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    Shang Qinghua pensaba que esconder su identidad omega y sobrevivir en Cang Qiong hasta el día de la llegada del protagonista era el desafío más grande que tendría que enfrentar.

    Entonces lo mandan a una misión que lo envía completamente al infierno. Regresa con un embarazo inesperado, traumas por doquier, emociones que se desbordan, un intento de suicidio y un ejército de hermanos marciales en su puerta demasiado estúpidos para su propio bien.

    Al menos, su Villano Escoria no era uno de ellos.

    ¿Y si, además, resultaba ser excesivamente sobreprotector y sorprendentemente dulce con él en público? Bueno, Qinghua no iba a desperdiciar la oportunidad de recibir un poco de atención… aunque fuera a su manera.

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    Shang Qinghua would like to say that he has no idea how the fuck he ended up in this situation. This was only supposed to be an annual meeting yet somehow he got dragged into the palace master's weird behavior. System what is this? This wasn't part of the script!

    Tldr: Shang Qinghua looks like Su Xiyan, the palace master notices and things don't go so good.

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    A one in a billion chance, mostly known only because of legends, wings are for cultivators who are a shimmering diamond in a pig trough. Cultivators who work themselves to the bone in the face of all adversity and live and breath the adage of righteousness.

    Shang Qinghua isn’t that at all.

    In fact, he’s the exact opposite.

    (A compilation of my Wings!AU that I started over on tumblr and might/probably will add more to later).

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    Shang Qinghua is in his office when Luo Binghe appears there and drags him away, he expects a quick and painless death and gets more than that.

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    His shixiong’s face is twisted in perpetual anger, and his toes feel sticky with the seeping blood. Shang Feilong thinks he has never felt so alive before. It’s utterly horrifying.

     

    [Shang Qinghua, under the weight of two lives he didn't live, tries to reconcile his life as a traitor and as the creator of it all. It...goes.]

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    Shang Qinghua quería gritar, vociferar, chillar, hacer algo, pero su boca se negaba a abrirse.

    Esta vez, el sistema se había vuelto creativo. Su degradación a NPC no fue más que unos grilletes apenas disimulados. Cadenas que envolvían cada centímetro de su cuerpo.

    Si se podría considerar suyo siquiera.

    El final de su autonomía. De su libre albedrío. La mejor forma de asegurarse que nunca, jamás se rebelaría de nuevo.

    Una maldición de obedienca

    Or: fusón con Ella Enchanted. El Sistema puso a Shang Qinghua bajo un 'don' de Obediencia, obligándolo a vivir como un NPC, sujeto a las órdenes de los demás. No sería tan malo, especialmente con su Rey y su Pepino-bro a su lado... si Linguang-jun no se hubiera enterado justo antes del baile del Solsticio de Invierno.

    Ahora tiene que encontrar una manera de no romper el corazón de Mobei-jun —literal y figurativamente— antes de la medianoche.

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    Shang Qinghua wanted to scream, to yell, to shout, to do something. But his mouth refused to open.

    The System had gotten creative this time. His demotion to NPC was nothing more than barely disguised shackles. Chains wrapped around every inch of his body.

    If he could consider it his anymore.

    The end of his autonomy. Of his free will. The best way to ensure that he could never, ever rebel again.

    A curse of obedience.

    Or: Ella Enchanted fusion. The System put Shang Qinghua under a 'gift' of Obedience, forcing him to live as an NPC, subject to the commands of others. It wouldn't be that bad, especially with his King and Cucumber-bro by his side... if Linguang-jun hadn't found out right before the Winter Solstice ball.

    Now he has to find a way not to break Mobei-jun's heart —literally and figuratively— before midnight.

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    Shang Qinghua is very sad about his life. He regrets a lot of things. His only real friend, or what he considers to be a friend since he dropped out of college, is his biggest hater who has funded most of his writings. Thankfully, he gets transmigrated into his shitty porn novel to live out his gay dreams! He's also really depressed. He hates himself! This is surprising to no one...

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    He whines when one of Mobei Jun's cold hands grabs his thigh, lifting it a little. "Already wet?" Mobei Jun says a little bit of a mocking in his words that Shang QInghua swears he could feel his thighs get wetter at the tone he liked Mobei Jun's mean tone and being bossed around by him, especially when he was being manhandled around by Mobei Jun.

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    Qinghua, a lonely, bullied teenager, types out the very first draft of his best story idea yet: The Proud Half-Demon’s Way.

