, nudging Emma who laughed at the reminder.

"Yeah, or Todd" Emma grinned, "oh, and that teacher we had at the start of freshman year".

"Okay, that last one doesn't count. I was fourteen and thought I knew everything, and he was in his late twenties and probably a perv" she pointed out.

"Oh, and that college guy. What was his name?" Emma clicked her fingers together, trying to pull the name from her brain.

"Which one? There were a few" Luke grinned, dodging Kayla's playful punch to his arm.

"Thanks for the reminder, guys" she snorted, rolling her eyes in amusement as she took another gulp of beer. "I get it, I'm a disaster when it comes to boys".

"And girls" Emma laughed, "there's been a few crazy ones there too".

"Louise" all their voices rung out in unison before dissolving into laughter.

"Yeah, she was nuts" Luke agreed, "didn't she carve 'bitch' into your locker?"

"No, that was Mark" Emma corrected, "Louise tried to spike her drink with rat poison".

"You sure make people go crazy over you, don't you, Hale?" Luke laughed, but he wasn't aware just how right he was. Peter's words ringing in her ears that she could make people go 'crazy'… was this happening even before he bit her?

"Well, we're just glad you're dating a nice guy for once" Emma smiled, "someone who is entirely appropriate for you as well – bonus".

"Stiles is… he's one of the good ones" she admitted, "and he hasn't run away screaming yet, so even better".

"Aw" Luke mocked playfully, reaching out to ruffle her hair. "Is little Kayla-baby in loveeee?"

He was teasing and mucking about, as was about 90% of Luke's personality, but at those words the beer bottle almost slipped from her grip, choking mid-way through a swallow.

Her friends, ever observant, caught the slip of her usual calm demeanour and shared a knowing look as she grabbed a napkin and wiped the spilt beer from her chin, trying to avoid their eyes.

"What?" she settled on saying, the silence making her uncomfortable.

"Oh my God" Emma muttered, her jaw hanging open as she grabbed onto Luke's arm. "Do you love him?"

"Love who?" she pretended to act clueless, taking another few gulps of the beer and finishing the bottle, waving the bartender over and ordering tequila – straight.

"Santa Claus" Emma replied, "who do you think? Stiles".

"This-This conversation is not happening" she shook her head, "especially when I'm still half sober".

"So, is that a yes?" Luke smirked, not fazed by her mild glare. "Is your heart not as stone cold as you always said it was?"

"It's a… It's a maybe" she admitted, "and if any of you repeat that to anyone, I will kill you slowly and very very painfully. Remember that".

"Our lips are sealed" Emma snickered, "but love is kind of a big deal".

"You sound like Allison" she remarked, happily swallowing the shot of tequila that was placed in front of her within a second of it being poured, waving her hand out for a refill before the bartender could disappear.

"You've never loved anyone before. Well-" Emma shrugged, "-apart from Harry".

Thankfully, the second shot went down before she had to hear her dead ex-best friend's name again, the sting in her throat dampening the pain that flared up in her heart.

"I didn't love Harry" she said, indicating for another shot. The bartender obliged, overfilling the glass so it spilt over her fingers as she raised it to her lips, trying to stomach the strong liquid. "He was my best friend".

"You loved him a little bit" Luke said, "and he certainly loved you – in his own way".

She pushed the glass back for another relief, her eyes a little hazy. The bartender simply smirked, pouring out another shot for her.

"Should I just leave the bottle?" he asked, shaking the half-empty bottle of tequila. "Maybe along with my number?"

"It's just the bottle I'm interested in".

He seemed a little taken aback by her refusal but, to save face, simply hid it with a smile and left her the bottle, heading off to attend to others waiting to be served.

"We haven't had much of a chance to speak to you about him" Luke continued, "you left his funeral pretty quickly".

"I hate funerals" she said, pouring herself her fifth shot and swallowing it in one large gulp, her tastebuds – and stomach – were used to the powerful, gut-curdling flavour by now so it barely even burned on the way down. "And there's nothing to speak about. He died. He's gone. That's it".

"It's okay to miss him" Emma said, "you're allowed to grieve for someone that was a big part of your life".

"I did".

That was a lie. She didn't. She ignored the pain of losing her best friend and, in turn, ignored his very existence. There was a reason she didn't speak about him because she knew if she did, then she would have to feel that ache that nearly destroyed her before.

Kayla Hale did not cope with grief well, and she couldn't afford to go through that again.

Emma and Luke dropped the subject, knowing they shouldn't push her, and laughed as she swallowed her sixth shot.

"Good to know you can still hold your liquor" Luke snorted.

"Livers regenerate for a reason, right?" she laughed, "now, can we please talk about something less depressing, please?"

"You mean like how you love your new boy toy?" Emma giggled, her smile bright on her flushed face, her brown eyes alight with mischief.

"Actually, let's go back to the dead best friend" she remarked sarcastically, taking yet another shot and probably completely destroying her stomach lining whilst she did it.

"Have you had sex with him yet?".

"No" she said, much to both her friends' surprises.

"Wait, wait, wait. Hold up" Emma gasped, "so Aiden, who was a massive dickhead, you slept with after thirty seconds, but this cute and funny boy you actually love you haven't sealed the deal with yet?"

"Stop saying that word" she stated, slurring her words a little. "And things – and people – keep getting in the way".

"People like us?" Luke snickered, "did we interrupt some kinky plans?"

"You, and about half the town it seems".

"Well, let's make sure you're not out of practice" Emma giggled, taking her hand and pointing to the rodeo bull in the distance. "Loser has to make out with the bartender" she wagered.

She cocked an eyebrow at her friend, silently accepting the challenge. "My riding game is always top".

"Maybe" the blonde smirked, "but I've also been seeing Tyler since last month and, let me tell you something, that boy has stamina".

"Game on".

Luke cheered them on as they made their way to the bull, Emma going first. Her charismatic friend hyped up the crowd as she threw her leg over and began to ride it, cheerfully singing along to the sultry country music.

She lasted just shy of three minutes before being bucked over, the crowd cheering in delight at her performance.

"Your turn" Emma smirked, bounding over to her. "Just remember, boy toy might be jealous if you have to kiss another guy".

"Just as well I won't have to because, just like the wet t-shirt contests, I always win" she laughed, jumping up on the bull.

In the distance, she caught sight of Stiles watching her with wide eyes which were locked on her and just smirked triumphantly, blowing him a playful kiss.

The music got louder, and so did the people that were watching. Over the seconds, the bull's movements became quicker and jerkier but, like the pro she was, she stayed on without even so much as a minor slip. Her body curving and rolling with the movements.

In fact, she was pretty sure she only stayed on as long as she did because she imagined she was riding Stiles instead and put on the show of a lifetime for him. Feeling his hungry eyes on her the entire time.

Her bare thighs gripped tightly, allowing her body to bounce up and down as she got flung around, she realised today was probably a day she should have been wearing a bra, but she didn't care, all her worries and stresses completely forgotten.

After five minutes, and beating Emma's time, she allowed herself to get flung and landed on her back on the soft mats, the cheers and yells of the crowd at an all-time high.

"For someone that's not had dick in a few months, you sure haven't forgotten how to treat one, have you?" Luke chuckled, helping her step over the fence and back onto solid ground. "If you rode me like that, I doubt I would last ten seconds".

"I very almost did ride you like that" she pointed out with a coy smirk, "remember that last summer party before freshman year?"

"How could I forget" he smiled, "that was the best seven minutes in heaven ever".

Okay… so she and Luke had hooked up a couple of times, sue her. It was all strictly platonic and a bit of fun anyway. Her teenage years were full of fun and experimentation, finding out her sexuality and preferences in a lax and carefree way. It was all just in good jest.

"It was actually closer to like fifteen minutes" Emma admitted with a laugh, "we all just wanted to see how far you two would go. Plus, the noises you were making, -" she directed to Luke, "-no one wanted to interrupt".

"Thank God for that" he exclaimed playfully.

"It was just a hand job" Kayla chuckled, "nothing special".

"You got mad skills" Luke beamed, "California guy is lucky".

"California guy would have got lucky if you losers never showed up" she teased.

Luke ruffled her hair affectionately. "There's still time. The bathrooms are right back there".

"I'm not subjecting him to losing his virginity in a tacky bar. Trust me, it ain't all it's cracked up to be".

"What's all it isn't cracked up to be?" Stiles appeared with Blake beside him.

"Nothing" she cut in before her friends got a chance to say anything, grabbing a beer and shoving it in his hand. "Beer?"

"Oh. Sure. Just one. I should probably be the designated driver, huh?"

"Well, at least one of us is being sensible" she joked, "remember… I need to be home by eleven or all hell will break loose with the devil incarnate itself, otherwise known as my mother".

Her friends gave them some time to themselves, moving along the bar to laugh and drink some more but she could feel their eyes on them the whole time. Probably enamoured by the fact she was acting soft and playful with Stiles and exhibiting something deeper than simple lust and attraction.

"Are you happy?" he asked out of the blue, catching her off guard. "I mean, you look happy, but it's kind of hard to tell sometimes. I know things with you and your friends got complicated for a while".

"I'm happy" she smiled, "I missed them, and things aren't as awkward as I thought they would be. It just feels normal – except for the fact I can't tell them about werewolves or the supernatural or that I'm some kind of freaky seductress, but just minor details, right?" she joked sarcastically, the alcohol making her feel a little woozy.

"You could tell them" he suggested tenderly, much to her surprise. "They might be okay with it".

"I could" she agreed, "but I won't. It's not fair to them. Knowing the shit we know, it ruins lives. They don't deserve that".

"Or maybe things would finally make sense to them" he shrugged, "they seem cool. I can't imagine they'd react badly".

He was right. They wouldn't. They would probably take it all in their stride, but she wasn't in their lives anymore. Not like she used to be. It wouldn't be fair to put that kind of burden on them after all this time.

"I used to want to tell them" she admitted, "but my dad forbade it. He said the supernatural was only safe if no one knew about it. For years, I felt guilty not being honest with them, but I was scared they would get caught in the crosshairs of the war between worlds. I couldn't be responsible for them getting hurt. Maybe I could tell them if I was back home now, but I'm not home. I'm here. And here means I can't protect them".

"I get it" he nodded, "it's a big thing".

"It is" she agreed, "and too big for this weekend. I just want to switch off for a while, can you help me do that?"

His eyebrows shot up, taken aback and a little perplexed by that ask, his mind clearly bouncing between what she could possibly mean by 'help'.

"Dance with me?" she smirked playfully, taking hold of his hand and leading his stumbling and uncoordinated body to the dancefloor, desperate to leave her worries and stresses far behind her – at least for one night.


She didn't remember much from the rest of Friday night but knew Stiles had got her home before curfew and into bed before her mom could suspect anything, leaving a tall glass of water on her bedside table. Something she appreciated the next morning when she woke up with a hangover from hell and a text from her friends summoning her back out. Another day of wild and reckless behaviour under the guise of 'catching up'.

Her tolerance had definitely lessened recently because, come Sunday morning, when it was time to drop her friends off at the airport, she felt like death warmed up and was probably a liability behind the wheel.

"You should come back home for a visit this summer" Blake encouraged as she pulled into the drop-off zone. "Trust me when I say that everyone misses you".

"I'd like that" she smiled, "I miss home".

"Don't be a stranger, okay?" Luke asked, squeezing her shoulder.

She promised she wouldn't be, but wasn't sure if she could uphold it. She loved her friends and missed them, but this weekend just proved how much had changed.

She spent the last two days having to dodge the truth and be careful with what she said. With Scott, Stiles and Allison, it wasn't like that. She didn't need to pretend. Up until Beacon Hills, she had become used to lying and hiding the truth. Since the move, she found people she didn't have to lie to, and it felt good. It felt freeing. It put things into perspective that her entire life, up until two months ago, had been one big secret.

They hugged and said goodbye, and she parked in a layby and watched their plane take off.

A small part of her wanted to go with them, but she was finally content with living in Beacon Hills and starting a new chapter in her life. Ready and willing to build a new and better life than the one she had lived for sixteen years.

Stiles was busy with Scott, so she spent Sunday hanging out with Tabby and taking her to the movies and then to the park, stuffing her with so much candy she got kid zoomies and then crashed out in the car ride home.

Jane greeted them at the door, holding it open and smiling at them as she carried Tabby up the driveway.

"You're the best babysitter I have ever had".

"I know" Kayla beamed, passing a sleeping tabby to Jane, who cradled her to her chest.

"I really appreciate you looking after her" Jane said thankfully. "Your mom has just made dinner if you want to join us?".

"Has she poisoned it?"

Jane gave her a pointed look, cocking an eyebrow at her.

"Kayla, she's trying" her aunt said, keeping her voice hushed. "I know things are not easy with you two, but she is trying".

Her mom's definition of 'trying' equalled the bare minimum but, then again, she didn't really expect anything else from her mother.

"I know" she nodded, "but it's still weird and tense, and that isn't going to change".

Her aunt simply sighed, knowing Kayla was too stubborn to change her mind on the matter.

"So, dinner?"

"Sure" she agreed, hoping that spending time with her mom would not spoil the good mood she was in.

"Okay, let me just put her to bed and I'll join you both" Jane smiled, heading up the stairs and leaving Kayla to awkwardly saunter through to the kitchen where her mom was plating up the food.

She didn't greet her. In fact, her mom barely even glanced up at her when she entered, her demeanour cool and dismissive. Then again, it wasn't anything out of the ordinary for her. She had rarely – if ever – felt any degree of warmth from her mother.

"I hope lasagne is alright" her mom said after several frayed seconds, but her tone told her that she didn't care if Kayla objected. It was lasagne or nothing.

"Lasagne's fine" she said, taking a seat at the breakfast bar.

The plate got put in front of her and she mumbled a quiet thank you, her mom sitting down opposite her.

"Have you got homework tonight?"

"Yeah, a little bit".

"Make sure you get it done".

Luckily, Jane arrived before Kayla could quip something disrespectful back that would probably get her grounded or thrown out of the house (again), and her presence helped dissolve some of the growing tension.

The sooner she got out of this house and away from her mother, the better.


"Full moon tonight".

At the sound of her voice, Isaac glanced up from where he was chaining his bike to the rack, caught off guard by her sudden and unexpected appearance, but his exasperated gaze made it perfectly clear that he did not want to speak to her. Not that she was going to give him much of a choice.

"Well done" he muttered, "you can read a calendar".

Unlike before, he seemed different. An edge of sadness to him that seemed more magnified than usual, his broad shoulders tense and brooding.

"Where were you on Friday?"

"Sick".

"Werewolves don't get sick" she pointed out, folding her arms across her chest as he stood and went to step around her, but she intercepted his escape route, their bodies nearly colliding.

"Fine. I was avoiding you" Isaac said, "are you satisfied with that answer?"

"Avoiding me why?"

"Your never-ending questions and your judgement" he replied, "for accepting the bite".

"I get why you did it, but I still think you're stupid" she remarked, uncrossing her arms so as not to look so defensive. "I just want to know that you'll be locked down tonight, so you don't kill someone".

He flinched almost unnoticeably as if the thought of getting restrained and locked up was his idea of hell, making her frown in wondering.

"Derek has a plan" Isaac confirmed, but the sound of her cousin's name made a sour expression cross her face, still bitter and furious at his betrayal.

"Good".

"You don't need to be mad at Derek" Isaac said, "he saved me".

"He condemned you" she corrected, "and you're naïve if you believe anything different. I meant what I said the other day - all of this supernatural crap is a curse. It might seem like a gift, but it's not".

"Do you think you're a curse?"

She wondered how much Derek had told his beta about what she was, even though what was known about her equated to mostly nothing, but judging by the cautious yet intrigued look glinting in his eyes, she assumed he did know.

"I don't think. I know" she said for certain, her tone giving no room to argue, "But unlike you, I didn't agree to it. I didn't want it. It was forced on me".

"You don't enjoy the power?"

She didn't know how much power she even had, but if that night at the Hale house told her anything, it was that she had a lot, but she hadn't dared explore it. Not yet. She wasn't exactly the poster child for self-control and dabbling in that kind of thing could lead to disaster.

"Embrace it" Isaac advised with a small smile. "Trust me, I spent years, cowering and scared to stand up for myself. Power isn't a bad thing".

"It is in my hands" she muttered, mostly to herself.

He smirked, leaning closer to her to whisper "control is overrated in my opinion, anyway".

She didn't recoil like she thought she would, their stares clashing.

"What makes you think I care about your opinion?"

He barked out a laugh, pulling back and standing up straight.

"Feisty".

"Just be careful tonight" she advised, followed by a roll of her eyes. "A full moon is never pleasant".

"What makes you think I care about your concern?" he retaliated, unable to bite back his amused smirk, using her own words against her. Enjoying their banter.

"Care about this" she shot back, flipping him off and striding away, feeling his eyes on her the whole time, but she didn't dare look back. A little unnerved by his words.

She met up with Lydia and Allison on the steps into the school, with the redhead giving her a curious and calculated look.

"He has the hots for you" she pointed out shamelessly.

"Who?"

"Bike boy" Lydia replied, "it's so obvious".

"Isaac?"

"Oh, on a first-name basis with him, are you?"

"I was just giving him some advice" she shrugged.

"Advice about how to get into your pants?" Lydia smirked, her playful stare glinting with delight as she gave her a coy once-over, scrutinising her in her denim shorts and cropped vest top.

Kayla rolled her eyes, almost forgetting how blunt her friend was. "Kind of wish you were still taking your naked hike through the woods right about now".

"Speaking of-" Allison cut in with a deliberate laugh to change the subject, "-you really don't remember anything?"

"They called it a fugue state, which is basically a way of saying, 'We have no idea why you can't remember running through the woods naked for two days'. But personally, I don't care. I lost nine pounds" Lydia grinned, posing in her tight purple dress.

"But are you sure you're ready for this?" Allison asked.

"If not, we can just bunk off" Kayla suggested with a half-hearted shrug. "Go to the movies or something?"

"Oh please. I don't 'bunk off'. And I have nothing to be ashamed about. It's not like my aunt was a serial killer" she scoffed. "Or-" she added, turning her gaze to Kayla "-my cousin was a suspect in several homicides".

Lydia pushed open the double doors and strode in, full of confidence as if the last week never even happened.

Unfortunately, this was Beacon Hills. No one was as quick to forget what had happened the night of the dance and what followed after – especially the gossiping and inquisitive vultures of Beacon High.

Everyone stopped and stared at Lydia, who faltered and gulped at everyone whose stares were fixated on her.

Allison smiled, leaning down to whisper "Maybe it's the nine pounds".

The strawberry blonde rolled her eyes, flicked her hair over her shoulder and strutted through the crowd to her homeroom.

"She has guts" Kayla muttered in appreciation.

"She's strong" Allison nodded, walking slowly alongside her as everyone continued to throw them both cautious glances. "Teenagers can be cruel".

"That they can be".

"I was going to text you, but obviously I can't with my parents monitoring my phone, but I asked them about 'the protectors'. You know, Brian's parents?"

"Oh" she exclaimed in surprise, "what did you find out?"

Allison winced. "It's bad. They're not like hunters. They're worse. They don't have a code to follow, or even morals. They're assigned a town to protect and will do anything to purge it from its supernatural influence. Apparently, uh… after the fire, well… that's when they arrived".

"Right. Because one of the oldest and strongest werewolf families was pretty much wiped out" she muttered, "they probably couldn't set up shop here before that".

Allison sent her a small sympathetic smile followed by a nod, thinking the same as her.

"We don't need this on top of everything else" she sighed, "I kinda hoped that people trying to kill us would be put on the back burner for a while".

She and Allison bid farewell, heading in opposite directions after the warning bell rang, but she didn't make it to her homeroom like she had intended.

Why?

Derek, that's why.

Like some creep lurking in the shadows, he waited until she was alone before pulling her into an empty classroom by her elbow, ignoring the profanities that burst from her mouth at the sudden intrusion.

"What the fuck? Get off me" she exclaimed, yanking her arm away from him as she stumbled into the classroom. "What the hell are you doing here?"

"I'm trying to help".

"Oh yeah, help who?" she scoffed, "help Isaac? You failed there".

"I gave Isaac a gift" Derek insisted. "Trust me, he's much better for it".

"Wait until he gets cut in half or burnt alive, and then ask him if you've given him a gift" she threw back at him. "You took advantage of someone vulnerable, which is something I didn't think you were capable of. But then again, I didn't really know you, did I?"

"You do know me" Derek insisted, "I'm still Derek. I'm still your family".

"Then why doesn't it feel like it?"

"You need to trust me" her cousin continued, "as an Alpha, I can protect you. I can protect this town".

"I don't need your protection" she dismissed, her eyes momentarily flashing a bright neon green. "I don't need you".

"How long will you hold onto this grudge, Kayla?" he asked, "aren't you bored yet?"

"Do you feel guilty yet?" she retaliated with. "No? Thought not".

"Peter killed Laura" he said, making her flinch. "He was out of control. He needed to die".

"I know that" she snapped, "it's not what you did, it's how you went about it. You lied to Scott, and you lied to me. We were just pawns in your game for power".

"That's not true" he shook his head.

"It is" she stated, without room for arguments. "And now you're changing teenagers into werewolves to add to your power. Power" she scoffed, "power, really?"

"There are forces out there that I need to protect us from. So yeah, I needed power" Derek said, "and I need you and Scott on my side and in my pack".

"Have you completely lost your mind?" she barked out a sarcastic laugh, unable to believe the nerve he had to come to her school and demand this of them. "I will never join you, and neither will Scott".

"Beacon Hills isn't safe-"

"Has it ever been?" she cut in, "we'll manage without you".

She went to walk away, fed up with his self-serving bullshit, but Derek's voice made her stop in her tracks.

"Something killed Isaac's father".

She turned back around to face him, taken aback by his words. Isaac's saddened and off demeanour this morning now making sense.

"Something?" she wondered, "or someone?"

"It wasn't Isaac" Derek rolled his eyes, knowing what she was about to accuse him of. "I went and saw the body. He was torn up with something bigger and scarier than werewolf claws. This is why we need to stick together".

Her relationship with Derek was complicated, and it only seemed to get more complicated. She wondered how, and if, she could ever forgive him. Not just for the past few months, but the rest of her life. The secrets he kept from her, under the guise of 'protecting her'. To her, that sounded like an excuse.

"Stick together?" she laughed, finding it ironic he proposed that when his actions all but guaranteed they would never be together ever again. "My God, do you hear yourself right now?"

"Kayla-"

"No. No" she snapped, striding up to him and pointing an angry finger in his face. "Don't you 'Kayla' me like you have some kind of authority over me. I will never be a part of your pack. Never".

She was getting angrier and angrier by the second, but she knew she was only getting so angry because she loved and missed him, and his betrayal hurt worse than most things she had felt before. She had lost so much, she thought having Derek back in her life was a good thing only to get that hope and expectation ripped out from under her feet.

Derek's eyes seemed to soften a little, as if he was realising how badly he hurt her.

"I'm sorry" he admitted, much to her surprise. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the fire. I'm sorry I was a part of covering that up. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you like I should have been when you lost your family. I'm sorry I betrayed you and killed your father in front of you. I'm sorry that I'm not the cousin you need or want, but we need each other. It's only me and you left now kid".

His acknowledgement of wrongdoing and subsequent apology was something she thought she would want, but, as it transpired, it wasn't. If anything, it made her even angrier – like a bubble of fury growing and erupting inside her.

His apology meant he knew that everything he had done was wrong, but he didn't care at the time, so why care now? Probably because he was wanting back on her good side to add to his 'power'. Again, everything came back around to power. She was fed up with it.

Just like back at the Hale House that night after the dance, she felt an uncontrollable fury take hold of her body, rooting her to the spot. Her eyes glowed a deep green as she glared daggers at Derek who frowned at her, sensing how angry she was.

"Kayla, you need to calm down" he said sharply, but there was a blip of wariness in his tone as he subtly took a small step backwards.

She didn't listen – she couldn't. Not from Derek.

Her anger continued to grow, her body shaking as she clenched her fists by her side, her blood running cold yet was searingly hot at the same time.

Her cousin glanced around the room as the single-paned windows began to shake, rattling loudly. The pieces of chalk fell from the chalkboard, rolling along the floor. The teacher's empty cup on their desk was knocked over, breaking upon impact with the floor.

"Stop it" Derek snapped, "Kayla, quit it".

Just like that night, she didn't know what she was doing. All she knew was that she was so furious she felt out of control, unable to wind that fury back in.

A second later, the row of windows exploded outwards all at once, making them both jump. The pressure inside her body eased off after that, her eyes fading to their usual green.

"How do you do that?" Derek asked quietly, looking at her like she was someone he didn't know.

She wanted to deny that it was her, but it was blatantly obvious that it was. First, the lightning, and now exploding windows? She was the common denominator here – unfortunately.

"I… I don't know" she whispered, swallowing nervously.

"We do".

The sudden intrusion of a male voice made her and Derek whip around to see Brian's parents standing by the door, locking it behind them.

Derek, sensing the threat, stepped in front of her, trying to hide her from their view.

"You're an abomination" Brian's dad growled, his tall and broad figure nearly obscuring his wife. "And now you're going to pay for what you did to our son".

Derek glanced at her, the question evident in his gaze.

"Brian" she answered, rolling her eyes. "And for the last time, I didn't kill him. That was my psychotic father".

"I told you we just had to wait until they were together. See?" Mary nudged her husband, almost in something close to excitement. "Now we get two for the price of one. The Alpha and the whore".

Derek's eyes glowed red, his claws extending as he growled at them in warning, but they seemed unfazed, either too cocky for their own good or they knew something Derek and her did not.

"I will wear your teeth around my neck as a trophy" Brian's dad promised, his dark eyes focused on Derek before looking at her. "And we will gut you open like a fish".

She didn't hear the threat to her, focusing only on the fact he said 'Wear your teeth around my neck as a trophy'.

Teeth.

He wanted Derek's teeth.

The fact that her dad and brother's teeth were also pulled from their mouths was too much of a coincidence. Was it not hunters that killed them after all? Could it have been protectors?

"Kayla, go" Derek ordered. "I can handle this".

She was rooted to the spot, her mind in turmoil. Forced to let Derek push her to the floor as a knife got sent spinning in their direction.

Brian's parents attacked, catching them off guard. Derek wasted precious seconds trying to get her to safety, letting out a loud and pained roar as a knife got lodged into his back, directly between his shoulder blades, by Brian's dad.

She went to help him, hurriedly scrambling to her feet, but Brian's mom, Mary, darted in front of her, blocking her way with a large metal blade in her hand.

"Not so fast" the woman hissed, "you're mine".

Kayla was forced to jump back as Mary slashed out at her, the blade, seeming to be coated in something, glinted dangerously under the luminous overhead lights.

"Wolfsbane?" she snorted, nodding at the blade. "That won't work on me".

Mary's lips upturned into a devious smile, unnerving Kayla to the core.

"This isn't wolfsbane" she said, shaking her head slowly. "This is something specifically for your kind".

"My kind?"

"Enchanted. Cursed" Mary snarled, taking another slash at her and forcing her back against the wall. "It's rare. Extinct in the wild. Only grown in private collections or botanical gardens. We were lucky to get our hands on some".

"Yeah. Lucky".

With that, Mary took another swipe at her, and Kayla had to grab her wrist, forcing the knife in the opposite direction so it hit the wall instead of her head.

Mary was persistent though and much more squirrely and wiry than she expected. The bloodlust she had made her stronger as she readjusted the knife in her grip and plunged it straight towards her chest.

Kayla floundered and was left grabbing at the blade which sliced her palms.

Immediately, it stung. Not the kind of pain like a cut through the skin. No. Something worse. As if something was burning her skin - like acid.

She winced, knocking Mary back so she fell backwards to the floor, Derek and Brian's dad still fighting in the distance.

Maybe Mary was telling the truth. Maybe; whatever was on the blade was poisonous after all.

She glanced down at the cuts on her open palms, barely deep and only bleeding a little, but the pain was immense and sickening, cuddling her stomach.

She felt weak, stumbling back against the wall as Mary jumped to her feet and came at her with the blade yet again. Her vision was blurring, her head spinning as she clumsily tried to stop the knife from stabbing her but as soon as she grabbed Mary's wrists, she felt how weak she truly was.

In the span of ten seconds, she felt as though she had developed stage four cancer.

Whatever was on that blade was a death sentence.

She tried to stop Mary. She tried to push her away. Instead, all she could do was watch helplessly as Mary overpowered her and slowly drove the knife into her chest, below her collarbone.

One centimetre, then two, then before she knew it, easily five, six and then seven centimetres through her flesh and muscle.

She wasn't strong enough to stop her, and each deep slice into her skin was enough to make her feel as though she was getting impaled by a sword. Whatever poisonous substance was coated on that blade was working - and working quickly. Too quickly.

Mustering up whatever strength she had, and ignoring the agony spreading through her body, she let go of Mary's grip around the hilt of the knife and reached up to drive the pads of her thumbs into her eye sockets.

Well... she didn't mind playing dirty.

Mary screamed and her grip around the knife loosened so it clattered to the floor, giving her enough leverage to kick out at her and sending her careening backwards into a row of tables and chairs before sliding down the wall in exhaustion, her body on fire.

What happened after? She had no idea. From then on, it was lights out. Her body succumbing to the poison.


Stiles had no idea what Scott had heard as he raced after him through the school. All he caught his friend saying was something about Derek roaring and a fight.

He very almost told Scott to leave it. That Derek could handle it himself, that he was a big bad Alpha now and didn't need his help, but was glad he didn't when he skidded around the corner and into the classroom to see Derek narrowly avoiding an axe splitting his skull open and Kayla hunched against the wall, pale and shaking.

Whilst Scott jumped into action to help Derek, Stiles rushed to Kayla's side, skidding on his knees next to her.

"Kayla? Kaylz? What happened? Kaylz?" he asked urgently, tilting her chin up off her chest as he tried to get her attention, his heart sinking at how pale and sweaty she was. Her green eyes seemed dull and lacklustre compared to their usual fire and vibrance, her breathing shallow and quick.

"P-Poison" she whispered, and it was then he noticed an open wound just below her collarbone, blood congealing around it. The skin around it was a flaming red, whilst the laceration itself seemed to be turning black, as if it was dying off.

He didn't know what to do, looking helplessly out at Derek and Scott who were finally getting the upper hand on who Stiles finally recognised as Brian's parents, and tore off his plaid shirt to ball up and press against her shoulder.

Kayla winced, hissing out a pained sound as she tried to push the pressure off but he just shook his head, hating causing her pain.

"I need to stop the bleeding" he insisted, "what was it? What did they give you?"

She was drifting in and out of consciousness, her head lulling against the wall as she tried to focus on his voice but Stiles could tell whatever he was saying wasn't sticking.

"Kaylz, baby, look at me" he pleaded, lifting a hand to cup her cheek and urge her to look at him. "What did they give you?"

She half heartedly shrugged, beads of sweat dripping down her forehead.

"I... I don't know".

He was panicking whilst trying not to show he was panicking, glancing back and thanking all his lucky stars that Scott and Derek had finally pushed Brian's parents into giving up, retreating away with a promise that this was far from over.

"Derek" he called out urgently, grabbing the Alpha's attention. "Help".

He hated Derek for what he had done, but if anyone knew what to do right now, it was him.

Derek rushed over, kneeling on the other side of Kayla and staring down at her in disbelief and, for the first time in a long while, Stiles saw real vulnerability shining in his gaze.

"Do something" Stiles demanded, snapping Derek from his staring. "Help her".

At that moment, Kayla started seizing. Her eyes rolled back and she stiffened and careened sideways, falling directly into his lap. Her entire body was jerking and spasming and the severity seemed to snap Derek from his panic as he looked back at Scott.

"Find me a lighter or a blowtorch. Something with an open flame".

"An open flame?" Stiles cut in, trying to hold Kayla still as she started foaming at the mouth. "What the hell for?"

"To burn the poison out of her. Now go" Derek directed to Scott, who scuttled away.

"You can't" Stiles argued, "she doesn't heal like you do".

"I don't know what else to do" the Alpha snapped. "I don't know what they gave her".

Kayla's body was still seizing on his lap, her skin hot and sweaty and flush. Stiles remembered when Derek was poisoned with wolfsbane, and how the burning cured him of that. Could it do the same for Kayla?

"What if you're wrong?" Stiles asked with a petrified gulp. "What if it doesn't work?"

Derek remained quiet, and Stiles knew exactly what he was thinking. If it didn't work, then he had no other ideas. That thought alone scared him half to death.

After a few more seconds, Kayla stopped seizing. Slowly coming back around and looking up at him with confusion and fear written all over her pale face.

"You're going to be okay" he promised, swiping some damp hair from her forehead. "We've got a plan".

She didn't say anything - or maybe she couldn't say anything. Her lips quivered as she shook in his arms, shuddering from the cold.

She was failing and failing fast. She looked even worse than when he saw her on the night of the full moon. He was terrified then, and he was terrified now. Left holding her limp body as she slipped in and out of being semi-aware and conscious, the wound on her shoulder continuing to blacken more.

"If it doesn't work-" Stiles said, hating himself for what he was about to say but knowing he had to say something. "-Would the bite save her?"

Derek glanced across at him in confusion, not quite sure what he was getting at.

"Your bite! The bite of an alpha" he continued in frustration. "It didn't work with Peter because it sped up the change into a seductress, right? Well, if she got bitten again, would it turn her into a werewolf?"

To his surprise, Derek didn't seem horrified by that idea, taking a few seconds to think it over.

"Would it?" he asked breathlessly. "Would it save her?"

He knew it was probably the last thing Kayla would want, but if it saved her life, wasn't it worth it?

"I... I don't think so" Derek said, shaking his head. "It doesn't work like that".

He deflated, sagging over as he realised that this moment, right here, was when he could lose her.

It was selfish of him, but he didn't want to lose her now or ever. Not when he just found her. Not when he had finally gotten to feel what love was.

The thought alone terrified him.

He held her tighter, looking down at her and was surprised to find her looking right back at him, the message in her gaze perfectly clear.

'It's too late. Let me go.'

Not now. Not ever. Never in a million years. He would never give up on her.

"Just hang on" he pleaded, "we'll fix this".

She looked weak and dejected, fading fast. Her expression twisted into agony.

It was then Scott raced back into the classroom, clutching a blowtorch in his hands and throwing it to Derek.

"This is insane" Stiles shook his head, "you could kill her".

"If I don't, she'll die anyway" Derek said, flicking the flame on and making Stiles recoil back in shock. "Both of you, hold her down".

He held her on his lap as Scott pressed onto her legs, holding them onto the floor.

All of this was happening too fast for Stiles to comprehend, his mind in shambles. It started off as an ordinary day, and now he was cradling his girlfriend who was on the brink of death and about to be an accomplice to her getting burnt. It was crazy to even think about, never mind to actually happen.

Kayla blearily shook her head, trying to flinch away from the flame, and he tilted her head up in his lap to meet his gaze.

"It's going to be okay" he promised, not knowing if he was lying out of his ass, but knowing she needed reassurance right now more than ever. "You're going to be okay. I'm right here. You'll be good as new in no time. I got you. You know why?" he mumbled, stroking her cheek as a way to ease her distress. "Because I love you".

He didn't even realise what he had said, too scared that she was dying in his arms to care about anything else, including his shitty timing.

For a moment, she seemed to latch onto his words. A small frown of contemplation pulled at her brows and her gaze softened, but a second later she passed out, succumbing to unconsciousness.

... Did he just tell her he loved her for the first time as she lay dying in his arms?

Would he get another chance to, or would that be the last thing she heard?

A/N) eeeeeeek. Guys guys GUYS. He told her he loved her but ahhh the timing. Trust me; these next few chapters are going to be FIRE and I can't wait haha. I hope you all enjoyed; excited to hear your thoughts and I promise to see you all soon xx

Chapter 65: Thank you

Chapter Text

Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. After that IMMENSE cliffhanger, of course I had to update quickly ;) thanks for all your continued support, and I hope you all enjoy this next update :)

Shit.

It wasn't the most intelligent thought Stiles could have had at that moment, but it was all his brain was capable of as he held her limp body on his lap, silently begging for her to open her eyes.

Was this it? Was this the end of their story?

He was paralysed with shock and grief, his breathing beginning to hyperventilate. The classroom spun uncomfortably in the edges of his vision, making him sickly and nauseous.

Derek reached out to nudge his shoulder, trying to bring him back to the present, but he was stuck staring down at her, the smell of copper blood tingling his nostrils.

"Stilinski" Derek snapped, hitting his arm harder this time and violently pulling him from his spiral. "Hold her down. This will hurt".

He flinched at the sight of the flame, his stomach curdling at the thought of it going anywhere near her.

Derek, sensing his apprehension, simply sighed. His eyes hardened with resolve.

"If you meant what you said, then you'll hold her down. Unless you want her to die in your arms" he proposed bluntly, leaving Stiles to just nod silently, ignoring the two pairs of eyes hovering on him and tightened his grip on her upper arms.

He was sick to his stomach as he watched Derek lean down, inching the orange flame closer and closer to Kayla's skin. He had to wince and look away as the sizzling of flesh burning filled his ears, feeling Kayla begin to stir in his arms.

When the flame hit, that's when she started screaming.

He and Scott pinned her down as she began flailing, trying to escape the fire which was burning her bloody wound, but Derek persevered and carried on. Stiles didn't know how he could do it – the sound of her shrieks of pain was enough to make tears blur his vision, but Derek tuned it out, not even faltering.

She struggled and jerked in his arms, begging for it to stop. Her agony and distress were clear as day, breaking his heart.

He noticed the shards of broken glass that were littering the floor began to rise, levitating in mid-air. At first, he thought his mind was playing tricks on him. That surely, he must be seeing things right?

Nope.

The glass hovered and seemed to point towards them all, almost as threateningly as a loaded gun.

"Uh… guys?" he mumbled, trying his damnest to keep Kayla still as he watched the glass float and shake, gulping down his fear. "What the hell is that?"

Derek allowed a quick look behind him to the glass before turning back to Kayla, his gaze surprisingly soft and gentle.

"Almost there, Kay" the Alpha promised, "just a few more seconds, I promise".

Just when Stiles thought they would all get impaled by the floating shards of glass, Derek pulled back the blowtorch and, to his surprise, the wound on her shoulder that had once been blackened with the skin around it a bright infected red was now back to normal, just a regular cut. Hell, it wasn't even burnt, even though Derek had just been flaying her alive.

Her screams stopped, leaving her exhausted and sweaty in his arms, tears streaked down her cheeks. Her calmer demeanour meant the glass shards that had been levitating in mid-air dropped to the floor again.

He breathed a sigh of relief, glad it was over, but one look in Derek's direction told him that it wasn't.

Derek reached out, taking hold of her limp hands and showing them all the slices down her palms.

Once again, Derek grabbed her open palms and pointed the blowtorch to her skin, causing her to scream again, and this time not only did the shards of glass begin to rise again, but the floor seemed to begin to shake as if the school was getting hit with a mini earthquake.

Just as Derek had finished, the blowtorch got torn from his hands by some invisible force and thrown across the room, hitting the chalkboard and breaking upon impact. Then, slowly, the glass dropped once again, and the shaking of the floor died off – as if nothing had ever happened in the first place.

He didn't know what to say, holding Kayla in his lap as she breathed hard and heavy, glaring at Derek.

"That hurt" she snapped, making Derek smile softly, relief evident in his gaze.

"Yeah, but it worked" he replied, reaching out to carefully prod her wound. "How do you feel?"

"Like my cousin just used a Goddamn blowtorch to torture me" she huffed, still panting through the exhaustion.

"Back to your usual self" Derek mumbled with a half-hearted eye roll, "glad to see".

Stiles was still in a daze, helping her sit up back against the wall, her fingers curiously touching the minor stab wound that, miraculously, had not burned - instead, the fire just seemed to target the poison and nothing else.

"What happened?" she asked, blearily looking between each one of them.

He didn't know how to respond, realising he had put himself in an awkward position by telling her something that he probably shouldn't have told her - at least, not in that moment and in front of witnesses. But that was Stiles - always sticking his foot in his mouth.

She was looking at him for answers, clearly trusting him the most, but he didn't know what to say, internally panicking at the words he had let loose.

"Brian's parents" Derek cut in, saving his ass from the awkward silence. "What do you remember?"

"Uh... not much. Just... just the pain from the knife, and then it's all kind of blurry".

He was relieved, but also a little bit disappointed. Relieved, because he was scared that telling her something so serious would scare her away, but also disappointed because he wore his heart on his sleeve and told her how he felt and she didn't remember a single word he had said.

No one said anything, probably not knowing what to say, and she picked up on that, her expression twisted into cautious confusion.

"What?" she asked in dread. "What else happened? You all have these really weird looks on your faces".

'Yeah, probably because I just told you I loved you' he thought to himself, 'and now you've conveniently turned into an amnesiac'.

The silence continued, stringing them all along, and he just sent Scott a panicked and pleading look to save him from this fiery pit of embarrassment and despair.

Thankfully, his best friend did, recognising Stiles' spiral into anxiety land, stepping forward to offer her a tight smile.

"We're, uh... we're just glad you're okay. It was touch and go there for a minute".

Her frown deepened, clearly not believing his words but, surprisingly, she let it go, much to Stiles' relief.

Derek rolled his eyes at the two teen boys, fed up with the teenage angst, and offered Kayla a hand.

"Come on, let me stitch that up" he said, "it'll heal quicker".

She was hesitant, looking down at his hand like she was being tricked, causing the werewolf to pointedly roll his eyes again.

"Unless you trust these two idiots to do it, I think I'm your best shot".

She scoffed, but accepted his hand that slowly helped her to her feet, Stiles clumsily following suit.

"I'm fine" she dismissed, tentatively touching her injured shoulder and letting out a small wince. "It doesn't hurt that much".

"Stop being stubborn" Derek said, "once I stitch you up, you're going home to rest and recover. Stilinski will take you".

"Oh. Oh, yeah. Yes. Heh. Of course" he fumbled over his words, like a clown failing to juggle. "That's-Thats a good idea. You should rest".

She clearly wasn't happy that he agreed with Derek, sending him a glare that soon had him choking on his words.

"Fine" she said glumly, giving Derek a critical scowl. "This doesn't change anything. I'm still pissed at you".

Derek seemed accepting of that, if not a little disappointed.

"Stilinski, she'll meet you outside" the werewolf said, leading Kayla from the classroom. "I'm giving you one job and that's to keep an eye on her. If you mess that up, I'll break both your arms. Got it?"

Stiles gulped, unable to do anything but nod. Knowing that Derek was being deadly serious and he really wanted to continue with the full use of his arms for the foreseeable future, thank you very much.

Once Derek and Kayla had left the classroom, Scott whipped around to stare at him with wide eyes, his crooked jaw unusually slack and Stiles just held his hand out, shaking his head.

"Don't, Scott" he mumbled, squeezing his eyes shut. Unsure if he could handle the blazing embarrassment.

"Dude-"

"I know" he winced.

"You just-"

"Yeah. Yeah I'm chronically well aware of what I just did. Let's not hit replay on it".

"It's a big thing" Scott said, both grabbing their bags from the floor and making their way from the classroom. "You told her you loved her".

"I did" he acknowledged, "and she doesn't remember a word of it. So now Derek - the crazy, egotistic Alpha - knows how I feel before she does. It's just great".

He was being sarcastic, but his fear and panic was evident in his voice. In fact, he was surprised he hadn't spiralled into a full-on panic attack yet.

"He probably already knew" Scott shrugged, much to Stiles' surprise. "Chemo signals, remember?"

"Yeah. Something that is incredibly freaky and invasive" he muttered under his breath.

"Dude, you have to tell her" Scott insisted, walking by his side.

"Why? Because the first time went so well?"

"She was poisoned and dying" Scott pointed out bluntly, "it's not her fault she can't remember".

"I shouldn't have said it anyway" he dismissed, trying not to show his panic.

"Why?"

He remained quiet - a very un-Stiles like thing to do, which Scott caught onto quickly.

"... Do you think she's going to reject you?" his friend asked, condensing all his fears and worries into a single sentence.

The answer to that was yes. That was his biggest fear. She said she didn't do big feelings or relationships, she made that clear from the start. What if he told her how he felt and scared her away? Was he moving too fast? He probably was moving too fast, but he didn't know. This was all new territory for him and he felt like he was drowning in uncertainty. Scared shitless was a severe understatement.

"Dude, look at me" Stiles exclaimed, "of course I'm scared of rejection. How the hell I even got her to go out with me in the first place is a miracle I'm not going to question. What if she doesn't feel the same?"

"She likes you. She likes you a lot".

"I don't know if she's ready to hear it, especially after everything".

"Or maybe, after everything, she is ready to hear it" Scott shrugged. "She's grown a lot since she came here".

Scott was right. She had. Still, there was a little voice in the back of his head that told him admitting it to her could be disastrous.

"Why are you boys not in class?"

He and Scott stopped in their tracks, giving each other a look of 'damn, busted' before slowly turning around. Much to their surprise, seeing Allison's grandfather. Gerard Argent.

"Uh..."

"I hope you're not cutting class, Mr..."

