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Closing the door behind him, Jimin let out a small sigh before he started walking. Jimin slowly walked down the hallway of the hospital, staring at the papers in his hands the doctor had just handed to him. He was so focused on reading what was on the papers that he did not see the people headed in his direction. It was not until his shoulder was slammed into them that he was snapped out of it. The papers in his hands fluttered to the floor before he looked up.
“Sorry, I wasn’t looking where I was going,” Jimin stated before giving a small bow to the man he had bumped into.
The man gave a small smile and shook his head before saying, “I should have been paying attention as well. I just think everyone’s in a bit of a stupor when they’re in a hospital.”
Bending down, Jimin gathered his couple of papers and the two parted ways. He took a couple more looks at the papers, skimming the information on them, not shocked anymore at what they said. With a sigh and a shrug of his shoulders, he slid them into a recycling bin which was sitting by some large floor-to-ceiling windows. He could not bring those home. When he lifted his head and looked out a window, he saw it was pouring rain. The sky was completely gray, and it did not look like it was going to let up anytime soon.
“Great...just great...I didn’t even bother bringing an umbrella,” Jimin sighed. The forecast had said it was not supposed to start raining until later in the night, so he blamed the weatherman for being wrong.
As he walked towards the front doors, he saw someone standing under the hangover of the building, an umbrella closed and held in his hand. Squinting to see if it was really who he thought it was, he smiled when he saw he was right. The glass doors slid opened, and the person turned around, smiling at him as soon as they made eye contact.
“Hoseok...what are you doing here?” Jimin asked as he got closer.
“I knew you were coming here today and when it started to rain, I figured you hadn’t brought an umbrella,” Hoseok replied with a smile on his face as he held the umbrella up. “So I figured I’d come here to walk you home so you wouldn’t arrive back looking like a drowned rat.”
“You know me so well,” Jimin stated, leaning in and pressing a quick kiss to the older’s lips. “Thank you for coming.”
“It’s no problem,” Hoseok replied before opening up the umbrella. “How did your physical go?” he then questioned.
Jimin gathered under the umbrella with Hoseok and hugged his arm to pull himself closer. They would be walking home, since they lived close enough, and he did not feel like getting all wet.
“Same old, same old,” the younger replied with a small shrug of his shoulders and a slight pout on his lips.
“Why have you been getting so many lately?” Hoseok asked as they started walking. “I feel like you just got one the other month as well.”
“I don’t know. I just want to make sure everything’s alright with me,” Jimin answered. “I was feeling a little sick the other day so I wanted to make sure I wasn’t catching anything, especially since others have been stressed and I wouldn’t want them getting sick because of me.”
While still walking, Hoseok leaned over and pat Jimin on the top of his head. He realized Jimin had been coming to the hospital a lot more this past half a year, but he figured the younger had simply wanted to work on taking care of his health more.
Jimin and Hoseok continued walking back home in silence for the most part, since the rain hitting their umbrella was too loud for them to talk normally. They lived in a small house they were renting with Namjoon, Yoongi, Seokjin, Taehyung, and Jungkook. Hoseok, Namjoon, and Yoongi were already finished with school and doing various jobs, while Jimin, Seokjin, Taehyung, and Jungkook were still finishing up their schooling. They had all started living together when they had all been in school because the house was close to where they were attending, and they all wanted out of their houses with their parents. Although it had been hard for their parents to let all of them go, the seven of them had done a great job convincing them. They were not bad people, and worked hard, so there was no worry.
It was nice living in the house with everyone else, especially since it was no secret that the two of them were dating each other. That meant they never had to be secretive or anything, although they did always try to stay quiet whenever they were having sex. If it was one thing they all agreed on when they had first moved in together, it was to keep noise levels down whenever they felt like having sex and anyone else was home as well.
When they eventually arrived back home, shoes and socks soaked from the rain in the street, Hoseok unlocked the door and they were greeted by silence. Hoseok placed the umbrella in it’s bin as Jimin slid his shoes off and took his completely soaked socks off as well. Hoseok then watched as the younger went over to the couch and plopped down, letting out a large sigh.
“Where’d everyone else go?” Jimin asked. He watched as Hoseok slipped off his shoes and sock and came over to him, joining him on the couch.
“They all went out to see a movie,” Hoseok explained, pulling himself closer to Jimin. “They offered for me to come along, but I decided I should wait here for you. And lucky I did with the weather.”
Feeling himself getting pulled in closer to the older, Jimin looked up at him and snuggled closer. He knew what the older had in mind for the two of them, since they were alone. A hand was gently placed under Jimin’s chin and guided his head up. Right away, his lips were locked with Hoseok’s, and the two started making out.
