14 Works in Abusive J (Murder Drones)

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    Slowly growing list of diary entries from the drones (and Tessa) in our system. Not being posted in any particular order, just writing as we remember things. We're writing this all out in a narrative way as a method of processing each of our own individual traumas. Yes, these are genuine, personal memories we have that we're deeply affected by. It's complicated and hard to explain how it all works, but in short it's like we've just been transported to the present-day Earth from about a year after the events of the "show". Technically this is non-fiction since it's our actual memories and stuff, but don't think too much about that.

    Uzi Doorman - she/xey/they, 18
    N - he/she/it/that, 19
    V - she/it/hi/hym, 19
    Cyn - she/it, 14?
    Tessa / TJ - she/her, 20

    Also available on our personal website with nicer custom formatting - https://www.mimosa.gay/dronememories

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    3
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    Weighed down by a lack of prey, a crushing quota, and unbearable overheating, N's day is only made worse when J arrives to beat and insult him as usual. He takes it-until he doesn't.

    All it takes is one brief fit of uncontrollable rage to end his torment-and unleash the consequences. Good or bad, he'll have to live with them now-and that includes his newly resurrected leader.

    Hopefully he won't lose his mind in the process.

    -
    tdlr; N finally grows a spine in the most traumatic way possible and tries to remedy it N style. Results may vary ;)

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    Chapters:
    27/?
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    There is tragedy in a happy song that abruptly falls silent.

    This is the story of how a light in the dark gets snuffed out, then reignited.

    OR: A series of scenes and stories about the abuse faced by Serial Designation N, and his eventual healing.

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    25,166
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    339
    Kudos:
    691
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    87
    Hits:
    17,596
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    DAY 2198:SERIAL DESIGNATION N

    NANITE USAGE-HIGH

    DAMAGE: UPPER RIGHT LEG, RIGHT ARM, DISPLAY VISOR, VOICE MODULATOR

    Why did N have so many damage reports. J and V didn't have as many combined. And why were they so extensive? the most damage the other two received had  been small cuts or dents. It couldn't be the worker drones. Not only due to how inferior they were, but if it was the workers then N wouldn't be the only one with this much damage. Not to mention the numerous system errors.

    Why had J lied? was it to keep her pride intact, to hide something?

    She would get to the bottom of this. She would Find out WHAT or WHO was HURTING HER N.

    And the best way to do that would be going to source.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    117
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    357
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    48
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    N loves J, but doesn’t know if she loves him.

    Regardless, he’ll sit through anything. It’ll be okay for him in the end no matter how hurt he is.

    All he can tell himself is that deep down she loves him just as much as he loves her.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    3
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    40
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    2
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    1,012
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    Uzi Doorman has a shitty life. Her classmates are assholes, she only has 3 friends(one of them her half sister), and her parents have a very open sex life. But that all changes when she sees a cute boy in class, a boy she will do anything to protect

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    Chapters:
    50/50
    Comments:
    491
    Kudos:
    135
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    8,441
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    Off in space rests a ship known as the Tulpar. Home to a crew of five—Alexei, J, Khan, N, and V—it’s worked for the company the Pony Express for years. Unfortunately, a crash has stranded the crew to a desolate location and a dreary fate.

    YILTIBNOSPERSI EAKT

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    246
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    208
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    After the death of their parents, Cyn and Tessa are invited to move in with their older cousin Juliet Van der Burg and her younger siblings, N and V. However, what lies in that Colorado mountain manor is anything but pleasant, and when the snow blocks any chance of escape, anything and everything can and will happen.

    Series
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    Words:
    31,468
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    529
    Kudos:
    117
    Bookmarks:
    14
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    8,391
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    As Cyn cycles through the reports again she notices something strange...and concerning.
    N has been tagged with many more error messages than the other two. Along with his repair nanites being much more active then they should have been.
    This did not paint a good picture. She was most definitely going to investigate further.
    Maybe she should contact J, after all she had plenty of reasons not to lie.
    On the other hand... This *did* give her an excuse to see N.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    66
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    3
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    1,132
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    N made a terrible mistake. Luckily J, with the enthusiastic help of V, is about to correct him, using company rated and approved tools and methods.

    (First time writing smut, came out a bit hardcore. Read at your own risk.)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    2,245
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    N betrays his teammates. They find out and give him hell.

    AKA: N HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM THE POLYCULE. IT’S ONLY OILROSE NOW, SUCKERS.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    586
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    15
    Hits:
    727
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    (Canon Divergent AU where J and V were together (J being extremely abusive) before the show's main events. This fic takes place not too long after Episode 1's events)

    Major TW for suicidal thoughts and an aborted suicide attempt (aka backing out last minute..)

    !NOTHING LIKE THIS EVER HAPPENED TO ME! (if I wrote things weird I'm sorry-)

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    There is tragedy in a happy song that abruptly falls silent.

    But silence is his shroud, and his shield.

    He’s lucky his squad leader goes above and beyond to help him.

    OR: A series of snapshots into a darker reality where N falls ever deeper into silence.

    (Dark Timeline companion fic to “sileNce.”)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,220
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,466
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    Uzi finally decides to get over her pride and admit to herself she maybe has a slight crush on N. Then admit that to him, which is no easier. The worst thing that could happen is he wants to just be friends, so nothing terrible, right?

     

    Wrong.

     

    N panics.

     

    (Partially inspired by the end of episode 4)

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    Words:
    2,306
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    442
    Bookmarks:
    58
    Hits:
    5,893

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