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Vessel hated the way he looked. Hated the scar tissue that covered his limbs, the way his ribs protruded, his crooked nose.
He hated the phantom feeling of their hands on his skin, digging into his flesh. He hated how he couldn't even have sex with his partners without completely disassociating. He hated it all.
His skin constantly felt dirty, no matter how many times he scrubbed and scrubbed at his skin, he could never get rid of the feeling of hands that were unsafe, that weren't supposed to be touching him there, off his skin. It was wrong. They were wrong. He was wrong.
But it didn't matter how many times he dug the blade into his thighs, desperately trying to cut the feeling of their hands there away. It never worked. He could still feel it. Could still feel his brain spiraling out of control, the way his chest was frantically gasping for air as he pleaded with anyone listening to make it stop. It always fell on deaf ears.
He didn't get it.
What did he do to deserve this?
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- Part 11 of Eepy boys <3
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Maybe he wasn't meant for all this "romance stuff". But that doesn't mean he can't enjoy the little moments of affection, right? His mother would scream at him if she saw him now, and honestly, he screams at himself too. But fuck..
He hates how badly he loves that feeling in his chest, how his heart squeezes, how he gets overly sleepy when around them- how disgustingly pretty they are.
But he keeps his nails stuck in the palms of his hand, his tongue bit between his teeth, and his heart trapped away behind a cage, because he can't tell them. There's no way he could ever.
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Connected to "You're Home"Series
- Part 8 of Eepy boys <3
- Part 1 of Eepy boy Headcannon au
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“I think Vess helped all of us. Whether he really knows it or not. He found us when we couldn’t see the way out and carved out the path to the exit.”
II spoke so gently, so sweetly about the singer it was almost intoxicating, yet IV knew each word he spoke was true. Vessel had found them at their darkest times, lost in a sea with no life jacket, yet Vessel gave them a boat to find refugee on. He gave them a home without even realizing it.
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- Part 6 of Eepy boy Headcannon au
- Part 10 of Eepy boys <3
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Grief was never an easy subject, a pain that never really left, just went from an open wound to a scarred one.
From the second Vessel had met the guitarist, he knew the other had been suffering from some heavy grief, one that was too heavy that a simple new role in the life IV always wanted, was still nothing to help the aching in his chest. It just pushed the grief aside for the time being.
Now Vessel felt like he could taste the grief on his own tongue.
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- Part 5 of Eepy boy Headcannon au
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He had been to funerals before, family members, lovers of friends. He knew the routine, the dress code, knew what to expect.
Yet seeing her there, coddled by plush white sheets, it was weird.
It felt different, like he was out of place, like this wasn't true.
Maybe it was the pain killers the hospital gave him, or the fact the bandages around his arms were cutting off his circulation, whatever it was. this just wasn't right.
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- Part 9 of Eepy boys <3
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Everything I write about the boys are all characters. In both of my series I change the way they look expect for their height and II,III and IV's eye colors. Everything else is completely made up, fictional and has NOTHING to do with the actual band members. Any names that are used in these fics are also completely made up.
Depending on my mood (and any old works in my 300+ doc) these works will range from sad, happy, trigger warnings and just blunt comfort. I sometimes portray my own emotions into the fics and onto a certain character, please read the tags.
READ THE TAGS PLEASE! Cannot say this enough, again my works will/can have things ranging from gore, blood, self-harm, drug abuse, alcoholism and more. Read the tags.
Also this series is all of my Sleep Token related works. So it will include my on AU works as well as just random fics I decide to post that aren't related to my AU.
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READ THE TAGS!
This is purely fictional and is completely made up. Each character is loosely based on the stage personas and have been adjusted (only things I kept the same to the stage personas is the masks, height, eye colors and the fact theyre in a band).
This series is full of head cannons that i have made for the characters I have adjusted and think will fit for the story I am writing. This entire series is based on one AU I have written.
Again read the tags, topics such as drug abuse/misuse/withdrawal, alcohol abuse, self-harm, death, car accidents and more are touched upon and talked about.
If you need help with substance abuse or depression please do not be afraid to reach out/ask for help. You are loved.
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Wukong beat the shit out of Macaque and heres the outcome <3 by Elise_Temp
Fandom: LEGO Monkie Kid
30 Jun 2022
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Vessel has spent his entire life in the suffocating grip of the Church of Final Baptism, moulded from birth into a sacred vessel for the words and will of Father Phorcys. Trapped in layers of spiritual manipulation and quiet despair, Vessel submits to a marriage he never wanted, believing numb obedience is his only escape.
But submission is laced with cruel words and hidden torment, and his marriage is little more than a cage. One night, when Phorcys declares them both unworthy and drives them off a cliff into the ocean, Vessel assumes his final breath will be one of cold terror.
Instead, he wakes, barely alive and still beneath the surface, in a glowing cave tended to by creatures of myth. A pod of mermen: II, III, and IV. Each one stranger than the last, inexplicably kind, and devoted to helping this strange land-creature survive.
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A take on the lyrics of Infinite Baths, with lots of angst, fluff, and mermen.Bookmarked by Elise_Temp
16 Jun 2025
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the greater of two evils (two wrongs make a right) by gumiie
Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Mar 2024
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Two egomaniacs attempt romance.
It hurts, but maybe one day it won't.
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24 Oct 2024
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My darling, my darling— my life who has died by grandioseroses
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
19 Jan 2024
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After Pantalone’s death, Childe is sent to check up on The Doctor, who he finds is much more human than originally believed.
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01 Oct 2024
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His throat was raw from pushing himself far past his limit, his head pounding from whatever it was he’d caught right before the show, his eyes burning from the bright lights and the tears that had seemingly been present since he’d first come onstage and had to have Sam announce that he wasn’t well enough to sing. But that was nothing compared to the absolute despair he felt down in his soul, the tight, constricting bands of horrible anxiety wrapped around his chest and boiling over in the pit of his stomach, the threads of panic that had been creeping at the edges of his mind since before the show weaving together and digging claws of ice cold anguish and agony into every part of him.
Their biggest show they’d ever done and he’d been unable to give it his all.
Vessel breaks down after the Wembley concert, but he's not alone.
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16 Jan 2024
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“I know,” III says regretfully. “I understand it’s a big leap of faith, considering what just happened to you. But—” III pauses here, and he watches as III turns to stare at his friends outside— “but II and I have already done this for Ves. We could do it for you too, easily.”
This could end so badly, he thinks, but the worst thing that could happen to him has already happened.
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- Part 1 of take the dark and carve me out a home
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14 Dec 2023