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• Tell Myself I'll Be Okay, Even If It's All A Lie by Packleader

  Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF  

  • Mature
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M, M/M, Other
  • Complete Work

  17 Aug 2022

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Karl Jacobs/Sapnap
  • Karl Jacobs
  • Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Original Characters
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Past Abuse
  • Lack of Communication
  • Trauma
  • Guys Karl is not having a great time
  • Vent fic cuz it's cheaper than therapy
  • Corrective Rape
  • Asexual Karl Jacobs
  • Author Projecting onto Karl Jacobs
  • LITERALLY
  • These are my literal worst fears
  • Acephobia
  • Internalized Acephobia
  • Hopeful Ending
  • Angst
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Karl Jacobs Angst
  • Karl Jacobs Needs a Hug
  • he gets one don't worry
  • Protective Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Sexual Abuse
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Rape is NOT between Karl and Sap
  • For the most part
  • Anything Sap does is because he really doesn't know
  • Coming Out
  • Vomiting
  • Flashbacks
  • Abuse is the main theme of this thing
  • DONT READ IF IT'LL HURT YOU FOR THE LOVE
  • Almost rape but he realizes in time and stops
  • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
  • This was the most difficult thing I've ever written
  • Sex-Repulsed Karl Jacobs
  • Not Beta Read
  • Dudes it's literally me projecting for 6000 words cuz I had a really bad time
  • Pansexual Karl Jacobs
  • Bisexual Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Sharing a Bed
  • Gang Rape
  • pretty much
  • I Made Myself Cry
  • Past Relationship(s)
  • Alternate Universe - Human
  • It's the characters but in our world
  • characters not creators
  • Asexuality
  • Rough Oral Sex
  • Rough Sex
  • Anal Sex
  • Non-Consensual Blow Jobs
  • Non-Consensual Hand Jobs
  • Non-Consensual Touching

  Summary

  Three times Karl was too terrified to come out to Sapnap and the one time he couldn't hide it anymore, displayed in increasingly serious situations.

  AKA, my worst fears as a sex repulsed asexual being projected onto fictional characters because it's cheaper than my therapy.
  Title from Derivakat's Tales of the SMP song, Tell Your Story

  Series

  • Part 5 of MCYT and SMP works because I have no self control

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,121

  Chapters:

  4/4

  Comments:

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  Bookmarks:

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