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It was dark
The voice came from nowhere and everywhere. He heard the same phrases.
"You're worthless"
"Who would ever love you?"
"Who wants a weak guy like you for a boyfriend?"
"S-stop"
The cotton headed boy called out to the voice, spinning around
He felt something shove him to the ground
He curled up, covering his ears from the voices
He then felt a hand rest on the back of his neck
It soothed him
Josh looked up
It was Tyler
"Hey" the brown headed boy smiles
Josh grinned softly, but then felt Tyler squeezing his neck.
Josh'a grin disappeared as he felt the other boys nails dig deep into his flesh
"Who would ever love you?"
Tyler spits at him as his eyes turned to a deep maroon
"I definitely wouldn't"
Josh jolted up, shaking and covered in sweat 'Another dream' he thought. Josh looked over at Tyler, as he slept. He sighed softly, wishing he could be in such a peaceful state. He carefully got back under the covers, cuddling up next to Tyler, in fear of losing the boy he fell in love with.
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Josh woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs. He sat up and got out of bed, walking into the kitchen.
Ty smiled as he shoved a plate of bacon an eggs and black coffee onto the table, where josh usually sits. "Mornin' Babe" Tyler said.
"Hey." Josh replied with a weak smile as he sat down.
Tyler frowned and hugged him from behind. "Rough night?"
Josh simply nodded
Tyler sighed. "You should've woken me up..." Ty frowned and took his own place at the table
"Y-you looked so peaceful in your sleep" josh said as he poked at the food
"Have you been taking your meds?" Tyler questioned him
"'M gonna get a refill today.." Josh said
Tyler nodded and took a bite of his food.
" I'm going in today, so I won't be back till late."
Josh sighed. He didn't want to be alone, maybe brendon could come over...
Josh eventually took a bite of his food, not wanting it to go cold.
-
"Bye, Josh!" Tyler called from the front door
"bye..." Josh said in a soft tone as he heard the door close.
He sighed as he laid in the bed, looking at the ceiling.
His eyelids slowly became heavy and he final gave up and went to bed