Chapter 1: Peace and Security
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“Sorry, how much?” Rex resists the urge to let his mouth hang open. The money he’s being offered is more than he’s seen in his life. “You’re joking, right?”
“Actually, that only the advance.” Chairman Bana pronounces the words with the exact pompous air that one would expect from a man willing to offer an advance of a hundred thousand gold on a job. “Another 100,000 gold upon completion of job.” Rex pales, the mere thought of 200,000 gold more than enough incentive to accept.
He stammers, not quite grasping the magnitude of such a sum. “I-I must be dreaming! 200,000 in total?” He straightens his posture, a fire in his eyes. “I’ll take it. I hereby swear that I will use every skill I possess to ensure this job’s completion.”
It’s only when the words have left his mouth in a flurry of greed and determination that Rex realizes that he hasn’t actually received any information about this job past its pay, as Bana is quick to point out. “You really have skills for job…?”
Rex nearly jumps to reassure Bana, and the Nopon shrugs, asking his attendant to bring the crew in. In the time it takes for the attractive young woman to retrieve the crew, Rex is left to stand there and speculate on what kind of people would be looking to hire a salvager for such a hefty sum. Whatever he expects, it’s not the two girls who enter the room, each trailed by a Blade.
The first girl is garbed in a yellow jumpsuit with a lopsided belt that keeps two large hoops on one side and three small knives at the other side of her waist. Her silver hair is short and flawlessly blends into a pair of matching ears, indicating the girl’s Gormotti bloodline. To keep her vision clear, there’s a shock of color in the form of two yellow ribbons tying her hair out of the way on either side. She is flanked by a large tiger, a beast type Blade with eyes that are human and out of place on what could easily be mistaken for an animal in the wilds if not for the glowing blue core crystal nestled in his fluff.
The next girl—no, woman—that enters the room is likely the prettiest woman Rex has ever seen. She’s tall and carries herself with a demure grace that somehow stands unfaltering and proud against the others in the room. Her hair is red, fiery red, and matches the rest of her outfit—striking red against pale skin. Her shoulders are covered in a red, hooded cloak that covers her chest, and the underside of the cape is lined in a shimmery gold fabric that seems to soften her appearance. Her long legs are encased in matching thigh high socks, coupled with shorts that are too short for Rex to keep a clear head.
She’s equal parts delicate curves and sharp lines, and Rex has to remind himself that he needs to breathe and stay in the present moment.
Her Blade is intimidating. That’s the only word he can think to form after the shock of her, and he realizes that it’s because it’s strangely fitting when applied to the lady in red. The two are just intimidating. The Blade stands tall behind the woman, glaring at the world with the authority of a man with one purpose that he’s never once had difficulty in achieving.
The two Drivers and their Blades step to the side, and it’s only now that Rex notices the fifth of his employers, a man reminiscent of a volff, with hard, unflinching eyes and a silver mask. He stands completely secure in himself and his safety, and he is not accompanied by his own Blade.
“There’s something we want to haul up,” the man speaks, his voice forcing Rex to re-focus. “There were some current shifts, and it showed up in an uncharted area. But it’s a long way down.” He emphasizes long, as if it were meant to deter the young salvager. Rex merely puffs out his chest, grinning from ear to ear. The thought of 200,000 gold flashes across his mind, filling him with determination.
“Nice, I like a good challenge!”
“Bana offered to assemble team of veterans for job, but this crew very picky. Only want small elite team, and only from Leftheria. That when Bana have stroke of genius, should hire Rex!”
Rex lets out an elated laugh, throwing an arm behind his head. “You made the right choice!” Before he can finish his thought, the Gormotti girl laughs, unable to contain herself.
“A child salvager? You’ve got to be kidding me,” she says, mirth clear in her eyes. “Jin, don’t tell me we’re going to have to hire some babysitters for this outing, too.”
