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Smokey Eye

Summary:

“Stop being a fucking weakling, Shimakage. How do you expect people to respect you when you can’t even respect your own damn self?”

It’s strange, she thinks, that she feels so shocked by his words. No one has ever called her out so brutally. No one has ever smacked her in the face with her own truth. Her classmate is brash, loud-mouthed, and rude, but he isn’t an idiot.

She is weak, but not in the way her grandfather always told her she was.

Kemuri Shimakage came to U.A. High to become a hero and to make her grandfather proud. If she can do that, then she can finally earn the respect that he refuses to give her and force him to see her as more than just a mistake.

It took coming to U.A. for her to realize just how broken she had become. This time, she doesn't have to pick up the pieces by herself.

Chapter 1: Prologue

Summary:

A young Kazue Shimakage can't abandon the poor Canadian tourist boy when he's in need.

Chapter Text

When Kazue Shimakage first saw Cayden Hall, she couldn't keep walking.

By all accounts, she could have done so very easily. Just keep walking. Ignore the stuttering white boy on the sidewalk. Ignore his rusty Japanese and the translator in his hand that doesn't seem to be helping at all. Ignore the way his ears are starting to steam, sticking his brown curls to the perspiration on his forehead.

But, Kazue stops. She lingers at the entrance to a bustling train stop and tries her best to look casual, all while her gaze returns to the poor tourist in front of the ramen shop. The couple trying to help look as helpless as him, the woman's forked tail flicking from side to side while her partner shakes his goat head.

Kazue glances away, gritting her teeth as she checks her watch. Isn't there someone with a translator quirk that could help him? She has places to be.

"Uh...okay, where..." He starts flipping through the translator again. "Watashi wa sup...suppa? O saga..." He blushes hard, steam getting more prevalent as he nearly drops his book. "G-Gomen'nasai."

Kazue fights back the smile that lifts her lips. The only word he pronounced correctly is an apology. Who is this guy and why doesn't he have someone accompanying him? Travel companies are good with that.

The couple gives up, shaking their heads yet again before shuffling away. The man's shoulders slump and he looks up and down the street, starting to wipe moisture from his forehead, and the absolute sorrow on his face is enough to steel Kazue's nerve. She whirls around, gripping the strap of her bag tighter as she jogs towards him, cursing her bilingualism the whole way.

"Gaijin-san?" she asks once she's in earshot. His head shoots up and the first thing she notices are his dark blue eyes and rosy cheeks. "I couldn't help but notice that you need some help."

"You...you speak English," he breathes. "Thank goodness." She tilts her head and he clears his throat, starting to brush his sweaty bangs back. "I, uh...yes, I'm trying to find this spa. A ganban'yoku? I think I took the wrong train or...something."

He sighs, eyes closing as he looks at his feet. Kazue feels her heart clench and she curses him for being so...well, she isn't sure whether she finds him helpless like a baby bird, adorable like a kitten, or both.

"Do you have an address?" she asks.

He nods, pulling out his phone while scurrying to shove his translator into his backpack. He holds the paper out to her, where the English address is scrawled in an easy-to-read print: "Odaiba Tokyo Oedo-Onsen Monogatari".

"Oh, I know where that is," she says with a small smile. His relief is evident as she hands him the paper. "Actually, I was just going that way."

She hadn't. She hadn't been thinking of spas at all until she ran into this man and now, here she is. A spa suddenly seems like a great idea.

"You are? Could I come with?" he asks, eyes widening. "Only...only if that's alright with you. I can just get directions from you and go, if..."

"That's alright. I'd be happy to show you." She gives him a small bow. "May I ask your name?"

He gasps, shoving his hair out of his eyes again. "Ah! Cayden! Cayden Hall." He swallows. "It's okay to call me Cayden, I know how Japan works with names and...yeah." He cringes inwardly and mumbles something under his breath.

She bows her head. "I am Kazue Shimakage."

"Nice to meet you, Shimakage-san."

He got the honorific right, she thinks. That's good. He isn't completely helpless.

And so, two strangers start to walk the same path.

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Until a few minutes ago, Cayden thought that today was a nightmare. From waking up too late to getting hopelessly lost in Tokyo, he was sure that there was no way this day could be redeemed.

Then, she arrived—“she” being a young, beautiful stranger with long black hair and a kind smile. Cayden was struck dumb before she even opened her mouth, thinking her far too beautiful to be real, and then she spoke fluent English and he was sure that his nightmare had just become a dream.

As they stand together on the train, crowded between a man with some kind of ear-related quirk and a young woman with headphones on, Cayden wonders whether it would be okay for him to engage in conversation with Kazue. Back home in Canada, conversations with strangers happen often, but he isn't sure if Japan is good with that sort of thing. From what he remembers, the stereotypical approach is that they don't care to converse with strangers for too long.

It's a struggle for him. He wants to talk to her for as long as possible.

"Hey, is there a café or something near the spa?" he asks, tilting his head down enough that he can murmur it to her.

She puckers her lips. "I believe so. Why?"

His mouth goes dry and he scrambles for a better excuse than the truth. "I feel very dehydrated. A drink would help," he admits.

Her eyes meet his and he hopes that steam won't come out of his ears. "Is it about your quirk?" she asks.

A sheepish nod. "Steam. Without moisture, I shrivel up. Very unsightly, eh?"

She lifts a hand to her mouth, stifling a giggle. "I see, Cayden-san. Then we should go get a drink."

The train pulls to a stop and they hurry off, side by side, tugged by the flow of people around them.

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Over tea and coffee at their chosen café, Kazue feels herself becoming more and more comfortable around Cayden. He must have noticed it too since his stuttering has vanished and he seems more sure of his words.

In an attempt to find some kind of common ground, she asks about his quirk. Through that, the conversation blossoms.

He tells her about his recent inheritance spurring him to travel from Canada and research more about being an aesthetician, working to make people relaxed and happy. His quirk is useful for such things and, he adds as a joke, helped a lot with acne when he was growing up.

Kazue has to admit, she didn't notice just how beautifully clear his skin was until he mentioned it.

She tells him a little about her quirk, Smoke Bomb, and how it's mostly useful for blinding people around her. She doesn't use it for anything aside from her training at the police academy and, in the future, for rescue and stealth missions.

"You didn't think about becoming a hero?" Cayden asks, arching an eyebrow as he takes a sip of his drink.

She shrugs, tapping her fingernails against her ceramic cup. "I thought about it, but my family is very well known in the police force. The connections are there." Her eyes grow sad. "And, well, I tried for the Hero course at U.A."

He purses his lips. "Didn't make it?"

"Class 1-C, Department of General Education. It wasn't the Hero course, but the way things look now, I'm content with it."

His sparkling gaze is intense, only softened by his gentle smile. He scratches at his stubbled jaw. "You're cooler than me, Shima-san."

Her cheeks get a little too hot for her liking and she tucks her lips against her mug. "Thank you," she mumbles around it.

He sets his cup down, forehead wrinkling. "Oh, sorry...that was too much." He shakes his head. "I'm so sorry, really, I need to curb myself–"

"It's okay," she says. She tucks her hair behind her ear. "I...don't hear that a lot."

"I can't imagine that."

He smiles at her and she melts yet again. He was a stranger only a few hours ago and now she has no idea what to think of him as. All she knows is that he is Cayden Hall, of Canada, and she would like to keep spending time with him. She would like to get to know him.

"Hey, feel free to say no, but...maybe you could stick around? I don't know how much you know about spas, but..." His hopeful, childlike expression shoots through her. "Maybe I could show you?” He rubs the back of his neck. “E-Either way…I would like to do this again.”

Her logic screams no.

Her heart, and her mouth, say yes.

The rest is history.

Chapter 2: Kemuri Shimakage: Origin

Summary:

Kemuri reflects on who she is, the arrival of her quirk, and how her life has changed since then.

Chapter Text

When Kemuri thinks about it, the happy memories of her grandfather became nonexistent after age four. Before then, while her grandfather was never the loving, doting type, he still smiled at her and offered her sweets and told her stories before bed.

Then her quirk manifested and suddenly, she was a ghost to him. Kemuri knows why he became distant and cruel, in fact she heard him screaming at her father a few nights after she got home from the hospital, sad and nearly blinded but brimming with new potential.

“If it weren’t for your damned quirk infecting her—”

“Shimakage-san, I…I’m sorry.”

“She’s blind because of you! Try living with that for the rest of your life!”

“Dad, please, this is hard enough as is!”

“Stay out of this, Kazue. If you had listened to me, you would have given me the perfect grandchild by now. Instead…”

Kemuri stopped listening. Her grandfather couldn’t see past his hatred, past his disappointment. He still hasn’t. All he sees is a mixture of his distinguished heritage and the blood of his precious daughter mashed together with that of a Canadian foreigner, an outcast that he deems undeserving of his daughter’s love.

To him, Kemuri was and is a mistake.

She remembers only bits and pieces of the whirlwind that followed her quirk’s arrival. One moment she was racing down the winding suburban roads near her family estate with a childhood friend, the next she had fallen and twisted her ankle. As tears and sobs poured freely from her eyes and lips, water turned to billowing steam. Her eyes burned and her wails grew worse.

Between her friend racing off to get her parents and them rushing her to the hospital, Kemuri thinks she must have fallen asleep, lost in a void of pain. Her eyes hurt so much and she couldn’t make it stop. Why couldn’t anyone make it stop?

She awoke in a hospital bed, her world blurred down to blobs of colours and shapes. Her peripherals showed nothing but murky, cloudy darkness like the kind at the bottom of a lake, leaving her with the feeling of constant tunnel vision.

“Mom? Dad?” she whimpered, fumbling for her parents’ awaiting hands. “Why is everything so messy? Why can’t I see everything?”

The explanations, the guilt-ridden voice of her father, and the murmurings of concerned doctors stick in her mind even to this day.

“The steam did some major damage to her sight. We fixed what we could, but she’ll be partially blind for the rest of her life. Perhaps if our medicine gets more advanced, we can look into more options as she gets older. Until then…” The doctor sighed. “All we can do is help her adjust.”

“This is all my fault,” came her father’s mumbles. “Your dad was right, I—”

“Cayden, we couldn’t have prevented this,” her mother replied, voice soft and calculated as ever. “Just be glad she didn’t lose all of her sight.”

Once Kemuri got home, her life was tense. Stories with her grandfather became stories with mom and dad. Her martial arts training got held back just until she got more used to her new way of life. She got multiple eye-tests from other sources but all of them revealed the same thing: farsightedness, extreme loss of peripheral vision, and no way to make it better.

She got a pair of glasses but gave up on wearing them for anything other than reading. If this was her life now, she thought back then, then she wanted to be able to function to the highest of her ability even without all her sight. Martial arts training began and with it came much-awaited quirk training.

“Smoke Bomb has been in the Shimakage family since the development of quirks,” her grandfather said at the start of her first lesson, “and even before that, the Shimakage prided themselves on being the most skilled martial artists in all of Japan. When you fight in this dojo, you carry the pride of your ancestors with you. Don’t disappoint them any more than you already have.”

The feeling that spread through Kemuri’s chest at his words back then was shame and confusion. Now, she feels determination at the thought of them, tinged with desperation. If she gets better, if she works hard, then maybe her grandfather will accept her again.

“Kemuri?”

She snaps out of her thoughts, punching bag swinging aimlessly before her. She blinks a few times and steps back, starting to unwrap the cloth from her knuckles as she turns around.

“Yes, mom?” she calls.

“I’m off to work. Give yourself lots of time to get to school, alright?”

“Yes, mom.”

“Good, good.” There’s a few beats of silence before she speaks again, “Oh, and Kemuri?”

Her voice is closer now. Kemuri frowns a little and turns around, focusing on the door to the dojo, and sure enough her mom is standing there. She smiles a little, tapping her fingertips against the doorframe. The look is borderline apologetic.

“Make sure you have your cane today,” she says. Kemuri’s shoulders slump and Kazue adds, “They started construction down the street and the last thing we need is for you to fall into the sewers.”

Kemuri takes a deep breath. She’d almost be annoyed that her mom would feel the need to remind her, but she has gotten into a bad habit of leaving her cane at home when she goes to school—the route barely changes, after all, but it’s a good tool to have.

“Okay, mom, I will,” she says.

“Thank you, sweetie. I’ll see you tonight, okay?”

“Yup!” She bows her head. “Good luck putting away criminals.”

Her mom’s laughter makes her feel a little lighter and Kemuri turns away, dropping her hand wrappings into the dojo trashcan, listening to the front door creak and slam shut as her mother leaves. Kemuri has watched her walk down the long front walk so often, tall and proud in her police uniform, sleek black hair tied back in a ponytail. Kemuri wishes that she could move with the easy confidence that her mother does.

She looks up from the trashcan and slowly looks around the dojo, searching for her water bottle. After almost ten years of living in a foggy world, she’s used to her vision being the way it is and the length it takes for her to do tasks that sighted people do swiftly.

Her vision can be most easily compared to a fogged-up window with a spot of clarity in the dead centre. That spot moves around like a cursor whenever she moves her eyeballs, giving her a sense of the big picture around her, and the closer she moves to something, the blurrier it gets.

She locates her water bottle, a bright red cylinder near the door, and she moves towards it. She takes a drink and immediately feels stronger, her toes curling against the tatami mats as she lets out a sigh. Water is definitely the best drink.

The sound of an alarm goes off and she follows it back to where she left her phone. She squints at the blurred words for a moment before shutting off the alarm with a shrug. She knows what it’s telling her already—time for school.

She leaves the dojo and hurries to her room, weaving through the halls of her family home on autopilot. She ducks inside, snatching her Somei Private Academy uniform off the hanger on the wall, and gets dressed. It’s been three years of putting on the same middle school uniform every day, hands working at the buttons she knows so well, staring blankly at herself in the mirror as she goes. She smiles a little. Soon, it’ll be time for high school and she’ll finally be able to start something new. She isn’t one to complain, in fact she prefers to keep her mouth shut, but she’s tired of the rut she’s gotten into.

With her uniform on, she moves closer to the mirror and gets to work on making her long silver hair more presentable. She ties it into a loose side braid, gives her bangs a fluff with her fingertips, and fastens her rose hair-clip above her ear. She grabs her school bag, hanging it over her shoulder as she turns and heads out.

She stops to snatch her white cane from where it’s leaning next to the door, giving it a shake to unfold it, and she sets it on the walkway ahead of her as she leaves the house. She glances over to the other building on the estate, belonging to her dad’s spa, and makes a mental note to visit him after school.

She keeps walking down the sidewalk, cane tapping, the wind in her hair.

Chapter 3: Go Beyond, Kemuri!

Summary:

Kemuri gets some much-needed encouragement and has the best day of her life.

Chapter Text

“As third-years, it’s time to start thinking seriously about who you are and what your future entails,” Kemuri’s homeroom teacher, Sensei Suzuki, states as he adjusts his glasses. “Today, I’ll be handing out career aptitude tests. I know a lot of you want to be heroes, but the cold hard truth is that not everyone will make it. You need to have a backup plan and this test will offer some options.”

There are a few mutters that ripple through the class, complaints at the extra work. Suzuki’s glare sweeps over the class and Kemuri immediately sinks further into her desk. His quirk, Glare, can freeze multiple people in place for a few seconds if he looks at them, and while it isn’t an impressive quirk, it’s exceedingly useful for a teacher.

“Pass these out,” Sensei Suzuki says to the girl in the seat right in front of him, handing her a stack of papers.

She stands in a hurry, bowing as she takes the papers, then starts moving up and down the rows. Kemuri keeps her eyes on her, heart pounding. Her seat is at the back of the class, closest to the door, so she’ll get her paper last. She digs her hand into the pocket of her navy blazer, fingers closing around her glasses, and she swallows. Please, she begs internally, nobody mention it. Nobody mention the blind girl using glasses. It’s hard enough explaining to everyone that doesn’t know her and, yes, there are still people in her class who, after three years, don’t understand her condition and its complexities.

“Oh, so you’re blind,” they say.

“N-No…I can see some things.”

“Then you’re not blind?”

She gave up on explaining a long time ago.

She startles as her classmate sets the paper on her desk and walks away without so much as a second glance. Sensei Suzuki settles into his desk, folding his hands together in front of his mouth as he props his elbows on the tabletop before him.

“Finish the test, hand them in, and the results will come back to you soon,” he says. “If you finish early, go to the library. Sensei Ito will keep an eye on you while you study.” He gives a pointed look to a few of the boys in the class, warning them against causing any trouble. “Alright, begin.”

Kemuri unfolds her glasses and puts them on, immediately making the title at the top of the page clear enough to read. As she reads along the page, word by word as they move into her tunnelled sight, she feels her shoulders knotting with stress.

Each question feels like a punch to the gut. What profession would you like? What are you good at? Mark all that apply. Answer below. Include your hobbies. On a scale of one to ten, how heroic are you? She feels like she’s going to pass out.

In truth, she knows what she wants to do with her future, but has very little confidence in herself to get it done. She wants to go to the same school that her mother went to and she wants to be better than she was. She wants to go further than her mother did, become someone so amazing that her grandfather can’t possibly ignore her. He’ll be forced to see her for who she is. She will go beyond. Plus Ultra!

That’s what she wants more than anything, to embody that motto, and yet, sitting here in a classroom, surrounded by blurs of beige and navy blue blazers, she feels incapable of being anything more than ordinary. How can someone like her become more than…this?

She keeps working on the test, frustration burning in her chest. It’s so stupid of her to dream of being something more when her mother is everything that she wishes she could be; beautiful, confident, successful, able-bodied, pure, loved. How can Kemuri live up to such a legacy? It’s impossible, but some small speck of determination, of ambition, begs her to try.

That’s why she requested an application for U.A High. That’s why she decided to go for the big guns and try her luck. The acceptance rate is the lowest in the country but the alumni line is astounding. Kemuri gets starry-eyed just thinking of walking the same halls as All Might, Edgeshot, Endeavour, Best Jeanist, and other amazing heroes like them.

And, if all else fails, she can still be a police officer and help out the students who do become heroes. She can keep civilians at bay during any unrest, a faceless nobody to stand in the way of the gawking public as they squeal and take pictures of heroes at work. The only problem with that is Kemuri would be lingering in her mother’s shadow when what she needs is to cast her own.

“Shimakage.”

Kemuri looks up, glasses sliding down her nose as she releases a startled breath. Sensei Suzuki stands next to her desk, blank-faced, and when she looks around the classroom she sees that most of the students have already finished. Her face flushes and she bows her head in shame.

“I’m sorry,” she says, hands shaking. “I…I was just working on it…”

“You still have time,” Suzuki states, casting a brief glance at the watch on his wrist. “Once you’re done, I’d like to talk to you. Just come to my desk. Don’t rush yourself.”

She nods and goes back to work. By the time she’s done, she can hear the footsteps of the only other student in the room rushing out the door. She’s used to being the last one done, as awkward as that makes her feel, but she needs to take her time to ensure that she read every question right. Plus, reading too fast makes her eyes ache, even with the glasses.

She stands and shuffles to her Sensei’s desk, holding out the test to him, and he takes it with a loose, barely-there smile. “You…wanted to speak with me?” she asks, adjusting the red, striped tie around her neck.

“Yes, about your UA application,” he says, shuffling the stack of test papers a few times before patting them into a uniform pile. He sets them aside and slides his chair back, reaching for his desk drawer. “Your grades for the mock exam were better than your usual average. If you keep those up, I have confidence that you’ll be able to get into U.A.”

Her heart swells. “Y-You really think so, Sensei?”

He gets a paper from the desk drawer and sets it before her. “I do.” He gives her a moment to read the top of the sheet—a standard application for the U.A hero course—before speaking again, “Many students from many different schools apply for U.A, and Somei is no different. While I am supportive, I hope you understand what you’re getting into.”

Kemuri looks up from the application form, starting to tug at her braid. “I understand, I…I just feel like that’s where I need to be. It’s where my mom went and, well…” She bows her head, voice dropping to a whisper. “It’s…my dream.”

“A dream is fine. I am only asking you because you’ve had some difficulties in the past, concerning your quirk,” he states. She swallows hard and he leans back in his chair, ghosting a hand over his dark hair. “Any hero course aims to bring out the full potential of its students and if you aren’t willing to push yourself, you have no place trying to be a hero.” His eyes pierce into hers and despite the absence of his quirk, she still feels frozen.

“I…I know,” she squeaks.

He exhales and straightens up a little. “But, the point of this conversation is to…give you some confidence. Your grades are good. You have a good handle on your quirk, or at least parts of it. You work hard even when you don’t think it will pay off, and best of all, you already have quite a few backup plans.” he says. His face softens just a little bit. “So, go out and make Somei Academy proud.”

Just like my mother did, she thinks.

She bows at the waist. “Hai, Sensei! I…I will do my best!” After a second, she adds, “Or better.”

He slides the application closer to her, his expression falling back into the serious one that she knows well. “Be sure to get this filled out as soon as possible,” he says. “Don’t want to miss out.”

“Hai, Sensei.”

The bell rings and with a final, hasty bow, Kemuri goes back to her desk and gathers up the rest of her books. She heads out of the room, bumping her hip on a desk as she goes. She winces and tries to act like the incident didn’t send shooting pain up her entire body.

In the hallway, she pauses to take her glasses off and put them back in their case. There’s no point in wearing them if she’s not actively reading. Everything’s going to be blurry anyway. She looks down at the application in her hands, perched carefully on top of her books, excitement thrumming through her veins and making her fingertips tingle. U.A is within reach.

She starts down the hallway, sticking to wall at her right. Students flow past her in both directions, a sea of uniformity punctuated by bursts of colour from hair and body shapes that vary between quirks. Kemuri likes the colourful people best, at least from a viewer’s perspective. She’s grey, from her hair and eyes down to her skirt, unassuming and unnoticeable, yet others have red or blue or purple hair and she finds it so very lovely to watch their colours flow past.

“Of course, I will be applying for U.A,” an enigmatic voice says from a little ways ahead of her. “It is my best option, a fine institution built on the legacies of the greats and I wish to join them!”

Kemuri feels like her heart will leap out of her chest and race away down the hall, right towards the owner of that voice. He’s barely even talked to her and she doubts that he knows she exists even if they are in the same grade—him in Class 3-A, her in 3-B—and yet she can’t help getting butterflies at the thought of him. He’s so cool, so passionate…he’s got the “look at me” vibe that Kemuri wishes she had and she can’t help but admire him for it.

A shoulder smacks against hers and she gasps, losing her balance in a second as one foot catches the other. Her books go flying, she hits the floor, and she hears a harsh “watch it, cripple” before the owner of the voice disappears. Kemuri slowly pushes herself up, eyes burning with brimming tears that only serve to make her vision worse, shoulder aching from the impact of the fall, and she looks around herself in an attempt to find her books.

“Are you okay?”

She looks up enough to see a hand holding a book out to her. She wipes at her eyes hastily and reaches for it, nodding. “Y-Yes, I…I wasn’t paying attention. I…”

Her gaze travels up the rest of the way as the boy kneels down, hands moving to grab the books that she didn’t see. Again, her heart flutters and words clog in her throat; blue-black hair styled in an undercut, half-rim glasses, angular eyebrows, deep blue eyes. Kemuri’s body goes into shutdown.

Tenya Iida; the boy who saved her on the first day of middle school and the boy who’s held her heart in an iron grip ever since.

“That was incredibly rude of him,” Iida states as he stacks her books for her, setting the application on top. He gestures widely to his chest, hand chopping a little. “I saw the whole thing! He was the one not paying attention!” He shakes his head. “The audacity…a gentleman of Somei Academy should never act in such a way!”

Kemuri manages a nod, still unsure of what to say or do. Iida offers a hand to her as he starts to get up and she takes it, dazed. As he helps her back to her feet, she snaps out of it, immediately looking away from him as she brushes off her uniform and smooths her blazer. He waits for her to glance up at him before extending the books to her. She takes them, clutching them close to her chest.

“Are you going to be alright?” he inquires, adjusting his glasses.

She nods, bowing her head. “I’m…” Her throat is way too dry and she swallows hard, waving her hand a bit as she nods her head faster. “Yeah. I…I’m…” Her face gets even redder.

He smiles a little. “Good! Glad to hear it!” He’s chopping his hand again, like a robot, and it makes Kemuri smile. “Just be sure to get some ice for your shoulder. That will help with the pain.” As he turns to go, he adds, “Good luck with the application there.”

Again, all she can do is nod as her gaze darts to the paper. She keeps standing in place even as he walks away and rejoins his friends, starstruck and dumbfounded and falling to pieces. She knows it’s just a silly crush, that he’s just another regular boy, but she can’t help it.

She keeps going to the office, heart light, feet lighter. “This is the best day of my life,” she breathes.

Chapter 4: Shimakage Family, Tense

Summary:

Kemuri thinks about her family's history.

Notes:

I know these chapters are really short, or at least they're short when they're in AO3's formatting. I'm still getting the hang of writing on here...so bear with me.

Also, this is my first time writing a character who can't see perfectly, so if anyone has a concern about how I'm portraying her, please let me know!

Chapter Text

When Kemuri gets home, she stops just long enough to put her cane on its peg before she jogs off to her dad’s spa. Inside, there are a few customers getting helped by the receptionists and one of the beauticians, Ito, emerges from the back room with a freshly manicured client. Kemuri greets her on her way to her dad’s office and Ito bows her head with a smile.

“Hey dad!” Kemuri says as she enters the small office, shutting the door behind her.

Cayden looks up from his paperwork, smiling as he gets to his feet and extends his arms for a hug. “Hey, Kemmy. How’s my favourite girl?”

She hugs him tight, closing her eyes and revelling in her father’s warm safety. “I’m good,” she says. She pulls away and bounces a little. “I applied to U.A today.”

He arches his eyebrows. “Wow,” he breathes. He lowers his voice. “Does this mean…that my baby girl is gonna be a high schooler?”

She grins. “I am!” She tugs at her skirt, biting her lip. “And…maybe a hero, too?”

He laughs and engulfs her in another squishy hug. “You’ll be the greatest hero ever, sweetie. I know it.”

“And if it doesn’t work out, I can be a police officer or maybe I can work at the spa with you,” she says. She looks at her hands, curling her fingers into her palms. “Make use of my steam…maybe?”

His expression falters for a brief second, revealing guilt, but he hides it as soon as she looks back up at him. “Of course,” he says. He runs his hand through his curls. “Actually, I’m a little short-staffed today. After you get changed, how about helping me with the massage and sauna rooms?”

She nods, perking up a little. The spa is the one place where she feels like the steamier half of her quirk isn’t useless. She can use it to clean, give the saunas a boost, and applying the little bit of heat and moisture during massages and facials really helps relax the body. She uses it on herself often when she’s cleaning her face, giving her very clear skin.

There’s a knock on the door and Kemuri takes that as her cue to go back to the main house, leaving her dad to his conversation as one of his aestheticians pushes the door open. The second she gets inside the house, the quiet envelops her. Her footsteps seem to echo around her as she goes down the hall to her room, stopping for a second to look closely at the family portrait hanging in the hallway.

There are only four people living in this house—Kemuri, her mother, her father, and her grandfather. Grandmother Shimakage, Kazue’s mother, used to live here too until she passed away many years ago. Kemuri was just a baby then.

On the other hand, Grandma and Grandpa Hall died in a villain attack when Cayden, their only son, was a very young man. Kemuri knows from stories that his only child status was one of the reasons that Grandfather Shimakage allowed Cayden to marry Kazue, despite all the other factors that he hated so much. Apparently, Grandmother Shimakage was far more supportive of the union and that helped them along.

Kemuri tilts her head a little as the figures in the picture stare back at her. There are her grandfather and grandmother, both stoic and poised, and below them sit Kazue and Cayden with baby Kemuri in her mother’s lap. There are no aunts and uncles, no cousins, no nieces or nephews to be found anywhere in the Shimakage family and while Kemuri has been told the reason why many times, she still hates it. The family line has stuck to the rule of “one child and one child only” since a time before her grandfather and when she asks why, the answer is chalked up to, “That’s tradition. We stick with it.”

Kemuri thinks that that isn’t the full truth. She heard her grandfather tell her mother that he forbade her to have any more “ruined” children with “that man.” It’s obvious that that’s the reason there aren’t any siblings for Kemuri to love and the words still sting when she thinks of it.

Maybe she wouldn’t be so lonely if there was someone else in the house closer to her age, someone to play with. As she ducks into her room, she imagines getting a pet, like a dog. That could be fun, having something cute and fluffy and eager to see her when she comes home. The idea makes her smile.

She changes out of her uniform, hangs it up, then takes some time to smooth out the wrinkles. She uses the steam part of her quirk for this too, another mildly useful part of having it. With that done, she changes into a more casual outfit of a t-shirt and shorts before heading back out to help her dad.

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That evening, when Kazue has returned home, the Shimakages gather for a dinner of yakitori and rice. They eat in silence, Kemuri keeping her eyes on her food. Her grandfather sits at the head of the table, his dark eyes fastened on something in the distance. Kazue offers seconds and Cayden accepts.

“Um…grandfather?” Kemuri says, peeking up at him as if he might jump at her.

He exhales heavily through his nose, greyed eyebrows furrowing as he sets another clump of rice in his mouth. Kazue glances at him for a second before looking at her daughter. Kemuri straightens up and focuses on her grandfather, trying her best to ignore the twisting in her gut.

“I applied to the Hero Course at U.A,” she continues. “I’m…gonna work hard to get in.”

Her grandfather blinks once, jaw clenched, and he swallows his food. He takes a moment to look at Kazue, who tries to smile, before looking back at Kemuri. “And?”

Kemuri’s face flushes. “And, I…I want to work harder at training so I…I’m ready for the entrance exam,” she says, starting to tap her fingers against her leg. “Could…could we do that? In training?”

Her grandfather thinks for a moment before he sets his bowl down. “Fine.” She sits up straighter and his expression turns harsh, stern. “But if you fail the entrance exam, or fail to make it into the hero course, then you will have wasted my time and I will no longer train you.”

Kemuri’s heart drops into her feet. Her grandfather stands, thanks Kazue for the meal—despite Cayden being the one who cooked it—and leaves the dining room. Kemuri stares at her half-eaten chicken, appetite gone, and she hears the chair closest to her squeak as its owner shifts. She thinks that she’s gotten used to the harsh, to-the-point way that her grandfather speaks to her and yet every time, it still hurts.

“It’s okay, Kemuri,” her mother says. “Even if you don’t make it into U.A, there are plenty of other courses. Shiketsu comes to mind…”

“No,” Kemuri whispers, shaking her head. “It…it has to be U.A. Not Shiketsu, not Ketsubutsu.” She looks up at her parents. “And grandfather has to keep training me. That’s the only time he gives me any attention.”

Cayden stands up, gathering the dirty dishes as he releases a sigh. “He isn’t exactly kind to you, honey,” he says. “He’s always pushing you past your limits in training and honestly, it worries me.”

“We can always hire a new Sensei,” Kazue adds.

Kemuri bites her tongue, muscles tense. How can she say to her parents that, no, it can’t be a different school and it can’t be a new Sensei. It has to be U.A because that’s where her mother went and it has to be her grandfather because he’s the most skilled at using Smoke Bomb even if his methods are rough. It has to be all of these things because how else is Kemuri going to be better?

“Mom, dad,” she says. Until that point, they were still talking, but now she has their attention in an instant. She opens her mouth, trying to say everything that she’s feeling, but it falls flat and instead, she says, “I…I was thinking that this house would be less empty if we got a dog.”

Cayden gasps. “I love dogs.”

“We’d have to talk with father about it,” Kazue says, but the gears in her head are already turning as she mulls over the possibility. “But, I agree…a dog would be nice.”

They keep talking and Kemuri sits back, trying to eat a little more off her plate. As long as they’re focused on that, they won’t spend time worrying about her. She hates worrying them. They do it enough what with her circumstances.

She finishes her food, cleans up her plate, and heads up to her room to do homework. Music plays softly as she works out math problems. As she works, she imagines the future. She imagines being at U.A, confident and strong, a brand new hero for the world to love, and she hopes above all that she be good enough to make that dream a reality.

Chapter 5: A Hero With Six Arms

Summary:

Kemuri prepares for the U.A entrance exam and meets a potential friend along the way.

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Before Kemuri knows it, it’s the final semester of middle school and the U.A entrance exam looms before her, daunting, an obstacle she must face if she wants to continue on her chosen path.

On the morning of the exam, February 26, she does her regular morning workout, then heads to the shower. She stands in silence, letting the water run over her, the moisture making her feel stronger, rejuvenated. As she massages shampoo into her hair, she releases some steam from the pores on her back to untangle her knotted muscles. Now is not the time for stress.

She dries off, brushes her hair and braids it, puts on her Somei uniform, and packs an extra tank top and yoga shorts in her bag. She hurries down the stairs, nearly tripping over herself as she slides into the kitchen, eager for the breakfast she can already smell.

“Someone’s excited,” her dad says with a smile as he reads the morning newspaper, nibbling at a piece of toast.

Her mom sets a few pancakes on his plate, stopping to brush his curls back and kiss his forehead, then sets up a plate for Kemuri. “Why wouldn’t she be? It’s exam day,” she says.

“I’m nervous,” Kemuri admits. “But I’ve worked hard! I think I’ve got this.” She bounces a little on her feet before she sits down and grabs her utensils. “Plus, grandfather said we could get a dog if I do well, right?”

“Just between us,” her mom says, leaning down to whisper in her ear, “we’re getting a dog no matter how it goes today.”

Kemuri grins and takes a big bite of pancake.

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When she reaches the U.A campus just before nine o’clock a.m, what little confidence she had runs away at top speed. The school is huge and not to mention unfamiliar, meaning Kemuri can’t rely on muscle memory like she does in most other places around her home and the places where she grew up.

She shuffles to the far end of the gate, trying to stay out of the way of other examinees, and swallows down the nervous lump in her throat. First up is the written test. She isn’t too worried about that part, but after that is orientation, then the all-important practical exam, and that’s what she mulls over the most.

She catches herself before she can drift off into daydream land again. She gives her head a hard shake and clears her throat. She needs to focus all her energy on finding where she needs to be and getting stuff done. She straightens up, blinks a few times, and searches the immediate area.

Easier said than done. Following the other examinees is a good place to start, but she worries about what she’ll do once she gets inside. Keep going, just hope that someone else knows the way and she can keep an eye on them for long enough to get where she needs to be? God, this is so much worse than she imagined. Every time she stops to try and orient herself, she ends up blocking the flow of traffic, getting bumped by others who know where they’re going.

She looks around again, trying to find any familiar face in the throng of middle schoolers, but they’re all just blobs of colour moving too fast for her to keep up. She starts to shake, gripping her cane tight as she presses it against her leg, teeth gritting as frustration flushes her face. Why must she always be such a screw up?

A hand touches her shoulder for a second and she startles, letting out a squeak as she whips around. A very tall, very muscular boy with…she stops to count. Six? Yeah, six arms. He’s wearing a mask and his grey hair covers what the mask doesn’t, all except his dark eyes. For four painfully awkward seconds, they stare at each other.

“You look lost,” he comments.

Kemuri clears her throat, averting her eyes. “I…I kinda am,” she admits, rubbing the back of her neck. “I’m…not sure where to go for the written part of the exam.”

“You can walk with me, if you want,” he says.

Relief floods her and she bows her head. “Yes, t-thank you! That would be great.”

She extends her cane in front of her and the odd boy steps to her side, blinding himself from her view. She doesn’t mention it. She can feel one of his arms just barely brushing hers as they walk, so as long as she keeps checking to make sure that he’s still there, she’s good. She hopes he doesn’t mind her elbow brushing his arms.

They walk in silence up a flight of stairs and into the main building. After a bit of silence, she hears the boy clear his throat.

“So, what course are you testing for?” he asks.

She maneuvers around a potted plant. “Hero.” After a second, she adds hastily, “Uh…you?”

“Same.”

Two emotions run through her. One is relief. If she gets into the hero course and this boy does too, maybe they’ll be in the same class and she’ll actually know someone! The second is a sense of doom. This guy is huge and looks incredibly strong, perfect hero material, and next to him she feels like a quirkless dwarf.

“C-Cool,” Kemuri squeaks. She immediately wants to smack herself over the head. Cool?! What kind of a response is cool?!

She physically can’t get herself to talk more after that, too focused on tapping her stick and trying to get over what an embarrassment she is around people. Only a little while after, she feels the boy’s hand brush her arm and she stops.

“It’s in here,” he says. She turns to look up at him and he blinks a few times, eyeing the stick for a second. “Can you find your seat, or…?”

“Oh! Yeah, I…” She brings her stick closer and tries to don a casual smile. “I’m…I’m not totally blind, I’m just partially…uhh…” She squeezes her eyes shut, steam puffing from her ears as she groans. “I’m okay,” she finally says, defeated by herself.

The boy doesn’t seem to mind. In fact, there’s a glint in his eye that makes her imagine that he’s smiling a little and when she looks down, she sees that there is indeed a smile formed on the edge of one of his limbs. “Okay,” he says. “Glad I could help, anyway.”

“Yes, thank you,” she says. He starts to move past her and she gasps, remembering something. If he’s going into the hero course, there’s a chance they may be in the same class and if that happens, she’ll need to know something very important. “Uh, wait!” He stops and she tugs at some of her hair before tucking it behind her ear. “Er…w-what’s your name? I’m Kemuri Shimakage.”

He blinks. “Mezo Shoji.”

She nods. “Nice to meet you!”

“You too, Shimakage.”

She can’t help but feel a little jarred at the sound of her last name. Sure, it’s a common thing in schools, but nobody talks to her enough for her name to be used often and when she is spoken to, it’s at home with her parents and they, of course, use her first name.

The six-armed boy disappears and Kemuri hurries into the room, shaking off her nerves and getting back into the exam mindset. At least she accomplished something today; she talked to someone new and it wasn’t a complete failure.

Chapter 6: Shred It (Like a Mid-Song Guitar Solo)!

Summary:

It's almost time for the practical, but first, Kemuri has to sit through orientation.

Chapter Text

At the end of the written test, Kemuri follows the wave of people heading for the Hero Course Exam Orientation hall. She holds tight to the exam ticket she got earlier, detailing her examinee number and the battle centre where she’ll take part in the practical.

The hall is already filling up with students, the low hum of conversation swimming in the air like a swarm of bees. The room is divided up according to school and while Kemuri can already see the Somei uniforms belonging to her classmates, there are so many of them that finding her exact seat is troublesome. Kemuri looks down at her ticket again, squinting hard as she holds it away from her face. Number 7112, it reads.

She searches the rows ahead of her, starting to get an anxious knot in her gut again, and swallows hard. There’s no Shoji around to save her now. Guess she’ll have to be brave and—she shudders at the idea—talk to a stranger.

“E…Excuse me?” she asks, tapping the shoulder of the student nearest to her, a girl with an orange ponytail and green eyes. The girl looks up at her and offers a smile. “I can’t…f-find…” Kemuri swallows again, trying to get her throat to loosen up. “Can’t find my seat,” she squeaks.

The girl shifts to face Kemuri better. “What’s your number?”

Instead of answering, Kemuri shows her the paper. The girl reads it, smiles, and points a little ways down. “That’s three rows down from here, right near the middle,” she says. “Do you want me to walk you there?”

“No, b-but thank you.”

She bows to the girl and walks away. She moves three rows down, double checks the number to the best of her ability, and goes in. She does her best to avoid people’s feet as she goes, watching each chair to make sure she’s still in the right place. 7109, 7110…

“Sorry, let me get out of your way!”

Kemuri freezes, heart pounding. Of all the people she could be sitting next to, it had to be him. Is this a blessing or a curse or both?

Iida waits patiently, eyebrows lifted, expression stoic, and Kemuri kicks herself internally as she squeaks out a thanks and shuffles past him like a nervous penguin. She turns and sits herself down right next to him, far too warm to be comfortable. Iida sits back down, posture straight and hands perpendicular to each other on the desktop before him.

Kemuri stirs in her seat, eyes facing forward in an attempt to ignore the boy next to her. If she could just calm down and act normal for once in her life, that would be great.

“What did you think of the written test?” Iida asks.

Kemuri takes a second or two to realize that he’s talking to her and even once she looks at him, she points to herself and asks, “What…what I thought?”

“Yes!” He shuts his eyes as he sucks in a deep breath, nodding once. “I studied hard, so I found most of it to be simple, although a few questions did manage to stump me. Of course, I’d expect nothing less of this institution.”

She can hardly get herself to nod, starting to play with her fingers as she purses her lips. “It was okay,” she says, a little breathless. “My eyes kinda ached by the end, but…” She sighs. “That’s nothing new.”

“Ah, right, you are only partially blind,” Iida says with another thoughtful nod. Her face slackens with shock—he remembered?—and he continues, “Have you tried getting glasses? My eyes ache if I try to read without them but, truthfully, I can hardly see without them anyway.”

“I can hardly see at all,” Kemuri says. As soon as it’s out, she covers her mouth with her hand and her face flushes. That doesn’t even make sense! Stupid—

Iida chuckles. “You would understand better than anyone.”

Her heart squeezes and she fiddles with the tip of her braid, yet again finding herself unable to look at him. “B-But…uh,” she starts. “I…I do have glasses, but they’re mostly for when I’m taking tests and they fog up a lot because of my quirk so they’re kind of annoying so I just work without them most of the time, which I can do so—”

And…now I’m rambling, she thinks. Great. I’m an utter embarrassment to myself, my family, and everyone around me.

“I see,” Iida says, stroking his chin. “That’s very interesting. I can’t say I relate, but it’s impressive that you’re so capable without them!”

“Oh…thanks.”

Before they can say much else, spotlights go on around the room and the lights dim, bringing all conversations to a standstill. The giant screen at the front of the room switches on, displaying the glittering U.A logo on a blue backdrop.

“What’s up, U.A candidates? Thanks for tuning in to me, your school DJ!” an enthusiastic, amplified voice greets from the stage. Kemuri recognizes him immediately. “COME ON AND LEMME HEAR YA!”

Present Mic turns and cups his hand around his ear. Nobody makes a sound. Kemuri squints a little, taking in the swoop of blond hair on the man’s head and the orange-tinted sunglasses glinting in the spotlights, and grins. She’s so close to a real pro hero! She can’t wait to tell her dad about it. He adores Mic’s radio show.

“Keepin’ it mellow, huh?” Mic asks the silent, watchful crowd. “That’s fine, I’ll skip straight to the main show. Let’s talk about how this practical exam is gonna go down, okay?” He does a little flourish and sings out, “ARE YOU READAYYYY?! YEAH!”

Kemuri can’t keep the smile off her face. He speaks as if every sentence ends with two exclamation marks or three question marks, like he’s rapping or singing with every word, and the enthusiasm is infectious, at least to her. The rest of the students are still silent, far too drained from the written exam to get pumped up.

“As your application said, today, you rockin’ boys and girls will be out there conducting ten-minute mock battles in super hip urban settings!” Present Mic continues. Behind him, the screen shifts to show seven different squares, labelled A through G, extending from the orientation hall. “Bring whatever stuff you want, my friends! After I drop the mic here, you’ll head to your specified battle centres!” Silence. “OKAY?!”

Kemuri glances at her ticket, marked “Test Location: Battle Centre A”, and she turns her head enough to see Iida’s paper. He’s at Battle Centre B. She feels both elated and disappointed all at once. They separate schools as much as possible to discourage people from working with their friends; she finds that unfortunate, but at least he won’t see if she messes up.

Present Mic launches into a discussion about the faux villains at each battle centre—one-pointers, two-pointers, and three-pointers—and explains that all they’ve got to do is shred the robots like a mid-song guitar solo. Kemuri notices the kids around her watching their papers, but she sticks to watching Mic. Listening suits her better.

Iida gets to his feet, one hand raised straight up in the air, and Kemuri startles as he lets out a sharp, “Excuse me, sir, but I have a question!”

“HIT ME!” Mic calls.

A spotlight appears above Iida and Kemuri flinches away from it. Iida does not. “On the printout,” he starts, pointing to the page, “you’ve listed four types of villains, not three. With all due respect, if this is an error on official U.A materials, then it is shameful! We are exemplary students. We expect the best from Japan’s most notable school! Mistakes such as this won’t do!”

Kemuri looks at her lap, wondering if any of the stares aimed at Iida are lingering on her. She starts to fiddle with her braid as Iida gives the printout another firm shake. She realizes that most others in the room aren’t accustomed to Iida’s loud, controlling way of doing things and she wonders whether they all find it strange. Even Kemuri thinks it’s a little too much at times.

“Additionally, you, with the unkempt hair!” Iida snaps, whirling around with a finger ready and aimed. Kemuri looks over her shoulder and searches for a second before locating the boy in question. He makes a nervous squeaking noise and points at himself in confusion. “You’ve been muttering this entire time. Stop that. If you can’t bother to take this seriously, then leave. You’re distracting the rest of us.”

The boy claps his hands over his mouth and Kemuri catches a whimpered apology from him, earning a few laughs. Iida is still glaring at him, intimidating and sharp, and she wonders whether she should step in and ask him to calm down. He was just muttering. Kemuri didn’t even notice and she happens to have impeccable hearing, thank you very much.

Before she can, Present Mic does it for her. “Alright, alright, examinee number 7111. Thanks for calling in with your request!” He shoots Iida a thumbs up and he finally turns around, leaving the unkempt boy free of his glare.

Only once Mic explains the 0-Point villain does Iida sit back down, but not before bowing deeply and apologizing for disrupting things. Mic continues for a bit longer, spouts some inspiring words from Napoleon Bonaparte, and signs off with a hefty, “PLUS ULTRA!”

“Good luck!” he adds as the students start to grab their things. “Hope you practiced hitting more than just books!”

Kemuri smiles to herself as the auditorium starts to clear out. She did a lot of hitting of both books and punching dummies. Hopefully, it’s enough.

Chapter 7: A Boy in Booty Shorts?

Summary:

It's time for the practical exam, where Kemuri does her best, helps someone, and meets a boy with questionable clothing.

Chapter Text

Iida leaves in a hurry, briefly mentioning something to Kemuri about the importance of wearing proper athletic gear before he runs off. Kemuri isn’t sure whether she feels honoured that he even bothered to talk to her again or sad that he left in such a hurry. She’s started to notice that, when it comes to him, she has a lot of conflicting emotions.

She had imagined them walking together, pumping each other up, and then she remembers that he only knows about her existence because they have spent three years passing each other in the halls of Somei and, if they were to walk together, she’d probably trip or fumble over her words and he would never speak to her again.

So, instead of her fantasy, she goes to one of the bathrooms to get changed. She puts her makeshift belt on, slipping a few water bottles inside, ties her hair into a ponytail, and hurries off to join the other examinees at battle centre A.

Once she’s in front of the cityscape, everything seems far more daunting and she can’t help but stare up at the hugeness of it all. When she looks around, the other students seem, for the most part, confident, although a few of them shift in place and stretch away their nerves. Kemuri takes a second to release some steam all over her body, once again unwinding her muscles and making her feel loose and relaxed.

As she looks again, she can’t help but remember that only a select few of them will actually get into U.A after this. She could be looking at the heroes of tomorrow while others, she will never see again. This really is a defining moment for each and every one of them.

She starts toward the front gate, trying to muscle in with the crowd waiting so that when the time starts, she doesn’t get left behind. She’s already got strategies rolling through her head, ideas on how to take down the faux-villains. With a somewhat solid plan in mind, she takes a deep breath and focuses.

Above them, Present Mic shouts, “TIME STARTS NOW!”

The other candidates turn at the sudden noise as the gate flies open, but Kemuri is already running, arms pumping, eyes scanning everywhere in search of her first target. Behind her, the pounding of feet continues and she hears Present Mic calling, “Come on, real fights don’t have countdowns! GO GO GO, LISTENERS!”

There’s a loud boom, an explosion of some kind, and someone goes whipping past Kemuri at top speed. She nearly stumbles over herself as she turns to look at the person, just able to see spikey blond hair, bursts of fire coming from his palms.

“DIE!”

A one-point robot crumples beneath his attack and he lands on the wreckage, a wicked grin on his face as he flexes his fingers. Kemuri takes a second to gape at his raw power before the rush of the other examinees brings her back to reality. Everyone is going to be trying their hardest, just like that boy. She’s got to keep up.

More and more robots flood the streets and the examinees take to destroying them in any way that they can. Kemuri searches for a good vantage point just as a three-pointer rolls into her path. Its red eyes light up and an electronic voice groans out, “Target acquired.”

Before it can move another inch, Kemuri releases a cloud of white fog from all over her body and within seconds, she’s obscured from view. The robot halts, eyes going dim, and she smiles to herself. Her vision is completely blinded and yet she feels like she can see better than ever. She can sense the robot’s position, its size, and she starts toward it at her top speed.

The robot still can’t see her. She skirts around it, leaps onto its back, and smashes the power button. The robot shuts off, sagging to the concrete in a heap, and Kemuri drops back down to the ground and races off in search of another target. That’s three points. She needs more.

Most of the other examinees have gathered in the same area, picking off robot after robot as they mutter their number of points to each other. Kemuri could disperse more fog and take out the robots in the immediate vicinity, but doing so would blind the other examinees and she doesn’t want to ruin their chances of passing. So, instead, she dashes around the outside and picks off the robots coming through the side streets.

Three points becomes ten, then fifteen, then twenty, then twenty-one.

Kemuri stops to drink some water, panting a little. She’s doing okay. If she just keeps it up—

The ground rumbles and a few streets down, buildings collapse in explosions of dust. The examinees nearby stop fighting for just long enough to turn around as one of the infamous 0-Point villains appears. It towers over the buildings, giant red eyes glaring down at the students, and there are a few shouts as people start running.

In the chaos, Kemuri backs into the nearest alley, searching around herself. There’s so much broken asphalt and rubble that if she runs with the rest of the students, she’ll probably lose her footing and put herself in more danger. She could use her quirk to feel out everywhere, but her fog doesn’t follow her so she’d have to continuously disperse it and that puts her at risk for dehydration. She’s already pushing her limits.

She looks back at the looming robot, still creeping towards them, and she realizes that there are still explosions around. Upon looking further, she sees that the explosion boy from before is still around, picking off the straggling robots left behind by the fleeing examinees.

Smart, Kemuri thinks. Gain more points with less competition.

She, however, keeps moving down the sidewalk in search of other robots. She doesn’t have the firepower to do what that boy is doing, plus if she butts in she fears that he’ll blow her up, so it’s in her best interest to look elsewhere.

“FOUR MINUTES LEFT! KEEP MOVING, KIDDOS!”

A two-pointer robot stands in the path ahead of her, back turned, its focus on something else. Kemuri picks up the speed, her skin prickling as she readies her quirk, and she hears a shout of pain as the robot lunges.

Kemuri leaps onto the robot’s back, smashes its power button, and hops off as it collapses. She hears coughing and turns, catching sight of another examinee—a girl with no outstanding physical features aside from rather large ears and short purple hair. She clutches her side and gasps for breath, tears rolling down her face, and Kemuri rushes to her side.

“Hey, what happened? Are you okay?” she asks.

The girl motions frantically, but can’t get a single word out as she wheezes and struggles. Kemuri glances back at the robot for a second before kneeling down and helping the girl up, noticing that her ankle is twisted.

“It’s okay, just try to relax,” Kemuri says. “I think I can help, just…just hold on.”

As the girl keeps wheezing, Kemuri rests her hand on her back and releases some steam from her palm. The girl’s muscles relax and she takes a gasping breath, then seems to deflate as she sags with exhaustion. She keeps breathing normally, albeit there’s a rasp to it, and Kemuri smiles a little.

“There,” she murmurs. “I’m sorry, I used my quirk on you.” She bows her head in apology. “I hope you don’t mind.”

“Tha…thank you,” the girl says, wiping at her eyes. “That robot…” She glances at it, wincing a little as she shifts in place. “It caught my foot and when I fell, I couldn’t breathe…”

As the girl starts to cough again, Kemuri glances at her belt. She only has one water bottle left, but this girl probably needs it more. She takes it out and hands it to the girl with a gentle smile, earning a wide-eyed, teary look.

“Here, it’ll help,” she says. The girl nods, uncapping it and taking a long drink, and Kemuri looks around. “It isn’t safe here. Can you walk?”

“M…maybe?” The girl tries to stand, testing her foot, but it wobbles and she stifles a cry. “N-No, I can’t.”

Kemuri kneels down, securing an arm around her waist and hooking the girl’s arm over her shoulders. “Okay, I’ve got you,” she says.

She helps the girl walk, moving at a much slower pace, and Kemuri’s heart hammers against her ribcage. How close is the 0-Pointer? How much time is left? Are there any enemies nearby? At her side, the girl looks over her shoulder and lets out a terrified squeak. Kemuri grits her teeth.

“H-Hey,” the girl says. “It’s getting c-closer.”

Kemuri’s already getting tired, shoulders aching from supporting most of the girl’s weight, and she grits her teeth a little as she gets the both of them over a chunk of loosened concrete. “Hold on,” she repeats. “We’ve just gotta keep moving.”

She tries to go faster, but the combined weight, her growing exhaustion, and focusing on avoiding possible tripping hazards just makes it harder. There are still explosions going off behind them and the crashes of robots getting destroyed rings in her ears.

The girl lets out a scream and Kemuri has barely enough time to turn around before a two-pointer appears. The girl shoves away with her good foot, bringing them both to the ground just in time to avoid being crushed. The robot advances with a rumbling noise.

Kemuri scrambles back to her feet, elbows aching from the force of the fall. The girl stays on the ground, tears starting to roll down her cheeks as she grips her ankle.

“TWO MINUTES LEFT!”

The robot advances and Kemuri dispels more fog, hoping that she’ll have enough time to obscure them from view and shut it off. It’s moving fast. It may not fall for it.

Before her fog can spread too far, she senses another body appear right behind the robot and with a metallic screech, the beast collapses. Kemuri’s fog dissipates and she catches sight of a fairly muscular boy with bright orange hair and freckles sprayed across his cheeks. He wears a ragged tank top, shorts that seem a little too high up on his calves, and no shoes. One of his arms has taken the shape of a broadsword right up to his shoulder. It turns back to normal as he stomps around the broken machine, eyebrows furrowed, and Kemuri notices a scar on the right side of his jaw.

“What, you couldn’t get it yourselves?” he snaps.

Kemuri flinches. “It…” She shakes her head, clearing her thoughts. No time to be emotional. “It caught us off guard. A-And she’s hurt.”

The boy’s eyes, the colour of rich soil, move to the purple-haired girl and his stern expression softens just a little when he sees her clutching her ankle. “Oh…”

Kemuri perks up a little. “Hey, uh…could you help me? I’ve been trying to get her out of danger but it’s slow moving, and you…you, uh, look strong.” She flushes as the boy arches an eyebrow. “Please?” she adds in a bare whisper.

He sighs. “Y’know, this exam is about getting points, and we don’t have much time left,” he says. Kemuri bows her head and he brushes past her, heading towards the girl. “I’ll carry her. You keep an eye out for robots.”

Kemuri decides not to mention that leaving her on lookout isn’t the best idea, instead opting to nod, and the orange-haired boy scoops the injured girl into his arms with ease, holding her bridal style. She clings to his neck, cheeks pink, and he breaks into a light jog.

“Come on, keep up,” he mutters. Kemuri obeys.

They don’t run into a lot of villains and when they do, Kemuri blinds them and finds their off switch or the orange-haired boy slices them apart with his blades. Kemuri quickly realizes that it’s not just his arms that can transform, but his legs too. He can kick the monsters while turning his leg or his foot into some kind of sword. Kemuri realizes that that must be why he isn’t wearing shoes.

“TIME’S UP!”

Both of them stop running as a siren peals through the fake city. Any examinees near them stop fighting too. The orange-haired boy doesn’t set the girl down quite yet, his chest heaving with effort, and Kemuri brushes sweat from her brow as she surveys the others. Some look proud. Others seem disappointed. She can hear them talking to each other about their point totals and as the conversation swirls around her, dread sinks into her gut like an anchor.

She had twenty-one points before she stopped to help the girl, then…what? She counts on her fingers, thinking back to the robots she fought off while fleeing the 0-Pointer, but the feeling doesn’t get any lighter. She only got twenty-three points. That can’t be enough to pass.

Tears well in her eyes and she grits her teeth, squeezing her eyes shut as she feels her arms tremble. If it wasn’t enough, then that’s it. No more training with her grandfather. No surpassing her mother’s legacy.

The conversation lulls as soft, shuffling footsteps arrive. Kemuri sniffs and wipes at her eyes as she looks up. A tiny old woman wearing a pink visor shuffles through the crowd, a smile on her ageing face. Both the pin in her hair-bun and her walking cane are shaped like syringes.

“Well done, very nice, each and every one of you,” she says. “You’re all heroes in my eyes! Does anyone want some gummies?” The kid nearest to her accepts a few of the colourful candies, thanking her with a few head nods. “Is anyone injured? Come on, don’t be shy.”

Kemuri raises her hand. “Uh…” A multitude of onlookers switch their attention to her and she feels her skin crawl, swallowing hard. “She’s…” She points to the girl still cradled in the orange-haired boy’s arms. “She’s hurt. Her ankle.”

“And you two helped her? How kind of you,” the old lady says. She hobbles over to the pair and the boy sets the girl down. “Don’t worry, sweetie, I’ll have you fixed in a jiffy.”

She puckers her lips and presses a kiss to the girl’s forehead. In a few seconds, her ankle untwists, good as new, and the girl manages a thank you before she slumps over and falls asleep. A few people gasp and one boy calls, “Woah, is she okay?!”

“She’ll be fine. My quirk speeds up the healing process, but that requires energy,” the old lady says.

Kemuri gapes a little, realization sparking in the back of her mind as the woman starts checking on everyone else. She’s Recovery Girl, the U.A school nurse. Kemuri didn’t recognize her at first, mostly because she’s only ever heard of her in stories from her mom.

“The exam is now complete! All you listeners please proceed back to the main campus to retrieve your things!” Present Mic hollers. “Nothing left to do but be patient! Thanks for tuning in!”

A few robots carrying a tiny stretcher arrive as the examinees head out, but Kemuri and the orange-haired boy wait until the girl is loaded on and well on her way back to campus. The boy doesn’t stick around once that’s over, leaving without so much as a goodbye. Kemuri wishes he would at least let her thank him for his help.

Recovery Girl’s gentle smile persists as she heads towards the gate and Kemuri gasps, jogging a little to catch up. “Uh, Recovery Girl Sensei?”

“Yes, dear?” she asks.

“Thank you,” she says, rubbing the back of her neck. “I was worried…but then you showed up and it turned out okay, so I…” Her voice drops to a whisper. “I guess I worried for nothing…”

Recovery Girl’s gaze is wise and kind. It reminds Kemuri of her own grandmother, before she passed. “You’re so much like your mother,” she muses, making Kemuri’s lips part in shock. “Even as a student, she always cared about others first. It’s a great thing for a hero to have.”

Kemuri still can’t get herself to speak. Does Recovery Girl know just how much of a compliment that is to her? She purses her lips hard, hands shaking, and Recovery Girl reaches up to pat her hand.

“Go home and get some rest, dear,” she murmurs. “You need it.”

Kemuri does just that. It isn’t until a week later that she finds out whether or not she succeeded in her endeavours.

Chapter 8: All-Might and All-Right

Summary:

To help with her nerves, Kemuri has a talk with her dad and they discuss her options for a life other than hero work. All Might makes a grand appearance.

Chapter Text

“Maybe the letter will come in today,” Cayden says as he waters the plants near the hot springs.

Kemuri can’t even get herself to smile as she drags a net along the smooth, warm waters of the bath. She tugs it back to her and scrapes the fallen leaves into a pail. They’ll use them to help with the compost.

“Maybe,” she mumbles.

She hears her dad shuffle to the next set of plants and can just see his sympathetic smile. “No matter what happens, Kemuri, it’s not the end of the world. You’ve got a lot of potential!”

“Thanks, dad.”

She scrapes more leaves off the net, a heavy sigh escaping her. She wasn’t awful during the practical and if her previous grades say anything, she probably passed the written test. She tries to remind herself over and over again to be positive and yet, every time she thinks of it, she just sees the boy with the explosions and the boy with blades for arms. Guys like them are so strong and so capable, not to mention they have an amazing handle on their quirks. How could she ever stand next to them as an equal?

“Dad?” she calls.

“Yeah?”

“Can you tell me about when you met Peacekeeper?”

She looks over her shoulder at him as he rests his hand on his hip, a tender look on his face as he delves into the past. “Okay, sure,” he says. “Peacekeeper was like…the All Might of Canada. Of course, she was around way before All Might.” Excitement fills his eyes as he speaks, passion flowing. “Her quirk neutralized all negative feelings and she was known for resolving every fight without any violence. She could calm any villain with a few words, a kind smile, and a few pats on the back. She was amazing.”

Kemuri knows this story, but hearing her dad talk about it makes her happy and it reminds her that all is not lost, even when things seem dark. She sets the pool net aside and moves closer to her dad, scooping soil into the bucket at her side so they can repot some plants later.

“I never thought I could be a hero, even if I dreamed of it. In fact, all I wanted to know is how I could make a difference. I wanted Peacekeeper to tell me. Her opinion meant everything,” he continues. He drops his head a little, sorrow invading for a second. “Then…there was that bridge collapse and my parents were two of the casualties. Peacekeeper caught the villain that caused it but she couldn’t reverse the damage in time. I was at school.”

He has to stop, his hands trembling. Kemuri keeps shovelling soil. When her dad doesn’t say anything, she prompts him by saying, “Then…you met Peacekeeper by chance. She was leaving the police station after the accident, right as you were going in.”

Cayden nods. “Yup.” His face brightens up a little. “She took one look at me and, I don’t know…she must have felt the pain I was feeling because she stopped me and offered an apology. Before she left, I asked her how I could I make people happy the way she does, even if I’m not a hero.”

Kemuri looks up at him. “And she said that you don’t need to be a hero to change the world.”

“Exactly,” he says. He reaches over and ruffles her hair. “That changed my perspective on things. It made me feel brave enough to go to Japan after I graduated. It reminds me that being someone who runs a spa is a good thing because I make people feel better. So…” He pokes her cheek lightly and she giggles. “No matter what happens when you get that letter, you’re going to do great things.”

“Cayden! Kemuri!”

The door leading into the hot springs flies open and Kazue appears, eyes wide. She’s still in her uniform, just home from work, and in her hand, she clutches a thick envelope sealed with red wax. Cayden gasps and Kemuri, focused on her mother’s face, frowns a little in confusion.

“Honey, your letter—” her mom starts.

Kemuri’s gaze darts down to her mother’s hands and her heart flies into her throat. “My letter!” she cries.

She barrels over, tripping over her own feet and grasping the letter desperately. With a harried goodbye, she races away from the spa, into the main house, and right into her bedroom. She collapses onto her bed, heart pounding in her ears. This is it. This letter holds her future.

She rips the edge of it open, avoiding the wax seal, and dumps the contents into her hand. There’s a little silver disk tucked alongside a folded piece of paper and when she presses it, a giant hologram appears. A familiar grinning face takes over most of the screen and a booming voice startles her backwards.

“I AM HERE, IN A PROJECTION SCREEN!” All Might bellows.

Kemuri gapes. “A-All Might?” she squeaks.

“Yes, you must be very surprised to see me, Kemuri Shimakage!” All Might continues. He steps back, smoothing out his yellow, pinstriped suit as he clears his throat. “But, I am here to tell you the results of your examination, as one of the new U.A faculty members!”

All Might is going to be a teacher? She may get the chance to meet All Might? She has to stop herself from bouncing in place, stifling a squeal of excitement. Instead, she settles in, cross-legged, hands gripping against her knees as she tries to stop her shaking. She doesn’t dare tear her eyes away from the screen.

“You passed the written test and in the practical, you received twenty-three villain points! An admirable score indeed, even if it’s small,” he says.

She swallows back the lump in her throat. “O-Others…had more, though.” She knows that this is a prerecorded message, but she can’t help but respond. It feels like he’s talking to her. She again thinks of the boy with the exploding palms. He must have had fifty points or more.

“But, being a hero is not just about beating bad guys! It’s about having courage, being cunning, and saving others in the midst of chaos. Take a look at this clip!”

All Might brandishes a remote to a nearby screen, where a video recording of Kemuri helping the purple-haired girl through the streets can be seen. There's no audio, yet Kemuri feels as if she can hear everything as if she's there. She's struck by her appearance. Her expression shows fear, but above all that, she seems confident. She moves with a determination that she rarely shows in regular life.

“Instead of abandoning a fellow examinee, you took the time to make sure that she was safe. You could have left her behind and focused on gaining more points, but you didn’t. You put her worth above the exam and that is a wonderful, heroic thing,” All Might says.

“Does…does that mean…?” Kemuri can’t get the words out. Where is he going with this?

“A panel of judges watched every moment of the practical, awarding rescue points for heroic acts,” All Might says. “You not only saved someone, but you called others to action! For your selflessness and courage, you were awarded twenty rescue points!”

Her heart swells. Courage? All Might just told her she had courage! And she has forty-three points, too! Relieved tears roll down her cheeks and she internally berates herself for stressing over lost time. It didn’t go unnoticed, she repeats to herself. She did well.

A top ten board appears on the screen behind All Might. Her name isn’t there and she feels her heart sink. She got a decent score, but is it enough for the hero course?

“You created quite a stir with us judges, Young Shimakage,” All Might says with a boisterous chuckle. “You, Mr. Akio Nishimura, and a few other students all got similar scores. Each of you have strengths, each of you had weaknesses.”

He shows another clip of the orange-haired boy smashing villain bots to pieces, only stopping once Kemuri asked him for help. She idly wonders how many points that boy had before she interrupted him. Did she ruin his chances?

“We had to make some decisions.”

This is it, Kemuri thinks. She braces herself for his next words as he smiles at the camera, at her. No amount of steam can release the tension in her muscles now.

“Kemuri Shimakage,” he says. He extends a large, strong hand towards the camera. “You have passed.” She clutches her chest as tears blur her vision. His voice continues, “Welcome to the U.A Hero Course.”

Kemuri bursts out crying, obscuring the rest of the video from her senses as all the emotion that she’s been keeping at bay floods out in a personal torrential downpour. He says something like congratulations before it shuts off with a powerful, “PLUS ULTRA!”

She keeps crying, even when her parents come in and ask her what’s wrong. She can’t stop the tears as she throws her arms around both of them, sniffling and wailing like a baby, their concerned expressions almost making her laugh.

They don’t have to worry about her, not right now.

“I did it,” she manages to force out, watching as their faces light up, her heart soaring with glee. “I’m gonna be a hero!”

Chapter 9: R.I.P Tenya Iida, You Will Be Missed

Summary:

Kemuri heads off to her first day at U.A. High, where she sees some familiar faces.

Chapter Text

Before Kemuri knows it, it's April 2nd, and that means that her time at Somei Academy has come to an end and it's time to head off to U.A. Instead of her Somei uniform, she puts on a green pleated skirt, grey blazer, a red tie, and stockings to go with her new shoes. She does her hair into its usual side braid, gaze darting to the rose hair clips waiting on her dresser. She wants to look good today.

It still doesn't feel real. She keeps thinking that any second now, she's going to wake up and find out that it was all fake and that she didn't get accepted to U.A, that any second her uniform will transform into the one from Shiketsu or somewhere else. She shudders as she imagines what her grandfather would say if that were the truth...

She frowns, fingertips ceasing their methodic braiding as a knot twists in her gut.

"Grandfather, I...I got into U.A."

His cold look made her feel like a statue of ice. "Is it the Hero Course?"

"Yes."

"Did you finish in the top ten?"

Her heart sank. "N...No."

"Tch..." He shook his head and turned away, focused on trimming his bonsai tree. "What a shame."

"It's fine," she says to her reflection, pumping herself up. "I'm on my way. I'll just keep working. Grandfather will see..." She trails off, voice hitching as she adds, “Someday?"

She sighs and puts in her hair clip right before her phone dings at her. That's her cue. It's time for her first day at U.A High.

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She reaches the campus and heads up the stairs, keeping her bag close to her shoulder and tapping at the ground with her stick as she moves. She's got her glasses, she's got extra supplies, she has her wallet, and she has a water bottle. She can't think of anything else that she would need.

As she wanders down the hall, she squints at the classroom doors. She's got to find 1-A. That can't be that hard, right?

Wrong. She spends far too long wandering around the halls, getting more and more confused with every turn. She can't recognize where she's been and what's new. It all looks the same.

Turns out, she had walked past her classroom twice already, so turned around and distracted by the new setting that she failed to actually read the number on the gargantuan door. Speaking of the door, she takes a second to stare up at it, feeling like a dwarf in the presence of the mouth of a dark cave. She can hear voices on the other side.

She takes a deep breath and slides the door open.

Inside, there are already quite a few students milling about, chatting with one another. Kemuri takes a second to look at everyone, hit with a wave of uncertainty. Pink hair, yellow hair, frog girl, a boy with a tail, a boy with a bird head, a girl with fleshy earphone jacks, a boy with spiky hair—Kemuri lingers on him for a second or two longer than the others, admiring how red his hair is. Her heart starts to hammer a little faster and she switches her gaze to somewhere else, desperate to find a familiar face. She finds some in the next few seconds.

First, explosion boy. He has his feet kicked up on a desk in the fourth row, a surly expression twisting his face. He looks just about as angry as Kemuri remembers from the entrance exam.

Next, she sees the orange-haired boy; Akio Nishimura. He lingers near the other students, closest to the frog girl, listening to their conversation with crossed arms as he leans on one of the desks. Kemuri is somewhat glad to see that he passed too.

The last boy is the one that calms her down and lightens the worry in her chest. Before she can stop herself, she grins and lets out a loud, happy, "Shoji! Hi!"

The conversations nearby trickle out and far too many eyes fall on Kemuri all at once. She pales, bringing her arms close to her chest as she squeaks. Shoji, undeterred, reveals a smile on the end of one of his many arms.

"Shimakage," he greets. "Nice to see you again."

She can only get herself to nod now that there's so much attention on her. "Uh...y-yeah. Y-You too. Heh..." she attempts.

Her attention darts back to the others just as the red-haired guy reveals a toothy grin, so she sucks in a deep breath and shuffles further into the classroom. She promised herself that she would be braver this year and she promised her parents that she would try to make friends. She translates both those things into, simply, being extroverted. If that's what they expect, then they're going to be disappointed. Kemuri is to extroversion as ketchup is to popcorn; they should never, ever, ever go together.

That doesn't mean that she isn't going to try her best.

"Uh...uh..." She swallows hard and bows her head a little, enough to get her eyes off the others. "I'm...Kemuri Shimakage. Hi, e-everyone?"

Nobody seems to care about her horrid nervousness. The red-haired guy leaps to his feet, still grinning as he motions to his chest. "Cool to meet you!" he says. "I'm Eijiro Kirishima!"

The other students follow his lead, bombarding Kemuri with names that she hurriedly tries to keep in line: Tokoyami, Kaminari, Jiro, Ashido ("Just call me Mina, though!" she says with a laugh), Ojiro, Aoyama, Asui (she, too, offers a nickname and says, "Call me Tsu or Tsuyu, if you want), Hagakure.

"Hey, why don't you two introduce yourselves?" Kirishima asks, aiming alternating looks between the angry boy and Nishimura.

"This isn't some damn Kindergarten," the first snaps.

Nishimura, on the other hand, lets out a breath before saying, "I'm Akio Nishimura. Shorten it to Nishi if you really want to." He glances at the angry boy and adds, "Also, how about you suck it up and just tell us your name so we can leave you alone? That'll make us all happier, won't it?"

The angry boy glares at him, teeth grinding visibly, and Tsuyu makes a croaking noise as some of the other students shift. Kemuri takes a few steps back, worried that the boy may blow something up.

Instead, he huffs and says, "Katsuki Bakugo, now fuck off, scar-face."

Nishimura turns his head away, a smug look lifting his lips as he crosses his arms loosely over his chest.

The door opens and some more students pile in, all chatting away. Mina greets them and prompts more introductions, but Kemuri isn't really listening. She's already focused on the tall, muscular boy with glasses who's just entered.

"Iida?" she asks.

He notices her the second she speaks, his eyes widening. "Shimakage! I'm glad to see you here," he says, already striding towards her. "Congrats on getting in!"

"Y-Yeah, same," Kemuri says. God, he looks nice in that uniform.

His glasses glint as he looks up, latching on to Bakugo. Kemuri tenses up, starting to open her mouth, but Iida is already on his way, hands chopping, vocal cords turned up to ten. She covers her face with her hands and emits a soft groan. Rest in peace, Tenya Iida. You will be missed.

"Take your feet off of that desk, now!" he commands.

Bakugo looks up at him, amusement stretching his face. "Huh?" There's a laugh in his voice that makes Kemuri nervous.

"It's the first day and you're already disrespecting this academy by scuffing school property, you cretin," Iida continues, unaware of his impending doom.

Bakugo sits up a little straighter. "You're kidding me, right? Your old school put a stick up your ass or were you born with it?"

Iida stammers for a second, sweat beading on his forehead, then he clears his throat. He touches a hand to his chest. "Let's start over. I'm Tenya Iida from the Somei Private Academy."

"Somei, huh?" Bakugo repeats with a glaring grin. He leans closer to Iida and Kemuri wonders whether she should drag him away before this escalates. "So, you must think you're better than me! I'm gonna have fun tearing you a new one."

Kemuri grimaces, tugging at her skirt, and she feels Shoji nudge her, finally tearing her attention away from the quarrel. "We should get to our seats," he whispers. "The chart's on the front desk."

Kemuri nods. The rest of the students have already sat down, she realizes, so she hurries over to the paper and looks hard at it. She's in seat number 17, right at the back of the class in the third row. When she searches for her seat, she finds that it's also part of the two desks that stick out from the others. Nishimura is sitting in the other one.

Only once she gets to her seat and sits down does she realize that everyone's attention has fallen to the door. When Kemuri looks, she sees the unkempt boy that Iida yelled at during orientation. He turns red and grips his backpack straps, looking up at the ceiling.

"U-Uh, hi..." he says, voice quivering so much that it sounds like he's singing.

"Good morning!" Iida says, starting towards the boy with the gait of a marching soldier. "My name is Tenya Iida from the—"

"I...I-I know," the boy stammers, holding his hands up as Iida stops mid-step. He lets out a weak laugh, still visibly nervous just by being in Iida's presence. "I'm Izuku Midoriya. It's super nice to meet you."

Iida keeps talking, lowering his voice so much that from her position, Kemuri can't hear his words properly. She turns away and tries to focus on getting comfortable in her seat while the others talk to the people around their desks. It's none of her business. Besides, if she keeps staring at him then...well, she'd rather not think about it.

Instead, she leans back and stares at the ceiling, willing herself to calm her racing heart as the buzz of conversation surrounds her. Nishimura's voice is the most prominent as he speaks to the broad-shouldered boy sitting in front of him. They're talking about food, but she's too zoned out to bother paying attention to what.

"If you're just here to make friends, you can pack up your stuff and leave," a low voice says from outside the door.

Kemuri's head shoots up and she sees that a brunette with rosy cheeks has joined Midoriya and Iida at the front of the room, but the mysterious speaker is nowhere in her line of sight. There are a few more mutters before a giant yellow sleeping bag blocks the door.

The zipper comes down and a tired, dishevelled man steps out. "It took eight seconds before all of you shut up. That's not gonna work," he says, monotone. "Time is precious. Rational students would understand that."

The boy in front of Kemuri, someone with multicoloured hair split perfectly down the centre of his head, mumbles, "Who is this guy?"

The man turns his eyes, rimmed with dark circles, to the rest of the class. "Hello. I'm Shota Aizawa, your teacher." There are a few shocked noises that ripple through the class and Aizawa digs back into his sleeping bag, pulling out a gym uniform. "Right, let's get to it. Put these on and head outside."

Everyone stands up and hurries to get their uniforms on, not yet questioning what exactly their new teacher has in mind.

Chapter 10: Quirks That Work (and Some That Don't)

Summary:

Kemuri does her best in the Quirk Assessment Test, nearly has a breakdown, and makes some new friends.

All in a day's work, right?

Chapter Text

“What?! A quirk assessment test?!”

Kemuri flinches at the outburst of noise from her classmates and tugs at the hem of her gym uniform. Everyone has gathered in front of a shot-put ring, staring at the back of Aizawa’s head as he looks out at the athletic field.

“But…what about orientation?” the rosy-cheeked girl, Ochaco Uraraka, asks. “We’re gonna miss it!”

“If you want to make the big leagues, you can’t waste time with pointless ceremonies,” Aizawa deadpans. A few shocked gasps ripple through the class and Kemuri tenses a little. He’s blunt, just like her grandfather. Aizawa glances at them over his shoulder. “Here at U.A, we aren’t tethered to traditions. That means I get to run my class however I see fit.”

More mutters of confusion and slight fear. Kemuri steps to the side as Sero, a boy with very strange elbows, stretches and fidgets in place, nearly hitting her.

“You’ve been taking standardized tests for most of your lives,” Aizawa continues, lifting up his phone, “but you never got to use your quirks for physical exams before. The country is still trying to pretend that we’re all created equal by not letting those with the most power excel. It’s not rational. One day, the ministry of education will learn.” His deadpan glare sweeps over the class and he turns a little. “Bakugo, you managed to get the most points on the entrance exam. What was your furthest distance thrown with a softball?”

Bakugo shrugs. “Sixty-seven metres, I think.”

Kemuri feels herself start to sweat. She could only throw about thirty-five metres in school, an average throw and certainly not the best. If the others have records like that already under their belt…oh boy.

“Right,” Aizawa says. “Now try doing it with your quirk.” He tosses Bakugo a softball and he starts toward the shot-put circle. “Anything goes, just stay in the circle.”

He mutters something to himself as he stretches his arms across his chest. Then, he winds up, a crazed grin lighting up his face, and he throws the softball with all his might.

“DIE!”

An explosion bursts from his palm and dust flies around him as the softball soars into the air on a trail of flame. Kemuri, despite having seen his quirk in action, still startles in place. Her classmates are no different, eyes wide, mouths agape. Someone, maybe Midoriya, squeaks out, “D-Die?”

“All of you need to know your maximum capabilities,” Aizawa says as Bakugo’s softball plummets back to earth. It lands, bounces, and Aizawa glances down at his phone before turning back to the class. “It’s the most rational way of figuring out your potential as a pro hero.”

He holds up his phone, revealing a whopping 705.2 metres for Bakugo’s throw. Kemuri’s mouth hangs open and nearby, she hears Kaminari say, “705? Are you kidding me?”

“I wanna go! That looks like fun!”

“Yeah, this is what I’m talking about! Using our quirks as much as we want!”

Aizawa lets out a small breath. “So, this looks fun, huh?” The smiles around the room fall and he continues, “You have three years here to become a hero. If you think it’s all going to be games and playtime, then you’re in for a shock.” He grins. “Today, you will engage in eight physical tests to gauge your potential. Whoever comes in last has none and will be expelled immediately.”

“WHAT?!”

All the air is sucked from Kemuri’s lungs and she hugs herself, hands shaking. Her quirk isn’t good for physical stuff. It just enhances her stealth. She tries to think of ways to use it but nothing comes up. She bites the inside of her cheek, forcing back tears. This can’t be her last day at U.A. There’s so much she wants to do, so much she wants to learn.

“Like I said,” Aizawa says, pushing his shaggy hair from his eyes. “I get to decide how this class runs. Understand?” Determined grins spring up around the class while others just look sick. “If that’s a problem, you can head home now.”

Kemuri can hardly focus, even when Uraraka insists that the whole test is unfair and Aizawa tells them that the world isn’t fair. All she can think about is passing this test and continuing her time at U.A, and when she looks around at her classmates, she fears for them. They all have dreams too.

“Show me why it’s not a mistake that you’re here,” Aizawa utters. He smirks. “Now then, we’re just wasting time by talking. Let the games begin.”

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First up is the 50-metre dash. They go in heats of two people each, some students excelling while others just do their best. Within a few minutes, Kemuri is blown away by her classmates and in turn, starts to feel utterly inferior.

Iida blows away the first heat, clearing the finish line in just over three seconds and flooding the area with engine exhaust that smells faintly of oranges. Tsuyu crosses two seconds after him. In the second heat, Aoyama uses his navel laser to get a decent head start, but loses to Mina in the end. Apparently, shooting his beam hurts his stomach.

When Kemuri’s heat comes, she’s paired up with Todoroki. He waits at the start line, arms crossed over his chest, completely relaxed. Kemuri rolls up her pant legs and decides to try and use bursts of steam from her calves to give her a speed boost, like Iida.

When the machine at the finish line cries “go”, Kemuri takes off with a burst of steam. She runs as hard as she can, but Todoroki blows past her on a sheet of ice. He crosses the finish line in three seconds, just a little slower than Tenya, and Kemuri reaches it two and a half seconds after him.

“5.36 seconds!” the machine chirps.

Todoroki turns and melts the ice he left behind as Kemuri catches her breath. As he starts to walk away, she straightens up and waves her hand a few times.

“Uh, g-good race!” she says.

He glances at her for a second, nods, and walks back to the group. Kemuri slumps a little and trails after him, happy that at least Shoji offers her a “nice job” when she arrives.

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The rest of the tests don’t get much better. When they do grip strength, Kemuri reaches 35.3 kg at her best. As they head to the standing long jump, she asks Shoji how he did.

“540 kilograms,” he answers. She pales and nearly trips, his eyes widening as he goes to catch her. “Shimakage? You okay?”

“You’re…” She shakes her head. “Woah…that’s…” A weak laugh. “Amazing.”

He seems to be smiling behind his mask. “Thanks.”

During the standing long jump, Bakugo, Uraraka, and Aoyama do the best, blasting or floating themselves way past the long jump pit and earning awesome scores. Nishimura also does well, morphing his feet into blades at the last second and embedding himself in the dirt at the edge of the pit, sticking his landing better than others.

“Wicked,” Kirishima mumbles.

Kemuri does average, alongside most of her other classmates. She feels the worst for Mineta, whose short height and even shorter jump lands him on the bottom for that event.

Then, the ball toss. Uraraka blasts everybody’s attempts out of the water, earning a score of infinity after making the softball float, and Midoriya finally uses his quirk. It breaks his finger, but he gets a score that beats Bakugo’s and honestly, Kemuri finds that impressive enough.

Alongside Midoriya's performance, Aizawa revealed both his quirk and the fact that his scarf is actually a capture weapon that's strong enough to stop a rampaging Bakugo. Kemuri feels silly for not realizing that he's the pro hero Eraserhead sooner, but in all fairness, he hates the media and isn't all that popular.

After a few more throws, it’s Kemuri’s turn. She takes the softball and moves to the centre of the circle, fingers tightening against it. It’s getting harder to focus and she can’t help but fret to herself about the state she’s in. She hasn’t gotten a single outstanding score, only levelling with Midoriya, Mineta, and Hagakure. Now Midoriya got an awesome score for the ball toss and she’s already heard Mineta talking about how he’s going to ace the side steps.

She feels like she can’t breathe. Her grandfather taught her everything about using the fog in her quirk to her advantage in battle, but he never showed her anything that would be useful here, nothing that would enhance her physical abilities. When she thinks about the past tests, it’s glaringly obvious that she’s not standing out at all. She isn’t fast, she doesn’t sparkle, she isn’t freakishly strong…

A few tears roll down her cheeks and she sucks in a sharp breath.

“Throw the ball,” Aizawa states, making her startle and look up. He’s glaring at her and for a second, all she sees is her grandfather. “Hurry up. We don’t have all day.”

She tries to force her tears back, biting her lip and blinking as fast as she can, but now it’s too late. She’s already thinking about her grandfather. She’s already thinking about the disappointment in his eyes whenever he looks at her.

She winds up, eyes closed, and throws. The ball bounces a little ways away, then rolls to a stop in the dirt. She slowly opens her eyes back up.

“Forty-three metres!”

Her heart sinks and she feels her knees wobble, like she may collapse. Average. Unremarkable. A forceful breath leaves her and she buries her face against her hands, trembling. She can hear her classmates whispering to each other and steady footsteps approach her before a low voice sounds near her ear.

“You can’t cry whenever something doesn’t go the way you plan,” Aizawa says. She drops her hands enough so that she can see the ground beneath her and the tips of his shoes just at the edge of her vision. “I saw the practical exam. You were close to not making it, yet special circumstances permitted you to be in this course.”

“Wh…what?”

“I know you aren’t using everything that you have to offer. I’m still waiting to see it, so…” He straightens up and she finally meets his eyes. “Stop crying and shape up, unless you don’t really want to be here,” he says. He points out at the fallen softball. “Give it another shot. Be a little more creative.”

She sniffles and wipes her eyes, managing a weak nod. No, she tells herself. He’s isn’t like her grandfather. He’s blunt and deadpan but when Aizawa Sensei talks to her, she can’t help but feel like he really is trying to get her to be better. What’s more, he talks like she can be better, not that it’s unreachable.

She retrieves the softball, gives her eyes another wipe, and stretches a bit. She winds up and throws again, adding a burst of steam from the pores all over her palms. The ball reaches sixty-eight metres and while it’s not outstanding, scattered applause sounds from her classmates. She walks back to them feeling a little more hopeful and she gives Shoji a high-five as soon as he offers it.

“If anyone else is going to have a breakdown, make it quick. We don’t have all day,” Aizawa states as Yaoyorozu steps up to take her turn.

Repeated side steps, distance run, sit-ups, and the seated toe-touch end up pretty much the same as all the other events. Kemuri has no way of using her quirk unless it’s giving her tiny boosts while she runs, although her stamina does give her an edge in the distance run and she’s flexible enough to do well in the toe-touch.

After the events conclude, everyone gathers back together, a little exhausted, a lot nervous. Midoriya can hardly stay standing, drenched in sweat and clinging to his broken finger, and Kemuri wishes she could help him.

“Alright, time to give you your results,” Aizawa says, readying a remote. “I’ve ranked you all from best to worst. You should probably have a good idea of your standing already.” Kemuri and a few other students stir self-consciously while others just shrug or remain reverent in a scary sort of confidence. “I’ll just pull up the whole list. It’s not worth it going over each individual score.”

Aizawa clicks a button on the remote and a holographic chart appears, eleven names listed on each side. Kemuri quickly realizes that it's like a sliding scale of the most powerful or versatile quirks all the way down to the quirks that can't do much or anything at all.

To no one’s surprise, Yaoyorozu snatches first place. What do you expect from a girl who can create literally anything she needs for any given event, like spring-loaded shoes or a cannon?

Todoroki, Bakugo, and Iida take second, third, and fourth with little confusion from any onlookers. Kemuri can’t argue against it either. Their quirks really are the best in class.

Kemuri finds her name in 19th place, only beating out Hagakure, Mineta, and Midoriya. Next to her, Jiro mutters a soft “damn” to herself at the sight of her name in 18th, and Kemuri nods in silent agreement. It’s not the best placing at all, but she isn’t last. That means she isn’t going home.

At her side, Shoji lets out a small breath. “Sixth place…”

Kemuri swallows hard and forces a smile. “That’s amazing, Shoji. You deserve it.”

“Thanks,” he murmurs, a little shy as he glances at the list for a brief second. She scuffs the ground with her feet, biting her lip hard, and she feels one of his arms brush her shoulder. “Don’t feel bad. You aren’t going home, so you can still improve.”

She nods. “R-Right…”

Kemuri looks up, taking in the rest of the class, and she finds herself lost in their relief and their pride. Their voices linger as they talk to the people nearest to them, congratulating or wishing them better luck next time.

“Fourteenth? That won’t do.”

“Cheer up, Nishi-kun. You were really good!”

“I got seventh. That’s better than I expected, at least.”

“To earn fifth place is an honour.”

Then, her gaze travels to Midoriya, his eyes filled with tears as he clutches his injured hand to his chest. Kemuri’s heart aches for him. He spent the last three events fighting through the pain of a broken finger and while he has a powerful quirk, the drawback is so severe that she can’t imagine how he could have made it work better for him. She wouldn’t know where to start if she were in his shoes.

“And I was lying, no one’s going home,” Aizawa says as he shuts off the projector. Everyone’s jaws drop and he reveals a creepy grin. “That was just a rational deception to make sure you gave it your all in the tests."

While Midoriya rethinks his entire life and shocked gasps pop up all over, Yaoyorozu raises her eyebrows. “I’m surprised the rest of you didn’t figure that out,” she says. “Sorry, I guess I probably should’ve said something.”

Kemuri stares at her, her heart pounding so fast she thinks it may give out, and all she can think is, “Yeah, you should have.”

“Well,” Shoji murmurs.

“I think I almost had a heart attack,” Kemuri squeaks.

Aizawa shoves his hands in his pockets. “That’s it. We’re done for the day.” He starts walking away, adding, “Pick up a syllabus in the classroom. Read it over before tomorrow morning.”

He stops for long enough to hand Midoriya a note, mentioning something about getting his finger fixed, before he wanders away.

“Well, what a day this has been,” Iida says, adjusting his glasses. He zooms around to the front of the class, raising one arm. “Everyone, we should return to class and retrieve our things!”

Nobody has to be told twice. They’re already hurrying back into the building, their conversations picking up in volume as they go. Kemuri sticks by Shoji’s side, a little bit dazed, the adrenaline and energy that the test gave her already waning away.

“Hey, Shimakage,” Shoji says as they walk. She doesn’t look up at him, focused on the path ahead, but she nods and he continues, “What happened with the ball throw?”

Her face flushes and she exhales a little too hard. “Uh…that…” She swallows. “Just…just let it get to my head, I…I guess.”

He lets out a low chuckle. “Ah…I was worried.”

She mumbles out a thank you, but can’t get herself to say anything else. It’s easier to say that it was just nerves, since the other option is admitting that for a split second, Aizawa reminded her so much of her grandfather that she broke down. She’d rather not be questioned about that.

They split off to get changed, return to the classroom, and everyone gathers their stuff. On the way out, Kemuri and Shoji end up walking with Ojiro, Hagakure, and Tokoyami. They do most of the talking, especially Hagakure. Kemuri realizes rather quickly that while Hagakure may be invisible, that does not mean she wants to be ignored.

“Ugh, I totally bombed that test,” she sighs, bouncing around ahead of the ground and occasionally doing a twirl as she turns to face them. “Not like you guys. All of you were top ten!”

“Except me…” Kemuri mumbles.

She startles as, far too quickly, Hagakure disappears from her line of sight and she feels the sudden weight of an arm around her shoulders. “You still beat me! That makes you awesome in my books!” Hagakure’s disembodied voice chirps.

“We all have a lot of growth to do,” Tokoyami says, crossing his arms over his chest. Kemuri can’t help but find it funny how serious he can look, even with a bird head. “Earning a spot further down on the chart does not mean you have less potential. It simply means that the test did not play to your strengths.”

“Agreed,” Shoji says.

Ojiro lets out a soft laugh. “True. I don’t want to go up against you in a stealth lesson, Hagakure.”

The invisible girl giggles and Kemuri wonders whether she’s blushing, judging by how her sleeves have moved up to hover near the collar of her uniform, as if to cover her face. Ojiro swishes his tail and he leans forward a little, just enough for Kemuri to notice him wave at her.

"Hey, Shimakage, what's your quirk, exactly?" he asks. "I didn't really see what you did during the test.”

Kemuri bows her head, fiddling with the end of her braid. "Oh...yeah," she whispers. She smiles a little. "I can emit fog, smoke, and steam from all over my body. I can change the temperatures and the density too if I want."

"Like...all over?" Hagakure gasps. "Like from your mouth and eyes?"

Kemuri flinches and her eyes ache as if possessed by the memories of its past pain. "Yeah...but some hurt more than others. Pores and mouth are easy, uh...nose and ears are a little uncomfortable but nothing bad, and..." She blushes hard. "E-Eh, eyes and other places hurt."

"Oo," Hagakure coos. "I really, really wanna see you use it now." She gasps. "Are you stealthy too? We could be stealthy together!"

"I...I guess?"

Hagakure lets out a squeal of excitement and hugs Kemuri again. Kemuri still can't get over how strange it is to feel someone hugging her but see no one.

"Wait, so...what's the difference between smoke and fog?" Ojiro wonders. "Doesn't smoke come from burning things?"

"Fog is water vapour," Kemuri says. "When warm water in the air cools quickly, it becomes visible, and that's fog, so...I guess I'm triggering that, depending on what I'm expelling into my surroundings. Smoke is a hot vapour and it tends to be denser, plus it's created through combustion." She glances down at her hand, turning it over a few times in thought before rubbing her thumb against her palm. "But...my smoke is more of a fake smoke. It differs from fog based on its heat and density." She pauses, rubbing her arm. "Long story short, the fog is cool and dense, the smoke is hot and dense."

"Like Todoroki," Hagakure says.

She lets out a snorting laugh and buckles over as Kemuri gasps and covers her mouth. Shoji bows his head as his eyes close, his shoulders quivering as he lifts a fist to his mask. Ojiro blinks a few times in confusion.

Tokoyami sighs. "You're all very immature."

That restarts Hagakure's giggles, making it more difficult for Shoji and Kemuri to stay composed.

Ojiro holds up one finger, a thoughtful yet furrowed look on his face. "So...you're saying Todoroki is...cool, hot, and dense?"

Hagakure laughs even harder. Ojiro sighs and runs his hand over his short blond hair as his cheeks turn pink.

They head outside, where Kemuri takes out her stick and gives it a quick shake to extend it. As they head for the front gates, she can see Iida walking out with Midoriya and Uraraka, chatting away without a worry in the world. When she looks elsewhere, she can see that Nishimura has also found a few people to walk with: Sato and Koda.

Kemuri lets out a long breath and brings her backpack closer to her shoulders, happy to have people to be around and glad to see that the other classmates are finding somewhere to fit. Her only sorrow is that she didn’t talk to Iida at all aside from saying his name when he first walked in.

“Shimakage?”

She blinks a few times and turns her head. “Huh?”

Shoji’s appendage mouth smiles at her. “I just asked whether you were going to the station or not.”

“Oh,” she says with an embarrassed smile. “Yes. I’m a little ways out from Hosu, so it’s just a quick ride home.”

“Cool, you can walk with us, then,” Ojiro says with a smile.

As they wander down the sidewalk, making idle conversation, Kemuri remembers one more thing that’s been nagging at her. She waits for a break in the conversation, then makes a small noise to get the others’ attention.

“Uh, this is sudden,” she says, “but could…could you guys just call me Kemuri?”

Tokoyami arches an eyebrow. “I suppose so, but why?”

Kemuri sighs. It’s common practice to refer to classmates by their last name, and unless you’re close friends with someone, it stays that way. Using someone’s first name is a sign of trust, a sign of intimacy and affection, so Kemuri isn’t sure how they will react.

“I’m half-Canadian and, I dunno, that’s a normal thing in Canada, to…to call someone by their first name if you’re classmates,” she says, starting to rub at her arm nervously. “My dad still has that habit and it’s kinda rubbed off on me, so…yeah. Plus, the…the only people I talk to on a regular basis is my family and they all call me Kemuri, so I’m used to it. It’s…” She exhales. “It’s…silly, sorry, I…”

“Oh…!” Hagakure chirps. “I get it, I think!”

“If that’s what you’re comfortable with, that’s fine,” Ojiro says.

Shoji and Tokoyami share an agreeable nod and Kemuri exhales, bowing her head a little. “Thank you,” she says.

Her explanation is not wholly a lie, more like part of a truth. The other half is far more complicated to explain and dumping all of it on her new classmates would at best scare them off.

The name Shimakage is well known for two reasons, one being her grandfather’s influence and the other being her mother’s. Whenever someone comes by the home to talk business with her grandfather, he is Shimakage-sama or Shimakage-san. Likewise, her mother is always Officer Shimakage, Sergeant Shimakage, or Shimakage Junsa-buchō.

The Shimakage name is so influential that when Cayden and Kazue got married, Cayden legally took her name in order to be included in the family and be able to reap its benefits. His spa bears the name Shimakage, although he hyphenates his own surname, Hall.

So, at the end of the day, being called Shimakage makes Kemuri feel like she is just like her grandfather and just like her mother, and that would be fine if it weren’t for her ambitions to be better than them and be her own person, setting out to make her mark on the world.

Her new friends don’t know that side of her yet and she isn’t sure if or when she’ll tell them about it. For now, she’s just glad to have people who are willing to spend time with her.

Chapter 11: School Begins (For Real!)

Summary:

It's time for the first real day of school and battle training is about to get intense.

Chapter Text

Kemuri comes across a slight problem early on during day two. All the regular core classes take place before lunch, all of which involve note-taking, reading off the board, and the like. Her desk was at the back of the class at Somei, but it’s not like she particularly enjoyed that. She was just too shy to speak up and ask for a seat change.

She had hoped that her luck would change. It did not.

She decides rather swiftly that English class with Present Mic is her favourite, mostly because she’s fluent in the language already thanks to having two bilingual parents.

Present Mic writes out four sentences on the chalkboard.

1. The man whom I respect most is my father.
2. That is the house in which he lived.
3. I well remember the day on which we both met.
4. Please tell me that all you know.

“Now, which one of these four sentences contains a mistake?” he asks, turning to the class.

It's strange to see him so serious, since Kemuri is used to the enigmatic personality he shows off on his radio show and likewise during the entrance exam orientation. That thought gets debunked in the next second.

"Hey, everybody, look alive! GRAMMAR RULES!" he shouts. Kemuri raises her hand, maybe a little too eager. "Shimakage! Lay it on us!"

"The relative pronoun's wrong in sentence number four," she answers. "It should be 'tell me all that you know' or 'tell me what you know'."

"NICE WORK!" he praises. He whirls around and starts erasing the sentences. "Next up!"

In every other class, she stays quiet and focuses on taking notes, only answering questions when she's called on or when she's sure of her answer. It's a moot point most of the time, seeing as Yaoyorozu and Midoriya seem to be powerhouses of knowledge rivalling few others.

When lunchtime rolls around, her and Shoji linger in the hall, taking turns at the water fountain. She takes a second to marvel at how he uses one of his duplicate mouths to drink before she takes her turn. Her glasses slip down her nose, specks of water appearing on the lenses, and she removes them with a small huff as she straightens up.

Shoji, his hearing as amazing as ever, glances up at her from his phone. "What's wrong?" he asks.

She lifts her glasses to the light, squinting hard as her lips form a tiny pout. “They’re…very dirty,” she admits. “I exist…and boom, a new smudge.” Another sigh as she gives the panes a few wipes with the inside of her jacket. “I’m jealous of you, Shoji.”

“Why?”

“Because…” She rubs the back of her neck. “If I had your quirk, I wouldn’t have to worry about having eyes that don’t work. I’d just,” she says as she wiggles her arms a bit, “make more.” His eyes widen a little and she puts her glasses back on. “That…that was weird, sorry, I…geez…”

He shrugs. “It’s not weird,” he says. “I’m flattered, honestly.”

Kemuri exhales. Seriously, she thinks, he’s almost too nice to me. Not that she’s going to complain. In the short amount of time where they’ve known each other, she’s already figured out things she likes about him and reasons why she wants to be his friend. It’s easy to talk to him, he isn’t loud and commanding, and he checks on her often, even if it’s something as simple as wondering if she needs water.

I always need water, she muses, laughing to herself at her inside joke.

It’s littler things too, like how she can rely on her hearing more than sight with him because all his emotions are conveyed in his tone of voice or, if he chooses, on his arms. There’s no pressure to constantly be looking at him, paying attention to the way his facial expressions change, and it’s nice.

Basically, being his friend is easy and she appreciates that.

As they head to the cafeteria, evading the rush of other students, Shoji nudges her shoulder lightly. “Actually,” he says. “I was wondering whether you’d switch desks with me.”

She blinks a few times. “What? Why? Is something wrong? If you’re worried about me, there’s no need—”

“No, no, it’s not that. Or…” His eyes squint a little. “It’s not all that. I heard Jiro say something to Kaminari about having to see past my head during class,” he admits, sheepish. “I don’t think she’s super upset about it, but still. If we switch, it’s good for both of us.”

Kemuri imagines sitting in his seat, right at the front of the class, the board close and easy to read, and she has to admit that it sounds like heaven.

“Kemuri?”

She comes back to the present. “Right, sorry, I…” She shakes her head. “I’d like that. If…if Aizawa Sensei is okay with it, of course.”

Long story short, Aizawa is fine with it. They catch up to him right before he disappears into the staff room to eat lunch and, in his plain way, he says, “Sure. Just don’t make it a big deal, okay?”

“Yes, Sensei! T-Thank you!” Kemuri says with a hasty bow.

He waves his hand a bit, dismissive, and he shuts the staff room door behind him. Kemuri and Shoji get in line to buy lunch from Lunch Rush, then join Ojiro, Hagakure, and Tokoyami at their table.

When lunch time is over, it’s time for the most exciting class of all—basic hero training, taught by the one and only All Might. Kemuri feels like she might faint. As everyone crowds into the room, Kemuri slips into her new seat, number twelve, and Shoji takes her old spot. Nobody makes any comment about it, save for a brief question from Jiro that Kemuri quickly answers.

Before conversations get the chance to start, a booming voice announces from the hall, “I…AM…HERE!” In a burst of red, white, blue, and gold, All Might appears, perched on his tip-toes and clinging to the doorframe as his massive body leans into the classroom. “COMING THROUGH THE DOOR LIKE A HERO!”

There are gasps and exclamations from everyone.

“Woah, I can’t believe it’s really All Might!”

“So he is a teacher! This year is gonna be totally awesome!”

“Is he wearing his Silver Age costume?”

All Might struts into the room, arms swinging, giant smile on his face, and Kemuri feels dazed, starstruck. He looks even cooler in person. He seems to radiate energy, the model of what a hero should be, and Kemuri suddenly wonders whether her nervous sweating is noticeable.

“I’m getting goosebumps,” Ojiro whispers. He turns to Kemuri and lifts his arm, as if to show her, and she nods in agreement as she rubs her shoulder.

“Welcome to the most important class at U.A High,” All Might greets, hands on his hips as he superhero poses at the front of the class. “Think of it as hero-ing 101! Here you will learn the basics of being a pro and what it means to fight in the name of good!” He drops onto one knee, flexing his biceps as he shouts, “LET’S GET INTO IT! Today’s lesson will pull no punches!”

He whirls around, cape flying, and extends a card to the view of the class. Kemuri doesn’t get the chance to read it, the font far too small, but Bakugo gives her an idea of what it says as his low, aggressive voice sounds from behind her.

“Fight training!” he says with a wide grin. Kemuri is still shocked that he always manages to look so angry even when smiling.

Behind him, Midoriya pales. “Real combat?”

“One of the key things about being a hero is…looking good!” All Might says, sweeping his arm towards the far wall. Shelves labelled with numbers slide out as he continues, “These were designed for you based on your quirk registration forms and the request you sent in before school started!”

Excited cheers burst around the room and Kemuri can’t help but clap, bouncing a little in her seat. Hero costumes! Real, honest-to-goodness hero costumes!

“Get yourselves suited up, then meet me at training ground beta!” All Might says.

“YES SIR!”

Kemuri gets caught up in the scramble as her classmates race to get to their costumes. She grabs case number twelve and is about to join the other girls as they head for the change rooms, then stops. They haven’t changed the seating plan officially yet, so…

She turns around and sure enough, Shoji is waiting with suitcase number seventeen. She laughs sheepishly as she hurries over to him and they exchange cases. They don’t say much more to each other before Hagakure snatches Kemuri’s arm and drags her away in pursuit of the other girls.

In the change room, the other girls are buzzing with excitement while helping one another figure out buttons and zippers. Hagakure finishes first, since she’s only wearing gloves and a pair of shoes.

“Kemuri, do you need help? I can totally help!” she chirps.

Kemuri’s face flushes and she hugs her costume top closer to her chest. “I’ll…uh, let you know,” she says.

As she works on getting her costume on, the only thing she can think of is how she wishes she had been better at describing her idea of a costume or, perhaps, describing her quirk or anything else about her personality. The costume, while stylish and well-made, is far from what she expected.

The other girls get their costumes on and hurry out, but Kemuri doesn’t move as she stands in front of the mirror. She feels…what’s the best word for it? Exposed.

In her description, she said that she has to leave a lot of skin showing so that she can use her quirk effectively, but would also like some sort of armour. Not the easiest thing to make, but she had hoped. The costume department compromised.

She has a cropped tank top, shorts, a belt with pockets and holsters for water bottles (as requested), ankle boots that hug the shape of her foot perfectly, and to top it all off, a silver mask fitted with prescription lenses. The mask and the boots are her favourite part.

The colour scheme consists of icy tones like silver and grey, with a pop of blue on the utility belt. Pretty much everything except the boots and mask is spandex, hugging each and every curve and leaving very little to the imagination. Kemuri has never worn something that shows off her stomach and cleavage, or at least not when anyone can see her. The closest she's gotten to this is when she does solo training at home.

“Shimakage, you coming?”

Kemuri expected Hagakure, so Uraraka is a surprise. The brunette moves closer to Kemuri, heels clicking, and her expression pinches with sympathy as Kemuri crosses her arms tightly over her chest and looks at the reflection of their feet in the mirror.

“Don’t you like your costume?” Uraraka asks.

Kemuri wants to say yes. She does like the costume. It’s flattering, the colours work well, and it’s expertly made. The costume department outdid themselves. The only problem is that she doesn’t like the costume when she’s the one wearing it.

She opts for a weak shrug before the silence gets too awkward.

“You look nice,” Uraraka continues, slight hesitance in her tone. When Kemuri doesn’t answer, she exhales a little. “Hey…uh, I don’t know if this helps, but I’m a little self-conscious too. I thought my costume would be…looser. Bodysuits aren’t really my type…”

She giggles, rubbing the back of her head, and Kemuri finally looks at her in shock. “W-What?” she asks. “But you look really cute…”

“Thanks,” she says, all rosy cheeks and smiles. She tilts her head a little. “Maybe you can ask for something with a little more coverage. It shouldn’t be that hard.”

“Yeah, that’s true,” Kemuri admits. She observes herself again, wishing she could tug the crop top a little further down her stomach. “The armour thing worries me…”

“Costume changes happen all the time,” Uraraka says. “Until then, just work it. You do look good.”

She smiles a little, still flushed. “Th…thank you.”

She extends her hand, bouncing a little. “Come on! I bet everyone else is ready!”

She follows Uraraka out, jogging a little to catch up. The further they go down the hall, the closer they get to the training grounds, the more comfortable Kemuri feels. As much as she isn’t used to the exposure, the material is breathable and easy to move in. The only thing she needs to worry about is armour, but that can come later. She can test out the costume today and maybe once she’s training, she won’t notice it at all.

The second they get outside, Kemuri finds herself looking around at everyone else’s costumes. Some of them, like Yaoyorozu’s, also show a lot of skin, and just seeing someone else with a similar situation to hers relaxes her. There are also costumes like Kaminari and Jiro’s that look more like outfits with some tech adjustments while others are full-bodied and flashy.

All in all, everyone looks pretty awesome in their own way. Kemuri reminds herself to close her mouth before she starts attracting flies.

She finds Shoji as quickly as possible from where he’s standing near Kirishima and someone in full armour. Kemuri makes her way over to him, slipping into a spot in the group, and she lifts her hand in a tiny wave.

“H-Hey,” she says.

“Hey!” Kirishima replies with a grin. His red eyes dart over her before he flashes a thumbs up. “Nice costume!”

She tugs at the tight material hugging her ribcage as her cheeks flush. “Heh…t-thanks? I’m still…getting used to it.”

“Of course,” the armoured student says, and Kemuri nearly startles at the sound of Iida’s voice coming from the helmet. Within another second, she wants to smack herself for not realizing it sooner. His costume is a near carbon copy of the ones belonging to the rest of Iida family. “We’ve just gotten them, after all. It will take a bit to adjust.”

She swallows enough to wet her throat, eking out a nod. “Uh, yeah, it…” She reaches to tug at her outfit, but this time Shoji’s hand leads hers back down to her side. Her gaze darts to him for a split second as she dons a weak, hesitant smile. “I like how…armoured your costume is, Iida.”

“Thank you, Shimakage,” he says with a brief hand chop. He thumps his chest. “I’m proud to wear it.”

He starts to say something else, but Kirishima steals the conversation first. “You won’t see me in something like that. I’ve got enough armour just being me,” he says. He hardens his arms as well as the entirety of his bare chest, slight ridges appearing along the dips of his abs and biceps. “I’m covered.”

“Lucky…” Kemuri whispers to herself. She can’t help but admire the black metal mask fitted to his face, mimicking a fanged jaw, and the rest of his outfit. Literally everyone looks so cool and confident that she feels plain in comparison.

Iida and Kirishima keep talking while Kemuri turns enough that she can see Shoji, taking a good look at his costume. There’s nothing different about the blue and purple bodysuit that would allude to having much purpose and Kemuri almost asks about it, but doesn’t. He probably wants something practical and bugging him about it could seem pushy. Besides, she can’t imagine that his quirk requires lots of support items.

“Students, gather!” All Might shouts, and Kemuri jerks her head to the front as she shuffles into one of the lines, sticking by Shoji’s side. “Now that you’re ready, it’s time for combat training!”

Iida, ever vigilant, sticks his hand up with a sharp, “Sir!” When All Might nods at him, he continues, “This is the fake city from our entrance exam. Does that mean we will be conducting urban battles again?”

“Not quite,” All Might says, extending two fingers ahead of him. “I’ll be moving you two steps ahead. Most of the villain fights you see on the news happen outside, however, statistically speaking, run-ins with the most dastardly evildoers take place indoors.”

Kemuri nods to herself. From what she’s heard from her mom during police missions, there’s a lot of stuff that happens inside homes and buildings, like backroom deals, homicides, and the like. There’s so much in the city that happens out of the public eye.

“Truly intelligent criminals stay hidden in the shadows,” All Might says. “For this training exercise, you’ll be split into teams of good guys and bad guys and fight two-on-two indoor battles!” Iida starts to raise his hand, but All Might adds, “Or, due to the number of students, one group of three-on-three.”

“Isn’t this a little advanced?” Tsuyu asks.

“The best training is what you get on the battlefield!” comes the easy response. “But remember, you can’t just punch a robot this time. You’re dealing with actual people now.”

A barrage of questions erupts from the class, making Kemuri’s head spin from trying to keep track of who’s saying what.

“Sir, will you be deciding who wins?”

“How much can we hurt the other team?”

“Do we have to worry about the losing team getting expelled like with Aizawa Sensei?”

“Will you be pairing us based on chance or comparative skill?”

“Is this really necessary? Some of us already have battle experience.”

“Isn’t this cape très chic?”

Kemuri grips her head. “Can everyone stop talking?” she squeaks.

All Might’s neck strains as he grits his teeth, managing to keep his smile as sweat rolls down his forehead. “I…wasn’t finished…talking,” he mutters.

With silence regained, All Might pulls out a tiny book (or maybe, Kemuri thinks, it just looks tiny because his hands are so huge) and reads out the scenario. Villains have a nuclear missile hidden somewhere in a building and the heroes have to either recover the weapon or capture the villains. The bad guys win if they capture the heroes or protect the weapon until time is up.

“We’ll decide teams by drawing lots!” All Might finishes, hoisting a box into the air.

“Isn’t there a better way?” Iida wonders.

“Think about it,” Midoriya says. “Pros often have to team up with heroes from other agencies on the spot, so maybe that’s why we’re seeing that here.”

Kemuri, stuck behind them and in perfect range to eavesdrop, adds in a soft, “He’s got a point.”

Iida glances at her for a second before he lets out a thoughtful hum. “I see, life is a random series of events.” He bows at the waist. “Excuse my rudeness.”

All Might whirls around and thrusts his fist into the air. “No sweat! LET’S DRAW!”

Lots are drawn and each team is assigned without much trouble. A few seconds are allowed between each choosing for teammates to group together.

Team A: Midoriya and Uraraka. Uraraka is all smiles, bouncing a little, and poor Midoriya looks like he’s about to sweat through his costume, blush evident even through the green material.

Team B: Shoji and Todoroki. Kemuri can’t help but stare at her friend with wide eyes when she hears who his partner is, but Shoji is unfazed. He moves to stand next to Todoroki and the silent boys share a brief nod of acknowledgement, then move on.

The teams keep coming, going through C (Mineta and Yaoyorozu), D (Bakugo and Iida), E (Mina and Aoyama), F (Sato and Koda), G (Kaminari and Jiro) and only once they reach team H does Kemuri hear her name.

She hurries over to Tokoyami and Tsuyu as fast as she can, far too relieved to have at least one friend in the group. Tokoyami offers her the tiniest of smiles, his dark cape swishing as he moves aside to give her space, and Tsuyu greets her with an adorable croaking noise.

Team I is Ojiro and Hagakure, both pleased with their respective partner, and the final team, J, consists of Kirishima, Nishimura, and Sero.

All Might somehow gets two more boxes, labelled “Hero” and “Villain”, and he digs one hand into each. “I declare the first teams to fight will be…” He lifts the balls into the air. “THESE GUYS!”

Team A are the heroes. Team D are the villains. Bakugo shoots a glare at Midoriya that’s so wrought with hatred that Kemuri isn’t sure whether she feels a burn or a chill.

“Everyone else can head to the monitoring room to watch!” All Might says. “Come along!”

“Yes, sir!”

While the groups hurry off, Kemuri lingers between Tsuyu and Tokoyami, using them as barriers. If she stays between them, then it’ll help her avoid smashing her shoulder into doorways or something. Tokoyami already shifts closer to her, the edge of his cloak brushing her arm as if to remind her that he’s right there at her side.

“Do any of you have ideas?” Tsuyu asks.

“Not yet. I will have to see who we’re up against before I know for sure,” Tokoyami says, bowing his head as he closes his eyes. How is it that he always sounds like he’s reciting emo poetry when he speaks?

“We’re a group of three,” Tsuyu says. “Doesn’t that mean we’ll end up with Team J?”

“True…but it may change. All Might seems to be using chance,” Tokoyami says.

Kemuri’s gut sinks as the reality of the training sets in and what little confidence she had gained disappears. They will be working in teams to protect, obtain, and/or capture. She’s never worked in a team, just with herself. Her grandfather told her that the Shimakage family only works with people who can maneuver themselves under a smoke screen without becoming a hindrance. If they can’t, she’s better off alone.

So, at the end of the day, Kemuri sucks at teamwork.

“Tokoyami? Tsuyu?” she whispers. She imagines that they’ve turned to look at her and trusts that they’re listening. “I…I’ve never really worked in a team when it comes to fighting. I…I don’t want to get in your way.”

To her left, Tsuyu croaks. “That’s okay, Shimakage,” she says. “That’s the point of training. You learn.”

“To be honest, I haven’t had much practice either,” Tokoyami admits. “Unless you count Dark Shadow.”

“Dark Shadow?” Kemuri and Tsuyu echo, eyebrows creasing.

Tokoyami’s beak curves with a hint of amusement. “I’ll introduce you once we’re inside. Then we can talk strategies.”

Chapter 12: Giving New Meaning to a "Knifehand Strike"

Summary:

One of Kemuri's classmates has literal knife hands and she doesn't know how to handle it.

Chapter Text

The first fight is utterly astounding, to say the least. Kemuri can’t take her eyes off the screen, stunned at the ferocity that Bakugo shows, Midoriya’s strategizing skills, and the raw power of Midoriya’s singular powered-up punch. Even without impact, the force of his fist swinging through the air broke the ceiling to bits and shattered his arm. It’s enough to make Kemuri queasy.

Iida and Uraraka did well too, although, as much as Kemuri hates to admit it, their performance pales in comparison to Bakugo and Midoriya’s when ranked by pure shock value. Kemuri does like Iida’s dedication to the assignment, though, and finds herself stifling giggles at his villainous cackling and monologuing.

All Might gathers Bakugo, Iida, and Uraraka in front of everyone else—Midoriya having already been carted off to the nurse’s office. Yaoyorozu perfectly analyses every element of the brawl, along with every flaw, how foolish certain moves were, and how in the end, Iida was the MVP. Kemuri feels her heart squeeze at the proud, dopey look on Iida’s face at her words.

Moving right along, the second fight starts with Todoroki and Shoji playing the heroes and Hagakure and Ojiro playing the villains. This one takes only a few minutes, with Shoji figuring out where the villains are followed by Todoroki encasing the entire building in ice. Hagakure and Ojiro can’t even fight back as Todoroki walks in and claims the dummy weapon.

Meanwhile, the ice has thoroughly chilled the viewing room. While the rest of Class 1-A shivers, arms folded tightly against any exposed skin, Kemuri feels fine. It’s one of the side-effects of her quirk; because she can change temperatures to create steam or fog, her body adjusts to the environment, warming her up in the cold and cooling her in the heat, although not in extreme cases. She glances around for a second while All Might shudders through some praise for Team B, then disperses some steam. There are a few sighs of relief and Mina shuffles closer to Kemuri, exhaling as she leans against her.

“You’re like a space heater and sauna mixed together,” she sighs.

Kemuri blushes hard and keeps letting off steam, or at least until Todoroki melts all the ice and the room drops back to a normal temperature. Kemuri guzzles water while they wait for the groups to return for their debriefing.

With that done, All Might selects the hero and villain teams for match three. “Heroes will be team H, which means that the villains will be team J!” he announces. He hands out communicators. “Put these in your ears and prepare yourselves. Good luck!”

Before the groups split off, Kemuri casts a quick glance at her opponents. Sero and Kirishima share a high-five, talking rapidly about something, but Nishimura stares right at her. He holds her stare for a second when he sees her looking, then glances away.

His hero costume, she notices, resembles a keikogi, a training uniform sort of like Ojiro's. He has a green shirt and black hakama paired with a green headband that pulls his shaggy hair out of his eyes. It doesn’t have sleeves, his chest is bared, the pants are hiked up so that they look more like shorts, and it’s tighter than most uniforms she's seen. He looks like a samurai, if a samurai showed more skin.

“Be ready in five minutes!” All Might shouts and Kemuri startles, adding in a hasty “yes, sir” with everyone else.

The boys race off to get their fake weapon set up. Kemuri follows Tsuyu and Tokoyami to Battle Building C, which is more of a warehouse-type building than the office layouts of the first two. They wait outside the front door and Kemuri is acutely aware of how much she’s fidgeting compared to her laidback companions.

They don’t have much of a strategy, considering how little they know about the guys they’re about to fight, but they discussed their individual quirks beforehand and worked out the best strategy going in. Kemuri goes on defence, Tokoyami and Tsuyu double-team as the offence.

“Hero team!” All Might’s booming voice echoes around them. “BEGIN!”

Tokoyami shoves open the door and they slip into the building. The first floor is quiet and some of the lights have been shut off, creating patches of darkness. Kemuri squints and tries to get an idea of the layout as she turns in little circles.

“I say we keep moving up,” Tsuyu says. “Something tells me they found a really big space to put the weapon in, so they have more room to fight.”

“Or set up some kind of dastardly trap,” Tokoyami agrees. He shuts his eyes for a second. “Sero has tape, correct? I imagine he could make good use of it.”

“Does that leave Kirishima and Nishimura on offence?” Kemuri asks.

There’s a loud thud from the floor above and Tokoyami hunches, his black cape rustling—possessed by an impatient spirit. “Perhaps.” He starts forward. “Come. We have to make haste.”

Tsuyu croaks and hops after him. Kemuri stays at a jog, keeping an eye on at least one of them and mimicking their movements, praying that she doesn’t trip and fall on her face with every step. They make it up numerous flights of stairs before emerging onto the fifth floor. The trio looks up and down the hall, seeing nothing.

“This way,” Tokoyami murmurs.

They head for a darkened hallway. Before they’ve entered, the sound of scuffling against linoleum floors stops them in their tracks. Tokoyami hunches as two shadowy claws erupt from his cape, hovering at his sides, and Tsuyu climbs the piping on the wall to get a better vantage point. Kemuri steps back and settles into a defensive position.

There’s a flash of light catching a blade and Nishimura bursts out of the darkness, one arm already transformed into a sword. He lunges, his expression struck with a serious air that makes Kemuri shudder, and Tokoyami races to meet him in the blink of an eye. Dark Shadow blocks Nishimura’s attack, forcing the ginger back, and he smirks a little and rolls his shoulder.

“Almost had you there,” he says. He extends his other arm, skin starting to darken and shift as it morphs. “Better try that again.”

Before he can move, Tsuyu’s tongue appears and wraps around his leg. He blinks before he gets yanked off his feet, hitting the ground hard with a grunt.

“Sorry, Nishi-kun,” Tsuyu croaks. “Ribbit.”

He twists away from her and rolls back to his feet, crossing his arms in front of his chest and glaring at Tokoyami through the blades before lunging in again.

Kemuri feels frozen as she watches them fight, both in awe and panic. Nishimura fights in a style that Kemuri recognizes—it’s similar to the one that she learned from her grandfather—but he seems…off. He’s fast and his recovery time is astounding. He doesn’t leave time for his opponent to come up with a strategy, but…

Kemuri clenches her hands into fists. He’s trying too hard. Moving fast enough to make your opponents hesitate is good, but it doesn’t give him time to strategize either. Kemuri takes a few more steps back. Tokoyami and Tsuyu work well together, taking advantage of openings that the other makes, but how is Kemuri supposed to get involved? Does she flood this place with smoke and take Nishimura down? That would put her teammates at a disadvantage if Sero and Kirishima are nearby, waiting for the opportunity to strike.

That leaves her the option to fight without her quirk, and she could do that if it weren’t for the other people in her way. She can’t focus on multiple people at a time. Her ruined sight doesn’t let her and the last thing she needs is to accidentally attack her teammates. She grits her teeth, eyes stinging as she resists the urge to stamp her foot on the ground.

“Asui, Kemuri, we’re running out of time,” Tokoyami says as Dark Shadow’s claws wrap around Nishimura’s torso and hold him in place. “Go and find the weapon! I’ll hold him off!”

Kemuri nods, already backing up, and Tsuyu croaks as she leaps down to land next to her. Nishimura’s eyes widen as he grits his teeth and he kicks, his leg transforming into yet another sword, shredding his shoes and slicing through Dark Shadow. Tokoyami, caught off guard, stumbles back, and Nishimura starts towards the girls.

“Hurry, Shimakage,” Tsuyu croaks, grabbing her wrist and dragging her away.

Kemuri snags one last glimpse of Tokoyami blocking Nishimura’s advance before she turns away, hurrying after Tsuyu. They get a safe distance away, rounding a few corners before they stop, catching their breath.

“The weapon has to be on this floor,” Tsuyu says after a second, touching one finger to her chin. “I bet Nishi-kun was patrolling for the other two, so they shouldn’t be far away.”

Kemuri purses her lips. “So, do we just…search around and hope for the best?”

Tsuyu croaks as she takes another second to think. “I guess so,” she says. With another glance around the halls, she adds, “Good thing there aren’t too many rooms up here. We’ve wasted too much time.”

They start searching. After opening a few doors, they find that most are connected to rooms on the other side of the walls via secondary doors and most of the lights in said rooms are off. Kemuri squints hard as she peeks into an office room, just able to see light coming from the other wall.

“Tsuyu,” she whispers. There’s a soft croak behind her and Kemuri points in the direction of the light. “That’s gotta be them, right?”

“Only one way to find out.”

Tsuyu hops past her and goes to the light, which Kemuri can now see is coming from the base of a door. Tsuyu reaches for the handle and slowly turns it, pushing the door in with a faint squeaking noise.

Kemuri has to blink a few times as she adjusts to the light in the new room. The first things she notices are the strips of tape surrounding the weapon, stretching from wall to wall. When she pans her gaze over, she can see Kirishima and Sero waiting, the former pacing while the latter watches.

“Nishimura? Come in, man,” Kirishima says, fingertips poised against his earpiece. He frowns and drops his arm, turning back to Sero. “Whatever he’s doing, he isn’t listening.”

Sero shrugs. “Maybe he found the others and he’s too busy to update us,” he suggests before stretching his arms to the ceiling. “Seems lame that he’s taking all the fun for himself.”

Tsuyu turns back to Kemuri while the boys keep talking. “Do you have a plan?”

Kemuri shakes her head and the frog girl glances back at the villains, then up at the ceiling. Her dark eyes gain a spark as she straightens up. “Okay, do you see that?”

Kemuri frowns a little and tries her best, but sees nothing. “No…”

“It’s an opening near the ceiling,” she whispers. “I’m gonna climb the walls, slip in through the top, and snag the weapon.”

“So…I’ll stay on lookout?”

“Ribbit,” she says with a nod. “Keep in touch with Tokoyami too.”

“Okay.”

Tsuyu slips into the room and disappears from Kemuri’s sight, forcing her to creep closer to the door and crouch low. She can’t see Tsuyu, but she can see Sero and Kirishima as they chat. There are a few tense moments of silence where all Kemuri can do is watch, time ticking.

“Come on, Tsu…come on…” she whispers to herself.

Sero glances up and lets out a shout, alerting Kirishima, and deploys a string of tape. There’s a startled croaking noise and Kemuri just catches the sight of Tsuyu hitting the ground, bound in tape. Kemuri lets out a squeak, eyes wide, and Kirishima’s attention flickers to the door she’s hiding behind.

She squares her shoulders. It’s now or never.

Kirishima rushes for the door but Kemuri moves first, bursting in and ducking beneath his first strike. She pops up behind him, blinking rapidly as she readjusts to the sudden brightness inside the room. Sero is still behind her and Kirishima is turning around, a grin on his face and his quirk activated.

“Thought you could slip past us, huh?” Kirishima asks. He crouches. “Nice try! You almost had us, too!”

He lunges. Kemuri dodges his attack again, heart pounding, mind racing. She isn’t sure where exactly Tsuyu is and she definitely doesn’t have the time to rescue her, not while fending off both a long and short range fighter. She can’t even take the time to look for her partner, because taking her eyes off Kirishima means blinding her to his attacks. She grits her teeth hard as she again ducks and scurries away from her opponent.

“Tsuyu!” Kemuri shouts. “What’s your position?”

“I’m behind you!”

A strip of tape whizzes past Kemuri’s shoulder and she just narrowly dodges it. She almost turns to look at where it came from when she hears a grunt and the sound of someone hitting the ground.

“I got Sero!” Tsuyu says, and it sounds like she’s talking around her tongue.

“Nasty…” Sero groans.

“Can you—” Kemuri gasps as she evades another punch from Kirishima and jumps over his sweeping leg kick. “—get out?”

“Working on it! Ribbit!”

“How much time is left?”

Kirishima narrows his eyes a little. “Not enough for you to win!” He laughs a little, breaking the façade of being an actual villain for just a second as genuine amusement reveals itself.

But Kemuri feels herself freeze. He’s right. Kemuri has no way of knowing whether Tokoyami won his fight with Nishimura and as far as she knows right now, Sero and Tsuyu are tied up in each other’s quirks. Her close-quarters fighting isn’t good against someone like Kirishima, who is taller, stronger, and a whole lot harder than she is. Her only chance is to use her quirk.

Kemuri’s head spins and her breaths pick up. She imagines telling her grandfather about losing her first hero training exercise, imagines the cold glare in his eyes—hard, dark, and cold as onyx—and she feels like she might faint. Kirishima catches her with a hard punch to the ribs, knocking her onto her back. He looms over her, a giant grin on his face, and she tenses her muscles.

I’m sorry, Tsuyu, she thinks.

She releases a cloud of fog from every exposed area of her skin, earning a shout of surprise from Kirishima and a startled croak from Tsuyu. Kemuri gets to her feet, already far more relaxed. She can sense everyone’s positions now, feel every strand of tape through the fog, and she fixes her attention on the prize.

Moving fast and keeping her steps as silent as possible, she races away from Kirishima and slips through the tape trap. It takes a few seconds to wiggle around them, but when she’s through, the weapon is before her and she reaches out, smacking her palm against it. It takes a second before All Might’s voice rings out around them.

“Your indoor combat training is over! The hero team wins!”

Kemuri exhales and slumps against the weapon, her head pounding. From outside the tape cage, she senses Kirishima moving slowly, hands waving in front of him.

“Sero? Dude? Where are you?” he asks.

“I’m over here!” Sero calls. “Hey, Asui, could you let me out of your…tongue?”

“Whoops, sorry.”

“Hey, Shimakage? You mind getting rid of this fog?” Kirishima calls.

Kemuri feels her face flush as she stands back up. “Uh…I…can’t. It’s gotta go away on its own.”

“Okay, hold on. We’ll figure this out.”

Kemuri hugs herself, trying to stop her hands from shaking as she zones out. She won. It’s okay. She got the weapon. Despite all that, she can’t shake the uncertain feeling worming its way into her gut.

Chapter 13: Teamwork Makes the Dream Work

Summary:

Kemuri realizes that she's severely lacking in certain crucial skills and Yaoyorozu lays down some truth.

Chapter Text

They gather for debriefing back in the monitoring room. Tokoyami won his duel against Nishimura, eventually wrestling him into submission using Dark Shadow, and Nishimura isn’t good at hiding how unhappy he is with the results. He keeps his arms crossed over his chest, jaw clenched, and ignores Kirishima and Sero when they try to congratulate him.

Kemuri stays between Tsuyu and Tokoyami as they stand at the front of the class, All Might lingering in the space between them and the rest of their classmates. “Alright!” he says, hands on his hips. “Well done to all of you! I saw some interesting strategies and some decent communication between teams, but the MVP for this round goes…to Tokoyami!”

Kemuri claps along with the rest of the class as Tokoyami bows his head. “Thank you, sir,” he says.

“Young Yaoyorozu, do you have any insight as to why that choice was made?” All Might asks, already turning to the girl, who has her hand slightly raised.

“Of course,” she says. She crosses her arms over her chest. “Tokoyami was brave and put the safety of his teammates above his own, focusing on the immediate problem without forgetting the mission. He also worked hard to make sure his teammates all had a role to play.”

“Exactly!” All Might says. “Thank you! Does anyone else have suggestions or reasonings as to why the others didn’t match up?”

Again, Yaoyorozu raises her hand. “The villain team started off shaky right from the start, seeing as Nishimura split off from his teammates without much discussion,” she states. Nishimura’s face scrunches into a half-glare, half-pout. “He was too focused on winning and pitted himself against the odds instead of working with his teammates. If he had stuck with the group or taken one of the others with him, he probably could have turned the fight in his favour, seeing as he is obviously a seasoned brawler.”

“You can cut all the chatter,” Nishimura huffs, fingers clenching against his biceps. “Maybe I just didn’t think of that. Maybe I knew I could handle it. Maybe I don’t overanalyze everything like you.”

Yaoyorozu meets his glare head-on, unflinching. “And, maybe,” she says, with the slightest hint of sarcasm, “you should give at least one brain cell worth of thought to things so that you don’t lose.”

Nishimura visibly bristles and there are a few low whistles around the room. Kaminari lets out a laugh that he stifles when Jiro elbows him.

All Might clears his throat and steps in before anything can escalate. “Yes, good observations, again,” he says, patting Nishimura’s shoulder with one giant hand. He smiles at Kirishima and Sero. “Likewise, the two of you did well in your situation, making up for the loss of your teammate! However, your problems lay in letting yourselves relax and treating this as a game, leaving yourselves vulnerable. Real hero work is not a game!”

“Yes, sir!” Kirishima and Sero say. Kirishima does a hasty salute.

All Might turns to the class. “Can anyone tell me what Young Asui did well on? What she could improve?”

“She kept a cool head,” Jiro says. “And she didn’t waste time worrying about Tokoyami when he told her to go.”

“Good! Anything else?”

“She could give her teammate more to do?” Ojiro offers. “She went for the weapon by herself and left Kemuri to watch. She could have done something.”

All Might hums a little. “Not a bad suggestion.” He turns to Tsuyu and smiles. “But, all in all, you did well! ” Tsuyu croaks a little as she thanks him and All Might glances down at Kemuri, who shies beneath his look. “Any suggestions for Young Shimakage? Pros and cons are accepted!”

Some of the classmates glance at each other and a few murmurs ripple through the room. Kemuri swallows hard, feeling her palms start to sweat, and she slips a water bottle from her belt and takes a hasty sip.

“She got the weapon and won the exercise,” Shoji says from the back of the class, making brief eye contact with her. Kemuri smiles a little.

“But she did it on her own, at the expense of her teammates,” Yaoyorozu, yet again, comments. “Asui was struggling with Sero while trying to free herself when Shimakage released her fog. It blinded the villains, which was fine, but it put her teammate at a disadvantage.”

Kemuri bows her head again, that frustrated burning feeling rimming her eyes again. She knows that it wasn’t the best move, but she had to. She had to do it in order to get the weapon and win the exercise. Tsuyu wasn’t hurt at all.

“Furthermore, if this was a real scenario, the villains would not have stopped just because their weapon was captured. They very well could have hurt Asui or gotten away,” Yaoyorozu continues. “Shimakage didn’t work very well with her teammates in helping them fight, and when it mattered, she froze up. Tokoyami and Tsuyu did most of the work until the end.”

Kemuri feels like she could cry, not because she feels attacked or bullied, but because she’s right. Everything that Yaoyorozu has said is correct and it stings to hear it.

“With all due respect, and to be fair to Shimakage,” Iida says, raising his hand and making Kemuri look up, mouth agape, “she didn’t use her quirk until the last minute, so I’m sure that she was at least aware of what it meant for her teammates and wasn’t sure how to use it effectively until the situation seemed dire.” He looks at her, adjusting his glasses, and she bites the inside of her cheek as her attention darts to her feet. “And I do think she deserves credit for working around a disability that no one else in this room has.”

Kirishima peers out from the line at Kemuri, a confused look on his face, and he straightens up and whispers something to Sero. Kemuri searches the room to find that most of her classmates seem confused as to what Iida means. She feels like shrinking into a tiny ball, holding up a flashing neon sign with arrows pointing down at her that read, “I’M ALMOST BLIND!”

Iida continues, unfazed, “She didn’t immediately go for what was easiest for her and did her best in the situation, like when she called to Asui to figure out her position and if she was alright, all while evading Kirishima. Despite lack of teamwork training, Shimakage knows her limits, did her best, and won the challenge in the end, and I think that that deserves praise.”

Kemuri presses her fists into her legs as her heart pounds in her ribcage, begging to fly out of her chest and run all the way into Iida’s arms. There are a few more whispers, only Shoji and some of Kemuri’s other friends staying silent and knowing.

All Might chuckles and nods, aiming a thumbs up to Iida. “A very good observation, Young Iida,” he says. “She did as much as she could in the situation, even if there were some rougher spots near the end. But!” He sweeps his arms enough that his cape flutters. “Hero work is unpredictable! Take care to remember that!”

“All this teamwork talk…” Kaminari says. As the attention turns to him, he says, "I don’t think a quirk like hers can be used in a team.” Murmurs pop up around the room. “Maybe she works better alone.” He hooks his thumbs in his pockets and adds a slightly softer, “I get that.”

“With practice, any quirk can be used in a team setting,” All Might states. “I doubt any of you have used your quirks with other people around either, so let’s be gracious here!” He makes a sweeping movement his hand at the students behind him. “You six can relax while we move into the next round!”

Kemuri shuffles back into the class with the others while All Might picks out the next two teams —Kaminari and Jiro as the heroes, Mineta and Yaoyorozu as the villains—and finds herself next to Iida. She swallows, her cheeks dusted with pink, and she feels him shift next to her.

“Iida,” she whispers, and she turns her head enough to see that he’s looking at her. “Th…thank you, for…” She takes a quick breath, heart pounding again. “For saying all…that.”

He smiles. “I had to. Although…” He lowers his voice to a whisper and drops his head down closer to her ear. “I hope you don’t mind me alluding to your eyesight situation.”

“N-No,” she stammers. He’s so close, so very, very close, close enough that she can feel his breath and smell his cologne and—she mentally slaps herself and swallows hard as she pinches her leg. “It…it’s fine. They…they were eventually gonna find out, s-sorta. A-And if they haven’t noticed me use my stick, they will now, s-so…” She slams her mouth shut and tugs at the hem of her shorts.

“Good, I’m glad.” He straightens up with a nod. “Let me know if you want help explaining to others. I’d be happy to assist you.”

“O-Okay.”

Uraraka says something to Iida about Midoriya and Kemuri takes that as her cue to slip away, nudging her way past Aoyama and Bakugo to where Shoji is standing with Ojiro and Hagakure.

“Kemuri!” Hagakure squeals, gripping her arm and bouncing up and down a few times. “I knew it! You are stealthy!”

Kemuri rubs the back of her neck with her free hand. “I wasn’t sure if I was…up to your level,” she admits.

Hagakure giggles and releases her, her gloves bobbing around in the air. “You were great! Seeing your quirk in action was awesome,” she says. Her shoulders slump. “I just wish I could have used mine…Todoroki totally squashed us.”

Ojiro scratches his chin as he exhales. “We didn’t stand a chance,” he agrees.

“There’s always next time,” Shoji says with a shrug.

“Says the guy who beat us,” Ojiro retorts.

“I didn’t do much. I just figured out exactly where you were positioned.”

“You’re a stealthy fighter’s worst nightmare,” Hagakure whines.

In front of them, Uraraka turns and holds a finger up to her mouth, a sympathetic look on her face as she signals, “Sssh…” She points to the screen, where Kaminari and Jiro have entered their battle building. Hagakure whispers an apology and they focus on the lesson.

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Yaoyorozu and Mineta pull off the win in their round. Sato and Koda also win, albeit the match was a close call with the villains just managing to keep the weapon safe until the timer ran out. When all of the debriefings are done, the class gathers on the training grounds in front of All Might. He blocks the exit tunnel with his massive form, that pearly white smile still emblazoned across his face.

“That’s a wrap!” he announces. “Super work! You really stepped up to the plate. We didn’t have any major injuries, except for Midoriya. You should be proud!” He extends a thumbs up to them. “Excellent first day of training, all around!”

Tsuyu raises her hand a little. “It’s nice to hear some encouraging words after our homeroom class.” Everyone seems to deflate, nodding solemnly as she adds, “Aizawa Sensei was kind of a buzzkill.”

All Might flings his arms up, cape flying. “I’M HAPPY TO BRING SUCH STAGGERING POSITIVITY TO MY ALMA MATER!” He turns, doing a strange sort of salute. “That’s all for now, folks. I should go and check on Young Midoriya’s progress. Now, watch how a pro exits, like he’s got somewhere to be!”

He bursts into a run that kicks up a trail of dust behind him as he disappears down the exit tunnel. Kemuri shields her eyes against the gusts of wind buffeting them, dust speckling her face and making her nose itch.

“Okay, that’s a hero,” Kaminari says.

Mineta covers his mouth as a shudder rolls through him. “So awesome…”

“Aw, I’ll never be able to run that fast,” Ojiro says.

Nishimura rolls his eyes. “None of us could,” he retorts. With a quick glance to the armoured boy at the back of the group, he adds, “Except for Iida.”

As if on cue, Iida zooms to the front of the class and raises his hand sharply. “We should all go and get changed! We have afternoon classes to get to and being late is unacceptable!” he insists. “Back to the changing rooms, everyone!”

A few people cover their ears and shy away from him, but Kemuri dips her face towards the ground, hiding her fond smile. Someday the rest of them will be used to Iida’s extravagant way of talking and moving, but for now, she finds their shock amusing. It’s nice to be the one who’s not freaked out by something.

“What’s with that look, Kemuri?”

Kemuri startles so hard that she nearly tumbles into Sato, who says a quick apology as he and some of the other guys head for the changing rooms. Still confused, Kemuri looks around for a second before Hagakure’s glove appears in her line of sight and she blinks a few times.

“W-What? What look?” Kemuri asks.

“That little smile…” There’s a questioning tone in the invisible girl’s voice. Kemuri stiffens and her gaze darts to where Iida is still standing, directing people along with a stern look. “And I saw it earlier too! After your debriefing and—” Hagakure gasps and Kemuri feels a light breeze along with the tickling of long, invisible hair as Hagakure whips her head around, then whips back. “Ohhhh my gosh—”

Kemuri shakes her hands about and turns towards the sound of the retreating footsteps of their classmates. “Hagakure, p-please don’t do this right now,” she begs as she starts to speed-walk.

“Kemuriiiii…” Hagakure retorts, halfway between a whine and a shout. There are a few pattering footsteps and Hagakure takes a hold of Kemuri’s arm. “You’re heading to the boy’s change room…”

Kemuri turns completely red and turns around, covering her face with her hands. “I’m so sorry.”

“That’s why I’m here,” Hagakure says. She makes a peace sign in the air, angling it towards where her face must be. “To save you from embarrassing yourself.”

“A…a true hero,” Kemuri whispers.

Hagakure lets out a snorting peal of laughter that makes a few of the stragglers glance over at them. “You’re so adorable, Kemuri, oh my gosh,” she says, wiping at the sudden disembodied tears bobbing in the air. “Come on, let’s go get changed.”

Kemuri gladly follows her, taking a few cleansing breaths. If doing this will further distract Hagakure from asking any more questions about the “look”, then Kemuri’s fine. She isn’t quite ready for people to start knowing about the helpless, admiring-from-afar feelings that she holds. It’s far too pathetic and cringe-y, even for her.

Hagakure holds the door open for Kemuri when they reach the changing rooms, where they join the gaggle of girls inside, chatting about the lesson and lessons to come. Kemuri opens her gym locker, grabs her folded uniform, and glances back at the girls. She takes a breath, turns, and moves to a bench that’s a little closer to them. She doesn’t have to speak, she just has to be brave enough to mingle near them.

“Shimakage,” Yaoyorozu says. She’s already changed out of her hero costume and her school uniform is almost done up. “I hope I wasn’t too harsh with you or…for that matter, any of you girls.” She offers a tiny smile to the group. Kemuri stares, in slight awe of her ease and her charm. The tall girl returns her attention to her. “I wanted to give you the best constructive criticism I could so that you can improve from it.”

“O-Oh, that’s…that’s okay…” Kemuri says, again batting at the air as she shakes her head. “Y-You were right, I…I suck at teamwork. I…heh…yeah, I…no…you, you’re fine. No need to apologize!”

Yaoyorozu ties her long hair up into a ponytail as she exhales. “Okay, good. I’m glad there aren’t any hard feelings.”

She finishes adjusting her tie and turns to get her blazer and the conversation returns between the other girls when Mina compliments Jiro on her “super cool sound wave attack”. Kemuri packs away her costume and keeps getting dressed, content, and she glances up briefly as Yaoyorozu walks past her seat on the way to the door.

As she goes, she rests a fleeting touch to Kemuri’s shoulder and whispers, “Iida told me a few specifics about your…sight. I’m sorry if I seemed ignorant.”

Kemuri shakes her head. “It’s fine, r-really. You didn’t know.”

She exhales and murmurs out another, “Okay, good.”

She leaves. Kemuri finishes getting changed and hurries to join the other girls as they head back to class, jostled between them and their bouncing voices.

Chapter 14: That Didn't Go Like I Planned

Summary:

Kemuri discusses training results with her classmates and tries to comfort one of them. He doesn't take it the right way.

Chapter Text

When the afternoon comes to an end, Aizawa’s deadpan look sweeps over the fidgeting students before him. “You’re all dismissed,” he says. He bends down and produces his giant yellow sleeping bag from behind the front podium. “Feel free to stick around and discuss your scores for the training exercise. I will see you tomorrow.”

He heads out of the classroom, dragging the sleeping bag behind him. Kemuri exhales and leans back in her seat, closing her eyes for a second. It’s silly to feel so exhausted after only the second day of school, but to be fair, today was more active and intense than Somei ever was.

She can hear her the door to the classroom sliding open and shut as people leave. Voices grow from hesitant whispers to full-on conversation and Kemuri tells herself that she should probably pack up her things and get ready to go home. She has a lot to tell her parents about what she learned today.

She opens her eyes and gets to her feet, heading to the back of the room to where the cupboards for backpacks and supplies are kept. Shoji and Hagakure are already there, bags almost packed as they talk to each other.

“About time,” Hagakure jokes when Kemuri arrives, skirt swaying as she bounces in place. “I thought you fell asleep.”

Kemuri tilts her head a little. “Oh…I was just resting for a second,” she admits. “Uh…what were you talking about?”

“Results,” Shoji says.

“There isn’t much to talk about, sadly,” Hagakure adds as her shoulders sag. Kemuri opens her mouth, trying to think of comforting words, but the invisible girl perks up and says, “But! On the bright side, we agreed that taking off my shoes wasn’t the best idea when going up against a guy whose quirk involves ice.”

“Hagakure?” Kemuri asks. “Is your hero costume really just…you, naked?”

“Yup!” She pauses and Kemuri imagines that she’s looking at Shoji, her sleeve drifting back to her face for a second. “Whatever works best for the quirk, right?”

All Kemuri can think of in response is, “You have confidence that I can only dream of.”

Hagakure laughs.

With her backpack on, Kemuri turns back to the classroom as both Shoji and Hagakure head for the door. Only a few people have left, like Todoroki and Yaoyorozu, leaving most of the others behind. Bakugo is seated in his desk, scribbling something in his notebook, shoulders tensed and hunched, and Kemuri is honestly surprised to see that he’s still here.

“Hey, Shimakage!”

She blinks a few times and looks up to see Kirishima waving at her from the front of the room. She lifts her hand and shakes it once before she shuffles over to him. Shoji hesitates at the exit, making eye contact before he points to the hallway. She nods before he slips out the door.

“What do you think?” Kirishima asks once she’s closer.

Again, all she can do is blink. “Of…of what?”

“The training results! What shocked you the most? What do you want to improve on? Anything,” he says, scarlet eyes glittering with excitement. Next to him, Sero nods a few times.

She rubs the back of her neck and peeks up at the other students to find that they’re also looking at her, expectant. Her cheeks get hot as her attention darts down to her feet. “I…didn’t know how…how much I suck at teamwork,” she admits in a bare whisper. “S-So…that’s what I want to work on. I felt…kinda stupid today.”

Kirishima doesn’t say anything for a second and she cringes inwardly, fists tightening. Then, a hand grasps her shoulder and she startles a little as she looks up. Kirishima lifts his free hand, clenching it as his grip tightens reassuringly.

“Don’t feel bad. We all have to improve,” he says. He glances to his left with a small grin. “And hey, if anything, you and Nishimura could learn teamwork together.”

Kemuri follows his gaze to the orange-haired boy just as he stiffens, eyes narrowing and jaw clenching. His hand tightens against his backpack strap and Kirishima laughs, waving to him and releasing Kemuri’s shoulder.

“Right, man?” he asks.

“Lack of teamwork skills wasn’t my problem,” Nishimura states. “I actually tried to get something done instead of sitting around and chatting or guarding some stupid door, like you guys.”

“I don’t know,” Sero says, rocking his head back and forth as he shrugs. “You didn’t exactly work out a plan with us. You went rogue.”

Nishimura’s ears turn red and his lips tuck into a pout. “I didn’t go rogue! I tried to win the exercise for us! If you guys would appreciate that—”

“Oh, someone’s angry,” Mina murmurs, half-singing, and Aoyama lets out a bouncing chuckle.

Nishimura mutters something under his breath and Iida, the only one close enough to hear him, gasps. “Nishimura, that is highly disrespectful!” he insists, chopping one hand towards the boy.

“Bite me,” Nishimura snaps as he heads for the door. Sato reaches over to try and stop him, but the ginger shoves his hand aside and disappears out the door, slamming it behind him. Kemuri flinches at the noise.

“Yikes,” Mineta mumbles, slurring the “s” a little.

“He’s just upset about losing,” Tsuyu says, tapping her finger to her chin. “Probably has a lot of pride.”

Kemuri hears someone huff and when she turns around, she sees that Bakugo is now glaring at the wall, chin perched on his fist. He has a notebook open in front of him, a half-written sentence laying next to his abandoned pencil.

With the conversations starting up again, Kemuri’s attention drags itself back to Bakugo. She isn’t sure what she’s feeling, whether it’s sympathy or terror or some terrible mixture of both. After his match with Midoriya, he stayed at the back of the group with his head bowed, a grimace on his face, and he didn’t give any input to any of the other matches. Kemuri likes to think of herself as an intuitive person, and from what she can read from a situation, he must be feeling a little wounded.

She doesn’t know what godly force turns her around and sends her back across the room to his desk, but it scares her. Maybe it’s some innate need to cheer him up or the naïve hope that maybe if she talks to him, he won’t blow up like Nishimura did and they can avoid more yelling.

On second thought, she thinks. If anyone is going to literally blow up, it’s Bakugo, and yet she is still walking towards him.

As soon as she stops and he’s looking at her, she wants to throw away everything she just thought of and run for her life, but she stays put. She dons a shaky smile and clears her throat, making him arch an eyebrow.

“Um, I…I wanted to tell you, you…” Is she sweating? She thinks she’s sweating. His glare gets more intense and she squeaks out, “You…you’re a really strong fighter and you d-did really well today.”

There’s a beat where he does nothing but stare at her. Then, he stands up, grabbing his bag and yanking it over his shoulder. “Don’t patronize me,” he utters.

Her mouth goes dry. “W-What?”

He bares his teeth and leans closer, making her startle backwards and bang her hip into Jiro’s desk. “Are you deaf too?” he growls. “I don’t need your fucking pity, smokey.”

He storms off. Kemuri is only faintly aware of the others talking to him as he goes, but her heart is pounding too hard and she thinks she saw her life flash before her eyes. Ojiro appears in front of her, waving his hand a bit, and she shakes her head enough to make her braid slip from her shoulder.

“Huh?”

Ojiro’s thin eyebrows furrow. “Are you okay?”

“What? I…” She shakes her head again and sucks in a breath. “I…yeah, I’m…fine.”

She finds herself moving, walking past her shocked classmates and out into the hall, her face far too hot and her eyes stinging. It’s just a stupid comment, she tries to tell herself as she squeezes her eyes shut. He’s just upset. Don’t let it get to you.

But, it is getting to her. It’s absolutely stupid that such a thoughtless comment would do such a thing and yet, it is. All she wanted was to give him a genuine compliment, maybe cheer him up. She understands why he would feel so inadequate after being surrounded by people with strong quirks. She lives with it every day. She just wanted to comfort him and it blew up in her face.

So much for being brave. So much for putting herself out there.

She hits someone and she gasps as the person lets out a small grunt of pain. Midoriya comes into view once she rubs away her brimming tears, still wearing his tattered hero uniform, his arm casted and in a sling. He’s holding his injured arm, a small grimace on his tired, grubby face.

Guilt plunges into her gut like a dagger made of ice and she covers her mouth with her hands, the tears reappearing and turning him into a smear of green and beige.

“Shimakage?” he asks. “What—”

“I’m s-so sorry,” she squeaks. She sniffs hard and rubs at her face. “Midoriya, I…I just…” She moves past him and lets out a slightly strained, “Feel better soon!”

“H-Hey, wait!”

She keeps moving, stumbling blindly through the school hallways, realizing far too late that she isn’t going the right way to get out of the school. Getting more upset by the second, she goes to the nearest door, yanks it open, and throws herself inside.

There are no lights in the room and she barely takes a step before she kicks something plastic and hollow. She stops, gasping for breath, hands grabbing around. The space is small, judging by how her breaths don’t echo, and it smells of water and dust. She feels the handles of brooms and the long stringy tendrils of a mop head and decides that she found the janitor’s closet.

She sinks to the ground, letting her backpack slip off her shoulder, and she brings her knees to her chest. She tucks her face against them, a shudder rolling through her shoulders as she releases soft, whimpering cries.

She isn’t crying over Bakugo. It’s more like she’s crying over everything that Bakugo made her think about. She tries to comfort herself by listing off everything in her head that she is crying about, but that just makes it worse.

Thing number one, she sucks at teamwork and being a hero is all about teamwork.

Thing number two, she’s awkward, apparently so awkward that she can’t even get a genuine compliment across.

Thing number three, everyone else in her class seems a whole lot better at literally everything, whether that be strength, charisma, quirk ability, intelligence…

Her crying stops for a second as she realizes what exactly she’s upset about. She’s upset because nothing she has done has gone off without a hitch. She tries to be brave and talk to people and she just stumbles over her words and makes a fool of herself. She tries to be a team player and she ends up being a burden until she takes over everything. She tries to comfort a classmate and she makes him think that she’s pitying him.

She hugs herself tighter and tucks herself into a ball. She’ll just stay here until she feels better.

Chapter 15: Ingenium Drives a Prius

Summary:

Kemuri reminisces about her middle school days and how she met Tenya.

Chapter Text

She isn’t sure how long it’s been when the closet door opens, spilling light over the bottles of cleaner and mop buckets. Kemuri flinches and shields her eyes, letting out a weak, ragged cough as she tries to compose herself.

“Kemuri, there you are…”

She frowns. That isn’t a teacher’s voice. That isn’t even Shoji or Hagakure’s voice. She allows herself to imagine that she fell asleep and now she’s having some lovely dream, but then she uncurls her arms from her legs and the stiff aching of her joints brings her back to reality.

Iida shuffles into the closet and kneels down in front of her. His arm shifts, hesitates, then moves forward again as he rests his hand gently on her knee. She wipes her face hastily, dragging her sleeve under her nose.

“I…I’m sorry, I…” She shakes her head. “I’m sorry.”

His expression is soft, his angular eyebrows pulled together just enough to show his concern. He waits for a second before standing and switching on the light. Kemuri dissolves into another flurry of blinks even though the light of the grimy, singular lightbulb isn’t at all bright, and Iida shuts the door behind him before he settles down at her side.

“You shouldn’t be in here,” he says.

“I know, I…” She hugs herself again. “I…” She drags the heel of her palm against her eyes and he exhales, glancing up at the ceiling. “How…how’d you know I was gone?”

“I noticed Hagakure and Shoji looking for you, plus Midoriya mentioned that he saw you running off,” Iida admits, pausing to adjust his glasses. “I offered to look for you.”

“B-But…how’d you find me?” she asks, gesturing to the surroundings with an awkward hand wave. “Here, of…of all places…”

His lip lifts just a little as he looks at her. “This isn’t the first time you’ve hidden in a janitorial closet.”

Kemuri feels her entire face flush and she coughs. “U-Uh…”

He has a knowing glint his eye. “Year seven, remember?”

Of course, she remembers. She remembers every detail of the rather horrible day as if it were yesterday. It’s not something that she would just forget.

“First day of classes. There was a large group of first years—” he adds.

She knows this story and as he speaks, she replays it in her head. She was a skinny, awkward twelve-year-old and it was her first day at Somei Private Academy. She didn’t know anybody, nobody knew her, and she was already feeling the start of some major anxiety as she entered the building.

They were doing some sort of first-year orientation, which basically meant walking around the school and pointing out all the classrooms and high-tech computer labs and libraries and all that great stuff. Kemuri quickly got overwhelmed. The rowdy group of boys that liked pulling her braid and snapping the band of her new training bra didn’t help.

By the time lunch came around, Kemuri was nauseous, exhausted, and her scalp hurt from the yanking. Despite the tour, she was still lost. Every hallway looked the same. On the verge of tears, she ran to the nearest janitor’s closet and hid inside, hands pressed over her ears and tears rolling down her face. She just wanted to go home.

After a while, the closet opened and when she looked up, there was a scrawny kid with glasses that were too big and a uniform that was so pristine and new that it seemed fake.

“Oh,” he said. He adjusted his glasses, intensity burning on his pudgy little face. “You’re the kid everyone’s looking for.”

Kemuri remembers that she was shaking and her nose was running and her braid was loose and undone from all the tugging. “I’m sorry,” she whispered.

The kid walked in, turning on the light and shutting the door behind them. He knelt down in front of her, lips pouted and eyebrows furrowed. “Why are you hiding? And why are you crying? Did something happen?”

She nodded. “There…there were these boys tugging my braid a-and snapping my…my…” She shook her head, too embarrassed to say it. “I felt s-sick from all, from all the noise and, and…” She sniffles hard and buries her face in her hands. “I just wanted to h-hide…” Another round of sniffling. “I…I d-don’t want to get in t-trouble.”

The little boy frowned and stood straight up. “That’s ridiculous! You were being mistreated and disrespected,” he insisted. The legitimate anger in his tone surprised her. He reached down for her hand and it took a second before she noticed it. “Come on, I’ll take you to the office. I’ll stand up for you.”

“You…you w-will?” He nodded and she took his hand, letting him help her up. “Oh…okay…”

She was taller than him back then. He held her hand diligently and lead her through the halls, making sure that she didn’t trip, and he stayed with her when they got to the principal’s office, where they found that one of the homeroom teachers had already arrived. Kemuri did her best to explain herself, still a trembling, snot-nosed mess, and as much as she expected him to leave, he didn’t. He stayed by her side until everything was figured out.

“I’m just glad that someone found her,” the homeroom teacher said with a sigh. “Let’s get to class, alright?”

Kemuri nodded again and accepted another tissue from the secretary nearby. The teacher started out and Kemuri started to follow her. She stopped after a few steps and turned back around to the boy, trying her best to smile.

“Thank you,” she said.

He grinned and made a few chopping motions with his hand. “It’s a hero’s job to be there for those in need! I’m glad I could help you!”

So, he wanted to be a hero. Some might have cooed or commented on how cute that was, but the only thing Kemuri thought back then was, “He would make an amazing hero.”

“My name is Tenya Iida, by the way,” he added as she scurried towards the door.

“Kemuri Shimakage.”

She was smitten. After that, for the first couple days of school, Iida waved to her when they passed each other in the halls or during lunch. After a while, he got new friends from his class and she faded into the background. She didn’t catch his eye anymore. He got taller and more muscular, his voice dropped an octave, and while he wasn’t the most popular guy in the school, Kemuri felt that, compared to her, he was. He was just as unattainable.

“I remember,” Kemuri whispers. She tucks her hair behind her ear and adds, “I don’t know why you do, though…”

“I have an impeccable memory,” he says, tapping the rim of his glasses. “Besides, you were the highlight of my first day. My big brother was really proud of me.”

Just as she thinks that she’s stopped blushing, she starts up again. “Oh…heh…”

They linger in silence for a few seconds. He shifts and clears his throat, his shoulder brushing hers, and she fiddles with the end of her braid.

“If I may, and you don’t have to answer,” he says after a while. “Are you upset because of what Bakugo said?”

Kemuri purses her lips, then shrugs. “No…I…” She sighs. “I guess…I feel like a bit of a screw-up, like…like nothing that I try to do ends up perfect. I want to be perfect.”

He lets out a small hum. “Well, then you’re setting yourself up for failure. No one is perfect,” he says. She opens her mouth, but he adds, “You had a bit of a rough day, but you’re trying your best and you have a goal in mind. That is as perfect as one can hope to be.”

“I’m just worried that I’m not good enough to reach that goal.”

“You were good enough to make it into U.A,” he says, making her chest puff up a little. “So, with time and practice, you and I and all of us will learn to be better. That’s why we’re here.”

His words combined with the proud look on his face makes her heart pound faster, but in a good way. She looks at her lap, fiddling with her hair again as she whispers, “Yeah, you’re…you’re right.”

He nods and angles himself forwards again, shoulders back against the wall. Nothing is said between them for a few seconds, then he sits up and adjusts his tie.

“Do you have a ride home?” he asks.

The word “home” triggers something in her and she sits up, eyes wide. She scrambles for her backpack, unzipping it in a haste. “Crap, I…I totally missed my train,” she mumbles. “My parents are going to freak and—” Another gasp as her hand freezes around her phone. “I…I ditched Shoji and Hagakure. I am a terrible friend and—”

“Kemuri,” Iida says, resting his hands on her shoulders and giving them a firm squeeze. “Relax.”

When did he start referring to her with her first name? He never has before. Does he know that she likes being called by her first name? She can’t imagine that he took the time to notice something (or anything) about her.

She takes a long breath in, then exhales. “Right…”

“My brother is actually picking me up today,” he says. “We can give you a ride home.”

“Don’t you just…run home?”

“Sometimes. Not today.”

She hesitates before nodding. “Okay, sure. I’d…like that.”

He stands and extends his hand to her. She takes it, he pulls her to her feet, and they leave the closet together.

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Outside, Iida and Kemuri make themselves busy with their own tasks. Kemuri texts both her parents about the change in plans. Iida calls his brother. Within ten minutes of waiting, a shiny blue Prius pulls up in front of the school and a young man leans out the window and dons a charming smile. There’s no doubt that he’s related to Tenya; they have the same hair, the same eyes, the same face shape. They're both handsome enough to make Kemuri nervous.

“Hey, Tenya! About time you called,” he says.

“Hello, Tensei!” Iida replies, already moving to the car and opening the door. Just the sight of his brother has made him perk up, a smile staying on his face as he turns back to Kemuri and ushers her in. “Are you coming?”

“I’m a very safe driver,” Tensei says with a tiny smirk, “so if that’s what you’re worried about…”

Kemuri has to remind herself to shut her mouth, doing a hasty bow in an attempt to recover from her staring. It’s one thing for Tenya to mention that his big brother is Ingenium, it’s another thing to actually be standing in front of Ingenium and getting into his very shiny Prius.

“No! Not at all! I trust you,” she insists.

She hurries over to Tenya, who extends his hand and motions for her backpack, and she hands it over before she ducks into the backseat. She watches as Tenya closes the door behind her and walks to the trunk, putting both their backpacks inside.

Kemuri clears her throat. “Thank you for the ride, Mr. Iida,” she says.

“I was in the neighbourhood,” he replies with a slight hand wave. “And please, just call me Tensei.”

She almost chokes. Is…is she on a first name basis with Ingenium? She thinks she might faint.

The left side door opens and Tenya climbs in the empty seat beside her. He buckles up and Kemuri, still a little starstruck, clambers to follow his lead. With both of them secure, Tensei shifts the car and starts off down the road.

“So, little brother, are you going to introduce me to your friend?” Tensei asks, glancing at them in the rearview mirror.

Tenya’s posture gets impossibly straighter. “Of course! This is Kemuri Shimakage. She’s the one who went to Somei with me,” he says, gesturing to her.

“Shimakage?” Tensei repeats. “Are you Kazue’s daughter?”

Kemuri nods. “Uh, yes…sir.”

“I was working with her today for a bit. Cleaning up a burglary,” Tensei says. “Lovely woman. I knew she had a daughter but I had no idea that…” He shakes his head and a chuckle makes his shoulders bounce. “It’s great to meet you.”

“Uh, you…you too,” Kemuri stammers.

They drive in silence for a little bit before Tensei clears his throat. “So, how are you enjoying U.A, Kemuri? Is Shota still as gloomy as ever? I’m really curious about his teaching methods, although Tenya told me a little bit about it the other day.”

There’s teasing in his voice that confuses Kemuri. It takes her a second before she remembers that Shota is Aizawa Sensei’s first name. She glances at Tenya, who looks expectant, and she swallows as she looks back at Tensei’s seat.

“It’s…intense,” she admits. “Being around all these pro heroes is really cool though, and…and our classmates are pretty nice. Aizawa Sensei is a little intimidating but I think I can learn a lot from him.”

“He’s just a character,” Tensei says with a laugh. “Some things never change.” Kemuri again looks at Tenya for answers, but he’s looking out the window at a passing restaurant. Tensei adds, “But, I’m glad to hear that you’re liking it! I had a lot of fun there.”

Kemuri likes talking to Tensei. He is simultaneously very brotherly and fatherly at the same time and the atmosphere he creates is soothing. She doesn’t feel like she’s suffocating and she doesn’t feel the insatiable need to get out of the car and run far, far away.

“So…uh,” she asks, “you know Mr. Aizawa?”

“They went to U.A together,” Tenya pipes up. “Same class and everything! Present Mic too.”

“Seriously?” Kemuri gawks. Tensei nods, smiling, and she adds, “You’re all the same age?”

“I know, I’m old,” Tensei says with another chuckle. He stops at a red light and takes the chance to look over his shoulder at the two of them. “I started U.A something like…” He thinks for a second before saying, “Something like four or five years after your mom graduated?”

“She completed her third year when you were finishing elementary school,” Tenya says. He grins and leans closer to Kemuri. “And I was born when Tensei was our age.”

“I may…have brought pictures and showed my entire class,” Tensei says, rubbing the back of his neck. “Not going to lie, I was a bit mushy. And maybe a little teary.” He makes a motion with his fingertips, squinting his eyes as he does so.

Kemuri stares at Tenya, inklings of a giggle making their way onto her lips. “So…Aizawa and Present Mic have seen baby pictures of you?” she asks. Tenya’s cheeks turn pink. “Aw…”

“I…don’t give much thought to it. It feels wrong to view my teachers as anything less than my teachers,” Tenya admits. He stiffens and thumps his chest. “Even if they were my brother’s peers.”

“Nothing wrong with that, Tenya,” Tensei says. He makes a small noise, like an “oo”, and passes his phone back to Tenya. “Shimakage—”

“P-Please, Kemuri is fine!” she blurts.

He smiles. “Okay, Kemuri, do you mind punching in your address? I know it’s in Hosu, but...”

“Oh, yeah, s-sure thing!”

Kemuri enjoys the rest of the ride so much that she feels like she may be overreacting. Tensei talks a little about hero work, shares some funny stories, and at one point he turns on the radio and starts singing along. He’s kind of bad, but Tenya’s laughter more than makes up for it.

By the time they pull up the long, wooded trail leading to Kemuri’s home, she’s a little breathless from laughter and unable to stop smiling. The wheels crunch against the gravel and the engine purrs to a stop as Tensei shifts into park. He exhales, hiking one elbow on the edge of the seat and looking back at Kemuri with another grin.

“Shimakage Estate,” he announces. “Please exit on your right.”

Kemuri reaches for the handle. “Thanks again. It means a lot.”

“Anytime. Or…” He grimaces, sheepish. “Not. I don’t get the luxury of doing this all the time, but seriously, you need help? Call me.”

“I appreciate it,” Kemuri says.

She gets out of the car just as Tenya appears, already holding her backpack. She thanks him as she slings it over her shoulder, starting towards her house. Then, she gasps and whirls back around, hurrying back to the car just as Tenya starts to close the trunk.

“H-Hey, Tensei,” she says, knocking on the passenger window. He rolls it down and she bites her lip. “Could…could I get an autograph?”

He laughs, eyes crinkling at the edges. “I’ll do you one better! You’ve got a phone?”

“Yeah, I…I do,” she says as he unbuckles and gets out of the car.

He joins Tenya at the trunk and reaches in. He pulls out his helmet and slips it over his head, giving it a wiggle or two to make sure it’s in place. Kemuri blinks a few times as he holds his hand out.

“We’re doing a selfie,” he says. “Get over here.”

She nods and joins him, handing over her phone. He slings his arm over her shoulder and flashes a peace sign that Kemuri imitates as she smiles at the camera. He takes the shot, then motions Tenya over as he removes his helmet and tosses it into the trunk.

“One for Instagram, one for personal,” Tensei says, repositioning himself.

Tenya takes her other side, the brothers looping their arms behind her and donning identical grins. Kemuri smiles so hard that her eyes close, her cheeks rosy.

“Boom, Ingenium selfie,” Tensei says, handing her phone back.

Kemuri brings it to her chest, nearly bouncing in place. “Thank you so much!” She already imagines showing Hagakure and Shoji and Ojiro and—

“No problem.”

He shuts the trunk and gets back into his car. Kemuri readjusts her backpack, meeting Tenya’s gaze as she turns around. He puts his hands in his pockets, a small frown appearing on his face.

“Before I forget,” he says.

He pulls something from his pocket and she squints at it for a second as his fingers unfurl. Her rose hair clip sits in his palm and her hand flies to her hair, empty and plain.

“When did…” she starts.

“It was laying in the hallway near the closet,” Tenya says. His glasses slip down his nose and he pushes them back up. “I thought you would want it back.”

“Yes! Thank you, I…” She takes it back, reaching up and clipping it back into her hair. She takes a deep breath. “So…I’ll see you at school?”

“Of course,” he says. “Have a good rest of the day, alright?”

“Yeah.”

He gets back into the car, the passenger side this time, and Kemuri watches as the Prius turns around and drives back down the road, giving one last wave to the Iida brothers as they pass her. She hears the music start up again and she lets out a breath, turning and wandering back to the house feeling lighter than air.

When she gets inside, her mom and dad are sitting in the living room, drinking tea. Cayden looks up from his magazine and Kazue sets her cup down.

“Hey, Kemmy,” Cayden says. “How was school?”

I almost had the worst day ever, she thinks. I almost spent the majority of the day thinking that I’m a loser with no hope of reaching my dreams.

“I just had the best day ever,” she breathes. Kazue smiles a little and she kicks off her shoes. “I’m gonna put my bag away, change, then come back and tell you everything, okay?”

“Okay,” her parents call.

She practically dances to her room, flopping onto her bed and opening her phone up to look at the picture of her, Tensei, and Tenya. As she stares at it, she comes up with another thing that she wants more than anything.

She wants to always feel as happy as she is right now.

Chapter 16: My Mom Did NOT Date Best Jeanist!

Chapter Text

“Kemuri! KEMURIIII!”

Hagakure is far too loud for the early morning, but Kemuri isn’t about to tell her to quiet down. Instead, she offers a smile at the bouncing uniform of her friend as they walk down the sidewalk.

“What is this?” Hagakure demands, aiming her phone at Kemuri’s face. On the screen is her selfie with Ingenium, posted to Instagram. “Tell me what this is!”

“It’s Ingenium and me,” Kemuri answers.

“You met Ingenium!” Hagakure repeats, stifling a squeal as she yanks her phone back. “You totally disappear yesterday and then I find out through social media, of all things, that you were chilling with mother-freaking Ingenium?!”

Kemuri blinks. “…yes?”

“I’m so jealous of you right now,” Hagakure sighs. “How did you even…?” Her phone screen scrolls, pushed by invisible fingertips. “Ugh, girl, do you just attract cool things?”

“It’s really not luck or anything,” Kemuri says, starting to feel flustered again as she waves her hands about. “Iida…offered me a ride home. I was having a breakdown and he was really sweet. Ingenium’s his big brother and he happened to be doing the driving so…”

Hagakure has no visible eyes and yet Kemuri still feels dwarfed by her stare. “Iida…” she repeats. “That reminds me, you avoided the topic yesterday when you were giving him googly eyes—”

Kemuri gasps. “I was not!”

“Was too!”

“Was not.”

“Was too!”

“Okay, fine,” she buckles. “I was smiling because the rest of the class reacts to him in a funny way and I…I went to middle school with him so I’m used to it.” Hagakure giggles and Kemuri adds, “And that’s it.”

“Suuureeee,” she hums. She gasps. “Okay, real talk, is Ingenium as muscly and tall in person as he is on TV?”

Kemuri turns red. “I…I guess? He’s attractive, b-but he’s like twice our age and our classmate’s brother and that feels very strange—”

“Ooh, you’re totally—” She stops in her tracks, her words frozen at the edge of her lips. “Woah…”

“Woah” is right, but Kemuri is too stunned to make any noise of agreement. Gathered in front of the U.A gates is what seems like every newscaster in the entirety of Japan, clambering and shouting for answers, begging for an interview. Kemuri also stops, her stomach twisting as she stares at it all.

“Shoji!” Hagakure calls. She waves her sleeve around. “Over here!”

Kemuri turns around just as Shoji crosses the street and joins them, eyes narrowed a little as he too observes the reporters. A wave of relief washes over her and she steps a little closer to him. She has a feeling that those six muscly arms are going to be super helpful in trying to get through the crowd.

“This is crazy,” Hagakure whines. She laughs a little. “But…hey, publicity can’t be bad, right? Maybe it’ll be really cool!”

Shoji sighs and shakes his head a few times, but keeps his comments to himself. Kemuri tightens her backpack straps and brings her stick closer to her side, idly wondering whether she could use it to push people aside if the need be.

“Ready?” Shoji asks as they start walking, getting nearer to the hoard.

“Ugh,” both girls mumble in response. Kemuri retracts her stick and slips it into her backpack.

Within seconds of reaching the fray, there are people literally shoving each other to get to them.

“Hello, HNA News, are any of you All Might’s students?” a woman asks, shoving a microphone towards Kemuri’s mouth, then sweeping it towards Hagakure and Shoji like a metal detector. “What is he like as a teacher?”

“He’s super cool,” Hagakure says. “Uh…yeah! He’s a real good guy!”

“Excuse us, we have to get to class,” Shoji says, spreading three of his arms to surround Hagakure and Kemuri as he starts to wade past reporters.

“Don’t leave yet! Can you tell us anything else? Could you possibly go and get All Might for an interview?”

“U-Uh, we really can’t do that, sorry,” Kemuri apologizes. “All Might’s a busy guy, so…”

The NHA woman gasps and shoves closer. “Wait, aren’t you Sergeant Kazue Shimakage’s daughter?” Kemuri stammers out something like a yes, but the woman is already talking a mile a minute. “Did she really date Best Jeanist while they were in high school? Is it true that she was given a hero license after she won the U.A Sports Festival in her third year, even though she was a General Studies student?”

“I…I…”

“Move along,” Shoji repeats.

“Can you tell me anything about your grandfather, Keiji Shimakage?” the woman cries after them as they squeeze by. “What business partners is he looking into? Any hero partnerships? Is it true that he’s opening training facilities for prospective heroes across the country? Please, tell me anything!”

Shoji puts himself between Kemuri and the reporter, shielding her from view and ushering them along. Kemuri shrinks closer to his chest. “Thanks, Shoji,” she murmurs.

“Anytime.”

“Your mom dated Best Jeanist?” Hagakure whispers, shock lacing her tone.

Kemuri shuts her eyes, following Shoji’s guide. “No, he was just a year behind her in school. They talked sometimes, maybe enough to be considered friends.”

“I didn’t know your mom was famous. And what was that about your grandfather?”

Another sigh. “There…is a lot you don’t know about me.”

Only once they’re inside do they find any kind of peace. Shoji retracts his arms, giving his head a shake so that his hair shifts out of his eyes.

“Animals,” he mumbles.

“Mmhm,” Kemuri agrees.

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In class, things are considerably calmer. Aizawa holds a stack of papers and if Kemuri were to guess, she would say that they’re their grades for the past few hero training exercises.

“Decent work on yesterday's combat training, you guys,” Aizawa says, glancing down at the first sheet on the stack. “I saw the video feeds and went over each of your team’s results. Bakugo—” Bakugo straightens up, teeth gritted, and Aizawa continues, “You’re talented, so don’t sulk like a child about your loss, okay?”

Kemuri braces herself for some rude comment, but Bakugo just huffs and mutters out a, “Yeah, whatever.”

“And Midoriya,” Aizawa adds, making the boy squeak and clamp his arms close to his sides. “I see the only way you won the match was by messing up your arm again. Work harder, and don’t give me the excuse that you don’t have control of your quirk. That line’s already getting old.” Midoriya bows his head. “You can’t keep breaking your body while training here, but your quirk will be really useful if you can get a handle on it. So, show a little urgency, huh?”

“Y-Yes, sir!” Midoriya says with a short nod.

Aizawa goes through every student, team by team, giving them something they need to work on or a compliment on what went well, but could have gone better. Some of them don’t require much talking, some require more.

“Uraraka, work on finding solutions that are less reckless. Property damage is a big deal and the insurance companies are less than forgiving in certain situations.”

“Iida, good thinking getting rid of everything in the room, but you should tone down the monologuing. I’m assuming you were just getting into character, but just in case, work on it. Most villains won’t give you a chance to talk.”

“Second round, there isn’t much to say, but…” Aizawa lifts his dead-eyed look to the back of the class. “Todoroki, while you were effective, keep in mind that most buildings will be filled with civilians or there could be hostages. Target your quirk at villains in a way that won’t endanger teammates or innocents. For the other three, you did your best in the situation. You will get more chances.” He shuffles the papers as Todoroki nods. “Third round—”

Kemuri feels her breath catch.

“Not bad for a first try. Kirishima, Sero, don’t slack off. Spend less time chatting and stay alert.” Both boys nod. “Nishimura…”

There’s an audible grunt from the back of the room and Kemuri imagines him slumping down in his seat, arms crossed over his chest, lips pouted. Aizawa lets out a small breath, shutting his eyes for a second.

“Your dedication to the scenario within the exercise is admirable,” he starts. Nishimura perks up. “But,” Aizawa continues, eyes narrowing, “that dedication is useless if you’re going to act like your teammates are incapable of helping you. Trusting others is crucial.”

“But—” Nishimura starts.

“Don’t give me excuses,” Aizawa interrupts. “Whoever taught you not to trust anyone but yourself is flawed. You can’t be a hero without it, so unless you’re willing to challenge your beliefs, consider leaving this course.”

There are a few low whistles around the room and Nishimura whispers out a, “Yes, sir.”

Undeterred, Aizawa continues, “Hero team. Tokoyami, taking on the challenge of fighting Nishimura in order to let your teammates find the weapon was a fine plan, but keep in mind that you outnumbered Nishimura three to one. In a scenario with a time limit, efficiency is important, and capturing the villains was another option for winning.” As soon as Tokoyami nods, Aizawa says, “Asui, your plan to sneak in alone was flawed. You left Shimakage on lookout, not taking into account that she could not see you, thereby inhibiting her from helping you to her full ability.”

Kemuri is only faintly aware that she’s probably gaping at her teacher. She thought that Yaoyorozu’s analysis was in depth, but Aizawa notices things that no one even mentioned. When she gives it another second, she realizes that that’s probably why he makes such a good teacher.

“However, Shimakage,” Aizawa says, making her snap her mouth shut and sit up straighter. “Don’t be ashamed to mention any difficulties you have. Your teammates are there to support you and, I will stress this again, that involves trust. Likewise, don’t forget to mention the strengths that you have. This will be critical in the field when you meet up with other heroes who may not know your fighting style. That goes for all of you.”

The entire class seems to straighten up. Kemuri can hear the scratching of pencils on paper and Midoriya mumbling faintly to himself. She nods.

Aizawa observes the paper for a moment before adding, “Also, you froze up when the situation got difficult. Hero-ing is a high-stress job, so take the time to teach yourself how to remain calm and keep the overthinking at bay. It will help you be more competent.”

She nods again. “Yes, sir.”

Aizawa finishes up with the rest of the class swiftly. With that done, he sets the papers aside and brushes his hair from his eyes. His tone shifts to something calmer.

“Let’s get down to business,” he says. “Our first task will decide your future.”

Kemuri feels her chest tighten and she crosses her fingers on one hand, pressing it against her leg as she takes a breath. Please, she begs internally, not another quirk test.

“You all need to choose a class representative,” Aizawa says.

Kemuri frowns a little even as relief loosens her chest back up. That’s such a normal thing! Why did he have to make it sound like it was the single most important thing that they will ever do?

Then again, it is pretty important. Kemuri remembers her mom mentioning that, at U.A, the class representative does more than just a bunch of extra work. It’s a way to get noticed by hero agencies and prove you can lead a team like real pros do. It seems the others know this too because within seconds the entire class has exploded into a cacophony of noise, getting up from their desks in the process.

“Pick me, guys! I wanna be class rep!

“I’ll take it!”

“Yeah, you’re gonna need me.”

“Someone with style would be best—”

“I’M TOTALLY THE RIGHT PICK!”

“Me, me, me, me, me! Being rep would get me some ladies!”

“I’M GONNA BE THE FUCKIN’ REP AND ALL OF YOU BETTER AGREE!”

Kemuri covers her ears and hunches over in her desk. Being rep is cool and all, but she already knows that she is the least qualified for the job. She can’t even effectively work within a team, much less lead one.

“SILENCE, EVERYONE, PLEASE!” Iida’s voice cuts through the noise, making Kemuri sit up as every voice goes silent. Iida stands at his desk, hands braced against the top. “The class representative’s duty is to lead others. That’s not something just anyone can do. You must first have the trust of every student in the classroom.”

“Well, count me out,” Nishimura mutters, earning a few snickers from the people around him.

“Unnecessary comment, Nishimura, but anyway,” Iida says, holding up his hand. “Therefore, the most logical way to fill this position is democratically. We will hold an election to choose our leader.”

His cool demeanour fades as his lifted arm starts to tremble, mouth wobbling. Kemuri covers her mouth, hiding her smile, while the others stare at him in varying degrees of shock or indifference.

“It’s pretty obvious that you want us to vote for you,” quite a few people say at once.

“Is this really the best idea?” Kaminari asks.

“We’ve only known each other a few days,” Tsuyu adds. “How do we know who we can trust?”

Kirishima sighs and leans back in his chair. “Besides, everyone will just vote for themselves.”

“Most people will,” Iida agrees, “but that means that whoever does get multiple votes must truly be the most suitable for the job. Is that correct, sir?”

He turns to Aizawa, who’s already zipping himself into his giant yellow sleeping bag. “Do whatever you want,” Aizawa says. “Just decide before my nap’s over.” He flops over and within seconds, Kemuri can hear him snoring.

“Thank you for your trust!” Iida says with an arm chop salute. He zooms to the front of the class. “Alright, first, everyone get a pen! We will also need slips of paper! Who will volunteer some notebook paper?”

“I’ve got some,” Shoji says. He rips a few pages out of his notebook and walks to the front of the class, handing it off to Iida before going back to his desk.

“Thank you, Shoji! Now,” he continues, starting to rip the paper in strips. “When you get your ballot, write the name of the person you are voting for! Shimakage!”

Kemuri jumps so hard that she nearly knocks her knees on the bottom of her desk, pointing to herself. “M-Me?”

“Would you mind helping me?” He holds out the stack of paper strips.

“O-Oh! Yeah, okay.”

Kemuri stands and hurries over to him, taking the strips and turning back around. She moves up and down the aisles, putting a ballot in front of each student, while Iida starts writing everyone’s names on the board underneath the words “Election Results”.

When Kemuri returns to the front of the room, Iida puts the chalk down and whirls around. “Perfect! Everyone write your choice and…” He reaches under the podium and produces a small, white box. “When everyone is done, Shimakage will collect the results and we will tally them!”

He sets it down on the podium and returns to his seat. Kemuri follows his lead, returning to her desk and picking up her pen. It doesn’t take her long to make a decision. She writes down her choice, folds the paper in half, and stands up, moving to the box and slipping the paper inside.

Iida also finishes swiftly, doing the exact same thing as Kemuri before waiting patiently at the front of the room. People start to put their pens down and, with a slight nudge from Iida, Kemuri goes back around the room. She holds out the box as she moves down the aisle, pausing to let people on both sides put their votes in.

With everything collected, she gives the box a few shakes. She looks around at everyone, every expectant gaze on her, and she slowly turns to Iida.

“Should…should I count?” she asks, just above a whisper.

“Yes, and I will tally the votes on the board!” Iida says, reaching down for the chalk again.

Kemuri avoids Aizawa’s sleeping bag and opens the box, giving it another shake before reaching in and reading the first ballot. With every name she reads, Iida puts a mark next to their name.

When all is said and done, Midoriya has three votes, Yaoyorozu has two, and everyone else has one. Kemuri looks over the list, realizing that aside from her, Todoroki and Uraraka are the only ones without any votes.

“H-How did I get three votes?!” Midoriya asks, his voice cracking a little at the end.

Bakugo stands up in his seat. “Alright, you idiots, who voted for him?!”

“What, did you honestly think that anyone was going to vote for you?” Sero asks.

“What did you say?! You wanna go?! HUH? Don’t tell me you voted for that little turd!”

Uraraka becomes very interested in the classroom wall and a few of the others start trying to calm Bakugo down before he does something drastic. Kemuri counts herself lucky that Bakugo is too enraged to do the process of elimination that would give him the answers he wants. Kemuri, Uraraka, and Todoroki are the only ones without a vote. Most of the others have one, meaning they voted for themselves. Kemuri knows who she voted for, but he also only has one vote, meaning that he voted for someone else.

That leaves Uraraka and Todoroki, and if Kemuri were to guess, she would say that Uraraka probably voted for Midoriya. Yaoyorozu and Midoriya most likely voted for themselves. That just leaves the question of who voted for Yaoyorozu and who the third Midoriya vote belongs to. It’s Todoroki on one and Iida on the other.

With that thought, Kemuri tears her gaze away from the board to look at Iida, who has an expression of confusion on his face as he stares at the results. His shoulders are tense and quivering a little, but he doesn’t say anything.

“Iida?” Kemuri whispers.

“I…” He squints a little. “It’s…it’s nothing.”

He turns and goes back to his seat. Kemuri doesn’t move for a second, still holding the ballot box, and there’s a yawn from her feet as Aizawa sits up.

“Okay, nap’s over,” he mumbles. “Shimakage, go back to your seat.”

“Sorry, sir!”

She scrambles back to her desk as Aizawa stands up, still cocooned in the sleeping bag—truly, a feat of skill. He glances at the board, then sighs. “Midoriya, Yaoyorozu, get up here.” Both hurry to obey, Midoriya looking like an anxious mess and Yaoyorozu with her regular, cool head. Aizawa continues, “Class rep is Midoriya, and your deputy is Yaoyorozu.”

“U-Uh, you mean it’s not a mistake?” Midoriya squeaks. “M-Maybe…m-maybe Shimakage read the votes wrong?” Kemuri blinks, face falling, and he turns red as he starts to shake his head and his hands rapidly. “N-Not like that though! B-Because miscounting can happen to anyone! U-Uh…”

“Oof,” Ojiro whispers, making Kemuri’s lip twitch upwards for a second.

Yaoyorozu bows her head. “How did this happen?” she asks no one in particular.

“This might not be so bad,” Tsuyu says.

“Yeah, I could get behind Midoriya, I guess,” Kirishima agrees.

Kaminari flashes a thumbs up. “And Yaoyorozu was totally on top of it when it came to our training results!”

Kemuri glances back at Iida again. He’s still stiff, arms framing his desk, sweat beading on his forehead. She looks away before it gets obvious, stomach churning.

Chapter 17: You've Got My Vote, Iida!

Summary:

Kemuri enjoys lunch with her friends, begs Hagakure to shut up, and nearly dies via stampede. All in all, a very eventful afternoon.

Chapter Text

When the morning classes wrap up, it’s time for lunch. Kemuri finds her group and they head for the cafeteria, stomachs growling.

“I’m so hungry,” Hagakure moans, rubbing her stomach. She inhales deeply. “Lunch Rush always makes everything smell so good.”

“The starving masses require nourishment,” Tokoyami says with a stiff nod.

Ojiro laughs a little as he scratches his chin. “That sounds kind of dark, man.” Tokoyami stares at him, blank-faced, and Ojiro adds, “But…you are a bit dark, so…”

“I don’t live in darkness. Darkness lives in me.”

“Ooh, this is a new side of you, Tokoyami!” Hagakure chirps. “It’s edgy, but cool! And a tiny bit scary!”

Kemuri can’t help but laugh to herself. They enter the cafeteria and crowd into the growing lunch line, staring up at the menu with eager eyes. Kemuri can feel her mouth watering and after a few seconds, she has to physically swallow.

“I love this place,” Shoji murmurs.

“Same,” comes a response from the other four.

They get their food and hurry to find a spot that fits all of them, the cafeteria getting fuller with every second. They eventually snag a table, Kemuri and Shoji settling down on one side while Tokoyami, Ojiro, and Hagakure take the other. They set their trays down and dig in.

Kemuri lets out a long sigh as she lifts her first bite of nikujaga into her mouth. She closes her eyes and makes a few happy noises as she chews. Her friends are no different, focusing on eating for a few minutes before starting any conversation.

“Wait, did both of you get squid ink pasta?” Hagakure asks, eyeing Shoji and Tokoyami’s platters.

“I like the colour,” Tokoyami says, lifting the bowl of jet black noodles to his beak. “And the flavour.”

Shoji nods. “It’s my favourite,” he says as one of his tentacle mouths munches on a piece of takoyaki.

Kemuri clicks her chopsticks absentmindedly. “Sounds like cannibalism, Shoji,” she whispers. There’s silence for a moment and Kemuri looks up. Her cheeks flush. “B…Because…you’re k-kinda like an octopus…” she mumbles lamely. “Bad joke, okay, never mind.”

Shoji’s shoulders shake as he lets out a low, rumbling laugh. “I like it.”

“Oh, thank goodness,” Kemuri breaths, resting a hand on her chest. Gently teasing people is not one of her strong points.

Light conversation continues between bites of food and offering each other pieces of each other’s meals, and Kemuri pays attention for long enough to trade some of her dango for one of Ojiro’s gyoza. She nibbles at it as her attention drifts to a nearby table, where Iida is sitting with Midoriya and Uraraka.

“Guys, I’m kinda worried about the class rep thing. I don’t think I’m qualified,” Midoriya admits.

“Sure you are,” Uraraka says around a mouthful of rice.

“You’ll be great,” Iida adds. “Your courage and quick-thinking under stress will make you a worthy leader. Not to mention the strength you’ve demonstrated. That’s some of the reasons I voted for you, at least.”

“You were one of the three?” Midoriya asks. “B-But…you had a vote. I thought for sure that you voted for yourself…”

Kemuri’s breath catches and she finds herself leaning a little closer to their table. In the background, she hears Hagakure ask Tokoyami if he’s ever tried dipping apples in caramel.

“Well, yes,” Iida says. Kemuri can’t see him, but his tone makes her think that he has that confused look on his face again. “It wasn’t mine, though.”

Uraraka giggles. “Oo, that means someone voted for you. Any idea who it could be?”

“I…have theories.”

“Kemuri?”

Kemuri whips her head around, nearly choking on her milk in the process. Shoji catches her milk carton before it tips out of her fingers, setting it back on her tray. Ojiro, Hagakure, and Tokoyami aren’t paying attention, too focused on cutting an apple into slices while Hagakure readies a cup of caramel sauce.

“What? Huh?” Kemuri asks.

Shoji lowers his voice. “Your heart is racing,” he says. He glances past her at the other table and his arm shifts. Kemuri looks down to see that he’s grown an ear on the end. “Also…I couldn’t help but overhear.”

“Oh,” Kemuri says. She clears her throat. “U-Uh, I…I heard a little too. Midoriya seems nervous.”

Shoji keeps looking at her. “He does,” he agrees. When she doesn’t say anything else, he adds, “You didn’t get any votes. That means you voted for someone else. Was it Iida?”

Hagakure must also have impeccable hearing, because her entire body turns towards Kemuri, shoulders snapping as if her head moved with it. “You voted for Iida?” she asks.

“W-What? No! I…” Kemuri casts a harried glance at the other table before hunching forward, putting her finger over her lips. “Don’t talk so loud.”

“You totally did,” Hagakure accuses. She turns to Ojiro and Tokoyami, pointing her sleeve towards Kemuri. “She went to middle school with Iida and I think that she’s—”

“Hagakure, I am begging you—” Kemuri pleads.

She huffs. “Fine…but you did vote for him. Don’t deny it.”

Kemuri groans and sinks down on the bench until just her head is visible above the table. “Okay…I did…” She waves her hand about. “But it’s not a big deal. I just know he really wanted the job and I think he’s suited for it, that’s all. Nothing more than that.”

Ojiro shrugs. “If you think so,” he says. “He seems a little tightly-wound to me, but you probably know him better than I do.”

“I agree,” Tokoyami says. He bites into a slice of apple with caramel, chewing for a second before turning to Hagakure. “This is delicious.”

“I told you!” she squeals. “Caramel makes everything better!”

Shoji is still looking at Kemuri. His tentacle mouth finally stops eating to grin at her. “Your heart is still racing.”

She covers her ever-reddening face. “Leave me aloneeee…” she whines, batting her hands at him and making him chuckle.

Before he can say anything else, a siren pierces the lunchtime din. Kemuri sits up, searching around in confusion alongside everyone else.

“Warning! Level three security breach! Please evacuate the building in an orderly fashion,” a woman’s voice announces over the PA system. “Warning—”

“Level three?” one of the third years at the table next to Kemuri’s group says. “That means that someone got past the gate!”

“Orderly” means nothing to anyone. Panic sets in and within seconds, chairs are getting shoved away and trays are being abandoned as everyone heads for the hallway in a screaming, running mess. Kemuri tries her best to keep up and stick with her friends, but they reach the door and the crush of scared students yanks her away.

She can’t even get a word out, even as she hears Hagakure shout after her. The sheer number of students feels like an ocean, yanking Kemuri beneath the waves, tossing and turning her until she feels like she can’t breathe.

Kemuri doesn’t think of herself as short. She’s the second tallest girl in the class at five feet, three inches, but right now she really feels like she is indeed height-challenged. Everyone around her at the moment, from what she can tell by the feeling of their bodies crushing her, are boys. She can see nothing but blurs of grey and green, feel elbows jabbing, hands shoving. A sharp pain spirals through the side of her head, right near her eyebrow, and she lets out a tiny shriek of pain.

This is it, she thinks. This is how I will be remembered. She imagines the headlines: “Girl Crushed to Death in Freak Evacuation Accident”.

She tries to fight back, heart pounding in her ears, panic rising, when two strong hands grab her shoulders and yank her out of the crowd. For a second, she shuts her eyes in preparation for what comes next, but all she feels are four more arms surrounding her, holding her tight.

She gasps and her eyes snap open. “S-Shoji?”

“Are you alright?” his voice rumbles, vibrating in his chest.

“I…I think so,” she stammers. She tucks her face against his shoulder, starting to shake as she grips the lapels of his uniform. “T-Thank you.”

He nods, letting out a small grunt as the crowd shoves against him. “I’m glad I found you,” he says. He looks down at her and his eyes widen. “Kemuri, your face…”

“What? What is it?” she asks.

“Someone must’ve hit you,” he says, expression dark. “You’ve got a bruise.”

“O-Oh…”

He starts to say something, but his attention switches as the rumble of an engine sounds nearby. Kemuri turns her head in its direction just as Iida hits the wall above the exit sign, posed like an Ancient Egyptian painting.

“LISTEN UP! EVERYTHING IS OKAY!” he shouts. There’s a gasp from the crowd, but they stop shoving each other. “IT’S JUST THE MEDIA OUTSIDE! THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT! EVERYTHING IS FINE!”

Somehow, despite everything, Kemuri finds herself smiling. Around her and Shoji, people start whispering to each other or gaping in shock at Iida.

“We are U.A students!” Iida continues, gritting his teeth as his legs tremble. “We need to remain calm and prove that we are the best of the best!”

Around them, people exhale in relief and try to give more space to each other. A girl near the window shouts, “Hey, look! The police are here!”

Kemuri’s first thought is of her mother, who is no doubt outside in one of those cars. Her second thought is of the strawberry Kit Kat bar that got left behind in the cafeteria.

“Do you want me to put you down?” Shoji asks.

Kemuri shakes her head. “Not…not quite yet.” She isn’t sure she’ll be able to make her legs work.

Chapter 18: Hagakure, the Queen of Stealth

Summary:

Class officers are chosen and things get steamy.

Chapter Text

“Oh, dear,” Recovery Girl says, clicking her tongue as she examines Kemuri’s face. “That’s a real shiner, right there. Don’t worry, I’ll get you fixed up and you can get right back to class.”

Kemuri bows her head a little. “I’m so sorry for bothering you, Recovery Girl Sensei.”

“Are you kidding? This is nothing, dearie,” Recovery Girl says. “Besides, I’m here to help. Don’t feel sorry about that.”

“Okay…sorry,” Kemuri whispers.

Recovery Girl leans up and kisses Kemuri’s cheek, taking away all the pain in an instant. Kemuri takes a second to adjust as a wave of exhaustion rolls through her, then fades. Recovery Girl pushes her swivel chair back to her desk, where she opens the drawer and removes a Kamui Woods PEZ dispenser.

“Candy?” she offers.

“Yes, please.”

She shakes some into Kemuri’s waiting palm. “Alright,” she says, putting it back into the drawer. “Better get to class, and hopefully I won’t see you soon.”

“Thanks again,” Kemuri says as she moves to the door.

“You’re welcome!”

Kemuri exits and after a second of re-situating herself, she heads in the direction of her classroom. There are a few students still lingering in the hallways, chatting to one another on their way back to class. It’s quiet.

After the evacuation finished and everyone was accounted for, Shoji took Kemuri to the nurse’s office. Recovery Girl insisted that he go to class and, while he was hesitant, Kemuri’s eventual request that he not wait up got him to leave. She doesn’t want him to be late because she got a little bruised.

Kemuri glances out the window, able to see that most of the police cars have already left. Only a few remain. A couple officers are talking to Principal Nezu. Kemuri stops and pulls out her phone, noticing a message from her mom.

Super-Mom!
Never expected to be called to U.A, but somehow I’m not surprised. Let me know if you’re okay, ASAP!

Kemuri types out a quick response, sends it, and pockets her phone with another sigh. When she looks back up at the cops, one of them stops talking to reach into her pocket. She checks something, taps at the screen, and puts it back.

Kemuri’s phone buzzes.

Super-Mom!
Glad to hear it! I’ll see you at home. Hopefully, the paperwork doesn’t take forever :)

Kemuri smiles a little and turns around to keep walking when the tip of her shoe kicks something on the ground. It makes a skittering noise as it slides across the linoleum and Kemuri stops, searching the floor for it. After a second or two of searching, she locates the item; a pair of twisted glasses.

They belong to Iida. He must have lost them during the evacuation. She tries to fix the arms, lifting them up to the light as she squints through the cracked lenses. His prescription is way stronger than hers, she notes.

She folds them as best she can and slips them into her pocket. Sure, they’re broken, but it feels wrong to toss them out instead of returning them. She gets closer to the hallway where 1-A is when she hears voices.

“Look, guys…I’m…” It sounds like Nishimura’s voice. Kemuri slows down, frowning a little to herself as the voice lets out a long sigh. “I’m sorry, okay? For yelling at you yesterday.”

Kemuri slowly peeks around the corner, just able to see Nishimura. His back is turned to her and in front of him are Kirishima and Sero. Nishimura has one hand braced against the back of his head, ruffling his hair.

“My old man is really anal about honour and winning and I kind of…lapsed into my training,” Nishimura adds. “He always tells me I can only trust myself, but…I want you guys to trust me. You get that?”

“Oh, man, Aizawa Sensei really has you pegged,” Kirishima comments with a wide grin. “He must’ve gotten to you this morning.”

Nishimura bristles a little, hands forming fists at his sides. “That’s why I’m apologizing!”

“Hey, calm down, Nishi, you’re good,” Sero says, waving his hands in an up and down motion. “It was our first training exercise. We all made mistakes. No hard feelings, okay?”

“I gotta say,” Kirishima says, bracing one hand on Nishimura’s shoulder. “It’s really manly to be vulnerable like this. I appreciate it.”

“Are you just saying that to make me feel better?” There’s skepticism in his tone. “Or are you being sarcastic? I hate sarcasm.”

“No! I really mean it.”

“Oh…” The ginger’s shoulders slump. “Then…thanks.”

“Clean slate, dude,” Sero says, flashing a thumbs up. He glances at the classroom door. “We should head in.”

“Right behind you,” Kirishima agrees.

Both of them disappear into the class, but Nishimura doesn’t leave immediately. Instead, he slumps against the wall and covers his face with his hands, feet tapping as he lets out a long, rather high-pitched noise.

Kemuri decides that now is an okay time to casually walk around the corner. She takes only a few steps before Nishimura’s head snaps up. His freckled cheeks are flushed and his eyes are so dewy that they’re glistening, making Kemuri stop in her tracks.

She blinks at him. “Uh…”

“I’m not crying! Nothing happened!” Nishimura says, a little too loud. “I’m…I’ve got dust in my eyes.”

“Okay, but…but I didn’t—”

“I said I’m fine! Don’t be weird about it!”

He turns, flings the door open, and rushes into the classroom. Kemuri stares after him for a second, wondering whether that really happened or if her slight exhaustion from Recovery Girl is making her hallucinate. She decides to let it be and heads into the classroom.

Nishimura has his head down on his desk. Shoji glances between him and Kemuri when she walks in, arching an eyebrow in questioning, but she just shrugs. Maybe Nishimura is softer than even he would like to admit.

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After hero training for the day, the students return to the classroom. Aizawa is already holding his sleeping bag again.

“Before the end of the day, there are some duties that need to be fulfilled. Class officers need to be chosen,” Aizawa says. “The job isn’t a big one, you’ll just have the occasional meeting and some school events will require your help. Midoriya, Yaoyorozu, you have the floor.”

He zips himself into the sleeping back and slumps against the wall as the duo moves to the front of the room. Midoriya stands in silence, shoulders hunched, eyes wide and teeth gritted. Yaoyorozu waits a second, eyebrows knitted in slight concern.

“It’s time, class rep,” she says, hesitant. “Let’s begin.”

“Um…” Midoriya starts, starting to tremble. “Okay, so we need to find out who the other class officers will be! But first, there’s something that I want to say…”

Yaoyorozu’s eyebrows lift. Kemuri leans forward, expectant.

“I’ve thought a lot about this,” Midoriya continues, a little softer, “and…and I think that Tenya Iida should be our class rep!” Kemuri and a few other students turn to look at Iida, whose face is slack with shock. “He was able to capture everyone’s attention and get us in line.” He smiles at his friend. “So…I believe that he should be the one to lead our class from now on.”

A few more people turn to the boy in question as he gapes at Midoriya.

“Yeah, you know what…” Kirishima says, “if Midoriya vouches for him, I’m good. Plus, he was a big help. He totally manned up and took charge, right?”

“Oh, did you notice that looked like the dude on the emergency exit signs when he was on the wall earlier?” Kaminari asks with a laugh.

“I…I agree,” Kemuri says, raising her hand a little. “With all of that. I…” She swallows hard. “I think Iida would make a great class rep!”

From the floor, Aizawa sits up. “This is a waste of time,” he complains. Midoriya freezes up in terror as he continues, “I don’t care who the rep is, just make it quick.”

Iida slowly stands up. “If Midoriya is nominating me for this job,” he says, thrusting his hand into the air, “then I humbly accept! I pledge to carry out the duties of class rep to the best of my abilities!”

“Sounds good, Emergency Exit.” Kirishima grins.

“Emergency Exit Iida,” Kaminari laughs. “Don’t let us down, man!”

Yaoyorozu slumps a little. “Hello? I got more votes than him…” she mumbles.

Midoriya goes back to his seat and Iida takes up his new position.

“Alright!” he says, extending his arms forward. “Class officers! There are three positions in need of filling; Treasurer, Secretary, and Historian.” He turns to Yaoyorozu. “Do you have any ideas on how we go about filling those spots?”

“Voting could work, but the method should be different,” Yaoyorozu says. “I suggest we get a few volunteers, then the class can vote on their choice via a show of hands.”

“That sounds like a great plan,” Iida agrees.

He turns to the board and writes out the three jobs. Kemuri leans back in her seat, fiddling with her fingers as she thinks. Her mom has mentioned before that the other class officers don’t do much from day to day, but they still play important roles when it comes to planning special class events, organizing stuff like the Cultural Festival, and more. It doesn’t look half-bad on a resume, either.

Iida whirls back around. “The Secretary is first. Their job will be to take minutes of all the class meetings, maintain attendance records, and such,” he says. “Any volunteers? Nominations?”

No one says anything for a second, looking around at each other, searching for options. Then, Bakugo raises his hand. “I nominate Deku,” he growls.

“Wha—?! Me?!” Midoriya asks. “Really?”

“Don’t get all flattered. The job requires taking notes and you’re always writing in those damn notebooks.” Bakugo’s glare sweeps over the class, making a few people shudder. “So, yeah, him.”

“K-Kacchan—”

Bakugo whirls around, hand raised and teeth bared. “DO YOU ACCEPT THE DAMN NOMINATION OR NOT?!”

“AhhHHH, I do! I accept!” Midoriya shrieks, shielding himself against a possible attack. Bakugo sits back down with a huff.

“Alright, so Midoriya! Anyone else?” Iida asks as Yaoyorozu writes his name on the board. When no one says anything, Iida grins. “Then it’s settled. All in favour of Midoriya as secretary?”

The entire class raises their hands. Midoriya sinks into his chair, face flushed.

“Next job is Treasurer,” Iida continues. “The treasurer will take care of any budgeting, should we plan a school funded event, and help with dividing up costs for events we do as a class. We’ll go right into volunteers and nominations!”

Uraraka raises her hand. No one else does. The same thing that happened with Midoriya repeats itself and Uraraka is chosen as the treasurer. That leaves only one position left.

“There can be multiple people in this position, if the need be,” Iida says. “The historian or historians will have the duty of keeping track of documents and coordinating activities. They will be the ones to contact everyone in the case of a class event or change in schedule. Volunteers?”

Kemuri presses her fingertips to her leg. She doubts this will go anywhere, but…she raises her hand.

“Shimakage! And…Todoroki?”

Kemuri looks behind her and sure enough, the scarred boy has his hand raised just enough that it’s noticeable. She turns back around, hand trembling, and she thinks about putting it down. She doesn’t need to be an officer. It’s fine…

“Everyone in favour of both of them?” Iida asks. Everyone’s hands go up and Kemuri gapes. “Then it’s settled. Todoroki and Shimakage will be our historians.”

“Last chance,” Yaoyorozu says. “Any complaints about these choices?” No one complains. “Alright, then I believe that we’re done here.”

“Good,” Aizawa says from the floor. “Pack up and go home. You’re dismissed.”

No one has to be told twice, standing and getting their things with ease. Kemuri gets into the hallway with the male side of her group—Hagakure quite literally disappeared before Kemuri could catch her. Her hand dips into her pocket as they walk and she brushes the frame of Iida’s glasses. She gasps a little, stopping in her tracks, and the three boys walking with her cease and look at her in confusion.

“I forgot,” she says, “I have to return something. I’ll be right—”

“Shimakage!”

She whirls around just as Iida skids to a stop, clouds of ignition fading behind him as he almost collides with her. She startles and reaches out to steady him as he wobbles, her hands brushing his shoulders. He shakes his head and takes a step back, lapsing into his ramrod-straight posture.

“I had to give you something!” he announces, chopping his hand a few times.

“O-Oh, me too! You!” Kemuri groans and tugs the end of her braid. “I mean, I…I have something for you too.”

“We’ll be outside,” Shoji says. Him, Tokoyami, and Ojiro leave the two of them alone.

Iida adjusts his glasses and for a second, Kemuri wonders whether she was mistaken about the pair in her pocket. Maybe he didn’t lose them. Her hand plunges deeper, fingers curling around them as she swallows.

“Hagakure asked me to give this to you,” Iida says, pulling something out of his pocket and holding it out to her. “She said you left it behind during the evacuation.”

It’s her strawberry Kit Kat bar. The pure shock of seeing it freezes her for a moment before she reaches out and takes it. “O-Oh…thank you,” she whispers. She focuses back on his face. “N-Not meaning to be rude, but…why didn’t Hagakure do it herself?”

“Honestly, I’m not sure,” he admits with a sharp shrug. “She told me that she had to go get something from the principal’s office. Maybe she felt you would be gone before she got back.”

“O-Oh…”

He nods and makes a quick motion to the bar. “These are your favourites, aren’t they?”

Her brain just about short-circuits. Did he know that beforehand? Did Hagakure tell him? Kemuri’s cheeks turn pink and she nods a little too fast, the wrapper of the candy crinkling in her nervous fingertips. “Yes…they are,” she says as she puts the chocolate into her free pocket.

“I like the green tea flavoured ones, but there are so many wonderful flavours to try that picking a favourite is a monstrous task,” he says.

“What about the orange one?”

His lips part and he presses his fingertips to his chin. “The orange one is…definitely top three.”

Is it possible to get a harder crush on someone that you already have a crush on? Because Kemuri thinks so, and judging by the hammering of her heart, her body agrees. This boy is far too cute for his own good.

“Oh, you said you had something for me?”

“Ah! Yes!” She yanks the glasses out of her pocket and holds them out in such a swift manner that she nearly punches him in the chest. “These…these were on the floor in the hall after…the thing today,” she rambles. “I thought they were yours.”

Iida smiles a little. “They are, thank you,” he says. He examines them for a second. “I had to use my backup pair for the rest of the day.”

“You have a backup?”

“Of course! I expect to break at least one pair of glasses each day in training,” he says, flapping his arms about. “It’s important to be prepared!” He pushes his glasses back up. “Do you not worry about that?”

“I hardly wear mine…I should, but they’re so annoying.”

“You mentioned that before the entrance exam,” he says with a laugh. “And my opinion is the same. You’re very capable without them. It’s admirable.”

“I…t-thank you.”

He folds the broken glasses and puts them in his own pocket. Kemuri starts to turn away, just about to say goodbye, when he reaches his hand out to her. “Actually, before you go,” he says. He clears his throat, tugging at the collar of his uniform, and he shuts his eyes. “I…I’m going out on a limb with this, but…I wanted to thank you for voting for me.”

Steam explodes from Kemuri’s ears.

Iida startles, his hand flying to her arm. “Are you okay?!”

She grips her ears, her bangs now firmly stuck to her forehead. “A-Ah, how…how do you know it wasn’t…Todoroki? Or…or Urarararaka?” she stammers.

“Uraraka voted for Midoriya, Todoroki is a little tougher to read, but…” He glances down for a second, then his hand zooms away from her arm as he slams it against his side. “I…I assumed that you were the most obvious choice.”

She’s been defeated, caught, found out. She pushes her soaked bangs out of her eyes, biting her lip for just a second as she whispers, “I…I thought you’d be best for the job…”

“I’m honoured, and…thank you, again,” he says. “And I’m glad to have you as my Historian.”

Her heart leaps into her throat. “I’m g-glad you’re my class rep.”

She really, really wishes that her mouth would just not open sometimes. She berates herself internally for a second, screaming, “WHY DID YOU SAY MY INSTEAD OF OUR?!”

Someone must have called Iida’s name, because he turns around and waves at something down the hall. Kemuri doesn’t see who it is before Iida is facing her again.

“I will see you tomorrow!” he says.

“Y-Yeah, see you!”

He races off with another cloud of engine ignition. Kemuri stands for a second, a little breathless, head spinning, when she feels two hands clamp onto her shoulders.

“Everything went according to plan,” Hagakure’s voice sounds in her ear.

She yelps and whirls around, but she sees nothing, and that means nothing. There isn’t even a floating uniform. “H-Hagakure?” Kemuri asks.

“You two are really something,” says a disembodied voice in front of her. “Discussing flavours of chocolate, exchanging lost items, ‘my’ historian, ‘my’ class rep…”

“Did…did you set him up?” Kemuri demands, but it comes out squeaky and not at all…well, demanding.

“Yup!” Hagakure giggles. “I need answers and I am…the queen of stealth.” There’s some squeaking near the floor and Kemuri wonders whether Hagakure is posing. “And my sleuthing has come up with juicy results.”

“You’re terrible,” Kemuri mumbles, burying her face in her hands. “I can’t believe you saw that…”

There’s the sudden pressure of someone wrapping her in a hug and Kemuri pulls her hands away from her face only to find that her arms are pinned. “You’re both dorks! I think it’s sweet,” Hagakure continues.

“He doesn’t see me like that,” Kemuri insists, her tone drooping a little.

“Maybe he didn’t before, buuuuttttt…” She clicks her tongue. “Things change!”

Kemuri wiggles her arms a bit, trying to maneuver them, and they land on an invisible head of silky hair. There’s another floating laugh before she releases Kemuri from the hug.

“H-Hagakure?”

“Yeah?”

“Please put some clothes on…”

Chapter 19: David and Goliath

Notes:

NOTE: When I first wrote this story, it was not a known fact on how Aizawa's erasure worked on mutant types. I rolled with the idea that they didn't work/he couldn't erase them. We now know that Aizawa can stop the mutation from working even if he doesn't remove it i.e. Ojiro's tail goes limp, Shoji can't make anything on the ends of his arms, Dark Shadow wouldn't be used, Iida's engines wouldn't work, the list goes on.

But, because this is something I wrote before then, I'm keeping it in ^_^ I hope y'all can live with the diversion from canon lol

Chapter Text

“So, how was school today, Kemuri?” Cayden asks. He casts a loving look to his wife, eyebrows crinkling as he adds a teasing, “Except for your mother chasing away the press.”

Kazue smirks and shakes her head at her husband before taking a bite of her food.

“We picked our class rep today,” Kemuri says as she picks at her katsudon. Her grandfather barely looks up, just a twitch of an eyebrow upwards, and her parents look at her expectantly. “It’s Tenya Iida. I’m…I’m the historian.”

“But you’re not the class rep,” her grandfather says with a small “hmph”.

Kazue purses her lips. “Dad…”

Kemuri ducks her chin towards her chest. “N-No…not rep…”

He lets out another long-suffering sigh and stabs a slice of pork a little too hard, enough that Cayden flinches. “I don’t know how you expect to get noticed by an agency if you don’t step up, but then again…I’m not surprised. I should have expected this.”

“Dad, that’s uncalled for,” Kazue says, eyes narrowing a little.

“I will get noticed,” Kemuri says, fists tightening against her thighs. “But…but I’d be a terrible class rep so, so I’m noting my weaknesses and not setting myself up for failure. B-Besides…” She pales beneath her grandfather’s sharp glare. “No…nobody wanted me to be the rep…”

“Kemuri, it’s okay,” Cayden says, reaching over to give her shoulder a comforting squeeze. “Being historian is great. I’m proud of you.”

“I agree,” Kazue says with a smile. “I wasn’t on my class council at all.”

Her grandfather exhales and stirs his rice around the bowl, hunting down any stray pieces of pork. Kemuri keeps eating her dinner.

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“Hey, mom, dad?” Kemuri asks that evening as she works on her homework. They both start to look up from their own activities, and Kemuri continues, “I kind of wanted to invite my friends over on Saturday. Is that okay?”

Kazue’s eyes light up. “Yes,” she says. “Of course! What would you want to do?”

Kemuri is a little embarrassed by the excitement in her expression. “I…thought we’d use the hot springs, then watch a movie? If you’re okay with that, dad.”

Cayden nods. “That would be fine! The springs aren’t booked Saturday afternoon, I just have a group coming in for massages,” he says. “Please, by all means, invite them over.”

“I’m so excited to meet them,” Kazue gushes. “I know you haven’t known them for long, but…” She stops and her smile becomes more sad, wrought with sympathy. “I’m really happy that you’ve found some friends, Kemmy.”

Kemuri’s cheeks burn and she looks back down at her math homework, pushing her glasses up her face with the end of her pencil. “Yeah, me too,” she whispers.

It shocks her. It’s only been a few days since the start of school and, come this weekend, it will have been one week since she started U.A. Maybe it’s because she’s never had anyone consistently spend time with her before at school that she feels such affection for the group she has now. Maybe it’s pure desperation.

Maybe it won’t be like last time, she thinks, and a second later she shakes her head so vigorously that her glasses almost fall off her face, making her math equations blurry. She presses one hand to her temple against her growing headache. She refuses to let it happen again and especially not with Shoji, Ojiro, Hagakure, and Tokoyami. She’s not sure she can deal with that again.

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“Our next hero training exercise will be in two parts, one today, one tomorrow,” Aizawa says the next afternoon at school.

Uraraka slowly raises her hand. “Um…Aizawa Sensei? Where’s All Might?”

Kemuri nods along with the rest of the class. All Might is supposed to be their hero training teacher. It’s not that Aizawa isn’t a good teacher or anything, it’s just…All Might. He’s the number one hero and Kemuri—along with her class, she assumes—want to get as much knowledge from him as possible.

“He had some other business to attend to,” Aizawa says, “and I am better suited for this particular lesson.” He presses a button on a remote, bringing out the hero costume doors. “Get your costumes and meet me at Gym Gamma.”

A shiver rolls up Kemuri’s spine. She loops her hands together beneath her desk, hoping and praying that this isn’t another quirk assessment. There hasn’t been nearly enough time for her to improve since the first one.

She grabs her costume case, which has finally been switched to number twelve, and hurries to join the other girls.

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Gym Gamma is an enclosed space almost entirely made out of concrete. At the sight of it, Kemuri quickly figures out why Cementoss is standing next to Aizawa.

“For the next two days, we will be focusing on individual combat,” Aizawa says to the gathered students.

Cementoss’ cubed face lifts into a rather adorable smile. Kemuri looks around at her classmates, gauging their reactions, and she feels a wave of relief when she sees that they seem nervous too. Bakugo is the only one who seems unaffected. He just looks ready to punch someone, as per usual.

“Today, the combat will involve quirks,” Aizawa says. “But…you will be fighting in close quarters that restrict your movement. Tomorrow, you will fight without the use of quirks.”

That sets everyone off, dissolving the class into a mess of noise and complaints.

“What the hell is that supposed to teach us?!”

“Wait, like no quirks? Not even a little? At all?”

“Aw, but I like my quirk…”

Aizawa activates his erasure, his hair flying up as everyone stiffens. He closes his eyes, hair drooping back into its fluffy, black mess. Cementoss chuckles.

“Today’s combat is more aimed towards those of you with mutation type quirks,” Aizawa continues. Attention falls on the students that his words apply to. “Tomorrow will be more focused on emitter and transformation types, a.k.a the ones with quirks that can be erased with a quirk like mine.”

Hagakure bumps Kemuri’s shoulder and lets out a soft, whining, “Oh, this is gonna be weird…”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah…” She looks over her shoulder to find that some, like Todoroki and Bakugo, look increasingly uncomfortable and/or enraged at the idea of these training exercises. “But…” she adds, turning back to her friend, “I’m interested to see what will happen.”

“Mutation types, gather over here,” Aizawa says, pointing to a spot a little ways from the group.

Shoji, Ojiro, Iida, Hagakure, Mineta, Tsuyu, Jiro, and Sero leave the group. The first thing that Kemuri realizes as she stares at them is the fact that, except Tokoyami, all of her friends are there. Hagakure keeps waving her glove at Kemuri as she bounces in place and Kemuri waves back.

“Close quarters fighting is difficult for anyone,” Aizawa says. He turns his attention to the group. “For the most part, you eight students are long-range fighters or you work better with lots of space to move. Space isn’t always readily available, however, so being prepared for anything is crucial.”

“Sir, is this related to All Might’s lessons on indoor combat training?” Iida asks, raising his hand sharply into the air.

“Yes, but scaled down. It’s not uncommon for heroes to find themselves fighting in restricting environments—shipping crates, basements, bathrooms, storage closets, and other places where moving around is not an option. Knowing how to adapt to the situation is crucial.”

“Um…” This time, Uraraka lifts her hand. “Shouldn’t we be somewhere with more buildings, then? Like Training Ground Βeta?”

“Maybe, but I think this works best for us.” Aizawa’s unnerving smile spreads across his face for a second, causing another shudder to roll through his students. “Cementoss.”

Cementoss’ hands glow green as he lowers them to the floor. Within seconds, four giant walls of concrete have erupted from the floor, creating a small room, maybe seven by eight feet, with no ceiling and only one door. In the next second, Cementoss creates a set of stone bleachers that are high enough for spectators to look inside the room.

“For the sake of observation, the room will not have a ceiling,” Aizawa says. “That doesn’t mean that you can leap out in order to get away, so don’t try it.”

Kemuri isn’t worried about that temptation. The walls are far too high for her to climb or jump over.

“To start, how many of you have had martial arts training?” Aizawa asks, pulling a clipboard out of who knows where and poising a pen against the paper.

Ojiro, Kemuri, and Nishimura immediately raise their hands. Others—mostly notably, Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, and Iida—raise their hands about halfway, probably unsure whether more quirk-centred training counts. A few others just shrug or look at each other, as if their classmates can answer for them.

“Alright, we’ll start with you three,” Aizawa says to the first group. He eyes each of the trio, then adds, “Shimakage.”

She stands up straighter. “Yes?” Her voice is a little too strained for her liking. Someone behind her snickers and she hunches her shoulders in embarrassment.

“You’re going to be half of our example pair,” Aizawa says. He turns to the mutation group, tapping his chin with his pen before pointing it. “Shoji.” Shoji blinks a few times and Aizawa continues, “You’ll be the other half.”

There are a few audible “oo’s” around the room as Shoji shuffles out of his group and Kemuri leaves hers, stopping once they’re at each other’s side. Cementoss waves his hand at the concrete building and the door swings open with a heavy creak.

“Go inside. Everyone else, watch from the bleachers,” Aizawa says. The guys race for a seat, shoving each other, and Aizawa raises his voice. “And pay attention!”

“Yes, Sensei!” comes a shouted, scattered response.

Kemuri smiles up at Shoji as they enter the concrete walls together. The door glides shut behind them and they move to separate sides of the small room. Kemuri looks up to see that her classmates are watching eagerly, although some look nervous.

“Go easy on her, Shoji!” Kaminari shouts.

“Yeah, you don’t want to hurt her, right?” Sero adds.

Shoji gives his shoulders a shake and Kemuri crosses her arms over her chest as she returns her attention to him. “Shoji?” she asks. When he meets her eyes, she smiles a little. “Don’t hold back, okay?”

His eyes crinkle at the edges and one of his tentacle mouths grins. “If you say so.”

“Use those hands for good, Shoji!” Mineta calls. He’s starting to drool. “Go for the clothes!” Iida chops him firmly on the head and he yelps.

“Guys, have a little faith in Shimakage,” Jiro says, leaning back in her seat. Yaoyorozu nods absentmindedly in agreement, although she’s more lost in her own thoughts. “You’re acting like she doesn’t have a chance.”

“Um, because she’s tiny, Jiro,” Kaminari laughs, leaning over so that he’s closer to her. “Shoji’s a beast.”

“Shimakage is all about stealth,” Aoyama says, flicking his hair as it sparkles in the gym light. He claps his hands on his cheeks. “Shoji has strength. With the small fighting space, the outcome is obvious, non?”

“We will see,” Tokoyami murmurs.

Bakugo braces his elbows on his knees. “Idiots, maybe you should stop running your mouth and watch the fight,” he growls.

“Woah, man, scary,” Kirishima says with a nervous, wobbly grin. He laughs, patting Bakugo on the back, and Kemuri is honestly shocked that he didn’t get blown up the second his hand touched Bakugo. Kirishima must be special, or his hardening quirk leaves him without any fear of possible explosions.

While the guys keep talking amongst themselves—Kemuri watches for long enough to notice Nishimura and Sato each holding up some yen between them and nodding—Midoriya is muttering to himself, notebook splayed on his lap. He keeps poking at his fingers and bobbing his head back and forth, to and fro, and it keeps getting louder. Uraraka nudges him and he stops, apologizing rapidly.

“Remember, to win you have to incapacitate your opponent, knock them down, or get them to surrender. Get ready,” Aizawa calls. He stands on the lowest bleacher, close enough to the fight.

Hagakure gets to her feet and claps, letting out a few cheers. “You’ve got this, Kemuri!” she hoots. “Sorry, Shoji!” Shoji gives her a thumbs up and she keeps cheering.

Kemuri really isn’t sure how she should feel about this whole thing. She’s a little daunted, sure, but she has a strategy in mind. She can’t look at Shoji like he’s her friend and she definitely can’t let the doubters get into her head.

Shoji rolls his shoulders and Kemuri settles into a battle stance, arms poised, joints loose. She releases some steam along her back and lets out a soft sigh. For a second, she thinks of the entrance exam. Just…fight.

“Begin!” Aizawa calls and Kemuri startles a little at the sound of an air horn. Did Yaoyorozu make him one?

She snaps back into the present just as Shoji lunges for her, arms spread wide. So, he’s going for brute strength, immobilizing her before she can get away. She can’t get around him from the sides—his arms cover that—but it shouldn’t be an issue. Her gaze darts to the floor. She smirks and disperses enough fog to cover the entire room as she ducks.

Shoji swipes at nothing, letting out a surprised noise, and Kemuri slips between his legs and pops up behind him. He doesn’t have enough time to turn around before she aims a few solid, targeted strikes to the back of his neck. He freezes up, one tentacle twitching, and he collapses to the floor—Goliath defeated by David.

There are mutters from the spectators.

“I can’t see anything. What happened?”

“I heard a thump.”

“Maybe someone fell?”

“Kemuri! Shoji! Clap twice if you’re okay!”

“Uh, Hagakure? Why wouldn’t they just…say that they’re okay?”

The door to the room swings open, allowing the fog to disperse, revealing Shoji laying face down, stiff as cardboard, and Kemuri standing near him, untouched. There are a few gasps. Sato groans and hands some yen to Nishimura, who pockets it with a smug grin on his face.

The girls—and Iida, always enthusiastic and encouraging—start cheering and clapping, Hagakure being the loudest of them all. The other guys just stare, dumbfounded, although Kirishima, Tokoyami, and Ojiro join in on the applause after a few seconds.

“Well done, Shimakage, Shoji,” Aizawa says. “You can return to your seats.”

Shoji still doesn’t move. Before Aizawa can say anything else, Kemuri lifts her hand. “Uh, hold on, I’ll fix it,” she says.

She hurries over to Shoji and kneels down. She rests her hands on his back, releasing some steam, and Shoji seems to deflate as his body goes limp again. He slowly starts to get up, stretching and flexing his arms, and Kemuri grabs one of his hands until he’s steady again.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers.

“No, no, uh…” He cracks his neck and gives his limbs another shake. “No holding back, right?”

She smiles at him and they go back to their seats, where Ojiro gives Shoji and fist-bump and Tokoyami praises “his fighting spirit”. Hagakure hugs Kemuri and squeals.

“Alright,” Aizawa says, flipping a page on his clipboard and scribbling something down. “What did this example show you?”

“Size doesn’t matter?” Mineta suggests.

Tsuyu slaps him with her tongue as some of the guys burst out laughing. Kemuri turns red and when she spares a glance up at Shoji, she finds that he has dragged his mask further up his face, hiding his own blush. Iida lurches to his feet and starts hand chopping at Mineta.

“That is crass, Mineta! Have some dignity for yourself and our classmates!” he scolds.

Aizawa sighs. “Actually, he isn’t entirely wrong, although he could have said it in a less suggestive way.” More laughter. “The point is that, even if your opponent is bigger, stronger, more skilled, etcetera.” He waves his hand about in the air. “That doesn’t matter. What matters is how you use your quirk in any given situation.”

“Damn,” Kirishima whistles.

Aizawa flips his clipboard paper back again and clicks his pen. “I randomly assigned pairs before this activity began. Listen up for your sparring partner. Once the list is complete, the first group will go in.”

He lists them off, one by one: Hagakure and Ashido, Tokoyami and Jiro, Sato and Tsuyu, Iida and Uraraka, Kemuri and Midoriya, Shoji and Bakugo, Kaminari and Sero, Kirishima and Yaoyorozu, Koda and Aoyama, Todoroki and Ojiro, and finally Nishimura and Mineta.

Hagakure stands up and Kemuri reaches up, smacking her hand against Hagakure’s floating glove. “Good luck,” Kemuri says.

“I’ve got this,” Hagakure says.

Kemuri really doesn’t know how Hagakure is going to win. She’s physically weak, especially against someone as fit as Mina, and without a lot of space to run around in, Hagakure’s stealth aspect isn’t going to be the best either. But, Kemuri settles in to watch. People doubted her when Hagakure believed. Kemuri is going to do the same.

“Go, Hagakure!” she calls. The volume is maybe half of what Hagakure used, but the happy waving glove that responds makes Kemuri happy.

“Start,” Aizawa says.

Mina hurls a glob of acid at Hagakure, but she dodges. Her fingers spread wide and she lunges towards Mina, making the pink-haired girl’s eyes widen.

“Say cheese!” Hagakure cries.

There’s a blinding flash of light that most of the class shields their eyes from. When it disappears after a second, Mina is laying on the ground, dazed, and Hagakure is laughing.

Kemuri stares at her best friend. What a beast.

Chapter 20: Anyone's Game

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Most of the fights don’t last longer than a few seconds and after the first few, it becomes obvious that this exercise is anyone’s game.

Tokoyami almost got a hold of Jiro using Dark Shadow, but she smashed her earphone jacks into the ground and released a sonic boom that rattled Tokoyami hard enough to knock him down.

Then, Sato and Tsuyu went. Tsuyu climbed the walls and hopped about, evading Sato for maybe ten seconds, but then she tried to wrap him in her tongue. She missed, her tongue bounced off the wall, Sato grabbed it—a feat that made a few people grimace—and within seconds, Tsuyu had been wrestled to the ground.

During Iida and Uraraka’s fight, Iida didn’t have the room to use his engines effectively. Uraraka easily touched him and made him float, but there was nowhere to push him to since the invisible ceiling blocked them. Iida tried to use his engines while floating but ended up rocketing himself into the wall. Uraraka released him and he dropped to the floor, dazed. Aizawa declared Uraraka the winner.

That means that it’s Kemuri and Midoriya’s turn. The attitude of the class has shifted drastically since Kemuri’s example match and now most have resorted to lightly teasing Midoriya, wishing him luck, or saying, “Wouldn’t want to be you right now.”

Kemuri enters the concrete room, Midoriya trailing behind her with an expression that’s stuck halfway between distressed and thoughtful as he mumbles to himself. It’s a little scary, but Kemuri looks away and gives her arms a good shake, unwilling to be distracted.

She’s going to have to change things up for this fight. Midoriya has incredible deductive skills when it comes to his opponent’s actions thanks to those notebooks that he’s always writing in. He’s going to try and predict her moves, which means she has no choice but to outsmart him.

“Start,” Aizawa calls.

Kemuri releases enough fog to shroud the room and through it, she senses Midoriya’s foot slide into a position that will allow him to pivot. She ducks low to the ground and rushes at him head-on, one arm poised to spring. Midoriya pivots, ready to block where he thinks she’ll appear, but her hand strikes the back of his neck and he collapses to the ground.

This time, when the door opens, Cementoss is waiting with a large fan. He blows all the fog away while Kemuri “unlocks” Midoriya’s stiffened joints. As she helps him up, he rubs at his nose and lets out a sheepish chuckle.

“I thought for sure you were going to pop up behind me,” he admits.

“I…thought you would think that,” she replies, rubbing the back of her neck.

“Shimakage wins,” Aizawa says. “Well done, both of you.” He flips to his list, marking down something before saying, “Next up, Shoji and Bakugo.”

As soon as Midoriya sits down, he flips open his notebook and starts scribbling. Kemuri tunes him out, propping her head on her hands as she settles in to watch the rest of the fights.

Bakugo goes all out, no surprise there, hitting Shoji with such a heavy barrage of explosions that he eventually collapses onto one knee and forfeits. Aizawa scolds Bakugo for causing so much damage to the room, among other things, then asks Shoji if he needs to go to Recovery Girl.

“I’m okay. I’ll just go after,” Shoji says. Kemuri frowns at how he winces when he sits down next to her, but when she looks at him, his eyes lift as if he’s smiling and she decides to leave it alone.

The fights continue. Kaminari wins against Sero with an electricity blast, Kirishima beats Yaoyorozu by pinning her down before she can create anything, Aoyama beats Koda with an immediate laser blast, Todoroki beats Ojiro by pinning him to the wall with his ice, and then it’s Nishimura’s turn against Mineta. Hagakure nudges Kemuri and leans over to whisper in her ear.

“Is Mineta going to get diced?” she asks.

Kemuri grimaces. “I…don’t think that’s allowed.”

“Start,” Aizawa says.

Mineta starts punting balls at Nishimura. Nishimura dodges them with minimal movements, turning his head to the side or tilting his body, his face just a little more animated than a dead-eyed stare. Then, he races forward as his arm morphs into a blade. Mineta lets out a high-pitched scream and shields his face, the blade hits him like a bat meeting a baseball, he flies into the wall, and he drops to the ground with a defeated “oof”.

There are a few shocked gasps from the crowd and Mina gets to her feet with a startled, “Is he dead?!”

Then, Mineta gets up, rubbing his stomach, and there’s no sign of blood or the expected sword wound. Mina sits back down and there are a few sighs of relief. No one wants to witness a classmate’s accidental murder, even if it’s the perviest guy in the class.

“Nishimura wins,” Aizawa says, bordering on a sigh. “That’s all the fights for the first round. Nice work.” He keeps writing on his clipboard. “Go sit down. Feel free to discuss your results. In a few minutes, we’ll switch teams up and go through this again.”

Mineta groans as he gets back to his feet, rubbing his head, Nishimura heads back to his seat in between Sato and Aoyama, and Aizawa goes over to Cementoss and they start conversing with each other. The class takes a second to sit in the silence before Sero breaks it, turning around to face Nishimura.

“So, Nishi,” he says. “Why isn’t Mineta…cut in half right now?”

Mineta nods, starting to get teary as he leaps over and grabs the edges of Nishimura’s keikogi shirt. “Yeah! I saw my life flash before my freakin’ eyes!” he blubbers. “I need to touch boobs at least once before I go!”

Nishimura’s nose wrinkles and he pries Mineta off of him with one hand as all the girls cover their chests with tightly-crossed arms. Iida scoots over so that his body is blocking Mineta’s immediate path to the girls. Kemuri feels a little bit sick at the idea of Mineta’s hands coming anywhere near her, but having Iida as a shield is comforting.

“Seriously, though, how’d you do it?” Kaminari asks.

Every eager, questioning eye is on Nishimura and his cheeks gain some colour as he sighs. “It’s not that big of a deal,” he mumbles.

“Spill! Spill! Spill! Spill!” a bunch of the guys, plus Mina and Hagakure, start chanting.

Tokoyami shakes his head. “Such childishness.”

“So you’re saying you’re not the slightest bit curious?” Ojiro asks.

Tokoyami eyes him, then looks back at Nishimura as he crosses his arms over his chest. “I never said that.”

“Guys, it’s nothing,” Nishimura reiterates. “I just control how sharp I make my blades.” He lifts his arm and forms a machete blade out of his forearm, ending at the elbow. “When we’re training, I make them dull so that if I do hit someone, it’s just blunt force. No cutting.” He swings his arm slowly through the air. “I had to teach myself how to do it, but…it works, so I’m happy with it.”

Tsuyu reaches over to press a firm touch to the edge of his arm-blade, then examines her uninjured finger. She makes a small croaking sound. “That’s pretty cool, Nishi-kun.”

His cheeks darken even further. “U-Uh…” His arm reverts back to normal as he bows his head into his hands, letting out a muffled, “Thanks.”

His words seem to signify a shift. With their questions answered, most of the class revert back into their own conversations.

“Hey, Tsuyu, while you’re here…sorry for being kind of rough in there,” Sato says.

“It was a fun fight. Don’t worry about it.”

“Hey, Hagakure, what was that light thing you did?” Ojiro asks.

“Oh! That’s a special move I’ve been working on since I was little! I call it…Light Refraction!” Hagakure sags a little. “But it’s still only a short flash right now. I want to make it bigger or have it last longer.”

“It was impressive,” Tokoyami says.

Kemuri’s attention returns to Shoji, who hasn’t moved much since his match. His arms are quivering and he still looks pretty scuffed up from Bakugo’s hits. Kemuri thinks of how he held his arms up against the blows, shielding as much as he could but not finding any way to retaliate under the relentless attack.

“Shoji, I…I think you should go to Recovery Girl,” Kemuri whispers.

He exhales and one of his arm shifts, earning another wince of pain. “Yeah…I should.”

“Can I come with you?”

“I’d like that.”

Kemuri tells their friends that they’ll be right back before they leave the bleachers and head out of the gym, pausing just long enough for Kemuri to tell Aizawa where they’re going. He doesn’t have any complaints, considering they have both fought two battles already.

Shoji keeps a brave face as they walk to Recovery Girl’s, but Kemuri can’t shake her worried feeling.

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“For once, Midoriya isn’t the one sitting here after class,” Recovery Girl says, clicking her tongue. She frowns at Shoji’s burned arms, lips pursing. “But…these burns—” A heavy sigh. “That Bakugo needs to reel himself in. Winning is one thing, this…this is another.”

Shoji bows his head a little as Recovery Girl gets back to work. Kemuri stands near the bed, fiddling with her fingers and her braid intermittently. With every smooch on Shoji’s arms, the burns get fainter and Shoji seems more tired.

“There, that should do it,” Recovery Girl says. Shoji blinks a few times, drowsy. “Do you need to rest, sonny?”

“Can I?”

“Go ahead and lie down,” Recovery Girl says. She pats his shoulder as he settles onto the bed, making a very funny picture between her tiny stature and his giant one. Recovery Girl turns to Kemuri. “Dearie, you should go and get changed out of your costume.”

Kemuri startles and looks down at herself, and sure enough, she’s still wearing her costume. “O-Oh…right. I’ll do that,” she stammers. She moves closer to the bed for just a second. “I’ll see you soon, Shoji.”

He manages a small mumble in his half-awake state, eyes already closed, arms splayed out in front of him like handheld fans. Kemuri smiles a little at how cute he is before she heads out.

She goes as fast as she can down the hallways, getting increasingly relieved at the fact that many of the U.A students are still in class and therefore aren’t going to see her in an outfit that is far out of the regular dress code.

She rounds the corner leading down to the change rooms, thanking her luck, and runs right into another student. Just as she’s about to fall back, a strong hand grasps her arm and pulls her back. The momentum slams her into their body as another hand falls to her waist, steadying her, and she shakes her head a few times as she blinks at the U.A uniform in front of her. For a second, she just stands there with her face in someone’s chest.

“Shimakage, are you okay?”

She imagines some divine being descending from the ceiling and putting her out of her misery. It was bad enough when she thought this was a stranger. Why must she be such an embarrassment of a human being, especially after being so cool in class (for once)?

“Iida!” she yelps, lurching out of his hold. “Iida, hi! What…ah…what’s up?”

Iida clears his throat and adjusts his glasses. “Hi,” he replies. She feels her entire body seize up with pure cringe at her awkwardness, but he continues. “I was just looking for you. Is Shoji alright?” he asks, hand chopping once at the air. “I have his uniform.”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah, he’s fine! He’s…sleeping in the nurse’s office,” she says, trailing off into a mumble as she tucks her arms around her chest. “I was just going to get changed.”

“Oh, then, by all means, don’t let me hold you back!” He steps aside and gestures for her. “I will take Shoji’s uniform to him.”

“Thank you,” she says. She keeps imagining climbing into a very deep hole and dying. In a fashion that would make Tokoyami proud, she wishes for the sweet release of death, because in death she will be free from ever being an idiot in front of Tenya Iida again.

“Actually, before you go,” Iida says. She stops and slowly turns around, eyes wide. “I wanted to say that I was incredibly impressed by you today. Your skill was awe-inspiring.”

Okay, now Kemuri wants to faint. Forget death, she wants sleep—pure, shocked, sudden sleep. Is her face as red as she thinks it is? Was she really that impressive? She did take down Shoji, but—

Tenya Iida, what are you doing to me? she wails internally.

“O-Oh, thank you,” she repeats dumbly. “It’s…just my training. My grandfather taught me everything.”

“He must be incredibly proud of you.”

That makes her heart hurt and for a second, her eyes burn with the promise of tears. She swallows and forces a wobbly smile. “He…he…” Another hasty gulp. “Yeah.”

“Either way, I just wanted to tell you. Good work deserves praise,” he says with another hand chop. “But I will let you go!”

Iida zooms off down the hall and after another second of existing and taking up space, Kemuri hurries to the change room, hands hiding the insatiable blush on her cheeks while she tries to focus on Iida’s praise instead of her grandfather’s inherent lack of it.

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Kemuri doesn’t go back to class once she’s changed. Instead, she goes right back to Recovery Girl’s office. When she gets there, there’s a curtain surrounding Shoji’s bed and Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Hagakure are waiting inside.

“Hey! There you are!” Hagakure greets, bouncing over to Kemuri with all her normal exuberance. “We thought you would be here, but Recovery Girl said you were getting changed.”

“Yeah, sorry I almost missed you,” Kemuri says with a tiny, apologetic head bow. She eyes the curtain. “Is Shoji…?”

Two tentacles, one with a mouth and another with an eye, appear from between the curtains. “Just getting changed,” the mouth says.

“Oh, good!” Kemuri says. “Iida gave you your uniform, then.”

“He did,” the mouth confirms. The tentacles retract back into the shroud of privacy.

Kemuri smiles at her other three friends. “So…how was the second round?”

Ojiro’s tail lashes. “Uh…nothing super big. Sero beat Bakugo, that’s probably the coolest thing that happened,” he says.

“Seriously?” Kemuri gapes. “And I missed that?”

“Bakugo tried to keep damage to a minimum since he hurt Shoji, but it made him hesitate,” Tokoyami says. He bows his head, fist clenching. “Sero unleashed his power on him. He never stood a chance.”

Hagakure giggles. “That just means that Sero taped up Bakugo’s legs and yanked them out from under him. It was hilarious.”

Kemuri has to admit, she’s shocked that the words “Bakugo” and “hesitate” were said in the same breath. What’s more, it sounds like he actually might have felt just the slightest bit of remorse for blasting Shoji’s arms as much as he did. Maybe Bakugo does have normal human emotions above insatiable rage and determination.

“Did you guys win?” Kemuri asks, changing the subject as smoothly as possible. Tokoyami and Ojiro nod. Hagakure doesn’t. Kemuri frowns. “Did you try using Light Refraction again?”

“Yeah…” Hagakure’s sleeves droop. “But Yaoyorozu can make sunglasses.” She sucks in a dramatic breath and Kemuri wonders whether she’s dramatically clenching her fist like Tokoyami. “My only weakness.”

From behind the curtain, Shoji starts to laugh, which catches Ojiro and Kemuri and drags them into it, both cracking smiles as their laughter joins in. Tokoyami’s beak curves with amusement.

“If you’re just going to goof around here, then go back to class,” Recovery Girl says. Her tone is scolding but her face keeps some of its kindness, and the five students turn to her with a chorus of apologies. “Shoji?” the elderly woman calls.

The curtain opens. “I’m ready to go. Thank you, Recovery Girl,” Shoji says, adjusting his school bag on his shoulder.

“You’re welcome, sonny. Now hurry along before you miss the rest of your afternoon classes.”

The rest of them thank her, mostly for her patience in bearing the inconvenience of having them in her office, and head for the door.

On the way back to class, as they discuss training for the day, Kemuri remembers her mission from last night. She tries to think of a smooth, casual way of bringing it up, but instead, she just makes a weird “ah” noise that makes her friends look at her.

“Do…do you guys want to come over on Saturday? My house?” she asks. They blink a few times and she tugs at her braid as she looks at her feet. “I…I wanted to hang out more. ‘Cause we…we’ve only talked at school and maybe it’s kind of fast, but we could use the hot springs at my dad’s onsen and watch a movie and I can get snacks. It…”

She’s crashing and burning. She can feel it. She never got practice with these sorts of things as a kid.

“Wait, your dad has an onsen?!” Hagakure gasps, starting to bounce in place.

Kemuri nods. “Yeah, it’s in Hosu. It’s called Hosu Harmony.”

“Oh, I know that place!” Ojiro says, tail lashing. “I never went, but I heard it’s great.” He starts poking at his fingers as he lists, “Nice scenery, friendly staff, clean and modern facilities…” He frowns. “Isn’t it…a shared bath, though?”

Kemuri’s cheeks blaze again as the three guys suddenly look away. In Japan, shared baths at hot springs and onsens are common, but usually, they’re separated by gender. Only a few onsens have unisex baths and they’re usually more aimed towards couples. Kemuri herself has used her dad’s onsen so often by herself that she never thought about what it would mean to have company. It completely slipped her mind and now that she’s imagining it, she’s back to wanting to curl up in a ball and die.

“O-Oh,” Kemuri says. “It’s sort of shared. It’s one big bath in the same area, but there’s a low stone wall running between it, so it allows both genders to talk to one another without…losing the modesty. And there are towels available! You guys wouldn’t see Hagakure and I—”

She realizes how stupid that sounds as the boys look at the invisible girl, but Hagakure seems to have forgotten her invisibility and is covering her face with her sleeves. Somehow, Kemuri knows that she’s blushing.

“Gah,” Kemuri sighs, closing her eyes. “Forget it…it was stupid…”

“No, no!” Hagakure blurts. “I want to come over! I love onsens!”

Shoji is rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s been a while since I’ve been to one…” he admits. “It could be nice.”

“I agree,” Tokoyami says.

Ojiro nods and smiles at Kemuri. “Then we’re in. What time on Saturday? And do we meet at the onsen or your house?”

Kemuri is a little stunned that she, Kemuri Shimakage—shy, awkward excuse for a human being who until recently, couldn’t even speak coherently to the guy she likes—has successfully invited people over to her house. She starts to smile.

“Actually, the onsen is right on my property,” she says. “It’s just a little walk away from my main house, so…we can just meet there. It’s the same address if you look up Hosu Harmony, Tokyo. Maybe come around 3 o’clock?”

They pull out their phones and punch in the info, starting to discuss snack options. Kemuri can’t stop shaking, her smile getting wider and easier to hold onto.

Chapter 21: When Kemuri Almost Hugged Todoroki

Summary:

It's time for no quirks combat, which flips the tables on a few students.

Chapter Text

"Before we start today," Iida says, standing at the front of the classroom. "The class council would like to get everyone's phone numbers!" 

Yaoyorozu, standing beside him, nods and holds up both Kemuri and Todoroki's phones (given to her at the start of class). "The numbers will be given to our Historians, Todoroki and Shimakage, only. They will use it to alert all of you to class activities or any gatherings that we want to do together." 

Iida's hand shoots straight up. "Is everyone alright with that?" he calls.

Less enthusiastic nods and mumbles of "sure" and "fine" pop up around the room, all except for Mineta, who's drooling at the thought of easily getting every girls' number. Aizawa continues snoring away in his sleeping bag. Yaoyorozu hands Kemuri's phone to Hagakure and Todoroki's phone to Aoyama. 

"Make yourself a new contact and put in your number," she says. 

The phones get passed around, then returned to their rightful owners. Kemuri scrolls through her new contacts and starts to smile. Some of them were serious. Others made their contacts silly.

Most notable are ones like "✧·゚: *✧·゚:*Aoyama*:·゚✧*:·゚✧" and "Don't text this fucking number" and one that makes Kemuri grimace a little to herself as her cheeks turn pink— "Daddy ;)".

"Now we'll do a quick test!" Iida says. "Everyone, phones out. Shimakage, please create a group chat and message everyone."

Kemuri does so. Text tones ring all around the class.

Kemuri
Testing, testing, respond if this works ^_^

Sero-tape
FIRST

Dank-i Kaminari
FIRST

Eijiro Kirishima
FIRST

Don't text this fucking number
I'm going to kill every one of you.

Sero-tape
You don't know who we are, soo...good luck.

Don't text this fucking number
Shimakage knows who you are!

Bakugo looks up from his phone, standing up at his desk. "Shimakage, tell me who's texting right now!" he demands.

Kemuri pales. "I...don't think I should." 

Their phones ding in synchronization and everyone looks at the new text.

Daddy ;)
Helloooo ladies~

Every eye in the class moves to Mineta, who notices the looks with the dignity of a raccoon being caught rifling through a trashcan. Kemuri deletes his contact name and replaces it with "No". Everyone returns to their phones, typing, and Mineta lets out a nervous laugh.

"Are you done here?" Aizawa asks from the floor. "Class is about to begin."

"Has everyone responded?" Iida calls.

"Yeah." 

"Yup."

"Uh-huh."

Bakugo growls. 

"Perfect!" Iida turns to Aizawa. "Then we are done, Aizawa Sensei!"

Aizawa somehow stands up, still cocooned, and turns to the door. "Then I'll leave you to it. Put away your phones. Class is starting." 

The door swings open and Present Mic sweeps in as Aizawa sweeps out. "ALRIGHT! WHO'S READY FOR ENGLISH CLASS?!" he shouts.

 Kemuri tucks her phone away and prepares for her favourite class.

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The morning classes sail by and before Kemuri knows it, it's time for another round of one-on-one sparring in Gym Gamma. Already, a lot of the students are starting to fidget. The idea of sparring without their quirks is causing a lot of anxiety, it seems.

"I hate this stupid exercise," Bakugo grumbles.

"It hasn't even started yet, man," Kirishima says.

Kemuri looks to her sides and catches Nishimura glancing down at his arms for a fleeting second. He morphs one finger into a knife, mouths something like "I'll miss you", before returning it to normal. Kemuri stifles a giggle.

"Remember, to all you emitter and transformation types, no quirks," Aizawa says. Cementoss has already created the sparring ring, stretching out across a sizeable expanse of the gym. "If I see anyone try, I'll erase it."

Again, he lists off the sparring partners. Kemuri ends up against Todoroki, and in any other situation, that would make her feel faint. Today, she is exceedingly calm. She knows that she has some luck on her side that will put her above the other emitter and transformative types. She knows how to fight without her quirk. The fog just makes it easier.

First up is Hagakure and Midoriya. Within the first few seconds, it becomes painfully obvious that these fights aren't going to be nearly as exciting as one with quirks involved. Midoriya seems hesitant to approach the floating gloves and boots waiting ahead of him, cheeks red, and when he does Hagakure dodges his hits.

Then, she ditches her gloves and shoes, leaving Midoriya effectively alone. He turns around in circles, flinching at every scuff on the ground, and then he yelps and swipes at his shoulder. There's the sound of skin hitting skin, Midoriya gasps, and then his entire face turns red.

"MIDORIYA, YOU PERVERT!" Hagakure's disembodied voice shrieks.

"I...I didn't mean to! I swear! I can't even see where you are!" the poor boy wails, flailing his arms around, blushing so hard that Kemuri starts to wonder whether steam will erupt from his ears.

He starts shielding his face as Hagakure's shouting continues, dropping onto his knees against invisible blows until he's curled up in an ashamed ball. Hagakure stops smacking him, judging by how he stops flinching, and Aizawa lets out a long-suffering sigh.

Kemuri wraps her arms around herself and glances to the guys on either side of her. "Hagakure sure knows how to use her feminine charms," she mumbles.

"I really don't want to fight her...ever," Ojiro agrees. The tips of his ears have turned pink and his tail has moved to cover his mouth. Shoji clears his throat, nodding, and Tokoyami yet again is reserved to crossing his arms, eyes closed, head bowed.

So stoic, Kemuri thinks to herself.

"Alright, Hagakure wins," Aizawa says. "Next up, Bakugo and Ojiro."

Ojiro gets to his feet and stretches his arms to the ceiling. "Wish me luck," he says.

"Luck," Shoji and Kemuri say at once. They fist bump. Ojiro and Tokoyami sigh in tandem.

As the two boys head down to the fighting ring, Hagakure returns to the bench, gloves and boots back on, and takes the spot Ojiro vacated. Kemuri stares at her for a second, unsure whether she's smiling or not.

"So...you okay?" she asks.

Hagakure leans over and Kemuri feels her breath tickle her ear. "Midoriya...slapped my boob," she whispers. "I didn't think he was like that."

Kemuri flushes. "Uh...Hagakure, I mean this in the nicest way possible, not trying to victim blame or anything, but..." she says, starting to shrug. "He...can't see you. And he said he didn't mean to. It was just an accident."

Hagakure thinks about that for a second. "Oh...right. I forget sometimes!"

"How do you just forget? Can you see yourself?" Hagakure doesn't do anything and Kemuri frowns. "Did you just nod or...?"

"Oh! Yeah! I nodded," Hagakure says. "I can see myself sometimes. It's a little finicky, like sometimes it flashes on and off, but it doesn't work for others. Invisible people are the only ones who can see other invisible people. Like sometimes my parents are just randomly visible to me, and no one else, and it's like woah!" She flails her arms. "Boom! Hi mom and dad! Nice to see you!"

So, her parents are invisible too, Kemuri thinks. That explains a lot.

"So what do you look like?" Shoji asks.

"I'm kind of like a mash-up of Yang Guifei and Francis Xavier."

Kemuri and Shoji stare at her, brains doing their best to work out that mash-up, while Tokoyami nods sagely to himself. Kemuri honestly cannot come up with a combined picture of what one of the four beauties of Ancient China and the first Christian missionary to visit Japan would look like.

"Uh...okay," Kemuri mumbles.

"Just think round face, bluey-green eyes, and lots of greenish-pink hair!” Hagakure giggles.

That does make it a little easier, although Kemuri wishes more than ever that she could actually see her friend. "Aw, that sounds really pretty,” Kemuri says with a smile.

"DAMMIT, TAIL, I'M GONNA KILL YOU!"

Kemuri jolts away from her conversation to look back at the fighting ring only to find that Bakugo is trying to defend himself against a relentless attack from Ojiro's tail. Ojiro fights with a calm ferocity, spinning and ducking and swinging his tail with swift, sure movements. On the sidelines, Aizawa's hair is sticking straight up with the effort of stopping Bakugo from using his quirk.

Ojiro keeps attacking. Bakugo keeps cursing. Kirishima, Kaminari, and a few of the other guys are clutching their stomachs from laughing too hard.

Bakugo, for lack of a better term, is getting his ass kicked.

Eventually, Ojiro manages to knock Bakugo down and pin him. Aizawa declares that the fight is over, his hair drops down, and he grumbles to himself as he starts putting in eye drops. Ojiro backs off and offers a hand to Bakugo, but the angry blond smacks it away and storms back to the bleachers and his guffawing classmates.

"ALL OF YOU BETTER SHUT THE HELL UP!"

Kemuri has to admit, she feels somewhat bad for him. Not bad enough that she doesn't join in on congratulating Ojiro to high heaven when he returns, but bad. Ojiro's cheeks stay pink for a while, but even he can't hide the pride on his face.

"I only won because my quirk can't be erased," he says, rubbing the back of his neck.

"But you won!" Hagakure retorts. "You're so awesome!"

Ojiro's face gets even redder.

"Shimakage, Todoroki, you're up," Aizawa calls.

Kemuri scrambles to her feet and hurries to the ring, casting a brief glance at the solemn boy she's up against. The last time she interacted with him was during the 50 metre dash on the first day of school and she feels a little queasy thinking about how cringe-worthy she was after that race.

Still, he won't have his ice or his fire today. Thank goodness.

She settles into place on one side of the court and he takes the other. He observes her blankly, arms crossed, and she wonders whether Hagakure is swooning in the stands. She is so not subtle about who she finds cute.

But, if there's one thing that Kemuri can confidently say she knows about Todoroki, it's that he is freaking attractive—attractive enough to almost be a distraction.

Almost.

"Start."

Kemuri races forward and Todoroki takes a step back, tapping his right foot, then his eyes widen at the realization that this fight is "no quirks". Kemuri goes for a punch and he dodges it, hair flying.

He tries to return his own blow, but she evades that too. For a few seconds, they engage in a back and forth hit and dodge routine where neither of them gets a strike in. Todoroki doesn't turn his back to her, focused intently on facing her at all times.

She's impressed. He's a decent fighter, but she can see how uncomfortable he is even behind that stoic expression. He's used to using his quirk and not having it is hard to adjust to.

He manages to block a few more of her strikes and as she goes for a left hook, he grabs her arm with his right hand, prickling her skin with a sheen of ice. Aizawa's hair flies up again as his quirk activates. Todoroki hesitates, frustration flooding his heterochromatic eyes, and Kemuri grits her teeth. This is her chance.

She goes in close, wrapping her arm around his torso and slipping her leg forward. She uses his own weight against him, flipping him over her back and smashing him into the ground, his other arm pinned under her armpit. He grunts at the impact as he lands on his side, eyes squeezing shut, but Kemuri holds him in place.

"That's a wrap. Shimakage wins," Aizawa says.

Kemuri releases Todoroki and he gets to his feet, stretching his arm a bit as he grips his shoulder. Kemuri uses her steam to get the ice off her arm, then offers him her hand as he turns to look at her.

"Good fight," she says with a tiny smile. If there's one thing she's learned from her years of training, it's that respect for her opponent is just as crucial as the actual fight.

Todoroki still holds his shoulder, eyes narrowed, but he takes her hand and gives it a firm shake. "Yeah, good fight," he mumbles.

He heads back to his seat. Kemuri trails behind him. As she passes Aizawa, she feels his hand touch her arm and she stops. Her expression is probably way more scared than it needs to be. Aizawa digs his hand into his pocket and pulls out a slip of paper.

"The support course finished part of your costume," he says. When he notes her look of confusion, he taps the paper, "Head to the Development Studio after class and talk to Power Loader. He'll explain."

Kemuri nods. "Thank you, Sensei."

She goes back to her seat and settles in to watch the rest of the fights. Hagakure bumps their shoulders together, elbow jabbing Kemuri's side.

"That last move? I thought you were going to hug him," Hagakure says. "I was like, dang Kemuri, you're really going for it. Just...gonna hug the cutest boy in the school. Without me. Alright."

Her cheeks heat up. Internally, she says that she personally thinks that the cutest boy in the school is someone else, but instead she nods. Objectively, Hagakure has a point. "I don't think he would want me to hug him," she says.

Ojiro leans forward and smiles. "That move is a classic! Taking down an opponent who's bigger than you," he says with a thumbs up. "Nice work! Your form was great!"

Kemuri nods and a nudge of excitement makes her smile. "Thanks! It's one of the first moves my grandfather taught me when I was little. He said that, since I'm so small, it would be useful."

Well, she thinks a second later, those weren't his exact words. It was more like "you're so tiny and pathetic that if you don't learn this move, you'll never win a single fight." She proved him wrong as she got more skilled, but...

"You're not that small," Hagakure says. "You're, like, the second tallest girl in the class after Yaomomo! And you're taller than Tokoyami!"

"She is correct. It is a cross I must bear," Tokoyami says.

"Do you ever talk normally?" Ojiro asks.

"Yes, but it's more fun this way. It's all about..." He pauses, fist clenching. "The aesthetic."

Kemuri focuses on Hagakure's comment instead of...that. "Yeah...true," she says.

"I mean, I don't even crack five feet. You've got..." She stops to count. "Six inches on me! So maybe if your grandfather met me, he'd realize that you aren't tiny at all." She gasps. "Oh my gosh, I can show him tomorrow!"

Kemuri's stomach clenches with nervousness and she gulps. That's yet another thing that she didn't think about when she planned for her friends to come over—her grandfather. She didn't forget, she just chose to trust that her grandfather will be different this time. Even he has to understand how important this is for her.

"Right," she squeaks. She clears her throat. "Tomorrow."

She suddenly doesn't want her friends to go anywhere near her grandfather tomorrow. Not if she can help it.

Chapter 22: Costume Βeta and Talks Over Tea

Summary:

Kemuri gets a special upgrade and gets answers to some questions that she forgot she had.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When class is over and they’re getting changed, Kemuri lets Hagakure know about the note from the support course.

“Apparently, it’s about my costume,” Kemuri says, again fiddling with the note in her hands.

Hagakure’s blazer shoulders bounce as she buttons it up. “Okay! Do you want us to wait for you back in class?”

“If you want, but if you think you’re going to miss the train, just go. I’ll head back by myself.”

Hagakure freezes and Kemuri gets the feeling that she’s got a teasing look on her face. “Are you going to drive home with Ingenium again? Hm?”

Kemuri sputters. “That was one time!”

From her locker, Mina whirls around like a dog when they hear a treat bag being opened. “Oh, yeah, Shimakage! That reminds me!” she gushes. “Did Ingenium seriously give you a ride home and take a selfie with you? I saw the Instagram post and was like…whaaaa?”

The other girls are looking at her now and Kemuri hurries to get her skirt on. “I mean…yeah, but only because he happened to be picking Tenya—Iida! Iida. He was picking Iida up and he offered me a ride because I missed my train—”

“Ooh, I heard a first name...” Hagakure sing-songs.

Kemuri is not a violent person, but this time she reaches over and smacks Hagakure’s arm. The invisible girl squeals, then starts laughing as she rubs the spot.

“That’s so sweet of Iida,” Uraraka says, clasping her hands together as her face lights up with an adorable smile. “And his brother is a super cool hero! It’s awesome that you met him.”

“I didn’t know that Ingenium is his brother,” Jiro says.

“He is. Ingenium is a stellar pro and a gentleman as well,” Yaoyorozu says. “I’ve met him a few times before and it’s always been a pleasure.”

That gets the other girls yammering, demanding to know how Yaoyorozu got to meet him, which leads to her admitting that she meets a lot of pros through her family. Kemuri takes that chance to finish changing and hurry out of the changeroom, unfolding the note and reading it again as best she can. She read it fine before thanks to her goggles.

She finds the Development Studio and knocks. After a second, the door slides open and she’s greeted by a small, skinny man with orange hair and very large hands. The yellow helmet that mimics construction equipment is enough to tell Kemuri that she found the right place.

“Uh…Power Loader Sensei? You asked to see me?” she asks.

“Ah, Shimakage! Perfect. Please, come in, and bring that case,” he says, ushering her inside.

She enters a large room decked out in prototypes of support items, tools, machinery, and every other important thing that a support course needs. Power Loader takes her costume case and opens it, taking out a set of instructions, and Kemuri keeps staring at everything in awe.

Then, she notices a girl with bright pink hair sitting at one of the desks. She has a pair of safety goggles on and is using a blowtorch to weld something together.

“Alright, looks like we’re set,” Power Loader says, getting Kemuri’s attention again. “I already filled out the formal application for the support companies, so all we have to do is add the upgrade.”

Kemuri raises her hand a little. “Uh…what exactly is this upgrade?”

The pink-haired girl perks up and whirls around in her chair, revealing a wide smile and strange golden eyes. “Ooo, you’re Shimakage,” she says, her voice bouncing as she inhales sharply. “Your upgrade is fabulous! I wish it was one of my babies, but Power Loader got to it first…”

“Babies?” Kemuri echoes.

Power Loader waves his hand about. “She’s Mei Hatsume, one of the support course students. She helps me out in here during last period,” he says. He eyes the girl. “Let me explain her suit to her, alright?”

“Yes, sir, Mr. Power Loader!” Hatsume giggles. She winks at Kemuri and adds, “Let me know if you want any changes.” Kemuri wonders whether it’s just her who found that wink seductive, but there isn't anyone else to confirm her suspicion.

Power Loader sighs. “Anyway,” he says, “we had a bit of trouble with your costume request; the part about armour, but with exposed skin, so you could use your quirk.” Kemuri nods. “We had to take some extra time to get it ready. Sorry about that.”

Her grey eyes start to sparkle. “You found a way to give me armour?” she repeats.

Power Loader nods and moves to a shelf, where he pulls down a case and sets it on the counter. When he opens it, it reveals something that looks like a fish net. He steps back and gestures to it.

“Go ahead, feel it,” he says.

She reaches over and pulls it out. The immediate sensation on her fingertips is of chainmail, like the kind knights used to wear, but lighter and with larger gaps in between. It feels smooth and it’s shaped like a bodysuit. Each sleeve has a small ring at the end that looks like it fits around the middle finger, acting sort of like a glove. The pants cut off at the ankle.

“This is a mesh suit, made of a special lightweight metal. It’s breathable, allowing you to continue using your quirk all over your body as you already do, but…” He holds up one finger and turns to his workstation, grabbing a small knife. “It’s also armour. Watch.”

He grabs the sleeve of the suit and slices it across, but the knife glances off with a soft ringing noise. Kemuri’s eyes get sparklier.

“It’s not invincible. It will rip if it gets too beat up, but that's the case with any armour,” Power Loader says with a small smile. “Again, we’re sorry it took so long to get it ready.”

“Are you kidding? This is amazing,” she breathes, rubbing her thumbs along the mesh. “This…this is better than I could’ve hoped for. I thought it was forgotten about.”

“Not at all,” he says. He extends his hand and she hands him the suit. “We’ll sew it into your current costume, make it all one piece, and have it ready for you by training class on Monday.”

She bows. “Thank you so much.”

Suddenly, all her silly worries about her costume are gone and she feels nothing but love. Just having something like this mesh suit will make her feel more covered and protected. It’s wonderful. Christmas has come early!

“Glad you like it!” Power Loader replies. He pats her case. “Come by if you have any issues with it.”

“Yes, of course! Thank you!”

She heads out of the studio with a slight skip in her step.

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On her way back to class, she passes the principal's office, and with it, something tickles at the back of her mind. She remembers the quirk apprehension test and the words that Aizawa said to her before he gave her a second chance on the ball throw.

"I saw the practical exam. You were close to not making it, yet special circumstances permitted you to be in this course."

That makes her think of All Might's comment during her acceptance video, where he said that her, Nishimura, and a few other students created a rift with the judges due to having similar scores. What does that all mean?

She stops in front of the door, glances up and down the hall, then knocks.

"Come in!" a sweet, high-pitched voice says from within.

She pushes the door open, revealing a quaint little office that smells of freshly-steeped tea. Sitting at the desk at the head of the office is an adorable white creature that resembles a dog, a mouse, and a bear all at the same time. He's wearing a little suit that makes Kemuri have to suppress an audible "aw".

"Ah, Shimakage!" Nezu greets, standing up in his large seat. "What brings you here today? Sit, sit! Would you like some tea? I just made some."

Kemuri nods as she sits down in the chair opposite the desk, accepting the cup from the principal's paw as he climbs onto the desk to hand it to her. He sits down on top of it, holding his own cup, and smiles.

"What can I do for you?" he asks.

"I...had a question about the entrance exam," Kemuri says. She takes a brief sip of the tea and recoils in shock, gaping at the cup. How can tea be this delicious?

"Yes?"

"Well...Aizawa Sensei said that special circumstances let me into the Hero Course," she continues. "Can...can I ask what those were?"

Nezu's smile fades a little. He takes a sip from his own cup, then sighs. "I suppose I could tell you, but...I would ask that you do not spread it around."

"Of course, Principal Nezu...sir." She winces a little at her awkwardness.

Nezu is unfazed. "It came down to a few different factors, actually. One, a lot of students ending up tying for points, so the elimination system was a little rocky."

"Like with Nishimura and I," Kemuri says. She thinks of All Might's explanation in her video as she says it.

"And two other students that are now in Class 1-B, Miss Ino and Yo Zandaka, and others," he adds. Kemuri arches an eyebrow at the strange names—quite literally the Japanese version of Yin and Yang. "As you know, our acceptance rate into the Hero Course is thirty-six through the exam, then four through recommendation, creating forty in total."

She nods. "But this year, U.A accepted forty students from the exam and four from recommendation."

"Correct!" Nezu tilts his head back and drinks his tea deeply. Trying to seem less awkward, Kemuri takes another drink. "When the exam was over, the judges simply could not decide who to let go of amongst the tied students. There were so many outstanding performances."

"No disrespect sir, but...I don't see why that would be a problem. Shouldn't the person with the lowest score get kicked out? That's how it always works," she says.

"That is also true, but...this wasn't so easy. For example, you and Nishimura acted in very similar ways during your entrance exam. You got twenty-three points from villains, twenty points from rescue. He got thirty villain points and thirteen from rescue. You ended up with forty-three points each, and since you worked together, the judges were stumped."

"And the other students? The...Yin and Yang?"

"Oh, you mean the Zandaka twins? Their quirk is something called Fusion. It only works if they are together, so in the end, their points were combined. Apparently, they were born as one person, and when their quirk arrived, they split into two! Remarkable." He chuckles, then says, "But, anyway, they had forty points total, tying with some of the other students."

She sighs. "Principal Nezu...I'm sorry, but I don't get what all this has to do with why you let in more students than normal."

"Oh, sorry, I get really long-winded when tea is involved." Nezu chuckles and sets his cup down, clapping his paws together. "Basically, we had a situation where we could not fairly decide who should leave and who should go. Because of so many students doing well, plus the case with the Zandaka twins having a shared quirk...it was a real pickle. Then...I remembered some of Aizawa's past teaching tendencies, linked to how many expulsions he has on his record. Why, just last year, he expelled an entire class of first years."

Kemuri almost chokes on her tea. "W-What? He can do that?"

"He can and he does. As you can imagine, it puts an awful amount of strain on our graduation rates," Nezu says.

She realizes all too quickly that Aizawa was most likely telling the truth about expelling the person who came in last on the quirk test a few days ago, meaning that Midoriya...

Wait, why did he let Midoriya stay then? she wonders. Did he change his mind?

"As a faculty, we assumed that Aizawa had a high chance of expelling more students, and felt that perhaps it would be alright if, just this once, we let in the four extra students," Nezu says. "That way, if they did get expelled, we would just drop back to the regular class size."

Kemuri bows her head a little. Her chest feels tight and shame invades her. Is that grace really all that got her into the Hero Course? It makes her sick just thinking about it.

Nezu smiles a little, his gaze drifting to somewhere distant. "I have watched the entrance exam for many years," he muses. "The test is very biased towards those with physical power, flashy quirks that allow them to destroy the robots. That's part of the reason why we added power switches and implicated the rules that immobilizing the robots was just as good as destroying them. It allowed for more cunning or physically weak students to have a chance."

Kemuri purses her lips. Her mother failed the entrance exam for the hero course because her smoke screen couldn't stop the robots and she didn't have the body strength to just destroy them. She got maybe three or four points in the end after she desperately used chunks of broken concrete to smash some one-pointers into submission. That's why she ended up in General Studies.

"The test is a show of power, yes, but it's also a test of character," Nezu says. "There are always students with quirks that don't allow them to fight, but every person is capable of rescuing and helping those in need. Your classmate, Izuku Midoriya, got by only on rescue points, for example."

Kemuri finds that hard to believe. The kid has incredible power. Sure, it breaks his limbs when he uses it, but seriously? How did someone with a power like his not destroy a single villain?

"My point is," Nezu says, "sometimes, we see people who have incredible potential and others who are obviously just there because they think that heroism is something cool and trendy. It is very easy to weed out the ones who don't have what it takes, easy to find those thirty-six future hero students. This year, it simply wasn't. There were four extra students that we just could not let go of, so..." He spreads his arms wide. "I said let them in!"

"And one of them was me?"

His tiny black eyes are soft. "Yes," he says. "But, I don't want you to think for a second that you did not earn your place at this school. If you hadn't earned it, you would not be here. Do you understand?"

She sniffles a little and looks at her lap. "But...Aizawa Sensei said...?"

"Aizawa has his own way of motivating his students. In the context that he told you such things, he must have been trying to get you to boost your potential," Nezu says. "Am I correct?"

She swallows hard and for a moment, she imagines the ball in her hand. She imagines Aizawa, her grandfather, and her quirk. "Yes...sir."

He hops off the desk and walks over to her, reaching out to pat her knee. "You have a lot of determination, Shimakage, and so much potential. I cannot wait to see how you and your classmates grow."

She wipes at her eyes. "Thank you, sir."

Another gentle pat. "You're welcome. Now, you should get back to class."

"Right." She stands, handing back the teacup. "Thank you for answering my questions."

"If you need anything else, feel free to stop by!"

She bows and heads back out into the hall. When she returns to class and meets up with her friends, she feels a little lighter. She earned her spot next to them, and that feels good.

Notes:

Do you ever plan something, like right at the start of a story, only to realize how convoluted and hard to explain it is? Because I do.

Either way, I hope this chapter wasn't too confusing, I just felt that I needed to explain my reasoning for having extra kids in the hero course. Plus, as much as I hate Mineta, I dislike when people kick him out of 1-A just to put their OC in. It feels unfair to him. He worked hard to get into U.A too!

I hope you keep enjoying the story!

Chapter 23: 50 Flavours of Ramune

Chapter Text

Saturday morning, Kemuri is up with the sun. She does her morning workout in the dojo, buzzing with adrenaline, not even a bit tired. Today, nothing is going to bring her down.

She finishes her training, hits the showers, and gets dressed. She sits in front of her vanity mirror, combing through her silver hair while she runs over a list in her head. She has to go and get some snacks, plus she has to make sure that the springs are nice and clean—they always are, her dad takes very good care of them, but it can't hurt to check—and she needs today to be as close to perfect as possible.

She stops brushing her hair. It's been about ten years since she had friends over. Sure, there have been children her age inside the house, thanks to parties thrown by her grandfather or mother, but the last time she had one of her friends inside this house? That was in kindergarten.

That makes her anxiety worse. She finishes up with her braid and smooths her Kamui Woods t-shirt; one of those cartoony things that makes it look like you're wearing the hero's costume. She eyes herself closely in the mirror. Is it too casual?

She goes to her closet and pulls it open, flipping through her stacks of t-shirts. Kemuri is not what anyone would call fashionable. When not in her school uniform, she likes keeping things simple, wearing t-shirts, tank tops, long-sleeved shirts, and jeans, sometimes layering sweaters on top, and most of her tops have some relation to cartoons or heroes that she likes. Her entire look is casual, and with that confirmation, she decides that her friends won't care.

The only time she dresses up is for the rare occasion when she gets to go to banquets and parties that her parents and grandfather get invited to. That happens once in a blue moon, so she only has one or two dresses, and the last time she wore them was probably a year or two ago. They might not fit anymore.

Her phone dings and she checks it. The grocery stores are open now, so she can go and get her shopping done. She packs herself a purse and leaves her bedroom, tiptoeing past her parents' room on the way to the kitchen. She peeks in for just a second, long enough to see that they're still sleeping.

In the kitchen, she grabs the last apple in the fridge and scribbles a quick note to her parents about where she is. She slaps it on the fridge, takes a bite of her breakfast, and hurries out the door.

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"Apples, caramel sauce, takoyaki bites, chips..."

Kemuri stops walking and looks up from her list just in time to see the holy grail of snack food. Her mouth waters and she dashes over to the candy shelf, gazing up at the pinnacle of delicious.

Multi-pack of Kit Kat bars, assorted flavours...and it's on sale. She whispers a "thank you" to whoever is up there, watching over her, and snatches the chocolate from the shelf and drops it into her basket.

"Okay, what else..." she murmurs. She has her glasses on for the sake of reading her list and all the prices, and they slip down her nose as she reads. She has to use her knuckles to push it up, since her hands are full.

Check, check, check, she's got pretty much everything. She just has to get drinks. She wanders over to the correct aisle and peruses the ramune options before pulling out her phone and starting a group chat.

Kemuri
Guys, what flavour ramune do you want and how many bottles each?
I'm thinking two.

Hagakure
Bubblegum for me! And chocolate if the store has it!
Also you're the best for buying me food ( ˘ ³˘)♥

Ojiro
Just original is fine for me.

Hagakure
Ojiro, why are you so...plain?

Ojiro
...
Also, melon.

Hagakure
Did I hurt your feelings? I'm sorry ;-; I didn't mean toooo

Ojiro
No...I'm plain...you're right...

Hagakure
LIVE YOUR PLAIN LIFE, OJIRO! DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU NOT TO
I WAS JUST TEASING!
YOU'RE GREAT THE WAY YOU ARE

Ojiro
Heh...thanks, Hagakure.

Shoji
Do they still have the octopus and takoyaki flavours??? 🐙

Kemuri
Yes, but I legit didn't think anyone drank those.

Shoji
I do.
They're delicious.
...
Don't judge me (ง'̀-'́)ง

Hagakure
You're very dedicated to the "octopus", Shoji. I LIKE IT!!!
Also awww you use emojis!!
That's so cuteee~

Kemuri
TAKOYAKI AND OCTOPUS COMING RIGHT UP!!
Also, I agree it's very cute~

Shoji
(⌒_⌒)

Tokoyami
I will have the mystery flavour.
And green apple.

Kemuri
Sounds good! I'm getting strawberry and watermelon ^_^
Omg guys...
There's wasabi and chilli oil and kimchi.
If I buy it, we have to try it.
SHOTS.

Hagakure
OMG that sounds so fun!

Shoji
Kemuri, not to sound dramatic
But we have to do that.
I've never tried those, tbh.

Hagakure
What, mister takoyaki hasn't tried wasabi ramune?

Shoji
Have you?

Hagakure
...
No...

Tokoyami
Drink deep of the poison...
In this mad banquet of darkness...

Ojiro
Dude...
Are you even real? XD
...I tried to use an emoji, did it work?

Hagakure
10/10. Very cute <3

Ojiro
...
Cute??

Kemuri puts her phone away and gathers the ramune bottles, marbles clinking a little as she slips them into her basket. With that done, she goes to the checkout, smiling like an idiot to herself the whole time.

She really, really likes having friends.

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Kemuri has to force herself not to hide everything that she has in her room. It's okay to have a poster of Ingenium and Kamui Woods and Best Jeanist. There is nothing wrong with having figures of All Might, Gunhead, Edgeshot and...

She stares at her literal legion of Pop figures and gently adjusts her special edition 6-inch Gang Orca from where he stands next to Midnight. Then she dusts off the glass case where she keeps her PVC figure of Peacekeeper. She steps back and, just to be safe, and mostly to avoid further teasing from Hagakure, she hides the Ingenium plush she won at an amusement park a few years ago in her closet.

"At least my bedsheets are normal," she says to herself as she makes her bed and adjusts all the cushy soft pillows sitting on it.

The doorbell rings and she's bolting out of the room, ramming her shoulder into the doorframe as she barrels towards the front door, screaming, "I'VE GOT IT! I'VE GOT IT!" Kazue and Cayden, sitting peacefully in the living room, smile at each other knowingly as they shake their heads.

Kemuri opens the door to find Shoji standing there, dressed in a tank top and camo cargo pants. He waves, eyes crinkling a little, and nervousness smacks Kemuri in the face.

"Shoji, hi!" she greets. She backs up. "Please, come in!"

He enters with a soft thanks, slipping off his shoes and setting them aside. Kemuri leads him into the living room, where Kazue is already starting to stand up and Cayden resigns himself to sitting on the couch. Kemuri smiles at her parents and gestures to her tall friend.

"Mom, dad, this is Mezo Shoji," she says. "He's the one who helped me out on the day of the entrance exam. Shoji, my mom and my dad."

Shoji bows. "It's nice to meet you both."

"Same to you," Kazue says, moving closer to him and gently patting his arm. "If you want, you can wait in here until the others arrive. We were just watching TV."

Shoji eyes the TV, then nods. "Thank you. I will."

Just as he sits down, the doorbell rings again and Kemuri races off. This time, Hagakure and Ojiro stand on her front step. Ojiro waves and Hagakure lets out a squeal, bouncing a little as her tank top sleeve starts to shift with her waving.

"Kemuri! Hi!" she greets. "Oh my gosh, your house is amazing! I love it already!"

Kemuri laughs. "Thanks! Come on in."

Hagakure gives her a hug the second she's inside while Ojiro slips off his shoes. With that done, Kemuri brings them to the living room and goes through the same introductions.

"Hi! I'm Toru Hagakure!" Hagakure says. "Your house is amazing!"

"Why, thank you," Kazue says with a smile. "You're very kind."

"It's an honour to meet you, Sergeant Shimakage," Ojiro says, bowing to her. He turns to Cayden. "And to you..." He hesitates, unsure of whether the last name is the same. "Uh, Shimakage-san?"

"Please, just Cayden," Cayden says with a smile. He rubs the back of his neck, mussing his brunet curls. "We're kind of informal in this house. That's my fault. If that's a little too much, you can call me Mr. Hall."

"Okay, thank you...Mr. Hall."

Kemuri holds back a giggle at his formal attitude. Ojiro takes a seat next to Shoji and Hagakure flops down next to Kemuri's dad.

"So, Mr. Hall, you're Canadian, right?" she asks.

He nods. "Yep. But I've lived in Japan for..." He thinks for a second. "Well, about eighteen years now."

"I hope this doesn't sound rude or anything, but your Japanese is really good!"

"Thank you. It took quite a bit of learning," he admits. He smiles at Kazue as she sits down next to him. "But it really helped that Kazue knows English. She was a great teacher."

"So that's why Kemuri is so good at English class," Shoji says. "Now we know your secret."

"I'm bilingual and proud of it," Kemuri says in perfect English. She points at Shoji. "It's like my secret quirk.”

Cayden laughs. "Bilingual families are more fun," he agrees. Ojiro squints hard, struggling to keep up with the translations.

"And now we're all speaking English," Kazue says with a sigh. She reverts back to Japanese. "Honestly, I almost walked past Cayden when we first met, but his Japanese was so bad..."

"Aw, honey, you found it endearing and you know it," Cayden retorts.

That triggers Hagakure into asking how they met, gushing the entire time, and Kemuri's parents eagerly recount the tale. Kemuri lingers by the entrance to the living room, casting fleeting glances at the door. One more and it's a party.

When the doorbell rings, she's at the door in a flash, and there's Tokoyami, dressed in jeans, a black top, and a vest. Kemuri smiles and ushers him in, to which he thanks her.

"Tokoyami's here!" Kemuri calls, leading him into the living room. "Mom, dad, Fumikage Tokoyami. Tokoyami..."

"Your mother and father," Tokoyami finishes. He bows. "I am honoured."

"Nice to meet you too! We were just sharing some stories," Cayden says.

"So, do you kids want to go to the onsen first?" Kazue asks. "It's up to you."

"I'm ready to relax!" Hagakure says, leaping to her feet. She dashes over to Kemuri and grabs her arm. "Kemuri, please say we're doing the onsen first."

Kemuri smiles. "We're going to the onsen first."

"Yes," Hagakure whispers, dragging out the "s".

Chapter 24: And Then There Was One

Summary:

Kemuri can't hide anything from Hagakure. Sometimes this is good. Sometimes this is bad.

Chapter Text

“This is the life…” Hagakure sighs.

Kemuri nods, eyes closed, a warm towel draped over her forehead. The day is just cool enough that the springs are extra enjoyable. Across the low wall, she can hear the three guys talking to each other while they relax.

Hagakure shifts, the water parting around her, and Kemuri opens one eye. It’s funny to see just a hole in the water that perfectly outlines Hagakure’s body and seeing it makes her smirk.

“Kemuri, your dad may be one of my favourite people ever,” Hagakure says.

“Oh? Why?” Kemuri asks.

“Because he’s Canadian, he’s super nice, he’s adorable, and he runs a spa! He’s awesome!” She sinks lower and the water slips over her chest until the hole is reduced to the size of her neck. “Totally get why your mom married him.”

“So you just ship my parents, then?”

“Definitely. I’ve gotta love the people that created my BFF.” She pauses. “They are…Kazayden.”

“Cayzue.”

“Oo, I like that one!” She gasps and stands up, moving over to the wall and hoisting herself up. Kemuri’s eyes widen as a wet outline of the lower half of her body appears on the rock. “Guys! Serious question! Kazayden or Cayzue?”

“What? Is that a ship name?” Ojiro asks.

“Cayzue,” both Shoji and Tokoyami say at once.

“I agree!” Hagakure says before splashing back into the pool. She giggles and swims closer to Kemuri. “Ojiro’s face got so red when I looked over. Adorable.”

Kemuri stares at the space where her friend’s face most likely is, eyebrows starting to wiggle. She senses payback time, which means its time to put her mediocre teasing skills to the test.

“Adorable, huh? So…do you…like him?” she asks.

Hagakure gasps. “I do not! I’m allowed to say he’s cute without liking him!”

“Then what was that flirting in the group chat?”

The water forms the shape of crossed arms. “I was not flirting!” Kemuri wiggles her eyebrows and promptly gets splashed. “You’re terrible! This is payback, isn’t it?”

“Maybe a little…”

“Well, maybe I’ll just start talking about Mr. Tenya Iida—”

“Shut up! The guys can hear you!”

“Like they don’t already know!”

“Hagakure…”

“Shimakage…”

“Oh, last names, huh? Fine…Toru.”

“Kemuri.”

They have a stare-down for about two seconds before they burst out laughing.

On the other side of the wall, Shoji lifts his warm towel off his eyes and glances towards the sounds of their laughter. “They sound like they’re having fun,” he says.

Tokoyami nods. “Indeed. I am glad that they are.”

Ojiro sinks into the pool up to his neck, letting out a long sigh. “Oh, man…I can feel my worries slipping away. Along with all my tension.” He smiles blissfully, then raises his voice a little as he calls, “Kemuri?”

On the girl’s side, Kemuri stops laughing and stands up, just enough that her head can be seen over the wall. “Yeah?”

“I’m so glad you invited us over,” he replies. He extends a thumbs up towards the sky. “I needed this.”

Tokoyami also does a thumbs up and Shoji, in a show of power, morphs his tentacles and gives her six of them. Kemuri’s entire face lights up and she returns the gesture.

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“So, Kemuri, when do I get to meet your grandpa? I’ve got to show him how not tiny you are!” Hagakure says as they get changed into their regular clothes.

Kemuri shrugs, feigning ignorance. “I don’t know. He’s a pretty busy guy and he’s probably going to stay at work,” she says. “He might not come home until you’re already gone.”

“Aw…well, next time then?”

Kemuri manages a nod. Hagakure puts on her bra, then reaches for her shorts. Kemuri stares at the floor as she shimmies into her jeans.

“Kemuri?” Hagakure asks. “I don’t know if I’m totally out of line here, but…why do you look so scared whenever I mention your grandpa?”

She sucks in a sharp breath. “What…what do you mean?”

Even without a face, Hagakure radiates an expression of “don’t give me that crap”. She pulls her shirt on and moves closer to Kemuri. “You’re a terrible liar.”

“I am not.”

“I have known you for literally five days and I already know that. Yes, you are.”

Kemuri almost laughs, but instead, she just gets her shirt on and grabs her comb. “I’m…not scared,” she mumbles as she starts brushing her hair.

The invisible girl doesn’t say anything for a second. Then, her soft, warm hand touches Kemuri’s arm. “We’re friends, right?” she asks.

Kemuri feels panic rise in her chest. “Yes, of course,” she says. “You…you think so, right?”

“I do.” Her tone is far more serious than Kemuri has ever heard it. “And if we’re friends, I want us to be able to tell each other the truth, trust each other…you know?” Kemuri nods. “So…are you scared of your grandpa?”

Her words are suffocating Kemuri. She stops combing, takes a breath, and shrugs. “It’s…hard to explain, but…” She sighs. “I don’t know, Hagakure. I’m scared of what he might say. He…he isn’t super kind.”

“What? About me?” She has that laughing tone back in her voice. “There is nothing he can say that’ll get to me, and your family is super nice. I’m sure he isn’t that bad.”

Kemuri doesn’t have the guts to correct her.

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Later, feeling fresh and rejuvenated, the five teenagers sit scattered around Kemuri’s bedroom. Bowls of snacks and ramune bottles dot the floor and the credits of a movie scroll on the TV. Hagakure sits on the bed and hugs one of Kemuri’s many plush pillows; the one she chose is a Hello Kitty shaped like a strawberry mochi. Kemuri lays on her stomach next to her and the guys have taken up spots on her beanbag chairs.

“I think it’s time for ramune shots,” Kemuri says.

“YES!” Hagakure squeals. “I’m so ready to hate myself the second I drink it!”

Ojiro nods. “I am lowkey terrified.”

“Poison…” Tokoyami utters.

Shoji holds up his takoyaki ramune to one of his tentacle mouths like a mother bottle-feeding a baby. At this point, his method of eating just doesn’t faze any of them anymore. “I’m ready for anything,” he says.

Kemuri pulls out the forbidden drinks; wasabi, chilli oil, and kimchi. Tokoyami grabs the plastic shot glasses she bought just for this occasion and sets them out—three for each person. Kemuri pours out one shot of chilli oil, one shot of wasabi, and one shot of kimchi into each cup.

“I say we do kimchi first,” Hagakure declares.

“We must treat this like a true tasting,” Tokoyami says. He lifts the shot glass to his beak. “First…a sniff test.”

They all inhale the kimchi-flavoured carbonated soda. Kemuri gasps and she lurches away from the cup and a millisecond later, her friends all do the same.

“It’s like they put real kimchi in here…” Kemuri gapes.

“Bottoms up?” Ojiro asks.

“Cheers,” Tokoyami says.

They drink. Kemuri grimaces a little as the drink goes down. She’s never been a huge fan of spice and there is a huge spice kick in the back of her throat. She smacks her lips, a veggie aftertaste getting to her, and she looks at her friends.

“That’s kimchi, alright,” Shoji says with a nod. He shakes his head. “Not a huge fan.”

“It’s alright,” Hagakure says with a shrug. “But I prefer sweet!”

Ojiro and Tokoyami nod along with Kemuri. They take the wasabi one next, only to be disappointed. It tastes more like water than wasabi, although there’s a hint of spice. They toss their cups and let out a joyous, “FAIL!”

Then, the chilli oil. At this point, Kemuri is feeling pretty invincible. Nothing has gotten her yet, and judging by the looks on the others’ faces, they feel the same.

“Cheers!” they say, taking their cups and raising them.

They throw it back and within seconds, they’re choking.

Kemuri’s eyes start to water. The spice didn’t hit until she swallowed it and then, oh boy, there is a lot of spice. She coughs and flaps around blindly for her watermelon ramune while the desperate hacking of her friends fills the air.

“Nope, nope, definitely not,” Ojiro says through hacks. He starts guzzling his drink.

“I’m crying. Can you guys see me crying right now?” Hagakure asks, and yes, they can see the floating tears.

Tokoyami stays the most reserved, but even then his urgency in drinking his “mystery” ramune is hilarious. Kemuri finally gets her drink thanks to Shoji literally placing it in her hand and for a few seconds, there’s no sound but the ones that come from them drinking something else.

Hagakure gasps as she stops guzzling. “Okay, that was the worst.” She buries her face in the mochi pillow, making an indent as she lets out a soft screaming noise.

Ojiro’s nose stays wrinkled, tongue flicking as he shakes his head. “I’ll just stick with my boring old original,” he says. He lifts the bottle and takes another sip.

“I feel like we look like a bunch of college drunkards,” Kemuri says as she flops onto the bed. “Just sitting around, drinking ramune and crying a little, dying inside.”

“Mood,” Tokoyami says.

The other three crack up laughing. Kemuri, basking in the result of a successful joke, reaches for another flavoured Kit Kat from the snack pile in the centre of the bedroom as she grins to herself.

The door to her bedroom slides open and all five of them look up to see Kemuri’s grandfather standing there. Kemuri’s hand goes limp, her Kit Kat dropping back into the pile, and her grandfather’s forehead wrinkles.

“Grandfather!” Kemuri says, pushing herself off the bed and nearly tripping over a discarded shot cup. “You’re…you’re home! Hello!”

He says nothing. He looks past her as if she’s nothing but a ghost and focuses entirely on the other four people in the room. Kemuri’s breathing picks up.

“You have…guests,” he states, slowly.

“Y-Yes,” Kemuri says. “These are my friends; Shoji, Hagakure, Ojiro, and Tokoyami.”

“Friends?” Keiji repeats, the word falling from his tongue like a curse. “Why am I not surprised? You lose your sight and suddenly, you don’t care about how everyone else sees you. You befriend monsters.”

Kemuri feels like she’s been stabbed in the chest. She tries to speak, tries to scream, but the words clog in her throat and she is frozen. Behind her, no one has said a word, or maybe they have and she just can’t hear them over the pounding of her own heart.

“What…did you just say?” Shoji asks, standing up.

Keiji’s lip curls. “What, are you deaf too?” His gaze darts away for a second, to where Shoji’s ears would be if he had visible, external ones. “Mhm, birds of a feather flock together, huh?”

“Grandfather—” Kemuri squeaks. No, no, no. Not again. Please. STOP.

Shoji flinches as if he’s been slapped. Ojiro starts to stand up, visibly shaking, and Hagakure lets out a weak noise that’s somewhere between a whimper and “huh?". Tokoyami gets up too, hands clenching into fists at his sides.

Keiji lifts his chin. “I wanted to know what all the noise was about. Now, I see.” He glares down at Kemuri, making her feel like she’s two inches tall. “Tell them to shut up. I’ve got work to do and their braying is distracting.”

“Braying?” Hagakure repeats.

He leaves, heading up the stairs to his room, and Kemuri lets out all the breath in her lungs. She’s shaking, badly, and as she turns to her friends, it just gets worse. Their expressions are hurt, wounded, and she didn’t do anything to stop it. She didn’t protect them.

She froze.

“I…I think I need to go,” Ojiro says. He steps over the snacks, moving past Kemuri with hardly a mumbled goodbye.

“Ojiro, w-wait—” Kemuri says, but it comes out barely above a whisper.

Hagakure climbs off the bed. “He’s…we, uh…we came together, so…so…” She doesn’t get any more words out as she runs after him.

Tokoyami’s chest is heaving and Shoji just stands there. Kemuri still can’t get herself to move.

“I have to go as well,” Tokoyami utters, tone thick. “Thank you for having me over.”

“No, please…”

Now there are tears in her eyes. Everything is blurring again and she can’t see anything except the blob that she knows is Shoji. She clutches at her own chest, quivering, unable to move.

“Shoji, I…he…”

Shoji shakes his head. “It’s…it’s best that I go too,” he whispers. He tries to say more, but he’s struggling and it’s visible to her in every move he makes. “I can’t…can’t…”

He heads out of the room and Kemuri wants so badly to follow him, to follow all of them, to stop them from leaving or to explain or to rewind the last five minutes and restart it all. Her knees give out and then she’s on the floor, tears flowing freely, sobs wracking her body.

It happened again.

Chapter 25: Sunday Blues

Summary:

Kemuri gets a visit from someone important.

Chapter Text

Kemuri can’t get herself out of bed the next morning. Her mom and dad come to check on her, trying to get more answers about what happened above “grandfather said…something”, but Kemuri can’t get herself to say it out loud. It feels more like a nightmare than reality.

“Kemuri, please, just talk to us,” Kazue says, sitting on the edge of the bed. Cayden lingers by the door. “He said that all he asked was for you and your friends to quiet down.”

Kemuri buries her face against her pillow, shaking her head as her tears reappear. Of course, he makes it sound kind when Kazue asks him. How typical of him.

It’s her own fault. She invited her friends over knowing that there was a high chance of her grandfather seeing them and commenting on them. She was stupid enough to think that things would be different this time around.

Her mom tells her to just let her know if she wants to talk. Cayden lingers by the door for a second longer after his wife leaves, then follows her, sliding the door shut behind him.

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Around late afternoon, the doorbell rings. Kemuri sits up, rubbing her aching eyes, and runs her fingers through her hair. For a few seconds, she just sits on her bed. She can’t hear anything happening downstairs.

Another ring and Kemuri is reminded that both of her parents are at work and that her grandfather won’t answer the door himself even if he is home. He never does. With a tired sigh, she hauls herself out of bed and wanders toward the front door. Whoever it is, they will be blessed with seeing her looking like a heartbroken gremlin, from her puffy eyes to her wrinkled pyjamas.

When she opens the door, Shoji is standing on her front step, and at first, Kemuri thinks that she’s dreaming. They stand in silence, staring, and Shoji clears his throat as he rubs the back of his neck.

“Is your grandfather here?” he asks.

Kemuri bites her lip. “I’m…not sure. He’s…he’s either in his room or at work.”

He lowers his voice and casts a darting glance to the house interior behind her. “So, he won’t see me?”

Her chest clenches as she has to force back another round of tears. She opens her mouth, her voice dies, and she closes it again.

“Actually, I don’t care if he does,” Shoji says after a second. “Can I come in?”

“Y-Yes, of course.”

He enters, she closes the door, and they walk in silence back to her bedroom. She sinks onto her unmade bed, again becoming aware of what a wreck she must look like. Shoji wanders over and sits down next to her, perching his elbows on his knees.

“You…look terrible,” he mumbles.

She rubs her eyes as a weak laugh shakes her shoulders. “Thanks, I know,” she replies.

He lets out another sigh. “I’m sorry for leaving yesterday, in the way I did,” he says. “I…just didn’t know what to do.”

They sit. The legion of pro-hero figures watch them expectantly from the shelves and the dresser.

“I’m so sorry, Shoji,” Kemuri whispers, her voice creaking with the strain of crying so much before. “I…I didn’t protect you. I knew, b-but I didn’t do anything and I…I didn’t stand up for you. I should have and—”

“Hey…” His tone is gentle, soothing, and his hand touches her shoulder. “It’s your grandfather’s fault. Don’t apologize for his ignorance.” She wipes at her face, amazed that she still has tears to shed, and he leans forward. “Kemuri, your grandfather…he isn’t kind to you, is he?”

She shrugs and snatches a tissue from her bedside table, wiping her nose. “He’s just strict,” she says.

“We all heard how he spoke to you. He acted like…like you were something unbearable. He was as disgusted with you as he was with the rest of us.”

She says nothing for a second as she wipes at her eyes. “I could have stopped it. I knew…”

“Why do you keep saying that?” he asks. When she just stares at her lap and the used tissue still clutched in her hands, he adds, “You said…you didn’t protect us, so…this must have happened before.”

It hurts to hear him say it. She nods. “Yeah.”

A pause, then, “What did he do?”

She stares at the tissue, takes a deep breath, and shuts her eyes. “Right after I got my quirk, I…I had to stay in the hospital,” she says. “It’s a long story, but…basically, I fell, I started crying, and steam came out of my eyes instead of tears. It ruined my sight.”

She focuses on the trash can near her dresser and tosses the tissue. It glances off the rim and bounces to the floor, dejected. Shoji lets out a small “mhm”.

“I missed the first couple days of school, and when I did go back, it was scary,” she continues. “I still wasn’t used to my…eyes, so I kept running into things and tripping. The other kids thought it was hilarious, but one girl didn’t. She helped me.”

Kemuri hasn’t thought of her in a while. She shoved memories of her far into the back of her mind, tucked away and misfiled with the rest of her rocky start to her childhood.

“She had a pig quirk. Pink skin, the nose, the ears…and she squealed when she laughed,” Kemuri says. “I liked her a lot. She was brilliant, and she was always ready to help me navigate around during those first weeks. She’s the one who introduced me to strawberry Kit Kats.”

“Let me guess…your grandfather wrecked it?”

She nods. “I invited her over to play and on the day of, my grandfather picked me up from school instead of my mom or dad. He took one look at my friend and refused to bring her into his home. He called her a monster, said that I had no reason to spend time with her. I…I froze.”

She can see it in her head. The look of anguish on her friend’s face, the tears in her eyes, how her sobbing turned into oinking wails. Kemuri tried to go after her, but her grandfather seized her arm and dragged her to the car, muttering about “damn disgusting mutants”. He told her that he didn’t want Kemuri playing with monsters.

“She never spoke to me again.”

Shoji’s eyes are soft as he looks at her. “Kemuri…”

“I…I was never good at making friends after that. The kids at school kept ignoring me, laughing at me when I bumped into things, and, I…I don’t know, I let it get to me,” she continues, starting to shake again. “I didn’t understand why he was so mean to her, just because she looked different than me, and…and I was scared that I was going to end up the same way. I…”

Three of Shoji’s arms surround her shoulders and in a second, she’s pulled gently into a warm, squishy hug. Kemuri cries into his shirt, feeling worse and worse. He comes over and she makes it all about her, and now she’s making his shirt all gross. I really am the worst, she thinks.

“I’m used to people being scared of me,” Shoji admits.

Kemuri takes a few deep breaths, but doesn’t let go of him. Her heart aches.

“It’s not as common nowadays, but…there are still a lot of people who don’t treat mutation-type quirks with respect,” Shoji says. There’s an edge in his voice that Kemuri wants to wipe away. “What your grandfather said was mean, but…I’ve heard worse.”

Kemuri is torn between wanting to cling to him as tight as she possibly can and going out and kicking the ass of every single person that ever said something mean to Shoji—tall, gentle, kind Shoji with a freaking heart of gold who deserves a much better friend than a blind crybaby.

“And honestly, I expected you to be scared of me too,” he says. “Before I went up to you on exam day, I seriously considered just walking by, but…” He shrugs. “I couldn’t. Then, you were so happy to see me and...you didn’t even care. You just saw…a person.”

Kemuri laughs a little before it dissolves into a few coughs. “Yeah…I guess I did,” she says. She finally leans out of the hug and looks up at him. “But, my grandfather…”

His eyes crinkle along with his tiny smile. “What I’m trying to say is that you aren’t your grandfather, and I’m not going to throw away a friendship just because one old guy was rude,” he says. “I’m not stupid.”

That sends Kemuri back into a crying fit. “Sh-Shojiii…” she whimpers, and yet again she’s hugging him. “I’m s-so sorry. Y-You’re too good to m-me.”

“Hey, hey, it’s okay,” he soothes, patting her hair with one hand while multiple others swipe at her tears or rub her back. “You apologize too much,” he adds with a chuckle.

She lets him go, sucking in more cleansing breaths. “I have to apologize. My grandfather won’t,” she mumbles. She sighs and starts running her fingers through her hair nervously. “Shoji, what…what about the others? I need to talk to them. In person.”

Shoji pulls out his phone and taps something on the screen. “Well, I’ve got Tokoyami’s address,” he says.

Kemuri checks her own phone. “I’ve got Hagakure’s.”

“I think she’s closer.” He stands up. “Let’s go.”

She nods, getting off her bed, and then she freezes. “Wait…” He blinks at her and she grips her hair. “I look terrible.”

He turns away from the door, aiming one finger at her. “Right, we’ve gotta fix that.”

“Bless your soul, Shoji.”

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After a quick tidy up and a train ride, Shoji and Kemuri find themselves standing on Hagakure’s front porch. Kemuri sucks in a breath and rings the doorbell. Shoji pats her shoulder reassuringly.

The door swings open to reveal the floating blouse and pants of what Kemuri assumes is a woman. There’s a small gasp, then…

“Oh, hello! What brings you here today?” says a cheery, bouncy voice.

“Uh, hello, Mrs. Hagakure,” Kemuri replies, hesitant. She’s starting to shake again. “Is Toru home?”

The invisible woman releases something like an “ah”, clothes bobbing as if she’s nodding. “Oh, you must be those friends she mentioned! Yes, she’s right upstairs. I can go get her. Please, please come in!”

“Thank you,” Kemuri and Shoji say together.

They enter the house as the blouse and pants disappear up a small set of stairs. The house is quaint and nicely decorated. From where they’re standing in the entryway, they can see a living room to their right and a dining room to the left, with a kitchen a little further back. The bedrooms and bathroom must be upstairs.

The frantic pattering of footsteps alerts them as a floating pair of sweats and a t-shirt races down the stairs. Kemuri finds herself smiling, then anxiety claims her and it falls away.

“Shoji? Kemuri?” Hagakure asks. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to say sorry,” Kemuri blurts, a little too fast, a little too frantic. “About what my grandfather said. I…I don’t want you to think that I’m like him, that I think you guys are like that. I should have stood up for you guys and I didn’t and I feel so terrible, like worse than I have ever felt in my life and I didn’t think that was possible—”

She stops rambling as Hagakure hugs her, quivering. Kemuri can feel the point of a nose pressing against her shoulder, the blinking of eyes, and tears wetting her shirt.

“I forgive you, Kemuri,” she says. “I forgave you pretty much the second I left your house, trying to get Ojiro, and I was worried that maybe you did hate me.” She sniffles, pulls out of the hug, and Kemuri feels two hands cup her face. “I freaking missed you already, and it’s only been a day since I thought that maybe, possibly, we weren’t friends anymore—”

“No! No way!” Kemuri insists, shaking her head. “I missed you too! And…and I was scared! I’m so sorry…”

“Stop apologizing for something that wasn’t your fault, seriously. I bet your grandfather didn’t even notice that I was there.”

They hug again, crying and smiling and laughing a little bit. Behind them, Shoji chuckles to himself, shoulders relaxing.

“Honestly,” Hagakure says as they separate. Her attention shifts to Shoji. “I was more worried about the boys. Ojiro seemed really torn up.”

“We were going to see Tokoyami,” Shoji says. “You don’t know where Ojiro lives, do you?”

Hagakure shakes her head. “When we took the train home, I got off first. I told him to text me but I’ve gotten nothing but silence, aside from when he let me know that he got home safe.” She droops. “It sucks…”

Kemuri purses her lips, hands clenching into fists, but Shoji speaks before she can start verbally berating herself again. “Well, we’re still going to visit Tokoyami,” he says. “Do you want to come along? I think Kemuri could use the support.”

Kemuri shuts her eyes. Shoji, bless your soul, you beautiful, beautiful boy, she thinks.

Judging by the bouncing of Hagakure’s neckline, she’s nodding. “Yeah! Totally, just let me tell my mom!”

She races back up the stairs. Shoji pats Kemuri’s shoulder, prompting her to look at him, and one of his tentacle mouths smiles.

“It’s going to be fine, see?” he says.

She nods. “Yeah.”

Chapter 26: Wanna Smash?

Summary:

Tokoyami's household is interesting, but it shows a lot.

Chapter Text

The man who opens the door when they arrive at Tokoyami’s house is no doubt his father. He looks just like Tokoyami, from the bird head onwards. The only difference is that he doesn’t wear Tokoyami’s red choker bandages (or whatever they are) and his eyes are brown. His feathers are greyer than Tokoyami’s too.

“Hello,” he greets in a deep, rumbling voice.

“Hi,” the three teens say together, donning nervous smiles. “Is Fumikage home?”

The birdman arches an eyebrow. “It depends who’s asking.”

As they start to speak, the girls shaking in their shoes, another voice sounds from further inside the house. “Odorikage, you had better not be intimidating any guests.”

Kemuri frowns a little at the name. Shadow dance? His name is…quite literally, shadow dance? A second later, she shakes her head. She is in no place to judge someone’s name, not when hers literally means “smoke shadow island”.

“It’s a bunch of kids asking about Fumikage,” Odorikage calls back.

“Maybe they’re his friends from school.”

Odorikage eyes the teens again, his expression becoming less skeptical. “Well, they could be, but I don’t know what his friends look like.”

The voice inside the house sighs. “Tall boy with six arms, invisible girl, a girl with silver hair—”

“Oh, it’s them.” He bows his head. “My apologies. Please, come in.”

“Thank you.” Again, their voices are synchronized.

They enter and immediately catch sight of a woman in the dining room. She has a dove’s head, in contradiction to her husband’s raven head. She’s tidying something using both her hands and a yellow, glowing being emerging from the small of her back that’s shaped like a dove. She’s in a work uniform and her nametag reads “Himari”, with the kanji that means “ball of light”.

Kemuri is suddenly far more aware of just how Tokoyami’s quirk was created.

“I apologize for that,” Himari says as the light-being fixes a picture frame behind her. She speaks with the same sort of drama that her son does, although it’s softer, lighter. “My husband tends to be overly cautious.”

“There’s nothing wrong with that,” Odorikage huffs, arms crossed over his chest.

Her beak curves and her eyes, red and humanlike, glitter with amusement. “Of course, my love,” she murmurs. She turns her attention to the teens, still waiting by the door. “Fumikage is in his room if you want to go see him.”

“I’ll show them,” Odorikage offers with a grunt.

They follow Mr. Tokoyami down the hallway in an obedient, single file line. Hagakure keeps one hand on Kemuri’s arm, seemingly still nervous. They stop in front of a door and, while the teens expect a knock, Odorikage just opens it. No light comes from within and some kind of heavy metal music is playing.

“Fumikage, you have guests,” he says.

“Father, I said I wanted to be alone. Leave me be!” Tokoyami’s voice sounds. “My room is my private haven.”

“I said, you have guests. Don’t be rude,” his father retorts. He frowns. “And let some light in, for Heaven’s sake.”

He sweeps his hand and the darkness literally blows away with the movement as the light switches on, and an animalistic cry that Kemuri hopes doesn’t belong to Tokoyami pierces the air.

“So bright!” the voice wails.

“Now you’ve angered Dark Shadow,” Tokoyami utters. “Father—”

“Come and see your friends or I will make the light brighter,” Odorikage threatens. His hand is lifted slightly, fingers bent, and his expression means business.

That gets Tokoyami out of his room. He sees his friends and his annoyance fades, replaced with shock. His work done, Odorikage goes back to whatever he was doing before.

“Uh…hi,” Kemuri says, waving a little.

“Your parents seem nice,” Hagakure adds.

“Sorry for stopping by suddenly,” Shoji says.

Tokoyami stares at them, then his eyes close as he sighs. “This is about what happened yesterday.”

The other three nod and Kemuri finds herself holding her own hand. “I…I’m sorry,” she says. She starts to say the spiel she gave Shoji and Hagakure, about how she should have stood up for him, done something, but it gets stuck. She swallows thickly, a lump in her throat. “I…”

“It was not your fault,” Tokoyami says. He glances away, pausing. “I was shocked, I will admit, and the tension was high after your grandfather made his exit. I felt there was nothing to be done at that moment, but there was. I should have stayed, talked about what happened, and let you know that I do not feel any ill will towards you. Perhaps…” He shuts his eyes. “I just needed time to think. It has been a while since I dealt with such ignorance.”

Kemuri nods a few times, tears appearing. He’s so well spoken when she isn’t. “I’m…yeah, I’m just…sorry. I had to tell you.”

Tokoyami’s beak curves into a smile. “Your actions speak of your good-hearted intent. I am glad that you care enough about my friendship to fix the problem before it got bigger.” When he opens his eyes, he seems sorrowed that Ojiro isn’t there to comment on his dramatic speech. “I am saying I forgive you, Kemuri.”

She resists the urge to hug him and instead wipes her eyes and croaks out a “thank you”. Letting bygones be bygones, hearts healed, they linger in the silence for a second before Hagakure breaks it.

“So…what about Ojiro?” she says. “We don’t know where he lives, so…what do we do?”

“I can text him,” Kemuri suggests. “Tell him I want to apologize. Hopefully, he’ll listen.” She thinks of his expression before he stormed out of her room and her stomach clenches. “Hopefully,” she repeats.

“In the meantime,” Tokoyami says. He jabs his thumb towards his bedroom. “I…have Super Smash Heroes.” Hagakure lets out an excited squeal and he rubs the back of his neck. “Would you like to stay? If you’re not busy.”

“Heck yeah!” Hagakure says. “That’s that new game where you battle each other as pros, right?”

“Correct. I am currently trying to unlock Edgeshot.”

Kemuri perks up. “We must unlock Edgeshot.”

“I call dibs on All Might,” Shoji says, already starting for the bedroom door.

The girls rush to follow him, Tokoyami at their heels as they disappear into his room—which is full of black, emo things that surprises none of them—and scramble for controllers. While they set up the game, scrolling through the hero avatars, Kemuri pulls out her phone and texts Ojiro.

It delivers. It gets read. She gets no response. She puts her phone away and decides to give him time to respond, but her gut doesn’t settle for a while.

Chapter 27: Channel Your Inner Bakugo

Chapter Text

Ojiro doesn’t text Kemuri back. The message stays on read and goes nowhere further. Kemuri toys with the idea of texting him again, but it seems pointless. He read the first message. He’ll read the second one and probably still not reply.

She vows to just talk to him at school.

That also backfires. When she gets to school on Monday morning, Ojiro steers clear of her. The closest she gets to him is when they’re sitting in their desks, but he makes a point of turning his head in the opposite direction whenever she looks at him.

And Kemuri, being a shy type, can’t get herself to pursue him.

Classes go by, and then it’s time for History class with Miss Midnight. She enters the room exuding power and sex appeal, settles herself behind the front podium, and eyes the class with eager, sparkling blue eyes. She doesn’t smile. In fact, she seems rather serious.

“Alright, today we’re going to be talking about a rather sensitive issue,” Midnight says. “It will be hard to listen to, however, it is important to know about it. Acting as if it never happened is an injustice.”

“Yikes…” Jiro mumbles.

Midnight turns around and writes a single word on the chalkboard: “Quirkism”. It’s amazing how one word can cause so many emotions. Immediately, multiple students sink lower in their seats. Others purse their lips. Kemuri feels like she’s going to throw up.

Wow, Midnight, what impeccable timing, she thinks.

“Who can define this word for me?” Midnight asks.

Silence. Then…

“Quirkism is prejudice, discrimination, or antagonism directed against someone of a different type of quirk than your own, based on the belief that yours is superior,” Yaoyorozu says, voice clear even with the obvious discomfort on her face. “This…is most often involved with mutant-type quirks.”

“Yes, that is spot on. Thank you, Yaoyorozu,” Midnight says. She rests her hands on her hips. “With the emergence of quirks came many changes for humanity. It was a time of confusion and fear.”

Kemuri grits her teeth, knuckles turning white as she squeezes her hands into fists. She swallows hard.

“As many of you are aware, some quirks cause mutations in the bearer. When quirks were new, many questioned whether such people were still human. There was a lot of discrimination towards so-called…monsters.” She has to pause, grimacing as if the word leaves a bad taste in her mouth. “Mutant-types, those with abnormal features, and even some whose quirk was deemed ‘villainous’ were treated as criminals, given fewer rights than those with emitter or transformation-type quirks. Many thought that they had no other choice and turned to a life of crime. That only reinforced the hurtful stereotypes.”

No one says a word. Kemuri thinks about the “Top Ten Heroes Who Look Like Villains” lists. She thinks of her grandfather. She thinks about Ojiro and Shoji and Tokoyami and all the mutant-type quirks that she’s come across.

“As time has gone on, quirkism has almost completely disappeared, but some still harbour prejudices and the effects are still present in our world today. Quirks and appearances are still called ’villainous’, and it is a practice that needs to be wiped out.”

“Miss Midnight?” Ojiro asks, hand raised. Kemuri looks up at him just as the rest of the class does. His face is pained, hand quivering. “Can I please go to the bathroom?”

Midnight nods. “Yes, of course, dear.”

Ojiro stands and leaves the room, head down. For a moment, no one moves. Then, Midnight clears her throat and looks back at the class.

“I understand that this is a difficult topic. If any of you are uncomfortable, it is alright if you leave,” she says. "Don't worry about asking. Just don't be disruptive on the way out."

With that said, she continues the lesson. The tension in the room doesn’t let up.

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Ojiro doesn’t sit with the rest of his group at lunch. Instead, he sits at a separate table with Nishimura, Sato, and Koda.

“Maybe this is stupid of me, but have you talked to him?” Hagakure asks.

Kemuri stares at her. “I try, but he walks away.” She pokes at her katsudon. “And he read the texts. He knows that I’m trying to say sorry.”

“This is ridiculous,” Tokoyami utters.

Shoji doesn’t look up from his food. “I’m sure he just needs some more time. We’ll give him some space for now,” he says.

The girls let out defeated sighs.

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Tuesday isn’t any better.

Ojiro does come and sit with them at lunch, but he doesn’t look at Kemuri. She might as well be invisible, for all he cares, except he actually pays attention to the person who is invisible. He talks about his training, asks the others what they thought of math class, and whenever Kemuri starts to talk about anything that isn’t directly related to school, he changes the subject.

It’s frustrating and the guilt is eating Kemuri alive.

Lunch ends and everyone goes to get ready for Hero Basic Training with All Might. With everything that’s happened with Ojiro, Kemuri can’t even get herself to fully enjoy her new costume, although the compliments from the other girls help.

Kemuri feels like a ghost, drifting about, hardly paying attention to the class. They’re doing more indoor combat training, similar to the scenario with the bomb from the second day of classes. The groups have to go into a building, scout out the villains’ hiding spot, and subdue them. No weapon, just capturing bad guys.

Kemuri gets paired up with Mineta. She does her best to work out a plan with him on how they’re going to find Aoyama and Jiro, but it doesn’t go well. Jiro can hear them coming and consistently changes hiding spots until time runs out. The only time they get close, Aoyama blasts them with his laser and Mineta nearly pees himself.

Kemuri’s shoulders stay slumped as she walks back to the observation room. Mineta complains about their loss, babbling about what they could have done differently, and Kemuri offers nothing but weak nods and “uh-huh’s” in response. She’s too drained to offer anything more than that.

“Why didn’t you whip out your fog or something and kick their butts?” Mineta whines. She feels him start to tug on her belt. “We could’ve won…”

“We were outmatched, Mineta. Besides, Jiro could hear us. My fog…it wouldn’t have worked,” she says. “Just…try again next time. We’ve got to suck it up.” She freezes, jaw clenching a little as her face turns red. “Mineta…”

“Uh-huh?” His tone is hard to place, but it’s pleased enough to make her stomach churn.

She channels every molecule of her “inner Bakugo”, gritting her teeth. She usually tries to get along with everyone, be a peaceful person, and her confrontational abilities are subpar, but today? No, not today.

“Take your hand…off my butt.”

The pressure whips away and he starts to sputter. “Wha—b-but I’m out of your line of sight! How did you—”

“I…I can still feel things!” she retorts, starting to shake. She adds in a weak, "Dumbass..."

She shoves the door to the monitoring room open, heart pounding, head down, and plants herself securely between Shoji and Hagakure.

“Uh…you look super pissed,” Hagakure whispers.

Kemuri takes deep breaths, unsure of whether she wants to cry or puke or something else. “Just considered murdering Mineta, that’s all.”

“Young Shimakage, please come back to the front of the class to discuss!” All Might calls, waving her forward.

Kemuri’s face gets even more heated and Hagakure has to nudge her to get her to move. She takes her spot, Mineta tries to stand beside her, and she uses her foot to push him at least a metre away from her. No one questions it and Mineta, with whatever respect he has left, stays put.

After training ends, on the way back to the classroom, Kemuri hears someone calling after her. She stops and turns around just in time to see Midoriya skid to a stop in front of her. His eyes are bright and he seems in good spirits, and before she can question why, she chalks it up to him not breaking any bones today.

“Hey, Shimakage, you got a minute?” he asks.

She blinks a few times. “Well…I think so, yeah,” she says. “Why?”

“I was just wondering about your quirk.”

She glances down at his hands, but she doesn’t see his notebook or pen. She flushes a little. “What…what about it?”

He must see the worry in her eyes, because he starts flapping his hands around. “It’s nothing bad, I swear!” he says. “I was just wondering why you don’t use it to fight.”

“Uh…” She blinks again. “I’m…not sure—”

“It’s just that you obviously know how to fight and you use your fog to cover your tracks and I think that, judging by your movements, you can probably use the fog to sense where your opponent is, right? I’ve seen you use your steam maybe once or twice, but never in battle, and you seem to rely on your fog a lot more than your smoke. Your quirk is just a tool that you use and otherwise, you’re just like any other person who knows martial arts! And of course, that’s how your family fights. Your grandfather is a super well-known martial artist and both him and your mom use the same smoke screen technique that you use when you fight. It’s just interesting how—”

Kemuri stares at him as he keeps muttering, the words bouncing around her head, poking at her hair and spiralling around them like a swarm of bees. She shouldn’t be surprised that he knows a lot about her quirk, even if he’s just basing it off knowledge about her mom, but…it’s a little creepy. He gets more and more unintelligible until finally, Kemuri reaches over and pokes his forehead.

He startles so hard that he nearly falls over. He gasps, hands clapping over his mouth. “I was muttering again, wasn’t I?”

“Just a little…” she whispers.

He musses his curly green hair, cheeks red. “I’m sorry, I was just curious. At first, I thought your quirk was just like your mom’s, but then you used your steam to fix me up after that fight last week…” He stops himself before he gets too mumbly again. “But…yeah, why don’t you use your quirk itself to fight? Like use it to enhance your abilities?”

It’s a lot to take in at once, and she’s very emotionally drained, but she still decides to answer him. “I don’t think I can use it to fight,” she admits. “No one in my family does. And my dad just uses his steam for cosmetic purposes at his spa.”

“But you’re not your family, Shimakage! You’ve got both those quirks and with your fighting skill, you…you could probably do a lot more. I’m not sure what that would be yet, but…” He shrugs, rubbing his neck and shoulders again. “Ah…I…just thought I’d ask.”

She smiles a little. “Thanks for the thought, Midoriya…but I think my fighting style is pretty concrete.” She glances at her hand. “My steam…it’s weak. It’s useless.”

He frowns. “Who told you that?”

Her chest tightens and that tight, painful feeling returns. She puts her arm down, bows her head a little, and tries to smile. “I…I’ve gotta get to class,” she mumbles.

She turns and hightails it down the hallway, leaving her classmate behind.

“You’re not your family,” he said. Yeah, she thinks, shoulders slumping. Tell that to Ojiro.

Chapter 28: Unforeseen Trouble at the USJ

Summary:

What started out as rescue training becomes something far more dangerous.

Chapter Text

At breakfast before school on Wednesday, Kemuri finds herself eating with her grandfather and only her grandfather. It’s odd because usually, he gets breakfast once he’s at work instead of sticking around home for too long.

He’s in his suit, looking neat and powerful and ready to secure some business deals. His job involves a little bit of everything, but if Kemuri had to describe it in a single term, she’d say that he’s a “Hero Executive”. He works closely with support companies and hero agencies, working out budgets, securing partnerships and endorsements with popular heroes, and the like. He’s versatile and his knowledge of business and heroes is indispensable.

“So…uh, what’s happening at work today?” Kemuri asks as she pokes her scrambled eggs.

Keiji huffs, dark eyes flitting to her for a split second. He flips a page in his newspaper and takes a bite of bacon. “Nothing much. There’s a facility for licensing exams that needs renovations, Endeavour is working on a new endorsement, and such.” He clears his throat, giving his head a flick that perfectly moves a loose hair back into his bangs. “Not that you understand any of that.”

Kemuri decides that silence is the best response, shoving some eggs into her mouth and chewing. Her grandfather’s newspaper rustles, cutlery clinks against plates, brief inhalations through noses or clearing throats breaks the silence.

“Are you still hanging out with those…friends?” he asks.

Her body seizes up, but the emotion she feels this time around is pure frustration. Her hand tightens around her fork, her body quivering, and she sucks in a deep breath before releasing enough steam to loosen her up. She coughs.

“Yes, I am,” she says, forcing herself to keep her voice steady. His eyebrows arch. “And I’m not going to stop. I don’t care w-what…” She coughs again, swallowing hard as his glare bores into her. “What…what you think. I like them. They’re great people and if you don’t like it, then…then that’s your issue.”

His forehead wrinkles as he frowns. Kemuri holds her breath, preparing for a verbal barrage, but after a second Keiji just gives his newspaper a shake.

“I expected as much from someone like you,” he utters. His annoyance radiates off of him like fog off dry ice. His fingers are tense against his reading material. “Fine, but don’t expect me to like it.”

“You don’t even have to talk to them. Just…just pretend they don’t exist.” She pauses. “I…I won’t let you speak to them the way you did. Never again.”

He “hmphs”. After another second, he folds his newspaper, stands up, and adjusts his tie. He points to his plate. “Clean that up.”

As he leaves the kitchen, Kemuri remembers to breathe. It wasn’t kind, wasn’t warm and heartfelt in the slightest, but she did it. She got her grandfather to respond to her.

One small step for mankind, as they say.

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At 12:50 p.m, right after lunch, class 1-A sits in their desks and watches their homeroom teacher expectantly.

“Today’s training will be a little different,” Aizawa says. “You’ll have three instructors. Me, All Might and another faculty member will be keeping tabs on you.”

The class murmurs to themselves and Sero raises his hand. “Sir, what kind of training is this?”

“Rescue,” Aizawa answers. “You’ll be dealing with natural disasters, shipwrecks…stuff like that.”

The nervousness of the class shifts to excitement. Until now, they have mostly done battle training, which is all fine and good, but a change is great. Kemuri starts to smile, bouncing one leg as she fidgets in her seat. Rescue is one of the two areas that she feels confident in, the other being individual combat.

“Rescue, huh?” Kaminari asks. “Sounds like we’re in for a big workout.”

“Totally!” Mina squeals.

“Real hero stuff! This is what separates the men from the boys,” Kirishima says. “I’m shaking with excitement.”

“I’ll finally get to show off how good I am in water,” Tsuyu says. “Ribbit.”

“Guys, I’m not finished,” Aizawa says, cutting through the chatter and silencing them. “What you wear in this exercise is up to you. I know all of you are still pretty excited about your costumes, but keep in mind that you haven’t had a lot of time to get used to them. That can limit your abilities.” He presses the button that activates the costume storage shelves. “This training is at an off-campus facility, so we’ll be taking a bus to get there. That’s all. Start getting ready.”

Kemuri is definitely wearing her hero costume. Maybe, if this training was happening before she got her upgrades, she’d be less inclined to wear it, but she really wants to get more practice in with the new armour.

Plus, those prescription goggles are a godsend.

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Once changed, everyone heads for the school parking lot. Kemuri walks out with Hagakure, tugging at the material of her gloves as she goes.

“I can’t believe you already got a costume upgrade,” Hagakure says. “It’s been, like, a week.”

“Technically, this is my original costume,” Kemuri says. She drops her hand, flexing her fingers a bit. “They just took some extra time to finish it.”

They get into the parking lot just as Iida starts blowing on a whistle. The two girls startle at the noise, attention turning to the armoured boy.“Gather around, class 1-A! Using your student numbers, form two neat lines so that we can load the bus efficiently!” Iida calls.

He blows the whistle again, beckoning everyone over to the awaiting bus with wide, sweeping arm movements, and Kemuri shakes her head as a tiny smile falls across her face. She’s glad to see that he’s taking his class rep position seriously. However, once they’re on the bus, they find that the layout is open, completely wrecking Iida’s boarding strategy. Iida slumps onto one of the chairs, distraught, berating the design, and Mina tells him to chill out.

Kemuri sits at the back of the bus next to Shoji, resting her eyes as she leans back against the seat. She idly listens to her classmates talk, occasionally peeking at them when the topic catches her attention. Currently, she’s casually eavesdropping on Sato and Nishimura.

“No way, man,” Nishimura says. “You’ve got to cream the butter and sugar together before adding eggs.”

“They’re all going together anyway, aren’t they?”

“Well, yeah, but it’s about the process. Sugar granules create air pockets in the butter, which makes the pastry fluffier in the end. Do you want dense, heavy cake, Sato? I didn’t think so.”

“Man…I’ve got a lot to learn, still.” There’s a pause. “Actually, Nishi, that reminds me…you put the dressing on your salads way too early.”

“What? Seriously?”

“The leaves get soggy, and that’s gross.”

“Damn it. I thought you should dress it before you plate.”

“Like a few minutes before, not an hour.”

Kemuri has to stop herself from giggling. The bus jostles as it hits a pothole and she snaps them back open as she bumps against Shoji. Her friend doesn’t seem to notice. Kemuri looks toward the front of the bus again, where Midoriya, Tsuyu, Kirishima, and a few others are having their own discussion.

“Well, if any of our classmates have pro quirks, it’s Todoroki and Bakugo,” Kirishima says, aiming a smile at Bakugo, who pouts at the window, head perched on his hand.

“Sure, but Bakugo’s always angry, so he’ll never be that popular,” Tsuyu says.

“What did you say?!” Bakugo shouts, leaping to his feet and making Jiro lean away from him. Midoriya pales noticeably. “I’ll kick your ass!”

Tsuyu’s expression doesn’t even flicker from its blank, easy smile. “See?” she says with a gesture.

Kemuri can’t help but admire Tsuyu’s utter “I don’t give a single shit” attitude in the face of a boy who can quite literally blow things up. That amount of bravery is impressive.

“You know, we hardly know each other, so it’s kinda telling that we all know your personality is flaming crap mixed with garbage,” Kaminari says with an easy smirk.

Bakugo leans over the little railing separating the higher level of the bus from the lower. “You’re gonna regret the day you applied to this school, you loser! I’LL KILL YOU!”

Midoriya leans forward, having a tiny bit of an existential crisis judging by the way he cradles his head in his hands and the stunned expression on his face. Iida straightens up, his body language screaming that he wants to stand up, but he doesn’t dare do something so “dangerous”.

“That’s enough! Classmates should encourage each other!” he scolds, chopping his hand.

“I’m gonna encourage this dumbass to EXPLODE!” Bakugo rages in response.

“Woah, what did you say? You sound crazy, dude,” Kaminari laughs in the face of the looming death threat that is Katsuki Bakugo.

“SHUT IT, SPARKY!”

“Alright, alright. Kaminari, apologize,” Iida orders. He sounds like a tired dad with far too many children.

“Sure, if he goes first,” Kaminari retorts, still laidback, a smirk on his face.

“LIKE HELL I WILL!”

Kemuri isn’t sure whether to laugh or cower in fear. Maybe she’ll do both.

“Hey, hey!” Aizawa snaps from the front of the bus. “We’re here. Stop messing around.”

Everyone, even the people who weren’t fighting, says, “Yes, sir.”

Kemuri looks past Shoji and out the window, where a looming dome can be seen cresting the treetops. Her excitement grows and she has to stop her legs from bouncing. The only dampener on this whole trip is that Ojiro is still acting like she doesn't exist. When she looks at where he's seated next to Hagakure, he's locked in conversation with her, and his attention doesn't flicker to Kemuri at all.

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After a brief greeting from the Space Hero, Thirteen, the students are led inside the domed building, where they’re greeted by a long purple carpet that stops at a golden, checkered archway. The archway marks the gate onto a giant training facility that looks like an amusement park, with different stations spread out in a circle around the perimeter and a main plaza in the dead centre. Kemuri wishes she had more vision just so she could take in more of it at once.

To her right is a domed structure decorated with storm clouds. Next to it is a sizeable lake, complete with a boat, waterslide, fake rocks, and even a waterfall. Then, another dome decorated with flames on the outside. Following that, in order, is a mountain zone, a landslide, and a cityscape filled with collapsed buildings.

“A shipwreck, a landslide, a fire, a windstorm…etcetera,” Thirteen says. They gesture up at the archway. “I created this training facility to prepare you to deal with different types of disasters. I call it…the Unforseen Simulation Joint!” They spin around, lifting up on one foot and pointing forward. “But you can call it USJ!”

The class goes silent and Kemuri arches an eyebrow. Just like Universal Studios Japan, she thinks.

“Hey, shouldn’t All Might be here already?” Aizawa asks, moving closer to his fellow pro. “Let me guess…he booked an interview instead.”

“Actually, it’s something else…” Thirteen starts. They lower their voice for the next couple of words, holding up three fingers as they go.

Aizawa sighs. “That man is the height of irresponsibility.” He glances at the students, then turns to them. “Clock’s ticking. We should get started.”

“Excellent!” Thirteen says. “Before we get started, let me just say one thing! Maybe two things…possibly three! Four…or five—”

“We get it,” multiple voices berate them at once.

Thirteen is unaffected by the response. They lift their gloved hand up and, even without facial expressions, a sense of seriousness descends on them. “Listen carefully, everyone. I’m sure you’re aware that I have a powerful quirk," they say. "It’s called Black Hole. I can use it to suck up anything and turn it to dust.”

“Yeah, you’ve used Black Hole to save plenty of people from disasters, haven’t you?” Midoriya asks.

“That’s true,” Thirteen says, “but my quirk could also very easily be used to kill. Some of you also have powers that can be dangerous.”

Kemuri shivers a little, lips pursed. Her quirk isn’t dangerous. At best, the only danger it causes is from blinding people, and she’s only ever used her steam to make things better. Thirteen continues on, explaining that they need to be careful, but thanks to Aizawa and All Might, they have a good idea of their quirk’s potential and know how dangerous it can be when used against other people.

“Carry those lessons over to this class,” Thirteen says. “Today, you’re going to learn how to use your quirks to save people’s lives. You won’t be using your powers to attack enemies or each other—only to help. After all, that’s what being a hero is all about; ensuring the safety of others.”

Kemuri’s heart is pounding and she can’t keep the determined smile off of her face. This is what she came to U.A for. This is why she wants to be a hero; so she can save people and make their days just a little bit brighter, and give them hope.

“That’s all I have to say. Thank you for listening,” Thirteen says with a bow.

Everyone starts cheering, clapping, and talking all at once. For a pep talk that started with a warning about dangerous quirks, it ended on a really good note. Anyone who wasn’t excited before is definitely pumped up now.

“Right, now that that’s over—” Aizawa starts.

There’s a buzzing sound and the lights around the dome crackle with electricity, then go out. As the USJ dims, the fountain in the plaza starts sputtering. Kemuri looks to the ceiling with the rest of her classmates, utterly focused on the loss of light.

Aizawa’s expression becomes urgent and he aims one hand out at his class. “Stay together and don’t move,” he commands, getting everyone’s attention. “Thirteen, protect the students.”

“Wha…what is that thing?” Kirishima asks, pointing towards the plaza.

Kemuri’s eyes widen. The plaza is filled with something like purple smoke, but it’s concentrated, and it looks like there are people emerging from it. Is it some kind of warp gate? Why would there need to be a warp gate for rescue training?

“Wait, has the training started already?” Kirishima asks, cupping one hand above his eyes as he tries to get a better look. Behind him, more students clamber for a better look. “I thought we were rescuing people.”

“Stay back!” Aizawa repeats as Midoriya takes a step forward. The entire class flinches at his sharp tone.

Kemuri steps closer to Shoji, a feeling of dread settling in her stomach like a rock. Aizawa is putting his goggles on, which means…

“This is real,” Aizawa says. “Those are villains.”

Kemuri wobbles, suddenly dizzy, and Shoji steadies her. His hand is shaking too. The rest of the class starts to bunch closer together and not a single face is calm. It ranges from flat-out terrified to shocked.

Kemuri hates to think something so obvious, but this is bad—really, really bad.

There are tons of villains coming out of the warp gate, but the most notable trio consists of the warp gate itself (actually a man with yellow eyes and a body that seems to allow people to warp from one place to another), a man with pale blue hair, covered in hands, and a gargantuan beast with its brain showing.

Thirteen raises one arm between the students and the villains. Aizawa’s scarf and his hair fly up, surrounding him, and suddenly, he isn’t their Sensei. He is the pro hero, Eraserhead. If it weren't for their imminent danger, Kemuri would feel all squealy and fangirl-ish.

“Real villains? No way,” Kirishima says. “How could so many of them get into a U.A facility this secure?”

“Thirteen?” Yaoyorozu asks. “Why aren’t the alarms going off?”

“Good question,” the Space Hero says. “I’m not sure.”

“Is the entire campus under attack, or is this their only target?” Todoroki asks. “Either way, if the alarm sensors aren’t being triggered, then one of these villains must have a quirk that’s masking their presence here.” His mismatched eyes narrow. “They carefully chose this isolated facility as an entry point at a time when a class was being taught. They’re fools for trespassing here, but…” He frowns, cool as ice. “They’ve thought this out. Whatever their plan, they must have a concrete objective in mind, but what is it?”

“Handsome…and perceptive,” Hagakure whispers to Kemuri.

“Hagakure, this is literally the worst time to be thinking about a cute boy,” Kemuri says, hardly able to keep the tremor from her voice.

Hagakure lets out a breath. “I’m just trying to distract myself from how much danger we’re in, okay?” she retorts, strained.

“Thirteen, get them out of here, and alert the main campus.” Aizawa orders. “Actually, if they’ve got the ability to block our sensors, then they might be jamming our regular communications too. Kaminari, try using your quirk to contact the school.”

“Yes, sir,” Kaminari says, reaching one hand to his headset.

“What are you going to do?” Midoriya asks as Eraserhead moves closer to the steps. “You can’t fight them on your own! There’s too many of them, even if you can nullify their quirks. Your fighting style isn’t suited for this. Your power works best with stealth and one-on-one fights. That’s…” He seems to deflate. “That’s not going to help with a group.”

Kemuri hunches her shoulders a little, eyes locked on her teacher. Even in the midst of this situation, she wants to learn. Aizawa’s fighting style is similar to hers in strengths and drawbacks so, no matter what her teacher says next, she’s going to gain inspiration from that.

“You can’t be a pro if you only have one trick,” Aizawa says. He leans forward. “I’ll leave it to you, Thirteen.”

And with that, he leaps into battle, scarf whipping in the wind as he zooms toward the villains, head on. As he fights, Thirteen ushers the rest of the class to the exit. Kemuri bursts into a jog with the rest of her peers, just able to hear Iida telling Midoriya to stop analyzing and hurry up over the pounding of her heart.

They don’t get very far when the warp gate man appears ahead of them, his smokey body blocking their path.

“There is no escape for you,” he utters. His glowing yellow eyes glare down at them. “It’s a pleasure to meet you. We are the League of Villains. I know it’s impolite, but we decided to invite ourselves into this haven of justice to say hello.”

Kemuri swallows hard again, lifting her fists and settling into a defensive stance. This guy would seem gentlemanly if it weren’t for the fact that he’s a villain, blocking their path to freedom and safety.

“Besides,” he continues. “Isn’t this a fitting place for All Might, the Symbol of Peace, to take his last breath? I believe he was supposed to be here today, but I see no sign of him. There must have been some sort of change in plans that we could not have foreseen. Ah…well, in the end, I suppose it doesn’t matter…I still have a role to play.”

His warp gate body starts to flow outwards, like arms, and one of the caps on Thirteen’s glove pops off as they aim their hand at him. Before anyone can act, Bakugo and Kirishima leap at the villain with a loud battle cry, quirks at the ready.

An explosion rattles the ground and from somewhere near Kemuri, she hears Nishimura shouts, “Idiots!” Smoke shrouds the area and Kemuri lifts her arm up to shield herself. She curses the fact that she can’t sense anything when it’s not her own smoke screen.

Kirishima’s voice sounds. “Did you think we were gonna stand around and let you tear this place to shreds?”

The warp villain, for a second, seems to be gone, but then a splotch of purple reappears from the depth of the smoke. “You live up to your school’s reputation,” he says, reforming as the last of the smoke blows away. Bakugo and Kirishima’s proud looks disappear. “But you should be more careful, children. Otherwise, someone might get hurt.”

Shoji’s eyes narrow and he lets out a soft gasp. From the mouth formed near Kemuri’s ear, she hears him say, “A body…”

“What?” Kemuri asks.

“You two, get out of the way, right now!” Thirteen shouts, finger ready and aimed.

“I’ll scatter you across this facility to meet my comrades…and your deaths!” the warp man says as trails of purple smoke fly out and surround the group in a second.

Kemuri stumbles as the warp villain completely engulfs them, buffeting her with a wind so harsh that she can’t open her eyes against it. She blindly reaches for her nearest friend, but Shoji’s body is gone and Hagakure is nowhere to be found.

Kemuri feels herself go weightless for a second, like she’s floating in water as black as the night. Her stomach flips, she tumbles head over heels, and then the next thing she knows, she’s falling through the air.

She tries to look around, but she’s going too fast to get an idea of where she is. All she can feel is heat. All she can smell is smoke. She braces herself for impact, heart pounding, and hopes that if this fall does kill her, that it’ll be over quick.

Chapter 29: Kemuri's Lonely Hearts Club

Summary:

Sometimes, you just need to find the ones who are just as lonely as you.

Chapter Text

“Kemuri!”

She hits something solid and jolts to a stop, all the air leaving her lungs in a rush, arms and legs dangling. She blinks rapidly, trying to stop the world from spinning, and then looks to who saved her.

Ojiro hangs off the edge of a burning building, his tail holding up her body weight. They lock eyes, his lips purse, and she swallows hard.

“O-Ojiro…” she whispers.

“Are you okay?” he asks.

“I…I think so.”

He nods and pulls them both onto the roof of the building using nothing but his upper body strength. He curls his tail around and lets Kemuri slide off. She sits on the roof, still trying to catch her breath, and Ojiro crosses his arms over his chest.

“Where are we?” she asks, still a little winded.

“From the looks of it, the conflagration zone,” he says. He frowns at their surroundings. “That villain must have warped us here.”

Kemuri shakes her head, resting one hand on her chest. “Dang it,” she whispers. This is so not a good match up for her. Heat and moisture just don’t mix, even if she can make a kind of fake smoke.

“This is crazy,” Ojiro mumbles. His tail lashes with annoyance. “A villain attack out of nowhere? And Todoroki said that this seemed planned out…”

“How…how did they know our entire schedule?” she asks. “It…it doesn’t make sense.”

“Maybe they broke in during that incident last week with the press,” he suggests. “The teachers were busy and all the students were too busy panicking.”

“Right…that would work, and maybe…if we’re still here, that means that everyone else is still at the USJ. That’s…good, right?”

He lets out a small hum, then nods. “Yeah.”

They linger in silence for a second and Kemuri looks up at her friend. “Uh, Ojiro—”

“That warp guy said that he would send us to meet his comrades. I bet there are villains around,” he interrupts. “We’ve got to stay alert.” When she nods, he adds, “Can you walk?”

“Y-Yeah, I’m…I’m not hurt,” she stammers, scrambling to her feet.

“Good.” His attention travels to something behind her and he grits his teeth. “Crap. We’ve got company.”

She turns around and sure enough, villains emerge onto the next rooftop. They shout something inaudible and start running towards the students, some already scaling the distance between the two buildings.

“How good is your manoeuvrability?” Ojiro asks.

“Like…nonexistent.”

Hearing that, he scoops her into his arms, gives a brief warning of “hang on” and leaps off the roof. Kemuri clings to his neck as they plummet downwards, then his tail latches onto a lamppost and breaks their fall. He swings for a second, then easily drops to the ground.

“Wow,” Kemuri says. “That tail is really useful.”

He sets her down. “Thanks,” he says, his tone flat. He looks around and catches sight of something that she doesn’t. “There are more coming. We have to move.”

He grabs her wrist and starts running, Kemuri doing her best to keep up.

“But where to? There are villains everywhere,” she retorts as they go.

“All Might will get here. We just have to stay away until he does.”

“But…but that warp guy said that they thought he would be here, that he would breathe his last…” She trips over a chunk of concrete, but Ojiro’s tail catches her and keeps her moving even as she regains her footing. “I…I hate to say it, but they…they probably have a way to kill him!”

That makes Ojiro stop. He turns around, his expression struck with horror. “But…he’s All Might. He’s the strongest hero in the world.”

“I know, but…” She squeezes her eyes shut, knotting her fingers in her hair. “I think…I think we have to fight. These guys aren’t…”

She chokes a little at the thought, paling, and he nods grimly. “They aren’t above killing us,” he finishes.

She nods. “If we’re…going to survive, we need to work together,” she says. His eyebrows furrow. “We need a plan.”

He exhales and looks to the burning buildings, hands clenching into fists. She darts a glance back the way they came, fully aware that the villains are still coming.

“Okay,” Ojiro says. “I trust your fighting ability, but I think we stand a better chance if we do hit and run.”

Kemuri can’t help but smile. “That’s my specialty.”

His cold façade breaks as his lip lifts into a tiny smirk. “Yeah, I know.”

“There they are!”

“Get those brats!”

Kemuri and Ojiro turn around, lifting their fists, and Ojiro’s tail lashes as they both move closer to each another. Their shoulders bump.

“This heat won’t be good for moisture,” he says as the silhouettes of the villains get nearer. “If you’re starting to weaken, shout…uh…something that won’t tell them you’re weakening.”

“It’s getting hot in here?” she suggests.

“Yeah, that works. That’s when we make a break for the exit.”

She nods. “Sounds like a plan.”

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On the bright side, these villains are, at best, low-level thugs. Kemuri has beaten tougher opponents during the group training sessions she attended when she was younger.

On the not-so-bright side, despite the communication between her and Ojiro, she can tell that he’s still harbouring some hurt. The tension is still present, even if it’s not choking them, and she can’t stand leaving it dangling there like an unsightly cat toy.

If she gets the chance after this, she’ll make him talk to her about what happened.

She disperses smoke in bursts, taking advantage of the already smoke-filled arena to shroud herself, taking down villain after villain with her pointed strikes to the back of the neck. A lot of them have additional weapons to compliment their quirk and for the first couple villains, Kemuri is hyper-aware of every blade that comes her way.

By the third knife that glances off her arms or stomach with the feeling of maybe a dull scrape, she starts to gain confidence. The new armour is holding up. She’ll probably bruise later, but she isn’t getting cut or scraped. She’s in the zone. Her body is racing with adrenaline. Her nervousness is easy to ignore and she easily wipes all emotion from her face. There’s something about fighting that brings out the strong part of her, a part that she has a hard time finding in her day to day life.

She narrowly dodges another knife swipe, but this time the blade catches her on the lower jaw. She lurches away, one hand flying to the cut as she feels blood trickle down her neck. The villain, a beefy dude with five horns, grins.

“Gotcha there, girlie! What’re you gonna do n—AGH!”

Her fist sinks into his gut, earning a satisfying spray of spit. “Shut up,” she mutters as he collapses to the ground.

Another comes at her from behind and she dodges, dispersing more fog and disappearing from view. Her hand finds his soft spot and he too drops to the ground, twitching and groaning.

She goes through her first water bottle, then her extra, then her back up. She keeps moving, her limbs aching, sweat pouring down her back, the flames and smoke making her eyes burn even with the goggles. Her movements get slower and she starts to feel parched, both on her skin and mouth.

“Ojiro?” she shouts as she high-kicks a thug in the jaw. She curses her sloppy form even as he collapses. “OJIRO! IT’S GETTING HOT IN HERE!”

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” someone nearby asks.

“Is she only realizing the temperature now?”

She blinds them and rushes forward, one hand chopping on either side of their necks, knocking their heads together in the middle. They slump down, eyes rolling, and Kemuri hunches over as she lets out a wheezing breath. Now there are spots appearing in what little vision she has left and her breathing is way too fast.

She grits her teeth. If it weren’t for the heat, she’d be retaining her moisture better. Maybe if she’d been more careful with her water bottles or if she took more advantage of the smoke that’s already in place, then…

She senses someone move through the little bit of her smoke still lingering around her; a leg, judging by position and shape. She whirls around, coming face to face with yet another villain, but he’s too close to dodge. She throws her arms up in front of her just as he makes impact, knocking her onto her back.

She grunts, head spinning even more, and the villain plants his foot on her chest. He grins at her as needles erupt from the skin all over his hands and she grabs his ankle, straining to get him off of her, but he doesn’t budge.

“Night, night,” he sing-songs.

Before he can throw a punch, the ground rumbles. The thug loses his balance and Kemuri takes her chance to twist his leg hard enough that he falls over. The ground is still shaking and something like an explosion sounds from outside, but Kemuri focuses on her opponent. She gives him a hard kick to the head before he can get up, knocking him out, and she collapses to her knees, heaving.

“Not good…so not good…” she wheezes. She looks up, searching the immediate area for villains, but she can’t see anything. Did she get them? Are all of them chasing Ojiro? Her jaw is still stinging, blood mixing with her sweat and the soot in the air, and her hand goes to press against the wound.

“Ojiro…” she calls, as loud as she can muster. “It’s…” She blinks slowly, exhaustion taking over. She really, really needs water. “Getting hot…in here…”

Just as she starts to pitch forward, a solid body catches her. She inhales so hard that she starts coughing and a hand starts rubbing her back.

“Kemuri, breathe,” Ojiro says. “I’m sorry, I didn’t hear you the first time.”

“It’s…okay.” Another cough. He helps her up, her knees wobbling, and slings her arm over his shoulders. “Ojiro, the villains—”

“I went through one of the buildings, got them off my tail,” he says. His gaze darts to her jaw. “Kemuri, you’re bleeding.”

“I’m f-fine. We...we can take care of it later.”

His lips purse. “Alright. If we head for the exit, we should be fine. Can you hold on?”

She nods, head slumping against his shoulder, and he starts off in the direction where he thinks he saw an exit sign. There are unconscious villains everywhere they go.

Ojiro stays quiet, focused on the task at hand. From Kemuri’s position, pressed against his side, she can feel his pulse thrumming, his breaths quick. He’s been fighting hard and, however bad the situation between them and around them is, pride surges through her. He’s brave, he’s strong, and Kemuri? Kemuri is lucky to be one or the other some of the time.

“Ojiro…” Kemuri whispers. “Ojiro, I’m sorry.” His jaw clenches. She feels it shift against the top of her head. “I know you hate me, but…you need to hear me…apologize. Talk to me…please?”

He sighs. “I…” He pauses and she feels his jaw shift again before he says, “I don’t hate you.”

She finds that hard to believe. “Sure…” she mumbles as her eyes drift shut.

“I mean it,” he insists, a little more forceful. “I…I hate your grandfather, though.”

She doesn’t blame him. Not in the slightest. She would hate Keiji too, if he wasn’t her grandfather and her Sensei, if she didn’t want his recognition so badly, if he wasn’t some of the only family she has left. If he was anyone else, maybe she would be able to agree with her friend.

“After Saturday, I…I was so angry. I didn’t want to text you back because I was afraid I would say something that I would regret,” he says. He adjusts her a little, helping her over a chunk of concrete.

“Then…why’d you…ignore me?”

“Every time I looked at you, I…I thought of what he said, and the rage came back, and then I couldn’t make myself talk.” He sighs again. “I’m sorry. It wasn’t an honourable or mature thing to do.”

“I should’ve—” She coughs and her ankle rolls, but he catches her. “—protected…you. You’re…my friend.”

He lets out a tiny, weak laugh. “You shouldn't have to protect your friends from your own family." They walk a bit more. "Y’know, before you texted…I thought you saw me the way your grandfather does," Ojiro admits. "I thought that, maybe, you pitied me, and that was the only reason you hung out with me.” After a second, he adds, “Why…any of you hang out with me, honestly.”

“No…never…” She shakes her head. If anything, she’s the one who’s worth pitying. “Why would you…think that?”

“I’m not memorable. I just assumed…” Again, he stops, taking in a short breath. “I let the negativity get to me. That’s all.”

She wonders if he ever got teased as a kid by ignorant classmates for a mutation that he couldn’t help being born with. She wonders how many times people have commented on how plain or boring he is. She wonders if he understands what it means to be lonely, the same way she does. The same way Shoji does.

Is that why she has the friends that she does? Because they’re all just lonely people looking for a place in the world, but now they found each other? She smiles at the thought.

“I told my grandfather,” she starts, “that I was…gonna stand by you. That…I didn’t care what he thinks.” She exhales. “It…was scary.”

She wants to believe that he’s smiling a little. “Huh,” he says with a small nod. “That takes guts.”

“Mhm…” She rubs her cheek against the furry collar of his hero costume, comforted by its texture. “I’m sorry.”

He brings her closer to him, movements gentle. His hand tightens against her hip and his cheek touches the top of her head. “I forgive you.”

From up ahead, there’s a shout, and Ojiro freezes. Kemuri drags her eyes open and searches the horizon, catching sight of another group of villains as they round the corner of a building. Ojiro’s tail lashes and Kemuri tries to get herself to stand, but fails.

“Drop me,” she says. “You fight. Go.”

“Kemuri—”

“It’s okay. Just…go.”

Before he can protest or anything else, the ground splits open in a burst of dirt and concrete. The villains go flying and from underground, a giant yellow construction machine appears, giant metal-tipped claws sweeping at anything near it, batting villains aside.

“Power Loader Sensei,” Ojiro says, relief making his shoulders sag.

With the rest of the villains knocked out, Power Loader and his machine work their way over to the students. His expression is grim.

“Don’t worry, the pros are here,” he says. His attention flits between them, lingering on Kemuri. “Are you both okay? Shimakage?”

She lifts her head, then flashes a thumbs up. “The armour…works great,” she says with a pitiful excuse for a smile.

Power Loader’s lip twitches a little at the side. “Then I did my job,” he says. “Although, looks like someone got your face.” She nods, too exhausted to insist that she should’ve dodged better. He beckons them both forward. “Hop on, you two. Let’s get you back to the others.”

Chapter 30: Happy to be Alive

Summary:

Some things are bad, but not everything.

Chapter Text

“Kemuri, holy shit,” Hagakure gasps when Power Loader drops her and Ojiro off with the rest of the class. Iida makes a disapproving noise at the language, but the invisible girl doesn’t care. “What happened?”

“Quirk overuse…” Kemuri whispers, waving her hand about. “Just…need water…”

“I’ll find you some! Hold on!”

She races away and Kemuri just stays on the ground, staring up at the ceiling as it swims in and out of focus. At least Hagakure seems uninjured. Kemuri lets her head roll to the side, just able to see her classmates gathered near the front doors. They seem okay too.

“Kemuri, do you need to sit up?” Ojiro asks. “The floor can’t be comfortable.”

Kemuri shakes her head. “Feels…fine to me…”

She must look awful. Whenever she overuses her quirk, her skin gets all dry, her lips get chapped, and she generally looks dried out. It’s not a cute look.

Todoroki appears at the top of the staircase. He observes the gathered teenagers for a second, then his gaze flickers over to Kemuri. His eyebrows furrow and he walks over.

“What happened to you?” he asks.

Ojiro answers for her. “She got a little dehydrated. Quirk overuse,” he says. Todoroki nods and Ojiro adds, “You don’t happen to have any water, do you?”

Todoroki blinks, thinking for a second, and then he reaches out his right hand as an icicle forms from the palm. “I have this,” he says.

Kemuri makes grabby hands and he sets the icicle in her grasp. With the last bit of her strength, she pushes some steam out of her palms, melting some of the ice. She drops it to her mouth and sucks like her life depends on it.

“Thankou,” she mumbles around it.

Todoroki nods again and wanders off just as Hagakure returns with Midnight in tow. The invisible girl’s gloves turn in midair, between Kemuri and Todoroki, then she lets out a soft groan.

“Aw, he beat me to it,” she says.

Midnight kneels next to Kemuri. “Can you sit up now?” she asks.

When Kemuri nods, the pro helps her up, and Kemuri keeps drinking what she can from the icicle, letting out little puffs of steam to help it along. She feels better with every drop. Midnight says something to Ojiro and Hagakure about joining the others and they hurry off.

Midnight checks Kemuri’s bandaged jaw, prodding the edge of the cut lightly enough that it doesn’t cause a lot of discomfort. “Are you hurt anywhere else?” she asks.

Kemuri shakes her head. “No,” she says, lowering the icicle to her lap.

“And the quirk overuse?”

“I wasn’t careful enough. I’m weaker in dryer, hot climates,” she admits.

Midnight smiles a little and pulls a small patch and a cloth from somewhere on her suit. “Well, I’m glad that all of you are okay,” she says. She uses the cloth to wipe away some of the blood on Kemuri’s neck and around the cut, then puts a bandage over it. “That’s just until Recovery Girl gets to you, alright?”

“Thank you,” Kemuri says.

“My pleasure, dear.”

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The police arrive while all of the students wait outside. One of the cruisers pulls up, parks, and Kemuri pales a little when the officer gets out.

“Oh, boy,” she whispers.

“Kemuri!” Kazue calls. She rushes over, deftly avoiding running into any of Kemuri’s classmates, and engulfs her daughter in a hug. “Thank goodness, you’re alright,” she says. She eyes the nearly-melted icicle and the bandage on her jaw, dark eyes getting wider. “You are alright, right?”

“Yes, mom,” Kemuri says.

“Good, I’m glad.” She seems to relax, then looks Kemuri over again. “Wow…that’s a pretty awesome hero costume. You look great!”

“Thanks, mom.” Kemuri would say more, but she’s pretty drained. That incident was like the most hardcore training session ever, but with ten times the danger.

“You know, Tsukauchi tried to tell me to turn around when he found out it was your class,” Kazue says, smoothing her daughter’s hair. “But…I didn’t.”

“Are you going to get in trouble?”

“Oh, no, sweetie. It’s fine.” Kazue finally seems to notice the presence of other students, her concern falling into an easy smile. “Oh, all of you must be Kemuri’s classmates. It’s nice to meet you, although…the circumstances could be better.” When the teens look at the ground, her expression softens and she says, “Do any of you need water? I always have some in my cruiser, if you need.”

“Actually, I’d love water,” Uraraka says.

“Me too…” Sato says. Nishimura raises his hand in agreement.

Kazue turns around, goes to her cruiser, and emerges with a twenty-four pack of water bottles. She passes them out to the students, urging them to stay hydrated, easily reminding them that the police and the pros have the situation under control. Everyone takes a water bottle. Kemuri guzzles hers.

“Sergeant Shimakage!” someone calls from the USJ doors.

“Oh, duty calls,” Kazue says. She gives Kemuri’s forehead a kiss and adds, “I’ll see you at home, alright? This paperwork is going to take a while.”

“Okay,” Kemuri says. “I’ll see you later, mom.”

They hug before Kazue adjusts her cap and hurries off, dark ponytail swinging. She immediately starts directing the stream of handcuffed villains and officers coming out of the doors, all business.

“Your mom is…kinda awesome,” Kirishima says to Kemuri as he takes sips of his water.

“Your mom is a fox,” Mineta adds, only to get head-chopped by Iida. “Ouch…geez, just trying to distract myself…” he mutters, rubbing his head.

“There are more respectful ways of doing so,” Iida retorts.

The conversation gets interrupted as a tall man in a tan overcoat and matching hat approaches. Kemuri immediately recognizes him as Detective Tsukauchi, one of her mother’s co-workers and an all-around nice guy.

He introduces himself to the class, then says, “I’m just going to do a quick head count, alright?” When they nod, he starts, looking between a sheet of paper in his hand and them. “…nineteen, twenty, and twenty-one,” he finishes.

Kemuri looks around, startled, and realizes that Midoriya is missing. Where is he? Until she got rehydrated, she was too out of it to notice his absence. She starts fearing the worst, although the mood of her other classmates doesn’t suggest anything as drastic as death.

“Everyone’s here and mostly unharmed, all except that boy whose legs were all messed up,” Tsukauchi says. Kemuri relaxes. “I’ll go report back. You kids hang tight.”

As he walks away, conversation starts up as the class gathers in groups. The only topic is about what just happened.

Hagakure’s glove touches Ojiro’s shoulder. “I’m so glad you guys are okay,” she says. Ojiro smiles a little and she adds, “And…correct me if I’m wrong, but did you guys make up?”

“Yeah, everything’s forgiven,” Ojiro says, rubbing the back of his neck. “I owe you an apology too, for how I acted.”

“Are you kidding? I’m just glad all my friends are friends again!” Hagakure says, hugging Ojiro’s arm. He turns red, looking away as sweat rolls down his forehead. “How’d you guys survive the fire zone, anyway?”

“Hit and run,” both Ojiro and Kemuri say at once. They glance at each other and share a laugh.

“Where’d you end up, Hagakure?” Ojiro asks.

“The landslide zone, with Todoroki.” She sighs. “He’s so strong, it’s amazing! I don’t think he noticed me though…he was kind of caught up in fighting.”

“Well, I’m just glad you didn’t get hurt,” Ojiro says with a smile. Hagakure giggles and her gloves move up to her face.

Honestly, Kemuri wishes her friends weren’t so darn cute all the time. Her heart can’t handle it.

“Tokoyami! Shoji!” Hagakure calls, waving the boys over. Both of them leave their groups to rejoin their friends. “Ojiro and Kemuri made up! Isn’t that great?”

Tokoyami nods. “I am pleased to hear that.”

“Me too,” Shoji says. “We were worried.”

Ojiro looks sheepish again. “I just let myself get way too angry at the wrong person. I’m sorry for making you worry,” he says. He meets Kemuri's eyes and she smiles at him.

“You're allowed to be angry," she says. "What he said was...bad." As they nod, she adds, "Uh…hate to change the subject, but…where were you guys?” She gestures to Shoji and Tokoyami. “You don’t seem hurt…”

“I was in the Downpour Zone with Koda and Nishimura,” Tokoyami says. “Most of the villains were low-level thugs. Koda acted as a decoy, then Nishimura and I took them down. They were easy foes.”

“I didn’t get warped,” Shoji says. “All I did was tackle the warp villain, but…it gave Iida time to go get the pros.”

“Iida’s the one who alerted the pros?” Kemuri echoes. She turns, searching for the armoured boy in the crowd, and finds him talking to Uraraka. Kemuri lingers for a second, then returns her attention to her friend. “So, you guys that didn’t get warped really saved the day.”

“I feel like we missed a lot,” Ojiro says.

“Agreed,” Tokoyami says.

Shoji fills in some of the details that he can, mostly about the fight with the warp villain and All Might’s arrival, plus his battle with the brain beast (Nomu, they called it). Kemuri completely missed the giant gaping hole in the USJ’s roof that All Might created, but she blames her ignorance on the dehydration.

“Let’s get these kids back to the main campus,” Tsukauchi’s voice breaks up the noise as he walks back to the group. “They’ve been through a lot. We don’t need to question them right away.”

“Detective,” Tsuyu says, hopping closer to the man and stopping next to Mineta. “What about Mr. Aizawa?”

Again, Kemuri kicks herself for not noticing the absence of their teacher, and then realizes that she has no idea where Thirteen is either. So much has happened and she missed most of it.

Tsukauchi’s face falls and he pulls out his phone, typing in a number before holding it to his ear. He has a brief conversation with the person on the other side, probably a doctor, then asks for an update on Aizawa. He puts it on speakerphone and holds it out to the class.

“The bones in his arms are splintered and he’s got facial fracturing,” the voice on the phone says. “Fortunately, there doesn’t seem to be any serious brain damage, but…his orbital floor has almost been completely destroyed. We have no way of knowing if his eyesight will be impaired once he heals up.”

Tsukauchi thanks him and hangs up. “Well,” he says. “You heard the man.”

Tsuyu lets out a weak ribbit as Mineta’s eyes fill with tears. “Not his eyes,” he whimpers.

Kemuri has to blink away her own tears, sympathy overwhelming her, and she rubs at her eyes as Hagakure’s hand rests on her shoulder. Aizawa’s eyes are, at the most fundamental level, his quirk, and without them…

“Um, sir…what about Thirteen?” Mina asks. Jiro and Yaoyorozu linger behind her, faces wrought with worry.

“There’s no need to worry there,” Tsukauchi says. “Despite some pretty bad lacerations to the back, Thirteen is going to pull through, good as new.” Relief floods them and he adds, “All Might is also without any serious injuries. He’s in the nurse’s office right now. Recovery Girl’s power should be all the treatment he needs.”

“What about Deku?” Uraraka demands, her voice choked.

“How’s Midoriya?” Iida asks so quickly after her question that their words nearly overlap.

“Midori…ah.” The detective tips his hat. “Recovery Girl is taking care of him too. He’s fine.”

Uraraka exhales. “Oh, thank goodness.”

Tsukauchi orders them back to the bus and everyone complies. Kemuri climbs onto the bus, taking a spot with her friends on either side of her. As the bus pulls away from the USJ, the flashing police lights, and the villains, Kemuri leans her head onto Shoji’s shoulder.

“Still tired?” he asks.

She nods, eyes closing. The full force of everything that just happened hasn’t hit her yet. When her body has rehydrated and the adrenaline wears off, the numbness she’s feeling will probably disappear. Then…well, she isn’t sure of what to expect.

She’s just happy to be alive.

Chapter 31: Dawn of a New Day

Chapter Text

It does hit her, but it’s easier to deal with than she expected.

School is closed on Thursday, so Kemuri spends the day at home, doing things that remind her that she’s alive and that things are okay. She watches funny videos online (Pro-Hero Crack Compilations are some of her favourites), takes a nap, and spends time in the Japanese garden that makes up her backyard. She spreads a blanket out next to the small pond and lies down, staring up at the clear blue sky, surrounded by the sound of trickling water, birds chirping, and the ripples that the koi make as they swim about.

Her grandfather tends to the garden. It’s a peaceful place with mostly the traditional Japanese aesthetic, although the occasional western touch is thrown in—like the red rose bushes, a personal favourite of Kemuri’s. Her grandfather designed it, helped build it, and he maintains it. He trims the trees, weeds the plants, feeds the koi when they need it, keeps the soil neat and the pond water clean. It’s the one thing he’s more dedicated to in his life aside from his job.

It’s strange for Kemuri to see her and her classmates on every news station that they turn to. Her grandfather hates it. For reasons Kemuri can only guess at, he has always disliked the idea of Kemuri’s face being in any sort of news outlet and he was adamant that she stay out of the news when she was younger, even more so once Kazue became relatively famous. It’s part of the reason why most people don’t recognize Kemuri, even if she is from an influential family.

“It’s time to get used to this, dad,” Kazue says as she turns off the TV. “Kemuri is on the hero track. She’s going to be on TV a lot more in the coming years. This is just the start of it.”

He grumbles something and stands up. “I’ll be in my room.” Before he leaves, he adds, “Kazue, dear, have you seen my bonsai clippers?”

“You left them on the shelf near the back door.”

“Thank you.”

Kemuri stares at the blank TV. “He tells me that I need to make connections and get noticed, but…he gets angry when I do,” she says.

“He’s…hard to understand, Kemuri,” Kazue says. “I’m sorry. I wish I knew why he acts like that.”

Kemuri knows, or at least she has a solid idea. He doesn’t want her face being associated with his proud name. He doesn’t want people knowing that his granddaughter is a half-Caucasian, half-Japanese girl with strange grey hair and nearly-blind eyes. He wants to look perfect and put-together. Kemuri is neither of those things.

Kemuri hears the front door open and she looks up from the TV just as her dad walks in with four pieces of mail. He smiles at his girls as he walks over to them.

“We’ve got some letters,” he says. He hands Kazue a card. “This one’s for both of us. Then there’s one for dad, and…” His eyebrows arch. “Oh, Kemuri, there’s one for you.”

Kemuri perks up. “What? A letter? From who?”

He sets the envelope in her hands, winking. “You’ll have to see, eh?”

Kazue is already reading the card inside. “Oh! Of course…” she says. She laughs as Cayden settles next to her, eyes glancing over the card. “I almost forgot about this.”

Kemuri doesn’t pay attention to her parents, focused entirely on the envelope with her first and last name written in beautiful calligraphy across the front. She rips it open, pulling out a sleek card with a familiar logo on the front: “Idaten Hero Agency”.

“What?” Kemuri whispers. She keeps repeating to herself as she flips the card open. “What? What? What?”

It’s an invitation to an Annual Heroics Gala at the Iida Estate on Saturday, April 21st, at 7 o’clock p.m. She reads the words with wide, unbelieving eyes. Formal wear, an acknowledgement of heroes at work in society, a time to network with heroes and businessmen and women…

She knows about this party. Her parents and grandfather go to it every year. Kemuri never went, far too nervous at the idea of being inside Iida’s house, plus she never got an invitation anyway. Despite her grandfather’s invite allowing him to bring a guest, he never extended the offer to Kemuri. She stayed at home and contented herself with other things, convinced that she was not fit for a party and that, even if she went, it would be a disaster.

Now, she’s staring at a real, honest-to-goodness invitation, addressed to her and only her. She finishes reading the details, then her attention falls to the last sentence.

It was great meeting you the other day! I’m sorry for not sending out an invitation to you in past years, but now I hope you’ll attend. I would be honoured if you did.
Sincerely,
The Turbo Hero: Ingenium,
Tensei Iida

Kemuri chokes on her own spit and dissolves into a hacking fit, hunched over on the couch as both her parents rush to make sure that she’s okay. Cayden leaves and returns with a glass of water that she gladly accepts, her chest still heaving as she blinks away the moisture in her eyes.

“I’m…I’m invited,” Kemuri squeaks. She shows her invitation to her wide-eyed parents. “Am I dreaming?”

Kazue takes the letter and reads it, her eyes brightening as much as her smile. “Nope,” she says. “This is real.”

“What’s real?”

The trio looks up to where Keiji is standing in the doorway, holding a bonsai tree in the crook of his arm. Kemuri’s mouth goes dry, Cayden’s fingers clench against his knee, and Kazue stands up.

“Kemuri got invited to the Heroics Gala,” she says. “Isn’t that great, dad?”

Keiji stares at her, then at his granddaughter. “Why would she get invited? She never was before.” His voice is smooth, low-toned, suspicious.

“W-Well…” Kemuri says. “I…I met Ingenium the other day and…and now he invited me.” She points to the invitation as Kazue hands it over to her father. “See?”

Kemuri prays that he doesn’t rip the invite in half. She wants to put it on her shelf next to her Ingenium figure as soon as this conversation is over. She watches her grandfather read, then hand the invitation back without so much as bending a single corner.

“Unbelievable,” he mumbles.

“Kemuri is making connections already,” Kazue says with her winning smile. She gives Kemuri her card, maintaining eye contact with her father. “I wouldn’t be surprised if she interned with Ingenium later this year.”

Kemuri smiles at the thought while Keiji just frowns. He makes another grunting noise, adjusts his bonsai tree, and walks away. The atmosphere relaxes noticeably and Kemuri goes back to staring at the invitation.

“Mom, dad,” she says. “I just realized something.” Their expressions are concerned as she looks from one to the other. “I don’t have a dress.”

Kazue grins. “Then get your shoes on, sweetie. We’re going shopping.”

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The excitement Kemuri felt over receiving her invitation and going to the mall to find a dress has pretty much disappeared by the time she puts on the seventh dress in the third store they’ve tried. Trying on clothes is fine, but her hair is starting to get frizzy and the dressing room lights aren’t as flattering as they could be.

“Is this really my colour?” Kemuri asks. She toys with the skirt of a long, green gown, turning to and fro in the mirror on the change-room door.

“I think any colour works on you,” her mom says with a smile. She sits on a plush chair in front of the door, one leg crossed neatly over the other. “Grey is very versatile.”

Kemuri sighs. “Yeah…I’m not feeling this one.”

She disappears back into the change-room. She gets out of the dress, hangs it up, and looks at the four others waiting on the hooks. She hugs herself, frowning a little, and selects a simple blue dress with long sleeves and a long skirt.

It’s times like these when she gets smacked in the face with how lucky she really is. This store is one of the more high-end places. A lot of their brands are designer and their formal wear is on par with bridal shops, not to mention plenty of the more fashion-forward pro heroes like to shop here.

Kemuri almost told her parents to just go past it, but Kazue felt it was worth a shot, especially since money isn’t exactly an issue for them. Cayden decided to go get them some drinks while Kemuri tried on dresses, stating that he really isn’t fit for this sort of thing.

As Kemuri is slipping her arms into the sleeves of the new dress, she hears her mom gasp.

“Hakamata? Is that you?”

There’s a soft chuckle. “Shimakage, it’s been a while,” says a masculine voice. A few smooth footsteps patter against the sleek tile floors of the store, then stop. “How are you?”

“Fine, fine. The past few days have been pretty busy, but I’m surviving.”

“Ah, I’m guessing that must be because of the USJ incident?”

Kemuri doesn’t move, her ears alert, eyes wide. She knows that voice, but from where? She wracks her brain as she wiggles the zipper up her back.

Her mother sighs. “Yes…they gave me the day off today. Kemuri didn’t have school, and they thought I could use the break to spend time with her.”

“Kemuri…” the man repeats. “She’s at U.A now, isn’t she?”

“Yes. High school, can you believe it? Feels like yesterday that that was us.”

“Time passes far more quickly when we aren’t paying attention to it.” A pause. “Are you here on your own?”

Kazue laughs. “No, no. Kemuri’s actually inside the change-room. Ingenium invited her to his Heroics Gala and she needed a new dress, so…” Her chair squeaks. “Kemuri, are you done in there?”

Kemuri startles. “Uh, y-yeah. Hold on.”

She turns the handle and exits the change-room to find a tall, thin man standing next to her mom. He’s wearing a button-up dress shirt, a pair of jeans, and a rather large scarf that covers the majority of his neck and face. What the scarf doesn’t cover, his sweeping blonde hair does.

Kemuri finds herself staring. “B-Best…Jeanist?” she squeaks.

He rests his hand on his hip and waves the other lightly. “Hello,” he greets. “Your mother and I were just talking. You got invited to the Heroics Gala, I hear.” When she nods, still too starstruck to speak, he adds, “I will be attending as well. If you want, I can offer you some advice.”

“U-Uh…sure? Yeah.” Again, she sticks to nodding her head like a woodpecker smashing its beak into a tree. Kazue smiles at her, one hand covering her mouth.

Best Jeanist moves closer, one hand drifting to his chin. “Hm…blue is a good colour on you. You have the advantage of such neutral-toned hair,” he says. “However, this type of dress doesn’t suit your figure.”

“O-Oh…it doesn’t?” Kemuri asks.

He shakes his head. “You have an athletic, yet petite build. I would suggest something strapless or backless, with a shorter, fluffier skirt. It will bring attention to your toned arms and legs, while making you look taller.” He turns her towards the mirror, gesturing down. “This dress hides you. The skirt is too straight. It mimics my jeans, but the difference is that my jeans are supposed to be straight.”

He’s absolutely right. “So…uh, which dress would you pick for me?” Kemuri asks.

“Show me the ones you already picked. I want to help you look your best, but not at the expense of your own comfort.”

She nods and grabs the remaining three that she left on the hooks. Best Jeanist immediately hands the lilac one to Kazue, shaking his head, then takes more time thinking between the last two. One is pink strapless with a sweetheart neckline and a high-to-low skirt. The other is scarlet with hints of black, a knee-length layered skirt, and has halter-top straps.

He hands her the red one. “Try that on.”

She does so, and when she emerges from the change-room, his eyes crinkle at the edges. He turns, crossing one arm over his chest as the other smooths his fringe.

“It’s perfect,” he says, low and dramatic.

Kazue clasps her hands together. “Oh, Kemuri…it’s lovely.”

Kemuri looks at herself in the mirror, fluffing the skirt a little. It sparkles under the dressing room lights, twinkling as she moves. The neckline is flattering for her small chest and both the off-the-shoulder sleeves and the first skirt layer are made of sheer black lace with rose designs. It really is the best choice.

“I love it,” she breathes.

Kazue claps a little, almost bouncing with excitement. Best Jeanist moves forward again, this time toying with her hair as he hums in thought. Kemuri looks up at him, expectant.

“For your hair, I want you to try wearing it down,” he says. She blinks, a little alarmed, and he continues, “The braid is nice, but I think if you frame your face a little with some loose, bouncy curls, it will complete the look. Also, wear a necklace.”

“Okay, I will.” She turns and bows to him. “Thank you so much, Best Jeanist.”

Again, he waves his hand a little. “It’s no trouble. I was needed, and a hero comes when they’re needed.” Kazue smirks and his dark eyes move to her. “I will see you two and Cayden at the gala, then?”

“Of course,” Kazue says. “It was so nice to see you, Hakamata.”

“Likewise.” He nods to her, then casts one more look at Kemuri. “It was lovely to meet you, too.”

He walks away and Kemuri finally takes a full breath of air. Kazue is smiling at her daughter knowingly, eyebrows arched.

“Did…did that just happen?” Kemuri asks. She gasps. “I didn’t even get his autograph!”

“I’m sure he appreciated the anonymity,” Kazue says. She grabs her purse from the floor and tugs it onto her shoulder as she stands up. “And besides, you don’t need his autograph when he gave you his personal fashion advice.”

She grins to herself and does another twirl in the dress. “Yeah! He…wow…”

“Hey ladies, sorry I took so long,” Cayden says as he hurries down the hall, a drink tray in hand. “The lines were crazy—”

He stops, staring at Kemuri. She smiles a little, fingers bunching at the skirt, and Cayden’s expression falls into confusion.

“Uh…excuse me, princess, but have you seen my daughter?” he asks. He searches the area aroud him dramatically, his curls bouncing. “She’s supposed to be here but—”

“Dad…” she giggles.

He laughs. “Sweetie, you look great. Is that the one you’re getting?”

“It’s Best Jeanist approved, so…yes,” she says.

Before Cayden can question what that means, Kazue loops her arm through his and takes her drink from the tray. “We ran into Hakamata and he helped Kemuri find a dress,” she says, taking a sip.

Cayden shakes his head. “What a guy.”

“I’m gonna get changed, then we can go,” Kemuri says as she ducks back into the change-room.

On the way out of the store, shopping bag in hand, Kemuri takes out her phone and texts Hagakure.

Kemuri
You’ll never guess who I just met.

Hagakure
…uhhhhh…
Best Jeanist!

Kemuri
Uh…yup!

Hagakure
Wait what!?
I was kidding?!!!
You met Best Jeanist?!?!?
GIRL WHAT IS YOUR LIFE????
WHAT NEXT??
GANG ORCA…LIKE, IDK…
ADOPTS YOU??

Kemuri
OMG Gang Orca as my dad? Wild.
Also…Ingenium invited me to a Heroics Gala.
Like there’s one every year but I was never invited before.
And now I am.
And I have a new dress…that Best Jeanist picked for me.

Hagakure
I am so heckin’ jealous right now
OHHHMAGAWDDDD
His jeans are my life.
I want to be buried in them >^<
Best Jeanist? More like Best GENIUS.

Kemuri
Lmao!
Maybe he’ll make you a funeral suit out of jeans :D

Hagakure
THAT’S A GREAT IDEA
YAS!!

Kemuri looks up from her phone as her mom calls her, saying something about new shoes. She pockets her phone and hurries to catch up with her parents, bag thumping against her leg.

Chapter 32: Return to U.A

Summary:

It's Kemuri's first day back at U.A after the attack at the USJ and, apparently, their fight isn't over.

Chapter Text

It’s good to be back in class, but Kemuri can’t help but wonder who’s going to be teaching them. Aizawa is still in the hospital, recovering from his injuries, so maybe one of the other teachers will be stepping in.

“Guys, did you watch the news last night?” Hagakure asks, leaning across her desk.

“Yeah,” Ojiro says. Kemuri nods.

“It was so cool that we got a few seconds of screen time,” she continues. Her shoulders slump and her sleeve crosses her chest. “Though I don’t think anybody noticed me hanging out in the background.”

Ojiro lets out a nervous chuckle. “Yeah…it’s difficult to stand out when you’re just gloves,” he says.

Kemuri thinks of the picture that appeared on the news. Kemuri was behind Hagakure in it and with their positioning, it looked more like Kemuri herself was wearing gloves, not that the gloves were another person.

Kemuri doesn’t mention that and instead says, “Uh, well…I’m sure you’ll get more attention later. It was only a few seconds, after all.”

Behind them, Kaminari hooks his arms behind his head and lounges in his seat. “We’re totally big deals,” he says. Kemuri swivels around in her chair just as Ojiro and Hagakure do the same. “Those news channels love us. We’re practically celebrities.”

“Yeah, that’s kinda crazy, right?” Kirishima asks.

“Get over yourselves,” Jiro says, her earphone jack twirling around her finger. “The hero course that pumps out pros was attacked and that’s what they care about.”

Sero slumps onto his desk. “Who knows what would’ve happened to us if the teachers hadn’t shown up,” he says.

Mineta stands up on his chair, tears already building in his eyes. “WHY’D YOU SAY THAT?!” he wails. “I’m gonna pee myself just thinking about it!”

“OH, SHUT UP! GROW A PAIR, YOU LOSER!” Bakugo shouts, making the purple-haired boy collapse into his seat while Midoriya nervously holds his hands up in surrender.

“Did you guys see All Might fighting the bird guy?” Sato asks. He starts imitating punches. “He was super strong and All Might still destroyed him!”

“Yes, his strength is truly a thing of wonder,” Tokoyami agrees.

Nishimura lets out a slightly scathing laugh, shaking his head. “We were stuck in the Downpour Zone, Tokoyami,” he says. “We didn’t see All Might or that bird dude do much of anything.” He leans back in his chair, arms crossed. “I would’ve liked to see him in action, though.”

Shoji arches an eyebrow. “You…wanted to see Mr. Aizawa get smashed into the ground?”

Nishimura straightens up. “Don’t go twisting my words, man. I meant All Might. Punching and stuff! I’m not twisted.”

He and Sato do a series of organized punches, then fist-bump, and make an explosion noise as they pull apart. Todoroki lets out a long sigh and Yaoyorozu’s grey eyes dart upwards from where she’s writing in her notebook, eyebrow arched in amusement.

Kemuri spins back around in her chair. “Did they choreograph that?” she whispers to Hagakure.

“It’s funnier if you imagine that they did,” she retorts.

The clock ticks to 8:24 a.m and, right on time, Iida marches to the front of the class. “Attention, homeroom class is about to begin!” he shouts. He flings his arms out, the force making his uniform jacket flare out. “Everyone stop talking and take your seats!”

“Uh…we’re all sitting,” Kirishima says.

“Yeah, you’re the only one standing,” Sero adds.

Iida stomps back to his seat, flops down, and mutters out a strained, “Dang. It.”

Kemuri dips her mouth into her hand to hide her giggle. She hears Mina asking Tsuyu about who she thinks the teacher will be when the door slides open, revealing a man who’s only recognizable via the mop of unkempt black hair on his head and the scarf around his neck. His face and arms are shrouded in bandages.

“Morning, class,” Aizawa grumbles.

“MR. AIZAWA?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!” almost everyone exclaims. Kemuri asks it at a much softer volume.

“Woah…what a pro,” Kaminari utters.

“Mr. Aizawa! I’m glad you’re okay!” Iida says, one hand shooting straight into the air.

“You call that…okay?” Uraraka squeaks.

Aizawa stumbles to the front podium like a zombie. “My wellbeing is irrelevant. What’s more important is that your fight isn’t over yet.”

Kemuri’s blood runs cold, hands forming fists against her desk. What fight? Were the statements she gave at the police station not enough? Did the villains escape and already plot their revenge?

“Our fight?” Bakugo asks.

“Don’t tell me…” Midoriya whispers.

Mineta is shaking in his seat. “Not more bad guys…” he whimpers. For once, Kemuri finds herself agreeing with his feelings of utter terror.

Aizawa’s bloodshot eyes peer out from the bandages. “The U.A Sports Festival is about to start,” he says.

Kemuri’s mouth falls open and a shout of, “WHY WOULD YOU SCARE US LIKE THAT?!” erupts from her classmates.

“The Sports Festival,” Kemuri breathes.

“LET’S GO KICK SOME ASS!” Kirishima yells, fist pumping.

“Wait a second.” Kaminari shoves his entire hand at Kirishima’s face, forcing the redhead back into his seat.

“Is it really such a good idea to hold the Sports Festival so soon after villains snuck inside?” Jiro asks.

“They could attack while we’re all in the same place,” Ojiro agrees.

“No!” Kemuri insists, startling herself and others with the volume she says it at. She turns red. “I…I mean, no…it’s…we can’t cancel! It’s…it’s the Sports Festival…” she mumbles.

“Apparently,” Aizawa says, “the administration believes this is the best way to show that the threat has been handled and that our school is safer than ever. Plus, they’re beefing up security compared to past years.” His head lifts just a little. “This event is a huge opportunity for all students at U.A. It’s not something we can just cancel because of a few villains.”

“Uh, I’m sorry, but why not?” Mineta asks. “It’s just a sports festival.”

And just like that, Kemuri is back to never agreeing with a word that comes out of Mineta’s mouth. That was short-lived.

“Huh? Mineta, don’t you know how important this competition is?” Midoriya asks.

“Of course, I do. I just don’t want to get murdered.”

“Our Sports Festival is one of the most-watched events in the entire world,” Aizawa says. “In the past, everyone obsessed over the Olympic Games, but then quirks started appearing. Now the Olympics have been drastically reduced in terms of scale and viewership. For anyone who cares about competition, there’s only one tournament that matters: the U.A Sports Festival.”

Kemuri’s heart is pounding. In her mind, she can hear the screaming crowds, see the coloured bursts of fireworks. This is what she’s been waiting for. This is the event that put her mom on the map and it’ll be the one that gets Kemuri noticed too.

“That’s right, and top heroes everywhere will be watching,” Yaoyorozu says. “This is where you get scouted!”

“Sure, unless you’re dead…” Mineta mumbles.

“She’s right! After graduating, a lot of people join pro agencies as a sidekick!” Kaminari says.

“Yeah, but that’s as far as some people go. They miss their chance to go indie and end up as eternal sidekicks,” Jiro says. Her hooded eyes fall on Kaminari. “Actually, that’s probably where you’re headed. You’re kinda dumb.”

Kaminari twitches, teeth gritted.

“It’s true that joining a famous hero agency can garner you greater choice and popularity,” Aizawa says. “That’s why the festival matters. If you want to go pro one day, then this event could open a path for you. One chance a year, three chances in a lifetime—no aspiring hero can afford to miss this festival.” His gaze turns hard. “That means, you better not slack off on your training.”

“Yes, sir!” everyone shouts.

“Class is dismissed.”

Kemuri can’t keep her hands still. This is it. It’s finally happening and she can’t wait to get started.

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When the bell rings for lunchtime, ending Modern Literature class, Kemuri heads to the back of the class to get her lunch money from the cubbies. The rest of her classmates linger, all starting to talk about the festival at once.

“That villain stuff sucks, sure, but I’m pumped for these games!” Kirishima says. Kemuri, kneeling by her cubby, wonders how it’s possible for one person to be so bright and positive.

“We put on a good show, and we’re basically on the road to being pros!” Sero says, elbowing his friend.

“Yeah, this is why I’m even here in the first place,” Sato says, punching his own palm.

Nishimura, lounging on his desk, nods. “Same,” he says. “But, man…my dad threw a fit when he found out I wanted to go here, mostly because of the festival. He hates the spotlight.” He smirks a little. “Glad that that didn’t rub off on me, though.”

Tokoyami is sitting on top of the cubbies, arm perched on his leg. “We get so few chances to impress,” he says, head bowed. “We must make the most of it.”

Kemuri inches her way past them, trying not to disturb them, and she searches for a group to join before going off to the cafeteria. Hagakure and Ojiro are talking at the front of the class—Kemuri can hear them discussing how Hagakure could get noticed—and Aoyama is saying something about how dazzling he is while Koda erases the blackboard.

Kemuri decides to wait with Shoji, who’s sitting in Kemuri’s desk with Kaminari, Jiro, and Yaoyorozu. As she walks up to them, she hears Kaminari saying, “You’re so lucky, Shoji. People are bound to notice your unique quirk.”

“Sure, but what matters is that I show them how useful I can be,” Shoji says, clenching his hand into a fist.

“No doubt you’ll make a scene too,” Jiro snickers, nudging Kaminari. Kemuri wonders if she’s referring to how Kaminari shocks himself dumb when he overuses his quirk.

Judging by the way Kaminari bristles, teeth gritted, she is. “You’re the worst, Jiro,” he says, but his tone is too light-hearted to be truly mean.

Yaoyorozu notices Kemuri standing awkwardly behind Shoji and smiles. “Shimakage, are you excited for the festival?”

The other three turn to her as Kemuri nods. “Well, yeah…I’ve been training for it for as long as I can remember. It’s…” She touches her fingers together, biting her lip. “It’s kinda my goal to win the whole thing.”

Jiro and Kaminari’s eyes widen. “Wait, seriously?” Kaminari asks. “You plan to win?”

Kemuri hates the shock in his voice, but she nods. “Yeah…”

Yaoyorozu strokes her chin. “Oh…I can see why you would aim for that. Your mom won the festival when she was at U.A, right?” she asks. “She was one of the first General Studies students to win first prize! She even beat the top hero student in her year.”

“What?” Jiro asks. “Who’s your mom again?”

Kemuri swallows. “U-Uh…Kazue Shimakage.”

That not only makes Kaminari audibly gasp and say “no way”, but it gets the attention of the group of guys lingering by the cubbies. Kemuri’s entire face turns red as Kaminari leans closer to her.

“Wait, she’s your mom? Seriously?” he asks, his golden eyes wide. The other guys are still staring. “I thought you just had the same last name!”

“Uh…didn’t…didn’t you see her at the USJ?” Kemuri squeaks. “She…she gave everyone water…”

Kaminari stares, mouth hanging open. “…oh. Right.” He rubs the back of his neck. “I forgot.”

Jiro coughs into her fist. “Idiot.”

“I’m not an idiot! I just forgot that Sergeant Shimakage is the same person as Kazue Shimakage!”

“How many Shimakages do you think there are?”

“Well, more than there actually are, apparently!”

“It’s…like, not common at all, dude.”

“Guys? Can…we stop talking about my last name?” Kemuri requests. She looks around to find that most of the class is staring at her and her entire body floods with something akin to panic, telling her to run away. “Yup! My mom’s famous! Now you all know and won’t be weird about it anymore!” she says to the onlookers, her voice gaining pitch.

Shoji rests his hand on her arm. “Hey, it’s okay. Calm down,” he whispers. Her classmates return to their own conversations and he gives her a gentle squeeze. “See?”

“R-Right…” She takes a deep breath and turns to Yaoyorozu. “I’m sorry, Yaoyorozu. Your…uh, original comment was correct. My mom won in her third year, so…I kinda want to beat her record and win in my first or second. If…if that doesn’t sound weird or anything.”

Yaoyorozu smiles. “It’s good to have a goal in mind. I wish you the best of luck.”

“T-Thank you.”

“EVERYONE! I’M GONNA DO MY BEST!”

Every head turns to Uraraka as she throws her fist up in the air, her face shrouded in an expression that’s dark and determined. It really doesn’t suit her. At the proclamation, Iida and Midoriya let out weak “yeah’s” and Mina giggles as she cheers.

Uraraka whirls around to the five guys at the back of the class. “I SAID I’M GONNA DO MY BEST!”

They respond with a series of confused mumbles.

“Got it…” Kirishima says. “You okay? You kinda seem like you’re losing it.”

“ONCE MORE FOR MY PEEPS IN THE BACK!” Uraraka shouts, pointing towards Kemuri’s group. “I SAID I’M GONNA DO MY BEST!”

Kemuri lifts her fist. “Yeah! Everyone…everyone should do their best!” she calls, trying to sound more confident than she is.

“THAT’S IT, SHIMAKAGE! CONFIDENCE IS KEY!” Uraraka praises.

Kemuri feels sweat roll down her face, but smiles anyway as she gives her fist another shake.

Chapter 33: Mineta's Opinion is Invalid

Summary:

A tall, purple-haired boy declares war on Class 1-A.

Chapter Text

“Real talk, Kemuri, what’s your plan for winning?” Hagakure asks over lunch.

Kemuri looks up from her food, biting her lip. “Well…because we won’t know what we’re competing in until the day of, I just plan to do my best.”

“That’s all fine and good, but doing your best is more of a sentiment than a plan,” Tokoyami utters. “I mean that in the politest way possible.”

“Well, I have to make it to the final round. That’s always a one-on-one fight, then depending on how that works out, I’ll use my martial arts. That’s all I can hope for, right?”

“True,” Ojiro says. “It’s hard to plan for a tournament when everything from the events to your opponents is a surprise.”

“How did your mom win?” Shoji asks. “Maybe she can give you tips.”

Kemuri sighs and pokes at her rice. “Well…she fights the same way I do. She flew under the radar for most of her school life, then her third year hit and she went all out.”

She purses her lips. Kemuri hadn’t been born when her mom competed in the festival, obviously, but she’s seen the video clips. It’s been included in Top 10 “Shocking Sports Festival Moments” for years, even now. Kazue Shimakage was known as the “General Studies Dark Horse of U.A” for a while after she graduated, and even now that title still comes up.

“She didn’t even reveal what she could do with her quirk until she got to the third round, then she knocked out every opponent she went up against,” Kemuri continues. “When she got to the finals, the hero course guy she was up against nearly beat her to a pulp. He knocked her down hard and he thought he won, so he started boasting. He got cocky, and the next thing he knew he got a strike to the back of the neck. Done.”

“Oh, so she had the element of surprise,” Hagakure says. “You…don’t really have that.”

Kemuri grits her teeth, eyes closing, and her chopsticks stab into her rice. “Right…”

“Just because our class knows how she fights doesn’t mean we can beat her,” Ojiro says, trying to sound hopeful. “I think you’ve got a chance, Kemuri.”

“I do too,” Shoji says.

Kemuri smiles a little. “You guys are being really supportive, considering this is a competition,” she says. She eats some rice and, as she chews, adds, “I think Tokoyami’s got a better chance than I do.”

Tokoyami’s eyebrow arches. “Oh?”

She swallows her rice, nodding. “You’re one of the top students in the class, if we’re going by raw power,” she says. “Honestly, I think it’s going to be between you, Bakugo, Todoroki, and…Iida, maybe Midoriya if he doesn’t break every bone in his body.”

His expression is hard to place. After a second of silence, he bows his head. “I am…honoured, that you see so much potential in me.” His beak curves into a smile. “Honestly, I think that the festival can be won by anyone, under the right circumstances. I don’t want any of you selling yourselves short.”

“Yeah! We should all do our best and have fun!” Hagakure chirps. She sticks her sleeve toward the centre of the table. “Right, guys?”

Kemuri puts her hand on top of Hagakure’s. “Right!”

The boys follow their lead. They bounce the stack of hands between them and Hagakure cheers, making Kemuri, Ojiro, and Shoji laugh. Tokoyami, reserved as ever, just smiles as he shakes his head. Even he isn’t immune to Hagakure’s constant sunny disposition.

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At the end of the day, class 1-A finds their path to freedom blocked by a hoard of students from other classes. Kemuri stands at her desk, staring with wide eyes at the gaping students.

“Uh…why the heck are you all here?” Uraraka asks. She’s the one closest to the door, if you count out Aoyama still sitting in his desk.

“Do you students have some sort of business with our class?” Iida asks, his hand sweeping outwards to point at them.

“Why are you blocking our doorway?” Mineta asks. He starts shaking his fist. “I won’t let you hold us hostage!”

Bakugo stomps past them. “They’re scouting out the competition, idiots,” he utters, making Mineta shake like a rattlesnake’s tail. “We’re the class that survived a real villain attack. They want to see us with their own eyes.”

Midoriya waves his hands at the panicking Mineta and whispers, “Let’s hope he doesn’t explode anybody.”

Bakugo stops in front of the hoard, hands in his pockets, stone-faced. The students closest to the door physically shy away from him even when he’s just looking at them. Kemuri is both terrified and in awe of the power he holds.

“At least now you know what a future pro looks like,” he says. “Now move it, extras.”

Iida’s hand starts chopping rapidly while multiple others pale at his rudeness. “You can’t go around calling people extras just because you don’t know who they are!” he scolds.

“So…this is class 1-A?” a monotone voice says from the crowd. Kemuri cranes her neck around, just able to catch sight of a tuft of purple hair peeking above the heads of the other students. “I heard you guys were impressive, but you just sound like an ass. Is everyone in the hero course delusional, or just you?”

Bakugo’s eyes go white and he bares his teeth while Uraraka, Midoriya, Iida, and Kemuri all start shaking their heads and hands in warning. The speaker reveals himself as he muscles through the final row of students; he’s a tall boy with voluminous purple hair and dark circles under his violet eyes.

“How sad to come here and find a bunch of ego-maniacs,” the guy says, rubbing the back of his neck.

Kemuri frowns a little. He’s really quick to judge all of them based off of the most explosive, rude guy in their class. She finds that just a little unfair.

“I wanted to be in the hero course,” he continues, “but like many others here, I was forced to choose a different track. Such is life.”

“Tch,” Bakugo mutters.

“I didn’t cut it the first time around, but I have another chance,” the stranger says. “If any of us do well in the Sports Festival, the teachers can decide to transfer us to the hero course. Then they’ll have to transfer people out to make room.” His words make a few people stiffen as his tired gaze flits about the class. “Although…this year they so generously let in extra students anyway.”

Kemuri’s shoulders hunch and her eyebrows furrow.

“Scouting the competition? Maybe some of my peers are, but I’m here to let you know that if you don’t bring your very best, I’ll steal your spot right out from under you. Consider this a declaration of war.”

Kemuri shifts closer to Ojiro and Hagakure, glancing at their expressions (or at least, Ojiro’s). His lips are pursed, unsure, and Kemuri is glad to see that she isn’t the only one who’s a little shocked at the stranger’s declaration.

Although, she can at least understand his annoyance.

“HEY, YOU!” another voice shouts. A guy with silver hair, crazy long eyelashes, and sharp teeth appears from the middle of the crowd. “I’m from class 1-B right next door to you! We heard you fought some villains and came to see if that was true, but you’re just a bunch of brats who think you’re better than us!”

If Kemuri was a braver person, she would retort against everything that these two guys have said. “No, I’m not a brat! I worked hard to get into this course!” she would say. “I don’t think I’m better than you! Not at all! Please…please don’t hate me.”

But she isn’t brave, so she keeps her mouth shut and just thinks all of that.

“Talk all you want, but it’ll just make it more embarrassing once you’re K.O’ed!” the guy keeps shouting. Bakugo, unfazed, starts toward the door. “DON’T IGNORE ME!”

“Dude, where are you going?” Kirishima asks. “You’ve gotta say something! It’s your fault they’re all hating on us, Bakugo!”

“These people don’t matter,” Bakugo utters, earning a confused noise from Kirishima. “The only thing that’s important is that I beat them.”

He shoves past the purple-haired guy, disappearing into the stunned crowd, and the guy from 1-B adds in a final, “HEY! I’M COMING FOR YOU!”

Kirishima clenches his hand into a fist, a tear in his eye. “I hate that that was such a manly exit,” he says. Kaminari gapes at him.

“You said it,” Sato says.

Nishimura rolls his shoulders, his neck cracking. “It’s competition. If you don’t beat them, you lose,” he says. “Bakugo could’ve put it nicer, but you can’t beat that honesty.”

“Well, sure, but this sucks!” Kaminari says, visibly distressed. “He made us everyone’s enemies!”

“Yeah, he’s right! All of these dumb students are gonna be gunning for us in the festival now,” Mineta says, again getting teary.

Kemuri adjusts her backpack. “I…think they were gonna do that anyway,” she admits. Mineta’s head whips around to her and she jumps, starting to sputter, “I mean, we…we did just survive a villain attack, plus the hero course is always the one to beat…”

“Man, why can’t you just agree with me for once?!” Mineta whines. “You’d be cuter if you did!”

Kemuri’s expression falls flat. “Maybe I don’t care if you find me cute, Mineta.” She clears her throat, adding in a slight mumble, “I’d prefer if you didn’t.”

Hagakure whistles. “Oo, savage! Burn!”

“Same, though,” Kemuri hears Mina say from her desk.

Kemuri shrugs a little as she tucks her backpack closer to her. What can she say? She has no reason to be shy around Mineta. He’s the kind of guy who needs it told the way it is, no fat, no fluff, and his opinion is one of the only things that she doesn’t want to waste mental energy on.

“We’ve got a train to catch,” Kemuri says. “Ready to go, guys?”

“Yup,” Ojiro and Hagakure say.

Shoji and Tokoyami join them as they leave the class. Most of the students get out of the way as soon as they take one look at Shoji. Kemuri lets out a long breath and Hagakure’s arm loops through hers.

“Hey, let’s just think positive about this, okay?” she says. Noticing the sullen mood of her friends, she adds, “How about we hang out tomorrow to get our minds off things?”

“What do you suggest?” Ojiro asks.

Hagakure seems to grin. “How about going to the arcade? We can win prizes, eat yummy food…”

Shoji perks up. “That…actually sounds fun. I’m pretty good at those games.” He glances at his hands. “Not to brag or anything…”

“Oo, yeah! Those six arms are like a prize-winning machine!” Hagakure squeals. She bounces in place, jerking Kemuri’s arm a little. “How about it, guys?”

“We…could use a re-do after last Saturday’s disaster…” Kemuri admits.

“I’m in,” Tokoyami says. Ojiro nods.

“Sweet! I’ll text you the details!” Hagakure giggles.

They hurry out of the school and onto the sidewalk, where they lapse into scattered conversation and content silence. The walk to the station tends to be quieter than other times that they hang out. It’s what happens when a clan of introverts (minus the resident extrovert, Hagakure) spends an entire day surrounded by people.

Kemuri is just happy to have friends who enjoy some occasional peace and quiet, just like she does.

Chapter 34: You Are Not Their Equal

Summary:

Shoji is a beast at arcade games.

Chapter Text

Kemuri is the first person to show up at the arcade. She fiddles with her purse, playing some games on her phone and nervously checking the sidewalks for her friends. She checks the address that Hagakure sent her multiple times, and just as she thought, she’s at the right place.

She looks up from her phone to observe her surroundings, from the cherry blossoms to the pedestrians going past her and the cars that go by on the street. It’s peaceful.

“Kemuri!”

Her head snaps away from her daydreaming as Hagakure dashes towards her, Ojiro in tow. He waves at her, a lot quieter than his companion, and Kemuri accepts a hug from Hagakure as she arrives.

“I’m so excited! I’ve got coins and everything!” Hagakure says, jingling her tiny purse. It’s shaped like a cat head, with adorable eyes and a cute expression on the front. It matches the rest of Hagakure’s painfully cute casual clothing.

“Me too,” Kemuri says, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

“Us three.”

She jumps and whirls around to find Shoji and Tokoyami standing on the sidewalk behind her. Shoji’s tentacle mouth grins and Tokoyami has his hands tucked in his pockets. He waves a little.

“Sorry for startling you,” Tokoyami says.

“Did you guys wait for long?” Shoji asks.

“Nope! We just got here!” Hagakure says. There’s a clapping sound as her clothes bounce up and down. “Perfect timing!”

Ojiro smiles a little. “So…games first, food later?”

“Yes,” the other four say with a nod.

They head inside the arcade, immersing themselves in a world of giant crane machines and the flashing lights of classic games. Kemuri can’t help but feel a jolt of nervousness as the bustle of the arcade surrounds her. In truth, she’s hardly ever gone to arcades. As much as she likes a good video game, she isn’t necessarily good at them, plus she’s never had anyone to go to arcades with. It’s a new experience entirely.

Hagakure squeals and grabs Kemuri’s arm, dragging her off to one of the dancing games. Kemuri tries to tell her that she isn’t all that good at dancing, but the invisible girl won’t have it.

“This isn’t about being good! Just have fun and follow the steps!” she urges. “Live it up, Kemuri!”

Hagakure slips some yen into the machine, then hands her purse to Ojiro. Kemuri does the same thing on her side, but turns around and asks Tokoyami or Shoji if they can hold her bag. Shoji takes it without question and the boys linger behind to watch.

Hagakure is right. Once Kemuri forgets about trying to look good, she starts to have fun. It’s easier than she expected to tap her feet along to the arrows on the screen, and when she casts a brief glance to Hagakure, she finds that she’s getting her entire body into it. Her clothes are swinging and bobbing along with the movements of her shoes.

Once the song is over, Kemuri takes a break and Ojiro goes for a round with Hagakure, handing off her purse to Tokoyami as he goes. He’s a lot more coordinated than Kemuri, even if he’s a little unsure of how to start it up, but Hagakure is giggling as she dances and he has a grin on his face as he tries to imitate her movements.

After the dancing game, they split off to do more one-player games. Kemuri and Tokoyami play a game where you hunt vampires, one where she loses spectacularly.

“Ooh, look!” Hagakure gushes, racing over to a crane machine. She points. “Hero plushies!”

Kemuri joins her friend’s side, admiring the toys nestled in the machine. Her eye lingers on one of Edgeshot while Hagakure is fixated on the jumbo Mt. Lady. Kemuri reaches into her purse and digs for coins. She’s terrible at these games—her hands always get shaky—but sometimes luck wins out. That’s how she snagged her Ingenium plush.

“Want me to try?” Shoji asks, tapping her shoulder lightly. “I could win that for you.”

She looks up at him, eyes wide. “You would?”

His eyes crinkle at the edges with a smile as he cracks his neck. “One Edgeshot plush, coming up.”

She hands him her coins, he puts them in, and he settles in front of the machine. He forms two extra eyes on the ends of his tentacles and positions them on either side of the machine, then rests his hands on the controls. He wins the plush with ease that Kemuri can only dream of and when he hands it to her, she has to stop herself from squealing as she gives it a hug.

“Shoji, you’re amazing!” Hagakure praises. She jumps in place. “Could you try for the Mt. Lady? For me?”

Shoji laughs. “Sure thing.”

He wins that one too. Hagakure thanks him repeatedly as she clings to the giant plush, nearly the size of her entire torso, while Shoji just rubs the back of his neck and humbly says, “It’s nothing, really.”

“What else can you win?” Tokoyami asks, stroking his chin—or is it beak? Kemuri chooses not to dwell on it.

One of Shoji’s tentacle mouths smirks. “Let’s see.”

Maybe it’s ridiculous, but the group tries out every crane machine they can find. Shoji plays most of the time, but the others take their shots too. They win mini figures, stuffed toys, and more; Tokoyami tries to act like he doesn’t want a chibi Hawks figure, but Shoji wins it for him anyway. Tokoyami can’t hide his embarrassed smile as he holds the box close. They have so much fun with it that they almost forget to eat, only alerted by the rumbling of their stomachs.

“Shoji, are you sure you don’t want any of these?” Kemuri asks as she stirs her All Might cup noodles. She motions to the prizes, tucked away in some plastic bags.

Shoji shakes his head. “I’m more of a minimalist. I don’t need that stuff,” he says.

“If you say so, man,” Ojiro says. “You won most of these for us, so…we wouldn’t want you to feel cheated.”

“Agreed,” Tokoyami says.

“Yeah!” Hagakure agrees. “Just let us know if you change your mind, okay?”

Shoji’s cheeks turn pink and he bows his head. “Thank you…but really, don’t worry about it.”

They finish up their food and return to the arcade to play a few more games. When their coin stashes reach their limit, the group decides to call it a day, and they head for the doors. On the way out, they pass a row of gashapon machines, and one catches Kemuri’s eye. She stops for a second, digging out some of her yen, and puts it into the machine.

She catches up to her friends just as they notice she isn’t with them, plastic ball in hand.

“You got a gashapon?” Ojiro asks.

Kemuri nods. “Yeah. It…made me think of something.” She smiles and holds it out to Shoji. “Why don’t you open it?”

Shoji’s eyebrow arches, but he nods. “Uh, sure.”

Hagakure, Ojiro, and Tokoyami lean closer as Shoji opens up the toy capsule. His expression floods with confusion, then an amused chuckle shakes him as he pulls out a keychain; the charm is a chibi octopus holding a takoyaki platter on two of its tentacles.

“Aw, it’s so cute!” Hagakure coos. “Isn’t that from that new show where different animals all make food, but some of it includes, like…themselves as an ingredient?”

“Oh, yeah, that show is kind of twisted,” Ojiro says. “But adorable? Because the animals cook? But it’s sort of cannibalism…”

“Yeah, but none of them eat the food they make. They eat all the other foods. And there’s that duck that makes rice.”

“I like the pufferfish that makes sashimi,” Tokoyami states.

Shoji is still holding the keychain, watching it spin to and fro as it dangles from its chain. Kemuri folds her hands behind her back, clearing her throat.

“You should keep it,” she says. Shoji’s attention switches to her and she adds, “I know you said you don’t need anything, but...that’s so you, and it’s small…and you deserve something.”

Shoji’s eyes lift and he nods. “Well, I do like this,” he says. He closes his fingers around it and tucks it into his pocket. “Thank you, Kemuri.”

She grins. “Y-Yeah! No problem!”

The next time she sees that keychain, it’s hanging from Shoji’s backpack, and it makes her all warm and fuzzy inside.

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On Sunday morning, Kemuri enters the dojo to find her grandfather waiting there. He’s dressed in his training uniform, arms crossed over his chest, eyebrows furrowed. Kemuri freezes in place.

“U-Uh…” she starts. “Good morning, grandfather.”

“I need to talk to you,” he says. Without waiting for a response he continues. “As you know, it’s almost time for the Sports Festival.”

Kemuri feels her gut twinge. “Yes? If…if by almost, you mean in two weeks—”

“Two weeks is hardly enough time to get you into shape,” he snaps, making her flinch and nearly lose her grip on her water bottle. “Get in here.”

She urges herself the rest of the way through the door, sliding it shut behind her, and she puts her water bottle and phone aside. She feels cheated. Her morning workout is supposed to be her relaxation time. She usually puts on some music, does some yoga poses, practices sensing around the room with her quirk, and the like.

“I…I hate to ask, but…” His glare makes her mouth go dry and she swallows before saying, “Isn’t…our training session later in the day?”

“Usually, but you need more training if you’re going to have even a remote chance of making it in the festival,” he says. She bows her head and he continues, “This is your chance to get noticed. You have to win.”

“I want to, really,” she says. “B-But…”

“But…what?” His tone is harsh, daring her to continue her thought.

Like an idiot, she does. “My classmates…some of them are incredibly…incredibly strong. I…I don’t stand a chance even if I make it to the final round. I—”

“I don’t care. You think Kazue ever stopped to think about how strong her opponents were? No. She didn’t, because she isn’t weak-willed like you and your father.”

“H-Hey, dad isn’t—”

“Kazue trained hard. I taught her everything and she did her best, claiming the medal she deserved, and if you don’t do the same, then you can forget calling yourself a hero or a Shimakage.”

“Grandfather, I…I understand, but I’m up against people like Endeavour’s son. He’s…he’s powerful, and I’m—”

“A Shimakage overcomes such things. It’s like I said.” His eyebrows furrow. “If you go out there and do nothing but embarrass me and disparage the Shimakage legacy any more than you already have, then it will prove what I’ve known all along—that you’re weak and that you will never be stronger than you already are.”

Her chest is tight and she bites her lip, moving her eyes down enough so that she doesn’t have to look at his face. The floor creaks as he moves towards her and she immediately settles into a defensive stance. He has a reputation of starting their sparring matches without warning. It keeps her on her toes and helps improve her reaction time.

“You can only dream of being like anyone who’s born with power,” he says. She still doesn’t look at his face. She doesn’t need to see the hatred in his eyes. “You are not their equal. That is a privilege that you have to earn.”

The floor creaks again and she shifts, throwing her arm up just in time to block his punch. She looks up, eyes narrowed, and finds that he’s smiling. It’s not a kind smile; there isn’t a trace of warmth in its depths. Its only rival is Bakugo’s smile, the one he gets right before he lets off an explosion in Midoriya’s face, but Keiji’s sends chills down her spine that even Bakugo can’t get out of her.

“Well done,” he utters as she blocks another hit. “Keep up.”

He shrouds the dojo in smoke as he disappears from sight. She takes a deep breath. Just focus, she tells herself. Just focus on being better.

Chapter 35: Boys are Cute and That's Okay!

Summary:

Some individual training forces Kemuri to think about how she approaches her feelings for boys.

Chapter Text

“In light of the approaching Sports Festival, hero training for the next two weeks will be carried out in individual training sessions,” Aizawa says during Monday morning homeroom. He’s still cocooned in bandages. “Work on your quirks, your fighting styles, and whatever else you need to do so that you’re prepared for the festival.”

Kemuri perches her chin on her hands, nodding a little. It makes sense that group training would get put on hold. After all, there’s a high chance that they’re going to be fighting each other, so most people, including Kemuri, should want to keep the limitations and strengths of their quirks under wraps.

“If you want to train with another person or a group, that’s fine. Just be aware that having someone know about your quirk could be a disadvantage in a competition.” Aizawa’s peers out from between his bandages. “Understood?”

“Yes, sir.”

They settle in for class as Aizawa leaves the room, stumbling a little as he goes. Kemuri smiles to herself. She gets the feeling that these next two weeks are going to go by in a flash and, before they know it, it’ll be time for the Sports Festival.

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The U.A workout room is stacked with every imaginable piece of equipment that a gym rat could dream about. Walking inside next to Shoji, Kemuri feels out of place, but Hagakure’s presence helps lessen that.

Tokoyami and Ojiro are starting their training elsewhere. Tokoyami mentioned something about light exposure while Ojiro said he wanted to work on mobility. When Shoji mentioned strength training, Kemuri and Hagakure jumped in on the chance to join him.

“So…I’m guessing you’re going to use the weights?” Kemuri asks.

Shoji nods, stroking his chin as he stops next to a barbell bench. “Yeah, I want to improve my lifting,” he says.

“Says the guy with a grip strength of 500 kilograms,” Hagakure whines.

Shoji shrugs. “I can always be stronger.”

Kemuri has to stop her mouth from falling open as he lifts eight of the heaviest weights onto the barbell. He locks them in place and gives his arms a shake, glancing up in time to catch her staring. His eyebrow arches and she looks away.

“I’m…going to warm up first,” she squeaks, jabbing her finger at the open space near the machines. “Stretches…and stuff.”

Hagakure’s sleeves spin in circles and, judging by the breeze hitting Kemuri, she’s wind-milling her arms. “I think I’m going to try the pull-up bar. Upper body strength and stuff!” she says.

Before Kemuri can suggest an easier workout, one more suited to Hagakure’s existing strength, she’s already racing away. Kemuri sighs, shaking her head, and Shoji chuckles to himself as he settles down on the bench. Kemuri observes him reach up and flex his fingers against the barbell, then starts to turn away.

“Kemuri?” he calls.

She stops and looks back at him. “Yeah?”

“Can I count on you if I need a spotter? Not now, but later.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. A spotter is useful when you’re pushing your limits and, judging by the ease in which Shoji prepared the weights, he probably won’t have a hard time doing his reps. What’s more, Kemuri wouldn’t be able to lift the bar off his chest in the event that he did have difficulty.

But, a spotter is also meant to be encouraging, so Kemuri gives him a thumbs up and a smile. “Yeah! Sure thing,” she says. “Just let me know!”

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Kemuri gets through her warm up, her limbs feeling loose and ready to go, a light sheen of sweat slicking her forehead. She returns to where Shoji is doing his reps, folding her arms behind her back as she watches him. His eyes are narrowed and his low, grunting noises seem frustrated.

“Everything’s okay over here?” she asks.

He sets the barbell back on the rack with a small huff. “It’s not enough weight.”

She frowns. “Uh…maybe the gym has heavier weights hiding somewhere,” she suggests. He sits up, resting his elbows on his knees, and she adds, “Not every student can safely lift...” She pauses to try and count the weight he already has the bar, decides that it’s heavy enough to be over 400 kilograms, and instead says, “…that much.”

He exhales heavily as he reaches for his water bottle, one tentacle forming a mouth as he tips the bottle into it. He pushes his fringe from his face for a second, giving Kemuri a decent view of his forehead and both eyes—his eyes are dark, so dark that his pupil blends in with the iris.

He’s staring at her now. “You…have weight,” he says slowly. Her eyes widen and he adds, “Could you sit on the bar and let me bench press you too?”

Kemuri’s face is red and she is fully aware of it, but she doesn’t know how else to respond. She opens and closes her mouth a few times, then ekes out, “Wouldn’t…wouldn’t that unbalance you?”

“Hm…true,” he murmurs. He looks up. “Hagakure?”

The invisible girl, having long since stopped trying to haul herself up on the pull-up bar, looks up from her sit ups. “Yeah?”

“I need you to balance out the barbell.”

“Huh?”

Kemuri waves her over, shaking her head, and Hagakure listens. After a brief explanation, a bit of shrugging and an “it can’t hurt” talk, the two girls find themselves seated on either side of the barbell. Kemuri clings to the weights, holding on with her legs and hands, while Hagakure is giggling.

“Let me know if you feel unsafe,” Shoji says as he again settles onto his back.

“Isn’t this pushing your limits?” Kemuri asks, knuckles turning white. Between her and Hagakure, that’s easily an extra 110 kilos added on.

Shoji grips the bar. “That’s the point.”

“You don’t have a spotter either.”

“We’ll hop off and help out if it gets bad!” Hagakure chirps.

“B-But…”

“Kemuri.” Hagakure’s voice is dead serious. “Let me get bench-pressed by a boy, okay?”

Kemuri decides that Hagakure must have some really specific fantasies, and Kemuri isn’t about to ruin them.

Shoji says nothing as he takes a deep breath, lifts the barbell from the rack, and starts doing reps. Kemuri sways as they go up, then down, then back up. Hagakure giggles and cheers Shoji on. His eyes stay narrowed as he works, six arms straining with the effort of every movement, and Kemuri can’t get herself to speak.

When he finally sets the rack down and the girls climb off, he’s sweating and his hair is sticking to his forehead. Hagakure pats his shoulder as he chugs his water bottle, chest heaving.

Speaking of his chest, the sweat is making his uniform stick to him and again, Kemuri finds herself staring.

“You did so good!” Hagakure says, making Kemuri snap out of it. “You’re amazing!”

Shoji lifts a tentacle-mouth up, leaving his real mouth for catching his breath. “Thanks,” he says. “Couldn’t have done it without you two.”

Kemuri waves her hands about in the air. “Well, I’m just glad it worked out! That was probably not safe in the slightest…at all, b-but! It worked!” she stammers.

“You sound like Iida,” Hagakure says with a laugh. After a second, she gasps. “Oh my word, I’m so glad Iida didn’t see that. I bet he would’ve lost his mind!”

“I…yeah, yeah he would,” Kemuri agrees.

“He would, but…seriously, thank you,” Shoji says. “That really helped. I feel good.” He stands up, flexing a bit as he cracks his neck. “I’m going to do some of the other machines, okay?”

“Cool! And I’m gonna steal Kemuri so she can help me focus on this stuff!” Hagakure says, snatching her friend’s arm and promptly dragging her away.

Kemuri shakes her head and slaps her hand firmly against her cheek. Hagakure stops at a safe distance, right near where she set up her workout mat previously. Kemuri can tell that Hagakure is staring at her, probably with some kind of stupid grin on her face too.

“Is it getting hot in here?” Hagakure asks. “I…think it’s a little hot.”

Kemuri groans. “Oh, please…it’s…it’s fine. It’s very nice and air-conditioned in here and definitely not hot. Not hot at all.”

“Totally, but…not air-conditioned enough to keep Shoji from sweating through his gym uniform. Hm…?”

She covers her face. “Stop…this is weird.”

“I’m just appreciating some fine muscles. I don’t know what you’re thinking of.” Hagakure leans closer and adds, “You closet perv…”

“What?! No! I’m not thinking of…” She lets out a wheeze and says, “I’m…just a little weak…to muscles. In a respectful way.”

Hagakure inhales rather loudly. “Same, girl!” she gushes. “Like, Kirishima’s costume makes me feel some type of way, you know?”

Kemuri can’t help but let out a short, disbelieving laugh. “What? Hagakure, oh my word…”

“Hey, no judgement here. We’re just two girls bonding over cute boys, okay? That’s what girls do, unless they also like girls, then they are girls who bond over cute girls.”

Kemuri is still stuck between amusement and utter shock. “Oh my word—”

“And of course, boys might bond over cute boys? But I’m not a boy so I don’t know what they talk about.”

“Hagakure, you’re killing me here,” Kemuri says, giving her head another stunned shake. “How can you just talk about this stuff? You’re so…open.”

Hagakure doesn’t say anything for a second, then...

“Kemuri, have you…really never had friends?” When Kemuri’s expression falls, Hagakure adds, “Because, at least in my experience, it’s really common to talk about boys. In middle school, I used to talk to the girls in my class about the boys all the time. Who’s cutest, whoever had a new crush…it’s normal.”

Kemuri rubs the back of her neck. “I…”

It’s jarring for her mood to go from shocked amusement to embarrassment so swiftly. No, she’s never had friends, definitely not girls and even more so, not boys. All of the mushy, gushy feelings that she had through elementary school and middle school were shoved down, stomped into submission by her own foot, better left unvoiced.

The one time she admitted a crush to anyone other than herself, she was in grade two. The girls she told laughed and said that he would never like her back. The boy in question found out and told her that she was weird. He joined in on the laughter and the feelings she had for him faded, but the hurt lingered.

So, Kemuri put up a guard and kept her mouth shut. It was easy, she found, because if she didn’t approach, then they didn’t pay attention to her. She talked to herself about her feelings instead—writing in diaries and such—and sometimes, she was just as mean to herself as the people she tried so hard to avoid.

For a little while, she was terrified of anything that she thought might be a crush. She told herself that everyone already thought she was weird, so don’t even think about it. No, you’re not allowed to like him because he smiled at you. No, you don’t like him like that, he was just being polite. She kept her heart under lock and key, pushing it back whenever it tried to break free. Maybe she was getting basic attraction and genuine feelings mixed up, but it’s not like she had anyone who she felt comfortable asking about it. It was easier to think that “any mushy feeling equals bad”.

Elementary school passed. Then, Tenya Iida pulled her out of a janitor’s closet and her heart ran away with him before she could stop it. She did her best to remind herself that the butterflies in her stomach were ridiculous, that he would never look at her in the same way, and that she should just give it up, but her heart is a lot stronger than her logical thought, and her heart was screaming, “YOULIKEHIMYOULIKEHIMYOULIKEHIM!”

The heart wants what it wants, apparently, and no matter what Kemuri does to fight it, feelings always emerge, and she always finds herself desperately trying to shove them back down. She tries to keep them unseen, but she’s bad at hiding it.

“No,” Kemuri says, shoulders sagging. “I…I kind of…thought it was stupid…to feel that…” She rubs the back of her neck again. “And…I don’t know, maybe because just…being attracted to a guy without feelings for his personality or something attached felt…wrong? I…I don’t know…”

She shuts her eyes, hands shaking. If this goes over badly, she isn’t sure she can come back from it. It’ll prove to her that she was right about all this.

Hagakure touches her shoulder. “Aw, well…that’s okay, Kemuri,” she says, tone still perky even with the gentleness underneath. “It isn’t stupid at all.”

“It…isn’t?”

“Yup.” Silence. Kemuri looks at the floor, cheeks red, and Hagakure adds, “Y’know, I’m sorry if the teasing made you uncomfortable.” Her uniform sleeves slump. “I tease my friends a lot, like…I try to make them laugh, but…I didn’t even realize that you didn’t like it and I didn’t think to ask you if you did. I’m sorry. I’ll stop, if you want.”

Kemuri opens her mouth, but hesitates. Her first instinct says that yes, she wants the teasing to stop, but something else opposes it. Hagakure’s teasing is good-natured. She doesn’t tease the way the girls in elementary school did, with cruel laughter and mockery. Hagakure teases in a way that makes Kemuri want to laugh, that makes her feel less foolish.

“No…it’s okay,” Kemuri says. Hagakure seems to perk up. “You aren’t mean. It’s the mean teasing that I don’t like.”

Hagakure exhales. “Okay, good, but please promise that you will tell me if you don’t like it or if I cross a line. Got it?” Kemuri nods. “Good.” She settles onto the exercise mat, crossing her legs and starting to rock a little in place. “Oh, and Kemuri?”

Kemuri follows her lead, taking the spot in front of her. “Yeah?”

“I want you to know that finding a guy attractive is normal and you shouldn’t be ashamed of that.” Her tone is firm now. “I want to tell you that because I’m getting the feeling that no one has, and you deserve to hear it.”

“O-Oh, well…thanks.” She tries to smile past the blush on her cheeks. “Um…so, can…” She mumbles a little to herself, gripping her shoes before finishing, “Can we talk more about…this stuff?”

Hagakure bounces in place and Kemuri can tell that she’s grinning. “I’d love to! What’s first?”

“Um…well, is…is it just me, or are a lot of the boys in our class really…cute?”

“Oh my gosh, they are! I was thinking the same thing! The cute boy to normal boy ratio is really unbalanced.”

“Okay, because I was starting to wonder if I was the only one thinking it.”

“And it’s not like they’re all hot, either. It’s like, there’s hot boys and cute boys and handsome boys—”

“And then the boys where you aren’t sure if they’re conventionally attractive but you’re still attracted to them? Because the way they carry themselves is…cool?”

Hagakure exhales. “Kemuri, it’s like you’re reading my mind.”

When Shoji returns from his workout a while later, he finds Kemuri and Hagakure chatting while running on treadmills. Kemuri looks shocked, but the awe and relief on her face is unmistakeable. He towels off his forehead and arms, eager to disappear into the changeroom and get a clean mask on, but he stops in front of his friends anyway.

“You two seem happy,” he comments.

Kemuri slows the treadmill to a stop, wobbling a little as she readjusts to walking on regular ground. “Yeah, uh…we just had a good talk, that’s all.”

Hagakure bounces in place as she climbs off her treadmill. “Yeah! It was great!”

He smiles. “That’s good to hear.” He jerks his head to the side. “I’m going to get changed, so…I’ll see you back in class.”

“Yup!” the girls say.

As he walks away, Hagakure turns to Kemuri. She nudges her with her elbow, making Kemuri’s lips tremble into a hesitant smile.

“So, where does Shoji stand on your hierarchy of boy-dom?” Hagakure asks.

Kemuri takes a short breath. “He’s…somewhere between hot and adorable.” She adds after another beat, “But being bench-pressed nudged him towards…sexy.” As Hagakure inhales, shoulders lifting as she starts to bounce in place, Kemuri covers her mouth. “Can I even say that? That felt weird…but it’s a compliment…so no? Gahhh…”

Hagakure pats Kemuri’s back, letting out a half-giggle, half-squeal. “Look at you, you’re learning already!” She sniffles and feigns wiping a tear. “They grow up so fast.”

Kemuri shoves her a little. “You’re ridiculous.”

“But I’m your best friend and you’re stuck with me, so…deal with it!”

Their laughter mingles together and Kemuri adores how safe and understood she feels around Hagakure. It’s like a breath of fresh air.

Chapter 36: Two Strange Twins

Summary:

Mineta gets the shock of his life and someone in class 1-A celebrates their birthday.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Training does make the time fly by. Between the sessions with her grandfather and the individual training at school, nothing much happens. Kemuri pays attention in class, takes notes, eats lunch and walks home with her friends—the usual stuff, going on day by day. She’s exhausted but eager. The festival can’t come soon enough.

On Thursday afternoon, Kemuri is eating lunch with her friends when a familiar girl walks up to their table. Kemuri recognizes her as the student who helped her find her seat on the day of the entrance exam.

