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Louis muffled his moan by Harry’s shoulder. Harry was thrusting into Louis so hard he was losing his breath. These was the third time that Saturday morning not counting last night.

Louis hazily wondered how Harry could keep going like that since Louis was the one receiving and Harry’s was the one giving. His thoughts were stopped by a hard thrust to his prostate that left him pushing hand toward his mouth to stop the moaning to be lead out. He couldn’t let his mother and siblings hear how Harry is destroying his ass.

“Common Lou let me hear you” Harry the picked up Louis by hips and started to slam into Louis hole that was already filled with Harry’s cum from the first couple time. Louis was sobbing from pleasure, with now both hand press to his mouth. Harry growled at the sight and ripped Louis’s dainty hands from his mouth and held them down by the wrist with only one of his hands. The other one holding Louis feminine hips up as he fucks into Louis tight hole.

“Let the world hear that you're mine Louis” Harry growled as he fucked Louis even harder. Harry’s dick was sawing through Louis hole while Louis hole clench tightly wanting to milk Harry for every drop.

Louis quickly swayed his head as a no to Harry’s command because he couldn't let his family know he was being fucked by nineteen years older while he himself was sixteen. But Harry wasn’t having it, so he manhandled Louis so he could be sitting on Harry’s calfs while Harry was on his bottom with his feet press to the mattress. Harry’s dick was still pressed inside Louis’ prostate which had Louis moaning loudly.

Harry started to fuck up into Louis making him bounce on his dick like a cowboy on a wild horse. Louis blunt nails tried to hold onto Harry's hard stomach (six-pack) but he had to rely on Harry's large hands to hold them down.

Harry gave a few more wild thrust before Louis came with white stripes across his stomach. With caring about his own pleasure Harry gave hard paced thrust before he dropped he picked up Louis to the tip of his dick and let him fall on it to the very bottom before he came deep into the crying boy.

They stayed like that for a while. Harry filling Louis up and Louis sobbing out of pleasure and fear his parents heard him. When Harry was done he picked up Louis from his dick and laid him down on the boy’s cover before he went to put on his pants.

Louis watched as the man was buckling his belt when he asked “why don’t you ever stay…? All you ever do is throw rocks at my window at night promising you'll stay...then when I let you make love to me all night-”

“Louis all I do is fuck, I do not ever make love,” Harry said tying up his shoes still shirtless.

“But…” Louis said sobbing “you told me you loved me...you only did that get me to sleep with you..”? When Harry nodded while putting on his white shirt Louis curled in on himself with his covers over himself. Wincing when he feels the throb in his ass and cum slowly draw out.

“My girlfriend is calling, and before you asked yeah I lied I didn't break up with Taylor to be with you. See you later Louis, and thanks with the stress reliever.” Harry said with a wink before exiting out his window.

Louis world fell apart his crush since he was a freshman had tricked him...then he remembered that he forgot to buy his birth control pills because he didn't think he would lose his virginity this month. Louis world fell apart X2.

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(In Harry’s POV)

He wasn’t ever supposed to be sad. Harry wishes the boy would only have a smile on his face. But he doesn't… and it all his fault. Harry couldn’t help but sigh as he watched the boy cuddle into a jacket Harry swore was his, it was a Monday from the week he took the boy’s innocence.

Harry loved Louis.

He loved his smile and the crinkle by his eyes.

He loved him the moment he saw the blue eyes flicker uncertainty to his green. Louis was a freshmen on the first day of school small and tiny compared to everyone around him(he still is barely meeting Harry’s shoulder ). Harry(who was a senior) had helped Louis find his classes that day because couldn’t help but want to get rid of the nervous look on the boy.

It was the start of a beautiful friendship that ended terribly due to Harry’s father threatening Harry that he would end Louis’s life, because he saw how his son looked at Louis and well Harry’s father wanted a heir to their fortune.

Right. Harrys Filthy Rich…. But Louis didn’t care about that he would hang out with Harry at their favorite place in the forest and never accept Harry’s extravagant gifts. Harry huffed trying to hide his laughter at the memory
******Short memory******
“Harry!!!!! You can not just buy me a car!” Louis yelled at his older friend (who he loved dearly).
“Why not Lou? You mom can't afford one for you. And now every time you need me you can come see me.”
****End of memory****
Harry remembered how Louis blushed (a beautiful shade of red) at his comment, but still made him return the car. Which only lead to Harry promising that he would have came to find Louis if the young boy needed him.

Harry watch Louis from the shadows under the shade of the high school. Even if Harry already graduated which marked the last time he talked to Louis who had jumped (to congratulate him) into Harry's arms that day. Harry remembered that he never wanted to let go.

Louis looked so tiny in Harry’s jacket. But it looked perfectly on him...Harry wanted to apologize to Louis the night he came to his window. To apologize for leaving him the day he graduated and for lying that he didn't make love to Louis. To apologize for coming back when Harry’s dad could easily hurt Louis which Harry would never forgive himself for. Harry wanted to tell Louis that the only reason he was with the blond witch (taylor) was that he wanted to protect Louis...for being absence for a year of his life...for leaving him that morning a few days ago… for going hard on him for Louis first time, but Harry couldn’t control himself he hadn’t even touched Louis for a year (he would always check up him at least once a week to make sure he was alright)

But most of he wanted to tell Louis….

That he wanted to stay..

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Louis was sitting on the bench...in Harry’s Jacket again. It not his fault that Harry left his jacket at his house a year ago right before Harry’s graduation… right before he left.
Louis wore it when it was was really cold or when he was really missing Harry. Today was both.