Stiles could feel Scott stiffen up next to him, inadvertently taking a step back.

"... Stilinski" he answered first, forcing himself to swallow the nerves that had bundled in the back of his throat.

Mr Argent smiled tightly, turning to look at Scott. Standing there in a suit, he seemed small and unintimidating, but Stiles knew it was all an act. He knew how dangerous he was.

"Um... McCall. Scott McCall".

"Oh" the older argent frowned before smiling, offering a hand towards Scott to shake. "Scott McCall. The same Scott McCall that was dating my granddaughter?"

"Yes. Was dating. Not anymore. Not seeing or doing anything with each other".

Stiles winced, closing his eyes to try and save himself from the train wreck that was happening in front of his very eyes.

"Well, that's a shame" Mr Argent smiled, "you seem like a nice boy. Apart from the cutting class part".

"We're not" Stiles attempted to save the day, "we just... got lost. Like whoa, has this school always been this big?"

The Argent's eyes settled on him for longer than necessary, unnerving him to his core.

"Well, run along both of you. I would hate to have to give you both detention on my first day as the new principal. Although, Scott?" he called out before they could scuttle away. "Please do come and have a chat with me during your lunch break. I'd like to get to know you a bit better".

Given the fact they were being watched closely, they had to head down the corridor towards the classrooms instead of out the front door like they intended, hiding back behind the pillars until Mr Argent had turned around and walked back to his office.

"Oh my God, he's going to cut me in half" Scott exclaimed.

"He's not going to cut you in half" Stiles dismissed, "at least... not at school".

"Is that supposed to make me feel better?"

"Yes. Did it?"

"Not even remotely".

"Allison's dad said he'd keep your secret, right? So you're good. You're golden. How would Grandpappy Argent know you're a werewolf other than Chris telling him?"

"Well... maybe he has" Scott murmured in dread.

"No. You did him a solid the night of the dance. Allison's dad may be a dick, but he doesn't strike me as someone who doesn't hold up their end of the bargain".

"Unless he found out that Allison and I are still seeing each other?"

"You guys have been playing it pretty down low though. I mean, you've not even communicated through technology from this century, or maybe even the last. There's no way he would know".

Scott gulped, clearly terrified.

"Unless..." Stiles muttered, sending his friend a wince. "You, like, cleaned up right?"

"Cleaned up?" Scott mumbled, his head tilting to the side in confusion.

"You know... destroyed all the evidence".

Scott still wasn't grasping what Stiles meant, causing him to huff and roll his eyes.

"C'mon Scott, don't make me spell it out for you. ... You're going to make me spell it out for you, aren't you? Jeez, okay! You got rid of the used condoms, right?"

Scott recoiled in surprise, a flush spreading across his cheeks.

"Yes".

"You're sure?"

"Yes".

"Like tied the end of it and put it back in your bag and not just throw it in the trashcan?"

"Dude!"

"Just checking" Stiles muttered, holding his hands up in defence.

"So if he doesn't know what I am, why else would he want to talk with me?"

"Maybe we're overlooking the simple answer here and he just wants to interrogate his granddaughter's ex boyfriend".

"Could it really be that simple?"

"With the Argents? Probably not" Stiles admitted with a sigh. "But for the sake of your life and mine, let's go with that theory, okay?"

"I hope you're right about this" Scott said.

"I'm always right".

"Always?" Scott smirked.

"90% of the time, yes. Dude, you really gotta learn to trust me. Have I not proven myself to you by now?"

Scott's silence was deafening, and Stiles just made a face at him and rolled his eyes.

"I gotta take Kayla home. Cover for me if anyone asks?"

Scott nodded, and Stiles ducked from the school as inconspicuously as he could and made his way to his jeep to see Kayla already sitting in the passenger seat, her head resting against the window.

"You know-" she smirked as he climbed in, "-you really gotta lock this thing. Anyone could just come along and sit in it".

"Well lucky for me, the only one willing to do so is my uber-hot girlfriend" he joked, shutting the door and giving her a thorough once-over. "How are you feeling?"

He noticed Derek had kept his word and fixed her shoulder, a square bandage taped over the wound but splatters of blood still remained stained on her vest top - a stark reminder of the almost fatal danger she had been in.

"I'm good. Just a little sore" she half shrugged, trying to hide her wince.

"You don't have to pretend. Not with me" he said softly.

"I'm not pretending" she smiled, but awkwardly touched her shoulder as she rolled it. "Trust me, I've had a lot worse".

"I hate it when you say that" he grumbled, starting up the engine that - thankfully - began on the first try.

"Just being honest" she chuckled.

"Well maybe try being a little less before you give me a heart attack".

"You don't need to worry so much" she advised, pulling the belt around her body as he exited the parking lot. "I'm always fine".

"You didn't think that back there" he mumbled, sending her a saddened look. "The way you looked up at me... you thought you were going to die".

"... Maybe for a hot minute, yeah" she admitted, "but I didn't. You saved me".

"Derek saved you" he muttered bitterly.

"You helped" she insisted, "don't give him all the credit".

"He's the big bad Alpha now with superpowers. I'm just human. I can't do anything. He and Scott are like Batman. I'm just Robin".

She tentatively reached out to touch his leg which was bouncing up and down, immediately helping put him at ease. Not even realising how anxious this whole situation had made him.

"Batman is overrated in my opinion anyway" she whispered, her thumb slowly caressing his thigh.

"... E-Everyone wants a Batman though" he replied, with times like this showing him he wasn't exactly made for this world he was suddenly living in, and his skills of wit and sarcasm couldn't save anybody. If Kayla needed help in the future, would he be able to give it to her?

"Not everyone" she said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "Not me".

He glanced away from the road for a second, memorising her expression. Her expression conveyed nothing but honesty and appreciation, with not a hint of lying.

"I can't do what the rest of you can" he admitted, "and I hate having to be the one that sits back and watches".

"Don't discredit yourself. You help more than you know" she promised, still touching his leg. "You help me more than you know. You keep me in control. You keep me sane".

It was moments like this, where she was vulnerable and honest and willing to share her heart, that catapulted him headfirst into falling in love with her. These gentle, intimate slices of time that he got to see and experience her soft and delicate nature that she normally kept hidden from the world, but allowed him to glimpse at. Like her heart was reaching out to his and no one else's.

He offered her a tight smile, his gaze flitting back to the road momentarily before latching back onto her stare, lifting her hand from his leg and pressing a gentle kiss to her knuckles.

"I'll happily be your Robin anytime" he vowed, watching a smile light up her face. "But only if you promise not to almost die on me like that ever again".

She laughed, letting him play with her hand, peppering kisses along her fingers and nuzzling lovingly against her knuckles.

"I'll try my best" she promised, "but I am a Hale. Death is sort of our thing".

"Not on my watch" he said, "that I promise you".

"Someone's being extra sappy today" she smirked, "maybe I should nearly die more often".

"Haha, funny" he remarked, turning into her driveway. "Let's not".

She giggled, poking fun at him as he parked outside her garage, noticing the absence of all vehicles.

"No one's home?"

"Nope. Mom is where she always is which is work, thankfully-" she added bitterly, "-and Jane took Tabby out for the day".

"Oh" he murmured under his breath, realising they would be alone together in her big empty house, with no parental supervision.

"Why do you suddenly look terrified at the thought of spending alone time with me?" she asked, a playful half smile tugging at the corners of her lips, seeming amused by his anxieties.

Maybe because of the small incident that happened about half an hour ago... and by small he meant telling her for the first time he was in love with her, and she didn't remember it. How the hell was he supposed to act around her now?

"Uh... heh. No. No reason" he said, scratching the back of his neck. "Um... it's just been a long day".

"Stiles, it's like 9 am" she smirked.

"Let's get you inside" he quickly changed the subject, jumping from the jeep and rushing around to open the door for her, helping her down. She bit back a wince, putting on a brave face.

"The key still in the usual place?"

She nodded as he bent down to the plant pot by the front door, rooting around in the soil and then putting the silver key from it, dusting it off on his pants.

Yet again, he was blown away when he opened the front door. The true magnificence of this house was still mind-boggling, and just stepping foot in the foyer made him feel disgustingly poor.

He helped her up the stairs and into her room, closing the door behind them - and then, just for good measure, pulling the chair from her vanity table and placing it under the door handle.

She sent him a look as if to 'huh?' and he simply shrugged.

"Just in case" he said, "I don't want anyone trying to kill you again".

"I don't think a chair would stop them" she laughed, clearly amused by his erratic behaviour that she somehow found endearing.

"Maybe not, but it would buy me time to find a bat. You have a bat, right?"

"No, but I do have a gun".

"You have a gun?"

"Of course I have a gun" she chuckled, "I'm not a fan of them, but even I know it's pretty stupid not to have one for emergencies".

"Where do you hide a gun?"

"If I tell you that, then I really will have to kill you" she joked, much to his alarm. "Relax Stiles. I don't plan on using it anytime soon. Unless, of course, you break my heart - then I'd have to make an exception".

His eyes went wide, that Hale quip in her voice made him wonder if she was serious.

"I'm kidding" she joked, playfully nudging his arm, "I wouldn't shoot you. I'd feed you to pigs so there would be nothing left".

Yup. She was definitely a Hale, that's for sure.

She broke out into a wide smile, reaching up to press a kiss to his lips.

"You're cute when you look worried I'm going to slaughter you" she giggled, biting her bottom lip to stop herself from breaking out into a wide smile.

"So just to be clear-" he asked, "-you're not planning on murdering me then?"

"Do you plan on breaking my heart?" she teased.

That was one question he knew the answer to straight away. The one question he was confident in answering. Out of everything in this fod forsaken world, he knew one thing - he would hold and cherish her heart like it was the most prescious thing in the world.

He held her gaze, reaching up to cup her cheek.

"Never in a million years" he whispered, leaning down to press his forehead against hers.

She was warm and comforting, her presence enough to soothe his racing mind. Just being close to her was like his own unique form of mood stabiliser - as if she was an anchor for him, like he was for her.

Just like every time they shared a moment like this, where they were both vulnerable and split wide open for the other to see, she seemed to pull herself back, shying away from the intensity.

"I, uh... I should probably shower" she muttered, "I've got blood all over me".

"Oh, yeah. Yeah. Good idea" he nodded, coughing a little to clear his throat.

He had missed the moment. He wasn't sure what he wanted to say in said moment, but he wanted to say something, and now that time had passed.

She grabbed a towel and some clothes and headed into the bathroom, leaving the door open just a crack as she got undressed and turned the shower on.

"You're an idiot Stiles" he muttered to himself, hitting himself on the forehead. "Stupid, stupid, stupid".

It was like, since verbalising that he loved her, he wasn't sure how to act around her or what to say. Scared to put his foot in things and ruin everything.

He plopped himself down on her bed, blowing out a long breath.

He had known for a while he was falling for her, but saying those words out loud just made it all the more real.

Stiles Stilinski loved Kayla Hale.

He loved her.

He was in love with her.

He fell hard and fast with someone who came into his life like a whirlwind and turned his life upside down in the best way possible.

The fact she even remotely liked him maybe just a fraction of how much he liked her was a miracle and not something he wanted to mess with. He knew pushing her into something too fast would just force her away, but how could he hold onto and hide the fact he was head over heels for her?

Then again, what if she didn't feel the same? What if she never would? Sure, she liked him, but what if that's all it was? Like and not love?

He was scared of rejection, but he was also terrified that they weren't meant to be. That, yet again, he fell for the wrong person.

The shower turned off, and he heard her step out and begin to dry herself.

He almost lost her today. He came close to having her die in his arms. Yet another person that could've died - just like his mom.

He was there when she died, and he was still dealing with the trauma of that. He was young, but he knew he was losing her. He watched her fade away in front of his very eyes and she left him before he got to tell her many things, expecting there to be another tomorrow and there wasn't. That should have taught him that nothing was guaranteed in life. Absolutely nothing.

Maybe he should tell her.

Maybe he should grow a pair and just spill his heart out.

Maybe it wouldn't end well, but he couldn't keep it to himself anymore. He was already tripping over his tongue, how long until he choked?

He hastily stood up as she emerged from the bathroom, her hair soaking wet and dripping down her back and wearing nothing more than a flimsy pair of cotton shorts paired with a strappy vest. The bandage Derek had applied had already been pulled off.

"Uh... s-shouldn't you keep that covered?" he asked, nodding his head to the wound that Derek had stitched up, the thin line looking a little red but otherwise healing neatly.

"The tape itches" she shrugged, "and anyway, it feels much better".

He almost scolded her, but he was taken aback by her beauty. She always looked beautiful, but something about seeing her fresh-faced and dressed down made her shine even brighter, like her glow was untameable.

He noticed that a lot lately. Well, ever since she got bit. It was like her radiance was gleaming more vividly, captivating him every time he laid his eyes on her. Even more so when she was at ease, not having to put on a facade for the whole world to see. He loved seeing her true, authentic self, and he loved that she allowed him to see glimpses of it, despite her fear.

He was staring for too long, making her frown.

"You okay Stiles?" she asked, her forehead crinkled in confusion.

He loved her.

He loved her and he wanted her to know.

What was the worst that could happen?

"Uh... y-yeah. Yes" he mumbled, fighting the tightness in his throat as he fidgeted from one foot to the other, suddenly feeling a little weak and faint.

She nodded, accepting his answer, but there was still a glimmer of unease in her eyes, like she didn't fully believe him.

"Actually, no" he changed his mind, shaking his head. "No, I'm not okay".

Her frown returned, her expression twisted into confusion as he walked up to her, his gaze holding hers like a lifeline.

"What's wrong?"

"What's wrong?" he repeated her question, letting out a breath of laughter even though nothing was funny. "What's wrong? What's wrong is the fact that you nearly died today".

"Uh..." she muttered, not understanding his sudden borderline hysteria. "Yeah, I did".

"I almost lost you" he insisted, "don't you get that?"

"... You didn't though" she mumbled, "I'm right here".

"You don't seem bothered that I almost lost you. Why don't you seem bothered by that?"

"Stiles, what's going on?" she asked, "you're acting... off".

"I can't lose you" he shook his head, "I... I can't. I couldn't handle it".

"What's happened?" she wondered, tilting her head to the side. "I'm fine".

"You weren't though. I... I was holding you and you nearly died. If that happened before I... before I got the chance to... to..."

Her expression twisted into alarm, struggling to follow his mad ramblings.

"Stiles. Breathe" she advised, reaching out to hold his arms, grounding him. "You sound like you're about to have a panic attack".

Maybe he was. He didn't know what to do with feelings this intense. He didn't know what to do - period.

His breathing was uneven and ragged, feeling like he was on the top of a rollercoaster about to take the plunge off the edge - only this rollercoaster had no safety harness, no brakes and no way to get off.

He met her gaze, hyper-fixating on the beautiful green that always seemed to entice him.

He wasn't sure about a lot of things in life, but he was sure about her.

He just knew.

His heart beat for her, giving him a new purpose. A new reason. A reason to be better.

He loved her, and he wanted her to know it.

She whispered his name, drawing him back in.

This was it. This was all he needed.

...

"I love you".

...

The words had escaped him before he even had a chance to realise what he said. For once, his voice was unusually calm and steady despite the fact his heart was pounding in his chest, feeling like it could break his ribs.

For a few seconds, she remained quiet, and he wondered if she heard what he had said. Maybe he didn't say it out loud? Maybe it was all inside his head? Maybe he imagined the whole damn thing?

Was he going crazy? He sure felt like it.

She remained still, barely even breathing until finally she blinked a couple of times, her gaze eerily detached.

She let go of his arms, taking a small step back away from him and blinking again, that armour she felt she always had to wear being put back on.

"... Thank you" she muttered, much to his astonishment. He very nearly asked what she meant by that, when she took another step back and turned to walk into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her.

"Uh..." he whispered, coming face to face with the closed door. "... You're welcome?"

What the hell had just happened?

A/N) AHAHAHAHA wow. I'm evil aren't I? Imagine saying thank you lmao. but poor bb Kayla is just scared. She's like WHOA feelings. But trust me, it'll all work out and things will get hot, I promise ;) I hope you all enjoyed. Excited to hear your thoughts and I'll see you all real soon :)

Chapter 66: The feeling's mutual

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Disclaimer: teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thanks so much for all the support. I just had to update quickly again because shit is getting REALLLL haha. Hope you all enjoy this and I'm excited to hear your thoughts :)

Kayla was a lot of things, but she didn't think stupid was one of them.

She had done a lot of stupid things, granted, but she was smart enough to know they were stupid and she owned it. Only this time definitely took the cake.

She was in a bit of a haze as she closed the door, walking over to the sink and used the palm of her hand to wipe the condensation from the mirror. When she looked at herself, she had a shocked and hollow empty look in her eyes, but her brain wasn't registering what had just happened.

Numbly, she grabbed her hairbrush and started working out the knots in her hair so that it fell slickly around her shoulders, water droplets cascading down her back.

It took a minute, but eventually, the previous few minutes finally caught up with her and she dropped the hairbrush with a gasp.

Oh god.

Oh god.

Did Stiles...?

Did Stiles just tell her he loved her?

She looked in the mirror, seeing her panicked and horrified self looking right back at her and froze, not knowing what to do.

What...?

Just what?

He loved her?

How the hell did he love her?

This was big. Too big for her brain to handle right now. She didn't know what to think or what to do, placing her hands on the sink and leaning over it to get her bearings.

He told her he loved her, and instead of acknowledging it, she walked away?

No. She said thank you and then walked away?

Jesus Christ.

What the hell was wrong with her?

How could she screw this up so badly?

Her heart was pounding in her chest, so quickly and erratically it hurt her ribs. A tightness, like a strong fist, encapsulating her heart. She was used to this feeling and it was pure and unrelenting panic - plain and simple - mixed with a unique sense of fear.

She had faced many things in her life - grief, loss, addiction, pain, fury, terror, hatred, just to name a few - but love? Having someone love her? She hadn't really dealt with that before.

With Harry, there was always the possibility. With Aiden, it was more lust and need than anything substantial. With Stiles, the chances were hovering in the air. She had begun to explore what she felt might have been love, but she hadn't been ready to go there just yet. She knew he felt a lot for her, she just didn't realise he was there already.

Love… it was a big thing. A serious thing. An important thing. Love meant commitment and trust, the idea that you put someone before yourself. If he loved her, did that mean he loved every part of her or just the parts he had seen? Did he accept the other parts? The messy, complicated parts?

She glanced towards the closed bathroom door, wondering what he was doing on the other side.

Had she just, unknowingly, broken his heart?

He told her he loved her, and instead of dealing with it, she walked away. What the hell kind of person did that make her?

She swallowed down her anxieties, pushing and squashing the fear down as much as she could, and took a few tentative steps towards the bathroom door and twisted the handle, letting it swing open.

She didn't know what she was going to say, but she had to say something. She couldn't hide from this. She couldn't pretend he didn't say those words.

To her horror, her room was empty. No Stiles in sight. She couldn't have been in that bathroom for longer than two or three minutes, where could he have gone?

Tears blurred her eyes as she stumbled out, spinning in a clumsy circle, but she had been right. There was no Stiles. He was gone.

He was the best thing that had happened to her in a long time, and she had just pushed him away. She couldn't blame him for leaving. After all, who would stick around after that disaster? She knew how much it took him to be vulnerable and open, to admit he felt that way about her, and she had all but dropped a bucket full of bricks on his head.

He was too good for her. Too pure. His heart, and soul, are unburdened and unbruised. Maybe loving her was a curse for him. Maybe loving her would just drag him down to the depths of all things bad.

… But, hearing those words, made her feel… nice. Like her life was salvageable. As if there was hope for her.

Unlike many people, he did see the good in her - the good that she wasn't always sure was there. He took his time to get to know her and see what lay below the surface. He wasn't like the majority of people. He didn't use her, or take advantage of her. He was patient and understanding, breathing new life into her fragile and broken heart that she once thought couldn't be repaired.

She couldn't do to him what many people had done to her… she couldn't break his heart, or darken his innocence.

Her bare feet quickly ran from her room and along the hallway to the top of the staircase, skidding to a stop as she caught sight of him about to open her front door, his shoulders hunched over dejectedly.

"Wait" she called out, unable to move forward, her voice barely above a throaty whisper. "Stiles wait, please".

Miraculously, his hand stilled around the door handle though he never turned around, hiding his face - and expression - from her.

She was stuck in limbo, her mouth opening and lips trying to form words but no words came out. The only sound in the tense air was her ragged and panicked breathing, feeling like quicksand had engulfed her feet, rooting her to the spot.

What was she meant to say?

What could she say?

For once, she was completely silent. All words were robbed from her.

He loved her.

Her.

She had convinced herself she was the epitome of unlovable. Everything she had done, and become, made her the enemy in many people's stories. She came into this world cursed - cursed and unwanted. The product of the worst kind of betrayal. Her own mother was unable and unwilling to even try and love her, one of the purest kinds of love, so why would anyone else?

Seconds passed, neither of them knowing what to say or what to do. Like they had both pressed pause.

She looked at him, her hand clinging to the staircase bannister for dear life, the tips of her toes curling around the top carpeted step.

What could she say?

How could she make this better?

That invisible fist tightened around her heart, her panic increasing - knowing, that if she let him walk out that door, he might not ever come back and she didn't think she could handle that.

She liked him. She liked him a lot. Hell, she had even begun to explore that she maybe even loved him. Her friends, and Allison, were sure that she did and she thought she might too, but it was a big thing to admit. She didn't know if she had the strength for that.

Stiles sighed, glancing over his shoulder to meet her gaze. His honey-glazed eyes were crestfallen and filled with unshed tears.

"It's okay" he mumbled, "don't worry about it, okay? I… I shouldn't have said anything".

His voice was flat and uninterested, his shoulders sagging forward. His disappointment and rejection were evident, and it completely tore her apart that she was the one that did that to him.

It wasn't okay, though.None of this was okay.

She went to say something - what, she didn't know - but, again, no words came out. The silence haunting.

She knew only one thing could make this better, and that was telling him the same thing, but was she ready for that? Was she ready for everything that came with that? She didn't know, and that was terrifying.

"Stiles…"

His name leaving her lips was strained with pain and uncertainty, an audible nervous shake hitching her words. She didn't want him to leave. She wanted him to stay. When she was with him, things were better. She needed him to stay.

He gulped, swallowing hard as he just shook his head, waving her away.

"Just… Just go and rest, okay? Forget this even happened".

He turned back around, pulling the door open so bright sunshine washed over him. Ironic, considering how hurt he probably felt right now - like the complete opposite of sunshine and rainbows and everything bright and nice.

In the span of only a couple of seconds, she had all but flown down the stairs at the speed of light, slipping in front of him and slamming the door shut, pressing her back against it and stopping him from leaving.

He seemed taken aback by her sudden appearance, stumbling back a step or two in surprise, a single tear spilling from his bottom lid and cascading down his cheek.

She hated to see him hurt, and she hated thatshewas the one that caused it.

"Don't go" she mumbled, hating how pathetic and whiny she sounded, bordering on begging. "Please don't leave".

He wiped his cheek with the back of his hand, trying to put on a brave and unbothered face, but she could see through his facade. She could see how broken he was with her reaction and she didn't blame him. Her reaction was bad - probably one of the worst there was.

"Kayla-"

"Please?" she interrupted, her voice getting desperate. "Please stay".

He bit his bottom lip, his gaze conflicted.

"I… I'm sorry" she whispered, finally finding her voice. "I'm sorry. Can we… can we start over? Please?"

He couldn't meet her eyes, staring at the floor, his mouth twisting from side to side to stop himself from crying.

"Honestly?… I don't know" he mumbled, his voice wavering. "I thought it wouldn't matter if you didn't feel the same, but it kind of does. And I sure as hell thought you might react better than that".

She thought she would too.

"I… I… I don't know what to say".

She was drowning and lost, way out of her comfort zone.

He scoffed almost inaudibly under his breath, his expression turning angry and bitter.

"Don't worry, you told me everything I need to know" he muttered, his body tense and rigid. "Let me leave".

He reached around her for the door handle, but she blocked him again. Not knowing what she could possibly say, but just knowing she couldn't let go because, if she did, she might not ever get him back.

"I didn't mean… I didn't mean it" she said, "I… I was just… shocked. I didn't expect you to… you to…"

"To what? To love you?" he cut in sharply, making her wince. "What did you think was happening here? That we were just fooling around? How the hell could I not fall in love with you?"

Hearing those words again made her want to shut down, like something inside her brain shortcutted.

God, was she so damaged that she couldn't even handle hearing the word?

"I… I… I…"

No words came out, reclusing into herself at the worst time possible.

"Save it" Stiles said, "I heard you loud and clear. You don't feel the same. I get it. Why would you?"

He brushed her aside, reaching for the door handle again and she didn't know how to stop him, even though every inch of her wanted to reach out and grab him and not let go.

Was she strong enough to admit to herself, and him, what she was feeling?

Could she really put herself out there like that?

He went to leave again, too hurt to stick around, and for a moment she wondered if that was for the best. After all, was she really worth loving? Her biggest fear was bringing doom around those she got close to, and what if that happened to Stiles? She was a Hale, and Hale's never had a happy ending. Their endings were dark and painful and cursed. Maybe, by letting him leave, she would be saving him.

She was selfish, though. Falling for Stiles made her selfish. He was the first person that made her feel truly good, and she didn't have the strength to let that feeling go.

"I do feel the same" she all but shouted, stopping him in his tracks. Her tone was hysterical and full of desperation, unable to stop the flood of words leaving her mouth. "I do. And you know what? It scares the Goddamn shit out of me, because… because I don't know what the hell to do about it. It's scares me, Stiles. Feeling this way about you completely terrifies me. I wasn't supposed to let anyone in but you got in. I let you in and… and I've given you the kind of power over me that I promised I wouldn't let anyone have".

He had turned to look at her, his mouth slightly agape as she fell apart in front of him. Admitting her deepest fears from the bottom of her broken and scarred heart that couldn't take any more heartbreak.

"How the hell did you get in?" she wondered, tears blurring her vision."Why did you get in? Why did I let you into my heart?"

"Kaylz-"

"I wasn't supposed to love you" she exclaimed, "I wasn't supposed to love anybody. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to feel this way" she continued to sob, unable to control herself. "And you weren't meant to love me. I… I thought you would leave me. I didn't think you could love me".

There it was.

There was the problem.

Underneath it all, she was scared to accept love because she expected him to leave her, just like everyone else. She was all but unlovable, right?

Wasn't she?

He was in front of her, cupping her cheeks and urging her to look up at him but she fought his grip, pushing him away.

"I love you, is that what you want to hear?" she rambled, "I love you, more than I thought I could. I love you and I don't know what you want from me".

He remained silent, gently reaching out for her cheeks again and, this time, she let him. His hands were warm and comforting and, against her better judgement, she leaned into his touch, accepting his comfort.

"You… You love me?" he murmured as if he couldn't believe the words he had just uttered.

She met his stare, finding it hopeful and encouraging. A faint but excited smile pulled at the corners of his lips, no anxiety in sight.

She became mute again, unable to do anything but nod slowly, the tears still falling.

"Say it again" he whispered, and she was too weak to resist his voice, pulling out her deepest secrets.

"I… I… I love… you…"

This time, her words were gentle and barely above a hushed whisper, with notes of fear and uncertainty intertwined in them but, to Stiles, it didn't appear to matter. He seemed to come alive when she said those three words, hunching over to bring her lips to his in a heated kiss, chasing away her worries.

She was still a little confused as he pulled back, resting his forehead on hers and smiling.

"I love you too".

Something inside her broke - but in a good way. Like years of trauma had begun to heal at his words.

His lips were back on hers, sweeping her into his arms and for a moment - just a moment - she hesitated. She hesitated because acknowledging this, these feelings, meant there was no turning back. No backing out. No 'let's just be friends' or 'well, we tried'. This was it. No going back. From this moment on it was him and her against the world and she worried if she was ready for that. Ready for the undeniable pressure and responsibility loving somebody brings.

It was only a moment though, because his mouth against hers warmed her very soul, driving away her fears and lighting her on fire.

She reacted by winding her arms around his neck, ignoring the ache radiating up her shoulder and felt herself being pulled up to the tips of her toes, his hands having drifted down to cup her waist. In their haste, she stumbled, pushing him back against the front door and pinning him there. Within seconds, he had turned them around so she was trapped between the oak door and his firm body, his hungry lips trailing down her neck to catch the spot just above her pulse point.

Her entire body jerked in pleasure, clinging to him harder.

He was the only one that could make her feel like this. No one else had ever been able to.

In a flurry of uncoordinated limbs and clumsy movements, they made their way up the stairs, very nearly toppling down them as she tried to manoeuvre them in the general direction of her room.

His lips and hands on her felt intense. A very new kind of intense - as if he knew he had her. All of her. And he wasn't scared to show it.

They staggered into her room, her nimble hands fumbling with his shirt and pulling it down his arms. Blindly, he shook it free from his body so it crumpled to the ground by his feet, nearly tripping on it. Without missing a beat, she grabbed the hem of his tee and pushed it up off his chest, their lips breaking apart so Stiles could shake it off, leaving him bare-chested in front of her.

She glanced at his body, soaking him all in. The tips of her fingers traced along his clavicles and down the centre of his chest, his heart thundering beneath her touch, very nearly breaking free from his ribs. Her touch continued, snaking down the dusting of hair on his stomach until she reached the button of his jeans, her eyes flitting up to meet his.

Their communication was silent, but she could read exactly what story his eyes were telling her.

Without saying a word, he reached down and slowly undid the button of his jeans, their fingers brushing against one another's and igniting more sparks neither of them could ignore.

Within milliseconds she was back in his arms and, this time, their fire couldn't be contained.

Every single part of her was screaming for him, hungry for his touch. Desperate to have every inch of his body against her own and even then she knew that wouldn't be enough.

She wanted more.

No, she needed more and it was evident he felt the same.

His hands slipped under her top, gripping onto her waist tightly and bringing her body flush against his own.

Suddenly, she was wearing too many clothes. Too many layers between them that seemed claustrophobic.

In the midst of frantic kisses, she pulled her flimsy vest off and immediately his breath hitched against her lips, his brown eyes darkening to an almost jet black as he appreciated her body, like it was the first time he had ever seen it before.

"God, you're so beautiful" he murmured, causing her to melt.

The way he looked at her, the words he used, was nothing short of worship. Like loving on her was his own form of religion, and he was ready to commit his entire life to it. Devotedly loyal and passionate beyond measure, and maybe even reason.

His lips, searing hot and fervent, inched along her jaw and down her neck again, his grip tight on her waist. She was putty in his hands and she was damn well sure he knew that.

She spun them around, pushing him backwards towards the bed. In typical Stiles fashion he flailed and yelped, landing on his back like a fish out of water, his eyes wide as if to say 'what the fuck just happened?'

She bit back her smirk, sauntering towards him and climbing on top of him, settling down comfortably against his hips.

"Do you want to stop?" she asked quietly, trying to see things clearly before her hormones completely took over. Hoping, and trying, to use a little bit of sense this time around.

He pushed himself up on his elbows, his gaze completely elated and captivated by her, softly shaking his head.

"No... do you?" he murmured, soaking up every micro expression that crossed her face. "Because if you do, we will. No pressure".

She tried to bite back her smile, looking down at him in amusement.

"Stiles, you're the virgin and you're asking me if I'm okay with going all the way?" she teased.

He frowned, realising how right she was.

"Heh... right" he chuckled, "but still... I don't want you to do something you don't want to, or aren't ready for. Just say the word and we'll stop".

That right there was probably one of the reasons she fell for Stiles - his sweet side. The fact he cared about her and her wellbeing, not just something as trivial as her body. Before him, she hadn't really experienced that before. Not with anybody.

Until Stiles, she didn't really realise how many issues she had when it came to intimacy and sex. Probably because she didn't think her hypersexuality was actually a reaction to her trauma until Stiles introduced to her, and showed her, what healthy relationships were like - consent, no pressure, respect and a mutual understanding. Basically, the complete opposite of every single encounter she previously had.

She faltered, tracing patterns across his stomach as she looked down, hating feeling unsure.

Well, not unsure. Just... self-conscious. Hyper aware of her own feelings. Something she usually squashed down and forgot about.

She wanted nothing more than to have sex with him, but then why was she nervous? She knew what she was doing. She was experienced. She was normally so confident. Why was now different?

He sat up straight, one arm holding her waist to keep her steady and secure as the other reached up to slide into her hair.

"I love you" he whispered, "and if you're not ready, that's okay".

Do you know what was so great about what he just said?

It was that he meant it.

Most guys, at this stage, would get flustered and annoyed, maybe even angry at the idea of stopping. Their urges and wants being put first. Not Stiles though, no. He cared enough to need her to want it, not just accept it.

She didn't want her past to have this much control over her present and her future, unwilling to lose herself down that road.

She looked back up, their stares clashing. Nothing but gentleness and love and care gleaming in his eyes.

"I am ready" she whispered, much to his surprise. "I want to be with you, in every way possible".

"Are you sure?" he mumbled, "because we don't have to-"

She cut him off. Silencing him with a kiss filled with need and desire, hoping her answer was clear enough for him to decipher.

When she pulled back, he was speechless. His mouth was slightly open with a glazed look in his eyes, and she almost teased him that his IQ looked to be slashed in half.

"Uh... wow, heh..." he mumbled, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. "That's, uh... I'd still feel much better if I heard a yes..."

She laughed, cupping his cheeks and immediately feeling at ease.

"Yes Stiles" she smiled,"yes, I want to have sex with you. Y'know, if that offer still stands".

"If the offer still- heh. Of course the offer still stands. That's-That's a given. I am all yours. Anytime, any place, any way. Just say the word".

She pushed him back down on the bed, letting her eyes glow that bright endearing green, much to his complete awe.

"Oh sweet Jesus" he mumbled, not out of fear but out of arousal - pure, intense arousal. Clearly, enjoying being dominated. His gaze flitting between her bare chest and her coy smile.

Just as well, because she enjoyed doing the dominating.

Unfortunately, something clicked in her brain and her smile faltered, paving the way for a lick of frustration.

"What?" he asked, sensing her change in demeanour. "What is it?"

"I don't have any condoms" she muttered, rolling her eyes. "Shit".

"Oh. Oh that's... that's not good" he said, his face falling a little in disappointment. "Uh... maybe-maybe I could run to the store?"

"Or you could just pull out?" she shrugged, "I mean... that's sort of effective, right?"

"It's cute you think I have that much self-restraint".

She wanted to have sex, but she didn't want to wait. In that sense, she was the one with very little self-restraint. In fact, it was a miracle she even realised they had no condoms to begin with.

"Or we just risk it" she proposed, "that's what plan B is for. Reckless and stupid decisions, like two horny teenagers with no self-control".

"Oh it totally is" he nodded, pulling her down into another breathtaking kiss that pushed away all remaining logic from her brain.

All she could think about was wanting him, consequences be damned.

She hastily unzipped his jeans, trying to pull them off his hips and just before she could wrap her hand around his hard bulge, he caught her wrists, stopping her in her tracks.

"I can't believe I'm about to say this, but..." he winced, "we... we should probably use a condom".

He was right. Of course, he was right. She knew, better than most, the consequences of unprotected sex. She was meant to be smarter than that.

"Yeah, we probably should" she mumbled, trying to ignore the burn of desire clenching her stomach. "Go. Now".

His eyebrows shot up, quickly nodded and helping her off him, trying to stand up off the bed but his unbuckled jeans had slipped down around his ankles and promptly tripped him up, causing him to end up face down on the floor.

"Oh my God" she exclaimed, scrambling to the end of the bed to peer down at him. "You okay?"

He shot up faster than she had ever seen him move, clumsily trying to pull his pants up and pull his tee over his head at the same time.

"Me? Good. I'm golden. So good" he rambled, unaware he had put his top on back to front. "I'll be back. Wait right there. Don't move".

He was already breathless as he clumsily ran from her room, only to pop his head back around the corner two seconds later.

"Any-Any particular kind?" he gasped, "or, y'know, make? Brand? Flavour? Colour? Thin or ribbed? Extra lubricated?"

"How about I leave that up to you?" she smirked, trying not to laugh. "Surprise me".

"Surpri-o-okay" he murmured, "surprise you. That's... okay. One surprise coming right up".

He disappeared again but, right on cue, came running back, completely breathless.

"You're not allergic to latex, are you?"

"Stiles, if you don't hurry, I'll start and finish without you".

"Message received loud and clear" he saluted her, "I'll be right back. And I don't mean the kind of 'I'll be right back' in horror movies. I'll actually be right back. Like the Flash. In fact, even faster than the Flash".

She heard him sprint from her house, so fast and distracted he didn't even shut the front door behind him.

Yup. She definitely loved him, no doubt about that.

A/N) oooooh Lala. THEY SAID I LOVE YOU. I can't deal. I just can't. My cute perfect little babies lol and I told you there will be smut... Stiles is gonna finally lose his v-card haha. Hope you enjoyed this chapter and I can't wait to hear your thoughts. See you soon :)

Chapter 67: Always

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Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape, or form… sadly Well, look at this, miracles do happen - another super quick update haha I just couldn’t resist. My babies are finally going to do it, of course I needed to write it lol. I hope you all enjoy, and I’m excited to hear your thoughts

Luckily for Stiles, the closest drugstore was only a couple of minutes away, which was just as well, as he didn’t know how safe he was behind the wheel. Trusting him to operate a vehicle right now was like playing with fire.

He haphazardly parked his jeep in a free space, all but falling from his seat as he raced into the small store, the automatic doors not opening quickly enough, so he banged his head on them, causing a loud thump that not only reverberated through his head, but also the store as well. 

That, of course, drew the unwanted attention of fellow shoppers, which he tried to ignore as he held back, waiting for the doors to open fully, to then walk in with whatever dignity he had left and head straight to the sexual wellness aisle that, thankfully, was empty. 

Luckily, they were fully stocked. 

Unluckily, he had too many options. 

There were multiple shelves of different coloured boxes. Names like ‘Trojan’, ‘Durex’ and ‘Skyn’. Some boxes were small, only containing three, whilst others were bigger and had twelve, eighteen, twenty-four or even forty-eight condoms in them. Then came the sizes. Many were simply standard, but he noticed the phrase ‘snug fit’ on a few and then ‘large’, ‘xl’ and, threateningly enough, ‘xxl’.

His eyes widened, picking up the blue xxl box in curiosity because, surely, being that hung was just uncomfortable, right?

… Right?

He hastily shoved the box back as an old woman rounded the corner, clutching her basket, clearly lost. He did his best to avoid eye contact and pretended not to look like a teenage delinquent as she finally left.

“Shit” he muttered, completely overwhelmed by the range of boxes staring back at him.

He should have done his research – or, at the very least, measured himself. He had tried, in the past, simply out of curiosity, but when he nearly got it tangled around his dick to the point where it was close to cutting off circulation and, since that incident, he had been too traumatised to try again. 

His eyes scanned the boxes again, biting his bottom lip in contemplation. 

Would ribbed be better for her? Would extra lubrication? What if she preferred the more natural feel, like ultra-thin? Then again, would that feel almost too good for him and cause a bit of a premature explosion? That was one thing he did not want to happen. His stamina already wasn't the greatest, he didn’t want to hit a new personal best.

The seconds were ticking by quickly, and he knew the longer he stood here debating what would be the best outfit for his dick, the longer Kayla was waiting for him in her room… half naked and very very aroused. 

He picked up the Durex box – a very steady all-rounder. A popular fan favourite. How could he go wrong with that?

However, the Trojan ones seemed to call out to him, and he reached out for the ones labelled ‘bareskin’ – ‘50% thinner’. That seemed like an obvious choice, right? Or maybe the ‘Her Pleasure’ pack was a good call. After all, that’s what he wanted to do – pleasure her. Then again, the purple pack with big white letters spelling out ‘extended pleasure’ may probably save him from an embarrassing moment, because he had zero faith in his self-control. 

Trojan were, like, America’s number one condom, weren’t they? Would they be the best option?

Before he knew it, his arms were stacked with boxes, just about to head to the register when he looked at a black and gold box called ‘Magnum’ and, distracted by the fancy bold colours, decided to nab a box of them as well. 

He had just made it to the till in time before the boxes started falling from his arms, spilling out all over the register and causing the woman behind the till to cock an eyebrow at him. 

“Uh… heh… school project” he mumbled, willing away the blush from his cheeks. “Science experiment”.

It was clear she didn’t buy his half-assed explanation whatsoever, probably used to having desperate and awkward teens buying all kinds of different sex things, and just scanned each box with an exasperated expression on her face. 

He fidgeted as he waited as patiently as he could, tapping his foot obnoxiously quickly to the same beat of his thundering heart.

“That’ll be $146.27”.

He very nearly collapsed.

“Ex-Excuse me?” he spluttered, “How much?”.

She repeated the total, almost sending him into a spiral.

“For some flimsy scraps of material?”

“Would you rather have the expense of a baby?”

He wanted to send the cashier a glare, but, after careful thought and consideration, realised she was right.

“… I’ll pay by card” he submitted, pulling his wallet from his back pocket. 

The charge stung his bank account, but it was an expense he was willing to pay for not being a virgin any longer.

She packed all the boxes into a plastic bag, handing them over to him.

“Have a delightful day”.

Delightful? He sure hoped so, because finally, Stiles was the one about to get lucky. 


She should have known that Stiles would make a simple trip to the drug store into a whole side quest. 

It should have only taken his hyperactive ass no more than five minutes to drive there, grab a packet, and head back. Hell, she expected that, by now, they would be halfway to pound town, but that unfortunately wasn’t the case.

She checked her phone, realising he had been over fifteen minutes, and wondered if maybe she should have been the one to go. After all, a virgin stepping foot in the condom aisle was like a blind person trying to navigate a minefield – it would probably end in disaster and, knowing Stiles, it probably already had.

What if he came back with water balloons instead?

She pushed herself up off her bed and sauntered over to her chest of drawers, opening the middle drawer where she kept her pieces of lingerie and looked through them, wondering what she could put on.

She wanted to make this moment memorable and special, not just for Stiles but for her too. She lost her virginity when she was drunk, grieving and in the middle of losing her damn mind. It wasn’t pleasant, nor was it enjoyable. It was sore and degrading and took more from her than she thought. Maybe this could be like a do-over for her? Her chance to experience what sex was meant to look like with someone she valued and trusted.

With someone she loved.

She chose and changed into a simple pale purple, strappy satin gown that came to the middle of her thighs. The material was cool and flowy around her naked body, scrunched in under the bust. It was a little creased from being bundled in her drawer, but she didn’t think Stiles would mind. After all, it would hopefully end up on the floor soon enough.

She glanced at herself in the mirror, doing a little twirl. Her long hair was still slightly wet but drying into soft waves. Her face was bare, but her cheeks flushed with warmth and anticipation. She noticed her bare chest was rising and falling much quicker than usual, her pulse thundering in the side of her neck. Every part of her felt tense and on edge, desperate to be touched. A deep, pleasurable ache was coursing through her lower stomach, and she had to press her thighs together tightly to quell some of the hungry urges she felt.

She needed him - more than she had ever needed anyone before.

Just then, she heard his jeep skid up her chipped driveway and the sound of his handbrake getting yanked on. Within seconds, he was jumping out of his jeep and running up the stairs, scrambling into her room, huffing and puffing as if he were having an asthma attack.

“S-Sorry” he wheezed, hunching over to place his hands on his knees. “G-Got confused”.

She spotted the bag dangling from his hand, pretty much full of what she could only hope was multiple boxes of condoms. If it wasn’t, she was horny enough to risk the consequences and do it raw. 

“So you bought the whole store?” she chuckled.

“Pretty much, yeah” he nodded, standing up straight and wiping his brow with the back of his hand, his eyes widening when he realised what she was wearing. “Uh…”.

“What do you think?” she asked, spinning in a circle. Aware of his gaze hyper fixated on her body, undressing her with his eyes. 

“Holy shit” he mumbled, giving his head a little shake. “You look… unbelievable”.

That prickly heat returned between her legs, yearning and desperate for him to touch her. Knowing she could only be soothed by his hands exploring every inch of her willing body.

She closed the gap between them, carefully taking the bag from his grip and throwing it behind her on the bed so it landed on the blankets.

“Stiles?”

“Yeah?” he whispered faintly, his breath catching in the back of his throat.

“Touch me”.

She felt as if she would die unless he touched her. Like she was drowning and only he could breathe new life into her. 

He reached out slowly, cupping her jaw and bringing her up into a sweet, gentle kiss that had her melting in his arms. His other arm snaked around her waist to bring her even closer, holding her tightly to his chest.

Her heart was racing, but his was faster. She could feel it bursting from his chest, mixing with hers. Both breathless and on edge as they tasted each other, their lips becoming wild and frantic. 

Hastily, she began tugging at his clothes – clothes that she wanted off. Within seconds, his tee was back off and thrown carelessly to the floor, whilst she frantically loosened his jeans. The soft thump of them pooling around his ankles was her signal to break the kiss and slink to her knees.

He was taken aback, holding in a gasp as he tried to catch his breath, looking down at her in astonishment. Overwhelmed, but in the best way possible.