“Hey,” she says, waving a little. “I don’t think we’ve met. I’m Itsuka Kendo. I’m from class 1-B.”

Kemuri’s friends kind of look at her, most of the boys unsure of how to react, but Kemuri perks up. “Oh, we…we met briefly at the start of the year,” she says. “You…uh—”

“Oh, yeah!” Kendo smiles. “You couldn’t find your seat. I’m glad everything worked out for you.”

“You…you too.” Kemuri tries to mimic her easy smile, but it’s wobbly.

Kendo rests a hand on her hip. “Look, I actually needed to ask you guys something,” she says, her orange ponytail swinging as her head tilts. “I’m looking for the little guy in your class. He’s…I don’t know, this tall?”

She holds her hand up only a few feet off the ground. Tokoyami’s eyebrows lift and Ojiro’s tail lashes as he looks at Shoji, who shrugs.

“You mean…Mineta?” Hagakure asks.

Kendo nods. “Yeah, I think that’s his name. I’m looking for Mineta.”

As if called by the combination of a pretty girl and the sound of his own name, Mineta appears at the end of their table and makes the fur on Ojiro’s tail spike in surprise. Mineta grins, leaning his head onto his hand as he eyes Kendo up and down.

“That’s me,” he purrs. “You need me for something? I’ll do…anything…you want.”

Kendo blinks a few times. “Uh…actually, my classmates are the ones who want to talk to you,” she says. “They’re just shy.”

Mineta is starting to drool and Kemuri shifts closer to Shoji, grimacing. Kendo turns and points across the cafeteria to where most of the rest of class 1-B has placed themselves. Two girls sit at the table Kendo’s pointing at, both with long black hair and bangs that cover one eye—one with the bangs covering the right, the other covering the left. Even from this distance, the piercing scarlet colour of their remaining eyes is prominent. Their skin is so pale that it’s nearly white, their legs and arms as long and skinny as their bodies.

Kemuri wonders whether they’re Ino and Yo Zandaka, the twins that Principal Nezu mentioned to her during their talk.

“Uh…them?” Hagakure asks, sleeve aiming at the pale girls. Mineta climbs onto the table, craning his neck around to get a better look.

Ojiro leans closer to Kendo, cupping one hand around his mouth as he whispers, “Have they…met Mineta?”

Kendo shrugs. “Yo said that she wanted to talk to the ‘tiny purple boy with the cute bubble hair’ in class 1-A.” She makes quotation marks around everything from “tiny” to “hair” as she speaks.

Mineta’s mouth falls open. “Cute? Wait, what? They think I’m cute?” He squints. “I can’t tell what cup size they are from here…”

Kendo’s eyebrows knit together while the other five students groan and sigh in varying degrees of annoyance. From across the cafeteria, the girl with her hair parted to the left looks up, notices Mineta, and waves as a smile spreads across her face. Mineta makes an “eep” sound and drops back onto the bench, out of sight.

“Nope. Nope.” Mineta shakes his head. “This is too weird.”

Kemuri frowns at him. “Mineta, you haven’t even talked to them,” she says. He stares at her and she avoids eye contact. “They could be really nice.”

Kendo nods. “They’re sweet girls. Yo is a lot nicer than her sister, she’s just a little…air-headed, I guess. Ino’s the one to look out for. She’s got a photographic memory.”

Mineta is still shaking. “This…is not what I expected,” he squeaks.

“It can’t hurt to talk to them,” Ojiro says with a sigh. “Man up, would you? You’re not in the position to pass this up.”

“Yo wants to train with you, if you’d be okay with it,” Kendo says. “She wanted to ask you herself, but she got really nervous and kept forgetting what to say.” When Mineta does nothing but open and close his mouth repeatedly, Kendo adds, “No pressure. You know where to find them now.” She smiles and waves her hand a little. “Well, it was nice meeting you. Good luck with training.”

She walks back to her friends, leaving them to mull over what they just heard. Shoji has a tentacle eye trained on Ino and Yo as he turns his head back to Mineta. His real eyes narrow.

“Go talk to them,” he states.

Mineta pales. “B-But—”

Shoji reaches across the table and picks Mineta up by the back of his uniform, setting him down on the other side. Mineta gulps hard and Shoji nudges him forward before crossing his arms over his chest. His expression dares the much smaller boy to test him.

“You don’t know them yet,” Shoji says. “Ojiro’s right. It can’t hurt.”

“Yeah,” Kemuri says, tapping her fingertips on her water bottle. “Give it a chance. And if you don’t like them…in that way, just tell them. Leading them on is just mean.”

Mineta whines. “Ugh, you guys just don’t get my standards.”

Tokoyami huffs a little and mutters, “Your standards are made up of trivial, fleeting appearances, and that is all we need to know.”

Hagakure crosses her arms over her chest. “That means you only like boobs and butt. Perv.”

“I mean…yeah,” Mineta says. “What else is there?”

“How about personality?” Ojiro suggests. “Appearances fade. Personality is forever.”

Before Mineta can respond, Shoji gives him another shove towards Ino and Yo and the small boy lets out a few muttering words as he goes shuffling across the cafeteria. One of the girls starts to shake and turns around, nudging her sister. The other observes Mineta with a blank face, eyes slightly narrowed.

Kemuri reaches for her water. “That was strange,” she says.

Tokoyami nods. “Agreed. He is the last person I would expect a girl to have feelings for.”

“I bet the only reason that Yo girl likes him is because she can’t remember anything,” Hagakure says.

“Hey, that’s mean,” Ojiro says. “Kendo said she thought he was cute. Everyone has a preference.”

“Hm…yeah, I guess you’re right.” Hagakure takes a sip of her drink, then slams it down. “But seriously…Mineta?”

Her friends just shrug and shake their heads.

Kemuri watches as Mineta reaches the twins' table, starting to rub the back of his neck. The first twin is grinning, fiddling with her hair as she talks, while the other just watches. She has a look on her face that screams, “If you do anything to hurt my sister, I will kill you.” Mineta seems to notice this.

Kemuri’s eyebrows arch as, after a minute or two, Mineta and the perkier twin swap phones, type something, then swap them back. Mineta does a small bow, pockets his phone, and walks away. The twin turns to her sister, flapping her hands and bouncing in place, grinning. The other exhales hard enough that her shoulders droop, shaking her head as it sinks into her waiting palm.

“How’d it go?” Ojiro calls as Mineta walks by their table. Kemuri looks around to find that her friends were also intently watching the events go down.

Mineta’s cheeks are pink. “I’m…training with them…” he mumbles. “Tomorrow. It’s…kind of a date.”

Kemuri forces a smile. “Well, I hope you have fun,” she says, clasping her hands together.

He nods. “Yeah, uh...thanks.”

He hurries away.

“Woah,” Hagakure whispers. “He actually looked nervous. I thought he was creepily confident when it came to girls.”

Kemuri shrugs. “I…I’d like to imagine that things went well and it’s surprised him,” she suggests.

“We have entered a new realm, a twilight zone where reality has turned on its head,” Tokoyami says before taking a bite of an apple.

Ojiro laughs a little. “Exactly. Couldn’t have said it better myself.”

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On Friday, nothing out of the ordinary occurs except for when everyone is coming into class at the start of the day. Kemuri settles into her desk just as Midoriya walks in, a small wrapped box in his hand. He takes a deep breath, squares his shoulders, and walks up to Bakugo’s desk.

“H-Hey, Kacchan,” Midoriya says. He holds the box out to the frowning blond, hand shaking. “Happy birthday!”

Kemuri’s eyes widen and she turns around enough to see the two of them. If she were to guess who the oldest person in the class is, she wouldn’t have guessed it to be Bakugo. He doesn't seem mature enough.

Bakugo’s expression softens just a little bit, his anger giving way to something more like frustration, and he snatches the box from Midoriya’s hand. He says nothing as he rips the paper off, opens the box, and stares at what’s inside for a solid three seconds.

After another beat, he puts the lid back on and sets it aside. “Deku…” he growls, fingers still gripping the box even as he’s pushed it away.

Midoriya swallows. “Y-Yeah? K-Kacchan?”

“…thanks.” As Midoriya starts to grin, Bakugo bares his teeth. “Stop grinning at me like a fucking idiot, you damn nerd.”

“Right! S-Sorry!”

Midoriya scrambles to his seat behind Bakugo and sits down. Kemuri purses her lips a little, still watching, and Bakugo slowly reopens the box. He pulls out a shiny golden dog tag necklace and clips it around his neck. Kemuri catches sight of the words “HERO” in big, bold letters on the tag just before he slips the necklace into his uniform shirt. He looks up and meets her eyes. He narrows his.

“What are you looking at, smokey?” he snaps.

She swallows hard. “U-Uh…” She tries to smile. “Happy birthday?”

He huffs and turns away. “Yeah, yeah, whatever. Thanks.”

Her smile gets a little more natural as she turns back around, focusing on finding her reading glasses.

Notes:

Yeah, I know Mineta isn't a good person. Most people hate the grape boy (including me) but I still really like the idea of him meeting someone who changes his perspective or at least forces him to actively think about becoming a better person.

Basically, there's a Mineta redemption arc woven into this story. Why? I don't know. Maybe because I think Mineta would have the potential to be funny if he wasn't such an insufferable pervert.

Chapter 37: Two Peas in a Damaged Pod

Summary:

The Annual Heroics Gala starts and Kemuri learns that she has something in common with a fellow classmate.

Notes:

Image reference for Kemuri's dress at the bottom of the chapter ^_^

Chapter Text

In the rush of training for the Sports Festival, Kemuri almost completely forgot about the Heroics Gala at the Iida Estate. She was only reminded of it when her phone dinged, her calendar proudly proclaiming “Party at Tenya’s house!”

After that, Kemuri spends far too much time calming herself down and trying to imagine what she will do once she’s at the party. It’s been so long since she went to anything like this and despite having the dress, the accessories, and the hairstyle planned out, she still can’t shake the nervousness.

She is going to be inside Iida’s house, inside Ingenium’s house, and there are going to be super important people all over the place. This is a very, very big deal. There might even be dancing.

And, above all, Tenya is probably going to be wearing a suit and she isn’t sure if her heart will be able to take it.

In an attempt to both psych herself up and knock all her annoying doubts and worries from her head, she calls Hagakure.

“What’s up?” Hagakure asks as she answers the call.

“Hagakure, I’m freaking out.”

“Oh, boy. Spill it, girl. What happened? Did you meet another pro hero?”

“No, but it’s close. Remember that party I told you about? The one at Iida’s house?” Kemuri starts twirling her hair around her finger. “It’s tonight and I almost forgot about it.”

Hagakure gasps. “Holy crap. Kemuri…”

“I know…”

“This is perfect! You’ll get to spend an entire evening with Iida!”

“That’s…what I’m worried about.” She sits down at her vanity, staring at herself in the mirror, poking at the pudge of her cheeks and her lips. “He might not even notice that I’m there. I mean, his brother personally invited me, but that doesn’t mean he knows. He didn’t even mention it to me at school, so—”

“Um, first off, have confidence. Judging by the pictures you sent me of that dress, you look amazing, and he must be blind if he doesn’t notice you.”

“Ah—”

“Wait, not blind! Bad joke. He’s…ignorant if he doesn’t notice!”

Kemuri laughs softly. “Thank you.”

“Two, even if he doesn’t notice, be brave! You obviously want to talk to him, so go and do it. I believe in you!”

Again, all Kemuri can say is, “Thank you.” She smiles at her reflection, reaching up to pinch a loose strand of hair. “I’ll text you before I leave and I promise to send pictures.”

“Uh, you better!”

“Okay! Thanks again for…I don’t know, talking to me about this.”

“Of course. What are friends for?” There’s a muffled sound from the other end and Hagakure gasps. “Oh, gotta go. T-T-Y-L!”

As she hangs up, Kemuri laughs at how she spelled out an acronym in real life. “Weirdo,” she mumbles, lovingly.

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Her mom helps Kemuri get her hair and makeup ready. After a quick shower, Kazue dries Kemuri’s hair, making sure that her loose, more natural curls come out, and tidies it up for her before putting in Kemuri’s rose hair clip. The makeup is just a little bit of mascara and some red-tinted lip gloss, enough to make her look more done up than usual.

Now, Kemuri is in a literal limo, settled beside her mom on one of the benches. Her grandfather sits on the separate seat, one leg crossed over the other as he looks out the window. Kemuri could easily imagine him with a cane and a top hat; it would match the rest of his clean, pressed suit.

Kemuri’s parents are also dressed to the nines—her mom in a silver gown and her dad in a suit with a matching tie. They hold hands, chatting softly to one another, while Kemuri focuses on being calm and collected. She’s in a nice dress, her hair is cute, and she is going to own this party.

When the limo arrives at the Iida Estate, Kemuri can’t keep the awe off her face. Iida doesn’t have the biggest mansion that she’s ever seen, but it’s still a mansion, with pillars and tons of windows and lights everywhere. It’s almost futuristic—shiny, metallic, really giving into that “engine” theme. There’s a gate that you have to go through before going down a long driveway that goes in a loop. There are cars driving past them on the other side of the driveway as they roll up to the front doors.

Kemuri climbs out of the limo after her parents and her grandfather, heart pounding. She clutches her small purse closer to her, taking calming breaths as she follows the adults toward the front doors.

The doors are wide open, allowing people to enter, and inside everything is even more amazing. The front hall has two separate staircases winding up to the second floor and the room itself divides into many others. Immediately to the right is what Kemuri can only guess is the main “party room”, judging by the wide open space crammed with partygoers. It’s this room that her grandfather and parents go into, so Kemuri follows. Keiji doesn’t waste any time in separating from them, disappearing into the crowd of dresses and suits.

There’s a live band settled on a raised part of the floor, playing music that some people are dancing to, and there are multiple tables set up, stuffed to the brim with hor d'oeuvres and other treats. Kemuri gapes at the full-service bar that’s set up near the punch table and the smartly-dressed waiters working at it.

“Oh…my…” Kemuri breathes.

“Kemuri, do you want to just do your own thing?” Kazue asks. She looks so elegant, with her perfect hair and dress and makeup, holding Cayden’s arm, and Kemuri feels silly standing next to her easy grace. “You can linger with us, but I think you’d benefit from mingling.”

“Yeah, I…I can do my own thing,” Kemuri says. “Totally.”

“You’ve got your phone. Text if you need anything, okay?” Cayden asks.

Before Kemuri can answer, a familiar voice sounds. “Shimakages, it’s good to see you!”

Tensei emerges from the crowd, all smiles, and Kemuri feels her knees go weak. Somehow, she stays standing upright as he comes right up to them. His attention falls on Kemuri and his eyebrows lift, pleased.

“Oh, good, you came!” he says with a bow. When he straightens up, he’s still grinning. “I’m so glad, really! I’m sorry if the invitation was a shock.”

She shakes her head. “No, of course not. I’m honoured,” she says. “Thank you.”

“I’m always happy to invite more of Tenya’s friends and classmates.” He pauses to glance over his shoulder, eyebrows furrowing before they relax. “Speaking of which, I just saw Tenya near the punch table. I’m sure he’d be glad to see you.”

“Uh, sure, yeah. I’ll go find him then.” She adds in another bow. “Thank you again.”

“Hopefully, we can talk later,” he replies. “For now, please…” He looks up at her parents, gesturing. “Enjoy the party and let me or my parents know if you have any concerns.”

With another thank you from all three of them, Tensei hurries off to greet more guests. Kemuri doesn’t waste any more time, telling her parents that she’s going to get punch before hurrying off. She makes a beeline for the punch table she saw earlier, all while trying not to bump into too many people or freak out at the sight of the many pro heroes attending the event. She's one hundred percent sure that she just saw Ms. Joke talking to Selkie—so cool!

“Shimakage?”

She stops abruptly, turning around just as Iida emerges from the crowd. Just as she expected, he’s wearing a navy blue suit that fits him perfectly, just making him more handsome. His eyes widen and a smile softens his face when they lock eyes.

“Iida!” Kemuri says. “U-Uh, hi!”

“I…almost didn’t recognize you,” Iida admits, adjusting his glasses as he stops in front of her. “Tensei said that he invited you, but I wasn’t sure if you were going to show.”

“I…yeah, I had to,” Kemuri stammers, reaching up to fiddle with her braid only to remember that she doesn’t have her braid. She resigns herself to clasping both her hands around her purse. “I didn’t want to miss out.”

He smiles and for a second, his gaze darts to her dress, then back to her face. “You look lovely,” he says. “Red…really suits you.”

In a cruel twist of irony, her entire face flushes with the same shade. “O-Oh, thank you. Best Jeanist actually helped pick this out. Long story…”

He chuckles. “You’ll have to tell me about it. For now, you should come join me and the others.” He extends his arm to her. “Follow me.”

“Others?” she repeats even as she takes his arm and allows him to lead her away.

Her question is answered as her eyes fall on Todoroki and Yaoyorozu standing together, and the sight of them almost makes her choke. Todoroki is wearing a white suit that makes him look absolutely stunning and, likewise, Yaoyorozu’s black dress makes her look about five years older than she actually is and ten times as gorgeous as usual. Kemuri reminds herself that she looks good too. She won't look like a gremlin standing next to three of the most attractive people in her class.

“Momo, Shoto, look who I found,” Iida says as they approach, making their classmates look up. Kemuri pales a little at the sound of their first names, wondering where such familiarity came from.

Yaoyorozu gasps. “Shimakage!” she greets, taking a few steps towards them and meeting them halfway. “I’m sorry for my surprise, but I didn’t expect to see you.”

Todoroki nods, his expression blank as he too moves closer. Kemuri nods, realizing a little too late that she’s still holding on to Iida’s arm, and she clears her throat as she takes her hand away.

“No, it’s fine! I…I’ve never been,” she says. “I’m…kind of surprised to see you too, but it makes sense that you would be here.”

Yaoyorozu smiles and Kemuri has a brief moment where she questions how on earth one girl can be so pretty. It would be enough to make her jealous, if Kemuri was the jealous type.

“My parents and I come every year,” Yaoyorozu says. “Same with Shoto.”

Todoroki nods. “Yeah, same, but…I get dragged along. My father thinks that I need to be seen at stuff like this.” He rolls his eyes a little and takes a sip of punch.

Kemuri is a little shocked at his casual nature. It’s different than the stoic, cold Todoroki that she’s gotten used to at school. Still, she shrugs it off and instead says, “My parents and grandfather come here too. I just never got an invitation.”

Yaoyorozu’s brow furrows. “That’s strange. Your grandfather could easily bring you as a plus one. That’s what my parents do.” Todoroki nods again, as if to say that he’s the same way.

Her face flushes. “I…didn’t think I’d be welcome,” she says, only half the truth, covering the less sightly part. Before the subject can continue, she adds, “So…I…I heard you guys call each other by your first names?”

Iida answers this time. “Yes, but it’s more to avoid confusion. My entire family is here, as well as Momo and Shoto’s, so we thought it would be fine to use first names just for tonight.”

“We’ve had a lot of mix-ups in the past with Tenya trying to address me, but getting my father’s attention instead,” Yaoyorozu says with a laugh.

“Granted, your father is an esteemed gentleman and it is always a delight to converse with him, however accidental it is to start,” Iida says, chopping his hand a bit.

“I see,” Kemuri says. “So…you guys can call me Kemuri, then. I prefer it that way.” After a second, she asks, “Can…I use your first names?”

“Of course,” Yaoyorozu says. She takes a sip of her drink, eyes sparkling. “Oh, do you want punch? It’s fabulous.”

“I would,” Kemuri replies. “Thank you.”

They go off to the punch table together, conversations starting up, and Kemuri takes a long breath in, then out. So far, so good. She can actually see herself enjoying this.

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Kemuri does enjoy herself, quite a bit.

Iida and Yaoyorozu have a way of keeping the conversation flowing, filling in gaps and effortlessly moving onto new topics whenever things start to die out. Kemuri and Todoroki aren’t as adept at it, Kemuri more often than not stumbling over her words or getting flustered while Todoroki only talks occasionally.

Kemuri has a reason for being a less socially-inclined, but she can’t help but wonder why Todoroki, the son of a pro hero, would be in the same boat as her. Doesn’t he have a similar upbringing to Iida and Yaoyorozu? Shouldn’t he be well-adjusted to this sort of scene?

Their conversations continue, sometimes breaking off. Momo has to go with her dad to meet someone important while Tenya’s mother asks him for help restocking something. Kemuri finds it refreshing that, despite all the obvious wealth, Tenya’s family are still hosts and they aren’t just hiring servants to do everything.

All too quickly, Kemuri finds herself alone with Todoroki. They stand side by side, taking sips of punch, observing the mingling party guests. From where Kemuri is positioned, the red half of Todoroki’s hair is obscured along with his scar and one blue eye. All she can see is white hair and a soft grey eye. He looks less severe from this angle.

“So…” she starts, already wishing she had just stayed quiet. “You know Momo pretty well, then?”

He shrugs. “I guess. I’ve known her for a few years, just because we’re always the only people our age at these parties,” he says. He glances sideways at her. “Tenya said you went to middle school together.”

She nods, then purses her lips. “Same school, different classes. It’s…” She frowns a little and sighs. “I don’t know what I’d call us. Maybe friends?”

He exhales out his nostrils and drinks. He mumbles something that she doesn’t catch, but his expression is hard enough that she can tell she struck a nerve. What that nerve was, she can’t tell. School? Friends? She shakes her head and takes a drink.

“Hey…” he murmurs. She looks up from her cup to see him pointing a little. “Is that your grandfather?”

She follows his finger to where sure enough, only a few feet away, her grandfather is standing and talking to a buff man with a flaming moustache and beard. Her eyes widen a little and she looks back at Todoroki, whose expression has turned hateful.

“Yes,” she says, slowly. “Is…is that…” She stops herself, then settles on, “Uh, your dad?”

Todoroki’s eyes narrow. “Yeah.” His tone is as cold as the ice he wields. This time, when he mumbles “unfortunately” under his breath, she does catch it.

He finishes his drink and tosses it into the nearest trashcan. Kemuri watches his movements as he straightens his jacket, then turns to her with his hand out.

“Dance with me,” he states.

Kemuri turns red. “What?” He arches an eyebrow. “W-Where did that come from?”

He clenches his jaw. “Just…dance, okay?”

She swallows hard, glances around for a second, then tosses her cup into the trash as well. She takes Todoroki’s hand and he sweeps them into the swarm of other dancers. It takes them both a second to get situated, his hand falling to her waist while she settles her hand on his shoulder.

She notices that his right hand, the one on her waist, feels cool while the one holding hers is warm. Is that a part of his quirk?

As they start to sway, she can’t meet his eyes. The only thought in her head other than the constant “don’t screw up” chant is how Hagakure is going to lose her mind when she hears about this. Todoroki leads, turning and spinning to the music, eyes narrowed in concentration. Kemuri just tries to keep her feet off of his toes.

“Is that son of yours still being rebellious?” Kemuri hears her grandfather’s voice over the din of the crowd. Her and Todoroki have danced closer to where they are, she realizes.

A low hmph follows. “Of course, but that shouldn’t last much longer. Shoto knows what he must do. It’s his destiny.” There’s a beat, then Endeavour continues, “Besides, the Sports Festival is coming. He can’t afford to be childish.”

Kemuri looks over her shoulder just enough to see the two men, then switches back to Todoroki. His expression screams of silent rage, scalding and freezing all at once. Kemuri’s fingers tense against his shoulder and his mismatched eyes switch to her at the pressure.

“Consider yourself lucky, Todoroki,” Keiji says. “You have a child who is powerful. My daughter is perfect, but…” A pause. Kemuri shuts her eyes, starting to tremble as she imagines the look on his face. “That child of hers, it’s embarrassing, and the way she’s been acting lately…” A sigh. “I wanted so much better for Kazue. If she had only listened to me, then she wouldn’t be shackled with such a disappointment.”

“Sometimes, a child just needs discipline,” Endeavour states. “A strong hand to put them in place.”

“I agree.”

He can’t even acknowledge Kemuri as his granddaughter. She’s reduced to nothing but “that child”. The words sting at her eyes and she finds herself leaning closer to Todoroki, the trembling obvious now as she hides her face as close to his chest as she can without touching him.

Todoroki’s heart is pounding. She can hear it. “That scumbag,” he mutters.

She takes a long breath. “Which one?” she asks.

“Both of them.”

She doesn’t ask. She doesn’t pry. It’s Todoroki’s business what’s going on between him and his father. When she looks up at him, the scar on his face seems so much more prominent than it was before.

Todoroki’s hand slips from hers as he leads her off the dance floor, lips pressed in a firm line. He hasn’t said anything, but somehow his silence speaks volumes. Maybe it’s in how, despite the fury in his expression, his eyes soften when he looks at her. It’s like, in a way, he understands.

“Do you want more punch?” he asks.

She nods and reaches up to wipe her eyes, doing her best not to smudge her makeup. “Yes, please.”

He gets her a fresh cup as well as one for himself. They drink together in silence, shoulders brushing, while they wait for Iida and Yaoyorozu to return.

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Kemuri's dress below! Credit to Scarlett Knight on Deviantart.

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Chapter 38: A Glimpse Behind the Mask

Summary:

Todoroki, Iida, and Yaoyorozu catch a glimpse of what Kemuri's home life is really like.

Chapter Text

“Kemuri, if you wouldn’t mind, I’d love to meet your grandfather.”

Kemuri feels her blood go cold and she’s suddenly very grateful that she doesn’t have any liquid in her mouth. Spitting it all over Iida’s suit would not be a good thing.

“Huh?” she asks.

Iida doesn’t seem to notice her shock and says, “He is an astute businessman who has dedicated a lifetime of work to our society! I have heard so much about him.” He adjusts his glasses. “If you wouldn’t mind introducing me, I would love to talk to him.”

Before Kemuri can protest, Yaoyorozu nods. “Actually, I would also like to meet him. He’s worked with my father many times, after all.” She smiles at Todoroki. “And he’s working with Endeavour now, isn’t he?”

Todoroki purses his lips. “Yes.”

Kemuri swallows a little. “I…I mean, sure. I can introduce you, if…if you want.”

Todoroki is the only one of the three who’s even slightly aware of how uncomfortable she is, but he doesn’t say anything. Kemuri ushers her classmates after her, searching for her grandfather in the crowd. She finds comfort in the fact that, at least with these three, he won’t say anything quirkist.

She finds him speaking to a tanned man with short brown hair. Kemuri faintly recognizes him as a pro, but can’t recall his name. If he was in costume, maybe it’d be easier. She moves to her grandfather’s side as he laughs, lifting his glass towards the man.

“Um…grandfather?” she whispers once there’s a break in the conversation.

Keiji’s dark eyes flit to her for a brief second and his charming, businessman smile becomes terse. “I’m talking to someone right now,” he states. “Wait your turn.”

Kemuri backs off to where the other three are waiting. “He’ll be a second,” she says. She purses her lips, rocking back on her heels before adding, “Uh, we…we don’t have to wait around. I can just do this later—”

“I’m done. What do you want?”

She closes her eyes and she forces a smile. Slowly, she turns around. “Grandfather,” she starts, forcing the strain from her voice. “I’m sorry, I…I just wanted to introduce you to my classmates.”

Keiji’s eyebrow arches. “Ah, yes…your far more powerful, more capable classmates,” he muses. “By all means,” he continues, gesturing his glass to them in a half circle. “Introduce me.”

She steps aside. “This is Tenya Iida, Momo Yaoyorozu, and Shoto Todoroki. Guys, my grandfather—”

“Keiji Shimakage,” her grandfather interrupts, extending his hand to Iida. They shake and he says, “It’s a pleasure to meet such talented young heroes in the making.”

“It’s an honour to meet you too, sir,” Iida replies, gesturing his hand about in the air. “My brother and I recently visited one of the training facilities you worked on. It was fantastic!”

“Well, thank you. We worked very hard to bring only the best,” Keiji replies. He swirls his champagne a little as he clears his throat. “Despite the training given in high school hero courses, many prospective heroes still find themselves unprepared for the real world. Hopefully, these new facilities will improve that.”

“Right, and won’t it allow hero agencies to train more sidekicks at once?” Yaoyorozu says with a small smile.

Keiji nods. “Exactly. It will also allow for better…how do you say?” He thinks for a moment. “Let’s say, pruning. Hero agencies will be able to test the skills of potential sidekicks, train them, while also figuring out the ones best suited for the job.”

“In your opinion, what makes the best kind of hero?” Iida asks. “I assume it’s a combination of heroic work and endorsement possibilities?”

"Partially."

While Iida and Yaoyorozu keep asking questions and Keiji keeps answering, Kemuri relaxes a little, shutting her eyes as she lets out a long breath. If she just stays quiet and unseen, then this will be perfect. Her friends can finish their talk, her grandfather walks away, and she’s home free.

“Ah, young Todoroki, I was just talking to your father,” Keiji says, making Kemuri’s head snap up.

Todoroki’s jaw clenches. “I heard.”

Keiji chuckles. “You must mean that you’ve heard of our business partnership,” he corrects. Todoroki stays silent, hands clenching into fists at his sides. “Endeavour speaks very highly of you. You have such great power, it will be easy to segue you into pro hero work once you graduate.”

Todoroki rolls his eyes and Kemuri nearly chokes. “Tell me something I don’t know,” he says.

From anyone else, it would sound cocky or arrogant, but coming from Todoroki, all Kemuri hears is hatred, annoyance even. It’s like he’s tired of hearing how powerful he is or, judging by the rage she’s seen in his eyes, there may be something far deeper going on.

“You have confidence,” Keiji says with a smirk. “That’s good. Heroes need confidence. Perhaps Kemuri could have been like you, if it weren’t for her unfortunate parentage.”

Todoroki’s eyebrows lift as Yaoyorozu and Iida glance at Kemuri. Her face turns red and she ducks her head down, hands gripping her skirt. Her grandfather still wears his winning smile.

“Oh, speaking of parentage, Young Iida, you come from a long line of heroes,” Keiji continues, nodding in approval at the dark-haired boy as he looks away from Kemuri. “Your grandparents and parents all went to U.A, didn’t they?”

“Yes, they did,” Iida replies, adjusting his glasses. “I am proud to be following in their footsteps.”

“It’s very impressive. You remind me of myself, in a way. My family has a history to uphold as well,” Keiji says. “I can only hope that you do not end up like me, without viable grandchildren to carry on your legacy.”

Iida opens his mouth, then closes it. His eyebrows furrow and relax a few times before he says, “Well, thank you, sir, but I’m not sure what you mean by that last comment. Kemuri is…” His cheeks darken slightly. “Ahem, perfectly viable, unless…I’m missing something?”

Kemuri’s knuckles turn white around the folds of her skirt, shoulders hunching forward, and she can feel Todoroki and Yaoyorozu’s stares. She looks up for a brief second just in time for Keiji to clear his throat, snatching their attention back.

“No, no, it’s nothing. Kemuri is just…less than ideal. A black sheep, you could say,” he says. He gestures to Yaoyorozu and Todoroki. “Anyway, I heard you two were both recommendation students this year.”

Yaoyorozu takes a second, blinking a bit before she nods. “Ah…yes, sir. It was an honour to be accepted into the Hero Course.” She rests her hand against her chest and lets out a soft laugh. “Although, for a while, I was concerned that I didn’t get in. Todoroki and this other boy were far more impressive than I was during the practical. If it wasn’t for the other one refusing the offer…”

Todoroki’s lip twitches just a little at the sound of the compliment, but it fades away swiftly.

“To be accepted through recommendation is enough of an honour, in my opinion,” Keiji says. “That wasn’t even an option for someone as weak as Kemuri. She’s lucky she even made it into the Hero Course. After all, she didn’t even crack the top ten.”

“G-Grandfather, please,” Kemuri starts, cursing her stutter.

“Kemuri, don’t interrupt,” Keiji retorts, his smile disappearing just long enough for him to shoot her a stern glare. “I’m having a conversation.”

“I…I’m sorry…”

Iida’s jaw clenches a little, eyebrows knitting together, and his body makes a slight movement towards Kemuri before ceasing. Keiji doesn’t seem to notice the shock on their faces as he continues talking. At this point, Kemuri wonders whether he just likes the sound of his own voice.

“Really, it’s wonderful to meet you three. After Kemuri brought home her friends, I wondered whether anyone in her class was normal,” he says with a chuckle.

“Normal?” Yaoyorozu repeats, arching an eyebrow. Another darting glance at Kemuri. “That seems like a matter of perspective, sir. I think our class is made up of rather abnormal people, in a good way. They are unique, interesting people.”

“I suppose, but all of you are going to be in the spotlight more and more, especially after the incident with the USJ,” Keiji says. He shrugs. “The truth is, attractive heroes with equally attractive quirks advertise best. I had hoped Kemuri would have taken that into account when choosing her friends, but that girl doesn’t listen.”

“Grandfather, I’m right here. Y-You don’t have to act like—”

“Kemuri.” His tone is nothing but venom. “Be. Quiet.”

“B-But…”

“Speaking of advertisement, the Sports Festival is coming up,” Keiji says. The shift in topics is enough to give Kemuri mental whiplash.

At this point, Yaoyorozu’s mouth is agape enough to be noticeable, eyes flickering between Kemuri and her grandfather, while Iida is stunned and Todoroki looks like he wants to break something. Kemuri starts to look around for an escape route. This room is suddenly far too hot.

“I’m sure you three are training hard. It’s a very big deal,” Keiji says. “While I was at U.A, I was more focused on the other classes. Business students are like that.” Another smile. “Kazue, of course, made her own little piece of history when she brought home the gold in her third year, and she was only in General Studies. Amazing, isn’t it?”

“Yes, sir, and isn’t it wonderful that, now, Kemuri is among the hero students? In a way, she has done better than you and her mother did,” Iida says. Keiji’s eye twitches, but Iida stares him down, resolute, one hand motioning to his chest. “I mean no disrespect, of course, but I feel that Kemuri’s accomplishments must be acknowledged too while you are on the topic.”

“Tenya…” Kemuri whispers, reaching out and grasping the hem of his suit jacket. His gaze darts to her for a second. “Don’t…it’s fine. Please.”

Keiji’s smile falls into something more akin to a smirk. “If that’s the way you see it, then fine, but in my family, I expect the standard to keep being raised,” he says. “Kemuri just managed to reach the new standard and she must continue to prove herself if I am to acknowledge her. It’s as simple as that.”

Todoroki’s shoulders are starting to hunch, teeth gritted. “Why, you—”

Yaoyorozu’s hand falls to Todoroki’s arm, eyes wide. “Shoto, don’t.”

“Well,” Keiji says, adjusting his tie before taking a sip of his champagne. “Again, it was great meeting you. Good luck at the festival.”

He turns and walks away without another word. Somehow, even with the live band and the hustle and bustle of laughter, conversation, and the clinking of drink glasses, the silence is far more deafening. Kemuri releases Iida’s suit jacket and backs away as all three of them turn to look at her.

“U-Uh…” Kemuri stammers, reaching up to fiddle with her hair. “U-Um, how…how about we get more punch? I’m…I’m parched! Yeah. Why don’t I get all of you some while I’m at it? Yes? Okay, I’ll be—”

Iida grabs her wrist as she turns away. His expression is serious, stare burning into hers, and she squeezes her eyes shut. What a nightmare this has become.

“Does he always talk to you like that?” Iida demands. “With…with such disrespect?”

Kemuri shakes her head, eyes starting to itch. “It’s…it’s nothing, really. He’s just strict. It’s n-normal.”

Yaoyorozu’s lips part, stunned. She’s still gripping Todoroki’s arm. “Kemuri, you think that’s normal?” she asks.

Todoroki doesn’t say anything, but his face has a dark edge to it. It’s the same expression he wore when he heard his father talking about him. He keeps watching the spot that her grandfather occupied, but Yaoyorozu keeps him in place.

Kemuri wrenches her hand away from Iida, clutching it to her chest as she sputters out, “A-Ah…I have to go to the bathroom!”

She dashes away, working her way through the crowd, so desperate that she has to actively stop herself from bowling people over. She can’t breathe. She can’t think. All she can hear is her grandfather’s voice. Her classmates’ faces stick in her head. They must think she’s a freak. They must be disgusted. They must realize how useless she is.

She leaves the main hall and dashes up the stairs, not even sure what she’s looking for. A bathroom is a good start, but there are so many doors and hallways that it all looks the same. She tries a few doors, most of them locked, before one finally opens.

Through some brief moment of chance, it’s a bathroom. She ducks inside and shuts the door behind her, locking it before slowly sinking to the floor. She’s covered in goosebumps and yet she feels hot, her chest tight, and a few tears slip down her face as she drags her knees to her chest.

Why does he always have to ruin everything?

“Kemuri? Kemuri, where are you?”

She hears the sound of Iida’s engine rumbling from down the hallway, but she doesn’t answer. She slips her fingers into her hair and presses the heels of her hands against her ears, head ducking between her knees as she tries to make herself breathe past the steady stream of tears.

She startles as someone knocks on the door. “Kemuri, are you in there?” Iida’s voice is softer now. She bites her lip, shaking, and he adds, “I don’t want to invade your privacy, but I have ways of getting this door open if things start to be…concerning.”

She exhales heavily and forces herself back to her feet. She smooths her skirt and unlocks the door, pulling it open slowly as she wipes her face. She realizes that her mascara is probably a mess now. She must look like a raccoon.

“Kemuri,” Iida breathes. He has one hand braced against the door, glasses slipping down his nose. “Don’t…don’t go running away like that. You could get lost, even if it’s just a house.”

She sniffles. “I…” She purses her lips as hard as she can, squeezing her eyes shut again as she bows her head, hugging herself. Tears roll down her cheeks and drip onto the floor. “I’m…I’m s-sorry.”

They stand in silence for a second before she hears his hand sliding off the door. Then, she’s pulled towards him and she finds herself wrapped in a hesitant but tender hug. Somehow, that just makes her feel even more like crying, and she buries her face against his shoulder as her arms surround him, fingers gripping his jacket.

He’s warm, solid, and his suit smells faintly like oranges. In most scenarios, a hug is all she wants when she’s upset—she finds the gesture calming—but because it’s Iida giving her this one, she doesn’t feel calm in the slightest.

“I apologize,” he murmurs. She sniffles, unable to voice her confusion, but he continues, “I made a comment a few weeks ago, pertaining to how proud your grandfather must be of you. I see now that that is…not the case, so my words must have made you upset. I was hasty and made assumptions, so I hope you can forgive me.”

She isn’t sure whether she wants to laugh or not, but either way, a small noise of disbelief is heard as she pulls her face away from his shoulder. “You…you didn’t know,” she says. “You…” He’s gazing at her and for a moment, she can’t speak. “U-Uh…you meant well.”

His lips lift a little. “Ah…good. I’m glad you didn’t take it the wrong way.” He steps away from her as he adjusts his glasses and she releases him in the same beat. “Are you okay with going back to the party? Or do you need more time?”

She wraps her arms around her middle. “I…I could go back,” she says. “I’d…just need to clean this up.” She gestures to her face, trying to smile but knowing that it looks more like a sad grimace.

He nods. “I will let Momo and Shoto know that I found you. They were worried.” He pulls out his phone to start texting and Kemuri finds herself smiling a little. It’s cute how, even when they’re no longer in a context where their first names are necessary, he still refers to them as such.

“Iida?”

“It’s okay to call me Tenya, remember?”

“R-Right…” She swallows. “Tenya?” He finishes his text and looks up, eyebrow lifted, and she forgets all her words. “I…uh…” She bites her lip a little. “This…this is stupid, but could you help me fix my mascara?” He blinks a few times and she adds, “My mom did it for me in the first place. I…I always end up stabbing myself in the eye when I try, s-so…”

He smiles, then straightens up. “Of course! I’d be happy to help!”

Her shoulders sag with relief as they disappear back into the bathroom.

Chapter 39: Dancing Cheek to Cheek

Summary:

The Heroics Gala comes to an end, but not before some trouble starts.

Chapter Text

When the two of them return to the party, they can’t find Yaoyorozu and Todoroki right away. Iida sticks right by Kemuri’s side with her holding his arm. She trusts Iida’s eyesight far more than hers in this scenario, content to just let him lead her.

“Ah, they’re dancing,” he says after a moment, stopping at the edge of the dance floor.

Kemuri spots Todoroki’s bi-coloured hair among the crowd and sure enough, he’s dancing with Yaoyorozu. Kemuri can’t tell whether their lips are moving or if that’s a trick of the light and she kind of hopes for the latter. She doesn’t want to think of what they could be talking about.

“Well?”

She blinks a few times a looks up at Iida. “Huh? What? Sorry, I…”

He smiles a little. “Would you like to dance?”

In her head, she replies with something like, “I would dance with you even if both my feet were cut off.” In reality, she swallows and manages a nod as she goes, “U-Uh…sure!”

He takes the lead again, his movements much more sure than Todoroki’s were. He takes her hand and waist, eyes narrowed a little in concentration, then he easily joins the other couples. The first thing she notices is that, between Iida and Todoroki, they simply feel different. Iida is taller than Todoroki, for one, and Todoroki is more slender. Iida is broad and firm, and Kemuri has to stop herself from running her fingers along his shoulders absentmindedly.

“Kemuri,” Iida murmurs as they move with the tempo. “Can I ask you about your life at home?”

She exhales. “It’s not as bad as it looks,” she starts, trying to keep her words steady. “My grandfather has…expectations.”

“But, surely, you must see how rude he was towards you. And the way he talked about your friends?” He shakes his head. “Did something happen? Was that why Ojiro was so upset a few weeks ago?”

“I…” She shuts her eyes. “He…he doesn’t like mutant-type quirks, and…all my friends are mutant-types. My grandfather…”

It makes her sick just thinking about it.

She hears him exhale through his nostrils. “It seems like it isn’t the quirk, but the appearance that sets him off. Otherwise, he would dislike me too.” He shakes his head. “He is obsessed with power and yet he doesn’t see the abilities that your friends have? Ridiculous.”

Kemuri has to admit, she forgot that Iida does, in fact, have a mutant-type quirk. Her hand slips from his shoulder to his collarbone. “Tenya, please…don’t mention this to everyone else,” she pleads. “I…I hate when people find out.”

His expression is conflicted. “Is it just your grandfather? Do your parents—”

“No!” she insists, maybe a little too loud. She darts a glance to the couples around them, but no one gives them a second look. She returns her attention to Iida. “No, my parents…they’re kind. My grandfather hates my dad too, and my mom…she does her best.”

“And the…’unfortunate parentage’ comment?”

“I get a lot of my…mannerisms from my dad, like…like being shy and introverted, but my grandfather just sees that as being weak-willed. Plus…my dad is white.”

“Ah, so he dislikes gaijin too.” Iida’s expression hardens with annoyance again before he asks, “Does your mother know what your grandfather says about you? How he talks to you?”

“Yes? No?”

“Which is it?”

Kemuri shuts her eyes as her head bows again. “She knows…about what he says when she’s around both of us. She does her best to keep me away from him, but she isn’t always around, with work and…I don’t know. There’s this power dynamic in my family that—” Her breath hitches and she almost coughs, shaking her head. “I don’t know, Tenya. I…I just don’t know…”

“Kemuri—”

“He doesn’t…he doesn’t hit me, or anything l-like that. It’s…it’s not that bad. Please, just…don’t talk about it to others. It’s something that I need to deal with on my own.”

He brings her closer to him, close enough that their chests touch, and she inhales sharply. His head dips enough so that his cheek brushes the side of her face. Goosebumps erupt across her entire body.

“It pains me to stay silent, but…I will respect your choice,” he says. “But...if things get worse, you must understand that I am obligated to step in. I can’t stand by and let him treat you like that.”

She smiles just a little. “Thank you,” she whispers, “for…standing up for me back there. He…” She almost laughs. “He was really angry.”

He straightens up, eyes closing for a second. “I try to be respectful at all times, especially to elders, but I couldn’t stay quiet.” His eyes open and he blinks a few times, “And, yes…you’re welcome.”

Her fingers tighten around his and she imagines resting her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes, and just letting herself be carried away by this moment. It’s something close to perfect.

“Kemuri, please know that you can trust me,” Iida says. “We may only be getting to know each other now, but…” He pauses, choosing his words, but seems to give them up as he instead says, “Please, talk to me if you need to.”

Her heart just about explodes out of her chest. “Y-Yes, of…of course. I will.”

He smiles at her, as radiant as the dancing lights surrounding him, and Kemuri can’t help but return it.

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Before the song ends, some commotion from the main entrance snags Iida’s attention. He frowns at the door, hand tensing against her waist. All too quickly, Kemuri thinks of the USJ and her heart rate spikes.

“Tenya?” she asks, stepping closer to him.

“Something’s not right,” he says. His dark eyes flit back to her questioning ones. “I’m sorry to cut this off, but—”

“No, it’s…it’s alright,” she says, shaking her head. “Let’s go.”

Wordlessly, he leads her off the dance floor and into the crowd. They haven’t gone far when Tensei passes them and Tenya perks up, one hand snapping into the air, straight and true as an arrow.

“Brother!” he calls, making Tensei stop in his tracks. The teens hurry up to the man and Tenya’s eyes narrow. “What’s happening?”

“It looks like we’ve got some party crashers,” Tensei replies. Kemuri’s eyes widen as she grips Tenya’s arm, and Tensei notices her anxiety. “Don’t worry,” he says, donning a calm smile. “We’ve got this under control.”

“Do you want assistance?” Tenya asks. His eyes are starting to sparkle.

“Dad’s on his way, but…just keep an eye out, okay?”

“Yes, brother! Of course!”

Tensei hurries off, shaking his head a little, and Kemuri’s hold tightens. Tenya reaches over and pats her hand as he starts moving again, leading her through the guests. Some are starting to murmur and point, but Kemuri can’t make out what they’re pointing at. She imagines the Nomu and the guy with all the hands standing at the doorway, and the thought just serves to make her more nervous.

“Excuse me, but you’re not welcome here,” Kemuri hears someone say as they near the entrance. “You should get out before there’s trouble.”

“Trouble?” a laughing voice repeats. “We don’t want any trouble. We just want to have some fun.”

Tenya muscles his way through a crowd until him and Kemuri come to a stop at the edge of the crowd. Standing in the entrance is a group of five people, three men and two women, dressed in relatively casual clothes. Two of the men and one of the women have orange hair. The obvious leader is the man in a red keikogi shirt and long pants who stands at the front of the group, his hair mostly grey with pieces of orange managing to stay present.

The person who spoke first is the same pro hero who was talking to Kemuri’s grandfather earlier. He stands apart from the watchful guests, standing straight and tall, eyes narrowed. He sizes up the older man as best he can, despite the inches he has lost on him.

“This party is for celebrating heroes,” the tanned pro says. “I will say it again. You should leave.”

“So harsh, not even giving us a chance,” the other retorts, tucking one hand into his pocket. He eyes the guests. “I don’t see anything stopping us from coming in and…sampling the festivities. Maybe we’d like to mingle too.”

“Native,” yet another new voice says. “Thank you, but I can handle it from here.”

Before Kemuri can question who the newcomer is, Tenya’s arm loses some tension and he whispers, “Oh, father is here. Good.”

Sure enough, a man that is no doubt Tenya and Tensei’s father approaches; he has the same build and eyes as his sons, although his hair is black. Tensei is behind him. The greying man at the head of the group grins, his head tilting to the side. Tensei is behind him. The greying man at the head of the group grins, his head tilting to the side.

“Oh, Tetsuya, good to see you,” he greets. “Hope I’m not bothering you.”

“That’s Mr. Iida to you,” Tetsuya Iida states, crossing his arms over his chest. “This isn’t the best time to stop in for a visit. Maybe call ahead next time, then we can accommodate you better.”

One of the other men snorts with laughter and nudges the woman hanging on his arm, making her giggle. Kemuri looks up at Tenya just in time to see his jaw clench, hands forming fists. Without giving it a second thought, she runs her hand along his arm, trying to help him release his tension. It works, just a little.

“As proper and boring as ever,” the stranger sighs. “I don’t need a visit with you, Mr. Iida.” The way he says the name makes Kemuri cringe. It’s dripping with fake politeness. “I just wanted to talk to some of your guests, that’s all.”

“If we allowed every rogue fan to do that, we would be overrun,” Mr. Iida says. He keeps his voice steady despite the growing annoyance painting his features. When the stranger’s smile falls, Mr. Iida taps Tensei’s arm and leans over to whisper something to him.

“Now you’re ignoring us?” the man asks. He rolls his shoulders and lifts his arm. “Well—”

“Don’t even think about using that arm, Akiara.”

This time, Kemuri recognizes the voice of her grandfather and the venom in his tone is enough to make her blood go icy. He uses the man’s first name and yet there is no sense of friendship in his voice.

Keiji moves past Tetsuya and Tensei, stopping in front of the stranger, his forehead creased. The man, Akiara, slowly lowers his arm as he smirks again.

“Ah, Keiji, just the man I was hoping to see,” Akiara says. He reaches out and grips Keiji’s shoulder, smile getting wider and more strained. “I wanted to have a little talk.”

“This isn’t the time or the place for that,” Keiji retorts. “You should know better than to be this reckless.” He scoffs a little. “But, then again, what should I expect from a Nishimura?”

“Nishimura?” Kemuri repeats, maybe a little too loud.

Akiara’s head snaps towards her and she feels her knees wobble, heart pounding as she shrinks back. Keiji steps to the side, blocking her from Akiara’s view, extending his hand out.

“You should go, K—” He cuts himself off before her name comes out, but she can tell that this order is aimed at her. He sounds, dare she say it, legitimately concerned. “Please. Now.”

Her eyes widen and her grip on Tenya’s arm gets more desperate as his eyebrows lift. The grandfather she knows is not a man that says such things easily. Whoever this stranger is, he must be bad news.

“Is that Kemuri? Oh, she’s gotten quite big,” Akiara comments, craning his neck around to get a look at her. He waves a little, eyes narrowing. “Hello, sweetie.”

“Don’t you dare say another word to her,” Keiji snaps, keeping his voice low, and Akiara just looks amused. Keiji spares a glance at Tetsuya and Tensei, jerking his head to the side. “I’ll take care of this, Iida. You…handle everything else.”

Tetsuya nods. He and Tensei start directing the immediate onlookers away, apologizing as they go, but Kemuri doesn’t move even when Tenya gives her arm a gentle, urging tug in the other direction. She stays put, eyes wide and locked on her grandfather. This situation feels dangerous and if he’s in trouble, then—

“I will speak with you outside,” Keiji says. He keeps his hands planted firmly at his sides, clenched into fists. “Then, you will leave, peacefully.”

“Oh, no need to worry. I’m not the violent one, Keiji.” Akiara’s eyes seem to burn as his smile turns sour, taunting. “Am I?”

Keiji stares at him long enough to raise the tension between them tenfold before he moves past him and towards the door. Akiara snaps his fingers and turns on his heel, bringing the other four adults with him as he follows him out.

The other Iida men seem to have made quick work of distracting the guests, because no one is paying attention anymore. Kemuri is still staring. Her mouth is dry. Between thoughts of her grandfather, she allows for a memory of her classmate’s face to linger.

“Did your grandfather call him Nishimura?” Tenya whispers, snapping her out of her shock.

“It’s…it’s a common surname,” she suggests, voice weak and pitched a little too high for her liking. “It…could be a coincidence. Akio…”

His eyes stay narrowed and the panes of his glasses glint as his head shifts. “Perhaps, but consider the similarities in the first names too, and the orange hair? Maybe I should ask father—”

“My grandfather has it handled. I wouldn’t worry about it, anyway,” Kemuri says, giving his arm a small tug and forcing him to look down at her. “We should find Shoto and Momo. I bet they’re looking for us.”

After a moment, Tenya sighs. “Yes, you’re…you’re absolutely right,” he says. He exhales as turns away, the two of them walking back to where they last saw their friends. “I’m used to the occasional incident at these parties, mostly from celebrity chasers desperate to get a glimpse of pro heroes,” he admits as they walk. “But that was…something else.”

She just nods, trying to will the anxious goosebumps away from her arms. She can’t shake the way Akiara looked at her and how he addressed her with such familiarity. She’s never seen him before in her life.

She hears Yaoyorozu’s voice calling their names from somewhere ahead of them, shaking Kemuri from her thoughts, and she takes a deep breath as she picks up the pace. She can ask her grandfather about this Akiara guy when she isn’t trying to have fun.

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When Kemuri and Iida reunite with Yaoyorozu and Todoroki, Kemuri is struck by how time is flying. The first incident with her grandfather already feels like it happened hours ago, between the dancing and the party crashers and what not, and yet she hasn’t seen Momo or Shoto since.

Still, Yaoyorozu tentatively brings it up. Kemuri does her best to explain her situation, similar to what she told Iida earlier, and Iida fills in the blanks when she gets too stuttery and nervous. She appreciates it. He says just enough to get her point across.

“Well, I extend the same offer to you as Tenya did,” Yaoyorozu says. “If you need to talk, I’m all ears.”

Todoroki doesn’t say anything, his lips pursing as he digs his hands into his pockets. Kemuri doesn’t pester him, neither does Iida or Yaoyorozu.

“Thank you, Momo,” Kemuri says. “I’ll…I’ll do my best to keep that in mind.”

Todoroki stares at her, eyes narrowing. “He…doesn’t hit you?” he asks, spoken like a clarification.

Kemuri nods, avoiding eye contact. “Yes.”

He makes a small humming noise and looks away. Before the quiet invades too much, Iida suggests going out into the backyard and taking a look at the sakura blossoms. He emphasizes that their blooming season is coming to a close and they should enjoy it while they can.

“We’ll come back before my father gives some parting words to the guests,” Iida adds.

“That sounds lovely,” Yaoyorozu says.

Kemuri and Todoroki nod. The four students head outside, joining the other guests that have migrated outdoors, and Kemuri lets the fresh air of the night fill her lungs as loose petals flutter around them. She loses herself in conversation.

By the time the night comes to an end and Kemuri is climbing back into the limo with her parents and grandfather, she’s too tired to ask about the Nishimuras or much of anything else. Instead, she waves goodbye to Iida, saying that she will see him at school, and sits back in her seat only to slump against her dad’s shoulder.

“Did you have fun, honey?” Cayden murmurs.

She nods, eyes fluttering shut, and before she knows it, she’s asleep.

Chapter 40: Enter the Arena

Summary:

Training goes by and before class 1-A knows it, it's time for the Sports Festival, where emotions and tension are high.

Chapter Text

Another week of school passes in a blur. On Monday, she spends maybe a little too much time watching Nishimura at lunch, but all he does is chat with Sato and Koda while wolfing down a giant plate of kale salad. He’s innocent enough. Maybe he doesn’t even know about what happened at the Iida Estate. Maybe his family, if they are his family, never mentioned it.

By the time Thursday rolls around, Kemuri is fully engaged in being ready for the Sports Festival. Training with her grandfather is as hardcore as ever, but she feels stronger despite wishing for something less intense. Whatever the festival throws her way, she’s ready. She’s going to take home the gold even if it kills her.

She winces as an explosion rattles the ground and she casts a glance over her shoulder to where Bakugo is solo-training. He grins, hands smoking, and she swallows hard as she whirls around and returns to her own work. She changes her words: she’s going to take home the gold even if it seriously injures her.

Now that the festival is so close, everyone in her class is focused on solo training. They share the same cityscapes, sure, but it seems like everyone is keeping their quirk’s secrets under lock and key for the express purpose of keeping an edge on any possible opponents in the festival.

“Keep up, Kemuri!” Ojiro urges as he swings and leaps across lampposts with ease.

Kemuri races along behind him, arms pumping, sweat pouring down her back. She’s lucky Ojiro is willing to test her stamina with a game of tag, although so far she hasn’t even gotten close to catching him. He’s too quick.

Ojiro swings to a halt, dangling upside-down from a lamppost as they reach a four-way stop. He crosses his arms over his chest as he watches her catch up and she stops beneath his perch, hands braced against her knees.

“You good?” he calls.

She takes a gulp of water and sticks her thumb up. “Yup…” she croaks.

“Sports Festival starts tomorrow! No time to slack off!” He smirks. “And you still haven’t caught me!”

“Because I physically can’t!” she hollers up at him.

He laughs. “Never say never, Kemuri.”

With that, he’s swinging away again. She curses his mobility as she gives chase, startling a little as Sero goes soaring over her head on a strip of tape. He switches directions with the same ease that Ojiro exhibits and disappears around a corner.

Everyone has different strengths, she reminds herself. Just focus on improving yours.

She nearly trips in surprise as Kirishima belly-flops against the pavement to her right. Just as she’s about to stop and check on him, he erupts from the concrete with a scream of victory, hardened up and ready to go.

“I’M STILL WINNING!” Ojiro calls back at her, urging her back into a sprint.

“I’M DOING MY BEST, OJIRO!” she retorts.

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Friday feels different. Kemuri eats a good breakfast, something that’s nutritious but isn’t enough to make her feel bloated, and makes sure she has extra water bottles. Her grandfather has already left the house for a business trip, but his presence lingers.

“Just because I’ll be away doesn’t mean you can slack off,” he warned her during yesterday afternoon’s training session. “I’ll be watching the festival closely, so don’t disappoint.”

Her parents are far more excited. Cayden promises to have the TVs on in the spa while he works, plus he’s recording everything in HD so that Kazue can watch once she gets home from work.

“I’m sorry I won’t be able to watch live,” her mom apologizes as she puts on her hat. “The department needs me to be out there on patrol.”

Kemuri smiles. “It’s okay, mom. You can watch it later.” She straightens up. “I’ll make you proud!”

“You already have, sweetie.”

They hug. Kazue showers both her daughter and husband in kisses before hurrying out the door, waving goodbye one last time at the gate. Kemuri grabs her backpack and her stick, already anticipating the crowds she will have to find her way through plus the unfamiliar layout of the U.A arena. Her dad gives her another squishy hug that she returns eagerly.

“Go kick some butt, kiddo,” he says as he ruffles her hair.

“Will do!”

They fist-bump and she races down the front walk and out the gate, en route to the train station.

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There are fireworks going off above the U.A campus and the front gates are packed. Kemuri maneuvers her way around, most people parting for her when they see her using her stick, and she thanks her lucky stars that she doesn’t have to try and get in through the front doors of the arena. It looks like a nightmare.

She manages to locate the sign directing her to the participant waiting rooms only after stopping herself from having a good old-fashioned fangirl meltdown at seeing Mt. Lady ordering takoyaki with Kamui Woods and Death Arms.

No, Kemuri did not have the guts to ask them for an autograph. Their security nametags told her that they are busy and hey, if they’re security, then maybe she’ll be able to see them later.

Still, the moment of “holy crap holy crap holy crap” takes her a bit to get over and by the time she gets changed into her gym uniform and finds the correct waiting room, she’s one of the last students there.

“I’m sorry for being late,” she says to whoever is listening, bowing apologetically as the door swings shut behind her. “I got lost.”

“Eek, you made it!” Hagakure squeals, racing over and engulfing the taller girl in a hug. “I’m so excited! And nervous! Is there an emotion for both at the same time?”

“Uh…anticipation?” Kemuri suggests.

Mina pops out of nowhere, one hand raised. “Nervouscited!”

Tokoyami, lounging at one of the nearby tables, bows his head. “There are two types of people.”

Behind her, the door opens and Kemuri lunges out of the way before it can hit her, making her stumble into Shoji. Iida appears, seemingly unaware of the near-collision.

“Everyone, get your game faces on!” Iida shouts. “We’re entering the arena soon!”

The tension in the room skyrockets and anyone who looked even slightly relaxed before then starts to shift and fidget in their seats. Sato has his hands folded on the tabletop so tightly that his knuckles are turning white and Nishimura reaches over to pat them, unable to voice anything comforting.

Kemuri, realizing that she still has her backpack and stick with her, hurries over to the lockers at the side of the room and claims one. As she starts putting her stuff away, she hears a familiar voice say, “Midoriya.”

She turns around, halfway through retracting her stick into itself, to find Todoroki staring down Midoriya. He has one hand in his pocket, his expression deadpan.

“H-Hey, Todoroki,” Midoriya says. “What’s up?”

Now it seems like everyone’s watching. The two boys are in the centre of the room and there isn’t much else to do but listen in on whatever is about to go down. Kemuri reaches into her locker and hangs up her stick without looking away.

“From an objective standpoint, I think it’s fairly clear that I’m stronger than you,” Todoroki says.

“U-Uh…” Midoriya swallows, then nods. “Yeah…”

“However, you’ve got All Might in your corner, helping you out,” Todoroki continues.

That makes Midoriya’s shoulders tense up. Kemuri closes the locker door behind her as quietly as she can, eyes widening a little. She hasn’t really noticed All Might giving any extra attention to Midoriya, but maybe she just isn’t looking hard enough.

“I’m not here to pry about what’s going on between you two,” Todoroki says, “but, know that I will beat you.”

Oh, boy, it’s time for declarations of war. Kemuri’s mom warned her that stuff like this happens, although she only heard about it from her friends in the Hero Course. Business students never fight each other leading up to the festival, more focused on, well, business, and Kazue said that most General Studies students are painfully optimistic or equally cynical about the entire thing.

“Woah, what’s with all these declarations of war, lately?” Kaminari asks, breaking the tense silence created by the two boys.

Kirishima gets up from his seat. “Yeah, what’s the big deal?” he asks, resting his hand on Todoroki’s shoulder. “Why’re you picking a fight all of a sudden, and right before we get started?”

Todoroki elbows Kirishima’s hand away from him. “We’re not here to be each other’s friends,” he utters. He turns away, heading for the door. “Don’t forget, this isn’t a team effort.”

Kemuri catches Yaoyorozu’s eye from where she’s sitting at a nearby table, but she just sighs and shakes her head a little. Kemuri purses her lips, leaning her shoulder against the locker. Despite how it looked at Iida’s party, Todoroki is still…Todoroki. What an ice prince.

“Wait a sec, Todoroki,” Midoriya says before he can get too far away. Everyone’s attention flits back to the green-haired boy. “I don’t know what’s going through your head, or why you feel the need to tell me that you’ll beat me.” He looks at the floor. “And, yeah, of course you’re better than me. In fact, you probably have way more potential than anyone in the Hero Course. That’s why you got in so easily!”

“Midoriya, maybe you’re being a little hard on yourself…and us,” Kirishima says with a hesitant smile.

“No. He’s right, you guys.”

Kemuri doesn’t need to hear him say it. She knows that she’s weak compared to Todoroki. She’s weak compared to plenty of people in their class. She turns her head away, arms reaching to hug herself, and she darts a glance upwards just in time to see Iida look away from her.

Is he thinking what she’s thinking?

“All the other courses, they’re coming for us with everything they’ve got. We’re all gonna have to fight to stand out,” Midoriya continues. Todoroki turns around and Midoriya finally looks up from the floor, less scared and more determined. “And I’ll be aiming for the top too.”

“Fine,” Todoroki says.

Kemuri bites her lip as the atmosphere in the room shifts. Bakugo’s eyes narrow. A few others in the room steal glances at the person closest to them. Kemuri feels another spark of determination roll through her.

It doesn’t matter how long she’s been thinking of this festival or how much training she’s put in; if it all falls short now, then what was the point? She wants the top just as bad as her classmates do and she’s willing to work for it, but so are they.

Maybe nobody else believes that she can do it. Hell, she doubts her own abilities more than anyone else does, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t going to do her very best. At the bare minimum, she is going to try.

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Present Mic’s voice echoes down the long hallway leading into the arena. Kemuri takes long, deep breaths as she walks with her class, Shoji on one side, Hagakure on the other, Tokoyami and Ojiro lingering a few steps behind.

“This year, we’re bringing you some of the hottest performances in Sports Festival history, guaranteed!” Present Mic calls. “I’ve only got one question before we start this show! ARE YOU READY?!”

The crowd roars and Kemuri closes her eyes, reaching out to take Hagakure’s hand as they keep walking. Her friend squeezes her hand in reassurance and, as small as it is, it makes Kemuri feel better.

If she just focuses on the other students and doesn’t pay attention to the thousands of eyes watching her, then she won’t completely break down. She needs to channel the Kemuri that goes into fight mode, like the Kemuri from the entrance exam, the Kemuri without fear.

“LEMME HEAR YA SCREAM AS OUR STUDENTS MAKE THEIR WAY TO THE MAIN STAGE!”

Kemuri opens her eyes as she releases Hagakure’s hand, the light at the end of the tunnel invading her vision for a brief second before she emerges into the arena. She clenches her jaw and holds her head up high as the thunderous roar of the crowd pounds against her ears and the sun beats down on her.

She thinks of her dad, watching the TV screens between crunching numbers and greeting guests who want to watch the Sports Festival from the comfort of a hot spring. She thinks of her mom, somewhere out there in Hosu, keeping a careful eye out for trouble and trying not to worry about her daughter in the meantime.

Lastly, Kemuri thinks of her grandfather, who’s no doubt watching her at this very second, head perched on his hand, dark eyes narrowed.

“Make them see you, Kemuri. Show them what a Shimakage is made of.”

She swallows the nerves invading her. “I won’t let you down.”

Chapter 41: Legacy Kids Do It Best

Summary:

The Sports Festival is underway and Kemuri is ready to do her very best.

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“Welcome back to the U.A Sports Festival, where up-and-coming heroes leave everything on the field as they fight for the chance to achieve worldwide fame and celebrity! This first group are no strangers to the spotlight! You know them for withstanding a villain attack, the dazzling students lighting up your TV screens with solid gold skills: the Hero Course students of class 1-A!”

Kemuri keeps her eyes focused ahead, obscuring the roaring crowds from her view as she takes a deep breath. Present Mic sure knows how to talk them up and, judging by the nervous conversations of her classmates, they’re feeling the pressure too.

“That’s a lot of people,” Shoji murmurs, one of his tentacles forming a mouth that hovers near Kemuri’s ear.

“Heroes have to work in the spotlight. I guess…this is just a taste of what’s to come,” Kemuri replies.

“They haven’t been getting nearly as much screen time, but this next group is still chock-full of talent! Welcome, Hero Course class 1-B!” Present Mic announces. “Next up, General Studies classes C, D, and E! Support classes F, G, and H! And finally, Business classes I, J, and K! GIVE IT UP FOR ALL OF U.A’S FIRST YEAR CONTESTANTS!”

The crowd roars again and Kemuri dares to lift her head up a little more, taking in the screens all around the arena and the waving crowds. Her stomach flips and she swallows hard, casting brief glances at the other classes as they gather in the centre of the arena.

Standing on top of a raised platform is Midnight, the first year’s chief umpire. “Now, the introductory speech!” she calls. She flips her dark hair and flashes a dazzling smile at the audience.

Kemuri hears some of the guys discussing her outfit, questioning how appropriate the attire is, but Kemuri doesn’t mind. In fact, she admires Midnight’s confidence. Midnight knows she’s hot and she uses it to her advantage, and a woman using her femininity to empower herself is something Kemuri can get behind.

“Silence, everyone!” Midnight shouts, striking her flailed whip to the side. “And for the student pledge, we have Katsuki Bakugo!”

Kemuri nearly chokes as her and everyone else turns to Bakugo. The blond walks out of the crowd, hands in his pockets, and Kemuri seriously questions whoever decided that he would be the best choice for rep.

“I guess that hothead did finish first in the entrance exam,” she hears Sero comment.

Nearby, a brunette girl from General Studies sighs and crosses her arms over her chest. “Only for the Hero Course exams,” she mutters. Her classmates are all glaring at class 1-A too.

“O-Oh, right,” Midoriya mumbles.

“Oh, man, that girl obviously hates us,” Sero whispers, shoulders hunching.

“Yeah, and we’ve got Bakugo to thank for them not liking our class,” Kaminari adds, eyebrows furrowed.

“I think they’d hate us anyway,” Kemuri whispers, but only Tokoyami seems to hear her. He nods in agreement.

Nishimura cracks his neck. “If they’re jealous, that’s their problem. Not ours.”

Bakugo reaches the stage and a hush falls over the crowd. She glances at the microphone, then slowly looks up at the audience. Kemuri holds her breath.

“I just wanna say,” Bakugo starts. “I’m gonna win.”

It’s like lightning strikes class 1-A and Kemuri has a moment where she feels her soul leave her body. Around her, she hears people groaning and booing, others complaining that they knew Bakugo would say something like that.

“What did you say?!”

“You’re so full of yourself!”

“GET OFF THE STAGE!”

Iida zooms out of the crowd, arm chopping like a rogue Nutcracker. “Why would you be so disrespectful?! You’re representing us all!”

“Not my fault the rest of you are just stepping stones to my victory,” Bakugo retorts, aiming a thumbs down at everyone else.

“I’M GONNA CRUSH THIS OVERCONFIDENT JERK!” the silver-haired guy from class 1-B shouts. “I can’t wait to knock him down to size!”

Kemuri swallows hard. She wants to hate Bakugo, almost wishes she could join in with the rest of the angered U.A students, but she can’t. He’s rude, yes, but he’s powerful and he knows it. Kemuri and her classmates know it. The Bakugo she saw at the entrance exam was the type of guy to grin and laugh his way through demolishing robots, but this Bakugo is stoic. He means business.

It’s utterly terrifying.

Bakugo rejoins his class, ignoring the sputtering, scolding Iida and bumping his shoulder into Midoriya as he goes. He takes his place next to Kirishima, expression hard, and Kemuri scoots away from him. While she doesn’t join in with the outrage, annoyance lingers. Thanks for making us targets for everyone else, Bakugo.

Without much time to breathe, Midnight goes full swing into the games as the jumbo screens around the arena light up with the words “first game”.

“Without further ado, it’s time for us to get started,” she calls. “This first game is what you’d call a qualifier! This is where you begin feeling the pain; the first fateful game of the festival!” As she lifts her whip, a hologram screen appears behind her as a roulette wheel spins. “What could it be?”

It stops on “Obstacle Race”. Kemuri rolls her shoulders and releases some steam along her back and shoulders. She isn’t a fast runner, but if she plays it smart, then maybe she can find some way to get a headstart. Too bad this event doesn’t exactly allow for planning ahead.

“All eleven classes will participate in this treacherous contest,” Midnight says as the holographic screen shifts around, displaying colourful, lettered bubbles and maps. “The track is four kilometres around the outside of the stadium.” Her whip finds the air again. “I don’t want to restrain anyone, at least in this game. As long as you don’t leave the course, you can do whatever your heart desires!” As cheers erupt again, she finishes with, “Now then, take your places contestants!”

Kemuri quickly realizes that the exit onto the course itself is going to be an issue. The hallway leading outside is narrow and she can already imagine the pandemonium that’ll ensue once the buzzer goes. It’ll be like the lockdown incident all over again.

“Oh, god,” she whispers, massaging her fingertips.

Shoji glances down at her. “You okay?”

“I’m gonna get trampled,” she replies, jerking her head towards the space ahead of them. “If I can figure out a way to get through without falling or…something, then maybe I’ve got a chance.”

He observes the gate for a moment, then his eyes crinkle. “Well, I can give you a boost,” he says. She stares up at him and he adds, “It’s the qualifier, so I want to make sure you get in. It’s no fun if my friends aren’t there to compete against later, right?”

Her heart lifts and she starts to smile. Here she is, thinking that what’s about to happen is the be all, end all, and she didn’t even stop to think that she has friends now. What’s more, friends who aren’t concerned with winning the first round of the festival.

She thinks for a second. If Shoji lifts her above the crowds, then she could potentially use everyone else as springboards and walk across the messier bits. That could help, but only if she’s quick and stays light on her feet.

“Okay, all I need is to get above the crowd,” she whispers.

Shoji gives her a thumbs up. “I’ve got you covered.”

She bumps her shoulder with his arm. “I owe you one.”

“I’ll keep you to that promise.”

The first light shuts off with a beep. Kemuri squares her shoulders and Shoji reaches one hand to her waist. The second goes off. Then, the third.

“BEGIN!”

Everyone bursts into a stampede and Kemuri feels herself get lifted off the ground until she’s perched on Shoji’s shoulder. She looks to the side to find that he’s also lifted Tokoyami, and the edgy boy casts a smirk and a thumbs up her way when they lock eyes. Kemuri returns it.

“See you at the finish line, Tokoyami!” she calls.

“I will, when you come in behind me,” he retorts.

Kemuri finds herself grinning. She reaches over and touches the top of Shoji’s head, making sure that she has his attention. “Shoji, thanks for the boost,” she says.

He nods and she stands up on his shoulder, one hand still holding her ankle, and he releases her as she lunges forward. She lands on the shoulders of the student in front of her, earning a shout of “hey”, but she keeps going. The people are so crowded together that, even if they wanted to stop her, they’d have to fight past the shoving masses around them.

Before she goes too far, a blast of cold air hits her and ice floods the bottom of the tunnel, locking people in place. Kemuri focuses on the door, hopping across the shoulders of her peers, idly wishing she had the chance to apologize above just shouting, “Sorry!”

She emerges into the sunlight and touches down on the patch of ice trailing behind Todoroki, who’s off to an early start. She stops for just long enough to take off her shoes, holding them tight as she starts releasing steam from the soles of her feet. The ice melts beneath her and she runs, passing the students trapped in Todoroki’s ice.

Behind her, Yaoyorozu, Bakugo, Kirishima, and Aoyama burst from the tunnel, all avoiding the ice in their own way. Tokoyami, Ojiro, Nishimura, and Mina are close behind.

“Man, you made me wreck my shoes early!” Nishimura shouts. Kemuri dares only a brief glance back to see that he’s morphed his feet into blades, moving like a seasoned ice skater. “You’ll pay for that, Todoroki!”

Kemuri smirks to herself. There’s so much energy in this competition already; it really gets her blood pumping.

Mineta goes bouncing past Kemuri on a trail of balls, cackling something about outsmarting Todoroki, when a two-pointer robot appears out of nowhere and knocks the snot out of him.

Kemuri gasps and skids to a halt just a few feet behind Todoroki, the path forward blocked by a legion of 0-Pointers from the exam. She looks behind her just in time to see that other, smaller villain bots have blocked off the rest of the racers. She can hear shouts of disbelief and fear from non-hero course students.

“Oo, enemies have shown up out of nowhere!” Present Mic calls. “I bet we’re in for a treat here! A test of strength and cunning, it’s a robo inferno!”

This is it, Kemuri thinks. In the exam, she ran from the 0-Pointer. Today, she’ll run towards it. They’re too slow to adjust positions quickly, so if she hurries…

Somehow, she makes her body move. She releases a cloud of fog and she bursts into a sprint as the 0-Pointers start to move. She hears a few shouts from behind her and as she passes Todoroki, just for a second, she wishes she had her peripheral vision if only to get a glimpse of his expression.

The 0-Pointer either doesn’t see her through the dust and fog, or it can’t adjust fast enough, because she slips between the first one’s legs without much trouble. The second row of bots creaks as they start towards her, but she again shrouds herself from their presence and slips through without any trouble.

She thanks the dust surrounding the scene. It only amplifies her stealth abilities without forcing her to use her quirk too much. She kisses her fingers and aims them at the sky in a “thank you” motion. The road ahead of her is clear and the robots are behind her. She grins and lets out a laugh that soars into the sky.

“There goes Kemuri Shimakage from class 1-A, stealing the lead!” Present Mic’s voice echoes from the stadium speakers. “Always keep an eye out for the quiet ones, folks! They’ll shock ya! Mummy Man, what’ve you got?!”

“She used the dust to magnify her stealth abilities,” Aizawa’s far less enthused voice says. “She made good use of her surroundings.”

“Why fight ‘em when you can outsmart ‘em?! This just in, Shimakage is definitely smarter than a giant robot!”

Another rush of cold air hits Kemuri’s back and she has no doubt that Todoroki just unleashed a massive ice attack. The ground shakes beneath her bare feet as the screech of destroyed metal grates against her ears.

“That’s Shoto Todoroki from class 1-A in hot pursuit of Shimakage!” Present Mic cries. “Amazing! He’s one we should watch! It almost seems unfair!”

“His attack was both offensive and defensive,” Aizawa adds.

“No wonder he was let in on recommendation! He’s never even fought those robo infernos before, but they didn’t stand a chance against his chart-topping moves!”

Kemuri’s attention darts to the side as Todoroki catches up to her, shooting her a glare as they fall into pace, neck in neck. She tries to return the look, but the pleased smile working its way onto her face is stronger.

“This is fun, eh?” she calls to him.

He doesn’t respond, pumping his arms faster as he starts to pull ahead. Kemuri grits her teeth, eyes glinting, and she releases a few puffs of steam from the back of her calves. It helped a little in the quirk assessment test, why not try it here?

She matches his pace again. His annoyance gets more prevalent.

“Shimakage and Todoroki are neck in neck, neither one giving up the lead! What can I say, folks? Legacy kids do it best, huh?! Such tenacity!”

This is good. Now, no matter what, she’s snagged the attention of the crowd early on. She’s the girl who’s keeping up with the top recommendation student, so if she just keeps going, she’s golden.

Are you watching, grandfather? she asks. Am I making you proud?

She’s tuned out Present Mic’s commentary, just able to catch snippets. She’s more focused on getting to the next obstacle, but as soon as she sees it, her stomach drops into her feet. A giant cavern stretches out before her with pillars of stone erupting from the dark far below. The only thing stretching between each pillar are ropes.

From what she can make out, some of the pillars are close enough that she can jump across. That makes it only a little less daunting.

Todoroki forges ahead, skating across the ropes on a sheet of ice, and Kemuri looks behind her. The others are starting to catch up. She’s going to lose her headstart if she doesn’t focus, so, despite the terror that grips her, she moves to the edge. She debates putting her shoes back on but opts to tie the shoelaces together and hook them around her neck.

All she can do is grab the ropes and climb across like a sloth. She kneels down, takes a deep breath, and slides off solid ground. As gravity takes hold, she fastens her legs around the rope and dangles with her back to the depths below. Her shoelaces dig against her throat.

Don’t look down, she tells herself. Just don’t look down.

“For those of you who thought the first obstacle was easy, let’s see how you feel about the second one!” Present Mic hollers. “If they take a spill, they’re out! If they wanna pass this test, they’re gonna have to get creative. It’s…THE FALL!”

She keeps moving, teeth gritted.

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By the time she makes it across “The Fall”, plenty of other students have passed her. She was forced to watch while those with good mobility quirks blew past her. Seeing Shoji literally gliding, using his arms like wings, almost shocked her enough to make her lose her grip.

That sneaky jerk, she thinks, all tease, no shade. Keeping such a cool ability to himself.

She catches up with the others, already able to see explosions of pink up ahead. When Todoroki reached it, sometime while Kemuri was still climbing, Present Mic announced the third obstacle—a minefield with relatively harmless explosives.

It seems to be slowing everyone down, most people shuffling by while watching their feet. Kemuri pauses at the edge of the field, releasing some fog from around her ankles. She smiles a little. The dirt where the mines are buried is higher up than safe spots, little mounds that are just present enough for her to feel it out. Rejuvenated, she lets out a steady stream of fog as she starts moving, easily dodging the mines as she hops about.

She passes quite a few people, narrowly avoiding the unfortunate students who trip up the mines. She isn’t in desperate need of water yet, but she’s starting to dream of the water bottles waiting for her back at the stadium.

Honestly, she’s so stuck in the zone that she doesn’t focus on what’s going on around her unless it’s an immediate threat to her. She does get tripped up by an explosion or two that goes off near her, but it’s never enough to keep her down for long. Present Mic is talking about Todoroki and Bakugo fighting for first place.

When she’s about halfway across, a giant explosion from behind shakes the ground and Kemuri can’t help but turn around. Most of the other contestants stop too, shielding their faces against the whipping wind and flying dust.

“Incredible! What just happened?!” Present Mic shouts. “Whatever the case, class 1-A’s Izuku Midoriya is in hot pursuit of first place!”

“Midoriya?” Kemuri repeats.

“Strike that! THE LEAD IS HIS!”

Kemuri finally finds Midoriya, flying through the air on a piece of metal. She can’t make out everything that’s happening—it all goes by too fast, with plenty of explosions only making it harder to focus—but she knows a few things for sure.

One, Midoriya is a force to be reckoned with, and she isn’t sure whether he’s crazy or admirable or both. Two, at this point, the top three spots are going to be taken by Todoroki, Bakugo, and Midoriya. And three, if she doesn’t keep it up, she’s going to fall behind.

She reaches the ice path left behind by Todoroki and uses it to her advantage, rejoining the front-runners as they head for the arena. Sato, Shoji, and Uraraka are ahead of her, but that’s all she can make out right now. She’ll know where she placed once she gets inside.

When she makes it across the finish line, there’s confetti raining from the sky, music is playing, and the crowd is going wild. Kemuri looks up at the jumbo screens, hoping to see placements, but all she sees is a replay of Midoriya snagging first place.

“The contestants are pouring in, one after the other! Let’s hear some applause for all our competitors as we prepare the results!”

Kemuri braces her hands against her knees, catching her breath as sweat rolls down her face. Did she do okay? She lost her early lead, but she wasn’t too far behind everyone else. If she doesn’t qualify…

“Kemuri!”

She stands up as Shoji approaches her, his eyes smiling behind his mask. He lifts his hand up, expectant, and she smiles a little as she smacks her hand to his.

“Do you think we made the top twenty?” he asks.

She pushes her hair from her eyes. “God, I hope so.” With a small smile, she says, “That second obstacle was tough, and you…” She aims an accusing finger. “You can fly?! What?”

He raises his hands in defence as he starts to laugh. “I can glide, yes…I had to keep some secrets from you.”

She shoves him gently as laughter overtakes them both.

Chapter 42: Strategic Strategizing

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“The first game for the first years is finally over, and what a game it was!” Midnight says. “Now, let’s take a quick look at the standings, shall we?”

Kemuri watches the screen, her friends bunched around her in a comforting circle, although the most nervous of them by far is Hagakure. She got into the stadium quite a while after Kemuri did, while Tokoyami, Shoji, and Ojiro all got in ahead of Kemuri.

Midoriya is in first, followed by Todoroki, then Bakugo. Tokoyami takes seventh, right after Iida, while Ojiro takes eleventh and Shoji is in fourteenth. Kemuri exhales as her face appears on the screen next to number seventeen, right before Yaoyorozu.

“Man…top twenty,” Kemuri breathes. She shudders at the thought of her grandfather’s reaction. He’s a top ten kind of guy.

Still, it could be worse. When she looks around at her classmates, she finds that Aoyama is nearly bent over, face white as he clutches his stomach. Nishimura is patting Aoyama’s back, his expression slightly awkward, while Sato and Koda linger nearby with Koda flapping his hands about nervously.

“It’s okay, man,” Nishimura says. “I bet you still qualified. I only got twenty-sixth place, so maybe we’ll just go down together.”

“Can I get you something?” Sato asks. “Do antiacids help?”

Aoyama just shakes his head.

Hagakure hugs Kemuri’s arm when her name and uniform appear in spot number thirty-nine. Kemuri feels the invisible girl’s face dig into her arm. “Oh, man…I sucked,” she mumbles.

“No, you did great. Thirty-ninth out of, what, over two hundred students?” Kemuri encourages.

“Yeah, you did awesome!” Ojiro agrees, reaching out to pat Hagakure’s shoulder.

“Only the top forty-two will advance to the next round,” Midnight announces. Hagakure immediately perks up, bouncing in place. “But don’t be too let down if you didn’t make the cut. We’ve prepared other opportunities for you to shine.”

“Oh man, we’re in,” Hagakure whispers. “Everyone in our class made it!”

“And looks like most of class 1-B made it too,” Tokoyami says, eyeing the leaderboard.

“Now, the real fun is about to begin. The chance to fully move into the limelight,” Midnight continues. “Give it your best!” She extends her whip to the screen as the roulette wheel starts spinning again. “Let’s see what we have in store for you next! Will your wildest fantasies come to life? Oh, what could it be? The waiting is torture!”

Okay, Kemuri may hold quite a bit of respect for Midnight, but even she thinks that Midnight could stand to tone down the suggestive way of speaking. It’s very…dominatrix.

“Prepare yourselves for this!”

It comes to rest on “Calvary Battle”. Kemuri’s eyes widen a little. A team event, huh? How are they going to be split up, then? Will they get to pick their own teams or will it be random, based on placement?

“Allow me to explain,” Midnight says as a picture of All Might being carried by Thirteen, Present Mic, and Snipe replaces the roulette wheel on screen. “The participants will form teams of two to four as they see fit. In theory, it’s the same as any old playground game, but there is one difference. Each player has been assigned a point value based on the results from the obstacle course.”

She continues her explanation, noting how points go up in increments of five, starting from the bottom. Aoyama is only worth five points, for example, and Kemuri is worth—oh. She nods a little. 130 points isn’t too bad, actually. Nice and square in the middle.

“And so on until second place, but…the point value assigned to the person in first place is TEN MILLION!” Midnight proclaims.

Kemuri’s jaw drops. Every pair of eyes falls on Midoriya as the poor boy loses a few shades of colour from his face and Kemuri immediately switches up her game plan in her head. She isn’t going to team up with him, not when everyone is going to be gunning for him and his headband, but she isn’t sure she wants to go after him either.

Her strategy, if she can find teammates that are okay with it, will be to snag headbands from lower-ranked teams and aim for, at best, second place. That’s a safer bet and while it won’t necessarily put her in the spotlight, it should guarantee her advancement to the third bracket.

“That’s right,” Midnight says, licking her lips. “It’s survival of the fittest, with a chance for those on the bottom to overthrow the top!”

Kemuri eyes the crowds. If they weren’t rabid before, they are now.

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Midnight explains the rest of the rules. They’re easy enough to understand: the battle itself will last fifteen minutes, each team will have a headband that shows the point totals, and stolen headbands have to be worn by the “jockey” from the neck up, and best of all, losing your headband doesn’t knock you out of the game. However, making a team fall on purpose does get you disqualified.

And, of course, quirk use is allowed.

“You have fifteen minutes to make your teams! I recommend that you get started!” Midnight calls.

Kemuri turns to her friends, already noting that there’s one too many of them to make a team all their own. “So…” she starts. “What’s the plan? Do you guys want to team up…or?”

“Obviously, I’m going to go after Midoriya,” Hagakure says. “His headband means an instant win! Also…” Hagakure’s attention darts around. “I want to be a rider, preferably getting carried around by a bunch of boys.”

“Someone has their priorities in line,” Ojiro says with a tiny smirk.

“Let me dream, Ojiro!”

Kemuri purses her lips. By the sound of it, Hagakure won’t like Kemuri’s strategy, so maybe it’s best if they don’t team up.

“I’m sorry, but I would like to scout out the competition a little more,” Tokoyami admits. He bows his head. “I mean no disrespect to you four, but I must look at you as more than my friends. You are my opponents too.”

Although it does sting a little—having Tokoyami on her team wouldn’t hurt—Kemuri nods. “N-No, of course. You do you, Tokoyami.”

“I wish you the best of luck. I hope to see you in the finals,” Tokoyami says. With one more bow, he turns and walks away.

For a second, the remaining four just look at each other. Then, Shoji’s shoulders sag a little and he shuts his eyes.

“I’m sorry to say this, but…I would also like to branch out,” he says. Kemuri’s heart sinks even further. “If all else fails, then we can team up, but first I want to take a look around. Maybe try to team up with Bakugo.”

“Oh, I wanted to try teaming with Bakugo too! He’s so strong, and I bet he’s got a really good plan for winning!” Hagakure agrees.

Kemuri has to stop herself from gasping and clutching her chest. Bakugo? Above her? It’s not surprising when she thinks about it, but still…yikes.

“Besides, I don’t think my quirk would be used well if any of us teamed up,” Shoji adds, a little more sheepish as he rubs the back of his neck. “I want those ten million points too.”

He has a point, although Kemuri hates to admit it. She isn’t sure how she’d make her quirk work with anyone in this situation, and while Shoji could potentially use his quirk to navigate through her fog, she can see where his concern comes from.

“I’m sorry, Kemuri,” Shoji repeats, noting the crestfallen look on her face. “It’s nothing personal.”

“No…I get it,” Kemuri sighs. “It’s no big deal.”

“Okay, so…” Hagakure starts. “I guess we should all go and look for other people?”

“Yeah,” Shoji says.

Their departure is rather awkward, although Hagakure is quick to join the crowd of people swarming around Bakugo and within a few seconds, Mineta is racing up to Shoji, nearly in tears. Kemuri and Ojiro are left behind.

“Ojiro?” Kemuri asks, turning to him. “I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I want to avoid Midoriya and that headband as much as possible.”

Ojiro smiles. “No, I agree. If we lay low and knock out the smaller teams, we have a good chance of making it,” he says.

Okay, her mood is back up in the positives. She nods a few times, starting to smile. “Yeah! I’ve been thinking,” she says, motioning between them, “that you and I would work well as the right and left horses. We’d just need a rider and one more person for the front.”

“So you and I can do defence,” Ojiro says, stroking his chin. “That could work. We’d just need someone with a long-range quirk to take the front, and possibly the same for the rider.”

“Seems like you two have a good plan in mind,” says a voice behind them.

Kemuri and Ojiro whirl around to find the purple-haired guy from General Studies standing there, a lazy smile on his face. He rubs the back of his neck and glances off to the side, nonchalant.

“Hey, uh, no hard feelings about that declaration of war, right?” he asks.

Ojiro narrows his eyes a little while Kemuri dons a smile. “Uh, no,” she says, shaking her head. “No hard feelings. Heh…”

His violet eyes wander back to them, that smile getting a little bigger. “Good,” he says. “Look, I couldn’t help but overhear that you’re looking for a rider and a front-man. Maybe you’d like to join my team?”

He jabs his thumb over his shoulder to where Aoyama is standing alone. He isn’t buckled over in pain anymore, but the blank, vacant stare on his face is a little unnerving. It isn’t like the sparkly, flamboyant Aoyama that Kemuri has gotten used to.

“Maybe,” Ojiro says.

“Is Aoyama the front?” Kemuri asks. “His navel laser could be good for that.”

The boy shrugs. “If that works best. You two seem like you fly under the radar, which…” He chuckles a little. “Works well for my plan. I just want to lay low and snag some headbands when the other teams aren’t looking. Shock everyone, get them excited. You get it?”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah! That’s…that’s actually exactly what I had in mind. I’ll join you,” she says. She extends her hand to him. “I’m Kemuri Shimakage.”

He takes her hand and shakes. “Hitoshi Shinso.” He looks at Ojiro. “Are you coming?”

Ojiro’s eyebrows furrow and he purses his lips in thought. “I don’t know…”

Kemuri frowns a little. “Ojiro? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, I…I think. I’m just…unsure.”

Before Kemuri can respond, Shinso pats her shoulder. “Hey, I’ll talk to him,” he says. “Why don’t you go and join, uh…Aoyama?”

Kemuri hesitates, but nods. “Okay…sure.”

She wanders over to Aoyama, settling at his side and folding her arms behind her back. Shinso goes closer to Ojiro, tucking his hands into his pockets, and Ojiro’s tail lashes. Kemuri turns her head enough to look at Aoyama.

“So…how’s your stomach?” she asks. She’s never really talked to him, she realizes. She’s just witnessed him from afar.

Aoyama hardly glances at her. He just keeps staring at Shinso and Ojiro. Sensing the awkwardness, Kemuri focuses her attention on the other teams. Hagakure has teamed up with Sato, Jiro, and Koda, from the looks of it and—wow, she’s taking off her shirt. Kemuri assumes there’s a strategy behind the decision.

She also notices Tokoyami talking to Midoriya, Uraraka, and the support course girl that Kemuri saw in Power Loader’s office: Mei Hatsume. Honestly, major kudos to Tokoyami for having the balls to team up with Midoriya. That’s a risk Kemuri just wasn’t willing to take. Although, she’s a little shocked that Iida isn’t with Midoriya and Uraraka. The three of them are a pretty dynamic trio.

Then, Kemuri sees Iida standing with Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, and Kaminari and things seem a little clearer. Todoroki is a better offensive choice. Kemuri idly wonders what could've been if she had snuck in and snagged Kaminari’s spot. It’d be the rich kid quartet, reunited! But, alas, it is not meant to be.

She searches for Shoji next, remembering him getting chased down by Mineta, and finds both boys standing with Tsuyu and Nishimura. Tsuyu and Mineta are actually good choices for him, she notes. Mineta is so small that carrying him is a cinch and Tsuyu has some wicked offensive ability. Nishimura is the sore thumb, but she’s sure that they’ll find a way to use those blades of his. With that thought in mind, she does some quick math as she finds their scores on the leaderboard, eyebrows arching. That team is worth 500 points. That’s a headband she could go for.

“Hey, sorry, that took a while,” Shinso says as he returns. Ojiro walks behind him, his gaze just as vacant as Aoyama’s.

Kemuri frowns. “Uh…yeah, no problem.” She waves her hand. “Ojiro, are you okay?”

“He’s fine,” Shinso answers. “He was just concerned about my strategy, but I convinced him.” He smiles at Ojiro. “Right? Go ahead and tell her.”

Ojiro nods, stiff, like a robot. “Yeah. His plan will work fine,” he states. His lip twitches at the side. “Don’t worry, Shimakage.”

Kemuri gets goosebumps all over her body and she reaches up to rub her arms. “Uh…”

Shinso steps between her and her friend, towering over her, and her words die in her throat. “Is everything alright? You’re not backing out, are you?” When she still can’t get herself to speak, Shinso’s eyes narrow a little. “I could really use your help. Your quirk is great for sneaking around, and that’s just what I need.”

She opens her mouth but still doesn’t say anything. God, he’s actually kind of intimidating. She feels bad for being so rude, just staring at him like a deer in headlights, but she just…can’t get herself to talk.

“What, cat got your tongue?” he asks, teasing a little. She shakes her head, swallowing hard, and he lets out a rush of air from his nostrils. “Just, tell me, are you backing out?”

She shakes her head. Even with the creepy way her classmates are acting, if she backs out now, finding another team will be nearly impossible. What’s more, she would feel too guilty for just abandoning him. He’s the only General Studies student left in the festival now and, if his earlier declaration to class 1-A says anything, it’s that he wants to win too.

Why not help him so that they both get the chance that they want so bad?

Shinso seems to relax. “Okay, good,” he says. His tone is a little strained and he turns, giving his shoulders a shake. “How about you stick to my left? Does that sound good?”

“Y-Yeah, okay,” she squeaks.

They wait in silence as the teams are put together and headbands are handed out. Shinso puts on their 365 point headband, still looking pretty proud of himself. Kemuri bites her lip. She remembers what Aizawa told her after their first battle training, something about not being afraid to mention weaknesses to potential teammates.

“Actually…uh, one thing,” she starts. “My peripheral vision is…nonexistent, so I won’t be able to see people coming at us from this side. Ojiro would be better at that.” Shinso arches an eyebrow. “I…just thought you should know that.”

Shinso glances around the stadium. “Okay, then you should take the right wing of the formation. I want to stay close to the outskirts, keep a close eye on the other teams, so you’ll have some defence on your side thanks to the walls.”

She sighs with relief. “Yeah, that sounds good.” She looks around at the other teams, adding in, “Also, I think our best bet is to aim for Shoji’s team. They have 500 points.”

“Which one is Shoji?”

“The tall guy with six arms.”

Shinso finds the group and his smile lifts. “Noted, but you don’t need to worry. I’ve got this.”

She frowns a little. “You mean…we’ve got this?”

He shrugs. “Sure.”

Kemuri goes back to being quiet, the tension starting to suffocate her. She just wants this game to start.

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When the timer goes off to end the fifteen minutes, Midnight starts stretching her arms across her chest. “Oh, goodie, it’s time to get this party started!” she croons.

“Hey, hey, hey, look alive!” Present Mic says. “After fifteen minutes to pick teammates and talk strategy, twelve calvary teams are ready to go head-to-head!”

“I see some unexpected student combinations,” Aizawa says.

“Come on! Everyone, get your hands in the air! It’s time for the U.A Battle Royale! LEMME HEAR YA SCREEEEAAAAAM!”

The teams are spread around the packed dirt field that takes up most of the arena floor. Kemuri watches the other teams while Shinso lounges on the seat she’s created with Aoyama and Ojiro. Her heart is pounding and she hopes that her sweaty palms aren’t bothering Aoyama too much.

“Okay, all you first years, I hope you’re happy with your chosen teams!” Present Mic calls. “Alright, let’s get this party started! One final countdown before the game starts! Three…two…ONE!”

“BEGIN!” Midnight shouts.

As predicted, everyone rushes at Midoriya. Shinso smirks, stretching his arms to the sky before letting out a long breath.

“Well, let’s go,” he says.

Ojiro, Aoyama, and Kemuri start forward. It quickly becomes clear that avoiding everyone won’t be possible, but they can do their best. Kemuri focuses on keeping up with Aoyama and Ojiro, watching her feet and occasionally adjusting herself when she hears Shinso telling them to. Nothing super exciting happens to their team, just lots of running away, save for a brief run-in with Team Kendo.

Note to self, Kemuri thinks. It’s hard to defend against a girl with gigantic hands.

As Kendo and her team races away, headband in their possession, Kemuri grits her teeth.

“Don’t worry,” Shinso says before she can voice her concern. “We’ve got time. Just trust me.”

He must be working out a strategy as he goes. If Kemuri was in charge, she’d suggest keeping an eye out for whoever has a solid point total, then swoop in and snatch it right before time runs out. With the way things are looking, that may be just what he’s thinking too.

By the time the seven-minute mark comes around, half the teams are stuck at zero points, and only two of the Class 1-A teams still have their headbands. Otherwise, class 1-B is dominating the charts.

Something’s going on on the other side of the arena, and from what Kemuri can make out, Todoroki’s team is making a move against Midoriya. There’s static in the air that she decides must be Kaminari’s doing and half the contestants have been frozen to the ground. Kemuri can make out Shoji struggling to get his feet out of the ice while Nishimura does his best to chip away at it with a bladed foot. Tsuyu and Mineta mourn the loss of their headband. Hagakure and her team are in the same position.

Kemuri searches the rest of the arena. Bakugo’s team seems to be going after a blond guy from class 1-B—Kemuri thinks his name is Monoma, if she remembers the leaderboard correctly. The people who aren’t frozen are going after one another, and no one is paying attention to Team Shinso as time starts to tick further and further away. The audience and the cameras are locked on Team Monoma versus Team Bakugo or the fight between Team Midoriya and Team Todoroki.

Their chance is coming.

“Shinso, whose headband are we taking?” she asks.

“Testutetsu,” Shinso replies. “They’ve been snagging headbands the entire game. Knocking them down will really get everyone’s attention.” He grins and points to the team of class 1-B students. “After them.”

As they break into a sprint, Kemuri is only faintly aware of Present Mic shouting and the blaring of horns announcing the oncoming end of the match. They’re down to seconds. If this doesn’t work, then her trust in Shinso will have been useless.

“Shimakage, use your quirk to blind everyone around us,” Shinso says as they get closer. “Then, we’ll get in close and I’ll snag the headband.”

Kemuri starts to nod, but hesitates. Dread fills her. After the first event, she didn’t get the chance to drink a lot of water and she used her quirk quite a bit during the obstacle race. Depending on the scale Shinso wants, she may not have enough to get the job done.

“Shimakage! What are you waiting for?” Shinso demands.

“I…I don’t think I should,” Kemuri admits. “My quirk requires water and I didn’t drink enough before going into this! It could be dangerous!”

Shinso grits his teeth as his constant relaxed smile disappears. “What? And you didn’t tell me until now?” he demands, his fists starting to tremble.

“I’m sorry, it slipped my mind!” His rage doesn’t fade and, in a desperate attempt to keep things positive, she says, “We can still make it. We’re almost there!”

“No, we have to use your quirk! Those guys are too good at defence. I won’t be able to get the points if they can see us coming.”

“B-But—”

“I don’t care, just do it! Unless you want to lose this thing!”

She swallows hard. “I don’t, b-but—”

And just like that, everything goes black.

When she wakes up a few seconds later, the cavalry battle is over and the entire arena is covered in fog. Shinso is panting and he has two headbands clutched in his shaking hands. Ojiro is blinking rapidly, looking around in confusion, while Aoyama clutches his stomach as his face goes pale.

“Woah, calm down, everyone!” Present Mic shouts. “We’ll figure out the final standings once this fog clears up! What an interesting final move from Shimakage! Wish I could see what’s going on though.”

Kemuri’s ears are ringing. Her vision is swimming in and out of focus and her mouth feels dry. Her heart is pounding way too fast. Her body is suddenly too heavy for her to support and she feels hot. Oh no. Oh no. This isn’t right. She doesn’t get overheated this easily. Her quirk should be cooling her down.

“See, was that so—“ Shinso stops, noticing her instability, and his expression slackens. “Shimakage?”

Her eyes roll back in her head and she collapses, dropping Shinso in the process as their team literally falls apart. She hears Ojiro shouting her name and he appears above her as the edges of her vision start to get even darker than they already are. Her breathing grows more and more shallow.

“Kemuri? Kemuri, what happened?” Ojiro looks up at somewhere she can’t see, desperation rising. There’s a flash of recognition. “Someone get Recovery Girl!” His hands cup her face. “Kemuri, hey! H-Hey! It’s gonna be okay, you hear me?”

“Damn it,” Shinso mutters, getting to his feet. He digs his fingers into his hair, stamping his foot against the dirt. “Damn it, damn it, DAMN IT!”

Kemuri tries to speak, tries to ask what’s happening, but she doesn’t have the strength. Her eyes slide shut and all too soon, everything is black again.

Chapter 43: From Bad to Worse

Summary:

The Calvary Battle didn't go the way Kemuri planned, leaving her to piece together exactly what happened.

Chapter Text

When Kemuri wakes up, her mouth feels like sandpaper, her muscles are cramping, and there’s something cool on her forehead. She peels her eyes open to find herself staring at the ceiling of Recovery Girl’s temporary nurse’s office. She has an IV in the back of her hand. The skin around it is sore, just like everything else.

“H-Huh?” she wheezes. She starts to sit up, far too fast, and it forces her into a round of dry, hacking coughs.

“Hey, dearie, just calm down,” Recovery Girl’s sweet voice reaches her, a hand resting on her shoulder.

A cup of water appears just above her line of sight and Kemuri takes it, gulping it down desperately. Before she chugs too much, Recovery Girl pulls it away.

“Slow down, don’t want to rehydrate too quickly,” she says, lowering Kemuri back onto the pillows.

“What…what happened?” Kemuri asks. Her head is still pounding and no matter how hard she tries, she can’t remember what happened after Shinso demanded that she use her quirk.

“Well, you overused your quirk, for one,” Recovery Girl says. Kemuri turns her head enough to see the old woman, seated in a swivel chair at her bedside. “You covered the entire arena in fog, then collapsed.”

“Is there a…a way to watch the last part of the battle? I…I don’t understand what happened. I would never—”

She chokes on her words, eyes stinging with tears although none come out. If there’s anything that she monitors with her life, it’s her intake and outtake of water when using her quirk. The last time she went overboard was when she was just a child, still trying to figure out how to regulate everything.

Her grandfather is going to be so upset with her.

Recovery Girl purses her lips but nevertheless grabs a remote control and switches on the nearest TV. She has the Sports Festival recording, allowing her to rewind. Kemuri watches as her team races towards Tetsutetu’s team, watches as she starts talking to Shinso, and then…

There it is. Her expression goes blank and within seconds, fog seems to explode from all over her body and it doesn’t stop. Her stomach floods with ice and she feels like screaming. “No!” she wants to shout at the person on the screen, the girl that looks like her but isn’t acting like her. “No! Stop! You’re using too much!”

She watches as Shinso takes the headbands from Tetsutetu and just like that, the Kemuri on the screen returns to normal. She falls, Ojiro calls for help, and Present Mic tries to commentate the audience into calming down. The fog is already fading away, too thin to stick around for long.

“Don’t worry, folks, everything is under control! Just a little hiccup!”

Kemuri can’t look away. Her entire body sags with embarrassment as she watches herself getting carted away, and…oh god, someone please tell her that she didn’t actually start puking all over herself on live television. Please tell her that that’s just a really sick joke.

She looks down at herself and, sure enough, her uniform top is missing, leaving her in just the red tank top she wears underneath it. The shirt must be getting cleaned.

Her eyes start to itch and burn again as Recovery Girl shuts off the TV. For a few seconds, they don’t say anything.

“I…I have to go,” Kemuri starts, trying to get out of bed.

Recovery Girl holds her hands up as her expression turns stern. “No, you do not. Your only job is to stay here and rest!” she scolds. She reaches up to fix the cool cloth on Kemuri’s forehead. “You lost a lot of fluid with that final move.”

“I’ll…I’ll just drink a lot of water. I’ll be fine!”

“What, and send yourself into shock?” Recovery Girl demands. “You have to rehydrate slowly if you’re going to recover. I can’t even use my quirk to speed the process along.”

Kemuri sinks back onto the bed, squeezing her eyes shut. Recovery Girl watches her for a moment before heaving a long-suffering sigh.

“I shouldn’t have to remind you of how dangerous it is to overuse your quirk,” she starts. Kemuri’s hands form into fists against the bedsheets. “I won’t scold you, however. Something tells me that you had no idea what you were doing.”

Kemuri wishes she could cry, just let out some really loud sobs, soak her dry, itching face in tears, but she can’t. There isn’t enough moisture in her body for that, and she’s so embarrassed that all she wants is to curl up in a ball and die.

“Some of your friends stopped by,” Recovery Girl adds, trying to lighten the mood. “You were still asleep, but they were very concerned.”

Kemuri does her best to smile, but her lip just barely twitches. She stares at the blank TV screen for a second before asking, “What were the final standings?”

Recovery Girl sighs. “Team Todoroki took first place, followed by Team Bakugo, then Team Shinso in third, and fourth was Team Midoriya.”

Hope bubbles in her chest. “My team qualified? Oh my word…” She exhales. “That’s good…really good.”

There’s a knock at the door and both the student and teacher turn towards it. Ojiro stands at the entrance, a tray of food in one hand. Kemuri perks up a little and Recovery Girl smiles, pushing her chair back to her desk.

“Hey,” Ojiro says, heading into the room. He gives the tray a little shake. “I got you some food.”

“Thank you,” Kemuri says. He puts the tray on the side table before settling down in the extra seat beside the bed. Kemuri looks to the door. “The…the others?”

“They’re caught up in the cafeteria lines,” Ojiro admits. “I got there early because I left with you after…”

“Oh…”

He folds his hands on top of the bed, his fists just about touching her blanketed legs. “Kemuri…do you remember anything about the Calvary Battle?”

Her eyebrows knit together. “What? Yeah, of course. I remember everything except for the moment before I covered the arena in fog.” Ojiro’s expression hardens and she adds on a tentative, “Why?”

“That guy, Shinso…I think his quirk involves some kind of mind control,” Ojiro says. She gapes a little and he meets her eyes. “After he told you to go wait with Aoyama, he asked if I would reconsider. When I responded, everything went black. I...I only woke up after you fell.”

“Seriously?” Her shoulders sag. “That’s why you were acting so weird. You…” She tries to laugh. “You called me Shimakage.”

He almost laughs too, but it fades fast. “Yeah. Either way, I think he controlled both me and Aoyama. I think his quirk gets triggered when you respond to him.”

Kemuri feels a shudder roll through her and she thinks of right before the battle began, when Shinso was starting to get angry at her for questioning what was wrong with Ojiro. She didn’t know anything about his quirk. It was just her stupid shyness that kept her from responding to him.

Did he try to control her then, too? Did she only avoid it by chance?

“I wanted to be a part of his team,” she whispers. “I…I trusted him. I thought he deserved a chance to win too and…and I tried to work with him.” She purses her lips together, hard. “A-Am…am I just a bad teammate? Why…w-why wouldn’t he trust me in return? D-Did I do something wrong?”

Ojiro reaches over and takes her hand as a weak sob leaves her. He starts to say something when Midnight’s voice sounds from the door.

“Knock, knock,” she sing-songs. She walks in, smiling gently at Kemuri. “How are you feeling, dear?”

“I’ve…been better,” Kemuri admits, doing her best to return the smile.

“Well, I’m glad to see that you’re awake. You gave us quite the scare,” Midnight says. She turns to the old woman. “Recovery Girl, will she be ready by the time the next event starts? After all, she is one of the finalists.”

Kemuri starts to smile, but Recovery Girl is already shaking her head. “She is in no condition to compete and there’s no way she’ll be ready in time. She has to keep that IV in for at least a few hours and rest while her body recovers.”

Kemuri’s little ball of hope deflates, then crumbles to dust. She looks at Ojiro, as if begging with him to tell her that her ears aren’t working right. Recovery Girl can’t be saying what she thinks she’s saying.

“She has to forfeit,” Recovery Girl sighs.

“No,” Kemuri squeaks. She starts to move out of the bed again, desperate, and the cloth on her forehead falls onto the blankets. “No, no, no, you don’t understand. I have to compete. You have to let me!” she begs.

Ojiro’s grip tightens on her hand as he gets up. “Hey, careful,” he murmurs, his free hand reaching to her shoulder. “Don’t strain yourself.”

“P-Please, Recovery Girl, just…just find a way. I have to compete,” she repeats as her chest constricts painfully. “I’ve…I’ve worked too hard. This can’t…”

Recovery Girl’s expression is pained, but she shakes her head. “I’m sorry, my dear, but it would do nothing but harm you further. I cannot, in good conscience, allow you to compete. You will get another chance next year.”

Kemuri crumples as sobs start to leave her. There still aren’t any tears, but the noises are enough. Ojiro reaches over and pulls her into a hug, allowing her to bury her face in his shoulder as she weeps. This isn’t what she wanted. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

Midnight sighs. “Oh, darling, I’m sorry. You did put on a good show while it lasted,” she murmurs. When Kemuri can’t get herself to respond through her sniffling, she turns to Recovery Girl. “I’ll…make the announcement before the event starts.”

She leaves the room, heels clicking, and Ojiro shifts as he looks up at Recovery Girl. “There’s really nothing you can do?” he asks.

“No, I’m afraid not. My quirk is very good at healing physical wounds, but…this is beyond my abilities.”

Outside, a voice on the speaker systems says that lunch will be ending soon. Kemuri pulls away from Ojiro, her gaze falling to her lap. She takes a long, shaky breath, then looks up at him and tries to smile.

“You should go,” she says. “Don’t…don’t want to be late.” When he purses his lips, she gives him a thumbs up. “Good luck out there. I’m sure you’ll do great.”

He hesitates, but nods. “Yeah…okay.” He takes a deep breath. “I’ll let the others know that you’re awake. We’ll come and see you again later.” As he starts to turn around, he points to the tray. “And don’t forget to eat.”

“I won’t,” she replies.

He leaves, head hanging, expression conflicted. Recovery Girl retrieves the cold cloth and takes it away while Kemuri reaches for her tray of food. Ojiro got her goma dango and a strawberry Kit Kat bar to go along with her rice and tempura—the thoughtfulness of the gesture makes her feel a little better. She still feels sick to her stomach, but she makes herself eat.

“We may have to have a talk with that Shinso boy,” Recovery Girl says. “I don’t think he understands the full extent of what could have happened to you.”

The thought of seeing Shinso makes Kemuri anxious all over again. A guy who can force someone to use their quirk into extreme overuse, someone who can make someone do anything against their will…she hates to think it, but it sounds like a quirk suited for a villain.

Even as that thought crosses her mind, it feels mean. Something tells her that he’s heard that before.

She makes herself swallow a bite of rice. Recovery Girl puts the TV back on and fast-forwards through the commercials until they’re caught up. Kemuri will have to content herself with watching the next match from here.

Chapter 44: I've Got No More Tears to Cry

Summary:

The Sports Festival continues without Kemuri while she struggles to deal with her disappointment.

Chapter Text

It just feels wrong to not be with the rest of her classmates, but Kemuri doesn’t have a choice. Recovery Girl is watching her like a hawk and Kemuri would rather not push the woman’s limits. She isn’t even allowed to compete in the side games.

This isn’t how she wanted to spend her first Sports Festival.

“Before we draw lots, I have an announcement regarding Miss Shimakage,” Midnight says. Kemuri feels a little bit of comfort at the worried looks of her classmates, their eager, questioning eyes on Midnight. “Recovery Girl has deemed her unfit to continue so, unfortunately, she is withdrawing from the tournament.”

At least her classmates look disappointed for her. There are even a few cries of “what” and “no” from some of them. Hagakure lets out a huffy “lame”. Kemuri sighs and sinks further into the pillows, her heart aching. This sucks so much, she can’t stand it.

“Due to Shimakage’s withdrawal, a member from the fifth place calvary team will have to move up. So—” Midnight continues.

“Um, excuse me,” Ojiro says, raising his hand. “Sorry, but…I’m withdrawing as well.”

Kemuri’s mouth falls open and her classmates’ do the same.

“Ojiro, no way,” Midoriya says.

“This is a rare chance for you to get scouted,” Iida adds, aghast.

Ojiro lowers his hand, clenching it into a fist above his heart. “It…it just wouldn’t be right. I barely remember anything from the Calvary Battle until the very end of it. I…think it was that guy’s quirk.”

Kemuri presses her fist to her lip, her knuckle pressing into it hard enough that she can feel the ridges of her teeth. “No, don’t do it,” she whispers to the screen, to her friend. “Don’t waste this, Ojiro.”

“I know this is a great opportunity,” Ojiro continues, “and I wish I could take advantage of it, but…it all feels wrong. My conscience won’t let me.”

“Just think about this—” Midoriya starts.

“I have, okay?” Ojiro retorts, his voice gaining a sharpness that Kemuri has only heard once before. “Everyone gave their all in round two, but I was just someone’s puppet. Kemuri wasn’t, not until the end, and now she can’t even compete. She should be the one advancing, not me. I don’t even know how I got here, if it was even my own strength, my…my own skill.” His fist gets even tighter. “It’s…it’s not fair.”

“You’re making way too much of this!” Hagakure insists. For some reason, she and the other girls are wearing cheerleading uniforms. “Kemuri would want you to advance! Just kill it in the finals and prove you should be here!”

“Yeah, what she said,” Mina agrees. “I didn’t do much in the battle either.”

Ojiro covers his face with his hand, his voice starting to shake. “That’s not it. I’m talking about my pride here. I refuse to give that up. I want to earn my place, not just have it handed to me.” He sounds like he’s on the edge of tears.

“Ojiro…” Hagakure whispers, reaching out to touch his shoulder.

“Hagakure, you didn’t see Kemuri’s face. She’s…she’s devastated.” He looks up at his friend, pausing to scrub a tear from his cheek. “How can I look her in the eye knowing that I stole the spot she earned? I can’t do that. I just can’t.”

“Aw, dude…this is so manly,” Kirishima says through his own tears.

After a second, Ojiro’s cheeks turn pink as he looks away from Hagakure. “Also…why are you and the other girls wearing cheerleading outfits?”

Hagakure giggles sheepishly while the rest of the girls flush. Kirishima wipes his eyes and sniffles a few times.

“Well now, this is another weird, but heart-warming turn of events,” Present Mic says. “Nothing like friends being concerned for their friends, right?”

“We’ll have to see what Midnight thinks of this,” Aizawa adds. “She’s the one in charge.”

Midnight watches Ojiro for a moment before extending her whip. “This kind of talk is incredibly naïve, my boy, but your dedication to your friend…” She grins. “I like it. Mashirao Ojiro, you are disqualified!”

Aoyama reaches over and grasps Ojiro’s shoulder. “Don’t worry…I’ll win it for you.”

“Now, let’s see,” Midnight says. “We’ll need two contestants from the fifth place team to replace Ojiro and Shimakage. Team Kendo?”

Kendo purses her lips. “We were frozen most of the time. Honestly, we barely did anything in the Calvary Battle,” she says. “Isn’t that right? Girls?” The other three girls from her team nod. “You should pick from the team that kept fighting the whole time, Team Tetsutetsu.”

“Kendo…” Tetsutetsu says.

“I’m not doing this as a favour. It’s just fair,” Kendo says with a shrug and a smile.

“Seriously, you guys…” Tetsutetsu stammers. He squeezes his eyes shut. “Thank you!”

After a brief huddle, it’s decided that Tetsutetsu and Shiozaki will advance to the final. With that out of the way, Midnight brings everyone forward to draw their lots. Kemuri tilts her head back towards the ceiling, flexing her fingers a bit to try and work out the stiffness the IV is giving her.

“Don’t be afraid to have a nap, dear,” Recovery Girl reminds her. “You need it.”

Kemuri nods. “Do you think I’ll be able to watch the matches in person? You’ll need this bed for when Midoriya is done with his fight.”

Recovery Girl snorts a little. “Oh, you yank my chain,” she huffs, earning a tiny, pleased grin from Kemuri. “That boy is so…so…” She dissolves into angry muttering, then composes herself. “My concern is you right now. If your lightheadedness is gone and your temperature has dropped by the time the matches start, then I see no problem with you going out to watch. You’ll just have to take the IV with you.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

On the TV, the side games begin and Kemuri shuts her eyes. She is tired, however badly she wishes that weren’t the case. Maybe a nap would be nice. Then, she can wake up feeling refreshed so she can go and support her classmates.

“Hey.”

Her eyes snap open and her entire body seizes up. Shinso stands at the door, rubbing the back of his neck again. Recovery Girl slides off her chair and hobbles over to him.

“I hope you’re here to apologize, young man,” she says. “Or at least explain yourself.”

“I am,” Shinso retorts. “Can I come in?”

Recovery Girl moves aside, allowing Shinso past, and Kemuri finds herself gripping the blankets at her sides as he approaches. Shinso stops at a safe distance next to the bed, hands in his pockets, lips pursed. He doesn’t look her in the eyes.

“So…how are you feeling?” he asks.

Kemuri doesn’t say anything. She just stares at him, her skin crawling. She doesn’t think she’s ever felt this angry at someone in her life. She tends to resort to frustration and sadness first, then anger, but Shinso…Shinso is the boy who inadvertently caused her to puke all over herself on national television and, in a way, cost her her advancement in the tournament.

Shinso sighs. “I’m not going to control you if you talk to me,” he says.

She swallows, dragging her tongue across her still-dry lips before she speaks. “Why?” she asks. “I…I chose to trust you, and…and you couldn’t do the same for me?”

He lets out another sigh. “I didn’t mean to use my quirk on you. Your…willingness was appreciated. That doesn’t happen a lot, if you can believe it.”

His dry sarcasm would almost be amusing if it weren’t for the circumstances. When she says nothing, watching him with expectant eyes, he shrugs.

“I needed to get into the final round. I’ve got something to prove,” he says. “I need people to see what I’m capable of, even with a villainous quirk.” His nose wrinkles a little, teeth gritting. “So, when I thought my plan was falling through, that my hard work was going to go to waste, I got angry and I took it out on you.”

Kemuri, again, doesn’t respond for a second. She finds herself pausing more often, afraid of what she might say if she doesn’t think over her words. “I wanted to prove myself too, you know?” she asks. “I’ve got…someone who expects a lot from me. This festival was supposed to be my moment to prove him wrong.”

He scoffs a little. “Yeah, but you’re in the Hero Course. You have a quirk that sells. You don’t know what it’s like for someone like me, someone who’s treated like they’re weak or evil, like their quirk is useless for anything heroic. You can’t possibly understand.”

She’s smacked with another round of rage, but this time it’s mingling with pity. They aren’t so different. If only he wasn’t so harsh about it, if he wasn’t so…well, maybe whiny is mean. She wishes he wouldn’t put himself down so much.

“I…I do, actually,” Kemuri admits, hoping that by some miracle, she can get through to him. “I mean, yeah…my quirk is more physical than yours, but it took a lot to make it work for me. That’s the only reason I’m even slightly capable of…whatever it is that I do. As for being told you’re weak, I—”

He rolls his eyes. “You don’t need to preach at me,” he says. “I know your family. Your grandpa’s rich, your mom is famous, and you’re just another legacy kid with a decent quirk. Spare me the pity act.”

She grits her teeth. “I’m not pitying you. I’m trying to…I…I don’t know, connect,” she retorts. “This doesn’t sound like an apology anymore.”

“Fine, I’m sorry. There. Happy?”

Again, she has to take a few deep breaths, or she will throw hands with this guy in the middle of a nurse’s office. He may be taller than her, but she’s thinking that she’s got some strength on him. She’s grappled Todoroki to the ground. She can take him.

A second later, she shakes those thoughts from her head. No, Kemuri, you are not a violent person, she tells herself. He’s obviously got some issues regarding his quirk. Don’t let him get to you.

“Our team was…actually kind of great,” Kemuri says, changing the subject. “We almost did it, but now…that’s all ruined.” His expression twists a little at the sound of “we” and she has to swallow back a growing lump in her throat. “Ojiro isn’t even competing anymore and…and it isn’t fair that you took that experience from him, and from me.”

Shinso bristles a little. “Hey, it was his own choice to forfeit instead of taking the opportunity I gave him. He didn’t get hurt like you did. If that monkey didn’t care so much about his pride—”

“Hey,” she utters, sitting up straighter as her eyes narrow. “No. You don’t get to talk about my friend that way.”

It’s scary, talking back to him, but she made a promise. She promised that she would be brave and stand up for her friends. Shinso closes his mouth, jaw clenched, tired eyes narrowed with annoyance.

She tries to speak, but her heart is pounding and she feels ready to break. She wants to snap at Shinso, ask him whose fault it is that she’s in this bed instead of out there enjoying the festival. She wants to be able to forgive him, but no words come out. He doesn’t even seem sorry.

Instead, she says, “You should leave.” It comes out weak and squeaky, but it’s got enough warning in it to get her point across.

“What?”

“Leave,” she repeats, a little more forceful. “You said your piece, now leave me alone.”

He opens his mouth, then closes it, and from behind him, Kemuri can see Recovery Girl watching them closely. If he starts to talk again, Kemuri is seriously considering throwing a pillow at him. He doesn’t get to do this. He doesn’t get to walk in here and preach to her about what she does and doesn’t know. He doesn’t get to insult her friend.

He turns and leaves, shutting the door behind him with a little too much force. All of her energy leaves her and she slumps back on the bed, her body quivering.

It’d be so easy to blame him. It’d be so easy to just say that she got mind-controlled and that that was the only reason she got hurt, but the little voice in her head is arguing against that.

It tells her that, if she had just been a good teammate and listened to Shinso the first time he told her to use her quirk, then she could have kept her free will. It tells her that, if she wasn’t so afraid, if she wasn’t so weak, she would still be enjoying the Sports Festival. It tells her that she was a fool for ignoring her gut feeling, that if she had just talked to Ojiro and gotten him onto Shinso’s team without the mind control, then he wouldn’t be so guilt-ridden right now. It tells her that she’s a crybaby, that she over-reacted to Shinso’s words, and that all the anger and frustration she’s feeling should be directed at herself.

At the end of the day, she’s the one in the hospital bed, and she’s the one who wasn’t strong enough to pass the second stage of the festival.

When the door reopens yet again to reveal Hagakure, Tokoyami, and Shoji, Kemuri can’t even get a word out before her throat tightens and she feels the tears starting up. Crying won’t help her dehydration, she tells herself. She just got some liquid back, she can’t just go around spilling it again.

“Kemuri, oh my gosh, you’re alive!” Hagakure beams, racing over to her. Shoji and Tokoyami follow. She climbs onto Kemuri’s bed, reaching for her hand after setting her pom-poms aside. “How are you feeling? Do you need anything? We were so worried, you have no idea!”

Kemuri opens her mouth, she makes a soft squeaking noise, and then tears start rolling down her face as she lapses back into sorrow. Hagakure gasps and crawls over to her side, wrapping her in a hug as she starts petting her hair.

“Aw, Kemmy,” she murmurs. “I’m so sorry. Maybe if I had teamed up with you, then…”

Kemuri shakes her head. The last thing she needs is for her friends to start thinking that this is their fault, that they could have changed something. The bed shifts as Shoji settles on her other side, reaching out to take her free hand in his, careful about the IV, while Tokoyami just takes the chair next to the bed.

“Aren’t…” Kemuri hiccups a little and accepts a tissue from Tokoyami, wiping her nose and cheeks. “Aren’t you guys g-going to do those...those side games? And…Tokoyami, you…you have a match to get ready for…”

She feels Hagakure’s hair brush her cheek as she shakes her head. “I don’t want to play those games if my best friend isn’t there to have fun with me,” she says.

Shoji nods and the pressure on her hand increases for a second. “We were too worried about you, anyway.”

Tokoyami perches his chin on his folded hands. “I will have time to rest and meditate before my fight begins,” he states. “For now, I want to spend some time with you. After all…” He smiles a little. “I think the Sports Festival should be spent with friends and I don’t want you to miss out.”

Kemuri’s wobbly, teary smile disappears back into her tissue as she blows her nose. “I don’t deserve you guys,” she sniffles.

Shoji leans down enough to brush his cheek against the top of her head and Kemuri finds herself leaning against him, closing her eyes. “Yeah, you do,” he retorts softly. Hagakure’s hug gets a little tighter.

Chapter 45: Lots of Rest for the Dehydrated

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Kemuri’s friends watch the replays of the Calvary Battle with her, focusing on the teams that they didn’t see during the event, and they discuss what they think the next event is going to look like. Before too long, exhaustion starts to take hold of Kemuri and Recovery Girl steps in. She ushers Hagakure, Shoji, and Tokoyami to the door, insisting that Kemuri needs rest if she’s going to get better.

“It’s okay, guys,” Kemuri says. “Just go play some of those side games, okay? It looks like they’re going to do a cheerleading thing.”

Hagakure’s skirt juts out sideways and it’s easy to imagine her posing with her hands on her hips. “If I must make this body work, I will,” she sighs, dramatic as ever. Shoji laughs softly and Tokoyami gives her a thumbs up.

“Go, go, go.” Recovery Girl shoos them away. “Young Shimakage will see you later.”

“Bye, Kemuri! I love you, girl! You’re the best!” Hagakure cheers, shaking her pom-poms as she bounces in place. “Gimme a K! Gimme an E! Gimme an M-U-R-I! What does that spell?!”

“Kemuri,” Shoji says as leads Hagakure out the doors, shooting an apologetic look to Recovery Girl, then one last smile at Kemuri.

“Do not let the darkness claim your soul, Kemuri,” Tokoyami says before he too disappears. She smiles, knowing that that’s just his way of telling her to stay positive, because the edge-lord of their squad has an aesthetic to uphold.

“You have very good friends, dearie,” Recovery Girl comments as she double-checks the IV bag.

Kemuri nods. “Yeah, I…” She exhales and slumps against her pillows. “I really can’t believe that they’re mine.”

Recovery Girl arches an eyebrow, but doesn’t say anything as she starts to hum to herself.

Kemuri closes her eyes. Her phone buzzes, but she doesn’t reach to check it. What she wants is a nap. That’ll be nice. If she’s unconscious, she can’t keep thinking about everything that’s gone wrong today.

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When Kemuri wakes up again, it’s to the sound of someone grunting in pain and something rattling. Kemuri blinks a few times, a long breath leaving her as she slowly glances over at where the voices are coming from. Everything is still hazy with sleep. A curtain has been pulled around her bed.

“One of the figures had eyes just like yours, All Might,” she hears Midoriya say.

Her eyes widen a little. Did he say All Might? All Might is here? And with Midoriya, no less. He must have hurt himself during his match with Shinso, to no one’s surprise.

“Do you think…all the people who’ve used One for All in the past were there, pushing me on? Like spirits?”

Kemuri glances down at her arm, wondering whether Recovery Girl put painkillers or something into her IV. What the heck is Midoriya talking about? Spirits? One for All?

Within a split second, her stomach drops. They probably don’t know that she’s awake and, whatever’s going on, it sounds private. She slams her hands over her ears before she hears anything else, letting out a few loud coughs to get their attention.

The curtain slides open after a second and, sure enough, there’s Midoriya with bandaged fingers and wide eyes. Standing near him is a living skeleton of a man with messy blond hair and sunken, dark eyes, wearing a suit that is far too big on him.

Kemuri slowly lowers her hands from her ears as both Midoriya and the strange man stare at her. “I’m sorry, I didn’t hear anything!” she insists. “But…uh…” She looks around. “I thought All Might was here?”

“No, no, dear. All Might is busy right now,” Recovery Girl says with a smile. “Perhaps you were having a dream about him.”

Kemuri frowns a little. She was dreaming, but she isn’t sure what it was about. She nods a little, willing to accept the explanation. All Might definitely isn’t around, after all, so who is she to question it?

“Oh, okay,” she says. “I’m sorry for disrupting your…talk.”

“It’s fine. We were talking a little too loud, anyway,” Recovery Girl says. She aims pointed looks at both the man and Midoriya.

“Is it okay if I leave now?” Kemuri asks.

Recovery Girl touches her hand to Kemuri’s forehead, then shakes her head. “Not quite, dear.” She turns towards the boys. “You two should go and talk elsewhere. Midoriya, be careful with that quirk, you hear?”

“R-Right, thank you!” Midoriya says as he scrambles to his feet and does a hasty bow. “Shimakage, I hope you feel better soon!” he adds with a smile.

She returns it. “Thanks, Midoriya, and…and good luck with your next match,” she says. “If…if you advanced that is.”

He grins. “I did! Thank you!”

The scrawny guy coughs up some blood as he shuffles away, muttering to himself, and Midoriya bounces after him. Recovery Girl clicks her tongue, shaking her head, and Kemuri smiles a little.

“I bet it’ll be his arms next time,” Kemuri says. “And maybe his legs too.”

“If you weren’t in such bad shape, I would cuff you over the head,” Recovery Girl retorts. “Quirk overuse is not a joke, and that boy is the poster child for irresponsibility!” As Kemuri bites her lip hard enough to suppress a giggle, the old woman adds, “He has a good heart, but so help me…” Another huff. “You had better not become a regular, dearie.”

Kemuri swallows back a giggle. “Right. Sorry, ma’am.”

Recovery Girl hands her the TV remote, suggests she go back to sleep, and pulls the curtain shut around her. Kemuri turns on the TV and catches up on the side games. There’s some kind of race with a giant ball that she finds entertaining. Ino and Yo, who she just now remembers didn’t make it to the Calvary Battle, are a highlight.

Once they fused, they grew to ten feet tall, stronger thanks to extra muscle and an extra set of arms. The others in the race didn’t stand a chance once they got their ball rolling, and Kemuri finds herself laughing as she watches them dominate, Mineta perched on their shoulders, cackling about their easy victory. At least they look like they had fun.

There’s also a scavenger hunt, a cheerleading demonstration (that Hagakure slays), and a soccer match that involves the use of quirks. Kemuri starts to feel sad, watching everyone else have fun, and she fast forwards through the last few games to the Shinso versus Midoriya match.

When she falls asleep again, she dreams of All Might musketeers running around chanting, “All for one and one for all!” with French accents as they swing swords at each other. Kemuri is standing on the sidelines next to Midoriya. He keeps mumbling about spirits and ghosts.

Weird.

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Her next nap is a lot longer and far more refreshing. This time, she wakes to find that her head isn’t hurting and she doesn’t feel feverish anymore. The TV is still playing and Kemuri can see Iida running around in the fighting ring, wearing some really strange contraptions. Hatsume is talking about “her lovely babies” through a headset microphone, dodging Iida’s attacks as she goes.

Kemuri has to pinch herself to make sure that she isn’t just dreaming up a really weird, Iida-centric support company infomercial, but nope. She’s awake. U.A is just a really weird place.

“Recovery Girl?” Kemuri calls.

The curtain parts yet again to reveal Recovery Girl’s smiling face. “You look better already,” she says. She hobbles over, a thermometer in hand. “You may be just about ready to go watch the matches in person.”

“Really?” Kemuri asks, eyes starting to sparkle. Rest is good, but she’s starting to feel stir-crazy. She needs to be out of this bed.

“Open up.”

Kemuri accepts the thermometer, they wait, and when Recovery Girl checks the temperature, she nods. “Good. That’s good,” she murmurs to herself. Kemuri eyes her, expectant as a puppy waiting to be adopted, and Recovery Girl laughs. “Yes, dear, you’re free to go. But!” She holds up her hand as Kemuri starts to grin. “I forbid you to use your quirk until tomorrow, at the earliest, and that IV stays in until you head home at the end of the day. Feel free to drink water, but do not guzzle it down like a camel. If you start to feel sick, get back here at once. We don’t need you collapsing again.”

Kemuri nods. “Yes, of course. Thank you,” she says with a hasty bow.

“I’d suggest catching up on the other matches before you head out. Rounds two and three went quick.”

Again, Kemuri nods. She rewinds the TV to the start of Todoroki and Sero’s match. Sero didn’t stand a chance, the poor guy, but Kemuri has to give him credit for trying. The shouts of “nice try” coming from the audience almost seem patronizing.

“Geez, Todoroki,” Kemuri mumbles to herself. “You didn’t have to send him into a new Ice Age…”

Likewise, Shiozaki and Kaminari’s match went fast. Kaminari maxed himself out within his first move, allowing the other girl to snatch him up and immobilize him. Kemuri wonders whether Shiozaki was another recommendation student. Judging by the power of her quirk, it wouldn’t be surprising.

By the time Kemuri catches up, Iida is still in the ring with Hatsume. Thinking that she’s seen enough of that already, Kemuri sits up and swings her legs off the edge of the bed, earning Recovery Girl’s attention. The old woman hands her a clean uniform shirt and double checks the IV one more time while Kemuri pulls the shirt on. She leaves it unzipped, still a little warm, and bends down to put on her shoes.

It takes her a bit of steadying once she stands up, her legs and feet tingling. Recovery Girl pushes the rolling IV pole into her hand and for a second, Kemuri almost laughs. This thing could be like a replacement stick if she needs it to be.

“Remember what I told you?” Recovery Girl reiterates. Kemuri nods. “Good. Now, go enjoy yourself, dear.”

Kemuri thanks her one last time before heading out, gripping the IV pole tight. The last thing she hears from the nurse’s office is Hatsume’s cackling laughter.

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Kemuri is almost to her class’s box when she hears Midnight announce Iida’s win. She finds herself wishing that she could congratulate him, but comforts herself with the knowledge that she will get to wish him luck before his next match. If she hurries, she can probably catch Mina and Aoyama’s fight.

By the time she reaches the box, she’s starting to feel tired again. She might be awake and alert, but man, she’s still feeling the effects of her quirk overuse. She drags her IV pole up the stairs and emerges into the stands, gripping the railing as she steadies herself.

“Hey, Shimakage returns!” Kirishima calls as he waves at her, all smiles. The others in the class turn to look at her as the redhead stands up. As he bounces up the stairs to where she is, he adds, “How are you feeling?”

“Ah, better, I guess,” she answers. She rubs the back of her neck. “I’m…still recovering though, but I…I wanted to support everyone in person.”

“That’s hardcore, dude,” Kirishima says, giving her a thumbs up. “Being supportive is super cool.” She can’t help but smile in response. “I can help you with that pole. Hagakure made a big deal about saving you a seat.”

“You bet your ass, I did!” Hagakure calls, making Kemuri turn towards her voice. She’s sitting next to Ojiro, an empty space between her and Shoji, and Tokoyami is absent—no doubt preparing for the next match. “Get over here, girl!”

“O-Okay, coming,” Kemuri says. Kirishima lifts the pole for her, grinning, and she exhales. “Thank you.”

“Anytime!”

Kemuri idly wonders whether Kirishima has a second quirk that involves softening hearts, because wow, does she ever feel mushy inside when he smiles.

He makes sure that she’s settled in with her friends before vaulting over the rows of seats into his place next to Bakugo, who snorts at him. Now, she can finally start to enjoy the Sports Festival.

Chapter 46: The 1-A Cheer Section

Summary:

Class 1-A is getting pumped up for their classmates. Nishimura shows his diplomatic side.

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Flames erupt from pillars all around the ring as Present Mic’s voice echoes through the stadium. “Let’s hope that gaudy belt serves some kind of purpose. It’s Yuga Aoyama from the Hero Course!” he hollers.

“Bonjour,” Aoyama chirps, flicking his hair as he winks.

Kemuri is a little shocked that she can hear him. The Sports Festival must have some mics set up around the ring. Hopefully, they’ll turn them off once the actual fight starts. The feedback would be awful otherwise.

Right at the front of the box, Nishimura starts to cheer. “YOU’VE GOT THIS, AOYAMA!” he hollers, cupping his hands around his mouth.

“Versus…” Present Mic continues. “Is there some kind of use for those things sticking out of her head? From the same class, Mina Ashido!”

This time, Sero stands up. “GO, ASHIDO! GO!”

Nishimura eyes Sero, a small smirk appearing on his face. “Oh, so you think you can out-cheer me? That’s my boy down there. Don’t test me,” he says.

“Challenge accepted,” Sero retorts.

“Hey, Sato! Help me cheer for Aoyama! Koda, you can, like…wave and stuff!”

As both Sato and Koda race over to join their friend and Sero recruits Kaminari and Kirishima to his cause, Hagakure starts to giggle. She nudges Kemuri and whispers, “My money’s on Mina.”

Shoji lets out a long, thoughtful hum. “It all depends on how Aoyama approaches it. If he hits her, he can win.”

From down in the ring, Mina chuckles. “This match is gonna be a piece of cake,” she says.

Aoyama flutters his eyelashes. “I do believe you’re going to be eating those words, mademoiselle.”

“Yeah, you tell her, Aoyama!” Nishimura hoots. “THAT’S MY BOY!”

“Kick his butt, Ashido!” Sero shouts.

“Wow, Nishi, you’re really dedicated,” Tsuyu comments. The boy smiles at her and she shrugs. “But, I’m still rooting for Mina.”

Nishimura feigns hurt. “Aw, Tsuyu, why’d you turn on me like that?” She lets out a few croaking giggles that are, honestly, really freaking cute.

Mineta’s voice takes centre stage. “SHOW HER NO MERCY, AOYAMA!” he cackles, bouncing in his seat. Kemuri missed the fact that he’s sitting next to Tsuyu. “ACT LIKE YOU’RE IN ONE OF THOSE VIDEO GAMES WHERE CLOTHES GET BEATEN OFF!”

Nishimura snorts out a laugh. “He’s too gay to even think of doing that, Mineta. Have some dignity.”

“Then he can do us straight guys a favour!” Mineta retorts. “COME ON, AOYAMA!”

Nishimura seems slightly put-off at the “straight guys” comment, muttering something to Sato that earns him a pat on the back and a few words of “Hey, don’t worry about it.” Koda nods repeatedly, tapping his fingertips together in silent agreement. Mineta is still foaming at the mouth.

“Pervert,” Jiro mutters as Tsuyu smacks Mineta with her tongue, knocking him onto his back.

Kemuri shakes her head. “Honestly…”

“AH-SHI-DO! AH-SHI-DO! AH-SHI-DO!” Sero, Kaminari, and Kirishima chant.

“YOU THREE NEED TO SHUT THE HELL UP!” Bakugo roars.

As the trio laughs and urges Bakugo to join them in the cheering, Midoriya is muttering about the quirks involved, flicking through his charred notebook as he goes. Kemuri smiles to herself, glad to be immersed in the emotions of the festival again. Everyone seems to be in good spirits, especially Nishimura. She’s never seen him so pumped up before.

“ALRIGGGHHTTT! Let’s get started!” Present Mic hollers. “Fifth match, BEGIN!”

At first, Aoyama keeps Mina on the ropes, forcing her to dodge his laser, but Mina is patient. She waits for the opportune time to strike, right after a particularly long burst.

She hurls a glob of acid at Aoyama’s belt, melting the shiny orb in the centre and part of his pants in the process. As the poor boy wails over the loss of his support item and struggles to pull his pants up, Mina finishes him off with an uppercut.

Most of the class flinches, letting out muttered “oof’s” as Aoyama collapses, face flushed, his pants at his knees.

“Aoyama has been knocked out, so Ashido is the winner!” Midnight declares.

The crowd goes wild and Mina starts aiming peace signs at the audience, grinning and bouncing in place. Hagakure lets out a few cheers while Kemuri and Ojiro clap politely.

“Her strength is amazing,” Ojiro murmurs.

“That’s what I was thinking,” Kemuri agrees.

Nishimura frowns, takes a deep breath, then slams his fist against the stone wall ahead of him. “You did good, dude!” he shouts. “Just walk it off! You did good!”

“Nice try, Aoyama!” Sato adds. “Nice try!”

Sero shivers. “Oh, man, I’m triggered,” he whines, making Kaminari and Kirishima howl with laughter.

Mineta sinks into his seat, a traumatized look on his face. “I got to see panties,” he whimpers, “but why were they…his?!”

“Because karma’s a bitch,” Shoji mumbles.

Kemuri chokes on her own spit and doubles over, wheezing and hacking as she tries to get her breath back through her laughter. Shoji makes sure the choking isn’t life-threatening before he crosses his arms over his chest, a pleased look lifting his eyes, while Mineta just cries, somewhat accepting his utter failure to see a female’s panties.

Aoyama gets carted off to Recovery Girl and Kemuri recovers from her amused shock, wiping her eyes a little. Nishimura, Sato, and Koda return to their seats, where Nishimura starts drinking some kind of green smoothie from an incredibly oversized cup.

“Oo, Tokoyami’s up next!” Hagakure squeals.

“And he’s up against Yaoyorozu,” Kemuri says. “This could be really interesting.”

Shoji leans forward a little, eyes narrowing. “We’ll have to see.”

While the transition happens, Kirishima stands up from his seat. “Well, guys, wish me luck,” he says to his friends, hands on his hips. “I’ve gotta go get ready.”

“Good luck, man,” Sero says.

“Show that class 1-B guy who’s who,” Kaminari adds with a grin.

“Just fuck off,” Bakugo mutters. He adds, in a barely lighter tone, “Don’t embarrass us by losing, shitty hair.”

From his spot, Nishimura perks up, eyes widening as if remembering something. He reaches down to his feet and pulls out another giant green smoothie, making Kemuri’s eyebrows lift. The ginger stands, drink in hand, and moves over to the wall to their left.

“Hey! 1-B!” he calls, arching onto his tiptoes.

Jiro leans over to Tsuyu and whispers, “What is he doing?” Tsuyu shrugs and makes another croaking noise.

From over the wall, Kendo appears. “What’s up?”

“Has Tetsutetsu left yet?”

“Nope, he’s right here.” Kendo disappears for a second as she calls, “Hey! Tetsu!”

The silver-haired boy’s head appears over the wall, eyes narrowed, teeth bared. “What? You guys want a piece of the competition?” he demands. He notices Kirishima and aims his finger. “I’m gonna crush you, you copycat!”

If Kirishima weren’t such a nice guy—if he were Bakugo— Kemuri is one hundred percent sure he would flip him the bird in return.

“Your quirk uses iron, right?” Nishimura asks, unfazed by the shouting.

Tetsutetsu’s eyebrows arch. “Yeah…”

“Cool, mine too. I’ve got an extra kale smoothie, and…” He lifts the drink a little and his cool demeanour falters into something more guarded. “I thought you might want the boost, man. This stuff really helps me out.” When the other boy keeps squinting at him, he adds, “Iron deficiency isn’t a joke, dude.”

“What?! You’re helping him and not me?!” Kirishima shouts.

“What, does your quirk need iron too?” Nishimura asks, looking over his shoulder at Kirishima. “Do you even like kale?”

Kirishima laughs, sheepish. “Uh, no…I’m more of a meat guy.”

“I’ve got some beef kebabs leftover from lunch. Take them.”

Sato tosses Kirishima a takeout container, aiming a thumbs up at Kirishima, and the redhead grins. “Okay, Nishi, we’re cool again!” he says before he races out of the stands.

Tetsutetsu is still watching Nishimura, his expression stunned, and Nishimura lifts the drink towards him. “I promise it isn’t drugged,” he says. “Only take it if you want though.”

Tetsutetsu’s bottom lip quivers. “I…wow, yeah. That’d be…great.” He takes the drink, starting to smile. “Thanks, man!”

“Hey, I don’t want Kirishima kicking your ass too easily,” Nishimura retorts.

“Oh, that’s low, man. If I wasn’t about to enjoy this drink, I’d climb over there and pound you.”

“Maybe some other time.”

Tetsutetsu disappears and the rest of class 1-A can faintly hear him talking to his classmates. Nishimura turns around, dusting off his hands to find that his classmates are staring at him. His cheeks flush.

“Uh…what?” he asks.

“That was oddly nice of you, considering this is a competition,” Ojiro says.

“And they kind of hate us,” Sero adds, making Koda nod nervously.

Nishimura purses his lips. “The dude needs iron. I get that, plus I find that food is a great way of bringing people together. Call it a diplomatic move, a gesture of peace from A to B,” he says.

“Amen, brother,” Sato says with a short nod.

“Where’d you even get that other smoothie from?” Mineta demands. He looks Nishimura over, as if searching for a hidden blender.

He shrugs and tucks his hands into his pockets. “I brought two from home. One for lunch, the other for if I moved on to the third round and needed a boost,” he says. For a second, annoyance flashes across his features. “That didn’t work out, so…yeah. Plus…” His dark eyes dart to Kemuri and he sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. “I don’t know, after Shimakage, I’d rather not see anyone else get hurt because of quirk overuse.”

Kemuri sighs. “Yeah, please…no one else get hurt.”

“We’re all looking at you, Midoriya,” Ojiro says, nudging the boy’s shoulder.

Midoriya looks up from his notebook, blinking. “What? Huh? Sorry, I was writing some stuff down about Nishimura’s quirk,” he says. The ginger’s eyes widen and Midoriya adds, “So, does eating iron-rich foods improve the hardness or the sharpness of your blades, or does it help with forming them in the first place?”

Nishimura doesn’t answer for a second, then sighs. “Well, I guess I’m not competing anyway. No secrets here,” he mutters. He wanders over to Midoriya and sits down, pointing to the diagram on his notebook. “I would say it’s more about formation, plus durability. If I don’t have enough iron in my system, I can’t use my quirk, so it’s a constant part of my diet.”

The two of them keep talking, although they lower their voices. Kemuri leans back in her seat, nudging both Hagakure and Shoji’s thighs and earning their attention.

“So, is Nishimura in a really good mood, or is that just me?” she asks.

Shoji shakes his head. “He was really down after the Calvary Battle. He didn’t like that we lost,” he says. “But then Midoriya and Shinso started their fight and he perked up.”

“Yeah, and when Sato asked him about it, he just said that he really likes watching competitions and fights,” Hagakure says. She giggles. “He’s kind of cute when he’s not all sulky, don’t you think?”

“It’s a new side of him, for sure,” Kemuri says.

For a moment, Kemuri thinks about Akiara Nishimura and his laidback smile. What did he have to do with her grandfather? Why did they talk to each other with so much tension and hidden meanings interwoven in their words? She forgot to ask her grandfather about it after it happened and felt too awkward to bring it up again in the days after.

She watches Akio for another second as the boy points to Midoriya’s notebook, which is now flipped open to a page about Tokoyami. His brown eyes are alight with curiosity despite the lack of a smile on his face. He looks innocent, so different from the fakeness and the smiling tenacity that Akiara exhibited.

Kemuri shakes her head. Now is not the time to worry about such things. Besides, it’s none of her business. Whatever it was, her grandfather handled it, and Akio seems unaware that such things went down.

“Alright, time to move on to the sixth match!” Present Mic says, pulling her back to the present. Tokoyami and Yaoyorozu approach from opposite sides of the ring. “Offence and defence in one, the dark samurai and his darker shadow…from the Hero Course, Fumikage Tokoyami!”

Kemuri joins her three friends in cheering as loud as they can, although Kemuri has to stop herself from laughing. Tokoyami must love being called a dark samurai.

“Versus…the great creator! She was admitted because of recommendations and I think we can all see why! Also from class 1-A, Momo Yaoyorozu!”

Kemuri perches her hands over her mouth in a triangle, letting out a long breath. Tokoyami has a good chance of winning thanks to Dark Shadow, but Yaoyorozu is amazing at her creation quirk. If she makes the right items, then she could pull off the win.

“Sixth match, begin!” Present Mic shouts.

Tokoyami acts first as Dark Shadow soars out of his midsection. Yaoyorozu creates a shield and throws it up just in time for Dark Shadow to ram into it. Her hand starts to glow, but Dark Shadow whirls back around and hits her shield again, knocking her off balance. He hits her twice more, the first one sending her shield flying, the second sending her skidding backwards to the very edge of the ring.

Kemuri squints. From here, she can’t tell if Yaoyorozu is out, but Tokoyami isn’t attacking anymore. She gets a sinking feeling in her gut.

Yaoyorozu straightens up, forming a pole in her hand, and Midnight’s voice calls out, “Yaoyorozu, you’re out!" As Yaoyorozu gasps and looks down, Midnight continues. "This match goes to Tokoyami!”

Tokoyami retracts Dark Shadow before bowing to his opponent. Yaoyorozu just stands there, crestfallen, and he walks away. The crowd hollers and cheers.

“Yikes! Another fast, overwhelming victory!” Present Mic says. “Is it possible that Tokoyami’s Dark Shadow is the best quirk ever? I think so!”

“Oh, man…Tokoyami is so strong,” Hagakure says. Her shoulders sag. “But, I feel bad for Yaoyorozu. It wasn’t much of a match after all.”

Kemuri nods to herself, eyebrows furrowing in sympathy. Yaoyorozu didn’t even get to show what she could do. That just…sucks. Her heart goes out to Yaoyorozu as she trudges out of the arena, head drooped.

“The seventh match-up includes two completely redundant quirks!” Present Mic continues. He truly doesn’t believe in giving people time to breathe.

Kirishima and Tetsutetsu’s pictures appear on the jumbo screen and Kemuri almost laughs out loud at how their poses are the same. Hagakure actually does.

“One of them is a passionate, manly fighter made of steel! The Hero Course’s Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu!”

“BRING IIIIIIIIT!” Tetsutetsu bellows.

“And next, a passionate, manly fighter made of rock! The Hero Course’s Eijiro Kirishima!”

“Seriously, even our intros are the same?” Kirishima asks as he clenches his fist, manly tears springing to his eyes.

“Go, Kirishima!” Sero and Kaminari holler. “Make us proud, man!”

Jiro jabs her earphone jack into Mineta’s head and shakes him awake. “Look alive,” she mutters.

“Can’t wait to see how this one ends!” Present Mic laughs. “BEGIN!”

And so began the most copy-paste, redundant fight that Kemuri has ever seen, only made exciting by the passion the two fighters bring to the ring.

Chapter 47: Blown Away by Bakugo

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By the time Kirishima and Tetsutetsu K.O. each other at the exact same time, Kemuri and the rest of her classmates are itching for some action. Unfortunately for all of them, Bakugo and Uraraka are next and no one is looking forward to what could happen.

Kemuri wishes she could be even a little bit positive, but it’s tough. Bakugo is a fierce, unrelenting opponent and Kemuri doubts that he’s going to hold back. In fact, Kemuri would be insulted if he did. Not giving your all in a fight is incredibly disrespectful to your opponent; it’s treating them like they’re weak.

Kemuri has dealt with plenty of scenarios where that’s been the case. When she was younger, her grandfather would teach martial arts classes, and a lot of those boys treated Kemuri as someone weaker than them and were very vocal about it. Sure, they had impressive quirks and thanks to her grandfather’s license, they were allowed to use them in certain exercises. Many of them were cocky.

Kemuri loved wiping those stupid grins off their faces. The smirk on her grandfather’s face only fuelled her.

Now, she hopes that Bakugo will give Uraraka the respect she deserves, but she also hopes that Uraraka will be strong enough to hold her own.

Tokoyami silently slipped into place beside Shoji during the last fight, briefly nodding to his friends and accepting fist-bumps from Shoji and Ojiro. He promptly settled in to watch the rest of the fight and even now, he isn’t being talkative. Yaoyorozu came in after him, keeping her head high despite the twinge of sorrow curving her lip.

Iida has finally come back from his match and Midoriya, who left briefly, returned with him. Todoroki and Aoyama are still absent and Kirishima is being carted off to Recovery Girl’s office at the moment, so that takes out three. Mina comes dashing into the stands just as Present Mic announces the start of the next fight, practically vaulting herself into a spot next to Jiro and Tsuyu.

Kemuri is honestly a little frustrated. She has so many classmates to congratulate and compliment and no time to do it.

“The eighth and final battle of the first round of matches. He was kind of a hot-shot in middle school, and just look at that determined face!” Present Mic says as the camera focuses in on one of Bakugo’s less than attractive expressions. “From the Hero Course, Katsuki Bakugo!”

The crowd roars. Kemuri leans forward, swallowing the nervous lump in her throat, and Hagakure starts to bounce in her seat.

“Versus, the one I’m personally rooting for,” Present Mic continues. So much for being unbiased, Kemuri thinks. “Also from class 1-A, Ochaco Uraraka!” The crowd bursts into applause yet again. “LET THE EIGHTH MATCH BEGIN!”

Midoriya and Iida are already talking a mile a minute about strategies as Uraraka bursts into a sprint towards Bakugo. Bakugo winds up, eyes narrowed, and as soon as she’s in range, he sweeps an explosion towards her that knocks her back.

“Uraraka!” Iida and Midoriya shout.

“He blasted her…” Mineta whimpers as Jiro claps a hand over her mouth.

“Looks like Bakugo isn’t planning on showing her any mercy,” Tsuyu croaks.

Kemuri exhales, leaning back in her seat, and she makes brief eye contact with Ojiro. He gets it. He’s a martial artist too, and judging by his actions before this started, his code of honour is a lot higher than Kemuri’s. He understands what this fight is.

If Bakugo holds back, it just proves that he doesn’t think Uraraka is worthy of his effort. If he fights with all his strength…that’s another story.

The ring is so crowded with smoke that Kemuri can hardly make out what’s happening. She sees a flash of blue and white burst from the smoke followed by another explosion. Uraraka appears behind Bakugo, hand extended, and Present Mic lets out a whoop of glee.

“Woah! She flew her jacket over as a decoy! What incredibly quick thinking!”

Not quick enough. Bakugo whirls around and sends her flying with another blast.

“Look at that reaction time,” Sero whistles.

“Seriously, the dude’s insane. You can’t get the drop on him,” Kaminari says.

Kemuri tries to tune her classmates out, her stomach twisting. Uraraka doesn’t back down. With every blast, she whirls right back around and races at Bakugo, full tilt, but he’s too fast. The concrete crumbles beneath his attacks and the scent of smoke permeates the air. Jiro has her eyes covered. Others just look ill.

“Looks like she’s not resting between attacks, despite being exploded,” Present Mic says, and even he sounds downcast. “The poor girl.”

Kemuri grits her teeth and leans back, her head starting to pound from all the flashes of light and from the effort of trying to see what’s happening. She stares at the sky, wondering why there are so many blotches of brown and grey, and then…

She gasps and sits up, eyes widening. Uraraka, you sneaky genius…she had a plan this whole time! Kemuri starts to tap Shoji’s arm, pointing to the sky wordlessly, and he lets out a low, impressed hum.

“Do you think Bakugo’s noticed?” he asks.

Kemuri watches as more rubble sails into the sky right after an explosion. “I hope not,” she whispers.

After a few more blasts, there’s a voice from the audience near the front row. “Hey, shouldn’t one of the teachers step in?” they shout to the ever-watchful Cementoss.

“Yeah, this is too rough!”

When the next explosion goes off, no one is cheering.

“This is shameful!” a voice from the crowd says. Kemuri can’t make out where this person is, but their voice carries. “Listen, kid, you really wanna be a hero? Then stop acting like a bully! If you’re so good, just send her out of bounds!”

God, Kemuri wishes she could find that guy and give him a stern talking to. Does he not see what’s going on? And how dare he assume Bakugo is doing this to be mean! Ojiro’s hand finds Kemuri’s and squeezes, reminding her to take a deep breath, and he nods to her as a gentle smile softens his face. She tries to stop shaking, but it’s like her muscles have been replaced with rattlesnake tails. Hagakure’s hand finds her shoulder.

“Stop toying with the girl and end this match!”

“Yeah! You heard the guy!”

Kemuri’s blood is boiling by the time the crowd starts booing. She starts to her feet, hands shaking as they clench into fists, and Ojiro’s hand moves to her wrist. Her teeth are gritted.

“Kemuri—” Ojiro warns. Her classmates turn to look at her and for a second, she notices that Nishimura’s expression is as pissed as hers. Oh yeah, she remembers, he’s a martial artist too.

“Someone has to say something,” she utters, still trembling. “Why doesn’t anyone understand? This…this is…”

“The crowds are now booing Bakugo!” Present Mic says. “And honestly, I kind of agree with what they’re—”

Present Mic is abruptly cut off, his voice spluttering out at the sound of a blow, and Aizawa’s voice booms through the stadium. “Where is the man who started this uproar?” he demands, calm but with enough ferocity that the crowds start to quiet down. “Are you a pro? Because if you’re being serious, you can go home and hang up your cape. I’d suggest looking into another career.”

If Aizawa was here right now, Kemuri would strongly consider hugging him. If anyone understands, it’s the man who taught them that anyone can win a fight, no matter their size or the strength of their quirk.

“Uh…do you know what he’s talking about?” Midoriya asks.

Nishimura turns to him. “Are you kidding me, Midoriya? You? Mr. Analytical?” His disappointment is so palpable that Kemuri can almost taste it. “Come on, man.”

“Bakugo’s fierceness is an acknowledgement of his opponent’s strength,” Aizawa continues. “He knows she deserves to have made it this far, so he’s making sure he does whatever it takes to keep her at bay and come out on top.”

“Yes,” Kemuri breathes. She has a surge of confidence and points towards the announcer’s box, fully aware that he can’t see or hear her. “Yes! That’s what I’m saying! Yes, Aizawa Sensei!”

Bakugo is still standing, but so is Uraraka. Kemuri sits down, her breaths still a little too fast, and the rest of the class slowly returns their attention to the match.

A shout rings out from the arena as Uraraka puts her fingers together, and all at once, a meteor shower rains down on them both. Bakugo’s expression floods with shock as he looks up. Kemuri grins.

“A METEOR SHOWER?!” Present Mic shouts.

“Now you notice…” Aizawa mutters.

“Hey, she had a plan all along!” Midoriya exclaims. Again, Nishimura is reduced to shaking his head at his lack of observation.

Uraraka is running at full speed towards Bakugo while concrete pieces plummet to earth all around her. Kemuri finds herself leaning forward, gripping her IV pole in anticipation. With all this debris, she has a shot. Bakugo will have to leave himself open in some way.

Bakugo extends his hand to the sky, the other bracing his arm, and Uraraka lunges.

There’s a brief popping noise before a blast rockets from Bakugo’s hands, sending a wave of hot air racing over the audience. Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut as her bangs whip around her face and she feels Shoji’s hand on her arm.

When she opens her eyes again, the meteor shower has been reduced to pebbles and Uraraka is laying on the ground. Smoke crawls across the ground, dancing and curling amongst the gentle pattering of falling debris, and Bakugo is unscathed. Kemuri’s mouth falls open along with the mouths of her classmates.

“Bakugo banks on a huge demonstration of power!” Present Mic exclaims. “He blasted apart Uraraka’s finishing move and remains untouched!”

Uraraka pushes herself to her knees, hands braced against the ground, arms trembling. Bakugo’s arms are shaking too, but he hides it better than she does. As she stumbles to her feet, Kemuri feels her breath hitch.

“URARAKA!” Bakugo bellows, and for the first time in the match, he makes his move.

Uraraka whirls around to meet him, lifting her arm, but her leg buckles and she collapses back to the ground. The sound of her hitting the concrete makes Kemuri flinch, her hand flying to her mouth.

“Uraraka is down!”

Midnight moves into the ring, holding one hand up at Bakugo as she kneels next to Uraraka. She rests one hand on the girl’s back, face grave, and Kemuri’s stomach flips as empathy overwhelms her. There are tears in her eyes, she realizes, and she blinks rapidly in an effort to get them away.

“Uraraka is K.O’d. Bakugo advances to the second round,” Midnight announces.

While the crowd cheers, Uraraka is loaded onto a stretcher and rolled off to Recovery Girl. Kemuri swallows the lump in her throat and leans her elbows onto her knees, still shaking a little, and she feels Shoji’s hand rest on her back.

“Kemuri?” he whispers.

“She…she tried so hard,” she replies, starting to blink again. “And he…he was too strong. How…”

She can’t say it. It sounds selfish before it even leaves her lips, and Shoji adds gentle pressure to his touch. Kemuri leans her face into her hands, gritting her teeth.

How is she ever going to surpass her mother and win this festival one day when a power like that exists?

Chapter 48: Their Power

Summary:

Kemuri has a revelation about a fellow classmate and herself.

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During the break before the next match, Kemuri is suddenly reminded of her dad. He’s the only family member she has who’s watching the games and she didn’t even text him after her ordeal. He must be freaking out.

She apologizes to her friends and, towing her IV pole after her, she hurries out into the hallways outside the stands. She digs her phone out of her pocket and checks her texts, finding that there are multiple ones from her dad.

She doesn’t even bother reading them, instead just pressing the call button.

“Kemuri?” Her dad’s voice is breathy but relieved.

“Dad, I’m so sorry,” she says. “I didn’t even think to check my phone between napping and…and all that. It totally slipped my mind to call you—”

“Kemmy, sweetie, it’s okay. You scared the hell out of me, but Recovery Girl contacted me soon after you collapsed,” he replies. She can imagine him patting the air in front of him as if calming her in person. “She said you were severely dehydrated after you used your quirk…”

“Yeah, I…I’m sorry, it was a stupid mistake,” she whispers. She can’t even bring herself to talk about Shinso as she settles onto a nearby bench next to a vending machine. She inhales. “Dad…I’m sorry. I…I didn’t even get into the third round.”

He exhales a laugh. “You were amazing, Kemuri,” he says. “You kept up with Endeavour’s kid during the obstacle race and then you came out of nowhere in the Calvary Battle and claimed third place. I had customers in the spa just losing their minds over you!” Another laugh, more confident this time. “I got to tell them that that was my daughter. You made me so proud. I can’t wait for your mother to see it.”

“But…” There are tears in her eyes again and she reaches to wipe them away. “But I didn’t win. I wasn’t even close. How can she...how can grandfather—”

“Kemuri.” His tone is suddenly far more serious and it makes her fall silent. “Your grandfather isn’t going to take it well, but you have to know that you did all that you could. You still have time to prove yourself and you’ve already done so much. Next year, I’m sure you’ll be even greater. Keep looking up, right, kiddo?” She can see his smile.

“R-Right, dad.”

“I love you, Kemuri.”

She smiles and squeezes her eyes shut, bringing her phone closer to her face. “I love you too, dad.” She sniffles hard, dragging her hand beneath her nose. “I’m…”

“I know, sweetie.” In the background, she hears a bell and he gasps. “Oh, I’ve got to go. New customer just came in,” he says. “I’ll see you tonight. I bought strawberry mochi for us to eat, to celebrate! Okay?”

She nods. “Y-Yeah. Okay, dad. Bye.”

“Bye!”

As she hangs up and lifts her head, there’s a thunk to her right and she startles. Bakugo kneels by the vending machine, snatching a can of something before looking up at her. His eyes narrow.

“What?” he snaps.

“N-Nothing!” she replies. “Just…startled me, that’s all.”

“Tch…”

He pops the tab on the drink and takes a swig, shutting his eyes. For a second, his exhaustion reveals itself. Kemuri’s gaze trails down to his dangling arm and she notices scuff marks and a slight tremor. That last explosion must have taken more out of him than he let on.

“Hey, Bakugo,” Kemuri says. He glares at her and she gulps, but stays resolute. “I’m…I’m really glad you gave Uraraka the respect she deserves. If you had held back...” She shakes her head. “Yeah. Uh, that…that was a good fight. You were both really strong.”

His eyebrow arches and for a second, that sneer remains. Then, he turns his head away. “Damn, you really mean those lame ass compliments you give, huh?” he snorts.

She tries to smile. “Yeah, I do.”

His fingers tighten around the drink. “Whatever. Thanks.” He eyes her for a second, can hovering near his lips. “You still all dehydrated and shit?”

She almost laughs. “Yup. I won’t be back to normal until tomorrow, and…and I’m not allowed to use my quirk until then.”

“That’s fucking stupid,” he mutters. He moves closer to her. “Next time, how about you don’t fuck yourself up so bad you have to forfeit? That shit gave me secondhand embarrassment.”

She blinks a few times as her skin crawls with the memory of seeing herself puking. “I…don’t plan on it,” she squeaks.

“Good.” He pauses, glances at his drink, then at her. “Are you one of those types that gets all weird about germs?”

She blinks. “Uh…no? I guess?”

He practically shoves the can into her hand. “Take this.”

“Huh? But—”

“You need it more than I do, and I don’t even like the damn flavour. I don’t do that backwashing shit either, so don’t be fucking weird about it.”

He digs his hands into his pockets as he stomps into the stands, leaving her with the barely-touched drink. Kemuri sits for another second, confused, to say the least. Bakugo is very hard to read.

She eyes the drink and her eyes start to sparkle. It’s strawberry flavoured. Halle-freaking-lujah.

She wipes the edge of the can with her shirt, gives it a hit of steam on top to kill any possible germs, shrugs, and takes a sip. The sugar really hits the spot, actually. She makes a mental note to get Bakugo a drink sometime to repay him.

She gets back to her feet, tucking her phone back into her pocket and gripping her IV pole. She hurries back into the stands.

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“This next match is going to be crazy,” Hagakure says. “Todoroki versus Midoriya, fated from that one conversation in the waiting room!”

“I want to see who wins this arm wrestling match first,” Shoji says, already craning his neck forward. “But…I agree.”

Kemuri subconsciously mimics him, lips pursing, while Ojiro and Tokoyami stay silent and focused. Kirishima and Tetsutetsu are locked in battle yet again, quirks turned up to eleven, straining against one another while Midnight and Cementoss look on. The crowd is going nuts and class 1-A is fidgety with anticipation.

“Come on, shitty hair!” Bakugo snaps.

“Aren’t you facing the winner of this match?” Sero asks.

Bakugo glares at him. “Yeah, and maybe I would rather kick Kirishima’s ass, soy sauce face.”

“GO, KIRISHIMA! CLASS 1-A FOR THE WIN!” Hagakure shrieks, nearly blowing out Kemuri’s eardrums in the process.

In the ring, something happens that makes Tetsutetsu flinch, and in the moment of weakness, Kirishima slams his arm down. The concrete table shatters beneath the blow as Midnight’s hand soars into the air.

“Kirishima is the winner!” she declares. “Add him to the bracket!”

Class 1-A bursts into applause with the rest of the crowd as Kirishima screams in victory, fists in the air. Present Mic cheers him on and Bakugo gets to his feet, aiming one finger at Nishimura.

“You’re damn lucky shitty hair won, scar-face, or I’d kill you,” he snaps. “Giving the enemy smoothies and shit…damn idiot.”

Nishimura shrugs. “Kirishima still won, didn’t he?” He stretches his arms back and lets out a long sigh. “No harm, no foul.”

Before Bakugo can retort, he’s drowned out by Present Mic. “It’s time for the second round of the tournament! Let’s start this party now, you dig?!” he shouts.

Kirishima and Tetsutetsu leave the ring. Uraraka comes in, her eyes all puffy and red around the edges, and she takes her spot next to Iida. Since Aoyama is back, his chin bandaged, that means that everyone except Kirishima, Midoriya, and Todoroki have returned, ready to support their classmates.

The fires around the ring light up again, sending the audience into a frenzy.

Hagakure squeals. “It’s starting!”

“I can FEEL the anticipation in this stadium, and that’s because the first match of the second round is gonna be epic!” Present Mic says. “It’s the guy who won his first fight by a landslide and literally left half the audience frozen! From the Hero Course, Shoto Todoroki!”

Todoroki looks downright enraged. It’s the same expression he wore at the Heroics Gala, and Kemuri finds herself thinking of Endeavour. Has he been pressuring Todoroki as much as Kemuri’s grandfather pressured her?

“And this kid almost walked out on his first matchup, but made a steady comeback by showing us some impressive moves. Also from the Hero Course, Izuku Midoriya!”

“Oh man, I can feel the tension,” Ojiro says, running a hand up his arm.

“This fight is going to be insane,” Shoji says. “Tokoyami, what are your thoughts?”

Tokoyami lets out a low hum. “It will depend if Midoriya can get close to him. His power is great, but Todoroki is a force to be reckoned with.”

“I don’t even know who to root for,” Hagakure admits. “And with Midoriya’s quirk…I don’t know how long he’ll last.”

“Do you hear that?” Kemuri whispers. “Recovery Girl is having an aneurysm already…”

Shoji chuckles. “That woman deserves an award for her patience.”

“U.A would fall apart without her,” Ojiro agrees.

“Both of these two heroes in training have been front-runners in the Sports Festival, but which one of these rivals will advance to the next round?!” Present Mic asks. “Prepare for Midoriya versus Todoroki!”

“Oh, mon Dieu,” Aoyama mumbles, hand clapped over his mouth.

Nishimura pats his shoulder. “Yeah, same.”

“BEGIN!”

Kemuri expects the massive ice attack that shoots out of Todoroki’s right foot. What she doesn’t expect is for Midoriya to stop it with just a flick of his finger. The air pressure created by the blast is enough to break the ice apart and force Todoroki to defend himself.

“Woah, Midoriya managed to break Todoroki’s insane opening move!” Present Mic praises.

He does it twice more, breaking another finger with every flick. Kemuri’s stomach twists and she has to swallow back a nervous lump in her throat. Despite the jokes she made to Recovery Girl, she still doesn’t want to see Midoriya get seriously injured.

Kirishima rushes in after the second blast, saying something about missing the match, but Kemuri is too focused on the fight to pay attention. They turned off the mics surrounding the ring already, but it looks like Todoroki is pausing to say something between his attacks.

Are they seriously talking during a fight?

Midoriya stops another wave of ice, breaking a third finger. Todoroki is again forced into the wall of ice he’s erected behind him.

“Is Midoriya trying to make this a drawn-out fight?” Ojiro wonders.

“Why would he do that?” Hagakure asks. “Todoroki is so strong, I would want to take him down fast.”

Kemuri purses her lips as her gaze darts to the needle still stuck in her arm. “Quirks are physical abilities, Hagakure, and everyone has limits,” she says. “We haven’t seen Todoroki use his fire at all so far. I’m…” She stops, pursing her lips. “No, it’s stupid.”

“What?” Shoji asks, leaning closer to her. Tokoyami also turns his head to her, arching an eyebrow. “What is it?”

“I’m…I’m just thinking, there’s got to be some kind of temperature regulation thing going on here,” Kemuri says. She rubs her wrist, again thinking of her own quirk. “With my quirk, I can change the temperature of whatever I release, and my body adjusts its own temperature to help combat negative effects.” Her eyes narrow. “I wouldn’t be surprised if Todoroki’s quirk is similar, so...” She exhales, lips pursing. “I don’t know, but Midoriya is trying to make this a long fight, which…which leads me to believe that he knows something about Todoroki, a weakness maybe…like why we haven’t seen him use his fire yet.”

“Actually, I heard Todoroki mention something like that before the Calvary Battle,” Shoji says. “He told Iida that he never uses his left side in battle. You could be on to something.”

“Intriguing,” Tokoyami murmurs.

“Kemuri, you’re kind of brilliant,” Hagakure says, awe in her voice. “Like…your observational skills when it comes to combat are actually really good.”

Kemuri blushes. “O-Oh, really?” She clears her throat. “I…I guess I’m just used to trying to figure out my opponents. Heh…”

There’s a blast from the arena that grabs their attention as a tunnel of wind much stronger than the last few attacks pummels the audience. Midoriya’s entire left arm is broken now, bruised and limp. Todoroki shoves away the chunks of ice pinning him down as he gets back up.

“Holy shit,” Hagakure whispers. “Todoroki…he’s amazing.”

“They’re not making any moves,” Ojiro whispers. “Is Midoriya done? Is…”

Kemuri gets the same feeling in her gut that she got after Bakugo and Uraraka’s match. She’s surrounded by so much power, so much potential, and who is she compared to that? She has to close her eyes as her grandfather’s words wheedle their way into her head.

Weak. Weak! WEAK!

She shakes her head and reopens her eyes just as another blast shakes the arena and the entire class gasps. Midoriya’s using his broken fingers now, but it’s still strong enough to deflect Todoroki’s attacks.

How in the world…

They’re talking, but the mics around the ring are turned off and Kemuri can’t hear what they’re saying. Midoriya is shaking, his broken arm dangling at his side, his destroyed hand forced into a fist. Todoroki’s teeth are gritted.

Midoriya straightens up and there’s a wild look in his eyes. “SO COME AT ME WITH ALL YOU’VE GOT!”

His words seem to echo through the stadium and Kemuri can’t help but let out a confused breath as her eyebrows furrow. At her sides, her friends seem just as confused.

Todoroki bursts into a sprint towards Midoriya, but that only makes Kemuri’s brow wrinkle further. Todoroki’s movements are slowing down. Her gaze darts to the television screens around the stadium and for the first time, she notices the frost clinging to Todoroki’s right side.

He’s overusing his quirk and for some reason, he isn’t using his fire to regulate himself. If he did, he’d be removing his only drawback. He’d be unstoppable, so why? Why is he holding back?

Endeavour’s cold blue eyes flash in her mind, followed by the mismatched eyes of his son. She thinks of the hatred in Todoroki’s expression, the way his hands and muscles tensed against her as they danced at the Heroics Gala.

She knows that feeling, that feeling of hatred, but she’s only ever directed it onto herself. She has stared at herself in the mirror and asked why she couldn’t have been born with just her mother’s quirk, so that she wouldn’t be nearly blind, so that her grandfather wouldn’t hate her.

Before her father taught her how to use the steam side of her quirk, she too hated to use it. She was terrified of hurting herself again and, for weeks to months after her quirk manifested, she adamantly refused to use it. She practiced with her smoke and fog, but never once let steam pass through her pores.

It took a lot of talking-to from a quirk counsellor combined with the gentle devotion of her father that got her to start using it just for cosmetic reasons, but even now, she holds it back. She’s never put a name to the feelings she has towards it, but perhaps what she felt back then was resentment.

Midoriya lands a hit on Todoroki and he goes sailing across the ring, bouncing across the ground. Midoriya lets out a yell as more of his fingers shatter. His broken arm is shrouded in ice. Blood splatters the concrete, red against grey.

Todoroki gets to his feet and unleashes another attack, but it crawls compared to the tenacity of his past moves. His expression burns with rage.

Endeavour had called him rebellious during his talk with Kemuri’s grandfather. He mentioned the Sports Festival. He said that a child needs discipline, a strong hand to put them in place, and hearing that sent chills down Kemuri’s spine. She was never the biggest fan of Endeavour. She admired, at most, his drive to get to the top and how he became the number two hero, but that’s where it stops. He never seems content, even after a job well done, and he never offers kind words to soothe the public. He shows up, he gets the job done, and he storms off. His only concern is his image.

That is the man who Todoroki said is, unfortunately, his father—a man who seems unafraid of disciplining his children, a man with cold eyes despite the flame surrounding his face.

That scar, so prominent beneath the sparkling lights of the Iida Estate…

She drops her head into her hands, squeezing her eyes shut, and she’s only faintly aware of Shoji saying her name. There are tears building behind her closed lids again and only now does she realize how hard it is to breathe and how much she’s shaking.

“Shoto,” she croaks. What has Endeavour done to you?

Another shockwave rattles the stadium, but Kemuri doesn’t pull her head from her hands. Her throat is burning and her heart is aching. She knows what it’s like to deal with strict family, but she’s always had her parents; two people who love her more than anything on this planet.

Does Todoroki have a mother at home? Who is the person who gave him the ice half of his quirk? Was she kind? Did she look out for him when his father was cruel? Was Endeavour cruel to her too?

“Kemuri,” Shoji repeats, more forceful. His hand presses against her back. “Kemuri, what’s wrong? Are you feeling sick again?”

“I…” She inhales hard through her nose, tears blurring her vision. “This…I…”

“That’s why I’m giving it my all, just like—” Midoriya’s voice is loud enough to be heard again. “—YOU SHOULD BE!”

Why didn’t she see it before? During the party, she was so focused on her own fear and shame that she didn’t stop to think about Todoroki. She didn’t give a second thought to why he was so angry at even the mention of his father’s name. She selfishly focused on herself instead of seeing what was going on right in front of her face, seeing a classmate who’s gone through something so much worse than anything she has, and she didn’t do anything.

“IT’S YOURS! YOUR QUIRK, NOT HIS!” Midoriya screams, and Kemuri’s head lifts from her hands, tear-stained cheeks flushed, eyes wide.

Midoriya, she thinks, too choked to speak out loud. You’re trying to save him.

The words hang in the air, and then Todoroki burns.

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Kemuri and Todoroki are very different people.

She has spent her life chasing her grandfather, reaching her hand out in a desperate attempt to take hold of whatever it is that will finally make him proud of her. Everything she has done has been to earn his love, to become better than what everyone expects of her. She had to work for every bit of power she holds.

Todoroki has never had to earn the attention of his father, and Endeavour’s shouting from the audience to his son only secures that assumption in Kemuri’s mind. His words are the polar opposite of everything that Kemuri has ever heard from her grandfather.

He hears that he will surpass his father. She hears that she will never surpass her mother.

He hears that he will live up to the reason he was created, that the blood coursing through his veins will propel him to victory. She hears that her blood is tainted and that it will always be her crutch.

He hears that he is powerful. She hears that she is weak.

He is a masterpiece and she…she is a mistake.

And yet, despite that, they are so similar. The words are different but the message leaves the same feeling in its wake. It sticks inside their minds and shapes everything that they do, everything that they are.

“It’s yours! Your quirk, not his!”

It’s not directed at her, but it hits Kemuri in the heart. She’s selfish. She’s strived to become a hero only to surpass her mother, only to make herself seem stronger than her grandfather believes she is, only to show that the power given to her by her parents isn’t useless in her hands, but she isn’t using all her potential either.

Now, there is something burning in her that shines just as brightly as Todoroki’s left side, lit by the spark of Midoriya’s words. Surpassing her mother and proving her worth is the only thing pushing her forward and there’s nothing noble or heroic about that. Watching Midoriya, she realizes something about herself.

He wants to win too, but he saw Todoroki’s pain. He saw that pain and he fought against it. He sacrificed his own goals to save another in trouble; he is a hero.

Kemuri wants to be that selfless. She wants to be that brave. She wants to be that strong and unmoving in the face of adversity, a beacon of hope, someone who can smile even when they’re terrified. That’s the kind of hero she wants to be, the kind of person she wants to be.

The arena is blazing. Ice surrounds the ring and fire scalds the concrete as wind rushes in from every direction. Midoriya’s body is glowing as he soars towards Todoroki, one arm poised to strike, and Todoroki’s body is engulfed in his own flames.

Midoriya is smiling.

Concrete walls erupt between them before they can meet. There’s a flash of light, a breath of silence, and then an explosion that would make Bakugo jealous rocks the arena. Hot wind rushes at the audience, sending debris and dust into their faces. Shoji has to catch Mineta by the ankle as he’s blown out of his seat, screaming. Hagakure clings to Ojiro’s arm as his tail shields them both and Kemuri catches her IV pole before it topples over, eyes squeezed shut.

“This is crazy!” Kaminari shouts.

“What’s happening down there?” Yaoyorozu asks, struggling to keep her eyes open.

When the noise and the wind die down, the arena is shrouded in dust. Kemuri lowers her arm from her face, knuckles white around the pole.

“What happened just now?” Present Mic asks. “What the heck is up with your students?”

“The air around the ring had been thoroughly cooled down and then rapidly expanded when heated up,” Aizawa states.

“Wait, that’s what caused the explosion?” Present Mic asks. “How hot did that fire get? Geez, I can’t see a thing. Is the match still going on or what, huh?!”

Midnight gets up, rubbing her head as she scans the area before her, and the dust finally starts to clear. The tips of red sneakers and a head of multicoloured hair emerge. Todoroki is still standing, half his uniform shirt burned off, and Midoriya…

For a second, it looks like he too is still on his feet, back against the stadium wall. Then, a second passes and he drops to the ground in a broken heap, dust drifting up around him.

“T-There,” Midnight stammers, aiming her whip with a shaking hand. She sounds out of breath. “Midoriya is…out of bounds! Todoroki wins and…and advances to the third round!”

The crowd roars. Iida, Uraraka, Tsuyu, and Mineta get up and go running out of the stands as Midoriya is carted away. Kemuri’s head is full of static as she slowly stands up.

“I…I have no words,” Hagakure is saying, but she sounds far away. “That…that was…”

Kemuri drags the IV pole with her as she moves past Shoji. Before she gets too far, she feels his hand take hold of her wrist.

“Kemuri, what’s wrong?” he asks.

She blinks a few times, stuck in a daze. “I…I have to see Recovery Girl.”

Shoji stands up, still holding her arm. “Can I come with you? You don’t seem…okay.”

He doesn’t finish, but she nods. “I’m not,” she whispers. “Please…come with me.”

They leave the stands together, the distance chattering of the crowd fading at their backs as Present Mic announces a ten-minute break to fix the ring.

Chapter 49: State of Shock

Summary:

The U.A Sports Festival is racing towards its finish. Kemuri gets a startling phone call.

Chapter Text

Kemuri hopes that everything that’s happening to her right now is just a stress response. Her stomach is twisting, all tied in knots, and her head won’t stop pounding. It’s like the force of her epiphany was too much for her brain to handle.

When she and Shoji reach the nurse’s office, there’s a sign on the door that reads “Surgery in Process”. Kemuri grimaces and Shoji lets out a long sigh as he shakes his head.

“Midoriya’s injuries must have been really serious,” he says. She nods as she takes another long, slow breath, and Shoji turns to her. “Do you want to wait here, or…?”

“I’ll…yeah, I’ll just sit here,” she says, sliding down the wall until she’s sitting on the ground.

He glances around for a second before he sits down next to her. “Do you want to talk about what’s going on?” he asks.

She hugs her knees to her chest. “I have a lot of…thoughts, right now,” she says. “That’s all."

“About who?”

“Todoroki, and…Midoriya…and, and myself, I guess.”

She drops her chin to her knees, closing her eyes against her spinning head. Of all things, she thinks about what Midoriya told her many weeks ago, back before the incident at the USJ. He was more timid, nothing like the boy who just screamed at Todoroki, but the message he gave her is so similar.

“But you’re not your family, Shimakage! You’ve got both those quirks and with your fighting skill, you could probably do a lot more.”

“I keep thinking that I’m weak,” she whispers. “And right now, I’m…realizing that yeah, I am, compared to others—”

“Kemuri…”

“But…there’s this whole other side of my quirk that I’m not using. It’s…” She inhales, then lets it all out. “I don’t know. I don’t know what I’m feeling, but…but I’m not…content? Yeah, I’m…not content with where I’m at.” She wants to look at him, but it’s so easy to just keep her eyes closed, head resting on her arms. “I want to be better.”

From down the hall, someone calls, “Shimakage?”

She looks up at the same time as Shoji, both their heads turning towards Iida as he approaches. His eyebrows are furrowed.

“Are you alright?” he asks. “You look pale.”

“Ah…I’m…just a little light-headed, that’s all. Recovery Girl told me to come back if I felt sick,” she says, batting her hand at him a little as Shoji starts to stand up. She follows, suddenly feeling very small between the two of them. “Uh, what are you doing here?”

“I have my match against Shiozaki as soon as the ring is fixed,” Iida answers. “And I was just visiting Midoriya with the others. Apparently, he needs surgery…” He frowns, jaw clenching with concern as his gaze darts to the sign on the door. “I hope nothing goes wrong.”

“I’m sure Midoriya will be fine. Recovery Girl is very good at her job,” Kemuri says. She swallows, reaching up to fiddle with her braid. “Iida…” she starts, more hesitant this time. “Have…have you seen Todoroki anywhere?”

Iida shakes his head. “No, not since the match ended.”

Shoji clears his throat. “I’m…gonna take care of something.” He leaves brief touch on Kemuri’s arm as he starts to move away. “I’ll be back.”

She nods and Shoji disappears down the hall, leaving the two of them alone. Iida’s shoulders lose some of their tension and his face softens.

“You seemed fine,” Iida says. “Did something happen?”

She sighs. “No, it’s…I don’t know, it’s all in my head.” His eyebrows lift and she clenches her fingers, wincing at the stiffness again. “I realized something about Todoroki during that last match and I got a little overwhelmed, I…I guess. Too many thoughts.”

“Ah, I see.” He nods, eyes closing for a second as he crosses his arms over his chest. “Is there any way I can help?”

She shakes her head. “It’s fine, really. No big deal. I’ll…I’ll talk to you about it later, okay?”

“Alright, if you say so.” He takes a deep breath, then perks up a little. “Actually, I wanted to talk to you about something. I didn’t get the chance earlier.” As she tilts her head in confusion, he continues, “Have you heard anything from your family concerning your…injury?”

“Oh, y-yeah.” She lets out a small, breathy laugh. “I had a talk with my dad and I’m sure he let my mom know, but she’s working right now, so he might…he might wait until she gets home tonight.”

He purses his lips. “And…your grandfather?”

Her grip tightens around the IV pole. “He’s…away on a business trip. He won’t be back until the whole festival is over, so…he’ll have time to calm down before we see each other.”

Iida exhales. “Well, that’s good,” he says. “But, please, contact me if things go…wrong. My offer still stands, and of course, you have Yaoyorozu and Todo—”

“I think Shoto has his own…things to deal with,” she interrupts. She smiles a little, chest flooding with butterflies. “But, of course, I’ll let you or Momo know.” She clears her throat. “U-Uh, also…I never got to congratulate you on how well you’ve done so far.”

His cheeks turn red as he closes his eyes. “My first match was hardly a fight. I was tricked into becoming a walking advertisement for that woman’s inventions.” He exhales, shaking his head as he swipes his hand at the air. “It’s embarrassing! I only won because she decided that she was done with her speech!”

“Hey, it wasn’t too bad,” she insists, trying to stay positive. “Just think, all you have to do now is beat Shiozaki and fourth place is yours. Then…”

“Then, if I beat Todoroki…yes, it’s quite exhilarating, I suppose. I have a chance,” Iida finishes. He crosses his arms over his chest, eyes closed in thought. “I can only hope that I am good enough to pull off the win.”

“Of course you’re good enough.” She lets out a long breath, the edge of a sigh. “You’re…really cool, Iida,” she admits. “Honestly, I…I kind of expected you to be in the top. It’s really awesome to see you succeed.”

He stares at her, slight shock registering on his face before he smiles. “Well…thank you. I’m honoured that you see me in such a way,” he says with a small bow. As he straightens up, he adds, “My only regret is that you aren’t competing with us.”

Kemuri’s heart just about explodes and it takes a huge amount of effort to not let steam burst from her ears. She would never hear the end of it from Recovery Girl if she accidentally used her quirk in such a way.

Still, his words touch her heart and her tear-ducts, and she inhales hard through her nose. “M-Me too,” she whispers.

An announcement distracts them both, declaring that the second match will begin soon. Hearing that, Iida’s breath hitches a little and his shoulders pull back into his impeccable posture.

“Well, that’s my cue,” he says. He smiles at Kemuri. “I will see you afterwards, then.”

“Yes, and…and good luck!” She rubs the back of her neck and adds, “I’m sorry that I distracted you.”

“No, don’t be. I enjoy talking to you,” he says. “I’ll be off!”

He hurries away, leaving Kemuri standing in the hall. After a few seconds, the door creaks open and Recovery Girl pokes her head out. She looks exhausted and Kemuri feels a wave of guilt at how loud she must have been just now.

“Shimakage, I thought I heard you,” she murmurs. “Is everything alright?”

“I’m sorry, Recovery Girl. I…it’s not urgent,” she says. “You can focus on Midoriya.”

“Nonsense, dearie. You’re important too,” the woman replies. “Besides, Midoriya is resting. I can’t heal everything at once, so I have to let him rest between treatments. Come in, please.”

Kemuri searches the hallway for Shoji before going inside. There’s a curtain surrounding what she can guess is Midoriya’s bed and there’s the unmistakable smell of blood and antiseptic in the air. She swallows back another wave of nausea as she settles down on the stool Recovery Girl motions to.

“Hm, your temperature seems steady,” Recovery Girl says as she touches the girl’s forehead. “What hurts?”

“I feel…achy, and a little nauseous, but…” Kemuri sighs. “I...I don’t think that’s from the overuse. That last fight kind of…”

“It was very emotional, hm? Midoriya was quite distressed himself,” Recovery Girl says. She reaches for Kemuri’s hand and taps the IV, eyebrows furrowing. “Hm…I’m going to move the IV to your wrist. I don’t want your veins popping.”

“W-What? That’s a thing?” Kemuri asks, eyes wide.

“Hush, dear, it’s alright. They don’t explode, but they can get stiff, which is painful, and it increases the risk of infection. But, don’t worry, I won’t let that happen.”

She removes the IV and while she prepares her needed equipment, Kemuri flexes her hand a bit. Her attention drifts to Midoriya’s curtained bed, her lips pursing, and she wishes him a speedy recovery under her breath.

While Recovery Girl works, Kemuri distracts herself by watching Iida’s match against Shiozaki. The IV needle hurts a bit going back in, but it helps that she’s focused on him winning instead of the pain. Kemuri almost feels bad for Shiozaki, but her happiness for Iida overrules it.

Kemuri gets taped back up and, to top it off, Recovery Girl gives her some medicine to calm her stomach. “Thank you,” Kemuri says, standing up and taking hold of the pole again. “I’ll see you at the end of the day, then?”

“Yes, dear. Take it easy, okay?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

When she leaves the office, Shoji is waiting outside, leaned against the wall with his arms crossed. He smiles when he sees her and she returns it.

“You’re okay?” he asks.

“Yeah. She switched my IV and gave me some anti-nausea stuff,” she says. She bows her head. “Sorry, I…kind of had a breakdown.”

“Don’t worry about it,” he insists. “You can’t hold it together all the time.”

She sighs. “Right…”

There’s a beat of silence before he nudges her lightly, knuckles brushing her arm. “Ready to go and watch some more matches?” he asks. “Tokoyami’s is starting soon.”

Her eyes widen. “Oh, yeah! Let’s hurry, I don’t want to miss that.” She eyes the pole with a frown. “And of course, I’ve never been slower.”

“I can help with that.” He extends his hand. “If…that’s okay?”

She nods. He lifts the pole in one hand and then, with the other, he scoops Kemuri up. She smiles a little, settling her arms around his neck as he turns and starts jogging for the stairs.

“You’re seriously awesome, Shoji,” she murmurs.

One of his tentacle mouths grins.

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Somehow, Shoji manages to get the both of them back to the stands just in time to see Dark Shadow send Mina skidding out of the ring.

“That was quick,” Kemuri says as they rejoin Ojiro and Hagakure.

“I’m pretty sure Dark Shadow is invincible,” Hagakure says as he sleeves press close to her sides, as if crossing her arms over her chest. “He took her down in, like, five seconds.”

Ojiro leans forward a little. “You okay, Kemuri? You kind of ditched after the last match.”

“Just had some nausea,” Kemuri says. “I’m okay.”

The third match begins between Kirishima and Bakugo, already far more interesting than Kirishima’s last battle. He counters all of Bakugo’s explosions thanks to his quirk and for the first time in the festival, Bakugo is forced into defence.

“Woah, Kirishima almost got a hit on him!” Sero exclaims.

Kaminari’s leg bounces in place. “Man, my heart is rooting for Kirishima, but my brain says Bakugo,” he sighs.

Jiro snorts, starting to giggle. “You have a brain?”

Kaminari pouts. “Burned again,” he says. When Jiro turns away, he mutters, “If she wasn’t so cute, I might actually be mad.”

“Woah, Bakugo countered again!” Present Mic hoots. “But, what’s this?! This time, it seems to be working!”

“Is his quirk giving out?” Nishimura asks. He leans forward in his seat. “Aw, man, and I thought he had him.” Koda nods a few times.

Bakugo switches back to offence, sending a fierce barrage of explosions at Kirishima. Kirishima's body holds up, but his gym uniform doesn’t as pieces tear away under the force of the attack. An echoed shout of “DIE” rings through the stadium as Bakugo unleashes a final explosion in Kirishima’s face. He collapses to the ground, scuffed and beaten.

“Kirishima has been knocked out! Bakugo is the winner!” Midnight says.

“That’s the first time I’ve seen Bakugo on the ropes this entire festival,” Ojiro says. “Kirishima held is own really well.”

“I feel like we’re going to get a lecture about quirk overuse when we get back to class,” Shoji admits.

“With that vicious bombing, Bakugo advances to the third round!” Present Mic says. “Ladies and gentleman, our final four!”

A picture of Todoroki, Bakugo, Iida, and Tokoyami appears on the screens around the arena. Hagakure laughs and pats Kemuri’s shoulder.

“You totally called it, girl! Please tell me you bet money on this,” she says.

“I…did not.”

“Aw, lame, we totally could have gotten milkshakes or something with the winnings!”

Ojiro chuckles. “That would have been nice, but…” He holds up one finger. “We can celebrate together after anyway. We’ll definitely need it if Tokoyami wins.”

“Totally,” Kemuri agrees.

Someone comes into the stands and she looks over to see Midoriya, all bandaged up and limping, but alive. He settles down next to Uraraka, who smiles at him before they both look towards the arena. Iida and Todoroki are already walking into the ring, because the U.A Sports Festival rests for no man.

“It’s the first match of the semi-finals, folks! This is what you’ve been waiting for!” Present Mic says. “Both of them come from hero families, making this a battle of the elites! From the Hero Course, Tenya Iida, versus his classmate, Shoto Todoroki!”

“Shimakage,” Yaoyorozu says, turning around in her seat to face the girl. She smiles a little. “Who are you rooting for?”

Kemuri sighs. “Is it bad if I can’t choose?”

Hagakure gives her a look that screams, “Girl, you know you’re cheering for Iida.” Kemuri ignores the stare, cheeks a little pink.

Yaoyorozu sighs. “No, I’m feeling the same way. They’re both fantastic.”

Kemuri leans closer to her. “If Iida is fast enough, he can throw Todoroki out of the ring before he can use his quirk too much,” she says. “But Todoroki is…a powerhouse.”

“Yes, I agree. We’ll just have to see.”

As Yaoyorozu turns around, Hagakure giggles a little. “Huh, you hang out at one rich kid party and suddenly, boom! Best friends forever.”

Kemuri shakes her head. “Hagakure, you know that you and the three guys are my best friends and no one can replace you.”

Shoji lets out a huff akin to a laugh. “No matter how rich they are?”

He’s teasing, but it makes Kemuri pout a little. “No one is poor when they have good friends,” she states.

Ojiro smirks. “Agreed. Money is fleeting. Friends are forever.” He pauses, then cringes a little. “I feel like I just quoted a children’s TV show.”

“Guys, do you mind quieting down?” Tsuyu asks, glancing over her shoulder at their group. “The match is gonna start soon.”

“Oops, sorry, Tsu!” Hagakure says with an apologetic bow.

“No biggie. Ribbit.”

Right on cue, the match begins. Todoroki unleashes a wave of ice at Iida, forcing him to run to the left, looping towards the boy. Todoroki sends out another ice attack, blocking his advancement and corralling Iida between walls of ice.

“Iida has been surrounded!”

Ice soars towards Iida, straight down the middle, and he has nowhere to go. Kemuri leans forward, heart pounding.

Iida prepares, powerful legs ready to spring, and with a burst from his engines, he leaps into the air. The sheer distance he crosses in a single long jump is astounding, making Kemuri’s mouth fall open while others in the class gasp.

“RECIPRO…BURST!”

Todoroki narrowly avoids the kick as Iida lands. He wastes no time, whirling back around and landing yet another powerful kick that sends Todoroki to the ground, all in less than two seconds. Yaoyorozu winces.

“Look at that speed!” Present Mic howls.

“Woah, that was a heavy hit,” Sero says.

“I didn’t know he could kick like that,” Kaminari gapes.

Kemuri pops the cap on her water bottle and starts guzzling water. Hagakure leans over, elbowing her lightly in the side.

“Thirsty, Kemuri?” she whispers.

Kemuri swallows the water and brings the bottle down to her side. “Yes,” she states, earning a hoot of laughter from the invisible girl.

Iida avoids another sheen of ice and takes hold of Todoroki’s uniform, bursting into a sprint towards the edge of the ring, and Kemuri can almost feel the audience buzzing. Is this it? Is this how Todoroki falls?

Before Iida gets too far, he stumbles as his engines sputter out. Ice starts to crawl across his body, spreading from his muffler, and within a few seconds, he’s trapped in an iceberg. Todoroki gets up, stumbling a little as he holds his head.

“Iida has been immobilized! Todoroki advances!” Midnight calls.

“And just like that, Todoroki moves on to the finals, and he didn’t even have to use his flames again!”

The audience cheers and Kemuri leans back in her seat, heart clenching. Iida wanted to win, but she hopes that he can be proud with how far he made it. Besides, he can still get third place.

Her phone starts to buzz as Iida and Todoroki leave the arena. She apologizes to her friends as she digs her phone out. The call display reads “Mom”.

She grabs her pole and drags it after her as Present Mic announces Tokoyami and Bakugo’s match. She answers the call and presses it to her ear.

“Hi, mom,” she greets.

“Kemuri, I’m glad I caught you,” Kazue says. She sounds breathless. “Are you busy?”

“No. I…I didn’t make it very far, mom. I’m sorry.”

“Oh, sweetie, I’m sorry to hear that, but…listen, I’m still at work. I don’t have much time to talk, but I promise we will later,” she continues. Her voice has an edge to it that Kemuri doesn’t like. “I called to ask you to please be extra safe coming home. Maybe…maybe take a buddy with you, like Shoji. He can even stay the night at our house, if he wants. Just to make sure.”

“What? Mom, what’s wrong?” Kemuri asks, her stomach plunging.

“The Hero Killer attacked someone, and…and I’m just worried about you staying safe. Even if you aren’t a full-fledged hero yet—”

Sirens wail in the background. Kemuri grips her phone a little tighter, but nods. “Yeah, sure. Um…” She taps her foot a little. “Maybe…maybe I can call Ingenium? He said I could call him if I ever needed help.”

The silence from her mother only serves to make her more nervous, then, “Oh…honey, that—”

The sirens are louder now and she hears someone shouting. Kemuri’s heart rate spikes.

“Mom?”

“I’m at the crime scene right now, Kemuri. Please, just…make sure Shoji walks home with you and that he watches your blind spots. I’ll see you at home, okay?”

“O-Okay. Please be safe, mom.”

“I will. Don’t worry.”

The line goes dead, leaving Kemuri with nothing but the sound of a dial tone and the pounding of her heart.

Chapter 50: Exit the Arena

Summary:

The Sports Festival finally ends and it's time for Class 1-A to go home.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As soon as Tokoyami’s fight with Bakugo is over, Kemuri leans over to Shoji and taps his arm. “Shoji, are you busy tonight?” she asks.

He shakes his head. “No, not really. Why?”

“My mom just called. The…” She swallows, clearing her throat. “There was an attack in Hosu and she’s worried about me going home alone. She even said you could stay over, if you want.”

His eyes widen a little, but he nods. “Sure, yeah, I’ll just text my dad.”

He pulls out his phone and starts typing. Kemuri stares down at the ring without focusing on it, still far too nervous. It’s one thing for a hero murdering villain to be on the loose near her home, but her mother’s worry just makes her nerves worse.

She can’t shake how she paused after Kemuri suggested calling Ingenium.

She also can’t shake the way Iida’s been acting since he returned from his match.

Kemuri looks over at the spots where Midoriya, Uraraka, and Iida had been sitting for most of the festival only to find that they’re still empty. Iida got a phone call seconds after returning to the stands, left, then came back only to pull his two friends back into the hallway.

She perks up a little as Midoriya and Uraraka return, faces stricken with worry, and yet again Kemuri is getting up and shuffling past her friends.

“Midoriya, Uraraka!” she calls before they can take their seats. They seem confused, but turn to her nonetheless. “Where’s Iida?”

Uraraka looks away, shaking a little, and Midoriya tries to smile. “He had to go. Family emergency,” he says.

Kemuri feels the blood rush out of her face. “O-Oh…”

No. No, no, no. Please, don’t let them say what she thinks they’re going to say. Please let this be some kind of cosmic coincidence.

Uraraka blinks a few times, her hand reaching out. “Are you alright?”

Kemuri’s chest feels choked, but she manages to speak. “It’s Tensei, isn’t it? In…Ingenium?”

Midoriya and Uraraka’s faces fall, then Midoriya nods. Kemuri’s knuckles turn white around her pole and she claps a hand over her mouth. So much for those anti-nausea meds…

“How did you know?” Uraraka asks.

“My mom…she called me,” Kemuri says. She swallows back the lump in her throat. “She…she was at the scene last time she checked in.”

Midoriya’s eyes widen. “Did your mom say anything? Is he okay?” he asks. “Iida didn’t know any details…”

Panicked shouts and sirens ring in her ears and she forces herself to take deep breaths. The faint images of the Hero Killer that have appeared on TV flash in her mind. Ingenium could be dead or dying or…

“N-No, she…she just said she had to go.” She takes a step back. “I…uh, thank you. Sorry…”

“Shimakage?” Uraraka asks.

Kemuri can’t get herself to reply. She goes back to her seat, sits down, and tries to breathe.

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She just can’t snap out of it.

Bakugo and Todoroki’s fight is insane, but she can’t even get herself to focus. So much has happened today that the exhaustion is hitting her full force. The most she can do is stare down at the ring and hope that she can follow along.

Something must have really set Bakugo off, because he seems angrier than ever—Kemuri wonders whether it’s because he’s so close to victory. He’s shouting a lot, although most of it gets drowned out his explosions, and Todoroki is…

Well, he’s Todoroki. He’s still hard to read. The only thing Kemuri can tell for sure is that, ever since his match with Midoriya, he’s been more subdued.

Kemuri notices that Bakugo is paying a lot of attention to Todoroki’s left side. Aizawa notices too, commenting on Bakugo’s aptitude for this competition along with how Todoroki has lost his spark. His attacks are too simple.

Kemuri doesn’t blame him. She’s lost a bit of spark too, but what she doesn’t understand is giving up when he’s so close to victory. If that was her in the ring, she’d give it her all.

“You bastard!” Bakugo shouts. “I’ll tell you what’ll happen if you make a fool out of me! I’LL KILL YOU! I don’t want there to be any doubt that I’m the best student at this festival! That’s only possible if you come at me as hard as you can!”

Kemuri purses her lips, shaking her head a little. Todoroki is holding back, not out of disrespect, but to Bakugo that might as well be the case. Despite everything that’s scary or rude about him, Kemuri at least understands his drive to win.

“There’s no point if you don’t fight me with the same power you used against Deku!” His voice is ragged, but forceful enough that it carries. “If you don’t wanna win this, why are you even here?! SHOW EVERYONE THAT YOU’RE TRYING TO DESTROY ME!”

Todoroki doesn’t move. Frost creeps up his arm, and his face…god, he just looks so lost. He just stares as Bakugo runs at him, hands raised.

Midoriya gets up in his seat, earning the attention of his classmates. “Come on, Todoroki!” he screams. “DON’T GIVE UP! DO YOUR BEST!”

And yet again, Midoriya is the instigator. Todoroki’s flame reappears and Bakugo propels himself into the air. He keeps setting off explosions, turning himself in midair until he’s a whirlwind of dust and smoke. Todoroki lifts his flame-covered arm, teeth gritted.

“HOWITZER…IMPACT!”

A split second before they hit, Kemuri sees Todoroki’s flames go out.

The arena explodes with light and heat as the ice left behind by Todoroki shatters. Kemuri doesn’t shield her eyes this time, just sitting back and letting the heat wash over her.

“Bakugo combines speed and rotation with a huge blast like what he used against Uraraka!” Present Mic exclaims. “He turned himself into a human missile! Todoroki did fire off a flame attack that wowed us in his match with Midoriya, so what has become of our two top competitors?!”

When the smoke clears, Bakugo is laying on his stomach in the middle of the ring and Todoroki is slumped against his own ice, out of bounds. Bakugo doesn’t move for a second as murmurs ripple through the audience, then he starts to get up.

“Hey…HEY!” Bakugo shouts.

He runs to Todoroki and grabs the front of his uniform, yanking him up as if he can shake him awake. Cementoss is already getting up and Midnight is reaching for the sleeve of her uniform.

“You, stop messing around!” Bakugo screams to his unconscious opponent. Pink gas float towards him, wafting off Midnight’s skin. “This isn’t a real win for me unless you try harder! It can’t end this way! GET UP! You half-n-half bas…tard…”

He sinks to the ground, Midnight’s quirk taking hold of him. She walks to both boys, staring at them for a moment, and Kemuri holds her breath. No one in their class moves.

Midnight raises her hand. “Todoroki is out of bounds. Bakugo is the winner!”

“And with that, the final match is officially over! The first year champion of the U.A Sports Festival is…KATSUKI BAKUGO FROM CLASS 1-A!”

Just like that, the Sports Festival is over. The crowd goes wild, screaming and shouting and applauding as if their hands are about to fall off. Class 1-A sits in shock. Kirishima gets up and runs out of the stands without another word.

Kemuri just stares as Bakugo and Todoroki get carted off to Recovery Girl. She has to hand it to Bakugo, when he says he’s going to do something, he does it.

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Kemuri is glad to be back on the field with her classmates. She would feel self-conscious about the IV if it weren’t for the fact that others around her are bandaged too. She just wishes that she didn’t look so beat up for the cameras flashing behind them.

“The first years have completed all the events in the U.A Sports Festival,” Midnight says as she stands at the head of the crowd. “Now it’s time to relax and enjoy the award ceremony!”

Trumpets play and fireworks go off all around the top of the stadium and in the sky high above them. Kemuri looks up, focusing on the flashes of colour as a small smile lifts her lips.

Confetti and smoke explode from the ground behind Midnight as three pillars emerge from the ground. Tokoyami stands on the number three, Todoroki on number two, and Bakugo is chained to the first place spot, literally.

He screams and flails against his restraints, his voice muffled by the muzzle around his mouth. Kemuri feels cringe overtake her entire body and a second later, she thinks that this could inadvertently be his payback for her giving him secondhand embarrassment.

“He’s been going nuts ever since he woke up,” Kirishima sighs. “Man, Bakugo, pull yourself together.”

He looked a little tired when he came back from seeing Bakugo and even now, he still seems a little annoyed. Kemuri wonders whether he had to hold Bakugo back from going after Todoroki the second he woke up. Seeing Bakugo now, she wouldn’t be surprised if that was the case.

Midnight eyes the paparazzi. “Tenya Iida actually shares the third place award with Tokoyami, but unfortunately, he had to leave for family reasons. Gotta love those familial bonds.” She winks and poses for the cameras.

Tokoyami gasps. “A media darling…”

“Too bad Iida couldn’t be here,” Tsuyu says. “He was so excited.”

Kemuri bites her lip and glances to the side just in time to catch Midoriya’s eye. He looks away, distress painting his features, and she sighs. It feels wrong for Iida not to be here, but then again, it’s wrong for his brother to have been attacked by a villain.

“Now, let’s break out the hardware,” Midnight says. “Of course, there’s only one person worthy of distributing the awards!”

From the rooftop, strong laughter rings out and a tall, muscular silhouette appears. The crowd goes absolutely nuts, foaming at the mouth for their number one hero, and he leaps into the air, eclipsing the sun for a moment.

All Might starts to say something, but Kemuri honestly can’t make it out past Midnight welcoming the number one hero, their voices overlapping. He lands, then slowly looks up at Midnight while the crowd keeps screaming and the cameras keep flashing.

She touches her fingertips together. “I ruined that, didn’t I?” she asks.

All Might just waves it off, keeping his smile on. “Never mind! I am here now!” he booms, giving her a thumbs up.

Midnight holds up a small tray with medals on them. “Well, now that you’re here, All Might, why don’t you start the presentation?”

He takes the bronze medal and moves up the steps to Tokoyami’s pedestal, congratulating him as he slips the medal around his neck.

Kemuri is smiling now. No matter how badly she wanted to be up there, the next best thing is seeing her friend earning that medal, and dang it, she’s proud of him. Tokoyami bows his head as All Might brings him into a hug, patting his back.

“Aw, I bet All Might’s hugs are great,” Kemuri whispers to Hagakure.

Hagakure giggles, swooning a little. “So muscly, right?” She adds, “He could break me in half and I would thank him.” Kemuri nearly chokes, forcing back her shocked laughter, and she can tell that Hagakure has a smug grin on her face.

Ojiro places one hand over his face and lets out a long sigh. “You’re something else, Hagakure,” he whispers.

All Might moves on to Todoroki, giving him the silver medal, and they have a brief conversation that Kemuri can’t hear. All Might gives him a hug too, then goes to Bakugo.

“And now, young Bakugo!” All Might eyes the muzzle and restraints, letting out a hum. “This is a little much.” As he removes the muzzle, he says, “Well, you did what you said you’d do in the pledge! You’re true to your word!”

“All Might…” Bakugo growls. “Winning first place this way…DOESN’T PROVE THAT I’M THE BEST ONE HERE!”

Kemuri actually recoils at the sight of his face, bumping into Shoji’s arms. Hagakure lets out a squeak and grabs Kemuri’s arm, trembling a little, while Ojiro stares in mild horror.

“EVEN IF THE WORLD CONSIDERS ME THE WINNER, I REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT LIKE THIS!” Bakugo wails, eyes bulging and teeth bared.

All Might clears his throat. “In a world where we’re constantly being compared to one another, there are very few who can keep their eyes focused on the top spot! You’re one of them.” Bakugo keeps growling as All Might lifts the gold medal. “Please, accept this medal, even if you have to think of it as a scar, something you’ll never forget.”

“I DON’T WANT THAT PIECE OF SHIT!” Bakugo screams. All Might tries to put the medal over Bakugo’s head, but he sticks his head up and it loops around his nose. “GET THAT TRASH OFF OF ME, YOU IDIOT!”

All Might yanks it down so that it hangs from Bakugo’s gaping, angry mouth, and turns back around to face the first years. Hagakure stifles her giggles against Kemuri’s shoulder and Kemuri claps a hand over her mouth.

“Here they are! The winners of this year’s Sports Festival!” All Might says. “But, listen closely, any one of you first years could have ended up standing on these podiums. Think about what you’ve done today. You’ve challenged each other, learned, and climbed even closer to your goals of being pros! I think this next generation of heroes is proving to be our most promising one yet!” He aims one finger at the sky and light glints off the end. “So, I have one more thing to say! I want to hear everyone yell it with me! GO BEYOND!”

Kemuri thrusts her fist into the air and joins in, shouting out a proud, happy, “PLUS ULTRA!”

For just a second, she forgets all about her grandfather.

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After the award ceremony, all the students are told to gather their things and change back into their school uniforms. Before they leave for the day, their homeroom teachers are to give them a debriefing back in their classrooms.

Before they get to any of that, Hagakure and Kemuri have the very important job of engulfing Tokoyami in a squishy, happy group hug, and Kemuri is again shocked at the fact that Tokoyami is shorter than her. Shoji and Ojiro are more subdued.

“You did amazing!” Hagakure squeals as she bounces up and down, dragging Tokoyami’s arm along for the ride. “I’m so happy for you that I could cry!”

“Please don’t,” Tokoyami utters, too tired to resist.

Kemuri smiles at him. “I knew you had it in you,” she says. She extends her arms to him. “Real hug because I’m proud of you?”

He sighs, then opens his arms to her. She grins and hugs him tight, starting to feel a little choked up. He pats her back, more than a little awkward, and she pulls away as she hastily wipes her eyes.

“Seriously,” Shoji says, clasping one hand on Tokoyami’s shoulder. “You did great.”

“Everyone has said all there is to be said,” Ojiro adds with a shrug. He gives Tokoyami a thumbs up. “Nice work, Tokoyami.”

Hagakure leans closer to him. “So, All Might…good hugger? Bad hugger?”

“He is so muscular and huge that I felt as if he could snap me in half if he wanted. It made me feel very vulnerable,” Tokoyami says. “Kemuri gives better hugs. She’s softer.”

Kemuri feigns shock. “Me? Better than All Might at something?” She shakes her head. “Shoji has six arms, though. Can’t ignore that…right?”

“Only thing left to do is have a hugging contest,” Hagakure says with a shrug.

“Later, please,” Tokoyami says. “I can feel my energy leaving me in waves, dragging me towards the sweet release of death.”

Hagakure stops bouncing, taking a deep breath. “Seriously though, guys. Today was nuts, and there were lots of tears and lots of emotion, but in all seriousness…” She takes a deep breath. “I had so much fun today and I’m proud of all of us. We were totally Plus Ultra and I freaking loved it!”

She turns around and hugs Ojiro as she lets out another happy squeal, making his entire face turn red, and Kemuri lunges forward to join the impending group hug. Tokoyami shuffles over and just flops on top of them before Shoji surrounds them with all six of his arms—careful to avoid Kemuri’s IV pole. They all inhale, then exhale.

“You guys are crazy,” Ojiro sighs.

“But you love us?” Hagakure asks, hope painting her words.

Ojiro swallows. “Can…can I say that? Yes? I love you guys?”

Another happy squeal and Hagakure’s arms tighten around him. Kemuri closes her eyes and relishes in the feeling of being loved.

Notes:

These last two chapters were a little slower. Just trying to get into the Internship Arcs, so I hope these aren't too boring! Thanks for reading <3 Comments and kudos are welcome!

Chapter 51: Colours of the Emotional Rainbow

Summary:

The Sports Festival is over, but emotions are still running high. Kemuri has a chat with a fellow classmate.

Chapter Text

Kemuri gets her school uniform on, returns her IV to Recovery Girl, and gets back to class as fast as she can. She’s the last person to arrive and she can’t help but cast a glance to Iida’s empty desk before she sits down. Aizawa walks in right after her.

“Nice work,” he says as he takes his place in front of the class. “You have Monday and Tuesday off of school. I’m sure the pros who watched the festival will want to recruit some of you, so we’ll look over the draft forms and update you on your return. Get some rest.” His stare is as stern as ever. “You still have a lot of training to do.”

“Yes, sir,” the class says.

Everyone gets up and starts to trickle out, chatting away about the festival. Kemuri says goodbye to her friends, lingering a bit as everyone leaves. Shoji goes out of the classroom, but she knows that he’ll wait for her. She moves to the back of the room, heart clenching.

“Todoroki,” Kemuri says.

He looks up at her. “Hey.”

She opens her mouth, then closes it again. She doesn’t actually know what to say to him, despite having a lot in mind, and there’s no way she’s starting a conversation with, “So, I think I’ve figured out that your dad is abusive. Am I anywhere near correct?”

He arches an eyebrow at her silence, letting out a breath as he gets out of his desk and reaches for his bag. “How are you feeling?”

“O-Oh, fine,” she says. “I…I was more worried about you.”

Another eyebrow arch. “Worried?”

She looks over her shoulder to find that they’re the only people left in the classroom. Even Aizawa has left. Seeing that, she feels a little safer.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers. “I…I didn’t see the signs at the Heroics Gala, with…your dad.” His expression hardens a little and she takes a slightly shaky breath. “That’s…why I’m worried.”

He shuts his eyes, dragging his bag onto his shoulder and gripping the strap. “Don’t be,” he says. “I’m not a weak little kid anymore.”

That just makes her feel worse, the last word lingering in her mind. He used to be a weak little kid, someone unable to protect himself.

Her head droops a little. “I don’t even…know what I wanted to say to you. There’s so much going on in my head right now, it’s…” She stops, noticing his blank look, and purses her lips. “Sorry, n…never mind.”

“Did Midoriya get to you too?” he asks. When she nods, he glances towards the door. “I don’t know what to feel, honestly.”

“Me neither.”

Silence. She wonders if she would feel more awkward if this was in a different situation, because right now all she feels is a strange sense of camaraderie. Maybe it’s just her, but she hopes that he at least knows that she understands his struggle.

“You know about my grandfather,” she says, making his forehead crease. She runs her hand up her arm. “But, I…I know about your dad now, at least…I think I do. I want to be there for you too,” she says. “Only if you need it.”

He seems confused by the offer as he looks away, mouth forming a straight line. He exhales, gripping the strap of his backpack a little tighter, then he looks up at her again.

“Okay,” he says. “I doubt I’ll need it, but…thanks.”

“Y-Yeah, no pressure.” Before the silence returns, she clears her throat. “So, uh…Shoji is probably waiting for me, so…enjoy your weekend, and…and stuff.”

She turns away, starting for the door, and he lets out a soft, “Hey.”

“Huh?”

She turns back around to find that he has that confused, lost look on his face again. He tucks his hands into his pockets, taking a few absentminded steps forward.

“You don’t use your steam to fight,” he states.

She looks at her feet. “No.”

“Why?”

She lets out a long breath. “I…I was always told that it was a weak part of me,” she says. “That…it represented everything that’s wrong with me.” His eyes widen and he blinks a few times. She adds, with a sheepish laugh, “And…well, it’s the reason my eyesight isn’t good, so for a long time, I was scared of it.”

“Huh…” he murmurs, hands shifting in his pockets. “Interesting.”

“Did your quirk…um…?” She motions to her own face, hesitant.

He shakes his head. “No, that was from boiling water.” He sees Kemuri’s alarm and adds, “But, it represents something for me too. I’m seeing everything surrounding it differently now.”

She can’t say much more than a soft, “Oh.”

“Mhm.”

“Well…good talk.”

“Yeah.”

He leaves first. She has to take a second to breathe and mull over his words before she shuffles out of the classroom. Shoji is waiting in the hall, playing on his phone, and he looks up when he hears her footsteps.

“Ready to go?” he asks, pocketing his phone.

“Yeah. I really want to be home,” she admits. As they settle into pace next to each other, she asks, “Are you sure you’re okay with coming with me? Are your parents going to miss you?”

“My mom’s working a late shift at the hospital and my dad…he’s not the type to miss me terribly. He knows I’ll be home tomorrow.”

Kemuri’s eyebrows lift. “Your mom is a doctor?”

“A surgeon, actually. She specializes in transplants, plastics…trauma too,” he says. “Her quirk allows her to grow organs out of her skin and detach them, so she’s really important for emergencies and stuff.”

“Woah…she sounds hardcore.”

“She is.”

They lapse back into silence, but something still nags at the back of her mind. She’s learned a lot about herself today, more than she thought she would. The biggest thing is that she knows that she’s not as strong as she could be and that, from here on out, she’s going to work even harder.

They get outside, the sky lit up with oranges and pinks of the dying daylight, and as they pass through the front gates, Kemuri looks down the sidewalk and sees Todoroki walking away. Something compels her to speak and before she can second-guess herself, she’s cupping her hands around her mouth.

“Hey! Todoroki!” she calls. He stops, turning around, and she smiles a little. “Next year, I’m going to be a lot stronger, and I’ll be working to surpass you! So…so watch out!”

Shoji blinks a few times, staring down at her in shock, and Todoroki’s expression is similar. Then, his lip twitches at the corner for just a second.

“I’ll be ready,” he returns.

Kemuri nods, a rush of exhilaration passing through her, and she turns back around. Shoji is still staring at her, even as they walk, and she meets his eyes.

“What?” she asks.

He smiles a little. “Challenging Todoroki, huh?”

She exhales. “Yeah, I…I guess I’ve got a new conviction, that’s all.”

“Hm,” he murmurs. He gently maneuvers her around a loose piece of sidewalk that she didn’t see, then adds, “Well, that’ll be an interesting fight to watch next year.”

“I hope so.”

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That evening, the Sports Festival is the hot topic of the Shimakage household. The atmosphere is more relaxed thanks to Keiji’s absence and Cayden is very good at staying positive about the whole thing. Not only does he encourage Kemuri, but he also does the same for Shoji, and of course he comforts Kazue. She looks drained from work, her emotions running on high, and Kemuri really can’t blame her for feeling a little weak. Kemuri felt anxious just from hearing about Tensei’s attack, much less witnessing it.

Kemuri is just glad to see that her mom seems to be calming down, staying snuggled tightly in Cayden’s arms while the four of them watch the recording of the festival, enjoying some snacks and drinks while they’re at it.

It’s strange to see herself on TV, especially the couple close-ups she got right at the start of the Obstacle Race. She got a solid few seconds where all you can see is her laughing and aiming a peace sign at the sky in celebration. It almost hurts to know that only a little while later, that euphoria would be destroyed.

“That second obstacle is a tough one,” Kazue sighs. She smiles a little. “Look at you two go…”

“Man,” Cayden whistles. “Shoji, kid, you’re actually flying…”

Shoji smiles a little as he shifts against his pillow. “More like gliding, and I almost fell a couple times.”

Kemuri nudges him with her elbow. “Sneaky…” she whispers.

He returns the light shove before reaching a tentacle mouth to the snack plate, snatching up another mochi.

By the time the Calvary Battle starts, Kemuri is already cringing. She covers her face as soon as her fog covers the arena and she hears her mom gasp.

“Kemuri…” she starts.

“It wasn’t her fault,” Shoji says immediately. His voice is steady and smooth. “One of her teammates has a mind-control quirk and he used it on her.”

“Honey, I told you about this,” Cayden murmurs. “Kemuri is fine, it was just dehydration.”

Kazue starts to sit up, untangling herself from Cayden’s arms. She opens her mouth, then closes it, and Kemuri takes a hesitant peek at her. She has that look on her face that screams “I must protect my child, but I have to think rationally”.

“Did anyone talk to this student?” she asks, slowly. “Does he understand what could have happened?”

“I’m sure the school will talk to him,” Cayden says.

“He…did talk to me,” Kemuri adds, slightly timid. “He said he didn’t mean to use it on me, that it was just a lapse in judgement—”

“Did he apologize?”

Kemuri purses her lips. “Sort…sort of.” Kazue exhales through her nose and Kemuri shakes her hands about. “It’s nothing, mom. I…I learned a lot during the festival and…and next year it’ll be different. Shinso…he wanted to win too, and…and he’s in General Studies! Like you were! And his quirk, I think people have told him it’s villainous—”

“Kemuri, breathe,” Cayden whispers and she stops, sucking in a long breath.

“You can’t say that it’s nothing,” Kazue says, shaking her head. “What he did was dangerous. I understand his struggle, but…he still hurt you. You’re lucky it wasn’t worse.” Kemuri looks at her lap and there’s a brief pause. “Kemuri, are you blaming yourself for this?”

“I…I mean…” She shrugs, swallowing hard. “He only got mad ‘cause I wouldn’t listen to him—”

“Kemuri, no,” Kazue says. She gets up and moves over to the other couch, taking the spot next to her daughter. “I don’t know about details, but what I do understand is that there were two instances of quirk abuse going on here, and yours was not your fault.”

Kemuri doesn’t look at her. “Yeah…”

No one says anything. The TV is playing commercials but no one is fast-forwarding through them. Kemuri gets up from her seat, stretching her arms a little bit. She doesn’t dare look anyone in the eyes. It’s hard enough to see the worry on her mom’s face, she doesn’t need to see Shoji and her dad’s.

“I’ve had a long day,” she says. “I’m gonna…get some rest.”

She walks out of the living room with her head drooped. She’s had too many mood swings today, jumping between excitement and devastation and sympathy and guilt and every other colour of the emotional rainbow. It’s exhausting.

Behind her, she hears her mom say, “Maybe I’ll go by the school tomorrow…”

“It’s the second year stage. Will they have time?”

“Maybe you should wait,” Shoji murmurs. “We have two days off school. Maybe then?”

“Good point. Thank you, Shoji.”

Kemuri doesn’t want Shinso to get in trouble, no matter how upset she is at him. He said it himself, he didn’t mean to do it. But, if anyone is to talk to him about this, Kemuri thinks her mom is a suitable candidate. She’s the General Studies student that made it.

Kemuri slips into her bedroom, takes a few steps, and flops onto her bed, where she lays face down in the pillows for as long as she can before she has to turn her head to breathe. In the silence, she thinks about Iida and Todoroki and Shinso and Midoriya and all the rest of her classmates. Is Iida at the hospital with Tensei right now? Is Todoroki avoiding his dad? What’s Yaoyorozu doing, and is she okay after her fight with Tokoyami? Has Shinso given her a second thought since he walked out of the nurse’s office?

The door to her room opens again and Shoji walks in. He closes it behind him and she pulls her hands away from her face. Both of them just look at each other for a second before he walks over and sits down on the edge of the bed.

“A lot happened today,” he says.

She nods. “Yeah.”

His dark eyes flit back to her, narrowing a little in concern. “I…think I’ve asked you if you’re okay too much already,” he admits.

“I’ll be fine, Shoji. I promise.” She sits up, bringing her knees to her chest. “Right now, I’m still processing everything.”

“I get it.”

She slowly unfurls, flopping back onto the bed. “Are you tired?”

He exhales, then nods. “Yeah.”

“Me too.” She pats the space beside her. “Just…lie with me for a bit.”

His eyebrows lift, but he doesn’t argue against it as he lies down. They lay side by side, staring up at the ceiling, just breathing and taking everything in. A few minutes pass, her eyes starting to droop, and she hears gentle snoring. Shoji’s eyes are closed, his breathing evened out as he sleeps, and she can’t help but smile.

She rolls over, tucking her arm beneath her pillow as her eyes fall shut. “Goodnight, Shoji.”

Chapter 52: Food for the Wounded Soul

Summary:

Kemuri has a day of rest, without parents or her grandfather to get in her way. She decides to pay someone a visit.

Chapter Text

Shoji leaves early the next day, leaving Kemuri in a quiet house. Her mother has to go to work, her father has his spa to run, her grandfather won’t return from his business trip until tomorrow, and both her parents told her to take a break from training for today.

It leaves her with a lot of free time, but she knows what to do with it.

She searches up a recipe, makes a list of what she needs, and goes grocery shopping. When she returns, she sets her haul on the kitchen counter and pulls out her phone. Scrolling through her contacts, she selects the name and waits.

After a few rings, her expectant face slips into a tiny window in the corner and Nishimura's face replaces the rest of the screen. He has one eyebrow arched, halfway through scratching his chin.

“Uh, hi?” he asks.

Kemuri smiles a little. “Hey…uh, sorry, this is kind of sudden,” she says. “Did I catch you at a bad time?”

“Nah.” He shrugs and the camera angle shifts as he lifts it a little. “Was just about to make some lunch.”

“Oh, cool, I…actually wanted some help,” she says. “I wanted to make some nikujaga for Iida and…uh…” She clears her throat. “You’re a good cook, right? On the bus to the USJ, you and Sato were talking about recipes…”

His eyebrows lift, his expression softening. “You want my help?” he repeats.

“Yeah, if you want.”

He thinks for a second, then nods. “Okay, I’ll make some stew too. Then, you can follow along. Got it?”

She nods. “Yeah! Got it!”

“Okay, prop your phone up somewhere where you can see me but it won’t get in the way.”

“Gotcha.”

They get to work. She has to hand it to him, Nishimura is really skilled in the kitchen. It helps that anytime he’s chopping stuff, he just morphs his hand into a knife and gets to work. Kemuri is a lot slower, having to focus more so that she doesn’t cut her fingers off.

Also, he has a lot of advice to give at once. Round out the edges of the potatoes, don’t cube them! But, cube the carrots, and make sure they’re bite-sized. Cut the beef thin so that it cooks faster. Don’t worry about the mirin and sake, you won’t get drunk. All the alcohol burns away while you cook it.

He’s like a powerhouse of nikujaga knowledge and Kemuri has to audibly tell him to slow down for her multiple times.

“I prefer using dashi for the broth,” Nishimura says as he sautés vegetables. Kemuri can hear the pan sizzling while she’s still working on browning the beef. “It’s more flavourful than beef stock or water.”

“U-Uh…” Kemuri looks to her pile of ingredients. “I…I only have beef stock.”

“You can still use that, I’m just saying…dashi is good.”

“Oh…”

She tosses diced carrots, onion, and potatoes into the pan with her beef, starting to stir. She can hear the thunking of a knife on a cutting board coming from her phone again.

“So, why are you making food for Iida?” Nishimura asks. “Do you like him or something?”

Kemuri turns completely red and ducks out of the frame as Nishimura looks up. She takes a few deep breaths, trying to make sure her voice is calm.

“He’s…he’s an old friend, and his brother just got attacked by the Hero Killer, s-so…” she stammers. “I…I wanted to make him his favourite food! It’s…it’s the least I can do.”

Nishimura lets out a small hum. He lifts a bottle of sake, eyes grazing over the label before he nods. “Well, that’s nice of you.” He turns and tips the sake into the pan, just a splash or two, and he looks into the camera. “So, with the sake and stuff?”

“Yeah.”

“Measure yours. I just eyeball these things now, but I’ve got more practice.” As he says it, he takes a pinch of sugar and sprinkles it into the pan, as if to send his point home.

She nods and gathers the wet ingredients, just about ready to add it all to the beef and vegetable mixture. She starts measuring, the only noise the snapping and sizzling of cooking food. Nishimura stirs, then stops to taste his creation. He ponders, frowns, then turns and adds a bit more sliced onion and a dash of spice.

Kemuri puts in the last few ingredients, looking up at him again while she stirs. He’s so strange, just asking a question and dropping it so easily. She’s more used to every question leading to a conversation, so his way of asking, getting the answer, and moving on is a little jarring.

“Okay, so once all the wet ingredients are in, just stir and leave it to simmer for a bit. The potatoes and veggies need to soften up,” he says. There’s a soft clang as he puts the lid on his pan, looking pleased with himself. “Are you putting any shirataki noodles in?”

She stares at him. “No…the recipe didn’t say I needed noodles, and…I’m not sure if Iida prefers it that way.”

“Hey, that’s fine, Shimakage. No worries.” He lifts a package into view, smirking. “I just like adding noodles.” He brings the package out of frame and she hears him opening it. “Also, soy sauce and salt are good. Don’t forget those.”

“Right.” She reaches for them, letting out a breath. “This is a lot more complex then I expected.”

“Do you not cook?”

“Not really…” She purses her lips. “My dad usually does. It’s kind of difficult for me to keep everything on track, I guess, and I just don’t prefer to do it.”

“That’s a shame. Cooking is one of life’s great joys, in my opinion,” he says. He lifts the lid and starts stirring again, in gentle, slow motions that are so unlike his rash way of fighting in class. “I guess I just like keeping busy too.”

“Is your house empty a lot, too?”

His eyes widen a little, then narrow. “Well…” He looks away from her, clearing his throat. “Sort of. Just depends on whether the aunts and uncles are busy, or my cousins. Sometimes it’s just me and my mom.”

Kemuri doesn’t say anything. Her nikujaga is bubbling a little and she starts stirring before Nishimura reminds her for the hundredth time—something about making sure it all cooks evenly. His words remind her of the Heroics Gala, and of Akiara.

“Do…do you have lots of aunts and uncles?” she asks.

He shrugs. “Like four, I guess. They’re technically my great aunts and uncles, since they’re my grandpa’s siblings and siblings-in-law. My dad and mom don’t have any siblings, so…”

“Oh…”

Man, if she wasn’t sure that that group was his family before, she knows now. She thinks of Akiara and the four people standing with him, the other man and woman with orange hair. Those must be Akio’s great aunt and uncle, leaving the other two to be their spouses.

“Why do you ask?” His eyes are narrowed again, lips pouted slightly.

She swallows. “A-Ah, nothing! Just…uh…I don’t have anyone like that. It’s just me, my parents, and my grandfather.”

“No siblings?”

“No.”

“Huh…me neither.”

She looks down at her stew, biting her lip a little. She can’t help but feel a slight spark of jealousy. Akio has such a big family, by the sounds of it, and she can’t help but wonder what it’s like. Does he get along with his cousins? Are his great aunts and uncles fun to be around? Aside from the party-crashing thing, Kemuri imagines they could be cool people.

But the tension between them and her grandfather can’t be ignored.

“So, the nikujaga just needs to cook until everything is done. Make sure the veggies and potatoes are soft, then you’re golden,” he says. “If you weren’t taking it to Iida, I’d say garnish it with green onion, but don’t worry about that.” He leans closer to the camera. “What are you serving it with?”

“Um…” She grins a little, sheepish. “Kit Kat bars and orange juice…?”

He stares at her for a second, heaves a long sigh, and says, “Make some rice, at least. God…”

“O-Okay.”

He leans back, ruffling his hair. “Well, I think my work here is done. I hope Iida likes it,” he says.

“Me too.” She grins and bows her head. “Thank you so much, Nishimura! I couldn’t have done it without you!”

He seems a little flustered by the thanks, his freckled face getting red as he clears his throat. “U-Uh, yeah…don’t mention it.” He reaches for his phone. “Okay, bye.”

There’s a soft beeping sound as the call disconnects. Kemuri stares at her reflection in the camera for a second before shaking her head. She gets to work on the rice and prepares some bento boxes to pack it all up.

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“I’ll be at Hosu General, dad,” Kemuri says as she hands him his lunch. “Just visiting the Iidas.”

Cayden nods. “Okay, be safe out there.” He opens the bento, blue eyes starting to sparkle. “Nikujaga?”

“I made it myself,” she says, more than a little proud, “with…a little help from a classmate.”

“Well, I can’t wait to dig in. Thanks, sweetie.”

She hurries out of his office, waving to some of the workers at the front desk on her way past. The Sports Festival is still playing on the TVs and it looks like the second years aren’t pulling any punches either. Present Mic is having a hay-day with his announcing.

Kemuri makes sure the food is all packed up one last time before she heads out.

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“Um, hi…I’m here to see Tensei Iida?” Kemuri says. She cringes at how it sounds like a question and, judging by the look on the receptionist’s face, it didn’t go over well.

“Are you family?” she asks, arching an eyebrow.

Kemuri swallows. “I’m…a friend.”

The woman doesn’t seem convinced. Kemuri kicks herself internally, hand tightening around the bag in her hand. Of course, they would be skeptical. If they let in every Ingenium fan that claimed to be the friend of the family, it would be chaos.

She seriously considers name-dropping her own family when she hears a soft, feminine voice ask, “Shimakage?”

Turning around, Kemuri sees a woman with short, navy hair and glasses. Just from appearance alone, Kemuri can tell she’s an Iida. The woman starts towards her, stopping at her side. They’re the same height.

“You’re Kemuri, right?” she asks. Her tone is still gentle.

“Y-Yes.” Kemuri does a hasty bow. “And…I’m sorry, have we…met?”

The woman gasps. “Oh, I’m sorry,” she says, batting her hand at her. “I’m Sachiko Iida. Your mother pointed you out to me at the gala.”

“O-Oh, you’re Tenya’s mother,” Kemuri stammers. “I’m…” The apology dies on her tongue, the word already said too much. She gulps. “I…I wanted to see how you were doing. Is Tenya here?”

Sachiko nods and Kemuri can see the exhaustion on her face; the dark circles under her maroon eyes, the tired lines by her mouth. “He hasn’t left since yesterday, but…none of us have,” she says. “Please, come with me. I’m sure he’ll be glad to have a friend here.”

Sachiko waves to the receptionist, earning a nod, and Kemuri hurries after the woman. They go down the hall, grab the elevator, and get off on the third floor. Kemuri looks down the hall, half-expecting to see Tenya, but it’s empty. She follows Sachiko yet again until they stop in front of the door with the placard reading “Tensei Iida”.

Sachiko opens the door and slips inside, but Kemuri doesn’t move. She doesn’t want to barge in unless she’s sure that she’s allowed.

“Tenya?” Sachiko calls. “You have a friend here to see you.”

“What?”

There are a few footsteps before Tenya emerges and seeing him just about makes Kemuri lose her composure. He hasn’t even changed out of his school uniform: the tie missing, the first couple buttons are undone, and it’s wrinkled. It isn’t even tucked into his pants.

It’s like looking at someone pretending to be the put-together, pristine Tenya Iida that she’s always known. It breaks her heart.

“Tenya,” she says. “Oh my god…”

“Kemuri? How did you…” He stops, shutting his eyes, and another ache rolls through her. He looks so tired. “Did Midoriya tell you?”

“My mother, actually. She…she was on the scene, said a hero got hurt, and…I put the pieces together.”

He exhales, looking away from her. “I see.”

She dares a step closer to him, unsure if she wants to look into the room. Does she really want to see Tensei in whatever state he’s in? The idea makes her stomach curl, but before she can say anything, Tenya steps in.

“Do you want to say hello?” he asks, and there’s a twinge in his voice that she wants to take away so badly that it hurts. “I’m sure he’d…be glad to see you.”

“I…” She swallows. “Yeah, sure. Do I need a mask or…?”

“No, it’s fine.”

She follows him into the room. Sachiko is sitting in the chair nearest to the window and next to her stands Tetsuya, his arms crossed over his chest. Kemuri can’t bring herself to look away from Tenya’s parents quite yet, but the hospital bed is getting closer.

She finally looks and she immediately wishes she hadn’t. Tensei definitely looks like he’s been attacked. His head and torso are bandaged, stitches creeping out along the side of his head, and there’s an IV in his arm. He’s utterly still aside from the rise and fall of his chest and he stares at the ceiling, a faraway look in his eyes.

Kemuri tries to imagine the smiling, laughing Tensei who took a selfie with her so many weeks ago, but it’s like the sight of him now destroyed the image.

“He was on a ventilator yesterday, but he’s breathing on his own again,” Tenya murmurs to her. He moves closer to the bed and rests a hand on his brother’s shoulder. “Brother, Kemuri is here to see you.”

Tensei takes a long breath, gaze flickering up to his brother. “Kemuri?” he repeats. His voice is raspy.

Tenya motions her closer and Kemuri obeys. Up close, she can see how chapped his lips are and how bruised he is, only making it worse. Still, she reaches out and takes his hand slowly. His fingers twitch, then tighten around hers.

“Hey,” she whispers. “Just…wanted to see you. I’m…” She bites her lip. “I’m glad you’re alive.”

Tensei releases another long sigh, eyes closing, and his grip loosens. Kemuri pulls her hand away. She feels so stupid, standing here with their family when she’s hardly spent any time with them. She hadn’t even met Tenya’s mother before today and she’s only seen Tetsuya from afar.

“I…I made some food for you,” Kemuri says, lifting the bag in her hand as she starts towards Mr. and Mrs. Iida. She reaches into the bag and pulls out two of the prepared bentos. “I…hope you like nikujaga and rice.”

“Oh, thank you,” Sachiko murmurs. “That’s very kind of you.”

Tetsuya nods. “We’ve been surviving off hospital food,” he says. “A home-cooked meal is well appreciated.”

Kemuri is suddenly very glad that she made enough to feed at least five people. Sachiko’s smile is wobbly, pained, and Kemuri can’t look at it for too long. She turns around, meeting Tenya’s eyes, and she hears Sachiko’s chair squeak.

“Tenya, why don’t you two go and talk?” she suggests.

“Yes, mother,” Tenya agrees.

Kemuri wants to scream, her chest constricting. Everything is so tense, so wrong. Tensei shouldn’t be in a hospital bed. Tenya shouldn’t be this quiet and un-Tenya-like. As they go back into the hallway, the voices of Tenya’s parents trail after them.

“So…” she starts.

“Follow me,” he says.

He ends up leading her to a small rooftop garden. There are benches, flowers, and it looks like it’s somewhere for patients to go and get fresh air. The teenagers settle onto one of the benches and Kemuri sets her bag next to her.

“Have you eaten, Tenya?” she asks.

He shakes his head. “Bits and pieces, I suppose. Just enough so mother wouldn’t worry.”

Kemuri’s shoulders sag. She pulls out another bento and a can of orange juice, handing it off to him, and he takes both after a moment of hesitation. She brings out another set of the same thing, her own meal, setting it on her lap before grabbing the dessert.

He seems shocked by the sight of a green tea chocolate bar and when he directs the shock at her, she forces a tiny smile and lifts up her own strawberry one.

“I remembered,” she murmurs.

“Yes, you…you did,” he replies.

He takes the chocolate. They sit in silence, just eating. Tenya doesn’t start right away, but the second he takes the first bite, he doesn’t stop. He by no means wolfs it down, but his pace is just desperate enough for Kemuri to notice. She doesn’t regret bringing him food.

“I’m sorry if it’s not that good,” she says. “It was my first time making it.”

“No, it’s…” He swallows a bite. “It’s delicious, Kemuri. Thank you.”

She smiles before returning to her own meal.

After a while more, she asks in a small voice, “How bad is it? With…with Tensei?”

His fingertips clench around the orange juice can. His breaths become slightly shakier and he swallows hard before saying, “He had serious injuries. The doctors said that, had he been even two minutes later—” He stops, a shudder rolling through him, and Kemuri puts her bento box down. “He…wouldn’t have made it.”

“Oh my gosh, I…” She reaches out and touches his shoulder. “At…at least he survived, right? Ingenium still lives.” His expression floods with grief and she tenses. “Tenya?”

“His spine…” He shakes his head. “It…it was severed. He’s paralyzed, Kemuri, from the waist down, and…and they can’t fix it!”

He slams the can down a little too hard, making it fall off the bench and spill against the asphalt. He hunches forward, hands shaking as he stares at the ground. Kemuri doesn’t take her hand off his shoulder despite the heat flooding her chest, the horror and grief taking over.

She isn’t what’s important right now.

“They tried, but…but something went wrong and it couldn’t be salvaged, so the paralysis is permanent,” he continues, his voice getting more and more unstable. “The Hero Killer…he didn’t take his life but he…he ended his hero career and it’s…it’s not fair. My brother’s a true hero, a g-good man and…and…”

There are tears rolling down his face. He sniffles, reaching to adjust his glasses, but he’s shaking so much that he just knocks them askew. Kemuri slips her hand from his shoulder and grasps one of his, trying to calm him despite being just as powerless in this situation. As he tries to take deep breaths, she reaches up and takes off his glasses with her free hand, setting them aside so that they don't get crushed. He squeezes his eyes shut.

“Why him?” he asks. “Why my brother? He didn’t do anything wrong. Who…who does this Hero Killer think he is, passing…passing judgement as if he, as if he knows who’s a true hero and who isn’t? It’s…it’s such complete and u-utter…”

She doesn’t know what bravery overtakes her, but one second she’s holding his hand and the next, she’s pulling Tenya into her arms and he’s clinging to her, his face buried against her shoulder. He weeps, his back heaving, and all she can do is hold him.

“I know, Tenya,” she whispers, tears stinging at her own eyes. “I know, it…it’s awful…”

“He’s…he’s never g-going to walk again, Kemuri. It’s…” His arms tighten around her. “W-Why? Why him?” he repeats.

She presses her cheek to his hair, tears escaping, and she just keeps rubbing his back. He’s been there for her so many times, been a strong hand to hold when she was breaking down, and now she’s going to be strong for him.

“Tensei is strong, he’ll…he’ll find a way,” she murmurs. “His quirk is in his arms, so…so maybe he can propel his…”

She stops. Just saying the word “wheelchair” feels wrong. She still can’t fully grasp that Tensei will never walk again, that he will need something like that to get around.

She strokes his hair, moving rhythmically from his head, to his neck, down to his shoulders, then repeating it. Tenya doesn’t let go of her, his tears soaking the shoulder of her hoodie. She’ll stay here with him for however long he needs. All he has to do is ask.

Chapter 53: Sticks and Stones

Summary:

Kemuri's grandfather returns home from his business trip and Kemuri braces herself for the worst.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri spent quite a while at the hospital, just being there for Tenya. She listened while he talked about his frustrations, although there wasn’t much to say after a while, and oftentimes they just found themselves sitting in silence, his head on her shoulder and her arms wrapped around him.

The next day, she wakes early and spends some time in the dojo. She tries experimenting with her steam, adding little bursts with her punches, but it’s weak at best. She becomes frustrated easily and resigns herself to doing a regular workout. She’ll bring up her concern to Mr. Aizawa once school starts up again.

For the rest of the day, she hangs out in the onsen, helping her dad out with massages and whatever else he needs. It makes her feel better about her steam as she works the knots out of people’s backs and what’s more, seeing their worries fade away for a bit makes her happy.

She also keeps up with the third year stage of the festival. They’re always the most interesting, in her opinion, since so many of them are about ready to go pro already and they have an amazing handle on their quirks. She likes seeing how far they’ve come and it inspires her to keep going.

“That one kid always loses his clothes,” Cayden says with a slight laugh, shaking his head.

Kemuri covers her eyes, cheeks red, and she spares just a quick glance at the blond student struggling to pull his pants back on. If she remembers correctly, he has some kind of phasing quirk.

“At least he doesn’t seem all that upset about it?” Kemuri suggests.

The door to the spa swings open and Cayden immediately perks up, putting on his winning smile. “Hello! Welcome to Hosu Harmony! What…” He stops. “Oh, Shimakage-san, you’re back.”

Kemuri feels her blood run cold at the sight of her grandfather. He still has his suit on, briefcase in hand, as if he just got home. He looks at Kemuri, his expression as stony as ever, and jerks his head toward the door.

“Kemuri, dojo. Ten minutes,” he states.

He turns and leaves. Kemuri starts to get up, hands shaking, and she wipes them against her jeans. Good thing there aren’t any customers in the waiting area. Cayden moves out from behind the front desk, resting one hand on his daughter’s shoulder.

“Kemuri,” he says. “Whatever he says, please remember that you did well at the festival. None of that was your fault and…” He swallows. “Don’t be afraid to tell him about Shinso. I’m sure even he can understand that you weren’t in control.”

She nods. “Yeah, it’ll…it’ll be fine. I’m sure he just wants to talk about where to go with training from here.”

It sounds fake even as it leaves her mouth.

“If you go out there and do nothing but embarrass me and disparage the Shimakage legacy any more than you already have, then it will prove what I’ve known all along—that you’re weak and that you will never be stronger than you already are.”

This isn’t going to go well, but for the sake of her father’s nerves, she smiles and hurries away. The last thing she needs is to be late. She starts unravelling her braid as she goes, preparing to tug it into a ponytail.

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When she arrives in the dojo, dressed in her sparring clothes, her grandfather is waiting. He has his arms crossed over his chest, watching her every movement as she takes her place in front of him. He doesn’t speak, but she knows he will.

“Grandfather…b-before…before you say anything, can I—” His eyes narrow and she feels her entire body tense up, stomach clenching, and she has to take a second to breathe. “Can…can I say that I really…really did try my best?”

He exhales out his nostrils and she imagines him as a bull, a second away from charging into her. “Are you joking?” he utters.

“W-What?”

“Are. You. Joking?” he repeats. When she just stares at him, he grits his teeth. “That performance was not your best and if you believe that it was, then…” He shakes his head. “I knew it, all along, and yet I was foolish enough to believe that you would be better.”

She presses her fists to her legs, willing herself to stop shaking, but she feels like a leaf in a windstorm. “G-Grandfather, I…I would’ve made it into the third round, b-but—”

“But you overused your quirk. You threw away every lesson I gave you.” He’s moving towards her now and she instinctively steps back, sliding her foot into the ready position as he looms over her. “I spent years, spent hours of my precious time working to make you something worth seeing, and you threw that away in one second. You showed me that you don’t care about what I’ve taught you.”

Her grandfather doesn’t yell. His anger lies in his eyes, in the way his muscles tense, but it never seeps into his tone. It’s all words. His steady, low speech is just as terrifying. It’s harder to tell when a calm person is about to snap.

“N-No, grandfather, it…it wasn’t like that,” Kemuri says and she can hear the begging in her voice. “My teammate, his quirk…he controlled me. He didn’t mean to—”

“You can’t even accept the blame for your actions?” he retorts. “You were weak. You stayed back, hid away in the shadows, and then…you trusted a stranger. That boy wasn’t even in the Hero Course, but you sunk to his level and let him take advantage of you. It cost you your advancement.”

She purses her lips and squeezes her eyes shut, bowing her head. “I…I know, I’m sorry.”

“What have I always said? Shimakages…”

“Work best with other Shimakages, people who know how to maneuver themselves in smoke and fog the way we do. If not…we’re better off alone.” She says it like a robot, repeating a mantra she’s heard one hundred times before.

“But, you shirked that too, along with the rest of your training.”

“It…it was a team event…” she whispers.

“You didn’t even try to team up with anyone powerful, people who could support your inability. You chose that mutant friend of yours, some sparkling idiot with a weak quirk—”

“H-Hey, Aoyama isn’t—”

“And a useless General Studies student.”

Her eyes snap open and she finally looks at him, knuckles turning white. “Mom was a General Studies student too, and Shinso is strong, just…just in a different way, and I told you that he didn’t mean to hurt me. It’s not fair that you—”

She catches his brief movement just in time and throws her arm up as his fist flies, landing hard against her forearm and nearly making her lose her footing. She keeps her arm braced against his fist, trembling, and her grandfather glares at her.

“This world is unfair, Kemuri,” he growls. “People turn on you. Friends are just enemies playing a part, traitors biding their time. Do you want to be naïve and spineless for the rest of your life?”

She thinks for a second of Aizawa and his words about trust, words she took to heart from the very first week of school. He directed them at Nishimura, but they rang true for everyone.

“Don’t give me excuses. Whoever taught you not to trust anyone but yourself is flawed. You can’t be a hero without it, so unless you’re willing to challenge your beliefs, consider leaving this course.”

“Answer me.”

She shakes her head. “N-No, I don’t.”

“Then show me. Show me that I haven’t wasted my time with you!”

Her eyes widen as he reels back and pivots. She doesn’t see his leg in time and it collides with her shoulder, knocking her to the ground. She hits the floor with a heavy thud, pain spiralling through her arm, and she gets back to her feet despite her shock.

“You embarrassed yourself and this entire family during the festival,” he says, rolling his head to the side and making his neck crack. He presses his fist into his palm, massaging his knuckles. “It made me sick, watching you disregard everything, watching you shirk your training.”

“I swear, I—”

“Ungrateful child,” he utters. “Ungrateful, stupid, weak child. What was the point? What was the point of me training you if you don’t use it?”

She braces herself against another blow, the force sending her skidding against the floor, and she moves to retaliate. He blocks her, grasping her wrist and slamming her back into the ground. She grits her teeth, already starting to breathe a little too fast. She left herself open. What a rookie mistake.

He releases her, allowing her to get back up. When she turns around, he’s poised and ready. She puts her fists up and he rushes at her again.

He lands more hits, knocking her down again and again. She can already tell that this isn’t normal training. He’s hard on her during their regular sessions, but he always pauses between take-downs to tell her what she did wrong. He isn’t giving her any advice now.

It’s like a test, like he expects her to show what she knows.

She deploys her fog and tucks low to the ground, moving in a wide circle around him. If she can get behind him, into a blind spot, then he’ll have a harder time defending and she can take him down.

As she rushes at his back, he whirls around and his foot connects with her stomach. She hits the ground and rolls, coming to a stop only once she hits the wall. She lays there for a second, coughing and trying to get her breath back, and she senses her grandfather moving towards her through the fog.

“Get up. That was hardly a kick.”

She forces herself to obey, dragging her forearm across her mouth before lifting her fists. He’s coming for her again.

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By the end of the session, Kemuri feels like a punching bag. She stays on the ground, bangs sticking to her face, breaths slightly wet and ragged, the cushy floor pressing against her shoulder. She can just see her grandfather’s feet in her line of vision.

“You couldn’t even pass this test,” he says. “I am an old man and you…you are young, and yet I still defeated you. Can’t you see how pathetic that is?”

He has decades more experience than she does in both fighting and quirk use. Everything she knows, he has taught her, but he hasn’t taught her everything that he knows. He is still healthy, still strong and able-bodied, and twice her size with a working pair of eyes. This fight wasn’t fair.

The world isn’t fair.

She nods.

“I’m done,” he states. “I’m done with all of this.”

Her eyes widen and she tries to get up, her body screaming in protest. She only gets to her knees before she has to stop, forcing herself to look at his face. His expression is like stone.

“I will no longer train you, since you aren’t doing anything with it anyway,” he says. He looks around the dojo. “Clean the mats before you leave.”

He takes the towel Kemuri brought for herself and dries his face and hair, slinging it over his shoulder before he leaves. Kemuri’s head sags forward and she stares at the floor, sweat dripping down her face and off the tip of her nose.

She drags herself to her feet, trying to keep herself composed. The adrenaline of the fight falls away in waves, leaving her to become acutely aware of the fact that everything hurts. She makes herself move. She doesn’t want to think about what’ll happen if she leaves a single drop of sweat on the mats.

Notes:

*handing out pitchforks* I know y'all want these.

Chapter 54: Shinso's Apology

Summary:

Kazue attends an important meeting.

Chapter Text

When Hagakure invites Kemuri to a movie the next day, she’s all too eager to snatch the opportunity. She still feels like she got run over by a truck, but a movie doesn’t require moving around too much, so it should be fine.

She wears a light sweater, something that covers her arms, and a pair of jeans. She fakes a smile with her friends, enjoying their company, the popcorn and candy, and the movie itself. When she gets home, she keeps the façade going for the sake of her parents.

She texts Iida too, just to ask if he’s alright and if things are still going okay with Tensei. If it is, then she can maybe tell him about what just happened with her grandfather. He did say that she could talk to him if she needs it.

But, he responds with only a “yes”, and somehow she can tell that he’s lying. She puts down her phone and tries to find something to distract herself. She resigns to reading and playing around on her computer. Anything that doesn’t require plenty of movement.

“Kemuri, are you sure that you don’t want to come?” Kazue asks. She’s dressed in a casual, yet put-together outfit of sleek black pants and a button-up blouse, looking just about ready to go to a meeting. “Hearing the actual apology would be best.”

Kemuri purses her lips. If she sees Shinso again, it’s going to go the exact same way it went when he first tried to apologize. She’s going to get nervous, she’s going to try and connect with him or sympathize, he’ll get annoyed, and boom, ruined. She already hates the fact that he probably hates her. She doesn’t like not being on good terms with people.

“No,” she says. “I…I’d rather stay home. I don’t feel too good, so just…make sure he gets the letter, please?”

She wrote him a letter. She felt stupid writing it, but sometimes she just needs to put her feelings in writing to help her put her thoughts in order. She said that she didn’t harbour any ill will towards him and that she understands that it was an accident. She added that she hopes that, if anything, he can start to see his quirk in a more positive light and that they both succeed in their goals.

Kazue smiles a little, tapping her fingers on the door frame. “Of course. I’ll see you when I get back.”

“Bye, mom.”

Her bedroom door slides shut. Kemuri lies back down, wincing a little as her stiff muscles move. That training session, or whatever it was, was a lot harder than usual. Maybe she can go to the hot springs once the customers have left and have a soak.

Yeah, that’d be nice. She’d just have to make sure that her dad doesn’t question it.

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“Ah, Mrs. Shimakage, please, come in!” Principal Nezu says, stepping aside and gesturing into his office.

When Kazue enters, there are two men already inside. One is the boy who Kazue recognizes as Hitoshi, and the other is a man who can only be his father. He has the same hairstyle, although it’s brown instead of violet, and he has the same tired eyes as his son.

He’s the one who stands up when he sees Kazue. “It’s good to meet you,” he says, extending his hand. “I’m Hideo Shinso. I’m glad you could meet with us today.”

She takes his hand. “The pleasure is all mine,” she says. She turns her gaze to Hitoshi and he immediately looks away. “And this young man must be Hitoshi.”

“Yes. My son.” Hideo looks to him, clearing his throat.

“Hello,” Hitoshi states with a slight sigh.

Hideo glances behind Kazue for a second. “Kemuri couldn’t be here today?”

“She wasn’t feeling well, I’m afraid,” she says, shaking her head.

“If you would all take a seat, I want this meeting to go as quickly and peacefully as possible,” Nezu says as he climbs up onto his chair and pats his desk. “Would anyone like tea, before we start?” Both adults utter a soft “no, thank you” and Hitoshi just shakes his head. “Good. Then, moving on. This meeting, of course, is concerning what happened at the Sports Festival a few days ago.”

Kazue purses her lips and nods. She didn’t see the event as it happened, due to her work schedule, but watching the replay was enough to kick her motherly instinct into gear. Kemuri, the most precious person in her life, could have been…

“I would like to start out by saying that I am incredibly sorry,” Hideo says. His voice is calm, but sincere. “Hitoshi is aware that he abused his power. We had a long talk about it.”

“Perhaps Young Hitoshi would like to speak for himself?” Nezu suggests.

Hitoshi lets out a long breath. He meets Kazue’s eyes for just a second and she dons a soft smile. He looks away.

“I didn’t mean to use it,” he says. “I told Shima—Kemuri…after she woke up. I got mad and I thought she was going to cost us the match, so…” He stops, pausing, then grits his teeth. “Okay, no…that was a lie.”

Kazue lifts her eyebrows. “So, you intentionally used it on my daughter?”

“Yeah. I needed her to use her quirk and when she was being…timid…” He stops again.

Hideo pats his shoulder. “It’s alright. Working on the word choice, right?” He looks at Kazue. “He has a habit of being rather blunt.”

“Dad…” Hitoshi mutters, rolling his eyes. He huffs a little. “She said she was worried about her quirk or whatever, and…I didn’t believe her. I thought she was just scared, so I thought I would help her out. I just told her to use her fog, but then…I forgot to tell her to stop because I was trying to take some headbands. When she collapsed…”

His expression twists and his hands form into fists against his knees. Kazue doesn’t speak yet and Hideo gives his son a reassuring shoulder squeeze. Nezu takes a sip of tea, still looking a little too happy, but Kazue has noticed that he always tends to have a smile on his face.

“I thought I was going to help her, but I didn’t take in how her quirk worked. It was…stupid, and I know I was wrong.”

Judging by the discomfort and annoyance on his face, Kazue can tell that admitting to his wrongs took a lot. She settles back in the chair and folds her hands in her lap.

“Kemuri didn’t tell me much about what happened when you tried to apologize, but Recovery Girl told me that it didn’t go well. Can you tell me about that?” she asks.

Hitoshi grits his teeth. “She started telling me all this stuff about teamwork and trust. I told her I have something to prove and she started saying that she did too but…that pissed me off. She’s already in the Hero Course. She can’t possibly understand…” He swallows hard, eyebrows furrowed. “She said I stole her and her friend’s chance at moving forward, she treated me like a villain, and it just went bad from there. That’s all.”

Kazue hums. “Well…Kemuri is a very sympathetic person. She tries to understand people and see from their point of view, so I’m sure she wasn’t trying to treat you like a villain. In fact, when she told me about what happened, she defended you.”

“H-Huh?” His anger melts away, replaced with shock.

“Listen, I may be a little biased. Kemuri is my daughter, my…only daughter, and of course I want to protect her, but I want to know that both sides are understanding what happened,” Kazue continues. “I’m sure that Kemuri just wanted to make you feel understood.”

“She can’t understand me. She’s got it easy,” he snaps. “She’s never had to work for—”

Kazue frowns and Hideo straightens up. “Hitoshi,” he says. “This is supposed to be peaceful.”

“Dad—”

“Do you know who you’re talking to?”

“Of course, I do—”

Kazue holds up her hand. “Mr. Shinso, thank you, but…I can handle this,” she says. She takes a long breath, reforming her calm smile. “Hitoshi, Kemuri may be in a different place than you, but she has her own struggles.”

He crosses his arms over his chest and leans back in the chair. “Yeah?” It still sounds like a challenge, like he doesn’t believe it.

“Kemuri’s grandfather is very hard on her. He’s a very strict person and I can only do so much to protect her, but…Kemuri has used it to fuel her. The Sports Festival was going to be her way of proving her worth to him, so being knocked out against her will was a very hard thing to deal with. Perhaps that is why she wasn’t quite calm during your attempted apology.”

Hitoshi blinks once, then twice. He bows his head. “Did…he see what happened?”

“Yes, and he was angry. Kemuri was quite shaken by his reaction, but…the damage is more emotional. That’s harder to protect from.” Kazue swallows a little, taking a breath. “I hope you understand, but such things are private. Don’t go spreading this around.”

“I won’t,” he says.

There’s a pause. Hitoshi still has his arms crossed, but the annoyance has faded a little so now he just looks tired. His father watches, as if ready to step in should something go wrong.

Kazue leans forward a little. “You know that I was also a General Studies student here, at U.A.”

Hitoshi nods. “Yeah, you’re…like, a legend. I’ve heard a bunch of my classmates talk about you.” He meets her eyes. “Some say you got lucky, others think that you’re inspirational. I’m indifferent.”

“I wanted to be in the Hero Course too, but…I settled for General. I understand wanting something so badly, but feeling like everyone sees you as weak or, in your case, villainous.” He grimaces and she clasps her hands together, her smile becoming something more serious. “But those people are wrong. I’m still not a strong fighter, but I know what works for me and I’ve done my best with what I have. For you…you have a great power, and it’s unfortunate that you’ve been told that it isn’t fit for a hero. No child should have their dreams shut down so harshly.”

He glares a little and his knuckles turn white as his hand clenches against his arm. He opens his mouth, then closes it. “Yeah…” he mutters.

“Kemuri may have been upset, but I think she sees something in you. She called you strong and said that you were just like me.” Her lips lift. “And, for reference, she admires me quite a bit, so…I think what she means is that she believes you can make it too.”

“She could’ve said that.”

“Yes, maybe, but perhaps she wasn’t sure of her feelings about the matter,” she says. “But, one thing’s for sure, Kemuri doesn’t want this incident to ruin your chance at the future you want.” She reaches for her purse. “In fact, she wrote you a letter, since she couldn’t be here to tell you in person.”

She hands the paper to Hitoshi and he unfolds it, taking a minute or two to read the words. His facial expression changes multiple times, cycling through annoyance and confusion and shock. When he’s done, Nezu extends his paw.

“May I see it?” The letter lands in his paw and he looks it over. He nods a little, then clears his throat. “I don’t want this accident to hurt your chances at being a hero, so please know that I’m not mad at you. I’m mad at myself for not being a better teammate,” he reads. He looks up at his three guests. “Well…”

“That’s good, isn’t it?” Hideo asks. “If the person who got hurt isn’t upset…”

“A student still got seriously hurt,” Nezu says. He stands, bracing his paws against the desk. “We have been dancing around the situation for a while, but Young Shinso, you need to hear it. Miss Shimakage could have died, and you would have been at fault for killing her.”

Kazue shudders and runs a hand up her arm. Hideo sucks in a sharp breath and Hitoshi flinches, eyes closing as if bracing for a slap. Nezu refolds the letter and hops off his chair, walking around the front of the desk to stand before them.

He holds the letter out to Hitoshi. “But,” he says, “you were both lucky, and the damage was repairable. Young Shimakage is alive and forgiving.” As the boy takes the letter back, Nezu folds his hands behind his back. “Still, we need to help you with your feelings towards your quirk. I think, at the heart of the problem, you are insecure.”

Hitoshi grimaces.

Hideo exhales. “And…do you have any ideas for helping that?”

“Actually, I do. We have a teacher here, a U.A alum who transferred from General Studies to the Hero Course early in his first year.” Nezu smiles. “His quirk is also unassuming. It doesn’t grant him strength and it isn’t flashy, but he made it work. I think that, if he mentors you, then it will help you grow. It will give you the quirk training you need.”

Hideo blinks a few times and looks at his son. “Well, that sounds great, doesn’t it, Hitoshi?”

He sighs. “Yeah…I’ll give it a shot.”

“Perfect, then I will let Eraserhead know that you agree. He is already aware of the plans I have in mind, so this should work perfectly.” Nezu goes back to his desk, adding, “He has shown quite an interest in you since the Sports Festival, I should mention! I think he sees a lot of himself in you!”

Hitoshi clears his throat and tucks his chin towards his chest. Kazue smiles a little and Hideo just looks glad that the entire thing will be over soon.

“Ah, and one more thing,” Nezu says. “Young Shinso, I want you to write a personal apology to Miss Shimakage. I have some paper and a pen here, and then Mrs. Shimakage can take it home.”

Hitoshi sighs. “Yeah, okay.”

While he writes, Kazue accepts some tea from Nezu and Hideo takes some coffee. The parents chat idly and, once Hitoshi is done, they bid their goodbyes.

Kazue stands up. “Then, I suppose this meeting is over?”

“I think everything is in order.” Nezu smiles and extends his arms to the sky. “Thank you all for coming. I’m glad it was all taken care of!”

“Me too,” Hitoshi mumbles.

Kazue shakes Hideo’s hand one more time, thanks Nezu, and takes her leave feeling a little bit better. That boy will get the help he needs and hopefully, nothing like that will happen again.

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Kemuri doesn’t read the letter, not until she’s eaten supper. She’s worried that the contents might make her feel sick.

When she retreats to her room, she settles on her bed and puts on her reading glasses. She unfolds the letter and starts reading.

Shimakage,
I’m sorry about what happened during the Calvary Battle. I didn’t realize what could have happened and I’m glad that you were able to recover. I’ll be getting some help with my quirk thanks to your homeroom teacher, so…I guess, don’t worry about me.
Thanks for sticking up for me. Your mom said you defended me. I didn’t really expect you to do that, so…thanks. I still have a chance of becoming a hero now.
This doesn’t make us friends. My only intention is to become a hero and friendship will just get in my way, so don’t act weird if you see me in the halls or something. Just focus on yourself and your own goals.
Hope you’re feeling better,
Shinso

She blinks a few times, then smiles.

Chapter 55: Roll Credits

Summary:

It's time for a very important Hero Informatics class.

Chapter Text

It’s raining on Wednesday, so Kemuri takes an umbrella with her. On the subway to school, she hears some women whispering behind her.

“Is that Shimakage?” one asks. “From the Sports Festival?”

“I think so. It looks like she’s doing alright after that incident…”

“Poor girl. That really scared me.”

Kemuri purses her lips and focuses on her phone. She hasn’t had lots of people recognize her, although the ones that do either tell her that they’re glad to see that she’s alright or they comment on how cool she was during the first leg of the obstacle race. One particularly rude set of children made puking noises at her, only to be promptly dragged away by their exhausted caretaker.

Kemuri is honestly shocked that anyone recognizes her in the first place.

As she walks down the hall towards her classroom, she sees Iida just ahead of her. She perks up and picks up her speed, racing to get to him before he reaches 1-A.

“Iida!” she calls. He turns around as she skids to a stop in front of him. “Iida, hey…uh…” She clears her throat. “How are you?”

He blinks a few times before a tiny, weak smile lifts his lips. “I’m fine, thank you,” he says. He steps back and does a deep bow. “I wanted to apologize for my weakness the other day. It was incredibly rude of me to dump my emotions on you in such a way.”

She blinks a few times. “W-What? That…that was fine! I was worried about you and Tensei anyway, so…”

He straightens up. “Well, thank you again, but please try to disregard what I said and did. That is all.”

“Disregard what you…?”

He opens the door to the classroom and goes inside, leaving her dangling mid-sentence. Her brow furrows as her mouth falls into a defeated frown. That was…odd. She sighs. He’s probably still worried about Tensei, and maybe he didn’t get enough sleep. She won’t bother him.

She enters the classroom to find that everyone is eagerly discussing the Sports Festival.

“It’s so weird that people recognize us from TV!” Mina says. “Everyone wanted to talk to me on my way here.”

“Yeah, me too!” Kirishima says.

“People on the street were staring at me! It was kind of embarrassing…” Hagakure adds, but her voice is far from sounding upset.

“Well, sure, but isn’t that pretty normal for you?” Ojiro asks.

“Sure, but this time, the stares were different. I could tell,” Hagakure whispers.

“You wouldn’t believe what a bunch of elementary school brats yelled at me,” Sero says, already grimacing.

Tsuyu looks up at him from where her head is perched on her arms. “Nice try?”

Sero groans, gripping his head, and Kirishima grins apologetically at him. Kemuri sits down at her desk, just enjoying the banter of her classmates.

The door slides open to reveal Aizawa, and to Kemuri’s surprise, he’s unbandaged. The only reminder of his injury is a scar beneath his right eye. The students still standing slide into their desks.

“Good morning,” Aizawa says.

“Good morning, Mr. Aizawa!” the class chirps.

Tsuyu lets out a surprised ribbit. “Mr. Aizawa, you don’t have bandages anymore! That’s good news…”

“The old lady went a little overboard in her treatment,” Aizawa says. “Anyway, we have a big class today on Hero Informatics.”

Kemuri cringes a little, hoping that it’s not a pop quiz. If it is, she hopes it’s on something easy, like Hero Laws. Having a police officer mother really helps with knowing what’s allowed and what isn’t.

“You need codenames,” Aizawa says. “It’s time to pick your hero identities.”

Most of the class literally leaps out of their seats, screaming and cheering and squealing and emoting every kind of excitement there is. Kemuri doesn’t do any of that, still too sore to move quickly, although she does start smiling a lot.

Aizawa activates his quirk, his hair flying upwards, and the class quiets down. “This is related to the pro hero draft picks that I mentioned before the weekend,” he says. “Normally, students don’t have to worry about the draft yet, not until their second or third year, but your class is different. In fact, by extending offers to first years like you, pros are essentially investing in your potential. Any offers can be rescinded if their interest in you dies down before graduation, though.”

“Stupid selfish adults,” Mineta mumbles.

Kemuri swallows, but she feels more determination than anything. She’s going to keep getting better, no matter what, and there is no way that she’s going to give the pros any reason to lose interest. There won’t be anyone interested in her after her performance in the festival, but she’ll make that change. She’ll find someone to intern with in her second year.

“So, what you’re saying is that we’ll still have to prove ourselves, even after we’ve been recruited?” Hagakure reiterates.

“Correct.” Aizawa lifts a remote and turns to the board. “Now, here are the totals for those of you who got offers.”

The entire class seems to lean forward, anticipation building as numbers appear on the screen.

Todoroki: 4123
Bakugo: 3556
Tokoyami: 360
Iida: 301
Kaminari: 272
Yaoyorozu: 108
Kirishima: 68
Uraraka: 20
Sero: 14
Shimakage: 1

Kemuri’s jaw drops at the sight of her name on the board and Ojiro’s head turns to her at the same time as Hagakure’s. She got an offer, but people like Midoriya, Mina, and Aoyama who made it into the third stage didn’t?

The real question is, which pro saw a girl puke all over herself, nearly die, and still thought, “Yes, that one. I want that one.” She has some questions for them about their standards.

“In past years, it’s been more spread out, but there’s a pretty big gap this time,” Aizawa says as he motions to the numbers.

“Ahhh, that’s no fair,” Kaminari whines as he slumps back in his seat.

“What about the real star, moi?” Aoyama demands, hands clapped over his cheeks as he huffs a little. Mina, sitting behind him, has the most offended look on her face that Kemuri has ever seen.

“Todoroki got the most, ahead of Bakugo?” Jiro asks.

“Yeah, it’s the opposite of how they placed in the festival,” Kirishima says.

“They probably weren’t excited about working with the guy who had to be chained up at the end,” Sero suggests.

“IF I SCARED A PRO, THEY’RE JUST WEAK!” Bakugo roars.

“That’s amazing,” Yaoyorozu says, turning to smile softly at Todoroki. “You must be proud.”

“These offers are probably because of my father,” Todoroki replies.

Uraraka starts shaking Iida’s shoulders hard enough that his head snaps back and forth. “People want us…” she says, tears in her eyes as she lets out relieved laughter.

“Someone…wants me?” Kemuri whispers. She looks at Ojiro, then Hagakure, then spins around in her chair to look at Tokoyami and Shoji. “Me?!” she repeats.

“Accept it,” Tokoyami utters as Shoji nods. “It is an honour.”

“Hey, we’re all in this together, right, boys?” Nishimura asks, patting Sato’s shoulder. “Team zero offers…”

“Not even surprised…” Sato mumbles. “But, yeah, at least we’re all in the same boat.”

Koda nods in agreement and Nishimura cranes his neck to look at the front of the class, as if expecting Aoyama to turn around, but Aoyama is still puffing away in annoyance.

“Midoriya…you got none,” Mineta says, holding onto the boy’s shoulder as he groans. “I bet everyone was really grossed out at the crazy way you were fighting.”

“Despite these results, you’ll all be interning with pros,” Aizawa says. “Got it? Even those of you who didn’t get any offers.”

Midoriya’s eyes widen. “Wait, really?!”

“Hell fuckin’ yeah!” Nishimura shouts. Aizawa glares at him and he promptly sticks his arms down. “Sorry. Got…a little excited there.”

Aizawa sighs. “Yes, everyone will get to intern,” he says. “You already got to experience combat with real villains during the USJ attack, but it’ll still be helpful to see pros at work, up close and personal, in the field, first hand.”

“And for that, we need hero names!” Sato exclaims.

“Things are suddenly getting a lot more fun!” Uraraka grins at him and he returns it as they both lift their fists.

“These hero names will likely be temporary,” Aizawa says, “but take them seriously or—”

The door slides open. “You’ll have hell to pay later!” The class turns and immediately, a bunch of the guys get way too excited as Midnight struts in, arms perched behind her head. “What you pick today could be your codename for life. You better be careful, or you’ll be stuck with something utterly indecent.”

“It’s Midnight!” a bunch of the guys say at once. Kemuri starts to wonder how on earth so many of them can say stuff in synch all the time.

“Yeah, she’s got a good point,” Aizawa says as Midnight stops at his side. He looks as if he’s reliving a bad memory for a second before he reaches for his sleeping bag. “Midnight is going to have final approval over your names. It’s not my forte.”

Kemuri remembers something that Present Mic said on his radio show once. He was discussing teamwork and friendship, and he mentioned that back in school, he’s the one who gave Aizawa the name “Eraserhead”. Kemuri smiles to herself at the thought and she looks around, wondering if anyone in the class is going to get help from someone else for a name.

“The name you give yourself is important,” Aizawa says. “It helps reinforce your image and shows what kind of hero you want to be in the future. A codename tells people exactly what you represent. Take All Might, for example.”

He retreats into his sleeping bag and Midnight starts handing out whiteboards and dry erase markers. Kemuri takes the stack, grabs one, and hands it over her shoulder to Jiro. Only once she uncaps the marker does she realize something crucial.

She has no idea what her hero name should be.

Growing up, she didn’t do a lot of the stuff that the other kids did. They would play heroes, coming up with names for themselves, even talking about what ultimate moves they would come up with once they were allowed to practice with their quirks.

Kemuri hardly joined in on those games and whenever she imagined herself as a hero, all she saw was “Kemuri”. The problem is, she doesn’t want to be Kemuri as a hero. Kemuri is who she is right now, the Kemuri who’s a normal girl. As a hero, she wants some more anonymity, something that people can scream out in joy when they see her coming.

She wants to feel like a better version of herself when she puts on her mask.

As she stares at the whiteboard, she realizes that she has a lot of thinking to do in a very short amount of time. She starts writing down stuff about who she is but quickly realizes that none of it would make a good hero name.

Shy, grey, roses, smoke screen, stealthy, steam, relaxation…

She groans and grabs a tissue, wiping the board clean. She needs something snappy, something cool but not too crazy. Maybe she can ask Midnight for advice. She runs through hero names in her head: Ingenium, Kamui Woods, Best Jeanist, Mt. Lady, Gunhead, Endeavour, All Might, Edgeshot…

“Now, students, who among you is ready to share?” Midnight asks.

Kemuri nearly drops her marker. They’re sharing these? And here she is thinking that she just had to come up with something and share it with Midnight later. She swallows hard, looking around the class, and then she takes a deep breath.

Okay, she can use her classmates for inspiration.

Aoyama stands up, walking to the front of the class. He sets his board in front of him, the blank side facing them, and grins.

“Hold your breath,” he warns. “The Shining Hero…” He hoists the board into the air. “My name is I Cannot Stop Twinkling! Mon ami, you can’t deny my sparkle.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. What a mouthful.

“It’ll be better this way,” Midnight says, taking the board from him and starting to scribble. “Take out the ‘I’ and shorten the ‘cannot’ to ‘can’t’.”

She turns the board back around and Aoyama chuckles. “It’s stunning, mademoiselle.”

The rest of the class seems shocked at Midnight’s reaction. Kemuri repeats the name under her breath, then shrugs. It’s kind of unique and with the new writing, it rolls off the tongue easier. It suits Aoyama.

“Let me go next!” Mina squeals. She reveals her board. “My codename is Alien Queen!”

“Like that horrible monster with the acidic blood?!” Midnight exclaims. “I don’t think so. I understand the reason behind it, but…no. No.”

“Dang it…” Mina mumbles as she goes back to her desk.

Kemuri feels sweat roll down her back. The first two names were so strange; it definitely doesn’t help her lack of inspiration. With names like that, she could call herself “Neck Strike, the Knockout Hero” and be done with it.

She thinks over that name for a second, then tosses it away. She’s really putting herself into a box there, and besides, she wants to be more of a rescue or undercover hero. She needs a mysterious name, yet she wouldn’t mind something elegant. She wants to feel pretty, but kickass.

“Man, this is hard,” she whimpers as she knocks her head against her desk, smudging marker on her nose.

As she wipes it away, Tsuyu walks up to the front. “I’ve had this name in mind since grade school,” she says. “Rainy Season Hero: Froppy.”

“That’s delightful!” Midnight gushes. “It makes you sound approachable. What a great example of a name everyone will love!”

“Froppy!” Nishimura calls, and soon enough, the rest of the class joins in on the chant. “Froppy! Froppy! Froppy!”

“I’ve got mine too,” Kirishima says. He goes to the front of the class. “The Sturdy Hero. My name is Red Riot.”

“Red Riot,” Midnight repeats. “Interesting. You’re paying homage to the Chivalrous Hero, Crimson Riot, yes?”

“That’s right,” Kirishima says with a grin. “He may be kind of old school, but some day I want to be just like he was. Crimson is my idol.”

“Hm, if you’re bearing the name of someone you admire, you have that much more to live up to,” Midnight says with a smile.

“I accept the challenge,” Kirishima says.

Kemuri sighs. She isn’t as cool as Kirishima and the person she looks up to isn’t a hero. Her mom’s only nickname is “the Dark Horse of General Studies” and none of that applies to Kemuri, unless she called herself “the Pale Horse of the Hero Course” and that just sounds like a really weird children’s storybook rhyme.

She writes down one thing though; Stealth Hero.

People keep going up. After Tsuyu and Kirishima, the names start to pile in, and most people start to have more confidence. Kemuri tries to brainstorm and pay attention to them at the same time.

Some names pay homage to heroes of the past, like Kirishima’s. Some are very obviously based on appearance. Others are based on the quirks of the classmate in question. The best ones, and the most complex, are those that use kanji and wordplay: those are the ones that are Kemuri’s favourites—meaning she likes Shoji’s, Tokoyami’s, and Uraraka’s best.

Midnight adds in ecstatic comments after everyone and Kemuri finds her enthusiasm rather adorable. Some of the students add in little things about why they chose the name, but most of them just say it and move on due to the straightforwardness of it all.

“The Hearing Hero. I’m Earphone Jack.”

“The Tentacle Hero, Tentacole.”

“The Taping Hero, Cellophane!”

“Martial Arts Hero, Tailman.”

“I’m the Sweets Hero, Sugarman!”

“Ripley Hero, PINKY!”

“Stun Gun Hero! I am Chargebolt! Electric, don’t you think?”

“The Stealth Hero, Invisible Girl!”

Kemuri nearly curses her best friend as she again resorts to erasing the only thing she thought she had down. Hagakure suits it better anyway, but that doesn’t stop her from being frustrated.

“I hope I can live up to this name. The Everything Hero. I’m Creati.”

“Shoto.”

Kemuri stares at Todoroki, eyebrow arched. That’s a little too on the nose, even from a class that just pumped out Invisible Girl and Tailman.

“Just your name?” Midnight asks. “Is that it?”

“Uh-huh.”

Mineta goes up. “I’m the Fresh-Picked Hero, Grape Juice!”

Kemuri’s frustration rises. Even Mineta has a decent hero name ready and where is she? Stuck on a freaking. Blank. Slate.

Koda comes up, revealing his name as Anima, the Petting Hero, and Kemuri officially gives up. That’s a freaking adorable name. It oozes innocence and cuteness. She debates ramming her head against her desk as if to shock some ideas into her aching brain.

As Tokoyami goes up, announcing his name as “The Jet-Black Hero, Tsukuyomi”, Kemuri starts to panic. There aren’t many people left and she still has no idea what hero she is and what her name should be. She grips her hair, muttering as she closes her eyes.

Think, Kemuri, think. Think stealth, smoke, blindness? Grey, silver, eyes…

She gasps and her eyes shoot open.

Bakugo stomps to the front of the class and Kemuri looks up at him, heart pounding. First, she owes him a drink from the Sports Festival, now she owes him for giving her a hero name idea. If Midnight doesn’t like it, then she’s toast.

“King Explosion Murder,” Bakugo says.

“I’m gonna say that one’s a little too violent,” Midnight says.

Kemuri whistles a little. With the kanji, the name plays off Bakugo’s first and last name nicely, but it’s way too un-hero-like.

“Huh?! What do you mean?!” Bakugo shouts.

“How about Explosion Boy?” Kirishima calls.

“SHUT IT, SHIT HAIR!”

“Go back to your seat and think it over, alright, dear?”

Bakugo curses the whole way back to his seat and Uraraka takes his place. She seems nervous as she turns the board around.

“This is the name I came up with…Uravity,” she says. “No…no hero title yet, though. I’m working on that.”

“I just love that,” Midnight says with a grin. Uraraka releases a noticeable amount of tension and she goes back to her desk. Midnight smiles. “Well, look at that, we’re almost done. All we have left is Bakugo, Iida, Midoriya, Nishimura, and…Shimakage! Are any of you ready?”

Bakugo races back up the front. “LORD EXPLOSION MURDER!” he bellows.

“That’s basically the same thing,” Midnight mutters.

“Hey, Bakugo,” Nishimura calls from the back of the class. “How about something like Ground Zero, the Explosion Hero?”

The class turns to the ginger and Midnight arches an eyebrow. “Like the centre of an explosion or a testing area for nuclear bombs? That seems dangerous,” she comments.

“Bakugo is in the centre of a lot of explosions,” Nishimura states. “And at least it doesn’t sound murderous.”

“You think you’re so damn good at coming up with hero names, huh?” Bakugo growls.

“You don’t have to use it. It was a suggestion.”

Bakugo bares his teeth. “I’ll fucking take it, but you don’t get bragging rights!” He scribbles on his board and whips it around. “I’M GROUND ZERO!”

Midnight sighs. “Fine, it does have a nice ring to it,” she admits.

Nishimura stands up. “I guess I’ll do mine now,” he says. He takes his place at the front and reveals his card. “I’m Ronin, the Blade Hero.”

Midnight’s annoyance at Bakugo fades away and she swoons. “Oh, an ancient warrior living by a code! I like it!”

He rubs the back of his neck. “I have a pretty strict code myself, so…I think it fits.”

“Well done! I like your style!”

He goes back to his seat looking proud of himself. Iida gets up, reveals his name to be “Tenya”—something that Kemuri finds disappointing—and sits back down. She expected him to have something really cool.

She looks back at the name she’s written. Is this it, the name that’ll follow her into the future? As soon as she walks up there, that could be it.

Midoriya goes up. He doesn’t say anything as he puts the board down, revealing only the word “Deku”. Kemuri arches her eyebrows and there are a few gasps and mumbles from the others. Bakugo looks about ready to pop a few veins.

“Really, Midoriya?” Mineta asks.

“You sure about that?” Kaminari asks.

Kirishima nods. “Yeah, man, remember that could be your name forever!”

“Right, and I used to hate it, but then something changed,” he says. “I guess someone taught me that it could have a different meaning, and that had a huge impact on how I felt. So…now, I really like it.” He grins. “Deku. That has to be my codename.”

Uraraka is smiling, her cheeks rosier than ever, and Bakugo just stares. As Midoriya sits down, Midnight smiles and extends her hand.

“Shimakage, are you ready?” she asks. “It’s just you, now.”

Kemuri nods and gets to her feet, tucking the board against her chest just enough so that it’s covered. She doesn’t want to smudge the writing. She gets to the front of the class and takes a deep breath.

“Honestly, I…didn’t have a hero name in mind before today,” she says, cheeks flushed, “so I really hope this goes over well.” She turns the board around. “I’m Smokey Eye, the Ambush Hero.”

Hagakure audibly gasps, clasping her hands together, and Bakugo’s eyes nearly bulge out of his head as he lets out a, “HUH?!” Kemuri turns to Midnight, expectant, and the hero smiles as she rests her fingertips against her jaw.

“I like it,” she says. “It’s elegant, making me think of makeup, and yet it perfectly suits your quirk while hinting at the silvery, smokey colour of your eyes and hair. It’s lovely.” Kemuri’s heart swells. “And…ambush hero, huh?”

“I was going to do Stealth Hero, but Hagakure beat me to it. Besides…my fighting style involves a lot of ambushing, so…I thought that was a good description of me, showing my fighting skill without losing the element of stealth.”

“Bravo, dear! Just what a hero name should be!”

Hagakure and Ojiro let out a few cheers, prompting others like Kirishima and Sero to join in, and soon enough, Kemuri gets her own little round of, “Smo-key Eye! Smo-key Eye!” It makes her feel like crying and laughing all at once as she goes and sits down.

Thanks for the codename, Bakugo.

Chapter 56: No One to Save You

Chapter Text

“Now that everyone’s decided on their hero names, we can go back to talking about your upcoming internships,” Aizawa says, awake again from his nap. “They will last for one week. As for who you’ll be working with, those of you who are on the board will choose from among your offers. Everyone else will have a different list.” He shifts the stack of papers in his hands. “You have a lot to think about. There are around forty different agencies from across the country who have agreed to take on interns from your class. Each agency has a different specialty that its heroes focus on. Keep that in mind.”

“Imagine you’re someone like Thirteen,” Midnight says. “You’ll want an agency that focuses on rescue, not fighting villains. Understood?”

“Think carefully before you decide,” Aizawa warns.

“Yes, sir!”

The papers are handed out and Kemuri eagerly awaits hers. There’s only going to be one agency listed, or one pro, and she’s nearly foaming at the mouth to know who it is. Midnight hands out the papers to the students without offers while Aizawa takes care of the others.

When he gives Kemuri her paper, he says, “You don’t have to accept this offer, but I think it would be the best choice. If you aren’t content, just ask me for the paper that the others are getting.”

“Yes, sir. Thank you.”

She can’t get herself to see the paper yet. Now that it’s in her hand, it’s almost too nerve-wracking. What if it’s not a decent agency? What if they’re not her type? Why is she so freaked out right now?!

“Turn in your choices before the weekend,” Aizawa says as the class starts to bustle.

“We’ve only got two days?!” Sero calls.

“Yes, so you should start now,” Aizawa says as both him and Midnight head for the doors. “You’re dismissed.”

The door closes. Kemuri takes a deep breath and looks down at the paper. There’s her name, her student number, basic information, and…

She reads the hero name, pales, and promptly falls out of her desk as she lets out a high-pitched, wheezing scream that would make a dog cower. Others in the class startle at the sound of her hitting the floor.

“Kemuri!” Hagakure shouts. “Are you okay?!”

Kemuri clutches the paper, kicking her feet about. “Holy crap, holy crap, holy crap,” she squeaks, half-laughing with joy and half-crying from the pain of landing on her sore shoulder.

“Woah, what happened?” Jiro asks, already leaning down to help Kemuri up. “Was your one offer really that good?”

Kemuri opens and closes her mouth, making little noises that don’t sound like anything intelligent. She lets Jiro help her up as Hagakure and Ojiro rush to her side, but she just keeps bouncing in place, heart pounding.

“I…holy…real? Is…real?” she babbles.

“Kemuri!” Hagakure shouts, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her. “WHO MADE AN OFFER?! I’M DYING HERE!”

“IT’S FREAKING KAMUI WOODS!” Kemuri screams right back, shocking herself with the pure volume she punches forth. “KAMUI WOODS!”

“HOLY FLIPPING SHIT, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!”

“YES!”

“H-Hagakure, watch your language,” Ojiro says, waving his hands at them.

Neither girl is listening, bouncing together as they scream and shriek, and Kemuri is pretty sure there are tears in her eyes. Mina races over and demands to see the paper, eyes bugging out of her head, and then she joins in on the fangirling session.

The others just stare at them.

“That’s the loudest I’ve ever heard Shimakage talk,” Kirishima says.

“It’s weird,” Kaminari whispers.

Shoji and Tokoyami get closer only once Kemuri has been released from the Mina-Hagakure hug. Kemuri calms down, reducing her volume as she stares at the page. She keeps reading the words over and over again.

Kamui Woods.

Kamui Woods.

Breakout hero of his generation.

Freaking…Kamui Woods.

“Are you going to faint?” Shoji asks.

“I feel like I could,” Kemuri whispers.

Tokoyami reaches out and holds her shoulder while Ojiro moves his tail to hover behind her back. Kemuri grins at her friends and hugs the paper to her chest, shaking her head.

“I, just…” She sniffles a little and reaches to wipe her eyes. “I feel like I’m dreaming. I wear this guy’s t-shirts and I own a figure of him…” She gasps. “Would he autograph it for me or is that unprofessional?!”

“First, send in your acceptance,” Tokoyami says. “Then you can embark into deeper waters.” He smiles. “You must have really made an impact in the short time you were on screen, Kemuri. You did something right.”

Kemuri takes another deep breath and fans her face. “Right, I just…don’t know what that was. Obstacle race, maybe?” She shakes her head and keeps fanning. “Is…is this…?”

“This is real,” Shoji says. He smiles a little. “Congrats.”

“Yes! Congrats!” Hagakure agrees as she gives Kemuri another squishy hug. “I’m so excited for you!”

“Same,” Ojiro agrees. She feels his tail thump against her back. “I hope it’s a rewarding experience.”

Kemuri hugs the paper again and takes a long breath in, then out.

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Throughout lunchtime, all anyone can talk about is the internships. In Kemuri’s group, Tokoyami is the topic of interest. Ojiro, Shoji, and Hagakure all have the same agencies to look through, and Kemuri has hers picked. Tokoyami is far more interesting.

“Anyone catching your eye, Mr. Three-Hundred-Sixty?” Hagakure asks as she leans on Tokoyami’s desk.

Tokoyami looks down at his paper, hums, then says, “Hawks is the most standout option.” Kemuri and Hagakure gape at him and his eyes widen. “Please don’t scream again.”

“Hawks?” Kemuri repeats. “Like the super young hero that burned up the charts to get to number three? Isn’t he in his early twenties?”

“Birds of a feather flock together!” Hagakure cries, already starting to buckle over with laughter.

Tokoyami sighs, just watching as she takes up his desk space with her laughing, shaking body. “Why do I tell you anything?” he asks.

Kemuri leans over his shoulder from her spot perched on top of Todoroki’s desk. “Sorry, Tokoyami. You know she means well,” she says with a soft smile. “That’s just really exciting, and I’m sure he could teach you a lot!”

Ojiro pats Hagakure’s back. “Hagakure, breathing is a thing,” he says.

The invisible girl stands back up and takes a deep breath. Floating tears get wiped away by unseen fingers. “Bird squad,” she whispers. “It’s beautiful.”

“Hagakure, where are you thinking of interning?” Shoji asks.

“Hm…I want to find an agency that focuses on covert, undercover missions. Stealthy stuff.” She bobs to the side, back and forth. “But I’m also interested in the Mirror Hero, Rebound. She’s got a lot of experience manipulating light and stuff, so maybe she could help me with Light Refraction!”

“That’s a good idea,” Ojiro says. He clenches his fist, donning a smile as his tail wags. “I’m not sure yet, but I really want to get more experience fighting in the field. Tumbler is an option, so she might be able to help my flexibility.”

“So we’ve got Rebound, Kamui Woods, Hawks, maybe Tumbler…” Hagakure lists. She turns to Shoji. “What about you?”

Shoji eyes the paper and hums. “If Gang Orca took me, that’d be cool. I might request him just to try my luck, but otherwise, I’ll stick with something rescue-oriented.”

Others start to come back from lunch and Kemuri gets off Todoroki’s desk as he approaches, going back to her desk with Ojiro and Hagakure. The classroom is still buzzing with talk about the internships, but Kemuri is glad for the distraction. With everything that’s happened, she almost forgot about her still-aching body.

That distraction doesn’t last long. Hero Basic Training starts and All Might announces that they will be going back to the USJ for some rescue training. That just gets people even more pumped, but dread settles in Kemuri’s gut. Her hero costume doesn’t cover enough for her to hide her bruises.

When they get to the change rooms, she opts out of wearing her costume and instead puts on her gym uniform. She changes quickly and hurries out, praying that no one noticed.

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Rescue training goes well and Kemuri thanks her lucky stars that part of the exercise is to lie in a cavern and pretend to be a victim of an accident. Kemuri gets to lie still and pretend to be unconscious. Being carried like a princess by Kirishima is just a bonus, although she wishes it didn’t hurt to have anything press against her skin.

By the time everyone gets back to U.A, they’re exhausted but content. Kemuri drags herself to her locker and unzips her uniform jacket, tugging it off and tossing it into the locker while reaching for her folded school uniform. Her shoulders ache and she releases a little bit of steam in an attempt to rid herself of the soreness.

“Woah, Shimakage…what happened to you?”

Kemuri freezes. She wasn’t quick or anonymous enough. She turns around to find that the other girls are looking at her and Mina, the one who spoke, has a furrowed brow. Kemuri looks down at herself, sees the splotchy, black and purple bruises dotting her torso, legs, and arms, and gulps.

“U-Uh, what? These?” she asks, motioning to one of the bruises. “I…I just went a little overboard with training the other day, that’s all.” She hurries to pull on her dress shirt. “Dodging practice. I’m…not very good at it.”

“Are you okay though?” Hagakure asks as her floating bra and skirt bounces over to Kemuri. “That looks like it hurts. Have you been sore all day?”

“N-No, really, it’s fine. I don’t really feel them, honestly,” she insists. “And some of these are old…sort of…”

“Maybe you should see Recovery Girl,” Tsuyu croaks.

Uraraka nods. “Yeah, I think so too. Those look…bad.”

“Whoever was throwing whatever you were dodging needs to chill,” Jiro adds.

“I will…make sure that happens,” Kemuri says.

Yaoyorozu is the only one who doesn’t say anything. She gets changed at a slightly slower pace, humming to herself, and the other girls trickle out while Kemuri fumbles with the last few buttons on her top. If her hands would stop shaking—

“Kemuri,” Yaoyorozu says and just from the tone of her voice, Kemuri knows.

She stops fumbling and slowly looks up, finding that the change room is empty save for the two of them. Yaoyorozu gets closer to her, lips pursing, and Kemuri sucks in a sharp breath.

“You’re not telling the truth,” Yaoyorozu says. “If those bruises were from something like training, you wouldn’t be making such an effort to hide them.”

“I…I swear, it wasn’t—”

“Your grandfather?”

Kemuri’s lie dies in her throat and she clenches her hands into tight fists as she brings them to her chest. She opens her mouth, then closes it, then gives up on speaking and just nods. Yaoyorozu’s shoulders sag and she lets out a soft gasp.

“Oh, Kemuri…I thought you said he doesn’t…” she starts.

“He doesn’t, or…at least, he…he didn’t,” Kemuri says, shaking her head. “He…he was just upset about the festival, and…and it was a test, anyway. He w-wanted to see what I could do with my training if—”

“He hurt you.”

She squeezes her eyes shut and her back hits the wall of lockers as she stumbles a little. “It…it was my own fault…for being so weak…” she whispers.

She startles as Yaoyorozu’s arms wrap around her, bringing her into a warm hug, and Kemuri wonders if this is what it’s like to be hugged by a big sister. She sniffles a little and starts to return the hug as Yaoyorozu pets her hair.

“Please stop saying things like that,” she says. “It’s incorrect and toxic for your mental health.”

“B-But…”

“No, Kemuri, you aren’t allowed to blame yourself. It is not your fault,” she repeats. She pulls away, creating a handkerchief from her palm and handing it to Kemuri. “Do your parents know?”

Kemuri shakes her head. “I…I didn’t want to worry them. B-Besides, bruises are a normal thing to get while fighting another person.” Yaoyorozu frowns a little and Kemuri swallows, wiping at her cheeks. “And…he refuses to train me anymore, so…so he won’t get the chance to do it again.”

Yaoyorozu purses her lips, crossing her arms over her chest. “Alright, at least that’s good. If it does happen again, he wouldn’t have the cover of them just being regular training injuries,” she says. Her slate grey eyes narrow. “Hagakure didn’t know, so…I’m assuming that you haven’t told your friends.”

“I don’t want to w—”

“Kemuri.” She sounds exhausted and yet again, Kemuri imagines her as a big sister. “People are allowed to worry about you, especially with something like this. If you told them…”

“They hate my grandfather enough as is. Please, Yaoyorozu…” She swallows. “They…they don’t know everything, just pieces, and…and I don’t want them to see me as weak too. I…I hate the fact that you and Todoroki and Iida know about it, about how useless and stupid—”

“The only people who think that you’re weak are you…and your grandfather.”

Kemuri doesn’t believe her. She wants to, but she just can’t. Yaoyorozu is a rich, intelligent, beautiful girl who got into the Hero Course on recommendation. Kemuri is a less rich, less talented, and less pretty version of her, mediocre compared to her in every way.

She, of all people, should be able to see what Kemuri knows is the truth.

“Let me take you to Recovery Girl,” Yaoyorozu says. She reaches out and fixes the last few buttons on Kemuri’s shirt, then straightens her tie. She smiles. “Okay?”

Kemuri nods, wiping her face one more time. “Y-Yeah…” she mumbles.

She starts to hand the handkerchief back, but Yaoyorozu shakes her head. “No, keep it. I made it for you, after all.”

Kemuri looks down, taking in the rosy pink colour and the monogrammed “KS” in the corner, surrounded by tiny embroidered roses, and feels herself get choked up. She inhales hard through her nose before she nods and pockets it.

“Oh, and also…please call me Yaomomo. The other girls do, and…some of the guys have picked up on it too.”

Yaoyorozu—no, Yaomomo, smiles, and Kemuri again resorts to nodding. “O-Okay, then…why don’t you just call me Kemuri?”

“Sure! I’d be delighted to!”

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“Oh my…” Recovery Girl murmurs.

Kemuri closes her eyes and cringes a little as she feels Recovery Girl’s gentle fingertips prod her aching ribs. There’s a curtain pulled around the bed, allowing for privacy, and Yaoyorozu has already left to go back to class.

“You shouldn’t have pushed yourself through training if you were in this much pain,” Recovery Girl scolds.

“I…I did my best to take it easy,” Kemuri whispers. “But…I didn’t want anyone to worry. Or… notice…”

Recovery Girl doesn’t say anything for a second. Then, she hobbles around the edge of the bed so that she can see Kemuri’s face. Her dark eyes are alight with knowing that makes Kemuri’s skin crawl.

“Did Keiji do this to you?” she asks.

Kemuri’s breath hitches and her throat tightens at the sound of her grandfather’s name. “It…” She wraps her arms around herself, shutting her eyes as a shudder rolls through her. “I…”

“Oh, dearie…” Recovery Girl’s voice is soothing and her hand touches Kemuri’s knee, rubbing gently. “I’m sorry.”

“How did you…?”

“This isn’t my first rodeo, dear. I’ve known Keiji for years,” she says. She shakes her head. “And what’s more, I’ve been at this school for years. He was tough on Kazue too.” Her attention darts to a rather large bruise on Kemuri’s leg and her lips purse. “I suppose…I hoped that it wouldn’t be the same for you, but it seems like it’s only gotten worse.”

Kemuri doesn’t say anything. It’s silly for her not to realize Recovery Girl’s age and how it would correspond to her knowledge of U.A and its history. But, she can’t imagine her mom as a student, sitting in this office with a younger version of Recovery Girl, sore and lost. She can’t imagine her mom in the same position as her.

“But…my mom is grandfather’s whole world. She’s the only person he truly loves,” Kemuri says.

“And I believe that, but…some people do terrible things and call it love. Keiji wanted her to be tough. He wanted her to make him proud. If it weren’t for your grandmother, I fear how Kazue would have turned out.” Recovery Girl shakes her head.

“I…” Kemuri swallows hard, starting to shake her head.

“Mayumi protected her when he got too tough. The first time he pushed Kazue a little too hard in training, she stopped him before it got worse.” Her gaze is intense, but not scolding. “You need to let your parents do the same for you.”

“B-But…” Her lip wobbles and she bites it, taking a shaky breath before she tries to speak again. “I…I don’t want to worry them. They…they worry about me enough, with…with my eyes and everything, and…and things are finally seeming better. I…I have friends and…” She sniffles again. “I can handle it.”

“I don’t think you can. Do you not hear yourself?” Recovery Girl asks.

“But if I ask for help…then, then that just proves that I’m weak. If I can’t handle this, then…then…” Her eyes sting and she reaches her fist to them, rubbing as she tries to steady her breathing. “I…I just want to be strong, so…so he loves me, so he can see that I have potential, b-but…”

She pulls out Yaoyorozu’s gifted handkerchief and buries her face in it as tears roll down her cheeks. Recovery Girl lets out a long breath.

“You don’t have to deal with this alone. Sometimes, it takes more strength to ask for help,” she murmurs.

“G-Grandfather doesn’t…doesn’t think that,” she retorts. “He…he…”

“He’s a very damaged man, dearie, and someone who is very scared of losing what he has left.” Recovery Girl sighs. “I doubt that he has told you anything, and I am not redeeming his behaviour in any way, but…I am a firm believer that no one is born filled with malice. Keiji had no one to protect him and so, he ended up hurt.”

Kemuri wipes her eyes and looks at the woman, letting a few more tears drop off her jaw. Recovery Girl shuts her eyes, shaking her head again.

“We live in a world of heroes, but sometimes the ones who truly need saving are ignored because their troubles happen behind closed doors,” she says. “Needing someone else’s help is not weak, Kemuri, and I fear that you will break under the pressure if you keep facing this alone. I don’t want to see you become like him.”

“I…I won’t,” she whispers.

“Keiji said the same thing, said he wouldn’t end up like his father.” The old woman purses her lips. “But…”

Kemuri can’t get herself to speak. Her entire body feels hot and she still feels like crying. There’s so much she doesn’t know about her own family, despite constantly being told about bringing honour to its name.

Recovery Girl sighs. “Let’s get those bruises fixed up, dearie.”

“It was during training,” Kemuri whispers. “He didn’t…just hit me for no reason.”

Recovery Girl presses a kiss to her arm and Kemuri feels the aching stop as a wave of energy leaves her. The woman purses her lips for a second as she switches to the other arm.

“And…I’m not training with him anymore,” Kemuri adds, somehow making her voice even quieter. “He…he gave up on me.”

“Have you given up on yourself?”

She takes a deep breath, then shakes her head. “No.”

“Good.”

A few more kisses, a few more fading bruises. Kemuri’s eyes droop a little and she yawns, while Recovery Girl still has a troubled look on her face.

“Are you going to tell?” she asks.

Recovery Girl arches an eyebrow. “Do you want me to?”

“Not really…”

“If your safety is in danger, I have an obligation to step in.”

“It was just this once.”

She narrows her eyes. A beat passes, then she returns to her computer. “I…will let it slide, but only this once. Besides, he will probably claim it was training anyway, and with his influence…” She grits her teeth. “But, if I hear anything about this happening again, I will make a report. Do you understand?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“And you need to tell your parents.”

She cringes. “Yes…ma’am.”

“Alright, dear. Go on back to class, now, and please…let me know if you’re in trouble.”

Kemuri nods, dresses, grabs her things, and trudges back to class with the weight of her thoughts perched on her shoulders.

Chapter 57: The Third Confrontation

Summary:

Kemuri's secret is getting harder to keep.

Chapter Text

Things are okay on Thursday.

Kemuri told her parents about the training session, although she left out the bruising part and just said, “He gave me a test, I failed…and now I’m not training with him anymore.” She couldn’t get herself to tell them the whole truth, not after seeing the look on their faces when she mentioned it being “difficult”. Kazue offered to hire a new Sensei, but Kemuri just smiled and said she’d train with her friends.

At school, classes go well. Iida still seems off, although he puts up a decent enough façade, and for the most part, everything feels normal.

Then, lunch comes around and Todoroki is suddenly standing by Kemuri’s table. Hagakure freezes and the takoyaki ball clamped in her chopsticks drops to her plate. Her mouth must be hanging open.

“I need to talk to you,” he states.

Kemuri blinks a few times, looks at her equally-confused friends, and starts to get up. “Uh…okay, I guess.”

He turns and starts walking away, leaving her to trail after him. She’s hardly out of earshot when she hears Hagakure starting to freak out.

Kemuri follows Todoroki out into the hall, where he walks until they find a spot where there aren’t any lingering students. When they get there, he turns around and puts his hands in his pockets. Kemuri stands there, a deer in headlights.

“I heard about the bruises,” he says.

Her muscles tense up and she shuts her eyes. “Yaomomo…”

“She was worried about you, and other than her, Iida and I are the only ones in the class who know about your situation,” he says. His eyes narrow, jaw clenching a little. “You said he didn’t hit you.”

“He doesn’t,” she repeats, already tired of hearing those words. “It…was just that once.”

“Once can turn into more.”

She lets out a long breath. “Why does everyone keep saying that?” she asks. “It won’t, okay? I’m not training with him anymore so it won’t…” She sees his expression, eyebrows furrowed, and her voice trickles out as she tacks on, “…happen.”

“You stopped training with him?” he repeats.

“Yes…”

“Hm.”

He turns and leans against the window at his back, tilting his head back to look at the ceiling, and Kemuri awkwardly leans over until her shoulder touches the window too. He doesn’t say anything for a few moments, then he exhales.

“Did you tell Iida?” he asks.

She shakes her head. “He’s already dealing with his brother’s condition. I didn’t want to bother him.”

“And you didn’t tell me or Momo.”

“…no.” He closes his eyes and she adds, “I’m sorry.”

“No, I…get it,” he says. “It’s hard to ask for help.”

Silence. The red-haired, blue-eyed half of him is facing her and yet again, she thinks of Endeavour and the Sports Festival. She swallows hard.

“Are…you still getting hurt?” she whispers.

He bristles, the pockets of his blazer bunching with the clenching of his fingers. Kemuri considers taking the question back, apologizing, saying that she didn’t mean to ask him but it was on her mind and she’s sorry—

“No,” he says. “It…happened for a long time, but once I got stronger, he backed off. Once I was exactly what he wanted me to be, he switched to praising me instead of hitting me.” He grits his teeth. “I hate him.”

She looks at her feet. “Oh…”

“It’s why I don’t completely understand you, or…your way of thinking,” he says. “You love your grandfather.” He grimaces. “Everything you do is to make him proud, but he doesn’t deserve your love, and all he’s ever done is make you hate yourself. I don’t get it.” He exhales, but his shoulders stay tense, and Kemuri wishes she could reach over and use some steam to help him relax. “But…I understand the fear.”

This is the most she’s ever heard Todoroki talk, but she has to admit, it’s nice. It’s nice to hear a little bit about what’s going on in his head and she doubts that he would share this if they didn’t have a mutual experience. It’s nice to hear that, however different their feelings are, there is someone who understands.

He turns to face her again. “I…don’t know where I was going with all this.”

She almost laughs, but instead just smiles a little. “Me neither…”

“I’m not good at comfort. Or friendship.”

“That’s okay. I’m kind of bad too.”

He glances away, thinks for a second, then looks back. “Who are you training with now?”

She purses her lips. “Well…no one. I was going to ask Ojiro, and maybe ask Aizawa about quirk training my steam…”

“I could.”

Her eyes widen. “Huh?”

He blinks. “If you want, I could train with you.”

“O-Oh…” She swallows. “Uh, yeah…sure! Thank you.”

“Yeah.” He pushes off the window and starts past her. There’s a fire in his eyes as he adds, “If he so much as lays a finger on you again, let me know.”

She nods. “O-Okay.”

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“What was that about?” Hagakure asks as Kemuri slides back into her seat at the lunch table.

“Oh, he…he offered to be my training partner, if I needed it,” Kemuri says. She reaches for her rice, hoping that it isn’t too cold already.

Ojiro’s tail lashes. “Training partner?” he repeats. “Doesn’t your grandfather train you?”

Kemuri’s hand freezes around her chopsticks and she looks up at her friends. Tokoyami is eating an apple, although he’s looking at her with an arched eyebrow, and both Shoji and Ojiro look confused. Hagakure is leaning closer to her, expectant.

“Um…about that…” she starts.

Yaoyorozu’s words ring in her head. She needs to tell her friends. They need to know what happened, what’s going on, but when she opens her mouth, nothing but air comes out. Kemuri can’t do it yet. She doesn’t want them to know how weak and pathetic she is.

“He was…really mad about the festival. He said I ignored his training, that I wasn’t using it, so…he refuses to teach me anymore,” she says.

“What?” Hagakure gasps. “But that wasn’t your fault!”

Shoji’s eyes narrow. “I wish I was more surprised,” he mutters.

Ojiro’s tail lashes again as his jaw clenches. “What did he say? Just…it’s over? You’re…what, a failure?” he asks. He shakes his head. “That jerk…”

Tokoyami swallows his bite of apple. “A deep darkness lies within the soul of that man.”

Kemuri takes a slow breath. If they’re this upset thinking that he just ditched her, just words and no actions, then she really doesn’t want to see how they’ll react to the entire truth.

“It’s fine, really,” Kemuri says. “I…I wanted to branch out anyway. He refuses to let me use my steam or fog in different ways, so now I can do other things.”

They still seem annoyed. Hagakure sits back, crossing her arms over her chest, and Ojiro shuts his eyes as he takes some deep, calming breaths. Shoji and Tokoyami stay the most reserved, but the look in their eyes speaks volumes.

“I can train with you too,” Ojiro says. “Maybe you can show me that back of the neck strike.”

She arches an eyebrow. “That’s my secret weapon, Ojiro.”

He snaps his fingers. “You got me there.” He laughs a little, tail wagging. “But seriously, sign me up. It’d be really cool to have a sparring partner who isn’t my brother.”

“You have a brother?” Hagakure asks. She leans closer to Ojiro, making him flush. “What’s he like? What’s his quirk? Does he look like you?”

“Woah, you seem excited,” Kemuri comments.

“I like hearing about other people’s families, especially siblings. I don’t have any…so…” She shrugs. “And none of you have them either.”

Shoji and Tokoyami shrug. Kemuri lets out a sheepish laugh.

“Um…okay, my brother…” Ojiro rubs the back of his neck. “His name’s Naoyuki, he’s…eleven now, and he’s a lot more excitable than me, just…a bit of a goofball, and…yeah, he’s blond too. Basically looks like a mini version of me with shaggier hair.”

“Does he have a tail?” Hagakure asks.

“No, he’s like my mom. They both have a quirk called Extend. It just lets them make their arms, legs, and neck longer when they need it.” Ojiro purses his lips. “He uses it to prank me.”

“Aw, he sounds so cute!” Hagakure gushes. “I totally didn’t know you were a big brother.”

“It just never came up…” He gulps, his cheeks still pink. “None of us really talk about our families. Kemuri’s comes up just because hers is so…influential.”

Kemuri claps her hands over her cheeks. “I’m sorry…”

“No, no, I’m not mad,” Ojiro says, batting his hands at her. “Seriously.”

“Well, my family isn’t super exciting or anything. My parents are invisible, like me, and they’re just regular working class people,” Hagakure says. She pauses. “Shoji, Kemuri, you’re the only ones who’ve met everyone’s parents, right?”

“I haven’t met Shoji’s or Ojiro’s,” Kemuri corrects, softly.

Shoji smirks. “I just haven’t met Ojiro’s.”

Tokoyami sighs. “My parents are embarrassing.”

“Are they…I’m sorry for asking, but do they also have bird…heads?” Ojiro asks. Kemuri reminds herself that he wasn’t around when they met the Tokoyamis.

“Yes. I look like my father, but I have my mother’s eyes,” Tokoyami states. Ojiro nods a little and Tokoyami smirks a little. “What did you expect?”

“I’m…not sure, but I guess I expected bird heads.”

“Would you like to see a picture?”

“Yeah, sure! I’m sure I’ve got some of my family too.”

Kemuri keeps eating her lunch, content that the conversation has taken a lighter turn. While her friends start sharing pictures, Kemuri takes a brief look around the cafeteria. She finds Todoroki sitting at a table with Midoriya, Uraraka, Iida, and Tsuyu. He seems content and she’s just glad that he’s finding his place in their class too.

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This time, when she talks to the receptionist at Hosu General, she smiles and directs her on in. She goes up to the third floor and walks down the hallway until she reaches Tensei’s room, where she knocks lightly.

The door opens and Sachiko is there. “Oh, Shimakage! Hello,” she says.

“Hello, Mrs. Iida,” Kemuri replies with a small bow. “I hope this isn’t a bad time.”

“No, of course not. Please, come in.”

As she goes inside, she adds, “I brought more food. My parents send their well wishes.”

Sachiko takes the bag with a smile. “You really are too kind.”

Tetsuya and Tenya are nowhere to be seen, but Tensei is sitting up now and he’s wearing a shirt, although it isn’t buttoned up. He’s propped against a generous amount of pillows and the bandage around his head has been taken off, replaced with a grey scarf. He’s reading a book, fingers brushing the pages. The table beside his bed has a few cards on it, probably from sidekicks and friends.

He looks up as soon as his mom passes the bed, then his attention darts to Kemuri. His eyes widen and a small, weak smile lifts his face.

“Kemuri,” he greets, his voice softer than usual. Everything about him has been toned down, weakened.

“H-Hi, Tensei,” she replies, shuffling closer to the bed and settling down in an empty chair. Behind her, she hears Sachiko rustling through the bag she gave her. “Are you feeling any better?”

“Well, I’m…awake,” he says. He slips a bookmark between the pages, shutting the novel and putting it to the side. He takes a long breath. “But…I’ve been better. Still feels…kinda like a nightmare.”

“Yeah…”

She cringes. It was one thing talking to Tensei before this, when he was still Ingenium. Now, he’s so…normal, albeit injured, and Kemuri feels like she doesn’t know him well enough to be here. He should be seeing his friends, his sidekicks, and other people he knows, not his little brother’s random classmate.

“Here you go, Tensei,” Sachiko murmurs, setting a plate of food in front of him. She smiles. “I’m going to find your brother, alright?”

“Yeah, sure thing, mom.”

She smiles at Kemuri, adjusting her glasses before walking out. Kemuri almost smiles at how she adjusts them the same way Tenya does, with her pointer finger and thumb on either side of the frames.

“Tenya…said something about internships coming up,” Tensei says.

“Oh…yeah, it…it’s exciting,” Kemuri stammers. She reaches to rub the back of her neck.

Tensei stirs his food a little, but doesn’t move to eat any of it. Maybe he still doesn’t have much of an appetite. Kemuri’s gaze darts to his legs, covered by the blankets, and she feels a wave of sorrow wash over her again.

His eyebrows sag downwards as he sighs. “I’m really sorry,” he murmurs. “I…I wanted to send you an offer to join me at Idaten, for…for the internships.” He shakes his head. “But…with this—”

“No, no, it’s fine! Please, don’t apologize,” she nearly begs. The last thing she wants is for him to feel more guilt. “Actually, I…I got an offer. One offer, but…”

Tensei seems to perk up. “You did?”

The glint in his eye makes her heart swell. “Y-Yeah! It’s…Kamui Woods.” His lips part and she adds, shaking a little, “He…he was working security at the festival, so…so I don’t know what he saw of my performance or why he thought I’d be good but—”

“Kemuri, that’s great. I’m really happy for you,” he interrupts, a soft smile on his face. He stretches towards the side table, fumbling a little as he gets the drawer open. “It makes me feel a little silly for writing this though.”

“Huh?” Kemuri asks.

He straightens back up with a small wince, one hand darting to his torso, and Kemuri reaches out automatically as if to steady him. He takes a few breaths, blinking, then clears his throat. He holds out an envelope to Kemuri, that gentle smile returning. She stares at it, then up at him.

“What is this?” she asks, taking it.

“Well, I…” He rubs the back of his neck. “I was kind of groggy that first day or two after the accident, but…after your visit, you kind of stayed on my mind. I was thinking about internships and I thought, if I can’t get you as an intern, then maybe…” He reaches out and taps the envelope with his pointer finger. “Maybe I could help you get in somewhere else.”

The gears in her mind turn, then click. “It’s…a recommendation letter?”

He nods. “It was the least I could do. I’ve been…feeling like a let a lot of people down, recently. I didn’t want you to be one of them.”

She has tears in her eyes, but she’s too stunned to move and wipe them away. She lets out a breath that sounds like a weak laugh, clutching the envelope tighter. “T-Thank you,” she squeaks. “It…I…” She sniffles and reaches up to catch a tear as it escapes onto her cheek. “I’m…honoured.”

He smiles. “Hold onto it. You won’t need it for this internship, but…you might need it later.”

She gets her handkerchief out of her pocket and wipes her face. “Thank you…” she repeats.

He reaches out and pats her shoulder. “Really, it’s the least I can do. I haven’t seen any of Tenya’s friends stop by lately, and…he seems like he’s having a really rough time.”

“He’s been weird at school too,” Kemuri admits. “He…I don’t know. He’s very reserved.”

Tensei perks up. “Oh, that reminds me…” he says. “How did hero naming go?” Before she can ask how he knew, he says, “First internships always mean hero names.”

“It was interesting. There were some pretty cool names in my class,” Kemuri says. She clears her throat. “I’m…Smokey Eye, the Ambush Hero.”

“Hmm,” he hums in approval. “I like it. Did…” He glances at the door and his content look falls away. “Did Tenya have a good name?”

She frowns a little. “It was…fine. Why do you ask?”

Tensei sighs and sinks back against the pillows. “He didn’t do it then.” When Kemuri just stares, he says, “I asked him to take my name.”

Her lips part. “What? But…in class, he said his hero name was Tenya.”

“Maybe I pushed him for it too soon,” he murmurs. He suddenly seems tired again. The food on his lap is all but forgotten. “I told him soon after I woke up, but…maybe…” He purses his lips. “Maybe he doesn’t want the name of someone like me, someone who’s—”

“No, Tensei, it…it can’t be that,” she insists, taking his hand in hers and squeezing. “I’m sure he was just overwhelmed. Tenya adores you, there’s no way he’d see you as anything but a worthy hero.”

He sighs, eyes closing for a second. “I let him down, Kemuri.”

“None of this was your fault.”

Funny, how she can so easily say it to someone else but can’t believe it when it’s about her.

Tensei swallows hard. “But, I…” He exhales. “No, you’re right. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. I…understand the feeling.”

There are footsteps in the hallway and she releases his hand. A nurse walks in, clipboard in hand, and he smiles a little. Kemuri stands up.

“I’m just here to do a routine check,” he says. He moves to the bed and Kemuri shuffles backwards.

“Um, I…should get going,” she admits. “It was nice talking to you, Tensei.”

“Same. Don’t be a stranger, okay?” Tensei asks.

“Right!”

She grips the strap of her purse, recommendation letter in hand, and hurries out to let the nurse do his work. On the way down the hall, she just stares down at the envelope. She doesn’t need it now, but someday, this could really help her out.

She bumps into someone, just clipping their shoulder, and she lets out a soft yelp of surprise. The other person startles, looking up from his phone, and their eyes lock.

“Oh, Iida,” she says, hastily slipping the letter into her purse. “I was just checking in.”

He stares at her for a second, then sighs. “Yes, my mother said you were here,” he says. He pushes his glasses up, expression stony. “Look, I appreciate your kindness, but this is none of your concern. There’s no need for you to visit anymore.”

Her eyes widen and she feels like she just got impaled. “What?” she asks. “Iida, where did this come from? What’s…what’s going on with you?” When he doesn’t answer, turning away from her, she feels her stomach twist. She moves closer. “Tenya, please—”

“I’m fine on my own. You should focus your attention elsewhere and just leave me be.”

“I…”

“I will see you at school tomorrow, Shimakage.”

And with that, he hurries off down the hall at a steady pace, never once looking back. Kemuri stands, frozen in place, her heart pounding and aching. She bites her lip hard and forces herself to turn around, hurrying to the elevator and clicking the down button rapidly.

The hallway is suddenly far too stifling.

Chapter 58: Respect Yourself, Shimakage!

Summary:

Kemuri faces the hard truth yet again.

Chapter Text

The evening passes by. When Kemuri gets back from the hospital, supper is ready. She sits down to eat with her family, joining in on the idle conversation only when spoken to. As usual, her mother and father do most of the talking, discussing what happened at work and their plans for the weekend.

Her dad is going out with a few friends for drinks on Saturday. Her mom is going for coffee with an old friend from the police academy. Her grandfather grumbles that he has work to do. Kemuri tells them that she’s going to be packing for her internship.

“I still can’t believe that Kamui Woods made you an offer,” Kazue says with a proud smile. “It’s fantastic.”

“I’m curious to see what he’ll teach you,” Cayden adds.

“Me too,” Kemuri says. She wishes she could be even a little bit more enthusiastic, but she keeps thinking about what Iida said to her.

“Hmph,” her grandfather mutters. “He’s a rookie. He still needs training himself, I doubt he’ll be an asset.”

“He’s the breakout hero of his generation, they say,” Kazue states. “I’m sure he can handle it.”

Another “hmph”. Kemuri has to admit, she feels a slight sense of pride at his obvious frustration, but that pride is drowned out by fear. Her muscles still ache when he glares at her, as if haunted by a memory of pain.

Kemuri finishes her food, excuses herself, and wanders back to her bedroom. She flops down and snuggles one of her many pillows, closing her eyes and trying to calm her mind. It’s full again.

Iida isn’t himself. Something is definitely going on but she just doesn’t know what. Yaoyorozu and Todoroki know about what happened, but her friends still don’t, and Yaoyorozu’s words buzz around her head like an incessant fly.

She purses her lips.

Tomorrow, she’s going to be brave.

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At lunch, it’s time for the moment of truth.

“Guys, I…” She swallows, her mouth already getting dry. Today, she’s sitting next to Hagakure, with the three boys on the other bench. “I…have something to tell you.”

They stop eating and look at her, expectant. Shoji arches an eyebrow and she wonders if he can hear her pounding heartbeat.

“What’s up?” Hagakure asks.

Kemuri grips her skirt and she feels chills roll across her entire body. Her legs are shaking. She sucks in a deep breath, then releases it.

“After…the Sports Festival,” she says. “My…my grandfather was really angry.”

“Well, yeah,” Ojiro starts, his voice slow as he raises an eyebrow. “You told us. He refused to train you anymore.”

Kemuri doesn’t say anything. Her breaths pick up and she squeezes her eyes shut, shoulders hunching. At her side, she feels Hagakure shift.

“Something happened, didn’t it?” Shoji says. “Something…you’re not telling us.”

Kemuri nods.

Hagakure gasps. “Oh my g—” Her breath hitches. “Kemuri, the bruises?”

“What bruises?” Tokoyami asks.

Kemuri still doesn’t open her eyes. Hagakure’s shoulder brushes hers.

“On Wednesday, in the change room, I saw a bunch of bruises all over Kemuri’s body. She said she went too hard during training,” Hagakure says. “She said…that she failed dodging practice.” Kemuri can feel their stares. “Kemuri…what were you dodging?”

God, Kemuri wants to puke. She swallows back the lump in her throat. “My…grandfather,” she whispers. “He…”

The table rattles and Kemuri’s eyes shoot open to find that Shoji is standing up and Ojiro looks about ready to follow him. Hagakure gasps and also gets to her feet while Tokoyami stares at them, eyes wide.

“Woah, guys, calm down,” Hagakure pleads.

“I have to go somewhere,” Shoji utters, and for the first time, Kemuri finds him genuinely scary. “Just to have a talk. No big deal.”

“Shoji, sit down and think rationally,” Tokoyami states. “You too, Ojiro.”

Shoji’s arms are trembling, but he sits down at Tokoyami’s request. Ojiro stays up for a second more, his jaw clenched.

“Ojiro…” Hagakure whispers.

“You can’t tell me that you aren’t angry,” Ojiro snaps, although they can tell the malice is directed at someone far away. “You can’t tell me—”

“Oh, I’m freaking losing my mind here, but what’s important right now is Kemuri,” Hagakure retorts. “Look at her! This is stressing her out.”

Kemuri is indeed shaking like a leaf, although she hadn’t noticed until Hagakure gestured her sleeve towards her. She must look like she’s a second away from breaking apart. Kemuri presses her lips into a firm line and closes her eyes again.

Ojiro sits down and folds his hands together on the table. “I’m…I’m sorry. You’re right.”

Hagakure touches Kemuri’s shoulder, thumbs moving in gentle circles against her shirt. “Why didn’t you tell us? You didn’t text, you didn’t say anything…” Her voice is laced with sorrow. “Kemuri, we didn’t even know—I…I thought your grandfather was just rude.”

Kemuri slumps against the table, looping one hand into her hair. “I’m sorry…” she whispers. “I…I’m sorry that I’m so…”

“Kemuri, don’t,” Ojiro murmurs.

“How long?” Shoji asks. Kemuri slowly looks up at him, and there’s genuine guilt in his eyes. “How long has this been going on, with him…hurting you? How long did I ignore—”

“N-No, it’s not like that,” Kemuri says, shaking her head. “That…that was the first time. Before, it…it was…”

Tokoyami leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. “Kemuri…this relationship with your grandfather is toxic. That much is obvious, but…how bad is it?” When her lip trembles, he sighs. “Because, until now, all four of us were under the impression that he was strict, and often unkind to you, but…it seems like there’s so much more than what we’re seeing.”

“And he talks about you like…like he hates you,” Ojiro adds.

Kemuri has to take a few more deep breaths before she responds. “He…he hates my existence,” she says. “And…I don’t know why, but…but everything I do is to make him love me. It’s…it’s so hard to explain.”

“I don’t like it,” Shoji says. “When you’re around us, without him, you’re…fun and relaxed and…happy. Then he shows up and he takes that all away, turns you into some trembling, scared mess, and it…” His jaw clenches and he has to pause. “It makes me mad, Kemuri. Really…really mad.”

“I agree,” Tokoyami states. “He robs you of happiness and snuffs out your light.”

Ojiro and Hagakure are resigned to nodding. Kemuri reaches out and takes a gulp of water, trying to wet her throat and loosen her tongue.

“I didn’t want you guys to know,” she says. “I didn’t want you to know about how weak I really am. I’m sorry.” She bows her head. “I lied to you, because…because I was scared. I’m sorry.”

Before anyone can respond, there’s a small popping noise, like the start of an explosion. From the table behind Kemuri, Bakugo gets up. He whirls around, takes the few steps it takes to get to their spot, and slams his hand down on the table as another small explosion bursts from his palm, rattling their trays.

“Hey, what are you—“ Hagakure starts.

“Would all of you just shut the fuck up?” Bakugo snarls, shooting a burning glare through Hagakure before aiming his attention at Kemuri. “You realize people can hear you, right?”

Kemuri returns the stare, eyes wide, mouth hanging open. “H-Huh?”

He leans closer to her, smoke wafting from his palms, and Kemuri is only faintly aware of movement happening on the other side of the table. “I’m so fucking sick of this. You—“

“Bakugo, back off,” Shoji’s voice cuts in. Kemuri doesn’t dare look away from Bakugo, frozen in the face of Medusa. “What are you doing?”

Bakugo whips his head around, baring his teeth at Shoji. “I’m trying to eat my lunch,” he snaps, “but I can barely taste my spicy soba over the sound of Smokey spewing her shitty sob story everywhere!”

“Um…okay, but this doesn’t have anything to do with you, so you can—” Ojiro starts.

“Oh, what, you wanted this to be private? We’re in the cafeteria, dumbass. Nothing about this is fucking private.”

Kemuri shrinks into her seat, eyes stinging. This was bad. This was a bad idea. She should have kept her mouth shut. “I’m sor—“

“Stop fucking apologizing!” he roars. Kemuri flinches away, lifting her hands in front of her, and Bakugo huffs. “Tch…get up.”

“W-What?”

“I said, get up.”

“I’m…”

He reaches out, grabs her wrist, and pulls her out of her seat. Despite his anger, he doesn’t pull hard enough to hurt her, just enough to get her moving. She sputters a bit as he leads her away, his face set, and she casts one last look back at her stunned friends before they disappear from the cafeteria.

He walks until they reach a door and he slides it open, bringing them both inside and closing it behind them. Kemuri looks around the empty classroom, still confused, and she slowly turns to the fuming boy behind her.

“You’re so annoying,” he growls.

She backs up, her fight-or-flight response running at top speed. “I…I don’t know w-what I did, but I’m…I’m sorry, I’ll—“

“The past two days, it’s like you’re this little bug just nattering in my ear. First you act like a damn child when a rookie hero gives you one shitty little offer—“

“H-Hey…”

“Then Ponytail was flipping her lid yesterday, talking to Half-n-Half about how fucking worried she was about you. All because of your damn grandfather. Then today, you ruin my lunch because you can’t stop crying for ONE. DAMN. SECOND!”

Again, she flinches when he looms closer, palms ready to wield their explosions, and she nearly trips into a vacant desk. A few tears spring to her eyes in a fit of cruel irony and she bites her lip, hand falling back to the desk as she tries to keep herself standing.

She stares at him, at the way his shoulders heave, at how his teeth are gritted and his eyes are narrowed, and she swallows hard. The emptiness of the room is punctuated with every echo of Bakugo’s raspy breaths and her pounding heart.

“B-Bakugo, why…why are you so angry?” Kemuri stammers.

“BECAUSE YOU’RE PISSING ME OFF!”

This time, she bangs her leg on the desk as she puts it between the two of them, quivering. She needs to get out of here before she becomes a splatter on the far wall, surrounded by charred concrete and ash.

Bakugo’s shoulders shake, but he takes a few seconds to breathe. His face softens into something less murderous and more pissed off which, believe it or not, is an improvement.

“Damn,” he mutters. He digs his hands into his pockets. “Your grandpa must be some kind of sick fuck, because it sounds like he gets pleasure out of making you feel like shit.” He grits his teeth. “And from the looks of it, you feeling like shit makes everyone around you feel like shit.”

“B-But…”

“But what?”

“He’s…he’s my grandfather. You wouldn’t understand, it’s—”

“What don’t I understand? The shithead is abusing you and you’re being a spineless little freak about it!”

“A-Abuse?” she repeats. She’s never actually spoken the word and for the most part, no one else has. She looks away, his stare making her lose her nerve. “Okay, it’s…it’s not ideal, but it’s always been like that. He’s—”

“He’s a quirkist fucktard who gets off on hurting you and you’re letting him do it,” Bakugo snaps. She just looks at him, shaking, and he bares his teeth. “Stop being a fucking weakling, Shimakage. How do you expect people to respect you when you can’t even respect your damn self?”

It’s strange, she thinks, that she feels so shocked by his words. No one has ever called her out so brutally. No one has ever smacked her in the face with her own truth. Bakugo is brash, loud-mouthed, and rude, but he isn’t an idiot.

She is weak, but not in the way her grandfather always told her she was.

“He’s my family, Bakugo,” she whispers.

“Yeah, no shit.” He shakes his head, turns around, and stomps to the door. “Whatever. I’m fucking done here.”

She blinks. “W-What? Where are you going?”

“I’ve got half my lunch waiting for me back there.”

“But, you…you dragged me out here…” She shrinks a little, voice getting quieter when he glares at her. “J-Just, just to yell at me?”

“Yeah?”

“That…doesn’t make sense.”

“What, would you rather I did it in the cafeteria? Pretty sure Tentacles would try to stop me before I could get a word in.” He scoffs. “Consider this a warning. Don’t ruin my lunch again or I’ll actually explode you.”

“W-Wait!”

She scrambles forward and grabs his arm, making his entire body go stock still. She’s breathing a little too fast and she’s shaking, only getting worse when Bakugo’s nostrils flare.

“Don’t touch—“ he starts, wrenching his arm from her grip.

“Wait, just…don’t l-leave.”

By some miracle, he doesn’t move. He still looks like he’s a second away from destroying her, but at this point, maybe that would be a good choice. She’s digging herself a deeper grave.

“What…what should I do?” she whispers.

“How the fuck am I supposed to know?”

“You’re…” She looks at her feet, tugs at her hair. “You’re so…confident, Bakugo. You just…don’t care, or…or you’re good at acting like you don’t. I’m nothing like that—“

“No shit.”

“So, please!” She makes eye contact with him, desperate. “Please just tell me what I can do!”

He keeps staring at her, lip curled just enough to show some teeth. He steps closer to her, a growl leaving his lips, and she braces herself.

“You want my advice? Don’t give a shit,” he says. “I don’t give a shit about what anyone thinks of me because what matters is that I like myself. You’re the one pegging all of your worth on one asshole’s shit opinion.”

She squeezes her eyes shut. Okay, that’s not the answer she thought she’d get, but it’s a start. The truth is, she doesn’t like herself all that much. She constantly wishes she was better, someone prettier or stronger or smarter or more capable—she constantly wishes that she wasn’t Kemuri Shimakage.

It’s like she’s aware that she is who she is and at times, she does like herself, but most of the time there’s the lingering feeling that if she were just someone else, things would be better.

“He’s…always told me that I’m nothing,” she admits. “And…before U.A—“

“I don’t want to hear your melodrama, Smokey,” he snaps. “If I were you, I’d give that old bag two middle fingers, tell him to shove them up his ass, and go do whatever I wanted with my life. Tell him ‘fuck you, old man, I’m my own goddamn person’ and ride off into the sunset or something.”

Her mouth falls open. “I…I can’t do that!” she gasps.

He rolls his eyes and mutters a curse word. “God…you’re such…” He shakes his head. “That’s all I’ve fucking got for you. Piss him off and show him your power, if you’ve even got any. I’m going to eat my lunch.”

She panics. She has a second to come up with something and ask Bakugo what he thinks before he’s gone and this whole thing ends like a weird fever dream. What would be powerful, something she’s never done because her grandfather never let her?

There’s only one thing, the only thing she could see herself doing, and she feels stupid even thinking it, much less admitting it to Bakugo. It’s something her grandfather is oddly opposed to, on the same level as her being on TV or being in public toting his name around. He’s so against it that it’s almost a taboo subject in her household.

Maybe that’s why she gets so flustered around boys.

“I…I’ve always wanted to—“ He’s halfway out the door, but he stops, and she swallows hard. “…go on a date,” she ekes out.

He stares at her like she’s grown a second head. “News flash, Smokey, I’m not into girls and even if I was, I wouldn’t date you if someone paid me.”

She splutters. “W-Wha—not with you!” she nearly shouts, covering her face. “That’s…that’s my…f-fu…” She cringes. “Frick you…to my grandfather. He doesn’t like the idea of me…falling in love, eventually…p-passing on genetics, so I’ll…g-go…on a date.”

Bakugo is too busy rolling his eyes into the back of his skull to register what she said. “You can’t even say fuck right,” he snorts.

“I’m n-not big on swearing, okay?”

“Okay, and the sky is fucking blue.”

This is going nowhere. She groans into her hands and she hears him huff, but doesn’t hear any footsteps. He still isn’t leaving. She slowly peeks out at him between her fingers.

“Um…” she mumbles. “You’re…uh, staring—“

“I’m trying to imagine you seriously asking someone on a date and my brain just can’t picture something that ridiculous. You’d never.”

She purses her lips tightly, her heart pounding, filling her to the brim with annoyance at his barbed comments. “You’re right,” she mutters. “It’s…it’s not an easy thing to do."

“Hah? The fuck you mean it isn’t easy?”

She blinks at him. “Uh…it isn’t?” Just the idea of trying to ask someone out makes her feel all queasy with nerves.

“Yeah, it is! You just ask someone! It’s not rocket science!”

She regrets her words the second they come out of her mouth. “Prove it, then.”

His eyes blaze, teeth bared. “Fine! I will!”

Again, he grabs her wrist and leads her out of the classroom. He goes all the way back to the cafeteria, storming inside like a man on a mission, and she feels like she’s entered some weird dream, or a nightmare.

“Hey! Tentacles!” Bakugo shouts as they near the table.

Kemuri’s entire face turns red and multiple students in the immediate vicinity turn to look at them. Shoji is one of them, as are the rest of her friends, and she considers digging her feet into the linoleum to stop their advance, or maybe blasting some steam into his palms from her wrist.

Nope. Nope. NOPE. This was not what she had in mind. She thought that maybe Bakugo would ask someone out, not ask someone out for her!

“B-Bakugo, people are staring,” she squeaks.

“Don’t give a fuck about what others think, Smokey,” he snaps. He reaches the table, releases Kemuri, and jabs his thumb at her all while glaring at Shoji. “Go out with Shimakage.”

Shoji blinks a few times, eyes wide. Kemuri feels steam burst from her ears and she covers her face. Bakugo waits, expectant.

“Whaaaaat?” Hagakure whispers.

“I have no idea,” Ojiro returns.

Tokoyami’s expression is, in simplest terms, shook.

“Well?” Bakugo asks.

Shoji gulps, then nods. “Uh…sure? I mean…I’d…” He clears his throat and his face turns red behind the mask.

Kemuri nearly collapses onto the floor. How many people are staring at her right now? How many are from her class? She wonders if it’d be possible to eject herself right into the sun. She apologizes to Shoji one million times in her head and starts writing her last will and testament.

“See? It’s fucking easy,” Bakugo states, turning to her and giving her shoulder a slap. “I’m out of here.”

He starts to walk away, but not back to his table. Kemuri looks at her friends, sputters, then whirls around and chases after Bakugo.

“H-Hold on,” she calls. She catches up to him, snatching the sleeve of his blazer in her fingertips. “Why? I know I’ve asked that a-already, but—” She shakes her head. “You…helped me?”

He turns around, eyeing her sharply, and then he looks away. “For some reason, people give a shit about you, and acting like you deserve this crap is disrespectful to all of them and yourself,” he mutters. “Don’t just lay back and take this shit. It’s pathetic.”

Her fingers slip from his jacket. She clenches her hands into fists at her sides and bows her head, shaking, and Bakugo lets out another huff. He leaves the cafeteria, hands shoved in his pockets again, and she just stares at the floor for what feels like a good, long while.

The truth hurts.

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“I’m really sorry about that,” Kemuri says as she and Shoji walk to the train station.

Because of everything that happened at lunch, she requested that the two of them go to the station on their own so they can talk. They didn’t really get the chance to do so for the rest of the day, mostly because classes got in the way, so walking together seemed to be the best option.

Her nervousness won’t let up. Every time she looks at him, she gets all warm and it feels like she’s about to explode.

“You don’t have to go on a date with me,” she says. “Bakugo…he was—”

“I don’t mind,” Shoji says.

She looks up at him. “R-Really?”

“Well, it sounds like a vengeance plot against your grandfather. A peaceful revolution. I can get behind that,” he continues. “It’s either that or I rip off his arms.” She gawks at him, eyes wide, and he clears his throat. “I’m…kidding. I wouldn’t go through with it.”

“Ah…” she squeaks.

He looks down at her and his expression softens. “But, uh…with the date? It’s only if you want to…”

“I…I do. It’ll…be fun.”

“Yeah, I…want to, too.”

She darts her eyes away again, cheeks flushed. “O-Oh.”

“But, we should wait until after the internships. There’s a lot going on right now,” he says. He glances up at the sky. “I’m…kind of nervous.”

“Did you send in your requests?”

“Of course.”

“Me too.”

They lapse into silence and she purses her lips tight. Her stomach is in knots and she’s still having a hard time processing that she, Kemuri Shimakage, is going to be going on a date with Shoji. It’s not that she doesn’t like Shoji—she likes him a lot—but she never thought of dating him, at least not in earnest.

She’s never thought about seriously dating someone, ever. Her crushes amount to wanting to date the person but never believing that they would have any interest in her. Even when it comes to Iida, while she’d like to date him, she just can’t imagine it happening.

Looking at Shoji, she remembers how flustered she got watching him train before the Sports Festival. She claps her hands over her ears. Does she like him? But, she has a crush on Tenya. Shoji is…Shoji, her best friend.

What the heck was Bakugo thinking? And why, of all people, did he pick Shoji for her? There are plenty of mutant types in their class who would do a great job of ticking off her grandfather.

“Kemuri, your heart is racing,” Shoji says.

She yanks her hands away from her ears and wipes her palms on her skirt. “I’m…uh…” She shakes her head. “God, I don’t know. Bakugo…he was very blunt.”

He arches an eyebrow. “What did he talk to you about?”

“He…uh, said…I need to respect myself. And…that it ticks him off that I’m so spineless about this stuff.” She tries to smile, but it turns out far more sad than she intended. “I wish I wasn’t like this, Shoji…but…I truly believe that I’m not memorable or…anything important, really. That’s why…I don’t know why you’d be okay with this date…thing.”

She feels his hand brushing hers. “I think you’re pretty memorable,” he whispers. “And I…or, all our friends; we want to help you. Please, know that we…that we love you, and…this can be a new start. We know what’s going on, so…now you can rely on us.”

She takes his hand, although she doesn’t look at him. She sniffles a little, reaching up to wipe her eyes with her other hand and Shoji’s grip tightens gently.

“I love you guys, too,” she murmurs.

Chapter 59: Wood, Smoke, and Tape

Summary:

The internships start and Kemuri discovers that she'll be sharing Kamui Woods with someone else.

Chapter Text

The internships represent a fresh start. Kemuri is going to learn, gain confidence, and she’s going to do her best to leave her grandfather behind her. It won’t be easy, but she has to try. It’s holding her back.

“Everyone has their costumes, right?” Aizawa asks.

It’s bright and early Monday morning and class 1-A is gathered in the train station. They have their costume cases in hand and backpacks on, positively buzzing. Kemuri can’t stop her fingers from tapping.

“Remember, you don’t have permission to wear them out in public unless you’re with your pro,” Aizawa continues. “And don’t lose them or anything.”

“GOTCHA!” Mina squeals, lifting her case over her head.

“Speak properly. It’s ‘yes, sir’, Ashido.”

She hugs the case to her chest, whining out a defeated, “Yes, sir.”

“Make sure you mind your manners with the other heroes during your internships.” He eyes his students, lingering on some of the problem children. “Now, get to it.”

“Yes, sir!” they call.

“Good luck to all of you,” Tokoyami says as people start to scatter.

“Yeah, I hope we all learn lots!” Hagakure chirps.

Ojiro smiles. “This is gonna be great,” he says. “And don’t be afraid to text, okay?”

“Sure thing,” Shoji says.

Kemuri smiles. “Group hug for good luck!”

They crush together, costume cases bumping against their legs and backpacks as they struggle to get their arms around each other. They part ways with more excited waving and Hagakure shouting, “I’ll miss you, nerds!”

Kemuri heads for the nearest train. Kamui Woods’ hero agency isn’t very far from here, so it’ll be a quick train ride. She reaches for her reading glasses and slips them on, knowing that she’ll need to read a lot of signs before she reaches her destination.

“Iida, wait!”

She stops as if her own name was called, looking over her shoulder as Midoriya and Uraraka run up to their friend. He doesn’t turn to look at them.

“Hey, if you ever want to talk or anything, just let us know,” Midoriya says as Uraraka starts to nod. “We’re friends, right?”

Iida turns, wearing a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes. “Yes,” he says, and then he’s off again.

Midoriya and Uraraka watch him leave, their faces wrought with concern, and Kemuri’s heart clenches. She debates going after him, trying one more time to get him to talk to her, but his words at the hospital the other day ring in her head. It’s none of her concern.

But, she is concerned.

He gets onto the train and she tries to find which number it is, maybe so she can see where he’s going, but she can’t make it out before it pulls away. She stares at the tracks for a bit, trying to refocus her attention. She digs for her ticket, lips pursed, when she feels a hand touch her shoulder.

She whirls around, nearly smacking Sero with her costume case, and the boy jumps back to avoid it.

“Woah! Hey,” he says. “Sorry.”

“Oh, no, I’m…I’m sorry, I zoned out,” she replies.

He nods, rubbing the back of his neck, and she just…stares at him. Kemuri realizes, rather sheepishly, that she hasn’t really had a proper conversation with Sero. The last time they interacted for a significant amount of time was during that first battle training exercise.

“So…you’re going to Kamui Woods’ agency, right?” Sero asks.

“Well, yeah, I…kind of screamed about it…” she mumbles.

“Right.” He grins. “I’m heading there too. We can go together.”

She blinks a few times. Kamui Woods took two interns? She has to admit, she kind of hoped that she was his only choice, but maybe having a classmate along for the ride could be fun.

She nods. “O-Okay.”

“Perfect, ‘cause there’s our train!”

He hurries off and she follows him, gripping the strap of her backpack as they go.

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Kemuri is honestly a little shocked to find that Kamui’s “agency” is more like “his apartment”. It makes sense that he doesn’t have his own agency, like other big name heroes, but still, she expected an office or something of that kind—maybe the agency he signed at before he went pro, and especially since his offer detailed a “Kamui Woods Hero Agency”.

“Uh…are we in the right place?” Sero asks. He’s reading a sheet of paper, no doubt similar to the one Kemuri received soon after accepting Kamui’s offer.

“This is the address,” she answers. “I guess…we should go in?”

“I guess.”

They go up the stairs, stuck in awkward silence. There are rows upon rows of doors watching them as they pass by and Kemuri starts looking for numbers. What were Kamui’s instructions again? Third floor, a few doors down…

“Oh, this should be it,” Sero says, making Kemuri jolt to a stop.

They both stare at the door for a second. Kemuri imagines knocking only for some grumpy tenant to open the door, yelling about two kids disturbing them. She darts a look up at Sero just as he reaches up and raps his knuckles against the door.

They wait a few seconds. Kemuri hears faint, thumping footsteps, and then the door opens. The man standing before them is wearing a baggy blue sweater, jeans, a face mask, a yellow scarf, and a hat with a brim so wide that it covers most of his face and hair. Kemuri’s gaze darts down to see brown hands covered in wood.

She frowns a little. She understands heroes wanting privacy, but man, she really wanted to know what Kamui Woods looks like under that mask of his.

“Um…Mr. Kamui Woods?” Sero asks.

“Oh, good! My interns,” the man says. “Please, come in.”

They shuffle inside, stopping to take their shoes off in the genkan. Kamui points to the two pairs of slippers sitting nearby. Kemuri takes the smaller red pair while Sero slips on the larger black pair.

“I’m sorry that we’re meeting here, but I felt that bringing you here would be less intimidating. Besides, you will be staying here for the next week.” He clasps his hands together and turns to the two of them. “I suppose I’ll show you your rooms first. Follow me.”

Kemuri takes in the apartment as she trails after the two males. It’s a nice place, with a decent-sized TV, a gaming system, and comfy-looking couches in the living room. There’s a small kitchen and an extra space just big enough for a small table with three chairs. He also has a lot of plants and wooden furniture, from the shelves to the cabinets and bookcases. She can’t blame him for sticking with an aesthetic.

They go down a hallway and Kamui points out rooms as he goes. “That’s the bathroom. There’s only one, so we’ll take shifts for things like showering and cleaning up before bed,” he says. “That’s my room. That’s just the cabinet for towels. Ah, here’s your room, Cellophane.”

Sero’s face lights up at the sound of his hero name. Kemuri shares his excitement. Hearing it out loud, spoken by a real pro, really brings the point home that, yes, they’re heroes in the making.

Kamui pushes open the door and inside, there’s a small bedroom with tatami flooring. There’s a bed, a small fan, and a bedside table. Kamui rubs the back of his neck as Sero walks in, setting his costume case and backpack on the bed.

“It’s not much, but I wanted you to have your own space,” Kamui says.

“It’s perfect, sir! Thank you!” Sero bows at the waist, all smiles.

“Glad to hear it.” Kamui turns and from beneath the brim of his hat, his eyes meet Kemuri’s. “Now, on to Smokey Eye.”

The more she hears her hero name, the more she likes it, and she hides her goofy smile as Kamui turns around, gesturing to the door across the hall from Sero’s room before reaching out and opening it.

“And, your room,” he says.

It’s the same as Sero’s—bed, fan, and a bedside table. The slight difference is that, while Sero’s walls were painted a creamy white, hers are pale green. She goes in, putting her things down on the bed. Kamui lingers, arms crossed over his chest.

“I’ll leave you two to settle in,” he says, clearing his throat. “Please come to the dining room in a few minutes. I want to discuss what will happen over this next week.”

“Yes, sir!” they both say.

Kamui disappears and Kemuri flops onto the bed, hands clapping over her face as she lets out a tiny, fangirling squeal. She’s in Kamui Woods’ house! This is the coolest thing ever!

She pulls out her phone and sends a text in the group chat, a simple “I’m already living for this” followed by way too many excited heart-eyes emojis. She puts her phone down on the bedside table and takes a deep breath.

“Hey, Shimakage.” She sits up and looks to the door, where Sero is leaning against his doorframe. He grins. “Are you as excited as I am?”

“I think so,” she replies. She gets off the bed, smoothing out her skirt. She starts to fiddle with her braid as she moves to the doorway and peeks out into the hall. “Should we…go?”

“Yeah, why not?”

He goes first and she follows. They go back into the main living space, where Kamui Woods is already seated at the table. He looks up at them when they walk in and he gestures to the extra chairs. They each take one, Kemuri taking the seat at the end that allows her to more easily see both Sero and Kamui. Sero sits between them.

“Alright, so…to start, I want to thank both of you for accepting my offers,” he says, aiming one hand at each of them before folding them together on the table. “I think that we can all learn from each other and, honestly, my plan for this internship works best with both of you.”

Kemuri darts a glance at Sero, but he’s smiling like he hasn’t got a care in the world. He has very straight teeth, she notices. It makes his smile very distinctive. She tries to mimic his easy look, but it’s much easier to just hold her slightly nervous resting face.

“I want to explain my reasons here, because…well, I am a rookie hero. There are plenty of heroes out there with more experience than me, so I want you both to feel like you’re in good hands.” Kamui tilts his head a little. “During the Sports Festival, I noticed that you both have one half of my two skill sets—mobility and combat. Shimakage, however, lacks decent mobility.” He eyes her. “That’s what cost you your lead in the obstacle race.”

“Right,” she says, bowing her head.

“Sero, you have impressive mobility. The way you move reminds me a little of myself,” Kamui admits, making Sero straighten up. “But, your first match with Todoroki…your combat was lacking.”

Sero’s shoulders slump. “Yeah.”

“But, I have confidence and a plan in mind. I’ll be training your quirks while also teaching you some hero basics, and you’ll be learning from each other while also learning from me.” He taps his forehead, or more like the brim of his hat, with one finger. “Do you get what I’m saying?”

“Yes, sir,” both students say.

“Good, because I want to get started right away. Go get your costumes on and meet me back in the living room.”

“Yes, sir!”

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With all three of them in their hero costumes, Kamui Woods urges them out of the apartment. They travel a little ways away to a small clump of buildings with roofs that are close together. On one of those roofs, Kamui explains his plan.

“Alright, Smokey Eye, I took the liberty of looking up your quirk. You have the ability to use smoke, fog, and steam emitted from your body. Correct?” Kamui asks.

She nods. “Yes, sir.”

“How often do you use your steam?"

“Well…uh, not very much. I use it when I help out at my dad’s spa, but that’s it.”

“You used it in the festival,” Sero reminds her. “To walk on Todoroki’s ice.”

She gasps. “O-Oh, yeah! I almost forgot,” she admits. “I tried using it to boost my running speed too.”

Kamui crosses his arms over his chest. “Have you done anything else with it?”

“No, but I want to. I…I want to get stronger!”

Kamui’s eyes glint from behind his mask. “Good, that’s what I like to hear.” He motions towards the gap between the buildings. “I want you to work on crossing large gaps using steam boosts from your feet. If you work on making the blasts stronger, I imagine you could use it like rocket boosters.” He pauses, then says, “No, more like walking on geysers.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen. “You…you think that’s possible?”

“It’s worth a shot.” He turns to Sero. “And Cellophane, there’s something here for you too. You have a good handle on your quirk, and it’s far more simplistic than Smokey Eye’s.”

“Ouch…” Sero mumbles.

“No, there’s nothing wrong with a simple quirk. What matters is what you do with it.” Kamui aims a finger at him. “I want you to catch Smokey if she falls. Swing in using your tape. Heroes have to be ready for anything and in a disaster situation, catching people happens a lot. Got it?”

Kemuri swallows hard and eyes the gap. “I…I’m not sure about this.”

“I’m also here to catch you if Cellophane doesn’t.”

She fans her face a little, trying to calm down. “R-Right.” She looks down at her feet. “I’m…gonna have to take my boots off.”

“Then get to it.”

She toes them off, heart pounding, gaze darting to the gap again and again. She prays that this doesn’t go terribly wrong.

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On the bright side, Kamui doesn’t immediately get Kemuri to throw herself off the edge of the building. He takes some time having her practice boosting herself into the air, timing the bursts of steam with her jumps. It’s strange to be using her quirk in such a way, but it’s exciting all the same.

While she does that, Sero works on attaching his tape to various holds. He has a lot of trouble with flat walls, often hitting them too fast as he swings down or having the tape itself rip off before he can land. Kamui has to catch him quite a bit with various branches coming off his arms, giving him tips after every failure.

After what feels like forever, Kamui declares that it’s time for their first test run. Sero readies himself, elbows aimed, and Kemuri stands on the edge of the roof. She stares down at the alleyway far below and feels her courage waver.

“Remember, no one’s going to let you fall,” Kamui says, tone smooth. “Be brave, Smokey Eye.”

She nods. She flexes her toes against the concrete, takes a deep breath, poises, and jumps with a burst of steam added in. She goes weightless, her eyes widening as her breath leaves her, and for a second, she just hangs in the air, soaring forward.

The second ends and as she starts to fall, panic sets in. She lets out a burst of steam from one foot as she yelps, pedalling at the air with her bare feet, but it knocks her off balance and she goes careening off-course.

She plummets, eyes squeezing shut, and she hits Sero’s solid body before she goes too far. He grins, lets out a proud laugh, and they promptly slam into the brick wall of the building across from them. They both groan, peeling off the wall, and Sero lets out a panicked shout as they fall again. He haphazardly shoots tape at the sky, as if snatching a cloud or passing pidgeon will save them.

Before they get too far down, a strong branch surrounds Kemuri and Sero, pinning their arms down, and they jolt to a stop. They’re slowly dragged back up to the rooftop, back to their straight-faced teacher. Sero flashes a sheepish grin and Kemuri turns completely red.

“Uh…oops?” Sero asks.

Kemuri closes her eyes, wishing her hands were free so that she could cover her face.

Kamui Woods sets them down before he sighs, pinching the space between his eyes. “We have a lot of work to do,” he mumbles.

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Kamui decides that, after that first disaster, he’s going to slow things down. Sero keeps practicing swinging between walls and buildings, finding different ways of anchoring his tape, and Kemuri practices boosting herself into the air more, trying to time her steps better.

“Imagine that you’re jumping from wall to wall, like in a video game,” Kamui says. “Boost off one foot, then the other. One, two, three, four—” He waves his hand about. “Use the motion of…climbing and walking at the same time, like…ah. Does this make any sense?” He groans. “I can’t find my words!”

Kemuri blinks a few times. “Uh…you mean…like climbing stairs?”

He snaps his fingers. “Yes, that’s it! You’re climbing stairs made of air.”

It does get easier to time things when she imagines that. When she climbs stairs, she usually can’t see anything except for the destination ahead of her. The motion of moving up and down flights of stairs are more muscle memory than any sort of visual thing. She thinks of all the times she’s seen other students climbing stairs, one hand on the railing while they watch the steps ahead of them.

It’s not something that’s exclusive to her, but still. It stops her from looking down, allowing her to focus only on the sky.

By the end of the day, things are only marginally better. At best, they’re aware of the new skill they need to improve, but it’s nowhere near perfection. Sero and Kemuri trudge back into Kamui’s apartment, sweaty and exhausted. The sun is sinking below the horizon.

“My arms hurt,” Sero mumbles.

Kemuri nods, shoulders sagging. Her feet and calves are sore and her brain aches from the effort of thinking of a rhythm while using her quirk. She doesn’t tend to use her quirk simultaneously with an action, unless it’s adding steam to her palms as she massages. This is a whole new level.

She has a long way to go.

Kamui watches them both for a moment, then his eyes crinkle at the edges. “You did good work today. For trying something new, you’re making good progress.”

Kemuri sags forward into a tired bow and Sero imitates her. “Thank you, sir,” they groan.

“By the end of this week, I want one of you to be sky-walking and the other to be a swinging, catching pro. Got it?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Go shower up and get changed. I’ll start making dinner,” Kamui says.

“Are we going to be patrolling tonight?” Kemuri asks as she drags herself back into an upright position.

Kamui shakes his head. “No. I’d patrol if it was just me, but my job for the week is teaching you two. There are other heroes that can do it for now.” His hands fall to his hips. “Tomorrow, we’ll be training and patrolling all day, so consider this your evening of rest.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Good. No fighting over the shower, and don’t take too long. We all want hot water. Got it?”

They both nod. Kamui disappears into his room, no doubt changing out of his hero outfit, and Sero lets out a long, tired breath.

“You can go first,” he says. “I don’t mind.”

Kemuri doesn’t even bother to argue against it. “Thank you.”

She takes her pyjamas and towels with her to the bathroom. The shower feels like heaven and she has to make a conscious effort not to just stand in the warmth forever. She climbs out, dries off, puts on her pyjamas, and ties her hair up in a towel hat.

When she opens the bathroom door, Sero is waiting, leaning against the wall with towels tucked under his arm, and she can hear something sizzling in the kitchen. Sero looks at her, then at the towel on her head, and grins.

“How do you do that?” he asks, pointing at it.

She blinks. “The towel?”

“Yeah, like…is your hair in it?”

He seems genuinely confused, and Kemuri has to stop herself from laughing. “You bend over, drape the towel over the back of the head, twist, then flip. Easy,” she says.

He narrows his eyes. “I don’t know about easy…every time I try, I fail.”

She purses her lips tight against another laugh. “You’ve tried?”

“I have shaggy hair, plus my mom and sister always do it.” He holds his hands up. “Don’t judge me.”

She feigns innocence, shaking her head. “I’m not, I’m not.”

“Then show me how, as soon as I’m done.”

“Alright.”

A little while later, Kemuri finds herself seated on the couch with a plate of omurice and stir-fried vegetables on her lap (Kamui apparently has a thing for organic food) and Sero at her side, a towel wrapped around his head. He looks exceedingly proud of himself. He already took a selfie with the two of them and sent it to a group chat called “Bakushimanaridosero”. “Pinky Cutie” is currently sending way too many laughing emojis, winking faces, and “so handsome oof” while “Hard Boy #1” is telling him that he looks refreshed and manly.

“That’s some name,” Kemuri comments as Sero puts his phone away.

He shrugs and digs into his food. “Mina said we needed a squad name, so…”

Kemuri purses her lips in thought. “Maybe something simple would be less of a mouthful.”

“Oh yeah? Like what?”

“Um…like Bakusquad.”

“Why does Bakugo get to be the squad leader?”

“I mean…I just suggested it because he’s the first name in Bakushima…Kaminari…whatever?” She turns red at how bad she murdered that monster of a name.

Sero thinks about it for a second, then nods thoughtfully and shoves more omurice into his mouth. “I’ll mention it to them. It is easier to say,” he says, food in his cheek.

Kamui returns to the couch with his own plate of food along with a side-plate of orange slices. He isn’t wearing the hat or face mask anymore—maybe he felt that staying super anonymous in his own home is annoying—and now Kemuri can see the rest of him. The wood on his body actually stops at the top of his throat, leaving a pretty normal face framed with shaggy, dusty brown hair that he’s pulled back into a ponytail. He has a couple of scars nicking his cheek, eyebrow, and the bridge of his nose.

She remembers a documentary that she saw a while ago based around his life. Apparently, his childhood was pretty rough, and she gets a little teary just thinking about the film.

“What movie are we watching?” Kamui asks. He scrolls through the options on the TV. “No horror movies, okay? I need you both rested for tomorrow.”

Sero mumbles something, but he’s already chomping down on the orange slices like he’ll never eat food again. Kemuri leans away from him a little bit, eyes wide. He can really pack it away when he tries.

“Um…I like comedies,” Kemuri admits. “And hero movies.”

“Oh!” Sero perks up, swallowing his food. “There’s that new movie out featuring…uh…” He snaps his fingers. “The Hollywood Hero, Starlet, right? I heard she was amazing in it.”

“We could try that,” Kamui says, already punching the movie into the search bar. He finds it and starts it up. “Perfect. Hit the lights, Cellophane.”

Sero lifts his elbow and deploys a stream of tape. It latches onto the light switch and he promptly yanks his arm down, dragging the switch down with it. The room dims.

“Well, that’s useful,” Kemuri mumbles.

Sero grins. “Thanks!”

They settle in to watch their movie and Kemuri feels a sense of contentment. She’s too tired to think of anything else than what’s happening right in front of her face.

Chapter 60: A Hero's Job

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If there’s one thing that Kemuri can say about Kamui Woods, it’s that he takes hero work and training very seriously.

She’s never worked this hard with her steam in her life and Kamui refuses to train her with her fog. He insists that she’s spent almost a lifetime working on it, so she can spare a week to catch up with her steam. He also says that she knows how to train her fog, so she can do it on her own far more easily. He’s right, of course, but what she hates most is feeling this ridiculous in front of a hero she admires.

“Good! Keep up that rhythm!” Kamui calls as she manages to get a few mid-air steps in. When she comes back down, unsteadily, he gives her a water bottle and a thumbs up. “Do you feel any difference?”

She takes a gulp of water and looks down at her legs. “Well…sort of?” She lifts her foot and wiggles it. “I’m not used to using my steam like this, so that feels different in and of itself. It still doesn’t feel strong enough yet.”

“Quirks are physical abilities. You’re working out parts of your quirk that are out of shape,” Kamui says. “But, no one just wakes up and knows how to use their quirk effectively and creatively. It takes practice.”

Behind him, Sero goes hurtling by. His heels hit the roof, he skids, then faceplants. The tape extending from his elbow keeps clinging to the wall he stuck it to, and Kamui turns around. He crosses his arms over his chest as Sero gets up.

“Too much tape that time,” Sero says immediately. “Swung a little too low.”

Kamui nods. “Yes, good. Try it again. You want to be able to measure the distance perfectly with just a look.”

Sero turns around with a small sigh, deploys his tape, and goes soaring back off into the sky. Kemuri bounces in place, testing her steam a few times, and Kamui turns back to her. She purses her lips.

“I think I need to add more steam from different parts of my legs,” she says. “Like…my feet, but also my shins and calves. Make it more geyser-like.” She adds, “Also, I…want to be able to use it with shoes on.”

Kamui hums a little, stroking his chin. “Good idea,” he says. “Multiple pores aren’t an issue?”

She shakes her head. “It’ll just take more focus.”

“Good, then focus until it’s second nature.”

And so, she gets back to work.

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Kamui Woods breaks up quirk training with hand-to-hand combat, just in time to save Kemuri’s self-esteem (Sero improves faster than her on their respective quirk training). In combat, it’s Kemuri’s turn to shine. They go to a gym with an available dojo—a common hero training spot, apparently, and the workers seem unfazed when Kamui walks in. Sero and Kemuri spar for what feels like hours under Kamui’s watchful eye.

Kemuri has to hand it to Sero—what he lacks in skill, he makes up for in attitude. He’s a fast learner too, although he’s skittish when he fights her at first. As soon as she promises not to use her knockout move, he relaxes and focuses more on the movements that she’s trying to teach.

Kamui doesn’t say much as they fight, and Kemuri starts to wonder whether he’s going to put in his two cents at all. As she runs through the hip toss—the move she used to take down Todoroki in quirkless training—she realizes that he probably doesn’t have much experience fighting without his quirk. He’s a capture hero, good at evading and subduing opponents rather than engaging in heavy hand-to-hand combat.

She leaves it be. This is good practice, teaching Sero as they spar. It’s giving her the chance to run over what she already knows, then forces her to slow it down and really focus on each movement. She actually likes teaching Sero. It’s fun.

“That should be good for today,” Kamui says after a good long while.

Sero snatches a towel and wipes his face. “Thank goodness…” he mumbles.

Kemuri takes her own towel. Her quirk is good at regulation, but even she gets sweaty after a good, hard workout.

“Now, we’re going on patrol,” Kamui says.

Sero’s soul just about leaves his body and Kemuri hesitantly reaches over to pat his back. They leave the dojo and go get changed out of their keikogi and back into their hero costumes. Kemuri gives herself a few slaps on the cheek. Once those endorphins kick in, patrol should be easy.

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Patrol is easy, but not in a good way. There aren’t a lot of villain attacks, but Kamui Woods doesn’t let them complain.

“Being a hero isn’t about running around taking down villains,” he says. “We’re here because our presence itself deters villains and makes the public feel safe. Also, it’s good to interact with civilians. It humbles you, reminds you what you work for.”

Kemuri nods. “Right, sir!”

“So…smile and wave?” Sero asks, doing a tiny, mock wave.

“Correct,” Kamui says.

To drive the point home, he waves to a group of girls walking home from school and they start to squeal, waving back and grinning. When they look again, Kemuri lifts up her hand and waves too, hesitant, and one of the girls smiles back and returns the gesture. It makes her heart happy.

“It’s good for the people to know you, even if you aren’t a big name hero yet,” Kamui continues. “If you’re being saved, it’s far more comforting to see a familiar face than the face of a stranger. When you save people, you want them to feel relieved at the sight of you alone.”

“Like All Might?” Sero asks.

“He’s the best example, yes.”

The rest of Tuesday passes with few incidents. Kamui helps a little girl get her cat out of a tree and Sero fixes some broken shopping bags with his tape, earning a lot of adoration and attempted cheek pinches from a very sweet old lady. Kemuri catches a runaway basketball before it rolls into the street and gets a “thank you, hero lady” when she gives it back to the young boys who lost it.

“This is the part of hero work that most people don’t think of,” Kamui says. “But it’s no less essential than fighting bad guys and rescuing civilians from disasters.”

“It’s more relaxed than I imagined,” Sero admits.

“Mmhmm,” Kemuri agrees, nodding.

Kamui rests his hand on his chin. “Perhaps tomorrow we can take a trip out of this area, see if you can get some more experience.” As they perk up, he adds, “Remember, you aren’t qualified to use your quirks to apprehend villains yet.”

“Yes, sir!” they respond.

Before Kemuri goes to sleep that night, she checks her phone. The group chat has a few check-in messages; Hagakure is having a great time with Rebound, Shoji and Gang Orca are getting lots of work done, and both Ojiro and Tokoyami say that they’re learning a lot. Kemuri sends out a quick “saved a runaway basketball” message, complete with laughing faces, and flops down on her bed.

She checks the group chat for their class too, where a lot of people mentioned where they were going for their internships. Iida never answered, but Midoriya did, saying that Iida told him he was going to intern with Manual.

Kemuri knows Manual’s agency is in Hosu City, and Hosu is where the Hero Killer…

“I’m fine on my own. You should focus your attention elsewhere and just leave me be.”

She swallows hard and takes off her reading glasses before rolling onto her back. She mashes her pillow beneath her head a few times, staring up at the ceiling. Iida wouldn’t do something reckless. After all, he’s Tenya Iida, one of the most straight-laced, rule-abiding people she knows, and he’s fine on his own.

She tries to get some sleep. She dreams of a dark, rainy alleyway, glowing red eyes watching her from the far end. Rainwater glints off the edge of a blade. For some reason, she can’t move.

Chapter 61: Another Day, Another Practice Session

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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On Wednesday, training continues as per usual. Sero is better at catching Kemuri when she loses her balance and while she still isn’t super steady, there’s a slight improvement with every failed run. Practice makes perfect, after all.

It helps that Sero is improving a lot faster than her, sparking a competitive streak in her that forces her to keep going even when she feels dead on her feet.

Kamui Woods knows how to keep them busy. They practice, practice, take a break for lunch, go on patrol, and then it’s right back to practice. Kamui spars with them during combat training instead of it just being the two of them, which is good practice in and of itself. Kamui’s no martial artist, but he knows how to use his quirk.

Kemuri is pretty sure that she’s going to forever smell like sweat at this point.

After yet another failure to properly walk on air, Sero brings Kemuri back to the roof and sets her down in front of Kamui. She bends over and braces her hands against her knees, shoulders shaking.

“You’re doing great, Smokey,” Kamui says. “You too, Cellophane. It’s only day three and I’m already seeing improvement.”

“Thank you, sir!” Sero says. He flips his visor up so that they can see his wide grin.

Kemuri sighs and slowly pulls herself. “I’m sorry, but…I don’t feel like I’m improving,” she admits.

Kamui reaches over and grasps her shoulder, giving her a serious look. “Learning a new skill takes time. You’ve only experimented with your steam before now, so of course, it feels slow. Mastery doesn’t happen overnight.”

She purses her lips tight. He’s right, of course, but she’s got that annoying, nagging voice in the back of her head. Her grandfather demanded fast learning and perfection and even when she was learning, he didn’t take kindly to too many mess-ups. A new skill was to be practiced until it was second nature.

Kamui’s hand tightens, snapping her out of her head, and she looks up at him. His eyes crease as if he’s smiling. “I can see you improving, so keep your chin up.”

She swallows and nods. “R-Right, sir!”

Kamui steps back and announces that evening patrol will start shortly, so they need to get going. His phone rings and he goes on ahead of them, taking the call as he goes, and the two interns head for the stairs that’ll take them back to the ground. Sero pulls his helmet off and scratches the back of his head, ruffling his hair while he massages his neck.

“You okay?” Kemuri asks.

He sighs. “My shoulders are driving me crazy,” he says. “All the swinging around is really working them out, but…man…” He winces a little as he starts making windmill motions with one arm. “Ouch…”

“I…could help,” she offers. He glances at her and she swallows. “U-Uh, my dad…runs a spa, and I’ve got a license that lets me use my quirk so long as it’s for cosmetic reasons. I could…” She feels herself turning red and looks at her feet. “I could give you a massage.”

Sero’s eyes stay wide. “There’s a quirk license for that?” he asks.

She nods. “Yeah. It’s like a cosmetology license from before quirks, but…with quirks involved. I got the training so I’m legally allowed to use my steam in certain situations.”

“Well, if it’s okay, then yeah. That’d be great!”

They enter the stairwell and Kemuri gestures for him to sit down on the staircase in front of her. He’s tall enough so that when she kneels down, he ends up being the perfect height. She stretches her fingers, gives them a wiggle, then gets to work massaging his shoulders, adding little puffs of steam as she kneads his aching muscles. Within seconds, he’s letting out soft sighs.

“Oh man…” he mumbles.

She clears her throat. “All good?”

He nods. “Ohhh yeah. Could you do my arms and elbows too?”

She does so, turning Sero into putty in her hands. She tries not to rush, but she can’t help but worry about keeping Kamui waiting. Sero looks lost to the world, a dopey smile on his face. Looking at him, Kemuri feels another round of worry plague her for an entirely different reason.

“Hey, Sero?” she asks.

“Mhm?”

She digs her thumb against a particularly stubborn knot. “I…I’m sorry. I feel like I’m stealing Kamui’s attention from you,” she says.

He blinks a few times. “Huh?”

She closes her eyes, embarrassed heat rising into her face. “He’s giving me a lot of encouragement and attention, but…not a lot to you. I…don’t want you to think that I’m trying to…uh…” She clears her throat. “I dunno…outshine you.”

“Oh.” He pauses, then lets out a chuckle. “I didn’t think you were.”

It should be comforting, but it just makes her feel more foolish. Classic her, overthinking everything. Her fingers are starting to ache, but the movement is so mechanical and easy for her that she works past the slight discomfort.

“O-Oh, ah…sorry,” she whispers.

He shrugs, wincing a bit as she finds another knot. “Don’t worry about it, Shimakage. I mean this nicely, but I think you need more encouragement than I do.” He glances at her just as she purses her lips and adds, “That’s not mean or anything, I just…think you could use it. You seem like the type who gets really into their head.”

“Well…” She sighs. “You’re…not wrong.”

Their phones beep in synchronization and Kemuri removes her hands from Sero’s shoulders with a start. They reach for their phones and glance down to see a text from Midoriya in the class group chat. There aren’t any words.

“A location?” Sero asks.

“In Hosu,” Kemuri says. She taps on the little beacon. “And…it’s in an alleyway. Near Echo Street.”

“Weird. Was Midoriya’s internship in Hosu?”

She shrugs. “I thought he was interning with that old hero, uh…” She snaps her fingers. “Grand Tornado?”

Sero shakes his head. “I can’t remember.”

As Kemuri’s attention drifts back to her screen, she types out a quick message to Midoriya. Just a brief, “Are you okay?”

Kamui Woods’ voice brings her back to the present. “Cellophane! Smokey Eye!” he calls, voice echoing up the stairs. “You coming?”

“Yes, sir!” they shout.

They hastily tuck their phones away and book it down the stairs.

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“What took you?” Kamui asks, arms crossed over his chest.

“Shima—Smokey Eye was helping me out,” Sero says. “My shoulders hurt a bit.”

Kemuri nods. “Just a quick massage. Sorry for keeping you waiting, sir.”

Kamui looks between the two of them, then nods. “Alright, so long as you weren’t goofing off,” he says. He turns, squaring his shoulders. “Let’s get going then.”

They start walking. It’s around seven o’clock p.m, the sun is setting behind the buildings, and there are still civilians bustling about on the streets. Again, there’s nothing big going on. Not even a store robbery. Kemuri is thankful for the peace, although she’s disappointed not to be getting too much action.

Midoriya’s text lingers in her mind and on her phone, burning a hole in her utility belt pocket.

“Um, Kamui Woods, sir?” Kemuri asks.

“Yes?”

“There’s…something bothering me,” she admits. “I…er, we…” She motions between her and Sero. “We just got a really weird message from our classmate.”

Kamui turns around as they step to the edge of the sidewalk, not wanting to get in the way of other pedestrians. “Weird, how?” he asks.

“No words, just…a location,” Kemuri says.

“He’s in an alley in Hosu,” Sero adds.

Kemuri swallows. “It seems like an SOS.”

Kamui doesn’t say anything for a second, then his shoulders sag a little as his arms unfold. One hand rests on his hip. Kemuri awaits his words with the eagerness of a child.

“That phone call I just got,” he says, eyes narrowing slightly, “was from my agency. There have been some Nomu attacks in Hosu City.”

Kemuri’s breath hitches and she hears Sero doing the same. Nomu…like that giant, hulking thing from the USJ? Her blood feels cold just thinking about it.

“Seriously?” Kemuri squeaks.

“I’m afraid so,” Kamui says.

“So…are we going? Do they need help?” Sero asks.

Kamui lets out another sigh. “There are already pros on the scene, including Endeavour, and by the time we get there, the whole thing will probably be handled. If anything, we’ll head out there tomorrow to keep an eye on things, especially if this is another League of Villains attack.”

Kemuri’s fingers tap against her leg to the beat of her heart. Midoriya is somewhere seedy, Iida is in Hosu, and…now that she thinks of it, Todoroki said he was going to his father’s agency, so if Endeavour’s in Hosu, then so is he. That’s three of her classmates in a dangerous area and the idea of them getting hurt makes her queasy.

Kemuri feels a hand touch her shoulder and she looks up at Sero. He smiles a little and gives her a tiny shake.

“Hey, I’m sure it’s nothing,” he says. “Besides, Endeavour’s there. They’ve got number two on their side.”

“Y-Yeah, okay,” she whispers.

Kamui lets them have their moment, then glances down the sidewalk. “For now, we need to focus on our area of the city. A large scale attack is important, but if everyone went for the big ones, then the smaller villains would get away with a lot more.”

As if on cue, an alarm blares from down the block and there are a few shouts. Kemuri searches the sidewalk ahead, just able to see a bulky figure booking it down the street. Kamui breaks into a sprint, urging his interns to follow, and they race after him.

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That evening, after the burglar was apprehended and things calmed back down, all Kemuri wants is to sleep and not think about anything.

“Hey, Shimakage?”

Kemuri stops outside her bedroom and turns to look at Sero. He’s leaning against the doorframe of his own room, hands tucked in the pockets of his sweatpants. He watches her for a second, then exhales.

“You seem a little off,” he says. “Like, you seem worried. Is everything okay?”

She purses her lips. Honestly, why does she have to be such an open book about things? It feels like, ever since she got to U.A and actually started getting attention from people, that she’s become more emotive than she thought.

“I’m…” She shakes her head. “I guess I am, yeah.”

“About Midoriya?”

“A little, but also…”

She stops herself, wrapping her arms around her middle. Sero’s an honest guy, right? She could admit something to him without it becoming class gossip. Not that this is anything super juicy, but she’d rather things stay anonymous, unassuming.

“I’m worried about Iida,” she says, just above a whisper. When he arches an eyebrow, she adds, “He’s been having a hard time with his brother, and he’s been acting…weird. I can’t put my finger on it, but…I can tell.”

Sero hums a little. “I didn’t notice, but…I’m not super close with Iida,” he says. “Do you know him well?”

“Sort of. We went to the same middle school, and…I guess I know his family too.” She reaches up and messes with her hair, silver strands threading through her fingers. “I don’t know, I just…have a bad feeling, like he’s going to do something stupid.”

“This is Iida you’re talking about, right?” He smiles a little, revealing his impeccably straight teeth. “He’s like the golden boy, stellar student type.”

“That’s true.”

“I’m just saying, I can’t imagine him to be the guy to break the rules.” He aims a thumbs up at her, winking. “Things will be okay, Shimakage.”

She smiles a little. “Thanks, Sero.”

“Get some sleep. We’ve got a trip to Hosu tomorrow!”

She bows her head a little. “Goodnight, then.”

“Yup. Night!”

He disappears into his room, shutting the door behind him, and Kemuri retreats to her own little haven. She does her best to ease herself of her worries, even trying to meditate, but at best, her anxieties only diminish slightly.

Notes:

I know, I know, a lot of people wanted Kemuri to get involved in the Hero Killer incident. That would have been cool, but in reality, it just doesn't work with the story. I see so many fics where the OC helps out with the Hero Killer and honestly, I'm trying to do something different.

Besides, Kemuri wouldn't add anything to the fight scene. She's still hesitant about using her fog in team settings, so that would leave her with just her hand-to-hand combat, and up against the Hero Killer? Yeah...long story short, she wouldn't add enough to make it worthwhile.

However, our girl is smart, and the Hero Killer story is far from over. Stay tuned and thank you again for reading this!

Apologies for the long author's note, I usually don't do this but I felt like I needed to explain a little due to the excitement I saw in the comments at the aspect of Kemuri being involved in this arc ^_^ Also, sorry if her dream seemed like foreshadowing that she would be involved in the fight. It was more like her overactive imagination taking hold and giving her a nightmare.

Until next time!

Chapter 62: Her First Save

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There’s nothing on the news outlets about Hosu the next day, so Kemuri assumes that either the news hasn’t hit the stations or maybe it wasn’t much of an attack after all. She mulls over this while she jogs along behind Kamui and Sero, en route to an assignment.

Turns out, their trip to Hosu wasn’t in vain. When they first showed up, the police were taping off destroyed sections of the streets while pros patrolled the areas, stuck on high alert. While Kamui spoke with one of the officers about details of the attack—how the perpetrators got away, how their whereabouts are shady, etcetera—Kemuri stayed back with Sero, watching policemen and women directing traffic around the shattered streets.

Once Kamui got enough information, he returned to his interns and announced that, yet again, they were going on patrol. Kemuri elbowed Sero in the ribs as soon as he started to groan, cutting it off before Kamui heard him. They set out without any further complaints.

“Stay on high alert,” Kamui warns as they jog down the streets. “I doubt villains will risk pulling anything with all these heroes around, but you never know. There are some insane people out there.”

Kemuri stops short when she hears a scream and what sounds like a child crying, followed by low, enraged shouts. It’s a mess, but Kemuri finds herself turning towards the noise. Kamui and Sero also stop.

Kamui waves his hand as takes the lead, bringing them down a smaller street. The shouts and cries get more prominent the further they go and Kemuri searches the buildings above them, knowing the sounds are too high up to be coming from the street-level.

“There!” Sero calls.

Kemuri searches where he’s pointing, latching on to a balcony near the middle of a sizeable apartment block. A man stands on it, shouting, holding something that glints in the sunlight. At the other end of the balcony is a woman, shielding a sobbing child with her body.

Kamui cracks his neck. “I’ll get the weapon and the man. You two, be ready for—”

The man lunges and the woman screams. There’s a brief flash of light, probably a quirk, and the sound of impact followed by another terrified wail. The child is hanging onto the railing, feet kicking helplessly at the air. His fingers start to slip.

Kemuri can’t tell what’s going on with the man and woman, but she reacts nonetheless. She doesn’t take any time to think, her mind taking on one thought and one thought only; “Get to that boy.” She kicks off her boots as she starts running. She leaps into the air, adding a burst of steam at the last second, and she nearly chokes in shock at the force of soaring upward. Before she takes another breath, she focuses and adds another boost that gets her the rest of the way up. She snatches the child just as he loses his grip, securing him tight in her arms.

Before gravity gets the chance to yank her back down, a piece of tape loops around the railing and within seconds, Sero’s got both of them. Above their heads, Kamui has the man subdued, knocked out and wrapped in branches, his knife laying uselessly off to the side. The woman is seated, clutching her stomach as tears roll down her face.

The boy is still sniffling and shaking like a leaf, fingers scrabbling at Kemuri’s shoulders. She looks down at him as Sero starts pulling them back to the balcony, donning a smile.

“Hey, it’s okay,” she whispers to the boy. “We’re heroes.”

He sniffles, his watery brown eyes staring into hers. “Is m-my momma okay?” he asks. “D-Dad was gonna…”

This time, Sero answers, “She’s just fine, and your dad isn’t going to do anything else to you.”

The boy curls against Kemuri’s chest. “Thank you,” he whispers.

Sero lifts Kemuri and the boy onto the balcony, allowing the child to run into his mother’s arms. They hold each other desperately as she smothers her son’s face in kisses. Sero hands Kemuri her boots, wrapped up in tape, and she blushes a little with embarrassment as she rips the tape off and gets them back on. Kamui waits for her to finish before motioning them closer with his free hand.

“Check them for injuries,” he says. “We may need to bring them to the hospital.”

“Should we call an ambulance?” Kemuri asks.

“With the streets the way they are, it may take a while for them to get here. It’s more efficient for us to do so.” He eyes the victims, still hugging each other. “Be gentle, considerate. Don’t bring up the situation and stay hopeful, alright?”

“Right,” Kemuri and Sero reply.

They both turn around and the little boy looks up, making the mother do the same. Kemuri moves forward first, bringing herself into a squatting position before them.

“Are you hurt anywhere?” she asks. For once, she’s glad that her voice tends to err on the soft side.

“My head kinda hurts,” the boy says. He looks up at his mother. “And momma’s got a cut.”

The woman shakes her head. “It isn’t too bad, really.”

Nevertheless, Sero helps her up and asks if he can do anything for her. Kemuri can hear Kamui talking to someone, no doubt on his phone. While they work, Kemuri focuses on the boy. She reaches out and rests her hand beneath the boy’s chin, lifting up one finger.

“Follow this with your eyes, okay? Just like when you visit the doctor.” He watches diligently as she brings her finger back and forth across his line of vision. “Hm…your pupils are a little unevenly dilated.”

“Is that bad?” he asks.

She smiles. “It just means you bumped your head. That’s why it hurts,” she says. “Do you feel dizzy?”

“A little…”

“Hey, Smokey Eye,” Sero says. She looks up at him. “I think the mom’s got some broken ribs, and that little cut…”

He motions a little to the darkening splotch on her abdomen. It’s definitely not little, but Kemuri doesn’t say anything as she forces her face to stay neutral as she digs some bandages out of her utility belt and hands it to Sero. She tries to channel her inner All Might and smiles at the boy again, giving his golden hair a soft pat.

“We’re going to take you and your mom to the doctors, okay? They’ll fix you both up,” she says.

“Is momma okay?”

“I’m fine, Ichiro,” the mother says. “These nice heroes are going to help.”

“Kamui Woods, sir,” Sero calls as Kamui gets off the phone. “These two need to get some medical help.”

“We’ll head for Hosu General,” Kamui says. “I’ll bring this one to the police on the way.” The woman stares at the unconscious man and Kamui moves to her. “Ma’am? Am I understanding the situation correctly?”

She nods. “Y-Yes, take him away,” she whispers.

Ichiro wipes his runny nose, letting out a soft whimper, and Kemuri reaches her arms to him. He willingly climbs in, letting her lift him up, and Sero asks the woman for permission to carry her down to the ground. She accepts.

On their way to the hospital, Ichiro leans up and whispers in Kemuri’s ear, “You’re my hero.”

Her heart leaps.

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“A domestic incident, hm?”

“Unfortunately. It escalated to the point where we had to step in.”

Kemuri lingers nearby with Sero while the doctors examine Ichiro and his mother. Kamui speaks to a police officer who happened to be in the hospital. There are a lot of police officers at the hospital, now that Kemuri thinks about it. Far more than would be normal, but she’s sure there’s a reason behind it. The officer helping them writes down Kamui’s words in the notebook, having already taken both the victims’ statements.

The flash of light was indeed a quirk—Ichiro’s, in fact. He can emit light from his palms in flashes and, in the panic of the situation, he attempted to use it to get his father away from his mother. Kemuri couldn’t help but feel proud of the boy for being so brave in the face of very real danger.

She still feels a little jittery, the adrenaline of the situation hitting her full force, and she has to actively focus so that she doesn’t go drifting away, spacing out. She’s also feeling a little parched.

While Kamui keeps talking, she nudges Sero. “I’m going to get some water,” she whispers. “Be right back.”

He nods and she ducks out into the hall. There are a few nurses milling about, moving in and out of rooms while they check on patients, and normal civilians wander down the hall to go and see family members and friends. Kemuri wanders a bit, doing her best to remember where she saw a water fountain on the way in.

She eventually finds one, although it took a little longer than she hoped. She drinks, wipes her mouth, and straightens up as she adjusts her mask. Honestly, the most amazing thing about her mask is the fact that the lenses somehow don’t get smudged. It’s like magic.

If only every pair of glasses was like that.

Turning away from the water fountain, she realizes that she’s in a part of the hospital that she isn’t used to. Tensei’s room is in an entirely different section, closer to where people who have a long stay ahead are, while this area is dedicated to emergency victims and what not. She starts back down the hall, searching for signs pointing her back the way she needs to go. She curses not looking at her surroundings more.

Then, she hears a gruff voice say “U.A students” and “Hero Killer” in the same sentence, coming from nearby. Her blood turns to ice and she stops in her tracks, eyes darting to a room with a slightly open door. She can’t see much other than a massive shadow, but she swears she’s heard that voice before.

“Stain has some serious injuries; severe burns and several broken bones. Right now, he’s in the hospital under strict guard, woof.”

She nearly stumbles into the wall, eyes wide. First, that must be why there are so many officers around. Two…that “woof” is enough to tell her why she knows that voice. It’s the Hosu Chief of Police, a.k.a Kenji Tsuragamae, a.k.a her mother’s boss.

She reminds herself that this is none of her business, and if the Chief is here, then it’s serious business on top of that. This isn’t something that she should stick her nose in.

Despite that, she finds herself creeping closer to the door. Tsuragamae is still talking, saying stuff about quirk regulation, and Kemuri swallows hard. She just needs to know which students they are. If she could just hear their voices…

“That means the three of you, and your supervisors, Manual, Endeavour, and Gran Torino, are sure to receive harsh punishment for your gross overuse of power.”

Kemuri sure is glad she’s in a hospital, because she feels like she might have a heart attack. Those heroes are the ones Todoroki, Midoriya, and Iida are interning with. It’s those three—the one she knew was in Hosu, the one she found out was in Hosu, and the third she figured was in Hosu.

She hates being right.

“Now, wait a minute,” Todoroki’s voice comes next. “If Iida hadn’t stepped in, Native would’ve been murdered.”

At this point, the guilt gets the best of Kemuri and she races past the door on silent feet, hurrying for the nearest stairwell with her hands clapped over her ears. She heard too much and whatever is happening, it can’t be good. Her classmates were involved with the Hero Killer in some kind of incident, and it sounds like they ended up using their quirks against him. Her stomach twists at the idea of what that punishment that Tsuragamae mentioned is. Are they going to get kicked out of U.A? If they’re in the hospital, how bad are they hurt? What if she never sees them again after this? God, what if they had been killed? She would never...

She shakes her head against the questions plaguing her mind, flitting about like nattering hornets. They're alive, so don't even think about that, she thinks as she keeps moving down the stairs as fast as she can without hurting herself.

Todoroki mentioned Native, so maybe Iida noticed him in trouble and stepped in. Her hopeful side thinks that, but her logical side reminds her about Iida’s cold attitude leading up to the internships. It reminds her that, of all places, Iida chose an internship near where his brother was attacked. The puzzle pieces fit a little too well.

When she reaches the next floor, she finally pulls her hands away from her ears. She fans her face a bit and takes deep breaths, knowing that she can’t return to Kamui and Sero looking like she’s seen a ghost.

She glances up at the ceiling, as if able to see Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya through the panels and the floor above. She’ll have to wait for this story to hit the news outlets, and waiting is not a fun game.

Chapter 63: Seven's a Crowd

Summary:

While Japan deals with the aftermath of the Hosu Incident, Kemuri tries to quell her anxiety, and new guests join her patrol group.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri does her best to distract herself, sending texts to her parents and friends about her little heroics act without mentioning anything about what she heard at the hospital. Their excitement for her makes things a little better, but that worry remains.

Then, Hagakure asks them if they also got a weird text from Midoriya, and Kemuri shuts off her phone. She doesn’t trust her emotions right now.

As she tries to fall asleep, her worry shifts into slight, tingling annoyance. It isn’t enough to be detrimental, but it’s enough for her to notice. Iida’s behaviour before the internships was so off and now, she can’t help but think that he did exactly what she feared he would.

If that is the case, could she have stopped him? If she had been more persistent and tried to talk to him, tried to be a better friend, then maybe…

Maybe.

Maybe.

That word makes her head ache.

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The news channels have a hay day. Stain’s defeat is plastered on every channel with the newly-named Hosu Incident getting some time in the spotlight too. The Nomu are already getting people talking about the League of Villains, although they pale in comparison to the Hero Killer.

Kemuri sits at Kamui’s dinner table, reading glasses on while she reads the paper in search of answers. Sero and Kamui have migrated to the couch, watching the news, and the news reporters’ voices mingle with the print on the page.

HERO KILLER ARRESTED!

GOOD JOB, ENDEAVOUR!

The End of the Hero Killer

Every article screams out praises and thankfulness. Kemuri is stuck on the fact that the story being told is that seven pro heroes and three high school students stumbled across the Hero Killer, then Endeavour rushed in and took care of it. The picture of the captured Stain shows him looking burnt and bruised, so it isn’t hard to buy that Endeavour took him down.

Still…it just doesn’t seem right to her. How did Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya all just happen to be in the same place at the same time, and around the Hero Killer to boot? Todoroki made it sound like Iida stepped in to stop the Hero Killer from killing Native, but…

She swallows back a wave of nausea. Even when she first visited Tenya and Tensei at the hospital, he spoke about Stain with anger in his words. She thought nothing of it when it was happening, but all she can think of in hindsight is the solemn way he looked at everything and how dead his eyes were.

He knew he was going to do something reckless and stupid, so he pushed his friends away and focused only on vengeance. She winces at the thought of his words during her last visit with Tensei, so…mean, so unnatural coming from him.

Her phone beeps and she practically lunges for it. There’s a message from Midoriya and she opens it with the same haste and anxiety with which she opened her U.A acceptance letter.

Midoriya
Sorry to worry you. I’m okay, really ^_^

Kemuri
You sure?
Your text came from the heart of the action…
Did the Hero Killer…?

Midoriya
Yeah…
Uh…it’s hard to explain.
Endeavour was there anyway.
I’m gonna explain a bit in the group chat later.

She leaves it at that. Some messages pop up in the group chat, answering to quite a few people asking if Midoriya is okay. He tells them that Iida got attacked by the Hero Killer, then Midoriya and Todoroki stepped in and played defence. Endeavour showed up soon after and saved them. They’ve got some injuries but all in all, they’re okay.

Kemuri doesn’t buy it, or…at least, not all of it.

“You two done breakfast? I want to get out there,” Kamui says.

Kemuri folds the paper, sets it aside, and brings her dishes to the kitchen. She has to focus on training.

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Training goes on as per usual, with lots of attempts and fails and falling and catching. Patrol is when things take an interesting turn, but not in the way Kemuri expects. It starts out fine, with her walking along with Kamui and Sero, when a feminine voice calls out and she sees Kamui visibly stiffen.

“Oh, Kamuiii…” the voice sing-songs.

Kamui sighs. “Here she comes,” he mumbles.

Sero starts to turn around. “Who?”

Kamui follows the motion. “The bane of my existence.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen at the sight of Mt. Lady with not one, not two, but three interns flanking her like her own squad of groupies. She has a smile on her face, eyelids drooped just enough that she looks flirtatious. Sero lets out a small noise and Kamui heaves another sigh.

Kemuri is more focused on the interns, although seeing Mt. Lady is exciting. Two of them are the identical twins, Ino and Yo Zandaka, while the third is none other than Mineta.

Kemuri finds herself admiring the hero costumes the twins have on. One wears a white jumpsuit with a single black dot in the centre of her chest, paired with a black mask, while the other wears the exact same outfit, but with the colours inverted. On their own, the costume seems bland, but when they stand by side it gives off the impression of a Yin and Yang symbol, a coordinated team.

“Fancy seeing you out here,” Mt. Lady says as she sashays up to Kamui’s group. “With your…two…interns.” She dons a wide, shit-eating grin, and Kamui gets impossibly tenser. Kemuri worries that if he stiffens up any more, he’ll just turn into a tree.

Kamui shakes his head. “Quantity doesn’t mean quality, Mt. Lady.”

Sero rubs the back of his helmet. “Hey, aren’t you two from class B?” he asks, pointing to the twins.

One of them, the one in the white outfit, nods and smiles. “Yup!”

The other, more straight-faced and wearing the black outfit, tilts her head so that her bangs slide further down the right side of her face. “I’m Ino, she’s Yo, and the short one is just a gremlin.”

“Hey!” Mineta whines.

“Don’t bad mouth Mineta,” Yo says, patting her sister’s arm. She reaches down and pets Mineta’s hair, letting out a floating giggle. “He’s just height-challenged.”

Mineta crosses his arms over his chest and pouts. “I haven’t hit my growth spurt yet,” he mumbles.

“We…know who he is, but thanks,” Sero says to Ino, who shrugs.

Mt. Lady raises her hand, motioning them closer, and she drapes one hand on Ino’s shoulder as soon as she’s close enough. “Kamui, meet my interns. These two make up a hero team of their own: Geminus.” She grins at the twins, who both bow their heads. “They can grow really tall too! I’d be stupid not to take them on.”

“Technically, we morph, growing to ten feet tall and gaining multiple limbs and eyes,” Ino says. She rests her hand on her hip. “Our quirk is called Fusion. We were destined to be a hero team from the moment our quirk manifested.”

“But it’s nowhere near as impressive as your quirk, my lady,” Yo adds. Kamui rolls his eyes at the last two words. “It’s…uh…” Yo stops, blinking, and looks to her sister. “She…grows too, right?”

“Yes, you’re remembering correctly.”

Yo exhales. “Oh, thank goodness.”

Kemuri quickly realizes that Ino is the brains of the outfit and Yo…Yo is the nice, slightly ditzy one. Mt. Lady gestures down to Mineta and her smile fades just a little.

“He’s Grape Juice. He really wanted to intern with me and I thought he’d be good at cleaning,” she states.

Mineta shudders. “I’m going to smell like toilet bowl cleaner for weeks,” he whimpers.

Sero laughs and Kemuri tries her best to smile apologetically. Yo insists that she thinks he just smells clean, to which Ino audibly groans and suggests that she “stop sucking up to the little turd”. Mineta pokes his tongue out at Ino and she retorts with the same childish gesture. Mt. Lady seems unsurprised by the behaviour of her interns.

“Honestly, you allow them to act like this in public?” Kamui asks. “You may have taken on more than you can handle.”

“I can handle a lot, Kamui,” Mt. Lady retorts. She eyes Sero, then Kemuri, and her magenta eyes sparkle. “Looks like you didn’t go for the vine-haired girl.”

“Mr. Redwood wanted her,” Kamui states. “Besides, Cellophane and Smokey Eye are stellar interns, and they at least know how to act respectable.”

“Why does Mr. Woods sound so mean?” Yo whispers.

Ino reaches up and adjusts her mask, despite it being firmly stuck on her face. “Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady have been rivals ever since she came onto the hero scene. She tends to steal his spotlight. If I remember correctly—” Kemuri boggles as Ino lists off the exact date and time almost a year ago when Mt. Lady debuted, destroyed a giant villain and stealing Kamui Woods’ thunder. “He is not mean. He is just trying to get a rise out of her.”

Kamui stares at Ino. Yo just nods and smiles, head in the clouds. Sero lets out a low whistle.

“Watch out for this one,” Sero whispers.

Kemuri startles as Mt. Lady’s face suddenly appears in front of hers. The girl freezes as Mt. Lady eyes her, touching the end of her braid. She straightens up and smiles a little at Kamui and he stubbornly holds her glare.

“At least you found someone cute,” she states.

“Ah, buh…huh,” Kemuri stammers. “T-Thank you?”

“Aw, that’s adorable. She’s all red!” Mt. Lady coos, only serving to make Kemuri even redder. “So, Kamui, how about we patrol together? Spend some time with me?”

“Two pros and five interns patrolling one area is ridiculous,” Kamui states.

“Aw, come on. It’s our first real patrol,” Mt. Lady adds.

“Huh? But…it’s the fifth day of internships,” Sero says. “What have you been doing this entire time?”

Yo raises her hand, bouncing in place. “Oo, oo, I remember! We…sit around the house, eating snacks, watching TV, and talking about boys while Mineta works very hard to keep things clean!”

Kamui scoffs, almost offended. “Internships are meant to teach!” he insists.

Mt. Lady laughs a little. “This area has been so slow lately. I was just keeping an eye out for the bigger crimes,” she says.

Ino nods. “In the meantime, she taught us a lot about being careful using our quirks. She also spent quite a lot of time ranting about you, Mr. Woods—”

“Ah!” Mt. Lady whirls around, aiming her hand at Ino. “Nope, don’t. That’s…not something you just say. Girl secrets, remember?”

Kamui blinks a few times and Kemuri covers her mouth to stifle a giggle. Sero and Mineta share a glance, then slowly look at Mt. Lady while Ino bows and apologizes. Mt. Lady runs a hand over her golden hair, clearing her throat.

“After Hosu, I felt a patrol wouldn’t hurt,” she says. “Besides, a large group would really keep those villains away. Don’t you think?”

Kamui eyes her, then heaves a sigh. “Fine…”

She grins. “Lovely! Thank you, Kamui darling.”

He shakes his head, turns, and urges his interns to follow him. Kemuri and Sero leap to attention.

“Can I vlog, my lady?” Yo asks. “Please?”

“Only if you get my good side, sweetie.”

“Why me?” Kamui mumbles to himself. Sero just seems happy to be spending time around someone like Mt. Lady. Kemuri tries to focus. If she doesn’t, then her mind will fill with anxieties that she doesn’t want to battle right now.

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Turns out, having more interns around is kind of fun. Kamui and Mt. Lady, despite their apparent rivalry, seem comfortable with each other and their banter is fun to listen to.

Ino is quite the conversationalist and it turns out that when Kendo mentioned a “photographic memory," she meant it. Ino quite literally remembers everything about everything. When she asks Sero about his quirk, she makes it into a conversation about the uses of tape and, to Kemuri’s surprise, Sero seems into it. He starts asking her about applications for his quirk and just like that, they’re off.

Yo is, in simple terms, energetic. She keeps her phone out, camera aimed, ready to record anything, even the most mundane things. She keeps turning the camera to herself, adding things like, “Mt. Lady can grow into a giant, remember? And Kamui Woods can manipulate wood on his arms! Don’t forget that, future me!” Hearing her talk, Kemuri almost feels sad. It’s like if she doesn’t record everything, she’ll forget it.

While they patrol, Yo films the squirrels that run past them on the sidewalk, the clouds, Mt. Lady laughing, and even spends a solid minute just filming Mineta walk, giggling to herself about his “cute little steps” and his “tiny cape”. Mineta starts to loosen up, abandoning his obvious annoyance at being Mt. Lady’s maid, and starts goofing around with Yo and hamming it up for her camera.

“What can I say?” he utters, winking up at her. He adjusts his belt. “The ladies love my walk.”

“I love it!” Yo chirps. She almost drops the camera as she tries to clap, making both her and Mineta startle, then dissolve into laughter.

Kemuri feels like she’s entered an alternate universe where Mineta is slightly less terrible than usual, although she doesn’t trust him for one second. One butt touch is enough to put her on edge around him for life. He seems focused on Yo, anyway. Her butt is probably safe from those grubby, yellow-gloved hands.

The rest of the patrol goes by with nothing major. The most exciting thing to happen is when some rabid hero paparazzi start hounding Kamui and Mt. Lady for juicy gossip about their “hidden relationship”. Mineta sticks the paparazzi to the ground with a solid line of balls so that they can’t pursue them as they run away. Kemuri adds in some fog to make sure they don’t get any more pictures.

“Honestly,” Mt. Lady sighs. She flicks her hair and taps Kamui’s chest lightly. “As if I would ever date you, much less have a secret relationship with you.”

Kamui nods. “Agreed. It’s ridiculous.”

As they keep walking, Kemuri wonders whether Kamui always had tiny flowers blooming from his arms. She definitely thinks he didn’t, but she keeps her mouth shut.

The groups split off once it gets darker, returning to their separate homes. Kemuri collapses onto her bed after her shower, her still-damp hair flopping around her face. Two more days, and then it’s back to school.

No rest for a hero in training.

Notes:

It's weird writing a girl being interested in Mineta, but I'm also glad to be giving them a little more page-time. I have a personal headcanon that Mineta acts the way he does because, deep down, he's an insecure little gremlin who doesn't have all that much confidence. I find something kind of adorable about him meeting someone who can stand him and becoming a better person.

Idk why I felt the need to write this note, but here it is. I hope you continue to enjoy the story! I promise these little notes won't be a regular thing :)

Chapter 64: A Good Teacher

Summary:

Sero is a sneaky little bastard.

Chapter Text

The last two days of training fly by. Kamui adds in some first aid training and crisis response to spice things up, going so far as to make powerpoints about the basics of both topics. Kemuri and Sero take notes like their life depends on it.

They also stop by the Redwood Hero Agency, run by the pro hero, Redwood. Both Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods started their hero debuts at his agency, due to the fact that he has an affinity for size and plant-based quirks, and Kemuri idly wonders why Kamui didn’t just send Kemuri and Sero here instead of his apartment on that first day. They notice Shiozaki from class 1-B at the office during their visit, working alongside Mr. Redwood himself, and she offers a wave when she makes eye contact. They wave back.

The best part of visiting the agency is seeing all the different jobs that go into it. There are secretaries, businessmen, sidekicks, support workers, and of course, heroes. Kemuri is simultaneously overwhelmed and starstruck, especially when Kamui starts introducing her and Sero to people.

“Congrats, Kamui,” says a woman with Venus Flytraps growing out of her shoulders. She feigns wiping away tears. “Taking on interns is a big step. You’re growing up so fast.”

A man with thorn-covered arms and roses for hair gasps when he sees Kemuri’s hair clip. “Oh, I love that! Such a lovely statement piece!” he gushes. He plucks a rose from his head and wraps Kemuri’s hands around it. “For you, my dear.”

She turns utterly red and can hardly form a thank you, only making the man gush further about her adorableness. Kamui swoops in and saves her, ushering her away under the pretense of having more work to do.

With quirk training, Kemuri pushes herself even harder. Kamui said he wanted to see some definite improvement by the end of the week and she isn’t about to walk away leaving him disappointed in her.

The biggest change is Kamui showing her how he holds his body while he’s in the air, then getting Sero to do the same. She’s at a disadvantage, not having anything she can use to latch onto her destination, but imitating their movements helps her keep her balance in mid-air better.

“Remember, Smokey Eye, focus on the feeling you got when you went to catch that boy,” Kamui says as she stands on the edge of the building, toes tapping against the grainy brick.

She takes a deep breath and looks over at Sero, already aiming a thumbs up her way, one hand braced against his lifted arm. He’s ready to catch her, as per usual. She hopes that this time, she won’t need him.

Her goal is the other rooftop. It’s got just enough distance and just enough height to make it a challenge and she has yet to reach it. Today’s her day. She can feel it in every fibre of her being.

She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes. She wants to feel where her quirk is going, where she wants it to come from, feel it pushing against the concrete and sending her into the air. She lowers herself, poised, then leaps forward with a burst of steam.

This time, she keeps her eyes on the roof ahead. She tucks her legs up and spreads her arms like wings, keeping her centre of gravity, and waits for the second she starts to fall. She feels gravity tug at her, then extends her legs with another steam jet. She gets higher. The roof looms.

At this point, she usually chokes. She messes up the rhythm or starts thinking about how far up she is. Today, she grits her teeth and keeps staring at the roof, not daring to blink. She springs her legs at the air, feels the pressure of her steam launching her forward, and she crests the edge of the next roof.

She tumbles unceremoniously onto the new rooftop, her hero costume protecting her against scuffed arms and legs. She hears cheering and scrambles to her feet, eyes wide. It felt like ages, but in reality, took maybe three seconds.

“YEAH, SHIMAKAGE!” Sero hollers as he lands on the roof next to her. He races forward and she doesn’t see his raised hand until he adds, “High five!” That prompts her to look at his raised hand.

She slaps her palm to his as Kamui lands lightly on the roof. Even she can tell that he’s smiling behind that mask of his. He moves closer and grasps her shoulder, giving her a gentle shake.

“Nice work,” he says. His voice hitches and he coughs, clearing his throat and blinking rapidly. “Ah, it’s…good work. Good work. The landing will take some time but, kid…you did it.”

She bows at the waist. “Thank you so much, sir. I couldn’t have done it without your guidance.”

Again, she hears him cough, covering up a sniffle. “Of course,” he says. “You’re welcome, Smokey Eye.”

Sero joins her in the bowing. “I want to thank you too. I feel like I’ve gotten even better at mobility.”

Kamui sniffles again and as they straighten up, they catch him wiping his eyes through the gap in his helmet. “You’re making me tear up,” he mumbles. “I’m glad that I was of some use to you, Cellophane.”

“Are you okay, sir?” Kemuri asks.

He takes a long breath, then lets it out. “Oh, yeah, just…first time seriously taking interns. I’m glad it went well, that’s all.” When they grin at him, he shakes his hands about in the air. “Alright, that’s enough. It’s not quite time for you two to head home, so I want you two to do some sparring.”

“Sure,” Kemuri says as Sero gives their teacher a thumbs up.

Kamui’s eyes glint. “And I’m going to let you use your quirks.”

They eye each other, equal parts nervous and excited.

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Kemuri hates fighting Sero when he’s allowed to use his quirk. Why? Because he’s a sneaky little bastard.

She uses her fog, of course, but Sero has a way of laying down strips of tape just in time to trip her up. Even though she can sense them as they shoot through the fog, he’s too fast for her to evade them.

“Sero, I’m saying this lightly,” she says, “but damn you and damn your stupid quirk.”

He lets out a loud laugh. “That’s the first time I’ve heard you swear!”

She flushes hard. “It…doesn’t happen a lot…” she mumbles. “Sorry…”

“Aaaand there’s the Shimakage we all know.”

She focuses, eyes closing. There are strips of tape everywhere, on the floor and hovering in the air from where they’re attached to the far walls. Sero isn’t too far from her, but the problem is getting to him. She turns around, slowly reopening her eyes. He still can’t see her, so if she keeps on her toes…

Another strip of tape appears and she hardly has to duck as it flies past her shoulder. If he’s smart, he’ll be watching the back of his neck.

She tucks as low as she can and gets moving, leaping over and under strips of tape as she skirts around the edge of the cloud, dispersing more fog just in case. Sero is only a little ways away from her and if she can just reach him, then victory will be hers.

She lunges forward and there’s a yelp before he straight-up disappears, leaving Kemuri with her hand extended at nothing. She blinks a few times, not sensing him anywhere in the fog. After a second, she looks up.

“Sero—” she starts.

He grins at her, hanging upside-down from the ceiling on a strip of tape. He aims a peace sign at her, his visor lifted so she can see his wide, cocky smile.

“Almost got me there, Shimakage,” he says, clicking his tongue.

She eyes him for a second, then crouches. “You’re not safe yet.”

“Huh?”

She leaps into the air with a steam boost, propelling her up to his level, where she latches onto him like a leech and earns a satisfying screech. They tussle in midair for a moment, hands smacking and grabbing at each other, before the tape strip rips and they both go tumbling back to the ground. If it weren’t for the mats and Kemuri’s armour, it would’ve really hurt.

Kamui intervenes before they can start up again. “Alright, you two. I’m calling this a draw,” he calls, his tone more light-hearted than usual. As they untangle and return to him, he nods. “Nice use of your quirks. Glad to see you both thinking outside the box.”

Sero grins and Kemuri gives her arms a good shake. It was kind of cool, knowing that she wasn’t just trapped on the ground with no way to end the fight. She really was holding herself back from her potential.

Kamui checks his phone. “It’s time to get back to my place. You two need to pack and get going.” When their faces fall a little, his eyes crease at the edges. “Don’t look so sad. We’ve still got time. I’ve got one more exercise planned.”

“What?” they ask, eyes wide and slightly eager.

“A race across the city rooftops, all the way back to my apartment. I want to see that mobility training at work.”

Kemuri and Sero grin. “Alright!”

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The race back to the apartment was a little rough for Kemuri. Sero had to catch her a couple times, but all in all, she really got the hang of it. Instead of trying to “walk” on air, she used her steam to boost her jumps forward, giving her more distance.

It wasn’t as flashy as swinging around on branches or tape, but it’s her move and she likes it.

Now, she and Sero are dressed in their school uniforms, suitcases and costumes packed. They stand in the front entryway of Kamui’s apartment, facing their teacher. Kemuri has a selfie of the three of them on her phone and an autograph in her notebook.

“Not gonna lie, I’m going to miss having you kids around,” Kamui admits. “I hope all my future interns are as good as you two. You’ll make fine heroes.”

Kemuri has to stop herself from getting weepy. “Thank you again, sir.”

Sero bows. “This was an amazing experience.”

Kamui lets out a low chuckle. “I’m glad to hear it.” He rests his hand on his hip. “Be safe getting home, alright? And good luck in your further studies.” She can tell he’s smiling. “I’ll be keeping an eye out for pro heroes Smokey Eye and Cellophane in the next couple years.”

“We’ll make you proud, sir!” Sero promises.

Kemuri nods. The next couple of years, she thinks. It’s hard to believe that, should everything go well, she’ll be a hero like Kamui Woods relatively soon.

They say one more goodbye, Kamui makes sure they have money and everything else they need, and they head off together. Kemuri has her stick out, tapping lightly at the sidewalk as they go.

Kemuri wonders if she really got her thankfulness across. Kamui’s endless patience with her, his encouraging words and his constant reassurance helped her so much, showing her a whole new world. He saw something in her and pushed her to be better, showed her what she can do with her quirk.

He never called her weak. He stopped her when she tried to beat herself down. He believed in her.

It’s ridiculous how happy something like that makes her feel.

“That was really cool,” Sero says. “And, uh…I know Kamui taught us a lot, but I want to thank you too. You showed me a lot of new moves that will really help me up my game.”

“Oh, you’re welcome.” She smiles. “Thank you, too, for…catching me all the time, and showing me how to hold myself in the air. It really helped.”

He laughs. “No problem.”

They don’t say anything for a few moments. Birds fly overhead and clouds wander along, urged only by the gentle breeze. They both look at the sky, Kemuri’s stick allowing her to maneuver around obstacles that she can’t see.

Despite everything she’s been told, she feels like an equal while walking next to Sero.

“He said he was a rookie, but I’ve got to hand it to the guy. He knew exactly how to make us stronger and he showed us how we can teach and learn from each other,” he says. He looks down at her with a grin. “He’s a great teacher.”

She nods and returns the smile. “He…really is.”

Chapter 65: Stick the Landing, Kemuri!

Summary:

Everyone returns to school and Kemuri is confronted with her conflicting feelings.

Chapter Text

Kemuri expects everything to be fine when she gets back into the classroom. Instead, her eyes find Iida, his arms wrapped in bandages, and all hell breaks loose within her head.

She kept her cool for the sake of her internships and because, for what it was worth, the thought of Iida and his potential act of stupidity was nothing more than, well, thoughts. Seeing him now, with the bandages acting as a stark reminder that, yes, he got hurt…it’s a lot.

She hasn’t felt this annoyed, this wounded, since the Sports Festival. Anger buzzes in her head, hurt makes her heart ache, and guilt gnaws at her stomach like a rabid animal. It’s enough to make her nauseous.

Most people are gathered in groups, discussing their internships, and Kemuri finds herself looking around at everything. It’s like, after being gone for a week, she has to remind herself that this is the norm.

Kirishima and Sero are cackling. “Holy crap! What the heck, Bakugo?” they shriek.

Bakugo stands in front of them, his hair combed down nice and smooth. “Stop laughing,” he growls, teeth gritted, hands shaking. “My hair’s gotten used to this and I can’t get it back the right way.” They keep laughing. “Didn’t you hear me?! I’ll kill you both!”

“I’d like to see you try, pretty boy!” Sero taunts.

“WHAT DID YOU CALL ME?!”

Kirishima and Sero laugh even harder as Bakugo’s hair poofs back to normal, spurred by the force of his pure rage. Bakugo tackles them.

“Man, Snatch was so cool,” Nishimura says to Koda and Sato. “The guy’s practically made of sand, so I could go all out without worrying about hurting him. It felt so good to really focus on my skills.”

“I bet!” Sato says, punching the air a bit. “I did a lot of patrols, but just learning from Beefcake was amazing. I think I raised my endurance levels a little during training.”

“Is it just me, or does Beefcake sound like the name of your, like…alter ego?” Nishimura laughs and pokes Sato’s bicep. “Get it? Beefy? Cake?”

Sato shoves him lightly, although it’s still almost enough to send him toppling off his desk, and Koda covers his mouth as the softest of giggles escapes him.

“Kemuri!” Hagakure calls. She’s standing with Shoji and Ojiro, with Tokoyami perched on top of Hagakure’s desk.

Kemuri hurries over to them, doing her best to smile. No time for negative emotions. “Hey, guys,” she says.

“How was your week?” Shoji asks.

“Pretty good. You already heard about the most exciting part,” Kemuri says with a shrug.

“Oh yeah, the domestic incident,” Hagakure says. Her shoulders sag. “So cool…I just did a lot of patrols and training.”

“I think quirk training is a given during internships,” Ojiro says, reaching out and patting her shoulder. “The most exciting thing I did was visit a gymnastics competition. Tumbler sponsors a lot of the teams, so…I spent a few days surrounded by kids and playing errand boy. It was kind of fun, in a way.”

Kemuri nods, then both her and Ojiro look at Tokoyami and Shoji. “What about you two?” she asks. “Anything notable?”

“Well, Gang Orca wasn’t afraid to push my limits.” Shoji scratches his chin lightly. “He…made me do a lot of swimming practice, and I helped someone find their lost cat. That was nice.”

“Hawks worked well with Dark Shadow,” Tokoyami says. “It was mostly just…patrols and training, and we ate an insane amount of fried chicken.” He bows his head. “But, thanks to him, I have some new uses for Dark Shadow.”

“Cool! Uh, Kamui showed me some new stuff, too,” Kemuri adds with a smile.

Hagakure leans closer to her, bouncing on her toes. “Ooo, like what? What are you two hiding?”

Tokoyami smirks. “It’s a secret.”

“Uh, same,” Kemuri adds, reaching one hand to cover her mouth.

“No fair! You guys are mean,” Hagakure whines.

Kaminari’s voice seems to snatch the attention of everyone in the room as he says, “Now, if you want to talk about the ones who really changed, it was those three.”

Kemuri turns to find everyone staring at Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya, where they are gathered around Todoroki’s desk.

“Oh, yeah! The Hero Killer!” Sero says. Both him and Kirishima are being held up by the scruff of their blazers by Bakugo.

“Glad you guys made it back alive,” Kirishima adds. “Seriously.”

Yaoyorozu, seated at her desk, rests her hand over her heart as she looks at Todoroki. “I worried about you too,” she murmurs.

Hagakure grabs Kemuri’s arm and drags her closer to them—Kemuri doesn’t get the chance to protest—and Shoji, Tokoyami, and Ojiro follow suit with a few more of their curious classmates. Sato and Nishimura look up from their conversation.

“You’re lucky Endeavour showed up and saved you guys,” Sato says.

Hagakure nods. “So cool! Just what I’d expect from the number two hero!”

Kemuri bites her lip hard and crosses her arms over her chest. Todoroki blinks a few times before looking at his desk. Midoriya and Iida watch his movements.

“Yeah, that’s right. He saved us,” Todoroki deadpans.

Kemuri wants to scream and rip her hair out. Those three know what really happened, they have no idea that she knows something about it, and oh boy, it’s making her antsy. At least Hagakure isn’t holding onto her wrist anymore. She won’t be able to feel her shaking.

“Did you guys hear the news about the Hero Killer?” Ojiro asks. “Everyone’s been saying he’s somehow connected to the League of Villains.” He looks up at Shoji. “Can you imagine how frightening it would’ve been if that creep had been there when they attacked the USJ?”

“He’s scary, yeah,” Kaminari says, a wide grin on his face. “But, did you see him in that weird video? It’s all over the internet.”

“I didn’t even know there was a video of him,” Ojiro admits.

Kemuri nods in agreement, although no one is looking at her. She didn’t exactly have free time for browsing villain videos during her internship.

“It keeps getting deleted, but people keep reposting it,” Nishimura says.

“Yeah, Stain’s a pretty evil villain, but like, super tenacious. He’s almost kinda cool, don’t you guys think?” Kaminari asks.

“Kaminari…” Midoriya whines, lips pouting.

Attention darts to Iida and Kaminari winces, covering his mouth. “Oh…dude, I—”

“No, it’s okay. You’re fine,” Iida says, raising his right arm a bit and staring at it. “It is true that he’s quite a tenacious villain. I understand why people might think he was cool, but instead of helping the world, his beliefs led him to cold-blooded murder. No matter his motives, killing cannot be condoned.”

The excitement of discussing internships has pretty much disappeared. Kaminari removes his hand from his mouth, expression downcast, and Kemuri bites the inside of her cheek to keep from saying anything. She has to fight against her own thoughts wanting to scream at Iida, call him an idiot, the like. She’d do the same for Midoriya and Todoroki, except something tells her that they didn’t mean to get mixed up in this, but did anyway.

“To keep anyone else from suffering like me, well…” Iida turns and chops the air with his right arm. “I promise, I will strive to be the perfect hero!”

“Yeah! Let’s do it!” Midoriya says.

Iida starts waving his hands about. “It’s time for class to begin! Everyone, please take your seats!”

He keeps ranting and Tokoyami lets out a long sigh. “He’s back,” he mumbles, making Kemuri purse her lips. If this were any other day, she’d find Iida’s ranting adorable. It still is, but…well, she can’t enjoy it.

“This is your fault for talking about weird stuff,” Jiro mutters, eyeing Kaminari.

“Sorry, I’m gonna keep my mouth shut,” Kaminari says.

“Let us work much harder! All of us will become pros, and villains won’t stand a chance! Class 1-A shall ensure that there is peace!” Iida continues, unaware of the muttering from the others.

Kemuri goes back to her desk with Hagakure bouncing along behind her. Her shoulders stay hunched a little, her teeth gritted behind a blank resting face.

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It’s childish, but Kemuri does her best to avoid Iida at all costs. She doesn’t think it’ll be too hard, because why would Iida want to talk to her? She doubts he knows what’s going on and besides, he wants her to leave him alone.

Her thoughts are her worst enemies at the moment. Every time she looks at Iida, or Midoriya and Todoroki for that matter, she’s reminded of the Hero Killer and it sends her spiralling into her theories about what the truth is. The newspaper articles made it seem like, at best, they were attacked and they didn’t use their quirks at all. The story the class was told was that Midoriya and Todoroki defensively used their quirks, but not against the Hero Killer himself, and Iida was too injured to do anything.

She knows her classmates and she knows their quirks, their power. The Hero Killer has killed other pros before, obviously, but she can’t imagine him being strong enough to put three of their class’s strongest students on defence, especially Todoroki.

Then there are the bits that she heard at the hospital. Having a cop mom makes Kemuri increasingly aware of laws that most other people just know the basics of. Quirks can be used in self-defence in dire situations, like when Ichiro blinded his dad with his quirk, and quirks can be used in the privacy of your own home and in designated training areas. Public use is not allowed (although some use theirs anyway if they’re small and non-malicious), licenses are required to use them for certain jobs, and there is no way that you’re allowed to use it to apprehend villains unless you’re a licensed hero.

Tsuragamae wouldn’t have wasted his time if Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya were using their quirks for self-defence, and even if he did, he wouldn’t call it a “gross overuse of power.” An overuse of power is when you use your quirk to injure someone else or otherwise abuse its power.

So, the only thing that makes sense to her is the idea that those three boys used their quirks to attack the Hero Killer, maybe even defeating him, and that the story they’re telling is a cover-up so that they don’t get into worse trouble. If that’s at all true, then it’s an amazing feat, and it would explain why Todoroki sounded so angry at the hospital.

They did something heroic, but still illegal. She understands the frustration as much as she understands the police’s side of it. If everyone was allowed to use their quirks in the name of something they thought was noble, then the world would fall into chaos. The whole point of quirk regulation is to keep the peace for everyday citizens.

She thinks about all this and more whenever she sees them, and the look in Iida’s eyes whenever they see each other is guilty enough that it makes her stomach churn. Does he feel bad for how he treated her? He starts moving towards her when they make eye contact, as if he wants to talk to her, so there’s that.

For example, right now. All Kemuri wants is to go to the cafeteria and eat, but she makes the mistake of looking at Iida. His eyes widen and he starts towards her, moving like a toy soldier, and she does an about face and races off to the nearest bathroom, leaving her friends behind. She stands by the sinks, taking deep breaths, arms wrapped around herself.

The door opens and Hagakure enters. Kemuri drops her arms to her side and whirls around to face her friend.

“Girl, what the heck?” Hagakure asks. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“I…had to go,” Kemuri replies. She turns back to the mirror and fixes her hairpin. “I’m…uh, I’m good now! Sorry about that.”

Hagakure doesn’t say anything as Kemuri leaves the bathroom, rejoining her very confused male friends. She can’t see Iida anywhere.

For once, she’s glad. She’s putting her foot down. He doesn’t get to be all cold and worry her half to death, then turn around and try to chat with her like nothing happened, like he didn’t almost throw his life away for something like revenge. It’s none of her concern, right?

“Kemuri, you seem…nervous,” Shoji says.

“I’m fine,” she replies. “Don’t worry about it.”

She’s a terrible liar.

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Soon, it’s time for Hero Basic Training and Kemuri welcomes the distraction with open arms. A place to let out all her nervous energy? Yes, please.

The class gathers outside an unfamiliar training zone, something like a makeshift factory or refinery, and All Might stands before them in all his muscular glory.

“I hope you’re ready to return to your lessons,” All Might says. “Feels like I haven’t seen you in a while. Welcome back!” He smiles even wider. “Now then, listen carefully for what’s in store. We’re going to be conducting a little race. Take everything you’ve learned from your internships and apply it to this rescue training.”