Louis shuffled on the bench and winced his bum still hurt from Friday’s night and Saturday’s morning. Before Harry broke him apart with his words. He was so happy to see Harry again throwing pebbles at his door. Louis was a fool to forgive him for leaving him for a year… without contact and coming back with Taylor the school’s senior queen bully. Taylor would always bully Louis back when he was a freshmen but now as a sophomore it on only got worse. She would throw words of how Harry was blind for hanging out with someone so ugly and lame.

Harry used to wipe his tears when Taylor words got to Louis. Harry would be furious asking him who told him such lies. Louis would never tell because he feared what Harry would do to Taylor...but now he guesses Taylor was right Harry realize how Louis was such a loser and finally picked Taylor over him.

Louis had thought that Harry hated Taylor just as much as Louis did, but he guess he was just wrong.

Louis starting to get teary eyed so he quickly wiped them when he heard Zayn calling his name.

“Lou-ieee!” Zayn said bringing Louis hands into his trying to warm them up. To others it may look like they were a couple the way Zayn was bringing Louis’s hand up to Zayn’s mouth blowing slow warm air to help them warm up quickly.

Harry use to get overprotective of Louis when Zayn was around. He would wrap his arm around Louis’s waist when Zayn was so much as five feet away from Louis. Louis would always stutter and become nervous, he wished Harry did that because he liked Louis back but no he just wanted...Louis to be his little plaything.

“What’s wrong Lou, you know I told you to wait inside. I know you enjoy the fresh air Louis but you’ll get sick. And what if the baby-” Zayn’s words were halted by Louis soft small hand covering his mouth.

Louis quickly look around their surrounding, once satisfied that he saw no one was around to hear he quickly whispered “Zayn, was if someone heard you. And I don’t know If I’m pregnant ...I might not be I took the morning after pill you got me…”

“Sorry Louis...Im just worried about that Stupid Curly's baby because even though Harry is being a Jerk right now for a reason I’m still trying to find out why… he still would want you and the baby to be safe” Zayn said.

“I don’t think Harry does care about me...but I hope he cares about this baby” Louis whispered tearing up again.

“Hold up Louis we don’t know yet. We can go get a Test after school okay until then let's get out of the cold..okay” Zayn said already leading Louis inside the School Building.

“Zayn thank you for staying with me” Louis said with his watery blue eyes staring up Zayn. Zayn smiled and kissed his friend’s forehead.

In the shadows a pair of green eyes harden at the sight. The heart of the green eyes broke when he heard the last thing Louis had said.

If only the Harry heard the whole conversation.

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‘Plus sign’

Okay, Louis thought maybe it’s a false one, I should look at the other two.

‘Plus sign...Plus sign’

Louis was speechless….

He was pregnant… well he should go to the doctor still...but he has a huge chance of being pregnant

With Harry’s baby

He was pregnant with a man who he loved with all his heart BABY!

He was pregnant with a man who didn’t love him back. What was he going to do?

Louis then heard a knock at the door, “Louis? Are you okay? You kinda went quiet in there?” Zayn asked muffled by Louis bathroom door.

Louis quickly wiped away the tears he didn’t know he let out before he answered: “Zaynie please come in….” Louis unlocked the door.

“Are you okay you look like you were crying…?”Zayn hugged his best friend. Louis held Zayn tight trying to find some ground before he could answer. He wishes it was Harry holding him right now. Harry’s arms could always cover him completely warming him when he was cold or scared.

Louis remembered that Harry said that his arm were made to hold Louis.

“Zayn… I’m pregnant...with Harry’s baby...what am I going to do I’m only sixteen…?” Louis said sobbing on Zayn’s shoulder.

“Louis..do you want to keep the baby?”

“OF COURSE! How can you say that Zayn that is my baby. I'm pro-choice but that doesn't I myself would want to get an abortion! I defend people's right to their body!”

“Okay sorry, Louis it's just thinking about the child's future… your future..”

“ Zaynie thank you for caring but I know what I want for myself and this baby is part of Harry and me, even though Harry doesn't love me… I love him” Louis' eyes held determination

Zayn could only smile at his strong friend, “okay Louis it's your choice, I will support you no matter what.”

“Thank you Zayn that is all I could ask for.”
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For now, Louis is keeping it a secret from his family with only Zayn knowing about his pregnancy. Because God sake his parents still think he is a virgin who only cares about school.

Well, Louis thought, it half true thanks to Harry.

Harry.

The man who is his baby daddy. Louis was sitting on a bench outside the school waiting for Zayn to hurry up with his truck that he parked so far away. Zayn didn't want Louis tripping over the ice so Louis promised that he wouldn't move not risking a fall.

Louis hears the cIicks of Taylor’s heels before he sees her. Who wears heels when their ice on the sidewalk anyways? He tries to control his face when she comes to him with her face full of makeup.

“Zayn finally ditched you too. I never understood how hot guys always surround you first before me! Luckily Harry came to his senseS once he graduated!”

Louis tried not to let her words hurt but like how the doctor said he was going to be a little more emotional than usual. Louis held the sonogram of his baby in his pocket to give him strength.

“Taylor the only reason people come to me first is because I have a big heart and a bum to match sorry you can't relate Tay!” Louis said sassily. Just when he said he saw Harry come up behind Taylor trying to hold his laugh.

Louis blood boiled even more continued “You lucky I don't fuck every boy that comes across because then you wouldn't have anyone to fuck.” Louis tried to get up quickly when he heard Zayn ran to go help him up.

“Louis please don't get up by yourself you could have slipped,” Zayn said eyes hardening when he sees Harry and Taylor.

“Why can't you get up by yourself are you sick?” Harry facade breaking slightly at his worry for Louis.

