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    Wait, you cared? No, you didn’t. That thought was simply not right. You couldn’t care for someone after those two soul-sucking weeks of either shooting someone in the face or spending hours scrapping their insides from the floors and walls. You couldn’t- You couldn’t, right? But everyone was gone and he was the only one left. If it would’ve been anyone else, like that cheerful man, would you have grown to care about them too? Or was there something special, something peculiarly captivating about Yesenin’s melancholic frown, spite for the world and a bad posture, that combined with his unnatural height surely must have put him through pain every single day? Maybe there was. Or maybe it was a gas leak that turned your brain into mush and reverted your thinking to your teenage years.
    Fuck, you just woke up and you’re already exhausted. 

     

    As the Protagonist, on the 14th day you bunker down in the basement with the only survivng human. And some things develop.

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    Alex's life takes a complicated turn after she sleeps with Justin, her older brother, following a moment of impulsive attraction. Overwhelmed by guilt and confusion, she attempts to escape her emotions through alcohol. Fortunately, her supportive best friend Harper as well as Justin‚ help her confront her feelings and navigate this difficult situation. Can Alex and Justin overcome their familial bond and find a way to be together? (Jalex!)

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    AU wherein Lee Jeno has a bad reputation, and Jaemin is trying to escape a toxic relationship.

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    Lloyd was always the type to show he's feelings especially when he was sick by making that ugly face expression that make everyone disgusted or by suddenly acting too robotic to cover the mess he made,but this time was different... 

    Or

     

    Even though everything seemed fine it really wasn't... And Lloyd knew how he could fix that

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    Chloe Charming has everything she ever wanted. She was Cinderellasburg's perfect princess, loved by the public, and her family, and her friends. But she doesn't want that type of love. She wants more.

    Red, a rebel who escaped from Wonderland and her tyrannic mother at a young age, has all she ever dreamed of. Freedom. A rising music star and free spirit, known for her witty lyrics and hypnotizing dance moves, performs in Auradon.

    When Chloe sneaks out to see her idol, and have a taste of a different lifestyle, a chance encounter backstage with Red creates a spark between them.
    Will they risk everything to make it work? Or will it just end with two broken hearts?

    Ib: stupidemigod on ao3. check out their stories.

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    “Okay. If you don't like your wish and you don't like mine, if you had a do-over, what would you ask for?” Ray asks, unimpressed, like this is a dare that he doesn't expect Pete to be able to complete.

    Pete had spent a lot of time thinking about this after the Walk. It’s near impossible not to, really; you’re given the hardest choice you’ll ever make after the most horrific few days of your life, and you have forever to stew in the consequences of it. Pete has been stewing in it, indeed. “Do you really think you can wish for anything?” he asks. “It shouldn’t have been possible to get that kid an elephant so soon, but—”

    “You want a magical wish, then? Like a fucking genie? It’s all hypothetical anyway. Go for it.”

    Their feet move in tandem, like soldiers. The horrible ache in Pete’s stomach has gone away. This is the only time it ever goes away: here, in a dream, with Ray. “Well, I’d ask if I could just go on walking with you forever.”

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    If Pete McVries had another chance, he'd choose a different wish. Post-Canon Garraty/McVries Fix-It.

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    The hatred for the little omega girl came to him roaring, he wanted to go over there and rip her arm out because she was touching what was his. Suowei taken a step back, did he just think of this S-class alpha as his? What was happening to him, he wasn’t sure. And it didn’t matter because Suowei wanted this guy and if he wanted something nothing could stop him.

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    Where else could a suicidal coward meet an cold-blooded killer, if not in a psychiatric hospital? A selfish oath for Jeffrey to kill [Name] brings them together in their attempt to escape.

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    She’s gone mad.

     

    (Aka: anouther “Test Tube experiments on her friends” fic)

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    In which, through yet another tragedy, Luke ends up being raised by Ben Kenobi out in the deserts of Tatooine-until he's almost nine years old, and a scary black droid claiming to be his father shows up to take both of them away.
    From another point of view, Darth Vader discovers that his family might not be as completely destroyed as he thought, and decides that he's going to make sure he never loses them again-by physical force if necessary.

    Based on a fic by cherryblog, who in turn based it on a series by Icarus_is_flying; how's THAT for meta?

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    (This is my first fic so feel free to give advice and stay open minded🙏)

    Middle school Katsuki and Izuku try to work out feelings while Katsuki tries not to bruise his pride and Izuku struggles with his own mother being sick, and the fact nobody will leave him alone.

    (SORRRYYYY if I mischaracterise anybody I’m new to this)

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    May dies of a heart attack and now Tony is Peter's legal guardian.
    Tony brings Peter to live with him in the Avenger Tower.
    And things only go downhill from there.

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    I get my little hands on Peter Parker and make him go through a whole lotta shit, like ALOT

    (Peter and Tony get kidnapped lol)

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    After one unfortunate decision leads to the worst years of his life, the chance for revenge falls into xBs hands. And he grips it with his claws and refuses to let go.

    OR: in a different Universe, the Hermits rescue xB after two weeks in captivity. In this universe, they don't.

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    Yosa'Min has defeated Alduin, but has found herself without a purpose after a loss in her family. One night of spite leads to a strange and new romance with a woman she can barely contain her feelings for, and a new way of life within the Thieves Guild. But will the self-acclaimed protector of Riften have anything to say about the newly arrived redguard?

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    Janus knows better than to venture Remus' side of the imagination alone
    Janus knows better than to mess with Remus when he wants to be alone
    Janus knows better than to test his limits over a hunch

    Janus is also a stubborn hypocrite

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    A collection of drabbles—some interconnected, others standalone.

    Additional characters, pairings, and tags will be included as needed.

    Each chapter will have its own content warnings in the author's notes. I might yap a little in there, too.

    Below, the latest five drabbles.


    16. Dark dresses lightly (Read TW)
    17. Kyle burns your pie
    18. Simon paints
    19. Simon makes you cum
    20. Hammer on hot iron, you mould me

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    Clint Barton is making his way through the zombie apocalypse just fine. He's got himself, he's got his dog, and he's kicking Zombie Hulk's ass every chance he gets. And yet, he's alone and isolated from the rest of the world. That is, until one day a super soldier with a metal arm literally falls from the sky, right into his lap.
    Through trials and tribulations, the two must survive everything from zombies, illness, starvation, and worst of all, Zombie Hulk. This is only the start of their journey, though, because there are other people out there. Clint and Bucky are not alone. To get to safety, they'll have to team up with Wade Wilson and Peter Parker, and face the odds...together.

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    Zero Kiryu was turned into a vampire at twelve when Pureblood Kaname Kuran saved him from a massacre. At Cross Academy, Kaname helps restore Zero’s humanity but must depart to protect his sister, Yuuki.
    While left alone, Zero learns to live as a human again—until he falls in love with vampire hunter Kaito Takamiya. For five years they build a fragile peace, only for a late-night car crash to shatter it. Wounded and guilt-ridden, Zero wakes in the hospital to Dr. Masaki’s care and the unexpected return of Kaname, who will stop at nothing to guard the man he’s loved since that snowy night years ago.

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    Fan kills himself idk

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    A Disventure Camp AU where the teams are randomly chosen by a wheel.

    With just the teams changing, how much will this change the season? What new dynamics will form? New romances? New drama?

    ...A new winner? Find out here!

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