In a couple of minutes both of them had their clothes off, tossed somewhere in the living room. Jimin was laying down on the couch with Hoseok kneeling over him, stroking his erection. The older continued planting kisses on his lips and down his neck as Jimin looped his arms around his neck. Eagerly, Jimin started rutting his hips up, trying to get more contact with Hoseok.
“Don’t be so impatient,” Hoseok laughed as he saw how eager the younger was being.
“We don’t know when everyone’s coming back,” Jimin pointed out.
“They should still have about half the movie left,” Hoseok explained. “We have plenty of time.”
“Not if Seokjin gets bored with the movie. Then he’ll complain until everyone else wants to leave,” the younger stated, having experienced that for himself a couple of times before.
“Is that your way of begging me to pick up the pace?” Hoseok asked with a small laugh.
The older brought his pre-cum covered fingers down to Jimin’s ass while watching the younger lick his lips slowly. A pleasured moan left his mouth when Hoseok started pushing two of his fingers in. They had just had sex the other night, and Hoseok knew Jimin would play with himself if he was not around enough. Now that he was busy with his new job, that meant Jimin had a lot of time to kill.
“You must have been playing around with yourself quite a lot lately,” Hoseok commented when he felt how easily his fingers moved around inside the younger.
“You’ve been so busy lately with your job,” Jimin complained. “Everyone else is busy with part-time jobs or school so I have nothing else to do…”
“You’re still finishing up school too,” Hoseok reminded him as he slid in a third finger. “Shouldn’t you be using your time to prepare for your classes and finals?”
“But that’s boring…” Jimin whined as he arched his back off the couch. “I-I’d much rather play with myself and pretend it’s you instead…” he moaned loudly.
“School needs to come first, Jimin,” Hoseok lightly scolded him.
“But I-aaahhh!” Jimin was cut off when Hoseok finally ran his fingers over his prostate.
“Don’t complain, Jimin. You’ve failed this class three times already because you were always getting distracted with one thing or another,” Hoseok reminded him sadly. “You could have graduated last year, but you couldn’t.”
Pursing his lips, Jimin chose to stay silent, other than the small moans escaping his lips. The last thing he wanted to do right now was think about back to around this time last year. That is when everything had started happening. His mind was going to a dark place before he felt Hoseok pulling his fingers out of his ass and replacing it with something much better.
“You get that lost look in your eyes often now,” the older stated while pushing the rest of the way into the younger.
“L-lost look…?” Jimin asked, taking in Hoseok no problem.
“Like you’re remembering something,” Hoseok explained as he ran one of his hands down Jimin’s cheek. “What are you remembering?”
“The better question is...why aren’t you fucking me yet?” Jimin asked, a clever smirk running across his face.
Hoseok leaned down closer to Jimin, pressed his lips against his once more, and started thrusting his hips forward. Moving his arms down from Hoseok’s neck, Jimin now raked his nails against the olders back. He also looped his legs around his waist to pull him in as close as he could.
“Fuck...Hoseok…” Jimin moaned, turning his head away from his lover so he could get more air into his lungs.
“My cute, Jiminnie,” Hoseok cooed while thrusting harder into him. “You’re tight ass is always so nice!” he moaned.
Jimin moaned louder as Hoseok rocked in and out of him, quickening his pace so they would both feel even better than they already did. The two of them moved together, trying to get more pleasure while moaning each other’s names.
“Touch me more,” Jimin moaned, throwing his head back against the couch.
“With pleasure,” Hoseok said before bringing his hand up and starting to stroke the younger’s weeping erection.
Not being able to help himself from crying out, Jimin called Hoseok’s name as loud as he could. He loved the feeling of his lover’s thick cock filling his ass, and his hand applying just the right amount of pressure to his erection as he jerked him off. A small whimper soon passed his lips as he closed his eyes.
“Does someone want to cum?” Hoseok asked in an entertained voice. “You always start to whimper before you have to cum.”
“Make me cum,” Jimin whined desperately, feeling he was close.
Hoseok leaned down and started kissing along Jimin’s neck, earning more whining and moaning sounds from him. As he did that, he continued thrusting into him and stroking his erection. All the attention to his body was driving Jimin crazy.
“Aaahh! I’m about to cum!” the younger cried out while feeling Hoseok burying himself into his ass.
“M-me too!” Hoseok managed to pant out as he felt Jimin getting tighter and tighter around his cock.
It only took a couple more thrusts before Hosek bit down on Jimin’s neck and came inside of him. That in turn caused Jimin to cum, and they both cried out in pleasure.
