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    Cruel, calculating, vengeful, Silco hadn't always been this way and when the abandoned girl throws herself into his arms he cannot help but remember who he used to be...and who Silco used to be, is dead. There is no place in the Under City for a dreamer. Innocence is short lived, for those even lucky enough to experience it. This is the story that Arcane skimmed over, Silco raising Powder. Powder becoming Jinx. Their complicated relationship and darkly beautiful dynamic, for, "Is there anything so undoing, as a daughter?"

    (father/daughter relationship, not a ship)

    *As of ch.4, Rating increased to Mature*

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    The last of Silco’s trepidation seems to melt from his face, leaving only calculated curiosity.
    “I could be persuaded. Provided you can keep your hands to yourself.”
    “How would that even-” Vander’s objection dies in his throat when Silco lifts his open coat to the side. Strapped to his upper thigh hangs Vander’s old dagger.
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    Silco and Vander try to mend what feels broken beyond repair. Will spontaneous bondage and a sharp knife help them? Maybe, maybe not.

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    Sometimes the world changes when you hold someone's hand for the first time.

    And when you hold it for the last time.

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    “I’m not going to hurt you.” Corin puts his hands up to indicate his surrender to the half-dead boy who can’t hold his knife right because he is shaking so hard. Corin idly wonders how much of the tremor is from fear and how much is from the cold; the boy is rather waifish and, more than that, soaking wet. He isn’t sure if the boy can even see him clearly–the left half of his face is covered in a thick coat of his own half-dried blood, and the eyelid on that side is swollen shut. The other eye, blue with an irritated red sclera, is darting around like the boy can’t quite locate him. His body, however, remains frozen–a fear response, or does he not have the strength to move any more? Corin reminds himself not to create false dichotomies—it’s probable that the boy is both exhausted and terrified.

    After Vander’s betrayal, Singed finds Silco washed up on the riverbank, clinging to life. He nurses him back to health.

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    It turns out that time does not heal all wounds, and the absence does not always make the heart grow fonder.

    At least not for Silco.

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    His mouth opened easily, without any of the usual dance. Past the teeth, past the defences, but with a final loving pet to them first as he went deeper.

    The sleepy, warm, responsive thing laying on his chest, baring his neck and having his talons and fangs pet was thrilling in its own way. In the way that Vander usually had to work up a sweat for what he was being so freely offered now.

    Silco made no move to do anything other than give every little gift Vander was asking from him, his throat, his lips, his mouth.

    The fingers at Silco’s mouth were gifted a sleepy, pleased lick. Vander accepted the offering immediately, and shamelessly asked for more.

    Curiously, he squeezed the pale throat in his grip just a tiny bit tighter.

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    “Right,” says Silco, half smirking. “But you’ll have to let me in on the plan, eventually.”
    “Eventually,” Vander agrees, pocketing his pipe again.
    Silco tucks a rogue strand of hair behind Vander’s ear, winds up, and punches his partner in the face.
    ***
    After being thrown back into another universe’s past, Jinx needs to prevent the fateful heist and save her sister. Silco and Vander try to help - and grapple with their own history in the aftermath.

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    “We can help each other,” Silco reasoned. He took an inhale from the stolen cigarette, and Viktor looked longingly towards it. Silco moved forward, infinitesimal, smoke held in his lungs.

    “If I say yes?” Viktor asked, voice low, pulled closer to Silco by the sheer magnetism of him.

    Their lips were close, but not close enough to touch. Just enough to… Viktor parted his lips.

    Silco breathed out steadily as Viktor inhaled, the smoke going from Silco to Viktor. Viktor’s eyelids closed, his eyes rolling back as the tingle of the tobacco raged through his veins.

    “Then we will be partners,” Silco’s voice was smoke-rough.

    or, from the prompt: “Silco and his controversial younger boyfriend, Viktor.”