Kneeling by his feet, she softly smiled, trying to ease his nerves a little. With gentle fingers, she tugged at the waistband of his boxers, revealing a dark dusting of hair down his navel. The sudden exposure mixed with her warm breath made him jump, and the bulge hidden in the folds of the material hardened even more. 

She had pleasured him like this before. Vivid memories of the night of the dance, before everything went to shit, flooding her mind, as well as the other night before getting summoned home. Both times, she was fast and dominant, leaving him euphoric and shaking. Both times, he had cum quick and, both times, she had swallowed his load. 

This time was different, though. This time was just an appetiser. A prequel to the main event.

She didn’t take her eyes off him as she pried the band of his boxer shorts up over his hardened length, revealing the flushed tip. Slowly, she pulled them down so they, too, settled around his feet.

His dick, heavy and full, twitched and bounced upwards, hovering just above her face. From this angle, it was almost overwhelming how big he looked. A small part of her was intimidated, but also hungry for him to fill her so completely that she never wanted to be empty again.

She reached out, softly grasping his length. A long, drawn-out shudder travelled through his body as she gently pulled back the foreskin and let her tongue dance across the exposed head, causing him to groan. 

All she wanted to do was make him feel good. She wasn’t that good with words, especially to do with big feelings, but maybe this was how she could show him how much he meant to her. 

She didn’t break eye contact, looking up at him as she took him in her mouth - just a couple of inches. Enough to make his legs shake and his eyes roll into the back of his head. 

His length twitched, almost having a rave inside her mouth as she twisted her hand around the remaining inches, her moves slow and calculated. Enjoying the way he seemed to fall apart simply by her touch and nothing else. 

He was vocal, his heavy breathing parting into grunts of pleasure. Unrestrained and uncontrollable – just the way she liked it. Low, almost growls of enjoyment escaping his parted lips. Unable to hide his arousal.

One of his hands threaded through the strands of her hair, not to force her or to quicken her pace, but to lovingly touch her. That very same hand gently pulling her to her feet, the pleasure too much for him.

“I… I need to work on my stamina” he gasped, beads of sweat tickling his brows. “Or you need to stop being so damn good”.

She smirked, leaning into his touch that was tangled through her hair, soaking up the affection he offered. He didn’t give her a chance to respond, though, before he had tugged her forward, his lips crashing against hers. 

His mouth was dangerous. Dangerous, because she felt herself losing control when he kissed her. His lips, searing hot, moved with such urgency and intensity that she felt herself getting hot and dizzy, matching his pace. Their frenzied actions became clumsy and uncoordinated as his needy hands swept down to grab the tops of her thighs and lift her up onto his naked body. 

Instinctively, she wrapped her legs around his hips, shuddering out a gasp as the feel of his achingly swollen dick nudging against her bare core. If she angled her hips just right, she could push him into her right then and there – that was how damn close he was to her, finally touching without the constraints of clothes.

His fingernails dug harshly into the pert and tight skin of her ass, clearly wrestling with the same idea as her. Trying to hold back from lifting her just another inch or two.

She cupped his neck, their stares clashing. Suspended in this singular moment. 

He felt heavenly against her, and she was sensitive enough that she could feel every vein and every throb from between her legs.

They plummeted to the bed below, and she landed on her back with a soft thump amongst the many blankets. Without missing a single beat, Stiles had begun ravaging her neck – his kisses hard and hungry, nipping at her skin and no doubt leaving marks behind. His hands, just as desperate, travelled underneath her gown to squeeze her hips and thighs. Yet again, achingly close to delving deep inside her.

His mouth journeyed down, peppering wet, hot kisses along the centre of her chest. He reached up and carefully slipped a single strap off her shoulder so he was able to nudge the silk down, exposing her swollen breast and hardened nipple. The cool air didn’t touch it for long, thankfully, because that playful mouth of his had wrapped itself around the peak of her nipple.

Her gasp soon turned into heavy panting, followed by a high-pitched moan as he moved the pad of his thumb against her clit, spreading her apart. She was already wet, silky goodness pooling between her legs as he seized the chance and slowly slipped a single finger inside her. 

Her hips bucked, her back arching off the bed as he stroked her. Within seconds, another finger followed the first, and she felt like she was falling apart inside in the best way possible. 

Soon, he had moved down, settling between her open legs. She was vulnerable and exposed like this, laid bare for him to see. She was almost hesitant to look down, but she did, watching him admire the way her body curled and reacted to his touch, pushing the pale purple silk up to settle around her hips. 

He was enamoured by her, she could tell. His eyes, heavy with lust, studied her intimately. His fingers were gentle and slow, pushing them in and out of her whilst his thumb circled her clit.

He played with her, and she let him. The large window next to her bed was allowing rays of daylight to stream into her room, the curtains and nets pushed aside. 

There was no hiding. Not from each other, anyway.

He tentatively moved closer, his gaze finally flitting up to meet hers as he pressed his tongue against her core, sliding up to entangle it around her swollen clit. 

She lost it. 

Her body spasmed and jerked, nearly bucking off the bed. Tingles of pleasure coursing through her body as she twisted in his grip that remained unfaltering and steady, pinning her down. 

Everything inside of her was screaming out in want and need. Helpless to the gratification he was bestowing upon her, and enjoying the fact that she was a slave to his mouth that greedily tasted her.

She felt as though she couldn’t breathe, struggling and dizzy with pleasure. Her hands fisted the bed sheets below, trying to ground herself, but it was insatiable. She had no control when it came to Stiles and, quite frankly, she didn’t want control.

Seconds turned into minutes, pushing her to the edge of heaven.  

His fingers weren’t enough, though. She needed more. 

Only one thing right now could fill her so completely.

With shaky hands, she tugged him back up her body, his mouth deliciously wet with her arousal and his eyes adorably confused.

“I need you” she gasped, struggling to catch her breath. “I need you inside me”.

He was taken aback, his gaze widening as he realised what she said and how monumental this moment was. 

“You… You’re sure?” he wondered, hovering above her. 

“I’ve never wanted something so bad in all my life” she replied honestly. “So get the damn condoms”.

He let out a snort of laughter but fumbled to kneel on the bed as he reached for the bag, randomly grabbing a pack.

“Uh, these okay?”

She barely even looked at the packet as she grabbed the box from his hands, pushing him back so he was sprawled out on the bed. She ripped the box open, shaking a few free and plucked the first foil packet within reach.

Stiles, naked and eager, watched her with bated breath as she tore the top open and pulled out the condom, which was wet and slippery in her grip.

“Uh… heh, could you… I mean… would you…?” he asked, a blush forming on his cheeks. “I haven’t-I-well I… I don’t really know what to do…”

She kneeled between his legs, pinching the tip of the condom as she, tantalisingly slowly, rolled it down every delicious inch. The thickened curved rim finished a little short, not quite reaching the base of his cock.

“Does that feel okay?”

“Uh… how is it meant to feel?” he chuckled, a little embarrassed.

“Semi comfortable?” she suggested with a quirk of her lips. “It looks a little tight”.

“I mean, I guess it feels a little tight,” he shrugged. Reaching down to adjust it slightly, he accidentally snapped it back, causing it to split. 

“Shit” he winced and, despite how horny and desperate she was, she couldn’t help but laugh.

“It’s fine. Luckily, you bought Beacon Hill’s entire supply of condoms, remember?” she joked, letting him remove the broken condom and look through the bag, picking out the box labelled ‘for extra girth’.

She thought this might be a better fit, peeling it from the packet and did the same as before – carefully placing it over his erect length.

“Better?”

It seemed to sit more comfortably on him and looked more secure, although still didn’t quite reach the base of his cock unless she over stretched it.

He nodded but remained quiet, his gaze trailing up and down her body hidden in the pale purple nightgown, quietly thirsting for her to take it off but, clearly, unable to find the words.

She bit back her smirk, coyly posing from between his legs, letting her finger toy with the low neckline of the gown that sat flush against her breasts.

Immediately, he tensed. His body turning rigid and stiff as he fisted the sheets below, his gaze heavy and dark with lust and need. 

"... Why do you have to tease me?" he murmured, on the verge of losing all control.

Her body tingled, having never felt more beautiful than in this very moment. 

She hesitated for a moment but then pulled the gown over her head, discarding it off the bed and to the floor so she was completely naked. Every inch of her lay bare and open for him to see. 

His breath caught in the back of his throat, his eyes dancing across her body with excitement and admiration, as if he was falling in love with her all over again. His stare burning and sizzling across her skin, soaking the entirety of her up. 

"Oh God..." he whispered, reaching out to dust his fingertips between her breasts. "You're... You're..."

She was, what? Hot? Sexy? Bangable? She had heard it all before.

But, surprisingly, that was not what he said.

"... You're absolutely breathtaking" he said quietly, but his voice was steady with conviction. "You're perfect".

She was far from perfect, but with him, when he told her that, she felt like she was. 

He tugged her forward so she was sitting on his lap, his hardened length encased in the condom pressing tightly against her stomach. With gentle, featherlike touches, he caressed her upper thighs, staring up at her in complete and utter adoration. 

“I love you” he said, although it came out as more of a promise. A vow to love her for all eternity. “God, I love you so damn much”.

At his words, a part of her still wanted to run away and hide - hide from all the seriousness and responsibility that came with them, but she didn’t. She fought through that initial fear, pushing it deeper and deeper down until she felt free.

“I… I love you, too” she whispered, the words still sounding foreign on her tongue.

The heartless Hale girl was not so heartless after all. 

Who would have thought?

She took a gentle grasp of his thick cock, stroking it slowly. Holding it steady as she pushed herself up on her knees and aligned it against her core, his tip grazing along her pussy which was wet and ready for him.

He quickly reached out, touching her hand that was touching him intimately, a cautious edge to his gaze.

“Are you sure?” he gasped, watching her carefully. “I don’t want you to feel like we have to…”

Her response was to simply lower herself down slowly, the swollen head of his cock pushing into her. Her answer was abundantly loud and clear - no mixed signals here.

Her wince followed his stuttery gasp, both adjusting to the sudden feel of each other’s bodies for the first time. His nails dug harshly into the tops of her thighs, whilst she placed her palms on his stomach for balance.

She didn’t realise how empty she had been for so long, deprived of love and affection, until he was inside her. Startled by the emotion it stirred up deep within. Every single part of her naked body was singing out in glee and relief, basking in the way he stretched her open.

He caught her wince, frowning up at her in concern. 

“What?” he wondered, “does it hurt? Am I hurting you?”

She shook her head, the slight sting barely noticeable. Allowing the feeling of fullness to wash over her, dousing her in pleasure.

He was watching her carefully, fighting through his own intense waves of gratification as she allowed her hips to drop another couple of inches, sinking further down. Splitting, not just her body, but her heart wide open too.

Maybe, all along, he was the missing piece to her puzzle, and she was finally complete. 

He was biting back his moans, his grip drifting up to grasp her hips for support as she allowed her body to relax and lower, biting her lip at the sharp ache penetrating deep within. His cock reaching places neither his fingers, nor his mouth, had been before. Aroused, but also a little wary, at how much he was able to fill and stretch her.

With strong fingers, he tightened his grip on her hips, stopping her from going all the way down.

“You’re too tight” he gasped, struggling to verbalise his pleasure. “Holy shit”.

She smirked at the compliment, the sharp shooting pains beginning to lessen the more she allowed his cock to be inside her, her body molding around him.

Her body moved slowly, like an intimate dance. Rolling and twisting with grace as she moved up and down his length, working him inside her. Sparks shot through her body, waves upon waves of pleasure coursing through her and within seconds, her eyes were glowing that bright emerald green. Her head fell back, little moans leaving her lips. Losing herself and losing control. 

His hands, desperate and hungry, tightened even more around her hips. His neck craned back against the pillows as he lay there, overwhelmed by how she rode him. Unable to do much as he watched her body curl and jump on top of him, owning his cock. 

She tried to control herself, but her pace quickened. Sinking even deeper down his dick until every inch of him was buried so deep her legs felt weak, something akin to a scream of exhileration leaving her lips. Reaching up to grab and play with her breasts, putting on a show for him. Squeezing and pushing them together as she worked his cock inside her.

Stiles’ gaze was hooded with lust, unable to take his eyes off her. Mesmerised and overwhelmed, but indulging in the arousal. He was panting, bordering on breathless, quickly shaking his head as he stopped her hips.

“S-Stop. Stop” he gasped, sweat tingling his eyes as he blinked quickly. “Stop, or I’ll definitely cum”.

The thought of that made her wetter, craving to peel the condom off and have him pump his load deep inside her, but she resisted that impulsive thought, stilling herself around him.

Suddenly, without warning, he flipped them over, and she couldn’t help but let out a small squeal as she found herself pressed on her back into the soft mattress, Stiles settled between her legs. His pulsating cock still buried deep in her warmth. 

“You feel too fucking good” he gasped, leaning down to plant gentle soft kisses across her cheek. “How the hell do you feel so good?”

Her bare legs lifted to wrap around his hips, interlocking her ankles. His mouth soon found its way to hers to kiss, cupping the back of his neck.

“How good do I feel?” she mumbled against his hungry lips, willing him to wreck her from the inside out, but he remained still, soaking it all in.

“Sensational” he said, without missing a beat. “Absolutely phenominal. Holy shit, I think I just died and went to heaven”.

She pulled him back into another kiss, nipping his bottom lip playfully.

“Please, Stiles” she begged, which was very much not like her at all. “Please don’t stop”.

His sweaty forehead was pressed against hers, staring deep into her glowing eyes. Every limb curled around his body.

With each thrust, she fell apart. Unravelling around him. A very new kind of vulnerability. She hadn’t just let him into her body, but she had let him into her heart, and there was no way she could expel him now. The way his body slowly rocked against hers, pushing himself deeper and deeper into her, was like a spell - one that would never be broken. 

He held her gaze, and she couldn’t look away. Their faces just millimetres apart. His expression was concentrated and tense, struggling to hold himself back - whether in orgasm or force, she didn’t know. Taking her slowly and lovingly, worshipping her from the inside out. 

“Your cock feels amazing” she gasped, her nails digging into the back of his neck hard enough to make him wince. “Keep going”.

Her encouragement spurred him on, nuzzling against the crook of her neck as his hands curled around her thighs wrapped around his body, pinching her flesh before reaching down to grab her ass.

His rhythm was getting jerky and uneven, some thrusts shallow and others deep and painful as he struggled with holding back, on the verge of losing himself inside her.

“Cum” she whispered, “cum for me”.

He shook his head, mumbling “not without you” against the curve of her neck, his grip drifting up to stroke her waist. “I want you to cum with me”.

He treated her like he loved her, and she didn’t realise how much she needed that until this very moment.

She cupped his chin, urging his head up to kiss him sweetly, reaching between their bodies to rub the hood of her clit.

Stiles could feel what she was doing, her act of self-pleasure making him groan, as he sped up a little, grunting against her lips.

“I won’t ever stop loving you, I promise” he vowed, catching her loud moans in his mouth. “I’m all yours”.

Her entire body began to tighten, the pads of her fingers moving quicker at his words. She was dripping wet, soaking his cock and the bedsheets below as he tried to hold back, concentrating on not cumming. That was until her fast fingers combined with his thrusts of his fat, heavy cock pushed her over the edge, her naked body jerking and curling off the mattress.

The weight of his body kept her pinned, but her jerky movements and spasming of her pussy that squeezed and locked onto him was too much, and in a symphony of grunts and moans, he stilled inside her, unravelling inside the condom. She could feel everything - every twtich and every spurt of cum that shot out, very nearly making her cum again. 

His entire body weight collapsed on top of her, her legs falling open around his hips. Despite the exhaustion, she softly stroked his back, easing him down from his high. His heavy breathing, hot and desperate, washed along her neck and over her ear.

They both just lay there, enjoying the moment. His length still softly pulsating inside her.

Was that what sex was meant to be like?

Connected and euphoric? A mutual high?

Did sex mean she was always supposed to trust the person she let inside her body?

She lay there, riding the unbelievable waves of heavenly elation, when she suddenly got hit with a daunting realisation.

The realisation being that this, with Stiles, was how sex and intimacy were supposed to be. 

This is how it was meant to feel.

She was meant to feel beautiful and adored, her body treated with kindness and respect. Not just used, but loved and protected.

Lying here with Stiles, naked and vulnerable, having just experienced one of the best moments of her life, her blood ran cold as she flashed back to all her previous encounters. The countless hook-ups, the drunken parties, and the exploration of her sexuality with no concern for herself. Her degrading sex life with Aiden, which, at the time, she didn’t care about. She didn’t care that they used each other. She didn’t care that they would break up, he would sleep with other people, and she would take him right back. She didn’t care about the times he would fuck her in front of others, or encourage her to put on a show. She didn’t care that she whored herself out for drugs, and let men take advantage of her and hurt her. She told herself it didn’t matter - that the exploitation of herself didn’t matter - because it wasn’t ‘all the way’ sex, it was just handjobs and blowjobs and ‘other things’, and what harm did that do to her? 

She didn’t care then, but she cared now.

She cared a lot.

She cared a lot because she realised how each encounter lacked so much, and yet took so much from her. Chipping away at her soul. Making her almost numb to it. Understanding now just how much harm it actually did do to her. 

A panic swelled up in her chest as the feelings of bliss and safety washed over her.

She had never felt safe. Least of all when she was naked and bare and having just made someone cum. Her entire body on high alert, not registering these good feelings as actually good.

Everyone either fucked her or fucked her over, but not Stiles. 

No.

He made love to her.

He didn’t want something from her. He didn’t want to punish her. He didn’t want to exploit her or hurt her. He simply wanted to love her. Something no one had done before.

She didn’t realise she was silently crying until Stiles kissed up her neck and across her jaw before pulling back in alarm at the sight of tears rolling down her face, slipping out from inside her.

“What? What happened? What did I do? Are you okay?” he rambled, fear and anxiety clouding his gaze. “Kayla? Talk to me. What’s wrong?”

What could she say to him? ’Sorry I’m so fucked up I cry at the first show of love and effection?’ God, that sounded awful. Not that ‘Sorry I was a sexually promiscious slut and now regret it’ sounded much better.

She simply shook her head, retreating into herself, but Stiles was having none of it. He sat up, pulling her with him and urged her to look at him, cupping her jaw sweetly.

“Kaylz…” he pleaded, “did I do something wrong? Did I hurt you?”

She shook her head, a simple no.

He looked like he wanted to touch her or embrace her, but was hesitant. Not wanting to do something when she was so fragile.

“Then what is it?” he continued, still in panic. “Do you… do you regret it?”

“N-No” she hiccuped, wiping her cheeks with the back of her hand. “I loved it”.

That seemed to confuse him more, a frown appearing between his brows.

“Kaylz…”

“I loved it” she repeated, finally meeting his concerned stare. “I… I loved it”.

He seemed to get what she meant, an understanding expression crossing his features. 

She loved having sex with him, and she hadn’t properly felt like that before. She thought she loved sex, but nothing or no one compared to this moment. 

She burst into laughter, hiding her face with her hands. “I need therapy”.

He chuckled, pulling her into the circle of his arms and falling back on the bed, holding her against his body.

“I love you, Kayla Hale. Always”.

Always did sound good, didn’t it?

A/N) CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP AND MORE CRYING. My babies. My sweet sweet babies. They finally had sex yayy and Stiles is no longer a virgin lol. But poor Kayla. Her feelings around sex are so complex, and her past sucks. So much sexual trauma, its not a lie that girl needs therapy haha. I hope you all enjoyed and please please let me know your thoughts and I’ll see you all super soon :)

Chapter 68: Connected

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form… sadly Thanks so much for the continued support, and I hope you enjoy this next chapter

Lying here in his arms, naked and entangled in the blankets, Kayla finally felt at peace.

He had awkwardly taken off the condom and cleaned up before hugging her back to his body, kissing the top of her head. His heart was still thundering, his skin a little slick and sweaty, but she didn’t care. Nuzzling into his chest and ignoring the tickle from the dusting of hair along the top of his pecs and sprinkled down his torso. 

She felt stupid for crying, especially after sex. First, she said ‘thank you’ when he said he loved her, and now she had burst into chaotic tears after some fantastic sex? What the hell must he think of her emotional state?

Every moment of that experience was profound and exciting, raw, intimate, and wholesome. She felt adored and appreciated and, most of all, she felt safe and cherished. Every inch of her mind, body and soul was fully immersed in every second, allowing herself to feel the full magnitude of the pleasure he gave her.

Before, with times like this, both with sex and other sexual things, she realised how disengaged she was for most of it. Unable, or unwilling, to focus on it fully – probably a defence mechanism to protect herself. Now, though, with Stiles, she didn’t have to do that. She could relax and breathe.

After several minutes of silence and bliss, Stiles lifted her chin so he could look at her, their faces just centimetres apart. 

“Are you okay?” he whispered, eyes scanning every micro expression that crossed her face, happy to see the tears had long since dried on her face.

“Yeah” she mumbled, a small smile dancing across her lips. 

“You sure?” he repeated, “that was… that was good?”

“It was great” she reassured, pressing a light kiss to his lips. “You were great. The whole thing was amazing and intense and… and it just took me off guard, is all”.

“Why?” he asked, stroking her cheek lovingly. 

“I’ve never felt like that before” she mumbled, “and it just made me realise, and remember, all the times I did stuff I regret”.

She didn’t want to say much more, or go into detail, in case it made him feel uncomfortable-or, selfishly, scare him away. He knew about her past, he knew what she had done, and he had accepted it, but what he knew was the bare minimum and barely scratched the surface. Hell, she even didn't allow herself to think of all of what happened.

He turned them around so they were on their sides, facing one another, their noses brushing. His hand remained on her cheek, grounding her to this moment.

“You know I would never hurt you, right?” he asked, “not like…”

His sentence remained unfinished, hanging in the air. The words, however, were obvious to them both.

‘Not like everyone else.’

She knew he wouldn’t, and that’s what made him so great. He wasn’t like ‘everyone else’. He was kind and sweet, and most of all, considerate. He put her first, when many others put her last. He didn’t use her body – he worshipped and loved on it, healing her wounds. 

She didn’t deserve his love, but he gave it to her anyway. 

“I regret so much shit” she admitted to him, trying to force down the swell of emotion that threatened to bubble up. “But regret can’t change things. I just need to find a way to live with it”.

“I don’t judge you for all that, you still believe that, don’t you?” he wondered, looking pained at the thought of her thinking he was lying.

She did believe him - mostly. But she was used to the small voice at the back of her head telling her that everyone was out to get her and, unfortunately, Stiles was no exception.

He must have seen her eyes glaze over in doubt and apprehension because he sighed sadly, his thumb still caressing her cheek.

“I’ve done some bad things, Stiles” she whispered, “bad things with bad people.  After my family died, I just… I just gave up. I didn’t care what happened to me. That entire year will haunt me for the rest of my life, and I don’t understand how you can be okay with it all and look at me with so much love in your eyes, knowing what you know”.

She had been the most open with him. He knew things that her own family and friends didn’t even know, and that was because she felt that pull to be honest and vulnerable with him. She didn’t want to lie to him – she couldn’t. Her conscience wouldn’t let her.

“I look at you with love because I love you” he smiled softly, his gaze completely enthralled by her. “I promise you; it doesn’t matter. Not to me. The only thing I’m concerned about is your future, and that’s because I’ll do anything and everything I can to be a part of it”.

Up until recently, she didn’t think she had a future.

Since Stiles entered her life, maybe she had a shot at one after all.

She wasn’t used to thinking that far ahead.

After her dad and brother were murdered, she was sure she would join them. She didn’t want to be alive in a world that they were no longer in or have to endure that kind of devastating grief. That was why she was so reckless, because at the end of the day, she had nothing to live for. Even after coming home and going to rehab and then returning, she still didn’t find life enjoyable. She was simply existing, day in and day out. Numb and void. Waiting for death that didn’t seem to want her.

Then Beacon Hills changed everything.

Stiles changed everything.

And she found a reason to live again.

A small part of her had become excited at what the future may hold for her, even though only a few months ago, she was ready and willing to kill herself because life seemed out to get her.

Was she really being allowed a fresh start?

Sometimes, it seemed too good to be true. No one’s past is ever truly wiped out. When would hers come back to bite her in the ass?

“There’s a lot of stuff you don’t know yet” she warned, an edge of caution in her voice.

Lots of stuff she hadn’t even processed herself, or really dealt with. Stuff she just wasn’t quite ready to talk about yet.

“That’s okay. You can tell me if, and when, you’re ready” he promised sweetly, “but just know, nothing you can ever say will change anything”.

She was a pessimist by nature, but she was starting to believe him and his words.

She smiled, inching closer so their naked bodies were pressed together, intertwined and interlocked.

“So, Loverboy-“ she smirked, “-how does it feel to no longer be a virgin?”

“Incredible” he gushed, still a little flushed around the face. “As in, completely out of this world fantastic. You were amazing. Holy shit. You felt so God damn good”.

“Better than your hand?” she teased.

“A million times better” he raved, excitedly nodding his head. “Nothing compares to you”.

Her heart palpitated at the compliment, knowing he meant it with every inch of his soul.

“Your stamina is getting better” she joked light-heartedly, “told you it would with practice”.

“I almost came as soon as I was inside you” he admitted, “it took all of my self-restraint not to”.

Now that she totally believed.

“Well, I appreciate it” she laughed, leaning forward to press a slow, sweet kiss to his lips, his palms immediately cupping her cheeks and holding her against him, not letting her go – and quite frankly, she didn’t want him to.

His lips slowed, but he didn’t pull back, keeping their faces nuzzled against one another’s, soaking up all the comfort and affection they offered.

“I really do love you, Kayla Hale” he whispered against her mouth after a few seconds of peaceful silence. “Nothing will ever change that, I promise”.

She hoped not. For the first time in forever, she wanted love to win.

She simply kissed him back, revelling in the bliss that washed over her, before falling asleep in his arms. Feeling safe and loved and, above all, like finally the world was not out to get her.


When Stiles awoke several hours later, Kayla was still sleeping soundly next to him, lying on her back with the blankets tangled around her body.

He had thought for a moment that what had happened was just a dream, that maybe he was still sleeping and this entire day had been nothing more than his imagination, but when he reached out to touch her, she was still there.

He breathed a sigh of relief, turning on his side to face her and relaxing back into the pillows.

Every time he laid eyes on her, he felt himself falling even harder and deeper in love with her. Just when he thought he couldn’t love her more, she defied all his expectations.

She may have thought that, by opening her heart to him and showing him her darkness, it would drive him away, when in fact it was the complete opposite. It didn’t scare him or push him away like she expected. It made him more in awe of the person she was able to become, despite it all. Despite everything. Despite all the cards stacked against her.

Above all, it pained him that she couldn’t see it. That she couldn’t see the amazing person she had become. Yeah, she was still a work in progress and a little rough around the edges, but he loved that about her.

He loved that she wasn’t perfect.

Imperfectly perfect.

She was always worried that she was too much. Too much to handle. Too much to withstand. To him? She was the perfect amount. He admired every inch of her bold and unforgiving nature and felt alive when he was swept up with her.

He couldn’t take his eyes off her, admiring her when she slept.

When she was asleep, she was peaceful and relaxed. Her face free from worry and concern, as if she was finally relieved from the weight of the world from her shoulders that she had been punishing herself with.

Stiles got that. He understood why she did it. He did it too, at times. Self-blame and guilt were a horrible thing, and he knew it all too well. It pained him to know that she was suffering, and all he wanted to do was ease her from it.

He reached out, the back of his fingers lovingly caressing her warm cheek. Completely captivated by, not just her beauty, but her aura. Her aura that had always pulled him in from the second he saw her, and never let go.

He felt stupid and cringey for thinking it, but since they locked eyes all the way back on her first day in chem class, he felt oddly complete and at peace. Like his soul was humming along with hers, operating on the same frequency.

Was that intense? Or was that just what love was meant to be like?

Being with her made him happy. Happier than he had ever been before. Happier than he thought possible. He never wanted these moments with her to end, determined to do anything and everything he could to hold onto her.

She stirred a little, leaning into his touch, and he found himself happy to be still. Content with just simply watching her. Her hair was messy and curly, tangled around her neck and shoulders. Her face, bare and free from make-up, looked so young and innocent, like the embodiment of an angel.

He couldn’t tear his eyes off her, soaking her in - admiring every inch of her and every single detail, committing it to memory. Her skin was warm and golden, radiating a special kind of glow. Her eyelashes were long and curled, fluttering against the tops of her cheeks as she slept soundly, whilst her brows, straight with a small arch at the end, furrowed a little as she dreamt. Her lips, slightly parted, were plump and luscious and very damn close to irresistible.

He remembered how they felt against his, and how commanding they were on the rest of his body – soft and sweet, yet deliciously dominant at the same time.

He was completely and utterly mesmerised by her – enchanted, even, for lack of a better word. Enthralled and bewitched by her, even when she was doing nothing but sleeping. In awe that she was his – that someone so beautiful and strong and frustratingly, yet amazingly, stubborn had chosen him.

It seemed like hours he was watching her, wrapped up in their own little bubble, until finally she began to wake. Stretching and slowly peeling her eyes open, her gaze glazed over in tiredness.

“Hey” he smiled, his hand moving up to stroke through her unruly hair.

She playfully groaned, tugging the blankets up to cover her face. “Oh my God, don’t look at me. I’m a mess” she laughed, and Stiles simply scoffed and pulled the blankets back down, placing a gentle kiss to the tip of her nose.

“You’re not a mess. You’re gorgeous”.

It was true. She was vulnerable and beautifully raw, still glowing in that ‘post-sex’ radiance that he once believed was a myth, but now he knew it was completely true.

“I’m a mess” she repeated with a smirk, but seemed to melt and falter a little at his words, her stare dropping to look at his lips.

“If you’re a mess, then I must look like trash” he joked. “Trust me, you’re beautiful”.

Her hand wound around the back of his neck, pulling his mouth to hers, and he indistinctly rolled on top of her, capturing her lips back with a desperate sense of urgency that caught them both off guard. He could feel her stutter out a gasp, clinging harder to the nape of his neck, her nails sharp and unforgiving.

With her, he felt like an entirely new person – like he had been reborn.

Her mouth was hot and heavy against his, wrapping her body around his. Clinging and clawing at his skin with a frenzied hunger he knew all too well.

His lips seared down along her jaw and neck, enjoying the way she moaned as he explored her body. Peppering loving and ravenous kisses across her warm skin, playfully biting at her exposed neck.

To his surprise, he realised that the wound that Derek had stitched up earlier was almost completely healed. Instead of an angry red and bruised laceration, there was now only a fresh scar in its place.

He pulled back, much to her annoyance. Her eyes screaming ‘why the hell did you stop?’

“You’ve healed” he muttered in fascination, pushing himself up off her body to inspect the scar. “Holy shit”.

She was very obviously confused by his words, muttering out a dazed “what do you mean?”

His fingers carefully brushed across the scar, a mere pale red line and nothing more. As if the attack had happened weeks ago.

“I mean, you’ve healed” he repeated in awe. “Like how Scott and Derek do. Supernaturally”.

She sat up, leaning back against the headboard as she looked down at her shoulder and tentatively pressed against where the knife wound once was, and for once, she seemed speechless.

After a few seconds, all she could muster was a shell-shocked “oh”, followed by more silence.

He hovered in front of her, trying to read her expression, but he couldn’t tell if she was upset by this new development or thankful for it.

“This… This is a good thing” he said, trying for a smile. “It’s a great thing. It means you’ll be safer”.

She sighed, unable to meet his hopeful stare, and he didn’t understand why she wasn’t over the moon right now. If he could have any supernatural power, advanced healing would definitely be in the top three.

“It just means I’m further from normal than I hoped” she sighed, and Stiles wondered if this was her showing shame in what she was.

A seductress.

Something she didn’t ask to be or want. But something that had been forced upon her far earlier than she was ready for. The confusing changes and all the unknowns and unanswered questions sending her spiralling.

“Hey” he whispered, prying her chin up. “Normal is overrated anyway, and boring. It’s okay to be different”.

He wanted to reassure her and give her something to believe in, hating the self-doubt and loathing she seemed to have for herself.

She met his gaze, suddenly seeming very small and unsure, bordering on timid.

“I’m… I’m scared” she admitted, so quietly he very nearly didn’t catch her words.

“Of what?”

“Of what I could be capable of”.

“You’re not bad, Kaylz” he promised, knowing that was one of her worst fears – going dark side.

“Why would Peter bite me then?” she asked. “Why would he want me like this unless it would make me like him?”

It was a loaded question, and unfortunately, he didn’t have the answer. Or maybe he just didn’t have the answer she was craving.

“I… I don’t know” he said truthfully, “but whatever happens, we’ll get through it together. Okay? I’m not going anywhere”.

It wasn’t just a promise – it was a vow. A vow to stick by her side and weather the storm together, regardless of what was thrown at them.

He took her hands, and she squeezed them back tightly, accepting his words. Something that he knew was incredibly difficult for her. Yet over time, he had watched her trust him more and more. Allowing him the privilege to settle her racing thoughts.

“It’s a bit strange, don’t you think?” she shrugged, making him frown. “That I’ve only started healing now?”

Now that she had brought it up, it was a bit odd. Why now? Why did it take so long to kick-start when she got bitten weeks ago?

“What’s your theory?” he asked, knowing she was already trying to piece the pieces together.

“Sex” she said bluntly. “I think having sex with you might have triggered it”.

“Wait, what?”

“It sort of makes sense” she murmured, “I’m a seductress. Sex is meant to be my thing, right? Well, maybe having sex speeds up the healing process”.

He was utterly bamboozled, but also oddly inclined towards agreeing with her.

“So, my dick magically healed you?”

“I don’t think it has to be your dick, specifically” she laughed, “just sex in general”.

“But you’re only having sex with me”.

“Obviously”.

“So, ergo, my dick healed you” he smirked proudly. “Woo – go little guy”.

“Proud of yourself, are you?” she laughed, the tension alleviated from her body.

“Proud that I gave my girlfriend an orgasm and simultaneously helped her heal at the same time? Hell yeah”he gushed, smiling cockily.

She rolled her eyes, but it was light-hearted and playful. Amused by his antics.

“Would you like to stay here bigging yourself up, or would you like to join me for a shower?” she teased, rolling free from the blankets and the bed and doing a twirl as she stood up, showing off her very naked body to him.

His eyes widened, hyper-focused on her bare body, staring at her like she was a tall glass of ice-cold water and he was a man dying of dehydration.

“Uh… heh… s-shower. Obviously” he stuttered, trying to detangle himself from the sheets, but as he stood, his foot caught the corner of the blanket and ungracefully fell flat on his face.

He heard her giggle as he tried to stand, flailing clumsily to his feet (which, of course, took several attempts), a prickly heat rising to his cheeks.

“Someone’s eager” she remarked, still snickering.

“I’m eager” he confirmed, unable to tear his eyes away from her. “I’m all kinds of eager right now. You, plus naked, plus wet? Sign me up”.

His fingers grabbed her hips, pulling her flush against him and into another heated kiss that sent them both stumbling towards the bathroom, their hands frenzied and hungry as they explored each other.

She was holding onto him tightly as she blindly guided them through the bathroom door, pushing open the glass door and stepping backwards into the double shower, nearly slipping on the leftover water puddles.

Surprisingly, he caught her. Like his instinct was to always keep her safe.

“I think it’s time for a shower mat” he pointed out, causing her to slap his arm.

When the shower turned on, Stiles couldn’t help but stare at her, uninterested in anything and everything else. The water droplets cascaded down her skin, twinkling under the bright lights, dancing and mapping their way down her perfect body.

She was utterly stunning. There were no words good enough to articulate just how beautiful she looked. He often thought ‘ethereal’ was a close match, but now, seeing her like this, having just been inside her, that word failed too. She was almost too perfect, every inch of her deliciously tempting and otherworldly. Looking at her, he saw perfection. Sculpted from something heavenly.

Her skin was akin to glass, smooth and flawless, reflecting the light. Her physique was toned, yet soft and curved in all the right places. Looking strong and inhumanely delicate at the same time.

When he looked at her, he just wanted to love on her, protect her and worship her body till the end of time. It made him furious that other people hadn’t done that before. Why would they want to ruin something so achingly beautiful?

Before, when she started crying after they had sex, he was petrified that he had done something wrong. That he had made her feel used, or that he didn’t treat her right. When she told him it was because she had loved it, alluding to the fact that no one had treated her with that much respect, his heart sank to his stomach in dread.

She didn’t deserve that. She didn’t deserve any of it. She didn’t deserve to be used, abused and taken advantage of. He couldn’t imagine the trauma she still had hanging over her. She deserved better, and he wanted to show her better. He wanted to prove to her she was worth the world and more.

He didn’t want her to think that he thought any less of her because of her past, because he didn’t. When he thought about her past, he wasn’t angry at her – he was angry at everyone else. Everyone who failed her. Everyone who didn’t protect her. Everyone who saw her, broken and vulnerable, and took advantage of that. Everyone who made her feel worthless and belittled, like her life – her spark – wasn’t worth a damn.

When he made love to her, it was heaven. He couldn’t imagine how Aiden could lay a single hurtful finger on her when he had the chance of loving her. Why didn’t he worship her? Why did he treat her like shit, as if she was just his own personal sex toy? How could anyone destroy and extinguish her light?

He blinked back to reality at the sound of her calling his name, her face peering up at him in concern.

“Stiles?” she repeated, “you good?”

He hoped she knew he wasn’t like Aiden or the others. He would never hurt her–not like they did. Not in a million years.

He cupped her cheeks, lovingly holding her face as they both blinked quickly at the torrent of water streaming between their bodies.

“I love you so much” he whispered, “and I will never hurt you, I promise”.

She seemed a little taken aback by his words, filled with unwavering promise and emotion, but didn’t look away. Their eyes locked for what felt like forever.

Forever was fine with him. He could stare into those captivating green eyes for all eternity. In fact, eternity wasn’t long enough.

He felt her jaw tense beneath his grip as she gulped, and for a second, he wondered if he was being too much for her right now – the intensity, the emotion, maybe it was overloading her – but if it was, she didn’t show it. Reaching up to hold his hands tenderly curled around her cheeks.

“I’m all yours” she vowed, promising herself to him.

Her words reaffirmed his dreams, settling his insecurities. He didn’t know why, but she chose him. She loved him. Out of everyone, she trusted him.

He brought her in for a sweet kiss, the warm water nearing scalding as it cascaded down their bodies, making them all slippery and wet. Her lips on his felt like home, finding solace in her warmth as her hands drifted along to squeeze his shoulders, whilst his danced down her body.

She tasted sweet, leaving him craving more. Realising how unfulfilled his life had been until she entered it.

Carefully, he spun her back against the glass so she was pinned between that and his body, his heavy erection sandwiched between them. He was rock hard and quivering, pressed against her lower stomach.

She glanced down, admiring the way his body reacted around her.

“My fault?” she teased, her eyes glinting with amusement, but also insatiable need.

“Always” he chuckled, “just the thought of you gets me hard, never mind having you naked in front of me”.

She bit her lip, slowly reaching down to brush the tips of her fingers along the prominent vein on the underside of his length, causing him to gasp.

“Tell me…” she whispered, her breathy voice angelic and sweet, but with a hint of devilish intent. “… Before we got together… how many times did you jerk off to me?”

Too many to count. He didn’t think there was a single day he didn’t resort to self-pleasure, from either thinking about her or looking at her pictures.

“All the God damn time” he admitted huskily, his breath hitching as her touch curled around his length, tantalising slowly moving up and down.

“Yeah?” she asked, the ghost of a pleased smirk dancing across her lips. “Every day?”

“I couldn’t get you out of my head”.

She looked at him with a new sense of wonder and appreciation, and Stiles was just glad she didn’t find it creepy. Instead, she simply blushed a little, the steam drifting around their bodies.

“Remember in chem class, the Monday after Peter killed the video store clerk?”

She nodded, casting her mind back to that day.

“I saw the pictures Danny put up on Facebook, of you in that skimpy little white silk dress, and I nearly exploded right then and there”.

“Is that what your little freak-out was about?” she chuckled.

“Yup. Highly embarrassing, and now I wish I had never brought it up”.

“It’s cute” she defended with a smirk, “I love knowing I get you all hot and bothered”.

“You can do that without even trying”.

“Clearly” she snorted in amusement, sending a pointed look downwards.

“Don’t act like I’m the only one being horny right now” he laughed, “I bet you’re soaking wet”.

“Well, yeah, we are in the shower Stiles” she sassed, making him roll his eyes.

“I meant specifically between your legs” he corrected, allowing his hand to dance across the top of her right thigh. “Or are you going to pretend you’re not dripping wet for me right now?”

She tensed as his fingers curled and explored the inside of her thigh, brushing across her sensitive and needy skin. So close to where Stiles yearned to be.

“I, humbly, plead the fifth”.

“Oh, so no comment?” he smirked, “which means yes”.

He noticed her breathing had gotten quicker, her chest rising and falling rapidly as he teased between her legs, the tips of his fingers barely kissing her skin.

“Sex has made you cocky” she observed, fighting back the playful smile pulling at her lips. “we’ve had sex once and now you think you’re Genghis Khan”.

“Twice” he said, without missing a beat.

She frowned in adorable confusion, clearly thinking she’d forgotten their second round.

“Well, soon to be twice” he mumbled with a cheeky smile. “I hope”.

It was great seeing her look so happy and free, her face adorably scrunched up as she laughed and giggled, reaching out for the bottle of shower gel and thrusted it into his hands.

“Wash my body first” she teased, “and then you can do what you want to it”.

He was sure he let out a small, low growl at those words, his cock twitching painfully in desperation.

With clumsy hands, he quickly squirted some shower gel in the palm of his hand so it nearly overflowed, lathering it up so the strong scent of vanilla filled the shower and then started working it into her shoulders.

She grabbed his wrists, moving his hands down so they cupped her breasts.

“Oh. Heh” he nodded in appreciation, “there works too”.

His hands rubbed and caressed along every part of her body, soaping her up so her skin was white with bubbles. She did the same to him, rubbing the frothy gel across his chest and over his shoulders, their eyes never breaking from each other.

He scooped some bubbles from her skin, playfully blowing them in her face. She retaliated by smearing some gel down his cheek and across his mouth, erupting into laughter as he spat it out. Before long, their childlike playfulness had turned into hot, needy kisses against the glass, smudging soap and bubbles into it. Stiles leaving handprints, and Kayla leaving the perfect outline of her rounded ass.

He was so close to her, to being inside her, but he had to stop himself. The tip of his cock rubbing against her.

She must have thought the same because she tilted her hips forward, like she was desperate to have him closer - closer and deeper.

“I need you” she gasped, panting back heavy breaths. “Please, Stiles…”

Her begging was sexy as hell, and Stiles could not resist even if he wanted to.

“Please what?” he whispered, “please fuck you?”

She nodded quickly, her eyes beginning to glow that enchanting green.

“I should probably go and get a condom then”.

She pushed him from the shower, her message loud and clear, and he awkwardly half ran-half danced into her room, dripping wet and still somewhat soapy, to try and find the box of condoms she had already opened.

He fumbled with the box, grabbing a packet and then rushed back to the bathroom where she was standing waiting for him, and Stiles nearly collapsed at the sight of her naked body.

She smirked in response to his wide-eyed look, and he just stood there and let her roll the condom on.

Within seconds, she was sitting on the countertop between the two sinks, and he was standing between her legs. Their kisses turned frantic and full of desire, and everything around them became a blur. All he could think about – all he could focus on – was her. Nothing else mattered. Nothing else was important. His sole concern was her.

He gripped her hips, keeping her steady at the edge of the counter, and pressed his forehead against hers, their breath warm and wet as their lips brushed.

He hesitated, but only because he wanted to make sure she was okay with this.

She sensed his reluctance, tilting her head a little to the side.

“What is it?”

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“You don’t need to keep asking” she reassured him with a smile.

“Yes, I do” he whispered, “because I never want you to do something you don’t want to do”.

He wasn’t like the others. He wanted her to know that.

She softened in his arms, the feel of her soft lips tickling his own.

“I want you” she mumbled, but her voice was sure. “I want this”.

He captured her lips, sweeping her into a passionate kiss. Her legs wrapped around his hips, drawing him closer, and he blindly fumbled with trying to line himself up with her entrance.

Luckily, she reached down with one hand and helped guide him, and, within seconds, he had pushed himself inside her, both gasping at the sudden feel of being intertwined with one another again.

He stuttered out a groan, his nails relentlessly digging into her hips as he let the feel of her wash over him – wet, warm and tight all at once, gripping onto him. He didn’t want to move, not yet. Soaking in the feel of her perfect little body curled around him.

Being buried inside her was his own little slice of heaven, and he loved the way her body sang out to him – like she, too, was revelling in the melody of their pleasure.

He slowly rocked his hips, keeping the pace slow and steady. Sliding in and out of her, stroking and worshipping her pussy. She had winced once or twice, but that soon melted into loud moans and gasps the deeper he went.

She matched his pace, circling her hips to meet his thrusts whilst keeping him pinned to her body by tightening her legs around him.

“Faster” she gasped, and he was happy to oblige.

