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beautiful mwah fic abt a slightly deranged durge and astarion being sickos and besties w the rest of the crew
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"He would never have to hear that grating voice screaming at him again. He could barely hear the river over the sounds of ‘you are nothing but a pathetic little boy, and I’ll make sure you remember that’ in his head. Breathe in slowly. It ended up a sharp gasp, instead. A long, shuddering exhale. Footsteps behind him. Shit. As if his excruciatingly public breakdown earlier that week hadn't been enough. He cups some water in his hands and quickly splashes his face in an attempt to seem like he's just washing up."
Astarions struggling after killing Cazador. The group notices and tries to make it better. I’m a sucker for found family and my boy deserves a friend.
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Kallian’s been everything to Orin as the two of them grew--sibling, leader, lover, owner. And Orin has moulded herself to be everything to her too, to learn to worship with tongue and teeth, to be bloody dagger and fleshy shield, to split herself open to be sewn back together, to love and honour and obey.
Her fingers twitch at her side, aching to tear layers of respectable, restraining cloth from their bodies, to press flesh to flesh, kin to kin, to melt into Kallian until no one--no slimy, snivelling little lordling--can doubt she belongs there.
Kallian’s pet tyrant is glaring at her still.
Orin, Gortash and the Dark Urge arrive at Moonrise to meet with Ketheric and plot to start the Cult of the Absolute.
Gortash swears he’s about to end his relationship, Orin swears she’s happy in hers, Ketheric swears he has zero daughter issues to work through.
There's only one way the story of Orin and her sibling is ever going to end.
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NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE
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Screaming crying so many family issues holy shit <3
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Bhaal's Scion makes a reckless bet with their enemy-turned-ally, Enver Gortash. Soon, they're caught in a treacherous, intoxicating game, as he tests their limits and draws out their appetite for violence. Buried truths begin to surface, forcing them both to confront their respective traumas - and rethink their relationships to power and control.
(Or, Durge and Gortash make a bet to mess with each other, then end up processing their traumas through some slow-burn kink).
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Astarion killed Cazador, fell in love, got his happy ending. So why has he woken back up on the beach, dead all over again? And why is there someone in the party who wasn't there the first time?
A fic about choices, and how we change people and they change us, and also about putting my blorbo through a great deal of suffering, as we all so love to do.
This fic is tagged as part of a series because it uses the same Tav as Watch the Stars and And With Hope. It's nominally a sequel to those two, but it's intended to function as a standalone, and if you didn't read them, anything you need to know will be explained.
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Never Came the Day
by SpeckledFiction
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Never Came the Day by SpeckledFiction
Word Count: 135,668
Completed: 2024-08-14
Work/Series ID: 56937091Relationship Tags:
• Astarion/Tav (Baldur's Gate)
• The Dark Urge/Karlach (Baldur's Gate)
• Astarion (Baldur's Gate)/Original Female Character(s)Work Summary:
Astarion killed Cazador, fell in love, got his happy ending. So why has he woken back up on the beach, dead all over again? And why is there someone in the party who wasn't there the first time?
A fic about choices, and how we change people and they change us, and also about putting my blorbo through a great deal of suffering, as we all so love to do.
This fic is tagged as part of a series because it uses the same Tav as Watch the Stars and And With Hope. It's nominally a sequel to those two, but it's intended to function as a standalone, and if you didn't read them, anything you need to know will be explained.
Read up to Chapter 15
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As an admirer and patron also of arts less controversial than yours, it has come to my attention that Gond's Hall of Wonders in the Upper City has just acquired and installed an exhibit you will be very interested in: namely, a set of Bhaalist torture racks of ancestral renown.
OR: The Dark Urge and Gortash pull off their first heist at the Hall of Wonders.
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Bhaal visits Callow in a dream and demands that they continue his line.
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But everything Kressa did was described in those notes. Every experiment, every dissection, every cut and slice and stitch and every time their blood was spilled on an operating table.
And they did deserve it, didn’t they?
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or, the Dark Urge reads Kressa Bonedaughter's research log later at camp. It's an unpleasant experience, but Astarion is there to help.
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Maelora had wanted to tear Araj apart after their encounter at Moonrise Towers. Thankfully their Urge takes matters into their own hands one night soon after.
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- Part 1 of remind me of who I used to be
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A hundred different psalms, a thousand different tributes. Her life's work. Hatred and disgust and pride and love, so consuming it liberated her from her breath and senses and very mind. Because in the face of true filial devotion, none of those things were needed.
This was love. This was grace. This was holiness. A wretched thing like her would find it nowhere else. So why did it taste so bitter?
or, the dark urge gets more disowned than anyone’s ever been in the history of faerûn
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- Part 5 of zanverse
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You wake up on a beach with no memories, no money, and a backpack full of stolen knives.
It's the best day if your life. (It's the only day of your life.)
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- Part 3 of dare to dream a Better world
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Astarion paused, now standing directly in front of Faeryn, gazing down at her. “What was it you said to me?” He ran a finger down her cheek, tracing her jawline. “Shut up and turn around?”
Faeryn’s heart leapt in her chest, having him this close to her, the sudden change in his demeanor, that hungry look in his eyes.
“So, Faeryn,” he lowered his head, brushing his lips up against her ear, “shut up and take off your shirt.”
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You sucked in a breath. “You may, you know.” You could feel your heart in the hollow of your throat; it was surely deafening to him. Did he understand what well-worn paths your thoughts were treading? If so, how could he cling to you still? “Bite me. When I said you’d an open invitation, I meant for any purpose.”
or, the dark urge has a bad night, and copes by having astarion bite them over and over
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- Part 4 of zanverse
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“I’ve killed so many people. You should end me here and now,” you choked out.
And Karlach only looked at you with sympathy, with understanding. “I’ve killed people too,” she said. “Innocence is for the lucky. Life is dirty, and we’ve got the stain of it.”
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- Part 3 of down by the river (baldur's gate)
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He laughs, light and bright, and Col aches at how beautiful he is. He is the most beautiful creature in the world right now—not because of his hair or his eyes or his smile; not because of the clothes he spent hours repairing.
He is radiant in his raw hope, sharpened and splintered and still very much a raw wound.
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- Part 7 of 'til my troubles got trouble with me
- Part 7 of The Language of Rebellion (Col fics)
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"Reserving judgements is a matter of infinite hope."
- F. Scott FitzgeraldThe Blade of Frontiers is a hero. Wyll is at best an excellent actor and storyteller and at worst a fraud. He has slain countless monsters, but never before has he saved one. He can't even save himself. So when an amnesiac with a terrible past comes to him seeking redemption, he understands their struggle in a way that the person he pretends to be never could. But while Wyll has had a lot of practice clinging to hope with bloody hands, Taavi let go a long time ago. Allowing them into his heart could be a chance to finally rewrite each of their doomed narratives or it could mean both of their destruction.
As his lies unravel and everything he thought was right and true shatters at his feet, he is left wondering: what makes a monster a monster?
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Full elves don’t actually need to sleep for a long rest, so what does Halsin, Astarion and Minthara, (and possibly Tav or Dark Urge) do when the rest of the party sleeps. Little one-shots in no particular order
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An Oath to the Moon, A Promise to the Stars by SpeckledFiction
Fandom: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
14 Aug 2024
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