Before Louis could respond in anger because now he cares about how Louis is feeling!

“Harry don't pay any attention to him! Pay attention to me” Taylor said in a disgusting tone at least that what Harry thought. Taylor had swung her arms around Harry's neck literally trying to hang off him.

Harry pushed her alway “Louis what's wrong do you need help walking to your ...Zayn's truck?” Harry said touching Louis' arm he couldn't play off his bad image if Louis could possibly be hurt.

Louis slapped Harry's arm alway. “ Do touch me, Harry, you don't just decide when you can come back with Taylor along your side and act like you care about me! Come on Zayn I'm freezing out here” Zayn quickly help Louis start walking always from Harry.

Louis and Zayn both did not notice the sonogram slipped out of Louis pocket, but Harry did.

Harry quickly picked it up “Lou you dropped…” he was cut off by Louis turning around

“You also don't have the right to call me Lou-” Louis' eyes widen. To Harry he looked beautiful it was starting to snow again and Louis' eyes were a beautiful shade of blue.his natural blush was more noticeable with it being cold outside.His cute pink mouth was in an ‘o’ shaped.

Harry looked down to see what got Louis all shook up.

“Louis you're….y-you're pregnant”

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“Is it mine?” Harry asked eyes wide and almost crazy looking.

“I have no obligations to answer you Harry,” Louis said putting his coat on his coat hanger by the entrance of his house.

After Harry asked the question Zayn quickly grabbed the sonogram and escorted Louis to his Truck. Once Harry tried to follow Taylor stopped him. Asking him what he was doing following Louis like he cared about him.

Harry remembered Taylor and his Father were very connected so he tried to play it off cool when he told her that he was going home because he felt ill and apologize to her for being rude but he didn’t want her to get sick. Taylor accepted it and he ran off quickly to his own car and here he is now in his Lou’s house. He begged Louis to talk for only five minutes. Louis granted him those five minutes with Zayn standing by in the Kitchens if Harry does anything wrong.

“Please, Lou I-”

“Don’t call me that. You have been gone For so many months since you graduated Harry. The first day of sophomore year, I see you with Taylor kissing her! I knew we were friends Harry but I thought I meant something to you my freshman year ...and that night. You broke me, Harry, you don’t get to come anytime you want and call me Lou” Louis said tears running down his face.

To Harry, he still looked beautiful with his cute button nose red with his sniffing. Harry was beating himself up because he was the reason for Louis’ tears.

“I’m sorry Louis, but I did for for your safety please try to understand.” Harry said looking into Louis eyes. He brought his hand to louis porcelain cheek. “I was only with Taylor so I could be allowed to keep my eyes on you Louis.”

“What are your talking about Harry...how have you been protecting me?” Louis said turning away from Harry. He rubbed his eyes hard to dry the tear. He only been pregnant for a short time and he is already so emotional.

“I can not tell you… I’m not even supposed to be here...shit Taylor is going to tell her dad shit” Harry winces at the thought. He slowly reaches for Louis hand and whispers “My dad doesn't want me to be gay.” Louis slowly turns around facing Harry.
“I know Harry… Is this why you fucked me? To get rid of the urge of wanting a boy so you picked your easy target. The love sick freshman that went red everytime we talked.” Louis had no fire in his tone only hurt consuming his heart.

“Louis I came out to my dad. I told him all about you! I TOLD HIM...I told him how every time you sneeze you have to sneeze at least 10 times before it stops. I told him how when you found out I was loaded and heir to the multi million company you told me if I could buy you a animal shelter because you wanted to make the dogs happy. How you even named one Bunny even after the people told you not to get attach to any of them while you volunteered” Harry hugs Louis waist keeping him close trying not to cry.

Louis was awestruck at how much Harry had remembered. Louis got on his tippy toes so he could hug Harry arms circling around Harry’s head, holding just as tight.

“He told me to get over it. That you could be me my mistress after I marry Taylor. That I could even have a room for you and how you could take care of Taylor and my children” Harry said with a sick tone. “I couldn’t ever treat you like that Louis… and I can’t lose the company-”

Louis pushed Harry away. “You chose the company over me… here I thought you were different Harry… ”

“Louis please I-I Love you. I was only going along but I swear once I got the company I would have came back for you… I was thinking about our future Louis. Please I wanted to be able to support you and our…” Harry softly touches Louis stomach “our kids Louis.” “I couldn’t tell you Louis I had to have everyone convinced that I loved Taylor that night between us was my moment of weakness. I do not regret it because now we have a baby that needs this plan to work.”

“No Harry. If you really loved me the company would mean nothing to you. If you really loved me you would know that I only wanted to be with you. Not leave me without any notice just expecting me to always wait for you even when you broke my heart.” Louis held Harry cheeks into his small soft hands. “ I will always love you Harry but you chose what was important to you… money… even if it was for us… you never let money out of your mindset. Harry I do not need money if it means you are willing to hurt me in the process and now that I have a baby I can't let it happen even more.” Louis said walking to the door to open it to let Harry out of his house.

“I’m sorry Harry, but the baby is not yours… Zayn is the father.”

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Of course it was a lie…

Louis would never in a million years see Zayn that way. Zayn was only his friend and becoming his best friend after Harry graduated. Louis hoped with all his heart that Harry would just leave. Leave him like all the other times.

Louis had his hands on the open door. His eyes shut hoping to hear Harry worn out chelsea boots stomped out the door with Louis’ heart in cracked pieces . The cold air was sweeping in causing shivers down his spine.

Why doesn't Harry just go.

Why is he just standing there?

