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Through all the pain and the anger and the shame, there is some tiny part of Astarion’s brain that is weirdly thrilled to see Cazador fail. Oh, Astarion would cast the amulet off in an instant if he could. It’s pointless. Stupid. Completely unhelpful. Tacky. Dangerous to his health and safety, certainly. All the same, Cazador ordered Astarion to take it off, and Astarion refused. Sure, it wasn’t exactly an intentional refusal, and he got himself brutally tortured for it, but this has been the first time in two hundred years that he has managed to disobey a direct order.
Any glee Astarion might have been feeling about that evaporates when Cazador orders him to crawl back into the tomb.
Astarion finds himself in possession of a cursed amulet that he cannot take off, even by his master’s command. It’s only after he’s sealed away in the tomb for his disobedience that he realizes the damned thing can talk.
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Will's Ghosts by DepressedTransKid
Fandoms: The Sun and The Star - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
14 Nov 2025
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Will struggles with SH and suicidal thoughts, Nico and the other Apollo campers have to intervene. Will tries to resist. Apollo and Naomi get involved as well.
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In 1976, Sirius and Remus are experiencing the ebbs and flows of teenage romance. Their relationship and Remus’ werewolf status are secrets only known between the Marauders. At least they thought it was. After he runs into Snape, the Slytherin threatens to tear apart Sirius’s comfortable life with Remus. In a moment of bad judgment and fear, he spills Remus’ secret, hoping to scare Snape into leaving them alone. His actions leave the Marauders shattered, and his relationship with Remus over. Several weeks later, after several days of illness that Sirius assumes is his guilt personified, Madame Pomfrey discovers exactly what is wrong with him, and the fallout is explosive.
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Blow a Kiss at the Methane Skies by brainissquirming
Fandoms: No I'm not a Human (Video Game)
14 Nov 2025
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The protagonist is doing his best to simply come out of the apocalypse alive, simultaneously avoiding people as much as possible. Everything is going more or less okay because, simply, he's alive, but he's confronted by his dead father's beliefs when an eccentric, foreign man shows up at his door.
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Wireface and protag try and survive the sun exploding
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Ashkariel found a gun, and Liron wanted him to use it.
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Hesychia by Not_seriously
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Tetralogy - Thomas Harris
14 Nov 2025
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The first time Hannibal Lecter saw Will Graham was in the middle of spring, April 3rd, 1978. Hannibal remembered seeing Matron usher another kid inside the orphanage: unruly curls sticking out from his head, cheeks round, an innocent facade. Hannibal thought he’d be just like the other kids—shallow, boring, simple. Nothing more than another story of parents abandoning a child they found annoying and unwanted.
But no. How mistaken he had been.
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- Part 1 of Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
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Josh Dun is a nervous, overworked college student looking for a fun, relaxing getaway for spring break. Wen Tyler Joseph, an overconfident surfer boy, throws a wrench in his plans, leading him on a journey of the Jersey shore.
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At the Beach, In Every Life by Multi_Fandomgirl11
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
14 Nov 2025
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Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
14 Nov 2025
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When Zane’s blueprints are stolen, he really should have told the rest of the team. But they were still going through the throws of grief after losing Sensei Garmadon and adjusting to their new home. They had already cleaned up the mess from his kidnapping, Zane can handle a simple investigation on his own, right?
Oh- and there may be another tiny issue.
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[REBOOT]A Decoded inspired fic that takes place between season 4 and 5.
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The most fragile feather in a Faraway land by Mariposa_Amarilla
Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game)
14 Nov 2025
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It could have worse for Yuu, and honestly this whole experience had helped her in a way that she had never thought it was possible. Yes, it was true that Yuu was currently stranded in what it seemed to be a different reality in which everything was upside down. With flying brooms, infinite savannas, poisoned apples, faeries lurking from the shadows, and magic in every corner to the point of feeling new colors in every fiber of your body.
While some (many) see her situation as pitiful since Yuu doesn’t have any magic to even attend classes, she couldn’t even be happier to be finally left alone to put some good order in her life, even if said life now includes living with a monster cat in an abandoned building which is infested by very dapper ghosts.
For her, it was perfect. The most suited schedule for reading, the most appropriate bed time, and all of the important stuff she could do without anyone breathing down on Yuu’s neck about not doing unnecessary stuff such as actually engaging in an active social life, a more relaxed cleaning time… or eating.