He upped the pace, quickening his jerky thrusts that made her eyes roll back into her head, throwing her head back. In response, he slammed his hips even faster between her spread legs, nearly unravelling right then and there.

It wasn’t like the first time they had sex, where it was all new and slow and exploratory. This time, it was frenzied and hungry and desperate. A new kind of passion burning between them and their bodies, both falling victims to the fiery desire.

Their soapy bodies were slippery and wet, but that just made him hold onto her harder and, soon enough, they both came again, holding onto each other as they did.

Those wave sof bliss washed over him, his legs suddenly a little shaky as he nuzzled his face into the crook of her neck, gasping back desperate breaths.

“Holy shit” he muttered, still pulsating deep inside her. “That was… incredible”.

She softly stroked his back, helping him down from his high.

“You need to fuck me at least, like, ten times a day” she chuckled tiredly, “because that was so frigging good”.

He kissed her at that compliment, feeling the urge to go for round three, but the sudden slamming of her front door made them both break apart in confusion.

“Uh…” he chuckled uncomfortably, “what the hell was that?”

She tilted her head, trying to hear what the commotion was, but didn’t appear too worried. Pursing her lips and shrugging, despite his wide-eyed panic.

“Probably just Jane and Tabby coming back”.

Unfortunately, it was not Jane and Tabby.

It was worse.

They both heard Derek’s voice calling out her name, making his way up the stairs.

“Oh my God” he muttered, still hovering inside her. “Oh my God. Oh my God”.

His horrified look wasn’t reciprocated. Instead, she just rolled her eyes, cursing Derek under her breath.

“I’m going to kill him”.

“He’s going to kill me” he hissed, stepping back and away from her, looking around for something – anything – to cover himself with, the footsteps getting closer.

She grabbed his hand, pulling him from the bathroom and into her room, throwing his discarded clothes at him. In a hasty panic, he pulled them on over his sopping wet body, accidentally trying to put two legs into one pant leg and nearly falling flat on his face and pulling his tee on inside out, the care label awkwardly sticking out in front.

Just as they had both gotten dressed, Kayla changed back into her cute little pyjama shorts and vest top, did the bedroom door open to reveal Derek, with an anxious Scott hovering behind him.

He tried to play it cool, leaning against her vanity table, but ended up knocking a pile of her make-up over, drawing unwanted attention to him.

“Derek” Kayla said flatly, crossing her arms. “Ever heard of knocking? Or, better yet, not showing up in places you’re not welcome?”

Derek looked between them, clearly noting their unruly state of dress and wet patches on their clothes, his jaw tightening in quiet fury.

Oh God, he was definitely going to die.

He sent Scott an SOS look, but his friend didn’t seem to understand, frowning back at him in confusion.

“Really Kayla?” Derek demanded, “you had sex with Stiles?”

He felt the blood draining from his face, letting out a quiet whimper that was probably closer to a squeak, grabbing the stool by her vanity and holding it up in defence in case Derek decided to rip his throat out.

“Yeah, I did” Kayla said bluntly, “what’s it to you?”

No one made a single noise, but he met Scott’s astounded gaze over Derek’s shoulder, his crooked jaw wide open before mouthing ‘you had sex?’.

When he thought Derek wasn’t looking, he held up two fingers, signalling twice, slightly bragging despite the life-or-death situation he was currently in, but the all-knowing and all-seeing Derek caught him red-handed, his eyes flashing blood red.

Stiles gulped, dropping his hand and lifting the stool a little higher.

Derek seemed dumbfounded, his disapproving glare swivelling between them both like they were disobedient and petulant children in need of a good spanking – or, in his case, his head tore clean off.

“Why are you even having sex?” Derek demanded, “I sent you home to rest. Not to fumble under the sheets with Stilinski of all people”.

“Oh, I’m sorry” she spat sarcastically, “I didn’t realise I needed your permission to do what I want with my body like it’s fucking 1785”.

“Unbelievable” Derek shook his head, completely disapproving of her decision. “Both of you. And you?” he said, pointing at Stiles, “I’m going to kill you”.

Stiles yelped, floundering back clumsily as Derek made a start towards him, but Kayla stepped in front of him, cutting off Derek’s access to him.

“Nu uh, don’t do that” she said, “don’t come in here acting all holier than thou, like you’re my God damn purity gatekeeper. Back off”.

“Back off?” he said, “why? For trying to look out for you?”

“Look out for me?” she scoffed, “Jesus Christ, Derek. We had sex. We didn’t join a frigging cult. Calm down”.

Derek’s nostrils were flared, and Stiles didn’t think he had ever seen him so pissed off. Derek was always sitting at like a five out of ten, even on a good day, and good days were a rarity when it came to Derek Hale, but right now he was scoring off the charts.

“Did he-“

“What?” she cut in, “make me feel good? Make me cum? Leave me screaming? Yeah, he did. Any other questions?”

Stiles could see that Derek knew he was getting nowhere with a stubborn Kayla, his posture slightly loosening, but his expression was still thunderous, his glare finding its way back to Stiles.

“If you hurt her…” he warned, “I will rip your throat out. With my teeth”.

Stiles gulped, fighting back the urge to jump headfirst out the window.

“So, are we done with this weird, toxic masculinity thing now?” Kayla sighed, followed by a pointed roll of her eyes. “Because it got real boring real fast. Newsflash – girls love sex too. Maybe if you were getting some, you wouldn’t be so God damn bitter. Or, better yet, maybe even a semi decent Alpha”.

Kayla never minced her words, not even to family.

“Isaac's in jail” Derek sighed, fighting back a retort. “We need your help to get him out”.

“Our help?” Kayla smirked, “or Stiles’ help?”

Derek didn’t confirm or deny that, folding his arms across his chest.

“Are you going to help or not?” he said after a painful few seconds of smothering silence, his jaw set in stone.

“Say please”.

Stiles looked at Kayla bug-eyed, begging for her not to piss of Derek any more than he already was, but she didn’t pay attention to his look, focusing on her cousin.

Derek remained quiet, stubbornly so, not wanting to admit anything.

“Say. Please” she repeated, with no room for argument. “Or so help me God, we will leave your little pet rotting in that police cell”.

He felt like he was watching a car crash in slow motion, but he couldn’t look away. Enthralled by the disaster about to unfold in front of his very eyes.

Eventually, after several more seconds of awkward silence, no one daring to breathe let alone speak, Derek finally muttered a barely audible “please”, followed by a distasteful grunt.

“See? That wasn’t so hard, was it?” she mocked, “now kindly get the fuck out of my room”.

Maybe today was not the day Stiles Stilinski would get killed by Derek Hale.

But he felt like the day wasn’t far off.

A/N) YAYYY another chapter. This is getting exciting. There is going to be so much detail in season 2, and I’m living for it. And I can’t wait to write more lovey-dovey and smutty Kayla and Stiles. This shit is going to be funnnnn. I fucking love Kayla putting Derek in his place – it’s so funny. Thanks for all the support, and I will update super soon :)

Chapter 69: Jailbreak

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Disclaimer:  Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Thank you ALL for the amazing support on this story. I am truly and utterly blown away – like wow. It means so much to me to have you all here, reading and enjoying it as much as I’m enjoying writing Kayla’s story. It actually makes my heart so full! And I appreciate every single one of you, to the ends of the earth and back. Wow, I’m being sappy, sorry – lol! I hope you all enjoy this next update

When Derek slammed her bedroom door shut, Kayla just wanted to retaliate by caving his skull in with a hammer, and maybe, if it wasn’t for Stiles grabbing her wrist, sensing she was about to follow him and potentially do just that, she might have actually gone through with it.

Not that she had a hammer nearby, but she was a girl who could adapt. Any lethal weapon would do.

“Dickhead” she shouted, knowing he could still hear her as he barged down the stairs and, in petty retaliation, she simply stomped her feet on the carpet and pretended it was his head.

“Oh dear God. Oh dear God” Stiles whimpered from behind her. “I’m going to die. This is how I die”.

“Relax” she said, turning around to face him. “He’s just throwing his weight around and pretending he still means something to me. He won’t touch you”.

“He won’t- heh. That’s-That’s Derek Hale” Stiles spluttered, his voice a few octaves higher than usual. “He’s going to tear me limb from limb”.

“Trust me, his bark is bigger than his bite”.

“Oh my God. I can’t believe that just happened” he groaned, throwing his head in his hands.

“Guess we lost track of time” she smirked, “what with you fucking me and all”.

Stiles peeked at her from between his fingers, the panic still evident in his wide-eyed brown gaze.

“Don’t worry. It’s just Derek being Derek – aka, a major fucking asshole” she reassured him, pulling his hands down and leaning up on her tip toes to press a sweet and fleeting kiss to his lips. “If he ever tries to lay a single finger on you, I’ll break his jaw”.

He blew out a long breath, trying to calm himself out of an anxiety attack, but she could tell he was still heavily focused on imagining all the colourful ways Derek could make him pay for fucking his little cousin.

She quickly changed into black denim shorts and grabbed a fresh grey V-neck tee, taking his hand and leading him from her room. He stumbled after her, whispering ferociously about not wanting to face Derek again, but she just shushed him and pulled him down the stairs and out the front door.

Her cousin was waiting by the driver’s side door of his Camaro that was parked behind Stiles’ jeep, his brooding face tense and grumpy, whilst Scott was awkwardly shuffling from foot to foot on the other side, his hands stuffed in his pockets.

Derek barely tilted his head to the side at their arrival, but if looks could kill, then she was sure both she and Stiles would be dead ten times over by now.

“What do you need?” she asked, figuring she could try being the bigger person right now, and that was as much of an olive branch as she was willing to extend to him. She still didn’t think he deserved it, but he had fucked Isaac over already – which she knew would happen – and she didn’t want the newbie werewolf to pay for Derek’s complete lack of competency at being a decent Alpha.

“For you to get in the car”.

She pursed her lips at his stern tone, fantasising about strangling him with his seatbelt.

“Why?” she asked.

“I need to show you and Scott something”.

“Why?”

“Because I do” he huffed impatiently. “It’s important”.

“I thought we were going to try and get Isaac out of jail?”

“We are”.

“The full moon is only a few hours away-“

“I know” he interrupted, his tone full of agitation at her relentless questions. “Just get in the car. He can stay”.

“He has a name” she ground out in frustration at the blatant disrespect. “Your little cousin has been screaming it”.

The silence was so all-consuming, you could have heard a pin drop from outer space.

After several seconds, suspended in this tense type of purgatory, Derek finally turned to glare at her, clearly unhappy with her loose lips. He pointed at her, and then his car, and although no words had been said, his message was communicated loud and clear.

‘Get in the damn car, now. Or else’.

She sighed loudly and dramatically, giving him a very pointed roll of her eyes before turning to look at Stiles, who, by all intents and purposes, looked ready and willing to keel over and die any second.

“Use that sexy big brain of yours and think of ways we could jailbreak blondie out before he rips that whole station apart” she said, “and I’ll catch up with you in a bit”.

He could only let out a muffled squeak, or maybe it was closer to a whimper, quickly nodding his head. She smirked and, eager to piss off Derek even more, she leaned up and grabbed him into a fast and passionate kiss, circling her fingers around his neck.

He was taken off guard, unsure where to put his hands that flapped around behind her, so she simply took hold of one of his wrists and pushed it down to guide his grip to grab her ass and keep it there – an obvious rebellion to her brooding cousin.

A handful of seconds turned into longer, loving the feel of his warm lips against hers. She was craving more. Those needy, frantic urges beginning to take over, desperate to have his body back against hers – back insideher – but a deliberate and embarrassed cough interrupted them, breaking them apart.

She glanced over her shoulder, seeing Derek already in a huff and seated in the car, and Scott awkwardly looking anywhere but them, his puppy dog eyes trained towards the bright blue sky as if it were the most fascinating thing he had ever seen.

She bit back her pleased smirk, looking back at Stiles who was flushed and taken aback by their kiss. Seeming dazed and overwhelmed in the best way possible.

“Just a little teaser for tonight” she playfully remarked, followed by a wink. “If you want me to come over – minus the clothes, of course”.

His eyes nearly bugged out of his head, but she could tell his mind was doing somersaults imagining her proposition – and, probably, imagining her naked.

“Oh… heh. Y-Yeah. Hm” he awkwardly coughed, clearing his throat. “Yes, please”.

She pecked his lips once more before spinning around and making her way to Derek’s car, her smile widening at Scott’s priceless expression of confusion and dumbfoundedness.

“Close your mouth, Scott” she advised, her lips upturning into a playful smirk. “He’s only been de-virginised, he hasn’t been turned to gold”.

“He may as well have” Scott muttered, shaking his head. “You do realise how insufferable he’s going to be now, right? Being a virgin was the only thing keeping him humble”.

She snorted, fighting back her laughter.

“He has every right to brag. That thing is like a God damn python-“

Scott let out a noise of disgust, cutting her off. “Please no, I really don’t need that image in my head”.

“Your loss” she shrugged.

They got into Derek’s car – Scott up front, and Kayla in the back. Her choice, of course. If she were to be any closer to Derek than she had to be, she might actually commit bloody murder.

Derek skidded from her driveway and wheel-spun onto the road, no doubt breaking the speed limit as he drove towards wherever he was taking them, and she briefly wondered if maybe this was just a ruse to kidnap her so she wouldn’t have sex with Stiles again.

“I don’t know why you’ve got your panties in a twist” she remarked, “we used condoms. They’re, like, 98% effective, so a very slim chance of any little Hale’s running around and terrorising the place”.

He threw her a glare in the rearview mirror, but remained tight-lipped and stony-faced, not responding to her quips.

“Wait-“ Scott turned around in his seat, looking at her with wide, terrified eyes, “-they’re only 98% effective? So, there’s a 2% chance that they aren’t?”

“When used correctly, with typical use it drops to like 82%” she pointed out, much to his mortification.

“They should really put that on the box” Scott gulped.

“They do” she smirked, “but teenage boys, such as yourself, probably don’t wait around to read the fine print”.

Her friend simply gulped, sinking back into his seat.

The silence continued, and the atmosphere remained tense.

“Where are we going?” she said, but as expected, received no response from her older cousin.

“Are we there yet?” she continued, absentmindedly picking at her cuticles.

Again, no response.

“Andddd the maturity award goes to…”

Finally, Derek cracked. Glancing over his shoulder to send her a smouldering glare, his eyes briefly flashing red.

“Sit down and shut up”.

Suddenly, that strangulation by seatbelt option seemed like it could be a promising end to Derek’s life, and her fingers twitched at the thought of wrapping it around his neck and choking him to death with it. It would be a temporary high, but she imagined it would be worth it.

“I am already sitting down, dumbass” she pointed out sassily, “and no, I won’t shut up”.

She watched him grit his teeth, turning back to look at the road.

“Do you know why I won’t shut up?” she continued, “because that would make your life easy, and newsflash: I don’t want to make your life easy, so suck it up. Now, where are we going?”

After a few more seconds of silence, Derek mumbled “to Isaac’s”.

“Isaac’s?” Scott asked in surprise, “why?”

“Because you both need to see something”.

“Why?”

Derek sighed at her question, but probably knew that avoiding answering would just make her even more annoying – and Derek did lack the tolerance for anything annoying.

“To show you both that I’m not your enemy, and I did that boy a favour”.

“Oh, so you’ve got a hero complex now, huh?” she scoffed, rolling her eyes. “Rein in that ego, Der. It doesn’t suit you”.

Derek bit back a, no doubt, nasty retort, meeting her stare in the rearview mirror.

“You need to trust me again, Kayla. This is the only way I know how I can get you to start”.

Surprisingly, she didn’t have a sarcastic or snippy retort to that, frowning as she studied the back of Derek’s head.

Could Derek really be trying to win them over for the right reasons? Or was this all just one big manipulation tactic?

A part of her hoped it was just a ploy, because that would justify her anger and bitterness at him since he took Peter’s life. If it wasn’t, and he really was acting out of the goodness of his heart, then she would be more inclined to forgive him, and she didn’t know if she was ready for that quite yet.

After all, hating was, by far, the easier option. Hales were good at that.

Derek pulled down the street and parked in the driveway. They all got out, looking at the empty house shrouded in darkness.

“Isn’t this like a crime scene or something?” Scott asked, following Derek to the front door. “Maybe we should sneak in the back-“

Derek simply kicked open the front door, the splintered wood caving wide open.

“If it wasn’t, it is now” she muttered. “Jeez, ever heard of subtly, Der?”

He sent her a look as if to say, ‘Really? You? Talking about being subtle?’ and she just rolled her eyes, following them into the house and ignoring the creepy vibes she was getting, an uncomfortable shiver tingling down her spine.

Scott turned his flashlight on, cutting through the darkness. The home seemed normal, cosy even, but she had a feeling it was all for show.

“If Isaac didn’t kill his father, who did?” Scott asked.

“I don’t know yet”.

“Then how do you know he’s telling the truth?”

“Because I trust my senses. And it’s a combination of them, not just your sense of smell, or the ability to hear someone’s heartbeat”.

“He’s been a werewolf for like two months. Go easy on him” she cut in, “or do I need to remind you how long it took you, a born werewolf, to have control?”.

Derek sighed, throwing her a displeased glare.

“This full moon is making you extra bitchy and almost intolerable to be around. Do I need to send you to the car?”

She pursed her lips, mocking him behind his back.

“Actually, I feel great” she said, shrugging a shoulder.

Derek stopped short, causing her to careen into his back and get a mouthful of leather jacket. She cursed under her breath, throwing him a dirty glare, but instead of a verbal altercation, all she got was a surprised look from Derek.

“You don’t feel it?” he asked, “the full moon?”

“For the first time in years, no” she said, “and it feels fantastic not to be curled in a ball, nearly dying from pain”.

“Peter’s bite” Derek whispered, finally putting the pieces of the puzzle together. “You became who you were meant to be, so your body isn’t fighting itself anymore”.

“Thanks, Einstein” she muttered sarcastically. “Oh, and whilst we’re on the subject, I can heal now too. But I think that’s because Stiles fucked me”.

Derek’s surprised and slightly amazed gaze turned cold again at the mention of the forbidden words – ‘Stiles’ and ‘sex’.

“You can heal?” he scoffed, “heal like us?”

“Not quite, but almost” she said, pulling the neckline of her tee to the side to show him her wound that, once red and bloody and freshly stitched up, was now just a faint line, the scabs most healed. “See?”

Derek remained quiet, but he allowed his eyes to glow red as he leaned down, inspecting the once almost fatal knife wound.

“It’s more than halfway healed” Derek said, begrudgingly agreeing with her.

“Like I said, you can thank Stiles for that” she smirked, “or, rather, his dick”.

Her cousin’s jaw clenched, biting back an insult.

“You think sex healed you?” he asked, caught between disbelief and frustration.

“It makes sense”.

“Yeah, if the sex was any good” Derek grumbled, “this is Stilinski we’re talking about. You’re doing charity work with him”.

“Oh, trust me, the sex was very, very good. So good, in fact, we went for round two on the bathroom countertop. So, thanks for the concern regarding your little cousin’s sex life, but you don’t need to worry about it. Stiles isn’t lacking in anything”.

Derek’s entire body went rigid, his glare furious and pissed off.

“Get to the basement” he ordered.

“Why? So you can finally murder me?” she scoffed, stubbornly crossing her arms.

“Don’t tempt me”.

“How completely rational and emotionally stable of you” she remarked with an exaggerated roll of her eyes, deliberately not making the first move to the basement – trust her, she had seen enough horror movies to know what not to do. “The perfect qualities of an Alpha” she added sarcastically.

Scott, clearly fed up with the rising tension and the never-ending back-and-forth snark between them, stepped forward and opened the door leading to the basement, letting it swing open.

She didn’t have a very good feeling about this, peering around Scott’s shoulder and squinting through the darkness. The little hairs on the back of her neck were standing on end, and, as if on instinct, her eyes glowed green in response.

Something happened down here. Something bad.

“What’s down there?” Scott asked, beginning to walk down the creaky old wooden steps.

“Motive” was Derek’s simple reply, holding out his arm and indicating for her to go first and follow Scott.

“You still thinking about murdering me?”

“Are you still breathing?”

His sassy retort made her roll her eyes, giving him the stankiest side eye she could muster up, but she followed Scott nonetheless, resulting in her nearly tripping on an uneven step. Scott caught her arm, stabilising her and helping her down the last few steps.

The basement was dark, damp and cluttered, tarp blowing from a cracked window that let in a draft. Like many people’s basements, it seemed like a dumping ground for stuff Mr Lahey didn’t want or couldn’t be bothered with. Broken furniture and rusty tools, old metal chairs and cracked TVs, and even old mattresses and piles of rubbish.

Seemed ordinary enough, but Kayla had a horrible, daunting feeling in the pit of her stomach. That feeling only amplifying when she followed Scott towards an old chest freezer. It wasn’t on or plugged in – hell, it didn’t even look like it belonged to this century, but what caught her attention was a large, heavy-duty metal padlock hanging from the handle.

Derek suddenly appeared behind them, materialising out of thin air like a fricking ghost, and shone a flashlight so the beam of light lit up the freezer.

“Open it” he said, and Scott obliged.

She felt a little part of her break inside at the sight before her eyes. The freezer was filled with long jagged scratches across every surface – nail marks, to be precise.

It didn’t take a genius to figure out what this meant.

Isaac’s dad had been locking him inside this freezer as a form of torture and punishment, and Isaac, terrified, would fight tooth and nail to try and get out.

It made her sick.

She swallowed her disgust, but couldn’t tear her eyes away from the freezer, imagining the kind of raw fear Isaac had been in for probably most of his life. Was it any wonder he accepted the bite? Living as a werewolf, no matter the responsibility, was perhaps the only way to free himself from this hell.

“This is why he said yes to you?” Scott asked.

Derek simply shrugged. “Everyone wants power”.

“If we help you, then you have to stop” Scott offered, “you can’t go around turning people into werewolves”.

“I can if they’re willing”.

“Willing?” she asked, “or being taken advantage of?”

“Isaac knew the risks. All of them” Derek insisted, “and, now you know his home life, do you understand why he said yes?”

The thing was, she did. Probably better than most.

“No” Scott said, “he’s an idiot”.

“And you’re the idiot that’s dating Argent’s daughter”.

Scott looked up in surprise, and Kayla just snorted.

“I did tell you it was kind of obvious” she muttered, because if there was one thing Scott and Allison were shit at, it was pretending to hate each other.

“If I know, how long do you think it’s going to take for her family to find out?” Derek continued. “You saw what happens to an omega. With me, you learn how to use all of your senses. With me, you learn control”

He lifted up Scott’s hand, already having shifted into sharp claws.

“Even on a full moon”.

She hated to say it, but it made sense. Alone and without a pack, Scott was in danger. Especially in Beacon Hills, and especially with Argents in town. Unfortunately for them, ‘How to be a Werewolf’ wasn’t available in any library, and they couldn’t just put an ad in the local newspaper or find a teacher for this kind of thing in the yellow pages.

Scott’s options were limited and, despite everything, maybe Derek was his best chance.

She couldn’t believe she just thought that.

Wow, she really was turning soft, huh?

“If I’m with you, I lose her”.

“You’re going to lose her anyway. You know that”.

She rolled her eyes, something which Derek caught. Her cousin turning to look at her.

“You need me too, Kayla” he said, “we need each other. We’re all we’ve got. I can teach you things. Things that will keep you alive”.

“I don’t doubt that” she replied, “but I don’t trust you. I used to, but not anymore. Not after everything”.

“Trust can be rebuilt” he offered, “so let me try”.

She didn’t like this rift between her and Derek, but she accepted it as a necessary evil. Family was important, especially to her, but she didn’t agree with how he had done things, and she wasn’t going to roll over and let him back in just because of his title to her.

‘Blood is thicker than water’.

Lately, though, she wondered if that was true, or if it was just an excuse to let family get away with doing shitty things. Did Derek really deserve her forgiveness?

“You’re making a new family for yourself now, Derek” she sighed, “you don’t need me anymore. You’ve made that perfectly clear”.

“You know why I need a pack-“

“I do,” she interrupted, nodding her head. “Protection. Strength. Power. Devotion. Loyalty. Love. I get it. Trust me, I do. And I would have given all of that to you willingly, without having to bite me or to save me, without being made to feel indebted to you. But you didn’t give me a chance. Why? Because I’m not a werewolf, and you crave that shared identity. That was something I couldn’t give you, and I still can’t. I meant what I said before, Derek, and I stand by it. You chose to create a pack and have power over your family, and that’s fine, but don’t try to win me back over. Not after everything you did. Not after you betrayed and lied to me my entire life.”

Derek briefly looked down, and she could’ve sworn his eyes flashed with hurt.

“I need you, Kayla” he simply said.

“But I don’t need you” she replied, her heart aching as she did. “However, I will help you. Not for you, but for Isaac. He’s the innocent one in this situation”.

Derek’s expression remained unwavering, trying his best not to let the hurt show on his features at her cutting words.

She did wonder if she was being too harsh, but it was how she felt. A few weeks ago, she would’ve trusted Derek with her life. Now? She was questioning their entire relationship. Every word he said, and every promise. Wondering if any of it was even real. Was she ever important to him?

Right now, it didn’t feel like she ever was.


As it turned out, Derek was able to take stoic silence to a whole new level of infuriating. Something she didn’t think was possible but was proven wrong.

She was sitting in the back of Stiles' jeep, with Stiles driving and Derek in the passenger seat which, now she thought about, probably wasn’t the best idea, but she wanted to have a vantage point and keep an eye on him – and, of course, have access to that seatbelt to strangle him, if needed.

Throughout the journey to the police station, all she heard was the occasional grunt and huff, and then the odd loud exhale from her cousin. Stiles' nervous brown eyes kept looking at her through the rear-view mirror, but all she did was shrug back, because Derek was being overwhelmingly Derek, and when he got like this, it was best to leave him be and brood.

No one did brooding better than Derek Hale.

Once Stiles parked, she stuck her head between the two front seats, acting as a kind of barrier between the two men in her life, giving Derek a warning look not to even say one bad word to Stiles.

"Okay, now uh… the keys to, um, to every cell are in a, um, p-password projected, I mean 'protected'-" Stiles stuttered, tripping over his words.

"Get on with it, Stilinski" Derek groaned, briefly closing his eyes in frustration.

"Protected lockbox in my father’s office”.

"And…?" Derek asked, gritting his teeth to resist hurling more insults, she imagined.

"And… " Stiles said, giving Derek a very obvious and over-dramatic wide-eyed look before pointing towards the lady working at the front desk, obviously unable to use sensible words in Derek’s presence.

"And the trouble is getting past the front desk because there's a woman there guarding it. You do know what a woman is, right Der?" she sassed, cocking an eyebrow at her cousin.

He just gave her a sarcastic smile back, light green eyes boring into hers.

"I'll deal with it" Derek said, just about to hop out of the car, but suddenly, surprising her and probably Derek too, Stiles grabbed his arm urgently.

"Whoa… whoa… whoa… you? You're not going in there" he claimed before snatching his hand back after Derek's furious look. "I'm-I’m keeping my hand off you… forever…" he added, scooting back slightly in his seat. "Never… never touching you again".

"I bet he wishes that applies to all Hales" Kayla snorted in amusement, but her joke fell on deaf ears. Derek looked about ready to pop a blood vessel, and Stiles wasn't fairing any better, sending her a flustered and panicked look, the blood having all but drained from his face.

"Unbelievable" her cousin mumbled, getting ready to open the door again, but Kayla reached forward and slapped away his arm before he could open it.

"Wait-“ she insisted, “-you're not exactly the type of person to just waltz into a police station. Hellooo, you got arrested for murder not that long ago" she reminded him.

"Yeah, and who was to blame for that?" Derek asked, his displeased gaze sliding over to Stiles, who gulped nervously.

"If-If it's any consolation, uh… that was Scott” he said, “and he only did it because-“

"Because you're a humungous bag of dicks" Kayla finished Stiles' sentence, rolling her eyes. "But what do you expect when you go in there? Become best buddies with the cops?"

"I was exonerated".

"Still a person of interest though" Stiles oh-so-helpfully pointed out, but soon shut up when Derek glared at him.

"I'm innocent".

She snorted, unable to keep quiet, "Who, you? Ha. That’s funny. I'm not sure we're talking about the same Derek Hale here".

"I'm going” he insisted, “and while I distract her, you two are getting the keys. Are we clear?"

"Crystal" she grunted, flipping him the finger as she clambered into the front seat, watching him walk towards the station.

“I hate him” she grumbled.

Stiles blew out a long breath, wiping the sweat from his brow. “Join the club”.

She and Stiles followed, holding back and watching through the window as Derek’s tense and usually always angry expression melted into a dazzling smile, completely enthralling the woman behind the desk.

“Is he actually flirting?” Stiles asked in amazement, “I thought the dude only knew how to piss people off”.

Stiles took her hand, guiding her through the front door and past the reception desk where Derek was putting on his best moves, his bright white smile nearly blinding her. Thankfully, the station had skeletal staff for the night shift, the bullpen shrouded in darkness.

“Your dad doesn’t lock his office?” she asked in surprise, as the wooden door to the sheriff’s office swung open on the first try.

“Who would be stupid enough to break into a manned police station?”

“Uh… us” she pointed out.

“Fair” he mumbled, heading to the wall and opening the lock box, but to both of their surprises, it was empty.

“Crap” Stiles cursed, “the keys are gone”.

“Which means someone beat us here” she murmured in dread, sharing a horrified look with Stiles.

They both scurried from the bullpen, and Stiles led her down the twisting corridors until they almost ran headfirst into a man in a deputy’s uniform who looked equally as surprised to see them as they did him.

She faltered and frowned, instinctively stepping in front of Stiles.

“Kaylz” Stiles’ warning cut through her, and she glanced down at the sound of dripping, noticing the blood spilling from his injured leg.

Not a deputy, then.

Her eyes glowed that ferocious bright green, and in response, the fake deputy lifted the syringe in his hand and sent it careening towards her. She lifted her arm, batting his hand away before the tip of the needle could penetrate her skin and, with her other hand, she jabbed it into his neck, sending him coughing and spluttering backwards.

Behind her, Stiles winced. Yet took the time to admire how quickly she moved, muttering a proud “Yeah, take that”.

The deputy rubbed his neck, still coughing and turning a bright tomato red, going for the gun in his holster.

Stiles brushed past her side, pulling the fire alarm so the shrill ring echoed all around them, flashing lights bouncing off the walls.

“Huh. Smart” she praised, quickly pushing him down to the ground as she leapt forward, tackling the man before he could set off the gun, and they both fell into the wall, denting and splintering the plasterboard before tumbling to the ground.

The gun went one way, and the syringe the other. The man had no time to get both.

They moved at the exact same time. She rolled for the gun, swiping it up into her grip, and he hurried for the syringe. By the time she got to her feet with Stiles helping her, the man – the hunter – had stumbled into the room with the holding cell, gripping onto the syringe for dear life.

She grabbed Stiles’ hand, rushing into the room only to find the holding cell empty, the metal hinged door caved wide open.

“Shit” she cursed.

The next thing she knew, a blur had rushed past them and collided with the hunter, sending him flying across the room and onto a table before throwing him back across the room and into a wall.

That blur was Isaac.

“Double shit” she groaned.

She eyed up the syringe on the floor, wondering if she could use it as leverage, but then remembered the gun in her hand. The weight suddenly became very heavy and sickening, remembering how it felt to fire the gun like last time. When she shot and very nearly killed Peter.

She lifted it, pointing it at the two fighting. Noticing a very subtle shake in her grip, messing up her aim.

Isaac could heal. The hunter? Not so much.

Luckily, Isaac won. He broke the hunter’s arm and slammed the back of his head into the wall, immediately knocking him out. His body crumpled to the floor like a dead weight.

“That works too” she mumbled to herself, but at the sound of her voice, Isaac slowly turned around to face them. He was wolfed out and nearly frothing at the mouth, his eyes glowing a bright amber. His head tilted to the side, admiring them like prey, snapping his sharp teeth at them.

Indistinctively, she pushed Stiles behind her and raised the gun to point directly between his eyes.

“Isaac” she warned in a low voice, “don’t”.

He didn’t listen, turning to fully face them, snarling ferociously at them.

“Don’t make me shoot you” she tried, but any logic fell on deaf ears as he started towards them, claws extended.

She quickly lowered the gun, aiming at his thigh and pulled the trigger. The sound of the gun going off was almost drowned out by the shrill ring of the fire alarm, and it only stopped him for a second. He glanced down at his bleeding thigh, snarled in pain, and took another step towards them.

Before she could fire again, Derek appeared and let out a deafening roar. Isaac scurried back in fear and subordination, cowering against the wall.

“Stop shooting people” Derek exclaimed, sending her an exasperated look.

“Well, maybe people need to stop doing things that get them shot”.

She dropped the gun, feeling a little bad, but didn’t want either she or Stiles to get torn apart by an out-of-control new werewolf. She had been on the receiving end of werewolf claws before, and that shit hurt.

Stiles peeked over her shoulder, looking between Isaac and Derek in shock.

“How did you do that?” he asked, completely gobsmacked.

Derek, bleeding arrogance, sent Stiles a cocky smirk. “I’m the Alpha”.

She rolled her eyes in exasperation. “Save that kind of kinky talk for the bedroom, or your erotic fanfiction needs”.

Her cousin ignored her, as per usual, and swept across the room and over to Isaac, helping pull the sweaty and shaking boy up, who whimpered in pain, grabbing his bleeding leg.

“Don’t look at me like that” she said in a clipped tone, “would you rather we got torn apart?”

Derek’s eyes slid to Stiles, his expression clearly indicating that yes, he wouldn’t be opposed to a certain someone getting fatally injured.

Before she could erupt into another argument with Derek, Stiles cut them both off with a panicked “you need to get him out of here. My dad will be back soon”.

“Let’s go then”.

He resisted as she tried to pull him from the room, shaking his head.

“I should stay here. Think of a plausible excuse for all of this”.

“What are you going to say?”

“I have no idea” he snorted, “but I’ll think of something”.

“Are you sure?” she asked, “what if your dad is pissed?”

“He’s raised me for sixteen years. He’s always pissed” Stiles smirked, “don’t worry”.

She thanked him, quickly pressing a fleeting kiss to his lips as he pointed them towards the direction of the back exit, so she followed Derek and a limping Isaac out into the fresh air and down a few side streets, finally stopping in a dark and dingy alleyway.

“Stay here with him” Derek all but ordered, “I need to go get my car”.

She made a disgruntled face behind his back, but didn’t object, watching him disappear, so she was left alone with Isaac.

Isaac, who was panting heavily, sprawled out on the cold, wet ground, cupping his injured thigh, his back pressed against the brick wall.

“Sorry about that” she said, looking down at him and realising just how vulnerable and young he looked when he wasn’t trying to kill them. “But you kind of deserved it”.

He snorted, peeking up at her. His hair was curly and drenched with sweat, beads of perspiration trickling down the sides of his face and, despite the obvious pain he was in, she was sure she saw the ghost of a smile on his face.

“Out of all the things I pictured you doing to me, shooting me wasn’t on the list”.

“Maybe it’s time for you to reevaluate that list of yours, then”.

Even though his life had just been turned upside down and he was now a fugitive, he still somehow mustered up an appreciative look up and down her body.

She rolled her eyes playfully, kneeling down opposite him and went to touch his thigh to see how deep the bullet was lodged, but he caught her wrist, sending her a panicked look.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

“You’re not going to heal if the bullet stays in you” she pointed out.

“So, what? You’re going to take it out?”

“Would you rather sit here in pain?”

He let go of her wrist, giving her a dubious look before remarking sarcastically, “I didn’t realise they gave medical degrees to teenagers”.

“You let a stranger bite you, yet you’re worried about this?” she snorted, “for all you knew, Derek was off his meds and could’ve given you rabies”.

He rolled his eyes but allowed a flirty smile to pull at his lips. “Fine. You can play nurse with me. Just a shame you’re not wearing the outfit”.

“Do you want me to shoot you again? Because I will”.

“… Once was enough”.

“That’s what I thought” she said, trying to look at the bullet wound through his grey slacks, but the hole wasn’t big enough to get a clear look and they fitted his legs well, not leaving much room.

“Drop your pants”.

His eyebrows shot up, taken aback by the words that came out of her mouth.

“D-Drop my…?”

“Mind out of the gutter, Lahey” she interrupted his, no doubt, wild fantasies with a pointed look. “Pulling a bullet from your leg isn’t very sexy”.

He gulped, suddenly turning a little bit shy again.

“What?” she asked.

“Uh, nothing. Nothing” he muttered, “how are you going to get it out?”

“I have my ways”.

He didn’t question her even though he clearly wanted to, nervously unbuttoning his slacks and pulling the zipper down, shimmying them off his hips and sliding them down to his knees, leaving him in a pair of black boxer briefs. Even through the dim light, she could see his face flushing a speckled pink.

“Relax” she snorted, “I’ve seen plenty of guys in their underwear. You’re not special”.

He ignored her quip – at least until she unhooked her bra and pulled it from the sleeve of her tee, his eyes widening in surprise.

“Yes please” he all but purred, making her roll her eyes as she fiddled with removing the underwire from her bra, pulling the metal from the green material.

“Didn’t I say mind out of the gutter?”

“Then why are you removing your clothes?”

She bent the wire until it made something similar to tweezers, causing him to gulp.

“Rein in the hormones, lahey. It’s just a bra and these-“ she waved to her chest protruding from the grey tee, “-are just tits. Now sit still”.

He muttered something under his breath, but she paid no attention, leaning down and using the metal to dig into his thigh. He cursed under his breath, flinching a little, but she continued nonetheless, digging in the wound to find the bullet.

Once she tugged it close to the surface, she pulled it free with her fingers, holding it up for him to see.

“Got it” she remarked proudly, and within seconds, the wound was beginning to knit itself back together.

“Wow” Isaac muttered, watching his thigh heal in record time. “I’m never going to get used to that”.

“It’s pretty cool”.

He glanced up at her, watching her face. “Can you heal like that?”

“Sex heals me, but not that fast”.

“Sex?” he smirked, his eyes flashing with amusement. “Well, whenever you get hurt, you’re more than welcome to take me for a spin and use me how you wish”.

“Thanks for the offer, but no thanks” she laughed, sitting down next to him against the wall.

“Don’t revoke your interest just yet” he winked, “there may come a day you want me”.

“You think so?”

“I know so”.

“The bite has made you incredibly cocky”.

“Is that a problem?”

“Stop hitting on me”.

“Never” he promised, “it’s too much fun”.

She sighed, sending him a half-hearted glare. “I should’ve shot you in the head”.

He laughed to himself, finally pulling up his bloodied slacks.

“You’ll get bored with Stilinski one day” he noted, “and when you do, I’ll make sure I’m there”.

“Then you’re going to be waiting a very long time”.

“He’s human” Isaac shrugged, “and something tells me you like the danger. You like the pain. You like the insatiable pull to things you shouldn’t. Stiles can’t offer you any of that”.

“Stop acting like you know me” she told him, “because you don’t. We have a few classes together, and that’s it. That doesn’t give you the right to pass judgment on my life”.

“I do know you” he said cryptically, “it’s you that doesn’t know me”.

“What the hell does that mean?”

“The summer of 2003” he said, causing her to frown in confusion. “You were eight years old. The first time I saw you, you were wearing your hair in pigtails with these cute little bangs and a purple dress that was all muddy. You were playing down by the river, catching tadpoles with your bare hands”.

“I was just some lonely kid, sad about his mom dying, with a dad who drank too much, but you? You were exactly what I needed. You were loud and boisterous and played with me all summer. I saw it then – your defiant streak. That messy little girl who didn’t take no for an answer. Every day, you had a packet of toffee popcorn, and you shared it with me because my dad didn’t give me lunch money. The one day that he did, I bought us some gummy sweets and-“

“-Proposed to me with a gummy ring” she finished his sentence, his words dredging up memories she didn’t realise she had. “Right. You’re that kid?”

“I’m that kid” he confirmed, “all grown up now. And you’re still the same as you were back then. Just more lethal, especially with a gun”.

She snorted, looking at him with newfound appreciation.

“I forgot about that summer”.

“I didn’t” he said after a pregnant pause. “It was my favourite summer”.

She didn’t know what to say to that, choosing to remain silent.

“So actually-“ he smirked, “-you’re cheating on me with Stiles. I proposed and you said yes”.

“I ate the ring” she laughed, “that basically annuls the whole thing. But nice try”.

Isaac let out a bark of laughter. “Whatever you say, Hale”.

The alleyway got flooded with headlights, causing her and Isaac both to twist away from the sharp streams of light. Derek parked the car and got out, nodding at the two of them.

“Well, get in” he said, “the police could be here any minute”.

Isaac did as he was told, standing up and making his way to Derek’s car, but she faltered and hung back, shaking her head.

“I’ll get a ride with Stiles”.

Derek, clearly displeased with that idea, rolled his eyes.

“Get in the car, Kayla. I’ll take you home”.

Isaac hovered by the passenger side door, watching the tension arise between them.

“Goodbye, Derek”, she said pointedly, with no room for arguments.

Her cousin clenched his jaw, a bitter and exasperated expression contorting his features, with something close to disappointment shining in his pale green gaze.

“You’re making a huge mistake” he told her, “Scott and Stiles? They have no idea what they’re doing”.

“Oh, and you do?” she scoffed, “because, trust me, your plan to turn needy and desperate little teenagers into werewolves will blow up in your face, and I want no part of it. So just go, Derek. Go build your perfect new family without me. I hope it heals that damaged little boy inside of you, desperate for love”.

Derek seemed a little taken aback by her harsh words, hitting a nerve because they both knew just how true they were.

“One day, you’ll regret this” he warned, turning and walking to his car. “You’ll regret choosing them”.

“Maybe” she agreed, shrugging a shoulder. “But I’m learning to live with a lot of regrets, so what’s one more, huh?”

Derek never replied, both he and Isaac getting in the car and reversing from the alleyway, leaving her all alone.

Her heart ached, but she did what needed to be done. Derek needed a reality check – not more people falling to their knees for him. He needed honesty, and that was what he got, whether he liked it or not.


Later that night, a couple of hours after Stiles dropped her off at home, she snuck out her bedroom window dressed in nothing but a black silky coat tied tightly around her waist, the hem skimming along the tops of her thighs.

It didn’t take long to walk to Stiles’, leaving her car at home so her dictator of a mother wouldn’t suspect anything, and let herself in the front door that was unlocked, as promised.

The notable absence of the Sheriff’s cruiser sent a rush through her body as she all but skipped up the stairs and towards Stiles’ bedroom.

The door was ajar, so she slowly pushed it open to find him sitting at his desk, talking to Scott on his laptop. She heard the words ‘lizard’ and ‘monster’, as well as something to do with a really big tail.

Scott’s face on the laptop screen noticed her first, waving at her.

“Hey Kayla. Just wait until you hear about this-“

He started ranting about some kind of man-sized lizard that was at Isaac’s house, and how completely terrifying it was, finishing up with a breathless “-have you ever seen something like that before?”

She hadn’t, and in this moment in time, she didn’t really care all that much about a giant lizard roaming the streets of Beacon Hills.

“Doesn’t ring a bell” she said, hiding her smirk as Stiles’ gaze lingered on her long bare legs, forcing himself to swallow thickly.

“I think it killed Isaac’s dad” Scott said, “so how are we going to stop it”.

“We’re not. At least not tonight” she grinned, walking over to Stiles and leaning over his shoulder to smile at Scott. “Tonight I want to fuck my boyfriend so hard that God himself will want to punish me for my sins”.

Stiles coughed and spluttered, as Scott’s hazy face on the screen screwed up in mortification.

“But the lizard” he protested half-heartedly, much to her amusement.

“Goodbye Scott” she teased, about to shut the laptop, but dropped her hand. “Unless, of course, you want to stay and watch? I could probably teach you a thing or two-“

Scott’s face disappeared from the screen as he ended the call, finally getting the message loud and clear.

She spun Stiles around in the chair so he faced her, stepping back to slowly play with the belt looped around her waist, holding the skimpy jacket closed. Stiles’ eyes widened, squirming a little in his chair.

“You, uh… you look…”

She untied the belt, letting the jacket fall open to reveal her naked body and nothing else.

“Oh sweet Jesus” Stiles muttered, his gaze hyper-fixated on admiring every inch of her body on show for him.

Her skin flushed at his obvious arousal, shrugging the jacket off her shoulders so it slipped gracefully to the floor and pooled by her bare feet.

“Too forward?” she teased, delighted when his eyes finally settled on her chest and saw that she was wearing her nipple piercings – an added glam, and added danger.

He couldn’t speak, lost for words as he revelled in her body.

Slowly, she climbed onto his lap, her bare legs slotted against the armrests of the chair as she moved and rolled against his body, nipping playfully at his neck.

“Don’t worry” she smirked, feeling him come alive underneath her. “I won’t go easy on you tonight”.