Then soft steps echoed in the room. Towards the door. Louis held his breath trying to coach himself through the pain of losing Harry once again. Then a large hand was placed on his tiny little one. Engulfing them and slowly used Louis hand that kept the door open come to a close.

Louis opened his eyes in shook. Lifting his head up to meet the eyes of his first love. Harry had Louis up against the door, with one hand holding both of Louis’ against his chest. While the other hand coming to caress Louis’ cheek. Harry looked at Louis with all the love he had once held in.

“No love. That baby is mine. If it comes from you it is mine. If it has your heart, your eyes, your smile, or even if it looked like a clone of Zayn. That baby is mine. That baby is ours” Harry said stroking Louis cheek. Wiping the tears that were staining Louis face.

“Do you remember when we had health class? When we had to to take care of an empty egg as our baby?” Harry asked.

Louis nodded. How could he forget.

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Louis was the only freshmen in the classroom full of seniors Harry included were looking for a blow off class. While Louis was the only one who actually cared about hoping to one day become a nurse like his mother. His teacher while amazing at teaching forgot to place new order of the real life baby dolls. Leaving the class having to use a empty eggs as a baby.
Also since the eggs were in limited amount the teacher thought why not group partners. Louis was okay because he was going to pick the nice female senior who sat next to him. Until the teacher started calling out the names of pairs in last name alphabetical order.

Great. Louis thought as he saw his almost partner get up to sit next to her selected partner. Louis waiting to be called wondering who would he be paired with thinking of all his classmates last names. Wait a minute-

“Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson” the teacher called. Louis felt ill. Harry Styles the Harry who ruled the school dominating in all sports. Who had dimples Louis could drown in and curly locks that Louis had dreams pulling in pleasure. Who Louis saw always helping others.

“Hello darling mind if I sit here” Harry said to Louis. Interrupting his thoughts. Louis looked up to see Harry in his natural glory smiling at him with his dimples.

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Louis felt his heart miss a couple a beats. “O-oh… yes you can sit here “ Louis said smiling and eyes casting down innocently. Trying to control his blush.

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Harry became speechless at the boys softness had his knees becoming weak. The boys soft high pitch voice lead him to become protective. How had he not talked to this sweet blue eyed boy before? Yes it was only the beginning of the year and Harry had seen Louis many times before. In fact always stopping to watch the boy until he saw Louis was safe inside the building when Harry was outside playing a sport in the beginning of the school day. It's just that with one look Louis had Harry on his knees hoping to receive a smile from him.

They both panicked in realization.

Can you fall for someone you barely know?

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Harry was…well in better terms…. completely screwed.

How could he not fall in love with the boy with blue eyes that shined so brightly like the fucking sun. Harry remained speechless as the cute little boy with his eyes closed reached into the cup with slips of randomly mixed papers that had the word written “girl” or “boy” in blue ink. When he picked up a slip of paper Louis quickly open his eyes and open the closed sheet.

Harry knew he should have probably looked at the slip but he could only look at Louis sweet face as it lit up with even more excitement! “Harry ! We’re having a boy !!!” Louis said jumping in Harry’s arms . While caught off guard Harry would never dream of dropping the boy he held him tightly for once not caring about the stares. Then he felt Louis calm down significantly and looked down to see that Louis smile was stripped off and lean his forehead against Harry’s chest looking sadly at the slip of paper caught between them.

“What’s wrong darling? We are having a son, a cute little egg that we can name and dress”Harry said trying to bring a smile to Louis’ face bringing his hands to caress Louis’ cheeks and staring at Louis now watery eyes.

“No, it’s nothing, it’s silly” Louis said trying to pull away but Harry wouldn’t let him.

“Come on Louis you can’t keep secrets from your own husband! What have I done to lead my very own husband to not trust me anymore! I have failed as a husband” Harry exaggerated trying to make Louis smile. Harry felt like the king of the world when Louis giggled.

“Okay, okay well you see I don’t want to assume the gender of the egg. Like a slip of paper shouldn’t be the deciding factor of our egg’s gender. I don’t want to put limitation on our egg because I would not want to force my baby to ever be something they know they aren’t” Louis said nervously playing with his fingers.

Louis gasped when Harry held his tiny hands with his giant warm hands and brought them to kiss them.

“Louis you have the most beautiful soul in the world. You’re right it’s our eggs choice and when we have babies it will be their choice as well” Harry said with a wink causing Louis to blush heavily.

Harry at that moment knew if he could freeze time he would freeze it just so he could be with Louis forever. Protecting his heart and loving him.Along with their egg of course.

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Louis was skipping along cutely as only he could. With his egg in a nice cozy satchel that Harry himself knitted to keep the egg from harm. Louis had the egg in the morning since Harry was at football practice then they would switch after Harry was done with practice to which Louis will get the egg back during lunch. Then they would sleep at each other houses taking care of the egg and get to know each other.

They were slowly falling in a love that was stronger than love at first sight it was one where they could talk endlessly without a ounce of regret or embarrassment. They would cuddle they would laugh and most of all they would be there for each other.

Louis finally made it to the field to witness Harry been surrounded by girls. He felt his stomach twist with he identified as jealousy. Louis pushed it away he does not have a right to be jealous because well Harry was not his.

Zayn , who also plays football on the team but is already changed into his school clothes unlike Harry who got trapped by a sea of girls right after practice ended, came up to Louis and put his arm around his shoulder, “why don’t you just say something Louis you know if he knew you were here he would stop everything and come to see you and little Hazza.” Zayn said softly picking up the egg , Hazza Styles, not wanting Louis to yell at him for almost hurting the egg like last time. Keyword almost.

