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    “’Do you…’ Obi-Wan begins slowly. ‘Would you be...comfortable, with opening the bond briefly?’

    And all at once, the barrier retreats, and in its place is Anakin, all of him. Obi-Wan can feel grooves and gouges, blackened, pitted scars upon the marrow of his being, carved by such terribly Dark works. But the blemishes are only that. The beating core, the blazing heart, the Light of him still lives on, despite it all.

    (And Obi-Wan knows now, in the luminous energy imbuing his very bones, that he would do anything, anything, to keep that Light alive.)

    — — — — — — — — — — —

    Anakin and Obi-Wan woke up weeks before the beginning of the Clone Wars with memories of the next seven years. While they still struggle to accept both what they’ve done and what was done to them, they’ve started on the road to healing and atonement.

    Now, they begin to plan how to defeat Darth Sidious while reacclimatizing to their lives from before the war. There is still much personal trauma for them to work through as they try to deal with their past and prepare for their future. But, as long as they have each other, nothing is insurmountable.

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    It's been a month since Anakin Skywalker's 10th death on Tatooine at the hands of Count Dooku. Of course, nobody except his close band of friends, consisting of Rex, Appo, Kix, Jesse, and Ahsoka, know that. His strange abilities are a secret that he must keep, but that feat becomes more and more difficult as more people come into his life, and as he faces more and more danger from the ongoing war. Ready for action once more, Anakin must fight to keep those he cares about - and his secret - safe, no matter the cost.

     

     

    ARC TWO OF CROWN OF LAZARUS

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    When Palpatine tells Anakin the Tragedy of Darth Plagueis The Wise, Anakin gets suspicious and calls him out. Palpatine reveals himself and Anakin is forced to flee into the undercity with brainwashed Coruscant Guards on his tail.

    Eventually, he makes his way to Polis Massa and learns of his children. However, he recognizes that they need to be separated for their safety and lets Obi-Wan take him. He takes Leia with him.

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    Vader first meets her wandering alone in the Imperial Palace, five years of age with dark brown hair curled up and trapped into buns at the back of her head. When she turns to look up at him and all his intimidating glory, he’s met with a face he thought he’d never see again.
    “Padmé?” He finds himself asking, kneeling and frozen in place.

    ...

    It was always Vader. Never the dragon, never the fire. All that is felt is the deep, dark, cold in his veins. He can almost see his death, in this feeling. He may not die alone, but he will be frozen over and forgotten. And that’s all he wants now- for the people of the galaxy to forget the pain that Vader, the Emperor’s Fist, brought to their world. To be forgiven despite it all.

    (Chapter 3 will be posted 10/22)

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    Mount Horizon Wilderness Retreat

    Founded by Yoda and Yaddle Green in 1970, Mount Horizon has been a sanctuary for troubled teens for over 35 years. This year round therapeutic boarding school in the Canadian Rockies of British Columbia offers numerous amenities. From hiking and kayaking to group therapy and one on one counseling. Building on his experience as a camp counselor, and his late wife’s background in child psychology Mr Green has created a summer camp environment for wayward kids, offering vigorous outdoor training, comradery and healing.

    -New camp councilor Obi-Wan arrives at Mount Horizon and a new student is set to arrive.

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    Last we saw them, the desperate attempts of Admiral Piett and his allies to hide Lord Vader's defection to the Rebellion had been discovered - by none other than Lord Vader himself!

    Now, we come to the fallout of the unfortunate events of "It's Not Easy Being Evil," and continue the shenanigans of the Imperial team. With cameos from the Rebels, of course!

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    “Unbidden, a shiver works his way through his body at the thought of that man being so close to him, just a few walls away. Though...this isn’t his Kenobi, the one that hurt—cutting, burning—that defeated him. It would be a younger one, a Kenobi from before the war. One that doesn’t know about what’s happened.

    The thought of his old Master should make him angry, should have him burning for vengeance, but he feels only a terrible fear and betrayed, gutwrenching anguish. The rage he’s drawn on for years to smother those weaker emotions is suddenly out of his reach, slippery and vaporous.”