A/N) Wooohooo another chapter yayyyyy. And now soon onto episode 3 yassssss. I love writing this, and I hope you all are enjoying it. But poor Derek and Kayla, so much tension there, and Isaac knew her as kids, eeeeeeeek. He’s down bad lol. And of course, cute and sexy stayla ;) This was so fun. I hope you all liked, and please review and I will update and see you all next week    

Chapter 70: Warnings

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form, sadly  So here it is, the next chapter. I hope you’re all enjoying, and still liking the pace. I know it’s quite detailed, and I know some people only write a chapter per episode, but that’s just not how I roll lol. I really like writing additional original content and building up stuff behind the scenes, so I imagine this book will be about a million words. I hope that’s okay :) Also, there will be lots of chapters dedicated to the summer months between seasons 2 and 3. So thanks for all your support, and I hope you like this new chapter x

The night Kayla got bitten:

“Why did you do that?” Derek demanded from the passenger seat of Peter’s car, holding back his fury as he glared daggers at the side of his uncle’s face. “If anything happens to her, I swear to God-“

“Oh, relax” Peter scoffed, “she’s my daughter. Do you really think I would do anything to harm her?”

Derek remained stoic and quiet, his clear response being ‘yes’.

“I wouldn’t harm a single hair on her pretty little head. Trust me, I did her a favour” Peter insisted.

“By, what? Turning her into a werewolf?”

“No, by turning her into something better”.

Derek frowned, trying to figure out what Peter knew and what he was planning. Always seeming to have an Ace up his sleeve.

“Turning her into what?”

Peter simply smirked, sending him a little side glance with a quirk of his lips. That smug look which made Derek want to break his neck.

“Something powerful” was his reply.

“Is that why she never turned into a werewolf? Why her genes have been fighting themselves every full moon?”

Peter inclined his head in a nod, remaining suspiciously tight-lipped and secretive.

“How do you know all this?” Derek pressed.

“Because, once upon a time-“ Peter dramatically sighed, “-my dear brother’s wife trusted me more than she did him. She didn’t just engage in a sordid affair, but she told me things. Things she never told anyone. Things about her ancestry. Hence, why I know my bite won’t kill Kayla, it’ll just make her who she’s meant to be… an atomic bomb”.

Derek didn’t like the sound of that, but one glance at Peter told him his uncle did like the sound of it – maybe, even, a little too much.

“So, you ruined her life for your own benefit? For power?” he accused, followed by a disgusted scoff. “You think she’ll join you?”

“I think she’ll be sympathetic to my cause” he replied, “especially after she learns the truth”.

The blood in Derek’s face drained, sitting up straight in the car seat and glowering at his uncle, his own eyes flashing a dangerous blue.

“Don’t” he warned, “don’t you dare tell her. Laura took away her memories for a reason”.

“She was ten years old then, she’s sixteen now. She can handle it”.

“You weren’t there” Derek growled, “you have no idea what a mess she was after the fire. She doesn’t need to know”.

“Oh, but she does” Peter insisted.

“Why?”

“So she’ll trust me”.

“Trust you?” Derek scoffed, “she’ll never trust you”.

“Kayla values honesty. Maybe you’re just fearful that, once she knows the truth, she won’t trust you anymore”.

Unfortunately, that was what Derek was worried about, and, if his plan worked, he needed Kayla on his side. He needed her to back him up.

“You’re going to ruin her life” Derek accused bitterly. “She’s been through enough”.

“I’m making her life better” Peter proclaimed. “Trust me, she’ll thank me one day”.

“No, she won’t”.

 “When she’s powerful and unstoppable? Yes, she will”.

“What the hell have you turned her into?” Derek wondered, an uncomfortable pull in the pit of his gut.

“Patience, nephew” Peter smirked. “All will be revealed in time”.

“Tell me” he growled.

“Something from your worst nightmare” Peter said, followed by a laugh. “Only if she doesn’t learn to control it, of course. If she can’t, a lot of people could die”.

“You don’t look like you care all that much about that”.

“What can I say? Apples don’t fall far from the tree”.

“You want her to turn out like you?”

“I want her to be powerful and magnificent. Can’t a father instil these qualities in their offspring?”

Derek was still shaken to the core from learning Kayla’s true parentage – a secret neither he, nor most of their family, were privy to, it seemed.

“She’s nothing like you” Derek hissed, hoping that would still remain true.

“How would you know?” Peter retaliated, “It doesn’t sound like you’ve been there for her much at all these last six years”.

It was true. After the fire and the stealing of Kayla’s memories, along with the endless grief of losing his family, Derek retreated into himself. He ran away. He became an entirely different person. He was, by all intents and purposes, a stranger to her now. He turned his back on her during a time she probably needed him the most.

Maybe Peter was right… maybe she wasn’t that doe-eyed little kid anymore.

“I know her better than you” Derek said, his voice wavering a little in anger. “She’s a good person”.

“For now” Peter replied, followed by a smirk. “Her moral compass will be like flipping a coin”.

“I don’t believe you”.

“Believe what you want, Derek. But I don’t lie. I may twist the truth a little from time to time, but I am not dishonest. Your little cousin is going to be powerful and unpredictable, and you want her on our side”.

“And what happens if this all goes wrong?” he asked, “if she’s too out of control?”

“It’s me, Derek. Of course I have a backup plan”.

“Which is?”

“A witch doctor in Brazil. A man who knows everything there is to know about what she is. If she can’t control the change, he will teach her”.

“And this supposed ‘change’?” he asked, “it’ll happen now?”

“Slowly, yes” Peter nodded, “but it won’t be complete until she has sex”.

“Sex?” Derek screwed his face up in mortification. “She isn’t having sex”.

“Now now, Derek” Peter grinned, “don’t be acting like a protective father. You should know, better than anyone, all about teenage hormones”.

“She isn’t having sex” he insisted.

“Maybe not yet, but she will. She is a Hale, after all. We’re not known for being pure at heart, and she certainly didn’t spend months healthily grieving for her family, did she? She’s not innocent, Derek, and don’t pretend that she is”.

Derek bit his tongue, holding back a retort.

“So, what happens if she does?” he asked, not entirely sure that he wanted the answer.

It was then Peter grinned, like all the stars were aligning perfectly for his plan.

“Then all hell breaks loose”.


When Kayla promised him that she wouldn’t go easy on him, Stiles knew he was in for a wild night.

He just didn’t realise quite how wild that night would be.

His dirtiest thoughts and wildest imaginations could not have prepared him for everything she taught him. Hours upon hours of complete mind-blowing fun and exploring that left him weak-kneed and nearly seeing God.

She took no mercy on him. Playing with him, taking charge, and showing off her skills in every way possible. The way she moved her body was heavenly, completely devouring him. Every time she touched him, he came alive. As if her body were the only thing keeping his heart beating. 

It was a little after 3 am when his dad came home from his extra-long shift at the station, trying to sort out the disaster that was a missing felon from his holding cell, and Stiles had to flip them over and press her into the bed, holding a tight hand around her mouth to stop her from screaming too loudly.

She felt too good and irresistible around him, her grip tight and relentless, so he kept thrusting into her, even when his dad crept along the hallway and past his bedroom door towards his own room.

If only he knew the ungodly and sinful things his son was doing behind closed doors.

Stiles was glad he didn’t.

Exhausted and worn out, they finally fell asleep for a couple of hours before the bright morning sun shone in through the open window.

When he moved, accidentally nudging Kayla in the side, she woke up groggily, but soon a gentle smile worked its way to her lips.

“Morning” she greeted, her wild bed hair and sleepy gaze the most adorable thing he had ever seen.

“Hey” he whispered, turning on his side to face her. His own delighted and giddy smile pulled at his mouth as he reached out to tuck some hair behind her ear. “You have no idea how happy I am that last night wasn’t just a dream, or that you didn’t sneak out on me”.

She laughed, her nose crinkling as she did so, which had him falling in love with her all over again. He could feel it happening every time he admired her, finding something new to cherish and adore. Like the faint dusting of almost unnoticeable freckles along the bridge of her nose and tops of her cheeks, or the subtle and graceful indent of her cupid’s bow on her top lip.

He could stay in this bed all day, just simply watching her. Allowing his eyes to trace patterns across her body, memorising it by heart. Wanting to know and learn everything about her – inside and out.

That playful twinkle was shining in her eyes, her gaze bright with amusement as he cupped her cheek and shuffled forward to kiss her full lips, eliciting a gentle moan from them both.

Stiles was too God damn happy right now, living in his little bubble of heaven, that nothing or no one could penetrate.

Within seconds, she had pushed him down and climbed on top of him, pinning him to the mattress as she pushed his wrists above his head, and he realised what she had done when she giggled against his mouth.

“Really?” he asked with a surprised smile, shaking his hands in the metal cuffs. “These definitely look better on you”.

“They look great on me” she agreed with a smirk, pushing herself to sit atop him with a devious glint in her eyes.

He knew what she was doing – sitting on top of him, completely naked. dishevelled but still completely stunning. Teasing him to reach out and touch her. He brought his handcuffed hands forward, unable to resist, clumsily trying to reach out and run his fingers down the canvas that was her bare body, but she knocked them back above his head, denying him the chance to worship her.

“Don’t be mean” he pouted, his eyes soaking up the way she moved, every curve and swell of her body calling out to be caressed and loved on.

She clearly loved his reaction as she reached across to his bedside table and grabbed a condom, slyly opening it with her teeth. He was helpless and silent, watching with wide, needy eyes as she slid it down his quivering cock that was standing flush against her stomach.

He went to reach out to touch her again, but this time she caught his wrists in the cuffs and pressed them above his head into his pillow, hovering over him. The weight and strength of her grip kept him still, looking up at her in desperation.

Their stares never broke, both not even daring to blink, as they gazed into each other’s eyes. Seconds passed, and neither of them moved. Suspended in this moment of longing and need, nurturing the intense feelings of yearning and pining that burned through them both.

She kept one hand pressed to the cuffs, keeping him in place, as she slowly reached between their bodies and guided his cock inside her. He gasped, throwing his head back into the pillows as she pushed herself down, biting back her own delicious moan.

He was desperate to touch her, to hold and stroke every inch of her beautiful body, but she didn’t let him. Pinning him down as she slowly rode him, the ends of her hair tickling his cheeks.

She smirked, basking in the pleasure his cock gave her, moving her grip up to intertwine their fingers together. He begged her, between heated kisses, to let him touch her body, but she simply shook her head, loving his desperation, and quickened her pace.

He noticed she loved to take control, and he loved to allow her. There was something incredibly sexy about the way she knew what she wanted and was confident enough to get it. He admired her dominant and assertive streak that left him breathless and in awe of her skills.

So, he let her ride him, her hips swivelling seductively before slamming them up and down, her quiet moans getting louder. In fact, he didn't know what was making more noise, her sounds of pleasure or the slamming of her body on his, but he was too in the throes of passion to remind her to be quiet.

All he could do was watch her body curl and bounce on top of him as she worked herself towards the finish line, and he held off as long as he could, teetering on the brink of exploding, and only when she unravelled around him did he finally allow himself to let go and cum.

He was breathless, sweat tingling his eyes as she collapsed on his chest, gulping back big breaths.

"Goddamn" he praised, "you can tie me up anytime you want and do that".

She laughed, peppering kisses along his chest before reaching over to the bedside table to grab the key, undoing the cuffs that had left indents on his wrists from how hard he was straining against the metal.

Her body slipped off his, nuzzling into his side as he reached down and clumsily pulled the condom off, accidentally pinging it across the room and grabbed some tissue and cleaned his cock, gasping a little at how sensitive it still was. 

"We went through an entire box of condoms last night" she giggled, her eyes alight with amusement as she peered up at him.

He glanced at the floor, seeing all the empty wrappers scattered across his carpet.

"Whoops" he smirked.

They cuddled and kissed, talking and flirting with each other until his alarm went off.

“Breakfast?” he offered, standing up and helping her out of his bed.

“What about your dad?”

“He was back late, so he won’t be up yet. He needs at least four hours every now and again”.

He pulled on some grey sweatpants and a black tee, offering Kayla one of his red plaid shirts. She took it coyly, buttoning it up her naked body so it skimmed the tops of her thighs.

Knowing that was all she was wearing was such a turn-on, and he couldn’t resist letting his eyes wander down her body. The shirt, oversized on her, paired with her crazy bed hair and overall dishevelled yet adorable appearance, made him just want to throw her back on the bed and never leave. Being with her unlocked a new kind of stamina he was both impressed and surprised by, igniting a desperate kind of hunger.

He took her hand and led her quietly down the stairs, letting her know to avoid the one creaky step about midway down. They had enough time to grab breakfast and sneak her back out before his dad decided to emerge from his slumber, but only if they were quiet and didn’t wake him up prematurely.

She followed him into the cosy kitchen, and he felt her eyes trained on his back as he moved about to grab the loaf of bread and slot it into the toaster before turning to face her.

“Nutella, peanut butter or marshmallow fluff?”

“All of them” she grinned giddily.

“I knew there was a reason I loved you” he whispered whimsically, opening the cupboards and grabbing the tubs out and lining them along the counter.

“Oh, just one reason?” she teased, coming up behind him and wrapping her arms around his waist, pressing faint kisses above his tee between his shoulder blades.

“More like a million” he corrected, shuddering out a breath as she allowed her hands to playfully caress his stomach.

“A million?” she chuckled, “that’s a lot of reasons”.

“There’s a lot of reasons to love you” he said, wholeheartedly meaning it.

Her hands stilled for a second, and he wondered if he had gone too far with the ‘sappy shit’ as she called it, not wanting to overwhelm her or scare her away.

He slowly turned around, catching her gaze that was already searching for his and, to his surprise, she didn’t look ready to run away or hide. She seemed thankful, her expression soft around the edges.

“How did I finally land one of the good guys?” she murmured, thinking out loud.

“Well, you know what they say-“ he joked, “-you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your prince”.

“I kissed a lot of frogs” she snorted.

“Well, now you only have to kiss one frog. I mean prince” he corrected, slapping himself on the forehead. “I’m not a frog. Although sometimes I do think my eyes are kinda wide and protruding-“

She reached up to cup his cheeks, pulling him down into a kiss that soon shut him up, making him forget what he was ever embarrassingly rambling about to begin with.

After a few long, drawn-out handful of seconds, she pulled back yet kept her mouth brushing against his, her warm breath tickling his bottom lip.

“Uh… what, uh… what was I saying?” he mumbled, inching closer to her body that radiated warmth and acceptance.

“You were comparing yourself to a frog” she breathed out a laugh, her fingers reaching around to caress the back of his neck. “So I stopped you before you could ramble and embarrass yourself”.

“I appreciate that” he grinned cheekily, “but maybe you should keep stopping me. I feel a word vomit coming on, and I would hate to carry on embarrassing myself in front of the prettiest girl in school”.

“Chancer” she smirked, but pulled him down into another heart-stopping kiss that made his brain go quiet, experiencing something calming and pleasant that Stiles wasn’t particularly used to. Usually, his brain was like a racetrack – nonstop and all go. He got distracted and impulsive, always a thousand steps ahead of himself before his brain caught up with him. But with her? When he was with her, she captured all of his attention and held it. He didn’t find himself stressing or overthinking. Instead, he just lived in the moment, focusing on her and nothing else.

He walked her back until she hit the kitchen countertop, and, smoother than he thought possible, he had picked her up by the back of her thighs and lifted her up. Not expecting the sudden movement, she let out a surprised noise against his feverish lips but soon wrapped her legs around his hips, pulling him in.

Greedily, his hands explored the contours of her body hidden under the confines of his thick plaid shirt, caressing down her waist before slipping up her thighs and squeezing them. In response, she let out a little moan, her legs tightening around his body so he couldn’t escape, even if he wanted to. Intertwined and glued together.

He found equal amounts of solace and excitement from her touch, their lips quick and frenzied as she grazed her hands under his tee, causing him to shiver in exhilaration from her touch.

She was addictive, and he was well and truly addicted.

He tugged her a little closer, her lower body hovering dangerously close to the edge as he began fiddling with the buttons on the shirt, clumsily trying to undo them one by one. He heard a faint shrill in the back of his head, like something loud was trying to penetrate his skull, but he was too preoccupied with this damn shirt and the fiddly buttons that kept escaping his sweaty and desperate fingers.

“Stiles? Stiles? What the hell is-oh”.

Stiles pulled back, craning his neck to see his dad half asleep, dressed in a white tee and plaid pyjama bottoms, waving about a tea towel as he tried to stop the fire alarm that had been set off by the forgotten toast, which was currently burning. The kitchen was coated in a thin fog, the thick stench of burning tinging his nostrils.

Stiles yelped and pulled back, jumping away from Kayla like she was the one on fire. In response, his dad simply went slack-jawed and turned a faint pink, the towel dropping from his grasp in surprise.

"Sheriff Stilinski" Kayla greeted with a smile, loud enough to be heard over the shrill ring of the fire alarm, being the first one to find her voice. "We were not going to have sex in your kitchen".

Stiles groaned, facepalming himself as he wished the burnt fog would just suffocate him to death.

“Actually, that’s a lie” she corrected herself, “we’ve already done that. The sex thing, not the kitchen thing. But we were probably going to have sex in your kitchen too”.

He screwed his eyes shut, hoping and praying death was imminent.

His dad glanced between them both in shock, as if he couldn’t quite process what he had just seen, before moving forward to pop the toaster up, the burnt bits of bread now completely blackened and nearly on fire.

Completely mortified at getting caught red handed and with his cock nearly out, Stiles grabbed her hand and pulled her off the kitchen countertop, trying to avoid looking his dad in the eye.

“You both… with each other…?” his dad asked, still in a hyper state of shock and surprise.

“Y-Yeah” he admitted, “but it’s all good. We were totally safe. Safe with each other. Safe with condoms. Safe with other things-“ he cut himself off at the bug-eyed look his dad sent him. “-Jesus. I’m just going to shut up now. See? Shutting up”.

“I think that’s a wise decision” his dad stated.

The silence was deafening, no one knowing quite what to say.

Except Kayla. Naturally.

“If you’re needing your handcuffs, they’re upstairs” she cut in, completely oblivious to how socially unacceptable what she just said was, probably thinking she was just being helpful.

Stiles winced as his dad looked ready to jump in front of a moving train.

“Keep them” his dad muttered, softly shaking his head, like he was trying to scrub this entire conversation from his brain.

The silence resumed, and this time it seemed Kayla became aware of the awkwardness, looking between them in something close to amusement.

“I should go” she smiled, trying to swallow back her laughter that was threatening to break free. “If my mom knows I’ve been out all night, she’ll send me to a nunnery”.

“Y-Yeah, um… heh. I’ll, uh… I’ll see you at school” he fumbled with his words like a toddler learning how to speak. She smirked, pressing a quick kiss to his lips before walking towards his dad, and all Stiles could do was watch, unable to tear his gaze away – like a Goddamn car crash happening in front of his very eyes.

Kayla stopped and stood in front of his dad, a pleasant smile on her face.

“Sorry about the burnt toast” she said, “that was totally my fault. I distracted him”.

His dad’s brows lifted in surprise, looking across at her in still a sleep-deprived haze, and Stiles wondered if maybe he could convince him this was all just a very very bad dream.

“Oh” he said, “uh… no worries. Um… are you sure you don’t want to stay for breakfast?”

“I think I’ll let you two talk” she said, “bye”.

They both watched her walk from the kitchen, making her way to the front door.

“Uh… don’t you need your clothes?” his dad asked, watching her leave in nothing but Stiles’ plaid shirt.

“I didn’t come over wearing any” was her response, and just like that, she disappeared out the front door, leaving father and son in awkward silence.

When his dad turned to face him, Stiles couldn’t meet his gaze. Shuffling his bare feet across the tiles and tapping his fingers along the kitchen countertop, wishing the ground would just open up and swallow him whole.

“Well, would you look at the time” he exclaimed, “I’m going to be so late-“

“Stiles” his dad cut him off, stepping in front of him before he could escape the kitchen. “Relax. I’m not mad”.

“O-Oh?” he muttered nervously, wringing his hands together.

“And you don’t have to sneak her in, or out” he replied pointedly. “She’s a great girl. I like her a lot”.

“You-You do?”

“Of course I do, Stiles” his dad said, rolling his eyes. “But just know, if you aren’t careful and you make a baby with her and ruin her life, it’ll be you that I won’t be liking very much”.

“Dad”.

“I mean it, Stiles” he said firmly, “I ain’t ready to be a grandfather”.

“Dad” Stiles exclaimed again, only this time he flared a deep red, throwing his head in his hands.

“I’m not kidding”.

“We’re not making any babies” he rushed out, followed by a loud, mortified groan. “Just… Just practising”.

His dad didn’t like that answer, sending him a glowering glare.

“Stiles-“

“Dad, I promise. We’re good. Everything’s good. We used condoms, okay?” he promised. “A whole pack of them…” he added, much to his dad’s surprise.

“Okay” his dad relented, letting out a loud sigh. “Good. That’s… very good”.

“Can I please go get ready for school now?”

His dad sidestepped, throwing an arm out. “Be my guest”.

Stiles hurried past him and flew up the stairs like the floor was on fire, wondering how he could ever look his dad in the eye ever again.


“I need all the juicy details – now”.

She had just parked her car in the school parking lot when Lydia ambushed her, making herself at home in the passenger seat of her car, and a few seconds later, Allison clumsily sat in the backseat, shooting Kayla an apologetic smile.

She turned to raise her eyebrows at her brunette friend, a playful smirk pulling at her lips, as Allison just winced and threw her hands up in defence for spilling the beans.

“No, don’t look at her, look at me” Lydia all but demanded, turning her face towards her. “How was it? Was he good? Did he make you cum?”

Kayla hadn’t seen Lydia this excited since before the formal, and by all intents and purposes, she seemed just like a regular teenage girl fishing for gossip, a coy expression on her face.

“Kayla” Lydia whined impatiently when she didn’t reply quickly enough. “Give me something, please”.

“What do you want to know?” she laughed.

“Was he good? Did he know what he was doing?”

“He has a good teacher” she smirked, “so yes, safe to say he knows exactly what he’s doing”.

Lydia squealed in excitement, clapping her hands together. “See? Sex was the answer all along. Maybe if you had been getting some before, you wouldn’t have been such a bitch”.

She snorted, catching Allison’s gaze in the rearview mirror. “I’m sure there was a compliment in there somewhere”.

“Somewhere deep down” Allison agreed with a laugh of her own.

Lydia rolled her eyes, ignoring them both. “I’m happy for you. You deserve it”.

“I do?”

“Every girl deserves good orgasms” her redheaded friend insisted. “I’m just pleasantly surprised that Stilinski can accomplish that task”.

“What can I say?” she mused, “nerds are apparently where it’s at”.

Lydia looked between her and Allison, scrunching her nose up. “I’m not ever dating a nerd”.

“Your loss” Kayla shrugged, reaching down by Lydia’s feet and grabbing her bag, sending her friend a wink. “And by loss, I mean like eight inches”.

Lydia’s mouth popped open as Allison tried to stifle her giggles.

“… Eight… Eight inches…?” Lydia gulped, seeming both shocked and a little impressed.

Kayla kept that playful smirk on her face as she stepped from the car, Lydia hurriedly following her out and tottering around to her in her high heels, Allison still trying to muffle her laughs.

“There’s no way he’s that big” Lydia exclaimed, still in denial. “He’s scrawny, and really not that tall”.

“XL condoms” was all she said with a smile, taking a slow walk towards the school.

“Do you believe this?” Lydia asked Allison, still seeming shocked.

“Yeah, I do” their brunette friend chuckled, “look at the way she’s walking”.

She sent Allison a confused look, tilting her head to the side as she suddenly became a little self-conscious about how she was, ‘apparently’, walking. “How am I walking?”

“Like you’ve been impaled. Repeatedly” Lydia answered before Allison could, finally believing her. “Huh. Do you need painkillers?”

“I’m not sore” she said, much to the disbelief of her two best friends. “Okay, I’m a little sore” she admitted, “butyou would be too if you were bouncing up and down on that thing all night. Give me a break”.

Okay, maybe she was walking a little slower than normal, and maybe she was a little sore, but it was a nice sore. Like a deep, satisfied ache radiating through her. After all, they did spend hours upon hours fucking each other through most of the night.

They got to the double doors at the top of the steps just as Danny burst through them. He greeted them all, a cheerful smile on his face and, with one look at her, burst into laughter.

“So, you finally took his V-card then?” he guessed, causing her to roll her eyes.

“Did I forget to remove the writing on my forehead that says, ‘just had sex’, or what?” she muttered sarcastically.

“You’re walking weird” Danny pointed out, “trust me, I know that post sex walk all too well”.

“See?” Lydia replied knowingly.

“I’m not walking any differently than how I normally walk” she defended herself.

Danny shared a not-so-subtle disbelieving look with Lydia, causing her to roll her eyes and slap him playfully on the arm.

“All of you need to get out of my vagina” she snorted.

“If only you said that to Stiles every so often, maybe you wouldn’t be walking like an eighty-year-old” Danny commented with a delighted smirk.

“She’d be walking like that, regardless” Lydia laughed lightly. “Apparently, he’s crazy well endowed” she mock whispered, causing him to look at her in surprise.

“I never thought I’d be interested in Stiles’ junk, but how ‘well-endowed’ are we talking?” Danny asked her, leaning in closer with a quirk of his brows.

When she just responded with a proud smile, Lydia chose to make an estimated measurement with her hands, which made Danny nod in appreciation.

“I’d be walking like that too, then” was his reply.

Unfortunately for her boyfriend, he chose right this second to bounce up the concrete steps, faltering a little as he saw them all gathered together, with various sets of eyes falling on him.

“Uh… hey?” Stiles said uncertainly, getting a little hot under the collar as everyone was now looking at him differently – Allison, still giggling, unable to meet his gaze, Lydia in obvious appreciation, and Danny with a brazen smirk. “What’s, uh… what’s going on?”

Lydia quirked a brow, trailing her eyes up and down his body slowly, clearly unnerving him a little as he glanced down at his outfit before looking at her in alarm.

“Why are they looking at me like that?” he whispered, leaning to whisper in her ear.

“Because they’re children” she joked, taking his hand and beginning to pull him away. “Bye guys”.

“I’d say don’t do anything I wouldn’t do, but that’s obviously moot by now” Lydia called after them. “If you get horny, coach’s office is usually empty”.

She flipped her friends off, biting back her own laughter as Stiles, still confused, looked between her and their friends as she pulled him away.

“Do-Do they know that we-“

“Apparently, I’m walking weird” she said with a snort. “so job well done, I suppose”.

Stiles flushed a little, but a little smile pulled at his lips as they walked to her locker, his fingers tightening around her own.

“Your screams already told me how good of a job I’ve done” he pointed out, eyeing up the way she walked a little clumsily, a slight limp to her gait. “But I like the reminder”.

They reached her locker as she let go of his hand, punching in her combination and, to her surprise, when she opened the metal door, a little box fell out.

She caught it before it could fall to the ground, frowning in confusion.

“What’s this?”

“Open it and find out” Stiles smiled, bouncing on the tips of his toes in excitement.

She sent him a wondering look, but did as he asked, opening the little black box and, to her surprise, saw a singular silver key shining up at her.

“A key?” she asked, a little bit startled. “A key to your house?”

“No, better” he grinned, “my jeep”.

“Your jeep?” she chuckled, taking the key from the box and holding it up to examine it.

“You love Roscoe” he teased knowingly. “I know you do”.

“She’s growing on me” she begrudgingly admitted with a smirk.

“Well now-“ he said, taking her car keys and fiddling with them to add the key to her abundance of keychains, “-you can take her for a spin whenever you want”.

“You finally trust me with your jeep?” she laughed. “You’re very protective over it” she pointed out.

He gave her back her car keys, the addition of the simple silver key hanging perfectly between the squishy donut and the ‘fuck the patriarchy’ keychains.

“I trust you he said, his words conveying a deeper meaning than simply allowing her to drive his prized possession.

She held her car keys in her hand, curling her fingers around the cool metal, and she didn’t realise how much a simple gesture could mean to her.

She smiled, her expression soft and sincere. “I love it. Thank you”.

He bent down to press a gentle, loving kiss to her lips, ignoring the series of wolf whistles in the background that sounded suspiciously like Danny.

“But, fair warning-” he teased, “-if you crash her, I really will have to kill you”.


The morning dragged for Kayla, as it usually did. Classes went slower than normal, especially because she only had one that morning with Stiles. And although she was happy, experiencing a rush of all these new kinds of feelings, she still felt a weight on her chest from what the future may hold.

When the bell rang for lunch, she waited until the class had cleared before grabbing her bag and walking out, heading down the corridor.

Everyone was in a rush, wanting to make the most of their brief break from classes, but she was indifferent, taking her time.

She had briefly managed to forget the raging war between hunters and werewolves, as well as her dick of a cousin turning half-wits into unpredictable werewolves, not to mention Brian’s crazy parents that seemed to have it out for her, but unfortunately all that came rushing back to her as she made her way to the cafeteria.

She didn’t think she would find herself worrying about Beacon Hills, or the people in it, but she had grown to care for this place. Now, it wasn’t just the cursed town where her family died, but it was the town where she rebuilt herself. Where she rediscovered herself and made new friends, where she found Stiles and finally let her guard down. She didn’t want it getting ruined by whatever crazy shit was about to happen.

It frustrated her that she didn’t have the answers. That she didn’t have a ‘quick fix’, or knew how to solve seemingly anything and that frustrated her.

She was lost in her thoughts, making her way down the vacant stairs as someone grabbed the nook of her elbow, causing her to turn around in surprise, immediately defensive.

A girl she had never seen before was looking at her with wide, terrified eyes. Her clothes were baggy and casual, her short curly hair a little wild and untamed, as if she had been grabbing handfuls of it. Her blue gaze was as wild as a storm, hyper fixated on her and nothing else.

She didn’t feel threatened by her, but equally, she didn’t feel all that reassured either. Especially at the girl’s fingers tightened around her arm, causing her to wince.

“You shouldn’t have come here” the girl whispered, her voice shaking. “You shouldn’t have come to Beacon Hills”.

Her eyes flitted down to the girl’s nails, which were digging harshly into the bare skin of her arm. As much as she wanted to pull away, she couldn’t. Something inside her was urging her to listen to this girl and what she had to say.

“Who are you?” Kayla asked, “what are you talking about?”

The girl reached out to grip her other arm, her urgency apparent. As if what she had to say was deathly important.

“It’s too late” the girl said, an edge of disappointment to her tone, her eyes a little shiny with tears. “You already fell for him”.

“Fell for- Stiles?” she cut herself off, “what are you-“

“It’s too late” the girl repeated, her voice getting louder and more frantic as she clung to Kayla like her life depended on it. “There’s nothing you can do. You’re going to die”.

At those words, Kayla’s heart dropped. She almost fell back a step, nearly slipping off the edge of the stairs.

“What are you, psychic?” she gulped, having heard of lots of things that go bump in the night, and psychics were definitely one of them.

The girl was shaking, her grasp still unrelenting.

“You’re going to die bloody” she warned.

Then, the girl screamed.

A/N) OOOOOOOH damn, a little bit of everything huh? Haha. I have so much fun writing original content, hence why this story is so damn long lol. But i love writing my Stayla babies, so it’s all good. And of course, more cameos from Danny. So I hope you all liked, and I will see you all soon

Chapter 71: Mama I'm in love with a criminal

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form, sadly. So here it is, the next chapter - super quick, are you proud? haha. Hope you enjoy :)

Kayla had never heard a scream so violent and loud in all her life.

It pierced right through her, sharper than a knife. The sound, so haunting and deeply unnerving, sent chills down her spine. The high pitched wail both deeply unsettling and completely terrifying.

She pulled her arms from the girl's tight grip, her nails ripping some skin off from the momentum as she threw her hands over her ears, trying to drown out the sound.

It didn't help. The scream still felt like it was shredding her from the inside out. As if it was targeting her, and her alone.

The girl swallowed the scream with a quivering gasp, her eyes full of tears. Like the wail had cost her something awful.

Kayla slowly lowered her hands, feeling her ears begin to bleed. She ignored the pain and the daunting discomfort twisting her gut, unable to tear her stare away from the unknown girl.

Neither of them said anything. They simply stared at one another in something akin to horror, but this girl - this psychic or whatever she was - seemed wholeheartedly unsettled, her expesssion crumpling with fear and alarm.

What the hell was that? A premonition? A prophecy? Or simply the crazy mutterings of a girl who probably needed some hardcore medication?

She wanted to believe it was the latter, but she knew of a lot of the things that went bump in the night. If she was supernatural, were her words fated to be true?

Kayla didn't know what to think, still reeling from the discombobulated feelings seizing her body. She tried to step back, but the girl reached out again. This time grabbing her wrist and squeezing hard.

"I can hear it" the girl whispered, her eyes as wild as a brewing storm on the horizon. "I can hear you die. Over and over and over again".

Kayla wasn't speechless often, but this was one of those times. Truly and utterly rattled.

The girl began tugging her down the last few steps, urgently pulling her along the corridor and around the corner, pointing down the next corridor which was lined with lockers, two large double doors at the far end.

"You're there and you're crying. He's crying" the girl exclaimed, pointing urgently to the floor along the left side row of lockers. "Y-You're dying in his arms and-and-and there's blood-so much blood. Blood everywhere. So red. So violent".

The girl was rambling now, her words coming out quick and jumbled as she kept pointing urgently to that one area next to the lockers, like she was urging Kayla to understand what she meant.

It was at that moment that Scott came sprinting towards them, most likely having heard the scream, and a couple of seconds later Stiles followed, both boys rushing towards her.

The girl jumped defensively at the intrusion of the two teens, her grip around Kayla turning so tight she was sure it would leave bruises. She looked terrified, her wide eyes bouncing around nervously.

Kayla just held out her other hand towards Scott and Stiles, letting them know that she was fine and not to intrude.

Scott listened, but remained hesitant as he slowed to a stop. Stiles, on the other hand, looked both fearful and furious, trying to rush past Scott but his friend caught his shoulder, halting him in his tracks.

The girl was breathing heavily, panic setting in. Her head twitched, like she was trying to get rid of something she was hearing that no one else could. she started hyperventilating, clearly terrified. That fear only further heightened when her gaze fell on Stiles.

"What?" Stiles asked defensively, a little taken aback by the girl's demeanour. "Why is she looking at me like that?"

"It's your fault" the girl whispered, her bottom lip trembling. "It's because of you".

Kayla pulled her wrist from the girl's grip, unnerved and beyond confounded by her words.

"Whoever you are, you need to leave" she insisted. "Now".

The girl started shaking her head, chanting out "no no no no no" over and over again and, whilst she was distracted, Stiles took the opportunity to pull Kayla back so she was by his side, slotting her between him and Scott.

The girl tugged at her hair in frustration, pointing once more at the lockers and then looking at Kayla. Her stare was truly unsettling - as if she was peering deep within her soul and what she was seeing was condemning.

"After the snow falls..." she whispered gravely, her head twitching again. "... That's when it will happen. That's when you die. You won't make it to eighteen".

Kayla didn't know what to do with those words. Suspended in horrified shock as the girl shook her head sadly and took off door the corridor, escaping out the double doors.

For several seconds, no one said anything. They all stood eerily still, watching where the strange girl had disappeared.

"Uh... what the hell was that?" Stiles asked, his wary tone piercing through the silence. "Who was she?"

Kayla looked down at her arms, the girl having left deep nail marks imbedded in her skin.

"I have no idea" she shrugged, "she just... she just appeared out of no where".

Stiles took her arms gently, turning them over to inspect the bloody marks and scratches up her forearms.

"Why was she saying those things?"
Scott asked, a deep frown between his brows. "That... that you were going to to die?"

She couldn't pretend to be anything else but unnerved, her gaze drifting between the two boys.

"I... I don't know" she mumbled, swallowing nervously. "Maybe... Maybe she's psychic or something?"

"She was telling you that you were going to die" Stiles said gravely, "that's... that can't be right. She's probably crazy".

She definitely was crazy, but that didn't mean that her words were not the truth.

She didn't know what to say. Her mind still reeling from the girls words, but unable to escape the sudden and almost suffocating feeling of doom.

Scott, sensing her anxiety and hearing her racing heartbeat, cocked his head at her, worry evident in his kind brown eyes.

"What is it?" Scott asked, tuned into her chemo signals.

"I... I don't know" she mumbled, unable to quite pinpoint what she was feeling. The only way she could think to describe it was like there was an invisible clock that had just started counting down the days to her, apparent, inevitable death.

"You're not going to die" Stiles insisted, though his voice shook a little. "Not on my watch".

She tried for a smile but it came out flat and unconvincing, her eyes flitting back to the double doors at the end of the corridor.

"Trust me-" Stiles insisted, cupping her chin and pulling her gaze back to him, his deep brown eyes full of reassurance. "-Nothing is going to happen to you. She's just crazy, okay? What she said makes no sense. Beacon Hills hasn't had snow since, what? 1978? We don't get snow. She's talking crap".

She felt herself calming down a little at his words, always seeming to have that effect on her. As if he was able to ground her - anchoring her to reality.

"Yeah. Yeah you're probably right" she sighed, "it doesn't make any sense".

That was a lie. The Hale's were cursed, after all. Maybe what she had said was true - it wouldn't be out of the realm of possibility. She was always on the verge of succumbing to either the darkness or death. It was bound to happen eventually, right?

She pushed those feelings down, ignoring the sense of impending doom that seemed to clench at her very soul and not let go, letting Stiles take her hand and guide her away. But not without throwing one more confused and wary look over her shoulder, wondering if maybe she was just fated to die.


"Kayla? Kayla? Hello! Are you even listening to me?"

A lighthearted smack to her arm drew her attention back to Lydia as they walked to their last class.

"What?" she mumbled, having not heard a word Lydia said.

"I said are you okay?" Lydia repeated, followed by an eyeroll. "You're acting weirder than usual".

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine" she dismissed, but the girl's words from lunch still hung over her, like a pressing migraine.

"You're lying" Lydia called her out, her gaze softening a little. "What's happening?"

"Just have a lot on my mind" she shrugged, "it's nothing".

"Why is everyone being so secretive?" her redheaded friend sighed, seeming disheartened and a little offended. "Allison, Jackson, you... is there something going on?"

Lots was going on, but unfortunately, Lydia wasn't privy to any of it. After Peter attacked her at the dance, Kayla thought she should be clued in but no one else agreed. Hence, the secrecy. She got outvoted.

"Do you want the truth?"

Lydia stopped her in her tracks, looking up at her in something close to pleading as she took ahold of her arm, and Kayla didn't think she had ever seen Lydia look so serious.

In the distance, amongst the flurry of students, she saw Allison and Stiles walking to their next class, both of whom stopped and looked at them in slight panic. Stiles was shaking his head, and Allison just bit down on her thumb nail nervously, both obviously worrying that Kayla would spill the beans.

"Kayla?" Lydia asked, drawing her attention back to her. "What's going on? Tell me".

She faltered for a second, looking into Lydia's surprisingly kind eyes and, although she deserved the truth, she didn't want to be the one to ruin whatever innocence she had left.

So she did something she didn't expect.

She told Lydia something she hadn't told anyone else, and hadn't been wanting to, but looking in her friends pleading eyes, she saw a new side to her. A kinder, softer Lydia than the one she had been introduced to.

"It's my dad's birthday today" she admitted quietly, much to her friend's surprise. "And I forgot. I didn't even realise until after lunch. I was so happy that I forgot my dead dad's birthday".

She didn't know what compelled her to tell Lydia that, but something inside her did. Seeing something new in their friendship that wasn't based on boys or gossip or materialistic crap, but real bonding.

"Oh" Lydia muttered, blinking quickly as she let that information sink in, taken off guard by Kayla's honesty.

"Does that make me a bad person?" she asked, a special kind of vulnerability seizing her tone.

"No, not at all" Lydia immediately said, shaking her head. "It's okay to move on".

"But I forgot" she mumbled, "I... I forgot. Losing them broke me and now, what? I'm just all healed, and they're just a distant memory?"

"Being happy isn't a sin. Grief will always stay with us, but we learn to grow around it" her friend reassured, and even Kayla was surprised by the depth of the emotional intelligence the redhead was exhibiting. "I'm sure your dad wouldn't want you to be sad forever".

That was true, but apart of her felt like she had let him down somehow. That her brand new life was now more important than the fifteen years they shared together. The guilt weighing heavily on her chest.

"Yeah" she sighed, "I suppose you're right".

"I'm Lydia Martin. I'm always right" her friend claimed, breaking out into a dazzling smile. "Now chin up and smile before you get frown lines".

Lydia's words were a much-needed release and she chuckled to herself, making her friend smile in accomplishment.

"I have to go to physics, but are you sure that's all?" Lydia asked, "there's nothing else on your mind?"

The question was what wasn't on her mind, but surprisingly, Lydia had helped ease the worst of it for now.

"I'm good" she promised, "go to class".

Lydia grinned, running her fingers through Kayla's bouncy hair and then blew her a kiss, turning and striding down the corridor towards her class.

She just watched her go, wondering how much longer Lydia could keep her mask from slipping. The mask of pretending everything was okay. Kayla had tried it multiple times, but in the end it always broke and ended in disaster.

She made a vow to herself, there and then, that she would be there for Lydia more. It was the least that she could do, considering this supernatural crap had infiltrated and ruined her life.

She jumped a little as Stiles and Allison appeared by her side, an edge of worry to both of their stares.

"What?"

"Were you going to tell her?" Stiles gulped, nervously bouncing on the tip of his toes.

"Maybe" she shrugged, "but I didn't".

Allison let out a long breath of relief, sweeping some hair from her face. "Good" the brunette muttered, sharing a relieved look with Stiles.

"Would it be such a bad thing if she did know?" Kayla wondered, putting her hands up defensively in response to the two horrified looks she got in return. "Just throwing the idea out there".

"It would be a terrible idea" Stiles insisted.

"Why?"

"Uh... because knowing could get her hurt" Allison said, when it was clear Stiles struggled to find a response.

"She's already been hurt" she reminded them both. "In fact, Peter nearly killed her. Remember that?"

"She's not trustworthy" Stiles stated. "And with a homicidal lizard running about the place, Derek turning teens into werewolves and Argents out for blood - no offence, Allison - we just can't take any chances"

"Well, I think we should take that chance" she responded, "I trust her. She's changed".

Allison and Stiles fell silent again, sharing a nervous look with one another, clearly uncomfortable with the idea of Lydia knowing.

"Isn't it better when they know?" Kayla continued, the final warning bell for class shrilly ringing above their heads. "I feel bad lying to her. She went through something traumatic, and she needs her friends. Last time I checked, that was us".

It was true. She had learnt that secrets never stay secret for long, and they never did any good anyway. She didn't want Lydia to feel alienated and alone, a feeling she was all too used to.

"And last time I checked, you three need to be in class" a clipped, formal voice cut in with an air of condescension and arrogance and, straight away, she knew who it belonged to.

All three of them looked to the side to see Gerard Argent smirking at them, a single brow cocked knowingly.

She couldn't turn her disgusted expression into something semi-pleasant, her bottom lip curling in contempt. "The stories make you seem taller" was all she could spit out, ignoring Stiles' and Allison's horrified look.

Gerard chuckled, his gaze moving to his granddaughter.

"Run along Allison. I would hate to have to give my only granddaughter detention. And take your friend with you" he added, smiling creepily at Stiles. "Miss Hale and I need to have a little chat".

"Do we?" she demanded.

"We do" he confirmed, "about your attendance".

He was lying out his ass, that much was obvious. Her attendance may suck, but it wasn't disasterous. The only reason he wanted to talk to her was because of her last name and that alone.

Allison forced a smile on her face, tugging Stiles back by the tail end of his shirt, but both of them looked worried, sending her terrified glances.

"Follow me to my office" Gerard said, sauntering in the opposite direction to his office. She rolled her eyes but followed none the less, wondering if she could just break his neck from this angle and have the drama over and done with.

The silence was stifling, and Kayla was a little on edge as she walked into his office. He closed the door, and she was sure she heard the lock click into place.

"Take a seat, Miss Hale".

She ignored him, standing in the middle of the room with her arms crossed above her chest, scoffing under her breath. Watching him with careful, calculated eyes.
He breezed past her, slotting himself behind his desk.

"You're perfectly safe here".

"That's what my family thought in their own house until your psychotic daughter came along and deep fried them".

Gerard leaned back in his chair, resting his folded hands across his stomach as he allowed his purposeful eyes to trail up her body. A small creepy smile pulled at his lips, trying to get under her skin.

"My daughter was only doing what she thought was right. That's what drives us all".

"Your daughter-" she growled, "-was a deranged, psychotic bitch, and you know what? I'm glad Peter tore her windpipe out. It was the least she deserved".

Gerard's lips thinned, his gaze turning steely, and for a second - just a second - she faltered, reminding herself that he wasn't some old defenceless grandpa - but, in actual fact, a ruthless hunter. A hunter who was on the verge of starting a war.

"Take a seat, miss Hale" he requested again, although this time there was no light quip in his voice. "Don't make me tell you again".

Her glare remained unwavering but she took a seat in the chair opposite his desk.

He grabbed a file from his drawer, opening it up. She saw her name at the top of the paper, and she craned her neck a little to see what he was reading.