Rex raises an eyebrow at her insinuation, stepping towards her in his annoyance. “What the hell? You look just as much like a kid as I do.” It’s true—she’s shorter than him, her face youthful and matching her voice. He’s willing to bet that if they stood facing each other at full height, he’d easily be several inches taller than her, and he’d stake a good thousand gold that they were around the same age.
She’s still snickering, eyes wicked as she looks him over once. “At least I wouldn’t wet myself at a measly hundred grand.”
“What are you trying to say?” He’s halfway across the room now, only half thinking about all the gold he might be forfeiting.
Her Blade clears his throat suddenly, bowing his head with a grace that suits his stature. “Rex, was it? I implore you to excuse my lady’s discourtesy.” Before Rex can respond, his attention is drawn back to the Driver.
Her ears flicker in annoyance, and she lets out a slight growl. “Dromarch! What have I told you about—”
“Nia,” the red lady speaks, her voice just as lovely as her appearance. Focus, Rex. “You should calm down. He may be young, but it’s not difficult to test his prowess without resorting to insults.” She looks directly at him for the first time, and Rex’s heart threatens to burst. At first he thinks it’s because of her beauty and her burning red irises, but then he picks up half a second’s dangerous intent before she draws the sword from her waist with lightning speed.
He reacts with a practiced speed, forged after five years of living only under Azurda’s guidance, and dodges her sudden lunge, drawing his weapon the moment he gets the chance. It’s just in time, too—he has less than a second to block her next swing, and catches it with him own sword, glaring at her with exactly as much intensity as is merited by a sudden ambush. She looks down at him with interest for a long moment that almost makes him feel like he’s dying a little bit before she gracefully, effortlessly sends him staggering backwards with a single movement of her sword.
“What the hell’re you tryin’ to do?” Rex nearly yells, temper flaring. She merely smiles, sheathing the sword without looking.
“Well, you won’t die, at least not here,” she says simply.
“Pyra! What good is there in beating up a kid like this?” The Gormotti girl, Nia, says, shocked at the woman’s actions.
“You were the one who brought up the fact that he didn’t seem capable,” she says simply, the air crackling around her even after she’s sheathed her weapon.
“I said nothing of the sort!” Nia’s ears are raised up in her anger, and Rex finds himself appreciating the change in her demeanor. He likes her better now that she’s defending him.
“I’m confused. What other concern would you have about his age? It’s not as if he would have survived the job if he couldn’t even block one of my attacks, anyhow.” She looks back at him with an approving glance. He relaxes a bit, sword still firmly in both hands as she surveys him.
“I approve,” she says simply. “Skill, and guts. I’m sure that whether you provide good work is out of the question.” She nods to Jin and Nia and strides out, followed closely by all except Nia, who lets out a heavy, full-body sigh. When she turns her head to see Rex looking at her, she shoots him a glare and follows after the other two without a second look, only Dromarch offering him the dignity of a goodbye in the form of bowing his head respectfully.
The treatment from Rex’s new employers leaves a sour taste in his mouth, which quickly clears along with the air when Bana places a large bag on his desk that rings out with the sweet sound only a hundred thousand gold can make.
Rex thanks him, the shock of the amount fading only for the true weight of his payment to be renewed in his head once he picks up the large bag of gold in one fist. This must be what power feels like, he thinks with a gulp, putting it into the bag on his side and triple checking that everything is secured before going out into the central area of Goldmouth.
The amount doesn’t truly sink in until he speaks to Melolo, the noponic woman at central exchange who he normally goes through to send money home. He finds himself leaning over the counter with a conspiratorial whisper when he’s forced to relay exactly how much money he’d come into, and finally it sinks in when Melolo nearly shouted the same amount in her shock.
Melolo’s excitement for him is nothing compared to the reaction he expects from Gramps when he tells him. “Oi, gramps!” The titan Azurda looks down at him with the almost parental expression Rex had many years to grow accustomed to.
“Back already, Rex?”
“I’ve got some really great news.” He can hardly contain himself, excitement seeping into his voice and sending jitters throughout his body. Rex bounces on his heels, feeling the excitement of being a kid again.
Azurda raises a grassy eyebrow. “Was the haul worth that much?”
