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Day 1: Denji I: Kiss
I remember when Himeno kissed me and I thought that it was gonna be something really cool, like how all the shit I had gone through would have been worth it if I could get a good kiss from a really hot lady like her. But then she threw up in my mouth, and I swallowed most of it, and even now I hate thinking about my first kiss because of how shitty it was, and how later she kissed me again and just used it to pour nasty beer down my throat. I wished I got to know Himeno more, be her friend like she said she wanted to be, but that's something I'm gonna be pissed at for a long time I think.
When I first kissed Reze, it started off good, and it was something like out of one of those romance movies what with it being under the fireworks, it was a lot different than Himeno, and it was a lot better until it wasn't. She bit off my tongue, it was painful, and what I thought was turning into one of the best nights of my life suddenly became a nightmare. She kissed me again, but I think she was trying to apologize in her own way.
I still sometimes think about what a kiss from Makima would have been like.
That kiss with Asa was weird, she told me she hated me and didn't want to see me again, and I was confused, I though we were having a good time, but I guess she hated me, so I guess that was it. But then she kissed me anyway, and even though I was too surprised by it to really enjoy it, I still liked it. It was the only kiss that didn't hurt. But then I later found out that wasn't Asa, that was Yoru, and that she was trying to kill me.
I thought that maybe I should try and stop kissing girls, I never had any luck with it, so maybe I should just give up on that?
But then things started looking up with Asa, for real Asa this time, and so I went up and kissed her myself, if girls kept giving me bad kisses then maybe I should at least try once to get a good kiss for myself. She didn't slap me, like I thought she would have, she kind of freaked out and turned all red, but she didn't hate it.
I then got more good kisses from her after that.
When Reze came back, and things smoothed out between us, she kissed me again, but she didn't bite off my tongue this time. She said I deserved at least much from her, and you know what? Despite everything that happened, I really did miss her, and I wonder what things would have been like if we ran off together.
I like kissing Asa, and I like kissing Reze. They like kissing me too, and they also like kissing one another. I also like watching them kiss, and they each like watching me kiss the other.
I'm getting plenty of good kisses these days, and I can't help but think back to how this all happened.