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Cas refused to touch Dean.
From the moment in that Crypt, when he saw Deans face all bloody and his eye swollen with a split lip as he flinched away from Castiel when he moved to heal him. He couldn’t bring himself to touch him again. Whenever the thought crossed his mind, he was brought back to that night. It took months before he could even stomach going near the man without feeling an deep and aching guilt that swallowed him whole.
so what would happen when Dean demanded that touch?
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"You want to leave, Eddie? Then get the fuck out."
a tragedy in 97 acts; you make it all about you.
After the kitchen fight in Season 8 Episode 17, Eddie leaves to go to the airport. But what if Buck caught him and what if Buck broke down, letting every thought he has and has ever had out?
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Buck gets startled after the argument with Eddie. The last thing he wants to do is stay at the house, he winds up at Tommy’s house.
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- Part 10 of Summer '25 BT Fics
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But you know that you're needing it, And you know that you need it bad by Jason_Todds_Thigh_Holster for ffaelix
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Oct 2025
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''What are the facts here, Buck? Tell me them! Because you should know that none of this, absolutely none of the fucked up shit you tell yourself is true. Not even the slightest bit,''
''It's facts that you want?''
''You know I do,''
''Fine, Eds. Here they are, we both know I should be in that coffin six-feet under instead of Bobby,''
''You didn't..'' Didn't what? Didn't just say that? No, Eddie couldn't ask that because he knows too well that Buck had said it. ''I need you to repeat that, what did you just say, Buck?''
Eddie swallows. He wants to weep, to cry. Cry until there's nothing left. His eyes burn, but he has nothing else to give.
He's broken from his spiraling thoughts finding that Buck still hasn't responded.
''No,'' Eddie bleats. ''No, you can't - you cannot say something like that, Buck, don't..''
''It should've been me, Eddie. It always should've been me instead of Bobby,'' Buck insists, eyes squeezed shut. Willing the fresh gleam of tears to not cascade down the blonde's cheeks. ''And I'd reverse our roles instantly, I'd be the one in that coffin if it wasn't already nailed shut,''
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- Part 1 of Evan Buckley Angst
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Naomi had made Castiel practice killing thousands of Deans. She didn't teach him how to kill Sam.
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Post 8x17. before Season 9
Madney centric! because we need more of those
Maddie and I are loving and living for Captain Howard “Chimney” Han
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After the "incident in the kitchen" at the end of season 8, Buck has to come to terms with Eddie's growing abusive tendencies over the years, the fact that they increase in the face of Eddie's grief over Bobby's death, and the fact that the 118 is no longer Buck's home. Along the way, he figures out what he wants home and family to truly mean, with some help from Tommy, Ravi, Athena, and the Deluca family.
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What Buck truly fears isn’t dying or slipping back into another coma dream — it’s being left behind by everyone he cares about. Sometimes retreating feels safer than watching them walk away.
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- Part 5 of Tilly's Whumptober 2025
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"... You'll regret it the moment you throw in the match."
"Maybe I will," Buck snapped, finally meeting Hen's eyes. "But at least I won't have their things around me 24/7! Taunting me, and mocking me, and reminding me of a world I can't have anymore!"
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What if Buck had an 'Elena Gilbert' styled breakdown after his fight with Eddie in 8x17? Only it happens the next morning at the station with Hen, Chim and Ravi after he's read Eddie's 'Gone to the airport' note?
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- Part 14 of 9-1-1
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The fight between them in Eddie's kitchen doesn't end when they both storm off to bed with hurt feelings.
No, it ends with a fresh mating bond and a baby in Buck's belly, the way it was always intended to.
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“I think I needed that.” Is the first thing Buck says about an hour after Eddie confronted him in the kitchen, breaking down the walls he had desperately tried to build up in the two weeks after Bobby died.
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Instead of Buck and Eddie leaving each other alone after their fight in 8x17, Buck comes back to Eddie to talk. They apologize, cry, get in bed, and cry some more.
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Tía Pepa muses about her nephew while she looks for cumin.