"Kayla Hale" he mused, flipping through the stacks of paper. "It says here you spent the majority of your freshman year out of school, and you were only allowed to progress to sophomore year because of the catch-up educational work you did in a private rehab in North Carolina, is that right?"

"That's what it says. All there in black and white" she replied blandly.

"A little young to be running away from home".

She narrowed her eyes, her hatred obvious. "I had a rough year".

"Well, I admire your resilience" he said, "not many freshly turned fifteen years old could survive that long in the big bad world".

His tone didn't hold any high regard. Instead, it sounded like he was trying to provoke her. Something that, unfortunately, was very easy to do.

"Well I did" she snapped, "much to your disappointment, I'm sure".

He chuckled, leaning forward to place his elbows on the table, a smirk fighting its way to his mouth.

"I don't want you dead, Miss Hale. Not yet at least".

She rolled her eyes. "I'm flattered".

"But what I do want is for you to get a message to your cousin".

"What do I look like, UPS?"

"You look like a girl with a long and complicated messy past that she doesn't want to get out".

"That's what you choose to threaten me with?" she scoffed, "my past? Unlike you and your crazy family, I can own up to the shit I've done".

He opened up another file, only this one was much thicker.

"Can you?" he asked, calling her bluff. "How do you think your peers, your friends, would look at you when they learn all of this?"

Somehow, he had a record of every single bad thing she had done. She could see the newspaper articles, the court transcripts, the police records, along with her private medical information and notes from rehab. How he managed to compile it was beyond her, but she supposed an Argent had their ways.

She remained stony-faced, trying not to let her panic and shame show.

"You don't scare me" she said, "and anyway, my mugshot was my Facebook profile picture for three months. Everyone's probably already seen it".

"Have they seen this?" he asked, sliding some printouts from some CCTV footage towards her that looked very much like her and Aiden having sex in a bar they smashed up. "Or this?" he continued, his fingers tapping along an article titled 'Louisiana teen ordered to pay $87,892 in damages to popular local clubbing venues'. "Or even this?" he asked, holding up a court transcript that detailed all of her violent and aggressive actions.

Well, the ones she got caught for.

"Are you supposed to be threatening me?" she asked, completely unamused. "Because it feels a little high school. I expected more".

"I don't need to kill you, miss Hale" Gerard smirked, "because I can do something even better. I can ruin your life".

"Too late. I already did that" she stated, her voice eerily still. "I've already been at rock bottom, and any of this getting out wouldn't ruin my life. My reputation, maybe. But not my life. The two aren't mutually exclusive".

He studied her again, his gaze piercing right through her. She remained unmoving, challenging him to even try.

"You have a remarkable poker face" he grinned, "but I can see your carotid artery jumping from all the way over here. You're ashamed of your past. Who wouldn't be? It reeks of shame and disaster".

He wasn't wrong there.

"Most people don't make these many mistakes in a lifetime, let alone a year" he continued, and by this point his voice was like nails on a chalkboard, and it was pushing her over the edge.

She resisted the urge to scream and shout and trash his office, her hands curling around the arms of her chair as a way to ground herself.

"I suppose it's a good thing you aborted that baby of yours" he said, the words, completely uncalled for, making her feel like a bucket of ice water had been dumped over her head. "With how many unsavoury men you were embroiled with, did you even know who the father was?"

She reacted.

Of course, that was what he was wanting. She should have known. Or maybe she did know, but she didn't care. Leaping to her feet and slamming her open palms on the desk, her eyes beginning to glow that bright emerald green.

Gerard smirked, chuckling to himself. Not looking at all threatened.

"Did I hit a nerve?" he asked, seeming gleeful. Still relaxing back in his chair, like he didn't have a care in the world.

"You're dead" she snarled, feeling her body shake with fury.

"Many have tried, but all of them have failed" he said simply, his gaze jovial. Taking pride and pleasure in her pain. "And a teenage Hale is not something I'm scared of".

Her lip curled, hearing the furniture in the room begin to shake.

"You should be" was all she said.

He stood, matching her stance. Not scared or hesitant of her abilities.

"If you step a single toe out of line, I can make your death look like an overdose" he warned, "after all, once a junkie always a junkie, right?"

She bit back the slew of profanities she wanted to say, her jaw tight and clenched. His smug look in return told her everything she needed to know: he was willing to play dirty.

Well, so was she.

She grabbed handfuls of paper from the file, causing him to chuckle.

"I made copies".

"So will I" she screamed, storming towards the office door.

"Tell Derek he's on borrowed time" Gerard called out to her retreating back, "and that, when I find him, I'll take my time in slicing him up".

She did her best to ignore him, unlocking the door and storming out.

She was furious.

No, she was beyond furious. She was homicidal. She was so enraged and inflamed, seething with a wild and frenzied rage that seized her entire body and, when this happened, it made her dangerous and unpredictable.

He wanted to use her past against her? Well maybe she should use it against herself instead.

She stormed to the library, heading straight to the copier machine. The librarian looked at her coldly, especially when she started slamming it down, but with once furious look she soon scuttled away.

Her past was, indeed, shameful. She was the very worst version of herself, and she had hated herself ever since. She was a complete wreck, and did things she wished she had never done.

Unfortunately, things couldn't be undone. Certainly not the things she did. The drink, the drugs, the men, the violence, the shitty decisions she made without thinking. None of that could be undone, and he knew that. He thought he could hold it over her head? Think again.

She made hundreds upon hundreds of copies, from everything to her multiple mugshots to the newspaper articles, even all the way to her court transcripts ordering court mandated rehabilitation and police charges she racked up.

Fighting fire with fire seemed appropriate, and honestly? She was done with her past getting used against her.

She stalked each corridor, pinning each copy up until they covered the walls and doors to pretty much every single classroom, with no one in sight to stop her. It was only then the end of day bell rang did the hallways swarm with students desperate to leave, but the hustle and bustle only increased when they realised what was plastered all across the school.

She held her head high, continuing to tape her mugshot to the wall as everyone began whispering, pulling off the bits of paper to read.

"That's right. That's me" she shouted to the crowds of people. "Your classmate is a violent, crazy ex junkie whore. Juicy gossip, right?"

She was furious, but the sarcasm still slipped out, everyone's eyes now on her.

"This is my favourite article" she smiled tightly, pressing a bit of paper into a passerby's hands. "I particularly like the description that I'm a 'problematic and violent offender with a history of manic behaviour', because what girl doesn't want to hear that, am I right?"

Everyone still continued to stare at her, unsure of what to do.

"In fact, if you go to YouTube and type in 'half naked teen girl gets off her face on E' then you'll see me partying it up with men twice my age".

"Oh-" she continued, "-and can't forget that little two-month stint in rehab. Because the drugs were just too good, I didn't want to stop".

Everyone was muttering amongst themselves, pointing and looking at the details of her past painted on paper, but she found herself not caring. She was done with people holding things over her head.

"Some great midnight reading, huh?" she forced a smile on her face, just as she noticed Scott and Stiles pushing through the crowd. "Look at the disaster of The Hale girl. Wonder how long it'll take her to fall of the deep end again?"

"Kaylz?" Stiles asked gently, and she spotted that he was holding a bunch of the copies in his hand as he stood in front of her. "What's going on?"

She watched, in the distance, as Gerard Argent made his way through the crowd, frowning in surprise as he looked at what the students were reading.

"No one can ruin my life better than me" she screamed at him, looking pointedly at him and no one else. "So go on, give it your best shot".

"Oh God" Stiles winced, "we should really go-"

She held up both her middle fingers, her glare unhinged and full of fury as she stared out the older man.

"I dare you" she urged, poking the bear that was Gerard Argent. "Try it. Go on. You corrupt, snivelling, viagra popping, sociopathic little man-"

Stiles and Scott all but smuggled her down the corridor and out into the fresh air before she could say anything else, lifting her by the arms kicking and screaming bloody murder.

She admired their bravery considering she was like an atomic bomb ready to go off. Particularly surprised when Stiles caught her by the waist before she could run back into the school, her eyes glowing green in response to the interference.

He visibly gulped but didn't loosen his grip, trying for a reassuring smile.

"Kaylz, it's alright" he promised her as she stood shaking with angry, her chest heaving with rage. "Take a deep breath, okay?"

She felt, and most likely looked, like a wild animal right now, her breathing hard and heavy as her gaze continued to glow.

Scott, next to Stiles, looked between the two in worry, his stance prepared for a fight.

She had anger issues, she knew that, but she would never take it out on her friends.

Her breathing evened out, her eyes slowly fading back to their usual shade of green and both Scott and Stiles breathed a loud sigh of relief.

"Oh thank God" her boyfriend muttered under his breath, going to embrace her but wouldn't actually touch her, treating her like she was a hot stove and he kept getting burnt.

"Im going to kill him" she declared, glancing back towards the school. "Move".

Both boys moved in front of her, stopping her from even stepping forward.

"No, no, no, no, no" Stiles rambled, quickly shaking his head and carefully placing his hands on her shoulders. "No killing. At least not in public".

"He's a psychopath".

"And no one is refuting that" Stiles smiled tightly, still anxious and on edge as she teetered on the edge of losing control. "But we need to tread carefully, remember?"

"Who said that?" she scoffed.

"Uh... you did" Scott pointed out.

"That doesn't sound like me".

"But you did".

Stiles winced, throwing Scott a look that clearly said 'shut the fuck up', which he wisely did.

"Let's, uh... let's just go and calm down" he suggested, "does that sound good?"

"Slitting his throat sounds better" she grumbled.

"And that is our cue" Stiles smiled nervously, taking a hold of her hand tightly and not letting go. "Bye Scott".

Stiles, with no hesitation, quickly yanked her down the steps and through the crowds of people that followed her with their eyes, all but smuggling her into the jeep.

Within seconds he was in the drivers seat, but he made no effort to start the ignition. Instead, along with an edge of nervousness, he looked a little taken aback and unsure, chewing on his bottom lip.

She was still fizzing and bubbling with anger, and was obviously a little sensitive because she frowned at Stiles, mistaking his reaction for judgment.

"If you're ashamed of me, just say" she snapped, much to his surprise and alarm. "Who wants their girlfriend's sordid past all over the bathroom stalls, right?"

"What? No, that's not what-"

"I get it. Whatever. Goodbye".

She went to open the jeep door but he leapt across the cramped space, landing on her lap and grabbed the door, slamming it shut.

"Wait- just wait" he insisted, looking up at her from her lap, "I'm not judging you, and I'm not ashamed of you, okay?"

"Could've fooled me".

He pushed himself up, reaching out for her hand but she didn't take it, shaking his grip off her.

"Kaylz..." he whispered, "you know I don't care about that, and I don't care what people think. I... I just... I didn't realise how bad it got for you".

She had told him things. Many things. Lots of details about her past and what she had done, but she had sort of glazed over some of it.

Okay, maybe a lot of it. But only because her past was a very long and very complicated story, and she would have to talk to him for days to even get half of the details right.

"Bad enough to make Facebook. And the papers. And YouTube" she sighed, "not forgetting the news".

His eyebrows shot up, but he tried to level out his surprised look but he was failing miserably, unable to hide his expression.

"The-The news?"

"Just regional. Not national" she reassured, "but I still got 358 messages on Facebook asking me out from it. They liked my mugshot".

"T-This mugshot?" he asked, pulling out a crumpled bit of paper from his pants pocket, and she studied it for a second before nodding. Seeing herself smirking at the camera, posing with the black sign that said 'county jail'. Her white vest top tight on her body, and her black bra strap slipping off her shoulder.

Stiles hummed in response, pursing his lips at the photo printed on the paper. His eyes lingering for longer than she expected.

"What?" she asked.

"God, you look so hot" he mumbled, before coughing and clearing his throat in embarrassment. "I mean, what did you do?"

"Got arrested for assaulting two police officers".

"Oh?"

"And inciting a riot" she added nonchalantly.

Stiles got that sappy look in his eyes, which soon snowballed into a look of appreciation and she could practically see his thoughts shooting out of his head - which, newsflash, was just her naked and in a lot of compromising, yet sexy, positions.

"That's such a turn on" he exclaimed shamelessly, glancing down at her mugshot again.

"It's not my best angle" she shrugged, "we got tear gased and-"

"This is after getting tear gased?" he asked in shock. "Do you ever take a bad photo?"

"Shut up" she snorted, playfully pushing his arm. "You're just trying to make me feel better".

"I mean yeah, but also this is a smoking hot photo. It could totally be a modelling headshot" he let out a long whistle, nodding along in appreciation. "No wonder you got 350 Facebook messages".

"358" she corrected, "and also 3 stalkers".

"Well, I'm glad you can see the positives".

She took the photo from his hands, looking at herself. She was only acting so carefree and cocky in her mugshot because she was up to her eyeballs on crack cocaine and god knows what else.

"I'm sorry" she sighed, looking at him sadly. "I... I don't like you having to see me like this, or read what they wrote about me".

"I mean... it's not so bad" he tried to say, "the articles feel more like they're written by an eight year old. Who's going to listen to someone that doesn't know the difference between 'there', 'their' and 'they're'?"

She appreciated the effort to make her feel better, but the articles were pretty damn scathing. They painted the perfect picture of just how chaotic and messy she was, along with honing in on all the disasterous shambles she left in her wake. Was it any wonder why the people back home talked so much?

"Are you sure it doesn't change how you feel about me?" she asked quietly, not sure if she was ready to know the answer.

His gaze softened, reaching out to cup her cheeks and pull her forward, a faint smile pulling at his lips.

"Never" he vowed, pressing a sweet kiss to her lips before cocking a brow down at the crumpled copy of her mugshot.

"You can get a copy of the original, right?"

"Why?" she laughed, "you gonna frame it and put it on your bedside table?"

"I totally am".

"Of course you are".

"What can I say?" he grinned, "I love me a bad girl".

A/N) i don't think y'all understand how much i love writing original content lol. It's so fun. Don't worry, back to begin episode 3 shortly. And I hope you liked this chapter... a little bit of everything :) so please let me know your thoughts, and I'll see you all soon :)

Chapter 72: Blast from the past

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. Wow, I am on fire recently, another quick update. But really, after this I need to do an essay hahaha. I hope you all enjoy this chapter :)

Kayla couldn't help but be a little suspicious that maybe Stiles wasn't being entirely honest with her.

She knew he loved her. That much was obvious to anyone with eyes, but learning all this crap about her past must be overwhelming. Everyone else judged her, but why didn't Stiles?

It was like she was still waiting and anticipating for her past to turn into a wrecking ball that tore through their relationship, smashing it to smithereens. Could that happen? Would it happen?

Stiles looked at her, sensing her scepticism, and cocked an eyebrow at her. "What?" he asked.

"You sure you're cool?" she asked, a quip of hesitancy in her voice. "I mean... It's a lot. And I know we talked about some of it, and I told you things, but most people would run screaming in the opposite direction after seeing all of this" she admitted, pointing down at the crumpled bits of paper between them.

"Well, I'm not most people" he said, "and yeah, it's a little shocking, but it's your past for a reason. You're not the same person. You've changed".

"You really think that?" she asked nervously, wondering if she had actually changed like she had promised herself that she would. "Because sometimes I still feel like that reckless, stupid fifteen-year-old".

He reached down to squeeze her hands in his warm grasp, a kind smile on his face. "You're not. You're radiant and extraordinary and have the kind of strength I am in awe of".

If only he knew how much his words meant to her, biting back her smile as she looked down at their interlocking fingers, feeling safe and reassured from his touch that chased away her gnawing fear and doubts.

"Thanks, Stiles" she whispered, her heart warm and full.

"Just telling the truth".

Their conversation was cut short when her phone started shrilly ringing, and she glanced down to see from the caller ID that it was her mom calling.

Immediately, she tensed up. A surge of hatred coiled through her veins, knowing it wouldn't be a sweet phone call. No. She was probably phoning to berate her for her little stunt in the school fifteen minutes ago. Gerard Argent was definitely a snitch.

"What?" was her greeting as she answered the call, raising it to her ear.

"Don't 'what' me, young lady" her mom all but screamed down the line, and it took all of Kayla's self-control not to snap her phone in half from anger. "I just had your principal on the phone. Do you have any idea how close you were to getting suspended?"

"Probably pretty close" she said, followed by an eyeroll.

"Drop the attitude" her mom snapped. "You need to learn to behave properly. I thought you had finally turned over a new leaf, but apparently not".

"Yeah, apparently".

"Get home. Now. No arguments" the devil incarnate herself demanded, "I don't care what day it is; it doesn't give you the right to act out".

"Yes, ma'am".

"I mean it, Kayla. Home".

She simply hung up a little harder than necessary, the tension in the jeep now thick and frazzled, like a live wire.

"Your mom?" Stiles guessed with a wince.

"What gave it away?" she grumbled.

"The fact that your eyes are glowing" he chuckled nervously, "and maybe also because my jeep is kind of shaking".

She didn't even realise her anger was that prominent, now noticing that familiar burning of her irises and the jeep rocking a little, like it was driving over a bumpy road.

"Shit. Sorry" she winced, doing everything in her power to reel that fury back in so her eyes returned to normal and the jeep stopped vibrating, making Stiles breathe out a long sigh of relief.

"You good?"

"Yeah. She just makes my blood boil is all".

"I get that" he said, "but you have been kind of on edge lately".

"How long is 'lately?'"

"Uh... pretty much since the night of the dance" he admitted, "remember the lightning incident?"

"Vividly".

"Okay, well, I just wonder if maybe, uh... maybe, well-"

"Stiles?"

"Yeah".

"Speak faster".

"Right" he forced a laugh, scratching the back of his neck. "Um... I guess what I'm trying to say is maybe... maybe your anger is a little bit heightened recently, that's all".

"You mean since my cousin killed my father in front of me?"

"Yeah, that too" he winced, "but also, y'know, you're... you're changing. Maybe it's just making you a little bit antsy"

"Antsy?" she asked, folding her arms defensively across her chest.

"I... I love antsy" Stiles stuttered, gulping nervously. "Antsy is-is hot".

She rolled her eyes, tilting her head to the side. "Stiles, I'm fine. I promise".

"So, you don't feel homicidal?"

"Only like forty percent of the time. We're good".

"F-Forty-" he tried to say, trying not to look shocked. "Forty is...well, that's a relatively low percentage, I guess".

"I'm good, I promise" she smiled, dropping her defensive posture and leaning to press a sweet kiss to his lips.

He dropped the subject, his eyes getting that little mischievous twinkle back.

"Do you want to come over tonight?" he asked, unable to hide his eagerness.

"To study?" she smirked, "or something else?"

"I was thinking something else. Lots of somethings, actually".

"Is your dad okay with it?"

"He said I didn't have to sneak you in, so I think he is?"

"Do you still want me to sneak in?" she asked, sensing his awkwardness.

"Maybe just until he forgets he saw us about to go at it in his kitchen, yeah" he nodded, beginning to blush.

"That's fine" she chuckled, "leave your window open".

"Uh..." he wondered, as she went to open the jeep door. "I'm upstairs. How are you going to-"

"I have my ways" she grinned, "the less you know the better. See you later, Loverboy".

She left him wide-eyed and mouth gaping, unable to stop the playful smile that worked it's way to her face.

Yup, she still had it.

His eyes never left her as she made her way through the parking lot and to her car, unlocking it and climbing in. She turned the car on, connecting her phone to the Bluetooth and choosing her music.

She was just about to drive off when the music cut out and her phone started ringing. She didn't even check the name on the screen, expecting it to be her mother, and answered with a frustrated sigh.

"Mom, chill. I'm just leaving" she said with a pointed eyeroll. "And yes, I know, I'm grounded. Whatever".

"Kay?"

She stalled the car at the familiar voice, the phone dropping from her hand to her lap.

What the actual hell?

"Don't hang up. I just want to talk for a minute".

Her hands shook a little as she reached for the phone, slowly lifting it to her ear. Wishing she had checked the caller ID before answering.

She took a steady breath, her voice catching in the back of her throat as she whispered "Aiden?"

"I thought you would have blocked me by now" he commented, and his voice was the same as she remembered it from a few months ago - cocky, confident and smooth, like he was trying to reel her back in.

She should have blocked him. She knew that. But some part of her, for whatever reason, kept that door open. Just a little, but enough. Keeping him on the back burner just in case.

"What do you want?" she sighed, clenching her jaw.

He paused on the other end of the line, and all she could hear was his breathing.

"I know what today is" he said, surprisingly gentle. She was used to hearing him angry and bitter and out of control. It was very rarely, if ever, his softer side came out to play.

"Well done" she remarked sarcastically, "you can read a calender. I'm thoroughly shocked at your level of intelligence which, I always assumed, was permanently stuck at a kindergarten level".

He chuckled, seeming amused. "Still got that fire, baby".

"Don't call me that" she snapped, "you have no right".

"I was just checking in on you. Calm down" he retaliated, with that familiar edge to his voice she was used to. "I thought today would be hard for you with it being your dad's birthday and all".

She faltered, taken aback by his words. Words that she never thought she would hear him say.

"You... You remembered?" she asked, unable to hide her astonishment.

"Of course I remembered".

She didn't know what to say, a frown settling between her brows. Unironically glancing around to subtly check she wasn't getting secretly filmed for a prank game show or something.

Why would he remember something like that? Why would he even bother? He didn't care that much back then when she was in the depths of grief, so why now?

"Well, thanks... I think?" she mumbled, still struggling to find the right words to say.

"I'm not completely heartless, you know".

"Could've fooled me".

"God, I miss that snarky attitude of yours" he laughed, "Maybe I can swing past and we could-"

"Could what?" she interrupted with an unimpressed scoff. "Hook up?"

She could feel the smirk in his voice as he replied "well, that is what we're good at".

"I hate you".

"I know" he laughed, "but it makes for some great sex".

"I wouldn't touch you again if you were the last person on earth".

"I've heard that before".

"I mean it this time" she insisted.

"Sure you do" he remarked, unable to resist a snort. "Wasn't I your first call once you got out of rehab?"

Unfortunately, he was. But she preferred not to think or even remember that. She had a slip, it happens. But it wouldn't happen again. She wasn't in that dark place anymore. She didn't need him. She could see how bad he was for her, and she wasn't going down that path again.

"You're not on my speed dial anymore" she told him. "I... I'm doing better now, believe it or not. We're done - for good this time".

He fell silent, seeming taken aback by her statement but, after a few seconds, barked out an obnoxious laugh that made her roll her eyes.

"You and I will never be done" he proclaimed. "We tried, remember? Multiple times. And every time, one of us always came back. You called me as soon as you got out of rehab, not because you wanted to let loose, but because you needed me".

"I did need you, yeah" she admitted, "or I thought I did. But I don't anymore".

"Is that what you think?"

"It's what I know" she said without hesitation. "Aiden... we ruined each other. We were terrible together. The arguing, the fighting, the-"

"The great sex?" he cut in, a smirk in his voice. "That wasn't my idea of being terrible together".

"That's all we did" she exclaimed, "fight and fuck. How is that healthy?"

"It's called passion, Kay. Something we have lots of. Just admit you miss me and then we can be done with all this back and forth".

"I don't miss you" she immediately snapped, although her voice faltered a little, not holding the same determined fire it once had.

"I bet if I could hear your heartbeat right now, it would have skipped a beat".

She clenched her jaw, hating how he was always able to get under her skin, and equally hating why she always let him.

"Aiden-"

"Just admit you want me" he said, "because I want you. Bad".

"Leave me alone, Aiden" she retorted, "I never want to see you again".

"But I want to see you. I want to blow off some steam. C'mon Kay, let's just have a little fun. Like old times" he tried to encourage her. "And if you can't say it, then I will. I miss you. I miss the chaos and destruction we caused. I miss the screaming matches that turned into the hottest, craziest sex I've ever had. I even miss the way you punch me" he added with a chuckle. "C'mon Kay. Just give in. You always do".

She did. But not this time.

"You think you can just phone me up, out of the blue, and act all nostalgic and think I'll suddenly drop my underwear for you again?" she demanded.

"You know you want this".

If he had propositioned her like this a month or two back, then she might have been too weak willed to say no. But now? Stiles had shown her what she deserved, and it was a whole lot better than Aiden.

"I don't" she said, "I'm finally happy now. Maybe it's time you found that too".

There was silence on the other end of the line, and for a moment she wondered if he had hung up in a huff because she wasn't falling for his manipulative games, but then she heard a frustrated sigh and knew she was about to get chewed out. Because, of course, they could never have a proper conversation without anger.

"Are you with someone else?" he demanded, his voice tight and on the brink of fury.

"That's none of your business-"

"Answer me".

She could have been the bigger person and just put the phone down, but the thing about Aiden was he always pulled out the worst in her. A special kind of bitterness and anger that made her want to explode.

"Yes, I am" she screamed back, losing her cool. "And you know what? He's everything you're not. He's kind and he's sweet and he's funny and he doesn't treat me like a fuck doll or a personal punching bag".

"Sweet?" Aiden chuckled, like he found that hilarious. "Kayla Hale doesn't do sweet".

"You don't know me. Not the real me anyway. The Kayla you knew was broken and messy and self destructive. I'm not like that now".

"The Kayla I knew wouldn't have given the sweet guys the time of day" he claimed. "The Kayla I knew liked it hard and rough until she was left screaming. The Kayla I knew was ruthless and mean and didn't give a damn about anyone, and now, what? You're magically one of the good guys? Don't lie to me, and quit lying to yourself".

"People change".

"Not you" he said, "I saw it in your eyes. No one did bad better than you. You self destructed so hard that you can't come back from it".

She felt herself believing him, and she hated it. She hated that, after everything, he still had so much power over her.

"Remember all the trouble we caused?" he continued, trying to shame and wear her down. "I bet you haven't told your new little boy toy half of the shit we did together. And I know you definitely haven't told him about how I shared that pretty little mouth of yours with any guy I chose".

She indistinctively touched her throat, trying to swallow the shame bubbling up at the reminder of the deranged, exploitative sex they had. At the time, not caring that she was being used.

"I know you loved it" he said, "and don't pretend any differently. I have the videos to prove it".

"Leave me alone" she stated, her voice quivering a little. "And don't ever call me again".

"I won't have to, because soon enough you'll be calling me, begging me to ruin your life again because that's what you enjoy".

"Go to hell".

She slammed her phone down, ending the call as brutally as she could. Her heart was racing, not enjoying the way he called her out and expected her to just fall to his feet. It may have only been a few months since she saw him, since she almost allowed herself to go off the deep end again, but she wasn't that person anymore. She knew she wasn't.

Then how was it he always made her feel like she was?

How could one person make her doubt herself so much?

She was trying to be better. She wanted to be better. She didn't want to be a disaster any longer. She hated the person that she was when she was with him, and she loathed that she allowed herself to get ruined by him.

With him, she was weak.

With Stiles, she was stronger.

She knew who she wanted to be, and it wasn't weak.

She was still unnerved and wound up from that call, driving home at nearly double the speed limit. Before she was even out of the car, her mom was waiting on the doorstep with her arms crossed.

She tried to keep her expression neutral as she climbed out of the car, accidentally slamming the car door much harder than necessary.

"I know, I'm grounded" she scoffed, "you don't need to tell me".

"What the hell is wrong with you?" her mom demanded, her expression twisted into a special kind of disgusted fury that she had reserved for Kayla and Kayla only. "Pinning your past up on the school walls? It's like you want people to talk".

"I don't care if people talk, Mom" she grumbled, "only you do".

"Well, you should" her mom insisted. "Maybe if you weren't born with a silver spoon in your mouth, you'd know a little something about responsibility".

"Here we go again".

"Yes, here we go again" her mom snarled, grabbing her arm before she could breeze past her and into the house. "If anyone else did what you did last year, their life would be ruined. Instead, you got off Scot-free".

If only that were true.

She was the one that had to live with the shame and guilt. No one else.

"You know nothing about accountability or liability or common decency" her mom continued, getting up on her high horse. "And still you haven't learned".

"You're lecturing me about decency?" she scoffed, "need I remind you that you fucked your husband's little brother and made a kid with him".

Her mom's bottom lip curled, her dark eyes thunderous and intense, a single vein popping out of her forehead.

"I am your mother" she spat, "you do not get to talk to me like that".

She was already on edge and furious from the earlier incidents with Gerard and Aiden, her blood boiling. Without meaning to, she felt that familiar burn of her irises as they began to glow, making her mom reel back in horror.

"Mother?" she demanded, "you don't deserve that title".

Her aunt Jane, hearing the commotion, rushed through from the kitchen and immediately separated them both, her kind and worried eyes settling on Kayla.

"Kayla, honey, calm down. Deep breaths, okay?" Jane coached, blocking her mom from her line of vision and taking her hands reassuringly. "Just breathe. It's alright".

Maybe Stiles was right. Maybe she was more on edge than usual.

"Stop indulging her" her mom tried to interrupt, but Jane's gaze remained focused on Kayla. "She's just doing this for attention. That's why she does everything she does".

She wanted to reach out and slap her, but her aunt's grip was tight on her hands, rooting her to the spot.

"Stay calm. Keep breathing. Good girl" Jane smiled, "it's okay. Everything's alright. Are you still with us?"

It was hard, but she managed to control her anger and rein it back in, the glow fading from her eyes.

"See?" Jane smiled, breathing a sigh of relief as she tucked some hair behind her ear. "You've got control".

"She doesn't know the meaning of the word".

"Jody, stop" her aunt said, harsher than either of them was expecting. "Stop treating her like this. You're embarrassing yourself".

Her mom recoiled in shock, not expecting her sister to call her out like that, but Jane did not back down from her words. Her chin tilted up in something close to defiance.

"It's fine" Kayla said, not wanting Jane to bear the brunt of her mom's anger. "I'm going upstairs".

She stomped up the stairs and to her room, tuning out the raised voices of her mom and Jane snapping at each other and threw herself on the bed face first.

She swallowed back the tears threatening to fall, feeling like she had taken ten steps backwards by talking to Aiden. In hindsight, she should have just put the phone down when she heard his voice. Instead, she was weak and listened to him, allowing him to dredge up aspects of her past she wanted to forget.

He was a thorn in her side, and he was never going to let her forget it.

He was wrong though, on one thing. She didn't always enjoy their sex games, she just didn't care about herself to put a stop to them. Having such little value in her life that she didn't care that she exploited herself.

Aiden's favourite, by far, was threesomes. But only the kind where he got to fuck her, and the other guy had to watch and when, and only when, Aiden allowed it, did they get to use her mouth. It was his power play, giving his ego a boost. Showing off his Alpha male side, and then showing her off too. But making sure no one else could have her entirely apart from him.

A handful of minutes later, there was a series of knocks at her bedroom door. She didn't answer, so the door got opened cautiously and she glanced up to see her aunt Jane smiling sympathetically from the doorway.

"You okay, honey?"

"Yeah" she lied.

"I'm sorry she's like that" Jane said, slowly walking into her room and kneeling on the floor next to the bed, now at eye level with her.

"She's been like that for sixteen years. I don't expect anything else".

"Is there anything I can do?"

"Adopt me" she joked, but deep down, she wasn't really joking.

"I would if I could" Jane smiled, running her fingers through Kayla's hair reassuringly. "You were my first baby girl, after all".

"Tabby's lucky to have you".

"Things will get better" her aunt promised, but Kayla knew she was just being hopeful. Jane was an unwavering optimist, after all. "I know it doesn't feel like it, but it will. Just give it a little time".

"Another sixteen years?" she asked innocently, her expression more pained than she wanted to portray.

Jane remained quiet, continuing to stroke her hair.

"I know I'm a bad person, but I am trying" Kayla said, "I want to be someone my dad would be proud of".

"He would be proud of you, regardless".

She really hoped that was true.

"Oh, and by the way-" Jane smiled, veering the conversation to something a little more light-hearted, "-I heard you sneaking in early this morning".

"How? I sneaked" Kayla laughed, "isn't that the definition of sneak? To be subtle?"

"Were you at Stiles'?" her aunt asked knowingly.

"Yeah" she replied, propping her chin up on her hand.

"Things are getting pretty serious, huh?"

"A little, I suppose".

"Do you love him?"

She blanched a little at the question, darting her eyes away from Jane's teasing stare.

"I... I do".

"Good" Jane smiled, "you deserve happiness. I'm glad he can give you that. Just so long as you're both being safe".

"Yes" she laughed, rolling her eyes light-heartedly. "We are".

Jane leaned forward, pressing a sweet motherly kiss to her forehead, her dark eyes, so much like Kayla's mom's, except they held much more warmth, dazzled with adoration.

"I know you feel alone, and you don't think you have any family you can trust, but you've always got me, kiddo. No matter what, okay?"

"Promise?"

"On my life" her aunt vowed, "I love you to the moon and back. Don't you ever forget that".


She turned up at Stiles' mid-evening, climbing through his bedroom window as promised.

The boy in question had left it half open for her, awaiting her company, and was typing away on his laptop, engrossed in whatever was on the screen. In fact, he was so engrossed that he jumped about two feet in the air when she threw her legs over the ledge and jumped in, looking at her like she was some kind of mass murderer.

"Oh my God!"

"It's just me".

"I thought you were an intruder" he exclaimed, holding his chest in panic.

"Stiles, I literally texted you five minutes ago to say I was on my way over" she pointed out playfully, "and you replied that you couldn't wait".

"You're creepily quiet, though. How the hell did you get up here anyway?" he asked, shutting the laptop and shuffling to the edge of the bed, patting the mattress next to him.

"I parachuted".

"Wha- really?" he asked, craning his neck towards the window.

"Of course not" she laughed, sitting next to him and warming as he pressed a sweet, lingering kiss to her forehead. "I'm an expert at climbing in and out of bedroom windows".

"Are you?" he muttered, and she could tell where his mind went.

"My own bedroom window" she reassured. "With a mother like mine, I had to learn fast".

He chuckled, sweeping some loose wavy hair from her face so he could soak up her expression, his eyes tracing each feature on her face. "I missed you" he admitted gently, making her heart flutter.

"I missed you, too" she said quietly, still trying to get used to the sap as she smiled softly, but soon dropped her gaze, the weight of today still pressing on her chest.

"What's wrong?" he immediately asked, tilting her chin towards him so she couldn't escape his worried gaze. "Did something happen?"

She wanted to tell him about Aiden calling her, but she was worried about his reaction. He had been so patient and understanding with her and her crazy past so far, but she wondered how long he could remain compassionate about it.

"Promise you won't get mad?" she asked, still a little delicate from everything that had happened in the last few hours, feeling exhausted and worn out.

He seemed uneasy as he frowned, his knuckles stroking her cheek. "Tell me".

She had always valued honesty, so it was the least she could offer Stiles, right?

"Aiden called".

He faltered, his hand stilling against her cheek. She couldn't bear to meet his gaze, scared that he would be disappointed in her. Especially after today.

"... Oh?" was all he managed to say, his hand dropping to the space between them.

"Yeah. Oh" she mumbled, her stomach churning with nerves.

"You-You picked up?" he asked, a slight accusatory tone in his voice that she tried to ignore.

"Accidentally" she admitted shamefully.

"What did he want?"

She scoffed under her breath. "What Aiden always wants. Sex".

From next to her, Stiles' frown deepened as he pursed his lips, letting that information sink in. She simply sat with him, allowing him a few seconds to gather his thoughts.

"So, you've come over here to break up with me?" he asked, his voice catching a little in the back of his throat.

"What? No" she exclaimed in alarm, quickly shaking her head. "No, of course not. I would never go back to Aiden".

He met her gaze, his eyes hopeful. "Really?"

"Yes, really" she vowed. "I just wanted to be honest. I didn't want to hide something like this from you".

"What did he say?"

"He just tried to get under my skin, as per usual. But it kind of worked" she confessed. "Hearing his voice transported me back to feeling bitter, worthless, and angry. I didn't like it".

"He can only have as much power over you as you let him" Stiles said softly, taking her hand again and squeezing it reassuringly. "You've moved on. He hasn't. He doesn't like that".

"It's like he wanted me to still be broken. But I'm not".

"You're not" Stiles agreed, smiling gently. "You're so strong".

"I wasn't always".

"But you are now" he insisted – her very own cheerleader.

"What if I'm not always going to be strong?" she wondered, her heart sinking at the thought.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm a mess pretending not to be a mess" she chuckled.

"You're not a mess" he disagreed, gently bumping her with his shoulder.

"I'm a big mess".

"You're not. Please, stop thinking of yourself like that. When I look at you, I don't see a mess. I see someone beautiful who is trying her best and guess what? Her best is more than enough".

She melted a little at his words, wondering how he could always be so kind and patient with her.

"Thanks, Stiles" she whispered.

He pulled her into a slow, sweet kiss, burning away her doubts and insecurities with just his insatiable lips.

"Aiden never deserved you" he mumbled against her mouth; his eyes still shut as he basked in the feel of her against him. "And he never will".

"How do I let him go?" she wondered, feeling her heart cave open with vulnerability. "How do I move on and stop giving him so much power?"

"I don't know" he said sadly.

"When I was in rehab, they had these clinical psychologists who specialised in working with adolescents. Every day, at noon, I had to go and speak to one. Her name was Amanda, and she got on my God damn nerves" she admitted with a laugh. "But only because she could see right through me. She was able to pull things out of me that I never admitted to anyone, even myself, and she said I was trauma-bonded to him. That I was in such a low, fragile place, overwhelmed with grief and life, that my mind latched onto him because it thought he saved me".

Stiles was listening intently, eager to have her open up.

"That's why the highs with him felt amazing, and the lows were so destructive" she continued. "It was a vicious cycle with no end. I hated him so much, but I felt like I needed him. I don't want to feel like that again".

"Maybe you should try blocking him?" Stiles suggested, making her frown at the simplicity, yet brilliance, of the idea that she should have given more thought to.

It made sense. If she blocked him, he couldn't text or call her again. At least from his number. But she had never completely cut contact with him. Not in fifteen entire months. They might have gone months not speaking, but the damaged and destructive part of her felt safe knowing that, if needed, he was just on the other end of the line, ready to help her lose control. She may have removed him from her speed dial, but the option of him was still there.

Just in case.

Just in case she failed at the whole 'doing better' thing.

That's what happened in November. She got out of rehab, and she called him. Within hours, he was there. They drank, they fought and then they fucked. When she was weak, he was by her side, and she hated to admit she liked the familiarity he offered.

But how could she move on if she had him as her safety net?

How could she give her all to Stiles if he was still occupying little parts of her mind?

She loved Stiles. She didn't love Aiden. At least, not in a healthy, non-toxic way.

The choice was glaringly obvious, and she hated that it took her so long to realise.

She slid her phone from the back pocket of her shorts, clicking on his contact details which were simply saved as 'Aiden'.

Stiles was right. She couldn't let him have power over her anymore. If she had any hope of redemption and moving on, she needed to cut him out of her life for good. No more excuses.

With slightly shaky fingers, she hit the block button.

She didn't know what she expected to happen, but a small feeling of relief crept into her chest and began to spread. The weight of the world a little lighter on her already overcrowded shoulders.

"Huh" she mumbled, "I should have done that months ago".

Why the hell did she not?

Stiles was looking at her in newfound appreciation, a gentle, soft smile pulling at his lips.

"You won't ever have to deal with him again" he reassured. "And if he tries to reach out, please let me know. I'll protect you".

Her worst possible nightmare was Stiles and Aiden meeting, let alone speaking. That was two parts of her world that she didn't want to collide.

"You can't protect me from everything".

"I can and I will" he promised. "Especially an abusive ex douchebag".

She smiled, thankful he had her back.

"Let's go out" he sprang on her without warning. "I want to take you somewhere".

"Because that doesn't sound ominous or anything" she remarked sarcastically, being playful with him.

He took her hand, pulling her to her feet. His gaze trailed up her body slowly before focusing on her face, his eyes dazzling. It was in that moment that Kayla knew what Allison meant that night at Lydia's pool party when she said Stiles looked at her like she was the sun. He was radiant and bright, soaking her in.

"Do you trust me?" he asked.

"More than I thought possible" she replied.

He grabbed one of his zip-up hoodies, helping her put it on over her skimpy strappy top before leading her quietly out of the house. Instead of sneaking her in, sneaking her out. And they hadn't even done anything to warrant the sneaking.

She was utterly confused but allowed him to guide her to his jeep. He opened the door for her, helping her in and then racing around to the driver's side.

"Are you kidnapping me?" she joked, "do I need to send my GPS coordinates to Lydia?"

"Just stealing you from the world for a little while" he smiled, reversing from his drive.

"Why?"

"Is it a crime to want to spend time with my girlfriend?" he laughed.

"If you're planning on murdering me, yeah" she teased.

"As if I could ever get the upper hand".

Her smile faltered a little, but she didn't show the pained and confused expression on her face as the town of Beacon Hills raced by them. The mysterious girl's words and screams still echoing in the back of her mind.

She didn't fully understand it, but she knew enough that it unsettled her. A nervous gnawing feeling creeping and curling deep within her stomach.

"You have to swear you won't tell anyone about this, okay?" Stiles asked, drumming his fingers along the steering wheel. "This place is like top secret. I've not even shown Scott".

Okay, now she was intrigued.

"What is it?"

"Wait and see" he grinned.

"I don't have that kind of patience".

"Oh, trust me, I know" he snorted, causing her to playfully punch his arm.

He drove towards the preserve, heading down an old and desolate track that was overgrown and barely a road, the jeep rattling from side to side.

"You have way too much faith in this jeep" she chuckled. "A tow truck will never get down here".

He waved off her concerns, trying to act chill and unbothered, but winced loudly when the jeep hit a particularly nasty pothole. "It's cool. I have duct tape".

"You fix your jeep with duct tape?"

Yet, somehow, that didn't surprise her.

"Cheaper than a mechanic" he shrugged.

Just when she thought they would get lost and vanish in the thick woodland, the bumpy track opened into a small clearing, only big enough to squeeze in a handful of cars.

"I've never been here before" she said in surprise. "And here I thought I knew these woods".

"It's a secret place for a reason" he smirked, "my mom took me when I was seven. Made me promise not to tell a single soul".

"But you're telling me...?" she wondered, not wanting to impose or ruin a sacred memory.

"Because I think she would want you to see it" he said softly, his smile kind but his eyes a little sad. Like he got every time he talked about his mom.

He got out, hurrying around the front of the jeep and opening the door for her, offering her a hand to help her out. She accepted, and soon their fingers were intertwined and tightly grasped as he led her into the woods.

She was intrigued as to where he was taking her, but she bit back her questions, letting him surprise her. There was a definite chill in the air, forcing her to wrap Stiles' hoodie around her quivering frame tightly. Crickets chirped, and she was sure she heard the whoosh of wings overhead, making her look up. The silvery glow of the moon illuminated the canopy of the thick mass of trees, watching the birds do their own dance through the air.

It was beautiful in the woods at night. Peaceful and serene.

She loved the woods. She always felt content in nature - and safe. Safer than she sometimes felt in her day-to-day life. Feelings of bliss washed over her as she breathed in the rich scent of damp earth mingled with the crisp aroma of pine, hints of sweet and floral wildflowers tingling her nostrils.

He warned her to watch where she stepped, holding on tighter as he guided her down a slight incline that curled into a small rock formation. Smooth, moss-covered stones cradled a small pool with steam curling and rising off the surface like a ghostly veil.

She faltered to a stop, soaking it all in. Taken aback by something so peaceful and ethereal, hidden deep in the preserve. A little pocket of heaven.

"Is that a hot spring?" she wondered, enthralled with the glow of the moon reflecting and dancing across the water's surface.

"Yeah. Pretty cool, right?"

She let go of his hand, taking a few steps forward. It was nestled in against the rocks, hidden from unsuspecting eyes by overgrown shrubbery and tall trees, probably only big enough to squeeze a handful of people in.

A smirk lit up her face as she turned to face him, her eyes dazzling with amusement. "Did you just take me here as an excuse to get me naked?"

He fumbled with non-existent words, and even through the dim silvery glow, she could see his cheeks tinted a mottled pink.

"Heh... that... that would just be an added bonus" he shrugged, awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.

She could feel her heart softening with him, amazed that he did something so special for her. No one had ever bothered before.

He was watching her with careful eyes, gauging her reaction. His gaze was a little nervous, like he was wondering if he had gone too far or messed up royally, biting down on his bottom lip.

Her hand reached out to grab a fistful of his hoodie, pulling him forward and crashing her lips to his with a special kind of urgency which was bordering on desperate. He stilled for a second, surprised and caught off guard by the sudden show of affection, but eagerly responded, threading his hands through her hair.

Her heart was full, and her mind was finally at ease. Aiden, just a distant memory.

"Thank you" she whispered against his mouth, her voice getting lost in the gentle murmur of the forest.

"For what?" he asked, clinging to the strands of her hair. Cradling her with gentle tenderness.

There was too much to list. Too many times, he had saved her. More than he could ever possibly know.

She couldn't pry her eyes away from his, getting lost in his comforting brown gaze. "Everything" she said, meaning it with every single part of her beating heart.

His lips quirked, pulling her back into the kiss. This time it was sweet and slow, savouring the feel of each other. Their mouths chasing away the fresh, brisk cold air that was beginning to seep into their bones.

He pulled back, catching his breath. "I love you" he uttered, the words rolling off his tongue like it was the most natural thing in the world.

