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Hello! It's been a while since I've last updated. It has taken years, I think, and I'm sincerely sorry for updating a chapter after so long only to have said chapter be completely unrelated to its last chapter. I'm really sending apologies for leaving you guys hanging. I love this story, love the ideas I managed to create but I have failed to find motivation and inspiration to continue where I left off.
I've been well, although I did face a lot of troubles and will definitely face more. I did not forget this story and I do not have plans on abandoning the story. I have a separate account, actually. It's in this account's profile. This account is a collab account between me and my older sister but I often use it and I'm the only author of this story, in case some are still unaware. The other account I have is for different fandoms and I've been using the account a lot, reading and writing in hopes of improving and coping up.
When I tried to continue Chapter 21, I found that the story would be messy since my writing style probably changed and I could not find the proper way to continue from Chapter 20 and that kind of disappointed me. I was in such dismay when I couldn't write the story like how I did before and I figured writing with a (kind of) different writing style would set the whole story off and might appear confusing (and kind of, I don't know, disorganized?).
I've posted this to let you all know that I'm alright, I did not forget this, I still have plans for the story, and that I will continue it, however, I will rewrite it from the very start so I can find the process smoother and it'd probably be better than how I wrote this story when I was thirteen. I'm older now (it's been three years since I first posted), of course, and would probably try to write even better. I'm thinking of replacing the title and I will probably change some things with the new version. I plan to finish writing the whole story before posting it, that way you won't be left bereft of a chapter (and continuation) again.
Going through the whole story from Chapter 1 up to 20, I realized some errors that truly bothered me. Like some parts that don't make sense for me, or parts that lack thoughts put into them, and with that adding to the fact that it's difficult to continue where I left off only fueled the desire to rewrite this story more. I have amazing and big plans for this story and it's a shame to waste it. After all that planning, after all that listing, after finishing all plans for at least 70+, (or was it 80+) chapters, and the fact that a lot of you loved the story, I'm definitely not going to give up on this. This story is going to have three parts and I want to be able to reach the very last part. I already have the other two planned.
I want to start all over again and I hope once the new version comes, you guys would want to read it again. I will not delete this story. It could serve as a guide to others to not get confused once the new version is out (and probably serve as means to me or to you guys to compare) and also because my heart is weak and I do not have it in me to delete the very first story that I poured my heart into until I lost that. Forgive me for so much inconvenience and thank you for supporting me all throughout.
I still have not replied to some but this post has all the answers that they might need so I hope this will suffice as response! I love all your comments and would not mind seeing them once more, for this and for the new one. It inspired me and made me feel really great in spite the anxiety and the insecurity. You guys are one of the greatest reasons why I'm going to rewrite this and not abandon it. It will definitely take me time to rewrite it, please bear with me.
So, thank you!
Before I end this, I also wish to address the growing issue around and hope for all of you to stay safe and healthy. Please take good care of yourself and your families, do not lose hope. Everything will become alright soon and we can only pray for healing and safety. It's going to be hard to get rid of fears and worries but I know we'll all get through this. We're all in this together. I love you guys. ♡
Any of you with some ideas about rewriting this story can suggest anything you want, if you'd like! I'd definitely accept because after this, I'll be thinking of what to do. I will still follow the plot but of course, not everything will stay the same! Some will remain the same but some will not so I hope you guys are alright with that.
Once again, thank you so much. I 💜 you!
(I will post the story as complete since this is the last chapter for this version!)