“That movie sucked!” Seokjin shouted, throwing the front door open.
Jimin’s and Hoseok’s moans filled the living room as the other five walked in. Namjoon, Yoongi, and Seokjin stood there with their mouths hanging open. Taehyung was in the process of using his hands to cover Jungkook’s eyes, although the youngest was far from innocent in that aspect.
Jimin and Hoseok were completely oblivious to their small audience, that was...until Namjoon took the liberty of closing their front door heavily. The door slammed shut, rattling in the doorframe from the impact. That caused both Jimin and Hoseok to snap their heads up.
“YA!” Hoseok shouted, not knowing if he should stay buried inside Jimin or pull out right now. “Why are you guy standing there and watching!?”
“Maybe because we live here too,” Yoongi stated, followed by a yawn and unentertained expression.
“The movie should just be ending now. Why are you home early!?” Hoseok asked when he saw the time on the cock.
“Seokjin didn’t want to stay to see the end because he thought it was going to be boring,” Taehyung answered.
“Taehyung...move your hands…” Jungkook muttered, causing the older to only press them harder against his head to keep him from seeing Jimin and Hoseok.
“It was going to be boring,” Seokjin stated with a roll of his eyes. “We all know she was going to die of cancer in the end and he was going to be said. But the movie would have shown him continuing to live his life because that’s what she would have wanted,” he explained with a disgusted look on his face.
“Why did you even bother coming with us if you knew you weren’t going to like the movie?” Namjoon asked this time, leaning up against their front door.
“Because I needed something to do,” Seokjin easily stated. “I didn’t feel like studying, my other friend were busy, so that left following you guys.”
“Ummm...guys...do you mind...you know...LEAVING!?” Jimin shouted to get their attention.
“Oh! Are we being inconvenient by standing here?” Yoongi asked in a sarcastic voice.
“Don’t start with him,” Namjoon warned as he grabbed the back of Yoongi’s shirt and started dragging him out of the living room. “Just make sure to wash the cover on the couch so no one ends up sitting in your...you know…” he added.
Shoving his hands into his pockets, Seokjin followed after them, since he did not want to see anymore of the scene on the couch. Taehyung then began leading Jungkook away while his hands were still over his eyes.
“Taehyung...move your hands…” Jungkook groaned as he was guided away, still blinded by the older male.
“No! You shouldn’t have to see things like that!” Taehyung stated as he guided the younger out of sight.
As soon as everyone was out of the living room, Hoseok lifted himself up from Jimin a bit. Looking down at the younger he could not help but smile and laugh a little.
“Well...that was one strange situation,” Hoseok commented.
“I tried to warn you,” Jimin commented back.
“You did,” the older stated, pecking Jimin on the lips before bringing himself back up again. “Now I think we should go get cleaned up and toss this cover in the washer so we don’t get yelled at later.”
“Mmmm…” Jimin hummed in agreement.
Slowly, Hoseok pulled himself out of his lover. Jimin let out a small whimper when his cock slid all the way out of him, and could feel some of the cum dripping from this stretched hole. For a couple of seconds, Jimin stayed laying on the couch and looking up at Hoseok.
“Are you really feeling alright?” Hoseok asked in a concerned voice.
“If you’re still worried because of all the hospital visits, I promise...everything’s...fine,” Jimin replied.
“You’d let me know if you ever weren’t feeling good. Right?” Hoseok asked.
“Mhmm,” the younger simply hummed back.
The two of them shared another quick kiss before Hoseok got up and helped Jimin to his feet. Hoseok pulled Jimin into him and gave him a long hug, rubbing the younger’s back a couple of times. He did not care if they were sweaty and covered with cum, he just wanted to hold him for a little while.
“Umm...Hoseok...I keep getting more dirty from you uhh...cum…” the younger stated, feeling cum run down his leg, as they continued embracing each other.
“Why don’t you go get cleaned up while I toss this in the washer then,” Hoseok told him, giving a small tap to his ass.
Jimin walked off towards the bathroom to start cleaning himself while Hoseok made quick work of the cover on the couch. As soon as he had the washer running, he headed off to the bathroom to join Jimin for a short shower. Figuring he would surprise the younger, he decided to be as silent as possible.
Standing in the doorway, Hoseok looked over towards the shower where Jimin was standing in the water spray. The younger was covering his face with his hands and Hoseok thought he was maybe just washing his face until he saw his shoulders shaking. His eyebrows knit together in confusion as he continued watching the younger. He watched as Jimin tilted his head up into the water and wiped his face with his hands before slapping his cheeks lightly.
