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    With Networks VOID/Networks VITAL, NULLverse is narratively Complete. But I keep writing anyway. Cuz it's fun.

    Consider this series if you like: feral shit, disaster, continuity of identity+memory, societies of people with divergent needs/wants, chaos, robot creation ethics, violence vs security, suffering, healing, bad puns.

    Canon Divergence AU:
    - At the end of Exit Strategy, the Combat SecUnit succeeds at capturing Murderbot
    - Murderbot is subjected to Palisade's construct research lab as they try to figure out what makes a rogue tick
    - The Combat SecUnit is A (Problematic) Character
    - Disaster ensues

    Note installment one, Parameters NULL, is heavily horror/angst (and dark comedy). References NULL is also deeply angsty.

    Series has its ups and downs regarding angst, slightly-less-dark comedy, and trauma recovery themes. Plus some whack worldbuilding speculation. We like to multi track drift here. It’s crack it’s angst it’s fluff? We have the RangeTM

    Some installments are skippable if u so prefer. Reading order is suggested but not strictly necessary if u are a flexible type. Mix and match if you want. Go crazy. I know I am.

    Hope you have fun!

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    12 Sep 2025

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    The rocket strikes through the heart. Reality collapses in less than five seconds.

    Jayce rebuilds Viktor, little by little, piece by piece.

    And if his partner comes back from the dead a little different, well... what's not to love? Jayce is a quick study. He can adjust himself into a suitable form. He pledged himself to this task a dozen years ago; he's in it for the long haul.

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    To put it bluntly: this is the one where Dr. Frankenstein runs away with his bride.

    ( Jayce follows Viktor down to the depths of Zaun, and amid the riots and war-banners, everything changes. )

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    10 Jul 2025

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    27 Apr 2025

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    It’s a weird thing, to understand and acknowledge the fact that you are a danger to the people you love. Obviously, you care about these people and you don’t want to see them hurt. If you could, you’d shield them from everything that could possibly harm them.

     

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    Technoblade believes that he is a danger to his family. He kills himself for it.

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    04 Nov 2021

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    yay relatable pain