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    A Spetsnaz unit nicknamed 'the Prizrak' embarks on a counterterrorism mission in Afghanistan, expecting a straightforward raid. Instead, they stumble upon something far more insidious—a smuggling network woven into the very fabric of the conflict. The operation spirals into a dangerous game of deception and survival, and they must decide how far they're willing to go to see it through.

    (WIP but a 100% chance that I will finish it unless I die | 85%~ finished)

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    Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3alSkzFd65y9PZa3Kmhb8x?si=oyF0oSeuRxKvyB6-gtvMfw

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    You and Daisuke were thrown into the crew last minute, you're not interested in making friends, but thanks to your health issues, get close to the nurse. what'll come of that?

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    Fuck.

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    Peter discovered three things. First, he was somewhere in New Jersey, which was great since it was just a hop, skip, and a jump from New York. On a more depressing note, the city was named Gotham, infamous for some pretty grim nicknames—many calling it the crime capital of America, and third: He was pretty sure this was hell.

    Hell would be the only thing that could explain that he was here after being snapped to dust on Titan, right?

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    Things get extremely complicated when Damien discovers a young woman in the wilderness

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    "Okay," Star says, setting his swords aside.

    Julio stares at him, the word not making sense.  It's like his grasp on English has left the building entirely.  "Okay, what?"

    "I want it to be you, then," Star says, completely un-self conscious.  "You are my best friend."  He says it like it makes perfect sense, like it's the only reason he would ever need for this.

    "But you said you didn't..."

    "I do not want what they do on Mojoworld," Shatty clarifies, a little sharp.  "You are different."

    "I'm not gonna be as good as an alpha," Julio warns him.  "And I've never even, y'know, gone the distance with a girl."

    "Well then it is a good thing I am not a girl," Shatterstar says, and he's teasing now, Julio can tell.

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    She always thought she was meant to end up with Ron - everyone did. But when what felt like love turns into control, and her smiles fade into silence, who will save her before it's too late and the darkness devours her whole?

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    This is part of an ongoing series: CHARON'S OBOL; this is chapter one of FRAGMENTS OF KIRKWALL, set during the events of DA:II.

    The aim of this series is to write a better character arc for one Cullen Rutherford, who, despite a confusing amount of fandom love, has an arc across three games that isn't wholly coherent or consistent. Parts of this series may appear with other POV characters, and usually will be written within the context of a specific quest or part of the game in question's arc.

    Finally, this series is written with a female circle mage Grey Warden, Iðunn Amell. An additional OC, Ser Griseldis of Starkhaven and Kirkwall, also plays a large role in the entries to this series.

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    Sometimes all you want is reassurance from the people who you're closest to.
    Rune reaches out to his friends when his doubts start clouding his mind a little too much.

    - Or -
    My first full chatfic. This is very much a comfort fic.

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    Seven years after graduating from Nevermore Academy, Enid Sinclair’s life has unraveled. Isolated, couch-surfing, and emotionally ruined, she finds herself on the very edge of death - until an unexpected late-night phone call interrupts her spiral:

    Wednesday Addams is critically ill and has named Enid as the emergency contact for her four-year-old son.

    Pulled back into a life she thought she’d left behind, Enid reluctantly agrees to temporarily help care for the boy. But as Wednesday fights a rare form of cancer, Enid begins to realize that maybe there is a purpose: staying each night until the moon rises next.

     


     

    Post-Nevermore AU where, after years of silence, Enid wants to die until she suddenly becomes a “step-dad” to Wednesday's son while the Addams' girl fights for her life and love.

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    Honestly, having the evil version of his best friend being head over heels in love with him still wasn't the craziest thing to happen to William.

     

    [Alternate Mark Grayson (you all know the one) x William Clockwell]

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    Tamlin is the High Lord of a razed court after war with Hybern. His people have been displaced, his funds have been drained, and his self-efficacy has evaporated. Setting Spring to rights will require everything in him and then some.