It was only then that Hoseok chose to enter the bathroom and close the door behind him. Jimin still did not hear him until he was standing behind him with his arms wrapped around his waist, and his chin resting on his shoulder.
“Are you doing alright?” Hoseok asked.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” Jimin asked without turning his head to face the older.
“You just look sad...and your eyes are red. W-were you crying just now?” he asked in a concerned voice. “Did I hurt you on accident!?”
“Don’t be silly, Hoseok. You could never hurt me,” Jimin told him with a smile on his face this time, putting the older a bit more at ease. “Some shampoo got in my eyes and you know how bad that stuff stings.”
“Are you sure that’s it?” Hoseok asked, just to be certain there was not anything Jimin was keeping bottled in.
“Well I’m certainly not crying over the fact that I was just seen with your cock up my ass,” Jimin said with a chuckle. “That’s something to be proud of!”
“Oh you…” Hoseok sighed with a shake of his head.
Letting out a small sigh, Hoseok relaxed a bit more against Jimin. At least he had not been crying. Seeing Jimin sad was the worse thing for Hoseok. He was always used to seeing the younger happy and full of energy, bothering everyone else, and having the time of his life. A sad Jimin was a strange Jimin.
“You look tired too…” Hoseok added after a couple minutes of silence as they stood beneath the hot water.
“What do you expect? You did just fuck me,” the younger stated, sticking his tongue out in the process.
“Then let’s finish up so you can go to bed. You’ve had a long day what with going to the hospital for your physical and everything. They must have been really busy since you were there so long,” Hoseok stated, nuzzling his nose into the crook of Jimin’s neck.
“That’s what I get for not making an appointment with a doctor in advance,” Jimin quickly replied.
“Just let me know when you want to go next time and I’ll make an appointment for you,” the older explained. “It’s better than not feeling 100% well and having to wait around to be seen,” he added.
All Jimin could do was nod his head in response as the two of them started washing one another. They took their time, making sure to get each other as clean as possible.
By the time they were finally finished, the bathroom was full of steam and extremely hot. Hoseok walked with Jimin to his bedroom and got him situated comfortably in his bed. After tucking the younger in and giving him a goodnight kiss, he went to tend to the cover they had dirtied earlier that night.
Once Hoseok was out of his room, Jimin grabbed his phone from his nightstand and turned on the flashlight he had installed on it. He then rummaged through the top drawer until he reached the bottom and pulled out a maroon colored journal and a black pen. Jimin flipped over onto his stomach and pushed a pillow under his chest for more support. Using one hand to hold his phone, he then opened up his journal and clicked his pen open. He tapped his pen against the blank page a couple of times before finally writing the date.
It’s me again…
So...where do I even start…?
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Hoseok wandered back into the living room after tossing the wet cover into the dryer. When he returned, he saw Jungkook sitting on the couch watching one of his television programs and sucking on a frozen treat. He was laughing and smiling contently at the screen, seemingly oblivious as to his presence in the room.
“Mind if I join in?” he eventually asked.
Jungkook only glanced over towards him for not even a second before patting a place on the couch next to him. Hoseok watched the program with Jungkook until the first commercials came on.
“I’m surprised you aren’t spending more time with Jimin right now,” Jungkook stated, turning a bit so he could face Hoseok more. “You two seemed to be going at it pretty well when we got back. I thought for sure you’d be in one of your room's going at it again.” The younger then finished off his treat and placed the wrapper on the table next to him.
“Jimin seemed pretty tired so I’m letting him sleep early tonight,” Hoseok explained with a shrug of his shoulders.
“Does he seem to be going to bed really early lately?” the younger questioned as he cocked his head to the side slightly.
“He’s allowed to do whatever he wants,” Hoseok replied, shrugging his shoulders. “What are we supposed to do? Force him to stay awake and do things with us?”
“I was just saying…” Jungkook snarked back. “I mean...you know how he used to stay up till two in the morning or some ungodly hour. Right? And now it’s what...8:00pm and he’s asleep? I’m just saying...it’s strange.”
“Ya...he’s my boyfriend. Let me worry about him,” the older stated, giving Jungkook a light, but hard enough, shove that sent him toppling over slightly. “Now watch your program, it’s back on.”
With that said, the two of them went back to watching their show, making sure not to laugh too loudly that would cause Jimin to wake back up.
After about two hours of watching television with Jungkook, Hoseok said he was going to go to bed after checking on Jimin quickly. The younger had just waved him off, not wanting to be interrupted from watching the show that was just starting.
