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Buck?"
He had to many thoughts whirling around in his head, consuming his being. asset, soldat, killer
"S-sam?" He forced out, talking seeming like a futile mission with every breath he took.
"Yeah, Buck, what's wrong man, is everything okay?"
"I, no, I mean- shit Sam I just, I think I'm dying." The soldier finally managed to say. Spiralling into pure and absolute panic.
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In the beginning, it was Steve and Bucky.
That's how they thought it was always going to be.
Sometimes life is more complicated and things happen.
In the end, is it Steve and Bucky?
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This story will have mentions of homophobia, trauma, sexual abuse, and suicide.
I do not own the rights to these characters.
Cross-posted to Wattpad @mysteryperson2022
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𝗔𝗜𝗠 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗠𝗬 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧, bucky barnes¹ by hsvtlover
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
24 Oct 2025
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THE 𝗘𝗫 𝗡𝗜𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗢 SAGA
book one !Isabel Smith was born in 1919, the cherished daughter of one of New York City's wealthiest families. Yet, despite the glittering halls of Manhattan society, her heart beat to the hum of Brooklyn's streets—the place where her path first crossed with James Buchanan Barnes.
James was only a few years older than her, a young man with a smile that could disarm even the most guarded soul, and he was instantly captivated by her beauty, which seemed to carry both grace and defiance.
But the world was not kind to lovers born in that era.
The Second World War arrived like a storm, without mercy, sweeping across continents, tearing apart families, and staining innocence with blood. It stole much from everyone—dreams, futures, lives. And among the countless things it claimed, it claimed them too.Series
- Part 1 of THE 𝗘𝗫 𝗡𝗜𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗢 SAGA
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Those Eyes by EmileAvoche06
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Captain America - All Media Types
15 Oct 2025
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"Bucky’s breath faltered. He was leant over the bathroom counter, arms bracing the shitty marble. He stared deeper into the mirror, dissecting every part of his eyes from pupil to iris. It had gotten to the point that his entire reflection seemed to become distorted and splinter like a kaleidoscope. Only when he felt the strain of his eyelids did, he realise he hadn’t been blinking."
While at some gala to help launch the 'New Avengers', Bucky catches a glimpse of himself in a mirror and begins to instantly spiral. It's something about his eyes that just don't look right...
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In the immediate aftermath of the downfall of Project Insight--- and hopefully HYDRA--- the Winter Soldier disappears.
Not if Steve Rogers has anything to say about it.
Or: A slowburn reconciliation disguised as a chase.
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S.T.A.Y by Zakariaxxs
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
27 Sep 2025
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An AU set after the events of civil war, where Bucky fails to become cured in Wakanda. He basically has a switching personality between the winter soldier and Bucky, causing him distress. Idk how long this is gonna be but imma try!!
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Are My Legs Gonna Last? (Is It Too Much To Ask?) by samwilsonsdildo
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Sep 2025
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The man sighed as he reached up and ran a hand through his long black hair, it hadn’t been cut in years, nor brushed in weeks.
Bucky glanced over at his nightstand, it held the only item he had before… everything.
A photo of him and Rebecca, Bucky’s sister.
Bucky sighed as his eyes landed on the framed photo, Wanting to look away so bad, He missed her.
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or; author is projecting onto Bucky and has decided to make him suffer, if I have to suffer, so does he.
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Evelyn Whitlock, a former Hydra Winter Soldier and super-soldier, struggles to reclaim her life and identity decades after being manipulated and trained as a weapon. Reunited unexpectedly with Bucky Barnes, another former Winter Soldier, she navigates their shared traumatic past, lingering feelings, and the challenges of trusting again while aiding him and Sam Wilson on their mission.
This follows the events of The Falcon & The Winter SoldierSmut? Yes. When I learn how to write it eventually.
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home by HannahOphio
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
14 Sep 2025
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Bucky comes home after a mission carrying ghosts. All that’s left is the fight to stay present - and the love that anchors him.
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I promised you peace and no one can take that away from you by BrattyPaganSub
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Winter Soldier (Comics), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
07 Sep 2025
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Bucky is starting to regress and Sam is trying to help.
