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There's a saying, "We accept the love we think we deserve," and Ekko just wants Jinx to realize she deserves so much more.
Jinx is stuck in a cycle; it's up to her to break it with the help of her best boy and family.
Author's note: The sequel to Vices is currently in the works. It will continue to be uploaded under this title, so for reference, chapters 1-50 are Vices Part 1, and chapter 52 onward will be Vices Part 2.
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A demon with no feelings don't deserve to live (It's so obvious) by neptune_starry
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
19 Jul 2025
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What would happen if Rumi didn't choose to fight Gwi'ma and tried something else.
(btw this happens before Mira and Zoey are hypnotized by Gwi'ma)
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During the spring of 2024, the residents of Weatherfield were shaken by the disappearance, and apparent murder, of Lauren Bolton, for which Roy Cropper was wrongly imprisoned.
But what impact did that have on DS Lisa Swain? How could she cope with making such a mistake? A shocking turn of events leads her into an unlikely friendship with Carla Connor. And could that friendship turn into something more?
(I've edited the blurb coz I didn't like it!)
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— Wyciągnę cię z tego — szepnęła. — Słyszysz mnie, Draco? Wyciągnę cię z tego.
Jedna, samotna łza spłynęła po policzku jej chłopca. Starła ją kciukiem.
— Powiedz — zaczął drżącym głosem Draco — powiedz Hermionie, że przepraszam.~ Dramione opowiedziane z perspektywy Narcyzy Malfoy.
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Eletha Nightstar has been wandering Faerun for over 200 years hunting, making strange friends, and occasionally getting in (and out) of trouble. Now she faces her biggest adventure yet: avoiding ceremorphosis, becoming friends with a bunch of weirdos, and, oh yeah, dealing with her ex who has no idea who she is.
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Thanos was supposed to die in that bathroom. But he didn’t. And it was all Nam Gyu’s fault. Now he can’t breathe without that bastard.
In a world where the games only get worse and the players even uglier, one thing’s for sure; they’re going to make this hell their playground.
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“Would you be my prom queen?”
An easy question to answer, right?
One lonely boy, yearning for company at prom. The object of his interest was Phainon, the popular kid who everyone loves. Surely he has a chance, right? He wonders how he'd answer his question. No matter, he'll get him.
He has to.
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Everyone's Moved On (Help I'm Still at the Restuarant) by theuniversedoesnotscream
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
19 Jul 2025
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“Why does it feel like you’re telling me goodbye?” Eddie whispers, staring into the depths of his husband’s eyes. “Because I am” It’s meant to be light, a joke but it lands heavier than either of them wants. Because it’s true. Buck was being drafted again, and as Eddie watches him walk down their walkway, he fears he’s never going to feel whole again.
What happens when a mission goes wrong and a husband loses his partner and their son loses his dad? What happens when someone starts showing interest in Eddie and who on Earth keeps knocking at the door?
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My lamb and martyr, you look so precious by ej_writer
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
19 Jul 2025
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Randy holds his secret close and it drives him to tears. It’s sat festering and disgusting in him since Benson forced him to confront what his life was like. Since a long time before then if he’s honest. The reason it was like this for him.
Benson had been so close to guessing it without knowing. At the mall he’d said it, ‘I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with you Randy, but you’re never gonna figure it out if she keeps dragging you around by your dick.’ A gross oversimplification maybe, but it got to the point well enough. Like a dagger slipping straight through Randy’s bruised ribcage and burying itself painfully in his heart.
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Warnings at the beginning of each chapter. Fic Title and each chapter title from Prison Sex by Tool. The song is partly the inspiration for this fic.
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The Fourth Hour by NoPerson
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
19 Jul 2025
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A vague mission is the perfect excuse for Sam to drag Bucky out west for an impromptu vacation. If only it was ever that simple.
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Having experienced nothing but emotional agony so far in his life, Ajax doesn't believe he's worth more then dirt. Let alone that people genuinely care about him
In the moments after his death he relives how he got to this moment
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: I’m sorry (?)
Draft Last Modified: Wed, Sep 9, 21:03Good morning Bruce,
If you find that email in your inbox, that means that I did it.
I finally killed myself.There are many things I would like to say, but there are a few things I can’t admit without it being suspicious.
Such has the fact that I’m your bio kid, Bruce. Would have you treated me like the others and showed me love if you knew?Fortunately, as I said in one mail that you’ll soon receive, my lawyer will eventually contact you. Various documents will be given to you, but they’re mostly for Wayne Enterprise and how to direct it.
Even though I know it’ll be Lucius who would take over me.The rest of the documents are in a vault with a code you will soon be familiar.
