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• A Constant War Within Me, I Shall Forever Stand Alone by FictionalCricket

  Fandoms: Star Wars Legends - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends: Knights of the Old Republic (Video Games), Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic Series - Drew Karpyshyn & Paul S. Kemp & Sean Williams, Star Wars Legends: Knights of the Old Republic (Comic)  

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  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
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  • Work in Progress

  09 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Alek | Darth Malak & Female Revan
  • Revan & T3-M4 (Star Wars)
  • HK-47 & Female Revan (Star Wars)
  • Carth Onasi & Female Revan
  • Revan & Bastila Shan
  • Canderous Ordo & Female Revan
  • Revan & basically the entire main cast of KOTOR
  • Revan & Canderous & Clan Ordo
  • Revan & Lord Scourge
  • Female Revan (Star Wars)
  • Alek | Darth Malak
  • T3-M4 (Star Wars)
  • HK-47 (Star Wars)
  • Carth Onasi
  • Bastila Shan
  • Canderous Ordo
  • Atris (Star Wars)
  • Kavar (Star Wars)
  • Meetra Surik
  • Lord Scourge (Star Wars)
  • Darth Nyriss
  • Tenebrae | Vitiate | The Sith Emperor
  • lots of people mentioned
  • Original Mandalorian Characters (Star Wars)
  • Gray Revan (Star Wars)
  • more or less
  • Canon Rewrite
  • with more ANGST
  • Canonical Character Death(s)
  • Plural
  • Savior Complex
  • also lots of guilt
  • About what happened to Malak
  • among other things
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • Especially the part where Revan wasn't sleeping either
  • Lightsaber Forms (Star Wars)
  • Lightsaber Duels (Star Wars)
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Revan is effectively canonically shorter than Malak
  • and I love that
  • Revan's A+ Decision Making
  • Aftermath of Torture
  • No beta we die like T3
  • Human Disaster Revan
  • HK Being HK
  • Canderous Is Not Helping
  • He actually is though
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • And I don't know what else
  • Canonical Memory Alteration
  • Dreams and Nightmares
  • Mando'a Language (Star Wars)
  • People actually want Revan around
  • And she cannot process this
  • It's like Revan creates corpses just by EXISTING
  • Psychometry
  • Fix-It
  • Just to clarify this is not happier than the book in any way
  • Revan and Scourge acquire being friends-ish against their will
  • Because what else are you gonna do if you regularly talk to someone for three years?
  • the timeskip is plot-time now because I wanted to see what would happen
  • And that’s much passive-aggressive snark plus a few weird moments of awkward honesty
  • Force-suppressing drugs but they’re mostly just there in the background

  Summary

  As far as most people are concerned, the issue of the mind-wiped (former) Dark Lord of the Sith ended when she killed the current one to save the Republic, redeeming herself in all eyes save her own. Two years later, she's still searching for answers.
  Only now the past she's hunting is hunting her too, and she can't keep her friends out of the crossfire forever.

  (The summary may be a bit melodramatic, but I couldn't think of a better way to put it.)
  The main story of the Revan novel, with my Revan and some things tweaked.
  All (Legends) Canon characters belong to Bioware/Drew Karpyshyn/Lucasfilm.
  Also, this work has been hit by the kudos bot.

  Series

  • Part 3 of Canon-ish KOTOR Bits

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  44,841

  Chapters:

  4/5

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  54

  Bookmarks:

  2

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