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I wish it was me. by Illi_istheprotag
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen (2021), Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
15 Oct 2025
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Zoe Murphy -- who would've thought that she had inside struggles that lead to this? And who would've thought that Connor Murphy cared this much about his sister?
Literally no-one would've thought that.
Connor's parents find a letter in his jacket pocket when they were about to wash it -- signed to Evan Hansen. Who better than his "best friend" to help him get over his sisters death? or at least speak about his problems.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,443
- Chapters:
- 1/?
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- 13
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Would anybody even notice by secret170193
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
13 Oct 2025
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An incredibly unstable and pissed off Connor Murphy still had his original letter, plus the means and incentive to distribute it to the whole school and completely ruin Evan’s life. Potential life. It was one of the few things that could actually make his life worse than it already was.
He has to get that letter back.
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Evan decides the only way to prevent his life being destroyed by Connor is to sneak into Connor’s room and steal back his letter. Only he doesn't count on catching Connor mid-suicide attempt. Or on saving him.
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The Writer and The Artist. by Nina_Rogers06
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Sep 2025
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Evan is a writer.
Connor is an artist.
They seem completely different, but their love and passion for writing and art unite them. -
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Connor was aware enough to know that he wasn't a good person. He tried to be, sure, but things rarely work out for him.
Evan was aware enough to know he would never amount to anything. He couldn't get past ordering pizza, what's worth it for him?Updates every other Saturday! TW at the beginning of each chapter
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Connor offers to sign Evan's cast, he gives Evan's letter to Evan ALMOST READING IT!!
But Evan snatches it just in time and it becomes awkward.
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No One by Dontbeshockedwhenurhistorybookmentionsme
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
27 May 2025
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In which Evan walks into Connor's suicide.
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Connor Murphy Agere one shots! by Sockythesockster
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
25 May 2025
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In which characters of dear Evan Hansen find out and accept Connor being an age regressor!
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Connor wakes up, he sleeps in. It's the same every day. Waking up wishing he didn’t, dragging himself through another day.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,193
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 5
- Hits:
- 45
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Surviving Vs. Living by Corrupted_pix
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen ( Book )
06 Apr 2025
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“I want to go home!”
“You are home!”
“This isn’t home!”
“Maybe I should’ve been aiming to die when I crashed my fucking car, then!”- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 135
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
- 64
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The Artist & Writer {Treebros} by LucklessBunch
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen, musical - Fandom
27 Feb 2025
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Evan tries to motivate himself by publishing his stories to an online forum and makes a friend, little does he know it's his semi-crush at school!
I'm not a great writer, but I was inspired by another author on here, so fuck it, we ball!
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Road Trip by Larilori
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Ned Vizzini, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
25 Dec 2024
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Instead of putting his plan into action, Connor decides to run away.
And yet, instead of finally being free, he has to go back to the hell he has just escaped from.
However, he is not the only one who prefers to run away from his problems.
Michael, who has just lost his best friend, offers to help him.
Is that a good idea? But, what does Connor know about good ideas anyway. -
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After losing the cup, Connor re-evaluates what Leon means to him. Needless to say being the best man at the wedding of the man you love is hard, especially when you're also married.
NOT PROOFREAD
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The Aftermath of A Letter by ItamiNoHana
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 Sep 2024
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Connor and Evan in the computer lab scene, but the letter Evan was printing was a suicide note, this changes things.
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Last Words of a Shooting Star by Racecar_Higgins
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
25 Aug 2024
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17 years could be easily written off as the stumbling stages. Learning, growing, becoming who you’re meant to be.
But when most of those 17 years are spent chained down or drugged up in a random psych ward it cannot be written off as “stumbling stages”. It’s trauma, pure and simple.
Connor’s room was tidy that day, for probably the first time in his life. But that was the day he said goodbye to the world.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,440
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 13
- Hits:
- 108
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A DEH story. Mainly just a random idea I had at 11 at night so it might suck. Connor Murphy isn't dead but still has all his problems so yeah.
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Final words by Justice4_tulsa
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
15 Jun 2024
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Connor's actual note if he wrote one.
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Connor's final thoughts before he actually committed.
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She Deserves a Better Brother by newwwwusername
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
01 May 2024
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In which Zoe is a good sibling and Connor feels guilty
Series
- Part 143 of Focus on Neurodivergence
- Part 52 of Focus on Depression
- Part 5 of [COMPLETE] Autism Acceptance Month 2024
- Part 3 of [COMPLETE] Angstpril 2024 + Alt Prompts
- Part 2 of Whump: The Musical! 2024
- Part 4 of [RETIRED] The Whumps of March 2024 + Alt Prompts
- Part 13 of [RETIRED AND UNFINISHED] Febuwhump 2024 + Alt Prompts
- Part 14 of [COMPLETE] Hurtcember 2023 + Alt Prompts
- Part 18 of [COMPLETE] Comfortember 2022 + Alt Prompts
- Part 5 of [RETIRED AND UNFINISHED] Flowers of April 2024
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Lone Wild Bird || A Treebros Fanfiction by bakkatsuki (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
08 Apr 2023
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One fateful day, Connor Murphy decides that it's time to finally go through with the ideations that have taken over his mind for far too long. And he comes so close to actually successfully doing it, but what do you do when an annoying, pathetic sorry excuse for a man gets in your way? Connor cannot BELIEVE his luck when he's stopped from doing the one thing there is left to do. After causing so much destruction, the only viable option left was to destroy himself. And yet, something about Evan is probably more comforting than it should be.
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Ice and Crimson by elliot_X3
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
16 Mar 2023
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Not a “I'll see you tomorrow” goodbye.
More of a “Does this make us cool? Goodbye.
Connor considered it.
Yeah, they were cool.
As in uncool as hell.
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We're A Million Worlds Apart by The1andonly_soup
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
02 Oct 2022
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Zoe meets a drunk Connor, who confesses everything.
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In other words, I've been listening to "If I Could Tell Her" over and over and want to write some wholesome sibling moments...especially since my relationship with my siblings is kind of in a way similar to Zoe and Connor's.
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- Part 36 of Oneshots