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"So..." Die says suggestively, leaning against the door frame, "you two--" he nods to Toshiya-- "have been hanging out a lot more lately."
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"No, really. When was your last date? Did you ever have one?"
Unexpected conversations in the recording studio lead Kaoru to try online dating on Toshiya's advice in order to bring a new woman into his life. Of course, his bandmates are happy to help, because they're curious anyway, and maybe their good old bandleader needs help... What could possibly go wrong?
This fanfiction is based on the TV show Catfish.
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Sometimes life hits in ways you don’t see coming.
Kyo has built a reputation for living honestly and recklessly, yet he’s carried a secret for years: He’s gay.
In his younger days, he pushed away the only man he loved out of fear. Now, years later, he finds himself a father. But when the unexpected leaves him raising his child alone, Kyo turns to fragments of Haruka’s life through her journal entries. In doing so, he begins to see both her and himself more clearly.
Along the way, Toshiya, his bandmate and first love, becomes an unexpected anchor, despite how things ended between them in the past.
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"Suddenly he was making eye contact with the most piercing brown eyes he’d ever seen. There was something different to them, some sort of light that shone in them that was perceivable even as far as he was. That didn’t stop the bolt of fear that pierced Kaoru, because the person—vampire vampire vampire— was now staring him down."
____After getting too involved in a case that ended up getting him hurt, Kaoru moves to Nagano to get away from the city and joins the small local newspaper office. Something weird is happening in the city, though, and he's determined to figure out what it is--but when he does, nothing will ever be the same.
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Years after Die left Toba to chase fame, Shinya drifts through the ocean haunted by the mortal he cannot forget—until the mysterious Oracle of the Deep offers a chance to reclaim love, at a price that could cost him everything.
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"Well, it was good to meet you, Kyo. And thanks for the smoke—maybe I'll see you around," he said, and Kyo nodded. There was no way he would, not with how large the city was. But he wasn't going to be a smart ass at this time of night, especially when the recipient was someone as good looking as Die.
"Maybe so," Kyo said, and Die smiled again, nodding before he turned away, walking further down the alley towards the street. Kyo say there for a few seconds, watching him go, before he shook himself and stood, heading towards the door to the stairwell and towards his bed, where he would try in vain to sleep again. Maybe, if he was lucky, he would see Die again. Maybe.
______Kyo meets Die by chance in October, and things fall into place from there.
prompts are from the lovely maudlinstreet!
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Kaoru has been secretly in love with Toshiya for ages. And although he has tried to forget about it, his feelings are boiling up again, causing confusion everywhere.
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Tokyo Wonderland by Nanami_Belle for ShiroSanshi
Fandoms: the GazettE (Band), Dir en grey, Jrock
26 Oct 2025
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Tokyo at night is like a rabbit hole: you can stumble upon strange characters, and finding the way out is no easy task. Aoi is just heading home when he encounters a mysterious stranger with cat-like eyes and a cat-like grin, and from that moment, his life turns upside down...
Meanwhile, in the underground music scene, more and more musicians are disappearing without a trace, seemingly for no reason... Who is this enigmatic, blue-haired guitarist that Aoi occasionally spots in front of the Shinjuku station lockers, and what is his connection to the lost boys?
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Kyo's gaze lingers on the sonogram briefly before he hands it over.
Toshiya takes the photo, the first tangible proof of this new world order. Numbly, he absorbs the nebulous shape. It seems completely alien and deeply personal all at once: a part of him, cocooned in the mystery of Kyo's body. An impossible conception.
His brain is fizzling at the edges. He's got to be the unluckiest gay man on the planet.
Or, Toshiya's life takes a wild turn when, against every law of nature, he ends up knocking up his male bandmate. Juggling that with a new relationship with someone else, 'complicated' doesn't begin to cover it. Rock, meet a really weird hard place.