“If it’s rescue training, then shouldn’t we be at the USJ instead?” Iida demands. He isn’t wearing his costume, and Kemuri guesses that it’s being repaired.

She imagines blades piercing his armour and has to swallow the urge to gag, one arm reaching to her stomach.

“That facility specializes in disasters. As I said earlier, this is a race. So, prepare!” All Might gestures to the winding maze of pipes behind them. “You’re about to step into Field Gamma! Inside is an area full of factories that form an intricate labyrinth, so good luck finding your way around. You’ll be competing in two groups of five and two groups of six.”

He pulls a remote from his belt and presses a button, lighting up a giant TV screen that shows an overhead map of the maze. Tiny arrows move towards a screaming All Might emoticon in the middle.

“Each person starts from a different location on the outskirts of the model city. I’ll send out a distress signal and you do what you must to rescue me!” All Might continues. “Whoever finds me first, wins! But, try to keep the property damage to a bare minimum, please.”

The entire class looks at Bakugo. All Might goes so far as to aim a finger at him.

“Why’re you pointing at me?” Bakugo growls.

All Might moves right along, separating everyone into groups. Kemuri lands in the first group, going up against Ojiro, Sero, Iida, and Midoriya. Her and Ojiro walk together to the other three, and Kemuri high-fives Sero when they get there. He winks at her.

“Get to your positions and wait for my signal! Everyone else, to the observation deck!” All Might calls.

“Since when are you friends with Sero?” Ojiro asks as everyone splits off.

Kemuri smiles a little. “We both interned with Kamui. I thought I mentioned that.”

“You didn’t.”

She rubs the back of her neck. “Uh…oops?”

Ojiro shakes his head and gives her a light, teasing shove before dashing off to his spot. Kemuri starts to smile as she eyes the winding maze of factories and piping. Time to show off her new skills.

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Kemuri watches her surroundings, ready for any sign of the distress signal. She bounces a bit on her feet, the metal cold against her bare toes. She’s up against three of the most mobile people in the class and, to the unknowing eye, she probably looks like she’s at a huge disadvantage. Midoriya is the only one she feels is completely unprepared.

“Is everyone ready? BEGIN!” All Might’s voice echoes out.

A horn goes off and Kemuri releases a burst of steam, soaring off her pedestal and landing on a wide strip of metal. She takes off across the platform, searching for another foothold that she can leap to. She finds it and goes sailing off again.

Walk on air, she tells herself. She holds her body the way Kamui and Sero showed her, tucking in for landings, adding bursts of steam when she needs them. She’s moving fast.

Up ahead, she catches sight of a spot of yellow among the silver pipes and starts to grin: Sero’s helmet. She pushes herself into a sprint, moving as fast as she can as she springboards off pipes and walls. She’s trusting her instincts and direction here more than her eyes, but that’s nothing new. It’s easier to listen for the signal and follow it using nothing but her ears. If she doesn’t, she’ll just get lost.

“What’s up, Cellophane?” she calls as she soars through the air next to him.

Sero grins, eyes narrowing. “Nothing much, Smokey Eye. Just about to win this race. You?”

“Oh, I was going to do the same.”

He laughs. “Your banter is getting better!”

She lands on a pipe and immediately springs off again, doing her best to keep up with Sero’s easy, smooth movements. As she flies through the air, neck in neck with Sero, a blur of green whips past them and she topples off balance. Electricity prickles her hair as she loses her rhythm, falling back to earth in a pinwheeling motion that turns the world into a spiralling mess of grey. She lets out a scream and squeezes her eyes shut.

Before she goes too far, she feels a hand grab her wrist and jolt her to a stop. She blinks a few times, utterly dizzy, and she doesn’t have to look up to tell that Sero’s the one holding her up. She’s gotten used to the feeling of his hands.

New habits die hard, apparently.

“What the…?” she starts.

“Midoriya,” Sero says. “He’s…fast!”

“Huh?”

Sero pulls her up, setting her on a platform before extending his tape out again. “I don’t know, but he isn’t breaking any bones, so I’m lost.”

He flies off and Kemuri follows, gritting her teeth. She can just make out a speck of green and…what is that? She blinks rapidly, confirming to herself that Midoriya’s entire body is definitely laced with some kind of energy. It looks like he’s glowing. Kemuri can’t wrap her head around it.

He drops out of her line of sight and she refocuses on the task at hand. The signal is coming from a water tower labelled “TEPPEN”. Sero is still ahead of her, but maybe…

She searches the area. The fastest way would be to just go through the air, no stopping on pipes and footholds. That way is safer and easier, but she needs to be fast right now. She can see another long pipe that makes the perfect platform for her to build up some running speed. The tower is close. Sero is still ahead.

She lands on the pipe, rolling once before popping back into a sprint. She goes as fast as she can, wishing that her bare feet had better grip. She reaches the end and jumps, pouring on the steam.

It’s like climbing stairs, just like Kamui said. When she imagines it that way, it’s easy to throw herself into the rhythm. Step, burst, step, burst, step—

She tumbles onto the water tower two seconds after Sero does, hitting the ground hard and rolling until she comes to a stop against the railing. She lays there for a second, waiting for the world to stop spinning so she can get off.

She really needs to work on her landings.

“Young Shimakage! Are you alright?” All Might asks, his footsteps making her rattle slightly as he walks to her.

She aims a shaky thumbs up. “Yup. Just…landing is hard…” She forces herself up, wincing at the ache in her shoulder, and All Might lifts her the rest of the way onto her feet like she weighs nothing.

The number one hero rests one giant hand on her unhurt shoulder. “That new technique is impressive. I take it your internship went well.”

She nods and straightens up. “Kamui Woods was a great teacher.”

“I’m glad to see you using your steam as well as your fog!” He removes his hand, giving her a thumbs up. “The rest of your group should get here soon. Again, well done!”

Kemuri walks back to Sero while All Might watches for the other students. Sero has his helmet tucked beneath his arm. He dons his wide smile when she comes towards him.

“You kept up, Shimakage,” he says as she stops next to him. “Although, if I hadn’t saved you—”

She clears her throat. “You could’ve let me fall…” she says.

Sero smirks. “I’ve been trained not to let that happen.”

Ojiro, Iida, and Midoriya arrive in close succession to one another, panting heavily with effort. Kemuri gives Ojiro a high-five while Midoriya lays face down on the ground, shame radiating off of him. Apparently, he didn’t pay attention to where he was putting his feet and slipped, costing him the lead.

“And it’s over!” All Might shouts as soon as they’re all gathered. He holds a sash out to Sero, who puts it on eagerly. “Thanks, hero, and congratulations!”

Sero aims one finger at the sky in celebration while Ojiro catches his breath and Iida makes sure that Midoriya is alright. Kemuri gulps down water.

“Young Sero may have come in first, but compared to the start of the year, you all showed me some incredible improvements!” All Might continues. “Keep working and preparing for your upcoming final exams!”

“Sir!” all of them except Midoriya say.

“Group one, leave the field.”

Kemuri starts off with the others, making sure to keep Sero and Ojiro between her and Iida. She realizes about halfway back to their classmates that she’s still missing something.

“Dang it,” she mumbles.

“What’s wrong?” Ojiro asks.

She bows her head, cheeks flushed. “My shoes are back in the maze.”

Ojiro chuckles, shaking his head.

“I’ll go get them!” Sero says.

She can hardly shout a thank you before he’s off, swinging through the maze back to her starting point.

Chapter 66: The Promise of Fun

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Kemuri! You were amazing!” Hagakure shrieks as soon as Kemuri is within earshot.

Kemuri opens her arms, ready for the incoming hug, and sure enough, Hagakure throws herself into the embrace and starts rattling Kemuri around in an energetic hug. Kemuri is far too familiar with the feeling of Hagakure’s bare skin against her now.

“You were jumping! And leaping! And you kept up with Sero like whoosh! Boom! AHH!” The screech makes Kemuri wince and Hagakure releases her, gloves swinging about in the air. “Did Kamui teach you that?”

“That was the secret,” Kemuri admits, rubbing the back of her neck. “I was just going to show you guys later, but…training beat me to it.”

Ojiro, still standing at Kemuri’s side, grips her shoulder and gives it a firm squeeze. “I didn’t see much, but…what I did see was pretty cool. You’ve gone from zero maneuverability to…”

“Maybe…fifty percent?” Kemuri suggests. “I’ve got some now, but it needs work. Like…landing, and speed can always get better…”

Hagakure’s gloves go still. “Kemuri.”

“Yeah?”

“You seem…relaxed. Like, super relaxed.”

Kemuri blinks a few times, tugging at her braid. “U-Uh, what? Am…am I?”

There’s the sound of lips flapping. “Okay, now you aren’t.”

“Oh, sorry…”

“Actually, yeah, I can see it too,” Ojiro says, stroking his chin. “You’re…different.”

Kemuri ponders that. Thanks to Kamui’s training and the relative success of the exercise, there’s a lot of excitement in her that she hasn’t had before. When she thinks deeper, a lot changed at once and maybe, she had to change with it.

Her grandfather stopped training her. She told her friends the truth about her grandfather and their relationship. Bakugo gave her the angriest pep talk of her life. Kamui Woods spent a week forcing her to be better, filling her with determination and positivity and grit.

She’s still her—shy, awkward, too unsure of herself—but she’s growing.

“I…guess, I feel different?” she admits. “My internship really helped kickstart everything, really, uh…showed me a new way of seeing everything, I…I guess. I really want to work on improving.”

“Kemuriiii…” Hagakure whimpers as she wraps her in another squishy. “I’m so glad to hear that, you have no idea.”

Ojiro smiles. “Me too.”

From the observation area in front of the TV, the trio hears someone telling them to hurry. They break into a sprint, Kemuri apologizing under her breath as they go.

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In the change room, the topic of interest is on the new skills that were showcased during the exercise. Tokoyami used Dark Shadow to swing from pipe to pipe, which is cool, and of course, Midoriya has some kind of freaky new way of using his power.

“I still can’t believe you made a hang glider, Yaomomo,” Mina says. Yaoyorozu shrugs, her cheeks slightly pink, and Mina shimmies out of her jumpsuit. “I wish my quirk was that versatile.”

“At least you can climb things,” Jiro retorts, folding up her costume jacket. “You and Tsuyu are both great at that.”

Tsuyu lets out a little ribbit. “You can’t do everything, though,” she says.

“But Kyoka and I have got nothing when it comes to mobility!” Hagakure says. Kemuri eyes her, wondering when she started using first names for the other girls. “And until recently, Kemuri was one of us too…” Kemuri can tell her best friend is staring at her as she whispers, “Traitor.”

Kemuri turns red and keeps folding her costume. “I…I wanted to show off what I learned. I’m sorry.”

“You and Deku really shocked us,” Uraraka says as she tugs on her dress shirt. “But it’s so cool to see what you two learned from your internships!”

Kemuri smiles. “Speaking of that…how was Gunhead? Please tell me he’s actually as adorable in real life as he is during interviews.”

“He’s so cute, Kemuri,” Uraraka says, letting out an “ugh” at the end of her sentence. “Like, he could take down a knife-wielding villain with his bare hands, no sweat, but he was…so cute? And he’s an amazing fighter!”

Kemuri has to hide a squeal. “I adore Gunhead. I can’t wait for you to show your stuff!”

Uraraka beams. “Me too!”

“Guys…ssh,” Jiro says, her earphone jacks lifting upwards.

The girls go quiet and Jiro slowly creeps to the wall. They can faintly hear voices coming from the other side and Jiro rests her hand against the surface, fingers brushing a small, barely there hole. She plugs her jack in and listens, eyes narrowing.

“Mineta,” she mutters. “He’s saying…Yaoyorozu’s curves, Ashido’s slender waist, Shimakage’s…” Her expression darkens even further.

Her earphone jack shoots through the hole in the wall and after a second, the girls listen to the satisfying sound of Mineta shrieking in pain.

“Ugh, thanks Kyoka,” Hagakure huffs.

“Despicable,” Yaoyorozu mutters. “We’ll close up this hole immediately.”

She moves over to Jiro and starts forming some kind of clay on the palm of her hand. Kemuri keeps getting dressed, although she moves a little faster. The rest of the girls do the same. When they get out of the change room, they’re greeted by Iida dragging Mineta down the hall by the ear, fuming about his “inappropriate behaviour” while the shorter boy clutches his aching eye, whimpering and crying.

“Thank you, Iida!” Uraraka calls after him. Iida waves at her but says nothing, still focused on scolding Mineta.

On the way back to the classroom, Kemuri glances at Hagakure’s bouncing uniform. She clears her throat.

“Hey, uh…Hagakure?” she asks.

“What’s up?”

“Um…I noticed…that you called Jiro by her first name in there,” she starts. “Uh…”

“Oh, yeah. A bunch of us girls just started doing that.” Kemuri stares at her and Hagakure lets out a gasp. “Oh! I didn’t mean to exclude you or anything! Mina just started doing it and I joined in, especially since Tsuyu and you like being called by your first names—”

“O-Oh, no, I…I’m not upset,” Kemuri says. She looks at her feet. “It, uh, got me thinking though. I…was hoping…maybe I could call you Toru?”

The invisible girl says nothing for a second. Kemuri looks up at her just in time to see tiny, floating tears materializing from nowhere. Kemuri’s eyes widen in alarm.

“Are you okay?!” she demands.

Hagakure sniffles and the tears wipe away. “I…I feel like we just entered a new level of best friendship,” she squeaks. “Yes. Please, call…call me Toru.”

“Okay…Toru.”

Hagakure hugs Kemuri’s arm and Kemuri tilts her head onto Hagakure’s silky, invisible hair. Kemuri’s heart feels very light, free from the emotions that have been following her all day for just a minute or two.

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“I’d like to remind you that midterms are coming up next week on Wednesday,” Aizawa says as he stands before the class. “So mark your calendars. Study hard. These tests will give us a ranking of where you stand in the class and give you an idea of how much you need to prepare for the written half of the final. Take them seriously.”

“Yes, sir!” the class says.

“And another thing,” Aizawa says. “Summer vacation is coming up. Don’t get excited. You can’t just relax an entire month.”

The class shifts about and Kemuri swallows. Whenever Aizawa tells them not to get excited, it usually means he has something devious planned. Is he going to give them a summer reading list a mile long? Extra assignments?

“You’ll be training while camping in the woods,” Aizawa says.

The entire class erupts with excitement, Kemuri included. A school camping trip was mentioned in the syllabus, but she had honestly forgotten about it in the rush of everything else that’s happened. It’s something totally new to look forward to.

“A big sleepover!” Mina squeals.

“Pools!” Mineta says.

“Fireworks,” Tsuyu adds.

“Hot springs!” Mineta shouts.

“And s’mores!” Iida says with a firm hand chop.

“SKINNY DIPPING!” Mineta is now foaming at the mouth. Apparently, his injured eye wasn’t enough to dampen his spirits or his hormones.

“Picnics,” Nishimura and Sato say at once, immediately turning and fist-bumping each other. Koda starts nodding and makes hand motions to them, eyes wide.

“Yeah, and bird watching too,” Nishimura says, making Koda grin and clasp his hands together in glee.

“We’ve been training in cities, so these will be very different conditions for most of us,” Yaoyorozu says.

“No matter what the environment, we must always remain vigilant,” Tokoyami states. He bows his head, eyes closed. “Yes, very wise.”

“Hanging out with everyone all summer?! I’M SO EXCITED!” Hagakure squeals.

Kemuri can’t process it all. She’s seen fireworks and gone swimming and such, but it’s always been on family trips. She’s never done anything like this with her classmates, much less actual friends. It makes her exceedingly nervous beneath all the eagerness.

“However,” Aizawa utters, silencing the class. “Those of you who don’t pass the final exam at the end of the semester will have summer school.”

“Everyone! Do your best!” Kirishima says.

“This is so stupid…” Bakugo mutters.

“All you girls better pass this thing!” Mineta urges, making Midoriya roll his eyes.

Aizawa sighs. “Important dates to remember. May 23 is the midterm. Finals are on July 5, and the training camp starts on July 30. Don’t lose those dates.”

“Aw, camp starts on my sweet sixteen?” Mina asks. She slumps back, her fluffy pink head landing on Tsuyu’s desk. “Lame!”

“You get to spend your birthday at camp with all of us,” Tsuyu says. “That’s not bad, is it, Mina?”

Mina pouts in thought, then grins. “No, I guess not!”

Aizawa gives up trying to corral the class and instead grabs his sleeping bag. “Class dismissed,” he mutters just as the bell rings.

In the hallway, surrounded by her friends, Kemuri feels anxiety take over. She grips her backpack strap in one hand and her stick tightly in the other. Hagakure is talking a mile a minute about everything she loves about summer and how she can’t believe the year is going by so fast already.

“And at camp, it’ll be a class 1-A sleepover!” she says. “Kemuri, can you imagine how much fun it’ll be? I can’t wait!”

“I guess, but…I’ve…never really had a sleepover,” Kemuri answers. “Not…one that I can remember anyway.”

Hagakure gasps so sharply that Kemuri is worried she might choke. “What?! But sleepovers are an integral part of childhood!” She whirls around to face the boys. “You guys have had sleepovers, right?”

“Sure, when I was little,” Ojiro says.

“I tend to avoid sleepovers. Dark Shadow gets very restless at night,” Tokoyami states.

Shoji glances at the ceiling, thinking. “The only time I’ve had a sleepover was the one time I stayed at Kemuri’s house, right after the Sports Festival.”

“Oh, yeah,” Kemuri says. “Forgot about that.”

Hagakure’s uniform is quivering and Kemuri wonders whether her invisible eyes are bugging out of her invisible head. “You two…had a sleepover? Without me?!”

“It…it wasn’t like that!” Kemuri insists.

Shoji nods. “I walked her home, we ate some snacks, and then I fell asleep in her bed.”

Kemuri turns red. “By…accident! Not…uh…”

Hagakure crossed her arms over her chest. “So this is why Bakugo set you two up.” As Kemuri starts to sputter and Shoji’s face turns pink, she giggles. “Kidding! I know that’s a revenge plot thing.” She uncrosses her arms. “Okay, I’ve decided right now that I’m going to make your summer fantastic and full of friendship. All of you.”

“If that is the curse of human company, I will allow it,” Tokoyami says.

Shoji’s eyes crease at the edges. “Sounds good.”

Ojiro smiles, tail wagging. “Can’t wait.” He reaches towards her as if to pat her shoulder, hesitates, and punches the air a little instead. “Glad to have our resident extrovert around to make us…social!”

Hagakure gasps. “Holy crap, I befriended all introverts. How?!”

“We’re adorable?” Kemuri suggests.

“You were drawn to our…quietness?” Ojiro adds.

Tokoyami, in a true Tokoyami fashion, utters, “You felt a deep magnetism that you could not hope to resist.”

“All of that is true, but mostly Kemuri’s. You guys are very adorable.”

Dark Shadow materializes above Tokoyami’s shoulder. “You ain’t bad yourself, girl!” he chirps.

Tokoyami’s eyes widen in alarm. “Dark Shadow!”

“Aw, thanks! You’re cute too!” Hagakure says with a giggle.

Tokoyami mutters something under his breath about being cursed while Hagakure starts petting Dark Shadow’s head. Kemuri observes for a few seconds, realizing this is one of the first times she’s heard Dark Shadow actually talk.

He really is another entity living inside Tokoyami. How edgy.

They head out the front doors and down the steps, moving towards the campus gates. Kemuri imagines the summer to come. She’ll be turning sixteen in June, and maybe she’ll have an actual party this year, and now she can also look forward to camp with her classmates.

Notes:

Shameless Self-Promotion time: I published a new story! It's Kiribaku, so if you like that pairing, maybe give it a look? I'd appreciate it ^_^

Chapter 67: Eye to Eye, Heart to Heart

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Why are you avoiding Iida?”

Kemuri nearly chokes, clapping a hand over her mouth as she jolts up and away from the water fountain. Hagakure has her arms crossed over her chest, shoe tapping.

Maybe it’s because she’s such an emotive character in the way she speaks, but Kemuri feels like she knows the exact expression on Hagakure’s invisible face. Right now, she would bet money that Hagakure is staring at her with her eyes narrowed, eyebrows furrowed, lips pouted.

“I’m…not?” Kemuri suggests, darting a glance at the empty hallway. It’s the break between classes, so there isn’t anyone around. Thank goodness.

“Right. Sure.” Her foot stops tapping. “So, you racing into the washroom and taking the long way to class had nothing to do with the fact that both times, Iida saw you and—”

“Toru—”

“I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on,” Hagakure continues, frustration hitching her words. “You were all quiet yesterday morning, and then you perked up in training, and then this morning you were back to being quiet. And I’m not analytical like you, but I’m pretty good at figuring out feelings and every time Iida looks at you, you turn away and your face gets all upset. What happened?”

Kemuri opens her mouth, then closes it. Her chest is all tight and all those frustrated emotions, emotions she’s been trying to push away, won’t leave her alone. She isn’t ready for a confrontation. She doesn’t know what she would say, doesn’t know if she would be able to keep her cool.

“Before the internships, he…” She purses her lips, starting to tug at her braid again. “He told me to leave him alone. I’m just…doing what he wants.” Hagakure lets out a small huff and Kemuri shakes her head. “I’d rather not go into details, okay?”

“Alright, if…that’s what you want. Just let me know if you want to talk, okay? I’m here for you.”

She smiles weakly. “Thank you.”

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Cementoss leaves the classroom once the lunch bell rings and Kemuri gets out of her desk, her tastebuds tingling at the thought of food. When the rest of her squad gathers, they head out of the classroom with the flood of other students.

“I’m thinking of getting soba today,” Hagakure says. “Hot or cold, though?”

“Are you in a hot or cold mood?” Ojiro asks.

Hagakure hums in thought. “Hot…I think. Or…gah!” Her sleeves flail. “I don’t know! There are so many options! Shoji, Tokoyami, help me out.”

Shoji shrugs. “I’m getting my usual.”

“As am I.”

“Where’s your sense of adventure, guys?”

Kemuri smiles as Hagakure starts doing her very best to convince Shoji that he doesn’t have to live off of takoyaki and that, despite his aesthetic, Tokoyami can stand to eat foods that aren’t black.

“Shimakage!”

Kemuri’s entire body erupts with goosebumps and she tries to pick up the speed. He’s resorted to calling her out now. That’s going to make things harder. Ojiro glances over his shoulder, then looks at Kemuri.

“Hey, I think Iida—” he starts.

“I know, just…keep moving,” she says under her breath, edging on desperate. Ojiro blinks a few times as his brow furrows in confusion and she adamantly refuses to look behind her. She has both a literal and metaphorical tunnel vision.

“Kemuri!”

That makes Hagakure stop talking as Shoji and Tokoyami turn around. The rest of her friends stop moving and she walks right into Ojiro, letting out a short yelp. Crap, crap, crap—

She hears running footsteps coming to a halt and just the faintest hint of fast breathing. She keeps her back turned.

“Kemuri, can we talk?” Iida asks.

Her entire face is hot and she can tell that not only Iida, but all of her friends, are looking at her. Hagakure is the only one who has a slight idea of what’s happening. Kemuri grits her teeth a little, frustration clawing and ripping at her chest like a trapped wolverine.

She makes herself turn around and immediately regrets it. Iida looks like a kicked puppy, his glasses slipping down his face. He looks so desperate that it confuses her. Is her behaviour affecting him that much? She can’t wrap her head around it.

He said he didn’t need her.

“We can go on ahead, if you want,” Ojiro suggests, fidgeting a little on his feet. Tokoyami and Hagakure nod. Shoji’s eyes dart between her and Iida.

Kemuri screams internally. She turns away from Iida, unable to look at his expression. “No, we can go. Let’s go,” she whispers.

“Kemuri...” Hagakure starts.

She starts off again, but her friends don’t follow. Her stomach does somersaults and she grits her teeth harder, eyes stinging, head full of static. Why can’t he just leave her alone? That’s what he wanted! Why is he so insistent on—

The sound of an engine makes her startle and before she can blink, Iida is skidding to a stop beside her. He plants himself firmly in front of her, arms spread out like wings, eyes locked on her. He’s definitely breathing faster now, his hair windswept.

“Please,” he utters.

It was easy to distract herself once the internships started. It was easy to focus on herself, just like he wanted. Now…

“Why should I?” she whispers. His lips part, shock enveloping him, and she feels her throat burn as hot as her cheeks. “You…you said you wanted me to leave you alone. I’m doing my best.”

There’s the kicked puppy look again. “Kemuri, please let me explain.”

She shakes her head. The last thing she needs is to cry in front of him in a hallway with plenty of watchful U.A students around, or worse, explode at him and, dare she imagine it, shout at him. She isn’t a yeller. She doesn’t explode, but she feels pretty freaking close.

She tries to brush past him; keyword, tries, but as soon as she goes to duck under his arm, his hand wraps around her wrist and holds her in place. She yanks against him, starting to tremble with a who-knows-what clusterfuck of emotions.

“I will get down on my knees and apologize in the middle of this hallway if that’s what you want,” he says under his breath. “I don’t care where it is, but…you need to listen to me.” A pause, then a softer, “Please, Kemuri.”

God. Damn it. She’s so freaking weak.

She nods a little as she releases the tension in her arms and, taking her cue, he leads her off to somewhere quieter. She keeps her eyes on the floor, far too aware of his hand on her skin, his expression burned into her head, taunting her.

They stop in an alcove. One of the overhead lights has burnt out, leaving the area darker than the other hallways, and it’s tucked away from where anyone else would be strolling by. They won’t be interrupted here.

Iida releases her wrist and she backs up until she hits a wall, crossing her arms over her chest. He stands in front of her, arms pressed to his sides. She refuses to lift her eyes enough to see his face. She has to hold onto her frustration just a little longer, because that’s the only thing keeping her from crying. Her anger is ice, cold and hard, but her sorrow and worry is fire that, any second now, will melt all that ice away.

“I am so sorry,” he whispers. She doesn’t move. “I…I was rude and you didn’t deserve it. I have so many excuses but none of them validate what I said to you.”

She swallows hard. “I don’t understand.” She hears him inhale, ready to speak, and she raises her hand. “Don’t. Let…let me talk, okay? All I wanted,” she says, “was to make sure you were okay, to make sure Tensei was okay, to…to be someone you could lean on, and…and you treated me like dirt.”

“I know.”

“It…it was like I didn’t even know you anymore.”

“I…I know. I…”

She finally looks at him to find that he’s bowed his head, leaning his body forward. She watches him, sees the bandages playing peek-a-boo from under his sleeves.

“Hosu,” she says, and he tenses. “I…was at the hospital, the day after the attack, for a mission.” His body straightens, eyes wide. “I heard Chief Tsuragamae talk about the Hero Killer, how you stepped in…”

“Kemuri…”

She takes a sharp breath. “The story Midoriya gave the class, it…it didn’t sit right with me. Why would you three get attacked by the Hero Killer all at once? And Midoriya sending out his location…it was like a cry for help.”

The guilt dragging his eyebrows and mouth down is enough to solidify her thoughts, but she needs to hear it. She needs him to tell her what happened, tell her that her worry wasn’t misplaced and that she isn’t some crazy chick with an overactive imagination.

“You went after him, didn’t you? That’s...why you chose Manual, why you chose Hosu.”

He purses his lips. She waits.

“Yes.”

Actually hearing it is like another punch to the gut. She asked for this, she reminds herself. She wanted him to confirm, but god, she still hoped that maybe it wasn’t true. Her eyes sting.

“I…searched for Stain and found him in an alley. If Midoriya hadn’t shown up when he did, I would be dead,” he continues. It’s his turn to avoid eye contact. “Then, Todoroki was nearby and he answered Midoriya’s call.”

“And Endeavour?”

“A cover story. To avoid punishment from the police. We…”

“You three…you three are the reason he’s behind bars.”

Iida opens his mouth, closes it, and nods.

Her knees go a little weak and she braces her shoulders against the wall, holding herself up somehow. That tightness is back, covering her in a cold sheet that threatens to swallow her up. Iida exhales.

“I didn’t want to believe it,” she whispers. “You, being so reckless, it…it didn’t…” She lifts a hand to her mouth and inhales, shaky. “Did…did you even think for one second…about…”

Tensei’s forlorn expression, the worry on his parents’ faces, Midoriya and Uraraka…

He’s looking at his left hand again. He didn’t elaborate much to the class, just said there was some damage. If he was seconds away from death, then it must be more serious than he’s letting on.

“Tenya, your arm…how bad is it?”

He looks up as if snapped from a daydream. “There was some serious nerve damage, so…I’ll have trouble moving my fingers, and feel some numbness from time to time.” When she gasps, he shakes his head. “There’s a chance for full recovery, but I won’t get it fixed until I have paid for my un-heroic actions. That includes letting my anger take hold, resorting to revenge, and…being cruel to those who just wanted to help.”

She slides down the wall until she’s sitting, crossing her legs and pressing her skirt down to the floor as she lets herself sag. Her eyes are still itching and something inside her is welling up, waiting for its chance to burst. After a second or two, Iida’s footsteps approach and he sits down at her side. They stare straight ahead for a few minutes.

“Kemuri,” he murmurs. “During the attack, I had to be protected by my friends. Then, before, you…you were protecting me too, but emotionally, and I lashed out. I was…ashamed.”

She nods, but can’t get herself to speak.

“And…and that night at the hospital,” he continues. She feels him shift at her side and when she glances up, he’s turned towards her a little. “I felt weak, and…I don’t want to feel weak in front of you.”

She blinks a few times, lips parting. “What?”

“Everything that happened with Tensei shook me to my core, consumed me, and I was blinded.” He purses his lips. “I didn’t even notice when you were injured because I was so narrow-minded—”

“You…you know about that?” she asks. Her body aches with phantom pain. “With my…?”

“Grandfather, yes. Yaoyorozu informed me that he…stepped further over the line.”

She shuts her eyes, gripping the material of her skirt. “Does everyone know?” she asks in a small voice.

“Yaoyorozu, Todoroki, and I know,” he says. “And we haven’t told others.”

“Bakugo knows too,” Kemuri admits, making his eyebrows arch. “And…my friends. I told them.”

“Oh, that’s…that’s good.”

Silence.

“I’m sorry. My…point in bringing that up, is…you were in need, and because of my hatred towards Stain, I ignored you and only thought of myself. I want you to trust me, rely on me, and…I’m so sorry that I broke that trust.”

She purses her lips, inhales, tries to hold it together. “Don’t…don’t you think that—” She feels the tears coming, ready to fall, and she speaks even as her voice breaks, “I want you to r-rely on me, t-too?”

Tears roll down her cheeks and she releases a laugh that quickly dissolves into a sob, tears blurring the rest of her vision into nothing. She hears Iida shift and then his arms are around her, pulling her against his chest as she cries.

She didn’t think it hurt this much until now, when she’s letting it all out, feeling utterly destroyed from the stress of worrying and deliberating and questioning herself over and over. He put her through the emotional wringer right when she needed it the least, and…come to think of it, no one has ever apologized for hurting her before, physically or emotionally.

She keeps her eyes closed, wanting to focus on everything else; his warmth, his smell, the sound of his breathing and of his voice. He could have been killed. He could have been ripped away from her and she would have never seen him again, never heard him shout at their classmates and chop at the air or adjust those stupid glasses or smile at her…

Jesus, she has it bad.

"I'm sorry..." she says through her tears. "I...I was so worried, and...and..." She can't get her words out, can't voice just what she's feeling and how she isn't as angry as she thought she was. Emotions are so confusing.

His cheek brushes the top of her head as she tilts it onto his shoulder. “I…I promise, I will do whatever it takes to regain your trust,” he whispers. “I don’t expect forgiveness, but…please, consider it, and only give it to me once I’m worthy of it.”

She snakes her arms around his broad torso, gripping the back of his uniform shirt and dragging herself impossibly closer to him. She can feel his heart pounding next to hers. He’s alive.

There’s still an ache, but the weight of it has lessened.

Notes:

And here I am with another author's note.

I felt like I needed to unpack my thought process while writing this chapter. For one, I struggled with how one-sided it felt, with Iida doing most of the talking and Kemuri being watchful and quiet. There's a lot of emotion happening and Kemuri isn't the best at figuring out her own feelings on the matter.

It's funny, but I struggled a lot to add dialogue for Kemuri simply because I myself am confused by what she's feeling. She's angry at Iida for being reckless, but she's relieved that he survived, and she's worried about his injuries and wants to forgive him, but she's still hurt about the way he acted. I think it's a matter of the fact that he told her she could trust him and he'd look out for her, but when the time came, everything happened with Tensei in his life and her grandfather in hers.

So...they needed this talk.

After rewriting their confrontation a few times, I came to the conclusion that leaving it feeling one-sided was maybe best. It fits their characters better, for one. Iida is far more comfortable doing a confrontation and would definitely be more talkative in this scenario--he also carries a lot of guilt about what happened with Stain in general. Kemuri's feelings are left to be interpreted by her actions. At the end of the day, they're both teenagers, and...most teenagers aren't the best at handling this stuff maturely.

That was long (sorry). TLDR: A lot has happened, the one-sidedness reflects their characters, and I hope you enjoyed it nonetheless.

Chapter 68: Sometimes, You Just Need Dad

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The next day, Hero Training was based around survival, and class 1-A had some guests come in from Isamu Academy High School. One of the guests had some kind of zombie quirk, resulting in a mini-apocalypse straight out of a cheesy zombie movie. The quirk wore off just as Midoriya made a desperate attempt to escape his zombified classmates, resulting in plenty of injuries.

Kemuri tried to use a steam boost from her calves and the bottom of her feet to slow her fall, but she still had shoes on and she blasted herself off course, nearly rocketing her boots off in the process. She ended up plastered to a tree trunk, nose bleeding and face full of splinters.

She got out of Recovery Girl’s office before her friends and, realizing that she still had her costume case with her, she saw her chance to go and put in a costume change request.

That’s how she ended up in the Development Studio at the end of a very long, rather tiring day.

“Is the armour still working alright?” Power Loader asks as he digs out the instruction manual.

“Oh, yeah! It’s great, I…uh…” She rubs the back of her neck. “I need something else changed. I learned a new skill, but I can’t use it unless I take my shoes off.”

Power Loader smirks a little. “Ah, I see. That happens a lot, so no worries. As students figure out uses for their quirks, it’s common to see plenty of costume changes,” he says. “So, walk me through what you’re thinking.”

“It’s nothing huge, really. I like the ankle boots, but I need vents or something on the soles so I can use my steam without taking them off.” She fiddles with her fingers. “I use my steam like boosters to move, if…if that helps.”

“I think I’ve got what you’re thinking of. I’ll look up some designs and get to work,” he says, giving her a thumbs up. “It should be ready before training tomorrow, and if not, then…”

“Oh, no rush,” Kemuri says, shaking her hands about. “Thank you, sir!”

“You’re welcome, Young Shimakage.”

She hurries out of the studio, feeling a little chipper. Training wasn’t great today—Bakugo isn’t much of a team player—but making updates to her costume is exciting. She wonders what it will be like to move around when she has that extra traction.

“Miss Shimakage!”

She stops and turns around to see Principal Nezu standing outside his office, the door ajar. He waves a large paw, all smiles.

“Oh, hello, Principal Nezu,” she says, bowing her head a little.

“You’re just the student I wanted to see! Do you have time for a chat?”

She blinks a few times, then glances down the hallway. Aizawa will understand if she’s late because the principal wanted to talk, right? And her friends will definitely understand.

“Yes, of…of course,” she says.

She shuffles into the office after him, gravitating to one of the comfier chairs. She expects him to sit at his desk, but he climbs onto the chair in front of hers and starts pouring hot water into two teacups. She wonders whether he always has tea prepared just in case he has a visitor.

“So, how are you, Shimakage?” he asks, handing her one of the teacups. It smells of fruit and something flowery.

She cups it in her hands, not yet taking a sip. “I’m fine. It’s been…a little crazy, but it’s fine.”

He nods sagely. “And how is your family life? It was lovely seeing your mother here the other week with the Shinsos.”

She purses her lips. “Oh, yeah, it’s…better.”

“Has your grandfather hurt you since the last incident?”

Boy, she chose a bad time to take a sip of tea. The hot liquid shoots into her nose and she coughs, nearly spilling the rest of the tea onto his rug. The temperature itself doesn’t faze her—her steam is just as hot—but the sensation of liquid up the nose is still uncomfortable.

“W-What?” she sputters. She digs out her handkerchief and coughs into it a few more times.

Nezu is still smiling, but it’s softer now, less manic and unnerving than his other ones. “I believe your ears work fine, Miss Shimakage.”

Oh, so I didn’t hear him wrong, she thinks.

She takes a few breaths, her sinuses still burning a little. “He…he…no. No, he h-hasn’t.” Nezu nods, eyes closing, and she stares at him. “I’m sorry, but…but how did you…?”

“I’m the principal! It’s my duty to make sure that each of my students is safe and happy!” he says. He shifts in the too-big chair, paws tapping against his cup. “Also, I am incredibly intelligent and I know how to piece together puzzles, even if they are occurring in real-life events.”

“B-But…”

She runs through the list of people who know, the people she begged not to tell. Her heart pounds. Who betrayed her?

“If you want to know specifics, I have had a few faculty members express concern about what you’re dealing with at home. I have also heard your classmates discussing it with each other, unsure of what to do and how to help.”

She just keeps staring. She feels like she might puke and that fruity, flowery tea that seemed so welcoming only a few seconds ago is now repulsive. She wraps her arms around herself and tries to remember how to breathe.

“I also picked up some concerning clues in your letter to Young Shinso,” he continues, “as well as hearing about your grandfather’s unkind nature from your mother, among others.” She stays mute. “How is your family life, really?”

Her jaw clenches and she feels herself shaking. “It’s…it’s not that bad. Whatever you heard, it…it just looks bad, but it isn’t. My grandfather doesn’t hit me, except…except for that one time, b-but it’s not that bad. It’s not.”

“Abuse does not have to be physical to be valid, Shimakage.”

There’s that word again. Abuse. She hated hearing it coming from Bakugo’s mouth and now, hearing it from the principal of all people, it just hits her again. This can’t be abuse. It’s strict, sure, but abuse happens in fists, in screaming and kicking and shouting. It doesn’t happen in a home where, for the most part, she feels safe. It doesn’t happen in homes where she has two parents who love her.

Her parents…

“I have noticed…that you tend to protect people. You worry for them,” Nezu says. His tone is lighter, but no less serious. “You protected another examinee at the Entrance Exam, and you were concerned about ruining Young Shinso’s chance at heroism due to the incident at the festival.” His beady black eyes stare into hers and she looks away, biting her lip. “Who are you protecting now, if not yourself?”

She bites her lip even harder and grips the material of her skirt. “P-Please, don’t…don’t get legal stuff involved,” she whispers.

“Why?”

Her eyes are stinging again. “My parents…they’re good, kind people. They would never do anything to hurt me, but…but if my grandfather gets attacked for a-ab…” She chokes on the word and slams her eyes shut. “Their livelihood, the reputation of my family, it would be destroyed. I…I can’t let that happen.”

“But, you are dealing with someone who is psychologically hurting you, and has been for years. And your parents—”

“I meant what I said,” she insists, desperation making her voice louder than she intended. Nezu blinks at her and she gulps. “I…I mean…” she says. “The only reason they haven’t done anything to stop it is because I haven’t told them everything. They’ve spent my entire life worrying about me, trying to give me the best life, and…and I need to do this on my own or else they’ll just keep worrying. They don’t know how far grandfather went and, for…for what it’s worth, he has more power than either of them anyway so telling them probably wouldn’t do much. He owns the house, he brings in most of the money, if…if he falls apart, then I don’t know if…if…”

She chokes again, reaching to clutch at her heart as she sucks in sharp, shaking breaths. Her head is pounding and she’s dizzy. Why is this room so hot? Her chest hurts. She can’t breathe, she can’t breathe—

“Shimakage, it’s alright,” Nezu’s voice sounds near her. “It’s alright, breathe.”

She feels a paw touch her arm, patting it, and his voice continues but she doesn’t hear the words. She forces her mouth open, gulping air like water as she slowly bends over and rests her head between her knees. Her fingers grip her hair.

After a few minutes, some of the panic subsides and she reaches to touch her face. It’s wet. Was she crying too? God…

“I understand your fear,” Nezu speaks again as she slowly sits back up, slumping into the chair. “And it’s true, a lawsuit would be a lot to handle. I would not advise it anyway, as your mental health seems very fragile at the moment.”

She doesn’t argue. She’s cried too much in these last two days. She’s dealt with too many emotions.

“I did not call you in here to suggest taking legal action, anyway, but I did want to discuss getting you help,” he continues. She lifts her head enough to see him as he smiles. “I want you to spend some time every week talking to Ms. Midnight or Mr. Hound Dog, whichever one you choose.”

“Huh?”

“Hound Dog is the school guidance counsellor, and Midnight does have a license to help with therapy, believe it or not. I think that talking to them, even for just a few sessions, will help you sort through everything you’re feeling and teach you how to manage it.”

Now she needs a therapist. Great. As much as she hates the idea, as much as she wants to keep believing that she can do this on her own, she doesn’t make a sound to argue. She thinks of how upset her friends were when they found out, how shocked Todoroki and Yaoyorozu and Iida were, the sorrow on Recovery Girl’s face…

She hates it, but if anything, she’ll do it to put her friends at ease. She doesn’t want anyone else worrying about her. She’s spent her entire life dealing with that.

“It’s not weakness to admit you need help,” Nezu adds.

She exhales. “Can…can I talk to my parents about it?” she asks, just above a whisper. “I…I need just one day…where I don’t have to confront anything major. I’m…I’m so tired.”

“Of course. Let me know of your decision, but only when you’re ready. Take a week if you need.”

She nods. “Can I go home now?”

“Yes. Go ahead.”

She stands, bows to him, and leaves the office.

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When she gets home, she stands in the genkan for a second before slipping off her shoes. She hears someone shift in the living room, then soft footsteps approach. She looks up as her dad appears, wearing a retro Peacekeeper t-shirt and a pair of jeans.

“Hey, Kemmy,” he greets with a smile. “How was school?”

She opens her mouth, makes a weak noise, and promptly bursts into tears.

She just keeps crying, even when she feels her dad bringing her into a hug, petting her hair and murmuring to her while trying to find out what’s wrong.

“I’m so tired, dad,” she weeps.

“That’s okay, sweetie. You’re allowed to be tired,” he says. She sniffles, the tears still coming, and he pulls away from the hug just enough so that he can drag his thumbs beneath her eyes. “Why don’t you go get some comfy pyjamas on, I’ll get some snacks, and we just have some daddy-daughter time, okay?”

She nods. “O-Okay.”

A few minutes later, she’s cuddled up at her dad’s side, arms wrapped around her soft and squishy Fatgum pillow, whom she lovingly refers to as Mini Fatgum. She keeps her head on her dad’s shoulder while they watch TV. For a few hours, she just focuses on spending time with him, her dad who loves her and cares for her and wants what’s best for her.

“Dad?” she whispers.

“Yeah?”

“I…was offered some therapy from U.A,” she says. He makes a noise in his throat, hardly a “huh”, and she adds, “My teachers and peers are worried about me, so…Principal Nezu offered to let me talk to someone about it, work through my…feelings.”

“About your grandfather?”

She nods.

Cayden sighs and slumps back against the couch cushions and Kemuri hugs Mini Fatgum a little tighter.

“Do you want to do it?” he asks.

She sighs. “No…but I need to.”

“I think that’s what a lot of people experience, Kemmy.”

She blinks rapidly, her chest getting tight. “I…I don’t know how to react,” she whispers. “To…to people being worried, to…having people who care about me. I’m still…the same old Kemuri who spent middle school alone, w-with no one…” She buries her face against Mini Fatgum’s head, crushing his smile a little. “I don’t…I don’t understand why they…”

Cayden lets out a soft laugh that she feels vibrate through his body. His hand falls to her hair, stroking through the loose strands. “You have friends, Kemuri.”

“I don’t know why they like me.”

“You’re a great kid.”

“I…don’t feel great.” She lifts her head, smoothing out the crumpled face on the pillow. “And my classmates, my friends, they’re all…amazing and cool and beautiful and sweet and good, and I’m…” She stops stroking. “I’m just me.”

He pauses, then says, “You want my advice?” She nods. “You have everything that you admire about them, but I bet they have something they admire about you too. You just…don’t think of it.” She looks down and he shifts again, wrapping his arm around her shoulders and squeezing. “I get it, though. This is your first time having some real friends, and it’ll take some time to adjust, but…you’ll come out stronger in the end. These people are the ones who will be with you for years to come, in high school and in the workforce as heroes.”

She nods again. In the past, before quirks, and with anyone going into normal work nowadays, high school is more like a stepping stone, a chance to figure out where you want to go once you become an adult, and University or college is where the training and higher education comes in.

At hero high schools like U.A, those three years are the training and most graduates become real heroes not long after they leave the school. Some even get the chance to start working before they graduate. The classmates she has now will most likely continue to be a part of her life far into adulthood, and thinking of that is a little scary. There’s so much future ahead of them.

“Just…don’t be afraid of them caring about you,” Cayden says.

He rubs her shoulder and she looks at him, meeting his dark blue eyes, the wide, goofy smile. His curls wave as he tilts his head. She feels her chest burst with how much she freaking loves her dad.

“Don’t let fear keep you from being the best person you can be, either,” he continues. “You’re…so much braver than me, Kemuri, even if you don’t see it. You get that from your mom.” A laugh, a smile, wrinkles forming by his eyes and then fading. “You’re going to do great things, my girl. I know it.”

She leans against him as he kisses her forehead, his stubble scratching at her skin. “I love you, dad,” she whispers.

“I love you too, honey.”

On the table, her phone beeps. She reaches out and checks the notification.

Shoji
So…I’m thinking we could go on our date on Saturday?
If you’re free ^_^
Just let me know!

Her eyes widen a little and she sets the phone down, vowing to answer it a little later as she settles back in to watch the movie.

“Hey, dad?”

“Uh huh?”

“I’m…going on a date, too. On Saturday.”

“…what? With who?”

“…Shoji.”

Cayden blinks a few times, then shakes his head as he lets out a laugh. “Wow, you’re growing up fast.”

Notes:

Fun fact, Kemuri's feelings about friendship are realllly closely linked to my own ^_^ I didn't have a real best friend until grade ten, a.k.a the age Kemuri is now, so...I put a lot of my personal feelings towards getting used to having friends into that last bit.

On another note, Kemuri is finally getting help! YAY!

Chapter 69: Normal Days Needed

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Kemuri decides to wait a bit more before telling Nezu her decision. She needs Thursday and Friday to be calm, normal, so that she can be as relaxed as possible for her date on Saturday. Nezu said there was no rush.

Thursday goes by. After school, she trains with Ojiro in the dojo and catches her grandfather glancing in just as they finish a sparring match. She catches his eye and he moves along as he turns his head away. She settles back into the ready position as Ojiro’s tail lashes, a smirk on his face. She returns it.

It’s good to get back into training with another person.

On Friday, the nervousness starts nagging at her more, so much that she can hardly focus on their studying. Turns out that, in their friend group, Kemuri gets the best grades and Ojiro isn’t that far behind her. She ends up helping the others out a lot, mostly with English. Being bilingual is exceedingly helpful.

“Uh, guys? Are any of you free to hang out after school?” Kemuri asks as they work on quadratic functions. She’s starting to tap her pencil on her notebook, toying with her braid in her other hand.

“I’m not, sorry,” Hagakure says. “I’m going shopping with my mom for my dad’s birthday!”

“I promised Naoyuki I’d take him and his friends to the arcade,” Ojiro adds.

Shoji shakes his head. “I’ve got chores. Sorry.”

Tokoyami shrugs. “I’m free. Why?”

Kemuri lifts her head, blinking a few times. “Oh, I…just…wanted to hang out.”

In truth, she wants to spend some time out of her house. Her parents are letting her grandfather know about her date with Shoji and she wants to give him plenty of time to calm down before she gets home.

Tokoyami arches an eyebrow at her. “We can, then. Do you want me to come to your house or—”

“No! No, uh…” She flushes. “Not…my house.”

Hagakure shifts in her chair, setting down her pencil. “Is everything okay at home, Kemuri?”

She purses her lips, reminding herself that she’s supposed to be honest with her friends. “Well…it is, but…” She glances up at Shoji, then looks away. “My parents are telling my grandfather about the date tomorrow, so I want to give him time to calm down.”

All four of them nod in understanding. “Good plan,” Ojiro says.

Shoji smiles a little. “Maybe he’ll have a stroke,” he mumbles. Noting the alarm on Kemuri’s face, he adds, “Just a small one. Enough to put him in the hospital for a bit.”

Tokoyami pops an apple slice into his mouth. “I’d gladly give you a reason to escape,” he says.

She smiles. “Alright, sounds like a plan.” She starts to write again, then adds, “Oh, and…thank you.”

Tokoyami nods. “Anytime.”

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They end up at Tokoyami’s house, playing Super Smash Heroes in his room. Tokoyami lounges on the floor and Kemuri sits cross-legged on the bed, leaning forward a little in concentration.

Dark Shadow hovers next to Tokoyami and barks out orders, urging him to punch and jab and kick. On the screen, Hawks and Gunhead duke it out. Kemuri sucks, to put it plainly, but it’s still fun.

After another defeat, Tokoyami leans back against the bed, tilting his head back enough so that he can see Kemuri. “Do you want to play another round?”

She shakes her head, handing Dark Shadow the controller. “My eyes kind of ache. I need a break,” she admits.

“I’ll play!” Dark Shadow insists. “Lemme play!”

Tokoyami and Dark Shadow play a round. Kemuri lays down on her stomach folding her arms beneath her chin. Not gonna lie, she’s a little defeated at the fact that a sentient quirk is better at video games than her. While she watches Gang Orca and Ryukyu battle, she turns her head enough that Tokoyami reappears in her line of sight.

“Have you ever been on a date?”

He doesn’t physically react, but his thumb spasms against the controller and Ryukyu’s avatar nearly plunges off the edge of the stage. He clears his throat and keeps playing.

“No, I haven’t,” he admits.

“Have you had the chance to?”

“Perhaps, but I do not fall in love easily, and I think most women are put off by my appearance.”

She frowns. “Oh, that’s kind of…sad.”

He shrugs. “I suppose, but then again, I don’t mind all that much.” Dark Shadow cackles as he gets a few decent strikes in, but Tokoyami calmly counters. “Why?”

She exhales. “I’m nervous.”

Tokoyami nods a little. “That’s understandable.” He wins the round, making Dark Shadow call him a cheater and retreat back into his torso. “If you’re worried because it’s Shoji, then there’s no need. He is a good man.”

“I know he is, but…it’s…” She groans and flops, arms and head hanging off the edge of the bed. “I’ve never been on a date before. I don’t know what to wear or what we’ll talk about or…or anything!”

He shuts off the game and sets the controller down before crossing his arms over his chest. “You will talk about what you always talk about, just one on one. The fact that it’s a date doesn’t mean the conversation has to change.”

She lets out a long groan. “I don’t want to embarrass myself.”

He watches her for a second, then stands up. “What are you two doing? For your outing?”

She finally lifts her head as she pushes herself up. “Dinner, then…we’re just going to go with whatever we feel like. We wanted to do something casual.”

“Are you eating at a fine dining establishment?”

“It’s not fast food, but it isn’t…crazy expensive.”

Tokoyami rests one hand on his chin, then nods. “Alright, so for your outfit, you must find the intermediate between formal and casual. Do you own anything like that?”

She flushes. “I…have the dress I wore to Iida’s party.” She grimaces. “And otherwise? T-shirts and jeans…” His eyebrow raises as a smile lifts his beak and she waves her hands about. “It’s just, I usually don’t have to worry about clothes because I’m in school anyway and we have a uniform so t-shirts are easiest and I’m not good at makeup either so—”

“Deep breath, Kemuri. I’m not judging you,” he says. “I may be able to help.” He moves to his bedroom door and leans out into the hall. “Mother?”

“Yes, Fumi?”

He cringes at the nickname. “I could use your assistance, if you aren’t busy.”

There are a few far-off clatters, then footsteps, and Himari appears in the doorway. She smiles at her son, then her gaze drifts to Kemuri. Kemuri waves.

“What is it?” she asks.

“Kemuri doesn’t have anything to wear for a date. Do you have anything?”

Himari gasps, her feathers puffing up a little. “Do I?! Of course! Hold on, let me go and grab some things!” She giggles. “Oh, this is so exciting! I never got to dress up a daughter!”

“Mother…”

“Look at you, Fumi, being so sweet and helpful to your friend.” She pinches his cheek and he shies away, arms crossed over his chest. “Be right back!”

As she walks away, Dark Shadow pops out and shakes his fist. “Touch him again and you’ll face me!” he calls.

A floating, feminine voice that doesn’t belong to Himari retorts, “Oh, can’t we all just get along? I do not wish to fight you.”

“Goody goody,” Dark Shadow grumbles before disappearing.

Kemuri blinks a few times as Tokoyami turns around, head bowed, trembling a little as gloom settles over him. He mutters something under his breath about “overbearing” and “affectionate” as he shuffles back into the room.

“Uh…thanks for your help, Tokoyami,” Kemuri says.

He sighs. “Of course. It’s no trouble.”

“Shimakage! Can you come here, dear? I have something for you to try on!” Himari calls from down the hall.

Kemuri gets up and hurries away, leaving Tokoyami with some privacy.

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Mrs. Tokoyami is very…exuberant, but Kemuri is thankful that she’s going to all the trouble of helping her. Himari knows something about fashion, it seems, and Kemuri wonders if that’s where Tokoyami got his sense of style from.

“How about this, Fumi? We need a man’s opinion too,” Himari says, gesturing to Kemuri as she stands in the hall.

Tokoyami glances up from his guitar, then shakes his head. “A grey sweater? Mother, she needs something that won’t blend with her hair.”

“But silver works with everything!”

This goes on for quite a while. Himari gets Kemuri into an outfit, she brings her back to Tokoyami’s room, and he either agrees or adds something that could change. Kemuri feels a bit like a dress up doll, also a little shocked that Himari’s clothes fit. Light, Himari’s light-being quirk, flits about helping as much as she can.

When they finally find an outfit, Himari declares her job done and ushers the girl into the hall. Kemuri returns to Tokoyami’s room wearing a pale pink cold shoulder top with flowing elbow-length sleeves. Tokoyami, again, looks up from his guitar.

“That looks nice,” he says. Looking her over, he adds, “Did the bottoms change?”

“No, your mom said I should just wear a nice pair of jeans and some dress sandals,” Kemuri says. She glances at the shirt again. “I feel weird just…wearing this. Are you sure it’s okay?”

“My mother has too many clothes. She could stand to let some go,” he says with a shrug. “Besides, you can return it to me, and I will take it home. Simple.”

She smiles. “Thank you, again.”

“I haven’t done much, but…you’re welcome.”

He picks the strings of his guitar a bit and she wanders back into the room, settling next to him on the bed. She listens as he strums a few chords, eyes furrowed in concentration.

“I didn’t know you play guitar,” she says.

“I felt it would add to my aesthetic.” He strums another chord.

“Well, you definitely look cool.”

He lets out a singular huffing laugh. “Good. It’s working.”

More silence passes, broken only by the twang of guitar strings. Kemuri looks down at her arms and the soft fabric draped around them.

“Is this really enough?” she whispers. “I mean…”

“Kemuri.”

She looks up at him. “Yeah?”

“Shoji doesn’t want you to be someone else. He likes you, so…be you.”

She’s warm in the face again and she tilts her head down, hands against her cheeks. “O-Okay…”

“I hope you two have fun tomorrow.”

He’s smiling, just a little, and that makes her feel more relaxed. “Yeah, me too,” she says.

Chapter 70: The First Date

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Her grandfather’s expression is terrifying, but it’s not enough to make her back down. Shoji will be here any second and she is going on a date, whether he likes it or not. She’s got her Tokoyami approved outfit on and she’s feeling…well, cute. She hopes she’s cute.

The doorbell rings and Kemuri races for the door, heart pounding. When she opens it, Shoji is standing on the front steps in a sleeveless black button-up shirt and jeans. He’s replaced his usual teal mask with a dark blue one. He looks…really nice. It’s enough to make Kemuri stare.

His eyes crinkle at the edges. “Hey,” he says.

“H-Hey,” she replies. “Please, come in. I’ll, uh…be one more second.”

He nods and enters. As soon as the door is closed, she races off to her bedroom to find her purse and sandals. She takes a few seconds to calm herself down while she gathers her things. Deep breaths, Kemuri. Even if it’s a date, it’s still Shoji, and Shoji is your friend, she tells herself.

When she returns with her bag, Cayden is talking to him about curfew and adding in a teasing, “No funny business, eh?” Kazue reminds him that she’s a police officer, then winks and pats his shoulder as she tells him to make sure they have fun. Her grandfather watches, silent, face creased with annoyance.

Shoji looks over as soon as Kemuri enters. “Ready to go, Kemuri?” he asks.

She smiles. “Yup!” She moves to his side. “Bye mom, bye dad.”

“Bye!” they say.

Shoji opens the door for her and she looks back, meeting her grandfather’s eyes. His narrow and she forces back any fear as she lifts her chin. “Goodbye, grandfather.”

She doesn’t wait for his response.

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Kemuri feels like a nervous wreck at first, but then Shoji comments on the Japanese BBQ they’re going to, sparking up a conversation that’s easy to relax into. Tokoyami was right. Despite the setting, they’re still the same people.

Once in the restaurant, tucked into a two-person booth by the window with nothing but a grill between them, things start to liven up. Shoji reads the menu for both of them, Kemuri having forgotten her reading glasses at home in her haste, and they pick out what they want.

“We have to eat everything we order,” Kemuri reminds him. Japanese BBQs like this one have a policy that encourages reducing waste, meaning you pay extra for every piece of food you don’t eat.

Shoji looks up from the menu, eyebrow raising. “Sounds like a challenge.”

She starts to smile. “Maybe it is.”

His eyes crease, almost playful. “Then maybe we should get that sushi plate.”

“Maybe we should.”

They get the sushi plate, along with rice, tempura of all kinds, meat, and fruit. The sizzling of food on the grill mingles with their voices. They pass one another pieces of food once they’re cooked, trying new things.

Kemuri watches Shoji as she nibbles on some shrimp tempura. He stares at the grill intently, flipping thin pieces of beef, strips of pork, and rings of pineapple with his tongs. While he cooks, an extra hand and mouth eats off his tray.

“You’re great at multitasking,” Kemuri says. He looks up and she smiles a little, gesturing. “It’s…interesting to watch.”

He clears his throat. “I can stop if it makes you uncomfortable.”

She shakes her head. “Oh! No, I…sorry, I shouldn’t have mentioned it.” She takes a hasty bite of tempura, cheeks burning as she chews. Once she swallows, she adds, “It…was supposed to be a compliment.”

“Oh, sorry.”

The grill snaps and pops, filling the silence between bites.

Shoji lets out a soft laugh. “We’re…kind of awkward, aren’t we?”

She starts to giggle. “Oh, really? I didn’t notice.”

The laughter brings the mood back up. Shoji sets a piece of grilled pineapple on her tray and she reaches out to give him another takoyaki ball.

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Dinner ends with Shoji seeing how much sushi he could pack away before he felt sick. Between the two of them, they clear the plates of everything they ordered. With their stomachs full, they leave the restaurant into the evening air.

They wander into a park, watching the trees and the flowers and the wildlife. While they walk, Kemuri feels Shoji’s fingers brush hers, hesitant, as if asking for permission. She reaches up and intertwines their hands, his large and firm against hers.

“I don’t think I’ll eat for a week,” she says.

“Mm, same,” he agrees. He exhales, cheeks puffing a little. “Still, it was delicious.”

“Very.”

A squirrel scampers across their path, the trees rustle in the soft breeze, and Shoji’s hand guides her away from anything she could trip on. They talk about school, about midterms and hero work, about life in general. They’re friends, but Kemuri realizes that aside from small details, she doesn’t know a lot about Shoji.

That thought is what brings her to say, “I want to know more about you.”

He blinks a few times. “Me?”

“Yeah, like…like why you want to be a hero and what your life was like as a kid and why you wear that mask.” She gazes up at him, fingertips tapping against their clasped hands. “I want to know you.”

He glances away, his cheeks slightly red, even more noticeable against the dark mask. “Well…uh, where should I start?” he asks. “The mask?”

“You decide.” The last thing she wants is for him to be uncomfortable.

“Alright, then the mask.” He glances around. “You know how I said I’m used to people being scared of me?” She nods. “Well, that’s…part of why I wear it. I was always told I look too scary to be a hero, so…the mask is my way of fixing that.”

She keeps her eyes on him. “I’m sure it isn’t that bad.”

“Oh, it is. I made a little girl cry once.” He shakes his head. “I’m not pretty, Kemuri.”

She keeps her mouth shut. She finds him very pretty, in a…handsome way. He’s got nice, fluffy hair and strong, broad shoulders and kind eyes. The mask makes him mysterious and his face is longer than most, but she can’t imagine him as scary. Even more so, she can’t imagine crying from fright at the sight of him.

“It’s…uh, embarrassing, but I worry about what it’ll be like when I get my first girlfriend,” he continues, reaching to rub the back of his neck. “Like, what if she wants to kiss me or I want to kiss her, but my face…”

“If she likes you, it won’t matter,” she says. She steps closer to him, bumping her shoulder to his arm. “She’ll love you for you.”

He lets out a soft laugh. “Well...I hope so.”

They pass a park bench. The sun kisses the tops of the trees and the sky behind them is already fading into the dark blue of oncoming night.

“I…worry too,” Kemuri admits. “Not because of my looks so much, but…I guess I worry about finding someone who likes me for me and doesn’t care about my grandfather or anything like that.” She sighs. “He’s part of the reason I never dated, among…other stuff…”

She doesn’t want to go down the rabbit hole of insecurities about attraction and what not. Not yet. Shoji glances down at her, hair drifting across his face, and she has the sudden urge to reach up and brush it back, let her hand linger on his cheek…

Her breath hitches and she coughs a little. “I’m…yeah, I worry too. I…just want it to be meaningful.”

His hand tightens around hers. “I get that.” He eyes the sky, painted by the sunset, and lets out a long breath. “Relationships are so complicated.”

“Yeah,” she murmurs. “People make such a big deal out of first kisses and first dates and all that that they don’t stop to just let life happen.”

“Agreed. Part of me just wants to get a lot of it over with, but…I want it to be special.”

“Me too.”

They wind through a curve in the path, trees surrounding them on both sides. There aren’t many people out, most trying to get home before it gets too dark. Kemuri isn’t in any rush and Shoji isn’t either.

When he speaks next, it surprises her.

“Do…do you want to see my face?”

Her eyes widen. “I…you’re okay with that?”

He shrugs, but his hand shakes a little in her grip. “I…I feel like you should know. I trust you.”

“You don’t have to, Shoji. I don’t care what you look like.”

“I want you to know.”

His voice is sincere and steady despite the trembling in his fingers. They stop on the path, no one to witness them but the trees and the birds and the gentle spring breeze. Shoji slips his hand from hers and reaches it to the mask, swallowing hard. He closes his eyes, then slowly pulls it down.

His face breaks her heart, and not for the reason she expected. He has a wide mouth and a blunt face with no visible nose, making his head rather square in appearance, but his scars are what grips her heart the tightest. There are two jagged, sharp-ended scars on the left side of his face, crossing over his strong jaw and lips, and another that crosses from the edge of his mouth and goes around the back of his neck, where still others mark the back there.

It’s like someone tried to cut his head off but didn’t get far enough, and her stomach churns at the thought of who could do that to him. She wants to ask, but she fears it will open up invisible wounds, things that hurt for him to talk about.

He gulps again, keeping his eyes closed, and his hands are still shaking.

She moves closer to him and reaches up, resting her hands on his scarred jaw, tracing the gnarled skin that’s been healed for so long, and he startles at the touch as his eyes fly open and lock on hers. When looking at him, it’s easy not to focus on everything else. His hands fall on her wrists, tense, and she smiles.

“You’re still very handsome, Shoji,” she whispers, and she means it.

His cheeks flush beneath her touch. “S-Still?”

She doesn’t think she’s ever heard him stutter before, or look this vulnerable. He’s usually so stoic and put together, aside from occasional moments where emotions run high, but this…she likes this. She loves how much he trusts her.

They’re so close to each other. She can feel his breath fluttering against her bangs, brushing her forehead as he tries to calm himself. She rubs her thumb against his cheek gently.

“Kemuri?” he breathes.

“Shoji?”

“You…don’t have to say yes, but…I…” His pupils dart away and his fingertips press against her wrists. “Could I…kiss you?”

Her mouth goes dry and she hears her heart in her head. Is she okay with that? It’d be her first kiss, and if she says yes, does that mean that they’re official? Will it change things? What if it’s weird and their friendship falls apart or what if it’s great and they become more? Does she want it?

If she’s going to have her first kiss with anyone, she wants it to be with someone she cares about, someone she feels safe with, and…

She nods and he leans in, her hands drifting from his face, dancing across his pulse, stopping on his shoulders. She closes her eyes, fully aware of every touch and breath and heartbeat and then…

Oh.

He’s gentle, just like he always is, and the length of his mouth makes no difference that she can tell. His lips feel…like lips. Soft. Nice. She leans into it, tilting her head a little as his hands rest on her waist and her arms loop around his neck. She doesn’t move and neither does he aside from a slight shift in his jaw, both too nervous and awkward to do anything.

He pulls away and for a moment, they just stare at each other.

She steps back, hand drifting to her lips as a smile takes hold. “Oh…”

He turns completely red and steps back too, reaching to yank his mask up. “I’m…sorry, that was…uh…”

“No! It…it was nice, I’m sorry—”

“I haven’t—”

“Me neither, I—”

They shut up at the same time, staring. Overhead, a bird chirps. A car passes on the street. Her lips turn upwards and he starts to smile too, his hand still gripping his mask, halfway up his neck.

Then they’re laughing, and everything feels okay.

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They get ice cream before catching a train back to Kemuri’s house. She’s conflicted, and the dopamine dancing around in her head and yanking her face into a smile doesn’t help. She feels…something, especially after a first kiss, but it’s different than what she’s used to. The only comparison she has is to what she feels for Iida and those emotions feel completely separate from what she just experienced.

With Shoji, she’s still awkward and nervous, but she feels safe and comfortable. Iida…Iida is similar, in how she feels safe, but there’s something between them that she can’t figure out, like a wall or barrier keeping them from being casual and relaxed with each other. It’s casual and relaxed with Shoji.

On the way back up the path to her house, negativity seeps back in. If she doesn’t feel whatever would constitute a real relationship, then she’s just stringing Shoji along. She doesn’t have a label for her feelings, and if he has actual feelings for her, can she reciprocate them knowing that she still likes Iida? Internally, she grips her hair and screams, “You’re so selfish, Kemuri! You can’t like two boys at once! Only girls in romance novels do that!”

But this isn’t a romance novel. It’s her life and, wow, she isn’t ready for it.

They stop at the gate in front of her house. The lights are on upstairs and Kemuri has no doubt that her dad stayed up for her, wanting to make sure she got home safe. Her mom is probably asleep, fully trusting in Shoji’s capabilities.

“Kemuri, can we talk a bit more?” Shoji asks.

She sucks in a breath, but dons a smile and turns around. “Y-Yeah, of course.”

He’s rubbing the back of his neck again. “Look, I…I like you,” he says. “But…”

Her heart leaps into her throat. “But?”

“I’m…unsure. I’ve…never had really good friends, or a girlfriend, and…I don’t know, I’m a little scared of it all.” He tucks his hands into his pockets, letting out a sigh. “I’m unsure,” he repeats.

She releases a breath. “I…I am too. I’m…sorry.”

He smiles a little. “Because you like Iida.” As her mouth falls open, that smile grows. “I hear your heart speed up when you see him. You get pretty flustered around him too, so…it’s obvious.”

“That…isn’t gonna go anywhere though,” she mumbles. She twists the end of her braid. “Especially when I don’t have the courage to tell him. I…I can’t tell him, not when I’m finally getting to know him and—” She stops, cheeks flushing. Way to go, she thinks. Ranting about another guy on a date. “I’m sorry, Shoji, this…” She bats her hands about in the air. “I didn’t mean to…to toy with you or anything. I…”

“Oh, I know, and…I didn’t want to toy with you.” He moves closer to her, almost unconsciously. “Uh…with the…kiss…” He clears his throat, looking away as he collects his thoughts. “I think I got caught up in the moment. I thought, if…if I was ever going to be vulnerable with someone like that, I’d want the first one to be with you.”

“I…I felt the same.”

He bows his head. “I just…don’t think I’m ready for a relationship, but I love being your friend, and if we can stay friends…” He shuffles on his feet. “That’d be ideal. I understand if—”

“No, I’d…I’d want nothing more.” The relief flooding her chest is almost too much to take. “Being friends, I mean. I’m…I agree.”

She isn’t ready for it either, no matter how much fun it is to fantasize. She’s got so much emotional baggage going on right now that trying to be someone’s girlfriend would be too much to handle. She’s just getting used to having real friends too. The fact that Shoji feels the same is a huge weight off her chest.

He exhales, shoulders slumping. “Okay…good.” His smile returns. “We can figure out all this confusing stuff together then.”

“Exactly.”

He steps closer to her again. “I had fun tonight.”

“Me too.”

“We should hang out some more, one on one.” His eyes glint with mischief and he leans closer. “As friends,” he whispers.

She leans in a little more, their noses bumping as she grins. “As friends,” she returns.

He engulfs her in a hug that she gladly returns, lifting her off her feet a little. He’s strong and solid and she holds onto him with her hands and her heart.

I really don’t deserve him.

As they part, one of his tentacles forms an eye and he grins, pointing subtly. Kemuri follows his finger to the window, where she sees the silhouette of her grandfather. She grins and turns back to Shoji as he morphs the eye into an ear.

“Is he mad?” she asks.

He cocks his head and the ear shifts a little before returning to normal. “Judging by his heartbeat, I’d say he’s fuming.”

“Huh…mission accomplished.” They high-five and she adds, as an afterthought, “Maybe I should thank Bakugo.”

“I knew it.” He pauses. “The world is ending.”

They stay serious for about a second before they burst out laughing, hers ringing in the night, the soprano to his low, steady baritone.

Victory rolls through her. She went on her first date, she had her first kiss, she still has her best friend, and her grandfather didn’t ruin a single second of any of it. She’s on top of the world and nothing is going to bring her down.

Not now and, she hopes, not ever.

Chapter 71: Leave the Past Buried

Notes:

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Chapter Text

“I swear, I didn’t plan this.”

Kemuri smiles a little, phone tucked by her cheek. “It’s okay, Ojiro. I get it.”

On the other side of the line, she hears him sigh. “We’ll train again soon, promise. Someday when Nao isn’t…” Another long sigh, disbelieving. “Straining…his neck…”

She stifles a giggle, hand covering her mouth. “Kids, huh?”

“Sometimes, I just really wish I was an only child,” he admits. A faint voice calls from far off and he gasps. “Oh, gotta go. I promise we’ll train later!”

“No worries, Ojiro.”

“Okay, bye!”

“Bye!”

She hangs up. Apparently, Ojiro’s younger brother overused his quirk while showing off for some friends and now is neck is locked in the extended position. Because their parents are working, Ojiro is now in charge of taking his brother to the hospital. In Ojiro’s words, the poor boy looks like a distressed giraffe.

Unfortunately, that means Kemuri doesn’t have a training partner. She has a few options and, as she scrolls through her phone, she deliberates. Todoroki visits his mom on weekends, so that’s a no. Yaoyorozu and Iida are decent enough when it comes to fighting, but when it comes to martial arts, there’s only one more person who could really help her.

She debates it a little, but in the end, she decides to be brave.

She presses Nishimura’s contact and sends him a quick text. While waiting for a reply, she makes herself some lunch. If all goes well, Nishimura can come over and they can train together. It’ll be a little weird, but maybe they can help each other learn.

Her phone buzzes when she’s halfway through her bowl of ramen and she gulps down her mouthful before reading the answer.

Nishimura
Yeah, that sounds good.
Your place or mine?

She suggests hers and he readily agrees, stating that he wants to get out of his house. They arrange a time and she tucks her phone away. She has the house to herself thanks to all the adults being at work, so there won’t be any issues with them getting interrupted for a while.

She hurries off to get things ready.

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“Nice place,” Nishimura says as he slips his shoes off.

Kemuri smiles. “Thanks! It’s been in the family for generations.”

He nods, shifting his gym bag on his shoulder as he slides into a pair of house slippers. Kemuri motions for him to follow her while she leads him to the dojo. She looks back at him only once as they go and finds him looking around at everything with a straight face and wondering eyes.

“This is the dojo,” Kemuri says, sliding open the door. “If you need to change, there’s a bathroom just down the hall there.”

“Sure, thanks.”

“I’ll…wait here, then.”

As he goes into the bathroom and shuts the door, she tries to settle herself in the dojo. She prays that this awkward politeness between them will fade once punches start flying.

When she trains with Ojiro, it’s intense but they know how to banter and encourage each other. Despite their minuscule amount of sessions, she’s gotten used to that. She hopes that Nishimura is talkative enough to bridge the awkward silences she will no doubt cause.

The door slides open again and Nishimura enters, wearing a black keikogi that directly contradicts the crisp white colour of hers. That, and it’s sleeveless, just like his hero costume. He nods to her as he tosses his bag aside.

“So…” she starts. “Do you have a certain way of doing this?”

She cringes at her wording, but he doesn’t react. Instead, he stretches his arms to the ceiling as he breathes deeply, then exhales as he brings them back down. He runs his fingers through his bright hair.

“Stretching, for one,” he says.

She nods. “Good. I do that too.”

They settle on the floor with some distance between them and relax into the warmup. She finds it interesting to watch Nishimura. When he stretches, there’s a lot of focus on his arms, legs, toes, and hands, making sure they’re loose and relaxed. When Kemuri stretches, she tends to work on her back and torso, as that’s where she carries the most of her tension.

He’s very flexible too, easily bending at the waist and reaching down to the floor until his fingertips touch. Kemuri does the same, but she grabs her feet, and she hears him let out a small mutter as she does it.

“Hm?” she asks.

He glances up at her. “Show off,” he repeats.

She lifts herself from the stretch. “Oops?”

He smirks a little, shaking his head as he too unfurls. They both shake out their arms one last time and Nishimura arches an eyebrow at her, questioning. She nods and gives him a thumbs up.

“Before we start, you should know that I’m not used to sparring with people who don’t have swords,” Nishimura says, crossing his arms over his chest. “I doubt I’ll be helpful.”

“I’m not used to sparring with people with weapons,” Kemuri retorts. She purses her lips in thought. “How about we spar hand to hand, just to start? Get a feel for how we fight?”

“And then we use quirks?”

“That’d be ideal.”

He starts to grin. “Alright, then get ready.”

She just manages to slide into the ready position before he rushes at her.

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Sparring with Nishimura reminds her of the training she did with her grandfather. He’s very different from her grandfather—he smiles a lot more and he talks while he fights, while her grandfather tends to stay silent and stone-faced, only speaking to correct her mistakes.

What makes her think of him is the tenacity. Nishimura doesn’t hesitate and he doesn’t hold back, taking every opportunity he sees and going for it, full force. It leaves him open at times, allowing for Kemuri to slip in and knock him back, but he’s a strong fighter. She has to be aware of everything or else, and knowing that she’s facing someone who isn’t going to go easy on her just makes it more exciting.

They go for as many rounds as they can handle, wins and losses on both sides, and soon they’re out of breath and sweaty. They take a break in wordless understanding, making a beeline for the water bottles Kemuri left on the sidelines. They sit and drink, catching their breath.

“You know, you’re pretty good,” Nishimura says between sips. The plastic of the bottle crinkles as he shifts his fingers. “You’re tenacious. Most people get a little freaked out with how I fight, but you…you kind of take it, head on.”

She takes a long drink, licking runaway drops from her lips. “It’s…a little freaky at first, but it feels like a real fight too. It feels close to what’d happen in a real fight with a real villain.”

He bristles a little. “I fight like a villain?”

Her eyes widen. “No! I mean…uh…” She shakes her head, ponytail swinging. “You don’t back down for anyone and that kind of tenacity is important. Like, when we become heroes and we’re fighting villains, they aren’t going to stop just because they pinned us or knocked us down. It’s…gah…”

She tilts her head onto her hand, eyes closed, cursing her words. Why is she so bad at compliments? She hears him exhale, a soft “hmph”, followed by the swishing of water.

“It feels like a real fight, which makes it better training for the real thing. Is that what you’re saying?” he suggests.

“Yeah, that. Sorry, I didn’t word it right.”

He leans back and clears his throat. “That’s fine. Just a misunderstanding.”

She drains the rest of her water and gets up, wiggling her fingers a bit. “So, uh, you want to try with quirks now?”

He nods and stands. “I’ll dull my blades, so…if I hit you, don’t worry.”

“Cool.” She watches as he morphs his hand into a sleek silver blade, glinting in the light, and remembers something. “And, uh, after this, can I try a new fog technique on you? I need practice.”

“Yeah, sounds good.”

They launch back into training.

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The new technique involves a lot of control. Kemuri came up with it with Ojiro’s help during one of their sessions. He noticed that once she got close enough to her opponent, the fog didn’t actually obscure her from view and thus, was almost useless.

Kemuri retorted that she could still use it to sense around, which launched them into a conversation about maximizing usefulness while diminishing actual use. Thus, they spent a long time just working on her quirk, trying to come up with new ways of using it.

Now, Kemuri’s trying it out on Nishimura. She moves her fog in tendrils, surrounding him without filling the dojo with fog, but allowing her to sense his movements in the same way. It feels like she’s using a spy camera or a drone to seek out her opponent.

“Huh,” he says. She feels his hand drift through the fog as if trying to take hold of it. “I didn’t know you could manipulate your fog like this.”

She releases her focus with a soft gasp, letting the fog drift back into a shapeless cloud. “Yeah, me neither at first,” she admits. “I asked my mom about it, but her and my grandfather can’t control their smoke either. It’s…something only I can do.”

“Is there someone in your family who can?”

“Not that I know of. I think my grandmother’s quirk was something…uh, temperature regulation, I think? She could cool or heat her body to match the temperature around her. I…think that’s where I got mine from.”

He nods a little. “Oh, gotcha.” After a second, he frowns. “Your…mom and grandpa, they have smoke?”

“Yeah.”

“And your dad has steam.”

“Mhm.”

“So…where’d your fog come from?”

She blinks a few times. “I…don’t know.”

She looks down at her hands, frowning. She’s never questioned it and even if she gave it a second thought, she assumed that it was some quirk genetic passed down from a great-grandparent or just a genetic mutation. Maybe her great-grandfather had fog or something like it and it stayed dormant in their bloodline until Kemuri came along.

“Huh.” Nishimura stretches a bit. “I was just wondering. I like hearing about where people’s quirks come from, especially in families like yours and mine.”

“What do you mean?”

He tilts his head. “Well…uh, our families are really dedicated to keeping the quirk pure, y’know?” he says. “Weapon Limb is the staple of my family, so everyone’s really careful about who they marry, the quirks they bring in, etcetera.”

“Ohhh,” she says, nodding. “It’s like quirk marriages, but…not illegal. Apparently, something that helped my dad’s case when he wanted to marry my mom was because his quirk wasn’t too incompatible. My grandfather still hated it…”

“My dad got in a lot of hot water for marrying my mom, but…I didn’t end up with her quirk, so they’re cool with it now.”

“Is her quirk that bad?”

His eyes narrow. “It’s not ideal.”

They don’t say anything for a little while after that. She goes and gets more water, turning back to find him raising his hand. She tosses him one and he pops it open, guzzling it down.

“I…think we’ve done a lot today,” Kemuri says. “Sparring, some quirk training…” She smiles. “How about we get changed and make some food?”

His eyes seem to light up despite his expression staying neutral. He scratches the scar on his jaw. “You got kale?”

“Got some just for you.”

He blinks a few times and turns away, clearing his throat. “U-Uh…oh, thanks.”

“You’re welcome!”

They get changed and soon, they’re in the kitchen and Nishimura is cooking away like he lives there. Kemuri stands nearby, leaned against the counter while she watches him work.

“So…with your quirk, how’d it…become what it is?” she asks, waving her hands about as she tries to word it. “Like, how mine stems from the basic Smoke Bomb quirk.”

He shrugs, his knife-hand chopping kale into chunks. “My ancestors were samurai, way back when, and then Weapon Limb showed up with the rest of the quirks. Some people in my family can only change their hands or arms or legs. Some make small blades come out of their arms.” He sweeps the kale into a bowl. “My grandpa’s one of the first in the family to be able to morph all his limbs, then my dad and I got that too. It’s not that special.”

“I think it’s pretty cool.”

He smiles a little. “Thanks.” He glances over his shoulder. “You got dressing? This salad is gonna be sad and dry if you don’t.”

She nods and hurries off to the fridge. He finishes the salad, doles it out, and soon they’re seated at the dining room table, eating and chatting aimlessly about school. Midterms are coming up quickly and while Kemuri feels alright, Nishimura just wants them to be over so everyone stops being stressed.

“Koda and Sato are freaked, but they’re way smarter than me already, so that doesn’t help my feelings,” Nishimura says as he stabs his salad a few times. “Then Aoyama is just…chill, but I’m a little worried about him. He once said, I kid you not, ‘schoolwork isn’t a big deal.’ Like…” He flails his arms a bit, lips pouted out. “Does…does he want to graduate?”

Kemuri giggles around her mouthful of food, covering her mouth as she swallows it. “Does he study at all?”

“I try my best, but…like I said, Koda and Sato are better than me.” He aims his fork at her. “What about you? How are your friends doing?”

“Oh, I’m pretty much tutoring them in English at this point,” she says. “Hagakure is losing her mind with how much she hates studying it.”

“I feel her pain,” he mumbles as he takes another bite. His eyes close and he lets out a soft breath as he chews. “Freaking grammar rules.”

Kemuri perks up as she hears the front door open and Nishimura glances towards the noise. She gets up, wondering which adult has come home first and betting money that it’s her dad. He stops by the most, his work being so close to the house. She leaves the kitchen and peeks into the genkan to see her grandfather taking off his shoes, briefcase set on the floor.

“Oh, grandfather,” Kemuri says, making him look up. She does her best to smile. “Did you have a good day at work?”

He grunts and straightens up, grabbing his case. “Why do you look so happy?”

Her smile falters a little. “Just…uh, having a good day.”

Her grandfather arches an eyebrow and starts moving past her, glancing into the kitchen as he goes. He stops dead, his face losing a shade of colour, then gaining it back in fury. Kemuri turns back around as Nishimura starts to raise his hand in a wave.

Keiji points him to the door. “Get the hell off my property.”

Kemuri’s gut lurches. “G-Grandfather, what—”

Nishimura’s eyebrows lift. “Excuse me?”

“You heard me. Get out, Nishimura. Now.”

Nishimura stands up, eyes narrowed slightly. “Usually, a proper greeting is something like hello. And…” He extends his hand. “Not sure how you know my name, but…hi, I’m Akio Nishimura.”

The sound of his name makes Keiji bristle, teeth gritting, and Kemuri feels like she can see a bomb ticking in his head. Protective bells go off in her own mind and she forces herself to be brave, rushing back into the kitchen and stopping between her grandfather and her classmate. She faces Nishimura.

“Please, don’t,” she whispers to him. “I’m sorry, I…”

Nishimura glares at her grandfather, past her head, then mutters, “It’s fine. Thanks for the training session.”

He brushes past her, making an intense amount of eye contact with her grandfather as he goes by, and snatches up his bag from where he left it by the front entry. Kemuri follows his movements with her eyes and her body. He kicks off the slippers, slides on his shoes, and calls out a sarcastic “Nice meeting you, sir!” before exiting the house.

Kemuri stares at her grandfather as he fumes, hard enough that a vein in his forehead is pulsing. She hasn’t seen him this visibly angry in a very long time.

“Why the hell was that…that boy…” He aims a finger at the door, shoulders trembling. “Why was he in this house? Why was he anywhere near you?”

She swallows. “I invited him over to train. That’s…that’s all.”

“Unbelievable. Of all people…” He lowers his hand, clenching it into a fist. “How do you even know him?”

“He’s my classmate. I…I don’t understand—”

Keiji laughs, the sound scathing and harsh. “Classmate,” he repeats. “Classmate—that boy is a Nishimura. Him and his kind are no better than villains. For…” Another barking laugh. “For that boy to call himself a hero is a joke.”

She keeps her distance from him. “Is this about Akiara? That guy at the party?”

“That’s none of your business. He isn’t any of your business, along with the rest of his family.”

“You…you just kicked my classmate out of the house, I…I think it is my—”

“Don’t talk back to me, Kemuri. I am still your grandfather and you will speak to me with respect.”

“I…”

She bites her lip, trembling. Is this another quirkism incident? Is that why he hates the Nishimuras, or is it something else? The talk of ‘his kind’, of being no better than villains…it’s all so confusing, but she needs answers.

“I just…want to understand…why I should hate him…” she whispers, speaking slowly, her voice still quaking a little.

Her grandfather takes a couple of deep breaths. His expression melts back into the stony mask she knows so well and he reaches up to smooth back his hair. His hand relaxes around the briefcase handle in his other hand.

“His family has no honour and if you have any dignity left, you won’t interact with him. It’s for your own good.”

He turns away, muttering something under his breath as he starts up the stairs. She grits her teeth a little, hands pressed against her legs. Questions buzz around in her head, begging to be asked, but she only gets up the courage to voice one of them.

“Grandfather, did…something happen between you and Akiara?” she calls. “Does…does this have something to do with how he said that…he’s not the violent one?”

His footsteps freeze on the stairs and she holds her breath. She doesn’t dare turn her head enough to actually look at him, and when he speaks, that edge is still there.

“The past is in the past, and I suggest you leave it buried.”

His footsteps fade away, leaving Kemuri with her confusion and half-eaten salads.

Notes:

*Zuko voice* Honour...

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I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. University is coming to a close and I haven't been able to focus on my stories as much as I'd like! I hope you enjoyed it, nonetheless, and...yeah, finally adding in a little more Nishimura backstory :)

Believe it or not, I have a plot in mind that isn't just the canon storyline. I'm just taking it very...very slow. Oops?

Chapter 72: Midterms, Arriving

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The next day at school, Kemuri doesn’t waste any time. She isn’t going to let another Ojiro incident happen. When she gets into the classroom, she makes a beeline for Nishimura’s desk. He glances up at her when she stops, arching an eyebrow, and she takes a deep breath.

“Can we talk? In the hallway. I promise it’ll be quick,” she says.

He sighs and gets up. “Yeah, sure.”

They slip out the back door and as soon as it’s closed, Kemuri bows at the waist. “I’m sorry about yesterday,” she says. “I didn’t expect my grandfather to come home and I had a feeling he’d be annoyed but I didn’t expect him to—”

“Hey, Shimakage, chill. And…please stop bowing.”

She straightens up, face red, to see that Nishimura has his hands in his pockets and his expression shows just a hint of annoyance.

“Oh, uh…sorry,” she whispers.

“It wasn’t your fault,” he says. “Honestly, I kind of expected it.”

“You did?”

He nods. His dark eyes flit up and down the hallway, at the students still going by, and he lets out another long breath. “My…extended family has a history of villainy,” he admits. Her eyes widen and he shuts his, tense. “Our quirk is useful for jobs like that, so my cousins get hired by anyone who needs someone…killed.”

She closes her mouth, swallows, and grips her backpack strap tighter. “I didn’t know.”

“Why would you? It’s not like they parade their villainy around like the League of Villains,” he retorts, a slight edge to his voice. “But…either way, I think your grandfather knows about it. I think him and my old man have a history.”

Her heart speeds up a little with a mix of anxiety and curiosity. “I think so too. Do…you know anything about that? ‘Cause…I don’t.”

He shakes his head. “Nah. He and his siblings don’t like talking about it. When I ask, they tell me some crap about the past is the past. It’s like some dirty, family secret. Not even my parents know.”

Shivers run up her spine. “Yeah…”

She thinks of Akiara’s wide smile as he looked at her, greeting her like he knew her, and the way her grandfather spoke, guarded, his body set between the two of them as if protecting her.

Nishimura stares at her, eyes narrowing. “I’m not like them, if that’s what you’re thinking.”

She lifts her hands a little. “I wasn’t, I swear. I was…thinking of something else.”

He seems unconvinced, moving to put his hands in the pockets of his blazer only to realize that he isn’t wearing it. He slips them down into his pants pockets instead. He watches something that she isn’t sure is in the present.

“Well…just know that I’m here to be a hero. I’m going to be better than anyone in my family,” he says.

She nods. “Of course. Me too.”

He eyes her for a second, his lip lifts a little at the side, and he turns and disappears back into the classroom.

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“Is Naoyuki okay though? It sounded bad…” Hagakure is saying when Kemuri comes back into the room.

Ojiro’s tail lashes a bit. “Ah, it’s fine. His vertebrae are really stretchy, but apparently, he just overextended and they got locked up. We got sent to a chiropractor and they fixed him up real quick.”

“Unbelievable, the foolishness of youth,” Tokoyami utters.

Shoji’s eyes crease a little. “I’m glad your brother’s okay, Ojiro.”

Hagakure gasps as Kemuri joins their group. “Kemuri! Perfect!” There’s the slap of hands on a desk as Hagakure’s uniform leans towards her. “Spill!”

Kemuri feigns ignorance as her cheeks turn pink. “Spill what, Toru?”

“The tea! How was the date? Shoji won’t tell us anything.” Her sleeves cross over her chest and she makes a pouting noise.

Shoji lifts his hands. “I don’t kiss and tell.”

Kemuri has to stop her eyes from bugging out of her head, staring at him, and she wills her face to lose its heat. He winks at her.

Hagakure groans and her sleeves unfold. “And he keeps saying that, but he won’t tell me whether that actually happened or if he’s just using the saying—” she continues.

“It’s none of our business, Hagakure,” Ojiro murmurs.

“But…but gossip…between friends…” Ojiro’s uniform wrinkles and tugs into the air as Hagakure pulls at it. He shakes his head as a tiny smile flits across his face.

Kemuri smiles a little and slips into her desk, on which Tokoyami is perched. “It was very nice, and the Japanese BBQ was delicious.” Her mouth waters just thinking of it and she rests her hand against her cheek. “We should go as a group sometime.”

Hagakure momentarily forgets about getting “the tea” and starts to bounce in place. “Oo, yes! We should find some occasion for it! Like…uh…a birthday or something!”

Ojiro rubs the back of his neck. “Actually…my birthday is on the 28th.”

Again, an offended gasp sounds from Hagakure. “And were you going to tell us, or…?”

“I just did…”

She huffs, then laughs, and Ojiro turns red as she wraps her arms around him. “Aw, you’re so cute and frustrating at the same time.” She releases him from the hug. “That settles it! We’re going to a BBQ for Ojiro’s sweet sixteen!”

Shoji’s eyes brighten and Tokoyami nods. “That sounds not exactly awful,” the latter says while the former is still dreaming of takoyaki.

Kemuri grins. “Awesome! Can’t wait!”

Ojiro is still a little red. “Alright…I didn’t expect this. It’s a Monday and it’s so close to midterms that I didn’t want to bother planning anything—”

“That’s ridiculous! We want to celebrate the fact that you exist!” Hagakure retorts. His skin dips a little as she grabs his arm. “Cause you’re amazing!”

Kemuri sees a chance for teasing, debates whether she wants to do it, then takes her shot. “Wow, Toru, you just can’t keep your hands off of him today, huh?” she asks.

Hagakure lets out a squeal and leaps away, her uniform swinging about as she starts rambling about being a “naturally affectionate person” while Ojiro stays as red as a tomato. Tokoyami mutters about the noise and Shoji chuckles.

“Hey,” Shoji’s voice sounds near Kemuri’s ear and she turns, not expecting to see a mouth but getting one anyway. It grins. “Nice one.”

She looks down and there’s an extra hand, waiting for action. She looks up at Shoji, who’s acting casual despite the glint in his eye, and she smacks her hand to his as she returns the grin.

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The rest of the day passes as normal, filled with work and constant reminders of the midterms on Wednesday. Hagakure’s stress levels skyrocket until she’s just plain nervous and jumpy, rambling on and on about whether or not she’s studied enough.

The guys and Kemuri sedate her with caramel candies and sugary drinks. It’s hard to ramble when you’re busy snacking.

Seeing Hagakure getting so stressed out sparks an idea in Kemuri’s head. At lunch, she sends a quick text to her dad and by the time the bell rings, she gets a response. She grins.

At the end of lunch, she remembers something else she has to do and it makes her cringe.

“Guys, I have to stop by Nezu’s office,” she says as they walk away from their table.

“Is everything okay?” Ojiro asks.

Kemuri bites her lip. “I’m…” She takes a breath, for strength. “I’m getting some school therapy, to…help with my issues.”

The last thing she expects as a reaction is a hug from Hagakure and a tearful “I’m so proud of you.” The guys are less touchy, but they express their joy at the news, and honestly, it makes her feel better about the whole thing. They go with her to Nezu’s office and Nezu, too, is glad she said yes.

Her first session is on Thursday, right after the midterms, at lunch. He lets her know that it won’t be an actual session, just a brief meeting so Midnight and Hound Dog can discuss what they aim to do and make sure Kemuri is as comfortable as possible. She marks it down in her calendar, tells her friends, and this time she gets a group hug. It makes her a little teary.

Hero basic training goes by. At the start of homeroom, Kemuri approaches Iida with a simple request. All she needs is for him to get everyone’s attention once Aizawa dismisses them, since she won’t be loud enough to do it. Ever exuberant, he does that and far more when the time comes.

“Attention, class!” he shouts, launching from his seat with his arm extended to the ceiling. “Please remain in your seats! Our historian has an announcement!”

“Which one?” Kaminari calls, teasing in his voice.

“Shimakage!” Iida simultaneously gestures her to the front and answers Kaminari’s question.

Kemuri stands and turns to face her class, forcing herself not to fiddle with her skirt. “Hi, so…uh, this is a little sudden, but I know everyone’s really stressed about midterms—”

She pauses as everyone nods and a few murmurs of agreement ripple through the class. Sato slumps so hard against his desk that his head makes an audible thunk, making Koda startle.

“I wanted to invite everyone to my dad’s spa and onsen on Saturday,” she continues, and already, she can see faces lighting up. “We’ll all need to de-stress after the exam, so…I felt it would be good to offer that. Massages, hot spring...yeah.”

“An excellent idea!” Iida exclaims, swiping his hand through the air. “We can relax and bond as a class all in one!”

“Oh, man, seriously?” Kirishima grins from ear-to-ear. “Your dad owns a spa?”

“That sounds delightful,” Yaoyorozu adds, clasping her hands together and smiling.

“I’M SO PUMPED!” Mina squeals. Hagakure cheers too.

“Merci, Shimakage. I will need to relax so that my natural glimmer doesn’t die out,” Aoyama says.

“Water is always a good thing,” Tsuyu croaks.

“Shimakage’s the real MVP!” Sero hoots, giving her a thumbs up. He grins at the class. “She’s got magic hands, guys. Don’t miss out on those massages.”

Mineta narrows his eyes. “And how do you know about that, Sero?” he asks.

Sero shrugs, a cheeky grin on his face. “Just something I found out at the internships.” Mineta’s mouth falls open and he starts looking between Sero and Kemuri with imploring, far too excited eyes.

Before the conversation can escalate, Kemuri claps her hands together. “Alright, then…I’ll send out details in the group chat. It’ll be free of charge so…uh, don’t worry about the cost o-or anything like that.”

Uraraka lets out something akin to a prayer of thanks from her seat and everyone else starts talking rapidly. Kemuri is glad to see everyone so pumped. This is something easy for her to do, so why not help her class out?

While everyone starts to pack up, Kemuri feels a hand tug her skirt. She whirls around to find Mineta standing behind her and he immediately puts his hands up. She narrows her eyes a little, but doesn’t make a move to run away.

“Uh…hey, so…” He clears his throat. “Am…I invited to this thing? On Saturday? Can I come?”

She blinks a few times. “You’re…asking permission?” She intended to address the Mineta problem later, assuming he was just going to show up as soon as he got the details, foaming at the mouth, so this…is a shock.

“Yeah.” He stares up at her, pleading. “I don’t want to miss out! Please?”

She sighs. “You have to promise to be on your best behaviour,” she says.

“I will!”

“If you aren’t, you won’t be allowed near my house, or me, or any of our female classmates ever again.” She adds after a second, “And I will remind you that my mother is a cop and if it’s bad enough, she can and will get you expelled from this school.”

“U-Understood.” He nods, starting to bow. “Thank you, Shimakage! I won’t make you regret this!”

He zooms away before she can say anything. Kemuri sighs, going to get her bags, and Hagakure slips to her side.

“Mineta is coming?” she whispers.

“We’ll stagger the guy and girl bathing times and my mom is already aware of how he is,” Kemuri returns. She pats her shoulder. “I’m not an idiot.”

Hagakure exhales. “Thank goodness.”

Notes:

What?? Mineta?? Asking for permission??? Unbelievable.

Chapter 73: Class 1-A and Hosu Harmony

Notes:

I'm sorry the updates have slowed down a lot. University is coming to a close so I've been very focused on school and my time for writing has drastically decreased ;-;

If you're still here, thank you <3 I hope you continue to enjoy this story!

Chapter Text

“Cayden, I understand your excitement, but twenty-one extra kids? Coming here?” Kazue asks, eyes wide.

Cayden grins sheepishly. “Kemuri said she wanted to invite her class over and I couldn’t say no!”

“You booked your entire spa for an afternoon. On a Saturday! That’s your major business day!”

“Honey…honey, listen…” He holds her shoulders, hands drifting a little down her arms as he stares her in the eyes. “When…was the last time…Kemuri liked all of her classmates enough to want them near the house?”

Kazue’s dark eyes light up. “Never.”

“Exactly.”

“Oh…” Her sternness falls away and she smiles. “I’m excited too, I suppose. And it will be nice to meet the people Kemuri is spending so much time with in a…peaceful situation.” She frowns a little. “There’s that one boy—”

“We’ll be keeping an eye on him.”

“Perfect, and my father is working that day so he won’t be around to complain.”

Cayden gazes at his wife for a moment, then says, “God, I love you.”

Kazue bursts out laughing at the words, just managing to return it before Cayden smothers her face in kisses. Kemuri, having been shamelessly watching the discussion, turns away and covers her face as she retreats into the living room.

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Kemuri studies with her friends, they do the midterm, and then allow themselves to breathe. The Thursday meeting with Midnight and Hound Dog is short, but it goes well, and Kemuri’s first real session is on Tuesday at lunch. When Saturday rolls around and the first doorbell ring peals through the halls of her home, Kemuri is shocked at who stands on her doorstep.

She expected her four friends, but she didn’t expect Bakugo and Kirishima to be there at the same time. She didn’t expect Bakugo to show up at all. He seems very averse to hanging out with anyone other than Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, and maybe Mina.

“Talk about timing,” Kirishima says with a grin as soon as Kemuri opens the door.

“Aw, and we were trying to get here earlier than everyone else,” Hagakure says.

Bakugo keeps his hands in his pockets, lips pouted, eyes narrowed. “If I’m not here first, that means I’m losing,” he retorts.

Ojiro sweats a little. “Is everything a competition with you?”

Kirishima pats Bakugo’s chest. “He wasn’t even going to come, but—”

“I’m here because it’s free. Not because I’m friends with any of you extras.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. “Alright…”

Kirishima rubs the back of his head. “Sorry, he’s…difficult.”

“So I’ve noticed,” Tokoyami states.

Bakugo didn’t react to Kirishima’s comment, but at Tokoyami’s, he whirls around and clenches his hands into claws. “You wanna go, bird brain?” he snaps.

“I’d like to stay right here, actually.”

“I’ve set up Super Smash Heroes in the living room,” Kemuri cuts in, her voice a little higher than she’d like. She ushers them into the house before Bakugo explodes something or someone. “Don’t worry about slippers, just bare feet is fine. Go ahead and wait in there, alright?”

Bakugo literally lunges for a controller, declaring that he gets to play as All Might and no one else does. Kirishima gladly picks Crimson Riot, all smiles in the face of Bakugo’s screaming, while the rest of Kemuri’s friends just try to shake it off. Tokoyami and Hagakure join in on the game and Hagakure, bless her brave soul, starts challenging Bakugo’s threats with her own banter.

Shoji and Ojiro are content to watch.

Kemuri lingers at the entrance to the living room, ready to answer the door as everyone else shows up but not willing to miss out. She keeps an eye on Bakugo as he plays, her less worrying thoughts overriding the ones she has about him possibly breaking her controller.

It’s been a little over three weeks since he snapped at her and she still hasn’t actually talked to him about what happened there. Approaching him is terrifying, and more often than not that’s what stopped her from doing it sooner. He either looked too pissed off at something or he was with his friends and she would rather not interrupt him. That, paired with their internships, her stress over Iida, and her talk with Principal Nezu about therapy, it was a little much and Bakugo took a backseat on her list of priorities.

She wants to thank him. If she thinks about it, he gave her a hard mental slap and forced her to wake up and see herself in a new light. She carried that determination into her internship and held on once they returned to school. Even her date with Shoji gave her a sense of power over her life where, before, she was powerless.

Still, he hasn’t exactly approached her either, and that makes her rethink going into a long rant to him about how things are going. If he cared, he would ask her about it, and something tells her that his rant was fuelled by anger, built up over time, and once he let it out and she smartened up, he had no reason to interact with her again.

The doorbell rings and she blinks, snapping out of her wonderings. Bakugo shoves Kirishima’s head, cackling as the All Might avatar on the screen sends Crimson Riot flying, and Kirishima just laughs and bumps their shoulders together.

Kemuri can text him a thanks later. It’s easier.

She goes to the door to see Sato and Koda. Kemuri greets them and gives them the same spiel as she did the others, then directs them to the living room, suddenly glad that the area is one of the largest in the house. She might run out of seats despite that, and that concern only grows once Sato and Koda settle in with the group.

“I’m going to get beanbag chairs from my room,” Kemuri says. “So…feel free to answer the door if I’m busy, okay?”

“Need any help?” Sato asks, already standing back up.

Kemuri accepts the help and together, they get her beanbag chairs to the living room in one trip instead of two or three, and no one new arrives during that time. The Smash Heroes tournament is heating up. Bakugo is dominating. He must main All Might to be this good at his moves.

Nishimura shows up with Aoyama and Tsuyu a few minutes later.

“Sorry, we took the wrong train,” Nishimura says.

“Désolé,” Aoyama says with a wink.

“Thanks for having us!” Tsuyu adds, smiling. “Ribbit.”

They head into the living room and Kemuri grins at how Sato lets out a shout of greeting upon seeing them, sweeping Nishimura into a squishy bear-hug, and Hagakure squeals when she sees Tsuyu.

The rest of the class shows up in droves, one after the other. Todoroki, Jiro, and Yaoyorozu show up together, then Iida, Midoriya, and Uraraka arrive. Midoriya decides that playing as All Might in a different costume than Bakugo’s All Might is a good idea and Kemuri is one hundred percent sure that if Kirishima wasn’t sitting between the two, Midoriya would be a crater on her living room floor.

What’s worse, Midoriya decimates Bakugo’s winning streak. Iida and Kirishima have to hold Bakugo back from murdering the poor boy. Nishimura reminds Bakugo that they’re in a cop’s house and that makes Bakugo chill enough to get the game back underway.

Sero and Mina are next and as soon as they see Bakugo and Kirishima, they launch into complaining about being “ditched”. Kirishima apologizes. Bakugo cackles and tells them to get on his level.

Last to show up are Kaminari and Mineta, both explaining that they got lost on the way up. Kemuri says it’s no trouble and lets them in to the psychotic screaming going on in the living room.

Kemuri lingers in the living room doorway, doing her best to get a head count, but the sea of hair and movement is a little too much for her. She moves over to where Shoji is and asks him to do it.

“Having trouble?” he asks.

“It’s all a mess of colour.”

He smiles a little, creates a few extra eyes, and counts. “Everyone’s here,” he says after a while, returning his tentacles to normal.

“Okay, great. Thank you!”

“No problem.”

She’s a little surprised that everyone could make it, especially since Todoroki is busy a lot and Bakugo just doesn’t seem to like hanging out with people outside of being forced to when they’re all in school. Nonetheless, she’s very pleased.

While the video game tournament continues, Kemuri thanks her lucky stars that her grandfather is working today. He’d hate the noise they’re making and, of course, he’d probably have an aneurysm at the sight of Nishimura standing inside his house so soon after he told him to get out.

Nishimura seems smug about the whole thing anyway. Kemuri is too.

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Thanks to the combined efforts of their class president and vice president, all of class 1-A gets herded towards Hosu Harmony and gather in the front lobby. Cayden stands in front of the desk while his receptionist types, taking calls and setting up later appointments as if nothing is different and there aren’t twenty-two sweaty, hyperactive hero course students standing in front of her.

“Alright, so we can only take so many people at once in each area,” Cayden says. “Depending on where you want to go, you have a few options. We’ve got the hot springs, of course, but there are also massages, a sauna, facials and body treatments, pedicures, manicures...” He points to the class. “Boys, don’t be afraid to get any of those. They’re good for relaxing your muscles, and the mani-pedis don’t have to involve nail painting. Cuticle care is important!”

“Maybe I want my nails painted,” Tokoyami mumbles. “Black…like my soul.”

“Same,” Shoji whispers.

Kaminari leans over to Sero’s ear. “What are cuticles?”

“That’s the skin at the bottom of your fingernails,” Sero responds.

Kaminari stares at his fingers, eyes wide. Jiro snorts out a laugh at his clueless expression, then hides her face in Yaoyorozu’s shoulder when Kaminari notices, still giggling.

“I’m thinking to start, the girls can use the springs,” Cayden offers. “That sound good?”

“Yes, sir!” the class calls.

Cayden laughs a little. “Sir? Huh…that’s new.” He clears his throat. “Alright, so that’s…seven girls in the springs. How many boys have we got?”

“Fifteen!” Iida calls.

“Fifteen! Thank you, Iida! Alright, so we can take five people getting massages at once. The other ten can spread out with the other options. My workers will be sure to cater to your every need, and please let me know if you need anything,” Cayden says.

“Mr. Hall! I have something I need to tell you!” Mina says, raising her hand as high as she can. When Cayden nods, she drops it and shoots finger guns at him. “You’re amazing for doing this.”

“Aw, you’re sweet.” He laughs. “Alright, go relax, you crazy kids, and please try not to break anything.”

“Yes, sir! Thank you, sir!”

While her dad once again gets flustered at being called “sir”, Kemuri leads the girls to the change rooms. The guys split off behind them.

“I’m so excited to get pampered,” Mina sighs.

Uraraka nods. “I never get to do this stuff...” She smiles at Kemuri. “I can’t thank you enough.”

“It’s nothing, really,” Kemuri says. “I just want everyone healthy and happy!”

Jiro twirls her earphone jack. “I’m not usually into this stuff, but…” She smiles. “Yeah, I’m excited too.”

“Do you think I could get the mani-pedi and facial?” Hagakure asks. “I know I’m invisible, but…”

“I’ve got a worker in mind…” Kemuri grins. “With her quirk, she won’t notice the difference between you and anyone else.”

“Holy crap, this place is amazing.”

While the other girls disappear into the change room, Kemuri remembers that they need towels and races off to the storage area. While she gathers a stack, she hears her dad call her name. She turns back around to find him coming towards her, phone in hand.

“Honey, I’m so sorry,” he says. “But I need you to help out in one of the massage rooms.”

Kemuri frowns. “Is everything okay?”

He sighs. “Raito’s running late. He’ll be here, but not in time for this next session. I’d hate to inconvenience your friends—”

“Oh! Yeah, I get it.” She smiles. “I’ll take care of it, dad. Just let me drop these towels off.”

“Thank you, Kemmy. I owe you one.” He starts tapping at his phone, then looks up. “Oh, and…would you mind keeping an eye on where everyone is? I’m going to do my best, but a second set of eyes is helpful.”

“Yup!”

He grins and turns, hurrying away as he calls, “You’re the greatest daughter ever!”

“Thank you! I try!” she returns.

Taking over a massage session is nothing new. Her dad’s been training her in this spa since she could understand it and, like she told Sero, she’s actually licensed. In technical terms, and for legal reasons, she’s classified as an intern at the spa.

She brings the towels to the other girls and promises to join them as soon as she’s helped her dad. She feels like she’s running around like a chicken with its head cut off, but it’s fine. She’ll finish up the massage, facial, and body treatment, then get her own relaxation on.

She doesn’t connect the dots that the person in the room is not a normal client, but one of her male classmates, until she opens the door to the room and finds Iida sitting there with nothing but a towel around his waist. She does a double-take, nearly tripping over her own feet, and Iida looks up at her.

“Shimakage?” he asks, eyes squinting a little. His glasses have been set aside. “Is…something wrong?”

She regains her professional demeanour as she straightens up and grips the door frame. She clears her throat. “No, actually, it’s…” She does her best to smile pleasantly, but it probably looks like a grimace. “Your masseuse is running late, so…I’ll be taking care of you.”

His eyebrows lift in surprise. “I apologize if this sounds rude, but are you qualified to do that?”

“I have a license and everything.” She steps in and shuts the door. “So…don’t worry, you’re not missing out. I promise.”

He nods, his cheeks turning pink. “Alright, I trust you.”

“Perfect. Then, uh…just lie down on your stomach. Get comfy. I’ll be a second.”

He nods and she hurries to the supply cart waiting nearby. She searches for lotion and body oil, trying to focus, but it’s hard when Tenya Iida is half-naked in the same room as her and she’s about to massage him. She isn’t sure whether she wants to thank her dad or curse him.

She shakes her head and keeps searching the bottles intently, lifting each one up to her eyes, checking the label and scent. She eventually finds what she needs and goes back to Iida, now laying on his stomach, chin propped on his folded arms.

“I suppose I will experience your…magic hands,” he comments as Kemuri puts some massage oil on her palms. She blinks a few times, unsure of whether she wants to laugh or hide her face, and he coughs. “As…Sero said…”

She bites her lip and tries to act casual. Her words come out breathy. “I...I hope I don’t disappoint.”

God, please, just send me into the sun.

They lapse into silence. Kemuri adjusts the blanket covering Iida—get it together, Kemuri, don’t think about it too much—and gives her hands another rub. The first step is getting the massage oil on him, starting gentle, then moving into something heavier.

“Fair warning, this is a deep tissue massage, so there’ll be some pressure,” she says.

“Yes, understood. Thank you.”

She cringes to herself as she settles at his side and starts working. His back is firm beneath her hands and as the oil spreads across it, the gentle scent of sakura blossoms and lavender drifts into the air. Lutes and drums play over the speakers while flutes sing overtop of them. Iida exhales and Kemuri dares a glance at his face. His eyes are closed and there’s a soft smile on his lips.

It’s a nice atmosphere, but that’s the point. You can’t relax if there are too many external interferences, and Kemuri fears that her presence itself is taking away from Iida’s experience. They haven’t really spoken since his apology, aside from brief “hello’s” and the occasional “how are you?” She hates it, but she’s hesitant around him, and she keeps thinking that he might tell her to leave him alone at any second.

But, he promised he was going to do whatever it took to regain her trust, and she believes him.

You don’t talk during massages. The masseuse takes care of you and all you have to do is lie there and enjoy, relax, forget about your worries. Kemuri does not need to talk to Iida right now; it’s better if she doesn’t. Once she’s done, she’ll leave him to get dressed, nothing but professional. No need to overthink.

So, for a long while, she works on doing her job and nothing else. She adds gentle puffs of steam as she works, warming his skin, untangling knots. She’s not surprised to find that he carries a lot of tension and as she works, she wonders whether he ever allows himself to relax.

She pays special attention to his legs, right around his exhaust pipes. For a lot of people, the areas concerning their quirks are always the most stressed, so taking care of that is important. She hopes that Bakugo will let his hands get massaged and that Shoji will do the same for his arms and Ojiro for his tail. You can’t use your quirk to its potential if you aren’t taking care of your body.

While she works down his legs to his feet, his soft groans mingle with the music and Kemuri’s face turns red. At least she knows she’s doing a good job.

Man, this boy has thick calves.

“I need you to turn over,” she says.

He obliges and she settles herself at his head, getting a bit more oil on her hands before starting up again. Somehow, this is far harder to handle, and she thought it was bad when she was just looking at his back. Now she can feel his chest and abs and see his soft expression, eyes closed, eyelashes fluttering.

Thirty minutes can’t go fast enough. At this rate, she isn’t sure her heart will be able to take it.

When she moves to his hands and arms, his expression falters and his eyes snap open. She’s working on his left arm, the one with a faint scar on his shoulder, and their eyes lock. She exhales.

“How’s the pain been?” she asks. She keeps running her hands along it, applying pressure and steam.

“Fine,” he answers. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. “But…the numbness has been tough getting used to. I keep dropping things. I broke a dish yesterday while helping my mother tidy up. My fingers just…”

She massages his hand, so much bigger than hers, and she shakes her head. “Why wouldn’t you get it fixed?”

He sighs. “I told you why.”

“I know, but…” She searches for her words, moving his wrist a little, rubbing her thumb against his palm. “I understand you made a mistake, that you feel guilty, but there’s something about thinking you need to pay for your actions…”

She stops, unable to figure out what exactly she wants to say. Maybe, “You’ve paid enough.” He keeps watching her, then exhales as he settles his head back on the pillow. He stares at the ceiling, jaw clenched a little. She keeps working on his arm.

“It’s something I must do,” he murmurs. “If anything…it will be my reminder, something that forces me to think of what my actions can do and the consequences that can arise from losing my cool. I won’t be a true hero, an admirable hero, until I have learned that.”

She wonders whether he has any idea how much she admires him already, and if she were braver, she would tell him right now. Instead, she presses her thumbs against his bicep, working some more stiffness from it, and he lapses back into silence.

“On…another note,” he comments as she goes back down to his legs. “How was your date with Shoji?”

Her eyes widen in alarm and she looks up at him and his sheepish expression. She almost questions how he knows they went on a date, but a better question is, “Who doesn’t?” Bakugo did basically scream, “TENTACLES! GO OUT WITH SHIMAKAGE!” in the middle of the cafeteria.

She clears her throat and keeps massaging his thigh. “It was good,” she says, starting to smile just at the thought of it. “We aren’t rushing into anything, but it was fun.”

“Ah, good. I was wondering. I…uh, overheard some things, mostly from Hagakure. I wanted to ask you.”

She looks up at him. His cheeks are faintly pink and he doesn’t look her in the eye. “Why…” She stifles a laugh. “Why do you look so embarrassed?”

“I didn’t want to admit that I partook in gossip.”

That gets her to laugh, one hand reaching to her mouth and filling her nose with the scent of massage oil. “Oh…does, does the honourable Tenya Iida not gossip?” she asks against her palm.

“Of course not!” One hand shoots up, chopping at the air. “Conversation should be polite and talking behind another’s back is rude! I would never, hence why I asked you instead of engaging in spreading potentially harmful rumours!”

She bites her lip hard against more giggles. “Alright…alright…calm down,” she murmurs, patting his leg. “I don’t want you getting all knotted up again so soon.”

He slams his arm back to his side and clears his throat. “Right…I apologize.”

“Mmhm.”

She keeps making her way down, and by the time she’s working on his ankles, he speaks again.

“I…have to admit, Sero was not wrong about your magic hands.”

She has to stop massaging due to steam bursting from her ears and her nervous laughter making her useless. Iida just lays there, his cheeks pink as he mutters under his breath, and she keeps laughing through her own wheezing apologies.

What an absolute dork.

Chapter 74: Relax, Just Do It!

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Kemuri leaves Iida to get dressed and hurries to the hot springs, hoping that the other girls are still there and she can get a little bit of a soak in. When she gets there, she gets her wish. Mina sees her and stands up, grinning and waving. Kemuri is caught off guard by how unashamed she is, but, taking a look at her body, Kemuri doesn’t blame her.

She averts her eyes nonetheless.

“Hey!” Mina calls. “You made it!”

Kemuri slips into the water with a sigh. “Yeah, sorry…”

“What’d you have to help your dad with?” Hagakure asks.

Kemuri sinks into the springs a little, cheeks turning red. “Uh…well…one of our masseuses was running late, so I had to step in.” She can already see a few eyebrows raising and she adds, “I’m certified, basically a spa intern, so I step in sometimes when needed, if…if I can.”

“That’s kinda cool,” Jiro says, twirling her earphone jack around her finger. “It’s like you’ve got a job already.”

She nods, giving a small shrug. She glances back at the building and her shoulders sag a little. If hero work doesn’t pan out, this is where she’ll work. This onsen, this spa, could be her future. She wouldn’t mind it in theory, as she’s good at it and she loves making people feel good, but now that she’s had a taste of the hero life, she isn’t sure if she’ll ever be happy if she returns to something so simple.

“Hey, Kemuri, who’d you have to massage?”

Hagakure’s voice snaps Kemuri out of her daydreaming and she looks back at the girls. Mina looks eager, eyebrows lifted, lips quirked with a smile, and Hagakure’s body is leaning forward, judging by the shape of the water surrounding her. Uraraka and Jiro are doing their best to look casual, but the twinkle of interest in their eyes gives them away. Yaoyorozu and Tsuyu are the best at the poker face.

“Oh, uh…” Kemuri swallows a little. “Iida.”

Hagakure makes a choking noise and the gap in the water promptly shrinks to something neck-shaped with a small splash. Her giggles float into the air and Kemuri stares at the space where her head is, eyes narrowed a little in desperation. Mina whistles.

“Oh, thank goodness,” Uraraka says. “I hoped it wasn’t Mineta.”

“It definitely wasn’t Mineta,” Kemuri confirms. She sinks further into the spring, wary of dipping her tied-up hair in. “It was nice though, and Iida carries so much tension that there were lots of good knots to get rid of.” She shakes her head. “Crazy…”

“That isn’t surprising,” Tsuyu says.

Yaoyorozu chuckles. “I think we’re all carrying too much tension nowadays,” she admits with a delicate sigh. “It’s good that we have this opportunity.” She perks up a little and swivels her body towards Kemuri. “Actually, Kemuri, that reminds me, how much do I owe for all this?”

Kemuri shakes her head. “I…I said it was free. My dad is covering it, Yaomomo.”

“I know, but…I can’t help but feel bad. Can I at least tip the masseuses and workers?”

Yaoyorozu’s eyes are big and twinkly, her lips pouted a little as she clasps her hands together. Kemuri opens her mouth, closes it, then sighs. The water ripples from the force of her breath.

“If…you insist,” Kemuri whispers.

“Thank you!”

“Yaomomo, you’re literally the only person I’ve ever met who’d beg someone to let them pay for something,” Jiro says.

“I must ensure the flow of commerce!”

Mina starts laughing at that and Kemuri gladly closes her eyes, eager to listen to the conversations flow around her. She feels something move next to her before Hagakure’s voice brushes against her ear.

“So…the feel of his muscles on a scale of one to ten? Be honest.”

Kemuri refuses to open her eyes and forces her ears not to explode. She mumbles a soft “ten” in answer and Hagakure’s giggling seems to bubble as she swims away.

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The girls spend another half hour in the springs before getting out. They shower off, get dry, and wrap themselves in the spa robes. Most of them are ready for mani-pedis and facials, so Kemuri leads them to the correct spot.

They pass Sero, Kaminari, Ojiro, Iida, and Mineta on the way, all of them heading for the hot springs. They each have a robe on too and when Kaminari sees them, he winks and shoots finger guns at them.

“Hey, we’re twinning,” he says. “Or…uh…” He tries to count the group. “Quad…drupling?”

Jiro raises her jacks at him, making him shy away and laugh at the same time, while Mina just strikes a pose and ruffles her slightly damp hair.

“Squad goals!” she shouts.

She high-fives Kaminari and Sero, then gives one to Mineta as he reaches up for it, hopeful. Ojiro and Iida just smile and wave, earning a very exuberant waving response from Hagakure that makes Ojiro laugh.

The girls enter the nail salon area of the spa to find four boys seated in the pedicure chairs, green face masks on, cucumbers over their eyes, also wearing robes. Kemuri thinks her dad must have handed them out.

One of the beauticians looks up when the girls walk in and smiles, giving a small nod. “Hello, Miss Kemuri!” she greets.

“Hello, Kobayashi!” Kemuri returns. “How is everything?”

“Good, good. We’re almost done here,” she says. “Then I can help you ladies out.”

Aoyama, the boy Kobayashi is working on, lifts a cucumber off his eye as he looks at the girls. He dons his closed-lip smile and winks at them. Kemuri wonders whether he’s actually sparkling or if that’s a trick of the light, and despite her confusion, she waves back at him.

Next to Aoyama, Nishimura simply raises his hand in a peace sign and says, “Sup?” He’s far more focused on leaning back and relaxing while he gets pampered. Mina returns the greeting. Kirishima sits up a little too fast at the sound of her voice, making the cucumbers fall off his face, and Bakugo lets out something halfway between a laugh and a grunt.

“Did they fall off again?” he asks.

Kirishima pouts. “I heard Mina…”

“That’s the third time, shitty hair. You have to leave them on your damn face if you want them to work.”

“Right, bro!” Kirishima picks up the slices and reaches to put them back as he says, “Hey, girls, you’ve gotta do this! I feel amazing!”

“Oh, I’m getting on that as soon as I can,” Mina promises.

Kemuri separates from the group, searching for the beautician who can help Hagakure, and finds her working on Shoji’s nails. Him and Tokoyami are both getting their nails done—Shoji on only his real set of hands—and Kemuri hurries over to them.

“Hey, Ito,” she says, touching the woman’s shoulder. She hums in response. “I’ve got a certain girl I want you to help, okay?”

“Of course, Miss Kemuri,” Ito says. She deftly coats Shoji’s pinky in deep midnight blue, then smiles. Her eyes, always closed, crease at the edges. “Shoji is very muscular and strong, but he has kind hands.”

He bows his head a little, cheeks pink, and Kemuri keeps her hand on Ito’s shoulder as she nods. “I…yes, he does,” she says. She smiles at her friend. “Uh, nice nails.”

Shoji’s eyes crease. “I thought it’d be fun to go all the way.”

“You must fully embrace it,” Tokoyami agrees. He’s already waiting for his nails to dry and his beautician has hurried off to help the other girls. He eyes the smooth black polish. “It is perfect.”

Kemuri smiles. “Glad to hear it.”

“Kemuri! Come help me pick out a colour!” Hagakure shouts from the nail polish rack.

“Coming!”

She starts to move, then remembers that her dad asked her to keep an extra set of eyes out for everyone. She knows that there are five boys going to the springs right now, then there are the six boys in here, and all of the girls are with her. That leaves…

She looks back at Shoji and Tokoyami. “Uh, quick question, where are…” She runs over her class list in her head. “Midoriya, Todoroki, Sato…and Koda? I know about everyone else.”

“They’re in the saunas and…or…getting massages,” Shoji says. “They all wanted to do both and I’m not sure which one they each ended up going to.”

She nods. “That’s fine. Thank you!”

“No problem.”

Again, she’s off. She knows that she needs to relax just as much as her classmates do, but she can’t help it. When she’s in here, she feels a need to work, to help out and keep an eye on things. It’s like she’s slipping into default mode, especially after doing a massage, and it’s hard to get out of. On the bright side, her “spa worker” self is a lot more relaxed than she usually is.

Aoyama, Nishimura, Bakugo, and Kirishima leave, pedicures done, face masks washed off, and head out to do something else. Shoji and Tokoyami also head out, leaving the girls to do their own thing. They’ve all picked out colours and Mina, Yaoyorozu, Uraraka, and Tsuyu have already settled on the pedicure chairs.

Hagakure holds one bottle of pale pink nail polish and another of sparkly red and, judging by how the bottles tremble, she’s nervous. Kemuri brings her friend over to Ito, smiling encouragingly at her.

“Ito, this is Hagakure. Hagakure, Ito.”

Ito reaches out and Hagakure’s sleeve inches out to touch her hand. The second their skin makes contact, Ito smiles and nods thoughtfully.

“Ah, your hair is very unique, but it suits your sweet face. And…red and pink for the nails? Very cute. I like it,” she says.

“Whaaaaa…?” Hagakure whispers.

Kemuri grins. “Ito’s quirk lets her see what something looks like from a touch, as well as what that thing is doing or holding or…anything.”

“That’s so cool! Oh my gosh!” Hagakure gushes.

“Come, come, I will make your nails lovely,” Ito promises, leading Hagakure away.

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Kemuri didn’t expect to have so much fun just getting pampered. She chatted, got a massage, double-checked that some of the boys weren’t rough-housing too much (they were, but Iida took care of that before she could), and all in all, she completely let go of the stressors from the first half of the semester.

It’s crazy, she thinks, that they haven’t even reached summer break yet. So much has happened in such a short amount of time and it’s hectic, but she doesn’t mind. Before, she would go to school, come home, help at the spa, train, and sometimes go out on weekends with her parents. Now…

This is a welcome change.

By the end of the day, her classmates look rejuvenated, albeit a little sleepy as they gather in the front room. Even Bakugo seems less angry; his disinterested expression is less harsh than usual. Hagakure keeps holding her hands up, now punctuated by ten floating dots of colour, and she keeps telling Ojiro to feel how smooth they are. Ojiro compliments not only her nails, but Shoji, Tokoyami, and Aoyama’s as well. Yaoyorozu is at the counter working out a reasonable tip for each of the workers, purse at the ready.

“Mr. Hall! I must thank you for accommodating us!” Iida says as he bows to Cayden, arm extended slightly.

Cayden grins. “No problem. It was great having all of you, and hey, if you leave here feeling better than you did coming in, then I did my job.”

“And thank you, Kemuri, for inviting us!” Iida adds as he turns to her and bows yet again.

She smiles, bowing a little in response. “It…it was no trouble, really.”

From the group, Sero adds in a, “Yeah! Thanks!”

“Thanks, Shimakage!”

“I needed this so bad…”

“Great idea. I already want to come back.”

“My sparkle has returned thanks to you, mademoiselle!”

“I’m tired.”

“Ribbit.”

Kemuri finds herself smiling at their thankfulness, reaching her hands up to clasp her cheeks as she squeezes her eyes shut. Her heart feels like it might burst.

Cayden gives everyone coupons for their next visit as they leave, earning more thank you’s and goodbyes. Kemuri waves to everyone as they go. Her friends stick behind a little longer than everyone else, just long enough to confirm their plans for Ojiro’s birthday on Monday.

Then, just as swiftly as the spa got full, it’s empty again. Kemuri takes a deep breath as she steps away from the door, turning around and catching the eye of her father. He grins, crossing his arms over his chest.

“I like your classmates, Kemmy,” he says.

She smiles. “Me too.”

Chapter 75: Birthdays, Birthdays, Birthdays

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On Monday, Kemuri is ecstatic for two reasons. One, she gets to wish Ojiro a happy birthday and remind him how happy she is that he’s her friend. Two, she can still see the effects of the spa day on everyone’s very clean and moisturized faces. When Aizawa walks in, her first thought is if she could convince him to stop by Hosu Harmony. He looks like he could use a day of rest too.

School is as school always is—classes go by, Present Mic screams grammar rules, Ectoplasm’s math equations make Kemuri feel like she’s entered the fifth circle of hell, and Cementoss’ calm discussion of Japanese literature brings her out of those feelings.

She just really hates math. Doesn’t matter that she’s decent at it. Just because you have a skill doesn’t mean you have to like it.

Then, lunchtime rolls around.

“Ojiro!” Hagakure sings. “We got you something!”

Ojiro flushes, his tail swaying a bit. “You…you didn’t have to. I told you guys I didn’t need presents.”

“I know, but I saw this and I thought of you, so I got everyone else to chip in a little,” she says. “One gift instead of four, alright?”

She holds out a gift bag to him. Shoji hid it on the way to the cafeteria, making good use of his arms. Ojiro takes the bag, still hesitant as he looks to his friends. Kemuri smiles and scoots forward a little. Shoji gestures encouragingly at the gift while Tokoyami just watches, a glint in his eye. Ojiro mumbles something else under his breath as he reaches in and pulls out an envelope.

He opens it to find a rather cutesy “Sweet Sixteen” birthday card—again, Hagakure’s choice—and when he reads inside, he finds signatures and little messages from each of his friends.

You are an honourable man and a good friend. I am pleased by your company, even if I do not express it at all times - Tokoyami

You’re the sweetest guy ever, Ojiro <3 Thank you for always being so supportive and kind! - Kemuri

I…am not sure what to write, except happy birthday and I’m glad that we’re friends :) - Shoji

You’re my favourite tail boy ever and I love love love love love you!! Platonically!!! Don’t make it weird, weirdo ;) - Hagakure

P.S. We love you.

Ojiro has to close his eyes, his smile poking at the blush on his cheeks as he holds the card gently. “Guys…” he mumbles.

“I’m sorry if I said too many loves,” Hagakure says.

“No, it’s perfect. Thank you. All of you.” He opens his eyes, smiles, then looks back at the bag as he sets the card down. “And I thought the card was a good present…”

“Open iiiiiit, I’m dying over here,” Hagakure pleads.

Kemuri clasps her hands together. “Take your time, if you need…” she adds, softer.

Ojiro removes the pale pink tissue paper and sets it down, peering into the bag. His tail starts to wag, thumping Shoji’s arms. Kemuri and Hagakure giggle. He reaches in and pulls out a folded scarf with pale yellow tassels and when he unfurls it, his expression floods with shock.

“Please tell me you like it,” Hagakure whispers.

The scarf reads “TAILMAN” in writing the same colour as the tassels, standing tall and proud against the baby blue backdrop. His thumb rubs against the material as he looks up at the girls sitting across from him, then at the boys by his side.

“Guys…” he repeats. “I…I have…” He shakes his head and his hands tighten around the scarf. “Wow…”

Hagakure bounces in her seat a little. “You don’t mind the colour? I was gonna do white like your hero costume but blue brings out your eyes and—”

“Hagakure,” Ojiro says, smiling softly at her, his tail still wagging. “I promise, I love it. Thank you.”

She lets out a soft squeal. “Okay, I’m coming over there! Prepare yourself!”

She slides out of her seat, takes two bouncing steps, and wraps her arms around his neck in a hug. He abandons the scarf on his lap as he returns it, his face once again morphing into a lovely shade of pink, and Kemuri hides her grin behind her hands.

“This’ll be great for winter,” Ojiro says as Hagakure releases him and returns to her seat. “This material is great…and the custom job—” His eyes widen and he immediately looks at the boys. “How much was this?”

“As if we would disclose such information,” Tokoyami scoffs, a smirk on his beak.

Shoji raises his hands. “It wasn’t that bad, considering we split the cost four ways.”

The look on Ojiro’s face tells Kemuri that he’s trying to calculate the price of a custom-made scarf. She reaches across the table to touch his hand, making him snap out of it with some rapid-fire blinking. She smiles.

“Don’t worry about it, okay?” she asks. “We wanted to get you something, and we assumed since it’s practical…”

He looks down at it again. “I do…really like it.”

“Then shush and accept it already, you goof,” Hagakure says with a tiny, laughing huff.

He chuckles. “I accept it, don’t worry.”

The bell rings and the five of them gasp. They lost track of time. Ojiro folds his scarf and grabs the gift bag while Shoji morphs his tentacles into hands and takes as many trays and garbage as he can carry. The other three do their best to help him.

They go booking it down the hallway at speeds that would make Iida jealous.

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That evening, the Japanese BBQ is lively and fun as the five of them cook together. Shoji is still the king of the grill, handling food with ease, and Hagakure finally succeeds in getting Tokoyami to eat something other than squid ink pasta and apples with caramel sauce. It seems like Ojiro’s tail never stops wagging. Their laughter mingles with the sizzle of food.

Kemuri’s heart is full, yet it’s never felt lighter. Across the table, she catches Shoji’s eye. He’s grinning behind that mask, she knows it, and she returns it.

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With Tuesday comes therapy.

Kemuri hurries down the hall to Hound Dog’s office among a flood of other students heading to lunch. She almost got lost, but a very cheerful third-year student pointed her in the right direction. When she reaches the door, Hound Dog’s gruff voice invites her in.

Entering the office, she feels her entire body tense up. There’s no reason to be nervous, she tells herself. At the same time, she thinks about how much talking she’s going to have to do, and all that talking is going to be about herself and her feelings.

Hound Dog is seated at his desk, wearing his hero costume, making small huffing noises as he writes something down. Kemuri slips into one of the chairs, folding her hands in her lap and waiting.

Their first meeting hardly took half an hour. Hound Dog mostly sat and took notes, occasionally commenting on something Midnight said. Kemuri nodded, tried to smile, and did her best not to look like she was about to puke.

It was decided that Hound Dog would talk to her about her relationship with her grandfather and family, including anything to do with her quirk, while Midnight would focus on the issues of her self-worth and inexperience with both friendship and romance. Kemuri was okay with both of those decisions.

Being the guidance counsellor, Hound Dog does a lot at U.A that goes unnoticed. He teaches Sex Ed classes with Midnight (Kemuri tries not to think about that too much), he offers career planning and advice for students from the Hero to the Business courses, and works with the kids who have quirk problems—whether that’s about their feelings towards their quirk or their quirk being difficult to handle.

Kemuri wouldn’t look at him, all tough and scruffy and dog-like, and see him as someone who could handle that, especially since he apparently forgets human speech when he gets angry, but his job is admirable. Besides, when he isn’t enraged, he seems calm, and being a dog, he must be very empathetic.

“How are you today, Miss Shimakage?” Hound Dog asks, glancing up from his paperwork.

She startles a little and reaches to fiddle with her braid. “I’m…okay. I had a good day yesterday and today seems…good.”

“What happened yesterday?”

“It was my friend’s birthday. We went out to eat.”

“So things are going well with your friends?”

“Yeah. Things are awesome.”

“Mhm…”

He nods and scribbles something else down before he gets up, bringing a notepad with him. He walks out from behind the desk and takes the chair opposite Kemuri, leaning back and settling the notepad on his lap as he looks up at her, dark eyes glinting behind the muzzle on his hero costume.

“So, remember,” he starts. His voice is slightly gravelly, like he’s got a growl in his tone no matter what he’s feeling. “I want you to be open. What you say in here stays in here, and it stays between us. If you start feeling really uncomfortable, like you might panic, just let me know and we’ll take a break.”

“Yes, sir.”

“You can just call me Hound Dog, okay?”

“Okay…”

He nods. “Now then, let’s start with your family.”

She swallows. “Okay.”

She’s going to make it through this session without breaking down in tears.

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She didn’t make it through without breaking down in tears.

Kemuri really hates how easily she starts crying. She swears she went through an entire box of tissues while they talked and, at the time, she felt embarrassed to be crying so hard in front of a teacher she’s hardly spent time with.

But, now that she’s on her way back to the class with dry eyes, she feels like a weight has been lifted off her chest. Turns out, Hound Dog had a hard time with his family too, so he understood a lot of her feelings and desperations when it came to her grandfather. It was really good to talk to someone who understood where she was coming from.

It makes her almost eager to go to another session.

She slips into the classroom and hurries to her desk just as the second bell rings, signalling the start of the afternoon’s classes. They go by without many mishaps, and then homeroom comes and Aizawa stands before them.

“I need someone to take these to the principal’s office,” he states, holding up a few papers. He extends his arm and says, “Aoyama.”

Aoyama gets up with a flick of his hair. “Of course, monsieur!”

He takes the papers and leaves the classroom. Once the door is closed, Aizawa waits a few seconds before letting out a long breath and grabbing his sleeping bag. “Alright, Nishimura, you’re up.”

Confused mumbles ripple through the class as Nishimura stands and walks to the front of the room. Aizawa gets in his bag and promptly falls asleep against the wall. Nishimura clears his throat and drags his finger along the collar of his shirt, just enough to loosen his tie. Twenty pairs of eyes watch and wait.

“I’ve got a mission for us,” Nishimura says.

“A mission?!” Kaminari and Kirishima demand, both of them starting to get up.

“A hero mission?” Sero asks.

“What kind of mission?” Jiro asks.

“Excuse me, but you should let Nishimura speak!” Iida shouts, bolting to his feet and slicing at the air with a stern hand. “I’m sure he will answer all your questions if you just listen!”

“Thanks, Iida,” Nishimura says as Iida sits back down. “Sorry to disappoint, but it isn’t a hero mission. It is important though, and I really hope you guys will help.” He glances at the door, almost fidgety, then says, “It’s Aoyama’s birthday tomorrow.”

“Oh,” Uraraka says. “That’s pretty normal!”

“What does that have to do with us?” Mina asks.

“I want to throw him a surprise party at lunch, but I can’t do it alone,” Nishimura says. “I want all of us to really…uh, surprise him.” He seems annoyed at the redundancy of his words, but shakes it off with the movement of his shoulders.

The class doesn’t say anything above small mutterings, mumbles that buzz in the air and make Nishimura grow visibly nervous. His mouth presses into a straight line as he tries far too hard to keep a straight face, eyebrows lifted a little in pleading.

Kemuri bites her lip. She’s seen Aoyama talk to Nishimura now and again, and Nishimura has talked about Aoyama, but for the most part, it seems like Aoyama is an outsider. When she thinks of it, he hardly speaks in class and when he does, he gets ignored. Even Mineta gets more attention than he does and, for all his sparkle and showiness, Aoyama really doesn’t make an effort to snag the spotlight.

She tries to think of the last time she saw him in the cafeteria or even spoke to him, if she’s ever had a conversation with him, and she feels a surge of guilt when she realizes that she has only said, roughly, one sentence to him—at the Sports Festival when he was mind controlled.

Kemuri clears her throat. “Uh, I…I’d be up for that,” she says, raising her hand a little. Nishimura’s expression relaxes and she adds, “It…uh…it’d be nice.”

She doesn’t know Aoyama very well and, from what she’s seen, he doesn’t have many friends in the class aside from Nishimura, maybe Sato and Koda. She can’t trust what she’s seen though, because if she’s being honest, she hasn’t noticed him.

Beyond the guilt, she sags with empathy. She knows what it’s like to be socially invisible.

“Uh, why are you suddenly so invested in Aoyama’s birthday?” Mineta asks.

“Well, they are friends,” Midoriya says. He eyes Nishimura with a hopeful look. “Right?”

“Yes, we are.” Nishimura says it with confidence, hands resting on his hips. “He deserves something really nice, and I think doing this for him…it’s important. Can I please get your help? I’ve already got Shimakage on board, so…”

Iida once again leaps to his feet. “Of course we’ll help! As a class, we must come together and do something nice for a fellow classmate!”

Bakugo lets out an audible groan, muttering to himself, but others are starting to murmur again. At the back of the class, Yaoyorozu stands up, her eyes starting to sparkle.

“I can make party favours!” she says. “And if it’s for Aoyama, then they must be sparkly!”

“Oo, confetti! We need confetti!” Hagakure exclaims.

“Perfect!” Nishimura says, starting to smile. “We’ve got to be quick about this though. The cake is covered, and I’m getting him a present, so don’t worry about that. Everyone else, bring stuff for decorations tomorrow. Streamers, party poppers, confetti…”

“I’ll write this down!” Midoriya says, notebook out and ready. “Then everyone can sign up to bring something!”

“Thank you. Just what we’d expect of our Secretary,” Nishimura says, making Midoriya grin behind his blush.

“How about everyone brings food?” Sato asks. “Like a potluck?”

“Food makes a party better,” Tokoyami says. Shoji nods.

“Alright, everyone, keep in touch. Shimakage or Todoroki, make a new group chat! Operation: Aoyama’s Sparkly Sixteen is go,” Nishimura says with growing excitement on his face.

“Got it,” Todoroki utters, his phone out and fingers tapping.

“How will we make sure Aoyama doesn’t find us setting up?” Ojiro asks, hand raised.

“He always eats in the classroom at lunch, but he leaves first to get food before the line gets long,” Nishimura says. “When he goes to the cafeteria to get his lunch, we’ll all start setting up, then wait for him to come back. We may need someone to distract him…” Koda raises his hand. Nishimura points at him. “You’ll do it, Koda?”

Koda nods and signs something.

“Perfect. Mirrors and sparkles are the way to go,” Nishimura says, aiming a thumbs up. “Nice job, man!”

Koda grins and pats his hands together softly. Kemuri holds back an audible “aw”.

“Okay,” Nishimura exhales. “Uh, thanks for your help. See you all tomorrow.”

Aizawa climbs out his sleeping bag. Nishimura sits down at his desk just as Aoyama opens the door, and the blond returns to his seat without any knowledge that the entire class is planning something behind his back.

Notes:

I love my underrated kids <3

Chapter 76: Aoyama's Sparkly Sixteen

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Before lunch on Wednesday, class 1-A is buzzing and raring to go. Iida and Yaoyorozu split the class into teams ahead of time, sent over the group chat, so everyone knows their job and can max out their efficiency.

There’s the food prep squad, the decoration squad, the party favor squad, and the ever so important distraction squad.

The bell rings. Everyone gets out of their seats, acting casual, and Aoyama slips out the door. Seeing that, Nishimura ushers Koda forward and the quiet boy gives the class a thumbs up before disappearing after Aoyama.

With the guest of honour gone, everyone gets to work. Iida and Nishimura keep everyone on track and help push the desks to the sides of the room, leaving space for mingling. Sato, Shoji, and Ojiro head out to get the food from the staff room—Aizawa allowed them to store it there—and Hagakure waits by the door, on the lookout for Aoyama’s return, ready to sound the alarm.

Mineta, Sero, Uraraka, Tsuyu, and Tokoyami start hanging up decorations. Sero’s tape and Mineta’s balls make hanging up banners easy and Dark Shadow, Tsuyu’s tongue, and Uraraka’s floating helps get the hard to reach places.

Mina and Yaoyorozu help collect the glittery party hats, making sure everyone has one, and confetti cannons. Kirishima and Kaminari gladly wear theirs and spend a good amount of time trying to convince Bakugo to do the same.

“I’m not wearing a fucking party hat!” Bakugo snaps.

“Live a little, man!” Kirishima pleads.

“Tch.”

Mina wanders over to them, a large cannon in hand. “Bakugo…please? Everyone’s involved.”

“I’m not friends with the sparkly bastard, why should I care?” Bakugo snaps.

“Because he’s our classmate! Come on…” When he glares at her, she pouts. “You can set off the giant confetti cannon…” she adds, sing-songing.

Bakugo takes it, a sneer on his face. “Only because I’m the only one who fucking deserves to shoot this thing,” he retorts.

“Just shoot it when we all shout surprise,” Mina says. “Thanks, Bakubabe!”

“DON’T CALL ME THAT!”

Kirishima bursts out laughing and Bakugo threatens to hit him with the cannon. When Kirishima keeps laughing, he almost does, but the combined threat of Yaoyorozu’s stern glare and Kirishima’s hardened body stops him.

“Kaminari! Help me set up the music!” Jiro calls from the makeshift DJ booth—which amounts to a desk, some speakers, and Jiro’s phone. Kaminari runs off to help her.

Kemuri helps Midoriya and Todoroki set up the refreshments table, then helps the others when they return with the food and drinks. Sato’s carrying a decently-sized cake decorated in purple icing that, somehow, sparkles, and it even has little red glasses made of fondant on top.

“Aw, it looks like if Aoyama became a cake,” Kemuri says.

Sato rubs the back of his neck, blushing. “That was the idea,” he mumbles. “Glad to see it turned out well.”

As Kemuri gets the sleeves of plastic cups from Yaoyorozu, Nishimura wanders past to check on decorations, stopping near Tsuyu as he nods thoughtfully at the birthday banner. Mineta, floating on a strip of tape near the ceiling, drops a mini-disco ball and Nishimura stoops to pick it up just as Tsuyu does. He slips it into her hand and she tosses it back to Mineta.

“Y’know, Nishi-kun, this was really thoughtful of you,” she says, turning to face him. “It’s nice to see this caring side of you.”

“O-Oh, I…it was nothing, Tsu, I just…” He flushes hard and covers his face. “Just…wanted to be nice.”

Tsuyu ribbits. “You succeeded.”

“Guys! He’s coming!” Hagakure whisper-yells.

The class goes silent. Iida starts gesturing wildly and the entire class shuffles to the door as Hagakure hits the light switch. Kemuri finds herself huddled near Nishimura’s back and she can hear his soft, nervous breathing. Hagakure hovers by the light. Bakugo readies the cannon.

The door opens and Aoyama’s silhouette appears. They hear a soft “quoi?” and the lights switch on.

“SURPRISE!” everyone shouts, bursting into wild applause. “HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AOYAMA!”

“EAT CONFETTI AND DIE!” Bakugo screams as the cannon pops, raining glitter onto everyone.

Aoyama stares at the classroom, at the birthday banners and sparkling hats, the cheering washing over him and glitter nestling in his hair. Kemuri claps and claps with the rest of her class. Aoyama just gapes.

“W-What?” he asks. “How did—”

“It was Nishi’s idea!” Mina says, throwing her arm around Nishimura’s shoulders and reaching up to ruffle his hair. His eyes widen a little at the sudden display of affection. “He planned this whole thing, just for you!”

Aoyama meets Nishimura’s gaze, his cheeks turning pink. “You…you did this for moi?”

Nishimura steps closer to him, rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s your sixteenth, man. I…wanted to celebrate. You deserve this.”

Aoyama stares for another second, his violet eyes glistening with tears, and he lets out a little sob as he wraps Nishimura in a hug. Nishimura returns it, although he still looks a little nervous, and he pats Aoyama’s back. The rest of the class seems stuck between watching and enjoying the moment (the girls) and looking away in an attempt to give them privacy (most of the boys).

“Mon ami…” Aoyama whispers.

“Hey, man…it’s alright. No eating alone on your birthday, alright?”

“Oui, oui.” Aoyama steps out of the hug and wipes his eyes. “I…I’m just…so shocked. I didn’t think you cared…”

Nishimura shakes his head. “Of course I care. You’re my man!”

Kirishima wipes tears from his eyes, bumping his shoulder against Bakugo’s. “This is so manly…” he whimpers. He grins as he turns to Bakugo, one fist raised. “Bakugo, you’re my man, and I care. Just so you know, because bros share their feelings with each other.”

“Shut up, shitty hair.”

Aoyama starts to smile as he wipes more sparkling tears from his cheeks. “I…I suppose we should…” He looks to the table of treats. “Have some cake?”

The cheer of agreement that sounds next shakes the walls.

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Kemuri is fully convinced that if this wasn’t at school, this party would be a lot crazier. Jiro has a pretty awesome playlist thumping through the miniature speakers and everyone is mingling and chatting.

Aoyama still seems shocked, wearing his specialty party hat (it looks like a crown and reads “Birthday King”) and holding his drink. It seems like everyone in the class is making an effort to say something nice to him or at least wish him a happy birthday personally.

“I’m losing my mind over this whole thing,” Hagakure admits to her friends. “Like…Nishi planned this. How cute is he?”

Ojiro shrugs. “It was definitely nice of him."

“A true man knows when to show support for his brothers in arms,” Tokoyami states.

Shoji snorts out a laugh. “Cheers.”

Kemuri and Hagakure raise their punch glasses. Hagakure tries to down hers like a shot and promptly chokes, spilling juice all over her chin. Ojiro bursts out laughing while he pats her back, making sure she’s getting her breath back okay.

Kemuri looks over the party again. Aoyama is chatting with Midoriya, still looking more subdued than usual, but smiling nonetheless. Kemuri recognizes the look in Aoyama’s eyes. It screams, “This is the first time anyone has shown me genuine care and I don’t know how to react. Help?!” Kemuri knows that feeling.

She blinks a few times. Oh, she has a conversation topic now, if she wanted to actually talk to him.

“Hey, uh…”

She turns back to her friends to find that Shoji is making some horrific face using his tentacles. There’s two eyes, a nose, and a mouth on his four remaining tentacles, something that makes Hagakure squeal at the “nightmare fuel” while Tokoyami compliments its “dark and horrifying beauty.”

“Uh…” she repeats. They look up at her. “Ignoring whatever that is…”

“Do you not like Tako?” Shoji asks. He turns the “face” towards her and makes its mouth speak in a squeaky pitch. “I just want friends, Kemuri…I’m just a little face in a big world!”

Ojiro eyes his cup. “What’s in this punch?”

Hagakure’s cup lifts up closer to her still juice-stained chin, then she shouts, “MINA!”

“YEAH?!”

“WHAT’S IN THIS PUNCH?!”

“THE GOOD SHIT!”

“ASHIDO! THAT IS HIGHLY INAPPROPRIATE! WE ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO DRINK AND IF THIS PUNCH IS SPIKED THEN I WILL HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO—”

“Iida, relax,” Uraraka giggles, patting his shoulder. “It’s a joke.”

Todoroki, standing at her side, stops adding ice to his drink as he stares at it quizzically. “Is there…shit…in this punch?”

Uraraka nearly collapses from laughing too hard while Iida launches into an explanation of what “the good shit” means. Todoroki still seems confused and very hesitant to take another sip. He suggests getting fresh punch. Iida just about has an aneurysm.

Kemuri tries to recover her sanity, almost laughing, and says, “So…anyway, I’m going to say hi to Aoyama. For the first time all year.” She jabs her thumb over her shoulder.

“Have fun!” Shoji’s hand-monster chirps. When she stifles a giggle, he returns to normal. “Okay, that’s enough of Tako. That’s my party trick.”

“It’s as creepy as it is amazing,” Ojiro says.

Kemuri slips away. Midoriya is finishing up his conversation with Aoyama, motioning over his shoulder at his friends, and Aoyama nods. Kemuri inches towards him, oddly nervous, and tries to ignore Sero and Kaminari goading Kirishima and Bakugo’s punch-chugging competition as she passes. There’s a lot of punch on the floor and she treads carefully so she doesn’t slip.

“Hey Aoyama,” she says as Midoriya wanders back to his friends.

Aoyama smile and winks. “Bonjour, mademoiselle.”

She holds her cup in both hands, tapping her fingers against the plastic. “So…you like the party?”

He nods, making his hair bounce. “It’s fabulous!”

“Yeah, it…it is! I just…ah…” She clears her throat. “I got the feeling you were nervous, so…I wanted to make sure you weren’t overwhelmed,” she admits.

“Oh, you…you noticed?” His smile falls a little into something more bashful and he looks down at his feet.

She tilts her head and feels her braid slip along her shoulder. “Yeah, but…but I’m glad to hear you like it! Nishimura was really excited.”

“Well…to be honest…” He looks around, then lowers his voice into a whisper. “I thought I’d be spending another birthday alone.”

Her heart clenches a little. He looks kind of sad, just for a fleeting second, and she wonders if that sparkly persona he flaunts is just that—a persona. As quick as it came, his sad smile falls back into his regular closed one and he lets out a floating chuckle.

“Ah, but it turned out well! My sparkle can’t be ignored, oui?” he asks.

She smiles a little, hesitant. “I’m…glad Nishimura is your friend. Friends are…” She turns enough to see her friends, huddled together and chatting away with smiles on their faces. “Friends are good. I’m not used to having them.”

She turns back to him and his smile falters yet again, but he holds onto it this time. He takes a deep breath. “Ah, oui…I’m not used to it either.” He winks. “People cannot handle my sparkle.”

“It’s…uh…very bright.” He chuckles and she purses her lips, shuffling on her feet. “So, yeah…happy birthday, nice talking to you and stuff. I’ll…”

“Don’t let me keep you! I wanted to talk to Nishi anyway.”

She dashes back to her friends while Aoyama wanders over to where Nishimura, Tsuyu, Mina, Sato, Koda, and Mineta are gathered in a group, all chowing down on cake and loving every second. Sato grins and welcomes Aoyama into the circle with a muscular one-armed embrace, making Aoyama’s face flush.

“I’m turning on some dancing music,” Jiro calls. “So feel free to do what you do.”

“Heck yeah!” Mina hollers. “Koda babe, hold my cake!”

Koda sputters a little and stops her cake from falling as Mina books it to the dance floor and starts busting out moves that make everyone gape in awe. Seeing her eagerness, Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari join her, dragging Bakugo along despite his string of cuss-words. Midoriya, Uraraka, and Iida move to the floor, and as Iida starts doing the robot, the other two get Yaoyorozu and Todoroki to join in.

“Oo, yeah! I love this song!” Hagakure hoots.

She snatches Ojiro and Tokoyami’s arms and drags them onto the floor with the others, earning stunned looks from both boys. Nishimura’s little group hesitates, then Aoyama starts forward and that spurs Nishimura, Tsuyu, and Mineta to go too. Sato stays with Koda and the abandoned cake, content to watch everyone else and clap along to the beat.

Kemuri gulps down the last of her drink and tosses the cup towards the trash can, missing it completely. Shoji tosses his in, looking down at her, and she starts to smile.

“Well, it’s…it’s a party, isn’t it?” she asks.

“It is.”

“We should live it up.”

Shoji chuckles. “I’m starting to wonder if Ashido actually put something in the punch.”

“If she did…that’d be bad.”

“It would.”

“WOULD YOU TWO JOIN US ALREADY?!” Hagakure shouts.

Shoji and Kemuri shut up and shuffle into the crowd of awkward dancers. No one cares about how bad anyone else is at dancing, more focused on just bouncing around and enjoying the music.

The party ends when the door slides open and Aizawa enters, hair already raised and quirk activated. After a thorough scolding about noise and making a mess, they spend some of their hero basic training class tidying the classroom under their homeroom teacher’s watchful eye.

“You’re lucky All Might is running late,” he says, arms crossed over his chest as he leans against the wall. “And next time, tone it down. This was supposed to be a small party.”

“Sorry, sir…” the class mumbles.

“We apologize for the noise!” Iida adds. “We got too excited, and…to be fair, Jiro’s playlist could not be resisted!”

Jiro flashes a peace sign at Iida over her shoulder as she ties up a garbage bag. "Word."

Aizawa sighs and reaches up to rub his eyes. “Is anyone else going to be planning a surprise party that I should know about?”

Kemuri keeps her mouth shut, knowing full well her birthday is thirteen days from now. She isn’t planning on having any kind of party at school, though. In fact, she probably isn’t going to have much of a party at all. Her eyes widen a little at the thought as she dumps a dustpan full of confetti into the trash can. She has to start thinking about her birthday.

She wonders, yet again, how she went from never having parties to having tons of parties. It’s almost too much for her to handle.

Chapter 77: Carts Full of Treasure

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After the excitement of midterms and birthday parties, school feels like it drags on. Kemuri does her best to think about final exams, doing well in her classes, training with Ojiro and Nishimura, and getting through therapy sessions with Hound Dog and Midnight.

Midnight’s first session was interesting and somewhat freeing. Kemuri told her about her feelings towards dating and a lot of what she talked to Hagakure about right at the start of school. Midnight listens and offers advice, never making jokes and keeping her innuendos at a non-existent level. Kemuri feels calm, even when she gets a little choked up when she talks about some of her tougher feelings.

Midnight pats her back and comforts her. Even after crying yet again, Kemuri feels liberated. There’s something about admitting to people about stuff you’ve been keeping hidden that’s really freeing.

Later, on their way to Hero Basic Training—it’s a special CPR class at the USJ today—Kemuri finds herself talking to the other girls about the session thanks to Tsuyu asking about where she was during lunch. It was a pleasant way to bring up her therapy to the other girls, and Yaoyorozu’s pleased expression at the news made her all happy inside.

“Miss Midnight is kind of amazing,” Kemuri admits. “Like…she’s actually really knowledgeable about relationships and psychology and it’s…it’s so cool! I can’t believe she doesn’t show that side of her more often…”

Yaoyorozu shrugs. “Perhaps she wants that part of her to be private. Heroes need that.”

“Yeah, I think so too,” Uraraka says. “Privacy is important.”

“Miss Midnight may show her body, but she doesn’t show everything,” Tsuyu states, making Hagakure snicker.

“She teaches the girls’ sex ed classes, right?” Mina asks. “I’m weirdly curious about that, kind of excited.”

Jiro turns red. “U-Uh, that’s a little off topic.”

“What? We were talking about Midnight. I thought it worked.”

“If she does, that’ll be interesting,” Tsuyu comments, touching her finger to her chin and glancing up at the ceiling in thought. “Uncomfortable, maybe, but if the guys aren’t there then that’s fine.”

Jiro gawks a little at the straight-faced girl, darting glances between her and Mina. Kemuri understands her and that look that asks, “How are you so blunt and/or confident?” Uraraka claps her hands onto her cheeks, pinkies lifted just enough that they don’t make contact.

“I know…Hound Dog teaches it…” Kemuri whispers. “Uh, sex ed, I…I mean, but he…might be just for the guys.”

“Woah…” Mina says. Hagakure giggles.

Yaoyorozu clears her throat. “I…think this is a talk that would be better suited for somewhere else.” She eyes the hallways as if expecting Mineta or Kaminari to pop out of nowhere, all excitement and hormones.

“Ugh, fine. I can’t even argue with you, Yaomomo,” Mina whines.

She pushes the change room door open, startling Kemuri a little as she blinks and glances around, reaffirming that they have indeed made it. She was so focused on the other girls that she didn’t watch her surroundings.

Yaoyorozu lets out a laugh. “I didn’t know I was that convincing.” She starts into the room after Mina, giving her costume case a shake. “Everyone, let’s continue to do our best in training!”

“Yeah!” Hagakure and Uraraka cheer. Kemuri nods, letting out a weaker cheer that echoes theirs, and Tsuyu ribbits. Jiro shakes her head despite the faintly amused smile on her face.

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“So, Kemuri, what are you planning for your birthday this year?”

Kemuri swallows her mouthful of shrimp tempura, eyeing her parents with slight confusion. Her grandfather doesn’t acknowledge them speaking to her, as always.

Kemuri stirs her rice. “Uh…why do you think I’d be doing anything?”

“Well,” Cayden says with a tiny smile. “You have friends now, so we thought you’d want to have a party.”

“And your classmates were a delight to have, so maybe you’d want to invite them all,” Kazue agrees.

Keiji snorts. The spa day was mentioned to him in passing and he let it go easily, considering he wasn’t around to be directly annoyed by it. When he asked about who was there, Kemuri said, “Everyone who was allowed to.” He took this as meaning Nishimura wasn’t present. She never said a lie.

“Oh, uh…” Kemuri gulps. “I…I wanted to, but I wasn’t sure if it’d be okay…”

“Of course it’s okay,” Kazue insists. “It’s your sweet sixteen. We want it to be special for you.”

“And we want to know the plans so we can prepare,” Cayden says.

Kazue eyes him and he makes a “lips are sealed” motion. Kemuri feels a bolt of excitement at the idea of presents. Her parents always get her an amazing gift.

“Well…I’d want my classmates to come,” Kemuri says. “And maybe set something up in the backyard, like dancing. Jiro’s a great DJ so if we got a table for her…”

“And we could hang fairy lights from the trees so it looks really magical when it starts getting darker!” Cayden gasps.

Kazue smiles. “That sounds lovely.”

“And best of all, no need to worry about noise complaints because we don’t have any neighbours!”

Her parents reach out and clasp hands across the table, grinning at each other. Kemuri’s leg starts to bounce. Her grandfather shakes his head and keeps eating. Kemuri watches him.

“Grandfather?” she asks. He grunts. “I…I want to invite all my classmates.”

His shoulders hunch and his eyebrows furrow as he slowly looks up. Her mom and dad untangle their hands and sit back, now watching the two of them in slight confusion. Seeing that, Kemuri wonders if they know anything about her grandfather’s hatred for the Nishimuras.

If it’s a secret, he’ll have no choice but to reveal it to her. Kemuri watches, hands shaking a little.

“All of them,” he repeats.

“Yes.”

His gaze darts to Kazue for a split second before settling back on Kemuri. He exhales. “Fine, but if he tries anything—”

“He won’t. I promise.”

He stands up, his food done. “I’ll make myself busy that day,” he states. “The noise will be too much to handle.”

“You do whatever you need to, dad,” Kazue pipes up with a sweet smile.

“Mhm.”

He takes his dishes to the kitchen. Kemuri feels that little spark of rebellion in her that she felt after her date with Shoji. Her grandfather may hate her, but the last thing he wants is to upset Kazue. Kemuri can use that.

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At Hero Basic Training on Monday, it’s sparring practice. Kemuri works with Hagakure while Ojiro helps Tokoyami nearby. Shoji is fighting Sato.

“You know what sucks?” Hagakure asks as Kemuri runs her through some warm-up exercises.

“What?”

“My birthday is on a Monday this year.” The invisible girl huffs. “Like, what if I wanted to party on my actual birthday, huh?”

Kemuri nods a little. “I get that. Mine’s…” She thinks for a second. “I think mine’s on Tuesday.”

“Ugh. Monday and Tuesday are the butts of the week.”

Kemuri giggles. “When is yours anyway?”

“June 18. It’s coming up quick!” Her gym uniform turns a little as she stretches. “Why? Have you got birthdays on the mind? Because I do. Between Ojiro and Aoyama, I’m in a partying mood.”

“Oh, uh…sort of. My birthday’s on the twelfth.”

“Like, of June?”

Kemuri huffs out a laugh. “No, of October.”

“Wait, really?”

She groans. “No, it’s in June. Bad joke…”

“So we’re actually super close in age!” Hagakure gasps. “That’s so cool!”

“Yeah, it is!”

They pull themselves out of their warm-up and move back into sparring. Kemuri shows Hagakure some basic moves, first showing her, then having her mirror them, then practicing on each other.

“Hey, uh…Toru,” Kemuri says.

“Uh-huh?”

“Were you planning anything for your birthday?”

The last thing Kemuri wants is to overwhelm their classmates with parties, especially when exams are getting closer every day. If Hagakure has a plan in mind, then Kemuri will back off and have a smaller party. No harm, no foul.

“Well, it’s still kind of far off, so not really. I just had some basic ideas,” Hagakure says. She does a few punches and a kick that Kemuri dodges easily. “You?”

“I…had a plan, but…if you wanted a big party, I’d change mine. Don’t want to—”

“Why would my party change yours?”

“Because…because I don’t want to steal the spotlight from you…” She bats her hands around in the air. “I’d feel bad, so…if you’re having a party, I’ll just do something smaller.”

Hagakure doesn’t say anything and doesn’t move, the telltale sign that she’s staring. “Girl, what? No way!” When Kemuri bows her head, face pink, Hagakure shuffles closer. “Wait…is this another thing that you aren’t used to?”

She cringes. “I…yeah…” She covers her face with her hands. “I’m sorry…”

“No! No, I didn’t mean to make you feel bad!” Hagakure wraps her in a quick hug. “You deserve an awesome party, Kemuri. Don’t let me stop you.”

They separate and Kemuri lowers her hands. “Well…how about we…” She bites her lip. “What about combining our parties? Like…we have it halfway between our real birthdays and…make it one big thing?”

Hagakure’s gym uniform bounces in place. “That sounds super fun, but…are you okay with that?”

“It’d…be more fun to celebrate with my best friend, honestly.”

She gets another overly squishy hug. “Oh my gosh, then yeah! I’m in! When do we start planning?”

Kemuri notices All Might watching everyone train and says, “Soon. We’ve got to focus on school right now.”

“Right! Okay!”

They launch back into sparring.

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There really isn’t a lot going on in Kemuri’s life. She does everything she usually does—going to school, training, doing homework, and hanging out with her friends. Her improved boots were added to her costume, making some of their training classes easier. She texted Bakugo a late thank you for kicking her ass into gear, to which he responded a “whatever” and never said a word more, so she’s glad that’s over with. Her training alternates between solo sessions, sparring with Ojiro, and sparring with Nishimura.

Thanks to her grandfather, her meet-ups with Nishimura happen at a gym halfway between their houses. It actually works pretty well, although Kemuri misses the familiarity of her dojo. She never has to worry about walking into the wrong change room at her house.

Yes, that has happened before, and no, it was not a pleasant experience.

On Friday, after school, she goes out with Hagakure to get party decorations. They walk down the aisles of the craft store, Hagakure pushing the cart while Kemuri holds onto it from the side. Doing so allows her to look at the options without worrying about running into things. She just stops when Hagakure does.

“I’m thinking that I don’t want to ask for presents,” Kemuri admits. She takes a bag of fake rose petals off the shelf, checks the price, then tosses it into the cart. “I mean…it’s enough of a present to have friends.”

Hagakure hums a little. She’s currently browsing the confetti and streamers, her invisible fingers making the bags swing a little when she touches them. “I guess…but I still want presents,” she says.

“How about we tell our boys that they can get us presents if they want, but everyone else doesn’t have to?”

“Perfect compromise. Ten out of ten.”

“Thank you, Toru.”

They giggle and move into the next aisle, searching for fairy lights. They couldn’t decide on an exact theme, so they settled for just trying to find things that sort of fit and hoping for the best. Kemuri glances at her friend, diligently comparing prices of two different types of lights, and smiles. Kemuri so often finds herself shopping alone and it’s really nice having someone with her this time.

Her phone beeps and she pulls it out of her purse. A text from Ojiro lights up the screen.

Ojiro
Can’t train with you on Monday :/ Rain check?

She taps out her response, a quick “no problem.” Ojiro is well aware that she has other training partners. He doesn’t have to feel any guilt over missing a session or two.

“Kemuri?”

“Mhm?”

“I’m craving mochi.”

Kemuri sets her phone down. “Same, actually. You…wanna get some?”

Hagakure lets out something between a scoff and a laugh. “Uh, yeah? As soon as we find the giant disco balls.”

“We’re getting a giant disco ball?”

“Unless you want to hang Aoyama from a tree branch and hope that he sparkles enough. Ya girl needs a disco ball!”

“Disco ball it is. Let’s spare poor Aoyama.”

The cart wheels rattle as they pick up the pace. Hagakure hoists her body up onto the handle, letting the momentum carry her and the cart away, a pirate with a ship full of treasure. Kemuri runs to catch up, a giant smile on her face.

Chapter 78: Todoroki vs. Kemuri, the Rematch

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On Monday, Kemuri tracks down her other training partner option at the start of the day. He’s walking towards his desk, so she speeds up and taps his shoulder before he gets too far.

“Hey, Nishimura,” she says. He turns around and she smiles a little. “Uh, would you be up for training after school today?”

Nishimura arches an eyebrow, but shakes his head. “Ah, sorry, I can’t. I’m babysitting for Tsuyu.”

She blinks a few times. “Tsuyu has siblings?”

“Two of them, yeah.” He adjusts the strap of his bag and adds, as an afterthought, “Sorry, Shimakage.”

“Oh, no worries,” she replies, waving her hand about. “I’ll…uh, figure something else out.”

“Excuse me, ribbit.”

Kemuri and Nishimura jump a little and Kemuri turns around to see Tsuyu standing behind them. She smiles, one finger touching her chin, her tongue poking out—she looks just as Tsuyu-like as she always does.

“You’re blocking my desk,” she says.

“Oh, yeah, sorry,” Kemuri says, backing up enough that Tsuyu can slip past. “Just…uh, talking to Nishimura. He said he’s babysitting for you and…” She cuts off her rambling before it gets too intense, cheeks flushing.

Tsuyu nods, unperturbed. “Yeah, Nishi-kun’s a big help. I’m sorry if it’s messing up any of your plans.”

“No, no,” Kemuri insists, shaking her head. “You got to him first!”

Nishimura crosses his arms over his chest. “Wow, I’m popular, huh?”

Tsuyu laughs a little. “Well, I know I can trust you with feeding my siblings actual decent food. I’ll warn you, they’re picky. Satsuki would live off pasta if she could.”

“Then I’ll make her the best pasta ever.”

Kemuri, sensing that she’s no longer needed, scoots past Tsuyu as the frog girl adds, “Thank you again.”

“Ah, it’s no problem. I love kids,” he says, squaring his shoulders. He blinks, then grimaces. “I’m…great with kids, I mean. That sounded weird.”

Tsuyu’s croaking giggles trickle into the air. Kemuri slides into her desk and pulls out her phone, frowning a little in thought as she puts on her reading glasses. She’s down her two regular training partners, and while solo training is fine, she really needs to get some sparring in. Sparring isn’t something done well alone, if you can believe it.

She looks around the classroom as she slips her glasses on, making her tunnel of vision clearer as she searches for potential. Iida is athletic, but he doesn’t do martial arts, and Midoriya is similar. Shoji is a maybe, but he isn’t much of a fighter—more of a stealth type with potential for being a brawler. Sero’s an option, but that would mean more teaching and less practicing and she needs a challenge.

A challenge…

A lightbulb switches on over her head and she pulls out her phone. She types out a quick message, sends it, and waits. At the back of the classroom, she hears the telltale ding of a notification. She purses her lips. After a minute, her phone buzzes.

Todoroki
Sure.

She smiles.

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“Woah, nice house.”

Todoroki shrugs as she slips her shoes off and adjusts her gym bag on her shoulder. She’s honestly surprised that he suggested meeting at his house, but he explained that if he wanted to use his quirk, he felt better doing it in his own home instead of risking damage to hers.

She felt it was best not to argue.

Todoroki is already dressed in a white tank top and loose workout pants while she’s still in her school uniform. He seems to notice this and gestures for her to follow him. She does so, fiddling with the strap of her bag as she goes.

“Shoto? Is your friend here?”

A woman pokes her head out of the entrance to some room and, upon getting closer, Kemuri can guess that it’s a kitchen. The woman has grey eyes and white hair with streaks of red. She smiles at Kemuri as Todoroki stops, shoulders dropping a little.

“Yeah,” he says. He pauses another second before he shakes his hand at her, as if to gesture. “Shimakage, my sister, Fuyumi.”

“Nice to meet you,” Kemuri says, bowing a little.

“Of course. It’s always nice to see Shoto bringing friends home other than that one boy—”

“Fuyumi.”

She blinks a few times and eyes her little brother’s stoic expression. “Oh, sorry,” she says. “I just got excited.” When Todoroki shrugs, she adds, “So…have fun training!”

“Are you going somewhere?” Todoroki asks.

She smiles, her cheeks turning slightly pink. “I’ve got a date.”

Todoroki’s expression softens with shock, but he says nothing. Fuyumi adjusts her glasses, looking away, and Kemuri clears her throat a little.

“Oh, uh…congrats?” she says, immediately wincing. Why did she make it sound like a question?

Fuyumi doesn’t seem to mind. “Thank you. It’s been a while since I’ve gone out, but…I’m feeling pretty good about this guy.” She starts out of the kitchen and Kemuri realizes that she has a purse with her and her clothes are definitely nice enough for a date. “I’ll be back this evening, okay? I restocked the cabinet with snacks, so feel free to have some!”

“Okay. Bye,” Todoroki says. Kemuri follows Fuyumi’s movements down the hall, only stopping when he says, “Shimakage. Come on.”

“Right! Sorry!”

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Todoroki relies so much on his quirk that it isn’t even funny. What’s even less funny is how hard that makes him to spar with. It feels like they’ve hardly done anything and Kemuri is already getting a very good idea of how badly she would lose to him in the Sports Festival.

Not that she didn’t think she would lose before. She’s just extra aware now.

“Time out!” Kemuri shouts as she dodges yet another iceberg, falling flat on her back.

Her opponent goes silent, despite not making much noise before. She’s found that his quirk itself makes noise, like a shimmering, crackling sound whenever he sends out a wave of ice. She assumes that his fire makes a noise too, but he hasn’t used it during this session.

Kemuri lays on the ground for a few seconds, the grass tickling her sweaty neck.

“Everything okay?” Todoroki calls. She hears his footsteps getting closer.

She slowly sits up. She reaches back to undo her ponytail, only to start combing the flyaways back into it. “Yeah, fine…fine…”

She looks up at her sparring partner to find him watching her, arms crossed over his chest, and there’s a slight sheen of sweat on his brow despite the ice shimmering on his right cheek.

“Do you need water?” he asks.

Kemuri eyes the dissipating fog still wandering around the backyard, then nods. Todoroki moves out of her line of sight and returns a minute later. A cup of water appears before her and she takes it, looking up at him again. He switches the other cup to his right hand, pausing while he activates his quirk and watches the glass get frosty.

“That’s useful,” Kemuri states. Todoroki glances up at her, blinking, and she motions to his cup with her own. “The ice.”

“Oh, yeah.” He takes a sip, his free hand on his hip.

They drink in silence. Kemuri closes her eyes as she enjoys the water, already feeling her vitality returning. She needs all the energy she can get.

She’s always been pretty perceptive about her opponents, but now that she’s gotten the chance to work with people other than her grandfather, she feels like she’s getting far better at it. It’s becoming easier to read the styles of other fighters.

The style of the Shimakage family is varied, although it bears the closest resemblance to Jujutsu, Aikido and Hapkido, with some Taekwondo involved. Her training involves throws, joint locks, and using her opponent’s strength against them, finding weak spots where they didn’t even realize there was one. Speed, balance, flexibility, and stamina are just as important as her physical strength. Kemuri knows it like the back of her hand. It’s as easy as breathing to her.

When she started training with Ojiro instead of her grandfather, she came face to face with something new and strange. Ojiro uses his tail a lot, and that thing packs a heftier punch than his fists and feet. It also makes it very difficult for Kemuri to use her knockout strike on him since his greatest weapon is behind his back at all times. Fighting him forces her to be creative, but on the bright side, his mixed martial arts fit well to whatever elements of her own style that she needs to work on.

Then, there’s Nishimura. Nishimura blurs the lines between a distinguished swordsman and back alley brawler, a mixture of karate and kendo. He never uses his quirk to its fullest when fighting her—too risky, he says—but his strikes are, nonetheless, swift and firm. His way of attacking his opponent is the night to Kemuri’s day; where she uses an attacker’s energy against them, he directly opposes it.

And then there’s Todoroki.

Todoroki’s version of martial arts is using his quirk and, if that somehow manages to fail, he resorts to kicking. He does know how to throw punches and his kicks are strong, but his form is nowhere near the trained poise that Kemuri sees in Nishimura and Ojiro and her grandfather. The only time she’s seen Todoroki throw a punch was during their first sparring session right at the start of school, but none of those landed because they were so predictable. His blocking is better, but all in all, he isn’t much of a physical fighter.

Looking at him now, she reminds herself that he doesn’t really need to know how to fight the way she does. Why punch someone when your quirk can punch them for you? If Kemuri tried to fight the way he does, she would lose miserably every time. Smoke and fog can’t win battles for her.

“Want to keep going?” Todoroki asks, making her snap out of her wonderings.

She glances down at her empty cup. “Yeah, sure.” As she stands up, handing her cup to him when he reaches out for it, she asks, “Could we try something?”

“What?”

“I want us to fight quirkless.”

His eyebrows furrow. “Why?”

She purses her lips a little and tugs the hem of her shirt, darting her gaze away. “Well…I think we could use the practice…” When he doesn’t say anything, she adds, “And…I can’t get anywhere close to you when you use your quirk so I feel like I’m not really training and it would be good for both of us if we could exercise our bodies without quirks—”

“You’re mumbling.”

She slams her mouth shut and cringes. “I’m sorry.”

She hears nothing, then there’s a soft rush of air that sounds like it could maybe be a laugh. “You reminded me of Midoriya for a second,” he admits.

When she pushes past her embarrassment and looks at him again, there’s a fond look on his face, as if just mentioning Midoriya makes him happy. Truth be told, she hasn’t seen much of “happy Todoroki.” It’s nice.

“Sorry,” she repeats, then immediately imagines smacking herself. Sorry? For being like Midoriya? Rude…

He blinks a few times, tilts his head, then shrugs as he effortlessly changes the subject. “So…quirkless fighting.”

She nods. “Yeah, uh…I know we’ve sort of done that already, but…I think it’s good practice. You never know when you’re gonna end up fighting someone like Mr. Aizawa.”

“That’s…fair.” After a second, he adds, “Or do you just not like losing?”

Her face flushes with heat and she sputters a bit, ready to launch into a defensive rant, when she sees the faint smile on Todoroki’s face. He’s teasing her. Todoroki knows how to tease? Unbelievable.

She lets out a huffing breath. He may be teasing, but he’s right. “Sort of…” she admits.

“Me neither.”

That makes her more relaxed, and she swings her arms a bit. “What would you want to work on? Punches?”

“Kicks.”

Big surprise, she thinks, almost laughing. She bounces a little in place, psyching herself up, starting to smile a little while Todoroki’s pupils follow her movements.

“Alright, then…let’s practice some kicking.”

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Todoroki is a fast learner, faster than anyone else Kemuri has tried to teach. He listens to her words and executes the moves without complaints, laser-focused to the task. He’s quiet, but his silence is intense whereas the quiet her and her friends have is softer. His exudes power and determination that gives her goosebumps.

Watching him perform the series of punches and kicks she just demonstrated, she’s alarmed at how much he looks like his father. All she can see is red hair, one blue eye, narrowed in determination as he glares out at the world. Then, he turns around and with the white half of his hair comes slight relief.

“Good?” he asks.

She lifts her hands a little. “Perfect, honestly. You’re pretty good at this.”

He purses his lips, jaw clenching just a little. “I’ve tried some of those moves when I was younger.”

“Oh, so you just needed them…cleaned up a little?”

He nods. “Yeah.”

And there’s that silence again. Todoroki doesn’t look at her, observing his backyard with wandering eyes instead. Kemuri looks him over and sees his bare feet tensing against the grass.

Kemuri clears her throat. “You want to go back to using quirks?”

His shoulders relax and he mutters out a, “Yes.”

They launch back into it and Kemuri immediately notices a slight difference. For one, Todoroki actually starts giving her pointers, like he took note of her comment about feeling like she isn't learning much. At one point, she gets close enough to him to get him into a grapple, but ice starts coating her arm and she winces at the cold prickling her skin. Todoroki stops at the sight of her pain and she backs off, gripping her wrist before using her steam to get the ice off.

“Why didn’t you do that right away?” he asks. He motions to the melting ice and the steam tendrils wafting off her skin.

She looks down at her arm. “I…huh…” Her expression turns sheepish. “I don't know. I...I’m still getting used to…using it during combat.”

“Still?”

She sighs, remembering their brief talk after the Sports Festival. “Yeah.” She reaches up as if to grab her braid, touches nothing, and brings her hand back down to her side. “It’s hard to get out of that mindset.”

“I get that.” He’s looking at his left hand, the fingers curled in slightly, and then he forms it into a fist as he looks up. “When you’re fighting me, use your steam if it counteracts my ice like that. It’s a good move.”

She smiles a little. “You’re helping me find a weakness against you?”

He shrugs. “If you’re going to try and beat me at next year’s Sports Festival, you should be at your strongest.”

“Oh, yeah!” She lets out an awkward giggle and pumps her fist. “I’m…I’m gonna do that.”

He shakes his head, the barest trace of a smirk on his face. She folds her hands behind her back, still bouncing a little on her feet.

“Thank you, Todoroki,” she says. “This is…fun.”

His expression falls into something softer, almost confusion, bordering on surprise. “Huh…it was.” He hooks his thumbs on the waistband of his pants. “Weird.”

It is weird, but she doesn’t mind.

“Wanna go eat?” he asks.

“Yes, please.”

Chapter 79: Kemuri's Not-So-Big Day

Chapter Text

The next day, Kemuri walks into the classroom to find quite a bit of tension emanating from some of her classmates. Todoroki and Iida are facing each other, Todoroki talking in low, intense tones while Iida is, as usual, far louder. Uraraka, Midoriya, and Tsuyu are near them, the first two wearing matching concern.

“I just want to know his intentions,” Todoroki states.

“He likes her! And they are both grown adults who can make their own decisions!”

Kemuri moves to her friends, all gathered at Ojiro’s desk, and jabs her thumb at the quarrelling boys. “Uh…what’s up with that?” she asks.

Hagakure giggles a little. “Todoroki’s sister went on a date with Iida’s brother and Todoroki’s getting all protective,” she says.

“Todoroki came in looking ready to fight,” Ojiro adds. “It was kind of scary.”

Tokoyami mutters something about the folly of mankind while Shoji just lets out a long sigh.

Kemuri’s eyes widen. So that’s who Fuyumi was going out with. Kemuri isn’t even sure if Tensei was out of the hospital yet, but he must be feeling good if he’s going out. How did they even meet? She has so many questions.

“He’s a little old for her,” Todoroki states, making Kemuri turn around. Most of the class is watching the exchange, although some are more subtle than others. Mina looks like she’s a second away from pulling out her phone and recording the whole exchange.

“Excuse me, Tensei is in the prime of his life!” Iida retorts, nearly chopping Todoroki on the shoulder as he swings his hands around. “Why are you complaining? If anything, he has the time to dedicate to your sister now that he is no longer working as a pro! Isn’t that a good thing?”

Todoroki narrows his eyes. “If he does anything to hurt Fuyumi—”

“He would never!”

“Uh, guys? Can we…calm down?” Midoriya begs, reaching out and resting one hand on each of their shoulders. “Todoroki, Iida’s right. They’re adults.”

Uraraka nods, tapping her fingertips together lightly. “They deserve to be happy, and I’m sure they wouldn’t want you two fighting.” Kemuri almost nods in agreement, only to remember that she is in no way part of the conversation.

Iida crosses his arms firmly over his chest. “I’m not fighting. I am mildly arguing.”

“So…fighting, but verbally,” Tsuyu states. Iida deflates a little and Kemuri purses her lips against a giggle.

The door slides open and Aizawa enters, a stack of papers under his arm. His eyes lock on Todoroki and Iida as if drawn by their arguing. His quirk activates and they both stiffen.

“Everyone, in your seats,” he commands.

“Yes, sir!”

Those who weren’t already seated scramble to their desks, and so begins another week of school.

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Kemuri wakes on Tuesday, June 12, to the smell of pancakes. When she gets to the kitchen, she finds that it’s actually waffles that her parents are making and, even better, there are chocolate chips in them.

“Happy birthday, sweetie,” her dad says, swooping her into a hug and kissing her forehead.

“Sixteen already,” her mom adds, flipping a waffle onto a growing stack. “Feels like just yesterday you were in diapers…”

“Mom…” Kemuri whines as she steps back from her dad. “You say that every birthday.”

“It’s true!”

Her grandfather, seated at the kitchen table, makes his signature grunting noise and keeps reading his book. Kemuri focuses on her parents, their eyes glistening with excitement.

“So…do you want your present today or on the day of your party?” her dad asks.

She purses her lips in thought. “Well…I think I’d be okay with waiting,” she says. It’d be kind of cool to open a present while surrounded by friends, like in the movies.

Kazue smiles. “Alright, then we’ll wait for Saturday.” She lets out a giggle before clapping her hand over her mouth. “I just hope you like it.”

Again, Keiji lets out a grunt and his face sours. Kemuri wonders if he isn’t a fan of the present, but doesn’t let that get to her. It’s her present after all. It doesn’t affect him.

“I’m sure I’ll love it, mom,” Kemuri says.

“Did you skip training this morning?” Keiji asks. When she turns to him, he gestures his hand at her pyjamas and bedhead. “I’m assuming you did.”

She swallows. “I…did…” She bows her head. “I’m sorry.”

His expression is hard, but he looks away from her. “Not my problem.”

Then why did you ask? she almost asks, but bites her tongue. He's just reminding her that she's being lazy.

Before the mood can fall further, her parents usher her to the table and they set out the waffles and various toppings. Kemuri piles her waffles with whipped cream and strawberries and eats every bite. She puts away her dishes when she’s done, kisses her mom and dad, and hurries off to get ready for school.

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“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEMURI!”

Kemuri accepts the excited, squishy hug from Hagakure, although the force of it nearly knocks her back into the hallway. Kemuri laughs softly as they separate, scooting back into the classroom.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

Kirishima, perched on Kaminari’s desk, perks up at the sound of Hagakure’s voice. “Woah, it’s your birthday, Shimakage?” he asks. Kemuri nods, cheeks flushing, and he grins. “Then happy birthday!”

“Yeah, happy birthday!” Sero adds, giving her a thumbs up.

That sets off a chorus of everyone else who’s present saying the same thing, all smiles and excitement, making Kemuri turn as red as her rose hair clip. She mumbles more thank yous and shuffles off to join her friends, not wanting any more attention than she’s already getting. This is so weird, actually having her big day get acknowledged.

When she joins her friends, Shoji also greets her with a hug. She’s surprised—he tends to keep his affection to areas that are more private—but she accepts it nonetheless. His hugs are one of her favourite things in the world.

“You’re getting old,” he whispers in her ear.

She smacks his arm lightly as she pulls away, making him chuckle. “Okay…freaking…baby of the class,” she replies, cheeks red.

Ojiro shakes his head. “I still can’t believe you’re the youngest, Shoji,” he says.

Shoji shrugs. “At least I’m the tallest.”

Hagakure and Ojiro clutch their chests in mock hurt at the same time. Hagakure pretends to faint from the pain and Ojiro’s tail catches her. Shoji chuckles.

“I understand the pain of unfortunate timing, Shoji. My day of birthing lands on the moon before Hallow’s Eve…” Tokoyami utters, clenching his fist.

“Day of birthing~” Hagakure repeats in a spooky, bouncing tone.

Tokoyami nods. “Yes, the day I was forced into this world.”

Kemuri covers her mouth against her laughter, Hagakure giggles, and Ojiro shakes his head. Shoji pats Tokoyami’s shoulder.

Just another morning with her friends, it seems.

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“Kemuri, are you excited for the party?” Hagakure asks at lunch that same day. “Cause I am! I’m so excited I can hardly stand it!”

Kemuri nods. “I just really hope it goes well,” she says. She takes a sip of her water. “Guys, are you still okay with coming early to set up?”

“Of course,” Shoji says.

“We’re happy to help,” Ojiro adds.

Tokoyami nods. “This is incredibly important. We must make our women happy.”

“Aw, Tokoyami, we’re your women?” Hagakure coos.

Tokoyami’s eyes widen a little, then fall closed as he crosses his arms over his chest. “I…am simply stating that you are the females in our…group.”

Dark Shadow appears. “So, our girls,” he states, earning many head scratches from Hagakure and making Tokoyami flop his head into his hands.

“Has Dark Shadow been more sociable lately, or is that just me?” Ojiro asks.

“No, he is. He is becoming comfortable talking to all of you and it is, to be frank, loathsome,” Tokoyami mutters into his palms.

“Hey, I was your best friend first,” Dark Shadow retorts, shadowy hands falling on shadowy hips.

“I understand, but your comments are often uncensored.”

“I’m just saying what you won’t.”

Tokoyami’s eyes narrow and he lets out another heaving sigh. Dark Shadow smirks.

Hagakure leans over to pat the sentient quirk’s head. “Well, it’s nice talking to you, but maybe you should listen to Tokoyami and go back inside. You don’t want to upset him, do you?”

Dark Shadow huffs. Hagakure scratches his head again and he grins, bright eyes creasing. “Fine, but only for you, cutie.”

He disappears and Tokoyami finally pulls his head back up. “Thank you, Hagakure. I am in your debt.”

Hagakure’s hand makes an indent on his uniform as she pats Tokoyami’s shoulder. “Anything for our bird boy!”

“He isn’t very obedient, is he?” Kemuri says.

“Just another problem of having a sentient quirk,” Tokoyami says. “I had to stop him from bursting out and singing happy birthday to you earlier, Kemuri. I assumed you wouldn’t enjoy that.”

Kemuri cringes. “Yeah…no, thank you…”

Tokoyami smirks and mumbles, under his breath, “I told you.”

“So…” Ojiro says, clearing his throat a little and turning the attention away from a (very grateful) Tokoyami. “What time should we show up on Saturday?”

“The party starts around four and my parents and I want to set up as much as possible, so…” Kemuri looks at Hagakure, searching for some kind of confirmation.

“With all of us working together, it shouldn’t take long!” Hagakure insists. “How about two or three? Whatever works for you guys.”

“That works,” comes the resounding answer.

“Okay, good, good.” Kemuri clasps her hands together. “Now…to invite everyone.”

“Another announcement?” Shoji asks.

She shakes her head. “No, I’m just gonna message the group chat. I…did the announcement thing once already. It feels weird to do it again.” Her voice gets softer with every word.

“Sounds like a plan!” Hagakure says.

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The text message wasn’t as simple as Kemuri hoped. She sent it at the end of lunchtime—just a date and time announcement—and tucked her phone away hoping that that was it. People can RSVP to the chat, she can prepare, nice and quiet and unnoticeable.

Then, she walks into the classroom with her friends and Mina is suddenly right in front of her, grinning and bouncing.

“Oh my gosh, another party?!” she squeals. “Yes!”

Kemuri gapes a little, starting to shrink back into herself, but Hagakure’s arm loops around her shoulders and ceases her movements. The three boys inch past them and away from the action.

“Yup!” Hagakure chirps. “One big old sweet sixteen for the two of us! It’s gonna be awesome!”

Mina bounces on her feet again. “Well, I’m in! I thought I’d tell you right away!”

“I have to say,” comes another voice as Tsuyu wanders up to them, “but I’m a bit surprised to hear that you’re having a joint party. I would think you’d want your sweet sixteens to just be about you.”

Kemuri shakes her head. “N-No, I…” She fiddles with her fingers and casts a brief glance at Hagakure, whose sleeve lifts as if giving her a thumbs up. “I want to spend it with my friends, and Toru’s birthday is so close to mine anyway…”

She darts a look around the classroom to find that the only people not giving her extended amounts of attention are her male friends, who busy themselves with other things. The students who have already made it are bad at hiding their interest.

Tsuyu nods sagely. “That does make sense. You aren’t the type to want the spotlight, from what I’ve seen.”

Kemuri bows her head, cheeks flushed. “You…could say that.” She starts fiddling with her fingers. “And…besides, I don’t want to overwhelm myself. I’ve never really had a big party before, so…my birthday feels like any other day…u-usually. I just get cake and a present from my parents.”

“What? Really?”

Kemuri looks up to find that more of her classmates are just coming in. Midoriya stares at her with wide eyes. Iida and Uraraka are with him and they look less distressed, but still shocked.

Kemuri blinks a few times. She realizes that she’s blocking the way and gasps, stepping away from Hagakure’s arm. “O-Oh, sorry, I’ll move,” she says.

“Have you really never had a birthday party?” Midoriya asks. He looks genuinely upset.

She swallows, tugging at her braid. “I mean…yeah?”

He straightens up a little. “Well, then I promise I’m gonna make this party the best one ever!” She gapes at him, face red, and he clears his throat. “Or…uh…we…we will. As a class!”

“I agree!” Iida states as his hand swoops into the air. “I will be sure to attend. It will be one to remember!”

“Me too!” Uraraka says.

Hagakure jumps in place, letting out a squeal. “Awesome!”

Kemuri waves her hands about. “Y-You really don’t have to make such a big deal. It’s…it’s just me…if anything, just do it for Toru.” She motions to her friend.

Hagakure releases a breath. “Kemuriiii, this is for us!”

“Uh, yeah! This is a sweet sixteen, girl! We’re gonna live it up!” Mina agrees. “And that means for both of you!”

Behind them, someone clears their throat and Kemuri feels a shiver run up her spine. Aizawa stands at the door, eyes glowing, and he hardly has to open his mouth before they’re scrambling to sit down.

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The group chat picks up once class lets out. Kemuri keeps an eye on her phone, holding onto one of Shoji’s arms as their group walks towards the station. It’s mostly people RSVPing, although there are a few outliers—example, Yaoyorozu is shocked at the “no presents” request and insists that she be allowed to bring some of the snacks instead.

Sero
Wait, isn’t Sato’s birthday coming up too?

Tsuyu
Is it?

Sato
Yup. The 19th
Uh, Sero, why’d you ask?

Sero
Just had this nagging feeling that there was another birthday bomb coming ;)

Hagakure
OMG WE’RE PRACTICALLY TWINS! AHHH!

Koda
ʕ´• ᴥ •`ʔ ●~*?

Nishimura
There aren’t any bombs, Koda. Don’t worry!

Koda
ε-(´・`) フ

Kemuri’s attention darts to Hagakure as she starts giggling. She also has her phone up while Ojiro and Tokoyami read over her shoulder. Kemuri looks up at Shoji to find that he’s morphed an eye to read off her phone.

Nishimura
I was gonna plan something for your b-day, man. Kinda lost my chance though. Don’t want to mess up Shimakage and Hagakure’s day.

Sato
Aw, thanks bro, but don’t worry about it! We can just get dinner with Koda and Aoyama or something!

Kaminari
So humble ;-; I could cry

Kirishima
Me too, man.
Me too.

Koda
(づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ

Uraraka
That’s so cute omg
I’m dying

Aoyama
I would love to get dinner with you, mes amies ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

Yaoyorozu
…are you really sure about no presents?
I’m sorry to derail the conversation, but I just want to be sure.

Kemuri
We really don’t need any presents ^_^
If everyone can come, that’s enough of a gift!

Bakugo
Well dammit, now I’ve gotta show up.

Kirishima
Don’t worry, Shimakage! I would have dragged him over there myself anyway!

Bakugo
LIKE HELL YOU WOULD, SHITTY HAIR 凸(ಠ益ಠ)凸

Ashido
Aw, Bakugo uses emoticons <3

Bakugo
I’ll kill you, Raccoon Eyes.

Iida
PLEASE REFRAIN FROM THREATENING YOUR CLASSMATES, BAKUGO!

Midoriya
Iida, did your caps lock get stuck?

Nishimura
Lmao, Iida’s loud even over text.

Kemuri lets out a breath and puts her phone away, keeping her hand on Shoji’s arm. Hagakure is still reading, her giggles bouncing along, and Ojiro’s tail wags a little.

“Looks like everyone’s pretty excited,” Kemuri says. She swallows hard. “I…I hope it doesn’t disappoint…”

Shoji’s hand pats hers. “It’ll be great.”

“But what if it isn’t?”

He leans closer to her, gaze serious. “Is your grandfather going to be anywhere nearby?”

“No…”

“Then the chances of it being great are in your favour.”

Her chest warms up and she steps closer to him, gripping him a little tighter. “Yeah…okay.”

Chapter 80: Party Prep

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On Saturday, Kemuri is practically a ball of nerves. It helps that her friends show up to help her set everything up, but as time ticks ever closer to the first real birthday party of her young life, she feels like she might faint.

Her grandfather left early to spend a “quiet day at the office” and both her parents left soon after Kemuri’s friends arrived. They said they needed to go pick up some things for the party. That left the rest of them to their work. A disco ball dangles above their heads, there are garden lights outlining the paths around the koi pond, and a DJ station has been set up for Jiro. Food will come later, once the night goes on.

“Are you sure we can’t get squid ink pizza?” Shoji asks.

Kemuri pats his arms. “Shoji, I love you, but we need to feed more than just you and Tokoyami.”

“Such is the struggle of being an outlier,” Tokoyami comments as he goes by with Dark Shadow stringing fairy lights above their heads.

Shoji lets out a long sigh. “I guess I’ll settle for the basic toppings then.”

Kemuri grins. “I promise I’ll buy you a squid ink pizza some other time, okay? And we can eat it together while we watch movies.”

“It’s a date.”

“Would you two stop flirting and help me?” Hagakure shouts as she does her best to lug a refreshments table into the backyard.

Kemuri turns red. “We weren’t flirting!”

“And the sky is green,” Hagakure retorts. “Shoji, get your muscly self over here.”

Shoji chuckles as he jogs over to her. Kemuri takes that chance to go back into the house to make sure everything’s straightened out. She goes upstairs to make sure her grandfather’s area of the house is blocked off (it is) and that there are a decent amount of seats in the living room. The party will take place throughout the house, allowing for mingling. People can play video games in the living room, walk amongst the garden, dance—whatever they want!

Kemuri doesn’t care what they do, just so long as they’re having fun and nothing is illegal.

“Okay,” she says, hurrying back outside. “It’s three o’clock, so people should start showing up in the next hour at the earliest, so…”

She looks around, doing her best to take in everything. The garden looks perfect and she’s sure that once it gets dark out, it’ll look even better. She exhales, resting her hands on her hips and nodding, and then she looks down at herself.

She pales and whispers, “Oh my word, I look like crap…”

She didn’t put on anything nice this morning, knowing that she’d be doing a lot of cleaning and decorating, so she just wore an old All Might t-shirt and sweatpants. Her hair is the only thing that looks the way it usually does.

“No sweat!” Hagakure says, racing over. “I brought a change of clothes, so we can go get ready together! Gotta look cute!”

Tokoyami arches an eyebrow. “Have you seen the state of Kemuri’s wardrobe?”

Kemuri points at him. “First…rude.” He smirks. “Second…you’re right.”

“I’m sure it’s not that bad,” Hagakure insists. “Come on!"

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“Kemuri.”

“…yes?”

“I’m so disappointed.”

Kemuri hugs Mini Fatgum, burying her face into his stomach as Hagakure sifts through her clothes. If the invisible girl had a face, Kemuri wouldn’t be surprised to see it slowly shifting with horror.

“Do you seriously only own graphic tees?” Hagakure asks.

“I have some sweaters…and long-sleeved stuff…”

“I’m talking about anything that doesn’t have a hero, an anime, or some obscure Western cartoon emblazoned on it.” She huffs and eyes the Ingenium t-shirt in her hand. “Where’s that thing you wore for your date with Shoji?”

“That belonged to Mrs. Tokoyami.”

“Tokoyami’s mom has better style than you?!”

“Everyone has better style than me…”

Hagakure stops and her outfit turns around. The material of her pants bunches as her hands land on her hips.

“Hm…” she says. “Good thing this isn’t a formal party.”

“I…I do want to look good…I just don’t know how.”

Hagakure sighs, walks over, and Kemuri feels her hair get ruffled.

“Oh, my dear sweet child,” Hagakure coos. “What shall we do?”

Kemuri stifles a snort. “By now, you should know that I’m a hopeless mess.”

Hagakure steps back again, her body pivots between the closet and Kemuri, and then there’s the sound of clapping hands. “This requires expert advice. TOKOYAMI!”

Kemuri hugs Mini Fatgum tighter.

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Tokoyami is, actually, far more agreeable than Hagakure and doesn’t try to force Kemuri into something completely out of her comfort zone. Instead, he searches through some of the non-t-shirt options while Hagakure goes to get herself ready, trusting Tokoyami’s judgement.

“Kemuri, pick a shirt for yourself,” Tokoyami says as he sifts through her hangers. “Something black will probably work best, with a pop of colour in the middle. Something subtle.”

“O-Okay.”

She immediately digs out her Edgeshot shirt, a black one with silhouettes of the Ninja Hero in front of blocks of colour—red, silver, blue. Tokoyami turns around as she holds it up, his beak lifting into a smile.

“Perfect,” he says. He steps back to reveal a loose silver cardigan with faint, white constellations decorating it and elbow-length sleeves. “This will go overtop.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen a little. She loves that cardigan, in fact, it’s one of the few grey items that she owns, but she never wears it. It’s light enough that it won’t make her overheat either. Her hand drifts back to her hair.

“I…I thought I shouldn’t wear anything that blends with…” she trails off.

Tokoyami thumbs the material a little, then holds it up in front of her. His scarlet eyes go from her face, down, then back up. He smiles.

“No, this will work. Some grey will bring out your eyes,” he says. He hands her the cardigan, steps back, and adds, “Jeans or shorts will work with the bottoms. I will let you decide.”

“You’re a life-saver, Tokoyami.”

He bows his head. “It is my duty to serve.”

He disappears from her room, letting the door close behind him. She gets to work getting dressed and fixing her hair.

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There are two types of people—the Kemuris and the Hagakures.

Kemuri steps out of her room feeling nice, but like herself. Hagakure emerges from the bathroom down the hall wearing a pink dress with a “birthday girl” sash and a tiara. She even has gloves and earrings on.

Kemuri gapes at her as the invisible girl flounces over, practically oozing smiles. It’s very odd to have such a clear picture of Hagakure, thanks to the sash showing off where her shoulder is and the jewellery giving the parameters of her face.

“Aw, you look so cute!” Hagakure says. She giggles. “Do you want a sash and tiara too? I splurged.”

Kemuri smiles. “No, thank you. I don’t think it suits my outfit…”

“Fair enough. Let me know if you change your mind!” She grabs Kemuri’s hand and starts walking. “Come on, let’s go check on the boys!”

They find the boys setting out snacks, with Ojiro piling chips into a bowl while Shoji and Tokoyami arrange the smaller treats on plates. Shoji is the first to look up when the girls enter the backyard, eyes creasing with a smile.

“The princesses have arrived!” Hagakure announces, doing a twirl that makes her skirt billow.

Kemuri waves. “Hi.”

“You both look lovely,” Shoji says. Ojiro nods, a little pink in the face, and Tokoyami just looks proud of his fashion decisions.

“Thank you!” Hagakure squeals. She stops, gloves drifting down to grip her skirt. Her tiara bows forward. “Is…is it too much?”

Ojiro shakes his head. “No, no way!” he insists. “It’s very you.”

“Own it,” Tokoyami states.

Hagakure blushes hard enough that it’s nearly visible. Kemuri checks her phone. It’s almost party time.

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The first guest to arrive is Iida, always ten minutes early to wherever he needs to be, and he immediately asks if there is anything he can do to help out. After his arrival, the rest of the class shows up in a flood. It looks like most of them decided to go on the same trains, so large groups of them show up at once. Midoriya arrives soon after Iida with Uraraka, Todoroki, and Tsuyu. After them, Kaminari, Sero, Mina, and Mineta arrive with Jiro and Yaoyorozu right on their heels.

“Sup, birthday babes?” Mina says, flashing peace signs at Hagakure and Kemuri. “I’m so ready for this!”

“Hey guys. Ah...everyone’s gathering in the backyard,” Kemuri says. Hagakure gestures them to her.

“Sweet. I’ve got a playlist ready,” Jiro says.

Hagakure leads them to the backyard while Kemuri keeps waiting for the others. Once Nishimura arrives with Sato (who has cupcakes with him), Koda, and Aoyama, that means only two people are missing. Kemuri bites her lip, fidgeting on her feet.

They said they would come…and even if they don’t, that’s okay. She doesn’t really care, although it would be nice if they would show up and she would certainly be—

When the doorbell rings and she opens the door, she’s almost deliriously happy to see Bakugo and Kirishima. Kirishima waves at her while Bakugo just huffs.

“Hey, Shimakage!” Kirishima greets. “Sorry, Bakugo almost bailed on you.”

Bakugo rolls his eyes again. “Whatever.”

“Come on in,” Kemuri says, trying to hide the utter joy in her voice and failing. “Party’s in the backyard.”

She leads them out to the back, where the rest of her class has already started mingling. Jiro is setting up at the DJ station and Kaminari and Sero are attacking the snack table. Aoyama is gazing up at the disco ball with wide, sparkling eyes.

Kemuri pulls out her phone and checks the messages from her mom. Both her and Cayden are on their way home and pizza is coming with them. Kemuri’s stomach growls at the thought. A second later, a second text pops up, letting her know she should be ready to get her present.

“Everyone made it!”

Kemuri jumps a little as Hagakure appears at her side. The invisible girl is turned towards her and, sensing her stare, Kemuri clears her throat and nods. She wipes her palms on her shorts.

“Yeah, it…it’s good,” she says. “And…and the pizza will be here soon.”

It is good, so far, but she’s still nervous. Does she need to make an announcement or something, mention what’s going to happen tonight and the food arriving and what not? That’s probably best, but she doesn’t want this to feel like a formal gala or something with pauses and toasts and such. It’s just…a teenager’s birthday party.

“Oh my gosh, what do I do?” she squeaks.

Hagakure wraps her arm around Kemuri and starts rubbing her shoulder. “It’s alright, just breathe. If you and I go to the DJ table, we can make an announcement about the food and stuff, okay?”

Kemuri looks at her with wide eyes. “And then what?”

“Then…you have fun.”

Kemuri thinks that’s easier said than done.

“Kyoka!” Hagakure calls, once again pulling Kemuri along behind her. Jiro looks up as they slip behind the DJ station. “You got the mic set up?”

Jiro nods. “You need it?”

“Yes, real quick…if you’re okay with that.”

“Knock yourself out.”

Jiro steps away and Hagakure takes hold of the mic left sitting on the table. She taps it, there’s a hollow thunking noise, and she tilts it upwards. Kemuri stands stock still at her side, trying her best not to look like a deer in headlights.

“Hey, everyone!” Hagakure calls, her voice soaring out of the speakers and silencing the chattering. “Just a few quick announcements from your birthday girls! Mr. and Mrs. Shimakage are going to be back soon with pizza, so get ready.”

Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari start cheering. Kirishima manages to avoid Jiro’s jacks as she rattles Kaminari and Sero’s bones.

“Also, the parents are bringing a present for Kemuri. Kemuri, are you going to open it in front of everyone?”

Kemuri gawks a little at the microphone as it bumps against her chin. She opens her mouth, closes it, then lets out a soft, “Uh…no…no, that isn’t necessary.”

She imagined being okay with it on her actual birthday, but seeing all her classmates, she knows that having all those eyes on her will just make her uncomfortable.

“Sounds good!” Hagakure says. “As for everything else, there are some video games set up in the living room, feel free to explore the garden, and have fun!”

Kemuri reaches for the microphone. “And…please don’t go upstairs. That’s my grandfather’s area of the house.”

Kemuri scrambles away from the DJ table with Hagakure hot on her heels. This will be fine, she tells herself. Just have fun.

Chapter 81: A New Friend

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Shoji and Ojiro help Kemuri’s parents get the pizzas inside. Kemuri wanted to help, but her dad told her to just make a space at the food table instead while her friends did more of the carrying.

So, she arranges the pizza boxes while Iida and Yaoyorozu curb the hoard of ravenous teenagers eyeing the food like starved wolves. Kemuri, once again, thanks her lucky stars that she has, not one, but two classmates who know how to keep people in line.

While she works to make space, there are a few gasps from behind her and Kemuri looks up right before she feels something pressing against her leg, followed by something that feels like a tongue. She grimaces as she looks down, fully prepared to see Mineta, but instead she meets the big brown eyes of a fluffy, caramel-coloured Shiba Inu puppy.

Her mouth falls open and the puppy’s tail starts to wag. “What?” she whispers. She looks up at her classmates, eyes wide. “Who…whose dog is this?”

She notices quite a few eyes drifting to the back door and when she follows the gaze, her parents are standing there grinning from ear to ear. Her dad looks about ready to burst while her mom has her hand over her mouth, eyes sparkling.

“Mom? Dad?” Kemuri squeaks. “Is…is this my dog?”

“Happy birthday!” Cayden shouts. Kazue bursts out laughing.

Kemuri looks back at the puppy as it sits down and starts scratching its ear. She stares at it as it flops over, now trying to gnaw on its own foot, and from her crowd of classmates, she hears Bakugo shout, “Pet the damn thing already!”

She kneels down and immediately, the dog jumps into her lap and starts licking her face. Kemuri splutters against the onslaught of sloppy kisses, doing her best to keep her wide smile away from its tongue.

The puppy stops long enough to leap off her lap and bound away to greet the rest of her classmates. As Kemuri gets up, she finds that her parents have moved to her side.

“I…I thought you forgot about the dog thing,” she admits, her eyes swelling with tears.

Cayden shrugs. “Well, we had to convince your grandfather, and we thought making it a birthday present was the best idea,” he says. He shakes his head. “Then, after finally getting the okay, we had to actually find the right dog at the shelters.”

Kazue reaches out and fixes Kemuri’s bangs, still smiling. “It took a feat of willpower to keep your dad from spilling the beans.” She tilts her head. “You like him, don’t you? Please do…”

Kemuri wipes her eyes. “I love him.” She looks over at her classmates to see that the puppy is making his rounds, although currently he’s having a lot of fun trying to catch the tuft at the end of Ojiro’s tail. “Does he have a name?”

“Nope. You get to name him,” Cayden says.

“And then we’re going to get the name engraved on his dog tag,” Kazue adds.

Kemuri wipes her eyes again, still grinning, and hugs them both as she says more thank you’s. She gets a few kisses on the forehead before her parents take their leave of the party, warning her not to have too much fun in a teasing voice. Kemuri searches the crowd for the dog to find that he’s pinned Mineta down in a desperate attempt to get the balls off his head. Mina looks like she’s asphyxiating from laughing too hard.

“Everyone, while this dog is very exciting, do not let the pizza get cold!” Iida shouts, hand chopping at the air. “If you have touched the dog, please wash your hands!”

“Too late!” Kaminari says, already getting a slice.

“Kaminari, that’s unsanitary!”

“Iida…” Midoriya says, patting his friend’s back in a futile attempt to calm him down.

Yaoyorozu shakes her head as her palm glows. “Iida is right. At least take some hand sanitizer,” she says, holding up a newly-created bottle. “Come on, everyone! Line up and get your food!”

The dog finds his way back to Kemuri while everyone busies themselves with the sanitizer and the boxes of cheesy goodness awaiting them. She kneels down to pet him again, unable to stop smiling.

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“So…what are you gonna name him?” Ojiro asks, tail wagging. The puppy is being distracted by one of Shoji’s tentacles, allowing everyone to eat without fear of having their pizza stolen.

Everyone is seated somewhere on the grass in the backyard, eating their pizza and chatting. While the normal cliques are still prevalent, everyone is close enough together to hear each other. At Ojiro’s question, a few people turn around to look at Kemuri.

“The creature demands a name,” Tokoyami agrees.

Kemuri watches the puppy, pursing her lips in thought. She’s never been that great at coming up with names—just look at how much trouble she had getting her hero name—but while watching the animal play, she focuses on those big brown eyes and the fluffy, almost blond fur, and only one name comes to mind.

“I was thinking…Ichiro,” she says.

Iida nods sagely. “Ah, meaning ‘first son,’ I assume! That’s very fitting!” he says.

There are a few ripples of approval from the others. Kemuri catches Sero’s eye first. He arches an eyebrow and starts to smirk, making her cheeks flush, and she looks away just as he laughs knowingly.

“Aw, I love it. Little Ichiro-kun,” Hagakure coos.

“Man, I wish I could get a dog. My apartment doesn’t allow big pets,” Kirishima says.

Koda fiddles with his fingers. “All…all I have is a bunny…” he whispers.

Mineta nearly jumps out of his skin. “Holy crap, you can talk?!”

Nishimura flicks the back of Mineta’s head, making him squeal. “He’s a selective mute, idiot.”

Koda nods again, cheeks red, and Mineta goes silent as he nibbles on his pizza, questioning everything he thought he knew. Kemuri smiles a little and looks back at her friends just as Ichiro trots away from Shoji’s hand and over to her.

She grins. “Do you like your name? Ichiro?” she asks.

He yaps at her, curly tail wagging back and forth, and she giggles as she reaches out to pet his fluffy face.

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The party really starts once everyone starts taking advantage of the space available. Kirishima and Bakugo occupy Ichiro, wrestling with him and letting him chase them. Koda starts feeding bits of pizza crust to the koi, and Tsuyu, Uraraka, Midoriya, and Todoroki join him after a while. A bunch of the other boys disappear inside to play video games and Mina gets some of the others dancing while the remaining few are content to watch.

Kemuri has to constantly stop herself from policing everything and, if it weren’t for her friends, she would probably forget to just enjoy herself. She keeps worrying that everyone might not be having a good time.

“Seriously, it’s a party,” Hagakure says. “Just relax!”

“But…but what if something happens?” Kemuri asks. “Like…like…uh…we run out of punch? Or Bakugo sets something on fire?”

“We’re in a cop’s house,” Ojiro says. “If anything starts going wrong, your mom will stop them.”

“If Iida doesn’t get to them first,” Shoji says, making Hagakure snort-laugh.

Kemuri closes her eyes. “Yeah…okay…” She pauses, her stomach curls, and she winces. “I have no idea what I’m doing.”

“Cute,” Shoji says, making her turn red.

“My social awkwardness is not cute,” she mumbles.

“It’s endearing in small doses,” Tokoyami states.

“Just a suggestion,” Ojiro says, cup tilting idly in his hand as he purses his lips. “Maybe we should mingle…and I mean away from this group.”

Hagakure gasps and her gloved hand flutters to her chest. “Ojiro, I thought we were friends,” she says, her lilting tone wrought with teasing.

Ojiro laughs a little. “I’m just saying. You and Kemuri are the hosts, you should be talking to everyone.” He eyes the crowd. “I was thinking of playing some Smash with the guys, anyway.”

“I suppose I cannot argue,” Tokoyami says. He glances at the DJ table just as Jiro wanders over to switch up the music. “I would not mind requesting a song or two from Jiro. Perhaps I will do that.”

Shoji eyes everything, eyes narrowing in thought. “I…will join you, Ojiro.”

Ojiro’s tail droops. “Aw, you always kick my tail at video games,” he says, making Shoji let out a low chuckle.

“I’m gonna go dance!” Hagakure says. “Don’t wait up!”

And, she’s gone. After a beat, the rest of them split off and Kemuri finds herself suddenly alone. Her heartbeat picks up a little and she takes a deep breath. She’s fine. This is fine. Just find someone to talk to.

She skirts around the edge of the makeshift dance floor, where Iida and Hagakure are doing some kind of robot dance move competition, and heads for where Kirishima and Bakugo are playing tug-of-war with Ichiro. Kemuri’s parents must have bought supplies too, because they’re using an actual chew rope for their game.

She isn’t sure how to insert herself into the game, so she just lingers nearby, content to watch her new puppy having fun with her classmates. Kirishima is grinning from ear to ear and even Bakugo seems to be a little happier than usual.

“You adorable little shit,” Bakugo says. “You think you can beat Ground Zero and Red Riot? Just fucking try it, fluffy-faced fucker.”

Ichiro growls and wrenches his head around, still yanking with all his might at the chew rope. Kirishima bursts out laughing at Bakugo’s words, wheezing out an echoed “fluffy-faced fucker” as he nearly loses his grip. Kemuri stifles a giggle behind her hand, but not fast enough to keep going unnoticed.

Bakugo eyes her for a second. Then, “Shimakage.”

She drops her hand to her side. “U-Uh…yes?”

“I fucking love your dog.”

Her slight terror melts into shock. Kirishima lets go of the chew rope and Ichiro flops down at the loss of momentum, batting at it with his paws as he starts rolling around. Bakugo stomps over and crouches down, starting to rub Ichiro’s stomach.

“Oh…” Kemuri says. “I’m…I’m glad?”

“I have known this dog for less than a day and if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone involved.”

Kemuri almost chokes, covering her mouth against her giggles again, while Kirishima unashamedly throws his head back laughing. Bakugo snags the chew rope from Ichiro and throws it, sending the Shiba running.

“Well…glad to know he’s got a protector,” Kemuri says.

Bakugo grunts a little and turns away. Ichiro comes racing back, chew rope flouncing, and he drops it just before tackling Bakugo to the ground and smothering his face in kisses. Kirishima just stares, slowly back-tracking to Kemuri’s side while Bakugo starts to grin.

“I could watch this forever,” Kirishima whispers. He sighs, crossing his arms over his chest. “There’s nothing manlier than a guy playing with a cute animal.”

“It’s adorable,” Kemuri replies. She swallows hard. “Are…are you enjoying the party?”

Kirishima grins. “Yeah! It’s great! Your backyard is beautiful and I love the decorations. You must’ve worked hard.”

Her face heats up. “O-Oh, really? We did our best, ah…and my friends were a big help, I just worried this place wasn’t cool enough.”

“It isn’t the place that makes the party cool, Shimakage,” he says. He pats her on the shoulder. “The people are the ones that make it fun.”

She blinks a few times. Huh, and here she was thinking the opposite. While she thinks, Kirishima utters a hasty goodbye before he races back to Bakugo and steals Ichiro’s attention, earning another round of sloppy dog kisses.

Kemuri slowly turns around and searches for her next social endeavour, a tiny smile on her face. Mina has Iida’s hand lifted into the air and there’s a faint blush on his cheeks as she announces his win. The spectators are hollering their approval.

Kemuri decides to visit the koi. It seems quieter over there. When she sits down next to Todoroki, he wordlessly hands her a pizza crust.

Notes:

Good god, I didn't expect the dog thing to take so long to get back to. Kemuri mentioned getting a dog back in the first five chapters >^< I'm so sorry for taking this long.

Chapter 82: Shy and Shyer

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Mina is a bit of a party animal. Kemuri thought she knew this in full already, having seen the pink-skinned girl having fun at other gatherings, but this…Kemuri was not ready for this.

When Ichiro has been brought inside, when the fairy lights are on and Jiro has turned up the music, Mina Ashido owns the dance floor.

She commands the eyes of her classmates and pulls them in to join her, a positive magnet surrounded by negatives, just like at Aoyama’s party. That dance floor was smaller, far more restricted, but in the Shimakage backyard, there is space for her to show off.

She is easily the most confident person there. Everyone else is either too awed to move or too self-conscious to join her. Kemuri is both, huddled next to Koda, eyes wide. It’s like the music is dancing to Mina, pulled by her movements and not the other way around. Just…woah.

“Woah,” comes a voice at her side and, when she turns her head enough to see who it is, Sero is standing there. He must be done playing video games.

Kemuri nods, her lips still parted. “I…can’t even…”

The only time Kemuri is graceful is when she is doing martial arts, and even then that grace comes with power and punch. Outside of her practiced moves, she is unsure and unsteady, although her ballroom dancing is passable.

Sero shrugs a little, hands dipping into his pockets. “Doesn’t matter how many times I see it, it’s amazing every time.”

Mina pops up from the floor, grinning. “Come on, guys. It’s a party! Dance!”

At her other side, Kemuri feels Koda shift as he takes a few steps back and away from the dance floor. It’s like the movement catches Mina’s eye, because her head whips towards them and her dark eyes latch onto Kemuri. Kemuri sees her life flash before her eyes.

“Birthday girl! Come on and join me!” Mina calls, already moving towards her.

Kemuri’s breathing spikes. Her brain screams at her to run, but her body stays frozen in utter terror. Where are Kirishima and Kaminari? They helped kickstart Mina’s dance crew at Aoyama’s party; they could start it now! In a class of heroes in training, you would think it’d be easier to find someone to save her from this situation.

Kemuri’s eyes dart to the onlookers, but no one is moving and she can’t even find the other four girls in the crowd to gauge their reaction. Jiro is still positioned at the DJ station, searching for songs, adamantly ignoring what’s happening below for the moment, and Mina…

Mina is right in front of Kemuri.

Her hands latch around Kemuri’s wrists as she tugs her onto the dance floor, shimmying her shoulders and wiggling her eyebrows. A new song is playing and Kemuri’s mouth goes dry. Her skin is heating up and she feels steam tickling at her every pore, begging to be released in a giant, embarrassed explosion.

Oh no, oh no, oh no.

Mina twirls her and Kemuri follows the movement in a daze, too loose to be an immoveable statue. The fairy lights blend and swirl together with the colours of everyone else’s hair and Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut, heart still pounding.

Calm down, calm down. You’ve been the centre of attention before—

If I wasn’t alone with Mina this would be fine, but I look so stupid next to her—

Is Iida watching? Wait, most of the guys are watching. Crap, crap, crap—

She stumbles as the spinning stops, but she still refuses to open her eyes. Please, please, please, if even one person would come join them and make it feel less like she’s showcasing her inability to dance, that would be great. Some steam escapes her ears and she hears Mina let out a tiny, shocked noise, followed by a giggle.

Then, two new hands grasp one of hers each and her eyes fly open. She looks to her left, then to her right, and there’s Ojiro and Sero. Ojiro’s cheeks are faintly pink and Sero is smiling wide, his other hand secured around Mina’s.

“The more the merrier, right?” Sero asks.

He releases Kemuri as Mina spins him and Ojiro twirls her just enough to face him. Their eyes lock and she exhales, gripping his hand a little tighter. His tail lashes.

“I was panicking,” she whispers.

“Not to be mean, but…I could tell,” he replies. Her cheeks flush harder and he winces. “Sorry.”

“N-No, thank you. It…it’s fine.”

“At least we’re not completely alone anymore.”

Kemuri looks up to see that others have migrated onto the dance floor too, wiggling their arms a bit, tapping their feet to the beat. Mina is shouting for them to “feel” the music in their souls. Someone—it sounds like Nishimura—retorts that he’s trying his best. Sato’s low laughter follows.

“Woah, I almost missed out!”

Ojiro and Kemuri separate as Hagakure flounces up to them, gloved hands perched behind her back. Kemuri smiles a little more when she sees Shoji coming, Tokoyami dwindling behind with his arms firmly crossed over his chest.

“I hear if you just bop around in a small group, you don’t even have to be good. You just look like you’re having fun,” Hagakure says, skirt swaying. “So…?” Shoji shimmies his many shoulders a little and Hagakure laughs. “Yeah! Like that!”

“What a mad banquet of darkness,” Tokoyami utters, but he shuffles closer and tries to move a little.

“Oh my word,” Hagakure says as they start getting into a rhythm. “What if Kyoka puts on a slow song?”

All four of her quiet, awkward friends slowly flush red and Hagakure, the evil genius, starts to giggle. The sound is dark enough that Kemuri can imagine a wicked smile and, before anyone can stop her, Hagakure is booking it for the DJ table. Tokoyami makes a noise in his throat, looking the least composed Kemuri has ever seen him, and starts to back away.

Kemuri can only stare as Hagakure’s glove drifts to Jiro’s ear, Jiro arches an eyebrow, then she shrugs and picks up her phone. A slow, light song starts playing and the students already on the dance floor stop, some looking confused, others growing excited.

A few people migrate off the dance floor as the song continues, red in the face and incredibly awkward. Kemuri searches the crowd to find that Yaoyorozu, Uraraka, Mina, and Tsuyu have gathered near the DJ table in a giggling huddle as Hagakure gets Jiro to leave the station by itself for a little while.

There’s a definite divide in the class now, split straight down the middle with the boys looking at each other and the girls, the girls looking back. Kemuri sucks in a deep breath and shuffles on her feet. This is music for couple dancing, but she’s sure this isn’t the same type of dancing that she’s experienced. Unconsciously, she picks out Iida and Todoroki in the swarm of boys.

“What…do we do?” Ojiro whispers.

“Ask someone to dance,” Shoji says, a slight hitch at the end almost making it sound like a question.

Tokoyami crosses his arms firmly over his chest. “This is madness.”

Ojiro’s tail lashes and he rubs the back of his neck, eyes locked on the group of girls. Hagakure hasn’t returned to them yet, but her dress is angled towards them. She’s watching.

“Go, ask her,” Shoji whispers, nudging Ojiro with one muscled arm.

Ojiro gulps. “W-What? Should I?”

Kemuri fiddles with her fingers. “I…I think she wants you to.”

Ojiro purses his lips, takes another deep breath, and squares his shoulders. He mumbles something that Kemuri doesn’t catch and sets off, hands balled nervously at his sides, and Mina immediately lets out a squeal and bats Hagakure’s shoulder.

Tokoyami shakes his head. “Madness,” he repeats.

“You don’t want to dance with anyone?” Kemuri asks.

“I am not opposed, but I am not…eager. I am not the best at dancing.”

Dark Shadow peeks out from over his shoulder. Even though it’s darker out now, the shadow is hindered in his rowdiness by the fairy lights above them. “I wanna dance,” he pouts.

“If you dance, I will have to dance too.”

“Come on, Fumikage. Please?”

Shoji’s eyes crease at the edges. “You could dance with me,” he suggests. Tokoyami’s eyes widen in alarm and Dark Shadow grins. “Just to get you used to it. I’m not the best dancer either.”

“Hell yeah!” Dark Shadow crows, already zooming forward and bumping into Shoji’s chest. Tokoyami braces his hands over his eyes as Shoji chuckles, patting Dark Shadow’s head.

Kemuri backs off while the two of them move further onto the dance floor, crossing her arms over her chest as she watches. A few of the boys have dared to venture closer to the girls after seeing Ojiro successfully ask Hagakure to dance. Midoriya and Iida have both asked Uraraka and they’re taking turns, twirling her between them when they switch, all smiles behind reddened cheeks. Kirishima and Kaminari have asked Mina and Jiro to dance while Mineta is sweating as he stares at Tsuyu and Yaoyorozu, Sato’s firm grip on his head keeping him in place.

Nishimura fidgets at Sato’s side, face red, and he mumbles something to Aoyama. Aoyama pats his back, giving him a push, and Nishimura swallows hard. He shuffles over to Tsuyu and extends his hand, hardly able to look at her. She takes his hand and he nearly trips over himself as they go out onto the dance floor, making Yaoyorozu giggle.

“Are you gonna dance?” asks someone at Kemuri’s side.

She rubs her arm, knowing who it is by voice alone. “I don’t know…” she admits. “I already danced a lot.” She looks at Todoroki, arching an eyebrow. “What about you?”

He’s watching Yaoyorozu. “Maybe.”

“You should ask her.”

Todoroki ponders her words for a second, then nods. “Alright.”

He does. Yaoyorozu looks pleased while Mineta gets a little teary, complaining to Sato about missing his chance. Sato finally lets the shorter boy go, convinced that Todoroki can defend Yaoyorozu if worst comes to worst (if Yaoyorozu doesn’t defend herself first), and promptly asks Aoyama if he wants to dance. Aoyama grins.

That leaves only five people still watching; Kemuri, Koda, Mineta, Bakugo, and Sero. Sero and Bakugo are seated, shoulders touching, Bakugo looking almost tired and a little pouty as he glares at the dancers. Both of them are watching Kirishima and Mina dancing. Mineta is at the snack table getting punch and filling a plate, muttering about all the hot ones being taken.

Koda fiddles with his fingers, head down, and Kemuri purses her lips. Before she can overthink, she moves over to the quiet boy and taps his shoulder. Koda looks up, eyes wide, and she feels her breath hitch.

“Uh…do you wanna dance?” she asks, extending her hand.

Koda blinks a few times, looks around, and then points at himself as his cheeks flush. Kemuri nods, donning a soft smile.

“Yeah, you,” she repeats. “If…if you want…”

Koda takes another second, then nods and takes her hand. His fingers are broad and his hand dwarfs hers, but the touch itself is gentle and she finds it very easy to believe that animals would be comfortable in them. The two of them shuffle closer to the floor, somewhere near where Kaminari and Jiro are doing their best to avoid stepping on each other’s feet, and Kemuri helps Koda position his hands.

Dancing with him is nice, she finds. He’s just as shy as she is, if not more, and, together, they loosen up and lose their nerves little by little. Koda starts to smile, eyes almost closed with joy, and Kemuri giggles a little. His gaze darts over to Todoroki and Yaoyorozu as he twirls her under his arm and, looking back at her, he slowly mimics their movements. She laughs.

“Hey,” he whispers when she comes back to his arms, and she looks up at him. “T-Thanks…”

She smiles, patting his shoulder, silently returning his words. Koda smiles a little wider.

Chapter 83: Party Games

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As the night continues on, more people start staying inside, and that’s when Mina and Hagakure get the brilliant idea to play some party games. Kemuri was confused at first, asking what they meant, and her question was shared with Iida, Todoroki, and Yaoyorozu. Hearing that the four of them had never played, they shared the rules of some games and insisted everyone play.

After some discussion—and arguments between Hagakure and Iida—it was decided that they would play Truth or Dare. They have to keep it PG and if anyone is too uncomfortable, they can veto their turn (despite Hagakure insisting that “that ruins the game”).

So, now, everyone is gathered together in the living room in a loose circle.

“Sparky, truth or dare,” Bakugo says.

Kaminari grins. “Dare.”

“I dare you to exchange a piece of clothing with the person next to you.”

Kaminari looks to his left, where Sero is sitting, and then at his right, where Jiro is. “Uh…which one?"

“Jiro.”

Jiro’s eyes widen. “Excuse me?”

Kaminari smirks. “I’m in. Jiro?”

She pouts. “Fine.”

“Hey, Smokey,” Bakugo says. “Show them where the bathroom is or something.”

Kemuri blinks a few times, then nods and shows them where to go. When Kaminari and Jiro return to the circle, Jiro is wearing Kaminari’s oversized Pikachu sweater and Kaminari is wearing Jiro’s crop top (a size or two too small on him).

“Not gonna lie, I feel sexy,” Kaminari says, patting his bare stomach.

Jiro twirls her earphone jack. “I’m cozy, so…did we really lose?”

They move to the next person. Kirishima dares Tokoyami to eat a slice of pizza by pecking it like a bird. Tokoyami handles it with dignity. After that, Uraraka asks Sero for a truth.

“What’s the last thing you searched on your phone?” Sero asks.

Uraraka blinks a few times, pulling out her phone and going to her history. “Uh…coupons for a supermarket near my house.”

Mineta pouts. “Man…I was hoping for—” He meets Tsuyu’s eyes across the circle, her tongue already out, and gulps. “I mean, cool! Very…cost effective!”

Uraraka puts her phone away with a smirk.

They move on. Sato dares Aoyama to strut in a pair of heels and drag-drop. Aoyama kills it with the heels, then nearly kills himself trying to drop properly. Tsuyu gets dared to kiss one of the boys on the cheek. She picks Nishimura and colours him red for a couple of minutes afterward.

More truths go by. More dares go by. Most notable is Sero’s answer of “a week and a half” to Midoriya’s “how long have you worn one pair of underwear for?” and Todoroki’s dare for Mineta to call a Chinese takeout place and order a pizza.

Mina’s turn comes. She claps her hands together, rubbing them, and then sighs. “Okay…I’ve got something for everyone. A ‘never have I ever’ question,” she says. “You in?”

“Why not?” Uraraka giggles.

“Okay, here goes. Never have I ever had my first kiss,” Mina says.

Bakugo snorts. “Basic,” he says.

Mina pokes her tongue out at him. “Whatever! I need something juicy.”

“What constitutes a first kiss?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“It counts if you touched lips and it was meant to be, like…romantic.” Mina grins. “So, stand up if you have.”

Mina leans forward, expectant, and Yaoyorozu rests her hands over her mouth as she gets up. Kemuri’s face turns red and both her and Shoji also get to their feet. Todoroki stands. Mineta stands. Nishimura stands.

Hagakure gasps and Kemuri covers her face, fully aware that her friend must be staring. She dares a look at the others. Nishimura, Todoroki, and Shoji look calm and collected. Yaoyorozu is just as red as Kemuri. Mineta looks smug.

“Mineta? Seriously?” Sero asks.

Mineta winks. “Yup. I’ve got game,” he says. What seems like the entire class raises their eyebrows at the same time and Mineta pouts. “I did! I’m not lying!”

Mina narrows her eyes at him. “Was it that class 1-B girl?”

Mineta turns slightly red, nods, and sits down with that smug look slowly disappearing. Kaminari whistles and a few others in the class just look at Mineta, eyes still wide.

“Aw, now I wanna hear about the others,” Mina says. “Truth! Who was it and when?”

“You can’t just change the rules!” Iida protests.

“I just did. I’ll skip my next turn or something,” she retorts. “Spill! Spill the tea!”

Nishimura sighs heavily. “Uh…it was in middle school. I went to a movie with this guy and I kissed him after. Nothing big. He did help me confirm that I swing both ways so, uh, shoutout to Kageyato. All the homo, bro.”

He sits down amidst laughter and an encouraging shout from Kirishima about him being manly. Mina looks at Yaoyorozu, who keeps her hands clasped on her cheeks.

“Well…” she starts. “We were children, playing knights and princesses, and I kissed my heroic knight once we had vanquished the dragon!”

“Aw!” Mina squeals.

Todoroki tilts his head a little. “Same, but I was the knight.”

He sits down just as Mina makes a squawking noise and Yaoyorozu, turning even redder, reiterates “we were children” and also takes her seat. Iida’s eyes widen and he sticks his hand straight up.

“Oh, I remember that!” he says. “I was the horse for the knight to ride! And then I was the dragon!”

Kemuri claps her hand over her mouth against her torrent of giggles, easily imagining tiny Iida roaring and acting like a dragon while tiny Yaoyorozu and tiny Todoroki battle him. A few more ripples of laughter roll through the group

“That leaves Shimakage and Shoji!” Mina says. “Well?”

Kemuri swallows hard. “I…uh…”

Shoji takes over, almost effortless. “She was very sweet. It was nice.” He shrugs. “Nothing much more to it.”

As he sits down, Kemuri has to gulp again. “Uhm, yeah…mine’s similar. Just…nice guy, uh…wanted to kiss him. That’s all, o-okay, I’m…I’m gonna sit.”

She flops down, heart pounding, and she can tell Hagakure is still staring.

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When Hagakure’s turn comes around, Kemuri holds her breath. She hasn’t actually been very active in the game other than the kissing question, but now she can sense her friend’s deviousness returning.

“Iida,” she says. Kemuri doesn’t relax. “Truth or Dare?”

Iida squares his shoulders. “I pick dare!”

Hagakure hums a little, gloved hand tapping near her chin. “I dare you…to play Seven Minutes in Heaven with Kemuri.”

Kemuri blinks a few times and Iida locks eyes with her. Her entire body flushes and she swallows, but nods. Hagakure giggles and claps her hands together. A few of the guys look at each other and Jiro covers her mouth.

“Okay,” Iida says. “If that is what you want.”

“Alright, let’s go find a closet!” Mina sing-songs, leaping to her feet.

Iida stands, Kemuri follows, and Kemuri leads them to the closet near the front entry. It only has a few coats in it plus an extra stick in case Kemuri misplaces hers. It’s small enough that there won’t be much space once the two of them are in there. Mina gestures both of them inside.

“Have fun,” she says with a wink before closing the door and shrouding them in darkness.

They stand in silence for a few seconds, just breathing.

“Iida?” Kemuri asks.

She hears him shift, bumping one of the coats. “Yes?”

“Do…do you know what this game is?”

“I’m afraid I do not. I haven’t gone to parties where such things are played.”

“Me neither.”

“Hold on, I will look it up.”

There’s a shuffle before his phone screen pierces the darkness and light floods his face. Kemuri winces and he turns the brightness down a little more. Adjusting again, Kemuri focuses on how the shadows fall across the sharp angles of his face and eyebrows, glasses glinting. Her heart pounds.

His eyes widen. “Oh…I see.”

“What?” she asks.

“It appears that this game is…ahem, promiscuous,” he states. “The participants go into a closet and do whatever they want to each other for seven minutes. Mostly…kissing, and—” His eyes go wide and she swears she can see him blushing. “That is…not appropriate, who wrote this article?”

Kemuri is going to murder Hagakure.

“O-Oh…” she squeaks, reaching up to grip her ears as steam prickles them. “That’s…I…”

“I apologize, I did not know,” Iida says. He puts away his phone and just like that, they’re back in darkness. “I would not wish to do such a thing and disrespect you and Shoji.”

She blinks a few times. “What do you mean?”

He is silent for a second. “Well...you and Shoji, you’re…dating, aren’t you?”

Her mouth falls open. “W-What? No! No, we’re…we’re not dating! A-Ah…” She hugs herself, the movement making her arms briefly brush across Iida’s chest. “Where…where’d you get that idea from? I…”

“Oh, you said at the spa that your date went well and that you were taking it slow. I assumed that meant you were official.” When Kemuri can do nothing but stare, she hears him shift. “I apologize! I—” His hand rockets up and cuffs Kemuri in the arm, making her yelp, and Iida gasps. “Ah, Kemuri! I didn’t—”

“It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s a…it’s a small space,” Kemuri says, her arm throbbing a little.

Iida reaches out, grasping the spot he hit and rubbing his thumb against it. “I…I am sorry.” She bites her lip at his gentle touch and when he pulls his hand back, she wishes he hadn’t. “So…you and Shoji are not dating then?”

“No,” she says. “We…we like each other, but…we weren’t feeling it. Dating, I mean. When I said that, at…at the spa, I meant we were going to keep being friends, and I should have clarified that, sorry. And, besides…I…” She stops, breath hitching, heart getting impossibly louder in her ears.

“You…?”

“I…I like someone else.”

Silence, then, “Oh. Who is he?”

“U-Uh...”

She hears him exhale. “I’m only asking to pass the time. If you don’t want to share...that’s fine. I would not want to intrude upon your…thoughts?”

She lets a soft laugh escape. She watches the spot where she knows he is, where she can almost feel his presence. She could tell him. She could tell him right now and have it be done, but…

But, god, she’s scared.

“I’ll…describe him, okay?” she asks. A coat shifts and she assumes that Iida has nodded, so she takes a deep breath. “He’s…handsome, tall...brave, and so strong. He’s a little strange sometimes, maybe uptight, but his heart is always in the right place, and…even when he’s made mistakes, he does his best to…to make it better. He’s loyal too. He’s been there for me in some of my hardest moments, comforted me, and...a day doesn’t go by where I don’t think of him and how badly I want for him to be happy.”

“Hm…” Iida hums. “He sounds very worthy of your affections.”

“He…he is. I really like him.” Saying it is liberating, just a little. She just wishes she could tell him outright without choking on her own words. “I just…don’t think he would ever go for someone like me, and...and I’m too much of a coward to take the chance.”

She hears him laugh, softly. “A man who doesn’t see how wonderful you are is a fool, Kemuri. You should tell him. If he doesn’t feel the same way, it’s his loss.”

Her heart leaps into her throat. What does that mean? Does she actually have a chance with him? Does he realize who she’s talking about and, if he does, will she be able to avoid confrontation and get him to do it first?

Or, she could just be brave for once in her life.

She imagines it, imagines telling him. She imagines him returning her feelings, pulling her into his arms, her feeling him and hearing his heartbeat, just holding him without any shame.

Her mind goes crazy. What if he leans in for a kiss? Will they be able to find each other’s lips in this darkness? What would she do with her hands? Run her fingers through his hair? Oh, man, her entire body feels hot at the very thought of it.

“T-Tenya…” she whispers. “I—“

“TIME’S UP!”

Her heart just about breaks and she has to bite her tongue to stop a startled, slightly pained noise from leaving her.

She shields her eyes against the light as Mina appears. She seems disappointed at how they haven’t moved much, judging by her pout, and Iida nods to Kemuri as he leaves the closet. His face is still pink.

Kemuri follows him back to the circle.

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They migrate away from games after Kazue has to come down and ask for everyone to quiet down. While their peals of laughter are lovely, it is getting later and she has to work in the morning.

Hearing that, Kemuri starts to wonder whether she should send people home. Right when she’s about to suggest it, Uraraka asks if they can watch a movie and everyone is eager to agree. To make it easy, Kemuri and Hagakure are allowed to pick, and they settle on a movie about two cops going undercover in a high school. It’s crude, it’s hilarious, and it’s got a little bit of something for everyone.

Kemuri is just glad that the bustle distracts Hagakure from cornering her and instead, the invisible girl is left to briefly yank Kemuri aside, make a kissing noise, point at Shoji, and then gasp when Kemuri nods.

“Oh my god,” she says.

“I know, just…please, don’t be weird about it…not now.”

“Girl, I would never. I’m just glad I finally got that sweet, sweet tea.” She leans closer. “I…was…parched.”

Kemuri stifles a snort into her hand.

About halfway through the movie, Todoroki is fast asleep leaning on Iida’s shoulder and Bakugo, who had been laying on his stomach on one of the beanbag chairs, is snoring a little. Iida blinks slowly at the screen, already looking exhausted, and Kemuri sneaks a look at her watch. It’s a little past 10:30 p.m.

By the time the movie is over, only a few people are still awake, including Kemuri, Shoji, Nishimura, Tokoyami, Yaoyorozu, and Kaminari.

“Man, I guess everyone was tired,” Kaminari says. He has the charger cord for his phone in his mouth.

“Aren’t you?” Nishimura asks.

“Nah, man, I’ve got so much energy. I could go all night!”

“That sounds unhealthy,” Yaoyorozu says.

Eyeing her snoozing classmates and the scrolling credits on the TV, Kemuri says, “I guess everyone could just stay over. I don’t really want to wake them.”

Tokoyami crosses his arms over his chest. “While that seems easiest, sleepovers are…not the best for me,” he says. “Dark Shadow will be restless. He will disturb the others.”

“Hold on,” Yaoyorozu says. Her palm shimmers and a small bulb appears in her hand. “Here, a nightlight.”

Tokoyami takes the gift. “Oh…thank you.”

Kemuri looks around at the couches and chairs stuffed with snoozing teenagers and pats her legs. “They’re gonna get stiff if they sleep like that,” she says.

“I can move them,” Shoji offers.

“But where?” Kaminari asks.

“We have some guest bedrooms and the dojo has plenty of space. I’m sure we have extra futons too,” Kemuri says. She pouts a little in thought. “We’ve had larger groups stay here before, so if I could just figure out where everything is…”

“We can help you look!” Yaoyorozu says. “But…no going upstairs, correct?”

“Yes. I’ll go upstairs and look.” Even as she says it, Kemuri cringes. Hopefully, her grandfather won’t be home for a while yet. “Everyone else…spread out?”

“Got it,” Nishimura says.

Kemuri moves to the stairs while her classmates spread out. She grips the railing and climbs, heart beating faster with every step. The last time she dared to set foot in her grandfather’s level of the house, she was just a child. She still had all her eyesight and her grandfather still played with her. Come to think of it, her grandmother, Mayumi, was still alive the last time she stood on this floor.

There isn’t a lot to look at upstairs. It’s mostly an open layout, styled with the Old Japanese aesthetic of tatami mats and bonsai trees, and there are only a few separate rooms—a bathroom of his own, a balcony, a storage room, and a section for the butsudan altar that he set up after Mayumi's death. She finds extra futons folded in that storage room, tucked away amongst boxes filled with memories Kemuri doesn’t dare peek into.

She goes back downstairs to find the others have had some luck gathering extra pillows and blankets. In the end, they have about ten extra futons spread out in the dojo. Kemuri doubts they went into her room and she knows she has an extra double futon in there.

“We’re a little short still,” Yaoyorozu says, clicking her tongue. “I could make some, I suppose…”

“No, don’t waste your strength. We can find space,” Tokoyami says. “Not everyone needs to move.”

Nishimura stifles a yawn. “Just so long as I get to sleep soon, I’m good.”

“I’ll start gathering people,” Shoji says. “You guys can rest.”

“I’ll help,” Kemuri offers, already stooping to grab more blankets.

Nishimura flops onto the nearest futon and promptly passes out. Tokoyami tugs his own mattress over to the nearest outlet, where he plugs in the nightlight and settles in. Yaoyorozu gets to work.

In the living room, Shoji moves to the outliers in the group and stoops down to gather Tsuyu in his arms. She croaks softly in her sleep and Shoji tucks her into one set of arms before reaching down to lift Uraraka.

While he carries them to the dojo, Kemuri disperses some fog to help her tiptoe around everyone. She drapes a blanket over Bakugo and Kirishima, Kirishima having fallen asleep at his side, then tucks one over Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya. Todoroki’s eyelids flutter and crack open, just for a second, then fall shut as he nuzzles further into Iida’s shoulder. Midoriya, huddled against Iida’s other shoulder, smacks his lips softly.

Shoji returns, carries Sero and Aoyama off to the dojo, then comes back to take Sato and Koda. He gives Kemuri a soft update of “two more” as he gathers Mina and Jiro into his arms. Kemuri tucks a blanket around Mineta, who has burrowed into one of the beanbags in a way that reminds Kemuri of a hamster and a cat at the same time.

Shoji returns as Kemuri steps out of the living room, eyes drooping as she yawns. “I’ve got…room for three in my room,” she says.

“Hagakure and Ojiro?” he asks.

“And you…if you’re okay with that.”

He smiles. “I am. Meet you up there?”

“Mm.”

He gathers Ojiro and Hagakure into his arms and as he passes, Kemuri is very glad she convinced Hagakure to change back into her “work” clothes. That dress of hers wouldn’t be so nice to sleep in.

Kemuri finds herself wandering outside. The fairy lights are still on, but the food has been cleared away and the night is cool. The koi pond bubbles softly. Kemuri unplugs the lights, lets the real stars twinkle, and just stands there for a few minutes, staring up at the sky.

She hears soft pattering behind her and turns just in time to see Ichiro trot out of the house. She smiles and kneels down to pet him, earning some gentle kisses on her palm.

“Hey, where have you been all night?” she asks. Ichiro’s tail wags.

“Kemuri?” comes a soft voice, and she looks up to see Yaoyorozu standing at the door to the backyard, her hair let out of its ponytail.

“Hey, Yaomomo,” Kemuri says.

Yaoyorozu wanders outside, smiling as Ichiro trots over and weaves around her feet. “Were you turning everything off?” she asks.

Kemuri eyes the dimmed lights, then nods. “I guess. I just came out here to…breathe, I guess.”

“Mhm.” Yaoyorozu fiddles with her fingers for a second, then exhales. “I’m sorry if this is a little out of the blue, but I’m glad you were okay with everyone staying.”

“It’s no trouble…really. I’m just glad everyone had fun.”

Yaoyorozu tugs at her fingers, tapping the tips together. “I will admit…I was worried about Todoroki.”

“Oh?”

“He mentioned to me that his father was going to be home tonight.”

Kemuri bristles a little. “Oh…”

“At the time, I said he should ask you to stay over, but it worked out well anyway. He did not have to confront you.”

Another nod. The two girls stare out at the garden.

“I’m sorry, I…I don’t know why I felt I should tell you that,” Yaoyorozu says, resting her hand against her cheek. “I just…worry.”

Kemuri pats the taller girl’s arm in understanding. “He’s your friend.”

“He is.”

They take a few more breaths of fresh air.

“We should get some sleep, eh?”

“Yes, I agree.”

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When Kemuri climbs into her bed, Shoji is already sleeping. He’s pulled his mask down, allowing him to breathe easier, and Kemuri takes a second to look at him before climbing in. He wakes when she tries to wiggle under the blankets, blinking wearily.

“Sorry…” he mumbles. “Was gonna put Hagakure here, but she wouldn’t let go of Ojiro…”

Kemuri peeks over at her friends, just able to see Hagakure’s sleeves hugging Ojiro’s tail, and smiles. “It’s okay.”

“Mhm.” A pause. “Was this a good birthday?”

Kemuri settles her head on the pillow. She feels Ichiro shift at her feet, hears Hagakure and Ojiro’s steady breathing, sees Shoji gazing down at her, and she nods.

“One of the best,” she declares.

His eyes fall shut and he smiles. She cuddles a little closer to him, reaching out and resting her hand against his chest. His heartbeat thrums beneath her fingers. His head drops down a little more and his breath tickles her forehead. She exhales.

It’s so easy with him. It’s natural.

“Hey, Shoji?”

“Mhm?”

“Iida thought you and I were dating.”

A low chuckle rumbles in his chest. “Hm. Did you tell him the truth?”

Her cheeks flush. “Just half of it. The part about us…ah…”

“Not dating.”

“Yeah.”

“Still not ready to confess?”

“No…”

He exhales again. “That’s okay. You’ve got a lot of time.”

She can’t hide the stupid, dreamy smile on her face as she closes her eyes. “Mm, I do.”

Chapter 84: Finals, Arriving

Chapter Text

Kemuri is already at the dojo doors the next morning, ready to train, when she remembers that her classmates are sleeping. She stands there at the entrance, towel on her shoulder and training clothes on, feeling rather silly.

So, she backtracks. She takes Ichiro outside to do his business and tries to train a little in that space instead. It isn’t the dojo, but it works. Ichiro goes back inside without her.

“Morning,” comes a voice from the back door, and when she turns around, Ojiro is standing there.

She smiles. “Good morning!”

He yawns into his hand, tail stretching with his other arm. “Training?”

“Yup!”

“Mind if I join you?”

“Not at all.”

They spar until the others start waking up, at which point Kemuri remembers that her grandfather is home and he won’t be pleased to see that everyone is still here. All she has to say is “grandfather” to Ojiro and he understands completely, calling their training session complete. Anxiety growing, she gathers her towel and hurries inside, Ojiro at her heels.

The living room is still littered with snoozing teenagers, as is the dojo, and Kemuri can hear the sounds of breakfast being prepared in the kitchen and dining room. Her and Ojiro walk in to find Nishimura and Sato cooking away like it’s the most normal thing ever. Nishimura is explaining the best way to make fluffy scrambled eggs to Todoroki and Yaoyorozu while Sato makes French toast. The fridge is propped open and someone Kemuri can’t see is looking through it.

“Oh, hey, Shimakage!” Sato says. “Ojiro!”

“Hello,” Ojiro replies while Kemuri just waves. Todoroki and Nishimura nod, Yaoyorozu returns the wave.

“Kemuri! Just the person I was looking for!” Iida appears from behind the fridge door. “Do you have any juice?”

“Oh, hold on,” Kemuri says, hurrying over to him. She opens the freezer and pulls out some cans of juice concentrate. “Just mix this with water. That should do it.”

Iida takes the cans from her and bows as much as he can without bashing his head into hers. “Thank you! I would never have looked there!”

“Did you sleep well?” Ojiro asks as he slides into a spot next to Yaoyorozu.

Yaoyorozu nods. “Wonderfully! You?”

“Good. Although my tail’s a little stiff…Hagakure was clinging to it pretty hard.”

Todoroki accepts a plate of eggs and French toast from Nishimura. “My neck’s stiff.”

“I apologize. I am not the best pillow, it seems,” Iida says.

Kemuri frowns. “I’m sorry, Todoroki. Shoji could have moved you, but you looked so peaceful…”

Todoroki shakes his head. “It’s fine. I slept well.”

She goes closer to him. “If you want, I can fix it…”

His gaze darts to her hand. “Sure.”

She takes to massaging his neck and shoulders, helping release some tension, all the while directing Sato and Nishimura to where certain ingredients are kept.

For a little while, all there is to break the silence is the occasional question and scattered conversation. People trickle into the dining room—Midoriya, a blanket still draped over his shoulders, Kaminari still wearing Jiro’s shirt and Jiro still wearing Kaminari’s hoodie, and such. Ichiro trots around in search of ear scratches and bits of food. Kemuri fixes more stiff necks.

It’s funny, seeing her classmates in this light. The ones who are awake are the morning people, the ones who are used to getting up early. Everyone is wearing their outfits from yesterday, just crumpled with sleep, and there is enough bedhead to go around.

The last person to claim their plate is Aoyama, who insisted that he “needed his beauty sleep” plus spent an extra long time in the bathroom trying to fix his hair and clothing.

“Uh, did anyone see my parents this morning?” Kemuri asks. “Or…my grandfather?”

“Parents, no. Grandfather, yes,” Iida says. “He said he was going to work early.”

Nishimura nods. “Turned down breakfast too.”

Kemuri gulps. “Uh, Nishi…you talked to him?”

“Yup.” The barest trace of a smirk dances across his face. “No complaints.”

Kemuri bites the inside of her cheek, glad she warned her grandfather that Nishimura would be attending beforehand. She fears how he would have reacted had she not.

“Your parents might still be asleep,” Shoji says. “It’s still early.”

Uraraka yawns. “Yeah…I only woke up ‘cause I smelled food.”

A chorus of “same” bounces around the room at her words. Kemuri smiles a little. Sato places a plate of orange slices on the counter and she goes around, handing them out to whoever wants them and, subsequently, stopping Sero from being too greedy.

Once breakfast is finished, everyone helps to tidy and put things away. Yaoyorozu creates toothbrushes and hairbrushes for everyone and they all take shifts going into the bathroom and fixing themselves up.

There are goodbyes, some hugs, lots of thank you’s and extra “happy birthdays”, and suddenly, the house is empty again. Kemuri’s parents got up and left for work somewhere in the madness and now, Kemuri stands in the entryway and listens to the silence. For a second, she feels her heart sink.

She’s used to the house being empty, but after that, she almost wishes she wasn’t.

Then, Ichiro trots up to her, grinning his silly doggy grin, and Kemuri feels a little better.

“Wanna go for a walk?” she asks. He barks, tail wagging, and she takes that as a yes.

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It’s back to normal at school on Monday. Aizawa reminds everyone that in just one week, they will be getting their rankings from the midterms and a week after that is finals. No matter what anyone does, finals stay on their minds, feelings ranging from confident to blissfully ignorant to rightfully nervous.

“Do you think they’ll be testing us on CPR for the practical?” Hagakure asks as they look over their rescue notes at lunch. “I was really bad at it…”

“We have to be prepared for anything,” Tokoyami says. “The practical will test us on everything we have learned this semester about being a hero.”

“Yeah, that’s what I’m afraid of,” Ojiro says as a sweat drop appears on his forehead.

Tokoyami glances down at the papers and sighs. "Although, I will say that I hope CPR is not required. My beak made that lesson very challenging."

Shoji shovels some rice into his tentacle mouth. “Just be ready for any outcome and go in with intentions to do your best.”

“Easier said than done, Shoji,” Hagakure pouts.

Kemuri just nods and nibbles on her pork cutlet. Her grandfather gave her another stern talking-to about passing this final and how failing proves yet again that she shouldn’t be in the hero course. Her mother tried to remind him that she will have other tests and that failing one isn’t a big deal, but he wasn’t hearing it.

Kemuri feels a slight twinge of annoyance behind her urge to do well and make him proud. He said he wouldn’t teach her anymore, so why does he still care? He’s been so standoffish anyway, she thought he would ignore her schooling completely.

Apparently not.

The bell rings and she gathers up her things. Hagakure hooks her arm through hers as they walk back to class.

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“Alright, that’s it for class today,” Aizawa says, shuffling a stack of papers as the bell rings. “There’s only one week left before your final exams begin. I’m sure you’re all studying constantly, right?”

Kemuri nods a little, fingers fidgeting beneath her desk. She doesn’t dare turn her head enough to see Ojiro and Hagakure’s reactions.

“Don’t forget to keep training,” Aizawa says, already moving to the door. “The written exam is only one element. There’s also the practical portion to worry about. Good luck.”

As soon as the door closes, the class bursts back to life. People start gathering their things and chattering, all nerves about the exam. Kemuri stares at the class list Aizawa wrote on the board, ranking them for the midterms. She’s sitting solidly at seventh place, right between Tsuyu and Jiro, and it calms her. She’s doing better than she did in middle school. It’s the best spot she could have hoped for considering the braniacs in her class.

“We’ve barely taken notes this semester,” Kaminari and Mina say in synch, although Kaminari looks like he’s about to cry while Mina has her arms hooked behind her head as she laughs. Kemuri exhales as she looks away from the list, just after reading their names in spot 21 and 22.

“Between the Sports Festival and the internships and everything else, I didn’t have time to read the textbook,” Kaminari whimpers, head drooped as he grips his hair.

“It’s true that we haven’t had that much free time lately,” Tokoyami, rank 16, says.

Sato, rank 13, sweats a bit. “We had hardly learned anything when we took the midterms, so they didn’t seem that hard, but I’m pretty worried about these.”

Koda, rank 12, nods as Nishimura, rank 15, rakes his fingers through his air. “Man…we’re gonna have to buckle down and study our asses off to pass this thing.”

“We’ve been through a lot. I’m sure they won’t pull any punches when it comes to testing us,” Sato adds.

Mineta smirks and spins around to face them in his seat. “As someone ranked in the top ten, I’m not that concerned,” he says. “Rank ten, baby.”

Mina and Kaminari baulk at him. “What?! You got tenth?!” they shout.

“Aw, man, and here I was thinking you were one of us!” Mina whines.

“Don’t you know weirdo little creeps like you are only likeable if they’re kinda stupid?” Kaminari asks, his voice squeaking a little at the end. “Who’s going to love you now?!”

“Everyone,” Mineta says, still smirking. “Trust me.”

“Ashido, Kaminari!” Midoriya, Mr. Fourth Place himself, pipes up. “We’ve still got time to study! That way we’ll all get to go to the training camp together, right?”

“Yes!” Iida adds, hand shooting into the air. To no one’s surprise, he’s seated at rank number two, right after Yaoyorozu. “As class rep, I have high hopes that we’ll make U.A proud!”

“It’s pretty hard to fail if you just pay attention in class, isn’t it?” Todoroki asks, sitting comfy at number five.

Kaminari clutches his heart as his knees buckle a little. “Why you gotta cut me down like that?”

“Hey, don’t worry about it, you two,” Yaoyorozu says. “I can catch you up to speed on the important topics, if you want.”

“You’re the best, Yaomomo!”

Kemuri is honestly starting to wonder how much time those two are spending together to be constantly saying the same things at the same time. It’s a little freaky.

Yaoyorozu slumps forward. “I’m afraid I won’t be much help when it comes to the practical though…” Todoroki arches an eyebrow at her.

“I’ve been studying, but could you could help me out too?” Jiro asks, raising her notebook a little as she smiles at Yaoyorozu. “I’ve been having trouble understanding quadratic functions…”

“Really?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“Tutor me, please,” Sero, rank 19, says. “Classical Japanese is killing me!”

Ojiro, rank 9, hearing this conversation, scoots away from his friends and sheepishly raises his hand. “Room for one more?” he asks. “I’m afraid I’m falling behind a little…”

“Pretty please?” the three of them add.

Yaoyorozu seems to sparkle as her cheeks turn pink. “This is wonderful!” she gushes. She rockets out of her seat, arms in the air. “Yes! Let’s do it!”

“Alright!”

“Okay then, we can hold a study session at my residence over the weekend!” Yaoyorozu says.

“Seriously?!” Mina squeals. “I can’t wait to see your fancy digs!”

“Oh, I must call mother and have her prepare the Great Hall for us to set up! It’ll be the perfect spot!” Yaoyorozu continues, exuding bounciness and excitement. Her study group’s faces flood with shock. “What kind of tea does everyone like? I’ll have her make sure we’re stocked.”

“Uh…”

“In my family we always drink Harrod's or wedgewood, so if you have any other preference, let me know! When we’re finished, you’ll all be model students! I’ll make it my personal duty to push you forward!”

“Sounds like I should be studying with her,” Kirishima, rank 17, says as he turns to Bakugo.

Bakugo, number three in the class, growls. “You think I don’t know enough?! How about I beat the lessons into your skull?”

“I’m counting on it,” Kirishima retorts.

Kemuri, having been watching this go down, slowly turns back to Shoji, Tokoyami, and Hagakure.

“It seems Ojiro has betrayed us,” Tokoyami states.

“I mean, studying with Yaomomo seems kind of great,” Hagakure admits. “And I’m rank eighteen…I could use it.”

Kemuri bites her lip. “Mhm…”

Shoji, who placed right in the middle at number eleven, reaches out to pat her shoulder. “Don’t worry, we’re all gonna study together.”

Kemuri smiles a little. “Yeah, and we’re all gonna do our best…right?” She tugs at her fingers. “God, I’m so nervous…”

Aoyama laughs, making the four of them turn to him. “Everyone’s panicking right now,” he says. “But it won’t do them any good to cram this late in the game.”

“Shouldn’t you be more concerned?” Shoji asks. “You didn’t do very well in the midterms.”

Aoyama turns around, hands still clapped on his cheeks. “Are you talking about moi?” he asks. “I did just fine, thank you.”

Kemuri leans over to Tokoyami. “He…he was rank twenty, right?”

“Indeed.”

Shoji shakes his head, a tiny smile shifting his jaw.

Chapter 85: Practical Exam. Ready? Go!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

In the cafeteria, Kemuri and her group finds themselves sitting near Nishimura, Sato, Koda, Mineta, and Aoyama. The five boys are locked in a discussion about workout regimens and the best study options, although Nishimura and Sato dominate the conversation. There’s desperation in their voices. It seems they have recruited Mineta to help them study in return for helping Mineta workout more effectively.

“Sorry for ditching you back there,” Ojiro says. “I just know Yaoyorozu can really get me to understand those bits I’m missing.”

“We get it,” Shoji says. “No harm, no foul.”

“We’re probably gonna study at my place,” Hagakure offers. “Snacks and drinks and a whole lot of flashcards.”

Kemuri lifts her takoyaki to her mouth, but pauses. “You’re still welcome to join us, Ojiro, plus I want to get some extra training in at the gym this week.”

“I’ll be there,” Ojiro says. He looks to the other three. “Are you guys coming?”

Shoji nods. “Of course.” Hagakure and Tokoyami, the least fit of the five, sigh and begrudge a nod or two.

“Good afternoon.”

The five of them look up to see the Zandaka twins standing before them, holding their lunch trays. The one who spoke, the one Kemuri can tell is Ino just from her tone and expression, tilts her head a little.

“May we sit?” she asks. Behind her, her sister waves.

“Uh…sure,” Ojiro says.

They all scoot over and Ino slides in next to Shoji while Yo takes the spot next to Ojiro. Next to their group, the five boys stop their talking and look over, immediately making Yo wave and grin at Mineta. His lip lifts a little at the edge as he waves back.

“I apologize for intruding, but Yo felt it was necessary to share some vital information about the practical with the rest of you,” Ino says.

“I…I take it you’re Yo?” Ojiro asks, turning to the girl beside him. “Sorry, we haven’t met.”

“Yeah! I’m Yo! Yo Zandaka, but there’s two of us so just call us by our first names,” Yo chirps. She points at her sister. “She’s Ino. You know it’s her because she’s all deadpan and grumpy.”

Ino sighs. “I’m not grumpy.”

“So, what has called you to us?” Tokoyami asks. “This…vital information?”

Ino tilts her head onto her hand. “You see, our lovely class rep, Kendo, has discovered that we are most likely going to be fighting giant robots. The exact ones from the entrance exam.”

“Seriously?” This time, it’s Sato who speaks as he moves closer, nearly squishing Kemuri into Shoji’s arms. “Just robots?”

“How does she know?” Nishimura asks, eyebrow lifting. Aoyama and Koda crowd in closer, Aoyama resting his elbows on Nishimura’s shoulders as he looks over his head.

“She has a friend who’s older than us!” Yo says, grinning. “I…I think. That’s what Ino told me.”

“Yes, that’s correct,” Ino says. “Monoma did not want us to share it. He has dubbed all of you as our enemy, but Yo wanted it to be fair. She is terrified that Mineta will not be at the camp with her otherwise.”

“Ino…” Yo whines, cheeks flushing. “I wasn’t gonna tell them that…”

Mineta scoffs a little. “Well, I’m gonna pass no problem, anyway. Those robots don’t stand a chance with my balls in their gears.”

“Ouch,” Nishimura states, making Hagakure and Aoyama giggle. Mineta scowls at him.

“But, that is all we had to tell you,” Ino says, standing back up. “Yo, we should go before Monoma sees us.”

“Aw, but I wanted to talk to Mineta…and Tetsutetsu says that the ginger guy makes good smoothies.”

“You can talk to him later. I do not know about the smoothies.”

“They’re pretty good,” Sato says as Nishimura smiles, ducking his mouth into his hand to hide it.

Yo pouts a little, but gathers her tray. “Okay. I don’t want to make Monoma upset…” she says. She turns and waves the tips of her fingers. “Bye, Mineta! Bye, everyone else!”

“Bye,” everyone says.

The twins move back to their original table. Kemuri looks around at everyone, biting her bottom lip.

“I mean…robots are okay,” she says. Even as she imagines the entrance exam, her gut twists. Those robots were a chore to take care of.

“It’ll be a piece of cake!” Nishimura says, leaning back as he reaches over to fist-bump Sato. “No sweat. Man…that’s a relief.”

“Yeah, I can punch through those hunks of metal, no problem,” Sato agrees.

“My laser will blow them away,” Aoyama promises.

Koda nods a little and makes a motion like flying, to which Nishimura and Sato nod in agreement. Kemuri wonders whether he used pigeons or some other animals in the area to help him out during the entrance exam.

“Alright,” Shoji says. “Looks like we’re really going to need that gym time.”

Hagakure nods. “Totally. I almost got crushed during the entrance exam trying to get the off switches…don’t want that happening again.”

Tokoyami nods. “That is a good plan.”

Kemuri finally returns to her takoyaki, popping a ball into her mouth and chewing. This should be fine. She’s defeated robots before. She can do it again.

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Leading up to the exams, there’s some elation in the class and some who just see it as another competition. Mina and Kaminari are excited about robots because they can let loose without worrying about the control they have over their quirks. Bakugo promises to destroy Midoriya and Todoroki and stack at the top of their new class rankings.

Kemuri just wants everyone to relax. Stress is not good for focus.

They spend the week and weekend training and studying until they feel like their brains are melting. Shoji gets Kemuri, Hagakure, and Tokoyami to lift weights and run on treadmills and stair-climbers when they visit the gym. They rotate between Kemuri, Tokoyami, and Hagakure’s houses to study. They finally go to Ojiro’s house on Friday night, meeting his lovely, average parents, Nao and Michi Ojiro, and the infamous and adorable Naoyuki.

Kemuri dreams of verb conjugations and Japanese literature and math equations.

The three days of written exams go by. Kemuri’s eyes start to ache, even with her glasses, and her hand cramps up. She has to stop multiple times just to release some steam and help the soreness in her muscles and joints.

On day three, Wednesday, Aizawa calls for them to put their pencils down at the conclusion of their third and final written exam.

“Last person in each row, collect the answer sheets and bring them to me,” he says.

Yaoyorozu, Shoji, Nishimura, and Uraraka stand and start moving up their row. Mina and Kaminari leap to their feet as Yaoyorozu collects Midoriya’s sheet.

“Thanks so much for your help!” Mina says.

“I didn’t leave anything blank, at least!” Kaminari adds.

Kemuri hands her sheet off to Shoji with a soft smile, then slumps into her desk. Now, all she has to worry about is the practical.

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Thursday morning, bright and early, class 1-A takes the bus to the practical exam area in the centre plaza of U.A. The class has a sort of quiet energy to them as they sit and watch the exam area approach, no one speaking but everyone feeling the nerves.

However, when they get off the bus, they’re greeted by not only Aizawa, but eight other teachers too. Kemuri’s entire body tenses up and suddenly, she feels as if they won’t simply be fighting robots. It’s probably something far more difficult, like a search and rescue plus a fight, and the teachers are here to supervise.

She can’t wrap her head around it.

“Now then,” Aizawa says, “let’s begin the last test. Remember, it’s possible to fail this final. If you want to go to camp, then don’t make any stupid mistakes.”

“Why are all the teachers here?” Hagakure whispers to Kemuri. Kemuri shrugs.

“I suspect many of you have gathered information and think you have some idea of what you’ll be faced with today,” Aizawa continues.

“We’re fighting those big old metal robots!” Kaminari crows.

“Fireworks, smores, here we come!” Mina hoots.

“Actually,” comes a muffled voice from Aizawa’s scarf. Principal Nezu pops out, paw in the air. “This year’s tests will be completely different for various reasons!”

“Principal Nezu?!” comes a few shocked voices as Mina and Kaminari lose the colour in their faces.

“You’re changing things?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“The tests now have a new focus!” Nezu continues, using Aizawa’s scarf like a rope to climb down his side while Thirteen cups their hands near him to make sure he doesn’t fall. “There will be hero work, of course, but also teamwork and combat between actual people! So, what does that mean for you?” He points out at them and Kemuri feels sweat prick her forehead. “You students will be working together in pairs and your opponents will be one of our esteemed U.A teachers! Isn’t that fabulous?”

There’s an audible gasp from everyone, eyes bugging out of heads and mouths falling open. Kemuri feels her stomach plunge into her feet. Will they get to pick their partners? Do they get to pick their teachers? Strategies start rolling through her head in a torrential downpour.

“We’re…fighting the teachers?” Uraraka squeaks.

“Additionally, your partners and your opponents have already been chosen,” Aizawa says and immediately all Kemuri’s ideas turn to dust. “They were determined at my discretion based on various factors such as fighting styles, grades, and interpersonal relationships.”

Kemuri looks around at her classmates, then at the teachers. Based on that, she guesses she’ll get paired up with Ojiro, Shoji, or Hagakure thanks to their fighting styles and relationship with each other. For teachers, she can only imagine being paired with Midnight or Hound Dog, maybe Aizawa. She reaches up to grip her braid, giving it a yank so that the pain brings her back from her own thoughts.

She frowns a little as she looks over the crowd of teachers. Teams of two, against one, ten teachers…they’re missing one. Who’s the last teacher?

“First, Yaoyorozu and Todoroki are a team,” Aizawa says. He grins in that unsettling way of his. “Against me.”

Kemuri glances at the pair. It makes sense, she supposes. They both rely heavily on their quirks, more so than anyone else in the class, and Aizawa can erase them.

“Then we have Midoriya paired with Bakugo,” Aizawa says, making everyone turn to look at the pair, “and their opponent is—”

A shadow falls over the sun a split second before All Might touches down, cracking the pavement beneath his feet. Kemuri pales and her knees go weak as All Might draws himself to his full height. Midoriya and Bakugo’s mouths fall open.

“I am here,” All Might says, “to fight!”

Kemuri swallows hard. Well, that answers her question.

“We’re up against All Might?” Midoriya and Bakugo demand.

“You’re going to have to work together, boys,” All Might says. “That is, if you want to win.”

“Let’s continue to announce the teams and the teacher they’ll be fighting, in the order they’ll take the exam!” Nezu says. “First up, Kirishima and Sato versus Cementoss.”

Kemuri watches as both boys leave the crowd to stand next to each other. Cementoss nods to them, hands folded in front of him. So, two strength and sturdiness quirks against the hero who can manipulate cement. Again, it makes sense.

“Second, Tokoyami and Asui versus Ectoplasm.”

Tokoyami nods to his friends before going and standing next to Tsuyu. Kemuri has a moment where she remembers their first exercise together and smiles. Those two will work well together.

“Third, Ojiro and Iida versus Power Loader.”

Ojiro parts from the group to stand next to Iida. Kemuri nods. Another based on quirks. Power Loader can churn the ground up and both of them need steady footing to be effective. So far, all these pairings directly target weaknesses that the students have.

Next is the aforementioned Todoroki and Yaoyorozu pair against Aizawa. After them is Aoyama and Uraraka versus Thirteen, then Kaminari and Ashido versus Nezu.

Uraraka and Aoyama’s quirks aren’t the best considering Thirteen’s quirk and Kaminari and Mina will have to really work their brains to outsmart Nezu. Kemuri bites her lip, starting to bounce on her feet. They’re halfway through.

Koda and Jiro end up with Present Mic; it’s an obvious matchup, considering they all have some sort of sound element to their quirk. Shoji and Hagakure are a team against Snipe. Kemuri smiles at them as they move closer together. This’ll be okay, she tells herself. Hound Dog and Midnight are the only available teachers left and Kemuri has relationships with both of them.

She hopes for Midnight. Her quirk will be easier for her to resist, but then she looks at the three remaining boys without partners and that little ball of hope starts to deflate.

“Shimakage and Nishimura,” Nezu says. “You will be up against Hound Dog!”

And just like that, it pops. She swallows hard and moves over to stand next to Nishimura, who nods at her and says nothing else. The elation she saw on his face when he thought they were fighting robots has disappeared.

Mineta and Sero are the last pair, and they’re up against Midnight. Last is Midoriya and Bakugo against All Might.

“To complete the exam, you’ll have thirty minutes!” Nezu says, holding up three of his four paw pads. “In order to win, your objective is to get these handcuffs on your teacher. Or, you can win if one of you manages to escape from the combat stage.”

“So we’ve either got to capture the teacher or run away,” Kaminari says. “It’s basically like the combat training.”

“Yeah…but is it really okay to just jet?” Mina asks.

“Yup!” Nezu says.

“It’s gonna be much tougher than that combat training y’all went through earlier. After all, you’re up against people wayyyyy better than you!” Present Mic says.

“Better? Really?” Jiro asks. Koda starts sweating and waving his hands at her to stop. “Hang on, aren’t you just the announcer?”

“YO! Watch your mouth, girl! Have some respect!”

“This time, your exam will be very similar to a real battle,” Thirteen says. “As strange as it is, please think of us as villains.”

“Assumin’ you come across your enemy, if you think you can win against them, then fight,” Snipe says. “However…”

“In instances where you’re outmatched,” Aizawa continues, “it would be smarter to run away and find help. Todoroki, Iida, Midoriya, I’m sure the three of you understand.”

Kemuri bites the inside of her cheek and glances at the boys. They all bow their heads a little, lips pursed. Iida looks at his hand and murmurs something to himself before clenching it.

“So we fight to win, or run to win,” Midoriya says.

“That’s right!” All Might says. “It’s a test of your decision-making skills, but with these rules, you’re probably thinking your only real choice is to flee!” He reaches into his belt. “That’s why the Support Course created these super clever accessories for us!”

All Might lifts up something that looks like a silver bracelet ringed in magnets. The other teachers pull out their own sets, cuffing one on each of their wrists and ankles.

“Behold!” Present Mic shouts. “Ultra-compressed weights!”

“These babies will add about half our body weight to our physiques,” All Might says. “It’s not much, but they will eat up our stamina and make it harder for us to move around.” His arm drops as he fastens the weights to his body. He strains a bit. “We had a contest to come up with these designs and young Hatsume ended up winning it!”

“Wow, good for Hatsume,” Midoriya says.

“You think we need a handicap to win against you?” Bakugo growls. “Well, think again.”

All Might laughs. His blue eyes seem to glow. “This’ll be fun.”

Aizawa closes the explanation by saying that everyone will take their exam in the order they were given and there is a special stage prepared for each of them. They’re free to strategize with their partner or watch the other practicals, and Sato and Kirishima have ten minutes to strategize before they go in. With that, Aizawa and the teachers disappear inside to go get ready.

“Shimakage,” Nishimura says, looking down at her. “I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I’m not running. I’m going to win this by defeating Hound Dog, whether you’re with me or not.”

She swallows. “I…I think you’re missing the point.”

He looks away, rolling his shoulders before starting towards the doors. “I want to watch Sato’s match. Feel free to come with me.”

She purses her lips, hesitating for a second before she jogs to catch up with him. Aizawa knew what he was doing, pairing them up together. Their biggest struggle is working with others effectively, and if they want to pass, they’re going to have to do just that.

Notes:

I am so ready for this mini arc, mostly because I finally get to focus more on Nishimura! I hope you enjoy it!

Chapter 86: Come On, Nishimura!

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When Kemuri and Nishimura get to the observation hall, Uraraka and Midoriya are already present and Recovery Girl is seated at a small table. Kemuri doesn’t bother asking why they aren’t strategizing. Their partners don’t seem like the type.

“Hey, Nishimura, Kemuri,” Uraraka says. “You guys aren’t strategizing?”

“Uh…” Kemuri glances at Nishimura, biting her lip. “We are…gonna…”

“I’m watching how Sato does first. Maybe I’ll figure something out from watching him,” Nishimura says, arms crossed over his almost bare chest.

Kemuri exhales heavily. She can’t help but notice his use of singular pronouns. They’re supposed to be a team and he’s acting like she isn’t even there. It doesn’t bode well for their exam.

She likes Nishimura just fine—he’s a strong fighter and he’s helped her out with training multiple times—but this is not a good look on him. She does her best to chalk it up to him being nervous about the exam and instead turns her attention to the screen as Kirishima and Sato’s fight starts.

They start out strong, barrelling into the walls of cement that Cementoss throws in front of them and taking them down like bulldozers. Nishimura and Uraraka start to grin, but Kemuri frowns. Sato and Kirishima have limits to their quirks, but does Cementoss? Watching him kneel on the ground, hands glowing as cement rolls away from him, she starts to lean towards the answer being “no.”

“Come on, guys, you’ve totally got him!” Uraraka says.

Nishimura punches the air. “Yeah, Sato! You go, man!”

“No,” Midoriya murmurs. “They’re not gonna win it like this.”

Uraraka’s smile falls. Nishimura’s head snaps towards Midoriya with fire in his dark eyes. Kemuri bites her lip.

“Huh? They’re kicking ass!” Nishimura retorts.

“No, they aren’t,” Midoriya says. “Their quirks are amazing, but there’s a limit to how long they can use them. They won’t last forever. I don’t think Mr. Cementoss has that kind of limit though.”

Kemuri eyes the screen, watching as more concrete dust rises into the sky. “So…they need to finish this fast or run, because the more time that passes…”

“The more disadvantaged they are,” Midoriya says, nodding. “Exactly.”

Uraraka’s face falls. “That’s not good…”

Nishimura’s hands fold into fists. “Damn it.”

“It’s no coincidence they were matched up,” Midoriya continues. “Mr. Aizawa’s pitting students against teachers they’ll have a hard time against. To pass this, we’ll have to recognize our weaknesses and overcome them.”

Kemuri guessed that earlier, the second she was paired with Nishimura and Hound Dog, but hearing Midoriya say it is comforting. It makes her feel more sure of herself.

“Exactly right,” Recovery Girl says. “So before it’s time for your own final, you should think carefully about your compatibility with the teacher you’re fighting and the person you’re paired with.”

Nishimura and Kemuri lock eyes. His narrow and he turns away, teeth gritted. She wonders if he can figure out why they got paired together, why they’re going to fight Hound Dog. Kemuri can only guess that it’s because Hound Dog is her therapist, because he knows about her insecurities, and because he’s best suited to find her in a cloud of fog.

For Nishimura, she isn’t sure. She just knows that his biggest weakness is working well in a team.

The timer buzzes and Kemuri looks back at the screen just as a pile of cement retreats, leaving behind the beaten and bruised forms of Sato and Kirishima.

“Sato and Kirishima have been knocked out,” the announcer says. “Exam over.”

The four of them stare at the screen, mouths open. In less than two minutes, two of their toughest brawlers have been taken down. Kemuri’s mouth goes dry, her hands quivering. Recovery Girl excuses herself to go and heal them.

“No way,” Uraraka whispers. “It was that one-sided?”

“Their quirks were too ineffective against his,” Midoriya replies.

Kemuri again looks at her partner, watching his furrowed brow and gritted teeth. Kemuri reaches out, just touching his arm before he flinches hard and yanks it away from her.

“Don’t,” he says. He shakes his head, already starting to turn around. “I’m gonna go check on them.”

As he starts for the door, she again reaches out and snags some of his shirt material. “Wait! We have to be rational about this, and we still don’t have a strategy—”

He turns on her, teeth bared. “Here’s my strategy. Go in there, kick Hound Dog’s ass, and pass this stupid final,” he snaps. He rips himself away from her grip and keeps moving to the door. “I’ll be at the stage when it’s our turn.”

“You…you aren’t even going to watch Tsuyu’s match?”

He hesitates, his hands clench into fists, and for a second, Kemuri believes he’ll stay. He shakes his head. The door hisses open, then closes behind him, and Kemuri deflates. This is so not going the way she hoped it would.

She only looks up when she feels a gentle hand on her shoulder, meeting Uraraka’s empathetic gaze.

“It’ll be okay,” she says. “Just give him time. I’m…I’m sure he’s just upset about Sato failing.”

Midoriya smiles at her. “I get it…having a partner who doesn’t want to talk strategy,” he adds. “In the meantime, just try to make up one of your own so that you two aren’t unprepared when you go in.”

She does her best to return the smile. “Thanks, Midoriya.”

They settle in to watch Tokoyami and Tsuyu’s match.

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It’s nice talking with Midoriya and Recovery Girl while watching the next exam, while Uraraka’s upbeat attitude keeps things relaxed. Kemuri is one of Tokoyami’s friends, she knows this, but she finds that whenever she’s had to spar with him or work with him in a team, it’s hard to feel like she’s making any sort of difference in whether they win or lose. After all, he seems so strong and independent.

Hearing Recovery Girl talk about how Tsuyu’s levelheadedness and emotional support is the key to them passing, Kemuri can see it. Tsuyu doesn’t break down, she doesn’t overly-emote, and her focus is exactly what Tokoyami needs. After all, Dark Shadow often acts out emotions Tokoyami doesn’t say and, when Tokoyami does get super emotional, Dark Shadow becomes harder to control.

Watching them fight together like a well-oiled machine leaves Kemuri in awe. She wonders if she’ll ever have that—someone who she can fight with, side by side, without a doubt in her mind about whether or not she’s hindering them or putting them in danger.

“They’re…fantastic,” she breathes.

Midoriya nods. “Asui is so calm, and Tokoyami knows how to use Dark Shadow to his advantage. This…” He puckers his lips a little and his hand twitches as if he’s writing in an invisible notebook. “They’re a perfect pair, as far as quirks and personalities go.”

When they pass, Kemuri can’t help but smile and clap a little, even if they can’t see or hear it. She’s proud of the two of them (or three, if you count Dark Shadow). Uraraka joins in, bouncing on her feet.

Then, Iida and Ojiro’s match starts and Kemuri yet again buckles down to pay close attention.

It seems intense at first, but their match ends up being one of the funniest ones to witness yet. There isn’t a lot of audio playback, so they’re left to figure out most of what’s happening through lipreading and context. Ojiro has to piggyback Iida at one point while he races across the dirt arena towards the exit, making Kemuri hide her giggles against her hand.

Then, Iida spins them like a top and sends Ojiro flying. He sails past Power Loader, tail smashing against one of his machine’s hands, and he tumbles through the exit gate. Ojiro grins. Kemuri starts to clap again.

“They’re both amazing!” Uraraka gushes.

“They really are,” Kemuri agrees.

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Kemuri sticks around to watch Todoroki and Yaoyorozu’s match. Uraraka has to leave before it’s over, since her exam is next, and it’s a little weird being alone with Midoriya. He keeps mumbling to himself while he watches, only sometimes saying something audible, and Kemuri starts to lose the relaxation Uraraka brought.

Midoriya grins as Yaoyorozu and Todoroki pass, his eyes sparkling. “I knew they could do it! Leave it to Yaoyorozu to come up with a good plan,” he says. He turns to Kemuri. “Shimakage, what’d you think?”

Kemuri blinks a few times and looks away from the door. “Oh, uh…” She looks back at the screen. “I was kind of worried at first…Yaomomo didn’t seem all that confident and Todoroki’s plan wasn’t that effective.” She smiles a little. “But, they pulled it off! I’m glad…”

“Me too.”

Kemuri looks at the door again, biting her bottom lip. Aoyama and Uraraka are next, and yet…

“I’ll be back,” she murmurs, darting out the door chased by Midoriya’s goodbye.

If she could just find Nishimura, they would still have time to come up with a plan. He said he would be at their testing arena, but first he was going to see if Sato was okay.

She imagined leaving him alone and just confronting him later, but she can’t shake the feeling that something is really wrong. She doesn’t know Nishimura very well, but she knows that he’s blunt and proud and very dedicated to his friends. Him not sticking around to watch Tsuyu’s match and now missing Aoyama’s is a telltale sign that he isn’t okay.

She goes to the makeshift nurse’s office, which is just an extra room in the main exam centre, and she hears voices as she approaches. She reaches for the door handle and pushes it open, peering inside.

There’s a curtain around one of the beds while another is left uncovered, and the latter is where she can see Sato. He’s pulled his mask down, leaving him with a severe case of costume-hair, and Nishimura sits at his side.

“I don’t need to,” Nishimura is saying as she inches the door open. “It’ll be fine.”

“Man, don’t be an idiot,” Sato retorts. “I thought I’d be fine and I got smashed out there.” Nishimura crosses his arms tightly over his chest, lips pursed, and Sato sits up, leaning closer to him. “You need to talk to Shimakage. You have to work together, and I’m sure she’ll understand—”

Nishimura shakes his head. “What’s she supposed to do? Telling her isn’t going to make my dad change his mind.”

“Come on, Nishi, you’re being a meathead.”

“Says the meathead.”

Sato smirks a little. “If you weren’t my best bro, I’d be insulted by that.” When Nishimura doesn’t even crack a smile, Sato exhales. “Seriously, just talk to her. She’s nice. She’ll get it.”

Kemuri pushes the door open further, making Sato and Nishimura look up. Nishimura’s expression hardens a little while Sato waves.

“I’ll…get what?” she asks. “Nishi, are you okay?”

He opens his mouth, letting out something like, “I—” before closing it again. His dark eyes flit back to Sato. Sato looks at Kemuri, then back at him, and wags his head at her.

“It’s…” Nishimura grits his teeth, hands clenching again.

Kemuri can practically feel the stress radiating off of him. She moves further into the room and tries to smile at Sato. “Is it okay if I steal him for a bit?” she asks. “He can come right back.”

“Take him for as long as you need. He has to talk to you too,” Sato says, earning a death glare from Nishimura.

Kemuri takes hold of Nishimura’s wrist and tugs, testing his reaction. He huffs and pulls away from her touch, but stands up nonetheless and follows her out. Kemuri walks down the hall a little ways away from the door before stopping and turning back around. Nishimura stops too.

“What’s going on?” she asks, her voice still soft.

He doesn’t meet her eyes. “It’s…it’s nothing.”

“No, it isn’t.” She steps closer to him, forehead wrinkling with concern. “You’re not being yourself. It’s…”

“God, Shimakage, it’s really nothing. It’s my own damn issue and you don’t need to bother with it.”

“Sato…said I should know.” She does her best to keep her voice steady, but being this confrontational is still not her style. “Please, Nishimura, just talk to me. I don’t want whatever is going on to…to mess up our exam.”

That makes him pause and for a second, she sees fear flicker across his face. He bites his lip, grips the dark green material of his pants, and exhales.

“I don’t want to lie to you,” he says.

“Then…don’t.”

His expression is wrought with indecision, like he’s fighting with his own ideals. It’s so strange to see him like this. The few times they have talked, the conversation is easy and he doesn’t withhold details when asked. This must be something much harder for him to voice.

Maybe all he needs is a nudge to help him talk about it. He told her about his extended family when she asked, after all. She almost reaches out to take his hand again because, for her, a gentle touch from a friend always helps, but she stops herself. He’s rejected her touch already.

“I…I heard you say something about your dad,” she says.

“He…” Nishimura closes his eyes, sucks in a breath. “He doesn’t like that I’m here. At U.A.”

“Because…of your family’s jobs?” she presses. She vaguely remembers him commenting about his dad hating the Sports Festival a while ago.

“Sort of. He used to be involved in that shit, but…he stopped, ‘cause of my mom and me,” he says. He still looks on edge. “He doesn’t think heroism is noble. My grandpa and the rest of my family are the same way. They think it’s all about being a public figure who parades around like a peacock and they haven’t…” He stops, hands shaking again. “Haven’t…”

“It’s okay,” Kemuri soothes. “Take your time.”

“I didn’t do well in the midterms, I bombed the Sports Festival, I haven’t been this shining star that everyone’s gushing about…” he says. He squeezes his eyes shut and his shoulders quiver. “My dad and grandpa agreed that if…that if I don’t pass this exam, they’re going to pull me out of the Hero Course. Out…” His teeth grind. “Out of U.A.”

Her hand flies to her mouth. “They can do that?” she squeaks, voice small.

Nishimura shrugs, but the movement is annoyed, nowhere near nonchalant. “They’d find some bullshit excuse, smooth-talk their way out. They want to put me in some trades high school where I can learn something useful.” He spits the last word and Kemuri almost reaches out to him again. “I know they’re just biding their time until...”

She hates the idea, hates even thinking it, but she says it. “Until…until you join them, right? In their…villainy?” His expression is grim and heartbroken enough to tell her that she’s said the truth. She steps closer, hesitantly lifting her hand towards his arm. “Nishi, I’m so sorry…”

He doesn’t pull away from her touch this time, letting her rub his arm. “They don’t get it, that…that heroes are cool and brave and they save people. I want to save people, and…” He gazes down at her, almost desperate. “Is that really so stupid?”

“No, it isn’t,” she says. “And we’re gonna pass this. You’re going to stay here, with your class, with all your friends.” She tries to smile, make herself look hopeful as she squeezes his arm. “We’ve fought together.”

“Against each other,” he corrects.

“Together,” she reiterates. “We know each other’s moves. We can do this.”

“I’m not a team player, Shimakage.”

“I used to think I wasn’t either, but…that’s what they’re testing us on. Come on, Nishimura.” Her smile becomes more natural as she lifts her fist, trying to imitate Kirishima’s determined, smiling expression that always makes her feel pumped up. “Let’s win this. Together.”

He arches an eyebrow, lips pursing, before he reaches out and bumps their knuckles together. “Alright.”

Chapter 87: Hunted

Summary:

Emotions run high as Kemuri and Nishimura start their practical exam.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The two of them return to the observation room to find that Tsuyu, Iida, and Yaoyorozu have joined Midoriya.

“Nishi, Kemuri,” Tsuyu greets. “Were you two working out a plan?”

Kemuri smiles. “Yeah, something like that.”

“Tsuyu,” Nishimura says, moving closer to her. He bows a little. “I’m sorry, but I missed watching your match.”

She ribbits. “That’s okay. You were checking on Sato, weren’t you?”

“Uh…yeah, I was.” He rubs the back of his neck. “I’m that predictable, huh?”

“No, Midoriya told me.” She smiles and he turns red, darting a glance up at Midoriya, who shrugs as he flashes a sheepish grin.

Kemuri settles in next to Iida and Yaoyorozu. “Great job on passing, guys,” she adds as she crosses her arms over her chest.

“Thank you!” Iida says. “Although it took a bit to get the dirt out of my costume…”

Yaoyorozu exhales. “I’m glad it’s finished.” She rests her hand against her chest. “I…was not as prepared as I had hoped.”

The announcer declares the next match and they turn their attention to the screen as Kaminari and Mina begin their exam.

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Kemuri wishes they could stick around to see all the matches, but by the time Hagakure and Shoji are halfway through theirs, Nishimura nudges her and they make their exit.

They’re silent the entire way to their designated exam area. Right as they’re about to go in the doors, a buzzer sounds.

“Team Hagakure and Shoji have passed the final,” says the announcer.

Kemuri grins, pride for her friends welling up in her. Still, with that good news, it just reminds her that she’s about to face her own trials. She looks up at Nishimura as they go inside, searching his face for some sort of comfort. He’s a little less cold after their talk, but she can see the fear still lingering in his eyes. He has a lot at stake in this.

“Nishi, we’re gonna win,” she says. “I promise.”

He exhales through his nose. “That’s a hard thing to promise.”

She can’t find a response to that. They walk into the arena to find high walls of stone at all sides and a path leading into the unknown. The door slides shut behind them and clicks as it locks.

A buzzer goes off. “Team Shimakage and Nishimura. Practical exam. Ready? Go!”

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It’s a maze. Nishimura leads the way and Kemuri follows him, not trusting her own sense of direction. It only takes a few twists and turns before Kemuri starts to get confused. After all, every wall looks the exact same and they’re high enough that she can’t see any landmarks cresting the top.

“Nishi, are we—”

“I’m still not running,” he says immediately. He stops so abruptly that she nearly runs into him, head darting to and fro, before he takes off again down the path to the right. “We’ll find Hound Dog. Be ready to fight.”

Her gut twists. “But how? I still haven’t figured out how to fight in a team, and if I use my fog I’ll blind you, and then—”

“Even if I’m blinded, that’ll mean Hound Dog is too.”

“He can sniff us out. That won’t work.”

He spins around to face her, expression edging back to frustrated. “Then what will work?”

“I…I don’t know. If I could take a second to just figure something out—”

“You haven’t figured out how to fight with your fog all year. You think you’ll be able to pull an idea out of your ass now?”

She winces. “Hey…”

He grunts, looking away. “Okay, sorry, I…” He shakes his head. “Let’s just keep moving. When we’re in the thick of it, our instincts will kick in—”

“That’s not a plan!” she squeaks.

He rounds on her, leaning down to her level with a sharp glare. “Shimakage, for the love of God, if you start panicking, I will snap. I’m barely holding it together as is and you need to smarten up and stop overthinking about everything. Now, let’s move.”

He grabs her wrist and takes off in a sprint and Kemuri has no choice but to follow. Her head starts to spin as they weave and turn and change direction on the turn of a dime. Everything looks the same and she can’t tell where they’ve been and where they haven’t. Her heart is pounding. Breathing is getting more difficult.

“Nishi, what if we’re going in circles?!”

“They wouldn’t make this maze so damn difficult that we can’t find the teacher or the exit. That’s stupid as hell,” he retorts. “I’m good at direction. Just let me lead!”

“But—”

“I’m only finding that goddamn exit if it’s our last resort. I can’t go back to my family with a coward’s win.”

She wants to argue, but she can’t. Escaping is a perfectly valid way to pass, but she doesn’t want to earn it that way either. She wants to go into her house feeling proud, able to tell her grandfather that she took down a real pro hero and aced her exam.

She wants to win.

They round another corner and a low growl stops them both. At the far end of a stretch of narrow hallway, Kemuri can just make out the hulking figure of Hound Dog. He stalks closer, the width of him almost taking up the entire hallway, his furry shoulders scraping against the stone.

“Heroes,” he snarls. “You really think you can win? There is nowhere for you to hide.”

“Shimakage, blind him,” Nishimura says, reaching for his cuffs. “I’m going in.”

“Wait,” she begs, snatching his arm before he can run. “There’s no space. It doesn’t matter if you both can’t see, there’s only one place to go.”

He takes another second, but doesn’t move. Instead, he looks back at her.

“Plan?” he asks.

“We need to find somewhere with more space. Can you recall a wider hallway?”

He frowns, darting a glance at the ever approaching Hound Dog. “Yeah…I…I think.”

She wraps his hand around her wrist. “Lead us there.”

They turn tail and run. Hound Dog lets out a howl and Kemuri’s heart leaps into her throat when she hears his footfalls coming after them.

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Back in the observation room, Midoriya, Iida, Yaoyorozu, Tsuyu, and Uraraka watch the match closely. Midoriya stares at the screen, eyebrows furrowed in thought.

“The close quarters makes it difficult for Nishimura to fight,” he says, “and the similar surroundings make it harder for Shimakage to orient herself. The exam stage itself is tough to work with.”

“That seems a little unfair,” Uraraka admits. “I mean, none of us had arenas like this.”

Recovery Girl hums thoughtfully. “Yes, but those two really need the challenge. They’re both lacking something that, hopefully, they will learn in this exam, and giving them a difficult setting will push them towards that.”

They watch the screen. One of the windows shows a bird’s eye view of the maze with three small dots indicating where everyone is inside. The two smaller dots are heading closer to the centre of the maze.

“This could go either way,” Yaoyorozu says as she rests her hand on her chin. “Running away is possible, but Hound Dog can track them down and even with those weights, I bet he’s fast.”

“But, that leaves fighting him. They’re strong martial artists, but his senses could be a problem for Shimakage’s fog,” Iida adds. “If he can smell her coming and Nishimura doesn’t have full range of movement…”

“I don’t get it,” Midoriya says. “I mean, Hound Dog is a hard opponent for Shimakage, but I don’t understand why Nishimura is her partner. Their fighting styles are completely different and I don’t see how they fit together.”

“Yeah,” Uraraka agrees. She punches the air a few times as she talks. “Shimakage’s stealthy and Nishimura is a more of a battle guy. It’s not like they have similar quirks either.”

Tsuyu rests her finger against her chin. “It has to be something personal, then. Not quirks, not fighting styles.” She tilts her head a little. “Ribbit…”

Recovery Girl smirks. “Exactly. On the surface, those two may seem like polar opposites, but in reality, they share a lot of similarities in the way they were raised and the pressures they deal with. They both have a hard time moving away from their learned fighting styles and they struggle to work effectively in teams because their quirks are better suited to working alone, or…so they’ve been taught.”

She eyes the screen as Kemuri and Nishimura round a corner, Nishimura’s hand on Kemuri’s wrist as he leads the way. His teeth are gritted tight, eyes darting to and fro, while she focuses on him and him only. Hound Dog is still chasing them.

“However, they make up for each other’s weaknesses, even if they don’t realize it yet,” Recovery Girl continues. “Nishimura is headstrong and action-oriented while Shimakage is more subdued and thoughtful. She forces Nishimura to stop and think, while he pushes her forward when she’s losing her confidence. I have a feeling that they will need all of those qualities to pass this.”

“I never thought of it like that,” Uraraka admits.

“Look, they’re going to the centre,” Yaoyorozu says. “There’s more space there, so perhaps Nishimura will be able to fight more effectively.”

Iida nods, eyes locked on the screen. “What I want to see is how Shimakage is going to do her part.”

“Well,” Recovery Girl says, “why don’t we watch and see?”

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Nishimura whirls around and yanks Kemuri behind him as they dash into a more open space, just in time for Hound Dog’s claws to latch onto his bladed arm. They strain against each other, Nishimura’s arm quivering, Hound Dog’s muscles rippling. Hound Dog’s eyes glint as a wide smile spreads across his snout, visible even with the muzzle in place.

“Dulled, huh?” he asks, rubbing one finger against Nishimura’s blade as the boy’s face pales. “Too scared to fight me otherwise?”

He lets out a fearsome bark as Nishimura rips himself away from his grip, releasing Kemuri as he does so.

“Shit,” he utters.

“Nishi—”

“He wasn’t supposed to notice yet. I was gonna buy us time. I’m—LOOK OUT!”

He throws both arms up, this time in an X shape, shielding Kemuri from yet another blow, and Hound Dog’s growls almost sound like laughter. He grips Nishimura’s sword arms and lifts him off the ground, making him swear and kick at the air.

“You can’t defeat me with these butter knives,” he taunts, gripping the should-be-sharp edges of Nishimura’s arms and drawing no blood. “You can’t win.”

Nishimura’s leg shifts and he kicks upwards, slicing the strap off Hound Dog’s muzzle and making him yelp in surprise. Nishimura falls, hitting the ground hard with a grunt, and Hound Dog snarls, all his sharp teeth visible as the muzzle slips off.

He takes only a step before Kemuri releases a cloud of fog and lunges forward, latching onto Nishimura’s arm. She yanks him back to his feet and pulls him away from Hound Dog. They need a moment to breathe, a moment to think.

“You good?” she whispers.

“Fucking hell, that hurt,” he hisses, gripping his shoulder.

“It’s okay. We can still run. I—”

There’s a noise like a bark and a growl in one and before she can blink, her feet leave the ground and she’s in the air, held up by her wrist. Nishimura shouts something that sounds like her name, but strangled, and she hears him grunt in pain somewhere beneath her.

“Nice try,” Hound Dog says, glaring at her. “I’m a hunting dog. I know how to track my prey.”

Kemuri yanks against his grip, reaching up to tug on his arm and try to alleviate the pressure on her shoulder by lifting herself up. Her heart is pounding again and the effort of holding herself up is making her core muscles burn.

She knew he could track her, but she still hoped she’d have time to get away. Is Nishimura okay or did Hound Dog knock him down? Is he pinned? She can’t sense any movement in the sparse fog surrounding them. What does she do, what does she do, what does she do?!

Hound Dog’s head snaps away from her and in the fog that’s still left, she senses Nishimura’s approach. He lunges forward with a shout and Hound Dog throws his arm up as a blade slashes across it. The fur ripples, but there’s no damage, and he snorts.

“Still dull,” he says, voice low and raspy as he glares down at Nishimura. “What are you, a coward?”

Nishimura’s teeth grit as he bares them, arms still morphed into swords, quivering. Kemuri releases some steam from her wrist in an attempt to get Hound Dog to let go, but he only winces a little. Her gaze darts to her partner. He’s frozen in place, eyes wide, unsure.

“Nishi, just make them sharp!” she begs.

“But—”

“You’re thinking of him as a teacher, not a villain!” She gasps as Hound Dog rattles her a little, her shoulder protesting against the movement.

Hound Dog lets out something like a laugh. “Pathetic. This is all just pathetic. He won’t do it. He’s never been able to do it, not against a real person. Too scared he might hurt someone, or worse—”

“Shut your mouth,” Nishimura snaps, his voice wobbling a little.

A growl, halfway to a laugh. “Did I strike a nerve?”

Kemuri grits her teeth and releases more fog, obscuring Nishimura from view, but she can still feel his movements. He inches back and skirts around them, steps slow but sure. She feels his blades change, just a little, and her breath hitches. This is their chance. He just needs to know where they are.

She kicks at Hound Dog with all her might and tries releasing a stronger blast of steam. This time, Hound Dog flinches hard and lets out an audible grunt.

The second the grunt is heard, Nishimura moves in on his left. His blades glint. Kemuri feels a brief flash of hope.

Then, Hound Dog whirls around, swinging Kemuri with him and right into Nishimura’s path, earning a burning slash of pain across her side that makes her cry out. The grip on her wrist disappears and she hits the ground, knocking the rest of the air out of her lungs, and she gasps desperately as she reaches to where it hurts. She expects a tender spot, like a future bruise, but instead something warm and sticky presses against her palm. Her expression falters.

Her armour didn’t hold up.

She doesn’t dare look down, her stomach already feeling queasy at the thought. Just how sharp are Nishimura’s blades if they can cut through her armour like that?

“Kemuri!” Nishimura shouts. She senses him moving closer and then, just like that, he’s at her side, pale in the face and eyes wide. He searches her body for the wound and finds it. His fingertips brush her hip. “Shit, shit…”

“I’m…okay,” she wheezes.

“Damn it, damn it,” he repeats, reaching up and sending his headband askew as he digs his fingers into his hair. “This is exactly why I don’t make them sharp. I could have killed you!”

She tries to sit up, still aching, still having a hard time getting her breath back. “Nishi—”

He searches his belt for bandages and digs out something square and white. He presses it to her side, hands shaking. “I’m so sorry. I’m sorry. My quirk is so…so dangerous, so stupid, I—” He shudders and his shoulders hunch. “I thought this was gonna be like the entrance exam. The only reason I passed that is because we were fighting robots. I could go wild and I didn’t have to worry about hurting anyone real, anyone…alive. I thought that’s what this was gonna be! I thought I was safe, that I…that I wouldn’t…”

He reaches one hand back up to grip at his hair again, messing up the headband further. His face isn’t pale anymore, flushing red with frustration. Kemuri sucks in the biggest breath she can as she sits up, pushing past the way her waist protests with a throbbing, aching scream. The bandage sticks when his hand falls from her side.

“We…we have to run,” she pleads. Hound Dog could be coming back any time now. Did he back off since she got hurt?

She stands up and pulls him after her, deploying more fog over the area. If they can just get away, she can calm him down and help him get his head on straight. She can hear his heavy breaths as they run.

“Shimakage—”

“It’s going to be okay. Just breathe.”

He stops and the force detaches her hand from his. When she turns around, there are genuine tears in his eyes. “This is pointless," he croaks.

She shakes her head. "It isn't over yet."

"How the hell am I supposed to be a hero?” he demands, like he never heard her response. He stares at his hands, at his arms, like he’s disgusted with what they can be. “All I can do is hurt people, hurt my own f-fucking teammates!” He hunches a little, like he’s biting back a scream, and his hand twitches as if he was about to punch the wall. “Damn it! You never see heroes with swords or actual weapons! It’s all hand-to-hand combat or…or defence, stuff that’s non-lethal, and I just…I just can’t do that!”

“Nishimura,” she pleads, reaching out and taking hold of his shoulder. “Please, it isn’t that bad. We can’t—”

“My dad was right. Fuck, he was right about everything!”

She only knows a little about what’s going on, but she realizes something very important at that moment. One, Nishimura, for all his apparent confidence and blunt “I don’t care” persona, cares a lot more than he lets on, and two, before they pass this exam, she is going to help him through this.

She is going to save him.

Notes:

Stay tuned for Akio Nishimura: Origin!

Thoughts? I'm not the best at action scenes but I hope everything made sense. Don't be afraid to leave a comment!

Chapter 88: Akio Nishimura: Origin

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Often, Akio feels like he is three different people all stuck together like a patchwork quilt of a human.

When he’s out in public or at school, he is the Akio that he lets people see, someone who is blunt, nonchalant, and maybe a little too competitive when it comes to games and combat. He’s someone who is proud and unafraid to show it.

Then, there’s the person he is at home. At home, he tries to be the perfect son. He obeys his father and grandfather, bowing his head, not bothering them unless it’s dire, and even then only insisting if they don’t seem busy. He moves through his house like a ghost, silent and watchful, unnoticed.

The third person is, in his mind, who he truly is. It’s the Akio he likes the most, the Akio he wishes people could know, and the Akio that he is scared to set free. Someone who feels things, deeply, someone who falls hard and fast for both friends and potential love interests, someone who gets flustered by the smallest show of thoughtfulness. Someone…soft, weak.

He’s an introvert, although most probably wouldn’t peg him as one. After a long day at school, all he wants to do is go home and hide away in the kitchen, tossing salads, sprinkling spices, just…cooking. God, he loves cooking. Food is such a comfort to him. He loves the feeling of making something from scattered parts, pulling pieces that don’t seem like they would fit and creating something beautiful together.

His favourite part is when he gets to eat those creations with his mom, Hotaru.

She’s a quiet type, a gentle, frail woman who hardly leaves the Nishimura home. When it’s warm, she sits on the balcony overlooking the backyard, hands folded in her lap while she hums. When it’s cold, she just stays indoors and looks out the window, doing the same thing. She always has a look in her blue eyes that suggests that she isn’t really living in the present, but when Akio and her share food, he feels like she’s really there, like she can see him.

A few days before Aoyama’s birthday, he tried out baking, hoping that he’d be able to help Sato with Aoyama’s cake. That didn’t work out, but he liked trying it. He got to share the experimental pastries with his mom.

“What is this?” she asked when he set the plate in front of her.

“Cake. It’s for Aoyama’s birthday.”

She stared at him for a second. “Aoyama?”

“He’s the one who’s French-Japanese. He’s sparkly, flamboyant. Kind of weird, but…I don’t know, I like him. I think he’s just lonely…”

She stared at him some more. “Akio…you’ve gotten so big,” she murmured. She reached out to touch his cheek, her lips forming a frown. He tried to hide his sorrow from his features. “Where did that scratch come from, baby?”

He’s had that scar on his jaw since he was six, but she forgets stuff like that. He smiled. “Ah, just messed up my quirk, mom,” he said.

He hates lying, but when it comes to her, the truth is far more painful. She must be protected.

“You need to be careful.” She took a bite of the cake and let out a long, satisfied hum. “My quirk wouldn’t hurt you. It would never do that to my baby…”

He didn’t respond aside from a small grunt. In truth, he didn’t want her quirk and he’s glad he didn’t inherit it. Who would want a quirk that makes dreams bleed into reality? Who would want a quirk that warps your sense of time and destroys what you think is real?

He loves her, but if he had gotten her quirk, he would search for a way to be rid of it. He wants to be present in his own life, not a shell of a person stuck in fantasy.

She has medication to subdue the effects of her quirk and calm her down, but it leaves her spaced out and catatonic most of the time. It’s still better than the alternative. Akio remembers far too well the times when she’s had nightmares, times he’s woken in the night to find her desperately searching for weapons to protect herself against enemies only she can see, her terrified screams making Akio’s head spin.

He wants to save her, but how can someone be saved from themselves?

As far as he knows, there isn’t anything in this world that permanently rids a person of their quirk. He would go and find it if such a thing existed. He would use it to cure his mom. She would be better off quirkless.

Akio’s father, Aito, wasn’t even supposed to marry Hotaru, but he loved her too much to leave her. He didn’t care about whether the Nishimura’s blade quirk would stay pure. He didn’t care what her quirk could do to his future children. He loved her, and he married her in secret. His family was outraged, but when Akio was born and they discovered that he didn’t have his mom’s quirk after all, he was forgiven, but his parents were told not to have any more children.

“Are you still being closed off at school?” Hotaru asked. “I understand that middle school is tough, but…Akio, sweetie, I want you to be happy. For high school…I want you to follow whatever you dream of.” She smiled and her freckles lifted with her cheeks. “If you want to be a hero, then do it.”

It broke his heart to hear her talk like that that day and it has broken his heart every time before and every time after. She doesn’t know that she already told him about that wish of hers. She doesn’t know that he stopped being moody and rebellious by the time year nine rolled around. She doesn’t know that he listened to her, that he’s already in high school, and that he’s going to be a hero. Just like she wants. Just like he wants.

Even when he tells her about school, she forgets the little things or remembers them at random times, in the middle of a different conversation. He never knows when she’ll remember what’s going on in his life right then. He never knows if she’ll remember what he’s told her about Sato, and how he gives the best hugs and always smells like sugar, or if she’ll remember how he’s worked out what Koda’s hand-signs mean, how he still isn’t sure if Aoyama is really French because he’s never told him directly, or the times he’s mentioned how Tsuyu’s little ribbits make his heart leap and how she’s easily the cutest girl in his year, in his humble opinion.

He never knows, so it’s better to just act like nothing is wrong.

When she told him to be a hero and follow his dream, he smiled and said, “I will, mom. I promise.”

She sighed and looked up at the sky as she lifted another forkful of cake to her lips. “The stars are so beautiful tonight. I love how they dance.”

The sky was dark and starless, but he softly agreed with her.

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When he told his family that he was applying for U.A, they didn’t take it well. His grandfather found it hilarious. His father showed nothing but concern, in a rather stern manner.

“A hero?” his father asked. “Are you sure? Lots of kids try to be heroes and all they do is fail.”

Akio shrugged. “I know, but I think it’d be cool. It’d make good money.”

His grandfather laughed. “Oh, sure, but you can make good money elsewhere. Your cousins are a testament to that.”

Akio stirred his soba, pursing his lips tight in an effort to stay silent. His cousins are criminals, hired thugs and assassins that carry out any job that pays well. Easily weaponized quirks are in high-demand in the criminal underworld and the Nishimura family has taken advantage of that for generations.

It makes Akio sick.

“U.A is a good school,” he said. “And if I’m going to be a hero, that’s the only place to go.”

Again, all his grandfather did was laugh. “Hero work isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. You only get money if you sign with a good agency, and even then you might end up as a sidekick for years, forcing yourself to rely on the big shot hero you signed up with, until you finally realize that all that work is useless and that you made a mistake.” His smile dropped, suddenly far too serious. “Is that what you want, Akio? Do you want to be a burnout sidekick with no future?”

“Of course not,” Akio replied. His grandfather smirked, digging back into his food, and he added, “That’s why I’m going to work my ass off, get popular, and avoid all that shit.”

His grandfather bristled. “Boy, you’re either really cocky, really stupid, or both, but this isn’t how Nishimuras work. Hero work isn’t for us.”

“Maybe it’s for me, grandpa.”

They didn’t talk any more about the matter during the meal, but Akio’s father continued to bring it up during their training sessions. For the months leading up to the entrance exam, all Akio heard from his father was encouragement to do anything but go to U.A.

“I just don’t understand why you’re so interested in U.A,” Aito said. “It’s a pompous cesspool of wannabe heroes. Not to mention that Sports Festival they throw every year, parading about—”

“I’ve already applied, dad. I’m not changing my mind,” he retorted as he sliced apart a training dummy with a swift kick of a bladed-up leg.

Aito sighed and set up another dummy. “Son, with quirks like ours…” He shook his head. “We aren’t suited for hero work. Our quirks are good for striking down foes and heroes aren’t allowed to kill, so how do you expect to work past that?”

“U.A will teach me.”

Another long sigh. “I understand if you don’t like the work your cousins do, but you have to be realistic. It’s a job that makes the best use of Weapon Limb and you would be good at it. You’re already so skilled in combat. It would be a waste to throw that away.”

Akio grimaced as he shifted his arm into a sword and decapitated the training dummy. As the head fell to the ground, spilling stuffing across the wood, he felt his gut lurch. He can’t do the same thing to a person, no matter how much money someone throws at him.

“I don’t want to,” he said for the hundredth time. “And I’m not throwing it away. I’m putting it to use somewhere else, into helping other people.”

“But you can’t trust other people, Akio,” his father said as he moved to stand in front of his son. “Other people are cruel, underhanded, and greedy. Your great uncle, the man you’re named after, was taken from this family because of one man’s greed.”

Akio didn’t look at his father. He had heard the story so often, how his great uncle Akio was murdered, but the cynical side of him doesn’t care. His grandfather has two other siblings, why did he care if he lost one brother? He doesn’t seem to have a problem with taking other people’s family from them. Akio just can’t relate to having any kind of love for a sibling. He never got to have one. Neither did his father.

“You are the only person you can truly trust. You can’t even fully trust me or your grandfather,” Aito continued. When Akio still didn’t respond, he exhaled. “Look, you don’t have to join your cousins, but…perhaps you can look into other careers. You could make an excellent chef, for example.”

“I could. Maybe I’ll end up like Lunch Rush.”

His father gritted his teeth. “No. Not like Lunch Rush. Just…a chef.”

Akio finally met his eyes, clenching his jaw. He isn’t a disobedient, mouthy son, but he couldn’t take it anymore. He had to say something.

“Mom wants me to be a hero. She wants me to be happy,” he said. Aito’s shoulders drooped and sorrow crept onto his face. Akio moved past him, done with training for the day. “I can’t save her, but maybe I can save others. Maybe I can make their lives better or brighten their day.” He stopped at the door, turning back to look at his father once more. “Maybe I can be a better person than anyone else in this family.”

Aito said nothing more.

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When Akio imagines his future, there’s a defiant split between two ideals. In one vision, he’s a popular pro hero who spends his days saving people, appearing at events, taking pictures, signing autographs, and the like. In a stark contrast to that, he imagines something that’s so domestic and soft that he almost hates himself for dreaming of it.

But, he does dream of it and that’s a cross he has to bear. In middle school, he adamantly fought himself over such daydreams, but now that he’s at U.A, he’s found that it’s easier to accept it. He thinks it comes from the overall friendly and accepting nature of his classmates paired with the fact that he finally has friends with more typically feminine hobbies. Sato likes baking, Koda adores animals and all things cute, and Aoyama…well, he’s fashionable, gay, and (possibly) European. The three of them make Akio feel far more comfortable with his own softer side and help him embrace the daydreams that used to make him feel weak and un-manly.

In the other half of his daydream, while he’s still a pro, he isn’t as popular and that gives him time for having a family. He imagines himself settling down with a nice girl or boy, having or adopting some kids, and getting a dog. He imagines coming home to his spouse and kissing their cheek before going to the kitchen to make supper for them and their kids. He imagines training his kids on how to use their quirks, being a good, accepting father who loves his children unconditionally and supports their dreams wholeheartedly.

Akio loves his parents. He does, but his dad is the only active figure in his life thanks to his mom’s condition leaving her out of commission, and even then, his dad isn’t the loving type. He doesn’t encourage Akio’s dreams, only begrudgingly supports him despite complaints and months of doubting and prodding. The two of them don’t share hobbies aside from their martial arts, so that’s where they bond. Aito does his best and Akio has a lot of good memories with the guy, especially from early childhood, but is he the best dad ever? No. Akio doesn’t think that he is.

Still, his parents love each other, they both love Akio, and that’s all he can really ask for in a family. His aunts, uncles, and cousins are family too, but most of them are older than him and are far more rambunctious and loud than he is. They like crashing parties, picking up girls, drinking and smoking whatever drug is the newest and coolest. Akio gladly sticks to his kitchen.

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Going to U.A was a wake up call.

He was overjoyed when he got his acceptance letter, especially after he thought he had thrown the exam. Helping those two girls wasn’t in the plan, but in the moment, he forced himself to play the heroic role and stop attacking robots. Turns out, that paid off. He wondered if he owed that silver-haired girl a thanks or something.

He went into the course with two goals in mind. He is going to become a hero, to spite his villainous family and prove that he’s a better person than them, and, once he’s a hero, he’s going to use the resources at his disposal to find a way to cure his mom. With a quirk and ambition like his, he thought it would be easy.

But, being in U.A, being in the Hero Course with so many other talented people, he quickly realized how wrong he was. His ambition was nothing compared to Bakugo’s. He realized how hard it is to make his weapons not hurt anyone and how disadvantaged he is. That first training exercise kicked his ass, what with Tokoyami’s Dark Shadow being such a strong fighter and Akio not being able to handle three opponents like he thought he could.

Then, Yaoyorozu called him out, reading him like a book, and he wanted to scream. He felt like an idiot. He felt like a loser. He felt…

God, he didn’t know how he felt.

It was all a mess of anger and frustration. He wanted to win. He wanted to prove himself to his classmates, especially after he didn’t crack anywhere near the top ten in the entrance exam. He was on a team with the guy that placed second. Screw him for wanting to prove that he’s strong too, right?

To make it worse, Kirishima’s almost heartbreakingly attractive, and as soon as Akio found the heroes, he had to fight Tsuyu. Nothing like cute people to make him extra nervous, extra stupid and show-offish. He longed to see their awe, their amazement, and instead he got sympathy.

When he got home that night, his grandfather didn’t make his mood any better. He smirked, that annoying glint in his eye, and Akio braced himself for a lame ass joke or jab. The rest of his family was home that day, meaning he had no less than twelve sets of eyes on him, a sea of hair ranging from orange to pink to brown.

“So, did you kill anyone? Slice any arms off?” his grandfather asked.

He guffawed like he’d just said the funniest joke in the world and the rest of his family started laughing along, all except Akio’s dad. One of his second cousins, Atomu, turned his arm into a sleek blade and proceeded to mime killing Akio’s other second cousin, Atsuo, who feigned death with lots of choking and fake spluttering.

Akio stared at them, arms trembling, and he made a grunting noise as he stormed off to the kitchen. His face felt hot.

“Good luck, hero!” Atomu called after him, still grinning. Something hit the back of Akio’s head, most likely a wadded up piece of paper, and Akio resisted turning around.

In the kitchen, Akio set a pot of water to boil, just staring at the element as if the heat of his glare would speed it all up. Atomu is an idiot, he told himself. He’s a villain. Are you gonna let a villain get to you? Hell no.

He heard a chair squeak and looked up to see his dad sitting at the breakfast bar, just watching him with this sad, defeated look, pitying Akio’s existence. It made his gut lurch.

“Bad day?” Aito asked.

Akio hmphed again and turned up the heat on the element. He didn’t even know what he was making. Noodles are good comfort food. He’d just make some of those.

“Want to talk?”

Akio exhaled. “I fucked up on a training exercise.”

A low whistle. “That’s some language, kiddo.”

“It’s the best word for it, dad.”

“Alright, then how did you…fuck up?”

Akio kept staring at the water. “I…ran away from my teammates. I tried to win the exercise as fast as possible, just get it done, and…” He huffed, brow furrowed. He wasn’t even sure of what happened. He just let his excitement, his pride, take over. “I lost. The other team had this guy with a really strong quirk and he took me down.”

“Ah…” His father hummed and Akio heard his fingertips tap against the countertop. “Did you use your quirk?”

“Of course I did.”

“But you held back?”

Akio’s shoulders hunched. In a desperate attempt to shake the conversation and buy himself time, he wandered to the pantry and started looking for noodles. He could feel his father’s eyes on his back. Aito didn’t and still doesn’t know that Akio learned how to dull his blades.

After all, why would he ever weaken himself purposely? The Nishimuras pride themselves on having some of the sharpest blade quirks in the world.

“Yeah. Didn’t want to hurt them,” Akio mumbled after a solid thirty seconds. It wasn’t a lie. It was just keeping details out of the conversation.

Aito let out a breath and Akio could easily picture the face that went with it, an expression that said, “I told you so.” Akio tossed the package of noodles aside and begged the water to boil faster.

“This is what I warned you about. Teamwork isn’t—” Aito started.

“I know, dad!” Akio retorted, finally turning to face him. “I know. I know what you said.”

“Then why did you try?”

“Because that’s what I said I would do. That’s…what a hero would do.”

Aito shook his head. “Son, our quirks are made to injure, kill. This…this thing you’re doing, it just doesn’t make sense. Why not ask Atomu for some pointers? He could be an asset.”

“Atomu is an idiot who prances around with a villain name like Swordkil. How fucking redundant can you—”

“Akio…” There was warning in his tone.

“I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again! I am never going to be like them and I’m never going to be like you!”

Aito’s expression fell a little and Akio almost regretted his words. His father stopped his villain work soon after he met Hotaru, more concerned with taking care of her and, later, being there for Akio. He works at a hardware store now, selling saws and screws and acting like he hasn’t had the blood of innocent people on his hands.

The regret faded a little. His father may have stopped that life for the sake of his wife and son, but he still did it, and he’s still trying to push Akio into it.

“You know I’m trying to support you,” Aito continued. “But—”

“Bullshit,” Akio snapped. “It’s only the first day of school and you’re already giving up on me, dad! I can keep working. I’m going to U.A to learn and I’m not giving up that easily! Not after one stupid fucking—”

He stopped, taking deep breaths and forcing his fists to unfurl. Behind him, his father let out another long sigh, whispered something about going to do some paperwork, and left the kitchen. Akio made some noodles and went to sit with his mom. She asked him why he looked so sad. He wondered if she was seeing his present emotions and not ones from the past.

He shook his head. “I just had a hard day at school, mom.”

“Oh, sweetie…I’m sorry.” She reached out to pet his hair. “Don’t worry. There are fireflies dancing around you right now.”

“Mom…”

His heart ached and he slumped forward a little, voice breaking. He begged to her without saying a word, her hand still stroking his hair. Please, mom, he said. Please, just…just see me, see who I’m trying to be. Mom…

“Fireflies…represent an exceptional human being,” she murmured. Her other hand waved at the air as if she was catching the spots of light that only she could see. “They shine from the inside out. They are loved for their inner beauty, and you…you…my baby, my bright boy…Akio…”

Her hands drifted down to his face and she cupped his jaw. He looked up at her, at those blue eyes that always seem to be looking at something far away, at the soft brown curls framing her face, the freckles that he inherited from her. Tears stung his eyes and he had to close them, teeth gritted.

“You shine so brightly…” she continued. Her thumbs brushed tears from his cheeks. “The fireflies dance around you because they see who you are. They know how much you shine even if, on the outside, you seem so…lost.” She stopped, letting out a soft breath before bringing Akio to her chest in a hug. “You have so much going for you…”

“M-Mom…”

He hugged her tight, bowls of food forgotten on the table beside them, and he cried while she hummed a lullaby and rocked him back and forth. He wondered if she was seeing him as the upset fifteen-year-old that he was or if she was dreaming of holding him as a newborn baby, fireflies dancing around his head.

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As much as he hates it, Akio believes his dad more than his mom. He knows that Weapon Limb isn’t easy to work with. He envies the people with quirks that can so easily be used for good, that aren’t immediately seen as fatal and dangerous, and he wonders what it would be like if he was like them.

Still, when his father’s words ring in his head, he reminds himself that the same quirk that could be used to take a life has helped Akio cut up vegetables and other ingredients. The same quirk that could be used to harm has helped him make delicious food, food that fills his stomach and brings a smile to his mom’s face.

If his quirk can do good in that way, he knows it can do good elsewhere.

It’s just hard to ignore the doubters.

Notes:

Ta da! Nishimura's backstory! Full disclosure, I have had this written since the Sports Festival arc. It's been a long time coming and I hope you liked it!

Fun fact, Akio is spelled with the kanji 秋尾, which means “bright boy”, “manly”, and/or “hero." I felt it fit him XD

Also, Akio's cousin Atomu (aka Swordkil) is a canon character in the Two Heroes movie! I felt it'd be fun to have that little tie-in. He's the villain with pink-ish orange hair and a blade quirk!

Chapter 89: Together, or Not At All

Summary:

The exam comes to its climax, leaving Kemuri and Nishimura to make their final move.

Chapter Text

Kemuri throws everything that makes her hesitate as far away from her as she can and cups Nishimura’s face in her hands, bringing his head down so that he looks right at her. For a second, they just stare at each other, and his expression melts into something softer, something melancholic, like when you see something that reminds you of a good old friend.

“You are strong,” she says, a slight tremor in her voice. “And you can be a hero.”

His eyes close, jaw clenching. “No…I can’t. I’m a bad—”

“You are thoughtful and observant, Nishi. I’ve seen it,” she says. “You…you planned a surprise party for Aoyama when none of us even gave it a second thought. You babysit Tsuyu’s siblings, you helped me make beef stew for Iida. You gave a smoothie to Tetsutetsu when everyone else saw 1-B as the enemy because you figured out how his quirk works, how it works like yours. You learned…” She almost laughs, eyes getting watery. “You learned how to dull your blades for the express purpose of not hurting anyone. A terrible, evil person doesn’t do that.”

“I hurt you…”

“I bet there was a break in my armour,” she insists. She catches a tear that escapes him on her thumb. “I’ve taken a lot of hits. I’m okay.”

“While this is touching,” Hound Dog’s voice reappears. Kemuri doesn’t need her fog to sense that he’s right behind Nishimura. “I still have to destroy you.”

She yanks Nishimura out of the way as Hound Dog lands a solid punch to the space where they had been standing. Nishimura swallows hard as Hound Dog snarls, advancing on them as they back up. Nishimura turns one arm into a sword from the elbow down. Kemuri feels her body tingle as she readies her quirk.

“We’re gonna pass,” she whispers, “and we’re gonna win.”

“How?”

“Follow me.”

This time, she takes his hand. They don’t have much time left, but if they can just have a moment, she’s sure they can make it. She sends out a rush of fog and takes off with him in tow. Her side aches, stinging as the air passes it, but she pushes through.

“Where are you going to go, little heroes?” Hound Dog roars. “I can find you no matter where you run to!”

She knows that, but this is their only chance. It isn’t ideal. It’ll be giving up something she would love to be able to tell her grandfather about, but it’s the only thing that gives them even the slightest chance at victory.

“Nishi,” she says.

“Yeah?”

“Promise you’ll trust me.”

He bites his lip. “I…” Another breath. “Yeah, I will. I promise.”

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Hound Dog moves around a hidden corner, fog still creeping around every turn and bend. His nose twitches, his ears pricking as he hears gentle, pattering footsteps: Shimakage’s.

He almost smiles. Now, this is interesting. She’s alone.

“So, you’re going to let him take all the glory?” he calls, inching closer to the source of the scent. Roses, smoke, the slighest hint of blood from her earlier wound. “Just stand back and let him overshadow you again, just like with everyone else?”

She doesn’t speak. He gets closer. Something moves in the fog behind him and he frowns, nose twitching again.

Hold on a second.

Another inhale. No, he isn’t crazy. He can smell Shimakage there too. Nishimura is with her. He checks again, focused on the student in front of him, and again, he can smell Nishimura. Four students.

“What the hell?” he growls.

He races forward, a snarl growing in his throat, and a figure takes shape in the fog. It’s Shimakage, alone, but she’s wearing the top of Nishimura’s costume. Her stomach is bare. Her hair clip is missing.

“Huh?”

Her smile is wobbly, almost guilty. “Uh…sorry, but checkmate.”

Cold metal clasps around Hound Dog’s wrist and he’s shoved to the ground as he lets out a sharp bark of surprise. In another second, both hands are cuffed together. He wrenches his head around to see Nishimura pinning him, eyes wide with shock and slight exhiliration. He has the torn top half of Shimakage’s hero costume tied around his shoulders by the sleeves, rose hair clip pinned to his headband.

Hound Dog’s smile can’t be helped this time. They tricked him. Not bad. He sighs and rests his head on the ground as his eyes pass between the two students, their heartbeats loud in his ears.

“Team Shimakage and Nishimura have passed the final,” the announcer’s voice echoes overhead.

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Kemuri hardly has time to breathe before Nishimura is sweeping her into a hug and spinning her around, laughing and whooping. She yelps at the force, arms latching around his neck, her shock hindering all other thoughts.

“We did it!” he shouts.

She laughs, sputtering and still shocked. “W-We did!”

He set her down, wide-eyed and grinning, and exhales. “God, I…I can stay. I don’t have to leave. I can still be a hero.”

“Yeah!”

He cups her face. “You…fuck, you’re brilliant. You’re goddamn brilliant. Thank you.”

Steam puffs from her ears as she flushes hard, another second passing before Nishimura realizes how close they are. With a nervous series of noises (coughs, small chuckle, the like), he steps back. She tugs his shirt top tighter around her.

“I’ve never heard you swear this much,” she admits. “You sound like Bakugo…”

He rubs the back of his neck. “That happens when I get really emotional. Sorry about that.”

Hound Dog somehow manages to sit up, still cuffed, and he shakes his head a little. “I’m impressed,” he says, making the students turn to him. “It really threw me when I smelled both of you in two different places, and the fog hid the truth long enough to give you the upper hand. Well done.”

It was a stroke of luck, too. Since her armour had already been cut, it was a cinch for Nishimura to cut the top half of her costume off and use it for their plan. Otherwise, Kemuri wouldn’t have had anything substantial to trade with Nishimura, nothing that would make him believe they were in two places at once.

She hopes her fog obscured her from the view of any observers long enough to get covered. She knows Nishimura covered his eyes.

Kemuri exhales, bowing her head. “T-Thank you, sir…”

Nishimura wipes his eyes. “I’m sorry I broke down in there.”

Hound Dog shakes his head. “I backed off as soon as Shimakage got hurt, and then…well, I heard a little of what you said before you ran. I didn’t want to interrupt.” His amber eyes lock on them. “You finally confronted a lot of the hurt you were holding inside. It was important.”

“But…then you weren’t really playing the villain,” Kemuri says, almost a mumble.

“I know, and I’m sorry, but this exercise wasn’t about fighting, and…no matter what part I’m playing, I’m still the school guidance counsellor.” His ears pull back and he sighs. “I couldn’t curb my instincts.”

Nishimura clears his throat. “I…yeah, I needed to vent.”

They thank him again. Lights pop up along the floor, guiding them to the exit gate, and when they leave, Aizawa is standing there with his arms crossed over his chest, clipboard tucked beneath his armpit. Kemuri and Nishimura stop short as their teacher eyes their mismatched costumes.

Kemuri holds her breath. Aizawa watches for another second before he closes his eyes and releases a long sigh.

“You’ve grown a lot,” he says. “Both of you. The kids I saw at the start of this year would never have passed that test.”

Kemuri bows her head, breathing again, and Nishimura’s knuckles brush hers. She doesn’t look at him, trusting that he’s feeling the utter relief coming off of her.

“You trusted each other, blindly, you relied on each other, and you kept fighting even when it seemed hopeless,” Aizawa says. His lip lifts a little at the side, a ghost of a smile that fades as soon as he pulls his clipboard out and clicks his pen. “You two keep it up,” he says as he writes, “and you’ll make great heroes.”

Kemuri nods, pressing her lips together tightly as she tries to stay composed. Her eyesight starts to wobble with invading tears, then goes completely blurry as they escape and roll down her face.

“T-Thank you, s-sir,” she stammers before dipping her head into her hands and sobbing.

She feels Nishimura pat her back and even if she tried to look at him, she wouldn’t be able to see him. She can hear him sniffling though, and when he thanks Aizawa, his voice is choked. She tries desperately to stop the tears, but they’re torrential.

“But,” Aizawa says, stern, “you still have a lot to learn, so don’t think you can slack off. Shimakage, you need to be practiced in all areas of your quirk, so use more than just your fog.”

“Y-Yes, sir…” She still sounds choked up as she tries to wipe away her tears, but they just won’t stop.

“Nishimura.”

“Sir?”

“Have you ever thought about the fact that you will not always be fighting against classmates and teachers?” he asks. Nishimura blinks a few times. “One day, if you succeed in this course, you will be facing villains who have no qualms about killing you. Having your quirk will save your life and the lives of the people you're protecting.” Aizawa’s brow furrows. “So, stop thinking so narrowly about it.”

Nishimura bows forward again, face red. “I’m sorry, sir…I’ll work on it.”

“One last thing,” Aizawa adds, his sharp tone lapsing back into his usual deadpan one, “your father sent me an email detailing his concerns about your development. I said he had nothing to worry about.” Kemuri scrubs at her eyes, just able to see her teacher as he turns away from them. “He should be very proud of his son.”

Nishimura stares, his lip wobbles, and he hardly manages a response before the tears slip from him too. Kemuri almost laughs, as teary as she is, and brings him into a hug. He returns it, clutching her tightly as his body shakes with elation.

“Also, go and fix your costumes immediately. Nishimura, a proper shirt would be best, and Shimakage…” He sighs. “Just…go get fixed up.”

“Y-Yes, sir,” they both say, still hugging.

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“You two are something else,” Recovery Girl says as she adjusts Nishimura’s shoulder. “You’re lucky you didn’t dislocate anything, young man.”

“Felt like it—OW!” Nishimura yelps as she forces the joint to turn.

“Close, but no. It’s just a bad bruise,” she retorts.

She eyes him, then Kemuri, and Kemuri rubs her newly-healed waist. They’re both in gym uniforms now, their costumes already shipped back to the Support Department for repairs. Kemuri got Nishimura to transcribe her an apology letter to Power Loader for the damage. She has her rose clip back.

“I suppose I don’t need to lecture you about quirk safety,” she adds, her voice softer as she pats Nishimura’s knee. “You already struggle with it, it seems.”

He nods, head bowing. “I’m sorry.”

“No, no, sonny, this is something a lot of people can understand,” Recovery Girl says. “Quirks aren’t all safe, to themselves or others, and you just happen to have a more dangerous one. Learning to adapt is important. Keep that in mind as your studies progress.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Sorry, ma’am,” Kemuri adds. “For…for bothering you.”

“Dearie, that’s my job.” Recovery Girl tsks a little. “At least you’re not the typical trouble children. I fear how bad Midoriya and Bakugo will be after their exam.”

Kemuri and Nishimura lock eyes and he smirks a little, making her stifle a laugh.

All healed up, the two of them take their leave. As they walk down the halls, side by side, Kemuri can’t stop the utter joy that fills her from spreading onto her face.

“Man,” Nishimura says. “If all goes well, that’s the kind of stuff we’re going to be doing for the rest of our lives.”

She looks up at him. “You okay with that?”

He starts to grin. “Hell yeah.”

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Sato appears down the hallway as Kemuri and Nishimura head back to the bus and almost immediately, both boys smile as wide as they can. Nishimura takes off running.

“Sato! I passed!” he shouts. “I get to stay!”

“I knew you could do it, man!”

They collide in a rough hug, Nishimura starting to laugh as Sato lifts him off his feet and squeezes him tightly. Kemuri keeps moving towards them at her relaxed pace, smiling.

“Wait, but what about you? You didn’t…”

“I know, but at least I’ll just miss out on camp. I’m happy for you.”

“I’m sorry, Sato. I really want you to be there.”

“Hey, it’s alright. I’ll be fine.”

Seeing Nishimura’s elated smile, some of the anxiety still churning in Kemuri’s stomach disappears.

Before she left her house this morning, her grandfather reminded her about what the Shimakages stand for and that she has to be strong, or else. He never said anything about disowning her if she fails or anything that drastic, but she could see it in his face, hear the subtext lacing his words. His utter disappointment in her would just increase if she failed, and even with a success, she knew he would never be content with a pass earned by fleeing an enemy.

She knew that, by being the bait and letting Nishimura take Hound Dog down, she was risking losing an advancement towards earning her grandfather’s favour, but she was willing to give that up. She’s willing to deal with more of his long, hateful stares and “tsk tsk” reactions. Nishimura’s goal, in that moment, was more important than hers. His future stood on passing this exam and being the student to take down their teacher just set him up higher on their pedestal of success.

She takes a deep breath, then releases it. Midnight and Hound Dog have both told her that she is allowed to be proud of her successes. They tell her that she focuses too much on her mistakes, no matter how small they are, and that she needs to try and see the brighter side of things.

She passed her exam. Without her fog, their plan never would have worked. She finally found a way to use her fog in a way that’s useful to more than just herself. One small step for mankind, as they say. She did good.

“Kemuri!”

She turns around to see Hagakure, Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami heading towards her, Hagakure in a full-on sprint. Kemuri grins, tears springing to her eyes again, and she races back to the waiting arms of her best friends.

Yeah, she did good. They did good, and that night at dinner when she tells her family about their win, even her grandfather can’t muster much more than a grunt and a brief complaint about her leaving the final blow to “that boy”, insisting that she take charge more.

She goes to bed feeling pretty happy with herself and ready to take on whatever comes next.

Chapter 90: Summer, Start!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Back in class the next day, the two teams that failed are really feeling the pain. Despite Sato’s words to Nishimura earlier, his expression is grim, and Kirishima and Kaminari look utterly crushed. Mina is sniffling, tiny sobs leaving her. Most of the class waits in their desks, helpless observers to their classmates’ failures.

“E-Everyone…” Mina hiccups. “I’m looking forward to hearing...a-all your stories…about how f-fun camp was…”

She keeps crying and Midoriya, bless his heart, waves his hands at her as if trying to comfort her and the others without touching them. “Maybe they’ll end up letting you go! There…there could be last-minute twist or something,” he suggests.

Sero reaches out and grasps Midoriya’s shoulder, shaking his head. “Sit down, Midoriya. By saying that out loud, you’re just jinxing them.”

“He said whoever failed the exam would have to skip training camp and live in summer school hell,” Kaminari says, his voice strained. “We didn’t pass the practical so we’re doomed! Don’t you get it, Midoriya?!” He whirls around and, to Kemuri’s shock, literally jabs his fingers into Midoriya’s eyes as he points at him. “Or did All Might knock all the brains outta ya?!”

Uraraka lets out a tiny shriek as Midoriya rears back, rubbing his eyes, and she does her best to check on him. Midoriya’s eyes are watering and Kaminari looks on the verge of frustrated tears.

“Hey, ease up, Kaminari,” Sero says. “I’m not sure I’ll get to go either. Our team only passed thanks to Mineta. I got knocked out, and since we don’t know how they’re scoring this stuff, I might have flunked.”

“At least bring us back camp souvenirs, please?!” Kaminari wails.

The door flies open, revealing Mr. Aizawa. “Once the bell rings, you should be in your seats,” he utters as the few people still standing lunge for their desks. Aizawa moves to the front of the room. “Good morning. Unfortunately, there are a few of you who did not pass your final exams, so when it comes to your training camp in the woods…”

Kemuri literally leans back in her seat as Aizawa grins, all toothy and white and very, very unnerving. She will never get used to that.

“Everyone is going!” he proclaims.

“IT’S A LAST MINUTE TWIST!” Kaminari shrieks.

“We really get to go to camp?” Kirishima asks.

“Seriously?” Mina’s tears are now happy little droplets in the corners of her dark eyes.

“Yes,” Aizawa says, back to his straight-faced self. “The good news is that no one bombed the written exams. Five failed the practical, badly. Two teams, of course, and then Sero failed as well.”

Sero groans. “Aw, crap, I knew it. Mineta made it through the gate but I didn’t do nearly enough to pass,” he says as his face falls into his awaiting palm.

“Allow me to explain,” Aizawa says. “For the practical battles, the teachers made sure to leave a way for the students to win. Otherwise, you never would’ve stood a chance. We were interested in observing how you worked together and approached the task at hand.”

Kemuri’s face falls. And here she was thinking her and Nishimura took down Hound Dog when he was doing his best to stop them from winning, aside from when he stepped back after she got hurt. She risks looking to the back of the classroom to find that Nishimura’s brows are slightly furrowed.

“But, didn’t you promise that the teachers wouldn’t be holding back?” Ojiro asks.

“That was just to put you on edge,” Aizawa says. “Besides, the training camp will focus on building your strength. Those who failed need those lessons the most. We were never going to separate you.” His wide, creepy smile returns. “That was just a logical deception we used!”

The five failed students are stuck between being upset at being tricked yet again by one of Aizawa’s deceptions or being elated that they get to go to camp anyway. Iida’s fist clenches as he shakes a little, ignoring the happy noises of his classmates.

“They tricked us all…” he utters. “I should have expected this! Mr. Aizawa,” he continues as he leaps to his feet. “This is the second time you have lied to us! Aren’t you afraid we’ll lose faith in you?!”

“Uh…little blunt there, Tenya,” Uraraka says.

“That’s a good point,” Aizawa says. “I’ll consider it, but I wasn’t lying to you about everything. Failure is failure.” His glare seems to deepen and the celebrations cease. “We’ve prepared extra lessons for the five of you and frankly, they’ll be far tougher than what you’d face at summer school.”

With that heartwarming note, he passes out training camp guide booklets with details about where to meet, what to pack, and what dates they will be gone. There is a bit more discussion before he leaves, allowing the class to react and talk before the lunch bell rings.

“This is gonna be great!” Ojiro says, lifting his booklet up. “I’m so glad we’re all going together.”

“Me too!” Hagakure squeals.

Kemuri nods. “I’ve…never really been to camp, so I’m excited to experience it.”

Shoji and Tokoyami, lingering on either side of the two girls, read Kemuri’s booklet over her shoulder, offering small nods in agreement.

“Looks like we’ll be at the training camp for a full week,” Iida says, pointing to the page with the itinerary in his own book.

“I’ve gotta find a bigger suitcase,” Midoriya says, peering over his arm at the page, eyes wide.

“Yeah, I don’t even have a bathing suit,” Kaminari says. “Guess I need to buy some stuff.”

“Like night vision goggles!” Mineta pipes up.

Hagakure gasps and whirls around to face them. “Guys, since we’re off tomorrow and we just finished exams, I have the best idea!” she gushes. Kemuri can almost feel her grin. “Why doesn’t class 1-A go shopping together?”

“Hey, yeah!” Kaminari says. “It’d be cool to hang out as a class when we’re not at Shimakage’s house.” Uraraka grins and nods as he smiles at her.

Kemuri flushes, slowly closing her booklet. “Have…have we really only hung out when I invite everyone over?”

“Yes,” Tokoyami says. “I cannot recall another time we have all spent time together.”

“O-Oh…” Kemuri tugs at her braid. “That’s…uh…” She shakes her head, still red in the face, and Shoji smirks a little.

“Bakugo!” Kirishima says. “See you there, right?”

Bakugo, already heading for the door, scoffs. “I can’t think of anything more annoying.”

“You went to Shimakage’s house with all of us.”

“Because no one could see me associating with you idiots.”

Kirishima just smiles.

“Todoroki, are you gonna come with us?” Midoriya asks, moving closer to the boy as he heads for the door.

Todoroki shakes his head. “I’m visiting my mother tomorrow.”

“You party poopers!” Mineta shouts. “Don’t you guys ever get tired of being so serious?!”

“So, it’s a date?” Hagakure asks.

Iida’s hand snaps towards her. “Of course. Shimakage, as Todoroki is not attending, you are in charge of messaging everyone the details!”

“U-Uh, yes sir!” Kemuri says, half-panicked, and Tokoyami elbows Hagakure as she imitates her.

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Before everyone leaves for the day, Kemuri finds herself and Hagakure gathered with the other girls around Yaoyorozu’s desk. It started when Hagakure heard Jiro mention something about getting Kirishima’s attention at the mall and, always ready for some “piping hot tea,” Hagakure dragged her hapless friend over to the other girls to join in.

Turns out, Jiro simply thinks Kirishima is cute, kind of likes him, and wouldn’t mind spending time with him at the mall tomorrow. Kemuri doesn’t blame her—Kirishima is a massive cutie, after all—but she can’t shake the feeling that Jiro is going to be disappointed.

The conversation switched from Jiro back to camp at her request, mentioning a notice she saw in the booklet about travelling over summer vacation.

“Wait, so we’re not supposed to take any long trips?” Uraraka asks.

“Yeah, apparently that’s what the school said,” Jiro says, twirling her earphone jack around her finger.

“O-Oh, really?” Kemuri asks. She isn’t going anywhere, at least not right now, but it’s good to know these things just in case. “So…what constitutes a long trip?”

“I would say a week or longer,” Tsuyu suggests.

Yaoyorozu sighs. “How unfortunate. I was supposed to spend several weeks touring Venice with my parents.”

“What is your life?!” Uraraka’s eyes nearly pop out of her head as she faints a little, only to be steadied by Tsuyu.

“Aw, and I just bought, like, a bajillion new swimsuits,” Mina whines.

“Well, turns out that’s what happens when your class gets attacked by the League of Villains,” Jiro says with a shrug.

“But I wanna do something!” Mina whines, flapping her arms up and down. “I don’t wanna spend my entire summer bored, that’s dumb!”

Hagakure’s shoulder quivers a little and Kemuri turns to her just as she jumps in place. “I’ve got it!” she cries. “U.A has that pool, right?”

“Yes, I believe it’s mostly used by the swim team,” Yaoyorozu says.

“Well, why don’t we hang out at the school pool over summer vacation, huh?” Hagakure jumps a little more, sleeves swinging with her arms. “And that way we can get more girl time!”

“Good idea! I bet we could talk the teachers into letting us use it if we ask them nicely,” Tsuyu says. She already looks excited just to be near water.

“Plus, it’ll be free, so we’ll save money!” Uraraka adds.

“That’s way better than being cooped up in my room,” Mina says.

“You know…I kinda like swimming,” Kemuri admits. “It’ll be nice!”

Yaoyorozu leaps to her feet. “Leave it to me! I’ll start working on a formal proposal right away!”

Jiro smirks. “Cool.”

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The next day, Kemuri arrives at Kiyashi Ward Shopping Mall to find that most of her classmates, or at least the ones who could come, have already gathered. In the end, only about half of them could attend on such short notice.

Mina is staring at all the different stores in awe, babbling about how this mall is one of her favourite places to shop, and Midoriya is muttering about the different stores and how they have stock for all different kinds of body types and quirks.

“H-Hey, everyone,” Kemuri calls as she hurries up to them. She does a hasty bow as she tucks her stick close to her side. “I’m sorry I’m late. I got turned around and got on the wrong train, so…so I had to backtrack—”

“That is quite alright, Shimakage!” Iida insists. “We weren’t waiting long!”

She nods a little as she murmurs another weak apology, quickly slipping over to the open space at Shoji’s side. Hagakure waves at her, no doubt grinning.

“Alright then, that’s all of us, so let’s get going!” Iida calls.

“Hell yeah!” Mina shouts. Iida gives her a short glare, but surprisingly lets it go.

“Are you going to be buying anything?” Shoji asks.

Kemuri shrugs. “I know I need new training clothes and proper hiking boots…and it’s not for camp, but I wouldn’t mind looking for some new clothes. Apparently, I need some variety.”

“I think your clothes are fine,” Shoji says.

Kemuri darts a glance at Tokoyami and Hagakure, who both shake their heads. Tokoyami lets out a sigh. If they weren’t her friends and she didn’t already know her fashion sense is, in a word, nonexistent, she would be hurt.

“Variety would not be frowned upon,” Tokoyami says, “but what’s important is that you want to change your outfits.”

“Hey, guys!” Kirishima calls, earning everyone’s attention. “Why don’t we split up and look around? We can meet back here when we’re done.”

“Oo, great idea!” Mina chirps.

“Perfect, let’s say we all get back around three?”

“Sounds good,” everyone replies.

Kemuri searches for a clock. It’s around one, so that leaves them with two hours to look around. When she turns back to her classmates, Yaoyorozu, Mina, and Jiro are walking away with Kirishima. Mineta is already going off on his own.

“So, we’re going to go get shoes?” Shoji asks.

Tokoyami nods. “That would be best.”

“Oh, Kaminari!” Hagakure perks up. “You were going to look for boots, right?”

Kaminari grins. “Yeah!”

“Cool, us too! Wanna come with us?”

“I will come along as well! My running shoes have been severely worn down,” Iida adds.

And so, the six of them set out in search of a decent shoe store. On the way, Kemuri searches the different shop windows. There are stores where the mannequins have six arms, like Shoji, and others where they’re wearing pants with extra space for if your calves are bulky, like Iida.

Her stick hits something and she maneuvers around it without looking away from a particularly nice outfit in another passing window. She might loop back and check that store out. For now, Kaminari and Hagakure have found a good place to start and they’re already going inside.

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Only a little while later, as they’re leaving the store with shopping bags in hand, an announcement comes over the loudspeaker. There’s been some kind of security breach and everyone is to evacuate immediately. All around them, people start hurrying for the exits.

“Aw, but we just got started,” Hagakure whines.

“Probably just some lame villain trying to stir up trouble,” Kaminari says.

“At the very least, we obtained new shoes,” Iida says. “Now, come on, we must hurry. Hopefully, we can meet up with everyone else.”

Kemuri retracts her stick and instead takes hold of Shoji’s arm, just the sight of the rushing crowds giving her nervous jitters. Shoji hums in understanding, taking her shopping bag with an extra hand. He muscles his way through the crowds with ease.

They do manage to meet up with everyone, and for some reason, Bakugo is there now too, standing next to Kirishima, while Jiro stays next to Yaoyorozu, looking very, very annoyed. Iida sees Uraraka and races over to her, the others following. She looks utterly distressed.

“Uraraka, are you alright?” Iida asks. “Where’s Midoriya?”

“He’s with the police,” she says, tapping her pointer fingers together nervously. She darts a look at the crowd around them and leans closer. “It…it was Shigaraki. He was talking to Deku about something…”

Kemuri’s gut clenches just at the sound of his name, despite only briefly seeing him at the USJ and on TV after the Hosu incident.

“Is Midoriya okay?” Tokoyami asks.

“He’s fine…just shaken, I think.” Uraraka claps her hands over her cheeks. “I shouldn’t have left him alone. I—”

“You couldn’t have known,” Yaoyorozu says, reaching out and giving Uraraka’s hand a comforting squeeze. She smiles a little. “Everyone, why don’t we go and get something to drink? My treat.”

“I won’t turn down free drinks,” Kaminari says with a wink.

“I’m in!” Mina agrees.

They leave the mall behind and find a nice tea shop without many customers in it. Kemuri uses the fruity, warm tea to soothe her nerves.

“Quite the start to summer vacation, huh?” she whispers.

Shoji nods. “Let’s hope it doesn’t continue like this.”

Notes:

My least favourite thing is finishing up a really intense arc, then having a filler chapter. *Sigh* Oh well, stay tuned! Summer is just starting!

Chapter 91: Pool Party

Summary:

Summer has officially started and class 1-A is ready to have some fun.

Chapter Text

Kemuri heads out after lunch, en route for the pool to meet up with her female classmates. The sun is shining, heating her skin, and the further she walks, to more eager she is to hit the water.

It’s strange seeing U.A so empty. Despite how well Kemuri knows her way around nowadays, the pool is not an area of the school she’s been to. She wanders around for a good long while before she stumbles upon the staff room and Aizawa, who points her in the right direction before returning to his work with Vlad King.

Kemuri bursts into the change rooms with an apology on her lips only to have it cut off by a swimsuit to the face. She sputters a bit as the suit falls into her arms, freeing her eyesight, but she still doesn’t see anything.

“Toru?” she asks.

“About time!” Hagakure’s voice appears and Kemuri darts a glance down to confirm that, yes, there’s the floating school-issued swimsuit. “The school’s providing swimsuits for us, so get changed!”

Kemuri hurries to do so, deciding to let her hair out of its braid at the last minute, and gets outside to find the other girls stretching by the side of the pool. Kemuri joins them amidst scattered greetings and plenty of smiles.

The doors leading to the change rooms open again and the girls look up from their stretches to see quite a few of their male classmates entering the pool area. Kemuri just manages to wave at Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami before averting her eyes, face flushing. She gives her cheeks a few firm slaps, gives herself a pep talk, and goes back to normal as they continue stretching.

“Ah, girls! I see you’re here too!” Iida greets, waving at them in his robotic, Nutcracker-esque way of his. He’s wearing a swim cap and goggles.

“Iida! You guys are using the pool too?” Uraraka asks.

“Yes, we’re here for endurance training!” he replies. “Midoriya invited all of us.”

Midoriya nods, hands clenched in front of him. “We can’t slack on our training, especially when the training camp is coming!” He motions to Kaminari and Mineta, both sitting near the edge of the pool across from the girls. “It was their idea, actually!”

Kemuri looks down the line of girls to see faces of skepticism and unnerve, but they don’t linger. Kemuri makes the conscious decision to leave it be, even if it’s an odd coincidence that they’re all here at the same time.

“Kaminari, Mineta, nice work!” Iida praises as he moves towards them, arms extended. “I’m proud of you suggesting more training. You’re an asset to our class! Let me thank you.” As his shadow looms over the two boys, their faces pale. “Now, don’t just sit around. Come sweat with us!”

And, as if it’s the easiest thing in the world, Iida scoops the two of them up, one in each arm, and carries them back to the other boys. He laughs the entire way there, seemingly unaware of how much Kaminari and Mineta are struggling. Kemuri bites her lip against a laugh.

“Girls, you ready?” Yaoyorozu asks, hands on her hips. “How about some volleyball?”

“Alright!” Mina squeals. “Last one in is a rotten egg!”

And with that, she cannonballs into the pool with Tsuyu close behind. Kemuri hesitates for a split second, but Hagakure grabs her arm and drags her after her. As their feet leave the poolside, Kemuri closes her eyes and plugs her nose. The water is cool and refreshing as she plunges into it.

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Kemuri sucks at volleyball.

She would say she sucks at sports, but martial arts is a sport and she certainly doesn’t suck at that. She sucks at any sport involving a ball and hand-eye coordination.

See, she can serve the ball just fine, and if it comes straight at her from someone else, she sometimes gets lucky and can guess where it’s going to land. It’s when the ball comes from anywhere in her peripherals where she’s hopeless. She takes to trusting her instincts, leaping up to hit the ball back or diving to catch it, but more often than not she just lands in the water or gets a volleyball to the head.

“Ow…” she whines after the umpteenth time getting creamed by one of Yaoyorozu’s incredibly strong spikes.

“Maybe you should take a break,” Tsuyu states. Kemuri’s shoulders sag and her chest tightens, but then Tsuyu adds, “We don’t want you getting a concussion.”

That last comment helps. Midnight and Hound Dog have both told her that she has the tendency to take some comments towards her as insults or jabs against her character when, in reality, that’s far from the case. Sometimes, people suggest she stop things just because they’re concerned, not because they find her weak. The tightness in her chest leaves, just a little, and she nods as she wades through the water to the edge of the pool.

Kemuri hoists herself out of the pool and flops back onto the sun-warmed pavement, closing her eyes and letting her arms fall to her sides. The scent of chlorine mingles with fresh air as she just lays there and breathes. She can hear the other girls laughing and splashing, hear Iida shouting drills to the boys, and she smiles as she imagines him marching back and forth like a drill sergeant. His dedication to everything and anything he puts his mind to is certainly admirable.

She startles a little when she feels a tap on her shoulder and her eyes snap open, seeing nothing immediately, and then she turns her head to the side to find Iida kneeling next to her. He’s removed that ridiculous swim cap, letting all his fluffy blue hair loose in his eyes, no longer covered by his glasses. She feels like she’s witnessing a rare Tenya Iida, and it makes her heart all fluffy.

He smiles a little as he nudges something cold against her arm. “Thirsty?” he asks.

Kemuri sits up and reaches towards where she felt the cold thing, her hand closing around something she can guess is a can. When she lifts it into her line of sight, she can tell it is indeed a can (a can of orange drink, to be precise).

“Thank you,” she says, returning the smile to Iida. She stands as he does, popping the tab and lifting it to her lips. “How’s endurance training?” she asks just before drinking.

“Good! We’re really working up a sweat, although the water helps.”

He rests his hands on his hips and eyes the boys, making Kemuri look too. Kaminari and Mineta are laid out flat, exhausted. Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Shoji are gathered in a little circle, sipping their drinks and talking. The other boys are scattered in small groups in the shade. Aoyama seems to be roping Nishimura into taking a shirtless selfie with him.

“Bakugo and Kirishima aren’t here,” Kemuri says, only realizing how out of the blue her comment is after she’s said it. Her cheeks flush and she looks back at Iida. “Sorry, I…I just noticed.”

“Yes, it’s been very quiet without them,” he replies, smirking a little.

“Is that a blessing or a curse?”

“I am going to say blessing.”

She giggles and takes another sip, glancing back at the boys as Midoriya digs a can out of the cooler and hands it off to Koda, who bows in thanks and shuffles off to his group again. When she turns back, she catches Iida looking at her, and she flushes.

“W-What?” she squeaks. She immediately reaches to her face. “Am I sunburnt already? I put on sunscreen but I burn so easy…”

“No, no, you’re…you’re fine.” He tilts his head a little, expression thoughtful. “I’m just not used to seeing your hair down. Or wet.”

Her blush gets deeper, spreading to her ears. “O-Oh, I…I had it down at the gala…” she mumbles.

“Yes, but it was styled there. This…is very natural. It’s nice.”

She makes an undignified string of noises before bowing her head and stammering out a thank you, promptly making all her hair fall into her eyes. She hurries to push the damp strands behind her ears when she straightens up, only serving to make Iida chuckle.

He opens his mouth to say something else, but there’s a loud shout from the change room doors as they slam open.

“Alright, you bastards! I’ll out-endure you all!” Bakugo’s distinctive voice bellows. “Especially you, Deku, you damn nerd!”

Right on his heels, Kirishima appears, and he sticks his arm out in front of Bakugo’s chest to halt his advance towards Midoriya. “Hey, got your message! Sorry I’m late, it took a while to convince Bakugo to come out!”

Iida hurriedly apologizes to Kemuri before he rushes over to stop any fights before they start. Kemuri notices the absence of splashing and looks over to find that the girls have stopped playing, all eyes on the boys.

“Come on, you coward,” Bakugo snarls, advancing on Midoriya. His palms burst with tiny snaps and pops. “You wanna settle who’s the best between us? Let’s fucking go!”

“A-Ah! No, I…I didn’t—” Midoriya stammers.

“Oh, no…” Uraraka mutters, already swimming to the edge of the pool and getting out. “Bakugo’s at it again.”

The other girls also scramble to get out, although Tsuyu takes the longest, and they make their way towards the boy’s side of the pool. Iida is saying something unintelligible, hand on his chin. Midoriya stares at him in shock at what he’s said.

“Hey, everyone!” Iida calls, turning towards the other boys, arm in the air again. “I propose we see which of the boys can swim fifty metres the fastest. A friendly race!”

“Yeah!” Kaminari says.

“That sounds fun,” Sero agrees.

Sato pumps his fists. “Let’s do it.”

“Iida,” Yaoyorozu says. “How about we help you out?”

Iida smiles. “That would be great!”

“Can we use our quirks?” Ojiro asks.

“We’re at school, so there shouldn’t be a problem with that. However, you cannot cause damage to your classmates or the building.”

Bakugo dons that wicked grin of his and moves closer to Midoriya. “I’m gonna annihilate you, Deku.” He turns to where Todoroki is leaning casually against the wall. “And you too, Icy Hot. You bastard.”

It’s swiftly decided that they will do three heats of five swimmers each, decided randomly. Everyone gathers to watch the first heat, made up of Bakugo, Kaminari, Koda, Tokoyami, and Mineta.

Kemuri leans forward in anticipation. Using quirks to win a swimming race? This isn’t something you see every day. Hagakure keeps whispering “go, Tokoyami” under her breath, bouncing on her feet, which eventually makes both Shoji and Ojiro reach out to rest their hands on her shoulders to calm her.

“Alright, now everyone on your marks!” Yaoyorozu says. “Ready? Set!”

With the blow of her whistle, they’re off. Four of them dive into the water, you know, like you’re supposed to, and then there’s Bakugo. He doesn’t even touch the water, cackling as he propels himself across the pool with just his explosions.

He lands on the other side way before the others and whirls around, aiming a finger at the crowd. “How was that, you sidekicks?!”

“What do you think you’re doing?!” Sero shouts.

“You didn’t even touch the water!” Kirishima adds.

Bakugo’s hands pop a little as he screeches, “IT’S CALLED FREESTYLE SWIMMING!”

“Swimming,” Shoji utters, dripping sarcasm, and because Kemuri values her life, she clamps a hand over her mouth to stop herself from bursting out laughing. Shoji leans back a little, proud of himself.

The second wave starts, consisting of Todoroki, Aoyama, Sero, Sato, and Kirishima. Yaoyorozu starts the race and this time, more people follow Bakugo’s lead. Aoyama and Sero leap into the air, Sero dispensing tape and Aoyama setting off his laser. Todoroki skates along on a patch of ice.

Aoyama’s blast ends after two seconds as he pales, losing momentum and crashing into Sero. The two of them hit the water in a tangled mess while Todoroki leaps off his miniature glacier and lands on the other side, not wet in the slightest.

“You’re supposed to be swimming!” Kaminari and Mineta wail.

Wave three starts with Shoji, Ojiro, Iida, Midoriya, and Nishimura. Kemuri can’t help but wonder how Shoji is going to swim and if Ojiro can use his tail like a rudder or an extra limb to propel himself forward.

When the whistle blows, Iida is the one not touching the water this time. He slides along the lane ropes, going so fast that they don’t have time to bend beneath his weight as he holds his arms out in a T pose. Kemuri wonders why he bothers to wear the cap and goggles if he isn’t going to…well, swim.

Shoji swims doing something like the butterfly stroke and, seeing him do so, Kemuri is reminded of a video she saw of a bat swimming. Tokoyami gives her a weird look when she giggles into her hand out of nowhere.

Midoriya is glowing with energy as him and Iida blow past the other three, head to head, and Iida makes a dive for the end to secure his win. A split second before he touches, Midoriya’s hand makes contact and the class erupts into cheers.

“Nice one, Midoriya!” Sero shouts.

“That was so close!” Mina squeals.

Midoriya and Iida clasp hands at the end of the pool, good-natured as ever. They return to the group, where Iida announces the final race between Todoroki, Bakugo, and Midoriya.

“As winners of each heat, you’ll fight for first place. Understand?” Iida asks.

After they’ve all confirmed that they do, Bakugo fixes his glare on Todoroki. “Listen up, scar-face, don’t you dare hold back like you did at the Sports Festival. Bring everything you’ve got!”

“Aw, I thought I was scar-face,” Nishimura says. He raises his voice. "I thought what we had was special, Bakugo!"

"What the fuck are you on, ginger?!"

"Oh, I'm ginger now. I get it," Nishimura says. Sato, Aoyama, and Koda stifle their obnoxious laughter.

Bakugo returns his attention to Midoriya, fuming. “You too, Deku. Fight to win!” he snaps.

“Yeah, I will! I promise!” Midoriya retorts.

“They do realize this is…for fun, right?” Kemuri asks.

Tokoyami exhales heavily. “They are a very strange trio.”

“Hey, as long as they’re having fun?” Ojiro suggests.

As the three finalists head for the starting line, the class starts going wild and cheering for their preferred winner. Kirishima cheers for Bakugo. Sero and Hagakure cheer for Todoroki. Uraraka and most of the other girls cheer for Midoriya.

Yaoyorozu lets out a perfectly neutral, “Do your best, everyone!” and Kemuri decides that’s the position she likes most, so she too just cheers without adding a name to it.

“Now, on your marks!” Iida shouts. “Get set!”

The whistle blows, the class hollers as they leap, and then the cheers die as all three boys land in the water with a half-hearted splash. The class stares, confused.

“Huh, what happened?”

“Why aren’t they using their quirks?”

“It’s five p.m.” The class turns to see Aizawa moving towards them, quirk activated. “Your authorized pool time is officially over. Hurry up and go home.”

“Come on, just one second!” Kaminari whines.

“We were just getting to the good part!” Sero adds.

Aizawa’s eyes flash red. “Are you questioning me?”

The entire class stiffens and they say, “Not at all, Mr. Aizawa!”

They hurry to the change rooms, stashing their school swimsuits in the bins and heading out. Hagakure and Kemuri meet up with their boys outside and start walking home together, hair damp and muscles sore, but content, even with the loss of a final, epic race.

Chapter 92: Heaven is Real

Notes:

Hello everyone! It's my 20th birthday today, so I wanted to celebrate by updating two days in a row! Hope you enjoy the chapter <3

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Summer continues. Kemuri goes to the pool, hangs out with her friends, walks Ichiro, and keeps up with training.

She finds herself going to the gym with Ojiro way more often and, sometimes, Nishimura tags along with them. That number can grow if Shoji or Sato wants to join that day too. One particularly memorable day, Uraraka asks if she can come, which ends in Kemuri and her having an intense sparring match in one of the spare rooms.

It’s after that sparring match and workout that Kemuri returns home to find her parents and grandfather seated in the living room, locked in discussion. Ichiro lays on Cayden’s lap, snoozing away. Kemuri debates whether she should interrupt, then decides to just come back when she’s changed.

She takes a step towards her room, the floor squeaks, and Ichiro jolts awake. With an excited bark, he leaps off her dad’s lap and bounds towards Kemuri. She tries to pet his wriggling body, able to hear someone getting up but not yet looking. She just hopes it isn’t her grandfather.

“Oh, Kemuri! Come here, we were just talking about you,” her mother says.

Kemuri wishes that didn’t make her so nervous. She swallows hard and slowly returns to them, Ichiro padding along at her heels. Her grandfather crosses his arms over his chest when she enters and she shifts in place, not daring to take any of the open spots next to her grandfather.

“Sit,” he orders.

She almost throws herself into the seat, keeping a wide space between them that Ichiro swiftly occupies. Her grandfather wrinkles his nose as the Shiba settles his head on his paws, curly tail still wagging.

“What…what happened? Did I do something?” Kemuri asks.

“Oh, no, nothing like that,” Kazue insists. “Although we think this could be a good opportunity for you!”

Keiji grunts. “They think it is. I think it’s ridiculous.”

“What is?” Kemuri asks.

Cayden reaches to the coffee table, picking up an envelope Kemuri hadn’t noticed and giving it to her. When she opens it, she immediately recognizes the logo for I-Expo on a slip of paper, right next to a plane ticket. She doesn’t even bother to read the invite, eyes wide as she looks up.

“Like…the I-Expo?” The adults all nod. “Doesn’t—” She stops, corrects herself, and looks to her side. “Grandfather, don’t you go every year?”

His chin lifts a little. “Usually, but I was just on I-Island for that business trip during the Sports Festival,” he says, and just the way he utters the last two words makes Kemuri’s blood turn to ice. “I would rather not drag myself back out there. It’s pointless.”

“Except you’re an influential businessman behind the campaigns for dozens of heroes,” Kazue says, “and they want a representative of that work to be present.”

“Of course, but I have other duties too. I have some deals to secure during that week that cannot be left to someone else.”

Kemuri is already guessing why they were talking about her, but she isn’t quite sure she’s ready to believe such a thing. “Mom, why don’t you go?” she asks.

She shakes her head, her long, dark hair swaying as she does so. Kemuri takes a moment to admire how pretty her mom looks when she wears her hair down, framing her high cheekbones and dark eyes. Kazue has the poise of her father and the grace of her mother.

“I have work,” she says. “We’re still trying to crack down on the League of Villains. Tsukauchi needs me. Besides, I’m not business savvy. Cayden is.”

Cayden sighs. “Yes, except I’m running my spa and I hate leaving everyone there without me.” He props his elbows on his knees, reaching to stroke the scruff of hair on his chin. “And…uh, Shimakage—”

“You would not represent this family if someone paid me to let you,” Keiji snaps.

Kazue’s brow furrows and Cayden flinches a little, although his hand automatically moves to grasp his wife’s. Kemuri shrinks into herself.

Kemuri swallows again. “That…that leaves me.”

“Exactly,” her parents say.

“Ridiculous,” her grandfather mutters. “Kazue, are you sure you can’t—”

“It’s the League, dad. I’m sorry, I can’t just drop that. Especially after the lead we got a week or two ago.”

“But to suggest Kemuri? How could you possibly—”

“I want to go,” Kemuri squeaks and, somehow, she gets their attention.

Every eye is on her. As if sensing her pounding heart, Ichiro shuffles closer to her and nuzzles his head against her leg. She digs her fingers lightly into his fluffy fur. Deep breaths, she tells herself.

“I…I want to go, and I can do it! I-I can!”

“You’re a child,” her grandfather says, cold as ice, “and a disabled one, at that. You wouldn’t make it on I-Island.”

“Dad, that’s uncalled for,” Kazue says.

“It’s the truth,” he retorts.

“She’s very capable—”

“So, you’re going to put her on a plane, send her off to a floating island crawling with strangers and lights and winding streets and just expect her to be okay? She’d get lost in a second and then there would be no representative for my business.”

“There are people who can help her out if she asks,” Cayden offers. “I know they speak English over there, but she’s bilingual. Communication won’t be a problem.”

“Ah, yes, because Kemuri, who can hardly talk to her classmates without stammering, is going to ask a complete stranger for directions.”

“H-Hey, I…” She stops, eyes starting to itch. “I’m not that helpless…”

“We can hire a guide,” Kazue says. She keeps her posture straight, her expression matching her father’s with the only difference being that her eyes still have warmth in them.

“A babysitter, because that will really show how capable I am as an executive.”

“Father…”

“So…I can’t go?” Kemuri asks.

“Not alone,” Cayden admits. Kemuri deflates a little and he does his best to smile. “It’s a big trip, and you are only sixteen. If you had someone to go with you, maybe…”

Keiji snorts again. It’s like his version of a laugh at this point.

Kemuri nods, hands still shaking, tears still on the verge of falling. Her grandfather eyes her, then his nose wrinkles a little.

“Go clean up. You smell like sweat,” he says.

Kemuri doesn’t have to be told twice. She stands and hurries to her room, Ichiro following her, and she does her best not to cry as she digs out some fresh clothes and retreats to the bathroom. In the shower, she tries to let the hot water loosen the aching, tight feeling in her chest. She moves through the motions.

Her grandfather is right. She’d get lost or something and then be too shy to ask for help and then she’d probably end up being late to wherever she needs to go to make her appearances in her grandfather’s name. As if he’d be okay with his stupid, disabled, half-breed granddaughter representing his life work—

Her phone buzzes against her mattress as she’s halfway through pulling on a Best Jeanist shirt. Ichiro sniffs the phone, whiskers tickling her knuckles as she picks it up and squints at her text message.

Iida
This is sudden, but where do you buy your Kit Kat bars?
I’ve noticed that you buy in bulk with multiple flavours.
I cannot find such a thing and that distresses me greatly.

She should respond immediately, but instead, she stares at the message for a few seconds, almost laughing. An idea pops into her head. A crazy, ludicrous idea, but it could work. Maybe.

Kemuri
I go to this bulk supermarket by my house.
Great deals, great food :)

He returns a response, thanking her, and she takes a deep breath. Go for it, she urges. Just type it.

Kemuri
Uhhh this is sudden but…
Have you heard of I-Expo?

She holds the breath she just took.

Iida
Oh, indeed! In fact, my family got an invitation to attend the preview!

She exhales. This could work. This could work.

Kemuri
Can I call you? Talking is easier.

Instead of a confirmation text, her phone rings, and she answers it right away.

“Iida! Hi!” she says, then immediately wishes she didn’t sound so breathless.

“Shimakage, it’s good to hear you!” he replies. “Now, what’s this about I-Expo? Did you receive an invitation as well?”

She nods. “Yeah, or, uh…my family did. My grandfather. He’s the Hero Executive and…ah…” She rakes her fingers through her hair, already losing courage. “Yeah, it’s…yeah.”

“I have heard that I-Expo is a great deal of fun. It’s just a shame the rest of my family cannot attend this year. My parents are far too busy and Tensei is still not ready to travel.” He sighs. “But, no matter, I will go and make my family proud!”

She smiles. “That’s great, Tenya! I’m happy for you…” She twiddles a strand of damp hair. “I…actually, my…my grandfather can’t go, and my parents have work. I offered to go but they’re worried about me being alone, so…ah…”

She tries to segue into suggesting that she go with him, since they just so happen to both be going and “wow, what a coincidence!” but she just goes mute. Ichiro lifts his head, watches her, then stomps the blankets a little before curling up in a ball.

“Kemuri?”

“Ah!” She blinks a few times. “Yeah?”

“Are you at home right now?”

“I…yeah, I am.”

“If you don’t mind, I will be right over.”

“What? Why? I mean, you can, but…”

“I’d like to discuss the idea of us going to I-Island together, but I will explain more once I’m at your house.”

“Wait, seriously?”

“I am always serious. Now, I’m on my way. See you soon, Kemuri!”

“U-Uh, yeah! Bye…Iida.”

She stares at her phone once the line goes dead, her heart hammering.

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In a timely manner, Iida arrives at the Shimakage household and Kemuri rushes downstairs just as her mother opens the door.

“Kem—” her mother starts, turning to call for her.

“I’m here!” Kemuri says, almost reaching a shout as she comes to a stop next to her mother. She waves at Iida. “Hi, uh…you were fast.”

“Well, I am known for my speed,” Iida states, making her smile. He turns his attention to Kazue. “May I come in? I have something I want to ask of each of you.”

“Of course,” Kazue says.

In the living room, the adults eye Iida curiously while Kemuri keeps her hands folded tightly in her lap. Iida keeps his arms at his sides, posture straight, gaze intense.

“Kemuri told me that you were thinking of sending her as your representative to I-Island, but were concerned about her being alone,” he starts.

“That’s correct,” Keiji says. “And?”

“If it is alright with you, I would gladly accompany her to the island,” Iida says, already starting to bow. “I am representing the Iida family at the expo so it will be of no extra trouble for me to go as her companion.”

Kemuri clamps her hand over the stupid grin on her face. Fireworks go off in her head and she prays, pleads, begs that her parents will say yes, that her grandfather will say yes.

“That sounds like a great idea!” Kazue says.

Keiji narrows his eyes. “Young man, you’re serious about this? Kemuri has the tendency to get lost. It would be a pain to deal with.”

“Anyone can get lost in a new place,” Iida retorts, smooth and without a hint of bite in his words. “I am sure we will be fine.”

“Kemuri has never gone on any long trips outside of the country, save for when she was younger. She is highly inexperienced and will be an annoyance to you.”

“We all have to start somewhere, sir. Besides, I will need her English-speaking skills just as much as she needs my navigation skills!”

If Kemuri was a brave girl, she would stand up and kiss Iida’s perfect face right here and now, but she is worried about people watching and consent is important, so she stays seated. Still, her gratitude is immeasurable. He has his grandfather’s respect and knows it, but he isn’t about to stoop to his level to impress him. He’s protecting her honour and damn it, that just makes her like him more.

She bites her lip.

Keiji eyes him for a second longer before he turns to Kazue. “And you’re alright with her travelling with a boy?”

“Kemuri is responsible. We trust her,” Kazue says as her hand touches Cayden’s knee.

“And we trust young Iida,” Cayden adds. He eyes him. “Trust…that can be taken away.”

Iida bows again. “I will not give you any reason to do so.”

Kemuri giggles, making Keiji look at her. “What’s so funny?”

Her laughter dies. “N-Nothing, just…nothing.”

“Hm.” Keiji eyes all of them, exhales, and adjusts his sleeve cuff. “Fine. I suppose…Kemuri can go.” Before anyone can celebrate, he fixates another stern glare on her. “But! You and I will be spending some time going over proper manners and how to discuss business so that you aren’t completely helpless. If you mess this up...”

He doesn’t have to finish. She bows her head. “Yes, sir.”

“Then, you two can start preparing,” Kazue says. “We’ll sort out details later.”

“Perfect!” Iida agrees. “In the meantime, Kemuri…I need to visit that supermarket you mentioned.”

“A-Alright, let’s go!”

She spends a good amount of the day in search of multipack Kit Kats, which turns into searching for things they might need for the trip, and Kemuri is walking on air because not only does she get to spend a few hours with Iida, but now they’re going overseas. Together.

Heaven is real.

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Leading up to the day of the trip, Kemuri spends an obscene amount of time cramming business information into her head thanks to her grandfather’s tutoring. She feels like she knows a good deal about the ins and outs of hero business by the time they’re done.

On the day before the trip, Kemuri decides to hit the pool one more time. She wants to relax and float on the water for a bit before she heads off to the Expo.

With Iida.

Alone.

She still thinks she’s dreaming.

When she arrives at the pool, she finds Nishimura, Sero, and Sato lounging on pool floaties, bobbing around in the water.

“Hey Shimakage!” Sero calls, waving.

“Hey Sero,” she replies, settling on the edge of the pool before hoisting herself in. She winces a little at the cold water. “No endurance training today?”

“Nah, we’re just relaxing,” Sato says. He tilts his head back, soaking his hair and dampening his usual spiked up look. “Gotta enjoy the sun while it’s here, right?”

“Amen,” Nishimura says. He’s wearing a pair of sunglasses and, as he says it, he shifts on his floating lounge chair and tilts them down, peering over the rims. “How’s your summer been, Shimakage?”

She shrugs. “Alright. It’s nice not worrying about school,” she says. Her smile grows a little. “And tomorrow, I’m heading out to I-Island.”

“Aw, seriously? That’s so cool,” Sero says.

Nishimura lays back down, dipping his hand into the water and swirling it a bit. “Hey, I’m going too,” he says. He motions to Sato, a few water droplets flying off his fingers as he does so. “My dad got me tickets as a reward for doing so well in the finals.”

Sato pumps his fist. “Even got enough to bring friends!”

Nishimura smiles. “Tomorrow, it’s just me and the boys.”

He paddles his inflatable closer so that he and Sato can bump knuckles.

“That’s awesome!” Kemuri says.

Nishimura sits up, wobbling a little before he steadies himself. “I actually got five tickets, so I’ve got an extra. I was going to invite you.” He reaches to rub his neck, cheeks turning red. “Y’know, ‘cause I wouldn’t have gotten them if you hadn’t helped us pass.” Before she can react, he shrugs. “But, you’re already going! Looks like I’m still up one ticket.”

“Darn?” Kemuri suggests.

Nishimura ponders for a second, then turns and points at Sero. “You busy tomorrow?”

Sero’s eyes go wide. “Wait, you’re gonna give me the extra ticket?”

“I mean, only if you want it, dude. And if you’re okay with hanging out with Sato, Aoyama, Koda and I.”

Sero grins and starts to sit up from his chair. “Yeah, totally! That’d be—”

He loses his balance and flops into the pool, splashing the other three. They burst out laughing as Sero resurfaces, coughing and shoving his hair out of his eyes.

“Oh, god, water up the nose,” he groans, cupping his face in his hands and exhaling hard through his nose.

“You okay, man?” Sato asks.

“Oh, yeah, yeah, I’m good,” Sero says. He blinks rapidly, dislodging more water. “I was getting a little hot anyway.”

“So, you coming with us?” Nishimura asks.

“Uh, hell yeah! I’ll just call my parents and let them know,” Sero says as he wades to the edge of the pool. He hoists himself out and hurries to his bag and towel, where he dries himself off before digging for his phone. “My big sis is gonna be so jealous!”

Nishimura lays back down, exhaling. “Man, this trip can’t come soon enough.”

Kemuri takes the chance to steal Sero’s inflatable, climbing on with the grace of a walrus before flopping onto her stomach. “You okay, Nishi?” she asks.

“Ah, my cousin secured a spot for this big job. Apparently, the payout’s gonna be massive if they pull it off. It’s all my grandpa’s talking about.” His nose wrinkles. “I’d rather not be around to hear about all the grisly details.”

Kemuri darts a glance at Sato and, judging by his pursed lips, she guesses that he knows at least enough about what Nishimura is talking about. She rests her head on her folded arms, lips fluttering as she breathes out.

“That sucks,” she offers, her voice quiet.

“Big time,” Nishimura agrees.

“Aw, come on, Shimakage,” Sero whines as he returns. “You’re just gonna steal my spot like that?”

Kemuri smiles a little. “Finders keepers?”

His eyes narrow and that smug look she got far too used to during the internships creeps onto his face. Kemuri immediately fears for her life.

“Well, guess I’ll just have to take it back,” he says as he cracks his fingers.

She yelps as his arm flies up, a string of tape latching onto the floatie and yanking it out from under her. She plunges into the water, then resurfaces with a series of gasps, hair covering her face in a silver curtain. The guys are howling with laughter and Kemuri pouts a little.

“That was dirty,” she mumbles.

Sero winks. “I thought you were used to that by now.”

“Touché.” She pulls her hair from her eyes. “But…but this isn’t over.”

She lunges for Nishimura’s floatie, yanking it out from under him, and thus spurs forward a game of pirates where no inflatable is safe. That game turns into chicken fights, where Sato lifts Kemuri onto his shoulders and they face off against Sero and Nishimura. They only win because Sato shoves Nishimura and sends him and Sero flying. By the time the four of them have to leave the pool—once again kicked out by Mr. Aizawa—they’re exhausted but giddy from having fun. Kemuri walks to the station with the three of them and, as she leaves the train at her stop, they promise to meet up at I-Island once the preview is over.

She doesn’t stop smiling the whole way home, even when she trips over a loose piece of sidewalk and skins her knee.

Chapter 93: Here Lies Kemuri, She Was Just So Flustered

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“Alright, so there’s no need to worry, I made an itinerary,” Iida says as him and Kemuri stand in the security line at the airport. They have already said their goodbyes to their families, given hugs and kisses, the like. Iida adjusts his glasses. “When we arrive, we will check into our rooms and unpack our formal wear so that it doesn’t get wrinkled. Then, we will see about exploring the island and getting dinner—”

“Iida?” Kemuri asks.

“Just Tenya, please. No need to be formal.”

She smiles a little. She’s glad that he’s so eager to tell her when to call him by his first name, since she’s never sure whether they’re close enough for it. He seems unsure too, as he often calls her by her surname at school, then slips into using her first name when they’re alone. She’s noticed it more and more now that they’ve actually spent time together.

“Alright, Tenya, can…can we play some things by ear?” She reaches out and taps the paper in his hand. “With this?”

He blinks at her. “Do you not like scheduling?”

“Scheduling is great! Just…uh…not that much.”

He looks down at his list, purses his lips, then nods. “I suppose you’re right. We might not even be hungry at the time I’ve listed.” He tucks it into his carry on and exhales. “Then, we will keep time for the more important events.”

“Sounds good.”

They stand for about two seconds before Iida’s hand lifts and halts at just above his waist. “One last check before we get too far, though,” he says. “Luggage?”

She gestures to the small Ingenium-style suitcase that she definitely did not buy specifically for this trip, definitely did not get because the store was having an Ingenium sale in honour of his retirement, and definitely did not buy it because she is still a huge nerd for him.

Definitely not.

She was worried about what Iida might say as she hurried through the airport doors, but he took one look at her case and smiled so wide and so bright that she felt the need to wear sunglasses. Between the greetings and general excitement, they gushed about the design and durability of the suitcase together.

“Got it,” she says.

“Carry on?”

She lifts her shoulder bag, littered with pins and cute keychains that almost obscure the minimalist Ryukyu colour scheme and design.

“Hero costume?”

She motions to the final case, perched on her checked baggage. “Check!”

She had to get special permission from the school to check it out, but thanks to I-Expo being a known hero convention, it was easy to get it. Her costume had been repaired since the final exam too, not a rip to be seen in her armour.

She received a note inside from Power Loader, detailing that while the armour is very durable, it isn’t invincible. Nishimura’s blades were sharp enough to cut it and it had already been weakened from the beating it took during the USJ incident. He also let her know that if she ever chops her hero costume in half again, he will personally see that she never gets it back.

She understood him very clearly.

“Oh, your stick?”

She lifts it, smiling a little, and Iida returns it. With that done, he turns and checks his own bags (all silver, with Iida Family luggage tags, very uniform and very simple) and lets out a proud breath.

“Perfect. This trip is off to a good start,” he says with a nod.

They get through security without much trouble and emerge into the bustling crowds around the airport terminals. Kemuri has only been in this airport once or twice, but it’s been long enough that she can’t help but stare. There are souvenir shops filled with tourists, tons of restaurants, people of every shape and body type and quirk…she doesn’t have enough time to look at it all.

“Where’s our gate?” she asks, already reaching to pull her passport and ticket out of her bag.

“Ah, this way!” Iida says.

They hurry through the crowds, helped greatly by the presence of Kemuri’s stick parting most people around them, and find their gate. There aren’t a lot of people gathered around, allowing the teenagers to pick and choose where they want to wait. Kemuri has heard that it can take a lot of waiting before getting on a plane, so she’s prepared to buckle down and be patient.

Shortly after they settle in, Iida races off with the promise to return. While she waits, she messages her group chat. Apparently, I-Island is the place to be. Shoji and Tokoyami are going out there together while Hagakure laments her loss at getting an early access ticket from Yaoyorozu. Her, Mina, and Tsuyu are going to be there once the preview’s over. Ojiro might get out there too, although right now he still isn’t sure.

Shoji
Be safe over there, alright, Kemuri?

Kemuri
I’m with Iida, so pretty sure I’m going to be overly safe…
But thank you, I will!

Ojiro
Still can’t believe you two are going together.
It’s little unexpected…

Hagakure
It’s…
FATE ;)

Kemuri
Toruuuuu shut uppppp /)///(\

Tokoyami
Fate is not something to be ignored.
Nevertheless, have fun, Kemuri.
Perhaps we will cross paths.

Kemuri
Thank you, Toko <3

Iida returns and she puts her phone away, smiling up at him. He has a tray of takoyaki, two steaming fish-shaped bean buns, and two cups of what she guesses is cold tea—one pink with pieces of fruit in it, the other orange. He hands her the pink drink, a bean bun, and settles the takoyaki between them.

They eat in content silence. Her drink is strawberry-flavoured, although there’s something else mixed in, and when she asks, Iida tells her it’s açai.

The bean bun is warm and sweet. The takoyaki’s umami really hits a spot she didn’t know needed hitting. The drink is perfect.

“Thank you, Tenya,” she murmurs.

“You’re very welcome, Kemuri.”

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It doesn’t take as long as Kemuri expected before it’s time to board. Kemuri tries to get a peek at the plane as they move down the hall, but she doesn’t get the chance.

When she enters, a young woman with long, floppy ears stands at the entrance to greet them. She bows her head and gestures her through to what Kemuri immediately notices is not a regular old plane.

The first hint is the plush seating. The second hint is the sheer amount of space there is. There are only a few seats in this first area, a curtain blocking the next from view.

“Tenya?” she squeaks. “Is…is this a private plane?”

“No, no, there are a few others joining us, but we do get our own section,” Iida says. He frowns a little as she focuses her wide eyes on him. “Were you expecting something else? Not many people are flying to I-Island, you know.”

She shuts her mouth and opts to nod instead. There are others starting to board, so she keeps walking. Their section is near the middle and Iida stops her when they reach it. He immediately starts loading her bag into the overhead bin, then does his own. Feeling a little overwhelmed, Kemuri sinks into the nearest seat and decides to just watch Iida do his thing.

When he’s finished, his eyes lock on hers. “Are you alright? You look pale.”

“I…I really wasn’t expecting…” She gestures around, to the TV and the seats and everything. “This…”

He shakes his head and takes the spot next to her. “I apologize, I should have warned you. This is often the standard fare for excursions like this. Yaoyorozu often goes places with her parents in a private jet.”

She gapes a little. “Do…do you have a private jet?” After a second, she adds, “Does Todoroki?”

“No, neither of us do. I cannot speak for Todoroki, but in my family, we usually just take regular planes in first class. My father sometimes rents a private jet if he has to travel on short notice.”

“Ah…”

He tilts his head and smiles a little. “You know, for someone from a family of your stature, you really do not live rich,” he says.

“My grandfather’s wealth goes to improving his business and maintaining the family home,” Kemuri says. “And my parents have to do upkeep on the spa, pay the workers…and pay for my schooling. I suppose, at least…I never have to worry about affording things. I am thankful for that.”

“We are luckier than most to have what we have.”

She nods. A few other passengers slip by on their way to their area. Iida leans back in the seat and exhales, closing his eyes for a second. Kemuri looks at him, then at all the space around them.

“Tenya, you…you don’t have to sit next to me,” she says.

He frowns. “I want to sit next to you.” Her face heats up and he straightens up. “Unless…you want alone time?”

“N-No! No, I…” She bites the inside of her cheek. “I…just thought, I just thought you would want alone time ‘cause we’re already spending a lot of time together and…and I don’t want to bore you or annoy you and…”

“Kemuri,” he says, almost laughing. “We’re on a trip. Spending time together is just a perk!”

Good god, she might just die. Right here. Just lay down and die of happiness and awkwardness combined. “Here lies Kemuri,” they will write on her tombstone. “She was just so flustered.”

“In fact, this trip can bring us closer together as friends!” His glasses slip a little, but he pushes them back up as if it’s second nature. “We haven’t spent time together much outside of a larger group. This will be nice.”

“Y-Yeah, nice,” she repeats. Steam tickles her ear canals and she resists the urge to grab her ears and never let go.

“Oh, side note, I don’t know how you feel about flying, but it’s a little strange when the takeoff happens. If you need to squeeze my hand, that’s fine.”

“T-Thank you.”

Iida searches possible movie options for a while before the seatbelt light switches on and the instructional safety video comes on. The plane taxis down the runway and Kemuri stares out the window in awe. This is going to be fun, she tells herself. She won’t even need to take the perfect opportunity to hold Iida’s hand, because she’s brave!

Then, the plane picks up speed, her stomach plunges into her feet, and she grips Iida’s hand like it’s an anchor and she is but a tiny sailboat on a very big ocean.

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Speaking of ocean, there is a lot of it, right outside Kemuri’s window. She watches it for as long as she can, only ceasing once they disappear into the clouds. After that, she settles in for the flight. The chairs recline almost all the way back, allowing Kemuri to completely relax when she has a nap.

When she wakes, Iida is reading a magazine, still seated right next to her, and they decide to watch a movie. The hostess brings snacks and drinks by, something they accept eagerly.

The pilot announces their approaching arrival to I-Island and Kemuri immediately looks out the window. She can see the island, a floating speck of colour beneath them, and she has to stop herself from bouncing in her seat as excitement thrums through her veins.

“We should get changed,” Iida says, already reaching for the overhead bin. He retrieves her case, then his own. “You can go first.”

“A-Alright,” Kemuri says, taking her case and moving to the bathroom in between their section and the next.

When she’s changed, Iida takes her place and she sits back down, reaching down to adjust the straps on her ankle boots. She hasn’t really gotten the chance to use them in class yet and now, looking at the vents the support companies put into them, she longs to give it a shot. Maybe she’ll get to test it out sometime while they’re on the island.

Iida returns and takes his seat just as the seatbelt light switches on and they begin their descent. Kemuri holds his hand when they hit some turbulence on the way down, releasing it once they’re safely on the ground again. They gather their bags and exit the plane amongst the two or three other groups who shared the ride with them.

I-Island has some very intense security that involves moving sidewalks, full body scans, and plenty of holograms.

“What are we going to do first?” Kemuri asks as lasers cross up and down their bodies.

Iida strokes his chin thoughtfully. “Well, I originally planned to go to our hotel and get settled. After that, I suppose we could explore the festivities.” He smiles a little. “That is why we’re here, after all! Enjoying our time and representing our families!”

She grins. “Yeah!”

A woman’s voice announces that the immigration inspection is complete and a set of doors slides open, allowing the teenagers through as their names and photos appear on screens above them. Their hero names are still blank and for a split second, she wonders what it will be like when Smokey Eye and Tenya take their places.

She thinks it, then frowns. “Tenya,” she says as they navigate the bustling crowds. “Your hero name, is it still just…Tenya?”

His eyebrows lift. “Oh, I…” He clears his throat. “No, it’s Ingenium. Tensei—”

“Asked…you to take his moniker?” she finishes, a tiny smile sliding onto her face.

“Tensei told you.”

“Right before the internships.” His expression gains a hint of guilt and Kemuri’s breath hitches. “He asked about hero names and he asked what you did, for class, you know? It just kind of came up and…I’m just glad to hear you changed your mind about it, that’s all. I was just thinking about it…”

“I didn’t feel worthy of it at the time,” he admits. “I felt…by accepting his name, I was accepting that he would no longer be a hero.” His posture straightens and his voice gains that proud, loud tone she’s so used to. “Now, I see it is a legacy that I must continue!”

She bumps her shoulder to his. “It suits you,” she says, and his smile gets a little wider.

They find their way out of the airport and move out onto the streets. Kemuri has to stop for a second, her eyes widening as if doing so will allow her to take in more of the sights before her. There’s so much colour, from the buildings to the roads to the people themselves. A fountain spells out “welcome” to passerby and guests soar through the sky in floating red spheres. A sign nearby reminds guests that quirks can be used, but to please be careful.

“My,” Iida murmurs. “The pictures really do not do this place justice.”

“It’s beautiful,” she agrees.

“Well!” He grips his bags a little tighter. “No time to waste! Now, to find our hotel. If we could find a map…”

Kemuri points to a booth with a sign that reads “Information” and hurries over, where the woman at the counter smiles and greets them in English. Kemuri responds, asks for a map, and she hands one over. Iida thanks her before they move away to somewhere more secluded.

“Your English is pretty good,” Kemuri says.

“I know the basics. Thank you, hello, please, the like. It is important to be fluent in manners!” he replies, making her giggle. His cheeks gain a faint blush. “Although, I doubt I’m good enough to carry a long conversation. My accent is probably very thick.”

“It’ll be fine. Maybe I can give you a crash course back at the hotel,” she says. She searches the map, squinting. “Which…is right there.”

She points. Iida lights up and gathers their bags closer.

“Alright then, let’s be off!”

He could race off if he were by himself, but instead, he holds his arm out to her and they walk together at a normal pace, en route for their temporary lodgings.

Chapter 94: Adventures on I-Island

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Kemuri becomes slightly concerned when they check in and discover that they only have one room to their name. Kemuri was sure they would get separate rooms, but she doesn’t argue as the woman at the counter hands her their key.

In the elevator, she asks, “One room?”

“It’s a suite! There are different rooms, so you will have your privacy,” Iida says. He clears his throat. “I apologize. The hotel was booked and I felt it was greedy to take up more than one room.”

“No, no, that makes sense,” she replies.

When they get to the room, Kemuri has to stop her jaw from dropping. It’s beautiful and huge, not at all what she was expecting. There’s a living room, bathroom, and a small door that leads into what Kemuri guesses is one of the bedrooms. She moves closer, pulling open the door, and is greeted with two double beds.

“Um…Tenya?” she asks, backing up as she turns, pointing at the room.

“Oh,” Iida says, peering into the room as he moves forward. He whirls around and bows. “I apologize! It appears I misunderstood the bedroom situation.”

“Tenya—”

“I will sleep on the pull-out couch to ensure that you are not uncomfortable—”

“Tenya,” she repeats, waving her hands about. “It’s just for a couple of nights! It’s…it’s not a big deal.” She eyes the beds again. “It’s…it’s not like we have to s-share…”

She gets all flustered at the thought and has to turn away, one hand clapping onto her cheek as she shakes her head.

Iida straightens and adjusts his glasses. “Alright, if you insist,” he says. He surveys the room again. “Let’s settle in, then go and explore! We don’t have tickets to this preview for nothing.”

“R-Right!”

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Outside the hotel, the two of them don’t get far before Kemuri’s stomach starts to growl. Iida decides that it’s time for lunch and they promptly switch directions in search of a restaurant. They head towards one with an outdoor seating area when Iida suddenly perks up.

“Is that…?” His eyes widen. “It is!”

“Tenya?” Kemuri starts, but he’s already racing away at full speed, whipping Kemuri’s braid into her face. “Tenya?!”

She hurries after the trail of exhaust, confused to say the least. She can see the restaurant and the tables where a few people are already seated, alongside the two waiters nearby. Their clothes are pretty colourful, she notices, and one of those waiters is really, really short and oddly purple—

Kemuri gasps and runs faster. Sure enough, as soon as she’s closer, she confirms that they are indeed who she thought they were. Yaoyorozu, Jiro, and Uraraka are seated with a blonde girl whom Kemuri doesn’t recognize while Midoriya is seated at the table next to theirs. Iida is swinging his arms about as he says something, Kaminari and Mineta seated on the ground before him, quivering in fear.

She can’t really blame them. Seeing your class rep coming at you, full speed in both mouth and body, must be a little unnerving. Kemuri finally reaches the seating area.

“Tenya,” she repeats, a little breathless from trying to keep up with him. “You…you really shouldn’t run off like that.”

Iida immediately bows. “I apologize! Kaminari and Mineta were acting unprofessional and I acted rashly.”

“Shimakage?” Midoriya asks. “You’re here too?”

She smiles a little. “Yeah, my grandfather was busy, so my family sent me to represent him.” She grabs her braid. “But…ah…they only let me go if I was with someone, so…”

“I was wondering whether you two would show up,” Yaoyorozu says. “I received an invitation because my father is a shareholder in some of the Expo’s sponsor companies. It’s so fun to get to go to the preview!”

“Yeah, and she had a few extra plus ones, so the rest of the girls basically gambled for them,” Jiro adds. She rests her elbow on Uraraka’s shoulder and smiles. “So…after an impartial game of chance, the two of us got to come along.”

“The other girls are here, they just can’t visit the preview,” Uraraka says.

“Oh, really?” Midoriya asks.

“Yup, we’re planning to look around together tomorrow,” Yaoyorozu says. “Kemuri, you can join us, if you’d like!”

“I’d love to!” Kemuri says. “Although…I was going to meet up with Shoji and Tokoyami too. I can probably squeeze it in.”

Iida aims his hand at her. “I can update our itinerary!”

“Man, is most of our class here?” Kaminari asks. He pouts a little. “And here I was thinking I got lucky.”

“Here’s an idea,” the blonde girl pipes up. She speaks pretty decent Japanese, to Kemuri’s surprise. “How about I show you the sites?”

“You’re sure you’ll have time?” Uraraka asks.

Melissa nods and they all squeal. “That’s awesome!”

“Please, take us with you!” Mineta and Kaminari beg, sliding over to their table.

The girl smiles and looks at Kemuri. “I’m guessing you’re another classmate?” she asks. When Kemuri nods, she rests her hand against her chest. “I’m Melissa Shield.”

Kemuri bows a little. “N-Nice to meet you. I’m Kemuri Shimakage, but…just call me Kemuri, please,” she says, speaking English this time.

Melissa’s expression slackens. “Oh! You speak English!”

“And you speak Japanese." She laughs a little.

"Oh, yeah, I took it as an elective. I’ve got some friends from Japan so—”

The ground rumbles a little as an explosion sounds from nearby, ceasing their conversation. Kemuri looks towards the sound and sees a small mountain range of some kind with smoke and dust rising from the peaks.

“What was that?” Midoriya asks.

“Let’s check it out!” Uraraka says, already getting up.

Turns out, the mountain range is part of a villain course where people can test their quirks out against fake villains. There’s a cloud of dust near the crest of the hill, obscuring the participant from view. Midoriya races to the edge of the railing and grips it, leaning forward, while the others stand back.

“A clearance time of thirty-three seconds!” a woman announces from the starting circle. “He’s in eighth place!”

The dust clears and Kirishima appears on the hologram screens, grinning and hardened up.

“Kirishima?” Midoriya gapes.

“I’m guessing he’s another U.A student?” Melissa asks.

“He’s in the same class as us,” Midoriya says. Kemuri inches closer to the railing in an effort to get a better look.

“Please welcome our next challenger!”

Kemuri looks down just as Midoriya squeaks, losing a shade of colour to his face when Bakugo walks onto the platform.

“K-Kacchan?!”

“I didn’t think so many of us would be here…” Kemuri murmurs.

“The villain attack course has been reset! Ready? GO!”

Bakugo takes off, moving like a bullet through the course, punctuated by flashes of light from his palms. He smashes into villain after villain, blasting them to pieces, and Kemuri’s head starts to spin with the effort of keeping up.

Bakugo’s voice is as loud and noticeable as his explosions as he screams, “DIE!”

“Die?” Midoriya squeaks.

“Look at that time! Only fifteen seconds!” the announcer says. “He’s in first place!”

Bakugo lands back in the starting circle with a proud grin on his face. He stands and starts walking back to the entrance, where Kirishima is waiting for him. Kemuri smiles a little and waves when Kirishima looks up at the crowds, and Kirishima waves back before turning to say something to Bakugo.

Bakugo looks up, sees Midoriya, and his expression hardens into that of pure hatred. Bakugo launches himself up and grips the railing, making Midoriya yelp as Kemuri stumbles backwards. She backs up a little more, settling herself beside the other girls.

“Damn it! What are you doing here, Deku?!” Bakugo screams, hunched over the railing like a gremlin.

“O-Oh hey there, Kacchan,” Midoriya says, taking a few more steps back. “Maybe calm down a lit—”

“DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!”

Iida slides between the two of them, arms outstretched. “Bakugo! Behave yourself!”

“GET OUT OF MY WAY, FOUR EYES!”

Melissa sweats a little, a nervous smile appearing on her face. “Why is that boy so angry?”

“That’s just who he is,” Jiro answers.

“He and Deku are fated rivals!” Uraraka adds.

“Kirishima!” Yaoyorozu calls, moving to the railing. “You two got asked to I-Expo as well?”

“Nah, Bakugo was invited since he won the U.A Sports Festival.” Kirishima grins, sunshine-y as ever as he jabs his thumb to his chest. “I just tagged along with him! You guys gonna do this villain course or what?”

Kemuri immediately shakes her head. She wouldn’t be any good at it, although when she looks at her vented boots, she realizes that it might be good practice with her steam boost. She eyes the spectators dotting the stands, biting her lip.

“Don’t even try it,” Bakugo snarls, still hanging off the outside of the railing. “There’s no way you’ll get a better score than I did!”

“Yeah, you’re probably right,” Midoriya says.

“Huh…I’m not really sure. Only one way to find out, I guess,” Uraraka retorts.

“Yeah, you’re probably right,” Midoriya repeats. His eyes widen. “W-Wait, what?!”

Bakugo hoists himself over the railing, teeth bared and eyes burning with the intense hatred of a feral animal. “Just hurry and get your pathetic attempt over with, you damn nerd,” he says, shoving Iida out of the way and making Kemuri gasp in alarm as Iida loses his balance and trips into the nearest set of bleachers. Bakugo bares down on Midoriya, making the poor boy shrink back. “THEN YOU GET OUTTA HERE!”

“R-Right! I’ll do that!” Midoriya squeaks.

Midoriya leaps down into the arena, Kirishima comes back to the stands, and Kemuri goes over to Iida as he gets up and brushes off his suit, looking entirely offended at Bakugo’s display. He takes one look at her expression and shakes his head, waving one hand at her.

“I’m fine,” he says. “No need to worry.”

“Of course,” she mumbles, reaching to tug her braid. “I just…yeah…”

He chuckles and pats her shoulder in that stiff way of his. “I appreciate the concern, but I wear armour for that very reason.”

Kemuri darts a glance at Bakugo, who has his back to the arena despite keeping his head turned enough to watch Midoriya. Kirishima is at his side, blocking his path to Kemuri. She decides she’ll be safe(ish) if he overhears something.

“You wear armour for Bakugo-related injuries?” she asks.

Iida’s cheeks turn pink. “That…is not what I meant, but—” He notices the wobbly smile on her face and he deflates. “Oh, you’re making a joke.”

“Yeah…”

His face gets redder and he exhales. “I really must work on that.”

She stifles a giggle into her hand just as the announcer calls for Midoriya to start his attempt. The boy takes off with a burst of bright green energy, rocketing around the course as he smashes the robot villains to pieces. When he destroys the last one, a buzzer sounds.

“An incredible run! He’s in second place at sixteen seconds!”

The spectators holler their approval. Kemuri claps and cheers with the rest of her classmates while Bakugo just wrenches his head away, teeth grinding so hard that she can almost hear it. Melissa looks too stunned at the display of Midoriya’s quirk to react.

Iida excuses himself from Kemuri when Midoriya returns, taking the time to congratulate him on his stellar performance. Uraraka bounces a little in place as Midoriya rubs the back of his neck. Kemuri watches them, head tilted a little.

“Thanks, guys,” Midoriya says. “I didn’t think I’d be able to get so close to Kacchan’s time!”

“What?!” Bakugo roars. “No way! I’ll go again and blast your score to ASH!”

The ground jolts again and Kemuri tears herself from her zoning out to look back at the arena, where someone is sending a wave of ice at the villain course. Todoroki’s distinctive bi-coloured hair whips about in the wind. Everyone’s jaw drops.

“This is insane! Fourteen seconds!” the announcer squeals. Todoroki gets to his feet and releases a puff of icy breath. “This gentleman has jumped to the top of the pack!”

The crowd roars and Bakugo looks like he’s about to pop a few veins. Yaoyorozu grips the edge of the railing and lifts onto her toes, eyes alight as she starts to smile.

“Todoroki!” she calls. He glances over and lifts his hand a little before dropping it.

“Another from U.A?” Melissa asks. When Yaoyorozu nods, the girl grins. “Your class is amazing! You’re gonna be such great heroes.”

Kemuri and most of the girls flush. Yaoyorozu crosses her arms over her chest, smiling a little as she says, “Please, you’re too kind.”

An explosion rattles their group from behind and Kemuri’s knuckles turn white around the railing as Bakugo soars towards Todoroki like a pissed off missile.

“Outta my way, icy-hot bastard!” he shrieks.

“Bakugo,” Todoroki retorts.

“You can’t just appear out of nowhere and show me up!” Bakugo snaps, aiming one of his gauntlets up at Todoroki’s jaw.

Todoroki eyes the group and this time, Kemuri waves. “I see the others are here too,” he states.

“DON’T IGNORE ME!” Bakugo seethes. “What are you even doing on the island anyway?”

“My father was invited, so I’m representing him.”

“Uhm,” the announcer woman says. “The next person is waiting—”

“SHUT UP!” Bakugo roars, making her scream in terror. “I’M DOING IT AGAIN!”

Iida vaults over the railing and lands, engines ready as he races towards them. “Everyone, please stop! You’re gonna make the world think U.A is full of degenerates!”

Midoriya and Kirishima follow their class president. Kirishima wraps his arms around Bakugo and yanks him away from Todoroki amidst a stream of cuss words while Iida and Midoriya get between them. Melissa giggles and Kemuri deflates, sinking her head onto the railing.

“Oh, I’m sorry to laugh,” Melissa says. “I’m just thinking, it looks like you have lots of fun at your school.”

“Well, it’s never boring, I’ll say that much at least,” Yaoyorozu says.

“True,” the other three agree.

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Bakugo storms off with Kirishima the second they’re out of the arena, although Todoroki sticks around for just long enough to say hello before he too leaves, stating he has other business to attend to.

Iida tries out the villain course, then Yaoyorozu goes, both earning decent scores although they don’t beat the top three.

Kemuri eventually takes a shot at it, after some encouragement from the others, and it goes about as well as you’d expect. She gets around okay using her steam boost, but finding the villains is tricky, and even then smashing through them is no easy feat. She tries kicking through them, adding in a burst of steam as she does, and even then it takes a few hits to really destroy them. She ends up with a time of forty-six seconds, placing her solidly in fourteenth place.

She trudges back the others amidst polite applause, a little downtrodden, hoping that this event isn’t broadcasted and, if it is, that her grandfather isn’t seeing it. She really doesn’t need that.

“You did really good!” Uraraka encourages.

Iida nods. “Your speed and mobility have greatly improved since the start of the year!”

Midoriya grins. “And you’re using your steam!”

“It’s just smashing the villains apart that I suck at…” Kemuri mumbles, rubbing her arm.

Jiro reaches out and nudges her fist against Kemuri’s shoulder. “Not everyone can be a powerhouse, girl. Us stealth types have our own strengths.”

“Agreed,” Yaoyorozu says. “You can’t expect to do everything.”

Melissa clasps her hands together. “I thought you were fantastic.”

Kemuri flushes to her ears and waves her hands about. “T-Thank you, everyone…”

After a few more contestants try the course out, they decide to go and explore the expo more. They visit a planetarium room where everything from the floors to the ceiling is decorated with glittering stars, creating the illusion of standing in the void of space. Uraraka makes Melissa float and she grins like she’s never had this much fun in her life.

By the time the preview is closing, Kemuri finds it hard to believe that their day is far from over.

Notes:

You know what's fun to try and work around? Language. Because everyone just speaks the same language (dub and sub alike) in the movie, I decided that Melissa would be bilingual to make it easier since she's the one everyone interacts with the most. Everyone else has basic English skills (it can be assumed they do since they take literal English classes) and then, of course, Kemuri is fluent in both.

So...yeah, that's a thing! I hope you continue to enjoy this story <3

Chapter 95: Things Go South, Because of Course They Do

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“The I-Expo preview will be closing at six p.m. Thank you for coming, and enjoy your night!”

Kemuri walks with the others back to the café Kaminari and Mineta are working at. They find them slumped by the closed doors, looking utterly exhausted.

“Hey, Mineta! Kaminari!” Midoriya calls. “How did your shift go?”

“You should be proud of the work you’ve done today,” Iida adds. He extends his hand to them, revealing two tickets pinched between his fingers.

“What are these things?” Mineta asks.

“Invitations to the big Expo reception later tonight,” Yaoyorozu says as they take the tickets from Iida and he straightens up.

They clutch the slightly crumpled tickets between them, starting to quiver. They stare up at everyone like nervous puppies, unwilling to believe their luck. When they speak, their voices are just as soft and unbelieving.

“There’s a party?” Mineta asks.

“These are for us?” Kaminari adds.

“Melissa took pity on you, for some reason,” Jiro says, a tiny smirk on her face.

Uraraka leans forward, bouncing on her toes. “She figured you could use the break!”

Melissa laughs softly. “I had a few extras. Please, I’d love for you to have them.”

Mineta and Kaminari get even tearier, then hug each other tightly as those tears escape. “A beautiful angel has rewarded us for all our hard work!” they cry.

As Melissa blinks a few times, lips parted, Iida steps out of the group and does an about-face. He rests his hands on his hips.

“I heard there will be quite a few pro heroes attending tonight’s party as well,” Iida says. “It’s imperative that we don’t tarnish U.A’s reputation. We’ll change into our formal clothes and go as a group. Everybody meet in lobby seven of the central tower at 6:30 p.m sharp! Don’t you dare be late!” He adjusts his glasses. “I’ll contact Todoroki and Bakugo and share this information.”

Kemuri realizes something and raises her hand a little. “Uh, Tenya? Did…did we take our formal wear out of our suitcases?”

His face pales. “I don’t believe we did.” He looks to the others. “Thank you, you’re dismissed. Kemuri and I have an urgent matter to attend to,” he says, voice gaining an edge of panic. “Kemuri, if I may?”

She has no clue what he’s talking about, but she nods. “Sure.”

He scoops her into his arms, braces his feet, and takes off at full speed. Kemuri yelps and grips his neck, squeezing her eyes shut as the wind whips her hair around her face. How Iida isn’t bothered by this every time he uses his quirk, she’ll never know. She hears him call an apology over the noise and all she can do to respond is hug him tighter.

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“This is a disaster.”

Iida stares at his suit, now hanging on the bathroom door. Despite how carefully he packed it, there are noticeable wrinkles on the navy blue pants and blazer. Iida stares at them, bottom lip quivering just as much as his clenched fists.

Kemuri’s dress hangs next to his, along with a pair of white tights. She bought another dress for this occasion while out getting a suitcase, knowing that while she could wear the one she already has, it would be nice to have more than one option in her wardrobe overall. It’s blue, slightly darker than Iida’s suit, with gold highlights on the skirt, which is made of shimmery fabric that looks like starlight. It’s got thin straps and comes with a shawl that she can take on or off depending on whether she’s hot or cold. She likes its versatility.

It’s funny. She realizes now that Iida’s tie and handkerchief in the coat pocket are both gold. They accidentally matched their outfits.

“Tenya,” she says.

“Perhaps we can call for an iron,” Iida says. “I can contact room service, but they may take a while and—” He checks his watch and lets out an exasperated breath. “No, that will take too much time. Is there a way to remove wrinkles without an iron? Maybe I can look it up—”

“Tenya,” she repeats. He looks at her and she raises her hands up, wiggling her fingers. “You…you realize I’m basically a human iron…right?”

He blinks, then closes his eyes and exhales. “I am not having my best brain day, it seems.”

She giggles. “I’ll take care of the wrinkles. I do it for my school uniform all the time,” she says, already moving to the set of clothes.

“Ah, I have always admired how impeccable your uniform looks,” he admits. “That explains it.”

She gulps back a stupid choking noise at the compliment as she takes hold of one pant leg, releasing steam from her palms as she clamps it between her hands. She drags them down the length, smoothing it out as heat wafts from the material.

She finishes rather swiftly, having gotten very good at this, and turns around to see Iida watching her intently. She looks away, twiddling with her hair.

“W-What?”

“Oh, nothing! I…uh…” He clears his throat. “It’s just nice to watch you work. You get a very intense look on your face.”

“I…I do?”

He nods. “Yes! Your eyebrows furrow and you pout your lips out a little. You look similar when you do a massage, but you look more…relaxed, focused.” He imitates the first look and she feels herself start to smile. “It’s just an observation, though. I thank you for saving the Iida family image!” he continues as he takes his suit off the door. “You can change in the bedroom, if you like,” he adds as he hands her her dress.

“Oh, y-yes! Thank you.”

She disappears into the bedroom. She does alright by herself, but getting the zipper all the way up her back proves difficult. She sighs, bites her lip hard, and steels her nerve.

“Tenya?” she calls, moving to the door and opening it. “Can…uh…can you help me?”

He pokes his head out of the washroom, his dress shirt on with the top few buttons still not fastened, revealing a nice window to his chest. Kemuri has to remind herself that she’s literally massaged him and that getting flustered over a tiny peek at his pectorals is completely silly.

And yet, she still is. Seriously, does he have any idea what he does to her just by existing?

“What is it?” he asks, already moving towards her.

“Uh…my dress. I, ah…can’t fasten it.”

“Oh, I can get that for you,” he says, already moving around to her back. “I was worried it was something not easily fixed.”

Her breath hitches when she feels him grasp the zipper, knuckles brushing her spine, and she just stammers out a “yeah” before he’s finished and hooked the dress closed.

“There we go,” he says, stepping back as she turns back around. “Are you doing hair or makeup?”

“I…I don’t think so,” she says. “I’ll just…do my usual.”

“Ah, I see,” he says. “Then, I will vacate the bathroom and let you work.”

They swap places. She takes her hair out of its braid, combs it, then braids it again. She takes out her rose hair clip and sets it next to the sink before switching it with a golden star clip that matches her dress better. She looks at herself in the mirror and grimaces at how pink her cheeks are, so she leans down to splash some cold water on her face.

When she straightens up, she takes a deep breath and tries to ignore the nerves making her all jittery.

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Kemuri and Iida are the first ones in the lobby, ten minutes before the decided time. Iida keeps fidgeting, his foot tapping as he checks his watch, and Kemuri wishes he would just take a deep breath and relax.

“Tenya...” she starts.

“They should be arriving any second now,” Iida says. “We can’t be late.”

“If they’re late, we…we can just go in without them.”

“That would be rude! I couldn’t possibly…”

She exhales, biting her lower lip as she turns back to him. “Tenya, it’s alright, really. Just…take a few deep breaths, look at this objectively…”

He opens his mouth, closes it, then takes a few long breaths. Kemuri notices that, in his pacing, he’s loosened his golden tie and knocked it askew. She steps closer to him and reaches up, gripping the knot and fixing it, making his eyes open.

“Better?” she asks. She finishes with the tie, tucks it into his coat, adjusts his collar, then adds a little steam as she smooths his lapels.

He takes a deep breath, then exhales. “I really wish I could say yes.”

She lets out a sigh. “Tenya…” she utters, almost a whine.

“I’m sorry, but some of us are representing our families and need to appear put together and mature! Do they not understand that?”

The doors behind them slide open and Todoroki enters, hands in his pockets. He blinks a few times upon seeing the two of them, then surveys the area around him.

“No one else?” he asks.

“Unfortunately,” Iida huffs, crossing his arms over his chest.

“It’ll be fine,” Kemuri reiterates, looking at Todoroki but directing her voice at Iida. Her smile is wobbly. “I’m sure they’re just a little held up!”

“I was clear on the instructions, wasn’t I?” Iida asks.

“Very.”

“And they know it’s lobby seven—”

“I texted them everything you said when we got back to the hotel room.”

He blinks a few times. “Oh, you did?”

“You were busy worrying about your suit…” He bows his head and Todoroki lets out a huffing noise. When Kemuri looks back at him, she just catches the tail end of his smile. “Let’s just be calm…okay?”

“Yes, I suppose you’re right,” Iida says. Todoroki nods.

They wait about ten more minutes. That’s when Kaminari and Mineta show up, still dressed in their waiter uniforms, although it looks like they at least showered. Iida is starting to fidget again. Todoroki toys around on his phone without a care in the world.

At 6:45, Iida snaps and whips out his phone. He dials, puts it to his ear, and waits. There’s hardly a second after the line connects before Iida is shouting. “What are you doing, Midoriya?! It’s way past when you were supposed to be here!” he scolds.

Midoriya says something, Iida urges him to hurry, and he hangs up.

“Yikes,” Mineta says. “Someone’s wound up.”

“We have a schedule for a reason!” Iida retorts, hand chopping wildly.

Kemuri closes her eyes, rests her fingertips against her temples, and rubs. This is fine. Everything will be fine and she totally isn’t stressing out about making her grandfather look good and Iida’s behaviour is totally helping all of those feelings.

“Yo, you okay, Shimakage?” Kaminari asks, making her open her eyes again. He leans forward. “Is being pretty too exhausting?”

She turns red and sputters a bit. “W-What? Huh? N-No! I mean…gah…”

Kaminari grins and she drops her face into her hands, a few steam tendrils escaping her ears. She really hopes everyone else shows up soon.

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“Sorry about that, you…guys…” Midoriya says, trailing off when he notices that only half the group is there. He’s wearing a simple brown pinstriped suit. “Uh…where is everybody?”

“They’re not here yet. Does a proper meeting time mean nothing to you people?!” Iida demands.

The doors open yet again as Uraraka walks through, wearing a cute pink dress. “Sorry, I’m late,” she says. “It took me a while to get ready…”

“Yes!” Kaminari and Mineta hoot. “Best. Night. Ever!”

Another set of doors slides open to reveal Yaoyorozu and Jiro, the shorter girl huddled behind the other. Yaoyorozu’s dress is pale green and reaches the floor while Jiro’s is short, pink, and has a dark jacket overtop.

“Apologies for the tardiness,” Yaoyorozu says. “Jiro’s feeling shy.”

“Jackpot!” Mineta whoops, pumping his fist.

“Four beauties out of five!” Kaminari adds.

As they approach, Jiro doesn’t meet anyone’s eyes, cheeks pink. “This is the fanciest thing I’ve ever worn…” she mumbles. “It feels like a costume.”

Kaminari aims a thumbs up at her. “I’m just glad you’re not in a t-shirt!”

“Even the jacket can’t ruin it…” Mineta says.

They both get rattled by her jacks as Jiro rests her hands on her hips, eyes narrowed. “Shut up.”

“Why would you do that?” Kaminari whimpers. “It was a compliment…”

“No, it wasn’t,” Jiro retorts, still a little flushed.

Uraraka approaches Midoriya, hands bobbing nervously in the air. “This is my first time in formal wear,” she admits. “I just borrowed something from Yaoyorozu.”

“It looks really good,” Midoriya says, scratching lightly at his cheek as he smiles. “Like…perfect.”

Uraraka whirls around, completely red, batting her hands about. “Oh, Deku, stop! You don’t have to flatter me so much!” she squeals.

“Uraraka, contain yourself!” Iida shouts. Kemuri slowly looks at Todoroki, who shakes his head.

When the doors slide open again, Melissa appears, her hair tied up, glasses gone, wearing a cute blue and white dress. “Oh, good! I thought I was gonna miss you guys!” she says. “Let’s get downstairs to the party!”

Kaminari and Mineta both fall onto one knee, Mineta letting out a stream of tears as the two of them gawk at Melissa.

“The headliner has arrived!” Mineta cries.

“Mineta, I can’t take this much beauty. I think I might actually die!” Kaminari exclaims.

Jiro sighs. “These tickets were a mistake.”

Melissa’s gaze falls on Kemuri, then Iida, and she gasps before moving closer to her. “Oh, you and Iida are matching!” she says, speaking English again. “That’s so cute! I love couples who do that.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen. “What? No, we’re not toge—we’re just fri—a-ah…” She gulps. “This was an accident…I didn’t know his suit was blue when I bought this.”

“Oh, I’m sorry. I just assumed…” She laughs, awkward. “I’m sorry.”

“No, no, it’s alright.”

Kemuri folds her hands behind her back and tries to smile, darting a glance over at Iida to find that he’s more focused on his phone calls. No doubt he’s trying to find out where Kirishima and Bakugo have gotten to. He doesn’t seem to have heard them.

“You look nice,” Kemuri says, turning her attention back to Melissa. “Are you wearing contacts?”

“Yeah! I thought it’d be cool to try!”

“What are you two talking about?” Midoriya asks, making both girls whip their heads towards them. He lets out a nervous breath. “My English is kind of bad…”

“Nothing!” Kemuri insists, back to Japanese. “Just…uh, complimenting her outfit.”

Melissa grins. “I haven’t worn this in forever. I’m so excited!”

“It’s no good,” Iida says, commanding the attention of the others as he puts his phone away. “Neither of them is picking up their phones. Knowing those two, they’re just blowing off the party.”

“Oh, that’s too bad,” Yaoyorozu says. “I hope they’re—”

An alarm blares, cutting her off and making everyone look towards the ceiling. “This is an announcement from the I-Island security system,” says the voice on the PA system. “We have received a report that an explosive device has been discovered somewhere on the I-Expo grounds.”

“A bomb?” Mineta squeaks.

“I-Island will now be in high alert mode. Your safety is our top priority. Residents and tourists should return to their lodgings and stay there until further instructions are given. Remain calm.”

Kemuri reaches for her phone only to remember that she left it in the room, knowing Iida would have his. Her heart rate picks up. Hopefully Shoji, Tokoyami, and Hagakure are safe and sound. A second later, she’s reminded that Nishimura and his friends are somewhere on the island too.

“Anyone remaining on the streets after ten minutes will be in violation of the law. Please clear out of any public areas. As a precautionary measure, most of the main island buildings will now be sealed off.” Metal shutters come down over all the windows and doors, blocking off any exit. “I repeat, we have received a report that an explo—”

The voice cuts off abruptly, muted by the shutters. For a moment after, no one moves. Jiro goes to the elevators, tapping at a few buttons on the panel while Todoroki pulls out his phone.

“Everyone, stay calm,” Iida says. “Gather in and stick together.” Everyone obeys, bunching closer to Iida.

Todoroki’s eyebrows furrow. “I’m not getting any signal,” he says. “It looks like my service is completely blocked.”

“Are you serious?” Mineta whimpers.

“The elevator’s not working either,” Jiro says.

Mineta whips around to face her, hands shaking. “The heck is going on here?!”

“How’d a bomb get past the airport security?” Kemuri whispers. “They do full body scans and everything…”

“It’s strange that the system would go on high alert,” Melissa says. “That’s not the protocol for when explosives are discovered.”

Kemuri looks around at everyone else, confusion and slight fear present on every face. Midoriya is the only outlier, his brows furrowing as he purses his lips. That's an idea face, Kemuri knows it.

“Iida,” Midoriya says, moving closer to him. “Let’s go to that party.”

“For what reason?” Iida asks.

“That’s where we can find All Might.”

Kemuri perks up as a few gasps trickle from the others. “Really?” Kemuri asks.

“All Might’s in there?” Uraraka asks.

“Thank goodness. We have nothing to worry about then!” Mineta sighs.

“Melissa, do you know of any other way we can down there without the elevator?” Midoriya asks.

“Yeah, sure. We can use the emergency stairs. That will at least get us close,” she answers, pointing towards a set of doors tucked away in the corner.

“We’ll follow your lead, then,” Midoriya says.

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Kemuri's dress below! Creds to Tropic-Sea on Deviantart

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Chapter 96: A Call to Action

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Melissa leads everyone through the doors and up the emergency stairs. There’s an upper balcony with a skylight that Melissa is sure they can reach and, through that, get information about what’s going on inside the banquet hall without rushing into any danger.

“Everyone, wait here,” Midoriya says as he grabs the handle. “Jiro, come with me. We’ll scout it out.”

No one objects and, together, they disappear into a brightly lit hallway. Mineta paces, chewing his nails nervously while everyone else does their best to stay composed. Kemuri leans against the wall next to Uraraka, taking soothing, meditative breaths.

It isn’t long before Midoriya and Jiro return, both looking graver than before. They got in contact with All Might, but it’s not good. Villains have taken over the tower. They’ve taken control of the security system, have all the heroes in restraints, and everyone on the island is now a hostage. All Might has ordered them to escape and save themselves from danger.

Kaminari and Mineta sit down, Uraraka and Midoriya following soon after to ponder the news.

Iida takes a short, decisive breath. “We received All Might’s orders loud and clear,” he says. “He’s our teacher. I suggest we follow his instructions and escape this place. Otherwise, we’d be going against his will.”