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    “I used to… struggle with wanting you back,” Silco admits softly, and clutches Vander tighter, fingers snagging in his hair as he grits his teeth and clings enough that his knuckles tremble to keep Vander from going anywhere. “Felt so fucking hurt by you but all I wanted were your arms around me. You’ve always made everything better, even the impossible things I tried to block out. I’ll need you forever, my darling.”

    Vander forces himself to swallow his apology. Silco doesn’t want it. He kisses him instead, lets the weight melt from both their shoulders. Divine release."

    Or:
    Following the reconciliation in the alternate universe from s02e07 of Arcane, we see how forgiveness works for Vander, Silco, and Powder as they each navigate their own wounds.

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    A jinx and a dirty little thing both think they're the lucky one.

    They're both right.

    Deserve ain't got nothing to do with it.

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    Silco was an uncle. That was it. Quite frankly, he was a terrible uncle. He could remember becoming an uncle. Trouble is, he couldn't quite remember when he became a father.
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    Silco wakes up in the middle of the night to terrified screaming from down the hall.

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    It's 1968 and it's the Summer of Love......

    But not for Silco.

    The harried and sad stock trader is just drifting through life. Middle-aged and alone.

    But then, one day in Brooklyn, he meets a blue-haired hippie flowerchild who changes everything.......

    (A Valentine's Day gift for the lovely ArcherFtx!)

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    Silco meets a young Viktor while waiting for Singed, proves he is a kinder man than he gives himself credit for, and changes the course of many lives. Nothing can quite go back to the way things were before, but if Silco and Vander can't manage to walk the same path together, they can at least work toward the same ends.

    Fill for Zaundads Week prompt: AU

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    Most people who had lived in Zaun long enough to see The Last Drop change hands would tell you that Silco owned a bar. Others would argue that it was a night club. But both would be only partially correct.

    Silco owned a museum.

    Silco finds Vander’s old work gloves while rummaging around in his office above The Last Drop.

    The object stirs memories, urges, and feelings which Silco indulges.

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    Silco claims their firsts.

    Felicia comes to her best friend, to help her out.

    Twenty-five years later, her daughter comes to him for very different reasons.

    Silco loves them both in very different ways.

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    One night together didn't make them a couple. Weeks together didn't, either.

    And now that Vander has thrown Silco out and told him not to come back? Well, maybe they're just not destined for each other.

    A story of love, grief, and forgiveness, and how the enemies of Season 1 became the family of Season 2.

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    Silco happily walks ahead, pulling Vander after him by their linked hands, and for a moment, Vander feels like he’s seventeen again, and this beautiful boy is propositioning him deep in the mines like an utter maniac.
    “I want you to pin me down,” Silco says as soon as the door is shut, and Vander feels like someone has upended a bucket of ice cold water over his head.
    “What?” he says.
    “Restrain me,” Silco repeats.
    “The last time I tried to fuck you, you had a panic attack,” Vander points out. “And we weren’t even doing anything particularly interesting.”
    “This time will be different,” Silco says. When Vander doesn’t move, he sighs and steps back into his space, his touch hot through the shirt Vander is wearing. “I trust you, Van. You won’t hurt me.”

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    By some miracle, Silco forgives Vander for that night in the river. But forgiveness doesn't mean the hurt never happened. The two of them have to make up for past hurts and recover together, while also raising children. Somehow, they fall in love along the way.

    Prequel to part 1: Aftermath of War

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    He hadn't seen the signs until it was too late, the pained set of his shoulders and the rusty tang on his breath, and then he was simply... gone.

    Turned to ash. A dream that floated far too high above the Grey, faded into it like so many before.

    After Viktor's death, Silco has to face the storm that is his own loneliness.

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    It wasn’t “psychological trauma.” It wasn’t. It was rebirth. It was the creation of a new man. Psychological trauma is what happens to victims, to people who need to be treated with tender care. Not to people like him.

    He's not traumatized.

    Or, that incident in the river took more from Silco than just his eye.

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