I hope you cared enough about me to realize that it’ll be my death day… is that even the real name for it…?I sincerely hope that everything will be fine for you, Bruce. You seriously deserved it.
But so did I.With my best regards,
― Timothy Jackson Drake
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A mixture of one-shots and connected chapters following the childhood life and times of a Link and Zelda born in a time of peaceful prosperity and swiftly developing Sheikah technologies. In this story, Link is a blacksmith-in-training and a magical engineering prodigy, while Zelda is a shining jewel of the kingdom with a lot of struggles behind the scenes. Impa is Tired™, but doing her best. Divinely-ordained adventure is still many years away for this particular Link, but that isn't to say his life is uneventful before then! For one thing, making friends is hard if you're a weird kid who talks and dresses funny, and for another, you don't need to be an active Hero for the Yiga Clan to think you're worth kidnapping...
(Reading other works in this series is NOT a pre-requisite. Though this is technically a prequel, this is also a stand-alone!)
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- Part 3 of Adventures in New Hyrule
- Part 1 of Link Bluesmith, Hero of Peace
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They say no one survives Tortuga without becoming something worse than what dragged them there.
Seonghwa tried to keep his head down, until the Pirate King looked at him like he was treasure.
Two years later, he’s dragged back onto the deck of Precious in chains; not as a guest, but as a prisoner.
Now he must survive not just the sea, but the heartbreak of being seen as nothing more than a traitor by the only people who ever made him feel like he belonged.
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Poison or Patience to Make me Okay (‘Cause I Hate Myself Today) by edible_emerald
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
19 Jul 2025
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Basically I thought “what if Fire Spirit lost against Agar Agar?” And this popped out. Featuring fire spirit suffering, firewind, fire spirit suffering and did I mention fire spirit suffers?
Heed the tags and trigger warnings in the end notes.
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“This program offers you a new life; a fresh start… All your memories of the Wizarding World would be locked away, and replaced with new, happier, memories.” Percy took a deep breath and offered her his sincerest smile, “We can’t recover your parent’s memories, but we can offer you a fresh start, a life without the trauma of the war. If you choose to do this, you would be forfeiting your magic, taking on an alternate identity and live in an undisclosed location amongst the muggles.” He put a comforting hand on her shoulder, “We could help you forget.”
“You… want to help me forget… everything? All of it? Gin, Harry, Ron, the war… my parents… everyone?”
“As painful as it would be for all of us to see you go, you deserve this chance, if you want it. You deserve to be happy and free of the war, Hermione.” He pulled away and held out another offering in the form of a pamphlet. “In case you choose to stay.” She nodded, only glancing down at the document once he’d rounded the corner.
Stonehenge Rehabilitation Center for Witches and Wizards.
If she could just forget…forget it all, maybe then, it wouldn’t be so painful to breathe.
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Harry discover a power. Every time he dies, he goes back in time precisely 1 week before his Hogwarts letter. He doesn't know why or how. But now, he had came back so much times he stopped counting after 500k. He doesn't know what's real and what's not, he isn't even really human anymore. His only goal is to die for good. But can he really do it?
Death cannot touch him,
Life cries for him,
Magic is terrified of him.He died in every single imaginable death, he doesn't even know how to react to pain anymore.
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"Don't you want to see Barry and Iris? Or your parents? I think Barry—"
"Later," he says, because Dick's clearly done something—no wonder no-one's made him go out in the sunshine like a real boy. "How long since you talked to her?"
Dick mutters something unintelligible, then, when Wally elbows him, "Six months."
"Wow, are you a shitty boyfriend." Dick and Artemis aren't exactly joined at the hip—Wally actually sees more of her than Dick does, since they're roommates—but they always make time for each other. Artemis is good for him, even if she does tend to call Wally names; he's pretty sure that's normal girlfriend-best friend behaviour, anyway, no matter what wild theories Roy liked to go on about before he went fully off the rails.
Wally's just been pulled out of the Void. Clearly, now's the perfect time to re-evaluate his relationship with two of his best friends.
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- Part 2 of two's company
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She got help from him twice—now he needs her help.
As Severus Snape is found unconscious in his house, Minerva McGonagall turns to Hermione because she might be the only one able to find out what's wrong with him after St Mungo's has given up.A story about dealing with your past and accepting the present.
(Non-con/violence doesn't happen between Hermione and Severus.)
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- Part 3 of Medicus (english)
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Love is like a drug you take without getting high. But love doesn’t do that. It doesn’t lift you. It exposes you. Makes you soft. Vulnerable.
And if you’ve built your whole life around not feeling? That’s the scariest shit of all.
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