Bound For Hell
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A mission gone wrong. Innocent lives lost. Duo drowns in guilt, torn between war, self-destruction, and Heero’s unwavering presence. But some wounds don’t heal—some only deepen.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 1 of Bound For Hell
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AC194 during the flashbacks in Endless Waltz.
"This is WAR!" He bellowed with flushed cheeks. "It is no big deal to sacrifice the general public, got it!? The humane feeling of kindness is unnecessary for our weapon!"
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 2 of Bound For Hell
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Posing as students for an infiltration mission, Heero and Duo play their parts well. But no cover can hide Duo’s need for the blade—or the war he’s still fighting within.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 3 of Bound For Hell
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- English
- Words:
- 841
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 6
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- 108
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Episodes 19 - 20
Captured, tortured and left for dead by OZ. Duo never expected anyone to come for him, least of all Heero.
Dragged from the jaws of OZ’s prison with more wounds than hope, Duo is left reeling from the pain, the shame, and the weight of being saved. But in the silence between them, Heero offers more than comfort—he offers presence. Reassurance. Love.
In the aftermath of torture and trauma, the hardest part isn’t the healing—it’s believing he’s worth it.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 4 of Bound For Hell
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Episodes 23 - 25
Imprisoned on the Lunar Base with Heero and Wufei - Duo clings to fading strength, but the real fight isn’t against OZ—it’s against himself. The absence of Heero is a wound deeper than any OZ has inflicted, and without him, the weight of old scars and urges presses in.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 5 of Bound For Hell
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Episodes 33 - 39
Duo’s world is unraveling.
This temporary peace is a lie, and Duo knows it. Crashing on Hilde’s couch, going through the motions, and pretending this new world makes sense. But the quiet hurts more than the chaos ever did. When it gets too heavy—too loud inside—he turns to old habits just to feel something, just to escape.He’s not okay. He hasn’t been for a long time.
Heero is gone. Maybe dead. Maybe worse.
And all Duo can do is keep breathing, one sharp, broken inhale at a time.Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 6 of Bound For Hell
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Episodes 43 - 45
The war is almost over, but Duo Maxwell is still falling apart.
Alone on Peacemillion, he hides his pain behind smiles and scars, pretending he’s fine while quietly bleeding just to feel something real. The silence after battle is louder than any explosion, and the emptiness threatens to swallow him whole. Then all five pilots reunite, ready for the final battle.
Duo had mourned him. Grieved him like a ghost. But now Heero is here, real and close, and Duo doesn’t know how to survive it. He can’t face him—not without everything breaking open again.
There’s no peace inside Duo. Just old wounds, new cuts, and the boy who left him behind.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 7 of Bound For Hell
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In the wake of war, Duo watches Heero struggle to adjust to peace. As Duo offers comfort through tender touch and intimacy, they explore their emotions and desires. Lemon 1x2.
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- Part 8 of Bound For Hell
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Set 2.5 years after Bound For Hell, the Gundam pilots face the aftermath of the Mariemaia incident, struggling to rebuild their lives in the shadow of trauma. With Heero missing, Duo fights to pick up the pieces, but the weight of grief and guilt pulls him under. As he navigates a world filled with pain, self-injury, and substance abuse, he must confront his demons and seek hope in a future without Heero.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised. Very slight Relena bashing.
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- Part 9 of Bound For Hell
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Duo Maxwell is haunted by nightmares of the Maxwell Church massacre, reliving the fire, the blood, and the children's lifeless eyes. The war may be over, but the ghosts still whisper—punishment. Sleep offers no escape, only torment that lingers in sweat-soaked sheets and the phantom taste of ash.
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains mature content. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 10 of Bound For Hell
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Duo wakes to find Heero battling the demons of his nightmares. As Heero leaves for a midnight run, Duo's heart aches with worry over Heero’s unspoken pain and trauma.
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- Part 11 of Bound For Hell
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1X2 - In the aftermath of the war and with Heero's return, Duo struggles to find solace, turning to the blade for comfort. Both boys grapple with mental health challenges, forcing them to confront their trauma together. Can their love help them heal, or will the darkness consume them?
Trigger Warnings: Explicit themes including self-injury, suicide, PTSD, substance abuse, sexual abuse, and mental health struggles. Contains lemon. Reader discretion is advised.
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- Part 12 of Bound For Hell