Louis looking at Zayn’s movement with his baby egg like a hawk let out a small sigh “Harry would not and besides, I don’t want to bother him he has a life outside of me and Hazza” Louis said causing Zayn to laugh.

“Yeah right. All through practice, Harry talked about how Hazza has blue eyes because how much he begged you because you wanted Hazza to have green eyes and curly hair. Harry kept saying that he wanted the egg to have “your beautiful eyes” because he would be able to “die happy.” Zayn said snorting through laughter. Louis rolled his eyes because Harry was being silly and Louis could not help but blush when he remembered that Harry told him that he would let Louis name their egg if the egg had Louis's eyes. Then Harry cheered yelling that the egg would be really half of him and half of Louis once Louis had finally agreed.

“Also, he's just being nice, those girls are always trying to get him to go out with him but he always says he has an egg back home and a blue-eyed boy waiting for him,” Zayn said and before Louis could say anything he heard Harry.

“Louis!” Harry yelled passing the girls that were trying to get his attention back on them. He ran to where Louis and zayn were located and hugged Louis kissing him softly on the cheek before looking at Zayn with a pointed stare.

“Zayn while I am thankful that you painted Hazza’s eyes blue that matched perfectly to Louis and making Louis smile because you added curly Harry that looks like mine when I was a baby but can you please give me him before my fatherly instincts take over and I have to fight you,” Harry said seriously. Which was funny if you think about the situation but Zayn nervously gulped and quickly and carefully handed Harry his child egg.

“Harry!”Louis scolded.

“It’s okay Louis we all know how Harry gets when he is around you and Hazza,” Zayn said laughing while Harry softly kissed Hazza and placed him in Louis’ satchel that he himself pridefully knitted.

“Louis I’ll be right back let me change and then I can take Hazza and I can walk you to your first period Math remember you have a test tomorrow so pay close attention okay.?” Harry said kissing Louis cheek quickly and running off so he can come back soon.

“Okay” Louis whispered blushing once again.

“I would say you are so whipped but Harry takes the title for that one,” Zayn said awed at the beauty of Harry’s love for his friend.

“I wonder what is going to happen after this project is done…”Louis whispered looking at the ground kicking a small rock. “I wonder if he is just staying with me because of Hazza or if he really enjoys being with me,” Louis said looking at Harry retreating back the number 28 clear on his back.

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Louis was sitting on Harry’s bed with Hazza in his lap. Today was the last full day and they would have to show how well their baby was taken care of with a baby book of the “the adventures” they had with the egg. Louis was sure they would get an A+ since most people have already lost their egg or broke them and we’re on their 4th or 5th by the third day.

Louis placed Hazza in a tiny miniature crib (that Harry himself made) on Harry’s nightstand. The entire house was quiet except for Harry singing “sweet creature” ( a song he seems to always sing when Louis was around ). Harry’s parents were always working around the world so it made sense that Louis would always sleep here with Hazza since his younger sister were not the most graceful holding Hazza.

Louis looked through the baby book that were filled with selfies from just Harry, Louis, and Hazza just laying on the bed to Louis and Hazza cheering Harry on at a football game. As Louis looked through the book he could not help but feel silly with how serious Harry and him took this project. It was almost like they were actually trying to be amazing parents and wanted to show the world how Love is beautiful.

As Louis looked at himself next to a handsome Harry he could not help but want to change his appearance. He softly touched his lips with some of his fingers thinking if Harry would like him with lipstick on.

“Louis are you okay?” Harry deep voice disrupted Louis thoughts making him look up only to look away blushing. Harry just came out of the shower his hair dripping his six-pack glistening. He was ONLY IN HIS white towel.

“I-it’s nothing Harry please go change,” Louis said stuttering. Harry could not help but frown slightly Louis never stuttered around him only when he is nervous.

Harry quickly sat down next to Louis Pulling Louis to look at him, “what’s wrong Louis you only stutter when you are nervous or insecure” Harry said softly brushing Louis fringe always from his tan face.

“Do you think that red lipstick would look great on me?” Louis opened his mouth unable to stop the words coming out.

Harry was caught off guard but he did not want Louis to be insecure “Babe you would look amazing with anything. Whatever makes you feel confident you should try it out regardless of what I think. What made you think of red lipstick all of a sudden?”

“Well um, I just overheard Taylor talking about giving you a um…. Blowjob… and she said that you loved her red lipstick on your body. And I was just thinking about how maybe I can get people to think I’m pretty and want a blowjob from me if I wear lipstick too” Louis whispered wishing a hole would open up beneath his feet. Why did he even open up his mouth!

“Louis I ... never been with Taylor she’s lying she been trying to get with me since we were freshmen when she found out that I came from a rich family. And why on earth would you want a random stranger... um … private member in your mouth “ Harry said, trying not to get mad at the image of someone using Louis that way.

“It’s just I want people to find me appealing and maybe if I have experience people will begin to see me more than nerdy Louis,” Louis said tearing up.

How can someone so innocent want something so Dirty? Harry thought feeling the stain below his towel as he looked at Louis determined teary face. Harry did not want anyone to be Louis’ first or second or anything.

“Louis you don’t have to do anything to get people to like you but if you want you could-um….. practice on me? I am clean and I rather have you do it with someone who will not take advantage of you” Harry said caressing Louis' cheek.

Louis nodded quietly. Slowly with his permission, Harry removed Louis cloths so it would not get stain.

“Sweet creature please don’t regret this,”Harry said as he removed his towel. His red dick slapped against his six pack throbbing with big veins on the sides. Louis slowly crawled to his knees and looked at Harry with doe wide blue eyes. “Wait Lou I don’t want you to bruise your knees,”Harry said putting his towel under Louis exposed body so his knees would have cushion.