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- Part 9 of Days in Delacroix
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The Raven and the White Wolf by splinters_01
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
06 Sep 2025
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Beatrice "Bea" Rogers followed her brother and his friend everywhere. Around the neighborhood, into dance halls, and even into war. She couldn't follow them into death, though, after a strange deal with what she calls the "Entity" leaves her unable to age even after their deal is finished. So while Steve and Bucky each end up seventy years in the future suddenly (or, perhaps, with stilted memories of assassinations over the years, as Bucky goes), Bea lived the whole thing.
When life (and SHIELD, or at least Agent Maria Hill) brings the possibility of being part of Steve and Bucky's lives, she isn't certain how to deal with it. Living so long and seeing so many things has left her jaded.
But it's hard to resist a handsome face from her past.
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During Loki’s second attack on New York, Steve is injured and Bucky takes him to the infirmary. Bucky battles with PTSD and suicidal thoughts while Steve faces heavy internalized homophobia.
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Showered in memories by moonys_icedcoffee
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Marvel
20 Aug 2025
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It started with a comment, a friendly suggestion really. Sam didnt mean anything negative by it, quite the opposite. He had said it in the voice he reserves for when Bucky’s having a hard time, for when he can’t tell left from right, whispers from screams. He didn’t mean anything by it, but here Bucky was, leg violently bouncing under him.
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A normal everyday activity sends Bucky deep into flashbacks and confusing memories, comfort ensues.
I suck at summarizing :/
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Lovely by BloodlineBarnes
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Aug 2025
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All of it was too much, every single sense of his was heightened into infinity and the tears were rolling down his cheeks onto your hand. Your hand, the only thing that was keeping him in this realm right now.
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Bucky tries for a job...but it does not go well at all...Only one name seems to bring him back to reality amid the chaos
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Bucky goes out to cope with a drink in the middle of the night and Steve finds him. They also both live in the Avengers tower because I said so.
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After a hurricane devastates parts of Louisiana's Gulf Coast region, everyone pitches in—including the Thunderbolts team and the president himself. No one yet knows that a much greater tragedy is unfolding here.
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He nodded again. He knew he couldn't shirk his responsibility. And that he had to take care of himself. So he put another spoonful of rice into his mouth. Bucky continued eating, every bite a struggle, but he ate. After he had finished half of the meal, he set the container aside. Although his body still needed nourishment, he felt no appetite. Sighing, he leaned back in his chair until the back of his head touched the wall and closed his eyes for a few seconds.
During his time as the Winter Soldier, he had sometimes ambushed his victim for days, motionless in a hiding place, waiting to strike at the right moment. Now, every second he had to spend waiting here was torture.
Yelena sat silently next to him, but the silence wasn't uncomfortable; rather, it was a silent agreement to take care of the others. It was a moment of calm in a storm that was far from over.
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- Part 5 of Unforgettable
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you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be (I don't want to go home right now) by StuckyEnthusiast
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Aug 2025
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Bucky and Sam falling in love
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Feeling like an alien in a place where I'm supposed to fit in by HiitsAlex
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jul 2025
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Bucky has just arrived at the Stark Tower and things aren't going too great. Everything is too loud, too bright, too many things. He doesn't know he's allowed to talk without orders, or rather, doesn't trust that he isn't. No one is ordering him around though.
Things are a lot different than the 1940s, and Bucky has to learn it all while dealing with his anxiety, his feelings that he was taught are too big, the feelings he was taught were wrong, the nightmares, the constant need to watch his back, etc. He isn't expecting to call this place home, or event get comfortable here, but then he makes friends and things don't seem as loud, as bright, or as much anymore. -
definitions of grief by feathersatwar
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
12 Jul 2025
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The Winter Soldier. Sergeant Barnes. Avenger. Superhero.
He was being given an incredible opportunity, of beginning his life again.
He kept reminding himself that he wasn't alone.
He didn't have to be a dead man anymore.
He could have a home again.-
A sequel to Definitions of Rage, wherein Bucky Barnes deals with his grief and becomes a person again.
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- Part 2 of Definitions - The Dark!Steve Universe