13 Works in Trans Rufus Shinra

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    Rufus only groaned once before turning around to bury his face in his pillow- only to stop as he felt oddly... slick.

     

    Cursing, his hand flew toward the small lamp stationed on his bedside table, turning it on to illuminate the side of his bed. In the same movement, he also ripped the blanket off his body. 

     

    What he saw underneath his blanket could've easily been described as a crime scene. There was blood everywhere, on his thighs all the way down to his knees, on the blanket, the mattress- there was no speck of white that wasn't covered in the deep crimson. 

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    Rufus starts suspecting that there could something wrong with him, not exactly knowing what. His relationship with Tseng is already troubled enough, but it'll reach its limits when he realises he might be a woman.

    MTF Rufus Shinra for (late) pride month 2025.

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    ||“You don’t get it, Tseng. I like it. I like it more than I’ve ever liked anything about myself. I…” They shake their head, forcing their hands in their pocket. “I don’t know anything about me.”||

    Rufus realizes something about himself after binding for the first time.

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    ||He furrows his brows and takes a long, deep sigh. His eyes twitch at the spot he’s fixated on as though it has slighted him, like it whispers words that only Rufus can hear.

    Tseng, along with most of the Turks, know that Rufus is not always in his right mind.||

    I headcanon that the Turks deal with anxiety from almost dying at the hands of President Shinra. This is that, plus some angsty gender dysphoria I put in there for fun, and a reveal GASP!!

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    Rufus was bored, and lonely, and had not been touched by another living being in over sixteen months.
    So he made a mistake.

     

    Rufus and Reno start sleeping together during Rufus’s confinement. It’s just sex, obviously. Nothing more. Definitely.

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    Cletus is trying to get some work done. Rufus won't let him.

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    It was 8 in the evening when the blonde, white suited man entered the office of the Turks which he knew like the back of his hand now down to the most insignificant detail, for instance it always smelt like coffee in here but especially around 2:30pm, when their leader got himself something to drink to keep himself energized.

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    “I’m going to have this removed.”

    It was a casual sentence. So casual, Tseng almost brushed it off until Reno let out a strangled, “Boss.”

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    “Normal little boys have an angel and a devil on their shoulder and if they have good influence the angel wins out, but I suspect he was born with twin demons on his shoulders under a cursed star on a cursed night into a cursed family and you’ll be wastin’ yer time, young lady.”

    “I guess we’ll see,” she said. “I lost my mother at his age. My Pa was never the same. He tried, I think. It was like I lost them both. I think he just needs to be shown that there’s still love in the world, even with his mother gone.”

    President Shinra hires Rufus a live-in au pair after the mysterious and sudden death of Rufus’s mother and caretaker.

    The tale of the au pair’s assignment from beginning to end is detailed herein.

    Inspired by ghost stories, horror, and gender dysphoria.

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    “No fuckboys allowed!” she practically barked, hands on her hips, ready to block the door with her body.

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    Loosely based on autobiographical events surrounding the hefty cost of the familial cycle of abuse and trauma written from the perspective of a Trans man and survivor of trauma.

    This is not canon compliant, but rather based on headcanons about transmasculine Rufus Shinra.

    SEVERE Trigger Warning: References to medical and psychological torture as well as abuse and all types of violence, including conversion torture and sexual violence.

    Based on “Buried” by UNSECRET ft. Katie Herzig

    Sometimes you have to bury the dead and write ugly things to move on and make flowers bloom.

    Additional note: The title of the fic and the various references to lilies and poison is a call to the history of witchcraft with the specific use of the mandrakes which look like lilies on Rufus’s Dark Nation/Darkstar coin. Appearances aren’t what they seem. I suppose you could call this a head canon but I see Rufus as a black mage. Mandragora/mandrakes are referred to as “deadly nightshade” throughout history, and I chose to call the fic “deadly shade” to indicate shade as absence of light. There is also the intentional slang meaning of “shade”.

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    Rufus had an easy life for the most part, but that didn't mean he felt comfortable in his own skin. As much as he tries to hide it, his Turks notice. The Turks are trained to notice, after all.

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    "You don't got nothin' better to do than fuck with me?"
    "Better? Yes. More entertaining? No."

    Reno is sent on a mission to bug the Shinra HQ conference room. Rufus enjoys the show.
    (or: Rufus is a manipulative, uncommunicative bastard, and Reno likes him that way.)

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