    It will take hard work, imagination, governance, friendship, and love to move forward. Most of all, Tamlin will have to rebuild himself in order to rebuild Spring Court.

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    Steve Rogers knows what it means to fight for something bigger than himself—but the 21st century moves in rhythms he’s still learning how to follow. Between digital noise, shifting borders, and a grief he hasn’t named, love feels like a song he no longer remembers the words to.

    Then she enters his orbit—full of fire and memory, with a laugh that cracks him open and questions that trace the shape of who he used to be. What begins in borrowed spaces and slow glances becomes something steady and reverent, like a heartbeat finally finding its match.

    It’s not just about falling in love—it’s about what love makes room for: legacy, softness, arguments over spice levels, and choosing each other anyway. A story stitched in kitchen light, rooftop skies, and the ache of two timelines trying to meet in the middle.

    Somewhere between silence and surrender, they find a future they never thought to dream.

    (Also, he learns the hard way that "no pica" is a lie and that Latin-American grandmothers take no prisoners.)

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    Days before an El Clásico match, Cristiano stops his rival, for whom he has feelings, from committing suicide. Now, he just needs to figure out what to do.

    Set in 2017.

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    I ruin everything.
    Everyone knows that.

    I messed up things with Kenzo.

    I messed up things with Satsuki.
    I messed up things with Yui.
    I messed up things with Haru.
    I messed up things with Chihiro.

    I messed up things with Kenzo :(

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    The scars that keep on bleeding
    The animals that do not die
    The wishes that keep on living
    The souls who are still alive

    Dance dance give me more
    Toss me around
    Break the bed
    Until fear is of the past

    Until we die once more
    Take take take my hand
    And carry it with me

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    Once upon a timeline a familiar scene is broken by a realisation, a thought, a crime left unpunished, a good deed left unfinished

    What follows next is a transformation that shakes the boundaries of reality.

    Miki Sayaka and Akemi Homura melt together for the first time in all of eternity.

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    A scathing response to the wildly dangerous attempt at — whatever that was, builds in his diaphragm and dies across his tongue when he turns to glare down at this intruder.

    There’s no uncertainty of who it is.

    “You,” the man growls, hand tightening on the hammer grip fallen at his side, shoulders curling pushing himself to sitting, eyes glaring fever-bright through oily strands of hair falling over his brows.

    “Me,” Jayce confirms, a little breathless, even though it wasn’t a question. He sits back on his heels. “Apparently.”

    Or: S2 Jayce gets sent back into his own timeline and must face his S1 self

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    Henry and Alex are happily married, have a beautiful three year old daughter, all their best friends live a short walk away from them in Brooklyn and life is great. That is until Henry gets some devastating news and their entire world gets flipped on its head.

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    "Never trust a pretty face...especially on a man."
    Mahina and Astarion could not dislike each other more. Forced to endure the other's company while they look for a way to rid themselves of the illithid tadpoles, mutual mistrust causes them to be at the each other's throats...but when you're at someone's throat, you're close enough to look them in the eye. Perhaps, under the masks, they like what they see?

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    There was a connection, somewhere - a link to be drawn between, a greater purpose, anything.

    Connor was sure of it.

    Taking a breath he was reasonably sure he didn't need (at least, according to the manual he was so helpfully provided by Cyberlife - whether that remains true at present was inconclusive at best, utterly wrong at worst), Connor began again.

    Again.

    Again.

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    A nightmare and case-centered fic that takes place after the conclusion of the pacifist Revolution route. Heed the tags - I will update them throughout. :)

     

    Title inspired by Gigi Perez' song titled "Fable."

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    --Afterlife Au--

    Who knows how long it's been.
    Time is nonexistent.

    There's has got to be something that comes after this hell.

     

    The critters all die one by one leaving only Dogday left in playcare. After being tortured(?) by a certain purple feline, he gives his last breath to Poppy's angel but...

    That's not the end of his story. Especially for the purple cat.

     

    How can he and the other critters deal with the trauma and effects that came from their deaths? And how can they deal with... Catnap.

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