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Jimin was just finishing writing and sketching in his journal when he heard feet approaching his door. As quickly as he could, he turned off the flashlight on his phone, closed his journal, and shoved both of them under his pillow. Just as he situated himself back in his bed, covers pulled all the way up to his chin, his door opened.
“Fast asleep like always,” Hoseok whispered from the doorway, doing his best to let as little light into the room as possible. Jimin had seemed really tired and he would hate to wake him up on accident. “Sleep well,” he added.
Hearing the older and smiling to himself, Jimin thought he would play a little game. Letting out a small, tired sounding grumble, he turned over and tossed one of his arms over the side of the bed so it was out of the covers. In no time he heard the door to his room close, and footsteps getting closer to his bed. He then felt Hoseok gently moving his arm and tucking it back under the covers. Right away, Jimin then stuck his leg out from the covers.
“Aish...this kid sometimes,” Hoseok muttered before pushing Jimin’s leg back under the covers.
Jimin then moved a lot, causing the covers the get pushed around and uncover him even more. Once he had done that, he heard Hoseok let out a frustrated sigh. Not being able to help himself, Jimin let out a small laugh.
“Ya! You’re awake!” Hoseok stated.
Opening his eyes Jimin looked at Hoseok in the mostly dark room, and smiled up at him.
“I wanted to have a little bit more fun before-” Jimin stopped himself, a frown now decorating his face.
“Before what?” Hoseok asked as he sat down on the younger’s bed and started tucking him back in again.
“You get busy with work and all…” the younger stated.
“Ahhh...about that…” Hoseok then said, rubbing the back of his neck with a guilty expression on his face. “Everyone in my workplace is going to go have their CPR licence renewed. Since I don’t have one...my boss thinks it would be a good idea that I went along.”
“So you’re going to have a couple of classes?” the younger questioned.
“Well...it’s more of a retreat as well...bonding for employees,” Hoseok explained. “I’ll be gone for a week…”
“An entire week!?” Jimin asked, feeling his heart drop.
“I know I should have told you sooner...but I was busy...you were doing school stuff...there just wasn’t a good time,” Hoseok explained.
“Will you at least call me at night?” Jimin asked quickly. “I don’t mean every night if you can’t...but at least some of them…?”
Laughing lightly, Hoseok leaned down and kissed the younger on his forehead. He loved how attached the younger acted at times. It was adorable.
“Of course I’ll call you when I can,” Hoseok replied with a smile on his face. “I don’t think I could go a week without hearing your voice.
Hoseok then started to get up from the bed so he could let Jimin get back to resting. As soon as he was partially standing, however, Jimin grabbed onto his arm and pulled him back down. Toppling onto the bed, Hoseok was immediately clung onto by Jimin. The younger was hugging him like a kohala onto a tree. Right then, he knew he was not going to be able to escape his grasp.
“Do you want me to sleep here with you tonight?” the older asked, already knowing the answer.
“Mmm...you’re warm…” Jimin replied.
“You know I have to get up early in the morning,” Hoseok then reminded him, seeing if he wanted to change his answer, since Jimin was not a morning person at all.
“You’ll help me get up tomorrow. I have a 10:00am class...you know I can barely make it to those sometimes,” Jimin answered before closing his eyes and snuggling in closer to Hoseok.
The older said nothing in response since he knew no matter what he said he was not going to change Jimin’s mind. So he simply closed his eyes and enjoyed his night with the younger.
It was not until the next morning that Jimin felt Hoseok poking his face, telling him repeatedly to get up.
“Come on, Jimin. I even let you sleep while I got dressed,” Hoseok told him, not wanting to revert to his method of waking the younger up.
“Mmmm...ten more minutes…” Jimin whined, rolling over onto his stomach.
Letting out a small sigh, Hoseok walked towards the foot of the bed, grabbed the covers firmly in his hands, and yanked them hard away from Jimin. The younger instantly bolted up as the cold air hit his skin.
“YA!” Jimin shouted as he stared back at Hoseok.
“Breakfast will be ready in about twenty minutes,” Hoseok told him before leaving the room.
Jimin waited until he was completely alone to pull his journal out from under his pillow. He quickly placed it back in his nightstand drawer at the very bottom, before getting out of bed and heading over to his closet.
“I wonder how many more times I’ll wake up next to him like that…” Jimin muttered to himself, followed by a large sigh as he plucked one of his many black shirts out of his closet.
~~~~
“Alright class! Let’s start where we left off last class period and do a little review!” the professor stated, clapping his hands together once to get everyone’s attention.