“Better!” Rex explains how he’d gotten the job, the payment he’d received, how he’d be leaving for it tonight. Everything Azurda needed to know.
“That doesn’t explain a thing! You know nothing about your employers, you took a job without getting any details—”
“Ah, Gramps, you worry too much! I got the important details, I got the advance—”
“There’s a girl, isn’t there?” Azurda says suddenly, and Rex chokes on his words. Figures he’d pick up on such a subtle notion from Rex after years of raising him.
“What?” He stammers, trying to recover before Azurda can notice, but it’s too late.
“What’s her name?” Azurda says, pouncing on the notion faster than Rex ever thought possible.
“Th-that’s not important! There’s no girl!” Rex is flustered now, and deals with the situation the only way 15-year-old boys ever know how—denial and avoidance. “Anyways, I’m going to go gear up for the job and meet them at the docks. You can take a nap or something while I’m gone!”
“Rex!” Azurda’s call after the boy falls on deaf ears. He’s already run off back inside the guild, not bothering to look back while he gears up for his adventure. “That boy…”
~
Luck can’t shine down on Rex all the time—when he reports to the Maelstrom, he’s immediately informed that he has night watch, and given several hours, he decides to sleep until then.
He awakes with just enough time before his shift on watch to socialize a bit. He takes the opportunity, finding his curiosity about his employers far too much to not justify a bit of conversation. His eyes glance over Nia in favor of, preferably, someone nicer. He’s certainly not looking for one woman in particular, he just… doesn’t notice Nia standing next to Dromarch. Yeah, that’s it. Must be a subconscious thing.
He finds Pyra on the starboard side, standing next to her Blade. Her cloak is fluttering in the breeze, and she’s put her hood up. In the dim twilight, it’s dark enough to see that the bolts of green trimming her thigh highs practically glow, drawing an uncomfortable amount of attention to legs that really don’t need it.
Architect, help him.
Rex swallows thickly and approaches only after her Blade takes note of his presence.
“Your name was Rex, right?” She speaks, and he has to remind himself to breathe. “The salvager from Leftheria.”
“Right,” he says, standing beside her. “And you’re… Pyra?”
“Right, Nia must have told you. Sorry she picks on you so much. I think she secretly feels threatened that she’s not the youngest anymore.”
“Ah, it’s fine. Everyone’s got their reasons to act the way they do, after all. Your Blade’s name was…?”
“Sever,” she finishes. Sever nods his head, eyes locked on Rex in a way that almost intimidates him more than the power and beauty personified that stands between them. Almost. “He’s not as scary as he looks, I promise. He’s just a bit protective.”
“It’s not every day we see someone who can fend off Pyra,” Sever says. It’s difficult at first for him to recognize that Sever is trying to compliment him. “I look forward to seeing how you handle the work to come.”
“Yeah, thanks.” He feels a bit embarrassed at the sudden praise, then slightly more embarrassed when he’s forced to dismiss the thought that Sever isn’t exactly the one he wanted to hear it from.
Pyra tilts her head to one side. “Was there something you needed, Rex? You were put on night watch tonight, right?”
“Right, I was wanting to ask you about the job. What exactly is it that we’re…” Rex’s words die when his eyes land a familiar-looking Nopon further up the ship who walks behind a box, apparently hiding. “Pupunin?”
“What?”
“Sorry, I have to go check something out. But it was nice talking to you!”
“Oh, alright. See you around, Rex.”
The blood rushes to his face momentarily—he shakes his head to re-focus. He’s been doing that a lot lately. “Yeah. Y-you too.” He waves to her and walks with purpose towards the box he’d watched the Nopon hide behind, only to see an otherwise empty corner.
I could’ve sworn that I saw Pupunin walk here… With no Pupunin in sight, Rex sighs and reports to the watchtower for night watch. It’s now, some time later, that he finds himself staring out across the cloud sea with concentration and a little bit of that wonder that’s never quite left him, even after countless hours spent beneath its surface, even after years of watching it.