Kemuri wraps her arms around her middle, rubbing her arms as if to simulate a comforting hug from a loved one. This feels like some twisted nightmare. I-Island has the greatest security in the world and yet, when she’s here, when her classmates are here, they end up getting caught up in a villain attack.

“I’m afraid I have to agree with what Iida is saying,” Yaoyorozu says. “We’re still only students. We can’t fight these villains if we don’t have our hero licenses.”

“Why don’t we get out of here and tell the heroes outside?” Kaminari suggests.

“It’s not going to be very easy to escape,” Melissa says. “The security here is at the same level of the…ah, what do you call it? The Tartarus Prison?” There are a few confirming nods.

“We can’t fight,” Kemuri whispers. “But…but the heroes downstairs can.”

“But they’ve been captured,” Jiro says.

“I…I know, but…” She squeezes herself a little tighter. “Maybe…maybe I could sneak down there, blind the villains and free All Might and the others before they know what’s happening?”

“Absolutely not,” Iida says.

“Why not? What other option do we have?” she retorts, voice trembling. “It wouldn’t even be against the law! ‘Cause…because I wouldn’t be fighting…”

“I cannot allow you to put yourself in danger,” he insists, arms crossed firmly over his chest. “Besides, there are hostages. If you do anything, they could attack innocents. You can’t risk it.”

She deflates, lip trembling a little. “Right…” She blinks a few times and wills herself not to get all weepy. “I just…I’m just trying to help.”

“It’s okay,” Melissa says before Iida can speak another word. “Even if you did try that, you wouldn’t be able to deactivate the restraint system from down there.”

“Then all we can do is sit and wait until everything’s over, I guess,” Kaminari says.

Jiro looks at him, then gets to her feet. “Are you really okay with that, Kaminari?”

“What choice do we have?”

“Don’t you think we should at least try and stop them?”

“Hey, come on,” Mineta says. “Those villains have even got All Might trapped. Shimakage’s the only one who’s had a decent plan so far and even that won’t work!”

“Thanks, Mineta…” Kemuri mumbles, almost unheard.

He nods at her before he continues, “Just saying, they have actual pros stuck. There’s no way we can change anything.”

Todoroki glances down at his hand. “Aren’t we trying to be pros ourselves?”

“Well, yes, but we’re not allowed to work as heroes yet,” Yaoyorozu says. “You know that.”

“Does that mean,” he says as he slowly closes his fist, all cool and dramatic, “that it’s okay to do nothing at all?”

“It…it’s complicated.”

Everyone falls silent again. Kemuri closes her eyes, trying to think. Her plan won’t work and, even if it did, Iida wouldn’t let her try it. What else could they do? They can’t fight, they can’t get out of this building—

“I want to help.”

To no one’s surprise, it’s Midoriya. Even when kneeling on the ground, he seems intense, unshakeable.

“Really, Deku?” Uraraka asks.

He looks up at everyone. “I want to save them.”

“You wanna go fight those villains?!” Mineta shrieks. “Did you learn nothing from the USJ, Midoriya?!”

“This is totally different,” he says. “We don’t have to fight them. We just need another way to free All Might and the other pros without fighting, like what Shimakage thought of.”

“But...they’ve got those restraints, so what can we do?” Uraraka asks.

“It’s easy to say you want to help, but actually doing it?” Kaminari adds. “Whole different story.”

“I still want to try!” Midoriya insists. “If we keep considering and pick the best plan of action, we can stop these criminals. We can save everyone.”

“And not break any laws?” Kemuri whispers.

Midoriya makes the wise decision not to give a yes or no answer. “Melissa,” he says. “You said something about how Shimakage wouldn’t be able to release the restraints from inside the party room, so…where would we be able to release them?”

“The security system. It’s at the top of this tower,” she says. She steps forward and her face floods with the same determination that Midoriya’s has. “If these criminals managed to take control of it, then the authentication locks and password have probably been disabled.”

“So what does that mean for us?” Kaminari asks.

“We could be able to restart the system ourselves,” Melissa continues. “We just have to stay off the villains’ radar until we can get to the top floor, that’s all. If we do that, everything will reset and the island will be safe again.”

“So, it’s possible,” Midoriya says, eyes sparkling.

“Sure, but how do we stay low for that long?” Jiro asks.

“The security system hasn’t discovered us yet,” Melissa says. “That means the villains probably don’t know how it works very well.”

“So we avoid fighting anyone and try to get the place back to normal,” Todoroki says. “It could work.”

“Not bad,” Kaminari says. He smiles up at Jiro. “What do you think?”

“Let’s do it,” she replies, returning the smile.

“Many of our enemies are likely gathered there on the top floor,” Yaoyorozu says, almost to herself.

“If we’re fast, we won’t have to fight them,” Midoriya says. “When the security system goes back to normal, All Might and the others will be released.”

“And then…they’ll take care of the villains,” Kemuri finishes, voice still quiet. Midoriya nods at her.

Uraraka gets to her feet, hands clenched into fists. “Let’s do this, guys! I don’t want to sit around here being helpless. Not if there’s something we can actually try!” Midoriya starts to smile and she shakes her head. “What’s important is that we’re helping people, even if we’re not real heroes!”

Midoriya stands up, grinning at her. “That’s exactly the way I feel about things! We’ll follow our hearts and save the island!”

“Yeah!” She pumps her fist into the air.

“Midoriya,” Todoroki says. “I’ll go with you too.”

“I’m in,” Jiro agrees.

Kemuri nods and swallows back her fear. “If…if we’re not breaking any laws, then I’m in too.”

“Thanks, guys,” Midoriya says.

“The moment I think we’ve gone too far, it’s over,” Iida says. “If that’s something you can agree to, I will join you as well.”

As Midoriya agrees, Yaoyorozu starts to smile. “If that’s the case, then I’ll go too.”

“Obviously, I’m in!” Kaminari leaps to his feet.

Everyone turns to Mineta, tears in his eyes and sweat shining on his forehead, and he lets out a tiny cry. “Have you all lost your minds?!” he wails. “Fine! I’ll go!”

“Thanks, Mineta!” Midoriya says even as Mineta keeps crying.

“The girls are gonna think we’re so cool for this!” Kaminari says.

Uraraka giggles. “Be a hero, Mineta!”

Even Melissa insists that she come along, noting how despite being quirkless, they will need her expertise once they get to the top floor. With everyone on board, Midoriya takes a moment to return to the balcony him and Jiro was on before, most likely to signal All Might that things are going to be okay.

Kemuri hopes that it will be.

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Kemuri is in shape, but man, running up thirty flights of stairs would tire out anyone. This whole tower is unfamiliar and the stairs are numerous. After more and more flights pass by, she has to resist the urge to close her eyes and take a breather to help her dizziness. They can’t slow down. There’s no time, and even if she stops, she’ll get left behind.

It’s all just a blur of grey and red, passing numbers occasionally catching in her vision, the colours of her classmates’ outfits reaching ahead of her. Forty flights, then fifty, then sixty, and they feel no closer to the two hundred they need to reach. Melissa lags behind, not as used to the physical activity but still giving it her all.

Kemuri stops abruptly when the group does, chest heaving. She searches for a number to orient herself, surrounded by the panting breaths of the others.

“The route’s blocked,” Iida says.

“What should we do?” Todoroki asks. “Break through it?”

“If we did that, I’m sure the security system would alert the villains that someone’s in here,” Melissa says.

“Then why don’t we go through this door instead?” Mineta suggests, already reaching for the handle of the nearest door.

“Mineta—” Midoriya starts.

“No, don’t!” Melissa shouts.

The door clicks open, a red light turning on as it beeps, and Mineta looks over his shoulder, eyes wide. “Oops…” he mumbles.

“No time to regret it now,” Iida says, already moving to the door and pulling it open the rest of the way. “We have to keep going.”

They take off running again.

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“Is there another way to go up?” Todoroki asks as they run down a long hallway.

“There should be another emergency staircase at the end of this hallway,” Melissa says.

“Then let’s hurry!” Iida urges from the head of the pack, picking up his pace.

There’s a loud clanging down the hall as metal shutters start to close the hallway off. Midoriya alerts them to the ones in front of them while Yaoyorozu shouts for the ones at the back. Kemuri darts her head back and forth, unable to pick where to look.

“Todoroki!” Iida shouts.

“I’m on it,” Todoroki says as a glacier erupts from beneath his feet, wedging between the door ahead of them.

Iida is through the gap not a second after. Kemuri hears his engine boot up, an extended shout of effort, and then the sound of metal and stone smashing apart. Smoke floods the area and Kemuri hurries forward, vaulting over the half-closed door to find Iida standing before a busted door, engines exposed and pant legs shredded. She can see spots of green just behind him.

“Aw, and I just ironed those,” she says as she jogs up to him.

“Occupational hazard. There will be more suits,” he retorts with the barest trace of a smile. He looks behind her and raises his hand, beckoning towards himself. “Everyone! We can cross through here!”

The others follow and as they run into the room, Kemuri is greeted by the smell of water and earth. Trees? Inside a place like this?

“What is this place?” Midoriya asks.

“It’s a plant factory,” Melissa answers. “They research the effects of quirks on fauna here. It’s—”

“Hold on!” Jiro calls, stopping short and making everyone do the same. “Look. The elevator’s coming up.”

“Don’t tell me the villains found us,” Mineta whimpers.

“We’ll hide and let them pass,” Midoriya says.

They run to the nearest clump of bushes and duck behind them. Kemuri’s breathing is far too loud in her ears, sweat trickling down her forehead. She’s pressed between Iida and Melissa, unwilling to peek out at the elevator.

“I wonder if we can use that elevator to get to the top floor once they’re gone,” Kaminari whispers.

“No. Only authorized people can use the controls, unfortunately,” Melissa replies, “and it’s built like a bomb-shelter so we can’t even break in and try.”

“Of course we can’t go the easy way,” Mineta mutters. He’s holding a few leaves in front of his face, hoping to enhance his camouflage.

He squeaks in terror as the elevator stops and slides open, revealing two men wearing dark clothes. Midoriya confirms that they’re the same villains that he saw at the party.

“Swordkil said the kids came in here,” the shorter one says.

The taller grimaces. “They just had to pick a place with so many hiding spots.”

“They’re after us,” Uraraka whimpers into her hands.

“Stay quiet,” Iida whispers.

Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut, pressing her shoulder against Iida’s in a desperate bid for comfort. Just stay calm, she tells herself. They don’t see them. If they just keep moving—

“Hey! We see you, stupid kids!” the voice of the taller villain snaps.

Everyone freezes. Kemuri tries to think, tries to come up with a plan. Maybe she can release her fog and lead everyone to safety while the villains are distracted. That could work, but they’d have to move fast.

“What’d you say, you bastard?” answers another voice, one that makes Kemuri’s eyes snap open. No way.

Kemuri dares a peek through the bushes, just able to see a spot of red next to pale yellow. Bakugo? Kirishima?

“What are you two doing here?” the shorter villain asks.

“Heh,” Bakugo scoffs. “That’s what I wanna know too—”

“Hey, man, just leave this to me,” Kirishima says, patting Bakugo’s chest as he smiles a little. “Okay?” When Bakugo just huffs, Kirishima turns to the villains. “Um, we kinda got lost looking for this party. Could you maybe point us in the right direction?”

“How’d they get all the way up to the eightieth floor looking for the reception?” Mineta asks, voice strained from staying quiet.

The taller villain’s hand expands, webbing stretching between his fingertips. “Don’t lie to me or you’ll regret it!” he warns, swinging his hand at Kirishima.

A wave of something rushes towards Kirishima, sending up dust along to floor beneath it.

“Kirishima, watch out!” Bakugo shouts.

“Kirishima!” Midoriya calls, standing up.

Right before the attack hits Kirishima, a glacier appears and covers the two villains completely. Kemuri gasps and whips her head around to find that Todoroki has left their hiding spot, a sheet of ice extending from beneath his foot.

“Todoroki?” Kirishima asks.

The rest of the group leaves the bushes just as the glacier starts to rumble. The sound of shattering ice echoes from within and Todoroki grits his teeth. He turns and drops his right hand to the ground, ice trailing towards the others.

“The three of us can keep them busy down here,” he says as an ice patch covers the ground beneath them. “Look for a way to get to the top.”

“What are you doing—” Midoriya starts, but the ground rumbles beneath them and his words dissolve into startled noise as the ice patch erupts beneath them, pushing them up. Kemuri nearly loses her balance before Iida takes hold of her arm.

“I’m fine, go!” Todoroki says.

“Todoroki!” Yaoyorozu calls, expression flooding with concern.

“I’ll be right behind you after I clean up this mess,” he says. “Promise.”

Yaoyorozu purses her lips, then nods. “Right!”

The glacier comes to a stop next to an upper walkway. Iida climbs off, then turns around and offers his hand to Kemuri. She takes it and jumps down, hardly able to say a thank you before their group runs off again.

Iida bashes through another door, but stops. “This way is blocked as well!”

“Great, so what are we supposed to do?” Mineta asks. “We’re like helpless mice trapped in a fancy cage.”

“We need a plan!” Kaminari whines.

Kemuri doesn’t have any ideas, so she looks at Midoriya to find that he’s already looking around. He perks up.

“Melissa, where does that little vent up at the edge of the ceiling lead to?” he asks. “Over there?”

Kemuri follows his finger to where the vent is. She never would have noticed it had he not pointed it out. Melissa moves closer while the others draw their attention to it.

“I think it runs under the maintenance room for the sunlight system,” she says.

“There’s probably an emergency ladder in the maintenance room, right?” Iida asks, hope lightening his features.

“Well yeah, there is, but it’s a manual release so someone would have to be inside to let it down for us,” Melissa says.

Uraraka deflates a little. “Is this really as far as it goes for us?”

“No,” Yaoyorozu says. “There’s still a possibility.”

She creates something from her chest, winds up, and throws the object. Kemuri just sees a tiny circular item soar through the air, magnetize to the vent, and blow it apart with a flash of light and smoke.

“If somebody climbs through the vent and onto the exterior wall,” she says, “they can get into the maintenance room.”

“Right, there must be another vent leading inside!” Uraraka says.

“We can get in that way.” Melissa grins.

“But who could climb through such a cramped space, then scale the outer wall without falling?” Midoriya asks.

“Mineta,” Kemuri says.

Everyone turns to him and Mineta pales. “You can’t be serious! No, I can’t!” he sputters.

“Please, you have to, Mineta,” Uraraka pleads.

“You’re the only one of us who could do it!” Jiro adds.

“You idiots!” Mineta shrieks, hands waving about. “DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HIGH UP WE ARE?!”

Kaminari slides over and crouches so that he’s at Mineta’s height. “If you save everyone and become a celebrity,” he says, “they’ll interview you on TV and you’ll be popular with girls everywhere!”

“Come on!” Jiro and Uraraka press.

“Just think of the harem,” Kaminari says, starry-eyed. “And imagine how much Yo will swoon when you tell her!”

The sound of her name makes Mineta falter. “Aw, man. Fine, okay?! I’ll do it! Whatever!”

“Thanks, Mineta!” everyone says as he tries to wipe away the tears flowing down his face.

With the help of his quirk, he scales the wall, scrambles into the vent, and disappears. The others are left to hold their breath and hope for the best.

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After only a little while, a ladder drops down from the ceiling. Iida rouses everyone to attention and they hurry to the ladder. Iida insists the boys go first so that the girls don’t have to worry about anyone seeing up their skirts. Kemuri, who hadn’t even thought of that issue, is suddenly very grateful that Mineta is already inside the maintenance room.

Everyone climbs up, one after the other.

“Come on, guys, time to show me some love,” Mineta calls. “How about some kisses? Just the ladies, please.”

Melissa, the last one up, grins at Mineta as her head pops into the room. “You were incredible, Mineta!” she praises. “As I’d expect from a student hero.”

Mineta stares, mouth agape, cheeks slightly pink, and then he inhales sharply as his eyes sparkle with emotion.

“That’s it, let’s get fired up!” he shouts, pumping his fist in the air.

“Yeah!” everyone else echoes as they imitate him.

“Let’s move, everyone,” Iida says as he turns to the nearest door and pulls it open. “No time to waste!”

Chapter 97: Beacons of Hope

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As they continue their ascent, Jiro uses her jacks to destroy any security camera they pass. They briefly discuss plans as they run, like what to do if they come across any other villains or robot sentries. Once they pass the hundredth floor, they find that the hallways are clear. Things are easier, but Kemuri doesn’t trust ease when things have been everything but.

“Seems like we’ve gotten pretty lucky,” Kaminari says.

“Yeah. Do you think we lost them?” Uraraka asks.

“I doubt it,” Kemuri mumbles as Jiro voices the same concern, albeit louder.

“It’s quite possible that they’re leading us somewhere,” Yaoyorozu says.

“Likely,” Iida agrees.

“Even if that’s the case, we’ve almost made it to the top floor!” Midoriya says. “We’re so close to this being over.”

When they reach the 130th floor, they find a door at the end of the hallway that leads into a laboratory of some kind. There are robots all over the floor below them, glowing red eyes searching every inch of space.

“So many robot sentries,” Uraraka whispers.

“The villains aren’t just trying to block us in anymore,” Iida says. “It looks like they’re actually trying to capture us now.”

“If so, then I bet they’ve realized we’re hero students,” Midoriya says. “They know we can fight.”

“If that’s true, no reason not to show them what we can do,” Yaoyorozu says. A large insulated blanket appears from her back, drifting to the floor.

“You’re right,” Iida says. He turns to Kaminari. “You ready, Kaminari?”

Kaminari grins, his fingertips sparking. “You got it. I won’t let you guys down.”

Iida turns to Kemuri, brows furrowing a little. “And you know what to do if his quirk doesn’t work,” he says.

She nods. “Of course.”

“Mineta?”

“Ready.”

Kaminari steps forward and stretches his arms out, clenching his fists. “Let’s do this, Iida.”

Iida grasps his wrists, Midoriya pulls the door open, and Iida powers up his engines. He spins as fast as he can, swinging Kaminari with him, then releases. Everyone ducks under Yaoyorozu’s insulated blanket.

Kaminari goes sailing into the room, over the railing, and lands in the middle of the robot sentries. “Indiscriminate shock. 1.3 million volts!” he shouts as he lets loose, electricity pouring over the sentries.

The robots don’t move, unaffected.

“It’s not working!” Midoriya shouts.

“Fine,” Kaminari growls as he ramps up his electricity. “How about we try two million volts?!”

“No, don’t!” Jiro says. “If you do that, then—”

The sparks die out and Kaminari grins dopily at everyone, eyes blank. “Whey…” he says, dropping to his knees as he gives thumbs up to the charred robots around him.

“You’ll turn stupid…” Jiro finishes, exasperated.

“Well, at least he stopped the robots for us, right?” Midoriya says as they climb out from underneath the blanket.

The robots spring back to life and the few nearest to Kaminari deploy ropes that capture him in an instant. He lets out a few dopey, slightly confused giggles. More of the sentries roll towards the others.

“Kaminari!” Jiro shouts.

“They’re just too strong!” Mineta whimpers.

“Kemuri!” Iida shouts.

“On it!” Kemuri says as she dashes to the front of the group, already ripping her shawl off her shoulders.

She releases thick smoke from her legs, arms, shoulders, and chest, aiming it outwards at the oncoming robots. Smoke is thicker than fog, so she’s hoping it’ll be more effective for this. A few of them slow down, the smoke messing with their sensors and obscuring the teens from view.

Mineta races to Kemuri’s side and starts pelting balls. Kemuri senses them stick from within the smoke, then feels the robots get stuck to them.

“Don’t hurt Kaminari!” Mineta shouts as he keeps going. “He’s got a harem to get home to!”

Kemuri stops deploying smoke, a smile lifting her face. “That did it. They stopped—” She cuts off as she senses the sentries leaping over the halted ones, zooming towards them. Her face pales. “C-Crap. Tenya, Midoriya—”

“We’ve got it,” Iida says as her and Mineta back up, falling behind the two boys. “Come on, Midoriya.”

“Let’s go!” Midoriya says as he removes his suit jacket and pulls back the sleeve on his right arm. Something glows from his wrist and in a second, a red gauntlet covers everything from the elbow down.

His body glows with green energy as he takes off, his speed sending a rush of wind that buffets Kemuri’s hair and skirt. He punches the nearest robot and the force of the blow sends the others into the air and over the railing. He shows no sign of pain, no sign of his arm being broken.

“Woah,” Uraraka murmurs. Kemuri just gapes.

Iida zooms forward as Kaminari flies into the air with the sentries and snatches him. Iida kicks another bot over the ledge before he lands, Kaminari dangling from his arms, and he whirls around.

“Jiro! Do they have backup?”

“Yeah, coming from the left!”

Iida hoists Kaminari onto his back and takes off to the right. “Then we’re going the other way!”

They disappear into the next hallway, leaving the sentries behind.

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On the 137th floor, Jiro stops to check if they’re being followed. She plugs her jacks into the wall and listens closely.

“Anything?” Midoriya asks.

“I hear a lot of sentries moving around on the floor below us,” she says.

“Any above?”

“None. We should be clear.”

“Let’s go,” Iida urges as they keep moving up the stairs.

They reach the 138th floor and enter a server room. They get about halfway through when the doors at the far end slide open and more sentries come to life.

“A trap?” Iida asks.

“Let’s break through, Iida,” Midoriya says, sliding into attack position.

“Wait a sec!” Melissa says. “We can’t damage these servers. It could affect the island security system, and then we might not be able to—”

Her words are drowned out as more sentries leap off the higher walkways, alarms blaring.

“How many of these things are there?” Mineta wails.

“We can handle these things while protecting the servers,” Yaoyorozu says, kneeling down as her skin starts to glow.

“Midoriya, go,” Iida says, crouching and letting Kaminari slide off his back. Jiro catches him as he giggles. “Take Melissa and see if you can find another route.”

Kemuri steps forward, flexing her fingers. Midoriya’s quirk is too explosive, it’ll definitely damage the servers. The rest of them have more controlled quirks. It makes the most sense for him to keep moving.

“We’ll leave it to them,” Midoriya says to Melissa as he turns around. “Let’s go.”

“Ochaco, you should come with us too,” Melissa says.

“What? But, the robots—” Uraraka starts.

“Do it,” Iida urges, sparing a glance back at her. “They need you.”

They disappear back the way they came. Kemuri grits her teeth and darts a glance at her remaining allies. Yaoyorozu has created a cannon, although she’s looking a little weary as she starts creating ammo. Mineta is already chucking balls. Iida boots up his recipro and starts punting robots into the wall.

Kemuri braces herself and releases more smoke, then switches to fog. The resulting smog swirls around the robots ahead of her without covering where Iida and the others are fighting, giving her a full view of the area around her.

“Recipro…BURST!”

“I won’t let you hurt my ladies!”

She rushes in. She comes to the first robot and leaps, aiming a solid kick to its body. It stumbles a little, but they’re sturdier than she expected. It beeps at her and in her panic at her failed attack, she aims her hand out and blasts steam into its glowing red eye. It shrieks as if pained and careens off course, knocking into the other robots around her.

She grins despite her heavy breathing. Alright, that could work.

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There are so many robots.

Her steam burst worked well the first time, but she can’t hit them all at once and forcing that much steam from her hands is exhausting. She’s done it to propel herself through the air, using the abundance of pores on her legs and feet, but not to fight. Never with just her palms.

She realizes very quickly that she chose a terrible time to try out a new technique.

“Iida!” she hears Jiro shout.

Kemuri’s breath hitches and she whirls around, searching through the smoke. Is Iida hurt or just captured? She can’t sense him, so her smog probably didn’t reach him.

Another wave of robots rushes at her and she hurdles over them with a burst of steam from her legs, but the effort makes her head spin. She’s running out of water, literally losing steam. She lands behind the robots, but her knees give out and she collapses, breathing harder. Her spot of vision swims.

She senses the robots coming and tries to get up, but she’s done. Her legs refuse to obey her anymore. She’s exhausted, drained in every sense of the word, and when she feels the sentries’ capture cords wrap around her, she doesn’t fight it. Her smog clears out, little by little.

“Shimakage?” Iida calls. “Kemuri!”

“I’m…here,” she replies, unable to raise her voice above her normal level. “Too…dehydrated.”

She still can’t see Iida. She can’t see anyone. There are too many robots everywhere, covering her vision in red. She blinks a few times, slow, the cords holding her up even without her effort. Her head droops forward. Maybe…if she just had a little nap…

“Kemuri!” she hears Iida repeat, voice edging on desperate.

She’s okay, she wants to tell him. She’s fine. She’s just going to sleep for a bit. That’s all.

She lets her world fade to black.

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When she wakes next, the first thing she hears is Iida’s voice. She blinks a few times and he smiles down at her. She’s being propped up, she realizes, and when she looks around herself, she finds that she’s in his arms.

“H-Huh?” she croaks.

“Melissa and Midoriya, they restarted the security system,” he says. “Are you alright?”

“Water…would be nice…” she says. She still has a headache and she bets that if she tried to move, her dizziness would return.

“Understood. We’ll get some for you as soon as we can,” he promises. “Can you walk?”

“Doubt it…”

“Alright, then hold on.”

She shifts as Iida disappears from her line of sight and she slumps forward, only to hit his back. He cups her legs and lifts her up, her head slumping to his shoulder as she drapes her arms around his neck. She blinks a few times, still slow.

“M sorry…” she mumbles. “Being…useless…”

His low chuckle rumbles through him. “You fought hard, it’s expected that you would be tired.” She smiles, just a little, and he starts moving. “Everyone, let’s go.”

“Is Kemuri alright?” comes Jiro’s voice.

“She’s just in need of some water. Her quirk overuse isn’t so easily fixed,” Iida says. “Yaoyorozu, how are you feeling?”

“Just need a snack, honestly.” She laughs a little. “But yes, I’m fine. Let’s go help the others.”

“Here, Yaomomo, let me help you,” Jiro says.

Kemuri lets her eyes slip shut again. It’s alright. She’s safe now.

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Things come to Kemuri in bits and pieces as she swims in and out of consciousness. She awakens just a little when other voices punch through her haze, namely Bakugo’s. They must have found the others.

“I’ve got you, Kaminari,” Uraraka says.

“Wheyyyy…”

“Yaoyorozu, did you reach your limit?”

“I’m alright, Todoroki, really.”

“Damn idiots. All of you look like a fucking mess.”

“Hey, calm down, man. They helped just as much as we did.” Shuffling footsteps. “Here, Yaoyorozu, you can lean on me. I’ll help you walk.”

“Thank you, Kirishima.”

“Just wondering…how did you two end up on the eightieth floor? You realize the reception is on the bottom floor, right?”

“Shut it, round face! That’s none of your damn business!”

“Geez, okay, you can say you got lost, you know.”

“Todoroki, we need some ice.”

Kemuri lets out a little noise at Iida’s voice and the next thing she knows, a cold hand is touching her arm. She cracks her eyes open to see Todoroki, the left side of his shirt burnt away.

“Again?” he asks.

“Mhm,” she replies. “Thank you…” He nods as he presses an icicle into her hand, disappearing from her sight a second after. It’s cold, already melting at the touch of her skin. “Tenya…gonna get your suit wet…” she mumbles.

“Don’t worry. Just focus on getting yourself better,” he says.

She tilts the icicle into her mouth, sucking in all the water she can as Iida keeps moving.

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By the time she’s finished the icicle, they’ve gone up an elevator to the helicopter pad. No one knows exactly what’s happening, but Midoriya is up there and that’s enough for them.

Her headache subsides, but the icicle isn’t enough to get her back to fighting shape. At least she can open her eyes without the world tilting before her. The elevator slides open and she gasps as cool night wind rushes around her.

All she can see is a mess of twisted metal and debris. Bakugo takes off with a shout and a flash of light and Todoroki follows, ice flowing from him. His shoulder and arm flicker with firelight.

“We’ll do what we can. We’ll help you,” he says.

“Todoroki! Everyone!” Midoriya calls. Kemuri can’t find him in the mess, but she can hear the smile on his face.

“Iida, let’s knock those hunks of metal out of the sky,” Kirishima says.

Iida kneels, letting Kemuri slip off his back, and she is immediately cushioned by someone else. “Yaoyorozu,” he says, “take care of things down here.”

“Right,” Yaoyorozu says, right above Kemuri’s head, confirming who’s holding her up.

“What’s going on?” Kemuri asks. No matter how many times and no matter where she looks, she just can’t piece together what’s happening in front of her.

“Their boss is attacking, but All Might’s here. It’s going to be fine,” Yaoyorozu says.

Kemuri exhales. Yes, it will be. Their boys are fighting, their friends, and All Might is here. Everything will be alright.

Kemuri tries to watch, tries to keep track of everything, but it’s all a mess. There are flashes of light, explosions, energy and power changing the air currents around them, the cracking and crunching of metal as it shifts and changes form. That must be the villain’s quirk at work, Kemuri guesses. Dust and smoke drift over the hills of ruin.

There’s so much shouting, so much screaming, that Kemuri has to wrap her hands around her ears and try to drown it all out. This has to end soon. All Might has to win. If he doesn’t, then…

The ground shakes and heaves, knocking Kemuri and the others backwards. She lands against someone only to be hauled away by them as a chunk of concrete touches down, and as the person lets go of her, she sees sheets of metal raining from the sky. She grits her teeth and pushes herself to her knees, the rubble biting into her skin as she throws her hands up and forces her steam out at her top pressure. The metal careens off to the side and she looks behind her to find Mineta shielding himself, trembling.

“You…okay?” she pants. She’s shaking, hard.

Mineta nods. “F-Fine. Thanks.” He stands and she notices for the first time that his scalp is bleeding. “Are you?”

“Yeah, I…I think…”

She forces herself to her feet, feeling blood on her skinned knees. It hurts to stand, to move. There are pieces of the tower all around them, boxing them in, and she looks to the sky as Mineta gasps. Pieces of debris soar into the air, forming a giant metal cube above where the villain must be. All Kemuri can see is a pinprick of purple light at its base.

“Kemuri, Mineta!” Iida calls as he appears above them, a silhouette against the night sky. He kneels down and reaches his hand out. “Come on!”

Kemuri reaches down and boosts Mineta up first, waiting for the boy to get out before she grabs Iida’s hand. He pulls her out of the hole and she nearly sinks into his arms as her legs wobble beneath her again. He steadies her. She braces her hands against his chest. The others are nearby, all fixated on something else, but he keeps his eyes on her.

“Are you alright?” he asks, not letting go.

She nods. A particularly strong gust of wind buffets them and she squeaks, Iida’s arms surrounding her immediately. She dares a look up at the cube just as it moves, heading straight for two spots of energy amongst the chaos.

“All Might?” she whispers. “Midoriya?”

The cube stops in midair as it makes contact, the base of it exploding with energy. It shudders for a few seconds before bursting apart, sending pieces everywhere. The light is still there, burning, shining, an unstoppable beacon against the darkness around them.

“DEKU!” Uraraka shouts.

“Stop him, All Might!” Jiro and Yaoyorozu scream.

“Go, Midoriya!” Mineta, Iida, and Kirishima cheer.

“Destroy this guy!” Todoroki and Bakugo scream.

The shooting star moves in, makes contact, and with an echoing scream, it explodes, so blinding and bright that Kemuri buries her face against Iida’s chest to shield herself from it. The windows along the top of the tower burst apart. The giant metal fortress is no more, raining down dust and dirt. Kemuri peeks out as Iida stares at everything, eyes wide.

“They did it,” he whispers.

“They stopped him,” Mineta says. He grins as he shoves his fist into the sky. “They destroyed that villain and saved our lives!”

Iida grins and Kemuri lets out a laugh, tears springing to her eyes. The others burst into cheers, overjoyed and relieved. At the crest of the rubble pile, Kemuri can just make out two silhouettes.

“Deku! Melissa!” Uraraka shouts, waving wildly as she jumps up and down. Kirishima and Mineta are waving too.

Iida pulls one arm away as he looks up at the two of them. “Are you okay?” he asks, his voice carrying over the expanse.

“We’re fine up here!” comes Midoriya’s response. “All Might and the professor are okay too!”

“What about the rest of you guys?” Melissa asks.

“We’re good!” Uraraka answers.

“Alive, anyway!” Iida adds.

Iida looks back at Kemuri as she laughs. His glasses are all smudged and slightly crooked from everything that’s happened and she smiles a little before reaching up to adjust them. He blinks a few times as she does it.

“You’re a mess,” she mumbles.

He sighs, a tiny smile on his face. “I can tidy up when we get back to our room,” he says. He looks her over and his brow furrows. “Oh, your shawl is gone.”

“Somewhere on the 130th floor,” she says. A few strands of loose hair tickle the edge of her cheek. “It’s fine. Easily replaceable. Like your suit.”

He chuckles a little at that as he reaches up, tucking her hair behind her ear. “I’m just glad everyone’s alright. This was not anywhere on my itinerary.”

She giggles again and his hand tightens gently against her waist. At the touch, she looks down and realizes that they’ve just been standing here holding each other for way too long to be normal. Before he can speak, she gasps and pushes away the remaining arm holding her up, turning completely red.

“U-Uh, yup!” she gasps. “This…this was unexpected.”

He startles a little. “Kemuri, you look flushed. Do you need more water? I can get Todoroki—”

“I’ll be fine,” she squeaks, fanning her face. “Just…emotions. Lots of ‘em.”

“Guys, look!” Kirishima calls. He points at the horizon. “The sun’s coming up!”

Kemuri stops mid-fan, lips parting. No wonder she felt dead on her feet. They spent the entire night doing this. At the thought of it, she yawns. What she needs is a water bottle, a long hot shower, and sleep—lots and lots of sleep.

Notes:

Unpopular opinion, but Two Heroes Mineta was actually a great character. He was actually heroic! If only MHA Mineta was like that more...

Chapter 98: Japan, Sweet Japan

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

If Kemuri is being completely honest, she doesn’t recall much of what happened after the villain’s defeat. The incident had been regarded as a bomb threat to most of the Island, with only the select few party guests and students knowing the truth. Most of the news outlets were kept out of it and for the rest of the Expo, security was tighter than ever.

There were two casualties from a helicopter crash (both villains) and all the other perpetrators were arrested and taken to the I-Island prison. Kemuri and the others had to give statements to the police about what happened, but weren’t kept long. They were tired and beaten.

As she left the tower with Iida and most of her classmates, she saw the policeman loading up the remaining villains. One of them, a man with tanned skin and pale pink-orange hair, glared at the lot of them until he couldn’t anymore. Kemuri wondered why those dark eyes seemed so familiar, but she let it go as Iida urged everyone to go get some rest.

When she and Iida got back to the hotel room, they each took a shower, got into their pyjamas, and passed out within minutes of each other.

She spent most of the next day sleeping. She assumes Iida did too, because every time she woke up from her naps, he was lying on the bed next to hers, sleeping on his back with arms at his sides like a toy soldier. Occasionally, she woke to find that he was gone, only to have him return and offer her food and water.

She regretted not seeing more of the Expo, but she saw a good chunk of it during the preview. She was okay with taking the time to rest and Iida’s insistence that she not push herself really helped alleviate the guilt she felt about her decision. Even Shoji and Tokoyami told her to take it easy when she texted them about what happened.

Now, she stands in front of the I-Island airport, bags packed, with Iida running over his last-minute checklist. As far as she knows, most of their class is taking the same flight home. They’re just the first ones at the meeting spot, as per usual.

Kemuri spots Shoji and Tokoyami coming up the steps and grins, lifting her hand and waving. They see her and pick up the pace, making her run forward as well. She greets Shoji with a tight hug and, after asking permission, also gives one to Tokoyami.

“Are you unharmed?” Tokoyami asks as she pulls away, eyebrows furrowed.

She nods. “I’m fine, thank you.” She looks between the two of them. “What did you two think of the Expo?”

“Fun,” Shoji says.

“We tried out many American foods,” Tokoyami adds. “Shoji liked the pavilion where there was a strength competition.”

“Did you win?” Kemuri asks, eyes sparkling.

Shoji shrugs. “Second place. There were some pretty buff guys there.”

“Still awesome,” she says as they slap their hands together in a high five. She smiles. “The others?”

“Hagakure went out for waffles with the other girls,” Shoji says, “so they’ll probably come by soon if they’re not held up.”

“Alright,” Kemuri says. “In the meantime, let’s see if you two can help me convince Tenya that it’s okay to wait inside.”

“Sounds like a challenge,” Tokoyami says with a tiny smirk. “I am intrigued.”

They head back to where Iida is waiting.

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Everyone else arrives on time to board their flight. It’s not the cushy luxury of their first flight to the island, but Kemuri is pleased nonetheless. She’s just happy to be going home, plus it’s nice to be with their class this time around.

Only once they’re closer to home does dread sink in. Kemuri didn’t end up doing much representing for her grandfather, thanks to the party getting derailed, and she could have done more had she not spent most of the next day resting. Besides, because I-Island hasn’t released anything to the press about the incident, she doubts she’d be able to use that as an excuse.

“Tenya,” she says. They still ended up sitting next to each other, thanks to their tickets being bought together. He looks up at her from his book. “My grandfather is going to be mad at me…”

His brow furrows. “Are you afraid of returning home?”

She shrugs. “I…maybe a little?” Iida’s frown deepens and she looks away, hands fidgeting. “I didn’t really talk to anyone. It’s like he didn’t have a rep there at all.” She sucks in a breath, mouth dry. “I…I failed him.”

“Kemuri,” he says. When she looks up at him, he leans closer and drops his voice to a lower volume. “Plans changed. If he’s angry at you for something that you had no control over…” He shakes his head. “That’s ridiculous.”

“Doesn’t change the fact that he’s angry…” she mumbles.

“Talk about it with your parents around,” he urges. “He won’t react as badly if they’re there, right?”

“Yeah…”

“And…if things do get worse, just call me. I can make an excuse to get you out of there for a day or two while he calms down.”

She stares at him, emotion clogging up her throat again at the earnestness in his eyes. “Why? Why…do you offer all these things for me?” she asks.

Surely, she’s not that much different than the girl he briefly knew in middle school. Surely, he’s just doing this because he has a heroic heart and she is someone in need of help. He would do this for anyone, right?

“You’re my friend, Kemuri,” he says, “and if you can’t protect yourself, then I want to protect you.”

She bites her lip, breathes in, then exhales. She’s his friend. Why does that make her so happy and yet stings her a little too?

“Thank you…” she says. He smiles a little and she adds, hasty, “For everything, really. For coming with me on this trip, and…yeah.”

“Even if we got caught up in villain business again?”

“We…are going to be doing that a lot in the future, right? It’s good practice.”

“That’s a positive way of seeing things. I like that.” He adjusts his glasses. “You’re welcome, and thank you for being open to coming with me. It was less lonely this way.”

She grins like an idiot into her hand.

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The plane lands, they file off, and they go to where they can pick up their bags. There are plenty of people waiting to pick up loved ones, while others are holding signs with names written in lots of different languages.

It’s nice seeing everyone’s families. Kemuri can already pick a few people from the crowd that definitely share a resemblance to her classmates. Namely, there’s a woman with curly blonde hair who looks a ton like Koda, and a tall man with lavender skin, pale purple hair, and horns who is no doubt Mina’s dad. Sero runs up to a slim girl with long, black hair who looks way too young to be his mom, but they’re undoubtedly related. Probably the big sister he mentioned at the pool.

It even looks like Kaminari’s whole family showed up, judging by the three older girls who greet him with a varying display of hugs and noogies while the two adults standing nearby just observe, smiling.

Kemuri says goodbye to her friends and Iida as they hurry off to greet their family members. She feels someone nudge her shoulder and when she looks over, Nishimura is smirking at her.

“Happy to be home?” he asks.

“Yeah,” she says. “I miss my parents and Ichiro.”

“I miss my own bed and my own kitchen,” he says. “I…” He trails off, eyes locking on something else, and he grimaces. “Aw, man.”

Kemuri follows his gaze to a tall man standing near the front of the crowd. He looks pretty unremarkable at first glance, just wearing a hoodie and jeans, but his orange hair does make him stick out. He has a scowl on his face that makes Kemuri feel chilled.

“Hey, Atsuo,” Nishimura says, although he doesn’t smile. “I thought grandpa was picking me up.”

“He’s busy,” Atsuo states. As Kemuri gets closer, still following the flow of her classmates around her, she notices that he has a large scar chopping his eyebrow in half. Must be a Nishimura thing; scars. “Did you hear?”

“No.”

“Atomu’s job fell through. Some…” Atsuo’s jaw clenches and he looks at the students bustling by. “Someone interfered and he got caught.”

Nishimura’s eyebrow arches. “So how’d he get in contact with you?”

“He got a phone call, dumbass. Now come on, your dad’s losing his mind with worry. Some bullshit about how it’s all his fault he got the tickets for you, how he had no idea—”

“What are you talking about? My trip was fine.”

Atsuo’s eyes narrow. “I’ll explain later. Too many ears.” He jerks his head to the side. “Come on, Akio.”

Kemuri forces herself to turn away despite the worry blooming in her chest. She’ll text him later, she decides, just to make sure he’s okay. She has a bad feeling about the whole thing.

“Kemuri!”

She looks up to see her dad coming out of the crowd, grinning, and she runs to him. They collide in a tight hug and he presses a kiss to her forehead.

“How was it? I want to hear everything,” he says. “Was Iida good to you? No funny business?”

She blushes. “Dad, no. It was fine. He…he was a perfect gentleman.”

Cayden laughs. “Alright, just checking,” he teases. “Let’s go home, eh?”

“I’d like that.”

“Ichiro missed you. He kept going into your room and whining.”

Her heart breaks a little. “Dad, we have to go home right now,” she insists, half joking.

He grabs some of her bags for her. “Agreed! Onwards!”

They hurry off. When Kemuri gets home, she unashamedly lays down on her back and lets Ichiro leap all over her in a wriggling mess of Shiba puppy happiness. Her dad takes her bags to her room, leaving her to kiss and hug her dog and just be glad to be home.

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She texts Nishimura later that night when she’s getting ready for bed, just asking him if his cousin is okay. When she’s brushing her teeth, her phone buzzes and she sees a simple answer.

Nishimura
Call?

She reaches over with her free hand to tap his number and call it. She puts it on speaker and keeps brushing while it rings, leaning over to spit into the sink just as he picks up.

“Hey,” he says.

“Hey,” she replies. She wipes toothpaste from the corners of her mouth. “You okay?”

“Well…uh, not really,” he admits. “That big job I told you about? I-Island. Some dude named Wolfram hired my cousin to help him out with this heist and what happens?”

“Our classmates happen,” she says, completely ignoring the fact that she was part of the rescue attempt.

“Midoriya, to be exact. He…” Nishimura almost laughs. “Atomu said on the phone that he got decked by some plain kid with messy green hair. Then I find out from Mineta that a bunch of you were involved in busting the job—”

“Nishi, ssh,” Kemuri warns, setting her toothbrush aside and reaching her hand over her phone as if covering Nishimura’s mouth. “I…I didn’t tell my family about it. Or…not all of it. I said there was an attack and we ended up in lockdown, but not…that. My grandfather…”

“Oh, gotcha. Sorry,” he says, lowering his voice. “But…basically, my cousin’s in jail, in the middle of the ocean, all because of you guys.”

She winces. “I’m sorry.”

“Are you kidding? I’m kinda pumped!” He pauses. “Okay, not entirely, but honestly, I’ve been waiting for karma to kick his ass for a while. I wish I could’ve been there to see Midoriya take him down.”

“You…wanted to see him get beaten?”

Nishimura doesn’t answer for a second. “I…god, that sounds bad, right?” She nods and he sighs. “I’ve just…I’ve hated what they do for so long, and now he’s gonna have to face justice. I’ve never had the guts to turn them in and even if I become a hero, I don’t think I could.”

She sits down on the toilet and pulls the phone closer. “You’re torn, huh?”

“Yeah. Family loyalty versus…I guess, my future career.” He sighs again. “Do you get that?”

She thinks about her grandfather, about the terror that floods her every time someone finds out about what happens in this house, behind closed doors. If she were witnessing this somewhere else, she would undoubtedly step in and try to stop it, but with her own family?

She nods. “Yeah, I do.”

“Really?”

“People you love…do things that are bad, that they would get arrested for, but…”

“But you don’t want to do anything, because it feels like betrayal.”

“Yeah.”

She hears something shift on the other side of the line. “Is there someone in your family like that?”

She swallows hard, fingertips pressing against her knees only to release when they sting a little. “I…” She clears her throat. “It’s nothing.”

He pauses and for a few seconds, she just listens to him breathe. “I won’t push it,” he says, “but…if you’re in trouble, I’d like to know.”

“It’s not like that. I promise. Just…” She worries her lip between her teeth, then releases it. “It’s really not bad. It’s okay.”

“Alright, I’ll trust you, Shimakage.”

Hearing him say that makes her smile a little. “I’m glad.”

He stifles a yawn and she hears him shift again. “I’m gonna get some sleep,” he says. “See you at the training camp, yeah?”

“Yeah, totally. Sleep well, okay?”

“You too. Goodnight.”

“Goodnight.”

She turns the phone off, just staring at the screen for a second more. Just as she goes to set it down again, it buzzes and she sees a new text message.

Nishimura
Thanks.
For checking on me and stuff.

She smiles and returns a message, a simple “no problem” before she sets it down again. She stares at herself in the mirror, gives her hair a bit of a fluff, and exhales. Tomorrow is a new day.

Notes:

You know what the next arc is? >:)

Get ready!

Chapter 99: The Beast's Forest

Chapter Text

Bright and early on July 30th, Kemuri finds herself standing with the rest of her class in the U.A parking lot. Aizawa stands before them, deadpan as ever, and she wonders how he isn’t overheating in his all-black hero costume.

“You’ve completed your first semester at U.A and have had some time for summer fun,” Aizawa says. “However, don’t think these will be months of rest for you heroes in the making. At this camp, we’ll push you to go beyond your limits. You’re aiming to become plus ultra.”

“Yes, sir!” everyone shouts.

“The bus will leave soon. Stay nearby.”

As soon as Aizawa turns away, everyone bursts into chatter. Hagakure bounces on her feet, oozing excitement.

“I’m so ready!” she squeals. “I’ve been looking forward to this all semester!”

“I just hope it isn’t too crazy,” Kemuri admits, scratching her cheek. “I mean…camp is supposed to be fun, right?”

“Indeed, although the same cannot be expected for a training camp,” Tokoyami says.

Ojiro’s tail lashes as he glances over at the others, some of which are bouncing around, chanting “camp” over and over as they clap their hands. Ojiro smiles a little.

“I’m just glad everyone else seems excited,” he says.

Shoji nods. “Me too.”

“I heard some of class 1-A is taking extra courses!” a new voice bursts into the conversation, making the class turn around. Monoma grins maniacally, eyes wide as he holds his bangs out of his eyes. “Does that mean they actually failed the final exams?!” He gasps. “Oh, that must be so embarrassing, especially since you’re supposed to be so much better than my class! All of you must be wallowing in shame!”

Before anyone can react to his speech, Kendo chops him on the back of the head and he slumps to the ground. The rest of class 1-B lingers next to their bus, just watching with an air that screams that they’re used to Monoma’s theatrics.

Kendo smiles at everyone as she reaches down and grabs the back of Monoma’s shirt. “Don’t mind him,” she says as she drags him towards the bus.

A girl with short grey hair and blue eyes lined with dark circles shudders a little. “Monoma’s scary…” she mumbles.

“Oh, the rest of class B!” Midoriya says as he waves.

“Nice to see you outside the Sports Festival,” says a girl with wavy green hair and pointed teeth. “I guess now we’re not technically rivals.”

“Hi, Mineta! Hi, everyone else who I can’t remember!” Yo says as she starts waving her hand about wildly.

“Hey,” comes a resounding reply, scattered throughout class A.

Ino, standing at her sister’s side, allows a brief head nod of a greeting. Sero grins and waves at her, making her eyes widen before she lifts her hand a little and waves back.

“Time to get on the bus!” Kendo shouts as she drags Monoma inside.

The rest of class 1-B hurries onto their bus. Mineta spends a little too long watching the girls run by, eyes sparkling.

“It’s a buffet of bombshells,” he breathes.

“Dude, pull yourself together,” Kirishima says.

“Attention, class 1-A!” Iida’s voice takes over, destroying any conversation still going on. “Our bus is here! Please line up in seating order to ensure that no one is left behind! Take note of who is behind you and who is in front of you!”

“Can we change seats once we’re on the bus?” Kirishima asks.

“If you must, but please stay in seating order until attendance has been taken!”

Everyone hurries into place, staying still just long enough for Iida to count and confirm that there are twenty-two students present. They clamber onto the bus amidst laughter and shouts of glee.

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“Here’s the deal,” Aizawa says as the bus heads onto the highway. “We’ll be on this bus for about an hour before our first stop. Make sure you stay focused.”

Most people aren’t listening, and the ones who are can’t hear over the noise.

“Why aren’t we blasting some music?” Kaminari asks.

Aoyama is standing up in his seat, doing some kind of pose, and Nishimura stares up at him, eyebrows lifted. Mina asked Hagakure to sit next to her at the front of the bus, so Hagakure is up there, kneeling on her seat while she talks to Uraraka and Tsuyu. Kemuri sits in silence beside Shoji while Bakugo, just across the aisle next to Tokoyami, looks utterly grumpy.

“No one should be standing! That is a safety hazard! Please stay seated!” Iida shouts, although he too is standing up to try and get everyone’s attention.

“What a mad banquet of darkness,” Tokoyami states.

“You said it, bird brain,” Bakugo mutters.

Kemuri pulls out her phone as she puts her earbuds in, searching through her music library. She selects a song, one she added a little while ago, and glances over at Shoji. She nudges him and when he looks at her, she offers the other earbud.

His eyes crinkle at the sides and he accepts. He tries to lean down to put it in his real ear, but it’s a bit of a stretch, so he forms an ear and puts it in there. Kemuri giggles a little and adjusts the volume.

“Do NOT open that window, Ojiro!” Iida snaps.

“We need some air, dude!” Sero retorts while Ojiro hovers his hands over the window, eyes wide.

Aizawa turns away, utterly giving up. Kemuri watches her classmates, most of them chatting with each other, looking out the window, or looking at stuff on their phones. She supposes that this is their only time to relax before the camp starts, so she settles in, leaning lightly against Shoji as she glances out the window. He has his head tilted back, eyes closed.

The music fills her head while the forests pass by. She sighs.

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As promised, an hour later the bus trundles to a stop next to the highway and Aizawa calls for everyone to climb out. Kemuri bounces in place as she stretches her arms to the sky, letting out a yawn as all her muscles relax. She lets some steam out of her sore joints, humming a little as they unwind.

“Finally, I needed off that bus,” Kaminari says as he tilts his head back towards the sunshine.

“Lemme through, I gotta pee!” Mineta shrieks, darting around in search of a bathroom.

There isn’t a restroom in site, not even an outhouse. Kemuri frowns as she looks around, noting that all they’re standing on is a little outcropping of unpaved mountainside. A railing separates them from a steep drop into what Kemuri assumes is wooded area, judging by the healthy amount of greenery below them. There’s a car parked nearby, but the windows are tinted and there’s no sign of movement otherwise.

“Huh,” Kirishima says. “This isn’t much of a rest area.”

“I know,” Jiro agrees. “And where’s class B?”

“You don’t really think we stopped here just so you could stretch your legs, do you?” Aizawa asks.

Mineta comes to a screeching halt in front of him, legs clenched together tightly as he stares up at his teacher. “Please, sir. The toilet?”

The doors of the parked car pop open and a cheery voice emanates from within.

“Heya, Eraser,” she says.

Aizawa bows as two women emerge from the car, dressed in matching outfits (although one is blue and one is pink). “Long time, no see,” he says. Kemuri’s eyes widen. Is that…?

The women pose before the brunette bursts into saying something that sounds like a catchphrase. “Your feline fantasies are here,” she says with a wink. “Say meow!”

“Purr-fectly cute and cat-like girls!” the blonde one continues, moving her giant cat paw gloves around like a real cat would.

“You can call us theeee—” The brunette crouches in front while the blonde does a different pose behind her. Beside them, there’s a young boy in a red, spiky hat, wearing an expression that could rival Bakugo’s annoyance at the world. “Wild Wild Pussycats!”

Kemuri blinks a few times. They’re definitely dressed for the part, between the cat-ear visors, the paw gloves and little bells on their collars, the tails on their belts that seem to move on their own, and the makeup. Honestly, the little bit of them she’s seen on TV doesn’t do them justice.

“These are the pro heroes you’ll be working with at the summer training camp,” Aizawa says.

“They’re a four-person hero team who specialize in mountain rescues!” Midoriya squeals, cheeks flushed with excitement as he races to the front of the class. “The Pussycats were founded when we were kids, like forever ago! This marks their twelfth year working as a—”

He’s silenced as the blonde, Pixie Bob if Kemuri remembers correctly, slams her paw against his face and muffles his words. Her expression is dark despite the grin on her face.

“I’m pretty sure your math must be off,” she utters. Midoriya doesn’t dare move, her claws still latched around his head. “I’m eighteen at heart!”

“That’s so sad,” Ojiro mumbles. Kemuri and Shoji nod.

“Everyone, say hello,” Aizawa says as Pixie Bob releases Midoriya.

“Hello! Nice to meet you!” everyone says.

The brunette, Mandalay, turns to the woods stretching beneath them and extends her paw. “We own this whole stretch of land out here. Everything you can see!” she says. “The summer training camp you’ll be staying at is there, at the base of the mountain.”

While people say it differently, the general reaction is, “That’s far!”

“Uh, so why did we stop all the way here instead?” Uraraka asks.

“I’m afraid we both know the answer to that,” Tsuyu says.

Sato shakes his head. “That can’t be right,” he says through the nervous smile on his face.

Sero chuckles. “Um…back on the bus. Quick, let’s go,” he says, words slow as if doing so will slow their impending doom as well.

“Good idea,” Kaminari says. He turns and pats Koda’s shoulder. “Load up!”

Koda nods and everyone starts backing up towards the bus. Mandalay’s tail swings as she dons a pointed grin.

“The current time is 9:30 in the morning,” she coos. “If you’re fast about it, you may make it there by noon.”

“No way,” Kirishima says. “Guys!”

“Holy crap!” Mina screams.

“SAVE YOURSELVES!” Kirishima wails.

“Kitties who don’t make it by 12:30 won’t get any lunch!” Mandalay calls as they run for their lives back towards the bus.

“You should’ve guessed, students,” Aizawa says. Pixie Bob leaps down in front of the bus doors, halting them in their tracks. “The training camp has already begun.”

Pixie Bob’s paws glow and a rush of earth and dirt knocks the students back. Kemuri tries to shield her eyes as the dust pummels her, just managing to get them closed before she feels herself getting shoved back. In about a second, she goes weightless and she gets the terrifying sense that they’ve just been pushed over the edge of the cliff, if the screams of her classmates are any clue.

In hindsight, Kemuri would have tried to use her steam boost to get away from the avalanche, but the last time she used that, she ended up in a tree with splinters in her face. Also, she’s currently a little more than terrified, leaving her brain blank.

She hits the ground, as the dirt rains down on top of them. She coughs as she stumbles back to her feet, brushing dirt out of her uniform and checking for her hair clip. She can hear her classmates groaning and coughing all around her. She searches the area and locates Shoji only a few feet away from her. She jogs to his side as he gets up, shaking his arms and looking a little annoyed.

“Good news! Since this is private land, you can use your quirks as much as you want to!” Mandalay calls from far above them. “You’ve got three whole hours! You should be able to make it to the facility in that time. That is…if you can get through the Beast’s Forest.”

Kemuri turns to the trees, suddenly far more dark and menacing than before.

“The Beast’s Forest?” Midoriya repeats.

“That sounds like a name right out of a fantasy game,” Kaminari says.

“Why do we keep falling for Aizawa’s little tricks?” Jiro groans.

“I guess there’s no use complaining,” Kirishima sighs. “Might as well get going!”

Mineta zooms past them, starting to look a little pale as he ducks into the trees. No sooner has he disappeared than the ground shakes and a low, grating roar ripples through the trees. Birds scatter into the sky as a giant beast appears—hunched back, tiny eyes, giant tusks. It towers over Mineta, more so than regular people already do.

Kaminari and Sero scream, then hug each other. “WE’RE ALL GONNA DIE!”

Koda dashes forward as the beast rears back, one claw ready to swipe. “Please calm yourself, my giant friend!” he shouts. “You don’t want to hurt him!”

The beast doesn’t obey. In a flash of green energy, Midoriya breaks from the group and snatches Mineta up just as the beast swipes the ground.

“It didn’t work?” Nishimura says, mouth open. Koda just gapes.

“Then it’s not a real animal,” Iida says. He poises. “Heavy hitters, let’s move!”

Iida, Todoroki, and Bakugo move past the still-stunned Koda, quirks at the ready as the monster turns to them. Midoriya starts to glow. Todoroki unleashes a wave of ice that freezes the monster in place as Iida and Bakugo leap into the air.

“RECIPRO…BURST!” Half the monster’s head and one of its arms breaks into rubble.

“I’LL KILL YOU!” Bakugo roars as the other half disappears.

Midoriya zooms in and punches through the remaining torso, decimating the rest of the beast in an instant. It crumbles to nothingness on the forest floor.

Sato and Sero hurry into the woods, followed closely by the rest of the class. Kemuri takes Shoji’s hand and he immediately settles in to match her pace as she searches the immediate surroundings. This is Aizawa who planned this. One beast isn’t going to be the last.

“You guys took that beast down in seconds!” Sato says as Todoroki gets up, the ice melting away.

“It was awesome!” Sero adds.

Kirishima grins at Bakugo. “You showed that thing who’s boss,” he says.

Shoji tenses at Kemuri’s side just as Bakugo’s hands clench. “We’re not done,” he growls.

Another roar sounds and Kemuri can see a cloud of dust storming towards them. There’s a rush of wind and the treetops shake as it takes to the air. Kemuri gulps.

“Hey, come on!” Kaminari whines. “Don’t you think this is a little unfair?”

“What now? Do we run?” Mina asks. The wingbeats of the beast hover above them.

“Not good,” Sato says. “If we don’t make it to the camp fast enough, then we won’t get anything to eat!”

Yaoyorozu’s expression floods with mild panic. “He’s right!” she says. “We have no choice but to cut through these woods using the shortest possible route!”

“Ribbit,” Tsuyu says with a nod.

“Everyone work together. That’s the only way we’ll get through this,” Iida says as he turns towards the path leading into the woods. “Let’s go, class A!”

“YEAH!” comes a rousing cheer.

People settle into their roles with ease. Sero and Aoyama head up into the trees for a better vantage point. The girls convene together, ready to fight, while the guys flank them. Shoji separates from Kemuri and goes to Jiro, extending his tentacles. He forms two eyes, an extra ear, and a mouth as Jiro drops to her knees and plugs her jack into the nearest tree.

“I spy three up ahead,” he says. “And two flanking each side.”

“So seven total,” Jiro says as she nods. “They’re coming!”

“Alright, I got this one!” Sero calls as the winged beast drops down into the canopy.

He leaps from the tree branch and deploys his tape, wrapping it around the stalks of its wings. He tightens it and soars past, yanking it back to the ground with him, then tears the strip of tape off as he darts away.

“Sato! Kirishima!” he shouts.

Kirishima hardens up as Sato pulls sugar cubes from his pocket and chows down. He lets out a roar as his muscles bulge, ripping through his uniform shirt, and Kemuri hears Hagakure choke a little at her side.

“Holy—”

“Toru, thirst later.”

Kirishima bulldozes through the monster’s chest while Sato leaps into the air and lands an uppercut that nearly knocks its head off.

Another monster appears, a cyclops with giant tusks. Tokoyami unleashes Dark Shadow, batting aside the beast’s swinging fists and allowing Ojiro to get in close. Ojiro spins, knocking the creature off balance with a mighty hit from his tail.

“Aoyama!” he shouts. “You’re up!”

Aoyama winks, hooks his arms behind his head, and blasts the creature to bits with a well-timed laser. Ojiro high fives Dark Shadow.

Mineta wails and sobs the whole time he pelts balls at yet another beast. Kaminari leaps onto its back once it’s firmly stuck in place, digging his fingers into the scales on its back.

“1.3 MILLION VOLTS!”

The forest buzzes with electricity as the monster fries, crumbling into a charred heap. Kaminari giggles and gives thumbs up to no one.

Two more towering beasts appear in front of the girls and Kemuri clenches her hands, trying to figure out how she can be useful in this scenario. Koda rushes forward and extends his arms to the sky.

“Lovely birds of the forest!” he cries as birds from all over swarm around one of the monsters. “Remove this evil beast and restore peace to this wood!”

Hagakure follows him, hooting and hollering as Mina ducks in close and splashes acid against its leg, buckling it to the ground.

“Oh no! I’m completely helpless!” Hagakure taunts. She turns and runs. “It’s gonna eat me!”

“Good, Hagakure,” Yaoyorozu says. “Perfect distraction.” A cannon forms from her stomach and she crouches. “Everyone! Get down!”

The birds fly away and she fires two shots, one taking off the head of the first beast and taking off the arm of the second. The first collapses.

“Shimakage!” Kemuri whirls her head around as Nishimura runs towards the remaining monster. “Give me some cover!”

She flings her hand out and sends a rush of fog at the monster, obscuring it and Nishimura from view. There’s a ground-shaking roar before it cuts off and when the fog clears, Nishimura stands amongst the rubble, his pant leg tattered and one shoe missing.

He turns and grins at Kemuri. “Never saw me coming!” he calls, making her smile just as wide. “Come on, I’m gonna need you!”

Kemuri takes off after him, leaving Yaoyorozu and the others to take care of themselves. They pass by Uraraka and Tsuyu, working together to send a beast flying. Uraraka releases her quirk, the monster’s fall breaking it into pieces.

“I’ve spotted more coming!” Shoji shouts.

Todoroki freezes another in place and Bakugo explodes it.

“You’re in my way, Icy Hot!” Bakugo snaps as they hurry towards the next monster, side by side.

“Then pick another route,” Todoroki says.

A flying beast appears over Kemuri and Nishimura. It roars and swoops towards them, making Nishimura stop in his tracks. Kemuri kicks off her shoes, glad she wore her slip ons. At the time, she thought they’d be comfier for the bus ride. Such a fool.

She has an idea for getting him up there, but it’ll be a trial run. Here goes nothing.

“Nishi, grab my hand!” she shouts.

He does so and she gives herself a steam boost, launching them into the air. As she goes up, she winds up and shoots steam along her arm, giving her the strength needed to throw Nishimura towards the monster. He forms his arm into a sword and skewers the beast’s head.

It falls and Kemuri dashes forward with another boost of steam. She grabs onto him and tugs him from the collapsing beast, their trajectory sending them straight towards a tree. His arm wraps around her, crushing her to his chest, and he forms his entire arm into a sword instead of just below the elbow like usual. He aims it forward and it plunges into the tree trunk, halting their advance and stopping their fall.

“Damn,” he whistles, a little out of breath as he winces. He eyes her, donning a tiny smirk. “When’d you start using your steam to throw things?”

“Honestly?” she says. “Just now. Didn’t even know if it would work…”

He laughs. “Badass.”

The trees shake as another roar rattles the forest. Nishimura sighs and Kemuri pats his shoulder in comfort.

“Let’s make this quick,” he says.

“Please,” she replies.

Chapter 100: A Tough First Day

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

They don’t make it by 12:30.

By the time they do find the camp, the sun has moved across the sky and if Kemuri were to guess, she’d say it’s closer to six o’clock.

Kemuri leans heavily on Nishimura, her head pounding, legs heavy, mouth dry. She had to stop using her quirk at one point out of fear of passing out, so she helped Hagakure distract the monsters instead. Her bare feet ache with scuffs and scrapes.

The rest of the class is no better after eight hours of fighting for their lives. Ice clings to Todoroki’s cheek. Bakugo holds his shaking arms, fingers twitching a little. Iida limps, one of his engines sputtering and coughing exhaust, and Uraraka and Aoyama both look nauseous, her with a hand on her mouth, him clutching his stomach. Koda’s mouth hangs open, voice gone. Mineta’s scalp bleeds. Ojiro holds his limp, bruised tail like it’s a wounded ally.

Everyone who doesn’t have direct quirk limits just looks exhausted and beaten.

Multiple people collapse to their knees once they’re in the clearing, unable to move forward. Kemuri and Nishimura are in that group. She’s too tired to even care that she’s using Nishimura’s shoulder like a pillow, or that he’s put his head on top of hers.

“You said it would only be, like, three hours,” Sero whines.

“I guess we timed it based on how long it’d take us,” Mandalay says. “Sorry!”

“Now you’re bragging about how much better you are?” Sato asks. “That’s so mean…”

“I’m starving,” Kirishima says. “This is hell!”

Pixie Bob lets out a giggle that sounds like a repeated string of cat noises. “I thought it would take you kids even longer!” she admits. “You did much better against my dirt monsters than I thought you would. You guys were seriously great. Especially…” She points her claw out at Bakugo, Todoroki, Midoriya, and Iida. “The four of you! Seems like you’ve had a quite a bit of experience!” She licks her lips and the four boys take a step back, eyes wide. She lunges towards them. “I call dibs on these kittens! I’ll groom them myself!”

The rest of the class stares helplessly as Pixie Bob darts around the boys, purring and cooing at them while Bakugo lets out a string of curses and the other three hide their faces.

“Mandalay,” Aizawa says. “Has she always been like this?”

“It’s gotten worse lately,” Mandalay says. “She’s at the age to take a mate.”

“So she goes after them?” Kemuri squeaks. Nishimura grimaces so hard she can feel it against the top of her head.

“U-Uh, speaking of people’s age—” Midoriya starts.

Yet again, Pixie Bob puts her entire glove over his face as her expression darkens. “Choose your words carefully, boy,” she growls.

“I’ve just been wondering since we got here earlier,” Midoriya squeaks, muffled. “Who’s that kid? What is he doing here?”

Everyone looks at the tiny, grumpy boy standing next to Mandalay. He glares at everyone, just the same as when he first got out of the car.

“Oh, this little guy?” Mandalay asks. “He’s my nephew. He just lives with us now. Don’t be shy, Kota. Say hi to everyone! You’re gonna be around them for the next week.”

The kid, Kota, doesn’t say a word. No one moves except for Midoriya, who walks across the clearing to him.

“Hey there,” he says with a smile. “My name’s Midoriya. I’m from the U.A high school hero course. It’s nice to meet you!”

He extends his hand to the boy, the boy backs up, and he delivers a hard punch right to Midoriya’s crotch. Every girl gasps and every guy winces as if they were the ones who got hit. Midoriya turns white as his hands fly down to cover the spot, a wheezing breath leaving him as Kota storms away.

Iida zooms forward and catches Midoriya right as he crumples. “What a low blow!” Iida exclaims. “You fiend of a child! A punch to the scrotum is unforgivable!”

Kemuri would laugh if it weren’t for the kid turning around, venom in his eyes as he bares his teeth. “The last thing I want is to hang with some wannabe heroes,” he spits.

“Wannabe?!” Iida gasps. “How old are you, kid?!”

Bakugo actually smiles. “That brat’s got spunk,” he says.

“He’s like a mini version of you,” Todoroki adds.

“What are you talking about?!” Bakugo roars as he turns on Todoroki, who just stares at him. “You can just shut your mouth before I blast you all the way to hell!”

Todoroki blinks. “Yeah, sure.”

“Enough playing around,” Aizawa says. “Get your stuff off the bus. Once your bags are in your rooms, we’ll have dinner in the cafeteria. After that, you can bathe and sleep. Tomorrow, your training starts in earnest. You better get a move on.”

Everyone releases a heavy groan.

“We have to unpack too?” Kemuri mumbles.

Nishimura helps her back to her feet. “Just...try not to think about it…”

“Hey, Nishimura.” Kemuri immediately recognizes Shoji’s voice and when she looks up, she finds her friend approaching. “I can help her, if you want to rest.”

Nishimura arches an eyebrow. “Aren’t you tired too, man?”

Shoji shrugs. “I mostly did surveillance. I’m fine.”

Kemuri pats Nishimura’s back. “Thanks, Nishi, but I’m good. Just need water…and food…and sleep…”

“Mood,” Nishimura replies. He steps away from her and she squeezes her eyes shut against the vertigo. She hardly sways before Shoji’s arms are pressed to hers. “See ya later, then.”

The class drags themselves to the bus.

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The food tastes like heaven. Despite still being dirty and sweaty, no one cares as they dig into the buffet set before them. Pork cutlet, rice, strips of beef, salad, gyoza, noodles, even homemade takoyaki. Kemuri nearly cries at the sight of it all before hurrying to find a spot with her friends.

The mood picks up once everyone’s eating and despite most people shoving food into their face, conversation continues.

“So, you girls got stuck in a tiny little bunker, didn’t you?” Sero asks.

Jiro arches an eyebrow. “Why? Is the guy’s room really big?”

“Oh, yeah?” Mina asks, turning around in her seat to grin at Sero. “So, could I come and check it out later or what?”

“Sure, whenever you want!” He seems way too pleased at the idea.

Across from Kemuri, Kaminari and Kirishima are shoving rice into their mouths like they’ll never taste food again. Kaminari stops mid-bite and looks up, eyes wide.

“I smell beef,” he says.

“Hey, wait, you’ve got meat over there?” Kirishima asks.

“Uh, yeah?” Pixie Bob says as she loops back to them, setting another tray of beef in front of them. “Geez, it’s like you guys haven’t eaten in a week or something.” She smiles a little. “Anyway, this is the only day we’ll be doing this for you kids, so enjoy it.”

“THANK YOU!” everyone shouts.

Kemuri just leans her head on her hand, eating as much as she can without choking or being too messy. All she really wants now is a nice, hot bath and sleep.

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Kemuri is a lot slower when finding everything she needs. Most people don’t realize this about her, as she usually navigates around pretty easily. She does, but at school and home, she makes a habit of putting her belongings in the same place every day. Her uniform gets steamed and hung on the hook next to her door. Her t-shirts are always on the top, left-hand shelf of her closet and her jeans are right beneath it. Her stick is either by the front door or tucked next to her backpack and her reading glasses are in their case, on her bedside table or in the side backpack pocket. At school, it’s the same way with her supplies.

She’s very organized, in that way.

However, overnight trips are not something she’s accustomed to, and so her suitcase is a maze to her despite being the one who packed it. By the time she’s found her brush, shampoo and conditioner (both made specially for people with blonde to silver hair), the other girls have run on ahead to the baths. She gathers her things and heads out the door, fighting back a yawn and ultimately losing the war. She smacks her lips a few times and blinks, trying to ignore her utter exhaustion. Which way were the baths again?

She wanders down the hall, out of the dorms, and by some miracle finds a sign directing her to the springs. She tries to pick up the pace, she really does, but she’s barefoot thanks to her slip-on shoes being abandoned somewhere in the Beast’s Forest and would rather not risk tripping or stepping on particularly sharp rocks.

She finds the bathhouse and goes inside, turning into the nearest entrance after seeing a sign pointing her in that direction. In the change room, she puts her stuff down, strips, tucks her clothes and hairpin into a locker, and ties up her hair. She almost debates just leaving the towel behind, because what’s the point? It’s just the girls out there and they’re all gonna see her anyway. She’s basically moving on autopilot, observing just enough of the world to get her to where she needs to be.

She needs that hot water now.

She decides at the last minute that she still wants the towel and hastily wraps it around herself before she moves down the hall, already able to hear faint laughter from the doors. Another yawn stretches her face. Maybe she’ll have a quick soak and leave earlier so she can get some more sleep. She’s going to need it.

She opens the door into the outside springs and immediately, she hears conversation stop. She opens her eyes wider and looks around.

The first thing she notices is Iida.

The second thing she realizes is that this is not the girl’s side of the springs.

The third thing she thinks is, “Thank god, I didn’t just go out in the nude.”

“Kemuri?” Ojiro asks.

She turns completely red and whirls around, gripping her towel tighter. “I’m so sorry!” she stammers. “I got turned around and I didn’t even notice—”

“Hey, that’s okay!” Oh, dear god, that’s Mineta talking. She feels her entire body shudder. “Maybe you can just stick around—”

His voice cuts off with a sharp yelp of pain. “She will do no such thing!” Iida snaps.

She doesn’t dare turn around, even as footsteps come towards her. Her face gets redder. If she was sleepy before, she isn’t anymore. She feels a single fingertip touch her shoulder and she dares to look over, just able to see Iida.

“I…will escort you to the other change room,” he says, his cheeks also pink.

“I’m sorry…” she repeats, again looking away from him.

“It’s alright. I suppose these things happen.” She hears him inhale sharply and his footsteps move to the side. “Mineta! Stop staring this instant!”

“Aw, party pooper.”

Iida sighs, exasperated. “Kemuri—”

“I’m going,” she squeaks.

She moves into the hallway and turns back the way she came, hyper-aware of Iida’s presence behind her. Is he mad? It was an accident, she didn’t mean to disrupt them or anything. As if she’d do this on purpose...

She hears Iida grunt and she startles. “Tenya?”

“It’s fine, it’s fine,” he insists. “I’m just, ah…finding my way through.”

She looks over her shoulder, assuming that he tripped or hit something because his glasses aren’t on, but no. His eyes are closed tight, face scrunched up with effort.

“Are you…walking around with your eyes closed?” she asks.

He stops. He swallows. “Uh…yes, but only to spare your dignity.”

“I…”

“As you are only wearing a towel and I fear you will think me perverted if I do look at you in your…current state. I do not want to come off that way.”

She blinks a few times and tightens the towel closer to her body. Funny, her dress at I-Island covered about the same amount of skin that this towel does, and yet the towel makes him act like this. Must be because of the situation.

“How are you going to lead me out of here…if your eyes are closed?” she asks, hesitant.

“I don’t know.”

“That leaves us both blind.”

“I am realizing that now.”

She bites her lip, almost smiling. “You can look. I’m…I’m c-covered.”

“I appreciate that, but I don’t think that would be very polite of me.”

She lets out a tiny sigh. She really can’t be mad at him for chivalry, can she? “Okay, ah…I’ll use my quirk then.”

“Oh! Good idea,” he says. “I suppose I will stay with you then, just to point you in the right direction.”

“Thank you, but…really, if I use my quirk, I can get out fine.”

“I trust that, but I would feel better if I confirmed that you had gone to the right place.”

Alright, so there’s no stopping him. She steps closer and reaches out, just touching his hand. “I’ll…ah, just lead you through then.”

“Ah, yes. Of course.”

She releases a steady stream of fog. She’s used it plenty today, why not use it some more? In a few seconds, the entire change room is shrouded in grey and Kemuri can sense every corner, bench, and locker. She realizes that, in her haste to get to the spring, she completely missed the urinals that would have tipped her off sooner.

She starts walking, dragging Iida behind her. His eyes are still closed. She goes to her locker, retrieves her things, and moves to the door. Once they’re outside, Iida opens his eyes for just long enough to look around.

He nods. “The entrance to the girl’s side is just over there. You see that door?” he asks, pointing ahead.

She follows his finger and sure enough, there’s the other door. It’s tucked away and, at first glance, the wall around it blends in with the rest of it. No wonder she missed it when she first came in.

“Oh, yeah,” she says. She bows to him. “Thank you, really, and please apologize to everyone else for me…”

“Of course! Enjoy your soak!” he says. He does a very abrupt about-face and goes back inside, the door swinging shut behind him.

She stares, shakes her head, and hurries to join the other girls.

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She takes a few minutes in the change room to calm herself down before she goes into the bathing area, where she’s immediately greeted by Mina confidently sitting on one of the rocky outcroppings, toes dipped in the water. Kemuri averts her eyes, although she’s already seen everything she has to offer.

“What took you so long?” Hagakure’s body-shaped gap in the water moves closer to Kemuri as she sinks into the water. “Did you get lost?”

Kemuri flushes a little. “Yeah…sorry. Got turned around.”

“Well, you just missed Mineta trying to scale the wall,” Uraraka says, arms crossed over her chest. “Kota stopped him.”

Kemuri looks up at the wall. “Kota’s up there?!”

“He’s just there to protect us,” Yaoyorozu says. “He’s a good boy.”

“Although he did see me,” Mina adds. She shrugs, stretching her arms to the sky. “Officially the first boy to see me naked.”

“Ew, Mina,” Hagakure giggles.

Kemuri sighs and sinks into the water, letting her eyes close. There’s been too much excitement for one day, she thinks, and the training camp has barely begun. She really hopes that none of the guys act weird around her after that incident.

Notes:

100 chapters?? I would be lying if I said I thought this story would end up this long. Is there an end in sight? Yes, but not for a long time still. To those of you who are still around, thank you so much! I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Also, I have to give credit to zylly for Mina's little joke at the end. She wrote that in her Next Gen fic and it was too funny to ignore!

Chapter 101: Hero Course vs Curry

Summary:

After a long, hard day of training, the Hero Course comes together to make "the best-goddamned curry" they've ever had, courtesy of Chef Nishimura.

Chapter Text

Kemuri was not ready to be woken up at five in the morning, much less to Mandalay cheerily telling them that they had to get ready for a long day of training. On a regular day, Kemuri gets up at around six a.m to do her morning workout anyway, but after yesterday’s ordeal, she feels like she needs that extra hour to be a functioning human being.

Even so, she’s one of the first girls to drag herself out of bed and the first one to get changed into her gym uniform. Uraraka and Tsuyu are last, with Tsuyu looking like she’s sleepwalking the entire time she’s getting changed.

The girls head outside into the crisp morning air. Everything is still cool from the night and it smells like dew. Birds chirp as the sun starts to rise. Kemuri would take a second to enjoy it if it weren’t for the circumstances.

Kemuri and Hagakure move through the group and find their regular spots between Shoji and Ojiro. Both boys nod at them while they just manage tiny waves back.

“Good morning, class,” Aizawa says. “Today, we begin the training camp that will increase your strength. Our goal is to increase your skills exponentially so that each of you earns a provisional license. This will allow you to face the dangers that continue to fester in the darkness.”

“He is certainly a man of words,” Tokoyami murmurs, nodding his approval. Shoji eyes him and smirks a little.

“Proceed carefully,” Aizawa warns. “Look alive, Bakugo.” Everyone looks as Aizawa tosses Bakugo a ball, just like the one they used on the first day of school. “Try throwing that for me.”

“Yeah, sure,” Bakugo says. “Like in the fitness test.”

“That’s right,” Aizawa says. “When you first started school, your record was 705.2 metres. Let’s see if you’ve improved.”

“He remembers?” Kemuri whispers, making Hagakure mumble something to herself.

“Oh, I get it! You’re checking our progress!” Mina says as Bakugo moves away from the group to a more spacious area.

“A lot’s happened to us these past few months,” Sero agrees. “Maybe he can throw it a whole mile now!”

“Come on! Get it, Bakugo!” Kirishima hollers.

Bakugo winds his arm a few times, then grins. “I’ve got this. No one blink.” He rears back and swings. “GO TO HELL!”

With a mighty explosion, the ball goes soaring into the sky. Everyone watches it sail away, then their gaze switches to Aizawa as he checks his phone. Bakugo keeps his eyes closed, a proud smirk on his face.

“That was 709.6 metres,” Aizawa reports. Bakugo’s eyes snap open.

“That’s it?” Sero asks. “Kinda disappointing…”

Bakugo grits his teeth, but he doesn’t speak out against his statement. Aizawa puts the phone away and looks at the rest of them.

“You’ve had a single semester at U.A,” he says, “and due to your various experiences, all of you have definitely improved. But, those improvements have mostly been limited to mental prowess and technical skill, with a slight increase in stamina thrown in along the way.”

Kemuri rubs her arm, worrying her lip between her teeth. She wanted to believe that her quirk had gotten stronger, but Aizawa’s words are more accurate. She’s learned how to better use her quirk, but hasn’t made the talent itself stronger.

“As you can see, your quirks themselves have not improved much on a fundamental level,” Aizawa continues. “That’s why we are now going to focus on improving your powers.” That creepy, toothy grin spreads across his face and Kemuri can practically feel her classmates deflating. “This will be so hard you’ll feel like you’re dying. Let’s hope you all survive.”

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Everyone gets split up and given an exercise to do. Shoji and Hagakure are paired off, Ojiro goes with Kirishima, and Tokoyami is sent off to a very dark cave.

“Midoriya, Nishimura, Shimakage,” Aizawa says. The three of them straighten up. “He’s going to explain your exercise.”

He points his pen off to the side, making the three of them look over at a very buff man in a brown Pussycats uniform. His tail sways as he glares at them, face turned into a smirk, and Kemuri swallows.

“Is that…Tiger?” Midoriya squeaks.

“I don’t like that look,” Nishimura says.

“Move it,” Aizawa says.

Midoriya moves first and the other two trail after. Tiger watches their approach, emanating pure manliness despite wearing a skirt and cat paw gloves.

“Superpower, Weapon Limb, and Smoke Screen, huh?” he says as they approach, eyes falling on each of them as he says their quirk. “Get ready to break yourselves, kittens.”

Kemuri has never heard the word “kittens” spoken so darkly, nor has it caused such fear to swell up inside her chest.

“You!” Tiger says, aiming a claw at Nishimura. “Durability and diversity is your duty! Keep switching every limb into different weapons, any weapon you can think of, and go to town on that rock wall.”

“Uh…yes, sir,” Nishimura says.

“MOVE IT! I WANT TO SEE YOU SWEATING WITH YOUR BRAIN AND BODY!”

“SIR, YES, SIR!”

Nishimura darts off to the rocky mountain face and morphs his arms, one turning into a scythe while the other forms some kind of broadsword. He starts slashing and Tiger, still watching him, growls.

“LEGS TOO!” he shouts.

“How am I supposed to stand?!” Nishimura retorts.

“FIGURE IT OUT!”

Nishimura groans as he starts slashing, turning his legs and feet into something Kemuri can’t figure out. Satisfied, Tiger turns back to her and Midoriya. Midoriya gulps. Kemuri squeaks.

“I’ve got something special for you, girl,” Tiger says.

He reaches behind his back and somehow produces the wonkiest looking hat Kemuri has ever seen. It looks like a hard hat, but it has two cups strapped to the sides with long straws coming out of them. The straws convene together into a single mouthpiece, right near a chinstrap.

Before Kemuri can ask what it is, Tiger puts it on her head. She startles as she reaches up to fix the hat, doing up the chinstrap so that it stays on. Tiger keeps staring down at her.

“You’re going to continuously release your fog, then switch to smoke or steam and back to fog. Increase the force at which you expel them, and whatever you do, you are not allowed to stop. Use steam and fog at the same time on different hands if you can. The entire time you’re doing that…” He reaches forward and presses one paw pad to the hat. “You’re going to be drinking water.”

“What…what if I run out?” she asks.

“Then holler and someone will come and give you a refill, but you can’t stop even then. This will strengthen your endurance, will help you switch between temperatures faster, and will increase your scale of coverage. We don’t want another Sports Festival incident.”

She just about feels her soul leave her body. “Y-You know about that?”

He grins, wicked. “We all do,” he says. “Now, move it!”

“Y-Yes, sir, Mr. Tiger, sir!” she squeaks.

She darts away to her designated section of the clearing, leaving Midoriya to his fate. She puts the straw to her lips and sucks, bringing water into her mouth, and she pulls her hand away from it. Good, she can just hold it in her mouth, no hands required.

She swallows hard, clenches her fists, and releases a wave of fog. She keeps drinking, keeps switching types, keeps adjusting the temperature. She closes her eyes to help her focus, eyebrows furrowed. Smoke, fog, steam, smoke, fog, steam, fog, steam, smoke. Steam on one hand, fog from her leg, smoke from her arm.

Ah, now she understands why he said this was about brain and body. She has to actively think about what she’s doing, but if she keeps doing it, it’ll become second nature.

She really hopes this is all worth it.

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They go all day. At one point, Kemuri senses class 1-B joining them, although she can’t see them. They join in and start working on their own quirks. Tiger came by to check on her progress multiple times, along with Mandalay, Pixie Bob, and their fourth member, Ragdoll.

They got her to work more on manipulating the fog around her, making them into tendrils like how she did with Nishimura and Ojiro a while back. It takes even more effort, but this is what she’s here for. She’s improving, and watching tendrils of fog and smoke sneak around the training grounds is almost entertaining.

By the time the sun is starting to set again, turning the sky orange, Kemuri is exhausted. She isn’t dehydrated by any stretch, but she’s still got a headache and she feels tense. Even releasing steam doesn’t help her the way it used to, as she’s done it so much today. She feels like a sponge, placed beneath a running faucet, continuously wrung out only to get soaked again.

Then, they get changed, clean up, and head back to the outdoor eating area to be greeted with a table full of ingredients and not a meal.

“Now, remember what I said?” Pixie Bob asks. “We’re not serving your food anymore!”

“If you guys want to eat, you’ll have to make your own meals!” Ragdoll adds. “Starting with curry!”

The entire hero course slumps. “Yes, ma’am,” they say.

Ragdoll lets out a peal of laughter. “Oh, man, do you guys look exhausted! But that doesn’t mean you can coast by making sloppy cat food!”

“I see,” Iida says. “An important part of saving someone recovering from a disaster is providing for their physical needs as well as spiritual.” He clenches his fist. “This is a great opportunity!” He turns to the class and says, chipper as ever, “Let’s make the most delicious curry in the world, everyone!”

“Yeah, okay,” comes the less enthusiastic reply.

Nishimura moves to the front of the group and holds one hand straight up. “Before anyone moves,” he shouts. “How many of you have experience cooking or making anything that doesn’t turn out awful or burnt?”

A few people look at each other, mostly from class B. Tsuyu and Sato raise their hands. Bakugo does too. A few others put theirs up about halfway.

“Alright, so almost none of you,” Nishimura says. He places his hands on his hips and his eyes narrow. “Now, listen up. I am exhausted. Everyone is exhausted. But that means that we need good, healthy food that is going to make us feel better, so so help me if any of you fuck up this curry, I will end you.”

“Holy shit, what is this guy on?” Kemuri glances over her shoulder to see a guy from class B, the one who wears a headband, whispering to one of his classmates.

“I don’t know, Awase, but I think he knows what he’s doing,” replies the other, a rather cute boy with shaggy brown hair and a blank expression.

“So!” Nishimura claps his hands together. “We’re going to have teams! Some of you will be chopping vegetables, others will man the stoves, and others will be peeling. We need dish prep as well. I will act as chef and check on everyone. Leave seasonings to me, please.”

“Isn’t this a bit much?” Yet again, it’s someone from class B.

“You’re joking, right?” someone else chimes in.

“This is about food. There is no time to joke,” Nishimura retorts.

“Ha!” Monoma scoffs. “So, first 1-A thinks they’re better heroes than us, and now they’re better cooks? Unbelievable!”

“I think Nishimura is just a good cook, Monoma,” Kendo says. Monoma scoffs again and crosses his arms over his chest.

Iida raises his hand. “I think we have an asset in Nishimura’s expertise and listening to him will wield the best results!” he says.

“Thanks, Iida," Nishimura says.

Kemuri watches in slight awe as Nishimura divides everyone up into groups, sending people off to their stations with ease. He’s almost like a drill sergeant, walking around and shouting at top volume for people to move, move, move. Tiger would be proud.

“God, just shut the hell up!” Bakugo shouts, making Nishimura stop in his tracks and lock eyes with him. “This isn’t a fucking cooking competition.”

Everyone watches. Nishimura moves forward, right into Bakugo’s face, and his height definitely gives him an advantage. No one moves.

Nishimura reaches out and grabs the back of Bakugo’s head, fingers knotting in his hair, and Kemuri hears a few of her classmates audibly gasp. Kirishima drops his knife, eyes wide as he takes a single step towards them. Bakugo’s eyes widen as he bares his teeth.

“What the fuck—” he starts, struggling against his grip.

Nishimura’s glare is sharp enough to rival Bakugo’s, sending shivers down everyone’s spines. “Bakugo, for once in your life,” he utters, “shut your mouth. Unless…you don’t want the best goddamn curry that you’ve ever tasted.”

Bakugo stops. He glares, fumes even, but doesn’t say a word. Nishimura’s fingers tighten and tug his head up, forcing them to lock eyes.

"Sexual tension—" Hagakure starts, only for Ojiro to elbow her in the side. Kemuri almost snorts into her hand, but stifles it.

“Do you want that curry?” Nishimura asks.

Bakugo's lips purse, eyes still narrowed. “Yeah.”

“I SAID DO YOU WANT THAT CURRY?!”

“FUCK YEAH, I WANT THAT CURRY, YOU GODDAMNED GINGER!”

“THEN LET’S MAKE THIS FUCKING CURRY!”

Nishimura releases him as they both let out sustained yells into each other’s faces. Tetsutetsu and Kirishima cheer, fists pumping in the air, while the rest of class B just looks utterly terrified before Nishimura turns around and they startle back into their jobs.

“Note to self,” Hagakure whispers. “Don’t mess with Chef Nishimura.”

“He becomes a monster when he cooks,” Ojiro mumbles.

They keep working. Todoroki helps light the fires and Bakugo explodes one of the firepits in an attempt to show him up. For the most part, people stick to their own classes, although Yo (and by extension, Ino) does make a point of spending time with Mineta at his station.

Nishimura falls into his chef role easily, walking around and tasting everyone’s attempt at curry before he deems it worthy of being eaten. Orders come out left and right.

“More salt! Not enough salt! What, did you use water instead of curry powder? This is bland as sin! I want this to be so flavourful it brings tears to my eyes!”

“Holy…shit…” Awase repeats.

“Just let him be,” Kaibara says.

“And this—” Nishimura stops as he tastes another dish, eyes widening. He slowly looks down at the student standing by the bowl, a tall boy who looks a little like a Praying Mantis. “This…this is amazing, holy cow.”

“Thanks,” the boy mutters.

“You…” Nishimura wags his finger and smirks a little. “I like you. Kamakiri, was it?”

He nods. “We were both training our blades today.”

“Oh, shit, seriously? That’s awesome!”

Kamakiri shrugs and reaches out to take the spoon back. He doesn’t seem necessarily impressed, his eyes narrowed a little, and Nishimura praises him again as he walks away. Kamakiri watches him go before he shakes his head and checks his curry. He takes a small taste, nodding in approval.

By the time the curry is done and served, everyone is very, very glad they listened to Nishimura’s advice. The curry tastes like heaven and Kemuri has to stop herself from moaning with every bite she takes. Hagakure is practically whimpering with glee.

“Yo! My compliments to the chef!” Tetsutetsu hollers from the 1-B side of the cafeteria.

“What?” Yo asks. “I didn’t cook this, did I?”

“He meant ‘yo’ as in the greeting,” Ino states. “Not your name, and no, you didn’t cook this. You measured water.”

“Ohhhh…” Yo says. She giggles. “Sorry! But you did good, chef guy!”

Nishimura offers the barest trace of a mumble, something like thanks, as he sits and nearly falls asleep in his bowl. At certain intervals, he nods off and snores a little only to jolt awake. Koda seems very worried for him while Aoyama keeps chuckling. At one point, Nishimura gives up and falls asleep on Sato’s shoulder. Sato keeps eating, unbothered at being a human pillow.

Monoma pouts as he eats. “Stupid curry. It’s not even that good. I could’ve made it the same way. It’s not that amazing.” He keeps muttering as he gets up to go get seconds, making Kendo smirk and roll her eyes.

“Woah, Momo, you’re totally scarfing it down!” Mina says.

“Yes,” Yaoyorozu says, setting her spoon down for the first time since she took a seat. “My quirk transforms lipids into brand new atoms to create inorganic materials. That means the more I eat, the more I can make.”

“Like how poop works,” Sero says as he goes to eat more.

Yaoyorozu seems to deflate with shame, hands covering her face. In an instant, Jiro clocks Sero across the jaw, just hard enough to make him feel it.

“Apologize!” she demands as Sero reels away from the hit.

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry!”

“Please refrain from punching your classmates!” Iida shouts.

Kemuri smiles to herself before taking another bite. At least their spirits haven't been dampened.

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Before bed, they have a campfire where they roast marshmallows and tell stories. It gets crowded with everyone trying to roast theirs at once, but the mood is pretty lighthearted considering how excruciating today was.

Kemuri sits back on one of the logs around the pit, her All Might sweater bunched around her, just watching the firelight dance around the edges of her classmates’ faces. They’re laughing, chatting, smiling widely. This is what they all wanted from camp, this little taste of outdoor fun. Some of the guys are finding sticks and pinecones to toss into the fire, grinning as they burn. Hagakure tosses something in too, darting back after as if she’ll get in trouble for doing it.

Kemuri loves seeing them like this, but she’s also exhausted and needs a little “her” time. She gets to her feet and goes to where Aizawa is sitting and supervising.

“Mr. Aizawa?” she asks. “Is it alright if I go for a walk? I just want some meditation time.”

He arches an eyebrow. “Alright, but don’t stay out too long.”

“Thank you, sir,” she says with a bow.

She turns and heads off into the trees, firelight flickering at her back. She wanders for a bit, letting a little tendril of fog surround her feet and feel out the roots and stones beneath her. She checks her shoulder every now and then, still able to see the firelight through the trees.

Just in case, she marks some of the trees she passes by wiggling a piece of bark out of place. If she senses it with her fog, she’ll be able to tell which way to go.

After a while, she hears it. Water. It’s such a faint noise, the quiet lapping of water on a shore, but she hears it. It calls to her. She jogs until she finds a small lake tucked in the middle of the trees, and she moves to the edge of the bank, staring out at the shore on the other side. It’s small, maybe only big enough to qualify as a pond, but it feels like a lake to her.

She sits down on the bank and takes a deep breath. There are so many stars out here, far away from the city, and she finds herself looking up. She remembers elementary school, when they taught her about constellations, and she searches the sky for the ones that have stuck since then.

She finds Hercules, tracing his outline with her finger. She remembered him because she liked the story that came with it. She smiles a little and takes another deep breath.

She doesn’t know how long she sits there by the quiet of that lake before she comes back to reality. She yawns, exhaustion seeping in again, and she gets up. She has to get back. She doesn’t want Aizawa to get mad at her.

She retraces her steps and finds the trail she made for herself, starting back towards the camp. It’s dark outside now, save for the pale light of the moon, but her eyesight really isn’t any worse off. She just releases more fog around her feet and senses along.

A light appears directly ahead of her and she stops, squinting. It’s swaying, getting a little bigger with every movement.

“Hello?” she calls.

“Kemuri!”

She relaxes. “Tenya!”

She picks up the pace and as she gets closer to the spot of light, Iida comes into view. He sighs, the faintest trace of a smile appearing before his eyebrows furrow.

“You were gone for a very long time,” he says. “Aizawa was starting to get worried. He has to teach the remedial course, you know, so I offered to look instead. Ragdoll said she could see you somewhere in this area.”

“Oh…” She twists the end of her braid. “I’m sorry, I just…I lost track of time.”

“Surely, wandering around in these dark woods isn’t all that fun,” he says.

She shrugs. “Not the walking. I…found a lake, just back that way.” She smiles a little as she turns and points back the way she came. “I like resting by the koi pond at my house, and water…I don’t know, it makes me feel better. Peaceful.”

“I see.” He nods sagely. “Anyway, it is far past curfew and you need your rest. Let’s go.” He turns, then stops and offers his arm. “Do you need a guide?”

She doesn’t, not really, as she’s got her fog, but she likes the idea of holding his arm. “Yes, please,” she says, looping her hand onto his elbow.

They head back, steps crunching, and Kemuri sighs happily. This really isn’t so bad.

Chapter 102: Drowning

Summary:

Did she at least make a difference?

Chapter Text

Day three starts bright and early and Kemuri finds herself back on the training grounds, hat strapped on, doing what she does best. Koda’s screaming again, Bakugo is plunging his hands into boiling water again, Sato and Yaoyorozu are scarfing down food again, everyone is at it…again.

Kemuri wonders what her quirk will look and feel like after four more days of this.

“Don’t lose focus,” Aizawa says, his voice carrying in such a large space. “Each of you can move faster, and no matter what you’re doing, just remember where you started from. Don’t forget who you were before U.A.”

Kemuri flicks her wrist, sending fog swirling around her as she starts releasing smoke from her other hand, forcing it out ahead of her. Before U.A? she thinks. She was nobody before U.A. She was invisible, a ghost of a girl just passing through the days, only moving forward because of her dream, her goals. She was unnoticed, unremarkable, and unexciting.

Has that changed? She can’t sense her friends near her, but she thinks of them and just the thought of them answers her question. She’s changed just by having them in her life, and her relationships with others have changed.

Her grandfather’s face flashes through her mind’s eye and she flinches, almost losing her hold on her stream of fog. She shakes her head and switches to steam.

“Always keep in mind why you’re sweating,” Aizawa continues, “why your limits keep getting tested, and what it means to improve.”

Kemuri allows her mind to wander into her thoughts, taking in his words. Why is she doing this? To get stronger? To be a better hero? Or is there something else within her? She glances around, just able to see Nishimura and Kamakiri still slicing and hacking at the mountainside. Nishimura’s goal is unconventional, becoming a hero to spite his family, but will he continue to grow? Will his heroic goals become more noble, less like he has something to prove?

Will hers?

She swallows hard, fingers clenching as she focuses harder. Fog on the right, smoke on the left. Her goal is fine, she tells herself. It’s gotten her this far. She’s going to be stronger and more successful than her mother and then, her grandfather will finally see her. He won’t be able to ignore that she is no longer a mistake and maybe, she will finally see pride in his eyes instead of hatred.

But, you want to save people too, she reminds herself. When did she realize that she truly wanted to help other people? Was it during the days of her childhood, sitting with her dad while he explained where people carry the most stress? Was it sooner than that, like it was bred into her DNA, or was it later?

She remembers the Sports Festival, how Midoriya smiled when Todoroki used his flames, how he broke himself just to save Todoroki from his own mind. That’s when she truly felt a change of heart, when she realized how badly she wanted to be someone strong and unmoving in the face of danger, someone who could save others.

When she caught that little boy, saved him from that fall, it just confirmed her ambition. She will do this for the rest of her life if she can.

She switches again, steam escaping her shoulders, smoke at her ankles, fog at her palms. Her skin tingles as she gulps down more water, heart pounding. She’ll keep improving. She’ll keep getting stronger. For herself, for her family, and for everyone who needs a hero out there.

“Don’t worry, kittens, tonight’s going to be fun!” Pixie Bob calls, perched on a stack of boxes. “We’re pitting classes against each other in a test of courage! I know you’ve been training hard today and later, you’ll get to play hard! How’s that for a reward?”

Kemuri bites her lip. Running around in the dark? A test of courage? She already knows she’s going to suck at this.

“Don’t slack now!” Pixie Bob says. “Make sure you keep on pushing yourself as you work!”

Forty-four voices shout out, “Yes, ma’am!”

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That night, Nishimura cools it on his chef attitude, although he still makes sure everyone is making decent food. He insists that he doesn’t want anyone to have to eat “sloppy cat food,” which serves to make Ragdoll giggle wildly.

Iida, however, does get a little too pumped up, as today they’re making beef stew and he refuses to let his favourite food be ruined.

“Kemuri!” he calls, making her look up from her pot. He jogs over to her, still holding a potato in one hand and a peeler in the other. “What did you do to make that amazing beef stew from before? You know, the one you brought to my family?”

Her eyes widen a little. “O-Oh, that? Nishi helped me make that…” she admits, rubbing the back of her neck.

Iida’s expression floods with shock. “I see…he truly is a culinary master. Thank you!” He whirls around and moves back to the cluster of 1-B boys peeling potatoes. “You guys, your hands aren’t moving! We’ll never make the best stew if you stop now!”

“At least he isn’t threatening to end us,” Shoji says.

Ojiro chuckles a little. “I almost miss Chef Nishimura.”

Hagakure giggles and there’s a clapping sound as her sleeves swing in and out. “It’s so fun getting to hang out with everyone!” she says. “And the test of courage tonight? Bring it on!”

Kemuri arches an eyebrow. “Aren’t…aren’t you really scared of the dark?”

“The last time we all watched a scary movie, you almost cried,” Ojiro adds, adding on a tiny, sheepish laugh.

Hagakure lets out a long whine. “Well, yeahhh, but I’m still excited!”

Tokoyami, lingering near them, keeps his arms crossed over his chest, eyes closed. He’s been oddly silent ever since training started, aside from muttering under his breath every now and then. Kemuri tried to ask him if he was okay earlier, but he shrugged it off. Training must be taking a toll on him.

“I’m sure it’ll be great,” Shoji says. He turns to Tokoyami. “Are you prepared?”

“Revelry in the dark,” Tokoyami answers. No one questions him.

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After supper, the Pussycats and Aizawa lead the hero students to a clearing far from the main camp. It’s the same clearing where they had their fire the other night. Kemuri takes a sip from her water bottle as she waits for someone to start directing them.

“Perfect,” Pixie Bob purrs. “We’ve filled our bellies and cleaned the dishes! It’s time for…”

“A totally awesome test of courage!” Mina squeals, jumping up and down.

“We’re gonna win!” Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, and Sato all cheer.

“Not so fast,” Aizawa says, making the joy fall from their faces. “It pains me to say it, but the remedial class will be having lessons with me tonight, instead.”

Mina’s eyes almost bulge out of her head from pure indignation. “YOU’VE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!”

“Sorry,” Aizawa says as his capture weapon ensares all five of them. “Your training during the day didn’t impress me, so I’ll be using this time too.”

“Aw, gimme a break!” Sero wails.

“I just wanted to prove my courage!” Kaminari and Kirishima sob.

“Nishi, Koda, Aoyama, be brave for me!” Sato cries as they’re dragged away.

Nishimura clenches his fist. “We will! For you, Sugarman!” he cries. Koda nods while Aoyama gives them a shaky thumbs up.

As they walk away, Pixie Bob clears her throat and gathers everyone’s attention.

“Okay, so class B is going to start out as our scarers!” she says. “Once they’re in place, class A will leave in pairs every three minutes! There are tags with your names on them at the far end of the route. Your goal is to collect those!”

“Revelry in the dark,” Tokoyami says. Kemuri glances sideways at him, then slowly looks away.

“Now, those who are scarers aren’t allowed to make physical contact!” Pixie Bob continues. “Use your quirks to terrify the others, got it?”

“The winners are the most creative students who make the most students piss their pants!” Tiger roars.

“Ew,” Kemuri and Hagakure say at once. Hagakure giggles and adds, “Jinx.”

“Did we need that visual?” Jiro asks.

“I see…” Iida says. “They’re encouraging us to stoke our imaginations as we compete with each other, all while showing us more uses for our quirks in the process!” He seems to get a little choked up as he proclaims, “As expected of U.A!”

“Alright, everyone draw to see who your partner will be!” Pixie Bob shouts while Ragdoll leads class B off into the woods.

Everyone surges forward to snatch a piece of paper, all numbered from one to nine. Kemuri grabs number five, immediately looking around at everyone else as she goes back to her friends.

“Any of you get number five?” she asks.

Shoji and Tokoyami shake their heads, both holding up the number one. Hagakure has number three. Ojiro has number seven.

“Sorry, Kemuri,” Hagakure says.

“That’s okay, I’ll…uh, keep looking.”

She searches the rest of her classmates. Todoroki and Bakugo are together, Jiro rushes over to Hagakure, Yaoyorozu and Aoyama are a team, and Uraraka and Tsuyu seem pleased with getting each other. She frowns.

“Yo, Shimakage!” She turns around to see Nishimura, holding up a paper with the number five on it. He smirks. “Partners again. Looks like it’s fate, at this point.”

She laughs, soft and breathy. “Yeah, ah...agreed!”

“I’m not worried now. I already know we kick ass together, huh?”

He reaches his hand out and she startles, going to fist bump him back but missing. Nishimura starts laughing as she tries again, face burning. He directs his knuckles onto hers. Alright, this will be fun, she tells herself. She’ll be fine.

“I’m all alone?!” Midoriya squeaks, quivering in his giant red sneakers. He starts counting under his breath again, white in the face. Kemuri glances around and, sure enough, there’s no one left to partner with him.

“We were randomly assigned,” Ojiro says. “It’s not that nobody chose you or anything—”

Ojiro stops talking, fear flooding his face as Bakugo’s hand grips his shoulder. “Listen up, tail,” he growls. He jabs his thumb at the straight-faced Todoroki behind him. “Trade with me!”

“Aoyama…” Mineta drones, almost a howl as he stumbles towards the blond. Aoyama shakes his head vigorously as he stands in front of Yaoyorozu. “Please switch partners with me. I deserve to be with her!”

“Non!” Aoyama insists, knees shaking. Yaoyorozu keeps her hand over her mouth.

“Revelry in the dark,” Tokoyami repeats. Shoji arches an eyebrow at him.

Pixie Bob calls for team number one, sending Shoji and Tokoyami into the forest. Hagakure hollers encouragements to them while Kemuri just waves and wishes them luck.

Three minutes pass, then Todoroki and Bakugo head off. Jiro and Hagakure follow soon after, then Yaoyorozu and Aoyama.

When twelve minutes rolls around, it’s Kemuri and Nishimura’s turn. Pixie Bob sends them into the woods, giggling in that sardonic way of hers, and Kemuri gulps. The forest is really dark again, although it’s another clear night so at least they have the moon.

“You nervous?” Nishimura asks.

“A little,” she admits. “Mostly…mostly because I can hardly see anything right now.”

He frowns. “Oh, do you need to hold my arm? I can guide you.” After a second, he adds, “I promise I won’t turn it into a sword or anything.”

She exhales. “That’d be nice, thank you.”

She grabs his arm and they keep moving. Kemuri can hear long, high-pitched screams far off, leading her to believe that Jiro and Hagakure are getting pretty spooked. Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut and takes a few deep breaths. This is fine! She’s brave!

“Hey, you wanna see something I’ve been working on?” Nishimura asks.

She opens her eyes as he moves his arm to stick straight out in front of him. He furrows his brow and in a second, his arm shifts into a long, curved blade.

Her eyes widen. “A scythe?”

“Tiger said I rely too much on katanas and…basic swords,” he admits. His arm shifts back to normal. “So I’ve been trying other bladed weapons, but it’s kinda difficult. I have to know what it looks like before I make it.”

“Can you only make swords then? Your quirk is Weapon Limb, not…not just sword limb.”

He shrugs. “I think I can make other things, but a sword is pretty easy. Any other weapon takes so much effort, but a sword?” He raises one finger, it shifts into a tiny knife, then back to normal. “Easy as breathing.”

“I guess this is just one of those…improvement things.”

He smiles a little. “Yeah, I’m ready for it. Training still sucks ass, though.”

She giggles. “I’ve had so much water these past two days, I feel like I’ll never need to drink again.” She lifts her water bottle. “Still brought this, just in case.”

“You can never be too careful.”

A twig snaps to their right and both of them jump, Nishimura letting out a tiny shriek as Kemuri yelps. Her hand tightens on his arm and he aims a sword at the trees, breathing fast. A squirrel scampers out of the bushes, across the path, and back into the woods.

Kemuri laughs nervously. “That…that was so scary,” she mumbles.

“I wasn’t scared at all,” Nishimura retorts, teasing in his voice as his arm returns to normal. “Let’s keep moving.”

They walk a bit more. Surprisingly, no one from 1-B has jumped out at them yet, unless someone set the squirrel on them. Kemuri almost forgets this is a test of courage, almost like she’s just having a nice walk.

Then, she smells something burning.

“Hey…” she says as she slows to a stop. “Do you smell that?”

He sniffs a few times. “Like…fire? Maybe Todoroki and Bakugo got scared and set their quirk off.”

“Maybe, I—” She eyes the path ahead as a faint pink mist starts to creep through the trees. “Nishi…”

“I see it too,” he says. He backs up. “I don’t trust it. Let’s go back.”

They turn around but immediately stop. The trees behind them are lit up with blue sparks, choked with black smoke. Kemuri’s grip tightens again.

“What’s going on?” she asks.

“I don’t know,” he replies, teeth gritted. He looks around. “Let’s go off the path.”

“You sure about that?”

“I’ll make sure you don’t trip. We’ll find a way around the fire, okay? Maybe we can find some of B and see if this is one of their quirks at work.”

She nods. “Alright.”

They move off the path, crunching through the underbrush. Sticks scrape at Kemuri’s bare legs and the smell of burning just gets worse, but the pink mist doesn’t follow them. At least that’s good.

“Okay, I think I can see a way through,” he says. “You good?”

“Fine,” she says. She’s a little nervous that the test has gone awry, but maybe this is just part of it.

“Everyone!” Mandalay’s telepath echoes in her head. Both of them stop walking. “Two villains attacked us. It’s possible there are more coming. Everyone return to camp immediately! We’re regrouping. Do not engage any enemies.”

“Villains?” Kemuri repeats.

“Damn it, if only her telepath worked both ways,” Nishimura says, reaching up and tapping his ear with the heel of his hand, and he turns around. “We have to go back. It isn’t safe.”

“But there’s gas on one side, fire on the other,” she says as she follows his movements. “We’re boxed in.”

Another twig snaps ahead them and they both freeze, dead silent. Nishimura slowly raises his hand and Kemuri steps closer to him, their shoulders brushing.

“Please, be another squirrel,” she whispers.

He doesn’t speak, his throat clenching a little. In the distance, she hears a long roar of pain followed by an unearthly shriek. Kemuri’s heart stutters in its beating. She knows both those voices.

“That…that’s Tokoyami,” she says. She looks up at her companion. “Nishi, Tokoyami’s in trouble, and…” Her heart pounds even faster. “And he’s with Shoji! What if they’re both—”

“Kemuri, calm down.”

“No!” she retorts. “There are villains here, and…and my friends are in trouble. That other screech is Dark Shadow, and in darkness…Dark Shadow is harder to control.”

Another scream echoes in the distance and Kemuri’s heart refuses to rest. Tokoyami, Shoji…oh, god, this can’t be happening.

A shadow moves in the trees. Another stick crunches, then another. Both of them freeze in their tracks.

“Oh, hello…” a rather high-toned voice greets them. “Are you kids lost?”

Kemuri sees a man move from the trees. He’s tall, pale, and wiry. He would blend in well with the slender trees around him if it weren’t for his turquoise blue hair, shaved at the sides and styled into a faux-hawk on top. He wears a white half-mask that leaves only his mouth exposed, two black dots allowing him to see, and he wears a long black coat over a blue shirt and jeans.

Nishimura’s arm forms a sword. “Who are you?”

“Mm…not important,” the man mumbles. “But, if you must know, I’m Leech.” He grins and steps closer, making the two of them step back. He tilts his head. “Oh, but…I know you…” He aims a lazy finger at Kemuri. “You’re Kemuri Shimakage, the granddaughter of Keiji Shimakage. You’re one of the ones I’m allowed to get rid of.”

Kemuri’s stomach lurches and Nishimura tugs her further behind him. “I won't let you touch her, villain,” he growls.

“Mhm, yes. Hello, little Nishimura. I was told you were going through a hero phase, that you might be difficult,” the man says. He lifts his hands, braced with metal claws that seem to cling to his veiny skin. “If you don’t mind, I have a job to finish.”

He lunges, far faster than Kemuri expected, and Nishimura moves to meet him halfway. His blade clashes against the metal claws and Leech keeps grinning. Nishimura swipes his hand at Leech's face, so fast that Kemuri blinks and she misses it, and Nishimura shoves the man back as the villain reaches to touch his face, a high, quivering giggle leaving him.

“Ouch, those are sharp,” he coos. He slowly looks up as his mask cracks and falls off his face, split horizontally across the middle. “You could hurt someone, kid.”

Kemuri gapes, in slight awe at how Nishimura managed to cut just his mask off without leaving a single cut on Leech's face. The awe ends when Leech comes closer, moonlight drifting across his exposed face and his sunken, clouded eyes—unblinking, void of even flickering movement. Kemuri snaps out of it as Nishimura moves back, letting loose with her quirk. They may not be allowed to fight, but they can still run, lose him under the shield of fog. Nishimura can get away with using his quirk to defend them.

Obscured, she grabs Nishimura's arm and tugs him back, already turning to run.

Then, the villain giggles again. It’s sharp, pitchy, and it seems to echo around him. Kemuri senses his hands twitch before her fog starts moving towards him. She feels it flooding into his mouth, into his fingertips.

“What the hell?” Nishimura asks.

The fog completely disappears and Leech snaps his mouth shut, licking his lips. “Mm, thanks for the drink,” he says. “I needed a boost.”

His shoulders hunch a little, head tilting again as his body ripples. Muscles appear along his arms and legs where there weren’t any before, transforming from wiry to buff. Kemuri’s eyes stay wide with horror.

Leech grins before he lunges forward again. Kemuri dodges to the side and Nishimura goes the other way, leaving Leech to swipe at empty air. He stops, then slowly kneels and picks something up. Kemuri recognizes the red hue even in the darkness.

“Oh, more water? For me?” Leech asks. “They told me you’d be helpful. Thank you.”

He rips the lid off and dumps the water into his mouth, humming in delight. His muscles get even bigger and he crushes her water bottle in his fist. Kemuri turns to where she thinks Nishimura should be, an apology on her lips, but he’s already moving.

Kemuri wants to release more fog, give him just a second of cover, but Leech is just going to suck it up again. His quirk must be something like Sato’s, a strength enhancer based off consuming something.

She runs back towards the villain. If she can get his attention, even for a second, then Nishimura can get a strike in while he’s distracted. She shouts, a sharp “hey”, and Leech turns to her. Behind him, Nishimura goes for a blow.

Leech throws his hand out and catches Nishimura’s blade, still staring at Kemuri as he does so. Blood trickles down his arm from his hand but he registers no pain. The metal claws stay latched on even as Nishimura tugs against him.

“You’re going to be annoying, aren’t you?” Leech asks and Kemuri can tell he isn’t talking to her, despite staring right at her. “You’re not on the kill list, kid. I’d rather not piss off your family, y’know? They want you in good shape for the business.”

Nishimura transforms his other arm and swings again, but Leech catches that too. He slowly swivels his head around, still gripping Nishimura’s arms, and clicks his tongue.

“Fine, but I warned you,” he murmurs.

His hand tightens, then jerks to the side, and Nishimura’s right arm shatters.

Kemuri lets out a strangled noise as Nishimura screams, the sound echoing in her ears and through the trees. Leech releases Nishimura as the boy collapses, writhing in pain, his other arm returning to normal as he grips the stump. Pieces of his sword litter the ground, blood-stained.

“Oops, sorry,” Leech says with a lazy shrug. “You were getting in my way, so really…I think you could have seen that coming.” Another shrug. He reaches into his coat and pulls out something sleek and black that glints in the moonlight. Kemuri hears it click. “Don’t worry, I’ll put you out of your misery. They gave me insurance.”

Kemuri realizes what he’s holding and her heart just about stops. Nishimura cannot die. She won’t let him die.

Her world moves in slow motion as Leech aims the gun down at Nishimura. The boy struggles to get to his feet, hand clutching his bleeding, jagged stump, breaths strained from the effort. She lets out a burst of steam from the back of her calves, as strong as she can, and leaps between them.

What do most heroes say? That their bodies moved before they could stop it?

The gun goes off and pain rips through her shoulder, almost dull, like she’s been pushed. Her breath leaves her and she stumbles back, somehow staying on her feet even as pain blossoms through her and blood starts to seep through her shirt. Her hand moves to clutch the wound as her breathing spikes.

A plan. She needs a plan.

A single idea pops into her head. It’s crazy. It might not even work, but it’s the only way. Nishimura’s quirk will hurt the villain if they fight and they’re not allowed to use their quirks to harm another person. It’s against the law. But, Kemuri’s quirk is harmless to him—beneficial even—unless she can find a way to make him defeat himself. She doubts she has enough water left in her system to create much fog, but she’ll risk it. She’ll risk it because it’s the only chance Nishimura has, the only chance she has.

“Nishi, run,” she says as Leech lets out another giggle.

She hears his feet scuff against the grass. “Kemuri—”

“I guess I’ll just kill you first,” Leech says to her, aiming the gun again. “Doesn’t matter to me.”

She shoves the gun upwards with her uninjured arm as it goes off again, firing into the trees, and she forces a blast of steam into his wrist. He yelps and the gun falls from his grip. Nishimura gets to his feet as Kemuri backs up.

Her left arm is numb. She can still move it, but it hurts so much that she doesn’t want to. She grits her teeth.

“Akio, please,” she begs. “G-Go. Trust me.”

She doesn’t give him the chance to respond before she releases a flood of fog, shrouding them completely. A pulse pounds against her forehead, an incessant reminder that she has to ignore. She senses him stumbling away and braces herself.

“The lake!” she calls after him. “Just remember the lake—”

Her words cut off as Leech punches her across the face, knocking her to the ground. She tastes blood and pieces of Nishimura’s broken blade bite into her back. Before she can get up and reorient herself, Leech pins her down. He grins.

“I can still sense you,” he purrs, clouded eyes wide and unblinking as they bore into her. “Your little smoke and mirrors trick won’t work.”

“You’re…you’re blind?”

“Ah, yes, blinder than you, my dear.” He reaches his hand to her injured shoulder. “And I’m going to drain you dry.”

His nails, those metal claws, dig into her bullet wound and Kemuri screams. It rips from her as pain explodes across her vision, turning it white, making her body convulse. Her energy drains away, fog swirling into his mouth, making him stronger as she gets weaker and weaker.

His fingers are syringes, she realizes. He must be sucking the moisture from her body. She has to get him off, but how? She’s pinned. A disarming move won’t work with how much stronger he is than her, but…

She reaches out and grabs his fingers, gripping them as tight as she possibly can. With all her might, she wrenches them back and hears a telltale snap. Leech shrieks and rears back, and Kemuri takes the opportunity to slip out from under him.

She scrambles to her feet and a wave of vertigo hits her, making her vision tilt and blur. Leech is hunched over a few feet away from her, hand gripping his bruising fingers, the moonlight making him look ghastly. The grin is gone from his face.

Kemuri turns and runs, trailing fog beneath her feet as she goes.

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When Kemuri figured out that Leech was sucking up moisture, the first thing that came to her mind was a piece of trivia from when she was a child. It came to her in a gentle lesson from her mother.

Drinking too much water at once can poison you, even kill you.

The first time Kemuri overused her quirk, she was six. Her mother took her inside, set her on the counter, and gave her a cup of water. Kemuri guzzled it, then guzzled a second, and her mother told her she couldn’t have a third.

“Careful, Kemuri, you shouldn’t drink too much. You don’t want to poison yourself,” she had said.

It pains her to think of her mother in a time like this—she may never see her again, but the thought of her gives her strength. She has to get through this. She has to be able to go home and hug her parents again.

She runs, avoiding hazards as best she can even as her vision scissors and twists before her. She needs to find the lake. That lake is her only chance. Nishimura is her only chance.

When she first noticed the burning smell, she and Nishimura had only been in the woods for a few minutes. That’s enough time for maybe Uraraka and Tsuyu to have gone in after them. If that’s true, that means Ojiro, Iida, Mineta, Midoriya, and Koda are still in the clearing with the Pussycats.

If Nishimura can get back to them, he can give Iida her message. Iida is the only one who knows about her lake, so if Nishimura doesn’t make it, she isn’t sure anyone will be able to find her aside from the Pussycats themselves. She’s straying far from the original path.

Just in case, she reaches to her braid and yanks her rose clip out. She tosses it to the ground and keeps running, reminding herself that it’s just a hair clip; it’s just a tiny, materialistic thing that can be easily replaced and she should not feel sad about it.

She can hear it now, the faint rushing of water, and she’s far too aware of the tromping footsteps behind her. That high-pitched giggling trails after her like a ghost, warning her of her impending doom.

She sees the lake, sees the shore, and she darts a glance over her shoulder at Leech. He’s running, fast, and he’ll be on her in a second. She sucks in a deep breath, sends another prayer, and dives into the water.

It’s cold, very cold, and so, so dark. She swims as hard as she can with her one good arm before she surfaces, coughing and spluttering. Seaweed brushes at her legs and her shoes weigh her down. She struggles to keep her head above the water, one arm paddling desperately as she kicks her sodden feet.

Leech starts to giggle again and she looks back. He kneels next to the lake, his skin even more white in the moonlight, and he plunges his remaining hand into the water.

The lake heaves and Kemuri can hardly take another breath before she’s pulled under. She flips, head over heels, air rushing from her lungs in a stream of bubbles. She can’t tell which way is up and she’s scared to guess. Her ears start to ache and her head spins. Everything is dark. Everything is cold.

She can’t breathe. Everything hurts, aches, and yet she’s numb.

Did Nishimura make it back to camp? Is someone coming to find her? Are the others okay? Shoji, Tokoyami, Hagakure, are they alive? If this is it, if she dies here, did she at least make a difference?

She feels the waves cease and with a thump, she lands hard against the shore. Her face presses into the gritty earth. She tries to breathe but inhales only water. She can faintly hear choking but she can’t see a thing.

Then, silence, and she goes under again.

Chapter 103: Blood and Water

Summary:

“I need you to stay awake. Kemuri, just…just look at me. Don’t stop looking at me.”

Chapter Text

Nishimura isn’t even sure how he’s moving right now. He stumbles with every other step and the only thing on his mind is pain, the blood running through his fingertips, the aching and throbbing of where his arm should be.

Make it stop, he begs. Make it stop, please…

And he left Shimakage behind. He just left her. She asked him to but still, what kind of a hero just runs away? She did say to trust her and damn it, he does. He trusts her a lot more than he ever thought he would and, if he knows anything about her, she’s got a good head for plans.

But, if she doesn’t come out of this, he isn’t sure how he’ll be able to live with himself.

He grips his stump tighter and tries to use the pain to ground himself. What was it, a lake? What was she talking about? That villain had some kind of powerup quirk involving sucking up her fog, and fog…

Water? It has to be water. He groans, his head aching as he tries to figure it out. He’s always been slow on these things.

And Leech…Leech knew him. He knew Shimakage too, but Leech talked about Nishimura’s family, talked about his “hero phase.” He grits his teeth at the thought, a wave of pain making him stumble again as he forces himself to breathe. His family wouldn’t plan something like this. They may be villains, but they’re a company all on their own, and they wouldn’t do this to their own nephew, their own cousin.

Their own son.

Nishimura slumps against a tree, breaths sharp, sweat rolling down his face. He refuses to believe it. He refuses to believe that his family would stoop this low. They can’t be the ones behind this and he won’t believe that until he hears it from their mouths.

“Everyone in class A and class B,” Mandalay speaks into his mind again. He listens, trembling, half paying attention while he tries to prepare himself to walk again. “In the name of the pro hero, Eraserhead, you’re granted permission to engage in combat! I repeat, use your training! You may fight the villains!”

“Too fucking late for that,” Nishimura mutters. He shoves off the tree and keeps moving. At least now he won’t get in trouble for trying to slice that guy in half. He didn’t want to kill the guy, no way, but he had to do something to give them a chance to get away.

“Listen, we’ve discovered one of the villains’ targets,” she continues. “It’s a student named Kacchan. Kacchan, you should try to avoid combat and stick to a group. I hope you can hear me!”

“Kacchan?” Nishimura repeats to himself. That’s Bakugo, right? Midoriya calls him that. Did Midoriya find out that information and relay it to Mandalay?

He almost smiles. Midoriya may be one reckless son of a bitch, but damn if Nishimura doesn’t hold a whole lot of respect for his drive.

He can still hear those echoing screams that made Shimakage so anxious. She said it was Tokoyami and Dark Shadow. Nishimura really can’t see how your quirk getting more powerful would be a bad thing, but then again, Dark Shadow is apparently more sentient than most quirks.

A gunshot goes off, then another, followed by yet another. With each one, Nishimura’s stomach sinks more, only made worse by the fact that he knows he can’t do a thing to help. His only comfort is that Sato and Koda are still back at camp, but that leaves Aoyama somewhere in this mess. Tsuyu too, if she and Uraraka had left already when this went down.

He grits his teeth hard and tries to move faster, even as his head pounds. Aoyama, Tsuyu, he thinks. Even if I can find just one of you and help you, this will be worth it. It’ll be okay.

High-pitched laughter, far more giggly than Leech’s, reaches his ears and he almost stops again, but forces his feet to move. He doesn’t care if he’s running into another fight. Someone is laughing, a villain no doubt, and that means his classmates are probably in trouble.

He emerges onto the path to see Tsuyu pinned to a tree by her hair and Uraraka holding down a young blonde girl.

“Ochaco!” Tsuyu cries and he hears Uraraka grunt in pain.

“Hey!” Nishimura shouts, releasing his wound as his arm forms a sword. “Get away from her!”

Uraraka whips her head up at Nishimura right before the villain knees Uraraka in the gut, sending the brunette flying as she rolls to her feet. Nishimura slices downwards and the blonde blocks his attack with the edge of her giant syringe, then side-steps in one fluid motion. He goes dizzy for a split second, just long enough to lose his balance and fall onto one knee.

She’s fast, agile, and Nishimura wishes he wasn’t so impressed.

“Oh…” she coos. When he looks back at her, her golden eyes are twinkling. “Look at you…Leech had some fun, didn’t he?” She giggles. “I do love his taste. Look at all that blood!”

“Akio!” Tsuyu shouts as the girl lunges at him.

He’d be able to react faster if he wasn’t so exhausted, but he’s pinned in a split second. He barely gets the chance to thrash against her before she digs the syringe into his stump, ripping another scream from his throat. He writhes against her as she leans down, panting, her pointed teeth glinting.

“Suck, suck, suck…” she coos, dragging her finger down his face. “You know, you’re pretty cute, but I think a few more stab wounds would really seal the deal.”

He cringes, his head spinning even more than before as sweat rolls down his face. Is this really how he’s going to go out, getting his blood sucked by some freaky blonde vampire chick?

“Nishimura!”

The second Shoji’s voice reaches him, the girl is gone, gripping her syringe close to her as she darts off the path and leaves Nishimura on his back. Tsuyu yanks out the knife holding her hair to the tree and drops down, racing forward the second her feet touch the ground.

“Stop!” Uraraka shouts to the villain as the two of them reach Nishimura’s side.

“There are too many people here now and I don’t feel like getting killed tonight,” she pouts. “Toodles.”

“Get her!” Uraraka stumbles as she tries to move, but Tsuyu stops her as the strange girl disappears into the trees.

“No, it’s too dangerous! We don’t know what kind of quirk she has.”

“Tsuyu…Tsu…” Nishimura mumbles, somehow pushing himself into a seated position. His head spins. “U-Uraraka…”

He pitches forward and Tsuyu catches him by the shoulders, eyes wide. “Akio, what happened? R-Ribbit…”

“Tsu, you’re…you’re both okay, right?” he pants. He can feel his hand shaking and even as he tries to focus on her, his vision scissors. He reaches out and grazes her cheek. “Please…tell me…y-you’re okay…”

“We’re okay, Nishi,” Uraraka says. “Just a few scratches.”

“Ribbit,” Tsuyu agrees.

“Okay…” Nishimura’s eyes start to close. “Good…”

“Akio!” Tsuyu repeats as he slumps into her, head falling to her shoulder, nose against her throat.

All the adrenaline that kept him going is gone. He hears other footsteps approaching, followed by a few sharp gasps. Nishimura tries to get his eyes to open, but they flutter at best. Tsuyu is warm and her hands are soft. If he could just sleep…

No, he can’t, and he tries his best to force his eyes open. Shoji was the one who shouted for him, right? Shoji…Shoji’s okay. If he could only find Shimakage and tell her.

“Shoji,” he mumbles.

“Who was that girl just now?” That’s Todoroki’s voice.

“One of the villains,” Tsuyu says. “She was crazy!”

“Uraraka, you’re hurt,” Midoriya says.

“It’s not bad,” Uraraka replies. “I can still walk. You’re the one who looks terrible!”

“I’m just glad you didn’t get injured too bad…”

“Nishimura,” Shoji says. Nishimura tries to lift his head, just able to see the edge of Shoji’s cargo pants. “Your arm…” A brief pause. “Did either of you see what happened?”

“No, he just…came out of the woods like this,” Tsuyu says.

“And Kemuri?”

“She…wasn’t with him.”

Nishimura grits his teeth. “Kemuri, she’s…” He tries to move, but his body won’t listen to him. He collapses again, mouth moving but no sound coming out.

“Nishi…” Shoji starts.

“It’s okay, Aizawa is finding everyone,” Midoriya insists. “Right now, join our group. We’re protecting Kacchan and going back to camp. We could use your help!”

“If you’re protecting Bakugo, then shouldn’t he be standing here with you guys?” Tsuyu asks.

“What are you talking about? He’s right over here behind…us…”

Nishimura doesn’t hear much of what happens after, his ears starting to ring. He’s only faintly aware of when Uraraka’s fingertips press against him, floating him off the ground, and he lets his eyes close as they tug him along. He won’t die. He’ll just rest his eyes.

At least he found Tsuyu.

“Akio, try to keep your eyes open,” Tsuyu says. “Just hold on!”

“Mhm,” he mumbles.

The next thing he knows, he’s forcing his eyes open to the sound of other voices. He looks up to find he’s still being floated, pulled along by Tsuyu’s tongue wrapped around his middle. He can see the main lodge and the remaining students.

He blinks, weary. What was he doing? What did Shimakage say, something about…?

“Uraraka, Asui!” Iida shouts, hurrying towards them.

“Iida!” Uraraka replies. “Deku, Shoji, Todoroki, they’re…they’re trying to get Bakugo and Tokoyami but we had to run. Tsubaraba, he…I don’t know, but Nishi—”

“Here, let me take him.”

Nishimura feels himself turn over, then gravity takes hold and he sinks into Iida’s strong arms. Wait…Iida? Shimakage is friends with Iida, right? Definitely. They went to I-Island together and with the way she looks at him, there’s no doubting it.

“Nishimura…he was with Kemuri,” Iida says. “Did—”

“She wasn’t with him,” Tsuyu says. “Not when he arrived.”

“Shima…kage…” Nishimura croaks, his head flopping back as Iida appears in his line of sight. His gaze is serious yet worried at the same time.

“Where is Kemuri?” he demands.

Nishimura reaches up with his remaining arm, tendons straining as he grips onto Iida’s shirt and drags him closer. Through gritted teeth, he ekes out a shaky, pained, “Villain…out there. Chasing…”

His strength leaves him again as his grip loosens. Iida startles and Tsuyu rushes in, supporting Nishimura’s head.

Iida’s brow furrows, then softens as he leans closer. “Where? Point me in the right direction, Nishimura.”

“Said…something ‘bout…” He tries to point, but his stump just spasms a little. “L-Lake…”

That does it. He really can’t stay awake anymore, but he said it. He got the message to someone and now, he has to rest. As he lets his eyes close, he can only hope that Shimakage, wherever she is, is still alive and that she’ll stay that way until someone can come and save her.

He’s just sorry he couldn’t be the one to do it.

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Iida stares as Nishimura’s eyes roll back in his head before closing. His entire body goes limp and Tsuyu lets out a scared croaking noise, her eyes wide with horror, and Iida immediately checks the boy’s pulse. It’s still there, weaker than it should be, but there.

“Lake?” Iida looks over his shoulder to find Ojiro standing there. The other remedial course students, plus Mineta and Koda, are with him. Ojiro’s expression is panicked. “What lake? Kemuri is going to a lake?”

Iida hands Nishimura off to Tsuyu, who cradles his head against her shoulder, and Iida gets to his feet. “Kemuri found a lake the other day. She must be headed in that direction!” he says.

“Minoru!”

Mineta looks over as Aizawa emerges from the woods, followed closely by Yo. Aizawa is holding Ino’s unconscious body. Only Yo’s scarlet eyes are visible behind her gas mask, but they’re tear-filled. She struggles to get the mask off, her hands shaking.

“Yo?” Mineta asks, already moving towards her. “What happened out there? Are you—”

He stops abruptly as she slumps down to her knees, sobbing. “J-Just…we were fused and then…then this pink stuff came and Ino split us apart and covered my mouth. She…she told me not to…to breathe, b-but then she—”

“Hey, hey, it’s okay, you’re…you’re okay,” Mineta says, finally getting the mask off her and revealing her tear-stained cheeks.

“I…I don’t want to remember this. N-None of it, I…I can’t…”

She wails harder and sinks into his arms, burying her face against his shoulder, and Mineta can do nothing but hug her and pat her back. He looks to the others, eyes wide, terrified and helpless.

“Mr. Aizawa!” Iida shouts. “Kemuri is in trouble and I know where to find her!”

“Stay put,” Aizawa says as he sets Ino down. “Nothing has changed. All of you are to stay here and stay safe.”

“With all due respect, sir, I must refuse!” Iida retorts. Aizawa glares at him. “It is my duty as class rep to ensure the safety of my classmates.”

“And it’s my duty as your teacher to keep all of you safe,” Aizawa retorts.

“I know where Kemuri is. I know the lake Nishimura told me about. Please, allow me to come with you! I promise, sir, I will not fight unless it’s in self-defence.”

“Iida…he isn’t going to budge,” Kirishima says, reaching out to grab his shoulder.

Iida shrugs him off. “Mr. Aizawa, do you know of a lake around here?”

Aizawa levels him with a steady glare, then his eyes close. “No, I don’t.”

“I can run much faster than anyone else here,” Iida adds. “And, if there is a villain around when you find her, I would feel better knowing that you have someone looking out for you. I can lead you in the right direction!”

Aizawa’s glare doesn’t soften. For a few seconds, Iida holds his breath and prays that this argument against his teacher won’t tarnish his reputation.

“The second there’s imminent danger, you run,” Aizawa says.

“Wait, hold on, he gets to go but I can’t?!” Kirishima demands.

Aizawa’s eyes flare red, hair sticking up. “He is coming because he has important information,” he snaps. “You will stay put with the others and help care for the wounded who come in. Iida, let’s move.”

Aizawa starts into the woods and Iida takes only a step when he feels someone touch his arm. This time, when he turns, Ojiro is staring at him, lips pressed into a firm line.

“Bring her back alive,” he says. “Please.”

Iida nods, turns around, and runs to catch up with his teacher.

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As they run through the trees, Iida wishes he had paid more attention to his surroundings the first time he found Kemuri in this part of the woods. He would be so much faster at finding her that way.

Aizawa stops after a short while, kneeling down and picking something up. Iida gets closer, now able to see the crushed red water bottle in his teacher’s hand. There are little hero stickers all over it.

“That’s Kemuri’s,” Iida says. “She was here, so we must be on the right track.”

“I thought you said you knew where this lake was.”

“I apologize, sir, but I only know the general area of it.”

Aizawa stares at him, then turns away. “The only reason you’re here is because I didn’t even know there was a lake,” he reiterates. He looks around the area, then kneels again as he picks up a piece of metal, edged in blood. “There was a struggle here.”

Iida searches around, not willing to leave a single patch of dirt unseen. His foot catches on something and when he kneels to pick it up, he finds a handgun.

He startles a little and jerks his hand away. “Mr. Aizawa—” he calls.

His teacher appears at his side, holding two pieces of something white. Iida points at the gun, still unsure of whether or not to touch it. It’s evidence, right? Aizawa follows his finger and does pick up the gun, his eyes narrowing.

“Jesus,” he mutters. He looks around. “Iida, you need to remember where that lake is, right now.”

“Sir?”

“Whatever happened here…” He stops, lips pursing. ”We don’t have much time.”

That gets Iida back to his feet and searching even harder than before. He moves to a nearby patch of bushes, where there are flattened sticks and crushed shrubs, and he moves through.

Think, Tenya. Think, he scolds himself. She wasn’t that far from camp, was she? The lake was—

Up ahead, he sees a tiny spot of red.

He runs closer and kneels, already recognizing the rose hair clip that he sees every day. He picks it up as if cradling a fallen baby bird, his lips parted. It’s crushed, ruined, but it’s here. She had to have taken this out on purpose. He knows for a fact that that clip can stay put through a lot.

“Mr. Aizawa!” he calls. “She went through here! I know which way to go!”

Aizawa’s footsteps approach and Iida starts to run, not yet using his engines no matter how badly he wants to. He has to stay with Mr. Aizawa.

He hears the water first, then sees it. Unable to stop himself, he lets his engines go and zooms to the shoreline, confident that Aizawa can find his own way from where they were. The first thing he sees is a wiry man laying on his back, vomit coating his mouth, eyes staring up unseeing at the sky. Four of the fingers on one hand are broken.

The second thing he sees is a pale, silver-haired girl lying half-submerged in the lake water.

His eyes widen. “Kemuri!”

He rushes to her side and hauls her out of the water, his stomach lurching at the sight of her. Her shirt is soaked in blood and she’s cold to the touch, her lips and fingernails tinged blue.

He lays her on her back and leans close to her mouth, listening for breath, waiting to see if her chest lifts. There’s nothing. Panic rising, he presses his fingertips to her throat and feels for a pulse. For a second, he doesn’t feel anything, and then…a tiny throb, a hint of life still moving through her.

“Mr. Aizawa!” he shouts. “Sensei!”

“I’m here,” Aizawa’s voice reaches him. Iida looks over his shoulder to see his teacher kneeling by the unconscious villain, fingers pressed to his throat.

“Sir, she’s…she’s alive but she’s in shock and she’s not breathing,” Iida reports, doing his best to keep his voice from shaking.

“Thirteen went over this with you, didn’t they?” he asks. “You have to start CPR. I will be there in a moment, Iida, I promise.”

Iida nods and looks back at Kemuri, heart pounding. What did Thirteen say? He racks his brain. Thirty chest compressions, two ventilations. He takes a deep breath. He can do this. He was very good in class with the high-tech mannequins.

But, this isn’t a mannequin. This is something far more precious.

He has to focus, even with his heart beating in his ears. He puts his hand in the centre of her chest, bracing the other on top, and he squeezes his eyes shut before he forces his hands down.

She convulses and there’s a startling cracking noise that immediately makes him want to stop, stomach churning, but he keeps going. He counts out loud, keeping steady, his own breathing getting way too fast as he wishes he could just close his eyes and look away but he can’t. He can’t no matter how badly he wants to.

He pinches her nose, pressing his lips to hers as he exhales once, then twice.

“Come on,” he mutters, returning to compressions. “One, two, three, four, five—“ Another thirty compressions and he dips down, breathing into her. God, she’s so cold. “Come on, Kemuri, breathe,” he begs. A second breath. “Breathe for me.”

He goes again. Three more times, he repeats, completing a cycle, and there’s nothing happening. She’s still, blue, convulsing under his punishing blows.

He crumples down to give her another two breaths, eyes stinging, and as he leans back, she coughs. Water bubbles to her lips and Iida immediately rolls her onto her side, letting it spill onto the ground. Dirt sticks to her cheek.

“Kemuri? Kemuri, talk to me,” he says as he rests her on her back again. His hand cups her face but she’s still listless, unresponsive. “It’s Tenya. Kemuri...”

He leans down again, waiting for her breath to fan his face, and to his absolute relief, it does. It’s rapid and shallow and she’s still unconscious, but she’s breathing. For now.

He turns his attention to the wound on her shoulder. There’s a hole in the material and he rips it away to try and get a better look at the injury. Gunshot—there’s no doubt after finding that weapon—and Iida startles as a hand lands on his shoulder.

“Is she breathing?” Aizawa asks, and Iida doesn’t miss how his hand tightens against him. His scarf is missing.

“Y-Yes, but she’s still bleeding. I think she was shot, sir, but…” He tries to take a deep breath, but he’s starting to shake again. “I…I’m not sure what to do now. She’s still cold and…and unresponsive—“

“Iida, deep breaths,” Aizawa urges. His tone is softer now, the stern lines of his face absent, but he’s no less intense. “If anyone can keep their head on in this situation, it’s you. You’ve done well.”

He sucks in a sharp breath, blinking rapidly. “O-Okay, sir.”

“We need to stop the bleeding, and fast. I can—“

“I can use my shirt, sir! A shirt is a good option in this scenario!” Iida blurts, already reaching to tug his polo off.

He finds the seam at the base of the collar, where the buttons are, and tugs with all his might. After a few tries, the shirt tears, and he sets aside part of it as he folds the other half into a pad. He presses it to Kemuri’s shoulder, blood soaking into the pale blue polo.

“Mr. Ai—“ he starts, but Aizawa is one step ahead, replacing Iida’s hand and keeping pressure on the dressing.

It gives Iida time to fold the other half of his shirt into something like a bandage, then wrap and tie it around the wound, holding the pad in place. Kemuri doesn’t move, her eyelids don’t flutter, and Iida hesitates as he looks to his teacher.

Aizawa stares out at the woods, lips pursed. “Iida, you have to get her back to camp.”

His eyes widen. “Sir, it’s not advisable to move a patient in this situation—“

“Unless there’s immediate danger,” Aizawa interrupts. “The fire is spreading. If we stay here, we’ll get caught in it, and the other students are still out there. I have a duty to them too.”

“Sir?”

Aizawa turns, kneeling next to Iida and gripping his shoulder. His dark eyes lock Iida in place.

“Listen to me,” he utters. “You have to take Shimakage back to camp. Monitor her closely. If she stops breathing again, and there’s a good chance she will with the shock she’s been through, you’ll need to use an AED. The lodge has one. If it comes to that, you will have to cut off her shirt and bra and no, there is no way around that. You will have to do CPR until the medics arrive.”

Iida nods. He doesn’t trust his voice.

“That means her life is in your hands and your hands alone. Do you understand me?”

Again, he nods. “Mr. Aizawa, what about the villain?”

Aizawa’s expression darkens. “I’ll take care of him. Worry about her. Now, run. Run as fast as you can.”

Iida forgoes further questioning. He takes a deep breath, gathering Kemuri into his arms, and she slumps against his chest, still cold to the touch. He hates it. She should be warm and full of colour, not like this.

He doesn’t wait for his teacher. He has a mission he must fulfill and, with that, he boots up his engines and runs, the wind whipping past his face as the trees blur around him. He holds Kemuri as tight as he can, teeth gritted.

“T…Tenya…”

He looks down for a split second, just enough to see her eyelids flutter open, eyes glassy.

“Kemuri,” he says, breathless. “Kemuri, stay awake, okay? We’re almost back to camp. You’re okay.”

“Lee…ch…” she mumbles. “Ni…shi…”

“Nishimura is alive. It’s alright.”

She says something else, just a whisper, eyes drooping again. Iida’s heart rate flies through the roof. He almost stumbles in his stride, gripping her tighter as he regains his balance. He won’t drop her. He won’t let even a single piece of earth touch her right now.

“Kemuri, don’t close your eyes,” he says, voice shaking. “I need you to stay awake. Kemuri, just…just look at me. Don’t stop looking at me.”

She stares up at him, water droplets escaping from her hair and rolling down her face like tears. Her lips move, but then her eyes roll and she goes limp all over again. Iida grits his teeth and presses her closer to him, begging her to please, please live. He needs recipro. He doesn’t care if he stalls, he has to be faster.

As his engines rev up, he tilts his head down, closer to her. “You’re going to be okay,” he promises, not even sure if she can hear him anymore. “I’ll save you.”

Chapter 104: The In-Between

Summary:

How can she stay if she's already gone?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Iida stumbles into camp just as his engines stall, his breathing a little too fast as he clutches Kemuri as close to him as possible. He jogs the rest of the way to the main lodge, reaching the door just as it opens, revealing Ojiro, Sato, and Sero.

“We heard the engines,” Ojiro starts as he ushers Iida inside. “We—“ His words die as he truly looks at the state the two of them are in, face paling, and Iida shakes his head.

“I…I know. We need to keep her warm and I need the first aid kit. An AED,” he says. “Blankets, too. I…I…”

“I can find them,” Sato says. “Let’s get her to the classroom.”

Iida hugs Kemuri a little closer. If it’s like Aizawa predicts, and if she’ll need the AED, it’ll be bad enough that he won’t be able to shield her from his own eyes. He won’t allow his entire year group to see her like that, not if he can help it.

“No, no,” he says. “I need…I need…”

He can’t think. There’s blood roaring in his ears. He can’t focus, not on anyone other than her, and he looks down at her again. She’s cold and limp and he keeps thinking that any second, he’ll wake up and she’ll be herself again. Alive, rosy, purely Kemuri.

“Iida.”

Vlad King. Iida’s grip tightens again even as he moves to the teacher, and Vlad frowns. Sato, Sero, and Ojiro back up, giving them space.

Vlad motions for Iida to follow him and they go back down the hallway, into the large classroom where the students have gathered, while Sero and Sato disappear from sight. Mina, Kaminari, and Kirishima look up when they enter and, immediately, Mina tears up as she presses a hand to her mouth. The other two look nothing less than crushed. Mineta sits with Yo against the far wall, although Monoma has joined them, shoulder pressed to Yo’s. Nishimura lays near them, a towel fastened around his stump while Tsuyu, Uraraka, and Koda keep watch. Kota huddles far from everyone, staring at nothing.

“Lay her down with the others. Help is on the way,” Vlad King urges.

Iida nods slowly, moving to a clear space on the floor and setting Kemuri down. The shirt bandage around her shoulder is already far too bloody and Iida once again checks her pulse. Still there, but just as faint as before.

“Iida.”

He looks up to see Uraraka, her brown eyes wide as saucers as she kneels next to him. Iida purses his lips tightly, still trying not to lose it.

“U-Uraraka,” he stammers. “I…I may have to…” He shakes his head, swallowing thickly. “I…”

“Breathe,” she murmurs. “She—“

They both look up as Sero and Sato return. Sato has the AED kit in his hand and Sero’s carrying a blanket and an extra shirt. Only then does Iida remember that he isn’t wearing one and, when Sero holds it out to him, he can barely muster a thanks.

He pulls it on, then leans down again to check Kemuri for breathing. He waits five seconds, then eight, then ten, and Kemuri’s chest barely rises. He holds his own as his heart breaks all over again.

“Iida?” Uraraka whispers. She looks at Kemuri, then at him.

“She’s…” He shakes his head. “No, no. I…”

He has to keep her alive. He turns, extending a hand to Sato, and Sato’s eyes widen as he hands over the kit. Iida nods, then looks to Uraraka.

“I’m going to need you to float this blanket,” he says. “Make a barrier for me. I don’t want any of you to see what I have to do.”

“Iida?” she asks.

“Can we help?” Sero asks.

Iida shakes his head. “As your class rep, all I can ask is that you listen to me and let me handle this.” He won’t let his classmates take on any of this burden, nor will he allow anyone other than himself to carry the guilt if she doesn’t make it through this. “Uraraka, the blanket. Please.”

She nods, getting to her feet, and with a bit of help from Sero and Sato, they arrange the blanket in the best shield they can. Iida cannot see his classmates, and that means that they can’t see him either.

He stares at Kemuri as he unzips the kit, turning the machine on and following the voice prompts. He obeys when it tells him to bare the patient’s chest, cutting away her soaked t-shirt and the straps and wire of her bra. He dries her off, places the pads, and delivers the shock when the AED tells him to.

He moves forward with CPR. He keeps doing compressions, even as the rest of the students start to trickle back into camp. He breathes into her, working with the AED to keep her alive.

Aizawa drags Leech into camp, leaving him with Vlad King before disappearing again. Awase arrives with a bleeding, beaten Yaoyorozu on his back. Kendo comes in dragging Tetsutetsu and one of the villains in her giant fists.

Iida keeps doing CPR.

No one speaks. No one knows what to say.

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Emergency services arrive. A plane soars overhead, dumping water onto the blue flames swallowing more and more forest with every second. Medics head into the forest to retrieve any remaining students.

The unharmed students are left to stand and watch.

Multiple paramedics load Kemuri onto a stretcher, crowding around her as they hook up IV bags. One medic climbs onto the stretcher, continuing chest compressions as they roll her out to the ambulance, and Iida stays slumped against the wall, too exhausted to move.

The adrenaline’s gone and all he feels is exhaustion, sinking into his shoulders, his knees, his arms. He can’t look away from her, not until they’ve taken her from his sight. He digs his hand into his pocket, fingertips brushing something soft. When he pulls it out, a crumpled rose lies in his palm.

His eyes fill with tears, head falling back against the wall as he grits his teeth, closing his fingers around it.

Ojiro watches the trees, tail lashing nervously, and when Shoji and Tokoyami emerge, he runs forward and brings them both into the tightest hug he can manage. Tokoyami squeezes his eyes shut and returns it, burying his head in Ojiro’s shoulder while Shoji wraps his unhurt set of arms around them both.

“Hagakure, Kemuri, they’re…t-they’re…” Ojiro starts, but he can’t finish.

Tokoyami stays close to Ojiro as the medics pull Shoji aside to look at his arms. Ojiro nudges Tokoyami, their knuckles brushing just a little, and Tokoyami grips Ojiro’s hand without a word. He can’t stop shaking and he looks away when Hagakure and Jiro pass on their stretchers.

“What do you mean he’s gone?” Kirishima demands. “No! No, he can’t! He can’t be gone!”

“Kirishima, please—” Mina begs through her tears as Sero and Kaminari try to pull Kirishima away from the well-meaning police officer.

Kirishima steps back, tears in his eyes, hands shaking, and his friends huddle close to him. Mina buries her face in her hands, weeping, and Sero hesitantly reaches over to wrap his arm around her. She turns into him and hugs him tightly, soaking his shirt as she cries even harder, and he presses his mouth to her hair as his eyes close against his tears. Kaminari reaches out to Kirishima, bringing him into a long hug, and Kirishima buries his head in his shoulder as his body trembles.

Uraraka sits next to Tsuyu as the paramedics bandage her arm and examine Tsuyu’s tongue. She looks up just as the stretcher carrying Midoriya rolls past, an oxygen mask already fastened over his face. She looks away, throat tightening.

Aoyama holds it together until he sees Nishimura, at which point his legs give out and Koda just manages to catch him. His entire body trembles, tears rolling down his cheeks, and he makes a series of choked noises in an attempt to speak. Sato and Koda nod, expressions grim, and Aoyama sobs as his fingers dig into Koda’s shirt.

Mineta doesn’t leave Yo’s side while Ino gets carted off with most of class B. Kodai comes over to them at one point and sits down. She stares at everything, trembling, and Yo reaches out to take her hand. Kodai squeezes lightly. Monoma lingers behind them, the quietest he’s ever been, with Kendo at his side.

Four villains are taken into police custody, three conscious and one on a stretcher. An ambulance carries Pixie Bob away. Ragdoll is nowhere to be found.

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Everything is a blur to Kemuri.

She remembers the lake, how the cold water surrounded her and pushed into her lungs, how her quirk did nothing to keep her warm like it should have. She remembers hitting the shore, being swallowed by darkness.

Then, pressure, blunt, and her eyes fluttered just enough to see blue eyes, blue hair.

“Kemuri? Kem…talk to…Tenya…”

Tenya? He’s here? Does that mean Nishimura found him, that he got back to camp? And what about Leech? What did she do to him?

“Lee…ch…Ni…shi…” It hurts to speak. It hurts to breathe.

She doesn’t hear a response. She’s faintly aware that she’s moving, wind buffeting her face, him above her. He’s warm, very warm, and her cheek is pressed to something smooth and firm. It’s nice. It’s so different from the water that it must be safe. She must be safe.

She lets her eyes close again.

She swims, in and out of consciousness. There are new voices around her, too many to distinguish. The warmth is gone, Iida is gone and there’s something bright directly above her. Someone is putting something over her mouth.

She’s scared. She wants Iida back. She wants him to come back and make her warm because she’s cold again and everything hurts. Why does everything hurt?

“Okay…hold on…”

“Get me a…”

“BP at 80/50.”

Everything hurts. There’s a ringing in her ears that mingles with a panicked beeping nearby and the siren blaring overhead. She can’t get a good breath in. Her chest is aching and every breath causes another stab of pain. Maybe she should just stop.

“…can’t find a pulse. We’re losing her!”

I don’t want to die, she thinks. I don’t want to die here. Please. There are so many things she has to say, so many people she wants to see again. Shoji, Ojiro, Tokoyami, Hagakure, Iida, Nishimura, Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, the rest of her classmates…her parents…

I don’t want to die.

The darkness stretches out its hand, cold fingers wrapping around her and pulling her back down. She’s too weak to fight back.

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When her eyes open again, she sees nothing but white. She squints, covering her face against the light as she blinks, adjusting.

Wait a second…

She slowly opens her eyes and, to her surprise, she can see out her peripherals. Is this what a full range of vision is like? It’s been so long that she’s forgotten. Everything is so bright and she startles every time she moves her head, not expecting to see what’s beside her so swiftly. It’s disorienting, terrifying, and yet her heartbeat doesn’t pick up. It’s like it isn’t there at all.

She’s tired and it’s very warm here. It’s soothing. If she could find a bed or a futon, she’d be up for a nap. Her arms and legs feel heavy and yet, when she moves, she comes across no resistance.

She’s standing in a long hallway. There are pillars along the walls, tall and white, and in between each pillar is a pedestal with a vase of red and white roses sitting on top of it. She moves closer to the nearest vase, reaching out to touch the delicate petals.

What is this place?

She looks down at herself. She’s wearing shorts, runners, and a t-shirt with a person on it. They’re wearing a strange costume, but seeing it brings her a sense of joy. There’s a hole in the left shoulder and a large stain spreading out from it. She touches the stain, but it’s dry, and the skin peeking through the tear is unblemished. Was she hurt by something? She feels like she should know.

Out of the corner of her eye, she sees a door. Giant, golden gilded gates stand at the far end of the hallway and she can just see someone standing there. She moves towards him. He’s wearing a black middle school uniform and looks only a year or so younger than her. He faces the gate. His hair is silver, like hers.

“Hello?” she asks.

The boy turns around and his dark brown eyes crinkle. She stops in her tracks, brow furrowing. She knows that face. It reminds her of someone she knows well.

“Hello, Kemuri,” he says.

“Do…do I know you?” she asks.

The boy shakes his head. “No, not quite. I’m sorry for the confusion.”

She watches him, hesitant. There’s a dark stain on the front of his uniform, hardly noticeable against the black fabric. He doesn’t seem bothered by it and she doesn’t make a move to help him. It looks old. It’s probably nothing.

“Where…where are we?” she asks. She stares up at the gate.

“I’m not sure myself, but…I think it’s the in-between.”

The boy folds his hands behind his back and looks at the gate too, a tiny smile on his lips, and Kemuri finds herself looking at him again, still put off. He looks so familiar, but she knows that the person she’s thinking of doesn’t smile like this boy does, that their face is creased with age. No name comes to mind. Only a face.

“Do I go inside?” she asks.

“Only if you want to.”

She doesn’t move. The gate is appealing, sure, and maybe if she goes through, she can find a bed. It’d be so nice to just lie down and sleep.

“Why haven’t you gone inside yet?” she whispers.

The boy lets out a long sigh. “I’m…not ready. I wasn’t ready to leave before either.” He waves his hand back the way she came, but Kemuri doesn’t look. “So, I’m waiting here. I have to wait until he comes.”

“He?”

“Someone very important to me.”

She looks over her shoulder. Through the pure white of the hall, dotted with those lovely roses, she can see another gate, more like a door. It’s smaller, she notices, and not as shiny. It’s completely unremarkable in every way.

“Kemuri,” the boy says. “You have a decision to make.”

“A decision?” she repeats.

He nods. “You can go through this gate and, if you do…that’s it. It’s…hard to explain what’s beyond, but you can rest there. You won’t feel any pain, no hunger, no thirst. You can wait there in peace.”

It’s tempting, she admits. She steps closer, reaching out and pressing her hand to the stone. She expects it to feel cold but warmth reaches her instead, and she smiles a little. Even so, she doesn’t reach for the handle. She steps back and looks at the boy, still watching her with those soft brown eyes of his.

He hasn’t gone through. He’s waiting for someone, but he says she can wait in there too. Who will she be waiting for?

“Kemuri…”

“Kemuri, please…”

Her shoulders tense a little and she looks back down the hall. Her name echoes around her. She knows those voices. She loves those voices.

A switch flips in her head. She remembers shaggy silver hair, dark eyes, the glint of fluorescent lighting on the panes of glasses, the colour blue. She’s always liked red best, but blue…blue is special. A smile. A warm hand. Strong arms, holding her close.

“Someone…someone is calling me,” she whispers. Her eyes find the boy and for the first time since she woke up, her heart aches. “Why…why can’t I remember them?”

“I wish I knew,” he says, sorrow tugging his mouth into a frown. “I heard a voice too, when I first came here, but I couldn’t go back. It wouldn’t let me through.”

“So, you stayed.”

“I think that…if I wait here long enough, that voice, that person…will eventually find me. I know he will. I don’t want to risk forgetting him any more than I already have.”

“Back there…” she starts. She pauses, sucking in a breath, then releasing it. Her hand drifts to that stain on her shoulder. “It’s going to hurt again…if I leave?”

“Yes.”

She doesn’t take her eyes off that shabby little door. “But…someone wants me back.”

“Yes.”

“Kemuri…please…”

“Please, stay…”

“Stay?” she repeats. How can she stay if she’s already gone?

“There is a part of you still with them,” the boy says. “They’re waiting for the other piece to return.” When she doesn’t reply, he steps closer to her. His footsteps should echo, but they don’t. “You can do whatever you please. No matter which way you go, there will be someone waiting for you.”

She can’t shake it, those voices calling out to her and the feelings that flood her heart when she hears them. The boy waits, patient and kind.

“I’m sorry,” Kemuri whispers. “I can’t stay.”

“I understand. Go.”

She takes a step, then turns back to him. “Who are you?”

His expression falls. “So…it’s true. He never told you about me?”

“Who?” She feels like she should know him, but the only hazy memory that reaches her when she looks at him is of that elderly face.

“It’s alright, Kemuri.” He smiles again, but it’s still so sad that it breaks her heart just to witness it. “Don’t worry about it. He…must not want you to know.”

She doesn’t move. “Can you at least tell me your name?”

“You may not remember when you go back.”

“I don’t care.”

He almost laughs as he glances up at the gilded doors. For a few moments, he just watches, deliberating. Kemuri feels nothing; no anxiety, no impatience. He breathes deeply, then smiles at her.

“Keiichi. I’m…Keiichi.”

“Thank you, Keiichi.”

He nods and makes a motion for her to go. The voices are getting more urgent, whispering through the halls like tortured souls, and Kemuri starts to run. Her feet don’t make a sound against the marble. The door gets closer.

She reaches out, grasps the handle, and pulls it open.

Notes:

Ooooo y'all, I've been WAITING for this part for so long. Most of you can probably start guessing about who exactly Keiichi is but, let me tell you now, he's important.

Very important.

I actually have a plotline planned and an entire arc based around that plotline. What have I done with it so far? I've slow-burned the ever-loving f*ck out of it because for it to work, Kemuri has to be stronger. Development takes time, people, but we're getting there! The pieces keep coming!

So, who do you think Keiichi is? What significance could he possibly have? Leave me a comment! Talk to me about what you liked (or disliked, I accept criticism). Stay tuned for the next chapter!

Chapter 105: From Nishimura to Shimakage

Chapter Text

The first thing she hears is the beeping of a heart monitor. The first thing she feels is a dull ache in her shoulder and chest and a faint tingling in her left fingertips. The first thing she sees is a plain white ceiling.

White…why does white seem familiar? She was dreaming about something, about…someone. Someone surrounded by white.

She groans, swallowing against the dryness in her mouth as she lets her head roll to the side. There’s another bed nearby, empty, and the sun falls across her covered legs. She lets her eyes wander until she sees someone standing near the door, back turned to her.

“Mom?” Kemuri croaks.

Kazue turns around, eyes wide. “Kemuri! Oh…oh my god, you’re awake.” She mutters a quick apology and hangs up her phone, already rushing to the bed. She nearly collapses onto a chair, taking her daughter’s hand and squeezing. “Sweetie, you…oh my god…”

Kemuri blinks a few more times. Her fingers tingle when her mom squeezes them. “What…happened?”

“Oh, honey, you…” She tries to smile, but it’s wobbly. “You were hurt pretty bad. You’ve been sleeping for two days.”

Two days? Kemuri doesn’t know how to feel about that. Everything’s still a little numb, like she’s waiting for everything to stop. This has to be a terrible, terrible dream.

“Do you remember anything?” Kazue asks gently.

Kemuri closes her eyes and tries to think. It’s a blur. The last thing she remembers clearly is diving into that lake. “Camp…” she whispers. “Nishi and I…got attacked. Villains.” She searches her mom’s face. It’s the grim nod that confirms it. “I…I got shot…”

“Y...” Kazue clears her throat. Her grip tightens. “Yes. It was the League.”

She thinks of the USJ and her stomach flips. Her fingers clutch her blanket, curling the material into her palms. She remembers trees, screaming, echoing laughter. Shivers roam up and down her spine.

“Then…I ran, and the villain…he sucked up a lot of water.” Her chest seizes up a little. “Did…did Leech…?”

Kazue doesn’t say anything for a second. Then, she dons a tiny, nervous smile and releases her hand. “We’ll discuss that more later, okay? Your dad should be back soon. He was getting me some food.”

“Dad’s here?” Kemuri asks, suddenly very, very desperate to see his face.

“Of course he is. We dropped everything as soon as we got the call.”

She tries to make her hands relax, the unpleasant tingling still traversing her left hand, all the way up her arm. How…how did she get here? Someone found her, right? She remembers being carried, hearing Iida’s voice.

Iida. Her friends. Her class—

“Are…are my classmates okay?” she asks, eyes wide. “My friends? Mr. Aizawa?”

Again, Kazue’s attempt at smiling falters. “There…there were some injuries, but no one was killed. Midoriya was the worst, I think. Minor injuries for everyone else.”

Kemuri takes a deep breath and returns to looking at the ceiling. That’s good to hear, even if it feels like her mom isn’t telling her everything. Kazue hovers near her, twisting the watch on her wrist. Kemuri just tries to breathe, tries to tell herself that it’s safe and she’s okay.

“Also, sweetie, I…I’ll have to leave this evening,” Kazue says. “Tsukauchi needs me at the station, but don’t worry, it’s going to be okay.”

“Is it about the villains?”

Another tight smile. “It’s going to be okay,” she repeats. “The doctor said you might be able to come home tonight, if you’re doing better. Just let us know if you want to.”

“Okay.”

Kemuri really can’t say much else. It feels like a chore just to be awake and her mom looks so shaken. Kemuri has only seen her fidget this much, look this upset, maybe once or twice. Her mom is one of the bravest people she knows, after all.

Right now, Kemuri has a hard time thinking about anything other than her friends. The last time she saw them, they were disappearing into the trees. “Can…I see my friends?” she asks.

Her mom bites her lip. “Kemuri…you just woke up. Are you sure you don’t want to wait for your dad?”

Kemuri nods. It’s one thing to hear her mom say that they’re okay. It’s a whole other thing to see them, alive, breathing. Tokoyami and Nishimura’s echoing screams assault her memories and she digs her fingers into the blankets, shoulders tensing.

“I n-need to see them. Please?”

Kazue sighs. “Alright, dear…I’ll go let a nurse know.” She moves to the door, then stops. “I’ll find your dad too. Don’t stay away too long, okay?”

Kemuri hears the words she wants to say. Her tone aches with worry, with a sense of desperation that can only come from a parent with an injured child. Kemuri nods, tries to smile, and her mom disappears out the door.

Kemuri pulls the covers off and slides to the edge of the bed. Her hair is loose around her face, hanging in limp strands and in desperate need of a wash. When she looks down at herself, she can see bandages surrounding her shoulder, almost splinting it with how tight it is. The blue hospital gown covering her is thin, but it does its job.

She has an IV in her arm again. She follows the tube all the way to the bag dangling at her bedside, eyebrows furrowing. Maybe she can move it to a pole and take it with her.

“Knock knock,” a cheery voice says, making Kemuri startle as her entire body tenses. A dark-skinned nurse with tight black curls walks in, her hooves clicking on the linoleum tile. “It’s good to see you awake, Miss Shimakage.”

Kemuri nods, awkwardness mingling with her nerves. The nurse moves up to the bed and adjusts something Kemuri can’t see. Her big brown eyes seem to twinkle.

“I’m just gonna take the IV out, alright?” she asks. Again, all Kemuri can do is nod and obediently extend her arm.

The nurse takes the tape off, slips the needle out of Kemuri’s vein, and puts an All Might bandaid over the tiny puncture wound. Kemuri eyes the nurse as she tidies things, wondering if she gives All Might bandaids to everyone or if they’re just for kids.

“Your mother told me you want to see your classmates,” the nurse says, her voice still freakishly cheery considering the situation. Another nod. “Well, you’re in luck. I just saw a whole group of U.A students going to see…oh, who was it?” Her hoof taps on the floor. “Oh, Midoriya.”

Kemuri appreciates the nurse trying to be chipper, but desperation pushes that slight gratitude aside. “Where…where is he? Can I see them? P-Please?”

“Well…” She purses her lips against a thoughtful hum. “I suppose it can’t hurt. Your vitals look good.” She adjusts a monitor and Kemuri can just make out the steady lines of her heartbeat before the nurse blocks it. “Let me just unhook you here, and you can be right on your way. Just be careful, and come right back if you start to feel worse.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

Kemuri waits while the woman detaches her from the heart monitor, trying not to wince when her hands brush Kemuri’s skin. She’s antsy, desperate, and no matter how much she tells herself that rushing things isn’t good, Kemuri just wants to go.

“There you go,” the nurse says. “Try standing up. Don’t be scared if you’re a little wobbly. You’ve been inactive for a while.”

Kemuri stands and, sure enough, her legs wobble and the nurse’s kind hands steady her as she remembers what it’s like to hold herself up. After a second, Kemuri takes a deep breath and nods to the nurse. She’ll be okay.

“Midoriya’s room is just down the hall. Turn left at the elevators. His room is number 231,” the nurse says with another kind smile. She sets a pair of slippers in front of Kemuri and she slips into them. “Good?”

“Yes, ma’am. Thank you, ma’am.”

The nurse leads Kemuri from the room, points her in the right direction, and Kemuri hurries away. She goes as fast as she can, which isn’t all that fast considering her legs ache and her hand is still tingling.

She sees the elevators and turns left, moving down the next hallway, searching each door number she passes. 229, 230—

She grabs the door handle and pushes it open with her uninjured arm. The room is packed, backs turned to her, and Kemuri’s attention locks on the only person speaking.

“Jiro and Hagakure are still out. They were knocked unconscious by the villain’s poisonous gas,” Iida is saying as she grips the door jamb. “And…Shimakage is—”

“G-Guys?” Kemuri whispers.

It seems like everyone turns around at once, eyes widening, a few people letting out shocked breaths. She searches the crowd, heart pounding, eyes starting to sting. Shoji is there (with three of his arms bandaged) and Tokoyami is there and Ojiro is there and almost everyone is there. They’re alive.

“Kemuri, you’re awake,” Shoji says, almost whispering.

Kemuri clasps a hand over her mouth as tears roll down her face, her knees wobbling again, and Shoji moves forward to steady her. She nearly slumps against him, her good arm surrounding his torso in the best hug she can manage. She feels three of his arms surround her. No one says a word.

“Y-You’re…you’re okay. Y-You’re all o-okay…” she weeps.

Shoji rubs her back, his heart pounding underneath her ear. She wants to hold on forever, but she doesn’t, and instead pulls away and scrubs at her face as she looks around again. Midoriya is laying on the hospital bed, both of his arms casted, his gaze far away.

“I’m sorry,” she croaks, doing her best to halt her tears. “I just…I just didn’t know…” Her breath hitches when she notices who’s missing, her heart spiking. “W-Wait, Nishi. Did he make it? Is he okay?”

“He’s also in recovery,” Iida answers. “Both him and Yaoyorozu woke up yesterday. He lost a lot of blood, but he’ll…he’ll be fine.”

“With one arm…” Mineta mumbles, making Aoyama lightly nudge the back of his head in warning. Kemuri’s gut lurches.

“Yaoyorozu took a nasty hit to the head, but they ruled out a concussion, so…she should be fine too,” Iida adds as he looks back at Midoriya.

Kemuri and Midoriya both nod, Kemuri’s stomach twisting into knots. Jiro and Hagakure are unconscious from that pink gas, the stuff her and Nishimura avoided. That leaves…

“It’s only fifteen—” Uraraka stops, gaze darting to Kemuri, and she corrects herself, “Sixteen...of us for now.”

“Because Bakugo is gone,” Todoroki says.

Kemuri’s eyes widen. “W-What?”

Midoriya’s vacant gaze becomes less distant, his expression flooding with pain. Kemuri searches for answers in the expressions of her classmates, eyes wide, but no one explains. It seems like, aside from her, everyone knows what happened already, an unspoken truth.

“Bakugo? He…he’s gone? What…what do you mean gone?” she squeaks. Her mom said no one was killed. She said almost everyone got away with minor injuries. “Is he…he…?”

“Didn’t you hear Mandalay’s broadcasts?” Todoroki asks. “Bakugo was one of the targets. They got him.”

Kemuri shakes her head, hand covering her mouth again. The last message she heard from Mandalay was about the villains attacking. She didn’t hear anything after that. Every face is downcast, pained, and she finds that Kirishima’s is the worst.

“I…I’m sorry,” she says. She shouldn’t have asked. It unearthed something terrible and now she just made it worse.

“It’s okay,” Mina says. “Really. You…you didn’t know.”

Silence. Kemuri tries to breathe, tries to calm herself down, but she’s reeling. Yaoyorozu got hurt, Nishimura is alive but he’s missing an arm, Jiro and Hagakure are still unconscious, and class B must still be out of commission. Now, she hears that Bakugo is…gone, missing, kidnapped? It doesn’t stop.

“All Might told me there would always be people beyond our reach,” Midoriya says, his voice soft yet commandeering everyone in the room to listen, “that we couldn’t protect, even though we want to. Which is why we have to save the people we can reach.” His expression twists, mouth wobbling. “I…was so close to being able to save him. I…needed to save him. Had to. That’s the entire reason I have my quirk.”

Tears roll down his cheeks and at the sight of them, Kemuri feels hers resurfacing. She hugs herself with her good arm, her other hanging at her side uselessly. Is that why any of them have quirks? To save people who need it?

“It’s e-exactly like Mr. Aizawa said to me.” He chokes, more tears appearing, and his voice breaks as he forces more words out. “My body…wouldn’t move. I couldn’t save someone who was right in front of me, a-and…since I failed, he’s gone.”

“Alright, then let’s go get him,” Kirishima says.

A few people gasp. Kemuri blinks a few times. Kirishima looks dead serious, lips pursed, all hints of his smiley, happy self gone.

“I was here yesterday too,” he continues. “So was Todoroki. We were on our way to visit you and the others when we saw All Might and some police officer talking to Yaoyorozu.”

“She made a tracking device and attached it to one of the villains,” Todoroki says. “She can make something that receives its signal.”

“This means you’re going to get Yaoyorozu to make another receiver for you, doesn’t it?” Iida demands.

Kirishima looks away, sweat appearing on his brow, while Todoroki doesn’t flinch. “What if it does?” Todoroki replies.

Iida grits his teeth, hands shaking. “You should listen to what All Might said!” he snaps, making the few people around him flinch away. “We have to leave this to the professionals! It’s not the right time for us to get involved! Idiots!”

“Maybe, but all I know,” Kirishima retorts, his voice gaining the same volume as Iida’s as he turns to them, one hand clutching his heart, “is that at camp, I couldn’t do anything! I heard my friend was targeted and I just stood by, helpless!” He swipes his hand at the air. “So if I stand by and do nothing now, how am I supposed to call myself a hero or a man?!”

“Kirishima, calm down,” Kaminari urges. “We’re in a hospital. There’s a better time and place for this, dude.”

“Yeah, and what Iida said is true,” Tsuyu adds.

Kirishima’s shoulders hunch, his body still quivering. “All of you, just…listen to me for a minute. I know what you’re saying is right, but still!” He turns and extends his hand to Midoriya. “Come on, Midoriya. He’s still within your reach. We can save Bakugo.”

Midoriya stares up at him, sweat beading his brow, his casted arms laying at his sides. Kemuri swallows hard, trembling, and she feels Shoji’s arms brush hers.

“So…” Mina says, softly. “Let me get this straight. You’re going to get Momo to make another receiver, track a bad guy, and then try to save Bakugo all by yourselves?”

“Yeah,” Kirishima says.

“The villains who attacked the camp planned to kill some of us, but they took Bakugo alive,” Todoroki says. “What we don’t know is how long they’ll let him live. That’s why we’re going after him.”

Iida seethes a little, teeth gritted. “Have the two of you lost your minds?!” he exclaims.

“Hey, calm down,” Shoji murmurs as he steps forward, bandaged arms moving in front of Iida’s chest. “I get how frustrated Kirishima is, and how Todoroki feels since he couldn’t grab Bakugo. I’m upset too.” He forms a mouth and moves it towards the other half of the group, eyes still on Iida. “But…we can’t let our emotions get the best of us. Right?”

No one says anything. Kemuri tries to breathe normally, the tension in the room getting to her. She just found out Bakugo’s gone and now they’re planning to save him. It’s like emotional whiplash.

“U-Um…” Aoyama pipes up, fiddling with the cuffs of his lavender dress shirt. “We should just leave this to All Might. Mr. Aizawa only gave us permission to fight and use quirks at the training camp.”

“Aoyama is correct,” Tokoyami says. “Though I am part of the reason we failed, so I can’t talk.”

“You guys—” Kirishima starts.

“Listen,” Tsuyu says. “We’re all shocked that Bakugo was taken from us, but we have to be rational. It doesn’t matter how noble your intentions.” She presses her pointer finger to her chin, expression apologetic. “If you go out there, trying to find the bad guys, knowing you’re breaking the rules, then you’re acting like villains. Not heroes.”

No one speaks. Looks are exchanged. Kemuri just stares at the ground. She knows it’s breaking the rules. Quirk laws are in place for a reason and pro heroes are heroes for instances just like this. She knows this, and yet…she still wants to help. She can’t, she knows this, but the feelings are still there.

There’s a knock on the door and it slides open, revealing a tall doctor with tired eyes and gravity-defying brown hair. His nametag is right in Kemuri’s line of sight and reads “Doctor Hideo Shinso,” making her eyes widen a little.

“Sorry for interrupting you guys,” he says, “but I need a moment alone with Midoriya.”

“Sure, let’s bolt,” Sero says, jabbing his thumb over his shoulder. “I wanna see how Jiro and Hagakure are doing.”

“Good idea,” Ojiro says.

Everyone nods in agreement and heads for the door. Mineta leaves a melon on Midoriya’s side table while Uraraka moves to his bedside. She murmurs something that makes him smile a tiny bit, then nod, and then she too hurries away. Kemuri is one of the first ones out and even as she walks, her head feels so full that she thinks her neck might give out from the weight of it all.

Bakugo is gone, Midoriya’s a wreck, Yaoyorozu just woke up—

“Kemuri?” She stops and looks up as Ojiro moves closer to her, Shoji and Tokoyami at his heels. His tail lashes nervously back and forth. “Did…did anyone explain everything to you?”

She shakes her head. “No…not really.” The three boys look at each other, lips pursed, and she waves her hands a bit. “But…it can wait, really. I…I think I know enough. I already don’t feel so great about…everything.”

“We are just…relieved that you are alive,” Tokoyami says. “Truly. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.”

She manages a smile. “Thank you, Toko.” He seems a little ruffled at the nickname, but doesn’t speak out against it.

She looks over Tokoyami’s shoulder just as Iida leaves the hospital room. Their eyes lock and his jaw clenches, eyes swimming with an emotion that she can’t place. Worry? Relief? She frowns, concern furrowing her brows, and she opens her mouth.

“Hey, Shimakage?” This time, Sato is the one talking, and her head whips towards him as he approaches. “If you’re up for it…I think Nishi would like to see you.”

Her eyes widen a little as she nods. When she looks back at where Iida was, he’s walked away. “Oh…okay. Are you sure?” she asks as she returns her attention to Sato.

“He hasn’t been right since he woke up. I think seeing you…alive…would really help.” Sato darts a glance at the three guys near her, then back at her. “But…only if you want to.”

“No, no, I’ll come.” She looks at her friends. “I’ll see you guys later, okay?”

“Yeah, of course,” Ojiro says. Shoji and Tokoyami nod.

Kemuri moves to Sato’s side and he automatically offers his arm to her. She’s started to wonder if their class formed an unspoken vow that, if she was following anyone in an unfamiliar place, that they should help her out. She greatly appreciates it if they did.

“Thank you, Sato,” she whispers as she grasps his arm.

“Anytime,” he says.

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When they reach what must be Nishimura’s room, Sato hesitates.

“Maybe I’ll just let him know you’re here first,” he offers. Kemuri nods, slipping her hand from his arm and letting him walk through the doors.

She peeks through as Sato moves up to where Nishimura is seated upright in bed. His right arm is bandaged up, still a stump, and her stomach lurches. Aoyama sits next to him on the bed, combing his fingers through Nishimura’s hair as if trying his best to style it, and Nishimura smiles lightly up at him, unbothered—if anything, he’s basking in the attention.

Koda lingers at the end of the bed, tapping his fingers together, and Kemuri can just see his lips moving. Aoyama purses his lips and pushes more hair upwards, a tiny smile on his face as Nishimura laughs softly. Near the window, seated in an armchair, is a lean man who looks strikingly like Akio, but without the freckles or scar on his jaw. He must be Akio’s dad.

“Hey, man,” Sato says, making Nishimura look up at him as Aoyama yanks his hands away from his hair. It flops back into a mess of orange. “Shimakage’s awake.”

Nishimura’s face slackens. “She…she is?”

“Yeah, and she came to visit you.”

She slips into the room as Nishimura looks to the door, his eyes wide. She opens her mouth, but no words come out. What is she supposed to say after what they went through?

“Shima—” His breath hitches. “Kemuri!” He flips the blanket off and stands up, urging her to move closer to him.

“Hey, Nishi,” she says.

He stares at her for another second before he bites his lip, tears swelling to his eyes, and she gasps. He hunches forward, weeping, and the three boys behind him all move closer. His father straightens in his seat but doesn’t get up. Kemuri steps forward and does her best to hug him, her good arm notching under his stump, his good arm surrounding her bandaged one.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers, tears dripping onto her hospital robe. “I’m…I’m so sorry. I was too, too weak to save you.”

“Ssh, ssh, no, it’s alright,” she murmurs. She can just see his friends from over his shoulder, their lips pursed. “I…I’m the one who asked you to leave.”

“But…but I’m so stupid,” he retorts. “You had a plan and I…I couldn’t even figure it out. If…if I had just been stronger, if I had fought the villain off, been…been faster, help could’ve gotten to you sooner. If…if you hadn’t…”

“It’s okay, man,” Sato cuts in, moving closer to them. “She’s alive. You told Iida about where she was and he got her.”

Kemuri’s heart leaps a little. So those memories of Iida carrying her weren’t hallucinations. He really did find her.

She nods and pulls back from the hug, reaching up to thumb some tears off his cheek. “Iida was the only one who knew about the lake,” she says. “He was the exact person I needed and you got the message. You saved me.”

Nishimura stares at her for a second, tears still muddying his dark brown eyes. He tries to laugh, but it comes out choked. “Hell…you…you saved me first,” he mutters. “Had to return the favour, right? God…” He reaches out and hugs her again. “Just…god, I’m…I’m so sorry…”

She pats his back, confusion worming its way into her mind. Why is he still sorry? She said it was alright, didn’t she? If anything, she should be more sorry. He lost an arm because of her.

Maybe he’s just upset. She doesn’t blame him.

“I’m…I’m sorry about your arm,” she admits.

He pulls back. “My arm will be fine, Kemuri,” he says. “Seriously.”

“But…” She grimaces, thinking of the way it shattered in Leech’s hands, the way he screamed.

Nishimura stares at her for another second, then his tear-stained face goes slack. “Did…did no one tell you?” When she just blinks, he turns to his friends. “Did the doctors tell you guys about my arm?”

Sato, Aoyama, and Koda look between each other, then back at Nishimura. Still seated, Nishimura’s father starts to chuckle to himself.

“Like…the fact it got broken off?” Sato asks.

“And you are now…permanently left-handed,” Aoyama adds, hesitant. Koda just shakes his head.

Nishimura gapes. “Unbelievable. That’s…” He almost laughs, reaching up to dry his face off. “Dad, you didn’t—”

“It never came up,” Mr. Nishimura retorts. He gestures. “Now’s a good time though, don’t you think?”

Akio exhales, eyes closing as if he still can’t believe them. “Guys, I can regenerate.”

Four teenagers let out a resounding, “Huh?” and Mr. Nishimura’s chuckles get a little louder.

He nods. “My weapons can shatter, from metal fatigue or iron deficiency or…other reasons. The training probably sapped a lot of my reserves, and that villain was strong so breaking it was…yeah, easy.” He almost smiles. “But, it grows back. I’m not gonna have one arm forever.”

“Mon Dieu,” Aoyama mumbles.

Sato groans, his head tilting back. “Y’know…I thought you were handling the losing an arm part way too well.”

Koda lets out a tiny sound as he dips his head into his hands. Kemuri releases a long breath. Nishimura’s father stands up, eyes landing on Kemuri, and for a split second, Kemuri is reminded of Akiara.

Then, Mr. Nishimura’s face softens and he walks around the bed, extending his hand. “Sorry, I didn’t introduce myself. I’m Aito Nishimura,” he greets. “Akio told me you, ah…took a bullet for him.”

There’s a hesitance to his tone when he talks and despite the tiny, welcoming smile on his face, it doesn’t reach his eyes. He looks tired, unsure, like being here is doing nothing but making him uncomfortable.

She takes his hand and shakes it. His hands are rough, calloused, the hands of a man who works hard and rarely stops.

“Uh…yeah, hi, I’m…Kemuri Shimakage,” she says, almost a mumble.

“Good to meet you. I don’t get to see many of Akio’s friends. He just doesn’t bring people home,” Aito says as he releases her hand, turning back and giving his son a long look. “You really should, son.”

“Dad…” Nishimura mutters, almost a whine. “You know why—”

“Knock, knock? Ribbit.”

Everyone turns to see Tsuyu peeking in the door, and she smiles a little before she comes in, the skirt of her dress swaying.

“I thought I’d stop by again and see how you’re doing,” she says.

“Hey, yeah,” Nishimura says, already perking up. “I’m…I’m fine. How are you? Is your tongue still…”

“Oh, it’s fine. Tongues heal fast,” she says with a smile.

Kemuri steps back. “I’ll head out,” she murmurs. “I…probably need to go back to my room.” She bows her head a little to Aito. “Ah, and…nice meeting you, sir.”

“You too,” he responds.

“See ya later, Shimakage,” Sato calls.

“Au revoir,” Aoyama adds. Koda waves.

“Bye. Ribbit,” Tsuyu says.

Nishimura waves too, although Tsuyu quickly regains his attention as she takes his remaining hand, eyebrows knit together with concern. Aito gives them some space as he returns to his previous seat, pulling his phone out as he goes. Kemuri turns and heads out of the room, sighing.

She looks to the right, then to the left, and her shoulders sag. Now…to find someone who can help her find her way back.

Chapter 106: WWMD (What Would Mom Do?)

Chapter Text

A nurse helps her back to her room, where Kemuri sinks onto her bed and immediately closes her eyes. Turns out, two days of inactivity doesn’t leave you with a lot of spare energy. Big surprise, right?

Another nurse comes in and checks her vitals again, then checks the dressing on her shoulder. She thanks him. When he leaves, she sits and waits for her parents, looking around her room.

She notices her backpack on the side table and when she checks inside, she finds her phone and the other belongings she packed (like her stick and her wallet) along with a change of clothes. She realizes that not only did she lose her favourite water bottle and her favourite hairpin, but her Gang Orca shirt is gone too.

It’s just stuff, she tells herself, fighting past the stupid ache in her chest.

The door slides open and Kemuri looks over, expecting to see her parents, but instead, it’s one of the doctors. She’s a tall woman with fluffy silver hair styled in a flattering pixie cut, bangs dangling just above her dark eyes. When she smiles, her mouth is surprisingly wide and laden with pointed teeth.

“So, you’re the infamous Kemuri,” the woman says. “Mezo has told me a lot about you, but it’s nice to finally meet you in person.”

Kemuri doesn’t need to read her nametag, but she does anyway. Mirai Shoji, it tells her. She suddenly feels very silly, remembering when Shoji told her about his super cool surgeon mom and her super cool quirk.

And still, she speaks, like the idiot she is. “You’re Shoji’s mom.”

“Yeah, that’s my little boy,” she says with a fond look. “Although…he isn’t so little anymore.”

When she laughs, it’s rough and rather quiet, a lot like Shoji’s as well. Kemuri can’t help but smile.

“Anyway, I’m here to debrief you on a few things,” she says, her tone getting serious as she settles at Kemuri’s side. “Now, I only know what I was told and what I could see when you arrived, but you went through a lot.”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah…”

“Obviously…you were shot, and almost at point blank range. Luckily, the bullet went straight through your shoulder.” Kemuri has no idea how that’s lucky, but doesn’t pipe up to ask. Mirai continues, “There was some muscle damage and the bullet nicked the bone, but there weren’t any breaks. That will make for an easier recovery.” She looks down at her clipboard, then back up. “Any numbness?”

“A little. My fingers were tingling for a bit.”

“Ah, that’s expected,” she says. “We had to do some reconstructive surgery, but I was able to repair the nerves and muscle. Scarring should be minimal.” She purses her lips briefly. “Recovery Girl stopped by after helping another patient and she healed up your bruised lung and broken ribs, but she couldn’t do much else since you were so exhausted.”

Kemuri really doesn’t know what to say or if she should say anything. Surgery, nerves, muscle, bone, scarring, broken ribs…it’s almost too much. She doesn’t even want to ask how her ribs broke, assuming her landing face first on the lakeside would do the trick. And yet, despite the fear, Mirai calms her. Maybe it’s because it’s so easy to imagine that Shoji’s here instead of her or the fact that Mirai’s voice has that same low, melodic tone that Shoji’s has.

“I will warn you,” Mirai says, writing something down. “If you start having difficulty moving that arm, there is physical therapy available. I gave some options to your parents already.”

“Uhm…Doctor Shoji?”

“Yes?”

“Will my quirk still work through the wound?” Kemuri tries to imagine having a patch of her shoulder blade and collarbone where she can’t use her quirk and she doesn’t like it. She doesn’t like it at all.

“Maybe not right away, but with time, it should work like normal. Until then, I would advise refraining from using that area.”

That’s better than an absolute loss of use. “Okay…thank you.”

Mirai continues, explaining which antibiotics she’ll have to take and other instructions. They’ll change the dressing while she’s here, but after that, she’ll have to do it herself. No skin cleansers or lotion or anything of the sort around the wound. Be careful not to pull at her stitches. She’ll have to come by in a week or two to get them removed. For the first few days, she’ll have to take sponge baths. No soaking in the tub or any hot springs. She can shower, but she has to take the dressing off and cover the wound with a plastic bag so that it doesn’t get wet. It could re-open the stitches that way. Pat dry, leave the wound to air dry, and don’t redress it until she’s dry. Dry is important.

There’s more, but it’s so much to take in at once. Mirai assures her that she’ll give both her and her parents written and electronic copies of all instructions and prescriptions that she’ll need.

Just as the doctor finishes, her parents return. Kemuri almost whimpers when she sees her dad, already reaching her hand out to him. He looks exhausted and judging by his stubble, he hasn’t shaved in a few days. He hurries over and wraps Kemuri in a tender, careful hug while Mirai excuses herself to talk to Kazue, and the second his arms are around her, Kemuri feels like she’s five years old again—a child in need of her dad.

“Dad…” Kemuri whispers.

“Hey, baby girl,” Cayden murmurs, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “God, you scared the crap out of me, you know that? I’m too young to start getting heart attacks.”

“I’m sorry…”

“No, no, sweetie, this wasn’t your fault. No apologies, okay?”

She nods. Kazue joins Cayden and Kemuri glances around, finding that Mirai has left the room. She focuses back on her parents.

“The doctors think you’ll be able to leave tonight for sure,” Cayden says. “They just want to keep you here for a little longer, okay?”

Kemuri nods. “That’s fine.”

“I have to go back home. Your mom and I ditched our jobs and left your grandpa with Ichiro for the past two days and…” Cayden grimaces a little, then rubs the back of his neck. “Yeah.”

“Duty calls,” Kazue says. Her eyes narrow with concern. “Unless you want us to stay. You’re our first and most important duty.”

“I can stay. Kaito can keep things running,” Cayden insists.

“I’ll be okay,” Kemuri says. She doesn’t need her parents to stay here and worry about her while she sits in this hospital bed, especially when they could both be working and helping other people. She catches the nervous glance they send at each other. “I’m just gonna get some more sleep. Rest, you know?”

“Good idea,” Cayden says. He reaches out to ruffle her hair. “You need it and anything you need, we’ll give you.”

“Thanks, dad.”

They don’t leave right away. Kazue helps Kemuri wash her hair in the bathroom sink, then Kemuri sits and stares out the window while her mom brushes her hair, humming a song under her breath. Her dad chats about anything except what just happened and offers them snacks. Kemuri has no appetite whatsoever but for the sake of their minds and hearts, she nibbles.

She watches the clouds and thinks about Bakugo.

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A little later, both her parents have left and Kemuri is leaning back on her pillows, phone in hand. She’s got an old video pulled up on her phone. She’s seen it before but sometimes, she just likes watching it again.

There’s a crowd outside the building and the person recording is right near the front of it. There’s a hostage situation going on and there are multiple police scattered outside. A few of them are tending to a fallen hero, radioing for more help and any available pros, and Kemuri can pick out the young, dark-haired woman standing right near the entrance to the building.

A scream sounds from a nearby window and the camera jerks as the onlooker lets out a nervous cry.

“Oh, god, the villain still has them!” someone says.

“Aren’t there any more pros around?”

“Wait, look! That officer—”

Kemuri watches as her mother rests her hand on her holster, takes a breath, then busts into the building. A few onlookers shout while other officers cry out her last name. Smoke floods from some of the open windows.

“Is something on fire?”

“No, I…I think that’s a quirk!”

After a minute or two, All Might arrives on the scene and enters the building. For a few seconds, there’s nothing. Then, Kazue emerges, carrying a little girl in her arms. From the crowd, a woman cries out in relief and is allowed through the police blockade. Kazue sets the girl down and she runs to her mother, the two reuniting in a flood of tears and hugs.

All Might comes out a few seconds later with the perpetrator in his hold, knocked unconscious. As reporters flood him, he smiles and laughs in his charming, All Might way, but he brings Kazue forward. She was the one who stopped the situation from escalating and truly saved the hostage, he says. Kazue stares up at him with stars in her eyes.

That incident garnered her mother more fame than she already had from winning the Sports Festival which, at the time, had been two years prior. Had it not been for All Might’s involvement, the story probably wouldn’t have blown up like it did.

Kazue Shimakage was the fresh-faced police officer on the force and yet, she was brave enough to trust her own instincts. She didn’t wait for a hero. She was one. The naysayers called her foolish, saying she could have made the situation worse, while others praised that she took action and did what she could.

Kemuri stares at her reflection in her phone screen as the video ends. Was her mom scared when she went into that building, when she faced down that villain? She probably was, but she still moved.

Kemuri thinks of the forest again. Did she do the right thing when she sent Nishimura to safety and sacrificed herself? She could have died and yet, all she could think of at that moment was saving him. Her life didn’t matter.

Would her mom have done the same thing in her situation? Apparently, Aizawa gave the other students permission to fight back, but Kemuri had to act before then. She did her best to defeat the villain without harming him, aside from those broken fingers. He defeated himself, in the end.

She was the one who tricked him, though, and the guilt remains. Her mother didn’t give her a straight answer when she asked about Leech’s fate. Maybe she should search up the attack, since it’s no doubt been broadcast already. People are probably swarming in the streets about this.

Before she can open a search engine, someone knocks on her door. She looks up as it slides open, revealing Kirishima. He doesn’t smile. The only emotion on his face is pleading.

“Hey,” she says as he comes in.

“Hey,” he replies.

She has a feeling about what he’s going to ask, but she can’t imagine why he would do such a thing. “Is…is this about Bakugo?” she asks.

“Yeah, it’s…” He rubs the back of his neck, then scrunches his eyes shut as he presses his palms together. “Please, come with us,” he begs.

She stares up at him. “You…you want me to?”

“We need someone stealthy,” he insists. His eyes reopen, big red pools of pleading and edging with desperation. “With your quirk, you could be a huge asset. Please, Shimakage.”

She looks at her blank phone screen, lips pursed. He’s only asking because the other stealth types in their class are passed out. Jiro would be way better at surveillance than her and no one is better at sneaking around than Hagakure. Kemuri’s just the third option, with a somewhat helpful quirk.

“You don’t mean that,” she mumbles. “My fog would tip them off.”

Kirishima’s face crumples and she can’t bear to look, can’t bear to see the pain on his face. “Please,” he repeats. “I…I know you just went through a lot, we all did, but…but I don’t want to do this alone. I can’t do this alone, and we need you. Bakugo…needs you.”

She keeps looking at the phone, sees a piece of her reflection in the smooth surface. Would her mother hesitate? Kemuri could do it, so long as she didn’t use her quirk against anyone, but she imagines finding those villains, trying to fight Shigaraki, and it makes her feel queasy. She can’t do that. She can’t fight.

“Kemuri.” That makes her look. Kirishima gazes at her, determination furrowing his brow. She expects another plea, another reason, but he sighs. “It’s your decision. If you want, meet me and Todoroki outside the hospital after dark, okay?”

He doesn’t wait for her response, heading for the door, and she looks up at him. If it was Iida who was captured, wouldn’t Kemuri want to save him too? If it was Shoji? Any of her friends?

“Kirishima,” she says. He stops, turns around, and she sees the hope in his eyes. “I’ll…I’ll see you soon.”

He blinks once, hides a smile, and heads out. Kemuri sinks onto her bed and exhales, fingers tightening around her phone as they tremble. If anything, she owes it to Bakugo to help. He’s kicked her ass into gear a few times, hasn’t he? And if he doesn’t come back…

She doesn’t want to imagine a class A without him. They’d be short far too many swear words and a few explosions.

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“What are you thinking about?”

Kemuri exhales as her teeth graze her bottom lip. She can sense Shoji’s stare even without her quirk and when her eyes dart upwards, she finds that Ojiro and Tokoyami are watching her too. They came by to visit and give her another update on Hagakure, but now, they find themselves sitting in silence.

It’s hard to talk about anything other than what happened and no one wants to talk about it.

“Bakugo,” she admits, and it’s the truth.

Tokoyami bows his head, his beak tightening with a grimace. “Understandable,” he murmurs.

Guilt tightens in her stomach. She should tell them she’s leaving, right? She should tell them that she’s going to join Kirishima, but she’s afraid. When they look at her, she can see their concern, see just how fragile they think she is. They’ll tell her she isn’t strong enough.

Kemuri lets her head roll against the pillow, Shoji coming back into view. “You…said you understood Kirishima and Todoroki,” she says, just above a whisper. His shoulders sink a little but he doesn’t unlock their eyes. “Why?”

Shoji sighs, only then looking away so he can watch Tokoyami’s reaction. Tokoyami keeps his head bowed, arms crossed over his chest.

“No one told you,” Ojiro says. “About…how Bakugo got…”

“No,” Kemuri says. She fiddles with a loose string in the blanket.

“It was my fault,” Tokoyami murmurs and immediately, Kemuri notices both Shoji and Ojiro tensing. Ojiro’s brow furrows.

“Tokoyami, you…you have to be kind to yourself,” Ojiro says. “There was a lot going on.”

Tokoyami’s eyes close and he leans forward, hands folding together in a white-knuckled, trembling knot. Ojiro steps closer, resting his hand on the boy’s shoulder, then looks up at Shoji with pursed, pleading lips. If anyone can explain, it’s Shoji.

“We were attacked by a villain, and after he injured me…Tokoyami lost control of Dark Shadow,” Shoji says. Kemuri’s throat tightens, heart aching, and Tokoyami visibly shudders.

Shoji continues, explaining what happened, occasionally pausing to check if Tokoyami’s doing alright. Kemuri listens, speechless. He tells her about how he found Midoriya, how they came up with a plan to lure Dark Shadow to where Bakugo and Todoroki were, how they found Nishimura, Uraraka, and Tsuyu, and how a villain captured Bakugo and Tokoyami.

“I managed to grab Tokoyami, but one of the villains got to Bakugo first,” Shoji says. “They disappeared.” He props his elbows against his knees. “I…felt I could have done more, but I was so focused on getting Tokoyami, so sure that Todoroki had Bakugo that…”

“You did what you could,” Ojiro says.

“I could have made more hands,” Shoji retorts and Kemuri almost startles at how his calm tone sharpens. He stops, takes a deep breath. “I could have done more, but I didn’t.”

Kemuri stares up at the ceiling for a second. They were all doing what they could to survive in those woods. If Kemuri could go back, maybe she would change things, make different choices. Wouldn’t they all? She purses her lips together against a grimace.

Ojiro’s tail lashes and his voice raises. “Look,” he says, a rare sort of power behind his words. “I can see what you three are doing. You’re blaming yourselves, feeling all this guilt. I get it. I couldn’t do anything back there to help anyone.” His chest puffs out as he sucks in a breath. “But…we won’t survive this if we wallow. Do you understand?”

“Ojiro—” Tokoyami starts.

“Listen to me,” Ojiro continues. “This happened to us and it’s awful, but the villains want us to feel shattered by this. They want us to fall apart about it because we’re heroes, or…we’re going to be heroes, and their whole goal is to dismantle heroes. So, what would a hero do in times like this?” He fastens his gaze on Shoji, then Kemuri. “They would work through it and come out stronger because of it.”

For a few long seconds, no one speaks. Ojiro’s breaths are fast, his hands clenched at his sides, and Tokoyami’s knuckles aren’t as white. Shoji watches Ojiro, eyes unreadable.

“That’s…” Ojiro adds, swallowing as his hands unfurl. “That’s not to say we shouldn’t be upset, but…we need to remember that it’s not our fault we were attacked and that we’re only human, so you can’t expect to do everything right.” His tail lashes back and forth. “We…we have to be open about what we’re feeling and make sure we don’t just…fall apart.”

More silence.

Tokoyami exhales. “You…are right, my friend,” he says. “I…will do my best to overcome this hurdle.”

“Me too,” Shoji says.

Kemuri nods, still gripping her blankets a little too tightly. She’s getting similar vibes from each of them, this sense that they all felt as helpless as she did back at the training camp. What sticks with her most is Shoji saying that he could have done more, but he didn’t.

She can help Bakugo.

She can also tell her friends what she’s going to do. They have to understand why she’s doing it, why she has to help. But, then again, Shoji was the one who advised everyone to keep their emotions in check. Tokoyami agreed with Aoyama when he suggested that they leave this to the pros.

“Guys,” she murmurs. They all look up at her and just like that, her words and her confidence wither. “I…”

She tries. She tries to push the words out, tries to tell them that Kirishima needs her and that this is something she has to do.

“I-I…” She bows her head, hands shaking.

Shoji’s hand rests on hers, squeezing lightly. “It’s alright. We’re all going to get through this, together.”

He’s so sincere, so gentle, that she can’t break it. “Y-Yeah,” she breathes. She looks up and tries to smile. “It’s…it’s gonna be okay.”

She hopes above all else that she’s telling the truth.

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As the sun sets, Kemuri gathers her things. She gets dressed, tugging on her Ingenium t-shirt and jeans, then does her hair in its usual braid. She calls her dad to let him know she’ll be home tomorrow, so he doesn’t have to worry about her. She’s just going out with her friends.

A nurse changes her bandages, covering everything above her elbow and around her shoulder. Shoji stops by one more time, just checking on her, and she assures him that she’s fine. He seems hesitant to leave but, after another reassurance and a gentle goodbye hug, he heads out.

She gets discharged from the hospital, making sure to thank Doctor Shoji before she leaves. The fluorescent lighting floods out from the lobby as she steps into the cool night air, and she stares at her shadow for a second. If she goes down these steps, she’s making a commitment.

She moves, backpack on her good shoulder. She sees Kirishima and Todoroki lingering near the front entrance and Kirishima starts to smile when he sees her coming.

“Glad you could make it,” Kirishima says.

She exhales. “I…I won’t be fighting. If it comes to that, I…I’ll have to back down,” she says. “I’m sorry, but…”

“We understand,” Todoroki says. “No worries.”

They wait a few more minutes.

“I wonder what Yaoyorozu decided,” Kirishima says.

“No matter how much we want to go after him,” Todoroki says, “it’s her choice.”

The doors open and the three of them perk up. “She’s here,” Kirishima whispers.

Yaoyorozu moves towards them, glancing over her shoulder for just a second, and Kemuri peers around her. Midoriya is with her, his head, cheek, and arms still bandaged up.

“Midoriya,” Todoroki says.

Three becomes five. Yaoyorozu grips the hem of her shirt and Midoriya’s gaze slides to her. Kemuri bites her lip.

“So, how ‘bout it?” Kirishima asks. “You decide?”

Yaoyorozu purses her lips, then exhales. “I think that—”

“Hold on.”

Kemuri gasps a little and turns around, the others following suit as Iida approaches them. His eyebrows are furrowed, jaw clenched. He stops, the glare from the hospital light turning his glasses into opaque screens.

Kirishima’s eyes narrow, almost bitter. “Iida.”

“Why are you here?” Midoriya asks.

“You…why did it have to be you two, of all people?” Iida asks. “The ones who stopped me when I acted recklessly, who received amnesty with me after Hosu. Why are you trying to make the same stupid mistakes I made? Didn’t you learn?”

“What are you talking about?” Kirishima asks, but Todoroki’s hand on his shoulder stops him from moving. Kirishima looks at him, questioning.

“We’re still just students,” Iida says. “And U.A’s in a bad position as it is. Anything we do will reflect on our school.” His voice trembles along with his body. Kemuri presses her hand to her leg and tries to keep silent. “Don’t you get that?!”

“Iida,” Midoriya says, moving towards him. “We have to! I know you don’t like us breaking rules, but—”

Iida punches Midoriya across the jaw. Kemuri inhales so sharply she almost chokes while Yaoyorozu’s hand flies to her mouth. Kirishima and Todoroki stare, eyes wide.

“I’m frustrated too!” Iida snaps. “And concerned, obviously! I’m the class rep, damn it! I’m worried about all my classmates, not just Bakugo!”

“Tenya, please,” Kemuri finally finds her voice, breaking from the group as Midoriya clutches his face. “This—”

“And you,” Iida says, freezing her in her tracks as his eyes lock on hers. “You…of all people, I never thought you would join in on this. You who almost…” He sucks in a breath. “You who was so upset when I did the same thing. Don’t you realize that I care? That I want you and everyone to be safe after we nearly—”

Her hands tremble. “T-Tenya—”

“When I saw your injuries,” he continues, hands shaking, his eyes moving to Midoriya, “all I could think of was my brother in the hospital. What if your bodies end up irreparable, just like his? Because I didn’t step in? Have you not stopped to think about where I’m coming from? Either of you?”

He steps forward as Midoriya starts to straighten up, eyes darting between Midoriya and Kemuri yet again. One hand falls on Midoriya’s shoulder, tightening against his sweater.

“Or are you saying…that you don’t care how I feel?” Iida asks.

Kemuri thinks of what Bakugo told her, about how there are people who care about her whether she believes it or not. She just never expected Iida to be one of those people.

“Of course I do,” Midoriya whispers. Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut, fingertips pressing to her mouth.

“Iida,” Todoroki says. “You’ve got it wrong. We don’t expect to face them head-on and win.” Iida’s eyes widen a little and Kemuri turns back to Todoroki, just as shocked. “We’ll get him back without fighting."

“Yeah, we’ll be stealthy,” Kirishima agrees. “I’m talking covert ops here. Why do you think I asked Shimakage to help? We can rescue him without breaking the rules.”

“I trust in Todoroki’s judgement,” Yaoyorozu says. “But, still, things could always go wrong, so I’ll join you as backup. I’ll stand behind my classmates.”

“You can’t be serious,” Iida utters.

Kirishima grins. “You’re the best,” he says. “Don’t worry, Shimakage said the same thing. No fighting, just helping.”

“Kemuri?” Iida asks, making her slowly look back at him. “You really…?”

“I’m sorry,” she whispers. “I…I couldn’t just do nothing. I’m…tired of being useless to everyone around me.”

Iida opens his mouth, brow furrowed.

“I know I’m hurt,” Midoriya’s soft voice resurfaces, once again gaining everyone’s attention. “But if I can still move at all, then I can’t just sit still. We have to reach out and do something.” He straightens up, eyes alight. “Because all I can think about is saving him.”

Kemuri thinks of the forest, of Nishimura, and she grips her wrist as her fist presses to her chest. She understands.

Iida grits his teeth, then closes his eyes. “We’ll never agree,” he says. They reopen. “So, I am going to come with you.”

“What?” Yaoyorozu whispers.

“Tenya, really?” Kemuri asks. “You just said…”

“I am allowed to change my mind,” Iida retorts. “If none of you have a problem with my coming along, then I suggest we get going.”

No one objects.

“Yeah, okay,” Kirishima says. “Let’s go.”

“Kemuri,” Iida says as everyone starts forward. “I want you to stay right next to me.”

She looks up at him, at his serious expression, and nods. “Okay…”

Despite the solemn look on his face, he still extends his arm for her, and she takes it.

So, it begins.

Chapter 107: It's Okay to be Not Okay

Chapter Text

They’ve just gone past the entrance gate in silence when Iida breaks it.

“Midoriya,” he says. “I shouldn’t have hit you back there. I’m sorry.” He bows, just a little. “Forgive me.”

“Hey, it’s fine! You don’t need to apologize!” Midoriya insists.

“I have some concerns, Iida,” Yaoyorozu says. “What exactly is your justification for changing your mind and joining us?”

“To be clear,” Iida says. “I’m coming because I don’t condone your behaviour. It’s as simple as that.” He adjusts his glasses. “If there’s even a hint that physical combat might break out, I’ll make you retreat immediately. In other words…” He points down at Midoriya, stern. “I’m your watchman!”

“Exactly what we needed,” Todoroki mumbles.

“The same goes for me,” Yaoyorozu says. “Rescuing Bakugo is a job for the pros. Objectively speaking, there’s no reason for any of us to go after him.” She starts digging in her pocket. “However…I understand how each of you feels, so I’m compromising. Don’t forget that.”

“Right,” Todoroki says.

“Understood,” Kirishima adds. His eyes fall on Kemuri. “Shimakage?”

She shakes her head. “I’m not fighting. I’m here because…if we do find Bakugo before the pros do, I’m your best shot at getting him out unseen, and…even then…”

“You have to be careful,” Iida says. “You only just woke up. Using your quirk after what happened—”

“That was two days ago. My hydration is fine,” she returns. He looks away, jaw clenched, and her fingertips press against his arm. “Tenya?”

“Just…let’s hope it doesn’t come to that.”

She blinks a few times. Come down to what—using her quirk? A hint of annoyance flares up in her chest, but she squashes it down. He has to have a reason, however strange it must be to make him like this.

With everyone on the same page, they keep walking.

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They go to the nearest station and get on a train, Kirishima and Todoroki stopping to get some food on the way in. Kirishima and Todoroki take one set of seats and Yaoyorozu and Midoriya sit across from them. Kemuri and Iida sit across the row from them, facing each other.

“The coordinates indicate Kamino Ward,” Yaoyorozu says as she watches her receiver, “Yokohama City in Kanagawa Prefecture. Our travel time will be about two hours from here. We’ll arrive around ten o’clock tonight.”

Kemuri purses her lips as she digs for her phone. Her dad responded to her text message earlier, asking her where exactly she was going, but she left him on read. Now, she types out a quick response.

“So, um…did you tell the rest of the class about this?” Midoriya asks, looking across at Todoroki. “Do they know what we’re doing tonight?”

Kemuri’s fingers freeze against her phone, stomach curling when her friends’ faces pop into her head. They don’t know she’s here.

“Yes,” Todoroki answers, “and they tried their best to talk us out of it.”

“Yeah, even Uraraka ganged up on us and tried to get us to change our minds,” Kirishima says. He shrugs and leans back in his seat, taking a bite of his bean bun. “Anyway…”

Midoriya looks at his lap, that faraway look in his eyes, and Kemuri wonders if he’s thinking about everything. Shoji mentioned to her that Bakugo was within Midoriya’s reach when he was taken.

“Just to make sure,” Todoroki says. “You know we’re going against everyone’s wishes and being completely selfish by doing this. We can call this off if we want to.”

“Does it look like I want to turn back?” Kirishima demands. He grits his teeth, shaking again. “Bakugo wouldn’t think twice about going after the villains if he was here.”

Todoroki’s mismatched eyes slide to the seat across from him. “What about you, Midoriya?”

“He’s my friend,” Midoriya says. He gets that look on his face, pure, unmoving determination. “I refuse to turn back.”

“I see,” Todoroki says. “Alright then.”

They return to silence, although Kemuri keeps watching them. They’re quiet, focused on their food, their own tasks. Kirishima looks out the window, lips pursed, head perched on his hand. The determination on his face is so potent Kemuri can almost feel it.

“Kemuri.” She looks up at Iida. He has his chin resting on his knuckles, fingers lightly brushing his bottom lip. “Do you really believe what you said out there? About being useless to everyone around you?”

She looks at her hands, pressing her fingertips to the back of her phone. A tingle rolls through them. “Why would I say that if I didn’t think so?” she asks, voice soft.

“It’s not true,” he insists. She meets his eyes as he sighs, dropping his hand from his mouth. “On I-Island, you helped just like the rest of us, and in the Beast’s Forest, there’s the way you fought with Nishimura. And then, the other night…” His hands form fists against his legs and she sees his jugular tighten. “You’re not useless just because you can’t punch and kick like others can. You’re not useless because you need some extra help finding your way around and doing things most of us take for granted.” His eyes close. “I would like you to stop selling yourself short.”

She nods, but it’s easier said than done. The doubt lingers.

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“So this is Kamino Ward,” Midoriya says when they leave the station.

Todoroki eyes the other pedestrians with distaste. “It’s so crowded.”

“Those villains are hiding somewhere in this city!” Kirishima says, already running. “Just tell me where to go!”

“Wait a second!” Yaoyorozu calls, making him stop. “From now on, we’re going to need to be extremely careful. These criminals already know what we look like, remember? We have to consider that we could be attacked at any moment.”

“Yeah, you’re right,” Midoriya says. He makes a swooshing noise as he puts his arms in an X in front of him. “Stealth mode.”

“You’re standing out even more, Midoriya,” Todoroki says.

“We won’t be able to scout effectively if we’re recognizable,” Iida says, stroking his chin.

“Okay, so what should we do?” Kirishima asks.

“I have an idea,” Yaoyorozu says, blushing a little as she points to a giant Donki Oote store. “Though it is a bit old school…”

“Disguises?” Kemuri asks. Yaoyorozu nods. “That…that could work.”

“Well, let’s go!” Kirishima says.

They walk into the store and head for the clothing section. This kind of supermarket has everything you could possibly want, from electronics to groceries to clothes, all at a nice, affordable price. They spread out to find outfits, Yaoyorozu urging them to wear something completely different than their usual.

“Todoroki, Kemuri!” Yaoyorozu says. “Here, I want you two to wear these!”

She shoves two packages towards them, one black and one brown. Kemuri stares at the brown package, brow furrowing as she tries to find a label.

“A wig?” Todoroki asks.

“You two have very distinct hair! Gotta cover it up, right?” Yaoyorozu chirps. “Oh, Todoroki, please wear this. You’ll look great!” she adds as she hands him a pile of clothing. He sighs as she turns back to Kemuri. “Kemuri, can I help you find an outfit? Please?”

Her eyes are bright as she bounces a little, reminding Kemuri of when Hagakure gets really excited for something. Kemuri nods and steps away from Iida, making his jaw clench a little before he walks away with Todoroki.

And so, Kemuri stands by and lets Yaoyorozu pile clothes into her arms. When she deems that they have enough options, they regroup with the boys, Yaoyorozu pays for everything, and they go to the change rooms.

Kemuri emerges wearing baggy ripped jeans, a punk t-shirt, a leather jacket, and a short brown wig with dark sunglasses perched on her head. Yaoyorozu had to help her get all her hair inside it, but in the end, it almost looks real. Yaoyorozu even gave her a fake nose ring.

She swapped out her backpack too, deemed “too noticeable” thanks to all the hero pins and buttons on it. She put it inside a slighter larger, plainer backpack.

“This is so strange…” she whispers, reaching to fiddle with the fake jewellery on her face.

The curtain next to her slides open and Midoriya steps out, wearing a simple purple t-shirt under a blue blazer. His pants match the coat and he has a gold chain around his neck. He’s pushed his hair back, revealing more of his forehead, and he’s wearing triangular orange sunglasses. He’s stuck a piece of fake hair to his chin like a goatee.

“Yo, fool! Whatchu lookin’ at?” he says.

Todoroki emerges wearing a navy suit vest, a button-up shirt with the sleeves cuffed at his elbow, and a black wig. The wig’s bangs cover his scar, but some of his white hair still peeks out.

“This is me,” he states. “Incognito.”

Sunglasses seem to be the statement piece of the night, because Yaoyorozu steps out with a pair to compliment her backless pink dress. She’s somehow made her ponytail even fluffier and curlier and Kemuri decides to blame the can of Uneri in her hand.

“Now we’ll blend in perfectly,” she says.

Iida comes out next, his hair slicked back, a fake pencil moustache above his lip, his glasses absent. He wears orange and red suspenders over a plain white shirt and a red bow tie brings the look together.

Kemuri hides her smile as he approaches, fiddling with the bow tie. “I feel so ridiculous,” he mutters.

“U-Um…you…you look handsome,” Kemuri offers. His eyes widen a little and she immediately looks away, blushing up to her ears.

Kirishima comes out right after him, wearing a maroon coat and matching pants, a belt with a giant buckle and a golden wallet chain at his waist. He's flattened his hair down and wears a headband that gives him horns. He grins, ruffling the back of his head, making the golden bracelet on his wrist jingle.

“I don’t know, I kinda dig it,” he says.

Everyone puts their clothes in Kemuri’s new backpack and, suited up, they head out looking very different than when they went in.

“Watch it, you punks! Get lost!” Midoriya growls. Kemuri has to give him credit for getting into his street punk role.

“That’s all wrong! You’ve gotta stick your chin out more,” Kirishima says.

Midoriya juts his jaw out as far as he can, glaring over the top of his sunglasses. “You talkin’ to me?!”

“That’s it!” Kirishima praises.

“We’re just a few scoundrels cruising for hot girls!” Iida declares.

“Close enough! Now you, Shimakage!”

Kemuri blinks a few times, then tries to slouch her shoulders as she digs her hands into her pockets. “Ugh, whatever,” she states, deadpan, and she flicks her head a bit as she lets out a scoff.

“Nice! That’s totally aloof,” Kirishima says with a thumbs up. She does her best not to grin too much. “Also, only one strap on the backpack. That looks cooler.”

Kemuri blinks. “But…that’s so bad for your back…” she whispers.

Iida clenches his fist. “For the sake of the act, you must…although I feel your pain, Kemuri,” he says. She slips one strap off, letting the bag dangle more.

Yaoyorozu smirks. “Great disguises,” she says. “We’d stand out in this district dressed like kids.”

“Yaoyorozu, couldn’t you have used your quirk for this to save money?” Todoroki asks.

She gasps. “Well, technically, but it’s against the rules!” she rants, flushed. “If I started making everything, just think of the impact on the economy! We must ensure the flow of commerce!” She claps her hands together. “Yeah, that’s right! It’s our civic duty as citizens!”

Todoroki’s eyebrows lift. “Sure.”

“So the rich girl wanted to go shopping, huh?” Kirishima mumbles. Kemuri and Midoriya shrug.

Yaoyorozu steps forward, gesturing her hand. “Everyone, our destination is this way.”

“Woah, it’s U.A High!” someone calls. Kemuri squeaks as Yaoyorozu tenses up.

Midoriya lets out another guttural sound as he turns around, but the tough guy expression falls when he sees what the pedestrian meant. One of the jumbo screens nearby is broadcasting what looks like a press conference. Principal Nezu, Vlad King, and Aizawa are all there, and Aizawa…

Kemuri almost doesn’t recognize him. It looks like he shaved, showered, and got a haircut. He’s even wearing a suit. He’s like someone pretending to be Aizawa and failing.

“Let’s return to a clip from the U.A High School press conference that just wrapped up.”

“Mr. Aizawa,” Midoriya whispers as they move into the crowd.

“Vlad King and the principal too,” Yaoyorozu adds.

“We are here to apologize,” Aizawa speaks. “A recent incident allowed harm to come to thirty first year heroes. We staff were ill-prepared. We take responsibility for any trauma caused by our negligence. It’s our duty to train heroes, but also to protect heroes in training.”

All three men bow in apology as cameras flash. Kemuri grips the sleeve of her jacket, her heart pounding. Thirty people…thirty of her fellow hero students. This is the first time she’s heard that number. Only fourteen people escaped that camp unharmed.

Her chest seizes up and she tries to breathe as Leech’s wide, unblinking eyes pop into her head.

“Kemuri?” Iida whispers. “Are you alright?”

She shakes her head, biting her lip hard. She can’t start crying here, not now, and she takes in another shaky, strained breath. Why is she thinking about Leech now, of all times? Why is she thinking of the way his nails dug into her skin—

She hears Iida step closer, then his hand surrounds hers and squeezes. She holds onto him, arms pressed together. Her shoulder aches with real and phantom pain alike.

“This is crazy,” Kirishima says. “He hates being on TV.”

“I’ll take the first question,” a reporter’s voice says, although the camera doesn’t shift to him. “Since the beginning of the year, U.A students have had four encounters with villains. This time, there were students who were gravely injured. How did you explain this to their families? And what are some of the specific steps you’re taking to ensure their safety in the future?”

“They’re treating them like…villains,” Midoriya whispers.

“We will increase patrols around the school grounds,” Nezu says, “and review security measures within the school itself. The safety of U.A students is our main priority. Make no mistake about it.”

“Ugh, what are these dudes thinking?” a bystander comments to his companion.

“They’re gonna get those kids killed.”

“They should be ashamed."

“Increased patrols? Give me a break.”

All around them, voices speak their distaste, their annoyance, their disbelief. Kemuri’s grip on Iida’s hand gets tighter. It feels like the very air is infected with a sense of mistrust, like the shining example that heroes have created over the years is crumbling down.

“I have another question,” another reporter says. “While there were no student fatalities, one of the villains was killed in this attack. What do you have to say for the student who committed the act? Is U.A teaching future heroes that taking lives is okay?”

Kemuri’s eyes widen and she feels her knees wobble. Oh, god, are they talking about—

“The coroner’s report told us that the villain in question died as a result of water intoxication, caused by overusing his quirk. His life was not taken by the student,” Nezu speaks. “The only harm Miss Shimakage caused was a few broken fingers, but she did it in self-defence, as she was allowed to do. Her quirk was not used against him in any way and her actions allowed a fellow classmate to escape. U.A, of course, does not condone killing in any way, whatsoever.”

Kemuri’s ears are ringing and yet she’s hyper-aware of every beat her heart makes. Iida’s arm surrounds her, holding her up as he pulls her into his embrace, and she grips his shirt with the hand not clutching is. That was her fault. Someone died and it was all her fault.

“That raises another question,” yet another reporter says, getting to his feet. “Eraserhead, you spoke about keeping the students safe, and yet our information says that you encouraged them to fight during the attack, putting them in grave danger. What was your reasoning for this?”

“I concluded that, because we didn’t know the full situation, allowing them to use their quirks would help avoid the worst possible outcome.”

“And what would that outcome be?” the reporter retorts. “Do you think twenty-nine student victims, a dead villain, and a kidnapped child is a win for U.A High?”

Kemuri looks away, tears rolling down her face, Iida still keeping her on her feet. She didn’t mean to kill him. She just wanted him to put himself out of commission. She wanted to live. She didn’t think he would take in so much water that it actually…

Did she, or was there a part of her at that moment that didn’t care if he died, so desperate was her will to live? She can’t make sense of it, not when she feels like she’s breaking up inside, a second away from shattering. She did this. She did that to him. He was a villain, but he was a person too, someone who may have had a family or loved ones who cared about him.

“Kemuri, I’m sorry no one told you, that…that we didn’t tell you,” Iida whispers. “We felt it would be better if...if…”

She shakes her head and grips him tighter. If what? If she went on without knowing that she took part in taking someone’s life? She’s trying to be a hero. Heroes don’t kill. Heroes protect.

“I assure you that things could have gone much more poorly,” Aizawa continues. “I feared that every student would be tortured or killed in the end.”

“Most of the victims were harmed by the gas attack. We’ve determined it to be the result of a poisonous quirk used by one of the villains,” Nezu adds. “It’s thanks to the quick actions of Miss Kendo and Mr. Tetsutetsu that injuries were kept to a bare minimum. Additionally, we’re providing mental health counselling to every student, though at the moment we do not see any signs of serious psychological trauma.”

The reporter’s voice is sarcastic when he says, “So you’ve found a bright spot in this tragedy?”

“We’re relieved that an entire class of burgeoning heroes still has a future.”

“Can you say the same thing for the abducted, Katsuki Bakugo?” Aizawa’s jaw clenches a little as the reporter continues, “He enrolled at your school with excellent marks and went on to win the Sports Festival. Before that, he survived the attack of a powerful sludge villain, who eventually had to be taken down by All Might.”

“This guy has done his research,” Yaoyorozu whispers.

“But he’s turning it against them,” Todoroki says.

“The boy is obviously strong and heroic. On the other hand, the violence he displayed in the finals and his attitude at the awards ceremony both showed that he cannot control his temper. What if this is the real reason the villains kidnapped him? What if they’re brainwashing Bakugo right now, pulling him toward the path of evil?”

Kirishima grits his teeth. “Bakugo would never!”

“How can you sit there and tell us that he still has a future?"

Kemuri pulls her face away from Iida’s chest, staring up at the screen through tear-stained, aching eyes. Aizawa gets to his feet, his eyes narrowed, jaw clenched. He looks like he’s about to break, like he’s about to shout, but he can’t. He can’t get sucked into this reporter’s game.

Aizawa bows at the waist. “As Katsuki Bakugo’s teacher, I take full responsibility for not taming his violent behaviour. However, his actions at the Sports Festival were born of his deep-seated convictions. He’s trying harder than anyone in his pursuit to become the top hero.” He looks up at the reporter, cool and collected. “If the villains think they have a chance with him, then they are grossly mistaken, I can guarantee you that much.”

“That doesn’t amount to real evidence though,” says the same reporter. Kemuri is almost angry at this point. This guy won’t give up. “I didn’t ask you how you feel. I asked you if you have concrete information.”

“We’re doing our best with the intel we currently have available,” Nezu says. “I have no doubt the police will break this case very soon. We won’t rest until our missing student is returned to U.A.”

“Guys, let’s go,” Yaoyorozu whispers.

Iida is the first to follow her, the other three boys close behind. Kemuri stays close to him, wiping her cheeks, and Yaoyorozu hands her a handkerchief. She dabs at her eyes, doing her best not to openly sob any more than she already has. They get away from the crowds still watching the conference and head down a side street. It’s quieter here, save for the steady beep of the receiver.

“Kemuri,” Iida says, his tone firm. “Look at me.” She drags her eyes up to him as the group stops, his hands finding her shoulders, avoiding pressing too hard on them. “You heard the principal. That villain brought about his own end. It wasn’t your fault.”

She sniffles hard, nails digging into her palm. “N-No, you…you don’t understand,” she whispers. “I…I knew about water poisoning. That…that’s why I tried…tried to find the lake.” She squeezes her eyes shut. “I couldn’t…I couldn’t find another way to…to get out of there, but…but I knew it m-might kill him. I-I didn’t think…”

“You were trying to save Nishi,” Kirishima cuts in, reaching out to press his hand against her back. “And then you were trying to get away. The dude should’ve known his limits better."

She doesn’t answer, eyes still closed, her entire body still shaking. She could have knocked him out. She could have fought him with her martial arts without her quirk. She could have come up with a million other ways to incapacitate him that didn’t involve that.

“Even if you tried to fight him,” Todoroki says, “he had already snapped Nishimura’s arm off and shot you. I doubt that you could have taken him down like that.” She slowly looks up at him, eyes locking. “It was dark. Your vision was probably worse than it usually is and the guy was taller and stronger than you.”

Yaoyorozu nods. “Nishi told us that the villain kept sucking up your fog, too,” she murmurs.

“It sounds to me,” Todoroki continues, “that you chose the plan that gave you the best shot at getting both you and Nishimura out alive. You couldn’t have planned for the villain to push himself so desperately just to kill you.”

Kemuri lets her head droop, sucking in a few more deep breaths. He’s right, but…god, her mind won’t shut up. It won’t let her believe him and drop it. It whispers at her, taps at her memories with long, cold fingers. Murderer, murderer, murderer…

“Shimakage?” This time, it’s Midoriya speaking. “This…is the first I’m hearing about this, but Todoroki’s got a point. You couldn’t have known.”

She watches him for a second, then exhales and looks away. “Thank you, Todoroki, Midoriya,” she whispers.

Todoroki nods, the closest she’ll get to a “you’re welcome”, and Midoriya lets a tiny smile soften his face. She looks back up at Iida as his hands slide off her shoulders. He’s wearing that expression again, the one that’s worried and concerned at the same time. Kirishima’s hand disappears from her back.

“It’s okay to take your time with this,” Iida adds, softer. “No one expects you to leave this behind just because we’ve reassured you. No one expects you to be okay after all this. Heaven knows we aren’t.”

She dabs at her eyes again, eking out another weak, “Thank you.” Their words do help, no matter how hard it is for her to believe them.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Kirishima asks, lip pouted in worry. “You don’t have to come with us the rest of the way if you’re not up for it.”

She shakes her head. “N-No, I’ve…I’ve come this far. I still want to help.”

No one has to suggest that they keep walking. They just do.

Chapter 108: Arrival

Chapter Text

They reach another street and Yaoyorozu presses herself against the closest building, staring out at a rather plain building. There are two visible barred windows, a metal awning, and a stone fence around the property. The only way in is through a pair of wrought-iron gates.

“Okay, this is the spot the tracker is broadcasting from,” she whispers.

“So that’s their hideout?” Kirishima asks. “Not a bad one, I guess.”

“Maybe it is and maybe it isn’t,” Yaoyorozu says. “According to the tracking history, the villain hasn’t left this location for the past day, but that’s all we know.” She turns to the others. “One villain is hiding here, but that could be it. They might have Bakugo somewhere else. We’re going into this operation completely blind from here so, please, try to proceed logically.”

“I…I can help,” Kemuri says. All eyes land on her. “I’ve been practicing a technique with my quirk. I can see what’s inside without going in.”

“Really?” Midoriya asks, eyes wide.

She nods. “If you just give me a minute, I can find out if there’s anyone waiting to ambush.”

“Won’t they see the fog though?” Iida asks.

“It’s all we’ve got,” she retorts. His lips purse and she squeezes his arm before stepping away from him. “I’m not going to fight, Tenya. I promise.”

He purses his lips. “I…I trust you.”

“Be back soon.”

She steps into the streets, giving in and putting the other strap of her backpack on. She’ll need both hands for this. There’s no one around to see her as she creeps towards the building, pausing at the gate. She could climb it and get closer, but who knows what traps and alarms might be set up. She won’t risk it.

She crouches by the gate and lifts her hands, palms up. She closes her eyes and concentrates. This requires her complete focus.

Fog trickles from all over her hands and wrists, flooding under the gate, and she pushes it towards the door. She feels it squeeze under and emerge into the building. For a few seconds, all she feels is concrete floor.

She sends one cloud right, then the other left, one hand commanding each. She senses lots of large squares, probably boxes, but no people. The place is pretty trashed, with lots of pieces of this and that scattered around the floor. There’s nothing even remotely human-shaped. Sweat pricks on her brow as she pushes her quirk further.

The fog touches a wide, square surface lacking the bumps and uneven planks that the other boxes had. She moves it up, creeping along the outside, and senses a bunch of cylindrical items. Tubes or wires, maybe. They’re thick enough that tubes seems to be the valid conclusion.

She presses the fog down. She feels the rippling of water, and then—

Her eyes snap open as her breath hitches and her fog loses its momentum, drifting aimlessly in the air. That felt human. It was a dome, the correct size for a human head, but she felt ridges. A head doesn’t have ridges and even on someone bald, it should be smooth.

That…felt like an exposed brain.

She gives her hands a quick shake, forcing the fog to spread out thinner so that it disappears faster. There are a few pedestrians nearby now and she needs to act inconscpicuous. She feigns searching for something, acts like she found it, and tucks her hands into her pockets. She returns to her group, a little shaken. They watch her with wide, expectant eyes.

“No people,” she says. “But…there was this container of water, and I think I felt a Nomu’s head.”

“What?” Kirishima utters. “You sure?”

“W-Well…” She waves her hands about nervously. “I can’t see what an object is, I can just…just feel their general shape and come up with a picture in my head. The way it felt…the only thing I could come up with was a Nomu.”

“That was what the tracker was attached to,” Yaoyorozu murmurs. She smiles a little. “But, thank you, Kemuri. This really saved us some trouble.”

“So, what now?” Todoroki asks.

Midoriya peers out at the street. “Let’s go around to the back,” he offers. “That might be the best chance we have to confirm Shimakage’s intel.”

They set out. The alleyway they find is narrow, so narrow they have to creep through it sideways. Kemuri ends up in between Iida and Todoroki, her backpack lightly scraping against the wall at her back. It’s so dark to her now that, unless she’s looking at Iida’s white shirt, it’s like she can’t see anything.

“This is so narrow,” Yaoyorozu whispers. “I might get stuck…”

“Just keep moving. We have to check what’s inside,” Midoriya urges. “No one will see us from back here.” He stops. “Look, there’s a window.”

Kemuri backs up as much as she can and just sees the shimmer of glass behind metal bars.

“We’ll be blind in the darkness,” Todoroki murmurs. “No offence, Shimakage.”

“None taken,” she replies.

“One second,” Yaoyorozu says, pulling off her sunglasses. “I’ll make us a night vision scope.”

“Wait, no need,” Kirishima says, pulling one from his pocket. “I actually brought one along with me for this.”

“Woah, really?” Midoriya asks.

Kirishima’s forehead furrows. “When I thought about what we’d have to do, I thought we might need it.”

“Sure, but aren’t those models super expensive? I did some research on them when I was thinking about my costume. They cost like 50 000 yen or something, right?”

“Whatever, man, just drop it,” Kirishima mumbles.

“Right,” Todoroki says. “Then Kirishima will serve as our scout. Back him up, Midoriya.”

Through some awkward maneuvering, Kirishima climbs onto Todoroki’s shoulders and Midoriya gets onto Iida’s, leaving the girls on the ground.

“Hold steady,” Midoriya warns.

“Don’t lean forward too much,” Iida says. “We may have to run at a moment’s notice.”

“Todoroki, can you move back a little?” Kirishima asks. He reaches the top of the wall, bracing his arm against it as they steady themselves.

“Tell us what you see inside,” Iida whispers. “Quickly.”

“Got it,” Kirishima says as he puts the scope to his eyes. “It’s pretty trashed. I don’t see any—” He stops, letting out a startled noise, and Todoroki grips his legs tighter.

“What’s wrong?” he asks. “You weren’t spotted, were you?”

“Midoriya,” Kirishima says, hands shaking as he hands over the scope. “The back left. The corner. Look."

Midoriya takes the scope and looks in. “No way…” he whispers. He looks down at the girls, his eyes wide. “Shimakage, you…you were right. There’s Nomu, but…there’s a lot of them.”

Kemuri stares up at him. “R-Really?” She was hoping her assumption wasn’t true. She was really hoping.

There’s a crash off to the side and Kirishima’s head whips towards it. “Guys…” he starts.

Kemuri can’t see much, but she does see something giant and purple lodging into the bed of a pickup truck, then lift it off the ground.

“No way,” Midoriya says. “Is that…?”

There’s a shout, the sound of concrete and metal breaking, and then a rush of wind buffets them. Midoriya and Kirishima topple off Iida and Todoroki’s shoulders and Kemuri feels her wig get ripped off, her hair flying around her face as she loses her balance and falls to her knees. Sirens wail nearby.

They stumble to their feet, groaning and rubbing at sore spots. The dust clears. The sirens remain.

“What…did the building come down?” Iida asks. He helps Kemuri off her feet and she dusts off her clothes.

“Give me a boost, Iida,” Kirishima says. “Maybe I can see what’s happening.”

“Midoriya, help me up too,” Yaoyorozu says.

They push past each other and hoist them up. Kirishima gasps.

“Gang Orca and Mt. Lady,” he says. “Woah, even Best Jeanist is here!”

“Seriously?” Kemuri asks, eyes wide. Her silly little heart can’t help but leap with excitement.

“And Mr. Tiger too,” Yaoyorozu says. “And…” Her eyes widen and she looks down, meeting Kemuri’s eyes. “Kemuri, your mom…”

“W-What?” she asks.

Her stomach plunges into her feet. She sees her mom’s nervous smile, her repeated promise that things were going to be okay. She must have been asked to help. If they were already planning a rescue effort, then they must have needed their best. Kemuri is caught between pride and pure concern.

“Ugh,” they hear Mt. Lady say. “Are these gross dudes really alive? I thought we’d be in for a fight but this was super easy. Maybe we should have left this to the police and gone with All Might. No offence or anything, Officer Shimakage.”

“Difficulty and importance are two very different things, rookie,” Best Jeanist’s voice replies. “Shimakage, have your riot squad get the transports ready. There could be more of them. I want everyone on your guard.”

“Yes, sir.” Kemuri’s heart clenches when her mom speaks. “Everyone, you heard him. You don’t get to relax yet. We’re not done until we’re back at the station.”

“Yes, ma’am!” choruses a plethora of male voices.

“Come on, Ragdoll,” Tiger’s gruff voice comes in. “Wake up for me!”

“Is that your teammate?” Gang Orca asks. “She’s breathing. That’s good.”

“Yes, but…look at her. What have they done to you, my friend?”

Kemuri’s hand finds her mouth, then pulls away as she asks, “Is…is she hurt bad?”

Yaoyorozu frowns a little. “She’s just…still, and she’s covered in a sheet or something. I can’t see any larger injuries.”

Iida and Midoriya bring the two of them down as relieved smiles spread across everyone’s faces.

“Everything’s fine,” Iida says. “The heroes were on top of this way before we were.”

“This is great!” Kirishima agrees.

“Now then, let’s get back home,” Iida says, looking the most relaxed he’s been all night. “At least we won’t have to explain ourselves.”

“It sounded like All Might is somewhere else,” Midoriya murmurs, glancing down the alleyway ahead of them. “Does that mean he’s rescued Kacchan?”

“If All Might’s on the scene, there’s no reason for us to worry. Let’s go, quickly!” Yaoyorozu urges.

“Right,” Todoroki says.

She turns and starts back the way they came. Kemuri follows her, Iida at her back, the others behind him. Kemuri takes a few deep breaths and allows herself to relax. Her mom is fine. She’s one of the best! No wonder Tsukauchi needed her help.

They don’t get far before Midoriya stops, urging Todoroki to stop too. The others notice them and, one by one, they all stop. Midoriya is looking up at that window again, lips pursed. Kemuri opens her mouth to ask him what’s wrong, then she hears it.

Footsteps.

Echoing, tapping footsteps.

“I’m sorry, Tiger,” a new voice says, their voice somewhat mechanical, like they’re speaking through a filter. “Ragdoll’s quirk was so useful, I just had to take it. How could I not?”

“Who…” Kirishima starts, but he doesn’t continue.

“Are you with the League?” Gang Orca asks.

“Somebody get us a light!” Tiger calls.

“Since my body was mostly destroyed, I haven’t been able to stock up on quirks,” the newcomer continues. Kemuri searches her friends’ faces, but they’re just as confused as she is.

“Stop right there!” Gang Orca orders. “Don’t move!”

There’s a brief moment where they don’t hear anything, then Mt. Lady gasps. “Hey, you can’t attack like that!” she insists. “What if he’s just a bystander?”

“Think about the situation,” Best Jeanist retorts. “A moment of hesitation could decide the fight! We can’t let these villains try anything!”

That’s the last thing Kemuri hears before the building explodes.

Chapter 109: United States of Smash

Chapter Text

Kemuri can’t move.

There’s an unknown force pressing down on her, making her feel sick, making her body break out in a cold sweat. She can smell something burning and the smoke and dust in the air makes her eyes itch.

“Tomura has finally started thinking rationally and making decisions by himself. I do wish that you hadn’t gotten in his way.”

Kemuri can feel death.

Tears swell in her eyes, but she can’t move. All she can see is death. She sees Iida, laying on his back, blood trickling from his mouth and nose as he stares unseeing into the sky. Todoroki and Yaoyorozu are near him, blood seeping into a growing puddle beneath them, her limp hand brushing his. Midoriya is on his side, not breathing, eyes closed, and Kirishima is slumped against his body, blood trickling from his vibrant hair.

She sees herself, blue, cold, a gunshot wound in her shoulder.

She feels someone grab her hand but she doesn’t register it. She can’t look away, can’t make the image leave her eyes. She can feel everything, feel her lungs aching for air, feel the cold water closing in around her as bubbles stream from her lips, feel her arm hanging limp at her side.

Steady clapping echoes through the air. The image fades before Kemuri’s eyes, but the feeling remains. Her eyes dart down and she finds that Iida and Kirishima have each grabbed one of her hands.

“I see why you’re the number four hero, Best Jeanist,” the villain says. “That blast should’ve annihilated the lot of you, but you were able to manipulate everyone’s clothing and pull them out of the way just in time. Quick thinking. Consider me…impressed.”

There’s the sound of coughing and rubble shifting. Kemuri wishes she could see what’s happening. Is Best Jeanist okay? Who is this new villain?

There’s the sound of rushing air, then Best Jeanist lets out a choked gasp.

“Hakamata!”

Kemuri snaps her head to the side, still too short to see over the broken wall. Mom—

Another blast and she hears her mom cry out, then the sound of a body hitting the ground. Kemuri bites her tongue against a sob, hands gripping Iida’s and Kirishima’s tightly. No, no, no, this isn’t happening. They had this.

“Now I see,” the man murmurs. “Your strength comes from practice and experience, not raw power.”

That’s why Best Jeanist was always one of Kemuri’s favourite heroes. He wasn’t strong at a glance, but he became strong. He found a way to use his quirk to his advantage and Kemuri always thought that, if he could make it, so could she.

Please, she begs. Please don’t let him die. Don’t let mom die. Not here. Not now…

“I don’t need your quirk,” the man says. “It wouldn’t pair well with Tomura’s disposition.”

She has to run. They all have to run, but she can’t get herself to move. Her legs feel like lead.

There’s a sound like rushing water and harsh coughing.

“Ugh, damn it,” a familiar voice says. More coughing. “The hell?”

Kemuri sucks in sharply and looks at everyone else. Recognition plays across every expression. Bakugo is here.

“My apologies, Bakugo,” the villain says.

More splashing. More coughing.

“Ew, that was so gross!” a girl’s voice whines.

“This black stuff reeks! I love it!”

“Master…”

“So…you’ve failed once more, Tomura,” the unknown man, Master, says. “But you must not be discouraged. You’ll try again. That’s why I brought your associates back with you. Even this child, because you judged that he was an important piece on your game board.” There’s a pause. “Start over as many times as it takes. I’m here to provide you with help. All of this…is for you.”

Midoriya moves, just a step, and Iida’s hand leaves Kemuri’s. He grabs onto the front of Midoriya’s shirt, the other on Todoroki’s arm. Kemuri stares at them. Does Midoriya have a plan? Bakugo is right there, but he’s surrounded by villains. Kemuri’s mom is somewhere in that mess with Best Jeanist and the other pros.

She can’t think of anything. She’s blank. Any inkling of an idea that springs to her head disappears or won’t work. They have to get out of here. They can’t possibly save Bakugo like this. At least it doesn’t seem like anyone has noticed them.

“Ah…there you are,” Master says.

Kemuri’s blood runs cold. There’s a rush of air, then a heavy blast. The ground shakes. Kemuri squeaks and wrenches her hands up to grip her hair as it flies around her face.

“I’ll have you return my student…All for One,” All Might says.

Kemuri’s mind clears, just a little, and she frowns. All for One…why does that remind her of something, something she’s heard before?

There’s another blast of wind and Kemuri nearly falls forward at the force of it, only caught by Kirishima grabbing her injured arm. She winces, hand flying to it, and Kirishima immediately releases her.

“No…there’s too many of them,” Midoriya says.

“It took you long enough to find us,” All for One says. “It’s only five kilometres from the bar to here and yet it was at least thirty seconds after I sent the Nomu that you arrived. You’ve gotten weaker, All Might.”

“You’re one to talk. It’s kind of difficult to ignore that fancy life support mask you’ve got on,” All Might retorts. “Aren’t you over-exerting yourself?”

“We…have to…” Kemuri starts. Have to what? Run? Of course, they do, but where?

“I won’t repeat the mistake I made five years ago!” All Might says. “You hear me? I will take Young Bakugo back and I will make certain you’re locked up for the rest of your sad life, right along with your despicable League of Villains!”

“Sounds like you’ve got your work cut out for you,” All for One responds. “This will be hard for us both.”

Another shockwave. Kemuri can hear buildings breaking, toppling.

“All Might!” Bakugo cries, voice shaking.

“Don’t you worry. It’ll take more than that to kill him,” All for One says. “Get off the battlefield, Tomura, and take that child with you. Kurogiri, warp them away.”

“Be careful!” someone shouts. It’s a masculine voice, yet it’s feminine enough to leave Kemuri confused. “One of the heroes messed with him and he’s unconscious! I’m not sure what’s going on but if you can teleport, why don’t you get us out of here?”

“My warp power is still new, Magne,” All for One says. “There is much I need to learn about it. Its distance is limited, and while he can teleport to specific coordinates, I only transport people to and from my own location. Or, with focus, to and from someone I am very familiar with. That is all. It’s easier to have Kurogiri do it.”

Kemuri shakes her head. From the way this guy talks, it sounds like he just got this quirk. Before, he commented on taking Ragdoll’s power. Kemuri doesn’t know how it works or how it’s even possible, but this man…this “All for One”, has multiple quirks and can steal quirks from others.

“Forcible quirk activation!” There’s another sound, one Kemuri can’t place. “Leave this place.”

“What about you?” Shigaraki asks.

There’s another smash from far off and the sound of more rubble crashing together.

“You’re not thinking, Tomura,” All for One calls. “There remains much room for you to grow!”

Impact. More wind. Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut.

“Let’s go, Shigaraki,” someone says. “While our masked lead is keeping All Might entertained. Claim your prize!”

“Kacchan,” Midoriya whispers.

“Heh,” Bakugo scoffs. “This is gonna be fun!”

“Young Bakugo, don’t!”

Midoriya turns and peers out a broken piece of wall, his eyes widening, and Kemuri wonders what he can see right now. Can he see Bakugo? Can he find a way out? She can hear the sounds of struggle, Bakugo’s grunts of effort, the movements of his attackers, explosions.

“I’m coming for you!” All Might shouts.

“I don’t think so,” All for One says, “because I am here.”

They’re stuck. Bakugo is stuck. All Might is stuck.

Kemuri thinks of Shoji, and how he warned them against letting their emotions get the best of them. She thinks of Tsuyu’s concern about them acting like villains. She thinks of the laws that prohibit them from using their quirks. They can’t fight. They can’t run. They can’t do anything.

Midoriya gasps. “Iida, listen—”

“You can’t fight. I won’t let you!” Iida says.

“No, I think there’s another way,” Midoriya insists. “A way that won’t involve any combat, that’ll let us escape with him! Come on, we can still get Kacchan back!”

“Tell us your plan,” Todoroki says as Iida releases them, stepping back.

“Thing is…” Midoriya says. “It’s all going to depend on him. If I did the plan myself, I don’t think it would work, so, Kirishima…you’re the key to this being a success.”

Kirishima’s mouth falls open and Kemuri turns to look at him.

“We need details, Midoriya,” Todoroki says, and Kemuri looks back at him. “Come on.”

“Right,” he says. “Here’s what I’m thinking. First, we’ll propel ourselves using my quirk combined with Iida’s recipro. Then, using Kirishima’s hardening, we’ll break through the wall. The second we’ve cleared it, Todoroki will make a huge slab of ice for us, as high as he possibly can.”

Kemuri bites her lip. So far, so good, and she leans forward, eager to hear the rest. The others are the same way.

“The villains haven’t noticed us yet,” Midoriya continues. “Up until now, they’ve been able to outmaneuver us, but we’re finally in the position to get the jump on them! We’ll cross the battlefield at a height they can never hope to reach.”

“What about the main boss?” Kemuri asks.

“Right now, he’s holding All Might back, but that means the reverse is true too.” Midoriya swallows, eyes falling on Kirishima again. “The last part’s up to you, Kirishima. It’s no good if I do it, or any of the rest of us. Ever since school started, you’ve built a solid relationship with Kacchan as equals! If his friend calls to him…he’ll listen.” He looks between Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, and Kemuri. “Then, when everyone is focused on us, the three of you can escape.”

For a second, no one utters a word.

Iida speaks first. “Are you out of your mind?”

“Kacchan will have realized the situation All Might’s in,” Midoriya insists. “He’s staying on the defensive with his enemies, keeping his distance. That’s good for us. We have to move when he’s got some space between him and the villains.”

“I agree,” Todoroki says. Kemuri nods.

“Iida?” Yaoyorozu asks.

Iida crosses his arms over his chest, one hand drifting to his chin. “It is a gamble, but all things considered, there’s not much risk to us. More importantly, it could change the tide of this fight.” He pauses, his lips purse, and then he nods. “I’m in.” Before anyone moves, he turns to Kemuri. “Stay with Todoroki and Yaoyorozu. I will see you soon.”

She tilts her head a little, chest warm. Why he feels the need to reassure her, she doesn’t know. She smiles a little. “Of course,” she whispers. “Good luck, Tenya.”

They prepare. Midoriya and Iida position themselves on either side of Kirishima, looping their arms together around him, and Midoriya braces one foot against the wall as he starts to glow with green energy. Iida readies his recipro. Kirishima crosses his arms over himself and hardens up.

They burst through the wall and Todoroki crouches. Cold air swirls around him and he swipes his hand up, a monstrous glacier soaring into the sky. The three boys pick up speed as they land on the glacier. All for One tries to stop them, but All Might gets to him first.

They crest the top of the glacier and take to the air. Kemuri holds her breath, watches as Kirishima turns and throws his hand out, watches as Bakugo sees them.

“Come on!” Kirishima’s voice echoes.

There’s a split second. Shigaraki lunges for Bakugo’s arm as Bakugo aims his hands at the ground. He lets out a scream and there’s a blast of light. Bakugo soars into the air, propelled by his one, massive explosion, and reaches out his hand.

Kirishima grabs him and Kemuri swears she can see them grinning from here.

“Just as we thought,” Todoroki says. “All eyes on them.” He looks away, focusing on the girls in front of him. “This is our chance.”

“Let’s go,” Yaoyorozu urges.

They hurry away.

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The three of them rejoin the crowds as people scramble around them, desperate to get away from the area. Todoroki pulls out his phone and presses a number before putting it to his ear.

“Midoriya, are you four safe?” he asks after a moment.

Kemuri can’t hear his response.

“I don’t think so,” Todoroki answers. “We’re on the street blending in with the crowd right now. Some pros are here, helping people evacuate.” Midoriya says something else and Todoroki nods. “Alright, we’ll see you soon.”

He hangs up and they lapse back into silence. A helicopter soars overhead, back towards the incident, and Kemuri rubs her arm absentmindedly.

“Todoroki, Yaomomo,” she says. “You…you guys are my friends, right?”

Yaoyorozu frowns a little. “Of course we are.” Todoroki nods.

Kemuri keeps rubbing her arm. “Then…could you please tell me what happened at the training camp?”

Again, Yaoyorozu frowns, brows furrowed. “You…you know what happened. Villains attacked, thirty of us were hurt—”

“No, I mean…” She sucks in a breath. “I mean after I passed out. No one’s told me anything about what happened. My…my memories are all scattered. I remember running for my life, swimming, then passing out on the shore. Then…”

She stops. She remembers Iida, remembers his voice, and Sato said Iida is the one who found her. She assumes that he just carried her back. She shakes her head, tries to refocus herself. Todoroki and Yaoyorozu are still watching.

“Then, the hospital,” she says. “Everyone…everyone’s acting like I’m gonna break apart. Tenya seems scared anytime I get too far from him, and…everyone, they talk like I can’t…like I can’t handle anything. They keep putting emphasis on how happy they are that…” She stops, breathes, exhales. “That I’m alive. Nishimura kept apologizing, even after I told him I was okay.” She looks up at them, her friends. “Please, just…tell me what happened.”

Yaoyorozu looks at Todoroki just as he looks at her. Their lips purse in synch, a silent conversation passing between them.

“Todoroki, we can’t,” Yaoyorozu says.

“She deserves to know,” he retorts.

Kemuri purses her lips, tugging at her fingers again. Yaoyorozu looks at her feet, lip wobbling, while Todoroki finally meets Kemuri’s eyes. He takes a breath.

“I wasn’t around for most of it. Yaoyorozu wasn’t either,” he says. “We both had our own things to deal with, but…the others told us a little.”

“Like…?” Kemuri asks, although now that he’s talking, she’s almost too scared to hear it.

“Nishimura came into camp, injured, and he just managed to tell Iida about you before he passed out,” he continues. “Iida somehow got Mr. Aizawa to let him go with him to find you. They found your water bottle, then your hair clip…”

“When…when Iida found you, you weren’t breathing,” Yaoyorozu pipes up, hugging herself as she says it. “He had to do CPR while Aizawa restrained the villain. Iida used his shirt to try and stop the bleeding, then he ran back to camp with you.”

Kemuri nods, goosebumps covering her body. She’s far too aware of every breath she takes, just for a second, and far too aware of why she had bruised lungs and broken ribs—hands pushed against her chest, desperate to get her heart pumping again, and Iida...

She touches her lips, eyes wide, steam tickling her inner ear. Iida saved her, gave the shirt off his back to try and help. She really does owe him more than what a “thank you” can offer.

“They lost your pulse again on the way to the hospital,” Todoroki says and, just like that, Kemuri can’t breathe. Her eyes go wide as she stares at him. “A bunch of us were taken in other vehicles behind the ambulances. We were told our parents would pick us up at the hospital. When we got inside, you were…crashing again. Iida and Shoji were right near the front and they…didn’t handle it well.” He exhales. “But, to be fair, none of us did.”

Yaoyorozu sniffles a little and drags her fingers under her eyes, catching some runaway tears. “You…you were down for a minute or two. The doctors were…were ready to give up. Everyone…everyone thought…that…”

She puts a hand over her mouth, shaking, and Todoroki reaches out to lend a gentle touch to her arm before dropping it back to his side. His face, usually so stoic, falters and Kemuri sees the pain behind it.

“I…I died?” Kemuri whispers. They nod.

She remembers white. A voice. Warmth. For a split second, she remembers brown eyes, a kind smile. She blinks rapidly, heart hammering.

“Kei…” she starts. A name. There was a name, but what was it? Her mind is blank again, like the memories were never there.

“What?” Todoroki asks.

Kemuri blinks. “I…” She swallows. “Nothing, I just…just…”

“You’re shaking,” he says. “Are you cold? Midoriya’s sweater is still in your backpack. I’m sure he’d let you borrow it.”

She almost laughs. He’s so serious, so smart, and yet…he doesn’t put together that she would be a little shaken by what they just told her.

“I’m not cold,” she says softly. “It’s…just a lot.”

“I’m sorry,” Yaoyorozu says, letting her hand fall from her mouth. “I know…I know I wasn’t there, but…hearing it…”

“It’s okay, Yaomomo,” Kemuri says. She reaches out and Yaoyorozu takes her hand, squeezing. “It’s okay.”

“Let’s keep moving,” Todoroki urges. “Stay close to me.”

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As they get closer to the station, the crowds get heavier. Everyone is watching the screen where just a little while before, Kemuri stood and watched Aizawa speak to the press. Now, it’s a panning shot of the disaster area.

“Half of Kamino Ward was demolished in a single, horrifying incident,” the reporter says. “All Might is currently fighting the villain, who appears to have caused the blast. I can’t believe it. How is one person so powerful? He’s destroyed the city and is more than holding his own against the Symbol of Peace!”

They get a closer shot of All Might and, to Kemuri’s horror, he actually looks beat up. One of his signature bangs has drooped, dangling in his face, and there’s blood smeared across his cheek.

Another blast goes off and All Might leaps in front of it, shielding someone caught in the rubble. For a second, everything is covered in dust, and Kemuri holds her breath. Todoroki and Yaoyorozu watch the screen, not even daring to blink.

Then, the dust clears, and All Might…isn’t All Might anymore. He’s all shrunken up, his cheeks hollow, his arms spindly, his eyes sunken beneath sharp brow ridges.

Kemuri gasps. She knows that man, but how? How can that skeleton she saw in Recovery Girl’s office possibly be All Might?

“What? Is…is everyone else seeing this?” the reporter asks. “It looks like…All Might’s been shrunk somehow!”

All Might doesn’t move. His face is stricken with horror, his bleeding fist hanging limply at his side. Kemuri lifts her hand to her mouth, heart pounding. She doesn’t care if he looks like this. He’s still All Might, and All Might…All Might doesn’t lose. He can’t lose.

People around them start murmuring, nervous, scared.

“What now?”

“Is…is he gonna lose?”

“What? All Might doesn’t lose.”

“Yeah! Even if he looks like that, he’s still the same All Might!”

“Come on, All Might! Do it!”

“Beat this guy!”

Kemuri looks around at everyone as they start cheering, shouting encouragement through their terror. Kemuri looks back at the screen.

“Come on, All Might,” she says, unable to get her voice to go any louder. “I know you can win.”

All Might’s right arm sparks with energy, then bulges with muscle. All for One rises into the air. The camera widens and Kemuri sees other pros arriving on the scene: Endeavour, Edgeshot, Kamui Woods. Endeavour is shouting something, his flames flickering against the darkness around him. Kemuri feels Todoroki tense at her side.

All for One aims an attack at Endeavour, but he doesn’t get far. Edgeshot’s body folds into a single thread as he shoots into the air, reappearing behind the villain as he goes for a strike. Kamui releases branches from his arms and Kemuri sees him pull Best Jeanist from the rubble, followed closely by the bodies of Mt. Lady, Gang Orca, and Kazue.

Kemuri’s eyes fill with tears as Kamui brings them to safety, Mt. Lady slumped against his back. Now, please, let them all be alive, she prays.

Edgeshot and Endeavour hold off All for One while Tiger starts gathering victims from the rubble. The villain sets off another attack, blowing them away. The people around Kemuri are still screaming, cheering.

All for One’s arm mutates, twists, bulges, until it’s a huge mess of flesh and quirks that looks more like a tumour than an arm.

He flies at All Might and All Might can’t rush to meet him, but he aims his strengthened arm. They meet with a splatter of blood, they press against each other, and then another explosion sends dust and rubble hundreds of feet into the air.

The news camera can’t see through the dust, but when it clears away, All for One is pushing All Might back. Blood flies everywhere and All Might’s face is twisted with pain. His boots dig into the ground and a crater forms around them, their fists still fighting against one another.

All Might lets the energy leave his right arm and switches to his left, sweeping along All for One’s side and landing a solid punch. His right arm flies behind him in a twisted, bloody, bruised mess. For a split second, Kemuri is reminded of Midoriya.

All for One’s other arm starts to power up and All Might’s broken fist clenches, bulking up, and he swings with all his might. His voice rings out, reaching the cameras, reaching the audience watching him all over Japan.

“UNITED…STATES OF…SMASH!”

The aerial camera spins out of focus as the blow lands, a cyclone of wind flying out from ground zero. Kemuri stares, mouth open, tears rolling down her face. No one speaks while they wait for the dust to clear.

When it does, All for One lays in a crater and All Might is hunched over him. He wobbles, his unbroken arm shifts, and then he lifts it into the air as his entire body bulks up again, returning him to the form they all knew him as.

“ALL MIGHT WINS!” the reporter sobs.

Kemuri bursts out crying as everyone else cheers, although she isn’t the only one with tears in her eyes.

“The villain’s not moving! He’s knocked out. All…All Might stands victorious! He saved us yet again!”

People throw their fists into the air, chanting his name over and over again. Kemuri wipes the tears from her face as Yaoyorozu appears in front of her, a tiny smile on her face.

All Might won. Everything should be okay now and yet, deep in her heart, Kemuri knows things won’t be the same after this.

Chapter 110: Homeward Bound

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Yet again, Kemuri watches the sun rise on the aftermath of a difficult battle. The screens have switched to a reporter on the ground while behind her, heroes are working to retrieve people from the wreckage. Kemuri, Todoroki, and Yaoyorozu try to get through the crowds, but it’s no easy feat.

“The heroes began rescue operations during All Might’s fight, but the scope of the damage is staggering,” the reporter’s voice echoes in the street, layering overtop the celebrating civilians. “Authorities are estimating a large number of casualties. The villain who caused this is…oh, there! He’s being lead into the iron maiden right now.”

The camera pans over as All for One gets loaded into the containment unit, Endeavour watching nearby. All Might slowly turns back to the camera, coughing a few times. He slowly raises his hand, pointing at the camera.

“Meanwhile, All Might and the other heroes remain on high alert—”

The reporter goes quiet. Kemuri slows to a stop, watching the screen, and she assumes Todoroki and Yaoyorozu have stopped too.

All Might keeps his hand raised. “Now…it’s your turn,” he says.

People start cheering again, but Kemuri and her companions stay quiet. To Kemuri, it seems strange that he would give such a warning to other villains out there. In his condition, she has a hard time believing things will be the same after all this.

All Might will have to retire. Endeavour will become the number one hero. Japan will have to move on without the Symbol of Peace.

“He truly is amazing,” Yaoyorozu says, but the sadness in her voice is too potent to stay hidden.

“Mm,” Todoroki agrees. Bitterness lingers like a bad aftertaste.

“Let’s go see if we can find the others,” Yaoyorozu offers. “Kemuri, do you need a guide?”

She nods. “Yeah…I’d rather not get separated from you guys.”

Yaoyorozu steps to Kemuri’s right side and Kemuri takes her arm. Todoroki leads the way, far more comfortable with muscling his way through the bustling crowds than either of the girls are.

“Todoroki!”

“Iida!”

The three of them move faster and Kemuri just catches sight of the others. They’re easy to find thanks to the blue, green, red, and yellow of their hair. When they reach them, Iida moves towards Kemuri immediately, and a wave of gratitude surges over her at the sight of him. His hair isn’t slicked back anymore, windswept and messy.

“Thank goodness,” he says. “You’re alright, right?”

She smiles. “I’m fine, Tenya. Really,” she says. He smiles a little, eyes closing for a second as he takes a deep breath. “Tenya?”

“Yes?”

She fiddles with the edge of her jacket. “Thank you…for, for saving my life.”

He blinks a few times, his lips part, and then he looks at Todoroki and Yaoyorozu. “You told her?”

“She asked,” Todoroki retorts.

“You couldn’t have waited? I was going to explain once we were in a safer location! She could’ve had a—”

“Tenya,” she says, reaching out to touch his arm and bringing his eyes back to her. “It’s fine. I asked them to tell me.”

“I…I was going to tell you, just…later. I swear I was. I—” He stops as she keeps looking up at him, eyebrow arched just a little, and he sighs. “You’re welcome.”

There’s a huff from nearby and Kemuri looks over at Bakugo, his arms crossed over his chest. She smiles a little as his eyes dart to her and she expects them to narrow. She expects him to bare his teeth and tell her to “stop fucking staring,” but he says nothing. She purses her lips.

“We have to get Bakugo to the police,” Kirishima says. “Come on, I think I saw a bunch of them this way.”

“We should get changed first,” Todoroki says.

They make their way through the crowd, eventually finding a place to change into their regular clothes and after that, they go to the police. Some pro heroes have set up a triage station to help the wounded while ambulances arrive empty and leave full. Kemuri notices how tense Kirishima and Iida get when they see those lights, Iida’s jaw clenching, and Kemuri brushes her knuckles to his. He doesn’t look at her as he threads their hands together again, making her smile.

They hand Bakugo over to the police and as he’s led away, he’s quiet, his face free of all his normal rage. One of the officers passing by notices Kemuri and stops, eyes widening.

“Excuse me,” he calls, moving closer. “Are you Kemuri Shimakage?”

Kemuri nods. “I…I am.”

“We were told you might be here,” the officer says, looking relieved. “You need to come with us. Your mother has been taken to the hospital.”

Kemuri swallows hard and gives another nod. She takes a step, Iida’s hand still in hers, then she hesitates and turns back to her friends.

“Guys—” she starts.

“It’s okay,” Yaoyorozu says. “We’ll be fine.”

“I hope your mom is alright,” Midoriya adds. Kirishima and Todoroki nod.

She lingers on Iida’s expression, gives his hand a squeeze, and tries her best to smile. “I’ll see you all later. Promise,” she says.

She lets his hand go and follows the officer to the nearest cruiser.

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When the cruiser pulls up to the Kamino Ward hospital, Kemuri can already see her dad heading inside. She climbs out, still behind the door when she calls out to him. He turns as she closes the cruiser door behind her and his eyes fill with tears, rushing towards her. He gives her a long hug that she gladly returns.

Inside the hospital, they’re immediately ushered into Kazue’s room. When they go in, she’s sitting up in the bed. Her head is bandaged and a lot of her long, silky hair has been cut off, most likely to make way for cranial stitches. She has a few bandages on her arms and face and her ankle is in a brace, but otherwise, she’s okay. She’s alive.

“Kazue,” Cayden breathes, making her look up at them.

Her face lights up. “Cayden, Kemuri!”

Cayden moves first, rushing to her bedside and pulling her into a careful hug as he starts crying again. Kazue closes her eyes, head leaned on his shoulder, and he pulls back as he cups her face in his hands. Her hand grasps his wrist.

Kemuri shuffles closer.

“Babe…you and Kemuri have got to stop,” he whispers. “God, it’s been three days and I almost lost you both. You two…you’re my whole world, you know that?”

“I’m sorry, darling. Truly.”

“And…and I don’t mean stop police work, or training to be a hero.” He looks over at Kemuri as she reaches the bedside, then back at his wife. “But, ah…you know, I could do without crying this much over you two. Safety…safety is good.”

Kazue leans up and presses a kiss to his tear-stained cheek. He turns in and steals one from her lips, thumb stroking her hand.

“Mom,” Kemuri whispers, making both her parents look at her. “Your…your hair…”

Kazue reaches up to toy with the pieces that are still there. “It’s just hair. It’ll grow back,” she says. She leans back on the pillows and winces. “The mild concussion? That’s worse.”

“Mom,” Kemuri repeats. She almost stops herself from speaking as they both look at her, expectant, but she can’t keep it in. “I…I was at the warehouse. I…I heard that villain talking, how…how he hurt Best Jeanist and you tried to protect him.”

“Kemuri—” Cayden gasps.

“We didn’t know you and the pros were already on the case,” Kemuri rambles, tears appearing in her eyes. “We thought that maybe we could find Bakugo and rescue him before it was too late and we were gonna leave when you showed up with the heroes, but then the building exploded and, and I thought you were dead—”

“Kemuri.” This time, it’s Kazue speaking, and her expression is stern.

“I’m sorry. I know I almost died before and I know I’m barely healed but…but I had to help. I couldn’t sit still and Kirishima needed me. He needed my help, mom, and Bakugo needed all of us. We got him out. We got him out without fighting but if you’re mad, I understand, and I’ll…I’ll take whatever punishment you give just please don’t yell at me—”

“Kemuri,” her mother repeats. She pats the bed. “Come here.”

Cayden steps back and Kemuri swallows hard, moving closer to her mom, and once she’s within arm’s reach, Kazue reaches up and pulls her into a hug. The tears escape Kemuri as she sucks in a sharp breath, hands shaking.

“You…you aren’t mad?” she squeaks.

“Oh, I’m not exactly pleased that you didn’t tell us the whole truth,” Kazue says, making her daughter wince. “But…from what I saw, it seems like you and your friends helped turn the tide of that battle. I don’t know if All Might could have won if you weren’t there, if Bakugo could’ve been returned home.” She pulls away and reaches a hand to Kemuri’s cheek, wiping away the tears. “And you did it without fighting. That makes me very proud.”

Cayden exhales, hands on his hips as his head tilts to the ceiling. “I definitely couldn’t have done that,” he says. “Going after my friend.”

Kazue chuckles. “You know…I would have done the exact same thing.”

Just when Kemuri thought she was done crying, she starts again. “R-Really?”

She nods and, for a second, Kazue just stares at her daughter. “When…did my shy little girl get so brave?” she asks.

“Well, I…I am your daughter.”

Cayden steps closer and wraps his arm around Kemuri, rubbing her arm a little as he leans down to peck the top of her head. At the door, someone clears their throat, and the three of them look up.

Standing next to a police officer is Keiji, his ageing face set in his stern resting expression. He exhales as Kazue waves. Both Cayden and Kemuri step back as the man comes over to the bed and rests his hand on Kazue’s head, gazing down at her.

“You scared me,” he admits, almost too soft for Kemuri to hear.

Kazue’s smile is tiny, almost nervous. “I’m sorry, dad.”

“I’m…just glad you’re alright.” He pulls his hand away, tucking his hands in his coat pockets. “The doctor said you could go home if you want, just so long as you rest.”

“I’d like that.”

They set about getting that done. Keiji calls a car to come and pick them up since the trains out of Kamino still aren’t running. The sleek vehicle arrives and they climb into the back seat, silent the entire time. Keiji sits with his hands folded in his lap, eyes on the passing scenery.

“Kazue, Kemuri,” he speaks. Both girls look up, but he doesn’t. “I hope this isn’t going to be a common occurrence.”

“Let’s hope not,” Kazue replies. Kemuri just nods, letting out a tiny “mhm.”

Keiji sighs and he looks so weary, so old. “I can’t lose you,” he mumbles.

No one responds to that. Kemuri can’t relax, still waiting for the other shoe to drop. Any second now, he’ll snap at her for what happened at the camp. He’ll tell her off for her weakness.

He says nothing.

Looking at him, at his brown eyes and silver hair, she’s reminded of the boy whose name she still can’t remember. Surely, it was just a figment of her imagination.

She has to stop agonizing over one silly dream. She’s going to stress herself out if she does, so she leans back in the seat and closes her eyes as she takes long, meditative breaths.

The drive home is silent.

Chapter 111: Finding Peace

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The next day, the Shimakage household is eerily quiet. Kazue is on a leave for recovery and Cayden goes in and out, jumping between checking on Kemuri, checking on Kazue, and checking on his business. Keiji heads out for work early, as per usual.

The news is full of All Might’s true form. Kemuri still can’t quite wrap her head around how he hid this for so long. Every time he taught them a class, was he straining to keep his declining power in his body? Every time he was accidentally absent, was it because he was too weak to come and teach? Who hurt him so badly that he ended up in this state?

“You know…I wonder,” Kazue says, reclined on one of the couches as the two of them watch TV. “Did he have someone caring for him? He looks like he hasn’t been eating or taking very good care of himself.”

“He doesn’t share a lot about his private life, mom,” Kemuri says.

“I know, but…still.” She reaches out to scratch Ichiro behind the ears as he dozes on her legs. “I think, after all he’s done for us, he deserves being cared for too.”

When the news stations aren’t talking about All Might, they’re talking about a suggested police reform. New legislation will be put in place, making the police force more active in keeping crime to a minimum instead of just leaving it all to heroes. It will be more like the time before quirks.

“I’m gonna be more of a hero,” Kazue says, earning a confused look. “Just like you.”

Kemuri has to turn away before her mother sees her getting teary.

Kemuri decides to visit the hospital. Because she visited Nishimura instead of going with the others, she didn’t get to see Hagakure. She gets her shoes on, grabs her stick and bag, and heads out.

She checks into the hospital and is directed up to Hagakure’s room. When she enters, she sees a hospital gown covered by a blanket. The pillow has an indent in it.

Kemuri moves inside, setting her bag down as she sits down on the chair next to the bed. Hagakure just lays there and breathes, her heart monitor beeping steadily. Kemuri brings the chair closer and reaches out, searching for her invisible hand against the blanket. She finds it and holds it. Her skin is warm.

She sits there for a while. She doesn’t really mind. She’s just glad that her friend is alive.

“Mm.”

Kemuri perks up. Hagakure stirs, her hand tightening around Kemuri’s, and she hears a soft rush of air. The hospital gown shifts, then the indent on the pillow releases a little.

“Toru?” Kemuri whispers.

“K…Kemuri?” Hagakure’s voice is thick, slightly raspy with misuse. Her sleeves shift. “Where…where am I? W-What happened?” She stops moving. “You…oh god…your shoulder! W-What…?”

Kemuri shifts the sleeve of her t-shirt, although it doesn’t help cover the bandages any better. “A lot happened,” she whispers. “You’re in a hospital. The…the training camp was attacked.”

She lets out a tiny sob. “N-No…” More sniffles. Kemuri sees tiny droplets appear in midair. “B-But, how…?”

Kemuri explains as much as she can, as gently as she can. She realizes now why her classmates and parents didn’t tell her everything at once, because when she tries to tell Hagakure, the words clog in her throat. It’s so much harder than she expected. She finds herself leaving out the more horrific details and being vague elsewhere. Hagakure sits there, listens, letting out tiny hiccuping sobs every now and then.

She’s the quietest Kemuri has ever heard her.

When Kemuri is finished, she knots her hands in her lap and waits. Hagakure is still quiet. Her sleeve shifts and her tears flick away.

“And…Bakugo, he…he’s safe now?” she asks.

Kemuri nods. “Yes.”

Hagakure takes a deep breath, holds it, and promptly bursts into tears. Kemuri startles at the onslaught of tears hovering in the air and stands up, only for Hagakure to throw her arms around Kemuri in a desperate hug.

“I’m so sorry,” she cries. “I’m so sorry this h-happened. This…this was supposed to be f-fun and now…now…”

“I know,” Kemuri whispers, “but…it’s gonna be okay. It…it has to.”

For a while, the two of them just sit together, holding one another while Hagakure mourns. They only separate when they hear a tiny knock on the door, looking up to see Ojiro standing there with a small bag on his arm.

“Hagakure!” he says, starting to smile. “You’re awake!”

Hagakure pulls away from Kemuri only for her sleeves to reach out to Ojiro. “Are you okay? You weren’t hurt too, were you?” she asks, her voice still a little choked. Kemuri told her that their friends were okay, but…

Ojiro moves closer, his tail wagging a little. “I’m fine, I promise. I was still in the clearing when it all happened,” he says. He reaches out, his hand closing around Hagakure’s invisible one as Kemuri steps back. “I’m so glad you’re awake.”

He yelps a little as he gets tugged in, Hagakure’s arms wrapping around him in a tight hug. He chuckles softly and returns it, the back of his jinbei bunching up as her fingers clench.

“I’m so sorry,” she whispers.

“Hey, none of this was your fault.”

“I’m just…I’m sorry I couldn’t…”

“It’s alright, Hagakure. Really. Everything’s alright.” He pulls away from the hug and turns to Kemuri. “Do you two want to walk with me? I hear there’s a nice place on the roof where you can get some fresh air and…I brought snacks.” He flushes, rubbing the back of his neck. “Just…just in case.”

“I’d like that,” Kemuri says. Hagakure wipes away more tears as she agrees.

For a good part of the afternoon, they sit on the rooftop courtyard and enjoy the sunshine, shoulders touching, trying to find the peace they had before camp started.

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Another day passes. Kemuri has a hard time falling asleep and when she finally does, she’s restless.

She wakes early and goes to the dojo, hoping that training can put her mind at ease. So far, she hasn’t had any nightmares that she can remember once she wakes up, but there’s this lingering feeling of unease that affects her entire body.

She stretches, her shoulder protesting the movements, and Kemuri has to stop multiple times to rest when it starts to hurt too much. Mirai said she should keep using her arm so that the muscles she implanted don’t atrophy, but Kemuri would be lying if she said she knew it would hurt this much.

She resigns herself to lifting weights, curling one arm, then the other. Her shoulders don’t have to move as much in that position, but they aren’t inactive. It’s easier than punching or lifting a barbell over her head.

The entire time she’s working, she berates herself. She’s being weak, stopping after only a little bit of movement. It’s been three days. She should be better than this, right? Even as she tells herself all this, she knows how toxic it is. Hound Dog suggested that, when she catches herself being cruel to herself, she should focus on what she’s doing and put a positive spin on it.

She exhales, pumps the weights. She’s moving. She’s finding ways to reintroduce her training in a way that won’t hurt her injury too much. She’s doing the best she can and she just needs time.

Then, she moves into practicing with her quirk, and her entire body goes tense. She lifts her hands, stares at her palms, watches her fingers curl. She’s shaking. She bites her lip, closing her eyes and taking in a long breath. There’s nothing to be scared of. It’s just her quirk.

She lets her fog trickle from her palms, watching it curl as it caresses the dojo floor, and keeps breathing. Don’t think about how useless it was against him. Don’t think about the forest. Don’t think about Leech and the fact that he’s dead and you killed him—

She stops as sobs spill from her, her chest tight. She sinks to the dojo floor, hugging herself as tightly as she can as she hunches over, tears dripping, struggling to keep her crying down. She hears the door slide open, a few footsteps, and then a gentle hand falls against her back.

“Let’s go, Kemuri,” her dad whispers. “That’s enough training for today.”

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Her dad suggested taking a dip in the hot springs to try and relax. She could see the worry on his face, the questions he so desperately wanted to ask but didn’t voice, and couldn’t bring herself to say no.

The springs are empty today, at least on the women’s side of the fence. Kemuri sits in the change room, a towel wrapped around her body, hand gripping the bandages covering her shoulder. She has the plastic bag and medical tape ready, but first, she has to take the dressing off.

She was avoiding showers and baths for this very reason.

She stands and goes to the mirror, focusing on the reflection of her bandage. She unwraps it, then pulls the gauze pad off, revealing the injury to her for the first time. Her stomach flips.

She expected one wound, not six.

There’s the main injury, stitched closed and still red with healing. In a circle around it is a faint burn and, leading into the centre, are five more stitched up puncture wounds. Kemuri reaches her hand up to it and bends her fingers a little, matching each finger up to a wound.

Her stomach heaves and she finds herself hunched over the sink, hands falling to the edges of the basin as she trembles. The tears reappear and she locks her knees to try and keep herself standing. She thought she was fine. She thought she was okay but she can’t even look at her quirk in action without thinking about how useless she was, how it just made him stronger, how he’s dead.

She forces herself to breathe. If this continues, if she can’t train because of the pain, if she can’t use her quirk without breaking down, then how is she supposed to stay a hero in training? What school would keep a girl who’s so frail?

She pushes herself away from the sink, covers the injury and tapes the plastic in place, but she can’t even get herself to go in the water. She puts one foot in and she’s already cringing, already afraid, no matter how many times she tells herself that this isn’t a lake, that she won’t drown.

She goes back inside and showers instead. It feels good to get clean and, somehow, feeling the steady stream on her skin doesn’t set her off. It’s okay.

When she comes back to the house, bandaged up again, her parents are seated in the living room with a piece of paper between them. Their brows are furrowed as they talk, voices low, and Kemuri is too tired to question what they’re doing. She returns to her room, flops on her bed, and stares up at the ceiling aimlessly.

Chapter 112: A Parent's Wish

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When Kemuri comes into the living room after another horrible night of sleep, her dad is talking to someone at the door. Ichiro is at his heels, tail wagging excitedly. Kemuri stops, blinks, and looks towards the living room to see that her grandfather is still here, seated next to Kazue. This isn’t normal. Not in the slightest.

“Yes, come in,” Cayden says. “We have slippers if you need.”

“Thank you.”

Kemuri lets out a squeak at the sound of Mr. Aizawa’s voice and promptly retreats. No, her teacher does not have to see her in her Edgeshot pyjamas. Not today, not ever. Why is he here anyway?

When she returns, dressed in more appropriate clothes, Aizawa is in the living room across from the other three adults. His stubble has grown back a little, but he’s tied his hair into a slight updo. He looks nice, professional and, dare she say it, handsome. It’s still so strange to see him like that. He adamantly ignores Ichiro as the dog sits on the couch next to him.

“We haven’t mentioned it to Kemuri yet, I’m afraid,” Kazue says as Kemuri approaches. “It’s been rough around here with…everything.”

“I understand completely,” Aizawa says. “Both of you have been recovering. However, this does concern her.”

Kemuri’s heart stops. Oh, god, what if he’s here to expel her? What if he’s here because she’s getting kicked out of U.A? Is this because of Leech? She doesn’t blame him if it is but—

“Cayden, could you…?” Kazue starts.

“Yeah, hold on.”

Kemuri backs up as she hears her dad getting up, then walks back as if she was just arriving. Her dad leaves the living room and stops short, smiling a little.

“Oh, Kemuri, good. Come in here. We need to talk,” he says.

She nods and shuffles in after him, taking the spot on the far end of the couch next to her mom. Ichiro climbs off the other couch and trots over to curl up at her feet. Aizawa observes her for a second.

“U.A is implementing a dorm system,” he says, always straight to the point. “As soon as the dorms are ready, every student will be moving onto the campus.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. Dorms, like at colleges?

“Of course, we’ll need your parents’ permission,” he continues, “and you will have to be okay with it. Understand, no one is forcing you to agree.”

Kemuri imagines leaving this house and living at U.A, living in the same building as her classmates, seeing them every day. It excites her, sure, but fear lingers. She’ll have to readjust to where everything is, leave her parents and Ichiro behind…

“I want to,” she says.

“Kemuri,” Cayden says, “that’s a very big decision to make. Are you sure?”

She looks at the row of adults beside her, heart sinking. Cayden looks nervous and Kazue keeps rubbing the back of her hand absentmindedly. Keiji has his arms crossed over his chest.

“Why…why wouldn’t I be?” she asks. “That’s…that’s my school. Are you…?”

“I think it’s ridiculous,” Keiji says, commanding the attention in the room. “U.A used to be respected, safe, and lately that’s all gone downhill. I will always appreciate what my Alma Mater did for me and Kazue, but it hasn’t done good by Kemuri.”

“Grandfather?” Kemuri asks.

He continues as if she never spoke, “U.A has done nothing but make her rebellious and reckless. Before she started going there, she never dared to push herself to her quirk’s limit. Now, she’s had four instances where she’s done just that. Kemuri simply isn’t strong enough to handle everything U.A has put her through. What you have put her through—”

“G-Grandfather,” Kemuri repeats, flinching when he turns to glare at her. She interrupted. She shouldn’t have done that, but somehow, she keeps talking. “All of that was my fault. Not U.A, n-not Mr. Aizawa. They…they would never purposely—”

“But who made you think you could push yourself? Who taught you that you could go beyond? Because it certainly wasn’t me.”

No one says anything for a moment. Kemuri stares at her lap, lips pursed, not daring to speak a word against him. She can’t even get herself to look at Aizawa, tears springing to her eyes. She hears her mom exhale heavily, hears her dad shift in his seat.

“I’ve said my piece,” her grandfather says, getting to his feet. “U.A is an excellent school and I will support it as an institution, but I don’t think it’s the right place for Kemuri. She isn’t cut out for it.”

“I respectfully and wholeheartedly disagree,” Aizawa retorts, making Kemuri stare up at him with wide eyes. Even sitting, Aizawa exudes a type of quiet power. He watches Keiji, dares him to speak again, but Keiji walks out of the room with nothing more than a huff.

Kazue exhales. “I’m fine with it. In fact, I think it’s a wonderful idea.”

“Kazue,” Cayden says. He bites his lip for a second before he slumps forward, elbows perched on his knees. “I…I hate to agree with your father, but he…he has a point.”

Kemuri gasps and her chest literally aches. “Dad—”

“Not about it…being bad for Kemuri. Just…the part about safety,” he says. He looks over at her and there’s no anger on his face. Only exhaustion. “What happened…a few days ago? That was the scariest day of my life.” He looks up at Aizawa. “I trusted you and U.A to keep my little girl safe, and…and you didn’t.”

Aizawa bows his head and Kemuri’s desperation rises.

“They did everything they could, dad!” she insists. “They didn’t even tell anyone about the camp! They were so careful—”

“And yet, villains found you and they…” He chokes, squeezing his eyes shut. He twists his wedding ring around his finger. “No parent…ever wants to hear someone telling you that their child has been hurt, hurt so bad that they…god.” He takes another breath. “You’re all we have, Kemuri. If we lose you…”

“You aren’t going to lose me!”

“WE JUST DID!”

She recoils at his raised voice and he immediately softens, his mouth parting as he looks away from her. Aizawa’s lips purse. Kazue stares, wide-eyed, at her normally soft-spoken husband.

“Or…or, we…we almost did,” he corrects. His eyes squeeze shut and his shoulders shake. “I’m…I’m sorry, Kemuri. I…didn’t mean to yell, I—”

Kemuri’s hands are shaking again and she pinches them between her knees, eyes watering. Her dad still doesn’t look at her, guilt sagging his face. He’s always been youthful and yet, right now, Kemuri has never seen him look so old.

“Kemuri,” Kazue murmurs. “Why don’t you go make some tea for everyone?”

Kemuri knows when she isn’t wanted in a room. She stands with a nod and leaves, Ichiro trotting right behind her. She leaves the living room, stops, then backtracks to right outside the entrance. She slowly sits down, letting Ichiro climb onto her lap and curl up.

“Mr. Shimakage,” Aizawa says. “I understand your concerns, but these dormitories are going to be a way for us to keep an eye on all the children. Security measures on campus are going to improve as well. If it’s Kemuri’s safety you’re worried for, then please let this reassure you.”

“It’s not living on campus that I’m struggling with. I’m…struggling with this whole thing. Becoming a hero, doing this for a career, it’s…” Her dad exhales. “I’m sorry, I…I’m so conflicted.”

“Cayden, dear…we talked about why she needs this.”

“I know, I know…and it’s a good school, but we can’t ignore what’s been going on, Kazue,” he insists. “Before U.A…she wasn’t the happiest, but she was safe. I’ve always been supportive. You know that.”

“Of course, I do.”

“I thought I knew what I was getting into, what she was getting into…I just didn’t expect the danger to start happening so soon. I…told you, the other day, I found her in the dojo just…crying. I hate seeing her like this.”

Kemuri pets Ichiro, tries to focus on his soft fur and not her dad’s words. She pushed him to this point. She made him like this. She just can’t seem to stop hurting people.

“I’m really sorry, Aizawa,” Kazue says. “It’s just…been rough.”

“Of course. I wish there was something I could do to calm you, but…all I have is my word, my promise, that I will do everything in my power to keep your daughter and every one of my students safe.”

For a few seconds, no one says anything. Kemuri holds her breath.

“Even…saying all that,” Cayden says. “I can’t take her away from U.A. I can’t do that to her.” He lets out a sad laugh. “She’s…she’s changed. Kazue’s father seems to think it’s for the worse, but…it’s for the better, no doubt.”

Kazue lets out an agreeing hum. “Ever since Kemuri lost much of her sight, Cayden and I have been worried about her,” she admits. “She’s always been shy and never made friends that easily, but…she has this determination in her. For so long, I…I thought that that determination was being wasted, that it was all a pipe dream and that I couldn’t do anything to help her find happiness.”

“She just doesn’t give up,” Cayden says. “Even when things are hard, she finds some other way.”

“I’ve noticed that about her,” Aizawa admits. “She isn’t what you’d expect of someone who does that but…she definitely overcomes the hurdles life throws at her. In that…quiet, unassuming way.”

“You didn’t know her before,” Kazue says. “I don’t expect you to understand just how much U.A has helped her with…everything. It’s like she’s been brought out of a shell I didn’t know she had. She’s…she’s brighter, she’s braver, she speaks up for herself more, and her friends, her classmates…they’re so wonderful, and they truly care for her.”

Kemuri smiles softly, hand still stroking Ichiro’s ears. He exhales hard out of his nostrils and shifts, still snoozing away.

“For the first time since her quirk showed up, I…I believe that she has a bright future and I have no doubt that she will outshine me one day,” Kazue says, making Kemuri’s smile grow. “I feel terrible for even admitting it, but…I thought her disability would hold her back. She’s proved me wrong again and again. U.A gave her what I couldn’t. So, promise me, Shota…promise us…” There’s a brief pause and Kemuri wonders if she took Cayden’s hand. “Promise that you will continue to push her towards that future she wants so badly.”

“That’s my goal,” Aizawa agrees. “So, I take it I have your consent?”

“Yes,” Kazue says.

“I’m glad to hear it. If that’s all—”

“Wait, Aizawa,” Cayden says. “This doesn’t mean I trust U.A the way I did before. Kemuri needs this but…I will have to be won back.”

“I understand.” Another pause. “If I may ask…I’ve noticed some behaviours of Kemuri’s seem closely linked to her relationship with her grandfather.” There’s a sharp breath from one or both of her parents. “She is dedicated to proving her worth and never seems content with what she’s accomplished.”

Kazue sighs. “He’s…the reason we need these dorms. It’s a heaven-sent, really.” She exhales, almost shaky. “My father is…not a kind man. He has no love for Cayden or Kemuri in his heart. I always knew he was tough on her, but I never saw the damage until recently. Seeing what she’s like now that she has such a positive peer influence in her life…I can tell that she was suppressed emotionally before.”

“We…hoped that it wasn’t us,” Cayden adds. “We’ve always tried to support her in everything she does but…it wasn’t until after the Sports Festival, after her grandfather stopped training her, that we noticed. She doesn’t tell us much. Just some things.”

“When Nezu offered her therapy, I…” Kazue has to pause again. “It made me realize how much I didn’t know about her, about what was going on. I…I failed as a mother, as a parent—”

“Kazue, no,” Cayden murmurs. There’s a soft sob from her mother and Kemuri’s heart clenches. “I’m sorry, Aizawa.”

“No, it’s fine. If it concerns my student, I want to know.”

“You see…Kazue may not act like it, but she’s had a lot of difficulties with her father too. He trained her when she was at U.A and the only thing that stopped him from pushing her too far was her mother.”

“I…wanted to protect Kemuri from that, we both did, but she loves her grandfather so much. They were so close before her quirk showed up and, even now, she still admires him and desperately seeks out his love,” Kazue says. “I think…a part of her is still waiting for the grandfather she knew to come back.”

“We’ll miss her being here, but if living at the U.A dorms is going to make her healthier and happier, then I want that for her. That’s why we’re saying yes, even…if U.A’s reputation isn’t the best right now.”

“Way to end off solidly, honey.”

“I’m still a little hung up on that, Kazue.”

Aizawa speaks next. “I’m glad to hear it,” he repeats. “I know Kemuri is making tea, but I have to get going. I have lots of students to visit.”

“Oh, of course! Don’t let us keep you!” Kazue says.

Kemuri doesn’t even register that she should get up and run before Aizawa has stepped out of the living room. He looks down at her, arching an eyebrow, and she smiles nervously.

“I will see you at the dorm move in,” he says. There’s a scary amount of knowledge in his eyes, enough to make her blood run cold. “Until then, try not to do anything stupid.”

“Yes, sir,” she says.

She stands, carrying Ichiro with her even as he wakes from his nap, and follows Aizawa to the door. He reaches out and pats Ichiro’s head stiffly before taking his leave. Kemuri smiles and for a few minutes, she forgets about all the other stuff that’s going on in her life and in her head.

If only those minutes could have lasted.

Chapter 113: All That's Left Behind

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Kemuri wakes up in tears, a pitiful scream on her lips. For a few moments after, she just lays on her back and stares up at the ceiling, trying desperately to breathe. It was just a dream. Just a dream.

She keeps seeing it: a forest, a head of bright blue hair and an echoing, floating giggle as Nishimura breaks apart before her eyes. One arm, then two, then his legs, then his head. She tries to scream but only bubbles come out. She’s cold.

Other times, her dreams have her following Nishimura down a winding path. She asks him where they’re going, but he never answers her. After a few minutes, a shot rings out and Nishimura collapses, a bleeding wound in the middle of his forehead. As Kemuri screams for help, a cold hand covers her mouth. The barrel of a gun presses against her spine and she hears someone giggle before whispering goodnight. Another shot. She collapses, paralyzed, unable to look away from Nishimura’s blank, unseeing eyes, and she wakes in a cold sweat.

She doesn’t thrash around, she finds. Every time she wakes, she’s as stiff as a board, struggling to move. She’s scared to blink. The second she closes her eyes, she’ll be back in that forest.

She sits up, goosebumps still littering her arms, and she grabs her phone. She doesn’t text, she just calls. If he doesn’t answer, that’s fine. He shouldn’t be awake at this time anyway but she needs to hear his voice.

“Kemuri?” Shoji’s voice is low, quiet.

“Shoji,” she breathes. “I…I’m sorry, I just…”

“Couldn’t sleep?”

“Yeah.”

She hears him shift. “Has it been like this every night?”

She sniffles, tries to keep her cool. “Y-Yeah.”

“When was the last time you slept well?”

She almost laughs, but it’s choked and she can feel her tears coming. “P-Probably when I was unconscious.”

There’s no answer. For a second, she believes that he’s fallen asleep again.

“I’m coming.”

She grips her blankets. “Wait, what? Where? Here?”

“I’m going to your house.”

“Shoji, you…you can’t! It’s two in the morning.”

“Do you not want me to come? I’ll do whatever you want.”

“I want you to do what you want.”

“I want to be there. With you.”

Her face heats up, the warmest she’s felt in a while, and she tilts her face into her hand. On the other side of the line, she hears him take a deep breath.

“I…can’t sleep either. I keep…”

He doesn’t have to finish. She knows. “When can I expect you?” she whispers.

“Soon. I’ll text you when I’m close.”

“Are you gonna climb in my window?”

“Maybe.”

“I’m kidding. I’ll meet you at the front door.”

“Maybe I wanted to climb in your window. Like Romeo coming to see his Juliet.”

She blushes hard again. “S-Shoji…”

He chuckles, low, melodic, soothing to her ear. “I’ll see you soon.”

When he hangs up, she flops onto her bed and presses the phone to her chest. Before the fear returns, she feels nothing but happiness, flitting about like a hummingbird next to her heart.

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She can’t stand waiting in her room for long, so she sneaks out and moves to the front door, going outside. She waits on the front step, listening to the wind in the trees, the songs of nighttime birds.

When she sees him appear at the end of the walkway, she runs to him and he collects her in his arms in a tight, desperate hug. She almost doesn’t notice that his bandages are gone. His heart hammers in his chest, faster than she’s ever heard it, and she takes a deep breath. She feels better already.

“This is crazy,” she whispers.

“I know,” he replies.

They sneak inside, back to her bedroom, and she sinks into his embrace the second he’s on her bed. They lie there, facing each other, his back to the wall so that she can lay on her uninjured shoulder, and they talk.

They talk softly, fingers wandering over each other’s bodies, a gentle touch to keep them grounded. Kemuri tells him about her nightmares. He tells her about his, how every one is dark and how every time, Tokoyami is taken from him. He says that sometimes, he wakes with his head and ears full of shouting voices and a heart monitor flatlining for far too long.

Tears are shed. She wipes his away as best she can through her own, his hand warm and firm against her cheek. She feels stupid, helpless, but seeing that he’s been having the same problems comforts her.

“I…feel like I could’ve helped more,” Shoji admits. “Nishimura…he found Uraraka and Asui first, and then we found them. I saw that you weren’t with him but I…I still didn’t go to find you.”

“You were trying to save Bakugo and Tokoyami,” she says. “You were saving others, Shoji, and…besides, you didn’t know about the lake.”

“Mm, yeah…”

They linger in comfortable silence for a few moments. Kemuri starts tracing the biceps beneath her, fingers wandering over the shiny markings crossing them.

“Your arms…” she murmurs. “What happened?”

“Burned, mostly, by…this guy with a patchwork face. Dabi, I think his name is,” he says.

Kemuri knows Dabi, or at least she knows of him. His scarred, burnt face was all over the news with the rest of the so-called Vanguard Action Squad, and he was there the night that Kemuri and the others tried to rescue Bakugo. Her stomach flips and clenches with equal parts anger and fear.

"And one of my extra hands got cut off but…that healed fine,” Shoji adds, nonchalant.

The guilt returns. After she woke up, she didn’t ask her friends what had happened to them or what their injuries were. At the moment, all she cared about was that they were alive and that they were right in front of her. She eventually found out, sure, but in bits and pieces. Nishimura found Uraraka and Tsuyu. Bakugo and Tokoyami were captured. Shoji got Tokoyami back. A piece here, a piece there, all forming parts of a larger puzzle.

“I’m…I’m sorry I didn’t ask sooner.”

“It’s no big deal.”

“N-No, it is! I mean…you were all so worried about me and I didn’t even ask about you. I…” She shakes her head. “Please, let me be sorry for this. Let me be sorry for not being more considerate.”

He watches her, eyes rimmed red with the tears he shed earlier. “Okay, but…know that I forgive you,” he says.

“Do…you forgive me for not telling you about…going to save Bakugo?”

He’s quiet again. “I…had my suspicions.” Her eyes widen, looking up at him, and he sighs. “I saw Kirishima leave your room and I guessed that he had asked you. I…didn’t like it, but…you got out alright. It went well.” His jaw clenches. “If it hadn’t, then…”

“I should’ve told you…”

“Mm, maybe, but you didn’t.” She winces and she feels him tense up. “I mean…that’s behind us. We’ve got to move on.”

“Okay…”

She exhales, her eyes starting to droop. He’s so warm and if he’s warm, then the cold can’t come back. She yawns, nuzzling closer to his chest.

“Sleepy?”

She nods. “Mm…you’re all warm and cozy.”

“You’re pretty warm yourself. Like a space heater.”

She closes her eyes. Nothing comes to her, no cold fingers, no floating laughter. Nothing can hurt her if Shoji is here.

“Stay?” she whispers.

She feels him shift. His arms move above her, then lower again. “Happily.”

When she peeks up at him, he’s pulled his mask down. His eyes are closed, head slumped against the pillow, and she cuddles closer. She’s safe, she tells herself. She’s safe and nothing is going to hurt her.

She reaches out, caresses the edge of his wide mouth, and he cracks his eyes open for just long enough to catch her smile. He returns it, closing them again.

She sleeps for the rest of the night, not quite sound, but sounder than anything she’s had in a while.

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In less than a week, Kemuri will be moving into the dorms at U.A. Until then, she finds that she doesn’t go out as much unless she’s visiting the doctor. She takes her antibiotics, takes her painkillers, and works out her shoulder every day until she can’t take the pain anymore.

The only bright side is that her friends are all recovering too and talking to them about everything helps lessen the load. Kemuri is almost excited to get back to her therapy sessions with Midnight and Hound Dog, excited to see what they suggest to help her get back to normal.

She thinks about calling Iida too, but every time she thinks of it, she ends up leaving it be. What if seeing her just reminds him of the accident? She doesn’t want to put him through that. He was anxious enough during their trip to Kamino.

She still goes to put her rose hair clip in every morning, only to remember that it’s gone.

There are a lot of things for her to think about in general.

One morning at breakfast, that dream is on her mind again. She wants to remember what that boy’s name was, no matter how pointless it may be, because…well, she doesn’t know. She feels like it’s important.

Her mother is looking over the mail near Kemuri’s seat and Kemuri’s eyes wander to where her grandfather’s name is printed on one of the envelopes—Keiji Shimakage.

The first kanji is what catches her eye, meaning, simply, “Kei.”

“Mom?” she asks. “Do you know anyone with a name like…Kei?”

Kazue looks up from the mail and frowns a little. “Your grandfather?”

“No, not him. Someone…else. Someone…” She cringes. “Special?”

Kazue eyes Kemuri strangely for a second before shrugging. “Can’t say anyone special comes to mind. Why do you ask?”

“Just…something I thought of. It’s nothing…”

Kazue purses her lips, brows furrowed, then nods as her features relax. “Alright.”

On Kemuri and Kazue’s doctor’s visits later in the week, the doctors are pleased to tell Kemuri that the muscle grafts are healing nicely and it seems that nerve damage is at a bare minimum too. She’s done a good job of staying active with it. Her mother is healing well and should be able to get back to work soon.

Hospitals are a lot different now than they were before society became superhuman. With the advent of quirks and, more specifically, healing quirks, hospital stays shortened and universal healthcare became a pretty normal thing in most countries. Anyone can go to and get medical help, no matter what their financial situation is.

That means medical quirks are always in high demand and people who have them almost always become doctors and other medical professionals. People like Mirai Shoji and Recovery Girl who can create life-saving organs and body parts from nothing or heal broken bones with a kiss are rare but needed in this world.

Healing, of course, isn’t an easy fix for everyone and it can only do so much. Recovery Girl’s quirk has limits and takes energy from the patient. Others have quirks that require them to expend their own energy, so using it too often puts them at risk. Some patients have injuries that need to heal over time. It’s different for everyone.

Shoji could get his burns healed, but they had to wait for the body to start working on its own before they sped up the process. They had to wait and see if Kemuri’s muscle and nerve grafts would take before doing anything more to help her.

So, when Kemuri goes to get everything checked up and they deem her well enough, they call in a healing specialist to move everything along. The doctor in question uses a quirk that speeds up a cell’s regeneration cycle, so he can close up the skin faster than letting nature take its course would allow.

When all is said and done, Kemuri is left with a small white scar on the front and back of her shoulder with five smaller scars spreading from the frontal one. They’re so faint they’re almost invisible and Kemuri has to stop herself from getting emotional about it.

All that’s left of her injury is a tiny mark, a small reminder of what happened, and maybe someday her memories of the incident will be the same way.

Chapter 114: How Far She's Come

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Kemuri’s phone rings one afternoon while she’s watching a video.

“Hello, Kemuri speaking,” she answers.

“Kemuri, it’s Tensei.”

Her eyes widen and a million different scenarios run through her head. Did something happen? Is Tensei okay? Is Tenya okay?

“Hi,” she says. “U-Uh…what’s up?”

“I know this is really out of the blue, but are you busy today? Or…right now?”

“No…why?”

“Tenya is…I don’t know, but he isn’t himself,” Tensei admits. “I don’t think he’s been sleeping well. His friends have been over but I think he’d like to see you.”

She purses her lips. “Are…are you sure?”

“I know what happened,” he says. “Tenya keeps telling me he’s okay, but I’ve heard him at night. He wakes up and sometimes, I can hear him…saying your name.”

“W-What? Really?”

“He doesn’t know I’m calling you. Maybe I’m just overreacting but…at this point, I’m willing to try anything.” She hears him sigh. “Please, Kemuri?”

“I’ll be there soon, Tensei.”

He lets out a sigh. “Thank you.”

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Tensei sends her their address and Kemuri gets on a train. The whole way there, she can’t stop tapping her fingers on her leg, fretting.

When she gets to the estate, she almost takes a moment. It looks different in the daytime, without all those cars around and music coming from within. She hurries up the steps and reaches to ring the doorbell, but the door opens before she can.

She has to admit, it’s weird to be looking down at Tensei instead of up. He looks better than the last time she saw him, as his hair has grown back and he’s free of bandages. He smiles a little at the sight of her and rolls his wheelchair back, letting her in.

“He’s in the living room,” he says. “Just down the hall and to the right.”

“Thank you,” she murmurs. She takes a step, then looks back at him. “You’re sure that…seeing me will help?”

“I didn’t have any other ideas, Kemuri. I really hope so…”

She takes that and runs with it. She heads down the hall, turning right at the first gap in the wall and emerging into a sizeable living room. There’s an entertainment system with a TV and plenty of books on either side of it. A long sofa stretches out in front of it, armchairs on either side, all surrounding a coffee table.

She can see the back of Iida’s head.

“Tenya?” she whispers.

He jumps and turns around in his seat, eyes wide. He does look tired, judging by the dark circles under his eyes. She can’t see what he’s holding until he gets up, hurriedly setting aside a book and moving around the couch.

“Kemuri, what are you doing here?” he asks. “Did something happen? Are you alright?”

“N-No, I’m fine,” she says as he reaches her, hand automatically moving to his arm, landing a feather-touch to it. “Tensei called me. He…he said you were anxious and that…that maybe I could help?”

Iida closes his eyes, taking a deep breath. “I…I will admit, I haven’t been at my best,” he says.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

He nods. They move to the couch and settle down, side by side, although Kemuri turns herself sideways so that she can look at him easier. He sighs.

“I’ve been having nightmares about what happened. It starts the same, me…in those woods.” He purses his lips as he pushes his glasses up. “Every time, I fail to save you. Sometimes I manage to get you breathing again, but you die in my arms as I’m running back to camp. Other times, the CPR doesn’t work, or…I can’t even find you before I wake. You’re…always cold.”

She moves closer to him and sets her hand down next to his. If he wants to take it, he can.

“My dreams are cold too,” she says. “I’m…I’m always drowning.”

His hand slides over, fingers wrapping around hers. “It’s foolish of me,” he says. “I know you’re alive and yet, when I wake, I keep imagining the possibility that you aren’t. I keep thinking that you might be somewhere, in need of my help, and I can’t find you.”

She looks down at their hands, his looped over hers, and she turns hers so that their palms are touching. She focuses on them, those hands that saved her life.

She takes a deep breath as she moves closer to him, making his head lift towards her. This is bold, way too bold, and she’s already thinking of chickening out as she pulls his hand towards her. She lays his palm flat against her chest, right over her heart, and holds it there as her hand surrounds his. The touch leaves her covered in goosebumps, hot in the face and stomach, and he turns pink.

He gulps. “A-Ah…Kemuri? T-This is…”

“I’m…alive. You...you can feel that I'm alive,” she whispers, biting back the stammer that almost makes it past her lips. “And…I’m alive b-because of you. You…you can sleep, knowing…that you saved me again.”

She thinks of their talk after the Hosu Incident, how he promised to regain her trust and how he admitted that he didn’t want to feel weak in front of her. When did that change? When did she start trusting him with all her heart again?

He gazes at her for a long while, the blush simmering down as his fingers press against her chest lightly. It’s like a silent thank you, for when there aren’t any words. Her heart pounds as if desperate to get closer to him.

He exhales, then clears his throat and adjusts his glasses as he pulls his hand away. She goes to take hers back, but he holds it, resting it between them on the seat. “I’m sorry for laying all that on you. It’s not your fault, of course, that my mind is doing this to me,” he says. “Really, it’s not that big of a deal and I can handle it. I will be sure to tell brother not to bother you about it—”

“Tenya,” she murmurs. “You…you don’t have to pretend in front of me.” Her fingers tighten around his. “No one…expects you to be okay.”

“What? But, I—” He stops, looks away. His cheeks turn pink again, so soon after they returned to normal. “Right. I apologize.”

“Honestly…I was afraid to message you or…anything. I thought that, maybe…seeing me would just upset you more.”

He shakes his head. “That’s not the case. Not at all.”

She bites her lip against a tiny smile and glances around the room. Their hands are still connected. He’s quiet and if it weren’t for how relaxed his features are, from the absent crease of his brows to the slope of his nose and lips, she would be worried. Silence usually means anger, frustration, not happiness.

“Do you want to do something else?” she asks. “I don’t have anywhere to be.”

He leans back, tapping his chin. “Well…I was reading, but I suppose we could watch something.”

“What were you reading?”

“Ah, a series I loved as a child. Yaoyorozu introduced me to it after one of our playdates as children. She was appalled that I hadn’t read much fiction.” He reaches for the book on the counter. “We ended up swapping books whenever our families met up. I gave her different encyclopedias so she could read up for her quirk and she gave me different fiction novels.” He adds, almost saddened, "Todoroki....never had much to offer when we did see him.”

Kemuri leans over to try and read the cover. She recognizes it. It’s an old story about a fantastical world of elves and dwarves. Kemuri remembers there being movies about it way back when, before quirks even. They’ve done remakes since.

“I didn’t think you were into this stuff,” she admits.

“I wasn’t before, but…they have grown on me over the years.”

She looks up at him. “Maybe…you could read to me?” His eyebrows arch in surprise and she flushes. “I…I mean, I don’t read much. It takes me forever to get through books so I usually just…listen to audiobooks or…yeah…” She gestures to the book. “Even…even when I do read, I like manga. More pictures, fewer words. But…I don’t know, I like fantasy and mythology too.”

“I…wouldn’t mind doing that, actually,” he admits. “It seems like that would occupy my thoughts more than watching a movie.”

“Mhm,” she agrees.

And so, he flips back to the start of the book—he had just started it, apparently—and starts reading. Kemuri finds herself leaning against him, absorbed. He’s very enthusiastic, creating slightly different voices for the characters and adding emotion as he goes.

After a while, he stops, as his voice has grown tired, and they find something else to do. They settle on watching a wildlife documentary about jungles. Kemuri didn’t think she liked documentaries much but now, having watched a few, they’ve grown on her. She likes learning about new places and animals.

Her head slips onto his shoulder, her eyes drooping a little, and she hears him yawn. It’s getting later. She should probably be going home.

“Are you going to be able to sleep if I leave?” she asks.

“I want to say yes, but…”

She looks up at him, cheek brushing the material of his shirt. The reflection of a squirrel monkey flashes by in the panes of his glasses. She would offer to stay in a heartbeat, to stay the night wrapped in his arms, but she can't. He would never agree, far too chivalrous to do something so "scandalous" and she isn't brave enough to suggest it.

“How about…if you wake up at night, just text me? Send…send a rose emoticon.”

“And then?”

“I will reply with…a blue heart.”

He laughs a little. “So I know you’re okay?”

“Yeah…”

He tilts his head back as he lets out another sigh. “Won’t that wake you? It will not help your sleep and I don’t know if I could do that to you.”

“I’ll keep doing it until…until you don’t worry anymore.” She smiles a little. “And soon, we’ll all be in the dorms together and then you’ll see me every morning.”

“I will, won’t I?”

“I wake up early. I’ll…probably be the first one up too, so…yes.”

“Hm, me too. I try to go for a run every day before class.” He pauses, then seems to perk up as he looks down at her, eyes sparkling. “How about we run together?”

She arches an eyebrow, bashful. “Won’t you leave me in the dust?”

“You can use that move where you boost yourself!”

“Like…when I run through the air?”

“No, no, the one where you use your steam to run faster. You’ve done it a few times before.”

“Oh…” She blushes. That silly thing she’s tried once or twice isn’t really a move, but… “Right, that one.”

“How did you come up with it? It’s an interesting way to use your quirk.”

Her blush gets deeper. “Well…actually, I…” She looks at her lap. “I was…just trying to copy you…with your engines.”

He blinks, lips parted. “Really?”

She waves her hands about. “Y-Yeah, like…on the first day of school with, with the fifty-metre race, I wanted to be faster and you had just done amazing so I was trying to copy that, but it’s silly. Before Kamui suggested a similar thing, I didn’t even know if it would work. It’s silly—”

“On the contrary,” he interrupts, “I think it’s important to draw inspiration from others.” He smiles. “So, what do you call this move of yours?”

She doesn’t have a name for it. She hasn’t named any of her moves. She didn’t think they qualified as “moves” in the first place. “Dunno, maybe…” An idea pops into her head. “Ah…Steam Engine?”

He laughs, the sound making her entire body feel warm. “I like that! An excellent name, Kemuri.”

She exhales. “Glad you like it.”

“Now I’m even more sure that we should run together,” he insists. “That way, I can assist you, and I wouldn’t mind a running partner!”

She watches him again, watches the way his eyes have lit up, how he smiles, how his arm is stiff and poised in the air, elbow bent. He’s so ridiculous sometimes, but so passionate, and so willing to help her.

And here she is, leaned up against him, able to carry a conversation without sputtering and puffing steam from her ears like when this year began.

How far she’s come since then.

Before it gets much later, Kemuri goes back home. For the next few nights, when Kemuri wakes from her fitful sleep to see a tiny rose on her text messages, she sends back a little blue heart and hopes that he’s okay.

Notes:

Next chapter is the dorm move in! Sorry to keep you waiting, but I hope you enjoyed another fluffy chapter <3

Chapter 115: Moving Into Dorms!

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Before she knows it, it’s time to move. Kemuri has all her things packed up and loaded onto a rental truck sent by the school. They were told in the updated dorm package that all the rooms would have beds, closets, and desks available to the students, so all they had to bring were their clothes and any other belongings they wanted.

Her room looks bare with only her bed, closet, and vanity in it. Her parents said they might turn it into a guest room, but that she’ll sleep there during the weekends when she visits.

She stands there and stares at her almost-empty room, her stomach in knots. This is fine. She’s just leaving the house she’s lived in her entire life to go and live with twenty-one other teenagers. This is fine.

“Kemmy?” Cayden says, making her turn around to face him. “You okay?”

She sniffles, lip trembling. “I’m…I’m scared.”

He brings her into a hug, hand on the back of her head. “It’ll be fine, sweetie,” he murmurs. “You’re not leaving forever. You can come home on the weekends. The…the house will be different without you, though.”

She steps back from the hug and wipes a stray tear away. “Do…do you really think getting me away from grandfather is going to help me…get better?”

For a split second, she sees the shock on his face. Then, he sighs and purses his lips. She feels like, if she were still a small child, this would be the part when he kneels down and dons a gentle smile to make her feel better.

“I can deal with his…attitude,” Cayden says. “You…you never should have been treated the way he treated you, and…your mom and I, we’re both so sorry we didn’t see how bad it was until—”

“Dad,” she whispers. “It’s…” She almost says that it’s okay, but if she’s learned anything over the past few months, it’s that it’s not. “You did your best. You can’t know everything.”

He smiles sadly. “You’re a good kid, Kemuri,” he says, ruffling her hair, "but, I’m your dad. I’m supposed to protect you from that stuff.” She purses her lips. “That’s what I’m doing now.”

“I know,” she murmurs.

He watches her for another second before the waterworks start and he brings her into another hug. She clings to him.

“I’m so sorry, baby girl,” he whispers, voice breaking.

She just hugs him tighter.

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The dorms were constructed in an area on the edge of campus, about five minutes away from the main school building, in just three days—or at least, that’s what Kemuri heard. Kemuri can already see her classmates gathering near the closest building as she approaches, gripping her stick a little tighter. Heights Alliance, they call it, and their part of it is labelled with a giant “1-A” right above the main entrance.

As she observes the dorm’s shape, she notices that it looks like a smaller version of the main building, if it was cut in half. The 1-B building is right behind the 1-A one and along the left side of the campus stretches nine more dorms for all the General, Support, and Business classes.

Kemuri assumes that the second year dorms stretch behind and then the third year dorms take up the right side, making it a giant half-circle around the main building. It’s as fantastic as it is intimidating.

It’s her new home.

She takes a deep breath and checks her face for any residual tears. Saying goodbye to her mom, dad, and Ichiro was harder than she expected. She knows it’s silly, that it isn’t forever, and yet she worries for them. She’s worried about living somewhere new, without them around.

Her grandfather wasn’t present for her goodbye. She tells herself it’s better that way.

Aizawa comes out of the building as the students gather. Kemuri hurries to her friends, managing just a hello before Aizawa calls their attention. Hagakure seems chipper and the mood is good. Kemuri hopes it stays that way.

“Considering everything that’s happened, I’m glad we were able to bring class 1-A back together,” Aizawa says.

“We all got the go-ahead to live on campus!” Sero says, grinning widely.

Hagakure slumps. “It took a lot of convincing from my parents…”

“I was pretty concerned about mine,” Jiro agrees.

“Makes sense,” Ojiro says. “You two got the worst of the gas attack.” His eyes move to Kemuri, then to Midoriya, and he smiles. “It’s really great that everyone got permission to come, though.”

“We’re glad to see the teachers got to come back too,” Tsuyu adds. “I was afraid you wouldn’t be allowed. The people at the press conference seemed pretty upset with you guys.”

“Yeah,” Uraraka says.

“I was surprised as well,” Aizawa admits, “but circumstances have changed. Now then, I’ll explain how your dorm assignments will work shortly. First, however—” He claps his hands together sharply. “We haven’t forgotten about the provisional hero licenses you were supposed to get during the training camp.”

“Oh, yeah…” Sato says. “That’s what we were there for!”

“So much has happened, it totally slipped my mind,” Mina adds.

“This is important. Listen well,” Aizawa says. “Kirishima, Yaoyorozu, Todoroki, Midoriya, Iida, Shimakage…” His eyes narrow and Kemuri sees her life flash before her eyes. “You six are the ones who broke the rules and went to rescue Bakugo that night.”

Everyone shifts nervously. Kemuri looks at her feet, hands tense at her sides. Tsuyu lets out a soft, shaky croak. Aizawa’s hooded eyes sweep over everyone, then he sighs.

“Based on your reactions, I assume the rest of you were at least aware of their plan,” he says. “I’m going to set aside a number of issues and just say this. If it weren’t for All Might’s retirement from the hero scene, I would expel everyone here, except Bakugo, Jiro, Nishimura, and Hagakure.”

Kemuri wilts and all around her, she can sense her classmates’ horror and guilt. She dares a peek at her classmates and sees the utter shock on Nishimura and Jiro’s faces as they look around at everyone. Hagakure’s fingertips brush Kemuri’s to comfort her, but Kemuri doesn’t move. Her heart pounds.

“The six of you who went, of course, but also the remaining twelve who didn’t stop them,” Aizawa continues. “You betrayed our trust, even if it was to keep your friends from getting into trouble. In order to regain our confidence, you’ll need to obey every rule to the letter and live as model students. That’s all.” He turns around. “Now, look alive. Enjoy your new home.”

As he walks away, the general good mood that Kemuri felt has been stomped into the ground. She’s crushed. She should have known this would happen, but she hates that that trust has been destroyed. She’s always tried to be a model student and for the most part, she has been.

This sucks, and looking around at everyone else, she’s sure their feelings are the same. Kirishima looks like he’s about to cry. Iida’s hands are shaking. Jiro, Nishimura, and Bakugo look upset too, even though they were spared in Aizawa’s hypothetical expulsion, and Kemuri can’t see Hagakure’s expression, but…it’s probably close.

“Tch,” Bakugo mutters. He grabs the back of Kaminari’s shirt. “Come here.”

Everyone turns to watch as Bakugo drags Kaminari back to the hedges flanking the entrance to the walkway.

“Huh?! W-Wait, for what?” Kaminari asks right before they disappear around the corner.

There’s a burst of electricity that makes a few people jump, then Kaminari zips out of the bushes with his thumbs sticking up.

“Whey-hey-hey!” he giggles.

Jiro bursts out laughing, her earphone jacks spasming as she grips her stomach, and a few people start to smile. Kaminari stumbles towards them, hands moving in and out, still giggling.

“Woah, what did Bakugo do to you?” Sero asks, his smile overriding the slight concern in his voice.

Hagakure starts laughing and Ojiro’s tail wags a bit. Koda looks scared. Kemuri smiles a little too, Jiro’s laughter starting to get to her. Even Shoji and Tokoyami seem to perk up.

Bakugo stalks back to the group. “Kirishima,” he growls. Kemuri turns around, lips pouting, and sees Bakugo hold something out to the redhead.

“Woah, did you shake him down for cash?!” Kirishima demands, eyes wide.

“No!” Bakugo snaps. “This is my money, you idiot. To replace what you spent.”

Kirishima blinks, lips parting. “How…how’d you know I bought night vision goggles?”

Bakugo shoves the cash against Kirishima’s chest as he storms by, leaving Kirishima to catch the crumpled bills as his gaze follows him. “Don’t say I never gave you anything,” Bakugo grumbles. “Now I’m not in your debt.” He adds, over his shoulder, “Kaminari, show him your dumb side!”

Kaminari is still giggling, doing his best to speak, but it just comes out garbled. Jiro has tears in her eyes from laughing too hard, easily the most amused person in the class. Kirishima keeps watching Bakugo, a soft smile on his face, and Kemuri turns back around. No one else seemed to notice Bakugo’s gesture.

“O-Oh man, such a moron,” Jiro wheezes, her face getting red. “You’re so hopeless! PFFT!”

“PWUS…ULTWA!” Kaminari hollers, leaping into the air. “GWO BEYOOND!”

Kemuri bursts out laughing, joining the others. By now, if Kaminari’s giddy behaviour didn’t get to them, the amusement of the others has cracked even the most stoic of shells (a.k.a, Tokoyami). Even Shoji is laughing, his shoulders shaking as his hand covers his eyes. Jiro nearly collapses onto the cobblestone, clutching her stomach as she desperately tries to breathe.

“Sorry, everyone!” Kirishima calls. “I know this won’t make up for it, but dinner’s on me tonight. All the takeout you could want, I’ve got it!”

“Yeah!” everyone cheers.

“YES!” Sato and Nishimura shout, pumping their fists (or fist, in Nishimura’s case), and Nishimura turns to high-five Yaoyorozu as she giggles with glee.

Ah, the foodie trio, Kemuri thinks. They really are lovable.

“WHEE-HEE-HEE!” Kaminari hoots.

Aizawa calls for them to hurry up. He has a lot to explain. The students turn and rush towards the dorms, the excitement and the mood back up. They have something to look forward to.

Inside, they’re greeted with an open common area. From what Kemuri can make out, the first floor goes in a giant loop, and an outdoor courtyard sits in the middle of it all. High windows on all the walls let in the sunshine and give them a view of the lush greenery around them. In front of them, tucked off in the bottom left corner, there’s a flat-screen TV and two couches (a four-seater and a three-seater), accompanied by a large coffee table and five extra cushioned stools scattered around it. There’s a vase of roses near the TV that catches Kemuri’s eye immediately and in her head, she starts planning to water them and keep them alive.

Stretching away from the seating area and moving up the left side is a dining space with enough tables and chairs to seat twenty-four people, set together in six tables with four seats each. Still further down from those tables is a kitchen with a fridge, cabinets, a stove, a microwave, and plenty of counter space.

“Each dormitory holds one class,” Aizawa says. “Girls are on the right and boys are on the left. The entire first floor is a common area. That’s where you’ll find your kitchen, baths, and laundry rooms.”

Everyone spreads out to explore. Everything is clean, spacious, and brand new, just for them. Kemuri moves to the right side and finds the elevators (two of them, with a door to the emergency stairs right between them) and the door leading into the courtyard, along with another seating area to the right side of the doors. When she moves down the right hallway and rounds the corner, she finds the laundry room in between the girl’s and boy’s bathrooms. The kitchen is right across from it.

It is a big loop.

“There’s a courtyard!” Sero says.

Hagakure lets out a squeal of awe as Mina jumps around, arms spread out to her sides.

“So spacious and new!” Mina gushes. She giggles and pumps her arms up and down.

“I’m…living…in a mansion,” Uraraka says before she tips over, fainting onto the brand new carpet.

“Uraraka!” Iida gasps.

“Doth mine ears deceive me?” Mineta asks, sweating a little. “Our baths…are located in the common space?” He swallows hard. “This is heaven…”

“They’re separated by gender,” Aizawa says. “And you will behave yourself.”

“Y-Yes, sir.”

Aizawa gathers everyone again, herding Nishimura and Sato away from the kitchen as he does so. They get into the right elevator (which is very spacious and reminds Kemuri of the hotel elevators on I-Island) and go up to the second floor, the girl’s side.

“Living quarters start on the next floor. Four boys and four girls on each level,” Aizawa explains as they head out.

There’s a door just down the hall that leads into where the emergency stairs let out. When Kemuri sneaks closer, she can see that there is another door so that the boys can access the stairs from their side.

Aizawa opens the first room door and lets people look in. Kemuri almost hesitates, worried that they’ll be snooping around someone else’s future room.

“Everyone gets their own room,” Aizawa says. “You should be comfortable. You’ve got your own toilets, ACs, mini-fridges, and closets.”

Midoriya races out the giant sliding doors at the far end of the room, eyes wide. “We have balconies?! Wow!” he exclaims. Kaminari wanders out behind him, still giggling.

Iida and Yaoyorozu observe everything with muted reactions, probably far too used to their giant mansions to find this all that different. Kemuri is pleasantly surprised by the dorm room. It’s a little smaller than her bedroom at home, but this one has an ensuite and a built-in closet! You give some, you lose some.

“This is about the same size as my closet back home, but I’ll manage,” Yaoyorozu says.

“THIS IS THE SIZE OF MY HOUSE!” Uraraka exclaims as she yet again faints onto the floor.

“Uraraka!” Iida cries, exasperated as he is worried as he hurries to help her up.

Aizawa calls everyone back into the hallway, where he pulls out a sheet of paper detailing the layout of the rooms. There aren’t any girls on the second floor, calming Kemuri’s nerves about exploring them, and then on the boy’s side is Mineta, Aoyama, Midoriya, and Tokoyami in rooms one through four.

All the girls share a silent, communal sigh of relief that no one has to share a floor with Mineta.

On level three, the boy’s side has Koda, Kaminari, Iida, and Ojiro. On the girl’s side, Jiro is in room one, room two is empty, room three is Kemuri’s, and room four is Hagakure’s.

“Ay! We’re right next to each other!” Hagakure squeals as she wraps her arm around Kemuri’s and jumps up and down. “And we’re floor buddies with Ojiro!”

Kemuri grins. “Yeah!”

Jiro flashes them a peace sign and a head nod. Ojiro’s tail lashes as his cheeks turn pink. Iida looks like he’s about to start scolding Hagakure about fraternizing, but Aizawa orders them to quiet down before he can.

Level four has Shoji, Kirishima, and Bakugo in rooms one, two, and three, leaving four empty. Uraraka is in room one on the girl’s side and Mina is in room four.

Level five has Nishimura, Sato, Todoroki, and Sero on one side, leaving Yaoyorozu and Tsuyu in rooms one and four.

“Roomies!” Nishimura and Sato hoot, slapping their hands together. Sero runs over to get in on the action while Todoroki just blinks at the three of them.

“Woah, woah, I only have one hand, man, slow down!” Nishimura says as he manages to catch Sero’s hand with his. Sero laughs through his apology.

“Sir, why so many empty rooms?” Kemuri asks, raising her hand.

“The idea is that, if someone transfers into the Hero Course, there will be room for them,” Aizawa says. “Now, the belongings you sent ahead have been unpacked and placed in your new rooms, so spend the rest of the day unpacking and getting settled. I’ll tell you more about your next few lessons tomorrow. For now, get to work.”

“Yes, Mr. Aizawa!” everyone calls.

The girls crowd into their elevator while Aizawa escorts the boys through the doors to the boy’s side. Kemuri, Jiro, and Hagakure get off on the third floor and say goodbye to the other four girls as it slides shut behind them.

Kemuri opens the door to her room, taking in the boxes stacked up in the middle of the floor. She takes a nice deep breath, lets it out, then dives in. At least with all this lifting and packing, she’ll be working out her shoulder.

Chapter 116: Best Room Contest: Boy's Edition

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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It’s a lot of fun once things get going. Kemuri gets to her clothes first, digging out her gym uniform and pulling on the pants, then putting on her Kamui Woods t-shirt on top. She finds a note from her parents on one of the boxes, reminding her that they love her and they’re proud of her. Turns out, they got her a glass display case for all her figures. She eyes the packages, daunted yet excited. 

At the bottom of the note, they apologize for not being able to assemble it with her. She decides that this is what friends are for and goes to find Shoji. Why Shoji? Because if she knows him and his minimalist tendencies at all, then his room should be almost complete by now.

Kirishima and Bakugo are hard at work, judging by the sounds of moving boxes and furniture, and the fact that Bakugo keeps leaving his room to go help Kirishima with something and vice versa. Kemuri knocks on Shoji’s closed door and he opens it, also wearing his casual clothes.

Kemuri smiles. “You busy, Mr. Minimalist?”

He chuckles. “Just finished actually. You need some help?”

“Yes, please. My parents bought me a display case, but…it’s in pieces and I do not want to try and read those instructions.”

Shoji raises his arms, forming three extra hands and an extra eye. “You came to the right place.”

They hurry back down to her room. Shoji’s extra hands combined with his general strength and the fact that he can aim one eye at the instructions without ever looking away from the cabinet makes assembling it easy. Kemuri tucks it next to her desk once it’s complete, stepping back to admire Shoji’s work.

She helped, if helping qualifies as handing him the correct number of screws and the tools he needed as he asked for them. She’s sure that with his quirk, he could’ve done that himself too, but she appreciates that he let her help.

“You’re a lifesaver,” she says.

His eyes crinkle the way they do when he smirks. “You owe me two squid ink pizzas now.”

“Ugh, fine,” she teases, making them both laugh. 

There’s a knock on the door and they look up, finding Nishimura looking very frazzled, even in his U.A gym pants, loose muscle tank top, and green headband. He’s already sweating.

“Shoji, thank god, listen, I need you and your muscles,” he says. “And hands. I just need you, okay?”

Shoji arches an eyebrow. “Having trouble?”

“I have…one arm, which equals one hand.” Nishimura lifts his stump, which has grown down to halfway between his elbow and his shoulder since Kemuri last saw him. “It isn’t easy or efficient to unpack boxes when you only have one hand, you feel me?”

Shoji chuckles. “I’ll be right there.” He turns back to Kemuri. “Are you going to be alright?”

“I’m fine. It’s just the cabinet I was worried about.”

“Then I will leave you alone. I’ll be in Nishimura’s room if you need me.”

She nods and the two boys leave.

“Is it just the boxes?” Shoji asks, still audible as they head down the hallway.

“That, and I’m trying to put together my island and it just isn’t…” Nishimura’s voice trails off, then disappears.

Kemuri gets back to work.

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By the time it’s dark out, everyone has finished up. They took a short break to eat the takeout Kirishima bought, although most people ended up bringing the plates to their rooms to keep working. Kemuri stayed in the common room and ate with her friends.

Kemuri joins the other girls in the elevator on their way down to the common room, all of them chatting excitedly about their new room layouts. Yaoyorozu is the least pleased with hers, as she isn’t used to having such a small space, while Uraraka is overjoyed.

“Girls,” Mina says, a grin on her face. “So…Ochaco and I were talking and we have a great idea for how we can make this evening super fun!”

“Room contest!” Uraraka says. “We’ll get to see all the boys’ rooms and then decide who’s the coolest.”

“Oh my,” Yaoyorozu murmurs. “Isn’t that an invasion of their privacy?”

“If we ask and they’re okay with it, then why not?” Mina asks.

“I’m totally in!” Hagakure says.

Kemuri glances at Jiro, who shrugs, and Uraraka pats her fingers together lightly as she giggles.

The elevator comes to a stop and they head out to find a bunch of the boys gathered in the closest seating area. Mina perks up and skips towards them.

“Hiya boys!” she calls, hands folded behind her back. “All done with your rooms?”

“Yup! We’re just unwinding now,” Kaminari says. 

“Well, the girls and I have been talking and…” Mina starts.

“We have a great idea!” Hagakure squeals. 

Mina giggles. “Let’s go around and see who has the coolest room!”

Tokoyami and Midoriya’s faces go slack. Mineta’s jaw drops. Iida and Kirishima glance at each other. Kaminari grins and gets up, shooting finger guns at the girls.

“Yeah, let’s do it!” he says.

After a general consensus that it sounds fun, they gather the rest of the boys and head up to the second floor.

“Let’s do…Midoriya’s room first!” Hagakure says as her and Mina book it down the hall.

Midoriya shrieks, as if suddenly realizing what a room contest entails. “No, wait! You can’t go in there! Please, just give me a minute to—”

But the door is already open, revealing a bedroom that looks like an All Might shrine. Mina and Hagakure squeal while Midoriya braces himself against his desk. There are posters all over the walls, figurines and comic books on his shelves, a mug shaped like All Might’s head on his desk, and even his curtains have a very All Might, American flair to them.

“It’s All Might everywhere!” Uraraka giggles. “You’re such a fanboy!”

“Well, I admire him,” Midoriya mumbles, turning completely red. “This is embarrassing...”

Kemuri smiles and reaches out to pat his shoulder. “Nothing wrong with liking a certain hero, Midoriya,” she says. “I…I think your collection is amazing!”

He exhales. “T-Thanks, Shimakage…”

“Wait…does this mean they’re judging our rooms too?” Kaminari asks. Kirishima shrugs.

“Probably,” Sero says. “Could end up a good time…”

They hurry out of his room and, again at Hagakure’s request, they go to Tokoyami’s room. He’s already leaning against his door, arms crossed and head bowed.

“Hm,” he grunts. “No way.”

“Come onnnn,” Mina whines.

“I’ve already seen your other bedroom,” Hagakure adds with a huff.

“This is my new haven. I will not allow you within.”

Mina and Hagakure look at each other, then start pushing against Tokoyami. He scrunches his eyes shut, doing his best to stay put. For a small guy, he holds his own.

“Guys, t-that’s…” Kemuri starts, moving towards them, but they succeed in shoving him over and they go inside before Kemuri can get another word out.

So, Kemuri hurries over and offers Tokoyami her hand, which he takes. He brushes off his shirt, offers a brief thanks to her, and goes into his room after the girls. The others trail behind and Kemuri stays in the hallway, just peeking in.

His room is a lot darker than the one he had at home, although the decor is similar, and Kemuri thinks he must be taking full advantage of the fact that his father is no longer around to banish his shadows. All his lamps are candelabras with violet light bulbs and his bedsheets and curtains are black, just like the covers on his dresser. He has a few skulls hanging on the walls next to posters of various metal bands. 

It’s not Kemuri’s taste, but it suits Tokoyami. She stifles a giggle when she notices that he still has the Hawks chibi figure that Shoji won for him at the arcade.

“So dark and scary,” Hagakure and Mina whimper, clinging to each other’s hands.

“You fiends,” Tokoyami utters. 

“Oh, man,” Kirishima says, picking up a silver cross keychain off the dresser. “I had a keychain like this in middle school!”

“So this is how boys like to decorate?” Mina asks.

“Please, leave,” Tokoyami begs.

Midoriya gasps as he moves to a large sword displayed at the foot of the bed. “A sword?!” he asks. “So cool!”

“GET OUT!”

“Guys, let’s leave him alone,” Kemuri pipes up from the hall. “Please?”

Everyone leaves, followed closely by Tokoyami. He shuts his door, hands shaking. “You are a kind woman, Kemuri,” he utters. She smiles a little.

“My turn!” Aoyama calls, prancing over to his bedroom and flinging the door open.

Kemuri has to shield her eyes at the pure brightness of his room, afraid of losing the rest of her sight. Everything is lavender and sparkly, and what isn’t lavender is golden. There are at least seven mirrors scattered around the room and there’s even a full suit of armour in the corner. Aoyama stands in the middle of it all, hands held out to his sides as he poses.

“Aren’t you dazzled?” he cries.

“I…I think I just went more blind,” Kemuri whispers.

“Shiny…” multiple people murmur at once.

“Non, non,” Aoyama tuts. “It’s not shiny. It’s…mag…ni…fique!”

He poses with every pause in his words. Kemuri giggles a little while the others just blink. Nishimura lifts his remaining hand in a thumbs up.

“Nice room, dude!” he calls. Aoyama grins and winks at him.

“Exactly what I pictured,” Hagakure says as people start to file out of the room.

“Honestly, I expected more,” Mina admits.
 
Uraraka skips a little as the others move back into the hallway. “This is turning out to be really fun!” she says. “The last person on this floor is—”

Everyone turns to the last door, where Mineta peers out of his bedroom. There’s a strange aura around him that doesn’t make his unblinking, eager stare any less unsettling.

“Hey, come on in, girls,” he says. He gestures them to him with one finger. “I’ve got so much to show you.”

Everyone turns around to go back to the elevators. “So, the third floor?” Uraraka asks.

“W-Where are you going?” Mineta cries after them. “Come back!”

On the third floor, the first room they check out is Ojiro’s. There’s nothing really extraordinary about his room at all. It looks like, at most, he made the bed and set out a chabudai for him to sit at in the middle of the room.

“It’s so bare in here…” Uraraka says.

“Did you move anything in at all?” Hagakure asks.

“Please tell me you just haven’t unpacked yet,” Mina says.

With every sentence, Ojiro’s tail droops more. Seeing that, Kemuri clasps her hands together and channels every ounce of perkiness hiding in her body into her voice.

“I think it’s practical!” she says.

“You’re too nice, Shimakage,” Sero sighs from behind her, making her slump a little.

Ojiro turns around. “If we’re done here, then let’s go…” he says, downcast.

Iida’s room is next. He has bookshelves all along his right wall, books on his headboard, and books along the bottom of his bed. On the other side, he has a small army of extra glasses set out on the shelves above his dresser. He even has labelled laundry bins. His bedsheets are blue with thin white stripes.

“Woah, it looks like a library in here,” Uraraka gushes.

“That’s our class rep for ya!” Mina says.

“You’ll find nothing odd in here!” Iida says, gesturing out at everything.

Kemuri stares up at the shelves of glasses, reaching up and taking a pair. She peers through them as she turns back to Iida. Uraraka bounces over to take a pair of her own, already laughing.

“You weren’t kidding about having extras,” Kemuri says, putting the glasses on. His prescription is a little stronger sure, but it looks like he’s farsighted, just like her.

“Of course, I do!” Iida says, gripping the edge of his own pair and shaking them a little. “I expect them all to be destroyed during training!”

Kaminari’s room is next. It’s a mash-up of everything without a particular theme to it, but Kemuri supposes that that’s a lot like who Kaminari is. It’s hard for Kemuri to figure out what exactly everything is because every time she shifts her gaze, there’s something new and strange invading her eyes.

Brown and gold leopard print bedsheets, tiger print curtains, fuzzy black rug, an artsy lamp of some kind, a dartboard, a framed black shirt that might have been autographed by someone, headphones, license plates, a basketball, and too many hats to keep track of. He even has a fedora. Kemuri can’t recall ever seeing him wear a hat.

“Seriously?” Mina asks.

“This is the store in the mall I’d avoid,” Jiro says.

“What?!” Kaminari exclaims, gesturing to his organized mess. “It’s perfect!” He turns to Kemuri. “You like it, right?”

Her smile is wobbly. “Ah…it’s…very eccentric.”

Sero reaches out and grasps Kaminari’s shoulder. “What Shimakage means…is that it’s gaudy.”

Kaminari groans and slumps forward in defeat.

Koda is next and so far, Kemuri has to say it’s her favourite. For one, he kept up a colour scheme of pale yellow and green, making the room very pleasing to the eye. He has a stuffed bear and a stuffed giraffe sitting on his bed and he has a corkboard full of pictures above his desk. There’s a framed family photo on his dresser showing five rocky-looking people—a woman, a man, an older girl with curly blonde hair, and a younger boy. Koda is in the middle of the group.

The pièce de résitance, however, is the white bunny snoozing in a little bed on the ground.

“He has a rabbit!” Mina and Uraraka squeal. “That’s so cute!”

The two of them kneel down, reaching out to pet the rabbit while it hops between them. They coo and scratch its chin, grinning.

“Hey, no fair. We don’t get pets,” Kaminari pouts as Koda looks away, nervous. “You’re trying to buy the judge’s love.”

“Leave him alone,” Nishimura pipes up. “Yuwai-chan can’t help it if she’s charming.”

“HER NAME IS YUWAI! AWWW!” Mina and Uraraka shriek as they continue to snuggle the bunny.

The group returns to the elevator, where Kaminari, Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Aoyama are sulking about the reactions to their rooms.

“Man, this sucks,” Kaminari mutters. “I feel so judged right now.”

“Hey, what a coincidence,” Ojiro mumbles. “I don’t feel great. At all.”

“Same here,” Tokoyami says.

“And moi,” Aoyama agrees.

“That’s because the boys are the only ones getting picked on!” Mineta says as he stomps over to them. “They said it was a contest to see who has the coolest dorm room…but what about them?” He points at the girls. “We have to see the girls’ rooms to see which one is best! Their interior design skills should be held at the same standard as ours, maybe even higher! Show us those dorms!”

For a second, no one speaks. Mineta’s breaths are oddly heavy as his finger starts to shake.

“I’m into it!” Mina says, making Jiro gape at her.

“It’s only fair,” Kemuri agrees, fiddling with her braid.

“Then it’s official!” Iida says. “We will see everyone’s dorms and choose the best!”

“Okay, so like…what are the rules?” Mina asks. “Are we figuring out who has the best taste in the class or just the overall coolest?”

“Wait, we’re doing this?” Jiro asks.

“Ah…this doesn’t have to be a contest,” Ojiro says.

“I say we vote at the end! Whoever has the most votes wins,” Iida says. 

“Good idea,” Yaoyorozu says. “Everyone alright with that?”

There are scattered responses of “sure” and “that’s cool.” And so, they head up to the fourth floor. 

“So, who else is up here? It’s Bakugo, Kirishima, and Shoji, isn’t it?” Uraraka asks as they walk down the hallway.

“Where is Bakugo?” Iida asks.

Kemuri finds it hilarious how many eyes turn to Kirishima, but he’s already answering. “Ah, he thought this was lame so he went back to his room to sleep,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck. “I could use some z’s too…”

Hagakure and Mina race past him. “Then we’ll do your room next!” Hagakure cheers.

“You can sleep all you want after!” Mina adds, punching the air as she runs.

Kirishima jogs to catch up and grips the handle to his room. “Not that I care,” he starts, pushing the door open, “but you might not get what I’m going for.”

 He goes inside, followed closely by the others. The first thing that catches Kemuri’s eye is the poster of the Great Wave off Kanagawa, decorated with the words “Congrats” and “Big Catch” in bold red kanji, and the martial arts posters everywhere else. He has a banner hanging over his red, flame-hemmed curtains that reads “Certain Victory” and he has a punching bag set up in the middle of the room. There are hand weights near his bed and a few boxes still need unpacking.

“A den of manliness!” Kirishima says, curling his arm and making his bicep flex.

“Woah,” Kemuri whispers. She feels like she’s just walked into a dojo or a mini gym. It’s kind of awesome.

“If I found out my boyfriend had a room like this, I’d dump him,” Hagakure says. Mina just stares blankly, lips pursed.

“So bold!” Uraraka gushes. “Makes me wanna work out!”

A single tear appears in the corner of Kirishima’s eye. “You get it!” he says.

Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Kaminari clutch their chests as their own single man tears appear, mourning how their rooms were largely misunderstood. 

“Next up, Shoji!” Mina says.

Shoji shrugs as everyone migrates over to his bedroom. “You’re not gonna find anything interesting here,” he says as Hagakure pulls the door open.

“Uh…” Mina says. “More like nothing at all, dude.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. He has exactly four things in his room: a futon, a chabudai and chair for him to sit and work at, and the octopus keychain she got him a while back. She’s touched that he still has that thing and that he’s willing to let it mess up the utter simplicity of his dorm.

“So you’re a minimalist, huh?” Todoroki says.

“I’ve just never understood why someone would want to fill their room with junk,” Shoji says.

Mineta slips past and kneels next to the futon, lifting the blanket and peering underneath. “Guys like this always have a super pervy side…” he mutters.

Shoji walks over to him, picks him up by the scruff of his shirt, and walks out without another word. Everyone takes that as their cue to leave. At the elevators, Mina presses the button and Hagakure lets out a proud breath.

“All done!” she chirps. “Let’s head up to the fifth floor!”

“We’ll start with Sero!” Mina adds.

At her side, Sero arches an eyebrow. “We’re seriously doing everyone?” he asks.

“Yup!” Mina and Hagakure reply.

In front of Sero’s room, he grips the handle and grins before pulling it open. Kemuri’s jaw drops and the girls gasp in awe.

She has a new favourite.

Sero’s room is exotic, in a word, with a unified colour scheme of browns, oranges, and other earthy colours, all creating a room with a massive amount of character. He’s swapped out his curtains for wooden blinds and laid down a massive patterned rug that takes up the entire floor. His dresser has woven baskets on the shelves instead of regular drawers and there’s a fancy dressing screen tucked behind the bed. There’s even a hammock.

“Oh my god, I love it,” Kemuri whispers as Sero puffs out his chest proudly.

“Exotic!” Mina praises.

“It’s lovely!” Uraraka agrees.

Jiro eyes Sero with a smirk on her face. “Sero, I didn’t peg you for someone who’d like this stuff.”

Sero chuckles and winks at her. “Yup, that’s me! Always the wild card.”

“I love a guy who can decorate,” Mina swoons.

Mineta groans. “Man, Sero’s gonna get all the pu—” He shuts up as Shoji smacks the back of his head.

“Let’s keep moving!” Hagakure urges.

“Next up is Todoroki’s room, right?” Yaoyorozu asks, turning towards the stoic boy.

Kemuri eyes her female classmates. Hagakure sighs a little and Kemuri can almost feel the hearts in her eyes. Mina rests a finger on her chin, expression eager, and even Yaoyorozu looks excited. Jiro seems intrigued, but she’s definitely the most subdued.

“Let’s get this over with,” Todoroki says as he pulls his door open. “It’s late.”

Kemuri thought Sero’s room was surprising. She was not ready for Todoroki’s and, judging by Mina and Sero’s shocked screams, they feel the same.

Todoroki’s room is the poster room for “traditional Japanese,” from the tatami flooring to the shoji screens replacing the doors to his balcony. He has a futon, a chabudai and accompanying chair on the floor, and a pot with bamboo shoots in it. 

“So Japanese!” Mina and Sero gawk.

“It’s even built differently!” Kaminari adds.

“We have these floormats at my home,” Todoroki says. “It’s much more comfortable than hardwood.”

Kaminari whirls around. “This isn’t your house!”

“How’d…how’d you do all this in one day?” Kemuri asks, just above a whisper. 

“Witchcraft?!” Mineta demands.

Todoroki blinks at her while behind him, Midoriya and Uraraka stare at him like he isn’t a real person.

“With hard work,” he answers.

“You…are a beast,” Kaminari says.

Hagakure sighs as people move back into the hall. “He’ll make such a good pro,” she says, and Kemuri forgoes asking her how interior design and heroism are correlated.

“Pretty boys always have tricks up their sleeves,” Sato mutters.

“Come on, everyone!” Mina calls. “Only two boys left, and next is…”

Sato gulps. “Me…”

People hurry to catch up as Sato opens his bedroom door. It’s simple inside, although everything looks simple after Sero and Todoroki’s rooms. The most notable editions to the room are the green curtains and the small baking oven next to the dresser, above the mini-fridge. It looks like Sato and Koda went shopping for decor together, as the colours are so close.

“It’s a pretty boring room,” Sato says.

“They all are after Todoroki’s,” Kirishima says. 

“Something smells good though,” Ojiro comments, sniffing the air. “What is it?”

Sato gasps. “O-Oh crap! I forgot about that!” He rushes to the oven and opens it, letting more of the sugary sweet scent into the air. “I finished unpacking really early so I started to bake a chiffon cake. I thought we could all eat it together…” He puts on his oven mitts and takes the cake out. “It hasn’t been iced yet, but…want some?”

“YEAH!” Hagakure, Mina, and Uraraka squeal while the other three girls surge forward for a piece.

“The strong guy’s an expert baker?!” Kaminari and Mineta shriek. 

Aoyama chuckles and flicks his hair. “Who do you think made the birthday cake for my party?” he asks. 

“I thought he bought that!” Kaminari shrieks. Mineta whimpers as he laments another guy stealing the girls’ hearts.

Sato hands out pieces of cake on forks, letting the girls eat them like popsicles. Kemuri has to stop herself from moaning when she tastes it. It’s perfectly light, not too dense, not too airy, and the sweetness of it is just enough to satisfy a sugar craving she didn’t know she had until now.

“It’s delicious. So fluffy…” Uraraka sighs.

“I could eat it every day,” Hagakure agrees as chunks of cake break off her fork and disappear completely.

“Against Sero, this is unexpected,” Mina hums. Kemuri and Jiro nod in agreement, more focused on eating the cake.

Yaoyorozu’s eyes glisten. “I think it’s great that you have such a fun hobby, Sato!” she says. “Would you bake something to go with my tea someday?”

Sato turns completely red and for a split second, Kemuri thinks steam might escape from his ears. “Woah,” he squeaks. “I seriously did not expect this reaction.”

“Did you really bake Aoyama’s cake too?” Kemuri asks.

He rubs the back of his neck, still pink. “Yeah…I mostly bake as training for my sugar quirk.” He averts his eyes. “Store-bought sweets can get pricey…”

“We’ve got one more boy!” Mina says. “Nishimura, you—” She turns, stops, then blinks. “Uh…where’s Nishi?”

The guys look amongst themselves and, sure enough, Nishimura isn’t there. The girls move back into the hall, all eyes on the final room. Aoyama is the first to move forward, practically skipping to the door before knocking.

“Come in!” Nishimura’s voice says from within.

Aoyama flings the door open and everyone crowds in.

Nishimura, it seems, also pulled off a feat of remodelling and Kemuri suddenly understands why he needed Shoji’s help. Instead of a desk and dresser, the left side of the room is taken up with a miniature kitchen. He has a freezer above a mini-fridge, a stove with an oven, and a blender set up all along a stretch of countertop. There’s even a sink. He set up a sizeable chabudai with four seats in the centre of the room and then, to the right, he has his bed. There’s a katana mounted on the wall above framed pictures both of Nishimura with his friends and with who Kemuri assumes are other family members.

 He has a colour scheme of forest green and brown with pops of white—brown curtains, green bedsheets, white pillows, brown cabinets, etcetera. 

“How…on earth?” Mina whispers.

Nishimura leans against his countertop, waving his stump a little. He has a small legion of smoothies set up beside him ranging in colours from pink to green.

“Sorry, I ditched back there,” he says. “Sato’s cake reminded me that I was supposed to provide the drinks.”

“More food!” the girls (except Kemuri and Jiro) squeal as they rush forward.

“Yes, please!” Kirishima adds.

“I’d serve you, but…” Nishimura says.

“No worries, man!” Sato says, patting him on the back.

“Woah, you have a sword too!” Midoriya gushes, racing over the katana. “Amazing!”

“I like the irony,” Nishimura says as he hands off a pink smoothie to Hagakure. He grabs a green one and lifts it. “Kirishima, dude, this one has extra protein powder.”

Kirishima’s hand falls to his chest. “A man after my own heart,” he says, making Nishimura’s face turn as red as Sato’s was before.

He shoves the smoothie into Kirishima’s hand before he turns and covers his face with his remaining arm. “Y-Yeah, no problem,” he squeaks. “A-Ah…yup. Uh-huh.”

Kirishima grins and turns back to his friends, seemingly unaware of his power.

“If I’m ever hungry, I’m coming to this floor,” Jiro says as she twirls her earphone jack around her finger. Multiple people let out a chorus of “same,” making Sato and Nishimura fist bump.

When everyone who wants one has a smoothie, the class heads back into the hall. 

“That’s it for the boys!” Hagakure says. “Now it’s our turn, ladies!”

“Oh, that’s so many rooms,” Jiro mumbles. “Shouldn’t we just turn in?”

“Come on, Jiro! Live a little!” Mina insists.

They pile into the elevators and descend back to the third floor. Kemuri sips her smoothie and silently follows everyone in the hall.

As they say: onwards.

Notes:

Nishimura: Hm, what do I want in my brand new dorm room? *thinks* Ah! Yes, a kitchen. Full-sized.

Also Nishimura, after Kirishima smiles at him: *bisexual panic*

Chapter 117: Best Room Contest: Girl's Edition

Chapter Text

“It’s kind of embarrassing,” Jiro says as she opens her door.

Jiro’s room looks like a recording studio, decked out with instruments of all kinds—Kemuri counts a keyboard, a drum kit, and at least three guitars. The floor and ceiling are decorated with checkered prints and her bedsheets have musical notes on them. She also has an impressive vinyl collection.

“Woah, you’ve got so many instruments!” Kaminari gushes.

“It’s because Jiro’s totally punk rock!” Hagakure says.

“Can you play all of these?” Uraraka asks.

Jiro taps the ends of her earphone jacks together, pink in the cheeks. “Yeah…at least a little,” she says.

“Your room’s girlier than this,” Kaminari says to Aoyama.

Aoyama smirks and flicks his hand into the air. “Because I’ve got style!”

Jiro whirls around and jabs one jack into each of their ears, rattling them as she utters, “We’re done here.” The other guys stare in horror.

“Oo, Kemuri is next!” Hagakure chirps, already grabbing Kemuri’s arm.

Kemuri squeaks. “O-Oh, geez, already?” she asks.

Hagakure only releases her once they’re at the door and Kemuri reaches for the handle, taking a deep breath as she starts to turn it.

“I…ah…” She swallows. “It’s not the most stylish, but…”

She opens the door and enters, her classmates following behind. Seeing her room, she’s pleased with it. She has her desk with her stationery and other materials put away in a nice, orderly fashion. Her figures are displayed in their new cabinet and her bed is tucked in the corner, made up with red bedsheets and a white duvet cover with embroidered roses around the hem. Her Mini-Fatgum pillow, her plush Edgeshot, her plush Ingenium, and other squishy character pillows are packed on top.

Her parents got her new sheets for the move as well as new curtains. The curtains match the bed, light and white with a transparent flower pattern letting in the sunlight without sacrificing her privacy. At the foot of her bed, she’s set up her beanbag chairs in a circle with blankets folded on top of them. Her walls have her hero posters on them, displaying Ingenium, Kamui Woods, Best Jeanist, and Edgeshot amongst pictures of her family and friends.

Midoriya is the first to gasp, rushing to the display cabinet. “Holy cow, you have the limited edition Peacekeeper PVC figure? I thought those were only available in North America!” he squeals.

Kemuri rubs the back of her neck, shuffling closer to him as she takes a second to look at her figure. Peacekeeper’s gentle smile radiates the calming energy of her quirk. “My dad brought that one back from Canada when he visited,” she admits. “It was my tenth birthday present.”

“So cool! And that Bronze Age All Might is amazing!” He grins at her. “I didn’t know you collected this stuff!”

Her face gets heated. “I-It’s…it’s a hobby…I guess…”

“You’re a fangirlllll~” Hagakure sings, making Kemuri blush harder.

“You have like…every popular pro hero there is,” Kirishima says as he moves over to Midoriya’s side. He grins. “Hey, look, Crimson Riot chibi figure! Awesome!”

Uraraka giggles. “Look at Gunhead! He’s so cute!” Her eyes go wide and she whispers, “I can’t imagine the cost of all this…”

“Aw, look at Ms. Joke! I love it!” Mina gushes. “Aw, and look at the little Aizawa and Present Mic right next to her!”

“Oh, geez, I forgot I had those,” Kemuri says, like a liar, as she fiddles with her hair.

Mineta drools a little. “H-Hey, Shimakage, you willing to part with that Midnight figure? I’ll pay you—”

“Kemuri is under no pressure to sell her belongings to you, Mineta!” Iida snaps. He looks around, then nods. “I must admire that poster of my brother. He looks very heroic!”

Kemuri wonders if she just curled up and died right now, if that would be okay. Maybe not death, but a light coma to save her from Iida seeing that she has multiple pieces of Ingenium merch.

“How many figures do you have?” Ojiro asks. He leans closer to the display. “I mean, I’ve seen them, but never counted.”

Kemuri has counted and she’s almost embarrassed at how fast she can answer, “Nineteen, but most of them are chibi figures while the others are the PVC or non-scale ones.”

Nishimura whistles. “Damn.”

Todoroki eyes her figures, appearing pleased that he can’t find Endeavour anywhere. Kemuri did have an Endeavour plush, one that made fire sounds when you squeezed him, but she only bought it because the store was blowing him out and she felt bad for the Flame Hero. She’s pretty sure that plush is in a box somewhere back at her house.

Yaoyorozu gently touches the beanbag chairs. “It’s so cushy and soft in here. It’s lovely!”

“I feel like I’m looking at the female equivalent of Midoriya’s room,” Kaminari admits.

Kemuri bats her hands about as Midoriya blushes and mutters something under his breath. “Can…can we move on, please?” she asks.

“Next is me!” Hagakure squeals, leaping into the air. “Come on!”

They go back into the hallway and down to Hagakure’s room, where she eagerly throws the door open and sweeps inside.

“Welcome in, guys!” she says. She turns around, sleeves stretching as if she’s gesturing her arms at everything. “What do you think?”

Kemuri had seen Hagakure’s bedroom at home and she’s still unprepared for how girly her best friend really is. The curtains are pink and decorated with cherries, the bedsheets and pillows are pale pink with even pinker roses on them, there are bows and ruffles everywhere that it makes sense to have them, and there are stuffed animals galore. If it isn’t pink, it’s pale blue or purple. Hagakure’s giant Mt. Lady plush fits in nicely with her giant blue teddy bear.

“Now this is girly,” Kaminari says, grinning. “So pink!”

“That’s Hagakure for you,” Ojiro says with a tiny laugh.

“I like the roses,” Kemuri says.

“Of course, you do,” Hagakure giggles.

Mineta goes up to the Mt. Lady plush and rests his hand on its chest, then frowns. “Not realistic at all,” he mutters. “She’s at least a D.”

“Stop molesting my plushie, you perv!” Hagakure snaps.

Sero tapes Mineta up and drags him out of the room in his new cocoon.

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“My room next!” Mina says as she flings her door open. “Ta-da! Isn’t it super cute?”

Mina’s room is also pink, but it’s a darker shade and she balances it with violet and black. There are a lot of polka dots—especially on the bed, lamps, and ceiling light—and quite a few fuzzy pink rugs. She has a vanity, a jewellery box, and a coat rack with extra hats and jackets hanging on it. Her curtains are zebra print.

“Woah,” a few of the boys say.

“I’m digging the animal print,” Kaminari says.

They move on to Uraraka’s room to find that it’s similar to Ojiro’s in the realm of simplicity. She has a star chart poster on the wall, a piggy bank, a cactus on her dresser, a small fan, and a teapot on a plain old chabudai, but otherwise, there isn’t much else.

“Yeah, it’s not very interesting, I know,” she says, rubbing the back of her neck.

A few of the guys groan at the lack of exciting things to see. Mineta mutters and struggles from within his tape cocoon, bouncing around in the air as he does so. Uraraka floated him so he wouldn’t be getting dragged around.

“Is this okay?” Ojiro asks Tokoyami, who keeps his arms tightly crossed over his chest. “It feels dirty seeing so many girl’s rooms up close. This is their private space…”

Tokoyami’s shoulders hunch, eyes closed. “Forbidden gardens…”

“Next is Asui,” Midoriya says.

“Wait, where is Tsuyu?” Sero asks. “I haven’t seen her.”

“Oh, she wasn’t feeling too good, so she’s in her room,” Uraraka says.

“Well, we shouldn’t bother her,” Kaminari says. “She can show us later when she’s feeling better.”

Kemuri glances at the last door just as Uraraka does. Nishimura lingers behind the group, then moves to the door. He taps lightly with his knuckles, eyebrows furrowed in concern. Uraraka nudges Kemuri and they both move to catch up with the others.

“Tsu?” Nishimura asks, soft. “If…if you need to talk, I’m here, okay?”

Kemuri thinks she hears the door lock click as it opens, but she doesn’t turn to check.

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“Last one up is Yaoyorozu!” Sero says.

Yaoyorozu opens her door, but stops when it’s only open enough for her shoulder to go inside. “Thing is,” she says, cheeks pink, “I maybe miscalculated a few things. My room’s a little bit more cramped than I expected…and maybe not as creative as some of yours.”

“Cramped” is certainly correct. Yaoyorozu’s entire room is taken up by a giant four-poster bed with cream coloured drapes. The headboard alone covers up the entire window, blocking her from ever going on her balcony. There’s just enough space left for her to have a desk and a few bookshelves, but Kemuri feels claustrophobic just looking at it.

“That bed is huge!” Kaminari gapes. “You can’t even walk in here!”

Yaoyorozu looks away, bashful. “It’s my furniture from home, so I thought it’d fit,” she says. “I had no idea how small these dorm rooms would end up being.”

Kemuri understands living in a big house, but assuming that your dorm room is going to be as big as the one in your mansion? Kemuri almost laughs. Her naïvety is kind of adorable, in a shocking sort of way.

Mina announces that now that everyone’s rooms are finished, they can start voting. Everyone heads down to the common room, where Yaoyorozu creates a few pens and slips of paper for voting. Sero untapes Mineta, leaving him looking very dejected as he sulks on the couch.

Kemuri votes for Sero’s room. She likes Koda’s and Todoroki’s too, but Sero’s really made her jaw drop. She tosses her vote in with the rest as Mina goes around collecting them.

“Alright, everybody!” Mina says. She lifts the box above her head. “Has everyone got their votes in? Remember, you can’t pick yourself, guys.”

When they confirm that everyone has put their vote in, Mina gets to counting. Twenty slips of paper later, Mina has their winner.

“Now, without further ado,” she utters dramatically. “The results of the first-ever room competition, minus Bakugo and Tsu. Drumroll, please!”

A few of the guys start patting their legs to create the drumroll sound effect. Nishimura tries, only to stare dejectedly at his one hand.

“With a total of four votes, the overwhelming winner of this totally awesome contest is…” Mina lifts the slip of paper, grinning. “Rikido Sato! And, with three votes at close second…Akio Nishimura!”

Sato’s jaw drops. “Huh?”

“By the way, most of the girls voted for you,” Mina gushes, “because…that cake was delicious.” All the other girls drool a little, staring dreamily, while Kemuri blinks a few times. “I want some more.”

“That’s why?!” Sato asks.

Mineta and Kaminari lunge at him. “You villain! Aspiring heroes shouldn’t resort to bribery!” they cry.

“It wasn’t on purpose!” Sato laughs as he shields himself from their light punches. “What the heck?”

“Cake over smoothies to win a girl’s heart. Noted,” Nishimura says to himself. He bumps Sato’s shoulder. “I voted for yours, man.”

“I voted for you!” Sato laughs.

“Kyoka and I voted for yours, Nishi!” Hagakure chirps.

Jiro shrugs. “The cake was good, but the smoothie…yeah. Nice.”

Nishimura grins and pumps his fist, then gets a fist bump from Sato and Koda. Kemuri smiles a little just before she feels someone nudge her and she glances over her shoulder to see Sero. He smirks.

“So, Nishi and Sato voted for each other, but that leaves only five girl votes,” he murmurs. “I take it you voted for someone else?”

She bites her lip. “Is it that obvious?” His cheeky smile answers her and she hunches a little. “I just…thought it should be about the room decor, not the admittedly amazing food.” She darts a glance at Sero and adds, softer, “I voted for your room, anyway.”

His face lights up even more. “Hey, thanks! Your room was pretty neat too!”

She smiles, reaching up to fiddle with her hair.

“Todoroki, wait a minute!” Uraraka calls, making a few people look at her, including Kemuri. Todoroki looks like he was about to walk away, back turned to the others. “Deku, Iida, you too. Kirishima, Yaoyorozu, Shimakage…you guys got a sec? It’s really important.”

Nishimura’s lips purse and Uraraka meets his eyes for a second before she smiles a little. He nods, turns, and heads back to the elevators with Aoyama.

Kemuri gets off her seat as the others start to gather. She catches her friends giving her various concerned looks, but she smiles and waves them off before making a tiny heart with her hands. Hopefully, they understand her silent message of “it’s okay, sleep well, I love you lots.” Hagakure giggles and waves her sleeve. The boys smile a little.

Kemuri joins the others as they follow Uraraka to the front door and head outside into the cool night air. It’s a nice night, crickets chirping in the background beneath a bright moon.

“So, uh…where are we going?” Kirishima asks as they walk down the steps.

Kemuri doesn’t notice Tsuyu immediately. Her dark green hair blends in with the grass and if it weren’t for Iida nudging her, she would have gone right past her. Uraraka moves over to her friend’s side before turning back to the group.

“Right here,” she says. “Tsuyu said she had something she wanted to tell everyone.”

Tsuyu lets her hands dangle in front of her, head bowing a little. “You guys know I’m pretty straightforward,” she starts. “I speak what’s on my mind, but sometimes…I don’t know, I’m at a loss. Remember what I said back at the hospital, when you were talking about the rescue?”

Kemuri nods as Midoriya bows his head. “Yeah…every word,” he says.

“My heart was hurting and the things I said must have upset you,” she continues, her eyes disappearing from view beneath her bangs.

Uraraka steps closer, patting her back. “It’s okay, Tsu,” she whispers.

“Despite my warning, you still went and saved Bakugo,” Tsuyu says. Her voice gets more and more fragile the more she talks. “I didn’t know that until this morning. I thought I’d stopped you, but it turns out I was worthless, a complete failure, and suddenly I had no idea what to say.”

Kemuri’s heart aches with sympathy, with empathy, her throat tight.

“I didn’t think I deserved to joke around and have fun with everyone like usual, b-but…” Tsuyu says, even softer now, even more broken. She lifts her head, tears rolling down her face. “It made me…so sad to be without you.”

Well, there goes Kemuri’s tears too. Her lip trembles and she sniffles, blinking rapidly.

“That’s why I wanted to talk to you, even if I’m still not sure how I’m supposed to be feeling,” Tsuyu says, sniffling a little. She reaches to wipe her eyes. “I wanted you to know so we could talk and hang out and have a good time again…”

She quivers, letting out a sad croak.

“It’s not just you who thinks that,” Uraraka says. “Everyone…felt pretty bad, and wanted things back to the way they used to be before. That’s why we did the room contest, to bring us closer together and to feel like a class again. It’s…all we could come up with. Please, don’t think we were trying to trick you or anything…”

When no one says anything, everyone staring in stunned silence, Uraraka bounces forward and punches the air.

“Look, what I’m saying is…let’s all work hard at our training and be good friends again!” she says.

“Tsu,” Kemuri stammers, blinking rapidly against her tears. She moves forward, arms extended. “I…I’m so sorry. I didn’t think…I didn’t…”

Tsuyu pulls her into a hug, the two of them starting to cry harder.

“Tsu!” Kirishima shouts. He’s teary-eyed too. “I’m sorry! Thanks for telling us how you feel!”

“It’s okay!” Yaoyorozu adds, wiping at her eyes.

“I apologize!” Iida says.

“You shouldn’t feel bad,” Todoroki says.

“Asu…Tsu,” Midoriya corrects himself, but nothing else comes out.

Tsuyu sniffles, hugs Kemuri harder, and weeps. Kirishima lets out a sob and moves in, crushing the two girls in a strong, sturdy embrace as the others surround them.

“Listen, I won’t make you sad again!” Kirishima insists.

“Me either,” Yaoyorozu agrees as she pets Tsuyu’s hair.

“We promise!” Iida adds.

Kemuri nods, doing her best to breathe normally and feeling bad that she’s getting Tsuyu’s clothes all wet. Then again, her shirt’s a little wet now too. Kirishima’s arms haven’t left them, warm and sturdy, and Kemuri blinks as her tears trickle out.

When they disperse back into Heights Alliance, Kemuri can’t shake the feeling that she’s forgotten to do something too. She wipes off any remaining tears as she pulls out her phone, sending a text to her group, lips pursed.

Kemuri
Meet me in my room.
I know it’s late but it’s important.
Sorry…

Chapter 118: Epiphany

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Kemuri’s heart won’t rest as she sits in her room, fingers tapping against her knee. She sent the text and everyone read it, but she got no responses. Did they see it but, too tired to respond, they just ignored her? That’s fine, she supposes, but she has the courage to talk now and she’d hate to see it wasted.

She hears a knock at her door and rockets to her feet, rushing over. When she pulls it open, Hagakure is standing there, slippers and pyjamas on.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay? What did Ochaco need you for?” Hagakure asks, talking a mile a minute as Kemuri lets her into her room. “I didn’t come right away because I was brushing my teeth and then I had to go to the bathroom so I’m really sorry—”

“It’s…it’s alright, Toru,” Kemuri says.

She hears the elevator ding down the hall and peers out as it slides open, revealing Shoji and Tokoyami. Ojiro appears around the corner, brow furrowed a little, and Kemuri ushers them to her with her hand.

They slip into her room and Kemuri checks the hallway. She’s playing with fire, just a little, especially with Iida on the same floor as her. The dormitory doesn’t have rules against visiting each other’s rooms, but boys and girls are encouraged (read: expected) to be on their own sides of the hall when it comes to sleeping.

They aren’t sleeping, so Kemuri is sure it’ll be fine. If Iida yells at her…well, she’ll deal. She shuts the door behind her and turns back to her bedroom. Hagakure is already seated on the bed while Ojiro is settled on one of the beanbags with Tokoyami at his side. Shoji stays standing.

“What is it, Kemuri?” Ojiro asks. “Is this about what Uraraka was talking to you guys about?”

“Is it about Bakugo’s rescue?” Tokoyami wonders.

“Guys,” Shoji murmurs. “Let her talk.”

Kemuri purses her lips, hands fidgeting. “I…we’re…we’re okay, right?”

She’s met with confused stares.

“Why wouldn’t we be?” Hagakure asks.

“You mean as friends?” Ojiro asks. “Because…yeah, we’re fine. Why?”

Kemuri shakes her head. “I don’t know, I’ve just…I’ve been so distant with you. All…all of you. First I jetted off to I-Island with Iida and then camp happened and I…I didn’t even tell you guys that I was going with Kirishima to save Bakugo. I didn’t…I didn’t confide in you or anything.”

Ojiro’s shoulders slump a little and Kemuri hears Hagakure sigh. Shoji crosses his arms over his chest, bowing his head as Tokoyami does the same thing.

“I…I keep…” Kemuri searches for her words, heart pounding. “I keep thinking that…it’s fine, if…if I don’t tell you guys things, because…why would you care? Why would anyone care what I’m doing? But…but I know that’s not true because you guys are my friends, but I still…I still go off on my own and I don’t know why. I can’t even give you a good reason.”

The tears she shed with Tsuyu reappear and her hand flies up to catch them, her breaths shaking.

“I’ve b-been…I’ve been so selfish. I don’t…I don’t tell you some things, I run to you immediately for others, just…just as I see fit, and…and that’s not fair. Lately…I haven’t even felt like myself. I can’t sleep, training hurts, it hurts every time I use m-my shoulder and…and I…I feel so lost. T-That camp was supposed to be fun but, but it was stolen away from us and…and I feel like it stole you guys from me, and I’m…I’m so selfish, because…because I can’t imagine not h-having you guys around. You…you’re so important to me and I keep…p-pushing…you away…”

“Kemuri,” Shoji murmurs as Hagakure starts to sniffle. “You were hurt, badly, and we all understand if you need some time to yourself.”

“N-No, that’s…that’s not what I want!” she insists. “I don’t want you guys to…to…” She sucks in a sharp breath and releases it far too quickly. “I don’t want you guys to sit around and protect me. I…I want to protect you. I want to be there for you and not be the stupid, broken girl that I f-feel like I am. I want…I want you to confide in me too. I can’t…I can’t keep taking from you. I can’t.”

“K-Kemuri…” Hagakure whimpers.

Kemuri bows her head, then looks up at Hagakure, focusing on the tiny floating tears. “Toru, you…you were hurt in that gas attack.” She finds Tokoyami. “And you…you lost control of a literal part of you and even if you’re okay, that’s…that’s scary.” She looks to Shoji. “You got attacked by…by a villain, and even if it wasn’t that bad, it’s still…it’s still an attack. And Ojiro—” She finds him. “Even…even if you were safe, you saw the aftermath, and that…that doesn’t go away.”

Tokoyami’s crimson gaze is intense but soft all at the same time as he watches her. Ojiro’s eyes fall to his lap, tail limp against the beanbag. Shoji doesn’t look away from Kemuri and Hagakure scrubs away more tears.

“My…point is, I’m…I’m not the only one who was hurt…by this, or…or has been hurt,” she continues. “And I want all of you to…to talk to me, to come to me when you need me, because…because you’re my friends, but I’m yours. I want you…all of you…to l-let me be there for you. I want to hold you while you cry, for…for once. I want to comfort you and give advice, but…but I suck at advice so…so maybe not that…”

Hagakure laughs, the sound a little choked, and Kemuri looks at her again, at the floating pair of pyjamas that hug the form of her first and best female friend. She blinks away her tears as she looks at Ojiro, at Tokoyami, at Shoji—her boys, her best friends.

“I…I can’t be the weak one anymore,” she says. “I can’t. I need…to feel like I’m helping, like I’m not…this emotional sinkhole that you guys are throwing effort into for nothing. I have…to give back, to help.” She closes her eyes. “Maybe…maybe that’s why I went after Bakugo, why…I didn’t tell you three.” A brief gesture to the boys. “Because…Kirishima said he needed me, and you…you, maybe…maybe you would have told me I couldn’t, told me I wasn’t strong enough, and…and I couldn’t risk hearing that. Not then. Not…when…not when all of you are…”

Her voice dies, tears still wet on her face, words hanging in the air.

She isn’t sure she can even admit it now, admit how every time she looks at them, she sees strength. She sees their physical strength, their quirks, and their emotional strength alike. They’re so much stronger than her, so much healthier than her, so much more mature than her, and perhaps she’s spent too long thinking of herself as beneath them.

But she’s going to get healthier too. She’s going to keep getting stronger and now, she’ll have them beside her every step of the way. She’ll continue to have their warmth, their comfort, their encouragement instead of the coldness of her grandfather, but in turn…she will be there for them. She will be there with a shoulder to cry on, a beanbag chair to sit on with snacks to eat, a smiling, encouraging heart to turn to when they need it most.

It’s a strange time for it, but she thinks of what Iida said on their way to Kamino Ward. She isn’t useless just because she can’t punch and kick through stone walls like others can, just because she doesn’t have the qualities that she admires so much in others.

She doesn’t have to lead when she is so much better at assisting, at helping in any way that she can. Can she be a hero like that? A hero who supports and uplifts the heroes around her to make sure that they all get the job done and get home alive?

Who cares about the rankings? Who cares about being popular? Kemuri doesn’t. She just wants everyone to be safe and if the heroes are protecting civilians, then who’s protecting the heroes? That’s who she wants to be.

She startles from her thoughts as two thin arms surround her in a hug and although she can’t see them, she can see who’s missing.

“T-Tokoyami?” she asks.

“It is not common for me to say this,” he says, “as…I have an image to uphold, but…you are important to me. I…apologize if I ever made you doubt that.”

She pulls away from the hug, almost laughing, exasperated. “No, Toko, you…” A breathless exhale. “I…I just said I’m the one who’s been distant. You didn’t do a thing. I’m apologizing to you, not…not the other way around.”

He blinks, smiles a little, and sighs. “I cannot help it. Seeing you upset, even if it’s by your own doing, urges me to action. I know I’m not the best at expressing my gratitude.”

Dark Shadow peeks over Tokoyami’s shoulder. “He means it,” he confirms.

Kemuri smiles a little and reaches out to pet Dark Shadow, who immediately curls forward to get a better angle on his head. Tokoyami lets out a low, slightly exasperated chuckle.

“Kemuriiii…” Hagakure sobs, leaping off the bed to throw her arms around her as Dark Shadow retreats. “I’m…I’m really…I don’t even know what I feel, but it’s okay! I forgive you and I just want us all to be happy again, you know?”

Ojiro’s soft laughter joins in. “I’d like that too,” he says. His tail swishes. “But…thank you, Kemuri, for saying all that. It means a lot.”

Shoji chuckles. “So…we can come to you if we need to talk?” he asks.

Kemuri nods as she releases Hagakure from the hug. “Yeah, I…I’m gonna make this room a safe haven. For everyone!” she insists. “I’m gonna make sure my fridge always has snacks, and…and I’m gonna set up a video game system, and maybe get a kettle for warm drinks too…” She stops her rambling, cheeks red as Shoji smiles at her. “Yeah, j-just….please, come to me if…if you need me.”

It’s not much, but it’s the least she can do to start repaying them for all the joy and love they have given her.

“I don’t even want to leave here now,” Hagakure admits.

“I feel similar, but we must get our rest. Tomorrow begins the training we have missed out on,” Tokoyami says.

Ojiro sighs and gets to his feet, stretching his arms and tail upwards. “I guess that’s true,” he says. “And…I’m beat.”

“Same,” Shoji says. He again looks at Kemuri. “But we will see each other tomorrow.”

Kemuri’s heart leaps a little. Right, they’re not going far. They’re all here, together, and it’s going to be that way for a while. She nods and, sensing that it’s time to go, the four of them head to the door and slip into the quiet hallway.

“Kemuri?” Ojiro, the last one to leave, asks. “You wanna train with me tomorrow morning?”

“I’m going for a run with Tenya, actually,” she admits. “But after? Yes.”

He smiles. “Cool, just let me know.”

He heads into the hall with a final “goodnight” and Kemuri closes her door. She turns around, taking in this little space that she gets to call her own, and ideas circulate in her head about how to make it better for her classmates too.

Notes:

I didn’t plan for this epiphany to happen. Honestly, it feels like these characters have a mind of their own sometimes, especially Kemuri. Sometimes, when I'm writing, my fingers will be flying across the keyboard and the whole time I'm muttering, "Oh, honey...no...no, don't do it."

This changes a lot of things that I had planned, namely around Kemuri’s deeper purpose in being a hero. I didn’t plan for Kemuri to realize any of this (or something like this) until later, but…I don’t know, rewatching that scene with Tsuyu really got the ball rolling.

It also started a little with the Kamino trip. I realized that Kemuri is really good at helping people out in a very physical sense. She can fight, sure, but when she fights, she’s better off alone. Lately, she’s been assisting a lot more and you know what? That’s important too.

So, Kemuri is developing more. She’s realizing more and more about herself that she isn’t happy with, and her relationships with her friends are going to be more equal from now on. She’s getting better, little by little, and is it weird to say that I’m proud of her? Because I am.

Also, I’ve been thinking a lot about how I write Kemuri. Aside from the obvious inferiority complex, she really does have a selfish side, a side that desperately wants to hold on to what she has. I’ve been really trying to keep Kemuri from becoming a Mary Sue, trying to have her make decisions and do things that don’t turn out or aren’t the best thing to do…and I hope all of you see that in this.

If there are parts about her that do seem Mary Sue-ish, please tell me! I really want Kemuri to be a believable character.

Chapter 119: Create Those Ultimate Moves

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Bright and early the next morning, Kemuri comes downstairs in her jogging clothes to find Iida in the kitchen getting breakfast. He’s fixed two plates. He looks up as she walks over, a smile lighting up his face.

“Ah, perfect timing! Breakfast is ready!” he says, swiping one hand at the air.

She eyes the eggs, bacon, and glasses of orange juice as her stomach growls. “It looks amazing,” she says.

They eat rather swiftly, then head out. The morning is still cool from the night, dew sparkles on the grass, and the sun is just peeking over the horizon, turning the sky blue again. Iida grasps his ankle and pulls it up, stretching his leg, and Kemuri shakes out her arms as she looks out at the other dormitories in the distance.

“So, do you use your engines or…?” Kemuri starts.

“I can, but I like to start slow,” Iida says.

He bends at the waist, grasping his ankles, and Kemuri realizes that she should probably be stretching too. She grabs her ankle and pulls it up, imitating his earlier movements.

“Sounds good,” she says. “I…I’ll try using Steam Engine a little later then too.”

“Perfect!” He straightens up, then settles into a starting stance. “Ready?”

She imitates him again and smiles. “Yeah.”

They take off. Even without his engines, Kemuri can tell Iida is faster than her. Simply speaking, he’s a stronger runner. For the first length of the run, he keeps pace next to her, their footsteps slapping rhythmically against the pavement.

“Speed up?” Iida asks.

Kemuri tries to keep her breathing steady. “Yup.”

He surges forward. She does too, but he pulls ahead of her. She frowns a little and focuses, deciding that now is a good time to use her new move.

She releases steam from her calves in a burst, sending her forward, and then she adds another. She stumbles a few times at the speed boost, adjusting her footing as best she can while doing her best to keep up the rhythm. She hasn’t used it for long-distance before, not like this.

Iida falls back to her side. “Try timing the bursts with your legs. Step, burst, step, burst. Got it?”

She’s been trying that, or at least she’s been trying to apply what she learned with Kamui Woods to running on land. This is different. Here, she has stable footing and not empty space beneath her.

She boosts one leg as it steps forward, then boosts the other as it follows, and continues it. Her speed picks up, just a little, and she keeps running. Iida starts to smile and she dares a glance at him. She envies how he isn’t the slightest bit out of breath yet.

“Yes! Exactly!” he praises. He eyes the curving road ahead of them. “I’m going to use my engines and do a lap. Keep going as fast as you can and I will be back soon.”

“Okay,” she starts, but he’s gone in a cloud of orange-scented exhaust.

She keeps running. Only a short while later, she hears the telltale sound of his engines and he reappears at her side. His breathing has picked up now.

“Good?” she asks.

He nods. “Yes! I have to run faster in order to work myself out, much more than you would,” he says. “How many laps do you think we can fit in?”

“Me?” she clarifies. “Maybe one. You…try for three.”

He adjusts his glasses. “Is that a challenge?”

“Maybe…”

“I accept it! Off I go!”

And he’s gone again, Kemuri left shaking her head and smiling a little in his dust.

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In the end, she gets two laps in while Iida ends up doing five. They reconvene at the 1-A dorms, panting, out of breath, but satisfied. Kemuri guzzles water, eyes closed. She can feel her strength returning.

“That was good,” Iida says, checking his stopwatch. “I was slower than usual.”

Kemuri winces. “O-Oh, I’m sorry.”

He looks up at her, frowning. “What? I chose to be a little slower,” he says. “After all, we were supposed to be running together. No need for apologies.”

She nods, taking another swig of water before wiping her mouth. Iida tucks his stopwatch in his pocket, then his eyebrows furrow a little.

“I guess I’ll go in,” Kemuri says.

“Wait,” Iida says. “I…I actually have something else for you.”

She tilts her head, blinking. “What?”

He moves closer to her, reaching back into his pocket before pulling out a small package. All Kemuri can make out is red at first, but then she takes it and lifts it closer to her face. Her eyes widen.

“Tenya…” she starts.

His elbows tuck to his sides, hands pointed at her. “I must admit, seeing you without your rose clip has been oddly discomforting, especially…considering how you lost it,” he says. “Consider this a very late birthday present from me, and…ah…” He averts his eyes, chopping his hand a little as he says, “A way for you to start getting back to normal, I suppose.”

Kemuri removes the new hair clip from its package, her eyes itching a little as she swallows hard. It isn’t the same as her clip before, but it’s close. Instead of a single rose, there are two—one large one with a smaller blossom tucked at its side.

“T-Tenya,” she repeats, sniffling a little as she reaches up to press the back of her hand to the edge of her eyes. “Thank you…really. This is…” She dabs her other eye, staring down at the flowers in her palm like they aren’t real.

“May I?” he asks, stepping closer to her and extending his hand.

She hands over the clip and he opens it, then steps even closer as he reaches up to her hair. She feels his fingers gently push her bangs back, slipping the clip back into its spot above her ear and snapping it shut. Just the slight weight of it makes her feel all emotional and sappy, like an old friend returning after years apart, a small piece of her that’s been put back into place.

Iida steps back, hand lingering at the side of her face before he lets it fall to his side. “Perfect,” he says. “That…that is so much better.”

Her vision blurs again and before she can question it or make herself hesitate, she throws her arms around him in a tight hug. She hears him exhale, almost startled, before his hands fall to her back. She’s sweaty, he’s sweaty, they’re both still getting their breath back, and it’s amazing how much she really doesn’t care.

“Thank you,” she repeats against his shoulder.

“You’re welcome.”

She pulls away from him, reaching up to let her fingers dance over the fake petals. Even the material is different than her old ones, made of some kind of soft velvet instead of the rougher polyester texture she was so used to. He must have searched for a higher quality clip than her old one.

“Well, ah…maybe we should go inside,” Iida suggests.

She laughs softly. “Yes, let’s,” she says. After all, they have a big day ahead of them, and she still has to train a bit with Ojiro.

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“I believe I’ve mentioned this already, but your main focus this summer is obtaining provisional hero licenses,” Aizawa says to the seated, expectant class.

“Yes, sir!” they say.

“Do not take this lightly,” Aizawa continues. “A hero license means that you’re responsible for human lives. You can imagine that the exam to receive one is very difficult. Only fifty percent of students pass the test required for these permits each year.”

“It’s that hard to get a provisional license?” Mineta asks.

“In order to prepare, today you will concentrate on creating something new…”

The door slides open and Midnight walks through, followed closely by Cementoss and Ectoplasm. Kemuri honestly shouldn’t be surprised by the dramatic entrances by now, and yet she still finds it hilarious that their teachers can’t seem to just enter a room normally.

“New ultimate moves,” Aizawa finishes.

“Ultimate moves?!” Kaminari and Kirishima repeat.

“An exam is a normal school thing—” Kaminari and Mina say.

“But this is total hero work!” Kirishima and Sero finish.

Kemuri wonders whether the four of them have been spending too much time together.

“When we say ultimate, we mean a move that will ensure you win against your opponent,” Ectoplasm says.

“An action so unique to your identity that no other person can hope to copy it,” Cementoss adds. “Simply put, it means you must learn to lean into your strengths.”

“Your moves represent who you are,” Midnight says. “These days, most pro heroes have an ultimate move. Those who don’t are fools.”

“This may sound abstract, but we’ll explain more as the day goes on,” Aizawa says. “For now, change into your costumes and meet in Gym Gamma.”

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Gym Gamma makes the most sense to use to start training ultimate moves. Cementoss can create unique terrains for any student and there’s more than enough space for everyone to work freely without worrying about getting in anyone else’s way.

“Here, you will learn to serve up justice,” Cementoss says.

Iida’s hand shoots into the air. “Please, allow me a question!” he says. Cementoss barely nods before Iida goes off, “What is the advantage of having ultimate moves for our provisional exam? May we know your reasoning?!”

“That’s two questions,” Aizawa states. “Calm down.” Before Iida can voice an apology, he continues, “The job of a hero is to save people from all sorts of dangers: crime, accidents, and natural or man-made disasters. Of course, the licensing exam analyzes how well you’re able to deal with such things. It won’t be just fighting. Your ability to gather information and make quick decisions will be judged, in addition to how well you communicate, cooperate, and lead others.”

Kemuri nudges Shoji with her elbow and he glances down at her for a second, a smile in his eyes. Jiro and Hagakure seem pleased as well.

“Every year, a new test is used to evaluate these qualities,” Aizawa says.

“One thing is especially important,” Midnight adds. “If you want to be a pro hero, you must be able to prevail in battle. If you’re prepared, you won’t have to worry, and those of you with an ultimate move will have stronger results.”

“Your circumstances should not dictate the results of your future battles,” Cementoss continues. He smiles, oddly adorable. “Learn to be consistent and you will be a great asset on the front lines.”

“Your ultimate move doesn’t necessarily have to be an attack,” Ectoplasm says. “Take Iida’s Recipro Burst for example. This sort of temporary boost in speed is valuable enough that it falls into the category of excellence that we’re looking for.”

Iida places a fist over his heart, head tilted back as he quivers with emotion. “You mean I’ve been doing an ultimate move all along?”

“So it’s basically our secret weapon,” Sato says. “Something that gives us an edge so that we can win no matter who or what we’re facing.”

“There’s a smart boy,” Midnight says with a wink, making Sato blush a little. “For example, how Kamui Woods is able to use his lacquered chain prison to capture opponents in an instant. That’s exactly what we want to see.”

“The training camp was interrupted,” Aizawa says, “but the practice you did get in to develop your quirks was part of the process needed to start creating these defining abilities. Now that you’re caught up, you’ll be working hard to develop powerful moves of your own for the next ten days or so. This is how you will spend the remainder of your summer vacation.”

Behind him, Cementoss has erected giant concrete platforms all over the floor in all shapes and sizes while Ectoplasm has released multiple clones to perch on each pillar.

“Prepare for intensive training,” Aizawa says. “In addition, you should think about how to improve your costumes, especially now that you have a better understanding of your quirks. I expect each of you to go plus ultra. Do you have it in you?”

“Yes, sir!” everyone says.

“I am so charged up for this!” Kaminari says.

Aizawa sends everyone to their stations, ready to get started. As they’re dispersing, Nishimura goes up to Aizawa with a sheepish look on his face.

“Ah, sir, I…may not be able to do as much as the others,” he says. “With my arm…”

Aizawa sighs. “I understand, but also know that this setback is temporary, and letting it hold you back is not something I want to see.”

“Right, sir.”

“How long until it’ll be full-grown again? Do you know?”

“Well, the last time I shattered it, it took well over a month,” he says. “But, I’ve got it down to about twenty days now if I keep up my iron-rich diet. So…between Wednesday and Friday, it should be back to normal, sir.”

Aizawa sighs. “It’s good that you know these things. Until then, do your best. I expect the same of you as I do the others.”

“Right, sir. I won’t let you down!”

“Get going, Nishimura.”

He runs off to join his classmates.

Kemuri, standing on her training area, looks away from him, taking a deep breath as she faces her personal Ectoplasm clone. She clenches her fists at her sides, then releases all the air in her lungs as she lets her eyes close. She’s got this, or at least, she really hopes she does.

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“So, Shimakage,” Ectoplasm says. “Tell me, what do you think your ultimate move could be?”

Kemuri purses her lips. “Well…I don’t know, really. I have a lot of ideas for how I could use my quirk differently, but…nothing that would secure my victory or anything like that. I’m not even sure I’m capable of that…”

“Everyone is capable of creating ultimate moves, although some come naturally and others take lots of work,” Ectoplasm says. “What you need to do is focus on one move at a time, one part of your quirk at a time. Tell me what you can already do.”

“I…I mostly use my fog, but lately, I’ve been using my steam more. I can maneuver with it, mostly.” She gestures to her vented boots. “And I just started testing out something I’m calling Steam Engine, where…where I use my steam to run faster.”

“Alright, that’s a good start. What about your smoke and fog?”

“I’ve been experimenting more. I can manipulate them to a certain degree, like…moving them in tendrils and using it to sense areas that I can’t see…like, like a drone or a spy camera,” she says. “I’ve been trying to move the larger clouds too, like controlling where it spreads and who I’m blinding with it. I can…sort of make it cling to me too, but I can’t reabsorb it back into my body to preserve moisture. I tried that at camp before…yeah…”

He watches her for a second before he nods. “You know a lot about your quirk. It does seem like the type that requires a lot of thought to make it special,” he says. He seems amused, even with that giant, toothy helmet. “Lastly,” he starts, “what aren’t you content with?”

She rubs her arm. “Well…ah, my steam is still pretty useless aside from using it to move around or when I use it cosmetically. It’s…the one part of my quirk my grandfather never trained me with.”

“Hm…I take it he has something against it?” She offers just a nod, unable to look him in the eyes. “Now’s your chance to catch up, then. You’ve been taught one way of using your quirk and your experimentation is only beginning. I want you to keep trying things out with every part of your quirk, whatever comes to your mind, and run with the things that work best. Can you do that?”

“Yes, sir!”

Excitement flows through her, so different than how she used to feel with her grandfather. His training always made her feel weak, made her feel desperate and anxious, scared to do anything different. With this, she feels like she is brimming with potential.

Is this how she’s supposed to feel?

Chapter 120: Brainstorming

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Without Ectoplasm’s coaching, Kemuri would be very lost. She doesn’t know where to start, what to do, where to go, but Ectoplasm is there to help her. He coaxes her, gets her to share her scattered thoughts and then helps her break it down to something she can actually work with.

Turns out, she already has a few ultimate moves, and he helps her name them. There’s Knockout Strike, her classic move where she sneaks up behind someone and locks their joints using a pressure point in their neck, her newly-tested Steam Engine, and her maneuvering skill that she learned from Kamui Woods, now called Steam Jet.

“I thought…I thought those were just techniques,” she admits.

“It’s like I said,” Ectoplasm says. “An ultimate move does not have to be an attack. It’s anything that gives you an edge, anything that is special to you and your quirk.”

“Right, sir. I…guess I’m just surprised, that’s all.”

“Understandable.” He tilts his head a little. “I’m guessing that you can adjust the force of your steam.”

She nods. She can release it gently for ironing clothes or massages or let it go in large bursts for when she flies or runs. She did use it on I-Island against those sentries and as a desperate attempt to stop her and Mineta from getting crushed. Also, she used it for throwing Nishimura.

“Good. I want you to combine your steam with your martial arts. Put as much force into it as you can,” he says. “Come at me. Hit me as hard as you can and see where it goes.”

She has to remind herself that this is a clone and the real Ectoplasm is on the ground, safe and far away from her attacks. She nods again, looking down at her hands. Not a punch, she thinks. Maybe…

She settles into her stance, pulls her right arm back, and lets her palm face him with the fingers slightly curved. She snaps it forward, curving her body in a quick twist, and adds a burst of steam as her open palm connects with his chest. The clone jolts and stumbles backwards and Kemuri’s eyes widen, mouth falling open.

Ectoplasm recovers, letting out a low, mechanical chuckle. “That had some power to it. With a little more practice, you could knock someone off their feet like that.” Her smile grows, eyes sparkling. “Let’s see you try it when I actually fight back.”

She grins and bounces on her feet. “Yeah, I’m ready!”

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All around Kemuri, her classmates are going all out. Fire shoots into the air behind glaciers, lasers soaring by like shooting stars, explosions rattling the ground at regular intervals. Static buzzes, tape flies, concrete crumbles to dust beneath hardened fists. No one is willing to back down or rest, finally able to explore their quirks with a freedom they’ve never had before.

Kemuri knows she’s one of the lucky ones. She’s been trained with her quirk since she was a child and even then, she’s still got so much to improve on. While her childhood classmates gushed about the awesome moves they would pull off with their quirks, Kemuri never let herself dream that big.

She wasn’t allowed to be creative. She knew how to do one thing and knew how to do it well. Release her fog, sense her way to her opponent, and knock them down. For so long, she didn’t dare think of her steam as something to utilize outside of a spa, and her smoke and fog were not to be toyed with.

She supressed her curiosity and found comfort in an old quote, spoken by a martial artist master from before the time of quirks. He said, “I fear not the man who has practiced ten thousand kicks once, but I fear the man who has practiced one kick ten thousand times.” Kemuri has practiced her knockout strike ten thousand times or more.

But imagine how much stronger she’ll be if she practices two moves ten thousand times, or three or four moves? She aches for it in a way she aches for very little.

All Might arrives at some point, although she doesn’t notice him until he’s literally calling out to her.

“Hey, Young Shimakage!”

It takes her a second. She expects a booming, bass voice, not this toned down version, but she turns around and smiles at him nonetheless. He’s still All Might.

“Hello, All Might,” she greets.

“I’ve got some wisdom for you,” he says with a smile. “Have you ever thought of bringing your smoke screen down in scale, like focusing it more intensely so that it only targets your enemies?”

“A little,” she says. “But it’s hard to control all of it.”

“Here, try this.”

He steps closer to her, reaching out with the arm that isn’t in a sling. She has to stop herself from flinching when his bony fingers touch hers, the memory of his far more muscular hands creating a dissonance in her mind.

He cups her right hand, fingers curved just enough to create a pit. “Now, create a little bit of smoke and hold it. Focus on keeping it in your hand.”

She does it. The dark cloud swirls in her palm, her mind straining as she does what he says. It spreads out, but not a ton, and All Might’s smile grows.

“Good, now try throwing that into your opponent’s eyes, then take him down.”

She blinks a few times, then slowly turns to the Ectoplasm clone. He rushes at her and she swipes with her smoke-filled hand, releasing a little more into her palm as she goes. As it covers Ectoplasm’s face and some of his head, the clone stumbles and she dodges out of the way, easily avoiding his attack.

She sees her opening. She rushes forward, snaps her hand up, and does her Knockout Strike. The Ectoplasm clone collapses, twitching, before it dissolves into goo.

“Woah,” Kemuri says.

All Might gives her a thumbs up. “That should help with team fights in close quarters,” he says. “Blinding only the person you need to, right?”

She beams. “T-Thank you, sir!”

“You’re welcome! Now…” He trails off, turning around, then raises his hand. “Young Nishimura! Have you got a second?”

“Sure thing, All Might!”

“Have you ever tried turning both your arms into a single, fused blade?”

Kemuri turns back around and gets back to work as another Ectoplasm clone appears in front of her.

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By the end of that day’s session, everyone is dead tired and still brimming with excitement. The conversation on the way back to the dorms is all about ultimate moves and special moves and every move in between.

Kemuri is ecstatic, so much so that she finds it easy to ignore the pain in her shoulder. She’s given names to three different techniques, some new, some tried and tested by time. She feels like she could explode into a pile of utter sunshine and happiness.

Ectoplasm suggested to her at the end of class that she write down every single thing she’s tried with her quirk, how well it worked, and ideas about how to make it into an ultimate move. He says that she needs to organize her thoughts, but once she’s done that, he can help her more.

“Guys, Mr. Ectoplasm liked my Light Refraction!” Hagakure gushes as everyone piles into the common room.

“That’s great, Hagakure,” Ojiro says. He sweats a little. “I’m still a little stuck on mine. Apparently…” He bows his head. “I rely on my tail too much…”

Shoji pats his shoulder. “It’s alright. These things take time.”

“You’ve got this, Ojiro!” Hagakure cheers.

“Agreed,” Tokoyami says. “Kemuri, how are your endeavours going?”

She rubs the back of her neck. “Ah…turns out I’ve got a few super moves, so…I named them.”

“Woah, seriously?” Hagakure gasps. “Share, share, share!”

Kemuri smiles a little. “I’m going with a strike and steam motif, so…right now, I’ve got Knockout Strike, Steam Jet, and Steam Engine.” She pumps her fists a bit. “And Mr. Ectoplasm is helping me develop another way to enhance my strength! I’m…I’m thinking of calling it Geyser Hand Strike…”

“That’s so awesome!” Hagakure squeals. “And your quirk is so versatile, it’s no wonder you’ve got a bunch already!”

Ojiro’s tail wags. “It’s great to see you experiementing more.”

She bats her hands about. “It’s…yeah, it’s nice. I’m excited.” She presses her palms together, fingers tapping. “Have you guys got names in mind already? I know, Ojiro, you’re struggling, but…”

“Octo…something,” Shoji offers with a shrug. “Work in progress.”

“I know nothing yet,” Tokoyami adds. “Although…it will be truly beautiful in its darkness.”

“That’s our Tokoyami!” Hagakure giggles, making Tokoyami cross his arms over his chest, flushing beneath his dark feathers.

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“God, you know what I miss?” Nishimura asks as he cooks up supper.

Sato, chopping vegetables at his side, sighs. “Having two hands?”

“Having two hands,” he confirms. His stump wiggles. “I keep reaching for stuff with a freaking phantom limb. I can’t get used to it.”

The rest of the class is seated at the dining tables, eagerly awaiting the stir fry Nishimura is making. Kaminari stretches back, eyeing Nishimura with a curious pout on his lips.

“So…you said it’s growing back and stuff, but you seriously can’t speed it up?” he asks.

Nishimura sighs. “Nope. Just gotta keep eating my greens and protein and hope for the best.” He glances up at his classmates, some of them listening while others are focused on reading or other small activities. “Ectoplasm made me shift the missing arm into a sword today. I didn’t know pain until that moment.”

Tsuyu’s brow furrows a little. “But you did it?” she asks.

“Yup.” Nishimura shoves the wok onto an unused burner and shuts off the element as Koda starts filling plates. “He said it would be useful if I ever shattered my arm in battle again. You know, so I still have a weapon even if the arms are gone.”

Ojiro cringes a little, his voice lowering. “I don’t think I could handle a quirk like that,” he admits. Shoji shrugs and Kemuri nods. Hagakure, seated at the table beside them with Mina, Uraraka, and Tsuyu, giggles.

“Order up, everyone!” Sato calls.

A hoard of teenagers surges towards the kitchen as Koda starts handing out the full plates. Kemuri gets hers, thanks Koda, and returns to her seat with her friends close behind. The stir fry looks absolutely fantastic and by the smell alone, she can tell it’s going to taste fantastic too.

Nishimura settles down with his squad at the table behind Kemuri’s table. For a bit, there’s silence while everyone eats, although it’s swiftly broken by Bakugo.

“For fuck’s sake, eat like a fucking human being!” he snaps at his three tablemates.

Kirishima looks up from his plate, pouting. “But I’m hungry.” Sero and Kaminari nod in agreement, their cheeks stuffed.

“Being hungry doesn’t mean your fucking manners have to be garbage!” Bakugo retorts.

“Bakugo lecturing about manners. I’ve seen it all now,” Shoji murmurs, earning a round of chuckles from his friends.

Kemuri keeps eating. It’s still a little strange, being here in the dorms. She’s so used to the quiet of her house, only broken by Ichiro barking at passing squirrels or her parents talking. She’s so used to silence that she has to make a conscious effort not to look uncomfortable with the noise.

She hopes that she’ll get used to it and embrace it as time goes on. The worst case scenario playing through her head is that she won’t and might end up even disliking her classmates. God forbid that she ends up only liking them in small doses, right?

“What are you guys doing after supper?” Shoji asks.

“Nothing that I know of,” Ojiro says. Tokoyami nods.

Kemuri sighs. “Ectoplasm wants me to write down stuff about my quirk for tomorrow.” She waves her chopsticks. “Yay, extra homework…”

“It’s not that bad, right?” Ojiro asks. “Or am I missing something?”

“Ah…it’s more like…” She waves her chopsticks again, thinking. “I don’t know, I’ve never had to think about my quirk this much. Not since it first appeared at least.” She squints a little at the memory, grimacing. “I don’t know, I’m stuck.”

“You have a bunch of moves in the works. I hardly think that qualifies as stuck,” Tokoyami says.

“Yeah, you’re…you’re right.” She feels better with the reminder, but that warm feeling doesn’t stick around long. She pinches a spare carrot and examines it, a spot of orange next to Ojiro’s head in her line of vision. “I just…I feel like I have to catch up on everything I missed out on. Kids experiment with their quirks all the time. I…never did.”

“Oh, yeah…” Ojiro’s nose wrinkles. “Your grandfather again, right?” She nods.

Shoji emits a low hum. “I have an idea that could help all of us,” he says. “But we’ll need someone else.”

“Who?” Ojiro asks.

Shoji smirks. “Hm…I think I’ll make it a surprise. Kemuri?” She perks up, nodding, and his eyes wrinkle at the edges. “Can we all come by your room in a bit?”

“O-Okay,” she says. She doesn’t trust the glint in his eye, and yet…

“Everyone, attention!” Iida says, standing up and throwing his hand into the air. “Before you go, please consult the chart for whose turn it is to tidy up! We don’t want anyone lazing around!”

“Yeah, sure!”

“Fine.”

“Aw, man. I hate cleaning…”

Kemuri smirks a little. She checked the chart earlier and she already knows that Bakugo and Kaminari are on the hook for clean up today. Her turn isn’t for a while.

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“Hi, Shimakage!”

Kemuri thinks of herself as a smart girl. She isn’t the smartest, but she can think her way out of a paper bag and can analyze opponents and scenarios well enough to come up with plans.

And yet, she did not think for even a second that Shoji was going to recruit Midoriya to their cause.

“O-Oh, hi, Midoriya,” she says. “Uh, come on in.”

“Thanks!” He hurries in, notebook in hand, a glint in his eye. “When Shoji said you guys were having trouble with ultimate moves, I couldn’t say no! I think I’ve got something that could help all of you, if you really need it. I’ve got my notebook too, so maybe I could flesh out my notes—”

“Midoriya?” Kemuri asks. He stops, turning back to her, and she smiles a little. “The muttering…”

He gasps, face turning red before he bows. “I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay, just…yeah.” She follows after him. “So, get comfy. The guys should be here soon with…anyone else they picked up along the way.”

Midoriya flops into one of the beanbags and Kemuri sits down next to him in another, picking up the notebook and pen she left on the floor in front of it. She clicks her pen.

“What were you working on?” Midoriya asks.

She glances up at him, tapping the end of her braid with her pen. “Oh, Ectoplasm wants me to write down stuff about my quirk,” she says.

His eyebrows lift. “What do you have so far? Can I see?”

She nods and scoots closer, tilting the notebook towards him. She’s written down smoke screen, fog screen, Steam Engine, Steam Jet, Knockout Strike, followed by notes about the stuff she did at training camp and the things she’s tested on her own. Steam to boost attacks, steam to boost throwing strength, concentrated smoke attack, manipulating smoke and fog, the list goes on.

Midoriya grins. “You’ve got a lot!”

“I’ve…been hearing that,” she says, looking away as she taps her braid again. “How are your ultimate moves going?”

His face falls a little, lips pouting. It’s startling how fast he can go from smiley human puppy to intense “man with a mission.” He reaches up to muss his hair and Kemuri notices the large scars crossing all over his right arm.

“I’m still working on it,” he says. “I have to be really careful with my arms, so…”

“Mhm, yeah…” she murmurs. She smiles a little. “But…I’m sure you’ll come up with something amazing!”

And just like that, his grin is back. “Thanks, Shimakage! You too.” He perks up and flips open his notebook, flipping a few pages until he stops. “In fact, I’ve got something here you could do.”

“Really?” she asks, leaning closer.

He nods. “Okay, can you do multiple pores at the same time?” he asks. “And fog and smoke at the same time?”

“Yes…and yes, but the second one is really tough to do.”

“Okay, okay, that works,” he says. He holds his hands up, hovering just beneath his face. “How about…just exploding with steam? All over your body?”

She blinks a few times. “Uh…”

“I’m just thinking, if you turn up the pressure to your maximum level and let loose, you could probably blow your enemies completely away, or…or free yourself from under a pile of rubble, or anything!” He frowns. “Although it could completely deplete your moisture so I don’t know if it’s plausible—”

“I’ll try it,” she says, making him look up at her mid-mumble. “It’s…an idea, and maybe it’ll work! Won’t know until…I try, right?”

“Yeah!”

She jots that down in her notebook and reads them all over, pleased with herself. If all goes well, she’ll have a decent arsenal of moves under her belt.

She looks over at Midoriya, hunched over his book as he writes, eyes squinted. Maybe she could help him out, too. He has to be careful with his arms, so maybe getting some braces or another gauntlet like the one he used on I-Island would be a good idea. She lets her gaze wander over his body, right down to his rapidly tapping foot.

Wait, his feet…

“Uhm…Midoriya?” Kemuri says. “Have you ever—”

There’s a knock on her door and both of them look up. Kemuri gets to her feet and hurries over, letting in Shoji, Ojiro, Tokoyami, Hagakure, and Uraraka.

“Hey!” Uraraka says. “Sorry, I’m joining in. Toru invited me, and I wouldn’t mind doing some brainstorming with you guys.”

“Oh, that’s fine!” Kemuri insists. “Midoriya and I were just figuring some stuff out for my quirk.”

Shoji smirks. “I told you he’d be useful,” he says.

“You didn’t tell us anything,” Ojiro retorts, earning a lazy shrug from the taller boy.

Hagakure giggles. “I just want to hang out.”

Everyone hurries inside, finding somewhere to sit among Kemuri’s plethora of options, and they get to work. A lot of it is throwing ideas around, talking about quirks and limits and school in general. Kemuri sits on her bed and tests the pressure of her steam on the palm of her hand while the others continue chatting.

Kemuri switches to cupping her hand, filling it with smoke the way All Might showed her, and swipes at the air lightly. The smoke curls into the air, then fades away.

“Octo…octo…” Midoriya mumbles. “Like…it’s tons of hands, right? Lots and lots of hands?”

“Right now, yes,” Shoji says. “Ectoplasm wants me to work on building extensions upon extensions so I can create a giant…web, I guess. It’ll help me expand my range.” Kemuri glances over at him as he sighs, leaning back against the foot of her bed. “He says if I work on creating more hands, it could help my fighting ability.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk this much, Shoji,” Uraraka giggles. He shrugs.

“O-Oh!” Midoriya gasps. “Octo…punch! Octosmash!”

“Smash is way too overused, Midoriya,” Ojiro says, sweating a little. “You know…with All Might and all.”

“Octo…hit…” Midoriya tries again.

“Doesn’t roll off the tongue,” Hagakure says.

“Octoblow,” Tokoyami states. Everyone goes silent and he looks up from his notebook. “Hm?”

“Genius,” Hagakure whispers and Midoriya’s fingers cover his mouth, eyes sparkling as he lets out a tiny, drawn-out fanboy squeal.

Shoji murmurs it to himself, then nods. “That’s good. I like that,” he says.

“Oo, let’s do Ojiro’s next!” Hagakure gushes. “It’s gonna have tail in it, right? You are Tailman.”

“I’ve got a brand already, huh?”

“We got you a Tailman scarf. Yes, you have a brand.”

Kemuri smiles and curves some fog around her extended pointer finger. This was a good idea. She lets the fog trickle off her finger, worm through the air, and gently caress the back of Shoji’s neck. He glances over at her and she grins.

“Thanks,” she mouths. For all of this. He smiles.

Notes:

For some reason, I thought that there were two different types of moves. Special moves and ultimate moves. Turns out, those are just two separate translations of the same thing.

So, before I saw that, I thought that special moves were just applications of a quirk and an ultimate move was the big boy, say the difference between All Might's Carolina Smash and the United States of Smash.

Thus, I came up with a bunch of moves for both Kemuri and Nishimura, with one "ultimate move." I hope that doesn't seem too OP! I hope you're still enjoying the story :)

Chapter 121: It's Not Your Fault, Kemuri

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“Before we head back to Gym Gamma,” Mr. Aizawa says the next morning. “I have a very important announcement that concerns all of you.”

No one moves. Kemuri grips her legs beneath her desk, heart pounding. It could be another normal school thing but, by now, she just isn’t willing to let her guard down about these things until she’s sure.

“All of you have shown great resilience in recovering from what happened at the summer camp, but we as a staff would like to get a general idea of where you’re at mentally. So…” Aizawa lifts a clipboard off the podium. “I’d like each of you to sign up for a counselling session with Midnight, Hound Dog, or both of them. If you don’t want to be involved, you can forego it completely.”

Still, no one says anything. Kemuri dares a glance to her right, just able to see Ojiro pursing his lips. She brings her eyes back to the front as Aizawa sighs.

“Still, I would like to encourage each of you to give it a try. Bottling up any lingering feelings will not help you grow and, if you wish to pass the provisional license exam, you need to be at your best both physically and mentally. Is that understood?”

“Yes, sir.”

He dismisses them to go get ready for more training. Kemuri grabs her costume case before moving to the front of the room, indicating that she would like a session at lunch today, if possible. She’s been dying to talk to Midnight for a while. She sets the pen down and turns just as Bakugo storms past, their shoulders bumping as he goes. He’s the first one out of the classroom, not even stopping to glance at the clipboard.

Kemuri rubs her shoulder, flexing her fingers a few times against the handle of her case as she shuffles away from the clipboard so that the next person can go.

Until lunch, she will do her best to focus on her ultimate moves. She has a lot to show Mr. Ectoplasm.

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“It’s good to see you, dear,” Midnight says, smiling softly at Kemuri.

Kemuri nods, doing her best to smile. “It’s…it’s nice to see you too.”

Midnight is dressed in what Kemuri has deemed her “therapist outfit,” consisting of a navy pencil skirt and a woven white sweater. She has her glasses on too. Kemuri likes seeing her like this. It reminds her that Midnight is a normal person, a woman, and not just some heroic sex symbol for the masses to drool over.

Midnight starts the session with simple questions: “How are you” and “are you enjoying the dorms” and such small talk. Kemuri reminds herself that she can be honest and that she doesn’t have to smile and pretend.

“It’s…weird,” she admits. “I have a lot of trouble sleeping and sometimes, I just can’t…relax. I think I’ll be fine and then I get all nervous for no reason.”

“Mhm, well, there’s always a reason,” Midnight says. “Is it being away from home?”

Kemuri nods. “Maybe…I’m used to a big, quiet house, and the dorms are…not that.”

Again, Midnight hums. She writes something down. “And you said your sleep has been restless?”

“I have nightmares too. A lot. Sometimes, I…can’t even remember what I was dreaming about, but I wake up and I’m just terrified.”

“And when you do remember the dreams, what are they about? Can you tell me?”

“Drowning…or…or being pinned down or s-shot. Sometimes Nishimura gets…shot and all, all I can do is watch? It…varies. I’m…always in a forest, though, and there’s…there’s always water.”

“Drowning,” Midnight repeats, almost to herself as she jots another note down. “Does water make you nervous?”

“A little?” Kemuri bites her lip, fiddling with her fingers. “It’s…iffy.”

“We can work with that,” Midnight says. “I’m going to suggest something. First, we’re going to figure out what your threshold is. Then, if you slowly reintroduce yourself to stimulus that causes your anxiety, you can start healing.”

Kemuri isn’t sure what she’s going to do, exactly, but she can guess. She nods.

“Alright, we’re going to make a list. I’m going to suggest something involving water and you tell me whether it makes you nervous.”

“O-Okay…”

They go down the list.

Thinking about water? No. Seeing a cup of drinking water? No. Washing her hands? No. Showering is fine if the water isn’t cold. Seeing a lake is triggering. Thinking about the lake is triggering.

“But,” Kemuri says, “not the koi pond in my backyard. It’s too small to be a lake, but…before the move in, I didn’t go outside at night to see it like I used to.”

“It’s good that you can distinguish between the two,” Midnight says.

They continue. Soaking in the hot springs or a bath? Yes, but it’s warm so Kemuri is sure that she could slowly reintroduce herself to it. Swimming, definitely, and lakes? Yes.

Questions continue as such until Midnight deems that they have enough information. She writes for a bit longer before looking up at Kemuri again.

“So…what grounds you, dear?” she asks. “What calms you down when you can’t sleep or are feeling anxious? Is there a comfort object that helps or…maybe a person?”

Kemuri’s heart leaps a little and she immediately answers, “Shoji.”

Her teacher smiles a little. “Ah…so, why does he comfort you?”

“He’s…” Kemuri looks at her hands, face a little red. “He’s…always been there, I guess. We met on the day of the entrance exam and…we’ve been close ever since. He’s protected me and comforted me a lot so I…I guess that’s it. He just makes me…feel safe.”

“It does seem like, out of your friends, you two share a very close bond,” Midnight murmurs. More writing. “Is there anyone else?”

“Tenya,” Kemuri says. Midnight looks up at her and she coughs. “A-Ah…Iida. Tenya…Iida.”

Midnight’s eyes glint a little and she hides a smirk. “And does he bring similar feelings?”

“Yeah.” Kemuri has to pause, her stomach twisting a little at how silly she feels. “He’s also…saved me, lots, and he always encourages me. He…ah…he’s one of the first people who stood up to my grandfather for my sake. I…admire him.”

Again, Midnight’s eyes seem to shine with curiosity. She already knows the details about Kemuri’s grandfather and she knows Kemuri’s more complex feelings for Iida. She also knows plenty about Kemuri’s inferiority complex.

“So…both of these boys represent a kind of strength to you,” she says. “Iida was also the one who saved your life at the training camp, so it’s no wonder you find comfort in him. He pulled you from a very…dark situation.” Eyes lock, blue on grey. “Does that sound right to you?”

Kemuri nods. “There’s…something else.”

“Go on?”

“I…had this dream, while…while I was unconscious.” She rubs her arm, frowning. “I can’t remember most of it, just…bits and pieces, and it comes to me at weird times, but…” She clears her throat. “Ah, I…I think I heard them. Shoji and Tenya, I mean. They…were calling to me.”

“Interesting…” More notes. Midnight taps her pen against her lip. “I want you to try something.”

“Yes?”

“When you need to calm down or get out of your head, I want you to find Shoji or Iida and ask them for help. Comfort, conversation, whatever you need.”

Kemuri’s face turns red. “B-But…”

She just told her friends that she wanted them to rely more on her. She can’t just go and ask Shoji to be her comfort object after she gave them that speech. She can’t.

“I can’t,” she squeaks.

“I implore you to try,” Midnight says, gentle. “And of course, you just have to ask them first. They can say no. This is a…medication I’m prescribing.”

“They’re…they’re not medicine, they’re my friends.”

Midnight looks like she’s about to laugh, but doesn’t. “I understand. However, if you spend time with people who make you feel safe when you’re in a bad spot, it can help you associate the good feelings with the bad. Over time, if all goes well, you will be able to cope just by thinking of them.”

It sounds fake, but Kemuri doesn’t say it. Midnight is a professional; she knows what she’s doing. Kemuri just has to trust in her teacher and follow her advice. Maybe it will work. After all, Iida did need Kemuri around to calm down.

“One last thing,” Midnight says. “Does Nishimura trigger you at all?”

Kemuri doesn’t speak right away. Seeing him doesn’t make her upset in any way, and yet, she finds herself worrying. She’s…almost hesitant around him, like she’s afraid her nightmares might become real and that he might drop dead at any second.

“Maybe…maybe a little,” she answers. Midnight starts to write and Kemuri adds, “B-But…but I’m not scared of him. I’m…worried…for him.”

“Alright,” she murmurs. “But being around him does remind you of what happened?”

Kemuri nods. Of course, he does. His screams still echo in her head when she tries to sleep. A part of her brain expects his arms to shatter the second he swings them at something. She watches him, waits for him to shatter, even though everything rational left in her head tells her that he won’t.

“Hm.” Midnight taps her pen to her bottom lip. “What I want you to do…is spend time with Nishimura, just like with water, and do it when you’re with Shoji or Iida, maybe for class activities?” She smiles. “You need to be around him so that you can see that he is alive and will stay alive.”

Alive, Kemuri repeats internally. She sucks in a long breath, gripping her knees as she nods a few times. Alive, not dead, alive, breathing, not dead like Leech, who you—

“Dear, you look pale,” Midnight says. “Are you alright?”

She shakes her head, realizes what that looks like, then switches to nodding. “I’m…ah…fine.” She searches for a distraction, a question of some kind. “A-Ah, Ms. Midnight, are…are you sure this is a good idea? Being around Nishi and…all?”

“It’s quite alright,” she says. “Nishimura feels something similar, I’m afraid. You cause a sense of guilt in him, like he failed to save you when he should have. I urged him to spend time around you as well so that he can get back to normal.”

“Is…it okay that you told me that? Isn’t patient confidentiality super…important?”

“He asked me to tell you his feelings, but only if yours were similar.” She watches Kemuri over her glasses and that soft smile returns. “He’s going to be readjusting in a similar way to you, dear.”

“Oh…okay.”

Midnight closes the session by reiterating Kemuri’s “mission” for the next week. Spend time with Nishimura, reintroduce herself to water little by little, and of course, keep Shoji and Iida around. Kemuri hates the idea of begging them for help, but maybe they’ll be told the same thing. Maybe what the entire class needs is to be together, to see each other every day and be reminded that they’re all alive and safe.

Alive, unlike…

Kemuri thanks Midnight as she stands up. She goes to the door, grabs the handle, but stops as her entire body goes still. She stares at the blank wood taking up her sight, teeth gritting as her breaths pick up. Leech smiles at her from her memories, giggling, waving, taunting her with those unseeing eyes and wide smile, with those fingers whose nails permanently mark her skin.

“Ms…M-Midnight?” Kemuri whispers.

“Yes, dear?”

Kemuri doesn’t turn around yet. She doesn’t want to see Midnight’s expression. “I…killed someone.”

Silence. Kemuri’s skin crawls, her eyes sting, and she lets her mouth hang open in a bid to get more air into her lungs. She hears a chair squeak.

“Kemuri.”

She shivers. Midnight’s voice has a stern edge to it and, hearing her first name like that, she sees her grandfather in her mind’s eye. Is Midnight frowning at her, shaking her head in disappointment? She has to know, right? She has to know what happened to Leech—everyone does—unless she, like everyone else, is just going to pretend it didn’t happen.

“Turn around and come back, dear.”

Kemuri does turn around, but she doesn’t move back to the chair. Her hand stays on the handle, ready to yank the door open and run if things get too heavy. Midnight isn’t frowning. She just looks empathetic, almost sad.

“I know what you’re talking about,” she says. “But…you were not at fault for Leech’s…demise.”

“Y-Yes, I was,” she stammers. She led him to the lake, she tricked him, she made him suck up so much water that his body gave out. She did, she did, she did.

“No, you weren’t,” Midnight repeats. Tears roll down Kemuri’s face and the woman’s lips purse. “Did you control his actions? Force him to do what he did?”

Kemuri doesn’t speak, because she knows the answer, knows what Midnight will say, and she doesn’t want to hear it because how can it be true? How can everyone look at the death of a person, villain or not, and not blame the girl who put him in that position?

“You didn’t,” Midnight answers for her. “He…was there to kill you and you did what you had to to survive. You did not force him to do anything and you cannot keep telling yourself that you took his life.”

“B-But…” Kemuri starts, but her voice dies.

But it’s always her fault, isn’t it? At the Sports Festival, it was her fault that Shinso snapped and used his power on her. It was her fault that she wasn’t more careful. It was her fault that her grandfather hit her, that he stopped training her. It was her fault that she wasn’t more careful as a child, her fault that she’s blind, her fault that her grandfather doesn’t love her the way he used to. It has to be her fault because…isn’t everything?

“It isn’t your fault,” Midnight murmurs, slowly, every word enunciated.

Kemuri’s knees give out and she sinks to the floor, her hand clapping over her mouth as she starts to sob. She hears the chair squeak again, then the steady clicking of high heels before Midnight’s arms are around her, pressing Kemuri’s forehead to her shoulder, and Kemuri clings to her.

“You’re only human,” Midnight says, petting Kemuri’s hair as she sobs into her sweater. “All you can do is your best. You can’t control what other people do or how they act. If you keep telling yourself that the actions of others are your responsibility, then you’re going to fall apart. You shouldn’t have to live under that pressure, dear.”

“I’m…I-I’m s-sorry.”

Midnight sighs. Kemuri keeps her face smushed against her shoulder, leaving her in darkness that smells of sweet perfume. “Your grandfather is wrong,” the woman says. Kemuri’s breath hitches. “I’ve told you that already, haven’t I? He is wrong about you.”

Kemuri, again, just manages to nod, and she wishes with all her heart and soul that one day, she will be able to believe her teacher’s words.

Chapter 122: Halfway There

Summary:

Days in the dorms go by faster, it seems, but there's no shortage of excitement around.

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Ultimate move training continues.

Iida’s birthday arrives and, although he insists that they don’t need to do anything special, Kemuri brings Kit Kats and orange juice to their morning run. He swears the chocolate will be a “worthy reward” once they’re finished.

Over lunch, Kemuri tells both Iida and Shoji about what Midnight said. She does her best to just brush it off, to assure them that they don’t need to, but they’re both glad to help in whatever way they can.

“Wait…r-really?” she asks. She turns her head towards Shoji, then Iida. “B-But…”

“It’s not a chore,” Shoji says. “I’m happy to spend time with you.”

“As am I!” Iida agrees.

Kemuri gapes at them. “I…thank you, really. It…it means a lot.”

“It’s no trouble. Besides,” Iida says with a shrug, stirring his nikujaga, “she suggested something similar for me, but…with you.”

Kemuri has to cover her mouth against a squeak, wondering if Midnight is pulling some kind of matchmaker shtick under the guise of therapy.

“How about we hang out tonight? The three of us?” Shoji suggests. He glances down at Iida. “A movie night?”

“Just so long as we don’t stay up too late, that sounds good,” Iida says.

In the end, the three of them turns into almost the whole class. Hagakure, Ojiro, and Tokoyami ask to join them when Shoji mentions their plans, and Iida tells his friends, leading to Uraraka, Midoriya, and Todoroki hopping on the bandwagon. Word travels about a class movie night and soon enough, when evening comes, everyone in class A gathers in front of the TV, surrounded by blankets, pillows, and bowls of snacks.

When it comes to picking the movie, Yaoyorozu steps up to arrange a voting system. Mina and Hagakure want a rom-com. Kirishima wants an explosive action movie. Bakugo, who no one expected to show up, agrees with Kirishima’s movie choice. Tokoyami requests a horror movie, immediately making Jiro lose colour in her face and crowd closer to Kaminari and Yaoyorozu at just the mention of it.

In the end, a remake of the older movie, 21 Jump Street, wins, because it’s got comedy, romance, and action all wrapped into one. Even Bakugo seems okay with the choice.

“I like the part where the villain gets his dick shot off,” Bakugo says.

“Spoilers, dude!” Kaminari whines.

“This movie’s been out for decades,” Sero says.

“Wait, is this movie rated R?” Iida demands, already starting to get up. “If so, I cannot allow—”

Kemuri reaches up, grabs his arm, and tugs him back to his spot beside her. “It’s the only one we can all agree on…” she whispers. “Please?”

Iida eyes her, the class, and the title card on the screen. “Very well, but only this once,” he sighs. A few people cheer.

Even so, his eyebrow twitches every time someone swears. Kemuri can almost see how badly he wants to shut it off and put on something else, but the raucous laughter of everyone around him keeps him quiet.

Nishimura sits on the floor, back to the couch, right in front of Kemuri, and she watches him in fleeting intervals. His dark eyes are alight with joy and, occasionally, he leans over to whisper something in Tsuyu’s ear that makes her giggle.

Kemuri watches him, feels her heart rate pick up, and thinks of Shoji’s side pressed to her left, Iida on her right. She takes a deep breath. This is okay. She’s fine. Everyone is fine.

Iida falls asleep at ten o’clock sharp, as does Bakugo. Kirishima wakes Bakugo back up for the villain’s de-penising, at which Bakugo cackles so loudly that he wakes Iida. This kicks off a shouting match between the two, prompting others to try and stop them, and it ultimately ends in Aizawa busting in and sending everyone to bed.

The dorms are crazy, but Kemuri has to admit that it was the most exciting movie night she’s ever had.

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Another day goes by. Kemuri heads to the Support Department right after training, still in her hero costume. She needs to put in a request for some new boots.

She slides the door open, peeking her head in. “Mr. Power Loader?”

“Ah, Shimakage! Back again?” he asks, stepping away from his workbench.

She smiles a little as she goes inside, her instruction sheet ready to go. “Yeah…I’ve got another upgrade in mind.”

“Oh, really?! Do tell!”

Kemuri nearly leaps out of her skin as Hatsume appears in front of her, golden eyes sparkling. Kemuri takes a stumbling step back, heart pounding, and Power Loader lets out a long sigh.

“No, Hatsume, you’re not doing this again. No testing gadgets on Shimakage until I say so,” he scolds, taking the sheet from Kemuri’s still-outstretched hand.

Hatsume giggles. “Aw, you’re no fun, Mr. Power Loader!” she chirps. “You shoot Iida into the ceiling one time—”

“You did what to Tenya?” Kemuri squeaks.

The pink-haired girl’s smirk grows. “Nothing too bad. He’s fine, anyway.” She clasps her hands together, leaning in way too close to Kemuri’s face. “So…what are we changing up today? Is it the armour? The boots? Oh, I hope it’s the boots.”

“It’s the boots?” Kemuri says, accidentally making it sound like a question.

“Ohhh, you know how to make a girl happy, don’t you?” Hatsume beams.

Power Loader comes closer, gently pulling Hatsume a couple steps away from Kemuri. “How have the vents been treating you?”

“Oh, they’re great,” Kemuri says. “I just…ah…” She sighs. “I found that…I can’t go very far using Steam Jet? And my ankles hurt a lot if I do. Maybe some more support could help?”

Power Loader rests his hand on the lower part of his helmet, right near his chin, while Hatsume starts to quiver. She’s like a pot of water, a second away from boiling, and Power Loader sighs.

“Hatsume?”

“I HAVE THE PERFECT BABY FOR YOU!” she squeals, already racing away.

Kemuri slowly looks back at Power Loader as Hatsume starts humming, searching through a huge pile of items along the back wall.