Jimin lifted his head up and looked at his professor. Psychology. This was one class he did not have a problem staying awake for. His professor made things fun and easy to understand. Not to mention the topic really did genuinely interest him.
“Depression...who can tell me some of the signs other’s can look out for if they think someone is suffering from depression?” their professor asked in a cheerful voice to try and get everyone interested in talking.
Like most classes, no one was particularly enthused about participating. Especially when the topic was one like this. The professor walked around the front of the classroom, scanning to see who his first target would be.
“Taemin! Give me one of the things to look out for!” the professor called loudly.
The blonde quickly glanced down at his notes before reading off, “A loss of interest in things they once enjoyed doing.”
“Very good,” the professor praised. “When someone becomes depressed, they can lose interest in their hobbies. Someone who enjoyed singing might suddenly stop. Same can go for exercising, cooking, writing...the list doesn’t stop,” he explained before jotting what Taemin had said down on the chalkboard. “Onew! What about you?” he called next.
“Uhmm...sleeping a lot…?” Onew said in a half uncertain voice.
“Correct!” the professor stated as he turned back to the chalkboard and jotted it down as well. “A person who has depression might start sleeping excessively all of the sudden. To others this might appear to be laziness, so sometimes it is overlooked and can be easily missed.”
Students in the class jotted down what the professor had just said to them before looking back up from their notes.
“Jimin, why don’t you list one more symptom before we move on to the next disorder,” the professor then called.
“Lack of a sex drive,” Jimin stated without having to look down at his notes.
There was some light laughter coming from all over the class. Of course no matter how old you are in school, people always laugh when you say sex or something sexual. Putting an end to it right away, however, the professor clapped his hands together and cleared his throat.
“Really? Are you guys still in elementary school or something?” he asked, placing his hands on his hips and walking around a bit. “You don’t have to laugh every time someone says the word sex. If you need to get it out of your system, I’m more than willing to stand here all class period and say “sex” as many times as I have to. Why don’t we talk about sex? There are many psychologists who had theories involving sex!”
The entire class groaned together, a couple putting their heads down on their desks or covering their ears. No one in that room wanted to hear anymore about sex from their professor right now.
“That’s what I thought,” their professor stated before turning around and writing on the chalkboard again. “Depression can lead someone to have a lack of a sexual drive. This is not to say someone who has depression never wants sex. But the urge to have it does decrease which can put a strain on a relationship if their partner is unaware of their condition.”
Once again, the class jotted down some last minutes notes on the subject, making sure they would have everything the professor said to study with for their tests.
“It looks like everyone is done jotting their notes down…” the professor said, seeing heads turn back up to the front of the room. “The next disorder we will be talking about it bipolar disorder!
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Since his school day was short that day, Jimin went home and tossed his things into his room. He could always work on his homework later, but right now he wanted to take a nap. As soon as his things were ditched in his room, he quickly changed out of his jeans and into some comfortable sweatpants, and pulled on a large hoodie, pulling the hood up over his head and cinching the hood closed slightly. Situated in more comfortable clothes now, he wandered over to Hoseok’s room and crawled under his covers, submerging himself so he was nothing but a lump beneath them.
“We need a bed to share…” Jimin muttered to himself while nuzzling himself comfortably under the covers.
Jimin loved the smell of Hoseok’s bed and even pulled a pillow down under the covers with him so he could take in more of his lover’s scent. In no time flat, he was completely passed out. Sooner or later though, he knew someone, most likely Hoseok, was going to find him and wake him up in time for dinner.
In what seemed like no time, Jimin felt a hand running through his hair. Stirring a little, he started slowly opening his eyes until they could focus in the dimly lit room.
“Someone’s finally awake,” Hoseok stated, smiling down at the younger with his disheveled hair and dried drool coming from the corner of his mouth.
Wiping his hand on the corner of house mouth to get the drool off, Jimin sat up in the bed while letting out a small yawn. Using the back of his hands, he rubbed his eyes and ran his fingers through his hair slightly.
“What time is it?” Jimin asked before looking at Hoseok again.
“It’s about 5:50pm,” the older replied, reaching forward and rubbing the younger’s hair in an attempt to get it to stick up less. “Dinner's almost ready. It’s just simmering on the stove.”
Jimin pushed the covers back from himself and stretched a little with another yawn. Just before Jimin was able to stand up, Hoseok grabbed onto one of his hands to keep him down. The younger glanced at him with a confused look on his face but remained sitting as he watched his lover.
“I found out when my CPR certification and retreat days are,” Hoseok explained, knowing Jimin would not want to hear about it, but knowing he had to let him know as soon as possible.
“When?” the younger questioned in an unentertained voice with a slight pout on his lips.