He notes movement amongst the clouds, and peers through his binoculars, steeling against a sudden breeze that sends goosebumps across the exposed skin of his arms from the cold. “Is that black ship following us?” He’s forced to dismiss the thought almost immediately in light of the faint clanking behind him.
He turns to look, and it’s Nia standing there, apparently in a significantly less antagonistic mood than in his previous interactions with her. “Ugh, it’s way too cold up here,” she says, almost in disgust, and shrinks away from the wind and into her hood. “My ears’re burning, and I’ve only been out here a few minutes. How can you stand it?”
Rex ignores the chill in favor of the obvious oddity in the situation. “You’re up here? Why?”
“I’ve got a name, you know—”
“Nia, isn’t it?”
Her ears shift her hood, Rex presumes as they twitch in response. He can’t help but think they’re the most honest thing about her expression thus far. “Right. Glad to see you’ve been paying attention.” She walks towards him, filling the empty space next to Rex. “Anyways, they started boozin’ below decks. You should go join them, I can take watch.”
“Why don’t you join them instead?”
“It’s not that I hate it,” she says, leaning on the railing and running her fingers through her bangs. “I just… don’t really like it, either.”
He suppresses a grin, mirroring her and leaning up against the railing. They’re looking out towards the World Tree now, and Rex’s heart swells a little bit at the sight. “Guess it’s a good thing you’re not a salvager, then.”
“Oi. I’m tryin’ to be nice here.”
“I’m just saying. Salvager’s code and all. Swim like a fish, and drink like one too.” He holds up a finger.
She clicks her tongue. “You know, you explained it but it still feels like you’re making fun of me.”
“Nah, not my intention.”
“Sure it’s not. I haven’t exactly been nice to you up to this point.” Was she trying to apologize?
He shakes his head. “It’s alright. I don’t blame you, I am one of the youngest salvagers in Argentum, after all.”
“Sure seem to like older women, though,” she says, and he coughs.
“What are you talking about?” The darkness of the night cloaks his blush, which he silently thanks the Architect for. Unfortunately for him, it can’t do anything for his stutter.
“I saw you talking to Pyra earlier. You’re not exactly inconspicuous, you know.” She laughs when he fails to form a proper response. “Can’t say I blame you. It took me a while to get used to her too.”
“Used to her?” He echoes. He’s not sure he knows the concept, certainly not with someone like Pyra.
“Yeah, after a while you learn how to not lose your mind over a body like hers.”
The realization that she’s not talking about being jealous hits Rex like a rampaging armu. “Y-you—”
“Oh, come on,” she says before he can finish the thought. “Look at her and tell me you would think anything different if you were a girl.”
After a moment of consideration, he nods. “Yeah, I guess you’re right.”
“Of course I’m right.” She’s joking around now, grin on her face.
“How long have you been working with them, anyway?”
“Jin and Pyra? A month or so. Why?”
He shrugs. “Just curious. You lot aren’t exactly the most transparent people I’ve worked for. Makes it hard not to wonder about you.”
“You’re curious, so what you ask is how long I’ve been working with them, not what it is we’re actually doing this job for. You’re a strange one, kid.”
“My name’s Rex. And for the record, I was getting to that.”
She pushes her hood back, shaking her head to fix her hair. “It’s just as well, Rex. I couldn’t tell you anyways. Those two haven’t exactly told me what it is we’re doing, yet.”
“Really? Why’re you working with them if they won’t even tell you what you’re trying to accomplish?” The thought crosses his mind that he’s doing the same, but he brushes it off. Maybe they’re paying Nia even more than he’s getting paid for this job. After all, whatever they need an extra Driver for must be truly fearsome.
She avoids eye contact. “That’s… complicated. I’m sure they’ll tell me eventually, but for now, I just need to prove myself as trustworthy. I don’t have much of an alternative, anyway.”
He holds his tongue, sure that what he really wants to say would only push her away, and after he’s worked so hard for her to talk to him like he’s an actual person. “I don’t know your situation, but surely there’s something else you could do other than work for them, hoping you’re not doing anything illegal.”
