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    Sam survived eleven years of hell. Now he has to learn how to live.

    At twenty-two, Sam Winchester is attempting his first real relationship—with Jess, a woman who doesn't know what he's survived. She expects him to be "normal". The PTSD makes it hard. The years of sexual trauma and learned behavior make it damn near impossible. But Sam is *trying*.

    Dean, twenty-seven, finally has his baby brother back. But watching Sam struggle—watching him self-destruct in slow motion—is killing him. Especially when Dean finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Benny Lafitte, and has to figure out his own shit while keeping Sam alive.

    The Winchester brothers learn what healthy love looks like. It's far messier than either of them expected.

     

    Note: this was originally titled Sex and the Single Winchester. I had intended it to be sort of a rom-com-dramedy but the subject matter is way too dark. So the new title reflects that.

    This is Part 2 of the
    Brothers, Man Series
    It can be read standalone, but context from this first part, will deepen the experience.

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    "I know you don't trust me. I don't trust me either. The problem is me."

    Sam tries to control the problem.

    Sam POV. Canon divergence from when Sam leaves Dean at the end of S05E02.

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    Ever wonder what happens when you put Satan's ideal vessel, a candle, a cheater, a cowboy, a Pinterest board, a firefighter, a stuck-up Senator's boy, and MacGyver's teenage nephew in a room together?

    Same, dude. Same.

    that isn't a normal thought process . get help.

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    Everything I worked so hard to fucking forget
    Who the fuck are you to ask me to live like this?

    "Fuck you for trying to make me live like this!" he wanted to shout. Because, really, who was anyone to tell him how to live his life? To try to force their ideas on him, thinking they know what's best for him. They don't. No one understands. Has ever really understood.

    Or. When Sam was forced out of college by his abusive father, John, to try to be 'cured' of his anorexia, it served only to make things worse.

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    On the verge of complete collapse, the brothers take one week to themselves in a cabin.
    One week to talk, relax, and to finally unpack.

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    Sam spared one final glance at the burnt ruins of his home. With his life gone, Sam wished for death.

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    It wasn’t like Sam completely abandoned all food in an instant. Whether it was a life on the run, or life as a homeless college freshman; time, money, food, they had always been scarce. The only difference now, was that Sam had no tactical reason to limit his intake of food. He was just doing it. Deliberately.

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    The very obvious factor Sam hadn’t accounted for was that losing weight was noticeable. Very noticeable.

    “Sam, you are killing yourself.” Dean shouted, loud enough to make Sam flinch. “You are killing yourself, you see that? Tell me you see that.”

    “Yeah, well, maybe I want to!”

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    his nails now dug into her boots, muscles flexing to stay put. suppressing every flinch. sam watched her roll her wrist over the knife. the serrated teeth cut into the skin, tearing the blood open, letting syrupy blood trail from the knife’s edge to his tongue. warm drops on his tongue. immediately his mouth closed. she stroked his jaw, thumbed down the lines of it. and he sucked with his palate. in in in.

     

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    sam going a little blood crazy with grief and withdrawals and ruby gently encouraging the crazy. she's almost sweet.

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    “And this girl just totally ditched me because I pressured her into seeing his little middle school production of Romeo and Juliet and she was so over it. But you were the best part of the whole play,” Dean giggled. He had taken to retelling stories of the girls he had dated for Sam’s entertainment.

    “You know I’m kind of sad I never got to put on Shelly’s pretty dress.”

    “Well me too. I bet you would’ve looked damn good in that dress, better than she did for sure.”

    “Thanks, Dean.”

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    Gabriel connaît les Winchester depuis plus de douze ans, quand ils ont emménagé de l'autre côté de la rue. Depuis ce jour, Dean est son meilleur ami, et ils forment une parfaite équipe, toujours prêts pour une entourloupe.
    Mais il y a quelques mois, Dean est entré dans sa chambre au milieu de la nuit, yeux rougis et pleins de larmes, donnant pour seule explication que Sam avait du partir pour une durée indéterminée. A son retour de "vacances prolongées", Sam attire l'attention de Gabriel, soudain très intrigué par le petit frère de son meilleur ami et les raisons de son absence. Gabriel tente de se rapprocher du jeune homme, quitte à briser la règle numéro 1 de Dean : ne pas toucher un cheveu de Sam.

    Excusez-moi s'il y a des coquilles et autres fautes d'orthographe. Etant une personne chaotique et peu stable, les posts le seront très certainement aussi (pardon). J'espère que ça vous plaira quand-même !

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    in which sam's head is too fast for his body

    (vent fic)

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    How to make Sammy eat:

    1: Get the tasteless low calorie stuff (He won’t eat it otherwise, no matter how much you guilt him)

    2: If you want to get some kind of quick calories in him, get him a coffee with chocolate in it, he can’t turn it down for some reason

    3: Guilt him if you have to, but don’t put pressure on it. (Sam still gets weird about money, if you buy something he likes but you don’t, he sees it as wasted cash not to eat it)

    4: Acting full only works sometimes, you use it too often and he catches on (he’s even crankier when he hasn’t eaten, so, proceed with caution)

    5: Protein bars are easier to give him, but they’re a last resort. Proper food is better.

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    Dean trying to both understand Sam and help him — takes place along multiple seasons. Or, 5 times Dean and Sam didn’t talk about It, and 1 time they did.

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    This Fanfiction has not actually started yet, chapter one is a warning/ info page giving you a break down of what this fanfiction will be.

    Basically this is if Castiel and Sam Winchester were soulmates and how that would change supernatural. kinda like a rewrite but only in parts that are affected, I don't really know.

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    Sam doesn’t eat the food at the class party.

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    When Dean tells him to walk away, he does it. There's nowhere to go this time. Sam should know better.

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    Every time Dean gives Sam food and Sam throws it out.

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    Sam Winchester has anorexia. When he almost dies he knows he needs to turn his life around. Luckily he has his brother there to help.

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    Sam and Dean Winchester have a heated conversation about Sam's "healthy" eating habits.

    (Fic in which Sam has a mild eating disorder.)

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    Dean is being a total jerk about eating disorder sufferers, with no idea that Sam's had an eating disorder for almost a decade.

    Here's what happens when he finds out.

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    Why do things like this always happen to her? It's like she has a giant neon sign with blinking arrows that point towards her floating above her head that says “Abuse Me”.

    After Sam gets roofied and assaulted by a stranger, she needs her dad and her big brother to show her who she truly belongs to.

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    Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.

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