“Three days…” Hoseok replied with a small sigh.
“That’s this Saturday though!” Jimin shouted, slamming one of his hands onto the mattress in frustration.
“I’m sorry,” Hoseok apologized, leaning in and wrapping his arms around the younger. “But I’ll only be gone until Monday night. So you’ll see me Tuesday morning,” he pointed out. “That’s not too long.”
“It’s longer than it should be,” the younger stated before getting up from the bed and heading out of Hoseok’s bedroom.
“What? Are you going to be mad at me now for something I can’t control?” Hoseok called after him.
When they reached their small dining room, everyone else was already sitting at the table with a bowl of rice in front of them, a small bowl, and a pot of their stew in the center of the table. Jimin quickly took a seat next to Taehyung, and Hoseok sat down next to Namjoon. Even though the two of them were sitting across from one another, Jimin refused to look at the older.
About ten minutes into the meal, everyone could notice Jimin and Hoseok were unnaturally quiet.
“Alright...I can’t take this anymore,” Namjoon stated, putting his chopsticks down and leaning forward on the table. “What’s up with you two? You’re never this quiet when we eat together. You’re always giggling and poking one another, yet tonight you won’t even look across the table. What’s going on?” he asked, pointing his finger between Jimin and Hoseok.
“It’s nothing. Jimin is just being a little oversensitive about something,” Hoseok said, waving his hand in dismissal.
“You’re leaving me for three days!” Jimin shouted. “For some stupid training and retreat!”
“My boss is making us go, Jimin. I can’t just say no,” the older replied in a calm voice, knowing if he started shouting that it would only fuel the situation even more.
“Sure you can! No! There! I just said it for you!” Jimin shouted.
Yoongi at this point was covering his ears, and Taehyung was talking with Jungkook to keep themselves entertained with something other than the shouting happening at the table. Seokjin was still eating his food, not paying any real attention to the spat happening just at the other end of the table.
“Jimin...you can’t stop Hoseok from leaving for the weekend,” Namjoon stated, rubbing his hands on his temple. “If his boss wants him to do something, he has to do it.”
“But-!”
“You’ll understand when you’re out of school and have a job as well,” Namjoon stated.
“Stupid…” Jimin huffed under his breath as he rolled his eyes slightly.
“Jimin…” Hoseok said in a tired voice. “I’ll spend all my free time with you until I leave. And I already promised to call you when I have time when I’m gone,” he stated.
Poking at his food, the younger nodded his head. He knew they had already talked about that. He also knew Hoseok could not help that he had to leave with the rest of his co-workers. But he just wanted to spend as much time with him as he could. He was not asking for a lot. Just more of his lover’s time.
“Fine...but that means all of your time!” Jimin stated. “We’re sleeping in the same bed until you have to leave!”
“Oh shut up about his already!” Seokjin shouted in frustration. “Have your lover's quarrel another time!”
“Oh be quiet, Seokjin. Everyone knows you’re just grumpy because of all your pent up sexual frustration,” Taehyung stated, sticking his tongue out and winking at the other.
“And we all know you have none of that because you and Jungkook have been fucking like rabbits for the last two weeks,” Seokjin spat back.
That comment had Jungkook bolting from the table in under a second and hiding away in his room. Of course Taehyung went after him right away to comfort him, that is of course after shooting a small glare towards Seokjin. That left Yoongi who was practically sleeping at the table, Seokjin who was smiling triumphantly, Jimin who was still kind of sad about Hoseok’s situation, Hoseok who was gently running his foot up and own Jimin’s leg in a playful manner to try and cheer the younger up, and Namjoon who was still rubbing his temples and sighing deeply.
“Just...everyone can bring your food to your rooms…” Namjoon stated while scooping soup into his bowl and standing up from the table.
Yoongi was standing up quickly, yawning and stretching, after Namjoon and heading into the kitchen where he grabbed a bag of chips, some dried seaweed, and came back for his rice. No one bothered reprimanding him for letting their dinner go to waste because they knew he would not care. Seokjin, Jimin, and Hoseok then gathered their food and left the table as well. Dishes would just get piled in the sink and done at another time.
Jimin dragged Hoseok into his room and closed the door behind them. When he said they were spending all of their free time together, he had meant all of it. Hoseok was not going to leave his sight when they were home together. Even if he had to work on homework, he was going to do it with Hoseok right next to him.
The two of them sat on Jimin’s bed, talking and eating their dinner. The younger was in a bit of a better mood, although it would still be better if Hoseok did not have to leave for the retreat thing.