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    Three years after the fall of the Republic, what is left of Anakin Skywalker wakes up seven years in the past, in his nineteen-year-old body on the eve of the civil war.

    He assumes he’s the only one.

    (He’s wrong.)

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    What if the Star Wars characters could’ve seen what was going to happen, before it happened?
    Can they save Anakin?

    Or my favorite Star Wars characters from the originals and the prequels watch all the movies in chronological order…

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    After the ordeal on Mortis, Anakin has grown particularly protective of his Padawan, Ahsoka. When she goes missing on a cold, stormy night, his fear for her safety grows. Afrer a desperate search attempt, he struggles to comprehend the gravity the Clone War has had on her and to navigate their future duties of the war. - SERIES!

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    After Obi-Wan pulls Anakin from the lava of Mustafar, Master Yoda decides to send the new Sith to the planet of Yek'Tima to meet with an old friend. The dying philosopher challenges Anakin's new moral code, forcing him to decide who he is and what he will become. He is not a fan of her methods.
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    “I am Tel’Vor’Eth, The Last Weaver.” She looked back to Anakin, her eyes still softened by whatever she was seeing. “It is my duty to watch the Weave and record her paths.” She gently placed her hands on her lap. “You, Skywalker, have not been kind to the Weave.” She sighed, heavy, and seemed to sink lower into herself.

    With some sort of resolve found, she looked back to Anakin, her white eyes meeting his yellow. “You are here to find who you are, and who you will become. Do you know the meaning of her name?”

    “No.” Anakin rasped.

    “It means ‘Confess to Die’. Creatures come here to repent, or record, and then they end. However, that looks.”

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    The seasons of young Anakin Skywalker's life may change, but the trauma he's lived and continues to live never does.

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    Djarin and Anakin were both haunted by different memories, and they both had different ways of coping but they ultimately were the same in that they were not able to cope well. Their emotions would one day consume both of them, but who would they consume first?

    *These are not in timeline order, I try to specify Djarin and Anakin's ages but please forgive me if I forget to

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    Sith Qui-Gon Jinn and Sith Obi-Wan Kenobi steal the chosen one right from underneath the jedi order and the senate's nose.

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    When a mission to the ocean planet of Mon Cala goes horribly wrong, Obi-Wan and Anakin are left to deal with the repercussions.

    Or: Anakin and Obi-Wan choose each other, despite (or perhaps because of) everything destiny throws in their way.

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    Obi-Wan's thoughts were frantic. He had just seen his best friend kissing his little brother. His THIRTY-FIVE-year-old best friend and his NINETEEN-year-old little brother.

    He was not doing well.

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    "You pulled through my Padawan, but your not out of the woods yet."

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    “Jedi and Republic representative Anakin Skywalker, m'lady.”

    Verisian introduced with a bow, and recognition instantly shone in Gardulla's yellow eyes. She let out a laugh - a loud, hearty, terrifying laugh.

    “Jedi, eh? My, my little slave, how you've grown.”

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    When Anakin is sent on a mission to Tatooine to confirm a trade deal, Gardulla the Hutt is the last person who he wants to see. On his return, Obi-Wan learns the disturbing truth that Anakin is apparently not as free as once believed.

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    Anakin tried to quiet his mind and just count the reps, concentrate on his form and the way his muscles felt. But the longer he went on and the harder it got he began to berate himself in his head.

    Pathetic. Weak. Worthless.

    Not even halfway through his set Anakin was soaked in sweat, he could feel it drenching his hair, he gasped and strained, almost crying from how hard it was. A simple set he used to be able to with ease.

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    Death was something that Anakin Skywalker was intimately familiar with. In fact, out of a galaxy of trillions, he was the only person he knew who had died and came back as many times as he had. It was almost routine, he mused to himself as a cursing Rex and a cursing-er Kix carefully yet urgently dragged his half-disemboweled body to the relative safety of a nearby boulder.

    AKA, an AU where every time Anakin Skywalker dies, he comes back - but not without Changing.

    Heed the tags.

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