She scoffs, although Rex can’t fathom why. “There’s alternatives, but they’re not pretty. I’d rather stay where I am for now.”
“I don’t get why not, but if that’s where you want to be, I guess I can’t say too much.” He decides to relent. At least for now, it’s not worth pushing back on the breakthroughs he’s making. There’s a friend somewhere in Nia, regardless of their initial interaction.
“What about you?”
“Me?”
“Salvaging isn’t exactly the occupation of choice, and you’re working rather young. Why salvaging? You could’ve been a mercenary or a merchant, or anything in between. But you chose to stick with a job that’s not what I’d call safe or stable.”
“Well, that’s…” His eyes land on the World Tree rising from the horizon. Its leaves glow faintly against the night sky. They always struck him as extra stars, something to hope for. Somewhere up there is Elysium, the answer to all the wars and fighting down here on Alrest. “It’s stable if you know what you’re doing.”
“But it must’ve taken you a while to get to the point where you could turn a profit.”
Rex recalls a titan he and Azurda watched fall into the cloud sea’s depths several days back. The people who used to live on it might have known to evacuate, but he can’t help but think about the animals who couldn’t have done anything and sunk with it. “You know, I’ve never liked war. All those innocent people, getting hurt, and for what? Nothing they couldn’t have settled without resorting to violence. If there’s… a way to reach Elysium, to fix all the world’s problems, I can’t help but think that it’s hidden somewhere beneath our sea of clouds.”
She snorts. He only feels a bit stupid for thinking she would take him seriously. “Elysium? You really believe in that guff?”
“Why don’t you?” He counters her mirth with his usual positivity. “With the endless field of green Elysium promises, people could stop fighting. We’d have peace, and security. Happiness. Isn’t a dream like that worth believing in?”
“But would that be for everyone?” There’s something left unsaid in her words, but he decides not to pry. “Would everyone be able to share in that paradise?”
“Of course,” he says, shocked at the suggestion that anyone wouldn’t be deserving of a happy life atop the world tree. “No one’s beyond redemption.”
“You know, kid, I used to think people were pretty terrible by nature.” He nods, sensing her change in mood. He can’t really blame her, not when he’s seen how awful people can be. “But you’re pretty alright.”
~
When Rex awakes, a man’s voice is echoing through his room. After a moment of staring blearily, he gathers that they’ve arrived at the place and he, alongside the other salvagers on his team, are being called to report. He grabs for his helmet and is out the door the moment he registers the words.
He’s on the deck with the other salvagers in minutes, having gotten into his full salvaging suit faster than he’s ever had to. As the captain of their team speaks, he stands in the back of the group, checking every potential seam and snap to make sure he won’t suffer any sealing issues on his way down. The captain dismisses the salvaging team immediately after he finishes explaining, and Rex obeys, trailing after the others.
The wind is blustery, if the rain and everyone not on the salvaging team are any indication. People have to shield their eyes with their hands just to see, and not for the first time Rex is grateful for the total coverage the salvaging suit affords him. He may not have any sort of peripheral vision, but at least his eyes aren’t being assaulted by the weather. He steps off the grating shortly after the others, and as always, looks out over the horizon as his body descends toward the cloud sea.
The plunge is forgiving, and he reaches up and turns on his headlamp once the light of the world above him is officially blocked by the cloud sea. A quick glance around him comforts him as he watches the other salvagers descend, and excitement bubbles up within him at the prospect of finally seeing this ship that was worth shelling out what must’ve been millions of gold for.
It’s some time before Rex has anything visual to occupy his mind. 450 peds is an incredible distance, so he lets his thoughts roam as the pressure of the cloud sea blankets him and his team members.
Finally, a few of the salvagers further down begin swimming down with more fervor, and Rex follows their line of sight to see headlamps glinting off ancient, decaying metal, crawling with all sorts of things, from lost items to the rare plant or creature scuttling across its surface.