It still scared her hearing that, but she allowed herself a moment to sit with the feeling, allowing it to wash over her. Bathing in the rush of happiness that filled her heart and made it worth beating.

"I love you, too" she whispered, her stomach doing somersaults.

Gently, his soft hands traced down her body, helping to remove her clothes. First, the hoodie, followed closely by her top. She stepped out of her shorts, kicking them to the side. A simple black bra and panty set accentuating her figure.

Stiles' breath hitched, his grip ghosting along the curve of her waist to settle on her hips, toying with the thin band of her underwear. His eyes were wide and overwhelmed at the sight of her, like nothing could draw his focus away.

"It doesn't seem fair that I'm the only one getting undressed" she teased, making him laugh.

"Good point. But just so you know, the cold does make things look smaller" he pointed out, forcing a nervous chuckle. "Much smaller".

She pulled him in, their naked bodies enveloped in the warm water. His hands drifted, caressing her skin as he nuzzled against her, whispering over and over that he loved her, and nothing would change that. She was enthralled, believing every word he said.

In the heat of the water and the heart of the forest, he slowly made love to her, worshipping every inch of her body until she couldn't even remember her own name. Pinning her against the rocks and captivating her entire soul and marking it as his.

A dreamy end to a nightmarish day.

A/N) ANDDDDD we have Aiden... a wee cameo before he comes in season 3 ;) Oh boy, I cannot wait to write that. Shit is gonna hit the fan lmao. A kind of filler chapter, but important in recognising Kayla's sexual trauma and issues with her past (which is terrible and will be continued to be explored), and episode 3 will DEFINITELY be next haha. Hope you all enjoyed and see you all super soon :)

Chapter 73: Shoot the shot

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Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form :)  Thanks so much for the continued support, I am in AWE of you all, and I hope you enjoy this next chapter – episode 3 boooyahhhh :)

To her complete surprise, she didn’t become Beacon Hills’ number one enemy.

Walking through the school the next morning, she got her fair share of judgmental looks and people crossing the hallway to avoid her, but she also got an equal amount of attention.

Sexual attention. 

She wondered if maybe her ‘powers’ or whatever were on the fritz, but soon found out that, nope, it was just teenage boys being typical teenage boys. 

Between the cat calls and the wolf whistles, she got asked out and propositioned, as well as being begged to sign copies of her mug shot. That kind of attention followed her all the way to gym class, her tight Nike shorts and strappy vest top only adding fuel to the fire. 

“Greenberg, back off” Stiles muttered, followed by an eyeroll as he overheard his fellow lacrosse player comment on her legs. “She isn’t going to go out with you”.

She bit back a smile, unable to tear her gaze away from him. His jealous, overprotective stance hovering close to her was a total turn-on. 

“How is it that I lose my mind and run naked through the woods for two days after getting brutally attacked and turn into the town crazy, but you publish your disastrous past that, quite frankly, is more than a little disturbing, but still get fawned over?” Lydia wondered, pursing her lips in thought. 

“Maybe bad girl is sexier than nutjob?” Kayla joked, earning a well-placed elbow in the ribs.

Just then, she got another wolf whistle, making Lydia roll her eyes and Stiles grit his teeth in frustration.

“Johnstone, quit being a pervert” coach barked, “and rein in those hormones before Stilinski tackles you”.

“Stop enjoying this so much" Lydia grumbled, folding her arms across her chest. 

"Enjoying what?"

"Watching him get jealous and overprotective".

"Why? It's hot" she shrugged, feeling a little flushed as she saw Stiles frowning and scrunching his face up in dismay and aggravation at his fellow classmates. 

Lydia chose not to answer, rolling her eyes again and turning her attention to the star-crossed lovers on the climbing wall – aka, Allison and Scott.

"They think they're being subtle, but they're not" the redhead said, "anyone with a pair of eyes can see they're hopelessly and disgustingly in love”.

“Yeah, disgustingly” she agreed, scrunching her nose up as Scott and Allison flirted twenty feet up in the air.

“Nu uh. You can’t say that” Lydia smirked, her eyes gleaming with amusement. “Not with the way you look at him” she said, jutting her chin towards Stiles, who was conveniently not paying attention to them. Too busy glaring and scoffing at any guy who laid eyes on her for more than half a second.

“What do you mean?”

“You know what I mean” Lydia laughed. “You look at him the same way Allison looks at Scott. In fact, I’d say even more disgustingly”.

“I take great offence at that accusation” she said, “I’m not soft”.

Lydia simply pursed her lips, twirling a strand of hair around her finger as she tried to resist laughing.

“I-I’m not” she insisted, but her voice faltered a little, like she didn’t even believe her own words.

“Kayla, sweetie-“ her friend smirked knowingly, “-you’re in love. If you didn’t look at him like that, then I’d be very concerned”.

“I’m a badass” she defended herself half-heartedly. “Did you not read the articles?”

“Of course I did. But that was you a year ago. You’ve changed” Lydia grinned, “now, you are little miss softie”.

“Alright, next two. Stilinski! Erica! The wall. Let’s go” coach barked, cutting her off before she could defend herself to her best friend.

Stiles had only been gone from her side for all of two seconds when Evan Taylor, someone she hadn’t ever spoken to, but she recognised from her home room, slid up next to her and sent her a bright, flirty smile.

“What’s up, gorgeous?” he all but purred, eyeing her up shamelessly. “You bored with Stilinski yet?”

“I’m bored with this conversation”.

“Do you wanna go dancing tonight?” he continued, as if she hadn’t just rebutted him, sliding a hand through his messy brown hair.

She didn’t even look at him, keeping her gaze centred forward as she rolled her eyes. “Not with you”.

“Why do all the hot chicks play so hard to get?”

“What you call hard to get, I call repulsion” she said, finally turning to send him a sarcastic grin. “Bye-bye now”.

He slinked away, his tail – and ego – between his legs.

“What did he want?” Stiles panted, rushing back over to her, and she had to do a double-take because, a few seconds ago, he was at the top of the climbing wall but now he was next to her, his expression pinched in frustration and jealousy.

“Nothing I’m going to give him” she smirked, patting his chest. “Relax”.

“Erica. Dizzy?” coach called out loudly, staring up at the blonde girl on the wall who had frozen in fear, clinging on for dear life. “Is it vertigo?

“Vertigo's a dysfunction of the vestibular system of the inner ear” Lydia said knowingly, “she's just freaking out”.

“Erica?”

“I'm f-fine” the girl, Erica, replied, although her voice rattled with panic.

“Coach, maybe it's not safe” Allison suggested, “you know she's epileptic”.

“Why doesn't anybody tell me this stuff?” coach sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Erica, y-you're fine. Just-Just kick off from the wall. There's a mat to catch you. Come on. See, you're fine. You're on the ground. You're all right. Let's go. Shake it off. You're fine”.

Erica, whom Kayla had never really paid attention to before, looked mortified as she bit back her tears, keeping her head down as she walked through the crowd of laughing students who found amusement in her distress.

She felt bad for her, glaring at anyone making fun of her. Kids these days could be cruel, and epilepsy was something out of her control. She knew a little something about losing control of her body – she went through it every full moon for five years.

She spun on her heel and jogged after her, gingerly reaching out to touch her arm. “Hey, um… Erica, is it?”

Erica flinched but turned around, her wide blue eyes looking at her in surprise and, maybe, a little bit of contempt. She guessed she had read the articles. After all, everyone probably already had.

“You okay?”

The girl gave her a thorough, scrutinising look and, for some reason, Kayla sensed she hated her, No, loathedher.

“I don’t need you checking up on me” Erica scoffed, her gaze and demeanour guarded and standoffish. “Go back to your little fan crowd”.

A little harsh, but Kayla had heard worse.

“Okay” she shrugged, “sorry for bothering you”.

She accepted the girl, for whatever reason, had issues with her, but it didn’t put her up or down, turning around to walk back to her friends.

“And-And I don’t need your sympathy” Erica continued, her voice strained, like she was struggling to get the words out. “I don’t need anything from you”.

She ignored her, joining her friends. Scott and Stiles were hovering a few feet away, engulfed in conversation.

“What was that about?” Allison asked, curious about why Erica was exhibiting equal amounts of embarrassment and fury as she shot glares at the back of her head.

“Fuck knows” she said nonchalantly. “But I smell issues”.

“Her issue is the fact you’re dating Stiles” Lydia said knowingly.

She almost laughed at Lydia’s typical response. “How do you know that?”

“I know girls” the redhead smirked, “and she’s jealous”.

“Is that why she looks like she wants to brutally murder me?”

“Obviously” Lydia snorted, “but I wouldn’t worry. She’s nobody”.

She ignored the little uncomfortable niggle in her stomach. That slight twinge of jealousy that she promised herself she wouldn’t allow herself to feel. Trying to shrug it off because Stiles hadn’t even looked in that girl’s direction even once, so why was she allowing it to get to her?

She pulled herself from her mini spiral, focusing back on the gym class, but felt like someone was watching her, the little hairs on the back of her neck standing on end. Curiously, she turned her head to the side only to see half of her cousin peering around the doors to the gym in the distance.

Subtle.

Not.

She excused herself, brushing through the crowd and strode over to him, a scowl already plastered on her face.

“Are you trying to catch some more charges, or…?” she snarked, quirking a single brow. “You look like a sexual predator standing like that”.

Derek glanced down at his stance before sending her an unamused glare.

“Like, seriously, why are your feet, like, five feet away from each other? You’re almost as wide as you are tall” she commented, causing him to sigh.

“I need your help”.

“Just stand like a normal person, it’s really not that hard”.

He rolled his eyes, looking like he wished he had never bothered asking her for a favour.

“Kayla, I’m risking my life being here” he stated.

“Then leave” she replied, completely unbothered.

“I need you to keep an eye on Isaac” he continued, causing her to snort.

“You want me to babysit your new little pet? No way” she exclaimed, shaking her head.

“I don’t want to leave him alone”.

“Why?”

“Because he’s vulnerable” Derek claimed, “and I don’t trust that he’ll do as he’s told and stay hidden”.

“Not my problem” she shrugged. “You turned him, he’s your responsibility”.

“Kayla. Please?” he asked in frustration, bordering on pleading. “If not for me, then do it for him”.

She clenched her jaw, folding her arms across her chest as she narrowed her eyes at her cousin, not enjoying the guilt trip or how he was trying to pull her back into his mess as a way to rebuild their relationship that he had completely destroyed.

“Fine” she relented, giving in. “But I’m not doing this for you. I still hate you”.

He remained stony-faced and unbothered, but deep down, she knew her words had hurt him. A flash of sadness passed through his stare, but he hid it well. Blinking it away before it had taken hold.

She wondered when, and if, they would ever be on good terms again, or if they were just destined to fall apart and destroy the Hale name for good.


She walked down the steps into the derelict subway station beneath Beacon Hills, rolling her eyes at Derek’s choice of hideaway. The walls were crumbling, each platform a dumping ground for trash, and the lights overhead flickered obnoxiously.

Derek had money. Derek had millions. Why he chose here to hide out completely baffled her. She understood they were taught to retreat and hide when hunters were out for blood, but an abandoned railway depot seemed a little excessive.

But, then again, this was the same guy who happily lived in his burnt-down family home for weeks. The subway station was actually an upgrade.

“Couldn’t stay away from me, huh?”

The flirty voice pulled her attention towards Isaac who was leaning against the doors of one of the subway cars, a cocky smile stretched across his face.

“I’m your babysitter” she sighed.

“Lucky me” he winked, dragging his eyes up her body shamelessly, admiring the short plaid pleated skirt she wore, paired with a simple white V-neck tee. “My babysitter is hot. You going to spank me?”

“How does a punch to the balls sound?”

“Delightful” he grinned.

She rolled her eyes, walking towards the subway car and meeting his gaze, but he didn’t move. Blocking her entry. His expression was amused and playful, enjoying flirting with her.

“What’s the password?” he asked.

“Let me guess” she sighed dramatically, “probably flashing you my tits?”

“Well, if you’re offering…”

She slapped his chest, knocking him off balance. “Move”.

“I quite like this bossy side of yours” he continued, watching her carefully as she stepped into the subway car. “It’s such a turn on”.

“Derek so owes me for this” she grumbled under her breath, dropping her school bag into one of the seats.

“Just admit you missed me, Hale. You find me irresistible”.

“I find you incredibly annoying” she corrected, sending him a sarcastic smile.

“So, you’ve thought about me enough to decide I’m annoying?” he teased, his blue eyes unwavering from hers as he continued to smirk in delight.

“You’re making me want to shoot you for a second time” she deadpanned.

“I’d willingly be your target practice if it meant you played nurse with me again”.

“You’re exhausting” she stated. “And pervy. My eyes are up here” she added, when she caught his gaze wandering down her body.

“You’re the first pretty thing I’ve seen in days” he shrugged, unapologetic for his actions.

She raised her clenched fist, “Will this be pretty when it breaks your nose?”

He stepped closer, now only a couple of feet between them, towering over her and forcing her to crane her neck back a little. His expression remained playful and coy, his gaze swimming with something intense–something she couldn’t quite put her finger on, but she knew it unnerved her a little.

“Try it” he whispered, unable to contain the pleased upturn of his lips, like the thought of her laying her hands on him was a dream come true.

She swallowed thickly, remaining quiet. He had changed a lot since she first saw him digging Laura’s grave, and even when he gave her that bike ride to school when Lydia was missing. This Isaac - newly bitten werewolf Isaac – had found his confidence and ego, a brand-new streak of confidence coursing through his veins. When before he could barely meet her stare, now he couldn’t look away. As if he found a lifeline buried deep in her gaze.

He was succeeding in getting under her skin, and she knew he knew that, tilting his head a little as he listened to her heartbeat that had risen in annoyance and frustration. Unable to help the response of her eyes glowing that vibrant green, making him smirk.

“Sexy” he remarked, biting his lip.

She had been hit on enough times today, and he was pushing it. Without thinking, her fist shot out and clocked him straight on the nose, causing him to stumble back as he cradled the broken bone.

“Ow” he exclaimed, looking affronted. “What was that for?”

“You said try it. So I tried it” she shrugged, “and it felt pretty damn good”.

He cracked his nose back into place, wincing as he did so. Grabbing a discarded tee from the back of one of the subway seats, and mopped up the blood trickling down to his top lip.

“You have a mean punch”.

“And your flirting is pissing me off”.

He dropped the blood-soaked tee to the seat, looking at her a little more warily now.

“Pissing you off, or turning you on?”

She snorted, “I’m drier than the Sahara Desert right now”.

“Is that so?” he grinned, returning to his usual cocky and arrogant self. “I can change that if you let me”.

“Fist. Face” she reminded him.

“Fine” he put his hands up, laughing as he did so. “But let’s make a bet”.

“A bet?”

“Yeah” he grinned. “If by the time Derek comes back, you haven’t wanted to kiss me, then I’ll stop flirting with you. But if you do, then I’ll keep shooting my shot”.

“Wow” she chuckled in disbelief, “your ego is way up here, huh?”

“Do we have a deal?”

“I have a boyfriend” she reminded him.

“Yeah” he scoffed, “like Stilinski is real competition. Play with people in your league, Hale”.

“I don’t want to kiss you. I won’t ever want to kiss you. I will never kiss you”.

“You sure about that?” he challenged.

“Incredibly sure”.

He smirked, his baby blues dazzling with amusement. “We’ll see”.

He frustrated her, and he seemed to enjoy that he did. The cheeky smile remained on his face as he slid into one of the subway car seats, sprawling out over it with his back against the window.

She chose not to respond, sitting down opposite him, her back to the window with her legs draped out in front of her, and pulled out her phone from her bag, ignoring him as she flicked through her notifications.

“You’re not a very attentive babysitter”.

“Bite me”.

“Where?”

She blew out a long breath, trying to stay calm and unbothered, but he was unsettling her, and she didn’t like it. She was used to being in control, not the other way around.

As expected, she had a ton of messages from Stiles ‘checking in’ on her. He didn’t like that she was alone with Isaac, that much was obvious, and he made that perfectly clear. The fact that he was blowing up her phone was a clear indication of that.

“Boyfriend not like that you’re alone with me?” Isaac guessed, taunting her.

“I don’t like that I’m alone with you” she grumbled under her breath.

“Because then you’ll be forced to admit our insane, irresistible chemistry?”

“No, because I may commit murder”.

“I like this back and forth we have” Isaac observed. “It’s better than foreplay”.

She flicked her eyes up over her phone to meet his stare. “How would you know, virgin?”

“Take it, and then I’ll find out” he grinned. “My virginity is all yours”.

“Keep it” she rolled her eyes, looking back at her phone.

“I thought you liked taking guys’ virginities?”

“Just one guy”.

Isaac fell quiet, and she allowed herself to enjoy the few blissful seconds of silence his closed mouth gave her, quickly replying to Stiles, reassuring him she was fine, and then letting Lydia know her absence was due to a ‘family emergency’.

Even though he was silent, his eyes never left her. She felt his gaze penetrating her as she typed on her phone, observing the way she moved and reacted.

She was just about to open Facebook when something got chucked at her, landing perfectly on her lap. She looked down, spotting a full, unopened bag of toffee popcorn.

“Still your favourite?” he guessed, offering her a much kinder smile.

The memories he helped jog the other night of that summer eight years ago came rushing back, seeing that little runt of a boy with unruly blonde hair sitting in front of her instead of the cocky werewolf he had turned into.

She accepted the peace offering, opening the bag and popping a couple in her mouth.

“Well, duh” she said, crunching as she did so. “There’s something abhorrently not right about sweet and salted popcorn. It clashes too much in my mouth”.

“Absolutely” he laughed. “No one has ever agreed with me on that before”.

“The two flavours should not mix. I wholeheartedly stand by that”.

He nodded. “Toffee is simple, but classic. A true all-rounder”.

She popped a few more in her mouth, accepting this was probably going to be her lunch for today, then softened a little, offering him the bag. He reached forward, taking a handful and chucking them one by one in the air, catching them with his mouth.

“Do you regret it yet?” she asked after a prolonged period of silence. “The bite? Now that you’re a fugitive and all”.

“Not one bit” he shook his head. “I feel more alive than ever”.

“Let’s hope you stay that way”.

“Aw” he playfully mocked, “you hope?”

“You’re insufferable, but you don’t deserve to die”.

“I know it’s dangerous” he acknowledged, “but what’s life without a little risk? And anyway, I heard you like the bad boys”.

“Used to” she corrected.

“I suppose Stilinski is probably bad in bed, so…”

She grabbed a handful of popcorn and chucked it at him, causing him to laugh.

“Defensive much?” he chuckled. “If he’s not rocking your world, just say so. I’ll change that”.

“He’s rocking my world plenty, thank you very much”.

He tilted his head slightly to the side, listening to her heartbeat. He seemed a little sad when he heard it didn’t blip, meaning she was telling the truth. His expression was twisted with disappointment, like her words physically pained him.

To lighten the mood, she took a piece of popcorn and threw it at him, the caramel-covered kernel hitting him smack in the middle of his forehead, catching him off guard. She bit her lip, muffling her chuckles as he quickly looked up and over to her.

“What was that for?”

“Payback” she smirked, “for trying to attack me at the police station”.

He laughed lightly, his smile once again returning. “You shot me, so you already got your own back”.

“I hold grudges” she joked.

“I’m well aware”.

She frowned, curious as to his little knowing remark.

“You could’ve spoken to me before now” she offered up, eating some more popcorn. “If you recognised me from all those years ago”.

“Pffffft, yeah right” he burst out laughing, like her words were the funniest thing he had ever heard.

“I’m not a total bitch” she half-heartedly defended herself in amusement. “I can be nice”.

“You were the hot new girl who got straight into Lydia Martin’s little clique. There was no way I could have ever interacted with you without chucking up on your shoes”.

She snorted. “Nice image”.

“That summer was pretty rough on me” he admitted, showing a little bit of vulnerability. “After mom died, dad just fell apart. My life was miserable, I had no friends, Camden was playing basketball all day, every day, and I felt like no one. You made me feel like someone, and I really appreciate it”.

“My eight-year-old self says thank you” she grinned.

“Who was that other brown-haired girl you would hang out with?” he asked. “The one you built that treehouse with?”

Her stomach dropped, her heart suddenly clenching a little at the reminder of her cousin, bringing back a wave of loss that knocked her off balance.

“C-Cora. My cousin”.

He realised the magnitude of what he asked, frowning a little as he noticed the sorrow and sadness seize her face, her shoulders slumping a little.

“She was in the fire?”

Peter’s memories that he showed her of that fateful night swarmed her mind again, remembering her family’s screams and wails, along with the heat of the flames burning her skin.

“Yeah, she was” she sighed.

“That sucks” he said, trying to lighten the mood.

“So does a dead mom” she joked back, reaching for more popcorn but finding the bag empty. “Unfortunately, mine is still alive”.

“I have a dead dad, too”.

“I can join that club as well” she smiled. “I have two”.

“Two dads?”

“Two dead dads” she clarified, crumpling up the bag and chucking it down the subway car. “It’s a long story”.

“I have all the time in the world”.

“That’s because you’re a fugitive on the run. I’m still a high school student, with a paper due tomorrow and a chemistry test”.

She grabbed a couple of notebooks from her bag, along with a pen. If she wasn’t in school because she was babysitting a teenage werewolf, then she should probably try her very best not to get suspended or expelled.

Isaac stood up, making her frown as he nudged her feet that were hanging over the edge of the seat with his knee.

“Move over” he said, jutting his chin forward. “We can study together”.

“Oh, we can, can we?” she smirked, not moving her legs.

“I don’t plan on being a fugitive forever, so you should probably tutor me in case I fall behind”.

“So now I’m your babysitter and also your private teacher?” she asked, cocking her head to the side. “Sounds expensive”.

“I can pay you back in sexual favours?” he offered, that cocky grin returning.

“I think that would be more enjoyable for you than it would for me”.

“Ouch” he muttered, feigning hurt as he covered his chest with the palm of his hand, biting back a smirk. “Do you like emasculating every guy you speak to?”

“It’s my favourite hobby, yeah”.

“C’mon, Hale, do I have to beg?” he playfully whined. “Because I will. It isn’t how I imagined I’d get on my knees for you, but it’s a start”.

“Tone down the overly sexual talk, and I’ll consider it”.

“Just sexual talk? Not other sexual things?”

She glared at him, narrowing her eyes. “I have a boyfriend” she reminded him.

“That’s not the threat you think it is”.

“I’m just reminding you that whatever weird, kinky ideas you have are staying in your brain. I’m not attracted to you”.

“You keep telling yourself that, Hale” he grinned, “so are we going to study or what?”

She pursed her lips, studying him closely. Beneath the over-inflated ego and the cocky, inappropriate comments and attitude, she knew the kind and soft boy she knew at eight years old was still in there. He was just overcompensating, enjoying the thrill and rush of being a new werewolf. It happened to pretty much everyone – the surge of feeling on top of the world and invincible. She hoped, eventually, that it would lessen, and he would maybe become tolerable again.

“Fine” she relented, spinning around on the seat and dropping her feet to the floor, leaving the space on the seat free next to her. “But no funny business unless you want another broken nose”.

Surprisingly, he listened. For a few hours, they studied, testing each other on chemistry and then moved onto biology before finishing with econ. Coach, after all, loved pop quizzes. He did one, like, every week.

When he wasn’t being an ass, he wasn’t half bad. Dare she say even tolerable?

He kind of reminded her of Harry. Her ex-dead best friend.

She checked her phone, noticing the school day was nearly over, and seeing yet another text from Stiles asking if she was okay, what she was doing, and what she wanted to do after school.

“He’s stressing that you’re hanging out with me” Isaac chuckled, leaning closer to her to peer over her shoulder to read the texts. “Isn’t that a turn off?”

She turned her phone over so he couldn’t intrude on her personal life, shooting him a glare.

“Shut up”.

He seemed entertained, his baby blues dazzling with amusement. “Am I going a little hard on the guy?”

“Yeah, and it’s kinda getting old now”.

“I’m sure he’s used to it”.

“Isaac, stop” she sighed. “He’s my-“

“Boyfriend, yeah, I get it” he finished her sentence for her, followed by an eyeroll. “But for how long?”

“For the foreseeable future”.

“If you say so” he muttered, clearly not believing her words.

She felt like he was egging her on, winding her up and getting under her skin just to test her, and she didn’t like it.

“Derek said he’d be back by three, and it’s nearly three, so…” she said, shoving her papers and notebooks back into her bag, “I should probably go”.

“Already?” he asked, a quip of disappointment in his voice.

“Yeah, already”.

She was pissed off and not shy to show it, her jaw tight and clenched as she zipped up her bag.

“I’m sorry, okay?” he apologised, sounding sincere. “I’ll stop knocking the dude”.

“Great, but I’m still leaving” she said, throwing her bag strap over her shoulder and stood up, waiting for him to move his knees to the side to let her out, but he didn’t.

“Stay” he muttered softly, peering up at her with those pleading and hopeful baby blues of his.

She ignored the offer, lifting her leg to step over him when it was clear he had no intention of moving, when he suddenly grabbed her wrist and pulled her down, causing her to stumble and land haphazardly on his lap, their faces a mere few centimetres apart.

“What the hell are you-“

Her disgruntled exclamation was cut off by his lips suddenly crashing against hers, muffling her voice. In her distraction and anger, he had cupped her jaw and moved forward, capturing her unsuspecting mouth.

She was taken aback by the sudden action, too stunned to move. She could feel his hope and desperation, along with the sheer urgency of his lips as they engulfed her. His touch was gentle and warm against her skin, and she hated that she didn’t immediately hate it.

When her brain caught up with her, she shook herself free from his grasp and pulled back, reaching out to slap him hard across the face.

He jolted at the sheer force of her hand against his cheek, his head careening to the side and probably getting whiplash.

“What the fuck was that?” she demanded, resisting the urge to slap him again. “Don’t you dare do that again”.

He reached up to touch his reddening cheek before allowing the tips of his fingers to move down and brush against his lips, like he was savouring the kiss, which just made her madder.

Her hand shot out again, making harsh contact with his cheek yet again.

“Easy” Isaac said, “I was just-“

“Not understanding the word no?”

“I felt a spark” he defended himself.

“A spark of hatred” she scoffed, stepping up off his lap and adjusting her skirt as she stood, trying not to show how flustered she was.

“Hale-“

“If you ever do that again, I will kill you” she warned. “Back off”.

She turned on her heel and stormed out, but came face to face with a confused Derek at the entrance to the subway car.

“Get a new babysitter” she shouted, “before I get a restraining order”.

A/N) Kinda filler, but I needed to post something lol. Isaac is realllyyyyy trying to shoot his shot, huh? I promise, he gets better, and him and Kayla become good friends. Who’s ready for jealous Stiles? Hahaha. Thanks for the support and hope you enjoy, and I will see you all soon :)

Chapter 74: Ice rink

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Disclaimer: Teen Wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form. You guys are the BEST. I love you all and all of your support, so I decided to update quickly (yay). Hope you enjoy :)

She had been driving around Beacon Hills for what felt like hours, trying to put off going to see Stiles for as long as possible. Not because she didn’t want to see him, but because she didn’t want to tell him what happened and break his heart.

She shouldn’t have let it happen, but she was so caught off guard that it took her a few more seconds than it should have to realise what had happened. Isaac was a flirt, and she could handle that, but she didn’t think he would actually have the nerve to kiss her.

However, it seemed he did. The fact that he had her on his lap and lip-locked with her was proof of that.

How the hell was she going to tell Stiles?

She couldn’t hide it. She didn’t want to hide it, but she was also scared it was going to blow up in her face. Would Stiles get mad? Would he blame her? Would he say, ‘I told you so?’

Once her gas tank was getting low, she bit the bullet and pulled into Stiles’ driveway. He spotted her out the window and was out the front door in a flash, leaning down to tap on her window.

“Hey” he said, smiling through the pane of glass. “You okay?”

She looked at him through the pane of glass, her stomach clenching with nerves. He seemed to sense her apprehension because he reached for the door handle and tried to open it, but the automatic locks were on, the door remaining shut.

“Uh… Kaylz?” he asked, his smile wavering a little. “Can you open the door? I feel like I’m talking to you through a prison visitation window”.

Maybe he would be if she decided killing Isaac was a good idea, which, quite frankly, it still seemed like it was.

She opened the door, taking Stiles’ hand that he offered her to step from the car, unable to meet his gaze.

“What happened?” he asked knowingly. “You have a weird look on your face”.

Well, here goes nothing…

“Isaac kissed me”.

She probably should have said that a little bit more gently, but she wasn’t one for subtlety, and she didn’t beat around the bush. Her harsh honesty was something that had never changed with her, even through all the ups and downs.

Stiles’ eyebrows shot up in surprise, recoiling a little in shock. Taken aback by her blunt admission.

“Uh… what?” he exclaimed, beginning to blink quickly.

“And then I slapped him” she continued, “twice”.

“Just, uh… rewind. Go back to the first part”.

“The part where he kissed me?”

“Yeah, that part”.

“Um…. I thought I explained it pretty well” she said. “He kissed me”.

“Why-Why did he kiss you?” he asked, not quite grasping or understanding what she had told him, as though his brain hadn’t understood her words.

“Because he’s a jumped-up, egotistical prick and-”

“-And he has a thing for you” Stiles finished her sentence. “I knew it”.

“Lots of guys have a ‘thing’ for me”.

“Thanks for that terrifying reminder” he muttered sarcastically under his breath. “I saw the way he looked at you”.

“Looked at me how?”

“Like how I look at you” he grumbled. “I’m going to kill him”.

“You’re not going to kill him”.

“I’m going to kill him” he repeated, sounding completely sure of that idea.

“Stiles-“

“He kissed you” he exclaimed, “that is not okay”.

“I know. That’s why I slapped him – twice”.

He was furious, she could tell. His lips were thinned and his brows furrowed, a flush of colour spreading across his cheeks. His fists were clenching and unclenching by his sides, and she just knew he was imagining all the ways he could brutally and slowly murder Isaac. Which, you know what? Fair.

“Are we good?” she asked hesitantly, scared in case this completely ruined everything.

“That depends”.

“Depends on what?”

“Did you kiss him back?” he asked, appearing terrified to know the answer.

“No, I didn’t” she replied. “I froze, but I didn’t kiss him back”.

“Did you like the kiss?”

She remained quiet for a few seconds, not expecting him to ask her that. Especially because she didn’t really know the answer herself.

She had kissed a lot of people. And by a lot, she meant a lot. She always used it to fill a void inside her heart, deep down craving connection and the feeling of being wanted. That void was healing now, but she was still damaged. Was it wrong to hate the kiss, but also kind of enjoy it? Just for a moment. At least until reality struck.

“Oh my God” Stiles muttered, “you liked the kiss”.

“What? No-“

“You liked that Isaac kissed you” he accused.

She scoffed at the insanity of that sentence. “I did not-“

“He’s all cool and strong and powerful now, and you liked kissing him”.

“If I liked it that much, why would I be here telling you, instead of off kissing him?” she asked, trying to make him see sense. “Exactly! Because I didn’t like the kiss”.

He frowned, scrutinising her carefully. “Why did you tell me about it?”

“Would you rather I didn’t?” she asked in confusion.

“No, No, I just… I’m trying to understand”.

“Because, as much of a screw up that I am, I won’t ever lie to you Stiles” she sighed. “Which is why I wish you would believe me when I say I don’t want to kiss Isaac, and I’m sorry I let him kiss me. He completely caught me off guard, but I set him straight”.

He calmed down a little, his expression softening as his lips quirked a little. “By slapping him”.

“Slapping him twice” she reminded him with a chuckle. “And maybe also by threatening his life”.

“Good” he said, his voice a little lighter and less tense, sending her a small smile. “And if he ever tries anything again-“

“I will kick his ass” she promised.

“I’ll kick his ass” he corrected. “Werewolf or not”.

“You’re sweet, but I can handle myself”.

“Oh, believe me, I know” he chuckled. “But I want to kick his ass. Or just beat him to death with my baseball bat. My baseball bat that I will cover in barbed wire”.

“Creative” she remarked, biting back her smirk.

“Maybe I need to start carrying it around with me. There were way too many guys hitting on you this morning”.

“Yeah, but I don’t pay attention to them” she shrugged, “I just pay attention to you”.

“If you’re trying to boost my ego, then mission accomplished” he laughed, and she was glad he seemed to have gotten past the little unwanted kiss incident.

“You’re the only person who has ever loved me. At least in the right way” she admitted, “and you’re the only person who has ever managed to worm their way into my heart. I love you. I love us. I don’t want anything to jeopardise that”.

His eyes softened, reaching up to cup her jaw in the same way Isaac did, only this time it was warmer and more loving, coaxing her to lean into the touch and soak up all the comfort he offered.

“I am so in love with you, Kayla Hale” he whispered sincerely, his breath dancing across her lips. “Till the end of the road”.

“I like that” she mumbled, unable to fight the smile teasing her lips. “Till the end of the road”.

He kissed her softly and sweetly, chasing away her worries and making her forget how Isaac’s lips felt against her own.


Contrary to Kayla’s belief, Stiles wasn’t past ‘the little unwanted kiss incident’.

He wanted to be. God, he wanted to forget the whole damn thing, but he couldn’t. He was obsessive, bitter and unable to get the images of Isaac kissing his girlfriend out of his head.

Even now, lying here in bed, naked, with his sleeping girlfriend, he was driving himself crazy by imagining every possible scenario and every possible image in his head of the two of them together.

It was stupid. It was ridiculous. Here he was, having just had amazing sex with the girl of his dreams, something that Isaac wished he could have, and he was still seething and stewing in copious amounts of worry and jealousy.

Stiles had clearly won. Isaac may have gotten a two-second kiss that ended in violence, but Stiles had gotten all of Kayla. Not just her body, but her heart too. That was what mattered. Not a stupid, measly – and probably crappy - kiss.

He had been telling himself that for the better part of an hour, but he still didn’t quite believe his own thoughts. His mind was his own worst enemy – at least until Isaac Lahey came along.

Isaac Lahey with the stupid height thing, and the stupid blue eyes, and the stupid face, and the stupidcheekbones and the stupid charming smile. Not to mention the stupid werewolf thing that now made him all the more dangerous and alluring.

He got out of bed, pulling on his boxers and a grey tee and quietly made his way from his room into the hallway, grabbing his phone that was sitting next to his laptop.

He called Scott, thankful his best friend picked up after only two rings.

“Hey, what’s up?” Scott asked.

“Isaac kissed Kayla” he said, without missing a beat or even saying a simple ‘hello’.

Scott didn’t say anything for a few seconds, making Stiles freak out even more.

“Uh… Scott?”

“He kissed her?”

“Pretty sure that’s what I just said” he muttered sarcastically, peaking through the crack in the door to see Kayla still sound asleep, oblivious to the phone call.

“Oh”.

“Oh?” he asked, “is that all you could possibly say right now?”

“I don’t know what to say” Scott muttered. “Uh… how do you feel about it?”

“Like I want to lock him back in that damn freezer” he grumbled.

“Did she kiss him back?”

“No”.

“That’s a good thing then, right?”

“Well, obviously” he remarked, but still felt bitter about the whole thing. “But I still want to kill him”.

“Kayla can handle herself”.

“I know she can” he sighed, “I just… she shouldn’t have to. Isn’t that something I’m meant to do now?”

“You would break your hand if you tried to punch Isaac” Scott said, making Stiles roll his eyes.

“Maybe” he agreed, “but at least I’d have done something”.

“He’s a werewolf now, Stiles. He’s with Derek. You have to be careful” Scott warned.

“I know” he said glumly. “But next time I see him, his nose is getting broken”.

He heard Kayla stirring, twisting under the covers.

“I gotta go. Thanks, Scott”.

“Yeah, no problem. Remember to bring money tomorrow for the keys to the ice rink. The girls will love the surprise. Allison has not stopped going on about a double date”.

“Sure thing”.

He ended the call hastily, walking back into the room as Kayla sat up, blearily rubbing her eyes, her wavy hair messy and dishevelled.

“Hey” he greeted with a smile, sitting on the bed and leaning forward to press a kiss to her forehead. “You okay?”

“Yeah” she muttered through a yawn, her eyes drowning in tiredness. “Just had a weird dream”.

“About what?”

She seemed a little put off and confused, meeting his stare. “Peter”.

“Oh” he said, knowing this was a touchy subject.

“It felt so real. Like he was actually talking to me. Which, obviously, he’s not. He’s dead. It was just weird. Anyway-“ she tried for a smile, changing the subject. “-who was on the phone?”

“J-Just Scott” he shrugged.

“Is everything okay?”

“Yeah. Yeah, totally. He just, uh… he just needed help with a homework question”.

She saw through his bluff immediately, her eyes softening. “You told him about the kiss, huh?”

“… Maybe” he admitted.

“Stiles…” she whispered, reaching out to stroke his arm. “If this is eating away at you, then tell me”.

“Fine” he sighed. “It is. It’s killing me, actually. And not just Isaac, but everyone else. Everyone else who flirts with you, hits on you and looks at you with their creepy, pervy eyes. It pisses me off. There, I said it. I’m insanely jealous”.

“That’s not the secret you think it is” she chuckled, seeming amused.

“Is it really that obvious?” he cringed.

“You acted like my bodyguard today in gym class” she smiled, “so yeah, pretty obvious”.

“Is it a turn off? It’s a turn off, right? Was an hour ago just a pity fuck?” he rambled, his stomach dropping to his toes.

“It’s not a turn off” she reassured, smiling as she did so. “It’s hot”.

“… It is?”

“Hell yeah” she laughed. “You were showing everyone that I was yours”.

“M-Mine?”

“Stiles…” she said softly, her stare unwavering from his. “I love you, and only you, okay? I don’t want anyone else”.

“Even Isaac?” he muttered, resisting the urge to scoff at his name.

“Especially Isaac”.

“Are you sure? Because he’s tall, and blonde, and now strong and supernatural and has some pretty great cheekbones”.

“Do you want to date him?” she snorted, much to his disgust.

“If date means kill, then totally”.

“I don’t want Isaac” she reassured softly. “That’s why I’m currently in your bed–naked”.

He blew out a breath of relief, finally allowing himself to relax.

“We good?”

“We’re good” he smiled, “except for Isaac. He’s not good, because the next time I see him, that chiselled face of his is getting broken”.


She was running late to lunch, having had to finish an art project. Very studious of her. Mindful that she had to tread carefully with a principal out to get her.

She had texted Stiles that she would just be a couple of minutes and headed down the corridor, hastily trying to shove her notebooks back into her bag as she did so. She turned to head into the cafeteria and almost crashed headfirst into someone.

She threw the person a glare before realising that person was Erica.

Erica with a makeover.

Her leopard print heels were paired with a short skirt and matching leather jacket, her blonde hair shiny and curled to perfection. Heavy eyeliner encapsulated her deep brown eyes, and the cherry on top was the apple red lipstick painting her lips, making her mouth pop.

She couldn’t look away from the blonde, surprised by her sudden change. Erica simply smirked at her, looking at her like a piece of gum stuck to the sidewalk.

“Watch your back” Erica warned, followed closely by a grin. “You’re not the hottest thing in town anymore”.

Kayla wasn’t quite sure where the hostility came from, simply just cocking a brow at the blonde bombshell.

“Let me guess… this-“ she said, waving her hand out towards Erica, “-is because of Derek?”

Erica simply grinned like a Cheshire cat, showing off her pearly white teeth like she was in some kind of toothpaste commercial. Just like Isaac, the rush of being a new werewolf going to her head and making her cocky and arrogant.

“I guess I could just fill a hole in his life that you couldn’t” Erica suggested, making Kayla clench her jaw, her nostrils flaring as she felt a rush of anger course through her veins. “Just like I’ll do with him” she added, her gaze drifting behind her, and Kayla turned to see who she meant, seeing Stiles and Scott hurrying out of their chairs.

The ‘him’ clearly meaning Stiles.

She turned back to Erica, her eyes flashing and glowing green. “Right. Your little crush on Stiles. It’s cute, but kind of middle school”.

Erica narrowed her eyes, the reaction proving she had gotten under her skin. Her own brown eyes flashing a bright amber.

“It won’t be when he’s screaming my name” Erica shrugged, “so watch your back”.

“Watch yours”.

Erica turned around, deliberately stepping her stiletto heel onto the top of her foot through her black Converse and making her let out a small yelp. The blonde smirked, flicking her hair over her shoulder and continued to strut down the corridor.

Scott and Stiles skidded up to her, equal amounts of surprise and horror plastered on their faces.

“Is she-“

“Yup” she grumbled, cutting off Scott’s question. “Definitely a werewolf”.

They all watched Erica turn the corner, disappearing from their sight.

 “Derek turned her” Stiles muttered, “he’s got two betas now. We’re nearly outnumbered”.

“I wouldn’t be so sure about that” she said, that familiar anger seizing her body as the bitterness and fury bubbled up inside of her like acid reflux. “Because I’m going to kill her”.

Before either of the boys could say anything, she had stormed down the corridor, following in Erica’s footsteps, forcing Scott and Stiles to hurry after her.

She had always been a bit of a loose cannon with a few screws loose, but lately she had noticed her anger levels rising quickly and more unpredictably than before. She assumed it was just because, like werewolves, her emotions were heightened, but she was too furious to care.

She pushed open the double doors so forcibly that they smacked back against the wall, letting out a loud bang. Her eyes glowing again when she saw Erica climb into Derek’s car, both of them flashing them wide, cocky smiles.

Scott and Stiles flanked either side, still flabbergasted by what they were seeing.

She hated Erica, but her glare was focused on Derek, his actions like a punch in the gut to her.

Was what Erica said true? Was he replacing her? Was he really building a new family for himself that she had accused him of?

“Kaylz… calm down” Stiles whispered, noticing her heavy breathing and tense posture, her nails leaving deep indents in the palms of her hands. She didn’t listen, too angry to process anything but wanting to take her rage and betrayal out on the two people in the car.

She stormed down the concrete steps and, too late, realised that the air around her seemed static, that pungent, metallic zing tickling her nostrils.

Just like the night Derek killed Peter.

Derek drove off before she could reach the car, his tyres burning as they spun hastily on the road, Erica’s laugh mixing with the squeal of rubber against tarmac.

She saw red, glaring at the back of the car, and, despite the semi-bright day, a grumble of thunder echoed high in the clouds, followed by a white fork of lightning shooting straight from the sky and hitting the road directly in front of Derek’s moving car.

The sudden and unexpected bolt caused Derek to slam on his brakes, the Camaro careening to a hasty and sloppy stop in the middle of the road. Her cousin got out of the car, looking back at her in surprise and a little bit of fear.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa” Stiles hurriedly said, stepping in front of her and blocking her view of Derek. “Kayla? Kaylz? It’s alright. Just breathe, okay?”

She was shaking with rage, trying to see over Stiles’ shoulder, but he just moved to the side, continuing to hide the sight of Derek from her as he tentatively reached out to cup her shoulders.

His touch felt heavy and claustrophobic, her glowing green gaze settling on him. He flinched a little, his mouth popping open as he shrank under her deathly stare, looking to Scott for help.

She knocked his grip off her shoulders, her gaze finding Derek again.

“Scott, do something” Stiles hissed fearfully, looking around in desperation.

“What am I meant to do?” Scott replied, completely at a loss, running his hands through his hair.

She didn’t pay attention to them, knocking into them both as she pushed through their half-hearted defence line and stormed with intent and purpose towards Derek.

Every little indiscretion, every insult, every betrayal was magnified in her brain. She remembered the sickening slice of his claws through Peter’s throat, followed by the glowing red of his eyes. She felt every inch of distance between them that seemed to grow even more, the chasm growing and splitting.

He was all she had left from her fucked up family, and he was the biggest let down of it all.

She just wanted to be loved by him, and instead, he chose an abused teen and an epileptic girl over her. He preferred strangers to fixing their relationship. Turning Erica was just another kick in the teeth.

She reached him within seconds and, before he could say anything, her clenched fist shot out and collided with his jaw, the sheer force of her hit sending him careening to the tarmac. The echo of bone breaking snapped through the air.

Derek, dazed and taken aback by the strength behind her fist, blinked a couple of times as he sat up, forcing his jaw back into place.

She turned her attention to the car, leaning down and looking through the open door to find Erica’s wide brown eyes staring back at her, edged with fear. She just reached out, grabbing a handful of her blonde hair and yanked her across the front seats and from the car, sending another well-aimed punch to her pretty face and bursting her nose open, making her collapse next to Derek.

“Crazy bitch” Erica exclaimed, holding her broken nose as blood seeped from between her fingers.

If Stiles hadn’t stepped in front of her at that moment, she probably would have killed Erica and felt no remorse about it. Her fury knew no bounds.

Stiles tried to catch her gaze, and when he did, he smiled nervously, the soft look in his kind brown eyes trying to reassure her.

“Kaylz… this isn’t you” he whispered, making her expression sour. “Uh… okay, it sort of is like you, but you don’t want to do this. Not here”.

She remained quiet, her blood boiling. Her body shook with unrelenting wrath as she had no urge to calm down. In fact, being this angry felt good.

“So, I’m going to take your hand, okay? And I’m going to take you away, and you’re not going to hurt me… deal?” he asked nervously, speaking to her like a five-year-old as he tentatively reached his fingers out towards her.