“She’s been here lots since the dorms were implemented,” he says. “And she may be…a lot to handle, but she’s a brilliant inventor. I trust what she can make for you.”

“Aaaaall right, this is a prototype, but…what do you think? Super cute, right?” Hatsume babbles as she returns. She’s holding up a single boot that Kemuri vaguely recognizes.

“Have I seen that before?” she asks.

“Mmm, maybe! I wore something like them at the Sports Festival!” Hatsume says. “Those ones had rockets and hover soles, but these are more geared towards what you need. See?”

Kemuri leans in closer to examine the boot. From the looks of it, they would go to just below her knee, and they look pretty heavy duty. They remind her of Iida’s boots, in fact, if the engines were replaced with vents and they were slimmer.

“It’s…cool,” Kemuri says.

Hatsume giggles. “I know, right?”

“So, Shimakage, do you just want help with long-distance flight time?” Power Loader asks.

She frowns a little, thinking of Steam Engine and her training with Iida. When she first made her costume, she thought of her boots as fashion accessories, and now they’ve become something far more important.

“I’ve been doing more running,” she admits. “Like…using my steam to make myself faster on land. Could the boots have more…grips? Or be suited for land and air?”

“We can do that,” Power Loader says.

“Oh,” Kemuri adds, “and please no high heels…I just want a regular boot.”

Hatsume clutches the remaining boot to her chest as she grins, wild and almost manic. “Are you also trying to be a speed type hero? I always thought you were more of the stealthy kind. If you are going for speed, you’re gonna have a hard time standing in the ring with people like Iida and Midoriya.”

“O-Oh,” Kemuri stammers. “N-No, not…I’m still going for stealth, m-mostly, I just want to be able to maneuver…ah, better.”

“Well, nothing wrong with that! I’m gonna get to work!”

Power Loader’s eyes narrow. “Hatsume…”

“I know, I know, only if you approve them. I just want to get tinkering! I’m thinking of adding some cooling mechanisms to these babies.”

Kemuri blinks a few times as Hatsume gets to work, humming along without a care in the world. Power Loader shakes his head, then turns and looks up at Kemuri.

“Come by tomorrow before training. I’m thinking, with how fast she’s working, they’ll be ready by then,” he says.

“Seriously?”

“Seriously.” He chuckles.

Kemuri darts another glance at Hatsume as she digs around in a giant toolbox. She straightens up as she finds a wonky-looking screwdriver and dives right back in.

She’s strange, for sure, but Kemuri admires her enthusiasm.

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When Kemuri gets back to the dorm, all she wants is to go to her room and relax. She heads upstairs, goes into her room, grabs her notebook off the desk, and heads onto the balcony. She set up a lounge chair out there for her to relax on, just in case, and she sinks onto it gratefully. She jots down notes about her progress of the day, dreaming of what her new boots will be like and how they’ll help her improve her manoeuvrability moves. Most of her ultimate moves aren’t actually all that ultimate, they’re just ways for her to use her quirk, so she needs to narrow down what exactly her moves are.

So far, she has one really solid move and about five possible others.

She presses her pen to the paper, intent on writing more, when two voices stop her.

“Could you just talk to me like…I don’t know, like a normal person? I’m not an idiot!”

“I never said you were one, and I talk to you like I talk to everyone else.”

Kemuri frowns a little and looks up from her notebook. She recognizes Mineta’s voice instantly, and judging by the tone of the other person, it’s a girl. Which girl would be talking to Mineta? One of the Zandaka twins, most likely.

The voice isn’t perky enough to be Yo, so Ino it is.

Wait, Ino? she thinks. That doesn’t add up.

Kemuri sets her notebook down and gets to her feet, peering over her balcony ledge. Below her, walking along the side of the building towards the 1-B dorms, are Mineta and Ino. Ino stops and turns to face Mineta, resting her hands on her hips as Mineta crosses his arms.

“I’m just saying, I’ve been trying my best and you still seem to hate me,” he says.

“I don’t hate you,” she retorts. She waves her hand a bit. “I don’t particularly like you, but hate is a strong word.”

He huffs. “I don’t get why you can’t just be happy for us. Are you jealous or something?”

“No.”

“You sure?” Mineta uncrosses his arms, foot scuffing the dirt. “‘Cause the way you act around me and Yo suggests that maybe…you also like me. Is that true?”

Ino lets out a huff of breath, the bare trace of a laugh. “Absolutely not.”

“Look, you can tell me the truth. You’re around us all the time, you’re always…joining us when we go out. I get that you’re twins and maybe you have this twin thing where you like the same things—”

“Oh my god, don’t flatter yourself. I’m a lesbian, you raisin.”

Mineta goes absolutely quiet and Kemuri clasps her hand over her mouth to stifle a laugh at Ino’s insult. Ino keeps staring down at Mineta. He keeps staring up at her, eyes wide.

“Oh.”

“I’m gay, so gay that I vomit rainbows. I like women, Mineta. Girls. Breasts? Yes. Sign me up.” She takes a deep breath. “I. Am. Homosexual.”

“I…I, yeah, I heard you.”

This time, she crosses her arms over her chest. “You do realize that I come along to places with you and Yo because she needs me to remember for her, right? I keep telling her that she could go alone, but she’s afraid that she’ll forget before she gets home. Every night after a date, we fuse, and I recount every detail of what happened while we’re fused, like a study session, putting it down in a journal. All of that. If we don’t do that, she forgets things, important things, and…”

Ino goes quiet. Mineta still doesn’t speak.

“God, I…” Ino whispers. “I cannot allow that. Do you even realize that she forgot your first kiss?”

“What?”

“She wanted to surprise me with the news, so she kept it a secret, but it slipped her mind. I only found out because Yanagi saw you two and told me. Yo…had no idea what I was talking about when I asked her. She said it sounded like a dream.”

Kemuri knows she shouldn’t be listening. This is a private conversation and gossip isn’t nice, but…man, her curiosity is too potent. She’s wondered about Mineta’s strange girlfriend since the first time Kendo brought up Yo’s interest in him.

“Then…what about those times when you aren’t there?” Mineta asks. “The…the times when we’re alone?”

“Does she record you two with her phone? Like she’s vlogging?”

“Well, yeah, but I thought she just liked vlogging. I thought it was her hobby.”

“It is, but she does that because she forgets otherwise. She wants to remember every moment she spends with you and I can’t always be there to help her. I want to be my own person too.”

Mineta is quiet for a second. “It’s that bad?”

“Some days are better than others. The doctors say she could get treatments, but our parents could never afford it. The two of us are becoming heroes so…one day, we can get her the help she needs.”

Ino’s arms unfold, flopping to her sides. Mineta looks at his feet, scuffing his heels against the dirt. Ino exhales.

“You…are one of the first boys she is adamant about never forgetting,” she admits.

“She really likes me that much?”

“Have you ever asked her?”

“No. I…was afraid of the answer. I thought…” He takes a deep breath. When he speaks next, it’s rushed, nervous, his lisp getting worse. “I thought she kept liking me all this time because she kept forgetting about the stupid stuff I’ve said or done. I kinda thought she’d lose interest.” He cringes. “I’m…I’m really not good with this stuff, Zandaka. Most of the time I just get tunnel vision with boobs or a nice round ass, but…”

“But?”

“With Yo…it’s different. I don’t know what’s different, but…it is, and I know she’s special. But that’s why I want the two of us to get along!” He motions between himself and her. “Because you’re, like, the most important person in her life.”

Ino doesn’t say anything. Kemuri keeps her hand over her mouth, eyes wide.

“Girls…haven’t really liked you before, have they?” Ino sighs.

Mineta flushes. “W-Well, uh…no, not…not exactly.”

“Well, Yo likes you. She likes you a lot.”

“I know.”

“And yet you still haven’t ‘made it official’, as they say.”

“I…know.”

“Will you? Because I don’t want my sister wasting her time with you if you have no plans of—”

“Hey, hey, look, I’m…just…” Mineta groans. “I need more time, okay? I don’t know what I’m feeling.”

“I hope you figure it out before you lose her.”

Mineta doesn’t respond to that. The two of them stand in awkward silence, not making eye contact, and Kemuri wonders if she should make her exit now.

“So…uh…you like girls?” he asks.

She smiles, just a little. “I adore girls.”

He grins. “Heh, me too. Want me to point out any available babes for ya?”

“Maybe…do you know they’re gay or are you making assumptions?”

“Oh, right, they’ve gotta like girls too.”

She reaches over and cuffs him over the head, making him yelp and mutter a round of apologies. “No shit, grape-for-brains.”

Kemuri slips away from the ledge, a tiny smile on her face as she retrieves her notebook. It’s a strange friendship, no doubt, but there’s something oddly sweet about Mineta being…normal, like a regular high school guy just trying to figure out his feelings.

She wishes him the best of luck.

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Kemuri comes downstairs for dinner to find that she’s one of the last ones to arrive. She fills her plate in the kitchen, then hurries over to grab the vacant spot next to Tokoyami.

“Guys,” Nishimura says as she sits down. Judging by his volume, he’s talking to his friends, but he’s so close that Kemuri can hear him easily. “I want to run an ultimate move by you, see what you think.”

“Sure, man,” Sato says. “What is it?”

“Okay, what if…” he starts. Kemuri glances over her shoulder, just able to see him morph all the fingers on his remaining hand into throwing knives. “I snapped off my fingers and threw them at my enemies?”

Kemuri’s jaw drops and when she looks around, other conversations have stopped too.

Kaminari gags. “Bro, I’m trying to eat!” he cries, chopsticks clattering to the table.

Jiro goes white while Yaoyorozu covers her mouth. Tokoyami slowly turns in his seat to look at Nishimura while Ojiro and Shoji just stare, unblinking.

Nishimura looks up. “Uh…you heard that?”

“Indeed,” Tokoyami says. “This is a communal space. It is easy to be overheard.”

Nishimura’s cheeks turn slightly red. “Look, I’m just saying, it would gross out my enemies and be effective,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck. “And my quirk stays intact when it separates from…me.”

“But…why?” Sato asks. Koda nods, looking a little sick.

“It doesn’t make sense to do such a thing!” Iida adds from his spot with Todoroki, Midoriya, and Mineta. “Especially since shattering your arm was so painful and waiting for it to regrow has frustrated you so much!”

“Oh, it’s not the same,” Nishimura says. “Fingers feel kind of like a sprain when they break off and I can regrow them overnight.” He gets more horrified, blank stares. “And…I know this because one time, I tried to pick the lock to my house when I got locked out…and I snapped my finger off.”

“Holy shit, dude,” Sero gawks.

“Man,” Kirishima says. “That is disgusting and hardcore all at the same time.”

Jiro stares at her plate as if contemplating if she still has an appetite while Yaoyorozu, despite everything, slowly reaches for her chopsticks again.

Nishimura’s expression falters. “Well, I don’t know what else to do! I’m stuck!” He folds his arms as best he can and buries his face in them, hunched over the table.

Looks pass around the class, student to student, before coming back to Nishimura. Yaoyorozu stands up and moves over to him, gently resting her hand on his shoulder.

“Nishimura…what’s wrong?” she asks.

“I just said what’s wrong,” he says, voice slightly muffled. He slowly sits back up. “I’m stuck…with the ultimate moves thing. It seems like everyone else is coming up with great stuff and I’ve got nothing.”

“Hey, that’s okay! It doesn’t happen overnight,” Kirishima says. “Even then, I’m sure you can come up with something.”

Nishimura shrugs, still looking dejectedly at his food. “It’s been five days and all I’ve got is shifting…this.” He lifts his stump, which is almost completely grown now except for his fingers. “I dunno.”

“Kirishima is right,” Yaoyorozu says as her face scrunches with determination. “We’re only halfway done! You’ve got time.”

“No, look, I…” Nishimura looks up at her, then at everyone else. “I was always taught that I could only use my quirk one way—close range, arms and legs become basic swords, and that it doesn’t matter if I hurt my opponent. Now, I have to try and make my quirk special, and the only thing I’ve done to change it, even a little, is by making the blades dull.”

Kemuri searches the reactions again, finding that quite a few people seem surprised. Kemuri guesses it’s because of his opponent comment. She gulps, but says nothing.

“So…I don’t know, I guess I’m just having a hard time coming up with something that’s only mine when literally everyone else in my family has the same quirk,” he finishes.

Some people look at their friends. Others purse their lips, thinking. Yaoyorozu brings one hand to her chin, brows furrowed.

“Oo,” Hagakure pipes up. “Shoji, he needs a brainstorming session too!”

Shoji nods and Midoriya perks up.

“Nishimura,” Yaoyorozu says, her eyes bright. “Your quirk, it isn’t just swords, right? It’s weapons?”

Nishimura nods. “Yeah. Any melee weapons, really, just…no long-range weapons, like bows or stuff like that.” He sighs. “And I have to know shapes too, so…”

She grins, clasping her hands together. “Why don’t we study together? I can help you create a weapon’s encyclopedia to practice with!” Somehow, she gets even brighter. “And then you can show Mr. Ectoplasm!”

“You…” He blinks at her. “But don’t you need to focus on yourself?”

“This will help me too,” she says. “I had no idea our quirks were so similar! This way I can research more to create!” Her eyes seem to sparkle even more. “And I can make tea!”

“I…” He still looks stunned. He glances around the room, finding that most people have gone back to eating, eyes off of him. “Yeah, that’d be great. Thanks, Yaoyorozu.”

“Of course, it’s no trouble! We can start right after dinner is cleaned up!”

“Can I join?” Jiro asks.

“Me too!” Midoriya says.

Kemuri doesn’t really need to join in, but Midnight would probably encourage her to do so. More time being around each other in a safe environment is always a good thing, according to her. So, she raises her hand a little, and Yaoyorozu nods at her with another bright smile.

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“You turned your feet into ice skates during the Sports Festival, remember?” Yaoyorozu says. “Maybe you could do a combo move with Todoroki!”

“I don’t think that would be all that powerful…” Nishimura says. Todoroki, sitting near them, arches an eyebrow.

Yaoyorozu scribbles out that idea in her notebook and keeps thinking.

Kemuri sits on the couch, knees tucked to her chest as she watches everyone. Most people are just chatting about their moves or bouncing ideas off of each other, while still others are discussing how they could upgrade their costumes.

Most people haven’t changed their costumes since the start of the year. Midoriya got a different jumpsuit with a darker colour scheme, plus he updated that weird rabbit mask thing, and Kemuri has changed her armour and her boots already. Otherwise, she can’t really think of anyone else who’s made any changes.

She feels like her presence at this brainstorming session is pointless, if it weren’t for trying to feel better around Nishimura.

“You said that you taught yourself how to dull your blades, right?” Yaoyorozu asks, bringing Kemuri from her daydreaming. “A hammer is dull and it’s a melee weapon. Why don’t you try making one?”

Nishimura frowns a little as he raises his fully-formed arm. He clenches his hand into a fist and focuses. His arm shifts, forming a sheen of metal, and his fist turns into the head of a sledgehammer for a split second before it disappears.

“Damn,” he mumbles.

She, however, grins. “That was amazing!” She starts writing again. “Alright, so hammers are possible. Why don’t you keep working in that mindset? You’ve got blades and axes, but if you expand to clubs and sledgehammers and…” She gasps. “Nishi, you’ve been underutilizing yourself! You’re like a one-man armoury!”

He flushes. “You think so?” She nods, vigorous, and he smirks a little. “I guess I have, then.”

“Here, look,” she says, coming closer to him and putting the notebook between them. “Let’s call this our weapons encyclopedia. Anytime you have an idea, we’ll put it in here and I’ll look up a picture of it. Something tells me you’re a visual learner anyway.”

“A little, yeah.”

They keep talking, Nishimura’s eyes starting to shine with the same excitement that Yaoyorozu’s do as they work. Kemuri turns away from them when she hears Hagakure call her name. She slides off the couch, her spot swiftly getting claimed by Kaminari, and hurries to her friend.

Chapter 123: Walking on Air

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Everything feels like it’s going non-stop. It’s been five days since everyone moved into the dorms and she’s still having a hard time getting used to being around so many people and…well, living in the dorms in general.

It’s mostly the noise that gets to her.

Kemuri is used to a large house with very few people in it. The adults in the house work and for most of the week, Kemuri is at school. On weekends, she finds herself in a quiet house, and she occupies herself with shopping, hanging out with her friends, or cleaning up around the house and enjoying the garden.

Now, she wakes up every day to six other girls in the bathroom, all combing their hair, doing their makeup, and brushing their teeth. At least they’re very understanding about not moving Kemuri’s toothbrush and toothpaste from their spot next to the sink on the far right. It just makes things easier if all her things are in the same place when she goes to look for them.

Another thing she has to get used to is not having the dojo to train in. Running with Iida is great, of course, but it isn’t the same as going out to her dojo and getting some good, solid training in. To adjust to that, she runs with Iida and trains with Ojiro on alternating days. Ojiro one day, Iida the next, and so on. It works for Iida too, as he tells her that he’s helping Midoriya out with some training on the side.

Everyone seems to be making progress with their ultimate moves as well.

Before heading out to Gym Gamma, Kemuri retrieves her new boots from Power Loader. They’re absolutely gorgeous, almost enough to bring a tear to Kemuri’s eye. They fit perfectly with the colour scheme of the rest of her costume, silver with accents of icy blue, and there are rose icons on the heels.

“I thought since you’re always wearing that rose, it could be your brand!” Hatsume grins. “Add a little pop of colour to your costume, huh?”

Kemuri slips them on and they fit perfectly, sitting snug beneath her knee and cushioning her entire lower leg. There are vents on the backs of her calves now along with the ones on the soles of her feet.

“Oh man,” she breathes. “I can’t wait to try these out.”

Hatsume bounces on her feet. “I wish I could see it!” She drops down and starts adjusting straps as she points to different spots on the boots. “I added a cooling mechanism so that your skin doesn’t heat up from using all that steam, plus these boots will collect all that excess moisture and give you some extra oomph. Awesome, right?”

“Yeah—”

“And I mayyyyy have added a slight hoversole. Not a lot, but enough that it’ll give you another extra push! You should be air-running like nothing!”

“Thank y—”

“And they’re lightweight so you won’t be dragged down! I also kept in mind about the running so you’ve got some wicked grips on the soles. It should help you with sticking your landings too! They’re a little armoured but I’m not sure how much luck you’d have kicking through things, but hey! Try it out and see how it goes.”

At this point, Kemuri gives up on trying to speak and just nods, a little overwhelmed. These boots sound like magical items, not a real thing, and she can’t believe they’re hers.

“You should get going,” Power Loader urges. “Don’t want to be late for class.”

“R-Right! Thank you, ah…both of you!” Kemuri stammers as she turns and books it out of the studio.

She can feel the difference in the support at just a jog and it makes her smile even wider.

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“Alright, show me what you’ve got,” Ectoplasm says.

Kemuri exhales, wringing her hands as she closes her eyes. She double-checks her belt blindly, feeling out her water bottles, and takes another deep breath. She won’t pass out. She’s used her quirk so much over the past few weeks that her endurance has to have risen enough for this move to work.

Ectoplasm rushes at her and she squeezes her eyes shut, focusing on her entire body. “Ultimate move…maximum force,” she says. “Geyser Bomb!” And she releases steam from every available pore at almost full throttle.

It feels like diving to the bottom of a pool, swimming as far as you can as the pressure fills your ears, then shooting back to the surface. It feels like when you take in that gulp of air as you break the surface, body shimmering with water droplets as you remember what it’s like to breathe.

Kemuri opens her eyes, panting a little, dizzy but still standing, and she looks up at Ectoplasm. He didn’t fall over, but his attack never reached her and for a moment, they just stare at each other. She tenses, hands shaking.

“With work…” he starts, “that could pack a punch. One on one, I wouldn’t use it, but if you’re surrounded, it could give you the room you need to escape. Also…the name is good. Easy to say.”

She exhales, wiping moisture from her forehead. “Thank you…”

She takes a long drink from one of the bottles on her hip. She only got slightly dizzy after that move, but she did dial herself back, so she’ll just have to keep working on her endurance. At least Ectoplasm likes it.

“AP SHOT!”

She looks up as, on the other side of the gym, a massive, concentrated explosion plows through a cement wall. She hears Bakugo laughing in victory.

Nearby, she hears more smashes. Nishimura is on the pillar below her, fighting with a gusto she hasn’t seen all week. Maybe it’s because he’s finally got both his arms back and with it, some of Kemuri’s anxieties have faded. He’s whole again, like he was never hurt in the first place, and it’s easier not to be reminded of what happened. Midnight stands near him, arms crossed over her chest.

“Ultimate move,” he shouts as his arms come together, palms touching. “Double-Edged Sword!”

Kemuri’s eyes widen as his arms form not two, but one single giant broadsword with gleaming edges. He shouts and swings at the nearest pillar of concrete and his sword cleaves through it like butter. The second it’s through, he slices again with the opposite side and another cut appears. The concrete crumbles.

Nishimura’s arms return to normal and he bends over, wiping sweat from his face. He says something Kemuri can’t catch that makes Midnight smile.

“Shimakage,” the Ectoplasm clone says, making her startle and turn around. “Focus.”

“Right, sir.”

“How many moves do you have now? Ultimate or not.”

Kemuri runs through them in her mind. Knockout Strike, Steam Engine, Steam Jet, then her “work in progress” moves, Geyser Hand Strike and Smoke Bomb Strike. Lastly, Geyser Bomb.

“Six,” she says.

Ectoplasm nods. “That’s good. While not every move is ultimate, it’s good to have an arsenal under your belt and a solid fighting style.” She nods and he eyes the sky. “I want you to do more manoeuvrability training now that you have those new boots. Take a lap around the gym using Steam Jet.”

“Yes, sir!”

She turns, takes a breath, and searches the area briefly. Her toes curl against the inside of her boots and she braces herself, then launches.

It’s like the first time she did it, losing her breath as she vaults into the air, except this time there’s no Sero to catch her if she falls (unless he’s nearby and happens to notice). She grins, almost laughing, and boosts again. She moves forward.

She can feel the difference. Her legs feel supported, like she’s standing on a floating cushion, and despite not holding her in the air, the hoversole Hatsume added gives her a slight bounce that she didn’t have before.

She imagines the villain course on I-Island, leaping from villain to villain. Would these boots make a difference? Maybe she should try kicking through an enemy or two.

She zips around the gym, the effort bringing sweat to her brow, and she can feel herself losing her “oomph” as she comes around to the head of the gym again. There’s a low concrete platform that’d make a good landing pad, so she aims for it. It’s okay if she can’t make it back in one go, right?

She expects a hard landing, but the hoversole cushions her as she touches down. She wobbles for a second as she readjusts to solid ground, a little breathless but happy. The boots are fantastic, perfect even, and a wave of awe and gratitude for support items and the people who make them washes over her. She’ll have to go back and report to Hatsume about just how amazing her “babies” are.

“That’s enough, class A,” a gruff voice says from the gym doors, making Kemuri turn around. Vlad King has arrived, Monoma and Kendo flanking him. “Class B is scheduled to use this training room every afternoon.”

“Class B?” Midoriya repeats, making Kemuri look to her right at where he’s standing with Kaminari and Kirishima. If she’s being honest, she didn’t notice them on her way down. She was more focused on not face-planting.

“Man,” Kaminari groans. “Crap timing.”

“Eraser,” Vlad says. “Get your kids out of our way.”

“You’re not trying to kick us out early when we have ten whole minutes left, are you?” Aizawa asks. Kemuri lets her eyes follow the direction his voice came from and there he is, standing just behind All Might.

She really has to work on noticing her surroundings when she’s flying, apparently.

“Hey, did you hear?” Monoma asks as he…poses? Kemuri isn’t sure what he’s doing. “The license exam has a fifty percent pass rate! That means your entire class might fail!” he says with a wide, manic grin.

He starts cackling, hunching his shoulders as his palms face the ceiling, making him look like a gremlin. Kemuri eyes his costume, consisting of black pants, a double-breasted tailcoat, and three clocks on his two belts. His collar is upturned and he wears a blue dotted tie.

“Wait, is that Monoma’s hero costume?” Kaminari asks Kendo.

“Well, since his quirk is Copy, he said he didn’t need anything too eccentric,” Kendo says. “Just that.”

Kemuri blinks a few times as she hops down from her pillar and moves closer to the action. Monoma is still cackling and, eyeing his costume again, Kemuri wonders why he wouldn’t go with something more versatile to adjust to the quirks he can copy.

“Unfortunately, his observations are correct,” Tokoyami says from somewhere behind Kemuri. When she turns towards his voice, she finds that more of the students have gathered closer in a bid to listen. “If we’re taking the same exam, we’ll crush each other. That’s the hand fate has dealt us.”

“And…why we won’t be in the same location,” Aizawa says, eyeing Vlad King as he walks over to him. “Our classes applied to different spots.”

Monoma finally stops laughing as Vlad eyes the other students. “There are two exam days, in June and in September, and the tests are held in three different places. We don’t want students from the same place fighting, so we split you up. Each school has, at most, one class at a single location.”

Kemuri catches Monoma’s sigh before he snaps back into mockery. “How sad that we won’t be able to face each other directly!” he cries, sweeping his arms about as his laugh returns, albeit more nervous this time.

“So this guy’s nuts,” Kirishima says.

“Yeah, I’d say he’s officially gone off the deep end,” Kaminari agrees.

“All those other schools, huh?” Sero cuts in. Behind him, his Ectoplasm clone is cocooned in tape. “Interesting. I didn’t know that was the case. So, we’ll be facing kids from other places.”

“Yeah, and on top of that, we’re taking the test earlier than most other students,” Midoriya agrees.

Kemuri frowns. “Really?” She can’t recall hearing anything about that, plus she isn’t sure if he means chronologically in the year or by age.

“That’s true. Very few first years in the country try for a provisional license,” Aizawa says, answering Kemuri’s unvoiced question. “In other words, the test will be made up of students who have trained longer than you and with quirks you don’t know about. Ones that are powerful. The actual content of the exam is a mystery. You can expect that you’re going to have a rough time.” He arches an eyebrow, just barely. “Try not to get hung up on that, but keep it in mind.”

“Yes, sir!” everyone says.

Kemuri does try to not get hung up on it, but that fear is still present. She’s only just started exploring her quirk and making progress with it, more progress than she’s made all year. Will Geyser Bomb be strong enough to be of use to her by the time the exam rolls around? What about her other moves?

“Hey, Kemuri!” Hagakure’s hand slaps against the girl’s shoulder, making Kemuri startle from her worrying as she turns to face her best friend. “So I was talking to Mina, and we’re thinking all us girls are gonna chill in the common room tonight! Unofficial girl’s night! You in?”

Kemuri bites her lip. “I don’t know…I was just gonna sleep—”

“Come onnnn…” Hagakure whines. “You never hang out with just the girls and when you do, the boys are always around!”

She flushes. “Have…have all of you been hanging out a lot?” she asks. She feels like she would’ve noticed. “And…and it’s not…it’s not like I’m trying to miss it, it just worked out t-that way…”

“Oh, Kemmy, Kemmy, Kemmy,” Hagakure coos, gloved hand patting Kemuri’s shoulder. “Stop overthinking and just come on. It’ll be fun!”

Kemuri sighs. It can’t hurt, and she should really try to get closer with the rest of her female classmates. She’s got a solid relationship with Hagakure and Yaoyorozu, but otherwise, she’d be hesitant to call the other girls anything more than friendly acquaintances, maybe friends in the loosest sense.

She must still have some walls up.

“Okay,” she says.

Hagakure squeals and hugs her tightly. Kemuri ignores the feeling of her very bare yet invisible breasts pressing against her arm and just smiles lightly.

Chapter 124: Floating Hearts

Summary:

Kemuri finally participates in a girl's night, leading to a confrontation with herself and a fellow classmate.

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Later, gathered in the common room, Kemuri sips on her strawberry milk and tries to be natural. She’s hanging out with the girls, just sitting next to Jiro on the couch, relaxing in their casual clothes.

So why in All Might’s name is she so nervous?

“Ughhhh,” Mina whines as she flops back on the couch. “Does it have to be this hard?”

“Well, it’s not called intensive training for nothing,” Hagakure says.

“That’s true,” Yaoyorozu agrees. She has her hair down, falling in loose, messy waves around her shoulders. “It’s strange to think there’s only a week left until the exam.”

“Yaomomo, how’s your ultimate move coming?” Hagakure asks. She’s wearing a tank top and shorts, so Kemuri doesn’t have the movements of her sleeves to help out with guessing facial expressions. The most she gets is how Hagakure’s body turns slightly towards Yaoyorozu.

Yaoyorozu sighs, resting her hand against her cheek. “Mm, there’s something I really want to do, but my body just isn’t ready yet,” she admits. “I need time to develop my quirk and improve my general endurance.”

“What about you, Tsu?” Again, her tanktop moves towards the frog girl at her side.

Tsuyu glances up from her milk. “I’ve perfected a move that makes me even more frog-like than before,” she says. In contrast to Yaoyorozu, Tsuyu has pulled her hair up into a cute, loopy ponytail. “I’m sure even you’d look surprised, Toru.”

“What’s your story, Ochaco?” Hagakure asks.

Uraraka just stares ahead, lips pursed around her straw despite not actually drinking.

“Hey, Ochaco—” Tsuyu says, reaching out and poking her shoulder.

Uraraka literally shrieks, her rosy cheeks getting rosier as she lurches in her seat. She drops her drink, but it just starts floating aimlessly upwards, and Kemuri finds herself watching it absentmindedly as it gets closer and closer to the ceiling.

“You seem tense,” Tsuyu comments.

“No, it’s nothing! Everything’s going awesome!” Uraraka insists as she pumps her fists. “I’m just getting started! Uh…at least…” She deflates a little as a faint smile crosses her face, eyes sparkling. “That’s how I’d usually be. The thing is, lately my heart’s been all stirred up about something.”

“IT’S LOVE!” Mina screams.

Uraraka’s entire face turns red again. “W-What did you say? Glove? Dove? Shove?!” She flails her hands about. “Never seen one! What’s that?!”

“Sooo, is it Midoriya or Iida?” Mina gushes, leaning over the armrest towards the flustered girl. “You’re always hanging out with those two boys!”

Kemuri’s heart stops for just a second. Iida? Could Uraraka really…?

Uraraka claps her hands over her face. “You’ve got it all wrong!” she whimpers. She goes floating into the air after her milk carton, spinning in lazy circles as she keeps rambling, “That’s not it, I swear! It isn’t like that!”

“Aw, she’s floating!” Mina coos.

Kemuri purses her lips tightly, fingers clenching around her empty carton. Uraraka may be denying it, but Kemuri knows at least a little about what having a crush is like. Flushed face, stirred up heart, getting flustered when people ask about it to the point of accidentally using your quirk? It adds up.

As Kemuri watches Uraraka float about in the air, her heart sinks. If it is Iida, then… “Oh no,” she whispers. “She’s got it bad…”

“Which one?!” Hagakure demands. “Or…someone else? Come on, spill!”

“Yeah, out with it,” Jiro says with a wide, teasing smirk. “You know we’re not gonna give up until we know.”

“I swear, it’s no one!” Uraraka cries, revealing her face again as she floats, upside down, above them. “Besides, it’s not like I even know anything about dating…”

“Kemuri’s been on a date,” Hagakure chirps, making Kemuri’s eyes widen as everyone looks at her. “Maybe ask her! I’m sure she could help?”

“H-Heh?!” Kemuri stammers. “W-What? No! That was one time and it didn’t even go anywhere! It was like we were just hanging out!”

“Wait, wait, wait, does Kemuri have a crush?” Mina grins. “Oo, tell me! I’ve been gossip blue-balled here!”

“A-Ah—”

“It’s Shoji, isn’t it? You’re always holding onto him, you went on a date, and with the way he looks at you?” She giggles. “Cute!”

“W-What? I…I have to hold onto him! I’m b-blind, Mina, and…and I need to be led around sometimes,” she squeaks. “A-And how does he look at me? Does he look at me?”

“Ooo, you’re blushing!” Mina squeals.

“How do you know how he looks at her, Mina?” Tsuyu cuts in. “He’s always wearing a mask.”

“It’s in the eyes, Tsu. The eyes!”

Kemuri claps her hands over her face. “It’s…it’s not Shoji, okay? It’s someone else, but it’s…it’s silly and he’ll never like me back—”

She didn’t mean to set Mina off. In fact, Kemuri hoped that by at least pushing the attention away from Shoji, she would drop it. But no, Kemuri was just being hopeful and severely misunderstood Mina’s ravenous hunger for gossip.

“O-M-G, SO YOU HAVE ONE?!” she shrieks. Kemuri opens her mouth as Mina’s finger flies into her vision, close enough to leave nothing around it but pink. “You admitted it! You can’t lie to me now!”

“If it’s not Shoji, is it Tokoyami? Ojiro?” Jiro muses.

“W-What? Toru’s the one who likes Ojiro,” Kemuri retorts.

Hagakure sputters a few times, shorts flailing for a second before she gets up. “I do not! I never even told you that I liked him!”

Kemuri arches an eyebrow, slow, hesitant. Hagakure has always been very touchy with Ojiro. She’s a generally affectionate person, sure, but she’s always ready for an opportunity to hug him or touch him in any way, shape, or form—something she doesn’t do with Tokoyami or Shoji. Plus, they’re just generally very close. Ojiro is to Hagakure as Shoji is to Kemuri.

“Mm…you sure?” she asks.

Hagakure huffs. “W-Well, I just appreciate his friendship! And he’s cute and his muscles are nice and he makes me smile—”

“Ooh, I ship it!” Mina giggles, making Hagakure flop back onto the couch with a whine. Kemuri slowly curls into a tighter ball, hoping that this topic change has been enough to get the attention away from her, but Mina’s eyes fall on her again. “So…if it’s not your boys, then who is it?”

“A-Ah, I…I don’t want to say…”

“Aw, please? I really wanna know!”

“Come on, it’s obvious who Kemuri likes. All you have to do is observe her behaviour,” Tsuyu says. She ribbits and touches a finger to her chin. “Unless I’m just reading too far into things.”

Mina sits down, thinking hard, and Kemuri is pretty sure she’s as red as the roses in her hair. Has Tsuyu figured her out? Kemuri isn’t the most covert at hiding what she’s feeling, but no one has really mentioned Iida yet aside from when they were talking about Uraraka…

At the thought, an unpleasant feeling curls in Kemuri’s gut, like…jealousy. She hugs her torso, willing the feelings to go away. Iida isn’t hers. He can like whoever he wants and it doesn’t have to be her. Uraraka’s great! Why wouldn’t he like her?

Speaking of which, Uraraka finally floats back down to earth, landing on the couch as she fans her face with one hand. Her milk carton is clutched in the other.

“Let’s just leave this be, alright?” Yaoyorozu suggests as she gets up. “It’s getting late. We should call it a night.”

Mina groans. “No! I wanna hear everything!” She crosses her arms over her chest, pouting. “You can’t just give me a hint of romance then expect me to sleep!”

“How about you?” Tsuyu asks. “Do you like anyone?”

She puts her hands on her hips. “No, not yet. Although I do…appreciate…some attractive boys here and there.”

Hagakure sighs and Kemuri sees her tanktop wrinkle just above her heart, as if clutching it. “Todoroki…” she swoons.

“Oh yeah, he’s number one,” Mina agrees and Kemuri notices Yaoyorozu’s cheeks flushing slightly. “Without a doubt.”

“So why not leave Ochaco and Kemuri alone and ask someone else?” Tsuyu suggests.

“Nooo, I already know about the others! Jiro had that stupid crush on Kirishima at the start of the year—”

“H-Hey—” Jiro sputters.

“Sorry, Kyoka, but he’s got his eye on someone else. You never stood a chance,” Mina says. Jiro looks slightly offended for about a split second before she shrugs and starts twirling her earphone jack around her finger. Mina jabs her thumb at Yaoyorozu. “And Yaomomo’s been swooning over Todoroki since they were like, what, five? It’s either that or Iida, but t-b-h, I’m leaning towards Todoroki.”

Yaoyorozu’s eyes widen. “Todoroki and Iida are my friends, and…and a childhood kiss doesn’t always translate to a crush!” she insists. “Besides, I simply hold great admiration for Todoroki.”

“Uh-huh, sure,” Mina clicks her tongue. “Then…Toru and I are always gushing about boys, like, she’s an open book, and I’m pretty sure Nishimura’s gonna ask Tsuyu out any day now—”

Tsuyu blinks a few times and lets out a ribbit as she starts to smile. “Oh, you think so?” she asks. She’s stoic, keeping her cool, and yet the light in her eyes is enough to betray her feelings.

“Pretty sure, Tsu. If he doesn’t, I’ll literally pay you in apology for getting your hopes up,” Mina says. “So, if I’m counting correctly, that leaves exactly two girls who I have no clue about. I give you, Ochaco and Kemuri.”

Tsuyu blinks a few times. “You know, you could’ve just said no when I suggested it?”

“Yeah, but where’s the fun in that?”

“I…think we all need to go to bed,” Yaoyorozu repeats, still standing. “Come on, girls.”

Mina deflates. “Ugh, fine, but this isn’t over.”

Yaoyorozu bids them goodnight and hurries off, followed closely by Mina and Jiro. Hagakure stands up and Kemuri can feel her eyes on her.

“You coming?” she asks.

Kemuri watches Uraraka, who’s still looking a little dazed, and shakes her head. “Just…ah, I’ll be up soon.”

Hagakure doesn’t move for a moment, then bounces in place. “Alright! See you tomorrow!”

The tank-top and shorts disappear towards the elevators and Kemuri breathes out. Girl’s night is very…loud. Then again, these dorms are loud. Bakugo and his squad are loud, Mina included. There’s always a lot of chatting and laughter going around. Hagakure apparently never runs out of energy until around 11 o’clock p.m, at which point even her extraversion checks out and she finally calls it a day. Kemuri is sure that if she could find a clock, it would be close to that time right now.

“Uraraka?” Kemuri asks, voice soft, and the brunette looks up at her. “If…if you do…like someone…”

God, she doesn’t even know how to word it. “Hey, Uraraka, I like Iida too but that’s okay if you date him because…it just is?” He doesn’t belong to Kemuri. She isn’t some child calling dibs because she saw him first.

“It…it isn’t Tenya, is it?” Kemuri squeaks.

Uraraka rubs her arm. “I don’t even know what I’m feeling,” she sighs. Kemuri doesn’t breathe. “But, I…I know Iida isn’t causing it.”

And Kemuri breathes, her face getting hot again. “O-Oh…”

Uraraka tilts her head a little. “You like him, don’t you?”

Kemuri opens her mouth, ready to deny it, but she feels like a liar at just the thought of it. “It’s…obvious, isn’t it?” she mumbles.

She smiles a little. “Mm, maybe a little, but I don’t think many others have noticed,” she says. She glances around the quiet common room, as if afraid someone will pop out and hear them.

“O-Oh, good…” Kemuri looks away, tugging at her braid as she starts to stand up. “Well, I…I won’t bother you about it so I’ll just get going.” She starts walking away. “It’s late and there’s lots of training to do tomorrow so—”

“Kemuri?”

She stops, slowly turning back around, and Uraraka’s slightly pained face greets her. She looks scared, confused, her lips pouted slightly and her eyebrows furrowed.

“How…how did you know what you…felt?”

Kemuri exhales and walks back to the couch, sitting down next to Uraraka and turning sideways on the seat so she can look at her. Uraraka folds her hands in her lap, pinkies lifted a little.

“I don’t really know…e-exactly,” Kemuri says. “He…ah, he saved me on the first day of middle school, and after that, I was just…kinda stuck.” She fiddles with her fingers. She hasn’t told anyone about how she met Iida, not even Hagakure. All she’s said is that they went to middle school together. “I…I guess it started as admiration. I just…wanted to be more like him, because…he was everything I wasn’t.”

Uraraka’s eyes widen a little. “And…the crush?”

Kemuri gives a barely-there shrug. “That…uh…came after. I-I mean, I always thought he was cute, but, then…I…wanted to be close to him, wanted to…do all the stuff that comes with dating. I want…him, and, and I want…to be his.”

It’s weird, just talking about it so openly. Kemuri braces herself for laughter, for teasing, but Uraraka doesn’t say a word. A sense of understanding has replaced her confusion from before as she stares at her intertwined hands.

“It’s Deku,” she whispers. Kemuri looks up at her. “I…I admire him, a lot. He’s so brave and strong and he wants to be a hero so badly, for such noble reasons. He’s…nothing like me.”

Kemuri scoots a little closer and hesitantly reaches out to pat her shoulder. Kemuri doesn’t know Uraraka’s reasons for becoming a hero, but it sounds like they’re not as shiny and heroic as Uraraka would like. Kemuri understands. Until recently, she felt the same way.

Uraraka smiles a little at the contact as she inhales sharply through her nose. “But, I can’t let it distract me,” she says. “I can’t focus on something like crushes when I’m trying to be a hero.”

“You’re still figuring it out,” Kemuri says. “It’s…okay to just let things happen, and it’s noble to focus on your career, really.” She purses her lips. “I…sometimes really wish I didn’t like anyone, but…lately, I guess it’s gotten easier. Things with Tenya are…good. We’re becoming friends after…everything.”

“Everything?” Uraraka repeats.

Kemuri flushes. “He…ah, kinda barely knew I existed in middle school. I’m pretty sure the only reason he noticed me again was because I got into U.A.”

“You weren’t close in middle school?”

She shakes her head. “We were in different classes. I just…kind of saw him in the halls and wished he would notice me like some…pathetic school girl. Whenever he did talk to me I just…stared and maybe stuttered a few words. So…so lame…”

“Well,” Uraraka murmurs. “That’s changed, hasn’t it?”

It has, Kemuri can’t deny that. She can speak to him without losing her breath, actually carry a conversation, and they refer to each other by their first names. They’re friends, definitely, but as far as romance goes? She doubts it. He’s a kind, earnest person who cares for everyone in his class the same way he cares for her. There’s nothing more to it and she doesn’t dare let herself think otherwise.

“He…he’d never like me like that. I’m nothing special,” she whispers. “It’s better to just…let it be.”

They sit in the silence of camaraderie. Kemuri can understand Uraraka’s confusion, her worry, and perhaps Uraraka is starting to understand where Kemuri is coming from too.

“You know,” Uraraka says. “At the training camp, and after, Iida stayed as close to you as he was allowed. All your friends were getting examined and Iida…he just waited for when he was allowed to see you. He was so tired from the CPR, but he insisted he had to be there until your parents arrived.”

Kemuri’s shoulder aches with phantom pain at the mention of the camp and she finds herself rubbing the scar through her t-shirt. Uraraka sits back against the cushions, tilting her head back to the ceiling.

“I…I was okay, just a few cuts, and I went to find him when I was patched up. You were still in surgery and he was just…waiting. He’s always serious, you know, but he…he was so scared. He kept telling me that if you didn’t make it, it would be his fault.”

Kemuri’s chest tightens up and she sucks in a sharp, choked breath. The guilt returns full-force and all she can see is Leech, feel the water pushing into her lungs, surrounding her with cold and dark. She forces herself to breathe, to focus on Uraraka’s voice, on the thought of Iida. She can’t spiral away now. Not now.

“I did my best to comfort him, you know? But…I was worried about Deku and…everyone too, and I was…just as scared. He looked like he was about to cry when the doctor came out and said you were stabilized and in recovery, then he stayed by your bedside until your parents showed up.”

Kemuri startles and comes back to the present as Uraraka’s hand touches hers. She meets her brown eyes, warm and kind, as she smiles a little.

“I…I’d never seen him like that,” she says. “He cares a lot about you, Kemuri, and…you’re really important to him. I know that.”

It’s stupid, childish, but Kemuri’s only response is a weak, “So?”

“So…” Uraraka sighs, lips pouting, unsure. “So…even if you can’t tell him what you feel, don’t go thinking that you aren’t special to him.”

She smiles a little, comforted. “Thanks, Ochaco,” she murmurs. “And…for what it’s worth, I think you’re the same to Midoriya.”

Kemuri hasn’t spent a lot of time analyzing their relationship, but she’s noticed the little things that just pass by under the radar, like how they always have each other’s backs during training, how much he smiles when he sees her coming, and how supportive they are of each other. Even if the romance isn’t there, their bond is strong and can’t just be ignored.

“Thank you,” Uraraka says. She exhales. “I’m…I’m really glad I’m not alone in feeling like this. It’s nice that someone else gets it.”

“Same,” Kemuri admits. Until now, she kind of felt like every girl just knew how to handle a crush and that she was an outlier in feeling nervous about the whole thing. “We should…probably go to bed.”

“Yeah.” A yawn stretches Uraraka’s face. “Good idea.”

The two of them go to the elevator together. Kemuri bids Uraraka goodnight as she gets off on the third floor, heading out into the dark hallway. Just as she goes into her room, she feels her phone buzz and she pulls it out.

The only message is a tiny rose. Her heart pounds a little faster as she smiles, sending back a blue heart. Then, as an afterthought…

Kemuri
Sweet dreams, Tenya :)

After a moment, she gets her response.

Tenya
You too, Kemuri.
Sleep tight <3

Chapter 125: Storks

Summary:

With the Provisional License exam looming, Aizawa allows class A to visit their families over the weekend.

Chapter Text

Another week passes in a flash, the weekend comes around and, with it, Mr. Aizawa gives the students permission to go home. Training is still their main focus but, because they’ve been working so hard, Aizawa says that it can’t hurt to let them visit (if they so please) on Sunday afternoon. Besides, the Provisional Exam is tomorrow and they deserve to rest back with their families.

Quite a few of Kemuri’s classmates jump at the chance to go home. Others…not so much. Kemuri isn’t sure where she lands, although her longing for her parents and Ichiro probably leans her towards the former.

Kirishima and Kaminari are already babbling to each other about how excited they are. Kirishima misses his moms and little sister while Kaminari’s three older sisters have been waiting eagerly to hear about his training.

“Wait, you have three sisters?” Uraraka asks as everyone gathers in the common room. Aizawa is coming by to do a headcount of who’s leaving and who’s staying before everyone can go. “What’s that like? It sounds busy…”

Kaminari shrugs. “It was weird when we were younger. They’d try to braid my hair and dress me up, but now, we’re all pretty tight. Siblings, you know?” A startling majority of the class shakes their heads and Kaminari gapes. “Wait, seriously? None of you have siblings?”

“Only child,” Nishimura says. “Just got a lot of cousins.”

“My parents never had the need to birth any more offspring,” Tokoyami adds.

Shoji nods and a few more people follow his lead. Kaminari still looks utterly shocked, mouth hanging open, and he starts batting his hands around.

“Wait, so…who does have siblings? Like even just one?” He points at Kirishima. “I know you have Emiko, and Sero’s got Amaya.”

“Yup,” Sero says as Kirishima nods.

“Then who else?” Kaminari asks.

Tsuyu, Ojiro, Sato, Koda, Iida, and Todoroki raise their hands while Sero and Kirishima just lift theirs a little, already known. Kaminari sinks into the nearest chair, rethinking everything he thought he knew.

“I thought…huh…” he mumbles.

Mina giggles. “I mean, one kid is pretty basic, right? Maybe our families are just super traditional!”

Kemuri nods. “That’s my family. My…my grandfather always says one kid is just how the Shimakages do things.”

“Same,” Nishimura says. Yaoyorozu nods a little, as if agreeing.

“Huh,” Kaminari repeats. “You know, I’m glad I’m not an only kid. I like my sisters.”

“I understand that feeling. I am very pleased to have a brother!” Iida adds, swiping his hand through the air.

“Oo, youngest kids club over here!” Kaminari grins. “Sero, you can join us. Todoroki, aren’t you the youngest?”

Todoroki makes a small huffing sound but doesn’t look up as he picks at his fingernails. The second everyone started talking about family, he clammed up, and Kemuri notices Midoriya’s lingering gaze on the boy, his brow furrowed slightly in concern.

Sato pumps his fist. “I’m a proud middle kid,” he says. Koda smiles and waves his hands in agreement before Sato reaches out to bump their knuckles together.

Kirishima thrusts his fists proudly into the air. “OLDEST KIDS!” Tsuyu and Ojiro blink at him. Ojiro slowly lifts his fist, tail lashing nervously while Tsuyu lets out a soft, croaking giggle.

Bakugo rolls his eyes so hard that Kemuri can almost feel it. “I don’t need a sibling. More attention for me without ‘em.”

“That’s so you, Bakugo,” Tsuyu says.

“You wanna fucking go, frog face?”

“Not particularly.”

Tokoyami chuckles.

Kemuri smiles a little, fiddling with her braid. A part of her wouldn’t have minded being a big sister, or even a little sister, but she never got the chance. The closest thing she’s gotten to having a little brother was when her parents brought Ichiro home and even then, he’s a dog. He isn’t a person and something tells her that a pet and a sibling are not the same.

It’s a dormant feeling, though, one that Kemuri doesn’t dwell on often. Her parents have never seemed interested in more kids and her grandfather is adamantly against it, less her father’s quirk “ruin” another grandchild. Kemuri shudders at the thought of her sibling going through the same hardships that she did.

Still, Kemuri has seen how Naoyuki grins at Ojiro like he’s the coolest guy in the world, oblivious to how everyone else sees him as plain, and how Tenya admires Tensei so much that he wants to become a hero because of him. Tensei himself has said in older interviews that having a little brother makes him want to be a better hero. It makes Kemuri wonder what her childhood could have been like if she had another person to share the hardships and training sessions with.

The front doors open and Aizawa walks in, immediately ceasing conversation as he walks over to the group. He eyes everyone tiredly.

“Alright, you know the rules. You can stay overnight, but be here bright and early tomorrow. If you’re late, we will go to the testing area without you and you will forfeit your chance to get your license,” he states, making a shudder roll through the class. He clicks his pen. “Let’s get started.”

He goes down the list alphabetically. Most people are going home. In fact, everyone is, all except for Mineta and Todoroki. Aizawa says that he will see them tomorrow and leaves, kicking everyone back into gear as most of them head for the doors. Todoroki goes to the elevators and promptly disappears. Kemuri waits on the couch, double-checking her bag for train fare and her other necessities.

“Mineta, you aren’t going?” Midoriya asks. Kemuri looks up from her bag to see the two of them still standing near the common space. “Aren’t your parents missing you?”

Mineta’s face falls for a split second before he clears his throat. “Nah, uh…I…don’t live with my parents.”

“O-Oh, I’m sorry! I didn’t know!”

“It’s okay.” He waves his hand a bit. “My aunt and uncle are away this weekend. Doesn’t really make sense to go home to an empty apartment.” Mineta smiles a little, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Say hi to your mom for me, Midoriya.”

“Sure!” Midoriya grins. “I’ll see you tomorrow!”

Kemuri zips up her bag, taking hold of her stick and standing up as Midoriya hurries away. Mineta lingers, tucking his hands in his pockets as he turns around. He looks so much sadder than Kemuri has ever seen him.

He startles when he notices her. “O-Oh, you’re still here,” he says.

She nods. “Just…double-checking my things.”

“Oh.” He looks away and clears his throat. “Uh…yeah, well, have fun at home and stuff.”

He starts to walk away, hands still tucked in his pockets, and Kemuri purses her lips. She’s never had much sympathy for Mineta. For most of the time she’s known him, she’s at best tolerated his existence. He isn’t her favourite person, not even close, but she’s seen glimpses of the guy he’s hiding. It’s enough to make her call out to him.

“Hey, Mineta,” she says. He turns around, shock lifting his brows. “Are…you gonna be okay here? Alone?”

He shrugs. “I’ll probably just watch some porrrr…” He trails off, eyes widening a little as hers do the same, and he coughs into his hand. “Uhhh…videos. Yeah.”

She wrinkles her nose. Glimpses, she said, not that he suddenly isn’t a perv. “Ohhh-kay then…just, uh…” She takes a few more steps to the door, knowing Shoji’s probably waiting for her with the others. “Just…just wanted to ask, make sure you were alright.”

His face turns faintly pink as he rubs the back of his neck. “Well…thanks.”

“You’re welcome.” She adjusts the strap of her backpack, feeling awkward, and keeps backpedalling. “I’m…gonna go. Gotta…get home, so…see you tomorrow?”

“Yup! See ya, Shimakage.”

“Bye, Mineta.”

She meets her friends out front and they head out together. The whole ride home, Kemuri’s head is full of questions about family and siblings, mushed in beside idle wonderings about what life could be like if she had grown up with a brother or sister, and curiosities about the lives of her classmates.

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“Kemuri!”

“Dad!”

The second her arms are around her dad, she feels like crying. She had no idea how much she really missed him until right this second. She pulls away just as she hears the rapid clicking and looks down just as Ichiro bounds into the room with her mom hot at his heels.

“Mom! Ichi!” Kemuri says with a grin.

Ichiro jumps up, paws scraping at her knees, and she scratches his ears right before her mom engulfs her in a tight hug. She giggles, face scrunching up as her mom plants kisses all over her forehead and the top of her head.

“It’s so good to see you, honey,” Kazue says as she releases her. “How are the dorms? Is training going well?”

“It’s great, mom,” Kemuri says. “It’s…kinda loud, but it’s good. I really like being around everyone, and training is great. I’m learning a lot!”

“That’s so good to hear.” Kazue gasps a little. “Oh, we just made some lunch. Katsudon!”

Kemuri’s mouth waters. “Yes, please.”

Her parents rush off to the dining room and Kemuri goes to follow when she hears the floor above her creak. She stops and looks to the stairs, meeting the eyes of her grandfather. He stands near the top of the stairs, eyes narrowed, one hand gripping the railing.

Kemuri’s chest tightens up. “A-Ah…hello, grandfather,” she says.

He doesn’t respond, although he does start walking down. She doesn’t move, watching his descent until he’s right in front of her, and he crosses his arms over his chest, glaring down at her.

“Have you been slacking off?” he demands.

She shakes her head. “No, sir…”

“Just because you’re training at school doesn’t mean you can abandon your martial arts.”

“I…I know. I’m…I train with Ojiro every morning.”

It’s a small lie, but Kemuri doesn’t want to risk telling him about her running with Iida. She’s sure her grandfather wouldn’t appreciate hearing about her using her steam like that.

He huffs. “Mhm,” he says. “Fine.”

He walks past her without another word, into the dining room, and she releases the tension in her shoulders. Maybe today will be a good day to try and conquer the hot springs.

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Later that day, Kemuri once again finds herself facing the pool. Steam wafts lazily into the cool September air and she takes a deep breath as she sets her towel aside. The last time she tried to enjoy this, her entire body seized up.

But, she’s been working on her fear hierarchy with Midnight. There aren’t many lakes in the urban parts of Musutafu, so she’s largely used the school pool to confront her fears. She hasn’t been back to the hot springs though and, if she can make it today, she’ll just have more good news for Midnight during their next session.

She inches to the edge and sits down, dipping her toes into the warm water. She cringes for just a second, then takes a deep breath. She’s done this same routine with colder water. She even managed to get inside the school pool during her last attempt, although she didn’t stay long. She can do this.

She inches her feet in, then up to her knees, and then she eases the rest of her body in. She sits on the bench in the water for a few minutes, just breathing, trying to think calming thoughts. Shoji, Iida, happy memories—

She finds herself thinking of the first time she brought her friends here. She was so nervous and, thinking back on it now, it was so silly of her to be that way. Her friends fit in with her life like missing puzzle pieces. She smiles softly to herself as she sinks down to her shoulders, eyes closed. She can almost taste the burning, awful spiciness of the chilli oil ramune and hear the howling laughter of her friends as they all struggled to get the taste from their mouth. She had never laughed that much before.

Even if her grandfather destroyed the mood, it forced Kemuri to be brave and stand up to him for the first time in her life. It was the first time she stood up for a friend against her own family and it was terrifying, but she did it.

She opens her eyes again, realizing that she’s been sitting in the hot springs for a good, long while without breaking down. She exhales, tears springing to her eyes as she starts to laugh. She swipes her hand through the water, grinning as the droplets fly into the air.

“Yes!” she cries. “YES!”

She can’t wait to tell Midnight.

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Kemuri gets dressed and heads back to the house, eager to tell her parents about her victory. When she goes inside, she immediately checks the living room only to find Ichiro snoozing on the couch with no sign of her parents anywhere.

She frowns a little and backtracks, searching around, when she hears voices in the kitchen and dining room area. Kemuri purses her lips. She knows she shouldn’t eavesdrop and yet she has fantastic luck for landing in positions where she can overhear people. Maybe it’s because she’s so light on her feet.

“Are you sure?” Cayden is saying as Kemuri sneaks closer to the voices. “I mean…I’d love to! But it’s a big decision and we haven’t really—”

Kazue’s soft laughter makes Kemuri smile a little. “I know, I know, but…” A long, dreamy sigh. “Haven’t you imagined it? Another little person running around?”

“But…your father.” He sounds disheartened, sorrowful. “He said after Kemuri that we couldn’t have more kids. I got that vasectomy to make sure. He doesn’t…he doesn’t want my quirk—”

“W-Well, screw what my father thinks!”

There’s a pause punctuated by two gasps. Kemuri peeks into the room, just able to see her parents seated at the dining table. Kazue has her hands over her mouth, eyes wide, while Cayden stares at her in shock.

“You? Rebelling?” he whispers. “Kazue, I…” He clears his throat as his cheeks flush. “I mean, I can’t say it isn’t very…attractive…to see you like this.”

She giggles, fanning at her own blush. “I know I was compliant with his wishes back then. We were both so young, so…foolish.” She twists some of her still-short hair between her fingers as a tiny, coy smile curves her lips.

Kemuri covers her mouth with her fingertips, reminded of just how much her parents have done for her. They got married really young, younger than most would be pleased with. They met right after Kazue graduated from U.A and started at the police academy, dated for two years, then got married soon after Kazue’s rescue attempt went viral. Kemuri came along soon after and the only reason Kazue’s career didn’t tank after was because Cayden was a stay-at-home dad.

“Cayden,” Kazue murmurs, leaning forward and taking his hand. “We’re not even forty yet. We’re still young, but we’re not getting any younger and…that surgery can be reversed, easily.” She sucks in a long breath. “I want another baby.”

Kemuri lets out a squeak and swiftly finds both her parents looking at her. Their eyes widen and Kemuri straightens up, stepping out from around the corner.

“Kemuri!” Cayden greets. “How was your bath, sweetie?”

Kemuri opens her mouth, closes it again, and her eyes start to sting. “Are…are you really gonna try?” she whispers. “For…for another kid?”

Kazue bites her lip and gets to her feet. “Oh, Kemmy, please don’t think that we’re replacing you. It’s just—”

Kemuri shakes her head and rushes forward, wrapping her mom in a tight hug as the tears continue. She hears her mom gasp before her arms surround her.

“N-No! I…I want one too! I mean…I mean, a sibling,” she stammers, pulling away from the hug and scrubbing at her eyes. She looks over to see that her dad has also stood up. “I…my classmates were talking about siblings and…and I know I never said anything but if you’re gonna t-try then I’m happy!”

“Really?” Cayden asks.

Kemuri nods rapidly, blinking away the last of her tears and willing herself not to cry some more. Maybe it’s the idea of getting a sibling, maybe it’s the fact that her parents are taking control of their own lives and going against her grandfather, but whatever it is, it leaves Kemuri feeling overjoyed.

“Well…we can’t say for sure. We’ve only talked about this in passing,” Kazue says, looking back at her husband. She smiles. “But…we miss having you around here. Maybe it’s some empty nesting going on, but I always wanted you to have a sibling and I think…now is a good time.”

“What about your job?” Kemuri asks.

“We’ve done it before when we were far worse off,” Cayden says with a grin. “We can do it again.”

Kemuri can’t find the words among all the emotion. She’s excited, happy, maybe a little scared, a little worried. What if she isn’t a good sister? What if the baby hates her? What if her mom can’t get pregnant or something goes wrong?

She tries to calm down, reminding herself of the good that can come from it. A baby sibling to love, a baby sibling that she will protect to the ends of the earth, a baby sibling to inspire and uplift.

Someone who won’t turn out the way she did, not if she has anything to do with it.

Chapter 126: Exuberance Abounds

Summary:

Kemuri thought the loudest people she knew were Iida and Bakugo. Then, she met Inasa Yoarashi.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri heads out bright and early to make sure she gets to school on time, her heart in her throat. It’s the day of the provisional licensing exam and she’s so nervous she feels like she could puke a swarm of bumblebees.

At least her stomach would stop buzzing if she did.

Her parents wished her good luck and her grandfather briefly commented on how she’ll have to work hard to pass. He would know, she supposes, since he was heavily involved in creating a lot of the licensing arenas and tests.

Back on campus, she’s loaded onto a bus with the rest of her class, backpacks on and hero costume cases in their hands. Kemuri keeps fiddling with her braid, leg bouncing as trees flash by in the window. I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine, she repeats in her head like a mantra of anxiety.

“Kemuri, you need to relax,” Shoji says in her ear.

She jumps, nearly swatting at his extra mouth as he retracts it from between the seats. He arches an eyebrow at her, somehow scolding and kind all at once, and she exhales in defeat. Beside Shoji, Tokoyami keeps meditating to himself while Ojiro, sitting next to Kemuri, keeps talking to Kaminari and Hagakure in the seats ahead of them.

“I’m sorry,” she says, still turned around so that she can see him. “I’m so nervous…”

“I think we all are,” Shoji agrees. “You’ll do great. Try going over...combat and rescue strategies in your head. Prepare yourself for anything like you’re cramming before a test.”

She smiles a tiny bit. “Is that what you do?”

“It helps to remind myself of what I know.”

“Then…I’ll try it.”

She spends the rest of the drive mumbling to herself about everything she’s learned in class. They could throw anything at them in this test and she isn’t about to go in unprepared.

When they reach Takoba National Stadium and file off the bus, Kemuri’s stomach flips all over again and for a split second, her brain goes blank. The building itself doesn’t look all that special aside from the giant stadium-like walls spreading out from behind the main entrance.

The rest of the class quiets down all around her, Aizawa standing with their back turned to him as he eyes the flocks of hero students entering the building.

“Ugh,” Jiro groans. “I’m getting kinda nervous.”

Mineta bounces back and forth on his feet, already sweating. “I wonder what they’re gonna make us do…” He stops fidgeting, gripping his backpack straps. “Aw, what if I can’t get my license?”

Aizawa turns and bends at the waist, letting his arms dangle as he drops to Mineta’s level. “Mineta,” he states, making the boy startle. “Don’t ask if you can. Say you will.”

“R-Right, sure! I’ve so got this!” Mineta says through a strained attempt at a smile.

Aizawa straightens back up, eyeing his students. “If you can pass this test and get your provisional licenses, then you novice eggs will hatch into chicks. You’ll be semi-pros,” he says. His eyes narrow. “I expect your best.”

“Alright!” Kaminari says with a grin. “I can’t wait to be a heroic chicken!”

“Let’s call out the usual, you guys!” Kirishima says as he lifts his fist.

Kemuri turns to face the group, taking in Kirishima’s shark-toothed smile, when she catches movement behind him. Shifting her gaze, she sees a giant boy in a fancy cap approaching their group, smiling widely. The few people he’s walked past notice his presence, but Kirishima doesn’t.

“On my mark! Go plus—”

“ULTRA!” screams the newcomer. Kemuri flinches.

Everyone in class A stares at the boy, who gazes happily at the sky with his fist up, mouth agape. Behind him, three more students are clustered, all wearing the same hat.

“You know, it’s pretty rude to barge into other people’s huddles like that, Inasa,” one of them speaks.

“What? Pardon me,” the boy, Inasa, says as he lowers his fist. He rears back, chest puffing. “I—” His arms snap to his side, tighter than Iida’s soldier-like posture. “—AM SO—” He rams his head into the ground, his hat flying off with the force as he bends at the waist, legs spread. “—VERY EXTREMELY SORRY!”

Kemuri recoils, eyes wide, and she feels Hagakure grab her arm. Inasa is dragging his head so harshly against the ground that Kemuri can see dust rising into his close-shaved hair.

“Who is this guy?” Kaminari demands, pointing. “I do not trust his enthusiasm!”

“Hey, look at their uniforms,” Jiro says.

Kemuri looks to the other students gathered near Inasa, squinting as she makes out the logo on their hats—a golden, blocky “S.” Her eyes widen. No way…

“They’re from that famous school on the other side of Japan,” Sero says.

“U.A in the east,” Bakugo says. “Shiketsu in the west.”

Kemuri takes a good look at the students she can see. Aside from Inasa, there’s a pretty girl with caramel-coloured hair and pouty lips, a guy with shaggy purple hair brushed over one squinty eye, and a tall boy covered completely in blond fur. They’re all from Shiketsu, the only school in Japan whose hero course rivals U.A’s. Shiketsu was the first school Kemuri’s mother suggested when they were discussing the possibility of Kemuri not making it into U.A.

“I wanted to say it just once! PLUS ULTRA!” Inasa says as he rockets back up, eyes almost white with intensity, his pupils shrunk down to almost nonexistent as he grins so hard Kemuri worries that his jaw will break. “See? I really LOVE U.A High School!” His eyes widen a little more. “I AM EXTREMELY HONOURED TO COMPETE AGAINST SUCH INCREDIBLE STUDENTS!”

His scalp starts bleeding from its meeting with the ground, his mouth still hanging open in that manic, wide smile, and Kemuri swallows hard. He’s like the exact opposite of her: oozing enthusiasm and noise.

“I’M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!” he finishes as the blood rolls past his eye.

“Woah, blood,” the pouty girl murmurs, eyes wide.

The purple-haired boy is already walking away. “Let’s go,” he utters.

“Great to meet you, U.A students!” Inasa says. “Please excuse me!”

“Geez,” Ojiro whispers, lingering next to Kemuri. “And I thought Iida was loud and exuberant…” Kemuri nods. Iida looks calm and docile next to this Inasa boy.

As Inasa hurries away with the rest of his classmates, Aizawa’s eyes narrow. “Inasa Yoarashi,” he says, almost to himself, yet loud enough to make the class return their attention to him.

“Do you know that guy, Mr. Aizawa?” Hagakure asks.

“Indeed. He’s strong,” Aizawa states. Kemuri blinks a few times. Others gasp. “He’s the same year as you all,” he continues, “and received the top scores for students admitted through recommendation, but for some unknown reason, he turned down his acceptance to U.A and went to Shiketsu.”

“Wait, he’s…our age?” Midoriya repeats, a little breathless.

Kemuri’s eyes go wide and she finds Yaoyorozu in the crowd, then switches to Todoroki, then finds herself looking back at Inasa’s huge, retreating back just as he puts his hat back on. If he got the top score, that means he’s stronger than Todoroki, stronger than Yaoyorozu.

For a split second, Kemuri imagines Inasa sitting in Todoroki or Yaoyorozu’s desk, loud and smiling and larger than life, and Kemuri wonders if phantom headaches are a thing. Having him, Iida, and Bakugo in the same class would be way too much shouting to handle.

“Hold on, is anyone else confused here?” Sero asks. “This guy says that he loves our school, but he turned down his chance to enrol when it was offered?”

“Yeah,” Mina says. “What a weirdo.”

Nishimura nudges Iida with his elbow. “Kinda sounded like you for a second.”

Iida gasps, swiping his hand into the air. “I do not ram my head against sidewalks in apology!” he insists. He pauses. “Or…do I? I really hope I don’t look like that when I apologize…”

“You don’t,” a few people, including Kemuri, say.

“He’s the real deal,” Aizawa says, making the class quiet down. “Keep an eye on him.”

“ERASER?!” calls a new voice and Kemuri watches as all traces of calm flee from Aizawa’s face like a frightened flock of birds. He hunches, already starting to scowl. “I’d know that scowl anywhere! I saw you on TV and at the Sports Festival but it’s been a while since we were this close in person!”

Kemuri looks over as a woman approaches, immediately recognizing her, and her heart leaps. Green hair? Orange bandana? Striped corset with smiley decals on it? Holy crap, it’s Ms. Joke, in the flesh! Kemuri claps a hand over her mouth to stop herself from squealing.

Aizawa, on the other hand, grits his teeth as his eye starts to twitch.

“She looks familiar,” Midoriya murmurs. He turns to Kemuri, lips pouted. “Do you—”

“It’s Ms. Joke,” Kemuri squeaks as the woman walks right up to Aizawa. “The Smile Hero!”

Ms. Joke stops in front of their teacher, grinning up at him as she wags a finger between them. “Let’s get married,” she says.

“No,” Aizawa retorts.

Mina lets out a gasp as Kemuri bites her cheek hard against a giggle. She’s always enjoyed Ms. Joke’s dynamic with Aizawa. Colourful versus black, smiley versus grumpy, popular daytime hero versus underground? Classic opposites attract, which also happens to be a reason why people enjoy Present Mic and Aizawa’s friendship.

Aizawa, of course, isn’t a popular hero. He’s underground, but the people who do know him inevitably get there because of Ms. Joke or Present Mic—neither of which are afraid of talking about how much they adore him. Eraserhead has a knack for attracting colourful, loud things, it seems.

Let’s just say, Kemuri displays her figures of the trio together for a reason.

Ms. Joke laughs, clutching her stomach. “A-ha! You’re a real laugh riot, buddy!”

“As usual, you’re impossible, Joke,” Aizawa retorts.

“Oh, yeah!” Midoriya grins as his eyes start to sparkle. “Her quirk is Outburst! She forces people around her to laugh, which affects their ability to think or even move! Her fights against villains are always full of insanity!”

“Her…her old comedy specials on TV are amazing,” Kemuri adds, meeting his eyes again. “Remember when she did an improv one with Present Mic?”

“I almost cried laughing!” Midoriya says. “Oh, and the Ultimate Underground Extravaganza, where she went out on the streets and tried to get underground heroes to give her interviews?”

“I don’t think I’ve seen those,” Uraraka says, lips pouted slightly as she racks her memories.

Midoriya spins to her, eyes still sparkling. “They’re from when we were kids! I watched her specials all the time. My mom let me stay up to see them when they came on in the evening!”

“I...think my parents showed it to me,” Kemuri adds. "I needed to cheer up, y'know?”

Midoriya nods rapidly. “Mr. Aizawa only showed up in one episode, when Ms. Joke followed him to a—”

“That’s enough,” Aizawa says, tone cold enough to make both of them shut their mouths.

Ms. Joke’s eyes glitter. “Oh, that was a fun one to film!” she coos. She turns her attention back to Aizawa, giggling. “The ratings were bad, but you were so mysterious and alluring! I had to try!” She winks. “Some things never change. I’d still walk down the aisle for you, Eraser.”

“You don’t have to do that.”

She guffaws. “Oh, come on, imagine it!” she says, sticking one thumb up at him. “If I was your wife, you’d have a future full of constant laughter!”

“That sounds like an actual nightmare,” he states, deadpan, only serving to make Ms. Joke laugh harder.

“It seems like you two are close,” Tsuyu says.

Ms. Joke whirls towards the class, still grinning. “Our agencies were near each other.” She clasps her hands together, eyes closed as she starts to blush. “As young heroes striving to make a difference in the world, a mutual love bloomed!”

“No, it didn’t!” Aizawa snaps back.

Ms. Joke snaps some finger-guns at him. “I do miss your quick retorts,” she says. “You’re my favourite person to tease, future husband!”

Aizawa sighs, letting his eyes close as his chin tucks into his capture scarf. “So, Joke, if you’re here then that must mean…”

“That’s right!” Ms. Joke says. She turns and gestures to a group of students approaching, all wearing grey polo shirts and brown skirts or pants. “Over here, everyone! This is U.A!”

“Oh, woah!” a rather handsome boy at the front of the group says, eyes wide. “It really is class A!”

“Wow!” the girl at his side squeals, smacking his shoulder. She has spikey blonde hair and equally pointed teeth. “It’s so amazing! I’ve seen them on TV before!”

“Second years from Ketsubutsu Academy,” Ms. Joke says as the students come to a stop right next to class A. “This is class two. They’re my students.”

The cute boy at the front reaches out and takes Midoriya’s hands, clasping them between his as he leans closer, grinning. “Hey, I’m Shindo! Seems like U.A’s had a lot of trouble this year, must’ve been tough for you!”

He speaks very fast, hardly breathing between his sentences, and Kemuri backs away a little. He may be cute, but he’s a stranger and she does not need him grabbing her hands.

Midoriya stammers. “A-Ah…yeah?”

Shindo leaps away, grasping Kaminari’s hands. “But even so, you’re all still aiming to be pro heroes despite those hardships!” He moves over to Jiro, who immediately tenses up. “It’s wonderful!” He steps back and winks, practically shining, and Kemuri curses how her face heats up. At her side, Hagakure swoons. “Hearts full of fortitude! I believe that’s what every hero in the world needs to have!”

Kemuri bites her lip hard, crossing her arms over her chest as she looks away. He’s almost too nice.

“And Bakugo!” Shindo continues. “It must have been hard for you, what with that whole kidnapping incident.”

“Huh?” Bakugo asks, eyes narrowing.

“You have an especially strong will, don’t you?” Shindo asks, sweeping his hand out and making Bakugo’s shoulders tense. “Today, I’m gonna do my best to learn from you. I really hope that’s okay—”

Bakugo brushes his hand away, just hard enough to make a small slapping sound as he does it. “Stop pretending,” he snaps. Shindo’s smile falters for a split second. “What you say doesn’t match the look in your eyes.”

“Hey, man! Don’t be so rude!” Kirishima scolds. He smiles at Shindo, rubbing the back of his neck. “Sorry, he’s just like that.”

Shindo looks at Kirishima, his sunny disposition back in place. “It’s fine! It proves how tough his heart is!”

“Tch,” Bakugo mutters.

“Hey, Todoroki! Can I have your autograph?” the pointy blonde girl asks as she races over, pumping her fists in front of her. “You were so cool at the Sports Festival!”

“Uh…” Todoroki starts.

The boy at her side, one with long, shaggy black hair, sighs. “Seriously? Stop fangirling,” he says.

“Hey,” Aizawa calls. “Get your costumes and head to orientation. There’s no time to waste.”

“Yes, sir!” class A says.

Aizawa turns and starts walking away, Ms. Joke at his side, and the Ketsubutsu students race on ahead as class A starts moving.

“It’s weird, I always forget we’re famous to other schools,” Jiro says.

“Oh yeah, we’re basically celebrities when it comes to hero course students,” Kaminari agrees. He laughs. “No pictures please!”

Kemuri isn’t sure how to feel about all this. Honestly, the only thing that comes to her mind when she hears them say that is that all those students have seen her vomit all over herself on live television. It makes her want to curl up in a ball and die.

But, she can’t do that right now. She has an exam to pass.

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Inside, the crowds are absolutely awful. There are so many colourful costumes, so many different shapes and sizes of students, and Kemuri’s head aches just trying to decipher the mess before her eyes. So, she resigns herself to huddling near Shoji, keeping her head down while he guides her to the spot where their class is gathering for the orientation.

She can’t afford to start feeling sick or dizzy right before the exam.

They enter one of four long hallways that create a bottleneck that students spill from into a large, square room with a giant television screen at the front. Seated at an elevated table is a man with pale blond hair, wearing a wrinkled suit.

“Okay then,” he drones, his voice coming through the speakers perched around the room. “Let’s do this exam thing. I’m from…uh…” He seems to nod off, then perks up again. “The Heroes Public Safety Commission. Name’s Mera. My circadian rhythm is so screwed up…”

He slumps forward again and there’s the faint ringing of microphone feedback as he sighs heavily. Kemuri purses her lips. The HPSC couldn’t send a more awake exam officiator?

“Aw, man,” Mera continues. “I’ve been swamped lately and I haven’t gotten much rest. We’re too short-staffed. I’m so…tired…”

He yawns and Kemuri has to stop herself from doing the same. At least that answers her question. Mera slaps a hand to his face, takes another breath, and exhales.

“With that confession, I will begin orientation,” he says. “So, about the content of this license thing. Basically, 1540 examinees compete in a free-for-all exercise or whatever we’re calling it this year.”

“Seriously?” Sero asks. “That’s not a lot of info.”

“See…” Mera starts to nod off, then snaps back up. “We’ve got a lot of pros around, and since Stain was arrested, many people have expressed doubts about the status of heroes in society.”

Kemuri worries her lip between her teeth and her gaze darts to the back of Iida’s head, just ahead of her. This has to be about Stain’s claim that most heroes aren’t worthy of their title, that only true heroes should be allowed to work as such.

“But…when you really think about it, getting paid makes sense,” Mera says. “If you’re gonna risk your life to save someone, why shouldn’t you ask for a reward, huh? That’s just the way the world works—god, I could use a coffee...”

A reward is nice, sure, but Kemuri still likes to believe that people become heroes because, at their core, they want to help people.

“Anyway, whether they’re in it for compensation or out of a sense of duty, we’ve got too many heroes working together in the streets these days, keeping villains at bay. Honestly, the time between when an incident begins and when it’s resolved is ridiculously short. You are all here trying to receive your provisional licenses so you’ll be swept up in this tiresome mess yourselves, pretty soon.”

Mera eyes the crowd, deadpan, and Kemuri swallows. There are a startling amount of people trying to become heroes and the hard truth is that most of them will either give up, end up as perpetual sidekicks, or worse. You have to really have what it takes to make it as a pro.

Seeds of doubt worm their way into Kemuri’s head.

“Those of you who don’t have the speed…frankly, just won’t cut it. Which is why that’s what you’ll be tested on,” Mera says. The screen above him changes, displaying the number one hundred along with kanji Kemuri can’t quite make out past the shoulders and heads above her. “The first hundred students to fulfill the requirements will pass today.”

Kemuri’s jaw and heart drop to her feet.

“There’s over 1500 people taking this test,” Yaoyorozu says. “I thought they said that about half of us would be passing.”

“This means…it’s actually only six percent who’ll get a license,” Tsuyu adds.

“Oh man, I’m getting way more nervous,” Jiro whimpers.

Looking around, Kemuri tries and fails to stop the nerves that course through her body. She hates it, but it makes sense. A fifty percent pass rate would mean 770 new heroes would be stepping out onto the scene, and that would be crazy, so knocking the number down to one hundred not only ensures that the market doesn’t get oversaturated, but it makes sure that only the best move on.

Kemuri has to be one of them.

“Well, the world can be pretty crappy,” Mera says as he slowly gets up. “I suppose I should say something about luck. So, anyway, here are the basic rules…”

He pulls out a small metal plate of some kind and an orange ball. The screen again switches, displaying a human outline and a blown-up image of a round target.

“The examinee will place three of these targets on his or her body. They can go anywhere you like so long as it’s an exposed area, so no soles of the feet or armpits,” Mera explains. “Each of you will also have six of these balls. The targets are programmed to light up when they’ve been touched by the balls. If all three targets light up, you’re out. Also, the person who lights up your third target will get credit for your defeat. You get through this round by taking down two people.”

Mera presses the ball to the target in his hand and Kemuri purses her lips. Alright, so she just has to tag someone and avoid being tagged. Throwing and hitting is always an option, but she knows she’ll never pass doing that. Her aim is almost as bad as her eyesight. She’ll have to get close and hope for the best.

“Got it? Good,” Mera drones. “What else? Uhm…I guess we’ll start passing out the targets and balls. You’ll have a few moments to get situated after we open.”

“Open?” Kemuri repeats.

The entire room shakes and Kemuri looks around. Most people are looking up and when she follows, she sees the entire roof coming apart. The walls collapse all around them, revealing a gigantic arena that reminds Kemuri of the USJ. There’s a cityscape, a waterfall and a lake, a freeway, a factory, and a mountain.

“I’m sure each of you has terrain you like or want to avoid,” Mera says. Kemuri’s attention darts to the water for a second as chills roll up her spine. “Use your quirks well and do your best. You know…whatever.” He eyes the shocked expressions before him. “Yes, I know, it makes for a great reveal, doesn’t it? And for what?” He slumps onto his hand again. “So much sleep loss for this. Hopefully, some of these kids are fast and we can get this over with. For now…I’m just gonna rest my eyes.”

Balls and targets get handed out along with little carrying case. Kemuri hooks the case around her waist, fastening one target to the side of her left boot, one on her right hip, and one just over her heart. She isn’t sure if there’s a strategy for pattern positioning.

As her class gathers, she tries to think of a plan. There’s one hundred students who can pass, so no one is going to go after their own classmates. It’s easier to team up with quirks you know—

Kemuri stops, her mind going blank at the same time that it realizes something. Quirks you know…

The Sports Festival.

Shit.

“Guys—” she squeaks.

“Everyone, stay close together,” Midoriya calls. “We’ll fight them as a group!”

Everyone seems on board with it, but Kemuri hesitates. She won’t be able to use her quirk effectively, not like this. She’ll blind everyone to incoming attacks so they can’t defend themselves, even if it’ll mess up their attackers too. She hasn’t worked with Smoke Bomb Strike enough for it to be effective either, especially not in this scenario.

Maybe she can send a screen right in front of her classmates, but that’ll fall apart the second someone moves through it or away from it. Besides, these other schools know most of their quirks. They’ll be expecting her to pull off some sort of fog trick.

She’s improved her versatility but at the end of the day, her fog is still fog.

“Yeah, right!” Bakugo snaps, already turning away and going off in the other direction. “This isn’t a field trip!”

“Idiot,” Kirishima says, going after him. “Wait up!”

“Kacchan…” Midoriya groans.

“Kirishima!” Iida shouts.

“I’m going on my own too,” Todoroki says, jogging away. “It’s hard for me to use my power safely when a big group’s around.”

“Todoroki—“ Midoriya starts.

“Midoriya, there’s no time! Let’s go!” Mineta urges.

“Uh…maybe this is a bad time, but maybe I should leave too,” Kemuri pipes up.

Midoriya spins to her, already shaking his head. “Shimakage, please don’t. We’ve already lost some of our best fighters.”

“I won’t be able to use my fog. It’s not worth the risk,” she says.

“That’s alright,” Midoriya insists. “We’re stronger together.”

She purses her lips, darting her gaze at the others before nodding. “Y-Yeah, okay.”

“Alright, let’s go, everyone!” Iida shouts.

They take off at a jog, Kemuri staying near the middle of the pack. Shoji is on her right, Hagakure behind her, Ojiro on the left, Tokoyami ahead. Midoriya leads, green hair bobbing in and out of Kemuri’s vision.

She trusts that he understands what exactly they’re going into.

“Think about it,” Midoriya says, raising his voice. “Everyone knows what quirks we have!”

“They did research?” Uraraka asks.

“I see…the Sports Festival!” Iida corrects.

“The other schools have probably figured out the same way to win that I have,” Midoriya continues. “This is going to end up being a battle between schools. With that in mind, first, they’re likely to gang up against quirks they know.”

“Does that mean…?” Mina starts.

“Don’t tell me,” Jiro says.

Nishimura groans. “So we’re fucked, huh?” he asks.

The buzzer rings. “The first test will now begin,” an automated voice says.

The class skids to a halt as a multitude of other students leap out at them from the rock faces around them, balls at the ready, smiles wide and menacing.

Kemuri sees Shindo at the head of the pack and suddenly, she knows what Bakugo meant about that look in his eyes.

Notes:

"So...where'd she follow Aizawa to? In that episode?"

"A church."

Chapter 127: Everyone is Shocked and Kemuri Isn't Surprised

Summary:

The licensing exam is underway and Kemuri is feeling the pressure.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nothing could have prepared Kemuri for this.

“I saw you on TV! That power of yours also destroys your body. Well…” Shindo calls to Midoriya. He winds up and throws his ball, the little orange sphere joining the barrage of others just like it. “Can’t say I’m above taking advantage of that!”

Midoriya glows with energy as he leaps into the air and swings his leg, catching the ball on the front of his shin. As he kicks, the force of it sends wind whipping outwards, knocking all the balls around him off-course.

Everyone leaps into action. Dark Shadow covers Tokoyami’s body as he swipes balls from the air. Uraraka floats above the action, soaring far above the reach of their throws. Sero whoops as he lets his tape fly, snagging balls from the air, and Mina melts them by the dozen with waves of acid from her palms. Mineta forms a whip out of his own quirk and swings it through the air, catching balls like flies on tape. Yaoyorozu creates three metal riot shields around her.

“Girls!” she calls, reaching out with her other hand.

Kemuri, followed by Tsuyu and Hagakure, duck under cover. Kemuri is frozen, heart pounding in her ears as she desperately tries to get an idea of what’s happening. With this many projectiles, she only has one possible way to be helpful and she can’t use that yet. It’s her last resort. Until then, she has to bide her time.

She’s useless again. She can’t even assist, not like this. She bites the inside of her cheek and tries to keep her breathing steady. The balls stop coming, ceasing for what she’s sure won’t be long, and Yaoyorozu drops two of the riot shields as she hoists one onto her arm.

“We’ve got this, you guys!” Midoriya shouts. “Show them what U.A can do!”

The class huddles together, back to back. Discarded balls lay scattered around them. Kemuri flexes her fingers, teeth gritted as she searches the attackers, and her attention locks on a blue-skinned, robotic-looking boy as he tosses four balls to his classmate, the boy with long black hair from Ketsubutsu.

He winds up, the balls glowing with a purple aura, and he throws them right into the ground. They don’t bounce, disappearing into the dirt instead. Kemuri immediately looks to her feet, every nerve on edge.

“Where are they gonna pop out?” Midoriya mutters, almost to himself.

“Get back. I’ll handle this,” Jiro says as her jacks extend.

They plug into the large bracelets on the back of her hands, no doubt a new addition to her hero costume, and she kneels, turning her fists palm up so that the bracelets touch the earth. She clenches her jaw.

“Sound Amplification,” she murmurs. “Amplifier Jack. Heartbeat Distortion!”

A wave of sound ripples through the dirt, then breaks it apart. Kemuri stumbles as the class huddles closer together, their opponents losing their footing on the uneven ground. Through the cracks, the four balls emerge again.

“They’re coming straight for me!” Mineta cries.

Mina races forward, acid forming along her arm. “Maximum strength and viscosity!” she shouts. She swipes her hand above both her and Mineta, creating an arc of acid that dissolves the balls on impact. “Protect this perv. ACID VEIL!”

As the acid disappears, Mineta gapes. “Wow, thanks! That’s such a great move!”

“It’s my defensive special that creates a melty wall,” Mina says with a smirk.

“Black Abyss,” Tokoyami utters as Dark Shadow covers his body like a second skin. “Now, Dark Shadow. PIERCING TWILIGHT CLAWS!”

Dark Shadow’s hand flies out at one of the Ketsubutsu students, the pointy blonde, and she screams. She ducks into herself as Dark Shadow’s claw swipes past her harmlessly. Her head pops out just above her waist as she exhales with relief.

Kemuri looks away as the girl wiggles herself back to normal like some kind of turtle. Every time Kemuri thinks she’s seen a weird quirk, another comes along that ups the ante.

Mera’s tired, deadpan voice comes over the speakers. “Looks like most students are still in a stalemate. Not a single one has passed yet. Oh, and don’t worry, students, I’ll keep you updated each time a few students move on to the next round.”

“What’s our strategy?” Kemuri asks, hardly above a whisper. They’re not going to pass like this, staying huddled in a group, both sides too scared to move.

Maybe she should’ve gone off on her own.

“I’m thinking,” Midoriya says, eyebrows furrowed.

Uraraka gasps as Shindo drops to his knees, hands braced against the earth. “Guys—”

“Maximum force!” Shindo’s voice carries as his hands start to glow. “TREMORING EARTH!”

Jiro’s heartbeat distortion loosened up some of the ground, just enough to unbalance their opponents, but Shindo’s move is like an earthquake. The ground cracks and lurches beneath Kemuri’s feet.

“Not good. Everybody, run!” Iida shouts.

Kemuri can’t run, but she can jet. She activates her boots, climbing an invisible staircase into the sky and away from the rubble. She goes weightless, searching for a place to land, and for a split second, she thinks she’s gotten away safely.

Then, something smashes into her side and her vision goes dark for a split second. She goes careening off course, head spinning, and hits the ground hard as the tremors subside.

She blinks a few times as she slowly pushes herself up, one hand reaching to touch her head. No blood, not that she can feel, and her mask is still on. She must’ve gotten knocked aside by a loose boulder, something she couldn’t see coming. She stays on her knees for a second, flexing her fingers and testing for breaks or sprains. Nothing feels off.

She gets to her feet and looks around, seeing no sign of her classmates among the raised rubble and rocks. She’s caught in a miniature ravine, maybe ten feet in radius and almost circular. She eyes the edges. With Steam Jet, getting out shouldn’t be too much of a problem.

Watching her back, on the other hand, is going to be tougher.

There’s a stifled yawn from the speakers. “Come on, there should be one or two who’ve passed by now,” Mera says. “Stop biding your time and get this over with.”

Kemuri checks her costume. Her armour is fine and when she tests her boots, they’re still in tip-top shape. She purses her lips and clenches her fingers a few times as she starts moving across the rocky terrain. If she can find her classmates again—

“It’s about time someone perked up and passed—” Mera cuts off with a shocked, echoing shout. “WHAT?! There were 120 people taken down?! A single person managed to do that in just one attack?! That actually surprised me so much that I’m awake! I assume we’ll see a lot of people passing from now on. Everyone, let’s get this out of the way so I can take a break! Good? Good!”

Kemuri gapes a little at the sky. Whoever did that, she doesn’t want to cross them and she’s glad they’ve passed so that she won’t get the chance. She does feel bad for those students who got taken out, though.

“Well, well, well, look who we have here!”

Kemuri stops and turns around. A bunch of other examinees have appeared all around the edges of the pit—she can count at least ten and when she looks around, more keep appearing. They’ve boxed her in.

The one who spoke first is a young man wearing a skin-tight tuxedo. His dark hair is slicked into three points on his head and his pale eyes glitter like gemstones. He tosses a ball to himself, smirking.

“U.A! Perfect, we were hoping to track down some of you,” the boy says.

Kemuri grits her teeth. She can’t turn and run if she’s cornered and if she takes to the air, she’ll just be an easier target. It’s foolish for so many of them to go after one person, anyway, since she’s only enough for one of them to pass. This, at best, is a show of bravado.

“Oh, and what luck,” the boy says. “I saw you on TV! Your quirk is Smoke Screen, correct?” His smirk grows. “That whole Calvary Battle was pretty unsightly, if you ask me.”

She doesn’t speak. Her heart is pounding, half from nerves and half from adrenaline. She’s got that feeling that she gets before a sparring match, when she’s facing down her opponent and coming up with ways she can take them down.

“Go ahead, try and blind us!” the boy laughs. “A smokescreen only works if you’re blinding people, but a ball doesn’t care. A ball will just keep on flying.”

“Let’s just get her already, Ritchiko!” growls another student, someone with hair that resembles a lion’s mane. “Stop monologuing.”

“Hm, you’re right. We’ve got an exam to pass.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen as, simultaneously, every student throws their balls at her. For a split second, everything seems to move in slow motion. Projectiles coming at her from all sides, no chance to escape. She’s got one idea, one way of getting out of here, and it may not even work.

Still, now’s the best time to try it.

“Maximum force,” she murmurs, bracing her body as the balls get closer. She breathes, focuses, closes her eyes. “Geyser Bomb!”

Steam explodes from her pores, her arms, legs, torso, back, even her face and scalp. She feels her hair flare out and away from her, tugging her braid loose, and from all around her, there are a few screams, some startled cries.

She exhales as she opens her eyes again. A few of the examinees have fallen over while others are kneeling or huddled under cover, but not a single one stayed standing among the barrage of balls. Kemuri blinks, mouth agape, and she looks down at her costume.

One of her targets is glowing red, the one on her boot, but the one on her chest and her hip are still good. Geyser Bomb worked well, better than she could have hoped for.

She smiles to herself and reaches into her carrying case, grabbing a ball, and she hurries in the direction of the boy who taunted her, darting glances at the other students as she goes. She sees multiple spots of glowing red light on their bodies, evidence that Kemuri hit their targets accidentally.

She’s dizzy, but she can drink water after. She’s okay. She can keep going.

She uses Steam Jet, jumping out of the pit and landing a few feet away from where Ritchiko is knocked prone. Two of his targets are lit up and near him, Kemuri sees a girl in the same predicament. He groans as his eyes open and as Kemuri approaches, his gaze snaps to her.

“Damn it,” he growls as he starts to sit up. “Damn it, what the hell was that?! That isn’t your quirk!”

She keeps moving, gripping the balls tighter. “Uh…yes, it is,” she says, voice quiet.

She kneels next to the girl, reaching out and tapping her ball to the target. It lights up and Kemuri gets back up, pursing her lips. The tuxedo boy is still seething as he struggles to his feet. Kemuri falters. He looks unhinged.

“No! You make smoke!” he retorts. Kemuri can’t see his third target. He bares his teeth, hands shaking. “You know what? Whatever. One of us is still gonna pass, and it’s going to be me! Not you!”

He lunges at her with a shout and she sees diamonds erupting along his knuckles. He swings and she ducks, releasing fog all around them as she moves. He aims another punch at where she was before, but she dodges again and gets behind him. Before she goes for her Knockout Strike, she senses it. His third target is right on the back of his neck.

She has to stop herself from smirking, just a little, at the irony of it all.

She switches her strike to the hand with the ball in it and shoots it forward, straight and true. The target lights up red and right after, Kemuri’s targets turn blue.

“Students who have passed should congregate in the anteroom,” an automated voice says. “Chop chop!”

The fog dissipates and Ritchiko turns to her, shaking, eyes glittering. “You don’t need your license,” he seethes. “I do! I need mine!”

She looks away from him. She wishes she could give him some advice, like…not to underestimate your opponents. He shouldn’t have boasted. He shouldn’t have come after her when she was still holding a ball and he had none. He showed up and threw away his weapons just for the chance to pass instead of playing smart. He led his fellow classmates astray.

He was foolish.

“I’m sorry,” Kemuri murmurs. “I…really hope you get another chance.”

She turns and starts walking away, passing other students as they get back up. She doesn’t activate any more targets. She’s already passed. There’s no point in getting more outs just for the sake of bragging rights.

Her heart is still pounding. She was so sure she’d fall apart the second Ritchiko started screaming at her and even now, she can feel the glares of the other students on her. They still have a chance. If they dwell too much on Kemuri taking out their classmates, then they definitely won’t pass.

When Kemuri gets to the anteroom, there are only a few other examinees inside and not a single person from her class. Looking around, she recognizes one person, and he recognizes her too.

“Hey! You’re from U.A!” Inasa bellows, abandoning his previous conversation and stomping towards her. Kemuri has to stop herself from flinching as he looms over her. “It’s good to see that you passed! I bet you were strong and passionate out there!”

Oh, god, she already has a headache from using Geyser Bomb. She really doesn’t need this guy making it worse, but at least he’s being friendly. The least she can do is be polite in return.

“A-Ah…” she stammers. “Inasa…Yoarashi, right?”

“YES!” He grins, pumping his fists. “I’m glad more people are showing up! I was all alone for a few minutes at the beginning!”

She gapes up at him. He’s the one who took out 120 people in one move? What’s his quirk? How is it that strong? She once again thanks her lucky stars he was nowhere near her during this event.

“U-Uh…yeah,” she whispers.

“I deeply apologize, but I can’t remember your name!” he continues, starting to bow again, and Kemuri steps back before he rams his head into hers. “PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IT IS SO THAT I CAN PROPERLY ADDRESS YOU!”

Kemuri’s entire face turns red. The other examinees are staring, eyebrows lifted, and Kemuri tries to calm herself by reminding herself that they aren’t weirded out by her.

“Uh, Kemuri…Kemuri Shimakage,” she says, her voice like a breath in comparison to his.

“SHIMAKAGE! I WILL MAKE SURE TO REMEMBER THAT!”

More looks. This time, Kemuri knows this has to at least involve her in some way. Inasa just screamed her last name like it’s not well known or anything of the sort. She bites her lip hard, hands trembling.

“OH!” His smile falls for a split second, then returns. “There’s a key to unlock those targets! Just over there!”

He points to where there’s a small table and a staff member standing near it. Kemuri bows her head a little.

“O-Oh, thank you. I…appreciate it.”

“ANYTIME, SHIMAKAGE!”

She hurries away after another mumbled thank you and a harried goodbye. The staff member helps unlock the targets and takes back the carrying case and balls. He informs Kemuri that she can wait in here for the rest of the examinees to pass. There are refreshments, bathrooms, and snacks if she needs them.

She grabs a water bottle and a rice ball, then wanders until she finds a bench, sitting down and setting her snack in her lap. She taps her boot lightly against the floor, watching the others wander as she takes little sips of water. Inasa has engaged with other examinees, chattering away despite the visible discomfort on the others’ faces.

“WHAT’S YOUR OPINION ON CAPTAIN CELEBRITY? I KNOW HE’S AMERICAN, BUT THERE’S SOMETHING ABOUT HIM THAT IS TRULY HEROIC!”

“What? Where did you come from?”

“I’m scared.”

People keep coming in, filling up the anteroom little by little, and still, Kemuri doesn’t see any of her classmates. She finishes her water bottle and her rice ball, then undoes her braid and combs her fingers through the strands. She pushed steam through her scalp when she used Geyser Bomb, making her hair all frizzy, and she has time now to redo the braid.

When she’s done, she leans back against the wall as she closes her eyes, trying a little bit of meditation. It’s early in the exam, too early to freak out about her classmates passing or not.

Soon after Mera announces that over fifty people have passed, Kemuri hears her name.

“Shimakage.”

She startles, eyes snapping open, and Todoroki stands before her. He arches an eyebrow at her and she flushes, already getting to her feet.

“Todoroki! You passed!” she says. She looks around. “And…still…no sign of anyone else…” He nods, still looking at her with slightly furrowed brows. She squirms beneath his stare, tugging at her braid as she looks away. “Um…everything okay?”

“Just surprised to see you,” he says. She sighs, shoulders hunching a little. “How’d you pass?”

“It…it was mostly luck,” she admits. “We all got separated. A bunch of students tried to corner me, so I used an ultimate move, then tapped their targets…” She flaps her hands about. “It…it was kind of crazy.”

“Hm,” he says with a small nod. “Nothing else to do but wait, then. You can tell me more."

She slowly sits back down, a tiny smile on her lips, and he takes the spot next to her.

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“Currently, seventy people have passed. Thirty more and we’ll be done,” Mera drones.

Kemuri bites back a groan, pinching her hands between her knees in an attempt to stop yanking on her braid. The video feed of the arena doesn’t lend much help to showing who’s passing and who isn’t.

“Calm down,” Todoroki states.

She sucks in a sharp breath. “I…I’m totally calm.”

“Right,” he says, tone laced with sarcasm that makes her wince. “You have faith in our classmates, don’t you?”

“Well, sure…” she mumbles. “I, just…do they have to cut it so close? So far we’re still waiting on twenty people, Todoroki. T-Twenty!”

“And there are thirty spots left.” He eyes the screen, lips pursed.

“So…you’re…not even a little bit concerned?”

She notices his eyebrow twitch, just a slight betrayal of emotion as he leans forward, bracing his elbows against his knees. “I’m…thinking that maybe the intel everyone had on us did them in. I—”

“Todoroki!”

He stops abruptly as his gaze moves ahead of them and Kemuri follows it to see Yaoyorozu, Shoji, Tsuyu, and Jiro walking towards them. Kemuri’s face lights up and she leaps to her feet, waving, while Todoroki’s lip twitches into a bare smile.

“Shoji!” Kemuri calls, making him wave back at her.

The two groups become one, Todoroki also getting to his feet as Yaoyorozu smiles at him. “It’s good to see you two passed,” she says.

“I never doubted,” Tsuyu adds.

Jiro looks around. “Have you seen the others?”

“No,” Todoroki says. He eyes Kemuri as she fiddles with her braid again. “So far, we’re the only ones here. I just arrived.”

“Kemuri, when did you get here?” Shoji asks.

Kemuri bites her lip a little. “Ah…I think around the twenty or thirty-person mark?” Shoji’s eyes widen and she flushes. “I…I just got lucky. I got cornered but my ultimate move worked out, so—”

“She was smart,” Todoroki interrupts. Her head snaps to him, eyes wide. “And she did well.”

“Sounds like it,” Yaoyorozu says.

“Well…thank you,” Kemuri says, letting go of her hair. “But…as for our classmates—”

“We can’t count them out,” Shoji says.

Todoroki’s eyes narrow a little. “Shimakage said something about an earthquake splitting you guys up. I thought Midoriya would have kept you all together.”

“He did,” Tsuyu says. “At least for the first bit, then Ketsubutsu happened.”

“Let’s hope everyone in our class passes,” Jiro says. She rubs her arms. “I’d hate to see anyone get knocked out in stage one.”

Kemuri has to agree.

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“That’s seventy-eight people. Everyone’s moving at an exhausting pace,” Mera says.

Yaoyorozu, Shoji, Tsuyu, and Jiro return to where Todoroki and Kemuri are sitting, having gathered some of the refreshments and taken their targets off. Yaoyorozu sits down next to Todoroki while Shoji sits down next to Kemuri. Tsuyu and Jiro stay standing in front of them.

“Waiting is torture,” Kemuri mumbles. She’s graduated to scratching the backs of her hands, lightly scraping her nails against the sleeve of armour coming down from her middle finger.

“Just stay calm,” Shoji murmurs to her. He puts his hand over hers, stopping her scratching. “Our classmates will make it.”

“Oh, and there’s three more people, one after the other,” Mera announces. “That brings our total to eighty-one, leaving only nineteen more spots.”

Kemuri’s stomach lurches. What if none of those spots were taken up by U.A students? Space is filling up quick. For a few more minutes, she’s left to sit and listen while Yaoyorozu, Jiro, and Tsuyu idly chat with each other.

“Oh, hey! What a relief!” Yaoyorozu says, snapping Kemuri from her daze. “I was starting to get so worried…”

Kemuri looks up as Kaminari approaches, followed closely by Bakugo, Kirishima, Sero, Uraraka, and Midoriya. The others get up and move to meet them.

“You don’t need to worry about us, Yaomomo,” Kaminari says with a grin. “What’s up? When did you guys pass? You been here long?”

“We just finished as well,” Shoji says. “Todoroki beat us.”

“And Shimakage beat me,” Todoroki adds. Kemuri notes the surprise on Kaminari’s face and bites her lip, reaching one hand up to cover her face. Bakugo lets out a small huffing sound.

“Woah, nice one, Shimakage!” Sero says. She takes a second to realize that he’s held his hand up for a high-five, leaving her to hastily smack their palms together. He laughs. “Ah, one day we’ll get the hang of that.”

“Someday,” she agrees with a tiny, embarrassed smile.

“I was kinda surprised Bakugo wasn’t here already,” Jiro says as she smirks at Kaminari, “but I get it now. It’s because you were with him.”

Kaminari groans. “Come on, why is everyone dragging me today?!”

Uraraka and Kirishima don’t say much other than hello as Tsuyu directs them where they can take their targets off. Bakugo follows them, sulking in silence. Midoriya approaches, settling next to Todoroki, and Kemuri joins them.

“Midoriya,” Kemuri says. He turns to look at her and she bows. “I’m…I’m sorry for not being more helpful when the test began. I…I don’t want you to think I just…ran ahead and ditched everyone on purpose. I’m sorry…”

“Hey, no! It’s okay!” Midoriya insists, waving his hands around. “You did what you had to! It’s awesome that you passed so quickly!” He smiles and gives her a thumbs up. “What matters is that you tried, even when you wanted to leave! That’s important.”

She exhales and straightens up. “Oh…okay,” she whispers. “Sor—” She bites back yet another apology.

Todoroki eyes the group, then looks at Midoriya. “Looks like only twelve from our class have passed,” he says.

“So ten more to go,” Midoriya replies, eyebrows furrowing with concern.

“And the announcement said there’s only nineteen spots left…” Yaoyorozu adds.

Kemuri eyes the video feed, pursing her lips. It’s a battlefield out there, she knows this, and the odds are against them, but she has to trust her friends.

“Wow, eight people just passed at the same time,” Mera says, sounding just as unenthused as he has this entire time. “That leaves only eleven more spots.”

“If none of those were from our class—” she starts.

“Then we still have ten people who haven’t passed,” Jiro finishes. “I hate to say it, but that’s not sounding good for us.”

Time keeps ticking. Kemuri doesn’t know what’s going on. No one does, and with every slot that fills up, she can only hope. That’s all she has. The doors open and eight new people walk in, all from Ketsubutsu Academy.

“That’s two more in. Only nine spots left.”

Please, Kemuri thinks.

“Eight spaces remain!”

Please, let it be my classmates taking up those slots.

“Seven left!”

I don’t want to finish this exam without them. It wouldn’t feel right.

“Make that six! The pressure is on now. In the last few minutes, U.A came together and pulled off some absolutely insane combos!”

“Did he say U.A?” Midoriya gasps.

Yaoyorozu starts to grin. “They must be passing right now!”

“Five spots! Now three! Oh, one of those is in from Shiketsu High! That means only two spots remain!”

Uraraka bounces in place, fists moving up and down as she bites her lip. Everyone else watches the doors, eager for their classmates to come through.

A buzzer rings. “The last students passed!” Mera shouts. “Every spot is now filled! One hundred students will advance! The end is finally here!” He exhales. “Everyone remain calm while the final examinees head to the anteroom. I’ll be back in…” He yawns. “A few minutes.”

The P.A clicks off and within a few minutes, sure enough, the doors to the anteroom open and a flood of class 1-A students rush in, sweaty and smiling. Hagakure squeals and rushes forward, practically leaping into Kemuri’s (awaiting) arms. Shoji chuckles.

“OUR ENTIRE CLASS PASSED!” she shrieks.

Kemuri laughs. “Yeah! They did!” She looks up as Ojiro and Tokoyami walk over to them, separating from Hagakure and lifting her hands up for high-fives. “You…you guys really scared me!” she announces, still smiling.

Tokoyami reaches up and taps their palms together. “I apologize. That is just the way things turned out.”

Ojiro mimics his movements, but with a little more force. “Believe me, you weren’t the only one.”

Kirishima and Kaminari cheer as they thrust their fists into the air, Bakugo lingering behind them looking utterly grumpy.

“I’m so proud of us!” Sero shouts as he starts high-fiving any classmate near him.

“Man, that was so close,” Sato says. He thumps Aoyama on the back. “If it wasn’t for Aoyama’s laser, we never would’ve made it.”

Mina grins. “Yeah, he brought us together!”

Aoyama waves his hands about. “Ah, it was nothing! I’m just too shiny to ignore, non?”

Nishimura laughs as he sweeps Aoyama into a tight hug, lifting him off his feet. “Dude, I’m so happy, I could kiss you! Seriously!” he says. He flashes a dazzling grin that makes even Aoyama look a little starstruck. “You’re amazing!”

Aoyama blinks, dazed, cheeks pink. “W-Wait, really? Moi?”

Nishimura sets him down, cups his face, and plants a solid kiss on Aoyama’s forehead before whirling around and continuing his high-fiving rampage. Aoyama stands in place, eyes wide behind his red glasses, mouth gaping, cheeks flushed.

“Oh, oh, you know what that looks like?” Hagakure says, yanking Kemuri’s arm. Her glove moves up to Kemuri’s ear as she leans in. “Gay panic.”

Kemuri has to stop herself from bursting out laughing at poor Aoyama’s expense.

Iida takes his helmet off, shaking his hair out before running one hand through it, which causes Kemuri to have her own type of panic, just not as gay. Hagakure giggles.

“Well done, class A! We should all be very proud!” Iida says, swiping one hand into the air. “Everyone, be sure to remove your targets immediately!”

Soon after the rest of the class gets their targets off, Mera’s voice reappears.

“Alright, looks like everyone has arrived,” he drones. “For the hundred of you who passed the first test, please turn your attention to the screen.”

Everyone quiets down. The screen switches to show the test arena, but up close. Kemuri frowns and sends questioning gazes at her friends, but they just watch with expectant, curious eyes. There’s nothing special about it, really.

Then, explosions go off and the entire arena goes up in smoke as buildings, factories, and mountains collapse into rubble. Kemuri’s jaw drops.

“There’s only one more round in the exam,” Mera says. “Your goal is simple. Undertake rescue exercises and save the bystanders who are trapped in these disaster sites.”

Kemuri exhales, her body going right back into alert mode. First, a combat mission, now a rescue one. Honestly, she’s relieved. Rescue is more her style.

She just hopes there aren’t any more curveballs.

Notes:

Soooo slight manga spoilers! In the most recent chapter, it's revealed that visiting home was "deemed difficult" and that the students were only allowed to return home for ONE DAY in the whole time that they're at the dorms.

I...get it, but I also think it's kind of stupid. Hence, I am ignoring that tidbit of information and sticking with what I'm doing, which is that the students can return home every now and then IF they get permission from the teachers. Because kids need their parents, y'all.

That's all, I hope you enjoyed the chapter!

Chapter 128: Stage Two, Begin!

Summary:

The second half of the Provisional Licensing Exam begins, demanding a whole new set of skills from the students.

Chapter Text

“Rescuing the what-now?” Kaminari and Mineta ask.

“Bystanders!” Hagakure answers. Her gloves bob back and forth in the air. “We learned about them in class, remember? They’re the people at a disaster scene!”

“It can also simply refer to innocent people on the street,” Yaoyorozu adds, arms crossed over her chest.

“Use this time to show us how you will carry out rescue procedures once you receive your provisional licenses,” Mera’s voice continues. “Treat this as though it were the real thing.”

“Look, on the screen,” Shoji says.

Kemuri watches as figures start to move within the rubble, her eyes widening a little. Those must be the bystanders, right? Are they robots or—

“Little kids and old people?!” Sato gasps.

Oh, no, they’re real. Very real. Kemuri swallows.

“That’s so dangerous!” Mineta retorts.

“These specialists have been trained as professional persons in need of rescue. They’re very popular,” Mera says. “Introducing the Help Us Company. Also known as H.U.C for short.”

“So they’re basically actors, I guess?” Sero asks.

“That’s the kind of job you never think about,” Tsuyu adds.

“But a necessary one in our world, since they support our hero training,” Ojiro says.

Kemuri knows of other companies like H.U.C, most notably the Faux Villains Company, where they train people to act and fight as fake villains for training purposes. Her grandfather taught there for a while before the F.V.C outsourced training to help Hero Agencies with their sidekicks. That’s when her grandfather went back into business and let the heroes do the training.

“The H.U.C bystanders have dressed up like injured victims and will be located throughout the disaster sites,” Mera says. “We’ll be judging how well you keep them safe as you go about your mission. Oh, by the way, we’ll be scoring you on a point system. If you have more points than the benchmark when the exercise comes to an end, then you pass the exam. We’ll start in ten minutes. Take care of any necessary preparations now.”

Staring at the screen, Kemuri is reminded of the destruction she witnessed at Kamino Ward: the decimated buildings, the dust, the injured civilians. There were so many casualties that night.

For a split second, she remembers the crushing, nauseating feeling of death that took over her senses when All for One arrived. She remembers Best Jeanist’s last gasp for breath, her mother’s shout, the crushing feeling of helplessness, All Might, Bakugo, Leech’s death, one thing leading to another—

“Kemuri, breathe,” Shoji’s voice snaps her out of it. She sucks in a sharp breath and looks up at him, eyes wide. “Your heart started pounding,” he adds, a mouth appearing as he moves the tentacle closer to her. “What’s going on?”

“It…” She swallows. “Kamino. It…it looks like…Kamino. After…”

He steps closer to her, shoulders bumping, and she takes a few more deep breaths in and out. “It’s okay,” he murmurs. “None of the stuff out there is real. No one’s really hurt.”

“R-Right,” she breathes. “Thank you…”

“That’s what I’m here for.”

Kemuri smiles a little and glances towards her classmates. Yet again, she catches Iida’s eye, even from a distance. He arches an eyebrow, lips pursing, and his head tilts a little towards the screen. Her heart leaps for a completely different reason as she nods, lifting her hand and giving him a thumbs up. He smiles, just a little, and turns away.

She takes one more big breath. She’ll be fine. She just has to focus, remember her training, and do her very best.

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Ten minutes goes by fast. Kemuri stays with her group, refilling her water bottles, eating some snacks, and reviewing what they know about rescue scenarios. Their training at the USJ has been helpful but, facing down a semi-real exercise like this, Kemuri feels underqualified.

At least her friends feel the same way.

The rest of the class is blowing steam off in their own way. Kemuri sees Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta berating Midoriya about something or other, then she notices a group from Shiketsu talking to Bakugo and Kirishima.

“I’m just not sure,” Hagakure sighs. “My quirk isn’t good for rescue, but I want to help!”

Ojiro lashes his tail. “You can stick with me, if you want. I’m probably just going to help carry victims to the triage centre.”

She giggles. “Okay!” She aims her glove at Shoji. “And let me guess, you’re gonna search for people trapped in the debris! You could totally scope them out!”

“That’s the plan,” Shoji says.

“Dark Shadow and I should be able to move rubble,” Tokoyami adds. “But, I will go wherever I am needed.”

Kemuri bites her lip in thought. “Mm, same,” she murmurs.

She could potentially stick with her friends and help remove rubble, but she isn’t the strongest. Even if she used her steam to boost herself, she hasn’t practiced enough with it to guarantee safety for the victims. She doesn’t have enough fine control over where it goes. She could potentially use her quirk to sense inside the rubble, but that isn’t a very fast process. She needs to work swiftly.

“I think I’ll head for the triage centre and help others set it up,” she says after another second. She fiddles with her braid. “I’m okay with cleaning up injuries and helping people relax, right?”

“Totally!” Hagakure bounces in place as another floating giggle leaves her. “We’re gonna do amazing!”

A bell rings and the five of them look up at the screen as conversations die all around the room.

“Villains have performed a large scale villain attack spanning all of Insert City Name Here,” Mera says, sounding only slightly more awake than he was before. “Since most of the buildings collapsed, there are many injuries.”

“Ooh, a mission debriefing!” Hagakure whispers. “We’re starting!”

Again, there’s a creaking noise as the walls shudder and the roof opens above them. Kemuri faintly hears Kaminari voice his shock at how they keep doing this, but she’s still listening to Mera.

“Due to heavily damaged roads, first responders have unfortunately been delayed for the time being. Until emergency services arrive, the heroes in the area will lead the rescue efforts. Your task is to save as many people as you can and help the injured. And with that…” An air horn blows. “BEGIN!”

Kemuri is running before she even understands what she’s doing, following the flood of people out of the anteroom and into the arena. First order of business, scope out the danger areas and rope them off so other bystanders don’t get hurt, set up areas to bring the wounded, clear paths for the emergency responders, and start locating victims.

There’s so much to do.

“Come on, come on, come on!” Inasa shouts, soaring through the air on a wind current. “LET’S DO THIS!”

Kemuri trips over a loose piece of concrete, but gives a boost of steam from her boots and rights herself without losing her rhythm. Their class has congregated again, running together.

“We’ll start by heading to the closest urban area!” Iida calls from the head of the pack. “We’ll work as a team as much as possible!”

“Right!” everyone shouts.

Bakugo veers off from the group, making Mina groan. “You’re leaving again?” she demands.

Bakugo doesn’t answer, picking up his pace, and Kirishima and Kaminari race after him with giant grins on their faces.

“Even though this is just a test, it feels pretty real,” Tsuyu says.

“Stay alert!” Ojiro calls. “Be careful of falling debris and explosions!”

Kemuri slows down as the sound of desperate wailing reaches her ears and, judging by Midoriya’s pace, he’s noticed too. Midoriya alerts everyone else to what he’s hearing and they change directions, moving towards a destroyed building.

“Help me, please!” someone cries from within. As they crest the hill of shattered cement, Kemuri can just see a small boy huddled amongst the wreckage, bleeding from the head. “Please, my grandpa! He’s been crushed and I think he’s hurt!”

“Oh, no,” Midoriya says. “This looks bad. Where is he?”

“This looks bad?!” the boy repeats, his eyes suddenly dry as he looks up. “That’s points off your score!”

Kemuri’s lips part. Oh, so the H.U.C members are going to be scoring them. That does change things.

“The first thing you should do is see how bad my injuries are and if I can walk!” the boy continues. “I’m breathing kinda weird too, aren’t I? Did you even notice that I’m bleeding from the head?! People with hero licenses should be able to assess a person’s condition in an instant!” Midoriya still looks pale as the boy takes deep, gasping breaths. “Your gross lack of training is all too apparent right now. You better shape up and pay attention, newbies!”

Kemuri purses her lips and looks at her classmates, their eyes wide. She thinks of her first save and how, the second that boy was in her arms, her only goal was to make sure he was okay. Kamui Woods said to be gentle and considerate, and to stay hopeful and avoid talking in-depth about the situation.

The boy watches them all, brows drawn. “You’re not just here to provide aid. Until the police and firefighters show up, you need to exercise authority and make sure this goes off smoothly! Think of the victims here. They must be terrified!” He wipes fake blood from his eyebrow. “There are many aspects to being a hero, but take note! There’s one thing to keep in mind above all else. Anyone who needs rescuing is having the worst day of their lives, and the first thing you said is this looks bad?! Seriously?”

Kemuri gets it. She’s only saved one person, but she herself has been saved. Though her memories are scattered, hearing Iida’s voice at the training camp calmed her. Knowing that someone was there made her terrible situation just the littlest bit brighter.

Midoriya nods, then dons a shaky grin. “Hey, it’s fine!” he attempts.

The boy eyes him for another second before he bursts out crying again, like nothing ever happened. Kemuri moves forward, pulling a gauze pad or two from her belt as she goes, and Midoriya kneels in front of the boy.

“Hey, it’s okay, we’re definitely going to save you,” he says.

“Midoriya,” Kemuri says, kneeling down at his side and reaching out to the boy. “I’m going to the triage station, so I’ll take this boy with me while the rest of you spread out. Your strength will be better used somewhere else,” she says, doing her best to keep the tremor from her voice as she presses the gauze pad to the boy’s forehead. He whimpers and sniffles. She looks up at Midoriya and smiles. “This area is unstable and I can travel without touching the rubble. Go find others.”

Midoriya nods. “Right! Sounds good!”

“Let’s go!” Nishimura calls as the group starts to disperse.

Kemuri scoops the boy into her arms, adjusting him. “Is that okay?” she asks. He sobs some more even as he nods and she wiggles her toes against the soles of her boots. “Alright, hold on. We’re going on a fun ride, okay?”

Again, the boy just nods as he keeps sobbing. Kemuri takes off with a hearty boost, soaring into the air and over the rubble. She searches the area as she moves, just catching sight of a white flag in the middle of a decent-sized crowd.

“M-My grandpa—” the boy sobs.

“Your grandpa is going to be alright. The heroes are very good at what they do,” Kemuri assures him. It feels a little silly to be reassuring someone who isn’t actually hurt, but she needs to pretend this is real because one day, it will be.

She reaches the triage station in good time, landing next to one of the white flags marking the space. There are already plenty of victims scattered around, all being cared for. A brunette girl wearing a white headband looks up as Kemuri touches down, getting to her feet.

“You there, let me see that boy,” she says, coming closer.

Kemuri sets the boy down, keeping the gauze on his injury. “He hurt his head,” she says as the older girl kneels in front of him, “and the wound isn’t deep, but his breathing was sporadic when we found him.”

The girl checks his eyes, then hums. “Alright, he should be fine. Take him over to that space.”

She points and Kemuri follows her finger to where a few other people are seated, most with bandages wrapped around their heads or arms. Kemuri smiles a little, thanks the other girl, and offers her hand to the boy.

“Come on, we’re gonna get you settled in,” she murmurs. “Can you hold this gauze for me? Just like that.”

“Okay,” he says, taking her hand while the other keeps the bandage in place.

He lets her lead him to the other victims. A few of them look up at Kemuri as she approaches and despite the spike of nervousness that rolls through her, she keeps her smile on. She looks down at the boy.

“Just wait here, alright? These nice people will keep you company while we keep looking for your grandpa,” she says.

“Thank you,” the boy says. A woman waves him over and he moves to her, sitting down at her side.

Kemuri turns, searching the area around her. She needs to keep helping, but she isn’t sure where to go or which victims could use her area of expertise. Just as she starts back towards the girl who helped her before, she hears her name.

“Shimakage!”

She looks up, eyes widening. “Midoriya!” she replies as he reaches her, carrying a rather decrepit-looking old man. She hurries to him. “What’s his status?”

“I think he threw out his back and he’s having a hard time breathing,” Midoriya says, setting the man down. The man wheezes a few times, groaning even as Midoriya lays him down gently. “He said it felt like he was being stabbed in the lung.”

Kemuri kneels next to him, eyebrows furrowing. “Keep him on his side. We don’t want to obstruct his airway,” she says.

She counts herself lucky. Her dad has a lot of senior customers, plenty of which show up to get help for their back pain and aching joints, and she’s even come to notice certain ways people show their pain. These H.U.C members are trained actors, so even if it’s fake, they must know how to act as if they’re actually hurt.

He’s having a hard time breathing, Midoriya said the man told him it was a stabbing feeling, and she notices him clutching his side.

Her eyes widen. “He didn’t throw out his back,” she murmurs. “I think he dislocated a rib.”

“That can happen?” Midoriya asks, eyes wide.

She nods. “Hold on, sir,” she says, patting the man’s shoulder. “Midoriya, roll him onto his stomach. Make sure he isn’t smothering himself. I’ll push the rib back into place.” She taps the man’s shoulder as Midoriya moves him. “Sir, I need you to stay calm, alright? You’re going to be fine.”

She braces her hands against his back and pushes, adding a bit of steam to her palms to relax his muscles as she goes. She doesn’t hear or feel anything, but the man gasps, then starts breathing normally again. She takes that as his way of showing her that she did it.

She’s pretty sure it would take more force to fix it in a real scenario, but this’ll do. She pulls her hands away.

“Nice,” Midoriya says with a grin.

She smiles back. “Thanks.”

Another person approaches and it takes a second before Kemuri recognizes Shindo. “I can move him to another area if he’s stable,” he offers.

“Yes, thank you,” Midoriya says, both of them getting back to their feet. Shindo gently scoops the man up and carries him off.

Kemuri exhales. So far, so good, and Midoriya seems pleased too.

“Hey—“ he starts.

There’s a massive explosion from nearby, enough to make the ground shake, and they don’t stop after that. Kemuri and Midoriya whirl around, eyes wide as they take in the smoke rising from the rubble nearby.

“What happened?” he asks.

Kemuri stays mute, heart pounding, already filing through possible scenarios. Her first and most intrusive thought, however, is that this feels like a villain attack. When she looks back at Midoriya, his expression tells her he’s thinking the same.

“A villain has completed another large scale attack,” Mera says over the P.A.

“Everyone, this is part of the exam,” Midoriya calls. Shindo and the headband girl that Kemuri talked to before look up at them while most others are staring at the plume of smoke rising into the air.

“Hey, look!” someone shouts.

Kemuri can’t see much past the dust, but she can see enough. There’s someone tall and slightly hunched standing on the fresh rubble, a dorsal fin just visible to her. A gasp leaves her.

“Midoriya, is that—” she starts, not trusting her eyes.

“Gang Orca,” Midoriya confirms, his voice rising in pitch as sweat beads on his brow.

This exam just got a lot harder.

Chapter 129: Do Your Best, Kemuri!

Chapter Text

Gang Orca’s henchmen scuttle towards the cityscape like ants off an anthill as Mera continues explaining the situation.

“Terrorists have appeared and are beginning to sweep the area,” Mera says. “Hero candidates at the scene must continue their rescue efforts while also suppressing the newly-arrived villains.”

As the villains approach in a cloud of dust, Kemuri is torn. She should help get the wounded to safety, but she could also help take out the villains. She could do either, but which one is best?

“Get everyone to safety!” Shindo shouts, racing at the villains while other heroes start gathering the injured.

“Shindo, wait!” Midoriya calls after him.

“Do it! Get them as far away from the villains as possible!” Shindo retorts, still running.

“Right!”

Midoriya turns and goes back to the group, helping in any way he can, but Kemuri doesn’t. She can’t turn her back on Shindo, not when he’s going to need backup, even if that backup is just her. But, right now, she hangs back, not wanting to get in his way.

“Shimakage!” Midoriya calls.

She can’t just stand there, silent, or else they’ll think she’s frozen up in fear. “Go on!” she says. “I’m gonna take care of stragglers!”

She watches as Shindo shakes the ground, breaking it up and sending henchmen flying. It’s effective, just like it was in the first stage, and she would almost think that he’s got this if it weren’t for the giant anthropomorphic orca rushing at him.

Gang Orca lowers his head and an ultrasonic wave rushes out to meet Shindo, head-on. Kemuri runs towards him, teeth gritted as Shindo collapses, paralyzed.

“A single rear guard to hold us back?” Gang Orca asks as he straightens up, one hand reaching to his temple. “You’ve underestimated us.”

Kemuri releases a wave of fog as the henchmen start to get up, still running, and she spreads her arms out in a sharp, quick movement. The fog disperses in a long line, a barrier that keeps getting wider, with her at the focal point.

She rushes into the fog, heart pounding in her ears as she senses the number of bodies all around her. All she can do is fight and take out as many henchmen as she can while she waits for the stronger heroes to get here and face Gang Orca. She can’t take him on her own.

She strikes one henchman on the back of the neck, then spins and kicks another in the gut. She uses her Geyser Hand Strike against another, then knocks back a fourth, a fifth, a sixth, all in seconds.

Then, she senses a giant body coming right for her and she realizes that she forgot something very important.

Orcas can echolocate.

She can barely turn to block it before Gang Orca’s head comes right for her and she’s left with no choice but to veer out of the way as he shoots his ultrasonic wave. She doesn’t get caught in the direct blast, but it’s enough to knock her down. She hits the ground, her arms and legs tingling with numbness.

“You made a valiant effort, but one hero cannot possibly stand against me,” Gang Orca’s voice rumbles from above her. She struggles to stand against the pins and needles racing up and down her limbs, pushing herself into a sitting position. “Not paralyzed, huh? I’ll take care of that.”

Two things run through her mind. One; she was stupid to forget that her smokescreen wouldn’t work against him, and two; this would be so freaking cool if she weren’t trying to pass an exam. Maybe she can get his autograph after this.

She senses Gang Orca stepping closer, ready to knock her down for good, but then something else moves into the scattered remains of her fog. Something jagged, something…glacial.

Gang Orca whirls around, just managing to keep a flood of ice at bay using another powerful ultrasonic wave.

“Todoroki?” she gapes. Behind the ice, she can just see a splash of red hair.

“Kemuri, are you hurt?” he shouts to her.

“Fine!” she replies. Her hands and feet are still tingling, but she can push through.

The ice spreads, encasing the henchmen’s feet and halting their movements while Todoroki keeps up his assault on Gang Orca. Kemuri gets back up, Gang Orca’s back to her. She could knock him down right now if she just—

Gang Orca snatches her arm as she moves, turning and throwing her like she’s nothing more than a ragdoll. She tries to correct her trajectory with her boots, but she’s spinning too fast, and instead, she braces herself right before she hits Todoroki’s ice patch and skids like a hockey puck.

Back on solid ground, she pushes steam from her palms, melting through the ice and giving her some purchase, bringing her to a stop. She pants, struggling back to her feet just as the wind picks up, blowing away any fog still left in the area.

She surveys her surroundings as swiftly as she can. Todoroki is holding Gang Orca at bay, the henchmen are mostly trapped in his ice, and she can see Yoarashi approaching from the air. The other heroes are still getting people to safety.

“I’M GONNA BLOW YOU EVILDOERS AWAY!” Yoarashi roars, sending a gust of wind out at the villains.

The henchmen not encased in ice get blown off their feet and the glaciers around Todoroki shatter to bits against the force. Kemuri grits her teeth, arm braced in front of her eyes as annoyance flickers through her. With this wind, there’s no way she can use her smokescreen.

But, Todoroki and Yoarashi are strong enough to handle Gang Orca. She can take the henchmen even without her quirk, she’ll just have to be extra focused and alert.

As a few of them start to wiggle free, she pops the lid off a water bottle and guzzles it, just in case. She slips the bottle into her belt and takes off, moving to the nearest henchmen and making quick work of him. It takes her longer to find them without sensing their location, but she makes up for it with Steam Engine. It doesn’t matter that finding them takes longer if she can get to them in less time.

Locate, speed up, Knockout Strike, repeat.

She feels a gust of hot wind, the scent of ash filling her senses, and she almost stops as her head snaps back to Todoroki and Yoarashi. They haven’t moved, still facing Gang Orca.

“Why’d you use your flames!?” Yoarashi shouts. “The heat makes the air rise up!”

“Because my ice didn’t work against him earlier,” Todoroki retorts. “You ruined my shot on purpose, didn’t you? Using your wind to blow away my fire!”

Kemuri knocks out another henchman, although most of them aren’t even focused on her anymore. They, like their boss, are staring in shock at the two hero students who, of all things…are bickering.

“You blocked me so you’d get all the glory!” Yoarashi snaps.

“Why would I do something like that?!” Todoroki retorts.

“Why wouldn’t you?! Hatred’s in your blood! You are Endeavour’s son!”

Another henchman down. Kemuri’s blood simmers, not quite at a boil, but steadily getting there. What are they doing? And why is Yoarashi talking about Endeavour, of all people? If he wants to get Todoroki in a bad mood, that’s a surefire way to get there.

“What the hell has been up with you this whole time?” Todoroki asks, teeth gritted. “My old man’s got nothing to do—”

His words cut off as he gets shot in the shoulder with what looks like cement. For a split second, Kemuri falters, her entire body freezing up, joints locking, breath stopping. She remembers blood, remembers screams and gunshots and the stench of gunpowder and lake water—

“Like my cement gun?” one of the henchmen asks, his weapon still smoking a little. “Good luck trying to move when that hardens up!”

Kemuri forces air into her mouth. Cement. It’s just cement. Todoroki is fine and this is a test—a test she has to pass. What have Hound Dog and Midnight told her about this? Breathe, focus, dissociate between the two and remind herself that this isn’t what her mind is telling her it is.

She slaps herself across the face, the pain snapping her back to reality. Now isn’t the time to break down! It’s cement and this is a test. There’s no real danger.

“Take care of the girl,” Gang Orca’s voice reaches her through the ferocious roaring of blood in her ears. “This is outrageous. I can’t believe they’re arguing.”

Kemuri startles as a barrage of cement bullets fly at her and, in her panic, she launches into the air with a boost of steam. The cement whizzes past, harmless. Yoarashi evades another barrage bullets and a wall of ice protects Todoroki.

Kemuri lands and takes off at a sprint, steam puffing from her boots as she lets out a cloud of smoke. Smoke will work better if she’s dealing with Todoroki’s flames, heat with heat. She has to focus past the anxiety thrumming through her veins, past the images in her head that won’t go away. Todoroki and Yoarashi aren’t focusing and if she does the same thing, she’ll fail. She can’t fail, not when she’s come this far.

She can’t come out of this with only the weight of failure on her shoulders and the knowledge that she will yet again garner nothing but disappointment from her grandfather’s gaze.

She bites back a shout of frustration, of annoyance, of barely-there rage, and forces herself at the nearest henchman. Her hands find his cement gun and with a blast of steam, it sputters and dies. She kicks his legs out from under him and spins to take down the next one.

There’s another rush of hot air and all her smoke soars away.

From somewhere she can’t see, she hears Midoriya’s voice. “Damn it, what are you two doing?!”

She has no idea where he is or when he came back, but she’s relieved. If anyone is going to keep a level head in this, it’s Midoriya.

A glob of cement hits her shoulder and she finds herself on her back before she can comprehend what happened. Her arm gets heavy, almost too heavy, and she feels the muscles in her shoulder ache.

“God, can I just get one freaking break?!” she wants to scream.

Three more hits, one on the other shoulder, more to her legs. It hardens against the ground, pinning her down, and she struggles against it even as her joints protest.

“Finally got her down,” one of the men says. “Come on, let’s take down the evacuation centre. The boss’ll love that!”

“N-No!” Kemuri cries. “I won’t—I won’t let you!”

They pay her no heed, running away, leaving their defeated, unconscious companions scattered around her. Weighted down, she feels every sore muscle, every ache, every ounce of exhaustion pouring into her.

Tears swell to her eyes and she blinks hard. Not like this. She won’t lay back and fail—

She gives a burst of steam to her shoulders, but the cement only budges a little. It’s fused to her skin, to her armour. She’s running out of ideas, out of hope, out of everything. She can’t even drink more water to try and up her strength.

She feels the ground shake beneath her, followed by the startled cries of the henchmen. She lifts her head, desperate to see what’s happening, and there’s a flash of green that makes her flinch and squeeze her eyes shut.

“Hey, I’ve got you. Hold on,” Midoriya says, making her open her eyes.

He’s sweaty and dusted with dirt, his lips pursed in a tight, annoyed line that hardens his normally-soft face. His hands and arms glow as he breaks the cement off her arms and legs, the energy coming off of him making her bones rattle every time he does it. She gets to her feet, slightly unsteady, his hand wrapped around her arm.

“T-Thanks,” she says.

“No problem,” he says. His brows furrow as he turns away. “Now come on, we’ve gotta move!”

She takes off after him, following him even as he speeds up. Only when she looks back at where Todoroki and Yoarashi were does she notice the light, how the wind is moving in a tornado mixed with fire. She smiles a little.

“Kemuri, on your left!”

She obeys blindly, swinging her leg up and sinking her foot into the gut of a henchman. A split second after, she recognizes the voice who called to her.

“Ojiro!” she says, unable to stop the smile from taking over her features.

“Everyone’s evacuated!” he says as he lands next to her. His tail knocks two, three, then four henchmen down like nothing. “And reinforcements are coming!”

She keeps fighting, Ojiro and Midoriya at her side. With every downed enemy, her confidence rises. They can do this, they really can!

“Hey guys, you miss me?” Mina asks as she leaps into the fray, acid splashing against the henchmen’s cement guns.

Tokoyami soars in at her side, Dark Shadow surrounding him. “We’re here to help.”

“Mow them down! Don’t let up!” one of the villains orders.

A long tongue appears out of nowhere, knocking some of them down. Tsuyu shimmers into existence and Kemuri does a double-take. She definitely wasn’t there before, but how…?

“Asu—Tsuyu!” Midoriya calls. “When did you sneak over here?”

“I’ve been training my frog skills and I finally reached a new level of control,” Tsuyu says. “Camouflage. That’s my new special move!”

“And let me tell you, it’s badass!” Nishimura shouts as he too leaps into the battle, a grin on his face, headband tails whipping the wind. He slaps his arms together, hands forming into fists just as they morph into a single, giant sledgehammer. “Special move, Battering Ram!” He hoists his arms up, flashing a pointed smirk. “Batter up!”

He swings with all his might, slamming the hammerhead into one of the villains and sending him smashing into three of his comrades. Nishimura’s arms return to normal as he pants a little, raising one hand to shield his eyes.

“Oops, guess I was playing bowling instead,” he quips, making both Tsuyu and Kemuri giggle.

“Are you two done with search and rescue?” Ojiro asks.

“For the most part,” Tsuyu answers. She ribbits, eyes widening. “Look out!”

Ojiro whirls around as a few henchmen rush at him, but a mass of hair envelopes them first. The furry student from Shiketsu stands before them.

“I sent Inasa here to help, but he has disgraced our school’s name,” the boy says. “THERE SHOULD BE NO ENEMIES LEFT!” The hair seems to grow, engulfing more villains.

A quick shout from Tokoyami urges them to focus again on the battle. Midoriya has disappeared, gone somewhere in the mess, and the fire tornado is still burning brightly a good distance away.

They fight on, knocking down villain after villain. Kemuri is about to sink her fingers into the nerves of another enemy when a buzzer goes off, freezing her movements.

“Um, yeah, so at this time, all of the H.U.C members that were deployed have been rescued from the disaster zone,” Mera drones. She slumps and so does the henchman. “It may seem anticlimactic, but with that, the provisional licensing exam has officially been completed. After we tally the scores, we’ll announce the results here in the arena. Anyone injured should go to the infirmary. The rest of you are free to change clothes and wait wherever you like.”

For a few seconds after, they’re all silent.

Dark Shadow releases the henchmen in his hold and they head back to where they last saw Gang Orca without another word.

Kemuri is drenched in sweat and when she looks down at her hands, they’re shaking. She feels like she’s dreaming, waiting for the “gotcha!” moment. Adrenaline fades with every passing second, reminding her that her body aches, reminding her that her head feels like it got used as a punching bag.

“Kemuri,” Ojiro says, hand falling to her shoulder. She looks up at him and he smiles. “You okay?”

She blinks a few times. “I…could use the infirmary,” she admits. She closes her eyes. “I’m…very dizzy.”

“I can come with you,” Ojiro offers.

“Thank you…”

She doesn’t even realize that Tokoyami has joined them until she feels something cool nuzzling her cheek and turns to see Dark Shadow. His wide yellow eyes stare down at her, expectant, and she reaches up to pet his beak.

“You did a good job,” she murmurs. She eyes Tokoyami. “Both of you.”

“That is easy to say when the scores have not been shown,” Tokoyami utters. He bows his head. “But, nonetheless, thank you.”

They walk in nervous yet content silence all the way back to the infirmary.

Chapter 130: A Moment of Victory

Chapter Text

“Okay. Everyone, thank you for your hard work in today’s exam,” Mera says.

All one hundred students have gathered in front of a large display screen. Mera sits at a raised desk similar to the one he sat at when he first started orientation, shoulders slumped, still looking exhausted in every way.

Kemuri feels better after some of the minor healing they gave her at the infirmary, but they can’t cure nerves. She isn’t sure whether they’re being graded with a points system, if it’s a pass/fail thing, or what.

“Now, before I announce the results, I should probably explain the way we evaluate,” Mera says. “Between H.U.C and those of us at the Heroes Public Safety Commission, we had a two-fold demerit system that we used to determine your total scores.”

Kemuri swallows, her palms getting sweaty. Is anyone else as nervous as her? She looks around at her classmates to find that not a single person looks relaxed. Uraraka has her hands folded in front of her, knuckles pressed to her chin as she trembles. Nishimura is gripping his uniform pants, bunching the material into his fist.

“In other words, we were evaluating you based on how few mistakes you made during a crisis situation,” Mera says.

Kemuri sucks in a breath. Did she make mistakes? Probably. She always manages to screw something up. She was probably too immobile at the triage station. She was foolish to go after Gang Orca and his army of henchmen when it was just her and Shindo. Could she have done more? She pushed herself to her limit and gave everything she had, so if that isn’t enough—

“Anyway…the names of those who passed are listed here in alphabetical order,” Mera says, making Kemuri snap out of her anxiety-ridden worryings as he gestures to the screen. “Keep my words in mind as you search the screen for your name.”

The names appear and Kemuri can hardly read them. They’re in large kanji, but seeing so many names pop up at once just makes her entire body seize up. In her slight daze, she finds herself counting how many squares there are on the screen instead of searching for her name, eyes trailing down the first column.

Thirteen, then…seven across, with two spaces missing on the last two columns. Thirteen multiplied by seven, minus two...

“There’s my name!” Hagakure shrieks, yet again making Kemuri startle. “I passed! Kemuri, guys, I passed!”

“Me too!” Ojiro replies, his tail wagging a mile a minute. He wipes sweat from his brow. “What a relief…”

Tokoyami’s beak lifts at the side, the only confirmation he gives that he passed too, and Shoji exhales. “Alright,” he murmurs.

All around them, their classmates are celebrating. Nishimura grins and lets out a shout of joy as he thrusts his fist into the air. Aoyama sparkles at his side, his smile more genuine than usual, while both Sato and Koda look overjoyed. Tsuyu, Uraraka, Mina…almost everyone in the class is reacting positively.

Kemuri is still calculating in her head, tapping her shaking fingers.

Shoji looks down at her, then reaches over and nudges her arm lightly. When she startles, he says, “You must be happy.”

She stares up at him, blinking once. “Huh?”

His eyebrow arches. “Your name. It’s right up there, between Sero and Shindo.”

“W-Wait, I passed?” she repeats, almost a whisper. She snaps her head back to the screen and searches for the S’s, unwilling to believe Shoji’s words until she sees it for herself. S…Sh…Shi…Sato, Sero—

There it is. Kemuri Shimakage.

Tears spring to her eyes and she lets out a sob, hand clapping over her mouth. She passed. She did it! She’s got a provisional hero license, one step closer to being a pro.

“Woah, are you crying?” Ojiro asks, eyes wide with alarm. “Kemuri? Your name is up there, right?” He looks up at Shoji. “Her name—”

“She’s up there. She passed,” Shoji confirms yet again.

Kemuri squeezes her eyes shut against her tears, gasping for breath, halfway to smiling. Hagakure lets out a cheer and throws her arms around her and Kemuri’s sobs dissolve into watery, teary laughter.

“I-I’m just…really h-happy,” she stammers as she returns Hagakure’s hug.

“In times of great joy, the soul can overflow and spill from the eyes,” Tokoyami says. He looks at the board again, then his eyes narrow. “Oh…”

“What is it, Toko?” Hagakure asks, releasing Kemuri from her embrace.

Tokoyami motions to the screen. “It seems…Todoroki did not pass.”

Kemuri’s mouth falls open and she looks to the rest of her classmates. Todoroki’s head is bowed, jaw clenched, and a wave of sympathy rolls over her. His argument with Yoarashi must have knocked him down enough to fail.

Right on cue, Yoarashi’s boisterous voice appears. “Todoroki!” he shouts.

The rest of class A goes mute as they watch Yoarashi approach, the giant, happy grin absent from his face. Todoroki stares up at him.

Yoarashi bashes his head into the ground, doing the obscenely low bow that he did before. “I’M SORRY!” he says. “It’s my fault that you didn’t pass the licensing exam! My focus was too narrow-minded. Forgive me!”

“Did…something happen?” Hagakure whispers.

Kemuri bites her lip. “They…started arguing in the middle of the fight with Gang Orca. Something about Endeavour.”

“Yikes…” Ojiro murmurs.

Todoroki’s lips purse. He looks so sad, sad enough that Kemuri wants to run over there and give him a comforting hug. Which she would never do, because she’s a coward and she doubts Todoroki would appreciate it.

“You’re fine. I’m the one who got us off to a bad start,” Todoroki says, reaching out his hand to Yoarashi.

“But still—” Yoarashi starts, still bowed in half.

“And thanks to the things you said to me,” Todoroki continues, “I have a lot to think about.”

“Holy crap,” Mina says. She looks to Sero, standing at her side. “Did he really fail?”

“How could our top two classmates not pass the exam?” Sero adds.

Kemuri frowns. “Who else didn’t—”

She stops talking when she sees Bakugo’s face, his teeth gritted and eyes nearly white with pure, unadulterated rage. When she looks back at the screen, there is no sign of Katsuki Bakugo anywhere among the eighty-nine other names.

“Should’ve been more careful about what you said, huh?” Kaminari asks Bakugo with a wink. “Words are important, you know?”

“Shut the hell up before I murder you,” Bakugo growls.

“Those entitled people at the top think so highly of themselves, don’t they?” Mineta says, wagging his finger at no one in particular. “Their egos are their own worst enemies.” He sneaks over to Todoroki and jumps, grasping the boy’s shoulder and hauling himself up with upper-body strength alone. “Looks like the class hierarchy is collapsing—”

Iida clamps Mineta’s head between his hands and lifts him off Todoroki, turning and crouching as he lowers him back to the ground. Mineta stares ahead, cheeks and eyes squished between Iida’s palms.

Midoriya and Yaoyorozu keep watching Todoroki, their expressions oozing sympathy for the boy.

“I can’t believe this,” Midoriya whispers.

“Poor Todoroki,” Yaoyorozu agrees, one hand reaching to her heart.

Todoroki doesn’t look at either of them, his expression still downcast, and Yoarashi is still bowed before him.

“So,” Mera drones. “Next, we’ll give you the printouts of your results. They include a breakdown of your scores, so you’ll know exactly what areas you need to improve moving forward.”

The suited government worker who approaches class A has the “K” last names, so Kirishima and Kaminari get their printouts first. Hagakure dashes over to Kaminari and grabs his arm, shaking him and begging him to tell her how he did.

“Give me a chance to look and I’ll tell you!” he retorts, pouting as he focuses on the page.

Mera keeps talking as the workers move through the crowd. “We lopped off points when you did something wrong. Fall below fifty and you were done. These demerits are itemized on your result forms, as you’ll see, so I’d take a good look at them.”

More papers get handed out. Kemuri, Shoji, and Sero get theirs one after the other. Ojiro is close behind. Sero huddles closer to the three of them, eyes roving his page desperately. Kemuri doesn’t look. She almost doesn’t want to know, not until she hears the others.

“Sixty-one points?” Ojiro reads out-loud. “I barely made it…”

Sero’s face lights up. “I got eighty-four!” He turns the page around, still grinning. “Look at that, guys! I’m actually kinda great at this stuff!”

Kemuri smiles. “Of course, you are. You’re super talented,” she says. With how good he is at catching people, being a friendly guy, and his general smarts, he’s a good all-rounder. His score doesn’t surprise her at all and she’s honestly happy for him.

He nudges her arm with his fist. “Aw, thanks, Kemuri. You’re sweet,” he replies, making her cheeks flush. He notices Mina and Kaminari nearby and dashes off to share his exciting news.

“Wait, Yaomomo, you got ninety-four points?!” Jiro exclaims. Yaoyorozu smiles, practically glowing with pride.

Kemuri’s heart sinks. Ninety-four? Geez…that’s a tough score to beat. Yaoyorozu’s gonna land on top of the class yet again, no doubt about that.

Kemuri still doesn’t look at her paper. She’s too nervous about it now. She knows she passed, isn’t that enough? She can’t bear to see a low number, already dreading what her grandfather will say.

“What about you, Iida? How’d it go?” Midoriya asks from nearby.

“I ended with eighty! It seems my weak points were in practical applications,” Iida says, looking rightfully proud. “What about you?”

Midoriya shifts, their heads moving closer together. “I got seventy-one points. Looks like they mostly docked me for some of the stupid stuff I said at the beginning and times when I was just kinda standing around.”

Iida starts pumping his fist rapidly into the air. “I’m glad we’ve been given such imperical evidence on what we must improve upon!” he declares.

Kemuri looks away from them, pleased to hear they did well. “Shoji, how’d you do?” she asks as he looks up from his paper. “Tokoyami? Toru?”

“I received eighty-one points,” Tokoyami says. He eyes his page, then lowers it. “It seems my weakest points involved comforting the injured and being a…calming presence.”

“I got seventy-nine,” Shoji adds. He shrugs. “Similar to you, Tokoyami. I was pretty quiet, but effective.”

“Lucky!” Hagakure whines. “I got sixty-two! I couldn’t do much to help people, just assisted in any way I could. Apparently my use of quirk was super bad, but hey! This wasn’t a stealth test! Oh well.”

“Still better than me,” Ojiro sighs. His tail droops. “Looks like I need to improve in just about everything. I didn’t stand out or do anything…remarkable.” He tilts his head back. “Man…”

“But you passed! And that means you’re just going to get better and stronger!” Hagakure insists, resting her gloved hand against his arm. “You’ve got this, Ojiro. I’m right here beside you, in both points and in person!”

He smiles. “Ah…thanks, Hagakure.”

She squeals and hugs him, immediately making his entire face turn red as he starts babbling about how she’s naked and he’s afraid to touch her in the wrong spot and whatever else. Shoji chuckles at their antics while Tokoyami just shakes his head. Kemuri giggles.

“You guys all did amazing,” she says. “Really! You…you should be proud.”

“What’s your score, Kemuri?” Tokoyami asks.

She goes pale, pressing the paper to her leg. “A-Ah…well—”

“Yo! Shimakage! Shimasquad!” Nishimura’s voice sounds, cutting her off and making her breathe a sigh of relief.

“Shimasquad?” Hagakure repeats.

Nishimura jogs over, followed closely by his group of friends. “Okay, here’s the thing, I almost failed, but I didn’t. I got sixty,” he says.

Ojiro’s eyes widen. “Wait, really? Sixty?” Kemuri can almost hear how relieved he is to hear that someone did worse than him while still passing.

“Yeah,” Nishimura sighs. “Apparently I was only really active during that last battle, so I lost a chunk of points. I couldn’t help out too much anywhere else.” There’s faint annoyance on his face.

“Oh, I get that. I’m the same,” Ojiro agrees with a sympathetic nod.

“But, that got the guys talking,” Nishimura continues, reaching up to scratch the scar on his jaw, “and we’re going around trying to figure out who got the best score and who got the lowest.”

“I got sixty-four,” Sato says. “Aoyama got seventy and Koda got sixty-three.”

“Oui, it is good to be a top for once,” Aoyama comments, making Nishimura snort with laughter. Aoyama seems pleased by the reaction as he winks and flicks his hair. “I mean, of course, out of my entourage here.”

“Mineta is overjoyed with his score,” Nishimura adds. “He got sixty-nine.” Hagakure giggles as Ojiro groans a little. “Tsuyu got a ninety, can you believe it?” His grin gets even wider. “Just…woah, like…she’s amazing. That’s an amazing score!”

“Here he goes again,” Aoyama sighs, making Sato bite back a laugh.

Nishimura blushes hard and waves his hand. “Ah, so…how did you guys do?”

Shoji lists off their numbers, then his eyes fall back on Kemuri. “She still hasn’t looked at her page,” he states.

“Huh?” Nishimura asks. Suddenly, a far too large group is staring at her. “What’s wrong? You passed, right?”

“W-Well, yeah, I’m just…” She presses the paper to her chest, takes in a deep breath, then exhales. “I…I’m scared.”

“Of a number?” Sato asks.

“I…I did everything I could during this test. I…I’ve never worked harder at something in my life, and…and if I look at this page and see, like…fifty-two, I’m…” She sniffles hard, her voice getting choked. “I…can’t.”

She hugs the paper tighter, her heart pounding again. Her friends have to understand that this is about her grandfather. It always is. It’s always about the expectations he has for her, the goals she has to reach. She needs to be amazing here.

For once, she needs to win.

“Hey, we’re all here for you, Kemuri,” Shoji says. He steps closer to her. “How about one of us looks at it first? Would that help?”

She almost denies it outright. It’s her grade, she should see it, but even as she feels the paper beneath her fingers, she can’t imagine making herself look at it. She nods and pushes it towards Shoji, hand shaking.

“You…you look at it. Don’t…don’t tell me right away, un…unless it’s good,” she begs.

“As you wish,” Shoji murmurs.

Seven eager bodies lean in as Shoji turns the paper over, scanning it, and his eyes widen a little. Kemuri feels her heart stop as he slowly looks up at her, his eyes creasing at the sides. Her mouth goes dry.

“Is it bad? It’s not bad, is it? That’s a smile. You’re smiling, aren’t you? That’s a smile,” she rambles, sweat beading on her forehead. “Shoji, is it...Shoji…”

Shoji slowly looks up at Nishimura, his dark eyes still glinting. “Nishi, want to make sure I’m reading this right?”

Nishimura arches an eyebrow, but comes closer and looks at the page. His eyes almost bulge out of his head and his mouth falls open.

“Holy shit,” he whispers. “Holy…Shimakage, what the actual fuck did you do?!”

“H-Huh? What? What is it?” Kemuri demands. She wants her paper back now. She can’t stand it.

“Ninety-four,” Shoji and Nishimura say together.

For a second, Kemuri swears that that entire, decimated, destroyed arena full of bustling teenagers goes dead quiet.

“What?” she squeaks. “No, that’s…that’s Yaomomo’s score…”

“And yours,” Shoji says. He hands her her paper and she flips it.

Ninety-four. 94. She stands stock-still, staring at the paper until it starts to blur with her unbelieving tears. She lost points for brief periods of inactivity at the triage station, but that was it. Work on taking faster action, but otherwise…

Quirk use was remarkable. Strategy was wonderful. Teamwork was good. Her comforting presence to the injured was perfect. She tied…with Yaoyorozu, the recommendation student with the amazing, versatile quirk and the brilliant mind whom Kemuri felt she could never be equal to in even one instant.

Her area to work on is being more confident and sure of herself and her actions. How fitting.

The tears reappear, a torrent on her face that she has no hope of stopping.

“HOLY SHIT, KEMURI, YOU’RE AMAZING!” Hagakure shrieks.

“Guys!” Nishimura shouts. “Shimakage got a fucking ninety-four!”

“What?”

“No way!”

“Yes, best friend!” Hagakure squeals, leaping in for another squishy hug. “That’s my best friend! You go, best friend!”

“It’s…it’s not that big of a deal,” Kemuri says weakly, but she knows that’s a lie. This is a milestone for her. This is a deal if there ever was one.

As soon as Hagakure releases Kemuri, Sato is there, lifting her into a giant hug as he laughs. “Congrats! You deserve it!” he says with a giant smile on his face.

Kemuri is almost too stunned to return the hug, still crying too much to really see what’s happening.

“Shimakage! Get over here!” Kirishima calls as Sato puts her down.

Yet again, she hardly has any time for a breath before Kirishima is before her, shark-toothed smile beaming, eyes sparkling. He reaches out for her hand, she takes it, and he yanks her into the bro-est of bro-hugs.

“Nice job kicking ass out there, Shimakage! We knew you had it in you!” he says.

He pulls away, tears still trickling down her face. Everyone is being so kind, so supportive. It’s making her heart feel like it’ll burst out of her chest. Simultaneously, this is way too much attention to deal with at once. She used to be practically invisible and now, well…she’s translucent at best.

“T-Thank you,” she stammers. “But…Yaomomo and Tsuyu did amazing too! They…they both were in the nineties,” she says, gesturing to the girls.

Yaoyorozu beams. “I’m so proud of everyone here, truly!”

“Ribbit, ribbit!” Tsuyu agrees, eyes half-closed with joy.

“The three of you will make stellar heroes!” Iida declares. He adjusts his glasses as they start to slip, still smiling. “We should all be ready to call you if there’s a disaster!”

Yaoyorozu covers her face, utterly red, while Kemuri presses her hands against her ears as a puff of steam escapes her. Tsuyu thanks Iida with all her usual cool collectedness.

“Aw, yeah! The women dominated the top three!” Mina hoots. She high-fives Uraraka and Hagakure. “Point for the ladies!”

At that, everyone keeps chattering away, spreading positivity and congratulations to each other like there’s no tomorrow. Bakugo keeps his hands shoved deep in his pockets, glaring out at the world with eyes that are sharp enough to kill. Todoroki keeps any negative feelings inside as he personally congratulates Yaoyorozu, making her even redder than before.

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Mera gets everyone’s attention again as the excitement dies down. He has to get through his closing remarks and, as he oh-so-happily tells everyone, he’d like to wrap this up before sunset so he can go and take a nap.

His opening statement covers what they can do with their licenses now: fighting villains and saving the victims of criminal acts or accidents. They can act using their best judgement with no direct orders, but he swiftly warns them that they carry a deep responsibility towards the betterment of society. The world is watching.

Kemuri knows being a hero is a lot of pressure and hearing it makes it more real, but she knows she can make it. She’s grown up under pressure. What’s a little more?

Then, Mera talks about All Might’s downfall. He can no longer act as a deterrent for criminals, meaning villains will become bolder and more widespread. The balance of their world is shifting and they, the young people, must become exemplary heroes, standing as the hope for the future.

“Remember, the license you earned today is provisional and you still have much to do,” Mera says. “I would like for you to think of yourselves as fledglings and be even more diligent in your studies.”

Kemuri swallows hard, pursing her lips. Her victory today was a small one. She has so much more to learn, so many ways she can still improve and get stronger from here. She can use today as proof to herself and her inner doubt that she is capable.

“As for those of you who fell short and didn’t pass; we don’t have time for you to be bitter about your loss. Instead, we offer you a chance to redeem yourselves,” Mera says. Class A gasps and looks to Bakugo and Todoroki as their faces slacken with shock. “After you attend a three-month long special course and pass an individual test, we plan to issue provisional licenses to those of you who failed as well.”

Cheers roll through the crowd, no doubt celebrations for the eleven students who didn’t pass and, likewise, their friends and classmates. Todoroki’s face is still soft, stunned, while Bakugo gets a hint of his old, competitive fire back in his eyes.

“In order for us to reach the idyllic future I just spoke of, we’re going to need as many good heroes on the streets as we can get,” Mera says, extending his hands to the children below him. “The first round was the one to weed people out. We’d like to grow the hundred selected in that test as much as possible. That’s why we watched you all until the end, so we could see for ourselves that you each have promise, and once your shortcomings are corrected, you have the potential to be as great as your fellow classmates.”

Kemuri feels strange, hearing him say that. Todoroki and Bakugo have the potential to be as great as the rest of them? As great as…people like her? They’re so strong, so talented, and they’ve always been at the top. To hear Mera say that they are the ones who can still grow is jarring.

“This special course will keep you busy, as it will run concurrently with your other studies. You’re welcome to retake the exam in April if you prefer to wait.”

“Oh, like hell!” Bakugo snarls.

“SPECIAL COURSE!” Yoarashi bellows.

“Isn’t this great, Todoroki?” Midoriya beams.

“Y-You don’t have to,” Mineta pipes up. “Take it easy! Relax! The hierarchy is collapsing—”

Iida again claps his hands on either side of Mineta’s face, squishing his cheeks up and silencing him with a soft squeak. Iida stands up, carrying Mineta with him and leaving him dangling between his palms.

“We’ll root for you!” Iida says.

Todoroki’s eyes widen just enough to look grateful. “Thank you,” he says. “I’ll work hard.”

And, just like that, the provisional licensing exam is over.

People start to head back to the main building. Everyone who passed has to get an I.D photo taken, then pick up the physical copy of their license.

Kemuri notices Bakugo glaring at her, Kirishima still at his side while she’s on the edge of her own friend group. He keeps staring, nose wrinkled, and she gulps hard as she moves closer to him.

One day, her attempt to be civil with him has to work…right?

“Bakugo, I…I’m sure—” she starts.

“Stuff it, I don’t need your damn encouragement,” he snaps, making her flinch. He turns away, starting to follow Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari, then he glances over his shoulder. “You weren’t shit today, but don’t expect to stay on top. Enjoy it while you can, because I’m gonna come and rip that throne right out from under your ass.” His glare sharpens. “You hear me, Smokey?!”

She blinks. “Y-Yeah, loud…loud and clear.”

“Tch.”

He storms off and a gentle nudge from Shoji gets Kemuri to follow the crowds away. Somehow, hearing Bakugo’s words, it just ignites a fire in her. She pissed him off. Today, she managed to beat him at something.

And damn if that isn’t one of the sweetest things she’s ever tasted.

Chapter 131: A Photograph Tells All

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Kemuri has to use her cane to feel around, far too enraptured with staring at her brand new hero license to even think about watching where she’s going. The plastic glints in the dying evening sun, flashing across her picture and her tiny, nervous smile, across the letters reading proudly that this license belongs to the heroine, Smokey Eye.

She really did it. This isn’t some dream she’s going to wake up from.

“Kemuri!”

She looks up at Iida’s voice to find him running towards her. He stops at her side and falls into step, smiling.

“I didn’t get to personally congratulate you on your incredible score,” he says. “You must be pleased.”

“I’m…yeah,” she says, letting out a nervous laugh. “Honestly, I…I can’t believe it. I’m not used to…being on top.”

He nods, still smiling a little. “Everyone deserves a shining moment.”

“You did amazing too, Tenya,” she says. Internally, she adds a, “You always are.” She looks to the sky, watching the dark silhouette of a bird punctuated by the orange light. “Nishimura and his friends were figuring out rankings. You were top five, if…if you count Momo and my score as one place.”

“Thank you! I am eager to keep working and improving, despite my high placing.” He stops, urging her to do the same. “Ah, Kemuri, I was wondering…Tensei was very excited today, but I’m sure he’d be happy to see that both of us passed.” He tilts his head a little and chops his hand once. “Would you mind taking a picture with me?”

Her smile is probably a little too excited (in Kemuri terms, meaning it shows more teeth than usual). “O-Oh, yeah! That’d…that’d be great!” she says as she retracts her stick and tucks it in her backpack.

“Perfect! Just let me retrieve my phone…” He digs his phone from the pocket of his backpack and goes to the camera, flipping it to face them. He looks up at Kemuri. “Ah, would you mind if I—”

“Not at all,” she says. She berates herself a second later. She needs to stop agreeing to whatever he asks of her before he’s finished asking it.

He steps closer to her, their shoulders touching, heads close enough that she can smell his citrusy shampoo. He holds up his license and she lifts hers to hover right beside his, the edges touching, and she puts up her other hand in a peace sign.

“Cheese!” Iida says as they both flash big smiles at the camera.

He takes the picture, then brings his phone down to examine it. Kemuri leans closer, eager to see. She really hopes she doesn’t look stupid or dead tired or dirty or—

“Perfect,” he says.

He shows her the phone and she has to admit, she thinks this picture has the one she took with him and Tensei beat. In her picture with both brothers, she looks happy, her eyes all scrunched up and her smile wide, but she remembers how she felt. She was nervous. She could hardly look at Iida without turning into a jumbling mess of nerves.

That was before she got closer with her friends. That was before they knew about her home life, before she started going to therapy, before she started realizing all the damage she had been toting around.

In this photo…she looks relaxed. She looks content and calm in a way that she’s never seen herself. Her smile isn’t as wide, but it’s more natural, and she just looks different. She looks…healthier.

“Kemuri?” Iida asks, that note of worry in his tone. “Are you alright?”

She reaches up to snag the tears on her lashes. “I just…we look really good,” she breathes. Their licenses fit together like puzzle pieces, Smokey Eye and Ingenium. She gazes up at him as he laughs. “You know…Ingenium really suits you. I’m glad…I’m glad you took that name.”

He looks away again, a dusty blush across his nose. “I am proud to carry it, knowing that each day, I am getting closer to becoming the man he is,” he says, clenching his fist before him.

She doesn’t have words to express herself properly. She feels the exact same way, but…instead of becoming like an older sibling, each day she is becoming more and more like the girl she should have been, the girl she can be.

“Do you want me to send this to you?” he asks. She nods, teeth snagging her bottom lip for a second, and he starts typing. “Of course! And…done!”

Her phone buzzes, but she doesn’t reach for it. Instead, she keeps looking up at him. When he looks back at her, the sun glints against his glasses and makes his hair look even bluer and her heart just can’t take it.

“Tenya?”

“Yes?”

“I…”

God, this is really stupid.

“I…really…want to h-hug you right now,” she says, hardly a whisper.

He blinks a few times, surprised, and she seriously considers just taking it back and pretending that she was making a joke.

“Well, I’m right here,” he says, tucking his license into his backpack pocket while she does the same. “And…you seem to enjoy hugs as a way of celebrating, correct?”

She nods. It’s only half-true. She does love hugs. She loves hugs after something has gone right, after something has gone wrong, but that’s only half of it. There’s no way she’s admitting that she loves hugging him, specifically. She loves feeling his body against hers, his heart beneath her ear, the scent of his deodorant or his cologne wafting around her. It’s like a freaking drug.

“Then, I would like to celebrate with you too,” he says, extending his arms to her.

She wraps her arms around him and squeezes, him returning it, and she feels like she could die happy. She takes a deep breath, clears her mind, then starts to pull back.

“Get the fuck out of my way, extras.”

The two of them jump apart just as Bakugo muscles between them, seething, and Kirishima is right on his heels. He sighs, an apologetic smile on his face.

“Sorry, he’s just upset,” Kirishima says.

“DON’T TELL THEM WHAT I’M FEELING, SHITTY HAIR!”

Kirishima shrugs and hurries away. Kemuri fans her face a little, far too warm, while Iida huffs a little.

“There is plenty of sidewalk to walk on, Bakugo! You didn’t have to interrupt!” he shouts, swiping his hand about in the air.

“Oo, interrupt what?” This time, it’s Hagakure, her skirt bouncing as she approaches. Kemuri can practically sense her shit-eating grin. “You two getting cozy or…?”

“It was a celebration of an exam well done!” Iida says, seemingly unfazed as he again chops his hands. “Ah, speaking of which, I want to speak with Midoriya and Uraraka! I bid you farewell for now, Kemuri.”

“R-Right, bye, Tenya,” Kemuri says as he dashes off.

Hagakure giggles. “You sly dog,” she says.

“S-Shush, I…I just…” Kemuri stammers. She exhales and drops her voice to a mumble. “Is it so bad to…want to hug him?"

“Definitely not. Gotta shoot your shot, girl!”

Hagakure slips her arm through Kemuri’s and starts walking, dragging the girl after her. Kemuri doesn’t object, instead looking over her shoulder at the other students trickling from the doors. She can see Mr. Aizawa and Ms. Joke talking near the entrance.

“Where are the boys?” Kemuri asks.

“They got caught up in the line,” Hagakure says. “Probably still changing. They’ll be here soon, don’t worry!”

“I…I wasn’t worried…”

“Kemuri, sweetie?” Hagakure says, suddenly a lot more serious. There’s a pause. “You’re always worried.”

Kemuri makes a “psh” sound as she lightly shoves Hagakure. “Shut up…”

They start to giggle, their laughter growing with every step they take.

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Kemuri has to admit, she almost forgot that everyone would be going back to the dorms and not to their separate houses. The relief that washes over her when she realizes that she doesn’t have to face her grandfather yet is immeasurable. Knowing him, he’ll probably tell her off about not getting a perfect score or some other awful thing.

Kemuri can already feel seeds of doubt growing in her head and it takes everything in her to keep them down. She kicked absolute butt today and she is not going to let an imaginary conversation with her grandfather get her down.

At least her parents are overjoyed. She sent the picture of her and Iida to their family group chat and both her mom and dad are flooding her messages with everything from “congratulations” to “we love you to bits, our little hero!” They sent back of a photo of Kazue giving a thumbs up while Cayden grins, holding up Ichiro to the camera.

Back at Heights Alliance, everyone’s changed into their casual clothes with a few people still hanging out in the common area. Kemuri already showered and brushed her teeth, leaving her hair down, but Hagakure wanted to hang out a bit more, so here she is.

Koda has Yuwai in his arms, softly saying that petting soft animals is very relaxing, and both Uraraka and Tsuyu are quick to take him up on the offer. Kemuri is seated on the couch with Hagakure and Mina, Ojiro looking over their shoulders while Mina gushes about how excited she is to be a real hero. Kaminari stands in front of them, engaging in her excitement with his own.

Yaoyorozu and Jiro are seated across the coffee table from Kemuri, chatting while Yaoyorozu enjoys a cup of tea. Sato and Tokoyami linger behind the couches, Sato getting ready to head up to his room while Tokoyami just watches, arms crossed over his chest. Everyone else has gone to bed or is getting ready for bed.

Kemuri sits back and tries to lose herself in the noise of the conversations around her.

“So we’re back to normal classes tomorrow, right?” Jiro asks.

“I suppose there’s no rest for heroes,” Yaoyorozu says as she takes a sip of her tea.

“Man, I could use a vacation,” Sato sighs.

“I will not forget this summer for the rest of my life,” Tokoyami says.

“We’re, like, totally legit now!”

“Real heroes! Almost! Sorta! Oh, it doesn’t even matter!”

“Hewwo, Yuwai-chan. I love you so much, yes, I do!”

“So cute, ribbit.”

Kemuri feels dead tired, way too tired to stay up any later, and yet when her eyes start to close, she remembers the panic that rolled through her when Todoroki got hit with that cement gun. She pushed through it in the test, sure, but she blames the adrenaline that had been buzzing through her veins.

She wonders if, in the future, she’ll be able to keep going if the villain is real, if the weapons are real, and if the injuries are real. She feels sick just thinking about it.

“I’m gonna go to bed,” she says, lightly nudging Hagakure’s shoulder as she speaks. “Goodnight.”

“Night, Kemuri! Good job today!”

She smiles lightly. “Yeah, you too.”

Kemuri says goodnight to Ojiro and Tokoyami as she passes them. She heads to the elevators, goes up to the third floor, enters her room, and just manages to change into her pyjamas before she collapses onto her bed and falls into a fitful sleep.

Tomorrow’s another day.

Chapter 132: Time for an Opening Ceremony

Chapter Text

Of all the things Kemuri thought she’d wake up to, the last thing she expected was to see Midoriya and Bakugo looking utterly beaten up, and what’s more, to hear that the story behind their injuries is that they fought each other the night before.

“What?!” everyone exclaims, and that pretty much sums up Kemuri’s feelings on the matter.

“You two threw down?!” Mina gasps.

“And now you’re under house arrest?!” Hagakure adds.

Midoriya and Bakugo keep vacuuming the rugs, heads down, faces solemn.

“HILARIOUS!” Kaminari hoots.

Aoyama clicks his tongue. “Très tragique…”

“You’re both morons,” Sero scolds, shaking his head.

“The pinnacle of stupidity,” Tokoyami utters, earning a nod from Shoji.

Uraraka and Iida approach Midoriya, who still doesn’t look up at them. “So…did you make up after, or…?” Uraraka asks.

“Well, it wasn’t that we made up exactly,” Midoriya says. He grips his chin. “It’s kinda hard to put into words…”

“You’re lucky you two got away with house arrest!” Iida says, hand stiff and aimed at Midoriya. He starts chopping it as he keeps talking. “This does mean you’ll miss the opening ceremony we’re going to right now.”

“Bakugo, what about our extra classes?” Todoroki asks.

“SHUT UP, ICY-HOT! THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!” Bakugo roars as he starts vacuuming even more ferociously than before.

“Well, thanks for cleaning up!” Kaminari says with a shit-eating grin, earning a frustrated growl from Bakugo.

“Let’s just go…don’t want to be late,” Kemuri murmurs, gripping her bag tighter.

“Agreed,” Ojiro sighs, nervous sweat beading on his brow.

They hurry outside, leaving Midoriya and Bakugo to keep cleaning. Kemuri really hopes that this doesn’t set a standard for the rest of their semester.

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Kemuri likes how it doesn’t take much for everyone to get back into the swing of things, and by everyone, she means Iida.

“Listen up, everyone!” Iida shouts. “Stay in line and move promptly into position! I want to see order!”

Kemuri bites her tongue against a laugh as they walk down the hallway in seating order, meaning Kemuri is at Nishimura’s back and Jiro is behind her. Iida keeps swinging his arms about, directing them past the lockers.

“You’re the only one who’s not in line,” Sero says with a snicker.

Iida tenses up, quivering a little as he gasps. “Ah! The dilemma of a class rep!”

“I heard a little rumour about 1-A,” someone says, making Kemuri look towards the sound as they stop walking. Monoma leans against the wall between two of the locker areas, hair hiding his eyes.

“God, not this guy,” Nishimura mutters.

“TWO PEOPLE!” Monoma cackles, holding up two fingers at the class as his manic smile reappears. “YOU HAD TWO PEOPLE FAIL THE LICENSING EXAM, YOU LOSERS!”

“Monoma,” Sero groans, already backing away from him.

“I see he’s just as unhinged as usual,” Kaminari agrees, one eye twitching a little.

“Bet you were the only one in your class to fail. Just like in the final, huh?” Kirishima says, thumb and pointer finger framing his chin as he smirks. Monoma keeps laughing, clutching his stomach, then promptly stops as he turns around, silent. “That wasn’t an answer!”

Monoma chuckles. “Hah…actually…”

He turns around with a flourish as his classmates appear from their locker area, gathered behind him. It’s like they planned a dramatic entrance. Tetsutetsu is already grinning, waving at Kirishima, who waves right back.

“Every one of us passed!” Monoma declares. “We’ve pulled ahead of you big shots.”

“Why is everything a competition with you?” Nishimura asks, crossing his arms over his chest.

Todoroki’s face grows dark as he bows his head. “I’m sorry,” he utters. “It’s my fault.”

“They’re the ones turning it into a competition! It’s no big deal!” Kirishima insists.

A blonde girl with big blue eyes and giant horns moves closer to the class, smiling. “Accordin’ to Teacher Vlad, we’re going to have the classes together this semester! Doesn’t that sound like it will be fun?” she asks. She grins. “I’m lookin’ forward to it!”

Kemuri can tell by her dialect that Japanese isn’t her first language, although she’s fluent enough to make sense. She looks Western, both in the sense that she has literal horse hooves and her general ethnicity.

“Oh, seriously? Can’t wait to test out my skills!” Kirishima says as he smashes his fists together.

Monoma leans over to whisper something to the girl as Kaminari’s eyes light up with recognition. “Oh hey, isn’t she the exchange student?” he asks.

Monoma pulls away and the girl grins. “Touch me and I’ll snap you in half!” she proclaims. She immediately looks to Monoma for validation as he bursts out laughing.

Kemuri and the rest of her class gawk, multiple faces going pale.

Kendo, on the other hand, moves to Monoma and chops the back of his neck. “Stop filling Pony’s head with that crap,” she snaps.

“What? What did I say?” the girl, Pony, asks. Her smile starts to fall.

Kemuri raises her hand a little, switching to English. “Ah…you…you said that if we touched you, you’d snap us in half,” she says.

Pony’s face pales. “Oh crap! I’m so sorry! I don’t want to snap anyone in half!” she blurts, also in English. She stammers out rapid-fire Japanese apologies, although English mixes in here and there. Kemuri blinks at her a few times, hands raised as if to calm her.

“Ohhh…she’s American,” Kaminari murmurs, stroking his chin.

“What is she saying in between all the apologies?” Jiro asks, leaning closer to Kemuri.

“More apologies,” Kemuri replies, making her nod and murmur “ah.”

“Hey, we’re trying to get through back here,” yet another voice enters the fray, making both hero classes look up. Shinso walks towards them, some of his General Studies classmates behind him.

“Our apologies!” Iida says. “Come on, everyone, save your chit chat for later! We’re clogging up the hallway!”

“I honestly can’t believe how uncool you are,” Shinso retorts, deadpan, as class A and B shuffle into closer groups to clear the hall.

Kemuri purses her lips, crossing her arms over her chest. She hasn’t seen or talked to Shinso since after the Sports Festival. Their last bit of contact was through his apology letter. Seeing him now, the tiniest flare of resentment ignites in her chest, only to be snuffed out. That’s the past, she tells herself. Let it be.

She does look over at Ojiro, though, to see that his expression has hardened a little too.

“Shinso,” Tokoyami murmurs.

“Oh, right, the guy who fought Midoriya at the Sports Festival,” Jiro says.

“You sure that’s the same guy?” Sero asks. “Looks like he’s bulked up a bit since then.”

Kemuri’s teeth snag her lip as Shinso moves past, making the briefest eye contact with her before looking away. He has bulked up—his arms and torso are much thicker now—so she assumes his training with Aizawa has been going well. At least that’s good for him.

“Everyone, please! Let’s move!” Iida urges.

With the line destroyed, everyone just heads out in a clumped group, class B sticking nearby. Nishimura finds himself next to Kamakiri, neither of them acknowledging each other for a second.

“Uh…hey, man,” Nishimura says.

“Hello,” Kamakiri says, eyes slightly narrowed. A pause, then, “How are your blades?”

“Sharp as ever.”

“Good. When we fight this semester, I want you at your strongest so that when I destroy you, no one will doubt that I’m the best bladesman in the hero course.”

Nishimura grins. “Oh, you’re on, Mantis Boy."

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“Hi there! It’s the adorable small mammal you all know and love, the principal!”

Principal Nezu really knows how to start off an opening ceremony, Kemuri thinks. Nezu is perched on an elevated platform, facing the crowd of U.A students spread out before him. The teachers are spread out in a long line in front of him.

“You may notice that the fur I’m so proud of has deteriorated in quality. I haven’t been taking care of it. This is something that can happen to humans too, even if you eat a balanced diet full of vitamins and minerals. You won’t have a mane of luscious locks unless you’re getting lots of sleep. That’s the secret! Disturbances in your normal resting patterns are horrible for your hair!”

Kemuri fiddles with her braid, frowning. Is her hair less shiny than it was before the training camp? Maybe…if the principal is serious and not just a little bit off his rocker. Beside her, Ojiro has one eyebrow arched in confusion while behind him, Kaminari is playing with his tail.

“My own sleep cycle has been upset by the incidents that took place over summer vacation, which I’m sure everyone here knows about already,” Nezu continues. “We lost a pillar of hope, the ramifications of which have appeared faster than I could have ever imagined, and there will likely be even more chaos throughout our world in the near future. In particular, this will be most apparent to those of you studying in the hero course. You must approach extracurriculars, like the hero work studies available to second and third years, with a greater sense of caution than you would have given it before.”

“Hero work studies?” Mina asks.

“Maybe they’re the next level after the internships we already did?” Tsuyu suggests.

“The air always feels heavy when we talk about gloomy subjects,” Nezu sighs. “But, rest assured your teachers are working hard to remove this weight from your shoulders. I’d like all of you to learn from their diligence and remember that hard work will help you develop into capable heroes. Whether Hero Course, Support, Business, or General Studies, I don’t want anyone to forget that you are the ones who will inherit our society.”

“Well spoken. Thank you, Principal Nezu,” Vlad King says as he takes the microphone. “Now we’ll hear from the guidance counsellor. Please give Mr. Hound Dog your attention.”

Kemuri perks up a bit as Hagakure lands rapid, tiny slaps to her leg. Hound Dog approaches the microphone, gripping it and moving it closer to his muzzled mouth. A little bit of feedback rings out.

“Yesterday,” Hound Dog starts, a growl already creeping into his voice.

Kemuri cringes. He’s angry. He doesn’t growl unless he’s really angry.

“TWO STUDENTS—” he manages to get out before he dissolves into nothing but pure, rage-filled barking. Kemuri can feel the crowd tense up.

“He’s your therapist?” Hagakure whispers.

“He’s…a lot calmer during our sessions,” Kemuri replies, sweat beading on her brow.

To most neurotypical and/or well-behaved students, Hound Dog just seems like a hulking, angry beast that stomps around the grounds, always alert for intruders or troublemaking students. To the others—the problem children, the insecure children, the ones with quirks they have a hard time controlling—they know. They know that he’s intelligent, maybe a little gruff at times, and that he’s a good listener.

Hound Dog ends off with a long howl and, as he walks off, panting heavily, Vlad King returns to the mic. “Alright,” he says. “As you just heard, there were students fighting last night. I know you’re not used to life in the dorms, but let’s all be a little more respectful moving forward.”

“Does he forget human speech when he gets mad?” Mineta asks, quivering.

“Midoriya and Bakugo were doing well…” Yaoyorozu sighs. “Now they’re being treated like problem children.”

“Let’s be real here,” Nishimura says. “They were always problem children.”

“That’s it,” Vlad King says. “Back to your classrooms, starting with the third years.”

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“Okay, starting today, we’ll resume our regular classes and training schedule,” Aizawa says once the class has settled back into their desks. “I know a lot has happened recently, however, you need to switch gears and focus on your school duties. We’re lecturing today, but this semester you’ll have even harsher training than before.”

“He can’t mean that, right?” Mina whispers.

Aizawa’s scarf and hair rise up as his eyes glow red. “Like to share, Ashido?”

Mina squeaks in terror. “His icy stare is back!”

“Uh, excuse me, sir?” Tsuyu asks, raising her hand as Aizawa returns to normal. “May I ask a question? What were those things the principal was talking about during the opening ceremony? I’ve never heard the term ‘hero work studies’ before.”

“I know, right? That had me pretty confused too,” Sero says.

“I also have concerns,” Tokoyami adds.

Yaoyorozu raises her hand. “He said it’s something the upperclassman participate in, correct?”

Aizawa rubs the back of his neck. “Hm…I was going to talk about those at a later date, but I guess telling you now is more logical,” he says. “To put it simply, it’s work outside of class. Like the internships you did at pro hero agencies before, only closer to the real thing.”

For a few seconds, everyone is silent. Kemuri taps her fingers against her knee, frowning a little. She’s never heard about these. Her mother and grandfather never did them at U.A, since they weren’t in the hero course, so it makes sense that they wouldn’t have mentioned it to her.

“Wait, then why did we work so hard at the Sports Festival?!” Uraraka exclaims, shooting to her feet, hand in the air.

Iida purses his lips. “She has a point,” he says. “If we have work studies, those who weren’t scouted at the Sports Festival still have career paths.”

Sato watches Uraraka as she trembles, fists pressed to her chest. “You’ve gotta calm down,” he says. “You’re acting kinda nutso…”

“This doesn’t make sense!” she retorts. “If we all get to do them—”

“You’ll be using your connections from the festival to secure a work study,” Aizawa interrupts. “It’s basic networking. This isn’t part of your normal classwork. It’s discretionary for each student. That means those who weren’t scouted at the Sports Festival will have a hard time lining one up, I’m afraid. Originally, individual agencies recruited on their own, but there was lots of competition as people tried to recruit U.A students. So, this is how things ended up.” He eyes Uraraka, still standing. “Good enough, Uraraka?”

“I’m sorry I jumped to conclusions, sir,” she says as she lowers herself back to her seat.

“Now that you have your provisional licenses, you can help in real ways, for longer periods of time,” Aizawa continues. “Until now, there haven’t been many first-years who have received their licenses. With the increased activity of villains, we’re currently exploring the idea that you can participate in work studies as well. We’ll explain more about the work study positions and what that program entails at a later date, but for now, we’ve got other things to worry about.” He sighs and looks to the door. “That’s all. Sorry to keep you waiting, Mic.”

The door slides open to reveal Present Mic, grinning and looking ready to teach some English.

“First period is English!” he shouts as he leaps into the room. “In other words, it’s jam time! Been an age since I stood on this stage! YA MISS ME?!” There are a few mumbled words of affirmation, but Mic doesn’t seem to notice. “We’ve got a lot to cover today! Let’s get rollin’ with it, ya dig?!”

“Well, he’s the same as ever,” Hagakure whispers.

Kemuri smiles. “It’s nice to be…ah, back to normal.”

Chapter 133: Roll the Tape, Kemuri!

Summary:

"What...is she doing?"

"Rolling, apparently."

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After another busy day of classes, everyone returns home to Heights Alliance to find that Bakugo and Midoriya are still working. Kemuri hopes that they at least took breaks in between everything.

Mineta and Sero wander around the common room and Mineta squats next to the window sill. He drags his finger along the base, then turns to Bakugo with a smug grin at the dust coating his fingertip.

“Excuse me, but what is with this dust, Bakugo?” he asks.

“Deku was supposed to do that—” Bakugo’s entire body tenses up as Sero and Mineta start to laugh. “SHUT UP!” He whirls around to where Midoriya is bagging up trash. “HEY, CAN’T YOU EVEN CLEAN SOMETHING RIGHT, YOU IDIOT?!”

“A-Ah! Sorry!” Midoriya stammers.

“Man…I’m so beat,” Sato groans. Beside him, Mina and Nishimura stretch their arms to the ceiling and let out long yawns.

“Hey, guys, if you put your trash in the halls, I’ll come around to collect it,” Midoriya says.

“Thanks, Midoriya,” Kemuri says as she flops onto the couch in between Kirishima and Kaminari.

“So…Present Mic’s class today,” Sato starts as he leans over the back of the couch, perched between Kemuri and Kirishima.

“You as lost as I was?” Kirishima asks.

“Were we supposed to know all the grammar he was going over?” Nishimura asks, rubbing the back of his neck as he groans.

“Oh, yeah, that. Right? I was like…is this even English?” Mina adds.

Kemuri sighs. “It was English, alright.”

“Oh, come on, Shimakage. You’re fluent!” Kaminari whines. “I bet you could do that crap in your sleep!”

“Ah, I’m…orally fluent. My written fluency is a little worse,” she corrects.

Growing up, her mom and dad spoke both English and Japanese with her, but writing and reading in English were less common. As such, while Kemuri can speak English fluently, her reading and writing aren’t as polished—although, having been taking English in school since she was five, her “not as polished” is still polished compared to others.

“Still!” Kaminari insists. “It’s gotta help, right?”

“A little…”

Kirishima groans again. “You know what? I think I studied the wrong chapters.”

“I got stuck at the beginning and then I couldn’t figure out anything after that,” Sato admits.

“Um…” Kemuri says. “If…if you guys were that lost, I could do a refresher session. It was pretty easy for me…”

“Really?!” all five of them gasp as they turn to her, eyes sparkling. “You’re the best, Shimakage!”

Kemuri blushes hard and bats her hands about. “I-It’s nothing, r-really!” She stands. “I’ll go get my books and change into something comfier. Meet back here in ten?”

“Totally!”

The six of them hurry off to the elevators.

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“Like this?”

“No, not quite,” Kemuri says, grabbing a red pen as Kirishima sets his notebook in her lap. “You wrote, ‘the red big dog goes into house,’ but it’s actually, ‘the big red dog goes into the house.’” She hands him back the corrected notebook. “But you were really close! You’re getting it!”

“Wait, why couldn’t he say red big dog?” Mina asks. “Why does it have to be big red dog?”

Kemuri frowns a little, scratching her cheek. “You know…that’s one of those things that most English speakers just know. Like…red big sounds wrong compared to big red.”

“So size before colour?” Sato asks.

“I guess…” She flushes again. “I’m sorry, I wish I had a better answer.”

“Nah, that’s totally fine,” Mina says. “I’m just glad I’m starting to understand this a bit!”

“Okay, then how about we move on to basic positive sentence structure?” Kemuri asks. “What’s the order? Anyone?”

They all look at each other.

Nishimura slowly raises his hand. “Ah…subject, verb, object?”

“Correct,” Kemuri says with a smile. “But…does every sentence need an object?”

“No?” Kaminari tries, already cringing as if awaiting a negative response.

“Good job, that’s right,” Kemuri says, making him exhale heavily. “So…if you were to translate…” She scribbles something down on her notebook in Japanese, then turns it to the group. “These two sentences into English, how would you do that?”

All five of them bow their heads and start writing furiously. Sato is the first to lift his notebook, revealing the sentences “Mike teaches” and “Mike teaches English.”

“That’s right,” Kemuri says, making him grin and pump his fist.

The others show their answers, all correct, and they let out a cheer when Kemuri tells them so. Kemuri’s heart feels full at how happy they are, then she flips into her notes and checks what their next piece of the lesson will be.

“Alright, now we need to go over imperatives and negatives,” she says.

“Man…this is where I got tripped up,” Sato moans.

“We’re gonna be fine! Kemuri’s, like, an awesome teacher!” Mina says.

Nishimura nods. “I almost want Mic to give us a pop quiz tomorrow. That’s how confident I am.”

“No! Don’t you ever wish for pop quizzes, you psychopath,” Kaminari says, aiming a pencil at Nishimura threateningly.

Nishimura snorts with laughter. “Okay, fine! You right, you right.”

They keep working until everyone has at least a basic understanding of what the lessons entailed. Kemuri calls the session done when Hagakure texts her about a Super Smash Heroes tournament in Shoji’s room, dropping off her stuff before dashing to his room.

“I’m here!” she almost shouts as she rushes inside.

Shoji’s brought out cushions and comfy seats for everyone, the game system and TV set up on his desk—she guesses that both were brought from Tokoyami’s room, as Shoji has neither. He waves at her with an extra hand while two others keep playing the game. Kemuri hops onto the futon next to Hagakure and Ojiro.

"How was teaching, Sensei Shimakage?" Hagakure teases.

Kemuri twists the end of her braid between her fingertips. "Good. They caught on quick once we started. I think the classroom setting was stressing them out." She yelps a little as a controller lands in her lap and she whips her head towards Tokoyami, who mutters a quick apology. "Uh, anyway, what'd I miss here?"

“Ojiro won the last round,” Shoji says, making Ojiro’s tail wag. “And I—” He grunts a little and his fingers fly across the controller. “—am currently winning.”

“You wish, but your victory is false,” Tokoyami mutters.

Hagakure giggles. “The other girls are probably gonna stop by soon!” she says. “I invited the class, told them to bring chairs, you know.”

“Good thing my room is empty, hm?” Shoji asks as he sends Tokoyami’s character flying.

“You bastard,” Tokoyami utters as he respawns and starts exacting his revenge.

Kemuri smiles, turning over and settling on her stomach with the controller hanging off the edge of the futon.

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The next two days pass normally. The dorms are cleaner than ever thanks to Midoriya and Bakugo, clearing up a lot of free time for everyone else in the evenings.

There’s an incident on Wednesday where Nishimura and Koda tried to clean up the kitchen after supper, Bakugo insisted that it was his job, and in the end, the three of them got stuck sweeping up the shattered remains of plates and mopping up spilled dishwater.

Bakugo did end up doing the dishes.

On Thursday, Kemuri has therapy at lunch, followed by Hero Basic Training. The lesson today deals with hostage situations. With both Midoriya and Bakugo absent, that puts the class at a nice, even twenty people. They’re be split into four groups of five—two heroes, two villains, and a hostage.

It’s strange having Hero Basic Training without the All Might they all know. Instead of a giant, hulking presence, they’re instead faced with his new form, still tall, but a lot skinnier and more soft-spoken. Still, after having a few classes with him and seeing him around, Kemuri has grown to find this new form endearing in its own way. He’s like a dad.

“Now I’m sure most of you will want to be the hero or the villain in this exercise,” All Might says. “But, the hostage has an important role too. If you’re ever captured, it’s important to keep your cool and, in a hero’s case, potentially escape.”

“Wait, the hostage isn’t going to just sit and wait to be rescued?” Yaoyorozu asks, raising her hand.

“Yes. If one day, you’re in a situation where a villain has captured you, your only chance of survival may be to escape through your abilities alone,” All Might says. “You can’t always count that someone is coming to save you, and even heroes can be kidnapped. Learning how to get yourself out of a sticky situation could save your life in the future.”

Kemuri eyes the class, relieved that Bakugo is still on house arrest. This lesson seems very well-timed, considering everything, and something tells her that Bakugo wouldn’t appreciate it.

“So, if you’re picked as the hostage, your goal will be to escape without the villains capturing you again,” All Might says. “Consider it a stealth mission. Heroes, your goal is to capture the villains or rescue the hostage. Either one works. Villains, your goal is to keep the hostage contained and fend off the heroes until time runs out.”

“This feels a lot like our first hero lesson,” Tsuyu comments.

“I mean, a little, but we’re dealing with a human life now, not just a weapon!” Nishimura says. “It’s a big deal.”

“Alright, let’s divide up the teams. I’ll draw lots.”

Group A consists of Tsuyu, Todoroki, Aoyama, Jiro, and Shoji. Group B has Mineta, Kaminari, Koda, Ojiro, and Sato. Group C has Yaoyorozu, Nishimura, Hagakure, Uraraka, and Tokoyami. And lastly, group D has Kemuri, Sero, Iida, Mina, and Kirishima.

“Heck yeah!” Mineta and Kaminari shout, smacking their hands together.

Kemuri gathers with her group, lightly tapping her hand to Sero’s when he offers it. All Might waits for everyone to get situated before he clears his throat into his still-bandaged hand.

“I’ll decide the roles through random assignment,” All Might says.

He reaches for the slips of paper he used for the groups beforehand, randomly splitting them into two groups of two, then one of one. He flips the papers over and reads the names.

“For group A, the villains will be Tsuyu and Aoyama. The heroes will be Todoroki and Jiro. The hostage will be Shoji.”

“Shoji as a hostage?” Mina asks. “He’ll just rip out of the ropes like nothing.”

“Maybe that’s part of the villains’ test,” Sero murmurs to her. “You know, keeping someone contained?”

“Oh yeah…”

For group B, All Might repeats the same system as before. Mineta and Koda are the heroes, Ojiro and Sato are the villains, and Kaminari is the hostage. Group C has Yaoyorozu and Nishimura as the heroes, Tokoyami and Uraraka as villains, and Hagakure as the hostage.

“Yes, I was hoping to be the hostage!” Hagakure squeals.

Nishimura sighs. “I was really hoping you wouldn’t get the hostage…” That only serves to make her giggle.

Then group D, where Kemuri finds herself as the hostage, Sero and Mina as the villains, and Iida and Kirishima as the heroes.

“Alright, group A, head to the building I’ve marked on the map,” All Might says. “Villains, restrain your hostage in whatever way you choose. Heroes, you’ll wait outside. You have fifteen minutes to rescue the hostage or take out the villains, remember?”

“Yes, sir!” they say as they leave.

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The rest of class A watches the monitors. Aoyama and Tsuyu have tied up Shoji and blindfolded him and all of his dupli-arms, rendering him completely blind, while Todoroki and Jiro wait outside.

“Is Todoroki gonna freeze the building again?” Hagakure asks.

Ojiro shudders a little. “Let’s hope not.”

“He could,” All Might says, “but this time, he has a hostage to keep in mind. Perhaps his plans have changed.”

Tsuyu and Aoyama have set up a guard. Tsuyu is perched on the wall, keeping an eye on Shoji, while Aoyama waits near the door, arms hooked behind his head. This way, Shoji can’t escape unnoticed and the heroes will get shot when the door opens.

“Jiro can find out where they are using her quirk,” Yaoyorozu murmurs, stroking her chin, "and then Todoroki can capture the villains with his ice. This will probably be a quick fight.”

“So Shoji’ll be rescued in no time,” Kaminari says, flashing finger guns at the screen. “He doesn’t even have to try!”

It is a quick fight. Todoroki and Jiro immediately go on the offence, with Jiro sending soundwaves at the villains from a distance while Todoroki fights them one-on-one. Tsuyu’s camouflage gives her the upper hand, giving her hits on Todoroki, but before they can get too far, the buzzer goes off.

“The hostage has escaped. Hero team wins,” All Might announces.

Todoroki, Tsuyu, and Aoyama turn to where Shoji had been sitting, seemingly helpless, to see nothing but frayed ropes and an open window. Shoji just…got up and left while everyone was distracted by fighting each other. It looks like no one tied him to anything either.

Kemuri stifles a laugh into her hand at the video feed of Shoji standing outside, blindfolds off, arms crossed over his chest as he watches the building with a smug look in his eyes.

When they return, Shoji is declared the MVP of the match for making good use of the distraction to escape. Everyone agrees that, if Shoji ever gets kidnapped, they shouldn’t worry too much.

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Match two also goes well. Ojiro and Sato are a lot more mobile than Tsuyu and Aoyama were, although they get the advantage of having a lighter, more portable hostage to deal with. Koda and Mineta do their best to find where the villains take Kaminari, but they don’t get much luck.

Kaminari tries to shock his captors, but he goes overboard and ends up brain-fried, making him an even easier hostage. With that done, Ojiro and Sato leave Kaminari in a janitor’s closet, then hide.

When Mineta and Koda pass them, Ojiro knocks out Mineta with a blow from his powerful tail and Sato wrestles Koda into submission. With both heroes captured, the buzzer goes and All Might declares the villains the winner.

Ojiro gets the MVP award for coming up with the run and hide tactics.

For the third match, Hagakure’s excitement at being the hostage and getting to test her sneakiness dies rather swiftly. Tokoyami just has Dark Shadow hold her, plus he and Uraraka hide out in a dark basement where the invisible girl has no chance of warping any light through her body and weakening Tokoyami.

Then, Yaoyorozu and Nishimura arrive, and things go down.

First, Nishimura busts down the fortified door with his Battering Ram move. Second, Yaoyorozu throws flash grenades into the room. With Uraraka stunned and Dark Shadow severely weakened, the two of them snatch Hagakure and run for it with only a little bit of trouble from Uraraka managing to float Yaoyorozu on the way out. Nishimura just grabs Yaoyorozu’s leg and tugs her along like a kid with a helium balloon.

The heroes win. An MVP is hard to name since each person did their best and acted smart, so they were all given a pat on the back and a congratulations instead.

Then, it’s time for group D, and Kemuri heads out with her team.

“Kirishima, we must come up with a strategy immediately,” Iida says. He eyes Sero and Mina, then ushers Kirishima away. “Let’s talk elsewhere before the exercise begins.”

“Sure thing, man!”

“Oo, Kemuri, we’ve got to tie you up and stuff,” Mina says. She puts her hands on her hips. “Sero?”

“On it!” he says.

He sends out long strips of tape that wrap around Kemuri’s body, binding her effectively, then Sero adds a piece of tape to her eyes and mouth.

“All good in there?” he asks. She nods, glad that her mask keeps her eyes safe from the tape. “Alright, cool! Let’s go!”

With that, she feels herself get lifted off her feet and carried away.

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“Sero, this is so fun!” Mina giggles. “I’ve never been the villain in these things before. Wanna hear my evil laugh? Here it goes…” She clears her throat. “MWAHAHAHA—” It dissolves into a much lighter giggle.

“Nice laugh, Ashido,” he says, a tiny smile in his voice. Kemuri wiggles a bit in her bindings, but Sero’s tape isn’t to be messed with. “Where should we go? Basement?”

“Somewhere with no windows…but not dark. We need to be able to see,” Mina says.

“Good point. How about somewhere—”

“In the middle of the building,” they say together.

“Nice! Same wavelength!” Mina squeals.

“Ashido, ssh. You’ve gotta quiet down a little, okay?”

“Oh, yeah. Villains are quiet!”

Kemuri sighs a little. She really wishes she could see, even a little, but she supposes there are worse things. Even if she can’t get out of the bindings, she could use her smoke to feel around. Maybe she could caterpillar crawl away from the villains. Is that smart? She isn’t sure, she’s never been kidnapped.

She feels herself being put down, propped up against what she guesses is a wall. Sero and Mina shuffle around in front of her, chatting under their breath. Kemuri wriggles again, hoping that she can loosen her bindings enough to maybe tear through.

She frowns to herself when they still don’t budge. Would steam loosen the tape? Maybe make it less sticky?

She tests it on her wrists, releasing just a little bit of steam, and she feels the tape unstick from her skin. She grins, only to stop when the tape stretches her mouth. Alright, so she has a way to free herself, but not a way out.

She decides to wait.

Most of the rest of the exercise is just noise to her. She hears Iida’s engines rumbling below them, slowing working their way up. She can hear Sero’s tape deploying, no doubt setting up a tape trap like the one he put up around the weapon the first time they did an exercise like this.

Mina seems excited, if her faint whispering and the slight tapping of her feet as she bounces on them tell Kemuri anything.

“Oh, crap, you hear that?” Mina gasps.

There’s dead silence for one second, then two…

There’s a loud crash of something breaking and judging by the “whoo!” let out by Kirishima, Kemuri assumes he bulldozed through a wall.

“Hey, time to give me back my friend!” Kirishima shouts.

“Nice try, but you can’t get her back that easily!” Sero retorts.

Kemuri hears Iida’s engines rumbling again, then hears something land near her. It’s wet, like paint hitting the ground, and then she smells something burning. Her eyes widen behind the tape.

The ground drops out from under her and Kemuri lets out a muffled scream. Her momentum stops abruptly, nothing but empty air beneath her, something still holding her up. When she releases a bit of fog, she feels nothing but tape keeping her in place.

Oh, so Mina and Sero had an exit plan. Melt Kemuri through the floor, then follow her down. Smart.

Kemuri releases more steam along her arms, managing to get one free. She rips her blindfold off, catching sight of another room below her. It’s not a far drop, thank goodness, and Kemuri reaches up to the tape holding her in the air. If she can just rip it—

It tears and she drops, landing hard on her side and quickly realizing her legs are still bound. She doesn’t have time to get out. Sero and Mina could drop down after her any second unless Kirishima keeps them busy. She could pull herself across the floor with her freed arm, but she decides to do something else.

So, Kemuri searches for the nearest door, tucks her arm to her chest, and rolls.

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“What…is she doing?” Ojiro asks as the class watches Kemuri roll down the hallway.

“Rolling, apparently,” Shoji states.

Kaminari, Hagakure, Jiro, and Uraraka burst out laughing.

All Might arches an eyebrow, then sighs. “Points for trying,” he says.

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Kemuri’s vision is a switching palette of colours. White floors, a brief flash of sunlight through a window, white ceiling, cream-coloured wall, repeat. She closes her eyes to stop herself from getting dizzy after too much of that.

She stops abruptly when she bumps into something sturdy that isn’t wide enough to be a wall. She’s stuck on her side, back propped against the thing, and she does her best to turn her head enough to see. Then, the thing steps away and she rolls onto her back, looking up at Iida.

“Honestly, I don’t know what I expected, but it was not this,” he says. There’s a laugh in his voice as his eyes narrow a little behind his helmet. “So…Kirishima found you?”

“Yeah,” she says. “Long story.”

“Understood. I will get you out! Never fear!”

He kneels, scoops her up, and runs. When he gets outside, they both hear the buzzer and All Might announces that the heroes have won. Soon after, Kirishima, Mina, and Sero join them outside. Mina helps Kemuri out of the tape by dissolving it enough to free her.

When they return to the monitoring room, Hagakure is in stitches, clutching her stomach and squealing with laughter while others are in varying stages of quieter amusement.

“Watching Shimakage roll down a hallway in a tape cocoon? Made. My. Day,” Kaminari wheezes, doing his best to catch his breath. Uraraka and Jiro are near him, both covering their mouths against their own giggles.

“Hey, All Might, can we keep that footage?” Nishimura asks. “Please?”

All Might sighs. “Ask the principal,” he says, smiling just a little bit. “Anyway, that was the last group. Again, you all did a great job sticking to your roles and doing your best, but—”

“Kemuri gets MVP for her hilarious escape attempt!” Hagakure insists, still letting out breathless giggles.

All Might watches her for a second, sighs, and waves his hand. “Ah…sure, Young Shimakage gets MVP, but…for…” He scratches his chin. “For doing her best in her situation.”

“Thank you?” Kemuri asks. Sero snorts and smacks her lightly on the back as Mina starts giggling, Hagakure’s laughter catching.

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“That was kind of ridiculous,” Ojiro says later that night when everyone is eating supper. “I mean…I felt like we didn’t learn anything new. Just…kind of fought and did our best.”

“Even then, we were blowing off steam!” Hagakure giggles. “You know, getting back into the swing of things! I liked it!”

“Indeed, it did feel like an easy segue into our regular hero schedule,” Tokoyami agrees. “Nevertheless, it was amusing.”

“Tape Roll Kemuri wins the day,” Hagakure giggles, making Kemuri groan into her yakisoba.

“I had to get away…” she mumbles.

“I jumped out a window, blindfolded. You rolled down a hallway. Ojiro bitch-slapped Mineta into a wall. Things happen,” Shoji says with a shrug.

Ojiro chokes on his food, Hagakure bursts out laughing, and Tokoyami slowly puts his chopsticks down as he covers his eyes with one hand, shoulders shaking with silent laughter. Kemuri drops her head onto the table as she quivers, hiding her grin in her folded arm.

Shoji eyes each of them, then looks back down at his plate. “Does anyone want extra veggies? I took too many,” he says, completely casual.

“Oh, yes please,” Ojiro says, his voice slightly weak from coughing as he extends his plate to Shoji.

“Bakugo, are you doing dishes again?” Nishimura calls from the kitchen, a lilting, teasing edge to his voice.

“EAT SHIT AND DIE, GINGER! DEKU’S DOING THE FUCKING DISHES!”

“Okay, just don’t get pissy when someone cleans your favourite All Might mug the wrong way.”

“I DON’T GET PISSY! AND THAT MUG IS SPECIAL, SCAR-FACE!”

“Guys, calm down,” Sato sighs. “I’m trying to make dessert.”

“Aw, hell yeah, Sato’s makin’ sweets!” Mina hoots as the other girls start to drool.

Yaoyorozu leaps to her feet and dashes off. “I’ll make the tea!”

“We’re getting Yaomomo tea! Fuck yes!” Kaminari hoots.

“WOULD EVERYONE STOP SWEARING?! I CAN HANDLE A LITTLE BIT BUT THIS LEVEL OF PROFANITY IS UNACCEPTABLE FOR U.A!”

“SHUT THE FUCK UP, FOUR EYES, I’LL SWEAR ALL I FUCKING WANT TO! SHIT! FUCK! BITCH!”

Iida clutches his chest, mouth agape and eyes narrowing, and both Midoriya and Uraraka get up to drag him back into a seat before he does something he regrets.

“Bakugo, chill out. You’re being really hostile.”

“I’m not fucking hostile, Shitty Hair! You take that back!”

“I’ll take it back if you sit down and…chill.”

“Fuck you,” Bakugo snaps as he sits down and snatches up his chopsticks, making Kirishima grin.

Kemuri just keeps eating, a tiny smile on her face. Things really are going back to normal, little by little. The more time she spends in these dormitories, the more excited she gets about what this next semester holds for them.

Chapter 134: Someone to Chase After

Chapter Text

On Friday, Midoriya’s house arrest ends and he returns to class with the rest of them.

“GUYS, I’M SORRY FOR ALL THE TROUBLE I CAUSED!” Midoriya shouts as he stands at the front of the room. His arms stick to his sides, sharp as a soldier as he bows, eyes intense, nostrils flaring like a bull’s as steam explodes from them.

“No sweat, Deku! Thanks for all your hard work!” Uraraka says.

“All he did was vacuum and stuff,” Jiro says. “And what’s with those steam nostrils?”

“Yeah, that’s…that’s my thing,” Kemuri mumbles as she lets some steam puff from her nose, making Ojiro and Hagakure laugh.

“CLASS REP IIDA, I’M SORRY I DISAPPOINTED YOU!” Midoriya continues, steam still leaving him.

Iida seems a little put off by Midoriya’s attitude, sweat pricking on his brow. “Ah, right!” he says, punching the air lightly. “Well, I’m glad you learned from your mistakes! Follow the rules from now on.”

“I’ll catch up with everything I fell behind on these past three days!” Midoriya declares, fist trembling as he raises it, staring out at nothing with that same intense glare.

“That’s the fighting spirit! Do it, man!” Kirishima urges.

“Geez,” Ojiro whispers. Kemuri nods a little.

Aizawa moves through the door, stopping right behind Midoriya. “It’s time to get to your seats, everyone,” he utters, making Midoriya freeze up.

Everyone who wasn’t seated before scrambles to their desk in record time. Aizawa moves to the front podium.

“Morning,” he says. “Now that Midoriya’s back, we’ll go into more detail about what the work studies entail.” He turns to the door. “Go ahead and come in.”

The door slides open and every eye in the class moves to it as three students walk in.

“I’ll have people who have experienced them first-hand explain,” Aizawa continues.

Kemuri’s eyes widen. At the head of the trio is a tall, muscular boy with scarred arms, blond hair, and small blue eyes. He’s the only one she recognizes, her face turning red when she remembers the third year Sports Festival that she watched on TV. He’s the one who always loses his clothes, if she’s remembering correctly.

Second is a rather cute girl with long, voluminous periwinkle hair and eyes that match. She has a smile on her face that, while small, is childish and makes her eyes twinkle with excitement. The last boy in the group has his head down, hiding his eyes behind his messy indigo hair. Pointed ears stick out from his shaggy bangs and he keeps his hands in his pockets.

“I suggest you listen carefully as they point out how work studies differ from internships,” Aizawa says. “These three are third years at U.A. They rank at the very top of our student body. You may know them as the Big Three.”

“The best of the hero course,” Sero whispers, awed.

“The Big Three,” Kirishima repeats, stars in his eyes.

Mina squeals, practically glowing with excitement. “Oh, wow!”

“Of all the talented students here, they’re the ones at the top,” Iida says.

“They’re on a different level,” Yaoyorozu says. “Still in school but practically pro heroes.”

“If they’re as good as I hear, then they’re the students we should be chasing after,” Jiro says.

“They don’t look all that special to me,” Kaminari admits. “Except the girl, she’s pretty hot.”

Kemuri keeps staring, mouth slightly agape. The blond boy, whose name escapes her, is one of the top students at U.A and despite that, he hasn’t brought home any medals from the Sports Festival. Neither has the other two.

Kemuri has a hard time understanding how they’re at the top without that. To her, a festival medal and success are so closely linked that she can’t imagine it any other way.

“Get to it. Introduce yourselves briefly,” Aizawa says. “Let’s start with Amajiki.”

The elf-eared boy slowly raises his head. His eyes are intense, almost savage, and Kemuri tenses up with the rest of her classmates. For a few seconds, all Amajiki does is stare at them.

Then, he starts to quiver so hard that Kemuri swears she can hear his bones rattling. “It’s no good,” he mumbles. “You two go. I just…can’t…” His body shakes even more. “Even if I try to imagine them as potatoes, I can see their human bodies. I k-know that they’re still people. No words are coming out. My mind’s blank…and my mouth is dry…”

Kemuri blinks a few times. Oh, so he’s got stage fright. She understands (almost too well) how he’s feeling.

“I can’t say anything,” Amajiki whimpers, voice strained. “I wanna…” He turns around, facing the wall, forehead braced against it. “…go home.”

Kemuri shrinks into her seat a little. It’s comforting to see that a top hero student also hates speaking in front of people, but that doesn’t stop her secondhand embarrassment.

“Okay…” Ojiro says. “So, uhm, are you really one of U.A’s top heroes?”

The girl giggles. “Come on, Amajiki, you need to have the heart of a lion! Not a kitten! You know, even though you’re human. Get what I mean?” She turns to the group, gesturing to Amajiki. “This is our kitten, Tamaki Amajiki. He’s Mirio Togata, and hi! My name is Nejire Hado.” She folds her hands behind her back. “I’m supposed to talk about work studies. You first years have a really exciting time ahead of you.” She stops, blinking a few times. “Hey…wait, hold on.”

She blows past Kemuri to the back of the room, stopping in front of Shoji and leaning in close enough that he leans away. The class turns around to look, Kemuri’s eyes going wide.

“Why are you wearing a mask?” Hado asks. “Is it ‘cause you’re feeling sick? Or just…trying to look cool?”

Kemuri bites the inside of her cheek. Shoji’s eyes don’t leave Hado even as he keeps his distance, one hand reaching to hover by his mask. “Uh, well…in the past—” he starts.

“Oh, woah!” Hado says, whirling around to face Todoroki. “And you must be Todoroki, amiright? Yeah! How’d you get that big burn on your face?”

Kemuri winces as Yaoyorozu’s hand flies to her mouth. Todoroki blinks. “That’s none of your—” he starts.

Hado skips back to the front of the room, aiming a finger at Mina. “And, Ashido, if your horns break off, do you think you’ll grow new ones?” she asks. “Oh, and can you wiggle them?”

Mina reaches up to touch her horns, looking like she’s questioning everything.

“Mineta, are those balls your hair or what? I don’t get it!” Hado continues. “How do you get a haircut? Does it even grow?”

Mineta gapes, his face entirely pink. “Wait, you want to know about my—”

“Oh, Asui, you’re a tree frog, not some gross toad, right?”

“Ribbit?”

“Tokoyami, are your parents birds too or are you just special?”

“That is—”

“Oh my goodness, there’s so much I want to know about each and every one of you!” Hado squeals, bouncing her fists in front of her before folding them behind her back. “Let’s have a Q & A!”

“Aw, she’s an airhead. Even cuter,” Kaminari whispers.

“Those questions make her sound like a little kid,” Mina adds.

“Hey, Shimakage!” Kemuri squeaks as Hado slams her hands down on her desk, leaning into Kemuri’s face with a giant grin. “I heard you’re only partially blind! How does that work? Can you see me right now?”

“U-Uh…yes…”

“What if I go here?” She moves to the left, out of Kemuri’s sight.

“No…”

“Oh my gosh, what about here?!” She dashes to the right.

“No…I…don’t have peripheral—”

“Am I still here? Can you see me? What colour are my eyes? Can you even see colour?”

Kemuri tilts her head down to find Hado hiding in front of her desk, crouching. “I…I can now?” she mumbles. She sinks back in her seat, reaching to cover her face, trying desperately to keep her questions straight. “I can only see in tunnel vision, where I move my—”

“So are you legally blind? Like will you be able to drive in the future or will someone have to drive you places like a chauffeur?” Hado asks, leaping back to her feet.

“I’m…yeah…” Kemuri fully hides her face in her hands, quivering.

“Maybe you could leave her alone?” Ojiro asks. “That’s kind of a sensitive—”

“Oh, wait, Ojiro!” Hado squeals, already switching to getting into Ojiro’s personal bubble. “That reminds me! Can you support your entire body weight with that tail of yours?”

“Uh, you see—”

“Come on, tell me! I really wanna know!”

“I can—”

“Cool! Nishimura, is it true your arm got snapped off but it just grew back? That’s so crazy! Is that part of your quirk or did you inherit some mutation from your mom or something?”

Nishimura’s eyes narrow, shoulders hunching. “My mom is actually—”

“Oh, who’s next? Iida! Do you have to drink gasoline to make your engines work?”

“I use orange juice—”

“If you do drink gasoline, that’s kinda gross. Doesn’t it taste funny?”

“I never said I drank—”

Hado promptly moves on to her next victim, leaving Iida sputtering like a stalled vehicle. While Hado asks Uraraka something about flying, Aizawa’s eyes glow red, his hair lifting into the air.

“This is completely irrational,” he utters, glaring at Togata.

“O-Oh! There’s no need for you to worry, Eraserhead!” Togata says, sweating a little. He jabs his thumb at himself repeatedly. “I’m up next and I’ll get the audience refocused!” He steps up, putting his hand to his ear with a flourish. “THE FUTURE’S GONNA BE…?”

No one answers. Even Hado is silent.

“Gonna be what?” Kaminari asks.

“Awful!” Togata says with a grin. “That’s your part, guys! Well, crap! My call and response was a total fail!”

“Is it just me or do all three of them seem like total weirdos?” Sato whispers.

“Their strangeness is palpable,” Tokoyami utters.

“Okay, you guys look like you have no idea what’s going on,” Togata says, looking a little more reserved than before. “Guess we are just a bunch of third years who showed up in your class to talk about a program that’s completely voluntary. I see how you’d be confused by that. Hm…” He touches his chin. “You guys got your provisional licenses as first years, right? Huh. This batch of new students has proven to be pretty darn energetic!” His face seems to darken even though his smile remains. “So the problem is…you must not have a sense of humour! That’s why my joke didn’t land!”

Both Hado and Amajiki look back at Togata.

“Don’t do it…” Amajiki mumbles.

“Heads up!” Togata shouts as he thrusts his fist into the air. “The rad new plan is that all you first years face me at once!”

“Huh?!” everyone gasps. Kemuri’s mouth falls open.

“You wanna fight us?” Kirishima repeats.

“Like…now?” Sero adds.

Togata starts rubbing his nose, one eye closed in a sustained wink. “Well, if you want them to experience our experience, this is a pretty rational way of doing it then! Right, Eraserhead? Rational!”

Kemuri sinks into her seat a little more. “Rational” is like Mr. Aizawa’s magic word. If he believes Togata, then—

“Do whatever you want,” Aizawa says.

Kemuri isn’t sure whether she’s excited or terrified.

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She’s both.

Her rationale is that, if Togata is so eager to fight twenty-one students at once, then he must have the power to back it up. Even with the odds stacked in their favour, Kemuri worries.

Class A finds themselves in Gym Gamma, dressed in their gym uniforms and standing across from Togata as he stretches. Todoroki has elected to stay out of the fight, instead standing next to Aizawa on the sidelines.

“Is he…for real?” Sero asks.

“Oh yeah!” Togata says. “Totes real!”

“Mirio…” Amajiki mumbles from where he’s hiding against the gym wall. “You’re impossible.”

Mineta eyes the boy, brows raised. “Uh—”

“It would’ve been simple enough for us to just tell them,” Amajiki continues. His voice is still low, but the stutter is gone. It’s like, so long as he can’t see the people watching him, he’s fine. “This is what it’s like. Here’s what we learned from it. Not everyone has your level of drive. Plus, think about how bad it’ll look if some of them can’t recover after fighting you. No one wants to spend the next few years in a hospital bed.” He’s so deadpan, so serious, that Kemuri doesn’t dare to think he’s joking.

“Oh, god,” Kemuri squeaks.

“I bet he’s just trying to psych us out,” Kirishima says, fist landing in his palm.

“Hey, listen up! It’s storytime!” Hado pipes up. She’s standing in front of Mina, fiddling with her horns and making the girl’s pink face even pinker. “Long ago, a student got frustrated in class and quit being a hero, and it was terrible for everyone. Did you know that?” Mina whimpers, begging her to stop fiddling with her horns. “So, Togata, I know our job is tough, but you better make sure you know what you’re doing. Be careful, okay?”

“Please stop touching those…” Mina repeats.

“Let’s think about this,” Tokoyami says. “You’re obviously much further ahead than us, but we’ve fought pros before.”

“Pros…who were holding back…” Kemuri whispers to herself.

“Not to mention we took down some legitimate villains,” Kirishima says with a grin. “I don’t think you need to worry about hurting us.”

“Says the guy who can harden his skin,” Kemuri mumbles.

“We’re not a bunch of wannabes,” Kirishima finishes, showing no sign that he heard her.

She doesn’t like this. She’s got this horrible feeling that they’re all in way over their heads. Togata wouldn’t be doing this if he didn’t have a reason, and she thinks that reason is to show how much better he is than them after only two extra years of training.

She’s a martial artist. She’s taken down opponents bigger than her, stronger than her, but this seems different. She doesn’t trust the smile on Togata’s face, the glint in his eye.

“Mm, heard, but you’re gonna have to show me that’s the truth,” Togata says as he stops stretching. “Now who’s gonna start this party?”

Kirishima’s arm goes up, already hardening. “I’ve got this.”

“No,” Midoriya says. “I’m first.”

“You stole my thunder!” Kirishima whines.

The class tenses up, every eye on Midoriya.

“View this as a learning experience!” Aizawa calls from the sidelines, hands cupped around his mouth. “It’s a good opportunity for you!”

“Oh, the problem child!” Togata says. “Yes, this is perfect! I’ve heard you’ve got plenty of fire in you!”

Midoriya crouches, arms held out slightly, and he starts to glow and crackle with green energy as dust rises around his red sneakers.

“The close combat team should surround him, first thing,” Sato says.

Ojiro, Kirishima, Kemuri, Nishimura, and all other close fighters slide into position, ready to engage. Dark Shadow covers Tokoyami like a second skin. Others prepare their quirks.

“Let’s do it!” Kirishima says, skin hardening. “We’ve got ourselves a new mentor. Thanks for the opportunity, man. The opportunity to kick your butt!”

Midoriya lunges, fist raised, and Togata just stares at him.

That’s when his clothes fall off.

And class A gets a nice glimpse of male anatomy.

Kemuri and Jiro let out shocked screams. Jiro nearly falls over as Kemuri puts her hands over her eyes, steam puffing from her ears. Kemuri feels like her eyeball virginity was just stolen.

“Why did your clothes just fall off?!” Sero shrieks.

“Whoopsie! My quirk’s kinda tricky,” Togata says, struggling to get his pants back on.

Midoriya is still airborne, mid-attack, and he recovers from his initial shock in time to swing his leg at Togata’s head. Togata stands up, unfazed, as Midoriya’s foot passes harmlessly through his head.

Midoriya loses momentum and flies past, skidding to a stop on the cement. He whirls around, teeth gritted, eyes narrowed, still crouched as Togata stares at him.

“Went for the face, huh?” Togata asks as acid, tape, and a sparkling laser shoot straight through him.

Instead of hitting Togata, the three attacks hit the stone behind Midoriya, sending him rolling for cover. A cloud of cement dust floods the area and when it clears, Togata is gone.

“What’s this?” Iida asks. “Where’d he go?”

Kemuri looks around desperately, then hears Togata’s voice behind them.

“I think I’ll start by taking out the long-distance fighters!” he declares as he soars upwards from who-knows-where, directly behind Jiro. Yet again, his clothes are gone.

Jiro lets out another shriek.

“He warped?” Shoji asks as the class turns to face their opponent.

“His power isn’t just slipping through things!” Sato shouts as he, Kirishima, and Nishimura sprint towards Togata.

“I’ll still kick his ass,” Nishimura says. “Somehow.”

“How did he luck out with such a good quirk?” Kirishima demands.

Tokoyami sends out Dark Shadow’s claws at Togata’s back while he’s distracted, but he simply ducks, whirls around, and sinks his fist into Tokoyami’s gut.

Kemuri can’t keep track of Togata. He’s moving too fast. In another two seconds and with two more swift punches, he’s taken down Mineta and Sero. Mina, Tsuyu, and Aoyama fall soon after, their attacks passing uselessly through him. Kemuri realizes she’s staring, eyes wide, mouth open.

He’s…amazing.

He’s somehow switching his body between solid and permeable, permeable when they attack, then switching to solid just in time for his fist to make contact, then switching again as he escapes. She’s never seen anyone fight like this.

Four more hits. Jiro, Shoji, Yaoyorozu, and Kaminari go down. Jiro’s earphone jacks get tangled around her and Kaminari, tying them together as they hit the floor. Togata gets his pants back, pulls them on, and poses with his arms spread out in one fluid motion.

“POWERRRRR!” he bellows. The long-range fighters lay scattered behind him.

“You know…if I die, there are worse ways to go,” Kemuri sighs, voice hitching at the end.

“Damn it, Shimakage,” Nishimura snaps. “Don’t have so much faith in us!”

“I think that’s it for the long-distance fighters,” Togata says as he turns to the remaining students. “What’s left are the ones who specialize in close-quarters combat."

Kemuri’s gaze darts to the people around her. Kirishima, Sato, Ojiro, and Nishimura are still up, as well as Iida, Midoriya, Koda, Hagakure, and Uraraka. Kemuri stays between the two girls, their fists raised, shoulders a hair’s breadth from touching.

“I have no idea how he just did that,” Kirishima says.

“It’s one thing to be able to phase through stuff, but warping too?” Uraraka adds.

“He’s unrivalled,” Ojiro says. “Do we stand a chance?”

Togata stretches his arms to the sky, muscles flexing, then crouches into a ready pose. “Hold the flattery,” he says.

Kemuri bites her lip. No, he’s got to be using his quirk to “warp,” although she isn’t sure how. If she’s learned anything this year, it’s that quirks aren’t a surface level ability and that you can always do more with it. To get here, Togata must have worked very, very hard.

“There’s more to his quirk than we’re seeing,” Midoriya pipes up from the back of the group. “Whether his true power is slipping through matter or somehow warping himself through space, either way, he’s still landing his attacks directly. We should be able to counter him in the moment he’s about to make contact.” His eyes narrow a little. “Even if we can’t tell what he’s doing, we should theorize with what we do know, and use that knowledge to find a way to beat him!”

“Yeah, you said it!” Kirishima says as everyone bunches closer together. “House arrest didn’t put a dent in your fighting spirit.”

“Let’s see if you can figure out how to win!” Togata shouts as he sprints towards them.

Kemuri tightens her fists, pores tingling. If anything, she can try to dodge him by leaping into the air with Steam Jet, then search for an opening.

Togata disappears into the floor, once again abandoning his gym pants behind.

“He went under!” Sato shouts.

Kemuri’s eyes widen, the pieces clicking into place in her mind. This must be how his warp works! He becomes entirely permeable and sinks into the floor, but then…how is he getting out? And how is he doing it so quickly?

She hears someone move behind her and whirls around to see Midoriya already facing Togata, who’s still in mid-air after reappearing from the floor. Midoriya’s foot flies up at Togata’s face just as Togata goes to swing.

Then, Togata’s hand goes through Midoriya’s leg.

“Check this out! An ultimate move!” Togata shouts as he soars towards Midoriya, his arm overlapping Midoriya’s leg. “BLINDER TOUCH EYEBALL THRUST!”

His arm goes through Midoriya’s face as the boy flinches, giving Togata the time to twist around and sink his fist into Midoriya’s gut. As Midoriya reels from the blow, Togata starts sinking back into the floor.

“I’ve discovered that most people try to launch a counterattack just like you did,” he says. “So, naturally, I trained to work around such moves. Nice try though!”

“Midoriya!” Iida shouts as Togata disappears and Midoriya crumples.

“Iida!” Kemuri cries as Togata reappears behind him.

Iida isn’t fast enough to evade Togata’s punch. Kemuri kicks off her shoes and searches for where Togata could pop up next.

In a blur, Togata appears in front of Kirishima and takes him down, then whirls around and defeats Koda, Sato, Nishimura, and Ojiro. As he whirls around towards the three girls, Kemuri does something she isn’t necessarily proud of.

Fuelled purely by her panic, she leaps into the air with a blast of steam just as Togata’s fists meet Uraraka and Hagakure’s stomachs.

“Oh, you’re leaving?” Togata calls as Kemuri soars towards the concrete mountain, still half-demolished by Midoriya’s initial attack. “Nice! I enjoy a good chase!”

“Crap, crap, crap,” she mutters rapidly under her breath. There’s nothing wrong with running if you can’t win, right? That’s what the final exams taught her.

But, this is a sparring match. She’s got nowhere to run. It isn’t over until one of them is beaten.

Steam Jet isn’t as strong without her boots and she’s already losing altitude. When she lands, she’ll release some fog and do her best to stay away from Togata for as long as possible. He’s incredibly accurate with how he’s targeting people even when he sinks into the ground, so he’ll probably be able to sense her, but there’s a chance the fog will stop him. She didn’t want to use it before because of everyone around her, then Togata was so fast that she couldn’t even think of a counterattack.

If she could just—

She touches down, releases her fog, and senses a body leap from the floor directly ahead of her within a split second. She sees a tall, nude, muscular form and a bright smile before her stomach crumples beneath his fist, her breath leaving her.

“POWERRRRR!” he roars.

She crumples to the floor with a heavy groan, tears in her eyes, nausea overtaking her. Togata stands over her, only his feet visible, and he lets out a laugh.

“Good effort, all of you!” Togata says. “Phew! That was fun!”

Kemuri clamps a hand over her mouth and tries not to puke.

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“I tried to make it so you wouldn’t see my willy. Sorry if you got a peek.”

Kemuri’s face turns red and she keeps staring adamantly at her feet, arms wrapped around her stomach. The rest of the class isn’t faring any better.

“But, anyway, that’s a taste of what it’s like to fight me!” Togata says.

“We all just got punched in the stomach without ever knowing what was going on,” Midoriya groans.

“Right? So, what do you think? Isn’t my quirk strong?” Togata asks.

Kemuri purses her lips. His quirk itself isn’t strong, per se, but he made it strong. That’s what she’s gotten out of this, aside from a bruised diaphragm.

“Yeah! It’s too strong!” Sero says.

“That’s not fair! Mine’s nothing in comparison!” Hagakure complains, her sleeves bouncing and waving as she flails her arms.

“How can you slip through things and warp? Do you have two powers like Todoroki does?” Mina demands.

“Nope! Just the one,” Togata says.

“Just one…” Midoriya repeats.

“Oo, I know! I’ll tell you what his quirk is!” Hado pipes up. “Hey, hey, can I say it? Permeation! Cool, right?”

“Hado…let Mirio explain his own power,” Amajiki grumbles.

“Yup!” Togata says, aiming his thumb at himself again. “I’ve got a sweet quirk that’s called Permeation! What you guys thought of as warping was, you guessed it, simply an alternative application of that power!” Hado pouts, tugging his uniform top, and he glances at her. “Oh, sorry, Hado.”

“So, how exactly do you warp?” Midoriya asks. He has that look in his eye that screams of wanting knowledge, his finger already tracing notes on his palm since he doesn’t have his notebook.

“I activate my quirk over my entire body,” Togata explains. “Then, I can pass through anything I want, no sweat! Everything! That includes solid ground!” He taps his foot on the concrete.

“So you just…fall through the floor of the gym?” Uraraka asks.

“That’s right. I went deep underground.” He keeps smiling, hands resting on his hips. “Then, whenever I release my quirk while I’m falling, something super strange happens. Apparently, things with mass can’t overlap. That’s called physics, so I get repelled upward! Think of it this way; the ground spits me out and I fly up into the air! That’s how my warp works. By adjusting the direction I’m facing or the pose I’m holding, I can change the angle I come out at, so I can aim at different spots.”

“That sounds like a buggy video game,” Mina pouts, her cheeks puffing.

Togata bursts out laughing. “Hey! That’s pretty funny!”

“So you can avoid any attack, and move anywhere you want in an instant,” Tsuyu says. “Oh, you were born with a really strong quirk.”

“Not true,” Togata says. His voice is more serious, although his smile remains. “My power’s only strong because I made it that way.”

Kemuri slowly looks up, her interest peaked. There are a few gasps, a few confused noises, that scatter around the class.

“While my quirk is activated, my lungs can’t take in oxygen. If I breathe in, the air will pass right through. In the same way, my eardrums don’t work and light can’t go through my retinas.”

Kemuri’s lips part. He fought all of them, phasing through the floor and popping out all over the place, all while blind and deaf? She almost doesn’t believe it.

“I can pass through anything, but that means I can’t feel anything while in that state. Even though I have a body, I can’t stop falling,” Togata continues. “I can probably keep going down forever. Does that make sense? That’s why if I want to go through something like, say, a wall, I have to concentrate really hard. I’ll activate everything except one leg, then I release the other leg and land on it, and the first leg is the last one to go through. Even for a little action like that, there are a ton of little steps involved!”

“Oh, man, if I was in a hurry, I’d mess that up every time,” Kaminari says.

Mineta nods. “Seriously. If you can’t feel anything, how are you supposed to move?”

“Growing up, I was always behind, as you might expect,” Togata says. “In no time, I dropped to dead last. I dropped my pants a lot too.” Kemuri stifles an embarrassed laugh. “In order to get to the top with this quirk, I couldn’t just hope that things would get better. I had to think!” He taps his forehead repeatedly. “I learned to make combat decisions and picked up a few new tricks, but above all, I learned to predict what would happen next. And what made those predictions possible in the first place was experience!”

Kemuri nods, eyes wide with awe. After all that, he brought all that right back to the work studies.

“I based my predictions on what I’d learned. This was kind of a roundabout way to get the point across, but that’s why I wanted to fight. I wanted to show you through experience rather than words. In our work studies, we’re not treated as guests like at our internships. We’re regarded as one of the sidekicks, or even as a pro!”

The class seems to perk up, just a little. The internships were good, sure. A few of them got to experience rescuing people or helping out a little, but not in a big way. When Kemuri looks at her classmates, their faces are awed, excitement burning in their eyes.

“That can be super scary,” Togata continues. “Pros can get hurt and sometimes they end up watching people die. But, every scary and painful thing you go through is an important experience that you can’t get inside a classroom, even at U.A.”

Kemuri bites her lip and hugs herself a little tighter, hands shaking. She thinks of the forest, of Nishimura, of Leech, of the phantom pain rolling through her shoulder, and wonders what those experiences will do for her in the future. Right now, they just feel like a crutch.

Someone bumps her shoulder lightly, just enough to make her look up and catch Shoji’s eye. Her arches an eyebrow at her and she steps a little closer to him, pressing their arms together. She takes in another deep breath and she feels his fingers brush her hand. She grabs on, squeezing, and he squeezes back.

She sucks in a deep breath, closes her eyes, and grounds herself as best she can. Shoji’s hand remains.

“I transformed the experience I got in my work study into power!” Togata says. “That’s how I got to the top spot and it’s why I think they’re worth it, even if you’re scared! You with me, first years?”

The class bursts into applause. Kemuri doesn’t want to let go of Shoji’s hand, not yet, so she resigns herself to patting her thigh with her free hand. Her heart still pounds a little too fast.

“He even gives pep talks like a pro!” Ojiro says.

“I can’t believe he went through all of this for us even though he could’ve just explained it,” Yaoyorozu adds.

“So these really are different,” Kaminari says. “I did kinda feel like I missed out on stuff during my internship.”

“Yeah, they try not to let us do anything too dangerous,” Jiro agrees.

“Guess it won’t be that way during work studies,” Sero says, hand on his chin in thought.

“Now that we’ve got our licenses,” Iida says, “we’ll be treated like pros once we’re on the scene.”

“Then we’ve gotta prepare ourselves for that,” Sato murmurs.

“It’s just what I wanted!” Kirishima says as he smashes his knuckles together.

“Bring it on,” Nishimura agrees with a smirk.

“Yeah, this is great!” Hagakure pipes up. “All of us came to U.A because we wanna be pro heroes, right?”

“That’s true,” Shoji says, making Kemuri nod in agreement.

“C’est la vie!” Aoyama says with a pose and a sparkling wink.

“We have to keep climbing,” Tokoyami says.

“And become plus ultra!” Koda adds, nearly making Kemuri jump out of her skin in shock. Nishimura grins widely and thumps Koda on the back, making the quiet boy return the smile.

“Let’s get back to class, now,” Aizawa says. “Say thank you.”

“Thank you very much!” everyone shouts.

The third years move to the door and even as her classmates keep chatting, Kemuri watches them go, her eyes lingering on the back of Togata’s head. He’s the top student at U.A, but he didn’t get there because he was born strong. He worked hard for everything he has, everything he can do, and seeing what he’s capable of when he started so far behind everyone else makes Kemuri feel hopeful.

She can make it too if she just keeps trying. He’s someone to chase after.

Chapter 135: Quirks Through the Years

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“You seem kinda spaced out, Kemuri.”

Kemuri looks up from the floor, blinking once at the space where Hagakure’s head is. “Hm? Am I?”

“A little. You’ve got that faraway look in your eye,” the invisible girl says. Kemuri gives a half-there shrug, lips pursed, and Hagakure lowers her voice. “Is it about Togata? Is it because we saw his penis?”

Kemuri groans and covers her face. “No, Toru…not because of…t-that.”

“Then…is it about the work studies?”

“Yeah…a little.” She scuffs her shoe against the hallway floor as they keep walking. “I’m just…thinking. Or…trying not to.” She exhales, then tries her best to force a smile as she looks back up. “Now’s not a good time to talk about it.”

“Mm…” Hagakure mumbles. “Alright, if you say so. I’m here if you do need to talk, though.”

“Thank you.”

They go back into their classroom and retreat to their desks. They still have the rest of the school day ahead of them.

“Before I go, I want to clarify some things,” Aizawa says. “You’ve learned about what a work study is from the Big Three, but it hasn’t been decided whether or not you’ll be allowed to do one. That won’t be talked about until the faculty meeting, and if we’re going to approve this, we’ll have to think about how we’ll handle the media. That’s all I can tell you for now.”

With that said, he dismisses himself. Kemuri sits back in her seat and tries to get out of her head before Midnight shows up for their next class.

Togata’s demonstration has left her both invigorated and doubtful. She wishes with all her heart that she could just be inspired and run with it, but no, her stupid brain has to fill her ears with whispering doubts and the nagging feeling of inadequacy. She’s forced to sit there and battle back against them with positive reminders of what she’s accomplished.

Some negative thoughts can’t be so easily defeated.

“Good afternoon, class,” Midnight purrs as she saunters into the room.

Kemuri straightens up immediately, folding her hands on her desk as Midnight moves to the podium, blue eyes sweeping over the class slowly. She catches Kemuri’s eye and smiles a little, prompting Kemuri to return it.

“I have something very special lined up today,” Midnight says as she grabs a piece of chalk and starts writing on the board. “All of you are going to be doing a project!”

There are a few murmurs around the class as Midnight steps back, revealing “Quirk Family History Project” written in her neat, scrawling print. Midnight puts her hands on her hips and dons another sultry smile.

“Now, as you all know, quirks are known to change and shift as time goes on. People have children, and those children bear quirks that can be stronger or weaker than their parents’ quirks,” she says. “So, for this project, you will be going back through your family history. What is your quirk and how did it come to be? What are your quirk factors? I’m aching to know.”

The reactions are mixed. Midoriya starts mumbling under his breath, going a mile a minute. Todoroki crosses his arms over his chest as his face turns sour.

“Aw, man, my history is so boring though…” Mina whines.

“I’m kind of excited to do mine,” Tsuyu says with a ribbit.

“Do we really have to focus on family?” Mineta asks, hand raised. Todoroki makes a small noise of agreement. “And how are we supposed to find this stuff out?”

“Good question, Mineta,” Midnight says. “There are different options, but the most common one will be asking your family members. If for whatever reason that isn’t an option, I have some online resources you can use.”

Yaoyorozu’s eyes sparkle. “This will be a wonderful opportunity to learn about ourselves! Who knows what interesting things we may find about our ancestors!”

“I couldn’t have said it better myself, Yaoyorozu!” Iida agrees.

“I won’t make you go too far back. Think great-grandparents, tops,” Midnight says, “but if you want to go further, that’s completely fine. Another thing, all of you will be presenting to the class about your personal quirk timeline.”

“Can we not?” Todoroki asks. Mineta nods.

Midnight arches an eyebrow at him. “If anyone has an issue with presenting, please speak to me privately. I’m always flexible with these types of things.” She turns back to the board. “Presentations will start on September 17th. I’ll make some signup sheets. Sound good?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“I’ll give you class time for research too,” Midnight adds. She reaches behind the podium, producing a stack of paper. “Here are the details. Class rep, would you be a dear and hand these out for me?”

“Of course!” Iida says, zooming to the front of the room and taking the stack.

As he moves around the room, Midnight continues, “As you can see, I’m leaving the presentation itself up to you. You can do a slideshow, make a poster, even bring in family members for demonstrations…within reason. If you have a really outlandish idea, talk to me, and don’t worry about being flashy. I’m not grading you on performance.”

Kemuri thanks Iida softly as she gets her paper, digging for her glasses and putting them on as she starts reading. It seems basic enough. Look through your family quirk history, note the quirks and how they’ve evolved, include parents, siblings, grandparents, etcetera, then present what you find. It should be easy.

As Kemuri thinks of her family, she yet again thinks of her dream and the boy with no name. Maybe she could ask her grandfather if he knows anyone like that or…knew anyone like that. This project gives her the perfect excuse to ask him.

“Alright, we’re going to the library to work. You can research and start brainstorming presentation ideas. Come along, everyone,” Midnight says.

“Heck yeah! We get to leave class again!” Kaminari shouts.

“Behave yourself or you will be punished,” Midnight threatens.

Sero slaps the back of Kaminari’s head, making Jiro snort with laughter as the boy whines at the abuse. Everyone dissolves into excited chatter about the project as they flood into the hall, following Midnight to the library.

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“Eee, this project is so cool!” Hagakure squeals.

The librarian, a retired pro hero named Bookworm, shushes Hagakure sternly before she continues filing books away. Hagakure whispers an apology and returns to her notebook, where she’s scribbling down notes about her parents’ quirks.

Kemuri sits next to her, not quite able to agree. Kemuri already knows what to expect from her family: lots of lots of Smoke Bomb quirks.

“Damn it,” she hears Nishimura mutter. He’s sitting at the computers next to Sato. “There are so many f-ing Nishimuras.”

“Dude, try being me,” Sato groans. “I’m never gonna find them.”

Ojiro, sitting across from the two girls, speaks up and returns Kemuri’s attention to the table. “It’s kind of exciting,” he says. “I don’t know…I know my quirk is basic, but my family actually has a lot of variation.”

“Wonder what that’s like,” Kemuri teases lightly.

“I am curious when the bird-headed mutation entered my family,” Tokoyami admits. He’s working on his own laptop, head propped on his hand. “Or if shadows are dominant, as I take after my father and not my mother.”

“Are you going to draw Punnett squares?” Shoji murmurs, the lilt of teasing in his voice.

“Ew, biology,” Hagakure whines. “Now I can just hear Mr. Snipe droning about it. Ugh.”

Shoji levels her with a stare. “You realize this project is about biology?”

Hagakure lets out a gasp and there’s a slap as her hands fall on the table, leaping to her feet. “Then why are we doing it in Art History?!”

“SSHH!” Bookworm scolds again.

“Because it’s about our family history,” Ojiro answers in an even quieter tone than before.

Hagakure sits back down with a small huff. “Oh…yeah.”

“I’m just gonna focus on quirk factors,” Kemuri says, tilting her head onto her hand as she keeps writing out a family tree. “It’s just gonna be a bunch of variations on Smoke Bomb, so…”

“Boring,” Tokoyami says.

“You said it.”

“Hey, Shoji, what are your parents’ quirks?” Hagakure asks. “You know all of ours, sorta.”

He shrugs. “Organ replication for my mom, multi-arms for my dad,” he says. “Simple. Not really sure about grandparents though. I’ll have to ask my dad tonight.”

“Oo, cool!” Hagakure coos. “Honestly, I can’t wait to hear everyone else’s presentations. This stuff is so interesting.”

“You just said you hate biology,” Ojiro says, starting to smile as he says it.

“I don’t know what I like anymore,” Hagakure retorts with another huff.

Kemuri smirks a little and keeps working.

Chapter 136: A Heart Filled to Bursting

Notes:

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“HEY! IF YOU’VE GOT TRASH, THEN BRING IT OVER HERE RIGHT NOW!” Bakugo roars, holding out a giant yellow garbage bag.

“Bakugo! Thanks!” Kirishima says, racing towards him with his trash bag in hand.

“SURE!”

“I have some as well,” Tokoyami says.

“HAND IT OVER!”

“Mine too!” Kaminari says.

“And mine,” Sero adds with a grin.

Mineta appears, dragging a trash bag double the size of his body behind him. “This is heavy.”

“Thanks, man!” Sato says as he hands over his trash.

Aoyama winks. “Merci!”

Ojiro adds his in. “Yeah, thank you.”

“Have you got a separate composting bin? Just wondering, ‘cause I’ve got vegetable peelings here,” Nishimura says, holding both a trash bag and a pail of organic waste.

“YOU BASTARDS! IT’S LIKE YOU’VE BEEN HOARDING THIS FOR WEEKS!” Bakugo screeches from within the circle of boys.

“So…no compost?”

“SHUT THE FUCK UP, SCAR-FACE!”

Nearby, the girls of class A sit together in the common area, bearing witness to the trash gathering. They haven’t even changed out of their uniforms yet, although Kemuri is thinking that she’ll head up to do so in the next little bit.

“Sounds like they’re having fun,” Jiro says with a smirk.

“It looks like they’re summoning a trash gremlin,” Mina snickers as Bakugo greedily snatches up the trash bags around him, still fuming a little.

“It was a long day,” Yaoyorozu says. “If they get joy from something like that, then let them.”

“Oh, speaking of today!” Mina squeals a little, cheeks turning pinker as she grips her knees. “Togata’s story of how he went from last place to the top was so killer, wasn’t it?”

“Yeah!” Hagakure agrees.

“I’m really looking forward to getting into a work study now,” Tsuyu says.

Uraraka hums and glances at the ceiling in thought. “I hope we get the chance. They’re still figuring out what to do with us first years.”

“I suppose there’s nothing we can do until Mr. Aizawa gives us the go ahead,” Yaoyorozu says as she lets down her hair and combs through the dark strands with her fingers.

Kemuri stays silent. Despite the distractions of the other classes today, her mind is still going a mile a minute with concerns and anxieties. She needs quiet time before she has to come back downstairs for supper, so she stands and bids the girls goodbye before she heads to the elevators.

In her room, she changes into an Ingenium hoodie and her U.A sweatpants, flopping onto her bed and hugging her Mini-Fatgum to her chest. She lets out a long, drawn-out sigh, and stares at the plain cream colour of the walls.

She’s scared. She wants to do a work study, to finally do real hero work, but Togata’s message is at war within her memories. He turned his experience into power and she wants to get stronger, but heroes get hurt, and heroes sometimes watch people die, and Kemuri isn’t sure she’ll ever be strong enough for that.

Maybe she’s having a hard time trying to imagine being any stronger than she is right now, and that person isn’t strong enough for everything Togata talked about.

There’s a soft knock at the door after a few minutes.

“Come in,” she calls, lifting her mouth away from her pillow just long enough to make her voice heard. She doesn’t bother asking who it is. Whoever they are, they’re probably comfortable enough with her for it to not be a problem.

She hears the handle click, then the slight creak as the door slides open. She rolls over as Shoji walks in, wearing his casual clothes as well. For a second, they just stare at each other, Kemuri’s expression expectant while his is hesitant.

“I need support,” he says.

She immediately sits up, tossing Mini-Fatgum aside and making more space on her bed. “I’m right here.”

He walks over, sits, then slowly tips over onto the mattress. Kemuri startles a little as Shoji’s head lands on her plushie collection, and she twists her body around so that she can look down at him. He exhales heavily, eyes closed, and Kemuri slowly reaches out to run her fingers through the fluffy bangs covering his eyes.

“Shoji? What’s wrong?” she murmurs.

His eyes slowly open again, both of them visible now. “I’m worried.”

“About?” she coaxes, still running her hand through his hair.

“The work studies.” He pauses. “Being a hero.” Another pause. “Lots.”

She blinks at him a few times. She’s never known Shoji to show any signs of insecurity, save for during their first date. When it comes to being a hero, he’s always been brave, confident, steadfast.

“But…why? You’re…you’re amazing.”

He heaves a long sigh. “It’s about what Togata said, about…the pain, the death, that heroes have to deal with. I know it’s part of the job, but I…” He stops. Her hand stills in his hair and he gazes up at her. “What if I’m not ready?”

Her lip lifts a little at the side. “I’ve been…thinking the same thing,” she admits. “And, I…don’t think there’s any way to know if you’re ready. There’s just…going out and trying.” He looks away from her and she frowns a little. “Does…does that make sense?”

“Yeah,” he murmurs. His eyes close for a second. “Kemuri…”

“Yes?”

“At…the training camp…” He pauses, looking up at her as if asking if it’s okay, and despite the fear that squeezes her heart, she nods. “I was ready to take risks to save Tokoyami. I was willing to throw myself into danger if it meant saving him and Bakugo, and…I was fine. Then…”

He doesn’t continue for a while. Kemuri keeps combing his hair, fingers caressing his scalp, trying to soothe him as best she can. She isn’t the best at words, after all.

“Then you…died, and I was powerless, and I wasn’t fine,” he finally says.

Her hand flinches against his hair, not tugging but moving enough to make her worry that she hurt him. He doesn’t register any more pain than that which was already written in his eyes.

“I can fight, put myself in dangerous situation after situation, have my skin burned, my limbs chopped off, and I’m fine. That’s what a hero is supposed to do. They’re supposed to be brave even when they’re barely standing, but—”

His voice breaks and Kemuri’s heart aches so badly that it compels her into action. She shifts her body until she’s lying next to him, wrapping her arms gently around his head and shoulders as she brings him to her chest. He inhales, then exhales, one hand reaching to her waist and gripping it.

This is one of the first times Kemuri has truly felt older than him.

“But…for that minute when you were gone, I couldn’t do anything, and I was left with the possibility of leaving that hospital without you.” He quivers a little, barely there, fingers tightening on her waist. “And then I imagined losing Tokoyami or Ojiro or Hagakure or…anyone, and it hurt me so much that I…”

“Ssh, I know…deep breaths,” she murmurs, still caressing his hair.

“If I can’t handle that, then what if I’m not cut out for this?”

She exhales, tries to think of what to say, but she’s wondering the same thing. The hero life seems so cool and glamorous when you’re a kid watching heroes kick villain butt on TV, but when it’s slowly becoming your reality, there’s so much more to it.

She feels Shoji shift, his hair brushing her chin. “It’s ridiculous to be feeling this way,” he mumbles.

“It isn’t,” she insists. She can’t see his face, but she can feel his jaw shift against her chest. “Shoji, just because you’re the stoic, cool guy doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel. You have emotions too.”

“Mhm…”

“If I can agonize over this stuff, then so can you. Eq…equality…”

His laugh rumbles in his chest, vibrating against her skin and making her face feel hot. “You’re right,” he says. “Still…it feels weird to be on the receiving end of the comfort for once.”

Her laugh is softer, but still genuine. “Hey, this isn’t the first time we’ve done this.”

“Other times, I was also comforting you. It made me feel better about it.”

He shifts again, pulling away from her just enough so that he can straighten up. She finds herself staring into his eyes, their shoulders so close they’re overlapping, his hand still lingering near her hip as if forgotten.

“Are you okay?” he asks.

She sighs. “This is supposed to be about you…”

“Are you?”

She looks away from him. “I’m…worried about the same stuff. Different reasons, m-maybe, but…the same.” She reaches to fiddle with her braid. “Same as you,” she repeats, just a whisper.

“That’s comforting.”

She laughs again, breathy, like a soft breeze. Of all things, he finds it comforting that she has the same fears as him.

“Can I ask you for something?”

She looks back at him, still so close to her. He takes up a lot of the bed even when her plushies are squished against the wall. The closeness makes her warm. His skin feels cool, but then again, he’s told her that she’s like a mini-space heater, and maybe it’s just the contrast.

She nods. He swallows, eyes darting away for a second, and her heart squeezes. She gets the stupid, stupid urge to reach up and pull his mask down, to run her hand along his jaw the way she did so many months ago, to caress the edge of his wide, pointed mouth. Lean in, feel his breath mingle with hers—

“Call me Mezo.”

She blinks rapidly, lips parting. “You…really?” she asks.

His eyes crinkle at the edges. “Yeah, why not?” He adds, almost as emphasis, “Kemuri.”

“B-But…” She stops, cheeks getting red.

“You call Tokoyami ‘Toko’ sometimes.”

“Y-Yeah…”

“And you call Hagakure, Toru.”

“Yes…”

“And don’t you call Iida by his first name?”

“Okay, yeah, I just…I dunno, that’s just kinda not what I expected you to say.”

She doesn’t trust the teasing glint in his eye. “What did you want me to say?”

She half-pouts, face red. “N-Nothing, just…nothing. I-I don’t know. That’s…” She fans her face and makes a small noise. “It just seems weird, I dunno, like you’re…you’re…ah…”

She stops, tiny, panicked breaths leaving her lips. She’s only reacting like this because she was being stupid a second before he asked it. She’s only reacting because a second before he asked, she was fantasizing about kissing him again.

God, she’s so stupid and hormonal and this is so not something you should think about with your best friend.

“Mhm.” He nods slowly and she can practically see his smile growing even with the mask in place. “I’m…?”

The teasing lilt is still there, so for the second time today, she does something she isn’t proud of. She grabs the first plushie her hand touches and smacks him with it. His eyes go wide, his hair mussed from the blow, and her breath hitches. Was that too much? She shouldn’t have done that. That was stupid. It was just—she double checks her hand—a mochi pillow. It’s not like it hurt, right?

“You attacked me with a mochi,” he sighs. He reaches up, one hand grasping at the spot over his heart and wrinkling his tank top. “And here I thought we were friends.”

She bats the pillow at his arms as she whines. “You’re such a brat!”

He starts to laugh, his hair still sticking up, shoulders quivering as his eyes squeeze shut, one hand reaching to cover his mask as if covering his mouth. Kemuri watches, lips parted, eyes wide, and her heart pounds.

How is he…so cute?

His laughter trickles away. “Hey.” When she arches her eyebrows a little, he says, “I like coming here. You put me in a good mood.”

“I don’t know what I do…”

“You’re just you. That’s all.”

She opens her mouth, closes it again, opens, then covers her face with her hands. “Mezooo…”

“Ah, see? Now was that so hard?”

She flops onto her bed, hands still over her face. “You can’t just say stuff like that…” she mumbles into her palms. “It makes me feel all flustered.”

“Mm, that’s kind of my goal.”

She pulls one hand away to point at where she thinks his face is. “You, sir…are not supposed to be this…smooth.”

Another laugh. “And you, ma’am…”

“Oh my god, no—”

“Are not supposed to—”

“Mezo, please—”

“Be this cute.”

“Gah!” She claps her hands back of her face as steam puffs from her ears. “Stoooppp…”

“Okay, okay, I’ll stop.” She feels the bed shift and when he speaks next, his voice is closer to her. “It is cute though. I’m just curious why you get so flustered by it.”

She slowly pulls her hands away, face still red, to find him watching her. “It…it doesn’t feel like a friendly thing. Like…between friends.”

“We are friends.”

“Y-Yeah, but…like…we….” she stammers. “We’ve…” She gestures between them, unable to look him in the eye. “We’ve…kissed.”

“And?”

“So when you do that, it seems more romantic or flirty to me than…whatever it is you’re doing. Because we’ve been romantic.”

His eyes glint. “Ah…so, if it was Ojiro teasing you, it’d be different?”

“Yeah.”

“And Tokoyami?”

“Yeah…”

“What about Iida?”

Her eyes go wide. “Okay, you…you know h-he’s in a league of his own.” She can’t even picture straight-laced Tenya Iida saying anything remotely flirty. If he did, Kemuri is pretty sure they’d be planning her funeral the same day.

Shoji still has that smile in his eyes and Kemuri squirms, wishing her entire body didn’t feel like it was made of heat. This was supposed to be a support session for him, to make him feel better, and she isn’t doing a very good job.

And, the longer he’s watching her like that, the harder it is to get that stupid fantasy out of her head

“You know,” he says, “I don’t think I’ve met anyone who feels things quite as much as you do.”

“Is…that annoying?” she asks meekly.

“No. I like it.”

She bites her lip against a smile. “Oh…thank you.” She fiddles with her braid, searching for something to say back. “You…your sense of humour is one of my favourite things about you,” she admits. “You don’t talk much around everyone else, but you’re so funny in smaller groups and I just…yeah.”

“You didn’t have to compliment me back.”

“I wanted to.” He chuckles and her heart feels full, happy. She scoots closer to him, words spilling out before she can stop them, “You’re…you’re really important to me, M-Mezo, and…and I mean that.”

He tilts his head to the side. “And you to me, Kemuri.”

And yet again, they’re staring at each other, and she wonders if his eyes have always been that dark.

Their phones go off. Kemuri almost lunges for hers, desperate for the distraction, while Shoji goes for his own. Iida texted the group chat urging everyone to hurry downstairs for supper.

“Oh, we should go,” Kemuri says, leaping to her feet. She pauses. “Are you good? I know we didn’t end up talking a lot about the hero thing, but—”

“It’s fine,” he insists. “This was perfect. I just needed to get out of my head.”

She smiles. “O-Oh, good.”

“Let’s go eat. I’m starved.”

“Same.”

And as they head downstairs, side by side, Kemuri wonders about the warmth in her chest when she looks at him, and wonders if her heart has a limit on how many people she can love at once.

Notes:

Next chapter starts a small arc that I've been planning since I started this story. I really hope it pays off, so stay tuned for the next update!

Chapter 137: Kemuri, Breaking

Chapter Text

On Saturday, the only thing on Kemuri’s mind is going home to her family. She’s eager to see her parents and Ichiro, but she also has to try and get up the courage to ask her grandfather about their family history.

Because U.A is still being careful about protecting the students, home visits don’t get to happen every week. However, when they do, attendance has to be taken of who’s leaving and who’s staying, plus it’s encouraged that students stay with a buddy for as long as possible. The class waits for Aizawa to show up and, once he takes attendance, they’re let loose like a herd of animals into an open field.

One train ride and a bit of a walk later, Kemuri is home, and her parents and Ichiro greet her when she walks inside. Hugs and kisses are shared, the usual greetings of “I missed you” and “how are you” spilling from multiple mouths with no defined answers. Kemuri is slightly surprised to see that her mom isn’t at work, but she isn’t about to complain.

Pulling away from the squishy group hug, Kemuri darts her gaze to the stairs and surrounding doorways, half-expecting her grandfather to appear like a spectre. “Is grandfather here?” she asks, keeping her voice low.

“He is, actually. He hit his overtime for the week so he was told to stay home today,” Kazue says, pursing her lips into a terse smile.

“He has been working a lot lately,” Cayden adds, almost as an afterthought, his brow furrowing. He steps closer to Kemuri and reaches for her shoulder, hesitating for a second before gently resting his palm against it. “You’re…okay if he’s here, right?”

“Why wouldn’t I be?” she asks, knowing full well that her smile is absolute bullshit.

Her parents share a look that tells her they don’t believe her for a second. Kemuri drops the smile, reaching to fiddle with her braid as she swallows.

“It’s…it’s actually good, I needed to ask him some things,” she says. “I’ve got this quirk history project and he…he knows our history better than anyone.”

“That’s true,” Kazue says. “But, until then, why don’t you come and have some lunch? You’re hungry, right?”

“I could eat.”

And so, a few minutes later, Kemuri finds herself seated at the table, a parent on each side, her grandfather across from her. Ichiro stays by Kemuri’s feet, watchful for any falling or offered scraps of food. It doesn’t take long for the conversation to drift from work to Kemuri’s recent school experiences.

“Ultimate move training has been kind of crazy, but my quirk is really improving,” Kemuri says. “And the license exam was…a little nuts, but it was really well done.” She darts a glance at her grandfather as his eyes move to her. “The facility…was, a-ah…fantastic.”

“Mm,” he grunts. “Of course. I don’t deal with anything sub-par.”

“I think it’s wonderful that you passed,” Kazue says. “And with a ninety-four! Amazing.”

“Best score in the class, right?” Cayden adds. Kemuri doesn’t miss the nervous glance he casts at Keiji.

Keiji grunts a little. “Was it?”

Kemuri wants to lie. She wants to say yes, but instead she bows her head and says, “I…tied, with Yaoyorozu.”

Her grandfather’s eyes narrow. Kazue sees it and clears her throat, clicking her chopsticks a few times. “It’s still top of the class, dad,” she says.

“I would have preferred a perfect score.”

“No one gets perfect scores in those exams. Kemuri’s only a first-year,” Kazue insists, stress evident in the way her eyebrows crease, “and she was already taking it earlier than most other schools. You can’t expect that of her. She’s only human.”

“I expect the best, Kazue,” Keiji utters, the snap in his voice enough to make Kazue clam up. “Her score was acceptable, maybe, but I wanted more.”

“She…got her license,” Cayden says softly. “She’s an acting hero, now.”

“And is she using it? I don’t hear about any work study. Kemuri, do you have a work study?”

“W-Well, the school is still—”

“Do you?” he repeats, sharper.

Kemuri sinks further into her chair, humiliation burning her cheeks. “N-No.”

“As I thought.”

Her parents exchange worried looks and Kemuri keeps her head down. Of course. Of course, he isn’t proud. He’s never impressed, never satisfied. Why does she even try? She blinks hard against the stinging in her eyes and tries to breathe past the ache in her chest.

The rest of lunch passes in silence. Kazue offers to take care of the dishes, Cayden has to go back to the spa, and Keiji leaves to do his own business. Kemuri helps her mom, but after loading up the dishwasher, Kazue tells her to leave the rest to her. Ichiro lingers in the kitchen, still hoping for treats, and Kazue tosses him a bit of pork fat as she tidies up a cutting board.

Kemuri leaves the dining room and kitchen and moves towards the living room, planning to watch TV or play video games, when she sees her grandfather sitting in one of the armchairs, reading. Her heart stops, hands getting sweaty, and somehow she doesn’t turn around and walk out right there.

This is her chance.

“Grandfather?” she whispers.

“What?” he grunts.

She swallows hard. “I…I need some help with my homework,” she says.

“Oh, are you not smart enough to do it yourself?”

“Y-Yes, or…n-no, no, it’s…it’s not like that. It’s…” She swallows again, pressing her trembling hands to her thighs. “It’s a project, and…and I have to ask y-you something.”

“Then what is it? Don’t waste my time.”

“F-Family quirk history?”

She sees the emotions he cycles through written on his face. His sneer falls into brief shock, then anger, then indifference again as he stands up and sets his newspaper down on the kitchen table. He puts it down too roughly. It betrays him.

“I’m not telling you anything,” he says, already starting to move past her.

She follows his movements with her body, turning around as desperation rises in her throat. “B-But, it’s just quirks! I just…just need to know about, about great-grandparents or maybe aunts or uncles—”

Keiji doesn’t look at her. “I said no.”

“P-Please!” she cries, surging forward and grabbing the edge of his sweater. He stops, his shoulders hunching, and she immediately regrets her decision. She yanks her hand away, pressing it to her chest as he slowly turns, fury in his eyes. “I…I…I’m sorry. You’re…you’re the only one who knows a-anything…”

“My answer…” he says, a borderline growl, “is no.” He turns away again, straightening his clothing, and adds, “I will be in the garden. Do not disturb me.”

He storms away without another word, leaving Kemuri a trembling mess. She grits her teeth, eyes closing as she wills her hands to stop shaking. She should have seen this coming. The beast in her mind rears its ugly head, roaring how she’s an idiot, how she’s foolish, how she should have been smarter.

She squashes it, sucks in a deep breath, and her eyes travel to the staircase as she silently laments her grandfather’s irrationality. An idea forms. It’s risky. If her grandfather finds her there…god, she doesn’t even want to think about it. But, she needs answers, and surely he’s got something about her great-grandparents tucked away up there.

She moves to the stairs, gripping the railing, and she checks her surroundings again. She can hear her mother humming as she washes dishes. Her dad is still gone, her grandfather in the garden. With how particular he is with weeding and pruning, she has a lot of time. She can do it.

She races up the stairs, staying light on her feet, barely making a sound even on the ancient floorboards. Her heart races when she reaches the second floor, still gripping the railing, breaths fast. She’s breaking the rules. She’s breaking the rules and she’s excited and terrified and she can’t stop now.

The last time Kemuri came here, she was getting extra futons from the storage room for her birthday party. She felt anxious the entire time she was up here and now, her feelings haven’t changed. It looks the same—open floor plan, futon, shoji screens, her grandmother’s altar alongside bonsai trees—although he’s brought out a kotatsu to help him deal with the cold.

She moves down the hall, trying to remember which door was the storage room. She finds it and slips inside, shutting the door behind her. The storage room is also unchanged. The extra futons are rolled up and set in the corner and the shelves are full of boxes with fading labels. She moves to these boxes, hoping to find photo albums or journals or anything that could tell her about her family.

This house has been lived in by the Shimakages for generations. The very walls hold secrets. The doors have seen countless lives. There has to be some trace of it left behind.

But, box after box goes by with no luck. There’s old camping gear and old letters and Kemuri’s old report cards and childhood drawings. She knows this is storage for everyone, but that doesn’t stop her from hoping that it was her grandfather who saved these things and not just her parents.

Each second feels like a minute. Time ticks by and all she finds are dust bunnies and memories of the near past.

Then, just when she’s about to give up, she finds it. Tucked away on a shelf in one of the only cabinets with a door, she finds a box labelled with nothing but a name: Keiichi. Seeing the name, it’s so familiar that her chest aches.

She glances at the door again, then pulls the box off the shelf and examines it. There’s a faint layer of dust on it, smudged with fingerprints, signs of something not yet abandoned. Someone has looked at this box before, sifted through the contents, revisited it again and again.

She pulls the lid off and finds inside memorabilia from someone very young. There’s a folded t-shirt autographed by someone in black marker. There are drawings bundled together, ranging from the stick person art of a child to the amateur scribbles of someone older and more experienced but not quite good enough to be a master. There are gashopon toys, some still in their cases and others scattered around the box, some from anime, some of heroes from a time decades before now. There’s a slip of paper with a faded phone number scribbled on it and Kemuri wonders who would pick up if she called it. Coloured belts sit in a bundle, tucked in the corner.

Then, her gaze falls on a framed picture. She takes it from the box, careful not to get her fingers all over it, and stares at the people frozen within the four walls.

There’s a tall, severe man with combed black hair and at his side, a young woman with wavy silver hair and a wary smile. In front of them, two boys, one seated and the other standing. The one who’s standing isn’t smiling, arms pressed to his sides, his father’s hand on his shoulder. Kemuri recognizes those eyes even with the years knocked off. Her grandfather stares back at her from the past.

The seated boy is more like his mother, softer, gentler, and his silver hair is shaggier than his brother’s. His eyes are brown too, but just like the rest of him, they shine with a gentle light despite the nervous twinge to his lips.

Kemuri’s heart leaps into her throat. She remembers white, a pillar with roses on it, and a boy waiting at a set of gates. She remembers a gentle smile. She remembers a name, like fog moving away from the depths of her mind.

“Keiichi,” she breathes. “You’re…”

This is no doubt a family photo. There aren’t any other adults in the photo and the two boys look so alike that their relation to each other is undoubtable. They even look to be the same age, although Keiichi may be a year younger.

“My…uncle?” she asks herself. Could it be true?

Her grandfather never spoke of a brother. She almost believes that she’s dreaming, that she’s about to wake up, but everything is far too real. She can feel the material between her fingertips, smell the dust floating around her, feel the sunlight trickling through the window and the wood pressing into her knees.

She snaps out of it, heart pounding, blood roaring in her ears. She puts the picture back in the box and closes it, hands shaking again. This was stupid. She’s just supposed to know quirks, but this…this isn’t what she expected. She thought her grandfather was an only child. That’s what he always preached to her. One child and one child only in the Shimakage family, now and forever.

She races from the storage room. She doesn’t know this area of the house as well as the rest, leaving her to take a second to reorient herself before heading down the hall. She needs to get downstairs. She doesn’t know what she’s going to do with the information in her head, but it’s screaming at her, begging to be released.

“What are you doing?”

She stops dead, hand on the railing, and looks down. Her grandfather stands at the base of the stairs, his eyebrows already furrowing with rage. She stares at his face for far too long, mouth far too dry. How did she not see it? He looks just like Keiichi. Is it because until she saw the two of them, she couldn’t remember Keiichi at all and even now, he seems like nothing more than a dream?

“Kemuri, get down this instant!” he snaps, slamming his hand against the bannister and rattling her from her gawking.

She scrambles down the stairs as he starts up, still glaring at her with venom in his eyes. He has a smudge of dirt on his face, sweat beading his forehead. At the halfway point, they pass each other, and Kemuri stops. She keeps holding the railing, staring ahead, her grandfather’s footsteps behind her.

“Who’s Keiichi?” she whispers.

The footsteps stop.

“What?”

She sucks in a breath and slowly turns back around, releasing the railing. “Who…i-is Keiichi?” she repeats.

His expression somehow gets even angrier. “How do you know about him?” he demands, storming back down the stairs and making Kemuri take a stumbling step down. He towers over her, fists shaking at his sides. “HOW?!”

She flinches. She can’t tell him she was digging around. He’ll be furious. “I-I…I had a dream!” she says. “A dream, a-about a boy. He…he was waiting and h-he…I don’t know, but it was him. It was K-Keiichi.”

“Impossible.”

“I-It happened after the camp, when I…” She sucks in sharp breaths. “When I al…almost d-died. Is…is Keiichi…?”

Her grandfather’s jaw clenches, his entire body trembling just as much as Kemuri’s. “That…no,” he says, almost a mumble. “No.”

“G-Grandfather, please—”

“You don’t need to know anything about him. Leave it be!”

She wants to back down, wants to let it go, but she can’t. Not when she’s this close. As her grandfather turns around, she musters her courage and takes a half-step up, one foot resting above the other.

“He must be important!” she says, almost begging. “H-He must be important if you can’t even talk about him! What happened to him?”

“He was nothing!”

“Then why do you still have a box of his belongings?!”

She slams her mouth shut, eyes wide, and realization creeps across her grandfather’s face. His nostrils flare. She wishes she had a rewind quirk, something to take her back to five seconds ago, something to make her shut up.

“You…you brat,” he growls. “You were sneaking around, snooping through my things.”

“I…I’m sorry,” she squeaks, unable to deny it. “I…I wanted to know about our family. I wanted to know—”

She lets out a cry as he seizes her arm, her shoulder aching in protest. “It’s none of your business!” he shouts.

“I-I’m sorry!” she repeats, tears in her eyes, her feet scrambling for balance against the stairs. “I’m sorry!”

“Don’t you ever step foot on these stairs again,” Keiji seethes. His grip tightens around her arm. “I won’t tell your parents about this, but you step out of line again—”

“I-I won’t, I s-swear,” she pleads.

He glares at her for another second, breaths heavy, and he releases her arm with a forceful jerk.

Which would have been fine, if Kemuri had solid footing, but she didn’t.

The next thing Kemuri knows, she’s falling backwards. Somewhere in her panic, she twists herself around and throws her hand out, knowing that if she doesn’t, she could break her neck. She crumples onto her hand on the bottom floor, pain exploding through her wrist as her body follows it down.

For a second, everything is quiet, and then the tears slip down her face and she grips her aching wrist, heaving, quaking breaths leaving her as she tries to keep it together.

“Kemuri—” her grandfather starts, his voice still distant enough to tell her that he hasn’t moved from the stairs.

“What’s going on?!”

Horror grips Kemuri as she struggles to get up, her wrist throbbing, shoulder aching, tears still slipping down her cheeks as she tries to stifle her cries. There’s no time, no way to cover this up—

Her mother appears above her, eyes wide, mouth agape. “Kemuri, what happened?” Kazue asks as she helps her up.

“M-My wrist,” Kemuri manages to grit out. She feels Ichiro licking her pant leg.

The front door opens and Kemuri looks up at it, meeting her father’s eyes. “I heard shouting,” he says. “I was on my way back and I…Kemuri? What happened?”

“She hurt her wrist,” Kazue says. “Come, dear, let’s get you some ice.”

Kemuri can do nothing but follow as they bring her to the kitchen table and set her down, Cayden rushing off to get an ice pack. Kazue frets, trying to get Kemuri to let go of her wrist long enough for her to examine it. Kemuri winces when her mother touches it.

Her grandfather stands in the doorway, having the decency to at least look shaken.

“Dad,” Kazue says. “What happened?”

Keiji blinks, then shakes his head. “She tripped down the stairs. You know how clumsy she is.”

“Why was she on the stairs? Kemuri, you know not to go upstairs. That’s your grandfather’s space,” Kazue says, but her tone isn’t scolding. “Dad, seriously, how could she have tripped?”

“I just told you, Kazue; she’s clumsy, and with her eyes—”

“She knows this house like the back of her hand! And I heard you shouting at her. Tell me…what…happened,” she enunciates.

Cayden returns with an ice pack, pressing it to Kemuri’s wrist as he settles at her other side. His eyes are wide, worried, and Kemuri still can’t get the words out. Her grandfather and mother are still arguing. Kemuri stares at her grandfather, feels the fear gripping her chest, and wonders if she should just tell them she tripped. It’s easier that way.

Then, she remembers what her teachers have told her—Recovery Girl, Midnight, Hound Dog, even principal Nezu. All of them have told her that her parents are just looking out for her. They want her to be safe. If they knew what just happened...

“H-He pushed me,” Kemuri whispers.

Kazue and Keiji stop immediately as Cayden’s breath hitches. For an agonizing second, there’s no sound but the whirring of the refrigerator.

“What?” Cayden asks.

“H-He…pushed me…”

Kazue’s eyes fill with fire as she gets to her feet. “Dad,” she says, her tone low and dangerous. “Tell me the truth, right now.”

“You don’t actually believe her—”

“I do, and I want to hear your reasons.”

Keiji’s jaw clenches. “Fine. She was sticking her nose where it didn’t belong. She was in my space.”

“I-I said I was s-sorry,” Kemuri says, wishing she wasn’t stammering so much, but her voice is thick and she’s in pain and nothing is right or okay. “I j-just wanted to do my homework, b-but…but…” She bows her head, trembling. “I…I shouldn’t have pushed for information, o-or snooped, and I—”

“You shouldn’t have,” Kazue retorts, “but your grandfather shouldn’t have pushed you.”

Keiji bristles. “Stay out of this. This is none of your business.”

“Kemuri is my business and you just…you just crossed a line, dad! Do you even see what you could’ve done? You could’ve killed her!” She places her hands on her hips, brows narrowed. “I…I could arrest you right now.”

Keiji’s mask cracks, just a bit. Kemuri sees the moment of impact, the spiderweb spreading from it across his body, his true self peeking through the cracks left behind. Keiji shifts on his feet, hands clenching and unclenching over and over again. Kazue’s shoulders are quivering too, but she stays resolute.

“Can we all calm down?” Cayden suggests. “Please—”

“You wouldn’t do that,” Keiji says, still glaring at Kazue, still reacting to her threat. “I’m your father.”

“Kemuri is my daughter.”

“And you are mine, and Kemuri is just as much my blood as she is yours, so sit down—” He steps closer, close enough to touch her if he wanted. “—shut up—” Kazue flinches. “—and I will deal with this myself. This is between Kemuri and me.”

Kemuri shies away when her grandfather looks at her and she feels her dad press closer to her, ready to protect her at a moment’s notice. He’s scared; she can feel it in the way his arm trembles against her shoulder. Then, Kemuri looks at her mom, and she sees it.

Her mom, her brave, amazing mom who does nothing but care for her family, has fear in her eyes. She’s scared too. Kazue steps back, suddenly far too timid as she bows her head, turmoil roiling in every cell, and something inside Kemuri just snaps.

He can talk to Kemuri like that, he can tell her that she’s useless and that she’s never going to amount to anything, that nothing she does is good enough. She’s used to hearing it, but he doesn’t get to treat her mom, his own daughter, like that. How dare he.

How. Fucking. Dare. He.

“G-Grandfather, shut up,” Kemuri says, getting to her feet. “Just…shut up. Shut the hell up.”

Cayden and Kazue are staring at her now, their eyes wide, and Kemuri braces her uninjured fist against the table as she meets her grandfather’s stare. God, it’s so strange to feel those words coming from her, the taste of them foreign on her tongue, and her heart is pounding and she feels like she’s going to puke, but there’s something else. Something burns in her, twisting and scratching and begging to be set free and for once, Kemuri is done holding it back.

“You…you don’t get to act like this,” she says. It’s a struggle to keep herself from stammering, from pausing, from breaking down further, but she’s digging this grave and she will lie in it. “You don’t get to walk around and act like you’re the only person with any worth in this house, and if you speak to my parents like that again, I…I will do something to stop you.”

His expression is hard, twisted, just as cold as it always has been, and it sends ice through her veins. It makes her want to back down, bow her head and lapse back into obedience, but she can’t let him do that to her anymore.

“I’m sick of this. I’m sick of your bullying. I’m sick and tired of you speaking to us like we’re bugs beneath your feet and I am sick…of being pushed around by you, and manipulated, lied to and hurt…”

“Everything I do is to make you stronger, to protect you,” Keiji says. He jabs his finger at his chest as takes a few steps forward, immediately making both her parents move closer to her. “It’s not my fault that you can’t handle it!”

“Nothing about this is okay!” she screams, ramming her fist against the table hard enough to make the cutlery still sitting on it rattle. “How is this protecting me? H-How?”

“There is cruelty in this world that you are not prepared to face. My protection does not come in coddling you,” he utters. “You must be broken, then healed, then broken again. That is the only way anyone like you can hope to become stronger.”

“No, no!”

She won’t hear it. She won’t hear another word. She is not a broken bone. She is a person. She is a person with worth, with feelings, with potential.

“All…all I’ve wanted my entire life is for you to love me, but you hate me,” she nearly shouts. “You hate me for something that I have no control over, for something that is bigoted and harmful and toxic and—”

“Kemuri,” Cayden says, concern lacing his voice.

She doesn’t stop. She is a boulder, rolling down a hill, collecting more stones and dirt until she is a landslide, a force of nature unable to be halted. “I took it. I took everything you threw at me because I wanted to make you proud, but now I know. I’m never going to be enough for you! I could surpass All Might and you would still refuse to see past your stubbornness and your hatred.”

She thinks of her friends. She thinks of her classmates. She thinks of the encouragement she’s gotten from them and all the times that she’s been told that she is strong, that she’s impressive, that she’s someone to look out for, that she’s someone who’s worth loving. She thinks of Aizawa’s blunt encouragement, how on the first day of school he reminded her of her grandfather, but that she was wrong. Mr. Aizawa could never be like her grandfather, because Mr. Aizawa actually gives a shit.

She thinks of the 94 that stared back at her from her Provisional License Exam, tied for the highest score in the class, and the joy that everyone shared with her. She thinks of the flower pinned in her hair, a gift from Iida in an attempt to help her feel whole after she was torn apart. She thinks of how Shoji came to her house in the middle of the night just to make sure she could fall asleep again.

These people, her classmates and teachers and friends, who she hasn’t even known for a full year, have shown her more love than the man who has been in her life and watched her grow for sixteen years. They have seen her weakness, seen all the things she hates about herself, and they still love her.

“I…I won’t…sit back and let you lie to me, let you tell me that your opinion, your will, is all…all that matters. Everyone else in my life loves me for who I am,” Kemuri says, softer, but with no less conviction. “E-Everyone…except you. I don’t need your approval. I know that I’m worth it and you…you’re…”

She wants to throw his words back at him. She wants to tell him everything that he has ever told her, but she can’t say it. She can’t stoop to his level because then she’s no better than him.

“Y-You…you don’t get to control me anymore. You…don’t get to hurt me anymore.”

Keiji doesn’t say anything. Maybe it’s her imagination, but his expression has fallen into something stunned, something guarded, and it’s like her words got through to him.

The silence goes on for ages before Kazue’s voice breaks it, shaking just a little as she speaks.

“Dad, you need to leave,” she says.

His gaze switches to her. “Kazue—”

“I don’t want you here, not right now.” She points to the door. “Gather your things and find somewhere else to stay.”

His shoulders hunch. “Don’t act rash. Kemuri will go back to her dorm and this whole thing won’t be an issue—”

“Kemuri was never the problem. Get out.”

His jaw clenches and when he speaks, his voice is low. “This…is the Shimakage household. It belongs to me.”

“Then you can come back when you bring honour to that name.”

Keiji flinches as if he’s been slapped, just a twitch of his eyebrow and jaw, but it’s there. He doesn’t look away from his daughter, as if hoping his glare will send her into submission, but Kazue stands strong. He opens his mouth, closes it, then turns around and storms out.

Kemuri breathes again when she hears his footsteps recede up the stairs, sinking into her seat as the weight of it all crashes down on her. For a second, there’s nothing but silence. Ichiro whines from underneath the table and Kemuri feels him paw at her foot. She tries to take another breath, but it hitches and her throat tightens.

Tears roll down her cheeks and she buries her face in her good hand, sobs trickling from her lips, and within a second she feels the arms of her parents surrounding her. Their soft cries reverberate against her.

She expected to feel liberated, free, overflowing with joy, but there’s a pit in her stomach. She has lost something that was a part of her for so long, and the wound left by its absence is an aching, empty space that she has no idea how to fill.

She was naïve. Stupid. She was never going to be able to prove herself because he didn’t want to be proven to.

She didn’t earn his respect. She didn’t get what she has longed for for years, something she will never get, something she has to abandon if she ever hopes to move forward. He will never love her.

Who is she now? And who will she become?

Chapter 138: Keiji Shimakage: Origin

Summary:

Keiji Shimakage wasn't always like this.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Keiji’s father, Katashi Shimakage, wasn’t a kind man either.

Keiji grew up in a household where his mother was never mistreated but the children were thought of as weak, and if he wanted any positive attention, he had to earn it. His father was a hardened man, someone who treated the family name as a torch that must be maintained and passed on, and he wasn’t going to let anyone douse that fire.

On the other hand, his mother, Enmu, was a timid woman with a gentle disposition. She was married into the family through quirk marriage—at the time, still common—and was never quite strong enough to quell her husband’s rough edges. Still, she claimed to love the man, and over time, he had come to love her too.

Katashi’s love did not extend to his children. He was not a parent who loved unconditionally and his sons were nothing more than a means to continue his bloodline.

Keiji was one half of a pair, twins born out of necessity and not love, and Keiichi was his only solace in a big, confusing world.

When training was finished and their parents were occupied with their own business, the brothers would sneak out into the garden behind the Shimakage Estate. As children, they chased fireflies and practiced with their quirks without the pressure their father put on them; Keiji with Smoke Bomb, Keiichi with Fog Screen. Dense, hot smoke mingled with cool fog while the two snuck around, honing their skills through games of tag and hide and seek.

Keiichi was always brighter, more positive, but timider. Keiichi almost died when the two of them were born and even as they grew, he stayed weaker than Keiji, more susceptible to the pain of their father’s harsh training, and Keiji couldn’t help but protect him despite how angry it made him. He longed for his brother to stand up for himself so that, for once, Keiji could protect himself instead.

But, no matter how much Keiji hated it, he always found himself standing between his father’s unforgiving fists and his brother’s trembling, bruised body. Keiji learned from a young age to suck it up, to grit his teeth and bear it, and he only lost his composure when he and Keiichi were alone together.

And Keiichi, without fail, would sit next to him and comfort him and patch him up without ever losing the tiny smile on his lips. No matter what happened or what they were going through, Keiji knew that he could look beside him and see his brother at his side.

“Don’t worry, Jichan. It’ll be okay,” Keiichi would say.

“Okay,” Keiji would respond. It was hard to stay mad at his Chichan.

Despite being twins, they didn’t appear similar at first glance. Keiji’s hair was black while Keiichi’s was silver, but their dark brown eyes were the same, and Keiichi’s cheeks were lined with soft smiles while Keiji’s forehead often creased with frustration.

As they got older, the romps in the garden turned into nights out on the town. They were well-off and they knew it, although Keiji liked flaunting it and Keiichi was humble as ever. They were only in middle school, barely teenagers, but it was fun to pretend that they were older.

They felt invincible.

Keiji knows now that they were far from it.

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On that night, Keiji was angrier than usual. He and Keiichi had just spent a good amount of time wandering around the malls and arcades lining the streets. Keiichi had finally confessed to the girl he had had his eye on for almost a year, and he couldn’t stop the skip in his step after she reciprocated his feelings, a phone number tucked in his pocket.

Keiji was just glad to be out of that house, away from his father. He was starting to feel better now that they had had some fun, and the only thing that could ruin that would be a run-in with—

“Another busy night, Shimakages?”

Keiichi’s skipping stopped dead and Keiji bristled. Speak of the devil, and the devil shall appear.

Lounging in the alleyway was a lanky ginger boy, a wide smirk on his freckled face, flanked by his three siblings. Akiara had his hands in his pockets, eyes wandering over the two boys as if searching for goods he could snatch.

Keiji’s knuckles ached just looking at him. The bruise on Akiara’s jaw from their last run-in hadn’t faded yet.

“Not this again,” Keiichi mumbled. He grabbed Keiji’s arm. “We should go.”

Keiji didn’t move except to shrug his brother’s arm off. Akiara grinned even wider and god, Keiji wanted to knock that smile off his face. They had brawled before and peace, no matter how often Keiichi begged for it, was nearly impossible thanks to a long-standing history of bad blood between their clans. It was good practice and, hey, Keiji liked the chance to release some aggravation. What’s better to get his blood pumping than some thug teenager with a moderately dangerous quirk?

He didn’t care that Akiara was older than him, probably stronger too. It just made beating him that much sweeter.

“My night was fine,” Keiji retorted. “Did you find any decent half-drunk bottles of sake in the dumpster, Nishimura?”

Akiara’s nostrils flared as his smile faltered. Keiichi’s grip returned, tighter, and he uttered, “Please, brother…”

“Classic Shimakage. Acting all high and mighty, pockets full of cash,” Akiara said. He spread his arms wide and pouted his lips a little. “Just a bunch of rich boys, sheltered from the big scary world.”

That fake whine in his voice grated on Keiji’s ears. Akiara and the rest of their family made him sick. They claim to be descended from samurai and yet they squander their family honour, spending their nights searching for cigarettes and guzzling sake in back alleys. They’re no better than villains.

Keiji lunged and the next thing he knew, he was in a grimy alleyway with Akiara’s face beneath his knuckles.

To this day, the rest of what happened is a blur. Keiji dodged Akiara’s blade swings and Akiara evaded Keiji’s hits. It was like every other fight they had had, but Keiji remembers the rage he felt. He was sick of that wide, mocking smile. He was sick of being treated like a sheltered rich boy without any troubles to worry about. He was sick of his father and he was sick of the pressure. He was sick of everything.

In his memories, things move in slow motion, but it’s still too fast. He felt searing pain on his shoulder, the cut of a blade, and Akiara backed away, his sword-arm stained red. Keiji heard his brother shout his name, felt his hand touch his back, and then a grunt. One of Akiara’s brothers—the second born, a guy with a foot of height on the twins and twice the muscle—sunk a fist into Keiichi’s gut, knocking him back into the nearest building with a weak cry.

Keiji fumed and saw red. The Nishimuras could rough him up as much as they want, but they weren’t allowed to lay a hand on Keiichi. He whirled around, the laughter of the other Nishimuras surrounding him, and struck the back of the boy’s neck before he could so much as put another fingertip on Keiichi.

The boy jolted forward, bashing his forehead against the brick wall before him, and he collapsed. The laughter stopped. Keiichi scrambled away from the boy and got to his feet, his breaths ragged as he clutched his stomach.

“Hey!” Akiara snapped, aiming his sword-arm at Keiji. “Your fight is with me, Shimakage. Don’t get my brother involved.”

Keiji bared his teeth. “He got my brother involved first. He deserved it.”

“Akio? You okay?” The one redheaded girl in the group hurried over to the fallen boy, kneeling and giving him a shake. “Akio?”

He didn’t move. The girl turned him over and let out a gasp, her wide brown eyes switching to Akiara as her hands started to shake. Akiara frowned and moved past Keiji, his arm going back to normal, and Keiji snuck a glance at the fallen boy’s face. He stared, empty, at the sky.

“Akio, buddy,” Akiara said, grasping at his brother’s shoulders. “Get up.” When there was no response, Akiara’s dark eyes landed on Keiji. His voice came out low, filled with disbelief, “What did you do?”

Keiji frowned. “I…”

The girl launched to her feet, throwing herself at Keiji as blades erupted along the length of her arms like spines. Akiara caught her first, arms wrapped around her middle, and he held her back as she screamed.

“Aimi—” Akiara uttered.

“I’ll kill you! I’LL KILL YOU!” she screeched.

“I…don’t…” Keiji looked around, blood turning to ice. The last redheaded boy ran to his brother, fingers moving to test for a pulse. His expression sunk like a stone in a river.

“Aidou, do something!” Aimi begged, tears streaming down her face as she fought her brother’s hold. The youngest son did nothing but stare at his big brother as pain clouded his eyes.

Keiichi grabbed Keiji’s arm and dragged him away at full sprint. Keiji followed, screams echoing in his ears. His brother’s face was as white as a sheet.

“I don’t understand,” Keiji said as they ran. “I knocked him out, I—”

“Jichan,” Keiichi whispered, glancing back at him over his shoulder. “You…you used a rabbit punch. Father said those are dangerous and…and not to use it unless—” His breath caught.

“I didn’t mean to.”

“It’s…it’s too late for that now.”

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The Nishimuras don’t wait for the chance to get revenge.

Keiji felt watched wherever he went. His heartbeat didn’t rest until he was in his own home, and even then he was nervous. He kept waiting for sirens and cop cars. Keiichi tried to comfort him, but the face of the Nishimura boy haunted him.

He killed him.

He killed him.

He killed him.

A week after the murder, the twins were supposed to stay at school for one of their clubs. Keiji went home ahead of his brother, claiming he felt sick, and Keiichi stayed behind. He smiled, pat Keiji on the back, and said, “I’ll see you at home!”

Keiji never saw his brother alive again.

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“I thought that, for all the times our families have fought, we had moved past senseless murder,” Katashi Shimakage said, sitting across from Akihiro Nishimura.

“It wasn’t senseless,” Akihiro retorted, gaze cold. “Akio is dead, my son is…” He clenched his jaw, inhaling sharply. “He was taken from me, by his hand.” He aimed a finger at Keiji. “We needed penance for the heartless actions of the Shimakage clan.”

Seated at his father’s side, Keiji couldn’t look the man in the eye. Akiara sat next to his father, his expression bordering on pleased despite the grief hiding in his eyes.

“Then why not take my life?” Keiji retorted. His father’s hand pushed him back into the chair before he could get up. “Why not kill me? I’m the one who killed Akio. Why…” He clenched his shaking hands into fists. “Why…why Keiichi?”

“Taking your life is too easy,” Akiara spoke. “You need to feel the pain I feel, know what it’s like to lose a brother—”

“Akiara, quiet,” Akihiro uttered. The boy went silent.

“That isn’t fair! It was an accident!” Keiji shouted. “Keiichi is—”

Katashi, again, forced him back into the seat and shot him a stone-cold glare. Keiji returned the look, teeth gritted, but stopped. His father looked tired, almost lost. Keiji shut his mouth.

“Nishimura,” Katashi said, looking back to the man. “This has to stop before the killing continues.”

“What do you suggest?”

“You have lost a son, and now I have too. Keiji wants to go to U.A, and whether it was an accident or not, having something like this on his track record will ruin his chances.”

Akihiro scoffed. “And why should I care?”

“Because you have a son too.” Akihiro’s eyes narrowed. “I will not get the police involved. Akiara is young and foolish, just like Keiji, and…I do not want to see their futures ruined by this,” Katashi continued. “I have all the evidence I need to convict your son of premeditated murder, while Keiji’s actions can easily be seen as an accident.”

“It was an—” Keiji started.

“Silence,” Katashi snapped and Keiji flinched. He kept his eyes on Akihiro. “You have less to lose than I do, but I implore you to think of the future. I will pay whatever you wish, agree to whatever terms so long as they are reasonable, but…we both know that this cannot escalate further than it already has.”

Akihiro said nothing for a few seconds. Then, he raised his hand and flicked it forward. “I want the children out of the room while we…discuss.”

Keiji stood and stormed out. His mother’s cries echoed in the too-empty house as he retreated to his room. Behind him, he could feel Akiara’s eyes burning holes in the back of his head.

“He won’t take it,” Akiara snapped. “You’ll pay for this! You’ll pay for what you did to Akio!”

Keiji was already paying for it, but he was too tired to tell him that.

None of this would have happened if Keiji had been calmer.

None of this would have happened if Keiichi had protected himself instead of always focusing on Keiji.

None of this would have happened if Keiichi were stronger, if he hadn’t stepped in, if he had let Keiji handle his own problems.

Keiji caught sight of Keiichi’s picture, hanging on the wall next to his, and he knocked it to the ground with a hard punch and a scream of rage. The glass shattered across his brother’s smiling face.

“You didn’t need to protect me!” he shouted at the picture. “You should’ve worried about yourself! I didn’t need you to protect me, you idiot! You stupid…stupid…”

None of this would have happened…

If…

He collapsed to his knees and reached out to cradle the broken picture against his chest, reached out to hold his brother close one more time.

Keiji was one half of a pair, but what could he do now that his other half was gone?

Those weak, foolish tears that Keiji always tried to hold back resurfaced far too easily and this time, there was no Keiichi there to wipe them away.

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“What?”

Katashi stared down at Keiji, resolute, arms crossed over his chest. “Our clans will not interact, and from now on, no one is allowed to have more than one child.”

Keiji felt his arms start to shake again. “That’s stupid! Why would he ask for that?”

“He feels that the only way to avoid more bloodshed is for there to be no more siblings in either of our families. If there is an incident, let’s say…where one kills another, there will be no brother or sister left to exact revenge. They will immediately pay for their actions. If they fail to comply, their bloodline dies too.”

“Akiara has two more siblings! I…I only have Keiichi. This isn’t fair!”

“The world is unfair, Keiji,” Katashi retorted, his voice calm as ever but edged enough to silence his son. “The sooner you learn that, the sooner you will grow.”

“B-But…Keiichi is innocent. It…it should’ve—”

“Was innocent.” His father’s voice was cold. “And now he’s dead, while you…you are alive.”

Katashi placed his hand on Keiji’s shoulder and Keiji forced himself not to shrug it away. His father leaned down, speaking into his ear as if murmuring a secret.

“Do not waste it.”

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The guidelines of the treaty were simple.

Number one: the clans should not interact unless it cannot be avoided or important business needs to be discussed. When Keiji saw a Nishimura on the street, he looked the other way. His father kept in touch through emails, only seeing Akihiro if the need was dire.

Number two: one child, and one child only. The head of the family would keep tabs on this, make sure the promises are kept. Keiji was expected to take up Katashi’s role when the day came. Akiara, as the eldest of his siblings, would take over for his father.

Keiji feared this rule. He was a twin and, statistically, his chance of having twins was higher than most. What would happen then?

Keiji remembers his father leaving once Akihiro told him about the birth of Akiara’s son, Aito. He did it twice more with Akiara’s brother and sister when they had their children. His visit reminded them of the treaty, unspoken between them but understood.

Keiji grew up and got married to a girl he met and fell in love with while at U.A: Mayumi. When he found out that she was pregnant, and with one child, he almost cried with joy and relief. She thought it was only joy.

When Kazue was born, Akihiro arrived at their doorstep a few days after they got home from the hospital. He smiled and greeted the Shimakages like old friends. Mayumi didn’t know the true purpose of his visit, but Keiji did. He kept close to his wife and newborn daughter the entire time Akihiro was inside the house.

Once he was gone, Keiji held Kazue close, rocking her while she slept with her tiny fists balled up by her cheeks. He wanted to be a better dad to her than his father was to him. He wanted to protect her from everything and give her only the best.

He would never let a Nishimura get anywhere near her. He couldn’t stand to lose anyone else.

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Mayumi did her best to help Keiji curb the tendencies he gained from his father, stopping him when he was too hard on Kazue and reminding him of what was most important. She calmed him when he felt like he was a second away from snapping, from dissolving into that dark space in his mind where nothing lives except anger.

She was there while Kazue was growing up. She was there when Kazue brought home that bumbling Canadian gaijin, starry-eyed and in love, and Mayumi again talked Keiji down, held his hand, smiled and told him that it was alright. What mattered was that their little girl was happy, right?

Kazue had her baby girl. She and Cayden were happy. Mayumi was happy. Keiji was too.

She was there for a while and for that while, they were a family.

Then Mayumi was gone, and the last piece of goodness and happiness in him left with her.

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Keiji swore he would never become his father.

He swore he would never let hatred cloud his judgement, that he would do his best to be a good father, a good grandfather, and a good man.

He wanted to be all those things, but that little girl was weak. That granddaughter of his was and is everything he so desperately wanted to leave in the past. Every time he looked at her, saw her create tendrils of fog that curled around her hands, saw her silver hair shine in the sunlight, he saw the ghost of his brother, and he’d be damned if he sat back and let her meet the same fate.

So Keiji trained her. He trained her until she was sore and then trained her some more. He taught her to be strong, told her to watch out for herself and her family only. If she could do that, she would be unstoppable and maybe, just maybe, Keiji would not have to watch history repeat itself.

But, she is weak, and for so long Keiji blamed it on her father. He still does, but it gets harder to believe it the older she gets. She is soft and kind and cares about the wellbeing of others in a way that Keiji never could, in the way his brother always could.

She is a Shimakage, through and through, and it infuriates him.

Keiji swore he would never become his father, and he almost didn’t.

Notes:

Two updates in a row? I couldn't help myself.

I just wanted to clarify that this origin story isn't the make you like Keiji. It does not excuse what he's done and it isn't supposed to redeem him. It does, however, show his motivations and the fact that he too is a very broken person who didn't get the help he needed. It also shows how...at least in bits and pieces, he and Kemuri are more alike than they think, and how they have both been shaped by their circumstances.

Also, fun fact! Shintoism and Buddhism are closely linked, and both share beliefs about types of reincarnation. Really makes you think, hm?

Chapter 139: Shimakage, Iida, Todoroki

Chapter Text

Kemuri breaks down.

For a minute or two after her grandfather left the room, Kemuri thought she was fine. She thought she could hold it together, cry a little bit, and it would be okay.

Then her grandfather reappeared before them, a bag in hand. He asked Kazue to rethink what she was doing, and she told him to get out. The second the front door slammed shut, Kemuri couldn’t breathe.

Her chest aches, she’s overheating, and her stomach is churning. She can’t get a good breath in through her hiccuping, desperate sobs. The emotions gripping her are like a fist, cold and hot all at once, squeezing the life out of her with every second.

She can’t stop crying.

She just wishes it all would stop.

She doesn’t know when it does, when her silent pleas are answered, but suddenly she’s on a futon in her old bedroom, staring up at the ceiling. Her heart is still pounding, but the tears have stopped and the crushing weight on her chest has lifted. She’s only faintly aware that she moved at all, she was so wrapped up in her own emotion, and when she turns her head, her dad is sitting at her side, petting her hair, his face creased with far too many worry-lines.

“Kemuri?” he whispers. He starts to say something more, but his mouth opens and no words come out. His hand stills against her hair.

She tries to speak too, but her voice comes out as a sad, ragged croak. She searches the room for a moment, already knowing that she isn’t going to find who she’s looking for. Even Ichiro isn’t here.

“M-Mom?” she asks.

“She’s…coming back,” Cayden murmurs. “Kemuri, we’re taking you to the hospital.”

Her chest seizes and she tries to sit up, forgetting that her right wrist is hurt and that pushing herself up with it is a bad idea, and she crumples back onto the futon with a whimper of pain. Her dad flinches.

“I…I know, it’s scary, but you have to get it looked at,” he says, desperation edging his voice. “Please, it’s for your own good.”

She shakes her head, tears starting to trickle down her face again. If they go to the hospital, people are going to ask questions. Her mother is a police officer, she couldn’t possibly lie about something like this, and if she tells the truth, she may have to press charges, and then her grandfather goes on trial and things get worse and nothing is okay in the Shimakage family ever again.

“Breathe, Kemuri, breathe,” Cayden pleads, starting to rub her back as she takes gulping breaths. “I’m sorry, I truly am. I…god…” He pulls his hand back as he tilts his head into it, tears lining his blue eyes. “I’m so sorry…”

She pushes herself up again, dragging her knees to her chest, wrist still stinging and throbbing. She scoots closer to her dad and leans over, her weight pressed against his side, and he wraps her in a gentle hug.

Her dad’s tears send a message that she can’t ignore.

“I’ll go,” she whispers, her voice still scratchy.

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In the Hosu General waiting room, Kemuri sits next to her mother while Cayden talks to the receptionist. He said on the way to the hospital that he would take care of it, do all the talking, and Kazue was oddly silent in her agreement.

Now, Kemuri grips her wrist and tries to ignore how tense her mother is, tries to ignore the pain in her dark eyes and the twist of her mouth, how all her confidence and bravery have disappeared.

“Mom?” Kemuri whispers.

“Mm?” Kazue answers, not looking at her, just staring ahead.

“Are…” She swallows. “Are you going to arrest grandfather?”

Kazue’s lips purse and she finally looks at her daughter, eyes dewy, hands knotted in her lap. She opens her mouth, closes it again, and her eyes move away to focus on some random section of the spotless linoleum.

“I…don’t know what to do,” she admits.

Kemuri reaches out, glad her mom is sitting on her left, and takes her hand. “I get it,” she says, barely above a breath.

“Kemuri…” she says. “Villains, the terrible people I’ve dedicated my life to putting behind bars, the same people you’re training to protect people from…” She bows her head, lip trembling. “What do you do when the villain is someone you love? Does it make a hero…less of a hero if, even after all the bad someone has done, they don’t want to see them punished?”

Hearing her mother say it breaks Kemuri’s heart. She keeps holding her hand, throat tight, exhaustion pinching her neck and shoulders. Cayden is filling out something on a tablet now, steam wafting from his shoulders and neck subtly enough not to draw attention.

“My…my friend, from class?” Kemuri says. “His family isn’t the best either. His…his cousin got arrested recently and he…told me that he didn’t know how to feel. Like, he wanted his cousin to face justice, but…it’s his family too.” Kemuri bows her head, voice trembling again. “I…I don’t…see grandfather as a villain. I…can’t.”

When she thinks of a villain, she thinks of Tomura Shigaraki and the hands gripping his face and limbs. She thinks of blue flames, burning Shoji’s skin. She thinks of Leech and cold and fingers digging into her shoulder and the glint of a gun beneath moonlight. She thinks of them and people like them, people who appear on the news, people whose names make her classmates tense up.

She doesn’t think of a hardworking businessman who eats dinner with his family and reads the newspaper and tends to the garden and trims bonsai trees, or the man who’s charming and charismatic when talking about his business endeavours.

“Me neither,” Kazue admits.

“Hey, girls,” Cayden says as he approaches. “They can see us now.”

Kazue stands, hand slipping from Kemuri’s and falling to her husband’s wrist. “Do they…?” she starts.

“I said it was a fall down the stairs,” Cayden murmurs. “An accident. We…we can’t make any big decisions right now.”

“Right, of course,” Kazue says, still looking tense. She turns. “Kemuri, come?”

It’s a question, not a command, and Kemuri appreciates even the slightest tonal difference between the two. She stands and follows them obediently to a room, where they wait for a few more minutes before the doctor shows up.

He checks Kemuri’s wrist, asking her how she fell, and she says she tripped and caught herself on her hand. He asks her about previous injuries. Nothing on that hand, she says, as her camp injury was on the other arm. He tests her movement and the rest of her arm for other injuries.

He also uses his quirk, X-ray, and after all that, he declares it’s a grade two sprain, meaning that the ligament in her wrist is partially torn.

“You won’t need surgery,” he says. “As it’s such a small injury, I hope you’re alright with leaving it to heal on its own. Our healing specialist is elsewhere currently.”

“How long will it take to heal?” Kazue asks.

“I’d say a week. I’ll put it in a splint unless you want to wait for a specialist,” the doctor says.

“No, I can…I can just…heal…” Kemuri mumbles.

“Alright. I’ll also give you some stretching exercises to help the stiffness.”

And so, a while later, Kemuri gets her wrist splinted. The wrist splint itself looks like a big grey fingerless glove with lots of velcro straps. It doesn’t let her move her wrist at all and just looking at it, she knows writing any notes at school is going to be even worse than it usually is.

Her parents left to go talk one-on-one while Kemuri was getting fixed up. The doctor is kind, telling her that he used to trip a lot too when he was younger and “you wouldn’t believe how many times I got stuck wearing splints” and such. Kemuri resigns herself to smiling softly and nodding.

The doctor gives her some info and wishes her a quick recovery as he sits down at his computer and starts typing up something Kemuri can’t make sense of. She thanks him, leaves the room, and almost runs right into someone.

“I’m so—” she starts, an apology on her lips, then stops. “Tensei?” Her eyes move from the man in the wheelchair to the woman standing behind him. “Fuyumi?”

“Hi, Kemuri! Long-time no see,” Fuyumi says with a gentle smile. Her grey eyes dart to Kemuri’s wrist just as she hides it behind her back. She lets out a gasp. “What happened?”

Kemuri is no better than a deer in headlights. She can’t even muster the stupid lie she’s been telling the doctors. “What…what are you two doing here?” she asks, kicking herself internally the second she’s said it. Way to change the subject, Kemuri.

Tensei’s brow furrows. “I had an appointment,” he says. He must think the fear on her face is for him, because he adds, “You know, routine checkup. Nothing abnormal.”

“O-Oh,” Kemuri says. Her gaze darts up to the hallway behind them. “Is Tenya…?”

“No,” Tensei says. “Sorry if you wanted to see him.”

Kemuri most certainly does not want to see him right now. She’s having a hard time processing everything that’s happened, so she isn’t anywhere near ready to explain it to Iida.

“Yeah, uh…that’s okay,” Kemuri says.

“Is your wrist okay?” Tensei asks. Fuyumi nods a little, her expression almost motherly in its worry.

“I…tripped down some stairs,” she says, guilt instantly spreading through her chest. She won’t be able to keep lying about this.

“Oh no,” Fuyumi says. “I’m so sorry. I hope you get better soon.”

“Thank you…”

Tensei reaches up and taps Fuyumi’s hand, tilting his head back enough to see her. “We should get going, huh? I made our reservation for five,” he says.

“Oh, right!” she says with a bright smile. “Let’s go then.”

“It was nice seeing you, Kemuri,” Tensei says as Fuyumi starts to push him away. “Get well soon!”

“T-Thank you,” Kemuri repeats.

She watches them go. Tensei still has his head back, trying to look at Fuyumi as she pushes. Their voices carry down the wide hallways.

“You know, I can roll myself,” he says. “I don’t want you to be tired.”

“I don’t mind, Tensei, really.”

“You could sit on my lap. I wouldn’t mind taking you for a ride for once.” He gasps. “O-Or…not like that. I mean vehicles! I can’t drive anymore and…gah…” He winces, rubbing the back of his neck as his cheeks turn pink.

Fuyumi’s flustered laughter is enough to leave Kemuri guessing that she’s blushing. Tensei’s pleased smile just confirms it.

Kemuri heads in the opposite direction, back the way they came, and tries fruitlessly to find any sort of calm through the storm in her mind.

Chapter 140: So Close, So Far

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri goes back to the dorms early Sunday morning. She feels bad leaving her parents sooner than planned, but she can’t stay in the house. There’s too much in her head, too much that’s happened.

It doesn’t help that Iida texted her and she didn’t respond. She isn’t one to do that and he…well, he is not a man afraid to double text.

Tenya
Kemuri, Tensei told me he saw you at the hospital.
What happened to your wrist?
He said you fell.
Kemuri, please answer me. I’m increasingly concerned.

The last message was sent only an hour ago. Kemuri is outside her house, standing on the gravel road with her back braced against the gate around the perimeter. Her thumbs dance over the keyboard, her eyes already starting to ache with how long she’s been staring at these texts.

Kemuri
I’m okay…
A lot happened yesterday.
I promise I’ll tell you, just…in person.

Tenya
Kemuri! Thank goodness.
I was already worried but the radio silence made it worse.
It’s good to hear from you.
When you say a lot happened…?

Kemuri
In person, Tenya. Promise.
I’m going back to U.A rn

He doesn’t answer right away. Kemuri decides to start walking, afraid that her parents will notice her lingering and suggest she stay. They were understanding about her wanting to leave, of course, but at this point, she thinks it’s part of their job as parents to worry about her. They also suggested going to see Recovery Girl.

Kemuri told them she might visit her, but she probably won’t. If Recovery Girl sees her wrist, she’ll put the puzzle pieces together and know that Keiji was at fault, and she told Kemuri she would report him if this happened again.

So, she isn’t going back because of Recovery Girl—she just needs to be at the dorms. She needs to be in a place where she feels safe, where she’s surrounded by friends, and she needs to talk to Midnight and Hound Dog as soon as possible.

Her phone buzzes while she’s walking, but she doesn’t pull it out until she’s navigated onto a train and found a seat. Luckily, people see a girl with a white cane and most will give up their seat. She thanks the man who offers his and takes it, propping her stick against her shoulder and checking her texts as the train rolls out of the station.

Tenya
Is this about your grandfather?

Kemuri purses her lips. Damn him for being so perceptive, but then again, why else would she return to a very empty Heights Alliance so soon after she got home?

Kemuri
I’ll tell you in person.

She puts away her phone. She can’t text it to him. He needs to be able to look her in the eye and see that she’s fine and her grandfather didn’t hurt her too badly. He wouldn’t even have known if Kemuri hadn’t run into Tensei.

She takes one look at the chunky brace on her wrist and sighs. Maybe she should have insisted on getting a healing specialist after all. Then she could avoid the questions altogether, plus she wouldn’t have to worry about writing notes or anything else requiring full use of her right hand.

She gets off the train at Musutafu Station and heads out. It’s September, but the weather is still generally warm, albeit wet. Rain is common around this time of year and even now, Kemuri can see dark clouds on the horizon. She eyes the sky, feels the slightly humid wind, and exhales. It’ll probably rain tonight. Humidity and rain go hand in hand.

When she reaches Heights Alliance, it’s dead quiet. She walks up to the doors, retracting her stick and adjusting her backpack. She’ll go in, head up to her room, and maybe start cracking down on her homework. No one should be here.

She walks in and realizes that she, like an idiot, forgot that Todoroki avoids going home if he can.

He’s sitting on the couch, a book in one hand, a mug of something hot in the other, a blanket hanging over his shoulders. He’s wearing a turtleneck sweater that looks so good on him that it should be illegal and his expression is bored, but he almost always looks that way. He isn’t big on expressing emotion.

Still, his mismatched eyes glance up at her when she walks in, the door closing behind her. At first, she thinks that he hasn’t noticed her wrist, and then his brow furrows and his lips pucker a little as he sets his drink down.

“Shimakage,” he greets, slowly, tense.

She finds herself walking to him, abandoning her bag on one of the armchairs when she passes it, and he scoots over to let her sit down. She tries to take a seat gracefully, but she flops into the soft cushions and lets out a long exhale as she closes her eyes. It’s good to be home.

“Hey, Todoroki,” she says.

“Hey,” he replies. She hears him shift.

She bites her bottom lip, then releases it. He’d get it, if she told him about what happened, right? He’s her…friend. Sort of. They have this weird relationship where they relate to each other’s struggles but don’t have much in common aside from angry male parental figures and growing up rich.

He’ll be her test run, then.

“Can I tell you something?”

“Mm.”

She takes that as a yes, guessing that he probably nodded. Her entire body tenses up as she lifts her splinted wrist. “So…my grandfather—”

She hears him inhale so sharply that it makes her stop. She opens her eyes, turning her head to him, and he looks mad. Or, not just mad, but downright infuriated. His gaze darts to her wrist to her face and back again.

“He did that?” he asks, voice low, almost dangerous.

Again, Kemuri severely underestimated the reaction she’d get before opening her big fat mouth. It was stupid of her to assume that Mr. Ice Prince Todoroki would stay calm in a situation like this. Honestly, what did she expect? That she could just walk in with a sprained wrist and cheerfully tell Todoroki that her grandfather did it?

Stupid, she chides herself.

“Y-Yeah…”

She sees him start to move and she immediately lunges, her braced hand bumping against his chest as she tries to grab him.

“W-Wait, don’t!” she pleads. “I’m fine! I just…ah…”

At least he isn’t moving anymore. He angles himself towards her, brow still furrowed. “You shouldn’t have gone home.”

She bows her head a little. “I…I missed my parents, and Ichiro…” He arches one eyebrow, unimpressed as ever, and she shakes her head. “It was my fault anyway. I knew he’d get mad…”

“I mean, no, but go off.”

She lets out an exasperated noise, eyes stinging again. “I went into his space and snooped in his stuff and when he caught me it escalated and he pushed me away, okay? And I was on the stairs and it was bad and my mom kicked him out so now my house is…” She stops, her heart pounding. “God, it was my fault! If I had minded my own business and kept my stupid nose out of his stuff I…I-I…”

He’s alarmed, and just the sight of his wide-eyed stare makes her want to curl up and die. Nothing about this is going well and she really shouldn’t dump this on Todoroki. The poor guy is probably freaked out at how emotional she’s being.

She flops over and curls into a ball, hiding her face in her hands as tears spring to her eyes. She longs for someone she can hug, someone who wouldn’t mind if she clung to them like they were her only lifeline. She longs for Iida, for Shoji, and at the same time, she doesn’t want them to see this yet.

“I’m sorry,” she says. “I’m just…I don’t know. I-I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine. I get it,” Todoroki replies. He mutters, under his breath, “At least the shithead’s out of your house.”

It still hurts Kemuri to think about it. “Mm…”

He doesn’t say anything for a while, then she hears soft clicking noises, like…a phone keyboard being typed on. She slowly pulls her face from her hands, aware that her eyes are wet and she’s probably all red, to see that Todoroki is indeed typing on his phone.

“Are…are you texting?” she asks, hesitant.

He looks up at her. “Yeah.”

“…can…I ask who?” She has a bad feeling. She hopes it isn’t right.

“Iida.”

Her heart stops, then starts, then keeps hammering away at her chest. “W-Wait, about this? Please tell me you didn’t—”

He blinks. “I…don’t really know how to handle this…” He tilts his head. “Did you not tell him yet?”

She stares, still in varying degrees of panic. Shit. Shit, shit, double shit. This was so not the plan. She was going to set up a nice safe space in her room. She was going to bring her friends and Iida and maybe Yaoyorozu and Todoroki in to update them on the grandfather situation.

Then she started rambling to Todoroki, he messaged Iida, and now…

Her phone starts ringing from her backpack and she slowly turns her head to it. So he isn’t even trying to text now. Make that triple shit, she thinks.

She lets it go to voicemail, too afraid to move and get it. It rings again and, again, she lets it ring. Todoroki still looks like he has no idea what he’s doing or what’s going on. He goes down to his phone and starts typing again.

Then, Todoroki’s phone rings and his eyebrow arches at the caller ID.

“Don’t answer it,” Kemuri pleads.

Todoroki answers it, keeping the phone away from his ear like it’s practiced. “Hey, Iida.”

“Give the phone to Kemuri.” She can hear Iida’s voice even without speakerphone.

“Sure, she’s right here.”

He starts handing the phone over and she lets out a small shriek, flinging out her hands and smacking his arm away. “No!” she insists.

“He’s just worried.”

“This wasn’t the plan!”

“Plans change.”

Damn you, Shoto Todoroki. Damn you to an evil place where there's no cold soba to slurp.

She takes the phone, Iida’s voice still shouting through it as he demands to know what happened and what’s going on, and she takes a deep breath…

And she ends the call.

Todoroki blinks at her as she hands his phone back. “That was savage,” he states.

“I-I panicked.”

They sit in silence again. Kemuri is really glad the others aren’t around to witness this dumpster-fire of a human interaction.

“Look, Shimakage, I wish I could help you out,” Todoroki says, “but…I really can’t. You don’t handle this stuff the way I do.”

“Yeah…” she says. She sighs. “I’m sorry. Everything just feels…weird. I didn’t mean to dump it on you, r-really.”

“If you want, I know a few pressure points to help with pain,” he says. His face is less angry now, replaced with a blank, almost puppy-eyed look. He extends his hand, just a little. “I could help?”

She nods and holds out her right arm. “Okay…”

He reaches to the crease of her elbow, his thumb finding a certain point and pressing it. It does help her wrist, just a little, and she has just opened her mouth to tell him so when they hear the telltale rumbling of engines outside.

Todoroki’s mismatched eyes dart to the door. “He didn’t waste any time.”

Kemuri closes her eyes. Quadruple-shit.

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“Kemuri!” Iida shouts as he busts through the front doors of Heights Alliance, skidding on the rug as his engines sputter to a stop. His hair is windswept and he’s in a hoodie and sweatpants (rolled up to expose his engines), the perfect lazy Sunday attire, which just further confirms to Kemuri that he dropped everything to come here.

“T-Tenya…” she stammers as his eyes lock on her.

He rushes to her and she flinches so hard that even Todoroki feels it, his hand darting away from the crease of her elbow. Iida leans down and grasps her shoulders, gentle even in their intensity.

“Your grandfather pushed you down the stairs?!” he exclaims.

“T-Todoroki told you…” she squeaks.

“I told him your grandfather hurt you,” Todoroki says as he stands, grabbing his poetry book and abandoned mug. “Didn’t mention the stairs.”

He walks away and Kemuri almost wishes he would stay to help diffuse things. Iida is still staring at her with so much raw emotion in his eyes that she’s gone weak in her bones. She’s torn between being relieved to see him and so utterly distraught that she wants to run for the hills, just so she never has to see him look at her like this again.

“Did you…run all the way here?” she asks. “And…how…how did you…?”

“I was already on my way. I left soon after you told me you were returning to school. As for the rest, Tensei said you fell down the stairs. Todoroki said something about your grandfather. Your house doesn’t have any stairs except for the ones leading to your grandfather’s level of the house where you’re not allowed to go, so I deduced a few things,” Iida rambles, still gripping her shoulders. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

She gives a weak shrug, tears in her eyes. “A…a lot happened…”

His grip loosens when he sees her tears and he sinks into the seat next to her. His hands move to her face, cupping her jaw as his thumbs brush away the well-worn tear tracks.

“God,” he mumbles.

His glasses are slipping and he doesn’t seem to notice. She reaches up and pushes the bridge, bringing them back to the top of his nose, and he blinks at her.

“Oh, thank you, I didn’t—” He stops, brow furrowing as one hand falls to her shoulder and the other pulls away to chop at the air. “Wait, no, you don’t get to distract me from what’s going on here.”

She winces. “I’m sorry…r-really…”

“Just…” He sighs. “I’m here now. In person. Tell me what happened,” he begs.

She does. She leaves out the dream that led her to Keiichi, but tells him her mission to find anything about her family’s history. She tells him about how she talked back to her grandfather, how she set him off and he pushed her away, how she fell and her parents got involved, and how she broke down.

And she finds herself breaking down again.

“I’m…I’m sorry,” she sniffles, desperately wiping at her eyes. “I…I wanted to tell you later, in…i-in a safer space a-and things, things escalated. I-I didn’t mean to…to l-lie…”

“Kemuri,” he murmurs. He extends his arms to her, a silent invitation, and she slumps into the embrace, burying her face against his hoodie as she sobs harder. “I’m not angry at you, I promise. I was just shocked and concerned and…” He sighs. His hand falls to the back of her head, arm tightening around her. “I…was a little too much there. I’m sorry for frightening you.”

She nods a little, knowing her voice will just break and crack if she tries to speak, so she keeps her face buried against his shoulder, focuses on him and only him.

“Are your parents going to press charges?” Iida whispers.

“I…I don’t want them to.”

That makes him pull away from her and when she looks up, the darkness in his eyes reminds her of what happened after Tensei’s attack. “Kemuri, this is serious,” he says.

“B-But…what if they get hurt by it? What if they’re charged b-because they didn’t notice sooner?”

The darkness fades, a little, but enough. “Well…”

“I…I know you’ve heard me say this, but I…I don’t want people to know. If they know…”

“But what matters is that you’re safe.”

“I am safe. I…” She swallows hard. “He’s out of the house. I’m…here, at the dorms, and…”

And…well, she doesn’t know. Nothing is the same anymore. She told her grandfather that she didn’t care about what he thought, that she was giving up, but her heart still wants it. Her heart still longs to be accepted, to garner a single kind word from the man.

She’s on a rope bridge swinging over a canyon. One end is burning while the other is missing so many planks that she doubts she can cross it without tripping, maybe falling through. She’s caught in the middle.

Iida sighs and brings her closer to him again, her head resting on his chest, side pressed to side. She tilts her head up, nose brushing his throat as she lets her eyes close, and she feels him swallow, hard.

“Have you told your friends?” he asks.

“No. They…they don’t even know I was hurt. I’m…I’m gonna tell them too.”

He purses his lips. “When?”

“As…as soon as possible. Tomorrow. W-When they get here.”

He nods, his jaw still clenched, and her left hand, the one resting on his stomach, curls up around the material of his hoodie. The movement makes him look down, his eyes closing as he sucks in a long breath.

His head tilts down to rest on hers. “I’m so tired of seeing you get hurt,” he whispers, voice on the edge of breaking, “and not being able to stop it.”

If everything hadn’t changed, if her family hadn’t just been dealt a massive blow, she would be brave and do something very stupid right now. She imagines sitting back just enough to see his face, reaching up to pull his chin down, pressing their lips together in a warm, living, breathing kiss.

But she’s feeling everything and nothing all at the same time, like when your hand goes numb and you can’t feel anything you’re touching but the nerves are still tingling beneath the surface, reminding you that you’re not completely gone, and she’s tired. She’s tired of feeling strong only to get beaten down again. She’s tired of hurting the people she loves most. She’s tired of being the cause behind the furrow in Iida’s brows.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers, because what else can she say?

Maybe he doesn’t know what to say either, because he just pulls her a little closer to him and lets out another long breath. She closes her eyes and focuses on the sound of his heartbeat, of his hand just barely touching her waist, and somewhere along the way, exhaustion takes hold and she falls asleep.

And, on a day when nightmares could easily take root, they don’t.

Notes:

Just a quick notice on updates! Now that season four has started, updates will be slowing down. For the most part, I've been writing new chapters based on the manga, but I'd like to incorperate the anime as much as possible.

As such, I'll be changing things up in my drafts and updates will probably be spread out more. Even so, if it does slow down too much, I'll just update based off the manga and then edit based on the anime if I feel like it!

And, as always, thanks so much to those of you who have stuck around to this point ^_^ I hope you continue to enjoy the story!

Chapter 141: Sitting in the Rain

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The sun has set by the time people start coming back and the sky is dark with rain, droplets tapping away at the pavement in a natural symphony. Some people come back Sunday night to save the hassle of an early morning commute while others stay overnight at their homes. Kemuri’s friends all happen to be in the former group, giving her the perfect opportunity to talk to them about what happened.

Of course, the wrist splint is a conversation starter all on its own.

On a scale of Todoroki to Iida, her friends’ reactions to the news land on a solid sliding scale with Tokoyami being the closest to Todoroki, followed by Shoji and Ojiro, and Hagakure landing closest to Iida.

Meaning, when she tells them, murder enters Tokoyami’s eyes and it takes Ojiro’s tail to stop him from moving to the door while Hagakure throws an absolute fit. Shoji darts a glance at the door, his multiple shoulders tense and his eyes hard.

“Tokoyami, no,” Ojiro says.

Tokoyami stops, taking a deep breath. “I apologize. My anger consumed me,” he utters.

Dark Shadow pops out from his stomach, yellow eyes narrowed. “Lemme at him, Kemuri! I’ll teach that old fart a lesson!” he crows.

“Please, don’t,” Kemuri pleads weakly.

“The bird has a point,” Shoji mumbles. When she stares up at him, wide-eyed and pleading, he sighs. “You know I wouldn’t really do it.”

“WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE FREAKING OUT?!” Hagakure shrieks, her sweater sleeves flailing up and down repeatedly. “HE PUSHED—”

Ojiro reaches out and claps his hand on where Hagakure’s mouth should be and, amazingly, hits his mark. “Hagakure, ssh,” he says. His tail lashes. “That isn’t something you can just…shout.”

Hagakure takes a few deep breaths, her chest heaving, then her sleeve moves up and Ojiro’s hand gets pulled away by her invisible one. “Okay, okay, I’m calm. I’m totally not gonna pound the living daylights out of—”

“You’re violent today,” Shoji states.

“You can’t tell me you weren’t thinking it!” she retorts.

“I was…and now I’m calm, because Mrs. Shimakage took care of it,” he says smoothly. He moves closer to Kemuri, still seated on her bed with her Ingenium plush clutched in her arms, and kneels. “He’s really gone, right?”

“Y-Yeah…he packed a bag,” she whispers.

“I’m more shocked that you told him off,” Ojiro admits. “I can’t even imagine you swearing.”

“Hagakure is our foul-mouthed female member,” Tokoyami agrees.

“You bet your ass I am,” Hagakure retorts, making Kemuri smile a little.

Shoji keeps watching Kemuri, eyes softer than before, and he tilts his head. “What are you feeling right now?” he asks. The others watch.

Kemuri purses her lips, then shrugs. “I…I don’t know. I’m…” She searches for a word, then finishes with, “Lost.”

“Lost?” Tokoyami repeats.

She nods. “My…my whole purpose, my reason for becoming a hero, was to earn my grandfather’s love, to…to make him proud, to prove that I’m not…” She swallows the itch in her throat, staring at her hands. “That I’m not a mistake, and now…I have to let that go, but…but what am I without that? I…I’m n-nothing.”

She closes her eyes, hands shaking as her uninjured one gives her plush a squeeze. She wasted so much of her life chasing an impossible goal and now, she has to change everything she thought she would be. She imagined so much that will never come true.

“You’re Smokey Eye,” Shoji answers, making her eyes snap open and lock on him. “A hero who’s going to protect other heroes.”

“You’re Kemuri, the quiet girl with a flower in her hair!” Hagakure says. She adds, in a softer voice, “My best friend.”

“You’re a talented martial artist,” Ojiro offers.

“And you’re someone with a soul that cares deeply for the wellbeing of others,” Tokoyami says. “That is why you will make such a strong pro.”

Kemuri’s vision becomes blurrier and she sniffles, reaching to wipe her eyes, and she feels the bed shifting. Hagakure is next to her, her thin arms wrapping around her. Shoji is on the other side, one hand on her knee. Ojiro and Tokoyami climb on and settle in behind her.

The last time she felt this weak, this sad, was during the Sports Festival, when she was stuck in a bed and they were there, comforting as ever. Back then, she said she didn’t deserve them.

She still thinks she doesn’t.

“Thank you,” she says, dabbing at her tears with the back of her good hand.

For a few long seconds, no one speaks. Kemuri sniffles, trying to stave off her tears. Ojiro and Tokoyami stay near, silent but comforting in their presence. Outside, the rain keeps tapping against the windows.

“It’s not quite curfew yet,” Shoji comments. “How about we go outside?”

“Like…a walk?” Hagakure asks. “In the rain?”

“A little.” His eyes crease at the edges. “Bring umbrellas.”

“Dark Shadow, you must behave,” Tokoyami utters.

“Yeah, yeah, I won’t ruin anything,” Dark Shadow huffs.

Ojiro’s tail wags. “I don’t know what you’re planning, Shoji, but I’m excited.”

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Shoji leads them to a place only a little ways away from the dorm, using his phone flashlight to guide the way. Their umbrellas create a dry haven above them, shielding them from the elements. There are enough trees around to make it feel secluded. Kemuri shivers a little, bringing her sweater closer to her as her gaze darts around. Tokoyami is muttering under his breath, no doubt trying to calm Dark Shadow.

“I can still see the path,” Hagakure whines. “And here I was thinking you had a secret romantic getaway spot.”

Shoji chuckles. “Mm, not quite, but I have discovered something.” He shakes out a blanket, laying it down on the damp grass, and gestures to it. “Come on.”

They shuffle closer as Shoji sits down, crossing his legs beneath him, umbrella still perched above him as he faces the middle of the blanket. Kemuri sits down next to him, the odd feeling of waterproof canvas scraping her legs. Ojiro comes after her, followed by Hagakure, and lastly, Tokoyami. For a second, they all sit there, staring up at the umbrellas above them, backs to the outside world.

“Hagakure,” Shoji murmurs. “Your umbrella needs to be in the middle.”

Hagakure’s is the only one made of clear plastic, allowing them to see through it, and she shifts it over into one of Shoji’s many hands. He moves it about until it’s positioned in the middle of their circle, creating a skylight of sorts that lets in the faint light from the streetlamps.

“What are we looking at?” Ojiro asks. “Trees?”

“Mad banquet of darkness,” Tokoyami mumbles.

“Oh, shoot, Tokoyami’s having a rough time,” Hagakure says. “Shoji, maybe we should—”

“Ssh, just…listen…”

They listen. Shoji turns off his phone flashlight. The rain isn’t coming down as heavily anymore and the wind is gentle, just enough to rustle the leaves. Kemuri closes her eyes, breathes, and lets the sound of the rain and the smell of the night air wash over her.

Some of the lights near the path shut off. It gets a little darker and Kemuri hears rustling by her side. The rain sounds are fading. Some of Shoji’s dupli-arms extend up, up, up, forming hands that slowly part the leaves above them, just visible through Hagakure’s umbrella.

And then, they look up and see the stars.

Hagakure gasps. “Oh…woah…”

“I…I thought the clouds would cover them,” Ojiro admits. His tail starts to wag. “I guess the rain’s stopping.”

Shoji smiles and Hagakure moves her umbrella a little, her sleeve reaching out. A few scattered droplets splash against invisible skin, but nothing else comes, and Kemuri stares up at how the moon is peering out from behind the passing storm clouds, shy and unsure if it should come out.

Tokoyami loses some of his tension. “My…” he whispers.

From his midsection, Dark Shadow peeks out, a little bigger than usual and looking a little more rough around the edges, but he soars up through the gap in the umbrella roof and parts more of the branches until he’s hovering above the canopy, staring up at the growing, proud moon. Moonlight trickles through the leaves, splashing against the puddles left behind.

“Huh,” Dark Shadow says. His glowing yellow eyes dart back down to them. “Fumikage, has the dark always been this pretty?”

“The goddess of night shines her face upon those who seek her,” Tokoyami responds.

“I didn’t know we could see the stars this close to the city,” Ojiro admits. “Shoji, how…?”

Shoji’s smile is evident in his voice. “The lights in this area go off at a certain time and the light pollution goes way down because of it. I only noticed a little while ago. I…also checked the weather, and they said the rain would clear up around this time.” He exhales. Kemuri feels his shoulders rise and fall against her. “Nice, huh?”

“It’s almost romantic,” Hagakure sighs.

Kemuri lets out a breathy laugh. “Yeah…”

They sit there for a while longer, shoulders touching and heads leaned in, just staring up at the sky. Dark Shadow winds back and forth above them, still holding the branches at bay. Tokoyami seems pleased that his quirk is simply restless, not violent.

“You know,” Shoji admits. “We…didn’t get to do this stuff. At camp, I mean.”

He pauses, testing the atmosphere. Hagakure’s breath hitches and both Tokoyami and Ojiro let out soft agreeing hums. Kemuri nods and turns her head so that she can see a bit of Shoji. He keeps gazing at the sky, his silver hair almost white with the moonlight against it.

“I thought it’d be nice,” he says, wistful.

“It is,” Ojiro says. He smiles and the tuft of his tail tickles Kemuri’s back as it wags. “It…really is.”

“God, I feel like I could fall asleep out here,” Hagakure says. She lets out a long yawn and leans over, cuddling into Ojiro’s side and making his cheeks turn pink.

“Y-You can’t,” he says.

“But I wannaaaa,” she whines. “If I can’t get up, then I’ll have no choice.”

“I…could carry you.”

Kemuri can almost sense how Hagakure’s eyes light up, her sharp intake of breath and stilled clothes hinting to it. “Oo, would you?”

Ojiro blinks a few times. “You…want me to?”

“Um, duh? I love being carried. Makes me feel like a princess!” Her sleeve shifts and Ojiro winces as invisible knuckles tap his forehead. “Silly, silly Tailman. So cute and naïve.”

“I literally don’t know how to react to you,” he says, getting even pinker.

“I mean, the blushing works.”

She giggles with glee as he gets even redder. Dark Shadow descends back into their little circle, muttering something Kemuri doesn’t quite catch that sounds almost like “I’m good now” before disappearing into Tokoyami’s abdomen. Tokoyami exhales, the ghost of a smile curving his beak.

“We should retire to our rooms,” he states. “We do not want to face the wrath of Aizawa…or Iida.”

Hagakure yawns again. “Yeah, okay,” she drolls. “Ojiroooo?”

“I’ll carry you,” Ojiro sighs, although the tiniest hint of happiness bleeds into his voice.

They bring their umbrellas down, folding them in, and Shoji gathers them in his arms as he gets to his feet. Hagakure leaps into Ojiro’s arms with another giggle, making him blush as he adjusts his hold under her legs and back. When Tokoyami and Kemuri get off the canvas blanket, Shoji forms a few more hands and rolls it up, adding it to the umbrella pile.

“I can help,” Kemuri offers, already extending her arms to him. She can carry some umbrellas, even with a brace on one wrist.

Shoji chuckles and shakes his head as he shifts his load to one set of arms. He steps to her side and extends the other, free set, and when she looks up at him, his eyes are alight with a smile.

“It’s okay,” he says. “I can handle it. Just focus on not tripping into a puddle.”

She knows she won’t win in an argument against him, so she grabs onto his arm and the two of them set off after the others. Tokoyami is still quiet, but it’s a quiet contentment, his shoulders relaxed and his head bowed as he moves easily back to the path. Hagakure is silent too and judging by how carefully Ojiro treads, she’s fallen asleep. Kemuri watches her friends, then looks up at Shoji, and through so much numbness, she still feels something, and it gives her the hope that she’ll pull through this.

“Mezo?” she whispers. He hums. “Thank you…again, for distracting me.”

“It’s what we do for each other, right?”

“Mhm, yeah.” She squeezes his arm. “It just…means a lot. I don’t think I’d be able to keep going if…if I was alone.”

“You’re never alone.”

“Not…not now, at least.”

She’s forever grateful for that fact.

Chapter 142: A Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Plan

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“Woah, what happened?”

Kemuri really hoped she could start off her Monday without questions, knowing that she’s going to face a bunch once she gets downstairs for breakfast. She forgot about her fellow floormate, though, and now she can’t run away.

“O-Oh, this? Ah…” Kemuri tucks her splinted wrist behind her. “I…fell…down some stairs.”

Jiro whistles. “Wow, that sucks,” she says. “Why don’t you go see Recovery Girl?”

Kemuri shrugs. “Ah, I’m gonna try and see her today, actually. I just don’t want to miss any of class, you know?”

Jiro nods. “Sure, I get that,” she says. “Come on, Toru’s already downstairs, I think.”

Kemuri gets in the elevator with Jiro and they quietly travel down to the main floor. At breakfast, Kemuri fends off more well-meaning classmates with the same, stupid excuse, all while painfully aware of the long looks her friends, Iida, and Todoroki are giving her. Yaoyorozu eyes her with suspicion after hearing her explanation too.

Things quiet down in class, although with Bakugo back from house arrest, there’s a certain energy that’s back in the room. When Aizawa enters, silence falls and everyone seems to lean forward, eager for answers about the work studies.

“Good morning,” Aizawa greets. He eyes the students, some of them almost vibrating with nerves, and he sighs. “I’m sure you’re all waiting to hear about the work studies. Your teachers and the principal discussed them at the faculty meeting, and we all agree.” He pauses. “It’s too soon. They should really be cancelled.”

“Huh?!” Kirishima exclaims. “Even after we got that whole demonstration from Togata?”

“It makes sense, I guess,” Kaminari says, toying with Ojiro’s tail, “when you think about why we had to move into the dorms…”

“HAH!” Bakugo cackles as he slaps his hands on his desk, standing up. “TAKE THAT, EXTRAS!”

Hagakure flinches away from his manic smile. “You’re just saying that ‘cause you wouldn’t be allowed to do it anyway,” she mutters.

“But,” Aizawa says. Bakugo’s laughter freezes. “Some people think we won’t be able to raise strong heroes with that sort of protective outlook. With that in mind, the compromise is to be selective about participating agencies, so choose one with a proven track record. Otherwise, you won’t be taking part.”

The class is oddly quiet, a few murmurs popping up here and there. Bakugo, still standing, starts to quiver, slowly bending forward at the waist.

“Wonder how Gunhead’s doing…” Uraraka muses.

“Guess I’ll give Selkie a call,” Tsuyu adds.

Bakugo’s teeth grind together so loudly that Kemuri can hear it. “DAMN IT!”

Kemuri leans back in her desk, sticking a pencil down her brace to scratch at her wrist as she thinks. Does she want a work study? Sure, what aspiring hero doesn’t? She would be jumping on this chance if it weren’t for all the crap that’s gone down in the past few days.

She’s still lost. She’s improved her quirk, especially when it comes to using her steam, but other than that, where is she going with all this? She’s becoming a hero, to…protect people, to protect other heroes, but why?

Why do any of this?

Can she even be a hero when she can’t get up the courage to see her grandfather face justice?

She slumps forward onto her left hand, tugging at her braid and squeezing her eyes shut. She can’t possibly call Kamui Woods and ask for a work study, not when she’s…like this. She’s lower than she’s ever been.

The buzz of the class quiets back down as the day moves on. Kemuri tries her best to focus, she really does, but it’s hard to take down her notes with a braced dominant hand and she’s just getting more and more frustrated.

When hero basic training rolls around, All Might announces that they’ll be sparring. Usually, that calls for the regular gym uniform, but All Might tells them to wear their costumes today. He wants them to get more accustomed to fighting with their support gear in mind.

Kemuri is eager to get out there and fight. Maybe doing the one thing she’s decent at will help her out of this funk, but when she gets up to leave the class, costume case at her side, All Might’s large, boney hand falls on her shoulder and stops her in her tracks.

“I can’t let you spar with a hurt wrist,” he says.

Kemuri bites the inside of her cheek. “I…I’m fine, All Might, sir. Really.”

“If you want to spar, you need to go to Recovery Girl.” He brings his hand back to his side, his gaunt jaw clenching a little as his dark eyes soften. “Honestly, why haven’t you gone already?”

“I…was busy?”

“Hm,” he hums. “Well.” He reaches up, pats her back, and his lips purse together in a thin smile. “Go get healed, then come meet the rest of the class.”

He turns and heads out the door, making Kemuri deflate a little, and the only thing that snaps her out of a pending zone-out is someone bumping her arm as they pass. Bakugo eyes her wrist with a glare, then huffs and stomps away with his costume case hooked over his shoulder.

She trails after him, knowing that there is no way she can possibly go to Recovery Girl.

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She has a plan. A stupid one, but a plan nonetheless.

She waits until the others have left, then takes off her wrist brace and shoves it into her costume case. Her wrist definitely doesn’t feel good and it’s still a little bruised, but her costume should cover the bruised skin enough for her to get away with it.

She gets to the changing room, puts on her costume (with some difficulty) and races out to Gym Gamma. She goes unnoticed as she slips into the back of the group, arriving just as All Might tells them to partner up.

Kemuri looks around. She only has a few options. None of her friends would willingly hurt her, even in a sparring match. Nishimura isn’t an option for similar reasons. When she goes through her classmates and ranks them from best to worst, she’s left with two options.

She doesn’t want to die, so she makes a beeline for the safer choice of the two.

She grasps his shoulder just as he’s talking to Midoriya. “Todoroki, spar with me,” she says.

He blinks a few times, darting his gaze between the two of them. “Uh—”

“Cool, I’ll go spar with Iida!” Midoriya says. He waves cheerfully at Kemuri and jogs away, calling, “See you next round, Todoroki!”

“Uh…yeah, sure,” Todoroki says, still looking a little quizzical. Kemuri catches how he looks at her right wrist, still dangling at her side. “Did you get healed?”

“No,” she says, wincing a little at how his eyes narrow. “L-Look, I need you to spar with me and not go easy. At all. Like, I need to get hurt enough that I have to go to Recovery Girl.”

His eyes widen a fraction. “Seriously?”

“Then, she’ll heal my wrist accidentally, and…and she won’t find out about grandfather.”

“Shimakage, I see what you’re trying to do, but—”

“Please?”

“I won’t be able to do it. What if I hurt your wrist even more?”

“Todoroki—”

His gaze is dead serious as he leans closer to her. “Look, I’m the hand-crusher. If I do this, your hand will end up wrecked beyond repair. I can’t help you.”

She blinks a few times, lips parting. “W-Wait, what?”

“I’m…the hand-crusher.”

“Todoroki, what are you—”

“Oi, Icy-Hot! If you aren’t gonna spar, switch with me!”

Both of them look up to see Bakugo standing behind them with Kirishima lingering nearby. Kemuri and Todoroki share a look, then go back to Bakugo as he glares at them.

“Aren’t you sparring with Kirishima?” Todoroki asks.

“I always spar with Kirishima. We’re fucking switching it up. Smokey, get over here.”

Kemuri shrugs weakly at Todoroki before she shuffles towards Bakugo, a mouse approaching a mousetrap, and he grunts as he rolls his shoulders and storms off. Todoroki seems hesitant to let her leave, his protest only stopping as Kirishima grins and jogs over to him, already lifting a hand for a high-five. Todoroki’s hesitance shifts to Kirishima’s hand, lips pursing.

Hand-crusher? Where’d he get that idea? Kemuri wonders. She eyes her new partner’s retreating back, exhaling. Bakugo was her other option, so…

She picks up the pace, not daring to move to Bakugo’s side and instead lingering a step behind him. She can feel the air flow around his gauntlets as his arms swing back and forth like pendulums.

“What the fuck is up with you?” Bakugo snarls.

She blinks. “N-Nothing?”

“Bullshit.”

She winces, her shoulders hunching a little. “Please don’t start this again…” she pleads, almost too quiet to hear.

“What the fuck do you mean, again?”

She stops dead, eyes darting around at the other sparring pairs. He stops too, already turning around. “W-Well, before…you, you gave me this pep-talk about my grandfather…” She shrinks away from his deepening glare. “B-But…it’s a lot worse this time so I’m just asking you to please, please not ask about it,” she begs, voice low, not even trying to keep the desperation from it.

“I don’t need to hear about your baggage. I don’t fucking care.” His eyes lock on her, their scarlet colour even more intense with the black mask around them.

“Then,” she starts, slow, “why do you want to spar with me?”

“What, I need a fucking reason now?”

“I…I mean, I thought…you heard what I said to Todoroki…”

His glare bores a hole in her soul. “I’ve got better things to do than listen in on your conversations, dipshit.” She winces again. He lets out a guttural sigh and cracks his neck. “I’m pissed off and if you’re willing to get dirty, then I’ll fucking fight you. Maybe it’ll wipe that dopey-ass look off your face.”

“Is…is this…mood…because of the house arrest?”

“Fuck off.”

“Oh…kay.”

Bakugo drops into an attack stance and Kemuri immediately falls into her own, her hands clenching into fists, her right protesting the movement. Bakugo grins, palms crackling.

“I’m not gonna hurt you on purpose, but if you don’t dodge in time, it ain’t my fucking fault,” he snarls. “Got it?”

“Y-Yeah.”

He lunges.

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Does Kemuri regret sparring with Bakugo? Not exactly. He’s an intense fighter, tenacious in a way few are, and yet there’s a calculating side to him that just makes him all the worse to try and blindside. Until now, she’s avoided sparring with him for those reasons. He also tends to only spar with Kirishima and, if Kirishima is occupied, he’ll go with Kaminari or Sero. Kirishima is always his first choice since he’s the only one who can fight Bakugo at his full power without fear of injury.

Kirishima also happens to be the only person Bakugo views as an equal. The whole class knows it and no one questions Bakugo’s monopoly on the class’s resident shark-toothed sunshine boy.

Kemuri is not Kirishima, not in the slightest, but she can see why Kirishima likes this so much. There’s something exhilirating about fighting Bakugo. He doesn’t hold back. He doesn’t hesitate. She has to actively work to avoid his blasts and with every explosion, her fog gets stirred up and it makes sensing harder. Not impossible, but harder.

It takes some of the ease of using it away, forces her to use her brain instead of muscle memory.

Her strategy for fighting him is avoidance, then strike and run. Avoid, hit, run. Repeat. His reaction time is absolutely monstrous and hers is decent thanks to her fog, but he’s on par with her even when blinded by her quirk. She’s only managed to get a hit or two in with Geyser Hand Strike, and even then he shook it off like nothing.

He’s fast, very fast; Kemuri has heard her classmates groan at how hard it is to keep track of him once he gets moving, and they have their full range of vision. She doesn’t have that luxury.

A flash of light appears ahead of her and she rolls out of the way just as Bakugo’s explosion detonates in the space she left behind, filling her nose with the scent of ash. He pants and grins as his gloves smoke, curling from his palms the way Kemuri’s own smoke does.

Kemuri bites back a wince as she forms her hands into fists. Her wrist is killing her.

In the split second she allows her brain to think of the pain and not her opponent, he blasts her. Kemuri hisses as the heat burns through her armour, singeing the hair on her arms, and he’s already disappeared back into the fog.

She senses him moving and manages to duck beneath his explosion in time, sending her fist towards his stomach as she tucks low to the ground, adding in a burst of steam. He leaps back, away from her steaming knuckles, and their eyes lock as she straightens back up. He’s still grinning like he’s having the time of his life, murder in his eyes.

“Had enough, Smokey?” he demands.

She purses her lips tight. “N-No.”

“Don’t fucking stutter! Say it like you fucking mean it!”

“No!”

“Fuck yeah!”

He races at her and she dodges to the side, twisting on her foot and going to sweep his legs out from under him. He reacts first, launching himself into the air with a well-timed explosion, and she whirls around in preparation for him landing behind her.

But, he doesn’t. He’s changed his course, predicting that she would try to guess his moves, and in a split second, his legs latch around her neck from behind. With another blast from both hands, she finds herself eating the concrete.

“Ha!” he laughs. “I’ve been wanting to try that move!”

Kemuri coughs, crushed between the floor and his thighs, and she taps her hand weakly. His weight leaves her neck and shoulders and she lays there for a second, questioning everything that led her to this point while she waits for her head to stop spinning.

“Oi, Smokey, get up,” Bakugo snaps. Before she can do it herself, he reaches down, snatches her arm—she notes that he doesn’t grab the one with her injured wrist—and drags her back to her feet. He takes one look at her face and huffs. “Damn.”

She nods like a slow bobblehead, reaching one hand up to her nose as she sways on her feet. Her nose is bleeding (and maybe broken) and she feels bruised in more places than one, concrete dust burning her eyes. Somehow, she can still smell ash and burnt sugar through the blood clogging her nose.

“T-Thanks,” she says, nasally.

He eyes her for another second before reaching to rub his chest, a grimace curling his lip. “You’re a tenacious little bastard, Smokey. Next time we spar, you better not be this fucking mopey.” He turns away before she can respond, gauntlets swinging. “All Might, Shimakage’s going to the nurse’s office!”

All Might looks up from where he’s observing Aoyama and Nishimura’s match, eyes wide, and he says something to the boys before jogging over. Kemuri blinks slowly as the white and yellow blob gets closer.

“Young Shimakage, are you alright?” All Might calls before he’s even reached them.

She nods and gives him a thumbs up with the hand not clutching her nose, biting back a grimace of pain. She really needs to hurry and get healed.

All Might nods and she takes that as her cue to leave, heading out of the gym while avoiding anyone looking her way, focused completely on getting to Recovery Girl.

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“My, my, you’ve seen better days, now haven’t you?” Recovery Girl asks as Kemuri lays on one of the beds, staring at the ceiling.

“Sparred…a little too hard today,” she says.

“It happens, dear. Let’s get you cleaned up.”

Kemuri really hopes that Recovery Girl’s kisses don’t rely on her choosing what parts of the body to fix or how much healing she’s doing. At this point, Kemuri just needs a win, even if it’s from one of her most admittedly stupid plans.

Recovery Girl plants a smooch on Kemuri’s forehead, then her burnt arm, and Kemuri sighs when her nose unclogs and her wrist and arm stops aching. Then, a wave of exhaustion hits her and she yawns, suddenly so heavy that she can’t bear the thought of moving from this bed.

“Hm…” Recovery Girl murmurs, eyebrows lifting. “That shouldn’t have taken that much out of you. Are you sure it was just the arm and face that hurt?”

Kemuri blinks slowly. “Mm—” Another yawn.

The nurse eyes her, then clicks her tongue. “Well, I suppose sparring with Bakugo would tire you out anyway. Get some rest, dear. I’ll wake you before your next class.”

And so, Kemuri falls asleep, wishing that the guilt would leave with her physical pain.

Chapter 143: A Reporter Appears!

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Recovery Girl can only heal Kemuri’s physical wounds, leaving behind her distracted, war-torn mind. Her thoughts are full of everything that happened with her grandfather, replaying it over and over in her head like a sick mantra. When she should be trying to sleep, she lays in bed and stares at her wrist and thinking too many thoughts. Is her grandfather okay? Where did he go after Kazue kicked him out?

Kemuri gets some sleep, but not enough.

When she wakes up, all she wants is to burrow deeper into her blanket, snuggle her plushies, and forget that she has responsibilities for just one day, but her conscience gets the best of her and she drags herself out of bed. She hopes that things will be better now that she doesn’t have a wrist brace to spark conversation. The concern on her friends’ faces once she got back to the dorms yesterday was palpable, but thankfully they didn’t pester her. From what she can tell, her spar with Bakugo didn’t make any of them too suspicious, leaving only Todoroki to know the truth. Bakugo, of course, acts like nothing happened.

She gets downstairs, expecting Nishimura and Sato’s breakfast to be ready and waiting, but instead, everyone is gathered in front of Aizawa. Kemuri frowns, confused. Aizawa usually leaves them be, trusting that Iida will keep everyone on track, but today, he has news.

When he tells them what it is, it just breeds more confusion.

“A newspaper?” comes the collective question.

“Yeah,” Aizawa says. “They want to do a feature on your class for some reason.”

Kemuri slowly closes her eyes and exhales. Just her luck. She’s pretty sure she’s got dark circles under her eyes that would make Shinso jealous. But, no wrist brace, thankfully, and at least the rest of the class seems excited.

“Isn’t that amazing, Deku?” Uraraka squeals, bouncing over to Midoriya and leaning close, their faces only an inch apart.

Midoriya gasps, turns pink, and averts his eyes. “Ah, mm-hm!”

“That’s kinda surprising, huh?” Kaminari asks, grinning widely, and Koda immediately starts nodding in agreement.

“Uh…not really,” Kirishima says, arms hooked behind his head.

“Yeah, I mean, the Sports Festival was on TV,” Ojiro says.

Hagakure leaps into Kemuri, one invisible arm wrapping around her shoulders. “We’ve gotta look super cute in case they wanna take our picture!” she squeals.

“For sure!” Mina agrees, leaning in and wrapping her arm around Kemuri from the other side.

“So close…” Kemuri squeaks, starting to feel a little claustrophobic. If she wasn’t so sleep-deprived, maybe she’d be okay with it. Today, it just makes her feel all hot and gross.

“I think you’ll be just fine, Hagakure,” Jiro says with a gentle smile. “You’re naturally pretty.” Hagakure giggles.

“That’s enough,” Aizawa says, his voice sharp and level.

The class goes silent. Mina and Hagakure jump away from Kemuri as she straightens up. “Yes, sir,” they all say.

“It’s nothing too exciting,” Aizawa continues. “The article’s about how you’re settling in, adjusting to dorm life, that kind of thing. Principal Nezu thought it would be a good idea. It’ll show people that you’re safe and happy, maybe put a few minds at ease, and further confirm to your parents and guardians that you’re okay.”

His scarf whips out suddenly, cocooning Mineta and making the boy yelp and thrash as he dangles from the ceiling. Kemuri turns with the rest of her class to stare at the scene as Aizawa’s eyes seem to glow.

“I expect you all to be on your best behaviour,” he utters. Mineta thrashes and protests, his words muffled.

“Don’t worry on my account, Mr. Aizawa,” a new voice says, bringing everyone’s attention back to the front of the room. “I want to get a feel for what dorm life is really like, so there’s no need for them to act any differently than normal.”

“I didn’t say you could come in yet,” Aizawa says.

Kemuri cranes her neck as the reporter appears, hands tucked in his pockets. He’s got sharp cheekbones and an equally sharp chin, tousled black hair and blue eyes—one pupil is white while the other is black—and he wears glasses.

“I was told I had from eight a.m to six p.m,” the man says, pointing to his watch. “Unless my watch is wrong…”

He speaks in a calm, yet jovial fashion, like there’s a laugh waiting hidden behind his words. Kemuri isn’t sure what she thinks of him right away. He looks harmless, unassuming, but Kemuri doesn’t trust that.

Aizawa stares him down as his capture scarf releases Mineta. The reporter moves to his side. He’s easily taller than Aizawa, but his posture is so bad that they look like they’re almost the same height. Kemuri wonders whether he has neck pain, because she knows a guy who could help him if so.

“Hello everyone, my name Taneo Tokuda. I’m looking forward to learning more about you all,” he says with a bow.

“Nice to meet you!” everyone replies, bowing back.

“Now, like I said, you don’t need to do anything special,” Tokuda says. “Just go about your day exactly as you normally would. The camera will do most of the work. I might ask an occasional question or two, and I hope you’ll answer.”

He smiles, revealing perfectly shiny teeth, and both Hagakure and Mina let out tiny squeals. Mina’s hands fly to her cheeks. “Ah! He’s got such a nice smile,” she gushes.

“That is so not a woman,” Mineta mutters.

“What to do?” Aoyama sighs, posing as he rests one hand on his head. “My sparkling personality will no doubt draw the camera like a moth to a flame…”

“Undoubtedly…” Sato agrees, slowly.

Nishimura pats Aoyama’s shoulder. “It’s your time to shine, dude. Literally.”

“Principal Nezu has probably already spoken to you about this, but I want to make sure you don’t interfere in any way,” Tokuda says to Aizawa, slouching forward even further. “No offence.”

“I understand,” Aizawa says, raising his hand and cutting him off. “If you need anything, just let me know.”

“I’m sure I’m in very capable hands,” Tokuda says with another smile. “This is class 1-A, after all. Every student here is a promising hero candidate.”

“Iida, if there’s a problem, let me know immediately,” Aizawa says, turning his gaze away from Tokuda without missing a beat. “Got it?”

“Of course, sir!” Iida exclaims, slamming his arms to his sides, voice aimed at the high ceiling. “As class representative, I will carry out my duty to ensure the safety of all my fellow students, no matter what—”

“That’s great, thanks,” Tokuda says, making Iida freeze. “So, what would you normally be doing at this time of day?”

Iida adjusts his posture, one foot snapping against the other. “Having breakfast!”

“No need to be so formal,” Tokuda says with a slight smirk. Kemuri wonders if it’s worth warning him that that’s just how Iida is. “Just pretend that I’m not here and go about your business like usual.”

It’s weird, trying to eat breakfast when there’s a stranger pointing a camera in your face. Kemuri focuses on her rice while Hagakure and Mina ham it up for the camera, posing and grinning, while Yaoyorozu and Jiro try to avoid being caught with their mouths open while they’re chewing. Bakugo gets ticked off at Tokuda in record time, shouting at the man with such force that he falls backwards onto the carpet and nearly drops his camera.

They finish breakfast, get into their uniforms, and head off to class, with Tokuda trailing them the whole time. Kemuri can’t focus, not with the camera on her, not with all these things going on in her head, begging to be spoken but having no one who’ll listen.

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At lunch, Kemuri heads to Hound Dog’s office, hoping that he’ll be able to spare some time for her outside their regular schedule. She arrives just as the door opens and Mineta walks out. He sees Kemuri, averts his eyes, and hurries away without another word. Hound Dog appears right after him.

“Shimakage,” he greets.

“Hello, sir,” she says with a short bow. “I…I know I don’t have an appointment, but can we talk? It’s really important. P-Please?”

“I’ve got time. Come in.”

They know what to do. She sits down on the couch, he gets her a cup of tea and takes the seat in front of her, and she tries to find whatever courage is left inside her. She likes talking to him. It’s, no pun intended, therapeutic, to talk to an impartial third party about her issues. That’s why, after everything that’s happened, she needs him now more than ever.

“My grandfather,” she says.

“What about him?” Hound Dog asks.

She exhales, fiddling with her fingers. “I…I made him mad over the weekend. We…fought? I…I guess.” She exhales. “Then, my parents got involved. Things escalated and…I snapped at him.”

His eyebrow lifts. “Snapped?”

She tells him everything she told her grandfather, hands shaking the entire time, and he watches in silence. After all is said and done, he’s still silent, and she feels like she might puke.

“Now…now I’m stuck,” she says. “My friends tried to help and…and I’m glad they did, but it doesn’t…it doesn’t change what I’m telling myself.” She looks up at him, lips pursing. “I…I’ve got nothing. I’ve got goals but the thing that…that pushed me to make those goals a reality is gone.”

“You have to find a new purpose,” he says and she finds an odd sort of comfort in his raspy, low voice.

Her voice breaks when she asks, “How?”

Hound Dog leans back in his chair, bringing his hands to his snout. “When…I left home, I was in a similar place that you’re in right now,” he says. “My family wasn’t going to support me, so…I had to support myself. I had to find a reason, motivation, to keep following my dream.”

She knows what he’s talking about. He’s shared anecdotes of his past with her before, bits and pieces as they relate to her own story. He grew up in the rougher part of Japan in a family with way too many kids and not enough love to go around. He had to do everything for himself, by himself, for a very long time.

She stares at him with wondering, imploring eyes. “A-And…how did you…?”

His lip curls a little at the side in a strange, doglike smile. “I revisited my past. I looked deep inside myself and asked the hard questions. Why was I becoming a hero? What would being a hero change in my life and the lives of others? How did I get to this point and how do I get back to where I was, but as a stronger man?”

Kemuri doesn’t know how to answer any of those questions. Hound Dog watches her, calculating, observing, and she slumps forward until her elbows are propped on her knees.

“What do you want to do, Shimakage?” he asks.

She swallows hard, her heart aching even as it pounds. “I…”

She thinks of her childhood, how she never played heroes with the other kids because her grandfather always told her that her quirk was for her martial arts only. She thinks of all the times she saw high school students going by Somei and wondered what she was going to do when that was her. What was the turning point? At what point did a weak, tiny girl with an unimpressive quirk get up the courage to apply to Japan’s most prestigious hero school? Why did she put herself through that?

She doesn’t know.

It wasn’t because someone believed in her. She didn’t have anyone in her class who she could’ve talked to. Was it because she heard Iida talking about U.A, that day like any other day in that same old hallway?

She just doesn’t know.

But, even with her incentives gone, she has that faint glimmer. She has that tiny spark, her epiphany from the weeks after Kamino Ward, from her talk with Tsuyu and her talk with her friends.

“Shimakage?” Hound Dog murmurs.

She looks up at him, eyes teary, turning him into a blob of brown and yellow. “I…I want to be needed,” she whispers. “As…as a person and as a h-hero.”

He smiles a little. “I can work with that.”

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When she gets back from Hound Dog’s office, Kemuri is determined to keep her head up. She has a simple mission to carry out—revisit her past, find the missing pieces of her life’s puzzle, and reshape who she is from the ground up.

For the time being, she needs to focus on training. Today’s hero class involves endurance training, meaning All Might gathers them on the outside track and gets them running (without using their quirks). Kemuri throws herself into it, trying to rekindle what’s left of her fighting spirit, and while it doesn’t come back, she at least she feels like she’s doing something to keep from falling apart.

Every breath out lets the cracks show and every inhale pulls them all back in.

She pushes herself as fast as she can. Halfway through the allotted laps they have to do, she realizes that the only person she can see ahead of her is Iida. She can hear pounding footsteps on either side of her, but there’s no one ahead.

It makes her smile, just a little.

“Remember! Long-distance runs aren’t about speed!” All Might calls from the sidelines as they all jog past him. “It’s about stamina, endurance! Keeping a steady rhythm for longer is better than burning yourself out for only a little bit of speed!”

Kemuri keeps running. She reaches the end of her last lap and plods to a stop, chest heaving, sweat prickling her brow even as she feels herself rapidly cooling down. She hears footsteps approaching her before a pair of runners appears at the edge of her sightline.

“Well done, Kemuri!” Iida praises. She slowly straightens up as he keeps talking. “It seems our training is paying off! You must feel wonderful, seeing such improvement, even without using your quirk!”

“T-Thank you…Tenya…” she pants. She presses one hand to her throat, testing her rapid pulse. “You…too.”

It does feel good.

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It’s raining at the end of the day, and Kemuri and her friends eye the skies warily as they head out of the main building.

“Anyone got an umbrella?” Hagakure asks.

“Nope,” the other four say.

“Hold on, I’ve got an idea,” Shoji says.

He spreads his arms, a batlike canvas of skin hovering over his noticeably shorter friends, and he lets the other four walk beneath him: Ojiro and Hagakure on one side and Kemuri and Tokoyami on the other.

“Are you sure you aren’t cold?” Kemuri asks as they walk.

Shoji chuckles. “I’m fine. You can warm me up back at the dorm.”

And she does. Shoji waits patiently while she steams his arms, wicking away the water and bringing warmth back to his lightly chilled skin. She won’t have him getting sick on her watch.

The evening is quiet, simple, and would be completely average if it weren’t for Tokuda still wandering around. He’s stopped snapping photos, or at least not as many as before, and it lets Kemuri relax a little. She can sit and lean against Shoji, content to watch Tokoyami utterly thrash him at shogi without worrying about looking stupid on camera.

“Check with the rook,” Tokoyami says, setting his piece down.

Shoji’s hand comes to his face as he lets out a long sigh. Kemuri nudges him lightly with her elbow in an attempt to comfort him, even as her eyes travel to Tokoyami.

“Congrats, oh great shogi master,” she says. Tokoyami smirks and bows his head.

“Hey, everyone! Dinner’s ready!” Yaoyorozu calls from the other seating area. “Time to eat!”

“PLEASE GATHER QUICKLY!” Iida shouts, chopping his hand rapidly. “WE DO NOT WANT IT TO GET COLD!”

“All good, man,” Nishimura says. “We have microwaves, stoves, and Todoroki if all else fails.”

“We should go,” Shoji says. He shifts and Kemuri lifts herself off his side, stretching her arms to the ceiling.

Tokoyami chuckles. “Are you sure you don’t want to stay and face another crushing defeat by my hand?” he asks.

“Bite me, Toko.”

Kemuri giggles softly as a smile curves Tokoyami’s beak. Shoji’s eyes crease, pleased with himself, and the three of them stand and head to the kitchen, eager for supper. Ojiro and Hagakure meet them there.

“Oh, man, I’m starved!” Hagakure says. “Can’t wait to dig in!”

“Same here,” Ojiro agrees.

The front door swings open. “Guys!” Uraraka calls as she and Midoriya walk inside. “All Might got us nikuman!”

“Awesome!”

“Ah, I love meat buns!”

“Is there enough for everyone? We need to divide them up evenly if not!”

“I don’t need one if someone else wants one.”

“Todoroki, there’s no need to be so humble. We can all share.”

“Oh…thanks, Yaoyorozu. We can split one, then.”

As the class settles down to eat, Kemuri tries to lose herself in the comfort of being surrounded by friends. Her biological family may be fractured right now, but her class family isn’t. She can find a bit of joy in that, even if it’s just for a little while before she goes up to her room and her thoughts get loud again.

“Everyone, I’d like to take this time to remind you that our genealogy projects are due on Monday! Now is the time to crack down and get them done!” Iida shouts, standing at his spot with one arm in the air.

“Thanks for the reminder, class rep,” Sero says, giving him a thumbs up.

Kemuri purses her lips. Right, the project. Yet another thing to worry about. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. It’s not like a conversation about family history led to her getting pushed down a flight of stairs or anything.

“Kemuri,” Ojiro says, nudging her. Her eyes snap open and she looks over at him. “You want a meat bun?”

She glances down at his hand, where there is indeed a fresh nikuman bun, and she exhales. “Yes, please,” she says.

The bun is steamy and delicious, filling her with warmth. It’s a tiny distraction, but a welcome one.

As she eats, she realizes that Tokuda isn’t around anymore. His visiting hours must have ended, and although she’s surprised that he didn’t say goodbye, she isn’t disappointed. She just hopes he found what he was looking for.

Chapter 144: Two of a Kind

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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With a decent night of rest under her belt, brought to her in part by Yaoyorozu’s “sleepy time” tea, Kemuri wakes up feeling ready to conquer the day, a.k.a, her quirk history project. This amounts to her going to see Midnight at lunch.

“You’re not coming with us?” Hagakure whines. “Kemuriii, that’s the second time in two days! What if you starve?” Invisible hands clap onto Kemuri’s cheeks, squishing them. “What if you start to waste away? Think of your health—”

“Hagakure, you don’t need to be so dramatic,” Ojiro says, his tail lashing.

“I’m jusht going to shee Midnightsh,” Kemuri says, her cheeks still squished. Her stomach growls despite herself, making her grimace. It shouldn’t take too long to talk to Midnight, right?

“We can bring you a bento,” Shoji offers, and judging by the arch of his eyebrow, he definitely heard her stomach.

“I love you,” Kemuri says, gratefulness slumping her shoulders as Hagakure finally releases her. Shoji chuckles.

“We will see you soon, hopefully. You know where to find us,” Tokoyami says.

“Of course,” Kemuri says. “Thanks, guys. And, Shoji, can you get me the tonkatsu one?”

He nods and she smiles brightly at him.

And so, Kemuri separates from her friends and heads down to the staff room, hoping to find Midnight. She pokes her head into the open door, eyeing the teachers milling about and computers lining the desks, and sees Midnight lounging at one of them.

“Ms. Midnight?” Kemuri asks.

She looks up. “Shimakage! Come in, dear, don’t be shy,” she says, waving her in. Her handcuff slips down her arm as she lifts it. “Is everything alright? Do you need a listening ear?”

“Um, sort of,” Kemuri says as she hurries to the desk.

One brief explanation later, Midnight nods thoughtfully while Kemuri waits, hands folded in front of her.

“Ah…so you have a great-uncle whose quirk you don’t know,” Midnight says.

Kemuri nods. “Yeah. I know my grandparents on both sides and my parents, but…my grandfather didn’t want to talk about my great-grandparents or my great-uncle. I’m stuck,” she says.

Midnight hums, hands perched above her mouth. “Well, maybe we can go check some records. I’m sure there will be something. Some of your classmates have already looked into their family quirk histories that way, so—”

“Knock, knock?”

Both girls look up as Nishimura slides the door open, peeking his head inside. His mouth is still open, ready to speak, but nothing comes out at his eyes slide to Kemuri. Midnight smiles.

“Hello, Nishimura. Is everything alright?” she asks.

Nishimura blinks, like someone pressed play after pausing him, and he walks into the room, one hand rubbing at his arm. “I’m actually having some trouble with the geneaology project…” he starts.

“You too?” Midnight’s brows lift.

“It’s just a little. My grandfather isn’t giving me details, being all…cold. He doesn’t even want me to do the project. Something about family secrets.” He shakes his head. “Can you help?”

Midnight gets to her feet and motions them to her. “Alright, come along.”

A little while later, Kemuri and Nishimura find themselves in a part of the library they had never seen before. Midnight explained on their way in that it’s an archive room with computers made specifically for research. Each student sits in front of their own computer, a search engine blank and ready for their commands.

“We’ll look up your family quirk histories and check the registry. It isn’t as detailed as the ones the police and the government have access to, but it will work for our purposes. It’s like the DNA and ancestry tracking websites that were so popular before quirks,” Midnight says.

“So, we just…type in our name?” Kemuri asks, eyeing the blinking line on the search bar. She pushes her glasses up as they slip down her nose.

“Correct! Name and quirk. Then, this website will pull up information from the internet that relates to it, including past quirk registries.”

For a few seconds, the only sound is the tapping of keys and mice clicking. Midnight leans down between the two of them, aquamarine eyes darting between the screens. Kemuri watches as articles by the dozen pop up, mostly concerning her mother and grandfather.

She clicks on the link to myquirkhistory.jp and eyes the Shimakages set before her. There aren’t many but the ones who are there are clumped into family groups for easier viewing. The website looks archaic, all business and no pleasure. There isn’t much colour and the names are typed out in uniform, easy to read lines. Quirk names have hyperlinks embedded into the page itself, allowing users to easily navigate the site.

Because Kemuri typed in her name, the website brought her right to her family’s section, starting with herself. At a quick glance, she sees it’s based on her maternal line. It makes sense, as this is a Japanese website, and she’s sure that if she switched to myquirkhistory.ca, she would find her paternal line.

She scrolls down to her great-grandparents, blinking a few times as she tries to make sense of how everything is laid out.

Great-Grandparents

10. Katashi Shimakage #404264, b. 9 March 20XX in Hosu, Japan, d. 17 September 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Smoke Bomb. He married Enmu Gyōshuku #403923, married 22 May 20XX.
Children:
i. Keiji Shimakage #404265, b. 1 August 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Smoke Bomb. He married Mayumi Ondo #404124, married 28 December 21XX.
ii. Keiichi Shimakage #404266, b. 1 August 21XX in Hosu, Japan, d. 5 July 21XX. Quirk: Fog Screen.

11. Enmu Gyōshuku #403923, b. 4 December 20XX in Chiba Prefecture, Japan, d. 3 June 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Condense.

She clicks on her great-grandmother’s quirk, bringing up a small info page.

Condense: Allows the user to change the density of anything they touch, including air and water. Does not work on people.

Kemuri smiles a little and goes back to the previous page. Dragging the cursor over the names, she focuses on the three that spark familiarity in her, for better or for worse; her grandfather, grandmother, and great-uncle.

Kemuri clicks on Keiichi’s quirk.

Fog Screen: Allows the user to create fog using the moisture in their body.

She goes back and scrolls up to where her grandparents are shown in more detail.

Grandparents

6. Keiji Shimakage #404265, b. 1 August 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Smoke Bomb. He married Mayumi Ondo #404124, married 28 December 21XX.
Children:
i. Kazue Shimakage #404267, b. 5 April 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Smoke Bomb. She married Cayden James Hall #435355, married 8 July 21XX.

7. Mayumi Ondo #404124, b. 11 November 21XX in Saitama Prefecture, Japan, d. 2 February 21XX in Hosu, Japan. Quirk: Temperature Regulation.

She clicks on Mayumi’s quirk.

Temperature Regulation: Allows the user to regulate the temperature of their body at all times, including adjusting to the temperature around them.

Kemuri backs out again. The website doesn’t go further back than Katashi, although Kemuri guesses that if she were to go into government files, she could find her entire family lineage dating back to before quirks manifested.

“This site also lets you see marriages, birthdays, and death-dates, as you probably guessed,” Midnight says, resting one hand on Kemuri’s shoulder while the other points out different spots on the page.

Kemuri scrolls back through her family, searching. Her grandfather and Keiichi have the same birthday, making her realize that not only are they brothers, but they’re twins. Somehow, knowing that just makes Kemuri feel sadder that her grandfather won’t talk about him. Weren’t they close? They must have shared a connection deeper than that of normal siblings.

What stops her, though, isn’t their birthdates, but Keiichi’s death-date. Kemuri does some quick mental math and realizes, a stone dropping in her stomach, that Keiichi was only fourteen when he died.

Was he sick? Was he attacked by a villain? What happened? She goes back, searches for news articles of any kind surrounding the day of his death, but there’s nothing. It’s like he was erased from history.

“I’m not the violent one, Keiji. Am I?”

Ice trickles down her spine. No, it can’t be. He wouldn’t—

“Huh,” Nishimura grunts.

Kemuri snaps her head towards him as Midnight does the same. He stares at the screen, scrolling furiously as his eyes dart about beneath his furrowed brows. His lips stay pouted. He has no idea that he just pulled Kemuri from a dark mental spiral.

“Is everything alright?” Midnight asks.

“Huh? Oh, yeah.” He shakes his head and sits back, crossing his arms over his chest as he jerks his head at the screen. “It’s what I expected, just variations on Weapon Limb, but…” He frowns even deeper. “Ms. Midnight, this is supposed to pull up news articles and stuff too, right?”

“It should.”

“Thought so.” He sits up, arms unfolding and dropping to his sides. “See…I have an uncle who was murdered, my grandpa’s little brother. I was named after him.” He sits up a little straighter and a gleam enters his eye. “With what I’ve heard about him, he was a really great guy. I hoped I’d be able to find something about what happened, but…” The gleam flickers out, a candle snuffed. “But, there’s nothing here. No homicide reports, no villain attacks with casualties, not even a natural disaster. There’s just…nothing, like he never existed.”

The weight in Kemuri’s stomach gets heavier. Kemuri swallows hard, but reaches over to pat Nishimura’s arm. He looks up at her with a tight smile that radiates disappointment.

“I understand how you feel,” she says. “I’m…I’m sorry.”

“Hey, not your fault,” he says with a shrug. He looks up at Midnight. “I think I have enough to figure out my quirk history, though. Thanks, Ms. Midnight.”

“I’m happy to help, darling,” Midnight coos, ruffling Nishimura’s hair. She produces her phone from who-knows-where on that skintight costume and gasps. “Oh, my, I’ve got to run. You two can feel free to keep working and I will see you in class.”

“Bye, Ms. Midnight,” both students say as she turns and dashes out the door.

They sit in silence, accompanied only by the soft whirring of the computers and the bright screens casting shadows over their faces. Nishimura slumps again, reaching out and clicking the mouse a few times half-heartedly. Kemuri looks back at her screen.

“I wish I knew more about my family,” Nishimura admits.

Kemuri tears her gaze away from Keiichi’s name. “You…you must know some stuff.”

He shrugs. “Ah…my family’s real honest. We pride ourselves on telling the truth, but hiding the truth is a whole other issue. I can ask any question I want and I’ll get some kind of answer, but no details.” He bites his lip for a second before closing his eyes and tilting his head back. “It makes me feel like there’s something big that I don’t know about.”

Kemuri can’t look at him, her stomach twisting into a knot. Her grandfather wanders across her mind, cold and calculating, but she remembers the desperation and the shock that bled into his features when she asked about Keiichi. He knows something, something he refuses to talk about, and Kemuri doubts it’s anything good if he’s this secretive of it.

Akiara’s voice echoes, over and over, and his grandson sits at her side without any knowledge of what’s going through her head. She stares at the names of people who make up her history, people she has never known, and wonders if this counts as revisiting her past.

These thoughts swirl around in her head, but when she opens her mouth, all that comes out is, “Yeah…same.”

Nishimura reaches over and lightly punches her arm. “You and I are two of a kind, huh, Shimakage?”

A tiny smile lifts her lips. “Definitely.”

Notes:

Fun fact: The formatting for the family history parts are actually how family history is recorded! I know this because, very recently, my dad got a record of his family history dating all the way back to the 1600s. Kemuri's isn't that detailed, obviously, but I emulated the format as best I could :)

Also, I didn't put any concrete dates, but my personal headcanon is that the world of quirks came around at the end of the 21st century. In the show, it's said that Inko Midoriya is a fourth generation quirk user, and if a new generation comes around every 25 or so years, then that amounts to at least 100 years since quirks showed up. I like to think that there were generations before that that developed quirks earlier.

Is any of this important? Probably not, but I like thinking about it :)

Chapter 145: Kemuri, Seeking

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On Saturday morning, things seem normal. Kemuri wakes up way earlier than usual, but nonetheless, gets into her routine. She brushes her teeth, combs and braids her hair, and heads downstairs for breakfast. She makes some toast, grabs an apple, and sits down with Kirishima and Tokoyami at one of the tables.

No one else is up yet. It shouldn’t be surprising to her, and yet…

Kaminari and Mineta come downstairs, half-awake, and brush their teeth next to the table for some reason. Kemuri gives Tokoyami a long, wondering look, to which he just sips from his drink and shrugs. Todoroki and Bakugo come down a little while later, dressed in their uniforms with their costume cases in hand, and they exchange brief nods as they pass by.

“Sweet freedom,” Mineta sighs around his toothbrush. “After all this training, it’s nice to just have a day to relax.”

From the stairs, Kemuri hears a low hum and the sound of rushing air. She glances over her shoulder just as a green blur appears around the corner.

“Hey, Midoriya, good morn—” Kaminari starts.

“MORNING!” Midoriya shrieks as he races past them, glowing with energy and dressed in his uniform.

He disappears out the door without another word.

Kemuri blinks a few times. “What?”

“When you’ve gotta go, you’ve gotta go,” Mineta says, still brushing enough that toothpaste foam has gathered at the corners of his mouth.

Kemuri glances back at the front door, just able to see Midoriya’s dust cloud blowing past Todoroki and Bakugo. Bakugo is yelling—she can hear the echoing of his voice from here, but with no discernible words.

That is, until, “I TOLD YOU TO WALK BEHIND ME, IDIOT!”

Just another morning with 1-A, it seems.

Kaminari removes his toothbrush and swallows, making Kemuri stare at him in utter horror. First he brushes his teeth outside of the bathroom and nowhere near a sink, and then he just swallows his toothpaste? She has two theories. One; Kaminari is a psychopath, or two; he’s too sleepy to give a crap. She hopes it’s number two.

“Hey, we’re having a study session with Yaomomo later. You guys wanna come?” Kaminari asks, his gaze focused on the two boys. Kemuri keeps nibbling at her toast.

“Ah,” Kirishima says, reaching to rub his hair as he grins nervously. “Sorry, but I’m busy today.” Tokoyami nods.

“I’ll be studying some websites,” Mineta says.

“Man, alright,” Kaminari sighs. “To each their own.” His sleepy-eyed gaze wanders to Kemuri. “You?”

“Maybe. Haven’t…decided yet,” she says. In truth, she forgot about Yaoyorozu’s study party. She faintly remembers hearing them planning for it last night. It might be good for her to go.

The dorm slowly comes back to life. Kaminari and Mineta finally return to the bathrooms. Kirishima heads off, saying he needs to “get some stuff ready” while Tokoyami lingers behind. Kemuri stares at him, lips pursed.

“So…you have plans?” she asks.

Tokoyami lifts his head a fraction and sets his cup down. “I apologize for not telling you. I wanted to keep the chatter down,” he admits. “I have only told Shoji about this.”

“About…what?” Her heart-rate spikes and worst-case scenarios roll through her head.

“My possible work study.”

Her mouth falls open. “W-Wait, you got a work study?!” she repeats. He nods. “Toko, that’s great! With who? Why didn’t you tell us?”

He sighs. “I would expect such exuberance from Hagakure…”

“O-Oh, I’m sorry. It’s just…I’m really happy for you.”

He smirks a little. “I can tell.” He eyes the still-empty common room. “It’s with Hawks. He was quite eager to have me back, although I am suspicious of his reasonings.”

“What? Why?”

Tokoyami’s beak seems to purse, as much as a beak can. He glances around, then stands and gestures Kemuri to follow him. She does so. Once they’re seated on the couches, he crosses one leg over the other and folds his arms over his chest.

“I…was not entirely honest about my experience with Hawks at my internship,” he admits. “In truth, I was nothing more than a carrier pigeon.”

Her face falls. “He didn’t train you?”

“He moves too fast for any of his sidekicks to keep up, so we were left to chase after him and take care of cleanup. He is a one-man team.” His head bows further. “In fact, I didn’t learn a single thing during that week.”

Kemuri gapes at him. “But…but during that maze race, you used Dark Shadow to carry yourself through—”

“That technique was an invention of my own. I had only ever experimented with it, like during the Sports Festival.” His fingertips tighten against his arms. “I played it up to all of you, lied and said that it was part of my training. I was ashamed, especially after hearing how much you were learning from Kamui Woods.”

“Tokoyami…”

“I understand if you are angry. It was a betrayal of your trust in me,” he continues. “But, now, I am stronger. I have Black Ankh, ultimate moves, and I will prove myself to Hawks during this work study. He will not treat me like a second-rate nobody.”

She smiles a little. “I’m not angry,” she says. “I’m glad you’re so determined, but…I don’t understand why you’re suspicious of him.”

“I think he wants me to inform him about the League of Villains. He told me during the internship that he wanted someone who had experienced the USJ, and with how much U.A has been under fire, I’m sure he wants to know more.” His eyes narrow. “So, I will be returning, but only because I have something to prove.”

Kemuri opens her mouth, but nothing comes out. Tokoyami closes his eyes, his entire body still tense behind that cool exterior. She would like to believe that she knows him better than most and, seeing him now, she realizes that there’s still a lot she has to learn.

“Hey, I’d…be pretty hypocritical if I got mad at you for hiding stuff, right?” she asks, making him open his eyes. “And…hiding it to avoid looking weak? I get it.”

He looks at her, smiling just a little as the tension melts from his shoulders. “Thank you for listening to me.”

“What are friends for?” she replies.

Dark Shadow peeks out from his midsection. “You’re the best, Kemuri!”

She smiles, reaching out to scratch the shadow’s chin and earning a delighted purr. “Thank you, Dark Shadow, but…I’m far from the best.”

She hears the elevator ding and both of them look towards it as more students pour into the common room, chatting and yawning and what-not. Ojiro sees them and jogs over, an apologetic smile already worming its way onto his face.

“Hey! Sorry, I know we were gonna train. I thought I’d let myself sleep in a little, then a little became a lot,” he says.

“No problem,” Kemuri says, standing. “I kept myself busy. We can still go, if you like?”

“Sure! Just let me get some breakfast.”

As he hurries off, Shoji approaches, and Kemuri feels Tokoyami’s shoulder brush hers as he moves to her side. Shoji glances between them, his eyes narrowing a tiny bit.

“You told her?” he asks.

Tokoyami sighs. “I cannot help it. She has the most wondering eyes. They demand answers.”

Kemuri giggles, her cheeks a little pink. “It’s…ah, it’s exciting, isn’t it?” She turns her attention back to Shoji. “How long have you known? That he was just…?”

“I caught on soon after the internship,” he answers with a shrug.

Her jaw drops. “That long?!”

“I’m very good at staying quiet.”

“Could’ve fooled me…”

Tokoyami huffs a laugh as Shoji’s eyes wrinkle at the edges with his smile.

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Kemuri stares at her notebook, biting her bottom lip as her pen taps out a rhythm. Her family tree stares back at her, oddly uniform, less like a tree and more like an inverted triangle. The only name with a sibling next to it is Keiji’s.

Smoke Bomb, Condense, Smoke Bomb, Fog Screen, Temperature Regulation, Smoke Bomb, Steam, Smoke Screen. Smoke, smoke, smoke, and more smoke. She turns her attention to her dad’s side of the family, where various heat-generating quirks like Steam are the norm. Her Grandma Hall had a quirk called Friction, which allowed her to create steam by rubbing her hands together, and Grandpa Hall had a quirk called Melt, which allowed him to heat up his skin in order to defrost himself. They were both incredibly resistant to Canadian winters.

Then, from their quirks, her dad got the ability to release steam all over his body. Kemuri was going to try and add her dad’s extended family into the project, but despite having her dad’s quirk, all her quirk factors come from the Shimakage side. It seems pointless to linger on the Halls.

Besides, Kemuri is stuck on Keiichi. In her whole family tree, he is the only one with a fog quirk aside from Kemuri herself. She thinks of when Nishimura asked her where her fog came from and, back then, she didn’t have an answer. Now, she sees that a small part of Keiichi’s quirk remained in Keiji and travelled down his bloodline to her.

Her past is her family. Through quirks, she can see how their DNA has pieced together to create her, but how is this supposed to help her find the motivation to keep moving forward?

She sits back in her chair and stares up at her dorm room ceiling. The doors leading onto the balcony are open, allowing cool September wind to caress her curtains and tickle her skin. She thinks of her grandfather’s level of the house, the butsudan and bonsai trees.

She puckers her lips. She’s seen Keiichi, or someone like him, so…maybe if she found a way to contact him again, she could get answers. That just begs the question; how?

She deflates a little. She’s never been religious. Her dad grew up with Christianity, but now the most she hears about it is the fact that a part of him still believes in the Christian God. She isn’t sure how she feels about Him. Kemuri knows that both her grandfather and mother were raised with basic Shinto beliefs, like most people in Japan.

Then, there’s Buddhism. Kemuri knows basics there too, like how Buddhism has temples while Shintoism has shrines and Shinto focuses on life while Buddhism focuses more on death. There’s Nirvana—the Buddhist idea of heaven, where there’s no suffering or pain or anything, and Shinto…well, she can’t recall if Shinto has any beliefs about what happens after death. In Japan, the common saying is that you can be born Shinto, married Christian, and die Buddhist, but that doesn’t make her dilemma any better.

She gets an idea. It’s weird and she’s already feeling awkward, but she needs someone who knows this stuff. Maybe, just maybe, she can help.

Kemuri stands, setting her notebook aside and gathering her backpack. She heads for the door and, after a moment of hesitation, takes her stick as well. She leaves the 1-A dorm with only a few passing looks from her other classmates and, once she’s outside, she turns and walks around the path along the edge of the building.

The 1-B dorms are identical in every way to the 1-A dorms, save for the slight difference in signage on the front. Kemuri holds her breath as she walks up the path to their front doors, heart pounding in her ears. She hopes that Kendo or someone equally nice opens the door.

But, the universe must have it out for her, because when she knocks and steps back, the door opens to reveal Neito Monoma.

For a split second, shock covers his face, but he immediately drops it in lieu of a wide, mocking smile. It doesn’t match the suspicious squint of his eyes.

“U-Uh…” Kemuri squeaks. “H-Hi?”

“What are you doing here?” Monoma asks. She has no idea how he can manage to sound mocking and snappy at the same time.

“I’m, ah…I’m l-looking for—”

“Trouble?! Classic 1-A, always looking to start things! Well, I’ll have you know that—”

There’s the dull thud of skin against skin and Monoma’s eyes go blank as he slumps, only stopped in his descent by Kendo grabbing his shirt collar. Kemuri stares at Monoma, then slowly looks up at Kendo, and the redhead smiles a little.

“Sorry,” she says. “Shimakage, right?”

“Y-Yeah,” Kemuri says. “Is he…uh…”

“It’s the only way to shut him up. Don’t worry, he’s got a thick skull.” Kendo smiles, jerking her head to the side. “Come on in.”

Kendo disappears inside, dragging Monoma behind her, and Kemuri hesitates before reaching out and pushing the door open a little more. Inside is exactly the same as the dorm she’s used to, except for the people scattered within it. Immediately, she feels far too many eyes on her and regrets everything she’s done to get her to this point.

“Hey, class A!” comes a slightly raspy yet feminine voice. There’s something jovial about it that reminds Kemuri of Kirishima.

Kemuri looks towards the voice as a girl approaches. She has green, wavy hair and pointed teeth, plainly visible through her wide smile. She’s wearing a dinosaur hoodie that says “Rawr XD.”

Kemuri searches desperately for any recollection of the girl’s name, but comes up blank. “U-Uh, hi…uh…”

“Tokage!” the girl says, jabbing a thumb at herself. She’s only an inch shorter than Kemuri and yet, through confidence alone, Kemuri feels dwarfed by her. Tokage puts her hands on her hips. “You’re…Shima-something, yeah?”

“S-Shimakage…”

“Right, totally! You hang out with that hunk with the six arms.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen. “You…you mean M—Shoji?”

“Oh, yeah, him. He’s, like…so sexy. I’m sure you’ve noticed. Wouldn’t mind getting a bite out of him, you feel me?” She flashes that pointed smile again and makes a biting motion.

Kemuri just keeps gaping, her face about two shades too red for her liking. “U-Uh…”

“Setsuna, you’re distressing the poor girl with your impure thoughts,” a new, floatier voice cuts in. Shiozaki approaches, wearing a long white sundress that makes her look like some kind of vine-haired angel.

Tokage groans. “I can’t help but speak the truth, dude.”

Shiozaki folds her hands before her and bows her head. “Shimakage, I apologize. She has no filter between what should be said and what should be kept to oneself.” She adds, eyeing Tokage with a slight frown, “Or, in my opinion, never be thought at all.”

Tokage sticks her tongue out at Shiozaki and dashes away without another word. Kemuri focuses on Shiozaki, not daring to see if the other class B students are staring.

“I…I actually was looking for you,” Kemuri stammers, making Shiozaki’s eyes widen in soft awe. “I…have questions, about…religion?”

“Oh, boy, here we go,” someone out of Kemuri’s line of sight mutters.

Shiozaki gets tears in her eyes as she gasps softly, reaching up to brush lightly at her face. “I’d be happy to answer whatever questions you have. I am delighted that you would come to me, Shimakage.” Kemuri just nods, her entire body still crawling with awkwardness, and Shiozaki grasps her wrist. “Come, let’s sit and talk.”

She leads Kemuri to the nearest seating area, scattering a few students away from the area. Kemuri only recognizes Awase and Kamakiri. Shiozaki sits down on the couch, urging Kemuri to take the seat next to her, and for a few seconds, the two girls just stare at one another.

“Please, ask away,” Shiozaki says.

Kemuri bites her lip, tugging at her braid. “Uh…so…” She has no idea where to start. “Are you…Shinto? Or Christian? Or…?”

“I am Christian,” she answers, “although I know of Shinto practices.”

“O-Oh, gotcha, ah…” Kemuri stops tugging at her braid and switches to gripping her knees. “So…uh…do you believe in spirits? Or…the afterlife?”

Shiozaki’s eyes light up for a split second before they close, her hands clasping together over her heart again. “Of course! When we are forgiven, cleansed of our sins by the Lord, we will join our Father in heaven once our time on this earth ends,” she says.

“What…what about spirits?”

“There is the Holy Ghost, but if you’re talking about Shintoism, I believe you’re thinking of the kami.” She smiles a little. “This world is full of things beyond our understanding. It’s not something we, as simple humans, can hope to understand.”

Kemuri is starting to wonder if this was a bad idea. So far, this isn’t helping. If anything, Kemuri feels more lost than before, but that’s probably because she showed up without any idea of what exactly she was looking for. Her shoulders slump and she purses her lips against a sigh.

“Oh…” Shiozaki murmurs. “You’re upset.”

“W-What? No, I’m…ah…”

Shiozaki lowers her hands into her lap. “It is alright,” she says. “The search for answers is never as smooth as one hopes.” She smiles. “What is it that you’re searching for?”

Kemuri doesn’t speak right away. She’s told very few about her experience after the training camp, believing that the whole thing was nothing more than a dream, but she thinks that if anyone were to believe her, it’d be Shiozaki.

“After the training camp, I had a dream. I still don’t remember all of it, but I remember a boy. He knew me, but I didn’t know him. Now, I’ve figured out that that boy might be my great-uncle…who has since…ah, passed on,” Kemuri says. Shiozaki hums, nodding sagely. “And…I’ve been trying to revisit my past, to understand myself on a new level, and I keep thinking that maybe he’s the answer. I just don’t know what to do or where to go, and…I thought, maybe, if…there was a higher power I could try to talk to…?”

She wonders if that made sense to anyone other than her. Shiozaki’s expression is unchanged, her watchful eyes deep with wisdom far beyond her years.

“Well,” she hums. “For me, I pray when I want to speak to God. However, I know that here in Japan, most people become ujiko. Your name is added to a list at your local shrine when you’re born and then, after death, you can become a family kami. Perhaps, if you want to talk to this great-uncle, you should visit the shrine or your family gravesite. He may reach out to you again.”

“I’m sorry, but that…sounds kind of silly.”

“He reached out to you once, did he not?”

“How do I know that was real?”

Shiozaki smiles. “I think that, if you truly believed it wasn’t, you wouldn’t be searching for him.” Kemuri can do nothing but stare, stunned, and Shiozaki bows her head a little. “It will not hurt to visit the family who are no longer with you. Even if you don’t find what you’re looking for, it may be liberating. I wish you the best of luck.”

Kemuri swallows, nods. “T-Thank you.”

“Please, do not hesitate to come to me if you have more questions.”

“O-Okay.”

After Kemuri leaves 1-B’s dorm, she signs out of the school, promising Aizawa that she’ll be back before the sun goes down. He seems hesitant to let her go on her own, but on such short notice, it’s hard to find a teacher to go with her. He makes her promise to call if there’s even a hint of danger and she, of course, agrees.

As she heads towards the U.A barrier, she pulls out her phone and calls her mom.

“Kemuri? Is something wrong?” her mother asks as soon as she answers the call.

“No, mom. I’m okay,” Kemuri says. “I’m…uh, I wanted to visit grandma. The family grave or…the shrine where we’re registered?”

There’s silence for a second. “You’ve never been interested in visiting before. Why the change?”

“Ah…” She exhales. “Mr. Hound Dog thinks I should revisit my past. This could be part of it. And, uh…I think I should pay my respects.”

Her mother lets out a soft, knowing hum. “Well, that’s very sweet of you,” she says. “Now, let me think…” Kemuri hears faint snapping, her mother’s fingers clicking together. “Oh, there’s actually a Shimakage shrine. You should visit that one.”

“A…Shimakage…shrine?” Kemuri repeats. Shrines are dedicated to kami, emperors, powerful people—Kemuri can’t imagine being connected to one. “R-Really?”

A soft chuckle. “Yes, I know, it was a shock to me when I learned to,” Kazue says. “It’s a small shrine, but it’s dedicated to our ancestors, dating back from before quirks. You could learn a lot about our history there.”

Kemuri nods. “Okay.”

“And I’ll text you the address for the cemetery. Stay safe out there, okay?”

“I will, mom. Love you.”

“I love you too, honey. Bye!”

“Bye.”

Kemuri approaches the front gate, pausing for a second as she feels her phone buzz in her hand. The address of the cemetary lights up her screen.

She extends her stick with a quick shake, steps through the gate, and walks towards her past.

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The Shimakage shrine is indeed tiny, although it looks like any other shrine decorating Japan when you break it down to its basic building blocks. The big shrines are always crowded with visitors, tourists eager to get a taste of culture mingling with the locals who know it like the back of their hand.

Kemuri walks through the red torii gate, briefly admiring the komainu statues guarding either side of it; one with its stone mouth carved open in a toothy snarl, the other with its mouth closed. She passes by. She’s far from the bustle of the city, nestled within trees that bow and wave gently in the cool wind, and the solitude is enough to get lost in.

She moves to the chōzuya, a purification fountain, and grasps one of the wooden ladles. She may not know a lot about religion, but she knows the etiquette for visiting shrines. She fills the ladle with the water shimmering within the fountain and pours it onto her hands, rinsing them. She cups her hand, pouring some water into it and rinsing her mouth.

The water is crisp, clean, and the coldness of it stings her molars a little. She spits it out beside the fountain, then pours the excess water from the ladle right after it. The liquid splatters against the dirt, then disappears as the earth drinks it up.

She moves on, steam wafting from her hands to warm them.

She goes up the stairs to the honden, closer in size to a gazebo than any of the larger shrines. Shimenawa ropes hang above the door, some wrapped around poles and nearby trees. Kemuri slips off her shoes and goes inside.

Her feet echo softly against the floor as she takes in the writing decorating the walls. She sees names, dates going back decades, even centuries. She pauses to put her glasses on, then continues. She reads about the Shimakages who served the old emperors of Japan, the Shimakages who fought in great wars, the ones who perfected Smoke Bomb when quirks came into existence and developed ways to make their quirks stronger well over one hundred years ago. They went from simply emitting smoke to manipulating it, sensing with it, techniques that Kemuri has almost mastered.

But, she doesn’t see what she’s looking for. There is nothing about Keiichi. Why would there be anything? History doesn’t remember children who died before they made a difference. She had hoped that Keiichi had.

She stands there for a while, her skin prickling with awkwardness, self-consciousness, at how her ancestors are probably watching her and shaking their heads. She has no clue what to do now, outside of the basics. She could pray, maybe, or at least pay her respects. Are their family kami watching her right now, judging, waiting for her to do something?

She sets her backpack down and opens it, digging out a five yen coin and dropping it into the offering box. The metal clatters against the wood, loud and poignant in the silence, and she reaches up to ring the bell hanging near it.

She bows twice, claps twice, and exhales. The kami, if they’re there, should be listening now. The clattering of the coin in the box and the ringing bell are supposed to wake them. She kneels, placing her palms together and closing her eyes.

What do other people pray for? Health, good luck, fortune for their family…

Kemuri prays for strength, healing for those in her family who are hurting, health for everyone but especially her mother. Kemuri wonders whether asking for her mother’s fertility is stupid, the possibility of a baby sibling dancing across her mind and nearly breaking her concentration. She adds it to the prayer anyway.

Before she opens her eyes, she closes them tighter and sucks in a breath. “Keiichi?”

She hears nothing but the wind blowing through the leaves.

She finishes her prayer, bows again, and leaves the shrine, putting her glasses away as she goes. One more stop, then she’ll go back to the dorm. Thunder rumbles in the distance, bringing her eyes to the darkening horizon, and she makes a mental note to make it a quick visit.

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The Shimakage family grave is hard to find. There are so many stones clumped together in these graveyards, so many names, so many red splashes of paint marking the memory of the living among all the dead.

But, Kemuri finds her family eventually, nestled among others whom she does not know, and kneels in front of the polished stone. She reads over the names carved into it from long ago next to the ones carved not-so-long ago. Kemuri’s own name is on there, right alongside her parents. The kanji is painted red.

To others, it may seem strange to see your own name on a gravestone when you’re nowhere near death, but that’s just the way things work in Japan. Families buy a grave lot and a headstone, then carve the names of all living family members into the headstone, adding more whenever a child is born. The living members have their names painted red, paint that gets removed when they die.

Kemuri stares at the stone, thinks of the ashes buried beneath it, and wishes she had brought some kind of offering of incense or flowers. She has nothing to give but she hopes that someone will listen anyway.

“Keiichi?” she asks, although her expectations are so low that she could walk over it without fear of tripping. “Uh…hi. It’s…me, your grand-niece. We met briefly? Maybe?”

This is stupid. This is so, so stupid. The sky rumbles, closer this time, and she wonders if it’s a kami laughing at her from beyond.

“I…don’t know what I’m looking for. I don’t know why I’m here at all, why this was supposed to help,” she says. “Maybe…maybe I was hoping for a reason behind why my grandfather, er…” She clears her throat. “Why…your brother…was so upset when I found out about you. Maybe I want to know what makes you so special that your memory tore my family apart.”

The sky rumbles louder.

She winces. “I…didn’t mean it like that. I mean…ah, just talking about you hurt my grandfather, and I don’t understand. I…I don’t want to believe that he did something to you, because…I don’t believe he’s truly evil, deep down. But, I don’t understand why he can’t just talk to me, why he…”

She exhales, steam wafting from her hands and warming the chilled skin as they clench into fists against her legs. No matter how hard she tries, she keeps seeing the look on her grandfather’s face. She sees the shock, remembers how his body trembled with every word she spoke, and she aches to know why.

Why did Keiichi’s life end when it had barely begun? Why does her grandfather refuse to speak about him, yet keeps a box of his belongings? Did he love him? Hate him? Why, why, why?

She bows her head, sucking her lip between her teeth as a tremor rolls through her. “I don’t know why I thought this would change anything. You aren’t here,” she says. “You d-died, long ago, and the only reason I know anything about you is because I almost died too.”

She says these things and yet, she sits here and waits for someone to speak.

“I’m such an idiot,” she whispers, tears springing to her eyes. “You aren’t here and I’m still talking to you, l-like…like you m-might…”

She stands, wobbling at the numbness of her legs and reaching to scrub the tears from her eyes. She feels something cold strike her hair and as she lifts her head, more stinging tears follow. Rain.

She didn’t bring an umbrella.

Chapter 146: You Get a Work Study, and YOU Get a Work Study!

Chapter Text

The return to U.A is miserable. Kemuri has no choice but the walk through the rain from the cemetary to the station, getting relief when she gets onto a train, only to be thrust back into the evergrowing storm.

She walks, her clothes getting steadily more soaked. She just stares at the ground, maneuvering with only her stick to guide her.

She stops when she realizes that she’s arrived back at the dorms. For what feels like an eternity, she stands on the front walkway, staring at the doors, the lights, and feeling the rain pattering against her and the pavement like they’re one and the same, like she’s just another pebble on the ground. Her sodden bangs stick to her face.

The front door opens.

“Kemuri!” a voice calls over the din.

She blinks, squinting past the water clinging to her eyelashes as she slowly lifts her head. “Tenya?”

He runs towards her and as soon as he’s in front of her, she realizes that the rain isn’t hitting her anymore. She looks up at the canvas of an umbrella.

“What are you doing?” Iida scolds. “You’ll catch a cold! I simply cannot allow that, especially with our Quirk History projects due tomorrow. What will you do if you can’t present?”

She bows her head. “I’m sorry,” she says to his shoes. Her quirk will keep her warm, she’ll be fine, but she doesn’t have the energy to explain that.

She hears him sigh before his arm brushes hers, his warmth leeching into her and making her realize that maybe she is feeling a little chilly.

“Come, let’s get you dried off,” he says.

He leads her back into the dorm. She’s starkly aware of the transition from the cold outside to the warmth inside, her eyelids fluttering a little as she sighs, and she hears Iida tell her to wait. She does so and in a minute or less, he returns and drapes a giant, fluffy towel over her shoulders.

“Honestly,” he mutters. “You weren’t even wearing a proper coat.”

“Sorry…”

“The rain did sneak up on us a bit. You couldn’t have predicted it, although I’d suggest checking weather forecasts before heading out,” he continues. He lifts the edge of her towel and dabs at her hair, covering the rest of her vision with white. “I’ll have Sato or Nishimura make soup for supper, and you’ll need to change out of those wet clothes as soon as possible.”

“My quirk’ll warm me up,” she mumbles.

His movements cease and she cringes. She replays the words in her head, hears how dejected and half-hearted she sounds like a mocking recording made only for her.

“Kemuri,” he says. His tone is gentle. “What’s on your mind?”

She slowly looks up at him, finally meeting those imploring blue eyes. Her thoughts are rampant, squirrelly, darting from her grandfather to Keiichi to her parents to her history to Hound Dog’s mission and back again.

She shrugs, her lip twitching at the edge before drooping. “There’s…too much to really say.”

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Iida escorts Kemuri upstairs to her room, stating that he wants to ensure that she gets there safely—she must truly look like a wreck if he thinks she won’t be able to make it to her room, at least. He leaves her alone once she’s inside, where she changes into dry clothes in a daze. What a miserable day.

She goes back downstairs, hoping that supper will happen soon, and she’s greeted by the familiar sound of her classmates talking.

You would think, after living in the dorms for almost a month, Kemuri would be used to the atmosphere, and yet it turns out that sixteen years of living in a relatively empty house has really skewed her expectations.

It’s times like these when she expects silence but finds the noise of conversation instead. She sees Ojiro and Shoji seated at one of the tables, Tokoyami leaned against the wall nearby. A few others are gathered in the common room. Kemuri notes that Midoriya is home, safe and sound, while Uraraka, Mina, Mineta, and Tsuyu are scattered around the couches with a few other boys standing nearby.

“Thank you,” Iida says to Midoriya as she approaches the table and slides into place next to Ojiro. “You’re an example to us all.” He adjusts his glasses.

“I don’t know how the rest of us are supposed to compete, though,” Kaminari says.

“Yeah, and you’ll be working at Sir Nighteye’s agency! That’s seriously amazing!” Sero adds.

“And I hear Togata recommended you,” Kirishima says.

Sato nods, the bag of snacks in his hand crinkling. “That’s pretty impressive, man.”

“Oh, um…yeah, I guess,” Midoriya says, scratching at his cheek lightly.

Kemuri nudges Ojiro. “What did I miss?” she asks.

“Midoriya’s got a work study with Sir Nighteye,” Ojiro says. “He just got back.”

Kemuri hums in acknowledgement, nodding slowly. That must have been why he was in such a hurry this morning. She doesn’t even have the energy to acknowledge that he just said “Sir Nighteye,” as in ”All Might’s former sidekick, Sir Nighteye.”

“I wish I had a place picked out,” Uraraka sighs, head perched on her hands. “The school said Gunhead hasn’t had enough interns, so his agency is a no-go.”

“I know what you mean,” Tsuyu agrees. “I wanted to go to Selkie’s, but that’s out too.”

Kirishima drapes himself over the back of the couch. “Yeah, so is Fourth Kind,” he whines. “He doesn’t even accept students for work studies.”

“The teachers sure aren’t making it easy for us, are they?” Sero asks.

“Thanks to all these requirements, a ton of agencies are ruled out right off the bat,” Kaminari says.

“We can’t really blame them,” Ojiro pipes up. “Unlike the internships, we’ll be directly involved, so if anything were to go wrong, then—”

“Then the pros have to take responsibility for whatever happened.”

Every head turns to the door, where Aizawa stands.

“Oh, hey, Mr. Aizawa!” Kaminari says.

“Only pros who are the real deal will take on rookies like you guys, knowing the risks involved,” Aizawa says. His attention falls on Tokoyami. “Tokoyami, looks like you’ve got an offer from one of them. Hawks has invited you to come work with him in Kyushu.”

“No way!” Kaminari exclaims.

“Dude, he’s the number three hero!” Sero gawks. “That’s awesome!”

“Woah, good job,” Sato adds.

Shoji and Kemuri share a look, then both look at Tokoyami. Hawks must have contacted him before now, then went through the school to file the offer officially. It explains the lack of surprise on Tokoyami’s face.

“Well, what do you say?” Aizawa asks.

Tokoyami nods. “I respectfully accept.”

“Alright then,” Aizawa says. “I’ll make sure you get the relevant paperwork later. Just let me know when you’re expected in Kyushu. I can sign off on your absences.”

“Congrats, Tokoyami,” Shoji says. “You psyched?”

“I’m grateful, of course,” Tokoyami says.

Kemuri feels amusement bubble in her chest, shaking her head. Shoji glances back at her and winks, making her press her fingers to her mouth to stop her smile. Ojiro’s brow furrows as he looks between them.

“Did…I miss something?” he asks.

“I’ll tell you later,” Shoji says.

“Also, Kirishima,” Aizawa says, making the three of them look up again. “Apparently, Amajiki from the Big Three wants to talk to you about something.”

Kaminari, Sero, and Sato whip their heads around as Kirishima pushes himself up from the back of the couch. “Huh? He wants me?” Kirishima asks.

“Uraraka and Asui, you’ve got your own Big Three summons from Hado,” Aizawa continues. “You can track them down sometime tomorrow or whatever.” He turns, then stops and looks right at Kemuri. Her breath hitches. “Shimakage, did anything happen while you were out?”

“N-No, sir.” And she means that in every aspect of the word.

“Good. That’s all for now,” he says before taking his leave.

Kirishima folds his arms behind his head. “Amajiki? That’s crazy. I wonder what he wants,” he wonders aloud.

“Considering the timing, it could be about the work study program,” Tsuyu says.

“No way!” Uraraka gasps. “That would be too good to be true, right?!”

“I have to wait until tomorrow?” Kirishima asks, almost to himself. He straightens up. “Nope! I’m going over to the third year dorms right now.”

“I don’t think I can wait either,” Tsuyu says, getting up. “Let’s go with him!”

“Yeah!”

The three of them leave in a hurry and Kemuri eyes the window, seeing that the rain has at least calmed down by now.

“JUST SHUT UP!” Bakugo roars, startling Kemuri from an impending daydream. She darts her head around wildly, but doesn’t see Bakugo anywhere. Has he been here this whole time? Is he haunting her?

“He’s around the corner with Todoroki,” Shoji says. Kemuri stops fidgeting and nods, cheeks heating up as she mumbles an apology.

“Man, I’m so jealous of those guys,” Kaminari whines.

“We’ll just have to work harder,” Sero says with a smile, leaning up against the back of the couch. Sato sits down on the armrest and keeps eating his snacks.

“Who cares about work studies anyway?” Mineta asks. “First years like us will just get stuck running errands and doing paperwork all day.”

“Oh, yeah. That happened at your internship, huh?” Kaminari asks.

Mineta’s face loses a shade or two and he grips his hair. “DON’T REMIND ME OF MY DISGRACEFUL PAST!” he wails.

Laughter bursts out around the room.

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“Kemuri! When did you get back?” Hagakure asks. “You just kinda up and disappeared on me anyway, so…”

“Sorry, Toru,” Kemuri sighs. They stand together in the hallway, Kemuri leaned against the wall next to Hagakure’s bedroom door. “It was…spur of the moment.”

“Is everything okay?”

“It…” Kemuri exhales. “I don’t know. I…was just looking into my family history some more. I didn’t find what I wanted to.”

“Aw, I’m sorry to hear that,” Hagakure says. Her hoodie sleeve moves closer and Kemuri feels her hand on her shoulder. “But, hey, it’ll be alright. You always bounce back from these things.”

Kemuri tries to smile. “Thanks.”

The door at the far end of the hall opens and Jiro steps out. She glances up and down the hall, stopping when she sees them.

“You two coming downstairs soon?” she asks. “Yaomomo’s setting up a study group.”

Kemuri shrugs, but Hagakure’s hand tightens on her shoulder and she dreads what comes next. “Yeah, we’ll totally come!” she says. “Come on, Kemuri.”

“B-But…”

Hagakure stops and fixes her with an invisible glare. Kemuri can tell. “Look, I know all you want to do is sulk in your room, but that isn’t healthy, girl. You need to hang out with all of us more, okay?”

Kemuri bows her head in shame. “I’m…I’m sorry…”

“It’s not a guilt thing, Kemmy! This is about me helping you, okay?” Hagakure says. “Because I’m mentally stable.”

“Ouch?”

“It’s true, isn’t it?”

“Yeah…”

“Then, come on. Just a little bit and if you’re still not feeling it, you can go back to your room.”

“Okay…”

Kemuri lets her drag her away.

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The girls try to study, but as soon as Uraraka and Tsuyu return from their excursion to the 3-B dorms, all conversation switches back to work studies, much to Kemuri’s chagrin.

“So?” Mina asks, dark eyes glittering. “What happened? What did Hado want?”

Uraraka flushes and Tsuyu smiles a little. “She’s going to introduce us to Ryukyu,” the latter says.

Kemuri’s head snaps up from where she had it lolled lazily against her hand. “Ryukyu?” she squeaks, breathless. “Like…Ryukyu, Ryukyu?” Her favourite female hero aside from Peacekeeper, Ryukyu? That Ryukyu?

“Both of you?!” Mina exclaims.

Uraraka bats her hands about. “I know, I know, it’s big…” she says. “I’m really excited. And…so nervous I think I might puke. What if she doesn’t like me?”

Tsuyu pats her friend’s shoulder. “You’ll be fine. You’re adorable, who wouldn’t love you?” Uraraka buries her face in her hands to hide her embarrassed blush.

“I feel like I’m missing out!” Mina wails. “You two, Midoriya, Kiri—”

“Kirishima’s got a work study?” Jiro asks.

“Yeah, Amajiki’s gonna introduce him to Fatgum. He just texted me,” Mina huffs, although there’s no malice in her words. She holds up her phone, where sure enough, there’s a text from Kirishima.

Kemuri has a moment where she has to swallow back another squeal at the thought of Fatgum, and instead says, “Um, not…not to mention Tokoyami’s got one too.”

“No way, really?!” Hagakure shouts. “How did I miss this?!”

“Mr. Aizawa came in earlier and told him,” Mina says. Kemuri decides that it isn’t important to mention that Tokoyami knew it was coming. “Most of you were upstairs in your rooms.” Uraraka and Tsuyu nod.

“Ugh, I wish I could do a work study,” Hagakure whines, “but Rebound isn’t reputable enough. Lame!”

Yaoyorozu chuckles. “Everyone needs to calm down,” she chides. “They’re just testing this whole thing out. We’re still first years. We’ll have plenty of time to get our own work studies.”

“Leave it to Yaomomo to be cool and collected,” Mina sighs. “So, I’m guessing you’re not going with Uwabami again?”

Yaoyorozu’s smile grows tense. “Ah…no, she doesn’t qualify,” she says. She clears her throat. “So! Anyway, let’s take a look at cosine again.”

The conversation dwindles out as the focus returns to studying, or the lack thereof. Uraraka and Tsuyu get up after a bit, both wanting to contact their parents about their good news, and head up to their rooms.

Hagakure, Mina, Jiro, Yaoyorozu, and Kemuri are left in a slightly less comfortable quiet. Kemuri can’t focus on math equations and judging by the fidgeting of the girls around her, they’re in the same boat.

“You know, I’m happy for them, but I’m also kinda jealous,” Jiro says, sitting back from her notebook and abandoning her pencil.

“You don’t have anything lined up?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“Nah. Death Arms doesn’t meet the criteria.” She shrugs. “I guess I’ll just be patient. It’s like you said, we’ve got time.”

“Kemuri, what about you?” Mina asks. “Are you gonna get a work study?”

Kemuri purses her lips. “Honestly…I…don’t think so.”

“What? Why not?” Jiro asks. “Didn’t you intern with Kamui Woods?”

“Yeah, but…” She fiddles with her braid. “I mean…I want one! B-But…I’ve had a lot happen recently and I just don’t feel mentally ready for balancing a work study and school, you know? B-Besides, Sero…Sero might ask Kamui first…”

Yaoyorozu’s face softens a little. “If I may ask,” she starts. “Todoroki talked to me about some things, and…”

Kemuri shakes her head. “It’s fine, I’m just…trying to pick myself back up.”

“What happened?” Mina asks, suddenly a lot quieter, and Jiro arches an eyebrow.

Kemuri swallows, hard, and Hagakure’s sleeves bunch a little at the shoulders. Kemuri darts a glance at her friend, then back at Mina. Her throat is dry.

“Well…” Kemuri starts. She twists her braid again. “Long story short, I had to leave behind something that’s been motivating me to become a hero. It’s been rough, so…I just don’t feel ready.”

“That’s alright,” Jiro says. “Move at your own pace, I say.”

“That’s what I’m thinking,” Mina agrees. She smiles at Kemuri and gives her a thumbs up. “I’m sure you’ll get a new motive, one that’s even stronger than before! I believe in you!”

Kemuri’s smile is wobbly. “T-Thanks, Mina.”

Easy enough to hope for, not so easy to obtain.

Chapter 147: Keeping Composure

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The next few days don’t garner much excitement, save for how Midnight’s class is dedicated to presentations of the quirk history projects. She takes volunteers for the first day, resulting in all the eager, excited students showing off how their quirks came to be.

So, on day one, the presentations go by like this:

“Okay, so get this, my mom can spit acid! And my dad can change his skin colour. Wild, right?”

“My family is proud to have Engine quirks in many variations throughout our history!”

“My mom’s quirk is called Spark! She can create electricity when she snaps her fingers. Then, my dad has Static. He can build up electricity in his body, then release it. Awesome, right? I got a beefed up version of both their quirks!”

“My dad’s quirk is Sugar Boost. He gets a big boost of energy whenever he consumes sugar, and my mom? She’s awesome. She can bite through anything, even metal! She can’t eat it though. She learned that the hard way.”

“So, I’m biologically related to one of my moms, while my little sister is biologically related to my other mom. My mom’s quirk is Tough, which basically makes her super tough! She can take hits like no one’s business! She’s so manly! And my other mom can detect metal, so she’s always finding lost coins and stuff. She’s so cool.”

“Listen up, shitheads! My mom secretes glycerin, so her skin’s all youthful even though she’s old as shit, and my clown of a dad can clap and create this pitiful excuse of an explosion. But, together, they actually made something amazing. Me. Suck my dick, fuckwads.”

Midnight decided to end it for the day after Bakugo’s colourful presentation.

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By far, the last day of presentations is the most awkward. Kemuri notices a trend very early on—the eager, confident students go first, followed by the ones who really couldn’t care less (she goes during day two), and lastly, the ones who would rather be anywhere else.

The last day is by far the most difficult to sit through.

“Ah…my mom…can help plants…g-grow,” Koda stammers, not meeting anyone in the eye. “A-And, my dad, he…he can understand animals, but he…can’t control them.” He swallows hard and looks at Midnight, eyes wide. “U-Um…”

Midnight claps her hands a few times. “Thank you, Koda. You can sit down if you like.”

Koda nods rapidly, bows, and scurries back to his seat. As soon as he’s sitting down, Sato reaches out to pat his shoulder reassuringly. Midnight calls up Todoroki and, Kemuri, with the rest of her class, turns and watches the boy approach with slight surprise on every face. Todoroki isn’t exactly subtle about his dislike for Endeavour, and if anyone hasn’t noticed, then his tendency to avoid home visits should say enough.

Todoroki goes to the front, crosses his arms over his chest, and blinks. “My dad has fire. My mom has ice. I…have both.” He looks at his teacher. “Can I sit down now?”

Midnight stares at him. “Maybe…give us a little more, dear? How about your siblings? Any quirk factors?”

His jaw clenches. Kemuri swears she can see his shoulder starting to smoke. Darting a look at her classmates, she wonders if any of them are wondering why Todoroki didn’t just opt out of presenting. Mineta did. He didn’t even attempt to talk to the class and was oddly quiet about the whole thing.

Midnight purses her lips, exhales, and waves her hand. “Alright, send me your research later. Thank you for trying, dear.” He moves back to his seat. Jiro shivers a little as he passes. “Alright. Now, there’s only one person left. Nishimura, would you please?”

He lifts himself out of his seat and walks to the front, lips pursed, shoulders hunched. He faces everyone, exhales, and braces his hands against the front podium.

“Alright, so my family mostly has Weapon Limb or a variation of it. They’re basically the exact same as mine,” he says.

He continues, outlining his aunts, uncles, many cousins, and how quirks vary through his family line. Some of them can regenerate, others can only transform below the elbow, and so on. He makes a clear point of avoiding any talk of his mother until he gets to his own quirk. He outlines his father’s quirk, which is the exact same as his, and his relaxed demeanour shifts before he continues.

“Then, my mom’s quirk is called Dream Sight,” he says. “It’s…a quirk that makes her dreams appear while she’s awake, but she’s the only one who can see them.” He observes the wide-eyed stares of his classmates. “It leaves her…confused, spacey, ah…” He clears his throat. “And yeah, it sucks. I…it…”

He takes in a deep breath, tries to compose himself, but he doesn’t speak again. The class waits. Nishimura’s freckled cheeks darken and he closes his eyes, gritting his teeth before turning to his teacher.

“I’m sorry,” he says, bowing his head a little. “Ms. Midnight, can I just send the rest to you?”

Midnight dons a gentle smile. “Yes, of course, dear. Thank you for sharing.”

He goes back to his seat. Despite her words, Midnight looks tired, like she’s regretting ever suggesting this project. Nonetheless, she ends off the class with a cheerful thanks to everyone for their hard work and openmindedness.

When the class ends, Kemuri notices a few people approaching Nishimura, hesitantly asking him if his mom is okay. Nishimura’s expression reads of shock that people care enough to follow up with him. It makes his cheeks turn pink.

“Ah, it’s alright,” he says to Tsuyu and Uraraka as their brows furrow slightly in concern. “It’s…it’s something I’m used to. I’m…” He clears his throat. “I’m just glad I didn’t get it. The doctors say it’s probably recessive.”

“If you need to talk, we’re here for you, Akio,” Tsuyu says.

He smiles softly at her. “Thanks, Tsu.”

He glances over, just catching Kemuri’s eye, and she tilts her head as she smiles a tiny bit. She pours every bit of “you okay?” energy into her expression and judging by the melancholy one he returns, he understands.

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Bright and early the next morning, things seem normal. Kemuri walks into class with her friends, ready to start the day, and immediately notices that something is up.

For one, Bakugo looks utterly ragged. Each cheek has a bandage on it and bruises dot his forehead, jaw, and nose. Kemuri’s brow furrows a little in concern as she reaches her desk, setting her bag on top.

“So, what’s up with Bakugo?” Mina asks. “Was he fighting again?”

Kaminari chuckles. “He’s not the only one busted up. Did you see Todoroki?”

Kemuri looks down the row to where Todoroki is standing at his desk, pulling books from his bag. He’s also covered in bruises and bandages, just as rumpled as Bakugo.

Mina gasps. “Not his beautiful face! Who would do such a thing?”

“Guess that provisional license course is tougher than I thought,” Kaminari says, leaning across Jiro’s desk.

Mina pumps her fists. “I bet it’s a great workout though!”

“STOP TALKING LIKE I’M NOT HERE!” Bakugo roars, starting to pound at his desk. No one even flinches, far too used to his outbursts by now.

Or, at least, almost no one flinches. Kemuri startles and flings herself into her desk, making a conscious effort not to look behind her as she fusses with her school supplies. She feels someone tap her shoulder and looks over at Hagakure.

“Poor Todoroki…” Hagakure sighs.

“He’ll be fine,” Kemuri assures her.

“CLASS IS ABOUT TO BEGIN!” Iida shouts, swinging one arm above his head. “Sadly, I must mark Tsuyu and Uraraka tardy!”

“Their absences are excused,” Yaoyorozu says from her desk.

“Kirishima isn’t here either, is he?” Jiro adds, glancing around the classroom as if to double-check her observation.

“Those three all got work studies,” Sero says. “Must be their first day.”

“Oh, yeah, that makes sense.”

Mineta stands next to Midoriya’s desk, tapping the surface. “Hey, how’d the work study go? Were there lots of scantily clad heroines at the agency, huh?”

“Yeah, sure,” Midoriya mumbles, his gaze far away.

“I don’t wanna hear how you’re getting ahead of me!” Bakugo shouts, clapping his hands over his ears as his fingers dig into his hair.

Midoriya keeps staring at his desk. Kemuri and Hagakure look away from him and at each other, Kemuri doing her best to lock on Hagakure’s eyes.

“Is he…okay?” Kemuri whispers.

Hagakure’s torso twists back, then returns to normal as she shrugs. “He’ll be fine?” she suggests.

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The rest of the day goes well. Kemuri is able to focus in her classes, get her notes down, and she only gets a small headache. Then, it’s time for hero training takes place at the USJ, where the exercise of the day is…swimming.

Kemuri’s stomach drops into her feet.

“You never know when you’ll be surrounded by water and still trying to save people!” Thirteen says. “So, all of you are going to swim across the Shipwreck Zone, save one of the dummies in the water, and get them to safety! Easy!” They lift their finger. “Use your quirks in new and creative ways, students!”

Kemuri stands at the edge of the water, her hands starting to shake. This is like a giant pool. She’ll be fine, she tells herself. No biggie. She sucks in a deep breath, marches to the edge, and stops. Is it cold? She should check—

The second her hand touches the water, she recoils and goosebumps cover her body. A few students are already in the water—or on it, in Iida’s case, as he took a running start and, by the power of his speed alone, stays above the waves. He’s like a one-man speedboat.

“Kemuri.”

She startles, looking up at Shoji. “What? Huh?”

“It’s okay,” he says. “Nothing is going to happen.”

She stares at him for another second, trying to take in his words, then she slumps. She rubs her arm, eyes darting to the water, and she shakes her head.

“I…really don’t want to get in,” she whispers.

Shoji’s brow furrows a little and he looks out at the buoys, marking where the training dummies are awaiting rescue. His eyes widen a little.

“I’ve got an idea,” he says.

“Yeah?”

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A few minutes later, Kemuri soars across the surface of the water, legs hooked around Shoji’s waist as he swims. She keeps her hands aimed backwards, releasing gushes of steam that boost him forward with every stroke. His head stays beneath the water, one of his tentacles forming a mouth that hovers above and allows him to breathe like a built-in snorkel.

Shoji reasoned that, if he was with her, Kemuri could both avoid getting submerged and simultaneously use the close contact to calm herself down. It was a good plan, she has to hand it to him, but she still hates how the cold water licks at her legs.

But, she has no choice but to push past it as they come to one of the buoys, where two dummies bob aimlessly in the water. Kemuri lifts both into her arms and Shoji takes off again, a little weighted down but showing no sign of stopping. Watching him swim, Kemuri wonders if this was part of Gang Orca’s training. She wouldn’t be surprised.

When they reach the shore, Shoji shakes his head like a dog, flicking water from his fluffy hair, and Kemuri lays the dummies down. The rest of the class comes in one by one, with the only exception being a very waterlogged Midoriya, whom Aizawa has wrapped in his capture scarf.

“Nicely done, you two!” Thirteen praises as they walk up to Kemuri and Shoji, bringing her attention back to the hero. “A little unconventional, I’ll say, but it worked so who am I to judge?”

“Thank you,” Shoji says.

Thirteen hurries away to greet Sero as he comes in, leaving Kemuri and Shoji alone. Kemuri sucks in a long, calming breath and releases some more steam up and down her legs, warming her back up. Her hands are still shaking, but she’ll be okay.

“Honestly…” she comments, looking up at Shoji. “I wasn’t sure if that plan would even work.”

He arches an eyebrow. “Wow. You have so little faith in me. I…am so hurt. Ouch. My heart.”

“Mezo,” she giggles.

“I’ve…taken a blow…I don’t know how I will go on…” He starts slowly sinking to the ground, knees bending.

She repeats his name through her laughter. “I’m sorry!”

He stops sinking and winks at her as he crosses his arms over his chest. “I accept your apology.”

They both look back at the shipwreck as Ojiro climbs out of the water, shaking his tail and head free of water after he sets his dummy down. Midoriya has been released from Aizawa’s capture scarf, but he looks just as distant and unfocused as he did before.

For a split second, Kemuri debates asking Uraraka if she knows what’s wrong with him, then remembers that Uraraka isn’t here. She’s at her brand-new work study with Tsuyu.

At that thought, Kemuri’s chest tightens and she bites the inside of her cheek.

“Hm,” she mumbles.

“What?” Shoji asks.

“Oh, uh…” She blinks, shakes her head. “I just…thought that Tsuyu would have loved this exercise.” It’s a lie, but she’d rather not admit to the jealousy welling up inside her. It’s her own stupid fault that she doesn’t have a work study.

He watches her for a second and she knows that he can hear her pounding heart, that he notices how tense she’s become. Maybe he’ll leave it alone, chalk it up to nerves about the water.

But, instead, salvation comes in the form of floating gloves.

“Gahhh, I’m so cold!” Hagakure whines as she tromps up to the two of them, Ojiro and Tokoyami at her side. Her gloves flail about. “I so did not want to skinny dip today!”

Ojiro’s cheeks turn red and he looks away from Hagakure as his tail moves to cover his mouth. Tokoyami scoffs under his breath, head bowed.

“Are you sure there’s no way you could wear clothes?” Kemuri asks. “I’m asking for your sake, of…of course.”

“I’m most effective when I’m naked,” Hagakure retorts. Her gloves cross over one the other and start rubbing. “Pretty sure my nipples could cut diamonds right now.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen as Tokoyami’s head bows further, beak almost touching his chest.

“Please…stop…” Ojiro pleads, the tips of his ears now tinged pink as well.

Shoji exhales, shaking his head. “Maybe you should grab a towel. You don’t want to catch a cold.”

“Oo, good idea,” Hagakure says. “It’s either that or cuddling someone for warmth.”

Ojiro coughs, one hand covering his nose as he mutters something about going to the bathroom, scurrying off a second after. Kemuri watches him leave, then turns and looks through Hagakure to see Mineta staring at the invisible girl, his face pink and his mind no doubt going wild. Kemuri narrows her eyes, about to speak out when Sato picks Mineta up by the neck and carries him away, shaking his head.

