i advocate for bullying akito
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depressed gay ginger (not clickbait) by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
10 Jan 2024
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akito wakes up exhausted.
it’s one of Those days — the ones where akito doesn’t have the energy to do anything but lie there, trapped in his own body.
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akito has a depressive episode lmao
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- Part 1 of i advocate for bullying akito
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hey kids listen to your doctor’s advice by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
02 Feb 2024
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akito stares at the small yellow pills in his palm, popping the pills into his mouth which are quickly followed by a handful of water to wash it down.
the doctor told him to take the pills with food, but of course he forgot and took them after dinner instead, assuming it would be fine.
he’s an idiot.
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- Part 2 of i advocate for bullying akito
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rises the moon by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
10 Mar 2024
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it's not the first time he's depended on toya during a suicidal episode. it probably won't be the last, either.
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- Part 3 of i advocate for bullying akito
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prom queen by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
14 Mar 2024
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"i waited for you to ask me to the dance."
“i… i wanted to.”
“so why didn’t you?”
“i don’t know, it’s just… you have pretty much every girl wrapped around your finger, why would you pick me when you could have any one of them?”
“because, akito, none of them are you.”
and in that moment, akito chooses to let go of his fears.
tldr: akitoya gay dance
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- Part 4 of i advocate for bullying akito
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je pense que j'ai le malade d'amour by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
14 Mar 2024
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akito is sick and hates himself thats it thanks
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- Part 5 of i advocate for bullying akito
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and if you look outside you'll see disintegrating trees by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
26 Mar 2024
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“i…” it’s too difficult. people never react well when you tell them you want to die. “i’m fine.”
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- Part 6 of i advocate for bullying akito
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hey, is it alright if i keep calling out your name? by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
26 Apr 2024
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akito hates himself.
that’s all there is to it, really. he hates the way he looks, the way he treats others, the way he drags his team down, the way he hasn’t and won’t ever accomplish anything meaningful in his life.
but he’d rather feel hatred than feel nothing at all.
he’s been clean for almost three months. did he really want to break that streak?
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- Part 7 of i advocate for bullying akito
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akito fucking dies or whatever by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
12 May 2024
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he procrastinated calling the doctor for too long and now he’s going to run out of meds before he can get a refill. carefully pouring the remaining pills into his palm, akito determines that he has two days from when the medication runs out until his appointment with the doctor. that’s not too long, right? he can do it. he’ll be fine.
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akito is not fine.
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- Part 8 of i advocate for bullying akito
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eyes getting wet, don't be upset by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
14 Oct 2024
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“akito… toya’s dead.”
he can’t even remember who told him. he only remembers dropping to the floor and screaming, because there was no other way he could externalize his pain.
toya. sweet, kind, diligent toya. his toya-
is gone.
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i promise it's not as sad as it seems
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- Part 9 of i advocate for bullying akito
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here comes a thought by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
13 Nov 2024
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akito remembers wanting to die.
tw: mentions of psych wards/mental hospitals, descriptions of su*c*de methods, su*c*dal thoughts and ideation
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- Part 10 of i advocate for bullying akito
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soda and cola hi-chews by ConstellationConfusion
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
18 Dec 2024
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"just one more song. just make it through one more song and then you can go backstage and collapse there," akito told himself.
he blinked heavily, trying to rid himself of the blurry spots. his entire body felt jittery yet sluggish, the contradictory states throwing akito further off-balance as he did his best to breathe the too-thin air. even still, it all felt so weird, so overwhelming-
“fuck…!”
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- Part 11 of i advocate for bullying akito
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rotten carrots by ConstellationConfusion for nscheckers
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
23 Jan 2025
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akito gets sick (again)
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- Part 12 of i advocate for bullying akito