Her eyes, still glowing, shot down to glare at his hand that faltered before touching her fingers, and, surprising even her, he grasped her hand, despite his obvious fear. Once he realised that he was still safe and not electrified by a sudden lightning strike, casting his anxious gaze towards the sky, he breathed a long sigh of relief.

“Good girl” he muttered quietly, “let’s go”.

He tried to lead her away, but she dug her heels into the ground, resisting his grip. She was scowling down at Derek and Erica, and her expression, twisted into vehemence, was enough to shut them up before they could speak any words.

“Kaylz… c’mon” Stiles encouraged with bated breath, and she finally allowed him to pull her away, her anger slowly starting to dissipate. She followed him blindly, her mind a million miles away as he guided her towards his jeep in the parking lot, hiding her from any curious eyes.

Scott and Stiles were looking at her in equal astonishment, evidently on edge. Acting as if they were in the close vicinity of a mass murderer.

“What?” she demanded, harsher than she meant. Both boys jumping in alarm.

“Do you feel… calm?” Stiles asked carefully, flinching as he realised how stupid that question was.

“Do I look calm to you? You should have let me break their god damn faces”.

“Uh… I can see why that would be tempting, but it’s probably not very smart”.

Her response was a fiery glare, making Stiles gulp and look to Scott for help.

“Kayla, your heart is racing” Scott said, “you need to try and get it under control”.

“I am in control” she insisted heatedly, then realised she probably wasn’t. Her eyes still glowing that bright green.

“What happened?” Stiles asked curiously. “Why’d you go postal?”

“Because I’m sick of this shit”.

‘Uh… what ‘shit’exactly?”

“The mess that is our lives” she exclaimed, “and next time I see either of them, I will finish them both off. Then I’ll stop by the Argent house and see how they like to be barbequed extra crispy”.

Scott and Stiles shared another not-too-discreet look, secretly communicating with one another.

“What?”

“Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” Scott asked gingerly.

“I feel fine” she said, much to their disbelief.

Scott simply frowned. “You sure?”

“No” she sighed, “I feel angry. And horny”.

Stiles’ eyebrows shot up in surprise. “At-At the same time?”

“Yeah” she grumbled. “I may as well have a flashing neon sign above my head that says homicidal and down to fuck”.

“I-I can fix one of those things” Stiles laughed nervously, before gulping. “Unless you’d end up killing me. I don’t want that to happen”.

“I’m just… wound tight” she shrugged, finally feeling her breathing return to normal. “I’m okay. Really” she insisted, when all she got back was two disbelieving looks, “I should just take a walk and clear my head”.

“You sure?”

“Yeah” she smiled tightly at Stiles, “I’ll be fine”.


“I’m still fine” she said to Stiles later that evening as he picked her up in his jeep, noticing his wary expression. “I promise”.

“No, uh, no more outbursts?” he asked nervously, reversing down her drive.

“No”.

“Do you know what happened?”

“I… I don’t know” she sighed, “I just felt out of control, I guess”.

“What’s up with the lightning thing?” he asked, “how do you do that?”

“No idea”.

“You don’t know how you cause a deadly lightning strike?”

“If I knew how, I would have aimed it at Derek’s head. Instead, I’ve missed. Twice”.

Stiles looked like his mind was blown, slightly overwhelmed.

“I’m okay” she reassured him, even though she didn’t really believe it herself. “I probably just need a massage. Or a hundred”.

“That’s what I’ll do for you tonight, then. Run you a hot bath and pamper you until the majority of your homicidal tendencies are gone”.

“And what about my horny tendencies?” she smirked, causing him to blush.

“I’ll… I’ll sort them too”.

“You’re too good to me”.

He smiled at her, his gaze leaving the road for a few seconds. “That’s what boyfriends are for”.

She was beginning to learn that. Stiles showing her a whole new world.

“Oh, by the way, Lydia’s coming tonight” she said.

“Why?”

“Because she’s lonely, and we’re her friends”.

“I’m not her friend” Stiles laughed, “does she even know my name yet?”

She rolled her eyes. “Of course she does. She’s been through a lot. I want to make sure she’s alright”.

“And making her feel like a fifth wheel will do that?”

“I invited someone else” she admitted, causing Stiles to look at her in outrage.

“Who?”

“Just Danny. Relax” she laughed. “He, at least, won’t try and get into her pants when she’s at her most vulnerable”.

“So, this double date has turned into a triple date, but with an emotionally compromised teenage girl and a gay guy making up one pair?”

“Exactly” she grinned, “it’ll be fun”.

“If you say so” he muttered sarcastically, turning into the ice rink’s parking lot and seeing their friends already waiting for them.

“I’ve been outvoted and not allowed to tell her about the supernatural, so this is the next best thing I can do” she said softly. “I just need to make sure she’s okay. I owe her that”.

Stiles parked, reaching out to cup her thigh reassuringly. “You’re a good friend”.

“I’m not. I’m the worst” she snorted, “it was my dad that did this to her, remember?”

“Not your fault” he objected. “Peter was not your responsibility, okay? Now let’s get going and have some fun. God knows it’s well deserved”.

He helped her out of the jeep and intertwined their fingers, leading her towards the building. Their friends greeted them with big smiles and excited hellos, and Danny leaned down to whisper in her ear that he had given up a big date tonight to be here, so she owed him.

“You have a big date, like, every night” she reminded him with a laugh.

“Yeah, but this guy was rock hard. And not just his abs”.

“If I were in my ho era, I would have repaid the favour by sucking your dick, but…” she shrugged, just as Stiles had opened the door and turned back to look at her in confusion, overhearing her words. “… You’re gay”.

“And you have a boyfriend” Stiles reminded her, followed by a nervous chuckle.

“That’s why I said if I were in my ho era, which I’m obviously not now. You tamed me”.

“I’ll settle for fifty bucks” Danny laughed, walking in behind Lydia, Allison and Scott, but threw her a smirk over his shoulder. “And also, Kayla, honey, you’re untameable. We all see the hickies”.

She looked at Stiles, realising the collar of his shirt did not hide the blossoming bruises along the curve of his neck, but it did hide the scratches down his back, so at least there was that.

She playfully flipped Danny off, his laughs echoing around the building as Stiles guided her in and jumped over the desk, asking for everyone’s shoe sizes and handing out skates.

“You can skate?” she asked him when they sat on the bleachers and laced up their skates.

“You seem surprised?”

“Well, you’re kind of clumsy and uncoordinated, and usually slippery surfaces are not a good combination with that” she laughed.

“I can skate” he chuckled, “my mom used to take me, but it has been years, and I still have the tendency to fall on my ass”.

She finished tying the skates, her bare legs a little cold under her mini, wrap-around black skirt, and Stiles just looked at her knowingly.

“I told you that you should have worn tights” he chuckled. “Do you want my hoodie?”

They got distracted by the sound of Scott hitting the ice, much to their amusement.

“So much for supernatural abilities” she snorted under her breath. “And no, I’m okay”.

“You’re cold”.

“I’m not cold” she objected.

“You’re cold and being stubborn” he said knowingly. “I can literally see the goosebumps”.

Her bare arms were cold as well, but she wasn’t going to admit that.

“Straight guys” Danny muttered with a smile as he passed them, Lydia following close behind him. “She doesn’t want to wear a hoodie, because she wants you to see how hot she looks and probably take her through the back and fuck her”.

Stiles’ eyebrows shot up in surprise, looking between Danny’s retreating figure and her.

“Uh…”

“Do you have to spill all my secrets?” she called out to Danny, who simply flashed her a smirk as he and Lydia joined Allison and Scott on the ice.

Stiles’ gaze settled on her, gulping loudly as he eyed up the way her skirt settled around her thighs and her cropped, off-the-shoulder red polka dot top sat flush against her chest.

“You could be wearing a trash bag and you’d still look hot, and I’d still want to fuck you” he promised her, but couldn’t stop his eyes from continuing to wander.

“Good to know” she laughed, helping him up and pulling him towards the rink. He was a little unsteady, but once she turned around and held his hands, slowly starting to skate backwards, his jelly legs stopped wobbling when he found his balance.

“Is there anything you can’t do?” he asked in amazement, seeing how easily she glided across the ice.

“Whistle” she admitted, “which is weird, because I’m usually very good with my mouth”.

Once Stiles was steadier, she let go of his hands and spun a couple of times, skating laps around him as he got dizzy watching her. Lydia and Danny were pros too, both laughing as they made up a routine, whilst poor Scott was still falling.

They skated for a while, and she could tell she had him completely whipped. He was focused solely on her, not daring to look away from how her body moved, seeming mesmerised by her skill.

The others were distracted, so she skidded to a stop in front of him, her eyes gleaming.

“Wanna go to the arcade?”

“Sure” he nodded enthusiastically, “they have a Pacman machine here. I could try and beat my top score”.

He wasn’t getting the hint, but that was okay. She would just have to show him.

“That wasn’t the game I had in mind” she said slyly, making him frown in confusion.

“Oh, uh… you wanna play Space Invaders? Or Donkey Kong?”

This is why she hated being subtle.

“I want you to fuck me on the pool table”.

“Oh. Oh” he muttered in realisation, his eyebrows shooting up in surprise. “I can totally do that too”.

She bit back her giggles as she took his hand and they snuck off the ice, quickly unlacing their skates and discarding them to the side before their friends could notice and tease them about it.

She had been extra horny lately, but Stiles didn’t seem to mind. She wondered how his stamina was so good, and how he hadn’t keeled over dead yet with how often they fucked each other, but she wasn’t complaining. She liked that he could keep up with her – a surprising feat in itself.

They zig-zagged through the arcade, and when they came across the three pool tables lined up, Stiles spun her around and lifted her up, sitting her on the edge.

“I love how much you want me” he whispered, teasing her with his lips that brushed against her own.

“And I love how badly you need me” she smirked, reaching down to palm the large bulge through his slacks, her eyes glowing in response.

“God, it’s so hot when you do that”.

She simply started undoing his pants as he clumsily pulled her underwear from her body, and within seconds, he was on top of her on the pool table, muffling her screams with his hand.

That deep hunger for intimacy and pleasure was strong, and lately, seemed to be a never-ending void that couldn’t be filled. The rush of hormones and endorphins took over her mind and body, and she was left starving for more. Craving something that only Stiles could offer her.

He brought her to the edge and sent her hurtling over, both coming down from their high as he collapsed on top of her, nuzzling into her neck.

“Jesus” he whispered, breathing heavily as he tried to catch his breath, slowly rolling off her. “That was…”

“Incredible” she finished his sentence for him, her chest heaving for air. “I love pool tables”.

He twisted his head to the side to look at her, cocking an eyebrow. “You’ve had sex on a pool table before?”

“I’ve had sex in a lot of places”.

“Right”.

He watched her jump down, pulling her underwear back up and adjusting her skirt and top, putting herself back together again.

“But sex with me is the best though, yeah?” he asked, shimmying his pants back up his legs from where he sat.

“Oh, totally” she promised.

“Good. That’s… That’s very good”.

She smiled as he clumsily jumped down from the pool table, his legs a little shaky as he wiped the sweat from his brow.

“Why do you think I want you so much all the time?”

“Definitely not complaining about that”.

She reached up to kiss him, taking his breath away again. At least until a deliberate cough made them break apart and turn to see Scott covering his eyes and Allison resisting a wide grin.

“Is it safe to pass?” Allison asked, her brown eyes glinting with amusement.

“Yeah. We’ve already done the sex thing”.

Her brunette friend raised her brows, glancing behind them to the pool table.

“On the pool table?”

“You should try it. 10/10 would recommend” she nodded.

Stiles groaned in mortification, taking her hand and dragging her away before she could say anything else incriminating or embarrassing, leaving Allison and Scott chuckling under their breaths.

“Scott’s never going to let me live this down” he muttered, flushing a light pink.

“Wait until he finds out we had sex on the school roof”.

“Uh…” he frowned, “we haven’t….”

“But we will” she smirked, sending him a wink.

“I like the way you think” he muttered, seeming excited by that idea.

They went and sat on the bleachers by the ice rink, Danny soon joining them as Lydia continued to skate.

“You two reek of sex” he commented, and she reached out to slap his arm.

“And you reek of cheap cologne”.

“It’s Armani”.

“Show off”.

“You wear Baccarat Rouge” Danny pointed out. “I know how much those bottles retail for, and it’s a lot more than my Armani”.

“Uh… how much exactly?” Stiles asked, already completely lost by their conversation.

“Only like $300” she shrugged, causing him to splutter.

“As in three hundred? Real money?” he asked, “not monopoly money?”

“Are you forgetting your girlfriend has an American Express black card?” Danny snorted. “As in invite-only, ultra-prestige, no-credit-limit black card? Trust me, a $300 bottle of perfume won’t even put a dent in her bank balance”.

“That’s what happens when almost every single member of your family gets brutally murdered” she shrugged, “you inherit a lot”.

“You should buy a remote island and take Stiles there for a few months so you can fuck his brains out without traumatising the rest of us” Danny laughed.

“We already have one. It’s somewhere in the Caribbean”.

Stiles’ mouth popped open. “You own an island?”

“My dad did. He got a good tax return one year” she said.

“You’re full of surprises” Stiles whispered, slowly shaking his head in astonishment.

It was then she noticed Lydia kneeling on the ice rink, looking down at the ice in something close to horror and fear. She frowned, looking around Danny in concern at her redheaded friend.

She was just about to stand and go over to her, check that she was alright, when suddenly, Lydia started screaming–wailing at the top of her lungs.

They all jumped to their feet in alarm, Scott and Allison running around the corner to see what the commotion was.

“What the hell?” Danny muttered, covering his ears. “What’s wrong with her?”.

Lydia’s screams died down, leaving her a sobbing mess on the ice.

Kayla didn’t know what to say – how she could possibly explain to Danny that their friend was most likely experiencing PTSD from the bite of an Alpha werewolf, and instead just simply shrugged as Allison hurried onto the rink.

“She needs a God Damn exorcism” she muttered.

“Yeah” Danny nodded, agreeing with her words. “I’ll call the priest”.

A/N) AHHHHH my babies. I love it when they have these open conversations with each other. And I love how Stiles is still wound up about the kiss, haha, just wait until he sees Isaac lol. And oooh, Kayla is getting more unpredictable, and angry and out of control. I wonder what’s happening with her… ;) You’ll find out in the next chapter, which I have already started writing so yayyyy.

Hope you all enjoyed and please review and I will see you all super soon :)

Chapter 75: Heat

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Disclaimer: Teen wolf does not belong to me in any way, shape or form.  I couldn’t resist updating quickly. I hope y’all don’t mind ;) All of your support, as always, is much appreciated by me and my little story. You’re all stars :)

Kayla walked Lydia into her bedroom shortly after the little screaming incident, sending her best friend some not-so-subtle looks of worry, which the redhead picked up on, rolling her eyes.

“I’m okay”.

“Bullshit” she scoffed, “okay people don’t scream bloody murder”.

“I’ve just been having a hard time recently, is all. I’ll be fine”.

“Since the formal?” Kayla asked, leading Lydia to the bed to sit down, perching on the edge next to her.

“Yeah” her friend admitted, picking away at the edges of her short green dress.

“You got attacked, Lyds. You nearly died. It’s okay to be struggling with that. No one’s going to blame you for it”.

“It’s not just that, it’s the nightmares too. And I always see the same face”.

Kayla gulped, knowing exactly who she was seeing. “The face of the man that attacked you?”

“I think so. I’m not really sure” Lydia said glumly, “I don’t remember much from that night. Just some guy… but his teeth were… they were…”

“It’s okay” she reassured gently, “you can tell me”.

Lydia looked at her, her green eyes filling with tears. “You’ll think I’m crazy”.

“It’s too late for that” she joked, trying to cheer her friend up. “But seriously, nothing you can ever possibly say will sound out of the realm of possibility to me, okay?”

Lydia sighed, her gaze dropping to her lap, returning to playing with the hem of her dress so it began to fray a little, the thread unravelling.

“I think I remember his teeth being… sharp. And not human” the strawberry blonde whispered, scared to admit it. “Which is ridiculous, right? The hospital said it was an animal bite”.

“What do you think happened?”

“I… I don’t know. But I do know I’ve never felt so scared”.

She hated Peter at that very moment for causing her friend so much confusion, fear and heartbreak. Biting her just to prove a point and ruining her life as he did so. Maybe it was a good thing he was dead, because Kayla wanted to kill him.

“You’re safe now” Kayla whispered, “nothing like that will ever happen to you again”.

She promised herself that she would keep Lydia safe, no matter the cost.

“Then why don’t I feel safe?” Lydia asked, her bottom lip trembling.

She knew that feeling all too well. The hypervigilance. The waiting on tenterhooks for something else to go wrong. The anxiety that never truly left but crept up and took over. If Lydia was feeling that, then she needed their support more than ever before.

“I’ll stay here tonight” she announced, much to Lydia’s surprise. “And no arguments”.

“Won’t Stiles be expecting you?”

“He’ll understand” she reassured. “So, let’s pick a movie and have a girl’s night, huh? I’ll even let you paint my toenails”.

Lydia smiled softly through the tears threatening to break free, nodding in thanks.

“You’re a good friend, Kayla”.

She wasn’t, but she was trying to be. That counted for something, right?


The next morning, at school, she sat through her classes thanking God it was Friday.

Erica was strutting around school, and Kayla did her best to avoid her because she didn’t trust herself not to unleash hell on the blonde. Luckily, they had hardly any classes together, but she still saw her in the hallway and, whoever she was with, whether it be Scott, Stiles, Allison or even Lydia, would drag her away in the opposite direction.

She wasn’t just angry. She was furious. It wasn’t even jealousy, at least completely, but something more primal. Like Erica was her prey, and she was the predator.

She had always been an angry person, which wasn’t new. Even as a child, she was quick to anger and react without thinking, which only seemed to escalate in her teenage years – especially when she was using. She was reactive and susceptible to letting her emotions take over, but lately, it had been amplifying to a whole new level, and if she wasn’t so angry all the time, then she may have been a little scared.

Due to staying at Lydia’s, she didn’t get Stiles’ massage that he promised her, which probably would’ve helped today. She was wound tight, her neck and shoulders feeling like rock, and her teeth grinding loudly as she clenched and unclenched her jaw.

Feeling on edge wasn’t nice, and setting her sights on Erica every fifty minutes wasn’t helping.

When it came to econ class, their last period before lunch, Kayla still felt a little… off. She couldn’t put her finger on it, but she didn’t feel quite like herself. It was almost like withdrawals, but not quite. She wasn’t craving drugs… at least she didn’t think she was. So what else could she be craving?

She took her seat next to Allison, Lydia behind her and Scott and Stiles in front of her and Allison. She didn’t say anything to her friends in greeting, making them exchange nervous glances with one another.

“Uh… you good, Kaylz?” Stiles asked, turning around in his seat to face her.

She slammed her notebook and pens on the table, making them all jump. “Yeah, why?”

“Oh, heh… no-no reason” Stiles chuckled apprehensively, and she caught the wary glance he shot to Scott. “You just seem a little… tense”.

“Tense?”

Stiles gulped, faintly tracing the shape of a cross over his chest, his deep brown eyes widening.

“T-Troubled?” he supplied instead, making her glare harder.

“I think what Stiles is trying to say-“ Allison cut in pointedly, “-is you look a little upset”.

“Upset?” she hissed, making her friends recoil a little as she leaned forward, grabbing onto the edge of her desk and gripping hard. “What could I possibly be upset about? The fact that my entire family got burned to death? Or maybe because my dad and brother got murdered in front of me? Or could it be that my real dadpretended to my uncle my whole life and then got his throat slit by my cousin? The same cousin who abandoned me, and is making a new family instead of fixing the one he had?

Allison, Scott and Stiles didn’t know what to say to that, especially when her eyes began to glow ferociously.

“Uh… Kaylz, your eyes-“

She gripped her desk harder, momentarily closing her eyes to try and stop the glow. After a few seconds, she felt them fading and opened her eyes, back to their usual human green, much to her friends’ relief.

“I’m fine” she said, much quieter and gentler than before. “My emotions are just a little raw right now. I’ll be fine”.

“Your heart is racing” Scott whispered, looking at her in alarm. “Are you sure you’re feeling okay?”

“I will be if you all stop asking me questions”.

Scott and Allison shared a daunting look whilst Stiles nervously reached out, peeling her hands free from the desk and massaging her knuckles, trying to get her fingers to relax from where they were stuck in a claw.

“You’ve been kind of up and down a lot lately” he said gingerly, anchoring her with his reassuring grip. “It sort of feels like how you used to get on a full moon”.

He was right. The unpredictability, the anger, the rush of emotions… it was eerily similar to the torture of a full moon, but there wasn’t a full moon now, and that had all stopped with her, so what was happening?

She frowned, realising she was probably being a total bitch, and tried for a small smile.

“Yeah, I suppose” she whispered. “I’m fine though. Don’t worry, okay?”

She could tell that, regardless, he would still worry, because that’s just what he did.

“You aren’t, like, PMSing are you?”

‘Oh Stiles’ she wanted to say, ‘you were doing so well’.

She yanked her hands out of his grip, glowering at him. Even Allison shot him a look which clearly said ‘really? That’s what you decided to go with?’.

Coach started the class, and Stiles wisely turned around, very obviously tense in case she took her pen and sent it careening through his skull.

She zoned out as soon as coach started rambling on, many of his sentences not making much sense. She didn’t like feeling like this - so out of control in her own body. She had really tried to be more centred and in control of herself lately, so this just felt like taking hundreds of steps backwards. Especially when she didn’t know why she was feeling like this.

The anxiety crept up on her, the walls of the classroom suddenly feeling like they were closing in on her, and claustrophobia began to strangle her.

Her left foot started jumping up and down, a rush of heat seizing her skin.

She felt the prod of a pen between her shoulder blades and turned to look at Lydia, who was frowning at her in concern and a little bit of annoyance.

“Stop fidgeting. You’re stressing me out” her strawberry friend chastised, but her look softened. “Is everything okay?”

“Why do people keep asking me that?”

“Because you’re in the middle of a silent freak out” Lydia said knowingly. “Are you claustrophobic?”

She turned back around, ignoring Lydia and tried to focus on her breathing. The familiar thudding of her heart against her chest was so loud she could hear it pounding in her ears, and that would probably explain why Scott kept glancing over to her.

Her body was breaking out into a thick sweat, her skin flushing a deep pink as waves upon waves of heat crashed over her. She felt sick, the sticky warmth reminding her of the flames of the fire that had licked at her body in the basement of the Hale house, and she suddenly wanted to claw her skin off.

She pinched the grey cami top she was wearing, trying to fan herself with it. The brief breeze of air was only a slight relief to the intensity of the temperature she was feeling.

Allison frowned, looking over at her. She simply whispered back, “It’s hot”, and tried to forget how clammy her skin felt.

It seemed no one else felt the same kind of heat she was, which became blatantly obvious when someone to her right pulled on a hoodie and zipped it up, like they were getting cold.

She liked the heat, she really did. She loved burning in the sun, but this heat wasn’t like that. This heat made her feel nauseous and overwhelmed, like the fiery pits of hell were opening up under her skin.

It all became too much for her, and she stood up quickly, drawing everyone’s attention to her and making coach stop rambling.

She needed fresh air.

She needed an escape.

She rushed to the windows, quickly pushing one open and breathing a sigh of relief at the small waft of air that danced across her skin, chasing away some of the prickly heat.

“HALE” coach barked, making her jump. “What the hell are you doing?”

She turned away from the window, looking at the class, then meeting coach’s confused stare.

“It’s hot”.

Coach frowned. “It’s March”.

“Well, it feels like the sun” she exclaimed, climbing haphazardly onto the windowsill and sticking her head out of the open window, trying anything to get even a little bit of relief from the crushing heat before she passed out.

“Are you on drugs?” coach asked, “… again?”

“I wish I was” she grumbled under her breath, trying to breathe in as much of the fresh air as possible.

“What is it? Heroin? Smack? Snow?”

“They’re all the same thing, coach” she said, now standing on the windowsill ledge as she leaned out the open window, sweat stinging her eyes.

She just knew everyone was looking at her weird, but she didn’t care. Finally feeling a little bit of relief.

“Get the hell back in, Hale”.

“In a minute” she dismissed, still breathing heavily. “I just need to cool down-oh”.

She shrieked as she lost her balance, toppling headfirst out the window to the ground below. Thankfully, the classroom was on the ground floor, otherwise, she probably would have killed herself.

She landed on her back, smacking the back of her head off the concrete. When she opened her eyes, cradling her head, she saw every single person in the classroom peering out the window at her in alarm, especially her friends.

“Ow…”.


“Is it helping?” Allison asked her friend, watching her stand naked under the cold shower in the girls’ locker room, which she had been doing for the last ten minutes. Allison didn’t know how she didn’t have hypothermia by now.

“Kind of” Kayla muttered, and despite the freezing water, her skin was still flushed pink. “Does it go any colder?”

Allison frowned in worry, looking at the shower knob that was already at the coldest setting. “No”.

Kayla simply groaned, sticking her head back under the stream of water.

“I’m just going to go speak to Scott and Stiles, okay?” Allison asked, “I’ll be right back”.

Her friend waved her off, acknowledging her departure but didn’t look up, and Allison just crept back and headed towards the door, opening it to reveal an anxious Scott and Stiles waiting not so patiently for updates.

“Is she okay?” Stiles asked, biting on his bottom lip as he tried to crane his head around her, but the showers were just out of sight. “What’s happening?”

“I don’t know” Allison whispered, “it’s weird. It’s like she’s having a severe hot flush, or something”.

“Is the shower helping?” Scott asked.

“A little. What do you think is up with her?”

Neither of the boys could answer that, just looking back at Allison helplessly.

“I think I’ll try and get her to go home” she said, “she’s in no fit state to be in school, especially with Erica and my grandfather here”.

“That might actually be a good idea because, uh… well-“ Stiles gulped, “-we noticed that Boyd isn’t at school”.

Allison frowned in confusion, not quite following what he was insinuating.

“We think that is who Derek has chosen to turn next” Scott explained. “It makes sense… he’s a loner. It fits the pattern”.

“If Scott and I go and try and find Boyd, would you take Kayla home?” Stiles asked, and Allison could see deep worry shining in his gaze. “And maybe not mention any of this to her? She’s like a ticking time bomb right now. If she finds out that Derek has turned someone else, then she might just completely lose it”.

“You mean keep it a secret from her?”

“Don’t make me feel guiltier than I already do” Stiles grumbled, “but yeah. At least until we figure out what’s going on with her”.

“Do you think you’ll find Boyd in time?” she asked nervously.

“We have to try” Scott said determinedly. “We can’t let more people get caught up in this”.

“Caught up in what?”

They all looked towards the voice, seeing Kayla standing in the middle of the locker room, dripping wet and completely naked. Allison hurried and grabbed a towel, draping it around her front to protect her modesty – something that Kayla never really seemed concerned about.

“Hey” Stiles greeted, dropping his hand from covering Scott’s eyes once she was covered up, stepping into the forbidden girls’ locker room. “How are you doing?”

“I feel like I’m in a furnace” she sighed in exhaustion. “What’s going on?”

“Uh… w-we were just thinking maybe you should take a half day today and head home” Stiles suggested, and Allison cringed at how obvious he made it that he was lying. “It’s been a long day, and you should probably rest up”.

“Yeah” Allison agreed enthusiastically, trying to make up for Stiles’ rubbish poker face, which was already crumbling. “It’s Friday anyway, and you only have art and chemistry left, right?”

Kayla looked between them all curiously, and Allison knew, if she was feeling more like herself, she would have caught them all red-handed in their web of lies. Fortunately for them, though, she wasn’t at the top of her game and nodded in agreement.

“Yeah… that’s probably a good idea” she acknowledged, “I just need another cold shower. I’m burning up again”.

She dropped the towel, not a care in the world, and walked back to the showers, making Stiles hurry to cover Scott’s eyes again.

“Too late” Scott muttered, “I saw more than I should have”.

Allison bit back her laugh, shaking her head at her best friend’s inability to care about anyone seeing her naked, and pointed behind her to where Kayla had disappeared.

“I’ll go and make sure she’s okay, and then I’ll drive her home. Keep me updated, okay?”

Both boys nodded and then Scott took off determinedly, but Stiles hesitated, hovering over the threshold of the locker room.

“She’ll be fine” Allison reassured him. “I promise”.

“Yeah… yeah I hope so”.


Once Allison dropped her off at home, she spent the day tossing and turning in bed and taking multiple cold showers to try and lower her core temperature.

Whatever was up with her was certainly weird, and she was ready for it to all be over.

Soon enough, darkness fell, and still no one was home. Her mom was probably putting in long hours at work, and Jane had most likely taken Tabby out for the day after school; everyone was feeling the tension in the house lately, so they all tried to avoid it as much as possible.

She pulled herself up off the bed and walked into the bathroom, grabbing a washcloth and running it under the water to make it cold and wet, and then dabbed it against her neck to chase away the burn.

It offered little relief, but she would take what she could get.

When she peered in the mirror, she hardly recognised herself. Unlike how she felt, she was bordering on glowing, looking fresh-faced and captivating. She had no dark circles under her eyes, no pimples and not a single hair was out of place, despite spending most of the afternoon in bed.

She frowned, looking closer in the mirror, sure she was just seeing things. Even her skin was surprisingly plump and dewy, with a gentle natural blush on the apples of her cheeks and the natural pout of her lips.

Her eyes travelled downwards, looking at her body in the tight grey cami and black denim shorts and simply nodded in appreciation, looking – and feeling – better than ever.

“What the fuck” she muttered, unsure why she suddenly looked creepily airbrushed like something on the cover of vogue. “Are my boobs swollen?”

With one cup of her boobs, she realised that, yes, they were in fact bigger than usual.

“This is so weird” she whispered to herself, stepping away from the mirror but was unable to look away, struggling to understand what she found looking back at her. It was her, but it wasn’t her. Not exactly, anyway.

The waves of heat returned, crashing over her and making her dizzy, forcing her to grab the sink to keep herself upright. Although earlier she was angry and tense, and then became hastily restless, now she just felt needy.

Incredibly needy.

She wasn’t in her right mind; she knew that, but she found herself not caring, her eyes beginning to glow.

Whatever was happening to her, she needed to control it.

Unfortunately for her, control did not come easily to her. It never did.

Something she was about to prove.


Stiles climbed into Scott’s car later that night, tugging his hoodie sleeves down over his hands.

“You okay?” his best friend asked him, and Stiles just simply nodded.

Yeah, but you were right. It's not like you. I mean, its eyes were almost like, reptilian. But there was something about them”.

What do you mean?”

You know when you see, like, a friend in a Halloween mask, but all you can actually see are their eyes, and you feel like you know them, but you just can't figure out who it is?”

Scott looked at him in alarm. “Are you saying you know who it is?”

“No” he said, his stomach twisting uncomfortably. “But I think it knew me”.

“That’s… terrifying”.

“Yeah, tell me about it” Stiles shivered, unable to get the image of the deathly cold gaze out of his mind, realising how close he had truly come to death. If that thing had wanted him dead, he would be dead. No doubt about it. He had been paralysed and helpless, despite how much he had tried to move.

“I wonder who it is” Scott muttered, “someone from school?”

“Potentially”.

“Should we ask Derek about it?”

“Hard pass” Stiles scoffed, “plus, Kayla will kill us if we do that”.

“Have you heard from her?”

Stiles pulled his phone from his pocket, checking his notifications, but nothing from his girlfriend.

“Not since about 5pm” he frowned, something deep in his gut telling him something was wrong. “Can you drop me off at her house? I want to check on her”.

“Yeah, no problem” Scott nodded, starting the engine. “Do you think she’s okay?”

“I don’t know. Nothing about today felt right. The way she was acting was… strange”.

“That’s certainly one word for it” Scott agreed.

“You don’t think she’s losing it, do you?” he asked nervously.

“She has been through a lot of stress” Scott acknowledged, “but I don’t think it’s that”.

“Then what do you think it is?”

Scott simply shrugged. “I think, since Peter bit her, her body is changing. I’m still learning how to be a werewolf, and I’m sure she’s still trying to adapt to the sudden changes, too”.

“We hardly know anything about what’s going to happen to her”.

“We could ask Deaton?” Scott suggested, making Stiles frown.

“Your boss? The vet?”

“He’s more than just a vet. He knows about all of this. He said he helps and heals ‘my kind’”.

“And, what? He’s just been sitting on the sidelines this whole time?”

Scott just shrugged, turning down Kayla’s street. “If he knows about werewolves, then maybe he knows about what Kayla is and could help”.

“I don’t know. I still don’t trust the guy”.

“You don’t trust anyone”.

“Because most people suck” Stiles said.

Scott didn’t say anything, pulling into Kayla’s driveway. The house was lit up, so someone was home.

“Wait here a minute, just in case” Stiles muttered, climbing from the car. “I don’t know what Kayla I could come face to face with”.

He bounced up to the front door, knocking loudly. It took a few seconds, but eventually the door opened to reveal Kayla’s aunt, Jane. Her friendly face broke out into a smile, so much kinder than her evil sister’s.

“Stiles” she greeted, bringing him into a quick hug. “How lovely to see you again”.

“Oh. Hi. Yes, it’s nice to see you again, too,” he rambled as she pulled back, affectionately stroking his shoulder.

“Is there something I can help you with?”

“Uh… I just came to check on Kayla”.

“She’s not here” her aunt responded, much to his alarm. “I just assumed she was with you?”

His face dropped, trying not to let his panic show. “S-She’s not here?”

“… No” Jane said, cocking her head to the side. “Should she be?”

“Um… you know, now that I think about it, she said she was hanging out with Lydia tonight. My bad” he lied, already retreating away from the door. “My mistake. I just forgot. Have a good night”.

“Stiles?” Jane called out, stopping him in his tracks, her gaze a little suspicious. “Is there anything I should know about?”

Probably. Only he didn’t know exactly what.

“No” he lied again, “sorry for bothering you”.

He felt her eyes on him as he quickly hurried back to the car, jumping in. Scott turned to face him, his expression twisted into panic, but Stiles just nudged him, subtly trying to shake his head.

“Don’t say anything yet” he mumbled, trying not to move his lips as Kayla’s aunt watched them curiously, sensing something wasn’t right. “Just smile and wave”.

Scott, despite being confused, followed Stiles’ request. Both boys smiled and waved in faux cheerfulness at Jane, who eventually waved back and then retreated inside.

“What was that about?”

“She’s not there” Stiles exclaimed, his voice laced with panic. “She’s not at home”.

“Try calling her” Scott suggested, which Stiles did. In fact, he tried six times, but every time it went straight to voicemail.

“Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God” he panicked, “I knew I shouldn’t have left her”.

“Do you think we should go and speak to Deaton now?”

“I don’t think we have a choice” he admitted, “if he knows anything that could help, then it’s worth a shot”


Stiles followed Scott into the animal clinic, both ignoring the ‘closed’ sign. The chime overhead rang out, and a couple of seconds later, Deaton appeared from the back, frowning at the sight of the two boys.

“Is everything alright?”

“We don’t know” Scott said. “Our friend Kayla, you’ve met her before-“

“Kayla Hale” Deaton nodded, smiling as he did so. “Yes, I do know that family very well”.

“The Hales?” Stiles interjected, unable to quell his suspicions over Scott’s boss.

“It’s a long story” the vet smiled tightly. “Is everything okay with her?”

“Well, she’s like me. But not exactly” Scott explained. “She’s supernatural, but not a werewolf”.

“Enchanted” Deaton nodded, shocking both he and Scott with just how much he really knew. “It’s in her blood. But, rest assured, she’s not a danger to anyone until she turns eighteen”.

“Until Peter bit her” Stiles said, much to Deaton’s alarm. “Which sort of sped up the process, I guess”.

“Peter bit her?” Deaton asked, stepping forward. His expression was deathly serious, a glint of nervousness in his eyes. “As an Alpha, he bit her?”

“Yeah” Scott nodded, “and she’s been handling it… okay. Except for the whole lightning thing, which I’m still confused about, but these last few days, she’s been sort of…”

“Homicidal” Stiles gulped.

“Angry” Scott corrected. “Emotional. Acting weird. Then today, she got these really intense hot flushes, and we were just wondering if maybe you knew-“

“She’s in heat” Deaton interrupted, much to their surprise.

“I-I’m sorry, did you just say ‘in heat’?” Stiles spluttered, checking he hadn’t misheard because it truly did sound absurd.

“Yes” Deaton clarified, nodding his head. “A period of intense sexual arousal and aggression”.

“Okay, but like… in heat?” he repeated, almost sure he had heard wrong. “Like cats and dogs?”

“No, like a seductress” the vet said. “It can be an incredibly dangerous and unpredictable time. You should get her somewhere safe”.

Stiles gulped, sharing a horrified look with Scott.

Deaton sighed, closing his eyes momentarily. “You don’t know where she is, do you?”

“We do not” Stiles muttered, now in full panic mode. “Oh my God, we don’t know where she is”.

“Did neither of you know this could happen?”

“We don’t really know much about what she is, to be honest” Scott shrugged, “and her family only seem to know the bare minimum”.

“There’s a reason the change shouldn’t happen until eighteen. Teenagers are already wild and unpredictable,” Deaton explained, “but a teenager being given this much power can be disastrous”.

“That’s a great pep talk and everything, but we need to go find her” Stiles said sarcastically.

“I would err on the side of caution” Deaton warned glumly. “If she really is on heat, which I believe she is, then you must be careful”.

“Why?”

“It’s a state of being out of control. She won’t know what she’s doing, at least until she learns to manage and overcome it”.

“Wait, wait, wait” Stiles interrupted, panic and fear evident in his wide-eyed gaze. “What you’re saying is she’s out there, somewhere, horny and homicidal, and she has zero awareness over her actions? Am I hearing that right?”

“Yes” Deaton said, without missing a beat.

“This cannot be happening right now” he groaned.

“But she’s still Kayla, right?” Scott asked nervously, “I mean… she’s not going to stay in this state forever?”

“It can last hours, maybe even days” Deaton explained. “It could happen twice a month, or only once a year. It varies by many factors. If this is the first time that she’s experiencing it, then it’ll be even worse”.

This day just kept getting more and more hellish.

He looked at Scott, his eyes desperate. “We need to find her. Now”.

“Agreed” Scott said, “message Allison. See if she can find an excuse to get out and help us”.

They thanked Deaton, rushing to the car as Stiles typed out ‘911’ and sent it to Allison, trying not to give away too much, seeming how her parents read her texts.

Within seconds of sending the text, Allison had called him, and he put the phone on speaker as Scott started the car.

“What’s happened?” Allison asked, keeping her voice lowered.

“It’s Kayla. She’s on heat”.

“… Heat?” she mumbled in confusion.

“Trust me, it’s bad, all very very bad. If we don’t find her, she could be fucking or killing anyone she lays eyes on”.

“Oh”.

“Can you sneak out?” Scott asked, “or maybe think of a reason to get past your parents?”

“Come and pick me up. I’ll think of something” she said, hanging up the phone.

“Scott, this is bad” Stiles said, groaning in defeat. “She could be anywhere doing anything right now”.

“We’ll find her” Scott reassured him, heading in the direction of Allison’s house. “Try and not worry, okay?”

“N-Not worry?” he demanded, “Not worry? Is your girlfriend missing whilst she’s on heat and out of control?”

“Stiles, we’ll find her” his friend repeated, “I promise”.

It didn’t stop him fretting, though, chewing nervously on the sleeve of his hoodie.

They arrived at Allison’s house a few minutes later, where she was already waiting at the end of her driveway. She cast a quick glance back at her house before jumping in the back seat, her gaze on edge and troubled.

“What did you tell them?”

“Nothing” Allison replied to Scott, “I jumped out my window. Did I hear you right when you said that Kayla’s-“

“On heat. Yeah” Stiles groaned.

“Explains her behaviour earlier” Allison muttered. “How are we going to find her?”

No one said anything, not completely sure what to do.

“What about her scent?” Allison continued, looking at Scott. “You said it was strong, right? Overpowering?”

“Yeah…”

“So track it”.

“It’s all over town” Scott shrugged, “I would have no way of knowing which one would lead to her”.

“Try” Stiles urged. “It’s the best idea we’ve got without putting out an APB”.

Scott didn’t argue, winding down the window and sticking his head out as he drove. If the situation weren’t so dire, Stiles might have laughed at the ridiculousness of it all.

He sat wringing his hands together, his foot bouncing nervously in the footwell of the car. Regretting ever leaving her all day when she was very obviously going through something, beginning to blame himself for letting her down.

“So, this heat thing…” Allison said, “… is this part of the package of being a seductress?”

“Unfortunately” he grumbled.

“Why does it happen? What triggered it?”

“No idea” Stiles shrugged, “it just seems to have been building the last few days and-“

“Oh my God” Allison muttered in realisation, leaning forward to stick her head between the two front seats. “It’s you”.

“Me?” he asked cluelessly, followed by a frown. “How did I cause it?”

“You’ve been having sex with her. Lots and lots of sex”.

“Has that been outlawed, or something?”

Allison rolled her eyes. “She’s not had sex in months, right? Then she gets bitten, becomes a seductress, and then starts having sex again, but not as a human this time - as a seductress”.

“I’m not following what you’re insinuating”.

“Trust me, it makes sense. Remember that night Scott and I walked in on you two…?”

His cheeks flared a light pink. “Vividly”.

“The next day, Kayla said she felt different. Hungry. Like she couldn’t control herself. Then, you both start having sex, and you can’t stop having sex”.

“We can stop” he defended himself half-heartedly, and even Scott snorted under his breath at that.

“How many condoms have you worked your way through?” his friend asked knowingly.

Stiles continued to blush. “No comment”.

“The fact is, since you’ve been physical with one another, you’ve not been able to keep your hands off each other”.

“Okay, guilty as charged” he admitted, throwing his hands up. “But how has that made her go into heat?”

“Think of all the hormones rushing through the body. The desire, the longing, the need… that’s all amplified for seductresses”.

Stiles hated to admit it, but Allison’s theory sort of made sense.

“Oh” he said, swallowing thickly. “Oh”.

“Wait, is that her?” Scott cut off Stiles’ overthinking as he pointed in front of them, seeing someone walking down the empty sidewalk.

He recognised the way she walked and moved, breathing out a sigh of relief.

“Oh thank God she’s not in the middle of an orgy” he said, already unbuckling his seatbelt and jumping from the car before Scott had fully stopped, skidding to a slopy stop next to her.

She was wearing his plaid shirt that she had walked home in the morning his dad had caught them in the kitchen, and a pair of blue denim shorts. Her feet completely bare.

“Kayla? Kaylz? Hey, you okay?” he called out, ignoring Scott and Allison’s warnings to be careful.

She stopped walking, slowly turning around to face him. She seemed in a daze, her eyes glowing.

“… Kaylz?”

She frowned, finally meeting his stare. “… Stiles?”

“Yeah, it’s Stiles. Hi” he smiled tensely, carefully edging closer to her. “Whatcha doing?”

“I feel funny” she admitted, and he hated to admit it was kind of creepy how she tilted her head to the side, like some sort of possessed robot. “I don’t feel like myself”.

“Uh… well… funny story about that…” he mumbled, “you’re, uh…. You’re-“

She didn’t give him a chance to explain, suddenly grabbing his cheeks and pulling him down into a frenzied and desperate kiss, knocking him back a few steps so the back of his knees hit the front of Scott’s car. Her lips were hungry and eager, damn near sucking his entire soul from his body with just her mouth.

He forgot what he was going to say, moaning a little against her mouth. Her soft lips were like magic as he reached out, sliding his hands through his hair to deepen the kiss.

Nothing else mattered in this moment but her, all his worries fading away.

She pushed him back onto the hood of the car, her strength unmatched. Her hungry mouth trailed down to nip and bite at his neck, marking him as hers.

“Stiles” Allison chastised, making him blink at the sudden intrusion, his friends’ faces swimming into view. “She’s on heat and seducing you. Think with your upstairs brain”.

He barely registered Allison’s words, feeling her climb on top of him as he lay against the hood of the car, struggling to remember why this was a bad thing.

Wait. That was it. Heat. She was on heat.

He pushed her back by her shoulders, suddenly realising the compromising position they were in.

“Kaylz-“

“I missed you, Stiles” she purred, her eyes still glowing that mesmerising green as she playfully grinded on him. “Please don’t leave me”.

“I couldn’t even if I wanted to” he chuckled, well and truly pinned under her body. The cool metal of the car spreading across his back.

“I need you” she panted, and he had to catch her hands before they could drift down to unbuckle his pants. “Right here, right now”.

His eyes widened, sharing a horrified look with Scott and Allison. All of them realising, at the same time, that this could go badly wrong.

A/N) This is the quickest I have ever updated. Like, less than twelve hours? Holy crap haha. This chapter was so fun to write, and trust me, the next one will be even funner. I don’t know if anyone read the original from years ago, but Kayla on heat is WILDDDDD and in this rewrite, she’s even more out of control hahha. So I hope you all enjoyed, and please review and I will see you all soon

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