As he swims closer to it, flotation device at the ready, Rex notes that the ship doesn’t appear to have any sort of way to attach it to a titan. How did this thing use to move? Ancient civilizations must have had some crazy technology. How long had this ship been sitting here, waiting for the moment a team of salvagers would flock to it and cranes would force it from its slumber?
He sends a wave up to his team members when his part of the job is completed, and tentatively runs a hand over the metal of the ship. Sure, he can’t feel much, what with the thick fabric of his gloves in the way, but he does it anyway, lingering for a moment in appreciation for the feat of engineering laying before him.
Lightning cracks the sky as Rex resurfaces, and the ship isn’t far behind him. He’s hardly given the chance to take off the extra layer of his salvaging suit when he’s approached by Nia, who has an appreciative smile etched on her face. “Excellent work!” She says. “You’re not half bad, you know that?”
“Wouldn’t be able to make a living off it if I wasn’t any good, right?” He puffs his chest out, grinning. The teams make a move to roll out, just as Pyra and Jin pass him.
He’s pointedly trying to focus on anything other than Pyra when Jin stops and turns to him. “You. With us.”
“Me?”
“Seriously? You’re going to drag the kid along?” Nia says, and it’s like she lost every ounce of friendliness she’d shown him the previous night.
“Jin has his reasons, Nia,” Pyra says gently, one hand holding her hood up against the wind with determination. “If he weren’t necessary, we wouldn’t bring him. Don’t worry so much about his age; just focus on his value.”
Architect, she’s even more beautiful when she’s defending him. Nia can’t come up with a worthy response, it seems, so instead she shoots Rex a glare and they follow the other two in silence. They don’t get far, however, before Rex instinctively stops just moments before the others do. It’s good timing—the door to the ship suddenly flies off, bouncing in the spot Rex might’ve been standing in had he continued walking and crashing into one of the guard rails on the side. The metal bends and he swears he can hear the guard rails crunch under the pressure.
In the place the door used to be, there’s a furious Lysaat daring anyone to make a move or even a noise. Nia steps in front of Rex confidently, rings already in hand, and adopts a battle stance. “Let me show you what a Driver is capable of, Rex,” she says, and he already burns to show her up.
Not to be outdone, Rex draws the sword at his waist and joins as he and the group of Drivers launches into battle. His sword cuts shallow, almost pitiful against the onslaught from the others. He sends the sword straight into the space between the lysaat’s shell, as he’s learned to do from years of them coming up with him during his salvaging trips, and immediately pulls it out and scrambles back when Pyra lunges at the lysaat. He almost feels sorry for the poor thing, having been on the receiving end of Pyra’s sword exactly once, but then he’s pushed off the fence when her sword engulfs it in flames.
Ruthless. That’s the word Rex couldn’t place. She’s utterly, unapologetically ruthless.
The lysaat lets out a final cry as its body is scorched. The murmur coming from the other people on the ship is just barely audible over the rain—so that’s the power you get when you become a Driver!—and Rex isn’t quite sure if he’s actually hearing someone say it, or if it’s just his thoughts against the backdrop of rain.
“Let’s go,” Pyra says, sheathing her sword and striding towards the now permanently opened doors of the ancient ship. He watches her go for several moments, breathless, and it’s Nia’s hand on his shoulder that brings him back to Alrest.
She smirks. “She’s single, you know.” The blush that erupts on Rex’s face is enough satisfaction for her—she bursts out laughing. “Come on, best not keep Pyra or Jin waiting.”
~
The ship is dank when Rex steps inside. The air almost chokes him several feet in from its weight, and he takes a moment to re-orient himself in the dizzyingly thick atmosphere. Strangely enough, he seems to be the only one in the group affected by the humidity—even Nia, who he had been sure would have the worst time, what with her wearing that yellow jumpsuit and all. What kind of training had these three gone through, that they were fine in the humidity even though he was the salvager here?
