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Since his parents finalised the divorce and living alone with his mother became too much for him, Lovro has been living in the Kolektiv trying not to think about anything. He goes to work, he goes to school, he smokes, and he kisses girls. He is good at his role. But it becomes apparent to him after meeting Matej that there are some things you just can't keep down.
OR: An imagining of SRAM season 3 in which Even is an oil painter art school drop out with long hair and a dream.
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The fork pierced Thanos’ throat, but it didn’t go deep enough. Because of Nam-gyu’s desperation to keep him alive, Thanos survives the bathroom fight. Such a close brush with death makes him want to appreciate the things in life he hadn’t before. Including Nam-gyu.
Yet he can’t still can’t help but crave the high that comes with death, and what better way to chase it than to join a doomed rebellion?
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Thanos volunteers to join Gi-hun’s rebellion. Scared of losing him, Nam-gyu follows.
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It's 1984 in London, and The Captain is making his way towards work. Little does he know, one fateful visit to a charming coffee shop will change his life for ever.....
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“I love you like a dog.”
“And I need you like a child.”
Chuuya Nakahara hasn’t seen his former best friend, Osamu Dazai, since their days at Astor Academy, a renowned school for the wealthy elite. Now, Dazai has been cut off by his benefactor from the Port Mafia, and spends his time with Ranpo Edogawa, a live-in assistant to the famous writer Poe, and a burlesque dancer named Noelle Gardener. Chuuya is also engaged to a woman named Evelyn, the daughter of Francis Fitzgerald, whose late daughter used to be Dazai’s love back in Astor. Separated for years, Dazai and Chuuya are reunited with more resentment than love, despite knowing each other better than anyone else. Chuuya is repressed, and Dazai is even worse off, trying to cure himself through his increasingly codependent friendship with Noelle. Chuuya has two choices; an impossible life with his troubled, alcoholic lover, or no love in the house of gold.
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Josh is the campus heartthrob, all charm and grins—known for flirting with every girl in sight. But behind that mask is a truth only his best friend Ken knows: Josh is gay and terrified of what will happen if anyone finds out. Ken, the bad boy with tattoos and a permanent scowl, has always kept that secret safe. That is, until a drunken night ends in a mistake Josh didn’t mean to make. When the girl he slept with starts getting obsessed, Josh makes a reckless move—kissing Ken in front of her. What starts as a desperate cover-up slowly unravels feelings Josh never dared admit, and a tension that Ken has carried after it.
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“Right. And what is sin, exactly?” Natalie asked, tipping her chair back just enough to make Lottie nervous. “Like, really. What qualifies?”
Lottie hesitated. “Anything that separates us from God.”
“Uh-huh,” Natalie said. “So… thinking something bad counts? Feeling something bad? Wanting something?”
“If it’s selfish,” Lottie said, unsure now. “If it hurts someone.”
Natalie tilted her head. “What if it only hurts you?”
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“My name’s Nam-gyu.”
“And when will I see you again, Nam-gyu Nam-su?”
Nam-gyu rolled his eyes and turned away. As he reached the front door, he looked back at him one last time, mouthing the word: “Never.”or Thanos is in a relationship with Mi-na when he steps into Club Pentagon and crosses paths with a woman whose allure seizes him at once. It doesn’t take long for him to discover the truth: the mysterious stranger is, in fact, a man. And yet, to his own astonishment, the fascination remains : undiminished, perhaps even intensified, despite the fact that men have never stirred him before. As irresistible as the attraction may be, he knows that nothing can come of it: he is committed, and the man is too. And still, how could they possibly defy everything that draws them so powerfully toward one another?
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Red and White by delightofoctopus
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
04 Aug 2025
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UPDATED 8/4
NOT FINISHED YETA story of attending school at Garreg Mach focused on the viewpoints of Hapi and Lysithea, who both end up in the same class when Hapi and Constance join the Golden Deer. There will be a mix of:
- Romance (some explicit scenes, but not really my focus)
- Silly slice-of-life school stuff
- Young people in their teens and 20's finding out who they are
- Explorations of identity, roles in society
- Dealing with authority and power structures (I hope this doesn't sound really pretentious)The sequence of background events pretty faithfully follows the Golden Deer route, but the focus is usually more on how characters are interacting day-to-day than on the big plot stuff from the game, and I'm adding a lot of events that weren't seen in game, but that could have happened.
Aside from Hapi and Lysithea characters with bigger roles:
Constance, Leonie, Hilda, Linhardt, maybe othersMost others are varying degrees of side-character, though some will play bigger roles than others.
Comments are welcome.
Thank you to GismoRose of Reddit. I don't know you, but your drawing of Garreg Mach's dorm layout has been a useful resource.
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after boynextdoor’s disbandment, myungjae reminisces on everything he had (and what he needs).