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    We all like to say that Luo Bingge found Shen yuan and got together, but what if original Mobei-Jun found og Shang Qinghua?

     

    Well this is it.

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    The plan was perfect. Let the plot proceed as ordained, accept their thematically relevant deaths and use the Sun-Moon Dew Mushrooms to return to a brand new body.

    Shen Qingqiu had died on the rooftops of Huan Yue City, all four limbs intact. That part, at least, had gone without a hitch.

    It's been three months without news, however, and Shang Qinghua is starting to get nervous. Surely it can't be long now?

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    Shang Qinghua isn't the kindest to himself, and sometimes his thoughts go everywhere and he finds himself convinced that Shen Yuan deserves much better, even after years of being together. Shen Yuan assures him.

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    sqh whump and sy beating his thin face up to comfort his husband

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    Shang Qinghua is so stupid for assuming anything in the first place. He should know better by now, shouldn't he?

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    “Please spare me!” Qinghua shrieked. He scrambled to his knees and hugged Mobei’s calf. He ignored the fact that Mobei was very naked. “I’m your creator, I made you- I’m useful! I can pay rent, I can buy you great food, I can help you, I’m useful- did I mention that?”
    Mobei cocked his head, his eyes narrowing
    “I’ll take care of you for the rest of my life! I’ll mend your clothes and- I’ll get you clothes and-”
    And as Qinghua babbled on and on, Mobei didn’t say a word. He only stared at him. Motionless. Blinking, slowly, at times. It began to dawn on Qinghua that maybe the living corpse that had just woken up had no idea what the hell was happening, either.

    A mostly crack-fic story where Shang Qinghua never transmigrated and instead decided to bring his novel to life in his college dorm room- both out of profound loneliness and because the miracle of life is nothing to the power of a stallion novelist on expired cup ramen.

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    Shang qinghua is tired. Of everything. And this floaty feeling he’s been feeling all day is really not helping..

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    Shang Qinghua really can't do this anymore
    He is overworked, underappreciated and he could swear that his fellow sect brothers and sisters are laughing behind his back.

    And because all of that isn't enough, he can't help but feel uncomfortable in his own body..

     

    This will be continued!

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    Of course the Mobei elders would want an heir. It was the natural progression of monarchy. Kings married and mated, producing children who would in turn inherit the throne. That’s how it had been back in his own world, so why would his fantasy world be any different?

    What confused Shang Qinghua was that they were demanding he be the one to review the names and encourage Mobei-Jun to pick one. Sure, the ice demon king had rejected all previous suitors, but how would Shang Qinghua be able to convince the bratty king to pick a mate?

    Shang Qinghua was just…

    He was just human, and a beta at that. How could he tell Mobei-Jun which omega to take for a mate?

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    These boys getting the peace and love they deserve.

    Ch. 1: Winding Down - Modern - Fluff - MBJ's POV
    Ch. 2: Big Changes: To Me, With You - Modern ABO - Fluff & Angst - SQH's POV
    Ch. 3: Sleep? Sleep - Modern - Fluff - SQH's POV
    Ch. 4: A Bizarre Courtship - Modern Urban Fantasy - Fluff - SQH's POV
    Ch. 5: A Surprise Peace - Modern ABO - Fluff with a pinch of Angst - MBJ's POV
    Ch. 6: Song For All Good Things in Time - Ancient Times Agrarian - SQH's POV
    Ch. 7: Three Sketches of Shang Qinghua
    Ch. 8: Clumsy Clutch and Clamber - Modern - Fluff - MBJ's POV
    Ch. 9: Make Sense of This - Modern - Fluff - SQH's POV
    Ch. 10: Ritual Cleansing - Modern ABO - Fluff & Angst - MBJ's POV
    Ch. 11: The Death of a King - Cultivation AU - Fluff & Angst - MBJ's POV

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    “I love you,” Mobei Jun says. “And I know…I know you feel the same way. You wouldn't have come all this way and done…all that if you didn't.”

    “It’ll pass,” Shang Qinghua says even though the truth is he will do anything and everything for Mo Beijun, that he will always show up for Mo Beijun anywhere anytime, even in hell. “It’ll pass, trust me,” he says even though he doesn’t deny that he loves him too.

    “When?” The wry smirk on Mo Beijun's face is nothing short of devastating. “Because it already feels like forever and I still feel the same.”

    --

    sqh and mbj are kind of sort of exes. guess who’s the one who fucked it up (and continues to fuck things up) but is all kinds of wounded and sad about it.

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