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    Thorn wakes on a nautiloid with no memories and violent urges they desperately want to resist, not always with success. Something horrible happened to them and they want revenge, but first they need to escape. As they seek a cure for their illithid parasite, they meet other abductees each with their own secrets. Bound together by their common goal, the companions seek to discover the mystery behind their altered parasites. Thorn finds a kindred soul in Astarion and the two grow closer as they search for a cure and fight for their lives.

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    Jett and Shadowheart make their way to reunion party. Minor chaos ensues when Jett proposes.

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    Shadowheart wishes to leave the Our Lady of Loss Home for the Institutionally Insane. One night that wish comes true. Just not in the way she expected.

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    Astarion and Damien (“Resisted” Dark Urge) have spent the past year searching for a way for Astarion to walk in the sun again, ever since their victory over the Netherbrain. As they fight for the future they want, they must contend with the past.

    ♡ This fic is for everyone who wants to see Astarion have his happy, sunshine-spawn ending with Durge. There's a big focus on healing together, equality and consent ... just overall having a healthy relationship, especially when things get challenging and old wounds resurface for both of them. ♡

    ~Comments are encouraged, I would love to hear from you!~
    I may eventually re-write chapters 1-3, but I really hit a stride after chapter 4.
    Currently, 27 chapters are posted. There is much, much more content planned beyond that, so stay tuned!

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    Shadowheart overhears a conversation that she shouldn’t the night before Jett takes on Orin. She confronts them about it.

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    “Your treatment of me is abysmal.” His cheek squished against the pillow as he sleepily gazed up at you. “I deserve compensation.”

    “Oh?”

    He yawned so wide you could see all of his pointy, pearly teeth, then sniffed. Your heart was going to burst. “Obviously.”

    or, after defeating the netherbrain, back out on the road again, astarion is still a gremlin and the dark urge is very in love

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    She groaned, palming her forehead as she pulled her legs in and sat up. This put her mere inches from the human's face, but they didn't so much as rock back on their heels—Shadowheart, on the other hand, almost vomited. It was as if a rod had been shoved up her nostrils into her sinuses, dread and repulsion and sheer, unrelenting pressure. She was scrambling backward on her palms and bottom before she realised she'd even moved.

    The human stayed rooted to the spot. Placid but unblinking, they tracked her with their very ordinary brown eyes.

    or, Shadowheart makes two terrible new friends

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    They jumped and growled as a hand was placed on their shoulder. They moved to see whose it was, and they immediately calmed upon seeing it was Gale's. He smiled at them with a worried furrow of his brow.

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    Bhaal visits Callow in a dream and demands that they continue his line.

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    Astarion paused, now standing directly in front of Faeryn, gazing down at her. “What was it you said to me?” He ran a finger down her cheek, tracing her jawline. “Shut up and turn around?”

    Faeryn’s heart leapt in her chest, having him this close to her, the sudden change in his demeanor, that hungry look in his eyes.

    “So, Faeryn,” he lowered his head, brushing his lips up against her ear, “shut up and take off your shirt.”

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    Callow affirms Astarion's freedom.

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    a collection of minifics concerning Tav, Durge, and Astarion as they navigate finding each other during the events of BG3 and all the years that follow.

    mostly fluff, some angst, and a little bit of spice.

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    Enver Gortash has everything within his grasp –ultimate power and control, not to mention the approval of his God. The plan he has been toiling over for a decade is finally coming to fruition... but why does every step towards his victory feel so hollow?

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    But everything Kressa did was described in those notes. Every experiment, every dissection, every cut and slice and stitch and every time their blood was spilled on an operating table.

    And they did deserve it, didn’t they?

    _________

    or, the Dark Urge reads Kressa Bonedaughter's research log later at camp. It's an unpleasant experience, but Astarion is there to help.

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    "Reserving judgements is a matter of infinite hope."
    - F. Scott Fitzgerald

    The Blade of Frontiers is a hero. Wyll is at best an excellent actor and storyteller and at worst a fraud. He has slain countless monsters, but never before has he saved one. He can't even save himself. So when an amnesiac with a terrible past comes to him seeking redemption, he understands their struggle in a way that the person he pretends to be never could. But while Wyll has had a lot of practice clinging to hope with bloody hands, Taavi let go a long time ago. Allowing them into his heart could be a chance to finally rewrite each of their doomed narratives or it could mean both of their destruction.

    As his lies unravel and everything he thought was right and true shatters at his feet, he is left wondering: what makes a monster a monster?

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    After the death of the Dark Urge at their own hand, as a result of their War against the Absolute, the rest of their companions are left to move on, and new-old friends emerge. The deaths in Faerûn are often more temporary than they at first appear, and they are yet to know that. Love can be lost, but almost as easily re-found

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    ‘“Father Bhaal, welcome this child back into your fold. Receive the gifts of their slaughter that they lay at your feet. May every death at their hand bring the world closer to your perfection,” Sarevok intones, holding Étaín beneath the blood just long enough that their lungs begin to constrict, pulse thudding in their neck with urgency at the idea of drowning. Then, he pulls them back up, their first gasp of air sucking blood in along with their breath, coating their teeth. “Arise, Assassin of Bhaal. May your blades be sharp enough to cut the world.”’
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    Étaín’s Dark Urge is as inescapable as the tide. Their baptism of blood brings it closer than ever, and they feel helpless but to heed Bhaal’s demands.

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    Kallian’s been everything to Orin as the two of them grew--sibling, leader, lover, owner. And Orin has moulded herself to be everything to her too, to learn to worship with tongue and teeth, to be bloody dagger and fleshy shield, to split herself open to be sewn back together, to love and honour and obey.

    Her fingers twitch at her side, aching to tear layers of respectable, restraining cloth from their bodies, to press flesh to flesh, kin to kin, to melt into Kallian until no one--no slimy, snivelling little lordling--can doubt she belongs there.

    Kallian’s pet tyrant is glaring at her still.

    Orin, Gortash and the Dark Urge arrive at Moonrise to meet with Ketheric and plot to start the Cult of the Absolute.

    Gortash swears he’s about to end his relationship, Orin swears she’s happy in hers, Ketheric swears he has zero daughter issues to work through.

    There's only one way the story of Orin and her sibling is ever going to end.

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    There's something wrong with Mistle.

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    And in the darkest night
    If my memory serves me right
    I'll never turn back time
    Forgetting you, but not the time

    ...Now I wonder how Whatsername has been

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