Louis pouted trying to look tough and angry blowing air so his cheeks looking like a disgruntled chipmunk. Harry's heart melted when Louis softly smack arm. “Hazza! You can’t be nice I want you to be turned on! Not focused on my safety!”

“Do not worry about a thing love, I am always awestruck at you beauty.” Louis blushed at his words.

“Really?” Louis eyes widening his blue eyes making Harry wish he could swim in them for days

“Do you see this” Harry said grabbing his dick giving it a quick stroke to help relieve some of the pain. ”this has been because of you, you are all I see Louis,” Harry said caressing Louis cheek that was so soft to touch and went to a deeper red as Harry’s cock forgotten on his hard stomach.

While Louis loved that Harry cared for him deeply he wants Harry to be 100% turned on and see him as a lover. Louis did not understand that Harry was emotionally and sexually attracted to him and that Harry wanted to be with Louis from the rest of their lives.

So Louis held Harry's hand that were holding his face and begged “ Harry’s please let me put my lips… um… I mean tongue? No mouth! On your c-cock” Louis said stuttering trying to fake that he was confident.

“No Louis this was a mistake, I don't want to take advantage of you. You mean so much to me. I do not want my our first time mean nothing.” Harry said with love towards the beautiful boy.

Louis started to look into Harry's eyes with tears in his eyes. Louis was awed at the love that Harry had for Louis only. Here Louis was naked with a naked Harry that is clearly turned on but all Harry cares about is for Louis to not get hurt.

”Louis you are all I see and I want you to know I love you. I love how when the world only saw me as fuck boy with money you gave me a smile that made me feel human and the most alive I ever met. I hope you find it in your heart to feel the love for me too” Harry said.

Before Harry could say another word Louis sprung up to Kiss the boy on the lips. Harry was surprised by the soft left lips that graced his. The power of the launch pushed Harry on the bed.

“Harry, I love you. I love you so much that I cry at the thought of losing you because we won’t have a reason to hang out after our assignment!” Louis mumbled in Harry’s bare broad chest.

“I promise Louis I stay with you for as long as you let me” Harry whispered holding Louis close that night. Trying to get the message across that he wants all of Louis not for sex but a partner to tell all his fears and give all his love to. To remind him that love can be a beautiful thing.

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Please Louis my love please let me be there for you. For our baby.

Harry give me some time please…

But-

Please Harry. I have put my heart on display to you because I never ever thought you would hurt me. I never ever thought you would but you did. And I need time to think please Harry it is not a no but give me some time.

May I kiss you?

Harry I do not think that would be a good idea.

Please, Louis I haven't felt your lips in so many months. 8 months and 28 days to be exact. I miss the way you would lose your breath because I would kiss you forever and a day every time you allowed me to just kiss you despite the homework we needed to do I could feel life make complete sense.

Louis knew he should not but Harry was right it has been 8 months and 28 days since they last kissed. It feels like he has been drowning without his Harry, his protector, his best friend, his lover. Besides his best judgment, Louis places one of his dainty hands lightly on Harry’s chest. While his other tiny hand slowly reaches up to move a curl that has found its place in the middle of Harry’s forehead from his passionate outburst. Louis’ twirls it around his finger, placing the long curl behind Harry’s ear.

Harry watches Louis with the intensity of a thousand suns, the golden specks in forest green eyes bring him such comfort and warmth that Louis has dearly missed.

Harry is speechless as Louis stands on his tiptoes to kiss him softly.

The kiss made both boys verging on manhood curls their toes in their shoes. Harry hesitantly wraps his arms around Louis’s tiny waist. Louis wishes there was no hesitation that the time gap has not caused it. That the pain that they have felt apart disappeared, but life never lets you forget the pain.
However, despite the pain of thousands of cuts of being away from each other. Watching only from afar.

Their kiss was...

A sweet kiss. The one the poets are jealous about. A kiss that some do not even feel on their wedding day. A kiss weaving through the strands of broken promises soothing the sharp shards of words like glass stuck on their souls.

A kiss for the history books, really.

“Okay it's been more than five minutes but I did not want to interrupt,” Zayn said bursting out of the Kitchen ready to defend Louis at all cost. Zayn should have known that Harry would jump into the pits of hell before he hurt Louis ever again.

“Oops, did not mean to interrupt,” Zayn mumbled as he slowly scratched the back of his head. Louis tried to pull back from the passionate kiss embarrassed Zayn caught him and Harry at an intimate moment. However, Harry softly brought his head closer to his, causing their foreheads to touch as Harry softly and slowly dragged his tongue across Louis' lips to bring a giggle from the tiny glowing boy. Harry slowly pulls away from the boy's lips keeping his arms wrapped around the boy protecting him.

“Louis, please wait here while I beat the life out of Zayn,” Harry said darkly as he kissed Louis' forehead and pulled away to chase Zayn. Louis' eyes widened in surprise.

“Wait wha-” Zayn yelled as he started to get chased around the table in the living room. “What the fuck man! What did I do!” Zayn yelled.

“Zayn, you knew I loved him! How could you get him pregnant! I do not care what you say, that baby is mine. I will raise the baby and take care of Louis no matter what!” Harry yelled as he was about to flip over the table. Zayn stopped running because he was so confused? Zayn made eye contact with Louis just before Harry tackled him to the ground.

“Harry! Stop this instance!” Louis squeaked. Before Harry could land a punch he felt Louis lay his hand on his shoulder. Harry became soft not wanting to move harshly to not even risk the thought of hurting Louis or their baby.