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kaokyo breakup and whatever and they have a difficult time getting along again and they get back together and they live happily ever after *confetti*
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It’s all Kaoru, Kaoru, Kaoru in his mind; a hymn, a prayer, a trembling yearning tucked behind his ribs, sealed away in the quiet comfort of his own mind – until one day, breaking every rule and defying all odds, Kaoru hears it, too.
Or, one day, Kaoru wakes up to a second voice in his head and, to his shock and disbelief, discovers that the stubborn, hotheaded bandmate who sets his teeth on edge is hopelessly, desperately in love with him.
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The creation of Dir en Grey and a Red Lego brick.
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Feloidea; eine Gesellschaft innerhalb einer Gesellschaft, die weder Gewalt, noch juristischen Mord scheut.
Eine Erkrankung die als Metapher für all das steht, was Kyo seit vielen Jahren plagt. Er lebt zwischen den Extremen, denn er ist selbst ein Extrem. PTBS und Dissoziationen vollziehen in seinem Leben einen gefährlichen Tanz, welcher ihn einfach nicht loslässt. Eine anhaltende Zerreißprobe für ihn und die Band.
Dass er sich, während der Amerikatour 2011, mit dem Feloidea-Virus ansteckt, krönt das Chaos was er 'Leben' nennt und zieht brutale Konsequenzen nach sich.Es geht um die Frage, was von der eigenen Menschlichkeit übrig bleibt, wenn jedes Stück des fragmentierten Ichs, von einer gnadenlosen Krankheit korrumpiert wird. Eine Krankheit, welche ein Eigenleben zu entwickeln scheint und selbständig entscheidet, wen sie akzeptiert und gegen wen sie Gewalt anwendet.
Wenn man gefangen ist, zwischen dem eigenen stagnierenden Wahnsinn und dem Irrsinn, in den sich die Realität verwandelt.
Eine ausführliche Psychoanalyse und Gesellschaftskritik, getarnt als Horrorthriller, in dem sich der eigentliche Albtraum im zwischenmenschlichen Chaos des Hauptcharakters abspielt. -
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Драббл к первому дню #Jrocktober 2025.
Драббл в работе, поэтому работа может содержать ошибки!
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A normal monday morning in a cafe in Tokyo
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Mehr als zwanzig Jahre sind vergangen, seit Die und Shinya zusammengefunden haben – eine Zeit voller Höhen und Tiefen, voller leiser Routinen und Sehnsüchte, voller Nähe und Distanz. Zwischen dem Gewicht der Vergangenheit und dem Rhythmus ihres hektischen Alltags gehen Vertrautheit und Veränderung Seite an Seite…
Und während Die kurz vor seinem fünfzigsten Geburtstag in Toba auf ein Event zusteuert, bleibt Shinya in Tokyo zurück – Arbeit, Pläne, Geheimnisse im Gepäck.Series
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Each of these short stories comes from my own interpretation of a Dir en grey song. I took the lyrics, ran them through my own feelings and perspective, and built a story around them.
Because the band is known for diving into taboo subjects and heavy themes, a lot of these stories are disturbing and sad; with a rare few being hopeful and/or romantic.
Consider this a fair warning.
(I pull the English translation of the lyrics from degwiki so please note these translations are not mine).
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Beitrag zum #NoPornTober Projekt // Ein kleiner School-AU, mit einer Prise Humor, den man nicht zu ernst nehmen sollte und in dem Enten eine sehr wichtige Rolle spielen.
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“Better. Try to push your voice father down, almost into your spine. You should feel it travel through your chest and down,” he commented, lifting his hand and trailing his fingers down from Die's sternum to his diaphragm again as he spoke. His touch was gentle, yet it sent sparks coursing through him along the path they left. Die was sure he wasn’t going to survive the night, or at the very least be able to look Kyo in the eye again. He wanted to be good for Kyo though; he wanted to try and perform the way he was asking.
_____Kyo teaches Die how to scream properly, and totally does not have ulterior motives behind doing so.
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October is here and with it, Trouble and even more trouble for a poor leader-sama.