Pyra moves at a surprisingly quick clip, her eyes perpetually focused on her goal, although Rex still isn’t quite sure what exactly it is. She’s so quick that he nearly trips multiple times trying to keep up with her, although Jin seems to have no issue. Damn tall people and their long legs. Not for the first time, Rex wishes for his growth spurt to come as he finds himself constantly short of breath and doing more work for the same distance.
At one point in his never-ending mission to keep up with the group’s unfailing speed, Pyra walks too close to one of the various forms of aggressive wildlife in the ship. It leaps at her, but she slams her sword down on it with enough force that the creature, along with the grating it lands on, both crash to the floor below with cacophonous results. Rex is simultaneously both very glad to be bringing up the rear of this ship investigation and very glad that he’s not going to have to actually fight Pyra anytime soon.
Rex is given the honor of carrying around an ether cylinder that Pyra picks up and seems to think is useful to their investigation. It proves to be when she uses it to power a control panel, which opens the door to a slimy, shark-like thing much like the ones Rex learned to avoid after horror stories from a more experienced salvager reached his ears.
Pyra stops a reasonable distance from it, arms crossed. It looks at her almost defiantly, letting out a noise that can only be described as a wet grunt. Rex’s hands are already on his sword when Pyra speaks. “Not going to let us through? …very well.” She grabs for her sword confidently, not breaking the creature’s gaze. “Consider this an act of mercy, then.”
The creature, much like the lysaat, goes down in no time thanks to the sheer power and skill Jin, Nia, and Pyra display. A stab of envy hits Rex in perfect synchronization with Jin’s killing blow against the creature. Jin slowly removes his sword with cold eyes, and Rex shudders as the creature lets out its final cries. It’s not quite that Rex wants the power, or the coldness that permeates Jin’s every action, but it would be nice, he thinks, to have enough power to be useful to the people he works for.
He wordlessly follows the others to a door at the end of the room, which is unusually ornate. Perfectly in the center is a raised circle, on which a strange-looking symbol that reminds Rex of a flame has been engraved. “Pyra, look,” Jin says, his voice the least confrontational Rex has ever heard it.
Pyra steps forward. “There’s no mistaking it,” she says. “Addam’s crest.”
“Addam’s… crest?” Rex echoes. A strange sense of foreboding washes over him suddenly. “Maybe we shouldn’t be here.”
“No, this is exactly where we need to be,” Jin says. “This is what we were looking for.”
“Rex, could you please open this door for us?” Pyra asks.
“Me? Why can’t any of you do it?” The idea is nothing but strange to him. Is this really what they brought him along for? To open a door?
Jin appears frustrated but only shakes his head. “You’re Leftherian, aren’t you? That door will only open for one of you.”
“I don’t really get it, but I guess I’ll open it.” He walks up to the door and surveys it with a watchful eye, curiously pressing a single gloved hand against the crest. To his surprise, it glows blue the moment his hand touches it, the door itself sliding back and out of the way within moments. The foreboding feeling only grows stronger as he steps into the room, which appears untouched by both time and the Cloud Sea itself, save for the strange fog that sits just above the floor.
The area around his feet glows a faint green each time his foot hits the ground. Sure, green is typically a comforting color, but every step towards the second door in front of him just feels like another red flag. “Wait!” Pyra speaks suddenly. Rex turns to look at her; she’s standing still, mostly focused on Nia, who appears to have rushed forward to follow him. “Open the second door, too, please.” The last person he wants to annoy with his need to know what’s going on is Pyra, so he nods and watches as a second door lights up and hides in response to his touch.
The fog diffuses before his eyes, and the room he walks into is mostly empty, save for a sword and a tank in the center of the room. The sword is jet black and appears dormant. There is a crystal embedded just above the hilt that glints against what little light is in the room, like shining obsidian.
He’s vaguely aware of the sound of the others walking into the room behind him, but his eyes follow the direction the sword’s hilt points, to the tank barely large enough to contain a muscular man who appears to be sleeping. Just above his crossed arms sits a purple core crystal that mirrors the one in the sword. Wait… he’s a Blade. What’s a Blade doing down here? Why isn’t his core crystal blue like Blades usually have?