Noticing Kemuri’s gaze, Hagakure gasps. “Huh? What? Is there something on me?” she asks, her boots turning this way and that. “I don’t see anything. Big surprise, right? Hey, where’d Ojiro go?”

Tokoyami utters, “He had urgent business to attend to.”

Shoji chuckles and Kemuri covers her eyes, groaning. “You’re all good, Toru,” she says. “Maybe go get that towel now?”

“Gotcha! Be right back!”

For a few seconds, Shoji, Kemuri, and Tokoyami remain in silence.

“It is so difficult to keep my composure around her,” Tokoyami utters. Kemuri bursts into a fit of giggles as Shoji’s eyes close, his shoulders quivering with hidden amusement.

Notes:

I tried to make everyone do their presentation, or at least get a blurb, but it got repetitive fast. Instead, for those who are interested, here’s my headcanons for the parental quirks of Class 1-A that I didn’t put in the story already.

Aoyama: Mom’s quirk is Laser Eyes (pretty straightforward). His father’s quirk is called Sparkle, meaning he sparkles and that’s it. He’s a French model and currently lives abroad, much like Midoriya’s dad.

Ashido: Mom has Acid Spit, allowing her to spit a corrosive material, and her Dad’s quirk is Chameleon, which basically allows his skin-colour to change as he pleases.

Uraraka: A mutation, so it’s unlike her parents’ quirks. Her mom can know the exact weight of something just by touching it. Her dad can locate the studs in walls without a studfinder machine.

Koda: Mom’s quirk is Green Thumb, which allows her to help plants grow by singing to them. Dad has Animal Whisperer, meaning he can understand animals but not control them.

Jiro: Mom has Earphone Jack. Her dad is Quirkless.

Sero: His dad has Tape, but the dispensers are on his knees. His mom’s quirk is Stapler—she can produce staples from her wrists.

Mineta: He got his quirk from his mom (both have Sticky Balls). Dad’s quirk is called “Lubricant” which allows him to produce a lubricating substance from his hands.

Yaoyorozu: Her father’s quirk is “Count,” which allows him to look at any group of items and immediately know how many there are. Her mother can touch anything and know what it’s made up of. Yaoyorozu’s quirk was a bit of a shock to them, but they’re proud of her nonetheless.

Chapter 148: The Not-So-Far Past

Chapter Text

The class is abuzz this morning, leaving Kemuri confused. Uraraka, Tsuyu, and Kirishima are back, she notices, and almost everyone has their phone out.

“Holy crap, Kirishima!” Kaminari hollers.

Kirishima blinks. “Huh?”

“Take a look at this!” Kaminari says, shoving his phone at Kirishima’s face. “Your hero name’s all over the news sites today. It’s freaking crazy!” As Kirishima reads, Kaminari recites the headline, “Newcomer sidekick Red Riot bursts onto the scene! He rescued innocent civilians and fought a villain on his very first patrol!”

Bakugo growls a little. Kemuri blinks a few times as she slips towards her desk, hoping to go unnoticed. Yaoyorozu and Jiro stand at Jiro’s desk, both looking at Jiro’s phone with awe in their eyes.

“And he’s not the only one! Look, check out Tsuyu and Uraraka!” Mina says, then reads, “New sidekicks at Ryukyu Agency. Two there for a work study! That’s so cool!”

Jiro notices Kemuri and moves closer, holding her phone out. Kemuri squints at the article, but aside from the headline the rest of the print is far too tiny to read without her glasses. She does see a picture of Uraraka and Tsuyu in their hero costumes, standing next to Hado and Ryukyu. She nods thoughtfully and Jiro takes her phone back.

Uraraka smiles, gazing at the article with wide, bright eyes. “Wow…I can’t believe this is real!”

Tsuyu blinks at Mina’s phone. “When did they even snap that picture?”

“I’m so jealous!” Hagakure squeals as she bounces up to Mina’s side.

“Oh, hey, you know what? You might already have your own fan club like Mt. Lady does!” Mina gushes.

“And check this,” Jiro says, still reading off her phone. Yaoyorozu and Kemuri peer over her shoulders. “What heroes in training! They’re cute, they’re efficient, but even more importantly, they managed to get the job done.”

“You have provisional licenses now and you’re seen as heroes,” Iida says, head bowed and arms crossed over his chest. “I must thank you for your service.” His head snaps up, eyeing all four work study students as he aims one hand at them. “But a student’s top priority is academics! Hit those books!”

“Yeah, let’s learn stuff!” Kirishima says, pumping his fists and darting a glance at Midoriya. “We got this, right?”

“Yeah!” Midoriya agrees.

“Wait, didn’t you tell us you’ve been having trouble with your assignments lately?” Kaminari asks.

“The teachers said that they’d set up some extra lessons for me,” Kirishima says.

“Maybe I should check into those,” Sero sighs. “I’m totally slipping.”

“Remember, we all learn at our own pace,” Yaoyorozu says.

“Yeah, who cares, right?” Kaminari laughs, a relaxed grin on his face as he heads back to his desk.

Somewhere in the bustle, Kemuri finally sits down at her desk. Against her better judgement, she pulls out her phone and types in “Red Riot.” Hero News pops up, showing an article about Kirishima’s debut, and when she types in “Uravity and Froppy,” the article she saw on Jiro’s phone appears.

That stupid, gut-clenching feeling returns, her hands shaking. Her classmates are debuting as heroes and what is she doing? Visiting shrines and graves, asking questions from a dead man, getting absolutely nowhere because there’s nowhere to go.

She’s happy for them, truly. They’re amazing and they always have been but, as she puts her phone away, the only thing in her mind is her grandfather’s disapproving glare, his voice telling her that she must be better. She’s pretty sure that, at this point, every cruel thought she has manifests in her grandfather’s voice.

She grips the end of her braid, squeezing it as she presses her knuckles against her leg.

“Are you okay?” Ojiro whispers, making her head whip towards him.

She takes a split second to think, like when a computer screen buffers, and then she nods. “F-Fine.”

He purses his lips, but doesn’t say anything else as Aizawa walks into the room and commands their attention. Kemuri tries her best to silence her stupid, stupid mind.

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Tuesday can’t come soon enough.

At lunch, she rushes to Hound Dog’s office, tripping exactly three times in her haste and nearly running into a General Studies student. It’s not that she’s particularly eager, she just wants to find out what he’ll suggest to help her now that his first idea didn’t work.

By now, Hound Dog’s office has become a comforting presence in and of itself. For her, comfort and familiarity come when she can walk into a place and knows that she can navigate it without fear of tripping. She knows exactly where the plush couches and low coffee table are. She knows which way to step to avoid bumping her hip on his desk on her way to grab tissues from one of the shelves. She even knows the smell—woodsy, a strange scent that reminds her of when she gives kisses to Ichiro’s paw pads.

“So,” Hound Dog says once they’re seated, her on the couch, him on the armchair across from her. “Did you revisit your past?”

She sighs. “I tried, but I didn’t find anything,” she says. She fiddles with her fingers. “Like, I visited my family shrine and my family grave, but nothing about my history really helped. It just frustrated me.”

“Hm…” He shifts a bit, one hand reaching to his chin. “And…what were you looking for? At those shrines?”

She blinks. “Um…well—” She stops, exhales hard enough to make her lips flap, then shrugs. “I…don’t know. I guess I hoped I’d learn something about this great-uncle of mine, but…whatever…”

“And how do you feel about being a hero? After all this?”

She bows her head, embarrassment colouring her cheeks. “I…I don’t know.”

They sit in silence for a bit.

Hound Dog shifts, clearing his throat. “You told me a little while ago that you had an epiphany after Kamino Ward. You wanted to be a hero who would protect other heroes.”

“Yeah.”

“You also told me that hearing Togata’s story of how he rose to the top inspired you, but also scared you.”

She doesn’t meet his eyes. “Y-Yeah.”

“So, it seems to me like you haven’t lost your motivation for being a hero,” he says. “But, you have to adjust to having a new reason, a new…purpose.”

“But, but those are just ideas!” she insists. “I…can’t just snap my fingers and change the entire course of my life. It…doesn’t work that way.”

“Why not?”

She blinks, mouth half-open. “W-What?”

“Why not? Why can’t you just take charge of your life, or where you’re headed?”

She doesn’t say anything for a few long seconds. “U-Uh…because…” She flushes. “I…I don’t know.”

He smiles a little. He looks softer when he smiles, even with his doglike mouth. Maybe Kemuri’s just desensitized to different types of mouths and the smiles that come with them.

“See, I think your problem comes from the fact that you don’t feel like you’re in control of your own life,” he says. “Your grandfather has always dictated your actions, in a way. He’s the one who gave you an incentive to work hard at the entrance exam. He’s the one who pushed you to win in the Sports Festival. You’ve told yourself that everything you do is because of your grandfather.”

“Yes…”

“But, all along, it was your own strength that got you this far. Don’t you see that?”

Kemuri bites her lip. “He…he always said it wasn’t good enough.”

“I firmly believe he was only saying that because you kept reaching his expectations. He couldn’t get past this image he has of you, of someone who is far weaker and far less capable than you really are.”

She stares at her lap. “He said…during our fight, that everything he did was to make me stronger.”

“Maybe, in his eyes, he felt that constantly adding more pressure was the only way to do that. I feel bad for him, honestly.”

She keeps staring into nothing, her chest aching. “You…do?”

He pauses, then chuckles. “Shimakage, you may be the one with partial vision, but he’s the one who is truly blind if he cannot see all that you’ve done.”

She lets out a weak, halfway laugh. “T-That’s silly,” she says.

“But,” Hound Dog says, “that brings me back to my other point. You have a very hard time accepting your achievements as your own, always crediting it to something else. But, when you fail, you’re quick to accept the blame.”

“I…I don’t do that.”

“How did you pass the entrance exam?”

She frowns. “I managed to get enough points to…to just make it in, but only because Nishi helped me save that girl.”

“Okay, then how did you get through the first stage of the Sports Festival?”

“Pretty much everyone in the Hero Course did, so…”

“Then what happened in the second round?”

“I was a bad teammate. I made Shinso angry.”

“Why did Kamui Woods want you as an intern?”

“He thought I could help Sero improve.”

“How did you pass your final exam?”

“You went easy on Nishi and I when he started having a breakdown. We would’ve been doomed in a real fight…”

“Why did Kirishima want your help to save Bakugo?”

“I was the only option left. The better stealth types weren’t available.”

“How did you earn 94 points on the Provisional License Exam?”

“It was a simulated space. In a real fight, I…”

She stops. Hound Dog slowly raises an eyebrow, if it can be called that, pen poised on the paper, and she hunches her shoulders up as heat floods her face.

“Do you see the point I’m trying to make?”

She nods, still not looking at him. She’s supposed to be decently smart and good at figuring things out, and yet here, it’s like Hound Dog becomes a common sense filter and she ends up caught in his logic trap before her stupid, messed-up brain can catch on.

He leans forward, setting the board aside and resting his elbows on his knees. “Shimakage, I don’t think you’ve lost your purpose. I think that you doubt your ability to be a hero, and everything with your grandfather has just magnified that.”

She shrugs. “Y-Yeah…” Her voice creaks.

“Why is that? What do you think?”

She sniffles a little and her shoulders lift weakly yet again. “I…I don’t know. I guess…”

The Provisional Exam comes to mind. She thinks of how her entire body froze when she saw Todoroki get shot with that cement gun. She thinks of when Togata talked about how sometimes, heroes watch people die. She thinks of how Shoji, in all his collectedness and emotional stability, still came to her with concerns and worries that he had left buried.

“I still…freeze up,” she mumbles. “Midnight’s been working with me on getting over my fear of water and I’m…I’m pretty much solid unless I see an actual lake, but…” She sighs. “But, at the license exam, I saw Todoroki get shot with this…cement, and all I thought of was Nishi and L-L…”

She coughs, hands shaking, and she lets out a sad, dry laugh.

“God, I can’t…I can’t even say his name without stuttering,” she says.

“It’s alright.”

She looks up at him, tears starting to brim on her lashes. “What…what if I don’t get over it?” she asks. “What if I…what if I never heal and I try to be a hero but the second I see someone…get hurt, or I run into a villain, my mind sends me back to that…to that night? How…” She sucks in a sharp, rattling breath. “How can I be a hero like that?”

“Shimakage.” His tone is serious, yet gentle. “Every hero has their traumas, and…no, they don’t go away. All you can do is learn to cope, and you’ve been doing that. You’ve done wonderfully, but only because you were willing to accept help. That’s a big step, and that was all you.”

She sniffles again, moving to wipe her eyes, and Hound Dog reaches for the tissues. He hands her the box and she thanks him, snatching a tissue and gathering her tears up, then blowing her nose. She tosses it aside and grabs another.

“It’s…terrible that all of you were exposed to this at such a young age,” he continues, “and I will forever be sorry about that. Still, you and all your classmates have shown resilience that would put some pros to shame.” He reaches across the gap and pats Kemuri’s shoulder. “You’re getting there. I know that one day, you’ll remember the trauma, but it’ll be…a memory. Something faint.”

“Like…like the scars on my shoulder?” she asks, just above a whisper.

“Like the scars on your shoulder.”

The clock ticks away as they wait in the silence again. She stares at the balled up tissue in her hands.

“I…I want to believe it, but…it’s so hard,” she admits.

He watches her with softness in his eyes. “Can I ask you something?”

“Yeah?”

“Why is it that you don’t believe in yourself?”

She has to take a second, not expecting the question. She swallows, clears her throat, scrambles for a reasonable answer. The only one that comes to mind makes her heart hurt all over again.

“No one else…really has. Not as a kid, not…not before U.A…”

“Your parents didn’t?”

She purses her lips. She thinks of what her mother said when she spoke to Mr. Aizawa before the dorm move, how she admitted that she always thought Kemuri wouldn’t be able to achieve her dreams because of her disability. She only said she was wrong in hindsight, seeing how far Kemuri has come now.

“Not…not always,” she mumbles. “They…they supported me, but…I know they only said that because they love me, because they wanted me to be happy. It didn’t feel real, not when…not when they obviously care for me and want me to do my best.” She shakes her head. “I think…deep down, they wanted me to aim lower.”

“Someone must have been there for you.”

“I…don’t remember.”

“Think really hard—”

“There’s no one!” she snaps. Hound Dog blinks a few times and she gasps, covering her mouth. “I…I’m sorry, I…” She closes her eyes, trembling. “I’m sorry, it’s just…I shouldn’t have…”

“It’s alright. I shouldn’t have pushed. Let’s start over. Take your time.”

“It’s just…there really wasn’t anyone. The only thing that…that kept me going was my grandfather’s expectations of me, and…and my own dream of being better than my mom,” she says. “I…I didn’t even let myself imagine…becoming a hero, not seriously, until…”

Somei Academy pops into her head. Somewhere in the three years she spent there, she found the courage to seriously chase her dream. Until then, it was always a “if this works, then great! But, don’t get your hopes up” type of thing, where she studied and imagined the possibilities but always thought that, no, it couldn’t become her life.

She almost laughs. It makes her happy to know that, if she could go back in time and see herself at the start of her third year in middle school, her past self would be amazed at what she accomplished even if her present self can’t quite see what’s so amazing.

“Shimakage?” Hound Dog asks.

She startles from her thoughts. “Somei.”

His eyebrows lift. “Your old middle school?”

“Ah, yeah, it…” She clears her throat, reaches to tug at her tie. “It…it’s where I decided, I guess. High school was coming up fast, and I knew…I needed good grades if I was going to try for U.A.”

“U.A was always the goal?”

“My grandfather and my mother went here,” she says. “It…was a dream.”

“So, when did you decide to make it a reality?”

“I…I guess…” She exhales. “I don’t know, just…I filled out the application and sent it in one day.”

She racks her memories, but the only thing she remembers from that day was running into Iida and how he helped her gather her books. She had the application then, on her way to fill it out and hand it in. She was even less confident then than she is now, so…what changed? What gave her that push if there were no friends or family to tell her that she could, without a doubt, succeed?

Hound Dog lets out a low, growling chuckle. “I think the past you need to visit is at Somei, then,” he says. He grabs his clipboard and jots something down. “That is what I had in mind originally, you know?”

Kemuri gapes. “Wait, you…you mean I wasn’t supposed to search my ancestry?”

“I was thinking more about your personal path, but…now that I think of it, I should’ve clarified.”

Her face flushes, her chin tucking to her chest as she lets out a small groan. She was so obsessed with Keiichi that she didn’t stop and actually think about what else she could do to help her out. No wonder it didn’t make sense.

“Oh…” she mumbles.

Another half-growl, half-laugh. “So, I think you should make plans to visit Somei,” he says, already writing out what she can guess is a note for Aizawa, giving her permission to leave the grounds again. “I want you to find where that encouragement came from, because…if I’ve learned anything about you in these past few months, it’s that you didn’t get it from yourself.”

She huffs a little. “Aren’t you supposed to be nice to me?”

“I’m supposed to tell you the truth and help you confront the worst parts of yourself, Shimakage.” He smirks, looking her in the eye. “Then, I’m supposed to help you heal.”

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“So, Tenya…”

Iida looks over at Kemuri, keeping his steady jog in time with hers. “Yes?”

“I…I’m gonna be visiting Somei,” she says. “Friday, after school.”

His eyes widen. “What brought this on? Not saying it’s strange to visit your previous schools, but why now?”

She shrugs lightly, feet slapping against the earth. “I’ve been having a hard time ever since…” She swallows, releases a rush of air. “You know.”

“I’m aware, yes.” He briefly checks his stopwatch.

“So, I’m trying to find…well…” She purses her lips. “I’m trying to find my confidence, so…so I can be the best hero I can be. I believe Somei might help me find it.”

He thinks about it for a second before he nods. “Well, I hope it goes well for you! You have my support,” he says. “And, if you want, I could come along.”

She likes, no, loves that idea, but as she opens her mouth to say yes, she stops. This is something she has to do on her own. Just having his support is enough, no matter how nice it would be to spend more time with him.

“Thank you, but,” she starts, “I think I’d better go alone.”

“I understand. Please, be sure to dress appropriately for the weather before you leave.”

She laughs softly. “I will.”

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After school on Friday, Kemuri packs her bag and heads downstairs, nerves buzzing through her like rampant bumblebees. Most people are still in their rooms, changing out of their uniforms and settling in after a long, tiring day of school, and Kemuri walks the halls alone.

Then, she rounds the corner and sees Iida sitting on the couch, staring at a notebook, pen in hand yet not writing anything. Kemuri’s lips purse and she takes one step towards the front doors before changing course and moving towards him.

“Tenya?” she asks.

He looks up, pen stuttering in his fingertips. “Oh, Kemuri! Are you headed out?”

“Yeah,” she says, gripping the strap of her backpack a little tighter. She eyes the vacant spots around him. “You’re…all alone?”

“What?” He blinks a few times, registers what she said, and clears his throat. “Ah, right, yes…it seems my usual group is absent, you see.”

Oh, yeah, Kemuri remembers. Kirishima, Midoriya, Tsuyu, and Uraraka went out for their work studies earlier, then Todoroki and Bakugo had another remedial course class. That takes out all the members of Iida’s usual squad.

“I’m sorry,” she mumbles. “Ah…are you alright?”

“I’m fine!” he answers immediately. She watches him for a second before he sighs. “Or, at least, I am trying to be. I’m very used to having them around.”

“Yeah, I…I bet.”

She doesn’t have a watch, but she can sense the minutes ticking by. She needs to go, figure out this whole “past” thing and find her path, but she can’t move; not when Iida is sitting here looking lonelier than ever.

“Come with me,” she says.

His angular brows furrow. “Pardon?”

She clears her throat, cheeks flushing. “A-Ah, come…to S-Somei,” she repeats. “With me. Please?”

“I thought you said—”

“I know,” she interrupts. “Sorry, I mean, I…I did, but maybe it’d be…nice, to…to have a friend with me?”

She closes her eyes and holds her breath, knuckles turning white as she clenches both hands. Her brain goes into panic mode while the rest of her body stays calm. He didn’t really want to go when he offered, did he? He was just offering to be nice. He’s nice. He doesn’t really want to come. Stupid, should’ve just saved your dignity and left.

“I would love to!” he says, getting to his feet and making her startle, eyes snapping open. “It’s been so long, I wouldn’t mind visiting! Besides, it’s better if we go together. There’s safety in numbers, you know!”

“You…want to?” she asks dumbly.

“That’s what I said,” he replies with a smile. “Wait here, I’ll go retrieve my things.”

He dashes off without another word, leaving Kemuri to sit down on the couch and wait.

While she waits, a few others come downstairs, some just looking to relax, others in search of snacks. Kaminari, Sero, and Mina—missing Bakugo and Kirishima from their usual squad—join Kemuri on the couch, quick to notice her packed bag and lack of casual “laze around the dorm” clothing.

“Where are you headed?” Kaminari asks. His eyes widen. “Aw, did you get a work study too? I’m jealous.”

“Oh, no,” Kemuri says, shaking her head. “I’m…ah, visiting Somei Academy, my old middle school. Going down memory lane, you know?”

“Ooh, so you’re the preppy type,” he says, nodding in a sage way that doesn’t suit him. “Isn’t Somei super stuffy?”

“It’s…elite,” she mumbles.

Sero arches an eyebrow. “Seems a little weird, not gonna lie,” he says. “Middle school isn’t exactly something I’d want to revisit.”

“Why?” Mina asks, frowning. “Didn’t you have fun? I had a ton of fun!”

“Eh, sure, but it was just school,” he says. He cringes. “Plus, I had braces, acne, and the greasiest hair ever…I kid you not, I think I was scared of shampoo.”

“Ugh, braces,” Kaminari whines.

“You know, that explains your perfect teeth,” Mina says, making Sero’s cheeks turn faintly pink.

“Perfect?” he repeats, eyes wide.

“Have you seen your smile? Straightest teeth ever.”

He blinks, then clears his throat in an awkward chuckle. “Well, ah…thanks,” he says. “They cost a bunch so I’m glad it turned out.”

As Mina and Kaminari snicker, Kemuri hears the elevators ding and looks towards them as Iida emerges. She stands, maybe a little too eager, as he walks toward her and then, remembering herself, turns to face her companions.

“I’ve gotta go,” she says. “Have fun with…uh, whatever you do.”

“You too, girl!” Mina says.

Kemuri waves and maneuvers around the couch, falling into step beside Iida as they head for the door. They have to sign out first, then meet up with the teacher who’s going to be escorting them.

Because of U.A’s new heightened security practices, students leaving campus are often escorted to their destination by a teacher. Exceptions to this are when there are multiple students in a large group or when the student is going with an upperclassman. Such is the case with the work study students, as they just go with their Big Three senpai to the work studies. Bakugo and Todoroki have to be taken to all their remedial courses by a teacher too, although Kemuri wonders if that’s because of Bakugo.

Kemuri was, until very recently, going to Somei Academy by herself, so Aizawa made sure to have a teacher lined up to go with her. As they step outside Heights Alliance, Kemuri eyes the sky. It’s sunny, but the horizon has dark clouds growing from it like ominous mountains.

“Don’t worry, I packed an umbrella in case of rain,” Iida says, noticing her gaze.

Kemuri smiles. “Always good to be prepared, right?”

“Of course! You should be ready for anything!” he insists, swiping his hands around and making her smile even bigger. She can feel her nerves waning.

Alright, maybe this was a good idea.

Chapter 149: Suzuki's Wisdom

Chapter Text

The teacher Aizawa sent to go with Kemuri is Midnight and if it weren’t for Iida’s presence, Kemuri would be pleased. Instead, she has to deal with Midnight’s knowing gaze and the coy quirk of her lips the second she sees the two students approaching. Iida doesn’t seem to notice. Kemuri does.

Kemuri starts to explain, but Midnight doesn’t want to hear it. “Oh, it’ll be like I’m not even here,” she assures them as they leave the U.A grounds. “Don’t worry, dear.”

Kemuri is far too aware of Midnight walking a few paces behind them the entire way to the train station.

On the train, Kemuri and Iida stand in the crowd of commuters heading home for the day, their bodies pressed together. Kemuri prays that she isn’t completely red, but she has Iida’s chest in her face and, with their height difference, she’s in the perfect position to get an eyeful of his collarbone.

It is a nice collarbone, though.

She sighs heavily and the heat in her face tells her that her prayers weren’t answered. Midnight is elsewhere on the same train-car and, thankfully, she isn’t anywhere in Kemuri’s line of sight. Kemuri is trying (and failing) to forget all of the things she’s told Midnight about Iida, and she knows that seeing Midnight’s sparkling eyes will just make that more difficult.

“Is something wrong?” Iida asks.

She startles and tilts her head back, just able to see the concerned pinch of his forehead. “What? No, I’m…ah…” She clears her throat. “I’m…fine.”

“If you’re nervous, there’s no reason to be. It’s just a visit.”

She purses her lips. The train sways a little as it goes around a corner and she feels Iida’s hand on her arm, keeping her body steady while her heart goes wild.

She is nervous about visiting Somei, but he’s right. She’s got nothing to worry about, and it’s not like she’s worried about the visit itself. She’s worried about what will happen if nothing comes of it.

Another sigh. “Tenya, did…did I ever tell you why I decided to go to U.A?”

“I assumed you wanted to be a hero,” he answers. “But, no, you never told me specifics.”

She closes her eyes. She could lean in, rest against his solid, steady body and only have to think about keeping her legs underneath her, his presence grounding her. She brings her head forward, forehead brushing the base of his throat as another breath weeds its way out of her.

“I…wanted to surpass my mother,” she murmurs. “You know, she’s the only person my grandfather truly loves, or…at least, the only one who’s still alive.” She briefly thinks of her grandmother, a ghost who passes by and disappears in a blink. “I thought that, maybe, if I became a hero and proved to be greater, stronger than her, my…my grandfather…”

Her throat closes up and she feels her eyes burn. In the silence, she feels Iida’s throat bob against her hair.

“You thought it would make him love you,” he murmurs. His tone is gentle, edged with something she can’t place. Pain? Anger?

“Mm,” she mumbles, managing a nod.

The train sways again. His hand tightens on her arm as she wobbles, pressing closer to him.

“He really doesn’t deserve your love, Kemuri,” he says. “I wish I could understand why you...” A pause. “I just wish I could understand.”

“That’s the thing,” she says. “I…I know I have to give that up, but I can’t. I still think of him with everything I do, still…still wonder what he’ll think.”

“Old habits die hard?”

“I can barely injure mine.”

That earns her a chuckle, one that floods into her chest and spreads through her body like a tingling flame. She smiles. For some reason, standing here with him and chatting idly, she feels like they’re in their own little world instead of standing on a train, surrounded by strangers (and Midnight).

“So, does Somei have something to do with all this?” he asks.

She nods. “I need to remind myself of why I took the chance.” She looks up at him again, finding that his eyes are already on her. For a second, her words clog in her throat, and she swallows. “I…need to remember what made me try for U.A.”

“Wasn’t it always your plan?”

“N-No…I…” Her cheeks flush. “It…was a dream of mine, but I never really thought I could do it.”

“But something changed.”

“Yes, and I need to find what that is.”

His lip lifts at the corner. “I’m happy to accompany you on this mission, Kemuri.”

Looking up at him, everything seems okay, even if for just a moment. “And…I’m happy that you’re with me.”

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The school is almost empty when Kemuri and Iida arrive. Midnight lets them know that she’ll be in the area and reminds them to keep in touch before wandering away. The outdoor courtyard has some straggling students heading home for the day and when they go inside, the only sign of further life are the faint noises coming from the after school clubs.

“Huh,” Iida says.

“What?” Kemuri asks.

He sucks in a breath, eyes glistening as he puts a fist to his chest. “I…am overcome with nostalgia.”

She giggles, one hand covering her mouth to stifle it. It's strange to be back in these halls, although her memories aren’t nearly as nostalgic as she imagines Iida’s are. She spent many months here feeling very lonely and very hopeless.

It hasn’t even been that long since she left and yet, it feels like she’s been gone for years. She’s aged quickly since leaving here.

The two of them visit the main office, sign in, and after a happy greeting from the secretary welcoming the two of them back, they head out.

“So, where are we going?” Iida asks.

Kemuri looks around, pursing her lips. “I…have no idea.” She exhales. “Uhm…maybe…we could check out our old classrooms?”

“An excellent idea!”

The hallways stay relatively empty, although sometimes students go by after leaving their clubs, some ogling them with wide eyes as they pass. Kemuri is reminded that most, if not all, of these students probably watched the Sports Festival. If they didn’t know them before, then they definitely know them now—and if not both, then Iida at least.

Walking around with Iida, Kemuri is hit with the reality of how different their experiences here were. Iida has stories to spare, detailing the times he verbally disciplined bullies by his locker or how much fun he had with his companions in this classroom or that one and how being on such and such a sports team gave him a rush.

Kemuri doesn’t have stories. She doesn’t have anything memorable, anything worth sharing, and the weight of it sags her shoulders. She came to this school, did her work and went through the motions, then returned home without a word.

“But, you know,” Iida says, finally stopping to take a breath in the middle of another epic tale, “I can’t say I miss it.”

She blinks a few times. “You don’t? But…you were so popular, I…I thought…”

His smile turns into something melancholy as he adjusts his glasses. “That’s the thing. I don’t think anyone truly enjoyed my company.” He exhales. “Truthfully, outside of school, I did not spend time with anyone. I was focused on my studies. Also, many of the students in my class knew of my family or Tensei. One of them openly admitted to me that he hoped I’d be able to introduce him to my brother so he could get a head start on becoming a hero.”

She stares at him, too stunned to say a word. Her tongue feels like lead in her mouth.

Iida shrugs, sweeping one hand up and chopping it. “That’s why I didn’t share anything about my brother or my family to Midoriya and Uraraka when I met them! I feared they would see me differently or treat me…the way the people here treated me.”

“It…it was that bad?”

“It wasn’t unbearable, and I do not blame them. It’s hard to become a hero and I, being from a hero family, must have looked like I had an advantage. In truth, the only way to become a hero is to truly believe in yourself and work hard. My family cannot help me if I’m not willing to do the work.”

Kemuri nods, still processing everything. How many of Iida’s classmates tried to get into U.A? How many of them were real, true blue friends, people who really wanted to be close to him? How many years did she spend watching him in the hallway or the cafeteria, envious of the people she saw gathered around him, and all along maybe he was just as lonely as she was.

“But,” Iida says, looking down at her as a smile crosses his face. “A lot of them tried for U.A, but you and I got in, and you…you’re very heroic, Kemuri. I’m glad it was you.”

She thinks her heart might explode out of her chest at his words. She looks away, reaching to tug on her braid. “I…I don’t…” She shakes her head. “You heard me on the train, Tenya. I…I only wanted to become a hero because of my family. It’s not noble, it’s…selfish.”

She hears him exhale. “Well…perhaps it isn’t the most heroic aspiration, but I’ve seen you. You’ve encouraged me since the first day at U.A and you have a kind heart, and that isn’t something you can fake.”

She blinks against the tears on her lashes. She always thought of it as a soft heart, a weak and pathetic heart.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

“Shimakage?”

Her head snaps up towards the new voice and, a few feet away, she sees a face that she only partially remembers. It’s a boy with curly blond hair, each curl twisting upwards like the horns of a Kudu antelope, and his eyes are cold and green. He was in her class, she knows that, but his name escapes her.

“A-Ah…hi?” she says.

The boy’s eyes narrow and he moves closer. He’s wearing a plain buttoned white shirt beneath a blue blazer, making him look as proper as any gentleman of Somei should look. One question remains though; he graduated along with her, so why is he here?

“Why are you here?” he snaps.

She recoils. “I…u-uh…” She pales. “I’m sorry, I don’t…”

His eyes narrow even further. “Oh, you don’t remember me? Of course, you don’t. Why am I not surprised?” He shakes his head, lip curling. “You get into U.A and suddenly you’re too good for us, huh?”

“I-I…”

“Excuse me!” Iida says. Kemuri whips her head to her side as Iida stops there, eyeing the boy sharply. “You shouldn’t speak to her that way.”

The boy switches his glare to Iida. “Oh, you were that stick-up-the-ass class rep from 3-A. Iida, yeah?”

Iida sputters. “Stick up the…who do you think you are? A man of Somei should never—”

“You didn’t answer my question,” the boy says, glaring at Kemuri again. “What are you doing here? Did you come back to gloat, flaunt your—”

“Tsunohon,” yet another new voice says as footsteps appear down the hall. “Enough.”

Tsunohon tenses, his malice flickering out in lieu of faint fear, the type of fear you feel when you get caught, and Kemuri remembers. He was one of the boys in her class who was always a little too loud and often got caught by her teacher’s glare. He was another hero hopeful, always talking about the things he would do when he got famous.

In the final days of middle school, after Kemuri got accepted to U.A, he was one of the students lamenting the “stupid entrance exam.” Kemuri stayed quiet. No one asked her what school she was going to. No one cared.

It seems he cares now, though.

Kemuri remembers the newcomer, that familiar voice, and looks around Tsunohon at the man walking towards them. “Sensei Suzuki?” she asks, eyes widening.

Her former teacher is the same as ever, prim and proper in his suit. His dark hair is combed neatly, his glasses spotless, and his dark eyes still have that freezing quality to them. Funny, now that Kemuri thinks of it, he’s a little like Mr. Aizawa, if Aizawa was clean-shaven and got eight hours of sleep every night.

“Ms. Shimakage,” Suzuki greets with a small head bow. He looks to Iida, faint recognition crossing his face. “And…Mr. Iida.”

“A pleasure, sir,” Iida says, returning the gesture. Tsunohon scoffs.

“What brings you here? It’s been a while,” Suzuki says.

Kemuri finds her voice, swallowing before letting out a nervous laugh. “O-Oh, um…I wanted to go down memory lane,” she says. “Visit, see…see the school…”

“What, so you could pump up your ego more?” Tsunohon mutters. “Come see how the peasants—”

“Tsunohon,” Suzuki repeats, sharper, and the boy stiffens as Suzuki’s eyes flash yellow. “Go gather your things. I will see you tomorrow.”

“Sir—”

“Now.”

Tsunohon manages to aim one more glare at Kemuri, his coiled hair extending a tiny bit into the air before he storms off. Suzuki watches him leave, then turns back to the two students.

“I’m sorry. He’s difficult,” he says.

Kemuri bows her head. “I…I didn’t remember him. I tried to apologize—”

“It’s fine, he’ll get over it. I will apologize for him, however. He’s been frustrated lately,” Suzuki says. “He’s doing an internship with me. I’m thinking he could make a decent teacher if he would learn to hold his tongue.”

She nods. Iida huffs a little, sweeping his hand upwards. “Did we do something?” he asks. “I would hate to have angered someone without my knowledge!”

Suzuki shakes his head. “He wanted to get into U.A Hero Course, but…couldn’t quite make the cut. Out of the third years, you two got in. No one was surprised by you, Iida, but Shimakage?” He eyes her. “You got people talking around here.”

Kemuri blinks. “R-Really?”

“Most were under the impression that you didn’t have much to offer. You proved them wrong.” He gives a faint, barely-there smile. “I, personally, never doubted.”

Her chest tightens up, memories coming to her in a flood. That day in class, they were doing a career aptitude test. Kemuri was one of the last ones finished, as usual, and Suzuki…Suzuki encouraged her. She lets out a tiny gasp and looks at Iida, eyes wide, to find that his expression has twisted with slight guilt.

Her previous thoughts escape, worry creasing her brow. “Tenya?” she asks. “What’s wrong?”

He blinks, smoothing out his expression. “Oh, uh…” He clears his throat. “It’s nothing. I’ll tell you later.”

She frowns a little, lips puckering. “Okay, I—” She stops, turning back to Suzuki. “Actually, sir, I…I’d love to talk to you. If…if you have time?”

“Well, turns out my intern had to go home early,” Suzuki says, another faint smile on his face. “My schedule is clear for a little while.”

“Tenya, are you…?” Kemuri starts, looking to him.

Iida waves his hand. “You two can go on. I will keep exploring, perhaps find my old teacher! I would greatly enjoy catching up with her.” He turns, swiping one arm into the air. “Call me when you’re done!”

He zooms off, fast even without his quirk, and Kemuri watches him go before remembering herself and her teacher. She turns to him, smiling a little, and he reaches up to adjust his glasses.

“How about we grab some coffee?” he asks.

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There’s a coffee shop only a short distance from Somei, a popular place for students and staff to grab snacks and drinks during breaks or lunch time. Kemuri and Suzuki sit by the window, Kemuri holding a steaming milk tea while Suzuki has a mug of coffee.

Kemuri tells him about how life has been since going to U.A. She tells him about how she finally made some friends, how she speaks up in class and how she sits in the front instead of the back of the room, how her hero classes are going. She tells him about how she’s expanded on using her steam just as much as her fog and smoke.

She punctuates the conversation by checking that she isn’t boring him, to which he responds that he enjoys hearing about it. When she gets to the reason for her visit, he seems to grow even more attentive.

“So,” she says, “now I’m looking for…motivation, I guess.” She stares down at her milk tea, lips pursed. “I know…I want to protect heroes, and I want to save people, but…I fear I won’t be able to do it.” She shakes her head. “I just feel stupid.”

His brow furrows. “Why is that?”

She blinks. “Well, because…because I spent my whole life with this one goal and now…it’s gone, and…and I feel weaker than ever.”

“Hm…” he mumbles. He takes a sip of his drink.

They sit in silence, accompanied only by the idle chatter of other café patrons and the smell of roasting coffee beans.

“Why…why’d you believe in me?” she asks, still staring into her drink.

Now that she thinks of it, the memory is so clear. She remembers how nervous she felt, how she thought that he was going to tell her to give it up. So many others had.

“But, the point of this conversation is to…give you some confidence. Your grades are good. You have a good handle on your quirk, or at least, parts of it. You work hard even when you don’t think it will pay off, and best of all, you already have quite a few backup plans. So, go out and make Somei Academy proud.”

He slowly lowers his cup, his dark eyes roaming her face. “You’re surprised?”

She shrugs, unable to look him in the eye. “I mean…yeah. I was this…weak, shy blind girl with no confidence. Why…why would you think I could make it when others, others like…like Iida, are so much better? Even Tsunohon—”

“Tsunohon wants the world served to him on a silver platter,” he interrupts, shaking his head. “Don’t go comparing yourself to him.”

She bows her head even further. “I’m…sorry, sir.”

There’s a pause before he chuckles a little. “You always confused me, Shimakage.” Her eyes widen, peeking up at him just a little from across the table. “Your demeanour and general lack of self-esteem didn’t match up with being a hero, but as quiet as you were, there was a spark in you. You wanted to be a hero and you were willing to do whatever it took.”

“You could see that?”

“A good teacher knows their students.” He taps his fingertip against his cup lightly. “You needed someone to tell you that you could do it. No one else appeared to be doing it."

She exhales. “Are you sure you weren’t just encouraging me because…that’s what teachers do?”

Another chuckle. “Teachers encourage, yes, but I don’t shy away from the truth. I know when to tell my students when they’re in over their head.” Another sip. He looks out the window, brow furrowing a little. “The way I see it, I can let them down easy before they get hurt. If I don’t, the world will, and the world?” He scoffs a little. “The world isn’t going to baby them.”

She lifts her head a little more. “That’s…what you did with Tsunohon, right? Even though he wanted to be a hero?”

“Every little kid wants to be a hero,” he says as he looks back at her, “but very few are cut out for it. It’s a tough, unforgiving job, even if people like All Might make it look easy.” He sighs. “Did you know that heroes are statistically some of the loneliest people, despite their fame, despite all their fans? One true friend who knows the real you is better than a million strangers who adore the image you project to them, in my opinion.”

“It…it sounds like you don’t like heroes all that much.”

“I like heroes, I just know I could never be one,” he says. For a second, his expression is wistful as his thumb moves to rub the ring on his left hand. “I knew I wanted to focus on simpler joys.”

“Oh.”

She sips her tea. The sweetness spreads across her tongue, warms her throat and chest as it goes down. Suzuki is quiet again, lost in thought.

“I saw that some U.A students debuted,” he says after a good while. “Work studies, huh?”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah.”

“Friends of yours?”

Another nod. “Mhm.”

He fixes his stare on her again. “Are you going to get one?”

Her shoulders hunch, hands cupping her mug. “Some of my classmates, even one of my best friends…they’re doing them already. I don’t want to steal the spotlight from them,” she says. “Besides, they’re…amazing, and I…I don’t even know if I can be a hero anymore. I’ve been such a mess lately…”

He eyes her, scrutinizing her, and she doesn’t meet his freezing stare. Even now, she still feels like he could hold her in place even without his quirk.

“There’s something I’ve noticed about you,” he says, finally. “It’s something that concerned me, if I’m being honest.”

“W-What?” She isn’t sure she wants to hear it.

“You’re willing to do what it takes to get what you want, but not at the expense of others. You don’t show off or brag. You just…sit back and cheer everyone else on while underestimating yourself, telling yourself that you’ll never be as good as them.”

She swallows hard and goes for another gulp of tea. It’s strange hearing someone tell her about herself, like she’s getting a glimpse into what she looks like to an outside source. She only knows the true her, knows all her pathetic inner thoughts and crazy, stupid feelings.

“A humble hero is a likeable hero, but…” He clicks his tongue and takes a sip of his drink. “You won’t get far if you aren’t willing to put yourself out there. It’s okay to take the spotlight sometimes. There’s plenty to go around, even if heroes like Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady act like there isn’t.”

She doesn’t speak. She thinks of what Mera said after the licensing exam, how things are changing now that All Might is retired and the public’s faith in heroes is shifting. The world will continue to shift, tilting on its axis, and the spotlight that once stayed locked on All Might will be searching for someone else to land on.

Kemuri wonders if it’ll be Bakugo, or Todoroki, or Midoriya, or if it’ll be a group of heroes. She likes the idea of standing beneath that spotlight, not alone, but surrounded by her friends and peers. They could do it, together.

If All Might’s retirement has shown Japan anything, it’s that peace cannot rely on a single pillar to keep it upheld. What this world needs is a solid foundation, multiple pillars sharing the weight of keeping villainy at bay.

She isn’t becoming a hero for the rank or the fame. She’s becoming a hero because she has the ability to make the world a better place. She wants to change things, protect those who need it, give hope to the hopeless and strength to the weak. She wants to do her part to hold up the toppling hero world.

And if her teacher who, despite how she was weaker and shyer and sadder than she is now, believed in her, then she can’t ignore that maybe she does have what it takes.

Suzuki is still watching her. He smiles, close-lipped, looking far more tired than she remembers and yet, wise. His eyes hold knowledge from years past, wisdom to be imparted on generation after generation of students. How many others has he sat with? How many students has he talked to, helped on their way to greatness or purpose?

His tiny smile remains as he takes a deep breath, lifting his cup and tilting it towards her as if toasting. “Don’t be a side character in your own story, Shimakage.”

Chapter 150: A Path Made Clearer

Summary:

She can be a hero. Why didn't anybody tell her sooner?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri mulls over her talk with Suzuki on the way back to Somei. He wanted to finish his drink and Kemuri, too eager to get back to Iida, took her leave early.

As she got her bag together, he cut to the chase.

“Do you want a work study?” he asked.

“Of…of course, but...”

“If you want it, go for it. You have the ability. The only thing holding you back now is yourself.”

He urged her to get in contact with Kamui Woods. She wasn’t going to catch any fish if she never cast her line, so even if she’s scared, she has to take the chance. She already got scouted once, she can do it again.

When she thinks of the weeks after her breakdown, her biggest, most glaring problem came from a single question: “What now?”

What was she supposed to do? She wanted to be a hero, she had new goals and aspirations that had only become more apparent as school went on, but how was she supposed to put them into action? How could she call herself a hero when she couldn’t face the evil within her grandfather without breaking down?

Her path is clearer now, still littered with uncertainties and uneven footing, but it’s there. Hound Dog has told her, her friends have told her, and now, even her old teacher has told her.

She can be a hero.

She sees Iida waiting for her at the entrance to the school, Midnight lingering at his side. She catches his eye, they both lift their hands to wave, and she smiles as she closes the distance between them.

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Iida is oddly quiet on the way back to the station, a far cry from the excitement that rolled off of him in waves earlier.

“Did you find what you were looking for?” he asks as they walk, her arm looped through his.

Kemuri nods, already starting to smile again. “I think so. I didn’t find new motivation, I just…got some confidence to carry out my new goals, the ones…the ones I wasn’t sure I could fulfill.” She takes a long, happy breath, then releases it. “Sensei’s the one who encouraged me to try for U.A. I think…without it, I might’ve chickened out. I forgot how much that meant to me back then.” A laugh, a little too sad. “I…I didn’t believe in myself, but…it’s not like anyone else did either.”

He lets out a small hum. “I’m glad to hear that it went well,” he says, slightly deadpan, absent of his usual verve.

They lapse into silence. Kemuri is usually content with it, but she finds that Iida’s silence isn’t comforting. It unnerves her, makes her feel like maybe she did something wrong or something upset him. Her grandfather does that, especially when she’s made him angry, and then he explodes and tells her off when she least expects it.

She isn’t going to wait for Iida to detonate.

“Tenya?” she whispers. “Are…are you mad at me?”

“What?” He looks at her, brows raising in alarm. “No! Why would you think that?”

“You’re…” She gulps. “You’re all quiet, I thought…I…”

“No,” he repeats. “No, you…you haven’t done anything wrong.”

And yet, he’s still quiet after his sentence ends. She keeps looking at him, unafraid of watching her step, knowing that he’s there to guide her. His jaw is clenched, his dark eyes wrought with distress behind his straight-faced façade. Something is wrong, she knows it.

She swallows, her fingers pressing against the firm muscles in his forearm. “T-Tenya?” she repeats.

“I’m sorry.”

She blinks. “For…for what?”

He exhales hard enough that she sees his chest and shoulders dip. “When we were in school together, I left you behind.” He doesn’t meet her eyes, his lips pursed tightly. “I…found you on that first day of school, but I didn’t make any attempt to befriend you after that. I…I hate to admit it, but your name slipped my mind. I only remembered it clearly when I saw it on your orientation slip at U.A on exam day and…even then, I didn’t expect much of you. I…only saw you as a quiet blind girl.”

Her chest aches, but she refuses to let that sorrow paint itself across her face. She knew, or at least she imagined that he barely knew she existed. She knew it all along but, hearing it confirmed, it stings. She sucks in a sharp breath and, beneath her fingertips, Iida tenses up again.

“So, I’m sorry,” he says, his voice quivering just enough to betray him. “Maybe if I had made an effort, I could have supported you. I could have given you the confidence you needed, could have helped you. I’m sorry that I…didn’t believe in you.”

She blinks rapidly, not trusting herself, fearing that everything will spill out in tears and not in words. She swallows back the lump in her throat, squeezing her eyes shut as she grips his arm tighter.

“You…it’s—” She coughs, willing her voice not to crack. “It’s okay.”

“It’s not, Kemuri. It’s not heroic of me to look down on someone like that, not when I didn’t know you, didn’t know your quirk, didn’t…know what you were capable of. I want, no…I need you to forgive me for my ignorance.”

A few tears escape, rolling down her face, and he looks away from her. She didn’t even realize that they’d stopped walking and stepped to the side of the path. Any passerby can continue on their way without so much as moving around them. She slips her hand from the crook of his arm and steps around so that she’s facing him, but he still isn’t looking at her.

“You…you did encourage me,” she whispers. He blinks, confusion widening his eyes, and her confidence wavers just a bit when they lock on hers. “The day I decided to apply to U.A, you helped me gather my books when someone knocked me down. You stood up for me and you wished me luck when you handed me the application. So…so even when…”

Even when he saw her as a stranger, even when he forgot her name, he was kind. He couldn’t have known how much she admired him, how much that one interaction improved her day, and maybe she should tell him.

She should tell him before she loses her nerve.

“I admired you,” she blurts. His lips part, but she speaks before he can. “I…I’ve admired you since you found me on the first day of school, when you told me that you did it because t-that’s what a hero would do. You…saved me and, and…I always thought, s-since then, that…you would be a great hero.”

Her face is getting hotter, spreading along her cheekbones to her ears and down her neck like crawling flame, and she feels steam tickle her inner ear. Her hands spasm, instinct telling her to reach up and grip them, but she doesn’t.

His face is faintly pink as he bows his head. “Thank you, but…I could’ve done more—”

“You only feel bad about it now because we’re…we’re friends. It happened and that…can’t be changed! S-So—”

She grabs his hand, squeezing it, her brain and body moving at different speeds, reacting when she doesn’t plan it. Shock crosses his face but his hand grips hers, tight and strong and Kemuri’s brain is halfway to mush because good God she has never wanted to hold someone’s hand forever like she wants to hold his.

“But, you’re here now,” she squeaks. She clears her throat, continues, “And…and so am I. It’s okay and, if…if it makes you feel better, I do forgive you.”

He smiles a little. “It does. Thank you,” he says.

For a second, they just stare up at each other, hands intertwined.

Then, behind them, someone clears their throat and Kemuri suddenly remembers Midnight. Her and Iida gasp, separating and turning to their teacher with wide eyes. She arches one eyebrow, slow and tantalizing, as she smirks.

“I hate to ruin this…moment,” she says, “but we’re going to miss our train if we don’t keep moving.”

“Ah, I apologize, Ms. Midnight!” Iida says.

Kemuri shakes herself out of her daze. “Y-Yeah! Totally!” she stammers.

They take off at a jog, Iida still holding her hand, and she follows him blindly.

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It starts raining on their walk back to U.A and they spend it huddled beneath Iida’s umbrella, her arm looped through his in a gesture that’s so natural at this point that it’s almost muscle memory. Iida offers for Midnight to join them, only for her to pull out her own umbrella and wink.

They go up the steps to the dorms, Kemuri going inside first while Iida shakes water off his umbrella. Her classmates are scattered about in the way that they seem to always be. She sees Shoji stand from his spot on the couch where he’d been reading, eyes widening a little, and behind him, Tokoyami and Ojiro perk up. Kemuri can’t see if Hagakure’s floating clothes are on the couch too, but she guesses that she’s somewhere around here.

Shoji walks to her. “So, how’d it go?” he asks. His masked face is unexpressive to the untrained eye, but she hears the hitch in his voice that betrays his eagerness, sees the expectant gleam in his dark eyes.

She smiles. “Good, really good,” she says.

She shuffles aside as Iida enters, nodding to her and Shoji before hurrying off to where Uraraka, Midoriya, Tsuyu, and Kirishima are huddled around a table. Their faces are a mosaic, lips pursed tightly with nerves but eyes alight with excitement. Kemuri finds herself watching them as Iida reaches their table, his excited smile falling when he sees their expressions.

“Yeah?” Shoji asks, bringing her attention back to him. Ojiro and Tokoyami walk towards them and Kemuri finally notices the bouncing sweater and sweatpants beside Ojiro.

“Kemuri! Can’t believe you left without even saying goodbye,” Hagakure whines. “I was gonna wish you luck and give you a good luck hug and then wish you luck again—”

“How was your visit?” Tokoyami interrupts as Ojiro rests one hand on Hagakure’s shoulder, a silent, pleading invitation for her to calm down.

Kemuri reaches to her braid, tugging it a few times. “Ah…so, I…talked to my old teacher. Basically…” She sighs. “I…really just need to be more confident in myself.”

She can tell by the looks that pass between the other four that they aren’t all that surprised. In fact, Kemuri can almost sense Shoji and Hagakure’s urge to tease her.

“It’s…it’s not something I’ll be able to just…do,” Kemuri adds, bowing her head as her light smile falls. She takes in a deep breath. “I’m…probably still going to doubt myself.”

“That’s alright,” Ojiro says. “Everyone has doubts.”

“And…and I’ll probably still have little crises about my grandfather and my self-worth and whatever else…”

“Who doesn’t have a crisis once in a while?” Hagakure giggles.

“But, I’m gonna keep working at it. I promise.”

“I would expect nothing less,” Tokoyami says. Shoji nods.

“So, can you guys just…keep being patient with me?”

“Uh, of course?” Hagakure says. “What kind of crap friends wouldn’t?”

“We’re here to help,” Ojiro agrees.

Tokoyami nods, arms folded over his chest. “Confidence is a tower that must be built from the ground up,” he says, “but you are not the only one laying down bricks.”

“So poetic,” Hagakure coos. Kemuri feels a giggle rise in her chest like a helium balloon.

Shoji’s head tilts slightly as his eyes crinkle at the edges. “We’re here for you, Kemuri,” he says.

She gazes at them, her eyes start to water, and she sniffles a little as her lip trembles. “Have…have I mentioned how amazing you guys are?” she asks.

“Ohhh,” Hagakure says. “Get over here, you big crybaby.”

She captures Kemuri in a tight, squishy hug, and Kemuri eagerly returns it as she squeezes her eyes shut. She doesn’t know what she did to deserve the friends she has, but she isn’t about to question it.

Notes:

Sorry that this new chapter took longer to update. I've been working almost full-time at my job lately, so life has gotten busy! If you're still here, thank you, and I hope you enjoyed this chapter <3

Chapter 151: Bright Future

Summary:

For the first time in a while, Kemuri's future seems bright.

Chapter Text

This is a long shot, but Kemuri has to try.

“Hey, Sero?” she asks.

Sero looks up at her from his homework, eyebrows lifting as he flashes a smile. “Hey, Shimakage. What’s up?”

“Um…did you, by…any chance, whatsoever, get…” She wonders if it’s too late to back out. “Did you get Kamui’s number? During…our internship?”

He blinks a few times. “Huh…maybe,” he says, already digging for his phone. “I feel like I asked for it in case of emergencies, then never used it. It might be here.”

“Oh, really? That’d be great if…if you did.”

She waits as Sero searches his phone. It can’t be more than a few seconds, but it feels longer thanks to her rampant nerves and babbling thoughts. She said she would contact Kamui Woods and ask about getting a work study, but she quickly ran into the roadblock of simply not having the means to contact him.

She could show up at his apartment, but she respects boundaries.

“Ah, crap,” Sero sighs. He shakes his head, frowning. “No, I don’t. Sorry.”

She deflates. “Oh…that’s okay. I’ll…figure something out. Thank you for trying though.”

As she turns to leave, Sero’s “hey” stops her. She meets his questioning eyes, the tiniest of smirks playing on his face. It’s like he doesn’t know how to not smile.

“Are you…trying to get a work study?” he asks.

She flushes to her ears. “Ah…yeah,” she mumbles, reaching to tug at her braid. “I mean…I won’t! If…if you were gonna ask Kamui then I can back off! I don’t want to be rude and I’m sure he wouldn’t be able to take both of us, so—”

“Hey, calm down,” he says, patting the air at her. He laughs a little. “It’s okay, I was just asking.”

She flushes even harder and drops her head into a bow. “I am…so sorry.” She slowly straightens up, peeking at him through her lashes. “But…uh, you really didn’t think to ask? Kamui, I…I mean.”

He purses his lips, then shrugs. “I thought of it, but…you know, I’ve got time. I’m honestly trying to keep on top of everything else, you know? A work study can wait,” he says.

“Ah, I…I see.”

He straightens a little. “Hey, here’s an idea. Why not contact the Redwood Agency? Maybe one of the secretaries can put you through to Kamui! I’m sure they’d know you if you told them you were one of his interns.”

Her eyes widen a little. “Oh, yeah, I…I could do that,” she says. “If…”

Her stomach flips at the idea of stumbling through a conversation with a random receptionist. What if they don’t believe her? What if they think she’s a prank caller or what if they have no way of reaching Kamui Woods? That would be a nightmare.

“You good? You look like you’re panicking a little,” Sero says, snapping her from it.

“What? No! Yes! I mean…gah…” She slaps a hand to her face, groaning. “I’m sorry, this…this whole thing is really stressing me out.”

“Aw, that’s okay, Shimakage. We all get nervous about stuff,” he says. When she nods, letting her hand fall back to her side, he perks up. “Hey, I could stay with you while you call. Moral support?”

“You’d do that?” she asks. She eyes the notebook and pencils in front of him. “But, aren’t you busy?”

“Homework will still be here in fifteen minutes. You need help now,” he says as he gets to his feet. “So, where do you wanna do this?”

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“Your room is so cozy, seriously,” Sero muses as they walk into Kemuri’s dorm.

She smiles a little. “If I trip, I want to trip into beanbag chairs, you know?”

Sero flops into one, grinning as he kicks one lanky leg over the other. “Totally get it,” he says.

She grabs her phone and walks over to join him, shoving her chabudai aside to give him more leg room. Her heart still won’t settle. A quick Internet search later, she finds the phone number for the Redwood Agency and puts it in her phone.

All she has to do is dial.

“Smo-key Eye, Smo-key Eye,” Sero chants softly at her side.

She lets out a sputtering giggle. “Ssh, you can’t do that when I’m on the phone.”

“I’m here for moral support and that’s what you’re getting.”

She takes a deep breath, Sero adds in another chant of her hero name, and she presses the button. It starts to ring. She puts it to her ear, then panics and switches it to speaker so that Sero can hear what’s happening. She holds the phone in front of her, angled below her face, and he leans in.

“Hello, Redwood Agency, how can I help you?”

Kemuri gulps. “U-Uh, hi! I’m wondering if I can…speak to Kamui Woods?”

“And who is calling?” The person’s voice is stern, professional.

She swallows again, willing the dryness from her throat. “O-Oh, ah…Kemuri Shimakage? Smokey Eye? I…I interned with Mr. Woods a few months ago…?”

Silence for a moment. Kemuri looks at Sero with wide, panicking eyes, and he shakes his head as he gives her a reassuring smile and a thumbs up. There’s a shuffling sound on the other line, then a faint clearing of a throat.

“Mr. Woods is not in right now. He’s on patrol,” the secretary says. Kemuri deflates, ready to give up, and they add, “But, I can send him a message and he can call you back. Does the phone number you used today work best?”

Kemuri’s eyes light up and again she finds herself looking at Sero. He nods rapidly, mouthing “answer” and she gasps.

“A-Ah! Yeah! Yes, that…that would be great, thank you.”

“Mm. I will let him know. Is there anything else?”

“N-No. Thank you.”

“Have a lovely evening. Goodbye.”

Kemuri nearly stabs her phone out of her hand in her haste to hang up. She exhales, sags into her beanbag, and Sero laughs.

“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” he asks.

“I think I died on the inside,” she replies, covering her face again. “I’m…such a disaster human being.”

“Mood.”

She lets out another half-giggle, muffled by her hand. “Okay, okay,” she says, pushing herself back up. “So…uh, Kamui’s probably really busy, so he won’t—”

Her phone rings in her hand and their eyes snap to it. An unknown number, but one Kemuri wouldn’t say belongs to a telemarketer or anyone of the sort.

“Could it…?” she starts. Do they work that fast?

“Answer it!” Sero urges.

She answers, putting it on speaker again. “Hello, Kemuri speaking.”

“Smokey Eye! It’s me, Kamui,” a voice says. “Woods,” he adds after another second. “It’s been a while. Didn’t expect to get a message that you called the agency.”

“Yeah, hi! Kamui Woods, hi,” she replies, giddy energy mixing with the anxiety in her chest. She closes her eyes, briefly, and tries to gather up some semblance of sanity. “It has. Uh, Sero’s with me.”

“Hi, Mr. Woods!” Sero calls, waving at the phone.

“Ah, Cellophane! Good to hear you,” Kamui says. “So, what’s going on? You two aren’t in trouble, are you?”

“No, no,” Kemuri insists. “Actually, I…I want to get into a work study. You wouldn’t be…taking on interns, would you?”

She holds her breath. Sero crosses his fingers on both hands.

Kamui lets out a breath. “Unfortunately, no,” he says. The hope inside Kemuri pops, stabbed by a needle. “I’ve been pretty busy lately. My popularity has skyrocketed…not to brag, of course! I’m very pleased! But, it does mean more work. I would love to have you back, you and Cellophane, but…I just can’t.”

“Oh…” She does her best to keep the sorrow from her voice, but she isn’t all that successful. Sero watches her with pity in his eyes. “No, I…I understand. I’m sorry to bother you.”

“But,” Kamui says. “I think I could introduce you to someone.”

Her mouth falls open. “W-Wait, really?”

A chuckle. “I’ve been working closely with some other heroes lately. One of them is in the market for some new interns and I think you might be just the newbie he needs. I’ll give him a call. If you can, find another reference, preferably from another hero. He won’t take on just anyone.”

She nods rapidly, so fast she can feel her rose hairpin loosening a little. “Right! Yes, of course! Thank you so much, Mr. Woods, sir!”

“Of course, it’s the least I can do. Just send the reference to the Redwood Agency and I’ll take it from there.” A pause. “And, Cellophane, you still there?”

Sero perks up. “Yeah, I am!”

“I’d like to help you too, try to introduce you to someone, but…honestly, I don’t really want to share you. If I get some time to run a work study, can I call you up?”

Sero’s cheeks flush with pride as he grins. “I’d be honoured, sir.”

“Smokey Eye, I mean no disrespect to you, of course. I just think this other hero will work better for your quirk and your skills. You understand?”

“Oh, of course. No offence taken,” Kemuri says, and she means it. Sero and Kamui are far more similar and she imagines Sero could continue to learn a lot from him.

“Perfect, perfect,” he says. “Then, if that’s all, I think I need to get going. Duty calls!”

“Stay safe out there, sir!” Sero calls.

“Thank you for protecting us!” Kemuri adds.

“Goodbye, you two. It was nice talking to you!”

He hangs up. For a few seconds, Kemuri lets the dial tone drone into the quiet air of her dorm.

“Shimakage!” Sero laughs, slapping her on the back. “Look at that! A potential work study, all falling into place.”

She can’t stop the smile poking at her cheeks. “I…I wonder who it is. He sounds like he’s a tough one to impress…” She swallows. “Do…do you think I can do it?”

He reaches out, grasping her shoulder and looking her in the eyes. “Shimakage,” he says, seriously, “if you can get a ninety-four on the provisional license exam, then you can impress this guy.”

She bites her lip. “Thank you, Sero…”

“Do you have another reference? You could probably get one from Mr. Aizawa or one of our other teachers. Maybe you could ask All Might!”

Kemuri’s gaze wanders to the Heroics Gala invitation sitting on the shelf above her desk and the envelope tucked next to it.

“Actually,” she says, “I’ve got that covered already.”

His eyebrows lift. “Oh?” She nods and he chuckles. “Well, good luck then. I’m rooting for you, Shimakage.”

He takes his hand off her shoulder and stands up, stretching his arms to the ceiling as he works out a kink in his back. Kemuri watches him, head tilted a little. They haven’t been the closest but, ever since the internships, she can’t deny that she’s had a soft spot for Sero. He’s a good guy, easy to get along with, someone you can’t help but like.

She would consider him a friend.

“Sero?” she asks.

He drops his arms with a long sigh as he looks back at her. “Yeah?”

“Could…could you just call me Kemuri?”

He blinks a few times, then smirks. “Sure thing.”

“Oh, and…thank you. For helping me.”

He winks. “What are friends for?”

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“Toru! Toru, Toru, Toru, Toru—”

Hagakure’s dorm door flies open, revealing a floating housecoat and slippers. “Okay, I don’t know what’s happening, but if it’s got you rambling like this then I need to hear it.”

Kemuri gets yanked inside the room and promptly shoved onto the bed, landing against the pillows and stuffed animals. Plushie Mt. Lady tips over and lands on Kemuri’s face, making her shove the toy away.

Hagakure hops onto the bed, radiating eagerness. “Spill the tea, sis.”

Kemuri takes a deep breath, but stops. “Uh…actually, I think the guys need to hear this too…”

A few texts and some minutes later, Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami enter Hagakure’s room. Kemuri waits for them to settle before she knots her hands in her lap and finds her words.

“So…I called Kamui Woods—” she starts.

“And you got a work study?!” Hagakure shrieks.

“Let her talk,” Shoji murmurs. His dark eyes fall on Kemuri again. “Did you?”

“Ah, not quite. Sorta?” Kemuri shakes her head. “He doesn’t have time right now, but he said he’ll introduce me to someone. In the next few days, I’m…gonna be meeting another hero who might take me on.”

“That is wonderful news,” Tokoyami says.

Hagakure lets out another squeal of glee. “I’m so happy for you!”

Ojiro grins. “See? We knew you could do it.”

“Any idea who it is?” Shoji asks.

Kemuri shakes her head. “He just said he’s been working with some other heroes lately, and one of them…he thought I would work well with.”

Ojiro’s tail is wagging, although Kemuri can see the strain on his face from trying to make it wag just enough that it doesn’t become a danger to Hagakure’s belongings. “You’ll have to tell us as soon as you find out who it is, okay?” he says.

“Okay!” Kemuri agrees. “And, speaking of work studies…how are you guys doing?”

“Nothing,” Hagakure huffs. Ojiro nods, lips pursed.

“It is going…well,” Tokoyami decides. His beak curves upwards, just a little. “I am enjoying myself more than I did last time. In fact, Hawks has arranged for me to work with him in Kyushu for a few days, starting tomorrow.”

“Wait, you’re leaving?” Ojiro asks.

“For how long?!” Hagakure demands.

“However long I am needed,” Tokoyami says. “I am sorry to be abandoning all of you.”

“It’s fine,” Kemuri says. “That’s an amazing opportunity. You’re doing better than all of us, I think.”

Shoji exhales. “So…”

Four pairs of eyes swap to him.

Hagakure gasps. “Shoji…”

“I…got in contact with Gang Orca recently,” Shoji admits. “He’s open to taking me on again once the remedial course finishes up.”

Hagakure’s piercing shriek seems to rattle the room as Kemuri gasps and starts tapping her palms together rapidly, the pitter-patter drowned out by Hagakure’s voice. Ojiro and Tokoyami’s eyes widen.

“Woah, really?” Ojiro asks.

“What a fortunate turn of events,” Tokoyami adds.

“Shoji! I’m so proud!” Hagakure hollers.

She stands on her bed and jumps into Shoji, making the boy startle as he catches her and swings a little with the momentum. Hagakure giggles, her sleeves looped around Shoji’s neck, squeezing tight.

“It’s like watching my child grow up,” she sniffles. “My buff…buff child.”

“He’s a little big to be your child,” Ojiro says, eyes roaming over Shoji’s impressive height.

“Um, he’s literally baby. Baby of the class, baby of this friend family. He’s baby,” Hagakure says. Shoji chuckles, face faintly pink as he sets her down, and her sleeve knocks against his chest. “So proud,” she repeats.

“Thank you,” Shoji says.

For a few seconds, no one says a word. Then, Ojiro lets out a sigh that brings every eye to him. He’s smiling, just a little, in that gentle, unassuming way of his, and his cheeks flush when he sees that he’s being watched.

The silent, unasked question of “what?” hovers in the air.

Ojiro shrugs and shakes his head. “It’s exciting,” he says, “to see our future getting closer with every passing day.”

Chapter 152: The Waiting Game

Chapter Text

October dawns cold but bright, the sunlight streaming through Kemuri’s window lulling her into believing its fake warmth. When she goes outside, dressed in her running clothes, her breath fogs in the air and steam wafts from her skin to combat the chill.

When Iida joins her, he’s eager to remind her that it will probably warm up once the sun has risen further into the sky. By the end of their jog, she’s warm enough to not notice the cold anyway.

Iida and Todoroki join Kemuri’s group as they walk to class and although Kemuri can sense the confusion as to why, no one questions it—Kemuri included. They’re all feeling the absence of their resident emo, heroing off in Kyushu, and having Iida and Todoroki there makes it feel less like a piece of them is missing. Hagakure eagerly talks to Todoroki, firing off questions about his remedial course, to which he responds in a typical Todoroki fashion.

“Is it fun? Tell me!”

“It’s good.”

“But you looked so beat up the other day!”

“That’s just part of the course.”

It’s only when they’re halfway to the classroom that Kemuri realizes that Midoriya, Uraraka, and Tsuyu aren’t around, and she only briefly remembers seeing them at breakfast before they disappeared. It’s strange that they would be called for a work study so early on a school day so, for a split second, she wonders if something else is going on.

Then, as she turns her head to focus on where she’s going, Bakugo’s spiky head of blond hair moves into her vision in the hallway ahead, shoulders hunched and hands deep in his pockets, utterly ignoring Sero and Kaminari’s chatter. He doesn’t even muster a snappy word for them as they laugh and show each other who-knows-what on their phones, and despite the space on either side of the three boys, Kemuri notes the absence of a fourth body.

In the classroom, Bakugo stubbornly avoids looking at Kirishima’s desk, and Kemuri wonders if this is just him trying to hide the fact that he’s missing him already.

Then, to put the cherry on their strange-morning sundae, Present Mic walks into their homeroom instead of Aizawa.

“Sir!” Iida shouts before Present Mic can open his mouth. “Where is Mr. Aizawa?!”

“Hey, calm down, little listener,” Present Mic says, batting his hands at Iida. “He got called away for a job, so I’m gonna be covering for him. Now, let’s get this party started, ya dig?! CAN I GET A YEAH?!”

“Yeah?” comes the half-hearted, slightly confused response.

And so the day goes on, with class 1-A unaware of the battles happening within their city and the roles their classmates, teacher, and friends play in it.

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None of the four missing students return that night. No one sees Mr. Aizawa either. Midnight and Present Mic do final curfew checks instead of him and while they’re comforting and cheerful, it leaves everyone feeling on edge.

In the common room, Kemuri can sense that the class is split between their feelings. Some, like Yaoyorozu and Sato, are trying to distract everyone: Yaoyorozu suggests that they study or set up some games while Sato offers baked goods. The baked goods are more of a hit, while Yaoyorozu can only get Shoji to play shogi with her. Kemuri likes to think that Tokoyami would join in if he were here.

The startling majority can’t shake the fact that something feels wrong.

“I mean, all four of them? And Aizawa?” Nishimura asks. “They had to be involved in something together.”

“Like a big mission?” Hagakure asks, her sleeves moving to cover her invisible mouth.

“Maybe,” Kaminari mumbles.

Bakugo gets up from the couch and storms off without a word. Whatever idle chatter that had managed to start up dies out as they watch him disappear into the elevators.

As soon as the doors close, there’s a resounding exhalation. Shoji and Yaoyorozu glance at each other, their shogi game abandoned between them, and Yaoyorozu sighs, one hand on her cheek.

“Geez, and I thought I was stressed,” Mineta mutters, rubbing his arms.

“Don’t be like that,” Sero says. “He’s worried. It’s obvious.”

“Bakugo? Worried about someone?” Aoyama repeats. His perpetual smile and sparkle have both dimmed, although he tries to let out a laugh. “I can scarcely imagine it!”

Sero crosses his arms over his chest, lips pursing. “He’ll probably kill me if he finds out I said this, but…Kirishima’s pretty special to him,” he says. “I know most of you just think he’s some hothead, but he’s just…ah, what’s the word?”

“Bad at feelings?” Kaminari suggests.

“Yeah, that’s a good way of putting it.” Sero shakes his head. “But, he does care, and I think he’s just as worried as the rest of us.” He eyes the elevator. “I’d go so far as to say he’s probably worried for Midoriya and the girls too.”

“Maybe,” Ojiro mumbles.

Kemuri nods along with a few others. The TV plays a colourful commercial, the sound muted long ago, and no one makes a move to speak. Kemuri slowly looks up at Iida, who’s stayed startlingly silent this whole time, hands folded tightly on his lap as he stares at the floor.

“Tenya?” Kemuri whispers. His head snaps up and the class turns towards him. Kemuri purses her lips. “Should…should we do something? Has anyone called you?”

Iida’s expression falls and his head slumps back to its previous position. He sighs and pushes his glasses up. “No. I haven’t heard anything, not from Midoriya, not from Uraraka…not even from Tsuyu, and she’s usually very good at that.” The class mutters and shifts and Iida forces himself to sit up. “Whatever is happening, it must be top secret.”

“So top secret that they can’t even tell us?” Mina asks, shoulders slumped. “We’re their friends!”

“These things happen,” Ojiro suggests with a weak, yet somewhat comforting smile. “I’m sure they’ll tell us everything when they get back.”

“I agree,” Iida says. He sweeps one hand into the air. “When they come back, we will welcome them with open arms! We will get our answers eventually, I am sure, but until then we must be patient!”

Nishimura stands up. “We can make them food! Nothing helps the soul like good food, right, Sato?” He turns to his friend.

Sato nods and pumps his fist. “Totally,” he says. “And you know what’s the best comfort food? Chocolate cake.”

Aoyama’s eyes light up. “Ah, gâteau au chocolat?” he repeats. “Sato, I may have a recipe, if you need. Ma mère makes some of the best I’ve ever tasted.”

“Oh, that’d be awesome! Thanks, man!”

“Until then, the best thing to do is take care of ourselves,” Yaoyorozu adds. “We should all try to get some sleep.”

Jiro sighs. “I mean…can’t argue with that.” She stretches her arms to the ceiling, letting out a half-yawn, half-sigh. “I wanted to be awake to welcome them home, though.”

“At this point, I doubt they will return so late,” Iida says. “Please, everyone, let’s get some rest. Does anyone need something to help them sleep? Todoroki, you and Bakugo have your remedial course tomorrow morning, correct?”

“Yeah,” Todoroki says. He keeps watching the front door, as if hoping the others will walk through any second.

“I can make chamomile,” Yaoyorozu offers, looking up at Todoroki from her seat as his mismatched eyes fall back to her. She smiles a little, clasping her hands. “It’s good for helping you rest.”

“That’d be nice. Thank you, Yaoyorozu,” Todoroki says.

Nishimura runs his hands over his face, fingers prodding at the growing circles beneath his eyes. “Mind if I snag a cup, Yaomomo?”

“Me too?” Mineta asks.

Yaoyorozu stands. “Of course. I’ll make enough for anyone who wants it,” she says. “Oh, Shoji?”

“Yeah?”

“Would you mind bringing Bakugo a cup when you head up? It may help.”

“I can do that.”

Kemuri watches her classmates shuffle about, some getting up and wishing everyone goodnight as they head back up to their rooms. Others trail Yaoyorozu to the kitchen, hoping a warm cup of tea will soothe their worries.

Kemuri stays on the couch, rubbing her knuckles absentmindedly, and watches the door. She hopes, prays, wishes, that her classmates will come home soon, safe and sound.

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There’s still no sign of the work study students the next morning, but they’re all still very much on class A’s minds.

It helps that the morning news is full of the answers they so desperately wanted the night before, telling them exactly where their classmates and teacher have been.

Kemuri grips the back of the couch and stares at the TV screen, trying her best to follow the pictures while listening intently to the newscaster’s report. Her class crowds around her, crowds around the TV, all traces of sleepiness gone from their faces.

“This morning, a team of pro heroes, hero apprentices, and police officers invaded the hideout of the Shie Hassaikai, led by Kai Chisaki. The League of Villains was said to be working with the Shie Hassaikai, but later attacked the criminal transport convoy where Chisaki was contained, bringing into question their alliance. This attack represents an unprecedented failure, as a key piece of evidence from the invasion was stolen in the process. The police are currently facing heavy criticism for the loss.”

“Change the goddamn channel,” Bakugo growls.

“No way, dude! We’ve gotta hear this!” Kaminari insists. “Kirishima’s on—”

Bakugo snatches the remote and changes the channel himself, earning a few vocal complaints that die out when another news report appears.

“Japan mourns the deaths of two beloved heroes this morning. A representative of Nighteye agency confirmed that Sir Nighteye, former sidekick of All Might, was killed in the invasion against the Shie Hassaikai. His sidekick, Centipeder, was unavailable for further questions.”

Gasps ripple through the class. Kemuri’s eyes go wide, one hand covering her mouth, and a few others whisper to each other. Bakugo growls and jams the channel button again, muttering under his breath.

“Wait! He said there were two casualties—” Mina starts.

“Chisaki is still in custody, although evidence was stolen from the convoy transporting him to Tartarus Prison. Police still have not disclosed what the evidence was or why the invasion was needed, although our sources report that the Eight Precepts of Death were heavily involved in the creation of Trigger and other illegal drugs—”

“Can they talk about anything else, for fuck’s sake?!” Bakugo roars. He changes the channel one more time before throwing the remote down and storming away.

“League of Villain members Shigaraki, Dabi, Mr. Compress, and Spinner were involved in the attack of a police escort early yesterday morning. The Sand Hero, Snatch, was one of the first responders to the attack—”

Nishimura perks up, his eyes wide. “Hey, turn it up! They mentioned Snatch!”

Someone near the TV does so.

“—and in the aftermath, Snatch has been confirmed dead. With the loss of Nighteye still fresh, Snatch’s death also lays heavy on the hearts of Japan. We can find comfort knowing that both these noble heroes died protecting us and our way of life. More at ten. Now, for the weather.”

Nishimura goes stock still. Kemuri switches her gaze to him, the TV and its stream of information muted to her ears, her heart far too loud. Nishimura’s hands clench into fists, tendons straining as he starts to quiver, and he takes in a sharp, rattling breath, the beginnings of a sob.

“Nishi,” Sato starts, reaching out to him.

“I’m fine,” Nishimura says, brushing his friend’s hand away, but the tears welling in his eyes say otherwise. “It’s fine, I…it’s…” He sucks in a sharp breath, voice getting thicker. “I just sent in a message about…working with h-him again, to…see if h-he…”

“Oh, Nishi,” Yaoyorozu murmurs. “I’m so sorry.”

“I…” Another sharp breath. More tears slip down his freckled face. “I-I need to be alone.”

He turns and runs back towards the elevators, arm scrubbing furiously at his eyes as he goes. He bypasses the shiny metal doors, disappearing onto the stairs, and the class is left to listen to his footsteps pattering away.

Someone shuts off the TV, the air thick.

“He interned with Snatch, didn’t he?” Mineta asks, voice low.

“Yeah,” Sato says, rubbing the back of his neck. “He…really admired the guy, you know?”

“Maybe someone should talk to him?” Kemuri whispers.

“I’ll go,” Aoyama says, hardly missing a beat.

He’s off before anyone can object. After a second, Koda gets up and shuffles after him, Sato close behind.

“This…this is hardly what I imagined,” Iida says. “But, we all still have school to get to. Everyone, let’s get moving.”

There are a few mumbles, some scattered agreements, and the class gets going. Kemuri wanders to the kitchen, aimless, her heart in a knot. She sees Bakugo lingering by the bathroom, phone by his ear, jaw clenched hard enough that she worries it will break.

He doesn’t speak, and after a few seconds, he yanks the phone away from his ear and shuts it off. No one answered.

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After hours of watching their phones, piecing together more about what happened the morning before—Chisaki, Trigger (or something like it), a little girl, heroes injured and villains arrested—and after Sato spent a good amount of time baking a chocolate cake, Mineta’s shrill voice breaks through the stifling quiet of the dorm.

“THEY’RE BACK! EVERYONE, THEY’RE BAAAACCCKKKK!”

It’s like life returns to Heights Alliance.

The entire class (minus a still-absent Tokoyami) rushes to the door in an instant, where Kirishima, Uraraka, Midoriya, and Tsuyu stand looking no worse for wear. They stare, almost shellshocked, as a torrent of worries tumbles from class A’s mouths.

“Is everyone okay?!”

“We saw everything on the news!”

“That looked like some nasty business!”

“We were all super worried.”

“Please, have some gâteau au chocolat!”

“You’ve all been through so much, I can’t imagine.”

“We’re…we’re all really glad you guys are safe…”

“Our resident troublemakers have returned!”

“You guys are always coming home after getting caught up in serious stuff!” Kaminari wails, pointing at Kirishima and Midoriya. “You’re scaring us all half to death! Stop it!”

“I’m just glad they’re okay,” Shoji says, speaking through a dupli-mouth. Kemuri nods idly at his side.

“Well, sure, if they’re actually okay,” Jiro adds.

“OCHACO! TSUYU!” Hagakure squeals, wrapping both girls in a tight hug.

“ENOUGH!” Iida shouts, sliding between the class and the work study group, arms t-posed. “I know everyone was worried, but calm down! We all saw the news coverage. Our classmates have been through an ordeal. If you want to help, you should console them quietly and let them rest their bodies and their minds.”

“Iida?” Midoriya asks, reaching out to his friend.

Iida swipes his hands about. “Because I’m sure it wasn’t just physically taxing, but mentally as well.”

“Hey, Iida,” Midoriya repeats. Iida stops, turning back to face his friend, and Midoriya smiles softly. “Thanks, but…we’re fine. This is okay.”

Iida stares at him, then adjusts his glasses. “Well, then,” he says. “If I may?”

Everyone relaxes for about a second before Iida inhales, his shoulders rising almost to his ears as his hands lift into the air. Kemuri feels like she’s watching a rocket about to take off.

“DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW WORRIED I WAS FOR ALL OF YOU?!” Iida shouts, stepping forward to rapidly pat the heads and shoulders and faces of all four of them as he rambles and rants with reckless abandon. He grabs Midoriya by the shoulders and starts shaking him. “IT WAS AWFUL! WHAT IF YOU NEVER RETURNED?!”

“You’re worse than any of us,” Sero grumbles.

Kemuri smiles a little. “He’s just letting out all the stress he’s been carrying…”

“I’ll brew some lavender herbal tea!” Yaoyorozu says, smoothing her cream-coloured turtleneck. “It’s just the thing to help you relax.”

“Please, please, have some cake,” Sato begs, holding up a bite-sized piece to Midoriya’s mouth. He eats it, although Kemuri wonders if he only did it because Sato was a second away from shoving it into his mouth anyway.

Sero races up to Kirishima, hooking one arm around his neck and getting stabbed in the eye with one of Kirishima’s hair horns in the process. “Why didn’t you tell us what was going on, man?” he demands. “We got totally blindsided by this!”

“Sorry,” Kirishima says. “We were under a gag order.”

Mina, standing in front of them, says, “Kirishima.” When he looks at her, she tilts her head. “You good?”

He exhales. “Yeah, I’m getting there.”

The class keeps chatting, happy to have their friends back, and Kemuri lingers by Shoji’s side while Koda brings out Yuwai for Uraraka, Mina, and Tsuyu to pet. Shoji leans over, watching the rabbit kick her feet and wiggle her nose with wide, intrigued eyes.

But, Kemuri’s attention goes to the nearby couches, where three others are sitting. Nishimura sits on one couch, his face still tear-stained as he leans heavily on Aoyama’s shoulder. After hearing about Snatch, he didn’t come to class. Aoyama told the teachers he was sick, but everyone else knew better.

They had returned from school to find Nishimura in the kitchen, cooking five different types of yakitori, and he wordlessly offered them to everyone as he took a skewer and retired to the couch. Aoyama stuck by his side, a shoulder to cry on.

Now, Nishimura is watching the group, bloodshot eyes focused on one person and one person only. Bakugo sits on the other couch, one bare foot braced on the coffee table and hands in his pockets, a sulk on his face as he, too, watches one person and one person only.

Kaminari, not sensing the mood surrounding the trio, saunters over. “Heya, Kacchan! What’re you sulking about over here?” he asks, hopping over the armrest and perching as he leans over towards Bakugo. “You were worried too, so come join us!”

Bakugo stands up, toppling Kaminari onto the couch with a grunt. “I’m going to bed,” he snaps.

“This early?!” Kaminari retorts. “What are you, an old man?”

“You aren’t even gonna talk to them?” Ojiro asks, frowning.

Bakugo doesn’t turn around. “Unlike the rest of you nerds, I’ve got stuff to do.”

“Hey, you guys,” Todoroki says, his eyes shaded behind his bangs, knuckles white around his phone. “I’m glad you’re all back and everyone’s safe, but I need to get some sleep too.”

“Old men everywhere!” Kaminari shouts from the couch.

“I understand Bakugo, Todoroki wants to leave this early too?” Tsuyu asks.

“They have their remedial course tomorrow, I think,” Jiro says. “But, it’s early, even for that…”

Todoroki and Bakugo head up to their rooms. Kaminari finally gets up from the couch, his attention falling on Nishimura and Aoyama. He walks over, reaching down to nudge Nishimura’s shoulder.

“Hey, man,” he says. “Maybe you should say hi too?”

Nishimura blinks a few times, then reaches to rub his eyes. “Oh, yeah…I…I should.”

He stands like his legs are foreign to him, slow, tired. He moves like he's been weighted down as he walks around the edge of the couch and goes towards the group. Tsuyu hands Yuwai back to Koda and Aoyama also stands, lips pursed.

“Hey,” Nishimura says, giving a half-hearted wave. “I…uh, I made yakitori, if…if you guys are hungry…” He runs his hand over his hair, then pushes it back and lets his hand drag down his face. “I’m…yeah, I’m sorry, I feel like shit, I can’t even…” He shakes his head, squeezes his eyes shut. “All I could do was…make you food, and that’s…that’s not helpful, I’m sorry—”

“It’s okay, Akio,” Tsuyu says, finger pressed to her chin as she tilts her head. “That’s your love language. I’d like some.”

Nishimura’s eyes brighten as he looks at her, just a bit, and he exhales. “They’re…they’re probably cold by now. I…can warm them up,” he offers.

She nods, moves to his side, and she hooks her arm through his as they walk to the kitchen. Their steps are slow, tired.

Despite it being early in the night, so to say, no one has the energy to try and act like everything’s okay. Kirishima, Midoriya, Uraraka, and Tsuyu head up to bed by nine o’clock and soon after, everyone else retreats to their rooms.

Heights Alliance is quiet and tense. Sleep evades many.

Chapter 153: Ichiro, I Choose You!

Chapter Text

Kemuri lays on her side, staring out at her room, waiting for sunlight to trickle through her curtains. It’s early, too early even for her, but her sleep was too restless to avoid this. It’s silly to be losing sleep with worry for others, she thinks, but she can’t help it.

There are too many people she’s concerned about, all vying for her thoughts; Nishimura, Midoriya, Uraraka, Tsuyu, Kirishima, the little girl the heroes rescued from the compound, her mother and the police force under fire for the League attack.

She sits up, bunching the blanket at her lap as she reaches for her phone. She dials the number, putting it to her ear and waiting.

“Kemuri?” her mother’s voice is oddly awake, concerned. “Is everything alright?”

“Mom, can’t I call to just talk?” Kemuri asks. “You always sound so worried…”

“Oh, I’m sorry, sweetie. I can’t help it,” she admits. There’s a long breath. “I imagine you’ve seen the news?”

“Are you okay? The police…”

“It’s a little rough, but we’re pulling together. I wasn’t heavily involved in the operation, thankfully, but Tsukauchi had me working behind the scenes.” A pause. “They arrested Kurogiri, though.”

“The gate guy?” Kemuri asks. She thinks of the purple mist by the USJ fountain, the deep, rumbling voice that spoke to them before sending her and Ojiro tumbling headlong into fire.

“Exactly. It was tough, but it’s a small victory. They’re still waiting to get the media involved.” She sighs. “Tsukauchi got hurt. He’s…fine, but I’ve been helping him keep up with the paperwork.”

“Sounds like you’ve been keeping busy…”

“Lately, yes.” Kazue pauses. Kemuri hears her sigh. “But, Chisaki…Kemuri, you can’t imagine the things he did to that little girl. I feel sick just thinking of it.”

Kemuri’s stomach churns anyway. She’s heard the whispers, rumours, all surrounding a young man with a beak-like mask and a little girl named Eri.

“I…yeah…”

“And the evidence they stole, it was…integral, dangerous.” A pause. “I’m only telling you because, as a hero and my daughter, I want you aware so that you can protect yourself, but…it’s not something that can be spread around.”

“Are…are we in trouble?”

Silence, then, “Kemuri.”

“Yeah?”

“Have you heard about Togata?”

Kemuri frowns. “The…the news said he was involved in the invasion, with…with Midoriya. Why?”

A sigh. “Alright, I…wanted to ask. I can’t say anything until we’re given the okay from the media, I’m sorry, but maybe ask your friends. I need you to be careful, sweetie. Okay?”

“Mom, this sounds…scary.”

“It’s a little scary, but that’s part of the job. It’s better for you to be aware, so…” A sigh. “Either way, I’m sure you’ll find out about it soon.”

Kemuri’s lips purse tightly. “Okay,” she whispers. “Uhm…anything good happen lately? Other than the Kurogiri thing.”

Kazue lets out a soft laugh. “Well, actually, I got to visit Hakamata the other day. He’s recovering well from Kamino, even with one lung.”

“One lung?!” she repeats, just above a whisper.

“Oh, yes…the injury was extensive, but he’s fine. Really. Don’t spread that around either, dear. He hasn’t gone back into the public spotlight yet. I know he’s a favourite of yours, so I thought you should know.”

She is relieved, despite the slight shock. After Kamino, Best Jeanist’s condition was never released to the public and his sidekicks only ever said that he was taking “an extended leave of absence” from hero work.

“If you see him again,” Kemuri says, “tell him I hope he gets back on his feet soon.”

“He’ll appreciate that, I’m sure.” A pause. “Oh, that reminds me. Would you be able to make plans to visit a Sunday or two from now? Your dad and I miss you.”

“I miss you too. I can try to get permission.”

“Good. Good.”

She hears a yawn on the other end of the line, making her lips purse. “Mom, you stay safe too. And maybe try to sleep.”

“Says the one who called me at four in the morning,” Kazue teases lightly.

“Guilty…”

“But, you’re right. I have to go. I’ll talk to you later, okay?”

“Okay. I love you.”

“Love you too.”

Kemuri sits and listens to the dial tone long after her mom has hung up.

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Another day of school passes. Bakugo and Todoroki return looking ragged, but somewhat fulfilled. The work study students are intensely focused on their studies, both in class and back at the dorms.

Nishimura looks a bit better. Snatch’s death has sunk in, it seems, but Kemuri catches up to him at lunch, intent on asking about it herself.

“Nishi,” she says, making him stop walking and turn to her. “Uh…how are you? Feeling any better?”

He exhales and scratches lightly at his scar. “Ah…yeah, I guess. This whole thing just…sucks, but…I’ll be okay.”

“Yeah…” She grips her bag strap a little tighter. “It just…you took it really hard.”

He shrugs, half-hearted, more with one shoulder than both. “I’ve never had anyone I know die,” he says. “No one close to me, so…seeing that, it kind of punched me in the gut. I wanted…” He stops, mulls over his words. “I wanted to intern with him again, you know? He…he was really great and versatile and he showed me so much in a short amount of time and he…just…”

He trails off, gaze going misty, and Kemuri purses her lips in sympathy. “And now…” she says, searching for words.

“And now,” he repeats. “I’ll…never see him again.”

She bows her head. “It’s hard,” she agrees, just a whisper. Lifting her head, she adds, “Um, if it gets bad, don’t be afraid to talk to Hound Dog. I…I know he looks rough, but he’s really good at listening.”

Nishimura smiles a little. “Yeah, I’ll keep that in mind. Thanks, Kemuri.”

As he walks away again, Kemuri can’t shake the dark cloud that still hangs over her and the rest of her class. She can see it raining on Nishimura, dampening his spirits, and sees it waiting to trample the burst of determination chasing Kirishima, Midoriya, Uraraka, and Tsuyu.

She sees these things, imagines them, and her chest tightens as she steels her nerve. It’s time for her to step up and do what she can to bring some light back to the class, and she won’t be able to do it alone.

She turns on her heel and runs back to the classroom, catching Aizawa just as he leaves. She skids to a stop, nearly bumping into him, and he slowly raises an eyebrow at her.

“Can we talk? Please?” she asks.

He regards her for a second before exhaling, jerking his head towards the door. “Five minutes.”

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Back at the dorms, Kemuri feels unnaturally jittery. She can’t sit still and instead keeps herself busy with flitting back and forth across the floor, passing the left front windows, past the front door, along the right front windows, then back again.

“Kemuri, you okay?” Sero calls as she does her fifth horizontal journey. “You’re starting to freak me out.”

Kemuri stops and searches in the direction of his voice, only brought to him when he starts waving his arm at her. She immediately starts to fiddle with her hands, darting her gaze back to the window.

“Sorry, I’m…I’m waiting for someone,” she says. She moves closer to the window and peers out, nose almost pressing to the glass.

“Who?” she hears Kaminari chime in, probably from somewhere near Sero. She didn’t bother to look around at who else is in the common area.

“Beats me,” Sero says.

“Oh!” Hagakure pipes up. “Maybe Tokoyami’s coming home today!”

Kemuri blinks, still watching the path leading up to the dorm. She didn’t get a message from him, not personally or in the group chat, but that’s a possibility. He’s been in Kyushu for a while and if he were to come home today, that would be welcome.

No sooner has she thought that when she sees movement at the end of the path and she presses herself closer, breath fogging the glass as she wills her ruined eyes to work better than they possibly can. They don’t, but she makes out four shapes, two in black, two animalistic.

She grins. Speak of the devil and he may appear.

She races to the door and pulls it open, forgetting all about her shoes as she books it onto the front deck and nearly eats it on the stairs.

“Dad! Ichiro!” she hollers, waving. “Tokoyami!”

Cayden grins and starts to wave as Ichiro yaps, straining against his leash. Aizawa, walking at her father’s side, looks as dour as ever, but Kemuri is so grateful that he was willing to do this that she couldn’t care less. Tokoyami also waves.

Cayden releases Ichiro and, like a little sand-coloured bullet, the Shiba Inu races down the path and leaps into Kemuri’s arms, tackling her back to the ground in a flurry of kisses. She laughs and blindly feels for his face and neck, petting wherever she can reach.

The other three reach the front steps as Kemuri recovers, gently pushing Ichiro off of her as she keeps scratching and rubbing his ears. Tokoyami watches for a second before his beak lifts at the side. To the untrained eye, he looks like himself, but Kemuri has a trained eye and she can tell he’s tired from the slump of his shoulders and the way his head tips forward instead of holding firm and strong.

“Your father said you called for an emotional support animal,” he states.

Kemuri nods. “Things have been rough.” She nudges Ichiro lightly, smiling a little. “He’s good at snuggles.”

“I will probably enjoy that later.”

“Wow, this place is nice,” Cayden gasps, gazing up at the dorm with wide blue eyes. “I mean, you said it was nice in your emails but this…this is something else.”

“Glad you like it,” Aizawa says, deadpan. “Let’s move this along. He can’t stay for too long.”

“Right,” Cayden says with a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “Ah, let’s go in then.”

Kemuri stands and goes back to the door, pushing it open again to find that a few of her more curious classmates gathered in the entry, no doubt as soon as she left. Mina is one of them, and as soon as she sees Ichiro, her dark eyes seem to light up.

“Ichiro!” she cries.

Kirishima appears behind her. “Woah, no way!” He looks at Kemuri, mouth agape. “Shimakage, why’s your dog here?”

“Emotional support,” she says.

“Move inside, please,” Aizawa reiterates from behind.

The group shuffles away from the door. Ichiro darts in, bounding around and sniffing with wild abandon. A few delighted cries pop up around the room.

“Hey, it’s Ichiro!” Sero says.

“Doggo!” Kaminari shouts.

“Tokoyami!” Hagakure squeals as Tokoyami steps through the front door.

His eyes widen and he takes barely a step backwards before the invisible girl has her arms around him in a big, squishy hug. Kemuri hides a giggle in her hand as Tokoyami exhales.

“You welcome me like a soldier returning from war,” he utters.

“It’s been a rough few days,” Hagakure mumbles, her face creating an indent in Tokoyami’s shirt sleeve.

Kemuri nods. “We missed you.”

“I suppose I missed all of you too,” Tokoyami says. “Can you please release me? I feel contained.”

“Sorry, Toko,” Hagakure says as she steps away, giving him a generous personal bubble. She rounds on Kemuri and Tokoyami takes the moment to escape towards the elevators. “Did you seriously smuggle Ichiro in here?”

“He wasn’t smuggled,” Cayden pipes up as he slips his shoes off. “Kemuri asked me to bring him.”

“Mr. Hall!” Hagakure gasps. “O-M-G, it’s been forever! Can I hug you too?”

“Of course!” Cayden replies, opening his arms, and Hagakure squeals as she races into him like a charging, hugging bull.

Kemuri surveys the common room, now a lot louder and more lively than before. Koda is seated on the carpet, petting Ichiro and grinning while Mina, Kaminari, Sero, and Kirishima crowd behind him, cooing and smiling. Shoji and Ojiro, seated on the couch, just watch, although Ojiro’s tail has started to wag and there’s a brightness in Shoji’s eyes.

“What is going on?” Iida calls as he moves into the common area from the dining room, Midoriya, Uraraka, Tsuyu, and Todoroki at his heels. Iida stops short when he sees Ichiro, then takes in Cayden hugging Hagakure’s floating casual clothes, and blinks. “What?”

“Iida! Good to see you!” Cayden says, releasing Hagakure from the hug.

“Mr. Shimakage, sir,” Iida returns. He doesn’t smile. Instead, his brow furrows and he moves closer to them. His gaze falls on Kemuri. “Kemuri, are you alright? Did something happen? Has he come to take you home for some reason? I—”

“Tenya, I’m fine,” Kemuri says, her face getting red at the attention as she starts to wave her hands about. “I just…thought…that everyone seemed a little down, and maybe playing with a cute dog would help?”

“Oh,” Iida says, blinking again. He clears his throat and bows at the waist. “I jumped to conclusions! I apologize!”

“It’s okay,” Cayden and Kemuri say together.

Cayden and Aizawa retreat to the dining room, leaving the students to their play. Ichiro perks up, pulling away from the multiple pettings he’s getting by the couches and bounds over to Midoriya, sitting down and staring up at him with a doggy grin. For a second, Midoriya just blinks, and then he dons a tiny smile as he kneels and reaches his hand out to him.

Ichiro ignores his hand and goes right for licking his face, making Midoriya start to smile a little more as he sinks from his knee to a seated position. Uraraka sits down on his left, Tsuyu to the right, while Todoroki just peers at the trio from behind with a quizzical look. Ichiro snuffles at Uraraka’s hands as she reaches for more, Tsuyu resting her chin on her palm as she watches them with a gentle smile on her face.

Midoriya keeps petting Ichiro, his smile getting more and more wobbly, and then he lets out a slightly choked laugh as he hugs Ichiro close and buries his face in the dog’s fur. Ichiro wriggles, trying desperately to lick the growing tears in Midoriya’s eyes.

“Midoriya! Are you alright?” Iida asks, alarmed.

Uraraka’s expression softens and the hand that had been carefully petting Ichiro switches to Midoriya’s back. “Deku…”

“Midoriya,” Todoroki murmurs.

“M’fine,” Midoriya sniffles, lifting his head and letting Ichiro lick away more of his tears. Another weak, half-laugh. “I don’t know, I just…really needed that.” He cups Ichiro’s face, smiling. “Thanks, boy.”

“Ichiro needs to snuggle anyone who’s even remotely sad,” Mina says. “Right now.”

“Where’s Nishi?” Kaminari asks.

“I’ll find him,” Koda whispers, getting to his feet and hurrying off.

The elevators open to let Koda on and Bakugo walks out, followed closely by Mineta, Yaoyorozu, and Jiro. They don’t seem to notice that anything’s different until Ichiro barks, tail wagging, and Midoriya releases him.

Bakugo’s eyes widen. “The fuck? Is that…?” He looks at Kemuri, then Cayden, and back at Ichiro. He bares his teeth in a somewhat scary grin. “You fluffy-faced fucker, get over here.”

Ichiro runs to Bakugo like he’s being reunited with an old friend, wriggling and yipping with glee as he desperately licks every inch of visible skin on Bakugo’s body. Bakugo’s brow stays furrowed, but he’s smiling nonetheless, already starting to wrestle the dog into submission.

“What’re you doing here, you little shit?” he mumbles, more to the dog than for actual answers. “You’ve gotten big, holy shit. What are they feeding you?”

Mineta, a little pale, grips his hair and retreats to the couch, scrambling onto Shoji’s shoulders for protection. Shoji glances up at the boy, eyebrow lifted, and he whimpers.

“He’s gonna go for my balls again,” he cries. Shoji shrugs and lets him stay where he is.

“Yo, what’s going on?” Jiro asks.

“Emotional support Ichiro!” Mina laughs, clapping her hands together.

Yaoyorozu’s eyes sparkle. “Oh, how lovely…” she says. “Kemuri, did you plan this?”

“A little,” Kemuri says. “Ichiro…uh, has to give kisses and love to anyone feeling down.”

“He already made Midoriya cry,” Tsuyu states. Midoriya nods and keeps scrubbing at his face, making Uraraka pat his shoulder again.

The elevator opens with a soft ding and Koda returns with Nishimura, Sato, and Aoyama behind him. The four boys immediately notice Bakugo and Ichiro wrestling, both of them growling at each other playfully, and Nishimura blinks a few times.

“Okay…” he says, dragging out the sound a bit.

“Ichiro,” Koda calls. “My friend needs comfort. Can you help?”

Kemuri isn’t sure whether it’s Koda’s quirk at work or not, but Ichiro tears himself from his play fight with Bakugo, looks at Nishimura, and pants as he trots over to him. Nishimura steps back, hesitating, and Sato gives him a nudge. Aoyama smiles a little.

Ichiro sits down at Nishimura’s feet, gazing up at him, curled tail wagging, and Nishimura watches him for a few seconds. The class waits. Even Bakugo looks more engaged than usual.

Nishimura kneels and Ichiro climbs into his lap, paws on his chest, licking his face and snuffling his neck. Nishimura winces as he starts to laugh.

“H-Hey, that tickles,” he stammers, hands awkwardly finding places to rest on the dog’s body.

He goes quiet, dropping his head as his smile gets a little wider, and Ichiro keeps nuzzling him. Nishimura wraps his arms around Ichiro and exhales, closing his eyes.

“Feel any better?” Kirishima asks.

Nishimura nods. Ichiro makes a soft yipping sound and keeps licking the underside of his jaw.

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Later in the evening, Kemuri sits on the front steps of Heights Alliance, her dad at her side. Ichiro is still inside, playing in the inner courtyard with Midoriya, Kirishima, Tsuyu, Uraraka, Bakugo, and Todoroki. She can smell supper cooking.

“That was a nice thing to do,” Cayden says, elbows perched on his knees.

Kemuri nods to herself. “So much has happened and…I couldn’t do anything. I could do something here, just…just a little.”

He exhales. “Yeah,” he agrees. He looks at her, still looking far too tired for her liking. “Your mother told me you called this morning. I got worried. Then, you called again…”

“I’m sorry.”

“No, Kemmy,” he says. “I’m glad. You’re…you look like you’re doing well. It’s…” He looks at the building again, then out at U.A’s main campus in the distance. “Honestly, I’m torn.”

She leans forward a little, angling her body so that she doesn’t have to crane her neck as much to see him. “Torn?”

“You’re here, and you’re away from…your grandfather,” Cayden says, picking over his words as he goes. Kemuri tenses and cold, dark eyes flash through her head. “I’m so happy. You’re finally somewhere safe, but…I also wish that was at home, with your mother and I and Ichiro. It feels so empty now without you.” He bows his head. “Maybe I’m just a selfish old man.”

“Dad, no…”

“I am, Kemmy,” he says, looking up at her. He smiles, melancholy, and reaches out to muss her hair. “I sometimes want things to be the way they were. Not everything, but…little things. Having you around to talk to about school and work, the times you helped with Harmony, having the house full of your friends when it’s been so empty for years…”

He trails off and his hand falls from her hair back to his lap and Kemuri keeps watching him. If she thinks about it, maybe she misses that too—the pieces that were good even if the whole puzzle had its dark spots. She misses her backyard with the koi pond and the rose bushes. She misses her room and the sliding doors, the old Japanese feel of the house that she now only finds on the rare occasions when she gets a peek at Todoroki’s room. She misses the idle conversations she’d share with her dad as she cleaned leaves from the hot spring, she misses the dojo that she knew like the back of her hand, and though she will never admit it out loud because it’s sick and wrong, she misses her grandfather.

She’s missed him since her quirk manifested and a part of her still wonders whether there’s a chance, a tiny, tiny chance, that she can change his mind about her.

She shakes her head, exhaling, because at the same time as she misses all that, there is nowhere else she’d rather be than in this dorm, surrounded by the people she’s come to love as if they’re her own family.

Her chest tightens a bit. She really needs to talk to Hound Dog about this.

She opens her mouth, apology on her lips, and her dad laughs. “Don’t apologize, sweetie,” he says. “This is just a part of getting older. Looking back, knowing the past is past, and knowing that…things were good, but they’re good now too, even if it’s different.”

A pause. She swallows the lump in her throat. “Dad, is…is grandfather okay?”

He purses his lips and she sees the look in his eyes, the deliberation, as he mulls over her words. He sighs. “He is. He’s in a hotel, one of those meant for longer stays, and…every now and then, he calls the house. He always asks for Kazue, but…”

He stops. Kemuri waits, anticipating, and she hates how her heart picks up. She’s curious, and it shouldn’t matter because she left him behind and she left everything he did to her behind but it’s still there. The past is past but it’s still there, leaving its scars well into the present, and all she wants to know is, “Does he ask about me? Does he?”

He clears his throat, smiles at her. “He’s okay. That’s…what matters.”

She wants to press for answers, but the front door opens and Aizawa steps out. Ichiro is already on his leash, looking mellowed out and well-loved, and he yawns as he sits and scratches his ear.

“Time to go,” Aizawa says.

“Thanks so much for doing this, Mr. Aizawa,” Cayden says as he gets to his feet, reaching for a handshake.

Aizawa puts Ichiro’s leash into Cayden’s hand instead. “It was no trouble,” he says, although Kemuri knows that’s not entirely true. Getting permission for Cayden to come on campus on such short notice couldn’t have been simple. “It cheered up my students. That’s what matters.”

“Of course,” Cayden mumbles, his face still flushed with embarrassment over his flubbed handshake.

“Shimakage, say your goodbyes,” Aizawa says.

She nods. He still has to escort her dad from campus, maybe even drive him home. She really wishes she could thank Aizawa with more than just words.

Kemuri kneels to pet Ichiro, then stands and hugs her dad. “Bye,” she whispers. “I’ll see you soon, okay?”

“Be sure to keep emailing us, okay? We want to hear all about this possible work study, too,” he replies before pressing a kiss to her forehead.

“Mhm,” she mumbles.

Another squeeze, one more kiss to her hairline, and she pulls away. She waves goodbye and goes to the door as Aizawa passes, and she watches her dad, her dog, and her teacher walk away. Suddenly, her heart feels heavy, and she lets herself wish that she could go home with them.

She goes into the dorm only to run into Midoriya, lingering by the entryway, and she would’ve missed him if he hadn’t coughed. The common room is still alive with movement happening in the kitchen, while most others have disappeared to clean up before supper.

“Shimakage,” he says. His eyes are still a little red, but he looks like at least a little bit of weight has left his shoulders.

“Hi, Midoriya,” she says. “Um…feel better?”

“Yes,” he answers, hasty. He clears his throat again. “I, ah…I don’t know why but that…that was just what we needed. It really helped everyone feel better and, well—” A nervous, disbelieving laugh. “Kacchan and I spent time together and I didn’t feel…stressed. That…that hasn’t happened in…”

“Midoriya?” she whispers. If he starts mumbling now, she won’t be able to keep up.

“I’m saying thank you,” he blurts. She goes still and he looks away, flushed. “Thank you. You didn’t have to go to the trouble but you did, and…that means a lot. Thank you.”

She wants to excuse it, tell him that it wasn’t that big of a deal, but his expression is so genuine that it freezes her words in their tracks. He looks relaxed, still a little tired and ragged, but he’s happy, and she can’t bring herself to argue.

“You’re welcome,” she murmurs. “It…it was the least I could do, to…” She looks at her feet. “To thank you, for…for all that you did. With…Eri, and…”

When she looks at him again, he looks like he’s about to cry, and she lets out a tiny gasp. She moves to him, waving her hands about.

“I-I’m sorry!” she squeaks. “I didn’t…you…I’m so sorry—”

A watery laugh. “N-No, I’m just…being a crybaby. I thought my heart was gonna burst…”

He sniffles again, wiping his nose on his arm, and he looks so much like the human version of a puppy that Kemuri can’t stop herself from giving him a hug. By the way he stiffens, he’s probably shocked, and she doesn’t blame him. Hugs aren’t most peoples’ go to comfort gesture, especially in Japan, but Kemuri has always liked them and likes giving them.

He gently returns it, trembling, and she gives him a squeeze before pulling away. He’s still got that shaky smile on, punctuated by his extra-flushed cheeks.

“S-Sorry,” she says.

“It’s okay. I think I kinda needed that too,” he says.

Before they can continue, Iida calls them to gather for supper and they both hurry back to the dining room, going their separate ways.

Kemuri eats dinner and the mood around the tables is lighter, a little brighter, and she’s so relieved that she thinks she might dissolve into a crying fit that would challenge Midoriya’s. She sniffles, bringing her sleeve up to her eye, and inhales sharply to compose herself.

It’s okay, she tells herself, and then her phone rings and she suddenly remembers that she has a future work study (maybe) waiting on the other end of the line.

But, it couldn’t possibly be them, right?

Chapter 154: Kemuri's Future in a Phone Call

Summary:

Kemuri gets a very important phone call.

Chapter Text

Kemuri’s phone is ringing.

A few people look up from their food, curious, while others ignore it. All of Kemuri’s friends stare at her, wide-eyed, and Kemuri’s fingers go limp as her spoon dips back into her bowl.

“Is that…?” Ojiro starts.

Kemuri scrambles for her phone, tucked away in the pockets of her U.A sweatpants. She checks the call display, barely able to make it out between her crap eyesight and her shaking hands.

It’s not Kamui Woods. It’s an unknown number with a Japan area code. Her heart leaps into her throat. She sent over the reference letter from Tensei, but she expected to have to wait longer before getting a call. Who’s on the other end? What’s going to happen? What if it’s just a telemarketer?

“Girl, answer it!” Hagakure urges.

Kemuri does so, catching it right before it goes to voicemail, and puts the phone to her ear. “Hello?”

“Good evening, is this Kemuri Shimakage?”

“S-Speaking.” She stares at her friends and mouths “ah!”

“Hello. My name is Nightwalker, I’m the personal secretary and sidekick of the Ninja Hero, Edgeshot. We received a recommendation from Kamui Woods and Ingenium that you would be interested in a work study. Is this correct?”

Kemuri stares ahead, seeing nothing, mouth hanging open.

“Is she okay?” Ojiro whispers.

“She may be having a stroke,” Shoji offers.

“A-Ah!” Kemuri gasps. “Yes! Yes, that’s correct!”

There’s the sound of typing. “Mr. Edgeshot would like to meet you. Does tomorrow at 5:00 p.m work for you?”

Kemuri’s heart is loud in her ears and she feels like her brain is displaying an error message, but she manages to answer. “That…that should be fine, yes.”

“Wonderful. We’ll have an escort bring you here. We will see you tomorrow, Ms. Shimakage.”

Kemuri gives her a harried goodbye and another thank you before she hangs up. For a second, she just sits and stares at her rice. Slowly, she holds out her phone to Tokoyami.

“Please hold this, Toko. I might drop it,” she whispers.

“Kemuri, tell me what happened!” Hagakure begs. “I’m getting information blue-balled here!”

Kemuri blinks, comes slowly back to earth. “So, uh…that wasn’t…a dream?”

Shoji arches an eyebrow. “Alright, so whoever it is, they’re a favourite of yours.”

“Best Jeanist?” Hagakure asks.

“He hasn’t returned to hero work yet,” Ojiro says. “Fatgum and Ryukyu are out too, since they already have interns.”

“Can’t be Ingenium,” Tokoyami states.

“Or Kamui Woods, and I don’t think Gunhead is ranked high enough for the school to approve,” Shoji adds. His eyebrows lift. “So, Edgeshot?”

Kemuri can’t even move past her shock long enough to be proud of her friends for figuring it out. “Edgeshot, yeah,” she echoes. “He…wants to meet me…tomorrow…”

Ojiro’s jaw drops. Shoji and Tokoyami’s eyes widen.

“Holy shit, we got it right,” Shoji whispers.

“You’re shocked?” Tokoyami asks. “Edgeshot is Kemuri’s favourite, if I’m not mistaken. It was a perfectly valid guess.”

Hagakure’s clothes slump. “Honestly, I expected more screaming, like…when Kamui Woods picked her for an internship.”

Kemuri blinks, sucks in a breath, and releases it. “I’m screaming internally because it’s supper and I don’t want to bother everyone.”

She keeps replaying the conversation in her head, her heart still pounding. Edgeshot, one of her favourite heroes of all time, wants to meet her. He’s one of the most well-known stealth heroes, ranked in the top ten of the JP Hero Billboard Charts, and he’s a skilled martial artist. He’s calm, focused, always keeping a level head and he’s intelligent to boot.

If Kemuri were to describe him in simple terms, he’s the kind of hero she wants to be like. He’s a role model to her.

And now, he’s considering taking her on for a work study.

“Is the room tilting or is that just me?” she asks.

Tokoyami grasps her shoulder. “Do not faint. Take a few deep breaths.”

She does so, then slowly stands up. “Right, I’m…I’m going to go to the bathroom.”

She speedwalks to the bathroom, goes into one of the stalls, sits down, and takes a second to let it all sink in again. Then, she lets out a tiny, shrieking squeal as she starts tapping her feet rapidly on the ground.

“Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!”

Outside, Shoji keeps a dupli-ear aimed at the bathroom, and chuckles a little when he hears her. Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Hagakure watch him, eager.

“Is she okay? Should I go check on her?” Hagakure asks.

Shoji shakes his head. “She’s just a little bit happy.”

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“No way, you’re going to be studying under Edgeshot?! Girl, that’s awesome!”

Kemuri starts grinning, already hiding it behind her hands. “W-Well, not yet, but tomorrow…tomorrow I’m going to be meeting him…hopefully.”

Mina grins and claps her hands, falling back on the couch hard enough to make Jiro bounce. “Still! It’s so awesome to see all this happening.” She pauses, frowns, and her shoulders hunch. “Or…uh, at least, the work studies. Not…other stuff.”

Wordlessly, attention shifts to Uraraka and Tsuyu. Ichiro’s visit cheered them up a little, gave them a distraction, but it’s gotten late by now and the exhaustion of the day has set in. Uraraka exhales, waving her hands a little as her lips purse, but she doesn’t speak. Tsuyu croaks.

“It’s okay,” she says. “We get what you meant, Mina, ribbit.”

“Uraraka, you okay?” Jiro asks.

Uraraka shakes her head. “Oh, it’s…it’s not super important. I don’t even know what’s going on, but…” She glances at Kemuri, then darts away again. “It’s just…Sir Nighteye’s funeral is in a few days, and Mr. Aizawa was saying stuff about the work studies…”

“Are you guys stopping yours?” Hagakure asks.

“They’ll probably be put on hold,” Tsuyu says. “The raid was pretty tough on everyone.”

“I can only imagine,” Yaoyorozu murmurs.

“Uh, guys, did…something happen to Togata?” Kemuri asks. Uraraka and Tsuyu look up at her and she gulps. “My…mom called me. She didn’t tell me what, but said you guys might know.”

“Oh, yeahhh,” Mina says. “I was wondering too. The news was so vague about it.”

Uraraka bites her lip and looks at Tsuyu, silently asking her more straightforward friend to fill the space. Tsuyu, as calm as she usually is, seems to deflate a little as she lets out another ribbit.

“Well, you guys heard what Overhaul was doing,” Tsuyu says.

Nods all around. At this point, anyone who doesn’t know about the new quirk-inhibiting bullets has to have been living under a rock.

“I heard Kirishima saying that Amajiki got hit with one on patrol a while ago,” Yaoyorozu admits.

“But those are temporary, right?” Hagakure asks.

Tsuyu’s lips purse. “Not the one they used on Mirio…”

Kemuri’s eyes widen and all around her, the remaining four girls gasp. Jaws drop. Mina becomes a shade of pink paler.

“His…quirk? Gone?” Kemuri whispers. “P…permanently?”

Uraraka nods. “So far, they haven’t been able to fix it. That’s…that’s why he hasn’t come back to school. He’s taking a leave of absence.” She adds, “In…case you noticed.”

Kemuri hadn’t, but that doesn’t lessen the blow. She looks down at her hands, tracing the lines crossing her palms with only her gaze. She tries to imagine not having her quirk, not having this huge piece of her, and she doesn’t like it. Not one bit.

She wishes Ichiro could come back. She’ll settle for hugging Mini-Fatgum when she gets back to her room.

“Yeesh,” Jiro whispers.

“Poor Togata,” Hagakure adds.

“And so soon before graduation,” Kemuri mumbles. “He…worked so hard…”

“But,” Tsuyu says with a small shrug. “They think Eri could help him, once she gets better control of her quirk. It’s a long story.”

“I’m sure everything will be fine,” Yaoyorozu says as she stands. “On that note, we should go to bed. It’s been a long day.”

No one argues against their vice rep’s suggestion. Jiro, Hagakure, and Kemuri get off the elevator on the second floor, wishing the other girls goodnight, and they walk down the hall together.

“Hey,” Jiro says. Hagakure and Kemuri look at her as she smiles a little, patting Kemuri on the shoulder. “Let’s end the night off well. Good luck tomorrow, okay, Kemuri?”

“Thank you,” Kemuri says, returning the tiny grin.

She sleeps better than she thought she would, dreaming of what may come.

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The next day, Kemuri moves through the school day in a blur, counting down the seconds until the final bell. When it rings, she’s out and back to the dorms in record time.

She gathers her costume case and backpack before she heads out, earning more wishes of “good luck” from her classmates as she goes. She has her contract in her bag (along with something else that’s very, very important) and she’s ready to impress the number five hero.

She has no clue who the representative taking her to the agency is, but she’s sure she’ll know when she sees them. She wonders if it’ll be one of Edgeshot’s sidekicks, or some bodyguard in a fancy car, or—

“Hey, airhead.”

The voice is cold, snappy, and Kemuri startles as she whips her head towards it. Standing at the end of the path leading to Heights Alliance is a girl wearing a U.A uniform. She has dyed blonde hair, her brown roots starting to show, and she’s tied it into two braided space buns perched high on her head.

“What, you didn’t see me or something?” she asks. Her eyes are a startling blue colour, cold as ice, and she’s got a few inches of height on Kemuri—just enough to make her all the more intimidating.

Kemuri swallows hard. “I…I didn’t. I’m sorry.”

The girl stares at her for another second before exhaling. “Come on. We don’t want to keep Mr. Edgeshot waiting.”

“O-Oh, so you’re—”

The girl is already walking. Kemuri’s question dies on her lips and she hurries to catch up. She grabs her stick from her backpack, extending it with a shake, and the girl darts a glance back at Kemuri when she hears it tapping.

“Wait, you’re blind?” she asks.

Kemuri purses her lips. It’s been a while since anyone has asked her this. Now that she thinks about it, it’s been months since she’s heard the phrase that used to chase her whenever she met new people.

“Partially,” she answers. The girl’s nose wrinkles and Kemuri hopes it’s out of confusion, not disgust. “Like…I don’t have peripheral vision. It’s like…ah, constant tunnel vision.”

“Huh.”

They keep walking. They reach the gate and pass through. Kemuri keeps following, the silence making her antsy.

“So…uh, thank you for…showing me where to go,” Kemuri says.

“I’m only doing this because Mr. Edgeshot asked me to.” She glares down at Kemuri. “You’re hardly a hero and if you want my respect, you’re going to have to earn it.”

Kemuri, for once, feels oddly unfazed. This girl is a lot like Kemuri’s grandfather, stoic and cold and professional. It makes Kemuri wonder why she even bothers to have a conversation with her. Then, she remembers that if this girl is working with Edgeshot, they might be spending more time together, and Kemuri hates when people don’t like her.

“So…”

The girl huffs. “Just talk. If you’re going to ask a question, just ask it.”

“Are you a third year?” Kemuri doesn’t remember seeing her in the Sports Festival for the second years or the third years, but she must be strong if she’s one of Edgeshot’s interns.

“Yes. Class 3-B.”

“Oh, so you know the Big Three?”

The girl’s shoulders hunch. “Who doesn’t know those righteous show-offs?”

Well, Kemuri thinks, so much for asking if she knows how Togata is doing.

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They spend the rest of the journey to Edgeshot’s agency in silence. Kemuri is beyond relieved when they get into the building, simply because they’re greeted by someone who knows how to talk without ice coating their words.

“I’m Nightwalker, we spoke on the phone,” the woman says, extending her hand for Kemuri to shake.

Kemuri can’t help but gape. Nightwalker is gorgeous, from her perfect makeup to her manicured nails. Her skin from the neck down is jet black and dotted with stars, making her look like a piece of the galaxy fallen to earth, and some of those stars bleed upwards along her jaw and cheekbones. Her hair is as black and inky as a starless sky.

Remembering her manners, Kemuri shuts her mouth and takes Nightwalker’s hand. “A-Ah, yes, nice…nice to meet you.”

“Hm,” Nightwalker says. “A good, firm handshake, but the stutter…oh well, we can work on that.” She eyes the girl lingering behind Kemuri. “Kunoichi, go on and take her upstairs. He’s expecting you.”

“Of course, ma’am,” the girl, Kunoichi, says, and it’s the politest thing Kemuri has heard her say yet. She wonders if that’s her hero name or her real name.

Kunoichi leads Kemuri to the elevator and once inside, Kemuri is left to watch the climbing numbers and try to calm her nerves.

Kunoichi walks out the second the doors open and Kemuri scrambles to keep up, her heart still pounding in her ears. They go down a wide hallway to the door at the far end, where Kunoichi knocks, waits, then opens the door.

Kemuri takes a deep breath and moves towards her future.

Chapter 155: Interview with a Ninja

Summary:

Kemuri meets the mysterious number five hero, Edgeshot.

Chapter Text

“You must be Smokey Eye.”

Kemuri startles in place. The office is empty of anyone other than herself and Kunoichi. There’s a desk, Japanese tapestries on the walls, a few bookshelves and bonsai trees, but no sign of Edgeshot. Kemuri looks at Kunoichi, eyes wide with questioning, but the girl just watches the desk expectantly.

“Uh, yes, I…that’s me,” Kemuri says to the empty room.

There’s a flash of navy, one Kemuri almost misses, and then Edgeshot is in front of her, perched on his desk with one leg crossed over the other. He keeps his arms folded over his chest, expression unreadable behind his mask.

“Hello,” he greets.

She reminds herself not to swallow her own tongue as she bows. “H-Hello, Mr. Edgeshot, it’s…it’s an honour.”

She straightens up when Kunoichi makes the softest scoffing noise, making her face burn with embarrassment. Edgeshot’s dark blue eyes slide to Kunoichi, one eyebrow arching elegantly.

“Thank you for bringing her here,” he says. Back to Kemuri, he adds, “I’m sure introductions already happened.”

Kemuri fidgets. “Um, well…”

Edgeshot sighs. “Again, Shinobi?”

“I’m sorry, sir, but you know how I feel about this sort of thing.”

Kemuri allows herself to look between the two. “Is…there something wrong? I…I can go if—”

“No, you’re fine,” Edgeshot says.

He stands, and Kemuri is struck by how he isn’t all that much taller than her. She knew he isn’t the tallest, as he’s appeared on “Heroes You Didn’t Realize Were Below Five Foot Ten” lists before, and of course, she’ll check out anything with Edgeshot in the thumbnail.

Still, it’s one thing to see pictures and another to be standing in his presence.

“Smokey Eye,” Edgeshot says, gesturing to Kunoichi—or is it Shinobi? Kemuri doesn’t know anymore. “This is Kuno Shinobi, hero name: Kunoichi.” Oh, it’s both, Kemuri thinks. “She’s a talented stealth-quirk user and one of my sidekicks. She’s been with me for a little over a year now.” Despite the pout on Shinobi’s lips, her cheeks turn pink with pleasure. “She also tends to be very judgemental of new recruits.”

“I want what’s best for the agency,” she retorts.

“I’m aware, and I’m grateful for your dedication,” Edgeshot says, tone level. “If you don’t mind, I’d like to speak to Smokey Eye alone.”

She eyes Kemuri one more time before bowing to Edgeshot and taking her leave. When the door closes, Edgeshot returns to perching on his desk and Kemuri yet again forces herself not to just stare at him and pinch herself in an attempt to wake up.

He’s right there. Like, actually in front of her. Cue internal screaming.

“I’ll apologize for Shinobi’s behaviour,” he says. “Her heart’s in the right place, even if she doesn’t express it in the best way.”

“It’s okay,” Kemuri says. Explosions and shouts of “DIE!” echo in her head. “I…I know someone like that.”

Edgeshot nods thoughtfully, reaching behind him and holding up a stack of papers. He eyes it, then her. “I have to say,” he says, “you have some glowing reviews. Kamui Woods and the former Ingenium are both very impressed with you.”

She bows her head. “I’m…I’m happy to hear that, sir.”

“But, you haven’t impressed me yet.”

Her heart just about stops. She straightens up, eyes wide. Edgeshot’s face is just as calm and unreadable as before. Kemuri would hope that after spending so much time around Shoji, she’d be an expert at figuring out the emotions of masked men, but Edgeshot is a closed book.

He sets the papers down. “If I’m going to take you on, you’re going to have to prove yourself. I don’t want to spend valuable time and effort on someone who doesn’t have what it takes.”

She thinks that, to anyone else, this would be intimidating. It is, but to Kemuri, it just gets her blood pumping. Proving herself? She’s spent countless hours trying to do just that for a man far more stubborn than Edgeshot.

“What do you want me to do?” she asks. “I’ll do it. I’ll…I’ll blow you away.”

She catches the slight crinkle at the edges of his eyes. “That’s what I like to hear. Now, put your quirk where your mouth is.” He stands. “If you can escape my agency without a single person seeing you, I’ll take you on as an intern.”

“That’s it?”

His eyebrow lifts. “Do you want it to be more difficult?”

Her face turns red. “N-No! I mean, I…I wanted to…clarify…that there’s nothing more to it?”

“Escape the agency. No one sees you. I’ve instructed my staff to alert me if they notice you, so the second you fail, I will know.” He holds up his phone. “There’s no time limit, but I’d advise you to make it as quick as possible. Meet me on the front steps.”

With that, he folds into nothing and disappears.

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Kemuri allows herself a second to think. He said it himself, there’s no time limit, so there’s no need to rush.

She paces the office, hand on her chin. The most obvious thing to do would be to use her quirk and just retrace her steps to get back outside, but something tells her it isn’t that easy. She isn’t invisible. Anyone can see her quirk in action, even if they can’t see her body.

What’s more, Kemuri is sure that she missed others who could be in this building. During the whole walk up, she was focused on following after Shinobi, not daring to look away lest she get left behind.

Kemuri isn’t willing to take the risk, not when a work study is so close that she can taste it.

It makes her pause, though. She’s always thought of her quirk as stealthy, but trying to move unseen is a lot harder when your quirk itself is a dead giveaway. Kemuri isn’t like Hagakure. She can’t just sneak around without being noticed.

She has to find another way.

Kemuri moves to the window. Unlike big city agencies, Edgeshot’s is a little more modest, made with stone and brick instead of the shiny glass skyscrapers that Kemuri often sees when it comes to the likes of All Might or Endeavour. Even the Redwood Agency had tons of glass involved, but she attributes that to the fact that they specialize in plant-based quirks.

She counts herself lucky that Edgeshot doesn’t work like that. It helps her plan.

She flips open her costume case, taking out her boots and sitting down on the floor as she swaps out her school shoes. She doubts she’ll need the rest of her costume. With them strapped on, she goes back to the window and slides it open before climbing out. Outside, she grips the windowsill and settles her feet on the ledge just below.

She darts a look around again. The building next to this one isn’t too far away, nothing worse than the exercises she did with Kamui and Sero when Steam Jet was a lot weaker.

She grins to herself and pushes off the wall with a burst of steam. The weightless feeling returns and before gravity can take hold, she activates another burst and turns herself around, facing the next building. With a few more steam-powered steps, she touches down on the adjacent roof and breaks into a sprint towards the other side.

She doesn’t glance back at the agency. She won’t be able to tell if anyone’s looking out the window anyway and there’s no need to psych herself out.

Reaching the other side, she peers into the alleyway to find that there’s a fire escape a little ways down. She hops off the roof, boosting with Steam Jet to slow her descent, and she lands on the metal stairs with only a slight clank. Confidence growing, she hurries down the stairs and boosts herself down for a final landing.

Emerging from the alleyway, she looks down the sidewalk and can just see Edgeshot standing with his arms crossed, facing the building as if waiting for her to come out the front doors.

She takes a second to debate if he’ll fail her if she doesn’t sneak up on him, but she decides to take the risk. She doubts she could catch him off guard.

She breaks into a jog, heart in her throat, and only slows when she reaches him. He slowly turns his head to her as she approaches. His expression betrays no emotions as he pulls out his phone, checks the time, then puts it away.

“Did…did I pass?” she asks.

He doesn’t speak for a moment.

“Do you know how many possible interns have failed that test?” he asks, turning to look at the building again.

She purses her lips. “Lots?”

“Lots,” he confirms. “They think they’re stealthy and, to civilians, they are,” he says. “But, they forget that they’re in a building full of trained professionals, people who are equally stealthy and well aware of what’s around them, people…like me.” His eyes crease at the edges and Kemuri watches, expectant. “They try to sneak through the building, or they panic and try to get it done as fast as possible and forget to be careful. They inevitably get caught.”

She grits her teeth together with anxiety, pressing her palms to her thighs. Edgeshot takes another second before he fully turns to her, eyes narrowed slightly, but she doesn’t feel malice from them. It’s like he’s taking her in again, reevaluating.

“I only take the best,” he says.

Kemuri can’t make herself speak. She’s starting to second-guess herself, brain going into panic mode. Did she cheat? She wasn’t trying to. She’s already got apologies on her tongue, excuses ready to fire. She isn’t the best. There are people so much better than her, more talented.

But, right now, she wants to be the best. She wants to be Edgeshot’s idea of the best.

“And you,” he continues. He lets out a laugh, wispy, barely there, and he shakes his head. “You thought outside the box. I didn’t even notice where you had gone until you came out of that alleyway.” His eyes lift to the building. “Right out the window, huh?”

She nods. “Y-Yes, sir…”

“You didn’t use your smoke screen, like I thought you would.” When she doesn’t answer, her head still bowed slightly, he adds, “Well done.”

Her entire body seems to lift with hope and her head snaps up, eyes wide with disbelief. “Does…does that mean…?”

“You passed,” he confirms. He extends his hand. “I’d be honoured to have you as an intern.”

She sucks in a sharp breath and desperately tries to keep her tears at bay as she takes his hand and shakes it. “Thank you, sir! I…I won’t let you down!”

“I’m counting on it. Come, let’s go inside and discuss this further.”

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Kemuri puts her boots away while Edgeshot calls in Nightwalker and Shinobi. When they’re all gathered, Edgeshot goes into formalities.

“I understand that U.A may be putting some first year work studies on hold,” he says, seated in his chair, elbows on the desktop. Kemuri nods. “Things are still tense, with everything that’s just happened, so I understand their position. I don’t know what that means for you.” He shuts his eyes for a second. “With that in mind, I cannot promise that your work study will start soon.”

“Yes, sir,” Kemuri says.

Nightwalker types something on her tablet and Kemuri turns her head to look at her, teeth worrying her bottom lip. The woman stops typing and meets her eyes, donning a gentle, reassuring look that makes Kemuri relax a little.

“Don’t worry. I’ve made up my mind to take you on as a sidekick, no matter what happens,” Edgeshot says, and Kemuri has to bite back a big, dopey smile as she faces him again. “For now, I may simply have to be patient with bringing you onto the team.”

“Right, I understand.”

“We’ll keep in contact. Nightwalker knows how to reach you and, of course, Shinobi is at U.A to pass on messages if the need be.” He gestures to the girl, making her nod once. Edgeshot stands, stamps Kemuri’s contract, and hands it to her. “I hope to see you soon.”

“Thank you again, sir,” Kemuri says, bowing once. She straightens, fiddling with her hands. “Um…can…can I ask for one more thing?”

Edgeshot lifts an eyebrow. “Yes?”

She digs into her backpack, pulling out her Edgeshot PVC figure, tucked safely away in its original packaging. “C-Can you sign this? Please? Only…only if you’re okay with it though…sir…”

Shinobi moans out something like “oh my god” as Nightwalker cracks a smile, hiding a gentle giggle with her hand. Edgeshot blinks, then chuckles as he holds out his hand and motions with his fingers.

“Of course,” he says. As he takes the box, his eyes widen. “Huh, this was an exclusive. It’s a favourite of mine.” He turns the box a little, nodding. “I like the pose.”

“It’s so dynamic! It really captures your poise and elegance!” Kemuri gushes. Shinobi lets out another groan and Kemuri turns completely red, shrinking into herself. “I-It’s…ah…very well done…I’m sorry…”

He signs it and hands it back to her, eyes crinkling with a smile. “Don’t apologize for enthusiasm, Shimakage. It’s a good thing to have.”

And so, Kemuri leaves the office with an autograph from her hero and a skip in her step. Shinobi walks out with her, staying in silence that Kemuri is already feeling accustomed to. Their feet slap rhythmically against the pavement.

“How…did you even fit that box in there?” Shinobi asks, eyes darting to Kemuri’s backpack.

Kemuri flushes. “I…didn’t put anything else in it…”

Shinobi blinks once, then twice, and she makes a “pfft” sound as for a split second, her composure breaks. She whips her head in the other direction, hand clapped over her mouth, and Kemuri’s blush deepens.

“I’m…a fan…” she mumbles. “Sorry…”

“Honestly,” Shinobi admits, taking a breath and letting her expression return to normal. “I probably would’ve done the same thing when I first met him if I didn’t care so much about my pride.”

Kemuri wonders for a second if that’s a burn against her, but then again, she has an autographed Edgeshot figure and she is not about to let anyone bring down her happiness.

Shinobi must have used up her talking quota for the day, because she reverts back to silence for the rest of the trip back to U.A. Kemuri fills the silence with her own thoughts, imagining what could change now. Uraraka and Tsuyu mentioned that their studies are probably going to be put on hold, and Kemuri imagines Midoriya and Kirishima are part of that too.

That leaves Tokoyami and, honestly, Kemuri loves the idea of them both having work studies at the same time. It will give her another thing to connect with him on, something to bring them closer as friends. He’s always been a bit harder to read, stoic and cool-headed in the best of situations, and although she’s barely admitted it to herself, she wonders if they would be friends if it weren’t for their mutual group. They don’t have much in common aside from enjoying video games and being generally soft-spoken.

This could be something they could relate to each other on.

Before Kemuri knows it, she’s passing through the U.A barrier. Kemuri expects Shinobi to veer off and head for her own dorm, but instead she slows down, saying something that’s almost too quiet for Kemuri to hear.

“Not bad.”

Kemuri blinks a few times as she stops walking. “What?”

Shinobi takes a few steps past her before she stops too, then glances back. “I said, not bad. As in you didn’t suck as much as I thought you would.”

“Oh.” Kemuri looks away. “Uh, thank you.”

A brief nod. Kemuri expects her to leave, but Shinobi stays rooted in place, staring at the main building. Kemuri watches her, wondering; how did she pass Edgeshot’s test when so many others didn’t?

“It’s amazing how many people don’t think to do exactly what you did,” Shinobi adds. She still doesn’t look at Kemuri and her tone isn’t by any means kind, but Kemuri can sense there’s a softness to it, like when something frozen starts to thaw. “I didn’t.”

“What…did you do?”

She shrugs. “My quirk allows me to erase my presence. If I want, I can make everyone around me blind and deaf to my existence.” She turns to face Kemuri. “So, you can imagine what I did to pass.”

“Yeah.”

Her eyes harden with seriousness again. “Edgeshot changed my life. I owe everything to him.” She looks away, her shoe scuffing a pebble and sending it running away. “It’s not often that he finds someone new, but you seem to fit. You better not squander this.”

“Wouldn’t…wouldn’t dream of it.”

Shinobi’s ice blue eyes catch hers for a split second. She shakes her head, lip twitching at the side as she turns away again. “Not bad,” she repeats, and the cold melts a little bit more.

Chapter 156: Own It, Kemuri!

Chapter Text

When Kemuri gets back to Heights Alliance, she expects to be able to run to her friends and tell them the great news. Instead, she finds Aizawa waiting in an empty common room.

Nerves twist her guts into knots.

“Mr. Aizawa,” Kemuri says. “Is…is everything okay?”

“Everything is fine,” he says. “I wanted to hear an update about your possible work study.”

Kemuri swings her backpack off her shoulder and stoops, unzipping it and slipping her stamped contract from behind her PVC box. She holds it out to Aizawa and he takes it with no change in his expression.

“He…he thinks I’m a good fit,” she says as Aizawa looks over the paper, “and…and I really want to do this.”

Aizawa folds the contract and pockets it. “Tomorrow, after supper, come to Principal Nezu’s office. This needs to be discussed further.”

Fear tightens her throat. “Did…did I do something wrong? Is this about—”

“Don’t get so worked up,” he says. “You’re not in trouble.” She nods, bowing her head a little, and Aizawa exhales. “I’ll be back for curfew check later.”

He leaves and Kemuri lets herself relax, her heart pounding. The last few hours have been surreal and she keeps thinking that, any second now, her alarm will go off and she’ll wake up. Never in all her life would she have imagined that the number five hero would take her in.

What’s even better, she can’t even tell herself that it was luck. She heard it from Edgeshot himself that he only takes the best, and he wants her to work with him. She, for what it’s worth, is Edgeshot’s idea of “one of the best.”

If this is a dream, she hopes she never wakes up.

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Her friends and classmates are happy for her when she tells them the news, and she garners many hugs and well wishes from them. The only thing weighing on Kemuri’s heart about the whole thing now is her impending meeting with Nezu and Aizawa.

She prepares herself for the worst.

After supper, she heads to Nezu’s office. She expressed her concern about this meeting while gathered with her classmates last night, and Iida informed her that it was most likely a psychological evaluation. After all, Midoriya, Uraraka, Kirishima, and Tsuyu had undergone one while she was away. She hopes that this is something she can pass and get over with, but she doubts it.

She knocks on Nezu’s door, hears his cheery voice welcome her in, and she enters. She expects Aizawa and Nezu, so seeing them is no surprise, but Midnight and Hound Dog’s presence rattles her a bit. Her gut sinks. It probably is a psychological thing, then.

“Good afternoon, Ms. Shimakage,” Nezu says, waving her towards them. “Please, have a seat! Can I get you some tea? I find talks are always easier with tea.”

“No, I’m okay,” Kemuri says.

Nezu hums to himself as he wanders off to make himself a cup. Kemuri eyes the cushioned chairs that have been set out, all facing Nezu’s desk, and she slides into the one next to Aizawa. Midnight smiles softly at Kemuri from the seat next to her and Hound Dog takes the last spot with a brief nod.

Nezu returns with his tea and hops up onto his comically large office chair. He sets down his mug and places his paws down flat on the desktop.

“Alright, I see no reason to delay,” he says. “Eraserhead, would you like to catch Ms. Shimakage up on things?”

Aizawa nods. He looks over at Kemuri, arms crossed, and says, “The work studies have been put on hold until further notice. It was decided yesterday.”

Kemuri knew it was coming and yet hearing it stings. If Aizawa notices her immediate sorrow, he doesn’t comment. She can’t even get herself to ask why, already cycling through the reasons why. Is this because of the Shie Hassaikai? Is it something else, like something she did? She goes over her memories, combing for anything she may have done wrong.

Crap, is this because of Kamino? Aizawa must still be distrustful of her.

“Due to the recent events,” Nezu says, making her startle from her internal ramblings, “the Hero Office and the school think that it’s best for the first years to step back. The four students involved in the raid need time to recuperate their minds and bodies.”

Kemuri perks up a little. If it’s just those four, then maybe…?

“However, because you just set something up, the notion of you doing your study anyway has been…tossed around,” Aizawa adds, sending a sidelong glance at Midnight. He doesn’t look happy about it, but Kemuri has rarely seen him look happy about anything.

“R-Really?” Kemuri asks.

“Midnight and Hound Dog have updated me on your progress in therapy,” Nezu says. His perpetual smile seems a little more genuine as he says it. “We understand you have had a rough time in the past few weeks, mostly concerning your grandfather.”

Just like that, any mildly happy feelings are gone. Kemuri’s chest seizes, her breath hitching, and she searches the faces of the adults around her. Hound Dog’s lip is twitching, like he’s holding back a growl, while Midnight and Aizawa look suitably grim.

Did Iida tell them? Did Todoroki? What about her friends? Did one of them go behind her back and tell Nezu what had happened, or worse, did Recovery Girl see through her trick? Her heart pounds, her breaths picking up.

Midnight’s hand falls to her shoulder, squeezing gently. “Shimakage, dear, it’s alright. Deep breaths.”

“N-No, it’s…it wasn’t like…” Kemuri stammers, tears beading on the edges of her lashes.

“Your mother contacted me,” Nezu says, making Kemuri’s attention fall solely on him as his smile falls. “She let me know what happened and asked that we keep an eye out for you. She was upset, as you can imagine.”

Some of the tightness lessens. “O-Oh…”

“But, that’s why we have the dorms. It’s our duty to protect the students, and not just from villains,” Nezu continues.

Kemuri bows her head, pinching her shaking hands between her knees. It’s been almost a month since that day and just the idea that something could go horribly wrong almost sent her spiralling. If this is a test of her sanity, then she’s failing spectacularly.

“But, on that topic, I wanted to check in and hear from you about how you’ve been handling things,” Nezu says. “We wouldn’t want to burden you with a work study when you’re not mentally ready for it.”

“I…I’m fine. I can handle it,” Kemuri insists.

“I agree,” Midnight says. Hound Dog lets out a grunt, but he doesn’t nod or shake his head. “While you’ve struggled lately, you’re making a constant effort to change, even if it’s in baby steps. I see no reason why you can’t do a work study when you’ve worked this hard to get one.”

“I do,” Aizawa says. Kemuri’s shoulders slump, lifted by Midnight’s words, brought down by his. “Not as a matter of ability, but of simple logic. The other studies are on hold and we have certain school events coming up that will demand a lot of attention from every student at U.A, and working yourself down to the bone won’t be beneficial for anyone.”

“I…could be careful?” Kemuri offers.

“Easier said than done.” Aizawa levels her with a stern, almost parental glare. “Speaking as someone who knows exhaustion, it won’t do you any good to wear yourself out now. Besides, with the League’s resurgence, it’s more dangerous than ever out there.”

“She could work underground, away from the limelight,” Midnight offers. “Edgeshot does both.”

“And have her work night shifts?” Aizawa scoffs. “At this point in her hero career, it just doesn’t make sense. Underground work is far different than anything we’ve prepared these students for. We should treat her the way the other students are being treated.”

“Eraser, are you suggesting we make things fair?” Midnight laughs. “You’re the king of preaching that the world isn’t fair.”

“This is about safety, not fairness.”

“Well, I think that—”

“We’ve all heard what you think—”

Kemuri wonders if she’s phased from existence as their conversation flies over her head, back and forth like boomerangs. They aren’t even addressing her anymore, making her feel like she doesn’t need to be present for any of this.

But, something sticks with her. This whole time, she’s been imagining Midoriya, Kirishima, Uraraka, and Tsuyu whenever “other work studies” are mentioned. It makes sense, as they were the ones involved most heavily in all this.

That leaves someone else, though; someone she thought was an exception.

“Is Tokoyami’s work study being put on hold too?” she asks.

Midnight and Aizawa stop talking at the exact same time. Nezu blinks, head tilting to the side. “Could you repeat that?” he asks. “It was a little noisy.”

“Tokoyami’s interning…with Hawks,” Kemuri says. “Is…is that being put on hold too?”

A few confused glances. Aizawa’s lips purse. “It is,” he says. “We were going to let him continue as well, but something came up with Hawks that led to the logical—” He eyes Midnight again. “—conclusion that his should be halted too. I let him know last night.”

Kemuri bows her head, curling her fingers against her thighs. That changes things. It sounds like she could still do it. She has one teacher in her corner, one against, and two who haven’t voiced their opinion. She could do it, put in the extra work and make sure to be careful.

But, the more she thinks about it, the more the problems appear. She exhales, berating herself, then sucks in a deep breath. Every fibre of her being fights against her words even as she says them.

“I…I’ll put my study on hold then.”

Midnight frowns. “Shimakage, what—”

“I thought it was just the four of them, the…raid team,” Kemuri says. “I thought their studies were being put on hold because of what happened with Sir Nighteye but…if it’s Tokoyami too, then...” She looks up at her teacher. “Mr. Aizawa’s right. I…I shouldn’t rush into things and, for…the sake of simplicity, I should wait.”

Silence.

Midnight exhales. “I honestly thought you would fight for it more, dear. Not that you need to, of course, but—”

“Kayama,” Hound Dog utters, and both Midnight and Kemuri look over at him. Hound Dog’s amber eyes land on Kemuri, almost proud. “It’s alright. She’s just looking out for herself.”

Kemuri’s lips pucker in confusion. This isn’t about her. This is about doing what’s most respectful to her classmates, to Tokoyami, and the battles they have already fought. It isn’t fair for her to get this special opportunity just because she came late to the party, not when her classmates are getting their internships suspended.

Kemuri opens her mouth to protest, but Midnight’s sapphire eyes are sparkling with emotion as her hand covers her mouth, a tiny, loving gasp escaping her fingers. Seeing that, Kemuri can’t muster a word.

“Then, it’s decided,” Nezu says. “I’ll contact Edgeshot and let him know about this. Ms. Shimakage, please continue to work on your health.”

There are a few more words, some goodbyes, and Kemuri leaves the office with Midnight and Hound Dog trailing behind. Aizawa remains to finish up with Nezu. In the hallway, Kemuri stops, sorrow tugging her posture into a slump. She feels the itch of emerging tears.

It was right there, right there within her grasp. She could be out there doing hero work with one of the greatest heroes in Japan and she said no. She said no and that’s stupid and she shouldn’t be slacking off like this—

“Are you alright, dear?” Midnight murmurs.

Kemuri sniffles, blinking rapidly. “What…what if Edgeshot changes his mind before the work studies start again? What…what’ll I do then?”

There’s a low growl before Hound Dog appears in front of her, leaning down so that she has to look at him. “He stamped that contract,” he says. “Have some faith. It’ll be alright.”

“That’s just the doubts talking,” Midnight says, “and those tend to be liars.”

Kemuri’s lip trembles as she reaches to wipe her face. “I…I made the right choice, didn’t I?”

She doesn’t trust herself. She doesn’t trust her words right now and what she needs is to be validated. She needs someone to say yes because all she hears is no, no, no.

“What do you think?” Hound Dog asks.

She purses her lips. He isn’t going to give her what she wants. He never does, but he does give her what she needs. She searches deep within herself, searches for the force that made her press pause when all she wanted was to press fast forward.

“I…I think I did…”

It sounds like a lie. It tastes like a lie as she lets it leave her mouth and she presses her lips together tighter the second it’s gone, wincing. Stupid girl. Stupid, stupid.

“Then own it.”

“But, if…if I’m not doing this, then I’m not working to be a better hero—”

“Kemuri,” Midnight says. Oh, the ever-so-serious use of her first name. It stops Kemuri every time, makes her look at Midnight with rapt attention. “You’re doing something to be a better hero every day, just being at this school, and you’ve already been pushing yourself. It’s okay to slow down and take things a day at a time for a little while.”

Kemuri sucks in a deep breath and nods.

Midnight and Hound Dog both watch her for a second, then Midnight reaches out and pets her hair in a motherly gesture. “We’re both really proud of you, dear,” she says.

The tears finally appear and Kemuri hurries to wipe her face again. “T-Thank you.”

When Kemuri gets back to the dorm, she immediately moves to where her friends are playing shogi on the coffee table and slumps down in between Shoji and Ojiro. Ojiro’s tail tickles the side of her face and she pulls it down, running her fingers through the blond fur as she closes her eyes. She’s seen Kaminari play with Ojiro’s tail maybe once or twice. It looked relaxing then.

Man, his tail is soft. Kaminari knows what’s good.

“Kemuri?” Ojiro asks, voice laced with faint shock.

“You good?” Hagakure asks.

Kemuri takes a long, cleansing breath before she nods, reopening her eyes. “Getting there.”

Tokoyami glances up from the game with a knowing look, his face twisting as if he’s raising an eyebrow, and Kemuri smiles a little at him. He blinks, gives her a contented nod, and returns to his game.

Chapter 157: Aoyama's Unvoiced Feelings

Summary:

Aoyama has some time to think about what he wants and how he got to this point.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Things are quiet in Heights Alliance. It’s Sunday and, for all intents and purposes, the dorms should be bustling with life and the chatter of students not resigned to the classroom for the day. Instead, the common room is nearly empty.

Earlier, a group of students decided to get some extra training in at the school gym, resulting in almost half of 1-A’s population setting out to, in Kaminari’s words, “get that bread.” Others are studying—Yaoyorozu put together a group consisting of Sero, Mina, Kaminari, Jiro, and Todoroki, and all of them are currently in the library, preparing for the coming week of school.

Then, there’s the four raid team students. Early in the morning, as soon as they finished breakfast, Aizawa arrived to pick them up for Nighteye’s funeral. It set a somber mood over the rest of the class, quickly resulting in the creation of the gym squad and the library study group. Mineta also disappeared, saying that he had somewhere to be. He made a beeline for 1-B’s dorm.

Nishimura stayed behind, insisting he wanted to clean up the kitchen, and no one argued against it. Aoyama also elected to stay, saying he neither needed to study or work out. He was wrong on both fronts, but no one was about to remind him of that fact.

It’s been a while. Nishimura’s kitchen clean up extended to the dining area, where he swept the dust from the hardwoods, and from there he moved into vacuuming the carpets.

Aoyama watches him, brow pinched tightly as he purses his lips. Nishimura is sweaty enough that even the loose material of his muscle shirt is starting to stick to his chest. Aoyama would love to just enjoy the show, watch Nishimura’s arms flex and strain as he shoves the couches aside in order to vacuum beneath them, but the atmosphere is a real mood-killer.

Aoyama wonders whether he should try (again) to get him to sit down and take a break, but he already knows the plea will land on deaf ears. Instead, he sits on the couch and watches, waiting for Nishimura to speak first.

When Aoyama first came to U.A, he had very little interest in making friends. His personal philosophy was rooted in the idea that, if someone wanted to be friends with him, they would approach him first, and he shouldn’t have to put in the effort. He did not attempt to reach out to anyone and assumed that no one would try to reach out to him return. In his experience, most can’t handle his sparkle, his certain brand of joie de vivre, and he’d rather be caught dead than admit to anyone how lonely he truly was.

He says was, because then he met Nishimura.

Nishimura is the type of man who is honest and demands honesty in return. Aoyama learned this rather quickly. The first time they spoke, it was a few days into school and Nishimura simply asked if Aoyama wanted to join him for lunch.

Aoyama laughed, waved his hands about, and told him that the cafeteria food “didn’t suit his tastes” and that he would just stay in the classroom.

He remembers distinctly the way Nishimura’s eyebrow lifted, how the scar on his jaw shifted ever so slightly, confused. “You know you can just bring your food with you, right?”

For a split second, Aoyama’s act slipped. His smile fell, he blinked rapidly, and a nervous chuckle escaped. Usually, people left him alone after his first excuse and that was that. Very few pushed it.

“I…” He cleared his throat, turned his head away sharply as he placed a hand on his forehead. “Of course, I’m aware! Haha!”

“Then is it something else?”

This was officially the longest conversation Aoyama had ever had with a stranger. “Ah, no, I…I just don’t want to eat in that crowd! It’s so hard to think!”

Another chuckle. It wasn’t a lie. Aoyama didn’t and still doesn’t like cafeterias. They tend to be dirty, full of bustling bodies and any conversation has to be spoken over the chatter of hundreds of others. It’s hard enough for him to speak up and when he does, most ignore him (despite his majestic sparkle).

Nishimura seemed pleased with that answer. “Ah, gotcha. Well…see you soon, then.”

“Au revoir!”

Aoyama thought that was the last of it. He set out his tablecloth, brought out his sparkling grape juice and French cuisine (lovingly crafted by his mother) and set to eating with no sound around him but the ticking of the wall clock.

The door slid open far before the end of lunch and Aoyama’s head snapped up as Nishimura entered, carrying a takeout bento box. He slipped into Ojiro’s desk and wordlessly opened the box, gathering his chopsticks, seemingly unaware of how Aoyama was staring at him.

“Um…” Aoyama started.

Nishimura looked up. “Yeah?”

“What…are you…?”

Nishimura just stared at him like the half-formed question was stupid. “I’m eating lunch with you.”

“But…why?”

“Because you seem lonely.”

Aoyama gaped, sputtered a bit. “I…I am not lonely! I’m perfectly content being here on…my…”

Nishimura’s expression made him stop. It was annoyed, his brow furrowed in a way that made him seem almost angry. Aoyama’s first thought after his initial shock was about how he didn’t like seeing that handsome face look so frustrated.

“If you want me to go, just say it,” Nishimura said, his voice gaining a snap to it that made Aoyama gulp. They held eye contact, a challenge, and Nishimura’s eyebrow lifted again. “Do you want me to go?”

“N-Non,” Aoyama stammered. “It’s quite alright if you stay.”

“Cool.”

Aoyama thought that would be the end of it. He was sure it was a one time thing and that by the next day, Nishimura would have found other friends to spend time with. Instead, he kept coming back, even once he did find other friends, and he kept trying to bring Aoyama into his circle. Nishimura didn’t leave him behind, didn’t ignore him, and Aoyama didn’t know how to react.

Even now, though he still doesn’t like eating in the cafeteria, he’s changed his ways so that he goes to get food with Nishimura, Sato, and Koda. Sometimes, before the dorms, Nishimura and Sato would bring bento boxes for the four of them, and Aoyama’s always had his favourites tucked away inside, crafted just for him.

Aoyama didn’t know what his feelings were or what they meant until his sixteenth birthday came around, and suddenly his classmates were truly seeing him and he was surrounded by confetti and it was all because of Nishimura.

Aoyama stood in that doorway, glitter raining down from above, and gazed at the tall redheaded boy with freckled cheeks and dark eyes and a nervous smile and he knew.

He was doomed.

He likes to think that he knows Nishimura well. The guy is an open book. He isn’t one to not answer a question and even if he doesn’t want to, he gives some sort of response, a piece of the truth. It’s usually vague, brief, and that’s enough for anyone close to him to know that they’ve touched on a sensitive topic. It’s his way of begging them not to push the subject because, if they do, he won’t be able to lie to them.

Right now, Aoyama is one of the few who has any idea of what’s going on in Nishimura’s head. Snatch’s death weighed on him, but he was starting to move past it. Nishimura said it himself a night or two ago, when the four of them in their little group sat tangled on Nishimura’s bed: he said that he was feeling better, that maybe it was just the shock of it all that was really getting to him. He seemed lighter after playing with Shimakage’s dog, too, and Aoyama was relieved.

It’s still there, though, and Aoyama sees it. Nishimura is cleaning the dorm because if it’s clean, then everyone will be a little more relaxed. He keeps making snacks because for as honest as he is, he has a hard time expressing his deep emotions in words and making food is his way of showing that he cares. He feels powerless to help in any other way.

“Nishi,” Aoyama sighs. “Could you at least stop for a drink of water?”

“I’m good.” He keeps dusting the TV cabinet, then the TV screen.

Aoyama’s lips purse. “You’re incredibly sweaty.”

“I’ll have a bath later.”

His mouth forms an even tighter line, his crossed arms pressing into his chest as they become tenser. Aoyama sucks in a breath, gets to his feet, and exhales.

“Nishi, mon cher, I know you’re having a hard time, but this will just exhaust you,” he says. “It won’t distract you forever.”

Nishimura stops, only to turn to Aoyama and frown a little. “What does mon cher mean again?”

Aoyama’s eyes widen, his face turning scarlet. A classic Freudian slip, his worst enemy. “Ah…it’s ‘my friend,’” he says.

“I thought that was mon ami?”

“It’s…a different word for the same thing.”

“Ah, gotcha.”

He goes back to his chores. Aoyama closes his eyes and tries to stay calm, his hands shaking a little. He isn’t one to get angry. In fact, he takes on most things with a startlingly level head. His tendency to raise his voice and be overdramatic makes him seem like the opposite, when in reality, he handles most things quite well.

But, this…is one of the times when he doesn’t.

He takes another breath, steels his nerve, and moves over to where Nishimura is still dusting. He reaches out and grabs the boy’s wrist, making him startle, and Aoyama pulls him away from the cabinet. The dust rag stays clutched in his immobile hand and Nishimura stares at Aoyama, eyes widening a little.

“Dude—” he starts.

“I don’t like this!” Aoyama says, trying his best to look stern. “I…I don’t like that you won’t talk to me. This is about Snatch, oui? Or Sir Nighteye, or maybe Eri? Please, Nishi, don’t start closing yourself off. Not now.”

Nishimura watches him for a few more seconds, keeping a straight face, and then his arm goes limp in Aoyama’s hand and he closes his eyes. His jaw clenches, frustration rising to the surface.

“I’m sorry,” he says. “I’m so…god, I don’t know what I’m doing. I know I’m being stupid. This won’t…” He gestures vaguely to the living room. “It won’t change anything.”

Aoyama leads him back to the couch, pulling him down onto the seat and sitting down beside him in one motion before releasing his wrist. Nishimura leans back into the cushions, head tilting back to the ceiling as he exhales. He pinches his shirt and flaps it, airing out his skin.

“I’m here to listen,” Aoyama reminds him.

“Yeah, it’s just…I don’t know,” Nishimura mumbles. “I think…everything hit me at once? First it was Snatch, then…then all this crap with Overhaul, and those four who were involved obviously went through some shit and I can’t…help them. It blows.”

“Oui,” Aoyama murmurs.

“Oh, and I was planning for something, then all this happened and I feel like it’d be stupid to do it now, but…I’m tired of waiting. I want to shoot my shot before I chicken out again, you know?”

Aoyama gets a sinking feeling in his gut and forces a grimace from his face. He has a small idea of what Nishimura is talking about and he doesn’t like it. He doesn’t like it at all.

“Is this about…her?” he grits out.

Nishimura lolls his head sideways, cheek pressed against the cushion, and he frowns. “Uh, you mean Tsuyu? You don’t have to act like it’s a secret. You know how I feel about her.”

“I’m very aware.”

He doesn’t seem to notice the slight annoyance that bubbles to the surface. Instead, his cheeks flush and his gaze darts down, one hand scratching nervously at his thigh.

“Okay, yeah…I know I talk about her a lot. I’ve just…been worried. I know she’s really resilient about this sort of stuff but, you know, she isn’t made of stone. I just want her to know I’m here for her.”

Aoyama feels like he’s been punched in the chest. He wraps his fingers around the material of his pants, knuckles turning white, and somehow keeps his neutral expression as Nishimura stares off out the window.

“Perhaps it’s not the best time,” Aoyama suggests.

Nishimura sits up, running his fingers through his hair and making Aoyama’s heart ache for an entirely different reason. “I know, but it’s taken me so long to even get up the courage, and maybe if I go for it…” He shakes his head. “Ah, she might reject me, but if she isn’t up for it right now then that’s no big deal. She’ll know, at least, and then I can move on if she doesn’t—”

He keeps rambling and Aoyama just watches him, deaf to the world. He watches the way his lips move and how the light catches his dark eyes, turning them from the colour of rich earth to coffee with cream, and he wants to say so much. He wants to scream, wants to grab Nishimura by the collar and ask him why it can’t be him. Why Tsuyu? Why chase after her when he is right here, when it could be so easy?

But, he says nothing, because at the end of the day, what he wants more than anything is for Nishimura, his best friend, to be happy.

The doors to Heights Alliance open and Nishimura stops his rambling, whirling around to face them. Aoyama looks too, expecting the library or gym crew. Maybe Mineta, back from seeing Yo.

Kirishima and Midoriya walk in, already loosening the ties on their uniforms, with Tsuyu and Uraraka right behind them. Uraraka and Midoriya’s eyes are red around the edges and slightly puffy, remnants of tears shed. Aoyama deflates while Nishimura perks up.

“Woah, it’s so clean in here,” Kirishima says, eyes widening a little. He looks towards the couch, a tiny smile falling across his face. “Oh, hey guys! Where is everyone?”

Nishimura stands up, flapping his shirt again. “A bunch of people went to the gym for some training and workout sessions, then Yaoyorozu took a study group to the library.” He gestures to the room. “I stayed here to clean.”

“I was keeping him company,” Aoyama says, adding in a wink as he flicks his hair. Can’t look too depressed, after all.

“Thanks, Nishi,” Midoriya says. “That’s really nice of you.”

“Yeah, no problem.”

For a second, the six students just linger.

“Um, Deku?” Uraraka whispers. “We were gonna…?”

“Oh, yeah!” Midoriya says. He motions her to him, waving again at Nishimura and Aoyama. “We’re just gonna study in my room. See ya.”

“Au revoir,” Aoyama says as Nishimura adds his own goodbye.

“Is Bakugo at the gym?” Kirishima asks. When they nod, he says, “I think I’ll get changed and head down there. I could use a good workout right now.”

With him leaving, only Tsuyu is left. She looks around the dorm, an oddly content look on her face, and Aoyama gets to his feet. Nishimura hesitates as his body shifts forward, he takes a breath, then moves.

“Tsuyu?” he asks.

Aoyama swallows hard and moves away from the common room, heading to the kitchen in search of a distraction. He resigns himself to digging through the fridge, searching for a snack even though his appetite is long gone—some cheese would hit the spot. He still listens, their voices carrying in the emptiness.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah. It was a nice funeral. Lots of tears, but…some good laughs too. Sir liked to laugh, ribbit.”

“I had…uh, heard that about him. Wouldn’t expect it.”

“No, he doesn’t seem like the type, but…”

A few seconds of silence. Aoyama peeks over the fridge, noting how Tsuyu’s hands hold onto her skirt and how Nishimura is rubbing the back of his neck. He does that a lot, a nervous tick of his.

“You know, I’m always here to talk to, if you need me,” Nishimura says.

She smiles, tilting her head. “I know. Thank you.” She lets out a small croak. “I like talking to you. Sometimes, you just need someone to tell you how it is.”

“Exactly.” He sucks in a breath. Aoyama sees how his shoulders rise, then fall. “Uh, and…speaking of that, feel free to say no, but…would you, maybe, want…” He clears his throat, reaching to rub his neck again. “Would you want to hang out with me more, one on one, like…uh…”

Her eyebrows lift. “Like a date?”

He coughs a few times, one hand pinwheeling before he shoves it into his pocket. “I-I mean, sure, if…if you’re okay with that, but if it’s just as friends that’s okay too, but…I’d want it to be a date, if…” He exhales. “I’m sorry, this isn’t how I imagined it.”

She croaks out a few giggles, her eyes halfway closing. “It’s okay, this is very you.”

“It’s…also a bad time, so…no rush if—”

“I’d like to.”

Nishimura goes stock still. Aoyama’s grip on the fridge door tightens, his entire body flooding with heat, and he bites his lip hard. Tsuyu watches Nishimura expectantly with those wide, wondering eyes.

“R-Really?” Nishimura asks.

“Yes,” she confirms. “Maybe next weekend, so there’s some time for us to get back to normal. I think we’ve both been pretty down lately.”

“That’s true.”

“If you want, we could study together later. I could help you out with science, ribbit.”

“That’d be great. Science has been kicking my ass.”

He chuckles, low and nervous, and her delighted croaks mingle with his. She releases her skirt, hands dangling, and she darts her gaze away for a second before coming closer.

“It’s a date, then,” she says.

He watches her, almost breathless, and after a second, he says, “I really like you, Tsuyu.”

She smiles up at him. “I like you too, Akio.”

She pushes herself onto her tiptoes, one hand moving to his shoulder, and presses a kiss to his cheek. She goes back down, smiles again, and walks past him to the elevators. Nishimura lightly touches his fingertips to his cheek, his body following her unconsciously as he turns in a small circle.

Aoyama sees the dopey, lovestruck grin on his face, and knows that he should feel happy. Instead, all he wants is to be the reason behind that smile.

Notes:

“Mon cher” means “my dear,” by the way ;)

Chapter 158: Aoyama and Midoriya

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In the coming days, things slowly pick back up and return to normal. The work study crew is back in class and some, like Midoriya, are so intense in their studying that it rubs off on everyone around them. It’s hard to zone out in Ectoplasm’s math class when Midoriya is muttering in time with the scratching of his pencil.

“It’s not an elegant equation, but who can solve this definite integral?” Ectoplasm asks, eyeing the class closely.

Kemuri feels like her brain is melting as she desperately tries to work out the equation. Her eyes ache and she’s had to put down her pencil multiple times already, rubbing along her nose and eyes as if doing so will help them work better.

“Solve for yayyy…” Kaminari mumbles, his hair sparking a little as drool dribbles from the corner of his mouth.

Even Yaoyorozu looks stumped, her brow furrowed in frustration as she writes, only to erase it and write something else.

Midoriya slams his pencil down and rockets to his feet, hand raised.

“Midoriya?” Ectoplasm asks.

“107/14!” he shouts.

“Incorrect! Yaoyorozu?”

“It’s 107/28!”

“Correct! Now, on to the next page.”

Kemuri bites back a whimper as she digs her fingers into her hair. This is just going way too fast for her to keep up.

When the lunch bell rings, it’s a relief for everyone. Kemuri slumps forward in her desk, forehead pressed to the wood as she lets out a drawn-out groan. The bridge of her glasses press into her glabella but she doesn’t make any movement to take them off.

“Kemuri? You alive in there?” Hagakure’s voice reaches her, a finger poking at the side of her head.

A soft sigh. “Looks like she’s had enough,” Ojiro says.

“I knew this day would come,” Shoji adds. “The day math finally fried her brain.”

“A tragedy. No longer will we have our English expert,” Tokoyami agrees. “We must brave the harsh wilds of the English language alone.”

Kemuri sits up, glasses sliding back down her nose. “Haha…you mock me…” she says. Shoji reaches over and takes her glasses off, folding them, and she thanks him before stretching back in her seat. “I don’t hate anything…except definite integrals.”

“Hear hear!” Hagakure cheers.

“Some food will get your brain back into working order,” Ojiro says, patting her on the shoulder as she stands up. “What’s good brain food? I remember seeing something about it…”

“Fish, I believe,” Shoji says. “Salmon, mackerel, tuna…”

“Tempura for all!” Hagakure hoots.

“Does squid ink—” Tokoyami starts.

“Oh my god, Toko, eat something other than squid ink pasta for once in your life!”

Shoji makes a soft “pfft” sound before stifling it. Tokoyami looks slightly offended, even ruffled, as he crosses his arms over his chest.

“I eat apples as well,” he defends.

Shoji’s eyes crease. “You know, octopus is—”

Hagakure’s sleeves dip to her hips. “You too! Branch out from takoyaki, dude.”

Kemuri giggles into her hand as Shoji slumps dramatically, eyes closing.

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Another morning. Midoriya looks dead tired, yawning all through breakfast, but he brushes it off whenever Iida and Uraraka ask him if he’s okay. Kemuri hopes he didn’t stay up too late studying.

When hero basic training rolls around, the class bustles about, grabbing their costume cases. Kaminari’s voice is loudest, hard to ignore even if you’re focused on something else.

“Yo, Mineta, did you hear about this?” he asks, holding his phone out to the shorter boy.

“Mm, something R-rated?” Mineta asks.

“Nah, suitable for all ages,” Kaminari says. “Edgeshot and Mt. Lady are teaming up! Kamui Woods too!”

Kemuri, now fully paying attention, nearly drops her costume case as her head whips towards the two boys. Mineta goes pale.

“Did…you say…M-Mt. Lady?” he stammers, darkness in his eyes as flashbacks of the war (read: internship) roll through his head.

Jiro, standing nearby, nods. “They’re calling themselves the Lurkers. There’ve been rumours for a while,” she says.

Kemuri stares, gaping. How she missed this, she has no clue, although, now that she thinks about it, she hasn’t had as much time for browsing hero websites the way she used to. She’s been more focused on friends and her studies.

“Oh,” she says. “Kamui…did mention working with some heroes a little while ago.”

“Lots of team-ups recently, huh?” Sero comments.

“Mt. Lady’s career is going places,” Kaminari agrees.

“We should totally team up when we’re pros!” Mina says. “Uraraka, you can make me float and I can make acid rain!”

“That sounds kinda brutal,” Uraraka says.

“And you can control me with your tape, Sero!” she continues, unfazed by Uraraka’s comment.

Sero cocks his head, one eyebrow raised. “Where are you going with this?”

“Then Koda, Shoji, and Jiro run reconnaissance! We’ll be Team Rainy Day.”

Jiro lifts her fist and pumps it a few times, droning out a “whoo” while Koda and Shoji both stare at Mina, slightly shocked to be involved in her plan.

“What about us?!” Kaminari and Mineta wail.

Mina smiles, innocent and pure. “No, thank you!”

Kaminari and Mineta deflate, utterly dejected, and Yaoyorozu peers over at them with a sympathetic smile on her face. “Meshing personalities matters just as much as quirks when it comes to partnerships,” she says.

“Wow, Yaomomo, talk about adding insult to injury,” Hagakure says.

Kemuri, standing next to Hagakure, pouts her lips a little. “Who would make the best teams, then? Does anybody have the personalities and quirks to match well?”

“Oh, what about—” Hagakure starts.

“While I appreciate this conversation, we must get ready to move out!” Iida interrupts, appearing from seemingly nowhere in between Hagakure and Kemuri, making both girls startle. “It’s time to get changed!”

“That’s our class rep for ya!” Kirishima says.

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In Gym Gamma, Cementoss creates giant pillars of concrete, all varying in height and area, and Kemuri immediately gets the feeling that she knows what they’re working on.

“Today’s assignment,” Cementoss says. “Keep working on your ultimate moves. The previous benchmark was to create two ultimate moves. Those who haven’t done so will keep trying while those who have will work on improving their existing ones.”

A buzz of excitement flows through the class and Kemuri flexes her fingers a few times. It feels like it’s been forever since she really worked with her quirk outside of training with Iida and Ojiro in the mornings. It’ll be good to get back into her ultimate moves mindset.

There’s the sound like creaking stone and Kemuri turns her head just in time to see Kirishima’s skin harden to the point that he looks like a living gargoyle. Even his eyes and hair seem to be made of rock.

“UNBREAKABLE!” Kirishima roars, head snapping back as his quirk moves into overdrive.

“Ooh!” Mina gasps, eyes sparkling.

“That’s new,” Hagakure comments, making Kemuri nod dumbly.

Kirishima turns around, struggling to take a step, each movement of his body causing more stone-grinding noises.

“Bakugo! Sato! Midoriya!” he shouts, his voice raspy, and Kemuri wonders if his vocal cords have hardened slightly too. He bows at the waist, crunching the whole way down. “MAKE ME INTO YOUR PERSONAL PUNCHING BAG!”

“C’mon, man, phrasing!” Sato says, looking wildly uncomfortable with reducing his classmate to a piece of workout equipment.

“Sorry, I’m gonna work on this alone,” Midoriya says, placing his hands together in apology.

“No sweat, man! You do you!”

Bakugo storms past Midoriya, stopping briefly to say something before continuing towards Kirishima. “KIRISHIMA! PREPARE TO EAT MY HOWITZER!”

“OKAY!” Kirishima roars back.

“You’ll bring down the whole building doing that!” Sato insists.

“Sato!” Nishimura calls. “Come on, I want to try that new move we were thinking of.”

Sato turns to his friend, eyes widening. “You sure you’re up for it? I don’t want to snap your arms off.”

“Nah, I’ve got a whole bowl of kale salad in me right now.” Nishimura grins, both hands forming into the tips of broadswords. “Let’s do this.”

Kemuri darts a look around, pursing her lips. Working on her ultimate moves alone is fine, but she’s thinking that some more practice with other people may help. She searches around the room. Maybe she should spar, bounce her ultimate moves off another classmate and perhaps help them in the meantime.

Her classmates aren’t wasting any time. Bakugo’s explosions are already rattling the ground, Kirishima standing strong and unbreakable against his barrage. From further behind them, Sato has Nishimura hoisted on his shoulder, Nishimura’s arms bladed and stretched out in front of him.

“COMBO MOVE! BALLISTA!” they both roar, and with a mighty shout from Sato, Nishimura goes flying into a concrete pillar. Kemuri stares, shocked and almost worried before she hears Nishimura laughing in victory. Sato pumps his fists.

Lasers go off from elsewhere, the flashing lights bringing Kemuri’s attention over to where Aoyama has his quirk on full blast. That would be fine, nothing strange about it, if it weren’t for Aoyama staring intensely at Midoriya the entire time he’s doing it. Midoriya stares back, mouth agape in confusion and slight fear.

“Kemuri!” Sero shouts. She turns away from whatever’s going on with those two to face her friend, his signature grin already bringing one to her lips. “Wanna test some ultimate moves on each other? I’m thinking we’re in need of a rematch.”

Kemuri’s eyebrow slowly arches as an uncharacteristically sly smirk crawls across her face. “Oh, you’re on, Sero.”

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Kemuri can’t quite put her finger on it, but as much as things are improving, there’s also something really off about the class atmosphere. Sure, the work study students are doing their best to catch up on schoolwork and the general mood seems to be improving, but there’s something else. Something is different.

It’s this suspicion that Kemuri voices that evening while studying with the girls in the common room. Somehow, they always end up together when studying happens, mostly because of Yaoyorozu. In this case, Uraraka and Tsuyu were getting her help, Mina hopped on board, and as Yaoyorozu’s best friend, Jiro is never far behind her when it comes to stuff like this.

Then, Hagakure saw the girls hanging out and was quick to drag Kemuri into it.

“Different? Like how?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“Like…there’s something off,” Kemuri says, waving her hands in little circles. “I don’t know, I can’t figure it out. Did something change recently?”

The girls eye each other, searching for answers.

“Well, aside from Akio asking me out, I can’t think of anything,” Tsuyu says, finger pressed to her chin.

Mina inhales so fast she nearly chokes on air. “WAIT, WHAT?!” she shrieks. “He asked you out?! And you didn’t tell me?!”

Tsuyu blinks. “It isn’t a big deal. You said it yourself that you saw it coming.”

“But I didn’t know that it happened!” Mina grins. “Tsuyu’s the first of us to get a boyfriend!”

Hagakure giggles and claps her hands together rapidly. “Congrats, Tsuyu!”

She smiles, eyes closing. “Thank you, but we’re not official yet. We’re taking things slow.”

“He’s gonna be calling you his girlfriend by the end of the week,” Jiro says with a smirk.

“Either way, it’s sweet,” Uraraka says, reaching out to squeeze her friend’s hand. “I’m happy for you!”

“Thanks, Ochaco.”

Kemuri purses her lips tightly in thought. Okay, so there’s a new potential couple in the grade, but that wasn’t what was weird. She thinks back, trying to pinpoint what’s putting her off.

Yesterday, there was ultimate move training, and the thing that sticks in Kemuri’s mind is how Aoyama was staring down Midoriya while showing off his quirk. She was too wrapped up in sparring with Sero to see what happened after but, now that she thinks about it…

This morning, Aoyama and Midoriya were oddly friendly. Aoyama was perkier than he’s been in days and he was eager to offer Midoriya bits of his breakfast. What made it even stranger was that Midoriya seemed okay with it all, greeting him with a big smile and accepting the food with equal happiness.

And, as if on cue…

“Midoriya!” Aoyama’s floating voice breaks through the common room.

Midoriya looks up from where he’s working on some homework and, likewise, Kemuri finds herself looking their way too. Aoyama skips over, flops into the seat next to Midoriya, and sets his notebook down.

“Can we study together? I wouldn’t mind running over today’s notes,” Aoyama says with a dainty wink, resting his chin on his palm.

Midoriya’s eyes brighten. “You want help studying? Sure thing!”

They get to it. Kemuri watches for a second more before slowly turning back to the girls, only to find that they were all watching the exchange too.

“Aoyama’s…studying?” Yaoyorozu says. She pinches her chin between her thumb and the knuckle of her pointer finger. “He’s adamantly opposed my help before, despite how he’s only above you and Kaminari in grades,” she adds, directing her gaze at Mina.

“Guilty.” Mina shrugs, resigned to her fate as almost-the-worst.

“Doesn’t Aoyama hang out with Nishi’s gang?” Jiro asks.

“I thought so…” Kemuri mumbles.

Questioning gazes turn to Tsuyu, who’s already poking her chin in thought. “I haven’t noticed anything,” she admits, “but Akio did seem a little down. Aoyama’s been avoiding him, ribbit.”

“What?” Hagakure asks. “I thought they were super close! Like besties! Nishi even kissed Aoyama’s forehead at the license exam.”

“Like bros do,” Jiro snorts.

For some reason, Kemuri thinks of when she went to visit Nishimura’s hospital room after the attack on the training camp. When she walked in, Aoyama was sitting at Nishimura’s side, combing through his hair and gazing at him with the softest expression she had ever seen, and at the Provisional Licensing Exam…

“Hey, uh…Kemuri?” Hagakure pipes up. “Remember that comment I made about gay panic?”

Kemuri nods. “Yeah, I…was thinking the same thing.”

Mina blinks, the gears in her head creak and groan for a few seconds, then gain purchase and spin like crazy. She gasps and her hands fly to her mouth. “Oh my gosh, Aoyama’s got a crush...” she says, keeping her words slightly muffled by her hands.

Tsuyu’s eyebrows lift. “Do you think he’s trying to move on?” she suggests, sending a long, sideways glance at Midoriya.

“Maybe he’s trying to make Nishi jealous,” Hagakure whispers. She adds, somehow even quieter, “Does Midoriya even like boys?” Kemuri shrugs.

“Girls,” Yaoyorozu says, a slight scolding tone in her voice. “This is all just speculation. We shouldn’t worry about what Aoyama’s doing unless it’s hurting others. Right now, it seems like he’s trying to branch out and make more friends, that’s all. If it’s more, then that’s their business.”

“That’s fair,” Jiro says.

“Tsuyu, are you okay with all this?” Uraraka asks, brows knit together.

Tsuyu shrugs. “If it becomes a problem, Akio and I will talk about it. No need to get worked up about it.”

Mina lets out a long, awe-inspired sigh. “You’re so mature.”

Kemuri looks over at Aoyama and Midoriya again as the other girls return to their studying. Whether Aoyama’s interest in Midoriya is genuine or not, if it’s getting him to study and breaking him further out of his shell, then how bad can it really be?

Chapter 159: Planning for a Culture Festival!

Chapter Text

People are chipper on Thursday morning, and by people, Kemuri means Mina. It looks like, in the time before homeroom begins, Mina has decided that it’s a good time to show off her dance moves.

“Check, check, check it out!” she hoots as she cracks her fingers.

She spins, skirt twirling, and flips sideways before dropping into a windmill pose, spinning and flipping with shocking ease. Sero and Hagakure whoop and cheer her on while Kemuri stares in mute awe. No matter how many times Kemuri sees her dance, it always amazes her.

“So, dancing really is her hobby then?” Aoyama muses.

Mineta grits his teeth. “What’s the point of wearing a skirt if you’re just gonna put shorts underneath?”

Hagakure starts ramming her invisible hands against Mineta’s head, making the boy yelp with every strike. “YOU. HAVE. A. GIRLFRIEND. YOU. PERV!”

“Ow, ow! Stop! I’m sorry, geez! It was an honest question!”

“So Ashido’s impressive command over her body comes from dancing…” Midoriya mumbles, scribbling away in his notebook. “She throws her whole body into every action.”

“I shall never forget how she burned my cape in our first training battle.” Aoyama’s face gains a dark tone, halfway between fear and rage.

Midoriya, half-listening, looks up from his notebook as Mina kicks out of her windmill. “I wonder if I can do it…”

“Get her to teach you!” Kaminari urges.

“Yeah, boyeeee! Let’s dance!”

“Uh…um, sure! Please show me how!”

As Mina starts coaching Midoriya and Aoyama’s insanely awkward dance moves, Kaminari grins and leans back on the nearest desk.

“It’s kinda like Sato and Nishi with their sweets and cooking, right?” he asks. “It’s great when a hobby comes in handy for hero stuff. So cool!”

“I wish I had a hero-like hobby,” Hagakure sighs. She taps Kemuri’s shoulder. “Like, Mina can dance, and you and Ojiro know martial arts! Such cool hobbies…”

Kemuri shrugs. “Honestly…the martial arts never felt like a hobby to me. It was an obligation.”

“Seriously?” Ojiro asks, his brow furrowing. “I’d ask why, but…I think I know.”

She exhales, reaching up to twist her braid. “It’s okay. I’m glad I can do it now, and…well, I’ve grown to love it over the years, so…yeah. Not like I could do much else.”

She briefly thinks of the times as a child when she tried to paint or play music or write short stories, but it never really sparked joy in her. She even tried gardening, but her grandfather hated when anyone other than him messed with his garden, so she left that idea behind swiftly.

Kaminari perks up, a smile growing on his face as he turns to Jiro and Yaoyorozu. “Hey, speaking of hobbies, what about yours, Jiro?” he asks, pointing at her.

Jiro’s eyes go wide as her jacks spasm. “W-What? Stop it, Jamming-Whey.”

“Your room was like a music store!” Kaminari continues, undeterred. “I’d even say it’s way more than just a hobby for you!”

She gets pinker. “Sheesh, can we just forget that whole ‘king of the rooms’ thing already?”

“Nope! Yours is a pro’s room, for sure! I mean, seriously—”

Kaminari squeaks as Jiro’s earphone jack whips out, stopping just an inch from his face. Jiro stares him down, quivering a little, still flushed.

“I said stop,” she deadpans.

She turns and goes back to her desk, keeping her head down. Kaminari watches her for a second, worry growing on his face as he turns to Yaoyorozu.

“What’d I do…?” he whispers.

Yaoyorozu purses her lips into a terse smile. “Let’s leave her alone.”

Aizawa enters the classroom then, urging everyone to their seats. He steps behind the front podium, reaching underneath and producing his banana-yellow sleeping bag.

“Morning,” he greets as he starts unzipping the bag. “Before we start, I have an announcement.”

Everyone holds their breath. Is it a pop quiz? Is there an epidemic that they all have to be aware of? You can never tell with Mr. Aizawa.

He drapes the bag over his head, eyeing them all in his tired, deadpan way. “It’s time for the school culture festival.”

The class erupts. “ANOTHER NORMAL SCHOOL THING!” they cheer.

“What about visiting Eri today, sir?” Tsuyu asks.

“We’ll talk about that later.”

The rest of the class is too pumped up to acknowledge the brief comment. Excited shouts fill the air.

“Culture festival!”

“The best school event ever!”

“We gotta pick what we’re gonna do!”

Kirishima stands up. “For real? We’re doing this despite what’s going on in the world?”

That silences the class. Usually, Kirishima is the one to get the most pumped up, like he was for the Sports Festival. Hearing him almost oppose the idea of the festival is like tossing a bucket of water on a campfire.

“Kirishima…you’ve changed,” Kaminari says.

“Wait, he’s right!” Iida says. “We’re going to have the festival even though all these villains are out there rampaging?”

“A prudent view-point,” Aizawa says, slowly zipping up his sleeping bag, “but remember that U.A consists of more than just the Hero Course. The Sports Festival is where the Hero Course has its chance to shine, so the school festival highlights everyone else.” He finishes zipping himself in, his arms shifting about. “This doesn’t get the same level of attention, but it’s meant to be a fun event for the rest of the school. Not to mention, the new dorm system that started with the Hero Course is a source of stress for many.”

“When you put it like that…” Kirishima says as he slowly sits back down, shame tugging his mouth into a frown. “Yeah, it wouldn’t be fair to them.”

“Right, which is why we can’t just simply cancel the event,” Aizawa says. He shuffles over and slides down the wall, the material of the sleeping bag making a soft hissing noise as he does. “This won’t be like in the past, in that the festival will be open only to students, staff, and a small group of outsiders. We aren’t competing for the spotlight this time around, but each class will still have an exhibition of some kind. Today, you’ll be deciding what that is.”

With that, Aizawa slides down the wall, leans back, closes his eyes, and promptly falls asleep.

More murmurs of excitement. Kemuri presses her fist to her mouth in thought, already trying to come up with ideas. She can’t recall if her mom ever talked about the exhibitions she did while at U.A, so she can’t get inspiration from that.

“I, Tenya Iida, the representative of class A, will be leading this discussion!” Iida shouts as he rockets to the front of the room, already holding a stack of papers. Yaoyorozu goes to stand at his side. “Let’s work together to make this process as smooth as possible! First, suggestions! Those with ideas, please raise your hands!”

Everyone in the class raises their hand and about half of them start shouting, “Oh! ME! PICK ME! ME! ME! ME!” Iida and Yaoyorozu brace themselves against the torrent of words and Kemuri covers her ears, squeezing her eyes shut.

“What explosive enthusiasm,” Iida says. “We must do this in an orderly fashion!”

When everyone calms down, Iida resorts to pointing at people, one by one, getting rapid-fire ideas while Yaoyorozu writes them down on the board.

“Kaminari!”

“Let’s do a maid café!” he says.

“Maids…providing a service, then!” Iida says. “Not bad!” Nobody speaks out to tell him why people like maid cafés. “Mineta!”

“Too tame, Kaminari! Think bigger!” Mineta says, eyes wild as he stands up on his chair. “STRIP CLU—”

In an instant, Sero has Mineta taped into a neat little cocoon. Iida continues on as if nothing happened.

“Uraraka!”

“A mochi stand!” Uraraka says.

After that, ideas roll in, Yaoyorozu still jotting them all down. When everyone has given at least one suggestion, the class sits back to look at their list.

There’s a maid café, an arm-wrestling competition, a haunted house, a mochi stall, a banquet of darkness, a dance, a strip club, open mic comedy, a presentation on hometown history, a deathmatch, a petting zoo, a smoothie bar, a takoyaki stall (Kemuri and Hagakure both turned around to give Shoji long, judgmental looks when he suggested that one), an Asian café, a martial arts demo, a study party, a hero quiz show, a handmade soba noodle stall, a pop-up massage parlour, “my very own sparkling show,” a frog choir, and a crêpe stall.

“I believe everyone has given a suggestion?” Iida clarifies. Everyone nods.

Yaoyorozu steps forward, eraser in hand. “Let’s elimate the unreasonable, unfeasible, and nonspecific ones,” she says.

She gets rid of banquet of darkness, sparkling show, strip club, and deathmatch.

“Ah!” Aoyama gasps, clutching his chest.

“Merciless…” Tokoyami utters.

“Huh?!” Mineta cries.

“You were never gonna go with mine, were you?!” Bakugo demands.

“Get rid of the hometown history presentation! Too boring!” Hagakure calls.

“Yeah,” Shoji says.

“It’s fine, but the others seem more fun,” Ojiro says.

Iida grits his teeth, bracing his fist against the podium. “I cannot rule against the consensus,” he says, trembling, and Yaoyorozu erases it.

“And we’re always having study parties,” Kirishima adds.

Yaoyorozu bows her head, flushed. “I was only trying to be helpful…”

“Couldn’t we combine all the food options into one?” Sero asks.

“Soba, takoyaki, crêpes, smoothies, and mochi?” Nishimura reiterates. “There’s no cohesion!”

“None of them really go together,” Sato agrees.

“Why not just do soba then?” Todoroki asks.

“NOT EVERYONE IS ADDICTED TO SOBA LIKE YOU ARE, ICY-HOT!” Bakugo roars.

“Maybe we could do crêpes and mochi? They’re both sweet!” Sato suggests.

“Smoothies go with anything if you make them right,” Nishimura adds.

“CRÊPES DON’T MIX WITH ASIAN FOOD!”

“Silence!” Iida shouts as more arguing erupts around the room.

“Why not just do the haunted house?” Hagakure calls.

“I said, silence!” Iida repeats.

No one listens. Kemuri sinks deep into her desk, hands reaching to her ears as she takes in a deep breath and tries to drown out the noise.

“So much for maintaining order,” Yaoyorozu sighs.

By the time the bell rings, absolutely nothing has been decided. Iida’s face pales, mouth hanging open, and Aizawa gets up from his nap. He yawns, tucking his sleeping bag beneath his arm.

“What a sloppy meeting,” he sighs. “Better decide by tomorrow morning, though, or else we’ll be doing a public lecture.”

“That’s just studying!” Kaminari whines.

“He’s joking, right?” Sero asks.

Everyone shudders. There is nothing worse than spending a cultural festival doing exactly what you would normally do, but with other people watching.

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That evening, the class gathers to try and work out their festival problem. Iida sits on the couch, a laptop set before him as another video about festival booth ideas wraps up. He sighs.

“I’ve got nothing,” he says.

“Where’s the work study gang?” Ojiro asks. “And Bakugo?”

“Extra lessons. Since they can’t be here to discuss the options, they said they’re fine with whatever we pick,” Yaoyorozu says. “Oh, and Bakugo’s sleeping.”

“Must be eight o’clock,” Nishimura says.

Iida leans forward, tapping away at the keys, and Kemuri peeks over his shoulder at the document he’s typing on. It’s a list of the remaining ideas for the festival, from what she can make out.

“Now that I’ve calmed down and thought about it,” he says, “Mr. Aizawa mentioned how the other classes are stressed out. Whatever we plan ought to help diffuse that stress in some way.”

“I agree,” Yaoyorozu says. “If we ever hope to become heroes, we can’t very well ignore a problem we had a hand in causing.”

“On that note,” Iida continues. “Honestly, since our fellow students are used to Lunch Rush’s culinary creations, I doubt we could satisfy their palates.”

“Oh,” both Sato and Nishimura say. After a second, they look at each other, then at Iida. “Wait, so no food stalls?!”

“Personally, I like the idea of providing the others with a service,” Iida says.

“That makes sense,” Shoji pipes up. “We can’t be the only ones having fun with this.”

Sato crosses his arms and pouts heavily while Nishimura frowns deeply. “Are you saying food isn’t fun?” Nishimura asks.

“Sorry, guys, but you two can’t measure up to Lunch Rush,” Sero says.

“Hey, Koda, you wanna pull this knife out of my back?” Nishimura calls, glaring daggers at Sero. For emphasis, he turns his hand into a blade and mimes jabbing it into his back. Koda startles and shakes his head, placing his palms together in a begging motion.

“You’re both great cooks,” Kaminari says, “but Lunch Rush has a lot more experience. You still have a lot to learn.”

Nishimura falls back into Sato’s arms. “And now…I’m bleeding out…from this utter betrayal…” He closes his eyes. “I shall never cook for you again.”

“Nishi, please…” Kemuri says. “You know we all appreciate the cooking you do. You too, Sato. But, uh…” She pinwheels her hands vaguely at the air.

“I’ll take that,” Sato says. He lifts Nishimura back to his feet and grips his shoulder. “Sorry, man, but they’re right. We can’t beat Lunch Rush.”

“So, if food is off the table…” Hagakure starts.

“Some kind of interactive experience?” Yaoyorozu says, half-murmuring to herself. “Along those lines, then…”

Iida eyes the list. “Maid café, petting zoo, haunted house, or…a pop-up massage parlour? That could be peaceful.”

“A petting zoo would have to adhere to strict hygiene standards, right? So, that’s no good,” Ojiro says. He sends an apologetic smile at Koda, who just shrugs in understanding.

“A massage parlour is only fun if we’re the ones getting massages,” Kaminari whines. “And, like…trying to relax for a massage in the middle of a festival? No way! People want to see as much as they can!”

“I mean…giving a massage can be pretty sensual too…” Mineta says, quivering a little as he starts to space out, his hands making grabby motions at the air in front of him.

Sero cuffs him on the back of the head. “Do you want to get expelled?”

Mineta sighs. “No…”

“Alright, not that one!” Yaoyorozu says. “None of us are trained anyway, aside from Kemuri.”

Kemuri bows her head. “Sorry, I…should’ve thought that through more…”

“It was a good suggestion! Don’t be sorry!” Iida assures her. “So, what else?”

“What about open mic comedy?” Jiro asks, twisting her jack around her finger.

“Putting amateur performers on the spot? Sounds stressful,” Sero says.

“We could all just dance. That’d be fun…” Mina says from the couch, her foot tapping wildly against the ground.

Todoroki stands up, suddenly far more alert than he’s been this entire discussion. “Why not do a dance, then?”

Mina’s eyes widen. “Woah, talk about unexpected help!”

“Can I see this?” Todoroki asks, already pulling Iida’s laptop closer to him as he squats next to the coffe table. “I’m looking for this one thing…forgot what it’s called. People going crazy onstage. Yeah.” He clicks a video. “Here it is.”

The class leans in close as a video plays, featuring a group called the Lexington Dance Band. There’s a band playing loud, bass-pounding music while people in colourful costumes dance all around them. There’s lights, a roaring crowd jumping to the beat of the music, and Kemuri’s eyes widen a little as she takes it in.

“I didn’t expect this from you, Todoroki!” Sato says, gaping.

“When’d you go and become a party animal?!” Mineta demands, peeking at Todoroki from over the couch.

“I didn’t,” Todoroki states. “I just think Iida is right. We should put together an event that everyone can enjoy. It made me think of our last hero license course assignment.”

Sato keeps staring at the stoic boy. “What kind of classes are you taking over there…?” he asks, more to himself than as an actual question. Images of Bakugo and Todoroki dancing beneath a disco ball flash through his head.

“I see…” Iida says. “Song and dance, huh?”

“Again, we’re basically asking amateurs to perform. Won’t that be stressful?” Sero asks.

“I can teach them!” Mina exclaims.

Behind her, Aoyama starts dancing. “Two-step!” he declares as he performs a well-executed two-step.

“The weirdest amateur here mastered those steps in less than a day!” Iida says. “Ashido’s a bona fide teacher!”

“Wait, all of you!” Mineta hollers. “Dance means rhythm! Rhythm means sound! Club-goers always want the freshest beats!”

“And when it comes to music…” Hagakure says.

Immediately, sixteen pairs of eyes fall on Kyoka Jiro.

“Uh…” Her face flushes. “What?!”

Hagakure leaps at Jiro, arms in the air. “A live performance with your instruments, Jiro!”

“H-Hang on a sec—”

“Why not?!” Hagakure swings her arms about excitedly. “You’re amazing at teaching people how to play, and you’ve always got a smile on your face when it comes to making music!”

Kemuri frowns a little, half in confusion. When has Hagakure seen Jiro play music?

Jiro fiddles with her jacks, touching the metal ends together. “But, like Ashido and the rest of you, your hobbies are somehow rooted in your hero abilities. Mine’s seriously just a hobby,” she says. “It’s not really something I can be proud of.”

Kaminari gasps as he gets to his feet, already moving to her. “So that’s what that was, earlier?” He leans closer to her, his smile bright. “But, it’s so frickin’ cool how musical you are!”

Jiro stares at him, stunned, her face still flushed.

“Jiro,” a soft voice pipes up. Koda scampers up to her, stopping beside Kaminari, and he clenches his fists in front of him as he smiles. “Your talent can make people smile. That’s definitely tied to being a hero in my book!”

Jiro’s lip quivers and she starts rubbing her hands all over her hair and neck, fretting. Yaoyorozu gets up and steps between Jiro and the two boys, patting the air gently.

“I understand what the two of you are saying, but we have to let Jiro decide for herself,” she says.

Jiro sighs and stops fretting. “If I refused after hearing all that” she starts, slowly lifting her eyes to them, “I wouldn’t be much of a rock star.”

Everyone bursts into applause. Iida grins as he gets to his feet.

“So class A’s project…is a dance club with live music!” he declares.

“YEAH!”

Kemuri starts to smile, clapping her hands along with the few others still applauding. Kaminari and Koda both approach Jiro, thanking her and encouraging her, and while her face is still red, there’s a light in her dark eyes.

Kemuri can’t wait to see where this goes.

Chapter 160: Three Kids Who Never Stay Up Late

Summary:

Class A has to plan their song and dance performance together, and it takes a lot longer than any of them thought.

Chapter Text

The whole next day, the topic of interest is still the festival. Mina is absolutely over the moon that her dancing idea was chosen and it shows in every wiggle of her hips and arms as she skips along the path at the front of the school. She walks in front of Kemuri’s group with Jiro, Kaminari, and Bakugo.

“We have to plan everything! Costumes, choreography, ah! There’s so much to do!” she squeals.

“We’ll have to make sure it’s something everyone can enjoy,” Shoji says.

Kaminari nudges Jiro with his elbow, grinning. “We’ll just do what’s most popular, right?”

“Hm…” she murmurs, thoughtful.

“Everyone’s really excited…” Kemuri mumbles, letting out a nervous laugh.

“I think it’ll be fun!” Hagakure says. “And it’s not like our class hasn’t danced together before. Remember our birthday party?”

Ojiro chuckles. “That was fun. You’re a good dancer, Hagakure. You too, Kemuri.”

Kemuri flushes. “Oh, s-shush, I am not…I can do basic ballroom but that stuff’s easy…” Her voice gets quieter with every word, her chin dipping further and further down until it’s almost pressed to her collarbone.

“Tokoyami is very graceful,” Shoji comments.

“Anyone would look graceful next to your stature, you gigantic brute,” Tokoyami retorts, but there’s enough teasing in his voice that all it does is make everyone laugh.

That laughter dies out swiftly when they pass a pair of General Studies students. Both of them glare at class A as they walk.

“Did you hear?” the boy says. “Class A of the Hero Course is throwing a concert. For our sake!”

“Talk about conceited,” the girl sneers. “It’s just more flaunting and attention-grabbing for them. Like they didn’t make everything worse for us.”

Bakugo bares his teeth a little, brows furrowed. Kaminari, Jiro, and Mina don’t react, too consumed with talking to each other, and Kemuri hunches her shoulders as her smile fades. It’s easy to forget that, to others at U.A, the hero students must seem egotistical. They’ve been on the news multiple times since the start of the year, from the USJ to the Sports Festival and, most recently, the attack on the training camp.

Shivers race up and down her body at the thought, phantom pain lancing through her shoulder as she reaches up to grasp it tightly. Her eyes burn and her heartbeat spikes.

She feels a hand nudge her between her shoulder blades and force her to straighten up. She looks up at Shoji as he shakes his head.

“They’re ignorant,” he murmurs. “You can’t waste mental energy on them.”

Kemuri sighs, but her hand doesn’t move, her fingertips white against her uniform. After a second, she feels a large, strong hand pry it away, pressing their palms together. Shoji keeps walking, just holding her hand, eyes ahead, and she squeezes it as she takes a few deep breaths.

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With another day of school done, the class gathers to discuss roles and how their dance club is going to work.

“This is completely ruining my dreams of having our class officers work together!” Iida says to the attentive Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, and Kemuri. “What are we to do without our Secretary and Treasurer?!”

“I can take notes and work out a budget for now,” Yaoyorozu offers. “We can update Midoriya and Uraraka later and they can take over from there.”

“It’s not like the rest of us do much,” Todoroki says.

“You two handle things well enough on your own,” Kemuri agrees. Her “historian” title hasn’t carried much weight aside from non-school-related activities that they’ve planned as a class.

“Nonsense! I treasure all of you!” Iida insists, making Kemuri’s cheeks turn pink.

Todoroki blinks. “I thought Uraraka was the Treasurer.”

Yaoyorozu giggles. “Oh, Todoroki…”

“Anyway!” Iida says. He turns to the class, gathered in a scattered group in the common room. Conversations stop at the sound of his voice. “The festival is exactly one month away! With so little time, a number of decisions must be made today.”

“Gotta pick the songs first!” Hagakure says. “Ones that’ll get people moving!”

“I don’t know much about this stuff,” Ojiro admits, rubbing the back of his neck. “I’m good with whatever you guys come up with.”

“Me too,” Nishimura says.

“Since we’re doing this for everyone, shouldn’t we pick a song everyone knows?” Kaminari asks. “It should have a cool beat!”

“Something we can dance to!” Mina hollers.

“Four-on-the-floor beats, then,” Jiro says, completely calm, “and some new-rave club rock.” She reaches up to fiddle with her tie. “EDM is ideal if we’re talking music you can dance to, but you guys wanna play instruments, right? Anyone ever played bass or drums?”

Silence. Kemuri’s eyes dart around in search of Tokoyami, only to remember that he’s in supplementary lessons with the other four work study students.

“Right,” Jiro sighs. “First, the backbone of any band is the drums. I’m more of a guitarist, so I’m still working on my drumming skills. If I’ve got to teach a complete beginner while still practicing myself, pulling this off in one month is gonna be tough.”

“Ah!” Kaminari perks up. He turns to, of all people, Bakugo. “You said that you took some music lessons as a kid, right?”

“Huh?” Bakugo deadpans.

“WOAH, TALK ABOUT UNEXPECTED!” multiple voices cry.

“Try playing the drums a little, Bakugo,” Sero urges. He holds out a pair of drumsticks, his other hand pointing to the drumkit and other instruments that they dragged out of Jiro’s room.

“Make me,” Bakugo growls, already turning away.

Sero dons a cheeky grin. “I hear it’s really tricky.”

Bakugo stops, whirls around, and snatches the drumsticks. “Oh, yeah?! Fuckin’ watch me, tape face!”

Bakugo storms to the drumkit, sits down, and proceeds to play what Kemuri is pretty sure is a close to perfect rhythm. Jaws drop.

“P-Perfect!” Jiro exclaims.

“WOW!” Mina cheers. “The talented Mr. Bakugo strikes again!”

“Bakugo’s gotta be on the drums!” Kaminari says.

“Huh?” Bakugo repeats. After a beat of silence, he again stands up and turns away. “No way am I doing that stupid shit.”

“Bakugo, please!” Jiro calls after him. “I mean…if you agree to this, it could turn out really great!”

“Like hell it will!” Bakugo snaps. He stops, turning his head just enough so they can see the rage on his face. “The whole point’s to help those other kids chill out, right? But what’s stressing them out to start with is how caught up in our own world we are. They aren’t gonna accept this coming from a bunch of people they hate!”

Kemuri flinches. The rest of the class stares in stunned silence, his words sinking in. Kemuri purses her lips tightly and presses her already trembling hands against her thighs.

“Hey!” Hagakure shouts. “You don’t have to be so rude about it!”

Bakugo retaliates with more volume. “I’m saying it ain’t gonna work just holding hands and singing Kumbaya!”

“He’s right,” Iida admits. He turns to Yaoyorozu and Todoroki, frowning. “Perhaps…we didn’t give this enough thought.”

“You didn’t participate in the discussion, so you don’t get to complain about it now,” Todoroki retorts, glaring at Bakugo.

“So irritating,” Bakugo mutters. His head tilts back and he jabs his thumb towards his throat. “We’re the ones getting fucked up by villains! So, why do we have to be a bunch of sappy people-pleasers? Stop trying to kiss their asses and hit ‘em where it counts! Don’t make friends! Make ‘em hurt instead! We’ve gotta do this right.”

No one speaks a word, eyes wide, mouths agape. Bakugo finally turns around, slicing his thumb across his throat.

“TAKE EVERYONE AT U.A AND MURDER THEM WITH MUSIC!” he roars.

It isn’t what they expected, but it starts a fire within them. Kemuri starts to grin, her heart pounding, and she feels the energy of the rest of the class spiking all around her.

“BAKUGOOOOOO!” everyone cheers.

“You’re reasoning is kinda scary, but if you’ll do it, then who cares?” Hagakure asks, bouncing with excitement.

“THIS IS SERIOUS!” Bakugo roars.

“Yeah, yeah, tough guy,” Mina laughs.

“I totally thought you were joking!” Kaminari says.

“What the fuck? I’m always serious!”

While multiple people swarm Bakugo, overjoyed, Kemuri lingers with the rest of the class officers. Todoroki blinks, his eyes widening.

“I see,” he says. “As the one who got kidnapped, Bakugo must be bearing a heavy burden from all this.”

“You think so?” Yaoyorozu asks. When he nods, she smiles a little, clasping her hands together. “I hope this helps him, then.”

“I’m sure this will bring all of us closer together!” Iida insists, swinging his hands about. Kemuri nods, pouring all her enthusiasm into the movement as she lets out a tiny “mhm!”

Hagakure leaps over and wraps her arm around Jiro’s shoulder, the other thrusting into the air. “This is gonna work, Jiro!”

Jiro smiles. “It will,” she agrees, “and I’ll do my best!”

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With Bakugo settled on the drums, class A is still in need of other band members.

“Is there anyone who can play an instrument, even a little?” Jiro asks. “Or anyone who’d be willing to learn?”

Yaoyorozu slowly raises her hand. “As part of my upbringing when I was young, I was taught piano. Could that be useful?” she asks.

“Cool!” Kaminari says. “You should play the keyboard!”

“Synth sounds are a part of club music that we can’t do without,” Jiro says, miming playing piano keys. “You’re a real help, Yaomomo!”

“I’ll do my best!” Yaoyorozu says, grinning.

“Aw, I was gonna try and put together a dance group for all the girls,” Mina whines. Yaoyorozu looks at her, still wide-eyed and excited, and she sighs. “But, this’ll be cute too.”

“I’ll play bass,” Jiro says, “so we just need guitar and vocals.”

“So…will everyone else be dancers?” Ojiro asks.

“Hm,” Iida hums, stroking his chin. “I fear that that alone may not be enough.”

“What about that video we saw?” Todoroki asks. “We could—”

“WE NEED SPECIAL EFFECTS!” Mina squeals.

“Yeah, that,” Todoroki says.

“Effects?” Sero echoes.

Mina grabs Iida’s laptop, pulling the video back up and holding it out to everyone. “Like this!” she says. “See how they’re using sparks and streamers and a disco ball to pump everyone up? We need this kind of stuff to create an atmosphere!”

“Let’s make it like a Disneyland parade!” Hagakure says.

“And it’s another way for others to participate!” Mina adds.

“We’re using the gym for this, right?” Sato asks.

“Indeed!” Iida replies. “Mr. Aizawa has already made all the arrangements.”

“Then, like, like,” Mina continues, “Uraraka could make Todoroki and Kirishima float, right? And then Kirishima can chop up Todoroki’s ice, and if Aoyama acts as our disco ball—”

“Quoi?” Aoyama asks.

“The sparkly ice will look like stardust as it falls! I call it, Team Snowmen!” Mina laughs, almost manic in her excitement.

Mineta grins. “Like a shave ice machine! I can see it now!”

“It’s like those teams we were talking about before!” Kaminari adds.

“Excellent idea!” Iida praises. “Adding a bit of flair is the perfect way to get the room going!”

“I am the disco ball…?” Aoyama asks. He ponders it for a second, then winks as he aims a finger gun at Mina. “C’est bon.”

“Y’know, I could chop up ice too?” Nishimura asks, raising his hand. “And I say this because I can’t dance.”

“Uh, everyone can dance,” Mina says. “It’s human nature!”

“Then you’ve never met me.”

“Dude, trust me. If you can do martial arts, you can dance,” she says.

“So…are you saying I won’t be chopping ice?”

Mina opens her mouth to answer, but stops as she gasps. “Oh, oh, oh! And I forgot the best part of Team Snowmen! Or…should I say…team Snowpeople? Because…”

She turns to Kemuri and her breath leaves her, body tensing. Within a second, Kemuri feels herself get lifted into the air, squeezed tightly between Mina’s arms.

“We have our own personal smoke and fog machine!” she squeals.

“Why…did you pick me up?” Kemuri asks weakly, although she’s more surprised that Mina could lift her in the first place.

“Dunno, I just wanted to try!” Mina sets her down, huffing. “You’re not as light as I imagined, though.”

Kemuri shrugs, tugging lightly at her braid. She isn’t buff, by any means, but she’s definitely heavier than she looks thanks to the extra muscle she’s built up over the years.

“Oh, we’ll need someone to work this whole production behind the scenes,” Yaoyorozu adds.

The front door clicks and swings open as the five work study students enter. All of them exhale heavily in relief.

“No more extra lessons! We’re finally caught up!” Midoriya says. He smiles brightly. “We can help you guys out now!”

“There’s still planning to do, right?” Tsuyu asks. “Ribbit.”

“There is!” Iida says. “You’re just in time!”

“We’ve decided on a type of new-rave, club rock sound,” Jiro says. “I’m on the bass, Bakugo will play drums, and Yaoyorozu on the keyboard.”

“Bakugo on the drums?” Uraraka repeats. “That’s a little...”

“Unexpected?” Hagakure chirps. Kemuri imagines a wide, teasing grin on her face as she leans towards Bakugo.

“What, you got a problem?!” Bakugo snarls. Everyone shakes their heads.

“So, who’s going to be doing the vocals?” Tsuyu asks.

“Well, we haven’t really decided yet…” Jiro admits.

“Huh?” Uraraka blinks a few times, imitating a microphone with her fingers. “Aren’t you going to be singing, Jiro?”

“What? No, I’m totally not,” Jiro says.

Mineta perks up. “I could sing! Singers always get the chicks.”

“I can be the disco ball and sing as well,” Aoyama says.

“I can’t play an instrument to save my life, but I know I’ve got a great voice!” Kirishima says as he flexes his biceps.

Jiro nudges the microphone stand towards them and Kirishima rushes forward to try it. He clears his throat, sucks in a deep breath, and let’s loose with a hard rock song that Kemuri can’t say she’s ever heard.

“BROTHERHOOD BETWEEN DUDES, SEIZE IT WITH ALL YOU’VE GOT!” he roars, his voice more of a gravelly rasp than actual singing.

“Wrong genre,” everyone says.

Mineta takes the mic from Kirishima and proceeds to incoherently shriek into it.

“You’re just screaming,” everyone groans.

Aoyama steps up, places one hand on his chest, and extends his other arm. “LAAAAAAAA~” he trills.

“Falsetto!” everyone gawks.

“I agree with Ochaco! You should sing, Jiro!” Hagakure says. “That one time you were teaching us up in your room, your singing was super cool!”

“When did you…?” Kemuri starts, but her voice is so soft that it goes unheard.

“C’mon,” Jiro mumbles. “Stop making things harder than they already are…”

“Hey, look, a mic!” Hagakure says, moving the microphone stand in front of Jiro. “Guess you’ve gotta sing now!”

“So you’re just ignoring us?” Mineta whines. “What the heck?”

“I want to hear Jiro sing,” Kirishima admits. “Come on! Sing something for us!”

Jiro closes her eyes, grasps the microphone, and breathes gently before she sings a gentle ballad. The class stares, mouths hanging open. Her voice is sultry, clear as a bell, and completely perfect. Kirishima, Mineta, and Aoyama collapse, stunned, while the rest of the class stands in awe.

Jiro stops, her face red, and the class roars with applause.

“My ears just died and went to heaven!” Kaminari cries.

“What a beautiful sound!” Mina hollers.

“Right?! Right?!” Hagakure squeals.

“It’s unanimous, then!” Iida says.

“Great,” Jiro says. “With that out of the way, we need guitarists! Preferably two!”

“Me! Me!” Kaminari begs. “Playing instruments is the coolest!”

“Lemme do it!” Mineta hollers.

“I’d probably break the strings,” Kirishima sighs.

“You really up for this?” Bakugo growls. “Are you ready to kill on-stage?”

Kaminari’s wide, dopey smile remains, undeterred. “Yup, yup, sure am!” He grabs a guitar and strums a few times. “The guitar’s the shining star of any band!”

Mineta also picks up a guitar, but with his small stature, he can’t reach most of the fretboard or anywhere near the bridge. Tears in his eyes, Mineta abandons the instrument and huddles into a disappointed ball.

“Curse my design!” he cries.

Kemuri looks around as the others start chatting, discussing how they can dance or help with set up, and her attention falls on Tokoyami. She sucks in a breath, steps forward, and picks up the fallen guitar.

“Woah, Kemuri, you can play?” Sero asks.

She shakes her head. “No, but…” She moves to her bird-headed friend and holds out the instrument. “He can.”

Stunned silence. Tokoyami eyes Kemuri before he takes the guitar, turning it around to settle in his arms. He closes his eyes, adjusts his fingers, and plays a series of chords that ring in the air.

“Tokoyami?!” Hagakure shrieks.

“What a melancholy riff!” Kirishima gapes.

“You can play?” Shoji gapes. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

“I felt I was not worthy to wield this axe after the F-chord defeated me. Truthfully, Kemuri was the only one who knew this secret,” he says, head bowed. He turns to the still-huddled Mineta. “Mineta, if your journey ends here, I’ll strum for the both of us.”

“Your choice, bucko,” Mineta says, gloom hanging over him like a dark cloud. “So stupid…can’t wait for this stupid festival to be over. Hope your nails all snap off…”

Mina and Uraraka eye each other for a second.

“Oh, Mineta,” Mina sings. “I can cook up a part of the dance where you get a harem! And I’m sure if you dance, it would blow Yo away.”

“I’m sold,” Mineta says, tears in his eyes again. “I can’t wait for this festival to start.”

“Everyone, let’s keep working!” Iida calls. “We don’t want to stay up too late!”

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It takes until 1 a.m for everything to be put into place. By then, Kemuri has already dozed off multiple times, only to be awoken by Shoji when the discussion becomes important again. She can’t stop yawning. Bakugo has also fallen asleep, his head on Kirishima’s shoulder, and Kirishima refuses to let anyone wake him up.

“EVERYONE’S BEEN ASSIGNED A ROLE!” Iida shouts, startling Kemuri from yet another cat-nap. He has dark circles under his eyes, only further proving to everyone around him that he has never stayed up past midnight in his life.

The band is decided: Jiro on bass and vocals, Bakugo on drums, Kaminari and Tokoyami on guitar, and Yaoyorozu on synth.

Todoroki, Sero, Kirishima, Koda, and Kemuri make up the stage crew. Kemuri opted to work on the stage crew as she is, technically, their smoke machine. Besides, she really doesn’t want to have to dance in front of the school. She’s sure that she’ll trip or something and embarrass herself.

That leaves the rest of the class on the dance crew. Nishimura still isn’t pleased with having to dance, but Sato and Tsuyu’s encouragement slowly chips away at his nerves. Aoyama is elected to both the dance team and the stage crew, as he’s both a performer and a human prop.

“There’s a lot of work to do!” Iida says. “Starting…” He yawns. “Tomorrow!”

“Technically,” Kemuri says, stifling another yawn. “It’s already tomorrow…”

She feels like she can’t stay awake for another second. Her head is like a weighted pendulum, bending one way only to snap back up, then flop again. She sinks back onto the couch, eyes drooping.

“Everyone get some rest!” Iida says, and she can hear how he’s struggling to keep the exhaustion from his voice.

“Okay, man, come on,” Kirishima mumbles as he hoists Bakugo onto his back, draping the boy’s arms over his shoulders and lifting him by the backs of his thighs.

Bakugo doesn’t wake up, muttering something like “die” under his breath as he keeps on snoozing. He nuzzles his face against the nape of Kirishima’s neck, exhaling heavily, and Kirishima’s face lights up with a dopey grin as he bids everyone goodnight and heads to the elevator.

“Kemuri,” Shoji says. She doesn’t even try to open her eyes. “You’ve got to go to bed.”

“Can’t move. Too sleepy,” she mumbles.

Shoji doesn’t say anything for a second, and then she feels hands slipping beneath her. If she were more awake, this would make her startle, but she knows those hands. She lets Shoji pick her up like a snoozing child, a sleepy smile crossing her face as she sighs.

“Iida, don’t fall asleep here,” Shoji urges.

“A-Ah! What? Yes! Thank you!”

Kemuri cracks her eyes open to see Iida slowly standing from the couch, blinking like his eyelids weigh too much. Shoji chuckles.

“You two don’t stay up very late, do you?” he asks.

“Bedtimes are—” Iida yawns again, interrupting himself. “—very important!”

“Mhm,” Kemuri mumbles.

Shoji nods thoughtfully. “Come on, Iida. You two are on the same floor. I’ll make sure you don’t fall asleep in the hallway.”

“Thank you, Shoji.”

Kemuri falls asleep before they’ve reached the elevator.

Chapter 161: Eri, Eri, Quite Contrary

Chapter Text

Kemuri wakes up after a solid five hours of sleep. She drags herself out of bed, puts on her U.A tracksuit, combs and braids her hair, puts in her rose clip, brushes her teeth, and goes downstairs. When she stumbles into the kitchen, she finds Iida sitting in front of a bowl of cereal, head propped up on his hand and looking more asleep than awake.

“Tenya?” she calls. He doesn’t respond. She grabs an apple from the fruit bowl and moves to him. She reaches out, poking his forehead. “Tenya.”

He startles, blinks, and his posture straightens. “Ah, Kemuri! Good morning! Did you sleep well?"

“As well as I could have,” she says. Nightmares are still common and still disrupt her sleep, no matter how used to them she is. She sits down next to him, taking a bite of her apple. “So…running today?”

“Yes! We should get warmed up and get out there.”

They both keep sitting. Kemuri chews slowly. Iida stares at his half-finished cereal.

“I want…another hour of sleep,” Kemuri sighs.

Iida’s gaze darts around, as if afraid that someone will overhear. “I…am ashamed, but I would like another hour as well.”

Kemuri raises her hand, pinky out, and keeps staring at her apple. “I won’t tell if you fall asleep on the couch.”

She feels his pinky hook around hers after a second. “Very well! Besides, it’s justified! We stayed up far too late last night, and it’s Saturday, so there’s no school to be late to!”

“Mhm.”

Wordlessly, they both stand, move to the nearest common area, and flop onto separate couches, to each their own. Kemuri doses off again within minutes.

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Kemuri wakes to the sound of Hagakure’s voice.

“You know you two are messes, right?”

Kemuri stares up at Hagakure’s (she’s assuming) judgemental expression from where she’s lying on the couch. She blinks, still half-asleep. “I’m aware,” she agrees.

She sits up, noticing that the other students have come down for breakfast. She reaches up to rub her eyes, looking to the other couch as soon as she’s finished. Ojiro stands next to it, peering over at Iida with his head cocked.

“Was your run that exhausting?” he asks.

Kemuri purses her lips. “Um…yes?”

Ojiro glances at her. “You didn’t go, did you?”

“No…”

Hagakure giggles. “I’m surprised you weren’t sharing a couch.”

Kemuri nearly chokes on her spit, sputtering. “T-Toru!”

“Kidding, kidding,” Hagakure says, definitely not kidding.

Ojiro leans over and shakes Iida’s shoulder. “Hey, Iida. It’s time for breakfast.”

Iida’s eyes snap open and he blinks rapidly. He sits up, fumbling for his glasses, and Ojiro takes them off the coffee table and hands them to him.

“Thank you, Ojiro,” Iida says as he slips them on. He bows his head as he gets up. “I’m sorry you caught me in this position.”

“Napping?” Ojiro asks.

“Indeed. It’s very unprofessional of me.”

Ojiro smiles a little. “It’s okay. You were tired.” He pats his shoulder. “Come on. Lunch Rush sent over omurice ingredients. Nishi’s having a hey-day.”

Both Kemuri and Iida get up and head over to the kitchen to get their breakfast, where Nishimura and Tsuyu work on them together. Tsuyu lets out croaking giggles as Nishimura does his best to make her omurice look like a frog.

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With the whole day off, everyone kicks it into gear for practicing. Mina pulls the dance crew outside to work on the front lawn while Jiro sets up with the band inside.

Kemuri meets up with the rest of the stage crew, the five of them sitting down at one of the tables and getting to work. It quickly turns into a brainstorming session, with each of them throwing ideas around and hoping that one sticks.

“What if we float all the dancers, then pull them around like helium balloons on Sero’s tape?” Todoroki suggests. “They can rain glitter down too.”

“Right, sure!” Sero says, grinning. “Cool idea!”

“Hang on,” Kirishima cuts in. “I don’t think we’ve got enough people on hand for that. If Shoji was stage crew, then sure, but…”

“Back to the drawing board?” Kemuri asks. Koda nods.

They keep discussing. For the most part, they’re sticking with Mina’s “Team Snowpeople” idea, although now they’re incorporating Sero’s tape.

“What if…Uraraka got people in the audience to float?” Kemuri suggests. “Sero, your tape can keep them safe.” She taps her fingers together nervously. “Just, uh…going off Todoroki’s idea of floating dancers…”

“That could be fun!” Kirishima says.

“I could make that work,” Sero agrees. “We’ve got to talk to the others, then.”

“Let’s go!”

The five of them get up and head to the doors, Kirishima in the lead. He shoves the front door open, already talking.

“Yo, dance squad! We gotta talk—” He stops, gasping. “Is that Eri?!”

Kemuri gets through the door, eyebrows furrowing. She searches for a bit, seeing mostly classmates, until she finally locks onto Mr. Aizawa, Togata, and a much smaller person huddled behind Togata’s legs.

Kirishima jogs down the steps and goes right up to the smaller person. “Hey, Eri! Oh, right, you don’t know me,” he says.

Kemuri goes down the steps, hoping that she might be able to ask Togata how he’s doing. He looks just as happy as ever and she hopes that isn’t a ruse. Her eyes travel again to the little girl. She’s adorable, to be frank, with her wide red eyes and wavy white hair and cute outfit. With the way she’s huddled behind Togata, Kemuri is reminded a little of herself. She always huddled behind her mom and dad like that when she was small.

But, Kemuri knows that this little girl is more than just shy. She’s traumatized, and a pang of sympathy strikes her in the chest.

She stays a good distance away, still waiting for Kirishima to bring up why they came out here. Eri looks away from Kirishima, glances over the class, and her eyes fall on Kemuri. Kemuri sees this and smiles, hoping that it doesn’t scare her, and Eri looks away, tugging Togata’s pant-leg.

“Yeah?” Togata asks. He leans down as Eri whispers something, her cheeks pink, and he grins. He straightens and waves at Kemuri. “Hey, uh…rose girl! Can’t remember your name, sorry!”

Kemuri blinks. “Me? Yeah?”

He keeps smiling. “Eri likes your hair.”

Kemuri’s face goes slack for a second, then she smiles. “Oh, thank you, Eri,” she says, bowing her head a little. Eri’s face darkens more as she hides further behind Togata.

Togata ushers Midoriya closer to him, already turning back down the path, Eri clutching his pant leg. “Alright! We’ll see you guys!” he calls.

He and Midoriya head off, Eri between them, and the rest of the dancers wave and shout their goodbyes. As soon as they’re out of sight, Nishimura turns to Tsuyu.

“Uh,” he says, “why isn’t Togata working with his classmates? Third years do the festival too, right?”

Tsuyu blinks at him. “Didn’t you hear, Akio? He’s taking time off since he lost his quirk.”

Nishimura’s face falls into something akin to disbelief. “Wait, what? How?”

“Ah…” Kirishima says. “It’s not a good time.”

Nishimura’s expression hardens with rarely seen rage. “What do you mean? Why can’t you tell me?” he demands.

“It’s a sensitive issue, man!” Kirishima says.

“Look, I get it, but I need to know what happened. How did he lose his quirk? Is it gone forever? How did he—”

“Akio,” Tsuyu says, grabbing his arm. “Calm down.” He looks down at her, teeth gritted, and she adds, “I can tell you later, okay? Ribbit.”

Nishimura purses his lips, then sucks in a breath. “Okay…fine. I’ll…calm down. Sorry.”

For a few long, awkward seconds, no one says anything. Someone clears their throat and a few others shift back and forth on their feet.

Before the silence can get thicker, Mina claps her hands together. “Let’s take a break, guys!” she calls. “It’s teatime.”

Everyone turns to go inside and Kemuri is about to join them when she hears, “Shimakage.”

She stops and looks back at Aizawa as he approaches. She waits.

“Yes, sir?” she asks. “Am…am I in trouble?”

“No. You’re not, I just…need your assistance.” He sighs and she waits for him to elaborate. “I need you to teach me how to braid hair.”

Kemuri would laugh if she wasn’t so stunned. Her eyes widen and she stares up at her teacher, waiting for him to tell her that this is a “rational deception” or something like that. He just looks at her, waiting.

“Are you…going for a new style, Mr. Aizawa?” she asks.

He looks as unamused as ever. “No,” he deadpans. “It’s for Eri. Apparently, my braiding is sub-par.”

Oh, that makes a lot more sense. Kemuri nods, reaching to fiddle with her own braid. “Okay, um…I can do that,” she says. “When…?”

“This evening, after rehearsals wrap up, you can come by my apartment on campus. Eri will be there.”

“She’s staying with you?”

“I’m watching her for the evening, then she’s returning to the hospital. They’re still trying to find a home for her.”

“Ah…” She clears her throat. “And, are…you sure? I don’t want to overwhelm her.”

He purses his lips. “I’m aware, but I think it’ll be fine. This may be a long shot, but you might…understand her, at least a little.”

“W-What? How…?”

“You two have similar mannerisms. She’s shy, not very talkative, apologetic, nervous.” Kemuri purses her lips at the slight sting, but Aizawa continues, “Like I said, it’s a long shot. She’s gone through a lot, but…you’re gentle, quiet.”

Kemuri understands. She’s non-threatening and, on the very barest level, understands a little about a fear of getting hurt and upsetting people. “I’ll…come by this evening, then, sir.”

“Thank you.”

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That evening, Kemuri leaves Heights Alliance and heads to where the teachers’ living quarters are. She takes a small purse with her, containing her phone, a hairbrush, a comb, and a multitude of hair-ties. She even brought some extra hair-clips from when she was little in case Aizawa wants to toy around with those too. It’s a good thing they ended up with her at the dorms, as they accidentally wound up in her toiletries when she packed her things.

While the student dorms have a main common area, kitchen, and bathrooms, the teachers have something a little more mature. It’s like a mini-apartment building, with each apartment equipped with a kitchen, bathroom, bedrooms, and living room. Kemuri heads up to Aizawa’s apartment, double-checking the address he gave her earlier as she goes.

“Hope this is it…” she mumbles.

She reaches up and knocks on the door. A few seconds later, the door swings open and Aizawa is there. His casual clothes aren’t any different than his hero costume in that he’s still wearing all black, but now he’s wearing a long-sleeved shirt and sweatpants.

“Come in,” he says, stepping aside to let her through.

Aizawa’s apartment is surprisingly clean, although Kemuri immediately notices the signs of a child. There are stuffed toys littering the ground near the TV, paper and crayons on the table, and shoes far too small for any adult to wear tucked away in the genkan.

For only a day visit, Aizawa sure has the look of a single dad living with his daughter.

“Thank you,” she says as she slips her shoes off and puts on a pair of slippers.

Aizawa gives an affirming grunt. “Wait here a second, okay?”

Kemuri nods. He turns around and walks off, disappearing from view. Kemuri waits, listening for his voice as she busies herself with familiarizing herself with the layout and decorations. There are quite a few cat pictures, she notices, and the only “family” portraits seem to be from when he was younger.

She shuffles closer, passing a photo of a fluffy orange tabby to a group photo outside a hero agency. Kemuri immediately finds a spot of seafoam green hair—Ms. Joke, far younger than now, with her arm around Aizawa. She’s smiling, flashing a peace sign at the camera while Aizawa looks surly as ever.

“Eri?” she hears him call. “One of my students is here. She’s very nice, so there’s no need to worry if you want to come out and say hi.”

“Is it Lemillion?” comes the soft response.

“No, but you’ll see him later. I promise.” A pause. “Her name’s Kemuri. She’s the one whose hair you liked.”

“The one with the pretty rose?”

“Yes.”

Kemuri doesn’t hear the response. She moves to the next picture, which appears to be from even further back. Kemuri recognizes Present Mic, even with his hair a lot shorter, and of course, Aizawa looks like himself, but the last boy…she doesn’t know him. He’s got a big smile, cloud-like blue hair, and a bandage across his nose. Kemuri leans closer, scrutinizing.

“Shimakage.”

She startles, lurching away from the picture, and her hand flails, knocking the frame askew. She scurries back as Aizawa approaches, his brow furrowing as he straightens it and slowly looks at her. She bows her head immediately.

“S-Sorry,” she squeaks.

He eyes her for a second, then exhales. “It’s fine,” he states. He jerks his head to the side. “Let’s go.”

He walks to the table and sits down, expectant. Kemuri comes closer, eyeing the crayons and paper, when she notices that he’s got a few balls of yarn and some spools of ribbon sitting out too. There’s even a pair of safety scissors. Kemuri stares at them, then lets her eyes slide to Aizawa.

“Um…sir, is…is that what you want to use to practice?” she whispers.

Subconsciously, she tenses up, waiting for Aizawa to frown, to call her an idiot and tell her “of course that’s what they’re using,” but he just closes his eyes.

“Yeah, it’s all I could think of,” he says.

She smiles a little as some of the tension in her body bleeds out. “Sure, um…I’ll show you how to do a basic braid, then maybe you can…try it out with your own hair?” He stares at her and she gulps. “I mean…or mine? I’m used to braiding my own hair so I usually just go by muscle memory, but if you don’t know how—”

“Whatever works, Shimakage,” he says. “You’re the teacher now.”

“O-Oh…right.”

And so, she sits down next to him, picking up the yarn. She unspools a long length of thread, then cuts it into three pieces. At her command, Aizawa gets some tape, and she tapes the three ends together at the edge of the table. She repeats it for herself, then pushes the chair back.

She spends the next while showing Aizawa how to braid. He’s attentive, watchful, and Kemuri can’t help but find it sweet that he’s so dedicated to learning this just for the sake of a little girl. He catches on quick, too.

Kemuri looks up from her braiding when she hears soft, shuffling footsteps. Turning her head, she sees Eri peeking out of the hallway, one wide eye visible, and Kemuri smiles softly at her.

“Eri?” Aizawa asks.

“H-Hi…” she whispers.

“Hi,” Kemuri replies.

Eri waits another second before shuffling out of the hallway. She starts toying with her hair, eyes on her feet. Kemuri notices for the first time that there’s a tiny nub on the right side of her forehead, like a horn.

“Do you need anything?” Aizawa asks, his tone just as gentle as Kemuri’s. He stands up. “Remember, it’s okay to ask for things.”

Eri’s face flushes as she fiddles with her hair more, still not looking at Kemuri as her feet shift in place. “I…”

She stops. Kemuri can see the turmoil on her face, the fear of asking for something. She sees the tension in her body, the nervous ticks, and a wave of empathy engulfs Kemuri before she can take a second to prepare. Every cell in her body wants to protect this child with every bit of her power.

“Could…you braid my hair?” she whispers. She looks up at Kemuri with big, pleading eyes, and Kemuri is sure that this little girl could ask her to hand over her soul and she would do it.

“Of course, I can,” Kemuri says. She looks back at Aizawa. “And maybe Mr. Aizawa can try too? He’s been practicing, just for you.”

Eri blinks. “For me?” Aizawa nods and her lips quiver like she’s trying to smile but just can’t get there. “Okay…”

Eri shuffles closer and Kemuri reaches for her bag, resting it on the seat kitty-corner to her. She reaches inside and pulls out the makeup bag of clips and hair-ties that she brought along.

“Here,” she says, holding it out to Eri. “Pick whatever you want.”

Eri hesitantly takes the bag, peeking inside, and her eyes widen a little more. She sits down, starting to sift through the contents, and Kemuri slides off her chair to sit cross-legged next to Eri, waiting for her to interact first.

“This is pretty,” Eri whispers, holding up a clip with a unicorn head on it. She puts it down, then pulls out a clip with a shiny red apple on it. “Oh…this one…”

“You like apples?” Kemuri asks.

She nods. “Mhm…”

A smile. “My friend loves apples too. You two would get along.”

Eri’s lips do that half-twitch again. She pulls out a hair-tie with some rose baubles on it, holding it tenderly in her hand, and Kemuri watches her without saying a word. Everything she does is so careful, so gentle, and Kemuri can’t help but feel a pang of disgust towards Overhaul. How evil do you have to be to hurt someone this innocent?

“Do you know how to braid, Eri?” Kemuri asks. Eri shakes her head. “Do…you want to learn?”

Those wide, childlike eyes fall on her again. “You…want to teach me?” Kemuri nods and Eri looks up Aizawa before slowly bobbing her head up and down.

Kemuri smiles. “Alright. Let’s learn, then.”

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By the time curfew nears, Aizawa and Eri have improved so much at braiding that Kemuri thinks she could cry with pride. Eri first practiced on Kemuri’s hair, then Aizawa’s, and now both of them have braids all over their heads, some large and lumpy, some falling out, some tiny.

Eri, though, has a long braid that falls down her back, rose baubles glinting near the tail and an apple clip pinning her bangs in place. Kemuri would love to take credit for it, but it was all Aizawa’s doing. He’s learned well.

Eri toys with the hair at the tip of the braid with gentle wonder in her eyes. “Like a princess,” she murmurs.

“Exactly,” Aizawa says. As Eri keeps playing, he looks to his student. “Thank you for your help, Shimakage.”

“Oh, it’s no problem, sir,” Kemuri insists. “This…this was nice.” She thinks, more to herself, that this was good practice for if or when her mom gets pregnant, for if she ever gets a baby sister.

“You should get back to the dorm,” Aizawa says. “I’ll be by for curfew check soon. I just have to wait for them to come pick up Eri.”

“Right. I’ll get going then.” Kemuri stands up, gathering her bag, and Eri immediately stops playing with her braid to pick up the hair-tie and clip bag. Kemuri shakes her head. “I want you to keep it.”

Eri blinks. “But…it’s yours.”

“It was…but now it isn’t. I think you can make really good use of those clips, way better than I could.”

Eri hesitates, but slowly brings the bag back down as she runs her fingers along it. “Are you sure?”

“Positive. It’s a gift.”

Eri stares down at the bag, still dragging her fingertips up and down along it, testing the zipper, lips pursed. Kemuri waits. If she really doesn’t want to take it, Kemuri won’t force her.

“T-Thank you, Miss Kemuri…” she whispers, finally, and she hugs the bag to her chest. Kemuri’s heart squeezes.

Kemuri takes her leave, saying goodbye one more time before heading back to Heights Alliance, her heart full. When she returns to the dorms, things are quiet, everyone winding down before bed, and she heads up to her room without any disturbances.

Chapter 162: To Love, or Not to Love?

Summary:

The boys of class 1-A get the chance to talk about love and life, but things escalate, and Iida is forced to think about something he's tried to avoid.

Chapter Text

That same evening, while Kemuri is off teaching Mr. Aizawa how to braid, a bunch of the boys find themselves hanging out together, relaxing after a long day of hard work. It started with Nishimura, Aoyama, Koda, and Sato playing video games in the common room, then Mineta, Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari joined in and made it a tournament.

For a while, the boys enjoyed the banter and their game, passing off controllers and taking turns as they saw fit. Kirishima was glad for “time with the boys” and Nishimura was just glad that Aoyama came to hang out with them. He’s been far too distant for Nishimura’s liking lately.

Mineta is the one who starts things rolling, though.

“So…Nishimura,” he says. “You and Asui, huh?”

“Oooo,” Sero and Kaminari hoot, wiggling their eyebrows. Sato pauses the game.

Nishimura smiles, rubbing the back of his neck. “Ah…yeah. We haven’t been able to really go out for a proper date yet, but I’m already excited for what could come.”

“Hey, congrats, man!” Kirishima says, reaching over to thump Nishimura’s back. “I think that makes you the first of us to get a girlfriend!”

“Mineta’s still seeing that Yo girl from B, right?” Kaminari says. He scratches the side of his nose. “Isn’t he the first then?”

Mineta purses his lips, then waves his hand dismissively. “We haven’t made anything official,” he says.

“Dude, still?” Sero asks. “I honestly thought you’d marry the first woman to give you an ounce of attention.”

Mineta frowns. “I’m not a psychopath, Sero, and I’m way too young to think about commitment.” He leans back against the couch, eyes closing as he keeps ranting in a haughty tone. “I don’t want to tie myself down to the first woman I date! I have to keep my options open.”

“You have exactly one option,” Sato says.

“Aw, screw you. That’s low,” Mineta pouts. He sits up, eyeing Nishimura again. “Actually, Nishi…I did have another question.” He hums a bit. “You’re bi, right?”

Nishimura tilts his head. “Yeah?”

“So…why are you dating a girl then? That isn’t really bi of you.”

Nishimura’s jaw clenches for a second, then he exhales. “Oh, boy…” He shakes his head. “Okay. I’m bi because I’m attracted to men and women. I still like men even if, this time around, I ended up having feelings for a girl. That doesn’t change anything. Bi is…bi, not sometimes gay and sometimes straight, you know?”

“Huh,” Mineta mumbles. “You learn something new every day.”

“Hey, speaking of that,” Kirishima pipes up. “At Shimakage’s party, you said your first kiss was with a dude.” Nishimura nods. “So…uh, how’d you figure out that you liked him?”

Nishimura thinks for a second, tapping his chin. “Uh, you know…I think it was because I felt the same way about him that I did about girls. I found him attractive, I wanted to go out with him, that stuff. It took a bit, but after that first date…I was sold. It helped that we were figuring it out together.”

“But what if that was just friendship talking?”

He stares at Kirishima, one eyebrow arched. “I don’t think most people want to make out with their best bro.” There are a few laughs. Kirishima flushes, looking away, and Nishimura’s face softens. “Wait, Kiri, sorry, that was—"

“Nah, man, you’re good. It’s…uh…” Kirishima exhales, eyes closing. “I’ve been…questioning things, recently? I guess I’m just confused.”

“If you need to talk, feel free to stop by my room sometime, okay? I’m here for you, man.”

Kirishima’s eyes get slightly teary as he grins. “Thanks, bro!”

“If any of you want to talk about this, I’m free,” Nishimura adds, looking to the other boys. “I know there aren’t a lot of out people in our year, or at least, I don’t know them. I think it’s just Aoyama and I.”

“Oui,” Aoyama murmurs.

“Ino from B is out,” Mineta pipes up. “But, uh…that’s all I’ve got.”

“Oh, good for her!” Nishimura says.

The elevators open and the boys look up as some more of their classmates head out of the elevator. Midoriya notices the group and smiles widely, waving as he jogs over.

“Hey, guys!” he greets. “What’s up?”

“We’re talking about relationships and stuff,” Sero says. Behind Midoriya, Iida, Todoroki, and Shoji approach. “Nishi and Asui are dating now, so…”

“Oh, really?” Midoriya blinks a few times. “Wow!”

“You’re surprised?” Nishimura asks, eyes narrowing.

“What? No!” Midoriya insists. “Um, or…maybe a little, but it’s not because of you two, specifically. I just…didn’t expect anyone to start dating so soon.”

“Dude, we’re in high school,” Kaminari laughs. “That’s prime dating time.”

“Correction, we are in hero high school!” Iida says, swiping one hand into the air. “All of us must dedicate our time and energy to becoming the best heroes we can be, so it’s natural to assume that dating isn’t at the forefront of everyone’s mind. There are more important things to focus on and some of us cannot afford any distractions.”

A few people shift. Sato and Koda exchange a glance as Nishimura frowns. Kaminari’s smile also falls.

“Uh…did you just call dating a distraction?” Kaminari asks. Nishimura points at him, nodding in agreement.

Iida squares his shoulders. “My apologies, I didn’t mean to offend. I simply think that if you’re involved with someone and you don’t properly discipline yourself, you could get distracted from your studies.”

“So you’ve got something against dating,” Nishimura says.

“Well…I can’t speak for any of you, but personally, I would rather focus on my hero career.” He sticks one hand out, chopping it once as he closes his eyes. “I have come to realize what a dangerous job heroes have and I fear that, should I find a partner, I would be putting her under immense stress! I don’t think I could do that to someone.”

“That’s pretty bleak,” Shoji says.

“I’m just saying, heroes rarely date and even more rarely get married, unless it’s to another hero. I must dedicate myself to my career,” he says. “Besides, my brother never settled down despite having many women who would have liked to date him, and he was a stellar hero!”

“He’s with Fuyumi,” Todoroki says, “and from what I’ve heard from her, they’re getting pretty serious.”

“He can only do that because he is no longer working as a hero!”

Iida can’t help himself. The words build inside him, begging to be let out, and he won’t let the stunned, wide-eyed looks of his male classmates stop him. His arms start swinging, his voice gaining slight volume as he continues.

“Hero work is one of the most dangerous professions in our world! Villains are just going to get worse now that All Might is retired. As we get older and gain more time in the spotlight, the media will latch onto any sign of romance, and then villains will go after our loved ones. I think it’s just better to carry out your duties as a hero with only your sidekicks or hero teams to worry about.”

Kaminari bristles a little and stands up. “Oh, come on! If you think like that, you may as well not have any family! What about your parents? The Iida family legacy? Are you just gonna let that die because you’re afraid?”

“Hey, calm down,” Shoji says, taking a step closer to the couches.

“Actually,” Midoriya says. He purses his lips. “Iida…does have a point.”

“What? You too, Midoriya?!” Kaminari exclaims.

“Listen to me,” Midoriya pleads. “You all remember Kota, right?” Nods all around. “Well, his parents were a hero team, Water Hose. In case you don’t know, they…they were both killed by a villain. They left Kota orphaned and, until the summer camp, he hated heroes because of it. What kind of life is that for a child?”

The mood in the room goes down significantly. Kaminari’s face is still pinched with anger, but he doesn’t move. Nishimura’s expression isn’t any better. Todoroki is stony, from his posture to his face, his lips pressed tight, making Midoriya cast him a worried glance.

“You know,” Sero sighs. “I hate to say it, but that’s true. During a patrol during my internship, Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady got hounded by paparazzi just by being near each other. If they’re trying to have a private dating life, which…I can’t confirm, I can’t imagine how tough that must be.”

“At least they’re both heroes,” Mineta pipes up. “They’re both strong and can protect themselves.”

“Being strong doesn’t always save you,” Midoriya says.

“Midoriya, dude,” Kirishima says. “Why so negative? Rock Lock is married! He has a wife and a baby!”

“Yeah, I know, but he’s…a rare piece of the statistic. The numbers all show that heroes rarely get to live like normal civilians.”

“Midoriya is right. As part of the hero academia, we simply cannot act like normal high schoolers,” Iida says. “That includes dating.”

That sets Kaminari off again. He scoffs a little, shaking his head. “Iida, do you expect me to believe that you don’t have any interest in romance?”

“I…never said I wasn’t interested! I just don’t think it’d be a good idea to get involved.”

“Is this because of Shimakage?”

You could hear a pin drop, just for a second, as gazes dart between the two boys. Iida’s eyes widen as he starts to sputter, swiping his hands around, and Kaminari crosses his arms over his chest. Sero lets out a long, low whistle. Mineta sucks his teeth.

“This…this has nothing to do with Kemuri! Frankly, I have no idea why you would even bring her up,” Iida says.

“Dude, no offence, but you seem like the type of guy to wait for marriage before holding hands,” Kaminari says, earning more sputters from Iida. “Shimakage seems to be your exception.”

“She is my friend! If you think she’s an exception, then why not accuse me of having feelings for Uraraka?”

“Because you obviously don’t have feelings for her, but Shimakage—”

As Iida trips and stumbles over his words, hands still flailing, and Kaminari’s hair starts to spark with static, Kirishima gets between the two. He briefly hardens his skin as Iida’s hand smacks him on the side of the head.

“Everyone needs to take a deep breath before this gets worse,” he warns. “Come on, this isn’t manly.”

“He’s being stupid!” Kaminari retorts, bumping against Kirishima’s arm, still focusing his attention on Iida. The air crackles with faint static and Kirishima’s hair, let down from its usual spikes, rises a bit with it. “If I thought like you, I’d just end up sad and lonely! Did you ever think that maybe worrying about someone is a part of loving them?”

“Kaminari…” Sero says, also stepping closer to the quarrelling boys.

“No! I have to say this!” Kaminari insists. He keeps his gaze on Iida. “When I’m older, I want to know that there’s someone I can go home to after a long, hard day, someone who understands what being a hero is like, and I want to be there for them in the same way! Maybe I, unlike you, don’t want my life to be all about work! Maybe I want my life to have a little more meaning than that!”

No one says a word. In the kitchen, the faucet drips. The wind blows outside as leaves flutter by the windows.

“Maybe…we should all let this go?” Aoyama suggests, his voice breathy and weak.

“That’d be nice,” Todoroki agrees, his tone cold.

Kirishima sighs. “Look, I…I get it,” he says. He reaches out and grasps Kaminari’s shoulder. “I want that too, man. I want a partner, someone to love who always has my back.” He seems to brighten just a little despite the mood. “I know the person I settle down with will be super strong and manly as hell, so there’s no way I’ll need to worry too much about them.”

“But, there’s nothing wrong with focusing on your career,” Midoriya reiterates, grabbing Iida’s shoulder and squeezing. “We’re all here to be heroes, Iida, but we also have our own goals.”

“I still say it’s worth it,” Kaminari says. “It’s worth it to love someone.”

“For me,” Sato says, “it’s not about…worrying. It’s about having that support system, you know? I want my own family one day.”

“Me too…” Koda whispers.

Sero exhales. “I’m just waiting to see what happens. Maybe I’ll meet the perfect girl and everything will change, maybe it won’t. I’ll have to wait and see.” He glances up at the ceiling, then smiles a little. “Maybe I’ve already met her. Who knows?”

Nishimura, oddly still and silent this entire time, finally stands up. “I think I know what we have to do,” he says. He places his hands on his hips, smiling a little. “We all have to become heroes, heroes so strong that no villain would dare mess with us. We have to make the world safe enough that no one has to be afraid to fall in love or have kids ever again.” He slowly looks at Iida as his eyes narrow again. “And, if my opinion matters at all, I think it’s worth it too.”

Iida watches everyone, sweat on his brow and face flushed with exertion, and he turns away. “I am going to bed,” he announces before storming off.

In the bathroom, Iida brushes his teeth with extra vigour, glaring at his reflection. Kaminari’s words echo in his ears, pounding against his chest, and no matter how hard he tries, Kemuri’s face keeps popping into his head.

He leans over the sink and spits, stopping as he presses his hands against the edges of the basin. He wills the heat from his face, breaths still too fast, heart pounding. His head is full of silver hair, rosy cheeks, nervous apologies and a soft voice. Has this bathroom always smelled like roses?

“Iida?”

He looks up into the mirror, where he can see Shoji’s reflection, standing near the entrance. Iida straightens, wiping some toothpaste foam from the corners of his mouth as he focuses back to the sink. He starts rinsing off his toothbrush.

“Ah, Shoji, hello,” he says. “I apologize for my actions back there. It was rude of me.”

Shoji nods, but doesn’t say another word. He keeps watching Iida. When Iida looks in the mirror, he can plainly see the taller boy’s eyes on him.

“I’m going to ask you a question,” Shoji says, “and I want your honest answer.”

Iida blinks a few times, then slowly turns around. “Of course. Ask away.”

“What do you feel for Kemuri?”

Iida wishes he could take his words back. His shoulders tense up and he looks away from Shoji’s dark, intense stare, and he swallows the lump in his throat. Kemuri…Iida refuses to name what he feels for her. Perhaps he’s scared of it. Perhaps he’s in denial. Perhaps it’s nothing.

“Shimakage seems to be your exception.”

He shakes his head. “I apologize, but I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”

He starts to walk away, but Shoji’s hand lands on his arm and stops him. For a second, the two of them just stand, Iida facing the exit and Shoji still aimed at the sink where Iida had been.

“I don’t want to see her get hurt again,” he whispers.

Iida doesn’t like the implication of those words. He steps sideways, enough so he can look up at Shoji’s deadpan expression. “I would never hurt her and you know that, Shoji.”

Shoji doesn’t take his eyes off of him for a good three seconds. Then, he pulls his hand away, closing his eyes as he turns.

“Not on purpose, at least,” he says. “Goodnight, Iida.”

He leaves Iida alone with his thoughts.

Chapter 163: Kemuri's Confusing Feelings

Summary:

Kemuri and Kazue head out for a mother-daughter day. Kemuri finally talks about the feelings she's been hiding.

Chapter Text

“Um…Mezo?” Kemuri asks.

Shoji glances up from his breakfast. “Yeah?”

“Is…everything okay? The guys seem really tense.”

Ojiro and Tokoyami also look up from their food, both eyeing the dining room. Things seem normal at a glance, but class A has come to know each other better than that, and it’s easy to see the little things that seem off. Hagakure is eating with Mina, Uraraka, and Tsuyu today while near them, Iida, Midoriya, and Todoroki eat in silence. Sero, Kaminari, and Kirishima talk to one another in low voices, expressions pinched.

“You know, she’s right,” Ojiro says. “Iida’s door slammed pretty hard last night when he came to bed. Do you know what it takes to make that man slam a door?”

“Truly, something must have gotten under his skin,” Tokoyami says.

Shoji sighs. “Last night, Kaminari and Iida had an argument. It got the guys a little on edge.”

Kemuri frowns. “Are they alright? Was it that bad?”

“I think they’ll be fine. It was just a clash of ideologies.”

“Excellent word choice,” Tokoyami praises under his breath.

“What was it about?” Ojiro wonders. “I can’t imagine they’d have much to argue about.”

Shoji eyes Kemuri for a second, then shrugs and feeds his dupli-mouth more breakfast. “Something about love.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. Love? Why, of all things, would Iida and Kaminari be arguing about that? Do they like the same person? Did something else happen that spurred it on?

“Strange,” Tokoyami says. “Care to elaborate?”

Shoji shrugs yet again, keeping his voice low. “There…was a lot of talk about the dangers pros face, how villains can take advantage of loved ones, that sort of thing. Kaminari was very passionate about it. Iida too.” He shakes his head. “Too many emotions.”

Kemuri stirs her food, then glances over at Iida’s table only to find that his eyes are on her. He looks away when they make eye contact and she does the same thing. Her cheeks burn.

“I…hope they work it out…” she says as she goes to eat more.

Shoji’s eyes close as he lets out a long, tired sigh. “Yeah, me too.”

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Kemuri heads out after lunch. It’s Sunday and, specifically, it’s the Sunday her mom asked her to be available for. She’s heading home for a visit, accompanied by Aizawa.

Ever since the Shie Hassaikai raid and the reemergence of the League, U.A has cracked down even further on the rules for students leaving campus. Before, weekend visits happened relatively often and students could leave once attendance was taken. Kemuri even got away with visiting her family shrine on her own.

Now, they’re not taking any chances. Students can’t so much as go to the mall on the weekend without a teacher accompanying them. The most students can do on their own is going to places nearby, like convenience stores, and getting permission is heavily based off which teachers are available to chaperone. Kemuri knows it’s just the rules and that they’re focused more than ever on safety, but she misses the freedom they had before.

At least Aizawa isn’t super talkative. Kemuri can stare out the window of the car and completely zone out and think about whatever comes to mind. Today, her thoughts linger on what Shoji said during breakfast.

She gets home and before long, the front door opens and Kemuri is back in her mother’s arms. Ichiro sniffs at Kemuri’s legs, curled tail wagging.

“Hi, mom,” she greets, her voice muffled from the tight embrace.

“It’s so good to see you,” Kazue replies, pressing a kiss to her hair. As they pull away, Kemuri kneels to give Ichiro attention and Kazue focuses on Aizawa as he gets to the front step. “Aizawa, how are you?”

“Fine,” Aizawa says.

“I’m glad you’re here, actually. Is it alright if I take Kemuri with me on an errand? You can come along, of course—”

“It’s fine. You’re a police officer,” Aizawa says. “If you were a regular parent, I would have to accompany you, but I’m sure you’ll be in control if anything happens.”

“I will be sure to keep you posted, then,” Kazue says with a smile. “In the meantime, how about visiting the onsen? You look like you could use a rest.” Aizawa’s tired gaze slides to the building only a little ways away from the house, and Kazue adds, “Free of charge, of course, for taking such good care of Kemuri.”

Aizawa’s eyes close. “I don’t suppose I can turn that down. I’ll go speak to Cayden, then.” He looks at Kemuri and she meets his gaze, still petting Ichiro. “You keep in touch too.”

“Right, sir,” Kemuri says.

Aizawa shuffles off towards Hosu Harmony and Kemuri hopes that he comes out feeling more refreshed. With him gone, she turns back to her mom, taking in the excited glint in her dark eyes.

“Ready to go?” she asks. “I think you’ll like this.”

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The first errand is grocery shopping, which doesn’t seem all that special, and after a while, Kemuri starts to think that her mom must have been teasing her.

Then, all that disappears when they pull up to a hospital. It’s not a big hospital or an objectively fancy one, but Kazue seems sure of herself as she pulls into the parking lot. For a second, all Kemuri feels is a nauseating mixture of fear and confusion. Is this about her mom trying to get pregnant? Is there someone she’s visiting? Is something wrong?

Kazue gets out of the car, cool as a cucumber, and goes to the backseat for one of the grocery bags. Kemuri climbs out, staring at her mother as she gathers her things, locks the car, and meets her eyes.

“Oh, honey, don’t look so scared,” Kazue says. “Everything’s fine. We’re just visiting.”

“W-Who?”

“You’ll see.”

Kemuri still doesn’t like this. Her next thought is that something has happened to her grandfather and he’s been hospitalized. Her mom wouldn’t do that to her, right?

Inside, Kazue gets Kemuri to wait with the groceries while she moves to the front desk. She leans on the counter, keeping her voice low, and Kemuri notices that she shows her badge. The woman at the desk nods and starts typing.

Kemuri grips the grocery bag tighter, trying to stay calm. Hospitals put her on edge now by virtue of the circumstances of when she’s been in them. The first time was when she went blind, then from all the times she hurt herself when she was learning how to navigate around—stitches were common—and most recently, after she rescued Ichiro and his mother during her internship, after the attack on the training camp, and after her grandfather hurt her wrist.

Nothing good ever seems to come out of hospitals. Not for her.

She snaps out of her worrying as Kazue calls her over, and she obeys, unable to keep the nervousness from her face. Kazue wraps one arm around her, squeezing, and gives her a gentle smile.

“Sergeant Shimakage!”

Kazue and Kemuri look up as a young man approaches. He has perfectly combed brown hair and brown eyes, and wears a simple blue and black argyle-patterned sweater with jeans. Kazue smiles as she approaches him.

“Textyle, it’s good to see you,” she says.

“You too, miss,” he greets with a small bow. “I can take you up. They’ve got security around, just in case.”

“Of course. Kemuri?”

Kemuri snaps out of her daze. Textyle…that name sounds familiar, and looking at him now, she realizes that he must be from Best Jeanist’s agency: one of his sidekicks. At that thought, her breath leaves her and her eyes go wide as she stares at her mom.

Kazue starts to grin. “You’ve caught on?”

“M-Mom…”

“Come along. We don’t want to keep him waiting,” Textyle urges.

Together, the three of them head deeper into the hospital, winding down the halls, this way and that, until Kemuri starts to feel dizzy and has to close her eyes. Her mom keeps leading her.

“Here we are!” Textyle says. Kemuri cracks her eyes open, less sick now, as Textyle gestures to the room. “Right in here. He’s expecting you.”

“Thank you so much.”

“My pleasure.”

Kazue goes up to the door and slides it open, hesitating in the doorway. “Hakamata?”

“Shimakage.” His voice is gentle, relieved almost.

Kemuri’s heart flies into her throat. Why couldn’t her mom have warned her? Oh, Kemuri, by the way, I’m taking you along to visit one of your favourite pros. Don’t worry about bringing a gift or something. She looks down at her outfit and dang it, of course she wore her Jeanist brand jeans today (but, to be fair, they’re her favourite brand and they make up the majority of the pants she owns).

Kemuri realizes too late that her mom has already gone inside, leaving her to have her mini panic attack in the hallway. She sucks in a deep breath, tucks the grocery bag closer to her, and goes inside.

Best Jeanist sits in an armchair by the window, Kazue already seated in the chair across from him. Kemuri takes a split second to deal with the cognitive dissonance of not seeing the man dressed in a single shred of denim. Instead, he wears a hospital gown, cinched at the waist, and a mask over his mouth that lets Kemuri see the long line of his jaw and his angular nose.

It also lets Kemuri see his long neck and the scar trailing lengthwise down his throat. It’s still pink, a little red around the edges, like something still healing. At least his blond hair is combed neatly, swooping and smooth as always. It lends to the illusion that nothing has changed about him.

Then, Best Jeanist is looking at her, and she immediately stands up straighter.

His eyes crease a little. “You brought a friend, Shimakage,” he says.

“Kemuri’s visiting from U.A,” Kazue replies, beckoning Kemuri closer. “We brought you some food. I’m sure you’re sick of the hospital stuff.”

“I am, although my sidekicks are very good at weaving together decent meals.”

Kemuri hands over the grocery bag, still wordless, unable to look him in the eye. Kamino Ward plays through her mind. She hears All For One’s voice, feels the crushing weight of death invading her senses all over again, remembers his choked gasp and her mother’s scream. She’s here, standing in front of him, and he probably has no idea that she knows what happened, that he’s been a worry in the back of her mind since then.

“Kemuri, what’s wrong?” Kazue asks, suddenly alarmed as she gets to her feet.

Kemuri blinks rapidly, a few tears escaping and rolling down her face. She sniffles once, reaching up to scrub at her face. “I…I’m sorry, I…” She takes a deep, shaky breath, and finally looks at Best Jeanist. “I…I’m just…I’m really glad you’re alive…”

His eyes crinkle again before they close, one hand flicking at the air lightly. “Is it rude to say that I am too?” he asks. Kemuri shakes her head and he lets out a low chuckle. “Good.” Kemuri can’t help but glance at his throat again, and he catches her gaze as his hand moves to trace the scar. “Ah, yes, it’s unsightly but, thankfully, I can cover it.”

“It…looks like it was pretty rough…”

“I had to breathe somehow while they reconstructed my lung,” he says. “These things happen. It’s the price of living another day.” He stands, tall and thin and wiry, and gestures as he goes to get more plates. “Please, pull up a chair. Let’s enjoy what you’ve brought.”

And so, for a little while, Kemuri sits between her mom and Best Jeanist, nibbling at her bento and listening while they share stories and discuss both the past and present. Kemuri doesn’t say much, but it’s nice to be here. It feels almost normal and it’s nice to see that her mom is making time for friends when her police work has kept her so busy as of late.

She finds herself looking around the room a lot, this place that Best Jeanist has made his home for the time being. There are quite a few gifts and Kemuri can guess that they’re all from his sidekicks or fans. There aren’t any pictures set up save for a single framed photo of Best Jeanist outside his agency with all his sidekicks gathered around him. She notices Bakugo is there too, his hair combed flat and murder in his eyes.

Then, it’s time for them to go, and Kazue gives Best Jeanist a gentle hug as they’re saying their goodbyes. As they part, he looks down at Kemuri and she squares her shoulders.

“Get well soon, sir,” Kemuri says.

“Thank you. I will do my best,” he says. As they turn to go, he adds, “Kemuri.” She stops, looks at him. “Tell Bakugo that when I get better and, should he get his license, my agency’s doors will always be open to him.”

She smiles a little and nods. “Yes, sir. I will.”

Mother and daughter leave the hospital together, go back to the car, and start the drive home. As they drive, Kemuri can’t shake certain questions from her mind. Not even burning questions, just things she’s noticed, itching curiosities begging to be scratched.

“Mom?” she asks. “Why…why would you, of…of all people, be allowed to visit Jeanist?”

Kazue arches an eyebrow. “You think it’s strange to visit my friend?”

“N-No,” she says. “It’s just…” She purses her lips. “Doesn’t he have family?”

Her mom doesn’t answer right away. For a second, there’s sadness in her eyes, and her fingertips tap against the steering wheel.

“He’s a busy man, Kemuri,” she says. She smiles a tiny bit, but it’s melancholy. “You know, I wasn’t close to him while we were at U.A, but his hero work and my police work brought us together later in life. I’ve gotten to know him as a man, not just as a hero.”

“So…you’re one of his only friends?”

“Maybe. I don’t want to ask him that. It’s not my business, but…” Another sigh. Pursed lips. “Most pros don’t have time for family or close friends. Their life is their work and what they’re doing for others, especially for someone as high-ranking as Hakamata.”

Kemuri’s heard it before. She’s reminded of what Sensei Suzuki told her about, how heroes are statistically some of the loneliest people, and she wonders if Best Jeanist truly had no one else to call other than Kazue. Does he have no one from his years at U.A? No friends from childhood? Or did they all drift away as he focused on his work instead of them?

“Mom,” Kemuri says. “If…you had become a hero, instead of a police officer, do you think you would’ve married dad and settled down?”

“You’re asking the hard questions today, sweetie. You got something on your mind?”

She shrugs. Shoji’s comment earlier in the day crosses her mind. “A little.”

Kazue pulls up to a red light and for a second or two, they sit in silence.

“It’s hard to say,” Kazue says finally. “Meeting your dad changed everything I thought I’d do, everything I thought I’d be.” She smiles and Kemuri sees that even after all these years, there’s still a sparkle in her eye when Cayden comes to mind. “If I had become a hero, I wouldn’t have been on that street that day. Maybe I wouldn’t have met him at all.”

“What if you had? Then what?”

“I’d like to think that I was destined to meet him,” she admits. “Maybe I’m a sap, but…I love the idea of soulmates. I think your dad is mine and…I want to say that in another timeline or some alternate reality, I still would’ve married him.” She glances away from the road for a second before reaching over to poke Kemuri’s cheek. “Besides, why would I ever give up having you as my daughter?”

“Mom…” Kemuri whines, her cheeks flushing.

“I mean it,” Kazue says. “Becoming your mom was the best thing to ever happen to me. Not getting into U.A, not winning a Sports Festival…having you. That…that’s what gave my life meaning. I would never give that up.”

Kemuri takes that in. It must be easy for her mom to say that in hindsight, knowing what her life is like now that she has a husband and a steady job and a kid.

“Honey, are you okay?” Kazue asks.

Kemuri purses her lips tightly. “It’s silly…”

“Your feelings aren’t silly. I want you to talk to me.”

She exhales. “Mom, is…”

Her words die again and she wraps her arms around herself as she tries to dig up her courage. She pushes past fears, insecurities, fighting to shove them aside as her heart pounds in her chest. Her head and heart are full of blue, silver, strong arms, kind words.

“Is…is it possible to love two people at once?”

Kazue doesn’t say anything for a while. Kemuri doesn’t dare look at her face, afraid of seeing disgust, confusion, contempt, or anything else other than something thoughtful or kind.

“Sure, it is. I love you, your dad…your grandfather,” Kazue says. Kemuri’s face burns and she adds, softer, “But…you aren’t talking about that, are you?”

“N-No.”

Another pause. Kemuri hears the turn signal switch on and Kazue changes lanes, headed for a turn-off. Kemuri frowns, finally looking at her mom.

“Where are we going?” she asks.

“I think this conversation needs something sweet to go along with it,” Kazue says. “Are you feeling up for wagashi and tea?”

Kemuri’s heart lifts a little. “Maybe…taiyaki?”

“That’s a wonderful idea.”

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A little while later, the Shimakage women find themselves seated in a comfy, secluded cat café. Kemuri nibbles on a taiyaki while her mom enjoys a piece of pink wagashi from the plate between them. A black and white cat dozes in a basket near Kemuri’s feet while a fluffy brown cat lays stretched out on the couch next to Kazue.

“So,” Kazue says, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “Talk to me.”

Kemuri swallows the food in her mouth but keeps staring down at the fish-shaped bun. “I…I don’t know, mom, but lately…I’ve been thinking weird things.”

“You’re going to have to be a little more specific than that.”

“It’s…” She clears her throat. “O-Okay, I…I like Tenya. I’ve liked him since…since middle school, and lately it’s only gotten worse.”

Kazue’s dark eyes seem to glitter with amusement. “Alright, that one was obvious to me—”

“M-Mom…” Kemuri whines, pouting. “This…this isn’t easy for me to say, okay? I’ve…I’ve barely admitted to myself that my feelings for him have gotten stronger, much…much less telling someone else.”

“Okay, I’m sorry,” Kazue says. “Continue? You…said there were two people.”

She still doesn’t look her mom in the eye. “I…I’ve…” She closes her eyes, tries to focus on the smell of coffee and tea and the sound of purring. “I’ve…thought about Mezo, lately, in…ways I didn’t before.”

“Ah…” Kazue hums. “So your feelings are shifting to someone else?”

“N-No, that’s the thing!” She shakes her head. “I still…I still like Tenya so much, but now I’m starting to like Mezo in the same way, but without losing anything for Tenya. That…” She sucks in a breath as her lip trembles. “That…that doesn’t seem normal.”

Kazue is silent again, brows pulling together in thought as she steeples her hands in front of her mouth. After a second, she aims her hands down.

“You’re right, at least a little,” she admits. “I, personally, never liked more than one guy at a time, and if I did, it usually meant that my feelings for guy number one were fading. I think that’s what most people experience.”

“So…I’m a freak…” Kemuri mumbles. “Or…some kind of sl—”

“No, honey, no,” her mother insists, shaking her head as her hands flail a bit. The cat snoozing at her side startles at the movement and dashes away. “You can’t start thinking that about yourself.”

“S-Sorry, I just…” She sets her snack down and tugs at her braid, the other hand propping her head up. “I’m…stuck.”

“You like Iida, but you’re starting to like Shoji as more than a friend.”

“Yes, and…maybe? I…I’ve thought about kissing him, M-Mezo, that is, and…and I think he’s handsome, and he makes me all flustered when he teases me…” She exhales. “I…thought that was just me, though. I get all flustered at everything.” She taps her fingers against her cheek, groaning as she pushes herself up. “I’m stuck,” she repeats.

“There’s no pressure to figure that out now, Kemuri,” Kazue reminds her. “You have time.”

“I know…” she sighs. She adds, softer, “I…don’t want people to laugh at me.”

Her mother’s gaze is sad in a knowing way. “I can’t tell you what to do but, as your mother, I know I want you to be confident in what you feel. I want you to be able to love, unhindered.”

“I want that too, but…” She sniffs, eyes stinging as she closes them tight. “I’m s-scared. And…and what if I don’t end up liking one more than the other, or if I just…like them both a lot, equally?”

“Then you like them both.”

“But that’s…that’s not normal, and it’s…it’s not like I’d want to date them both at the same time, but what if, what if I date one but I’m still liking the other and emotionally cheating and—”

“Kemuri.”

She stops, meeting her mother’s eyes, and Kazue smiles gently at her. She reaches for another piece of wagashi, eyeing the brightly-coloured snack for a second.

“Maybe what you’re feeling isn’t…the norm, but—” Kazue shrugs. “I think it means that you have a lot of love to give, and that’s okay.”

“B-But…”

“You don’t have to figure all of this out now,” she repeats. She reaches her free hand out, touching Kemuri’s knuckles lightly. “There’s no pressure, and just remember that there is nothing wrong with loving those two boys. Nothing.”

Kemuri looks away, swallowing hard. Kazue gently squeezes her hand before popping the wagashi into her mouth, settling back on the seat. She eyes the menu perched between them and takes it, flipping a few pages.

“How about a strawberry ramune? I’m a little thirsty,” she says with a smile.

Kemuri can’t help but smile. “Yes, please,” she says.

As Kazue orders them some drinks, Kemuri finds a cat to pet and tries to take her mother’s words to heart.

Chapter 164: Sisterhood

Notes:

Hello, everyone! I thought I'd do another update. With everything that's happening with COVID-19, I'm currently out of work and out of school. Even if I can't do much to help others, the least I can do is give you guys something to read, right?

I hope you enjoy this chapter <3 Stay healthy out there, guys!

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The next day, class A heads back to school. The school festival is all anyone’s talking about, the excitement roaming through the halls with the students, joining in on the whispers and laughter.

Kemuri, thankfully, feels better after talking to her mom, but she knows now that she has to do more. She has to go out and conquer her feelings, figure them out and piece them together like the world’s most confusing puzzle.

For that, she needs help.

“Toru,” Kemuri says when they reach the dorms. “I…I need to talk to you.”

“Okay! My ears are open!” Hagakure says.

“Um…not…right now?” Kemuri winces, starting to fiddle with her fingers as she eyes the common room. “And, ah…maybe, with…all the other girls too?”

For a second, Hagakure’s body stills, and then there’s a soft gasp. “O-M-G…you want a girl’s night.”

“I-I mean—”

“This…this is monumental! You, Kemuri Shimakage, are arranging—”

Kemuri flaps her hands wildly at Hagakure, face burning. “I…I know, but this is actually important, okay? I mean it.”

“Okay, I’ve got it. Don’t worry. Auntie Toru has this in the bag.”

“I’m older than you.”

“Sssshhhh, honey, sshhhh…”

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Later in the evening, after some more culture festival practice, Hagakure collects Kemuri before she can wander off to her bedroom and drags her up to the fourth floor, where they make a beeline for Yaoyorozu’s room.

Hagakure only knocks once before the door swings open, revealing Yaoyorozu in a set of satin pyjamas. She smiles warmly, excitement brimming in her eyes, and ushers them in.

“Please, make yourself comfortable!” Yaoyorozu says. There’s really nowhere else to sit but on her giant bed, which is where all the other girls are scattered. Kemuri feels Yaoyorozu’s hand on her shoulder. “I’m really glad you’re here.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. “Has…this happened before?”

Jiro pipes up, “We move around to different rooms. Hasn’t happened too much, but…”

Kemuri’s shoulders sag. “Oh…” Her head sags with the rest of her. “I’m…I’m sorry, I didn’t—”

“It’s okay, girl! No pressure,” Mina adds.

Kemuri still feels an immense amount of guilt press down on her. No wonder Hagakure has been trying to get Kemuri to hang out with the other girls more and more lately. This must be becoming a regular thing.

As she’s thinking this, she feels someone brush against her shoulder. “I didn’t want you to get left out…” Hagakure whispers. “But, I didn’t want to force you either.”

Kemuri nods a few times. “Thank you, Toru.”

“There’s plenty of room here,” Tsuyu calls, patting the mattress.

Kemuri and Hagakure hurry over and climb onto the bed, Kemuri settling down between Yaoyorozu and Uraraka while Hagakure sits across from her between Mina and Tsuyu. For a second, it’s quiet as they all look at each other.

“So, Kemuri,” Tsuyu says. “Toru said you wanted to talk to us?”

Kemuri nods, clasping her hands tightly in her lap. “O-Oh, yeah, uh…I…” She closes her eyes. “This…isn’t easy for me to say, so…can you promise not to laugh? Please?”

“What? Why would we laugh?” Mina asks.

“Because…it’s stupid.”

“I think we can decide whether it’s stupid or not,” Yaoyorozu says. She smiles. “I don’t think it will be.”

“We promise we won’t laugh,” Jiro says. Uraraka nods rapidly.

Kemuri sucks in another deep breath and looks up at Hagakure’s floating pyjamas. The sleeves bunch a bit and the mattress bounces with her folded legs, leading Kemuri to believe she’s getting a thumbs up and an encouraging smile.

“I…like someone,” Kemuri says. Mina gasps, hands flying to her mouth, but stays quiet. “And…I…I think I need to tell him soon.”

“Ohmygod,” Mina whispers. Her hands fall from her mouth to her lap. “I knew it.”

“Mina,” Tsuyu says.

“Right! Sorry, this is serious. I’m just excited.”

Jiro slowly arches an eyebrow. “Are we allowed to know who this person is?”

Kemuri feels like her throat will close up or like she’ll turn into stone, never to move or speak again, as she stares adamantly at her lap. Her hands clench into fists against her legs.

“T-Tenya…” she whispers.

“HOLY SHIT!” Mina squeals.

“Mina!” about half the girls exclaim. Yaoyorozu hushes her.

“Oh my god, ohhh my god, my crops have been watered!” Mina giggles, turning her volume down just a little. Kemuri’s entire face heats up and she still doesn’t look up from her lap. “You’re gonna tell him?”

“I…I want to,” Kemuri says. “I’ve…” Another breath. It’s okay. Things are going fine. “I’ve…liked him since middle school…”

Jiro whistles. “Oh, boy…”

“I’m so bummed I didn’t catch on sooner!” Mina whines.

“It was obvious,” Tsuyu croaks. Kemuri winces and she adds, “Not meaning to say it’s bad. I just noticed.”

“I knew already,” Uraraka and Hagakure say together. They turn to each other and point. “Jinx!”

“I…had my suspicions,” Yaoyorozu admits, pressing one hand to the gentle blush on her face.

Jiro and Mina look at each other.

“I had no clue,” Jiro says.

“Uh, me neither, duh,” Mina pouts. “I was totally left out. All along, I’ve been sitting here thinking that you liked Shoji or something and you were just lying to me, and then you come out and say it’s Iida? I’m quaking.”

Kemuri forces herself to be brave enough to look up, shoulders still tense. There’s no need to add on that, well, she might be starting to like Shoji too, but that’s a can of worms she isn’t ready to open.

“So…” Jiro says. “Are you wanting us to help you confess? Do you need a plan?”

“Ah…no, not…really,” Kemuri says. She tugs at her braid. “It’s…more like I don’t think I can do it.”

Mina puffs her cheeks out. “Aw, why not?”

“I’m scared he’s…gonna reject me,” Kemuri says. “I mean…that’s…part of why I didn’t do it sooner. If…if he doesn’t like me like that, then it could ruin our friendship, and if that happens then everything will be weird and I’ve liked being closer to him recently so—”

“Deep breath,” Hagakure pipes up. Kemuri obeys.

“So, why now? Did something happen?” Uraraka asks.

“I…I don’t think so,” Kemuri says. “Not like…a monumental change but, just…over time, I’ve…I’ve wanted to say it more and more but every time seems bad. I…think, at this point, I’ll just never move forward. It’s the…”

She stops. Her feelings for Iida are the one thing she’s still holding on to from her near past. It’s what she’s still holding on to from middle school, back when she was friendless and quieter than a mouse, still trapped under her grandfather’s thumb. She’s grown past these things, but with him, only their relationship has grown.

“It’s the one…thing…I haven’t conquered yet,” she whispers.

“Conquered,” Jiro echoes. “That’s a badass way to talk about a crush.”

“I like it,” Mina says. Tsuyu nods.

Kemuri unclenches her hands, her fingers stiff, and she folds them in and out as she bites her lip. “If…I tell him, what…” Her chest seizes and she feels pressure growing behind her eyes, a dam filling with every second. “What if I lose him?”

“I can’t imagine Iida would abandon you like that,” Yaoyorozu says.

Uraraka nods. “Remember what I told you? You’re important to him! That has to mean something,” she says, her brown eyes glittering with determined energy.

“But…”

“If you never take the risk, then you’ll never know,” Tsuyu says. She fixes her knowing, rather mature stare on Kemuri. “So, it comes down to this. Do you want him to know and are you ready to deal with what comes after?”

Kemuri will never be ready. She’s sure of that. She is never ready to bare her heart to anyone and yet, she’s done it before. She’s forced herself to do it—with her mom, with her friends, with her teachers. Even if none of that matters, the very least is that she owes it to Iida to be honest, and she owes it to herself to take that weight off her chest.

She reaches up to wipe her eyes. “I...need the closure.”

“It’ll be okay, Kemuri,” Hagakure says.

“If it goes bad, and I don’t think it will, then just know we’re all here for you,” Mina adds.

Yaoyorozu nods. “Of course. Anytime you need to talk, let us know.”

“We’re…kind of like a big sisterhood,” Uraraka says. Her cheeks flush darker as she taps her fingertips together, a tiny smile growing on her face. “I…don’t have a sister, but I see all of you as my second family, you know?”

“Aw, same here!” Mina says.

“Ribbit,” Tsuyu agrees with a nod and a happy smile.

Yaoyorozu inhales, one hand pressing to her heart. “You know…I grew up in this big, expensive mansion, with all the servants I could ever need,” she says, “and yet nothing has ever made me feel so rich as being here, in this dorm, with all of you.”

“Sappy,” Jiro mumbles, but there’s a smile hiding beneath her rolling eyes.

“Group hug!” Hagakure squeals.

They lean in to hug each other, tangling their arms together, some falling onto the bed with soft grunts and startled laughter. Kemuri lets out a tiny yelp as she grabs onto Yaoyorozu, trying not to fall, and more laughter fills her ears.

Kemuri looks at the pile of girls on the bed, sees their grinning faces and hears their varying degrees of laughter—some gentle, some raspy, some loud—and she feels better. This is…nice.

“Kemuri,” Mina says. “When you tell him, you’ve gotta let us know, okay? We’ll have to celebrate with you!”

“You’re very confident that he’s going to accept her feelings,” Tsuyu says.

“Um…” Mina shifts, reaching over to cup Kemuri’s face, squishing her cheeks as she aims her head towards Tsuyu. “Who would reject this face?”

“Prob’ly Tenya,” Kemuri mumbles.

“Noooo, Kemuri, you’ve gotta have confidence!” Hagakure says.

“Whatever happens,” Yaoyorozu says, reaching over to tap Mina’s wrist and get the girl to release Kemuri, “we’ll be here to support you, okay? Please, remember that.”

“Maybe we can hang out in Kemuri’s room next time, then,” Jiro suggests.

“I like her room,” Uraraka says. “So cozy.”

“But…is it the coziest?” Mina asks.

The conversation grows and Kemuri sits there, taking it all in, more than a little stunned. The last time she admitted a crush to a group of girls, she got laughed at, mocked. This, on the other hand, made her feel good. It made her feel normal. This was better than being alone in her room with her thoughts and, scared as she is about the uncertainty of what’s to come, she thinks she’ll be okay so long as she has these girls, her found-sisters, to help her.

Chapter 165: Bro! It's Your Birthday, Bro!

Notes:

Well, I wasn't planning this, but here's a fluffy birthday chapter for one of 1-A's bestest bois <3 Enjoy!

Chapter Text

When Kemuri comes down in the morning, ready for her run with Iida, she finds Bakugo, Sero, Kaminari, and Mina gathered in the kitchen, arguing in what she imagines is their idea of hushed voices.

“I told you, this isn’t gonna work if you don’t shut the hell up and listen!” Bakugo snaps. “Fucking hell, Sparky, there are eggshells everywhere!”

“Well, excuse me, Blasty, but maybe I’m not good at cracking eggs!” Kaminari retorts.

“Obviously, dumbass.”

“Guys, quiet!” Mina whines. “He’s gonna wake up at this point.”

Bakugo elbows Kaminari away from the stove and starts collecting pieces of eggshell. “Like hell he will,” he retorts. “You’re damn lucky you broke the shell into such big pieces. I can still save it.”

“Guys, did Sato bake us that cake?” Sero asks as he peers into the fridge.

“He’s making it tonight after school,” Kaminari says. “Cake doesn’t go with breakfast.”

“Cake goes with anything if you want it to,” Mina says.

“What are you guys doing?” Kemuri asks.

She spoke no louder than she usually does, but she might as well have bellowed judging by how Kaminari shrieks and goes stumbling into an equally startled Mina. Sero bashes his head against the top of the fridge as he jumps, wincing and rubbing the spot as he stumbles away and shuts the door. Bakugo’s only tell is the way his arm spasms. He turns and goes to the fridge, flinging it back open and digging around inside.

“Geez, Shimakage, someone should put a bell on you!” Kaminari wheezes, clutching his chest.

Kemuri flushes. “Ah…sorry,” she says. She moves closer, eyeing the mess of eggs and rice and other food items strewn across the counter. “You’re…making breakfast?”

“It’s Kiri’s birthday!” Mina says. “Soooo…we were gonna make him an omurice that looks like all of us as, like, a special thing.”

“It’s harder than it looks,” Kaminari whimpers.

Bakugo snorts as he straightens up, another carton of eggs in hand. “It’s not that hard.”

“The rice is burning,” Sero says.

“SHIT!” Bakugo snaps, abandoning the eggs and storming back to the stove. He elbows Kaminari aside again as he yanks the pot from the element and wrenches the lid off, causing a cloud of smoke to appear. “FUCK!”

“Bakugo, chill—” Kaminari starts.

“HE’S GONNA WAKE UP AND SEE THIS SHIT INSTEAD OF OMURICE, DIPSHIT!”

“DON’T YELL AT ME!”

Kemuri slowly backs away and goes back to the elevator. She knows what she has to do.

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“I just honestly want to know how you managed to fuck up this badly.”

Sero, Mina, and Kaminari hang their heads in the face of Nishimura’s stern expression and crossed arms. Kemuri lingers behind him, still waiting for Iida to show up. She originally felt bad for sneaking into Nishimura’s room just to wake him up, but the second he heard the words “kitchen” and “disaster,” he was up and running like his child was in danger.

Bakugo is the only one who doesn’t blanche beneath Nishimura’s stare, his arms also crossed as he huffs in defiance. “I would’ve been fine if the Three Stooges here didn’t insist on helping,” he says.

“Kirishima’s our friend too,” Kaminari says.

“He doesn’t belong to you,” Sero adds.

“He was my friend first,” Mina finishes.

“Look at my face and ask me if I give a fuck.”

Nishimura pinches the space between his eyes. “Alright, we’ve got some work to do. First, we’re setting up stations. Kaminari, you’re on clean up. Mina and Sero, ingredient retrieval and prep. Bakugo, you’re my sous-chef.”

“Fuck you, I’m the head chef and you’re my sous-chef.”

“Fine. Any other orders, Chef Bakugo?”

Bakugo’s nostrils flare as Nishimura waits, his arms crossed again, and then he turns away and mutters, “No.”

“Alright, let’s make some Bakusquad omurice.”

“Still can’t believe we left behind Bakushimanaridosero,” Kaminari sighs.

“Bakusquad is smoother,” Sero adds, shooting a wink at Kemuri that makes her smile.

Kemuri steps aside and watches as Nishimura gets them up and running again. Kaminari gathers the already-dirtied dishes and starts cleaning while Mina and Sero tag-team on getting ingredients and plates. Bakugo and Nishimura restart the food.

Before long, Iida comes downstairs, greeting Kemuri and then the group in the kitchen, and the two of them head out.

“What exactly are they doing?” Iida wonders as they move down the front steps.

“Making Bakusquad omurice for Kirishima’s birthday…apparently.”

“Hm. You will have to give me more details once our run is over.”

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“So, when you say a disaster…” Iida says.

Kemuri takes a swig of her water bottle, exhaling. “Eggshells everywhere, angry Bakugo…” she lists.

He shakes his head, uncapping his own water bottle. “It’s a good thing you retrieved Nishimura, then. That was a smart move.”

“T-Thank you.”

Finished with their run, the pair heads back inside Heights Alliance, where the smell of eggs and cooking bacon greets them. It looks like Nishimura upped the ante and made enough breakfast for everyone. Mina and Kaminari are seated at one of the tables while Bakugo is hunched over the counter with a focused, smooth expression on his face.

“How’s it going?” Kemuri asks as her and Iida approach.

“Sssh!” Mina says. “Bakugo’s concentrating.”

“Ah, the creative process,” Iida says, nodding thoughtfully. “We must be respectful.”

Bakugo doesn’t acknowledge that anyone spoke. Kemuri goes closer to the kitchen, where Nishimura is still cooking, and moves to Bakugo’s side. She peers down at what he’s working on, seeing a nearly perfect plate of omurice decorated with the faces of Sero, Mina, Kaminari, Bakugo, and Kirishima.

“Pretty,” Kemuri says.

Bakugo huffs. He’s busy spelling out “Happy 16th Birthday, Shitty Hair” in ketchup above the faces. Kemuri keeps watching, mesmerized, and Bakugo grunts again.

“You ever heard of personal space, Smokey?”

She gasps and leaps away from him. “I’m s-so sorry!”

“Whatever.”

He sets aside the ketchup bottle and for a split second, he stares at his masterpiece. Then, he shakes his head, grabs a napkin, and wipes off the ketchup reading “shitty hair” and replaces it with “Kirishima.” With that done, he gives his work a pleased look.

“Bakugo?” Kemuri says. His pleased look falls as he glances over at her. “Uhm, I…I saw Best Jeanist the other day, and…he said to let you know that his agency will always be open to you.”

Bakugo stares at her, his sneer faltering at her words, and then it comes back with a vengeance as he jerks his head away. He mutters “whatever” yet again and says nothing more, reaching out to adjust the nori making up Sero’s hair.

“Woah, what smells so good?”

Kemuri turns around and Bakugo looks up as Kirishima appears, Sero at his side with a giant smile on his face. Mina, Iida, and Kaminari’s conversation ceases. Kirishima yawns, stretching his arms to the ceiling, then inhales deeply.

“Man, Nishi, I can’t wait to dig in,” he says. Glancing around, he adds, “Uh…is everyone else still asleep? Sero said I was late…”

“Actually,” Nishimura says. He gestures to Bakugo, then the others still gathered around their table. “These four made you something.”

Mina leaps to her feet, grinning, and Bakugo carefully lifts the omurice plate into his hands. Kaminari follows Mina’s lead. Sero’s smile gets wider.

“Happy birthday, Kiri!” Mina shouts, wrapping Kirishima in a hug.

Kirishima blinks, then smiles brightly. “You remembered? Aw, thanks, Ashido!” He returns the bear hug.

“Happy birthday, Kirishima!” Iida says as he swipes one hand into the air. “You’re an asset to the class!”

“Thanks, man!”

“Hey, Shitty Hair,” Bakugo says. He moves forward, still holding the plate, and extends it. “I—” Nishimura clears his throat and Bakugo rolls his eyes. “Fine. We made this for you.”

Kirishima releases Mina, looking down at the plate, and his eyes go wide and sparkly as he takes it. He stares at it for a good few seconds, then tears appear as he sniffles.

“D-Dude…” he says. “This…you even put my real name.”

“Of course, I did!” he retorts. “It’s not like I don’t know it!” He adds, for emphasis, “Kirishima.”

“He does know our names!” Kaminari grins.

“Shut up, calamari.”

Kaminari stares at the floor, dejected, and Sero pats his back. Mina giggles.

“You guys…” Kirishima says, reaching up to wipe away a stray tear. “You guys are the best.”

“Get over here, man!” Kaminari says, recovering from Bakugo’s verbal dagger enough to give Kirishima a side-hug.

“Don’t fucking knock the plate over!” Bakugo shouts.

“I won’t!” Kaminari shoots back, pouting as he rests his chin on Kirishima’s shoulder.

“Iida, Kemuri,” Nishimura pipes up. “If you two want food, come and get it.”

“I am quite famished!” Iida says. Kemuri nods.

The pair gets their notably-less-exciting omurice and settles in to eat, silently enjoying how Kirishima takes a picture of his plate, then coerces the others into taking a birthday selfie with him. Even Bakugo can’t look mad when Kirishima is like sunshine at his side.

“What a kind gesture,” Iida comments.

“Yeah,” Kemuri agrees. She lifts a piece to her mouth, then pauses. “For your next birthday, would…you want a special omurice?”

He ponders it for a second, then smiles. “Part of me wouldn’t mind that,” he admits.

“Good to know,” she mumbles, almost to herself, as she eats another piece of food.

“Would you like that?”

She pauses, face flushing. “Uh…y-yeah…sure.”

He smiles. “Then I will be sure to make that happen.”

She hides her embarrassment by shoving more omurice into her mouth.

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After school, back in the dorms, the class gathers around a giant chocolate cake to sing happy birthday to Kirishima. Kirishima blows out his candles, making everyone cheer, and Mina slings her arm over his shoulder as Sato and Nishimura duck away to cut the cake.

“So…what’d you wish for?” she asks, wiggling her eyebrows.

Kirishima shrugs. “Nothing!”

“What? Seriously?” Kaminari asks.

“You don’t want anything?” Jiro adds.

Kirishima’s smile is hesitant. “Yeah, I mean…if you asked me a year or two ago, I’d probably have a ton of wishes. Now, I’m…” He looks around at the class, lingering for a second or two longer on Bakugo before his smile grows. “I’ve got everything I could ever want! So, no, I don’t have a wish. I’m happy with the way things are.”

“Aw, Kirishima!” Hagakure coos.

“So…uh, manly,” Kemuri adds.

“Very masculine indeed,” Tokoyami says.

“Guys, cake’s ready!” Nishimura calls as he wipes frosting off his arm.

The class races over to where Sato has already plated a few slices, handing them out to everyone. Right before Kirishima gets his, he gasps and holds his hands up.

“Wait! I forgot something!” he says.

He races over to where he left his gifts on the couch. Bakugo got him a new set of weights, Mina got him a hoodie, and then there’s a giant blue shark plush with a silver bow wrapped around its middle. It’s this shark that Kirishima picks up.

“It’s Tetsu’s birthday too! I got him this!” he says.

“I thought that was a gift someone got you,” Yaoyorozu says.

“You two have the same birthday?” Todoroki asks. His eyes narrow. “And your quirks are so similar…”

“Todoroki, you can do conspiracy theories later,” Midoriya says.

Todoroki isn’t listening, hand on his chin. “And Kirishima said he was born with the help of a sperm donor, so…it’s possible…”

Midoriya’s smile twitches a little, strained. “Todoroki…”

Kirishima either isn’t listening or doesn’t care, because he hoists the present up and runs for the door, eager to go and give his class B friend the gift. The second he opens the door, however, he’s greeted by Tetsutetsu, also holding a shark plush, but this one is silver and has a red bow.

“Bro!” Kirishima says. “I was just about to come see you!”

“I was coming to see you, bro!” Tetsutetsu responds.

They both thrust their respective shark plush out at the other. “I got you this!” they say at the same time. They blink, then grin and bro-hug each other. “AW, THANKS, BRO! I LOVE IT!”

“This is kind of scary,” Ojiro says.

“Maybe Todoroki has a point,” Shoji says.

“Shoji believes me, Midoriya,” Todoroki says.

Midoriya groans. “He’s teasing.” He looks at Shoji, eyes widening. “You’re…teasing, right?”

Shoji shrugs. “Maybe.”

Midoriya’s look of betrayal and the faint lift of Todoroki’s smug smile is enough to make Kemuri giggle into her hand.

“Dude, do you want cake?” Kirishima asks, now hugging his silver shark. “Sato made it!”

Tetsutetsu nods, clutching his own shark close to his chest. “Yeah! I kinda ditched my own party to come here, but I’ll grab a slice and head back.”

“Sounds good, bro!”

And so, October 16th winds up with lots of cake, sharks, and a brand new conspiracy theory for Todoroki to think about when he lays awake at night.

Chapter 166: A Sudden Twist!

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It’s Thursday night and Kemuri finds herself in the common room with Sero, Koda, Todoroki, and Kirishima. Just another meeting with the stage crew. Kemuri lays on one of the couches, glasses on and notebook propped against her legs, while the boys sit scattered around the coffee table.

Their plans have stagnated for the most part and now their meetings mostly consist of ironing out what they already have. There’s so much coordination between the dance crew that they can’t afford to change things up too much. Their floating audience and ice platforms idea is solid, but there’s still a pressing issue.

“We’ve got to come up with something better, you guys,” Sero says. “When Aoyama turns into a disco ball, it’ll only be interesting to watch for a minute or two, right? I don’t think anyone will care after the initial shock…”

Kemuri chews her lip. “Then…what do we do?”

“Oh, I know!” Koda says, making Kemuri startle to attention. He’s gotten more talkative in their meetings and Kemuri still isn’t quite used to his soft, high-pitched voice. “What if he flies around? We can swing him over the audience’s heads!”

The boys gasp and Kemuri imagines it, pouting her lips a little. Aoyama flying around the gym? How would they do that?

“Yeah!” Kirishima says. “That’s it!”

“Great idea, Koda!” Sero agrees, reaching over to give him a gentle fist-bump.

“But how do we do that?” Todoroki asks. “Does the gym have a fly system?”

“I doubt it…” Kemuri murmurs. She straightens up in her seat and pushes her glasses back up her nose. “That’s…not exactly in the budget, either.”

“So we make our own system!” Kirishima says. “All we need is someone with a power quirk who can run along the rafters and carry Aoyama with them!”

“We have two options, then,” Todoroki says. “Shoji or Midoriya.”

“No offense to Shoji, but Midoriya seems like a more solid option,” Sero says. “Him and Aoyama have been super close lately, so their communication would probably be good.”

“Shoji’s big, too. He could slip…” Koda adds.

“Alright, so we’ll steal Midoriya from the dance team,” Kirishima says. “Shimakage, you got all that?”

Kemuri’s already writing, entirely focused. “Mhm!” She taps her pen along the lines. “Makeshift fly rig, Midoriya swings Aoyama around from the rafters.”

“Perfect!” Kirishima grins, getting to his feet. “I’ll talk to Ashido and pass along the idea, alright?”

“Sounds good!” Sero says. Todoroki, Koda, and Kemuri nod.

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On Friday, Kemuri allows herself to pull away from special effects and instead focuses on making a plan to get Iida alone with her. It should be easy, as they spend their morning run entirely alone on alternating days, but luck is not on her side. Friday morning is an Ojiro day, not an Iida day, and so she doesn’t get to talk to him.

Fine. She thought she’d get to him before class but, as soon as he was done eating, he was up and gone. He goes to class early whenever he can, even now that they’re at the dorms. It’s just her luck that today he chooses not to walk with everyone else.

There’s no time at school either, mostly because instead of being able to talk to Iida, Kemuri is greeted by her worst nightmare almost the instant she enters the classroom. The news throws off her entire plan, tossing it out a fifth story window to splatter on the concrete below, dashed to hell and back.

“Midoriya, I’ve got bad news,” Mina says, wearing sunglasses, a black blazer, and a solemn expression while, behind her, Shoji, Ojiro, Sato, Nishimura, and Tsuyu look at their feet in shame. “You’re fired from the dance team.”

“Huh?” Midoriya gapes.

Kemuri feels a hand land on her shoulder and when she tries to see who it is, she sees just a hint of red hair before she’s pushed forward.

“And Kemuri, you’re hired!” Mina adds with a grin, tossing the sunglasses and blazer away.

Kemuri loses colour to the point of looking like a black and white photograph. “S-Say what?” she echoes.

“Wait, that totally sounded harsh. Hey, Midoriya, you’ve been scouted by the stage team!” Mina says, still smiling.

“But why…me…?” Midoriya asks. “I already told Eri that I’d be dancing…”

Kemuri turns to face Kirishima, his apologetic smile only serving to qualm her horror a fraction. “And…and why does that mean I’m dancing? If you need more hands then why…would you…” She shakes her head, yanking on her braid. “Why didn’t I hear any of this?! I thought we were j-just recruiting Midoriya!”

“We wanted to keep you calm for as long as possible,” Kirishima says.

“T-This doesn’t make me feel calm at all!” Kemuri stammers, tugging hard enough on her braid that she winces. She presses her hand to the throbbing roots. “I-I thought I was y-your smoke machine! W-What—”

“You are!” Mina says. “Okay, okay, so the plan is for Aoyama to swing around enough to light up the whole room—”

“I’m pretty sure everyone’s gonna be able to see him,” Midoriya mumbles.

“But the stage crew doesn’t exactly have a rig to make that happen, so they want someone with a power quirk to move him by hand,” Mina continues.

“I was another option, Midoriya,” Shoji says, “but we all agree I’m too bulky to move across the rafters safely. You’re strong, yet…” He eyes Midoriya’s smaller stature and says, “Compact.”

“At the beginning of the performance, I shall transform from a dancer into a disco ball!” Aoyama adds in as Midoriya withers further. “It’s a task tailor-made for moi!” He strikes a pose, hand on his hip, the other on his chin. “You would then break away from the dancers to assist.”

“So my time on the dance floor’s just gonna be really short,” Midoriya says.

“And…I have to dance…why?” Kemuri asks weakly. She knew about this plan for Aoyama’s disco ball routine thanks to last night’s meeting, but she thought Midoriya was just going to join. She didn’t think that meant leaving the stage crew.

“We’ve got a spot that needs filling once Midoriya leaves,” Mina says. “Basically, you’ll start offstage, pumping out smoke and doing your Shimakage thing, and then you’ll make Midoriya’s transition super smooth! It’ll be like…woosh, Midoriya one second, Kemuri the next! Cool, right?”

“That sounds complex…” Kemuri mumbles. “And I’m…I’m so far behind in learning the steps…”

“And I learned all of them,” Midoriya agrees.

They both slump forward, gloomy. “Sorry, dude,” Kirishima says, placing his palms together in front of him. “It’ll waste a lot of the dance practice you put in, but we could really use the help! We don’t want people to lose interest!”

“Don’t worry about the dancing, Kemuri,” Mina says, slinging her arm around Kemuri’s shoulders and rattling her lightly. “I’ll have you two-stepping like a pro in no time!”

“I want to trust you, Mina, really—”

“Then do!” Her smile makes Kemuri squint. “Seriously, it’s like I told Nishi. Dancing is a part of human nature, something to have fun with!”

“She did say that,” Nishimura confirms from the group still lingering nearby.

“So…what do you say?” Kirishima asks, darting glances between the two of them.

Midoriya rubs the back of his neck. “Hm…well, as long as I get to dance a little bit, it’s not like I can’t keep my promise to Eri. It’s my duty to help how I can,” he mumbles. He straightens, starting to smile. “I’ll do it!”

“Merci!” Aoyama chirps.

“You’re a dude among dudes, dude!” Kirishima agrees.

“And this is perfect ‘cause you and Aoyama are like, besties now,” Mina adds. Kemuri catches the tiny frown that falls across Nishimura’s face when she says it, although he hides it just as quickly as it came. Aoyama just beams.

“So, Kemuri?” Mina asks, bringing the eyes to her. “You in?”

Kemuri wants to decline, claim that they can adjust the dance around Midoriya instead of trying to teach her, but when she opens her mouth to say it, nothing comes out. This is supposed to be about having fun, right? The last thing she wants is to be a wet blanket.

“I’ll…dance…” Kemuri whispers, already tucking her face behind her hands.

“YES!” Mina squeals. “THANK YOU, KEMURI!”

Kemuri does nothing but nod helplessly in response.

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The dance crew welcomes Kemuri in with excitement, encouragement and (courtesy of Hagakure) hugs. Kemuri tries to smile, to shake off her nerves, but any confidence she has dies the second they start the routine.

Because everyone else knows the steps already, Kemuri is at a major disadvantage from the get-go, and she doesn’t expect Mina to derail their practice time just to get Kemuri up to speed. It leaves her stumbling a bit while she tries to copy the moves.

“Everyone,” Mina says, “I’m going to let all of you run the steps on your own. While you’re doing that, I’m going to help Kemuri. Alright?”

“Gotcha!” Hagakure calls.

“Sounds like a stellar plan!” Iida agrees.

Kemuri’s shoulders slump. Oh, Mina is going to derail everything then, she thinks.

The dance isn’t by any means difficult, but Kemuri is so self-conscious and so unsure that she fails again and again. She wobbles like a giraffe on stilts, frustration making her face feel like it’s on fire with every failed step. This wouldn’t be so bad if everyone else was doing just as poorly, but they’ve all had a week before now to learn these steps. How is she supposed to remember all of this?!

Kemuri sticks out and it sucks.

“Okay, stop,” Mina says. Kemuri immediately goes rigid, bowing her head. “Talk to me, girl.”

She bows even lower. “I-I’m sorry.”

She feels Mina’s hands on her shoulders, pushing her back up, and Kemuri darts a look at her face, prepared for furrowed brows and tightly pursed lips.

Mina’s face is soft, wondering. “What are you sorry for?”

“I’m…I’m just not getting this. I’m…” She sucks a breath through her teeth, closing her eyes. “I’m keeping you from…from everyone else, and I…I suck…” She sniffles. “I should just…go back to the stage crew.”

Mina’s grip tightens on her shoulders. “Hey, can you look at me? You’re hiding.”

“S-Sorry.”

She forces herself to look just as Mina smiles. “You learned these steps, like…a minute ago! Of course you’re not going to get it right away. So…” She releases her, stepping back. “I’m going to start from the ground up, okay?”

“O-Okay?”

“First up!” Mina steps around Kemuri and pulls her shoulders back, then pushes her chin up. “Hold yourself with pride. If you hide away and shrink into yourself, your dancing won’t have room to move. You need to stop looking at your feet and look at your audience.”

“I don’t feel…proud…” What’s more, the idea of an audience makes her stomach churn.

“That’s okay! It’s about tricking your body into thinking that you’re proud. Strong posture, solid stance…” She taps her legs for emphasis.

Kemuri stands there, stiff as a toy soldier. “Um…”

“Oh, new idea!” Mina snaps her fingers. “Right before you dance, act like you’re about to face an opponent.”

Kemuri blinks a few times. “Huh?”

“You’re a martial artist!” Mina grins. “Act like, right now, you’re facing down an opponent. They’re big and tough and scary, but you’re Kemuri fucking Shimakage and you’re going to kick their ass.”

A laugh bubbles from Kemuri’s throat, her body loosening back up as she covers her mouth. Mina places her hands on her hips, eyebrow lifted, waiting, and Kemuri exhales as she recovers from her little fit.

“Okay, so…”

“If it helps, pretend that we’re about to spar.”

Kemuri nods, taking in another deep breath, and focuses on Mina. Her body loses some tension, she adjusts her footing, and lifts her hands. Mina waits, her grin turning into something full of mischief, and Kemuri finds herself mirroring her.

“Now…what would be your first move, if you were fighting?”

“Um…I’d probably release my quirk and go for the first strike, unless my opponent moved first. Then, I’d block or dodge.”

“Pretend the first dance step is an attack. Strike it, like you’re going for a hard hit, then do the second step like you’re blocking.”

Kemuri stares at her, lips pursed in thought. It’s not a perfect comparison, but Kemuri can at least try to imagine it, wiggle it and shape it to make it fit better. She’s heard people describe martial arts as being like a dance, so…

“And remember!” Mina adds, raising one finger into the air, then slowly bringing it down to point ahead. “Fake the confidence until it’s real.”

“R-Right.”

“Alright, let’s do this again. A-one. A-two. A-one two three four!”

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She’s nowhere near perfect, but Kemuri at least feels a little better after the practice comes to a close. She can do some of the steps without tripping, without looking at her feet, and she’s starting to have fun.

Now, to catch up with everyone else.

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“Mina’s amazing, isn’t she?” Hagakure gushes.

Kemuri nods. “She’s…got a way of teaching that just…” She pinwheels her hands for a second, then says, “Just works.”

“Did she give you a martial arts analogy too?” Ojiro asks. Kemuri nods, making him smile. “She gave Nishi and I a pretty big talking to when we first started practicing. I bet she said something similar.”

“If it isn’t broken, don’t fix it,” Shoji says.

With the festival getting closer every day, weekends are designated to practicing, practicing, and practicing some more. Kemuri feels like she’s getting dance moves downloaded onto her body with how fast she’s trying to learn everything. It helps that the majority of her friends are on the dance squad, which helps her to relax and have fun.

The four of them head inside with the other dancers, just about ready to drop. Everyone is bustling around the common area, getting snacks or chatting or just taking the time to rest. Shoji, Kemuri, and Ojiro slide into one of the tables, glad to finally be sitting, while Hagakure races over to talk to some of the other girls.

“Mind if I sit here?” Iida asks as he approaches their table.

“Go ahead,” Ojiro says as Kemuri and Shoji nod.

Iida sits down, looking very chipper for someone fresh out of dance practice. “This has been quite fun, hasn’t it?” he asks. “I never thought of myself as much of a dancer, but I am grateful to be learning more.”

“Me too,” Shoji says.

Kemuri just nods again, trying her best not to look Iida in the eye. She was going to confess to him yesterday, then that fell apart thanks to her crew switch, and then practicing took up all her focus today. It’s like the universe is telling her that this is a terrible idea.

Bakugo and Kaminari walk past their table, arguing at top volume, because normal volume doesn’t exist when it comes to Bakugo.

“You’re rushing, bastard!” he shouts. “Follow my tempo!”

“But, you keep throwing in new breakdowns. It’s so confusing!” Kaminari retorts.

Tokoyami follows behind them, shaking his head in quiet annoyance. He stops at Kemuri’s table, hands tucked in his pockets, and Kemuri smiles a little.

“How was practice?” she asks.

“Fine,” Tokoyami says. “We are coming along, slowly but surely.”

“Everyone, mother sent me a care package!” Yaoyorozu calls, exiting the kitchen as she lifts a metallic green container into the air. “Tonight, I’m making Golden Tips Imperial! It’s an elusive and rare tea!”

“Sounds exciting!” Sero says.

“No idea what that is, but thanks!” Hagakure adds.

“No idea what that is, but it sounds bougie!” Mina cheers.

“It sounds so fancy,” Tsuyu says.

“Yaoyorozu, let me help you serve everyone,” Todoroki offers, already getting up from his seat and moving to the kitchen.

“Thank you, Todoroki! Would you mind getting more cups?”

Kemuri watches the class bustle, listening to the conversations flowing around her. Tokoyami has migrated back to the kitchen, where he’s been roped into a conversation with Nishimura and Tsuyu. Yaoyorozu hands out teacups with Todoroki and Sato’s help. Kaminari and Bakugo are still arguing about tempo. Iida has launched into a discussion with Ojiro and Shoji about what they think of the choreography and if they think anything could be changed, and Kemuri finds herself looking at him.

Watching him, she realizes that her heart doesn’t flip inside out and run away from her the way it used to. As she watches his hair shift with every robotic arm movement, sees his glasses glint and the focused furrow of his brow, all she feels is this gentle, soothing warmth that fills every part of her. It makes her think, “I want to see you like this every day.”

She is not the Kemuri she once was. She is not the Kemuri that admired a boy who was so far away she felt she would never truly know him, nor bask in his light. She’s moved past that, but her feelings remain, still waiting for their chance.

“Kemuri?” Iida asks, making her blink a few times. He’s already half out of his seat. “Would you like some tea? I can get some for you.”

“O-Oh, yes,” she says, averting her eyes. “That…that would be lovely. Thank you…”

“You’re very welcome!”

She looks again as he walks away, all broad shoulders and confident strides. Her chest squeezes and, okay, maybe there’s a part of her that’s still lovesick. She swallows hard, twiddling her braid, and across the table, Shoji slowly raises an eyebrow at her.

She gives a helpless shrug and he returns it.

“You guys are doing that thing again,” Ojiro says, making them look at him. He smirks, tail wagging a bit. “That thing where you communicate wordlessly.”

“We do that?” Kemuri asks.

“We do,” Shoji agrees. He lets out a low, almost sheepish chuckle. “Sorry, Ojiro.”

Ojiro laughs. “Nah, it’s alright. I think Hagakure and I have started doing that in class.”

“What? I haven’t noticed…” Kemuri says.

“Because we’re perfectly in your peripherals,” he says with a wink, making her groan and lightly tap the heel of her hand to her forehead.

“Duh,” she mumbles.

“You can do that when she’s invisible?” Shoji wonders.

“I know, it’s weird, but I think I’m starting to understand the little nuances,” Ojiro says. “Here, I’ll test it.”

His brow furrows for a second before his tail starts wagging with an idea. He looks across the room at where Hagakure is chatting with Mina and waits. When Hagakure’s body shifts, ever so slightly, his expression changes. He pouts his lips a little, tail drooping, then looks down before looking back up at her.

“What…?” Kemuri whispers. Shoji hushes her, enraptured.

Hagakure’s body whips towards Mina, then she bolts across the room like a woman on a mission. Ojiro starts to smile and pushes his chair back just as Hagakure tackles him, arms wrapped around his neck, settled on his lap. Ojiro bursts out laughing as he hugs her back, his tail going a mile a minute.

“Did I get it right?” Hagakure asks as she pulls back, every word oozing with happy smile energy.

“Yup!” he says.

“I knew it!” she giggles, poking his nose. “That was your hug face!”

Kemuri gapes at the two of them, then over at Shoji. He raises his eyebrows, head tilting, then shrugs, and she exhales.

“See?” Ojiro says, pointing between them. “There it is! You aren’t subtle!”

“Says the guy with Hagakure still sitting in his lap,” Shoji says.

Hagakure squeals and leaps off of Ojiro as he turns red. “Shoji! Don’t make it pervy!” she scolds, smacking her fists against his muscled shoulders.

“What’s pervy?!” Mineta hollers from who-knows-where. “Can I see?!”

“FUCK OFF, MINETA! THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!” Hagakure shrieks back.

“HAGAKURE, LANGUAGE!” Iida shouts, nearly spilling Kemuri’s tea as he aims his hand at the invisible girl.

Ojiro buries his face in his hands, shuddering with laughter as Kemuri does the same, but out of sheer embarrassment. Iida returns to the table and hastily sets Kemuri’s tea down before rounding on Hagakure, but she dashes away before he can scold her too much. Mineta, on the other hand, dangles comfortably from the ceiling in his brand-new tape cocoon.

As Iida sits down, fixing his glasses and taking some deep breaths, Shoji turns back to Ojiro.

“To be fair, I can also communicate with Tokoyami wordlessly. It’s a skill,” he says.

“The skill of the shy or silent,” Kemuri mumbles.

She pulls her tea close to her and the scent of Golden Tips Imperial wafts into her nose. She sighs. There’s a little over three weeks before the festival now, and Kemuri wonders whether she’ll be able to move forward with everything that needs to be done.

Chapter 167: Tenya, I...

Summary:

It's time for Kemuri to face her fears and tell Iida how she feels.

Chapter Text

A week passes in the blink of an eye and still, Kemuri hasn’t managed to have “the big talk” with Iida. Even on their morning runs, her cowardice gets the best of her and she instead lets their normal conversation happen. She knows that the second she pours her heart out, nothing will be the same. She treasures every moment before then, always trying to steal one more smile, one more laugh.

On Friday night, the girls of 1-A gather in Kemuri’s room. Yaoyorozu, Mina, and Hagakure settle themselves on the beanbag chairs, Kemuri, Uraraka, and Tsuyu sit on Kemuri’s bed, and Jiro sits on the single desk chair.

The second they’re settled, Mina cuts to the chase. “So…did you tell him?” she asks, bouncing in place.

Kemuri shakes her head. “N-No…”

“Aw, really?” Mina frowns. “You just didn’t get the chance?”

“Ah, well…”

“Maybe she just couldn’t do it,” Hagakure suggests. “You know, nerves?”

Kemuri shrugs, twisting her braid again. “I…had to focus on dancing, and Tenya’s so dedicated to the festival, I…” Another shrug, smaller this time. “I couldn’t…”

“It’s okay,” Yaoyorozu says. “There’s no time limit on these things.”

“I know, but I just want to…get it out there,” she says. “But, at…the same time, I don’t want to ruin everything. And…and I’m not talking about our friendship this time, but like…what if it throws him off from the festival? That would be…awful…”

“Oh…I didn’t think of that,” Uraraka says.

“He could use the preparations as a distraction,” Tsuyu offers. “You know, if it goes south.”

Leave it to Tsuyu to always say the stuff no one else wants to say. Kemuri exhales, bringing her knees to her chest. “I’ll…” She closes her eyes. “I’ll do it tomorrow. No matter what, I’ll…I’ll do it. After practice.”

“You sure? You don’t want to stress yourself out too bad,” Jiro says.

“If I don’t give myself a set day to do it, I’m just gonna keep…putting it off,” Kemuri says. “A-And, uh…then there’s still time for me to…get over it.”

“Hey, don’t talk like he’s gonna reject you!” Hagakure insists. “It’s gonna be great. You’re gonna be really happy together!”

“Maybe don’t talk like it’s a sure thing, either,” Yaoyorozu says. “You must be prepared for every possibility.”

Kemuri is an anxious overthinker. She always has every possibility in mind. “Right,” she agrees, whispering.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow, she’s going to tell him. She’s going to confess what her heart has yearned for for years and he’s going to hear it. It’s like a dream, or a nightmare, and suddenly she’s imagining everything all over again. He may be disgusted, or annoyed, or shocked, or maybe by some miracle he’ll be elated, overjoyed, and maybe he’ll try to kiss her. Is she ready for that? Maybe? Yes. No!

“How about some video games?” Uraraka asks.

Kemuri feels Uraraka squeeze her hand, startling her from her anxieties. The other girls agree and Hagakure leaps to her feet to set up Kemuri’s gaming system. Kemuri is still wide-eyed, staring ahead, and another squeeze from Uraraka makes her look to her.

“It’ll be okay,” she whispers, donning a gentle smile, and Kemuri wants to believe her with every fibre of her being.

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“Shoji, can we talk?” Kemuri asks. It’s Saturday morning and the dorms are only half awake, as some students like sleeping in longer than others. Shoji is not one of them.

Shoji nods, getting up from the table, and Kemuri brings him to the common area furthest from the dining room. No one is there and, most importantly, Iida isn’t there. They sit down and Kemuri turns herself sideways on the couch, folding her legs beneath her.

“I’m telling him,” she says. “Tonight.”

Shoji’s eyebrows shoot up into his hair, but he says nothing. She waits, tugging at her fingers, forcing herself not to chew her bottom lip in nervousness. Finally, Shoji exhales.

“Okay,” he says.

She waits, expecting him to say more, but nothing comes out. She frowns a little, leaning closer, and she sees the tension in his shoulders, notices how rigid his jaw has become.

“What’s wrong?” she whispers.

He doesn’t answer, doesn’t look at her, and she waits, desperation rising. What’s this about? He’s been supportive of her before when it comes to this, so why is he clamming up now? Did she say something wrong?

“Kemuri,” he says, keeping his voice low. There’s a darkness to what she can see of his face that she doesn’t like. “I…need to tell you something, and I’m only telling you because you’re my friend. You deserve to know.”

She swallows back the alarms ringing in her mind, shutting the floodgates against what may come, and nods. “Y-Yes?”

Shoji leans back, crossing his many burly arms across his chest. “You remember how…a week or two ago, I said Iida and Kaminari got into a fight about love?” Again, all she can do is nod. “Iida…said that he thinks it’s better for heroes to focus on their career, not romance.”

She lets those words hit her, sink through her skin, and doesn’t say a word. Shoji doesn’t meet her eyes, his jaw still clenched, and Kemuri knows there’s more that he isn’t saying. Did Iida tell them he wouldn’t date anyone? Did he say—she doesn’t even want to imagine it—that he wouldn’t date her, specifically?

“S-Shoji, why…” She swallows, hard. “Why…are you telling me this?”

She has an idea, but she wants to hear him confirm it.

He closes his eyes, inhales and exhales. “You may not hear what you want to hear.”

“I…” She blinks, wills the floodgates to stay closed. “I…I’m prepared for that.”

“Are you?”

“Why wouldn’t I be?”

“Because I know you, and rejection is your worst fear.”

She stiffens, face flushing with embarrassed heat, and Shoji still doesn’t look at her. She opens her mouth, closes it, and turns away. After another second, she stands up.

“W-Well…” she starts, cursing the stutter that squeezes past. “T-Thank you, for…for that…”

“Kemuri…”

She stops, but doesn’t look at him. She hears the couch shifting and then his hand is on her shoulder, warm and solid. She closes her eyes.

“I’m just trying to look out for you,” he says, “but, if you need to do this, then you should.”

She breathes, then nods as she brings herself to look at him. There’s nothing hostile in his eyes, only genuine concern, and she reaches up to overlap her hand on his. “Thank you,” she repeats.

She has to do this. She has to.

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She has to do this, but can she?

Iida is right there, standing in the kitchen drying the last of the supper dishes, and the common room is slowly emptying as more and more people get ready for bed. Kemuri forced herself to linger after supper, offering to help with clean up, and now her and Iida are almost alone.

Her heart won’t rest. She fears that if it does, it’ll stop completely.

“Tenya?” she asks, her voice raspy with nerves.

“Yes?” He puts away the last pan and pulls the dish towel off his shoulder, wiping his hands before hanging it on the stove handle.

“Can…can we talk? Somewhere?”

He turns to her, lips pursed, head tilted in confusion, and he looks so much like a tall, broad puppy that she thinks she might die. “Is everything alright? We can talk here—”

“Not…here,” she says. “Um…” She looks around, gaze falling to front doors. “Uh, just…meet me outside when you’re done, okay?”

He’s still wearing that confused look. “Alright.”

She hurries outside. The night is clear and the air is brisk. This is the kind of night where her temperature regulation is nice, as it doesn’t have to work too hard to keep her comfortable. She stands close to where Tsuyu shared her feelings with them soon after Kamino and wonders what the outcome of this confession will be.

The door opens. Iida exits, having pulled on a sweater, and comes down to meet her. She wonders if he truly has no idea what’s coming.

“Are you sure you’re alright?” he asks. “Whatever it is, I’m here to help.”

She smiles, nods in affirmation, but can’t speak yet. This could be it. When they return to Heights Alliance, something will have changed between them. She swallows past the growing lump in her throat.

“Tenya, I…I have to tell you something,” she says, bowing her head. She won’t be able to say it if she’s looking into those dark, intelligent eyes.

She opens her mouth again and nothing but air comes out, whistling from her throat. Her heart rams its fists against her ribcage, screaming and biting like a trapped animal, and she searches for what will set it free. She should say it, no fluff, just the truth.

“Remember…my sixteenth birthday? When we were in the closet together?” she asks. Okay, maybe a little bit of fluff. “I…I told you about someone that I like a lot.”

“Of course. What about them?” Iida asks. He starts to smile and she senses the arm movements starting before they actually do. “I do hope you have found a way to tell them! Your words were so sincere that even I could see that you admired that person greatly. Whatever happens, I am glad that you have fo—”

“That…that person is you, Tenya.”

It’s like she pressed a pause button. He stops mid-word, mouth still open, arms poised at two different angles, and his eyes widen. “I’m…” He clears his throat. “Pardon?”

She squeezes her eyes shut, hands shaking as she presses them to her legs. “I l-like you. I’ve…I’ve liked you since middle school and…and now that we’ve become friends, I…I like you even more! I…I had to tell you and, and I-I…a-ah…”

“Kemuri…”

No, nope, she isn’t ready to hear his response. She somehow opens her eyes, seeing the shock on his face, and her hands wave around in front of her. “I k-know you want to focus on your hero career, and I understand, but…I had to tell you. I had to get some kind of closure so that I can move f-forward. I’m…” She swallows hard, still shaking, body on fire. “I’m sorry if…if this is too sudden.”

He stares at her for a few moments, his cheeks flushed, his eyes still wide. “Kemuri…I…” He clears his throat and reaches up to adjust his glasses, hastily enough that he stabs himself in the eye, and she startles as he winces. “I…I’m flattered, really. I didn’t think you saw me in that way. I…”

She can hear it coming. Like watching a speeding train coming down a track, Kemuri knows there’s nothing she can do. She stands on the tracks, stares into the lights barrelling towards her, and waits for it to run her over. The world is silent, holding its breath.

“Damn it,” he mumbles, barely words, only audible because there are no other sounds to drown it out.

Panic loosens her tongue and her fight or flight response kicks in. “I’m sorry, I know…I know you don’t feel the same…“ she starts, trying to smile even as her chest burns, and it comes out as a weird grimace. “It’s…okay. You don’t have to say…say anything else.”

She turns away, but he lunges out and grabs her wrist. His breathing is fast. Hers hitches at his touch, shoulders tensing up. It’s a gentle hold, one that she could walk away from if she wanted.

“No, that’s…not why I’m upset, Kemuri. It’s because I feel the same way that—” He sucks in a deep breath, in visible pain, and her lips part. “I hoped you didn’t. I hoped you didn’t feel anything because I knew, if you did, that I would have to…to break your heart, and that’s the last thing I want to do. I never…wanted to hurt you.”

His grip loosens, but she doesn’t move, doesn’t pull away. He closes his eyes and she slowly looks back at him, at the way his jaw is clenched so tight she can almost see the veins pulsing in his neck.

“I care about you,” he says, finally. “Getting to know you, spending time with you, I have loved it, cherished it…even, and I…I…” She’s never seen him struggle so much with words. The hand not wrapped around her wrist clenches into a fist at his side. “I have tried to ignore what I feel for you and what those feelings mean, how deep they run, but…” He inhales, then releases. “But…I cannot pursue you. I am not ready to be in a relationship and after everything that’s happened, with my brother, with the training camp, and…everything, I…I can’t…”

She reaches out and rests her hand on his arm, feeling how tense he is, how much he’s shaking. “It’s okay, just breathe. It’s fine,” she murmurs. For a second or two, she feels suspended between two emotions, intense enough to cancel each other out, leaving her with nothing to feel but concern for him.

“I don’t want to lose you, Kemuri. You mean so much to me, do you understand?” His grip tightens and he pulls her closer, allowing her to see the moisture at the corners of his eyes. He looks away. “But, I…cannot give you what you want, and I’m sorry.”

Is it possible to hurt this badly but feel happy at the same time? She wants to smile and mean it, because his words make her stomach flood with butterflies, because they are words she never thought she would hear from him, but her heart is aching all the same. She knew this was coming and yet she wasn’t prepared. Her stupid little heart couldn’t stop hoping.

And, at least a bit, her stupid little heart had a point. He likes her too. Maybe he wants her the way she wants him, but she can’t have him. He could have her if he would just say the word, but he won’t. She knows he won’t.

She reaches up and presses her hand to the side of his face, and it’s enough to make him look at her. She drags her thumb along his cheek and tries to smile. “It’ll be okay, Tenya,” she says.

When she lets her hand fall, she expects for him to let go, to let her walk away, but instead he pulls her in, wraps her up in those arms that have held her so many times before now, and she clings to him. There’s desperation in his movements, in the way his arm presses against the small of her back, in the way his hand just touches the nape of her neck and in how his head tucks to her shoulder.

So much will change after this. She doesn’t know if they will be able to act normally or if this will take time, but for now, she holds on. She holds on to this moment where he is only hers and she is only his. She closes her eyes, breathes in.

“Promise me…that you will continue to confide and trust in me,” he whispers. His voice is thick, pained. “Promise that we can still be friends?”

She nods as she exhales. “Y-Yes.”

He doesn’t let go and she doesn’t pull away. She keeps holding on, focused on his warmth, his smell. The material of his sweater is soft yet scratchy against her forehead and she can feel his chest shudder with his breaths. His arms tighten around her.

“I don’t want to let go,” he says, and she can tell by his voice that there are more tears brewing beneath the surface.

She nods, not trusting her own voice and hoping he understands. When they let go, they’ll have to leave everything that they used to be behind. They will be walking into a new world where they know each other’s hearts but won’t do anything about it.

It’s oddly terrifying.

She forces herself away first, detangling her arms from around him. His eyes are glistening, red around the edges, and she doesn’t know what to say. There is one thing she wants to do and if she thinks too much about it, she’ll talk herself out of it.

She pushes herself up onto her toes and leaves a quick kiss to his cheek. Before he can speak, she bows her head and stutters out, “G-Goodnight, Tenya.”

She turns and runs away, the scattered pieces of her heart falling behind her like wilting rose petals.

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She doesn’t even notice that she isn’t on her floor until she’s standing in front of his door. She’s still okay. She can still save her dignity, keep it together, not let the cracks show.

She knocks.

When the door opens, Shoji’s eyes widen, and she doesn’t even have to say a word before he’s moving closer to her. He’s already taken his mask off for the night, but he opened the door anyways. He must have guessed she’d come here.

“You told him,” he says.

She nods, tries to smile, tries to keep her hands from shaking—tries, tries, tries. “Yeah. I…I d-did.”

The floodgates fail. A sob leaves her, hand covering her mouth as she loses any sight she has left to her tears. Shoji catches her before she’s had the time to realize that her legs have failed her and she cries into his chest, gripping his tank top as she lets herself fall apart.

Shoji doesn’t say a word, lifting her into his arms and taking her into his room, shutting the door behind him. He sits with her, offers her tissues, and when she tries to speak and fails every time, he calmly tells her that it’s okay. She doesn’t have to say anything. He knows. He just knows because he’s Shoji and he can read her like a book and she’s never been more thankful for that than she is right now.

She cries until she can’t anymore, left laying in an exhausted heap on Shoji’s futon.

“He…he said he did…feel the same…” she croaks.

Shoji nods, smoothing her hair. “I know.” She sniffles, burying her face in her hands, and he keeps stroking. “I’m sorry, Kemuri.”

She rolls onto her side, pressing her forehead to his leg. She reaches her fingers to her lips, barely touching them. She had wanted to kiss him. Maybe a kiss would have changed his mind, but it felt cruel. It would hurt him more than anything else.

So, she kissed his cheek and said goodbye: goodbye to what used to be, goodbye to everything that brought them to that point, and goodbye to the old Kemuri who was never brave enough to let those feelings show.

At the very least, there’s nowhere else to go but up.

Chapter 168: Tokoyami's Day of Manifestation

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Tokoyami wakes up on the morning of his sixteenth birthday, the first thing he sees is a pair of glowing yellow eyes.

“Good morning, Fumi!” Dark Shadow crows. “Happy birthday!”

Tokoyami smiles a little, reaching up to pat his shadow. “Thank you, Dark Shadow. Happy day of manifestation to you too.”

It’s not a lie. On this day, ten years ago, a far younger Tokoyami woke to find that his quirk had manifested. His parents were startled, at first, although his mother and her quirk were quick to greet Dark Shadow. Without her understanding and courage, Tokoyami fears what could have been.

Himari had asked little Fumikage what “his new friend’s” name was, to which he, in all his childish wisdom, uttered, “I shall call him Dark Shadow.”

He was very creative back then.

Tokoyami sits up, cracking a yawn as he pulls himself from bed. He switches on his bedside lamp and shuts off his nightlight—he kept the one Yaoyorozu made for him at Kemuri’s party many months ago, as he found it helped him sleep better if Dark Shadow was calmed by it.

“I suppose we should go to breakfast,” Tokoyami says.

Dark Shadow winds around his head. He’s oddly cheerful today, like a puppy, and Tokoyami assumes it’s spurred by his excitement about spending a birthday in the dorms. Tokoyami has never been one for birthday parties but, judging by class A’s track record, he will at least receive some of Sato’s admittedly wonderful baking today.

He will admit it, but it warms the darkest part of his soul to think that he now has friends who care to do things like that, just to celebrate the day he was brought into the world.

He heads downstairs and emerges into the dining room, only to immediately get embraced by a floating girl’s uniform.

“Happy birthday, Tokoyami!” Hagakure squeals, squeezing him tighter with every word.

He sighs, reaching out to pat her back. “Thank you, Hagakure.”

She releases him, grabs his wrist, and drags him over to where Shoji, Ojiro, and Kemuri are sitting. They’re all smiling, bright-eyed with excitement, and Tokoyami slowly raises his eyebrows. Hagakure lets go of his wrist and gestures to the table.

“Ta-da! Birthday breakfast!”

It takes him a second to figure out what he’s looking at, and when he does, it takes all his composure not to laugh. It’s a simple breakfast of pancakes, eggs, and hashbrowns, but everything has been dyed black. The only thing that isn’t black is the shiny red apple resting next to the plate.

“It’s a mad breakfast of darkness,” Shoji says.

Tokoyami bows his head, his beak twisting into a smile against his will. “You are all ridiculous,” he says.

“But…you like it?” Kemuri asks, worry making her clouded eyes grow wide.

“It took us a bit to get it to look black and not just grey,” Ojiro adds.

Tokoyami sits down, pulling his plate close. “It is macabre. I love it.”

Hagakure cheers and hugs him again. He lets it be. This is just a part of befriending bright, joyful people.

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Tokoyami returns to the dorms with his classmates once school lets out and heads upstairs to get changed into his casual clothes. With that done, he settles onto his bed to meditate for a little while. After all, he’s going to need all the mental energy he can muster for when he returns to the common area.

He’s sure that everyone is planning something. They’re probably decorating the common room right now while Sato and Nishimura put together a cake. He’ll wait here and prepare his “surprised” expression, more for their sake than his. He knows Hagakure and Kemuri will be especially crushed if he lets on that he expected this to happen.

There’s a knock on his door.

“Yes?” he calls.

“It’s Shoji.”

Tokoyami frowns to himself. Not who he expected, but not someone he’s adverse to.

“Enter.”

The door opens, casting a square of light into his abode of darkness, and Shoji enters. “Hey,” he says.

“Hello.”

“Just wondering if you want to come and play Smash with me?” he asks, hands tucked in his pockets.

Tokoyami slowly opens his eyes, unfolding his legs from their crossed position. Odd, he thinks. Surely, they must need Shoji for preparations. Perhaps this is to throw him off. He eyes his friend, noting the nonchalant pose and the expectant gaze.

“I suppose,” he says.

The two of them head to Shoji’s room, passing a few of their classmates as they go. Midoriya waves to Tokoyami before heading into his room and Kaminari is in the elevator when they get on, browsing on his phone absentmindedly.

Tokoyami’s shoulders sag a little. Was he mistaken? There’s no sign of urgency anywhere. When the elevator opens on the third floor and Kaminari wanders off, Tokoyami notices Koda heading into his own dorm room.

They reach the fourth floor and head out. Bakugo and Kirishima’s doors are closed, silent, and Tokoyami’s beak purses.

“Doesn’t look like any party prep’s happening,” Dark Shadow mutters in the back of his head.

Tokoyami shakes his head, pushes the thought aside, and clears his throat. “Shoji,” he says as they approach his room. Shoji hums in acknowledgement. “Will Ojiro be joining us?”

“He’s getting in some extra training with Kemuri,” Shoji says. He glances over, reaching for the door handle with one of his dupli-hands. “She avoided running with Iida today, so she felt some more training couldn’t hurt, you know?”

“I see.”

They head into the bedroom, settle down on the futon, and set up their game. On a regular day, Tokoyami would dominate. He tends to be very good at games, both digital and not, or perhaps he’s just better than Shoji.

Today, he’s off. He doesn’t get the combos he usually does, and Gang Orca’s avatar beats Hawks again and again. Eventually, Tokoyami sets the controller down and crosses his arms over his chest.

“What’s wrong?” Shoji asks, pausing the game.

Tokoyami doesn’t answer immediately. He feels like a child, like a newly-hatched chick, for being upset about this, but he can’t help it. He was expecting more, expecting an extravaganza for him to be aloof about enjoying. He did get a breakfast of darkness this morning, but…

“You are aware it is my day of birth,” Tokoyami says.

“Yeah.”

“I know you are aware because you greeted me with well wishes at breakfast.”

“Yeah.”

Tokoyami looks over at his friend, his arms tightening even further around himself. He opens his mouth, closes it, and looks away again. Shoji doesn’t move, continuing to watch him in expectant, patient silence.

Tokoyami appreciates Shoji’s gentle demeanour, his quiet ways. He is easy to get along with and Tokoyami can confidently say that he has never been closer to anyone, save for his own shadow. Shoji wouldn’t lie to him and if he can be truthful with anyone, it’s him.

“Where’s our party?!” Dark Shadow squawks, lurching from Tokoyami’s midsection and looming over Shoji.

“D-Dark Shadow!” Tokoyami says.

“Party?” Shoji echoes, one eyebrow lifting.

“Yeah, like a birthday party! Cake! Presents! Confetti!” Dark Shadow writhes around in the air, arms crossed, eyes glowing sharply. “Where?!”

Shoji blinks, then looks back down at Tokoyami. “Are you…pouting?” he asks, and Tokoyami loathes the amusement in his voice.

“Yes, we’re pouting!” Dark Shadow cries. He’s starting to look rough around the edges.

“I apologize, Shoji,” Tokoyami says. He looks up at the shadow hovering above them. “Dark Shadow, return.” There’s another huff and his quirk disappears.

Neither of them speaks for a good, long while.

“You…wanted a party,” Shoji says.

“Perhaps, in some…dark part of my soul.”

He bows his head. “I’m sorry. We thought you didn’t like that sort of thing, so…”

“It is alright. I can see why you would assume that.”

They sit in silence, the game screen playing its peppy music. Tokoyami’s face burns beneath his feathers, his shoulders starting to shake. This is ridiculous. It was his own fault for acting like this, for making his friends think that he wanted to be left alone.

Shoji’s hand falls to his shoulder. “Hey, how about we go…get a cup of tea or something? Maybe we can pull something together still.”

It’s better than nothing, he supposes. “Alright.”

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The elevator slides open on the bottom floor, revealing complete darkness. For a second, Tokoyami just stares, and then the lights switch on.

“SURPRISE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TOKOYAMI!”

Tokoyami’s beak drops, his eyes wide. Class A stands gathered before him, all wearing different Halloween costumes, and the common room is decorated with skulls and spiders and ghosts and streamers of black and orange. There’s music playing as someone sings about spooky, scary skeletons.

“O-M-G, look at your face!”

Hagakure races from the crowd, or at least, Tokoyami assumes it’s Hagakure. Who else would be wearing a mummy costume with bits of invisibility showing? It’s strange to see her with such a defined silhouette, namely around her head. She giggles, grabbing Tokoyami’s hand and dragging him from the elevator.

“You…” Tokoyami turns back to Shoji, whose eyes glitter. “You deceived me!”

“Or…uh…” He turns again as Kemuri comes forward, wearing a rather impressive Edgeshot cosplay. She even tried to do her hair up like his and, while it isn’t perfect, it’s still good. “We…did.”

“It’s true!” Hagakure says, looping her arm around Kemuri’s shoulders. “It was Kemuri’s idea to have a few people act aloof and uninterested, and to send Shoji up to distract you! It worked, didn’t it? Didn’t it?”

Kemuri’s face turns red and she looks away, fiddling with the mask covering her mouth from view. “I’m sorry, but…I…kinda thought you would catch on, s-since…since we’ve gotten so predictable.”

Ojiro squeezes out from the others, wearing a Pharaoh costume complete with a headdress and fake beard. “We hope you aren’t too mad.”

Tokoyami stares, levelling his face as he slowly looks at the rest of the class.

“I am infuriated,” he states. Kemuri’s eyes widen and Ojiro’s face falls. “I have come to a costume party without a costume. That is embarrassing.”

There are a few bursts of relieved laughter.

“Yaomomo’s got you!” Nishimura calls. He’s wearing a ronin costume and the katana that normally hangs on his dorm room wall now adorns his belt.

“Indeed!” Yaoyorozu pipes up. She’s dressed as a princess, from the tiara all the way to the ballgown. She’s even let her hair down in loose, royal ringlets. She hurries forward, carrying a stack of cloth—some red and some black—and a fake scythe. She hands Tokoyami the black bundle and the scythe. “Welcome to your party, Grim Reaper.”

“Oh, that is fitting,” Tokoyami says. He pulls on the cloak and flips his hood up.

“Shoji, I made sure to get what you asked for too!” Yaoyorozu adds. She hands him the red bundle and he thanks her.

“Oh no, you didn’t,” Hagakure whines.

Shoji unfolds the cloth and pulls a poncho with fake tentacles around the hem over his head, turning him into the spitting image of an octopus. Then, he pulls on a hat with giant, comical eyes on it, and he grins behind his mask.

“Yes, I did,” he says.

“Guys!” Sato calls, rounding the corner and lifting a black frosted cake into the air. He’s dressed like a zombie, done up with fraying clothes and fake blood and green skin. “Cake’s ready!”

A cheer rises up from the class and, from there, the party moves into full swing. Tokoyami spends quite a bit of time trying to figure out everyone’s costumes so that he can give them the full admiration they deserve. After all, Halloween is his favourite holiday, and it seems his class brought it to him a day early.

Aoyama is dressed as a knight which, upon further examination, Tokoyami realizes is just the suit of armour that Aoyama keeps in his room.

“Is it heavy?” Tokoyami asks, reaching out to tap the metal lightly.

Aoyama shakes his head, then yelps as he catches the visor from falling over his eyes. “It’s perfect! And I look so dashing, oui?”

“Yes…dashing,” Tokoyami says. He takes his leave without much else being said.

Ashido, Tsuyu, and Uraraka are dressed as a cat, an angel, and a witch, respectively. When Tokoyami approaches them near the punch bowl, Ashido is quick to gush about how funny his reaction was to the party and how it was so much fun trying to pull the wool over his eyes.

“I’ve never seen you lose your composure!” Ashido says. “You rival Tsuyu with how stoic and cool you can be.”

Tsuyu, looking adorably angelic in her white dress, tiny white wings, and halo, shrugs. “I just think it’s important to keep your emotions in check,” she says.

“I have to agree,” Tokoyami says. When she starts to smile, he adds, “For that…I will spare your soul.”

Uraraka gasps, then giggles. “Did you just make a joke?” she asks, adjusting her floppy witch’s hat.

“That’s adorable,” Tsuyu says. “Ribbit.”

Tokoyami hurries away before he starts to feel any warmer. In his haste, he runs right into Iida.

“Ah, Tokoyami! I apologize!” Iida says, steadying the much smaller boy. “How are you enjoying everything? I do hope the deception was understandable.”

“It was,” Tokoyami says. He observes Iida’s costume—Frankenstein’s monster, it looks like—and tilts his head. “I enjoy that makeup.”

“What? Oh, this!” Iida says, reaching to lightly prod the fake stitches crossing his face, parts of his face painted green while other sections are blue. “The girls had quite a bit of fun with this. I’ll be honest, I am pleased with how it turned out.”

“It looks horrifying,” Tokoyami says. Iida starts to frown and he says, “In…a good way, I mean.”

Iida blinks once, then smiles as he swipes his hands around. “Thank you!” Another slightly forced laugh. “Well, I won’t keep you! I must make sure that everyone doesn’t eat too much candy.” He hurries past. “Mineta! Moderate yourself!”

“Mm-HMM!”

Tokoyami takes a second to watch as Iida berates Mineta, who’s dressed as a bunch of grapes and currently has his mouth full of candy. It’s in times like these when Tokoyami truly questions what Kemuri sees in Iida, aside from his endearing amount of obliviousness to certain things, but he won’t judge her. The heart wants what it wants, and her heart apparently has a thing for mom-friends.

“Yo, birthday boy!”

Tokoyami turns as Kaminari, Sero, Bakugo, and Kirishima approach. Kaminari wears a devil costume, although the “devil” part comes from the horns, pitchfork, and fake tail. Otherwise, he’s dressed in black pants, a red dress shirt, and a black suit vest. Sero, on the other hand, is dressed as some obscure red and blue-clad hero with a spider insignia on the chest. Bakugo and Kirishima seem to be tag-teaming as Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf.

“Well…?” Kaminari asks, gesturing to everything. “Pretty neat, huh? Too bad it’s not actually Halloween.”

“It is alright. I am still one day closer to death,” Tokoyami states.

“Aw, dude, don’t say that! We’re glad you’re alive!” Kirishima insists. Bakugo grunts at his side.

Sero shrugs. “Hey, the way I see it, this is the perfect excuse for two days of spookiness.”

“May I ask who you are?” Tokoyami asks, gesturing to Sero’s costume. “I do not recognize it.”

“Man,” Sero sighs. “Only Kemuri and Midoriya have got it right so far. I’m Arachni-Kid, the spider hero from America!” He poses, his middle and ring fingers pressed to his palms as he aims his hands out. “He shoots webs and catches bad guys! I was totally obsessed with him as a kid. Still…kinda am, if I’m being honest.”

“Tape and webs aren’t that far off, I suppose,” Tokoyami says.

“I’m getting more punch,” Bakugo huffs. “Happy fucking birthday or whatever.”

He stomps off, looking ready to huff and puff and blow a house down, and Tokoyami separates from the rest of that group with a flimsy excuse of wanting to look around more. He finds himself at the snack table, eyeing the giant bowl of apples and the caramel sauce right next to it. Tokoyami’s mouth waters.

“That was Hagakure’s idea,” Midoriya says as he appears next to him. He reaches for an apple, grinning. “We were also thinking of doing bobbing for apples, but Mr. Aizawa said it would be too messy.”

Tokoyami nods idly, getting his own piece of fruit. Midoriya is dressed as a ghost, although he’s the most cheerful ghost Tokoyami has ever seen. He must be of the friendly variety. The costume itself is just a white poncho with a hood, leaving the boy’s face and arms free.

“Wonderful costume,” he says.

Midoriya grins. “Thanks! I kind of threw it together because I left my All Might cosplay back at home. Yaoyorozu was a big help with getting everyone ready!” he says. “She was creating costume pieces left and right. It was awesome.”

“I will be sure to thank her for her efforts.”

“Who are you thanking?”

Todoroki, seemingly appearing out of nowhere, gives Tokoyami and Midoriya a blank look. He’s wearing a vampire costume, complete with cape, a trickle of blood at the corner of his mouth, and slicked-back hair. It’s weird to see this much of his forehead.

“Yaoyorozu,” Tokoyami answers. “I hear she was quite the costume maker.”

Todoroki nods. “She and the girls did a lot for all of us,” he says. He looks up and lightly touches his hair. “Still…not sure about this.”

“You look good, Todoroki, don’t worry!” Midoriya says.

“Oh…thanks.” He blinks once, then glances out at the crowd of classmates before clearing his throat. “Midoriya, I wanted to discuss something with you.”

“Yeah? What is it?”

His eyes narrow and he leans closer, conspiratorial, and Tokoyami’s eyebrows lift just at seeing the suspicious look on his face. “Seeing Shimakage in that costume…I’ve started to wonder about her true parent—”

“Todoroki, I’m begging you to stop.”

“Why are you afraid of the truth, Midoriya?”

“You’ve literally met Mr. and Mrs. Shimakage. Edgeshot couldn’t possibly be her dad.”

“Hey, Tokoyami!”

Tokoyami is starting to question why he thought having a party in his honour would be a good idea. The second he thinks it, Dark Shadow is there reminding him that he did want this, and he can’t have his cake and eat it too.

“Except for that cake. Let’s get more cake,” Dark Shadow pleads.

“You cannot eat real food,” Tokoyami replies.

“I can dream!”

“Tokoyami!”

Tokoyami turns to where Nishimura is waving him over to the DJ station. Tokoyami takes the out, leaving Todoroki and Midoriya behind just as Todoroki adds Shoji to his Edgeshot theory. Jiro is at the DJ station too, wearing what looks like a prince costume, if the tunic, cape, and crown have anything to say. Koda is also lingering nearby, dressed in a squirrel onesie, and he waves when Tokoyami arrives.

“You beckoned?” Tokoyami asks.

“We’re gonna start some dancing,” Nishimura says, one hand lazily resting on the hilt of his katana. “Ashido’s request, but we thought you should pick the first song.”

Tokoyami bows his head. “I am honoured.”

Koda shuffles over and hands him the phone playing every Halloween song imaginable. Tokoyami thanks him, searches up a song, and presses play. A single G note rings out and immediately, the former and not-so-former emo kids show their faces.

Jiro nods. “Ah, a man of culture,” she says.

Still hanging by the snack table, Todoroki clenches his fist and mutters, “When I was…a young boy...my father…” He looks up, deadpan. “Destroyed my chance at having a normal childhood.”

“PFFT!” Midoriya sputters, covering his mouth. “T-Todoroki!”

“He said, son when…you grow up…will you be…the one to surpass All Might—”

Midoriya buckles, choking on his laughter, and Todoroki smirks.

“Yo, I love this song!” Kirishima hollers. “Hey, Ashido—”

“Already there, dude!” Ashido retorts, the two of them booking it to the designated dance floor.

“I haven’t heard this song in forever,” Nishimura says, eyes wide. He sways his head. “It’s a bop.”

“You were an emo kid too?” Jiro asks, her eyes darting to Kirishima for a split second.

Nishimura flushes, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah…middle school was a very edgy time for me,” he says. He clears his throat. “So, uh, I’m gonna go look for a certain angel of mine. Did you guys see Tsu anywhere?”

“She was with the witch and her familiar,” Tokoyami utters.

“Uraraka and Ashido, gotcha.” Nishimura claps Tokoyami on the shoulder, backpedalling a bit. “Thanks, man!”

Tokoyami waits, observing people. Ashido and Kirishima have gathered more people to dance and Tokoyami notes that Shoji is bobbing his head to the music, eyes closed. Kemuri lingers at his side. They must be talking, although thanks to their masks, Tokoyami can’t tell if their lips are moving.

Tokoyami excuses himself, making his way back to his friends. He feels oddly powerful, moving amongst his classmates in his black cloak, scythe at his side—like he could reap souls if he wanted.

“Enjoying your party?” Shoji asks when he reaches them.

“More than I thought I would,” Tokoyami admits. Kemuri’s eyes crinkle at the edges and he fixes a stare on her. “I did not expect you to trick me the way you did. You are far more sinister than you appear.”

“It was…it…” She sucks in a breath. “It…was…a rational deception?”

“Calm down, Mr. Aizawa,” Shoji teases.

“I’m not Aizawa, I’m Edgeshot,” she retorts, gesturing to her costume. “I paid too much for this cosplay for people not to realize that.”

They share a laugh as Tokoyami looks out at his classmates again. Ojiro and Hagakure dance together, carefully avoiding Iida’s robotic moves near them, while Midoriya and Uraraka spin each other around as they laugh. Mina takes a selfie with her squad, Kirishima strong-arming Bakugo into the frame, while Tsuyu and Nishimura chat with Sato and Koda, Nishimura’s arm slung over Tsuyu’s shoulders. Mineta is back at the snack table, shovelling candy into his mouth while Iida is distracted. The atmosphere is…fun, almost relaxed.

Tokoyami takes in a deep breath. Alright, so maybe he thought he didn’t want a party and maybe he still isn’t the biggest fan of crowds, but he likes his classmates. That makes everything a little more tolerable.

Notes:

Costume List
Aoyama - Knight
Ashido - Cat
Tsuyu - Angel
Iida - Frankenstein’s monster
Uraraka - Witch
Ojiro - Pharaoh
Kaminari - Devil
Kirishima - “Red Riot” Hood
Koda - Squirrel
Sato - Zombie
Nishimura - Ronin Samurai
Kemuri - Edgeshot
Jiro - Prince
Sero - “Spider boy”
Tokoyami - Grim Reaper
Todoroki - Vampire
Shoji - Octopus
Hagakure - Mummy
Bakugo - Wolf
Midoriya - Ghost
Mineta - Bunch of grapes
Yaoyorozu - Princess

I wrote this chapter, then realized I forgot about Mineta. Oops. So I went back and edited him in XD

Chapter 169: Just Talk to Each Other, Damn It!

Summary:

Kemuri deals with the fallout of her confession.

Chapter Text

Kemuri stands by the wall, watching her classmates party and dance, and gives herself a mental pat on the back. She made it to Tokoyami’s birthday party without losing her mind, but spending an entire night at a party where Iida is right there and they’re not talking just makes everything a little worse.

She’s starting to regret ever confessing, because every hour that passes with nothing but silence and awkward half-greetings between them just means that she’s one step closer to losing him for good.

If Iida had straight-up denied Kemuri’s feelings, rejected her, maybe she could actually move along and get over it, but there’s something about knowing that he reciprocates her feelings and refuses to do anything about it that makes it so much harder.

The morning after the confession, Iida looked the same way she felt. They were both bleary-eyed, slumped, the telltale sign of someone who didn’t get enough sleep. They were supposed to run together that morning, but Kemuri went out before him and took a different path that avoided their regular route completely.

The girls were eager to hear what had happened, cornering her in the common room as soon as she came back from her run. Kemuri had finally answered Mina’s incessant questioning in the “girl’s only” group chat last night, letting them know that she’d done it. Before anyone could ask more, she added, "I'll tell you tomorrow."

“So…?” Hagakure asked.

“What happened?” Mina added.

Kemuri’s shoulders drooped and she shook her head. “I told him,” she said, “and, uh…he…feels the same.”

“He does?” Jiro’s eyes widened.

“If he does, then why do you look so down?” Tsuyu asked, pointblank as ever.

“He…just couldn’t,” Kemuri said. “Hero…hero work comes f-first.”

“Oh, Kemuri,” Yaoyorozu said, reaching out to her. “I’m so sorry.”

Kemuri avoided Yaoyorozu’s well-meaning embrace and disappeared upstairs before she started crying. She didn’t want to answer questions. She didn’t want to gossip and wail and bemoan her terrible luck. She just wanted to put it behind her, leave Iida alone, and move along. That shouldn’t be so hard, she told herself.

But, seeing him on the dance floor, dancing like the unholy union of a zombie and Frankenstein’s monster, she wishes yet again that she had just left things the way they were. Maybe then, she’d be doing the awkward robot beside him.

“I’m…gonna go to bed,” she says, nudging Shoji with her elbow.

“You okay?” Shoji asks.

She exhales. “Just…ah, gotta get this hair back to normal,” she says, gesturing to the hairdo she spent far too long on making presentable. “Say goodnight to the others for me.”

“Sure. Goodnight.” Before she leaves, he lightly touches her arm. “Text if you need me.”

She really can’t hide anything from him. She tries to smile. “Thank you, Mezo.”

“Anytime.”

She gets into the elevator, reaching to press the button for the third floor when she hears someone call for her to wait. She does, and Aoyama hurries inside, clanking and clattering the whole time. The door slides shut and he presses the button for the second and third floor, adjusting his knight’s helmet under his arm.

For a few seconds, they’re silent as the elevator ascends. Kemuri removes her mask, sucking in a long breath and yet again wondering how Edgeshot and Shoji survive like this. A mysterious aura must come at the price of smelling your own breath for hours on end, although Shoji, to his credit, can just breathe through a dupli-mouth.

Aoyama lets out a long sigh. “It was a lovely party,” he says. “Not as fabulous as mine, but still lovely.”

“Thanks,” she says, half-hearted.

He looks over at her, his brow furrowing slightly as his smile falls. “Shimakage, mon ami,” he says, making her look up. “You look so sad. What’s wrong?”

She sniffs and shakes her head. “I…I’d rather not talk about it. S-Sorry.”

He doesn’t say anything. Then, she hears shuffling and his shoulder bumps hers before she feels him pat her back. She glances at him, unsure, and his smile is empathetic.

“It will hurt for a bit, I know,” he says. “I…suggest focusing on the good things, so that your heart does not drag you down. Oui?”

She blinks at him, then lets out a weak laugh. “R-Right. Ah…merci, Aoyama.”

His smile is as melancholy as hers. “De rien.”

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The days continue, days full of dancing, festival planning, homework, training, and Kemuri still can’t find it in herself to talk to Iida. Every time she tries, or every time he tries, it ends after little more than a greeting.

Kemuri hates it. She promised him that they could still be friends and, instead, they’re acting like strangers. She keeps thinking that she should be angry, that she should be upset with him, but every time she sees him all she feels is an overwhelming sense of concern, of love.

He’s hurting too. He said as much to her before.

“Just talk to him,” Shoji says.

It’s before homeroom and everyone’s scattered around the classroom. It’s not a place where Kemuri would want to talk about this, but it seems Shoji doesn’t care. Ojiro and Tokoyami hum in agreement.

“I mean, look at him,” Hagakure says, somehow managing to keep her voice low.

They glance over at Iida’s desk, where he’s furiously scribbling down plans for the festival. Anyone who doesn’t know Iida would assume he’s just eager to work, but they know better. He’s been throwing himself in festival prep all week, far too stiff and uptight even for him. The dark circles under his eyes say as much. He’s trying to keep himself busy.

“I should’ve kept my stupid mouth shut,” Kemuri mumbles.

“Kemuri,” Ojiro says, exasperated. “You did it. You needed to, but now you have to face this. I agree with Shoji.”

“But—”

“You care for him, still,” Tokoyami utters, “and the only way to remedy this is to talk. It is your turn to chase after him.”

Kemuri wishes she didn’t understand what he meant by that, but the memory of Iida chasing her down a hallway after the internship week plays through her head and she’s left to slump back in her desk and nod.

“When?” she asks. “How?”

“For starters,” Ojiro says. “Show up to run with him again. See where it goes.”

“Maybe on Saturday,” Hagakure adds. “You know, then you won’t be out of sorts for school if it goes south.”

“It won’t,” Shoji says. “They’ll work it out. I’m sure of it.”

“You’re oddly confident,” Tokoyami says.

Shoji shrugs, then looks down at Kemuri with a smile in his eyes. “I just know that they both want the same thing.”

Kemuri swallows the lump in her throat.

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The closer they get to Saturday, the more self-destructive her thoughts get.

She knows it’s all in her head. She’s lying to herself every time she thinks that Iida will be mad at her or that he’ll take back his request that they remain friends. She made a promise. She just has to suck it up and prove to him that she meant it when she said “yes.”

The bottom line is that she misses him. Forget what she said about wanting to leave him alone and move on. Screw the pettiness of high school dating and confessions. She wants her friend back.

On Saturday morning, she gets downstairs before Iida and goes outside to wait for him at their usual spot. She jogs in place, fiddles with her ponytail, does anything she can to stop her brain from wandering off into “bad thoughts” territory.

It all stops when she hears the front door of Heights Alliance open. She whips her head around and focuses on the doors as Iida steps out, hesitating when they lock eyes. For a second, she thinks he may go back inside and abandon his run entirely, but he takes in a breath, shuts the door, and moves down the steps.

“Good morning,” he greets, lifting one hand.

She nods, waving in return, and he stops about a foot away from her. He doesn’t look her in the eye, his mouth stuck in a nervous line, and the tension between them makes her feel like there’s a wool sock getting shoved down her throat.

“So…” she says, breathy. She jerks her thumb at the path. “Wanna…run?”

He blinks a few times, glances at her, then nods. The corner of his mouth twitches. “Yes. I would.”

They run.

It’s quiet, still tense, but they fall back into their practiced rhythm. He stays by her side for the first stretch, then speeds up and does a lap or two with his quirk while she keeps on going at her own pace. She swears she catches him starting to smile once or twice.

When they finish, they return to the path leading up to Heights Alliance, stopping to catch their breath and drink water. Kemuri knows she needs to talk, to say anything that will put an end to this stalemate they have going on, but every time she looks at him there’s an ache in her chest that silences her.

Maybe this was fine. Maybe he can tell what she meant by coming to their runs again. Maybe…this is enough? It doesn’t feel like enough, but she decides to leave it be as she tucks her water bottle close to her side and starts to walk away.

“Kemuri,” he says. She stops on a dime, turning back in time to see him flush and clear his throat. “Or…uh, Shimakage, if—”

“N-No,” she says. “Please, keep…keep calling me Kemuri.”

“Right. Okay,” he says, more to himself than her.

He straightens, adjusts his glasses, and they lock eyes again. Neither of them speaks. Neither of them moves.

“I want—” they start, then stop. “Oh, you can—”

They close their mouths again. Iida shakes his head, pushing his hair off his forehead as he looks to the sky, and Kemuri exhales a laugh into the palm of her hand. It’s so ridiculous, she thinks. They don’t talk except in passing for a week and now they try, and…well, this happens.

“I miss you,” he finally says, still looking at the sky. She goes still. He does a long blink, exhales, then brings his head down and looks at her, resolute. “I wanted to give you space, because it was the least I could do, but this has truly been…”

His lips purse. He holds his hands up, palms facing each other, straight as boards as he stares between them, and Kemuri has to stop herself from giggling out loud. It’s like he’s holding a book of what he could say between his hands, reading it over and over.

“This…” he repeats, bringing his arms down. “This has, frankly, sucked.”

The giggle escapes, muffled, and she nods. “Y-Yeah, it…has…”

“It’s probably best if I leave you alone, as it is unfair of me to expect you to be content with my company after what you said and how I reacted. I understand that. However, I am so used to your presence, to being around you, that even a week with whatever…ah…” He pinwheels his hands between them. “Whatever this was, was awful! I hated it, and I…I…” He clears his throat again, adjusts his glasses, and his palms press together, closing the book. “I miss you,” he repeats, soft and sincere.

She walks back to him, stops, and smiles a little. “I…miss you too, Tenya.”

“O-Oh, you do?” he asks. “But, surely, after everything, I would think that you—”

She places her hand over his mouth, a daring move but one that’s necessary, and she tries to level him with the sternest look she can muster. She must look like a kitten, if she looks the way she feels—tiny and unthreatening.

“Can…can we just leave it be?” she asks.

“But—”

Her hand presses closer. She feels his lips purse against her palm. “I’m not saying…pretend it didn’t happen, because it…it happened. Oh, boy…did it happen…” she mumbles. She swallows, composes herself. “I want to keep moving forward. With you. We can…focus on becoming heroes, together, as…as friends.”

He gazes down at her and, for a reason she can’t say for sure, his eyes are deep with sadness, maybe melancholy. He reaches up, grasps her wrist, and pulls her hand from his mouth in slow, calculated movements.

“Can I ask one thing?” he asks.

“O-Okay…”

“Why?”

She blinks. “Uh…why?”

“Why allow me to remain as your friend when…” He sighs. “You know.”

“Do…do I need a reason?”

“I would expect there to be some kind of reason. Perhaps pity.”

“It’s…not pity,” she insists. He’s still holding her wrist, she notices, although he’s lowered it enough that it’s almost casual. “I…I just know that you would never hurt me on purpose, and that…that you’re a good guy, and most importantly, you’re my friend. It’d be stupid of me to throw that all away because of one thing.”

“It was a decidedly big thing.”

“It doesn’t have to be, not…anymore. You, ah…you know how I feel. I…know how you feel. We…can’t do anything about it.”

He doesn’t argue, instead looking ashamed. He releases her, arm snapping to his side, and she rubs her shoulder as she looks at her feet. Arguably, they could do something, very easily, but he won’t. She respects his choice.

She needs to smile, assure him that this is okay, and that their friendship will survive this odd bump in the road. She looks up at him, nudging his hand to make him look at her, and she dons her gentle, unassuming smile.

“It doesn’t matter what we are,” she says. “Just…so long as I don’t lose you, I’m okay.”

He finally lets that twitch of a smile come as he exhales, shaking his head. “You are not losing me. I promise.”

“Good.” She glances back at the dorm. “So, uh…breakfast?”

“Yes, that would be lovely. I’m quite starved.”

They walk back into the dorms, side by side, and while that stupid ache in her chest is still there, it’s lessened enough for her to ignore it.

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“I talked to him. We’re good now.”

All four of her friends exhale as scattered words of relief leave them, ranging from “thank God” to “finally.” Kemuri flushes and pokes at her lunch.

“Okay, okay…I get it,” she mumbles. “We were both being stupid.”

“Technically, you’re both still kind of stupid,” Hagakure pipes up. “Because, you know, you both like each other but you’re not gonna date because…reasons?”

“Because he wants to focus on school. I…respect that.”

“We should respect that too, Hagakure,” Ojiro says. “Not everyone’s as…excited about dating as you are.”

“That’s true,” Shoji agrees.

Hagakure huffs, her sweater sleeves crossing over her chest. “Okay, you’re right. I hate when you guys are right.”

“Just so long as Kemuri is truly fine, without pain in her heart, I can accept the choice as well,” Tokoyami adds.

Kemuri tilts her head. “You…you guys don’t have to worry about our drama, you know?”

“It’s not that we care about the drama,” Shoji says. “We care about you.”

“I care a bit about the drama,” Hagakure whispers, making Ojiro shake his head.

“Honestly…” Kemuri starts, but trails off as Iida passes by. He smiles and waves at her, making her return it, and she exhales. “I’m…I’m alright. It’s not what I wanted, but…it’s alright.”

She’s dealt with a lot of not getting what she wants recently. What’s one more thing?

“If you’re sure,” Ojiro says with a shrug.

“EVERYONE!” Iida shouts. “Make haste to finish your lunches so that we can get back to practicing! We have a little over a week before the festival!”

“How time flies,” Tokoyami utters.

“Come on, dancers!” Mina hollers, shimmying her shoulders. “Let’s get going! Come on, come on, come on!”

“Duty calls,” Shoji says. Hagakure, Ojiro, and Kemuri nod and get to their feet, gathering their plates.

“I will see all of you later,” Tokoyami says, also getting to his feet.

“The pressure is on!” Hagakure hoots.

Class A falls into their practiced roles and Kemuri finds that it’s a lot more fun doing the dance moves when she isn’t avoiding Iida’s gaze.

Chapter 170: Class 1-A's Hustle and Bustle

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After another long day, Kemuri heads to the bathrooms with her towels tucked under her arm, ready to soak away her exhaustion. As she leaves the elevators, she hears someone talking in hushed tones.

“Hey, mom. Yeah, I know. It’s…”

Kemuri follows the voice until she can see Nishimura leaning against the wall near the bathrooms, phone pressed to his ear. There’s a tiny smile on his face, but it’s sad at the same time. It doesn’t light up his eyes the way a real smile would.

“It’s my sixteenth, not…not twelfth,” he says. “No, mom, it’s okay. You were really close! Please, don’t apologize. It’s alright.” His lips press together, eyes closing. “I’ll make sure to come home soon, okay? I’ll make that dessert you like.” A smile, a little brighter this time. “Yeah, blueberry monkey bread. Just for you. Dad too.”

He glances over, noticing Kemuri for the first time, and his eyes widen. Kemuri tilts her head, raising one eyebrow, and Nishimura clears his throat.

“Yeah,” he says. “Uh-huh. I love you too, mom. Bye.” He hangs up, tucking his phone away, and exhales. “Hey, Kemuri.”

“Is…it your birthday?” Kemuri asks.

His freckled cheeks darken a bit. “Ah…yeah.” When her lips part, he adds, pointing at her, “It’s fine, okay? I didn’t say anything for a reason.”

“We could’ve planned something…” she whispers.

He shakes his head. “Nah, there’s no need. We’ve only got two more days to practice before the festival. I can’t go distracting people with more parties,” he says.

“But…” She clutches her towels closer. “Nishi, you’re always so gung-ho about everyone else’s birthdays. You planned stuff for Aoyama, for Sato…you even helped out with Tokoyami’s party the other day.”

“I just…don’t need everyone to fawn over me, alright? Personal preference.” He pushes himself off the wall, taking a step forward, and he sighs when he sees her pinched expression. “Don’t worry about it. Sato’s baking right now and later I’m gathering the boys in my room for sweets. That’s all I need.”

“You…you sure?”

“Positive.”

They linger in silence for a second and Kemuri’s attention darts to the phone peeking out of his sweatpants pocket. “Is your mom alright?”

“Huh?” He blinks, registering what she said. “Oh, uh…she wanted to know why I wasn’t home from school yet. She…she thought she saw a villain attack on the news and worried that I wouldn’t…make it home from my middle school in time. She thought my birthday was ruined.” He sighs, reaching up to pinch between his eyes as he says, “Another bad dream.”

“Does she…dream a lot?”

“Depends. Her meds keep them to a minimum, but stuff gets past. She told me once, when she was lucid, that it feels like her memories and her dreams are fighting each other, playing in front of her like a movie with lots of different filters. She’ll see me, as I am, for a second and then suddenly, I’ll look like I’m eight and she gets confused. What’s real? What isn’t? She doesn’t know.”

“That…that sounds like it’s really hard to deal with.”

“It is, but…” He exhales. “You know, some of her dreams are really beautiful. She…dreams about fireflies a lot.”

“Fireflies? Why?”

“I think they bring her a lot of joy, that’s all.”

“Ah…” Kemuri nods. “Well, happy birthday, Nishi. I’m gonna…uh…”

“Right, yeah, you do you. Sorry for ranting there.”

“No problem.” She smiles. “Enjoy your mini party, okay?”

He returns the smile and this time, she sees it reach into his eyes. “I will.”

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Suddenly, it’s the day before the festival, and class A gathers inside one of U.A’s gymnasiums for a last-minute practice session.

“Alright, we’ve gotta close up the gym, so let’s do a final run!” Kirishima calls. He sits with Sero while Koda stands nearby, all three acting as observers.

Everyone moves into position. The band takes centre stage, with the dancers split between the right and left sides. Ojiro, Hagakure, Shoji, Aoyama, and Mina stay on stage right. Sato, Tsuyu, Iida, Mineta, Uraraka, and Midoriya are on stage left. The stage crew watches and Kemuri lingers backstage left, ready for her cue.

“Alright!” Mina shouts. “Let’s go!”

They aren’t using their quirks at the moment, as clean-up would be a nightmare, but they move through the steps nonetheless as Mina keeps time. Step, step, swing the arms, this and this and this.

Kemuri learned almost all of the dance moves, despite only being onstage for half the dance. Mina insisted she should know them “just in case” they changed something. Her big moment aside from directing fog across the stage is taking Midoriya’s place in time for the big finale, which involves dancing on long platforms of tape and ice that Todoroki and Sero are going to make.

During one of their rehearsals where they did use their quirks, Mina quickly realized that Kemuri couldn’t navigate the ice safely at all. Unless she was treading carefully and staring at her feet the whole time, Kemuri couldn’t stay upright. She couldn’t multitask like everyone else and it threw off her steps.

So, Mina tasked Iida with keeping her upright. Iida stops Kemuri from biting the dust, Kemuri helps him look less like a robot and more like a real human being, and everyone’s happy.

“And then Aoyama exits centre stage via Midoriya!” Mina calls as Kemuri steps to Midoriya’s side.

“Oui!” Aoyama sparkles beneath the stage lighting.

“Roger!” Midoriya says.

“Kemuri, make sure you don’t fog up the stage too much. We still want to see everyone!”

“R-Right,” Kemuri says. She flexes her hands, thankful that she can control where her smoke flows now. If this took place during middle school, they would be better off with an actual smoke machine.

Mina whirls around, finger aimed at Midoriya. “Midoriya, you’re still looking sloppy! Focus your attention! Feel it!”

“R-Roger!” Midoriya repeats as he scampers offstage to get into position.

“Alright.” Mina claps her hands together, grinning. Ojiro moves forward to ready Aoyama for his disco ball transformation. “You’re doing great, guys! We aren’t gonna let the band be the only group killing it with this performance!”

“Well, now I’m simply nervous,” Yaoyorozu admits, wringing her hands a bit. They don’t have their instruments set up, but she poses like she’s about to play her keyboard.

“No weird ad-libbing tomorrow, okay?” Jiro says, miming holding her guitar.

“Huh?” Bakugo sneers.

“We don’t want anyone getting thrown off.”

“You’re so harsh!” Kaminari whines.

“She doesn’t just mean you, Kaminari,” Tokoyami says, reaching out to grasp Kaminari’s shoulder.

Ojiro steps away, rope and harness secured around Aoyama, and Midoriya glows with energy as he takes hold of the rope.

“Midoriya, go straight to the ceiling from the wings and set Aoyama up, pulling him up with the rope,” Mina calls. Aoyama poses as he rises into the air, making Mina grin. “Yes, perfect! That’s it!”

The gymnasium door bursts open with a furious crash and equally furious barking. Kemuri squeaks and stumbles into Uraraka as Hound Dog growls, froth appearing at the corners of his mouth as his shoulders heave.

“It’s already…grrr…nine p.m!” he snarls. “Students gotta leave by nine! GRRR!”

“Shoot, we better get home,” Sero says as he gets to his feet.

“Sorry, M-Mr. Hound Dog!” Kemuri calls.

Hound Dog huffs a few more times. “Right…right…just get to bed…” he mutters.

The class gathers up what little they brought with them and bustle from the gymnasium, Hound Dog taking the lead as he escorts them back to Heights Alliance.

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Bright and early the next morning, class A is up and busy with last-minute preparations. Midoriya has already left on an errand, everyone’s getting their costumes on, and things feel hectic.

“Everyone take a granola bar! The last thing we need is someone passing out because they didn’t feel like eating this morning!” Nishimura hollers as he walks around with a basket of granola bars on his hip. “Tsuyu, babe—”

“I already have one, Akio,” Tsuyu says, lifting the one in her hand.

He grins and leans down to peck her forehead, making her avert her eyes and blush. “Good. Let me know if you need another one,” he says. “Okay, who else needs one?”

“Be as serene as the water’s surface, Kaminari,” Yaoyorozu urges as Kaminari fidgets in place, dark circles lining his eyes, fingers twitching around his guitar pegs. He looks like he didn’t sleep a wink.

“Serene as water?” Tokoyami echoes.

“We had these t-shirts made special, Bakugo, so you’ve gotta wear yours,” Jiro scolds. Bakugo glares at her, still the only band member not wearing the bright orange “A Band” shirt.

The outfits for the dancers are entirely different. While the band and stage crew get to wear simple t-shirts, the dancers have a flashy wardrobe all their own: yellow shoes and yellow and white suit jackets, cropped at the ribcage for the girls, with matching yellow pants or glittery flared skirts trimmed with white. The girls have the addition of purple spandex underneath the outfits so that they don’t have to worry about exposing themselves, and the whole costume is tied together with red belts for the girls and red ties for all.

“Our dance outfits are perfect!” Mina squeals, doing a twirl.

“Hang on, it’s wrinkled,” Uraraka fusses, fiddling with Mina’s skirt.

“Kemuri!” Mina cries. “KEMURI! WE NEED YOUUUUU!”

“I’ll be right there!” Kemuri calls, still trying to smooth out Shoji, Ojiro, and Mineta’s lapels. Her hands steam as she presses Shoji’s into place. She’s been doing this all morning, running around ironing people’s costumes into perfect condition. She considers it part of her duty as a partial-member of the stage crew.

“Such a handy quirk,” Mineta praises as she kneels to help him.

She smiles lightly, pinching his tie between her steaming fingertips. “Was that…a pun?”

“Depends. Did you think it was funny?” He winks.

“I’ve…heard better,” she replies. Mineta slumps as Ojiro and Shoji chuckle. “Sorry…”

“KEMURI!” Mina wails.

“I’m coming!” Kemuri retorts, getting back to her feet.

She tries to locate Mina in the crowd of orange and yellow and purple, thankful that the girl’s skin is such a distinct colour. All she has to do is look for a blob of pink. She hurries over, avoiding the other members of her class as she goes, and makes quick work of smoothing Mina’s skirt.

“Oh, Kemuri, let me help you,” Uraraka says, reaching for the row of red buttons on Kemuri’s jacket. “You buttoned a few of these wrong.”

Kemuri winces. “Shoot…sorry. New costumes always get a little confusing…”

Uraraka smiles and fixes the buttons. “No problem.”

“Midoriya isn’t here,” Todoroki says as he passes Aoyama, a box of supplies in hand.

“Oui! He is out buying rope,” Aoyama says. He’s the only one without the dancer’s outfit, wearing his hero costume instead. He needs it in order to direct his lasers.

“He’s taking a long time, huh?”

“TODOROKI!” Mina shouts, closely followed by Uraraka and Tsuyu. “Let’s go over the sequence one last time!”

“Okay,” Todoroki says, turning away from Aoyama and moving to the girls. “So, first, I make platforms with ice—”

“Kemuri!” Hagakure shouts. “Wrinkled costumes over here!”

“Oh my gosh, give me a second to breathe,” Kemuri pleads, mostly under her breath. She shakes her head and forces herself to look perky. “Coming!”

She searches for a clock as she searches for Hagakure. It can’t be long before the festival starts.

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When nine o’clock comes, Present Mic’s voice sounds over the loudspeakers and startles class A to attention. It’s audible even from inside the dorms.

“GOOOOOOOD MOOOORRRNING!” he shouts. “Hey, guys! Hope you’re ready, ‘cause it’s finally time! Today’s the day when the class, year, and department don’t matter—we’re all just here to cut loose! Now say it with me, everyone! LET THE U.A…SCHOOL FESTIVAL…BEEEGGGIIIINNNN!”

Kemuri can hear the roaring applause in the main concourse from here, although it helps that she’s stuck her head out the door in a desperate bid to catch sight of Midoriya. They have another hour before they go onstage, but no one likes the idea of cutting it close.

Maybe she should ask Shoji to be the lookout instead. She’s bound to miss something.

“Everyone, Aizawa will be here soon to take us to the gym,” Iida calls. “Make sure you have everything you need!”

“What if Deku comes back once we’re all gone?” Uraraka asks.

Iida purses his lips, already pulling out his phone. “We can send someone to watch for him by the front gate and take him to the right spot.”

“I will go!” Aoyama calls. He flicks his hair. “I’m as ready as I will ever be.”

“Sounds great!” Mina pipes up. She dashes forward and, with a smile, shoves a folded male dance uniform into Aoyama’s arms. “Here, make sure he gets changed! We’ll be in the gym.”

“Oui!” Aoyama says, nodding. “I’ll make sure he gets there.”

Mina grins and blows him a kiss before dancing away. “You’re the best!” she calls, voice floating and bouncing as much as she is.

Aoyama turns on his heel and skips towards the front doors, cape billowing behind him. Kemuri, still lingering in search of Midoriya, startles aside at his call and lets him pass. She turns back to the bustle within.

Nishimura calls to Yaoyorozu, “Can I help you with that keyboard?”

“I’m alright, Nishi, but you can help with the drum kit. Lots of pieces,” she replies.

“STAY AWAY FROM MY DRUMS!” Bakugo snarls.

“They’re my drums, Bakugo,” Jiro snaps back.

The business continues on. By 9:25, Aizawa is there with Togata and Eri in tow, but there’s still no sign of Midoriya. Some are starting to get agitated, others are plain worried, and a minority believes that there’s nothing wrong and that he still has time.

Kemuri isn’t sure where she fits, but it’s edging towards worried.

“Where’s Midoriya?” Aizawa demands, his brow furrowed. Eri searches the class with wide, expectant eyes, still holding onto Togata’s pant leg.

“Well—” Iida starts.

“Why’s it taking him this long just to do a little shopping?” Sero demands.

“Yeesh,” Kirishima agrees.

“Booooo!” Hagakure says.

Aizawa closes his eyes, his shoulders slouching as he lets out a long sigh. “Alright,” he mutters. He straightens up, eyes flashing red once. “We’re going to the gym now,” he says. He digs his phone out of his pocket and starts dialling. “I have to make a call.”

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Thankfully, the festival-goers haven’t come to the gym yet and class A can get inside with all their belongings without any trouble. Aizawa, Togata, and Eri disappear at some point— Kemuri doesn’t catch when—and Todoroki, Sero, Kirishima, and Koda head up to the rafters to prepare the lighting and props. The band starts setting things up while Mina gathers the dancers backstage.

“Alright, big smiles!” Mina says. “We’re going to kill it! I believe in all of you.”

“Yeah! This is gonna be amazing!” Hagakure squeals, grabbing Kemuri’s arm and shaking it as she jumps up and down.

Mina frowns as she counts everyone, then looks back to the stage. “Nishi, get your ass over here!”

Nishimura jolts up from beneath Yaoyorozu’s keyboard, bashing his head against it and making a few people gasp. He winces, rubbing his head as Yaoyorozu checks on him.

“Are you alright?” she asks.

“Ah, fine,” he says, pasting on a wobbly smile, one eye still squinted in pain. “Just a bump.”

Mina hurries closer to the stage, poking her head out from the curtain. “You can’t avoid me forever!”

Nishimura scowls at her. “Yeesh, I’m not avoiding you!” he insists, but the sheepish expression that falls over him as he walks back sells him short.

“Hey, it’s going to be fine,” Sato says, wrapping one burly arm around Nishimura as he strongarms him into the group. When Nishimura doesn’t perk up, he adds, “You can’t be more out of synch than Midoriya, at least.”

“He’ll be great!” Mina insists. Her eyes get a little darker. “He better.”

“You’re not threatening, Mina,” Tsuyu croaks. She moves to Nishimura’s side and smiles at him. “Just have fun with it, Akio. Don’t stress about it.”

“Right. Yeah.” He still looks far too pale as he busies himself with fixing his tie and buttons.

Kemuri looks around at the others, gauging things in an attempt to dig up some confidence of her own. Shoji and Mineta talk to one another, with Mineta miming his moves while Shoji watches, attentive. Hagakure helps Ojiro go over his moves from a short distance away, as there’s a lot of catching and throwing on his side of things.

Ojiro, as it turns out, is a pretty decent dancer, and his tail gives him a lot of extra maneuverability that the others just can’t match. As a result, he’s one of the dancers in the centre of the stage, right next to Mina, and he has the important task of tossing and catching Midoriya and Aoyama as the choreography calls for it.

Uraraka and Tsuyu appear to be meditating off to the side, taking deep breaths and conversing quietly, while Mina and Sato go over the dance moves with Nishimura one more time. Kemuri knows he can do this. He’s been pretty good in practice and she’s sure that he’s just getting stage fright.

She glances around again. That just leaves…

“Kemuri!”

She screams, jumping in place like a startled rabbit and nearly losing her footing before Iida catches her arm. She presses one hand to her chest, blinking, and Iida looks stuck between laughter and alarm.

“My apologies,” he says. “I wanted to make sure that you were alright. You were very spaced out just now.” When she nods weakly, he adds in a lower tone, “Nervous?”

She’s been fending off the nerves all morning, but between Midoriya’s absence and the new costumes and the fact that she spent the morning ironing said costumes, it’s catching up to her. It’s almost time and she has, quite literally, never done anything like this before.

“Very,” she mumbles.

Iida watches her for a second before he nods once. “Hm, well, perhaps you’d like to go over our section of the routine? Would that help?” he asks. When she gazes up at him, he adds, “Only if you want to.”

She nods. “That…that would be nice.”

Chapter 171: Kill 'Em With Music

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She can hear the crowd outside. Backstage is dark save for a few small lights that let people see where they’re going. They do absolutely nothing to help Kemuri, so she makes sure to hold on to whoever is closest and trust that they won’t lead her astray. At the moment, that person is Iida.

Uraraka peeks out at the crowd from the curtain covering the main part of the stage. “There are way more people than I expected,” she whispers, turning back to the dance squad and letting the curtain fall back into place. “They seem so excited.”

“The morons are just looking forward to what we’ve got for them,” Bakugo growls as he moves past, spinning a drumstick in one hand as he returns to the drumkit.

There’s the sound of approaching footsteps and the dance squad looks up as Aoyama approaches. Uraraka takes him in, but her expression doesn’t relax.

“Aoyama, where’s Deku?” she asks.

“Don’t tell me he blew us off!” Mineta cries, nervous sweat beading on his brow.

Aoyama shakes his head. “Everything’s fine. He will make it in time. Trust me.”

The minutes count down. Kaminari finally gets Bakugo to wear the band t-shirt. The instruments are set up, the dancers are ready, and the stage crew stands far above them all, ready for action. Kemuri goes around and does a final wrinkle check on the costumes at 9:55 a.m and Midoriya runs backstage at 9:56 a.m.

“Deku!” Uraraka calls in a hushed tone. “Thank goodness!”

“I’m so sorry,” he says, breathless.

Kemuri can’t make him out in the dim lighting, but he seems fine. She holds her hands out nonetheless. “Midoriya, come over here. I’m doing a final costume check,” she whispers. “I…can’t exactly see you—”

“Oh, gotcha,” he replies.

She feels his scarred, calloused hands slip into hers and she pulls him closer to one of the nearby lights. His tie is atrocious, as always, and Kemuri reties it before she smooths it out. She fixes his lapels, then squints at his face. He looks no worse for wear, although his hair is damp. She can almost feel the moisture just by being near it.

She frowns a little. “What…exactly…?”

“Long story,” he replies.

She takes that and runs with it, reaching her hands up and steaming his hair to dryness, making sure to fluff it back to its usual curly mess. Midoriya grins at her.

“Thanks, Shimakage.”

“Guys, we’re on,” Sato urges.

Kemuri darts a glance at the curtain as the dancers file onstage. The band is already in position. Wordlessly, Midoriya slips Kemuri’s hand into the crook of his elbow, gives her a smile, and leads her to her position at the stage entrance.

The crowd is still loud, but they’re starting to lull as the time ticks down. Tsuyu, Uraraka, Sato, Iida, Midoriya, and Ojiro move to stage right while Mina, Aoyama, Hagakure, Shoji, Mineta, and Nishimura go to stage left.

The dancers plant their feet and thrust their left hands into the air, clenched into tight fists. Kemuri can hear people starting to cheer. The curtain opens a crack, the smooth whisper of the strings pulling them open sending the crowd into a hush before the mutters and scattered applause starts.

Kemuri sucks in a breath and lets fog trickle from her palms, wrists, and ankles, putting her focus into spreading it across the stage and doing her best not to screw up her face in an ugly, concentrating expression. It crawls across the stage and spills over the edge into the front row as she coaxes it along, bit by bit.

“Oh! Look!”

“It’s starting!”

“What’d these first-years cook up?”

“Here we go!”

“C’mon, first-years!”

“YAOYOROZU!”

“YAOYOROZU!”

“YAOYOROZU!”

The curtain is open now. Kemuri takes in the dark, faceless shapes crowding the auditorium and she knows that the second those lights turn on, everything will dissolve into a mass of colour and shapes and noise that she won’t be able to make sense of.

She keeps letting the fog flow from her, guiding them with gentle movements. She hears a few lone guitar chords in the air and shuts off her quirk, letting the fog drift aimlessly again.

Deep breath in.

Deep breath out.

“LET’S FUCKING GO!” Bakugo roars. “U.A…let’s kill ‘em with our sound!”

The lights go on in time with Bakugo’s explosion and all at once, Kemuri’s world is nothing but music and colour and heat.

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Kemuri has often wished that she could see the way that others do. She spent months, years after her quirk manifested wishing she had her sight back, hating her situation with every misstep, with every missed gesture or facial expression, with every time she got lost somewhere unfamiliar and frightening.

But, she grew past it. She learned how to use her quirk to guide her in combat. She learned how to use a white cane and learned how to be aware—of her surroundings, of her own body, of the people she’s with, of the changes in a person’s voice. She’s moved on and lived with it because it was the only thing she could do.

The only time she’s thought about her restricted vision now is in passing moments where a full range would have helped her avoid something embarrassing, but the feeling never lingers long. She is who she is, blindness and all.

Right now, she wishes she could see what her class looks like as they dance in a full, clear picture. She wishes she could see the looks on the faces of their spectators and take in the full breadth of their hard work over the past month, but she can only see it in blurred, indistinguishable pieces.

She still has her other senses, though, and she lets them give her a picture instead.

Jiro’s voice carries above the instruments, strong and unwavering and beautiful in its own rock-and-roll way. The keyboard, the guitars, the bassline and the drums come together in a roaring, passionate song that sends the audience screaming with glee.

“Hero, too! I am a hero too!”

Kemuri feels the stage beneath her feet, feels the vibrations of her classmates’ footsteps as they swing and turn with the music. Her heart pounds and she’s overcome with the urge to join them, to be a part of what they’ve created, like there’s nothing to be nervous about. It’s not like she can see the audience anyway. They might as well be invisible.

Midoriya and Aoyama have taken centre stage and the audience cheers their awe and approval. Kemuri feels the energy coming off Midoriya in waves as he tosses Aoyama towards the ceiling.

Kemuri starts to smile. Here it goes!

Lasers explode across her vision, punctuating the darkness ahead with blasts of light, and she uses her quirk as the stage lights flash on and off, beams becoming visible through the fog. Kemuri releases a giant cloud of fog directly in front of her and spreads her arms, letting it flood across the stage.

She steps forward as Midoriya appears before her. They slap their hands together as she takes his place seamlessly and the lights return to normal. Her fog dissipates and she poses with the others. Ojiro catches Aoyama as gravity takes hold and they land back on the stage with a sparkling flourish, earning more laughter and applause.

The dance continues. Kemuri lets her muscle memory take over, letting her body do what it wants, feeling the music in every bone, every cell. It’s time for the girls’ section, and she turns her body at the musical cue. She’s the tallest of the girls on the dance team, so she’s in the back.

She slides forward, spreading her arms as she twirls and stops in centre stage, arms back at her sides. Mina appears ahead of her, then Hagakure, Uraraka, Tsuyu. Kemuri lifts her hands to the sky, straight up in the air. The other girls position their arms at different angles.

“Am I doing right? Am I satisfied? I wanna live my life like it’s meant to be!”

They split apart and kneel, Uraraka and Hagakure on one side, Mina and Tsuyu on the other, Kemuri at the peak. They gesture, heads bowed, and Mineta stands before them, one hand on his hip as he flashes a smirk at the audience.

The lights change. Kemuri hears Yaoyorozu’s confetti canons go off behind them before they slide back into their places. Sero’s tape whirs as it comes from above, chased by the gentle, subtle crackling of Todoroki’s ice as it turns the air cold.

Kemuri knows what’s happening, but only because of endless rehearsals. Ice platforms, supported by Sero’s tape, streaking across the space between the audience and the high ceiling, Yaoyorozu’s streamers flying as Ojiro ties Aoyama to a rope for Midoriya to maneuver. Todoroki can’t form complex structures, but he can if he has a base to form his ice over.

The crash of a cymbal, more lights, noise and heat and music and the image Kemuri’s created in her mind is chaotic and beautiful all at once.

“HERE’S THE HOOK, ASSHOLES!” Bakugo roars.

Aoyama is in the air, lasers flying. The dancers split and Kemuri feels Uraraka slap her hand before the sensation of weightlessness floods her. Shoji and Sato toss the dancers into the sky, sending them to their next positions on the platforms above the audience. Kemuri hovers above the stage, suspended like a puppet on strings.

Kemuri feels the ice in the air, see the lights strobing as music fills every nook and cranny, and Sato’s broad, gentle hands send her into the sky. She twists, turns, breathless and weightless, steam bursting from her palms as she rights herself in the air.

She can’t help it. A laugh bubbles from her chest and joins the music as gravity takes hold and the dancers touch down. Uraraka is far away, pulled along by Tsuyu as she hops across the ice platforms.

“Who wants to have some fun?” Uraraka shouts. “PUT YOUR HANDS UP!”

Audience members float into the air, anchored by spare pieces of tape. Kemuri hesitates, gripped by terror for a second. She isn’t floating, isn’t flying, and for a moment, she fears that she’ll fall and ruin everything.

She hears Iida call her name and before she can turn, his hand is in hers. Their eyes meet, the panes of his glasses flashing like streetlights on train windows, and she laughs again.

They burst out into their own choreography, hands parting only to come back together. She steps away and he does the same, then they twirl together and swap. Jiro belts out a long, final note, the drums and guitars chasing after her.

Kemuri sways her hips, arms swinging, shoes scraping against a walkway of ice and tape, and the drums battle out their final notes. There’s a final riff and Kemuri does jazz hands, arms in the air, and the crowd roars far beneath them.

She may not be able to see, but she can feel, and she feels alive.

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When all is said and done, Uraraka makes everyone weightless and Kemuri helps to bring the dancers back to the ground. It’s easy enough. Steam Jet is way more effective when there’s no actual weight to worry about.

When everyone safely hovers an inch or two above the ground, Uraraka releases her quirk and the sudden pull of gravity makes Kemuri wobble. Iida’s hand lingers on the small of her back and when she looks up at him, he’s just as flushed and sweaty and smiley as she is.

“You were amazing,” he says. He looks up at the class. “All of you were amazing!”

“Thanks, class rep!” Mina says with a wink and a two-fingered salute.

“I got my harem…” Mineta sighs, laying flat on his back. His eyes widen and he sits up. “Wait, when does class B’s play start?”

“It’s already going, I believe,” Yaoyorozu says. She massages her hands as she eyes the door, still crowded with people leaving. “They started right after we did.”

“What? No! I was supposed—” Mineta starts, then flops back down as tears appear in his eyes. “Stupid…she wasn’t even there…can’t believe it…”

“Yaomomo, guys, how are your hands?” Kemuri asks, hurrying over to the band. “If they’re sore, I can help.”

“Oh, we couldn’t—” Yaoyorozu starts.

“YES, PLEASE!” Kaminari begs, shoving past Tokoyami and holding out his hands at Kemuri, eyes big and pleading.

“We all need to clean up, so perhaps Kemuri can help you later,” Iida says. “Let’s make it quick so that we can go and enjoy the rest of the festival!”

“Dude…you’re gonna make me wait on Shimakage’s magic hands?” Kaminari whines.

Kemuri flushes. “Not that again…” She hasn’t heard that reference since their last exams.

“They really are like magic!” Sero hollers from the rafters, still waiting to get down from the stage crew’s perch.

Iida purses his lips, but doesn’t argue. Instead, he huffs and says, “Fine, but please make it quick!”

“Bless your soul, Iida,” Kaminari whispers as Kemuri gets to work.

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Getting rid of all that ice is difficult, but by no means impossible. It just involves a lot of teamwork and a lot of effort from the resident heat quirk users, meaning Bakugo, Todoroki, and Kemuri are suddenly the class MVPs.

All Might pulls Midoriya aside the second he gets the chance while the class keeps working, their arms laden with instruments and ice and trash alike. They can’t hear what Midoriya’s getting scolded about, but judging by All Might and Hound Dog's facial expressions, it isn’t great.

There’s that, plus the crowds still leaving the auditorium. It looks like the building nearby showcasing class B’s production has also let out its audience.

“Man, wish we could’ve seen class B’s play,” Kaminari comments, eyeing the throng of people.

“That’s just how it is,” Sero says. “We’ve got to clean up the mess we made.”

“Bring the ice to Bakugo and I,” Todoroki says, gesturing to a giant sink nearby. He looks to Kemuri, eyeing her for a second before he adds, “Don’t worry, I’ll handle it.”

“I can help,” Kemuri says, trying to sound firm as she lifts her hands and makes them steam.

“You’ve used your quirk a lot already,” Todoroki retorts. “Besides, my flames will be faster. Go drink some water and help somewhere else.”

Kemuri slumps a little. “Okay…”

He’s right, at least. She has used her quirk a lot, between the dance, helping to bring down everyone from the ice platforms, and breaking down the ice, and while she isn’t too dehydrated, she wouldn’t say no to a bottle of water. She turns back to the rest of the class just as Iida appears in front of her, already holding a bottle out to her.

“Thought you might need this,” he says.

She takes it, giving him a grateful smile. “Thank you.”

She’s almost distracted enough by the clean up not to notice Hound Dog absolutely tearing into Midoriya, barking and snarling right in the poor boy’s face. Before Kemuri can ask someone who was paying attention about what’s going on, Hound Dog picks Midoriya up and throws him.

“THE FESTIVAL’S STILL ON, SO HAVE FUN, DAMMIT!” he roars.

Midoriya lets out a short shriek and, quick as a wink, Iida zooms away and catches him from the air. Hound Dog rounds on All Might, letting out a howl as he bears down on the man, and Ectoplasm watches from a distance as the barking continues.

Kemuri feels someone nudge her arm, then, “I cannot believe he’s your therapist,” Hagakure says.

Kemuri shrugs weakly, knowing that if she’s defended him once, she’s done it one hundred times. Iida sets Midoriya down, fussing over him as Midoriya regains his bearings. He looks dead on his feet already.

“From now on, you’re known as Errand Boy,” Sero says. “You and Emergency Exit.”

“Haven’t heard that in a while,” Kirishima comments as Iida flushes a little.

“Heyyyyy, everyone!” comes yet another new voice.

Most of class A looks up as Togata approaches. Eri is still with him, but her demeanour has completely changed from when they last saw her. Her cheeks are rosy and she’s got a genuine smile on her face as she nearly vibrates with excitement.

She hurries up to Midoriya as he goes to meet her halfway, her words breathless with excitement. “At first, the big noises were scary, but then…everyone was dancing and jumping around!” she says. “Then there was a flashy light and smoke and you disappeared, Deku! And Miss Kemuri appeared! Like BAM, magic!”

She spreads her arms to the sky and, at her side, Togata imitates her. “And it got all cold, like WHOOSH! And the lights were spinning everywhere! That one girl said ‘wow’ and I said ‘wow’ too…” She lets her arms drop to her sides, fanning out a little, and Togata keeps mirroring her. “It was amazing!”

“Ohhh my gosh,” Kemuri whispers, clutching at her chest. Hagakure giggles.

Midoriya’s eyes fill with tears and he quickly ducks his face into his elbow, scrubbing them away. When he looks up, he’s still smiling. “I’m so glad you liked it,” he says.

“Yeah, well, I won’t be glad if we’re late!” Mineta shrieks as he tries desperately to pick up another bucket of ice. “HELP OUT, YOU SLACKER!”

“Ahh!” Midoriya yelps, whirling away from Eri. He picks up the bucket of ice, dashing off to the sink. “Sorry, I’m helping! I’m helping!”

“Carry these as well,” Aoyama adds, motioning to the push-cart of ice beside him as Midoriya races past. “I’m simply not strong enough.”

“Aoyama, let me help,” Nishimura says, moving to him with arms outstretched. They lock eyes for a second and he adds, “Please?”

“If you insist…” Aoyama murmurs, adding in a floaty, slightly strained chuckle before handing over the cart. Nishimura hauls it away and Aoyama heads in the opposite directon to help out elsewhere.

“Yo, class A!” someone shouts, making a few people look up again. Some of the audience members are still lingering, wandering past them.

“That was sick! And crazy fun!” someone else adds.

“Wow!” Kirishima says with a grin. “Thanks a lot!”

“Yeah!” says another grinning student. “It was so cool! I loved it!”

Behind the student, Kemuri notices the two General Studies students who mocked them back when the festival was first announced. They both look flustered, lips pursed, and then…

“WE’RE SORRY, OKAY?!” the girl shouts, parting the crowd as people scatter from the noise.

“WE WERE JUST HOPING YOU’D FAIL!” the boy adds.

They scamper away, heads down, still flushed.

“They really didn’t have to tell us that,” Kaminari says. Near him, Bakugo’s face darkens as he grins and Ojiro scoots away from him in terror.

“They must’ve been stressed out, just like Mr. Aizawa said!” Kirishima says. He looks over at Iida. “That means your plan worked like a charm, Iida!”

“Indeed!” he agrees. He tilts his head back a little. “However! We only got through to them because they came to watch. If only we could do something for those who couldn’t be in our audience.”

A burly boy with a mullet from the onlooker group shakes his head. “Don’t sweat it!” he says. “We heard what you were trying to accomplish with all this.”

“We got the message, loud and clear,” adds another boy with incredibly large eyes.

“It was really fun!” a girl in tiny pigtails says, making her friend nod.

A third boy, one with a long, muscular neck, says, “We’ll do our best to help others have a good time, too. This’ll be our way of paying your message forward!”

Iida bows at the waist. “Thank you for your support!”

Mina grins and elbows Jiro. “Pretty great, huh?”

“That isn’t satisfying,” Bakugo grumbles, starting forward. “Let’s find whoever didn’t watch and drag their asses out here!”

“Just cut it out!” Ojiro begs, grabbing Bakugo by the arms and forcefully restraining him as he thrashes and growls like a feral cat. “Stop that!”

“LET ME GO, TAIL!”

“Hey, get back to work!” Mineta hollers as he comes out of the gym, dragging more ice. “We gotta finish cleaning up this dumb ice!”

“Okay, okay, sorry!” Kirishima says. “Geez, what’s eating you, Mineta?”

“If we don’t hurry,” Mineta says, his face the most determined it’s ever been, “WE WON’T GET SEATS AT THE BEAUTY PAGEANT!”

Somehow, that gets everyone moving. Most of the guys kick it into high gear as well as the majority of the girls. Kemuri hurries to help too, although she’s mostly confused at the sudden eagerness.

“Beauty pageant?” she asks as she helps Yaoyorozu haul ice over to Todoroki.

“Yes!” Yaoyorozu says, smiling. “Kendo is performing in it, I believe, and so is Hado! I would love to see it!”

Kemuri blinks a few times, setting the ice bucket down. “Why aren’t you participating, Yaomomo?”

Her face turns scarlet and she shakes her head. “I…I couldn’t! That’d be…ah…well, it’s mostly because—”

“You should,” Todoroki says, still steadily melting ice. Kemuri and Yaoyorozu both look at him as he locks eyes with Yaoyorozu. “You’d win in a heartbeat.”

Yaoyorozu can’t form words above a stammered “thanks” for a few minutes after that, leaving Kemuri to herd her back to work, and Todoroki just seems confused as to why she’s so flustered.

Chapter 172: Festival Festivities Pt. 1

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

They get seats at the beauty pageant. Kemuri isn’t sure how she ended up coming along, but one second she was tidying things up, and the next she was walking with Sero, Yaoyorozu, and Hagakure. Sato, Kaminari, Kirishima, Uraraka, Tsuyu, Nishimura, and Mineta also came along, with the rest of the class trickling in in smaller groups. Midoriya went with Togata and Eri. Where, Kemuri doesn’t know.

Kemuri isn’t necessarily one for watching this kind of thing. She likes watching martial arts demos and goofy videos that make her smile, but she has to admit, there’s something truly beautiful about seeing Kendo perform martial arts while wearing a gorgeous dress. It’s like she’s a princess, but she can also kill you.

“KENDO!” someone screams from the audience.

Kemuri looks away from the performance, tapping Yaoyorozu’s shoulder. “Did you hear that guy screaming at our show?” she whispers. “And everyone chanting?”

Yaoyorozu blushes. “Yes, I…have gained quite a following since I did that Uneri hair commercial with Uwabami,” she admits. “Kendo as well, it seems.”

The guy screams Kendo’s name again and the girls share a quiet laugh.

On stage, Kendo chops through four planks of wood in one go and the crowd goes absolutely nuts.

“With her lovely dress torn to shreds by a martial arts demo, her fantastic performance combines strength and beauty!” the emcee cries.

The next performance involves something Kemuri finds more odd than beautiful, featuring a third-year Support Course student named Kenranzaki. She rolls onto the stage atop a giant golden tank modelled after her own face. Kemuri thought the eyelashes on the machine were an exaggeration until she looks and, yep, she can see Kenranzaki’s real eyelashes from here.

Gorgeous and terrifying, all at once.

“From the third-year Support Course, it’s the pageant queen herself! She’s combining her technical skills with her own beautiful face, making for a stunning performance!”

When Kenranzaki moves on, the next girl to take the stage gives Kemuri pause. For one, it’s not one girl, but two, and Kemuri hears Mineta inhale sharply.

“Please welcome, from the first-year Hero Course, Ino and Yo Zandaka!” the emcee says. There’s some scattered applause.

“Oh…” Yaoyorozu murmurs.

“Woah, they look amazing,” Hagakure whispers.

They do. They wear matching ballgowns, although Yo’s is white and Ino’s is black. The dresses themselves are decked out in glittering gems around the bodice and hem of the full skirts. The addition of giant, fake wings on their backs just adds to the illusion that they’re angels.

Kemuri can’t tell what their makeup is like from here, but she can see that Yo’s hair is done in an elaborate updo while Ino’s hangs in loose ringlets. For a few moments, they stand in silence, tall and thin and monochrome.

They grasp each other’s hands and raise their arms. Yo starts to smile. They step out, then spin towards one another as their bodies glow. The light grows, bigger and bigger, until it disappears and an entirely new person crouches before them.

She rises to her feet and surprise ripples through the crowd as a ten-foot-tall girl commands the stage, wearing a short black and white dress with a flared, glittery skirt. It went from ballgown to ballerina in an instant. Four scarlet eyes blink down at the audience, two of the lids decorated in shimmering golden eyeshadow while the other two flash silver. Her hair is still in an updo, but a few loose curls now frame her sharp cheekbones, and she has one white wing and one black wing stretching out behind her.

One set of arms grasps the edges of her skirt as she curtsies while the other two gesture outward, and she smiles, ruby red lips parting to reveal perfectly white teeth. The dress glitters in the afternoon sun. The crowd applauds wildly.

“Twins with a fantastic fusing quirk!” the emcee says. “That’s a whole lot of woman right there, and their performance shows that two heads are definitely better than one!”

“PLEASE STEP ON ME!” someone in the crowd screams.

The twins unfuse, returning to their original appearances, and take their leave. Mineta wolf-whistles and claps the whole time they’re leaving, his eyes wide and a giant smile on his face. Kemuri claps along with the rest of the crowd as her classmates chatter to one another excitedly.

“Oh, look, Hado is next!” Uraraka says. Kemuri feels someone yank at her arm and she assumes it’s Hagakure, judging by the breathless squeals of excitement coming from her friend’s direction.

The Zandaka twins had shock value, but Nejire Hado has them beat from the second she begins her performance. She descends onto the stage wearing a lovely seafoam green dress, then floats into the air and performs a dreamlike dance. Sparkles trail from her feet, no doubt a part of her quirk. Kemuri watches her and can’t help but think that she looks like a piece of the sky come to earth, with her periwinkle hair and feathery dress and ripples of golden energy surrounding her.

Kemuri clutches her chest when she realizes what she’s done. As Hado dances, the energy trailing from her movements paints a picture in the sky. A dazzling golden rose takes shape and hovers above the stage for all to see, and Kemuri loses her breath for a moment.

“She’s like a fairy,” Hagakure sighs.

“Beautiful,” Yaoyorozu agrees.

When Hado drops back to the stage and the rose dissipates, the crowd is smitten and swooning. Hado waves and smiles and blows kisses as she takes her leave, chased by the cries of admiration from the audience.

“A dreamy dance through the sky! She’s won the crowd’s heart!” the emcee hollers.

He continues, bringing on the next contestant, and Kemuri feels a tap on her arm. She barely has time to turn her head before there’s an arm around her shoulder and wavy green hair invading her vision.

“Hey, hey, Shimakage,” Tokage says, flashing a sharp-toothed grin. “How’d your performance go?”

Kemuri blinks a few times. “Ah, well…uh…it was good! We…uh, we did well, I think. How…how was yours?”

“Nice, nice, and ours was awesome! We totally killed it,” she says. She rattles Kemuri firmly, crushing her closer as she jerks her head to the side. “If Monoma tries to get a rise outta you guys, just ignore him. We’re all here to have fun.”

Kemuri peers past Tokage to see Monoma and Tetsutetsu talking to Kirishima and Nishimura, although Monoma is sneering a little at the stage while Tetsutetsu mentions Kendo every other word.

“Who’s your friend, Kemuri?” Yaoyorozu asks, bringing Kemuri’s attention back to her friends. Yaoyorozu eyes Tokage curiously and Hagakure leans forward, probably with a similar expression.

“O-Oh, this is T-Tokage, from class B,” Kemuri says. “I…met her, briefly? A little while ago.”

“Kinda jumped on her, since she’s got a hot friend,” Tokage says with a wink. She glances around. “Where is he, anyway?”

Hagakure’s shoulders tense and she leans closer to Kemuri. “If she’s talking about Ojiro—”

“Mezo, actually,” Kemuri returns. She wiggles a bit out of Tokage’s crushing one-armed hug. “He’s…still cleaning up. Lots of ice to carry, but he’s meeting up with us after this. I can, uh…introduce you?”

It makes her stomach feel weird, suggesting it, but she schools the discomfort from her face the best she can. Apparently, it doesn’t work, because Tokage’s dark eyes widen noticeably. “Oh, wait, you don’t have to,” she says. “If you’ve called dibs or something—”

“W-What? No!” Kemuri sputters. She hears Yaoyorozu and Hagakure stifle laughter. “He’s, uh…” She shakes her head. “It’s cool.”

“He isn’t your ex or something, right? Gotta respect the girl code, y’know?”

Kemuri stays quiet. How do you explain that a guy is your friend, but you went on one date with him to spite your grandfather and you shared your first kiss with him, while also mentioning that you both agreed that friendship was a better plan while you also happen to be head over heels for a completely different guy? Is this why social media pages have a relationship status option of “it’s complicated?” Oh, who is she kidding, there’s nothing complicated about it because there’s no romantic relationship. Why complicate things further?

“Nope,” Hagakure cuts in, like a social saviour. “They’re just close. Kemmy’s protective.”

Kemuri flushes to her hairline and ducks her head down. “I…I am not…” The last thing she needs is to be petty about this. “Not…like that, at least.”

Tokage doesn’t speak right away, pondering, then grins. She gives Kemuri another rattle. “Hey, sorry, I didn’t mean to come on that strong,” she says. “Don’t worry about it. How about you mention me to him and, if he’s interested, he can text me? I’ll give you my number.”

“Uh…okay,” Kemuri mumbles.

Shortly after, Kemuri has Tokage’s number, which she adds can also be used if she ever wants to have “girl time” or something. Kemuri isn’t sure whether she’d be up for it, as she’s only just gotten used to hanging out with her class A girls, but it’s worth a shot.

The beauty pageant comes to a close and people start filing out.

“Submit your votes now! Results will be announced at five. It’s the final event, so don’t miss it!” the emcee says.

Monoma climbs onto the empty stage, chased by Awase. “Kendo, from class B!” he shouts at anyone who’ll listen. “Make sure she gets all the votes! Itsuka Kendo!”

“Idiot, she’ll be disqualified if you don’t stop!” Awase says, desperately trying to wrangle Monoma.

“I’m coming!” Tetsutetsu shouts as he joins them onstage, finally succeeding in picking Monoma up and carrying him away. “But seriously! Vote for Kendo, and don’t count out the Zandaka twins!”

Kemuri files out with the rest of the crowd, holding tight to Hagakure’s arm so that she doesn’t get lost in the bustle. She’s just starting to feel claustrophobic when the crowds thin out and Kemuri sees more of class A lingering neaby. Hagakure must spot their friends, because the next thing Kemuri knows, she’s been dragged away and Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami are before them.

“How was the fashion show?” Shoji asks.

“Amazing!” Hagakure gushes. “There are so many beautiful people at this school, it’s astounding.” She sways in place, her skirt swishing back and forth. “Oh, if I wasn’t invisible, I’d totally join in!”

“You should join,” Ojiro says, smiling a little. Hagakure goes still and he adds, with a slight blush, “N-Next year. You should. I’d…vote for you.”

“Cease your pathetic attempts at courtship,” Tokoyami mutters, but Hagakure and Ojiro don’t show any sign that they heard him. Hagakure is too busy giggling into her sleeves while Ojiro scratches his cheek, focusing on everything but Hagakure’s face.

“Yo, class C’s got a haunted house!” Kaminari says, waving an intinerary in the air. “Let’s go!”

“I’m in!” Mina says.

“Count me out,” Jiro says with a grimace.

“I want crêpes!” Uraraka says, eyes half-lidded and mouth agape.

“Akio, do you want to get crêpes with us?” Tsuyu asks.

Nishimura grins. “Uh, hell yeah I do!”

“Can I come?” Sato asks.

“The more the merrier, ribbit.”

“There’s some athletic events going on. Anyone want to compete?” Sero asks. “Kemuri! Wanna give it a shot?”

“E-Eh?” Kemuri stammers. “Why me?”

Sero shrugs and flashes a grin. “I’m curious.”

That’s just vague enough to entice Kemuri past her sheer awkwardness. The class splits off from each other. Hagakure goes with Mina, Kaminari, and Mineta to check out the haunted house while Shoji, Ojiro, and Kemuri get roped into joining the athletic events with Kirishima, Bakugo, and Sero. Tokoyami offers to go see the petting zoo with Koda.

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“GO, BAKUGO!”

Turns out, one of the athletic events that Sero mentioned is an obstacle course. Bakugo is currently dominating, soaking in the cheers of the sparse onlookers with a manic grin on his face. Kirishima chases after him, hot on his tail.

Kemuri claps as Bakugo smashes the final buzzer. He bellows in victory, thrusting two middle fingers into the air.

“YEAHHHH! TAKE THAT, FUCKING EXTRAS!”

“I keep thinking that someday he’ll chill out,” Sero says, shaking his head.

“If he did, I’m pretty sure we’d all want to call an exorcist,” Ojiro says.

Kemuri mimes a phone with her hand. “Uh, yes…hello? Our classmate isn’t acting like a demon, so…something’s really wrong.”

Shoji lets out a low chuckle and Sero bursts out laughing, nearly stumbling into Ojiro as he clutches his stomach. Kemuri purses her lips against a stupid smile.

“Bakugo, that was awesome!” Kirishima says as the two of them return to their group, raising his hand for a high five.

Bakugo smacks his palm to Kirishima’s. “Of course it was! Who the fuck do you think I am?” He adds, half-grumbling, “You didn’t completely suck ass either, shitty hair.”

“Thanks, Bakubro!” Kirishima says.

“What’s next?” Shoji asks.

“I’m kinda hungry,” Sero says. “You guys wanna get food?”

“I could eat,” Ojiro says.

On their way back to the food stalls, their group runs into Iida, Todoroki, Koda, and Tokoyami, gathered in what appears to be a kid-friendly carnival area, complete with a tiny rollercoaster and a miniature train. Todoroki and Iida stand behind a giant photoboard of the main U.A building and Principal Nezu, but with holes cut out from Nezu’s face and in the middle of U.A.

“Hello, I am the loveable principal,” Todoroki states, deadpan.

“I AM A FINE INSTITUTION!” Iida says.

Kemuri immediately pulls out her phone, giggling the whole time. Kirishima, Sero, and Ojiro burst out laughing and Shoji moves closer to Tokoyami, eyeing the boys posing before them.

“How was the petting zoo?” he asks.

“Adorable,” Tokoyami says, snapping a few photos of Iida and Todoroki as he says it. Koda nods in agreement, eyes bright.

“Smile, guys,” Kemuri says, aiming her phone. Todoroki’s lip quirks at the edge while Iida dons a wide, cheesy grin.

“Bakugo, let’s do it!” Kirishima says, already grabbing Bakugo’s wrist and hauling him towards the cut-out.

Bakugo grumbles under his breath as he hands off his phone to Sero. “Make sure it isn’t fucking blurry, tape face,” he threatens.

“Kemuri!” Iida greets as him and Todoroki approach the group. “How are you enjoying the festival?”

“It’s…it’s fun,” she says, reaching to fiddle with her braid. “We did some strength tests, and…I wasn’t very good at them, but I did okay in the speed one—”

“Shimakage.”

Kemuri nearly jumps out of her skin and Iida lets out an uncharacteristic yelp. Todoroki startles in place, like a flinch, and Kemuri whips around to face Shinobi. She looks the same as ever, with her half-brunette, half-blonde space buns and her cold blue eyes, one hand on her hip.

“W-When did you get here?” Kemuri stammers.

“I’ve been trying to get a hold of you all morning,” she states. She eyes Iida and Todoroki briefly before focusing back on her. “I saw your performance.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen. “You…you did? Senpai, I—”

Shinobi’s cheeks dust pink and her face hardens. “You don’t have to call me that.”

“O-Oh, sorry.”

“It’s fine, whatever.”

When she doesn’t speak again, Kemuri clears her throat. “So, uh…did…did you like it?”

She stares for a second. “It was good,” she says. “Not the worst I’ve seen.”

Kemuri laughs breathlessly. “T-Thank you.”

“Excuse me!” Iida says, stepping to Kemuri’s side as his hand sweeps into the air. “Who are you and why do you seem familiar with my classmate?”

“Tenya, it’s okay, she’s…” Kemuri starts. She clears her throat, turns around, and gestures to Shinobi. “Um, Shinobi, these are my friends, Tenya Iida and Shoto Todoroki. Guys, this is my senpai, Kuno Shinobi. She’s one of Edgeshot’s best sidekicks.”

The tips of Shinobi’s ears turn red, but she doesn’t refute the honorific or Kemuri’s statement. Kemuri’s starting to think that subtly flattering her is the way to her heart, and she’ll keep testing that theory until proven otherwise.

“Oh, I see! You must be a third year!” Iida says. He steps closer and extends his hand. “It is a pleasure to meet you!”

“Iida…” Shinobi repeats, ignoring his hand. “Any relation to Ingenium?”

“Why, yes! He is my older brother!”

“Thought so.” Shinobi eyes Todoroki for another second before moving right back to Kemuri, and Kemuri doesn’t miss how Todoroki’s shoulders slump with relief. “Well, I’ve got to go. Just thought I’d tell you that you didn’t quite suck today, so—”

“HEY, SHINO! SHINO!”

Shinobi’s face goes white, eyes widening, and her entire body stiffens. She turns on her heel, but she isn’t fast enough to escape as Mirio Togata appears, Eri and Midoriya close behind him. Togata throws an arm around Shinobi’s shoulders, grinning widely.

“Hey!” he repeats. “How’s it going? I haven’t seen you in, like, forever.”

Shinobi stays rigid, a scowl forming on her lips. “That’s only because you haven’t been present in class.”

“Ah, well, you know, I have my reasons,” Togata says, reaching to rub the back of his neck with his free hand. He jostles her, then looks up at the first years watching him in confusion, and he grins. “Oh, Shino here is in my class! She’s a bit of an ice queen, but once you get to know her—”

“Don’t go describing my character to strangers,” she snaps, maneuvering out of his grip and crossing her arms tightly over her chest. “And don’t call me Shino.”

“How about Bi-bi?”

“God, no.”

“Then Shino it is!”

She drops her face into her hand with a groan, her cheeks burning a furious red. “Togata, you are the most insufferable person I have ever met.”

He laughs uproariously before thumping her firmly on the back. “Aw, I’ll try to take that as a compliment,” he says. He looks at the group of stunned first years again. “So, which one of these is your new kohai, huh? So exciting!”

“I never informed you about that.”

“I know. Yachi told me!” he says and judging by the utter defeat on Shinobi’s face, you’d think this Yachi person committed ultimate betrayal. “Come on, you’re Edgeshot’s golden girl! Not every day you get someone to mentor. It’s like having a little sibling! Right, Midoriya?”

Togata whirls around and for the first time since their arrival, Midoriya makes himself known. He blinks rapidly, then nods, and Eri huddles closer to his legs. Kemuri waves at her and she waves back, a tiny smile lifting her lips.

“Uh, yeah!” Midoriya says, caught off-guard. “I guess?” He pauses, his eyes widening. “Wait, Togata—”

“If I tell you, will you go aw—” Shinobi starts.

“Wait, wait, I’m gonna guess,” Togata says, batting his hands at her.

“I am one second away from using my quirk if it means getting away from you—”

“It’s rose girl, isn’t it?” Togata says, aiming a finger at Kemuri. “She seems like the type. Right?” He turns his gaze on her, expectant.

“U-Uh…” Kemuri stammers.

“She has a name,” Shinobi retorts. “It’s Shimakage.”

“Oh, so I’m right! Haha! I win! High five!”

He holds up both hands, one at Shinobi and the other at Kemuri, and Kemuri hesitantly reaches up to tap her palm to his. He grins and pumps his fist.

Shinobi straightens her shoulders, looks at Kemuri, and bows her head. “I’ll see you later. Maybe. Bye.”

She disappears—actually disappears, like blink and you miss her. Iida startles again and Todoroki’s eyes widen minimally. Togata starts to laugh again, hands on his hips.

“Classic Shino,” he says. “She’s probably still standing here. Watch!” He swipes his hand at the empty air ahead of him, finding nothing, and he blinks. “Whoops! Guess I was wrong! Man, what a fail!”

“Um, Togata-senpai? Maybe we should get going?” Midoriya suggests. “I promised Uraraka that we’d meet up to buy sweets.”

“Right!” Togata says. “We’ve gotta go then! Bye!”

He struts off, jovial, and Midoriya smiles a little. “I’ll see you guys later, okay?” he says.

“Of course, Midoriya,” Iida says. “Until then!”

With them gone, Kemuri turns back to her friends and sighs. “I’m sorry…about that.”

“She seems…nice,” Todoroki says with a curt nod.

Iida gives him an odd look. “I suppose, if you don’t mind that kind of attitude,” he agrees. “Well, at least Togata seems to be in high spirits! I was concerned for him.”

“Um, sorry to barge in…”

The three of them turn as Ojiro approaches. Behind him, Shoji and Tokoyami move out from the photo booth. Ojiro must have been taking pictures for them. Bakugo, Sero, and Kirishima are still huddled in a group, talking about something on Sero’s phone.

“Are we still getting food?” Ojiro asks.

“Y-Yes! We…we should,” Kemuri says. “Uh, Tenya, Todoroki, do you want to…come with us?”

“I would love to!” Iida says. “Only if you truly don’t mind our company.”

“I don’t mind at all,” Kemuri insists. She returns her attention to Ojiro as Tokoyami and Shoji join them. “Are you guys okay with that? G-Getting food, I mean, and…and them joining.”

“I don’t see a problem,” Ojiro says. Shoji and Tokoyami nod.

“I want cold soba,” Todoroki murmurs, his gaze already far away as he dreams of noodles to be eaten.

Kemuri giggles. “I’m sure someone’s selling some.”

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The festivities continue and Kemuri is pretty sure that she’s never been this social for this long in her life, save for maybe her birthday party. She supposes the difference is the crowd, bustling with people of all courses and quirks.

Still, she’s enjoying herself. She has a Cementoss-shaped drink tumbler in hand and she’s sharing a jumbo plate of takoyaki with Shoji and Ojiro, Iida and Todoroki are conversing heavily over the best way to enjoy soba, and behind them, Bakugo, Kirishima, and Sero are testing how spicy they can make their food before it gets to be too much. Tokoyami and Koda walk side by side, sharing photos that they took at the petting zoo.

After lunch, they continue on and check out everything that they can. Bakugo, Kirishima, and Sero break off to check out some event happening at the school pool and Koda heads off after getting a text from Sato.

There’s a cosplay maid café from class 1-D where Kemuri spots Mineta, Kaminari, Hagakure, and Mina, along with Ino, Yo, and a few other 1-B students. Hagakure rushes up to them, talking a mile a minute about 1-C’s haunted house while Iida double-checks the festival schedule.

“Shinso fell out of the ceiling and I nearly peed myself! It was awesome!” she squeals.

“So do you like being scared or not? I’m so confused,” Ojiro sighs.

“Both!” she giggles. She leans closer to him, her gloved hands folding behind her back. “Next time, you should come with me so I’ll have someone to hold on to.”

Ojiro’s cheeks turn pink, but he smiles. “That…that wouldn’t be so bad.”

“Mad banquet of darkness,” Tokoyami says, shaking his head.

“Anything interesting going on, Iida?” Shoji asks.

Iida hums before looking up from the schedule. “Well, there is plenty, but I’m not sure where we should go first. Any ideas?”

“We could just walk around,” Todoroki says.

“Explore!” Hagakure chirps.

Iida nods. “Yes, that sounds like a stellar plan! All in favour?”

There’s a chorus of “aye’s” around the group. With that settled, they head off again.

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“Hey, Mezo,” Kemuri says.

“Yeah?”

The two of them sit side by side, waiting while the others stand in line to buy karumeyaki and kakigori. Hagakure saw the words “fried caramel” and “shave ice” and couldn’t help herself, eagerly roping Tokoyami, Ojiro, Todoroki, and Iida into getting some with her.

Kemuri is content with her ichigo ame. Nothing like a simple candied strawberry on a stick.

She twirls the stick idly between her fingers. “Do…do you know Tokage?”

“Tokage?” Shoji repeats. His brow furrows. “She sounds familiar.”

“She’s in class B. Green hair, fangs?”

“Oh, her. Yeah.” He nods thoughtfully. “What about her?”

Kemuri looks down at her half-eaten snack, tapping her feet idly. “She…uh, she wanted me to give you her number.” Shoji’s eyes widen and she adds, more rambling than not, “Because she thinks you’re hot and charming and stuff.”

He keeps staring at her, eyes wide. “She does?”

“Mhm…”

He looks away, staring at the ground, and Kemuri keeps tapping her toes. She takes a bite of her snack, trying to focus on the sweetness flooding her tongue. She swallows, darting a look at her silent friend.

“Mezo? You okay?” she asks.

“Sorry,” he says. “Just…processing this.” He gives her another look, dead serious. “She really thinks I’m hot?”

“Why wouldn’t she?” Kemuri asks. His cheeks turn faintly pink and she gasps. “I-I mean, uh…not like that, I…uh…” She groans. “No, whatever, I said what I said.”

“I’m just trying to be sure,” he says. “The last time a girl confessed to me, it was a joke, so—”

Her posture straightens. “What? Whose…whose butt do I have to kick?” When Shoji chuckles, she frowns. “I’ll do it, Mezo. Don’t test me.”

“It’s fine,” he says. “I turned her down, and she said that it was a joke anyway, that she could never date a guy like me. She ran back to her giggling group of friends and I walked away.” He sighs. “Yeah, it kind of stung, but I wasn’t interested.”

“Okay…” she mumbles. “If you’re sure.” They stay silent and Kemuri swallows. “But, yeah, Tokage said if you want, you can text her. She’s leaving it totally up to you.”

Shoji hums, tilting his head back in thought. “Well,” he says. “Maybe. I’m still a little unsure in the girlfriend department.”

“Oh?”

“After all, I’m still hopelessly in love with you.”

Kemuri chokes on air and nearly drops her candied strawberry as she coughs. Shoji thumps her back once, making sure she didn’t inhale anything, and she gasps. He starts to laugh.

“I’m kidding,” he says. “Bad joke?”

“Yes!” she squeaks, still trying to remember how to breathe. “God, d-don’t…don’t say stuff like that so, so casually! You literally just…just said why that’s not f-funny—” She coughs again. “You…I can’t—”

“Kemuri, I love you, but we’ve been over this,” he says with an infuriating amount of deadpan and just a hint of snark, like an annoying tonal sundae.

“I know, j-just…just stop talking about it!” She wipes tears from her eyes. “Geez, you…you really know how to rile a girl up.”

“Well, I don’t know if you heard, but apparently I’m hot and charming—”

“Mezo!”

He laughs, the sound rippling through the air, and Kemuri slumps back against the bench as she tries to suppress her own growing amusement. Her heart should not be pounding this fast, and not because of this.

“Seriously,” he says. “Send me her number, but I can’t promise she’ll hear what she wants.”

“I think she’ll be happy to hear from you no matter what you’re saying.”

Kemuri sends him the number just as the rest of the group returns. Hagakure’s karumeyaki disappears into the air in tiny bits, her happy humming accompanying every bite.

“You guys good?” Ojiro asks. “Kemuri, you’re a little red.”

“Oh, am I?” she asks, just the faintest edge of sarcasm.

“You are!” Iida says as he steps forward, reaching out and pressing a hand to her forehead. His brow furrows. “Hm, well, it doesn’t seem like a fever.”

“I can cool you down,” Todoroki offers, already raising his right hand.

“It’s j-just my natural blush. I’m fine!” Kemuri insists, batting Iida’s hand away lightly. “Um, so…can we go?”

“Oo, I wanna see the Support Course’s robots!” Hagakure squeals. “Can we?”

“I do not see why not,” Tokoyami agrees.

They head off, swallowed up by the hustle and bustle of the crowds.

Notes:

I love writing Mirio, oh my word. Too bad him and Kemuri don’t have many chances to interact :( I still love you, sunshine boy.

I wanted to mention a kind of hidden joke here with Mirio’s nicknames for Shinobi. Shinobi is obviously the Japanese word for ninja, but if you break it down, “shino” and “bi” have different meanings.

One of the possible kanji translations for “shino” is “princess” while translations for “bi” include “tiny” and “beautiful.”

So basically, the joke is that Togata was calling Shinobi “princess” and “beautiful” repeatedly, much to her chagrin. I can see now why writing tsunderes is kind of fun…

Also, I was going to make the “having fun at the festival” part one chapter, but it was almost 10k words…I felt that was a bit excessive. So there will be two parts! I will try to post the next one very soon!

Chapter 173: Festival Festivities Pt. 2

Summary:

All Akio Nishimura wants is to have a good time at the U.A School Festival. Simple, right?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Thank you!” Akio says as he takes his crêpe from the vendor.

He turns back to his group, the scent of sugar wafting into his nose. If he’s being honest, he isn’t much of a sweets guy. He never got to have this sort of thing growing up and, thanks to his steady, iron-filled diet, never developed much of a taste for it. Today, though, he feels like he deserves to try something new. He danced! On a stage! God, if his family saw it, he’d never hear the end of it. His skin crawls at the very thought of them hearing or seeing any of that performance, no matter how good it ended up being.

He shakes his head. He’s fine. That’s all behind him now and he should focus on having fun. After all, today is special. He can finally go on an actual date with Tsuyu! Before now, it hasn’t felt like much has changed between them. They went from hanging out in the common areas of the dorm to spending movie nights in each other’s dorm rooms and occasionally eating lunch together.

He’s happy with that, but this festival is going to make things even better. He can take her to exhibits and hold her hand and eat sweets and feel like a regular teenage boy with a cute girlfriend, and no one can stop him.

Now if only everyone else would leave them alone.

Currently, there are not one, not two, but five extra people hanging out during what is supposed to be his time with Tsuyu. Akio was fine when he thought it was just Uraraka, but then Sato asked to come along, and Uraraka invited Midoriya, which meant Togata and Eri were coming along too.

Then, to top it off, Midoriya brought Aoyama into the mix.

Aoyama…he's a problem all his own. Ever since Akio asked Tsuyu out, Aoyama’s been distant with him. The only time they get to hang out now is when they’re in their regular group, and even then Aoyama seems like he’s a thousand miles away. He always turns down Akio’s offers to hang out one-on-one, something he was always up for before.

Akio wishes he could ignore it. He wishes his chest didn’t burn whenever he saw Aoyama and Midoriya being all buddy-buddy. He wishes the first thought in his head wasn’t “but he was my friend first…” He wishes Aoyama would stop looking at him with pursed lips and sad eyes.