“Dude I promise I am not the Dad! I was protecting Louis for you and because he is my best friend and that is it!” Zayn yelled covering his face to protect the goods. Harry's eyes widened in surprise. If Zayn is telling the truth that means that he is the father, right?

Harry turned to his golden boy that still had his hand on his shoulder calming him through this revelation. To Harry’s and Zayn’s horror Louis was in complete tears. Face scrunched and his face blotched with tears running down his face. Harry could not believe that his angle could look so beautiful crying an action Louis should never do because it hurts Harry to his core.

“I am sorry Harry! I did not mean to lie! I just wanted to know if you stay with me because of me not just because of the obligation of our baby. I promise I would have later told you the truth. I was just so overwhelmed and I hurt you and made you angry I am so sorry! The baby is yours Harry I could never let anyone love me how you love me,” Louis said innocently not quite understanding that people have sex with people they do not love all the time. While Harry would never shame anyone for having sex with who they want it calmed Harry’s heart that Louis only let Harry seem him that way just like how Harry only been with Louis despite his false womanizer reputation.

Harry quickly got off of Zayn causing Zayn to groan in pain as Harry accidentally jabbed him in the stomach with his elbow.

Harry carefully rushed by Louis’ side and began to softly caress his lover’s cheek wiping his tears carefully. “ Darling, please do not cry. I am not mad or hurt. How can I be after I just received the best news in my entire life. That the boy I love with my entire heart is carrying my baby. My baby is having a baby” Harry whispered softly kissing Louis on his forehead, then both his cheeks, nose, both eyelids, and then on his lips. Knowing that it would stop Louis tears and have him let out a watery giggle.

“But Harry I still hurt you-” Louis words were stopped by Harry quick kiss again.

“Louis it may have hurt but I saw the error in my ways. I STARTED the miscommunication a year ago. I should not have cut you off. I should have never let you think for even a millisecond that I did not love you. I should have told you the truth and worked our way through our problems. Louis love please do not worry. Starting today we will get through everything I will talk to my father. I will not let him hurt you or our baby ever.” Harry promised embracing Louis tight. Louis held on just as tight.

“God I thought I was going to die. But now I am just going to cry because Harry finally got his Shit together” Zayn mumbled as he was still out of breath laying on ground counting his blessing.

With one knowing look from Louis. One that Harry could still read no matter how much time has passed. Harry slowly pulled from Louis and yelled “dog pile” and jumped on Zayn again this time in happiness. Zayn gasped out in pain because Harry was not a light person.

Before Zayn could complain Harry embraced his friend that was like a brother from a long time that he mistakenly cut contact with as well mistakenly believing it would protect Louis in the long run.
“ I am sorry Zayn. I am sorry for everything. For almost hitting you I just could not imagine Louis having a family without me in the picture. I am sorry I cut contact. I knew that you could keep Louis safe while I thought I had to stay away from Louis because my dad threatened his life Zayn. I should have stayed. I should have risked it all while keeping Louis happy. Thank you Zayn for doing what I should have done” Harry said with manly tears.

“Harry I know you had a reason. You do not have to apologize. Just keep Louis and yalls baby safe from now on or I will be the person you need to worry about” Zayn said sounding brotherly. Harry was so thankful for his long time friend. Louis slowly came to kneel by Zayn and Harry under guidance with Harry arm and watchful gaze.

“Thank you Zayn for everything” Louis hugged Zayn with a smile on his face. Zayn could not help but snort out a laugh as Harry tried to hide his jealousy away. Some things never change. Louis knowing how Harry is brought Harry in the embraced as well. “Zayn, you are going to be our baby’s uncle. I just know Harry will agree,” Louis said happily. Harry could not help but nod as he enjoyed the warmth Louis brought to his heart.

“I can not wait to shove that in Niall’s face” Zayn said proudly causing Louis to giggle causing Harry to wonder who this person was. He needs to learn everything he can about Louis' life again so he can be what Louis deserves as an involved boyfriend and hopefully husband.

“Harry” Louis said, pulling away from the boys but still close to Harry's side where he should always be for the rest of his life.

“Yes, Love?” Harry said, pulling out of his thoughts.

“I think I have a plan to get you father to open up about me.” Louis said confidently. Harry was terrified of his father's previous words but he would no longer let them control his life and would protect Louis no matter what.

“What do you have in mind, Love?” Harry believed in Louis with heart thus he will differently listen to the boy’s plan.

“Okay, but you have to trust me” Louis whispered excitedly. Harry heart softened at the boy’s action how could he ever have been apart from the boy so long watching from afar. The world was brighter with Louis in it. Everything felt possible with Louis in the picture.

“Always” Harry responded lovingly.

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Cancer. Terminal cancer. How is it possible that you are on top of the world and still forget you are susceptible to everything. Des played through the motions nodding at the right moments as his doctor explained that he has only a year at most because while cancer is spreading slowly it still spreading everywhere that is important. When the best doctors in London tells you only have a year it's probably true. Des just wishes he wasn't.

Des let out a bitter laugh as he left the hospital and found himself walking endlessly passing by his expensive car wishing he would have realized sooner. That Des broke his promise to Harry’s mother, Anne. Des promised her that he would love Harry through thick and thin supporting him no matter what. Anne passed when Harry was only fifteen due to complications from a car accident. Everything was going well Anne was scheduled to heal but it’s almost like Anne knew something was going to happen and made Des promise to take care of their son like the treasure he was.