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- Part 4 of Buddie Flash Fics
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“You’d make it all about you,” Eddie says. “The trials and tribulations of Evan Buckley—”
Buck’s heart breaks wide open at the sound of his own name. Who is that, he wonders? Is it the man who’s dangling from the rope or the boy on the monkeybars? Or neither, maybe.
“— a tragedy in ninety-seven acts.”
things go a little differently in the kitchen this time.
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- Part 2 of the comfort chronicles
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"He said, he said I would be ok. He lied. I'm not ok. And I don't think I ever will be," Buck's words are punctuated with sobs.
Buck is stuck on Bobby's final instructions, weighed down by expectations and feeling like he's failing while driving himself to exhaustion.
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The Last Thing You Heard Me Say (A Crime I Didn’t Say I Loved You) by WordWeaverWeirdo
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Aug 2025
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“You think I didn’t do everything I could to save him!” Buck hisses, his face screwing up in hurt and his teeth grinding together.
“I don’t know Buck, I wasn’t there. I wasn’t there, and you were, and he’s still dead. So did you? Did you do everything?!” Eddie yells, his face flushed red with rage.
“Of course I did,” Bucks voice breaks, “I tried. I tried, Eddie.”
“Yeah, you always try, and it’s exhausting.” Eddie sighs.
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Buck and Eddie’s fight in the kitchen ends with Eddie calling Buck exhausting and implies Buck didn’t do enough to save Bobby, Buck runs out of the house, gets into a car accident, Eddie follows and finds him.
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He’s not new to Eddie’s feelings. He knows them like the back of his hand, has watched Eddie bury so much throughout the years until it all came boiling out like hot lava. He was there when the volcano erupted, watched as Eddie’s life fell apart around him. Thought he’d be the one to help pick up the pieces, but that wasn’t a role Eddie seemed to want him to take.
When Eddie made the decision to go to Texas, the ground opened up and Buck fell straight in. He feels like he’s been clawing his way out ever since. Eddie made so many decisions without even talking to Buck, and he knows he doesn’t have a right to Eddie’s every waking thought, he just thought Eddie would want to share those things with him, the same way he wants to share everything with Eddie.
Sometimes he thinks he’s still trapped in that kitchen.
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Buck wasn't exactly the poster boy for good mental health before Bobby died. After his argument with Eddie, he spirals further and in a way that no one is used to. Quietly.
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He thrashed harder, and Tommy moved just in time to avoid being headbutted. “Eddie, you know what to say if you want me to stop,” he said firmly. “Fight it out if you need to, but I’m not letting you hurt yourself and I’m not letting go unless you safeword.”
Eddie roared, and struggled harder against his hold. Tommy used the wild movements to shove himself over so that Eddie was, at least theoretically, on his lap. He squeezed tighter as Eddie screamed out his rage, swearing at Tommy and Evan and Bobby and the world, and Tommy held him through it all.
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Bobby is "gone." Is he dead? Is he badly hurt and otherwise gone? I kept it vague because I hate that plot.Series
- Part 2 of Rule of Three
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“You weren’t a dick,” Buck says after a long moment, staring down at the kitchen floor from where he’s propped against the counter. He doesn’t look upset, or resentful. He looks deep in thought.
“Ehh, debatable,” Eddie returns, making a so-so gesture.
“You weren’t.”
“I kinda was.”
“Well,” Buck argues, “then I was, too.”
(or, Buck knows a grand gesture when he sees one, and acts accordingly.)
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No one has ever painted grief the way Evan Buckley does tonight. Even last night in the kitchen, with his steel jaw and shimmering eyes, that sharp and sure sorry I’m sad that Bobby’s dead, falls short of this husk. Through the mourning and the funeral, through the gaping silences Bobby used to fill and the tear-soaked prayers for this all to be a wretched lie, Buck has never looked so hollow.
For someone so loud and tall, all-encompassing and bright, he’s sickeningly good at making himself small, at curling up like a dog in the pound. It’s jarring to see him like this after dinner tonight, where he’d been so open and booming. Laughing and poking fun at Eddie, catching up with Chris, waxing poetic over Pepa’s cooking — he’d been happier than Eddie had seen him in ages. He’d been okay, nothing like the shell Eddie had snarled at in the kitchen. He’d been fixed.