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A random villain-of-the-week makes Robert late for work. It's only by a few minutes, yet the encounter that hardly lasted a few seconds instills a sudden chill in Robert's bones. Its persistence is matched only by the Z-Team's stubbornness as they force their dispatcher to join them in activities they think will warm him up.
But none of it matters if Robert can't learn to believe he'll ever be warm again... or that he deserves the warmth this team brings him.
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Post-Episode 8 (Good/Pacifist/No Romance/Everyone is Forgiven ending)
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Caring Is Only Deadly When Its Directed At Yourself by KARMZATOPHOBIA (Karmza)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Nov 2025
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•Based off a situation that happened on ocsocialnetwork because i’m an addict. Bite me.•
Wei Wuxians is struggling, he shuts people out just as he usually does. But of course, he lets his brother in through his barriers. Because thats his brother, who’s seen it all.
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After chance and mafioso had some..private time...Chance figures out he is pregnant with mafiosos baby-Will he tell him or will he keep it a secret? Time will tell for chance and his relationship with mafioso.
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Jimin and Hoseok, two runaway omegas, are barely surviving after witnessing the brutal murder of a man by the notorious Iron Claw MC. On the run with nothing but their backpacks, hunger, and fear, they land in the small town of Blackwater, California...hoping to disappear. A rundown apartment and jobs at the local bar & grill become their fragile lifeline.
But fate has other plans.
The Blackwater Bar & Grill is owned by the Blackwater MC, and the night their president, Jeon Jungkook, walks in, everything changes. The moment he scents Jimin, he knows...this omega is his. Fragile, beautiful, and trembling with secrets, Jimin has no idea his life is about to be upended again… only this time, by an alpha who won’t let him run.
Survival brought them to Blackwater. Destiny might keep them there.
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Confront the shadows by cg1254
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
14 Nov 2025
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An isekai story in the KNY universe. You awoke in a dark forest, far from your home and time, head bloody. Without memories, without a clue of where you were. But it wasn't until Douma found and claimed you as a member of his Paradise Cult that you realized just how much danger you were in.
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For whatever reason, Douma was removed from hell and back to life. With Muzan dead, he kept doing the only constant purpose in his identity -- running the Eternal Paradise Cult, for however many years its been. It wasn't until you arrived that things truly changed for Douma. Because you did the one thing he thought impossible. You made him feel... something. What it was he couldn't tell. Not just hunger, not just curiosity. No, it was something far more powerful.
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Short-Circut by KuromiKamya
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
14 Nov 2025
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Denki Kaminari has always been the cheerful spark of Class 1-A, but now even his brightest smile can’t hide the moments that slip through his mind. Small forgetting's at first, easily brushed off—but each one leaves a growing emptiness he can’t ignore. As his friends laugh and tease, unaware of the storm quietly building inside him, Denki must face the frightening truth: what happens when even your own memories start to betray you?
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He should have laid off the coffee.
Now look at where it got him, he got trauma and responsibilities.
In which, [ ██████] died in a world where it was normal. [It was normal-]
Katekyou Hitman Reborn! was just a novel he read, and now he woke up and he-
[I don’t remember- who am I?]
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Formerly called "I Reincarnated as a Side Character but now the Plot’s all Wrong!"Revamped because I want it to be better.
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The Master Of My Fate: The Captain Of My Soul by MartianBugsBunny
Fandoms: Once Upon a Time (TV)
14 Nov 2025
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Suffering under the Black Fairy, Gideon attempts suicide. This leads to her giving a new command: he can no longer harm himself. When he is sent to Storybrooke to fight the Savior he has always hoped will rescue him, Gideon attempts to hurt himself anyway, hoping to take himself out of the equation, and fails. The Black Fairy is defeated and Gideon's father saves him, but now he has to learn to live with what the Black Fairy did to him.
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TUE AU. Danny saw only a glimpse of the future, his reconstruction of events based on nothing but lies and assumptions. The truth is much more complicated and Clockwork’s machinations run far deeper than he ever thought. There was a reason his future self became a monster and the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
[Rewrite of the original story]
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what a match (i’m half doomed and you’re semi-sweet) by friendshipcat2
Fandoms: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
14 Nov 2025
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After losing everything Nice gets drunk and returns to the hero tower, forgetting he doesn't live there anymore. He’s met with the man who replaced him and the conversation they have there sets Nice back onto the right path and reignites his passion for ballet.
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Nice gets drunk, meets Lin Ling, and then unknowingly ends up teaching him to dance. It’s complicated.