Instead. Des pushed Harry away. Feeling the darkness consume him and thinking it would protect Harry if he kept him at a distance. Des remembered when Harry finally began to smile again like before his mother’s death. It was his final year of high school and Des never said it but he was proud that Harry had already been admitted into one of the best business schools in the UK, London Business School.
Des heard the giggles from upstairs as he came home to an empty bed. Saw the look of endearment as Harry passed by on his phone. Harry’s tone was different when he spoke on the phone. Des knew it was a boy. He may have been a terrible father by all means but he knew since Harry was ten the boy took a liking to other boys. Anne and him were betting to see when Harry would come out Anne lost when Harry didn’t come out at twelve while Des lost when Harry did not come out at seventeen. Which spoke volumes how much Harry no longer had faith in his father.

Anne would have wanted Des to support Harry and Des did when Anne was alive hoping Harry would be free at least in front of his parents. However, when Anne passed away Des knew she wanted to have grandkids and Des stupidly took his anger out on Harry that Anne would never get to see Harry come out, get married, and have little children. Anne would call Des an idiot reminding some men can have children but Des did not want to risk Anne’s dream thus ultimately hurting their son and breaking his promise to Anne.

Des was a disgrace. As a husband and a father.

“Sir are you okay?” A boy softly spoke to Desmond. Des was slowly pulled out of his thoughts just now it was raining around him but due to the boy's kindness extended his umbrella covering both of them. The boy was quite short having to be on the tip of his toes to be able to extend the umbrella over Des’ head. Des quickly wiped the tears out of his face unknowingly shed them because of his thoughts.

“Thank you. I am just having a tough day which I believe I deserve, now.” Des said, noticing how the boy was definitely prepared for the weather wearing a raincoat and rain boots.
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“No one deserves to be sad, especially in this weather. Weather like this tricks us into believing the lies we tell ourselves that make us feel worse.” The boy said kindly. Des was so thankful for this random act of kindness but he did not deserve it.

“Come on , son lets get you somewhere out of this weather. I can wait out the rain somewhere” Des said, wanting the small boy to no longer strain himself on his tippy toes to help a damn fool like Des. Des noticed they were by an outside mall outlet.

“Hmm we can head into the outlet mall there are always a lot of benches. I was going to buy some things with my boyfriend who is running a little late due to the weather.” The boy began shuffling Des into the direction and Des could not deny the kind boy. The boy reminded him of Anne nurturing and kind to everyone. Des honestly believes his company made millions because of her kindness because it led a lot of older folk to invest in his company. Anne was always the life of any gathering, always gentle to everyone which caused people to want to help her as well thus helping Desmond by extension.

“Do you want to talk about why you were crying in the rain? I heard I am a good listener” the boy said innocently as he came to a stop in front of a cute baby clothing store. Des watched as the boy closed his umbrella while shaking it to take out the water droplets. Des watched not sure what came over him perhaps it was the boy's sweetness that made him feel young again and willing to trust the world despite being cruel and taking his wife away when he and his son needed her the most.

“I have cancer. I will die soon. My son hates me and I will never see him happy because of me. My grief comes from how I will never see my son as a father or my grandkids and it's all my fault because I am the reason why my son is not with who he loves” Des said mumbling dragging his hands against his face willing for no more tears.

The boy's eyes widened in shock letting a soft sad smile out, “ it seems like the world wanted us to meet sooner than later” the boy said. Des was bewildered by the statement but before he could ask he was dragged into the baby clothing store. “Come help me find a onesie for my baby. I want to surprise my boyfriend’s grandparents so try to find one with the words grandpa or grandparents on them. I am sorry about the news you received today but please enjoy this moment with me today” Louis said warmly. Des wondered if Anne sent him this boy to experience one last moment of her presence.

“My eyes must be old because you look so young to be a mother. Congratulations on the baby I will try my best to help” Des set on the mission to return the act of kindness.

“Well it is true I am young... I am only sixteen. The baby is a bit of a surprise I would not have it any other way now. My boyfriend and I are so excited to see our little baby and we are planning to give the whole universe to our little cupcake if we can” the glowing boy said while stroking his belly. Desmond was surprised about how young the boy was but he would never judge this boy he would be a great mother. Already the boy was a great parent than he ever was. Giving his baby a good example of how a person should treat others.

Desmond started viewing baby rompers and stopped when he came across one that caused his heart to hurt from the sight. It was black with gold lettering spelling out “Hand Picked For Earth By My Grandma In Heaven.”

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“Did you see something you liked?” the boy wandered over. Viewing the romper in Des hand. “Aww, I love that one I think this one is perfect thank you!” The boy celebrated.

“Oh, my name is Desmond I am sorry I was so stuck in my head I did not ask you for your name,” Des said feeling foolish.

“I know who you are Mr.Styles. I realize who you were from your story you told me. You might not know who I exactly was but you know my name is-” the boy was interrupted.

“Louis there you are!” A tall muscular man came rushing to the angelic boy's side. “ I am so sorry, love. My professor let us out late and the rain was terrible. I promised I drove as safe as I could but you weren’t answering your phone. Ah, Louis, I am going to buy so many phones so just in case you do not charge one I can call the others.” The man caresses the cheeks giving the boy a soft kiss on the lips.

Desmond was in complete shock. The kind boy was Louis. His son's love of his life is the same one that Des threatens his life in front of his son. His son was now in front of him after the cold shoulder for about a year after forcing him to date his business partner’s daughter, Taylor Swift.

“H-harry-” Desmond stuttered, not wanting his son to lash out at him like he deserved to be. The muscular man turned around revealing his son’s face and curly hair. Angry and a protective stance protecting Louis from Desmond’s sight.

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“What are you doing here. If you value your life which you should not, you should leave right now,” Harry fumed, ready to defend Louis at all cost.