When it comes down to it, Akio wishes that reality matched the ideal picture in his head of what all this would be like. He wanted this part of his life to be like a wholesome shoujo anime, but really…it’s just not.

“So, where are we going next?” he asks as he slides into the group, bumping his shoulder with Tsuyu’s. He dons a bright, cheery smile and takes a bite of his crêpe. Sweetness floods his tongue.

“I don’t know!” Togata says. “There’s so much fun stuff to look at! Eri, where do you want to go?”

Eri blinks up at him, puckering her lips in thought. “Um…I dunno,” she says. “I’m okay with whatever we do.”

“Hmm…” Uraraka hums, looking over the festival brochure. “There’s a cat café, some carnival games, and—oh!” Her eyes widen. “A hero quiz show!”

“Hero quiz?” Midoriya repeats, his eyes starting to sparkle. “No way!”

Uraraka nods excitedly. “It starts in half an hour. Deku, you should try it!” She bounces a little. “You’d be amazing!”

“Really? You think I should?” he asks, rubbing the back of his head.

“Who else knows as much about heroes as you do?” she retorts, nudging him playfully with her elbow.

“No one,” Tsuyu answers.

“You would do amazing, mon ami!” Aoyama agrees. Midoriya starts to grin.

Akio sees his chance, a slight opening. Even just half an hour is perfect if it means him and Tsuyu can get some alone time.

“Well, until then, maybe we can split up for a bit and look around?” Akio asks, hoping he sounds casual. “Tsuyu, maybe we can check out that petting zoo?”

Her eyes widen a bit and she looks over at Uraraka. Akio’s stomach twists. Is she nervous? Isn’t she excited to spend time with him? She was never like this when they were just friends. His neck prickles with sweat. He really doesn’t want to seem pushy, insisting that it just be the two of them, but…

“Yeah, you two go have fun,” Sato says, and Akio swears he could kiss the guy. He grins and gives him a thumbs up. “We’ll meet you back at the hero quiz!”

Uraraka blinks, then nods. “Right! Sounds like a plan.”

“Eri, we still have to find you a candy apple,” Togata says, giving Eri’s hand a squeeze. “Let’s go!”

Akio takes Tsuyu’s hand and they head off in the opposite direction. Nervous jitters run up and down his body, heart pounding. Finally! He takes another bite of his crêpe, looking down at Tsuyu as she nibbles at her own.

“Hey,” he says. “This is kinda like our first real date, isn’t it?” He winces at the way his voice pitches at the end. God, why wasn’t he blessed with effortless charm?

Tsuyu nods. “Yeah, it is. Ribbit.”

Silence. Tsuyu’s hand is rather limp in his and he’s painfully aware of how damp his palm is. He eats more.

“Do you like petting zoos?” he asks. Damn it, he can’t help but fill the silence.

She shrugs. “They’re okay. I prefer smaller animals.”

“Like…frogs?”

She nods. “Yup, and birds. Fish too.”

“Oh, cool.” He adjusts his hand. “I like dogs. My family doesn’t really like pets, so…once I’m older, I want to get one,” he says. “Um, do you like dogs?”

“They’re okay. I don’t really see myself getting one.”

Part of his vision of the future dies a little. “Just…don’t want a dog?”

“I’d prefer to focus on hero work, ribbit. Fish would be lower maintenance anyway.”

“Ah, gotcha.”

More silence. Akio looks around and eats more crêpe, taking bigger and bigger bites. Tsuyu stays quiet and when he glances at her, she’s looking around at everything. He scrambles for something, anything that could get a conversation going. He can’t keep hitting dead ends like this!

He finishes his crêpe, left with just the paper. He opens his mouth just as Tsuyu looks back at him.

“Oh, you’re done. Here, I can take that for you,” she says.

Before he can argue, she pulls her hand away from his, plucks the paper from him, and wanders off to the nearest trash can. She returns, but doesn’t reach for his hand again, and when he nudges his knuckles against hers, she pulls away.

Okay, he can take a hint. No more hand-holding. He tries to ignore the sting in his heart.

They keep walking. Tsuyu ribbits softly, folding her hands behind her back, and Akio keeps searching for the petting zoo. It should be around here. When he saw the map earlier, it said it was in the kiddie area near the photo booth, mini-locomotive, and mini-rollercoaster.

All around him, people are laughing with their friends, taking photos or rushing from place to place. Akio notices some of his classmates going by. Shimakage and Ojiro laugh at something Iida says while Todoroki idly slurps noodles from a cup. Akio’s shoulders slump. They look like they’re having so much fun.

He stops short and Tsuyu stops too, letting out a confused croak. What are we doing, going to a petting zoo? he asks himself. He should be thinking of what Tsuyu would like, not what he wants.

“Um, Tsuyu,” he says. “I was thinking, uh, maybe we should check out something else?”

She tilts her head. “Like what?”

“Well…” He scratches the back of his neck, searching. “Maybe…we could check out the school pool? I think there was something going on over there.”

“Didn’t you want to see the petting zoo?”

“I…” He bows his head, flushing. “I just want to have fun with you. I don’t care what we’re doing.”

“Oh,” she says. When he glances at her, her cheeks are faintly pink. “The pool could be fun, then, but we won’t have much time to get there before the hero quiz.”

“Right…”

“How about we just walk around a bit more?” she asks. “We could get a drink, then meet up with the others.”

He nods, maybe a little too eager. “Okay!”

They head back the way they came, searching for a drink stand. It seems the popular drink of the day is something in a collectible Cementoss-shaped drink tumbler. Would Tsuyu like one of those, or would she prefer something with Thirteen? Which heroes does she like anyway?

“How about those Cementoss drinks?” she asks, pointing to a stand a little ways off.

“I was thinking the same thing,” he replies with a grin.

A few minutes later, they each have a drink in hand. Akio has coconut water (which is actually a good source of iron) and Tsuyu has apple juice. They head back into the crowds, side by side, and Akio gulps. Okay, now they have drinks, and they’re walking around, but…

“Could we hold hands again?” he asks.

Tsuyu’s lips purse. “I don’t really want to.”

“But why?” She doesn’t look at him and his brow furrows slightly. “Tsuyu?”

“I’m not comfortable with it.”

He bites the inside of his cheek. Fine. Fine, that’s fine. It’s not a big deal and he should respect that. It shouldn’t bother him, but…it does. When they’re alone in his room or hers, she seems fine with him touching her. He can put his arm around her, hug her, kiss her forehead or lightly run his fingers through her hair, but that stops outside of closed doors. He’s always the one initiating and she never seems to want to return that to him, even in private. In fact, she never seems to enjoy it.

“Are you still getting used to…us?” he asks, tucking his hands into his pockets.

“I don’t know, Akio,” she says. “I think it’s the PDA.”

“Hand holding isn’t PDA.”

“It’s affection, so yes, it is.”

He huffs a tiny bit. “Okay, but is it something you could adjust to?”

“This really matters to you, doesn’t it? Ribbit.”

His cheeks burn and he swallows hard. “Well, yeah! I’m…” He shakes his head. “I like that stuff! I thought you were okay with it!”

“In private, I am, to a certain degree.”

He inhales, then exhales. This is fine. “Okay…” He clears his throat. “So, uh…we should probably get back to the others.”

He starts walking, hoping she’ll follow. Feelings broil in his chest like a firestorm and it takes all his effort not to set it free. What’s worse is that he doesn’t know why this bothers him so much. He doesn’t get it, not in the slightest.

“Akio,” Tsuyu calls. She reaches his side and he slows his pace. “Is there something you need to tell me?”

“I don’t know,” he says through slightly gritted teeth.

“If you’re upset, I want you to talk about it.”

He is upset, but he doesn’t know the exact source. Is it Tsuyu herself or just the affection part and lack thereof? Is there something else? Is it the stress of the festival or plain disappointment at how his relationship with Tsuyu has been so far?

He’s always seen Tsuyu as someone cool and mature, someone who works well with others and tells it how it is, no matter how blunt. They got along. They talked about cooking and he babysat her siblings and they were friends.

He likes so much about her and yet, right now, deep down, he wishes he was somewhere else, with someone else, and he can’t help imagining what that would be like.

“Akio,” Tsuyu repeats.

He startles as she grabs his arm, the shock of it stopping him dead in his tracks. Her face is smooth, calm, but stern in a way that chills him to the bone. He feels transparent.

After a second, she turns and tugs him after her. They go past the vendors, past the bustling students, until they’re somewhere quiet and secluded. There’s even a bench. The noise of the festival is still near, reminding them of the outside world.

Tsuyu releases him, sits down, and watches him expectantly. He opts to stay standing, rigid.

“I want the truth,” she says. “Please.”

He nods. “Yeah, of course.”

She looks away for a second and she idly fiddles with her finger. “It’s a little bit about you and Aoyama, and…a little bit about us.”

His heart leaps into his throat. “H-Huh?”

“I’m not accusing you of anything,” she says before the thought even crosses his mind. “The girls and I noticed his behaviour lately, and I’ve noticed yours, for that matter. I think he’s in love with you.”

She might as well have slapped Akio across the face. He stands, staring at her, mouth hanging open. Aoyama…is in love with him? When, how…?

“And…” Tsuyu continues, “I think you feel something for him too.”

His mouth moves like a gasping koi, no words, just air. He’s caught between defensiveness and pure shock, flooded with horror and anger and confusion and—

“I’m…” he forces out. “Tsuyu, I wasn’t lying when I told you…”

“I know,” she murmurs. “You wouldn’t lie about your feelings. I know that.” She looks at her hands, her lips trembling for a second. “Akio, I do like you, but…I don’t think I like you enough to be in a relationship with you.”

Another bombshell. He feels his knees wobble and before he can question it, he’s taken a few steps and sunk onto the bench next to her. He braces his elbows against his knees and tries to ground himself in something, anything. He sets his drink down, letting him thread his fingers together and fold tight.

“I’m sorry,” she says. “We work as friends, but nothing more.”

“We…” A few tears spring to his eyes. “We can try…”

“No,” she says. She shifts towards him and he can’t find it in himself to look at her. “Akio, you feel so much, and that’s good. You’re affectionate and bright and thoughtful, but you’re just not what I’m looking for. You deserve someone who suits you better.”

“Stop…” he whispers, squeezing his eyes shut. He presses his forehead to his folded hands. Tears slip out, falling to the pavement.

She stays quiet. He shudders, throat tight, trying not to sob out loud like some stupid child. This was the last thing he wanted. This was supposed to be a good day, one of the best days.

He has so many questions. How long has she felt like this? Has he always been far more into her than she to him? When he asked her out, was she thinking that she could give them a try, while he was ready for so much more? Has she been guarding herself because she thinks he likes Aoyama? Aoyama, god…Akio isn’t sure what he’s feeling. Not disgust or revulsion...never that. He’s just confused.

He thinks of the hospital, right after the training camp, when he was laying in bed and staring at the ceiling, afraid to close his eyes. All he did was break. He broke when it mattered most that he remain strong. His swords failed him, failed Shimakage…

But, Aoyama showed up. Aoyama sat by his bedside and held his one, sad hand. He comforted him, combed his fingers through Akio’s hair and gazed at him like he was something precious—

What would it be like if he were with Aoyama right now?

“God,” he croaks, voice thick.

Tsuyu’s hand lightly touches his back. “Akio?”

He shakes his head and forces himself to sit up. “You should go and have fun,” he says. He finally looks at her and finds comfort in the fact that there is sorrow in her eyes. It reminds him that this sucks for her too, that he isn’t suffering alone. His lips twitch into a weak smile. “You’ll miss the hero quiz if you don’t hurry.”

“What about you? Ribbit?”

“I’m…gonna go back to the dorm,” he says, getting to his feet and picking up his drink. “I just want to be alone.” He starts to walk away, then pauses and turns back. “Thank you for being honest with me. No hard feelings.”

“Akio…”

He walks away.

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Inside the dorms, Akio peels off his costume and tosses it onto his bedroom floor. With a heavy sigh, he flops onto his bed and lays there for a good, long while. His Cementoss tumbler sits forgotten on his nightstand.

“So much for a cute, shoujo-anime worthy date,” he mutters to himself.

He doesn’t know how long he lays there, trying to make himself do something. He should let someone know where he is, that he’s okay (at least physically) and that they shouldn’t worry, but Tsuyu will probably take care of that. He can take this time.

There’s a soft knock on his door, so gentle that he thinks he imagined it until it repeats.

He slowly sits up. “Yeah?”

“Hey, man. Is it okay if I come in?”

Sato. He shouldn’t be surprised.

“Yeah.”

The door opens and Sato enters, brow furrowed, and Akio puts his all into not sinking back onto his mattress. Sato settles down at his side, watching him for a second before reaching out and ruffling his hair. Akio closes his eyes and leans into his hand.

“Asui told me what happened,” he says. “I’m sorry, man. I know how excited you were for this.”

“Yeah,” Akio sighs.

He lets himself sink back onto his pillows. His head is full yet empty, like there’s so much going on that he can’t focus on anything and so he focuses on nothing. It’s barely been a month since he confessed and it’s already over. Was he blind? Stupid? Wrapped up in an idea he had instead of what was really happening?

“Sato, was…” He stops, picking through his words. “Was I really that far off?”

“No way,” Sato insists. “I think this is one of those times where you just have to learn things the hard way. Relationships demand more than regular friendships, you know?”

Akio nods, just barely. There’s truth to that. They were at different levels and wanted different things, even if they worked as friends. It’s just so hard for him to wrap his head around that.

“Did she say anything else?” he asks.

Sato tilts his head. “She just said you broke up, that she didn’t think you worked…”

“Oh…”

“Why, was there more to it?”

Akio picks at a stray thread coming out of his pillow case. His fingertip morphs into a blade and he slices it off, watching it tumble out of sight.

“She said…she thinks Aoyama’s in love with me,” he mumbles, “and that, maybe…I feel something for him too.” He slowly looks up at Sato, taking in his slightly widened eyes. “Is that true? About him, I mean.”

“Ah…” Sato rubs the back of his neck, then drags his hand through his hair. The brown spikes flatten beneath his palm, then spring back up. “He’s never told me outright, so I can’t say. Wouldn’t be mine to tell anyway.”

“Right…”

“I want to help. You know that. I just—”

“It’s okay, Sato.” He tilts his leg enough that his knee bumps against Sato’s back. “It’s cool.” He rolls onto his back, pushing his fingers through his hair. “God, this…” A long breath. “Fuck.”

“Is there anything I can do?”

“No,” he says. “You should go enjoy the festival. Don’t worry about me, alright?”

“I’m gonna worry, Nishi.”

Akio huffs a bit, but doesn’t respond. Sato leans closer to him, reaching over to squeeze his shoulder.

“Come on,” he says. “Get dressed, and we’ll go make something yummy. Anything you want.”

Akio’s stomach growls and he bites the inside of his cheek. He hasn’t eaten much today other than a granola bar and festival sweets. He should have a real meal, even if his appetite is gone. There are some leftovers they could use, now that he thinks about it.

“Fried brown rice,” he mumbles, “with mushrooms and lots of green onions and peas…”

“Sounds like a plan. Alright, up you go!”

Sato gets up and, before Akio can move, Sato reaches down and wraps his arms around his middle. He lifts Akio like he’s a ragdoll, giving him a squeeze before setting him on his feet. Akio stands for a second as Sato turns to his closet, tugging open one of the drawers in search of a shirt.

“Sato?” Akio asks.

“Yeah?” He tosses a plain, forest green t-shirt onto the bed and squats down, now rifling through Akio’s collection of pants.

“I…could really use a hug.”

Sato goes still, then straightens up, a pair of grey sweatpants in hand. He tosses it on the bed, opens his arms, and gives Akio the biggest, squishiest bear hug he can. Akio buries his face in his broad shoulders, his eyes getting damp again. Sato smells like sugar and fresh air, so comforting and home-y that it automatically makes him feel at least two percent better.

“Hey, you’re gonna be okay, buddy,” Sato says, thumping him firmly on the back. “Remember, all of us love you a whole lot, and we’re gonna be here to support you.”

Akio nods, stepping away from the hug and catching the tears still lingering on his lashes.

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They’re only in the kitchen for a few minutes, tops, when the front doors open and Midoriya comes in, looking frantic. Sato and Akio look up from their meal prep as the boy mutters to himself, so wrapped up in his own world that he doesn’t seem to notice them.

“Midoriya?” Sato calls.

Midoriya yelps, head snapping up, and then he relaxes a moment later. “Oh! Sato! I…I was looking for you! Koda said you might be here,” he says.

“Me?” Sato repeats.

Midoriya hurries to the kitchen, setting a plastic bag on the counter. “I need to make a candy apple. It’s for Eri. I just don’t have any red food colouring.”

“Oh, that’s all?” Sato laughs. “Yeah, I’ve got some up in my dorm. I’ll go get it.”

“Thank you so much!”

Sato hurries away, leaving Akio and Midoriya alone. Akio keeps working at his fried rice, the smell of onion, mushrooms, soy sauce and spices lingering in the air. Midoriya sets about gathering what he needs for his candy apple, humming under his breath.

Akio casts a brief glance at his classmate. “How’d the quiz go?” he asks.

Midoriya looks up. “Huh? Oh!” He laughs. “Right, yeah. It was good! I won first prize.”

Akio nods thoughtfully. “Nice job, man. I knew you could do it.”

“Thanks!”

Quiet.

“Um, Nishimura?” Midoriya asks. Akio makes a noncommital grunting noise. “Asui said your date didn’t go too well.”

Akio hunches his shoulders. Oh, great, he thinks. Midoriya and Tsuyu are close, for the most part, and the last thing he needs is for Midoriya to go all “protective friend” on him.

“Yeah,” he says.

“We were worried,” Midoriya adds. He fidgets a bit, rubbing at his messy curls. He ducks down to search for a mixing bowl. “Are you guys gonna be okay?”

“I just really don’t want to keep talking about it,” Akio admits. He stirs the rice some more and glances over his shoulder. “Thanks, but…can we leave it? It’s still fresh.”

“O-Oh!” Midoriya reddens, setting the mixing bowl on the counter. “Sorry, that…yeah. Yeah, I’ll drop it.”

“Got it!” Sato calls as he returns, a tiny red bottle in hand. “Almost new. I’ve only used it for red velvet cupcakes so far.”

“Thank you!” Midoriya says. He takes the bottle, then looks at his ingredients for a second. “Hey, uh…” He turns to the two boys, smiling a little. “Nishimura, you like cooking for people, right? It makes you feel better?”

Akio pauses, blinking a few times. “Yeah, I do,” he says, slowly looking back. How did he know that? Did he catch on and make a note of it in that hero notebook of his? He isn’t sure whether he’s creeped out or impressed.

“How about, once I’m done Eri’s candy apple, we make candied fruit for the rest of the class?” Midoriya asks. “Like an end-of-festival treat?”

Akio’s heart lightens, just a little, at the idea of everyone enjoying a snack together at the end of the day. He imagines the smiles, the joy…

“Sounds fun!” Sato says.

“I’m in,” Akio agrees. “How about hot chocolate too?”

“Awesome!” Midoriya says. “That sounds perfect!”

They get to work.

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At five o’clock, when everything’s winding down, Present Mic announces the winner of the beauty pageant. Nejire Hado takes the win, waving and smiling as she accepts her crown and sash. Confetti rains down as the crowd hollers their approval. In the front row, a girl with dyed orange-pink hair sobs with joy while Amajiki claps and smiles softly. Off to the side, Monoma and a few others from class B comfort Kendo, Ino, and Yo, although only Yo seems disheartened by the loss.

Present Mic’s voice echoes over the loudspeakers as everyone heads back to their homes. Class A crowds into Heights Alliance, most immediately heading for their rooms while others collapse bonelessly onto the nearest couches.

Kemuri flops onto her bed, her dance costume scattered across her floor. She has to finish getting dressed, but she just needs a second to let herself melt into the mattress. Today was fun—exhausting, but fun.

Her phone buzzes and she rolls over, checking the screen.

Hagakure
Nishi, Sato, and Midoriya made us candied fruit and hot chocolate!!
Get your ass down here!!! :D

Kemuri has no idea how anyone can think of eating anything after the countless food options there were at the festival, but she sends back a quick “omw” anyway. A warm drink would be nice.

And so, she ends the day with her hands wrapped around a mug of hot chocolate, surrounded by her exhausted but delighted classmates. The candied fruit apparently came about because Midoriya was making a candy apple for Eri, and it expanded to the rest of them. Even Bakugo, who made it very clear that he doesn’t like sweets, was silenced in the face of a candied chilli pepper, made just for him.

“Fuck you,” Bakugo growls at Sato, Nishimura, and Midoriya before stomping off to sit next to Kirishima.

The mood in the room is light, the kind of euphoria that comes after the hard work is over. Everyone is tired, but undoubtedly happy. People crowd onto the furniture, take up spots on the floor or stand behind the couches, the air filled with idle chatter.

Iida gets to his feet, clearing his throat. “Excuse me, but I’d like to say a few words!” he says. The class quiets down. Iida smiles. “It is amazing, I think, that this all started with us being unable to agree on a single idea! In the end, I am overjoyed with what we have accomplished together. Jiro, Ashido…I must call you out. You two were the shining stars of the class today, and we applaud how much you have done for us.”

Kaminari whoops and Jiro turns five shades of red, hiding her face in her sleeve as everyone bursts into applause. Mina grins and stands as she does a few deep, dramatic bows.

“Oh, stop,” Jiro mutters, reaching out to lightly punch Kaminari’s arm. “We all worked hard.”

“Hell yeah, we did!” Mina says. She wipes away a few fake tears. “I’m so proud of all of you.”

“Yes, yes, it’s truly been a whirlwind!” Iida agrees. “Now, with the festival over, we can yet again fully dedicate ourselves to our studies and work to become heroes. I believe that—”

“Make it short and sweet, class rep!” Sero calls, good-natured.

Iida flushes. “Ahem, yes,” he agrees. He raises his hot chocolate mug into the air. “A toast to each and every one of you, and to a successful school festival!”

“CHEERS!”

Kemuri closes her eyes, focusing on the sound of laughter and clinking mugs, the taste of chocolate on her tongue, the warmth spreading through her fingertips. The common room is warm, bright, and full of life, and she can’t help but smile.

Cheers, she thinks. Let’s hope this peace lasts.

Notes:

I'm going to be completely transparent, when I started this fic, I fully intended Nishimura and Tsuyu to be an endgame couple.

Then...I started writing them, and Aoyama appeared out of nowhere and made things complicated. The fact that I started shipping Tsuyu with someone else in the actual show really didn't help, and so I decided to make...this.

I also didn't intend for them to break up. This was supposed to be a shoujo-anime date chapter BUT yet again the characters had minds of their own. I'm sorry, Nishi, I promise you'll get your love story <3

Chapter 174: Afterglow

Summary:

Nishimura and Tsuyu deal with the fallout of their disastrous festival date.

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Tsuyu prides herself on being someone who’s in control of her emotions. She’s practical in that way, always trying to see things from an unobstructed point of view. Emotions can complicate things. Some have said she’s emotionless, or hard to read, and she’s taken those comments with a grain of salt.

It’s really hard for her to stay composed right now. There’s so much guilt weighing her down that it’s taking all her strength not to let it show on her face. If she can hold out until the end of the school day, she can get the girls together and talk it out. Thank goodness she has such understanding classmates.

She laser-focuses on school, getting through her assignments, taking notes, and trying to seem unbothered. She gives Nishimura space, although she finds herself checking on him every now and then—just little glances, just making sure he’s functioning.

She should have trusted her gut about this whole thing. Nishimura is very kind and she finds him easy to get along with, but there was a part of her that knew he wasn’t someone she was interested in. Not like that. But, he liked her, and he’s sweet and cute and she thought, “Why not?” If anything, she could learn to like him more as they grew closer. She tried to act the way you’re supposed to when you’re dating someone, but she couldn’t. It wasn’t her.

Only Ochaco really knew what was going on, trying her best to give Tsuyu advice during their talks. She was the one who, hesitantly, suggested that maybe she should cut it off.

“After all,” she had said, fiddling with her fingers, “it’s not fair to either of you to drag it out. Right?”

“That’ll be all for today,” Cementoss says, closing up his book and gathering his things. “Be sure to do the readings for tomorrow.”

The class goes back into action, eager for the start of lunch. Tsuyu packs up her bag, allowing herself to space out a little. She keeps questioning herself, trying to piece it out logically. She wasn’t too cruel and she didn’t give him sugarcoated lies. She was to the point and, most importantly, honest. They could at least agree that honesty is the best policy.

He did say that there weren’t any hard feelings, and she trusts that he means that. He isn’t the type of guy to hold petty grudges.

“Asui?”

She lets out a startled croak and looks up from her notebook. Tokoyami stands at her deskside, his head slightly cocked. He holds a pencil out to her, a bright green frog eraser decorating the tip, and her eyes widen.

“Are you alright?” he asks.

“Just thinking,” she replies, pressing her fingertip to her chin. “And just call me Tsuyu.”

“Tsuyu, right. I see.” He nods. “I was just returning your pencil. Thank you for letting me borrow it.”

“Of course,” she says with a tiny smile, taking the pencil. “Anytime, ribbit.”

He gives her another awkward nod before returning to his friends. Tsuyu watches him go, still smiling a little bit, only to have her attention pulled away as Uraraka appears at her side, followed closely by Iida, Midoriya, and Todoroki. Tsuyu lets herself get swept away in the conversation, gathering her things as their words surround her.

As she stands up, her gaze falls to the boy seated two desks in front of hers. He’s already set out his lunch, his golden hair sparkling whenever he moves. Tsuyu purses her lips, then separates from her friends to move to him.

“Aoyama,” she says, stopping at his side.

He startles, meeting her eyes. “Bonjour,” he greets with a big, phony smile.

She spares a glance to the back of the classroom. Nishimura is focused on Koda and Sato, back turned to them. She returns her attention to the boy in front of her.

“Can we talk?” she asks. “It’ll be quick.”

He purses his lips, then nods. “Oui.”

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Aoyama stands in front of Nishimura’s dorm room, hands tapping lightly at his sides. It’s after school and he’s changed into his comfort outfit, one that always helps him feel confident: a long-sleeved ruffled blouse, tucked into flared pants, finished off with a pair of snappy boots. He could walk the Parisian runway like this without batting an eyelash.

He should not be this terrified of his best friend.

So much has happened today and Aoyama has had very little time to process it. First, Asui asked to talk to him and told him pointblank that her and Nishimura had broken up. Aoyama tried to play it off, of course. Oh dear, what a shame…I’m truly sorry, dear Asui.

Then, she tilted her head and said in that unassuming way of hers, “You need to talk to him about how you feel.”

Aoyama’s first feeling was shock, followed quickly by a hefty dose of rage. How did she find him out? Did she tell Nishi her suspicions? How dare she! That wasn’t hers to tell!

He couldn’t stay mad long, though. After all, she said so many sweet things, things that made Aoyama feel fuzzy inside. His favourite being, “Nishi misses you, and I think I was the one who got between you two in the first place. I’m sorry for that.”

What beauty springs from tragedy, non?

Before Aoyama could talk to Nishimura, Nishimura texted him first, asking if they could meet. That’s what brought Aoyama to his door and Aoyama can’t fathom what will come of all this. His heart might burst.

The door swings open and Aoyama flinches, hands going still as Nishimura appears. For a second, they just stare at each other, and then Nishimura smirks in that lopsided way that makes Aoyama feel stupid in the head.

“I could hear your hands tapping,” he says. He looks away, swallowing. “Do you need more time? I can go back in and pretend I—”

“Non, I’m fine,” Aoyama says, breathy. “Shall we?”

In they go. Nishimura has a wine glass set on his kitchen counter, filled with what Aoyama imagines is grape juice. Next to it sits a half-empty glass of green sludge that can only be a spinach and fruit smoothie.

“Only if you want,” Nishimura says as he gestures to the drinks. “Didn’t want to be a bad host, y’know?”

“Merci,” Aoyama says, taking the glass. When he sips it, it’s fizzy against his tongue. Ah, sparkling grape juice. Très magnifique.

Nishimura settles down by his chabudai, propping his elbow against the table, and Aoyama lowers himself into the opposite chair. For a few long seconds, they sit and nurse their drinks.

Nishimura sets his cup down abruptly. “I’m sorry,” he says.

Aoyama’s lips part, eyebrows lifting. “What?”

“I’m sorry,” he repeats, bowing his head. “I was an idiot about so many things and, just…” He exhales, closing his eyes. His elbow rests against his knee as he pushes his hair from his forehead. “Yuga, I’m…sorry.”

He can do nothing but stare, heart in his throat, grip tight against his glass. Nishimura doesn’t look at him, fingers still knotted in his fire-orange hair.

He thought he wanted an apology. He thought he wanted exactly this, but hearing it, it feels wrong. Nishimura did nothing wrong. All he did was love and try to be happy, and Aoyama punished him for it.

“Mon ami, why are you sorry?” he asks. “I am the one who treated you terribly. I’m the one who pushed you away and put walls up and…”

He trails off, staring into his glass. His reflection wobbles and he slowly sets it down, hands pressing against his legs as if that’ll stop the shaking. Nishimura knows, right? Or has the idea been brought to his attention? This isn’t how Aoyama imagined confessing, much less so soon after Nishimura had his heart broken.

He can’t, not now.

“I…thought…” he starts, searching for words. “I thought you wouldn’t miss me, so I took the chance to befriend someone else. I ran away from you and you didn’t do anything to deserve that, Nishi. I…am the one who should be asking your forgiveness. I’m the one who’s sorry.”

He dares a look at Nishimura to find that he’s already watching, heel of his hand propping up his head, lip slightly quirked at the side. There’s a late afternoon sun coming through the window that gives him a halo.

“I was never angry,” he murmurs. His gaze darts away, the slight smile disappearing as awkwardness takes over. “Looks like we both haven’t been happy with this, huh?”

Aoyama purses his lips, cheeks warm. “Oui.”

Nishimura straightens up with a sigh. “And, another thing…” He scratches his jaw, fingertip tracing his scar. “I…don’t want to lead you on, but I can’t say for sure that I’m feeling what you…do?” He winces. “Wait…that’s assuming, uh—”

“You do not have feelings for me,” Aoyama says, no matter how much it burns him up inside to say it.

“But I’m not—” Nishimura stops, his cheeks flaring red. “I’m not…opposed. It’s not…out of the question, I just…”

He nearly curls in on himself, a bundle of nerves and tripping tongues and confusion. Aoyama gapes and all that fire turns into butterflies, fluttering all over his body.

“I don’t want to rush back into things,” Nishimura blurts out. He sits up straight, criss-crossing his legs. “I was so blind about Tsuyu and let myself get caught up in what I thought we could be, and…I don’t want that to happen with you.”

“Nishi…” Aoyama whispers.

“I want…to keep getting to know you, and I want to laugh and eat and hang out and have fun and, and all those things,” he continues, rambling, unable to meet his eyes. “I want to wake up one day and realize that I’ve fallen in love with you, wholeheartedly, but it’ll take time.”

The words ring in the air and it takes all of Aoyama’s strength not to clutch his chest and faint like he’s in the world’s most dramatic play. Nishimura’s shoulders are heaving, his lips parted, his eyes wide with desperation and fear but still so genuine.

“I just hope you’ll give me that chance,” he breathes.

Aoyama gazes at him, lets himself feel everything, and he can’t help the floating chuckle that leaves him. “Akio, beau idiote,” he says. He leans forward, resting his chin and his folded fingers. “I would wait forever if you needed me to.”

Nishimura stares at him for a second before he turns completely red, turning away with a drawn out groan. “Dude, holy shit,” he says, a little breathless. “That’s so romantic, I can’t—”

He starts to laugh, relief overflowing, eyes squeezing shut and all his teeth showing in a giant, happy grin. Aoyama catches the joy, lets it overtake him, and basks in the brightness of it all.

This boy, this ridiculous freckled ginger, will surely be the death of him.

Chapter 175: Slowing Down, Heating Up

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s Saturday morning and Iida is late for his and Kemuri’s morning run. If it were anyone else, Kemuri would amount their absence to sleeping in, but Iida is not that type.

When ten more minutes pass and there’s still no sign of him, her anxiety spikes. She pulls out her phone and sends him another text, fingers tapping nervously up and down her phone case. After a few minutes, there’s a soft ding and she gets a response.

Iida
I apologize, but I’ve got to handle something.
Just go without me.

She frowns, but forces herself to leave it be. She has to trust him. Maybe Aizawa needed him for some class rep business.

She goes on her run without any trouble. As she runs, boosting herself along with Steam Engine, she feels stronger. Has she gotten faster? She feels faster, or maybe she’s gotten so used to using Steam Engine that this is just par for the course. When she finishes a mile, she checks the stopwatch on her phone. She’s shaved one minute off her best time.

She grins and looks up, Iida’s name on her lips, but finds empty space. She slumps, her smile flickering out for a second before she shakes her head. She can tell him later. It’s no problem.

She returns to Heights Alliance, taking sips of water as she goes, and she hears rustling from the trees nearby. She stops dead, turning towards the noise just as Iida emerges. At first glance, he seems fine, but then he takes a few steps and his gait is jaunty, like he’s limping with both legs.

“Tenya?” she calls, raising her hand.

He stops short, looking up at her, and her eyes travel downwards. Her hand drops to her side as she gasps. He has bandages wrapped around his mufflers, already soaked with blood, and she feels bile rise to her throat.

“T-Tenya—” she repeats.

He hurries towards her, or tries to. Every step looks like it’s agony and his jaw is clenched so tightly that she worries that he’ll break his teeth. She goes to meet him halfway as he stumbles, catching him as he tries to right himself. He’s breathing hard, his face drenched with sweat, and she reaches up to press her hand to his forehead. He’s not feverish, but his skin is clammy and cold.

“Kemuri,” he says, blinking rapidly, teeth still gritted. “I know this looks bad, but I’m fine.”

“Your legs…” Her gut twists again when she darts a look at them, forcing her attention back to his face. “How…?”

He takes a few more long, shaking breaths, still braced against her. She feels something bump her leg and, looking down, she notices for the first time that he’s carrying a first aid kit in loose, barely-gripping fingers. Her brow furrows as realization sinks in.

“Did…did you do this to yourself?” she whispers.

“Yes,” he replies. When her eyes widen further, he says, “It’s an Iida family tradition, to make us stronger, and I have to do it alone. Trust me when I say that I will be fine.”

“You just said that you were already fine.”

He blinks slowly at her, his head bowing. “I apologize. My mind is not in the best state, as I’m in a great deal of pain—”

“Tenya, just…stop,” she says. “Can I help?”

His lips purse for a second, then he exhales. “I…suppose, if you insist, I could use some assistance properly dressing the wounds.”

She nods and takes the first aid kit from his hand, slipping his arm over her shoulder before they start their slow return to the dorms.

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Kemuri has so many questions, but something tells her that Iida won’t want to answer any of them. They’re in his bathroom, him seated on the toilet and her kneeling before him, scrubbing gently at the blood with a warm washcloth.

She had to swallow back the urge to vomit when she took the bandages off. Twelve gaping, bleeding holes are all that remains of Iida’s mufflers and seeing them, at first, she had to avert her gaze and breathe slowly through her mouth.

He must have ripped them out himself, like pulling teeth. There’s no other explanation that makes sense.

Iida stays quiet, head tilted back as he stares at the ceiling. Kemuri cleans him up, biting her lip against everything she longs to say, and she hears him let out a tired sigh.

“I’ll be fine,” he says.

“You don’t have to keep saying that…” she retorts, cursing how wobbly her voice is.

He sighs again and she turns back to the kit, pulling out the antiseptic and bandages. She murmurs a brief warning before dabbing the antiseptic on, wincing at his sharp inhale, and follows up with a soft apology.

She wraps the bandages around his calves, pinning them in place once she’s deemed it good enough. She shifts on her knees and starts packing up the kit.

“Here,” she says, holding up a bottle of painkillers. “Specifically for muscle aches.”

She feels him take the bottle from her hand, pills rattling, and she finishes with the kit. It snaps shut and she exhales, not yet ready to get up. Her knees feel stiff and if she tries to stand, she’ll just wobble or fall over.

The tap turns on, there’s the faint rush of water, and more rattling from the pill bottle. The toilet seat creaks as Iida shifts and Kemuri finally gets to her feet, bracing one hand against the countertop. As she looks up and into the mirror, she sees Iida behind her.

“Thank you,” he says, pushing his glasses back up. “You didn’t have to.”

“Maybe not,” she agrees, “but I…wanted to.” She turns away from the mirror and finally meets his eyes, the small of her back pressed to the counter. “Tenya, this…this isn’t going to affect your schooling, will it? Or…or training?”

He shakes his head vehemently. “Of course not! It will be difficult, but I will push through. If I hope to become stronger, I must do this.” She chews her bottom lip and he adds with a gentle smile, “I know you’re worried, but please try not to. This is something I have to do on my own.”

“You’re sure?”

He nods. “Yes, and I must request that you don’t mention this to the rest of the class either.” When her eyes widen a little, he adds, “Please?”

They keep looking at one another for a good, long while, and Kemuri exhales.

“Okay, but I want to make sure it’s healing properly every now and then,” she says, letting her voice rush out. “Maybe…during our runs, or after, or something. If…if you’re still going to be running.”

“That sounds like a solid compromise. I accept.” His shoulders relax, just a little. “Speaking of running, how was it this morning? I trust my absence wasn’t hard to adjust to?”

A smile teases her lips and she fiddles with her braid. “No, I…I was fine,” she says. “I…uh, I shaved a minute off my best time, though…”

His face positively lights up, bathing Kemuri in warmth, and he starts to applaud. “That’s wonderful! You must be proud, as you have worked so hard lately.” He keeps clapping, arms stretched above his head. “Well done! Bravo! Bravo!”

She bursts into embarrassed giggles, drowned out by the percussive slap of his palms in the confined walls of the bathroom.

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Without the school festival taking up free time, things slow down again. Kemuri falls back into the regular rhythm of things: doing homework, training, watching TV, playing board games, eating snacks, listening to music and audiobooks, the list goes on.

She keeps an eye on Iida too, always far too aware of what’s going on with his quirk, but he’s scarily good at keeping a strong face around the others. During their morning runs, she notices that he’s slower and that he doesn’t use his quirk for as long as he has before.

“Do they still hurt?” Kemuri asks as she crouches next to him, checking for bleeding.

“A little,” Iida admits. He swipes one hand down at her. “It’s more of a muscle ache, like growing pains! I may seem slow now, but just watch me, Kemuri. I’m going to be faster than ever!”

She smiles softly as she straightens up. “I can’t wait to see it.”

On Wednesday, Aizawa warns them that they’ll be having visitors sometime after school, but he ignores any questions about who they are. He pulls Iida aside after homeroom lets out and Iida, obedient as ever, insists that he cannot spoil the surprise for everyone else when they ask.

So, class A finds themselves loitering around the common room, some gathered on the couches while others do homework or search for snacks. Kemuri sits with Sero, Todoroki, and Koda at one of the tables, working through some homework on hero laws. She’s borrowed one of Shoji’s ponchos, leaving her swimming in red softness, and while she’s extremely cozy, it makes fixing her glasses a huge pain.

“Here,” Sero says, startling her from her work.

She turns her head to him and he reaches over, gently pushing her glasses back up her nose. As she opens her mouth to thank him, he presses a piece of tape to the bridge, sticking it to her forehead. She blinks and furrows her brow, feeling the tape pull at her skin, but her glasses don’t slip.

“O-Oh,” she says. “Thank you, Sero.”

He shrugs, idly propping his elbow on the back of the chair. “I was starting to feel annoyed for you,” he says. “No biggie.”

“You look so different with glasses,” Todoroki comments from across the table. He has his notebook open in front of him, a pen spinning idly on his fingers.

Kemuri reaches up, tapping the frame lightly. They’re simple reading glasses, not a very strong prescription, in an unassuming dark red colour. “Really?”

“It’s not that different,” Sero says. He winks at her. “It’s kinda cute. Like a sexy librarian.”

Kemuri turns about five shades of red, blending the frames to her face, and steam puffs from her ears. “H-Huh?”

Todoroki blinks a few times. “Uh…sure?” Koda puts one hand over his mouth, eyes wide.

A faint blush dusts Sero’s cheekbones and her clears his throat. “Not like that! Uh, you just…” He sighs. “They’re flattering. Sorry, that’s not…what I meant to say.”

“N-No problem,” Kemuri squeaks. She turns and stares deliberately at her homework. Okay, what are the different limitations of a hero license, both full and provisional, versus a personal quirk license?

She startles yet again as Tokoyami sneezes right behind her and Kemuri hears Sero’s elbow hit the table as he jolts. She mouths “you good?” to Sero as he rubs his elbow, and he nods.

“Woah, are you feeling sick?” Uraraka asks as Tokoyami wipes his beak in the crook of his elbow.

“No,” Tokoyami says. “I’m in perfect health, and my mucus membranes are functioning properly.”

“Maybe you have some fans who’re gossiping about you!” Kaminari calls from the couch, grinning. “Like that guy at the performance who kept shouting, ‘Yaoyorozu!’”

Yaoyorozu blushes. “Please don’t tease me. I’m just happy to have an admirer!”

“You probably have a ton of fans, Tokoyami,” Uraraka says, bringing her mug of hot chocolate closer to her face as she speaks. “Especially after doing your work study with Hawks.”

“No, I don’t think so,” Tokoyami says. “That all went a bit too quickly.”

The front door clicks open and Iida rockets to his feet, eyes bright. “Ah, they’re here, everyone! We must greet them!”

Kemuri hears their voices first as she starts to turn around, her eyes widening. No way…

“Rock on with these sparkling gazes!”

“We’ve come to lend a paw and help!”

“Coming out of nowhere…”

“Purr-fectly cute and catlike!”

Kemuri turns around just in time to see the four grown adults pose like it’s the most natural thing in the world. “WILD WILD PUSSYCATS!” they cry. “Day-off version!”

A few people cheer as everyone gets to their feet and hurries towards them, Kemuri included. She hastily shuts her notebook and hurries to join the others, straining to see them past the crowd.

“Pussycats!” Iida greets. “It’s great to see you after all this time!”

“I hope my little kitties have all been well!” Pixie Bob says.

“I’m sorry we couldn’t protect you, back then,” Tiger says, bowing his head in Bakugo’s direction. “All of you…”

Bakugo hunches his shoulders, tone icy. “Don’t remind me…”

“We’re doing good, thanks!” Jiro says as Mina takes a box from Tiger, celebrating the gift of paw-pad manju with Uraraka and Hagakure.

“Please, come inside and sit down,” Shoji urges.

“Oh, please don’t worry about us,” Mandalay says, hands raised.

“We still have to visit class B,” Tiger says.

Midoriya gasps as a much shorter figure moves out from behind Mandalay, hands tucked in his hoodie pockets. “Kota, long time no see!” he says. He kneels and starts shaking Kota’s hands. “Thanks so much for that letter! I’ll treasure it forever!”

“Sure…whatever,” Kota mumbles, unable to meet Midoriya’s eyes.

Kemuri finally makes it past her taller classmates, able to get a good look at the Pussycats. They look very different without their cat costumes and makeup and, despite seeing quite a few heroes in civilian clothes, she isn’t sure if she’ll ever be completely used to it.

It’s comforting to see them, especially Ragdoll and Pixie Bob, as they were the most injured during the training camp. They seem in high spirits, all things considered, and Kemuri finds that their positivity makes it easier for her to relax.

“So, why are you here at U.A?” Sato asks as he comes back from the kitchen, a tray of teacups in hand. Nishimura follows him, carrying the cream, sugar, and spoons on a separate tray. They wear matching pink aprons.

“We’re just here to announce that we’re back in business,” Pixie Bob says. She shakes her head as Nishimura gestures to the tea.

“You are?” Iida asks.

“Congratulations!” Yaoyorozu says, clasping her hands together.

“Oui!” Aoyama says. A few more students express their joy with clapping or cheering.

“You too, Ragdoll?” Midoriya asks. “With your quirk stolen, I thought you had to quit?”

“Not back in action per se, but I’ll be in the agency, supporting the other three!” Ragdoll says, imitating cat paws with her hands as she swoops them up and down in the air. “Just call me the cat-ministrative assistant!”

“We received a report from Tartarus, though,” Pixie Bob says, her tone a far cry from Ragdoll’s peppy positivity. “They’re still trying to pin down what kinds of quirks he’s got locked up inside him, and how many. Currently, not letting him do anything is the only way we can contain him.”

Kemuri’s gaze darts around, searching, and lock on Iida. His lips purse and when she lets her eyes wander again, she finds Yaoyorozu and Todoroki sharing a strained look. Kirishima, Uraraka, and Midoriya fidget in place. Kamino, All for One, they’re all thinking of it. Kemuri swallows back bile, rubbing her shoulder without realizing it.

“Not to sound rude,” Nishimura says, scratching lightly at his jaw, just over his scar, “but why return now? Shouldn’t you wait until Ragdoll’s got her quirk back or something?”

“Well, it’s mostly because of this year’s second Japanese Hero Billboard Chart,” Mandalay says, almost sheepish as she idly waves her hand in front of her. “We’re in 411th place.”

“But your team was 32nd last time!” Midoriya gapes.

“So you’re doing this to stop your sharp decline!” Kirishima says, pumping his fists.

“Wrong, meow!” Ragdoll says. “Why do you think we’re still in the triple digits, despite zero action?”

“Our approval rating gave us a boost,” Tiger says.

“There are people waiting for us,” Pixie Bob adds.

“So we can’t just stand still!” Ragdoll cheers, hands in the air.

“So manly!” Kirishima wails, burying his face in his arm. “The Wild Wild Pussycats are dudes among dudes!”

“Dude, chill out,” Kaminari says with a gentle elbow jab.

“The billboard chart, right…” Ojiro muses, crossing his arms over his chest.

Kemuri claps her hands over her cheeks. She used to prepare for the Hero Billboard Charts almost religiously every year, always eager to see if her favourite pros had risen or fallen in the rankings. This year, it totally slipped her mind.

She finds comfort by reminding herself that she’s been busier this year than ever before.

“I kinda…forgot about those,” she admits. “I usually watch the announcements, but…”

“We can still get something together, Shimakage!” Midoriya says, thrusting his fist into the air. “Don’t worry! Besides, I hear this year is gonna be extra special!”

“Wait, r-really?”

“Yeah!” He grins, bouncing a little. “I heard that heroes might actually be showing up for the presentation this time!”

Kemuri’s mouth falls open, eyes wide. Usually, the JP Billboard Charts feels more like a talk show, with a few experts and ranking officials discuss the ranking and go through the heroes’ accomplishments for the year. The heroes have no need to show up in person. It’s not like they’re accepting a physical award or anything.

“Oh yeah, they haven’t announced this year’s second rankings yet,” Mina says.

“A lot has happened,” Tokoyami says.

“Guys,” Nishimura says, his brow furrowed. “This’ll be the first rankings without All Might in…decades, won’t it?”

“A ranking without All Might?” Sero repeats. “It almost doesn’t seem right…”

“I think it’s kind of exciting!” Kaminari says. “How’s everyone gonna rank without him in the running?”

“It’ll be interesting, for sure,” Yaoyorozu agrees softly. Near her, Todoroki stays noticeably quiet, eyes downcast.

Notes:

I feel the need to clarify that I am not trying to set up a Kemuri x Sero ship, I just love the idea of Sero trying to compliment someone and it coming off the wrong way XD

Also, did Kemuri spend the rest of the chapter with taped glasses? Yes. Yes, she did.

Chapter 176: The JP Billboard Watch Party

Chapter Text

Two days later, on a regular Friday evening, Kemuri and Midoriya are the first ones to the common area, switching on the TV and searching for the Hero Network Channel.

In the kitchen, Nishimura, Sato, Koda, and Bakugo gather snacks while Yaoyorozu and Jiro make tea. Bakugo already chased Kirishima and Kaminari off, insisting that they didn’t need any more help and adding in a few colourful insults as he did.

“So, Endeavour’s gonna be number one,” Kemuri mumbles to Midoriya.

Midoriya casts a quick glance over his shoulder, probably checking for Todoroki. “Yeah, no doubt,” he says. “I’m curious about the rest. Will they all just move up a spot or will there be some switching?”

“True,” she murmurs. “I’m most worried for Best Jeanist. He…hasn’t been back to hero work since Kamino.”

Briefly, she catches his eyebrows furrowing, lips pursing. The concern disappears and he shakes his head. “He’s got fantastic approval ratings, though,” he insists. “That could save him!”

“Shut up, nerds,” Bakugo snarls, making the two of them jump. “If you two keep yapping, we won’t be able to watch the actual fucking rankings.”

“It’s not on yet, Kacchan…” Midoriya says with a nervous smile. “We’ve still got fifteen minutes.”

“Sorry…” Kemuri adds.

Bakugo just glares at them before flopping onto the couch next to Kirishima, shovelling popcorn into his mouth and chewing like he’s trying to murder the kernels. Midoriya slowly turns back to Kemuri, rubbing the back of his neck.

“He likes heroes too,” he whispers. “He just won’t admit it.”

“Mhm.” She nods slowly.

“DON’T FUCKING TALK ABOUT ME!”

“Dude, chill,” Kirishima laughs. “Pass the popcorn!”

“Get your own!” Bakugo snarls even as he shoves the bowl towards Kirishima.

Kemuri looks out at the common room again, then checks her phone. She and Midoriya did their best to hype people up about the rankings in the group chat and it looked like most everyone was going to try and join in on the watch party. Judging by the empty common room, though…

Kemuri
Ten minutes, guys!
Anyone else coming to watch?

Todoroki
Pass.
Sorry.

Hagakure
Be right there!!
I’m getting comfy clothes on!!
I’ll bring the boys!

Shoji
We can bring ourselves, but thank you :)

Ojiro
Kemuri, do we need more seats?

Kemuri
Yup!
Just grab them from my room, k?

Ojiro
I’ll get Hagakure to come with me.
Feels too weird otherwise…

Mina
@Mineta, take notes
That’s how you respect women

Sero
Save me a spot, Kemuri!

Tokoyami
I suppose I can stop by.

“Midoriya?” Kemuri asks, looking up from her phone. “Is Todoroki…okay?”

Midoriya purses his lips. “Oh, he…he said he wanted to stay in,” he says. “I’ll check on him later.”

“Okay…” She tucks her phone away, twisting her braid. “Could…I come?”

“Sure,” he says with a tiny smile. He eyes the screen. “I…think he could use his friends right now.”

The stragglers get downstairs in bursts. Iida appears, apologizing a mile a minute for being tardy, while Sero just slides into the spot next to Kemuri. Hagakure, Ojiro, Shoji, and Tokoyami arrive, carrying a few beanbag chairs from Kemuri’s room, and Hagakure quickly claims one. When Mina and Uraraka get there, Mina flops down next to Sero, laying on her stomach with her legs kicking in the air. Uraraka sits next to Midoriya.

“Feel free to serve yourselves,” Yaoyorozu says as she sets a teapot and tray down on the coffee table.

Jiro puts two smaller cups. “Here’s the milk and sugar.”

“Scoot over, dude,” Nishimura says, squeezing in next to Kaminari and making Bakugo growl in annoyance. Four boys on a two-person couch doesn’t leave too much space.

“Dibs,” Jiro says as she claims another beanbag, Yaoyorozu taking the other.

Iida, Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami take over the other couch while Sato and Koda grab the plush stools tucked beneath the coffee table. Mina rolls over, back pressed against Sero’s leg as she frowns.

“This isn’t everyone! Where’s Tsuyu? And Aoyama?” she asks.

“Resting,” Nishimura says.

“I don’t blame them,” Sero says. “They all got a little roughed up.”

Training today diverged from their usual ultimate move training and instead focused on team sparring in urban landscapes. The idea was to focus on fighting multiple villains while still being aware of your surroundings and avoiding causing too much collateral damage.

Aoyama overused his quirk and Mineta fell off a roof, hitting his head on the way down. Tsuyu strained her tongue trying to reach out and catch him, but didn’t quite make it. Mineta got carted off to Recovery Girl and, last they heard, she had healed his arm and ankle but wanted to watch for a concussion before doing anything more. Tsuyu was oddly quiet for the rest of the day, guilt sagging her shoulders. She had gone to check on Mineta after class let out, then disappeared to her room as soon as she came back.

“They’ll be okay,” Jiro says.

“We can check up on them later,” Yaoyorozu adds.

“Shut the hell up, it’s starting!” Bakugo shouts. He shoves popcorn into his mouth and leans forward, eyes narrowed.

“Welcome to the first JP Hero Billboard Chart since the Kamino Incident!” the announcer says. Her voice is perfectly perky and excited, a practiced tone that no one uses in actual conversation. “Everyone understands just how important this is!”

There’s an outside shot of the stadium, framed by the flashing cameras of the paparazzi and news stations. Kemuri can see multiple heroes moving down the red carpet, waving and smiling, but can’t make out anyone specific.

The feed switches to inside the building, where the giant, empty stage awaits the top ten heroes. Kemuri’s fingers start tapping against her legs, eyes still wide.

“Never before have heroes taken the stage in person at this presentation! Times really are changing. Stay tuned, the rankings will be announced shortly.”

Another outside shot of the stadium. Mt. Lady walks down the red carpet, waving and blowing kisses, while Death Arms lingers behind her.

Then, another cut, and Ryukyu takes up the screen, a nervous smile on her face as she waves to the audience. The crowd roars and Kemuri glances over at Uraraka, whose eyes light up as she leans forward, eager.

“Number ten! She used to be ninth, but she fell a spot this time around. Dragon Hero: Ryukyu!”

More applause from the onscreen crowd and there are a few approving noises from the class. Kemuri gives her own round of applause to one of her favourite female heroes. Uraraka frowns a little.

“Aw, she dropped one? That’s too bad…” she says.

“I’m sure she’ll get that spot back by the next ranking,” Midoriya says, bumping his shoulder to hers.

“Looks like Gang Orca might’ve fallen out of the top,” Ojiro says. He glances at Shoji. “Sorry, man.”

“It happens. Gang Orca is still a stellar pro,” Shoji replies.

Next, a bearded man in black and gold armour and a large red cape appears. “Number nine! It’s another one who fell! That’s unprecedented for him. The Equipped Hero: Yoroimusha!”

“Man, he’s so cool,” Nishimura says. “He’s never revealed his age, but he’s gotta be pushing seventy! That’s one tough guy.”

“So manly! It doesn’t matter that he dropped a spot!” Kirishima hoots.

“If they dropped, that means someone moved up from below the top ten that bumped them out,” Iida says. He sweeps his hand into the air. “Truly, this pro must be incredible to have moved into the top ten!”

“Number eight! You know him from those ‘Clean-n-Shiny’ commercials, it’s the Laundry Hero: Wash!”

The washing machine-shaped hero waves his hands at the camera, eyes wide. Koda grins and claps a bit to himself, letting out a tiny squeak of excitement.

“Is that thing his body, or…?” Kaminari asks.

“Y’know, I wonder the same thing,” Sato says.

“Number seven!”

The screen changes and Kemuri presses her hand to her mouth as she squeals. Sero cheers and throws his arm around her shoulder, fist in the air as they jostle each other. Kamui Woods stands proudly, head high and one fist clenched.

“A significant leap for this up-and-comer! He just won’t stop climbing!” the announcer says. “The Arbor Hero: Kamui Woods!”

“Yeah, Kamui!” Kemuri says, clapping.

“He totally deserves it!” Sero adds.

Kemuri leans closer to the screen. “Is that a new costume?” she asks. “He didn’t have those shoulder guards before, and I see red around his belt…”

“They’re roses,” Sero says. Kemuri’s eyes widen and he jabs her lightly with his elbow. “I wonder if you inspired him, huh? Huh?”

“As if,” she mumbles, giving him a joking shove back. “Roses are…very likeable,” she adds, lightly brushing the petals of her hairpin.

The camera cuts to Mt. Lady in the audience, who smiles at the camera as she waves. “Just being on the same team as Kamui is so inspiring,” she says. Camera flashes illuminate her face.

“What about the reports that you two are dating?”

Mt. Lady’s only change is a faint blush as she says, “No comment.”

“She’s ranked 23rd,” Midoriya says as the camera goes back to Kamui Woods. “She should be proud!”

“Knowing her, she’s probably jealous enough already,” Sero says with a laugh. “Her and Kamui really like competing with each other.”

Kemuri nods. “And yet…they work so well together.”

“Now, for number six! Rock steady as ever, this orthodox hero has maintained his rank!” the announcer continues. “It’s the Shield Hero: Crust!”

Crust seems a little teary-eyed when they zoom in on him, his fist clenched dramatically. Kemuri tilts her head a little, lips pursed. She likes Crust well enough, the same way she likes and admires most heroes, but he’s definitely not a favourite.

“Number five! This unyielding bunny was bumped up in the rankings! The Rabbit Hero: Mirko!”

Mirko flashes a pointed smile at the camera, red eyes glinting.

“She’s so hot, oh my god,” Nishimura mutters. “Somehow, the fact that she could kill me just makes her that much more awesome.”

Kaminari nods, almost drooling. ”The thighs, man. Those buff, buff thighs…”

“BOTH OF YOU SHUT THE HELL UP!” Bakugo roars, throwing a pillow that manages to hit both boys at the same time.

“Dude, why do I feel like you and Mirko would get along?” Kirishima asks.

Bakugo flashes a grin. “Because she’s a badass who never gives up, obviously, shitty hair.”

“Yeah, that’s totally it!”

“Mirko is Kacchan’s second-favourite hero, right after All Might,” Midoriya whispers to Uraraka and Kemuri. Bakugo doesn’t seem to hear him this time, too focused on the TV.

“Number four! The mysterious shinobi whose incident resolution rate and support are skyrocketing! The Ninja Hero: Edgeshot!”

Again, Kemuri squeals with glee as Edgeshot appears, effortlessly poised with one finger pressed to his mask. She has to stop herself from kicking her feet, instead settling to press her hands to her face as if to suppress her grin.

“Do you think she likes Edgeshot?” Tokoyami utters.

Ojiro and Shoji chuckle as Kemuri’s ears puff lightly with steam. “S-Shut up,” she mumbles.

“It seems any hero involved with what happened in Kamino has seen his or her fortunes rise,” the announcer says. “Which brings us to the next man! He’s still at number three, even though he’s taking time off! With a higher public support rate than anyone, it’s the Fiber Hero: Best Jeanist! We’re all awaiting his swift return!”

Photos of Best Jeanist go by on the giant backdrop behind the heroes, earning more cheers.

“No way!” Sato says.

“He’s still number three!” Mina squeals. “Yayyyyy, Jeanist!”

Kemuri clutches her heart, eyes closed. “Thank god…”

“No shit, he stayed at number three! Everyone adores him!” Bakugo snaps.

“Including you,” Jiro says.

“Shut the hell up, ears. I’ll end you.”

Jiro flips him the bird and a smirk, making him bare his teeth at her. Hagakure does a dramatic shudder, sleeves rubbing up and down her arms.

“Number two! He does things his way, but always fiercely! With unstoppable momentum, he’s made it to second place! It’s the Wing Hero: Hawks!”

This time, when Hawks appears on screen, Mina and Hagakure let out little fangirl squeals and Tokoyami’s feathers puff up a little. Hawks poses effortlessly, his enormous scarlet wings making him stand out even more.

“He’s also pretty hot,” Nishimura says, raising his hands as if surrendering. “Just saying.”

“Just what is your type, dude?” Kaminari asks.

“Human…and breathing.”

They snort with laughter and Bakugo hits them both with a pillow again.

“And finally…” the announcer says. The common room and the stadium go quiet. “He’s been on top for a little while now, but today it’s official! He’s waited a long time to claim the throne and become number one! It’s the Flame Hero: Endeavour!”

When Endeavour emerges onto the stage, there’s an odd dichotomy; people within the stadium cheer, but there’s a notable lull compared to the screams that Hawks got. Endeavour wears a new suit, featuring new shoulder-guards, new gauntlets, a new belt, and even more areas for him to let his fire shine through. If he was covered in flames before, now he’s consumed by them.

“Woah,” Ojiro whispers.

“He went all out,” Sato says.

“I mean, if I was finally number one, I’d do it too,” Nishimura says.

The president of the Heroes Public Safety Commission, an older woman with slicked back grey hair and narrow eyes named Tokuda, takes to the stage. She settles in front of the microphone and waits for the crowd to quiet down before she speaks.

“We decided to put on such an elaborate ceremony because this is a critical juncture for our times,” she says. “It’s been about four months since All Might’s retirement and the word on the street is that our society is still missing an icon. The heroes standing before you are ready to take on the mantle, so let us join them in their quest for a peaceful society.”

More cheering and applause. The camera pans over the lineup of heroes, just catching Endeavour shooting a scorching glare at Hawks. The man smirks a little, unfazed.

“And now, a word from our heroes!”

First, Ryukyu. She doesn’t smile when a member of the HPSC holds the microphone out to her, her expression sorrowful. “Thank you for this honour,” she says. “However…in truth, I would’ve withdrawn my name if that were allowed.”

“Dude, what?” Kirishima whispers. Uraraka presses her fingertips together in a steeple over her mouth. No one needs to say it for her words to be understood.

“There have been lives I couldn’t save,” Ryukyu continues, “so going forward, I’ll strive to really earn my ranking.”

“I feel you, Ryukyu!” Crust shouts, thrusting a hand out to her while the other clutches his chest. “That pain in your heart! Like you’re just not good enough! WE NEED TO STAND TALL AND FIGHT ON!” He moves across the stage, passing the other heroes, and adds, “We can do it, Ryukyu! I BELIEVE IN US!”

“It’s not your turn, Crust,” Ryukyu says.

The woman holding the microphone moves on to Yoroimusha. “The mission is the same as ever,” he says, his voice gruff with age. “I will carry out my duty as I have always done. There’s no need to worry about your safety so long as we are here.”

Next, Wash, who moves his hands about in little symbols as speaks. “Wash! Washa washa washa! Washa wash!” There’s so much passion in his tone that he starts releasing bubbles.

“Is there a special way to understand him?” Mina asks. “I’m lost.”

“Sign language,” Koda whispers. The class looks to the quiet boy and he flushes, moving his own hands around. “He’s…uh, thanking everyone…for their support…”

“Thanks, man,” Sato says, thumping Koda’s shoulder. Koda smiles and hides his face in his hands.

Kamui Woods is next. “I would like to work in a way that doesn’t shame those who’ve come before me,” he says, “starting with Edgeshot, who brought me onto his team.”

Kemuri sits and smiles like an idiot, hands folded together in front of her. He’s so humble. Seeing him standing there, she’s so overcome with pride and excitement for him that she can hardly stand it. Judging by Sero’s giant grin, he must feel the same.

Crust vibrates in place and the microphone has barely reached him when he lets out an anquished cry, his head held back. “WHY WASN’T I IN KAMINO THAT DAY?!” he wails. “IT STILL HURTS DEEP DOWN EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT!”

“That makes two of us,” Kemuri mumbles.

Midoriya chokes on his drink, coughing into his hand as Uraraka startles. She immediately tries to help as Bakugo snorts out half a laugh, teeth bared in something like a smile. Kemuri flushes as she whispers apologies to Midoriya. She offers him a handkerchief and he takes it, wiping his eyes.

“Crust should really calm down,” Iida says, aiming one hand at the screen. “Lamenting like this is passionate, but not all that reassuring!”

“It’s nice to see that he cares so much about his fellow heroes, though,” Yaoyorozu says.

“Deku, shut the hell up, it’s Mirko’s turn,” Bakugo says.

“Yup, yup, sorry,” Midoriya gasps, wiping tears from his eyes. Kemuri apologizes again under her breath and he shakes his head, waving her off gently as he returns her handkerchief.

“To all those plotters and schemers out there!” Mirko shouts, pointing at the camera and flashing a grin. “I hope you’re ready for me to kick your asses!”

“Hell fuckin’ yeah,” Bakugo mutters.

“So manly…” Kirishima whispers as Kaminari and Nishimura share a conspiratorial glance.

It’s Edgeshot’s turn, and Kemuri has to stop herself from leaning even closer to the screen. Edgeshot always has very simple speeches, ones that speak to his own views about what a hero should be without pumping up his own ego. Kemuri wants to drink in every word he says.

“If public approval was the only factor, you’d be in third place!” the woman with the microphone says.

“Numbers don’t concern me,” Edgeshot says. “I’m grateful for all of the support I’ve received, but I’m not doing this for the fame. I believe my job is to bring about peace, and—”

“Who do you think wants to hear that crap?” Hawks interrupts, a bored look on his face. “Stain?”

The stadium goes dead quiet. Kemuri’s eyes widen and she hears a few of her classmates inhale. Iida’s hands clench into tight fists against his legs.

“Hawks…” Tokoyami mutters, hand moving to his face as he sighs.

“C-Crap?” Kemuri repeats, appalled. She probably shouldn’t be offended at something Hawks said to Edgeshot, but…well, she’s offended. She wants to hear “that crap.”

“Ooo, Hawks dissed Kemuri’s fave…” Hagakure coos.

On screen, there’s a shot of all the heroes. Edgeshot gives Hawks a calm look, one eyebrow slightly raised, and Mirko grins.

“Sassy!” she says. “I like it!”

“As always, you like to rock the boat,” Edgeshot says, eyes narrowing a little.

“I just hate holding back how I feel,” Hawks says with a shrug. He steps forward and takes the microphone, clearing his throat. “Let’s see…” He spreads his wings, immediately commanding any attention he didn’t already have, and rises into the air. “You wanna talk public support? Best Jeanist would be number one if that was all that mattered, thanks to the boost he’s gotten during his hiatus. I’d be second, Edgeshot would be third, and Endeavour fourth. I’ll skip the rest.”

Still no noise from the audience. Everyone still seems stunned at this turn of events. In the 1-A common room, it’s a similar situation. No one dares laugh or comment while Hawks speaks.

“I think approval ratings matter more than ever now. Is this really the time to be dwelling on the past?” he continues. “You don’t think we need to change how we do things? Our symbol’s gone!” Hawks keeps flapping, hovering midair as feathers drift down, and the last word rings in the air like a gong. “At this critical juncture, why are those less accomplished than me playing it safe? That last thing I want to hear is a bunch of P.R-friendly sound bites. Try coming up with something actually heroic to say!”

That sets the crowd off into muttering. Hawks stays in the air, flapping just enough to keep himself airborne, the camera zoomed in on his lazy smirk.

“Dude, that’s…that’s so…” Kirishima stammers, getting to his feet. “That’s so arrogant!”

“I mean, some of what he said makes sense,” Jiro says.

“But saying that the others aren’t saying anything heroic?” Kirishima asks. “What, just because they aren’t saying what he would?”

“He doesn’t play nice,” Bakugo says. “At least we know he isn’t a coward.”

“Still…” Kirishima mutters, dropping back into his spot. He crosses his arms over his chest. “It’s rude…”

“Hard to argue against, though,” Ojiro says, arms crossed tightly over his chest, brow furrowed.

Hawks drops down to the stage and the class goes silent again. “That’s all from me,” he says. He hovers just above Endeavour, enough for him to look down at the man, and he holds the microphone out. “You’re next, dude with a lower approval rating than me…Mr. Number One.”

Silence. Endeavour doesn’t speak right away. His flames flicker, bright even beneath the stage lights, and he snatches the microphone from Hawks.

“After my junior colleague fanned the flames like that,” he starts, his deep voice echoing, “I won’t say much.” His hand clenches into a fist, smoke curling from the palm as fire dances across his knuckles. “Just watch me.”

Hawks smirks and starts clapping. The audience doesn’t join in, taking it all in, Hawks’s applause echoing in the startlingly quiet auditorium. While Endeavour’s words are no “I am here,” they’re something.

“Geez,” Mina says. “Talk about tension…”

“No words,” Shoji agrees.

Tokuda says some final words as the heroes file offstage, but class A is already checked out. Bakugo shuts the TV off and Yaoyorozu gathers some of the dishes, hurrying off to put them away. Midoriya stares hard at the screen, chin pinched between his fingers.

“Well, let’s clean up!” Iida says, already getting up. “Kemuri needs her beanbags back, and please don’t leave popcorn lying around!”

“Don’t tell me what to do,” Bakugo growls as he picks up the popcorn bowls and heads to the kitchen.

“That was fun!” Sero says as he gets up. “You know, for the most part.”

“It’s a scary new world, huh?” Mina asks. “Endeavour as number one…”

“It’s official!” Hagakure says.

“Deku?” Uraraka asks. “You good?”

“Hm?” Midoriya blinks a few times, then looks at her. “Oh, yeah, just thinking. Um…” He scrambles to his feet. “I’m gonna check on Todoroki. Shimakage?”

“Yeah, I’ll come,” Kemuri says.

“I’ll take your stuff back upstairs,” Shoji offers, gathering beanbag chairs as he says it.

“Thanks, Mezo.”

“Uraraka? Do you want to come?” Midoriya asks.

She purses her lips. “I would, but…I’m gonna check on Tsuyu first.”

“Oh, good idea! Let her know that we’re here for her.”

“I will!”

“You’re going to see Todoroki?” Yaoyorozu asks as she returns to the living room. She’s holding a fresh cup of tea and she averts her eyes. “I was going to bring him this…”

“Come with us. I’m sure he’ll appreciate it,” Midoriya says.

“Oh, well, I…the dishes need doing—” Yaoyorozu starts.

“I’ll take care of it,” Iida cuts in. He gestures from her to Midoriya and Kemuri. “Please, go.”

Wordless understanding passes between them and they head off in thoughtful silence.

Chapter 177: You're Worth It, Todoroki!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Todoroki?” Midoriya calls, tapping lightly on his door. Behind him, Yaoyorozu and Kemuri wait expectantly. “Uh, it’s me…and Yaoyorozu and Shimakage.”

They wait. There isn’t much noise behind the door and Midoriya casts a nervous glance at the girls. They both shrug helplessly. Midoriya turns, ready to knock again when the door swings open.

Todoroki blinks once, very slowly. “Hey.”

To anyone who hasn’t spent time around Todoroki, he’d look normal. At a glance, Kemuri thinks the same thing, but then she hears Yaoyorozu and Midoriya inhale sharply. She looks again, closer, and there’s this weight to him, like his shoulders are too heavy.

“Todoroki…are you okay?” Midoriya asks. “I…I mean, that’s a stupid question, but we wanted to check on you and—”

“I brought tea,” Yaoyorozu says, moving forward.

“Oh…thank you,” Todoroki says, taking the cup and saucer from her. He looks up at Kemuri and she finds that all she can do is offer a tiny, sad smile. He steps back, away from the door. “Do you want to come in?”

“We wouldn’t want to intrude…” Yaoyorozu says.

“It’s fine. I could use the company.”

Todoroki’s room is peaceful and surprisingly clean. His futon has a few creases on it, showing where he’d been sitting previously, and there’s an open poetry book laying near his pillow. Todoroki sits down with careful ease and sips his tea, eyeing the other three.

“Sit wherever you want,” he says.

Midoriya is the first to move, settling down on the edge of Todoroki’s futon. He’s easily the most comfortable in this room. Yaoyorozu hesitates for a second before she sits down on Todoroki’s desk chair (built low to the ground, of course, to suit his equally low chabudai) and Kemuri lingers on her feet, fiddling with her fingers as she looks around the room for somewhere to sit.

This is exactly why she has so many beanbag chairs.

“You can sit between us, Shimakage,” Midoriya offers, casting a quick glance to Todoroki. He nods.

“Oh, n-no, I…I couldn’t,” Kemuri stammers. “Maybe I’ll…uh, just…”

She slowly sits down next to Yaoyorozu, right on the floor, and Todoroki eyes her for another second before tossing a pillow her way. She just barely catches it and he jerks his chin a little.

“To lean against the wall,” he says.

“A-Ah, right…thanks…”

She tucks the pillow behind her and leans back, loosely wrapping her arms around her knees. Yaoyorozu folds her hands in her lap and Midoriya stares at the floor. Todoroki sips his tea, his gaze far away.

“So…” Midoriya says. “How are you?”

Todoroki sighs and lowers his teacup. “I’m fine,” he says. When he receives three varying questioning looks, he adds, “Seriously. I don’t care.”

“But…” Midoriya starts, but his words die out. He looks at his lap again, brow furrowed.

“My father is still an ass,” Todoroki says, his grip tightening slightly on the teacup. “He got what he wanted, so why should I care? It has nothing to do with me.”

Again, Midoriya opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. There’s knowledge in his eyes, concern, and his eyes dart between Yaoyorozu and Kemuri in tandem. He wants to talk about something but isn’t sure if he should say it.

“Midoriya?” Kemuri whispers. “Do…do you need us to leave?”

“What? No! Or…uh…” He looks at Todoroki. “Todoroki?”

“Shimakage’s probably figured it out,” Todoroki says as he bows his head. His bangs fall forward, a curtain shielding his eyes from their view. For a second, he looks like he might turn to Yaoyorozu, but stops. “Yaoyorozu…”

Yaoyorozu’s lips purse tightly, knuckles pressed to her thighs. “Do you think I’m an idiot?”

His head snaps up, eyes wide. “What?” he repeats, dumbfounded. “No, of course not. Why…?”

“I’ve had my suspicions, Todoroki. I…I’ve seen the signs,” she says. Her hands are shaking, eyelashes a little dewy, and she looks into his eyes despite visibly struggling to. “You don’t have to protect me from what’s hurting you. Even if I cannot make it all better, I can still support you.”

He looks away first, his jaw clenched. In his hands, the teacup trembles, clattering softly against the saucer. “I never wanted you to see me like this. I never wanted you to know.”

Yaoyorozu bites her bottom lip, then exhales sharply as her eyes close for a second. “I may not have known you very well growing up, but I remember the time we did have. I remember how you clung to your mother’s leg whenever your father was nearby, whenever they came to drop you off. I remember how you only relaxed once he was gone.”

She inhales, blinking rapidly. Midoriya stares at her with wide, shocked eyes, and Kemuri has to stop herself from fidgeting. She feels like she’s witnessing something private, but she can’t just leave. Todoroki stays still, but the teacup keeps softly rattling.

“I remember when your mother disappeared because you disappeared soon after. Endeavour met with mine and Iida's fathers, and he said that you wouldn’t be stopping by to play anymore. I…I asked my father why, and he didn’t have an answer for me.” She looks away, knotting her hands together. “I tried to send you a letter, but I heard nothing back. The next time I saw you…you were grown, and it was like the boy I knew was gone. That…doesn’t just happen, Shoto.”

Todoroki sets the teacup down, a sheen of ice covering the china, but he doesn’t speak. His hair still shields his eyes from them. Yaoyorozu pulls a handkerchief from her pocket and dabs her cheeks lightly, doing her best to look composed.

“Shimakage,” Todoroki says. “Do you know too?”

Kemuri purses her lips. She knows about Endeavour’s abuse from what Todoroki’s confirmed, but this sounds like more. This concerns his mother and something about Endeavour being the new number one, but she can’t pinpoint what. What has Endeavour said about his son in the past? She racks her memories for hints, pointers, but they’re all fuzzy.

“I know…a bit, but I think this is more…” she says.

Todoroki drags his knees to his chest. “I was created to surpass All Might,” he whispers, his voice low. “He married my mother for her ice quirk with the goal to create powerful children in mind. I was his masterpiece and…my earliest memories are of him telling me that I would do what he couldn’t.” He shudders, head dropping lower. “He’s done it, so what does that make me?”

Kemuri sits, lips parted, stunned. Half of her is still trying to recover from Todoroki just spilling his guts to her, but judging by the look on Midoriya’s face, this is nothing new. Did Todoroki do something similar to him, just…letting it all out?

The other half of her just aches for him, sympathy welling up inside her, and she feels her eyes start to itch as it begs to be released. His purpose, this whole time, was to become number one when his father couldn’t. He was Endeavour’s masterpiece, a way for him to live vicariously through his son, and now that’s gone.

“What am I now?” Todoroki repeats, softer, wounded.

“Todoroki…” Midoriya whispers, scooting closer to him and reaching out to touch his arm. Todoroki flinches, but doesn’t shake it off. “Remember what I’ve told you? You’re your own person.”

“He’s right,” Yaoyorozu adds, her voice still slightly choked. “I…can’t imagine how you feel right now, but please know that we’re here to help you figure it out.”

Tears appear along Kemuri’s eyelashes and she sniffles once, then twice. Midoriya and Yaoyorozu look up and she ducks her head down, rubbing her eyes on her sweater sleeve. Stupid, she shouldn’t be crying over this, but she just can’t help it. She understands and the idea that someone else is feeling as low as she has just breaks her heart. He doesn’t deserve it, not at all.

“I…I get it,” she croaks out, struggling to lift her head again. The tears roll freely and she knows that it’s hopeless to wipe them away. “After…after my grandfather left, and…and I had to let go of…of everything, I asked the same thing. Who are you after the thing that’s kept you going for so…so long is gone?” She pushes away from the wall and crawls to him, settling in front of him with her hands resting lightly on her knees. “It’s…it’s not something you can just find. I’m…I’m still trying, and it still hurts, but you have to keep going.”

Todoroki slowly raises his head. “Kemuri…”

“You’re strong, Todoroki, and…and I don’t mean your quirk!” she says, her voice rising a little at the end. Midoriya jumps a little and she swallows, shoulders hunching. “People…people are always telling you that your powers are so strong, but they don’t know how strong you are inside too. You…you’ve already grown so much since the start of the year, and you’ve tried. You’ve tried to become better and it’s working, T-Todoroki…it’s…”

She blinks away more tears and gives in, scrubbing at her face. Todoroki keeps watching her, face carefully composed save for the sorrowful twist of his mouth. Midoriya keeps looking at Kemuri, almost curious, as if wanting to soak in her words and understand what they mean. Yaoyorozu stays silent and watchful.

“God, I…” She almost laughs, dropping her arm limply to her side. “I know I can’t just make your pain go away with a word, but I’ll…I’m still gonna say it. You’re so much more than what he’s told you. Your…worth…isn’t defined by someone else, o-okay? That’s…that’s something I’m still trying to teach myself, but it’s important and…a-and…”

She opens and closes her mouth a few times, breaths quick, hands waving a bit, and she slumps forward. The tears are slower, trickling down, dripping off her nose and chin. She lets out a sad, half-laugh and drags her sleeve against her cheek.

“I…I don’t know where I’m going with this,” she says.

For a second, he just looks at her, and then his lip lifts with the tiniest smile. “Me neither…”

“Sorry, I’m, I’m not good at…comfort,” she says, “or pep talks.”

“That’s okay,” he replies. “I’m bad too.”

“Uh, Shimakage?” Midoriya asks. “Um, were…were you…?” He gestures vaguely between her and Todoroki, cheeks pink.

“O-Oh, no! No, not…not like that, just…uh…some of the same pressures, I guess, and…experiences.”

“Hers was more psychological,” Todoroki says. “Mine was physical…or both.”

Yaoyorozu winces and Kemuri exhales, tugging at her braid. That’s one way to put it.

Midoriya’s expression is slightly unnerved, but he shakes it off with a weak laugh as he rubs the back of his head. “Well, I can’t top that speech,” he says. “She’s right though, Todoroki. You’re worth a lot more than what you think, and…hey, maybe you can start finding your own path now. You can really become the type of hero you want to be, without him pushing you.”

“Sounds terrifying,” Todoroki says.

Yaoyorozu clears her throat a bit. “It would be, I suppose, if you were alone.” She leans forward a little, smiling gently. “Good thing you have plenty of friends by your side.”

“Yeah,” he agrees. “Thank you. All of you.”

“Of course,” Yaoyorozu says. She looks away. “Oh, and please forgive my…emotional outburst. That was a bit much.”

“It’s okay,” he says as his tiny smile returns. “It’s…cute that you still remember all that.”

Yaoyorozu buries her face in her hands, flushed to the ears, and Kemuri presses her fingers to her lips to stop her giggle. Midoriya smiles as he shifts a bit, patting his knees.

“We can go, if you want,” he offers.

Todoroki shakes his head. “No, it’s okay. I’d…like it if you stayed. You can read, if you want.” He points to a small bookshelf near Yaoyorozu. “It’s mostly poetry, but…”

“I’d love to,” Yaoyorozu says immediately, turning to look for a book. Her eyes light up as she pulls a simple black book from the shelf. “Oh, this was one of my favourites! I love Basho.”

“Haiku?” Kemuri asks. “But…they’re so simple.”

“Only on the surface,” Yaoyorozu says, returning to the group. She flips the book open to a random page. “The purpose of a haiku is to show something deeper with only seventeen syllables. There’s something beautiful about it.”

“The crane’s legs,” Todoroki murmurs, “grow shorter in the early summer rain.”

She sits down next to him, their heads together as they continue to discuss the intricacies of certain haiku. Midoriya and Kemuri observe for a second before looking at each other.

“So…” she starts. “Any cool hero news, lately?”

He hums in thought for a second. “Everything’s been about the chart for a while, but!” His eyes light up. “I heard that that one pop group, uh…what’s their name…they all have glamour quirks?”

“Um…WBY Desire?”

“Right, them! They’re releasing a special album dedicated to the most amazing heroes of the past decade, with All Might as the main focus. It’s sure to be a smash hit!”

“Oh! Didn’t they release that song a while back about All Might? Uh…Be My Hero?”

“It’s so catchy! The music video was so good, too!”

“I don’t think I’ve seen it…”

“Okay, get over here. I’ll find it.”

She scoots to Midoriya’s side as he pulls out his phone. While he searches for the video, she spares a glance at Todoroki and Yaoyorozu. Yaoyorozu reads out loud, pointing to the page, and Todoroki gives her a soft look as she speaks.

He seems content, or at least a little better than he was before, and that makes her happy. He deserves it.

Notes:

I'm so sorry I disappeared! I've been spending a lot of time at my cottage (where I don't have wifi) and I've had some struggles with inspiration lately. This was another accidental chapter, meaning it was one that I didn't have planned, but it sort of...happened.

I just love the headcanon that Iida, Yaoyorozu, and Todoroki met as children, even briefly. It's cute to me...I also liked adding in that little callback to chapter 57 :)

I hope you enjoyed this! Stay safe out there, everyone!

Chapter 178: Hagakure's Wish

Summary:

Kemuri gets a phone call from her dad. Hagakure needs to talk some things out.

Chapter Text

On Saturday, Kemuri wakes to her phone ringing. She groggily reaches for her bedside table, batting aimlessly at the air until her fingertips snag the edge of her case. She pulls the phone into her hand and yawns as she presses what she hopes is the right button.

“Hullo?” she mumbles into the phone.

“Hi, Kemuri! It’s dad. Sorry, did I wake you? I know it’s early.”

Kemuri blinks a few times and pulls the phone away from her face, squinting at the screen. She can’t read the time.

“What time is it?” she asks.

“Almost six a.m,” Cayden replies. He lets out a sheepish laugh. “Sorry. I wasn’t sure if you’d be up or not.”

“I…” She yawns again. “I usually wake up at six. You’re good.” She forces herself to sit up, no matter how much she wants to roll over and curl up under the blankets. “What’s up? You okay?”

“Oh, I’m great! Spectacular, even!” Another bubbling, almost nervous laugh. “Hey, uh, listen, can you come home tomorrow? Like, for supper?”

She puckers her lips a bit. “Um…maybe? I’d have to talk to Mr. Aizawa.”

“It’s no problem if you can’t, but…well, your mother and I miss you. Ichiro too.”

“Aw, I miss you guys, too,” she says.

Honestly, it’s been way too long. She hasn’t seen her parents in weeks thanks to everything with the Culture Festival preparations and Tokoyami’s birthday and confessing to Iida and…yikes, there’s a lot she has to tell them. The last time they talked was the day she visited Best Jeanist with her mom.

“I’m sure I can make it happen,” she continues. “I’ll cross my fingers.”

“Awesome, that’s…that’s great. Just let us know, okay? We’re gonna make ramen!”

She giggles. “Sounds delicious. Talk to you soon, dad. Love you.”

“I love you too, Kemmy! Bye!”

She hangs up, flopping back onto her mattress with a heavy sigh. Her dad is a morning person, but he’s not that much of a morning person. Kemuri and her mom are always the ones who have an easy time getting up in the morning while her dad always needs a cup of coffee and ten minutes of silence before he can consider functioning like a normal human.

Years of getting up to open a spa have helped that, but not by much. He sounded way too chipper for this visit to just be the regular “we miss you” kind of thing. Kemuri wonders just what’s happened to make him so excited.

She chews her lip, curling her fingers against her stomach. It can’t be about her grandfather, right? Her dad wouldn’t be that excited about something like, god forbid, him returning to the Shimakage household…would he?

Kemuri forces herself out of bed. She has training with Ojiro to distract her.

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“Man, you’re distracted today.”

Kemuri huffs a bit, back pressed to the dewy grass. It hasn’t snowed yet, which means that she and Ojiro can still spar outside. She isn’t sure what they’re going to do once winter really sets in. Even now, it’s cold enough that her breath fogs in the air and Ojiro was shivering when he came outside.

The sparring has warmed him up, though, enough that he took off his workout jacket, leaving him in a simple white muscle shirt. Kemuri came out in her regular tank top, since her quirk made a jacket pointless. Unfortunately, her quirk didn’t save her from being distracted enough for Ojiro to knock her down for the umpteenth time.

He squats next to her and sticks his hand out enough for her to notice it. “Kemuri?”

She takes his hand and he pulls her back to her feet. She shakes her head. “Sorry, Ojiro…”

“What’s on your mind?”

She shrugs, reaching to fiddle with her braid. “My dad called this morning. He was acting really weird.”

“Good weird or bad weird?”

“Good? I think…” She crosses her arms over her chest, lips puckering in thought. “He was really happy.”

Ojiro’s tail lashes, head tilting. “I would ask why worry, but you’re you, so…”

“Hey…” she whines, nudging him with her elbow as he cracks a smile. “What’s with you guys and teasing me?”

“It’s just so easy to do,” he replies. She shrugs helplessly and he adds, “But, seriously, if your dad is happy, then why worry? Maybe your mom got a promotion or…a celebrity came to the onsen.”

“Oh, yeah…those are options.”

They stay silent for a second. The sky is lighter now than it was when they got outside and the birds are starting to sing. Ojiro rests his tail over his shoulder and exhales.

“You’re thinking about him, huh?” he asks.

“Yeah,” Kemuri sighs. “Every time I talk to my mom or dad…he’s always close behind. I…hate that I can’t just let it go.”

She hasn’t spoken to her grandfather since early September, and now it’s late November. It’s been almost three months already and he’s still lingering. It’s gotten easier not to think of him constantly and she’s better at being kind to herself, but he’s still there—still reminding her of what she’s fighting for, still acting as the little voice in her head telling her that she’ll never be good enough.

“If it means anything,” Ojiro says, “you already seem so much better.” When she looks at him, wide-eyed, he rubs the back of his neck. “I mean, I can’t see inside your head, but you seem healthier, and that makes me happy.” He smiles at her, tail starting to wag. “Really happy.”

She blinks a few times as her heart squeezes. “Thank you, Ojiro,” she whispers. “I’m…I’m happy too.”

It’s still somewhat strange to her, but it’s the truth. She’s happy: genuinely happy. Happy to be at U.A, happy about her friends, happy that she’s going to therapy and that it’s apparently working…now that she’s thinking about it, she’s actually happy as Kemuri Shimakage. She can’t recall if that’s ever happened before.

“Alright, let’s get a few more rounds in before breakfast,” Ojiro says. He flexes his arms and tail a bit, loosening himself up. “I want you to beat me at least once, alright?”

She starts to smile. “Only once?” she asks as she slides into the ready position. “You underestimate me, Tailman.”

His eyes glitter. “You’re on, Smokey Eye.”

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“Kemuri, I have something very important to ask of you,” Hagakure says, her tone serious.

Kemuri nods. “Okay, sure.”

They’re walking back from the teacher’s lounge, having just gotten permission for Kemuri to go home tomorrow. Hagakure insisted on going along with Kemuri for the walk and she wasn’t about to say no to company.

“That shirt Ojiro was wearing this morning? Make sure he wears it again.”

Kemuri sputters out a laugh. “Oh my word…”

“What? He looked freakin’ yummy! Those pecs, the side-view of his abs…” Hagakure’s baby pink hoodie swoons, sleeves clasping together. “Oh god, I’m in danger.”

Kemuri stops short, eyes widening. “Wait, Toru, are you…?”

She swings her sleeves a few times as she stops too, her shoulders hunching forward. “I…yeah, maybe? I’ve been meaning to talk to you about it, I just didn’t know how to bring it up.”

Kemuri stands there, lips parted. Hagakure…not knowing how to talk about her feelings? She’s always been so open about that sort of thing, especially with Kemuri. There’s no doubt about it, if she’s like this then this must be serious.

“And you didn’t talk to Ashido about it?” Kemuri asks.

“No,” Hagakure sighs. “I love Mina, seriously, but she gets so hyped up about these things. I do too, don’t get me wrong! But…you’re my best friend, Kemuri, and you know Ojiro too. I feel like you’d understand more.” She shrugs. “Also, you’re way more zen, so…I know you won’t jump down my throat, you know?”

Kemuri squares her shoulders, doing her best to put on a serious expression. It’s time to step up and be the supportive friend. She moves forward, grasping Hagakure’s hand and leading her away.

“Woah, what’s up with you?” she asks.

“We’re gonna talk in my room, okay?” She smiles a little, looking back at her friend. “It’s…it’s about time our roles were reversed.”

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“Oh my gosh, I’m just so flustered!”

Kemuri can’t help but giggle a little at the sight of Hagakure flopped on her bed, Mini Fatgum pressed to her chest. It wasn’t hard to get Hagakure talking once they settled in and Kemuri is content to let her rant it all out.

“I get it…” she whispers.

“I mean, I thought I was just appreciating Ojiro’s cuteness. I appreciate a lot of guys, but…” Hagakure shrugs, squishing the plushie harder. “I don’t know, he’s always been so kind to me, and we’ve gotten so close throughout the year and…gah! I’ve never felt like this before!”

“That’s okay, Toru.”

“Ugh, I just…” She sits up and turns to Kemuri, giving her what she imagines is a very serious expression. “What if I ruin things? I couldn’t actually date him, right? That would totally mess up the squad dynamic!”

Kemuri doesn’t answer right away, brow furrowing in thought. “Hm…”

“But I really like him, which is kind of weird because he isn’t who I imagined I’d fall for. I always thought I’d be hopelessly crushing on Todoroki, but noooo, tail boy had to show up.”

“Toru? Take a deep breath.”

She does, taking in a giant, gasping lungful of air. She releases it and her posture seems to relax. “You know what I think is the weirdest part about this?” she asks.

“What?”

“With Ojiro, it’s not like I’m feeling butterflies or my heart’s racing or anything. I just feel…safe. When I’m with him, I feel calm and understood and…loved, and that makes me all warm inside. Does…does that make sense?”

Kemuri nods. It sounds all too familiar and she has to stop herself from laughing at the ridiculousness of it all. “It does…” She looks at her lap, her face getting warm. “It’s…um, it sounds a little about what I’ve been…feeling for Mezo, lately.”

Hagakure inhales so sharply that Kemuri worries she might choke. “Wait, wait, wait, hold the fuck up—”

“T-Toru!”

“When did this happen?! What about Iida?! Kemuri Shimakage, you sneaky devil, how dare you not tell m—”

Kemuri stands up and firmly places her hand over Hagakure’s mouth. “Look, uh…that’s something else, okay? This is about you. I was…just trying to relate to you, to…make you feel better.”

Hagakure laughs, pushing her hand away. “Oh, I feel way better! Now I’m just burning with questions!” At Kemuri’s helpless, pleading look, she sighs. “Okay, fine, I’ll leave it alone, but you’re explaining that later.”

“Right…I will.”

“Wait, one question?”

Her sleeves touch and she makes a low whining sound. Kemuri can imagine puppy eyes and folded, pleading hands, and she sighs. “Yes?”

“So…Iida?”

Kemuri taps her pointer fingers together. “Um, well…I…still like him. A lot. It’s…basically those exact feelings you mentioned, but…” She looks away, flushed to the ears. “But…for both of them.”

Her arms drop to her sides. “Both of them?” she repeats. Kemuri nods and she huffs. “Okay…but you have a preference?”

“Um, maybe…for Tenya, since…since I’ve liked him longer, but…no?” She shakes her head, gripping her braid. “It’s…it’s not something I really understand yet, and you’re only the second person I’ve told so…so please don’t be weird about it.”

“Don’t worry, Kemmy, I would never,” Hagakure insists. She leans closer to Kemuri, patting the bed beside her. “Let’s just keep talking about this.”

“Can we go back to focusing on you?” Kemuri asks as she sits down next to her.

“Mm, okay, if you insist,” she says with a shrug. She shifts on the bed, aiming her body towards Kemuri. “Aren’t you worried that if we date the boys, it could wreck things?”

Kemuri nods as she brings her knees to her chest, shifting to face Hagakure. “Yeah, that’s…that’s one of my biggest fears,” she says. “What we have right now is so precious and I can’t imagine…losing that.”

“Right? That’s exactly how I feel!” Hagakure says, pointing at her. She lowers it again, her shoulders sagging. “And…even if I like Ojiro, why would he date me? I’m literally nothing to look at.”

“But you’re beautiful,” Kemuri insists.

“Okay, forgive me for this, but you’re almost sort of really blind.”

Kemuri has to laugh, just a little. “It’s true,” she murmurs. “I can tell because you’re kind and bubbly and fun, and…that’s beautiful.”

Hagakure huffs a bit, her sleeves punching at her lap. “But…” She shifts a bit, maybe looking away. “Come on…you’re just saying that.”

“You’ve always built me up, Toru. I wouldn’t lie to you.”

“I just…” Hagakure almost hiccups. “If…if I was visible, I think I’d have the confidence to tell him, but that’s impossible.” She lets out a half-there laugh. “You know…sometimes, when Ojiro looks at me, I swear he’s trying to look at me, not…through me, and…and I don’t think anyone’s ever tried something like that for me before.”

“Toru…”

“And…and like, when we communicate in class with looks, he just…he understands! Sure, he doesn’t get it right every time, and I have to be so expressive with my hands and arms, but…but he knows.” She sniffles a bit. “The other day, he brought me a canned coffee from the vending machine because he said I looked tired. It was even caramel-flavoured. I…” She pauses, quivering a little. “How…how did he know? He can’t see me…I don’t show anything on my face!”

Kemuri smiles a little. “Because he knows you, and he cares about you.” She giggles. “Remember, before the festival, when you ran across the room to hug him because he gave you that face? He only smiles like that with you.”

“I mean, I…I guess, but…but he can’t see that I’m smiling for him! He can’t really see what I’m feeling or who I am and—” She sniffles a bit, her voice choked, and a few floating tears appear in the air. “I’m sorry,” she says, catching them on her sleeve. “It’s just…” More appear and she clears her throat. “God, sometimes I just wish I wasn’t like this. I wish I could…turn it off.”

Kemuri reaches forward, arms open, and Hagakure sags into her. Kemuri hugs her tight, pressing her cheek to her head and closing her eyes. She can feel the roundness of Hagakure’s cheeks and the point of her nose, the softness of her hair, and she’s just as visible to her as anyone else at that moment.

“Thank you, Kemuri,” Hagakure mumbles into her collarbone. “I…I needed this.”

Kemuri squeezes her a little tighter and presses a kiss to her hair. “Of course, Toru. Anytime.”

“Hey…” Hagakure says, slowly pulling away from the hug. “You know what could make this better?”

“What?”

“Shoji. I need a big, buff Shoji hug.”

Kemuri bursts out laughing. “O-Okay, let’s go then.”

Somehow, Shoji doesn’t question when the two of them appear in the common room and Hagakure just runs at full speed into his chest. She tries her best to get her arms around him and Shoji just laughs, carefully wrapping her in a hug.

As he does, he extends a dupli-mouth to Kemuri and whispers, “Is she okay?”

“She just wanted a hug,” Kemuri replies as he morphs the mouth into an ear. He nods slowly, knowingly, and Kemuri stifles a giggle into her hand.

Looking at Hagakure’s floating clothes, Kemuri makes a promise. Hagakure is back to being bubbly and happy, but Kemuri’s seen what she’s keeping behind that façade. She’s expressive and loud and over the top because otherwise, she’ll get ignored. Kemuri can understand that, at least a bit.

Kemuri doesn’t know how, but she’s going to find a way to make Hagakure visible, even just for a little while, and she’s going to help her confess to Ojiro.

If anyone deserves to be happy, it’s Toru, and Kemuri owes her that much.

Chapter 179: An Exhausting, Emotional Day

Summary:

Kemuri receives some exciting news.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

On Sunday afternoon, Hound Dog brings Kemuri back home. She’s glad that he stepped up to take her. Kemuri is fine when Aizawa goes with her, but Midnight and Hound Dog are on a different level. Aizawa makes her feel safe, but her therapists make her feel safe and understood.

At her house, Hound Dog lets her know that he’ll be back this evening and that she needs to stay put. She nods, promising to remain at the house, and he drives off once she’s disappeared through the front gate.

She pushes open the front door and steps into the genkan, allowing herself to take a breath. No matter how long she stays away, this is still home. She hears scuffling from far off and then Ichiro bursts from a room down the hall, yapping wildly.

“Ichiro!” Kemuri coos, kneeling to pet him. “Hello, baby boy. Hello!”

“Kemuri?”

She doesn’t look up from Ichiro, but she can tell it’s her dad and that he’s a little ways down the hall. “Yeah! It’s me, dad!”

She doesn’t hear a response, only faint scuffling and murmured voices. Ichiro gives Kemuri space as she kicks her shoes off and puts on a pair of slippers. Odd, why would her parents be in that part of the house? There’s nothing over there except her bedroom, the bathroom, and a guest room or two.

She heads down the hallway. “Dad? Mom?”

Cayden appears out of nowhere and Kemuri yelps, nearly stumbling into the wall before he catches her. She presses one hand to her chest as he laughs.

“Whoops, sorry! Just, uh…” He exhales. “Oh boy, we were gonna wait on this.”

“Wait? Wait on what?”

Cayden exhales, patting his legs a few times before looking over his shoulder. “Kazue? Can Kemuri join us?”

From inside the room at his back, she hears her mother say, “Let her in!”

Cayden steps into the room and Kemuri follows, still utterly confused. This guest room, as far as she knows, has stayed relatively empty for years. Her dad used it as an office for a bit before he moved it to Hosu Harmony and after that, it was just another storage room.

It’s not a storage room now. For one, the room has been cleared out, leaving nothing but tatami mats and a dresser or two, but that’s not what Kemuri’s attention latches on. Her mother is kneeling next to the disassembled pieces of a crib.

Kemuri’s heart flies into her throat. “M-Mom?”

Kazue stands up, folding her hands and rubbing them together nervously. Her attention darts between the crib and her daughter. “It used to be yours,” she says. “But, well…”

“We hope you don’t mind if we use it,” Cayden pipes up, resting one hand on Kemuri’s shoulder.

Kemuri’s vision goes completely blurry as tears appear and she keeps trying to breathe. “Mom, you’re…are you…?” Why do words have to be so hard?

“Yeah, I am,” Kazue says, her hands falling to her lower stomach as she starts to smile. “We found out a little while ago.”

Cayden lets out a tiny squeal, like he’s learning this for the first time and can’t believe it, and Kemuri takes only a second longer to process before she runs right into her mom’s arms. The tears flow freely as she starts to laugh.

“You’re really pregnant? Really?” Kemuri asks. Her head is spinning and who knows what her heart is doing. This is almost too good to be true.

“You’re gonna be a sister!” Cayden shouts, joining in on a group hug. When Kemuri finally looks at him, he’s smiling like this is the best day of his life. “I’m gonna have two kids! Two!”

He pulls away and starts spinning in tiny circles, doing a happy dance as he hums some unintelligible song. Ichiro enters the room and starts trying to nip at Cayden’s feet, barking and leaping about around him. Kemuri gapes at them both, unsure of how to react, and Kazue leans down to whisper in her ear.

“He did the exact same thing when he found out about you,” she says.

“Really?”

“Mmhm. Like this, but times one hundred, and he cried and hugged my stomach.”

Cayden turns back to the women, hands digging into his curls. “Don’t blame me for being excited, Kazue! I wasn’t even sure if this was going to work!”

“I know, dear. I know,” Kazue laughs.

Kemuri sighs, looking around the barren room and imagining what it’ll be like when there’s a brand new life in here. A brother, or a sister! A sibling! She can’t quite wrap her head around it. Just think of all the stuff she’ll be able to show her sibling, like the garden outside and heroes and—

Her shoulders slump a little and her chest gets tight. If she’s living in the dorm, then she won’t be around for when the baby is growing up. What if they don’t get along, or her sibling doesn’t like her because she’s more of a stranger than a sister?

What about grandfather? What’s he going to think about all this? What if he ends up loving her new sibling more than he ever loved her? Oh, god, what if the baby gets a steam quirk? What if they go blind like she did? What if they end up like her?

“Kemuri? Are you alright?” Kazue asks, her voice pinched with alarm.

Kemuri gasps, pressing a hand to her chest. “H-Huh? What? I’m…no, I’m fine, just…” She tries to laugh, but it’s choked. “I’m just…overthinking.”

Her dad moves to stand in front of her, grasping her shoulders. “Hey,” he whispers. “We’re not replacing you, and you’re going to be an amazing big sister.”

“And…we aren’t going to make the same mistakes we made before,” Kazue adds, bowing her head a bit. “We…can’t turn back time for you, Kemuri, but…”

“I know,” she says. She breathes in, then lets it out. “I just want them to be safe…and happy.”

Cayden smiles. “They will be,” he says. He looks back at Kazue, eyes shimmering with nothing but pure adoration. “This can be a restart for all of us.”

Kemuri bites her lip. “Um, but…what about grandfather?” Kazue tenses a bit and Cayden sucks in sharply. They share another quick glance and Kemuri continues, “If he actually changes, and…and he tries to make it up to us, are you…going to let him be a part of…of this? Does he know about…?”

“No,” Kazue says. “I haven’t told him.” She purses her lips, then sighs. “Honestly, I…really don’t know. I want to believe that he can come home and he’ll be different, but…after everything he did to you…” She shakes her head. “I don’t trust him, and I don’t trust myself. If I don’t notice that something’s going wrong again—”

“Kazue,” Cayden murmurs. He wraps an arm around her shoulder, making sure to keep Kemuri within reach. “You don’t have to make a decision right now. We’ve got time.”

She exhales. “Right, yes. That’s true.” Cayden gives her a squeeze and she tries to perk up, her dark ponytail swinging. “So, want to help assemble this thing?”

“Yes, please,” Kemuri says.

As the three of them get to work, Kemuri keeps mulling over everything. It’s comforting that her parents have some of the same concerns as her. As far as being a big sibling, though…she’s going to need some advice and reassurance. She’s pretty sure she knows just who to ask.

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Hound Dog returns to pick Kemuri up and she says her goodbyes, giving her parents the longest, squishiest hugs that she can muster. In the car, she stares out the window, still thinking endlessly.

“Something happened,” Hound Dog mutters.

She jumps a bit, looking back at him. “You…you can tell?”

“You’re surprised?”

“A little.”

He shrugs. “Excitement has a smell.”

Kemuri blinks a few times, raising her sleeve to her nose and taking a whiff. She can’t smell anything other than laundry detergent. Hound Dog lets out a low, raspy chuckle.

“It’s a dog thing,” he says. “Don’t worry, you don’t stink.”

“Oh…good,” she mumbles. She looks at the dashboard, hands fiddling together in her lap. “My…my mom’s pregnant.” His eyebrows lift and she adds, “This still counts as doctor-patient confidentiality, right?”

“Of course.” He adds after another second, “Congrats.”

She exhales, leaning back against the seat. “Thanks,” she says. “I’m just really scared that they’re gonna end up like me.”

“And what do you mean by that?”

She sighs. Hound Dog knows damn well what she means, but he never makes it easy for her. She straightens up a bit, pouting just a little. He always makes her say her stupid thoughts, makes her realize how silly she’s being.

“I’m afraid that they’re going to be shy and anxiety-ridden and disabled,” she mumbles, “and that they’re going to have a hard time making friends, and that they’re going to think I’m weak or stupid or something.”

Hound Dog nods slowly. “Hm…alright.” He switches on his blinker, turning onto a main thoroughfare. After another few seconds, he asks, “Do you remember me talking about my older brother?”

Kemuri frowns a little in thought. “He, uh…he’s the one with the grey wolf quirk, right?”

“Yes.” His expression doesn’t change too much, but Kemuri can see how his eyes narrow and his lip tugs downward, just enough to make him look a little sadder. “He wasn’t mentally stable. Dealt with a ton of crap about being a mutant and…” He growls a little and finishes it with, “And stuff.”

“Yeah…”

“He hated himself. Hated his quirk, his mutation, but all I saw was my big brother. He was older, wasn’t always around, but when he was, he’d take me hiking. We’d get away from my mom and he’d show me how to track, how to use my nose and ears for good.” Hound Dog shakes his head, his voice getting softer. “He was someone I looked up to, scars and all. He’s the reason I became a hero. Whoever your sibling becomes, know that they’re lucky to have someone like you looking out for them.”

She smiles to herself, her heart warm, but Hound Dog’s expression hasn’t gone back to normal. It’s still distant, sad, and Kemuri wonders whether it’s okay for her to pry.

“Do…do you still see your brother?” she asks.

“No.”

“Oh…is, is he okay?”

The car stops at a red light. His fingers clench around the steering wheel and he exhales through his nose, lip trembling. “He killed himself,” he says, “a few years after I went pro.”

She gulps, her blood running cold. She should’ve kept her stupid mouth shut. “I…I’m sorry.”

“Not your fault,” he mumbles. She tilts her head and he adds, “He thought I didn’t need him, since I wasn’t a pup anymore. He was wrong.” He briefly glances at her. “But, that’s why I went into counselling. I’ve gotta look out for you kids, the vulnerable ones, and do my best to save you from yourselves.”

He reaches out one massive clawed hand and rests it on Kemuri’s head, ruffling her hair gently. It’s such a gentle, familial gesture that it makes Kemuri teary again. He huffs a few times and keeps driving.

“Thank you,” she whispers, and she means it. “Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. I…I know I’m not always…easy.”

He snorts out an almost laugh. “Kid,” he says. “Believe me, you’re not one of the hard ones.”

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What an emotional day, Kemuri thinks as she trudges up the steps to Heights Alliance.

She’s happy, overjoyed even, but there’s a deep, emotional exhaustion that she can’t ignore. She caught her parents up on everything that had happened since she last saw them, they discussed what their future as a family could look like, and then Kemuri had her impromptu therapy session with Hound Dog on the way home. Every other waking thought is a chanting echo of, “Big sister, big sister, big sister.”

Yeah, she’s exhausted.

She pushes the door open, pressing her shoulder against the wood to use her weight instead of her arm, and steps inside. As per usual for this time of night, the common room is sparsely occupied. There’s movement in the kitchen and Kemuri can see a bright spot of orange that can only be Nishimura, probably fixing a late-night snack, and there are maybe one or two people on the couches.

Kemuri doesn’t take the time to figure out who they are. She sets her white cane down and kneels to untie her shoes. She hears voices, idle chatter, and the shifting of bodies on furniture. She tucks her shoes away, pushes herself to her feet, and takes hold of her cane.

“You’ve looked better.” She turns to face Nishimura. He has a plate in one hand, a glass in the other, and he raises an eyebrow when she purses her lips. “You good?”

“Ah…” she sighs. “Long day. I’m…I’m alright.”

“Your family’s okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Good.” He holds the plate out to her. “Want half my sandwich? It’s just a BLT.”

She hesitates, but then her stomach growls and he smiles. She could barely eat the ramen her parents made, too excited and nervous to really eat her fill. She nods in defeat, reaching out and taking half.

“Thanks, Nishi,” she says.

“No problem,” he says. “Get some rest, okay?”

“I will, and…you too.”

He gives her a half-there smile. “Sure.”

She heads up to her room, but doesn’t get far. When the elevator opens on her floor, she comes face to face with Iida. He blinks, then smiles.

“Kemuri! When did you get back?” he asks.

“Just now,” she says. She hurries to move out of the elevator before it closes and Iida steps back, making her frown. “Were you going down?”

“I was hoping to wait for you to return, but it seems I was a bit off,” he admits, making her cheeks warm up. He clears his throat, looking away. “I apologize.”

“It’s okay,” she says. “No harm done.” She shifts, eyeing the hallway for a second. “I, uh…I actually wanted to talk to you.”

“Oh?” His eyes widen, then narrow. “Your visit home was not troubling, I hope?”

She shakes her head. “No, actually, my…” She bites her lip, nervous jitters running through her. She tries to twist her braid, but her hands are full and she ends up bumping her stick to her chin. “Um…could we go somewhere else? I need to…uh…”

“Yes, of course!” he says. “Forgive me. The hallway is not a place to have this conversation. Where shall we go?”

“My room? If that’s alright with you, since I’m, ah…putting stuff away.”

She catches the blush that spreads across his face, but he nods. “Yes, that’s…that’s quite alright, so long as I leave before curfew.”

Without much else to say, they move down the hall and into Kemuri’s room. Kemuri goes inside, propping her stick next to the door, then setting her sandwich half on her desk. She sheds her jacket and hangs it up in her closet, knowing that if she tosses it somewhere that it’ll just be a pain to find later.

She hears Iida clear his throat and turns, finding that he’s still standing by the door looking easily the most awkward she’s ever seen him. Sure, he hasn’t been in her room since the dorm competition when they moved in, but it’s just her room. She was in his the other day when she bandaged up his legs.

Realization dawns and her entire body heats up. They’re alone in her room together and there’s no other pretext than talking and oh, crap, maybe she should’ve talked to him in the common room or had her friends join them but—

“Do you want to sit?” she blurts.

He blinks, then nods and hastily adjusts his glasses. “Ah, sure, yes. Where—”

“Anywhere,” she says, again a little too strained. She cringes, kicking herself internally. Oh, for the love of all that’s good in this world, she needs to chill.

Iida looks like he’s about to say something, then closes his mouth, shuffles in, and sits on her desk chair. It’s the safest option, objectively. Kemuri flops onto her bed and tries to act casual because they’re friends and this is fine and she totally isn’t overthinking this.

So, how does she breach the topic? Just come out and say it? Admit she needs advice?

“On second thought,” Iida says, getting back to his feet. “Perhaps I should talk to you later? You have food to eat and you seem tired so I will take my leave and stop bothering you—”

“Wait!” she says, following him up. “Don’t…go, please?”

“I wouldn’t want to intrude,” he insists.

“You aren’t. I…I want you to be here,” she says. She sucks in a deep breath. “Okay, I’m…I’m gonna be a big sister, and I’m scared out of my mind, and…and I feel like you’d be the best person to help me in…in…”

Iida stares for a second. “A big…sister?” he repeats. His hand snaps upward and he steps closer. “Kemuri, that’s a wonderful thing! Did you just find out?”

“Y-Yeah, today, it’s…it’s all I’ve been able to think about.” She looks at her feet, hands starting to shake.

“Well, that’s completely understandable,” he says. She still doesn’t look at him, trying to breathe normally. When he speaks next, it’s softer, closer, “Why are you scared?”

“I just…” She shakes her head and steps back, sinking onto her bed. She tips her face into her hands. “It’s not any…one thing. Like, like…what if the baby hates me, or…or…what if my parents do everything right with this baby and realize that they don’t need me anymore o-or realize what a pitiful excuse for a daughter I am, or they don’t love me as much, and…and…they leave me behind l-like my grandfather d-did?”

She shudders as a few tears slip down her cheeks. Ah, there it is. That little niggling thing that she’s been trying to hide away, push into the deepest recesses of her mind so that she doesn’t have to look at it. It’s stupid and awful and the fact that she can think that her parents would do that, for even a second, disgusts her. How broken is she?

Then, before she can fall further, there’s a firm, warm hand pressed to her face. She forces her eyes open and Iida is there, kneeling in front of her. His thumb catches a tear and she finds herself leaning into his touch, almost unconsciously, and she quivers with barely suppressed sobs as he squeezes her leg, just enough to ground her.

“I-I’m sorry, Tenya,” she croaks, starting to pull away. “That…that was a lot a-and…”

“It’s alright,” he says.

He moves his hand, but only to move some hair out of her eyes and tuck it behind her ear. He tilts his head and smiles at her in such a gentle, unassuming way that Kemuri thinks she might choke on her own emotions. This…this is the kind of Tenya that she still isn’t quite used to; this gentle, thoughtful Tenya who makes sure to speak softly and doesn’t move too quickly, like she’s a frightened animal that’ll bolt if he does.

He shifts, getting to his feet for just long enough to settle next to her on the bed, and she forces herself to look at him. Whatever awkwardness he had before is gone, his brows furrowed. There’s still that serious air to him, but…well, she likes it. He never half-asses anything.

“Kemuri,” he says. “I know I cannot completely understand where you’re coming from, but…I do know what it’s like to grow up with a brother almost two decades my senior. I can offer perspective from the sibling’s point of view. I’m sure that is why you came to me, correct?”

She nods, dragging the heel of her hand against her face to rid it of more tears. “Mhm…”

“Now…let me think,” he hums, tilting his head back in thought. “True, I do not remember what it was like as a baby, and Tensei did not have to live in dorms, so that’s going to be different.”

“Yeah,” she mumbles.

“Still, for most of my childhood, he was out in the workforce. What mattered most to me was that, despite his hero work, he made time for me, and I knew that when he wasn’t around, he was dedicating his life to others. There was nothing I could hate about him.” He smiles and Kemuri feels his hand overlap hers, squeezing. “With you…I cannot imagine any sibling thinking that you’re anything less than amazing.”

She leans against him and tries to imagine it. She imagines being out in the streets, helping fend off a villain or carrying injured civilians to a triage zone, and she imagines a single, tiny voice cheering her on. She turns and there, standing in a crowd behind bright yellow police tape, is her little sibling. She pictures them with her dad’s curls and her mother’s dark brown eyes, their fist in the air, smiling and smiling and smiling because, “That’s my sister, Smokey Eye! She’s a hero!”

God, she wants that so bad it hurts.

Iida seems to take her silence for something else and his tone grows urgent. “And I’m sure your parents will be no different. I know that I don’t know them all that well, but I know the girl they’ve raised despite…other factors, and I can see how much all of you love each other. That doesn’t just go away, Kemuri.”

Her heart is warm, but there’s a deep, stinging pain that remains, a splinter that refuses to leave. Her grandfather’s love went away. It was there one day, then disappeared the next. Her parents are not her grandfather, not even close, but there’s that stupid voice that says, “But they could be.”

Stupid. Stupid, messed-up brain, just shut up!

“Kemuri?”

She lifts herself away from him and meets his eyes, smiling just a little. “Thank you,” she murmurs. “That…means a lot.” She twists the tail of her braid, exhaling. “Hound Dog said something similar, but…I told him about different fears. They’ve all been…piling up, the more I think about it.”

“I hope you’ll talk to him about these too,” he says, brows furrowing. “I am not a therapist, and the most I can offer is encouragement.”

“I know,” she says with a weak laugh. “I still…appreciate it.” She looks at her hands, sitting idly in her lap, and she lets a tendril of fog curl from the palm. She focuses, letting it twist and curve. “Do you really think that I could be like Tensei was to you?”

“Without a doubt in my mind.”

She closes her eyes. “No pressure…or anything.”

He laughs and it’s like music to her ears. When she looks at him again, he’s smiling as he adjusts his glasses. “I’m sure you can handle it,” he says. “And…if it gets tough, remember that your sibling will have twenty-two brothers and sisters to step up.”

“Oh, geez, the poor kid’s gonna be so confused,” Kemuri whispers. She tries to make her voice a little higher pitched. “Kemmy, why is my sister pink? And why is my brother a bird?”

Iida’s laughter grows and Kemuri revels in the sound, pressing her shoulder to his again. He clears his throat, his jaw brushing the top of her head as he sweeps one hand into the air.

“Why is that one brother so loud and obnoxious, and why does he want me to die?” he asks, also trying to imitate a child’s voice.

Kemuri giggles, hand almost going to cover her mouth. “If Bakugo tells my sibling to die, he’s out of the Baby Shimakage sibling squad.”

“Despite his mannerisms, I cannot see Bakugo being cruel to them. I mean, he tries to act like he doesn’t adore Ichiro—”

“But we all know he loves Ichiro the most.”

They dissolve into more laughter, Kemuri curling towards him, Iida’s cheek pressing to the top of her head as they lean on each other. Kemuri sighs and wraps her arms around him, immediately feeling him stiffen—hopefully with shock and nothing else.

“Thank you,” she says. “You’re…you’re a good guy, Tenya.”

There’s a second before he returns the hug, letting out a slight huff. “Well, I…I try to be the best I can, but…but I am only human! I still make mista—”

“Tenya,” she murmurs, “just take the compliment, please?”

He clears his throat. “Um…yes, yes, of course. Thank you…”

They look up at the same time, arms loosely wrapped around each other, and Kemuri catches how, just for a moment, his eyes dart to her lips. Her heart flies into her throat and he leans just a little closer.

At that moment, the door bursts open and they startle apart as a pair of pyjamas skids into the room, a phone floating nearby.

“Kemuri, why won’t you answer your—” Hagakure stops talking midsentence and her clothes stand in silence for far too long. Her sleeve moves to her hip. “Oh…I see,” she purrs. “Am I…interrupting something?”

“NO!” Kemuri and Iida say at once, both rocketing to their feet. They look at each other, then put a foot of distance between them.

Iida’s blush doesn’t simmer. “Nothing unsightly is happening! I was simply comforting her!”

“He…he was!” Kemuri insists.

“Comforting?” Hagakure repeats, dragging out way too many syllables.

“Yes!” Iida says. “Kemuri just received news that her mother is expecting.”

“Woah, wait—”

“And I was talking to her about it. It’s just about curfew, so I will be taking my leave,” Iida says as he starts towards the door, checking his watch as he goes. “Kemuri, I bid you goodnight and congratulations. Also, do not forget to eat that sandwich. Hagakure, goodnight to you as well. Goodbye.”

He hurries out the door like his quirk is fired up and Kemuri takes about a second before she flops onto her mattress with a long groan, her heart still pounding like it’ll never beat again. Hagakure shrieks and leaps onto the bed, bouncing her with the movement.

“KEMURI, THERE IS SO MUCH HAPPENING RIGHT NOW THAT I CAN’T CHOOSE WHAT TO ASK ABOUT FIRST!”

What an exhausting, emotional day.

Notes:

I'm so sorry that this took so long to update. My motivation to write is at an all-time low, which is especially frustrating when you desperately WANT to write.

Also, I turned 21 on May 31st! I had to focus on my friends instead of writing, but hopefully, now I can get back into it! I hope you enjoyed this chapter <3

Chapter 180: Change is a Good Thing!

Chapter Text

Kemuri wakes to the sound of her phone dinging. She blinks wearily and reaches out, fumbling for the device. She flips it over and checks the time, blinking past the searing light. It’s late, or early. Whatever.

Tenya
🌹

Immediately, Kemuri is more awake. It’s been a while since this happened. She puts on her glasses as soon as she can find them, pushing herself up.

Kemuri
💙
Can’t sleep?

Tenya
Unfortunately, yes.
I wanted to apologize.

Kemuri
…for what?

Tenya
I acted rashly in your room earlier.
I…do not want you to think that I am playing with your feelings.
Please forgive me.

Her face feels warm just thinking about it. So that wasn’t a fluke then, he really…

She shakes her head, nearly smacking her phone to her forehead. God, why would he try to kiss her? I mean, she would’ve kissed him back, but that’s stupid! That’s a terrible idea! They literally just went over why they can’t happen and that they’re going to be friends. Friends don’t kiss each other!

Well, she kissed Shoji, but that’s a whole other issue!

Kemuri
Oh, it’s okay ^_^
All is forgiven.
There were lots of feelings going around, lol

Is it possible for a text to sound strained? She hopes not.

Tenya
Right, yes.

That should be the end of it, but the text bubbles keep appearing, then disappearing. He’s typing, then deleting, and typing again. Kemuri isn’t sure whether she’s feeling anxiety or anticipation, but whatever it is, it’s got her stomach in knots.

Tenya
I feel that I must confess something.
As…we have confessed a lot to each other in recent times.
I’m just not sure how you’ll take it.

Kemuri
???

Tenya
It has to do with the training camp.

Oh.

There’s a pit in her stomach as she grips her phone tighter. It’s been easier lately, easier than ever before, not to think about camp. Even her nightmares have lessened with time, although she credits that to Midnight and Hound Dog’s steadfast therapy and coping methods. Kemuri has learned to function to the point that she can put it out of her mind, but it still comes back.

But, this isn’t about Leech. This is about Iida, and…well, she isn’t sure what he’ll say.

Kemuri
It’s okay.
You can tell me.

The bubbles come back, disappear, return.

Tenya
You’re aware I had to perform CPR to revive you.
Ever since then, it has haunted me.

Kemuri
You mean…with the nightmares?

She knows about those. It’s the whole reason they have their emoticon system in place, a simple reminder to one another that they’re alive and well. Iida has used it less and less as time has gone on but tonight, it seems they returned.

Tenya
Yes, and no.

More bubbles.

Tenya
You were very cold.
That was…wrong, because I know you to be very warm.
But…

More bubbles. They disappear and reappear again and again.

Tenya
This feels so perverse to say.
I think I should refrain.

Kemuri
If…if you need to get it off your chest, I’ll listen.
Only if you want to.

Bubbles. Gone. Bubbles again.

Tenya
I have wondered what it would feel like to have your mouth against mine.
I mean, when you’re warm, and when it’s real.

Kemuri gapes at her phone screen for a few long seconds before she pinches herself hard. When she looks at the texts, they’re still there. She flops back onto the pillow, letting her phone rest at her side as she presses a hand to her mouth. She breathes heavily, eyes wide, staring up at the ceiling.

He’s been thinking about kissing her…for that long?

Holy shit.

Tenya
I apologize. That is very wrong of me.
I should not be having such thoughts, especially surrounding that.
I will leave you to sleep.

She hurries to respond.

Kemuri
Do you feel better now?

Tenya
I…suppose.
Although now I feel a great deal of shame.
So I am not sure.

Kemuri
It’s okay, really.

He doesn’t respond right away, not even a text bubble to show her that he’s still there. She twiddles her thumbs over the keypad, chewing her bottom lip. She’s thanked him before, but only once, and everything was so emotional. She thanked him amidst All Might’s retirement and Bakugo’s rescue and everything else in Kamino. So much happened that night.

Kemuri
Honestly, with the camp…my memories are really scattered.
But, I remember you, at least.
You were exactly who I hoped would show up.

Tenya
Really?

Kemuri
I knew that if my timing was correct, you’d still be in the clearing.
You knew where the lake was.
So…as I ran, I knew that I had to trust that Nishi would find you
And that you would find me.
And you did ^_^

She breathes. Typing it is easier than saying it. She’d be stuttering so much if this was in person, yet part of her wishes it was. She wants to be next to him, tracing the lines on his palm or feeling his side pressed to hers.

Kemuri
I know I’ve said it before, but
Thank you.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to repay you.

Tenya
You do not need to repay me.
I would go through it all again if I had to.

She gazes at his words and lets the admiration mingle with the need to refute his words. She may have been injured, but he dealt with the other half of the trauma. She’s seen first hand how he’s struggled with it, yet…he’d do it again?

Tenya
I want to say that I was just doing what any hero would.
But…that isn’t true.
I should have stayed at camp, but I forced Mr. Aizawa’s hand.
All I could think about was saving you.

Kemuri
You would save anyone in that situation.
You care so much about everyone in the class.

Tenya
I do, but what I felt then was like nothing I had felt before.
The absolute terror…
There was so much I realized that I still wanted to know about you.
That was the night I really became aware of how much you meant to me.

Kemuri can’t help the big, dumb grin that spreads across her face. She presses her phone to her heart and takes a deep breath. She feels tingly from the roots of her hair to the tips of her toes and she never wants it to stop.

Tenya
My, I really am pouring my heart out tonight, aren’t I?
Exhaustion must make me sentimental.
You truly don’t mind hearing all these things?
Considering…?

Kemuri
It makes me happy to know that you think about me
in the same way that I think about you.

Tenya
Oh…
I see.
Well.

She giggles, imagining his flustered expression. Is he also lying on his back, phone held above him? Is he sitting up, back pressed to his pillows? Is he wearing that silly yet oddly adorable striped hat of his?

Expressing her feelings is so much easier over text, as impersonal as she thinks it is. Nothing beats talking to someone, measuring their expressions and tone and feeling every word they say. It’s far scarier, but she prefers it that way for some strange reason. Maybe it’s just because texting strains her eyes.

Tenya
I should let you sleep.
Thank you for listening to me.
And…thank you for your kindness.

Kemuri
You get some sleep too, Tenya ^_^
You’re welcome.

She doesn’t know how to respond to the last text. She isn’t doing anything spectacular, so she lets the “you’re welcome” speak for them both.

Her phone dings once more and when she looks at it, there’s another tiny rose, followed by a simple message.

Tenya
Goodnight, Kemuri <3

She sends her reply and tucks her phone away, then puts her glasses with it. She cuddles under her blankets, staring out at her room for a moment before her eyes drift shut. A tiny smile curves her lips.

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The next morning, Iida’s face turns pink whenever he catches her eye. Kemuri would simply find it adorable and move on, but she’s no better. Hagakure doesn’t help. How an invisible person can be so obvious in her staring, Kemuri would like to know.

If the boys walking a few paces behind them notice anything, they graciously remain silent on the issue.

“Seriously,” Hagakure says as they walk to class. “You confess and he rejects you, then he tries to kiss you?” She huffs and Kemuri feels the air stirring, like she’s shaking her head. “I didn’t take him to be such a player.”

“Don’t say that,” Kemuri whispers, hugging her books closer to her chest. “He’s…just as confused as I am about all this, and he isn’t trying to play with me or anything.”

“You sure?”

“I mean…he told me so, and I want to believe him.”

Hagakure lets out a long-winded sigh. “He is a pretty honest guy.” She elbows Kemuri lightly. “Just make sure you guard your heart, alright? He made it pretty clear that he isn’t up for dating.”

“Yeah, I know.”

She exhales, trying to calm the pressure in her chest. She can’t stop thinking about what he said, his texts playing over and over in her mind like scrolling movie credits. He’s wanted to kiss her. He’s imagined kissing her.

She swallows hard, shoulders hunching against the grip on her books. She needs to focus before her schoolwork suffers.

When she walks into the classroom, it’s like any other day. There are the regular groups scattered around. Even Nishimura has returned to his normal friend group, along with Aoyama. The news of Tsuyu and Nishimura’s break-up spread quietly and, out of respect more than anything, no one made a big deal of it. The two of them silently went back to normal as best they could.

Yet again, Iida catches Kemuri’s eye from his group, and his lips purse. She sucks in a breath, but raises her hand and smiles as she flashes a peace sign at him. He blinks, then waves back before Uraraka takes his attention away.

“Oh my god, Kemuri, you adorable dork,” Hagakure mutters as they move to their desks.

“S-Shut up, at least I’m trying,” she retorts, elbowing her friend lightly before sitting down.

Ojiro sets his bag down on his seat before moving closer to Kemuri’s desk. “Seriously, what’s up with you girls today?” he asks, leaning closer to them as his brow furrows. His tail lashes. “Did something happen?”

“What? It’s, uh…nothing. Why, do we seem off?” Kemuri asks, twisting her braid between her fingertips.

Tokoyami and Shoji stop between the girls’ desks, Tokoyami with slightly raised brows and Shoji with his regular cool and collected expression. Hagakure giggles.

“I mean,” Ojiro says, “you two were whispering the whole time we walked to class.” He glances between them and adds, “Plus Kemuri was doing that thing where she blushes every five seconds—”

“I can’t help it,” Kemuri whines, pressing her hands to her cheeks.

“Is this a matter we can assist with?” Tokoyami asks.

“Mmm, depends,” Hagakure hums. Kemuri purses her lips. “Can you make two lovebirds stop being stupid?”

“Toru…” Kemuri groans, slowly slumping forward onto her desk.

“Ah, so it’s about Iida,” Shoji says with a sage nod.

“Of course,” Ojiro adds.

“I am no help in this situation,” Tokoyami says. “My apologies, Kemuri.”

Kemuri just gives him a thumbs up, refusing to lift her face from the desk. How dare her friends be so horribly perceptive about every damn thing. It’s like she can’t have any secrets!

“Okay, so,” Hagakure says, sleeves wagging as if to beckon the boys closer. “Yesterday—”

“Everyone in your seats.”

Mr. Aizawa to the rescue. Shoji chuckles, promising Hagakure she can tell them another time as he and Tokoyami retreat to their desks. Ojiro sits down as Kemuri forces herself up, composing her expression as best she can.

“Morning,” Aizawa says. “Just a few announcements. First, on Wednesday next week, we’re going to be having a special Hero Basic Training class.”

Immediately, attention around the room skyrockets. There are a few mutters, scattered guesses from one person to another. Aizawa waits, deadpan.

“You’ll be joining class B for a joint training session,” he says.

All order falls apart.

“Wait, seriously?! We’ll be training with class B?!”

“What sort of training is it?”

“Are we fighting them?”

“I’ll kick their asses no matter what we’re doing!”

Aizawa’s erasure snaps on and the class quiets down. His hair falls loosely around his shoulders as his eyes close, a long breath leaving him.

“That’s all I’ll say for now. I will share more details next week,” he says. “Next, as you can tell, the weather is getting colder.”

“Totally,” Sero mumbles.

“It’s probably gonna snow soon,” Sato adds.

“Ribbit,” Tsuyu says, shivering a little.

“It’s common practice for heroes to adapt their costumes to colder weather as they see fit,” Aizawa says, “so I’m going to be handing out costume request forms. Fill out anything you think you’ll need to keep warm. Be precise and clear.” He holds up a stack of papers. “Please keep in mind that this may not apply to you at all. I’m more concerned about those of you with showier costumes.”

Kemuri shifts. Her quirk does an okay job at keeping her warm, but she’s no Todoroki. She has the unfortunate luck of having a quirk that works at its best when she has plenty of exposed pores to use.

“Iida, hand these out,” Aizawa says. As Iida races to the front of the class and takes the papers, he continues, “I’ll take these in at the end of the day. Don’t rush, and if you feel like you don’t need any changes, please indicate as such.”

Kemuri mumbles a thank you and takes the paper. It’s a simple sheet, much like the ones she’s filled out before for her armour and boot requests. This’ll be fine.

“One last thing,” Aizawa says. “If you have any questions or concerns, come talk to me and I will do my best to assist. However, if your questions are about style, Midnight will probably be a better option.” He reaches under the podium and pulls out his yellow sleeping bag, hoisting it over his shoulder. “That’s all from me. Be good for Mic.”

The door slides open and Present Mic struts in with all his usual gusto, ready to hype the class up about English. Kemuri tucks her costume sheet away and focuses on her studies.

Still, as they conjugate verbs and whatnot, Kemuri’s attention drifts.

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When lunch lets out, all the class can talk about is winter costumes and joint training.

“Oh, man, it’s gonna be so cool to work with class B!” Nishimura says, fists up as he feints some punches at Sato. “I haven’t sparred with Kamakiri in forever!”

“That’s assuming we’re fighting them,” Sato says. “What if they mix us up or we do a team-building exercise?”

“Whatever it is, I’m ready!”

“Dude, Kirishima, are you actually going to put a shirt on for winter?” Kaminari asks.

“I dunno, maybe?” Kirishima shrugs. “I feel like I’ve got this image already, and I’m not too bothered by the cold.”

“Lucky,” Sero says. “At least you can wear long sleeves.”

“Yaomomo, what are you thinking of?” Jiro asks. “A zippered jumpsuit or something?”

“Perhaps a heated cape of some sort,” Yaoyorozu says, stroking her chin thoughtfully. “I could go with a jumpsuit, but it’s much more efficient to leave my skin bare. I can’t think about unzipping pieces of my costume when I need to create something immediately.”

“I wish I had your confidence,” Jiro says with a fond smirk.

Yaoyorozu beams, her cheeks faintly pink. “Thank you!”

“What are you two thinking of?” Ojiro asks.

Kemuri glances at Hagakure, then back at him. “Not sure yet…”

“Why are you just asking us?” Hagakure pouts. “Why not ask Shoji or Toko?”

“I’m not changing anything,” Shoji says. “I can’t exactly cover my arms unless I wear a poncho, and that’d just inhibit me.”

“My cloak is plenty warm,” Tokoyami says.

“Also, uh…” Ojiro blushes, rubbing the back of his neck. “You two, ah…show the most skin out of all of us.”

“Oh, sure, just call us out like that,” Hagakure says. Ojiro flinches, his nose wrinkling as if Hagakure poked it. She giggles.

“What…are you gonna do?” Kemuri asks.

Hagakure hums. “I don’t know. I can’t exactly wear clothes. I’ll probably just get warmer gloves and winter boots.”

“Won’t you be cold?” Shoji asks.

“I mean…yeah? But what else can I do?” Her uniform shrugs. “Once I get moving, I’ll warm up.”

They stay silent, at a loss for any kind of response. Kemuri gauges their expressions and finds that, above all else, there seems to be a general sense of discomfort with the idea of Hagakure going naked in the cold. Sure, she’s done it all year, but that was when the weather was nice.

Ojiro purses his lips. “I mean, during the training…if you get cold, just tell me, okay? You can borrow my coat.”

Hagakure makes a huffing noise. “But then you’ll be cold!”

His lip curves at the end. “I’ll be more comfortable knowing that you’re okay, Hagakure.” She can’t muster an answer past a tiny squeak, her sleeves moving to her collar.

“So, lunch?” Shoji asks. “I’m starving.”

“Same,” Hagakure says, snapping out of whatever daze she was in. “Oo, and Kemuri’s still gotta tell you about Iida and the B-A-B-Y!”

The boys go stock still, staring at Kemuri with wide, stunned eyes. Tokoyami looks like he might give up on life. Ojiro’s hand slowly covers his gaping mouth and Shoji’s eyebrows rise high into his hair.

“So…that’s what happened with him?” Shoji asks, voice slow and disbelieving.

Kemuri is pretty sure that, if she had a fire quirk, she’d burst into flames. Instead, steam shoots from her ears and she just about crumples to the floor.

Hagakure giggles. “Oops, I should’ve worded that better!”

“Yeah,” Kemuri squeaks. “You should’ve.”

Chapter 181: Hagakure's New Clothes

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After school, Kemuri corners Midoriya at his desk before she heads to the Support Department. She spent most of lunch brainstorming ideas for her own costume and potential costumes for Hagakure, researching different cases of heroes with quirks that affect their whole body.

She didn’t find much, but that’s where Midoriya comes in.

“A costume that turns invisible?” he repeats.

Kemuri nods. “Yeah, so Hagakure can…wear clothes.” His cheeks turn faintly pink and she presses her palms together. “Please, Midoriya, if you’ve got anything about specialty costumes in that notebook of yours, I could use all the help I can get.”

His brow furrows, hand moving to his chin as he mumbles something to himself. Before she can ask him to speak up, he ducks into his bag and pulls out a notebook. It’s still the charred, burnt one she remembers from the start of the year, although judging by how far he flips back, he’s due for a new one.

“Well,” he says. “It isn’t much, but there are two cases that I know of just off the top of my head.” He stops on a page where there’s a diagram of Mineta, labelled and accompanied by a page of notes. Midoriya looks up at her. “Mineta’s balls stick to anything except himself, which I knew was going to be a problem for him. When I asked, he told me that they used samples from his scalp to engineer his gloves so that they won’t stick.”

“Woah, really?” Kemuri’s eyes widen. “That’s…that’s so cool!”

“I know, right?”

He grins and returns to the page, flipping through the notebook again. Kemuri catches a few brief glances of their other classmates. He stops on a page about Sir Nighteye, sending a spark of melancholy through Kemuri’s chest, before flipping back one to a page about Togata.

“With Togata’s quirk, everything phases through him,” he says. “You’re…already aware of that.”

She grimaces as the memory of a fully nude Togata appears in her mind’s eye, and she nods. “Yeah…”

“Okay, so I thought, how would his hero costume work? Turns out, they used fibres from his hair!”

“Hair?” she repeats.

“Yeah!” Midoriya says, nodding rapidly. “I didn’t ask how much they needed, but apparently support departments can use even a small sample to reverse engineer material that reacts like it’s part of a person’s body! It—” He stops dead, slamming his mouth shut. “I…almost started rambling.”

“No, no, this…this is super helpful, Midoriya,” Kemuri says. She reaches out and grasps his hand, squeezing lightly. “Thank you!”

He squeaks, turning red as he ducks his face away from her. “Y-Yeah, no problem!”

“Kemuriiiii,” Hagakure’s voice sounds from far off, making Kemuri release Midoriya and look up. Her uniform hovers in the classroom doorway, sleeves near her hips. “You coming?”

Kemuri can’t help the smile that spreads across her face. “Yes! Just…one thing,” she says, rushing to meet her friend. “Toru, you’ve gotta come with me.”

“What? Why—”

Kemuri takes her wrist and books it down the hallway, leaving her friend stumbling after her in confusion.

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“The Support Department?” Hagakure asks as Kemuri pushes open the door. “Is there something wrong with your costume?”

“No, not quite, I just…” She laughs breathlessly, turning back to her. “I have an idea, but…but I’m not sure if it’ll work.”

“Huh?”

“Ms. Shimakage,” Power Loader says. “What brings you here?”

Kemuri turns, facing the much-shorter hero with a smile. “Hello, sir. I…had a question about costume engineering.”

“Oh?” Power Loader asks. “Are you having issues with yours?”

“No, not at all. It’s…uh…” She turns back and grabs the still-waiting Hagakure, dragging her into the shop. “It’s about her.”

“Me?” Hagakure repeats.

Power Loader lets out a long hum, nodding slowly. “Ah, yes. I think I understand.”

“Kemmy, can you tell me what’s going on? I’m going crazy over here,” Hagakure whines.

“I want to see if there’s a way to make you a costume that turns invisible with you,” Kemuri says, letting the words rush out of her. Hagakure stays silent and she adds, “I’m just…I think that if they can find ways to make costumes work with others, they can find a way for you to wear an actual costume, right?”

“They…” Hagakure lets out a soft breath. “They can?”

Power Loader scratches the giant yellow helmet covering his head. “I will admit, some quirks are easier to work with than others,” he says. “Most companies hear the word ‘invisible’ and they bow out, claiming it’s too difficult to work with. Unfortunately, that was the case for you this year.”

Hagakure, again, stays so still that nothing about her emotions can be guessed at. “I didn’t ask for clothes,” she says. “I just assumed it couldn’t be done.”

“I’ll be the first to apologize for that,” Power Loader says. “See, I contacted a few design companies when I saw the details of your quirk, asking about possible costumes. No one had the slightest clue what could be done, so we ended up honouring your original request of gloves and boots.” He sighs. “I’ve been trying to look into it myself, but quirks like yours are very rare. Not much is known about them.”

Hagakure’s shoulders slump and another tiny breath leaves her. Kemuri’s heart sinks. They already tried? That can’t be it. What kind of company wouldn’t take the chance to cater to anyone they could?

“But you could try again, right?” Kemuri asks. “Um…uh…what if Hagakure was there to help you experiment? Like…like you could study her hair, or find a way to make clothes that react to her.” Power Loader tilts his head and she adds, turning back, “Toru, you said you’re invisible because your body bends light, right? That’s why you can refract light through yourself.”

“Yeah, or at least, that’s what the doctors say.”

“So why not try and find a way to make clothes that bend light?”

“You’re talking about cloaking tech,” Power Loader says. “Difficult stuff, and finding someone who’d be willing to do it will be even more so. Even with the advent of quirks, certain things are still out of reach.”

“But—”

“Kemuri,” Hagakure says, and her voice is so soft and weak that it stops Kemuri on a dime. She turns back to her friend to find that there are tiny tears hovering above her uniform. “It’s…it’s okay. Thank you for trying, but I know what I have to deal with. This…this is just how it is.”

Power Loader sighs, seeming truly reproachful, and Hagakure’s tears wipe away. Kemuri stares, hands clenched into fists, frustration burning in her chest. No, she won’t let it end here. It can’t, not when no one’s even trying!

She stares at her best friend’s face, at her tears…

Wait, tears.

Kemuri gasps. “Toru.”

Hagakure sniffles, still wiping at her face. “Y-Yeah?”

“Power Loader, sir,” Kemuri says, stepping to Hagakure’s side and gesturing up at her face. “We can see her tears, right?”

“Well, yes, but—”

“So, maybe, if something detaches from her, we’ll be able to see it? Toru, sorry for this.”

“What—OW!”

Kemuri plucks a hair from Hagakure’s head, pinching it tightly between her fingertips. For a second, there’s nothing, but Kemuri refuses to take her attention away from it for a second. Hagakure’s sleeve rubs at her head.

“Kemuri—” she starts.

“Ah!” Kemuri gasps, lifting her hand. She can see it, just a small hair clutched between her fingertips. “Look, it’s visible!”

“What?” Power Loader says. He steps closer, reaching out and bringing Kemuri’s hand down to his level. “Unbelievable.”

“This has to mean something, right?”

“It could, potentially.”

Hagakure comes closer, staring down at the strand of hair like it isn’t real. “I…” Her skirt sways. “How did I never notice this?”

“Haven’t hairs ever appeared on your clothes?” Kemuri asks. “What happens when you get haircuts?”

“I always thought that it was something only I could see. My mom always cut my hair, but she made sure to do it when we could see each other to make sure it looked okay,” Hagakure says. “Is…is there really a way for me to have an actual hero costume?”

Power Loader takes the hair, bringing it to his workbench and placing it inside a plastic baggie. “Maybe,” he says. “Like I said, it’s up in the air. There aren’t many who’d have the dedication to—”

The door to the studio opens. “Okay, I’m back, Mr. Power Loader!” All three people turn to face Mei Hatsume as she rushes inside, eyes wide and an absolutely gigantic mug in hand. “I took a nap, showered, and ate a proper meal, just like you said!”

“Good,” Power Loader says. “Just please make sure you actually go home at night. I’m okay with you being here as much as possible, but you need to sleep in an actual bed.”

“Creative genius doesn’t work on a schedule,” Hatsume says. She takes a long drink from her mug. “But, fine, if you insist, I’ll try.” Her golden cross-hatched eyes land on the two girls and she grins. “Oo, hello. What brings you two here?”

Kemuri can confidently say she’s never been happier to see her. “Hatsume, we need you,” she says.

Her grin remains, yet somehow gets bigger. “What is it? Are you needing another upgrade? A new baby?”

“How would you feel about making a costume that can turn invisible?”

Hatsume pouts her lips, head tilting back. “Hm, that’s a tall order,” she says. Hagakure and Kemuri start to slump, and she laughs. “I’m all over it! I’ve been trying to develop proper cloaking gear for years!”

“You have?” Hagakure asks.

“Uh, duh? Cloaking is one of the most basic, yet coolest sci-fi things that humanity has yet to discover,” Hatsume says, already pushing past them to go to her cluttered workbench. She turns, aiming a wrench at Hagakure. “Let me guess, you’re needing a new costume.”

Hagakure bounces in place. “Yeah! Kemuri thinks it’s possible!”

“Could the material be engineered from her hair?” Kemuri asks. “I heard Togata and Mineta’s costumes had similar things done.”

“They did, but we’ve never worked with something we can’t see,” Power Loader says.

“Pssh,” Hatsume says. “That should never stop progress! Do you think being deaf stopped Beethoven from creating music? Do you think blindness stopped Mohannad Jibreel Abudayyah from becoming one of Saudi Arabia’s most prolific engineers? No!” She laughs. “Mr. Power Loader, if I can figure this out, will you let me send it to the design companies?”

Power Loader sighs. “I don’t see why not…”

“Yes! Thank you!” She beckons to Hagakure. “Come on, invisible girl, I’m gonna need some more hair samples, and maybe skin too. I hope you’ve got some free time in your schedule.”

Both girls come closer, Hagakure sitting down at Hatsume’s side while Kemuri lingers nearby. Hatsume already has a notebook out, scribbling ideas down as fast as they come. Hagakure’s uniform seems to vibrate in place.

“Um, while you’re at it,” Kemuri says. “Do you think there’s a device that could turn quirks off?”

Kemuri doesn’t need to check to know that Hagakure’s head has whipped towards her. Hatsume sighs, reaching up to push some of her pink dreads from her eyes.

“Oh, believe me, I’m trying,” she says. “Right now, the only thing stopping most villains from escaping Tartarus and other jails is sheer intimidation. If they use their quirk, they’ll be shot. So barbaric!” She turns in her seat, pointing up at Kemuri. “The only way to turn off a quirk is to block the quirk factor, which we still haven’t found a way to do outside of quirks that do it for us, like Eraserhead’s power.”

“So…no?”

“If there’s a will, there’s a way, dear Shimakage!” Hatsume giggles. “I’m gonna make a baby that’ll change the world. No more of those bulky, full-body dampeners that the police use. I’m gonna make something better, like…like cuffs! Or a collar of some kind! The possibilities are endless…”

She drools a little, zoning out for a second before she snaps back to attention. Hagakure starts to giggle and Kemuri smiles at the sound.

“I can’t wait to see,” Hagakure says.

“Me too!” Hatsume agrees, turning back to her. She reaches out and places her hands on either side of Hagakure’s face. “You, my dear, are my new project. I’m going to blow your mind.”

“Please do!” Hagakure says.

“Just you wait, I’ll have a prototype waiting before the week is up! Just be ready for if I need to test it, yeah?”

“I’ll be here!”

“Let me give you my number! I sense the beginning of a beautiful partnership, my dear!”

Seeing the two of them talk, seeing Hagakure’s animated arm movements and Hatsume’s quick-as-a-whip brainstorming skills, Kemuri can’t help but feel hopeful. She crosses her fingers and prays that this works out.

Notes:

I realized that somehow, I never posted this chapter! So sorry about that. I'm sure it wasn't too confusing without this but still...here we are!

Chapter 182: Endeavour's First Stand

Chapter Text

The week goes by quickly and Kemuri sees very little of Hagakure outside of class. Hatsume’s work seems nonstop and Hagakure is quick to rush off whenever she’s called to the Support Department. Hagakure refuses to tell any of them about what’s going on, insisting that she wants it to be a surprise.

She also makes Kemuri pinky-swear to secrecy. Kemuri obliges.

So, the school days go by, full of homework, training, and plenty of hero training classes. By the time the weekend rolls around, Kemuri is ready to relax. On Saturday afternoon, she finds herself in the common room with a few others watching the news. That’s normal, but what’s on the news is a little less than so, and Kemuri gets the sinking feeling that no one is going to be relaxing anytime soon.

“Breaking news from Fukuoka,” a reporter says, bracing herself against whipping wind. In the background, civilians run for their lives, screaming at the top of their lungs. “A villain has attacked and Endeavour and Hawks are fending them off!”

The camera is too far away for Kemuri to see anything detailed, only the decimated remains of a high rise. Then, a bright light like a second sun erupts in the air and Kemuri hears her classmates gasp around her. Tokoyami leans closer to the screen.

“Oh, just now! Can you see it?” the reporter asks as the camera moves up and past her head. “Endeavour! He’s so bright, even at this distance. He’s discharging intense flames!”

“What kind of villain is it?” Kaminari asks as he turns up the volume.

“It’s gotta be someone bad if he’s giving Endeavour this much trouble,” Kirishima says.

There’s another wave of heat and flame, hot enough that the camera starts to glitch. Kemuri presses her hand to her mouth, eyes wide. That’s his Prominence Burn. He’s already using ultimate moves? How long has he been fighting, and what villain on earth could be strong enough to withstand those blasts at close range?

The flames go out, leaving the smallest pinprick of flickering light where Endeavour still hovers. The camera angle changes, close enough to give a clear picture of Endeavour, his chest heaving with effort, face wreathed in flames.

“Did he win?” Kemuri whispers.

Endeavour’s eyes widen, as if alerted by something off-screen, and he turns just as a giant spike of muscle and black skin rips across his face, tearing into his eye and sending blood flying into the air. Kemuri flinches so hard she almost falls off her stool. Yaoyorozu inhales sharply, hands clapping over her mouth. Midoriya leans closer to the screen, gripping his knees, eyes wide.

Kemuri turns her head away as Endeavour falls from the sky and, in doing so, notices Todoroki for the first time. He stands behind the couches, staring at the screen in shock, and a few embers appear from his hair and cheek before going out.

“Todoroki,” Yaoyorozu says, turning around to face him. Midoriya’s head whips towards him. Todoroki doesn’t answer.

Endeavour hits the ground, sprawled out against the shattered concrete, and the villain drops down beside him. The camera finally gets a good look at it, all black skin and muscle, a hood covering its face.

“Is…” Uraraka starts, voice tight. “Is that…a Nomu?”

“Looks like it,” Tsuyu says with a frown.

Todoroki grits his teeth, fists clenched at his sides. “Dad…”

“Maybe…we should turn it off?” Kemuri asks.

There are uncomfortable glances around the room, but no one moves to shut the TV off. It’s a wordless agreement, but a wordless understanding. It’s terrible to see, but they have to know if their new number one will make it through.

The camera moves to an aerial shot, circling above the wreckage. “The villain is trampling the city all by itself!” the reporter says. “I cannot confirm this, but it seems that many bioengineered human Nomus have appeared as well! Currently, the heroes are working to fight them off and evacuate people.”

The camera closes in, cuts here and there. Local heroes herd civilians away from the danger zone while bug-eyed, grey-skinned Nomu wander the streets, attacking anything that moves. There are flashes of red and yellow as Hawks cuts them down.

“Endeavour, the first to respond, has been wounded.” The woman’s voice shakes and there’s another shot of Endeavour’s still form. “I can’t help but remember the nightmare at Kamino, months ago…”

There’s movement on the ground, just a little, and a burst of light. Endeavour launches back into the air, back towards the Nomu, fist and body wreathed in flame. A pillar of fire shoots out, the class leans in, and the Nomu dodges. In an instant, its fist hits Endeavour’s stomach and, in another, it throws Endeavour into the wreckage.

Kemuri presses her hands to her mouth. Midoriya grits his teeth, eyes alight, like his brain is moving a mile a minute even though his body stays rigid.

Endeavour trembles, skin steaming. He tries to stand, but collapses forward onto his hands and knees, head bowed. The mask and beard of flames that usually surrounds his face have gone out, leaving him looking scarily human. He raises his head, teeth gritted, a bloody gash where his left eye should be. He glares at the Nomu, then heaves as he coughs blood onto the concrete.

Fire burns around his eyes, just for a moment.

The camera changes, showing the reporter on the ground for a second before she steps back and out of sight. The Nomu stands on a building, far above a teeming, panicking crowd. There’s no order, no security, nothing that suggests protection at all.

“There’s no symbol,” the reporter says, her voice shaking. “This is what it means to have no symbol.”

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Todoroki growls, bringing attention back to him. Kemuri notices for the first time that Sero and Bakugo have also arrived, both staring at the screen.

“Everyone’s panicking,” Tokoyami says. “This is dismal.”

The front door swings open and Aizawa hurries inside. “Todoroki,” he says. Todoroki doesn’t look away from the screen. “You already saw it?”

“Mr. Aizawa…” Sero says.

“Don’t say that!” a voice on the TV screams. Every eye returns to the screen as the camera lands on a pink-haired boy in a yellow scarf. “Why would you say something like that, in a time like this?!”

“Stop it!” one of his friends begs, trying to restrain him.

“Look!” the boy shouts, pointing towards the horizon. The camera shifts and, sure enough, fire dots the horizon. “The flames are still burning! Can’t you see?! You see that, don’t you? Endeavour is still alive and fighting! Stop letting something that isn’t there bring you down!”

“You’re taking this too seriously!” his friend says. “Let’s hurry and get out of here!”

“Right now, who’s the man risking his life for us?” the boy demands. The screen shows the Nomu, soaring over the city. “LOOK!”

Endeavour appears behind the Nomu, propelling himself using the heat from his quirk, licking along his shoulders and back. The flames grow brighter and brighter, even as the Nomu stabs at him relentlessly.

Kemuri loses track of them, and so does the camera. Endeavour and the Nomu move so fast that they’re nothing more than streaks in the sky, orange and blue, ducking and dodging and intersecting at top speed.

Hawks appears somewhere in the mess, helping as best he can, feathers flying around him in a crimson flurry. Endeavour’s flames get more intense, twisting around him and taking on the shape of wings for a brief second. He flies towards the Nomu, engulfing them both in a ball of fire. At this distance, Kemuri can only make out flailing black limbs and light.

“Did you see that?” Midoriya asks. There’s awe in his voice, unmistakable even with the gentle wobble of fear. “Hawks sent his feathers out to help him!”

“Endeavour…is fighting,” the reporter says. People hunker down in the streets, arms over their heads, wind whipping their hair and scarves. “Even as he suffers…and struggles.”

“Old man,” Todoroki says, teeth still gritted. “I’m watching!”

Endeavour flies higher, still tangled up with the Nomu, a phoenix soaring into the endless sky. Clouds part as they punch through them. Kemuri can’t make herself breathe, doesn’t dare blink. She’s faintly aware of her classmates shouting at the TV, begging Endeavour to win, and she’s cheering too—silently, her heart pleading for this to end in victory.

Endeavour reaches a peak and, somehow, the fire gets even brighter. Another Prominence Burn, no doubt, and the faces of the crowd on the screen show nothing but wide-eyed, open-mouthed shock. For a second, the pillar of flame remains in the sky, and then it dies out.

A comet plummets towards the earth, all charred limbs and ash, and both Endeavour and the Nomu hit the ground. The shockwave sends nearby cars flying, smoke flying up from the shattered concrete, and everything is horribly, deafeningly silent. There’s still a fire visible, but no one can tell if it’s from Endeavour’s still-burning quirk or if it’s simply a byproduct of something far worse.

Then, in a gust of wind, the fire wisps away and there stands Endeavour, one fist raised into the air, head bowed, body slumped but still there. Still alive.

The crowd on screen gasps, smiles lighting up every face, and the reporter shouts, “Endeavour is standing! He’s standing! Standing…with his fist raised high! A sign of victory, no, of his start!”

“Todoroki!” Midoriya calls as cheers erupt from the screen.

Todoroki crouches on the floor, hands pressed together as if in prayer, and every student is immediately on their feet. Kemuri rushes to his side, right next to Yaoyorozu, Uraraka, Sero, Kirishima, and Midoriya. Aizawa, still standing nearby, hesitates as he stares down at his student.

“Todoroki,” he murmurs.

“Dude, he won!” Kirishima says with a giant grin. “He won! He’s alive!”

“Give him some space, please,” Yaoyorozu murmurs, although she’s not any better than the others. Her hands flutter near him, as if wanting to reach out and comfort him but she’s not sure if she should.

“Yeah, let’s back off a little,” Sero agrees, patting Uraraka’s shoulder.

Everyone takes a few steps back. Todoroki stays crouched, breaths sharp, eyes closed. Midoriya turns back to look at the screen, Endeavour still standing strong in front of the ruined Nomu.

“Todoroki, let’s go,” Aizawa says, kneeling down at his student’s side and resting one hand on his shoulder. “I need to speak to you.”

Todoroki nods and slowly lifts himself back to his feet. His head stays bowed, bangs covering his eyes, but there’s an odd sort of relief in the way his body remains slumped. All the tension that held him stoic during the fight is gone.

There’s a sharp gasp from the TV and immediately, the students turn their attention to it. Kemuri’s heartbeat stutters. The news helicopter circles above where Endeavour stood, but the scene has changed in an instant. Hawks has returned Endeavour’s side, supporting him as Endeavour presses a blood-soaked rag to his eye.

What’s more terrifying by far is the wall of blue flames surrounding them, and the man standing at the height of it all. The camera zooms in as best it can, just catching sight of the scarred features and wide, manic smile.

“The…the League of Villains is here!” the reporter shouts. “It’s the League member, Dabi! He’s surrounded Endeavour and Hawks with a wall of flames!”

Todoroki’s head snaps up. Aizawa’s eyes go wide. Tokoyami stiffens in his seat, knuckles turning white against his arms. Kemuri stares at that mangled face, those eyes that match the flames surrounding him, and something akin to hatred boils in her gut. That’s the man who burned Shoji, tried to kidnap Tokoyami, actually kidnapped Bakugo—

She remembers fire, the smell of smoke, a shadow in the trees and the glint of the moon on metal. Her heart spikes into her ears and she digs her nails into her palms.

“Bakugo—” Kirishima starts.

Kemuri tears her eyes away from the screen just in time to see Bakugo stumble backwards. Kirishima is at his side in an instant, firmly grasping his arm and steadying him. Bakugo doesn’t acknowledge him, staring at the screen with half a sneer on his face. It’s the eyes that give him away, the dilated pupils, the way his chest shudders. One of his hands moves to his neck, gripping it as he starts shaking harder.

Kemuri understands, far too well, and she moves. She settles herself in front of Bakugo, hesitant to reach out and touch him but desperate to help. If he’s experiencing what she thinks he is…

“Bakugo, breathe,” she says, trying her best to keep her tone steady. His breaths come out raspy, eyes still fixated on the screen. “Bakugo, it’s okay. You’re safe.”

“Fuck o-off,” he growls, fingers clenching. Her hand lifts, just a bit, and he flinches away. “Don’t…don’t you dare touch me!”

She can’t leave him like this. Kirishima looks like he’s a second away from panicking himself and the last thing Bakugo needs is for someone else to lose their cool. Kemuri shakes her head and shoves back all the nerves buzzing beneath her skin. She pats the air at Kirishima and he purses his lips.

“Just breathe. Breathe with me. One, two…” she says, inhaling and exhaling slowly. “Can you do that?”

Bakugo pulls away from Kirishima, still trembling, still not getting proper breaths in, and he’s muttering now. His eyes dart from side to side as if searching for danger, and she wonders if he’s back with the League. She wonders if he’s seeing her or them.

She braces herself and moves closer again, moving slowly and carefully, hands raised. “Bakugo, it’s okay,” she repeats. “Tell me what you need.”

“I said fuck off!”

In hindsight, maybe she should’ve listened. In her defence, she didn’t think she was within range. She thought she could dodge if anything happened, but Bakugo is fast, especially in the throes of panic. Before Kemuri has a chance to react, there’s a blast of heat and light and her ears are ringing and she can’t see anything and all she can think is that this is bad.

There’s muffled sound behind the ringing. Shouts? A few people are calling in raised voices, others are crying out. Her world tilts as the explosions elsewhere go out abruptly. She stumbles into something sturdy and, eyesight still scissoring and twisting, her feet leave the ground as someone lifts her. There’s weight pressing down on her head, pressing her eyes closed, pressing her down into darkness.

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When Kemuri wakes, she finds herself lying in the familiar comfort of Recovery Girl’s office. Physically, she feels fine. No ringing. Her vision is the same low quality that she’s used to. When she sits up, she doesn’t experience any dizziness.

There is a slight itch on the side of her face and when she reaches up to scratch it, her nails drag against the rough material of a bandage.

Her breath hitches. The common room, Bakugo panicking, and…

Shit.

She looks around, gripping the blankets covering her. There aren’t any adults in the room, but she can hear their voices just outside. She notices that first. What she notices second is that Bakugo is in the other bed, sitting up with his arms hooked around his knees, staring ahead of him. There’s no sign of Todoroki.

“B…Bakugo?” Kemuri asks.

Only his eyes move, swivelling towards her voice. He huffs and turns his head the other way.

Kemuri’s attention falls to her lap. There’s a small part of her that’s oddly proud—not of getting blasted by Bakugo, but of keeping it together. Seeing Dabi set her off, just a little, but she managed to push through it. She saw that Bakugo needed help and focusing on him brought her out of what could have potentially been something far worse.

She dares a glance at Bakugo and her hands tremble as she grips the blankets harder. He attacked her. He attacked her and yet, looking at him, she isn’t scared. She’s worried. What if they expel him over this? They wouldn’t, right? Not when he wasn’t in his right mind.

He needs help, not punishment, and she’ll be first in line to vouch for him if he needs it. He won’t like it, but she’ll be there.

“Oi,” Bakugo grunts. “Stop staring.”

She wrenches her head the other way, eyes wide. Geez, it’s like he could sense it. “S-Sorry…” She swallows hard. “Are you…okay?”

His jaw clenches and he still doesn’t look at her. She purses her lips, debating whether she should take back the question. It’s stupid, right? He doesn’t have to be okay.

“No,” he mutters, “I’m not. I’m fucking pissed.” His palms spark and crackle. “That prick. The patchwork bastard…” He clenches his fingers, smoke curling between them, and his other hand reaches up to grasp the back of his neck again.

“Are you at least…feeling better?”

He whips his head towards her and she tenses up at the sheer force of his gaze. He bares his teeth, but there’s less malice in them than before. “Fucking hell, you’re the one who got hurt ‘cause of me! Worry about yourself, damn it!”

Oh, so he’s feeling guilty, she thinks. She isn’t close with Bakugo, not by a long shot, but…well, anyone in class A could tell you that the guy has a way of expressing his feelings in a less-than-kind way. It sounds like he’s berating you or being an asshole, and most of the time he is, but…

Now is not one of those times.

She doesn’t know what to say, but she’s sure that the last thing he wants is for her to speak. What could she possibly say, anyway? Commiserating won’t help him. She can’t help him. She already tried and it failed.

The door slides open and Recovery Girl hobbles in, followed closely by Aizawa, Hound Dog, and Midnight. All three adults seem to stop short for a second when they see them, but the moment ends swiftly.

“Ah, good, you’re up,” Recovery Girl says. “Feeling better, dearies?”

“Yes,” Kemuri says as Bakugo gives a noncommittal grunt. Kemuri gulps. “Um…what, exactly, happened?” she asks, casting a hesitant look at Bakugo. “I…don’t really remember.”

“Nothing too major, dear,” Recovery Girl says, hobbling closer to the bed. She pulls a Kamui Woods candy dispenser from her coat pocket and drops a few sweets into Kemuri’s palm. “From what I was told, you got hit with an explosion on the side of your face. I healed your ear, and there’s a slight burn on your cheek that will be fine by tomorrow. The bandage is just to make sure it heals properly.”

“We already contacted your parents to let them know what happened,” Aizawa says. He keeps his arms crossed, his face especially void of joy, even more so than usual.

Bakugo mutters a swear and Kemuri slowly closes her eyes. That’s going to be a long phone call, full of “don’t worry’s” and “I’m okay’s.”

Aizawa inhales, then exhales. “Shimakage, you’ll come back to the dorms with me,” he says. He turns to Bakugo. “You, Bakugo, need to stay here.”

Bakugo bares his teeth again. “Huh?”

“You’re going to have a chat with Hound Dog and Midnight,” Aizawa continues. Bakugo’s eyes narrow, but Aizawa continues before he can speak, “You were the only hero student who opted out of the therapy sessions offered to everyone after the Kamino incident. You were also the one who needed it the most, and it’s my own fault for not making it mandatory. After this incident, that’s become clear. I hope you can forgive my negligence, Bakugo.”

“What the hell are you—”

“Any further questions can be answered in time. We’ll discuss this more later,” Aizawa deadpans, gesturing to both teachers. “Shimakage, come.”

Kemuri slips out of bed and hurries to Aizawa’s side, casting a sheepish glance at Bakugo as his face turns a somewhat startling shade of red. As Aizawa and Kemuri pass, Midnight leaves a feather-light touch on her arm, casting a kind smile her way.

The door to the office closes behind them, leaving teacher and student to start their long walk back home. It isn’t long before Kemuri feels the need to fill the silence.

“Is…Todoroki okay?” she asks.

“Fine. A little shaken. He’s in the staff room contacting his sister.”

“Oh…”

She stares at her feet, wishing she had her stick with her. She knows these halls, but right now she thinks the extra security would feel good.

“Are you alright?” Aizawa asks.

She looks up at him, eyes wide, but he just keeps walking. She swallows, pressing her lips together, and shrugs.

“I’m…fine now,” she admits. “Mr. Aizawa, Bakugo…isn’t going to get expelled, right?” His eyebrows lift and she continues, fiddling with her fingers. “It’s just…he was panicking, and he shouldn’t be punished for that. I’m fine, and I don’t—”

“He’s going to get the help he needs,” Aizawa says, cutting her off. “He’ll be fine. I’m going to be keeping a close eye on him.”

She bows her head. “I’m sorry I interfered. I…made things a lot worse.”

“You were trying to help and if it were anyone else, I’m sure that it would’ve been fine,” he states. He finally looks down at her, his eyes tired as always. “I’m sorry that you were put in that situation. The school, and I the most, should have done a better job of caring for Bakugo’s mental health. You were a victim of that neglect.”

She keeps staring at him, slightly overwhelmed. He isn’t angry, isn’t chastising her, just…calmly tells her that she doesn’t need to feel guilty. She should be used to this kind of kindness from adults, but somehow, it still hits her right where it matters.

“Okay…” she whispers.

The conversation ends there, and when they return to Heights Alliance, Aizawa is quick to gather the class and remind them about the mental health services offered by U.A. If any of them are struggling, in any way, do not hesitate to reach out.

As soon as he leaves, Kemuri finds herself surrounded. Everyone is worried and there’s nothing she can do but assure them that she’s fine.

“Seriously, Kemuri, that scared the crap out of us!” Sero says. “One second you’re talking to Bakugo, the next you’re down!”

“I hope I wasn’t too rough carrying you,” Kirishima says, pressing his palms together as he bows his head in apology. “I kinda freaked out trying to get you to Recovery Girl, plus your ear was bleeding and—”

“It’s okay,” Kemuri says, waving her hands at him gently. “Recovery Girl healed me up. I can hear fine.” She bites her lip and adds, “Uh, un…unfortunately, my eyes are still horrible…”

There are a few weak laughs from the group and Kemuri rubs the back of her neck. Okay, humour still isn’t her strong suit.

“Well, we’re all relieved to see that it wasn’t too serious!” Iida says, adjusting his glasses. He clears his throat. “And…on another note, those of us who weren’t present heard about what happened with Endeavour. How is Todoroki?”

“And Bakugo,” Kaminari adds. “Is he okay?”

“Is Aizawa gonna kick him out?!” Mineta asks, trembling.

Nishimura flicks him on the back of the head. “Bad time for that, dude,” he says.

Kemuri repeats what she heard from Aizawa. Bakugo isn’t going to be expelled, he’s fine and he’s going to be getting help. Todoroki is talking to his sister, and from what she knows, he’s okay too.

Even once she tells them, there’s a tension in the air that won’t leave.

“Kemuri, do you need anything?” Ojiro asks.

“Tea?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“Food?” Sato adds.

“I…just really want to relax,” Kemuri says, tugging her braid as she looks at her feet. “The…a-attention is a bit…a-ah…”

“Give her space,” Shoji says.

His deep, firm voice does the trick. Everyone backs up, spreading out to give each other more room, not just Kemuri. After a few seconds of silence, Hagakure pipes up.

“How about a movie night?” she calls, waving her sleeve in the air.

“Oo, yes!” Mina says. “One with plenty of pillows and blankets and snacks!”

“Good idea,” Tsuyu agrees, pressing one finger to her cheek. “It’s not like we have to worry about school tomorrow, ribbit.”

No one argues, instead splitting off to prepare the impromptu hang out. Yaoyorozu makes tea for everyone while Kaminari, Kirishima, and Sero search for the goofiest movie they can find. Pillows, blankets, and extra futons come down from any room willing to give them while Sato and Nishimura whip up snacks.

While they’re setting up, the front door opens and Aizawa enters, flanked by Todoroki and Bakugo. Kirishima, Midoriya, and quite a few others perk up at the sight of them, but both boys head to the elevator without so much as a wave. With them back safely, Aizawa reminds everyone not to stay up too late and takes his leave.

“Should we go check on them?” Uraraka asks.

“I think it is best to leave them be for now,” Iida says, crossing his arms over his chest as he purses his lips. “I know we’re all worried, but tomorrow is a new day. Let’s focus on our evening and if they join us, we will welcome them.”

And so, class A spends their Saturday evening scattered around the common room, cuddled up in their pyjamas, faced with the light of the TV and the canned chuckles of the laugh track. Kemuri lays on her stomach, half-asleep beneath her blanket, and Shoji sits at her side.

“How’s your ear?” he asks her through a dupli-mouth, about halfway through the movie.

Something happens on the screen that sends laughter moving through the class. Kemuri stifles a yawn into her arm before responding, “Well…I can hear you fine.”

His eyes crease at the edges, although they don’t look away from the TV. His dupli-mouth smiles. “Just thought I’d check again,” he says.

She nods, humming in affirmation. The movie keeps playing. The air is warm and smells of an odd mixture of tea leaves and popcorn. People shift, turning each other into pillows, finding comfort on one another’s shoulders.

Aoyama and Nishimura sit side by side on one of the couches, although Aoyama has fallen asleep with his head in Nishimura’s lap. Nishimura reaches for some of Koda and Sato’s popcorn with slow, careful motions, as if the slightest movement could wake Aoyama. Mineta sits next to Koda, cocooned in a blanket, eyes drooping every few seconds as he too starts to nod off.

Uraraka, Midoriya, and Iida take up the other couch. Iida’s eye twitches every time someone in the movie swears, arms still crossed firmly over his chest, but despite that, Kemuri hears him chuckling along with everyone else every now and then. Uraraka and Midoriya sit close, but not close enough to touch as they share a plate of mochi between them, their cheeks rosy even in the dim light.

Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari sit in a row and Mina lays sprawled across their legs like their only purpose is to serve as her cushion. She keeps reaching out and tapping their chests, whispering comments about the movie, and they happily indulge her. Kirishima keeps checking his phone during the quiet moments.

Jiro lays on her stomach, chin propped on her folded arms, while Yaoyorozu sits at her side and watches the movie intently. Next to Jiro, Hagakure hugs Ojiro’s tail like it’s a body pillow, leaning against him, and he keeps glancing at her with a tiny smile on his face.

Tokoyami sits sandwiched between Shoji and Tsuyu. Tsuyu fell asleep early too—something she’s started doing a lot more lately ever since the cold weather settled in—and now has her head against Tokoyami’s shoulder, gentle croaking leaving her lips. Tokoyami stays very still, almost statuesque, with wide, slightly terrified eyes. Kemuri is glad that the movie is hiding her giggles at his situation.

Kemuri isn’t sure when she falls asleep, but it’s before the credits roll. As she dozes off, she wishes for a fast recovery for Endeavour, and for peace of mind for Todoroki and Bakugo.

Chapter 183: The "A" in 1-A is for Anticipation

Summary:

In the days leading up to the joint training exercise, class A prepares.

Notes:

Let me be the first to say, I'm so sorry for how long this took. I recently got a full-time job! I've been out of work since COVID started, so getting back into the rhythm of work is difficult and has left me with very little motivation to write. Working eight-hour shifts, Wednesday to Sunday really does a number on my motivation to do anything other than sleep.

I had some of the worst writer's block, but hopefully, my energy will come back and I'll be able to pump out chapters regularly again! I hope that the next update won't take two weeks ;-;

I hope you enjoy!

Chapter Text

It’s a bright, brisk Monday morning as the members of class 1-A head to morning homeroom, scattered in groups throughout the hallway.

“Dude, I think I slept funny yesterday,” Kaminari says. “My neck’s all weird.”

“Great, now it matches the rest of you,” Jiro says with a dry smirk.

Kaminari lets out another drawn-out groan. “Why you gotta hurt me like that, Jiro?” he complains. “Sero, Kiri, help a brother out.”

“I mean, you are pretty weird—” Sero says, immediately ducking away as Kaminari tries to elbow him. “Hey! I’m just saying!” he laughs.

“Is it bad enough for a trip to Recovery Girl?” Mina asks, skipping in front of Kaminari and tilting her head as she looks up into his eyes. “Or…like, something a good massage could fix?”

“Eh…probably just a massage,” he replies. His eyes light up and he starts to grin. “Oo, think Shimakage’ll take pity on me?”

“There’s a pretty good chance,” Sero says with a shrug. Kaminari wiggles his eyebrows.

“Perv,” Jiro says, jabbing her jacks at Kaminari and making him leap away in fear. “I swear, you treat Shimakage like your personal masseuse and Yaomomo like a 3D printer.”

“But you guys use me as a charger all the time...” he whines. “Besides, can you blame me? They’re good at what they do!”

“More like you’re just taking advantage of their kindness…”

Kirishima stays quiet, half-zoned out while his friends continue jabbering. The topic launches into a back and forth on what everyone in the class functions best as, outside of being human. Todoroki makes a good cooler and microwave, Aoyama’s obviously a disco ball, and so on and so forth.

Kirishima would usually be more engaged, but he’s got other things on his mind, like his best friend. Bakugo’s been pricklier than usual lately, but at the very least he’s still been talking to Kirishima. He was worried that communication would stop, especially after the incident in the common room over the weekend. It hasn’t been great, but at least Bakugo’s not shutting him out.

Kirishima almost stops short, his eyes widening when he spots Bakugo just down the hall. If not for the spiky hair, that walk of his says it all. Perfect! Kirishima was sure he’d already be in the classroom by now.

“Bakugo!” he calls as he breaks into a jog. As soon as he’s within reach, he throws his arm around Bakugo’s shoulder. “So, just wanted to check in—”

“Fuck off, shitty hair. I’m not in the mood,” Bakugo growls.

Kirishima purses his lips, pulling his arm away and settling into stride beside his friend. Kirishima glances over his shoulder at where Kaminari, Sero, Jiro, and Mina still walk together.

“Um…” Kirishima starts. Usually, he’d put on a big smile to fend off Bakugo’s moods, but even he can tell that this isn’t the time. “So, uh…”

“The hell are you stuttering for?” he snaps.

“Sorry!” A nervous laugh. Kirishima lowers his voice. “Just wanted to ask if you’ve got a session at lunch.”

Bakugo hunches his shoulders, teeth grinding. After a moment, he grits out, “Yeah.”

“Want me to bring you a bento?”

“I don’t need you to look out for me.”

Kirishima tilts his head, pouting. “I just want to make sure you’re okay, dude.”

Bakugo pouts out his lips, bowing his head. They walk a few more feet before reaching the classroom door, and Bakugo grabs the handle.

“Fucking fine. Make sure it’s the spicy one I like,” he grumbles before shoving the door open and going inside.

Kirishima grins. “You got it, bro!”

Another huff as Bakugo stomps to his seat. There’s a second where Kirishima stands still, taking in the classroom, just being thankful for where he is for the hundredth time since he started at U.A, when someone slaps his shoulder.

“Kiri!” Mina squeals. “What do you think you work best as?”

“Huh?”

“Like if Kami is a charger and Sero is a tape dispenser and Jiro is an AUX cord...” Mina giggles. “What are you?”

“Um…” Kirishima’s brow furrows. “Maybe…a wrecking ball?”

“Oh, man, that’s way cooler than what I thought up,” Kaminari sighs.

“I’m telling you, Nishi works way better as a knife than Kiri does,” Sero says, shaking his head.

“Nishi’s a swiss army knife, duh,” Jiro says with an eye-roll.

Kirishima grins and rubs the back of his neck. “Whenever I try to chop things with my quirk, Bakugo gets mad because the pieces aren’t even enough.”

“They don’t cook evenly if they aren’t the same size,” a voice says behind them. The group jumps to the side as Nishimura slides by, offering them a smirk. “Just...he’s got a point, that’s all.”

“I’ll keep practicing!” Kirishima calls after Nishimura as he heads to his desk. Nishimura gives him a peace sign and a wry smile in return.

Iida gets up from his desk and moves to the door, one hand already swinging. “All of you need to stop blocking the door this instant!” he insists. “Class is about to begin!”

“Yeah, we’re going,” Sero says as he heads into the room, scooting past Iida and making a beeline for his desk.

“Sorry!” Mina chirps as she follows his lead.

“Thank you!” Iida says, adjusting his glasses before he also returns to his desk.

“Shimakageeee,” Kaminari calls, grasping his neck. Kemuri looks up from her conversation with her friends, searching for a second before pinpointing his location. Kaminari pouts, making his eyes as big as possible. “I need your help…please? My neck is all sore. I slept funny or something…”

“O-Oh, well, let me help then…”

“Don’t lay it on too thick, Kami!” Sero calls as he flashes a teasing grin.

Kaminari sticks his tongue out at him. “You’re just jealous!”

Sero holds his hands up in surrender for a moment before sitting back. Kemuri looks between the two of them, lips parted in confusion, but Kaminari commands her attention as he eagerly situates himself in front of her.

Sero looks over at Kirishima, seated in the desk right next to him, and leans closer. “So…is Bakugo alright?” he asks.

Kirishima bites the inside of his cheek. “Uh, yeah, he’s fine. He’s just got something at lunch.”

“Something?”

“It’s…not my place to tell.”

Sero frowns a little, not so much in anger, but in concern. He eyes Kirishima for a few long seconds before sitting back, nodding.

“Alright, just want to make sure he’s okay,” Sero says.

Kirishima smiles. “Don’t worry, dude. He’s just fine.”

Sero nods slowly before reaching down to search for something in his bag. Kirishima casts a quick glance over at Bakugo’s desk, watching him as he spins a pencil on his fingertips and glares out at something no one can see.

Kirishima hopes that his words aren’t just wishful thinking.

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“Hagakure! Just the girl I wanted to see!”

Kemuri and her friends stop short at the sight of Hatsume, blocking their path to the cafeteria. Hatsume has seen better days, with her grease-stained cheeks, dark circles beneath her cross-hatched eyes, and dirty hair, but she’s grinning like she’s won the lottery.

Hagakure gasps. “You usually text! Is it…?”

“IT IS!” Hatsume shouts, throwing her head back and laughing. She thrusts her arms into the air as if trying to grab hold of the sky. “It took me all weekend and then some to work out all the bugs, but it’s worth it!” She aims her finger down. “Come and see!”

“See…what?” Shoji asks. Tokoyami nods, one eyebrow lifted.

Hagakure turns. “O-M-G, guys, this is literally what I’ve been focused on all week!” Her body whips towards Kemuri. “You didn’t tell them, right?!”

Kemuri blinks. “Uh…nope.”

“Awesome! It’ll still be a surprise!” Hagakure giggles “Boys, come and see this!”

“Should I be worried?” Ojiro asks even as they follow Hatsume back towards the Development Studio.

“I’m going to say…no,” Kemuri says.

Hatsume jabbers the whole time they’re walking, saying how “this will change everything” and “the support companies are going to love my baby” and so on and so forth. Hagakure skips along at Hatsume’s side, humming to herself, and the boys seem more and more curious as their fear dies away. Surely, if Hagakure is excited, it can’t be bad.

They reach the studio and Hatsume rushes inside, Hagakure on her heels. The boys and Kemuri follow. Hatsume holds Hagakure’s costume case out to her, grinning with pride, and Hagakure won’t stop making high-pitched squealing sounds.

“Try it on!” Hatsume urges.

“Okay, hold on!”

Ojiro, Shoji, and Tokoyami avert their eyes as Hagakure pulls her blazer, shirt, and skirt off, leaving her in a pair of shoes, socks, and a floating bra and panties. She kneels and pops open the case as Kemuri comes closer, trying to get a peek.

At a glance, the material is metallic silver, but there’s a rainbow shimmer to it that covers the outfit like fish scales. Hagakure pulls out the costume, revealing a tight, full-body suit. She pulls it on, her body taking shape as the spandex hugs every curve.

“I’m covered!” Hagakure sing-songs, still pulling items from the case. There’s her old set of boots and gloves, seemingly unchanged, plus a utility belt.

The boys turn back around as she slips on her boots and gloves.

“A new costume?” Shoji asks.

Ojiro’s tail wags as he starts to smile. “You look…” He shakes his head, then swallows. “You look amazing!”

Hagakure giggles. “Thank you!” she says, clipping on the belt. As a final touch, she reaches back and pulls up her hood.

Tokoyami tilts his head. “I don’t mean to ruin your excitement, but this seems rather cumbersome to remove,” he states. He clears his throat. “In…terms of your quirk usage, I mean.”

Kemuri frowns a bit. “Isn’t…isn’t it supposed to disappear?” she asks. Hagakure’s head tilts down as she looks at herself and Kemuri turns to Hatsume. “Right?”

“It should!” Hatsume insists. “Just give it a minute.” She checks her watch. “It’s the first time she’s wearing the whole thing! It might take—”

“Ah!” Hagakure gasps. “Look!”

Sure enough, her costume fades before their eyes, leaving only her gloves and boots. Ojiro nearly chokes on his breath, Tokoyami reaches for his heart, and Shoji’s eyes widen. Kemuri’s hands fly to her mouth as she gasps.

“Yes!” Hatsume shouts. “Baby! You’re so beautiful!” She lets out another loud, ringing laugh that reverberates off the walls. “Oh, the support moguls are gonna go wild!”

“How…?” Ojiro asks.

“Hatsume made it with help from my hair and skin cells!” Hagakure says. Her gloves and shoes move up and down repeatedly as she jumps. “Kemuri got the idea thanks to something Midoriya told her, I think. It turns invisible with me!”

“Amazing,” Shoji says, eyes crinkled at the sides.

“Indeed,” Tokoyami agrees, voice hushed with awe.

“It’s still technically a prototype,” Hatsume sighs, moving in circles around Hagakure as she pinches and pulls at thin air. “If anything goes wrong, just bring it back and I’ll keep tinkering!”

“Just in time for joint training,” Kemuri says. “Hatsume…you’re truly a genius.”

Hatsume flicks her hair. “I’d deny it, but…you’re right.” She winks.

“The gloves and boots still aren’t invisible,” Ojiro comments. “Is that a choice?”

“I figured she’d need something to let people know where she is,” Hatsume says. “But! I’ve worked in some brand new cloaking babies. Watch.”

She reaches over and presses a button on the cuff of the gloves, then on the side of the boots. The air around them seems to ripple, making the clothing look warped for a second before they too disappear. Hagakure’s disembodied squeal of glee rings in the room.

“If all else fails, you can just take them off,” Hagakure says with a nonchalant shrug. “Oo, I almost forgot the finishing touch!”

She dashes to her workbench and returns shortly with a pair of golden goggles with shaded lenses. The rims are decorated with glinting metal rays, making the goggles look like two little suns. Hatsume reaches up, pinching the air and dragging her hand down, like she’s removing Hagakure’s hood, then slips the goggles over her head, adjusts the strap, and steps back.

“I know, I know, we didn’t plan this,” she says, “but you mentioned that you have a special move where you refract light and I want to make sure you’re extra protected. They also have the cutest bit of cloaking tech. Oh, don’t you like the sun motif? It’s brilliant and so marketable that—”

Hatsume grunts, her arms slapping to her sides as her eyes go wide. Disembodied sniffling comes from Hagakure’s general area, the floating goggles pressing against Hatsume’s shoulder.

“Thank you. Thank you so much.”

Hatsume blinks a few times, then reaches her hand up and pats the empty air as she grins. There’s the light sound of her palm against a body. “Hey, thank you too! Do you have any idea how hard it is to find invisible people to test my babies on? News flash, it’s next to impossible.”

“I’m just…I’m so grateful!” Hagakure insists. “I won’t be cold now, among…among other things!” Another few sniffles, then choked laughter. “Thank you!”

Kemuri exhales, feeling her eyes get a little itchy as her chest tightens up.

“Hey, if you really wanna thank me, how about testing out some other babies?” Hatsume asks, her smile turning more manic as Hagakure’s invisible hug releases her. She steps towards the other four, fingers grabbing at nothing. “I’ve got so many ideas. Hey, Tail, you know what would make your quirk better? An attachable blade—”

“I think we’ve gotta get some lunch,” Ojiro says as he takes a step back, reaching up to grip his tail.

“Sorry,” Shoji adds.

“We must make haste,” Tokoyami agrees.

“Come on, it’s just a few little things. Strength enhancers, rocket boosters, and just wait until you meet baby #411!”

They only manage to escape because, at that moment, Power Loader arrives, and Hatsume becomes distracted with showing him the working costume, lovingly dubbed the “Chameleon Suit.” Kemuri, Shoji, Ojiro, and Tokoyami slip out and, after a few more minutes, Hagakure’s floating uniform joins them.

“So…?” she asks, folding her arms behind her back. “Pretty cool, right?”

“The coolest,” Ojiro says. The others nod in agreement and Hagakure seems to glow with happiness.

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“Nishi, would you quit bouncing your leg? You’re making the table shake!”

Nishimura looks up from his ramen, noodles dangling from his mouth. He slurps it in, sprinkling his tray with flecks of broth as he presses his foot the floor, donning a sheepish smile. Across from him, Mineta gives him a rather lacklustre glare, clutching his food close to his chest.

“Ah, sorry about that, Mineta,” Nishimura says, averting his eyes. Mineta huffs a little and keeps eating, although any remaining annoyance disappears quickly.

“Are you alright?” Sato asks, seated at Nishimura’s left. “You’re not usually this jumpy.”

“Indeed,” Aoyama sighs from the right. “Anxious, mon ami?” Koda, right next to Mineta, nods and taps his fingers together in sympathy, brows creasing.

“Ah…you could say that,” Nishimura admits. He sighs, idly stirring his noodles and pinching one of the limp bok choy leaves between his chopsticks. “Kamakiri hasn’t been up for sparring with me.”

Sato lets out a long whistle and Koda purses his lips. Aoyama laughs softly, flicking his hair and making it glint in the cafeteria light.

“Well,” he says. “Joint Training is on Wednesday! You can’t possibly expect him to continue training with you when we’re so close to fighting each other.”

“I mean, yeah, but still!” Nishimura slumps back, crossing his arms over his chest. “I just love sparring with him. His quirk is kind of like…the opposite of mine, you know? He isn’t limited to where, but he’s limited to what the blade looks like. I thought we were becoming friends, and—”

“And what?” Mineta cuts in. He shakes his head. “Nishi, Nishi, Nishi, you gotta face the facts.” He shrugs, palms up. “No matter how close you think you are, they’re still the enemy. A versus B.”

“That’s…pretty weird, coming from you,” Sato says.

Mineta pouts, his cheeks turning pink. “Not like that! I mean, uh…” He grits his teeth, then stands up on the bench, which only makes him appear to be a little shorter than Koda. “Look! Nishi, we’ve got a fight coming up, and we’ve got to protect our secrets! Relationships of any kind will just hinder us!”

“No way, man,” Nishimura insists. “Look, this whole us versus them thing needs to stop. Eventually, U.A and our separate classes will only be with us in spirit, right?”

“Right…” Koda whispers.

“So isn’t it better if we bridge that gap now? We’re all gonna be heroes, and we’re going to need each other.” Nishimura glances around, as if waiting for Monoma or someone else to pop up and refute his words. Seeing no one, he relaxes. “At least, that’s what I think.”

“Okay, okay, you can get off that soapbox. I hear you,” Mineta grumbles, yet again stabbing at his lunch as he sits back down. He sighs. “I guess I’m just letting the nerves get to me. I really don’t want to fight Ino or Yo. They’re so tough when they’re together.”

“Ah, so it’s all nerves!” Aoyama chuckles. “I wish I could relate, but alas, my confidence is through the roof!”

Sato smiles a little, shaking his head. “That makes one of you.”

“Nerves…are pretty normal,” Koda whispers. He pumps his fists, eyes widening a little. “We’ve just got to try our best!”

“Cheers, brother!” Nishimura says, toasting with his ramen bowl. Sato and Aoyama lift their drinks and Koda blushes, scratching his cheek as he smiles gently. “Still,” Nishimura says. “It’d be nice if we could strategize a bit more. Aside from Tetsu, Kamakiri, and a few others, I’m lost on class B’s quirks.”

Mineta starts to grin, a low, evil laugh leaving him as he rubs his hands together. “Oh, I can name quite a few,” he says. “Maybe we should start strategizing?”

Sato, Koda, Aoyama, and Nishimura look at each other, eyes wide. Silent conversations pass between them, all coming to the same conclusion as their heads whip back towards the still-grinning Mineta.

“Share with us your wisdom, oh wise one,” Nishimura says with a mock head bow, already starting to smile at his own words.

“I’ll pretend you’re serious,” Mineta retorts. He dives for his backpack, searching for a notebook. “Get ready to have your minds blown!”

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When school lets out for the day, Iida, Tsuyu, and Uraraka find themselves waiting for Midoriya and Todoroki. It’s not an unusual occurrence, as Midoriya usually drags behind finishing up notes from the end of the day, and Todoroki is either the first one out or the last one, with no in-between.

Uraraka peeks into the room, brow furrowed, and finds that Todoroki is staring intently at his phone, still sitting at his desk. A desk away, Midoriya stands with Nishimura and Mineta, all three talking in hushed tones as Midoriya scribbles furiously.

“Um, Deku? Should we go on without you?” Uraraka calls.

Midoriya looks up, eyes widening. “Oh! Wait, I’ll be there in a sec!” He turns to Nishimura and Mineta, bowing his head. “Thanks for this, guys. I think it’ll be a real help to everyone.”

“Oh, you know, all in a day’s work,” Mineta says, rubbing his nails against his collarbone and checking them.

Nishimura grins, pointer finger and thumb posed by his chin. “A hero never rests!”

Uraraka nearly chokes as she claps her hand over her mouth. What dorks! Behind her, she hears Tsuyu croak in what she imagines could be confusion or curiosity.

“Todoroki, come on!” Midoriya calls as he swings his backpack over his shoulder.

“Mm?” Todoroki looks up, blinks, then nods. “Right. Coming.”

Both boys reach the door and Uraraka steps aside. With practiced ease, the group heads down the hallway, en route to the dorms. Never one to shy away from questions, Tsuyu and Iida are on them in a second.

“What kept you, Midoriya?” Iida wonders. “It certainly wasn’t schoolwork.”

“I can’t imagine you needing help from Nishi or Mineta, either,” Tsuyu adds. “Ribbit.”

Midoriya beams, holding his notebook out for them to see. “They were trying to prepare for the joint training!” he says. “Mineta’s gotten to know class B, somewhat, so he’s figured out a lot of their quirks. That way, we can at least be prepared for whatever’s coming.”

“Ooo, how exciting!” Uraraka says, clasping her hands together. Her eyes seem to sparkle. “Maybe we should get together tonight and strategize!”

“That sounds like a smart plan! I am sure we could get the rest of the class involved as well,” Iida agrees, hands swiping through the air as his smile grows.

“There are still a few people missing here. Maybe the others know!” Midoriya adds.

“Ribbit, ribbit!” Tsuyu agrees.

Todoroki stays quiet, jaw slightly clenched, head tilted down. He lingers at the back of the group, close enough to seem like he’s involved, distant enough to stay out. He’s uncomfortably aware of the weight of his phone in his pocket and what’s more, talk of quirks has never been a favourite subject of his, no matter whose quirks are involved.

“Todoroki!”

He stops immediately, his friends continuing on as they keep chatting about joint training and quirks and whatever else. He turns as Yaoyorozu comes up to him, books held to her chest, a gentle smile on her face. He can’t explain it, but that smile of hers is so calming, and just the sight of it makes his chest feel a little lighter.

“Yaoyorozu,” he greets.

“Hello,” she replies, tucking her bang behind her ear. She shifts the stack of books in her arms, fingers dancing along the tops. “You left this behind. I wasn’t sure if it was important, but…”

She pulls out a notebook, his workbook, and holds it out to him. He blinks once, then his lip twitches a little as he takes it.

“Thanks,” he says.

“Oh, it’s no problem,” she replies. She casts a brief glance over his shoulder as her brows furrow. “Um, Todoroki, if I could intrude…” She pauses, as if asking permission, and he tilts his head. “Is everything alright? You were rather spaced out today.”

His lips purse. She’s right, of course. His mind has been elsewhere for much of today, only tugged back to reality by the demands of school. He still wasn’t at his best in training and a few times, Yaoyorozu filled in pieces of the notes that he missed.

“Yeah,” he says. “Or, I mean…not exactly.” He sighs. “It’s—”

“Todoroki?” Midoriya’s voice travels down the hallway. “You coming?”

“I’ll catch up,” he returns, turning just enough to make sure his voice carries. “See you at the dorm.”

He catches the brief moment of skepticism on Midoriya’s face before he smiles, nods, and hurries off with the others as they all offer some sort of “see you soon.”

“If you need to go with them—” Yaoyorozu starts.

“No,” he says, maybe a little too fast. “It’s fine.” She bites her bottom lip and he exhales, adjusting his bag. “I’m going home tonight. My father is out of the hospital and Fuyumi wants to have a family dinner.”

She frowns a little. “Are you okay with that?”

Again, all he can do is purse his lips in thought. “Natsuo’s also home and, if anything, I’d like to see him,” he admits.

“Your brother?” she clarifies.

He nods. “It…feels like I might be able to connect with him more now.” He shifts, tucking his hand in his pocket. “We weren’t exactly close as children.”

“And I suppose I already know who’s to blame for that…”

He’s thankful that Yaoyorozu is good at reading subtext. He’s not sure he could get the words out. It’s still hard to talk about this with people, save for a select few; his best friend, a classmate with a similarly difficult situation, and for some reason, the girl standing before him who he’s only recently gotten to know again.

Lately, he’s allowed himself to wonder what it would have been like if he had been allowed to remain childhood friends with Yaoyorozu and Iida, if only in passing moments.

“Well,” Yaoyorozu exhales. “If anything happens, don’t be afraid to text me. I’m always willing to talk.”

“Thank you.”

Another one of those gentle smiles graces her lips and she straightens up. “Of course! You’re very welcome,” she says. She shifts on her feet, then adds, “Perhaps we could walk to the dorms together?”

“Okay.”

Her smile gets a little wider and they head back to the dorms, side by side.

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Kemuri stands outside Heights Alliance, arms crossed loosely over her chest as she stares up at the sky. Her water bottle and phone sit nearby as her only spectators. The night is dark and cold, the dorm windows casting patches of warmth onto the grass, and Kemuri can faintly hear voices from inside. Her classmates are talking potential strategies, although it’s all speculation and what-ifs.

Kemuri wanted some fresh air, just a bit of time by herself.

She sucks in a deep breath, letting her arms unfurl as she looks down at her palms. Hero basic training has still been focusing entirely on ultimate moves and Kemuri feels confident.

Geyser Hand Strike is stronger than ever. She originally developed it to be an added offensive move, but it works for defence too. With a strong enough steam burst, she can use it for evasion, shoving away incoming projectiles and messing up their trajectory. Her redirection still needs work, but that will come with time.

Steam Engine, Steam Jet, and Geyser Bomb are all still solid, while her classic Knockout Strike is always good to fall back on. Then, there’s Smoke Bomb Strike, which she’s only used in practice. She tried it a few times in sparring but only as a last resort, to give her that edge to a tough fight.

Whatever joint training throws at her, she’s sure she can handle it.

But, just in case…

She extends her hands and lets fog trickle from them. With a bit of focus, she sends the fog curling through the air like slender, silver serpents. It takes a lot more brain power to hold the shape, but it’s the most useful for sensing things without blinding her teammates, and she needs to master it.

If she’s willing to guess, joint training will involve teamwork. Most of their tests and exams do, and while this isn’t a test by any means, having both classes together practically demands a team-oriented activity. Her classmates know what to expect, but on the off-chance that the classes mix, she needs to be ready.

She closes her eyes, letting the tendrils wander. It doesn’t give her a picture like a large cloud does, but she can sense blockages, trees, walls, and the like. She can feel the trees and hedges nearby, the streetlamps overhead.

Her phone rings and she startles, the fog drifting into normal clouds that linger in the cold air. She turns and hurries to answer it without so much as checking who’s calling.

“Hello, Shimakage speaking,” she says.

“Kemuri.”

Her blood runs cold and she sucks in a sharp breath. Instantly, every nerve in her body is alive, tensed to run, to fight, even though the threat is far away.

“G-Grandfather,” she returns. “H…Hello.”

“Hello.” There’s a huff of breath from the other side of the phone and Kemuri swears the hair on the back of her neck stands up. “I’m surprised you picked up.”

She shouldn’t have. She should have taken the time to look at the screen. She should hang up, forget he ever called. Blood roars in her ears and she swallows, tongue wetting her lips.

“Kemuri, don’t give me the silent treatment.”

Her teeth grit, fingers tightening against the phone. “Don’t…d-don’t tell me what to do.”

She hears another huff, but he says nothing. Kemuri pulls the phone away from her ear, thumb poised on the end button, but she’s frozen. She stares down at the screen, at the word “Grandfather” plastered across the top. Why did he call? Why?

“I want to ask how you’re doing,” she hears, faintly, from the phone, and she wonders if she was thinking loudly enough for him to hear.

She’s stronger, but not strong enough. That tiny, immortal piece of hope in her heart leaps, cheering that, “This is it! He’s realizing he was wrong! He’s going to apologize, to show genuine interest in your life!” The phone is back by her ear before she can think about it.

“I’m good,” she says. She swallows again, throat dry. “How are you?”

“Your mother refuses to answer my calls.”

Kemuri presses her lips together. Her heart sinks. “Okay.”

This time, his response isn’t as quiet and subtle as before. It’s a scoff, an annoyed noise that sends ice through her veins. She presses her fist to her leg, begging her hands to stop shaking.

“Not you too,” he snaps. “Kemuri, you know that this whole thing is ridiculous. That is my house and I deserve to be there.”

Yet again, that little bit of hope in her heart splinters. Stupid girl, she chides.

“This…is about the house?” she repeats.

“What else would it be about?”

“I…I don’t know, m-maybe…maybe me?”

Silence.

Her eyes burn and she squeezes them shut. Her breaths quake, hissing through her teeth.

“I…I can’t believe you,” she breathes. “I’m not at home. I’m not living at home. I…” She shakes her head. “Talk to mom. You…you don’t get to do this to me.”

“Kemuri, you’re overreacting,” he retorts, voice cold and firm, just like he always is. “Besides, you’ve articulated my point. You’re at U.A, so I should be allowed to go home. This rebellious phase from all of you needs to end.”

“Talk to mom,” she repeats.

“She won’t answer my calls. You’re going to contact her for me and tell her that you want me to come home.”

It takes all her effort, but she grits out, “N-No.”

She swears she can hear his teeth grinding. She hates how vividly she can picture his face, his expression. “Think very carefully about your next words, child.”

“No!” This time, it’s a shout. She starts to pull the phone away, but brings it back as the emotion swells in her chest. “Leave me alone! I…I’m not your problem anymore, and you…” She exhales, tears slipping down her face. “God, don’t call me and pretend to care, just to try and order me around again! You…you—”

“I am still your grandfather, and you will not speak to me like this!”

“Do you miss us at all?!” she demands. She doesn’t give him the chance to answer. “Do you miss anything other than the house? At the very least, d-do you miss mom?”

“Kemuri,” he says, and his tone is sharp as daggers. “What I feel is none of your business. Now, you will call your mother—”

Kemuri rips the phone away from her ear and jams the “end call” button as hard as she can. For a moment, she stands there, body tense, trying to stay on her feet, but the shaking comes back with a vengeance and the tears are only getting heavier.

She sinks onto the grass, phone clattering to the ground as she buries her face in her hands and weeps. Her thoughts are chaos, screaming and shouting and running in circles and she hunches over, pressing her hands to her ears as if that will stop the noise.

Her grandfather’s voice echoes, repeating over and over again all those reminders that she’s tried so hard to put behind her. He doesn’t get to do this to her! He shouldn’t still have this much power over her! He—

“Kemuri!”

Her eyes snap open and she’s suddenly aware of weight on her wrists. She looks up into Iida’s eyes, bringing her hands down to her lap.

“Kemuri,” he repeats, brows furrowed slightly. “What happened? I was trying to call you inside for curfew but—”

She slumps forward, forehead touching his chest as she lets out another weak sob. His words sputter out, half-formed, all confusion, and she focuses on him as she takes the deepest breaths she can manage.

Focus. Breathe. She’s safe and her grandfather is far away. She’s okay.

“My grandfather called,” she whispers once she finds her voice, slowly sitting back up. His lip curls a bit, just for a second, before he schools emotion from his face. “I…I shouldn’t have picked up, but I didn’t look at the screen and I just answered and…” She drags her fingers against her damp cheeks. “I…I thought, for a second…that he…”

“I’m sorry, Kemuri,” Iida murmurs. “If there’s anything I can do—”

“Don’t…don’t worry about it,” she replies with the barest shrug. She shifts, starting back to her feet, and he follows her up. “Sorry…curfew, right? I’ll go inside.”

Iida’s hand finds hers, stopping her before she can take a step. He meets her eyes, searching her face for a moment. His fingers tighten around hers.

“Can I make you some tea?” he asks. “I’ll bring it to your room when it’s ready. If you want, of course.”

A smile, tiny but genuine, lifts her lip as she nods. “I’d like that, Tenya. Thank you.”

She gathers her things and returns to her room, and a little while later, he joins her with a cup for each of them. Together, they sit on her balcony and stare out at the night.

“Will you be alright?” Iida asks after a few solid minutes of sipping and stargazing. “You know, once I return to my room.”

“Yeah, I…I think so,” she says. She turns to him, watching the moonlight cut shadows against his cheeks, nose, and brows. “I…I can’t let this mess me up again and, besides, I’ve got a session tomorrow.”

“Ah, that’s good to hear.” He smiles. “And, remember, the…heart and the rose go both ways.”

A gentle laugh. “Right, of course.”

They lapse back into comfortable silence. Iida finishes his tea first and gets to his feet, cup clutched close to him. He bows his head to her.

“I’ll be going now,” he says. “Goodnight, Kemuri, and sweet dreams.”

“You too.”

He lingers for a moment, just looking at her, and she catches how his lips part. He stops, nods, and slips through the balcony doors. Kemuri looks over her shoulder, waiting for the sound of her dorm room door, and sighs when she hears it click shut.

She lifts her teacup back to her lips and keeps watching the world outside.

Chapter 184: Joint Training Begins...with a Twist!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

On Wednesday, all anyone can think and talk about is joint training, and any free space between their classes is full of commentary on what they have ahead. The class is so jittery that it seems even Cementoss, standing at the front of the room, notices.

He closes his notes and smiles. “I think that’s enough for today,” he says. “I’ll give you the last few minutes of class to…discuss.”

“Thank you, Mr. Cementoss!” multiple students cheer, some adding applause to the noise.

Cementoss excuses himself to the side, taking a seat and flipping open a novel that looks far too small for his giant, blocky hands. Class A quickly finds themselves locked in conversation, although it’s not about modern literature.

“Soon, it’ll be class A versus class B,” Aoyama says, spinning in a circle before posing, shoulder bumped against Nishimura’s arm. “I’m going to dazzle them!”

“We still do not know if we will be fighting each other!” Iida reiterates for easily the twentieth time.

“What else could it be?” Kaminari asks. He elbows Kirishima lightly. “Right?”

“It’ll be awesome!” Kirishima says as he rams his knuckles together. “We’ve got ultimate moves now! We’re way stronger than before!”

“Combo moves too!” Mina adds, bouncing up and down. She turns to the back of the class. “Nishi, Sato, how’s Ballista going?”

“Pretty good! We might not get to use it though,” Sato sighs. “We might be split into teams.”

“That’d be more manageable, I guess…” Koda whispers.

“But imagine a free-for-all!” Nishimura says, eyes sparkling. “All of our class versus all of them!”

“Sounds entirely chaotic,” Tokoyami utters.

“Sounds scary…” Mineta whimpers.

“I’m so excited!” Uraraka says, punching the air in front of her. Midoriya nods in half-minded agreement, scribbling something in his notebook.

“Am I the only one who’s just…the normal amount of excited?” Ojiro wonders. He shrugs, tail wagging a bit. “Like, I’m ready, but I’m not impatient.”

“I’m the same way,” Shoji agrees. “You’re not alone.”

“Can’t relate!” Hagakure giggles.

“You really want to show off your costume, huh?” Kemuri says.

“Why wouldn’t I? It’s amazing!”

As the chatter continues, the only students who remain unengaged are Todoroki and Bakugo. Bakugo has his earbuds in, brow furrowed as he leans back in his chair, legs kicked up. Todoroki stares at the wall, head propped on his hand. He’s been quiet since returning from his home visit, but he assured those who asked that he was okay. He just had a lot to think about.

“The suspense is killing me…” Sero whines, eyeing the clock. “Just a few more classes, lunch, and then it’s time!”

“Just make sure you don’t get knocked out this time, huh, Sero?” Jiro says with a dry smirk.

Sero groans. “Man, I’m never gonna live that down, am I?” Mineta poses with his pointer finger and thumb beneath his chin, a smug look on his face.

“Not everyone can carry the weight of a team all by themselves,” he boasts. Sero swats at him and Mineta ducks away with a yelp and scattered laughter.

The bell rings and Cementoss gets to his feet. “Please review the second part of Kokoro for tomorrow,” he says. “Good luck with your training, students.”

More thank you’s ring out as Cementoss leaves the room and, breaking into their regular groups, everyone gathers their things and heads out for lunch.

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Some winter costumes are cooler than others, and Kemuri can’t help but remember how she felt during their very first hero basic training class. She remembers how she wanted to shrink into herself, arms wrapped around her middle as if to shield herself from view, and how she spent ample time admiring her classmates.

Some things never change. They’re still just as worthy of that admiration, if not more.

Most of the costume updates are similar to Kemuri’s: they simply added gloves, a jacket, or wear a more insulated version of their summer costume.

Mina has a fur-lined jacket to go with her costume, while Ojiro also added more fur to his collar and a shirt that matches the black and blue colours of his boots. Yaoyorozu has a long, elegant cape, complete with a jewelled clasp at the throat. Bakugo is wearing a long-sleeved turtleneck, a stark contrast from his sleeveless look, although the bright orange “X” is still there.

It also seems that, like Bakugo, Nishimura has sacrificed the usual amount of skin he shows in lieu of warmth. His costume is still the forest green modified keikogi and black hakama shorts that he usually wears, but he’s added a black haori to the ensemble. When he turns, Kemuri notices that he has the kanji for “Ronin” written across the back of the haori in green lettering, outlined in white. The final piece of his updated costume is a skintight black suit beneath it all that covers everything above his elbows and knees, stopping at his throat. He keeps fiddling with the costume, not used to the coverage, and when he notices Kemuri looking at him, he flushes and looks away, scratching the scar on his jaw.

“I’m so totally pumped for this!” Hagakure squeals.

“So, tell it to me straight,” Jiro admits. She smiles. “What would you have done if you didn’t get this new costume?”

“Probably frozen my ass off, all in the name of heroism.”

They snort with laughter and Kemuri shakes her head, a fond smile on her lips. She adjusts her hood and adjusts her braid. It stays tucked inside the hood, coiled near her neck like a pet snake.

“All of our costumes have undergone considerable transformations since the start of the school year,” Iida says. “It is a wonderful thing to see!”

“I still can’t believe you survived the summer in that getup, Iida,” Sato says as he adjusts his full-face mask.

Nishimura, standing next to him, stops shifting his arms around and gives Iida a quizzical look. “Is it air-conditioned in there?”

“There are a few cooling mechanisms, but mostly for my engines!” he says. “Honestly, the entire costume is rather comfortable, in my opinion.”

Nearby, Mina skips up to three of her male friends, doing a spin as she stops in front of them. “My winter suit’s cute as heck! Huh, guys? Don’t you think?”

“Super awesome!” Kirishima says, pumping his fists.

Kaminari nods, posing his hand by his chin. “Totally. Doesn’t seem super warm, though.”

“I’ll be fine!” Mina giggles. She turns to the last boy in her group, Sero, and folds her arms behind her back as she bats her eyelashes. “One of you could always keep me warm if I needed it, right?”

Sero’s cheeks turn red as he chuckles. “Uh, well, yeah! If you needed it.”

Her smile grows and she socks him lightly on the shoulder. “Aw, made you blush!”

Sero just gets redder, reaching up and flipping his visor down without another word as Mina laughs harder.

“What the hell are you extras babbling about?” Bakugo growls as he stomps up to them, eyes narrowed.

“Woah, Kacchan!” Midoriya pipes up from nearby, lingering near Uraraka and Tsuyu. “You’ve got a new look too!”

“Huh?!” Bakugo says, turning towards him. “Got a problem with it? Then say it to my face, you damn nerd!”

Midoriya acts as if he didn’t say anything, daring to get closer as his eyes light up. “It must guard against the cold and generate heat, yeah? Since your sweat glands serve as weapons, it only stands to reason. What a great modification—”

“I DON’T WANT YOUR PRAISE EITHER!” Bakugo roars, gnawing at the air as if trying to chew Midoriya’s words out of existence.

“Some things never change,” Shoji says as he stops right behind Kemuri, Ojiro, Hagakure, and Tokoyami.

“Talk about not being able to take a compliment,” Hagakure tuts.

“I CAN HEAR YOU, IDIOTS!” Bakugo roars, aiming a finger at Kemuri’s group and making Midoriya shy away, one eye squinted as he sighs.

Hagakure, in all her fearless glory, laughs and gives him a thumbs up, only serving to make Bakugo rage more as he storms off to his friends.

“Hey, Midoriya, you’ve had the most drastic upgrades though,” Ojiro says, moving closer to the boy and causing the others to idly follow. “Those gloves are recent, right?”

Midoriya looks away from Bakugo, eyes lighting up as he nods. “I need to keep up with my new abilities! I’m still figuring out a lot about my quirk, and…yeah, these gloves are pretty awesome,” he says, still smiling.

“What exactly are they for?” Kemuri wonders, peering closer and daring to reach out and examine his hand. The gloves themselves look normal, save for rather large cuffs near the wrists that seem to collapse in on each other.

“I’ve been making long-range attacks,” Midoriya says, turning his hand this way and that as she looks it over. “This is already my second pair, actually. Hatsume modified them to take more of a beating!”

“That is truly important, especially being a brawler type such as yourself,” Tokoyami utters, nodding sagely.

“Isn’t Hatsume the coolest?!” Hagakure squeals, shoving between Ojiro and Kemuri. “Guess what she made for me? Guess!”

Midoriya blinks at her. “Uh…new…gloves?” he guesses.

“Wrong! Feel!”

He turns red, shaking his head as she moves closer. “I-I don’t want to repeat what happened last time—”

“Oh, shush, you’re not gonna grope me,” she says with a laugh, only making him flush deeper as he starts muttering apologies. “Here, feel my arm!”

Her glove takes hold of his arm and places it in mid-air. He feels for a second, then pinches thin air and pulls up. His eyes go wide.

“Wait, are you—”

“Wearing an actual costume? Yes!”

“Holy cow! How did Hatsume do that?!”

“Okay, so it started with my hair—”

All too quickly, Midoriya and Hagakure are off, yammering back and forth, posing and showing off parts of their costume to each other. Nearby, Uraraka stares for a second before punching herself in the face.

“Stop it!” she says, somewhat to herself.

Ojiro startles, his tail fur fluffing as he backs away from her. “Uraraka?! Are you okay?!”

“Fine! I’m fine!” she insists with a nervous laugh, promptly turning on her heel and hurrying to catch up with Tsuyu.

Kemuri looks around, frowning a little in thought. They’re at Training Ground Gamma, the training area designed to look like an industrial block. It’s full of hideaways, pipes, and towers. Kemuri stares up at it and remembers their first training exercise after the internships, where she was so close to flying as she ran barefoot across those pipes.

It’s good to be back, although she’s anxious to get started. Right now, everyone’s just standing around, clumped in little groups, moving here and there. There’s no sign of class B, Vlad King, or even Mr. Aizawa.

“Shimakage, you’ve gotten a few upgrades too, haven’t you?”

Kemuri blinks and turns to the voices, finding Midoriya and presumably Hagakure staring at her. She blinks again, replays what they just said, and sputters a bit.

“O-Oh! Yeah, uh…mostly just the armour and boots,” she says, lifting one leg and showing it off before setting it back down. “Hatsume did an awesome job.”

Midoriya nods. “I like the little rose symbols,” he says. “It’s a nice pop of colour, and it’s really…you? I’m not sure why, but it fits.”

“Well, I…do wear a rose clip every day…”

“Right! Right, that’s it.” He rubs the back of his neck. “Sorry, I didn’t really think of it.”

There’s a laugh from far off that immediately stops any of class A’s ongoing conversations. They all know that laugh. They all know what’s coming, and yet…

“Oh, what’s this? Slacking off already? Is this your way of underestimating us?”

Kirishima’s face lights up. “Hey, they’re here!” he calls as class B approaches from the other side of the meeting area. He raises his voice. “Nope! We’re not underestimating anyone! Just excited!”

Neito Monoma, standing at the head of the class, presses one hand to his forehead as he chuckles. “Heh…is that so? Too bad for you…” A wide, manic smile. “The tides are rolling our way now.”

He launches back as his classmates settle around and beside him, like a squadron of his own, as they finally reach the others.

“HEAR ME, CLASS A! TODAY IS THE DAY WE SETTLE THIS RIVALRY!” Monoma shouts, already cackling like an anime villain.

“Sup?” Nishimura calls, raising one hand in greeting.

“NOT SO FAST!” Monoma continues, barely catching his breath. He whips a piece of paper from his coat. “Check out this survey I took at the culture festival! Which did people prefer—class A’s dinky concert or class B’s ultra-high-quality theatrical production? WELL, TAKE A LOOK!”

Kirishima steps forward to take the paper, Jiro and Sero right behind him.

“Wait, what?” Kirishima asks.

“YES!” Monoma howls. “Our margin of victory was TWO ENTIRE VOTES!”

“For real?!” Sero gawks.

“Well, can’t argue, since we didn’t see their show,” Jiro says.

Monoma keeps prancing around in front of them, laughing and waving his hands in the air like a buffoon. Kendo rolls up her sleeves and moves from the crowd, eyes narrowed.

“YOU’VE BEEN HOGGING THE SPOTLIGHT LIKE PIGS IN SLOP EVER SINCE SCHOOL STARTED, BUT THOSE DAYS ARE COMING TO AN END!” he continues, somehow getting louder. Kendo gets closer. “BECAUSE TODAY, IT’S A VERSUS B! OUR FIRST JOINT BATTLE TRAINING, AND WE’RE GONN—”

He makes a choking sound as Aizawa’s capture scarf appears out of nowhere, catching him around the neck, cutting off anymore words as well as Kendo’s advance.

“Quiet, you,” Aizawa utters.

“Monoma!” Awase gasps as the boy turns slightly blue.

Aizawa releases the capture scarf as Vlad King approaches, and both classes bunch together to face their teachers. Kemuri squints at them, just able to see that there’s someone walking with them, but unable to tell who.

“We’ve got a special guest joining us today,” Vlad King says.

“So try to not make fools of yourselves,” Aizawa adds.

“A guest?” Yaoyorozu asks.

“Fresh meat!” Bakugo says with a giant, man-eating grin.

“A girl, I hope?!” Kaminari says as Mineta nods rapidly at his side.

“We’ll show ‘em the ropes!” Tetsutetsu shouts.

“He’s hoping to transfer to the Hero Course,” Aizawa says and, finally, the newcomer comes into view.

Kemuri just about chokes on her air and, on either side of her, Ojiro and Midoriya have to stop themselves from doing the same as their jaws drop.

Hitoshi Shinso stands before them, dressed in the gym uniform, but wearing a capture weapon like Aizawa’s around his shoulders. He also has a black mask of sorts sitting just below his chin, ready to be used any second.

“It’s Hitoshi Shinso, from class C of General Studies,” Aizawa finishes, but the class is already shouting in varying states of surprise.

Shinso stares at them, his eyes barely wandering over the class, and for a split second, their gazes lock. Her lips purse and she feels her body tense up, on alert, but she forces herself to smile at him. He looks away, emotionless.

Kemuri exhales. This joint training just got a lot more interesting.

Notes:

Aaaaand I'm back, and so is Shinso! *cymbal crash*

You guys are so sweet and understanding about my lack of time to write, but that doesn't mean I don't feel bad for making you wait almost two weeks for an update! I'm still going to be doing my best to balance out my writing time and my full-time job :)

I really can't thank you all enough for sticking around <3 Your comments and support mean the WORLD to me.

Joint training REALLY kicks off next chapter ;)

Chapter 185: Match One, Start!

Summary:

Joint Training kicks off with the first match and a potential strategy arises for Kemuri's team.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Shinso?!” Ojiro gapes, jaw still hanging.

Midoriya is smiling like Shinso is his best friend in the world. “So that explains the look you have me earlier in the hall,” he says.

The chatter continues, bouncing around as Shinso keeps staring, deadpan.

“Isn’t that Mr. Aizawa’s binding cloth?”

“The mask looks unique though.”

“Good to have ya, man!”

“Hi, Shinso! I don’t remember who you are but HIII!”

“Um…” Aoyama whispers, scooting up to Ojiro and Kemuri. “He can brainwash those who respond to him, right?”

Ojiro bows his head. “I didn’t stand a chance.” He blinks, then looks at Aoyama as he gestures between him and Kemuri. “Uh, you…you were on our team, though. Don’t you remember?”

Aoyama sighs and flicks his hair. “I removed most of that ordeal from my mind.”

“Midoriya got whammied too, but broke the spell somehow…” Mineta adds, poking up between Ojiro and Kemuri with an intense look in his eyes.

Midoriya scratches his cheek, nervous. “That was just a fluke, really.”

Kemuri shivers and wraps her arms around herself, biting down on the inside of her cheek. The secondhand embarrassment floods her and it takes all her willpower not to crouch, tuck her head between her knees, and just…roll away.

Still, looking at Shinso, there’s a tiny sense of relief. He’s here. In the letter he wrote to her after the Sports Festival, he mentioned training with Mr. Aizawa and looking at him now, she can see that it must’ve been true. Good for him, she thinks, and she means it.

That doesn’t mean she wants to face off against him any time soon.

“Go on, introduce yourself,” Aizawa says.

Shinso nods, then takes a breath. “I had encounters with several of you at the Sports Festival, but don’t think that we’re friends just because we fought,” he says. “I’m not the type for displays of good sportsmanship like that. I’m already so far behind you all…” A slight purse of his lips. “I’m doing everything I can to catch up.”

She remembers the first time he tried to apologize, when he came to see her in that hospital bed on what she had then thought was the worst day of her life. He was so…angry, so defensive, willing to do just about anything to get what he wants. She can still see that determination inside him.

“I’ll be a great hero someday and I’ll strive to use my quirk to help people,” he says. “To me, all of you here are just obstacles to overcome. I’m not here to make friends.”

Kemuri bites her lip and turns her head just enough to look at her classmates as people start to clap, slow at first, building slightly. Midoriya’s face is the first she notices, and he’s smiling. He smiled like that too, when he was fighting Todoroki, and Todoroki used to be a lot like Shinso in the friend department.

“Wow…delightful,” Uraraka says.

“How stiff,” Tokoyami agrees.

“Reminds me of Earlyroki,” Sero comments to the boy next to him, voicing Kemuri’s thoughts.

Todoroki raises an eyebrow. “Oh yeah?”

“Uh-huh.”

Monoma’s face seems to darken as he grins. “I like this guy.”

Aizawa steps forward. “Let’s get right to it, then.”

“Battle training time!” Vlad King says as he adjusts two ballot boxes, labelled A and B. “It’s a series of matches pitting class A against class B! The battlefield is one section of Training Ground Gamma! Both classes will split into teams of four and square off against another team!”

“Four-person teams, huh?” Tokage says with a pointed smile. “Sounds fun!”

A short girl with brunette mushroom-cut hair and a mushroom-themed costume, Kinoko Kimori, nods. “Yup, fun!”

“With Shinso added in, we’ve got 45 altogether,” a beast-like boy from class B, Jurota Shishida, comments. Kemuri is honestly a little startled by the calm, eloquent voice he has. “How do we account for him?”

“Shinso will be participating in two matches,” Aizawa says, “joining class A for one and class B for the other. Meaning, two of the five matches will be five versus four.”

“That’s not fair for the four-person teams!” Hagakure says, huffing a little.

“The four students who have to incorporate the inexperienced Shinso are actually at a disadvantage,” Aizawa says. “Having five members will give you the edge numbers-wise, but it’s also a handicap.”

“The scenario this time around is ‘heroes trying to capture a team of villains,’ so think of the opposing team as those villains!” Vlad King continues. “Capture four of your opponents to win.”

“Villains do the team-up thing too, huh?” Kimori muses.

“Nice ’n simple!” Tetsutetsu says as he punches his palm. “I love it!”

“So we’re heroes, but the opponent sees us as villains?!” Iida exclaims, clutching his head. “Which role do we play up, then?!”

“Let’s go with heroes,” Yaoyorozu says before Iida descends into a mental crisis.

“Each team’s home base has a prison,” Aizawa says. “The instant someone’s thrown in the cage, they count as captured."

“WHAT HIGH STAKES!” multiple people cry.

“The efficient strategy would be to disable the enemy near our own base. Easier said than done, probably,” Shishida says.

“Capture four opponents and win? Is that what you meant by handicap?” Bakugo asks.

“Yes. Not only is Shinso inexperienced, but the five-person team he’s on still loses if four members are caught.”

“So that team’s gotta fight while carrying dead weight?” Bakugo asks. “Shit…”

“That’s a nasty way to phrase it!” Tetsutetsu scolds.

“He’s not wrong,” Shinso says.

“Woah, this guy’s lightyears ahead in the maturity department!” Tetsutetsu says.

“Excuse me,” a voice says from the group, a single pale hand lifted into the air. Ino Zandaka steps forward, Yo trailing behind her. “While this seems all well and good, the numbers still do not add up.”

Both classes look between her and the teachers. Kemuri peers past the others, staring at the twins, and notices for the first time that they actually look different today. Yo, standing behind her sister, is wearing her hair up in a high ponytail, although her long black side-bangs still cover one eye. Ino looks the same as always.

“There are 45 students here, including Shinso. In order to divide evenly by four, and have an even number of teams, we would need 40 students. That is not the case. Class A has twenty-two, obviously, but Yo and I are useless unless we are together. We will have to be on the same team, but—”

“You count as two people,” Vlad King says, smoothly interrupting Ino. “I know what you’re thinking. Once you fuse, there’s only one body, so you should count as one? I’m sorry, but that isn’t the case.” He shakes his head. “There will be two teams with six people on each side instead of four. Shinso will join one of the four-person teams, as I have explained before.”

Ino purses her lips. “But, sir—”

“You need to think of yourselves as individuals,” Vlad King says, “even if your quirk works the way it does. You will be together, but you will make up two members of whatever team you’re on.” He looks up, clearing his throat. “For the teams of six, you will still only have to capture four opponents to win. That is the fairest option we have.”

“Any more interruptions?” Aizawa asks as Ino steps back into the group. Yo hugs her arm, frowning a little as she tucks her chin against her sister’s shoulder.

When no one says a word, both teachers stoop and pick up the ballot boxes.

“Now…” Aizawa says.

“Time to draw lots,” Vlad King finishes.

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The lot-drawing process is not quick, by any means. Forty-four students have to walk up to their teachers and take a ballot that tells them which team they’re on, numbered one to five. All the students who draw ones in class A face off against those who drew ones in class B, and so on. Ino and Yo have one ballot between the two of them, just to ensure that they’re on the same team.

“Gather into your teams once you’ve got your number,” Aizawa says.

Kemuri takes her ballot and unfolds it as she heads back to her friends.

“What team?” Hagakure asks as soon as she’s in earshot.

Kemuri lifts her ballot. “Number five. Anyone?”

“Toko and I are number two!” Hagakure says. Her glove wiggles in the air and Tokoyami shifts, elbowed by an invisible arm.

“Ojiro and I are number three,” Shoji says.

Kemuri sighs. “I’m…always separated from you guys, huh?”

“Oh, come on, we’ve been on the same team for lots of things!” Hagakure says. “Mostly the smaller, less exciting training days, but my point stands.”

“FELLOW NUMBER THREES, PLEASE GATHER HERE!” Iida hollers, hands swiping through the air. Todoroki stands next to him, arms crossed loosely over his chest.

“Duty calls,” Ojiro says. He and Shoji start to walk away, then he stops next to Kemuri and rests his hand on her shoulder. “Um, if…if you end up against or with Shinso—”

“It’ll be fine,” she returns with a tiny smile. “He…” She swallows. “U-Uh…I’d rather not think about it.”

Ojiro gives her a long look, then squeezes her shoulder. “I’ll trade if it happens.”

“It’ll be okay,” she insists. “Seriously. Besides, we don’t know who he’ll be with. Let’s…wait and see.”

“Yeah.” He exhales, nods, and his tail lashes once. “You’re right. Best of luck.”

“You too!”

Ojiro hurries to catch up with Shoji and Kemuri looks back to Tokoyami and Hagakure, only to find that they’ve gathered with Yaoyorozu, Aoyama, Nishimura, and Mineta a few feet away. Kemuri blinks, then looks around and realizes that she’s standing by herself and everyone’s already finding their groups.

“Um, Shima—”

Kemuri yelps and whips around, nearly hitting Midoriya in the face with her fist. He jumps backwards, eyes wide, and they stare at each other for a second.

“O-Oh, Midoriya, hi,” she says, swiftly hiding her arms behind her back. “Sorry. Um…didn’t…see you coming.”

“It’s okay!” He jerks his thumb over his shoulder. “Are you on team five? You’re the only person not in a group and we’re missing one, so—”

“Ah! Yeah! I’m…yup. I’m coming.”

She follows him back to where Uraraka and Mina are standing and chatting. Mina sees her coming and grins, starting to clap rapidly.

“Ooo, Kemuri joins the party!” she squeals. “Perfect! We’re totally gonna nail this!”

“You…uh…” Kemuri reaches up, fiddling with her braid. “You sound confident…”

“We’re a great team already,” Mina says, hands on her hips. “We’ve got a little of everything. Stealth, speed, and power. We’re awesome.”

“Yeah! We’re awesome!” Uraraka agrees, pumping her fists and screwing up her face in the most determined expression she can muster. Midoriya laughs.

Before conversations can continue, Vlad King and Aizawa call for everyone’s attention. It’s time for Shinso to pick his teams. He moves up to the boxes, both classes watching him eagerly, and he reaches into both at the same time.

When his hands reemerge, the ball for class A reads “one” and the ball for class B reads “five.”

Kemuri’s breath hitches.

Team A-1, consisting of Kirishima, Tsuyu, Koda, and Kaminari, hurry up to greet him, all smiles and brimming with energy.

“I know you said all that stuff, but heck, I still wanna be friends! Good to have ya!” Kirishima says.

“Tell us how your quirk works,” Tsuyu says.

“With those looks, you must be popular with the ladies. I can tell,” Kaminari says, stroking his chin and wiggling his brows. Koda, right behind him, bounces in place, shaking his fists excitedly.

“Thanks for having me,” Shinso says with a slight head bow.

Shinso turns to team B-5, greeting Monoma, Nirengeki Shoda, Yui Kodai, and Reiko Yanagi, a much more straight-faced group than the previous—except for the obvious.

“I LIKE YOU ALREADY!” Monoma cries, extending his hand out to Shinso as he laughs. “You seem ready to crush that rotten class A into the dirt!”

“Please ignore everything he says,” Shoda says.

Again, Shinso bows his head. “Thanks for having me.”

Kemuri stares at Shinso as Monoma keeps yammering at him, the laughter and noise a mere buzz in her ears beneath the roaring of her blood. Team five; she’s facing off against him this time. Somehow, the idea of being his adversary is a whole lot scarier than trying to work with him again.

“Deku,” Uraraka murmurs. “You’ll get a rematch with him.”

Midoriya also seems focused on Shinso, his brow furrowing for a second as he digs into one of his pants pockets. He produces a small notebook and a pen, clicking the pen a few times as he flips the journal open.

“Okay,” he says. “With Shinso all powered up, I’m excited to see how he fights.”

Shinso adjusts his face mask, clicking it into place effortlessly. Kemuri wraps her arms around herself and takes a few steps back, closing her eyes and taking in the deepest breath she can. She holds it, then lets it out slowly, bit by bit. She’ll be okay.

“Everyone, head up to the entertainment zone and get comfortable,” Vlad King says. He gestures up to a jumbotron and fenced-in area nearby, perfect for observing. “Teams start at their home bases. The time limit is twenty minutes per match. If time runs out, the team with more remaining members wins.”

“Be sure to pay attention,” Aizawa says, looking over class A. “I don’t want to see anyone lazing around. Watch your peers and learn from their shortcomings.”

“YES, SIR!”

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People settle in to watch the first match, mostly sticking to their own classes and their own teams. Midnight and All Might show up to spectate too, and Kemuri waves at them. Midnight smiles and returns the gesture, and Kemuri is about to sit down when Aizawa calls her over to him.

“Shimakage, a word,” he says.

She excuses herself from Midoriya, Uraraka, and Mina and hurries to stand in front of her teacher. Aizawa stares at her, arms crossed over his chest, and she gulps down a sudden lump of nervousness in her throat.

“I understand if you’re uncomfortable with how the teams worked out,” he says. “If you want, we can switch you with another group. Ojiro has already offered to trade.” He pauses, as if waiting for her to respond, but she just purses her lips. “However, I would encourage you to give it a try. He has changed a lot since the Sports Festival.”

“I’m okay,” she says. She bows her head. “I…” Another pause, searching for the right words. Her feelings are all over the place, apprehension mixed with curiosity and a hodgepodge of others. “I…want to see how he’s improved, and I want to challenge myself.” She exhales. “And…besides, I think Midoriya’s gonna try and occupy him anyway. He’s pretty excited about a rematch.”

“All good points,” Aizawa says with a nod. He unfolds his arms, giving her a long look, and his lip twitches a little. “Don’t show him any mercy.”

She smiles a little, bowing. “Thank you, sir!”

He jerks his head back towards the others. “Now, go. The match is about to start.”

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The first match pits Tsuyu, Kaminari, Koda, Kirishima, and Shinso against Kosei Tsuburaba, Jurota Shishida, Hiryu Rin, and Ibara Shiozaki. Thanks to Mineta’s insider information, plus general knowledge from others, mostly picked up from time at the training camp, Kemuri (and the rest of her class, for that matter) have a decent idea of what the opposing team is capable of.

The only quirks Kemuri isn’t too sure about are Shishida’s and Rin’s. The other two she knows from the Sports Festival. Tsuburaba has a quirk called Solid Air. Kemuri remembers it from rewatching the Calvary Battle. He was one of the ones who faced off against Bakugo’s team. Similarly, Shiozaki’s quirk is a mystery to no one. She was one of the students who replaced Kemuri and Ojiro after their withdrawal from the third stage of the tournament, and they’re all pretty familiar with her vines.

Thankfully, it seems Midoriya is on top of things.

“Solid Air, Beast, Vines, and Scales,” he mutters, staring at his book. “A good mix. Beast packs a punch, while Solid Air and Vines are good for capturing or containing. Scales makes Rin good at playing defensive, and gives them some long-range options.” He looks up at the screen, eyes sparkling. “I think we’re in for an interesting match.”

In other training sessions, there usually aren’t microphones. There’s no way to determine where people will be and the scale is usually too large, but not today. They’re in a contained section of Training Ground Gamma, so not only are there cameras ready to catch every move, but the spectators can hear everything that’s being said.

The match begins.

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For a little bit, things seem evenly matched. Team B-1 sets out with a plan while A-1 discusses their best course of action. Tsuyu scouts ahead using her camouflage technique and Koda sends out pigeons to search the area for Shiozaki.

A-1 agrees that Shiozaki is the biggest threat. B-1 is prepared for that.

Shishida and Tsuburaba create a devastating team, taking Kirishima and Koda out of the game within seconds after they’ve engaged the enemy. Shinso manages to brainwash Shishida by using his Persona Chords; the mask around his neck that allows him to perfectly imitate voices. Still, it isn’t enough.

Kirishima and Koda end up captured, locked away in B-1’s prison with Rin standing guard over them. A-1’s only win is that Tsuyu managed to capture Tsuburaba. Vlad King emcees the whole event, although his obvious love for class B shines through in every word, praising his students with just barely a passing mention of class A’s efforts.

While Vlad’s opinion is clear, Kemuri’s is a different story. She honestly isn’t sure who has the better chance of winning at the moment, no matter how much she longs to see her classmates take home the victory. The numbers are even on both sides, but B-1 only needs to capture two more people to win. Both teams regroup, restrategize, and head back out.

“We’ve got three Asui’s headed straight for us!” Shishida growls, nostrils flaring as he searches around himself.

Kemuri raises her eyebrows and mutters pop up around the group. On the screen, Tsuyu, Shinso, and Kaminari race towards B-1, not a clone in sight.

“Midoriya…” Mineta whispers. “Do you think it’s…that?”

Midoriya nods. “It must be.”

“Um…” Kemuri asks, leaning closer to Midoriya. “What is what?”

“Asui secretes a toxic mucus from her skin,” Midoriya whispers to her, eyes sparkling, and she can almost hear the gears turning in his head. “She must’ve coated herself and her teammates in it! Shishida’s nose won’t work if they all smell the same!”

The plan works, for a short while. Shiozaki captures Kaminari, using her vines to counter his electricity, but Shinso catches her in his brainwashing yet again. Communication on class B’s end falls apart, with Shishida being too paranoid to respond to anything Rin says. Tsuyu drags Shiozaki away before anyone can shake her out of Shinso’s spell, and from there, it’s all over.

Tsuyu takes down Rin, using him as a human projectile to knock Shishida out, and Shinso makes use of Shiozaki’s quirk, brainwashing her into dragging her teammates and herself into class A’s prison.

Match one goes to class A and Shinso, earning cheers from one half of the crowd and disappointed mumbles from the other.

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Both teams gather in front of the jumbotron screen. Aizawa stares down his students and Vlad King watches his, all eight students keeping their heads down.

“Go on,” Aizawa orders. “Tell us what you learned.”

Kirishima, still looking pretty roughed up, winces as he pulls his mask off. “If my opponent doesn’t want to engage in a fight, then my quirk’s pretty darn useless. In a real fight, I’d be dead meat the second I got caught!”

“I need to give more specific instruction to my bugs…” Koda whispers, rubbing his throat. Shishida did a number on both of them, throwing Kirishima an impressive distance and crushing Koda’s windpipe just enough that he couldn’t speak.

Kaminari, however, is in good spirits. “I was awesome, right?! Go on! Feel free to heap on the praise!” he says as he thrusts thumbs-up signals at his teacher. “Don’t hold back—show me some love. You know you want to!” Aizawa ignores him.

“We lost two,” Tsuyu says. “I wanted to win with the whole team intact. It all got a bit chaotic. Ribbit…”

“After everything I learned…I couldn’t even put a fraction of it to use,” Shinso says, adjusting his capture scarf. “It’s frustrating.”

“Nobody’s a pro straight out of the gate. It took me six whole years to master the binding cloth,” Aizawa says. “Remember that frustration you’re feeling and use it as motivation.”

Shinso nods. “Right.”

“My, the two who did the work studies are quite hard on themselves,” Aoyama comments.

“Meanwhile,” Jiro adds, covering her mouth as she stares pointedly at Kaminari, “Jammingyayy doesn’t know the meaning of modesty…”

Midnight shudders, hugging herself as she grins. “Shinso’s youthful spirit! I love it!”

“Stop that,” All Might mumbles.

Aizawa pretends that the peanut gallery isn’t there, focusing entirely on his students.

“Kirishima, focus on setting up direct encounters where you get to brawl,” he says. “Koda, as you suggested, you need to work on your strategizing. Kaminari! Your early game was a mess! Does it take losing your allies for you to finally put your talents to actual use? Asui, you might’ve messed up, but you reacted quickly and changed course.”

With his analysis done, Aizawa turns to Vlad King. He stares at his students, arms crossed over his chest.

“You already know what I’m gonna say, yeah?” he says.

“Yes…” his students reply.

Vlad’s eyes seem to burn. “Was Shishida your central pillar or was it Shiozaki?! With consolidated leadership, you could’ve won this!”

“Yes, sir…”

Monoma steps forward, shaking his head. “Shiozaki just can’t bring herself to deceive others. Failing to take that into consideration ended up costing you.”

“Monoma…” Shishida starts. He bows his head, turning to Shiozaki. “I gave our opponents a chance to strategize. Sorry about that, Shiozaki.”

Shiozaki folds her hands, a tear appearing in the corner of her eye. “Burned, by the fires of hell…”

Monoma turns away, pushing his fingers through his bangs with a flourish. “A certain someone managed to show us his worth, though,” he says, eyes on Shinso. “I look forward to our joint battle.” After a pause, he leaps towards him with a laugh. “Hey, Shinso! Let’s cook up a plan to really make class A cry!”

“Oh, geez…” Kemuri mumbles, reaching to rub her temple.

“We need a plan of our own,” Midoriya says. He turns to Mina and Uraraka, Kemuri stepping to his side as he pulls out his notebook and sits down. “Let’s brainstorm and think about what we can do!”

“Yeah!” Uraraka cheers.

“Combo moves!” Mina squeals.

Nearby, other groups overhear and huddle together, all planning to do the same thing. Bakugo’s shouts carry over the noise and a few medic robots roll through, calling for the injured students from the last round.

“So, obviously, you’re gonna be our leader, right, Midoriya?” Mina says, lowering her voice to a normal volume.

“Totally,” Uraraka agrees. “You’ve totally got a head for things like this.”

“Actually,” Midoriya says. “That’s exactly why I don’t want to lead.”

“Huh?” all three girls gape, looking between each other. “Why?”

Midoriya flushes, scratching his cheek with the end of his pencil. “I could lead, but I think that’s exactly what class B expects. I…kind of showed them what I’m capable of during the Sports Festival.”

“You’ve changed a lot since then,” Uraraka says, pumping her fists. “We all have! We were all part of the Sports Festival.”

“Yeah, but…there’s one of us who didn’t get to show a lot of what she can do,” Midoriya says, and his eyes land on Kemuri. Her breath hitches. “Shimakage, you’re our dark horse.”

“W-What? Me?” she repeats. “I…I don’t—” She shakes her head. “Midoriya, I’m honoured, but…but I’m not a leader.”

“That’s okay,” he insists. He looks between the three of them. “Class B is going to target me. That’s a given. I’m objectively the most powerful out of the four of us, just…” He swallows. “Just…by measure of who can pack a punch. Not that you can’t fight, you’re all amazing! It’s—”

“We get it, Deku,” Uraraka says with a smile, “and you’re right.”

“If I was going to choose who they’re going to underestimate, it’s Shimakage,” Midoriya continues. “If we put her in the leader position, that leaves me free to…well, be the tank, or the bait. Whichever works.”

All eyes fall on Kemuri and she curls her fingers into fists against her legs. She can’t argue against anything he’s said. He’s the strongest out of them, physically, and he’s had the most spotlight within their team too. But…her? Leading? She has a hard time picturing it. She can’t carry that burden by herself, their win or their loss falling entirely on her shoulders. She performs under pressure, sure, but she can easily break beneath it too.

She won’t allow her weakness to ruin their chance at victory.

“Shimakage, I know you can strategize,” Midoriya says, “but remember, we’re all in this together. You’re just the organizer, okay? You’re not alone.”

Such a simple thing to say, and yet it fills her with courage. She sucks in a breath and nods. “Okay, but…first thing, we…we need to establish a code word.”

“Code word?” Mina repeats.

Kemuri nods. “So that we can communicate without worrying about Shinso’s brainwashing.” She purses her lips. “In that last match, class B fell apart as soon as their fear of Shinso stopped them from talking to each other. We need to have a code…a phrase or something we can use to clarify that it’s us if we can’t see each other’s lips moving.”

“What should it be?” Uraraka asks. “Something simple?”

“Something we’ll remember, but that the others won’t catch on to,” Kemuri says. She presses her chin to her fist in thought. “Um…oh, shoot. I forgot about Monoma. He’ll probably copy Shinso’s quirk too…”

“Good point,” Midoriya says. “He’ll definitely try to taunt us. We can’t fall for his tricks.” He flips to a fresh page in his notebook, his eyes regaining that spark to them. “I have a good feeling about this team, guys.”

The girls share excited looks, wordlessly agreeing with him. Kemuri casts another glance over at the other groups, latching on to where Shinso is still standing with Monoma and his team.

They’re the final battle of the day, the grand finale, and she’s going to do her best to make it one that’s worth the watch.

Notes:

Finally posting a new chapter! I will continue to apologize for the long wait ;-;

I'm trying something out here and I'm not sure how it's going to go over, but I'd like to hear what you think! I like to avoid having to rewrite lots of manga/anime content if I can, focusing only on what's unique to this story. The Joint Training presents a unique problem, since only Nishimura and Kemuri's fights will have original elements added.

Still, I don't want to completely gloss over the other fights, so I went with this style. I know not everyone will have caught up with the manga, but eventually the training will get animated and I'd rather skip the future redundancy.

What did you think? Was this an okay way of going about things? As always, thank you for reading and I love hearing your feedback!

Chapter 186: Ronin and Grape Juice vs. Geminus

Notes:

Hello, I'm back again! Quick note, in previous chapters I said that, when fused, the Zandaka twins are eight feet tall. That is not as tall as I thought, so I've retroactively changed their fused height to ten feet.

That is all! Enjoy the chapter :)

Chapter Text

Akio hates how nervous he gets before a fight. He loves watching fights, observing the way the opponents move, how they strike at one another, hearing the roar of the crowd. That’s why he loves the Sports Festival.

Competing…well, that’s a whole other ball game.

None of his training is ever just for the sake of competition, or at least it wasn’t until he came to U.A. Even now, he has a hard time separating the training that he does with his class from what it will mean for him in the future. Every weapon he forms, every new move he tucks away in his arsenal is another tool to be used in the battle against villains.

He knows this, but he can’t stop shaking.

Vlad King is being biased again, cheering on Kendo and the rest of her team while completely ignoring class A. Akio is only faintly aware of his teammates conversing with the other class B students: Yaoyorozu and Kendo promising to give each other a worthy rematch, Kuroiro and Tokoyami trading dark whispers.

“Ohhhh, man, I just want to get moving!” Hagakure squeals, startling Akio from his…whatever he was doing. He looks to his left to find a pair of sun-shaped silver sunglasses floating in mid-air. “Huh, Nishi? You feeling it?”

He blinks a few times. “I’m feeling something.”

Hagakure giggles, shrill and pitchy as she bounces a few times. “Sweet! I’m not alone!”

Again, all Akio can do is stare and maybe nod a few times. Sensing the end of their brief interaction, she hurries over to Tokoyami, gloves waving animatedly in the air as he nods thoughtfully, eyes forward, brooding. They couldn’t be further opposites if they tried, and yet…

Friendship is funny that way.

“Still can’t believe they found a way for her to wear an actual costume,” Mineta mutters, elbowing Akio’s leg. “Total boner kill, am I right?”

Akio looks down at him, grimacing a little. In the spirit of total honesty, he forgets about Hagakure’s situation more often than not. “My…uh, imagination isn’t active enough for that.” A pause. “Mineta, isn’t your girlfriend, like…right there?”

Mineta’s eyes widen and his face goes slack. Akio glances over at Ino and Yo, both having joined Kendo and Yaoyorozu. Yo is still wearing her hair in a high ponytail, eyes bright and excited as she speaks to Yaoyorozu, and Yaoyorozu smiles and returns the conversation with all her usual kindness.

Mineta gulps. “Um…I mean…” He turns away. “She’s not my girlfriend…” he mumbles.

Akio frowns. This, again? For a guy who seems so outwardly confident about his desires, Akio would think that Mineta would be proud to have a girlfriend. Sure, Yo isn’t the cutest girl ever, but there’s something sweet about her, and she obviously likes Mineta quite a bit.

“You know, dude, I think—” he starts.

“Mes amis! We must hurry!” Aoyama interrupts, sweeping between the two boys as his arm effortlessly falls around Akio’s waist. He sparkles in the brisk winter sunlight. “Can’t keep the audience waiting!”

“Right,” Akio says. He rolls his shoulders, hesitating for a second before looping his arm over Aoyama’s shoulder, linking them even further. He exhales. “Onwards.”

He can worry about relationship drama later.

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The plan is simple, although it’s more of a think-on-your-feet kind of plan than something set in stone. Yaoyorozu promises the team that they’ll be okay, that she has plans in mind for any situation, but that they have no way of predicting what the other team will do.

When the bell goes, they head off at a light jog. Dark Shadow moves ahead to scout, stretching far away from Tokoyami.

“The Zandakas and Kendo are their hard hitters,” Yaoyorozu says. “They’re melee. Kuroiro, Kimori, and Fukidashi are our outliers. I’m not sure exactly what they can do.”

“Min—I mean, Grape Juice, any insider information?” Akio asks. He tries to remember what their class B quirklist said, but remembering the details of that many quirks is far from easy. It’s weird enough that they’re using code names for the sake of the exercise.

“Sorry, all I know is Kimori’s got a thing for mushrooms,” Mineta says, shaking his head. He hops over a pipe. “The dark dude’s something with shadow.”

“That much was obvious,” Tokoyami states. “He is my bitter rival. My foil.”

“Try not to focus on that too much,” Yaoyorozu says. “We must work as a seamless unit.”

“Yes, ma’am!” Hagakure chirps. Akio startles a bit at how close her voice is, almost having forgotten that she’s there.

Tokoyami perks up. “Dark Shadow has located them,” he announces. “It seems they’re directly in front of that towering smokestack.”

“You’re able to send your companion quite far now, oui?” Aoyama asks. “Perhaps you levelled up during your work study?”

“In a way,” Tokoyami says. He’s almost floating now, allowing Dark Shadow’s tether to pull him along. “Though Dark Shadow won’t last as long when it’s further away. Let’s—”

He stops abruptly, stiffening up, and the rest of the group stops with him. Akio looks ahead as a dark spot moves through the piping. Dark Shadow, he wonders, or someone’s quirk?

“Oh, it’s returning,” Aoyama says.

“Everyone, scatter!” Tokoyami shouts. “Return to me, Dark Sha—”

Dark Shadow whips past the others as they dive out of the way and sinks his fist into Tokoyami’s stomach. As Tokoyami leers from the blow, a dark figure pops out of Dark Shadow, landing on the ground. If not for his white hair and equally piercing eyes and teeth, he’d look like shadow himself: Shihai Kuroiro.

Yaoyorozu throws two capture nets at Kuroiro, but he leaps away and melds into the underbelly of the pipe above him. He chuckles, his head drooping from the shadow as he bares his teeth in a smile.

“Ah, Fumikage Tokoyami,” he says. “I’m gonna wear you like a suit.”

Tokoyami recovers, keeping his head bowed, and he exhales. He reaches up, removing his cloak with a flourish. “Very well,” he says. “I shall stand against you with the technique Hawks helped me create—Black Fallen Angel!”

“Fallen angel, you say?!” Kuroiro repeats, fidgeting a bit within his perch. He starts to laugh. “Sounds cool! Why don’tcha show me?!”

As he speaks, his body melts back into the shadows, his laughter bouncing around and coming from all directions.

Yaoyorozu grits her teeth. “He keeps shifting…”

“Another solo attacker! How unexpected!” Aoyama gapes.

“This guy gives me the creeps,” Mineta says, shuddering. “We need to fight back!”

“How? This place is full of pipes. It’s impossible!” Hagakure says.

“We’ll be fine!” Akio insists. “If we start cutting off the shadows—”

Too late, Kuroiro makes his true intentions known. Akio whips towards Aoyama as the boy screams, but he’s already gone, dragged through the pipes by his cape. Kuroiro’s laughter gets further away.

“Aoyama!” Akio shouts, already moving. Something in his blood boils.

“Leave it to me,” Tokoyami says.

Akio’s eyes widen as Tokoyami soars past him. His cape covers Dark Shadow as the creature’s hands billow from his back like wings. They zoom off at a speed unseen before.

“Everyone, after them! We have strength in numbers,” Yaoyorozu urges, and no one complains as they hurry after their companions.

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Team A-2 had backup plans at the ready, all thanks to Yaoyorozu, but it seems like team B-2 is always two steps ahead. Akio blames Kendo. From what he’s heard from his interactions with class B, mostly through Tetsutetsu and Kamakiri, Kendo is the big sister of class B, mature and intelligent.

Getting Aoyama back was a cinch once Tokoyami unleashed Fallen Angel, and with Aoyama’s Navel Laser Buffet getting rid of every shadow in the vicinity, forcing Kuroiro into the open was equally simple.

“He’s mine now!” Hagakure shouts, running at top speed towards Kuroiro as he falls.

Then, a mushroom appears on the tip of Akio’s nose, and he realizes that they’re in more trouble than they anticipated.

“Shit. It’s Kimori,” he growls.

“Ack! They’re totally revealing my curves!” Hagakure wails as mushrooms appear all over her body, steadily outlining her hips, head, shoulders, and…everywhere else.

Akio backs up, readying a sword as he grits his teeth. Kuroiro has disappeared again and the mushrooms keep spreading, swallowing up the area. Tokoyami and Aoyama are still airborne, Hagakure becomes more visible by the second, and Mineta has started to whimper.

Light, peppy humming floats across the field of mushrooms. If it weren’t for the endless fungi slowly covering him, Akio would appreciate the lovely tone.

“Blackwood cauliflower shroom! Yellow knight shroom! Enoki shroom, inky cap shroom!” A giggle from far off. “Grow, grow! Cover the earth with me! Make it shroomtastic!”

They don’t stop coming. Akio keeps backing away, desperately searching for an exit. Hagakure keeps shrieking, yanking mushrooms from her body as fast as she can.

“Stay calm, everyone! We need to regroup!” Yaoyorozu shouts.

Another voice echoes from far off.

“Crash! Boom! Um…whamabam!”

Akio’s brain processes what’s going on a split-second before it happens. With barely a warning shout, he tackles Mineta out of the way as a giant wall of kanji bursts through the area; a literal wall of onomatopoeia. He lands, one arm already formed into a flat, shield-like bat as debris rains down.

He gets back to his feet, breaths quick as he looks around. There’s no sign of Yaoyorozu, Hagakure, Tokoyami, or Aoyama. On the bright side, there’s no sign of class B.

“What the heck?” Mineta asks as he gets to his feet. He stares at the wall of words, then up at Akio. “Thanks, man.”

“Don’t worry about it,” Akio says as he moves up to the wall.

The kanji have gaps in them, but they’re all either too small to fit through or too high up. Akio puts his forearms together, palms facing the sky, and morphs both arms into a pickaxe. He slams it into the rock, but it glances off without leaving so much as a scratch.

“Shit!” he curses. He swings again, the reverberations of metal on stone rattling his brain, but nothing happens.

“Maybe I can climb up,” Mineta says, hurrying to his side and already reaching to grab a ball. “We can find the others.”

“And then what?” Akio asks. “The other side is full of mushrooms!”

“Oh…yeah. Ugh.” He shudders a bit.

There are still pieces of mushroom stuck on their clothes, but no more are appearing. Akio examines himself, then the area, and exhales. Alright, you win some, you lose some. They must be out of range from Kimori’s spores.

“The best we can do is keep moving forward,” Akio says. “If we can capture anyone from class B, we’ll be one step closer to winning.”

Mineta frowns a bit. “Okay, so where do we start?”

“Um…I was hoping you had a plan, dude.”

“I—”

“Unfortunately, this is where we stop you.”

Mineta’s face pales and he swallows hard. Behind them, heavy footsteps approach, and Akio steels his nerve before he turns around. A giant figure appears a few feet away from them, shoving aside pipes and scattered rubble in their path.

“Crap…” Mineta says.

Akio can’t help but stare. To his credit, the only time he’s seen the Zandaka twins use their quirk was during the beauty contest. The feelings coursing through him at the moment are nothing like the ones he felt when they performed.

But, come on, who wouldn’t be terrified at the sight of a giant, four-armed woman with multiple eyes bearing down on you? For some reason, looking at her, Akio is reminded of Jorogumo, the spider-woman yokai. That was always his dad’s go-to scary story and right now, Akio feels like he’s six years old again, trembling at the thought of a beautiful, deadly monster.

They’re nowhere near as tall as Mt. Lady like this. The top of Akio’s head just goes past her bellybutton. He doesn’t feel short around many people, but they give him the distinct feeling of being a child, tiny compared to an adult. If that’s how he feels at almost six feet tall, he can’t imagine how Mineta feels.

Mineta could bash their kneecaps, at best. He could walk between their legs without ducking.

“Apologies,” Geminus says. Their voice is odd, not quite unified, like two people talking at once. Ino’s monotone melds with Yo’s bouncing, bubbly voice almost perfectly.

Akio dodges to the right and Mineta goes left as Geminus lunges at them, two of her giant fists crushing the ground where they once stood. Akio’s heart races, adrenaline pumping through him.

“Ronin!” Mineta hollers, already skirting around Geminus as she straightens up. “Just remember the plan!”

Right, the plan. He knows the plan.

When they were discussing ideas beforehand, Yaoyorozu made a point of singling out Mineta and Akio. “I think you two should act as a unit should something go wrong,” she said. “The Zandakas are tough opponents, but you two are the best suited to fight them.”

“Uh…why us?” Mineta asked. “Sure, I know them best, but I’ve never fought them.”

“You’re the shield, Mineta, and Nishi is the sword,” Yaoyorozu said with a smile. “When it comes to fighting them, I think the key to beating them is separating them. Force them to unfuse, then keep them apart. I know you two can do that.”

Easier said than done, but Akio’s starting to think that most things are like that. Maybe he should test them out, see how willing they are to unfuse. Mineta told him before that, while Ino is incredibly intelligent, their IQ when fused is average, nothing more, nothing less.

Akio catches a glimpse of Mineta as he ducks behind some piping, casting a nervous glance at Geminus before disappearing from view. Akio frowns. Is Mineta nervous about fighting them? Maybe worried about hurting them? he wonders. He’s so aloof and standoffish when it comes to defining his relationship, and yet he knows a lot about these two. There’s a part of him that cares, but there’s something that’s stopping him from letting that show.

Akio shakes his head and gives himself a firm slap across the cheek. Now isn’t the time to be thinking about that!

Separate them. Right. Well, the best thing to do is put them on the defensive.

He forms each arm into a simple blade and races forward. A direct strike, but hard to dodge, especially when they make such a big target.

He slices at them and Geminus stumbles back, eyes narrowing at him. He yells and slashes again, narrowly cutting at their black and white jumpsuit.

They swipe at him again and he leaps back. He’s got to keep moving. A moving target is harder to hit. He races forward, skirting around them and taking the chance to look for Mineta. He’s coming back, right? He didn’t run away, not when Akio needs him most. He wouldn’t.

Another swing. Another miss. He skids to a stop, narrows his eyes, and sucks in a breath. Defence. Keep playing them. He roars and lunges forward, aiming both swords straight at them.

Right before his blade plunges into their gut, Geminus disappears in a flash of light. Akio squeezes his eyes shut and barrels through empty space. When he whirls around, blinking spots from his eyes, Ino and Yo stand apart.

Perfect!

He rushes for Ino, swords ready, grinning. She eyes him for a split second before turning and leaping towards her sister. Their hands touch and in another flash of light, their fused form is back. Akio curses and avoids their hasty kick.

Not so perfect…

“Damn it,” he mutters.

They’re slow but powerful in their fused form, but unfused they’re quick and evasive. Hard to take down, either way. But, this is all part of the plan. Mineta just needs to hurry up and play his part.

Right on cue, movement catches Akio’s eye from the pipes above. Mineta hurries along, attention darting from Geminus to where he’s walking. On one arm, he holds a shield of sticky balls.

Akio stifles a grin. Okay, go time! All he has to do is keep their attention, unless something goes awry. Again, Akio rushes at Geminus, striking at them repeatedly, waiting to see if they’ll unfuse. They stay put, fending off his attacks with all four arms.

“We know your game,” Geminus says. “You will not tear us apart!”

Akio doesn’t dare look at Mineta, but his smile breaks through. “That’s okay. We can work with either.”

“Incoming!” Mineta hollers, leaping off the pipe and soaring towards Geminus, shield held up.

Geminus’s four eyes widen with panic and they whirl around, their top two hands already reaching for Mineta, but they miss.

Mineta lands face-first against their chest and Akio winces. For a second, he stays there, completely still, and Geminus stares down at him. Then, Mineta chuckles.

“Still a win,” he says, voice slightly muffled.

Geminus’s expression twitches between disgust and embarrassment for another second before they reach for him, plucking him off their chest. His shield remains stuck to the Yin-Yang symbol in the centre of their jumpsuit.

Mineta dangles from his cape, swinging to and fro as he kicks and flails in mid-air. “Hey! Hey, watch it!” he whines. “I’m not a cat! At least hold me properly!”

“Now, to get the other one,” Geminus says, and their attention returns to Akio.

Akio pales. Ah, shit. So much for the plan.

He backs up, brain running at high speed as Geminus looms over him. Does he run or fight? He hates running, and besides, they haven’t completely incapacitated Mineta. If they were smarter, they’d knock him out and save themselves the trouble.

Wait…plan B! he remembers. Yaoyorozu had a plan B!

In fact, Yaoyorozu had three plans; plan A for capturing them if they can separate them, plan B for if they won’t unfuse, and plan C for the worst of the worst.

“Grape Juice! Cuffing Maneuver!” he shouts, already running full-speed back at them.

This is either gonna be really cool, or it’s really going to hurt. Maybe both.

Akio leaps up, forming one hand into a giant, curved hook, and latches onto one of Geminus’s bottom arms, straining to keep his feet on the ground. Just hold them in place, he tells himself. Geminus’s eyes flash with rage. Just hold them in—

They lift him off his feet like he’s weightless and he curses. Their free hand flies at him and he meets it head-on. The second hook latches onto their other wrist. He dangles between them for a second, pouring all his strength into holding their hands as close together as possible. His quirk makes it easier to hold on, but keeping them in place? Not so easy.

“COMBO MOVE! STICKY CUFF!” Mineta shouts.

The distinctive “pop” of Mineta’s quirk sounds. Akio lets his arms return to normal and drops back to the ground as Mineta’s sticky whip lashes Geminus’s wrists together.

“What?” Geminus demands, yanking at their new bindings, unable to free themselves. “No!”

Mineta cackles, still dangling by his cape. “Take that! I’ve really cuffed you now!”

Akio bites back a laugh of victory. It isn’t over yet.

Geminus’s four eyes narrow and, for a moment, they stare at Mineta as if contemplating him. With a sigh, they drop him, and Akio yelps as he races to catch him.

“You force our hand,” Geminus says.

Akio just manages to snag Mineta before he hits the ground. Once safely planted on his feet, both boys turn back to Geminus, but they’re quivering, their body faintly glowing.

“Ultimate move,” they say. “Boosted Fusion!”

Right before their eyes, their uncuffed arms reabsorb back into their body, dissolving into light, and two of their eyes disappear. At the same time, they grow another foot, then two, then three. Suddenly, they’re fifteen feet tall, and Akio gawks.

“H-How...you…” he stammers.

“It takes a lot of effort, but it will be worth it,” Geminus utters. With a heavy grunt, they tear their cuffs, leaving sticky balls dangling from their wrists. “We will capture you both!”

“Crap, crap, crap,” Mineta whispers, sweating. “I didn’t know…they never—”

“Shut up and run! They can’t win if they don’t catch us!” Akio says, grabbing Mineta by the cape and tugging him after him as he starts to run.

“Yeah, but neither can we!” Mineta wails.

They don’t get far. Geminus catches up to them in record time, knocking aside piping and creating a path even as Akio and Mineta duck and dodge and leap. Akio grits his teeth, forcing his swords to turn as sharp as they can as he resorts to cutting down obstacles in their path.

Too late, two giant fists smash into the ground at their heels, and Akio goes sprawling. Mineta falls on his face, groaning. Akio struggles back to his feet, but Geminus’s hand closes around his leg and drags him into the air. The world turns upside down. All the blood rushes to his head. He goes dizzy.

“Grape Juice,” he calls, screwing his eyes shut. “Mineta!”

“They got me too,” Mineta says from nearby, close enough that Akio can tell that he’s in their other hand.

“Now, to the prison. Class B will taste victory,” Geminus promises.

They turn, walking, and Akio panics. We can’t just give up! Not now! He turns his leg into a blade, but Geminus doesn’t budge as the edge scrapes their palm. If anything, they hold tighter. He tries to slash them with his arms, but they hold him far away from them and their arm is out of reach.

“Mineta,” he says, panting. He turns towards their other hand. He can’t see him or the state he’s in, but he has to try. “Mineta, you’re the only one who can stop them!”

“They pinned my arms!”

“Then fight it! If you don’t try, then we’ll lose!”

Geminus shakes him and he swallows back a wave of nausea. He isn’t going to be able to walk right for a while after this. He closes his eyes and tries to focus on anything other than his position.

No sound from Mineta.

“Psst.”

Akio opens his eyes and looks back towards the other hand. This time, he forces himself into an upside-down sit up, desperate to see Mineta, and he catches a glimpse of him. Mineta’s face is grim, but he nods.

Akio purses his lips. Plan C, then, huh?

He sucks in a breath. Here it goes.

He forms his left middle finger into a kunai and makes it sharp. He reaches up, takes hold, and—

Snap!

Akio bites back a scream. He’s had so much worse. He can pull through. Blood pours from his finger stump and, in his hand, he holds a shiny kunai. He hears Geminus mutter something, but he’s already aiming. If he can hit them anywhere on their hand, the pain may be enough to give Mineta a chance.

“Special move,” he mutters. “Flying Fingers.”

With a flick of his wrist, he sends the kunai on its way. He prays it hits its target. Geminus lets out a shriek that tells him it did.

“Again!” Mineta shouts.

Akio curses his luck, forming a kunai on his left ring finger. He snaps it off, bites back another sound, and throws it. There’s another cry of pain from Geminus and a triumphant laugh from Mineta, followed by a rapid popping sound. Geminus stops dead.

“No! How dare you!”

Mineta laughs. “Did you really think we’d make it easy for you? Neither of us is going to prison today!”

Akio looks at the ground and, sure enough, Geminus’s feet are trapped in a mountain of sticky balls. The pavement beneath it cracks as Geminus struggles, but it’s no use.

“That new move of yours must take a lot of energy!” Mineta taunts. “I wonder how long you can hold it for? Wanna find out?”

Geminus doesn’t give him the joy of a response. Akio can feel their hand shrinking around his leg, like they’re already losing the boost their ultimate move gave them. The ground gets closer and Akio closes his eyes.

Not a win, but…not entirely a loss.

Chapter 187: To Be a Hero

Summary:

The third fight begins, pitting Iida, Shoji, Ojiro, and Todoroki against Juzo Honenuki, Pony Tsunotori, Sen Kaibara, and Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The buzzer goes on match two, with a 4-0 win for class B. Medic robots arrive to carry away any of the injured students from the last round. The onlookers gawk at the screen, unable to look away from their classmates.

Kendo, Kuroiro, Kimori, and Fukidashi come out of the fight unscathed, while Ino and Yo have matching puncture wounds on their right hands. Removing the twins from their sticky ball prison is another thing, but the medic bots get to work on that too.

“Minoru, I’m so sorry,” Yo whimpers. She wipes her tears with her injured hand and flinches. “Ow...”

“Do not apologize. We did what we must,” Ino retorts.

Mineta shrugs. “It’s fine,” he says. “I don’t think I’ve felt that terrified by an exercise in a while.”

Yo sniffles again, starting to calm down, and Ino eyes Mineta with the barest trace of a confident smirk on her lips.

Meanwhile, the medic bots have to bring Nishimura and Yaoyorozu back on gurneys, as Yaoyorozu is unconscious and Nishimura can’t walk without stumbling. He still clutches his bleeding hand to his chest, eyes closed, looking for all the world like he’s asleep.

“Nishimura.”

His eyes slowly open, staring up at his teacher, and he cracks a wry smile. “Oh…hey, Sensei.” He holds up his bleeding hand, pointer finger and pinky in the air. “Rock on?”

“We are going to have a serious talk about that ultimate move of yours once you get your concussion taken care of.” Aizawa’s eyes narrow. “This had better not hinder further training.”

“With lots of rest and some good food, they’ll be back by this time tomorrow, sir,” Nishimura says.

Aizawa shakes his head, mutters something to himself about “reckless children,” and orders the bots to take him away. He watches his students leave, then returns to the other thirty-two students waiting by the spectator platform. With the damages done to the area, they’ll have to switch sectors before the next match. Perfect time for a breather.

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Kemuri faces away from the chattering students, Midnight at her side. She grips the railing, her stomach churning, and keeps her eyes closed as she takes long, deep breaths in and out.

“Feeling better, my dear?” Midnight asks, one hand resting gently on Kemuri’s shoulder.

Kemuri nods. “Y-Yeah,” she says. “Yeah, I’m okay. T-Thank you.”

She was not prepared for Nishimura’s special move and, small as it is, seeing him hurt himself like that didn’t put her in a good place. She left her group and went right to Ms. Midnight, just wanting to be near her therapist until she calmed down.

She didn’t spiral into a panic attack like she feared she would, thank goodness. Nausea was the worst of it.

“Of course,” Midnight says. She glances over her shoulder and her eyes gain a sparkle to them that immediately puts Kemuri on edge. “Oh…seems you have a visitor,” she purrs.

Kemuri blinks, then turns around just as Iida comes to a stop in front of her. Her eyes widen as he looks her over, brow furrowed. Midnight winks at Kemuri and sashays away, chuckling to herself.

“Ah, Kemuri, I was just checking on you,” he says, adjusting his glasses. “Is everything alright?”

“Fine,” she says, waving her hands about in front of her. “I…um…Nishi, he…”

“I see.” He nods sagely. “I do hope you aren’t too affected.”

“I…handled it better than I thought I would, so…win?”

He smiles. “Indeed. It’s good to see you managing it so well,” he says, swooping his hand at her, then bringing it back to his side. He hesitates, lips pursing for a second, and she tilts her head. “Actually, that’s not all. How are you feeling about this exercise?”

Kemuri twists her braid a bit. “Pretty good, but…nervous. Midoriya has a plan that involves me taking on quite a role. I’m…I’m not sure I’m totally up for it, but I’ve got to try.” His smile grows a bit and she can’t help but smile back. “What about you? I’m excited to see the four of you fight.”

“Us, specifically?”

Her cheeks turn pink. “Um…there’s an emotional investment,” she admits, bringing her eyes to her feet as she tugs at her braid again.

“Oh, yes, right. I…” He clears his throat and she sees his boots shift against the pavement. “Well, as for your question, I feel quite a bit of confidence. Not only in my team, but in myself as well!”

When she finally looks at his face again, he’s still smiling enough that it lights up his eyes. “You seem…especially happy today, Tenya.”

“Oh, do I?” He averts his eyes, then chops a few times as he perks up. “If I’m being honest, Tensei has been doing a lot better and Fuyumi…Fuyumi is making him happier than I’ve seen him since the incident.” He exhales. “Seeing my dear brother in such high spirits just inspires me to go further!”

“That’s amazing, Tenya! When you get the chance, tell…ah, tell him that I’m happy for him. R-Really!”

“I will!”

She startles as Iida takes her hands in his, bringing them to his chest as he looks her right in the eyes. If she weren’t so stunned, she’d avert her gaze, but he holds her in place.

“Of course, I will have to tell him how you have supported me through my recent training,” he says. He glows with such raw, heartfelt emotion that Kemuri’s insides turn into butterflies and her heart pounds. “Today, keep your eyes on me, Kemuri. I want you to see how far I’ve come. I want you to cheer for me.”

“You…you don’t have to ask. I’d…I’d do it anyway,” she stammers, steam tickling her ears.

“Ahem,” Vlad King clears his throat from far off. “Now that we’ve moved to a new area, on to the next match! Participants for match three, please prepare yourselves!”

Kemuri blinks, darting a glance over Iida’s shoulder. “O-Oh, you…you’ve got to go!” She looks up at him. “You don’t—”

He brings her knuckles to his lips and kisses them, clogging every word she was about to say in her throat. He releases her, still smiling, and his chest puffs up.

“Thank you,” he says. “I won’t let you down.”

He turns and hurries away, and Kemuri stands there with her hands still hovering in the air, skin tingling. Steam puffs from her ears and she snaps back to reality, burying her face in her hands and stifling the tiny squeal that escapes her.

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Only a minute or two into the fight, Kemuri gets the sense that her anxiety isn’t going to calm down for a second. First, Tetsutetsu goes charging in, full throttle, destroying piping left and right like a human bulldozer.

Then, Todoroki floods team B-3 with a gigantic wall of ice.

“Strong as ever,” Kemuri says, half to herself as she keeps twisting her braid around her fingertips. She eyes the glaciers on-screen and frowns. “Although…”

“They’re different,” Uraraka agrees, taking the words out of her mouth. “He’s improved. The ice isn’t blocking his view like it used to.”

Kemuri bites her lip. Right now, her friends have a good chance. Honenuki can soften the ground all he likes, but with that layer of ice on top, she can’t imagine it’ll do much good.

Iida bursts into action, the sound of his recipro echoing from the cameras and in the distance as he shouts his special move.

Tetsutetsu grins. “JUST TRY US!”

Too quickly, realization dawns. The ice softens all around them, turning into gloopy puddles of not-quite-water. Honenuki raises his hand, expression unreadable behind his black and orange mask, and tiny bits of jiggling ice dance past his fingertips.

“That ice blast is nothing!” he calls as his teammates free themselves from their ice prison. “If you’d come at us all hell-bent with your fire, I wouldn’t have been able to fight back.”

“Thanks, Juzo!” Kaibara calls. “That’s one soft and flexible counter-attack!”

Kemuri exhales, stifling a groan. Honenuki’s quirk must be the ability to soften anything, not just the ground. That hopeful feeling she had disappears.

Ojiro tries to retreat, but the piping beneath his feet softens and bends, making him lose his balance. Honenuki turns his attention to him, aiming a finger gun in his direction.

“I took the opportunity to soften some of the surrounding area,” he says. “Be careful with your footing, okay?”

“He improvised that?!” Sato asks his teammates. “Or is Honenuki that good at predicting?” He shakes his head. “Guess they don’t call him flexible for nothing.”

On-screen, Kaibara launches into an attack against Ojiro, his fingertips and arms spinning like drillheads. Ojiro grits his teeth as he uses his tail to block the attack, but Kaibara’s fingers dig into his skin relentlessly. Pain twists Ojiro’s features.

“OJIRO!” Iida shouts, already moving, but his voice dies as the ground beneath him turns pliant and putty-like.

He drops into the pool of softened ice, struggling to move, and Honenuki watches as he starts to sink.

“Your feet are only as fast as the ground is solid,” Honenuki says. “Did you notice that I’ve softened the ground beneath the ice, too? You could potentially be a pain later on, so I’d better sink you down now and keep you trapped.”

“Are you attempting to put an end to our teamwork?!” Iida demands. “You villains are the embodiment of cunning!”

It isn’t going well for any of team A-3. Tsunotori and Tetsutetsu rush on ahead to take on Todoroki and Shoji, with Tsunotori’s horn cannons pinning Shoji in seconds while Tetsutetsu’s steel fist pounds Todoroki into the ground.

Ojiro is still trying to fend off Kaibara, although he’s obviously on the defensive. Iida sinks down until only his face pokes out above the ice, and Honenuki hardens it back up with a touch, trapping him.

“YOU JERK!” Iida shouts.

“Sorry,” Honenuki says. He turns back to Iida. “Recipro’s on a timer, right? Maybe you shouldn’t have used it at the start. Anyway, I’d better go back up Tetsutetsu.”

Iida goes still. Kemuri holds her breath.

The faint rumble of familiar engines reaches her ears, even beneath the ice.

“A timer?” Iida asks. “Who told you that, Mudman?” The engines get louder and Iida starts to vibrate. “Ingenium is always ready to run…wherever, whenever! These legs get the job done, and I’ve been at full throttle this whole time!”

He rises from the ice, chunks flying in all directions as he breaks through. Even beneath the helmet, Kemuri can sense his pride.

“New style,” he says. “RECIPRO TURBO!”

Kemuri’s hands clasp over her mouth and her eyes swell with emotion. Iida keeps moving forward, ice cracking apart in his path, and Honenuki stares in shock.

“I’ve maxed out recipro’s horsepower and minimized fuel consumption!” Iida shouts. “It lasts ten minutes!” He bursts from the ice, engines roaring. “FOR TEN MINUTES, NOBODY CAN STOP ME!”

Honenuki backs up. “Are you trying to catch us off guard with your new move?”

Iida doesn’t answer. He’s already behind Honenuki, too fast for the eye to see. “However!” he adds, and Honenuki doesn’t have time to turn around.

“Huh?!”

“I move a bit too fast to retain full control!”

Honenuki goes sprawling, hit full force by Iida’s recipro-powered kick, and the ice cracks beneath him from the force of the blow. Iida whips around, steam puffing from his engines, and he goes racing back.

“END OF THE ROAD, MUDMAN!”

Honenuki doesn’t stick around. He disappears into the sludge and the ice hardens up above him, blocking Iida’s advance and allowing him to get away.

“Recipro Turbo…wow,” Midoriya says, gawking at his friend. “That’s so much faster than even Gran Torino!”

Kemuri is still reeling, staring at the screen, at Iida, overwhelmed with emotion.

“Kemuri, are you okay?!” Uraraka asks, eyes wide. “You’re all teary!”

“H-Huh? What? No! I mean…” Kemuri shakes her head and frantically wipes at her eyes, a choked laugh leaving her. “I’m just…I’m so happy for him…”

“Hey, look at Ojiro!” Mina says.

Attention returns to the fight and, sure enough, Ojiro is still doing his best. He twists and dodges and blocks as Kaibara comes at him with his body spinning in multiple places.

“He’s fighting so normally!” Jiro says.

“The way he’s getting beat is so ordinary! It’s like he hasn’t changed at all! C’mon, man!”

“Hey, shut up!” Hagakure shouts. “He’s trying his best and he works his butt off every day, just like you guys! I oughta—”

“Hagakure, cease,” Tokoyami utters, using Dark Shadow to restrain her from literally fighting Sero and Jiro. Bakugo turns away, hiding a wide, amused smirk.

“APOLOGIZE, YOU JERKS!” Hagakure roars.

“Please,” Kemuri pipes up.

“Okay, woah, sorry,” Jiro says, hands up in apology.

“Yeah…that was harsh. Sorry.”

The fight continues on.

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It’s hard to keep track of what’s going on with everyone, and that’s with the help of peripherals. Kemuri can only give her full attention to one screen at a time so, unless someone calls attention to another fight, she’s found herself stuck on watching Iida.

Although, as soon as Iida’s taken care of Kaibara and helped Ojiro, she finds herself searching for Todoroki and Shoji. Tetsutetsu’s voice isn’t hard to miss, loud and bombastic as it is, and he seems to be giving Todoroki a run for his money. Shoji and Tsunotori escape the area, the former giving chase to the latter.

“Do you know why I decided to take you on?!” Tetsutetsu roars, engulfed in Todoroki’s flames. “Figured it out yet?!”

Tetsutetsu emerges from the flames, his skin blazing the furious red colour of heated iron. Todoroki’s eyes widen.

“‘CAUSE YOUR STUFF DOESN’T WORK ON ME!” he cackles. “Time to strike while the iron is hot!”

Tetsutetsu comes straight at him, still shouting about surpassing his limits, making his steel stronger than ever, becoming strong enough to take on Todoroki. Todoroki raises his left hand, teeth gritted, eyes narrowed, as Tetsutetsu’s fist closes around the front of his uniform.

The air fizzles with the heat. The cameras jolt with static, clinging to life, and Tetsutetsu leaps back.

“That’s hot!” he cries.

“Get back!” Todoroki orders. “Unless you wanna melt!”

There’s a flare of heat, orange changes to white, and the cameras in that area go dead as static overtakes them, fried beyond function. There are a few cries of shock from the onlookers.

Luckily, the cameras still work elsewhere. Flames are visible even as Shoji tries to capture Tsunotori, multiple limbs flying at her every chance they get.

Tsunotori whips around, her horns flying around her. “Sorry, Tentacole!” she calls. “I always trot right past the octopus tank at the aquarium. I can’t stand the things!”

“I’m no stranger to being feared,” Shoji retorts, not a hint of changing emotion in his eyes.

“It’s time to end this! I’m gonna lock you up!” she says. “Thunder Horn!”

Shoji stands his ground, his limbs pulsing and expanding until he stands with over two dozen fists aimed at her. “I didn’t expect any less from you,” he replies. “Octoblow!”

The horns collide with him, but his torrent of fists blows them back and he stays strong and unmoving. Tsunotori’s eyes narrow as she starts to grin.

“Got you,” she says, breaths quick, sweat dripping down her face.

A horn appears behind Shoji, but he’s never one to leave his back unguarded. A single dupli-eye watches over him and, in a split second, he snatches the horn from the air with one of his many hands.

“Thanks for the assist…” he says as Tsunotori’s face falls. A blur of white and yellow appears and Shoji’s eyes crease with a smile. “…Ojiro!”

“TORNADO TAIL DANCE!” Ojiro shouts as he attacks in a tight tailspin.

His tail smashes apart the horns she still has flying through the air, his movements too quick to avoid, and he lands almost on top of her. Ojiro grabs her horns, his tail wrapping around her and constricting like an anaconda.

“You’re not much of a threat if you can’t shoot your horns!” he says.

“Gah! The way you got me…so darn ordinary!” Tsunotori wails in English.

“I’ll tie her up and get her to jail,” Shoji says. “Todoroki needs your—” His words cut off as he starts to sink, the ground beneath him softening. “…help.”

“Crap, it’s Honenuki!” Ojiro says.

Honenuki rises from the muck. “I’ll be taking Tsunotori back now. We’re actually friends, you know?”

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Ojiro can feel his grip loosening around Tsunotori as he struggles to keep his head above ground. He’s already lost his hold on her horns. He feels the slightest tug from Tsunotori and he grits his teeth. His tail is aching, his body hurts from where Kaibara struck him, but he won’t go down.

Shoji…Shoji is sinking too. If they don’t do something, they’ll lose! If he doesn’t do something…

He refuses to lie down and take it.

He musters every bit of his energy. Tsunotori slips down, enough that he can hook his legs around her neck, and free his tail.

“FIST OF THE TAIL: SWAMP SMACK SPIN!”

He uses every muscle in his poor, aching tail and spins, churning up the softened pavement all around him and sending Honenuki rushing back to the outskirts, flailing against the current. His tail returns to its secure binding around Tsunotori.

“That did it, Ojiro!” Shoji says.

Ojiro exhales with relief as he feels his friend’s strong hands pull him and Tsunotori from the muck. He uses his dupli-hands to cling to the pipes above everything. Now, if they can just get away—

“You run on ahead, Honenuki!” Tsunotori calls.

Ojiro realizes too late that he still isn’t holding onto her horns. He reaches for them, but jolts as pain arcs through his tail. Two of her horns pierce his skin, digging deep and not leaving, and he has to bite back a scream.

“Skewer me all you like!” he shouts. “I’m not letting g—”

Two more horns snag him, punching into his shoulders, and he’s wrenched away.

“Fine by me if you don’t let go!” Tsunotori retorts. “Quad Horn Power will send you straight to jail!”

The wind rushes past his ears as he zigzags through the maze of piping. In what feels like seconds, he slams into the metal door of the cage and hits the far wall hard. He collapses to the floor of the cage, bleeding and bruised, and he can’t even muster the strength to get up.

“I’m sorry…” he whispers, letting his eyes close.

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Iida is running on high, literally and figuratively. He can’t believe how good he feels. If his brother could see him now…

Honenuki is up ahead, assisting Tetsutetsu, and Iida sees Todoroki collapse as a pipe comes down on the back of his head.

“Now harden!” Honenuki shouts.

Iida won’t give him the chance. He zooms past him, hitting Honenuki so hard that half his mask shatters from the impact.

“This time, you won’t get away from me, Mudman!”

Iida snatches Todoroki from the muck, concern flooding him. He’s out cold and his skin and clothes are hot to the touch. Steam wafts off of him as his sweat evaporates on contact.

“I’m so sorry I’m late,” he says.

“You…wait!” Tetsutetsu cries, stumbling as his steel skin smokes. “No running away!”

Iida thinks of his brother, always focused on saving others. He thinks of Stain’s cold voice in that alleyway, telling him to save Native first, that if he were a hero, he’d focus on the person who needed help and not his petty revenge.

He’s learned from that. He’s grown. He knows better and he will spend the rest of his life proving that he can carry the mantle of a hero, atoning for his error.

“Take this to heart, villains!” Iida calls. “The rescue takes top priority!”

He runs, lugging Todoroki after him, desperate to get away. They may not win this exercise, not with the time they have left, but he can prevent his team from losing.

“PUSH IT DOWN, TETSUTETSU!”

There’s a rumbling noise that shakes the earth and the creaking of breaking pipes grinds against his ears. Iida dares a quick glance over his shoulder as the nearby water tower starts to topple, softened by Honenuki’s quirk, spurred forth by Tetsutetsu’s strength.

He’s not fast enough. He has only seconds and, looking down at Todoroki, he knows what he must do. This is what it takes to be a hero.

With all his strength, he throws Todoroki forward, propelling him out of danger, and lets the water tower come down on him instead.

Notes:

Hoooo, boy. I'm so sorry for taking this long to update. Hopefully a long chapter makes up for it ;-;

Aside from my full-time job, I recently got a puppy! He's very cute and I love him, but it's like having a new baby. 24/7 work. Having to take care of him has really cut into my already diminished writing time, but I'm going to try really hard to get back into it!

Thank you again for reading!

- Hope

Chapter 188: You Were Amazing, All of You!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Look at that!” Vlad King says, speaking into a microphone. “All fighters are down for the count, but they’re not technically out of the game until they’re thrown in prison! How will this play out?!”

Kemuri’s entire body shakes, overcome with the insane urge to rush off and help them, but she knows she can’t. The tiny, rational part of her brain that’s still functioning reminds her that this is a school exercise and everything will be fine, but she can’t help it.

Iida shifts beneath the water tower, only his head and parts of his arms visible, and immediately flinches in pain. Kemuri bites hard on her lip and starts tugging on her braid.

“Iida is still conscious, but he’s going nowhere fast!” Vlad King says, seeming far too happy. “It appears that Kaibara’s humble resistance has left a mark! Our spinning boy did all he could to slow down his jailer just before being thrown in the slammer! Well done, Kaibara! You’re the real MVP!”

“This biased commentating isn’t getting any better, Mr. Vlad!” a few people complain.

Kemuri searches the screen for Shoji. He’s the only one still fighting now and he has a shot, albeit a small one. He’s still chasing down Tsunotori with everything he has as she races back to where the rest of her team is, horns zipping along beside her. She balances on one of them, riding it like a hoverboard.

The other three horns swoop down and pluck Todoroki, Tetsutetsu, and Honenuki’s unconscious bodies from the wreckage and carry them off. Shoji keeps running after her.

“Todoroki!” Iida cries.

Kemuri can see the struggle within Tsunotori’s mind playing across her face. She’s slower now that she’s carrying three people plus herself, and Shoji is gaining on her with every second. The score is tied, with no time to get Todoroki to jail and no chance of getting away from Shoji.

There’s no time left at all.

Tsunotori zooms into the air just as Shoji reaches out to grab her. She floats high in the sky, her teammates hanging limply near her, Todoroki held in a bridal carry on her lap.

“Really?” Shoji asks as Iida screams in frustration at it all.

“Sorry, Tentacole,” Tsunotori says. “I can’t bear the thought of leading my team to defeat.”

The buzzer goes off.

“Twenty minutes have elapsed!” Vlad King says. “The score stands at 1-1! It’s a draw!”

Kemuri exhales, tears pricking her eyes again as she watches her friends. Shoji hangs his head in defeat, pressing his hands to his knees as he tries to stay standing, and Iida’s hands clench into tight fists.

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Uraraka watches as the unconscious students get loaded onto stretchers and carried off to the nurse’s office. Some of the bots start chipping Iida out of his misshapen water tower prison.

“Iida…” she murmurs. “You must feel so frustrated!”

“But…” Midoriya says, standing at her side. “He was awesome out there.”

“Ugh, and they were so close too!” Mina says, cheeks puffing with frustration. “They were all amazing!”

“In light of multiple knockouts, evaluations will come later, just like with match two!” Vlad King announces. “Match four fighters, prepare yourselves!”

“Woah, what did I miss?”

Uraraka, Midoriya, and Mina all look over as Nishimura heads up the steps, rubbing the back of his neck. His hand is bandaged up but otherwise, he looks no worse for wear. At first, Uraraka wonders why he’d be asking them of all people, but they are the closest to the stairs.

“Nishi!” she greets him. “Good to see you!”

“Heh, thanks,” he says with a bashful smile. “Looks like I missed the third match, huh?”

“Are you okay? You were gone for a while,” Mina says.

“Recovery Girl wanted me to rest for as long as possible. They thought I had a concussion, but I was just rattled around a bit.” He glances down at his bandaged hand, sighing. “Now I look like a ninja turtle.”

“Just turn your headband into a mask and you’ll be ready to go!” Uraraka says, giving him a thumbs up.

“You and Mineta were an interesting pair,” Midoriya says. “I took so many notes. It was inspiring to see you two get so invested in the exercise!”

“Tell that to Mr. Aizawa. I think he’s worried I’ll turn into another you,” Nishimura says, cracking a grin and making Midoriya flush with embarrassment. He glances around, lips pouting. “Uh…where’s Shimakage?”

The other three immediately look around themselves, but there’s no sign of Kemuri.

“Dang, that girl can be sneaky,” Mina says, hands on her hips.

“I don’t know where she went,” Uraraka says. “Sorry…”

“All good. I just thought I’d let her know I was okay. I can’t imagine she took my little special move well.” His expression pinches with guilt. “Oh, well. If you see her before I do, let her know I’m okay.”

“Will do!” Mina says with a salute.

Nishimura heads off to his team, where Aoyama greets him immediately. Uraraka eyes him for a second before looking back at the stairs.

“Uraraka?” She turns to Midoriya and he smiles a little. “What’s up? Got something on your mind?”

She returns the smile. “No, not really. I just think I know where Kemuri went,” she says. “She looked about ready to bust into that fight herself before, so…”

“Oh, checking on her friends then? That’s nice of her.”

Uraraka nods, biting back a chuckle. Nice, indeed. She wonders how he’d react knowing that, if she had been in Kemuri’s position, and it was Midoriya stuck beneath that water tower, that she would want to do the exact same thing.

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Kemuri hurries towards the temporary nurse’s office, hoping that she doesn’t get lost and doubly hoping that she doesn’t get in trouble for running off like this. She has to see if they’re okay.

She’s almost to the building with the bathrooms and nurse’s office when Shoji appears in her line of sight.

“Mezo!” Kemuri calls, already picking up the speed.

“Kemu—”

She almost jumps, wrapping her arms around Shoji’s neck, giving him the squishiest hug she can. He hesitates for a moment before returning it and she has to fight back those stupid tears again. She hasn’t cried yet and she refuses to.

“You were amazing,” she says. “You fought so hard. I’m…”

“We didn’t win,” he says, slowly lowering her to her feet and letting her step away from him.

“But you didn’t lose!” she retorts. She pumps her fists. “Tsunotori was at the end of her rope! She obviously knew she couldn’t beat you, that she couldn’t win so long as you were still chasing her! You…” She stops, staring up at him. “All of you…were amazing.”

He bows his head, eyes closing. “Thank you, Kemuri.” He straightens up. “Ojiro, Todoroki, and Iida should still be with Recovery Girl. When you go in the main doors, turn left and they’re the last door on the right.”

She blinks. “How did you…?”

“You’re predictable.” He winks. “I’ll see you back on the observation deck.”

“O-Okay.”

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When Todoroki wakes up, his first feeling is of disorientation. Like waking from a nightmare, he slowly comes back to reality, becoming aware of every part of his body. He isn’t burning up anymore and the surface beneath him is soft, so he’s definitely not at Ground Gamma.

He sits up, still shaken, and Recovery Girl smiles at him from his bedside. “Eat a Snickers,” she says, handing him a candy bar. “Ojiro already had one and is headed back.”

“Todoroki!” Tetsutetsu says, halfway out the door with a chocolate bar clenched in his teeth like a fat cigar. “Our teams might’ve tied, but I’m taking this as a loss! That heat was something else! I can’t wait to rumble again!”

A tie? Todoroki wonders.

“Essentially, if I’d been faster, we could’ve won.” Todoroki looks to the end of his bed, finding Iida seated there with his left arm and leg bandaged. His armour is scuffed up. He bows his head. “I was still too slow, and utterly helpless against Honenuki’s softening tactics.”

Todoroki stares at his friend, the last bit of fog clearing from his mind. He remembers sharp pain against the back of his head, collapsing into the sludge beneath him, and Iida…

“I…vaguely remember you saving me, though,” he says.

Honenuki’s words echo in his head. Even after all this time, he still falls back into relying on his ice, like it’s instinctual. He’s becoming predictable.

“No. You were plenty fast,” he says, shifting as he crisscrosses his legs beneath him. “I was too slow.” He looks down at his hand, half-lost in thought. “I was slow, and it wound up being your problem. I’ve got to become a hero who’s actually reassuring…”

“Nonsense! You? Unreliable! I won’t hear of it—” Iida’s injured arm swipes into the air and he flinches. “Ouch!” He stops, arm still in the air, and his expression becomes sombre again. “I’m meant to run towards those in need…wherever, whenever. Especially since I’m determined to inherit Ingenium’s mantle!”

The curtain beside them slides open and Honenuki’s skull-like face appears.

“Your fire? And your recipro?” he says. “In my mind, those are challenges I’ve yet to overcome. How about a rematch someday?”

“Sure!” Iida and Todoroki say.

Recovery Girl starts to open her mouth when the door slides open and Kemuri appears, breaths quick, face flushed, like she ran here. Her costume hood has fallen off. Four sets of eyes land on her but she’s already starting to smile; that wobbly “I’m about to cry” kind of smile, but a smile nonetheless.

“Tenya!”

“Kem—”

She doesn’t let him finish, wrapping him in a hug while he’s still processing her arrival. Honenuki blinks a few times and Todoroki’s lip lifts with a faint smile as he averts his eyes.

“Kemuri, I…are you alright? Are you—” Iida starts, returning the hug with his unhurt arm as she starts to sniffle.

“J-Just…just feeling a lot,” she stammers, a few tears escaping. She steps back, blush deepening, although her hand stays resting against his forearm. “Tenya, you…your Recipro Turbo…”

“I’m sorry,” he says, bowing his head. “I was still too slow—”

“No!” she insists. The force of her voice makes Todoroki startle a bit, eyeing her in shock. She purses her lips, steam curling from her ears for a moment, tears still rolling down her face. “No, don’t…don’t you dare t-talk like that. You…” She shakes her head. “Tenya, you…” She wipes her face, nearly poking herself in the eye in her haste. “I’m sorry, I’m struggling with words right now…”

“That’s…that’s alright,” Iida says, unable to take his eyes off of her. “I do hope these are happy tears, though.”

“S-Sort of. I think I forgot to breathe when that tower came…came down…” She sucks in a sharp breath. “I’m just…really glad you’re okay…” She eyes his bandages. “You…you are okay, right?”

“Yes, I am. Thank you.”

Kemuri blinks, seeming to remember that she isn’t alone, and turns to the others. She makes a tiny squeaking sound in her throat and her hand covers her mouth.

“Ah, s-sorry! Um…Todoroki, you…I’m glad you’re okay too, and Hone…Honenuki? You…you were really cool. Recovery Girl, I’m sorry I just barged in. I wasn’t thinking! Where’s Ojiro? Did he leave already? I wanted to tell him that his fighting was amazing no matter what anyone says—”

“Breathe, dear,” Recovery Girl says. “Everyone is fine, but you really must head back to the grounds! No more time for chitter-chatter!”

“Yes, ma’am!” all four students say.

Kemuri says one more hasty goodbye and races out the door, her head still bowed, hands flitting about like flustered hummingbirds. Recovery Girl slides off her chair, ushering the three boys out into the hall. For a second, they stand in silence.

“Your…” Honenuki starts, clearing his throat. He shifts awkwardly. “Your girlfriend seems nice.”

Iida flushes. “What? She’s…she’s not my girlfriend.”

Todoroki rolls his eyes and mutters, “Not yet…” under his breath.

“What was that, Todoroki? I couldn’t quite hear you!”

“Nothing.”

Honenuki raises an eyebrow, but doesn’t say anything more. Class A is weird.

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Ojiro feels like crap.

Physically, he’s healed, and his energy levels are okay thanks to Recovery Girl’s quick work, but emotionally? He still feels pretty beat up.

He trudges up the stairs to the observation deck, searching for something within himself to lift his spirits before he faces everyone. They didn’t lose, right? Except if he hadn’t been captured, his team could’ve won. The shame of it all keeps dragging him back down.

He grips the railing as he reaches the top step, slowly looking up, searching for his friends automatically. Shoji is already back, standing with Tokoyami, Hagakure, and their teammates. They haven’t noticed him yet, but why would they?

He steps up, taking a deep breath, trying to hold his head high. It’s fine. It’s not like anyone will mention it. They’ll all focus on Tetsutetsu or Todoroki or someone who actually did something during that fight. Tsunotori called him ordinary and he wishes that he didn’t know enough English to understand her when she said it. If only—

“Ojiro!”

Hagakure races over to him, Shoji and Tokoyami still hanging back, although their eyes are on him. Hagakure skids to a stop in front of him, gloves flitting, sunglasses bobbing to and fro, and he looks away. He can’t face her, not when he’s like this.

“Ojiro, are you okay? That fight looked tough!” she says. He can see her boots bouncing in his peripherals. Her energy is always so high, like it’s moments away from bubbling over.

“It…was,” he says. He tries to smile, eyes creasing. “I’m okay, though. At least…” His words die, frustration clogging his throat again, and his smile crumples.

Hagakure stops bouncing and he feels her hand on his arm. “Ojiro?”

“I’m sorry,” he says, bowing his head. “I didn’t do much of anything. I tried, but all I could do was play defence.”

“Why are you apologizing?”

He opens his mouth and closes it again. Why is he apologizing? Why does he feel the insane need to do so when she’s standing in front of him, like he has to convey…something? Is it just because it's her, and she seems to see him as someone so much more impressive than he really is?

Is it just because he wants her to look at him and be amazed? Is it because, deep in his heart, he doesn’t care what anyone says so long as she thinks he did well?

“Hagakure…” he says, heart pounding.

He doesn’t expect her arms around his neck, and he definitely doesn’t expect the feeling of something soft and warm against his lips. For a second, he stands there, eyes wide, fully aware of the body pressed to his, how he can smell her vanilla-scented shampoo, how her kiss tastes faintly of peppermint lip balm.

She pulls away from him abruptly, snapping him back to reality, and he swears he can see her blushing as her gloves move to her face.

“A-Ah! Woah! I…I don’t know why I did that!” she exclaims, letting out a series of nervous giggles. “Sorry! That was totally weird.”

“You…” He tries to form words, but his brain is malfunctioning, processing only the intense euphoria of, “Holy CRAP, did she really just kiss me?! AHHHH!”

“It’s just…I could see it on your face, you know? You were looking so down on yourself and I hate when you’re sad,” she says.

She reaches down to below her glove, pressing something that makes her whole hero costume shimmer into view, outlining every curve, her hood framing the shape of her head. She pulls her sunglasses off, moving the arms back and forth, staring down at it.

“This is so not how I planned it,” she mumbles, more to herself than him. “I was gonna find the perfect time to, like, set the mood and tell you how much I like you and all that but…but seeing you fight with all your heart out there just…” Her hood tilts up and he feels her eyes on him. “Um…please say something.”

He stares dumbly, slowly pointing to himself. “You like me?”

She’s so oddly quiet, even as she nods. “Yeah…”

“Really?”

She huffs. “I said yeah, didn’t I?” She goes still. “Oh, crap, I…I didn’t totally screw everything up, right? I was so sure you felt the same but maybe I misread things! You can just forget that ever happened, but I really hope we can still be friends—”

He reaches out, cupping her face in his hands, and he leans in. She goes quiet as he hesitates right in front of her, when he can feel her breath fanning against his. He stares at her, tries with all his might to convey that he is looking at her, not through her. She’s so soft, so warm…and so, so beautiful.

“No,” he says. “I…like you too, Hagakure.”

He feels her tremble against his hands, a light, happy laugh leaving her. “Woah, I—”

“Match four is about to start!” Vlad King shouts and they both look up. “Everyone please gather quickly! We’ll start once everyone’s in position!”

“Oh,” they say together, then share another look.

“Later,” Ojiro says.

She giggles. “You promise?”

He nods, her giggles get a little louder, and it’s like he can’t remember what he felt so down about. He must be doing something right to have this happen.

She snakes her hand into his and drags him back to the others, skipping along, and he’s pretty sure he won’t be able to stop his tail from wagging for quite a while.

Notes:

Iida: She’s not my girlfriend.

The entirety of class A plus Midnight: ShE’s NoT mY gIrLfRiEnD.

Also, yes, this entire chapter was me unapologetically writing ship fluff because (SO SUE ME) I was in a mood. The Hagakure and Ojiro thing was…not planned…but I felt the time was right. Boom!

Chapter 189: Flawless Victory

Chapter Text

Match four ends in about five minutes.

Tokage does indeed make a tough customer. Her quirk, Lizard Tail Splitter, allows her to break her body up and control the flying pieces, all fifty of them (or less). She not only turns Jiro’s searching ability against them, but uses the pieces of herself to attack Bakugo and scout the area simultaneously.

For a moment, it seems bleak. Bondo uses his Cemedine quirk to coat Sero’s tape barriers in glue, then Kamakiri goes in for the kill.

No one counted on Bakugo being a team player.

He destroys the glue squall trapping the other three, then protects Jiro from Kamakiri’s downward strike. In the face of Bakugo’s explosions, Kamakiri falls into a retreat, with Tokage following.

“What’s this? Do my eyes deceive me?” Monoma asks. “It almost looked like he protected Jiro, just now.”

“He sure did! By…kicking her!” Kaminari says.

Bakugo had kicked her, pressing his boot to her back and using her to help brace himself. Jiro only stumbled for a second, a far better outcome than what could have happened at the mercy of Kamakiri’s blades.

“Don’t worry, Monoma! He’s got sides to him you wouldn’t expect!” Kirishima says, thumping Monoma on the back. “Your vision’s just fine.”

“Yeah, he backed us up during the provisional license exam too!” Kaminari adds.

Monoma trembles, then screeches, “YOU MEAN HE’S GOTTEN CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT?!”

“It’s true, though,” Kirishima says with a smile, turning back to the screen as his friend blows through his opponents. “This is the first time we’ve seen him put it all on the line for someone else.”

Class B goes into retreat, helped in their strategy by Tokage’s eyes, hidden somewhere in the maze. Awase welds Bakugo to some piping, but Sato is quick to bust him out at the expense of his gauntlets. Bakugo flies off after Awase, fuming mad.

Awase prepares for an explosion onslaught, but Bakugo blows right past, leaving Awase at the mercy of Jiro’s heartbeat surround and Sero’s tape. Bakugo and Sato go right past, blasting Bondo into submission.

Minutes in, and Bondo and Awase are already tied up and knocked out of the fight.

“What quick teamwork from class A!” Vlad King says. “They’ve captured two of my dear students in the blink of an eye!”

“Really?” Monoma growls, teeth grinding. “That little tyrant never had a cooperative bone in his body! But you’re telling me he’s mellowed out this much?!”

“Jiro and the boys have faith in him too,” Uraraka says. “That trust gets the job done.”

“They’re flawless,” Kemuri murmurs.

Kirishima nudges Kaminari with his elbow. “All that drumming paid off, huh?” he says, miming playing the drums.

“Once a band, always a band!” Kaminari agrees, joining in while making the drum noises.

On screen, Bakugo takes out Kamakiri with a brutal Explode-a-Pult attack, latching onto one of his mantis blades and sending him pinwheeling. Tokage struggles to bring her pieces back, as Sero taped Bakugo’s hand grenades to them, detonating them once they get too close.

Tokage finds herself cornered.

“Why’d you go and change so much?!” she screams.

“POINT-BLANK STUN GRENADE!” Bakugo roars.

When the smoke clears, Tokage lays on the ground, too out of it to move. Bakugo stands over her, heaving, smoke curling from his gloves.

“I didn’t change,” he says. “My goal has always been the same. To surpass All Might and be the number one hero!”

With all four B-4 students thrown in jail, the buzzer goes.

“Done in less than five minutes!” Vlad King says. “Class A’s unexpected teamwork has led them to a 4-0 victory!”

Class A erupts into cheers.

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Since no one was severely injured, evaluations happen as soon as the students have gathered back on the observation deck. Aizawa faces his group, expression serious, but he gives them a thumbs up.

“You all kept overall damage to a minimum and were very efficient from start to finish. With his mobility and power, Bakugo was the foundation that you three worked off of, and everyone did their jobs well.”

Vlad King is a lot more emotional. “You guys had a solid strategy, at least based on your opponents’ past fights and strengths! But!” He clenches his fist over his heart, like it pains him to berate them. “The plan was too rigid, unlike Honenuki’s more flexible approach!”

“Sorry for dragging you all down with me,” Tokage says.

“Nah…” Awase says. “I mean…once their star player started using teamwork, we never stood a chance.”

“We’ll carve this brutal loss into our souls,” Kamakiri says.

“Kacchan! Looks like you can really get it done when you make the effort!” Kaminari says as he races up to the group. “And you were a total heroine out there, Jiro!”

“Just ‘hero’ is fine,” Jiro retorts.

“I’m trying to compliment you…” Kaminari whimpers.

“You’re like a street thug who starts adopting kittens, dude!” Sero says, earning a glare from Bakugo.

“Sato!” Nishimura shouts. The two boys clasp hands and yank each other into a bro-hug, both grinning. “Dude! You were breathtaking!”

“Ah, it was nothing,” Sato says with a sheepish chuckle.

“I’m dead serious!” Nishimura insists. He whirls to the class B team. “Kamakiri!”

“What do you want?” he hisses, eyes narrowed.

Nishimura frowns. “Woah, dude, why so hostile?” He moves closer, extending his hand. “I’m just thinking, once this is all over, we can get back to sparring together? I want to get stronger so next time, I won’t lose.”

Kamakiri eyes him for a moment before his face stretches into a maniacal grin. He lifts his hand, a blade emerging from his skin. “I’ll pulverize you.”

Nishimura forms his hand into a blade and they clash them together. “Hell yeah!”

“You two frighten me,” Awase says.

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Finally, it’s time for the fifth match, and Kemuri heads off with Uraraka, Mina, and Midoriya. While the girls walk at a normal pace, Midoriya zooms on ahead, his skin glowing and sparking the way it does when he uses his quirk.

“Remember, the code is only in place for if we get separated. Use it if we can’t see each other, but hopefully, we won’t have to use it at all,” Kemuri reiterates, trying to centre herself in the “leader” position she’s been given. “Monoma and Shinso are the ones to be wary of, but the other three shouldn’t be underestimated.”

Like they’ll probably do with me, she thinks.

She tries not to take it to her heart, but her expression must say otherwise, because both Uraraka and Mina frown at her.

“Hey, it’s not because you’re not strong!” Uraraka insists. “You just haven’t been able to show off around them.”

“Totally!” Mina agrees. “Come on, let’s pump ourselves up!” She swipes her hand into the air, shooting a few gobs of acid in an arc over her head. “I melt stuff!”

Uraraka taps her helmet, letting it float off her head. “I float stuff!”

Kemuri stares at them, then down at her hands. “I…hide…stuff?”

“…we’re fighting an uphill battle,” Uraraka groans, tapping her fingers together and catching her helmet as it drops. “They’ve got numbers, plus Monoma can double up on their quirk usage.”

“We’ll find ‘em, then trap ‘em!” Mina insists. “Kemuri can blind them, cause some disorientation, and we head in and attack!”

“I…I’m still really not sure about that,” Kemuri says. “You guys won’t be able to see either and I’m not sure I’ll be the most help at directing you…”

It’s not like they have comms, which would definitely make things easier. Right now, should it come down to it, Kemuri has to direct her teammates while they’re stuck in the fog. She can sense everyone, so just so long as she can say, “Mina! Dead ahead!” then they should be fine.

It still churns her stomach to think of using her quirk like that. She can’t help but think of the first hero exercise they ever did, back on the first full day of school. She won in the end, but she abandoned Tsuyu.

She shakes her head. She’s grown since then and she’s going to be better. Today, she’ll lead her team to victory.

“Remember,” Kemuri adds. “If you want to call out to someone but you’re not sure if it’s them, use flowers. I’m Rose.”

“I’m Sakura!” Mina pipes up.

“Dahlia,” Uraraka says.

Midoriya skids to a stop in front of them, dust trailing behind him. “And I’ll be the bait!” He stops, looking between the three of them, and clears his throat. “Oh, wait, I’m Zinnia.”

“You’re both,” Uraraka says with a cheery smile.

“How’s it going?” Mina asks, concern pinching her face. “You said your quirk has been acting weird?”

Kemuri nods. Earlier, during their brainstorming session, Midoriya let them know that he’s been having some trouble with his quirk. He didn’t let on what exactly it was, but he mentioned his arms felt tingly, like when you lay on it for too long and it goes numb.

Kemuri suggested a pinched nerve, but he confirmed that wasn’t the case.

“There’s nothing strange now. It’s back to normal!” he says, eyeing his arm. Bits of green lightning spark from his skin. “Still…based on how the fourth match went, they’re probably gonna be extra wary of me. I’d better be ready to go all out.”

“You sure?” Kemuri asks. “We’re all counting on you.”

“Us,” he corrects as he clenches his hand into a fist. “You’re our trap card, Shimakage. With all of us working together, we’ll win this. Don’t worry.”

“It’s time for match five!” Vlad King’s voice echoes across Ground Gamma’s sea of piping. “Everyone ready?! Keep it together to the very end and do your best! Now, start!”

“First move?” Midoriya asks, already crouching.

Kemuri sucks in a breath. “Scout ahead. Draw them out. When we get our sights on them, we link up and take them down.” She gives him a thumbs up. “We’re right behind you, Deku!”

Midoriya nods and, in a flash, he’s off.

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Midoriya is a lot faster and, soon, he’s out of sight. Kemuri slows down, raising her hand and urging Uraraka and Mina to stop too. She only talks once they’re looking at her.

“Let’s stay put for a second,” she says. “I’m going to disperse some fog around us. If anyone sneaks up, I’ll alert you. I know it isn’t much, but it’s the best we’ve got since none of us have a search-type quirk.”

Both girls nod.

Kemuri releases her fog, focusing on pushing it out and away from herself. It curls in a wide circle around them, then floats off into the maze of piping. Kemuri tenses, gritting her teeth and squeezing her eyes shut. There are so many pipes, so much around her, that it’s like a sudden overload. She can “see” so much all at once.

“You good?” Mina asks.

She nods, keeping her eyes closed. It’s easier to deal with if she doesn’t have any added visual stimulation. Once the fog has gone a good distance, she holds it there, and they wait.

Suddenly, Uraraka screams and Kemuri’s eyes snap open. Uraraka is already looking at her, eyes wide.

“Not you?” she asks.

“Nope,” Uraraka says. “Shinso. It has to be.”

“Kinda funny to imagine a shriek like that coming from such a calm dude,” Mina laughs.

“He must be trying to get Midoriya to react,” Kemuri says. “If—” She stiffens. She senses movement in the fog, multiple floating objects headed her way. “Incoming!” she shouts, pointing in the direction they’re coming from. “Yanagi’s Poltergeist!”

They move into action immediately. Mina gets in front of Kemuri and Uraraka, erecting an acid veil just as the objects fly in. They dissolve on contact with Mina’s shield, but more keep coming—nuts and bolts and bits of piping bouncing off their surroundings and launching at them from all directions.

The ones that avoid Mina’s acid veil are left to Kemuri and Uraraka. Uraraka floats as many pieces as she can and Kemuri uses Geyser Hand Strike to knock them away. Mina aims her acid at two tiny projectiles, but they enlarge before she can hit them, startling her.

“Gah!” Mina exclaims. “That’s gotta be Kodai’s quirk!”

The floating pieces of ammunition suddenly jerk forward as if propelled by a blow, scattering Uraraka and Kemuri as they hit the ground hard. A few of them bounce off the pipes, but Kemuri blasts them away with a few more well-timed strikes.

Her wrists ache a bit from the blowback and she wrings them in front of her as they regroup.

“That was crazy!” Mina says.

“They’ve probably got our location now,” Kemuri adds, twisting her wrists to and fro. Her fog has mostly dispersed, but with what’s left, she can’t sense any more attacks. “No sign of them yet.”

“What about Deku?” Uraraka asks.

“Let’s go!” Kemuri urges. She purses her lips. “I’ve got a hunch that Shinso and Monoma are going after him.”

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They don’t have to get far before they notice that something has gone wrong.

Off in the distance, inky black tendrils shoot into the sky, curling and writhing like something alive. Before any of them can question what it is, the tendrils shoot down at them.

“Woah!” Kemuri yelps, boosting herself into the air and narrowly avoiding the impact.

“What the heck?” Mina gasps as the tendrils keep twisting about.

Kemuri looks back at where they came from just as a shape soars into the air. She can’t make out exactly what’s going on, but Uraraka gives her an idea.

“Deku,” she whispers, already starting to move.

His voice echoes, sharp cries of pain. “Stop it! Stop it!” he begs, over and over again.

Kemuri opens her mouth, ready to send Uraraka to help him, but she’s already gone, leaping over the pipes. Kemuri watches her for as long as she can, tiny bursts of steam slowly lowering her back to the ground. She feels someone bump against her back.

“What do we do?” Mina asks, voice low.

“Follow,” Kemuri says. She bites her lip. “I’m thinking we aren’t the only ones who saw…that. Everyone’s bound to be heading this way.”

Mina’s shoulderblades flex against Kemuri’s. “Lead the way, leader!”

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Kemuri’s hunch was correct. By the time they get to where Uraraka and Midoriya were, the rest of team 5-B has shown up. Mina grins as she leaps over a wall of piping, flinging globs of acid at their opponents.

“Eat this!” she calls.

Kodai blocks the acid with an enlarged piece of metal. Kemuri touches down.

“Midoriya! Uraraka!” she calls. “Everything okay?”

“Everyone’s here!” Uraraka shouts. “It’s an all-out brawl!”

Kemuri doesn’t have time to regroup. No time to think. Mina keeps hucking acid as enlarged pieces of rubble fly at them. Kemuri evades a chunk of piping and leaps into the air, boosting herself to another pipe and taking cover.

Plan, she thinks. What’s the plan?

Uraraka and Midoriya aren’t around. If they were, she’s sure they’d be helping, but it seems like Monoma and Shinso may still have their attention. Kemuri needs to get back into the fight, but she can’t get a read on any of their opponents in the chaos. Anywhere she looks, it’s flying rubble and acid and shouts from all directions.

She needs her smoke screen if she’s going to be of any use, but then that’ll put Mina at a disadvantage. If she could find Mina, let her know what’s happening—

“ACID SHOT!” Mina hollers. “This may sting a little!”

Kodai blocks the acid again and Kemuri grits her teeth. Mina is doing well keeping them at bay all by herself, but that can’t last forever. As Kemuri looks around again, she sees Shoda throw a small wheel into the air, aiming right at Mina.

“Twin Impact,” he says. “FIRE!”

Kemuri’s mind goes blank as she leaps. Mina’s in midair with no way of maneuvering out of the way, but Kemuri can reach her. As the wheel launches forward, boosted by Shoda’s quirk, Kemuri pours on the steam and yanks Mina out of the way just as the wheel whizzes past.

“Kemuri!” Mina says.

“You okay?”

She flashes a wicked grin. “Yeah,” she says. She glances over her shoulder. “Hold tight!”

They touch down on a pipe, holding onto each other. Acid bursts from Mina’s shoes and they slide along the piping.

“Mina, I can’t focus on any of them,” Kemuri admits. “Not without my quirk, but...”

Mina’s eyes narrow, but her expression remains kind. “Can you take down at least one of them?” Kemuri nods. Mina winks and gives her a thumbs up. “Then get ready to fly!”

Mina starts to spin on the spot, spurred by her acid, and Kemuri closes her eyes as she lets her fog burst out of her. Her surroundings become clear, each opponent located, and Mina lets her go.

The wind whips against Kemuri’s face as she zips through the air, eyes closed tight, and with a well-timed blast from her boots, she aims a solid kick to Shoda’s stomach. She hears him grunt and she touches down, but she doesn’t give him any time to recover. She rushes forward and strikes him in the chest with her Geyser Hand Strike. He gasps and she backs off, skirting around him. If she can just get to his neck…

A fist sinks into her gut and she chokes, but stays on her feet as she buckles over. Shoda lets out a wheezing laugh, obviously still trying to catch his breath.

“Gotta say,” he says. “I wasn’t expecting you to give us so much trouble. You’re pretty tough!”

Kemuri grits her teeth and rushes at him when, far behind her, she senses chunks of metal and concrete whipping through her fog and striking Mina. Mina’s shout of pain echoes. In the moment of distraction, Kemuri’s cheek splits against her teeth as Shoda punches her hard across the face.

She spits blood. “At least you’re not scared to hit a girl,” she says with a weak smile, dodging another one of his blows. “I respect that.”

In the back of her mind, she knows Mina is still in trouble. She can’t protect herself from Kodai and Yanagi if she can’t see what’s coming at her. Kemuri dodges Shoda again and waves her hands, dispersing her fog and losing sight of Mina.

There’s another blow against her cheek, far harder than before, and her vision scissors. She stumbles into a pipe, just able to keep standing as her head spins. Shoda comes at her again, but she’s still only focused on him. She cups her hand, activates her quirk and, with a sharp swipe, smoke covers his eyes, nose, and mouth. He coughs, his footsteps faltering, and Kemuri sidesteps, lets him go past, and chops him on the back of the neck.

He drops like a stone. Kemuri stumbles again, panting, knuckles and ribs aching, mouth still tasting like iron. She presses her hand to a pipe and takes a second to regain her bearings.

“Kemuri!”

She blinks once, twice, then looks over her shoulder as Mina and Uraraka run towards her, Kodai and Yanagi floating limply behind them. Kemuri smiles weakly and raises her hand.

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“There were some real do-or-die moments in the fifth match! But, with a score of 4-0, class A wins!” Midnight says. Kemuri looks towards the sky, confused at the absence of Vlad King’s voice.

The buzzer goes. Inside the cage, three out of five class B students lay unconscious while Monoma leans against the bars with a smirk on his face that doesn’t reach his eyes.

“And that brings these five matches to a close! You showed us some fantastic battles, proving how well you knew your enemies and yourselves!” Midnight continues. “Class A took the first match, while class B took the second. The third match was a draw and class A won the fourth and fifth matches, so the grand victory in battle training…goes to class A!”

Kemuri can hear her cheering classmates even from this distance. She smiles, clapping a little, but she can’t get herself to do much else.

“That was crazy!” Mina gushes. “We didn’t even have to use our code names!”

“Only ‘cause Deku took on Shinso pretty much the whole time,” Uraraka says. She smiles at Midoriya as he massages his arm, brow furrowed. “I don’t think…any of us were expecting the fight to be like that.”

“Mina,” Kemuri says, moving closer to the girl before bowing her head. She’d bow lower, but her ribs still hurt a bit too much for that. “I’m sorry. You took some hits back there because of me, and before that I wasn’t helping you as much as I should have. I really hope you can—”

“Aw, geez, Kemuri, you don’t have to apologize,” Mina says, slapping her firmly on the shoulder. Kemuri winces. “I saw the fog disappear pretty quick after I shouted, so you obviously heard me.”

Kemuri keeps her head down, turning a bit to face Uraraka and Midoriya. “And…and you two, I’m sorry too. I wasn’t much of a leader at all, and we didn’t do anything with my code name—”

“Shimakage,” Midoriya interrupts. She stops, lip trembling, and startles a little when she feels him grasp her shoulders. She hesitantly looks up, meeting his eyes. “It doesn’t matter that we didn’t use it. It’s always better to have a plan than to not. Don’t beat yourself up about it.”

“What he said,” Uraraka agrees with a smile.

Kemuri sniffles, blinking rapidly, and she ducks her head away as she scrubs at her face. “O-Okay, t…thank you.”

Now, to wait and hear what Aizawa has to say during their postgame analysis.

Chapter 190: Reconciliation

Summary:

Joint Training is over, but Kemuri has some unfinished business to attend to.

Chapter Text

“First off…Midoriya,” Aizawa says. “Want to tell us what happened?”

Starting off strong, Kemuri thinks. She bites her lip, then winces. Her face hurts whenever she makes a new expression.

Whispers sound from the rest of the students.

“Was it just some new move? It couldn’t be. It’s too different from his usual super-strength.”

“So what caused all that then?”

“Those fearsome black tendrils manifested from him,” Tokoyami utters.

“He didn’t seem in control, but...” Kuroiro adds. “Does that attack have a name?”

Midoriya bows his head, staring down at his hand. “I still…don’t really know,” he says. “The power welled up, and I couldn’t control it. It’s like something I’ve believed in up to now all of a sudden turned on me. It was truly terrifying.” He clenches his fist. “But when Uraraka and Shinso tried to stop me…that helped me realize that it wasn’t all bad. If Shinso hadn’t used his brainwashing to knock me unconscious, I don’t know what would’ve happened.” He looks to Shinso, standing a few feet away from him in the other group. “You asked me if I was bluffing, Shinso. I had no clue what was going on.” He looks at Uraraka, then again at Shinso. “So, thank you, both of you.”

Shinso’s expression stays deadpan. Uraraka’s eyes widen a little.

“That’s true!” Midnight coos, dancing over to them, fist held over her heart. “Facing down Midoriya’s little rampage, both Shinso and Uraraka demonstrated some quick thinking and fast responses! And the way Uraraka, in particular, put herself on the line to help her friend was incredible! I loved it!”

Kemuri carefully schools her face, forcing it to stay in a resting position, but her chest tightens. Her mind is already berating her, sagging her shoulders. She was about to send Uraraka to help, but Uraraka didn’t wait. Heroes don’t hesitate when someone needs help, and Kemuri…she feels like she hesitated, like she could have done more, not only as a teammate but as the leader Midoriya wanted her to be.

Her lip trembles and she bites it, wincing again. Tears well in her eyes at the pain, called forward too easily, and she clenches her hands into fists against her thighs.

“You just jumped in without thinking, Uraraka!” Mina coos, leaning forward as she peers up at Uraraka. “Quick as a whip! Wrapping your arms around him…pretty tight too, heh.”

Kemuri, again, keeps her eyes forward. She missed that. Mina must have seen it when they crested the piping, but Kemuri was only focused on the nearest enemies. Uraraka stays quiet and Kemuri, spurred by an inkling of curiosity, looks over. Uraraka’s face is completely red, fidgeting with her fingers as she keeps her eyes on the ground. Midoriya stares at her, matching her blush down to the exact shade.

“It’s true that I acted without thinking. In the future, I should try to keep a cool head,” she admits. “But…if the alternative is doing nothing and regretting it, then I’d be happier jumping in.”

Mina giggles, poking her repeatedly in the side as Uraraka mumbles at her to stop. Aizawa stares at them.

“You’ve matured, Uraraka,” he says.

“I wasn’t just doing it for Midoriya’s sake,” Shinso pipes up. Midoriya and Kemuri both turn to look at him. “Uraraka gave me that order, and I acted. Plus…I saw the other three getting wrecked by the black energy and realized our team would probably lose unless we put a stop to it. I did what I did because I wanted to fight Midoriya…and beat him.” He doesn’t look up, even as Aizawa starts towards him. Guilt twists his mouth, lowers his eyes. “It only worked out that way by chance, but in the moment, I was focused on myself and what I wanted.”

Aizawa grabs the ends of Shinso’s capture weapon and tugs, tightening just enough around him that Shinso stops talking, a look of alarm on his face. The other students jump. Kemuri’s eyes widen, hand covering her mouth.

“That’s corporal punishment! Alert the PTA!” Kaminari hollers from the audience. Sato, Nishimura, and a few others join in a chant of, “P-T-A! P-T-A!”

Aizawa releases the weapon, ignoring the chants. “Nobody was asking any more than that from you,” he says. “Everyone here has already spent months training to become heroes who save people. Embodying that ideal right after being thrown into the deep end is not possible. That would take talent on par with All Might. Acting for the sake of others? Saving people actually takes a lot more than just that.” For a second, Aizawa’s expression flickers with sorrow, but it disappears as soon as it came. “You’ll never save anyone until you find whatever strength you need for yourself. If you think about it that way, your actions earned you more than just a passing grade!”

Kemuri zones out a little as Midoriya starts rambling to Shinso about their fight, about his strategy, and about how amazed Midoriya was by him. She’s still stuck on what Shinso said earlier, about his focus being on himself during it all. Fear and worry grip her, but for once, it doesn’t feel crushing. Shinso…is still Shinso, and for her, part of him will always be the boy from her first Sports Festival.

But, that Shinso was angry, self-protective, and shrewd. The boy standing a few feet away from her now is similar, yet changed. She should probably talk to him, one-on-one, and see for herself what those changes are, but she doubts she’ll get that chance soon. Maybe it’s for the better.

“We’ve got some deliberating to do, but…” Vlad King says, bringing Kemuri back. “Probably…no, more than likely, Shinso will be joining the Hero Course as of his second year at U.A! He’s got what it takes to be everyone’s equal here!”

Gasps and applause and cheers pop up around the audience, but one question rings supreme.

“Which class?! A or B?!”

“All in good time,” Vlad King says. “We’re not done with our reviews yet.”

“Speaking of,” Aizawa says. His eyes fall on the four students before him, then slowly slide to Kemuri. “Did you four have a leader going into this fight?”

Kemuri swallows back the lump in her throat. “I…y-yes, sir,” she says, bowing her head. “I…I was supposed to be the leader, but it…it honestly felt like a front. Midoriya came up with the plan to be the bait, and…and for me to lead. I didn’t do much and my only plan didn’t end up getting used so…yes, but…but not a good one.”

“No way!” Mina insists, raising her hand in the air. “Mr. Aizawa, I don’t know how much you saw, but Kemuri was always looking out for us as best she could! Without her, we would’ve been totally caught off guard by—”

“I saw the whole fight, Ashido,” Aizawa says smoothly. He points between them. “You two did well. Splitting the team was risky, but you covered for each other and trusted each other to hold their own until help arrived. Shimakage, you’ve improved when it comes to trusting your teammates, but keep working on being confident. You have to trust yourself too.”

“Yes, sir…”

“Ashido, you’re plenty confident, but I’d suggest trying not to fight blind. Rushing into that smokescreen put you at a disadvantage. You could have stayed out of it and kept attacking from a distance. It’s a good thing Shimakage realized you were in trouble and recalled her quirk.”

Mina grins sheepishly. “Oh, yeah…I got excited. Sorry.”

“Vlad?” Aizawa asks.

“I think I’ll give my comments to my students later. They know where they went wrong,” Vlad King says.

“Heh heh,” Monoma utters. “This may have been a dark day for class B, yes, but we’ve only lost the battle!” His smile grows as manic and crazy as usual. “Now that I know Midoriya’s quirk gives me a blank, I will formulate a counter-strategy. Meaning…if we were to go another five rounds, who knows how it’d turn out?!”

“Not a chance,” Vlad King says. “Classes are over for today.”

“Oh, right. While I have you,” Aizawa says. “Monoma. You’re to see Eri tomorrow.” Monoma doesn’t have a response to that, frozen mid-cackle, and Aizawa turns to the others. “Those of you who’re still injured, head to Recovery Girl. The rest of you, go get changed. Good work today.”

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Kemuri walks into Heights Alliance, freshly healed by Recovery Girl, only a small bandage left on her cheek as a reminder. As she removes her shoes and steps into her slippers, she searches the common room. There’s movement in the kitchen as blobs of colour rush about, clanging pots and calling to each other about prep. Kemuri decides not to worry about it. Probably Nishimura making an after-training snack.

She finds her friends in one of the seating areas, with Ojiro and Hagakure on the couch, Shoji and Tokoyami standing in front of them. Kemuri hurries over, hopping over the back of the couch and landing next to Hagakure.

Hagakure yelps, sleeves flying to her chest. “Holy shit, Kemuri, where did you come from?!”

“Behind the couch?” she replies, tilting her head. Shoji chuckles.

“Well, duh, but—” Hagakure shakes her head. “Never mind. You’re back!”

“Yup. All healed,” she says. She holds her hand up as Hagakure inhales. “No. Wait. You have to tell me what this is about.” She motions between Ojiro and Hagakure.

Ojiro immediately flushes to his ears, scratching his cheek as his tail thumps against the couch. “U-Um…well—”

“We were just discussing that, actually,” Tokoyami states. He eyes them. “It seems Hagakure decided to bestow a kiss upon Ojiro after he returned from the nurse’s office.”

Kemuri’s mouth drops open. “She…” She looks at Hagakure. “What?!”

“Aw, way to spoil it, Toko!” Hagakure whines. She bounces up and down in place. “Um, yeah! I kissed him and confessed and…” She pauses, then her body swivels. “Are we dating now?”

Ojiro blinks. “Do…do you want to?”

“I’d like that!”

“So would I!”

“Yay!” Hagakure swivels back to Kemuri. “We confessed and now we’re dating!”

Kemuri lets it sink in, then grins as she clasps her hands together. “That’s so great!”

They hug each other, both letting out tiny, giggling squeals of happiness, while the boys just stand and watch. Tokoyami shakes his head gently.

“So…you’re okay with it?” Ojiro pipes up as the girls separate. “We were talking about it as you showed up. I know it’s a little weird for us to start dating when we’ve got our…squad.”

“I’m okay with it just so long as you’re not…overly mushy,” Shoji admits. His eyes narrow, dead serious. “I hear one ‘snookums-pumpkin-pie-babycakes’ and I’m out. Deadass.”

Kemuri chokes on a laugh, hiding her face in her hands as giggles overtake her, and Tokoyami’s hand covers his beak. Hagakure and Ojiro are too busy blushing and looking away from each other to laugh.

“Am I that funny?” Shoji asks, eyes twinkling.

“You’re so serious and then, boom…” Kemuri says, making her hands imitate an explosion. “That…”

“I do mean it though. I’m not a fan of that.”

“Okay, he’s only my pumpkin-snookums-baby in private,” Hagakure says. She leans forward, and adds, “I’m winking, by the way.”

Ojiro buries his face in his hands, stifling laughter. “Oh, boy.”

“I have no opinion on the matter,” Tokoyami says. “I trust you two will be courteous and I wish you joy.”

Kemuri nods. “Same here.”

“Aw, thank you, guys!” Hagakure coos. “You’re the best!”

“We do try,” Tokoyami says. He shifts, eyes narrowing. “Ah, Kemuri, just to warn you…class B will be joining us for a gathering this evening.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen. Her thoughts from the training beforehand come to a forefront and she asks, “Is…is Shinso gonna be there?”

The others share a glance.

“Not sure,” Shoji says. “Iida said it was class B, but…”

“All things considered…” Tokoyami utters, stroking the underside of his beak.

“Let’s not worry about that!” Hagakure insists, patting Kemuri and Ojiro on the shoulders simultaneously. “If he does show up, that’s okay!”

Kemuri decides to stay quiet.

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For a moment, it seems that it’s just the current class B coming to hang out and Kemuri starts to think that maybe she won’t see Shinso again. People have split into small groups, making small talk, although it’s not nearly as awkward as Kemuri thought it would be.

Kimori sits on the couch next to Tokoyami, asking him about Hawks, while Kuroiro stands behind them with a slight frown on his face, eyes shifting between them. Hagakure sits on the other side of the couch with Tsuyu, Uraraka, and Mina, no doubt updating them about her and Ojiro. Kendo, Yaoyorozu, and Jiro chat while they make tea for everyone. The kitchen bustles with life as Nishimura, Kamakiri, Sato, Shishida, and Awase help out with dinner prep. Iida rushes around letting everyone know that there’s beef stew for supper tonight and that class B is welcome to stay for a bowl.

It’s hectic, but kind of exciting. The classes have never hung out like this before and Kemuri likes having everyone together in a non-training setting.

“Shimakage!”

Kemuri turns, starting to smile. “T-Tokage!”

“Hey! You actually look happy to see me. I knew you’d warm up,” Tokage says, throwing her arm around Kemuri’s neck and giving her a noogie. Kemuri laughs weakly. “You feeling better? You looked pretty screwed up after that last match.”

“Ah, yeah, I’m good,” she says. Tokage releases her and she straightens up, patting her hair down. “How are you feeling? Bakugo’s stun grenade isn’t pretty.”

“Well, I definitely thought my head was gonna pop for a second,” she says, hands on her hips. She sighs. “That kid’s a beast. None of us expected him to be a team player.” Kemuri nods and Tokage shrugs. “Oh, well! What’cha gonna do? Next time, I’ll be smarter about it.”

“Y-Yeah, totally!”

Tokage grins, then her eyes dart over Kemuri’s shoulder and widen. Kemuri glances over just as Shoji arrives, carrying a few cups of tea, one of them in an extra dupli-hand. He stops short, looking between the two girls, then down at the cups again. He clears his throat.

“Tea?” he asks, extending a hand to each of them, keeping his own cup close.

Kemuri takes her tea with a quiet thank you, but Tokage doesn’t move. Kemuri casts a quick glance at her, confusion creasing her brows. She’s oddly quiet, staring up at Shoji with widened eyes, and Kemuri nudges her with her elbow.

“Ah!” she gasps. Tokage blinks, taking the cup. She laughs nervously. “Yes! I’d love some tea. What kind is it?”

“Just…regular, I think,” Shoji says.

“Nice. Nice. Thank you.”

They pause, then sip. Kemuri looks between the two of them. Shoji stands still, posture straight, looking to the untrained eye like someone unbothered and confident. Kemuri can see how tense his jaw is, though, and how his fingertips clench and unclench against his cup.

“So…Shoji,” Tokage says. He blinks, making a small “mhm” in the back of his throat. “Just so you know, I don’t think you look like an octopus!”

Shoji and Kemuri stare at her, then share a look. Shoji clears his throat again.

“Um…thanks?” he says.

Tokage immediately flushes and exhales. “Wait, fuck, no—” She stops again and purses her lips tightly, huffing out her nose before gulping her tea. “I meant...ah, shit, what am I even trying to say…?” she mutters, more to herself than them.

“That…you think I’m hot?”

Kemuri chokes on her tea and Tokage’s eyes are on her in an instant, wide with horror. Kemuri sputters against the tea in her nose, coughing into the crook of her elbow, and Shoji turns away as he laughs lightly.

“You traitor!” Tokage says. “What about girl code?!”

“Um…does…does girl code apply to your best friend? Because…he’s kinda my best friend…”

“Oh, god, I might actually die,” Tokage groans, pressing the back of her hand to her forehead dramatically.

Shoji’s deep laugh grows. “It’s okay, really. I’m flattered,” he insists.

Kemuri takes a shuffling step back, eyes watering a bit. “I’m—gah—gonna get some water—” she gasps.

“You have tea—” Shoji starts.

“WATER!” she repeats, scurrying away before he can say anything else.

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In the bathroom, Kemuri realizes that she dribbled tea on her shirt. Of course, she chose today to wear a white shirt. With a long-suffering sigh, she heads upstairs to her dorm and changes her clothes. She’ll take care of the potential stain later. On her way back out, she grabs her Ingenium hoodie.

By the time she gets back downstairs, people have moved around a bit. Shoji and Tokage have migrated over to a larger group of students in one of the seating areas. They talk with Ojiro, Hagakure, Ino, and Shoda while others like Kaminari, Awase, Tsuburaba, Koda, Todoroki, Sero, Kaibara, and Honenuki have their own conversations nearby.

She searches for Tokoyami, only to find him surrounded by some of the girls from A and B, all gushing over his phone while he flushes to the tips of his feathers. Kemuri distinctly hears Mina squealing Hawks’s name.

The noise has only gotten louder and seeing that her friends are occupied, Kemuri heads to the front door. Judging by the scent in the room, dinner should be ready soon, but she should have enough time to get some fresh air.

Kemuri heads out the front doors, letting the silence wash over her, but stops short when she hears other voices.

Monoma and Shinso sit on the front steps, side by side, talking to one another in oddly soft tones. Monoma still gesticulates a lot with his hands, but his words are gentler and his laughter isn’t as witchy as usual. For a second, Kemuri takes in the scene.

Then, Monoma notices her and the moment disappears.

“What do you want?” he asks, eyes narrowing. Shinso looks over his shoulder, surprise painting his features when their eyes lock.

Kemuri backs up. “O-Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean to…to interrupt. I…I was just—”

Monoma opens his mouth again, but Shinso speaks first. “I wanted to talk to you, actually,” he says.

“Huh?” Monoma asks. He looks between them, then his expression softens. “Oh, about that, huh?”

“Yeah…”

Monoma gives Kemuri another narrow glare before getting to his feet. He smiles, sweeping his bangs away from his eyes as he releases a flighty sigh.

“Well, remember what I said,” he says, giving Shinso a long look. He turns to Kemuri. “Don’t go hogging him all night, Shimakage.”

“I’ll meet you inside, Monoma,” Shinso says. “Promise.”

“A promise?” Monoma repeats with a wide smirk. He winks. “I’ll hold you to that.”

With a flourish, he disappears inside. The volume inside grows for a second, then becomes muted again as the door closes. Shinso gives Kemuri another searching look before turning and staring out at the front lawn. Kemuri swallows back the sudden lump in her throat, reminds herself to breathe, and takes a step forward.

“May I…sit?” she asks.

“It’s your dorm.”

She sits down next to him. She brings her knees to her chest, tilting her head up to the sky, letting the cold night air wash over her.

“I wondered why the party was so quiet,” she says with a weak laugh.

His lip twitches a little at the side. “Seemed plenty loud enough to me.”

Silence again. Kemuri hugs her knees closer, rocking back on the step for a second before letting her feet touch back down. Shinso sighs and props his chin on his palm.

“Congrats,” Kemuri adds, her voice soft yet still too noisy for her liking. Shinso doesn’t look at her. “The Hero Course…you made it.”

“Yeah,” he says. His eyes fall to the ground, trailing after something Kemuri can’t find. “I…” He pauses, inhaling sharply, then letting it go. “I wouldn’t have gotten that chance if it weren’t for you.”

She flushes. “Hah…no,” she says, shaking her head. “You earned it. All you.”

“Well, yeah, but…” He winces. “I thought I was going to get expelled, back then.” She purses her lips and he looks at her, searching her face. “You stood up for me. I didn’t think you would, after what I did.”

“I…” She bites the inside of her cheek, searching for words past the nerves making her whole body jitter. “I was too harsh. You tried to apologize and I ranted at you.”

“I was an ass. I deserved it.”

They stare out at the sidewalk. Kemuri watches the grass bend beneath the wind.

“I am sorry, though,” he says, voice low. “To all three of you.”

A weight lifts off her heart, one she didn’t realize she was still carrying, and she smiles. She straightens up, angling herself towards him.

“Want to…wipe the slate clean? Start fresh?” she asks.

He stares at her, then shrugs as he looks away. “I guess.” She starts to smile and when he sees it, his eyes narrow. “That doesn’t make us friends. I meant what I said. I’m here to become a hero.”

“That’s good,” she says. “I…wish you luck.”

He blinks at her, brows furrowing for a second, then he shakes his head and gets to his feet. “I’m gonna go inside.”

He doesn’t wait for her to respond, jogging up the steps and disappearing through the doors. Kemuri hears a few people cheer and shout his name from inside and she smiles softly to herself.

Chapter 191: Minoru Mineta: Origin

Notes:

I know, I know, a Mineta chapter? Ew. Still, I felt it would be good to dedicate some time to dive deep into what makes the little grape monster tick.

Fair warning! This chapter delves into some darker territory and that's part of why it took me so long to write this. That also goes hand-in-hand with the fact that I don't like Mineta...at all, but hey, everyone deserves some development.

I hope you enjoy!

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Minoru Mineta is pretty sure that he’s never felt so uncomfortable in his life, nor clueless.

He likes to think that he understands the inner workings of a woman’s mind or, at least, he used to believe it. He still likes to think it, yes, but does he actually understand? No. Not in the slightest.

Yo Zandaka is an enigma to him and he’s pretty sure she always will be. First and foremost, out of all the typical beefcakes and pretty boys in the Hero Course that women swoon over, Yo chose him.

Weird.

Second, she’s always so happy. It’s like nothing can ever bring her mood down. He’s never seen her cry, never seen her get angry, but he attributes it to her unfortunate short-term memory loss. It’s hard to dwell on things that upset you when you can’t remember them.

He’s sure that that’s the only reason she’s still pursuing him. Still pursuing him, even as he’s tried to push her away.

Right now, she’s confusing him more than ever.

She’s always worn her inky black hair down and parted to the left, with her bangs covering one eye, but today she’s wearing her hair in a high ponytail. She keeps fussing with it, gazing down at him through her lashes, pouting her lips, posing weirdly where her chest and butt stick out and he just doesn’t understand.

He’s tried to ignore her behaviour all day but she doesn’t make it easy.

Now, even as they’re talking, she keeps shifting and toying with her hair and fluttering her eyelashes and it makes it hard for him to focus.

“And then I said—”

“Yo, why are you wearing your hair like that?” Mineta interrupts.

She blinks at him, then grins. “Oh, do you like it? Do I look like Yaoyorozu?”

“Yaoyo…what?” He frowns.

“Well, you see, I noticed while looking over my journals about our relationship that you don’t really talk about me unless someone asks you about me. Like, you don’t brag about me and you haven’t asked me to be your girlfriend even though we’ve been sort of dating for months. Weird, right?” She giggles. “Also, you don’t check me out, but you do with other girls. Especially Yaoyorozu. I mean, I don’t blame you, she’s so pretty. Really pretty…”

“Uh…”

“So, I thought, what is it about Yaoyorozu that makes you like her so much? Well, I like her hair. It’s so silky! That must be what you like about her, so I thought that if I wore my hair up like her, you’d think I was pretty and you’d check me out and brag about me!”

She lets herself breathe, panting a little, cheeks flushed and eyes bright. Mineta keeps staring at her, no thoughts, head empty.

Okay, there are a lot of thoughts, but none that he can voice.

The longer he stays silent, the more Yo’s smile disappears. All too soon, she’s staring down at him with large, questioning eyes and a frown on her lips, and all that happiness that he’s come to associate with her is gone.

“Minoru, don’t you…don’t you think I’m pretty? Are…are you embarrassed to be with me?

Mineta looks at his feet, fidgeting, unable to look her in the eye. “Yo…”

“Just tell me the truth!” she begs, and he winces when her voice cracks.

“Look, Yo…”

“Please?”

Mineta keeps thinking of the term “loaded question.” It has never made more sense to him than right now, because right now, Yo’s words are aimed at him, hammer cocked, ready to fire, and it’s like his relationship with her flashes before his eyes.

Looking at her, there’s this horrible pain in his chest. He thinks of the dates they’ve been on, the time he’s spent with her alone where she shows him the photos she’s taken and talks about how, if she wasn’t going to be a hero, she’d want to be a photographer. He thinks of how, as time went on, he started looking at her face instead of elsewhere. He stopped thinking that her boobs were too small or that her butt wasn’t big enough. He thinks about her and he just…doesn’t understand what she’s done to him.

“Yo, I like you,” he says. “You’re pretty, but…”

“But…what?”

“I don’t think I’m attracted to you.”

For three agonizingly long seconds, they stand in silence. Mineta looks up at her and immediately wishes he hadn’t. Tears roll down her cheeks, bottom lip trembling, and she lets out a choked sob.

“Yo—”

She bursts into tears, wailing into her hands, and she runs. Mineta barely has time to reach out to her, to speak, before Ino is in front of him, bearing down like his own personal Grim Reaper.

“U-Uh—”

“What did you say to her?” Ino demands, deadly serious.

“I-I…I-I…it…”

“Why, you little—”

Mineta yelps and goes to shield his face as she lunges for him, but nothing comes.

“Hey, woah! Calm down!”

Mineta looks out from between his arms to see Nishimura shielding him. Tetsutetsu holds Ino back, Kirishima close behind just looking between the two with wide eyes. Ino seethes, nostrils flaring, glaring daggers at Mineta as she tugs forcefully and purposefully against Tetstutetsu’s grip.

“Let go. This is between us,” she utters.

“No way,” Tetsutetsu says. “You gotta calm down.”

“We can talk this out,” Nishimura says.

Ino stops tugging, breaths shaky, and Tetsutetsu releases her. She points at Mineta, sharpens her glare pointedly, and storms off after her sobbing twin. A few other class B girls, namely Kendo and Yanagi, follow.

Mineta dares a glance out at the rest of the room to find that the party has ground to a halt. Class A looks confused. Most of class B looks about ready to kick his ass. His heart pounds in his throat and he prays for someone to just magic him out of here.

The front door opens and Shimakage pokes her head in, eyes wide, mouth twisted in an uncomfortable line as she steps inside and gestures vaguely at the door. She must have seen the girls go by and gone to see what happened.

“Um…is…is everything okay?” she asks.

“Mineta, come with me,” Nishimura says, but it isn’t a question. He’s already grabbing Mineta by the wrist and dragging him out of the room.

Mineta glances over his shoulder briefly, just able to catch Iida as he moves to Shimakage, still half-urging everyone to “continue on” as he goes. Her cloudy eyes search the room, but she doesn’t find him and Nishimura before they disappear into the guy’s bathroom.

The silence swallows Mineta as Nishimura shuts the door behind them and turns. Mineta gulps.

“What did you do?”

Okay, cutting right to the chase then. Mineta exhales and puts on a brave face, acting like this isn’t tearing him apart inside. “She asked for the truth and I told her, then she got upset. What did she expect?” he scoffs. “Women, right?”

“Mineta…”

“What, was I supposed to lie?”

“No, of course not,” Nishimura retorts, looking personally offended at the idea. “I’m just saying, this obviously wasn’t nothing.” He crosses his arms over his chest, but his face softens. “Mineta, I’m your friend. You can tell me.”

Some of Mineta’s mask shatters. His shoulders sag and he tells Nishimura everything, although he has to fight to get a lot of it out. Nishimura stands and listens diligently.

“I’m just not sure that I like her like that, you know?” he says.

Nishimura tilts his head. “Like that? What do you mean, exactly?”

“Dude, come on, you’re not that naïve—”

“I need you to tell me what you mean.”

Mineta’s eyes narrow. “Nishi—” Nishimura raises an eyebrow at him as the tiniest bit of a smirk lifts his lip. Mineta groans. “I mean…I don’t think about banging her all the time, so obviously I don’t like her like that!”

“Ah, there it is.” Nishimura nods sagely. He frowns. “Wait, huh?”

“Yeah, I know, right?” Mineta says. “I think about other stuff, like her smile and her laugh. Holding her hand. Spending time with her.”

“But…not having sex with her?”

“Like, sure, sometimes. I’m only human.” He waves his hand at Nishimura dismissively. “It’s not constant though. I—”

“Mineta, come here.” Nishimura beckons him in. Mineta frowns, then obeys. “Closer.”

He does. Nishimura flicks him on the forehead, just the tip of his finger bladed, and Mineta yelps. He stumbles away from him, clutching the stinging welt on his forehead.

“You paper cut me!”

“You’re a dumbass,” Nishimura says, half-laughing. “You like her, like…you actually like her. You aren’t just lusting after her.”

“Huh? But that’s what attraction is!” Mineta insists. “All those things I said, about liking her smile and stuff, that’s platonic! That’s not what you feel for a girlfriend!”

“Of course it is. It’s romantic attraction.”

Mineta stares at Nishimura, trying to get his brain to comprehend. His mind spirals, down, down, down into the places he’s only recently let himself revisit. Hound Dog has mentioned this to him in his therapy sessions, but Mineta never believed him. It sounded phony.

How can a relationship between a man and a woman be anything more than a sexual affair?

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Sometimes, Minoru wonders what it would’ve been like if he had never been born. Maybe, if he had been luckier, he could have been part of a happy family, a family that could show him what love really was, a family that wanted him.

His parents never should have had a child. If they had been smarter, if they hadn’t been stupid teenagers, he wouldn’t have existed. It’s been years since he’s seen them and he never wants to see them again. Momoko and Takumi Mineta are as good as dead to him.

Yet, even separated from them, they trail after him like ghosts, always lingering in the back of his mind. Momoko thought having a baby meant they would stay in love. She thought that Takumi would stay with her if they had a child to care for.

Momoko was a foolish, naïve girl.

For much of the start of his life, Minoru was nothing more than an afterthought, a burden. His parents left him with his aunt and uncle when they went out to party. When he did see them, they were too wrapped up in each other to give him a second glance. As a toddler, he would fall asleep to the sound of his parents groaning and cursing, the slapping of skin against skin.

It only got worse. His parents had jobs but, with the nightlife they enjoyed, they could barely afford rent and were completely unable to afford babysitters. Food was scarce and Minoru was often hungry. On the days when Minoru’s aunt and uncle weren’t available, they simply left him alone in the apartment and told him to behave.

Then, Takumi started bringing other women home.

Minoru learned not to interrupt his dad if he had a “guest.” The women didn’t like finding out that there was a child in the apartment and definitely didn’t like it if Minoru asked where mommy was. He learned that if he didn’t want to get yelled at, if he didn’t want his dad to hit him, he would stay out of sight and out of mind.

“Stay quiet and I’ll give you something to eat when I’m done,” his dad would say. He’d press his finger to Minoru’s lips, eyes narrowed. “Remember, don’t tell mommy.”

Minoru didn’t know any better than to listen.

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All Minoru wanted was for his parents to pay attention to him. He wanted his mother to hold him and play with him, but she never did. Anytime she was home from work, she focused purely on her husband, nagging and complaining at him. Takumi ignored her, never touched her unless he was pushing her away, and belittled her in response to her every word.

They always ended up screaming at each other. Minoru hid behind the couch whenever the arguments started. Somewhere in his mind, he made a connection. He wanted his mother’s attention, but she only had eyes for his father. Maybe, if he acted more like dad…

The next time Takumi had a woman over, Minoru watched them. He watched him strip her down, grope her breasts and ass, kiss every inch of her body, and plough into her while she screamed his name. He wouldn’t understand what he had seen until years later.

The only time Minoru ever heard his dad say “I love you” was once he had finished, and he only ever said it to the women he brought to his bed. They’d leave before Momoko got home, and Takumi sent them off with a slap on the ass and a smirk.

By the time Minoru turned eight, he had a pretty good idea of what women are for. His dad showed him. When you love a woman, you touch her body. You use her to get yourself off. You tell her what she wants to hear even if it’s not true. Love is sex.

His parents didn’t have sex with each other at all. They didn’t love each other anymore.

Minoru doesn’t remember how it happened, but one day, his aunt picked him up from the apartment and he never went back. He only saw his mom or dad once or twice after that before they disappeared too.

There were a lot of doctor’s visits. The worry-lines on his aunt’s face just grew deeper. Eventually, he asked what was going on, and she told him the truth. The neglect from his parents had stunted his growth. His mother had always been tinier than the average woman, but he wasn’t expected to get much taller than five feet.

“But, it’s okay,” she said, rubbing his back. “We’re going to take care of you.”

They did their best, but habits are hard to break and memories are hard to get rid of. At school, he’d long for attention from the girls in his class and female teachers, but his behaviour towards them got him in trouble. Puberty made it even worse.

“It’s a bad combination,” Hound Dog said once, in one of Minoru’s counselling sessions. “Your mother ignored you, so you long for women to pay attention to you, but your father didn’t give you a good model for how to treat them.”

Minoru hated the counselling sessions for a long time. He didn’t like how Hound Dog seemed to know exactly what was going on. He hated how bare he felt.

“Did your father have…multiple partners?” Hound Dog asked.

Minoru shrugged. “Yeah, like…a new babe every time.”

“Do you think that, coupled with your parents’ divorce, that seeing your father being with different women has really skewed your idea of commitment?”

He didn’t want to answer that. It made his stomach churn, but he was right. To him, women are fickle, always moving on, good for a one-and-done but not much else. If you’re married to them, they nag you and shout at you and there’s not an ounce of affection to be seen.

Why would Minoru want any of that? Why commit to anyone when they’re just going to suck the life out of you?

No way. Not for him. He would never give a woman a chance to ruin him. He’d get what he wanted out of them and be done with it, should he ever get the chance.

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Yo was different. She came into his life and changed things.

At first, he didn’t hold out much hope for them. He thought, at the very least, that he could lose his virginity to her and be done. He’d charm her, shmooze a bit, then go for it. Even if he made it to second base, that’d be awesome. Soon enough, she’d realize that she could do better, and that would be okay. He’d be satisfied by then.

Yet, the first time they kissed, she was gentle and sweet and warm and he found himself frozen. She gazed deep into his eyes, searching his expression, then her face split into a happy grin. She wrapped him in a hug, giggling, and he couldn’t even bring himself to lift his arms to return it.

“I like you so much,” she had said, just above a whisper. “I really do…”

For the first time in his life, the idea of copping a feel made him feel sick. This girl was way too pure, way too sweet, and something beyond his understanding stopped him from pushing it further. He let the moment rest. He closed his eyes, cheek against her chest, felt her heartbeat beneath his ear.

He still isn’t sure what his feelings were in that moment, but he knows that he felt comfortable. Safe.

If only a single kiss and a few good feelings were enough to heal a childhood of hurt.

As much as he found himself drawn to her, he kept pulling away. She’d try to get deeper, closer, and he’d back off. He couldn’t do that to her, not when he’d inevitably hurt her. He thought it was in their best interest to keep each other at arm’s length so that, when the time came, all she had to do was let go and walk away.

He thought he wouldn’t hurt her that way. It looks like he was wrong.

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Mineta runs.

The air is bitterly cold outside, but he doesn’t stop to change to his outdoor shoes or grab a sweater or anything. He’s out the door, down the steps, and going full-tilt towards the 1-B dormitory.

He doesn’t knock, shoving open the door and ducking inside. No sign of them. No matter, he knows the way up to Yo’s dorm room. If she isn’t there, he’ll keep looking.

He goes up to the fifth floor, to the third door, and hesitates in front of it. He raises his hand to knock, then steps closer and presses his ear to the wood. Inside, he hears voices, and he swallows back the cowardice that tells him to just walk away.

He knocks.

The voices go silent.

After a few seconds, the door opens and Kendo stares down at him. Her eyes immediately narrow. Mineta sweats, averts his eyes, tries to think of what to say.

“Kendo?” Yo calls from inside the room. Her voice is choked. “Who…who is it?”

“Him,” Kendo states. She glances over her shoulder. “Should I tell him to hit the road?”

“Please,” Mineta manages, and he hates that he sounds strangled already. Ino will probably do it for him. “Please, I need to talk to her.”

Kendo’s lips purse, eyebrows furrowing. There’s shuffling in the room and when Mineta peers past Kendo’s legs, he sees Ino and Yanagi staring at him. Ino’s glare hardens for a second before she ducks out of sight. Two seconds pass and she returns. She moves to Kendo’s side.

“She says she’ll talk to you,” she says. Mineta’s eyes widen. “I will be right outside this door. If I hear anything going wrong, I’ll make you wish you had never been born.”

Too late for that, he thinks. Externally, he slowly nods.

“Ino…do you want us to stay?” Yanagi asks, her voice low and smooth as she drifts to Ino’s side like a ghost, hand lightly touching her arm.

“No,” Ino says. “Go back to the party. I can handle him.”

Kendo and Yanagi send one more look down at Mineta before heading down the hall. Ino steps aside, gesturing Mineta into the room, and Mineta shuffles inside.

Yo’s room is an odd mix between cute and goth. Mineta thinks it’s a strange mix of Hagakure’s dorm and Tokoyami’s dorm: black bedding decorated with flowers, lace curtains, plushies everywhere. There’s even a figure of Mt. Lady, the exact same kind that Mineta himself has.

She sits on her bed, hugging one of her plushies. Mineta’s chest tightens when he realizes that it’s the one shaped like a bunch of grapes—one that he won for her from an arcade machine on one of their dates. Its big, goofy smile mocks him. Yo doesn’t look at him. She’s taken her hair out of its ponytail.

“Yo,” he starts. His words choke him and he gulps. “Y…Y-Yo…”

His throat feels dry, too dry, and looking at her, his mind is blank. She sniffles and shifts, angling herself away from him further. His heart pounds. What can he do? What can he possibly say?

He drops to his knees, places his hands palms-down on the floor, and drops his forehead after them. He feels ridiculous, and he’ll never admit he did this to anyone, but it’s all he can think of. He hears Yo gasp softly.

“I’m so sorry, Yo,” he says. “I can’t take it back but I wish I could. I’m a massive idiot.”

Silence.

He hears the bed creak.

“You don’t like me,” she mumbles. He lifts his head to find that she’s staring down at him, cheeks tear-stained and eyes even redder than usual. She sucks in a breath, bottom lip trembling. “You n-never did.”

“No, Yo, that’s not it!” he insists, scrambling back to his feet. He dares to move closer, but she moves away. “I…I didn’t realize it. I didn’t think…I…” He groans, reaching up to grip his hair in frustration. “I don’t know how to explain it!”

“You don’t have to.” Her chin tucks against her knees as she brings them to her chest. “You don’t need to say sorry for telling the truth. You can go.”

He’s losing her. Every second she gets further out of reach. He digs deep, tries to find whatever minuscule bit of courage he has inside him, and moves forward. He grabs her hand and holds it, tightly, and her head whips to him in alarm.

“I’m a horrible person, Yo, and you deserve so much better,” he says. “You…are one of the only good things that has ever happened to me, and I’m scared. I’m scared of what I feel for you. I’m scared of losing you. I’m always scared, basically, of everything, and I don’t know what you see in me. I wasn’t honest with you because I wasn’t being honest with myself.”

She doesn’t pull away from him, her grip tightening ever-so-slightly against his. His entire face burns and he swears that if he starts crying, he’ll throw himself off the balcony.

“I want to do things right, but…I’m really, really broken, Yo, and I don’t know if I’m even worth the work that it’ll take to fix me,” he says. “I won’t ask you to stay with me, or be my actual girlfriend, or any of that. I won’t even ask you to wait for me!” He gulps back another lump. “Not unless you want to, of course…”

She purses her lips, then pulls her hand away. “I don’t know if I can trust you…” she says. “I’m…I’m so stupid. What if you’re just playing around with me again?”

“I promise—”

“I can’t trust you!” she repeats. “B-But…but I want to, so…so badly. I…can’t trust myself either. I knew…I knew something was wrong with you and I ignored it! I can’t do that again! I can’t pretend the problems aren’t there anymore!”

She knew? She noticed and she still stayed? Somehow, his admiration of her grows along with his guilt.

The door opens and both of them turn to it as Ino appears. Mineta backs away from Yo, hands up in defence, but Ino focuses solely on her sister. Yo seems to relax, setting the plushie aside and getting to her feet.

“Ino, what do I do?” she asks.

“I can’t say,” Ino replies.

“Yeah, you can!” Yo insists. “You’re the smart one! You always have an answer! Everyone knows I’m stupid and—”

“No!” Ino says fiercely, taking hold of Yo’s shoulders. “No, Yo, you’re not! All I am is book smart. You have always been better at making friends, at reading people.” She spares a glance at Mineta, still frozen in fear. “Even with him.”

“What? But, I…”

“I cannot keep telling you how to live your life,” she says. “I think you know what you want and, whatever you decide, I will support you.” She dons a rare smile, barely there but still so soft. “Tell me…what is it that you want?”

“What if it’s a mistake?”

“Then you learn.”

Yo stares at Ino, then back at Mineta, and back at Ino. “I want to help him,” she whispers. She looks at her feet, toys with her bangs. “I…want to be next to him while he heals, so he can get better.”

Mineta’s mouth falls open. Ino bows her head, eyes closed as she sighs.

“Then you should,” she says.

Yo turns back to Mineta and he just keeps gawking at her. Ino takes a step back, then two, and disappears out the door.

“You have to tell me everything,” Yo says. “No matter how bad. I want to know so I can support you.”

“I will,” Mineta replies without missing a beat. “I’ll…I’ll tell you everything.”

“And I need total honesty, okay?”

“Okay.”

“And…last thing…” She blushes a little. “You have to start calling me your girlfriend.”

“Okay, but you’ll have to tell people that I’m your boyfriend.”

“I’m going to need a day or two to…distance myself a bit. I need a reset.”

“I’ll give you all the time you need.”

She takes a deep breath, nods, and exhales. “Okay. That…that’s everything.”

“Yo?” he asks, and she tilts her head at him. “Thank you.”

He counts it as a win when he sees traces of her smile returning.

Chapter 192: Keiichi and Akio

Chapter Text

Despite the slight hiccup, the night ends well, and the classes head back to their dorms with high spirits as the evening comes to a close.

The next day of school passes with startling normalcy, although Aizawa takes the time in homeroom to go over the evaluations of the groups who missed theirs yesterday. Good notes, all around, and thanks to the blooming relations between the classes, almost everyone has new training partners to call on should the need arise.

Kemuri got the chance to talk to Shoda the night before and, after awkwardly dancing through small talk about their quick brawl, decided that it would be fun to train together sometime. Ojiro and Sato quickly got roped in too and, needless to say, no one in either class will ever have to go to the gym alone after school hours.

On Friday after school, Kemuri finds herself in the TV area with Sero, Kaminari, Mina, Sato, and Nishimura, going over English homework. The TV is on, although the volume is way down, serving more for general ambience than anything else.

Kemuri is just guiding Mina through an exercise when she feels Sero nudge her in the ribs.

“Hey, Kemuri, it’s your mom!”

All eyes turn to the TV screen where, sure enough, there’s Kazue Shimakage. She’s seated at a press panel alongside Chief Tsuragamae and a few other officers. Sato grabs the remote and turns up the volume.

“…reform is no small change. Chief Tsuragamae, what sorts of things can we expect from your department and departments around Japan?” a reporter asks.

“This is a combined effort,” Tsuragamae says. “Our main goal is to work more closely with heroes and other departments to help discourage criminals, woof. We are still in the planning stages, but I can say that we hope to license more officers. Sergeant Shimakage will be heading the testing and training for it.”

“Can we hear more about that?”

“Most police officers already have quirk licenses,” Kazue continues, leaning forward slightly as she speaks clearly into the mic. “What we hope to do is give police officers a similar license to heroes, allowing them to use their quirks to assist more in rescue situations and protect civilians during villain attacks.”

“Are there any concerns that officers could potentially abuse this license?”

“There are always concerns,” Tsuragamae says. “Rest assured, the punishment for misuse of a license will be severe, should such licenses be allowed.”

“Police reform, huh?” Sero says. He eyes Kemuri. “Your mom must be keeping busy.”

“Yeah,” Kemuri agrees. On-screen, questions keep getting asked and answered. She smiles brightly at her mother’s face, heart filled with pride. “I…think, so long as things don’t get out of hand, this could be really good.”

“I just hope they’re serious about punishing misuse,” Mina says, pouting a little in thought. “We don’t need them thinking they’re above the law.”

“Preach,” Kaminari agrees.

“—will be seeing you out in the field more, now that you’re heading a huge part of the potential reform?” someone asks. The students focus again.

Again, Kazue leans forward. “I, unfortunately, won’t be too heavily involved in the field and most of my work will be out of the public eye.”

“Huh?” Nishimura asks. He leans back, idly knocking his knuckles against Kemuri’s leg. “Seems stupid. Why would they take one of their most famous officers off the streets?”

“I know, right?” Sero agrees.

It seems someone in the crowd of reporters asked the same thing. Kemuri bites her lip, eyes wide as her mother laughs lightly on the TV.

“Well, I’m pregnant, so it’s a matter of my safety and health,” she says. As murmurs ripple through the crowd, Kazue adds, “I felt now was a good time to announce it.”

“Wait, wait—” Sero starts.

“Did she just—” Kaminari sputters.

“KEMURI, YOU’RE GONNA BE A BIG SISTER!” Mina shrieks and, before Kemuri can brace herself, she’s been tackled in a hug. “OH MY GOSH!”

“Did you know?!” Nishimura exclaims, already on his feet and staring down at Kemuri. “Did she tell you already?!”

“Y-Yeah, she did,” Kemuri says with a weak laugh, still crushed by Mina’s excitement. “About a week or so ago.”

“And you didn’t tell us? Your second family?” Mina asks, finally releasing her as she pouts, cheeks puffed. “Unbelievable.”

“I…told a few people…” Kemuri says, her voice getting quieter with every word. “It’s…still new to me too…”

“Well, welcome to the sibling club,” Sero says, throwing his arm around her shoulder and giving her a noogie. She sputters out a laugh. “Be sure to tell your parents we say congratulations!”

“Congratulations for what?” Yaoyorozu asks as she enters the room, Jiro and Todoroki behind her, all three holding cups of tea.

“Kemuri’s mom is having a baby!”

Todoroki’s eyes widen. Jiro’s mouth falls open. Yaoyorozu’s eyes sparkle as she gasps.

“Oh, Kemuri, that’s wonderful!” Yaoyorozu says, moving as quickly as she can to the couch without spilling her drink. “We should celebrate!”

Kemuri pales a little. “Oh, we…we really don’t have to…” she says. “I’m…still getting used to the idea myself, so…so maybe we can celebrate once the baby’s born instead?”

Yaoyorozu purses her lips, then nods. “That makes sense. I would still like to send my well wishes to your parents.”

“I can make cupcakes,” Sato pipes up.

“With pink and blue swirled frosting!” Nishimura adds. “You can take them to your parents tomorrow as a gift from all of us.”

“Can you make enough for all of us?” Sero and Kaminari ask.

“Yes, please!” Mina begs.

“We can definitely make enough for everyone,” Sato says. He reaches over his shoulder and Nishimura bumps their knuckles together.

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Kemuri is thankful that the evening doesn’t turn into a party, although at one point, Kaminari, Sero, and Kirishima try to start a speech about Kemuri joining “the sibling side of life.” Iida stops them before it goes too far. Aside from that, all Kemuri has to do is thank her classmates as they congratulate her and promise to send those congratulations along to her parents, whom she’ll be seeing shortly.

It’ll only be a day visit, but it’ll be great to see them for however long she gets.

As per usual, she greets them with hugs and kisses and plenty of “I miss you’s” to go around. Of course, Ichiro yaps at their feet and begs for pets, which Kemuri happily gives.

“Mom, dad, these are for you,” Kemuri says, ducking down to retrieve the container of cupcakes she left in the genkan. “From my classmates.”

“Oh, how sweet,” Kazue says, taking the container. “I’ve been craving sweets too. This is perfect!”

“Tell them thank you from us,” Cayden adds, ruffling Kemuri’s hair.

Kazue starts towards the kitchen, talking over her shoulder. “We were making tea. Want a cup?”

“Yes, please!”

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Unsurprisingly, the topic of conversation over the tea and cupcakes doesn’t stray far from school or babies. Kemuri tells her parents about the joint training exercise and Shinso’s transfer to the Hero Course, as well as how Hagakure and Ojiro have started dating.

“Oh, good for them,” Cayden says with a soft smile. “Such nice kids. I hope they stay happy together.”

Kazue’s eyes twinkle as she leans closer to her daughter. “And what about you? Any…eligible bachelors in your life?”

Kemuri groans and hides her face in her hands. “Mom, you already know the answer…” she whines.

Kazue chuckles and takes another sip of her tea. “Just seeing if anything’s come of it, that’s all,” she says with a conspiratorial wink.

Cayden’s gaze darts between the two girls, brows furrowing. “Should…I be worried?”

“Not at all, darling,” Kazue replies.

“Oh!” Cayden says, blue eyes sparkling, and Kemuri counts herself lucky that he’s moved on from talk of dating and boys. “Actually, I just remembered!” He meets Kazue’s eyes, brimming with energy. “Kazue, remember? The thing?”

“Right, yes,” Kazue laughs. “Kemuri, we need you to be the tiebreaker.”

“F-For what?” Kemuri asks.

“Your mom’s coming up to around sixteen or so weeks,” Cayden says, “and at her last appointment, the doctor said we could probably tell the sex of the baby already.”

Kemuri’s heart and stomach leap in tandem. “Really? So…so what is it? Boy or girl?”

“Well, we asked that they not tell us yet,” Kazue says. “I, personally, want to know sooner rather than later. Cayden…”

“I kind of love the suspense of waiting until the baby’s born,” Cayden says. “We did that with you and it was so exciting!”

“Still,” Kazue says, voice smooth as she wags her finger at her husband, “I think it’s important to know this time around. That way, we know whether Kemuri’s old baby clothes need replacing or not.”

“She had gender-neutral stuff…”

“Yes, but...oh, I just don’t want to wait this time. I want to know, so—”

“So,” Kemuri cuts in, bringing their eyes back to her. “You…want me to decide? Whether you find out or not?”

“Yeah.”

“Exactly.”

Kemuri bites her lip, brow furrowing in thought. She sees both sides of her parents’ arguments, but she already knows which way she’s leaning.

“Sorry, dad, but…I want to know too,” she says. “I think you should find out.”

Kazue grins, hand falling to her stomach as she looks at Cayden, and he sighs. Still, his lip quirks upwards into a smile.

“You know, the more I think of it, the less I want to wait,” he admits, reaching over to take Kazue’s hand and squeeze it. “You were right, honey. What was I thinking?”

“Oh, stop,” she giggles. “You—”

The doorbell rings and all three Shimakages look towards the door. Kemuri immediately gets up, urging her parents to stay seated while she answers it.

She enters the genkan, grabs the handle, pulls the door open, and her breath catches in her throat.

Her grandfather stands in front of her, which is bad enough. What’s even more jarring is that he seems almost…shaken. The Keiji Shimakage she knows is always put-together, prim and proper and stoic, but he isn’t like that now. His eyes are wide and intense, his jaw clenched tight, breaths sharp. He still wears the clothes she’s used to, but it’s like someone stuck a different head on her grandfather’s body.

“Grand—” she starts.

“Where’s Kazue?” he interrupts.

“I—”

He shoves past Kemuri and she lets him, following his movements as he rushes inside.

“Kazue! KAZUE!” he shouts, and Kemuri is again struck by how wrong this all is. His expression is angry, but his voice isn’t. He calls for his daughter like she’s a lost child, unable to be found.

“Dad?”

Kemuri’s parents appear from the dining room, side by side. Cayden steps back when Keiji turns on them, but Kazue stands firm. For a second, Keiji’s shoulders sag, then straighten back out.

“Kazue,” Keiji repeats. He lifts his chin, his chest still heaving a little too quickly. “Tell me it isn’t true.”

She stares him down, resolute. “Did you read my text, or see the news?” she asks.

“Both!” He moves closer to her and only then does she falter, her heel skidding back before planting itself again. He starts to reach for her, then stops and reverts to crossing his arms over his chest. “Kazue, it can’t be true. Cayden is sterile!”

“We reversed it,” she says. Cayden swallows hard and Kemuri, still rooted in place, can’t help but mirror him. “What’s done is done.”

“So it is true? You’re…you’re really…” Keiji aims a shooting glare at Cayden, then shakes his head and focuses back on his daughter. “How could you do such a thing?! You know the rules!”

“I don’t care about your rules!” she retorts. “I wanted another baby. I listened to you out of respect before, but I’m done with that. You don’t get to dictate my decisions.”

“Kazue…” His voice drops, deadly calm, deadly serious. “Kazue, you don’t understand. Those rules are there for a reason!”

“What reason? Tell me.”

Keiji’s jaw clenches again. His Adam’s apple bobs and his hands clench into tight fists against his legs. He opens his mouth, closes it again. “I don’t have to explain myself. You cannot ignore tradition like this!”

“Well, I have.”

His nostrils flare a bit and he sucks in a deep, quaking breath. Cayden steps forward, placing himself between Kazue and her father, eyes wide with fear as he eyes Keiji’s shaking fists. Kemuri wants to move too, to shield her mother from blows that may come, but she still feels stuck.

“I wish you would have told me before that press conference,” Keiji says. “I could have asked you to keep it a secret.” Another quick breath, in and out. He composes himself. “This is a matter of your safety now. I’m going to protect you, but you have to listen to me.”

Kazue’s anger and defiance fizzle, lips pouting in confusion. “What?”

“Make sure you don’t walk anywhere alone, and avoid anyone with bright orange hair. They could be dangerous.” Keiji darts his eyes to the windows, then between his daughter and son-in-law, and finally, back at Kemuri. He moves to the door, steps outside, and gives them one last look. “Please.”

As quickly as he came, he’s gone.

The family stands in silence for a few long seconds.

“Well,” Cayden says. “That could’ve been worse.”

“What…” Kazue shakes her head, leaning against her husband as she threads her fingers through her thick black hair. “Orange hair?”

“Do we know anyone with orange hair?” Cayden asks. “Dangerous?”

Nishimura’s face flashes through Kemuri’s mind and she gets a sick feeling in her stomach. Not him. Never him. He would never hurt anyone, but…

She remembers the party, holding Iida’s hand as her grandfather spoke to the five party crashers. So many times, that image of Akiara has come to her, always at the worst times, although she doesn’t imagine there’s a good time for it either.

“There was one man,” Kazue says. “A friend of my dad’s. He visited us after Kemuri was born, remember?” Cayden shakes his head. “Ah, well, I think you were running errands. Dad and him seemed friendly and he wanted to see Kemuri.” Her brows furrow. “I haven’t seen him since.”

“Maybe a business partner?”

“There…” Kemuri starts, but her voice dies as her parents turn to her. She gulps back the sudden dryness in her throat. “At…at the Heroics Gala, there was a man. Akiara Nishimura.” She bows her head. “He…he knew grandfather or, er…they knew each other. He…he had orange hair.”

“Nishimura,” Kazue repeats. “Like your friend Akio?”

“Yeah…” She adds, hastily, “C-Common last name, though.” Common last name, yes, but orange hair? Not so common.

“Right,” Cayden agrees.

“I’ll look into it at work,” Kazue says, her expression still troubled. “Let’s…let’s go back to our drinks.”

“Actually, I’m gonna go to the garden,” Kemuri says. “Meditate.”

Her parents don’t question her. She runs off, going out the back door and into the backyard. Even without snow, the garden gives off the barren vibe of winter. The flowers are wilted and the trees have shed their leaves, each one crunching beneath Kemuri’s feet.

She centres herself and tries to centre her thoughts too, but they circle around the Nishimuras. She thinks again of that party so long ago, about how on edge her grandfather seemed, how Akiara seemed to know her even though she had never seen him before.

There’s a cognitive dissonance blocking her, keeping her from thinking of possibilities. She thinks of Akiara’s face, of his eyes, cold and dark as winter dirt, and knows that that is Akio’s grandfather, but there’s that disconnect. Akio is warm and bright. His smile always reaches his eyes.

She should ask him. She should tell him about all the suspicions that have been building up in her head this whole year. There are so many uncertainties, but there are a few little pieces that could lead them to something bigger.

Her grandfather is hiding something, something big, and whatever it is, it involves Keiichi Shimakage and Akio Nishimura.

Chapter 193: Snowball Fight of Death

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri wakes to the sight of snowflakes drifting down from the sky. With a gasp, she throws off her blankets and heads onto her balcony, staring out at the world. Thick clumps of white snow cover the grass and pavement like a blanket.

She reaches her hand out to catch the flakes. They melt against her palm and she smiles, breath frosting in the air. Finally, she can feel a chill in the air, winter nipping at her face.

She gets dressed and hurries downstairs, still braiding her hair as she goes. The rest of her classmates are buzzing, crowding the windows, turning on the weather report, pulling on extra sweaters, and generally revelling in the excitement of the changing season.

“It’s snowing!” Mineta hoots.

“MIND OVER MATTER!” Kirishima hollers as he yanks his sweater off. He hasn’t even spiked his hair yet, too focused on getting outside. “You can always towel off later!”

Jiro leans against the open door, leaning back as Kirishima and Mineta race outside, whooping and shouting with glee. Mina hurries after them, hastily bundling a scarf around her neck.

“You guys are crazy!” she shouts after them, disappearing outside.

“Jiro, close the door!” Uraraka calls from the couch. “Tsuyu’s going into hibernation!”

“Oops, sorry, Tsuyu,” Jiro says. Tsuyu, half-asleep on the couch, mumbles a response.

“Good morning, Kemuri!” Hagakure calls, sleeve waving as Kemuri enters the living area. “You slept in. Are you sick?”

Kemuri shakes her head. “No, no, just tired. I had a hard time falling asleep.”

No lies there. She lay awake far past her bedtime, puzzling over her grandfather’s words. She slept through her alarm because of it. She looks around at the common room, at the noise, and remembers yet again why she likes waking up early: extra quiet time.

“Hm, well, life is like that,” Hagakure says with a shrug.

“Toru!” Ojiro’s voice sounds from somewhere in the mess. Kemuri imagines he’s in the kitchen. “Food’s ready!”

“Oops, gotta go!” Hagakure giggles. She springs past Kemuri and Kemuri gives her a playful nudge on the back, sending her racing off towards her boyfriend. “Thank you, Mashirao!”

Kemuri laughs to herself and wanders off to the front door, greeting Jiro briefly before stepping outside. Kirishima, Mina, and Mineta throw chunks of snow at each other, most of it still too crumbly to make decent snowballs. Kirishima is still notably shirtless, his skin tinged red with cold.

Kemuri stares up at the sky, eyes closed, breathing in the cold air. She can’t keep the smile off her face.

“Kemuri! KEMURIIII!”

Mina waves both arms at her, desperately trying to get her attention, and Kemuri finds her easily. It’s easy to find a pink spot of colour in a world of white. She waves back, but Mina starts beckoning her in.

“Come play! It’s freezing!”

“Once you get moving, it isn’t that bad!” Kirishima adds.

Kemuri smiles and hops down the steps, one by one. The powder clings to her indoor slippers, cold pinpricks kissing her heels, and she looks around at the world, dissolving further into a mess of white and brown and grey. The path and the grass are all the same colour and the last thing she wants is to trip into a snowbank.

At the thought, her smile twists with mischief. Once, when she was little, her dad showed her a neat little trick that his parents once showed him. It’s not good for much, other than getting a laugh out of your friends.

Kirishima, Mina, and Mineta are still laughing and throwing snow at each other. Kemuri moves closer to their voices, waiting until she feels snow against her ankles. She turns, spreads her arms out, and collapses onto her back, right into the snow.

“Woah, Shimakage!” Kirishima shouts as Mina lets out a surprised cry.

Kemuri stays put, relishing in the feeling of the cold pricking her skin, then releases steam all over her arms and legs. The snow hisses a little as she sinks further into it, melting it all away until she hits the grass again, and she starts to laugh.

“Shimakage!”

Kirishima appears above her, eyes wide, hair full of ice crystals. Kemuri takes one look at the concern on his face and her laughter gets harder.

“Wait, you’re…” Kirishima blinks. “I thought you tripped! Did you do that on purpose?!”

“Y-Yeah!” she replies, covering her face against her giggles. “S-Sorry!”

“Here, let me help you up!”

Kirishima grasps her by the hands and pulls her back to her feet. His lips part and his eyes seem to sparkle, his grip getting tighter.

“Holy cow, you’re so warm!” he says. He grins and she notices his teeth chattering just a bit. “My fingertips are tingling!”

“Well, you’re…shirtless…in the middle of winter…” Kemuri says, barely above a whisper.

“I’m hot-blooded!”

Kemuri flushes to her ears. “I…I don’t think that means what you think it means.”

Kirishima tilts his head, adorably confused, and Mina chooses then to insert herself into the conversation. “Kemuriiii, warm me up!” she whines, flopping onto Kemuri’s body, cheek pressed to her shoulder. She sighs happily. “Ohhh, yeah, like hugging a warm marshmallow.”

“I’m in!”

Kemuri quickly finds herself sandwiched between Mina and Kirishima, both of them sighing in comfort. Kemuri blinks a few times, face flushed, and gently releases steam in a halo around them. Snow melts off their hair, dripping onto their clothes.

Nearby, the front door of Heights Alliance closes sharply and Kemuri realizes that Mineta has disappeared, no doubt going to warm up in a way that wouldn’t tempt him too much—he’d been doing a lot better lately, but still has to fight a lot of his usual urges.

He has a point, though. The wind is still blowing and more snowflakes fall by the second. Even Kemuri can’t stay out here forever, and definitely not if she’s keeping Kirishima and Mina warm.

“Maybe…we should go inside?” she suggests.

“Aw, why?” Mina asks, looking up at her with a pout.

“I…just think it’s a good idea,” she says. “At…at least until I get proper snow gear.” She gives Kirishima a pointed look and Mina starts to giggle.

“Okay, okay, I get it,” she says, untangling herself from Kemuri. “But we’ve gotta do a class-wide snowball fight later!”

“Once Bakugo and Todoroki get back?” Kirishima asks, perking up again.

“Back?” Kemuri asks. “From where?”

“They’re finishing their licensing course today!” he replies. “Did you forget?”

“I…don’t really keep track of their schedules, I-I guess.”

He laughs. “All good! But, yeah, we can’t have a brawl without them, right?”

The idea of Todoroki in a snowball fight terrifies Kemuri almost as much as the idea of what Bakugo could do with an arsenal of frozen snow chunks at his disposal, but she shakes the idea off. A snowball fight could be…fun.

“I don’t…think I’ve ever had a big snowball fight before,” Kemuri admits. “Just…just with my parents, really, when…I was smaller.”

Mina clutches her chest like she’s been physically wounded. “Kemuri…sweetie, you just broke my heart a little.”

“We’ll change that by the end of the day!” Kirishima promises, giving Kemuri a light noogie. She giggles softly. “Promise!”

Again, the door to Heights Alliance swings open but this time, Iida steps outside, arm chopping wildly. He holds a few towels beneath his other arm.

“Kirishima! Get inside this instant! You’re going to catch a cold!” he scolds. “Ashido, Kemuri, you too, and—” He gasps. “Kemuri, you’re wearing your indoor slippers! How—”

“Sorry,” Kemuri calls, pressing her palms together. “I wasn’t going to go far…”

Behind Iida, Shoji appears, wearing a giant poncho and holding a steaming mug in one hand. “Sato and Nishi made homemade hot chocolate and hot apple cider, if you want some.”

“YES, PLEASE!” Mina squeals, booking it to the door in a flash of pink. Shoji chuckles before disappearing back inside.

Kemuri squints at the ground, searching for the path, but Kirishima’s hand presses to her elbow and she lets him do the sighted work. Iida hands Kirishima a towel as they duck inside, then turns his attention to Kemuri, looking her over as he shakes his head. His expression wavers, the tiniest hint of amusement twisting his stern mouth.

He hands over another towel and she squeezes the moisture from her braid before giving herself a quick steam dry. She gives Iida a tiny, triumphant smile, and he sighs.

“I can forgive the lack of a coat or hat, but slippers? You could have…well, slipped!” he says.

She bows her head. “Yeah…I swear I wasn’t planning to go far, but…” She shuffles her feet. “I just…like snow.”

Iida gazes at her for a second as his sternness finally melts away, replaced with a slight smile. “Well, at least let me clean your slippers up while you get yourself something warm to drink.”

She toes her slippers off, hands them to him, and lets her hand linger against his wrist as she smiles up at him. “Thank you, Tenya.”

“Of course! It’s no problem.”

She hurries off, her joy remaining clear on her face.

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Not only do Todoroki and Bakugo return with their provisional licenses, but with their first real save too. Kemuri has to admit that, upon hearing the story from them and from the news, she feels a little green. She hasn’t been able to do much with her license at all.

Although, she doesn’t envy them once the camera crew comes in, eager for a scoop. “An exclusive interview,” Aizawa says, sounding just about as annoyed as he possibly can be. Underground heroes and the press don’t mix, and Aizawa is living proof.

Aizawa makes the class leave the living area, giving the cameramen time to set up. Bakugo and Todoroki sit down with one of the news anchors, still dressed in their school uniforms, both seeming unfazed by the fact that they defeated a group of villains barely an hour after getting the legal ability to.

“Man, it kind of makes you feel like you’re falling behind,” Ojiro murmurs. He, along with the rest of Kemuri’s friends, huddle in the kitchen, trying their best to seem subtle.

“I know, right?” Hagakure whines, managing to keep her voice at a whisper. “Those two are always getting people’s attention.”

“Top heroes in the making,” Shoji sighs. Kemuri hums her agreement.

Tokoyami shakes his head. “I can feel the jealousy radiating from each of you.” They sag their shoulders in shame. “We will get our moments to shine. They were in the right place at the right time.” He turns his scarlet gaze back towards the cameras. “Although, I can understand the impatience.”

The five of them let out tiny sighs in tandem.

“We should probably go,” Ojiro says. “Mr. Aizawa might get mad at us if we stick around too long.”

They stare out at the living room for another second or two. Bakugo is yelling, of course, although he doesn’t interrupt Todoroki all that much.

“There are always video games in my room,” Shoji offers.

“I’ll grab some ramune!” Hagakure says.

“And…snacks,” Kemuri adds.

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“Now, please remember, we don’t want anyone getting hurt!” Iida shouts.

“Shut it, four-eyes,” Bakugo growls. “This is war.”

The class stands divided, eleven on each side. The sky is already growing dark, grey melting into black, fat flakes still drifting down. Short walls dot the dormitory’s front lawn, some made of snow and others made of pure, glittering ice, thanks to Todoroki.

Iida stands in No Man’s Land, trying to set ground rules before the snow starts flying, although he isn’t having much luck. Most are too busy preparing their arsenal to give him any attention. Even Kemuri is having a hard time focusing. This is her first real snowball fight and it’s with some of her favourite people. She tightens her scarf, bouncing a little on her feet.

The teams were split up through a random draw. Aoyama, Nishimura, Uraraka, Tsuyu, Iida, Ojiro, Yaoyorozu, Shoji, Sero, and Bakugo are on Kemuri’s team. Kaminari, Mineta, Mina, Koda, Tokoyami, Hagakure, Midoriya, Todoroki, Sato, Kirishima, and Jiro are on the other.

“Enough talk!” Bakugo shouts. “Let’s do this!”

Iida huffs, adjusting his earmuffs before nodding. “Fine! Remember, quirk use is allowed, but please try to keep harm to a minimum!”

“ATTACK!” Kaminari shouts from the other side of the lawn.

Iida screams as he races back behind the cover of his team’s fort, diving behind just as the snowballs make impact. In an instant, the yard explodes into total chaos. Both sides have advantages. On Kemuri’s team, Yaoyorozu has armed herself, Kemuri, Sero, and Iida with snowball launchers, and Shoji is a one-man snowball making machine. Uraraka floats her ammo and Tsuyu flings them. Ojiro and Nishimura defend, smacking away rogue snowballs, and Aoyama huddles near Shoji, yelping whenever a snowball gets too close. Bakugo slings insults and explosions.

On the other side, it’s a little less organized. Tokoyami and Mina shield using their quirks. Hagakure, Sato, Kirishima, Kaminari, Mineta, and Jiro all go on the attack, flinging snowballs as hard as they can. Midoriya and Koda try to make more snowballs without getting hit. Todoroki seems confused by everything. Snowballs keep hitting him dead on and each time, he gets snowier and the crease in his brow grows.

“More ammo!” Sero hollers, opening the chamber of his launcher. Shoji tosses him a few and he shoves them inside. “We’ll win this!”

“You’re very involved in this!” Iida says, also firing off a few rounds. “I applaud your enthusiasm!”

“Focus, everyone! They have far more attackers than us,” Yaoyorozu says.

“VICTORY OR DEATH!” Bakugo roars. “DIE! DIE! DIE!”

Kemuri shoots another snowball, nailing Midoriya in the chest, and she shouts an apology over the noise. As she does, a snowball explodes against her face and she tumbles over.

“Kemuri!” Sero cries dramatically, ditching his blaster to kneel by her side. He lifts her up by the shoulders, shaking her. “No, no, stay with me! You can’t die on me, soldier!”

“S…Sero?” she stammers, blinking wearily at his face. “I…it’s so dark…and cold…”

“Kemuri! Don’t go into the light!”

“Blehhhh…” she drones, going limp.

Sero lets out a cry of agony, shaking his fist at the sky. “You monsters! How dare you?!”

“Oh, god, Kemuri’s down!” Nishimura wails. He gets a snowball to the shoulder and tumbles over, rolling once, twice, three times. “Ohhhh, I’m hit!”

“Nishi!” Ojiro shouts. “Come on, you’ve got to get up!”

“Would you fuckheads stop goofing around?!” Bakugo roars. “We’re trying to win!”

“It’s looking bleak, guys,” Uraraka says, face dark, voice low. “Tsuyu’s down too…”

Tsuyu, unlike the others, doesn’t seem to be joking. She lays against the snow fort, bundled up and snoozing away.

“There is one last thing we must do!” Iida shouts. “Full-on attack!”

“You don’t mean…” Shoji starts.

Iida nods. “We must venture to their base and claim it for our own!”

“Hell yeah,” Bakugo says. “WRECK ‘EM!”

Sero hauls Kemuri to her feet, Nishimura pops up from the ground, and with a war cry, the team goes leaping over their fort walls and running full-tilt towards the other team. There are a few noises of surprise, but the snowballs keep flying.

When the snow clears, class A lays scattered around the lawn, panting and covered in snow. Most of the fort walls have been destroyed, crushed to a powder, and not one person has avoided the cruel sting of ice.

Bakugo hauls himself to his knees, face dripping with melting snow, grinning wickedly. “Fuck yeah, we won.”

“You did not!” Jiro retorts. “We destroyed you!”

“We had better fuckin’ strategy, lobes!”

“I think we all fought admirably!” Iida insists.

“Truce?” Yaoyorozu suggests.

“FUCK TRUCES!”

“Truce sounds good!” Kirishima says, reaching out to give Yaoyorozu a fist-bump.

Sato sits up, brushing snow from his coat. “Anyone else want warm drinks?”

“YES, PLEASE!” multiple people shout.

Class A scrambles inside, shaking snow from their mittens and jackets, eager to change into warm, dry clothes, and a little while later, they gather in the dining room for hot drinks. Tsuyu, still only half-recovered from the cold, snoozes at the table, arms pillowing her head.

“I wish we had a fireplace…” Mina whines as she rubs her hands together. “It’d be so romantic to cuddle someone next to a roaring fire.”

“We should see about bringing a few kotatsu downstairs,” Yaoyorozu says, eyes starting to sparkle. “That would make things cozier!”

“I have an extra,” Todoroki offers. A few people give him odd looks and he adds, “Fuyumi insisted I bring one, even if I didn’t need one.”

“Kotatsu party!” Kaminari whoops.

“Well, it’s not a fireplace, but if someone snuggles me then I guess it’s okay,” Mina says with a shrug. “Anyone wanna volunteer?”

“I’m not touching that,” Bakugo growls into his coffee.

“Oh, shut up, Bakubabe, you’d be lucky to snuggle me,” Mina retorts, sticking her tongue out at him. “What if I come over there and change your mind?”

“What if I blasted those horns off your head?”

Kemuri listens to the conversation (read: debate) as Mina keeps pushing Bakugo’s buttons, Sero and Kaminari egging her on, and smiles to herself as she turns to look out the window. Soon, it’ll be Christmas, and after Christmas, there isn’t much time until final exams.

It’s weird to think that their first year at UA is almost over, and she shakes her head away from her thoughts before they wander too far into the future. She’ll just make herself anxious that way, and the present seems pretty good right now.

Notes:

First off, I want to say that I am SO sorry for the long wait. I've been really struggling with my mental health recently and my inspiration and motivation have taken a blow because of it. My city is in Code Red right now (thanks Corona) so my entire life is home and (occasionally) work now.

Also, writing the Mineta chapter was pretty difficult and pretty draining for me, mostly because it went into topics I was not accustomed to writing about. It also was easily the most stressed I've been about reader reception in a while ;-;

So, I thought a more light-hearted, fun chapter would be a good change. I hope you enjoyed it <3

Chapter 194: Rising Tide

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Every time Kemuri allows herself to think something positive, something else comes along to destroy that.

She stares at her Hero News app, unbelieving, her heart pounding in her ears.

NUMBER THREE HERO: BEST JEANIST REPORTED MISSING!

Nope. No. No, no, no.

She fumbles for her reading glasses on her nightstand, putting them on before leaning closer to her phone. This has to be a joke, right? A really sick joke, at that.

No, all the headlines are the same. Best Jeanist is missing. His sidekicks don’t have any information at this time. Gone, gone, gone.

Kemuri’s thoughts go haywire. Has her mom heard? Is she reacting well? How can he be missing? Kemuri saw him only a short time ago and he was fine. Is he not fine? Is this some ruse to make sure he stays out of the public eye? How can the number three hero be gone? Is he okay? Hurt? Injured? Kidnapped?

She realizes, in her anxious daze, that she can’t read the screen anymore. She sniffles and puts her phone down, hastily removing her glasses as tears streak down her cheeks. No, she tells herself. Don’t cry over this.

But she does, because it’s Best Jeanist, and she was lucky enough to meet him as more than just the number three hero and the idea that the man that helped her find a dress that made her feel pretty and the man who ate and talked and laughed with her and her mom in a hospital room could really be gone…is leaving a pit in her heart.

A series of rapid knocks on her bedroom door startles her and, before she can call for the visitor to enter, Hagakure rushes in.

“Kemuri, what the heck?!” she rambles. “You’re never late for—” She skids to a stop, clothes freezing in the middle of the floor. Her sleeves shift. “Okay, what happened? Who hurt you? I’ll pound ‘em!”

“N-No one,” Kemuri stammers, still trying to stop the stupid, useless tears leaving her. “I-It’s nothing.”

Hagakure stomps up to the bed, grabs Kemuri’s phone, and unlocks it all before Kemuri can squeak an interjection. There’s a long pause as Hagakure stares at the screen and, when she speaks next, her voice is softer.

“Oh, honey,” she murmurs. She sets the phone down and wraps her in a squishy hug. “It’s okay! He’s only missing, not dead or something. I’m sure his sidekicks will find him!” Kemuri nods and Hagakure releases her. Kemuri flinches as an invisible hand pats her on the head. “Come on and get ready! You’ll be late if you don’t hurry!”

Kemuri drags herself out of bed in silence.

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It’s like there’s a dark cloud hanging over her head.

Kemuri tries to hold her head up, but her mind is still full of horrible what-if’s and her heart hurts. She hasn’t heard from her mom yet, and it took all her strength not to ask if she had heard anything and keep it to a quick “Did you hear? Are you okay?” message.

She walks to class in a half-daze, following the path to the classroom through muscle memory alone. Her vision shows only the shiny floors of the U.A hallways.

“Kemuri,” Shoji says from her side. She makes a small humming sound at him. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

He’s using that tone he has, the one that he uses when he’s asking her something he already knows the answer to. She sighs. “No, but I will be. Just…processing it all.”

“They’ll find him,” Ojiro pipes up from behind her.

“I still think it could be a ploy,” Hagakure adds. “You know, to keep him out of the public eye?”

“Then why incite fear about his whereabouts?” Tokoyami asks.

“I dunno, it’s just a theory.”

“Can we not talk about it?” Kemuri mutters, still not looking at any of them. She winces at her tone and adds, “Sorry, just…I’m trying not to cry again here.”

“We’ll shut up,” Shoji says. There are three more affirming sounds from behind.

Shoji gives her a light nudge when they reach the classroom, making sure she doesn’t blow past it, and she finally lifts her head enough to see more than just the floor. They enter and find their seats, the ambiance of 1-A greeting them. Sero and Kaminari cackle at the top of their lungs and Kemuri faintly hears Todoroki’s voice underneath it all.

“A whooooooole hour-long interview!” Kaminari howls.

“And Bakugo’s part was totally cut!” Sero says. “I can’t stop watching!”

The two of them laugh themselves to tears as the Todoroki on their phone screen speaks. “Yes, we are friends. No, I was not scared.”

Uraraka sighs, pressing her hands to her cheeks. “It’s for his own good, in a way.”

“HOW DARE THEY CUT ME?!” Bakugo growls, teeth grinding together with enough ferocity that Kemuri could imagine sparks flying from his mouth.

“Mineta, remove yourself from that desk!” Iida shouts, hand chopping at the small boy.

“Not very All Might-ish of him,” Midoriya says, still watching Bakugo’s hissy-fit.

“He’s nuts,” Mineta agrees, sitting on Midoriya’s desk.

“I HEARD THAT, DEKU, YOU DWEEB! YOU TOO, BALLHEAD!”

“To think that was his third interview,” Yaoyorozu says to Jiro.

“What a waste,” Jiro says. “Just think of all the good press he could’ve gotten after they got their licenses.”

Kemuri lets the noise wash over her, eyes stinging a little again, and she holds it in. Sero and Kaminari still gasp for breath, playing the interview clip over and over again and showing anyone nearby. The real Todoroki sits at his desk, reading a poetry book and pretending that nothing is going on.

Kemuri wishes she could zone out that easily, but she’s looking at Bakugo and all that sorrow she’s keeping clamped beneath her tongue threatens to come out. First, he gets cut out of his interviews, and then his mentor goes missing. She moves like a zombie to her desk, avoiding looking at anyone again, and sets her bag on top. Inside, she feels her phone buzz and reaches for it, checking the text onscreen.

Mom
He’ll be okay, Kemuri.
We’ll find him.

Kemuri sighs. No mention of her own feelings, just more comfort for her daughter—her daughter who can’t even handle a hero celebrity going off the grid without getting like…this. Kemuri gives herself a sharp pat on the cheek, scolding herself internally. Get it together, girl!

She goes to do it again when a strong hand grasps hers and she jumps, whipping towards the person. She meets Iida’s eyes and flushes, immediately averting her eyes.

“Kemuri, you shouldn’t hit yourself,” he says, dead serious. She gulps and he adds, “Or, should I say, please don’t hit yourself. It’s concerning me.”

“S-Sorry,” she mumbles, although her voice is squeaky. Another hard swallow. “Sorry, I…I’ll stop.”

He lowers her arm with her but doesn’t release her. He steps closer, leaning in as his lips purse lightly, studying her features. She flushes to her hair clip.

“What’s going on?”

“Um…”

Behind them, Midoriya’s phone plays a newscast, loud enough to catch their attention. “These newly licensed heroes in training are just the kind of fresh faces we can rely on. We eagerly await the day they can become full-fledged pro heroes so that hopefully we won’t see a repeat of the Deika City tragedy.”

“Deika…” Kemuri repeats, half to herself.

Right, that. It happened around the same time that Endeavour’s fight with High End occurred, albeit a few days after. She was a little hesitant to watch the news after everything that went down in the common room, and what’s more, she was so caught up in the preparation for joint training and Hagakure’s new costume and what-not that the tragedy never occupied much of her mind space. Now, it leaves her feeling guilty. There were innocent lives involved there.

“It’s been nine days since that disaster where twenty individuals pushed Deika to the brink of destruction in less than an hour,” the news anchor continues.

Iida nods, still eyeing Midoriya’s phone from where they stand. “They say the scope of the destruction was even greater than in the Kamino Incident, although casualties were fewer thanks to Deika’s remote location,” he says.

“Some see this planned attack as a deliberate attempt to shake society’s faith in pro heroes, but what are people on the street saying?”

Iida’s attention returns to Kemuri. She catches the gentle movement of his body as he turns back to her, even as she keeps staring idly at Midoriya’s phone as if she could read the news anchor’s words from the air.

“Is Deika upsetting you?” he asks, although his tone is skeptical.

“No,” she murmurs. “Best Jeanist…he’s missing.”

Iida’s eyes widen. “What? When did you find out?”

“Just this morning. Hero News app. I…I don’t think it’s being broadcasted on any major n-news sites.” She realizes he’s still holding her arm and maneuvers it away, bringing herself into a hug. She blinks hard. “He…I only saw him…I only saw him a little while ago. He…he seemed fine, so…so how…?”

“Hey.”

A shiver rolls up her spine at the growling voice behind her, yet she turns. Bakugo glares at her and she feels Iida stiffen at her side, inhaling like he’s about to shout.

“Don’t waste tears on him,” Bakugo snaps. “The fucker survived All for One. He wouldn’t die that easy.” He moves past her to his desk, still baring his teeth. “You’re acting like they announced his funeral date or some shit. Toughen the fuck up, Smokey.”

“Excuse me—” Iida starts.

Kemuri presses her hand to Iida’s chest. “No, it’s…it’s okay.” She wipes her eyes, hastily, and drops her voice to a whisper. “He’s right. I’m being silly.”

“I suppose he has a point,” Iida says. His hand chops a little. “I mean, not…like that. Not about you. Jeanist is only missing, so he can be found. Think of it that way.”

She inhales deeply, holds it for a second, and releases. “Yeah, that…that’s right. Thank you.”

Behind them, a few of their classmates burst out laughing and start chanting, “Can’tcha see? Can’tcha see? Can’tcha see?” They hold their eyes open with their fingertips, laughing through the words. Kemuri can’t help but smile a little at the sight. “Can’tcha See-Kun” became a bit of a meme after Endeavour’s fight with High End, becoming something quotable to say whenever the situation arises.

“Kemuri, can’tcha see?” Sero asks, leaning closer to her and Iida, eyes wide and unblinking. Behind him, Kaminari and Uraraka stare each other down, trying not to be the first one to blink.

Kemuri waves her hand in front of her face. “Not really.”

Sero snorts with laughter and Iida stifles a laugh into his fist. “Ahem…Kemuri, really, you joke about your situation too much,” Iida says.

She shrugs a little, fiddling with her braid. “I like being able to laugh about it, though. I’d…rather laugh with than be laughed at.”

“Oh,” he says. He flushes slightly, adjusting his glasses. “Well, in that case, joke away!”

“Alright, children, playtime’s over!”

The class goes silent and every eye turns to the door as it slides open.

“It might seem like the winds of good fortune are blowing our way, but if you stop and think about the flip side of all this, it’s actually coming from a sense of urgency! It’s a response to danger!”

Kemuri knows that voice and, judging by the excited looks of her classmates, they recognize it too. Mt. Lady struts through the door, golden curls shining. Behind her, Midnight enters, arms hooked behind her head, far more reserved than usual.

“These cheers for the conquering heroes are really prayers—a plea that we emerge victorious!” Mt. Lady says. “They’ve had enough of the showbiz side of heroism and want us to prove our worth for real now!”

“Mt Lady?!” Midoriya gawks.

Mineta lets out a shriek of terror and tumbles into Midoriya’s chest, trembling.

“She’s your guest lecturer, since you’ll have more media exposure going forward,” Aizawa says as he stumbles through the door, wearing his usual yellow sleeping bag, except now it’s got arms and legs that let him walk in it. “Midnight’s here too.”

“More exposure, my ass!” Bakugo growls, teeth still grinding.

“You’ll do better next time, dude!” Kirishima says, giving him a thumbs up.

“I get that I’m the wrong guy to point this out,” Mineta says, pointing at Mt. Lady, “but you’re the most showbiz person out of everyone!”

“Silence!” Mt. Lady says. She produces a card that reads “media” as she smirks. “Today, we’re talking about the media! As a rising star myself, I’m the perfect hero to teach you how to work it! C’mon, kids! Let’s do this with a plus ultra attitude! Hero interview training!”

Kemuri feels her heart drop into her stomach. Interviews? Like…in front of cameras? She was nervous enough at the Sports Festival until she got caught up in the games, but now…well, there’s no way to distract yourself from the eyes on you if it’s just you and tons of cameras.

Her heart goes wild with nerves and she gets so caught up in her thoughts that she hardly notices Hagakure dragging her out of her desk and joining the crowd of classmates heading out the door.

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Kemuri slaps her cheeks a few times, just trying to focus. She’s so out of it that she forgot her hero costume in the classroom, only saved the walk of shame back by Shoji, who grabbed it for her when he got his.

Now, they’re standing in front of a giant, makeshift stage on the athletic field where they did their first quirk assessment test. Todoroki is the first one up.

“Amazing work out there, Shoto!” Mt. Lady says, acting as the interviewer.

Todoroki glances at the microphone held before him. “Sorry, what are we talking about?”

“Pretend you just finished a mission and say, ‘Thanks!’”

“Thanks.”

Kemuri purses her lips against a tiny laugh. Standing beside her, Sero exhales and says, “So it begins.”

“Now tell us, Shoto, what sort of hero do you want to become?” Mt. Lady asks.

“The type…who can make everyone feel at ease when I show up,” Todoroki says.

“Fantastic! But…if a looker like you suddenly showed up, I think my heart would burst out of my chest!”

Todoroki’s expression shifts, finally, to concern. “Do you…have a heart condition?”

Mt. Lady blinks, stunned, and Kemuri hears some of her classmates stifling giggles. She can feel Shoji, standing directly behind her, vibrate as he chuckles to himself.

“Okay, moving on, how about your ultimate moves?” Mt. Lady asks.

Todoroki turns around, hops off the stage, and moves past his spectating classmates. As soon as he stops, he sweeps his right hand and a giant glacier fills most of the remaining space in the athletic field.

“Heaven-Piercing Ice Wall,” he says. “It’s good for crowd control, stopping villains in their tracks, and creating platforms. It has many uses.” He turns back to the stage. “I have another move called Flashfreeze Heatwave, which is a little rougher.”

“Huh?” Jiro asks. She leans closer to Sato, standing at her side. “What about the other move he used against class B?”

“Endeavour’s thing, right?” Sato asks.

“Flashfire Fist!” Hagakure says.

“That’s my dad’s move,” Todoroki says as he returns to the stairs. His breath frosts as he exhales. “I’m not at his level yet.”

He rejoins Mt. Lady on the stage and she switches from fake-interviewer mode to teaching mode. “It’s okay to have personal, touchy topics, but…if you’re trying to put people at ease, smiling would be a good start,” she says. “Flash some smiles and you’ll be a genuine lady-killer!”

Todoroki’s face darkens with horror. “My smile will kill women…?!”

“Alright, that’s enough,” Mt. Lady huffs, waving him back to the class.

Kemuri keeps her fingers firmly pressed over her lips, shaking her head gently. Oh, Todoroki, so intelligent and yet…not. Sero drops his head into his hand with another sigh.

“Are we supposed to showcase our moves during interviews?” Tokoyami asks. Koda nods in agreement.

“You sweet, naïve U.A kiddies…” Mt. Lady says as she moves to the edge of the stage and squats, gazing down at them. “It’s not like everyone in the world knows who you are already! Your ultimate moves symbolize you! It’s through those moves that people learn what you’re capable of.” She points out at them. “Then you can prepare for impromptu team-ups and combos and warn people of villains and crimes. This way, everyone trusts you enough to put their lives in your hands. Shouting out the names of your ultimate moves isn’t just for show—there’s plenty of meaning behind it.”

“A little while ago, she didn’t give a crap about anything except being on camera,” Mineta says.

“Maybe she’s maturing,” Nishimura suggests.

“She’s not the only one who's changed,” Aizawa says. “Every hero out there is being pulled up by the number one hero’s rising tide.”

“Alright, who’s next?” Mt. Lady calls. “All of you get to try this!”

Kemuri swallows hard and prays that she’ll start with volunteers.

Notes:

Once again, I disappeared for an indefinite amount of time, and once again I'm here to apologize for the wait. I ended up getting way more hours at work and exhaustion won over writing time more often than not.

But! I want to get the Christmas chapter out on or around Christmas, so I'm going to be putting the pedal to the metal for that! Stay tuned and thank you again for reading it <3

Chapter 195: Interviews and Announcements

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

What makes this whole situation so much worse is that it seems like every one of Kemuri’s classmates is better at this whole interview thing than she is. Mt. Lady calls them up, one by one, and each of them has the perfect soundbite to explain what makes them a great, reliable hero.

“I am the one who runs at a breakneck pace to inherit the mantle of my brother—Ingenium!” Iida says, hand in the air as he zooms onto the stage.

“Great!” Mt. Lady says. “I can really feel your sincerity!”

“I bring encyclopedic knowledge and a powerful memory to the table,” Yaoyorozu says, creating a metal bō staff from her arm.

“So confident! I’m reassured already!” Mt. Lady says.

“Nothing feels too weighty when I’m around!” Uraraka says as she floats into the air, bringing various items with her. She even does a few somersaults.

“Lightening the mood is a talent all of its own!”

“No glory awaits those who know not of darkness,” Tokoyami utters as Dark Shadow poses behind him.

“Loving those vibes! Good stuff!”

“No blood’s gonna be shed behind this wall!” Kirishima says as he shows off his Unbreakable mode.

“Get it done, boss!”

“I’m a versatile samurai who follows a code of honour!” Nishimura says as he shifts his arms and legs into multiple fancy weapons, being sure to flash a few smiles.

“Ooo, dreamy and talented! We love to see it!”

Ojiro talks about his tail dance moves, doing a quick martial arts demo onstage. Mina demonstrates the many uses of her acid. Kaminari discharges some energy and cracks a few one-liners. Shoji shows off his Octoblow and Hagakure demonstrates the uses of her costume and her Light Refraction.

Then, to Kemuri’s horror, Mt. Lady calls her up and she has no choice but to go.

“So, you go by Smokey Eye, huh?” Mt. Lady asks, not giving Kemuri a chance to adjust. “You were amazing out there!”

Kemuri swallows hard. “Um…t-thank you.”

“You’re new to the hero scene and we’re dying to know, what can we expect going forward?”

Kemuri wishes she could come up with something on the spot. She wishes she could be like the rest of her classmates and come off as confident and reassuring, but she just stands mutely and stares at the microphone, spiralling further and further into a panic.

She can’t even imagine what she’d say in a situation like this. This would be eons simpler even if she were going off of an exercise she did earlier, like if they were reporting about a fake rescue exercise.

Mt. Lady brings the mic down, tilting her head. “Alright, usually there’s a conversation in an interview.”

Kemuri immediately bows her head, flushing. “I’m sorry, I…I’m just nervous.”

“Nerves happen, but it’s not reassuring,” Mt. Lady says. Kemuri straightens and she continues, “How about we go back to something easier to get you ready? What kind of hero do you want to be, Smokey Eye? How can your quirk be useful to the public?”

Oh, this is something Kemuri can answer. It’s like the lock in her brain clicks open and she perks up. “I want to protect people! Not…not just civilians, but other heroes too. I’m not the strongest at fighting villains,” she admits, “but my quirk is good for distraction.”

“Oo, now that’s interesting. Elaborate.”

Kemuri reaches her hand out and releases some smoke, letting it flow off her palm. “I use my quirk to enhance my spatial awareness. Nothing can catch me off guard when I’m surrounded by it, so I’m always ready to watch another’s back. When I’m around, heroes can focus on villains, and I’ll take care of the rest.”

She stops, realizing what she said. That…wasn’t a bad soundbite, right? She glances out at her classmates to find that Shoji and Sero are giving her a thumbs up, Sero with a giant grin on his face. She doesn’t get the chance to look for her other friends before Mt. Lady chuckles and brings her attention back to her.

“There’s that fire we were missing,” she says. “The only thing I’d change is to avoid talking about your weaknesses, at least at the start of your career. When you’re a newbie, you have to do everything you can to assure the public that you’re up for the challenge of heroing.” She smiles, resting one hand on her hip. “Got it?”

“Y-Yeah.”

“Now why not show off a special move before I let you go?”

Again, Kemuri freezes for a moment. Which special move can she show off on such short notice? None of them seem flashy enough. Still, she has her classmates, and they can help out.

“Alright, but I’ll need some help from you guys,” she says, turning to her classmates as she walks off the stage to the open space near it. “All I need is for some of you to throw stuff at me. Quirk-related or not.”

Her classmates obey, some stooping to pick up stones from the ground, others readying their quirks. In a split second, rocks, tape, acid, and sticky balls fly at her, and Kemuri braces herself. She takes herself back to the licensing exam, to all the training she’s done, and exhales.

“Geyser Bomb!”

Steam explodes from every pore, bursting out of her, and every projectile gets launched in the other direction. Mina’s acid dissipates into harmless droplets that splatter around her feet. Kemuri takes a moment to recover, grabbing a water bottle from her belt and taking a long swig. Her head stops pounding.

“I like using Geyser Bomb when I’m surrounded,” Kemuri explains. “It’s…” She waves her hand a bit, searching for the right words. “I guess it’s the move that pushes me as far as I can go.”

“Very nice! Thanks so much for your time,” Mt. Lady says. “Alright, who’s next?”

Kemuri returns to her classmates and Mt. Lady calls up the next interviewee. Shoji pats her shoulder, murmuring that she did a good job, and she lets out a long sigh of relief.

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The next few days pass by quickly. With winter break approaching swiftly, class A throws themselves into studying, although excitement about Christmas helps keep them going.

On the last day before the break, Aizawa calls the class to attention.

“I have a few announcements,” he says. “First, I have been informed that all students will be required to stay at the dorms over the break. However, you will be allowed to go home for New Year's Eve to see your families.”

There are a few mutters, some of disappointment, others of resigned understanding. With Deika, Endeavour’s fight with High End, Best Jeanist going missing, and other villain attacks, they have to ere on the side of caution. Still, Kemuri is glad to know that she’ll be able to see her parents before the New Year begins.

“Second…” Aizawa says, bringing the chatter back down to zero. “The Heroes Public Safety Commission is requesting that all hero students participate in practical field testing. In other words…” He pauses, blinking once, slowly, as if bracing himself. “All of you will be joining in for the second round of work studies.”

Pandemonium erupts.

“Wait, seriously?!”

“All of us! That’s awesome!”

“I can’t believe it!”

“Alright, calm down,” Aizawa utters, his hair rising into the air as everyone settles. “For those of you who already took part in work studies, you’re welcome to return to those heroes if they’ll have you. For the rest of you, U.A will introduce you to pros based on how well they can help you improve. If you would like to request a certain pro, it must go through the school first.”

The bell rings, but no one moves. Aizawa eyes the clock, sighs, and steps out from behind the podium.

“I want all of you to give this some thought and submit your intentions before New Year’s Eve. That’ll be all. You’re dismissed.”

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Kemuri lets the buzz of her classmates’ excitement wash over her, her mind somewhere far away. With the announcement of the work studies, she’s coming to realize that that means she’ll (hopefully) be able to work with Edgeshot.

Which, if she’s being honest, still feels like a fever dream she had.

“So, Kemuri,” Sero says, hopping over the back of the couch to sit next to her. “You’re going with Edgeshot, I’m guessing?”

She nods. “If he still wants me.”

“Of course he will! Have some confidence,” Sero says. He looks out at their classmates and his smile falls a little. “I’m gonna see if Kamui will take me again but, being totally honest, I’ll miss having you around.”

She flushes and waves her hand a bit. “O-Oh, it…it’ll be fine. I’m sure once you’re working you won’t even notice.”

“Mm…dunno, what am I supposed to do without our witty banter?” He cracks a smirk and she laughs into her palm.

Although, now that he mentions it, she’ll miss him too. Their first internship was so much fun and she can only imagine how that could increase with a real work study. They’d have to be far more professional but, nonetheless…

“Why not invite someone else from the class?” she suggests. “Like…if someone doesn’t have a hero they can go back to...”

“Hey, that’s a great idea!” He glances over his shoulder, eyebrows lifting. “I think I’ve already got someone in mind. I’d just have to ask Kamui if he’s okay with it.”

Kemuri smiles, bumping her shoulder to his. “That…that’s awesome, Sero. I’m glad!”

“Thanks!” He slumps back against the cushions and stretches his arms to the ceiling, eyes screwing shut as he does so. He releases himself with a sigh, folding his hands over his stomach and staring at the ceiling. “Man, we’re gonna be busy, huh?”

“It seems like we always are,” she says.

“True. I—”

“Sero! Oh, and Kemuri!”

They both look up as Mina appears before them, eyes bright, nearly vibrating in place. Sero sits up.

“Hey, Ashido,” he says. “What’s up?”

“You’re not doing anything for Christmas Eve, right?”

Kemuri nearly chokes on her breath, immediately looking at Sero to gauge his reaction.

Sero’s eyes widen, cheeks turning faintly pink. “Uh…h-huh? What?” Mina tilts her head and he clears his throat. “No. Why?”

“I’ve got this awesome idea!” she squeals. “Okay, so, we’re all like horribly single, right? I was thinking that we could have group dates on Christmas Eve!” She sighs, clasping her hands together as she swoons. “Then we won’t be alone on one of the most romantic days of the year…”

“Isn’t…isn’t Christmas Eve for…established couples?” Kemuri squeaks.

“Well, yeah, but it’s not like we’ll be able to go anywhere,” Mina says. “It’s all in good fun, Kemuri!”

“R-Right…”

“So?” Mina asks, fluttering her eyelashes. “You in?”

“It sounds fun,” Sero says. “Are you setting up the groups?”

“Totally! I’ve already got a few in mind!” She giggles. “You guys won’t regret this! Trust me!”

She runs off before they can say another word. They turn to each other, still a little stunned, and Sero sputters out a laugh. He clutches his chest as he leans forward, propping his elbows on his knees.

“For a second there, I thought she was asking me out,” he admits.

“Would that have been so bad?” Kemuri asks. She smiles a little bit, reaching over to poke him lightly in the ribs. “Mina’s cute, isn’t she?”

He bats her hand away, laughing again. “She is, but she’s just a friend.” He rubs his chin. “Although now I’m curious what groups she’s going to come up with.”

“I’m just going to let myself be surprised.”

There’s really no use getting worked up about it.

Notes:

I'm hoping to get the Christmas Eve chapter and the Christmas chapter up on the days of, so stay tuned and pray that my muse sticks around!

Chapter 196: A Christmas Eve Well Spent

Summary:

In which class A celebrates Christmas Eve.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“What do you mean, you’re not gonna be there?!” Mina exclaims.

Hagakure raises her sleeves in defence. “I’m sorry! Mashirao and I made plans!”

Mina flops onto her bed and groans. “Dang it…”

Great, just great! Mina thinks. Without Hagakure and Ojiro, she’s down two people for one of the groups. She’ll have to do some switching around, but hey, at least Hagakure told her this before Christmas Eve actually rolled around.

“Mina? You scare me when you get all quiet,” Hagakure says.

“I’ve gotta move groups around,” Mina says as she sits up, puffing out her cheeks. “There aren’t enough girls in our class.”

“Why not ask some from class B? Maybe they want to join in?”

Mina gasps as her eyes start to sparkle. “Oh…oh, that’s genius! Okay, I’ve got work to do!” She launches to her feet, then points at Hagakure. “Want to help?”

“Um, in the name of love? Always.”

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Kemuri heads downstairs to meet up with Shoji and Tokoyami. She sees them waiting by the dining area and, thankfully, they’re dressed casually. She spent far too long worrying about what to wear.

“Still waiting?” she asks as she approaches.

“It seems Ashido is wanting a reveal,” Tokoyami states. He sighs. “This is truly dramatic.”

“We’re just spending time with friends, and Ashido is having fun with it,” Shoji says. “It’s not that bad.” He turns to Kemuri as his eyes crease with a smile. “Ojiro and Hagakure are off on their own, I’m guessing?”

“You guessed correctly,” Kemuri says. “I—”

She chokes a little, words clogging in her throat, because at that moment Mina rounds the corner of the common area, skipping and grinning like this is the greatest day of her life. Behind her is Midoriya, Uraraka, Tsuyu, Todoroki, Yaoyorozu, and…

She thought this was coming, but she didn’t allow herself to believe it until she saw it for real.

“Ah, hello! Is it just you three?” Iida asks, waving to them as they approach.

“We’re just waiting on one more,” Mina says with a wink. “She should be here soon.” She turns on her heel and hurries away. “Don’t have too much fun!”

For a second, both groups stand in silence.

“So, uh…merry Christmas Eve?” Midoriya asks.

“Yes!” Yaoyorozu says, clasping her hands together. “Merry Christmas Eve!” She looks around at everyone and smiles softly. “We’re all friends here, everyone! There’s no need to be so nervous. Personally, I’ve never gone out on Christmas Eve and I think this will be a wonderful experience!”

“I agree!” Iida says. “Once our last group member arrives, we can truly enjoy our evening.”

“Okay, but who—” Kemuri starts.

The front door bursts open and in stumbles Setsuna Tokage, brushing snow out of her hair as she goes. She shivers a bit as she kicks the door shut behind her, already shrugging out of her coat.

“Phew!” she says. “Sorry, I’m late! Lost track of time!” She kicks off her shoes and hurries to the group, still grinning. She rests her hands on her hips. “Oh, dang, am I the only class B kid here? Sweet!”

Kemuri slowly looks at Shoji to find that he’s already looking at her. Kemuri stifles a giggle behind her fingers as Shoji’s cheeks turn faintly pink.

“Oh, no worries at all,” Iida says. “We were just waiting. Now that you’re here, we can come up with something to do.”

“I mean, it’s a nice night,” Uraraka pipes up. “Want to go for a walk?”

“That sounds good,” Todoroki says.

“A walk it is, then!”

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“Bakugo, she said she’s sorry,” Kirishima pleads. “Come on, man.”

Bakugo keeps his arms firmly crossed over his chest, eyebrows furrowed. Kirishima, sitting next to him, sighs and reaches over to pat his shoulder. Bakugo’s lip lifts a bit, then drops, like a chihuahua who's decided he isn’t going to bite your hand off—or at least, not right away.

Kirishima finds times like these the strangest, times when he’s in a group of people and, yet, it’s like Bakugo is the only person in the room. The others in their group, a rather strange mishmash of class A and B, chat over a game of Monopoly and Kirishima doesn’t hear a word they’re saying.

“We can go hiking next year,” he says. “We can’t help it that U.A wants us to stay close. It’s okay to be disappointed.”

Bakugo huffs. “I’m not fucking disappointed.”

It’s also times like this when Kirishima is the most annoyed at Bakugo. He sighs and leans a little closer to him, keeping his voice low. “I was excited too. Maybe we can do something else.”

Bakugo stays quiet for a few seconds, then turns to look Kirishima in the eye, still frowning. “What are you doing for New Year’s Eve?”

Kirishima blinks. “Oh, nothing really. Just going home to see my parents, like everyone else.” He tilts his head. “Why?”

“My mom and dad want you to come over again.” His voice is grumbly, but there’s a softer edge to it that warms Kirishima’s heart. “They haven’t shut up about you since that first time.”

The first time, right. Kirishima smiles at the thought of it. Mitsuki and Masaru offered to drive him and Bakugo to the airport for their trip to I-Island, which also ended up being their first official meeting with Kirishima. Meeting them, Kirishima suddenly understood a lot more about why Bakugo is…well, Bakugo.

“Aw, that’s sweet,” he says. “Would we be allowed?”

“I’ll ask for special permission or something,” Bakugo huffs. “I mean, it can’t be that big of a fucking deal if you visit for a bit.”

Kirishima wonders if it’s a trick of the light that Bakugo seems flushed, and decides it must be. He grins and bumps his shoulder to Bakugo’s. “Alright, it’s a date!”

Oh, yeah, definitely a trick of the light.

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Akio is starting to wonder if maybe he shouldn’t have agreed to this. At the same time, he’s always happy to spend more time with his friends, and especially those in class B, but there’s a tension in the group that won’t go away.

For one, Koda is very obviously uncomfortable with the number of people around him and Akio isn’t sure how to help him escape without being too obvious. If he knows his buddy, it’s that he’d be way happier just sitting in his room reading a book and cuddling his bunny.

Kimori keeps looking around and asking if Tokoyami’s joining them, only serving to make Kuroiro’s unhappiness grow deeper—despite him also expressing his desire to interact with Tokoyami. It seems he’s only okay with Tokoyami being mentioned if Kimori isn’t the one doing it.

Akio’s seen this a hundred times before. Maybe he can find a way to get him and Kimori alone and sharing some special time.

At least Sato and Aoyama have started prepping Christmas cookies, plus Tsunotori is bubbly and eager to “get this partying started,” which seems to make Kamakiri a little less broody. Ino and Yanagi just seem like they’d rather be off on their own, with the way they keep sharing long glances at one another.

Akio is going to make the most of this evening though. He has the pleasure of hanging out with some pretty awesome people.

“I’m gonna make this one look funny!” Tsunotori says as she tries to draw an icing face onto a gingerbread man. Beside her, Kamakiri hunches over his own cookie, cutting it into a different shape with laser-focus.

“What are you doing?” Yanagi asks as she tries to peek over his shoulder.

“What does it look like? It’s a ladybug,” Kamakiri says, a slight edge to his voice as his brows furrow.

“Ah, yes, I can sort of see it,” Ino agrees, peeking over his other shoulder. “Perhaps it will look better with icing.”

“Would you two bug off?!” he snaps. “I can’t focus!”

“Oooo, scary,” Yanagi deadpans, making Ino snicker.

Akio feels someone nudge him and turns to look at him, meeting Aoyama’s eyes. “He is like Bakugo, non?” he asks. “But less…destructive.”

“Just wait until you spar with him,” Akio retorts, bumping their shoulders together and flashing a smile. “He’s vicious.”

“Sounds absolutely terrifying!”

“Guys, maybe…leave him to his creation,” Kuroiro says.

Kimori giggles as she hops over to Kamakiri, absolutely dwarfed by his tall stature. “But he’s so fun to tease,” she says, patting his arm. “Can you blame them?”

“I hate all of you,” Kamakiri mutters as he starts painting on red icing.

Laughter fills the air again and, in the commotion, no one seems to notice that Koda has disappeared.

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Outside, Koda sucks in a deep breath of cold winter air. He glances back at the dorm as his lips purse, shoulders slumping. Maybe he should go back in and try to be social, but just the idea of it makes his stomach turn.

If it was just Sato, Nishimura, and Aoyama, it’d be different.

He tugs his scarf tighter around his neck and starts walking, tucking his hands in his pockets. There’s light snow falling and he can hear faint voices echoing in the distance. He smiles to himself. Winter really is wonderful. Everything is so peaceful and, better yet, there aren’t any bugs around.

“Oh, hello.”

He stops short, right before running straight into Ibara Shiozaki. She gazes at him for a few seconds, no sign of a smile on her lips, and his face warms. Uh oh.

“A-Ah…” he squeaks.

“You’re…Koji Koda,” she says. “You opposed me in the joint training exercise.”

This time, the heat in his face is from shame. Joint training was not his best work and he would hardly call himself an opposition to anyone. Still, he nods as he taps his fingers together, eyes on the ground.

Shiozaki stays right where she is, tilting her chin up to look at the sky. Koda dares another look at her, at how, with her green eyes and vine-like hair, she’s like the last little bit of living greenery in a dead, white world.

What is she doing out here, alone, like him? She must have friends she would rather be spending time with.

“So…” he starts, and she looks at him again. He clears his throat. “Are you…enjoying your walk?”

“I suppose,” she says. “In truth, most of my friends are spending time in one another’s company, and I felt rather alone. I thought a walk would clear my head and help me remember what is truly important about this season: God’s gift of his son.”

He nods and they drift into silence again. Shiozaki takes a deep breath, eyes fluttering closed. Koda keeps standing there, trapped or entranced or something else he doesn’t understand.

“Would you like to walk with me?” she asks, rather suddenly. His eyes widen and she bows her head. “It would be nice to have company.”

Again, all he can do is nod, and she joins him at his side. They walk off together, silently enjoying the drifting snowfall.

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Tokoyami really wishes that Tsuyu would have spoken her disagreements before the group left on their winter walk because now, he’s stuck at the back of the group with a half-asleep girl hanging on his arm.

Not that he minds terribly, as she’s obviously just struggling with the cold and didn’t want to ruin everyone else’s excitement at exploring the campus.

“Ribbit…” she mumbles, eyes drooping even lower with every passing second.

