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"I've been trying it for really long now but i still don't see any difference." Jin groans. He takes up his coffee and takes a sip. "And i've..."
Namjoon stopped paying attention when the waiter comes over, with their drinks. He puts them down on the table, smiling "Anything else?" he asks. Jin shakes his head in a 'no' and turns back to the conversation.
"Anyways.."
Namjoon keeps his eyes on the waiter, following him until he is out of sight. He turns back, takes his drink. And now he notices the silence, and all eyes on him. "What?"
"You were totally checking him out!" Hoseok says, smiling. Jin and Yoongi have the same expressions, Yoongi tries hiding it behind his cappuccino. "Ask him out."
"W-what?" Namjoon chokes on his drink. "What the hell are you saying?"
"Ask him out."
"I don't know him!"
"Well that's how you're going to know each other? How else?"
"I'm not going to ask that guy out." Namjoon says, leans back on his chair. Hoseok chuckles and is looking somewhere behind Namjoon. He trails Hoseok eyes and find himself looking at chocolate brown eyes, looking at him.
"You may have said that out loud." Yoongi smiles.
Hoseok gestures the waiter to come over, and Namjoon knows what he is planing. So he excuses himself and runs towards the bathroom.
It's not like it was a excuse anyway, he did need going to the toilet anyways.
He runs a hand through his hair, looking at himself in the mirror. He really need to go out more, it was months since he last met his friends. And today they forced him out. If not... God knows what. But begin anti social, also having mono-phobia, wasn't helping.
He really is overworking himself. But there is still no progress, he stuck in the same dark place. Feeling himself consumed by these weird thoughts, telling him he isn't good enough- he know he isn't.- But he promised her he wouldn't give up. He promised he wouldn't let go, and stay until these thoughts made him take his life, his life ended in a normal way (?)
The blood pounded in his ears. His heart thudded in his chest. His hands shook. His feet tingled. His vision disfigured, as if he were looking through a fish-eye lens. He had to get away. he couldn’t stay near that damned mirror any longer. he couldn’t look at it. He couldn't look at himself anymore. He felt his breath picking up, and his vision getting blurry.
He felt a hand on his back, drawing calming circles. Repeating "You can get through this."
"Concentrate on your breathing. Stay in the present."
"I am proud of you. Good job." He says, when he feels Namjoon relax around him. "Take slow breaths."
Namjoon looks up when he feels better, seeing the waiter in front of him. He feel himself apologizing for begin weird. "I'm sorry."
"No, no, don't think about it!" He smiles, "It's better getting help through rough times. Don't hold it in."
Namjoon smiles back, standing straight up, "Thanks?" he says, unsure.
"Anyways, you lost this on your way" The guys says, Namjoon looks down on his nameplate it reads 'Jungkook'.
Namjoon takes his wallet from Jungkook, "Thanks, again." he says.
"Well, i need a favour for that." Jungkook smiles.
Namjoon hesitates a little "uhm.. what?"
"Would you go out tomorrow, for a movie maybe?"
"What movie?" Namjoon asks, they look at them but there isn't any he finds exciting.
"What about lights out? It looks really cool, also I've seen the trailer on youtube, it scared me." Jungkook chuckles.
Namjoon doesn't know any other movie so he nods, "sure."
He hasn't seen the trailer, but he did read the summary and it sounded kind of silly.
When they get in, they take the seat where they think they can get best view. In the middle of all the seats.
There is a lot of young teenagers here, or based on their make up, they look young. He sighs, they're probably going to talk during thd movie.
It starts after a while, all of them turning towards it and paying all attention. Jungkook included. But Namjoon doesn't feel like watching it that much.
He takes a handful of popcorn, not minding those who fell. All his attention on the popcorn instead. Well that was until he recognized a scene
He is sure he has seen it on youtube before. And it was going to contain a jumpscare.
Everyone screams, when it comes, but Namjoon doesn't, he loves Jungkooks reaction.
"Your reaction," he chuckles, whispering in Jungkooks ear.
Jungkook smiles, looking embarrased, "yeah, yeah. Well at least I'm watching the movie."
He leans in giving Namjoon a peck on the lips, "now your reaction has all my attention. It's okay, no one saw."
I don't kiss on the first date. Obviously that us gone now.
They keep on watching.
Until Namjoon feels Jungkooks hand caressing his thighs, slowly. He looks at Jungkook, but there is no reaction on his face.
He sighs, he moves his hand on jungkooks, and placing it on his other hand, carrasing it on each other.
He turns to jungkook (again) and sees Jungkook smiling at him.
He moves his hand on Jungkooks tigh, and does exactly what Jungkoo, did.
"I kind of broke the 'i don't kiss on first date.'" Jungkook chuckles. "When we get out wanna do it again."
Namjoon nods, not looking at Jungkook. He already knows Jungkook's expression. And yeah, he likes his smile. It's cute, and it reminds him of a bunny.
Also not to talk about his handsomeness (?) And compering them, namjoon is obviously out of Jungkook's league.
At least in his mind, he isn't pretty enough, nor good for anyone-
"Stop with whatever you are thinking about." Jungkook says. "It makes you tense. And I want you to have a good time. So don't think about it."
He gives Namjoon a reassuring smile.
Namjoon smiles back, nodding his head, "okay," he says. "Thanks Jungkook."
"Well don't thank me yet, there is still more," Jungkook says.