Once they were finished eating, the two of them curled up on the bed together and rested there. They occasionally made out, and in the process ended up stripping one another.
Hoseok jerked Jimin off, while the younger did the same to him. The two of them were having a good time until they heard a loud crashing sound followed by a scream. Getting up from the bed, Hoseok opened the door to find Taehyung running into the bathroom, and then back out with a first aid kit.
“What the hell was that?” Namjoon asked when he saw Taehyung running down the hallway. “And...why are you naked? You know what...don’t answer that question...”
“Jungkook fell. Just patching him up now!” Taehyung shouted before slamming his door closed, causing the house to fall back into silence.
At that, Hoseok closed Jimin’s bedroom door and returned to the bed with a smile on his face. It was none of their concern what was happening between Taehyung and Jungkook. If anything, Namjoon would check in on them tomorrow morning to make sure everything was alright. Since he was the oldest, they had elected him kind of like the head of the house, so their problems turned into his problems as well.
“No...where were we?” Hoseok asked, climbing back onto the bed and hovering over Jimin with a sly smirk on his face.
“I’m tired, Hoseok…” Jimin stated with his eyes half closed.
“W-what? But...but we were just jerking each other off,” the older stated in a shocked voice. He then looked down to see the younger was no longer even remotely hard. “So...you just want to lay here…?” the older questioned, scratching the back of his head.
“Mmm...I’d love to sleep some more,” Jimin stated while closing his eyes.
“But you were sleeping earlier,” Hoseok pointed out, wondering how Jimin could be so tired still.
“I had an eventful day today. Can you blame me?” Jimin asked.
The younger reached his hands up and pulled Hoseok down towards him. Hoseok brought himself down and pressed his body against Jimin’s, but not placing all of his weight onto him. Bringing his head up a little, Jimin kissed Hoseok on the lips quickly before resting his head back down on the pillow.
“What about my little situation?” Hoseok asked, his hair hanging in front of his eyes while he looked down at his lover.
Laughing a little, Jimin looked down at Hoseok’s half erect cock and licked his lips. The older thought maybe he would get a blowjob, and frowned when he saw Jimin shrug his shoulders.
“I guess you’ll have to come up with something,” Jimin replied.
Hoseok flopped onto his side and let out a heavy sigh. He then pulled Jimin in towards him so the younger’s back was against his chest. Jimin could feel the way Hoseok buried his nose into his hair, and the way he rutted slightly against his ass. Jimin only continued laying there with his eyes closed as he felt how Hoseok was getting harder from rubbing against him.
Completely relaxed from the feeling of Hoseok being pressed against him, rubbing his more intimate part against him, he was shocked when he felt the older lifting his leg a little. He paid it no attention until he felt his lover’s erection pressed between his legs. Jimin then felt as Hoseok started moving his hips, fucking himself between his legs. Humming lightly, the younger simply laid there and let Hoseok pleasure himself. He enjoyed hearing Hoseok moan lightly into his ear as he started moving his hips faster and faster, trying to get more pleasure.
It did not take much longer before Jimin felt Hoseok’s hips shudder and felt cum spurting between his legs. The warm, sticky sensation made him smile and give a small, pleased laugh.
“Am I allowed to go and shower for the night? Or do I literally have to spend every second with you?” Hoseok asked, nuzzling his nose more into Jimin’s hair, loving his scent.
“Go take a shower if you have to,” Jimin told him. “I’m going to shower tomorrow afternoon because I only have a class at 2:00pm,” he explained. “You didn’t get me too dirty that I’d be uncomfortable tonight either,” he added.
“Alright. I’ll be right back,” the older stated before crawling out of bed and heading towards the bathroom.
Right when Jimin heard the bathroom door close, he quickly turned around and went right to digging through his top drawer in his nightstand for his journal.
It’s just me...again…
I don’t know how much longer I can do this. It’s already getting hard. It’s hard not knowing...but knowing at the same time. Why can’t someone just tell me? Why can’t someone just take me away?
When Hoseok returned to Jimin’s room, he found the younger already drifting into a light sleep. He saw how his lover was twitching on the bed. His feet twitched a little, making it look like he was trying to walk or run. Hoseok always saw how the younger’s entire body twitched a little. Wanting to comfort his lover, he crawled into bed and grabbed onto Jimin. Pulling him in so their chests were touching, he could instantly feel Jimin relax against him and stop twitching.
“I love you, Jimin,” Hoseok whispered, kissing him on the forehead before laying his head down on the pillow.
It was sad that he knew the days before his retreat were going to go by quickly. Even if it was only for three days, it was too much time away from his precious lover.