Tokoyami eyes her, then the others. Despite it being a “group” activity, people have paired off. Midoriya and Uraraka throw snow at each other, screaming and laughing and running around like a pair of kindergartners. Nearby, Todoroki and Yaoyorozu seem like their parents, watching them roughhouse with faint amusement, with an occasional comment from Yaoyorozu about “being careful around the icy patches.”

Iida, for once, doesn’t seem to be policing everyone else’s enjoyment, as he’s adamantly focused on talking to Kemuri about the class-wide Christmas party tomorrow and the upcoming internships.

Then there’s Tokage, eager to show off her quirk to Shoji, dark green eyes alight with mischief. Shoji watches with apparent interest as she detaches one of her hands and floats it over to a snowy tree branch. She grips it, waiting for the moment when Todoroki and Yaoyorozu walk under, then gives it a hard shake.

Yaoyorozu yelps as the pile of snow drops onto her head while Todoroki just startles in place, blinking as snow covers his hair. Tokage busts out laughing and Shoji’s hand covers his mask, shoulders quivering with amusement.

“Oh, you…you…” Yaoyorozu pouts her lips, trying to look stern, but she’s already starting to giggle. She shivers and brushes the flakes off her hair. “It went down my coat!”

The snow still covering Todoroki slowly starts to melt as bits of fire lick at his cheek, but all it does is soak his hair into a mop. Yaoyorozu takes one look at him and loses whatever composure she had left, mitten clapped to her mouth and eyes squeezed shut.

“What’s wrong?” Todoroki asks, shaking his head to dislodge the water.

“Nothing!” she insists, fanning her face. “Nothing at all, Todoroki. You’re just…all wet.”

Again, he blinks. “I’ll be dry soon.” He steps closer to her, reaching his hand out. “I can dry you off too. Hold still.”

A tiny, croaking yawn brings Tokoyami back to his walking partner. Tsuyu’s head drops to his shoulder, her feet dragging, and he stops walking. She jerks and blinks again, slowly.

“Mm?” she mumbles.

“If you are too cold, we can return to the dorms,” he offers. “I’m sure the others would understand.”

She looks out at the others, then shakes her head. “No, they’re having fun. I—” Another yawn. “—want to be a part of it.”

Tokoyami gazes down at her for another second before sighing. He steps aside and unravels his scarf: a rather large and bulky one that his mother got for him a few years ago. She always worries that he isn’t warm enough.

“Here,” he says.

He reaches over her head, tucking the scarf around her neck, and starts bundling her in it. She’s already wearing a hat, coat, gloves, and boots, but if she needs more, he’ll provide it.

“Getting awfully close there, Fumi,” Dark Shadow coos in the back of his head.

Tokoyami stops short, face getting hot beneath his feathers. She is close, close enough that he can see the snowflakes trapped on her eyelashes and in her hair, and the rosiness of the cold against her cheeks.

He swallows and shakes his head, wrapping the scarf the rest of the way around her and tucking it against her chin. Her eyes flutter open to meet his and she smiles softly in that gentle, unassuming way that reminds him of how hard this girl can fight when she tries.

“Thank you, Tokoyami,” she says.

“It’s no problem,” he returns. “Are you feeling warmer?”

“Mhm, ribbit,” she says, nodding as she nuzzles into the wool, closing her eyes again.

“Cute,” he thinks, at the same time that Dark Shadow says it inside his head.

His face burns and he looks up, searching for a distraction, only to find that they’re almost alone. The others are far ahead, their voices only an echo in the wind. He watches them for a few seconds, feathers puffing before he turns back to Tsuyu.

“I’m a little cold myself,” he says. “How about we return to the dorms for some hot apple cider?”

It’s his favourite Christmas drink. He recalls Sato saying he would be making some tonight, and he hopes that there will be some waiting when they return. He also hopes that she likes it too.

“That sounds good,” she says.

As they turn to go back, she moves close to his side, dozing off again, and all he can do is smile softly to himself and keep supporting her.

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“Edegshot wants me back for the internship.”

Iida peeks at Kemuri’s phone, and the email she’s reading, over her shoulder as they walk. “Of course, he does!” he says. “Still, I think congratulations are in order.”

She breathes a long sigh of relief. “Thank you…” She lets out a nervous laugh. “Honestly, I was still pretty worried it was a one-time thing and that I blew it.”

“Oh, hardly,” he insists, shaking his head. He swipes his hand forward. “This will be a rewarding experience and I’m very pleased for you.”

She puts her phone away, gripping his arm a little tighter as she looks up at him. “What about you?” She pouts a little in thought. “Has someone else been running Idaten since Tensei…retired?”

“Actually, Tensei still does office work at Idaten, but the team of sidekicks handles the hero work. I believe my father and mother still help too,” he says. Iida lifts his chin. “However, I do not want to rely on my family agency, plus I feel that I wouldn’t learn anything truly valuable.”

“Do you have a plan then?”

“Indeed!” His expression falls and he bows his head. “I’ll be returning to work with Manual.”

Kemuri stops short, getting tugged forward another step before Iida stops too. He turns to look at her and she bites her lip. Her hand clenches into a fist at her side.

“Like…in Hosu,” she says dumbly, like she doesn’t know where Manual’s agency is, like she doesn’t know what that means for him. “Are you…okay with that?”

“I have had my therapy sessions,” he reminds her. She averts her gaze and he steps closer to her, leaning down to try and meet her eyes. “I will admit, it will be difficult, but I owe it to Manual to be a better intern than I was last time. I have been given a second chance and I want to take it.”

She isn’t sure whether it’s a good time to joke, but it slips out anyway. “At least…there won’t be a Hero Killer to run off and beat up this time, right?” When he blinks at her for a second too long, she winces and adds, “Sorry, sorry, too soon.”

He chuckles lightly. “No, you’re right. That threat is absent this time around.”

There’s a scream from nearby and they both look up just in time to see Midoriya and Uraraka tumble into a snowbank. Before Iida can open his mouth, they’re back up, giggling and brushing snow from their clothing.

“Be careful, you two!” Iida shouts.

“We are!” they return.

Kemuri giggles softly. “They’re fine,” she agrees. Iida keeps watching them and she tugs his arm, bringing his attention back to her. “So…what do you want to learn from Manual this time around?”

“Oh, a lot! First…”

She smiles as he talks, hand chopping at the cold winter air.

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“Ooo, I love snow! Did you know that every snowflake is special? Ino told me that! They’re just like people.”

Mineta smiles to himself as Yo lifts her gloved hands to the sky, trying to catch one of the millions of flakes drifting down to earth. She keeps clasping her hands together, then peeking at her palms to see if there’s a flake she can make out. So far, there hasn’t been, and she huffs a little before going right back to work.

“Um, Yo?”

“Got it! Minny, get the magnifying glass!”

She turns to him as he digs out the tool and she kneels, holding her hand out to him. He holds up the magnifying glass and they both lean in, staring down at the snowflake. He’s keenly aware of her cheek pressed to his, icy and warm all at the same time, and she gasps.

“Look at it,” she breathes. “Isn’t it pretty? So small and yet so detailed, so unique…” Another gasp, eyes widening. “Like you!”

Mineta laughs a little. “So I’m small?”

“You know that I like that you’re small.” She looks at him, noses brushing, and her eyes close with her smile. “My short king!”

She giggles and he just keeps staring at her, the snowflake forgotten between them. He leans in and gives her a quick kiss on the nose, and she blinks at him.

“You missed,” she says before pressing her lips to his.

He gets all tingly, from his scalp down to his toes, and he isn’t sure he’ll ever get sick of feeling like this. She pulls away, stealing another kiss from the corner of his mouth, then launches back to her feet as she grabs his hand.

“Come on!” she insists. “The snow’s perfect for building snowmen.”

He lets her drag him away, happy to do whatever her heart desires.

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Awase slowly parts the curtains of 1-B Heights Alliance to find that their front yard is full of miniature snowmen. She presses his cheek to the window, trying to see the scope of the madness, but his breath fogs the glass.

“Uh, Kaibara?” he asks.

Kaibara appears behind him, peering over his spiky black hair. “Yeah?”

“There’s an army of tiny snowmen in our front yard.”

He eyes them, eyebrow lifting. “Who do you think it was?”

“Probably Yo.”

“You think?”

Awase unlocks the latch and pushes it open. A faint voice pours in.

“Defend the castle! Do not let a single snowflake past the barrier!” a girl’s voice shouts.

“TAKE THAT! AND THAT!” another slightly lisped voice adds.

There’s the sound of snow exploding into powder. Awase and Kaibara share a look.

“Yeah, definitely Yo,” Kaibara says.

“Guys, the movie’s starting!” Kendo calls from behind them.

They turn around just in time to see Tetsutetsu grab her from behind and drag her onto the couch with a yelp. She raps her knuckles against his forehead as he laughs, burly arms still secured firmly around her middle. Near them, Kodai eats popcorn and acts as if she doesn’t see what’s going on.

Awase closes the curtains as Kaibara hurries to join the others.

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Hagakure and Ojiro emerge from the elevator, brought out of their movies and cuddle session by the smell of Christmas baking. On their way to the kitchen, though, they find Tokoyami laying on the couch with Tsuyu cuddled against his chest, snoozing. Two mugs, one only a third full, sit abandoned on the coffee table.

Hagakure giggles, releasing Ojiro’s hand as she skips over to Tokoyami. He notices her coming and his eyes widen, arms curling protectively around Tsuyu.

“Oo, what’s going on here?” Hagakure coos.

“Disturb her rest and you will regret it,” Tokoyami utters, dead serious.

Ojiro joins them, eyes skipping between them. “So…did the group date thing go well?”

“I’m assuming it is, as the others are still on it. Asui does not handle the cold well,” Tokoyami says. Tsuyu ribbits softly in her sleep and nuzzles against his collarbone, forcing Hagakure to stifle a laugh into her hand. Tokoyami sighs. “How is your evening going?”

“Amazing!” Hagakure says. “We’re watching all the classic Christmas movies.”

“Well, maybe not all of them. We shouldn’t stay up too late,” Ojiro adds. He smiles at Hagakure and adds, “But we’re having fun.”

“I am glad to hear that,” Tokoyami says. He motions his head towards the kitchen. “Sato and others made cookies. Do not touch the ladybugs. Kamakiri is very protective of them.”

“Thanks for the heads up, Toko!” Hagakure says. “Enjoy your snuggles!”

“I am not—” Tokoyami starts, but Hagakure has already left. He looks up at Ojiro and adds, half-heartedly. “I did not mean for this to occur.”

“It happens. Embrace it.” Ojiro smiles softly as he observes for another second. “It’s…pretty cute.”

“If it weren’t for my desire for her to remain asleep, I would make you eat those words,” Tokoyami threatens, but once again, he’s left on his own as Ojiro walks off, chuckling to himself.

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Sato wakes slowly. The common room is dark save for the flickering light of the Christmas movie on TV. He glances around as he sits up, stretching the stiffness from his neck and shoulders. Nishimura has his head tilted back against the back of the couch, snoring softly, and Aoyama uses his lap as a pillow.

The class B students have left, although when Sato checks the cross-class group chat, there’s a message from Tsunotori thanking them for the fun evening. Sato yawns and he gets to his feet, cracking his neck. He grabs a blanket from the back of the couch and tucks it over Aoyama before heading to the kitchen. There’s still fried chicken from dinner left out so he sets about putting it away.

The front door opens and Koda slips inside, making Sato look up from the fridge. He smiles.

“Hey!” he says. “Where’d you go off to?”

Koda changes into his slippers and heads over, a smile on his face. “Just for a walk,” he says.

Sato raises an eyebrow. “And…did anything happen? You seem happy.”

Koda sits down at the nearest table and props his head on his hands. He gazes at the wall, the smile staying on his face, cheeks rosy.

“I’m…gonna plant a garden in the spring,” he whispers. “She likes gardens.”

“She?” Sato repeats. He’s not one for gossip, but… “Koda, did you…?” Koda squeaks and hides his face in his hands. Sato grins. “Okay, tell me everything.”

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Mina yawns and pushes herself off the movie-watching nest on Kirishima’s floor. She rolls over, groping for her phone as quietly as she can. The credits roll on Kirishima’s laptop screen, the sound of quiet breathing mingling with the fading music. Mina winces as she turns her phone on, immediately going to the girls’ group chat.

There are a few new messages. Yaoyorozu sent a selfie of her and Todoroki, although it looks a little blurry and Todoroki seems adorably confused as to what’s going on. Hagakure also sent a photo, although it’s of Tsuyu and Tokoyami on the couch, sleeping.

Mina grins and sits up, rapidly typing her excitement at a Christmas Eve well spent. Mission accomplished! Although, she didn’t expect some of the pairings that arose.

“Ashido?”

She looks down at where Sero lays next to her, one eye cracked open, and he smiles when she looks at him.

“Yeah?” she asks, making sure to keep her voice low. She isn’t about to disturb the four other sleeping people in the room.

“You okay?”

“Why wouldn’t I be?”

Sero sits up, stretching a bit before sitting back on his hands. “Ah, you just seemed so involved in making sure everyone else had a good time. I wanted to make sure you had fun too.”

She blinks a few times, then laughs. “Oh…I guess I wasn’t really thinking of myself.” She eyes Kaminari and Jiro (who are totally cuddling and she will never let Jiro forget this) and Kirishima and Bakugo (she sees the way their hands brush even with the inch of space between them). “At least they seem happy.” Her cheeks flush and she adds, “And you, of course. I never have to worry about you seeming happy.”

“Only seeming?” he repeats, suddenly very serious. Her eyes widen as he holds the death glare for a solid second before it cracks. “You’re right. This was nice.”

“Even if it’s what we always do?”

“I got to spend time with you guys. That’s enough for me,” he says with a shrug. “I just have to make sure you’re looking out for yourself too.”

She stares at him, taking in the way the laptop screen casts shadows over his angular face. She reaches out and cups his cheek, immediately making his face slacken with shock.

“Um…Mina?” he asks.

She giggles and pats his cheek, once, twice, a third time. “I don’t have to,” she says. “I’ve got you.”

Before she pulls her hand away, he places his own over top, eyes closing as he takes a deep breath. “You’ve always got me,” he repeats.

Mina bites her lip gently against another stupid smile. A Christmas Eve well spent indeed.

Notes:

I know, I know, this is late. I worked every day after Christmas and it really cut into my writing time. Thankfully, though, the Christmas chapter should be out tomorrow (if motivation sticks around).

Also, Happy New Year! We survived 2020 and let's hope 2021 is a little less terrible.

Chapter 197: Mistletoe Mishap

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The morning of December 25th, no one in class A sleeps in for too long. There’s too much to do and too much fun to be had. Iida and Yaoyorozu already have the plans for the day plotted out and they’re going to enjoy it as much as possible.

With school taking up so much time, decorations were more of an afterthought than anything, but now the common room is full of tinsel and candy canes and holly and, of course, a giant, twinkling Christmas tree full of lights and ornaments.

Kemuri hurries to get dressed, buzzing with excitement. Yaoyorozu made Santa-inspired outfits for everyone and Kemuri’s favourite part is the custom Santa hat. It’s a normal hat in every way except for the pom-pom on the end, which is shaped like a rose. She likes it, considering she can’t wear her usual rose today since she’ll be wearing the hat instead.

Dressed and ready to go, she grabs her present. No one could go shopping this year because of restrictions, so instead the class decided to do a re-gifting exchange. Everyone picks something that they want to give away, wraps it up, and then they’ll be exchanging it later.

After some deliberation, Kemuri chose her Midnight figure. It’s a common variant so, if she misses it, she can always go buy a new one. If anything, she can also track down her gift receiver at the end of the night if they want to trade it for something else.

She grabs her gift, adjusts her hat, and hurries downstairs.

At a glance, it looks like the party is already in full swing, but really, it’s just the prep; gathering ingredients, setting out every couch in a giant half-circle in the middle of the room and pushing all the coffee tables together into a giant feast table, getting extra tables for the fondue fountain (again, thank you, Yaoyorozu), drinks, and other snacks. Nishimura and Sato rule the kitchen, preparing the ingredients that Lunch Rush sent over for their Christmas feast, and others gather plates and cups and cutlery.

Kemuri heads to the tree to place her gift, although she isn’t sure what she’ll help with after.

“Let me take that off your hands!”

Kemuri looks up as a gloved hand reaches into her line of sight, but the voice alone tells her who it is. She smiles as she sets the gift in his hand and straightens up.

“Thank you, Tenya,” she says. “Merry Christmas.”

“Merry Christmas to you too!” Iida says. He swings a giant sack off his shoulder and tucks Kemuri’s gift inside. “That should be almost everyone!”

He put it back over his shoulder and Kemuri asks, “Why not keep them under the tree?”

“I’m Santa for the day and, this way, not only am I playing my role but no one will be tempted to peek at the gifts before it is time!”

“Oh, got it.”

She folds her hands behind her back and peers around him, trying to see what his hat has for a pom-pom. He blinks in confusion and turns too, searching behind him.

“What? What is it?” he asks.

An exhaust pipe, she finds. Cute.

“Just admiring your hat,” she admits.

“I see! You had me for a second there,” he says with a laugh. He adjusts the gift sack. “If you’re not busy, perhaps you can help me find a good place to stash this until later.”

She nods her agreement and they head off, searching around the common area for a good spot to put it. Iida mutters to himself, although his muttering is a lot louder and more intelligible than Midoriya. Kemuri listens to him talk to himself and doesn’t feel the need to offer interjections.

Eventually, they tuck the sack under the stairs leading to the dorm room floors. Iida steps back and rests his hands on his hips for a second before he starts chopping one hand.

“Perfect! I’ll retrieve it later!” he says. “I—”

He stops, his eyes travelling upwards, and Kemuri follows with her own gaze. Dangling above them on a makeshift fishing pole is a tiny bundle of greenery, tied up with a red ribbon. Kemuri stares at it for a few seconds, trying to figure out what’s going on.

“I…do believe that’s mistletoe,” Iida says, his face flushed a lovely, rosy pink colour. “Who…?”

Kemuri covers her face. There are only a few people she’d pin this on and judging by how she can’t see any sort of hand holding the pole up, she can narrow down those options too. She peeks through her fingers and Iida is still staring at her, mouth twitching, his desperation to find something to say clear as the panes of his glasses.

Something twists in her stomach and she suddenly feels sick. She hates the look on Iida’s face, the obvious embarrassment, the way he can’t seem to look her in the eye, and she hates that stupid plant on that stupid fishing pole.

“Toru, just stop,” she says, voice slightly muffled by her palms. She doesn’t hear a response and looks up at the staircase above them. “I mean it!”

“How’d you know it was me?” Hagakure’s disembodied voice asks from above. A Santa hat with a missing pom-pom appears from thin air. “I was totally hidden!”

Kemuri’s cheeks puff a little, hands shaking, and she sucks in a sharp breath. Once again, she focuses on Iida. “I’m sorry about this. I’m…I’m just gonna go.”

She hurries away before he can respond, face burning with frustration, and she hears Hagakure call her name behind her. She ducks into the girl’s washroom and goes to the nearest sink, splashing cold water on her face. She hears the door open behind her.

“…Kemuri?”

She turns off the tap and lets steam waft from her face, drying her off. She doesn’t look up, her hands still shaking against the countertop and her vision blurring in and out of focus from the steam and the tears and whatever else.

“Kemuri, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—”

“Didn’t mean for what?” she asks, and her voice is still quiet but there’s a bite to it that immediately makes her wince. Too sharp. Too mean. Calm down.

She hears Hagakure’s feet shuffle against the tile floor. “It was a joke,” she says. “I thought you wanted to kiss him!”

“W-Well, yeah, b-but—” She finally turns away from the sink and faces the floating Santa hat and dress that represents her best friend. “But not like that! And he doesn’t want to kiss me anyway!”

“That’s totally not true! You told me all about those text messages, young lady!”

Kemuri slams her mouth shut, lifts one finger to try and refute it, but just turns and ducks her face back into the sink. More cold water should put out the fire burning beneath her skin.

“Kemuri, honey, just…maybe calm down a bit,” Hagakure says. “You’re being a little…ah…”

Crazy? Ridiculous? Some other word? Yeah, probably, but she’s got that same feeling inside her that she got before she lost her mind at her grandfather, like there’s something that just needs to be said and is tired of being tucked away inside her.

Kemuri pulls her face out of the sink and aims a finger at Hagakure. “You don’t get to use that against me,” she says. “You’re the one who reminded me about what he said, remember? Make sure you guard your heart! He made it pretty clear that he isn’t up for dating!”

“But—”

“He isn’t going to date me, so—” Her voice breaks and she sucks in a sharp breath, lip trembling, and a few tears escape. “Just…just stop trying to make it happen. Let me move on.”

She turns back to the sink and, this time, she tucks her arms beneath her on the counter and buries her face inside. For a second, there’s no sound except for the steady drip, drip, drip of the tap.

“Okay, yes, fair,” Hagakure says. “I said that, but…”

“But?”

“I thought you just needed the nudge, and that he needed the nudge! I really did think the mistletoe thing was just a joke. I didn’t think it would set you off.”

Kemuri stays tucked in her arm cavern. A nudge, she says. Hagakure’s done a lot of nudging. Kemuri thinks of their birthday party, when Hagakure dared Iida to do seven minutes in heaven with Kemuri, or how she sent him after her to return a Kit Kat bar (of all things) earlier on in the year, and a bunch of other moments where she and Iida were pushed together.

“Also…” Hagakure says. “Maybe I thought it would help? I mean, I realized I liked Mashirao as more than a friend, and then I just went for it and now I’m…” She lets out a tiny, dreamy sigh. “I’m really happy. I just don’t get why you don’t want that.”

Kemuri stays quiet. Of course, she wants that. She wants to date someone and be happy but there are too many anxieties stopping her. Can she be a good girlfriend when she still feels like she’s learning how to be a good friend? How do you balance friendships, a boyfriend, plus the demands of being a hero student at one of the top schools in the country?

The stress of it all makes her think that, if she tried, she’d ultimately fail.

“Have I mentioned I’m sorry?” Hagakure adds.

“Yes,” Kemuri says. She straightens up, taking in a long breath. “I didn’t mean to react like…that. I just…” She sighs. “I think, if anything’s going to happen, I want it to be when he chooses it, when he’s…ready. Does that make sense?”

“Yeah, it does,” Hagakure says, hat bobbing as she nods. She exhales. “So…could I probe a little here?”

“S…sure.”

“How’s it going on the whole…Iida-Shoji-feelings front? Like, you say you want to move on, so does that mean…moving on towards Shoji?”

Kemuri lets the question hit her, sink in, and disperse. It’s strange, but, ever since allowing herself to realize that her feelings for Shoji were changing, things moved in a different direction. Joint training took up a lot of headspace for everyone involved, not to mention that ever since then, Tokage has been around a lot more.

Kemuri thinks that, if her feelings for Shoji were truly as deep as they are for Iida, she would be more jealous about Tokage’s presence—similar to how she felt the first time she interacted with her, back when she was searching for Keiichi’s presence or answers to questions she didn’t know how to ask. Somehow, even though it wasn’t all that long ago, she’s already warmed to Tokage and, in the same vein, warmed to her presence around Shoji.

Even yesterday, Kemuri was content just watching Tokage make Shoji laugh, and she felt so comfortable, so right, walking beside Iida and talking to him. When she tries to imagine it flipped, where she’s with Shoji, it isn’t the same. It’s good, but in a different way.

“I don’t know,” Kemuri admits. “I can’t…” She tilts her head up towards the ceiling and she tries to imagine leaving Iida behind, but all it does is make her heart hurt. “I don’t know.”

“It’s okay, you don’t have to answer,” Hagakure assures her. “I’ll stop with the teasing, too.” She moves closer to Kemuri and reaches out to grab her hand, squeezing it. “I just want to see you happy, but I didn’t actually think about your feelings. My bad…”

Kemuri laughs, still a little choked. “I forgive you.” She detaches their hands, holding up her pinky. “You promise to stop putting me in weird positions with cute boys?”

An invisible pinky latches around hers. “Promise. I’ll just tease you when they happen organically.”

“I guess I can allow that.”

“Sweet!” Hagakure steps to her side, hooking her arm around Kemuri’s shoulders. “So, ready to celebrate the best holiday?”

“Don’t let Tokoyami hear you say that. He’ll debate you.”

“And I’d win!” Her chest puffs a little. “Let’s go!”

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Iida is pretty sure that he has never felt this amount of inner turmoil before, or at least never when there’s a girl in mind.

First, he saw mistletoe, and then his brain shorted out so bad that he just stood there and gaped like a fish tossed onto a pier, and Kemuri got that look on her face that he hasn’t seen since he turned down her confession.

He hates being on the other side of that look, trapped under the weight of those eyes and knowing that he’s the one making her look like that.

By the time he manages to come back to earth in some way, Kemuri has already rushed off and Hagakure is chasing after her. The mistletoe and the makeshift fishing pole lay abandoned at his feet, dropped from above in Hagakure’s haste.

His heart is still pounding way too fast, mind running amok with images or, dare he say it, fantasies. He presses one hand to his chest and turns around. Maybe it’s time he talked to someone about this—someone he trusts.

Thankfully, both of his options are in the same place, working together to hang tinsel above the giant windows.

“Midoriya, Uraraka, I…do hope I’m not disturbing you,” he says.

Midoriya looks at him, keeping his hands tight around Uraraka’s ankles as she floats above them. Uraraka releases her quirk, dropping into his arms, and he sets her down as she dusts her hands off. They both smile at Iida.

“What’s wrong?” Uraraka asks.

“You’re my friends, right?”

They share a look, smiles falling, eyes widening. Their heads turn back to him in sync and Iida gets the feeling that they’ve got the wrong idea.

“Of course,” Uraraka says.

“Iida, what’s wrong?” Midoriya asks. “You know we’re here for you.”

“It’s nothing drastic,” Iida says. He pauses, then adds, “Well, not in that way. I do, however, need some advice on something.”

“Do you want to talk here, or…?” Midoriya asks, looking around.

Iida also glances around the room, eyes widening when he sees Kemuri emerge back into the living room with Hagakure clinging to her side. Oh, goodness, was she crying? Her face is more flushed than usual. She hasn’t noticed him yet.

“Somewhere else,” Iida says. He eyes the bustle of the common room and adds, “I’m sure we won’t be missed for a short while.”

“Where to, class rep?” Uraraka asks.

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They decide to go to Iida’s room. Iida felt too strange using Uraraka’s room and he didn’t really want to talk about this while surrounded by All Might’s face, so his room won out. Besides, he’s comfortable in his room.

“So, what’s wrong?” Midoriya asks, eyes alight with concern and curiosity. Uraraka sits on the floor beside Midoriya’s chair, hugging her knees as she nods in eager agreement.

Iida stays seated on his bed, hands pressed to his legs, lips pursed. How does he start this? An explanation of what’s led to this point would take too long. He could come out and say it, then go from there, although he isn’t sure how they’d react. He isn’t even sure what advice he’s searching for.

Oh, well.

“I have feelings for Kemuri,” he says.

Midoriya and Uraraka exchange a look. Iida waits patiently for their reaction. He’s prepared for them to be surprised. Maybe Uraraka will be excited and he’ll have to calm her down and remind her that he’s here for advice.

“We know,” they say in unison as they turn back to him. They aim finger guns at each other. “Jinx!”

Iida splutters a bit and stands up. “Wait, wait, you knew? You know?” He exhales, pressing his palms together before aiming his hands at them. “Who alerted you?”

“I mean, you, technically,” Uraraka says as she sits back on her hands. “It’s pretty obvious.”

Midoriya nods. “Even I noticed and I’m pretty bad at noticing that stuff.” He leans back in the desk chair. “So…was that it?”

“Are you planning to ask her out?” Uraraka asks, eyes wide.

“No! Or…well…” Iida sighs and sits back down. “That’s where my problem comes out. You see, Kemuri confessed to me before the festival and I turned her down.”

Midoriya’s eyes widen with surprise. Uraraka doesn’t seem fazed.

“She did?” Midoriya asks. He looks at Uraraka. “Did you know?”

“Um…us girls actually encouraged her to do it,” Uraraka admits. Now both boys look at her in surprise and she shrugs. “What? It just kind of happened!” She adds, “She…also told us the outcome.”

Iida’s face burns. Oh, great, so every girl in the class already knows what happened? That isn’t what he expected. Nonetheless, he must press on. It takes some of the pressure off that Uraraka knows.

“You turned her down,” Midoriya repeats. His brow furrows. “I think I can guess why.”

This time, Uraraka seems confused, and Iida doesn’t blame her. She wasn’t present during that evening when the boys in the class discussed where love fits in with the work of a hero.

Iida bows his head, lip pursing in shame at the thought of it. That evening comes to mind when he least expects it, mocking him. He can still picture it so clearly; Kaminari’s passionate speech and how it made Iida angrier than he had felt in a long time, how it felt like he had to defend himself against something that shouldn’t need defending. Then, of course, the moment in the bathroom when Shoji cornered him and asked him, point-blank, about feelings he was not ready to confront.

Iida briefly explains what happened to Uraraka, trying to catch her up without revealing too much about the feelings expressed by others. “Kaminari called me out and I got angry. I was so sure that all I felt for Kemuri was friendship. I know now that I was wrong.”

“So…you turned her down because you thought you didn’t like her like that?” Uraraka asks.

“Well, no, it’s…” Iida stops. He finds himself looking at Midoriya, hoping for backup. He isn’t used to pouring out his heart like this.

Midoriya catches his desperation and swivels towards Uraraka. “Um…if I remember it right, Iida…” He glances at his friend, then back at her. “Iida thinks that, because hero work is so dangerous, that it’s easier to just avoid having any sort of romantic relationship so that villains can’t use that person against you.” Again, he looks at Iida. “Is that right?”

“Right,” he says with a nod.

Uraraka tilts her head a little in thought. “I mean, I understand the worry, but isn’t it too late for that?” she asks. “Iida, whether you like it or not, you already have loved ones. Your parents, your brother, eventually you’ll probably have nieces and nephews too.” She gestures between her and Midoriya. “Not to mention your friends.”

Midoriya nods. “Shimakage too.” Iida opens his mouth to interject but Midoriya holds his hand up. “She’s not your girlfriend but she’s already someone special to you, and I bet that if something happened to put her in danger right now, you’d be one of the first to try and save her.”

That’s true, and Iida realizes that he’s a complete and utter fool. All along, he’s been so concerned about letting love blind him when she’s already made a place in his heart. It terrifies him and yet he’s okay with that. If it had to be anyone, then it should be her.

“What do I do?” Iida asks.

Uraraka and Midoriya share another glance, as if asking each other what they think the answer is.

Iida swallows hard. “I really don’t think it would be wise to pursue a relationship with her,” he says. “Not now. We’ve got the internships, then finals, and the last thing I’d want is to distract her or myself from our hero work.”

“That’s true,” Midoriya says.

“But I still feel that if I don’t at least tell her my fears, then I’m just playing with her feelings.”

“So talk to her,” Uraraka says. “It sounds like you’re warming up to the idea of dating, but…not yet. Just tell her how you feel.”

“What if I hurt her again?”

“I think being dishonest would hurt her more.”

Midoriya nods. Uraraka smiles softly, a sadness in her eyes, and Iida sucks in a breath. Yes, this is a good plan. Before the night is over, he will talk to Kemuri and make it clear, once and for all.

“Thank you, both of you,” he says, getting back to his feet. “I feel that I can truly enjoy the festivities now!”

“Glad we could help!” Midoriya says.

Uraraka nods and hops back to her feet. “Let’s go have fun!”

They head back downstairs. Iida pauses for a second as they leave the elevator, watching Uraraka and Midoriya go off to keep helping. He surveys the room and focuses on Kemuri as she helps Shoji carry snacks to the table.

Tonight, he reminds himself. He’ll tell her everything.

Chapter 198: Kemuri, I...

Summary:

Class 1-A celebrates Christmas together and Iida confronts his feelings.

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“Merry Christmas!”

A cheer goes up from the class as they toast their drinks. Almost everyone has gathered around the feasting table, except for Nishimura and Sato, who are still in the kitchen putting finishing touches on the main course, and Bakugo, who seems to be pointedly avoiding the celebration. Uraraka gapes at the amount of food spread before them, drooling a little, and Jiro gives her a comforting pat on the back.

“Feel free to nibble, everyone, but make sure you leave room!” Iida says. He’s wearing a fluffy white beard now, finishing up his Santa outfit.

As people top up their glasses and fill plates with appetizers, conversations inevitably turn to the work studies coming up in the new year. Kaminari and Mina stalk after Bakugo, armed with his festive coat and hat.

“Are you two going to Ryukyu’s place again?” Jiro asks Uraraka.

“Yep!” Uraraka says. “How about you, Jiro?”

“I’m still trying to work something out.”

Shoji returns to where Kemuri sits on a stool in between Hagakure and Tokoyami, settling down on the armrest. He wordlessly offers Kemuri a chocolate-dipped strawberry and she takes it.

“Seems like everyone’s still pretty excited,” he comments.

“Duh!” Hagakure says, pushing herself up from her seat and leaning closer to him. “We all get to join in this time! No watching from the outside like a bunch of side characters!”

“That is certainly one way to put it,” Tokoyami states as he sits down next to Kemuri. “I can only hope our experiences are rewarding.”

Kemuri purses her lips. “Are you really okay with going back to Hawks?” she asks. “I mean, after last time…”

“I am stronger now and, besides, he asked me to return,” Tokoyami replies. “I cannot turn down an offer from such an esteemed hero, plus I still feel there is much for me to learn.”

“You guys are so lucky,” Hagakure groans. “I’ve got no one. Zip. Zilch. Nada.”

“The school can always introduce you,” Shoji reminds her. “You aren’t going to get left behind.”

“What’d I miss?” Ojiro asks as he takes up a spot next to Tokoyami. He takes a quick sip of his drink. “Internship talk?”

“It’s the hot topic of the day,” Hagakure confirms. She flops over the armrest and dramatically reaches for her boyfriend. “Mashiiiii, you and I are still undecided and it suuuuucks.”

“U-Um…actually…” Ojiro admits, scratching his cheek. Immediately, all eyes are on him. “Mr. Aizawa found a hero for Sato and me to work with.”

“What?!” Hagakure shrieks. “Who?! When was this?! Why didn’t you tell me?!”

“Just before the holiday, a few days after Aizawa’s announcement. I didn’t exactly want to bring it up during our date and…well, I didn’t want to jump the gun and get excited before anything was confirmed,” Ojiro says.

“So…who is it?” Kemuri asks as she leans forward in anticipation.

Ojiro’s cheeks flush. “Um…Shishido.”

“Like…number thirteenth hero, Shishido?” Shoji asks, eyes widening.

Ojiro’s tail wags. “Yeah!”

“That’s awesome!” Kemuri praises, clapping her hands together softly. “Congrats!”

“O-M-G!” Hagakure squeals. She clambers off the couch and tackles Ojiro in a hug, still giggling. “I’m so happy for you!”

“So…you forgive me for not telling you sooner?”

“Oh, yeah, totally! No hard feelings!” She plants a kiss on his cheek and his blush gets deeper. “Look at my man go!”

Shoji and Tokoyami avert their eyes, sighing, and Kemuri giggles into her hand.

“Food will be out soon, guys!” Nishimura announces as he walks into the room. He skirts around Bakugo as he tries to fend off Mina and Kaminari’s attempts to clothe him. “Hope you aren’t too impatient.”

“Thanks for the update, man!” Kirishima says.

“Hey, Nishimura,” Midoriya pipes up. “Do you have a work-study set up yet?”

Nishimura purses his lips for a second, then shakes his head as he dons a smile. “Nah, not yet,” he says. “I’m just going to wait for the school to pick someone for me. Take the pressure off.” He moves closer to the couches and sits down in between Aoyama and Mineta. “What about you, Midoriya? I’m…guessing Sir Nighteye is off the table?”

“Centipeder took over the operation though, didn’t he?” Kirishima asks. “You could always ask him, Midoriya.”

“Well, I thought the same thing, but…” His gaze drops, pursing his lips. “They’re swamped, and Gran Torino can’t take me either. I’m in the same boat as you, I guess.”

“Hey, with your quirk, finding another hero will be a snap, dude,” Nishimura says, clasping his shoulder firmly. “It’ll all work out.”

“Thanks,” Midoriya says.

“Hey, we’re supposed to be on holiday!” Mineta exclaims. “Why’re we still talking about school?!”

“That’s a fresh viewpoint, especially from you,” Sero says.

“C’mon, guys,” Sato cuts in as he rounds the corner. “Mineta’s got a point. Especially since it’s time to feast!”

“Hooray for Chef Sugarman and Ronin!” the class cheers.

The front door opens, a voice already able to be heard as the cheers die down.

“We’re a little late. I hope they didn’t start already.”

Aizawa appears in the front entrance and, standing at his side, is Eri, dressed up in her own little Santa costume.

“Tricky…treat?” she asks, looking at Aizawa for confirmation.

“Not quite,” he says, kneeling next to her. “Wrong holiday.”

“It’s Eri Claus!” multiple people cry.

“C-Cutie pie!” Uraraka squeals, rushing to greet the little girl with Tsuyu right behind her.

Eri pulls some beans from her pocket and starts throwing them. “Demons, begone!”

“That’s Setsubun,” Aizawa says, patting her shoulder lightly.

“You look great!” Midoriya says.

“Where’s Togata?” Kirishima asks.

“I told him we’d be here tonight,” Aizawa says. “Right now, he’s with his class.” He nudges Eri forward with a soft, “Go play, now.”

Eri walks up to Uraraka, pulling painted eggs from her pocket. “I painted them all pretty.”

“You did! That’s for Easter, though,” Uraraka says.

Midoriya speaks to Eraserhead out of earshot as Eri timidly greets everyone else. Sato and Nishimura urge everyone to save the chatter for later, as the food could get cold, and soon the feast begins.

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There’s little time for conversation once the festivities truly begin. Class A fills their plates and eats to their heart’s content—chocolate, fried chicken, turkey, gravy, a feast in every sense of the word. At some point, Jiro brings out her guitar and leads everyone in singing carols. Iida takes up the role of a conductor, waving a stick in the air to keep time.

“Fa-la-la-la-la…la-la-la la!”

Then comes time for the gift exchange. Iida brings out the bag of gifts and they wrap long pieces of tape around each one. They put the presents in a pile, spreading the pieces of tape all around it in a circle, and everyone chooses a spot.

“Alright, on three, we pull!” Iida says. “Please be grateful for whatever gift you receive. Ready?”

“THREE!”

“TWO!”

“ONE!”

Presents sail through the air, going every which way, and everyone gets to unwrapping their chosen gift the second it’s in their arms. Kemuri unwraps hers to find a pair of fingerless workout gloves.

“Oh, you got mine!” Ojiro says, tail wagging. He rubs the back of his neck. “Sorry, it was all I could find that I thought could be good for anyone.”

She smiles. “I love them, Ojiro. Thank you.”

Ojiro unwraps a basketball, his eyebrows lifting. He tosses it to himself a few times, then shrugs. “Guess I know what I’ll be playing in the spring,” he says.

“Oh my gosh, look!” Hagakure squeals, holding up a stationary set covered in cute animals. “It’s so cute! Ah!” She hugs it to her chest, feet kicking happily.

Tokoyami stares at the intricate knife in his gift, running his fingertips over the handle. “Exquisite,” he breathes.

“Anyone want a cookie?” Shoji asks, holding a well-decorated box of homemade Christmas cookies out to his friends.

“Yes, please!” they say, all reaching for one.

Nearby, the rest of class A celebrates their gifts. Mina tosses her new hand-weight around like it weighs nothing, grinning ear to ear. Kirishima tries on his new All Might hoodie, already thanking Bakugo for it, while Bakugo shoots a death glare at the pair of glasses in his gift.

“JACKPOT!” Mineta hoots, hoisting Kemuri’s Midnight figure into the air. “Thank you, Santa!”

“You’re welcome,” Kemuri whispers, more to herself than anyone else, and Hagakure giggles.

Jiro thanks Sero for the blanket she received and Sero, in turn, thanks Tsuyu for the frog-shaped mirror he got. Yaoyorozu beams at her poetry book.

“I get to read for Christmas?” Kaminari groans as he unwraps a manga.

Mineta elbows him. “Check the rating, dude.”

Kaminari turns the book over and his eyes widen. “Never mind! Thanks, dude!”

Nishimura can’t stop laughing, clutching a framed photo of Aoyama to his chest, and Sato immediately tries out his new headphones. Aoyama eyes the purple scarf he got, wrapping it around his neck and checking whether it looks good on his phone camera. Koda blinks in surprise at the bright yellow sleeping bag he received, not daring to send a look his teacher’s way.

Aizawa, on the other hand, holds a crayon drawing of himself from Eri and Eri holds Tokoyami’s giant sword, easily three times her size.

Uraraka and Midoriya hold up their gifts, an All Might keychain and a bag of mochi, respectively, flustered and laughing at the coincidence of getting each other’s gifts. Iida stares down at the stack of gold bars in his hand with mild disbelief. Todoroki tries on his new mask, hooking the straps over his ears and adjusting it over his nose. Tsuyu hugs her new frog plushie.

“I can’t believe Eri got your sword,” Ojiro admits.

Tokoyami bows his head. “The weapon chooses their master. She must be worthy.”

“My notes are going to be so cute,” Hagakure says. She gasps. “I have to find who gave me this! Be right back!”

She hurries off to find her gift-giver. Kemuri smiles to herself as she tugs her new gloves on, flexing her hands a few times as she adjusts the velcro straps.

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Later, everyone helps tidy the common area, taking down decorations, cleaning up food, and washing dishes. It’s while Kemuri is taking down paper snowflakes from the windows, one of the last tasks of the night, that she feels a tap on her shoulder.

“Kemuri?”

Already, she’s far too warm, but she musters her courage and turns around. She tries to smile without looking strained. “Tenya, hi,” she says.

“Hi,” he replies. He swallows, looking away for a second as he clears his throat. “I was hoping we could talk.”

“Okay,” she says, although her mind is already spiralling with nerves and what-ifs. “I’m…free.”

“Right, good. Um…follow me.”

He takes her by the wrist and leads her away, leaving her snowflake pile abandoned by the windows. They head into the elevators and he pushes the button for their floor, waiting in silence as the numbers tick upwards.

She steals a glance at him, knowing that it’s painfully obvious that she did. She can’t do discreet side-eye like others can. Iida stares up at the numbers, jaw clenched, fingertips tapping against his leg. He’s still got his Santa coat and hat on, but he’s removed the beard.

“Tenya?” she asks.

“I’d prefer to talk where we won’t be interrupted.”

If her nerves were bad before, they’re horrible now. She isn’t sure how this is going to go, but she’ll try her best to keep her cool. She’ll apologize for Hagakure’s prank, assure him that they’re still friends, and move on.

She follows him off the elevator, down the hall, and into his room, but they don’t stop there. He pushes open the door to his balcony and they step outside into the cool winter air.

She moves to the edge of the balcony and props her arms on the railing, staring out at the U.A grounds. She only ever sees it from the other side, so this is a nice change. She doesn’t hear Iida moving from the doorway.

“Kemuri,” he says.

She turns back around, still trying to smile. “Yes?”

He looks at her for a second, then moves to her side. Her body follows him, right elbow leaning on the railing as he stares out at the world. His hands grip the metal bar.

“First, I want to apologize,” he says.

She shakes her head. “It’s okay, really,” she insists. She waves her hand a bit. “It was just a prank. I told Toru to stop doing that stuff, to…to stop putting you in those situations. It’s not okay.”

His brow furrows with confusion as he turns to her. She gulps, face flushing as she realizes her mistake.

“Oh, no, not…not that it’s not okay like that! I mean it’s not okay for Toru to tease us like that,” she corrects. That should clear it up.

No, his expression is still confused. He straightens up a little more. “Oh,” he says. “Thank you, but that’s not what I’m talking about.”

Her brain short-circuits. If that isn’t what he’s talking about, then…what are they doing here?

“I’m talking about how I’ve been acting towards you since you confessed,” he says. Her stomach drops into her feet. “I was selfish, then. I told you that I didn’t want to hurt you, that I wanted to keep your friendship, but that isn’t fair of me to ask.” He bows his head a little. “You…may already be aware, but I have felt conflicted since then, and even before.”

She nods, not sure if she wants to talk quite yet. She thinks of the late-night texts, of him telling her what he has imagined and consistently apologizing for his feelings. Conflicted does seem like the best term for whatever he’s feeling.

“I…” He stops, searching for words, hands chopping lightly. “I still don’t know if I’m ready to date someone, but I also cannot ignore what’s happened to me.”

“Happened?” she repeats.

He takes a deep breath, then lets it out. His hands grip the railing again, flexing and unflexing, and she tries not to stare at the tendons as they tense and release. Her gaze trails up his arms to his throat, jaw, lips, eyes…and they’re gazing at her, intense and blue and beautiful.

“I’m falling in love with you, Kemuri.”

For a split second, she faints, like the world disappears from beneath her feet. She grips the railing, wobbling a little as she comes back to earth, her heart in her throat.

“W…what?”

His eyes squeeze shut, shoulders shaking. “I feel that any other term doesn’t match. This is more than a crush but I cannot fully say that I love you. Or, well, I do love you as a dear friend but even then—” He stops, eyes opening again, wild with emotion. “Even then, that isn’t enough. For once, I don’t have the right words for it other than…I’m falling hard for you, and I cannot stop it no matter what I try.”

Kemuri stands there and reminds herself that this isn’t a dream. He’s really here, really saying all these things, and it makes her heart want to burst. Before she can stop it, there are tears in her eyes and she lets out half a choked laugh.

“Kemuri!” Iida gasps. “I’m sorry! I…”

She feels his hands cup her face, so close she can feel his breaths stir the air between them. She laughs again and shakes her head, letting him thumb away the tears.

“S-Sorry, I just…I…” She tries to breathe, in, out, in. “I…I never let myself imagine you would ever say that.”

They linger in silence, his hands still holding her so gently, and her still trying to stop crying. They’re happy tears, she thinks, but also shocked tears, and maybe a multitude of other tinier emotions captured inside every droplet. She just never thought she could feel like this for someone and feel it so deeply.

She never let herself say “love” when she thought of Iida, because it felt too silly. She’s sixteen, far too young to feel such grown-up emotions, and yet…

He already said it better than she ever could. No other word fits what she feels.

“Kemuri,” he says, tilting her face upwards slightly. “When we talked, after that night, you said that we couldn’t do anything about our feelings. We had to let go and move on.”

She can’t look away from his eyes, like they’re holding her in place. His fingertips press lightly against her cheeks, her jaw. Seconds pass and they don’t notice.

“We could,” he says, voice low and husky. “Do something, I mean.”

“We…we could,” she agrees in a whisper.

Another second.

“Tenya…” she breathes, and she dares to move a little closer to him.

His lips find hers.

Kemuri presses one hand to his throat, feeling his pulse thrum against her palm while her other hand falls to his side. She leans up into him, desperate for more, chasing the way her heart feels like it’ll never stop racing, chasing the sparks racing up and down her body. He’s touching her, kissing her in a way that makes her head spin, and she can’t get enough.

When they break away, they just keep looking at each other, breaths quick, faces flushed.

“Woah,” he says.

She laughs. “Y-Yeah. Woah.”

She starts to pull her hand away from him, but it just ends up trailing down his chest. She should probably step away from him, try to talk about what this means, but she’s so calm right now, calmer than she probably should be. She wants to stand here in his orbit for as long as she possibly can.

His forehead touches hers and he takes a deep, sighing breath. “I’m sorry I didn’t ask first,” he says. “You were so close and I—”

She laughs, covering her mouth as her eyes close. “It…it’s okay. I wanted to…too.”

“Right, right…”

He’s the first to pull back, adjusting his glasses only to frown and peer through them. The panes are fogged up. He takes them off and starts cleaning them on the edge of his shirt.

Kemuri flushes, gently touching her face as she feels how hot it is. “O-Oh, sorry, that…that was my bad…”

“It’s no problem. I didn’t even notice,” he says as he puts them back on.

They stare at each other.

“So…” she says. She reaches up to her braid, twiddling the end between her fingertips. “I…I mean, you…you still don’t want this—” She gestures between them awkwardly. “—to be a thing, right? You aren’t ready.”

She winces at the wording. Good job, Kemuri. Just knock yourself down before he says a single word.

“I’m not,” Iida says, “but I could be. I want to…give it a try? I’m not sure what we would call it.” He bites his lip absentmindedly as she has to look away before she gets too many ideas. “Although…with what’s coming up, perhaps it isn’t a good time to try…”

She pauses. That’s true, and she hates that she agrees. They’ve got their work studies in a week, then they’ll be gone on those for who knows how long. After that…

She rubs the back of her neck. “You’re right. We’re going to be pretty busy soon, huh?”

“I would still like to try,” he says. He adjusts his glasses, index finger pushing the bridge back up his nose. “But, for now, I’m glad we had this…talk.”

Her mind flashes with the feeling of his mouth, hot against hers, and she bites the inside of her cheek. “M-Me too.”

“So…”

“So…”

He chuckles awkwardly. “I’m not sure what to do now. I’m not used to that.”

Kemuri wants to reach out and take this chance. Maybe they can try “dating” or “seeing each other” or whatever the casual term for it is. They don’t have to label anything yet, they can just test the waters together and see how it goes.

At the same time, though, a lot has happened in these short minutes and Kemuri knows that the second she’s alone with her thoughts, it could go awry. She needs to confront a few more things and give this a bit of time.

“Um…would…would it be okay if I took some time to think?” she asks. Iida’s expression falls, almost worried, not quite sad, and panic rises in her chest. She takes his hand and squeezes it. “Not…about my feelings for you, just about…other things.” Shoji lingers in the back of her head. “Is that okay? Can I talk to you later?”

“I completely understand,” he says. “It has been a very taxing few days, after all.”

“Thank you, Tenya.”

He nods, but keeps gazing down at her, and she finds that she doesn’t want to move. She likes it out here. She likes being around him, but it’s getting late and there’s more to be done tomorrow.

“I should be going,” she says, pulling her hand from his.

“Right.”

They head back inside and Iida stops at his bedroom door as she moves into the hall. It’s so much brighter inside than out and she squints a bit as she readjusts, but Iida’s voice calls her back.

“Kemuri?”

She turns around. He glances up and down the hall before moving closer to her. He reaches out and brushes his fingertips against her cheekbone, tucking some hair behind her ear and letting his hand linger there.

“You really are…something special,” he murmurs. “I hope you know that.”

It takes all her self control to bite back the hatred and denial waiting to disagree, and just accept the compliment. He leans in, kissing her cheek before he steps away and smiles at her.

“Goodnight?” he asks.

“Goodnight,” she replies.

He closes his bedroom door and she whirls around, burying her face in her hands as she grins into her palms. She can’t help the hopping, squealy dance that overtakes her, making her jump around in the hall like a silly little girl.

Chapter 199: Soulmates

Summary:

Kemuri has a conversation with a good friend and makes an important decision.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

December 26th is busy and uneventful at the same time. There’s still some of the buzz left over from the holidays, not to mention the leftovers in the fridge keeping class A fed whenever their stomachs demand it. Once or twice, Kemuri finds Kaminari with his head in the fridge, searching for more turkey.

Kemuri had only sent brief messages to her parents during the break, updating them about work studies, the visit home for New Year’s, and of course, to wish them a merry Christmas.

If all goes well, she’ll probably tell her mom about the “boy situation” too.

Speaking of which, that very same situation led her to this one. Kemuri sits in her room, notebook on her lap, twirling a pen in her hand. It keeps falling onto the bed, forcing her to scramble after it, only to go right back to where she was.

She feels weird, comparing them like this, but she needed something visual to organize her thoughts and feelings surrounding Shoji and Iida. How else can she puzzle out how, despite how different they are, she sees them as so very similar?

She starts with who she hopes will be easier to figure out: Shoji. He’s the first friend she made at U.A and has stuck with her ever since, as a friend and a protector. She hasn’t known him for all that long, but it feels like she has because he’s been such a presence in her life since he walked into it—the first real friend she’s ever had.

Iida, on the other hand, has been someone who, until around the same time she met Shoji, felt unattainable and unreachable even on a friendship level. They’ve become friends throughout this year, far more slowly than she and Shoji did, but she blames that on the added pressure of a pre-existing crush that stunted her interactions with him.

Shoji is tall and gentle and he always smiles with his eyes and he has this dry wit to him that still catches her off guard. He knows exactly what to say to get a reaction out of her, exactly what to say to make her face turn red and steam puff out of her ears. She can read him with a look, through the tone of his voice and the way his body tenses, and he’s so very important to her. She loves him.

But, Iida…Iida doesn’t have to try to make her feel the same way. He doesn’t tease her like Shoji does and she still turns red, because there’s something about him that just pushes all those buttons that Shoji only ever pushes intentionally. Iida is kind and protective and serious and can be emotional, but she likes figuring him out, like he’s a puzzle to solve slowly as you get to know him. She loves him too, but it doesn’t feel the same.

That’s just on the emotional side of things. When she delves into the physical side, things get messier. She finds them both pleasing to look at aesthetically—what’s not to like about dark, intelligent eyes and broad shoulders and warm hands?

She’s kissed both of them now (god, it’s so weird to think about) and even their kisses felt different. Shoji’s was like him: gentle, comfortable, familiar, safe. It was new and exciting but calm. Iida…with Iida, there was something behind it, something like passion, like she could feel that he wanted her as much as she wanted him.

So what is it? What is it that’s stopping her here, making her so confused?

Shoji’s voice rings in her head as she thinks of the festival. “After all, I’m still hopelessly in love with you.” He said it was a joke, but…is there a chance it isn’t?

She groans, slamming her notebook shut and setting it aside. She can’t do this alone.

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Thankfully, Shoji is in his room, as he answers the door when she knocks and she isn’t left to stand in the hallway and wonder if maybe she should have searched elsewhere first.

“Hi,” she says before he can speak. “Are you busy?”

He shakes his head. “I was just meditating. Why?”

“I need to talk.”

He steps aside and motions her in without another word. He has his meditation mat spread out beside his futon and he makes a beeline for it, so she settles on his bed. She fidgets with her fingers in her lap.

Shoji props his head on his hand, staring at her. “Is this about why you and Iida disappeared yesterday evening?”

Her eyes widen in alarm. “Wha—” She looks away and huffs. “N-No. Well, sort of…”

“Kemuri…” he sighs, like he’s gently chiding her.

“Okay, yes,” she says, defeated. “I’m just…pretty nervous right now.”

“About what?”

Here it goes. She wonders if explaining what brought her to this point will make it easier. No, probably not.

She looks at him, already shaking. “If I tell you something, promise it won’t mess things up.”

He slowly sits up, dropping his hand back to his lap. “My immediate answer is yes, but…I can’t imagine what you could say that would be that bad,” he says.

“Like…if I said I might have feelings for you?”

He pauses. He blinks a few times, slowly enough that Kemuri can count them; one, two, three, four. He turns away and presses his hands together in a steeple below the outline of his mouth, brow furrowing.

Kemuri fidgets. “Um…M-Mezo?”

“That isn’t what I expected,” he says. He gives her a side-eyed glance, hands still posed beneath him. “I’m guessing there’s more to this than just that.”

Just that? she repeats, internally, her eye twitching a bit. She admires how chill he is but, at the same time, she’s frustrated. He’s usually so easy for her to read, as she just established in her notebook of confusion! What the hell?!

“Yeah,” she says. She takes a deep breath, her words coming out in a rush, “Also Tenya kissed me yesterday.”

There’s the emotional reaction. His eyes widen and his head whips back to her. His fingers slowly interlock. “Oh.” He blinks, then lets out a tiny, breathy laugh. “You’re really going through it then, aren’t you?”

“Mezoooo,” she whines. “I’m serious. I’m…I feel like I’m going crazy.”

His eyes twinkle with amusement and she debates turning away from him, maybe pouting a little. He shifts, tilting his chin on his entwined fists. “Talk to me, Kemuri.”

She bows her head, staring down at her lap. “He wants to try it out, just to see how it goes. He’s hesitant and, I mean…so am I, but…but…” She closes her eyes, tries to clear her mind. “I wonder if I’m just being foolish, and I kept thinking about you.”

“Okay, but why?”

She looks at him again. “What?”

His expression doesn’t change. “Why did you keep thinking of me? Because you think you might like me too and not just him?”

“Y-Yeah, and…I guess…” She sighs. “I thought about that joke you made at the culture festival., about…being in love with me.”

“Ah…” he murmurs. “That.”

“Yeah.”

Silence. He doesn’t look at her, brow slightly creased in thought, and she lets him think. She could use the break too, just to think about what she’s asking for help with here, or if she really needs help at all. Maybe she’s just being stupid and neurotic.

“I shouldn’t have joked about that,” he says. He gives her a long look. “Kemuri, can I be honest with you, too?”

“Of course. Always,” she says, although her heart picks up.

“I do like you,” he says, “but I don’t really care to label how far the ‘like’ goes.” His eyes crease at the edges. “I like making you blush, because it’s cute when your ears puff like a steam train, and I like making you smile. You didn’t do it enough when I first met you. I like being close to you and talking to you, but I can do all those things as your friend.” He tilts his head to one side, then the other, humming. “I think, if you really wanted to be with me, I’d be okay with it, but you don’t want to. That’s okay too.”

“H-Huh?” She shakes her head, nose and mouth scrunching a bit as she takes that in.

He chuckles, low and warm. “How long did it take you to tell me about your possible feelings?” he asks.

She purses her lips, trying to think back to it. “Two…three months?”

“And how long did it take you to tell Iida about your feelings for him?”

She doesn’t have to count, wrapping herself in a hug as she mumbles, “Two…three years.”

“That’s why.”

She exhales heavily, gripping her braid in frustration. “Mezo, you’re just confusing me.”

“You’re here, right now, because you don’t know what to do and I’m the first person you turned to,” he says, “because I’m your best friend, aren’t I?”

“I’ve told you that before.”

“Yup.”

“Okay, but what does that have to do with not wanting to date you? Maybe I could.”

“Sure, you could, but you won’t.”

“Why would you say that?” Her eyes burn a little, her heart beating a little too fast. “Mezo, I…” If this is something self-deprecating, where he’s bringing himself down, she won’t stand for it. “Mezo, you’re just as good as any guy here, or better! I…” She sniffles a little, reaching up to press her sleeve to her nose. “You know, I love you, right?”

“I love you too,” he says, so casually, like it takes nothing for him to say it. “I’m not saying you don’t love me, I’m saying that you will never love me the way you love Iida.”

That smacks her across the face. She blinks, like the proverbial slap dazed her, and she can only mumble out another, “Huh?”

“You could love me as more, but our friendship is always going to stop you from going all in. You’re too scared of losing me,” he says. He holds a hand up before she can speak, saying, “And, to be fair, I’m in the same boat. I’d rather be your friend forever than risk loving and losing you.”

“But…then what do you mean? About Tenya?”

“If you spent the rest of your life as only his friend, you would never be truly happy with it. You aren’t afraid of losing him in the same way. You want to love him as more.” He smiles a little, wistful. “So does he, but with you.”

He’s right, she thinks, and she isn’t sure she could have explained it at all if she had tried herself. He’s right and, hearing it, it’s like clouds parting and letting the sun in, a literal dawning of realization.

“You would never be able to love Iida as just a friend, because he’s already so much more to you,” he says. His eyes widen a little and he adds, “Feel free to tell me if I’m wrong, here. I’m just going off what I’ve gathered.”

She sits, staring at him, lips parted, and her eyes sting. Tears swell to the surface and she sputters out a helpless laugh. She’s cried far too much this past little while, for the silliest reasons, and she’s sure it isn’t about to stop.

“How…do you know me so well?” she asks, moving to wipe her face again.

He shrugs. “Personally, I think we’re soulmates,” he says, and she finds herself laughing again.

“Platonic soulmates?”

“Doesn’t matter to me. I just think we were destined to be a part of each other’s lives.”

She giggles again, still drying the last few stubborn tears, and he stands only to sit back down at her side. He gazes at her and when she looks at him, his eyes are soft.

“You’re my best friend, Kemuri,” he reiterates. “I’m glad you’re a part of my life.”

“I…” She stops, fumbling for the right words. “I can’t imagine not having you around.”

He feigns a tired sigh, bumping his shoulder to hers. “There you go, always trying so hard to return compliments…” he drones.

She returns the shove, although it doesn’t budge him. “S-Shut up.”

“Nah.”

He looks at her again, jaw clenching behind the mask, and another laugh bubbles from him. She stares at him and she’s so unbelievably glad that she has such a wonderful person to call a friend. Thank you will never be enough.

“So,” he says as he clears his throat, cutting off his amusement. “You and Iida?”

“I’m going to try,” she says. She pauses and adds, softer, “It’s…it’s not stupid of me to start casual, right? It’s not stupid to test the waters first?”

“No one can tell you how to run your relationship,” he says, “but, if you want my opinion, I think it’s a good idea. You both seem a little uncertain about dating in general. It’s good to start small.”

She exhales. “I…definitely needed that validation.” She turns to him and smiles a little. “Thank you, too…for helping me figure this all out. I’ve been agonizing over it for…way too long.”

“It’s what I’m here for.” He stretches, cracking his neck, and gets to his feet. “Want to get some leftovers before Kaminari eats it all?”

Her stomach growls at the thought and she nods. “Yes, please.”

He reaches out and she takes his hand, letting him yank her back to her feet, and they head into the hall together.

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Kemuri finds Iida seated on the couch doing homework and, at first, she questions why he wouldn’t be doing it in his room. Then, she notices the other notebooks spread out near him and puts two and two together. A homework session, by the looks of it. Thankfully, his study partners—Uraraka, Midoriya, and Tsuyu—seem busy with distributing snacks amongst themselves on the other couch.

He looks up and immediately, he starts to smile despite the pinkness to his cheeks. “Kemuri, hello!”

“Hi,” she replies. She darts a glance at the others, then back at him. “I’m good, now. I talked some things over and figured it all out.” She bows her head a little. “I’m sorry to keep you waiting.”

“It’s no problem,” he insists. “You were very efficient!” A pause. “Does…that mean…?”

“If you’re okay with it, yes. I’d like to try…us out,” she says, wincing a little at the wording again. Keep it together. “Just casual. See how it goes, right?”

“I’d like that.”

“Me too.”

They gaze at each other. Before she can stop herself, she darts forward and plants a kiss on his cheek. She runs away before he can react, biting back a big, stupid smile.

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Iida gawks a little, staring after Kemuri, and then he hears a gasp. He looks back to find Uraraka, Midoriya, and Tsuyu staring at him, mouths open.

Iida flushes, clears his throat, and swipes his hand at them. “Well, let’s get some math done, shall we?”

“So…it went well?” Uraraka asks, her eyes already sparkling.

“Iida…” Midoriya starts, starting to smile.

“Congrats, ribbit,” Tsuyu says.

“Um…” Iida gulps, then bows his head. “Thank you…”

“IIDAAAAA!” Uraraka squeals, leaping past Midoriya to hug him. “I’m so happy for you!”

“Uraraka, this is most unbecoming!” he exclaims, hands chopping wildly, although he’s careful not to hit her.

Tsuyu and Midoriya start to applaud, Midoriya pouting out his lower lip and closing his eyes as he nods in approval. Tsuyu joins in, mirroring his expression.

“Honestly…” Iida insists as Uraraka releases him. He fixes his glasses. “You do not need to make a scene.”

She ignores him, whirling around to the other couch. “Deku, you owe me 1000 yen!” she says, holding her hand out.

Midoriya sighs and digs out a single bill from his pocket, handing it over, and Iida slowly puts his head in his hands.

“You two…” he groans.

“I was off by a day, okay? I thought you’d take longer to get up the courage!” Midoriya says. Uraraka cackles to herself as she waves the bill around.

“See, this is why I don’t bet with Ochaco,” Tsuyu says.

“I deserve it,” Midoriya says, shrugging.

Uraraka sits back down with a content sigh. “So, homework?”

They open their notebooks and Iida takes the chance to look back at where Kemuri is seated at one of the dining room tables with Shoji. She giggles into her hand and his heart lifts.

He turns back to his homework, allowing himself to touch the spot she kissed. Already, he thinks that this “casual” thing won’t last very long.

Notes:

Man, you have no idea how long I hummed and hawed over this chapter. I know that there were quite a few readers (who may or may not still be around) who really liked Shoji x Kemuri and, to be fair, I could see it. Just when I started toying with the idea of them being together, Iida once again became more prominent and I just couldn't do it.

Special thanks to my boyfriend for listening to me work out why exactly I felt Iida and Kemuri work better together XD

In the end, Shoji is and always will be very important to Kemuri, just...not in that way ;)

I hope y'all enjoyed! Thank you so much for reading this (even as it's gotten this long and crazy) lol.

Chapter 200: New Year's Eve

Summary:

It's the start of the New Year, and class 1-A heads home to spend time with their families before their work studies begin anew.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Another week passes in a blur and suddenly, it’s New Year’s Eve. The school charters busses to take the students home, dividing them into each vehicle based on where they live. Class A and B intermingle in the parking lot while Vlad King, Aizawa, and a few other teachers do a final check of attendance and confirm the scheduling for pick-up tomorrow.

“I’ll be seeing you guys in the new year then, huh?” Shoji asks. He casts a glance at where Nishimura and Kamakiri are playing knuckles by the bus headed to their area, jaw clenching.

“Indeed, after the internships,” Tokoyami says, nodding. “We will surely return stronger.”

“No pressure, huh?” Kemuri says with a nervous laugh.

“Oh, have some faith! Last time we went on an internship, you came back like a different person!” Hagakure says.

“W-Well, yeah, but…but I had so much to improve on then. I…I wasn’t using half my quirk. Now…I don’t think it’ll be as noticeable when I improve,” she admits.

Her friends stare at her and, slowly, Shoji reaches over and knocks lightly on her head. Kemuri flinches away, eyes widening as she blinks in confusion.

“I’m knocking away the negativity,” Shoji says. His eyes crease. “This is going to be great, okay?”

“Totally!” Hagakure says. “I can’t wait to meet Mr. Yoroimusha!”

Kemuri smiles. Hagakure, along with Mina, Nishimura, and Aoyama, are all going to work with Yoroimusha, a veteran hero and the current number nine. Hagakure hasn’t shut up about it since she got the news but, thankfully, Mina is just as excited and has eagerly talked her ear off in turn. Nishimura, according to Hagakure, got a little teary with excitement when the school told them.

“He’s going to be tough on you,” Ojiro says with a light, teasing tone. “Are you sure you’re up for it?”

Hagakure turns to him, sleeves moving to her hips. She reaches up and tugs the Tailman scarf wrapped around his neck. “Oh, I’m ready, Mashi. Are you?”

“Very,” he retorts. He sneaks a kiss on her forehead and she dissolves into giggles.

Kemuri shares a glance with Shoji, then Tokoyami, and they shake their heads in sync. They only act annoyed but truly, they love seeing their friends being so happy together.

“Everyone, file onto your assigned bus!” Aizawa calls. “Don’t dawdle!”

“Oo, here it goes!” Hagakure squeals. She rushes forward, hugging Shoji, then doing the same to Tokoyami. “Bye, guys! Have fun!”

“You too,” Shoji says. “Text us if you aren’t too busy.”

“Of course,” Ojiro says, tail wagging.

“Come on, Kemuri!”

They dash off to the bus, but Kemuri finds herself standing rooted in place. She’ll go home and then, tomorrow, she’ll be heading off to Edgeshot’s agency, all on her own. She looks over at the line up by her assigned bus, lingering on Sero as he roughhouses with Kaminari, and she bites the inside of her cheek.

She doesn’t want to be alone. No one else in class A or B is at Edgeshot’s agency and most everyone has at least another person from the hero course interning alongside them.

She remembers how, when Kamui Woods requested her for the first internship, that she had hoped she was his only option and almost felt disappointed when she realized that Sero was coming with her. She wanted to feel special, being the only one Kamui wanted, but now she realizes how stupid and selfish that was. Having Sero around helped her improve a whole lot faster than if she had been alone, and she got a new friend out of it too.

Now, she’s getting her wish, and all she wants is a partner.

“Kemuri?”

A strong hand closes around hers and she startles, blinking rapidly at her watering eyes, and she looks up at Iida. He squeezes her hand, brow furrowing in concern, and she swallows back the lump in her throat.

“We’re going to miss the bus if we don’t hurry,” he says. “What’s wrong?”

“I-I…” She looks away, chewing her lip in thought, and sighs. “I’m…nervous about the work studies. I don’t want to be the only newbie there, and…” She inhales, then exhales, shaky. “I just don’t want to be alone.”

“Ah, I see,” he murmurs. He steps around her so that he’s facing her, chest to chest. “It’s only a week, and I’m sure Edgeshot will keep you so busy that you won’t notice it.”

“Yeah…”

“And, if you do notice, my phone is always on.” He smiles. “I’ll be on my own, too. I’ll need the company.”

She flushes a little. Right, she had forgotten that he’s in the same situation as her. Knowing she can text him at the end of the day will help a lot. She can tell.

“Keep an eye out for a rose then,” she says.

“Perfect,” he replies. He gives her hand another gentle squeeze. “Well, our bus awaits. Shall we?”

She smiles. “Yeah, let’s…let’s go.”

He holds her hand all the way to the bus and, as soon as they’re seated inside, it isn’t long before he takes it again.

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The bus pulls to a stop near Kemuri’s home and she gets up, making sure she has her backpack and costume case. As she heads down the aisle, she receives a chorus of goodbyes from the students still waiting to be dropped off.

“See ya, Smokey Eye!” Sero calls after her, making her grin.

“Yeah, see you, Cellophane,” she returns. “Say hi to Kamui for me!”

“Will do!”

“DON’T FORGET TO TEXT ME!” Hagakure hollers, standing up in her seat and making both Iida and Ojiro launch into trying to wrangle her.

“I won’t!”

Kemuri steps off the bus, listening to the doors hiss shut behind her, and she heads up the road to her house. The front gate is already decorated with plenty of ornaments made from pine, bamboo, and plum trees, and the front door sports the same. Inside, the house smells distinctly of cleaner.

As soon as she steps inside, too, it’s the usual—greet Ichiro with lots of petting, call out that she’s home to her parents and hope that they’ll answer, and change her shoes. She’s just tucking away her outdoor shoes when her mom enters from the living room.

The first thing Kemuri notices is that her mom’s stomach is visibly protruding now, and it sends her heartbeat ticking upwards in excitement. Seeing it reminds her that, yes, this is something that’s really happening.

“Woah, mom!” she gasps. She covers her mouth, flushing a little. “A-Ah, sorry, I just…”

Kazue laughs, her hand resting on the bump. “I know, I’m actually showing now,” she says. She gazes down at it, patting it a few times. “He’s gonna be a big one, I can feel it.”

“Yeah, h-he—” She stops, eyes widening. “He?”

Kazue seems surprised, gasping softly, and she too covers her mouth. “Oh, shoot, I wasn’t going to say anything until your dad got here!” she says. “Pretend I didn’t say anything!”

Too late, Kemuri is already tearing up. “I’m g-gonna have a baby brother?” she stammers. “R-Really?”

Her mom sighs in defeat, although her smile comes through even as she’s exhaling. “Yeah, you are.”

Kemuri hurries to give her mom the biggest (and most careful) hug she can manage. She looks down at the bump for a second, arms tightening around them both a little more.

I can’t wait to meet you, she thinks.

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It’s weird being home again, but she’s found that more often than not, home does feel different than it used to. It’s still familiar to her, of course, but her room is emptier thanks to her belongings getting split between the dorm and here and it’s a whole lot quieter.

She keeps expecting her grandfather to appear out of nowhere, but he never does.

Even the solitude that she used to crave so deeply seems strange now. Whenever she enters the living room, she expects to see at least three other people scattered on the furniture, and when she goes into the kitchen and dining room, it’s odd not to see anyone cooking or doing homework or talking to each other.

Still, with the amount of work and training she’s going to be putting in as the school year comes to a close, she’s going to take whatever quiet she can get.

She trains a bit in the dojo, visits the spa to help her dad with some of the cleaning, walks around the garden with Ichiro, and helps her mom decorate the baby’s room—although it was mostly helping her decide which of two options was better rather than suggesting anything new.

Closer to the end of the evening, when all three of them are home, they sit in the living room and eat snacks and toshikoshi soba while they watch movies. Kemuri lets herself indulge in the sweets buffet laid out before her and during commercial breaks, they make small talk. Kazue talks about the shift to desk-work around the office, Cayden shares spa stories, and Kemuri talks about school and friends and hero work. It’s the usual.

“So…mom, dad?” Kemuri asks during a lull in the conversation. She fiddles with her fingers. “There’s…something I should tell you.”

“What is it?” Kazue asks.

She takes a deep breath. “U-Um…so…”

She breathes, clears her head, searches for words. Earlier in the week, she was agonizing about this very conversation—telling her parents about her and Iida. She doesn’t have to worry about getting their approval since they’ve already met him and like him quite a bit from what she can tell, but there are still nerves. She isn’t sure how exactly they’ll react.

Thankfully, Iida was very encouraging and said that he’d also be telling his parents about their budding relationship.

“So…what do I say we are?” she had asked, looking at her lap. “D…dating?”

He cupped his chin in thought. “I suppose just ‘going out’ would suffice, right?”

“Right, yes. That works.”

She wishes he could be with her for this conversation, but that’s just not how things worked out. At least her grandfather isn’t here. Even if she’s sure that he would approve of Iida, he’d probably berate her about how having a boyfriend would only distract her from her training. They’re already well aware of that and the last thing she’d want is for another person to remind her.

“Tenya and I are…going out,” she says, finally. Her dad’s eyes widen and she pinwheels her hand around. “Um, like…we’re…sort of dating, but nothing too serious? It’s weird…”

While Cayden is still processing what he’s heard, Kazue grins and claps her hands over her mouth.

“Kemuri, that’s wonderful!” she says. “When did this happen?”

“Around Christmas,” Kemuri replies, cheeks still pink. “He…confessed.”

“Cayden, sweetie, isn’t that great?” Kazue asks, turning to her husband and taking his hand. “Cayden?”

Cayden blinks a few times, then a few tears spring to his eyes and he sniffles. “My…my baby girl is so grown up!” he croaks, ducking his face into his elbow. “Her first boyfriend!”

“O-Oh, he…we…” Kemuri stammers, but her parents are focused on each other. Kazue laughs as she rubs Cayden’s back and he tries his best to dab away his tears in the most covert way possible (which doesn’t end up being covert at all).

She lets it go, sinking back into the couch and letting out a sigh of relief. She can’t believe she was so worried over something like this.

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“So, Kemuri…” Kazue hums as she washes dishes. “I take it you figured out your feelings?”

Kemuri nods as she rinses off the plates and sets them aside to dry. “Mhm.”

“That’s good,” she says. “I wasn’t too worried but, you know, it crossed my mind.” She bumps her hip lightly against Kemuri’s. “I’m happy you found your way.”

“Actually…Mezo was a big help,” Kemuri admits. She takes a cup from her mother and dips it into the rinse water. “So…um, first…Tenya confessed to me on Christmas, and I was feeling a lot, and I panicked and went to Mezo about it.”

“Mm-hm."

“And…I admitted that I thought I could like him as more than a friend, and that I was conflicted, and he really helped me,” she continues. She smiles a little to herself. “He…basically said that I could never love Tenya as just a friend like I could with him.” She nods a little, setting the cup aside. “He was right.”

Kazue doesn’t say anything for a few seconds and Kemuri looks up at her, brow furrowing slightly. Kazue smiles softly at the sink, her dark eyes looking somewhere far away, and Kemuri tilts her head.

“Mom?” she asks.

“You really like Iida, huh?” Kazue murmurs, coming back to the present as she gazes down at her daughter. Kemuri flushes, but nods. “He’s a nice boy. Handsome, too.”

Kemuri giggles a little. “He’s a little young for you, mom.”

“Oh, you…” Kazue says, reaching over to poke Kemuri’s cheek with a wet, soapy finger. “You know what I meant.”

“No, no, I don’t,” she insists as she scrubs her cheek dry.

“It means I’ll have pretty grandbabies, obviously.”

“M-Mom!”

Kazue laughs, clear and loud, and Kemuri groans as she slumps onto the edge of the sink, head in her arms as steam curls from her ears.

Notes:

Next chapter marks the beginning of the end of this story (took me long enough, huh?). I have no idea how many chapters it will take, but we are nearer to the end than ever before.

Thankfully, the manga does a huge time skip right around this time, so I have a lot of wiggle room to play around with. Thank you to everyone who's still reading, I seriously appreciate you <3

Chapter 201: Off to the Edgeshot Agency!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Early the next morning, Kemuri dresses in her school uniform, gathers her things, and gives her parents a hug goodbye. The bus is already outside her house, Midnight standing watch, and Kemuri waves to her as she approaches.

“Hi, Ms. Midnight,” she greets.

“Hello,” she replies with a smile. “Have you got everything you need?”

Kemuri does a quick check of her stuff—overnight bag, costume case, stick, purse—then nods in confirmation. Midnight gestures her towards the bus and she hurries on, buzzing with nerves and excitement the same.

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When Kemuri leaves the bus outside of Edgeshot’s agency, Nightwalker is outside waiting for her, tablet in hand. She gives Kemuri a shiny white smile when she walks up to her.

“Smokey Eye, it’s good to see you again,” she says. She types something on her tablet and nods, her coiled, inky black hair bouncing softly with the movement. “Come along. No time to waste.”

Kemuri extends her stick as they head into the building. Inside, it’s a lot busier than the last time she was here although, in all fairness, she was so caught up in her thoughts the last time that she didn’t really notice anyone else. She barely took her eyes off of the back of Shinobi’s head.

“Wait here,” Nightwalker instructs, directing her to a waiting area with couches and a coffee table. “Mr. Edgeshot will be down to greet you shortly.”

Kemuri sits down, propping her stick against her shoulder as she tries to relax. She looks around, trying to take in as much of the office as possible and, with it, the rest of the people inside.

For the most part, none of Edgeshot’s sidekicks are particularly eye-catching. While many of them have interesting costumes, the majority of them are rather plain save for one or two notable features, like oddly-coloured eyes or hair. She supposes that’s important when you’re working in an agency with a reputation for stealth quirks.

Kemuri catches a few sidekicks giving her curious looks, but Nightwalker steps in and redirects them before they can approach, sending them off to take care of other tasks. She disappears from view after a few minutes, bringing a few others with her.

She leans back in the seat, fingers tapping against her knee and against her stick. She takes slow breaths, trying to clear her mind, but she keeps imagining what’s to come. She’ll probably go back to Edgeshot’s office, or some other dark room where it’ll just be her and one of her favourite heroes, one-on-one. What if he has another test for her?

She cringes and shakes her head. No, no, she can’t start thinking like that. It’s highly likely that Edgeshot won’t even have much time to work directly with her. He might hand her off to other sidekicks for a lot of the training, or she’ll just become another face in the crowd. Maybe that’s a good thing? Any mistakes won’t be as noticeable then, so—

“Ah, there you are.”

Kemuri jumps, making a tiny squeaking noise in her throat. Edgeshot stands before her with Shinobi at his side. Kemuri gets to her feet, bowing her head hastily.

“H-Hello, sir,” she says. “Thank you for…for having me.”

“It’s no problem,” Edgeshot replies. “It’s good to see you.” He turns, gesturing her after him. “Come, we have to go meet the others.”

Kemuri doesn’t question what he means by that. Obviously, he’s going to introduce her to some of his other sidekicks. She falls into step behind him, stick tapping lightly against the linoleum floor, and she hears Shinobi clear her throat from beside her.

“Hey,” she says.

“Hi,” Kemuri replies, looking up at her. “How are you?”

She shrugs. “Eh, same as ever. School, work, hero-ing.” Kemuri smiles a little and Shinobi glances at her briefly. She lowers her voice. “Remember, this isn’t like your first internship. This is where it gets real, so be prepared.”

“I’m ready for anything,” she insists, and she means it.

It isn’t long before they reach a set of double doors, where Nightwalker stands watch. She straightens up when Edgeshot approaches, bowing her head slightly.

“Is everyone gathered?” he asks.

She nods. “Yes, sir. I made sure refreshments were available as well.”

“Perfect.”

Edgeshot pushes one of the doors open and they enter. The first thing Kemuri notices is the immediate lull in the conversation, the sudden quiet that comes from a multitude of voices silencing themselves at once. Then, she actually looks at who else is in the room, and her heart just about stops.

First, she sees Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods. They stand side by side near the large table taking up the centre of the room. Then, scattered around the area, a new person coming into view whenever she moves her eyes, she finds Sero, Kaminari, Mineta, Shiozaki, and Ino and Yo Zandaka, among a few other Edgeshot sidekicks whom Kemuri doesn’t recognize.

“Kemuri!” Sero calls, grinning. “Hey!”

Kemuri blinks rapidly against the sudden spring of tears trying to escape, relief overwhelming her. The tension in her shoulders bleeds out. “H-Hey!”

“Everyone, take a seat. There will be time for conversation again later,” Edgeshot says.

Everyone hurries to obey. Edgeshot takes the seat at the head of the table, with Mt. Lady to the left and Kamui Woods on the right. Everyone else takes whatever seat is available, and Kemuri finds herself in between Nightwalker and Sero.

Kemuri steals a glance at Sero, questions broiling in her mind. Did he know about this or is he just as surprised as her? The grin on his face is indistinguishable from a “surprise, I got you” expression and an “I’m so excited to see you” one.

“First, I’d like to welcome our interns from U.A,” Edgeshot starts. “We’re honoured to have you working with us. Welcome to Team Lurkers.”

There’s a round of polite applause. Kemuri finds herself clapping too, even as her cheeks warm. If this is a dream, now would be a great time for her to wake up before it gets more awesome.

“I want to lay down a few things before we begin, officially,” Edgeshot continues. “You interns will be with us for a full week, after which a work study will be offered to you if you impress us. Our goal this week is to improve on not only your skills but how you work with other heroes. I want your communication to be so seamless that it’s like you can read one another’s thoughts.”

Kemuri has to stop herself from fidgeting with excitement. Already, she feels silly for her worries that she wouldn’t improve too much. Teamwork? That’s still her weakest attribute.

“Each of you will be staying in rooms here at my agency,” Edgeshot says. He sends a stack of paper down each side of the table and each person takes one. Kemuri reaches down to her backpack and retrieves her reading glasses. “I’ve taken the liberty of creating an itinerary. Each morning starts bright and early at 6:00 a.m for breakfast. Training begins an hour later. The rest of the day will be taken up with practical field training and patrols. This means being out in the public eye, apprehending villains, and keeping civilians safe.”

He continues with the debriefing, outlining details that the itinerary doesn’t mention. For the week, all interns will be acting as if they’re already sidekicks, and will be expected to act as such. Evenings will be left to one-on-one training with each person’s respective hero.

Once everything has been covered, Edgeshot gets to his feet. “We’ll give you some time to get settled.” There’s a faint beep from his wrist and he checks it, eyebrows furrowing. “Nightwalker, I’ll leave the rest to you. Kamui, Mt. Lady, come with me.” He gives each of them another look before adding, “We will see you all later.”

The three heroes leave the room swiftly and Nightwalker moves to the head of the table. She reintroduces herself as Edgeshot’s head sidekick and, with that out of the way, she explains the rooming situation and sends them off with various other sidekicks.

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The rooms in question are traditionally styled with futons and tatami mats. The sidekick dropping Kemuri off introduced himself as Heat Seeker. He’s a soft-spoken man with no outstanding features except for his startling eyes: they have red pupils, with orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple spreading outwards from them in rings like a polished rainbow geode. Kemuri wishes she could examine them without coming off as creepy.

“Here,” he murmurs as he gestures into the room. “Need anything else?”

Kemuri shakes her head as she steps through, gripping her bags a little tighter. “I should…be okay.” She bows her head to him. “Thank you.”

He nods, gives her a tiny smile, and walks off down the hallway. Kemuri moves to the nearest futon and sets her bags down. She follows them down, flopping onto the mattress and letting herself deflate with a long, drawn-out breath.

She rolls over and digs into her bag, searching blindly for her phone until her fingertips brush the smooth case. She pulls it out and squints at the screen, worrying her bottom lip between her teeth. It’s still too early in the day to think about messaging her friends, right? She should probably wait until tonight.

There’s a knock at her door and she sits up so swiftly that her phone falls onto her lap. The door opens and Nightwalker appears.

“Get settled in. Patrol starts in twenty minutes,” she announces.

Kemuri nods and barely gets out a “yes, ma’am” before Nightwalker is gone again. She retrieves her phone, gives the screen one more look, and tucks it away. Later, she tells herself.

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Kemuri’s previous thought that Edgeshot would hand her off to sidekicks for training and patrol is proven wrong within minutes of coming downstairs. She finds herself leaving the agency with all of her classmates, Mt. Lady, Kamui Woods, and Edgeshot.

She gives herself a sharp pinch on the leg, just in case, but nope—she’s still very much awake and very much experiencing this dream come true.

“So, ready to take ass and kick names?” Kaminari asks, sweeping to Kemuri’s side with his hand posed beneath his chin in a finger gun. He stops, pouting. “Wait—“

“Totally!” Sero interrupts as he takes the spot on Kemuri’s other side. He reaches behind her to knock Kaminari on the head. “Kick ass.”

Kemuri giggles into her hand. “I’m…ready as I’ll ever be,” she says. She can’t see them with how they’re standing, and imagines she must look silly with how obviously she’s turning between the two of them. “Training is going to be rough.”

“Ugh, I know…” Kaminari whines. “Waking up early just to train! Noooo…”

“How do you do it every day, Kemuri?” Sero asks.

Kemuri shrugs, idly twisting her braid. “It’s just…what I’m used to.” She looks ahead, watching the other four students and the heroes walk. “If it’ll make us better heroes, it’s worth it, r-right?”

“Mm, can’t argue with that!” Kaminari says with a grin.

“Everyone, listen up,” Edgeshot calls. They all look forward as he turns to them. “By now, I’m sure you understand why heroes do patrols.”

Everyone nods. Kemuri briefly glances at Kamui. During her first internship, he made it clear that patrols were not only for deterring villains, but creating a sense of safety for civilians. When you’re in danger and need saving, seeing someone you recognize can calm you and create trust. Kemuri knows that all too well now. She’s been on both sides of that scenario.

“Good, then there’s no need to explain further,” Edgeshot says. “We’ll patrol the area as a group for a while, then split off to cover more ground. He points to his ear. “Remember, keep in touch. Communication is key.”

“Yes, sir!”

Kemuri tucks her hood closer to her head, starting to smile as she hurries to keep up with her hero.

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“Smokey Eye, I’d like to speak with you,” Edgeshot says as they re-enter the agency after finishing up patrol. Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods have yet to return.

Kemuri pulls her hood down, letting it settled against the back of her neck. “Y-Yes, sir!”

She follows him dutifully up to his office. When he pushes the door open, Kemuri stops in her tracks. There’s a man already seated inside, hands folded patiently in his lap, and she doesn’t recognize him until he looks up. Those eyes are pretty unforgettable.

“I believe you’ve met Heat Seeker, although briefly,” Edgeshot says as the man gets to his feet.

Heat Seeker extends his hand. “Nice to properly meet you.”

Kemuri reaches out and takes his hand, shaking firmly, and takes the moment to give him a once over. He’s of average height, maybe a little taller than Edgeshot, and wears his black hair in a tight top-knot. His hero costume is simple too, just a skin-tight black bodysuit and boots, although he has two high-tech gauntlets with a screen and quite a few buttons on each arm. A clear visor hangs around his neck.

“You too,” she replies.

They step apart again and Heat Seeker immediately turns to Edgeshot, who’s already seated at his desk. He gestures them closer with two fingers. Kemuri shuffles forward. Heat Seeker takes one long, purposeful step.

“I wanted to discuss your personal training,” Edgeshot says, folding his fingers together beneath his chin. “I have a few questions regarding your quirk.”

Kemuri nods. “I’ll do my best to answer.”

“I’ve taken the liberty of checking into the official quirk registry description.” He eyes a piece of paper on his desk. He clears his throat and reads, “Can release clouds of vapour from any orifice using the moisture in and around your body, changing the temperatures at will to create fog, steam, and smoke.”

“That’s correct.”

“What I want to focus on is the ‘changing temperatures’ part,” he continues. “Do you know where that ability comes from? A quirk factor, or…?”

“My grandmother’s quirk was Temperature Regulation,” she says. “Her body just…regulated no matter what it was like around her, and she could control it a little.” She frowns. “Not…sure how much though. It skipped a generation and I got…a form of it. I think my dad’s quirk helped.”

“Hm…” Edgeshot murmurs. “So, for yourself, how much can you change your body temperature?”

“I…” She frowns again in thought. “I’m…not sure. I mean, I’m pretty warm usually, and I can stay comfortable during the winter without too much trouble. It’s not something I think about.”

“But you could do it?”

“I think so.”

Edgeshot watches her for a second, then his eyes crease slightly at the corners—a smile. “I can work with this.” He gets to his feet. “This week, I want you to learn how to match your body temperature to your fog and smoke. Heat Seeker will be helping us.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen and she turns to the sidekick. “Really?”

Heat Seeker places one hand on his chest as he bows his head. “My quirk allows me to see everything as a heat map. It’s useful for detecting living creatures, even in total darkness.” He winces a little. “I can…also fire short bursts of concentrated heat from my eyes, but it’s rather painful. I…try to avoid it.”

“It’s useful in a pinch,” Edgeshot says, slight fondness in his tone. “It’s impressive nonetheless.”

Heat Seeker tucks his chin to his chest as his cheeks flush a little. “Thank you, sir…”

Edgeshot steps out from behind his desk. “As for you, Smokey Eye, Heat Seeker will be able to monitor your body temperature while using your quirk and give you pointers. My hope is that, with training, you will be able to perfectly meld into your quirk, like you’re becoming smoke.” He crosses his arms over his chest. “How does that sound?”

Kemuri’s heart pounds with excitement and nerves all the same. If she can pull this off, she’ll be even more invisible while using her quirk. Anyone with heat-sensing equipment or quirks wouldn’t be able to detect her. She’s almost upset that she didn’t think of using her quirk like that first.

“That…” She gulps. She takes a deep breath and straightens up. “That sounds wonderful, sir. I’m l-looking forward to it!”

“That’s what I like to hear. We’ll start bright and early tomorrow.”

Kemuri can’t wait to get started.

Notes:

Holy cow, did I struggle with this one. Sorry for the extra-long wait! Also, just in case you didn't notice, it turns out that I forgot to publish a chapter around the 180th chapter. Oops...it's published now (181, Hagakure's New Clothes) so, if you want, feel free to give it a look.

But, with that, it also means we've officially reached 200 chapters! That's...a lot. The internships aren't going to take too long. In fact, I might write them as one giant chapter, but we'll see how it goes. Thank you again for reading and have a lovely day!

Chapter 202: The Secret is Out? Oh, Well.

Notes:

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The first official day begins as promised, with waking up at 6 o’clock a.m for breakfast. Kemuri is the first of the interns to reach the cafeteria, loading up her plate and finding a spot at one of the larger tables as Sero, Kaminari, and Shiozaki stumble in. Shiozaki has her vine-like hair in some kind of protective bonnet, blinking sleepily as she moves to the food counter. Kemuri waves them over when they look in her direction.

“G-Good morning, Shiozaki,” Kemuri greets as Shiozaki sits down next to her. “Sleep well?”

She nods as she stifles a yawn into her hand. “Mm, yes. Thank you. And you?”

“Same.”

Sero and Kaminari join them, Sero with a bowl of cereal and an orange, Kaminari with a mish-mash of breakfast items that don’t seem to fit together at all. Kaminari’s hair is unbrushed, still mussed with sleep, and Sero doesn’t open his eyes past halfway.

“I’ll never understand how you can be so…awake at a time like this,” Sero mumbles as he digs into his breakfast.

Kaminari nods, slumping onto his friend’s shoulder and making his cheek squish. “I just wanna go back to bed…”

“Get used to it,” a new voice says, and Kemuri’s eyes widen as Shinobi appears beside them, tray in hand. She casts a brief glance down at them. “Hero work doesn’t often let you sleep in.”

“Uh…okay?” Kaminari says. He leans closer to Sero’s ear and whispers, “Who’s she?”

“How am I supposed to know?” Sero returns.

Kemuri opens her mouth to introduce her, but Shinobi speaks first. “I am Kuno Shinobi, U.A third year,” she says.

“Oh, like Amajiki, Togata, and Hado!” Kaminari says.

Kemuri winces as Shinobi’s icy eyes narrow, her nostrils flaring briefly as her lips purse. Her voice comes out tight and clipped as she says, “Yes, of course. That’s all you first years seem to know about my year. Great.” She adjusts her tray. “I will be going now.”

“You could sit with us, if you want?” Kemuri offers, but Shinobi has already walked away.

“She seems…nice,” Shiozaki offers.

“She just, ah…takes some time to warm up,” Kemuri mumbles, poking at her breakfast. She leans onto her hand and lifts a piece of toast to her mouth.

“Does she like you?” Kaminari wonders.

“That’s…debatable?”

“Good morning, everyone!”

The four students look up as Ino, Yo, and Mineta walk up to their table. Mineta hops onto the bench next to Kaminari and Yo eagerly takes her place next to them. Ino sits across from her sister, next to Shiozaki. She checks the watch on her wrist with a slight frown.

“Hm, we should all try to eat quickly. That will give us time to get dressed and properly prepare for training,” she states. She eyes the group, then their plates. “None of you have eaten very much. Are nerves getting to you?”

“We’re still trying to wake up,” Kaminari whines. Still, he digs into his food without much more complaining.

“Perhaps a little,” Shiozaki says with a sigh. She folds her hands beneath her chin and rests her head on top. “I keep wondering about the training we’ll be doing. I do hope it won’t be too difficult.”

“If it isn’t difficult, then we will not improve,” Ino replies. She pats her on the shoulder stiffly. “It will probably be hard at first, and then get easier as we get stronger.”

“Oo, you’re really optimistic today, Ino!” Yo says, clapping her hands together rapidly as she giggles. “You really are excited!”

Ino’s expression is blank as she hums once, digging into her breakfast without another word. Sero and Kemuri look at each other from across the table and he shrugs, cracking a grin. Kemuri smiles softly to herself and focuses on her breakfast.

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Kemuri finds it easy to slip into the rhythm of morning training. Edgeshot, Kamui Woods, and Mt. Lady aren’t present, but the sting of disappointment fades away with the burn of her muscles. Nightwalker and Heat Seeker observe their training, with Nightwalker directing them.

After the warm-up, they move into working with their quirks, demonstrating their skills to Nightwalker as she nods and takes notes in relative silence. With that done, they split off into sparring pairs, using their quirks as they please.

Kemuri has sparred Sero in class since their first internship, but there’s something entirely exciting about doing it in a professional setting again. Not having Kamui around to shake his head and tell them to stop goofing off is different, but Nightwalker is good enough at a stern glare that they know when to calm down the silliness.

She ends up upside-down, hanging from the ceiling in a tape cocoon, more than once. It’s a lot harder to break free from than she remembers.

“Has your tape gotten stronger?” she asks as she ducks under one of his punches.

Sero smirks. “Maybe. Can you tell?”

“Maybe,” she responds.

He dodges one of her blows and rests his hand against his heart, feigning hurt as she circles him. “Aw, you’re not gonna give me even the slightest ego boost?”

She swoops in, hooking his ankle with her foot and sweeping his legs out from under him. She smiles softly and shrugs. “No, I…don’t think I will.”

He goes boneless against the ground, still smiling even as he closes his eyes and groans. “Noooo…”

She laughs as she reaches down to help him up, and he grabs her hand, letting her pull him to his feet. They high-five, congratulating one another on a good fight.

“Aw, come on, Shiozaki!”

They look to the other side of the room. Ino and Yo are fused and sparring with Mineta and Kaminari is wrapped up in Shiozaki’s vines, held high in the air. Shiozaki, at a glance, seems unharmed, but her arms are trembling and one side of her face keeps twitching.

“You have gotten stronger since we last fought,” she says. “Alas, so have I.”

“I was close for a second there!” He grins, electricity sparking in his hair. “I’ll beat you before this week is up!”

“I accept your challenge.”

“Time to switch things up!” Nightwalker calls. “Vine and Smokey Eye. Chargebolt and Grape Juice. Cellophane and Geminus.”

Kemuri lightly pats Sero on the shoulder. “Good luck…”

They split off to join their new partners.

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By the time the end of the day rolls around, Kemuri can barely get herself to move. After a long, hot shower, she retreats to her assigned room, changes into her comfy clothes—you can’t go wrong with sweatpants and a t-shirt—and flops onto her bed bonelessly.

Morning training, patrol, group training, more patrol, and that’s not even it. Nightwalker made sure to pull Kemuri aside and warn her that Edgeshot often takes nighttime patrols and that she had to be prepared if he calls on her.

There’s definitely no time for goofing off, although it is only the first day. They’re starting off strong.

Her phone buzzes and she drags herself along the bed until she finds where she left it on her pillow, dragging it to her face. A single rose emoticon lights up her screen and immediately, her heart skips a beat. She opens her messages and sends back a blue heart.

To her surprise, the phone starts ringing in her hand; a call from Iida. She answers after a moment of hesitation.

“H-Hello?”

“Good evening, Kemuri!” Iida greets her, sounding chipper. “How are you?”

“A-Ah, hi, Tenya. I’m…I’m good. Tired, but good.” She rolls onto her back, staring at the ceiling. “Why’d you call? Is something wrong?”

“Not at all. I assumed you would have had a busy day, and from what I understand, texting for too long is hard on your eyes. I felt talking would be easier.”

Again, her heart leaps and a warm feeling blooms in her chest. She sighs into the phone. “Oh...thank you. You’re right.”

“I…will admit, I also wanted to hear your voice.”

The warmth spreads upwards, from her chest up her neck to her cheeks, and she hears him clear his throat. She can picture the flustered look on his face, so cute and handsome all at once.

“It’s nice to hear you too,” she says. “How has your first day gone?”

“Very well! Manual has gone all-in on increasing my affinity for leadership positions! You see, my morning started with...”

He talks to her about his day, about working with Manual and his sidekicks, about how patrols went and how they were able to apprehend a convenience store thief, and Kemuri loses herself in his words. His voice in her ear, the soft bed beneath her, the gentle lighting of her room, the lingering drowsiness from the shower…it’s a dangerous combination.

“But enough about me!” he says. “What about you? Not too lonely, I hope?”

“No, actually,” she admits. “Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta are here with a few girls from class B. Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady are on a team with Edgeshot, so…so they’re using this week to help our cohesiveness.”

“That’s good to hear. Teamwork is an area you wanted help on.” She can imagine him nodding thoughtfully as he lets out a small hum. “I know it hasn’t been very long, but how do you feel so far? Positive?”

She purses her lips in brief thought. Group training started off simple, using training dummies to practice on until they’re ready to graduate to real people. Sero, Shiozaki, and Mineta were tasked with immobilization and then, once the “villain” was restrained, Kaminari and Kemuri were sent in to take them out of commission. A well-placed strike and a burst of electricity did them good. The Zandaka twins got to pick up the incapacitated “villain” and bring them in to police custody, although their large size could probably allow them to do everything if they wanted.

“Honestly…yes and no,” she says. She rolls onto her side, phone still pressed to her ear, and she sighs. “I…I know I’m not a powerful fighter, but I want to be. The others are really strong in ways I’m not and…and I just worry that I’m not contributing enough.”

She has her steam now, giving her some power where she was otherwise lacking, but seeing the others and their quirks in action has yet again brought back feelings of inferiority.

“Isn’t that why you’re on a team?” Iida asks. “Correct me if I’m wrong, but I believe that teamwork is all about making up for one another’s weaknesses. One person can’t do everything. I know I certainly couldn’t.”

“Mm…that’s true.”

There’s a pause where they just listen to each other breathe. She shifts, searching for something to say, something to continue the conversation, but…

“I’m sorry,” she mumbles. “I’m…trying to be better about being kind to myself, but it’s…” She shakes her head. “I shouldn’t be laying it on you like this.”

“I want you to talk to me, no matter what you’re feeling,” he says. “You’ve done the same for me. It’s what you do for those you l…” An abrupt stop and she hears him clear his throat. “Um, well…you know.”

She can’t help the giggle that escapes her. “For those we love?”

“…yes, yes, that was…what I was going for.”

“Ooo, who’re you talking to, Shimakage?”

Kemuri nearly jumps out of her skin, her phone falling onto her face, and she yelps as her eyes water at the impact. She clutches her nose, sitting up as she searches for who’s speaking. She recognizes the voice, but can’t find him.

“Kemuri? Hello?” Iida’s voice is distant, her phone laying abandoned on the bed.

“Woah, you good?”

She scrubs the moisture from her eyes and finds Sero and Kaminari standing at her door, also wearing casual clothes. She shakes one hand at them as she retrieves her phone.

“Sorry, I think I have to go,” she says. “Sero and Kaminari are here.”

“Oh, then by all means! I will talk to you tomorrow! Goodbye, Kemuri.”

“B-Bye, Tenya.”

She hangs up as Sero and Kaminari let out droning “ooo” noises. Kaminari’s eyebrows wiggle and Sero saunters closer, hands in his pockets, his grin lopsided.

“Was that Iida?” he asks, words slow and deliberate. “Whatcha talking about?”

“Something scandalous?” Kaminari adds, stroking his chin with his pointer finger and thumb as he bites his lip.

Kemuri sputters out a laugh and shakes her head. “N-No! Just…just talking!”

They share a look. Sero sighs. “Kami, my man, do you believe this young lady?”

“Not a word, my good Sero.”

Maybe if she changes the subject, they’ll drop it. “So, u-uh…did you guys need something?”

“Kemuri, I’m gonna be honest with you,” Sero says. “Transparent as Hagakure, okay?”

He sits down next to Kemuri and slings his arm over her shoulder. The movement is so casual and yet it brings heat to her face. Kaminari stands before them, nodding sagely with his lip slightly pouted, and Kemuri honestly can’t imagine what they’re going to say.

“You know, we may be young, but sometimes you’ve got to take a chance on love,” Sero continues, clenching his fist before him, eyes closed dramatically. “Iida has definitely got a thing for you, and you’ve got something for him, so it’s about time you confessed.”

“He won’t do it, that’s for sure,” Kaminari agrees.

For a second, Kemuri just sits there, taking in their words, brain blank.

Then, she sputters a bit before dissolving into a fit of giggles. She claps her hand to her mouth and laughs, full-heartedly, into her palm.

“What’s so funny?” Kaminari asks.

“Um…w-well, you see…” Kemuri starts, taking in a deep breath as she tries to school her amusement. “He…uh, already did. We already did.”

“HUH?!” they both exclaim.

Sero grabs her by the shoulders and stares directly into her eyes. “Is this a joke?”

“No!” she insists, giggles starting to build in her chest again. She looks at Kaminari, at his jaw hanging open, eyes blown wide. “We’re seeing each other. Dating…sort of. We’re just trying it out r-right now since everything’s so busy.”

Again, Sero just stares at her. Kaminari twitches as a bit of electricity races up the side of his neck and into his ear. For a moment or two, there’s dead silence.

“Wait. Wait, wait, wait,” Sero rambles, finally releasing her and waving his hands around. “How…how long has it been? When was this?”

“And more importantly, how has no one noticed?!” Kaminari demands.

“You didn’t like, announce it or anything?!”

“I…didn’t think we needed to?” Kemuri looks at her lap, tucking a loose hair behind her ear. “I m-mean, my friends know, and his know—”

“But I’m your friend too! I was left completely in the dark!” Sero whines. He flops onto his back, arm over his face. “Kemuri, you’ve wounded me!”

“Holy shit, Mina is gonna lose her mind,” Kaminari says as he takes out his phone.

“Woah, woah, w-wait!” Kemuri starts, but Kaminari’s fingers are already flying across his phone screen. She looks back at Sero. “Sero, um, you’re…you’re not actually hurt, are you?”

He peeks at her from behind his arm and grins. “Nah, you’re good. I’m happy for you!” He sits up and runs his hand over his hair. “Just got too into the act, you know?”

Kemuri’s phone dings with a notification, then another, and another, all from the class group chat. Kemuri gives it a quick glance before deciding that she doesn’t want to know. She’ll have to send Iida an apology text.

“Did you guys need something?” Kemuri asks. “Like…before all…this?” She gestures vaguely around her.

“Oh! Yeah, we wanted to see if you wanted to explore the agency a bit. A few of the sidekicks offered to give us an in-depth tour.”

Her eyes light up a bit at the idea. “Oo, that…that does sound fun.”

“Then let’s go!”

Sero hops off the bed, extending his elbow to her, and she hooks her arm through his. Kaminari sweeps to her other side, hooking his arm around hers too, and he sighs as he shakes his head.

“Oh, man, Iida’s never gonna hear the end of this from me,” he says. He winks at Kemuri and she tilts her head. “Apologize to him for me, kay?”

“Oh…kay?”

Both boys walk forward and she picks up her feet to keep up with their long strides.

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Tenya
So I suppose our secret is out?

Kemuri
I’m so sorry, Tenya :(
I didn’t think they’d be so invested…

Tenya
It’s alright. It was bound to get out eventually.
I will admit, it’s rather freeing.
I no longer have to hide what I feel for you.

Kemuri
(´∀`•)
So you’re not mad?

Tenya
Not in the slightest!
Although I do believe I owe Kaminari an apology.

Kemuri
He said something about apologizing to you…
Should I be worried?

Tenya
No, no, it was simply an argument we had a short while ago.
In hindsight, I am glad we had it. It was the “shock” I needed.
Shock, get it?
It’s a joke. A pun. About Kaminari.

Kemuri
XD lol
You’re funny, Tenya.

Tenya
Manual says I should try to loosen up!!
It’s good to see I am already improving!!!

Kemuri giggles and hugs her phone to her chest. After a few more messages and a final goodnight, she sets her phone aside and rolls onto her back, staring up at the ceiling. During the tour she took with the boys earlier, Nightwalker assured her that she did not have to worry about any surprise nighttime patrols. Those will come later.

Still, just to be safe, she’s going to get sleep now rather than later. After all, there’s a whole lot more training to come before the week is over, and even more beyond the confines of the internship.

Notes:

Not gonna lie, I struggled writing this one. Life has been going by so quickly nowadays and my inspiration/motivation was at an all time low. I'm so sorry for the long wait, but I hope you enjoyed it anyway <3

Chapter 203: Internship Speedrun

Notes:

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After that first day, time moves quickly, and every day is full. Any rest time Kemuri gets, she spends sleeping or taking a long, hot bath. For the first two days or so, she makes sure to check in on her friends, but they also seem busy and texting is not on any of their priority lists. Shoji says that him and Jiro are working non-stop with Gang Orca and his sidekicks, while Ojiro and Hagakure are in the same boat with Shishido and Yoroimusha. Both heroes took on multiple interns—Hagakure’s with Ashido, Nishimura, and Aoyama, while Ojiro’s with Sato as well as Shishida and Shoda from class B.

Tokoyami assures them that, while he and Hawks don’t get to interact much, there are many sidekicks keeping him in the loop and teaching him a lot.

As the days go on, there’s less texting, but Kemuri knows that they’ll see each other once the week is over.

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“Good, but I could still find you.”

Kemuri groans, her body aching slightly from the knockdown. Heat Seeker stands above her for a second before extending his hand to her, and she accepts it, letting him pull her back to her feet. Her smoke has already thinned out and sweat rolls down her face. How long has it been now? It feels like hours.

“Your limbs have almost entirely disappeared to me, but your torso, neck, and head are still very much noticeable,” Heat Seeker says as he adjusts his visor, rainbow geode eyes seeming to scan her even as he speaks. “That’s understandable. Those are larger areas. More pockets of warmth and such.”

“So…what do I do? Just…try harder?” Kemuri asks. She bows her head. “I’m…I’m sorry I’m not picking it up faster. I promise I’ll—“

“Woah, woah, kid,” Heat Seeker says, his voice soft even when tinged with amusement. “We’ve barely started. No need to push yourself too hard.”

“S-Sorry.”

He clasps his hands together as he purses his lips, nodding in thought. Kemuri eyes him, trying not to fidget, and he sighs.

“No, I’m sorry,” he says. She frowns in confusion and he continues, “I’m trying to think of how best to…guide you, but I’m at a loss.” He rubs the back of his neck, stretching it from side to side, as he exhales. “I haven’t taught many people. I don’t want to let you down.”

Kemuri has to bite back a shocked laugh. She’s barely a sidekick, only a student hero. A grown man being worried about disappointing her is something she can’t say she’s ever experienced.

“You won’t!” she insists. “You…you’re already helping me a lot, and…and I think Edgeshot believes in you t-too.”

He smiles a little. “Thank you, Smokey Eye. You’re very kind.” He takes a few steps back. “Alright, let’s go again. I want you to take some time just to focus on the feeling of your quirk within you, without releasing it.”

“Don’t…use my quirk, but act like I am?”

“Exactly. Slow it all down and think about what you’re doing with it, step by step, and when you think you’ve got it, use your fog or smoke. Your choice.” He adjusts his visor. “And don’t worry about not getting it right, remember?”

“Got it.”

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Edgeshot becomes very quiet on patrol.

Kemuri understands why. It’s easier to get distracted if you’re having a conversation, but it’s still jarring to see him go from relatively amicable to stoic and silent. He’s always cool, though, no matter what his demeanour is. Kemuri finds herself staring at him in awe more than once.

Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods are almost the same as she remembers from the last internship, barring minute changes. Not that she expected a difference, but people can change even over the course of months. They’ve both gotten more serious about the work they do, maturing even as pros—it just goes to show that you can never stop improving.

As for Edgeshot, Kemuri relishes in his silence. With all the hustle and bustle of the agency, plus Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady bantering whenever they interact, and the additional conversations from the other interns, Kemuri takes any bit of peace she can get. Edgeshot only speaks when he absolutely has to so, when he does, she knows that it’s important.

“Smokey Eye.”

She perks up. Edgeshot perches on the edge of the rooftop, scarf waving gently in the wind, and he glances at her over his shoulder. He motions her closer and she creeps to his side, lowering herself to his level as she adjusts her hood.

“Do you have a goal in mind?” he asks.

She turns enough to look at him, tilting her head. “What do you mean, sir?”

“You want to be a hero, but what do you want to achieve?”

She looks back to the street below, lips pursed in thought. She’s thought enough about that and she doesn’t need much time to formulate an answer. The only thing staying her tongue is the fear that he’ll disapprove of her answer.

“I…have two goals,” she admits. “One…is selfish. The other is…um, the other isn’t, I think.”

She hears him exhale, a tiny “hm” in the back of his throat urging her forward. She swallows hard. On the street below, people walk along the sidewalks, talking or looking at their phones, and when she lifts her eyes, she can just catch Sero and Kamui Woods swinging across the rooftops a few buildings away.

“I want to protect people. Not just civilians, but other heroes too. I want to be someone that brings relief, someone that others are happy to work with because they know they’ve got someone watching their backs.”

I want to make sure that everyone gets home alive…even the villains.

She purses her lips. Her grandfather has become less and less of a constant in her mind, but he comes to her now. For everything he’s put her through, she only chose the life of a hero to try and prove something to him. She still can’t believe that only a short time ago, all she wanted was to try and outshine her mother and make her grandfather proud.

Maybe it’s because she’s gotten better mentally. Maybe it’s because now, she has more than just her family that she wants to protect.

“And the other?” Edgeshot asks.

“To make my family proud, and to prove myself to someone important to me.”

“Hm.” He rises to his feet, fist perched beneath his chin, the other hand holding his elbow. “That’s no easy task. You cannot protect everyone.”

“I know.” She gets to her feet and squares her shoulders, lifting her chin and steeling the slight wobble in her lips. “But…I can try.”

“Sometimes, trying is all you can do.” He turns, flicking his hand forward. “Come, we’ve still got quite a bit to do before the day’s over.”

He takes off across the rooftop and she falls in stride behind him.

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The interns sit together in the agency’s cafeteria, their latest meal finished before them, waiting to see if it’ll re-energize their tired bodies in the slightest. Training and patrols have left their muscles sore and their enthusiasm drained.

“Man, I’m wiped,” Kaminari says as he lays his head down on the table. “It’s constant.”

“Indeed,” Ino sighs. “It’s like the work never ends.”

“I guess we can’t ask villains to take a sick day, huh?” Sero says.

“And I thought school was tough. At least we can count on the school day ending at some point,” Mineta pouts, arms crossed over his chest.

Kemuri props her head on her hand. “We’re only here for a week. Maybe…they want to do as much training as we possibly can while we’re here?”

“That would make sense,” Shiozaki says. “Although…we have the potential to rejoin them for a work study if we impress them. Perhaps we are being tested.”

“The pressure is gonna make me crack,” Yo whines, joining Kaminari in resting her head on the table. It lands with a solid “thud” and she squeaks out an, “Ow…”

“Are you okay?” Mineta and Ino ask at the same time, Mineta slightly more alarmed than Ino.

Yo lets out a weak giggle, forehead still pressed to the tabletop. “Yeah…oops.”

Kemuri purses her lips. If Yo, a literal beacon of sunshiney energy, is feeling this drained, then you know something’s up. If Kemuri’s being honest with herself, it’s a little reassuring. She’s been kicking herself for feeling this tired. Crime never sleeps so, theoretically, heroes can’t either. She keeps picturing her grandfather on her shoulder, berating her for the weakness of her body.

“Now, what’s got all of you looking so down?”

They look up as Nightwalker joins them, setting a tray of varying drinks in front of them. Kaminari immediately reaches for the lone energy drink and Ino snatches one of the coffee mugs. Sero passes Kemuri a water bottle before taking a juice box.

“Hero work isn’t easy, is it?” Nightwalker muses as she settles down at the table. She hands a water bottle to Shiozaki and a juice box to Mineta. “I know, it’s quite the adjustment.”

“Is it always like this?” Shiozaki asks. She bows her head, cheeks turning slightly pink. “I mean no disrespect, just…”

“It’s so busy!” Kaminari interrupts, earning a short look of displeasure from Shiozaki.

“Don’t you worry,” Nightwalker says. “I understand. You have questions and I’ll do my best to answer.” She tilts her head in thought. “I can say that all of you are doing more work than usual. Since you’re only here for the week, we’re trying to get as much training in as possible.”

“I guess that makes sense,” Mineta says begrudgingly.

“But as for normal…well, it depends on quite a few different factors. While there are similarities, every agency works differently,” Nightwalker continues. “I—“

“Is there a meeting I forgot about?” Kamui Woods interrupts as he approaches the table. Heat Seeker is with him, and he offers a wave as everyone turns to him. Nightwalker’s eyes narrow and Kamui gasps. “I’m sorry, I interrupted! My bad.”

Nightwalker sighs, waving her hand at them. “Ah, it’s fine. It seems our new recruits are feeling a little tired.”

Kamui nods sagely as he too takes a seat, Heat Seeker trailing after him. “Yeah, I remember my first few internships. You get used to the hustle after a while.”

“Ms. Nightwalker was saying something about how agencies work,” Yo pipes up. “Like…um…”

She looks at Ino expectantly and she sighs. “How they work differently,” Ino says, “and how the work changes depending on certain factors.” She leans forward, brows furrowing slightly. “What factors are those?”

“Hero rankings, types of quirks available, location…” Nightwalker lists. “It goes on. Higher ranking heroes tend to have more work to do, although admittedly it’s not always saving people. Interviews, merch design meetings, PR, photoshoots for ads, commercials, and so on and so forth.”

“I didn’t even think about that,” Sero admits. Kemuri nods.

“Then, if the agency you’re at is located in a more crime-heavy area or in busier areas, that also amounts to more work,” Kamui adds. “The Hero Network is always sending out requests for certain types of quirks too.”

“So…do you ever get to rest?” Kemuri asks. “Or…or have any time off?”

“Yeah, and what about pay?” Sero asks. “Do heroes get overtime if they exceed a certain amount of hours per week?”

“Most agencies do shift work,” Heat Seeker says. He folds his hands on the table and adds, “There are on-call shifts too. Similar to doctors.”

“Honestly,” Nightwalker admits, “a lot of it is just something you learn as you go. It’s not as cut and dry as an office job. There are things expected of you, but every day is going to be different. It’s why being able to think on your feet is so important.”

The students nod. Kemuri can’t help but feel silly for not thinking about these things earlier, especially considering that her own grandfather works with heroes outside of their regular hero-ing duties.

“Man, nobody warned us about all that!” Mineta says. He rubs his hands over his head, massaging his ball-like hair. “What, were we just supposed to find out on our own?”

Nightwalker and Heat Seeker chuckle softly. Kamui Woods leans forward onto the table, cocking his head. “Is there more you’d like to know? We’ve still got time before training starts again.”

“You’ve got three industry professionals right here, after all,” Heat Seeker agrees.

The students share a look, gazes pinballing around the group, before nodding eagerly, questions already on their lips.

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An explosion of electricity fries the air and multiple training dummies all at once as Kaminari lets loose, his grin illuminated by the light of his quirk. The robots go dead, flashing the word “INCAPACITATED” across their visors in bright, loud red LEDs.

“Good, well done,” Kamui Woods calls from the sidelines. “That was nearly seamless!”

A few sidekicks hurry forward to tidy up the mess of tape and sticky balls from the training bots. Kemuri takes a long drink of water, looking over to the far side of the room. The Zandaka twins, in their fused form, help lift the robots from Shiozaki’s vine chokehold. Kemuri shrinks into herself a bit with a sigh. Shiozaki’s vines are seriously powerful. She can do alone what Sero and Mineta have to work together to achieve.

Kemuri chews her bottom lip as she surveys the training area. Her fog still lingers, fading with every second, and she can’t help but feel like she didn’t do jack to help. If only she had more time here. If only the internship wasn’t coming to a close.

“Gather up, everyone,” Edgeshot calls. “We want to have a word with you before you take your breaks.”

All the interns gather swiftly in front of the Lurkers trio, sweaty and sore. Kaminari’s face muscles twitch every now and then and he keeps murmuring “yayyy” under his breath, words slurring. To his credit, he didn’t completely short out. He’s only gone “full dummy” once through this whole week and, after receiving a rather stern lecture about moderation, worked a lot harder to keep things under control.

Once all together, the pros take time to tell each of them about something to keep improving on, like a progress report. It is, after all, their last full day. Tomorrow morning, they’ll be packing up and heading back to U.A.

Sero and Mineta get similar comments—their speed and creativity in using their quirks has massively improved, and now it’s just a matter of continuing to strengthen their quirks themselves. The Zandaka twins are also better at using their quirk as more than just a giant powerhouse, and their biggest improvement still lies in upping their transforming speed. Real villains won’t wait for them to absorb their second set of arms before attacking them.

“Vine, you’re great at capturing villains when they’re robots, but as we’ve seen on patrols, you’re still too hesitant when it comes to real villains,” Kamui says, arms crossed over his chest.

Shiozaki folds her hands and bows her head. “It is so much harder when a real life is at stake,” she murmurs, a single tear glistening in the corner of her eye.

“I understand, but out there, a moment of hesitation can make a huge difference,” Kamui says. “We all believe in you, okay? You can do this.”

“Thank you, sir.”

When Kemuri’s turn comes around, she keeps her head high even as Edgeshot fixes his stare on her. “Keep working on adjusting your body temperature. Otherwise, we’ve seen slight improvement in most other areas of your quirk. That’s all we can ask of you,” he says.

She nods, letting out a long breath, and Nightwalker dismisses them with a brief reminder not to miss lunch. Kemuri lingers for a second even as her classmates head for the exit, searching for Heat Seeker. She requested an extra bit of training before the day’s end and wanted to see if it was okay with him. Just as she notices him, speaking with a few other sidekicks that she cannot remember the names of, Edgeshot calls out to her.

“Smokey Eye,” he says. She turns to him and his eyes dart over her shoulder briefly before falling back to her. “Do you have a minute?”

She can always talk to Heat Seeker later, she supposes. “Yes, sir.”

He motions for her to follow him and she does so. They head out into the halls, heading for the nearest elevator. Once they step inside, alone with the steady beeps of the elevator climbing each floor, Edgeshot speaks.

“Do you feel confident?” he asks. When she frowns a little, he clarifies, “I mean, in leaving after this week, do you feel confident that you have improved as a hero?”

“A little,” she says. She looks at her feet, still wearing her booster boots, and she swivels her heel back and forth nervously. “I…I wish I had more time to work with Mr. Heat Seeker, and you, of course. Everyone, r-really.”

“Hm.”

“I do feel like I’ve learned a lot, I just…feel like I could benefit from more time. Even just more one-on-one time with Heat Seeker, since…since it’s hard for me to tell how well I’m doing with adjusting my temperature, and it’s been really hard to use my quirk like that.”

The elevator dings softly as the doors slide open and again, all Edgeshot does is hum in thought as he walks out, Kemuri on his heels. He doesn’t speak and for a few agonizing moments, she worries that she sounded desperate, or maybe whiny.

She downplayed her feelings, of course. She’d gladly give just about anything to keep working here as a sidekick, even the rest of her limited sight. She reminds herself that she’s still improving, even if new skills are fewer and harder to come by.

When she was younger, on the cusp of middle school when the idea of becoming a hero was slowly becoming more and more prevalent in her mind, she recalls watching an interview about the training and hard work that goes into becoming a pro across the world, featuring many different heroes from the World Hero Association. Her grandfather had switched it on. He had a vested interest, being so involved in the continued training of pros after high school. One of the pros—Kemuri can’t remember her name, but she does remember that she was from Korea—said that, “It’s easy to get stronger when you’re starting at square one. The stronger you get, the less noticeable your improvement is, so do not lose heart.”

“I’ll cut to the chase,” Edgeshot says, and Kemuri startles from her thoughts. They’ve entered his office and he stands by his desk, tapping the papers resting on top of it. “I’d like to offer you a work study.”

Internally, Kemuri crumples up the script of anxieties she wrote in her mind and throws them into the metaphorical garbage can. “R-Really?” she asks.

“You have potential. All of you do,” he says. “Kamui Woods, Mt. Lady, and I are impressed, and we want to invest in that potential.” His dark eyes fall on her and she presses her lips together to stop herself from spitting out a wave of gratitude. “Your schooling is still important and will take priority, but we’d like to give you a few shifts a week, all in the evening except for weekends. Does that sound doable?”

“Yes!” she blurts. She flushes and composes herself. “U-Uh…yes, s-sir!”

His eyes crease. “Good, then I’ll just have you fill out some paperwork. Give it a read, and let me know if you have any concerns. I’ll get Nightwalker to draft a new contract if the need be.”

Kemuri bows at the waist, staring wide-eyed at the floor and hoping the brimming, happy tears building inside will stay put. “Thank you, again. Really.”

“Thank you,” he retorts. “You’ve been working hard. We appreciate it.”

She straightens up and steps forward to look over her blossoming future.

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Returning to U.A always hits Kemuri with an odd mixture of comfort and…well, something she can’t quite name. It’s like how, for fifteen years, she had one home she always returned to, and now she has a different one. Either way, when their small bus crests a hill and the glittering glass windows of U.A’s double-H-shaped building appears on the horizon, she’s sure that, out of everything, she’s just happy to be back.

Kaminari and Mineta talk loudly to one another, even though they’re sitting right next to each other. For some reason, they each put an earbud into the ears facing each other, and now they won’t lower their voices below an eight out of ten or else they can’t hear each other. Shiozaki stares out the window, chin on her palm, and the Zandaka twins play a two-player mobile game with their heads together.

Sero seems to be fighting off a nap, eyes drooping, his head dipping dangerously closer to Kemuri’s shoulder with every second. It’s early, sure, but she doesn’t blame him. There’s a definite sense of over-exhaustion hanging over all of them.

“Sero,” she murmurs, nudging him gently with her elbow. He jerks his head up, blinking wearily as he mutters out a “huh,” and she taps her shoulder. “Just…um, rest, okay?”

He doesn’t argue, dropping his cheek to her shoulder and closing his eyes. She swears he’s asleep within seconds, although she isn’t sure he’s comfortable. He’s lean, all sharp angles and long limbs, but he’s asleep, so she tries not to worry about him too much. He’ll be off the bus and tucked in his dormitory bedroom before too long.

When the bus pulls up in front of Heights Alliance, Kemuri nudges Sero awake and with a yawn and a long stretch, he gets to his feet. The class B students leave first, waving goodbye as they head to their dorm, and the rest follow.

Yo keeps blowing kisses to Mineta, giggling as Ino drags her away. “Make sure you catch them, Minny! Catch them!”

“Catch them, Minnyyyy…“ Kaminari and Sero coo, making kissy faces at Mineta as he flushes to his ears with embarrassment.

“Shut up, you’re just jealous,” Mineta grumbles, reaching to the sky and “catching” one of Yo’s little gifts. She lights up when he does so, calling out one more goodbye before she disappears.

Seeing that, Kemuri turns her attention to Heights Alliance, her heart starting to pound a little faster as a certain someone enters her thoughts. Where is he, anyway? Are they the first ones home? She’s heading to the doors before she can think about it, pace quickening with every second. She hears Kaminari shout a joke about “where’s the fire?” but she doesn’t stop to respond.

She pushes the door open, still searching even as she sets her bag down, but she can’t see Iida anywhere. There are others already inside, gathered in all the usual places, and Kemuri is only faintly aware of them greeting her.

“Kemmy!”

Kemuri doesn’t have time to brace herself as a floating outfit slams into her, wrapping her in a tight hug, and she nearly falls over. Hagakure laughs as she steps back, still gripping Kemuri’s arms, and Kemuri can clearly picture her smile and sparkling eyes.

“Girl, oh-em-gee, I missed you!” she says. “Also, like, I’m totally sorry for not texting you a bunch! I was so busy all the time and—“

Kemuri hugs her again. “Missed you too, Toru. Don’t worry about the texting thing.” She steps back, frowning. “Where are the guys?”

“Not back yet.” Hagakure huffs, her arms crossing over her chest. “Believe me, I get it. I miss Mashirao so bad right now, I can hardly stand it.”

Kemuri flushes. “How...” She shakes her head. “You know what? Never mind. I’m not even surprised you could read my mind.”

“Well, it shouldn’t be too long n—“

“Be careful of the ice! CAREFUL!”

The door bursts open as Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta hurry inside, their voices a chaotic mix of “go, go!” and “Hurry!” Kemuri winces as they shout greetings to others in the living room, rushing past her and Hagakure, and she gives Hagakure a look, hoping she made proper eye contact.

Kemuri would recognize that shouting voice anywhere.

Kemuri turns to face the door as it swings back open, revealing Iida, his breathing a little fast and his brows furrowed. His mouth is already open, another scolding shout ready, hand raised, but Kemuri can’t help it.

“Tenya!” she says, a stupid smile appearing on her face. “H-Hi!”

Iida stops, eyes falling on her, and his shoulders relax just slightly. “Oh, Kemuri! You are here! I was wondering where you were, since you weren’t with those three.”

“I…I went ahead. I was looking for you, actually.”

He sets his bag down, taking a step towards her, his arms moving upwards for a brief second as if to reach for a hug, and Kemuri finds herself moving towards him too. They both stop, faces flushing, and Kemuri lets out a tiny, awkward laugh as she averts her eyes.

“Oh, for the love of…” Hagakure mutters, and before Kemuri can ask her what’s wrong, two hands push her solidly between the shoulder blades, sending her right into Iida’s solid chest.

“Woah!” he gasps, catching her, and Kemuri’s ear canals tickle with steam. She can’t even muster a short glare towards where she can hear Hagakure stifling her giggles. “Are you alright?”

“U-Uh, yeah, fine,” Kemuri says, swallowing hard. She adjusts her footing, but stays put. With a short breath for courage, she wraps her arms around his middle and squeezes. “I…I missed you.”

She can hear his heart pounding beneath her ear even as he slowly returns the hug. “I missed you too,” he admits.

She feels his chin shift against her head and she leans back enough to see his face. He’s not looking at her, instead focused on the rest of the room, and she purses her lips.

“Tenya,” she whispers. When he looks at her, she says, “What happened to not…hiding your affections anymore?”

He flushes. “I am admittedly more confident over text. I will work on that.”

She can’t help but giggle. “Aw, cute.”

Yeah, it’s good to be home.

Notes:

Ohhh boy, three months later, and I finally get another chapter published. I'm so so sorry for the wait. I moved into my first apartment at the beginning of June and I've been adjusting ever since, and that paired with lots and lots of hours at work has really cut into my writing time.

But, hopefully, I'll be able to get the next chapter out a lot faster! Thanks for sticking around and as always, let me know what you thought!

Chapter 204: Show Me What You've Learned!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“An auspicious new year to you all!” Iida says, a giant smile on his face.

For all that the week kept everyone busy, it seems like class A has gotten much of their energy back. As it turns out, Kemuri was not the only one offered a continuing work study—everyone in the class will be returning to their respective heroes in the coming months, and Kemuri couldn’t be happier for her classmates.

Aizawa hasn’t come to homeroom yet, leaving Iida and Yaoyorozu in charge for the time being. Iida stands at the front podium while Yaoyorozu lingers behind him, a piece of chalk in hand (just in case she needs to write something down). Iida clears his throat as the last of the babble dies down. Kemuri leans on her hand, fighting back a dopey smile as she watches Iida. He’s really her boyfriend. Sometimes (read: most of the time) she still can’t believe it.

“In today’s class, we’ll be giving status reports!” Iida says, hands chopping firmly and purposefully. “We will share what we learned, experienced, and accomplished over winter break!”

“I learned that someone has a giiiiirlfriend!” Kaminari calls.

A few people snicker and lots wiggle their eyebrows. Nishimura puts his fingers to his mouth and lets out a brief wolf whistle. Kemuri presses her hands to her face as she feels Jiro poke her a few times with her earphone jack.

“Not the time, Kaminari!” Iida replies swiftly, although his cheeks turn faintly pink. He points at the door with both hands. “Everyone, please suit up and report to Ground Alpha!”

Everyone surges from their desks to where the shelves in the wall have already come out, their hero costumes ready and waiting. Kemuri grabs hers and gravitates to her usual group, settling in beside Shoji, Tokoyami, Ojiro, and Hagakure.

The door slides open and Aizawa appears, yellow sleeping bag under his arm. “Alright, wrap it up—“

“Happy New Year, Sensei!” Mina sing-songs as she scoots past him, holding her costume case over her head. Tsuyu ribbits a greeting, bows to her teacher, and follows Mina out the door.

“I have informed the class of today’s agenda,” Iida announces. “Just as you informed me this morning.”

“Good,” Aizawa mumbles.

“You sure do a whole lot of pointless engine revving, Iida,” Kaminari says as he and Sero head towards the door.

“Was that a pun?” Hagakure whispers to Kemuri, giggling, and Kemuri shrugs.

“Well, you see,” Iida pipes up, adjusting his glasses, “Manual—the hero I did my work study with—is now leading a hero team in Hosu City. I was only with them for a week, but in that time, I learned…” He starts twisting his body back and forth, hands jabbing forwards and backwards wildly. “HOW TO LOOSEN UP!”

“Uh-huh…” Kaminari chuckles.

“Spinning his wheels again,” Sero says.

“Like a bike whose chain is always popping off.”

“I think,” Tokoyami utters, his voice low enough for only his friends to hear, “that if he truly did loosen up, we would think him an imposter.”

“Absolutely,” Shoji agrees.

Kemuri just smiles to herself. Hagakure grabs Ojiro’s hand as they head out of the classroom and past Aizawa, each of them greeting him in turn.

“Hi, Mr. Aizawa!”

“Good morning, Mr. Aizawa!”

“Bye, Mr. Aizawa!”

Aizawa grunts and nods at them, muttering a brief hello in response, and they hurry down the hallway towards the changing rooms. Overhead, the intercom calls for Aizawa to report to the staff room.

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In the change room, Uraraka gets everyone’s attention. Kemuri doesn’t understand what the gasps of awe are all about until Hagakure’s voice tells her where to focus.

“Do I spy a new costume, Ochaco?” she asks. “Looks great on you!”

Kemuri turns away from her locker, searching the room briefly for where Uraraka is. When she finds her, it takes a second to notice exactly what’s different. All she can really see is a new helmet, which doesn’t have the visor it did before.

“You really think so?” Uraraka asks, rubbing the back of her head. “Phew…”

Jiro hefts one of Uraraka’s wristguards up, nearly dropping it as she gasps. “Woah, heavy!” she exclaims. “Your poor wrists…”

Uraraka reaches out to take it. “It’s got wire stuffed inside. Since weight isn’t an issue with my quirk, I thought I’d go big.” She laughs a little. “Makes the case really heavy though.”

“Is this new too?” Mina asks as she reaches into Uraraka’s case and pulls out the piece that goes around her waist. She turns it over. “What’s with this thing…?”

As she turns it, a little compartment on the side opens and Kemuri sees a brief flash of red, yellow, and blue. Uraraka makes an “eep” sound in the back of her throat as her face turns pink and every eye turns to the floor. Kemuri steps forward, closest to it, and reaches down. Once closer, she sees that it's an All Might plush keychain. In fact, it’s oddly familiar…

“Oh, isn’t that the one Midoriya—“ Jiro starts.

“It’s not what you think!” Uraraka insists.

She snatches it from Kemuri’s hand, trying really hard to smile and act unbothered. Mina thinks for about a second before squealing, “I knew it!” and starting to bounce up and down.

Uraraka laughs, clutching the toy close to her. “Seriously…that’s not it,” she says, even as Mina keeps squealing and bouncing. “I’m…just keeping it on hand.”

Kemuri finds her gaze, sees how her smile gets less pronounced, and her eyes seem almost sad. Kemuri purses her lips, tilting her head a bit, but Uraraka looks away and goes back to getting dressed. With a tiny sigh, Kemuri turns and keeps getting dressed.

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Kemuri rejoins the rest of her classmates outside. When she looks around, nothing seems amiss aside from the fact that one of Bakugo’s mask things (she has no idea what their purpose is other than looking cool) is lodged in Midoriya’s head—that brings up a whole new concern, like are those things sharp or did he somehow hit Midoriya hard enough that a blunt object stayed in place? She shudders a bit at the thought. Midoriya seems unbothered, caught up in the chatter all around them and, from what Kemuri can pick up, most of said chatter is about the work studies.

“…gonna get a lot stronger!”

“…just have to get my body used to it…”

“…so much to show you!”

“SYMBOL…OF…SWEETS!”

The class turns towards the new voice, finding All Might standing a few feet away with a portable cotton candy machine in hand. He stirs the pot wildly, little bits of pink fluff just visible over the lip.

“All Might!” the class greets.

Kemuri can’t help the confusion that comes over her. Ever since Kamino Ward, All Might’s been present for hero training, but almost never without Aizawa or another teacher around to help supplement the workload.

It seems she’s not the only one, because she hears Tsuyu ask, “Huh? Where’s Mr. Aizawa?”

All Might seems to deflate even more than he already has, a cone filled with cotton candy held out in front of him. “Hey, guys, come on. I put all my might into this gag.” He looks around. “Get it? Because I’m called the Symbol of Peace?”

Hagakure raises her gloved hand into the air. “Can we have some cotton candy, or…?”

All Might exhales, then clears his throat. “Of course. Anyhow, to answer your question, Aizawa was just called away on urgent business. I’ll be taking care of things around here for today.” He gives them a thumbs up and a wide, gaunt smile. “So, everyone up to do a little bit of showing off?”

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Kemuri wonders if U.A has programmed the training bots to seem meaner than usual, because their mechanical voices keep saying things like “get terminated, humans!” and “We are the skynet of this world!” and a bunch of other stuff along those lines.

Aoyama slices through multiple bots at once, shouting out, “Navel Saber!” His navel laser, usually used in short bursts of energy, holds steady, sparkling and quivering as it holds the shape of a blade.

“Ooo, new move!” Kaminari says. “Everyone loves a sword!”

“Nice! Here we go, Aoyama!” Hagakure says as she rushes to him, her gloves reaching out towards his laser.

He grits his teeth and fires, but the laser curves beneath Hagakure’s hands, and she runs headlong at the swarm of bots, annihilating them as she cackles with glee.

“It curved!” Sato gasps.

Hagakure poses, or at least it looks like she is with the way her gloves and boots are positioned. “It feels great to see it in action!” she says. “Now, I can yank light and warp it!”

“Get them! Today is judgement day!” the robots exclaim.

“Our turn, Nishi!” Mina hollers.

Nishimura dons a wicked smirk as he breaks into a sprint. One arm morphs just below the elbow, expanding and shaping into something akin to a shield, while his other arm forms into a crudely shaped double-edged axe.

He rushes at the robots just as a two-pointer aims its long, pointed claws at him. The blow lands hard against his shield arm and, in a quick second, he cleaves the head from its body. He hops back, his shield arm returning to normal as he suppresses a wince of pain.

Mina leaps over him, her entire body covered in her own acid. “MAX VISCOSITY! ACIDMAN!”

She lands in the midst of the robots, the acid surrounding her expanding even further until it looks like a giant, blobby creature, and the robots melt on contact. As the robots die, Mina reappears from the wreckage, soaked but smiling.

“And that’s…” she starts.

“How we get it done!” Hagakure finishes.

Nishimura bows. Aoyama stays hunched over, clutching his stomach, and Nishimura pats him on the back as he straightens back up.

“Fantastic! Give them a round of applause!” All Might says, coughing up a sizeable bunch of blood as the class starts to clap. “It seems Yoroimusha worked hard on you four!”

“He has so many plans for attacking and defending that we had to come up with new moves and combos to keep up!” Hagakure gushes, waving her hands around excitedly and accidentally smacking Aoyama’s arm more than once.

“He took my ‘blunting’ ability and pushed my shifting to its limits,” Nishimura says. “Hence…the shield. I can’t hold it for very long yet but I’m going to keep working on it. Then, I can attack and defend equally.”

“Aaaand, uh…” Mina shakes her head like a dog, freeing her fluffy pink hair of any remaining slime. “Did you see my Acidman?” She hops closer to Kirishima, winking and she sticks her tongue out. “That was my version of your Unbreakable!”

Kirishima’s eyes sparkle and his lips tremble with held back emotion. “Cool!”

“Keep it going!” All Might says. “I want to see what each of you learned during your work studies.”

Ojiro and Sato go next, showing off their heightened fighting abilities. Not only are their moves faster, but they hit harder too and their judgement in battle shows that they’ve been working on reading their enemy’s future moves. Jiro and Shoji show off their enhanced searching techniques. Iida demonstrates his “looser” approach and, of course, the higher speeds he’s reached. Koda’s communication has smoothed out, making his commands to animals even stronger and more effective.

And then…

Kemuri tries not to feel discouraged, even as she floods all the oncoming robots with a thick mix of smoke and fog. Here she is again, just…blinding things. Whoo-hoo. Once or twice during the start of the work study, she tried using her steam in the group moves, but they found she was far more effective if she just took care of blinding the training dummies and let the other three do the “heavy lifting.” She tries to remind herself that this isn’t a jab against her abilities and that there’s nothing wrong with doing what she does, but it’s still frustrating.

She nods, sending Sero and Mineta into the fight, balls and tape flying, and Kemuri can sense as every robot goes completely still, stuck in every sense of the word. She sweeps her arms out, dispersing the smog, and Kaminari pumps millions of volts into the incapacitated bundle of bots, a giant grin on his face.

When the smoke clears (figuratively and literally), she hears cheers and applause, but keeps staring at the fizzling pile before her. They didn’t really need her help, did they?

“We’ve really beefed up our quirks,” Mineta says, fists on his hips, chest puffed up proudly. “Sero and I are stickier and tougher than ever, and Kaminari’s voltage limits keep getting higher.”

“Team Lurkers really focused on getting us to work effectively as a team, especially with combo moves,” Sero says.

“It’s like we’re reading each other’s minds,” Kaminari says, wiggling his fingers in front of him as he starts humming “oooooh.”

“Well done!” All Might praises. Then, after a moment, he adds, “Young Shimakage, what about you? Were you working on anything new?”

Kemuri sucks in a breath and slowly turns around, although she keeps her eyes on her feet, her head bowed. “I…um…I’ve been working on changing my body temperature. It’s…it’s to blend in with my quirk and, and become stealthier, I…I guess.” Her shoulders slump and she blinks hard, taking another breath. “I…I know, it…it doesn’t look like much. I’m sorry.”

“Not all improvement is noticeable!” All Might insists. “Great job, all four of you.”

Kemuri nods, ushered forward as Sero gives her a firm pat on her back, nudging her back towards the group. Tokoyami steps forward as a new wave of bots emerges.

Kemuri finally lifts her head, watching as Tokoyami and Dark Shadow easily make quick work of the enemies, and she steals a look at the three boys she shared her work study with. She nudges Sero lightly, making him glance down at her.

“Guys?” she whispers. Kaminari and Mineta perk up, heads turning. “Um…I…” They keep watching her, and the words swimming around in her head die on her tongue. They don’t need to hear it. They don’t need to hear her endless frustrations. She shakes her head and forces a tiny smile. “Awesome job out there.”

She’s met with three blinding smiles in return.

“You too!”

“Thanks, dude!”

“I know, we’re pretty sweet.”

She turns her attention back to the front as All Might praises Tokoyami’s all-around improvement. She joins in on the applause.

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U.A must have a lot squared away in the budget for training robots, because class A sure did a number on them. Bakugo, Todoroki, and Midoriya wrap up the demonstrations, lighting up the area with their quirks and sending bits and pieces of metal raining from the sky. All three of them seem faster, and Midoriya’s already using that black energy that showed up during the joint training.

“Nice, Bakugo!” Kirishima says as they return to the group. “You conquered winter!”

“Like hell I did, idiot! They’re just pinpoint blasts!” Bakugo snaps back.

“Todoroki, you’re really getting faster, aren’t ya?” Hagakure asks.

Todoroki blinks at her. “Erm…I still can’t keep up with Endeavour.”

Kemuri finds herself getting dragged along as her teammates greet Midoriya.

“You figured out how to use that black energy stuff, Midoriya!” Mineta says.

Midoriya rubs the back of his neck, smiling. “Yup!”

“Watch it, you!” Sero says, lightly punching his shoulder. “That’s starting to look a lot like my quirk.”

“Still, you did it!” Kaminari says.

“Awesome!” Mineta agrees, giving Midoriya a few test punches.

“Well, I’ll—“ Midoriya stops, turning as his eyes widen. “Oh, Uraraka!”

Kemuri looks over as Uraraka perks up, and Midoriya moves to her. They talk and Kemuri’s attention drifts behind Uraraka to where Shoji stands with Jiro. Their eyes meet and his eyebrow raises, head tilting slightly, and she can only guess at what he’s silently asking her. She opts to give him a thumbs up and he returns one.

“Alright, it seems like you’ve all learned a lot, out in the world,” All Might says, bringing everyone’s attention back to him. He rests his hands on his hips. “I’ve recorded class today, so Aizawa can watch later. Keep giving it your all at your work studies, aiming ever higher.”

He dismisses them and class A makes their way back to their respective changing rooms, excited and hopeful for the future. Kemuri tries to focus on everyone except herself, her thoughts becoming a little too much to bear.

Notes:

Yay, got this out a lot faster this time around! Thankfully, I felt pretty inspired and I've had a bit more downtime this week.

Although...I also got engaged 🤭 So now I've got to plan a wedding, but since I'm keeping it reaallllll simple, I don't think it'll eat into my writing time any more than the rest of my life has. Hope you enjoyed the chapter!

Chapter 205: At War Within

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It’s late, far too late for a hero student to be out and about, but Kemuri couldn’t stand it. She needed to get out of that dormitory and go clear her head in the only way she knows how. It’s not yet curfew so she might as well get some of her emotions out.

She keeps thinking about that hero training class. She keeps thinking about her classmates, about their quirks and how their abilities have improved yet again, and how yet again, she’s being left behind.

Gym Gamma doesn’t have a lot of training equipment, like other U.A gyms, but it’s got a lot of space and a good amount of training robots available for extra practice needs. She starts with two single-pointers, giving her limbs a shake and releasing some steam along the back of her neck and shoulders. She imagines the entrance exam, when she was weaker and still managed to destroy these things, and prepares.

“Target located,” one announces and, with a brief whirring noise, they roll towards her.

She floods them with fog and races in, every nerve alert and alive. She reaches the first one and boosts into the air, landing on its back, and she grabs its “head” and she whips around. With a heavy burst of steam, it malfunctions and drops to the ground. She moves on to the second and it falls in tandem, unable to locate her as effectively through the fog.

Too easy, she thinks. She needs more of a challenge. More robots it is.

She gets more. With every wave completed, she ups the difficulty, pushing herself harder and harder. She uses her steam, she tests her temperature adjusting skill—still too rusty and too thought-consuming for her liking—and she fights. She fights like she’s at the provisional licensing exam again, like there’s something on the line. She fights until her head starts to pound, and then she guzzles a bottle of water and dives back in. She can’t let herself feel the exhaustion or stop for more than a minute or else she’ll stop.

In the midst of it all, she asks herself why, although she doesn’t want to face the answer. She’s excited about her work study, that Edgeshot wants her to keep coming back, but is he really bringing her back because of that, or because he’s been asked to. After all, everyone in her class was asked to return to their work studies, so maybe it’s a school-wide thing and there’s nothing special about it.

She’s happy, seeing how everyone’s abilities have flourished. Nishimura is making shields now, and Iida is so fast that she can’t follow him with her gaze no matter how hard she tries, and Hagakure can refract light and bend it and Tokoyami is a one-man wrecking crew. Everyone is so much stronger, hitting harder and moving faster and hearing farther and Kemuri…

Kemuri is changing her body temperature.

She punches a three-pointer, steam bursting from her knuckles and frying its circuits, and she hates the way her hand stings. There aren’t any more robots to fight and her limbs ache and her head throbs and she’s frustrated and angry with herself for no reason and yet so many reasons at the same time.

She lets out a weak, half-sob and lets herself flop onto the charred concrete floor, sitting among the wreckage she caused. She lets the tears roll, staring at everything and nothing and wonders why. She can do all this on her own but, in a team, she’s reduced to the sidelines. Even now, looking at the robots she’s taken out, it feels like such a small, insignificant amount. She can think of plenty of others who could destroy this many and not break a sweat. It’s not fair, but what else can she do? When it comes down to it, her quirk isn’t strong. The only reason she’s come this far is because she’s put her blood, sweat, and tears into using it in ways that can make her seem stronger than she really is.

As she feels tears plop steadily onto her trembling hands, she lets herself imagine what it would be like to have a powerful quirk. She imagines the Sports Festival—what a joke, she thinks, that I ever thought I could win one—and imagines being the kind of strong that could let her stand toe-to-toe with people like Todoroki, or Iida, or Midoriya or Bakugo, imagines being someone who could bring another to tears in awe of her, and she hates that she finds herself longing for it.

She tries to imagine anyone other than her grandfather standing over her, staring at her as she weeps on the floor in a giant concrete room, but she can’t. It’s like he’s there, she can feel his presence so strongly, like he’s shaking his head and frowning and saying, “See? What did I tell you? Someone like you can never hope to be strong.”

“You will never be stronger than you already are. You can only dream of being like anyone who’s born with power. You are not their equal.”

“Stop,” she pleads, her voice cracking and barely there. Who is she asking? Herself? The spectre of her grandfather who she’s summoned before her? “P-Please, I know…I don’t need to h-hear it!”

Why can’t her brain just shut up for once? It’s like she’s constantly at war with herself, with half of her trying desperately to put out the fires of self-doubt while the other half runs around with a lighter, cackling. No matter how much she tells herself what she knows to be the truth, another part of her always tells her that it’s a lie.

She’s so caught up in everything that when a hand touches her shoulder, she can’t help the scream that escapes her as she flinches away from it, arms coming up to cover her face. For a few moments, there’s only the sound of her quaking breaths.

“Kemuri?”

She blinks, tears already uncomfortably dry against her face, and slowly lowers her shaking arms. Iida stands before her, brows knit together with concern, a frown on his lips.

“T-Tenya, sorry, I…” She looks around, briefly, then finds him again. “I…”

“I was worried,” he admits. He lowers himself to the ground, bent on one knee as he reaches out to her. “It’s almost curfew and you weren’t in your room. Shoji said you left in a bit of a rush…”

She takes his hand but, even as he gives her a gentle tug, she can’t get herself to move. Her body aches have matched up with her emotional ones and the exhaustion of it all leaves her feeling boneless.

“Kemuri?” Iida repeats. When she can’t muster a response other than a sigh, he asks, “What’s wrong?”

She shrugs. How would she begin to explain?

“Well, that’s not entirely helpful. How am I supposed to comfort you if I don’t know what’s wrong?”

Instead of tugging her hand again, he moves to her side and wraps an arm around her middle. With a soft grunt, he lifts her to her feet, holding her up as she sags against his shoulder, and her bottom lip starts to tremble. He’s always so kind…

“Can you stand? Do you need water?” he asks. He sweeps one hand forward, chopping it a few times, his brow still furrowed. “Kemuri, I understand wanting to do more training, but it really seems like you went overboard. We won’t even be able to tidy this before we leave with you in this state. I—“

She turns and buries her face in his chest, wrapping her arms around him as best she can and squeezing. His words die into mumbles as she trembles, breathing in and out as her eyes start to sting again.

“Oh, Kemuri, something’s really bothering you, isn’t it?” he murmurs, voice uncharacteristically soft. She’s only ever heard him use that tone with her, like he knows that sometimes she just needs something a little gentler than his usual.

She nods. “Mm.”

“Do you want to talk to me about it, or save it for Hound Dog and Midnight?”

“…both.”

“Very well. We can talk in your room, if you like.”

She pulls her face away from his chest and looks up at him. “It…it’ll be past curfew by then…”

“I…” A faint blush crosses his face and he clears his throat. “I…can bend the rules just this once. Consider it a duty of the class rep, and as your…your, ah…”

He stops, blush getting deeper, and she tilts her head. “…yes?”

He exhales. “Um, never mind. Shall we go? I’ll let Mr. Aizawa know that we’ll clean this up tomorrow.”

She nods. He helps her gather her phone, gym bag, and water bottle, then takes her by the hand as they leave Gym Gamma behind.

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Iida stays outside of Kemuri’s room while she changes out of her workout clothes, arms crossed firmly over his chest, eyes raking the hallway like a guard on patrol. He tries to ignore the fact that he’s lingering in the girls’ side of the dorms like some kind of creep, but he has good reason to be here! His girlfriend is just getting ready for his presence.

Girlfriend, right. He needs to breach that topic with her, mention that he’s already annoyed at their lack of labels and wants them to call it what it is. Honestly, it’s been stuck in his head all day, ever since Kaminari brought it up during homeroom. He hopes Kemuri wasn’t hurt by his quick dismissal of the topic; it just wasn’t the time or place to talk about it.

He knows they said it would be casual and, so far, it has been. After their Christmas confessions, the next week was spent with them being very much the same as usual. They spoke to each other during meals and occasionally in the halls, and of course kept doing their morning runs. The only notable change he felt was that, now, he could look at her and know that she was his.

With the internships coming up, they hadn’t had a ton of time to do any “date” activities. The most they did was watch a movie in the common room on one day and do homework on another. He found himself too nervous to do so much more than sit close enough to her that their legs touched on both occasions. He held her hand by the busses on New Year’s Eve, but only because he didn’t give himself time to question it.

He doesn’t want to put words in her mouth, but he wonders if she’s just as unsure as him. He catches her stealing looks at him, her gentle face lit up with her soft sort of happiness that he’s become so accustomed to, and yet she seems torn between him and her friends. He catches the way she hesitates when it comes time to move between classes, be it for Hero Basic Training or lunch or whatever else. Maybe he can talk to her about that too, but it will completely hinge on her mental state. The last thing he wants is to burden her.

The soft click of the door at his back breaks him from his thoughts and he turns towards her door. Kemuri wears a pair of pyjamas that he sees often—they’re decorated with little Edgeshot motifs and colours as well as silhouettes of his face—and her hair is loose around her shoulders, crimped from being in a braid all day, but she still has her rose hair clip in. His entire body floods with warmth at just how adorable she is.

“Um…please, come…come in,” she says, shuffling aside and gesturing nervously.

It doesn’t take long for them to get somewhat comfortable. Iida settles on her bed, perpetually covered in hero plushies, and she sits down next to him. After a second, she flops down, her head landing in his lap, and she lets out a long, bone-deep sigh that makes his heart ache. He doesn’t want a mind-reading quirk but, in times like this, he can’t help but think that it would be exceedingly useful.

Slowly, so as not to startle her, he rests his hand on her soft, silver locks and, when she doesn’t react, he starts to run his fingers through them. Her hair parts like water, flowing over his knuckles, and she lets out another sigh. He bites back the torrent of questions in his mind. She will speak when she is ready.

“What’s it like?” she finally asks. He feels her hand run along his leg, idly brushing against the thicker spot that holds his engines. “Having…having your kind of quirk?”

He purses his lips and tries to come up with a good answer. His hand keeps up its gentle ministrations. How can he begin to describe the feeling he gets whenever he activates his quirk? The rumble used to feel like it shook his whole body and, as he’s grown, it’s become more like a gentle hum, no more noticeable than his own heartbeat. When he runs, the world blurs around him and yet he’s starkly aware of everything, of where he needs to go, and the wind pushing against him as he cuts through it is nothing less than exhilirating.

“It’s…interesting,” he settles on saying. “It’s a part of me and I’m proud to have it.” She hums in acknowledgement, but even he feels his answer was lame. He clears his throat. “My apologies, Kemuri, it’s…hard to explain. I can’t think of where to begin.”

“That’s okay,” she murmurs. “I…”

Another pause. He lets it breathe and absentmindedly separates a piece of hair from its brethren and tries to braid it. His hands are clumsy and her hair is silky and slippery. He wonders how she manages to do this every morning.

“When you fight, does it feel good? Like…does it feel good to be able to kick that hard?” she asks.

He stops his sorry attempt at braiding and focuses on the half of her face he can see. She stares ahead blankly, lips pursed. “I haven’t really thought about it much,” he admits. “I run, I kick, and my kick is powerful.” He keeps watching her, frowning a little. She isn’t talking about what’s really bothering her. “Talk to me, Kemuri.”

She breathes in hard through her nose, wrinkling it a little as she shifts, and she rolls onto her back so that she can stare up at him. She tries to smile, but it comes out as a sad little grimace.

“I wanted to win a Sports Festival,” she whispers. A weak laugh leaves her and her eyes close, one hand reaching to cover them. “Can…can you believe that? In what world…?”

He isn’t sure where this is coming from, but he hates the way her chin has started to tremble. She puts her hands over her face and he can see that her fingertips have joined in on the shaking, and he hesitates to touch her further.

“The Sports Festival is not as important anymore,” he insists. “It was supposed to get us noticed, and you’re working with Edgeshot now! There is no one you need to impress.”

She inhales shakily, still hiding. “Except…except for…” She stops and lets out a tiny, frustrated groan, unintelligible mumbles leaving her.

This time, he can’t help the spark of rage that seems to flick him between the eyes. He refuses to act for the sake of vengeance, but if given the chance, there are quite a few things he would like to say to her grandfather.

“Not even him,” he says, a little fiercer, more adamant. “No one, Kemuri. You have done so much already and there’s no need to keep hurting yourself over this.”

“I…I know, I do! I just…it’s just always there, in the back of my mind,” she says. She finally pulls her hands away from her face, cheeks shiny and eyes red-rimmed. “A stupid ‘maybe’ or…or this worry that everyone’s just lying to me because they…they think I’m pathetic or…or…” She sits up, her back turned to him now as she sniffles and drags her arm under her nose, then wipes her eyes on the edge of her hand. “It’s so stupid.”

“Kemuri…”

She shifts on the bed, turning herself around as her legs fumble beneath her. “I…I wish there was a switch, like anytime the doubts showed up I could just turn them off, but I can’t. I’ve…I’ve just…” She doesn’t look at him. “I’ve done so much work to get better and I keep…waiting for it all to go away.”

Why must his words fail him at the worst times? Sure, there are so many things he could say, but none would take away her pain. It would be foolish to think that they would. So, instead, he steels his nerve and pulls her into his arms, hugging her close and dipping his mouth to her hairline. He closes his eyes, pressing a gentle kiss to her heated skin, and squeezes a little.

“I understand,” he murmurs. “There is nothing I can do to help you in that regard, but…I will continue to offer my ear, and myself, to you and assist you in any way I can.”

He feels her relax a little against him as she slowly returns the hug, face pressed to his chest, her breath warming a spot on his shirt. After a few moments, he pulls back a little and she does too. The colour in her face has resided, leaving only the perpetual rosiness of her cheeks, and he can’t help but reach out and cup her face in his hand, stroking his thumb against the bloom of colour. It rises as he does so and her lips purse with nervousness as she looks away.

So…cute.

“Do you feel any better?” he asks.

She thinks for a second before nodding. “Y-Yeah, a little. I’m gonna see if Hound Dog or Midnight can squeeze me in tomorrow, just…just to make sure. There’s…a lot going on up here.”

She gives a tiny gesture to her head and again, that tiny, weak smile reappears as she lets out a half-laugh. He pulls his hand from her face, settling it beside him.

“Ah, good. That’s a good idea,” he says. He suppresses a wince as he thinks back to the words he just said. Offering himself to her like that? Well done, Tenya. Well done. “So, um, it’s rather late. Perhaps I should get going?”

“O-Oh, yeah,” she says. She gets to her feet. “I’ll…walk you out?”

He smiles a little and stands, smoothing his shirt. “Sure, yes.”

At her door, he stops before moving into the hall and turns back to her.

“Are we still good for our run tomorrow? Granted you aren’t too tired from your extra training today,” he says.

She nods. “Of course. I can’t slack on training, right?”

“Very well, I will see you tomorrow morning!”

He takes one step out, then stops again before turning back around. Kemuri tilts her head, lips pouting a little in confusion, and he tries not to stare at them for too long before finding her eyes.

“Tenya?” she asks.

“I would like to kiss you goodnight!” he blurts. Her eyes widen and he cringes. “If that’s alright with you, that is.”

She lets out a breathless little gasp, then nods as she fidgets with some of her hair. “O…okay. I…would like that.”

He moves into her space, just inside the door, and leans down. She reaches her hands to his shoulders and their lips touch, gently, then with a little added pressure. He doesn’t understand how such a simple act can be so pleasing, sending all kinds of sensations flooding through him, but he pulls away before he asks her if he can do it again or, worse, ask to stay longer. The temptation is far too great.

He straightens, adjusts his glasses (steamed up again, but that’s Kemuri’s doing) and bows his head to her. “Ah, well, goodnight then. I do hope you start to feel better again.”

She presses her hand to her lips, hiding her smile. “Thank you, Tenya, and goodnight.”

He hates how hard it is to return to his dorm. If only the rules of the house didn’t forbid him to stay.

Chapter 206: Happy to Be Here

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Kemuri feels notably better the next morning, although now the embarrassment from her little breakdown is setting in. After a good, long run with Iida and a hearty breakfast, she makes sure to find Mr. Aizawa before class and apologize for the mess she left in Gym Gamma. He seems distracted, if not far more exhausted than usual, and lets her off with a “just try to clean up after yourself next time.” She takes it and runs.

Classes go by as normal. At lunch, Kemuri takes a detour past the teacher’s lounge, hoping to catch Midnight or Hound Dog and talk about setting up an earlier session, but neither is there. Present Mic suggests she stop by after school and she agrees, bowing to him in thanks before making her way back to the cafeteria.

Upon her return, she finds that the usual seating arrangement has changed. This far into the year, certain patterns have become the norm with only slight deviations. Kemuri, of course, sits with her friends. Iida, Todoroki, and Midoriya eat together, sometimes joined by Tsuyu and Uraraka. Other times, the two girls opt to eat with Yaoyorozu, Jiro, and Mina. Bakugo, Kirishima, Sero, and Kaminari always seem to sit together, and Nishimura sticks with Sato, Koda, Mineta, and Aoyama.

Today, Iida has joined her usual group and, while she’s delighted to see him, her first thoughts are of what happened to his friends. She searches the area, eventually finding Todoroki and Midoriya sitting with the rest of the class A girls. Yaoyorozu is standing, eyes bright as she speaks, and Mina won’t stop bouncing in place and grinning. Todoroki leans his chin on his hand as he watches Yaoyorozu speak, the faintest of smiles on his lips.

“Kemuri! Over here!” Iida calls, bringing her attention back to him.

She swallows and hurries to the table. Shoji, bless him, has a tray of food waiting for her in-between him and Iida, leaving space for her. He steps out as she arrives, letting her slide into place, and she thanks her friend softly. He just nods, eyes creasing at the corners.

“I do hope this isn’t too much of a surprise,” Iida admits as she settles in.

“Not at all,” she insists. She gives a quick look to her friends, but they seem happy enough, focused on eating or whatever conversation was happening before she arrived. “U-Um…what’s up?”

“I was just letting everyone know that we’re planning a big hot pot party tonight. Partially as a celebration of the new year, but also to get us ready and eager for the new term,” Iida says. His eyes are bright with excitement.

She exhales a bit. Right, a new term is coming, and with that comes the dawn of their second year at U.A. Wasn’t it just yesterday that she was walking in the doors for the first time? How time flies. She smiles at Iida.

“That sounds yummy,” she says. “But, um…why are you…”

She stops, wincing a bit. That sounds mean, asking him why he’s still lingering even though he’s definitely spoken to her friends already.

“I believe he was waiting for you,” Tokoyami states, a tiny smile curving his beak.

Iida flushes a tiny bit, clearing his throat. “Well, yes, obviously,” he says, adjusting his glasses.

“You were?” Kemuri asks, gazing up at him.

“I…saved your group for last, and I thought I’d eat the rest of my lunch with you,” he admits, averting his eyes, and he hooks one finger in his collar as he pulls it away from his throat for a moment. “If you don’t mind. I understand that time with your friends is important!”

She shakes her head, hands waving hurriedly. “No, no, it’s fine! I don’t mind at all!”

Hagakure snickers. “Aw, you two are so…” She hums. “What’s the word?”

“Toru, don’t tease them,” Ojiro whispers. “Be nice.”

“Oh, you know I have to tease ‘em a little, Mashi,” she retorts. Kemuri and Iida look away from each other, pink in the cheeks again.

“So, hot pot?” Shoji intervenes, leaning forward as his attention darts between Kemuri and Iida. “Can we help with anything?”

Iida takes the out and runs with it. “Ah, yes! That would be greatly appreciated. Nishimura and Sato cannot possibly be asked to cook everything by themselves,” he says.

“Didn’t you say it was their idea?” Ojiro asks. Kemuri gives him a confused frown and he adds, “He mentioned that before you showed up.”

“Yes, but they cook for us all the time!” Iida insists.

“I’d love to help!” Hagakure says, thrusting one arm into the air. “We all would!” Her sleeves hover near her heart and she sighs. “Anything for a taste of Nishi’s hot pot…”

Ojiro nods, his tail wagging a bit. “What she said.”

“I can help move things around in the common area,” Shoji says. “I imagine what we did for the Christmas feast would work again?”

“Very good idea, Shoji!” Iida praises. “That would be much appreciated!”

Shoji nods, then his gaze shifts to Kemuri. “Make sure you eat before it gets cold.”

“O-Oh, right, sorry.”

She turns to her food, shovelling a bit of rice into her mouth maybe a little too quickly, stopping as she coughs a bit, and her strawberry milk carton moves into her line of sight. She blinks, reaching for it, and she looks over at Iida, but he’s still talking to Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Hagakure about what other food items should go on the menu. As she pulls the carton closer, she notices the straw is already inside, and she smiles a little.

She feels his shoe knock against hers under the table and she nudges him right back, tucking into her lunch as she lets herself get lost in her friends’ chatter.

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Sure enough, later that evening, the dorm is alive with delicious smells and sounds as class A works together to make a feast. Nishimura shouts orders as he works while Sato, the good cop to Nishimura’s bad cop, helps out those having some difficulty with their prep stations. Thankfully, since hot pot is the main course, there’s not a lot of need for actual cooking and instead just plenty of chopping and plating.

It doesn’t take long to realize that Todoroki and Yaoyorozu have no idea what they’re doing—between Todoroki’s abhorrent chopping skills and Yaoyorozu’s innocent but misplaced eagerness to put tea leaves into the ingredient list, Sato rightfully urges them to help with dishes and set-up before Nishimura pops a vein.

“Those poor chives. Look at how he’s massacred my boys,” Nishimura laments.

Sato pats his back. “It’s okay, we can salvage them.”

“Oh, house arrest boys are back!” Mineta hollers as Bakugo and Midoriya come inside, still dressed in their school uniforms. They hadn’t come back to the dorms once school ended and no one was sure where they had gone.

“Seriously? Late, again? What are you two up to?” Sero asks as he walks by, balancing a small stack of bowls.

“No meat for you if you don’t help us cook!” Kaminari adds, pointing at the dish of meat in his hands.

“I’m on it!” Midoriya says, rushing towards the kitchen.

Bakugo keeps walking, snarling. “Go ahead—try keeping that meat from me! See how that turns out for you!” he shouts.

Sero sighs and Kaminari adds, “Your attitude stinks, dude.”

“Come on, Bakugo, just pitch in a bit!” Kirishima encourages.

“Is Bakugo back?” Nishimura calls. “We could use him in here!”

“Yeah, yeah, keep your pants on, ginger,” Bakugo snaps. “I’m coming!”

He stomps off to the kitchen, passing Yaoyorozu, Uraraka, and Tsuyu as they discuss proper hot pot technique.

“But, if it’s truly a dish with a hodgepodge of ingredients…” Yaoyorozu says, still clutching her bag of tea leaves.

“Yeah, but tea leaves won’t help,” Uraraka explains, patting her shoulder. “Trust us.”

“I can’t believe you’ve never had real hot pot, Yaomomo,” Tsuyu says.

Yaoyorozu blushes. “The chefs always cooked everything for us…”

“WHO THE HELL CHOPPED THESE CHIVES?!” Bakugo roars.

“I did,” Todoroki says.

“YOUR SISTER WOULD CRY IF SHE SAW THESE!”

“Nishi already did,” Sato adds.

“DAAAAAMMMNNNN IIIIIIIIIT!” Bakugo screams as he grabs a bunch of new chives and starts chopping with extreme precision despite his obvious rage.

“Kemuri, want to help me gather drink orders?” Iida asks.

“O-Okay!”

Kemuri hurries to his side, dutifully carrying cartons of juice to the table while Iida readies tea.

After all is said and done, class A seats themselves around the table, ready to dig in. Kemuri and Todoroki help reheat a few of the clay pots as bowls and cups are passed out. Every available chair, couch, and stool is full and every eye roves over the various ingredients set before them.

“Let us begin!” Iida shouts, arms waving and chopping wildly.

The class cheers and raises their cups. Tsuyu catches Mina’s leg with her tongue as she rocks hard enough to tip her stool over. Hagakure bounces on the couch and Ojiro tries to calm her down, worried about the full glass in her hand.

Soon, the room is filled with the scent of cooking meat, bright conversation, laughter, and the sounds you only make when the food is just that good.

“Man, nothing beats hot pot on a chilly day,” Sero says. Kirishima nods, cheeks full as he chews with vigour.

“You know, once it’s warm again, we’ll be second-years,” Jiro says, blowing softly on her food.

“Before we know it, yeah,” Tsuyu agrees. “Ribbit.”

“And what a year this has been,” Uraraka adds, one hand pressed to her cheek in bliss. “A total blur!”

“We get to greet the new first-years,” Sato says.

“But since the hero course doesn’t have clubs, we probably won’t interact much,” Shoji says.

“Hey, still, we’re gonna set an example! Gotta give ‘em someone to chase after!” Nishimura insists.

“A whole new crop of hero hopefuls?! I love it!” Kirishima shouts, pumping his fist in the air as he leaps to his feet.

“Don’t talk with your mouth full, shitty hair,” Bakugo growls, yanking him back down by the hem of his hoodie.

“We still have three months remaining!” Iida exclaims, making Kemuri startle a bit at the volume. “Don’t forget about the final exams standing in our way!”

“Cut it out, Iida! You’ll ruin the taste of the hot pot!” Mineta says, giving Iida the stinkiest eye he can muster.

Todoroki blinks at the short boy. “It doesn’t taste any different to me.” He looks at Kemuri, seated between him and Iida, and asks, “Do you taste anything different?”

“No…” Kemuri whispers.

“Listen, you…” Mineta growls at Todoroki. “Enough of that overly literal airhead shtick!”

“Panicking about exams, Mineta?” Jiro asks as she reaches for more meat. “Har-dee-har.”

“Speak for yourself!”

There’s raucous laughter around the table. Kemuri leans back on the couch, gazing ahead, once again a listener among the noise-makers. The hot pot is savoury and hot, warming her from the inside out, and she revels in the laughter all around her.

In times like this, even as she feels like she’s melting into the background, there’s a stark sense of home keeping her solidly grounded, like a friend taking her by the hand and tugging her back to the group when she lags behind. Iida keeps checking on her, getting her refills of her water and reaching for whatever ingredients she needs. Admittedly, it’s hard to pinpoint where they are when the table is crowded and plenty of hands keep passing them around. In between bites, she watches her friends. Shoji feeds a duplimouth as he talks with Yaoyorozu and Jiro. Tokoyami nods to Midoriya as he takes a bottle of ponzu sauce from him. Hagakure chatters with Uraraka, Tsuyu, and Mina while Ojiro sits quietly at her side, enjoying his food and occasionally sneaking extra ingredients onto her plate when she isn’t looking.

She loves them so much and she hopes they know that. She can’t imagine how she would’ve survived this year without them.

More laughter pulls her attention to where Nishimura, Sero, and Kaminari sit together. Nishimura’s freckled face is bright with joy, his head thrown back, and Sero holds his stomach, wiping his eyes as he laughs. Kaminari socks Nishimura lightly on the shoulder, throwing out a, “Screw you, that was low!”

She’s excited for what the future brings, and what it will be like to continue working with Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta at the work studies. They can all keep growing together. She has the friends she started with, and now she’s branching out even further and cultivating newer relationships.

And Nishimura…well, she isn’t sure she’ll ever find a moment to tell him that wouldn’t be weird, but she’s proud of him. She remembers how surly he seemed when they met during the entrance exam, how he scowled and frowned at her and yet, still helped her and that girl. The boy before her is unrecognizable, like all that hard outer shell he tried to keep up has broken away, revealing the sweet soul beneath.

“Kemuri?”

She blinks, looking up at Iida as he tilts his head at her expectantly. For a moment, all she can do is stare at him. They’ve come pretty far too, haven’t they? From strangers to friends to…whatever they are now.

“Are you okay? You seem dazed,” he says, starting to reach out as if to check her forehead temperature.

Instead, she catches his hand in hers and squeezes. For a moment, she revels in the way his eyes widen slightly before his brows furrow in adorable confusion. “Thank you for everything, Tenya. Truly,” she murmurs.

He stares at her, mouth slightly open. “I…well, you’re welcome, but where did that come from? Are you alright?”

She can’t help but giggle softly as she lets go of his hand. “Sorry, it’s…it’s nothing, I’m just…” She glances out at her classmates, her friends, and sighs. “I’m just really happy to be here.” Happy to be a part of something.

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Kemuri has to excuse herself from the dinner clean-up as her phone buzzes in her pocket, insistent. She steps back from the sink, where Midoriya and Kirishima are helping with dishwashing, and sees “Nightwalker” on the caller ID. Her eyes widen.

“Oh, I…I have to take this,” she says to the boys. “I’m sorry, I—“

“Go ahead!” Kirishima insists.

“We’ve got this,” Midoriya assures her.

She bows her head in thanks before hurrying away, answering as she goes. “Ms. Nightwalker, h-hi! Is everything okay?”

Nightwalker chuckles, smooth and low. “Do you always sound so nervous when answering the phone, Smokey Eye?”

She flushes, eyes squeezing shut. “U-Um…honestly, ma’am, I’m just nervous most of the time…” Another laugh, and it helps Kemuri relax a bit. “Sorry, um…what’s going on?”

“I wanted to see if you could come to the agency after school tomorrow. Edgeshot would like to discuss bringing you onto the team for a rather…important mission.”

Kemuri’s breath hitches. A special mission? Already? Her?! “I…I’d be honoured! I can make it work. I’ll…I’ll have to get permission to leave,” she says.

“I have already sent an email to your principal. I’m sure it won’t be an issue,” Nightwalker says. “Bring your hero costume, just in case, but it should only be a short meeting. We’ll also discuss more about your work-study in general.”

“Sounds good!”

“Perfect. I will see you tomorrow then, Smokey Eye.”

“Okay, thank you. Bye!”

“Goodbye.”

When they disconnect, Kemuri just stares at her phone for a second, heart pounding. She has no idea what the special mission entails, but whatever it is, she’s eager to be a part of it.

Notes:

Well, the next chapter starts the final "arc" of Smokey Eye. I have no idea how many chapters it'll be before it's all over, but we're getting closer every day. What am I gonna do with myself once it's over?! Who knows...

Just realized we passed the three-year anniversary of this fic. I first published on August 26, 2018! Wild how time flies, huh? I'm sure a few of you have been here since almost the beginning! Have I mentioned I'm so thankful for you?? Because I am!\

As always, stay tuned!

Chapter 207: Onryo

Summary:

Kemuri heads out for her first official work study meeting and meets Team Exorcist.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

All Kemuri can think about is her first work-study assignment. She does all the normal things: waking up for training, therapy at lunch, her classes, etcetera, but her mind is elsewhere. Thankfully, her classmates are experiencing something similar, buzzing excitedly to one another about when they’re next meeting with their chosen heroes. She heard, at breakfast, that Tokoyami and Shoji have impromptu meetings today as well.

“Nightwalker really didn’t say anything about us?”

Kemuri decided not to question when Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta showed up at her bedroom door, but now they’re hanging out in her room like it’s no big deal and she has to constantly remind herself to take deep breaths. At the very least, she trusts Sero to take care of Mineta if he tries to get into her panty drawer.

“No,” she murmurs as she checks over her hero costume. She looks up at Kaminari, who’s resting stomach-down on her bed with his arm hanging off the edge, and offers him a sympathetic smile. “I’m sorry.”

“Not your fault,” Kaminari sighs. “I’m just bummed. I needed something to do tonight.”

Sero, sitting in her desk chair, tilts his head as a tiny, sly smile crosses his face. “Weren’t you gonna hang out with Jiro?”

Kaminari groans and rolls over. “We were, but Gang Orca called her and Shoji for a job and she bailed on me.” He drags out the last word in a bit of a whine.

“Just reschedule,” Mineta says. He’s behaving, thankfully, taking to leaning against Kemuri’s bed without actually going up onto it. “You do it every week, and we’re all gonna be a lot busier soon. You’ve gotta readjust.”

“Oh, hush, you don’t get to talk. Your girlfriend’s working with us. You get to spend a ton of time with her!”

Mineta arches an eyebrow. “She’s in the other class, though. I don’t get to see her all day every day. You know, staring longingly at the back of her head like some people.”

Kaminari lurches up, eyes wide. “I do not stare at Jiro!”

“I never said you were the one doing the staring, dude.”

As the two of them start to argue, Kemuri slowly looks back at Sero. He’s as unfazed as ever, leading her to believe this is a common occurrence. Kemuri can’t help but wonder whether this Kaminari-Jiro thing is actually a thing, or Kaminari’s just got a crush and he’s reading into the situation.

Sero notices her confused stare and clears his throat, slapping his thighs as he hops to his feet. “Guys, we should let Kemuri go. Maybe we’ll hear something from the Lurkers tomorrow, okay?”

Kaminari and Mineta fall silent, Kaminari’s hands gripping Mineta’s shirt collar and Mineta with his fist raised above Kaminari’s head. They blink, look at each other, and let go, brushing themselves off as they smile.

“Oh, right, we were bugging you about that, weren’t we?” Kaminari says.

“I forgot that’s why we came here,” Mineta admits.

Kemuri giggles softly. “Right…”

“We’ll get out of your hair,” Sero says with a smile, patting her head as he walks by. “Have fun!”

“But not too much fun!” Kaminari adds.

“Yeah!” Mineta agrees.

The boys hurry out, Kaminari and Mineta still shoving each other lightly as they go, and Kemuri shakes her head as she clips her costume case shut.

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It isn’t long before Kemuri finds herself sitting in Edgeshot’s meeting room, the very same one he gathered them all in on the first day of their internships. This time, though, there’s only one person even slightly close to her age sitting around the table, and it’s Kuno Shinobi. Kemuri barely saw her during the internship aside from brief moments and she imagines the older girl is quite busy getting ready for graduation.

Still, Kemuri can’t help but feel giddy when Shinobi nudges the seat beside her and jerks her head towards it. Kemuri knows an invitation when she sees one and takes it, murmuring a soft thank you as she takes her seat.

She searches the room, trying not to fiddle with her braid. Nightwalker and Heat Seeker are here too, but other than that, there are three other people she’s only seen in passing. They’re the kind of familiar that comes from briefly seeing someone on a regular basis but never truly crossing paths or interacting with them in any meaningful way.

The first she notices is a man dressed like a medieval plague doctor. His plague mask is scaled down, looking more like a masquerade mask than anything that would protect one from disease, and his hood has pointed ears on it. The rest of his outfit is simple, made up of dark, form-fitting clothes. As he leans back, boots kicked up on the table, he fiddles idly with the fingers of his sleek leather gloves.

Next to him are two others, so different from each other that it’s almost comical. The first is a thin man in a navy blue jumpsuit who seems to tremor constantly, sending his mane of tight, coily brown curls wiggling. A pair of thick black antennae protrude from the ends of his eyebrows, curling around his head like horns, and two circular dishes cap the ends. He keeps his eyes closed, although his head twitches towards anyone who moves even an inch.

The woman next to him is still, steady as a rock with her muscular arms crossed tightly over her broad chest. Her eyes are dark, the colour of coffee with just a dash of cream, and her skin is a few tones lighter than that. She wears her thick black hair in a high bun, tied back with a scarlet hair-tie, and her strong thighs almost fill out the flowy material of her shiny red shorts. She looks, in every aspect, like a boxer.

She shifts, uncrossing her arms as she leans over to whisper something to the trembling man, and Kemuri catches a glimpse of the shiny gold “R” decorating her sports top. The man smiles a bit at her words, murmuring a response, and she grins as she cracks her wrapped knuckles.

Kemuri is about to ask Shinobi what their names are when the doors open and Edgeshot strides in. Everyone jumps to attention.

“Foxglove, feet off the table,” he says, and the plague doctor lookalike immediately fixes himself in his chair.

“Apologies, sir.”

“Is everything ready, Nightwalker?”

“As you requested,” Nightwalker replies, handing an extra tablet to Edgeshot as he passes her. He takes his place at the head of the table and Nightwalker takes a few steps back, awaiting his words patiently.

Kemuri has to stop herself from jittering. She takes long, slow breaths as she watches Edgeshot press a few buttons on the keypad embedded in the conference table, then check the tablet. The screen behind him flickers to life, displaying his logo and nothing else. Satisfied, he passes the tablet back to Nightwalker.

“Thank you all for meeting here so promptly,” he starts. “I think a few introductions are in order. A few of you have met our newest intern, Smokey Eye.”

He gestures to Kemuri, all eyes land on her, and she waves. “P-Pleasure to meet you.”

“Smokey Eye, I’d like to introduce you to the rest of Team Exorcist,” Edgeshot continues. “They’re a specialized team here within the agency. Why don’t you go first, Vibe?”

The thin man raises his hand as he gets to his feet. Kemuri notices for the first time that he’s wearing silver braces around his legs and his hands are covered in thick gloves. He smiles a little and his eyes slowly open.

“Pleased…to meet you,” he says. He speaks slowly and deliberately, pausing as his teeth seem to clack together. “I…apologize…for the t-trembling.”

“You’ve got nothing to be sorry for, baby,” the strong woman at his side says. She gives Kemuri a look. “Side effect of his quirk, nothing more.”

“Vibe is our audio surveillance specialist,” Edgeshot explains. “The woman who just spoke is Roids. She’s our muscle, fighter, and Vibe’s lookout.”

Roids nods, crossing her arms again. “I’m not the strongest, but I can hit where it matters. If you need subjugation, I’m your girl.” She jabs one thumb towards herself, then seems to rethink her words as she glances over at Nightwalker “Other than Koko, of course.”

Nightwalker laughs softly. “Same specialty, different methods, my friend.”

Kemuri frowns a little to herself. Come to think of it, she has no idea what Nightwalker’s quirk is, and now she longs to know. Maybe she can ask her later.

“Guess I’m next,” the plague man—Foxglove, Kemuri recalls—says. He smiles a bit. “I’m Foxglove. My quirk’s a little thing called Poison Poke, but don’t worry, I only kill people sometimes.” No one reacts. Kemuri’s eyes widen. Foxglove waits for only a second before he laughs. “Kidding! Seriously, I’m kidding. Don’t look so freaked, kid.”

Kemuri clears her throat. “Sorry…”

“And of course,” Edgeshot says, “you already know Kunoichi, Nightwalker, and Heat Seeker.” The three of them nod to Kemuri as he says their names and she nods back. “With introductions out of the way, I’ll get started.”

Nightwalker taps the tablet and the screen behind Edgeshot changes to show a single word: “Onryo.” Kemuri tilts her head a little, leaning closer to the table. She doesn’t hear any reactions from the others and briefly allows herself to wonder whether this is new to them too.

“For the past few months, I, along with a few of the others in this room, have been dedicated to finding and busting a highly-specialized group of mercenaries operating in the criminal underworld. At first, we didn’t think to expect much more than typical thugs, but we’ve been proven wrong,” Edgeshot says.

Kemuri glances around the room. Roids’ jaw is clenched with annoyance and Foxglove stares at Edgeshot with intensity. Heat Seeker sits with his hands folded before him, mouth resting against his intertwined fingers.

“We’ve quickly discovered that the group is not only spread out across multiple prefectures, but they’re incredibly secretive,” Edgeshot continues. “It’s been difficult, to say the least, and since Team Lurkers came together, I’ve enlisted more help to investigate during the daytime as well as at night. Smokey Eye, any questions so far?”

Kemuri gulps at being singled out so quickly, but thankfully, she does have at least a few questions. “Um…you said they’re a specialized group. Are they yakuza or…or something?”

“It’s highly likely they used to be a yakuza group, considering their organization, but it’s all speculation at this point,” Nightwalker answers.

Kemuri, admittedly, doesn’t know of any major yakuza groups still operating. Most were stomped out by heroes early into the days of quirks and the only one she can think of now is of Overhaul and the Eight Precepts of Death—the villains Midoriya, Kirishima, Uraraka, and Tsuyu helped to fight months ago.

“So…they’re not connected to Overhaul?” she asks anyway. Can’t hurt to clarify.

“No,” Edgeshot says. “There haven’t been any known connections to him or the League of Villains, or any connections at all. They’re working alone, flying under the radar, but their estimated kill count is alarming.”

A chill runs down her spine. The longer she sits here, the less qualified she feels for whatever Edgeshot expects of her. She gives another look around the room and still, no one seems alarmed.

“To explain further,” Edgeshot says, “the group themselves have no name that we know of. In official records, we’ve taken to calling them the Onryo.”

Wrathful spirits, Kemuri thinks, shivering again. How nice.

“However, recently, we’ve come to believe that whatever they are, they’re a business of some kind. Their business allows people to hire villains to carry out unsavoury jobs for them, ranging from murder to drug-dealing to theft, although murder seems to be their most common job.”

“At least, that’s what we’ve come to know them for,” Foxglove mutters.

“Yes,” Edgeshot agrees. “The pay is high and the villains involved are incredibly skilled at what they do. Until recently, they operated so covertly that we heroes were unaware that they even existed.”

Kemuri sits up a little straighter. This is a lot to take in, sure, but that catches her attention. “Wait, how…how recently?” she asks. “What changed?”

Edgeshot gives Nightwalker a glance and, again, the screen behind him changes. Kemuri freezes, eyes widening as the face of a man with pale pink-orange hair and tanned skin appears. The last time she saw that face was on I-Island. That man was being taken into police custody as she left the tower with her classmates. He glared at each of them, and especially Midoriya, until he couldn’t anymore.

She also knows that he’s a Nishimura—one of Akio’s older cousins—even if his name escapes her. She remembers the phone call she had with Akio after I-Island and how he seemed to celebrate the incarceration of his own family member, and the guilt he felt for it.

“This man goes by the alias Swordkil. Legal name: Atomu Nishimura,” Edgeshot says. “He was involved in the attack on I-Island this past summer. He’s been in custody ever since, despite having no criminal record to speak of.”

There are a few noises around the room, mostly quiet mutterings, and Kemuri stays completely still. Edgeshot isn’t looking at her and, as far as she knows, he has no idea that she was on I-Island during that attack, or how involved she was. He has no idea how much her heart is pounding.

She steals a glance across the table. Vibe is staring at her, eyebrows furrowed in confusion and his dish-like antennae swivelling towards her, and she winces. Dang it, she thinks. He must be able to hear her heart. She wishes she could slow it down, but…

“He was questioned, but nothing of value came out of it. However, when we talked to his boss, Wolfram…” Another picture appears, this time of a harsh-looking man with thick, dark red hair, and Edgeshot looks up at him as he speaks. “He was a lot more useful. He told detectives that, out of his entire crew, Swordkil was the only one he hired from an outside source. He wouldn’t reveal what that source was, but it told us enough. So, Swordkil has no criminal record, but was hired for villainous intent. Based on this, we can guess that this isn’t his first time dealing in the underworld.”

No one speaks. Edgeshot turns back to the group and settles his piercing gaze on Kemuri.

“So, you ask what changed?” he repeats. “They finally made a mistake, and now we have one of their men.”

Roids lets out a whoop, pumping her fist, but she quiets when Shinobi raises her hand. Edgeshot nods to her and she exhales.

“I’m sorry to ask, sir, but what does that change? We still don’t know anything about Onryo,” she says. She leans back in her chair, arms crossed.

“Just the fact that he’s in custody and available for more questioning is an asset, Kunoichi,” Edgeshot says. “When working with villains like these, anything we can get is valuable.”

Shinobi nods slowly, although her lips stay pouted, and Kemuri raises her hand. Again, when Edgeshot acknowledges her, she speaks. “Can…I ask who the victims are? I mean, in all this, with Onryo.” She fiddles with her fingers. “You said earlier it’s mostly hired crime, and it sounds like villains attacking…other villains.”

“You’d be correct about that,” he replies. His eyes close, a sigh leaving him. “It’s not something I’m proud of, but heroes tend to ignore villain against villain crime until it starts affecting innocents. I’m not going to make excuses. That’s an area we all need to improve in.” He lifts his chin, focused again. “What makes Onryo far more concerning than most villain groups is that they have a strict ‘no witnesses’ policy, which means…sometimes, civilians end up in the wrong place at the wrong time.”

Kemuri pales. Heat Seeker flinches, hands tightening around each other, and every face darkens. Even Foxglove, whose mouth seems to hold a natural laughing air, has dropped all humour from his demeanour.

“That must be how they’ve stayed out of the news,” Heat Seeker says. “Nobody to report the crimes. No witnesses…no one to hold them accountable.”

“Still,” Shinobi adds. “Why isn’t anyone talking about the murders of seemingly random civilians?”

“That’s also the Onryo’s doing,” Edgeshot says. “They don’t leave bodies behind and, for the longest time, the police believed all those deaths were simply missing person’s cases.” Again, he bows his head, as if weighted by shame. “The police only caught on to a pattern when they noticed how many missing person reports popped up right after a murdered villain report. Too many in close succession to ignore, which is why I got involved. The pieces lined up, but the fact that we noticed at all is pure luck.” He shakes his head. “We have no idea how many deaths we have failed to prevent.”

Silence. Kemuri bows her head, her heart aching. She loves heroes, admires them more than some and less than others, but she still finds that sometimes, she forgets how human they can be. They can’t possibly save everyone, but when that’s your job and what’s expected of you…

She takes a deep breath. She knows what she signed up for and she knew it wouldn’t be easy.

“Now, after hearing all that, I understand if some of you may have concerns about involving our younger heroes,” Edgeshot says, “but I believe that this could be the best way to integrate Smokey Eye into some of the work we do here. This will be a slow job, something we may not solve for a while, and I’m sure that Smokey Eye will be an asset to us.”

Foxglove strokes his chin, humming a bit, and Roids slowly looks Kemuri up and down, frowning a little. Vibe squints a bit as he looks at her, tilting his head a few times. Kemuri swallows hard, flushing under the scrutiny, and she tries not to shrink back in her seat. She meets Heat Seeker’s gaze and he smiles at her softly, giving a tiny nod. She gives him a shaky smile in return.

“Our mission is to find out where the Onryo operates from, catch them in the act, and take down whatever organization they have running. We’re hoping that we can find a base of some kind where people meet, discuss jobs, and deliver payment,” Edgeshot continues. “Removing them will not only take away a deadly tool from other villains, but it will drastically reduce the senseless murders elsewhere. It’s an underground job, away from the public eye, but it’s no less important than walking the streets and fighting villains there. At the end of the day, our goal is peace.”

That’s really all they can hope for and, in all honesty, Kemuri is relieved to be involved in something more removed from the public. She still needs work when it comes to her “heroic image” and as freaky as this entire mission seems, she does see how it’s a decent enough starting block.

What’s more, Edgeshot truly seems to believe in her, and she’ll be damned if she lets him down.

Lingering below the miasma of other feelings, there’s a sick sort of dread. Atomu Nishimura is thought to be involved in this. While there’s a chance that he’s involved in something entirely different from Onryo, that chance is slim, and Kemuri keeps picturing Akio’s face. Does he know about this? He’s mentioned his family’s villainous history before, but it was so long ago that she doesn’t remember his exact words. Would they do something like this? Would they be this dangerous, or are they simply pawns in a bigger game?

For Akio’s sake, she hopes it’s just a sick coincidence. She might have to ask him about it.

“I’m sure it doesn’t need to be said, but just in case,” Nightwalker says. “Please remember that this is a classified mission. Information needs to stay under wraps, so keep any discussions between yourself and the others in this room.”

Kemuri kicks herself internally. So much for that. Maybe she can do some casual prodding, just to see if Nishimura tells her anything. Already, she’s desperate to prove her friend’s innocence, whether it’s needed or not.

“That should settle it,” Edgeshot says as he places his hands on the table. “Smokey Eye, I’d like for you to go on patrol with Kunoichi and I tonight.”

Patrol? Kemuri didn’t think she’d be doing patrol today, but she nods and turns to see Shinobi’s reaction. Her expression stays carefully collected as she nods.

“Yes, sir.”

“Perfect. I look forward to working more with each and every one of you.”

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“Heavy stuff, isn’t it?”

Kemuri turns her head to stare up at Shinobi, eyes wide. She’s wearing her hero costume—an all-black skintight jumpsuit with wraps around her elbows, knees, and hands. She also has a dark purple mask on, covering her nose and chin and throat the same way Shoji’s does, and a belt with pockets and pouches that almost every hero seems to have. She looks super cool, to Kemuri, and yet ten times more intimidating than usual.

Shinobi glances over at her. Her brow furrows. “Seriously, why do you always look so terrified?” she asks. “I’m trying to have a conversation and you stare at me like I’m gonna bite your head off.”

Kemuri cringes inwardly, bowing her head a little. “I’m…I’m sorry, I just…” She clears her throat. “I thought you didn’t want to talk, so…so I don’t want to bother you.”

They stop walking, lingering near the edge of an alleyway. Edgeshot is somewhere above them, scouting from the rooftops, and Kemuri looks up, lips pursing.

“He won’t leave us behind,” Shinobi says, reading her mind. “We can always catch up later, and he won’t go far.”

“Oh…”

She exhales, eyes rolling a bit. “Look, for the most part, you’re right. I don’t like idle chatter, but we’re going to be working together a lot in the future. It’s important to foster good relationships between sidekicks,” she says. She eyes the rooftops and her ice blue eyes soften a little. “That’s what Mr. Edgeshot taught me, at least.”

Kemuri nods. “I…I understand. I think I’m just…a little nervous, still.”

“I got that much.” She adjusts her mask a little and fiddles with the edge of her sleeve. “I…” She sighs. “I just thought I’d let you know that you can relax a little. I know this can be a lot to adjust to, but I’ve got your back. We all do.”

Kemuri can’t help but smile, her heart lifting. Edgeshot is obviously her mentor, but having an older student to look up to is awesome. “Thank you, senpai!”

“Aw, geez, that again,” she groans. The tips of her ears turn pink. “Togata wouldn’t shut up about that after the festival, you know?”

“Oh, I…I’m sorry.”

“Not your fault. Togata never shuts up anyway.”

Kemuri decides to just nod, not sure how to respond. Shinobi jerks her head to the side and they keep moving.

“So, if I can ask…” Kemuri pipes up after a few minutes. “You…you said a while back that your quirk lets you disappear, kinda? Or it makes others unaware that you exist?”

“Pretty much.”

“Can…I know more?”

Shinobi doesn’t look at her, but she does answer, so Kemuri calls that a win. “It’s called Presence Erasure. It’s pretty straightforward, but since I’ve come to U.A, I’ve learned to extend the erasure part to others instead of just me.”

“Woah, really? How does that work? Is it like a forcefield that spreads out from you or…or…”

“Through touch, actually. The more contact I have with a person, the more I can hide them.” She shrugs. “It’s not flashy, but it works for me.”

“It’s a great power,” Kemuri says. “I can see why Edgeshot wanted you on his team.”

Again, the tips of her ears turn pink, and she tugs her mask up again. “Let’s keep moving.” She picks up the pace as she adds, “If you have any other questions, just ask. I’ll…do my best to answer.”

Kemuri pushes herself into a jog, starting to smile. “In that case…what’s Nightwalker’s quirk?”

She hears Shinobi sigh but, somehow, it doesn’t bring her down.

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Nightwalker’s quirk, as it turns out, is called Pocket Dimension. Sounds wild, but Shinobi tells Kemuri that it’s a bit of a strange quirk. Nightwalker can create tiny pocket dimensions of darkness. She can trap people inside them or travel through them, although only she can navigate them, so her “teleporting” isn’t the most useful to others.

“She mostly uses it to trap villains, but she never keeps them there for longer than necessary,” Shinobi says. “It’s freaky in there.”

“She’s used her quirk on you?” Kemuri asks.

Shinobi groans. “During my first year, I was being a little shit and I begged her to use it on me. Said it couldn’t be that bad. She used it on me and…wow, it’s something.” Kemuri gives her a long look, with just a hint of pleading, and the older girl exhales. “It’s all black in there, and cold. No sound, no sight, no nothing. You’re completely alone with your thoughts.”

Kemuri nods slowly. She can’t imagine having nothing but the chaotic cesspool of her thoughts being her only company. “Sounds…awful.”

“Yeah, let’s just be glad Nightwalker’s on our side, huh?”

They continue on. The patrol stays mostly uneventful and, as they go, Kemuri asks more about the others on Team Exorcist, about their quirks and how long they’ve been working under Edgeshot.

Vibe’s quirk is Vibration Sense. He can sense vibrations all around him, even those created from sound. He’s gotten so attuned to the different kinds that he can find out a lot about a person just by the way they walk, and it’s incredibly hard to sneak up on him since he can “feel” you coming. He can even translate distant vocal vibrations into words. The braces he wears, and most of his hero costume, is designed to absorb the constant vibrations flowing through him so that he can experience some semblance of normalcy.

He’s also, much to Kemuri’s surprise, Roids’ husband of ten years, and they’ve been with Edgeshot for eight of those years. The two of them met during their internships in high school and have stayed inseparable ever since. Roids’ quirk is Strength Relocation. She can buff up certain parts of her body as she needs to, powering up her jumps, punches, speed, or general strength. The only downside is it leaves the momentarily unused areas extremely weak in comparison, and she works out every day to make up for it, leaving her as a giant tower of muscle that no one wants to mess with.

Foxglove is the youngest member from the adult side. He’s twenty-five and joined Edgeshot’s agency fresh out of high school graduation. His Poison Poke has a lot more layers than what he joked about—each of his fingers carries an injectable solution that affects someone differently. His thumbs carry a muscle relaxer, his middle fingers have a pretty potent poison, his pointer fingers have something that puts you to sleep almost instantly, his pinkies cause paralysis, and his ring fingers carry an all-around antidote for each of the other “poisons.”

Shinobi assured Kemuri that Foxglove was joking about killing people. His poisonous middle fingers are only lethal if the antidote isn’t administered quickly enough, and until then it causes a whole slew of uncomfortable conditions, like nausea, headaches, dizziness, and weakness in the limbs. Kemuri doesn’t think she’ll remember everything, but she knows she’d like to stay far away from those fingers in particular.

As their patrol wraps up with the three of them heading back to the agency, Kemuri picks up her pace until she’s a little closer to Edgeshot.

“So…um, are night patrols always this quiet?” she asks.

Edgeshot hums thoughtfully, then says, “Most of the time. The most eventful work comes from hunting down the quieter crimes, like drug deals, drunken fights, and the like.” He glances down at her, then back towards the road ahead. “I’m giving you easier work for now, to ease you into it. Take the quiet nights as a chance to improve your observation skills.”

Kemuri winces a little. She isn’t sure how to explain, but she considers herself both highly observant and incredibly non-observant at the same time. When she focuses on one person, she pays special attention to everything about their face—the way their eyes move, their brows, their mouth. But, despite that, there’s so much around her that she just…misses.

“I’ll…I’ll do my best, but…um…”

Shoot, has she mentioned her disability to Edgeshot? She’s sure that it’s in her school file and anyone who looks at her should notice the cloudy look of her grey eyes, but still…

“Mr. Edgeshot, sir, I…I don’t know if you’re aware, but my eyes…” she starts.

She feels a hand on her shoulder, stopping her in place, and she looks up at Edgeshot. He gives her a brief squeeze before releasing her.

“I’m aware, but I didn’t mean to use just your eyes. I want you to listen, smell, touch. There’s a whole lot more to the world than what you can see and, if I’ve learned anything, it’s that looks can be deceiving.”

She wonders if she imagined it but, for a second, she swears that he winked at her. Too quickly, he’s walking again, and Shinobi nudges her back to life. She does a weird half-run to keep up.

“I’ll put your next shift down for tomorrow,” Edgeshot says. “After that, we’ll talk more about getting you in twice during the school week and on the weekends. Friday and Saturday will be night shifts. Sound good?”

“Yes, sir!”

“Good. I’ll also expect you to keep training with Heat Seeker.”

“Yes, sir.”

He nods in affirmation and she lets herself slow down, taking a long, deep breath. She’s got a lot of work ahead of her.

Notes:

That took...forever.

I still can't believe two months went by like *POOF*! Uni started up again, I planned a wedding, and then got married! Life reallllly got away from me and I'm sorry I kept you guys waiting for so long. I've got a few new readers who have been absolutely lovely to interact with, so hello to all of you!

Thankfully, I've been writing more lately and hopefully the next updates will roll out a little faster. But, since this next arc has a lot of stuff going on, I'm trying to write more chapters all at once so I can do more editing and space out updates.

As always, stay tuned!

Chapter 208: Late Night Meetings

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Days pass without much excitement. Everyone is busy with something, whether it’s homework, studying, or work studies. Looking out for one another becomes a pretty common thing, even more so than before. Sato and Nishimura keep the cabinets stocked with easy to-go breakfasts and snacks for when people have to leave in a hurry. Yaoyorozu, Iida, and Midoriya run study sessions for catching up when people miss class, and Kemuri helps with English.

In the back of her mind, though, she keeps thinking about Nishimura, and the image of Atomu Nishimura she saw at the debriefing. She should ask him, but there’s this nagging feeling that tells her that the less he knows and the less she knows, the better. As she watches him spar with Hagakure, testing his shield-arm, she turns her options over in her mind, again and again and again.

“Kemuri, pay attention!”

She blinks, shaking her head as she tries to focus back on Ojiro. They’re sparring in hero basic training again but she’s not being the best partner.

“Sorry…”

“Something on your mind?” Ojiro asks, tail lashing. He cracks a tiny smile and says, “Or…just staring at Toru?”

“Not Toru,” she says, laughing softly. “That’s your job.”

He shrugs. “Ah, well, you know, she’s just so radiant...”

She snorts a little. “Pfft, nice pun.”

“Thanks! I thought it was clever.” His tail wags, then slows as his face becomes serious again. “But, seriously, Kemuri, what’s up?” He glances over his shoulder at Hagakure and Nishimura. “If not Toru, then…”

“Nishi,” she finishes.

“Did something happen?”

“Um…maybe? No.” She sighs. “I really…can’t talk about it. Classified stuff from…work?”

“Woah, Edgeshot’s got you on something classified already?” His dark eyes widen a bit.

She nods. She hasn’t mentioned much about her work-study to her friends, since she’s only been on a handful of patrols so far and they haven’t been all that exciting. Besides, she’s been content to listen to them about how their studies are going rather than talk about all the nothing happening on her end. What could she say? “Hey, guys, I saw a plastic bag fly down a dark alley yesterday!” Yeah, no.

“Yeah, he…he thinks it’ll be slow enough that he can ease me into underground work,” she says.

“Okay, and…Nishi has something to do with it?”

She purses her lips, then looks around the gym. Shoji and Tokoyami are sparring together, pitting Octoblow against Black Abyss, and all around them, the rest of the class is paired up and practicing. Between all the noise of quirks being used, Kemuri deems it safe.

She creeps closer to Ojiro. “Look, I…can’t say what, but I thought of something Nishi told me once, and it came to mind during a debriefing. I don’t know for sure, so…I’m just trying to figure out if I should ask him about it.”

Ojiro lifts one eyebrow, then nods slowly. “Ah. I won’t press but…it sounds tough,” he says. “If you ask me, I’d be careful about rushing into things. We’ve only just started the work studies and, whatever it is, it could just be a coincidence?” He winces. “I…have no idea if that pertains to you at all, but I’m trying.”

She smiles, reaching out to squeeze his arm gently. “Thanks, Ojiro. I think I’ll do just that.”

“Hey, glad I could help,” he says. He rolls his shoulders, then adds, “Promise you’ll talk to us if it gets to be too much, okay? We don’t want to see you break down.”

“Of course.”

“Good.” He steps back, adjusting his footing, and raises his fist. “Now, en garde!”

She laughs a bit as they launch back into sparring.

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“I’ve got an exercise for us to try.”

It’s another patrol and this time, Heat Seeker is with Shinobi and Kemuri. Things are so quiet that, most nights, Kemuri doesn’t need to use her quirk at all, and that means that there’s lots and lots and lots of time to get used to walking around. Lots of time. A painful amount of time.

So, hearing of a new exercise, her interest peaks.

Shinobi rolls her shoulders, adjusting her gloves. “You in?”

“Tell me more,” Kemuri begs.

Shinobi’s eyes crease, just for a moment, as she lets out a breathless little sound. She gives Heat Seeker a sidelong look. “I’ve been thinking up a game…like hide and go seek meets tag.”

“Oh?” Heat Seeker murmurs, eyebrow lifting.

“I’m going to use my quirk and I’ll go hide somewhere in plain sight, then you two try and find me. Whoever does so first, wins.”

“And…what do we win?” Heat Seeker asks as he hooks his hands behind his head. There’s a tiny smile on his face, his voice light.

“Bragging rights?” Kemuri suggests.

He sighs. “That will have to do for now, I suppose, but I expect something in the future. Preferably food.”

“Whatever you say.” Shinobi’s eyes narrow and she steps back. “Alright, let’s go!”

In an instant, she’s gone. Kemuri and Heat Seeker wait a second, giving her time to “hide,” and Heat Seeker moves to the edge of the building. Kemuri trails in his footsteps as he adjusts his visor, frowning a bit. She closes her eyes as she listens.

“Damn,” Heat Seeker murmurs.

Kemuri looks up at him. “Everything…okay?”

“Eh…” He sighs. “Her quirk isn’t invisibility, as you know, but I thought I could still catch her heat signature. Looks like that isn’t the case.”

“It really is the ultimate stealth quirk, then.”

He nods, humming his agreement. “I’m gonna search the area.”

Kemuri opens her mouth to respond, but he’s already hurrying away. She purses her lips, inching closer to the edge of the rooftop and dropping into a squat. They’re in a quieter part of town and at this time of night, there are only a few pedestrians walking around. Most of the ambience of the evening comes from far-off sirens and the muted voices of people living their lives in nearby buildings. Kemuri lifts her gaze upward and tries to think.

Shinobi’s quirk is still mostly unknown to her and, because of that, she doesn’t know its weaknesses or drawbacks. Time limits, side effects…she’s got nothing. Kemuri heaves a sigh and bounces a little on her feet, starting to feel the slight burn in the backs of her legs from the extended squat.

The most she can do is just…use her quirk and see what happens. She lets fog trickle from her back and shoulders, slowly surrounding her, and she closes her eyes as her range expands. She can feel the roof beneath her and little else, so she double-tasks. She listens. She strains to hear the tiniest of sounds, like the wind disturbing near-weightless pebbles, footsteps below her, breeze rustling her—

For a split second, she feels a ripple, like something disturbing the fog all around her. In an instant, she whips around and grabs at nothing, eyes still shut, and her fingers close around something soft yet firm. She gasps as Shinobi pops back into view. For a second, the girls stare at each other, Kemuri’s hand still firmly wrapped around Shinobi’s forearm. Kemuri’s fog drifts away in the wind.

“You found me,” Shinobi states, her voice slightly airy.

“I…did?”

“How?”

“I…felt you. Through my quirk, I…” Kemuri shakes her head, stunned. She releases Shinobi’s arm and hurries to straighten up, blushing. “I didn’t know…”

“Me neither,” Shinobi says. She stares down at her arm, then at Kemuri. “You could feel me,” she repeats, and when Kemuri nods, she exhales a laugh. “Well. Damn.”

“Were…you behind us that whole time?”

“Oh, yeah, I never left the area. Just skirted around you and stood back. I was going to follow Seeker and see what he was planning, but…” She crosses her arms over her chest and shakes her head. “I can’t believe it.”

Kemuri winces. “I’m sorry…”

“Don’t do that,” Shinobi says, annoyance in her tone. She tilts her head back, sighing. “I knew the ‘blind and deaf’ part of my quirk didn’t cover touch, but I never thought your quirk would count. You’re…pretty sensitive, huh?”

Kemuri nods. “I’ve trained to sense with it since I was a kid. It’s…my other set of eyes.” She rubs her arm and adds, “I’m really sorry for grabbing you…”

“Hey, if more people did that, I’d be screwed more often than not. Usually, when people bump into me while I’m in incognito mode, they just startle and look around in confusion for a bit. Gives me time to get away.”

Kemuri nods slowly and the silence drags on. And on. And on.

“So, um…good job. All that junk. We should go get Heat Seeker,” Shinobi mutters, averting her eyes.

“R-Right, good idea!”

Shinobi takes the lead, calling out Heat Seeker’s name as she goes, and Kemuri is quick to follow.

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By the time Kemuri gets back to Heights Alliance, it’s far past curfew and the building is dark and still. She grips her stick tight as she carefully maneuvers through the door and into the front entry, fumbling to get her shoes off and stored properly. Finding a light switch in the dark isn’t going to go well, she knows it. She’ll use her quirk if she has to.

As she nudges her shoes to what she thinks is the right place, a spot of light appears. She jumps a little at its appearance, just a tiny, blurry spot a little ways away. It takes her a second to realize that it’s near the couch and another to note that it’s coming from a phone flashlight and that, of course, she recognizes the person illuminated by it.

“Kemuri? Is that you?”

A shiver rolls through her at how husky his voice sounds when it’s sleepy. She gulps hard, nodding. “T-Tenya? Hi. Sorry, I…”

She pauses. Why is he on the couch and not in bed? She frowns a little as she moves towards him, her stick still moving ahead of her. It bumps against something—a side table, most likely—and she scoots around it.

Closer now, she can kind of pick his features out of the darkness. There’s no reflection from his glasses and she’s comforted that at least he wasn’t sleeping with them on. He has plenty of extras, but damaging a pair from sleeping on it seems like a waste, and she’s learned from falling asleep wearing hers a few times before that it’s not the comfiest thing ever. He blinks once, twice, still waking, and she can’t help but smile at his slightly dopey expression as he reaches up to rub his eyes, fingers dragging against his skin.

She should be thinking of sleep, but with the work studies kicking off in full force, there’s been very little time to spend with him. The most one-on-one time they’ve had recently was a little under a week ago and, to make it worse, she was having a breakdown. Not exactly the best “date” ever. So, instead of her bed, she’s focused intently on the fact that the only people here are the two of them.

Iida yawns, setting his phone aside, flashlight still on. “Apologies. I planned to wait for you, but it seems I dozed off,” he says.

“That’s alright.” She collapses her white cane and reaches around to her bag, tucking it into the pocket on the side as she adds, “Were you waiting long?”

“I honestly can’t say,” he admits. “What time is it?”

Kemuri doesn’t have her phone within reach and she doesn’t wear a watch, so she guesses. “Eleven o’clock, maybe?”

“That late? Well, we’ll certainly need our rest then. I can walk you to your room.”

She hesitates as he shifts, reaching for his phone, and she takes a chance. She grabs his wrist just as his fingertips brush his device, and then his alarmed attention is on her. She makes a squeak in her throat, flushing as she releases him.

“I…sorry, I…u-um…” She averts her eyes. “Could we…talk?”

“Is something wrong?”

She winces at the concern in his voice and she shakes her head. “N-No, not like that! Um, like, hang…hang out…for a bit longer. I just…” She tries to breathe and continues, softer, “I…want some time with you…a-alone.”

He’s quiet and she wonders if she’s crossed a line. She knows he likes the rules and, to be fair, she does too. Rules are there for a reason and she believes that, but she also believes that sometimes, rules can be bent a bit. Just not broken entirely.

“I…I see.”

She steals a glance at him. He reaches up, as if to adjust his glasses, only to jab his thumb into the corner of his eye, making him startle. Kemuri stifles a giggle as he sputters a bit, frowning, and he mutters about where he last put his glasses. She would help him if the room wasn’t so dark.

He shifts on the couch again, starting to get up, but he stops as he winces again. This time, he grasps his hand. His fingers twitch as he stares at them, brows furrowed, and Kemuri lets her bag slip off her shoulder as she comes closer.

“Tenya?”

“Sorry,” he says immediately. “My hand tensed up, it…” He frowns again, concentrating, and his fingers slowly curl into a fist, then unfurl. He sighs. “I seem to be a bit of a mess this evening, Kemuri.”

She settles next to him on the couch, cupping his hand between hers and bringing it closer. She presses a kiss to his fingertips, near his nailbeds, before squeezing gently. It’s so easy for her to forget that, no matter how long it’s been, he still has damage to this hand, this arm. He’s good at hiding away any difficulty he faces and she isn’t sure that she likes it.

“Could you feel that?” she asks.

He doesn’t answer right away and, when she looks up, he’s staring at her with wide, stunned eyes, mouth slightly gaped, and she flushes to her ears as she realizes what she did. Just…grabbed his hand and kissed it! Was that weird? Too forward? she wonders.

“I…” he finally chokes out. “Yes. Yes, I could, I…”

His words die again and he shifts his grip, bringing his hand around to grasp hers. They sit for a moment, hands clasped between them, him not looking at her as he stares intently at where they have connected. Kemuri waits for him to share whatever is going through his mind, should he choose to.

Whatever it is, she’ll listen; whether it’s his fears, his dreams, or something completely silly or random, like—

“Kemuri, please be my girlfriend!”

She freezes, a deer in headlights, and now it’s her turn to gape. That…is not what she was expecting.

“H-Huh?”

Even in the dim lighting, she can see his blush. He gasps, releasing her hands as he starts to chop and gesticulate at the air. “I apologize! I didn’t mean to blurt it out like that! It’s been on my mind for a while and I didn’t know when to ask, and then…” He stops, just for a moment, and aims one hand at her as he bows his head. “I…I mean it though.”

Her body is full of feelings, and she means full, like she might explode. “What…what happened to casual?” she says weakly. She doesn’t want casual. She doesn’t know why she ever thought she did.

“I was a fool, trying to avoid the inevitable. We should call it what it is. I want to,” he says. After another pause, he adds, “If you’re okay with that too, of course.”

Feelings are difficult. Most of the time, Kemuri has no idea what she’s feeling, but right now, she knows one thing for sure—this boy has and always will be the death of her, if the pounding of her heart has anything to say. Whatever love is, she wants to discover all of it with him.

“Yes,” she breathes. He starts to smile and she repeats it, a little firmer, more confident. “Yes! I will b-be your girlfriend!”

Iida’s shoulders relax, slumping as if removing a massive weight from them, and before she can blink, he hauls her over and into his arms. She hugs him around the neck, head tucked over his shoulder, closing her eyes and relishing in everything that makes him, him, while ignoring the excited goosebumps erupting all over her arms. She adjusts her positioning, trying to figure out where to put her legs without breaking the hug.

Only, with that, she ends up in his lap, straddling him, and neither of them seems to notice until they pull apart. Iida looks down, eyes wide, and she catches the way his Adam’s apple bobs.

“Oh,” he says. “I’m sorry, I didn’t…”

She can’t help but laugh, the sound awkward but still genuine. “Tenya, you…you keep apologizing.” She tries to make a convincing pout. “That…that’s my thing…”

He laughs and she feels it vibrate through his body, bringing a smile to her face. He opens his mouth, then closes it for a second, a half-chuckle leaving him. “I almost apologized for apologizing. Is this how you feel all the time?”

“Are you sure you’re not half-Canadian too?”

“As cool as that would be, I am full-blooded Japanese.”

They’ve gotten closer, leaning in with every word, and she wants to touch him. She wants to trace the line of his jaw, the shape of his lips, the funny curve of his sharp brows. She wants to curl his hair around her fingers, press her palm to his neck only to drag it down his chest and—

Ooh, boy, she wants all that but what she needs is to calm the fuck down.

But he’s gazing at her like she hung the moon (or at least a couple of stars) and it’s making her feel like a pile of quivering, hormonal goo, and she doesn’t miss the way his hands seem to hover in mid-air, unsure of where to land. She reaches over and presses them down so that they rest against her thighs. His throat bobs again and she swallows too.

“U-Uh…” he starts, breathless. His fingertips flex against her thigh. “Should…we go to our rooms?”

She sags a little. “Do…you want to?”

His eyes dart down, then up again. “Not…particularly.”

“O-Oh…good. Me…me neither.”

Should she kiss him? She wants to, but she isn’t sure she’ll be brave enough to go through with it, but she isn’t feeling quite up to ask him. Gah, why can’t she just be cool?! Why must she overthink every little thing? But…if she leans in a little more, there won’t be much space left between them, and she can leave the ball in his court.

Maybe she should bat her eyelashes? Nibble her bottom lip a little? Try to give him a signal so she doesn’t have to ruin the moment with her stupid, breathy voice.

She tries the eyelash thing. Maybe it’ll work.

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How can one girl be so painfully cute and yet undeniably beautiful at the same time?

She’s staring at him so intently, eyes darting all over his face, fingertips pressing lightly and releasing over and over again, all signs that lead him to believe that she’s thinking about everything just a little too much. He’s no better. He knows it. He’s never felt so laser-focused on one person before. When he closes his eyes, all he can smell is her floral shampoo, feel the warmth of her skin and her weight pressing on his lap.

Iida watches her, trying to piece out his next move, to gauge her reaction. She wets her lips with the tip of her tongue, averting her gaze before she meets his eyes again. Her eyelids flutter once, twice, then a few more times as colour floods her cheeks.

He takes his chance.

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Their teeth knock together.

Kemuri startles, lurching back a little as her hand covers her mouth, but Iida keeps his grip on her legs strong and she doesn’t fall. They stare at each other again.

It seems she went for it at the same time he did, just a little too quickly. “O-Oh, god,” she says. “I-I’m sorry, that…”

“It’s alright! I was a little too eager, I think!” he insists.

The hand over her mouth moves to cover her face, ears starting to puff steam as she groans. She totally ruined the moment. This whole “kissing” thing looks so much easier in movies.

She feels her hand leave her face, Iida’s gentle hand around her wrist. She studies him, searching for anger, annoyance, but she sees all her own feelings reflecting back at her.

“Can we—“ He clears his throat. “—try that again?”

She nods. “Mmhm.”

This time, she takes the lead. Their lips touch, gently, and then he adds a bit of pressure as he pulls her closer.

It’s clunky at worst, adorably awkward at best. Their technique needs work, like where to put their hands and how to get breaths in between mashing their faces together, and how not to kiss so hard that there’s too much teeth and not enough lip. But it’s still fun, and she really, really likes it.

She likes how he’s groaning a little bit into her mouth, how his hands are gripping her thighs tightly and how he keeps pulling her impossibly closer. She likes how strong he feels when she’s pressed up against him, trailing her fingers into his hair.

Then, their lips part and she takes a chance, letting her tongue graze his bottom lip.

He gasps, breaking them apart, and her stomach drops into her feet as dread sets in. He’s got that startled look on his face again and she gets the horrible feeling that she messed up. She totally messed up. He’s breathing hard and she’s still so close that all she can really focus on are his eyes.

“S-Sorry, was that too…too much?” she asks. “I…I should’ve asked…”

“You’re fine. You’re good. I…a-ah…” He groans again. His hips shift, then still again abruptly. She can feel his chest heaving. “Kemuri, I…I may need you to—“

She frowns, head tilting. “Are…you okay?”

He starts to answer, but she shifts back and all he does is suck in a sharp breath, and she’s suddenly very aware of something hard pressing against her. She looks down but, thanks to the dark, she can’t see much of anything. All she knows is that when she moves again, trying to get off of him, she just grazes it again and it sends a little jolt up her spine. He sucks in another breath and his hands tighten against her thighs.

“Here, I’ll—“

“No, let me, I—“

He lifts her up and helps settle her next to him on the couch, then plants his hands firmly over his crotch as he stares adamantly ahead, cheeks coloured. Kemuri fiddles with her hands next to him, equally flushed, lips pursed, heart beating in her stomach.

She didn’t know she could evoke that…reaction…from someone, and it makes her feel good. Flattered. He finds her attractive; her! She isn’t sure what to say or how to react, and the last thing she wants is to start babbling about how it’s natural and she’s not weirded out and blah blah blah.

Iida clears his throat. He doesn’t look at her even as her attention returns to his face.

“I apologize. I assure you, you didn’t do anything wrong. I’m simply, um…well, I’m…”

Kemuri smiles softly. She reaches for the side table, fumbling a bit before finding his glasses, then turns back to Iida. She turns his face towards her and carefully puts his glasses back on. As he stares at her mutely, she leans in and leaves a gentle kiss on his lips.

“It’s okay,” she whispers. “We…should go to bed, anyway.”

“Right, yes.”

She gets up, searching around for her backpack. She hears Iida move, body bumping into hers from behind. Another jolt. More heat in her face as her mind goes crazy.

“Here, let me,” he says, pressing the strap of her backpack into her hand.

He walks her up to her room, leaves her with a kiss on the cheek and a soft goodnight, and she has to stop herself from lingering in her doorway watching him walk away. Kemuri collapses into her bed, grabs her nearest plush, and buries her face in it as she squeals softly, kicking her feet a little.

When the excitement dies down, exhaustion takes over, and she falls into a deep and blessedly dreamless sleep.

Notes:

Hello again! I've had a few people ask about some art of my characters, so I thought I'd share some of the commissions I had done!

This first one is from @auradiae on Instagram! I commissioned this one and it's still an absolute favourite!

This was a manga cover commission I had done by @onipersona on Instagram!

These commissions were done by @mexidoodler on Instagram!

And these two were from @1HawaiianQueen on Twitter. One was a commission and the other I won in a contest!

Please go support these artists! And thanks again for showing any interest in my story XD

Chapter 209: How Does Dating Work?

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When Kemuri wakes, the first thing she notices is that the room is a little too bright. At this time of year, it’s still pretty dark out when she wakes up for training, but judging by how the sun has already risen, it’s late.

She checks her phone and, sure enough, she slept in. A lot.

She launches out of bed and hurries to get her uniform on. At this rate, she won’t even be able to eat a real breakfast. She may have to snag a piece of toast and some fruit on the way to class.

She gets her uniform on, braids her hair, slips her rose clip into place, and snatches her bag as she hurries out the door. Good thing she keeps it packed and ready.

When she gets downstairs, most of the class is at the door or leaving, and Kemuri searches the kitchen for any remnants of breakfast. Thankfully, there’s a few pieces of toast left (cold, of course), and she stuffs an entire slice into her mouth as she snatches an apple from the fruit bowl.

“Kemuri!”

She whips around, eyes wide, only to see Hagakure’s floating uniform. Her sleeves move to her hips as she lets out a tiny huffing sound.

“Geez, girl, I was about to come up and check on you!” she says. “Everything okay?”

“I—“ Kemuri squeaks as the toast almost falls out of her mouth, and she hovers her hand over her mouth as she hurries to chew. “Mm! Mm—“

“You know what? We can talk later,” Hagakure says. She hooks her arm around Kemuri’s, hauling her to the door. “You’re lucky that boyfriend of yours always goes to class early. Even you’re not safe from his scolding.”

Kemuri swallows the cold lump of toast, shuddering a little before clearing her throat. “So…about that—“

She feels Hagakure’s hair tickle her cheek as her head whips towards her. “I smell gossip.”

“He…is actually my boyfriend now. He asked me yesterday.”

Hagakure inhales, long and getting squeakier the more air enters her. “Oooh, the guys are gonna LOSE IT!” She squeals, bouncing up and down, then freezes. “Wait, when did he ask you? You were busy, like, all day. Unless he got you alone during lunch, or…”

Kemuri doesn’t trust the lingering silence, so she nudges her and slips on her shoes. “I can tell you more once we’re not rushing to class, okay?”

“Deal!”

They make it, but barely, and Kemuri avoids the looks both Aizawa and Iida give her from a distance.

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“Shimakage.”

Kemuri winces. Morning homeroom has just ended and usually, Aizawa leaves pretty quickly so that Present Mic can start his English class. Instead, her teacher stands before her, arms crossed.

“Y-Yes, sir?”

“Come over here for a second.”

He jerks his head to the side, then moves to the corner of the room. Kemuri gets out of her desk and follows him, casting a brief glance over her shoulder. Most of the others are chatting, waiting for the next class to begin, and only Kemuri’s friends seem to notice her leaving. She turns back to Aizawa as they reach the far wall.

He keeps his voice low. “How are you feeling?”

She blinks a few times. “Um…I’m fine.”

“Really?” It’s a question, but his voice is so deadpan that it’s basically a statement. “You were yawning all through homeroom.”

“O-Oh, um…I guess I’m a little tired. Work study went late.”

Aizawa sighs, shaking his head a little. “I want to make sure you’re not overextending yourself. Starting underground work so early in your hero career isn’t something I’d recommend. You’re a student first.”

She doesn’t question how he knows about the underground work. The heroes running the work studies have to report back to U.A about everything the students are involved in, both for safety reasons and for further training purposes.

“Right…but, I promise, this won’t be a common thing. I’ll be careful,” she insists. Yes, her work study often means late patrols, and her usual sleep schedule has gotten some adjustments because of it, but last night, in particular, was different. She’s just not about to tell her teacher exactly why.

A tingle runs up her spine as she remembers the feeling of Iida beneath her, and she pinches her leg to refocus herself as steam tickles her inner ear.

“Hm.” He scratches the scar under his eye, then sighs again. “Go to the nap room during lunch and get some more sleep, okay? I won’t have you falling asleep during basic training.”

“Right, sir. Thank you. I will.”

She hurries back to her desk and Aizawa heads out of the room, leaving them at the mercy of Present Mic. Kemuri counts herself lucky that English is an easy class for her.

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The “nap room” is really more of a basic meeting room, with couches and a small kitchen-like set up with a kettle and tea supplies. Kemuri tries to walk in like she’s supposed to be there, but she’s sure that any onlooker would find her suspicious, what with the peeking in, checking the hall, checking the room again, and generally lingering in half-confusion.

She isn’t sure if she’ll even be able to sleep. She’s never been the best at taking naps, much preferring to stay up until a proper bed time and let the exhaustion take her then. She maneuvers onto the couch and slowly lays down, tucking her arm beneath her head like a pillow. Maybe if she just closes her eyes and thinks calming thoughts…

She awakes when someone says her name, gently, a hand on her shoulder, and somewhere in the cloudy recesses of her mind, she realizes who it is. She isn’t the least bit surprised, but it does shock her how easily a sleepy smile flits across her face as she shifts. The couch beneath her is deceptively comfortable, the way only a surface you’ve woken up on is comfortable—warm and moulded to your body. She must have been more tired than she thought.

“Tenya…” she mumbles. His features swim into view, blurry, then just a bit clearer. A pair of deep blue eyes, a strong nose. Handsome. “What…what time—“

A yawn interrupts her and she stretches, arching her back a bit as she feels the pull of her muscles. Iida clears his throat.

“Lunch is over,” he says. “I came to check on you.”

She pushes herself up, rubbing her eyes. “O-Oh, thank you. I didn’t set an alarm.” She hunches her shoulders a little and lets out a brief, sheepish laugh. “Fell asleep too quick…”

He doesn’t say anything and when she looks at him, his expression is pensive, slightly stern, his sharp brows pulled down and jaw clenched. She tenses a bit as she shifts on the couch, smoothing her skirt.

“So…um…” She swallows hard. “Should we go?”

“Mm?” He blinks and his features soften a tiny bit, then he nods. “Right, yes, let’s.”

He offers her his hand as she stands up and she slips her arm through his, clinging to his elbow as they head out. Thankfully, judging by the general bustle of students in the halls, he was proactive in waking her and class hasn’t quite started yet. It relaxes her but, when she looks up at him, he’s still stuck in that stern resting look of his.

She bites her bottom lip, fingertips tensing against his arm. He must be upset about her behaviour, what with being late this morning and almost sleeping through lunch. He’s practically babysitting her. She’s better than this.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers. “I…I didn’t mean to…to…”

“What do you mean?”

She stares at her feet, watching the toes of her shoes pop in and out of her line of sight. “I’ve been…off my game today. I’m sorry.”

“No need to apologize,” he insists. She feels his hand cover hers. “After all, it’s my fault you’re so tired. I distracted you last night.”

She purses her lips against a shy smile, heat flushing her cheeks at the thought. “I…I mean, I…asked you to stay. So…so it’s really more my fault.”

“No, no, I could’ve been stronger in resisting.”

“I…could’ve too, y’know? It takes two…”

“Well, yes, but…”

He stops walking and she almost trips over her feet, catching herself. Their eyes lock and he exhales, collecting himself for a moment. She takes a second to admire the pink in his cheeks.

“I’ll admit…I have no clue what I’m doing, Kemuri. With dating.” He purses his lips and adjusts his glasses. “Frankly, I’m terrified of doing something wrong. I fear I made a misstep last night.”

She shakes her head. “I…don’t see it that way.” She lowers her voice, “And, about the…um…bone—“

He interrupts her. “Ah! Yes, that! Um…” He cringes a bit. “That was—“

“Out of your control. It’s okay.” She shuffles on her feet, then mumbles, all in a rush, “I k-kinda found it flattering…”

“You…you did?”

“Mm-hm.”

“Oh.” A beat. “Oh! Well…thank you?”

Kemuri giggles, pressing her forehead to his arm. “I don’t know what I’m doing either,” she says through her breathy laughter. She looks up at him, still hugging his arm to her chest. “Maybe we can keep…figuring it out together?”

“That sounds like a good plan,” he agrees. “Just, please don’t hesitate to tell me if there’s something bothering you.”

“Same to you, okay?”

“Okay.”

They stand there, silent, for a few seconds as the hallways continue to clear out.

“We should get to class.”

“We should.”

They hurry away, arms still looped together.

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“So what’s this about a boyfriend?”

If Kemuri can give Hagakure credit for anything, it’s that she jumps straight to the point. Training maybe isn’t the best place to do it, but it’s the first real chance Kemuri’s gotten to speak to her friends all day.

Shoji nods thoughtfully. “Hagakure’s been very curious,” he says.

“It’s all she talked about at lunch,” Ojiro adds.

“Share the information and spare us further misery,” Tokoyami utters.

Hagakure huffs, hands on her hips. “Okay, guys, just talk about me like I’m not here! I get it!” She aims her finger out, then sweeps it to each boy. “I’m allowed to be excited for my best friend!”

Kemuri exhales. “It’s…not anything special. Tenya asked me to be his girlfriend last night, that’s all.”

“Last night?” Tokoyami clarifies.

“Yes?” Her friends share long looks and Kemuri sweats a bit. “Um…why?”

“Iida insisted on waiting for you to come back from your work study,” Shoji explains. “He seemed really off.”

“He was being weirder than usual the whole evening, really,” Ojiro says. “Must have been the nerves.”

“That would explain it. He was preparing himself,” Tokoyami agrees.

Kemuri twists the end of her braid. “Oh, well…that’s cute,” she says. She purses her lips against a smile. “Really cute…”

Hagakure giggles, clapping her hands together. “It’s so exciting!” she says. “I’m guessing you said yes? I’d slap you if you didn’t.” When Kemuri looks alarmed, she adds, “Not really. I could never hurt you.”

She laughs a little. “Yeah, I…said yes. The only problem now is I just…don’t have any idea how to date.”

“I am the same way,” Tokoyami says.

Shoji looks at Ojiro, then at Hagakure, and Tokoyami and Kemuri find their attention on them too. Ojiro flushes a bit, his tail lashing, and Hagakure giggles.

“It’s not hard,” she says. Her costume bounces over to Ojiro and she hugs his arm. “You’re just best friends…but you get to make out and stuff.”

Ojiro gets even redder, choking on air as his eyes widen. “T-Toru!”

“What?”

“That’s…kinda private, don’t you think?”

“I mean, I wasn’t talking about us specifically…” Ojiro shifts a little as her hip bumps into his and she laughs again. “You’re so cute when you’re flustered, you know that, Mashi?”

He bows his head. “You’ve mentioned it.”

Tokoyami mutters something under his breath, shaking his head, and Shoji’s eyes seem to glint with amusement as he elbows him lightly. Kemuri tries to school her expression, trying to put the images from last night out of her mind instead of replaying them on loop.

“But, seriously,” Hagakure says, turning back to Kemuri. “Dating isn’t hard when you get down to it. It’s just getting over the awkward parts at the beginning.” Her voice gets lower, a joking, sultry tone added as she says, “Learning is alllll part of the fun. When you try first base, just—“

Hagakure stops. Kemuri doesn’t breathe.

“Kemuri…” Hagakure starts. “You look a little…flushed.”

Kemuri doesn’t like that tone. She clears her throat. “U-Um…just…secondhand embarrassment?”

Hagakure hums, then turns to Shoji. “How’s her heart rate?”

“It’s been high since you first mentioned making out.”

Kemuri shoots Shoji a pained look, one that screams of his betrayal, and he winks at her. Hagakure gasps. “Kemuri, what happened last night?” she asks.

“U-Um…uh, none…none of your business?”

Hagakure gasps again, her hands starting to flap around excitedly. “So that’s why you were so tired today!”

“That…that was because of the work study!”

“And…a little bit of extra attention from—“

“Okay, that’s enough teasing,” Shoji says, resting one hand on Hagakure’s head. Hagakure whines a bit, but consents to be quiet. He looks at Kemuri and nods once, eyes creasing. “Congrats on the new beau.”

“Beau? How fanciful,” Tokoyami comments.

“Says you, oh dark prince of the night,” Shoji retorts. Tokoyami’s feathers ruffle a bit. Kemuri can’t help the laugh that bubbles out of her.

“Guys, I hate to break this up, but we should be training,” Ojiro says. He jerks his tail towards where All Might and Aizawa are spectating. “So…”

“Good call,” Shoji says. “Who’s with me?”

“Me! Me, me, me!” Hagakure says. “Fight me, you giant wall of muscle!”

“Please don’t hurt yourself,” Ojiro pleads even as he smiles a bit. Hagakure and Shoji head off, and he turns to Kemuri. “Kemuri, want to make up for the missed training this morning?”

“Sure thing.”

Tokoyami bows to them. “I will go find another partner. Farewell.”

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“Kemuri.”

“Mm?”

Iida glances over at Hagakure, walking just a few feet ahead of them with Ojiro, Shoji, and Tokoyami. He lowers his voice further, leaning towards her.

“Could you explain why Hagakure keeps…giggling at me? I can’t be sure, but I swear she’s been giving me undue attention.”

Kemuri exhales. “She…may have figured out what happened with us,” she admits. Iida’s lips part in shock and she quickly adds, “I didn’t say anything, she just…can read me like a book.”

“I see. I wasn’t going to say anything, but you are very…emotive.”

Kemuri pouts a tiny bit, groaning. “Oh, god, you noticed?”

“I have, but I find it charming.” He smiles a little, then adds, “So, she doesn’t know the extent of…?”

“I don’t think I’d be comfortable sharing that with anyone other than you.”

“I agree. Well, thank you for clarifying, and for respecting our privacy.”

She slips her hand into his, squeezing, and he returns it. “Anytime.”

Holding his hand, she can’t help but think that dating won’t be so hard after all.

Chapter 210: One Step Closer

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“Come on, hustle, kiddos! MOVE, MOVE, MOVE!”

Kemuri runs with the rest of her work study crew, trying her best to pace herself even with Roids constantly encouraging them to go faster. If this were a normal run, she’s sure she’d be fine, but they’re each carrying a human-sized and weighted dummy, making it far more difficult to keep up the pace.

Kaminari is right behind her, already puffing. “Jeez, for a big lady, she sure can run,” he huffs.

Kemuri can only nod in agreement, attention focused on Roids’ shoulders, where two giant dummies rest. She’s hardly breaking a sweat.

“I’m not built for this!” Mineta cries from the back of the pack. He carries a child-sized dummy, but it’s still nearly his size and weight.

“If you can’t handle this, then you can’t handle hero work!” Roids shouts over her shoulder. Her voice seems to grow in volume as she booms, “NOW I SAID HUSTLE! IN THE REAL WORLD, THIS IS LIFE OR DEATH!”

Kemuri adjusts her grip and tries to keep up, but she can feel her heartbeat in her legs and sweat keeps getting in her eyes. She’s lost count of how many laps they’ve done around the training room.

“Alright! Cross this line and we’ll consider these civilians rescued!”

The line is just a piece of masking tape placed on the floor, but it represents so much more. Kemuri crosses it and lays her dummy down with the others, immediately reaching for the water bottle on her belt. She can hear the others groaning in relief as they finish the exercise.

“Congrats, kiddos! You were a bit faster that time!” Roids announces, checking the stopwatch around her neck. “How are we feeling? Good? Heroic?”

There are a few answering mutters, nothing intelligible. Sero has his hands on his knees, bent over as he gulps air. Mineta and Kaminari lay on the floor, Kaminari trying to pull his sweat-soaked hero costume away from his skin in vain. Ino tries to stay composed, expression carefully neutral despite her legs trembling a bit, while Yo sits beside her, guzzling water. Shiozaki keeps her hands folded, head bowed as she trembles with exertion.

“Man, you kids definitely need more training. That was barely half a mile, and those dummies aren’t even as heavy as a real person can be!” Roids says, hands on her hips as she surveys them.

“She’s insane…” Mineta whispers.

“I heard that, squirt,” Roids says. She stomps over to Mineta and leans over him, grinning. “If you want to see insane, I’ll do insane. Just say the word, grape boy.”

Mineta lets out a squeak of terror, but the doors to the room fly open and interrupt anything further.

“Roids, you really should be nicer to the recruits,” Kamui Woods says as he moves towards them, Mt. Lady at his side. Foxglove slinks in behind them, shoulders slightly hunched.

“With all due respect, you never know when you may have to carry a comrade to safety. Sometimes, you’re the only one who can help yourself,” Roids replies, crossing her burly arms over her chest. Kamui raises an eyebrow at her and she exhales. “But, sure, I get it. Next time we’ll do a quarter-mile instead.”

“Looks like you all need a break,” Mt. Lady says. She twirls some hair around her finger. “Hit the showers, then meet us at the cafeteria so we can talk further training before you head home for the night. Kamui, any objections?”

“That sounds like a fine plan,” Kamui agrees.

“Come on. Up and at ‘em,” Roids says. She looks up at the other heroes, seeming to finally notice Foxglove, and she frowns. “What’s up?”

“Edgeshot needs us in the meeting room, now. Vibe is—“

Roids doesn’t wait for the rest of his sentence and in an instant, she’s already out the door and thundering down the hallway. Kemuri blinks a few times, then glances at her exhausted classmates—now finally getting back to their feet—and catches Sero’s eye. He shrugs.

“Smokey Eye, that means you!” Foxglove calls.

Kemuri’s head whips back to him and he cocks his head, wagging his fingers in a “come hither” gesture. She hesitates, looking back at Kamui and the others, and he nods. She bows her head to them and tries her best to hurry despite her feet still feeling like lead, a few weak “goodbyes” sending her out the door.

In the hallway, she tries to keep pace with Foxglove, but he moves like a man with a purpose and she’s still recovering from Roids’ “Rescue Training from Hell.” She didn’t even get the chance to shower off and she’s sure she stinks.

She hears Foxglove huff and, when she looks up, she notices his hands clenching and unclenching repeatedly.

“Is…something wrong?” she asks.

“Edgeshot will explain once we’re there.”

She nods, trying to ignore the nervous goosebumps appearing all over her. Maybe something happened during their patrol?

They reach the room and, upon entering, Kemuri sees Edgeshot, Heat Seeker, and Roids gathered near Vibe. The man is trembling, far more than usual, and Roids has one arm looped around his shoulders, his head tucked in the crook of her neck. Shinobi and Nightwalker are already seated, Nightwalker focused vehemently on her tablet as she types.

“Got her,” Foxglove says.

“Thank you,” Edgeshot says. “Both of you, sit. We’ve had a small victory.”

“Is Mr. Vibe okay?” Kemuri asks.

“I…I-I’ll be…be fine,” Vibe says. His eyes stay closed, his entire body still jittering. “J-Just…oh…oh…over-stimulated...”

“Just rest,” Roids mutters. “You’ve done enough.” He nods.

“Now, when I say small victory…I truly mean small,” Edgeshot says. “It seems Vibe and Foxglove came close to nabbing someone from Onryo.”

Kemuri gasps and, beneath her, the table rattles. When she looks across from her, Foxglove is on his feet, his fist still pressed against the table, his jaw clenched.

“Hey, watch it!” Roids snaps, pulling Vibe closer to her.

“Foxglove…” Heat Seeker murmurs, holding up his hands placatingly.

“We were this close!” Foxglove retorts, holding his fingers up with his pointer and thumb almost touching. “So…fucking close! If we’d been faster, then—“

“I understand your frustration, but you must calm down if you wish to stay in this meeting,” Edgeshot says, his calm voice laced with a sharp edge that Kemuri internally cringes at. Foxglove mutters a half-assed apology and sits back down. Edgeshot exhales. “Vibe has debriefed a few of us already. Nightwalker, would you like to recap?”

“Certainly,” Nightwalker says, getting to her feet. “Vibe reported hearing a disturbance quite a distance away from where he and Foxglove were stationed. He took a few moments to hone in and heard a scuffle. Shouts, a few curses, blows, and then…” She grimaces a little. “Ahem, an attack, you said?”

Vibe nods, his head still jittering back and forth as he sits up. “A…sudden…s-stillness…and then a heavy fall.”

Nightwalker nods, again typing something into her tablet. “Right, thank you for the clarification. The two of them followed what they could, with Vibe tracing the man’s heartbeat, but…”

“It stopped,” Foxglove gritted out. “And…by then, the assailant’s footsteps were the same as everyone else’s. Vibe had no way of finding them.”

Silence blankets the room. Heat Seeker stares at the table, lips pursed tightly, and Shinobi exhales as she shakes her head. Kemuri searches their faces, finding a range of disappointment and sorrow, and it weighs on her shoulders. She wets her lips with her tongue.

“U-Um…Nightwalker, ma’am?” she pipes up. “Did…did you recover the body, at least?” She hates how she hopes that, at the very least, there’s something for the victim’s family to bury.

“No,” Foxglove and Nightwalker say at the same time. They share a glance and Foxglove sighs, tugging his hood over his eyes as he sinks further into his seat. Nightwalker nods once. “It seems they were taken. Foxglove was able to find some blood on the scene and we’re currently getting it looked at. The police should have it back to us soon.”

More silence. Kemuri stares at her lap. “O-Oh…”

After a few seconds, Shinobi says, “Sorry, but…I don’t see how this is a victory. Aside from the victim’s blood…how is this gonna help us?”

“It shows we got close,” Edgeshot replies. “We’re going to increase our patrols in that area and hope that we can find any traces of what happened. We’ll also question anyone who lives around the scene of the crime and find out if they saw anything. It’s a baby step, but a step nonetheless.”

“Furthermore…we’re going to see if the police have someone who could track the victim using their blood,” Nightwalker adds. “If they can, we may find where the Onryo dumps the bodies, if they can get on it fast enough. If something comes of it, we’ll be yet another step closer.”

“It’s better than nothing,” Heat Seeker says.

A few mutters cross the room, mostly in agreement. Edgeshot crosses his arms over his chest. “Yes, indeed. I know it’s late, and some of you need to get home and rest, so I’ll end this meeting now. Smokey Eye, if you wouldn’t mind staying behind for a second, I’d like to speak to you.”

“Yes, sir.”

The other heroes get up and leave the room. Foxglove gets out first, dashing out before anyone can catch him. Shinobi mutters goodbye to Kemuri as she passes her and, soon enough, there’s no one in the room but her and her mentor. She stands and comes closer when he gestures, gulping back the nervous lump in her throat.

“I wanted to ask you something,” Edgeshot says. “I had plans to ask you and Kunoichi to handle your own patrol on Friday. Would you be comfortable with that?”

Kemuri nods without hesitation. Although it’s normal for her to have at least one sidekick with them at all times, she wouldn’t mind trying a patrol with just Shinobi.

“I appreciate it,” he says. “I want to have an extra patrol team available. If you and Kunoichi can go alone, that frees up Heat Seeker and Foxglove to go together. Vibe and Roids can be another team, and I’ll be with Nightwalker. If anything comes up, whoever’s closest will try to intercept.”

“Got it.”

“Good. That was all I wanted to ask, so you’re free to go.”

She nods, turning on her heel, but she stops. She thinks of the unknown victim, of Foxglove and Vibe’s frustration, and she hesitates for one second more before she turns back around.

“Sir, um…will Vibe and Foxglove be alright?” she asks. Foxglove especially, with how angry he seemed, but she keeps it vague.

“Of course. Vibe pushed his quirk as hard as he could today and, with some rest, he’ll be fine. Foxglove…he’s got a lot of pride. His temper comes from his own disappointment in himself. I’ll be sure to check on him before I go home.” Kemuri nods and he tilts his head. “Anything else?”

“No, sir…goodnight, sir.”

“Goodnight. I’ll see you on Friday, Smokey Eye.”

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Kemuri zones out more than she hoped to on the ride home. She never plans to zone out, but a lot of the time her mind is very full and it’s easier to stare out the window and let it all run wild for a bit.

Tonight, all her questions are about Onryo and what Foxglove and Vibe found. Who’s the victim? Will the police find anything from the blood sample? Who attacked them and are they really from Onryo? The whole thing fits their M.O, from what she’s heard about them from Edgeshot.

Truly, what do they know about the Onryo? They know that they’re an organized group, something like yakuza, and offer villains and assassins for hire. They have a “no witnesses” policy and are incredibly good at getting rid of evidence. The only confirmed member is Atomu Nishimura, who’s currently in police custody.

She idly wonders if they’ve questioned Atomu at all, and if they have, if anything came of it. She imagines she would have heard about it if they did, though, and she lets out a sigh. Maybe Atomu’s involvement is just a coincidence.

It would be easier on her heart if she knew he was. Then, she would stop feeling so guilty whenever she sees Nishimura around the dorms. She could stop wondering if he knows anything, if he’s in danger.

The bus drives on, carrying her back to U.A, back to Nishimura, and back to all those unanswered questions.

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On Friday, they get word back from the police, and once again Kemuri finds herself in the conference room.

The new info? The police were able to find the body, belonging to a man of about 30. He was a burglar, wanted for theft and assault. No fingerprints on the body of any kind, no DNA to be found other than that of the victim himself. Method of death, a deep stab wound in the chest. Most likely a quirk-related weapon.

Kemuri’s stomach churns so hard she has to hold her breath to keep from audibly retching. She imagines Nishimura’s face, imagines him cutting into someone without any hesitation, and she breathes in deep through her nose. He wouldn’t, but there’s a good chance his family would. She still wants to believe that Atomu is an outlier and she can’t even talk to Akio to ask him if he is.

Patrol that night is quiet, with nothing of note to report. Kemuri and Shinobi walk the streets and don’t talk about the Onryo and, since that’s all that’s on Kemuri’s mind, it means they have a very easy night, with their silence only broken by brief mentions of where they’ll go next.

She returns home to an equally silent Heights Alliance. She sends Iida a goodnight text before falling into bed, staring up at the ceiling and wondering what will come of all this.

She knows she’s overtired when the thought crosses her mind to ask her grandfather what he knows about the Nishimuras. If he’d even talk to her, he’d shut her down before the first syllable of their name left her lips.

“Nishimuras?” he’d say, voice filled with venom. “You don’t need to bother with them. Just stay away.”

She rolls over, grabbing her Mini Fatgum and crushing it to her chest as she curls into the fetal position. She dreams of dark alleyways, of orange flame and glinting metal, of grinning white teeth and featureless masks. She wakes in the morning gripping her shoulder, squeezing her scars, eyes itchy with memories of her restlessness.

Chapter 211: A Second Unfortunate Meeting

Summary:

Kemuri's usual patrol takes a dark turn.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Days blur, filled with so much of the same—same classes, same teachers, same classmates and same conversations. Every story is about work studies, about the newest moves they’re learning, about what they’ve seen on patrol. Kemuri’s friends work during the daytime and, therefore, have been involved in actual villain busts. Kemuri almost wishes for the experience but knows that, in her new line of work, that’s far more deadly. She doesn’t want to cross paths with anyone from the Onryo anytime soon.

Nishimura smiles and laughs with his friends and she tries not to stare at him too often, lest he read the questions painted across her face.

It’s a brisk Monday evening and Kemuri is once again on patrol with Shinobi. Ever since their first test run went well, Edgeshot has let them go alone more often. Kemuri likes it. It gives Shinobi time to impart whatever tiny pieces of wisdom she deigns to share. They have nothing to do but look out for suspicious activity and keep an eye on their phones, should any of the other Exorcists alert them. Shinobi keeps testing Kemuri’s spatial awareness with her quirk and Kemuri can already tell she’s getting more sensitive.

It’s getting late, almost midnight, and Kemuri guesses that it will only be another hour or two before they head back to the agency. She idly checks her phone, opening their mutual message board just as a message comes through.

VIBE
URGENT!! ACTIVITY BETWEEN BLOCKS FOUR AND FIVE.

Kemuri’s head snaps to the nearest street sign. They just passed block three. If they hurry…

“Kunoichi, that’s us!” she says.

Shinobi nods. The two of them take off running, turning down the next road. Kemuri searches around her, but there’s nothing of note that she can see.

“Let’s split up,” Shinobi says. “I’ll check over there. You go there.” She points as she says it, and Kemuri nods in agreement.

She keeps going, slowing down so she doesn’t miss anything. Alley after dead-end alley passes on her left, buildings with their lights off, cars going by. There’s nothing. Nothing she can—

She stops on a dime, hearing…something. A faint grunt, or something hitting brick. It doesn’t happen again, but she can’t shake it off. The alley next to her is dark, spotted with a few working streetlights between all the burnt-out ones. Without a second thought, she moves towards the faint echoes.

At first, she doesn’t see much of anything as she walks, but the sound gets clearer. Feet scuffling, muffled shouts and grunts, and her heart leaps into her throat as she picks up the pace. Maybe it’s nothing, but maybe someone is in trouble.

She rounds the corner and bites back a gasp. There, just slightly illuminated by the mix of moonlight and yellow streetlight, she sees a dark, hooded figure standing over a man in a blazer and tie. He has tiny horns sticking out of his cheekbones, forehead, and chin, and his skin is red. His features are harsh and exaggerated, with thick black eyebrows and a thick moustache—he looks like an oni, a demon straight from a classic painting. He’s clutching his arm, panting heavily, eyes wide with terror.

Kemuri can’t stop herself and, stupidly, she opens her mouth. “H-Hey!”

The hooded figure’s head snaps towards her and, immediately, Kemuri feels a hand clasp over her mouth. She yelps, thrashing once as she grasps the assailant’s arm, but a harsh, familiar voice speaks in her ear, setting her hair on end.

“Shut up,” Shinobi hisses.

The figure doesn’t look away from the spot Kemuri was standing, even as Shinobi pulls them both over to the side. She keeps her arms firmly wrapped around Kemuri, hand still over her mouth. Kemuri can hear every trembling breath that leaves her senpai’s lips.

“Ku—“ Kemuri starts, barely a whisper and still muffled.

“You can’t.” A hushed response and nothing more.

The hooded figure still doesn’t move and Kemuri waits, heart pounding, mind racing. He looks around, takes a step towards where they once were. She prays that he’ll run, that he won’t stick around, but he turns back to the red-skinned man and, with a quick roll of his shoulders, his arm turns into a glistening katana blade.

The man whimpers, scrambling further against the building as he holds one hand up. He’s trembling, sweating, tears rolling down his face. “W-Wait, please! Please, I’ll make it up to him! Tell him I will! I promise! Please!”

Kemuri thrashes again against Shinobi’s grip, but the girl holds her steady. Kemuri bites back the torrent of pleading that begs to leave her and all she can do is stare at the man’s face, at how scared he is, at how his eyes dart all over the alley searching for a saviour.

The hooded figure gets closer. He raises his sword. The man whimpers.

She remembers Edgeshot’s warning: “no witnesses.” If this guy sees her, she could die, but if she doesn’t do anything, his victim will die and she’ll have to live with the guilt of knowing she didn’t change a damn thing.

“H-Help,” the man begs, so quiet that it’s like he’s already given up on being saved. “P-Please…”

Kemuri steels her nerve. She lifts her foot and stamps it down on Shinobi’s boot, digging the heel in, and it does what she hoped it would. Shinobi releases her with a startled shout of pain and Kemuri lunges forward, already deploying her quirk. She rushes in blindly and tackles the hooded figure to the ground, throwing all her weight at him as she lets out a yell.

To his credit, if he’s surprised, he doesn’t act like it. No sooner have they hit the ground than the figure rolls, whipping around and sinking his foot into her gut, launching her off of him, a rush of air leaving her as she grunts. She rolls once, twice, then back onto her feet. Her fog still floods the alleyway and she can feel where the assailant and the oni man are, but no sign of Shinobi. Kemuri hopes she’s hiding and calling for backup.

She puts her fists up. “Leave him alone, you hear me?” she shouts, trying to keep her voice from wobbling. She’s sure she sounds far more pathetic than she thinks.

There’s a short, low laugh from the hooded man’s position, then he rushes right at her. Kemuri ducks as his blade swings out to meet her, narrowly missing her shoulder, and she skirts around him to try and go for a Knockout Strike. He turns to meet her, blocking her throw with his arm.

They trade blows, swinging and ducking and kicking, and further dread sinks in. His blows strike her, knocking her in the jaw, slamming into her sides, but the method is familiar. She knows this fighting style, because it’s exactly the same as Nishimura’s. She’s trained with Akio enough to recognize it. What’s more, the moves he’s doing aren’t as offensive as they could be, all going for gut punches or knocking her feet out from under her. She’s terrified but, somehow, less than she should be, because she can tell he isn’t trying to kill her.

That means she can still get the upper hand.

She keeps deploying fog, but he doesn’t seem to care. He stays close enough to her that she’s never obscured for long and he never keeps his back to her for more than a second. Her steam-boosted punches only seem to frustrate him and he doesn’t show any sign of being in pain.

She keeps picturing Akio’s face.

Then, from nowhere, the hooded man jerks, his head whipping to the side as if punched, and Kemuri realizes that she can feel a slight disturbance in the fog beside him. Before she can question it, Shinobi pops into view, her expression pissed beyond belief.

“Get out of here, now!” she snaps.

The hooded man reels around and Shinobi disappears again, but he doesn’t stop, following through on his deadly, powerful swing. Kemuri feels the fog swish around the blade, but doesn’t sense Shinobi, and the man glares at where she used to be, reaching to hold his face.

Kemuri rushes him. She doesn’t know what she plans to do, but she reaches for his head. She has to take him down, make him answer her questions, make him pay for his crimes. Her fingers close around the material of his hood, digging into layers of fabric, and she yanks him down towards her as she knees him as hard as she can in the crotch.

He grunts, hard, and with a final pull, his hood comes off.

She finds herself staring into the hardened face of Akiara Nishimura, and everything she wanted so badly to stay fictional becomes reality.

He slowly straightens up, his orange hair mussed from his hood, his lip slightly bloody. “This isn’t your fight, sweetie,” he says with that wide, crooked smile, and she doesn’t get the chance to respond before he swings at her. Pain lances through her skull and everything goes black.

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She comes to and the first thing she sees is the moon. Her first thought is that the afterlife is a lot darker than she imagined, but then her headache returns and she realizes that, somehow, she isn’t dead.

She slowly sits up, head throbbing, and looks around. She’s still in the alleyway. Ice floods her insides as it all comes back to her—Akiara, the fight, Shinobi—and she whips around, searching for anyone. There’s no sign of Akiara, but the red-skinned man is still there, slumped against the nearest building. Kemuri stumbles to her feet and rushes to his side. At first, she thinks he must be fine, but then she gives him a real good look. She pushes back his blazer and there’s a giant, oozing scarlet stain that spreads across his white dress shirt. The blood coats the man’s hand, only slightly darker than his skin.

“Oh…oh, no,” she whispers. She looks up at his listless face and she swallows hard. “Hold on, okay? Help is coming. I promise.”

She pulls whatever gauze she has out of her utility belt and presses it to the injury, but it soaks through in seconds. As she adds more, pressing as hard as she can, she realizes that there’s another gash on his collarbone and arm, all still bleeding.

Tears spring to her eyes and she blinks them away as fast as she can. She adds more gauze, but already her hope is dying. There’s too much blood and she’s all alone. Who knows where Shinobi is, or if anyone will come for them, and there’s so much blood, too much blood.

“Sir? Sir, can you look at me?” she asks.

The man’s eyes peel open and lock on her face, searching her expression as his twists with pain. He opens his mouth to speak, but coughs, wet and heavy.

“Help is coming. Just hold on,” she repeats.

Again, he tries to speak, but there’s just blood to be said. It stains his teeth and mixes with the tears clinging to his chin. His other hand reaches out, shaking, and grips her arm. He squeezes once and a rattling breath leaves him. More tears well in her eyes.

“I’m sorry,” she croaks. “I’m sorry I didn’t get here sooner.”

He gives her arm another squeeze and his lip twitches at the side. At the end of the alleyway, Kemuri hears approaching footsteps, and she looks up. Her heart lifts.

“Look, see? They’re here. Just—“

She feels his hand slip from her arm and when she looks back at him, his eyes are dull and lifeless, staring at her with a weak smile on his lips. Her mouth falls open in a choked gasp, a few tears finally slipping out.

“S-Sir?”

“Smokey Eye!”

Edgeshot appears, dropping down at her side and turning her face to his. She hardly registers him, his face a smudge through her sorrow. He examines her features, brow furrowed, and she sniffles hard.

“I…I was too late, I’m sorry. He…he got away.”

“It’s alright. The authorities are coming,” Edgeshot says. He helps her to her feet and she sends another look to the dead man, her heart breaking all over again. “Smokey Eye, you…”

Kemuri isn’t sure what proper protocol is, but she finds she doesn’t care. She grips Edgeshot’s arm like it’s a lifeline as more tears spill down her face, her entire body starting to tremble.

“I…I saw who it was. I know who it was,” she says. Edgeshot doesn’t move, staring at her, and she shudders. “It was Akiara Nishimura.”

“Nishimura…” he repeats. He shakes his head. “How do you know him?”

“I don’t, personally. I…I’ve just seen him before. I…” She blinks back more tears, then looks around herself. “Oh, god, wait, where’s Kunoichi? She was with me, then—“

“She’s fine.” Edgeshot shakes his head. “I can tell you more once we’re back at the agency.”

Kemuri nods. The sirens in the distance get closer.

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Edgeshot speaks to the police, promising that Kemuri will tell them what she knows at a later date, and spirits her away to the agency. Inside, the rest of Team Exorcist is waiting at the front doors, including Shinobi. The second she sees Kemuri, she rushes forward, her expression still pissed.

“You idiot!” she shouts. Kemuri flinches hard, taking one step back, and Shinobi seems to seethe. “How the hell are you alive?!”

“Kunoichi, save it,” Edgeshot orders. He ushers Kemuri forward, nodding the rest of the group, all staring at Kemuri in abject shock. “Smokey Eye has had a rough evening. She’ll debrief with me and I will update the rest of you.”

With that, Edgeshot sweeps Kemuri away. She follows him numbly. She keeps picturing the man’s face, plagued by the thought of what he could have wanted to say to her. Was he angry with her for not helping him sooner? She wouldn’t blame him.

The next thing she knows, she’s in Edgeshot’s office, seated in a chair, a blanket on her shoulders. She doesn’t question any of it, pulling the fabric around herself as tightly as she can. Edgeshot stares out the window, his side profile still visible to her.

“I apologize about Kunoichi. She was incredibly worried about you, although she didn’t appreciate you stomping on her foot,” he says after a few moments.

Kemuri bows her head. “I’m sorry,” she whispers. “The man, he…he was begging for help, even when he couldn’t see us. I…”

He sighs. “You realize that you’re incredibly lucky to be alive, don’t you?” She doesn’t answer, not yet, and he fully turns to her. “I’m trying to understand how.”

“I…don’t know.”

She doesn’t and all she can hope is that he believes her. There’s so much she doesn’t know. All she does know is that she attacked Akiara Nishimura tonight and, for some reason, he didn’t try to kill her even though he had every chance to.

Edgeshot takes a step to his desk and slips into his chair, folding his hands beneath his chin. “So, how do you know this…Akiara Nishimura? Or…where have you seen him?”

She tests different answers on her tongue, searching for the most palpable option, but none sound good. Does she mention her grandfather or leave him out? What about Akio? Nothing feels right or okay about this.

“He’s…the grandfather of one of my classmates,” she finally admits, although it feels like bile in her throat. “I…saw him once, at an event. He tried to crash it with a bunch of others.”

She pictures his face, how he smiled at her, cooed at her like she was a child and called her “sweetie.” Her grandfather telling her to leave, actually begging her to with only one utterance of the word please. It all makes her skin crawl.

“Tell me more about what happened.”

She does to the best of her ability, about how she noticed the sounds when they were investigating Vibe’s alert, how she fought out of Shinobi’s grip, how she recognized Akiara’s fighting style from sparring with Akio, every little detail that she can spare, except for the death of the man she was too late to save.

In turn, Edgeshot explains that after Shinobi tried to interfere, Akiara managed to injure her with his attack and she was forced to retreat. “Smokey Eye is holding him off, actually. I don’t know how, but…” she had told Edgeshot later, when asked her reasoning. She had tried to call for help and realized there was no cell service, so she left the area to get better reception. Edgeshot was closest to them and left Nightwalker to report to the others and call the police and ambulance. Edgeshot met up with Shinobi on the way there, took her to the ambulance, then continued on to where she said Kemuri was.

After that, Kemuri knows what happened.

Edgeshot leans back in his chair and sighs again, dragging his hands down his face. Kemuri waits for him to speak for a few seconds, then hesitantly clears her throat.

“Am…am I in trouble, s-sir?” she whispers.

He sits up again, eyebrow raised. “No, not at all. I’m just glad we didn’t lose you. Although…I still seek to understand why.” He shakes his head and mumbles out, “Two Nishimuras…”

“Sir?

“Nothing.” He waves his hand at her. “I’m going to give you a few days off while we figure this out.”

“Oh…okay.” She fidgets in her seat, flexing her fingers around the blanket. The oni man’s face pops into her mind’s eye. “U-Um, sir, the…the man, the one Akiara…killed?” she asks. “Who…who is he?”

“We don’t know yet, but we’ll let you know if we find out anything.” He seems to think for a second before standing. “I’ll get Nightwalker to drive you back to U.A, and we’ll contact you about your next shift. Take it easy, okay?”

“Yes, sir…”

She stands, moving to the door, but she can’t help but ask the last burning question resting on the back of her tongue. If she doesn’t, the anxiety won’t let her “take it easy” at all.

“Sir, I…one more thing. My classmate, Akio, he’s innocent,” she says, her voice strained. Edgeshot arches an eyebrow. “I’ll vouch for him personally. Anyone at U.A would. What…whatever this is, he isn’t a part of it. He would never hurt anyone. He’s kind, and...and brave and—“

“Shimakage,” Edgeshot says, and it catches her so off-guard to hear him say her civilian name that she immediately quiets down. “I don’t intend to interrogate a child. You don’t have to worry about your friend.”

“O-Oh…I…I’m sorry.”

“I do, however…want to speak to him. He could be a great help, depending on how much he knows about his family. If you could convince him to have a meeting with me, I would greatly appreciate it.”

She lets the words sink in, then braces herself as she slowly asks, “Does…this mean I can tell him about Team Exorcist?”

He nods. “Yes, but only him. I trust your judgement and, if you think he can help, I will leave the decision to you. My only question is…” He pauses, looking her in the eye. “Do you trust him?”

For the first time all night, she doesn’t feel unsure or nervous as she nods. “He’s the most honest person I’ve ever met, and I trust him with my life, sir.”

Edgeshot hums a bit, nodding thoughtfully, and he reaches for the door handle. “Then I look forward to meeting him.”

Leaving that office, Kemuri feels like she’s leaving behind a world of unknowns in favour of a terrifying new one full of unfortunate truths.

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It isn’t until she’s stripped down in the dorm bathroom that she realizes that there’s a remnant of a bloody handprint on her arm. She stands by the sinks and scrubs her skin raw, desperately trying to keep her breaths even.

She sinks into the nearest tub and tries to relax, but the night comes back to her in full force. Already, she can feel the ache in her middle, against her jaw, and anywhere that Akiara struck her. Already, she dreads waking up tomorrow, knowing the new battles that face her. She reaches up to touch the goose egg forming on the side of her head, wincing at the contact.

Her friends will notice that her work study is on pause, but she’s still sworn to silence. Sero, Kaminari, and Mineta will notice that she’s missing too, but hopefully Edgeshot will explain her absence in his own special way.

She sinks further into the water, mouth dipping below the surface, and it bubbles as she exhales. She wants to cry, to scream, to apologize to a man who can no longer hear her. How do heroes deal with this? Is there any comfort to be found in a life left unsaved?

She sits in the tub until the water is cold and the bubbles are gone but, somehow, she still doesn’t feel clean.

Notes:

I've started a full-time job now (got promoted! Whoo!) but man, it takes a lot out of you. I have no idea how many chapters are left in this story, I just know that we're getting into the "final arc" of this story and I'm super excited to see it pan out! Hopefully you guys enjoy it too!

As always, thanks for reading :)

Chapter 212: Tough but Necessary

Summary:

Kemuri has some difficult talks and things start to change.

Chapter Text

Kemuri feels like a used punching bag when she wakes up in the morning but, somehow, she drags herself out of bed and down the stairs to the common room, where Iida waits for her in his usual running clothes. She tries not to think of the last time she felt this sore and, as she approaches, she makes a conscious effort to straighten up and smile. No matter how bad she wants to stay curled up in bed, she has to try and move past all this.

The oni man appears in her mind’s eye. She tries to shove him away but he lingers, staring at her with the ghost of his final smile on his lips.

Iida looks up when he hears her approaching, starting to smile until it falls away just as quickly. Kemuri stops dead in her tracks, already thinking up escape routes as he rushes to her, eyebrows furrowed in equal parts anger and alarm as he cups her face.

“Who did this to you?” he asks, scarily deadpan.

She grips his wrists, unsure whether she wants to pull him closer or push him away. “A villain, during my work study. I-It’s nothing…”

“A villain?” he repeats. He goes quiet, just for a moment, then exhales. “I’m sorry, I assumed the worst.”

His hand slips from her face and takes hold of her hand, fingertips brushing down to her wrist, and she closes her hand around his in return. Again, she tries to smile, but there’s a lump in her throat growing again and she isn’t sure she’ll be able to stop it.

“I’m…I’m fine, honest,” she croaks out. She sniffles hard as her eyes prickle with unshed tears.

“What happened? I suppose I can guess, but are you okay? Are you in pain?” he asks, his voice getting louder and louder. “Kemuri, I will do whatever it takes to—“ He stops, jaw dropping slightly. “Kemuri?”

Tears roll down her face and she tries to speak, but nothing but a sob comes out. Even as he pulls her into a hug, shame envelopes her. How many times has she just…wordlessly sobbed into his chest? It’s so stupid, so stupid to cry over a man she didn’t even know, but she can’t stop replaying his final moments, can’t stop picturing Akiara’s smile…

She grips his shirt, quivering. “I…I couldn’t save him, T-Tenya. He…he needed me and I c-couldn’t...”

“Who?”

So…so stupid. She inhales hard, dragging her arm underneath her nose as she shifts back, but he keeps his hands loosely resting on her shoulders, keeping her within arm’s length. She blinks hard. More droplets.

“There…there was a man I tried to save…l-last night,” she admits. “I fought off the villain, s-sorta, but…but he knocked me out and when I came to, the man…it was too late. He died in my arms, and…and I don’t know…w-what—“

His face is carefully reserved, lips pursed as he nods slowly. He steps closer, leaning down and pressing a quick kiss to her forehead, and it sends a flood of warmth through her that momentarily quiets her down. She looks up at him as he squeezes her shoulders.

“I’ll make you some tea, we’ll have breakfast, and we’ll talk,” he suggests. “I also think you should visit Recovery Girl and Mr. Hound Dog as soon as possible. Perhaps you can make it before class but, if not, then at lunch. Ah, well, time doesn’t matter—you just need to make sure you talk to a professional about what happened.”

She nods, not yet trusting her voice. Iida steers her towards the kitchen and she goes where he tells her to. She doesn’t mention that there are only a select few she can talk to about this mission. She doesn’t mention that, sometime today, she needs to corner Nishimura and tell him that his grandfather left her black and blue. She leans on the countertop and watches Iida bustle around the kitchen, still talking—“I understand if you can’t tell me everything. I’m sure it was hard. I’m here to listen. If you fear this will negatively affect your schoolwork, please let me know…”—and thinks that, at the very least, she’s got a pretty nice boyfriend.

If only nice boyfriends could take away unfortunate memories.

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“I just keep picturing his face.”

They sit across from each other, Kemuri’s trembling hands wrapped around her teacup, Iida watching her as he sips his drink, only punctuating her words with tiny hums of agreement or acknowledgement. She’s told him all she can, dodging around the details she doesn’t want to explain—why Kunoichi tried to keep her hidden, who the attacker was, and so on and so forth. Most of the conversation hinges on the moments after she awoke, somehow still alive.

“He was trying to say something to me and then, just as Edgeshot showed up, he…just…”

She glances down at her arm, as if she can still see the smears his bloodied hand left on her skin, tracing the lines with her eyes. She doesn’t know his name and yet he’s taking up so much of her mind.

“I keep…” she continues, taking a long, shaky breath. “I keep thinking, he must’ve died so…so disappointed. Like, of all the heroes who could’ve shown up, it was me. I failed him.”

She takes a sip of her tea, hot and sweet against her tongue. She steals a glance up at Iida, noting his thoughtful expression. Even when he’s thinking, he looks so stern, his eyebrows furrowed so harshly along his forehead.

“You said he smiled,” he says, picking over his words, and Kemuri nods. “I may have some insight into this, if I may discern his final thoughts.”

“Oh?”

“In Hosu, when I went after Stain…”

Her breath catches, just for a moment, and she’s glad they’re alone in the common room. No one else is crazy enough to wake up as early as them. Iida closes his eyes, lips pursing, fingertips clenching against his cup.

“As I lay in that alley, bleeding, paralyzed, I had so many thoughts running through my head—some of my brother, memories of my life—but, underneath it all, one thing that came through it all was, ‘Not like this. Please.’ I thought…” He pauses, turning to stare out the nearby window into the courtyard for a second. “Then…Midoriya was there. I didn’t want him there, because it was dangerous and I was angry and I wanted to face the Hero Killer myself, but in hindsight—“ A slight scoff, almost a laugh as he shakes his head. “—I was just so relieved.”

Kemuri’s lips stay parted, gaping at him. It’s been so long since the Hero Killer’s name has been mentioned, even in passing, and it feels like such a faraway memory. So much has changed.

Iida looks back at her, nodding a little in thought. “So…you were there, in his darkest moment, staring death in the face. You showed up when that man thought no one was going to even try, and if I were him, I think I’d be relieved. If…I had died that night, in that alleyway, at least I would have died knowing my friend tried to save me from my own foolishness.”

“Don’t…don’t talk like that,” she whispers. She shudders a little, pushing her tea away so she doesn’t rattle it out of the cup. “I…don’t like thinking about you…d-dying, or…or…”

“Oh, right, I apologize,” he says. He starts to reach his hand across the table, then stops, letting it linger between them. He gives her a sad half-smile. “I’m glad I’m alive, believe me.”

She reaches out, resting her hand over his, but he flips it, covering hers and lacing their fingers together just slightly, brushing her knuckles. He stares at their hands, his eyes still far away. After a minute, he exhales as he cringes a little, baring his teeth for a second.

“I did apologize for what a colossal jerk I was to you back then, right?” he asks with a slight sense of urgency. “I never should’ve pushed you away the way I did.”

She shakes her head, letting out a breathy laugh. “O-Oh, you’re fine, r-really. I…took you a little too seriously anyway. You…had to chase me down just to get me to listen.”

“Right, I remember. I threatened to prostrate myself to you in the middle of the hallway.”

“If there’s one thing that’ll get me to listen, it’s the threat of unwanted attention.”

“Apparently!”

They share a short round of chuckles, then fall silent again.

Kemuri sighs a bit. “You really think he doesn’t hate me, wherever he is?” she asks.

Iida nods. “I’m sure. The important part is that you tried.” He tilts his head a little. “Tell me something, at the training camp…”

“Oh, boy, you’re really bringing up all the traumas, aren’t you?”

“Well, yes, but to be fair, you’ve had a traumatic moment, so it’s at least somewhat related—” he rambles, starting to chop his other hand without releasing hers.

“I get it,” she says, patting the air a bit. She shifts in her seat. “It’s a good thing I’m in therapy. I’m…very used to talking about it.”

“As am I!” He smiles, then remembers himself, clearing his throat as he becomes serious again. “Tell me, then, do you think you would hate me if I had failed to save you?”

It’s not even a question and, immediately, she sees his point. As scrambled as her mind was that night, between the pain and blood loss and general delirium, she knows Iida was there and his experience is very much the same as hers.

“No,” she says. She reaches up to her shoulder and squeezes, closing her eyes as she takes a few deep breaths. “No, I…I could never hate you. Even in death.”

“That’s quite a powerful statement.”

She meets his gaze and smiles softly. “I’ve been admiring you since year seven and, well…my feelings for you have grown and shifted but never gone away. I can’t imagine that changing.”

His cheeks turn that lovely shade of pink she’s come to love on him. Their hands detach as he coughs into his fist, getting redder by the second.

“I…” Another cough. “I find myself at a, ah…loss for words.”

She shrinks into herself a little. “O-Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—“

“No, I like it!” he insists. More flush, reaching his ears now. “I mean, I strive to be someone worthy of that, but you already think I am, and that…astonishes me.” He swipes his hand through the air a few times as he says it. “I’m flattered.”

“That’s…that’s good. I’m glad.”

They stare at each other some more, both still pink in the face, hearts pounding. Kemuri imagines crawling over the table and settling in his lap again, hoping the idea doesn’t read across her face too much. Their tea continues to cool between them, long-forgotten.

“Kemuri,” he says. “Perhaps, sometime, we can set aside some time to do this again. Sitting and talking, I mean. I find I enjoy this time with you.”

She purses her lips against a smile. “Like…a date?”

“Oh, yes, exactly! I should mention, I fully intend to take you for a real date someday. It just happens to be difficult right now, with the work studies and the end of the year coming.”

“I get it.” She nods. “I accept.”

“Wonderful! I—“

There’s footsteps from nearby and they both turn immediately as Shoji walks into the dining room, Kaminari and Ojiro lingering behind him. Kaminari cracks a yawn as he stretches, still half-asleep as he grabs at Ojiro’s tail. Ojiro doesn’t seem to mind. Shoji’s eyes flit between Kemuri and Iida, then crease at the edges.

“Hope we’re not interrupting anything,” he says.

“No, we’re just finishing up,” Iida replies. He gets to his feet, then looks back at Kemuri, and again at Shoji. “I believe we were going to start breakfast. Want to help?”

“Gladly.”

Kemuri gathers the abandoned teacups and takes them to the sink to wash as Iida and Shoji start gathering breakfast ingredients. Soon, the dorm is going to fill with the usual morning bustle, and Kemuri is just glad she’s feeling a little more grounded.

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The questions come about her face over breakfast, with Ojiro being the first to mention it, followed closely by Hagakure asking her if it hurts. Kemuri brushes their concern off with a brief explanation of, “Fought a villain yesterday. He got a few good hits in.”

That’s the same excuse she parrots all day, through breakfast, through homeroom, on and on until no one else asks because they all know. It’s far harder than she expected to bite her tongue and keep the details scant, because she’d love to tell them what’s going on even if it just means she has someone to vent to.

“It wasn’t in the news or anything, huh?” Sero asks, leaning on her desk, arms crossed over his chest. He frowns a bit. “Too bad.”

“Well…the guy got away, so…hardly,” Kemuri says with a weak shrug.

Kirishima, lingering nearby, leans over and thumps her on the back. “Hey, still, awesome job! You look totally badass right now,” he says emphatically. “It was super heroic of you to try and stop him!”

Although he means well, he has no idea how much his words sting, but tries to return his bright, toothy smile. “Thanks, Kirishima.”

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“Can I ask you something?”

Midnight chuckles a little as she leans back in her seat, one leg hiked elegantly over the other as she tilts her head onto her hand. “That’s what I’m here for,” she says. She eyes the clock on the wall, frowning. “I’m sorry I can’t fit you in for a longer session today, but I’ll do everything I can to help.”

Kemuri nods, fiddling with her hands a bit. Thankfully, she didn’t have to explain her situation to Midnight the same as her classmates, since Edgeshot alerted the school to what happened. Any agency involved in the students’ work studies is particularly vigilant in sharing what’s going on during them and Kemuri is honestly grateful.

“I’m…trying to tell myself that it isn’t my fault, because…I always blame myself. For everything that goes wrong,” she starts, still staring adamantly at her folded hands. “I also know that…this is part of being a hero. You can’t always save everyone, right?”

“Yes, unfortunately.”

“So…how do you deal?”

Midnight hums a bit in thought, one manicured finger tapping her chin. “That’s the part of being a hero no one can prepare you for. Every hero deals with it differently, some in healthy ways and others…not.” She sighs. “I do therapy of my own, although it’s usually over text since life gets busy, but it helps to stay open and talk to someone when things are hard.”

“Mm…” Kemuri agrees softly.

“It’s also why most of my friends are heroes too. It’s hard for the average civilian to put themselves in our shoes, so having people in your circle who understand is incredibly comforting as well.”

Kemuri nods. Talking to Iida this morning helped, for sure, so she can see the truth in Midnight’s words. Still…

“I just…wish I could forget it,” Kemuri admits. “I wish it didn’t stick in my mind so much.”

“Use it to fuel you,” her teacher replies. “Use him to inspire you to keep trying, because next time could be different, and for every person you lose, there are tens of others you can save.” She pauses, then reaches up and pulls off her glasses. She squints at the smudges before cleaning them on the edge of her sweater. “The unfortunate truth, Shimakage, is that people are going to die. You’re going to lose people in your life and there’s no easy way to get through the grief. What works for someone else may not work for you, so it’s all about finding your own coping method.”

“So…what’s yours? Just therapy?”

“It’s a mix. Depends how hard the day was. I journal, I call my friends…on bad days, I go to a bar and hook up with the first decently attractive guy who’ll let me tie him up.”

Kemuri’s eyes widen in alarm. “O-Oh…”

Midnight shrugs, shaking her head a bit, then slips her glasses back on. “At the end of the day, I know that what I want is to keep the memories of those I’ve lost alive, and for those I never got to know, I want to keep being a better hero so that others don’t share their fate. Does that make sense?”

Again, all she does is nod a bit. “Yeah, I…like that. I’ll try that.”

“Don’t feel any pressure to do it my way, alright? I wish I could write out a list and prescribe treatment, but some things in life are too complicated for that.” She smiles a bit, reaching up to tuck a loose hair back among the others. “In the meantime, anything else pressing you’d like to talk about?”

There’s so much, but it’s nothing she can share, so Kemuri shakes her head. “No, not really. Thanks for talking to me.”

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By the end of the day, there’s only one person she hasn’t talked to yet, and he’s pretty important. She could’ve grabbed him a lot sooner, dragged him away from his buddies, but every time she looked at him, he seemed so happy, so content. Who was she to rip that away from him?

Now, standing in front of his dorm room, there’s no more time to wait. She knocks.

After a second, the door opens and there’s Nishimura. His brow furrows a bit and he blinks at her.

“Oh, hey. Wasn’t expecting you,” he says. His dark eyes dart to the hall.

Kemuri chews the inside of her bottom lip. “Were…were you expecting someone? ‘C-Cause I can leave, still, um…”

“Nah, it’s fine. I’ll just, uh…” He hesitates, patting his U.A gym uniform sweatpants before pulling his phone out. He doesn’t look up from the screen as he jerks his head inside. “Come on in. I’ll just be a minute.”

Kemuri walks in, taking a second to admire his decor. She notes the two champagne flutes resting on his mini-kitchen countertop, along with an exquisite charcuterie board stacked with various meats, cheese, and crackers. More looking around, and she realizes that he has candles out on his chabudai and his laptop resting on his bed.

She pivots as Nishimura wanders in after her, still staring at his phone, thumbs flying. She swallows hard, clearing her throat.

“Really, I can leave…” she insists.

Nishimura raises his left hand to her, one finger raised, eyes still on his phone. “If you’re here, then it’s probably important. I’m just…rescheduling a little.”

His cheeks turn faintly pink and Kemuri eyes the room again, taking in the atmosphere. “So…got a date planned, I’m guessing?”

“A date? Oh, well, maybe? A little. We haven’t given it any labels,” he rambles a bit, rubbing the back of his neck. He hurries past her and snatches up the candles, blowing them out as he hurries to put them off to the side. “It’s fine.”

“You sure?”

“Positive.” He turns back, giving a quick glance to his phone, realizing he’s still holding it before slipping it into his pocket. “I heard about your fight with a villain last night. Glad you’re okay.”

“Oh, yeah, that…yeah, it was all anyone seemed to talk about today.”

“I don’t blame them. You’re the last person we expect to see covered in bruises and cuts like that. Honestly, I’m surprised.” He says it so matter-of-factly, scarily casual, and he flops onto his bed with a heavy sigh. “So, what’s up?”

Words clog in her throat, in her brain, like a traffic jam inside her body. She hugs herself tight, lips pursing and unpursing as she tries to figure out what to say.

“This has to stay a secret, okay?” she starts.

His eyebrow lifts. “Oh-kay?” Slow, unsure, slightly curious.

“I…know the villain who attacked me, and you’re not going to like it.”

He blinks at her, waiting, although his jaw clenches a little. It’s like he’s already imagining the worst case scenario but won’t believe it until she tells him. She shifts on her feet, focusing on anything other than his face, words still clogging her throat.

“It…” Words. They’re just words but they hold so much weight and she needs to just spit it out! “Your grandfather. Akiara. It was him.”

She inhales, then holds it. Nishimura doesn’t move, doesn’t blink, just stares at her. After a second, he scoffs under his breath, turning away.

“No,” he says. She can’t help but whimper, her heart breaking for him, and he looks back at her as his stoic expression starts to crumble. “No! Kemuri, this isn’t funny.”

“Why would I lie about this?” Her voice cracks a little and she swallows hard.

“I don’t know!” he retorts.

He stands up, looks at her for a second, then stomps to the glass doors leading onto his balcony. He flings them open and steps outside, fingers carding through his hair over and over again as he starts to pace, muttering under his breath.

Kemuri comes to the door. The cool air doesn’t bother her, but she’s sure Nishimura, in only his tank top and loose sweats, will get cold quickly.

“Nishi, come back in,” she urges, slightly desperate. Outside, they could be overheard. “Please?”

He stops, looking up at her with a wild sort of pain in his eyes. “You’re really not lying?”

“I’m not.”

“How do you know? Have you seen my grandfather before?”

She bows her head, then nods. Nishimura stares at her, mouth agape, and she steps back a bit, gesturing him into the room.

“There’s a lot I need to tell you.”

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“I know my grandfather has made his…dislike of you and your family known,” Kemuri says, “but has anyone on your side said anything? Have they mentioned Shimakages at all?”

Nishimura shakes his head. They’re sitting at the chabudai now, facing one another, and Nishimura has his elbows up on the table, head resting on his hands.

“No,” he says. “My family doesn’t talk about that sort of stuff with me.”

“Do they know that we’re classmates?”

“Mm, probably? Honestly, I try not to talk to them either. There’s only so much you can hear about your dreams being shit before you snap, you know?” He sighs. “I haven’t mentioned you by name to them. My dad’s met you, but I don’t think he knows anything.” Another sigh, longer and heavier this time. “Fuck. This is confusing as hell. You think you know someone…”

She nods. She feels like she’s on the precipice of something important, something that will crack this whole thing wide open.

“Nishi, if I can ask, you…you said your family gets hired by anyone who needs someone k-killed, right?” she asks. Nishimura nods, expression grim. “I think…they’re being hunted down right now. By Edgeshot.” She gulps and adds, “And…by extension, me.”

He gawks at her. “Wait, there’s more? I thought you just wanted to tell me you caught my grandpa in the middle of murdering someone to…I don’t know, get it off your chest! That’s not it?”

“Edgeshot’s trailing a group of mercenaries that they’re calling the Onryo,” she starts, just trying to let it spill out of her. “He’s got a team on it. All we know is that the group is a ‘villain-for-hire’ type business, they’re incredibly skilled, and they don’t leave witnesses. Also…we know that Atomu is involved, and now your grandfather is too.”

His face is pale, so pale that his freckles look black.

“So, I’m trying to understand why your grandfather didn’t kill me.”

“Maybe he tried to and you just got away?” he suggests, but his voice is weak, like he already doesn’t believe it.

Kemuri shakes her head adamantly. “No, I could tell when I was fighting him. It was like sparring with you, because you don’t go for anything that could prove fatal. He was fighting to incapacitate me.” After a pause, she adds, “When my senpai joined the fight, he injured her immediately. She only got away because of me and her quirk combined.”

“God…”

“Akio, please, if you know any reason why…”

“I told you. All I know is what I’ve pieced together myself, and…all I’ve got is that your grandpa and mine probably have history, and no one in my family talks about it. I’m in the dark here.” He inhales shakily, muttering to himself as he says, “I…thought they did odd jobs, not…not something organized, like a bunch of yakuza. Am I in a gang? No—“

“Akio.”

“Look, I’m kind of freaking out right now, so could you give me a second?”

He raises his voice, snapping a bit, and she quiets immediately. They sit together in silence while he breathes, stares at the table, hands and body trembling.

“Edgeshot wants to talk to you,” she says, finally, and his eyes go wide. She bats her hands at him, frantic. “Not like that! I already swore to your innocence. He wants to recruit you to the cause.”

“He…wants me to help take down my family?” he repeats.

“Only if you’re willing. You can say no.”

He slumps back, shoulders resting against his bed, chin tilted to the ceiling. “I…part of me wants to say yes, no questions asked. Seeing Atomu get his just punishment was…so great, but at the same time, they’re my family. What if, when it really matters, I chicken out?”

“You’re not alone in this, you know?”

“I know…” He purses his lips, then looks at her. “I…I’d need to make sure of a few things. If I help.” She nods and he hunches his shoulders a little, cheeks colouring a little. “I can’t…let anything happen to my dad. I told you a while back that he used to be involved in…everything, but he stopped because my mom and I needed him.”

Kemuri pictures his dad’s face, the older version of his son with tired eyes and rough, hardworking hands. “Yeah.”

“He’s turned his life around since. Sure, he still doesn’t like heroes, but he’s a good man now. I can’t tell Edgeshot a thing until he promises that my dad won’t be punished in all of this.”

“So, if your dad’s safety was guaranteed, you’d do it?”

There’s still sorrow in his eyes when he nods, pain weighing on his shoulders when he says, “Yeah, I would.”

She exhales, nodding. “Okay, I’ll…let Edgeshot know. We’ll work out a meeting to discuss things, okay?”

He barely moves his head in acknowledgement, his mouth quivering a little as his fingers flex in and out of his palms. Kemuri gets to her feet, sensing he may want some alone time, and he jumps a little when she does. She smiles softly and moves a little closer to him, reaching down to ruffle his hair gently.

“I’ll let you think about it more, okay? Let me know if you need anything.”

Again, all he does is nod. Kemuri backs away from him and, as she turns her back, she hears the clicking noise of him tapping on his phone keyboard. She leaves his room, shutting the door and heading down the hall. As she leaves the elevator on the main floor, Aoyama goes bolting inside, phone in hand, frown on his face. He mashes the button for Nishimura’s floor as the doors slide shut after him.

She sighs. From the living room, she hears Hagakure call her name, and she tries to perk up as she goes to join her friends in watching a movie. Edgeshot did tell her to take it easy and she’s been doing a horrible job of doing so. Nothing about today has been easy.

Chapter 213: Partners

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Edgeshot doesn’t waste time and after only a day, Kemuri finds herself standing outside his agency with Nishimura by her side. Whenever she looks at the tall boy next to her, his gaze is distant, yet focused, lost in thoughts that she can’t begin to guess at.

She nudges him with her shoulder and he blinks, glancing down at her, and she tries to smile. “Ready?”

“I’m actually trying not to puke,” he admits, one hand drifting to his stomach as he swallows hard. He shakes his head, smooths the edges of his haori, then steps away from her as he spreads his arms out in a gesture at himself. “How do I look?”

The same as always, she thinks, just a little more tired. She nods thoughtfully. “You’re all good.”

“You sure? I don’t look…” He pauses, jaw clenching as he starts to pinwheel one wrist in thought. “Um…”

“You look like a hero,” she insists. His cheeks redden and she jerks her head towards the doors. “Come on. We shouldn’t keep them waiting.”

Nishimura squares his shoulders, lifts his chin, then nods once, resolute. In an instant, he’s turned from a nervous teen to a confident hero-in-training, and Kemuri finds herself emulating his proud stance as they enter the building.

Team Exorcist is gathered in the front waiting room and, when the doors open, every eye turns to them. Kemuri searches their faces. Already, she knows she’s missed something, because Nishimura’s arm has tensed up and he’s moved closer to her, close enough that their knuckles brush. Most expressions are wary, somewhat surprised, and she finds that only Foxglove seems truly frustrated in any way—just going by his clenched jaw and equally clenched frown.

She feels Nishimura hesitate for just a second before doing a quick half-step to keep up with her. As they approach, Vibe is the first to slink forward, trembling hand outstretched towards Nishimura.

“It’s…it-it-it’s nice to m-m-meet you,” he says. “I’m V-Vibe. You’re…Ak-kio?”

Nishimura bows before taking his hand and shaking it firmly. “Yes, sir. My hero name is Ronin. It’s good to meet you.”

“Hey, I’m Roids!” Roids says as she steps forward, extending her fist towards him. As Nishimura bumps their knuckles together, she steps to his side and throws her arm over his shoulders, jostling him as she gestures to the others. “That’s Heat Seeker, and the charming gentleman over there looking like he’s smelling something shitty is Foxglove.”

“Hey!” Foxglove retorts, crossing his arms over his chest. His mouth stays pursed, wrinkled in a grimace.

“Edgeshot and Nightwalker aren’t here yet, but they should be here soon,” Roids continues, unbothered. “The only other person missing is Kunoichi, but she’s taking a break for a bit.”

Nishimura nods slowly, then looks at Kemuri with an air of mild panic. “Cool?”

Kemuri opens her mouth, but her words die as an inky black spot appears behind Foxglove and, in an instant, Nightwalker is there, clipboard under her arm, manicured hand on her hip. Foxglove jumps, one hand moving to his chest as he whips around.

“Jesus, woman,” he mutters.

“Apologies,” she says. “I was alerted that Ronin had arrived and wanted to meet him as quickly as possible, but I was rather far away. Please, follow me.” The group starts to move and Nightwalker raises her hand. “Just the boy, please. Edgeshot would like to speak to him alone.”

Roids steps away from Nishimura and he straightens his shoulders as he moves to Nightwalker’s side. He casts a brief glance back at Kemuri before following her down the hall and disappearing into one of the many meeting rooms in the building. The second the door latches behind him, Roids’s smile disappears and she cuffs Foxglove on the back of the head.

“What happened to making him feel welcome?” she snaps.

Foxglove scowls at her. “He’s a Nishimura! Excuse me for keeping my guard up!” he retorts. He looks around the group, meeting only disapproving or uncomfortable stares. “What? Come on!”

“He’s a kid, Fox,” Heat Seeker says.

“He’s only here because he’s involved with murderers,” Foxglove says. “I don’t have to trust him and you shouldn’t be so quick to. Just the idea of Mr. Edgeshot being alone with him makes me—”

“Do you really think Smokey Eye would do anything to endanger us?” Heat Seeker asks. Kemuri straightens a little at the sound of her alias and Heat Seeker looks at her, a gentle smile in his geode eyes. “You trust him, don’t you?”

She nods. “With my life.” She’s said it before. She’ll say it as many times as she needs to.

Heat Seeker nods and his attention returns to the cloaked man. “She trusts him. I trust her.”

Foxglove hunches a bit, looking away, and Vibe creeps to his side as he pats his arm—three deliberate, gentle touches. “It’s okay, y-you’re…a-allowed to be w-worried,” he says.

Foxglove shrugs away from his hand. “Whatever.”

Kemuri fidgets with her fingers as everyone falls silent. Foxglove starts pacing back and forth, swishing his cloak as he goes, and Vibe’s lips stay pursed as he watches him. Kemuri keeps looking around, unable to stop herself from wondering if they should be doing something else, but no one is taking action and she hesitates to ask.

Thankfully, it doesn’t take long before Nightwalker comes back down the hall. Again, everyone perks up, and Nightwalker motions for them to follow. Kemuri finds herself at the head of the pack, although Foxglove is right on her heels, and they enter the meeting room.

Nishimura sits next to Edgeshot, turning his chair when everyone comes in. He still looks a little pale, but far calmer than he was when they arrived, and Kemuri hurries to his side. She rests her hand on his shoulder and he covers it with his own, squeezing gently.

“You good?” she whispers.

He nods. “Yeah, I’m okay.”

“I’ll be brief,” Edgeshot says as the rest of the team gathers nearby. “Ronin has agreed to help us however he can. Consider him an honorary member of Team Exorcist.” Roids and Heat Seeker clap politely and Foxglove stays stoic, frowning. Vibe nods slowly. “He is doing a work study with Yoroimusha, so he won’t be joining us for patrols.”

“Good,” Foxglove mutters.

Edgeshot raises an eyebrow at him and Foxglove hunches his shoulders, mumbling under his breath.

“However, Smokey Eye will be keeping us in the loop. The less contact Ronin has with us, the safer it will be for everyone involved.” He turns to Kemuri and she straightens up. “Ronin will report to you, and you will report to Nightwalker.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Good.” He focuses on the others. “Vibe, take the night off and rest. The rest of you, head out on patrol, except for you, Smokey Eye.” Again, he nods to her. “I’d like to discuss your role further.”

The others file out. After a wordless look, Nightwalker bows and excuses herself, shutting the door behind her. Edgeshot motions for Kemuri to take a seat, then lowers himself into his own chair. He sighs as he folds his hands over his mouth.

“This isn’t easy for me to say, Smokey Eye, but I won’t sugar-coat it,” he says. “I will be removing you from active duty.”

Kemuri stares at him, lips slightly parted, and she looks at Nishimura as he bows his head a little.

“Like…” she says, and she swallows back the lump growing in her throat. “What does that mean?”

“First, understand that this is for your own safety,” Edgeshot continues. “Your involvement in the latest incident has compromised you and I fear you won’t be so lucky if something like that were to happen again. I cannot risk your life, not when you’re still so young. I have already done the same for Kunoichi.”

“So…I’m off the team?”

“Hardly. It simply means that I won’t have you on evening patrols anymore. I’m thinking you could get more street time with Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady in the afternoons. I’ll still train you when I can as well.”

Kemuri sags a little. She can’t argue, because his reasoning is sound and they have no way of knowing whether Akiara sparing her life was a fluke or not. Still, it stings, although it will be good to work more with Sero, Kaminari, Mineta, and the other girls.

“Believe me, I wouldn’t do this unless it was absolutely necessary,” Edgeshot says. “You’re still a valuable part of this agency and we appreciate everything you can do for us.” His gaze flickers to Nishimura. “Of course, that applies to you too, Ronin.”

Nishimura nods.

“We’ve already discussed most of your terms,” Edgeshot says to him. “If you can keep tabs on your family, alert us to anything strange, that would be best. Remember, you’re to report to Smokey Eye, and she’ll handle passing that information to us.”

“It won’t be easy,” Nishimura says. “My family will notice if I suddenly get too interested in their business. They already don’t trust me and they’re really good at keeping me out of the loop.”

“Is there any chance they’d believe you’re…losing faith in heroes?”

His jaw clenches and he glances at Kemuri very briefly. “I think…my grandfather is still expecting me to give this up. I could…” He pauses. “I could try but, sir, I’ll be honest, I’m a terrible liar.”

“So long as you try, that’s enough. Even a little bit of info will be better than nothing,” Edgeshot insists. “You’re doing us a huge favour and, even though it’s hard, you’re making a very heroic choice.”

“I’m still struggling with that, but thank you.”

Edgeshot nods slowly. “I understand.” He pushes himself up, palms on the table, and nods to both students. “I won’t keep you any longer today. Do let us know of any developments, and I’ll have Nightwalker adjust your schedule, Smokey Eye.”

Kemuri and Nishimura stand, bow to him, and he walks them to the front of the agency. Hound Dog waits with one of the U.A busses, ready to take them home. They sit down side by side, despite having the entire bus to themselves, and Nishimura sighs heavily as he lets himself sag.

“Geez,” he says. “I never thought I’d get wrapped up in something like this. It’s not something you imagine for yourself.”

“I know,” Kemuri says.

She glances out the window as the bus pulls onto the main road. With all this happening, she feels like she’s on the verge of something important, something that would fill in all the gaps in her life that she didn’t see until recently. If Nishimura had never come to U.A, if they had never become classmates or friends, where would she be right now?

She rolls her shoulder, pressing her hand to the muscle as she does so, wincing.

“Hey, Nishi?” she murmurs. He hums in response. “You…you could back out, still. Edgeshot would understand.”

“I can’t,” he says. He straightens up a little, clenching his fist. “I have the power to change something, to be a hero. Maybe this is just my test from the universe.” He takes a long breath, unfurling his fist as he lets out a soft laugh. “I chose…I chose this life to prove my family wrong. I wanted to prove that someone like me could be a hero, and now…”

“That’s…changed?” she suggests.

He nods. “I want to create a safe world for future generations, where they don’t have to fight the way I have, the way our class has. Still is.” He smiles a little. “It feels like things have gotten so…rocky since All Might retired. We need heroes now more than ever.”

“At least we can do something here, right? Make things better.”

“Yeah, and maybe answer some questions in the meantime.”

They fall silent. The bus rumbles on.

“Hey,” he says. She looks up at him and his smile grows. “Glad to be working with you, partner.”

She giggles softly. “You too.”

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It’s weird how quiet the dorms are on the weekends. With work studies happening for everyone, there’s rarely time anymore when everyone is home at the same time. Just when Kemuri got used to the liveliness of her classmates, too.

Nishimura kicks off his shoes and makes a beeline for the kitchen. Kemuri eyes her boots and, with a sigh, sits down to take them off.

“Back so soon?”

Shoji leans down to pop open her costume case, his other hand reaching for her boot as she slips it off her foot. She hands it to him with a tiny smile, but his brow furrows.

“Did something happen?” he asks.

“Um…yeah, kinda. I mean, it went well,” she says, tripping over her words. She hands him the other boot and he puts it away, handing the case back to her as she stands up. “Just…”

She bites her lip against another sting of frustration and Shoji’s brow softens. He pats her shoulder, nudging her towards the couches. Nobody else is there right now.

“You didn’t work today?” she asks him as she settles down.

“Started early, actually,” he says. “Jiro and I got back a little while ago.”

“Is that going good?”

“Yeah, I think so. Gang Orca knows how to keep us on our toes.” He flexes his hand, then a mouth appears on his dupli-arm. “He’s got me shifting so much that I’m sore.”

“Woah.” She shakes her head, clicking her tongue. “Never thought I’d see the day.”

He shrugs, leaning back on the sofa. “So, what happened with you? Don’t think you can avoid it.”

She sighs. “You know I can’t say much.”

“Mm, and?”

She purses her lips and he waits patiently. After a moment, she slumps, absentmindedly scratching at the upholstery. “Edgeshot’s worried about the incident, thinks…I might get targeted,” she says. “So…he’s taking me off regular patrols. I’m going to be joining Sero and the others more.”

“That isn’t a bad thing. It’s good to be safe.”

“I know, but…”

He tilts his head at her. “But it feels like rejection? Or a punishment?”

She nods as she sniffles once. Thank goodness she doesn’t have to say anything for him to just…get it. Her chest feels all tight again and she drags her knees up to it, hugging herself close.

“It’s not,” he says. “It’s protecting you.”

“I know.”

She doesn’t have it in her to talk about it. She’s just trying to keep it all together and look on the bright side, because she still has her work study. This isn’t like before, when she stepped down after the Shie Hassaikai. She knows that.

But it’s another obstacle, another thing getting in her way, another mountain to climb.

“You hungry?” Shoji asks, snapping her from her thoughts. He’s already on his feet, extending a hand to her. “Whatever Nishi’s making, it smells amazing, and I’m sure he’d share if we ask.”

She takes his hand, letting him pull her to her feet. “Sounds lovely.”

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The food is delicious, as always, and leaves her feeling warm inside. Nishimura stares at his plate as he eats, brow furrowed, chewing slowly and methodically. Kemuri finds herself watching him which, thankfully, doesn’t look too obvious since she’s sitting across from him.

They eat in somewhat comfortable silence, only somewhat because Nishimura is not a quiet person by nature. He’s no Bakugo, but he’s content to make conversation with the people he eats with, even if it’s just to ask their opinion on the dish, to see if there’s anything he could change.

Not today. He stares, stirs his rice in with his onions, chews and chews and chews.

“The onions are delicious,” Kemuri mumbles. She watches his face and his eyelids lift a little. “Perfectly caramelized. Really good.”

“I’ve been practicing,” he says. “My mom used to make really great katsudon bowls. I’m still trying to figure out what she did to make hers so good.”

“I think you’ve made her proud with this one,” Shoji says. He spoons a piece of pork into his dupli-mouth, then forms an extra hand to give him a thumbs up.

Nishimura just nods, mumbling a thank you. Kemuri purses her lips a bit, taking another bite of food. Family on the mind, then. She refuses to let hers linger in her mind for too long. Focus on her food, she tells herself. Yummy food.

“Gotta…plan a visit soon,” he says after another second. “Maybe after school one day or next weekend.”

“Mm,” Kemuri hums her agreement. “It’ll be good to see them, won’t it?”

He nods, half-shrugging as he does it, and they keep eating. Shoji stays quiet and Kemuri has never been more thankful for his quiet nature.

Notes:

Life has gotten way too crazy for my liking, but I'm a fanfic writer and so nothing short of death will stop me from updating.

I got Covid, so this chapter got out waaaaay later than I intended. Sorry for the long wait. On the other side of things, this story only has a few more chapters left in it. I've said it before, but we're in the endgame now, for real. Next chapter starts the final arc, the amalgamation of everything, and I really hope you all enjoy it.

Thanks for reading, as always <3

Chapter 214: Distant

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Without night patrols, Kemuri’s shifts become shorter and less frequent. With final exams and the end of the year coming up, it seems that other heroes are doing what they can to make sure that all students have what they need to end the year strong so, at the very least, her classmates are around more often.

Kemuri feels like she’s in a daze and Nishimura always seems to be missing. She sees him briefly in the evenings, when he tells her of any updates.

The conversations always seem to go the same way.

“Anything?”

“No. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. Thanks…for trying.”

Kemuri wishes she had some kind of stopwatch, or a time machine. If she did, she’d pause time right now, then go back to right before work studies, maybe Christmas, just to find a pocket where she could relax and have fun with her classmates again.

It feels like all they do is train, do homework, and go out on their work studies. When they are home, they’re sore and tired, too tired for any merry-making.

She drifts further from her friends, because she can’t talk to them about what’s weighing her down. Physically, she’s right there, listening to Hagakure and Ojiro discuss training methods they’ve learned from Yoroimusha and Shishido. Tokoyami still doesn’t see much of Hawks, but he’s been working with Dark Shadow, strengthening their bond and his control over his rowdier moods. Shoji talks even less than usual, citing that the constant training with his quirk leaves him feeling a little overstimulated, too sensitive to every noise around him that it’s all he can do to focus on the now.

“Hey, Kemmy,” Hagakure says one evening while they’re doing homework in the common room. “You have any idea what’s up with Nishi? He’s being all weird lately.”

She shrugs. “Weird how?”

“He’s usually pretty gung-ho, kick-ass. Seems like he’s going through the motions now.” She sighs. “Mina, Aoyama, and I were talking. We’re worried about him but he insists he can’t tell us anything.”

“Maybe he can’t,” Ojiro says. “Kemuri’s in the same boat, you know?”

Kemuri wants off the boat. She wants to talk about what she’s learning. She wants to tell them everything about the Onryo and her fears and Akiara but she can’t. It wouldn’t do them any good to know.

“I guess.” Hagakure flips her pencil around, erasing part of a math equation. The ear on her cute little bear eraser smudges with black. “Ew, polynomials.”

“We must endure, my friends,” Tokoyami murmurs. Shoji nods.

Kemuri sits with them, but feels farther away than ever.

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Unfortunately, her friends aren’t the only ones who notice the change. She’s just returned from her work study, dragging herself to the elevator, when she bumps into Iida.

Literally bumps into him. He’s also waiting by the elevator and, in her state, she wasn’t being nearly as cautious. She didn’t even see him. She scoots back, flushing.

“Sorry, sorry,” she says. “Wasn’t…”

“It’s quite alright,” he insists. He tilts his head a little, frowning. “I was actually hoping to see you. It feels like we’ve had no time together lately.”

She nods, biting her bottom lip for a moment. It’s been a few days, for sure, which wouldn’t be so strange if it weren’t for the fact that they live in the same place and still haven’t found time for each other. Is it weird to miss someone that you see every day?

Iida’s lips part, as if to speak again, but then the elevator dings, doors sliding open for them. He steps aside, gesturing for her to go first, and they go inside without a word. He does an about-face towards the door as it closes behind them and he presses the number for their floor. His hand hovers by the button.

“Kemuri, maybe…you’d like to stop by my room?” he asks. The numbers tick up. “I can set up a movie on my laptop, if you’d like.”

It’s not very late yet and, tired as she is, she’d love some time with him. She nods and does her best to smile.

“I’d love to,” she says. She motions to herself. “I’d just have to get changed.”

She looks up at his face just in time to catch him looking her over, then he clears his throat as he jerks his head back to face the doors.

“Right,” he says. “Of course. Meet me at my room, then?”

The elevator opens and she steps out first. “Mhm,” she hums, nodding once.

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Kemuri stifles a yawn as she knocks on Iida’s door and, after a moment, it swings open to show him dressed in his blue and white pinstripe pyjama set, complete with a sleeping cap. Kemuri immediately hides a smile behind her hand, stifling a soft giggle.

His brow furrows. “Is…everything alright?” he asks.

She nods. “O-Of course, yes, just…” She clears her throat. “You look very cute in that hat.”

His eyes widen, cheeks faintly turning pink, and he gestures to her. His eyes skip down her body. “Oh, well, you also l—“ He stops, abruptly turning away as his face gets redder. “Kemuri, are…” He clears his throat. “Are you sure you’re comfortable in that state of…dress?”

She looks down at herself. She grabbed the first set of pyjamas in her drawer, an oversized All Might t-shirt (she was sent the wrong size than what she ordered and didn’t want to dispute it) and…

She flushes as she realizes her mistake. She lifts the hem of the shirt, dangling below her knees, and reveals a pair of matching red, white, and blue shorts.

“I’m wearing pants,” she says. “I-I’m sorry.”

He exhales heavily, one hand fluttering to his chest. “Ah, I see. I’m sorry for assuming.” He steps aside. “Please come in.”

She steps in. He’s already got his laptop on the bed and his room is just as clean as usual. She’s amazed at how organized he keeps everything, at a level she can only aspire to reach. Even though she tends to leave her most used items in the same spot to make it easier on herself, she is nowhere near his level.

“Please, make yourself comfortable,” he urges.

“Yes,” she breathes.

They stay standing. She looks up at him only to catch him turning his face away from her. His throat bobs. She looks at her feet, bunching the material of her shirt in her hands.

“Um…” he starts.

“I’ll—“

She moves to the bed, hesitating for a second before turning and seating herself near the foot, careful to avoid the laptop. She runs her hand along the sheets, enjoying their softness, and she looks up when Iida clears his throat again. She tilts her head a bit as he comes towards her, stiff, avoiding her eyes.

“I’m sorry,” he says. “I am excited to spend time with you. I’ve just gotten very nervous all of a sudden.”

“It’s okay,” she says. “Really. Please, why don’t you sit down?”

He nods, taking a few short strides to the bed and sitting down a respectable distance away. He brings his laptop to its proper resting place. He frowns a bit as he looks over the streaming service he has displayed on the screen.

“Do you have a preference?” he asks.

“Something simple,” she says. He glances at her and she gives a barely-there shrug. “I’ll be honest, I don’t really have the mental energy to do much more thinking.”

“Of course, that’s fair. Perhaps a nature documentary? They can be very calming,” he suggests.

“Sounds good to me.”

He goes through a few, suggesting them to her as he goes, and eventually they settle on one about oceans. He keeps it paused as he looks around, frowning again.

“What would be most comfortable for you? I can try to get more pillows. My bed isn’t nearly as comfy as yours,” he says. “Or…”

He keeps talking, rambling about bedding and she just gazes at him, so far away from her. Her heart squeezes a bit.

“Could we cuddle?” she squeaks out.

He’s midsentence, but he stops short. “What?”

She flushes deeper. “We…we could cuddle,” she repeats, barely above a whisper. “If…if you’re okay with that.”

“I…” He blinks. “Yes, yes, I would be fine with that. Just…how?”

“Maybe if we lie down?”

He frowns a bit in thought, then swings his legs up onto the bed as she scoots back towards the wall. He settles against his pillows, upright as possible, and sets the laptop on his legs again. Kemuri crawls to his side, tucking her shoulder between his torso and his left arm. He shifts again, finding a better angle for himself, and after a bit of wiggling, they settle in, her arm resting across his stomach.

Kemuri sighs, eyes closing as she presses her cheek against his chest. It’s soft there, much softer than she pictured, and her eyes flutter open again as she pushes herself up, looking down at his chest. He has muscle definition, she knows this, and she was expecting his chest to feel firm.

“Kemuri?” he asks. She blinks a few times, then makes eye contact. “Is…everything alright?”

Her eyes widen. “O-Oh! No, I…” She looks away, down at where her hand is still pressed to his abs. “I…um…” He watches expectantly and she swallows. “Um…it’s…it’s just…your chest is soft.”

He looks down at it. “Yes?”

“I…thought it would be…firm. B-Because you’re muscular.”

His cheeks are faintly pink as his lips part. “Ah, I see. Well, they’re usually soft. If I flex, then…” Nothing changes at a glance as he pauses for a second, but she feels his stomach tense beneath her hand. Her eyes widen a bit more. “There, go ahead.”

She’s pretty sure she can guess what he means, but she still gawks at him. “Go…ahead and what?”

He purses his lips nervously. “Go ahead and touch my chest, if…you want.”

She almost hates how excited she feels. It’s the most active emotion she’s felt in days and she does everything she can to keep it from her face. She carefully rests her hand on one of his pecs and, sure enough, it’s far firmer now.

Then, just as swiftly, it’s soft again. Her lips part and she looks up at Iida, finding that he’s smiling a little. She keeps her palm pressed to him, suddenly overcome with the need to squeeze it. It feels almost like her own breasts, softer, more malleable. She calms herself.

“See?” he asks. He flexes again and she feels it stiffen, then soften. “Simple, really.”

“Oh…” she breathes. “C-Cool. It’s like mine.”

He blinks. “Pardon?”

A puff of steam leaves her ears as she whips her hand away from him. “O-Oh, god, I…I meant…” She stops. No matter what she says now, it’s going to be awkward. No saving this, not now, and she decides she’ll blame her exhaustion for her loose lips. “I can’t flex mine like that, or…gah, no, forget I said that!”

“I…” He clears his throat. “I wouldn’t know.”

Of course, he wouldn’t. She sits back, hating how awkward this became so quickly. She just wanted to cuddle and instead, she touched him and she’s thinking about asking him to touch her back and no, no, she has to be good about this. I mean, he was okay with her touching him, but still! Her mind is far too awake after being far too asleep for far too long.

“Right, yeah, sorry,” she mumbles. “I…I shouldn’t have asked you that, I’m sorry. I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable, I was just surprised and I obviously don’t have a boy’s body and—“

“Kemuri, Kemuri, it’s okay,” he soothes, reaching out for her, taking her hand. “I…I suppose part of dating is getting to know each other emotionally as well as intimately, right? I was okay with your question, I promise.”

She sucks in a deep, deep breath, nodding. “I’m sorry,” she repeats.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to apologize.”

They sit, hands held between them. She stares at his hands, so strong, broad with thick fingers, but so gentle when he clasps hers. The laptop screen has long gone dark.

She shifts closer to him. The fabric of her shirt suddenly seems so thin, the only barrier between them, and she imagines letting him touch her too. Maybe it would be nice but, the second the thought crosses her mind, she knows she’d get overwhelmed. It would only serve to make him uncomfortable.

He’s still gazing at her and she’s sure her face is completely red by now, and she exhales. She leans in, pressing a kiss to his cheek. She hears him inhale a bit at the motion and they lock eyes when she pulls back.

“Is…everything alright?” he asks. “Is there anything else weighing on your mind?”

So much, she thinks, and she longs to tell him about it. It would feel like a massive weight off her shoulders if she could just talk to him, but no. She can’t risk it. “Nothing I can really talk about,” she admits. “I’m…I’m sorry.”

“Of course. I understand,” he replies. He clears his throat, reaching out and waking his laptop up. “Would you still like to watch something?”

She nods. “Yes, please.”

She settles down beside him again, cheek against his soft, broad chest, and he starts the movie as he drapes his arm around her shoulder.

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“Kemuri?”

Iida nudges her, but she does little more than groan as her eyelids flutter, just barely. His heart squeezes when he looks at her, already so deeply asleep despite the early hour. Her mouth hangs open, drooling a little, and he smiles a little to himself as he reaches down to wipe it from her lip.

She shifts at his touch, wiggling a bit before she burrows against his side, cheek rubbing against him. He should try a little harder to wake her, return her to her own bedroom. He’s sure there’s a school rule against them spending time like this but, at the same time, she’s so tired and she’s so adorable curled up against him like this. It would be cruel to disturb her.

The credits roll on the documentary and he carefully closes the laptop, maneuvering it off his lap and resting it on the shelf behind his bed. He’ll have to plug it in tomorrow, when his girlfriend isn’t asleep.

He looks at her again, debating how much he can move without waking her. After all, it’d be horrible for his neck if he slept upright like this. Although, she’d be able to help him with that in the morning…

No, good sleep posture is important. He slowly inches himself down, bit by bit, until he’s on his back. Kemuri groans again and, this time, her eyelids crack open. They don’t focus on anything and he realizes that she must not be able to see much of anything now that the room’s gotten so dark.

“Tenya?” she whispers.

“I’m here,” he replies, rubbing her shoulder as she blinks a few more times. “Just rest. It’s alright.”

One more blink, a tiny, sleepy smile, and then she nods. She rests her head on him again, letting out a long sigh as she drifts off again. He gazes at her, fingers lightly playing with her loose silver hair. It’s so odd to see it unbraided. He reaches down, tugging the blanket over the both of them, then removes his glasses and sets them aside. He settles in, allowing his eyes to close, and he’s struck by how lovely it is to have her beside him.

He hasn’t needed to send her a rose in quite a while but, tonight, if he were to wake from a nightmare, he wouldn’t need to. He’d open his eyes to find her already there, sleeping like an angel at his side.

He shifts, just enough to leave a kiss on her hairline. “Goodnight, Kemuri. Sweet dreams,” he murmurs.

Notes:

Yeesh, and I thought Covid knocked me out of the writing game.

Well, this time my laptop broke. Screen was all screwed up and I totally didn't have a breakdown about it. Thankfully, all the hardware was okay, so I didn't lose any of my writing. Thank God! Still, it meant I couldn't get any writing done until my computer was fixed, plus life is busy. I had my birthday (I'm 23 now! Ah!). I took a CPR/first aid course, which meant I did end up rewriting some of the training camp scenes since...I was inaccurate and I'm a stickler for accuracy.

I'm so sorry it took so long to get this published ;-; Hope you enjoyed!

Chapter 215: Truth

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri jolts awake to the sound of an unfamiliar alarm. Hers is a simple melody, a series of chimes that sounds nice until you listen to it over and over and over again. This alarm is sharp, punctuated, like a drill sergeant storming into your room, shouting as they rip your covers off.

Beneath her, a warm body heaves. A groan leaves Iida’s lips as he wakes, blindly reaching for his phone as he smacks the screen repeatedly. Kemuri stays pressed to his side, still half-asleep, getting more awake by the second. The previous evening comes back to her, bits and pieces rapidly filling her sleep-addled brain, and…

She fell asleep in Iida’s room.

And she’s still here.

She scream-squeals internally.

Iida squirms a bit, stretching his arms up, clenching his hands into fists as he lets out another long breath, easing into the stretch. His pyjamas are creased from sleep, the hem of his shirt riding up, pants slung low, and Kemuri swallows back the sudden lump of nerves in her throat.

He opens his eyes fully, blinking, surveying, and then they fall on her. For a moment, they stare at each other. He smiles a little.

“Good morning,” he says.

“Good morning,” she echoes. She looks down at the bed, the rumpled sheets. “I…I stayed over.”

“Yes. I couldn’t stand the thought of waking you,” he admits, rubbing the back of his neck as he sits up. He tilts his head a little, reaching out to rest his hand over hers, fingers clenching. “How did you sleep?”

She blinks. “Very well, actually,” she admits. She can’t recall any dreams, nothing that disturbed her. There’s no lingering itchiness in her eyes, no desire to crawl back under the covers and catch five more minutes. “I needed that.”

“I thought so.” Another smile. He leans forward, kissing her forehead. “I’m glad to hear it.”

God, it’s all so domestic, it’s making her heart flip-flop. She ducks her head down, trying to hide her shy smile even as she tucks her loose hair behind her ear. Still, beneath the fun nerves, there are the icky nerves, the ones that nag at her, telling her she crossed a boundary they never discussed.

“Are…are you sure it’s not a problem?” she asks. “I mean, that…that I slept over?”

He purses his lips. “Well, admittedly, it is against the rules, but we did nothing uncouth so if there were an issue, I can speak to our character,” he says.

She exhales. “Oh, good.”

“Besides, no one is awake this early,” he continues as he flips the blankets off of him and gets to his feet in one fluid motion. He rests his fists on his hips as he turns around, then chops one hand at her. “We can go our separate ways, prepare for the morning, then reconvene for our breakfast and do our morning run. Sound good?”

She nods, scooting to the end of the bed and standing up. “Yeah,” she agrees, smoothing her shirt. She looks up at him, then steps closer and reaches up to ruffle his bedhead. She giggles. “You’re cute with your hair all messy.”

He blinks a few times. “Oh, thank you!”

He’s cute no matter what. He exists and he drives her nuts. When they went to bed, he still looked rather proper, his pyjamas unwrinkled, hair still combed, but now he’s more…ruffled. Dare she say it, sexy.

“I’ll walk you to the door,” he says. “Meet for breakfast, right?”

“Right.”

He follows her to his bedroom door, pulling it open, and she steps into the hall. She turns back around as Iida waits in the doorway and she folds her hands behind her back. She looks down, shifting on her feet, her hair slipping over her face.

“Thanks,” she says. “I think I needed that.”

“Of course,” he insists. “I was happy to help.”

She looks up again, pursing her lips. She swallows. “So…um, no goodbye kiss?”

His eyes widen. “Oh! Yes, of course! I’d like that!”

He leans in, cupping her face in his hand, and she lets her eyes close as his lips find hers. She pushes into it a little, a tiny noise leaving her throat. Man, she could kiss him forever.

A door creaks as it opens.

Kemuri jumps away from Iida and both their heads snap to the noise as Kaminari shuts his dorm door behind him. His hair is flat on one side from sleeping and a toothbrush hangs from his mouth. He stares down at his phone, then his golden eyes move to them.

For a moment, they all stare at each other.

Kaminari blinks. Once, twice. His eyes swing from Iida to Kemuri like a pendulum, then, as if a spark goes off in his mind, his eyes widen. His jaw drops and the toothbrush falls, clattering to the floor.

Kemuri suddenly becomes aware that she isn’t wearing a bra and her shirt is long enough to cover her shorts. And she’s standing on the boy’s side of the dorm, in her boyfriend’s doorway, with her boyfriend.

“Kaminari, this isn’t what it looks like!” Iida says, aiming a hand at him, but Kaminari’s already starting to grin.

“Woah, class rep,” he drones, smile getting even wider. “Have a nice night?”

Kemuri’s lips flap open and closed like a koi gasping for breath, steam trickling from her ears. Iida sputters a bit for a second. Kaminari is still grinning, toothy, eyes narrowed, devilish.

“Kaminari...” Kemuri squeaks.

“Aw, guys, don’t worry about it!” Kaminari insists, waving his hands at them as he shakes his head. He puts his pointer finger over his lips, winking. “Your secret’s safe with me.”

The door on the other side of Iida’s dorm opens and Ojiro pokes his head out, bleary-eyed. Again, Kemuri and Iida just stare at him, and he stares back.

He slowly disappears back into his room. The door clicks shut.

Kemuri claps her hand over her face. Kaminari scoops up his toothbrush and saunters past them, wiggling his eyebrows, and Iida pinches the bridge of his nose.

“I’m so sorry,” Kemuri says.

“No, it’s fine,” he insists. “I stand by that we did nothing wrong. We’re fine, and I trust Kaminari to keep it to himself.”

“Okay. See you downstairs?”

“Yes.”

She hurries back to her side of the dorm, heart pounding in her ears.

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Kemuri will give Kaminari credit where it’s due, he knows how to make word travel fast. But, because of that, she swears she’ll kick his ass the next time they train together.

Mina won’t stop staring. Those big, glistening black and gold eyes of hers constantly shift between her and Iida, and she’s grinning and bouncing and jittering like she’s gotten the best news of her life. Kemuri just knows that, the second she’s alone, she’s going to get pounced on.

Mina’s the most obvious, but Hagakure’s a close second, and only because Kemuri’s gotten pretty good at reading her friend purely off of attitude and body language.

“So, a little birdy told me…” Hagakure starts, her sleeve wagging over the tabletop like she’s dragging her finger around on the surface.

“Nothing happened,” Kemuri mumbles as she checks over her homework. “And I know who the little birdy is.”

“Tokoyami?” Shoji asks.

Hagakure snorts out a giggle. Kemuri’s lip twitches a bit and she shuts her notebook, tucking it into her bag.

“If you say nothing happened, we believe you,” Shoji continues. “Kaminari’s story seemed a little outlandish anyway.”

“Yeah, totally,” Hagakure agrees. After a second, she leans closer, her voice in a whisper. “Were you really not wearing pants, or—“

“Seriously, did he go door to door the second Tenya and I were gone?” Kemuri asks, her voice pitching with exasperation. She stares at the mess of math equations on her page. She realizes with a groan that she left her reading glasses in her room.

“Well, from what I understand, Kami told Bakugo and Kirishima, Kirishima mentioned it to Mina, Mina sent a group chat to the girls, I told our boys—“

“Great,” Kemuri mumbles.

The table goes quiet.

“Toru, maybe…drop it,” Ojiro says, bumping his shoulder to hers. “It’s none of our business what Kemuri does within her relationship, okay?”

“Oh…” Hagakure’s shoulders slump. “Right, yeah. I’m sorry, I swear I’m just excited. We all are. You two are, like, the last people we’d expect to do something like that, you know?”

“Like that?” Kemuri repeats, doing all she can to keep her voice level. “We watched a movie and I fell asleep.”

“I believe she speaks more of the rule-breaking,” Tokoyami iterates. Kemuri sighs.

“Hey, we get it,” Shoji murmurs. She feels his hand on her shoulder, squeezing lightly. “I’m sorry this got so out of hand so quickly.”

“Perhaps I will speak to Kaminari about this misdeed of his,” Tokoyami utters. He bristles for a second, frowning. “Dark Shadow is quite frustrated for you, Kemuri.”

“Thanks, guys, but it’s fine. It’s a silly rumour. I…can’t let it get to me.” She gets to her feet, gathering her bag and slinging it over her shoulder. “I’ve gotta get my glasses. I’ll see you in class.”

She heads to the elevators, taking a long, cleansing breath as she goes. This isn’t how she imagined starting her morning.

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She’s barely stepped into homeroom when Aizawa’s eyes are on her, narrowed slightly. Iida is already standing beside him, head bowed slightly, sheepish.

“Shimakage, a word,” Aizawa utters.

She sighs. She moves to Iida’s side, standing in front of their teacher, and Aizawa stares at both of them for a good, long while. Or maybe it just feels like forever.

He sighs. “You know the rules.”

“Yes, sir,” they both say.

“Is there anything I should be concerned about?”

“No, sir.”

Aizawa’s arms stay crossed. Then, he sighs again, reaching up to rub his hand over his eyes. He drags the skin beneath them down a bit, stretching out the dark circles.

“I can’t stop you, and—“ He stops, teeth gritting a little. Another sigh. “Look, just…talk to Midnight if you need anything. I don’t want to hear about it.”

Kemuri’s face flushes hot and she hunches her shoulders, staring at the floor.

“Of course, sir,” Iida says, sounding far more collected than her. “Sorry, sir.”

“Get back to your seats.”

They nod and go their separate ways. Kemuri sits down only to bring her forehead to the desk, heaving another sigh. Behind her, she feels Jiro lightly prod her in the back with her earphone. Kemuri makes a noncommittal noise.

“I can rattle Kaminari again, if you’d like,” she offers under her breath.

“It’s okay. Thanks anyway, Jiro,” she replies.

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The day goes by. At lunch, Iida joins Kemuri at her usual table, settling in beside her.

“You sure you want to be seen with me?” she asks, half-joking.

“I see no reason why not,” he retorts. “We’re guiltless. This will all die down by tomorrow.” He sighs as he adjusts his lunch tray. “My only regret is that this has gotten so out of hand. I apologize.”

“It’s not your fault,” Shoji pipes up. Iida and Kemuri look at him and he gestures to the open cafeteria. “But, speaking of…”

Sero approaches, almost dragging Kaminari behind him. He has him by the shoulder, steering him towards the table.

“Kemuri, Iida, mind if we grab you for a second?” Sero asks.

“Of course not,” Iida replies, getting to his feet.

He offers Kemuri his arm, she takes it, and they follow Sero and Kaminari a few feet away from the table. Sero crosses his arms over his chest and looks at Kaminari, who shuffles awkwardly on his feet.

“Go ahead, dude,” Sero says.

Kaminari rubs the back of his neck. “Sorry.”

Sero crosses his arms over his chest. “About…?”

“Dude—“ Kaminari starts. Sero frowns. He sighs. “I’m sorry for blabbing. That wasn’t cool of me.” He pauses, eyeing Sero, then starts to smile a little. “But, uh…to be fair, I just thought it was funny, and I didn’t think it’d be a huge deal—“

“It’s quite alright, Kaminari,” Iida says. “I’m quite unbothered. I think, if anything, you should apologize to Kemuri for causing her discomfort.”

“Right, yeah,” Kaminari says. “Sorry, Shimakage.”

“All good. You’re…you’re forgiven,” she replies. She’s still a little overwhelmed by it all, but forgiving him now is easier than stewing in her feelings. She squares her shoulders. “But, be ready for our next sparring practice. I’ll…I’ll be taking my revenge.”

Sero lets out a droning “ooo” sound, elbowing Kaminari in the side. “Sounds like a challenge, dude.”

Kaminari grins. “Oh, you’re on!”

He extends his fist and, when she reaches out to bump her knuckles to his, a spark rolls through her and she jolts, hair standing on end. Kaminari laughs and she frowns a tiny bit. Their knuckles are still close and she lets out a burst of steam from hers. He yelps as he jumps away from the heat.

“Yowch, dude!” he whines, holding his wrist. “Not cool.” She smirks a tiny bit and gives a tiny shrug in response. Kaminari nods in defeat. “I deserved that.”

“Kemuri, let’s return to our lunch,” Iida urges, resting his hand on the small of her back.

She nods and they separate from Sero and Kaminari, getting back to fuelling themselves for the rest of the day ahead.

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It’s after school, during the bit of free time the students get before supper and Kemuri heads down the hall towards Nishimura’s room. It’s been such a strange day that she didn’t get much of a chance to check on him, being so focused on her relationship “drama”, if it can be called that. Already, things have calmed down, and she guesses Kaminari may have been backtracking on what he said.

She’s glad. She didn’t really want to kick his ass.

She reaches Nishimura’s door and knocks. After a second, it swings open, and Nishimura lets her in without a word. She enters with a soft thank you.

“Crazy day, huh?” he asks.

“I’m trying not to dwell on it,” she replies. She turns, facing him as he wanders inside. “How are you?”

“Nothing new to report,” he says. “My family doesn’t want me home this weekend so I won’t really have time to scope anything out. Sorry.”

“Oh, well, cool, but I meant…you,” she says. He frowns a little. “I wanted to check on you.”

“Oh.”

He doesn’t continue. Instead, he walks to his bed and drops onto it like a sack of rice. He props his elbows on his knees and sighs.

“I’m tired, Kemuri,” he says. “I hate…keeping all these secrets. It feels wrong.”

“I get it,” she agrees, moving to his side and sitting down too. She fiddles with her fingers. “I want to tell my friends about it, just to…get it off my chest, but it wouldn’t do them any good.”

“Yeah, same here.”

They sit, silent. There’s a gentle whirring from Nishimura’s fridge and outside, Kemuri listens for the wind.

“It’s February now,” she comments. “Just think, soon…the snow will melt, the cherry blossoms will bloom, and we’ll start a new year. Maybe the mission will be behind us by then?”

“And if it isn’t?”

“Then we work until it is?”

He smiles a sad smile that doesn’t reach his dark eyes. “I can’t tell if you’re optimistic or pessimistic.”

“I don’t really know what I am either.”

He laughs a little. She smiles at him and she’s sure it’s as sad as his.

He starts to speak again when her phone rings. She glances at her pocket, then at him, and he gestures to it.

“Go ahead. I’ve got nothing important to say,” he says.

She thanks him and pulls her phone out. The caller ID reads “Dad.” Her heart drops. God, with everything that’s been going on, all she’s been able to spare is a text here and there. She hasn’t even thought to visit her parents.

“Dad, hi,” she says as she answers. “I’m so sorry I haven’t called. Life’s been busy, and—“

“Kemuri, it’s okay. I’m not worried about that,” Cayden says. She frowns. Her dad’s voice is strained, nothing like his usual chipper tone. “Have you heard from your mom?”

“No…” Her frown softens into a worried line. “Did something happen?”

“Crap,” he mumbles. “Crap. You’re sure? Nothing?”

“Dad, what’s going on?”

She hears him inhale sharply, like he’s trying his best not to cry. “She hasn’t come home from work yet. I…I just called the station, but they said she left at her usual time. She won’t answer her phone.”

Her blood runs cold. “Then…where…where is she?” she asks weakly, not expecting an answer.

Silence on the other end, then. “I need you to come home. Now.”

“I…”

“And I’m calling your grandfather.”

Her knuckles turn white around her phone, but she nods as she gets to her feet. “I…I’ll get Mr. Aizawa. I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

“Text me when you’re on your way. Keep in contact. I love you, sweetie.”

He hangs up. Kemuri drops her phone to her lap, heart pounding, eyes wide.

“What’s going on? Is your dad okay?” Nishimura asks, but it sounds like he’s miles away.

“He’s…he’s fine, but…but my mom’s missing,” she says.

It sounds wrong, tastes foul on her tongue. Her mom, and her unborn brother, missing? It leaves a pit in her stomach.

“Shit,” he says, rising to his feet.

“I…I have to go home,” she continues, moving on autopilot. She presses her mom’s contact, listening to it ring as tears sting her eyes. “My mom—“

“This is Kazue Shimakage! Sorry I missed your call. If this is an emergency, please call 119. If not, please leave a message after the beep and I'll get back to you. Thanks!”

Kemuri can count on one hand how many times her mom hasn’t answered her phone. The woman is diligent when it comes to being available, especially to her only daughter and beloved husband. This is wrong, all wrong, and—

“Kemuri!”

Nishimura grips her shoulders. Her head snaps up to him. Her phone beeps, awaiting a message to record, but she hangs up as she realizes how bad she’s shaking.

“Go to Aizawa. Go home,” Nishimura says. “Whatever this is, you’ll figure it out. Alright?”

She nods. “Right.”

He ushers her out of his room and, once she’s in the hallway, it hits her all over again. She has to get her head on straight and focus.

“I hope she’s alright,” he says. “That…this is all some big misunderstanding.”

“Me too,” she agrees. “I’ll…”

Her words die. There’s nothing in her head except her mom. It’s almost enough to block out the fact that her grandfather may be there when she gets home, but she can’t let that stop her. Not now.

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A brief explanation and a written note later, Kemuri’s in a car and on her way home. Aizawa had to stay and look after the dorms, so Hound Dog offered to give her the ride she needed. It’s silent the whole way there.

“I’ll be waiting out here. Let me know if you’re going to stay the night,” Hound Dog says as they pull up in front of her house, but Kemuri’s already halfway out the door.

“Yeah,” she says. “Thanks.”

She shuts the door, bursts through the gate, running up to her door. She throws it open and stumbles into the genkan, barely stopping to kick her shoes off. Ichiro appears from the living room, happy as ever, and she wishes she could give him her usual greeting. Instead, she pushes the excitable shiba inu down, patting between his ears as she finally gets her shoes off.

“Dad?!” she calls. “Dad!”

Cayden appears from the living room, arms crossed, face grave. Kemuri hurries to him, wrapping him in a hug that he returns. When they pull away, he grips her shoulders, glancing over his shoulder for a second.

He turns a bit as she looks past him into the living room. Her grandfather sits on the couch, staring at the far wall, hands white-knuckled over his knees. He looks up at her when she enters the room, her dad behind her, and his jaw clenches.

He looks the same, mostly, except for his eyes, his face. There’s fear in his dark eyes, usually so cold, and that scares Kemuri more than anything else.

“Tell us what’s going on,” Cayden says. His voice is sharp and Kemuri almost flinches at how unnatural it sounds coming from him.

Keiji’s jaw clenches tighter. “I—“

“No excuses,” Cayden continues, moving past Kemuri, towards his father-in-law, stopping in front of him. There’s a rare sort of fire in his dark blue eyes. “My wife and my child are gone and I know you know something. Enough games, Keiji.”

His nostrils flare for a moment, but he doesn’t speak. Kemuri looks between the two, stunned, and her grandfather’s eyes briefly land on her.

He sighs. His shoulders slump and he bows his head, just a bit. Cayden’s tense shoulders quiver. “It’s all my fault,” Keiji says. “I don’t even know if she’s still alive.”

Kemuri takes a stuttering step toward her grandfather. “You…you do know?” she asks. She doesn’t want to believe it. How could her grandfather have any part in whatever’s going on?

Keiji doesn’t look at either of them. “She’s been taken,” he says. “I knew this could happen, but she…” His face twists with rage and he fastens it on Cayden. “You didn’t listen! I had one rule and you couldn’t even follow that!”

“What is this about?” Cayden demands. “Just tell us the truth!”

“Does it matter anymore? What if it’s too late? What if they’ve already…” He stops, shaking his head. His hands clench into tight fists again. “If you had just listened—“

“Grandfather,” Kemuri says. Both men look at her. “Just tell us what’s going on. Who…took her?”

She’s never seen her grandfather look so broken, so regretful. His lip trembles, just for a second, before his jaw tightens. He exhales.

“Akiara Nishimura,” he says. “Him and his whole clan. They have her.”

Kemuri doesn’t let the denial grip her, no matter how strong it is. She keeps her tone level. “Why?”

“It’s…a long story.”

“I don’t care. You owe us the truth, grandfather.”

Keiji bows his head again, but he nods.

Notes:

Okay, if life could slow down, that'd be great. I swore I was going to update sooner this time.

But, in other news, what's this? A set amount of chapters?! Whaaaat?!

I've actually finished the fanfic, as of yesterday evening, and just have to publish the chapters. Part of what took so long to get this update out was that I wanted to write out everything to the end and really make sure I was ready to publish.

That being said, PLEASE feel free to leave any CONSTRUCTIVE criticism over the next few chapters. I want this fic to wrap up strong so please don't be afraid to let me know if there are things you think I should change (in the realm of possibility, of course).

Thanks again for reading! Stay tuned for further chapters!

Chapter 216: Take Action, Heroes!

Summary:

Keiji tells them everything.

Chapter Text

He tells them everything. Not without notable struggle. He constantly hesitates, jaw clenching and unclenching, hands flexing as if keeping them moving will hide how much he’s trembling. Kemuri and Cayden sit and listen as Keiji recounts the events that led to the death of the first Akio Nishimura, his brother, and the treaty surrounding them.

“And that’s it. The treaty was put in place to stop further bloodshed, to keep things fair between our clans, but because Kazue…is having a baby, we’ve broken the treaty. They’re going to seek restitution, even if it means her life.”

Kemuri sits. She sits and stares at her hands and reels.

God, it all makes sense. Her grandfather’s attitude, his hatred for Akio, his cryptic warnings about orange hair, his reaction to her mother’s pregnancy, why Akiara spared Kemuri when he could have killed her—everything. A treaty, made so many decades ago, promising to stop the bloodshed between two families, saved her life. It makes her stomach twist.

Kemuri drops her head onto her hands, eyes wide, mind racing. The Onryo. There’s no doubt about it, this has to be them, and if they have her mother then she has to work quickly. She can finish this tonight.

“I…I don’t believe you,” Cayden says. Keiji opens his mouth but Cayden raises his hand. “Not your story. You may be a liar, but—“

“Cayden—“

“Why didn’t you tell us? Do you think we would’ve ignored you? Do you think Kazue wouldn’t have taken a blood treaty seriously?” Cayden demands, rage in every word. “We’re family! We could have tried to help you!”

“I didn’t want Kazue to live with that,” Keiji retorts. “I…wanted to leave it all behind. Forget it ever happened. I never thought you would have another child, not after Kemuri—“

“Well, I may not have another child after tonight. I may not have a wife—“

Cayden’s voice breaks and he drops onto the nearest chair, the weight of it all bringing him down from his stance in front of Keiji.

Kemuri looks up. “Is there any chance mom’s alive?”

Keiji stares at her. “A small one, perhaps. It will depend if they’re also willing to break the treaty so quickly, or if they’ll reach out in search of another deal. I…cannot picture what they may do.”

She gets to her feet. “Okay, I’ll…I’ll come up with something. I have to make a few calls, and…” She shakes her head. Does she get Edgeshot involved? If this is the Onryo, then…

“You? What could you possibly do?” Keiji demands. “This is bigger than you, Kemuri.”

She crosses her arms over her chest, as if it’ll hold her hammering heart inside her chest. “I am a hero,” she says. “Akiara and his whole family are prime suspects in a mission I’ve been involved in for the past month.” He stares at her. She swallows back a lump of nerves in her throat. “And I have to speak to Akio.”

“Aki…” Keiji’s face goes white as he rises from his seat. “No! I told you not to speak to that boy.”

“I think…I think we’re past that, grandfather,” she retorts. His nostrils flare a little and it takes all she has not to flinch, shrink away and make herself small. “Akio’s been helping me. If anyone knows where mom’s been taken, it’s him.”

Maybe. If not, then they’re stuck, but she has to believe that he’s the key to finishing this. She turns to her dad, who’s staring at her in shock.

“I’ll need your help,” she says. “Both of you. Can you do that?”

“I…” Cayden purses his lips, but nods. “I’ll do whatever’s legal. What are you thinking?”

She looks back at her grandfather. He stares at her, surveying her face, and the harsh creases by his mouth fade for just a moment as his shoulders slump.

“Why should I help you?” he asks. “All I’ve done…it’s been for this family, and you turned me away. Now…what, you want me to face the Nishimuras?”

“We didn’t want to,” she says, “but…we had to. And yes, I do. Like it or not…we’re in this position because of you, and if you want to try and repair the damage you’ve done, even a little…then now’s the time.”

He doesn’t reply, his lips pursing. His brow furrows. Kemuri’s bag buzzes and she digs for her phone. Nishimura’s calling her, but she doesn’t answer, putting her phone back as she looks over her shoulder, back towards the front door.

“I have to get back to U.A. I’ll text you, dad,” she says.

Cayden nods. She turns, hurrying to get her shoes back on, sparing one more head-pat for Ichiro before running back outside. It’s starting to get dark already. They don’t have much daylight left.

Hound Dog is still in the car and he looks up when she climbs in, shutting the door behind her. She buckles in, clinging to her bag as she stares ahead, and she hears Hound Dog huff.

“All good?” he asks.

She nods. “Please, just take me home.”

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Nishimura calls twice more, then she starts getting text messages.

Nishi
Please answer!
Something’s up!
Gotta talk!!!!

She sends back a quick message, letting him know she’ll be back soon. She hopes he can be patient and, as Hound Dog pulls up to the front of Heights Alliance, she hopes even more that he’s got awesome news about how his family are actually involved in an entirely different crime syndicate and there are no wires getting crossed here.

But, hoping only gets so far.

Nishimura’s waiting on the front steps, phone in hand, and he runs to her as she walks up the drive.

“My mom just called,” he says. “I couldn’t get a super cohesive story out of her, but she said that the family’s all on edge about something. She said she heard muffled voices, and someone struggling? I don’t know if it means anything, but—“

“My mom’s missing,” Kemuri blurts. He stops mid-word, mouth open, and his eyes widen. Her bottom lip trembles and she keeps talking, rambling, “And…and our families have a blood treaty that my mom’s broken and I think they took her and—“

“Kemuri, breathe,” he urges, gripping her shoulders. “Blood treaty?”

She sucks in one sharp breath, exhales, then another. “It’s…god, it’s such a long story. I…I still can’t believe it,” she says. He doesn’t release her, holding her in place. “My…my grandfather killed your great uncle Akio, and then your family killed my great uncle Keiichi, and then our great-grandfathers stepped in to stop it from getting worse. They hid the murders from the police. They…they established a one-child rule, and a promise that no one in the families would interact with the other, and that they would abstain from violence against each other but my mom’s pregnant and...a-and—“

She stops as Nishimura brings her into a sudden hug. It’s…weird, but he’s solid and smells like spices and she realizes, as his grip tightens, that he’s shaking too. Her arms hang limply at her sides.

“I…I never knew. My grandpa never told me,” he whispers. “They never told me anything.”

“I know.”

“I’m so sorry, Kemuri. If I knew, I would’ve—“

“Don’t. Don’t…it’s, it’s not your fault. It’s not our fault.”

She holds his arms as he releases her and, for a moment, they stand there and let it hit them all over again.

“I think they have my mom,” Kemuri says, “and I’m hoping you’d know where they’d take her.”

He thinks, wetting his lips lightly before he nods. “I’ve got an idea, but if it isn’t the right place—“

“It’s a start. I’ll take anything.”

He nods, squaring his shoulders. “What’s the plan?”

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The teacher’s dorms aren’t far and it takes them no time at all to find Mr. Aizawa. He’s seated at his computer, checking over the dorm cameras as he sips a coffee. His hair is tied back in a shaggy ponytail.

“Mr. Aizawa, Nishi and I have to leave campus,” Kemuri says. “It’s urgent.”

“Didn’t you just leave?” Aizawa asks, glancing sideways at them. He raises an eyebrow. “You weren’t gone long.”

She looks at Nishimura and he gives her a tiny thumbs up. She exhales.

“My mom is missing,” she explains, “and I don’t know what to do next.”

Aizawa turns in his office chair, leaving his coffee mug on the desk. “Has your dad called the police? Reported her missing?”

“Not…not that I know of.”

“That’d be the first step.”

Her hands clench into fists briefly. “I think I know where she’s been taken, and it involves Nishi’s and my mission with Edgeshot. I need to help.”

“Then alert Edgeshot to it, share what you know, and leave it to the professionals.”

“But—“

His eyes flare red briefly and both students stiffen. “If you’re right, then this is a dangerous situation. Your licenses allow you to react to immediate, active danger, not to go and find it,” he says.

“This is immediate!” Kemuri insists. “It’s just out of the public eye! And my mission with—”

“Your mother may be in danger. It’s fine to be upset, but don’t let that cloud your judgement,” Aizawa interrupts. “Contact Edgeshot and let him handle it. Both of you, get back to the dorm, and let the adults handle this.”

Kemuri stays in place, hands trembling at her sides, hopelessly frustrated, and it’s only Nishimura’s hand on her arm that gets her to move. They leave the teacher dorms, walking back towards Heights Alliance with slow, defeated steps.

“Damn it,” she curses weakly, tears springing to her eyes. She kicks the pavement, scattering loose stones. “Damn it!”

Her steps falter as she tries to blink away her tears, but they won’t stop. She sniffles, breaths heaving as she drags her sleeve over her eyes.

“Let’s just go,” Nishimura says.

She turns to him. His expression is stony, jaw clenched, eyes alight. “What?” she asks.

“Let’s just go. We know where to go. I can lead the way,” he says. “We’ll get your mom back ourselves. Screw everything else.”

Her shoulders sag. “We…we can’t. You heard Mr. Aizawa, we’re just students. This…this is too big for us, Nishi. How can we—“

“We’re heroes! Heroes face things bigger than themselves every day!” he insists, lifting his fist and donning a shaky smile. “We have to push past the fear and just do it!”

“Not without us!”

Kemuri whips towards the new voice, familiar in the worst way. There’s a line of hedges nearby, framing the lawn, and a pink sweater appears over the greenery. Then, Tokoyami, Ojiro, and Shoji’s forms follow. Ojiro looks sheepish. Tokoyami and Shoji stay as composed as ever.

“T-Toru? Guys?” Kemuri squeaks.

Hagakure hops over the hedge, jogging up to the two of them with the guys on her heels. She grabs Kemuri’s hand the second she’s close enough, squeezing tight, and Kemuri swears she can feel her sincerity.

“We got Shoji to eavesdrop, then…keep eavesdropping while we followed you,” she admits. “After you rushed out, we just…just…”

“We couldn’t just stand back,” Shoji finishes. Hagakure’s clothing bobs as she nods vigorously. He waves the ears on the ends of his dupli-arms before they shift back to normal. “We heard everything.”

“And we want to help,” Ojiro adds.

Tokoyami nods. “Just tell us what we must do.”

Kemuri purses her lips tight against another wave of emotion. “I…I can’t ask you to do that,” she says. Their faces seem to fall, pinched with sorrow. She sniffles, wiping her cheeks again with her free arm. “I can’t let you guys get in trouble for me.”

“We won’t let you do this alone,” Shoji says, crossing his arms over his chest. “This won’t be like Kamino.”

She looks at Nishimura, still so resolute, then to each of her friends. Hagakure’s hands are warm and soft, covering hers. Shoji, Ojiro, Tokoyami—they all watch her without a hint of fear in their eyes. She really must be the luckiest girl in the world if people like them are willing to be her friends.

But…

“I don’t know,” she says. “Maybe…maybe we should just report my mom missing. Nishi can tell the police about what his mom said to him, and we’ll…let the professionals handle it.”

Whatever bravery she dredged up in front of her dad and grandfather has left her again, gone even deeper inside, harder to reach. She stares at the ground. Her friends don’t know about Onryo, or not all of it, so she can still protect them from that.

“While that would be the most…correct way to do it,” Tokoyami says, “my concern lies in what that process means for your mother. The pros will have to gather, make plans, start search grids. It could take days, even with Nishimura’s lead. If we act now…it will force the pros into action as well.”

“Remember how long it took for Midoriya and them to save Eri? And Overhaul wasn’t trying to kill her…” Hagakure adds.

Ojiro’s tail lashes back and forth. “It’s not ideal, but we can’t waste time.”

“He’s right,” Nishimura says. He moves closer to them, urging everyone to gather closer. “We need to go. I don’t want to risk being too late.”

“Nishi,” Kemuri starts. She purses her lips. “Are you sure? Are…are you ready to confront them? You know what it means—“

“Of course, I know what this means! I’ve known it since you brought me into this!” he snaps. Kemuri recoils from him and the others startle. “Hell, I’ve known what could happen ever since I decided to become a hero! I’ve been preparing for this, and…no, I don’t think I’ll ever be ready. But, that doesn’t matter, because if I don’t act now, then I never will.”

He looks at each of them, shoulders heaving a little. Kemuri bows her head, an apology on her lips, when Hagakure’s hand leaves hers. Her clothing floats over to Nishimura, arm moving to him, and his sleeve indents when her hand falls on it.

“You’re not alone, Nishi,” she says, voice soft. “I can’t imagine what you’re dealing with, but…you’ve got your friends by your side. Maybe we won’t even fight your family! We could go full stealth, right? Whatever it is, I’m sure we can find a middle ground here.” Her body turns towards Kemuri. “So, Kemuri, what’s the plan?”

Kemuri gapes a little. She looks to Ojiro, Tokoyami, and lastly, Shoji. His dark eyes crease and he gestures to her.

“You’re the one with the head for plans,” he says. “We’re following you now, Smokey Eye.”

Kemuri takes a deep breath. She does feel stronger knowing they have her back, but…making her the leader? She’s not Bakugo or Midoriya. She’s not Tenya.

God, Tenya. He’s going to be so upset.

“Edgeshot’s been tracking a group called the Onryo,” she says.

Nishimura makes a strangled noise. “Kemuri!”

“We’re already breaking the rules,” she retorts. “They need to know if they’re going to get involved.” He purses his lips, but she continues. “Nishi’s family are the prime suspects. They’re villains.”

Nishimura bows his head. Hagakure, still standing next to him, lets out a tiny gasp.

“Really?” she asks. He doesn’t look at her. “You never said anything. Is Kemuri the only one who knows?”

“Sato, Koda, and Aoyama know, but…I couldn’t tell the class,” Nishimura says. “I didn’t want you to think less of me. I’m sorry.”

“There’s nothing to be sorry for,” Shoji says. “Besides, you’re a hero. It doesn’t matter who your family is or what they do. Your actions reflect your character.”

Nishimura’s lip lifts in a tiny smile, and it wobbles slightly as his eyes get dewy. He nods and his attention returns to Kemuri. She takes another steadying breath.

“You know how I was attacked?” she asks. “The villain who did it was Akio’s grandpa. I shouldn’t have made it out alive but, turns out that treaty you guys heard us talking about kept me safe. Edgeshot’s been getting me and Nishi to keep an eye on things and report anything weird. The mission’s been top secret, so…I couldn’t tell you anything. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Ojiro says. Solemn, agreeable nods all around.

Kemuri returns the gesture. “So…since we’re pretty sure Nishi’s family has my mom, I think we can get Edgeshot to help us, along with the rest of my team. I say we go on ahead. I’ll contact Edgeshot en route. My dad and grandfather too.”

It’s crazy, but she needs to try and minimize punishment as much as possible, at least for her friends. She’ll take any punishment U.A deems worthy, just so long as her mom and brother are safe.

“I’ll tell Edgeshot what’s happening. If he tells us to turn around, we will. End of story. We get back here and deal with the consequences for leaving campus without permission or a chaperone,” she continues.

“But…?” Hagakure urges.

“But…if Edgeshot gives us the go-ahead, then we keep going. He’ll probably send the rest of the Exorcist team, maybe Kamui Woods and Mt. Lady if we’re lucky.”

“Will that be enough?” Ojiro asks. “Nishi, how big is your family?”

Nishimura frowns in thought. “Well…Atomu’s in jail, and if I count my dad out, then…there’s ten. That’s only if everyone’s present, every aunt, uncle, cousin.”

“Six of us, and…there’s five people other than Edgeshot on the team there, if I don’t count for—“ She stops, gasping. “Oh, crap, I forgot about Shinobi.”

“Your senpai?” Shoji asks. “Is she involved too?”

“She was on Team Exorcist, but Edgeshot sent her on leave. She got hurt. Maybe—“

Again, she stops. She looks off into the distance, towards where she thinks the third-year dorms are. Even if Shinobi were up for it, it’s nearing the end of the year. She’s about to graduate. Kemuri’s bringing enough people into this mess. She just hopes her senpai will forgive her for leaving her in the dark.

“No, never mind. Six pros, six of us, that’s twelve,” Kemuri continues. She doesn’t mention how Vibe isn’t much of a fighter. A hero is a hero. “If Kamui and Mt. Lady come, even better.” Her grandfather in the fight makes that number a possible thirteen, hopeful fifteen.

“That’s a lot of heroes,” Nishimura says.

“For a mission such as this, numbers are needed,” Tokoyami replies. “Especially if your family is as…ruthless as you’ve insinuated.”

Nishimura’s lips purse. “Yeah…”

They stand in silence for a moment, sharing looks, letting it all sink in. They’re going to break a whole bunch of rules tonight.

Another thought crosses her mind. If she’s learned anything from the Bakugo rescue operation in Kamino and the repercussions after, it’s that Aizawa isn’t afraid to implicate anyone with knowledge of plans ahead of time. If they’re going to leave, they have to do it without letting their classmates know.

Kemuri sucks in a deep breath. “Okay. Everyone, go get your hero costumes and meet me in my room. We’re going to have to sneak out the balcony.”

Chapter 217: Blood Feud

Chapter Text

They make their escape without much fuss and, before they know it, they’re on a bullet train headed towards Fukuoka Prefecture. There aren’t many people on the train this far into the evening, but they’ve gotten more than a few looks and whispers from the ones who are present.

She pulls out her phone soon after they’ve settled in. Trains are faster than ever now and, despite the distance, it won’t take them long to reach their destination. She dials Nightwalker’s number and waits, holding her breath.

“Smokey Eye, what a pleasant surprise,” Nightwalker says as she answers. “Is everything alright?”

“Hi, Miss Nightwalker. Is Edgeshot there?” she asks. “It’s urgent.”

“He’s finishing some paperwork.” Her tone shifts, lowering with what Kemuri hopes is concern and not suspicion. “What’s going on?”

She looks at her friends. Hagakure’s gloves form two thumbs up.

“I’m on a train to Fukuoka,” she admits. “I’m with some other student heroes. Ronin, Tentacole, Tailmain, Invisible Girl, and Tsukuyomi. Ronin and I got a lead on the Onryo.”

“What?”

“I’m really sorry, ma’am, but we couldn’t ignore it. I can send you the address for where we’re headed,” she explains, her voice starting to tremble. “I know we’ve already put you in a compromising position, but we’ll turn around and go home if you want us to.”

For a second, there’s silence.

“Send the coordinates.”

Kemuri briefly drops her phone to her lap, sending off the address Nishimura gave her earlier. The phone returns to her ear.

“Received. You’re sure this is a strong lead?”

“I have reason to believe that it’s the Onryo’s hideout,” she says. More silence on the other end. “They may have a hostage. We don’t know her status.”

Another second, then Nightwalker heaves a sigh. “This is highly irregular, Smokey Eye, but…you may be in luck. We just procured a warrant to search the Nishimura household for anything suspicious.” Kemuri’s eyes widen a little. “I’ll speak to Mr. Edgeshot. Don’t move forward until you’ve heard from me, you understand?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Good. I’ll message you.”

She hangs up. Kemuri stares at her phone screen, then at her friends, and they wait. They watch Kemuri’s phone, huddled around it like it’s a flame on a cold night.

It buzzes. They all hold their breath.

Nightwalker
You have Edgeshot’s permission to continue.
We’re deploying backup to your location now.
Do not engage the enemy unless absolutely needed.

Kemuri exhales and holds her phone up, a shaky smile on her lips. “Looks like we’re good to go.”

They nod. Even Hagakure can’t bring herself to joke.

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Their footsteps scuff the concrete as they walk down the empty street. A few cars sit idle. The street lamps cast tiny pockets of light and, far ahead, one flickers on and off. Kemuri can hear a dog barking somewhere in the distance.

“Guess I should warn you all ahead of time,” Nishimura says. “We’re going to my house. This is kind of a crime-heavy area, so just…stay on guard, got it?”

Hagakure scoots a little closer to Ojiro. Kemuri looks around the streets, getting darker by the minute as the sun starts to dip below the horizon.

Nishimura’s shoulders hunch a bit. “Sorry, I know it isn’t pretty. I haven’t even had my friends over before.”

“It’s alright,” Shoji says. When Nishimura stays hunched, hiding himself, he adds, “I grew up around here too.”

Every eye lands on the tall boy.

“Really?” Hagakure asks.

He nods. “Once my mom finished her degree and started work, she and my dad took me and moved away. It’s not a great place for mutant types but…it was affordable. They did what they had to.” His eyes crease a little as he nods at Nishimura. “There’s no shame here, okay?”

Nishimura relaxes a little, nodding. “Thanks, man.”

They round a corner, walk a few more feet, and Nishimura puts his hand up. He motions everyone to move closer, then points. Kemuri frowns a bit, trying to figure out what he’s pointing at, but it’s pretty far away and the streetlights create harsh shadows.

“My house is up there. There’s a locked gate, but I know the code. We’ll have to sneak through the gardens,” he explains. “Kemuri, is Edgeshot tracking your phone or something?”

Kemuri nods. “And I gave my dad the address, just in case.”

“Cool.” He takes a deep breath. “We should probably make more of a plan.”

Kemuri finds every eye on her again. She takes a deep breath. “We need to be stealthy. Toru…you’re going to be incredibly important here.”

Hagakure nods. With her new hero costume in visible mode, her hood and sunglasses perfectly outline her head. Kemuri still finds it jarring how much of her friend she can see.

“You’ll scout out the bunker first,” Kemuri continues. “Don’t engage, just report back to us what you see. If we can find my mom and bust her out without any of the Onryo noticing, then we’re golden.” She turns to Shoji, pointing. “Shoji, I’ll need you to be listening. If Hagakure has to convey a message to us, she’ll need to whisper, and you’ll need to relay it to us.”

“Got it,” Shoji says.

“If for some reason, Hagakure is discovered, I’ll flood the place with my quirk. Tokoyami, you and Dark Shadow will need to try and block anyone but Hagakure from escaping. Ojiro, you’ll be with me, ready to fight if it escalates further.”

Ojiro and Tokoyami nod.

“And me?” Nishimura asks. Kemuri purses her lips and he frowns. “You’re not sidelining me, right?”

“N-No!” she insists. “I just…I don’t want you to have to fight your family. You’ve already been such a big help. I don’t want to force you to do anything more.” He looks away, brow still creased, and it takes everything she has not to fidget with her hands. “I’m sorry, I just—“

“No, I get it,” he says. “Just…don’t be afraid to ask me for help if you need it, okay? I’m here for you guys, not them.”

Kemuri nods. She looks around at her friends once more before taking a deep breath. “Alright, then we have our plan. Nishi, lead the way.” They’ve barely taken a step when she adds, “And…maybe we should switch to hero names. We’ll need to get used to that.”

“It’s good practice,” Hagakure says.

They walk, accompanied by the sound of shoes grinding on loose stones. It doesn’t take long before they reach a set of large wrought-iron doors, the only way through a tall brick wall. It’s so armoured, more like a prison than a home, and Kemuri’s heart squeezes when she looks over at Nishimura.

He’s already standing by a numbered keypad, frowning as he punches in the code.

“They’d really take my mom here?” Kemuri asks.

“Based off of what my mom said, yeah,” he confirms. “I think they’d keep her in my dad’s old workshop. It’s a bunker on the property from before quirk times. Been there longer than my family has, I think. If…if I was going to hide someone, it’d be there.”

The keypad beeps and Nishimura closes the cover, camouflaging it back into the wall. There’s a hissing sound and a seam appears on the right door, slowly forming the shape of a rectangle that’s just over six and a half feet tall. Then, it swings open.

“A door within a door?” Ojiro asks. “Weird…”

“The big doors open if vehicles need to go through,” Nishimura explains as he walks up to the door. “Hurry. It closes on its own.”

Kemuri is the first to follow him through, then Shoji, Tokoyami, Hagakure, and Ojiro bring up the rear.

Inside, Kemuri is struck by how normal it seems. There’s a stone pathway leading up to a traditional Japanese home not unlike her own—it shares the same irimoya-styled roof with red clay tiles. The house is dark, still, save for the light coming from a window on the second floor.

Nishimura ushers them after him. They sneak around the side of the house, passing spaces where plants should be growing, but winter has left the trees bare and the grasses brown and dead. Kemuri wonders, briefly, what the gardens look like in the spring, and if they’re as bright and lively as the one at her home.

They make it around the side of the house and into the back, down another stone path and more dead garden beds, and finally, to a stone staircase leading down to a metal door. Kemuri didn’t notice it until they were right at the top, the roof blending into the ground it’s level with.

“Here we are,” Nishimura says. “Invisible Girl?”

Hagakure salutes him. “Ready when you are.”

Nishimura opens the door slowly and they all hold their breath, waiting for the hinges to betray their presence, but it swings open without a sound. Nishimura exhales, steps back, and Hagakure does a two-fingered salute to the group before pressing her sleeve. The costume ripples, warping in the air, and then she disappears from sight.

Shoji extends his dupli-arms out to grab the shelter roof, grabbing the edge and hoisting himself up. He crouches down as he turns, reaching a hand down to Nishimura, and hauls him up. Kemuri and Tokoyami hop up to the roof with their quirks and Ojiro follows, also helped by Shoji.

They sit and wait. Shoji keeps his eyes closed, multiple ears ready and waiting. After a second, he clears his throat.

“It’s pretty dark in here,” he says, relaying Hagakure’s words. “It looks like there’s some light up ahead.”

More silence.

“Tentacole?” Kemuri whispers.

“If she says more, I’ll tell you,” he murmurs. “Stay calm.”

It feels like every second drags. Kemuri occupies herself with watching Shoji, searching for hints to what he’s hearing in the twitch of his brow or in the tightness of his jaw. His expression is serene, betraying nothing.

“She’s coming back. I heard voices,” he says, finally.

Not a moment later, Hagakure shimmers back into view on the stairs below them, waving. Shoji reaches down to bring her to the roof, where she sits down with a slight huff.

“Okay, so, slight problem,” she says. “Good news is, I found Mrs. Shimakage. Bad news, she’s chained up to a pole and I’m not nearly strong enough to break it. Also, I didn’t want to freak her out so…I wasn’t sure if I should approach her or—“

“Focus,” Tokoyami states.

“Right. There’s more. The whole gang’s in the same room, arguing about what to do with her,” she says. Kemuri’s blood runs cold and her breath hitches. Hagakure rubs the back of her head. “There’s two entrances, but they’re all pretty focused on her so…we’re gonna need a distraction or something.”

“Whole gang?” Nishimura repeats. He’s pale again, eyes slightly wide. “Haga—Invisible Girl, did…did you see my dad?”

“I don’t know what your dad looks like.”

“Like…me, but older? And his hair is shorter.”

“I mean, there were a lot of people that look like you in there, dude.”

“But—“

“Okay, new plan,” Kemuri cuts in. “Invisible Girl, Tsukuyomi, you’re going to work on getting my mom out. Dark Shadow could make quick work of those chains, right?”

“I believe so,” Tokoyami says with a nod.

Dark Shadow emerges from his stomach, curling around Tokoyami’s shoulders and giving them a thumbs up. “I’m in! Glad you didn’t forget about me!”

“I’d never,” Kemuri tells him with a gentle smile. “Tentacole, you’ll need to stay on lookout. Keep an ear out and, if needed, direct the heroes to where we are. Worst case, you come help us fight.”

“Us?” Shoji repeats.

Kemuri sucks in a deep breath. “Ronin, Tailman, and I are going to have a chat with Nishimura’s family.”

“Huh?” Ojiro asks. “What?”

“We’re going to…act like we’re here to bargain, to get her back. Maybe we can get them to stand down.”

“Not likely,” Nishimura mutters.

“But…mainly we need to have them so focused on us that they don’t pay attention to my mom, or the other door, or the fact that she’s escaping out from under their noses. If things go bad, you two—“ She gestures to Ojiro and Nishimura. “—can fend them off until we can escape. I can create some cover for us if things go really south.” She exhales. “And, honestly, at this point I’m stalling for time until the heroes can show up.”

“That may be the best idea,” Shoji agrees. “We didn’t think Mrs. Shimakage would be in the same room.”

“Definitely ruined my stealth mission,” Hagakure huffs.

“Alright, if we’re good, then let’s move. Ronin, you’re leading the way.”

“No pressure,” Nishimura says, donning a wobbly half-smile.

Ojiro, Kemuri, and Nishimura hop off the roof, nodding farewell to the others, and Nishimura leads them into the workshop.

Hagakure was right; it is dark. At first glance, the bunker seems to be nothing but a long hallway that stops at a dead end. If it weren’t for the patch of light spilling from a far-off doorway, Kemuri would think she had been tricked.

Nishimura heads towards the light, hands clenching and unclenching at his sides. Voices get clearer as they get closer.

“—get rid of her already. If we just—”

“And break our half? We’re in enough shit as is!”

“Fuck the treaty, Aidou. They don’t care, so—“

They reach the doorway. Kemuri finds herself looking into what, for all intents and purposes, is a workshop. There’s a wooden worktable and matching bench pushed up against the wall, covered in chips and dents from years of working on its surface. There are tools hanging on the wall and the hose for an air compressor dangling from the ceiling, and lots of metal shelves built right into the wall.

The people are a whole other thing. Kemuri has never seen so much orange in one place, maybe outside of a sunset. She understands why Hagakure could’ve gotten confused but she realizes, after looking around at the faces in the crowd, that she doesn’t see Aito.

Akio clears his throat.

Kemuri finds herself on the bad end of multiple blade quirks. Conversation stops. Kemuri feels a rush of disturbed air behind her as Ojiro’s tail lashes nervously. She fights to keep her face neutral despite the attention on them. There isn’t a friendly face to be seen.

Akio, on the other hand, flashes a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes and waves. “Hey,” he says. “Sorry, I must’ve missed the memo about a family meeting. I’m not too late, am I?”

“What the hell are you doing here?” a severe-looking man snarls. His hair has grown out grey at the roots, although the tips are still black, and there’s a deep, gnarled scar blocking out his left eye. Long, claw-like blades stick out from between his knuckles.

“And what the hell are you wearing?” an older woman, one of two redheaded women in the bunch, adds as she grips the man’s arm. There’s a laugh in her tone behind the anger.

It’s like they’ve walked into a lion’s den. Kemuri stays planted in the doorway, heart in her ears. She allows herself a glance towards the back corner, where there’s one more figure tucked away from the mess. Her mother sits on the floor, back to the wall with her arms chained above her. There’s a blindfold tied around her eyes and a gag in her mouth. Kemuri’s heart squeezes with equal parts fear and relief.

But, like Hagakure said, there’s another doorway right near her, leading into a room too dark to tell what’s inside. Maybe storage, maybe supplies.

The sound of shoes scuffing the floor rips Kemuri’s attention away as the youngest man in the group, the one Kemuri recognizes as Atsuo from seeing him at the airport, moves forward. The skin on his fists seems to bubble and morph as they form into giant metal gauntlets with wicked, medieval blades on the ends.

“I oughta—“ he starts.

An arm stops him, blocking him across the chest, and Akiara commands the room. His eyes drag down to Atsuo and he shakes his head, clicking his tongue like he’s scolding a misbehaving dog.

“Tsk, tsk, Atsuo, is that any way to welcome your cousin home?” Akiara asks.

Atsuo’s dark eyes flash with anger and he looks to the gnarled man. “Grandpa—“

“Listen to him,” the man replies, sneering. “You’ll get your turn.”

Atsuo’s lip curls, but he backs off. His quirk stays active.

Akiara bows his head as he folds his arms behind his back. “Thank you, Uta,” he says. His attention returns to the three student heroes, those cold, laughing eyes lingering on Kemuri. “It seems we have another Shimakage in our midst. Kemuri…I take it you didn’t understand my message?”

“I heard you loud and c-clear,” she says. She hears her mother try to speak around her gag, muffled desperation, and she sucks in a sharp breath. “But you’re wrong. This is my fight.”

Someone whistles. More mumble their disapproval and even more coo in amusement, like she’s a chihuahua barking at a Great Dane. Akiara’s smile twitches.

“I showed you mercy,” he says. “I won’t be so forgiving the second time, especially with our long-standing treaty being so fragile.”

“Look, we’re just here to bargain for Mrs. Shimakage,” Ojiro speaks up, holding his hands up. “What do you want? Maybe we can make a trade?”

“Oh, see, I don’t think you understand what’s going on here,” Akiara says. “I don’t know how much my grandson has told you, but there’s some history of bad blood between my family and hers.” He gestures to Kemuri. “We’ve had a treaty in place for the past fifty years and you think there’s an easy way to atone? To trade?”

Ojiro flinches a bit at the sudden sharpness in Akiara’s words and the man grins at the reaction.

“Wait,” Akiara continues, holding up his hands. He gasps like he’s had a bright idea. “Wait, wait, I know. I know exactly what will make this right; Keiji Shimakage’s head on a silver platter, and that forbidden child to go the way of the dodo. Hm? Sound good.”

For a split second, hot, boiling rage floods Kemuri’s chest. “Never,” she snaps.

“I knew you wouldn’t like that, but those are the terms.” He spreads his hands before him, shrugging. “Sorry, sweetie. Some things can’t be repaid.”

“There has to be something,” Akio cuts in. He takes a step further into the room. “What about a new treaty? Start fresh?”

Kemuri fights back a grimace as muttered laughter ripples through the Nishimuras, low and ominous like an approaching swarm of wasps. Another treaty will push this issue onto the next generation, to Kemuri’s children’s children, and she can’t do that. She won’t allow it.

“I don’t think that will happen, boy,” Akiara says, tilting his head and donning an expression of false empathy. “Looks like Keiji and his spawn weren’t willing to do the tiniest thing to hold up their end, after what he did to our family. Do you really think it’ll work again?”

“No, I don’t,” Akio says. “But I do know that if you don’t stop all of this, then I’m going to have to do it myself.”

More laughter. Akio’s jaw clenches.

“You’re still on this?” another woman asks. She has long cherry red hair and a manicure to match. Her hand glints when she checks her nails, each one deadly sharp. “Akio, honey,” she coos. “When will you learn to give up? We’ve humoured you enough.”

“I’m never going to join you,” he retorts. “I know what you all expected, but it isn’t going to happen. This isn’t some phase I’m going to grow out of. I’m Ronin. I’m a hero!”

“Like a kid playing dress-up,” someone mutters.

Akio’s arm forms a blade as his lip twitches and tension spikes higher. Akiara is the only one who doesn’t move, even as the nine people behind him ready their quirks. Kemuri reaches to grab Akio’s shoulder, but he shrugs her off the second her fingers brush him.

Akiara sighs. “It really is disappointing. You held so much potential, even with your unfortunate mother in the picture. Your quirk could have been the crowning jewel of our family, Akio, but you’re a traitor to your blood.” He raises his hand, staring at the palm before it shifts into a blade. “It truly is a shame—“

There’s an echoing shout from down the tunnel and Akiara’s eyes widen slightly before his brow furrows. Kemuri hears approaching footsteps, moving at a quick pace, and she prays it’s Shoji or Edgeshot or someone equally heroic.

But Aito appears instead, slightly out of breath. He’s wearing jeans and a black t-shirt, paired with a brown apron emblazoned with the logo for the hardware store he works at. There’s a smear of something on his cheek.

“Dad?” Akio asks.

“What’s going on in here?” Aito asks. His confusion grows when he sees Kemuri, and even more when he sees Ojiro. He looks at Akiara. “Dad?”

“Aito, do me a favour,” Akiara says. “Restrain your son before he embarrasses himself further.”

Aito blinks a few times. “Restrain…” He finally looks at his son for more than a second. “Akio, you didn’t tell me you were coming home. Why—“

“You…you weren’t in on this,” Akio whispers, relief making his voice shake. “You...”

“In on what? I—“

There’s a distinct clattering sound, the sound of metal breaking and falling onto concrete floor. Kemuri’s heart leaps into her throat and she looks over at her mom, just in time to see Tokoyami with Dark Shadow hovering over him, a broken chain in the sentient quirk’s claws.

“Oops,” Dark Shadow says.

Kemuri floods the room with smog as chaos breaks out. She doesn’t hear any one person, shouting and cursing joining the smog crowding the space. She senses Tokoyami and Hagakure fleeing through the other exit, Kazue in Dark Shadow’s arms.

She backs up as she pushes the fog away, trying to make enough visibility for Ojiro and Akio, when she senses someone coming for her. She barely dodges out of the way as the gnarled man, Uta, appears, claws glistening. He roars as he lunges at her and she evades again.

Another person comes at her back, the woman with the sharp nails. She ducks, grabs the woman’s arm as it flies over her shoulder, and boosts herself with steam as she judo flips the woman over, sending her flying into Uta.

Already, she’s overwhelmed, her skin prickling. She can feel Ojiro far off to her left, sparring and ducking and dodging away from multiple assailants. Akio stays put, held in place, as she can feel him struggling.

“Kemuri!” Ojiro’s voice, pitched with panic. “I could really use some visibility here!”

She pushes more fog away from him. Another person comes at her and all she can do is her best.

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Akio struggles against his father’s grip. With the fog clearing, he can see Kemuri and Ojiro fighting with everything they have, and he’s powerless to help them. Uta and Takako are down but recovering quickly, and his friends are still severely outnumbered.

Akio yanks against his father’s arms. “Dad, you have to let me go!”

“No!” Aito retorts. “I won’t let you. Son, this isn’t—“

“Please!”

“You can’t fight your own family. I’m…I’m just trying to protect you.”

“Then fight with me!” Akio looks back at his father, at those dark eyes that look just like his own. “Dad, please, you have to let me go.”

He’s never seen his father so tortured. There’s a sharp cry of pain and Akio’s head whips back to the right, heart pounding. Ojiro stumbles back, blood staining his white gi, and Aimi grins as his blood drips off her spiked arms. Nearby, Kemuri has her arms braced against the bladed arms of Akio’s cousin Aya. Sweat beads her forehead as she grits her teeth with effort.

Akio yanks against Aito with even more fury, frustrated tears springing to his eyes. “Dad, please!” he begs.

“This is ridiculous. This…this…” Aito looks at the rest of his family and their fight, at his son. His expression crumples even further. “Son…”

Akio shouts as he struggles with everything he has, then there’s another sharp cry. His heart stutters. Kemuri—

But, it’s not Kemuri. Aya drops to the floor, unconscious, a dark stripe impaling her middle as Kemuri backs up, fists raised, lips parted. Aidou shouts his daughter’s name and Aito’s breath hitches. Akio starts to smile.

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Kemuri might cry.

Edgeshot materializes beside her, arms crossed, and he gives her a long look.

“We have a lot to talk about, Smokey Eye,” he says. “I thought I told you do not engage unless necessary.”

“Sorry, sir,” Kemuri squeaks. “We…we tried to keep it under control.”

“Understandable. I—“

Edgeshot disappears, briefly, as a bladed gauntlet whizzes past where he once was. Kemuri starts to strike back against the orange-haired man doing the attack, but Edgeshot appears behind him and knocks him aside with a swift kick to the back. He hits the floor, cursing.

“We will talk more later,” he says. He presses his finger to his ear. “Alright, send in the rest.”

There’s a loud bang from down the hall and for a moment, the fighting ceases.

“Ha! Reinforcements are here!” Akio shouts triumphantly. His father still holds him around the middle, arms pinned.

The Nishimuras back up, quirks still ready, but regrouping. Ojiro backs up to Kemuri’s side, gripping his arm as he catches his breath, and Kemuri puts herself in front of him, watching the enemy and how they look at each other, at Akiara, like they’re waiting for orders. Akiara’s lip twitches, his smile getting more and more strained, like invisible fingers tugging his cheeks are the only thing keeping it in place.

Members of Team Exorcist appear—Foxglove, Roids, and Heat Seeker. Tokoyami has returned with them. The last person to appear is Keiji Shimakage and, for a second, no one moves or speaks.

Akiara’s shoulders quiver, eyes locked on his old enemy. “Keiji…”

Keiji doesn’t smile, doesn’t blink, doesn’t move. “Hello, Akiara.”

Akiara’s teeth grind together and he lets out a scream that seems to ricochet around the room as he lunges forward. Suddenly, smoke floods what little Kemuri can see clearly.

“Grandfather, no!” she shouts, but it’s all a mess again.

Kemuri stands frozen for a second. She can’t sense as well in her grandfather’s quirk—the moisture isn’t her own, it isn’t connected to her body or her senses, but she’s trained with him enough that it shouldn’t matter. Team Exorcist, Tokoyami, her grandfather, they’re all moving, meeting the Nishimuras in combat.

She backs up. There’s no one near her. Still, bodies move within the smoke. The clang of clashing metal rings in her ears. Shouts of pain, grunts of effort. Roids’s harsh laughter. The lack of visibility creates disadvantages for both sides. If the heroes could see, she’s sure Foxglove and Edgeshot would make quick work of this, even just to get close enough to strike them down.

She has to get rid of the smoke.

Another two steps back and she stops, closing her eyes. She lets herself picture the room and everyone in it: Tokoyami and Ojiro sparring with two different Nishimuras, Heat Seeker and Roids back to back facing their own duo, her grandfather and Akiara still locked in fierce combat, Foxglove slinking around, trying to get close enough to use any of his fingers but never getting within arm’s reach, constantly forced back by the end of a blade. Edgeshot’s body keeps shifting as he fends off who he can. He’s not as fast, not as accurate.

She tries, feels the smoke around her hands, her arms, but it refuses to obey her. The stubborn smoke doesn’t move no matter how much she waves her hands, commands it in her heart of hearts. The feeling of battle crushes in on her and her brow furrows. She has to make this work. If she tries harder—

A hand falls on her shoulder and she startles, losing whatever mental grip she had. The room is still hazy, grey, but Akio is there beside her.

She blinks back the frustration building behind her eyes. “I can’t get rid of it,” she says. “I—“

“But you can fight,” he retorts. “You can still see in all this, so lead the way, Smokey Eye.”

She takes a breath, then nods. “O-Okay. Follow me.”

She focuses, just for a second, enough to resituate herself and figure out where Tokoyami and Ojiro are. She finds them, motions to Akio, and she leads him through the smoke.

Tokoyami fights with Black Abyss engaged, shadowy armour covering his head, back, and arms as he deflects blow after blow. Ojiro tries to help, but he’s sweating hard, his movements disjointed and easy to telegraph. Kemuri moves to him while Akio joins Tokoyami, helping him in his fight.

Ojiro winces as he holds the bleeding wound on his arm tighter, meeting her eyes. There are new cuts on his chest, his thigh, his tail, and fear for him grips her heart. “Kemuri—“ he starts.

“You and Tokoyami need to get out of here,” she says.

“I can still fight.”

“We have to let the pros handle it now.” There’s a shout of pain behind them and Kemuri senses one of the Nishimuras dropping to the floor. “Please, go.”

Ojiro hesitates. Tokoyami and Akio appear beside them.

“Your family is tenacious, Ronin,” Tokoyami states.

“Oh, I know,” Akio says.

“Tsukuyomi, you and Tailman need to go. No arguing, okay?” Kemuri repeats. She points through the smoke. “The exit is that way. No one’s blocking it.”

Tokoyami’s eyes narrow. “I won’t leave my comrades behind.”

“You aren’t,” she insists. “Just let me protect you and go!”

She doesn’t wait for a response, turning and disappearing back into her grandfather’s smoke. She doesn’t sense anyone other than Akio following her. The air is thick, hot against her already-flushed skin, but she moves until she finds Heat Seeker. He’s dodging blows from one of the Nishimuras with pale pinkish hair, narrowly evading his brutal blows.

Kemuri gets in the way, letting the Nishimura’s blade skip off her armour and sinking a steam-boosted fist into his stomach. He stumbles back, groaning, and Kemuri whips her head towards Heat Seeker.

“You can see in this, right?” she asks hurriedly.

“Yes! Kind of!”

“Try to get everyone out. It isn’t safe to fight in here!” Not until she can get her grandfather to get rid of his quirk, if he can.

Heat Seeker nods and rushes off into the smoke. The Nishimuras are still fighting, getting up every time they’re knocked down. Kemuri can feel each movement combined with every noise. It’s enough to make her head pound.

She closes her eyes, just for a second, trying to ground herself, to focus. She can’t let herself get overwhelmed.

Movement, right behind her, deadly fast.

She barely turns when there’s a body at her back, braced against her, and she finds her grandfather standing between her and Akiara’s bladed arm. Her grandfather shakes as he grips Akiara’s arm, one at where the wrist would be, the other at the elbow. His palms bleed.

“Grandfather?” Kemuri gawks.

Keiji doesn’t look at her, glaring at Akiara. “You…don’t touch…my granddaughter,” he seethes.

“Rrrrrahhh!”

Akiara swings his other arm and Keiji dodges, the two of them dancing back into the smoke.

“Grandfather, your quirk—“ she starts, but he’s gone.

Akio returns to her, panting a little. “Alright, Arata’s down,” he says. She snaps from her shock, meeting his eyes. “Next?”

She closes her eyes. She feels Heat Seeker far behind them with Roids, stopped by a few Nishimuras, but she pinpoints Edgeshot and Foxglove next, absolutely surrounded. She motions for Akio to follow her and off they go again.

She lunges and strikes the back of one Nishimura’s neck, dropping them to the floor, and she steam-punches another, sending them stumbling backwards. Akio deflects a blade coming for Foxglove and Foxglove takes his chance. His cloak swishes as he gets behind the next Nishimura, jabbing his pinkies into his back. He collapses, stiff, and Foxglove grins.

“Fucking finally,” he mutters. “Took you long enough, Smokey Eye!”

Edgeshot knocks down his foe, body half-folded as he hovers over them, just his head and shoulders visible. “We have to end this quickly,” he says. “I can’t imagine we should be breathing in this smoke for very long, quirk or not.”

“How?” Foxglove asks. “They’re like roaches! They just won’t stay squashed!”

As if on cue, the one Kemuri knocked down starts to get back up. Akio drops his knee onto his back, staring down at the man with shaggy brown hair and scaly arms.

“Just stay down, Ginjiro, please?” he asks.

“Fuck you,” he retorts weakly, letting out a hacking cough.

Kemuri straightens her shoulders. “Heat Seeker’s helping Roids out,” she says, pointing back towards the door. “I have to get my grandfather.”

“I’m right with you,” Akio says.

Kemuri finds the still-tussling pair through the smoke with ease. They’re trading blows with deadly ferocity and Kemuri sees multiple wounds on her grandfather’s forearms and chest, his gi sleeves torn apart. He fights like he has any weapon other than his arms and legs.

“Both of you, stop!” she shouts.

They don’t listen, not registering that they even heard her over their hatred, and she hesitates. Akio rushes forward, forming his arm into a blade, and he gets between them just as they’re about to clash again. He catches his grandpa’s weapon against his own, the two straining against each other, and Kemuri takes hold of her grandfather’s arm.

“Enough!” Akio shouts. “That’s ENOUGH!”

He pushes Akiara back and Kemuri pulls Keiji in the opposite direction just as a loud crash comes from above. Kemuri hauls her grandfather back again as dirt and rubble rain down. For just a second, things go quiet as dust drifts into the air and cold moonlight floods inside.

Kemuri looks up to find a jagged hole in the roof. The smoke floats through it, thinning out enough for visibility to return. As it fades, Kemuri realizes that the sounds of fighting have stopped, only the echoes left ringing. She hears Keiji’s harsh breathing beside her, ragged with the effort of fighting, and Akiara heaves from a good few feet away.

Shoji appears over the gap, eyes wide, multiple fists raised and covered in dirt and concrete dust.

“Thanks, Tentacole!” Kemuri calls.

“There’s only so much I can hear about getting rid of smoke before I take matters into my own hands,” he replies, giving her a thumbs up.

Kemuri smiles a bit and spares a glance over her shoulder. Edgeshot has Heat Seeker, Foxglove, and Roids gathered with him. Aito stays pressed to the far wall, closer to the Nishimuras on the other side. The ones still standing watch and wait. The new hole in the roof leaves a patch of moonlight between the two sides like a spotlight. There isn’t a steady breath or a sweat-free brow to be seen.

Akio backs away from his grandfather, stuck in the middle of it all, arm still shaped into his classic sleek blade. He aims it at his family, at his grandfather. His eyes dart to Shoji, still watching, and he nods once before his attention switches to what’s more important.

“Now you’re going to listen,” he says, his voice tremulous, like the start of an earthquake. “I don’t know if any of you remember this, but this girl…” He points back at Kemuri without taking his eyes off his family. “This girl is Kemuri Shimakage, and she’s my classmate. My friend. She also saved my life.”

No one speaks. He continues, “This whole treaty, this blood feud, it started because a life was taken, right? This all started because my great uncle Akio was killed.” A few muttering agreements. Atsuo starts to move, but someone stops him. “If that’s all that caused it, then that life has been repaid. I know nothing can replace loved ones lost, but…” He lowers his blade, just a little, as he wets his lips. “We can wipe the slate clean. Start fresh. Hasn’t this gone on long enough?”

No one moves. No one breathes.

Then, Aito pushes off the wall. He moves towards Akio, eyes narrowed, jaw clenched, and Akio squares his shoulders as he draws himself to his full height. Shoulders and bodies tense on all sides. Akiara grins expectantly.

But, Aito stops at his side and faces the rest of the Nishimuras. His scarred, calloused hand falls onto Akio’s shoulder. “I won’t fight my son,” he says, “and I won’t fight the one who kept him alive when I couldn’t.”

Akiara’s nostrils flare and his smile disappears. “Aito, don’t be a fool. Think about your family!” he snaps.

“I am.”

Akio’s lips purse tightly as his eyes shine with emotion. Aito lifts his chin a little.

Akiara huffs, shaking his head. He raises his arm, still bladed, and everyone on the hero side prepares to engage. “We won’t stand for this,” he says. “Not after everything we’ve built. A Nishimura doesn’t yield to heroes, and we won’t—“

His words choke as a blur of red slams into him, knocking him all the way back to the far wall. Kemuri blinks, squinting a bit when she realizes that two scarlet red feathers have pinned Akiara to the wall by his shirt, feet dangling.

“What—“ Heat Seeker starts.

More blurs of red, too fast for Kemuri to make out, and in a flash every conscious Nishimura except for Aito and Akio find themselves pinned to the far wall with their patriarch, strung up like party banners. Edgeshot closes his eyes, pinching the bridge of his nose, as a handsome man with windswept blonde hair and giant, crimson wings appears in the doorway, an extra long feather held in his hand like a sword.

“Sorry I’m late,” Hawks says. “I was pretty far away when Tsukuyomi texted me. Looks like I didn’t miss the fun though, huh?”

“I didn’t know you had been contacted,” Edgeshot says evenly.

Hawks smirks, giving a lazy shrug. “I figured I’d pop by.”

Aimi kicks and struggles against Hawks’s feathers. “No! NO!” she shrieks. She glares at her nephew. “Aito, think of your uncle! He didn’t die for this!”

Aito averts his eyes. Aimi shrieks again.

“Aimi,” Aidou says from her side, voice strangely soft. “Just…let it go. Akio’s right. This has gone on long enough.” He raises his hands as much as he can. “I surrender.”

Chapter 218: My Hero

Chapter Text

Kemuri emerges from the bunker in a daze as multiple police officers flood past her. On the other side of the house, she sees flashing blue and red lights punching through the dark night. Her grandfather is beside her, his breathing still ragged, jaw clenched.

Kemuri reaches for his arm. “Grandfather, your hands—“

“Kazue,” he says. “I need to find Kazue.”

Kemuri walks beside him, silent, but head held high. When they reach the front of the house, there’s already an ambulance parked beside the police and armoured vehicles. Paramedics look over Ojiro’s arm and other injuries while Hagakure stands beside him, her costume visible again as she frets over him. Shoji and Tokoyami do their best to calm her down and let the man do his job.

Kemuri sees her parents, Kazue with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders as a paramedic speaks to her. Kemuri’s heart lifts and she picks up the pace, her grandfather still behind her.

“Mom! Dad!” she shouts.

Both of them look up and Cayden’s expression immediately crumples with emotion. Tears flow the second she’s in their arms and it takes everything Kemuri has not to cry too. She clings to them both, sparing a glance at her mother’s gently rounded stomach as she takes a deep breath.

“I can’t believe it,” Kazue whispers. “I…I thought I was dead. I thought…”

Cayden brushes her bangs from her forehead, kissing the faded scar hiding beneath it while his other hand rubs Kemuri’s shoulder.

Kazue looks up, her gaze softening a little, and the others follow suit as Keiji joins their group. He keeps a small distance, arms trembling slightly, and he bows.

“I…” he starts.

Kazue purses her lips. “You’re going to tell me everything, right, dad?” she asks. “I want to hear your side.”

“I’ll…” He straightens a little. “I…will try.”

Kemuri hopes he means it.

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Akio leaves the bunker with his dad. The weight of his father’s arm around his shoulders is weirdly foreign and part of him waits to snap out of it, to wake up, but every time he blinks, things stay the same. His dad…chose him.

He chose him over everything.

Akio can’t find words, so he stays quiet.

“Akio,” Aito says, clearing his throat a bit. Akio watches him. “I’m…I’m…” He swallows. “I’m proud of you.” Akio’s heart lifts. “This…hero thing, it’s really what you want, huh?”

“More than anything, dad.”

Aito sighs. “I guess I’ll have to figure out how to be okay with that.”

They round the corner to the front garden, watching their family getting loaded into police cars and vans in cuffs. Foxglove uses his paralytic agent to relax the especially angry ones—Great Aunt Aimi is already slumped over, unconscious. It’s surreal, standing here watching it all unfold. Akio keeps waiting for the dream to end.

Aito’s arm leaves his shoulders and Akio startles, watching his father stride right up to Edgeshot as he speaks to an officer. Edgeshot nods to the policeman and turns as Aito approaches. For a second, they stare at each other.

Aito extends his hands, his wrists. “I’m no better than the rest of them,” he says. “Do what you must.”

“Dad!” Akio cries, rushing to him. “No!”

Edgeshot shakes his head. “Ronin has already vouched for you,” he says. “He agreed to help us with this so long as it guaranteed your safety.”

Aito’s eyes soften, just for a second, but he doesn’t lower his hands. “I deserve to pay for what I’ve done,” he insists.

Edgeshot’s eyes narrow, darting briefly to Akio. “I suppose…if you feel the need, I can respect that. Would you be willing to testify? The police could probably gain something from questioning you.”

He nods even as he lowers his arms slowly. “If that’s what it takes.”

Akio starts to speak, but the front door to the house creaks open and grabs his attention first. Hotaru steps outside, barefoot and wearing a pale blue nightgown. Her brown curls are unbrushed, unruly, and she stares at the lights and bustle with a strange calmness. They reflect in her glassy blue eyes.

“Mom,” Akio breathes, stumbling towards her. “Mom, you…you should go inside. It’s not safe—“

She hugs him the moment he’s close enough, bringing him into a warm, tight embrace. He goes still, stunned, and she lets out a long, happy sigh. “Can’t you see it?” she asks. “The peace. All I see is peace for us all.” She pulls back, reaching up to stroke the scar on his jaw. “You…have brought that peace. You’re a true hero, my bright boy. My hero.”

Akio’s lip trembles and he inhales hard through his nose, eyes stinging.

“Hotaru,” Aito says, joining his family. She blinks once, twice, then smiles softly at him. “Hotaru, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything. I…” He looks up at the dark house before them. Her hand lands on his forearm as he speaks. “I have to go in for questioning. I…I don’t want to leave you here.”

“My love,” she whispers, fingertips brushing his cheek, aiming his face at hers. “I will go with you anywhere.”

Aito exhales, dropping his forehead to hers. She traces imaginary lines on his arms, humming a soft song to him, and Akio looks back out at the chaos of his front yard. He catches his grandfather’s eye as a policeman leads him to an armoured van, eyes narrowed with hatred, and Akio smiles sadly as he waves goodbye.

A familiar white bus pulls up at the gates, flung wide open for easy access, and Akio’s smile falls as Aizawa emerges from it.

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“I’ll spare you the details now, but know that this won’t be something we sweep under the rug,” Aizawa says.

Kemuri, Akio, Shoji, Ojiro, Tokoyami, and Hagakure stand in an ashamed cluster in front of their teacher. Things are starting to calm down—most of the Nishimuras are loaded up, Edgeshot is on the phone with Nightwalker giving her updates (as she was left in charge of the agency on short notice, along with Vibe), Team Exorcist plus Hawks stand nearby, and Akio’s parents have gone on ahead to the station. Kemuri’s family is still by the ambulance, speaking to an officer and the paramedics alike as they prepare to transport Kazue to the nearest hospital. Keiji’s hands have been hastily bandaged.

“You’re incredibly lucky that none of you were seriously injured,” Aizawa continues and every word is like an ice dagger in their backs. Hagakure won’t stop shaking. “You’re even luckier that, apparently, all I can really punish you for is sneaking off school grounds without permission or a chaperone.”

None of them dares to speak. Aizawa glares at all of them again, arms crossed over his chest, then exhales.

“You’re all coming back to school. I’ll discuss your punishment—“

“Dad? DAD!”

Kemuri’s head whips to her mother’s voice just in time to see Keiji slump against the ambulance. Even with just the flashing lights to illuminate him, he looks far too pale and his gi seems far too bloody. How did she not notice the stain on his abdomen growing? His eyes roll back into his head.

Kemuri rushes away from her friends, but Hawks reaches Keiji first, catching him just as he collapses. Kazue, loaded onto a stretcher, can do nothing but shout for her father as Cayden grips her hand and tries to soothe her.

Kemuri reaches Hawks’s side just as his brow furrows, fingers against his throat.

“Is he—“ she starts, panic rising.

“How long has he been bleeding?” Hawks demands to the nearest paramedic, a young man who can’t be that far off from finishing schooling.

“I…I…” the man stammers. “He insisted he was fine, that he could get looked at after I was done with Sergeant Shimakage—“

Hawks gets his feet, hauling Keiji up into his arms as he goes. He extends his wings. “I’ll take him to the nearest hospital.”

“Sir—“

With a gust of wind, Hawks is gone, a few loose feathers fluttering for a second before following after their master. Kemuri stares at the sky, heart in her ears, mouth suddenly dry. She’s faintly aware of the rookie paramedic stammering apologies to his superiors while her mom sobs.

“What’s going on? What happened?”

“He’s hurt! I didn’t see—“

She stares, ears ringing, and tries to think. He…he seemed fine. He had those cuts on his palms, a few on his chest, but Akiara must have hurt him far worse than he let on. When did it happen? Did it happen when he blocked her, when he caught Akiara’s blade? Did—

“Smokey Eye.”

Edgeshot’s in front of her and Kemuri blinks. The ambulance doors slam shut and it trundles off, her parents inside. Her mind clears, just for a second.

“We’ll follow your parents,” he says. “I have a car.”

“The rest of the team—“ she starts.

“They’ll be fine. Let’s go.”

She follows him blindly, sparing a brief glance back at her friends as Aizawa herds them towards the U.A bus. Hagakure waves goodbye and she can do nothing but nod in return.

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Hawks is long gone by the time Edgeshot drops Kemuri off at the hospital. He stays with her inside the lobby while she waits to be let in to see her grandfather.

“Smokey Eye,” he says, making her look at him. “You did a really good thing today. I don’t necessarily approve of your methods, but you made me, and my agency, proud. Thank you.”

“Thank you, sir.” She bows her head. “I’m sorry about Hawks. I didn’t know Tokoyami would—“

“It’s fine,” he says. “I’ll speak to him about it, see if he wants to be involved in the media surrounding this.” He crosses his arms over his chest, then bows his head. “I will also be sure to speak to you soon. I hope everything goes well.”

Again, all she can do is thank him.

He heads out just as a nurse calls her name. She directs Kemuri down the nearest hallway and she thanks her before going on her way. Down the hall, she can see her dad talking to a man in a doctor’s coat. They both look up as she approaches. Their expressions are grave.

“Kemuri,” Cayden says.

“Is mom okay? Grandfather?” she asks.

He purses his lips. “Mom’s fine. A little shaken, more than a little stressed, but fine. Baby too.” His shoulders sag. “Your grandfather…”

Her heart pounds yet she feels cold. “How…how bad is it?”

Cayden looks at the doctor expectantly.

The man sighs, adjusting his glasses. “Understand, his injuries are pretty severe. There’s a rather sizeable stab wound in his abdomen and he’s lost a lot of blood. Surgery is…highly risky. We’ve tried to contact our healing specialists, to see if they could heal him enough to give him a fighting chance, but most of their quirks require a certain amount of energy from the patient. I fear that his body will give out anyway. We’re monitoring him now, trying to get more blood into him, seeing if he regains any strength, but…”

Kemuri lets the words hit her, and hit her they do. It’s like an Octoblow right to the chest and, for a moment, she doesn’t breathe. It’s like so many emotions struck her at once that they all cancelled out.

The doctor is professional, of course, his words gentle and calculated, but she hears what he means. Her grandfather’s chance of surviving this is very, very low. At the end of the day, he’s an old man, and his body isn’t as strong as it once was.

“C-Can…can I see him?” she asks.

The doctor nods. Cayden thanks him before they head into the correct room. Inside, Kemuri sees her grandfather looking the oldest he ever has, hooked up to machines and drips and monitors, eyes closed. Her mother sits in the chair next to him, sniffling into a tissue as she holds his hand.

“There’s…there’s really…” Kemuri starts, but it’s like she’s still not processing it all.

“I mean, he was fighting that Akiara guy with nothing but himself,“ Cayden murmurs, trying his best to let his words stay between the two of them. He shakes his head. “It’s like he’s…giving up.”

Kemuri’s shoulders sag. She moves like a zombie towards his bed, taking the seat on the other side, near the window. Cayden moves closer to Kazue, reaching out to hold her shoulder.

“Kemuri…” Kazue starts.

“It’s okay, mom,” Kemuri murmurs. “You…you don’t have to say anything.”

She purses her lips. She squeezes Keiji’s hand, taking in a deep breath. “The Nishimuras told me about the treaty,” she admits. Kemuri shares a brief look with Cayden. Kazue keeps looking at her father. “How it happened, but…I didn’t want to believe it. They said he killed their brother, so they took his.” Her eyes water all over again and she reaches up to wipe them away with her soaked tissue. “His twin brother. I…I never knew I had an uncle.”

Kemuri nods and watches and waits. She keeps reliving the moment her grandfather saved her. He’s in this bed because of her. When else could he have gotten a wound like that? For all the times he has hurt her, told her that she had to be able to protect herself, he still did that. He still put himself between her and someone who wanted to hurt her.

She shouldn’t be here, sitting and waiting to see if he lives or dies. Seeing him looking so weak, so pitiful—it’s awful. He’s dying and she’s almost angry, because he’s so stubborn, so pig-headed, but this is where he chooses to let it all end? Here? How dare he. How could he?

She gets to her feet. She doesn’t need to be here. She doesn’t want to hear whatever cruel thing he wants to leave her with, slipping away with just enough time to remind her that this is all her fault.

Keiji lets out a groan and his dark eyes peel open. Kemuri expects him to look at Kazue, but his gaze falls on her immediately. She freezes. He stares, then blinks.

“Kemuri,” he says. He lifts his hand. “Come here.”

She wants to stay put, give him a taste of his own medicine, but her feet move before her mind can stop them. She halts by his bedside and his hand drops down to the blankets. She swallows the lump in her throat.

He stares at her with dark, glassy eyes. “You…” He takes a breath and it seems to rattle through him, like everything he was is already gone. His hand lifts again.

She reaches out, like she’s reaching into a campfire, and her grandfather grabs her hand. He’s oddly cold, but his grip is firm, and she wants to pull away. He keeps her there.

Emotion, a grief she hates, chokes her, fills her throat and nose and eyes and she purses her lips tightly together as if to stop the overflow. For a second, looking at him, she pictures a young boy waiting at a set of gates, blocked off at one end but not ready to embark through the other.

For a second, the fire returns to his eyes. “You…had better keep proving me wrong, Kemuri.”

She lifts her chin, then nods. “I will.”

His eyes close as he exhales. “I know you will.”

His fingers tighten around hers one more time before they slip away, dropping to the blanket. The heart monitor keeps beeping but Kemuri knows, deep down, that her grandfather has decided to let go. She knows that Keiichi won’t have to wait much longer.

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Dawn breaks and Keiji Shimakage breathes his last breath.

Chapter 219: Aftermath

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Things are blurrier than usual for a while.

Kemuri returns home with her parents and tries to stay out of their way while they prepare for the funeral. The Shimakage household is silent, a tomb in its own right. She finds herself pausing whenever she passes the stairs, unable to raise her gaze to the second floor. Her sleep is restless, plagued with new nightmares on top of her old ones. She wakes with her cheek against a tear-soaked pillow.

Is it possible to feel so much and yet nothing at all?

Aizawa stops by the house the day after the incident. He sits across from Kemuri in her living room.

“I’ve said it before, but you’re exceedingly lucky,” he says, arms crossed over his chest. He doesn’t seem as harsh today.

Kemuri keeps her hands folded on her lap, head bowed. “Yes, sir.”

He purses his lips. “Edgeshot said he called you out for the mission once you alerted him, so I can’t exactly punish you for that. However, you still left the school without permission and brought your friends into it.”

She wets her lips a bit. “Are they okay?”

He sighs. “Shoji, Tokoyami, Ojiro, and Hagakure are facing in-school suspension. Ojiro had a few injuries but Recovery Girl was able to fix him up without much issue. Nishimura been suspended. He’s with his parents.”

Her hands tighten against her knees. “And me, sir?”

“Same as Nishimura. You’re suspended,” he says. She nods and he shifts, leaning forward as he props his elbows on his knees. “It should only be a few days, longer if you need more time. I understand you have a funeral to plan.”

She blinks rapidly against tears welling in her eyes, and her voice breaks when she says, “I’m sorry, Mr. Aizawa.”

He gets to his feet. “Next time, let’s just hope we get a bit more of a heads-up before you go out on a life-saving mission,” he says. He eyes the TV, playing the news channel with lowered volume, and adds, “The press wants to speak to you and Nishimura. I’ve told them that you’re both in need of extra time, but be prepared for that.”

“Thank you…”

He nods. “Of course.” He moves closer to her, reaching out to rest his palm on the top of her head. It’s a warm, familiar weight that makes her throat tighten up with emotion. “I’ll see you back at school, Shimakage.”

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For a few days, the news channels are full of reminders. Kemuri sits in her living room and watches the TV, although it amounts to more listening than anything. Edgeshot and the rest of Team Exorcist give brief interviews about the events of the Onryo bust, the kidnapping, and the death of well-known Hero Executive, Keiji Shimakage.

Her grandfather’s face is everywhere. Her mother’s face is everywhere. Her face is everywhere.

It’s like, no matter which news source she goes to, whether it’s on her phone or the TV, she can’t escape people talking about it. She can’t really blame them, she supposes. There’s a lot to talk about. A Hero Executive, killed by an underground crime syndicate who had kidnapped his daughter (a beloved police officer) and saved by a group of U.A heroes-in-training. Oh, and one of them happened to be a Shimakage too? And another was related to the guys in the crime syndicate?

It’s a media heyday. There’s something for everyone.

The only interview Kemuri makes herself watch in its entirety is the one with her friends in it. Seeing them in the dorms, seated on the couches in their uniforms like nothing has changed, is oddly comforting to her. They’ve debuted, although she never imagined it like this.

Ojiro and Hagakure end up doing most of the talking during their interview, answering what questions they can. Shoji and Tokoyami are stoic, more so than usual. The reporter asks about their quirks, what heroes they’re currently interning with, and of course, about the Onryo bust and their relationships with Kemuri and Akio.

“Smokey Eye and Ronin really led the way for us. Without them, who knows what could have happened?” Ojiro says.

It warms her heart to hear them speak so highly of her when she feels so low.

“What bright young heroes,” the reporter says with a saccharine smile. “U.A. really does create some of the best. We're eager to hear what those two will have to share with us once they return.”

The interview ends with the reporter speculating about when Smokey Eye and Ronin will be available for their exclusive interview, and Kemuri turns off the TV. The longer she watches, the more she misses them.

Her phone rings. She picks it up without checking the Caller ID.

“Hello?”

“Kemuri.”

She sinks back into her chair, exhaling shakily, and grips her phone a little tighter. She should have expected this.

“T-Tenya.”

“I’m not supposed to be contacting you until your suspension is over, but I couldn’t take it. I needed to check on you,” he says. “I’ve heard everything, as you can imagine.”

She closes her eyes. “Yeah…”

“I…” There’s a huff of breath and she swallows. “Kemuri, while I’m glad the mission went well, I can’t believe you’d do something so reckless.” A pause. “Well, I can, but I had thought that that sort of behaviour was behind us!”

“My mom was in trouble,” she says, voice oddly quiet, weak. “I had to.”

“What if you were hurt?”

What if she was? What if she had been killed by the Nishimuras, or her friends had? What if her grandfather had survived? What if he had told her he loved her before he died? What ifs don’t matter, not when it comes to that night. They only bring her further sadness.

“Do…do we have to talk about this?”

“I think we do! I know we have our provisional licenses, but we’re not supposed to go out and look for trouble!”

“What did you want me to do?” she asks. “Sit back and wait? My mom could’ve died. My brother…”

“You could have told me you were leaving!”

She doesn’t speak right away, chest tight. Of course. Of course, that’s the issue.

“I’m sorry,” she whispers.

“I…I just…” He exhales again and she pictures him pacing in his bedroom, running his hands through his hair again and again. “Imagine how I felt, Kemuri. I woke up and I find out that…that your mother was kidnapped, that you were gone—“

“I-I’m sorry.”

“And you took all your friends, but you couldn’t be bothered to tell me. I could have come with you, helped you!”

“You would have stopped me.” She brings her legs to her chest in a self-hug. “I did…I did everything I could to protect all of you. If I told you…” She exhales. “I couldn’t let it be another Kamino.”

“Did you think of me at all?”

“Of course I did. I…I couldn’t risk it with you.”

“But you could with Shoji? Ojiro?”

“It was just gonna be me and Akio. I wasn’t going to bring them. I…“

She stops, words clogging her throat again, and she waits while she listens to Iida breathe. She wishes she could be there with him, look him in the face so he could see that she’s sincere and didn’t mean to hurt him.

“Can…can we please just…talk about this later?” she begs, voice starting to break.

“If someone had been killed—“

“My grandfather was.”

His breath hitches. “I…I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that.”

“Then what did you mean?” Tears appear on her lashes and she tries to blink them away but only serves to squeeze them out faster. “What…”

“I said the wrong thing.”

He’s got that right. Her hand trembles and she pulls her phone from her ear, staring down at the picture of them that she set as his contact picture—smiling young heroes with shiny new provisional licenses.

“I’ll see you at school, Tenya.”

She hangs up before she hears a response, putting her phone down and sucking in a sharp, trembling breath. She hugs her knees to her chest, shaking as her tears take over.

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“Thanks for joining us. Sorry, we’ve been so busy…”

“I understand. Thank you for welcoming us.”

It’s strange to have Akio’s parents in her house, Kemuri thinks, only because there’s a part of her that wonders how her grandfather will—would have—reacted. His funeral is scheduled for the next day, but Kazue felt she wanted to discuss the treaty, and its end, beforehand.

“Can I get you anything?” Cayden asks. “Tea?”

“Green, if you have it,” Aito says. He turns to Hotaru, rubbing his thumb over her knuckles as she gazes at everything with a distant look in her pale blue eyes. “Darling, would you like tea?”

She nods, slowly, like a balloon bobbing in the sky. Ichiro sniffs her legs and she giggles softly when his nose touches her skin, when he rubs his side against her.

“The grass is tickly here,” she murmurs.

Kazue frowns a little in confusion, giving Aito a look, and he shrugs. She nods and says, smiling gently at Hotaru, that, “Yes…it is.”

Akio and Kemuri stand next to each other, watching their parents interact.

“This is so weird,” Akio whispers.

“I know,” Kemuri agrees. She looks up at him. “How…how is everything?”

Akio sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well…dad’s selling the house. It looks like my family’s gonna be locked up for a long time and with just the three of us…it’s a bit too much to handle.” He purses his lips. “Dad’s looking for an apartment closer to U.A, somewhere nice for just him and mom.”

“That’ll be good, right?”

“I guess so. It’s just…weird.”

The parents move into the dining room and Kemuri notices a small black band around Aito’s ankle. “At least your dad isn’t in jail. That’s good, too.”

“Yeah, just parole. They want to make sure he’s really uninvolved. It means he’s around to look after mom, at least, and he can still work.”

He tucks his hands in his pockets, shoulders sagging, and Kemuri reaches out to brush his arm. “I’m sorry, though, about everything. That’s…gotta be hard.”

“I’m sorry too, about your grandpa.”

“Are you gonna be at the funeral?”

“Maybe, but…honestly, we’ve been getting hounded a bit. Dad’s anxious about all the media attention, so…”

“Right, yeah, that makes sense.”

They stand in silence for a few seconds. The sound of teacups clinking on saucers comes from inside the kitchen while the parents discuss the end of the Shimakage-Nishimura treaty.

“I really want to go home,” Akio admits.

Kemuri looks around the big, traditional house surrounding her, so full of memories, and sighs. “Me too.”

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Keiji’s funeral goes off without a hitch. Surprising, considering the number of cameras around. The thing that Kemuri finds most jarring is that, when she looks at the guests who have come to pay their respects, she can’t find a single person whom she would call her grandfather’s friend.

Kemuri sees Endeavour, wearing plain clothes, but he doesn’t stay long. Other than him, there are a few heroes Keiji worked with and plenty of elderly men in suits. The latter comes up to speak with the Shimakage family—namely Kazue, as the new head—but their words feel shallow.

“Keiji was a brilliant businessman. It’s a horrible loss.”

“We’re thinking of renaming a wing of our latest hero facility after him. We had just started work, so it is the last project he was involved in. Let us know if you’d be at all interested in that.”

“I really can’t believe it. It will be hard to replace him.”

Other than suits, Kemuri looks out on a sea of supporters for her parents. The staff from Hosu Harmony are here supporting Cayden and a lot of Kazue’s police coworkers are here as well, but there’s not a single person she would point to and say, “They’re here because they mourn my grandfather’s death the way family would.”

So much power, so much influence, and yet, she thinks her grandfather must have been a very lonely man.

Kemuri feels it, too. It’s a school day so none of her friends are here. She wonders if Aizawa would have allowed anyone to come. She thinks, a second later, that it’s okay. They shouldn’t have their studies interrupted for something like this, especially with finals approaching.

Her heart squeezes, picturing her classmates’ faces, picturing Iida’s face.

Kemuri does her duties, standing still and demure like a perfect little statue, as the funeral goes on. Whenever she starts to slouch, or when more tears spring to her eyes, she expects him to snap at her, to tell her to stand up straight and don’t disgrace the family, but her grandfather is silent, forevermore.

When the service comes to a close and people start filing out, Kemuri finally notices someone who’s there for her—Edgeshot, Nightwalker, and the rest of Team Exorcist. Even Shinobi is there. Even in plain clothes, they’re easy to recognize, although Edgeshot is wearing a black face mask with his suit.

Kemuri approaches them, bowing to them in greeting. “Thank you for coming. I’m sorry I didn’t notice you sooner.”

“It’s quite alright,” Nightwalker says. “We wanted to pay our respects.”

Roids thumps Kemuri on the back, most likely her version of a gentle tap, and it still rattles Kemuri’s bones. “Sorry about your grandad, kiddo. He was one tough cookie. Insisted on coming to the bunker with us and everything.”

“He was certainly a big help,” Edgeshot agrees, although his tone is pinched. “It is a shame his life was lost.”

Foxglove fiddles with his thin black gloves. His amber eyes focus on the portrait of Keiji at the front of the room. Kemuri finds him to most startling out of costume—she can see his shoulder-length auburn hair and sharp nose.

“He…seemed angry, to me. I wonder if that’s what did him in,” he comments.

Vibe frowns at him. It looks like he tried to tame his fuzzy curls for the funeral and lost the fight. “N-Not appropriate, F-Fox,” he stammers.

He shrugs. “I’m just saying, I’ve been there. It’s…hard to watch.”

There are a few glances and Kemuri fidgets a bit at the stifling silence. Heat Seeker clears his throat and adjusts his sunglasses.

“Either way, we’ll be excited to have you back at the agency,” he says. “I know the team isn’t gonna be needed anymore, but…”

“There will be plenty of time for more team-ups,” Nightwalker assures him. “And besides, Smokey Eye is one of us now. This won’t be the last time we work together.”

There’s a beeping noise from Edgeshot and he reaches into his pocket, checking his phone. He sighs. “Alert on the hero network. We should get going,” he says.

“Thank you,” Kemuri says. “For…everything. All of you. It means a lot just that you’re here.”

“Shinobi, are you…j-joining us?” Vibe asks.

Shinobi comes back to reality, having been staring at everything except Kemuri, and shakes her head. “Nah. I’ve gotta wait for my chaperone,” she says, jerking her thumb over her shoulder. She exhales, mumbling under her breath, “Can’t wait to graduate.”

“Chaper…” Kemuri starts, but then she looks past Shinobi and finally realizes what she’s talking about.

Aizawa stands a good distance away. He wears a suit, clean-shaven with his hair tied up, and Midnight and Hound Dog stand beside him in appropriate funeral attire. Hound Dog keeps pulling at his dress-shirt collar and Midnight looks intensely conservative in her simple knee-length black dress.

Kemuri’s heart lifts and she gives a brief glance to her current conversation partners, but they step aside and allow her through without a word. She runs to her teachers and Midnight steps forward, arms extended. Kemuri accepts the hug and she feels like she’s gonna cry all over again. She’s amazed that she has any tears left.

“You came,” Kemuri says, stepping back as she hastily wipes her eyes. “It’s…it’s good to see you. S-Sorry, I didn’t—”

“We wanted to check on you, dear,” Midnight says, motioning between her and Hound Dog. Hound Dog lets out a rough grunt. “We’re so sorry for your loss.”

She bows her head a little. “Thank you.”

“Let us know if you need anything,” Hound Dog adds, “to help you recover.”

She nods, thanking them again. She’s lucky to have two counsellors to rely on, especially ones accustomed to loss.

Shinobi wanders up to them, arms crossed over her chest, and Kemuri takes a brief moment to watch Team Exorcist take their leave. Edgeshot stops to shake Cayden’s hand on the way out.

“I wanted to ask,” Aizawa says. “Do you think you’ll be ready to return to school soon, or would you prefer to take more time?”

“Am…I still suspended?” she asks.

“If you want to return, we’ll allow it. Understand, we’ll be keeping a close eye.”

She nods. “I…I’d like to come back.”

She misses her friends, her classmates. She misses Iida, even though she knows that he’ll no doubt have more words for her when they see each other again. She’ll do whatever it takes to make things right. She’ll end her first year at U.A strong.

“Alright, just let us know when you’ll be returning,” Aizawa says. He looks at Shinobi. “And we’ll leave whenever you’re ready.”

“Yeah, sure,” she says. “I wanted to talk to Shimakage anyway.”

The teachers nod and step away, giving the students some space. Kemuri swallows a bit, clasping her hands together in front of her as Shinobi sighs.

“Kinda wild, huh?” she comments.

“Are you okay? Your injury is healed by now, right?” Kemuri asks.

Shinobi scoffs. “Oh, yeah, the old lady took care of that.” She tilts her head a little. “I’m really not sure whether or not to be pissed for getting left out of that bust. It looked rough.”

“I…I thought of you, before I left, but I didn’t want to ruin your chance at graduating. I’m sorry.”

Shinobi squints a little and, for a second, her lip twitches into a small smile. “Well…thanks, for thinking of me. Mr. Edgeshot brought me in for the Exorcist press meeting, so I’m still getting a bit of credit for being involved at all. Best I can hope for, I guess.”

Kemuri nods. It feels strange, chatting like this when her grandfather is freshly laid to rest.

“You’re going to be working with him again, right?” Kemuri asks. “Once you graduate.”

Shinobi nods. “Already got some stuff lined up. It’ll be good. I guess I’ll be seeing you around there more?”

“If all goes well, yeah.”

They look at each other for another second, then Shinobi reaches out and pats Kemuri’s shoulder. It’s stiff, awkward, but Kemuri finds that she doesn’t mind, like it means more coming from an ice queen like her.

“Sorry about your grandpa and everything.”

“It’s okay,” Kemuri says. Her chest squeezes, but she gets out, “I…I think he wanted to go.”

“Damn. That’s…pretty sad.”

Kemuri shrugs, trying her best to smile even if it's weighed down. “It is, isn’t it?”

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After the funeral, back in the Shimakage household, things are quiet. Cayden has moved grandmother Mayumi’s altar from upstairs. The Shimakage family photo with Keiji and Keiichi as young boys has been added to it, along with a more recent picture of Keiji.

The three of them sit in the kitchen, picking over their dinner. Ichiro lays under Kazue’s chair, muzzle resting on his paws.

“So…” Cayden starts.

Kemuri looks up from her plate, expectant, to find her parents sharing a brief glance before focusing on her.

“We…were thinking,” Cayden starts, “that we should look into family therapy.”

Kemuri swallows the bit of food in her mouth, nodding as she pokes at her rice. She hears her mother shift in her seat.

“We’ve realized just how much your grandfather affected us, not just you,” Kazue continues, a slight choke in her voice. Her hand drops to her bump. “Our fear stopped us from protecting you the way we should have and…I think we should try to heal together a bit more before we welcome another life into the family.”

Kemuri sighs. “I…I don’t know if I’d be able to make it to in-person sessions. School’s gonna get busy.” Her parents frown a little, sad, and she adds, “But…I think that’s a good idea.”

Therapy has helped her immensely and, despite the twinge of jealousy pinching her heart, she wants what’s best for her baby brother. He deserves the best versions of his parents that they can be, even if it’s too late for Kemuri to have the same.

Cayden smiles, just a twitch of his lip. “We’ll look into it. Maybe we can have you do a video call.”

“That’d be good,” she agrees softly.

Kazue watches her, then reaches out and squeezes her hand. “Your dad and I are gonna be better for you two,” she says, her free hand still resting on her bump. “We’ll heal from this, in time.”

Kemuri nods. “I know we will.”

Notes:

One more chapter, guys...got some mixed feelings. I won't say much here, but as always, thank you for reading, and I hope you'll stick around for the epilogue <3

Chapter 220: Epilogue

Summary:

Kemuri returns home.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kemuri steps out of the back of her family’s car, looking up at Heights Alliance. It feels like she was last here so long ago. So much has happened in so few days.

“Call us if you need anything,” Cayden calls out the driver door.

Kemuri turns back, smiling a bit as she nods and waves goodbye. Her parents pull away, tires crunching on gravel as they leave her behind, and she finds that she isn’t upset at it. She has her own life to take care of and they have theirs. She’ll see them again.

She takes a deep breath and turns back to Heights Alliance. She has nothing but her hero costume case in her hand and the rose pin in her hair. She can’t believe that, only a few months ago, moving into this place felt so scary and foreign, and now…it’s very much the opposite. She takes a long, deep breath and starts walking.

She doesn’t get far when the front door bursts open. Hagakure’s floating sweater and sweatpants outfit appears as she grips the front door and Kemuri swears she can feel happiness radiating from her like sunshine.

“Guys! Kemuri’s home!” she shouts.

Kemuri stops dead as Hagakure races down the steps and leaps at her, tackling her to the ground. Kemuri grunts as they land, but Hagakure is half-laughing, half-crying as she squeezes her half to death.

“Oh my god, I missed you so much! You were seriously gone forever!”

Kemuri hugs her back, burying her face against her shoulder. She smells like warm sugar. “I missed you too, Toru.”

“Hagakure, try to keep her in one piece.”

Shoji’s gentle voice comes first and then, Kemuri’s lifted onto her feet with Hagakure still wrapped in her arms. Hagakure finally lets her go, only for others to swarm in.

Shoji’s there, of course, eyes crinkled in his signature masked smile as he smooths Kemuri’s rumpled jacket, and Ojiro and Tokoyami are there, but then there’s Yaoyorozu and Todoroki and Sero and Uraraka and Midoriya and Sato...everyone. Kirishima even managed to drag Bakugo outside and Nishimura’s home from suspension too. He stands with Aoyama and Koda and smiles softly at her. Everyone is here, although Kemuri notices the glaring lack of a certain handsome class rep.

“Dude, are you okay?” Kaminari asks.

“We heard about everything! Man, Mr. Aizawa was mad…” Mineta says, shuddering at the memory.

“I can’t believe you took down a crime syndicate!” Mina squeals.

“Seriously,” Tsuyu agrees. “Ribbit.”

“Sorry to hear about your grandpa,” Jiro says.

“A dark day indeed,” Tokoyami agrees.

“We weren’t allowed to go to the funeral!” Kirishima says, pressing his palms together. “I swear, we tried to convince Mr. Aizawa to let us go. Yaomomo was gonna start a petition and everything!”

“I would’ve signed it,” Todoroki says.

“Everyone, please, give her space,” Yaoyorozu urges.

Kemuri sniffles a little. Seeing everyone’s excited faces, she’s so overwhelmed that she can’t form proper words.

Then, the door to Heights Alliance opens once more and she gives up trying to speak entirely. Iida stops at the top step as every eye turns to him. Shoji nudges Tokoyami and they separate, urging the class to make way for Kemuri to get through.

Her face flushes red at the attention, but it’s like Iida doesn’t notice the stares, his eyes only for her.

She raises her hand to wave hello but he’s already running. They collide and he lifts her off her feet, hugs her close, and the others move away from her as he swings her in a small arc.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers near her ear. “I’m so glad you’re home, Kemuri.”

“I’m sorry too,” she breathes, tears drying on his shirt as she holds him close. It’s like she can’t hug him tightly enough. “I…I promise we’ll talk about everything.”

“It’s alright. It’s alright, I swear. There will be time later for all that.”

He sets her down but doesn’t let go yet. She’s content to stay wrapped up in his arms for a few more seconds.

Bakugo clears his throat. “Alright, we fucking get it! You missed her and shit.”

Jiro punches his arm. “Leave them alone.”

Iida pulls away first, ignoring Bakugo’s comments as he grasps her hand. “How are you?” he asks. “I know, foolish question, but—“

“I’m…” Kemuri pauses, choosing over her words. “I’m alright, somehow. I’m ready to keep going.”

“I believe Sato was just starting supper. We’ve all been pitching in to let Nishi rest. He deserves to be spoiled too,” he says. He smiles at their still-watching classmates. “Let’s go back inside and keep working! Looks like we’ll need that extra place setting!”

“I swear I can cook,” Nishimura insists.

“Non non, you’re resting tonight, mon ami,” Aoyama says, flicking one hand through his hair. Nishimura rolls his eyes good-naturedly and puts his arm over Aoyama’s shoulders.

“Let’s go, guys!” Sato says.

The class floods past them, heading back inside, and Kemuri doesn’t move quite yet. People are smiling, laughing, and she’s glad that their moods are high. Even Bakugo seems…happier, not pushing away Kirishima’s arm around his shoulders as they walk. It makes her feel less heavy, like she really can do this even when the world feels so unfair.

“I really am glad you’re back,” Iida says once things are a little quieter. “And…again, I apologize for my words over the phone. I was trying to express my fear for your life, and—”

She leans up and kisses him, cutting him off and colouring his cheeks a delightful pink shade. She squeezes his hand. “Later. I just want to enjoy being back with all of you.”

“Very well,” he agrees, clearing his throat as he pushes his glasses back up his nose.

They turn back to Heights Alliance. Her friends linger by the front door, waiting for her to join them. Shoji’s kind eyes don’t leave her and Tokoyami bows his head briefly when she looks at him. Hagakure puts her hands on her hips, foot tapping.

“Are you guys gonna need some alone time or…?” she asks.

“Aw, leave them be,” Ojiro chides gently, taking her hand. He presses a kiss to the empty space where the side of her head is.

She lets out a fake huff even as her uniform cuddles closer to him. “Okay, fine, but I’m gonna want my Kemuri time too!”

“We’re coming, do not worry!” Iida says. He brings Kemuri’s hand to the crease of his elbow, holding her close even as he leads her back to the steps. “I’m sure there’s plenty of Kemuri for everyone.”

She shakes her head. “I can only take so much, Tenya,” she murmurs.

Shoji pats her shoulder as they move through the doors. The dorm is alive and, although there’s so much still ahead, Kemuri can’t help but know that she’ll be okay. She’s been telling herself she’ll be okay for days but, now, she feels it. She’s still got to have her interview with the press about the Onryo bust. Her baby brother won’t be born until late July or early August, and she’ll be seventeen then, well into her second year, and who knows what waits after that. Maybe she’ll finally have that real first date with Tenya.

No matter what comes, she’ll hold her head high and walk toward a bright future.

Notes:

The end?

Holy cow, I can't believe I finished this. I think I started this fic in 2018? So much has changed since I started this, like...I was single when I wrote the prologue and now I'm married, for one. It's so so crazy to think about how much I've grown along with this fic.

Anyway, I'm rambling. I want to thank everyone who actually stuck around for over 600k words and actually enjoyed reading about my girl's journey. Thank you for loving Kemuri. If she were real, she'd appreciate it so deeply <3 I especially want to thank Mika_Chan03, zylly, Icy_hot_bastard, and Awolfx9 for commenting on pretty much every single chapter without fail. If I didn't mention you, please know that I love every single comment I receive and all of you really kept me going through this. From the bottom of my heart, thank you <3 Each and every one of you, thank you.

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