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I blame the entire existence of this on mel (and Vincent)😋
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Based off in South Side Chicago in the mid 1990’s. What happens when two boys from a run down neighborhood fall in love?
(Title used to be called: When It Becomes)
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That Look In Your Eyes by indecisiveangelly
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
04 Aug 2025
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Karasu Tabito is a straight man.
or, well..at least he thinks he is.
Even though that Marisa girl from years ago was the only person he took interest in..that still makes him straight, right?
So why does his heart flutter when he's around? Why do his cheeks feel hot when he's nearby?
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Otoya Eita's confused.
All his life, he'd been with girls. Cheating on them, playing with their hearts like they're toys, all that good stuff.
Surely, he loved girls. It's pretty obvious he does.
Then why are his eyes locked on his muscular body? And.. why couldn't he take his eyes off of him?
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All Jungwon wants to do is work and survive his time off from school. Every monotonous day brings him closer to a decision on his future. The repetitiveness of the restaurant slowly drives him mad, until one rainy day when a strange man appears, soaking wet and unintentionally threatening Jungwon's own ideals and morals.
Even as years pass, the existence of Sunghoon haunts Jungwon. He can't get the man and his memories away, even as a new partner tries to take his place.
Jungwon has to juggle the feeling of being inadequate and the reality of his sexuality to find peace with the man he truly loves.
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Ron Weasley tente de trouver sa place dans un monde post-guerre.
Il découvrira finalement où il appartient — dans les bras du sorcier le plus improbable, aussi perdu que lui : Drago Malefoy.
Pour cela, Ron devra traverser déceptions et tragédies, apprendre à s’accepter et à découvrir qui il est vraiment.
Des vérités seront révélées, des secrets dévoilés...
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Ever since Nova Roma, Dani has been doing what she can to help Amara fit in better. There's nothing odd about that, she tries to help out all her friends when she can. However, Amara thinks these favors need repayment, and from there things snowball into some revelations about herself that Dani was not expecting to have.
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Unintersecting Lines by Link_b
Fandoms: ทฤษฎีสีชมพู | GAP the Series (TV), ปิ่นภักดิ์ | The Loyal Pin (TV), URANUS2324 (2024), ปริศนาซากมรณะ | Cranium (TV), ทฤษฎีสีชมพู | GAP the Series (TV) RPF
04 Aug 2025
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Every time the actress Becky Armstrong finds herself on her extremes—highs or lows, one girl often appears, always so unexpectedly expected, to make the situation better and ground her. Despite knowing that the girl is somehow aware of who she is, Becky finds her aloofness infuriatingly intriguing—because no one has ever not gravitated towards her in admiration. Just that puzzle-loving, math nerd, just Freen.
Freen, on the otherhand, is sick and tired of life. As a programmer, she dwells well with the puzzles and logics behind the codes she writes. But what happens when a chaotic actress disrupts her puzzle-loving, logic-driven life?
This is a story about meetings, farewells, and things of the past. Do try to enjoy the ride?
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Огонь by Vereskstar
Fandoms: Шоу из шоу | Show of Shows (TV 2024) RPF, Импровизаторы | The Improvisators (TV 2016) RPF
04 Aug 2025
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Арсений в первый раз запинается — знал, что на площадке много шоу снимается с совсем коротким перерывом, весь этот день недели за их “развлекательным” блоком закреплён, но никого знакомого встретить не ожидал, кроме тех, с кем уже здесь познакомился.
Не Шастумника — вот уж точно, он его в последний раз видел — ещё в институте, в команде КВН, в которой они вместе отыграли от силы четыре месяца. Когда сам Арсений был на последнем курсе магистратуры, забивший на всё, взмыленный и отчаянно пытающийся не слиться на последней сессии и защите диплома, а Шастумник — только-только поступивший, уже не подросток — еще не взрослый, только познавал прелести студенческой жизни.[Вселенная ШиШ. Начать отношения — не самое сложное. Самое сложное — это стабилизировать и сохранить их, а ещё разобраться в себе и себя принять].
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- Part 3 of 1fic1week_Кристаллизация
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Based on the comic where Black Spy read a book called "Victory Thru Non Violence." I thought it was a interesting book for him to choose and wanted to expand on it.
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- Part 2 of Black and White Betrayal
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Catch Fire by KaiserZeppeli (KetsuArting), KetsuArting
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
04 Aug 2025
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Napoli 2002, 23rd of June; Pannacotta accepts his twelfth client connected to Polpo Polo, a man going by the name of Bruno Buccellati.
Meanwhile one of Napoli's finest by the name of Leone Abbacchio is falling by the wayside and a young girl by the name of Haruno Shiobana is housing her very own devil between her ribs.
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Ketsus (Mafia) Lawyer Fugo AU with Cop Abbacchio and DID Giorno as a treat.