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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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Bookmarked by dont_worry_about_it (its_me_clay)
06 Jul 2025
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After an accident nearly costing them their lives Ghost and Soap had to leave the military behind. They parted without a word of goodbye and now three years later John is finally ready to face Simon again.
"After all John was the reason they were both here now, retired, cut off from everything they had known. And the guilt was gnawing at him, eating away everything he had once been. Every jab of pain in his leg was a reminder of his shame, every panic attack his rightful price to pay. Because it had been his fault. And Simon had left him for it."
Bookmarked by dont_worry_about_it (its_me_clay)
29 Jun 2025
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perfect texting, the golden standard
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Caduceus awakes to a splitting headache and all of his friends around him in a dark cavern, unconscious and bleeding out. In a desperate attempt to get everyone to safety, he neglects his own injuries. For once, his friends won't let him get away with it.
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Bookmarked by dont_worry_about_it (its_me_clay)
09 Jun 2025
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After the incident leaves Gavin disabled and cut off from his friends, Gavin grows to rely on the help of his newly returned imaginary friend. But as he grows closer with his new partner once he returns to his job, it seems that Gavin’s friend isn’t so keen on letting Gavin go.
Bookmarked by dont_worry_about_it (its_me_clay)
25 May 2025
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Being gay and mentally ill at Kim's place by patrocleanMarcescence
Fandom: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
22 Mar 2024
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Bookmarked by dont_worry_about_it (its_me_clay)
15 May 2025