As he stares up at the mysterious man, the sense of foreboding he’d felt fades away in tandem with a soft purple glow that alights on his face. He looks back down at the sword, which appears to be the source; it’s glowing brighter every second, and before he realizes it, he’s reaching to touch the glowing crystal.
“Rex, don’t touch that!” Pyra’s words are no deterrent for a man entranced by a sword. He closes the gap, and the crystal responds to his touch much in the way the doors had—it begins glowing with more intensity immediately. The purple washes over the room until it’s white hot, but upon further consideration, the explosion of white and purple at the edges of his vision might have something more to do with the sword that’s been plunged through his back.
“If you knew what was coming, you’d be thanking me,” Jin says. All Rex hears, however, is Pyra’s voice repeating consider this an act of mercy at the back of his mind as the glow, along with the rest of his vision, fades.
Chapter 2: Darkness
Summary:
Our heroes are just completely incapable of not almost dying.
Notes:
Thanks to everyone for the feedback on the first chapter! This is the first bit of my writing that I've had the guts to let people read in four years, so I appreciate the reception! ^^
Nia's never met a tree she didn't want to climb, and Malos punches anything that might put a crunch in the gang's plans.
Thanks to Ajur for helping! This would be a lot more tense without your help :P
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Jin, what the hell?” Nia’s voice is nothing short of horrified as Rex crumples to the floor. Jin is unaffected, adjusting his mask and sheathing his sword calmly. Pyra strides past the corpse—Architect, he’s already dead—and pulls down the tank. “Why did you kill him?”
“It’s a shame,” Pyra agrees as she helps lower the tank to Jin. “I suppose it was for the best, however.”
“For the best? What’s ‘for the best’ about killin’ an innocent kid? He was fifteen!” She clenches her fists until they shake. Dromarch tries to calm her, but she's unreceptive and only glances at him in acknowledgement.
“We were going to kill him anyway,” Jin says.
"Maybe so, but perhaps we should have warned her," Pyra says. She considers her words for a moment, then walks over to Rex’s body. “If it upsets you so much, Nia, then call the Monoceros. We can make sure his body gets sent back to Leftheria, but we can’t un-kill him.” Nia doesn't reply.
“Nia?”
“I’ll call the Monoceros,” she says finally, fists clenched.
“Thank you.” Pyra watches Nia stalk off. When she's a reasonable distance away from the others, Pyra returns to her work. Nia is left to steep in outrage in near peace, excepting for Dromarch, who quietly does his best to work her through her shock. Aside from him, the room is silent. Silent like the heartbeat of a boy who just happened to be in the wrong place, at the wrong time, with the wrong people.
Nia wants to throw up.
~
Green. The world surrounding him as his eyes open is nothing but green, at least until he gets his face out of the grass. His chest aches, although he can't quite figure out why. He pushes himself up, taking in the area around him.
He’s sitting in a field at the foot of a gentle slope. At the top of the slope is a tree, under which someone is silhouetted against a cloudless sky. They appear to be the only person around, unless he wants to venture into the line of trees some distance behind him in hopes of finding other human life. From somewhere in the distance, a bell echoes methodically. It’s almost eerie, how it shows no sign of slowing. He’d go mad, listening to that every day of his life.
He approaches the person on the hill, finding that they’re really his only choice for figuring out, well, everything. “Um, excuse me?”
Now that he’s a little closer to the person, he can see that he’s a rather muscular (and honestly intimidating) man. He's got a core crystal in his chest when he turns, although it's strange that it's purple instead of blue. Where has he seen a purple core crystal before? He should definitely remember such a strange Blade, yet...
“It’s nice to meet you,” he says. “I’d tell you my name, but… I can’t seem to remember much of anything right now. Do you… know where we are?” For some reason he can’t place, the strange Blade is strikingly familiar. Then again, he can’t really seem to place much of anything in his mind right now.
“You’re Rex,” he says. Rex accepts it as fact, because really, he has nothing to dispute it, and it doesn’t feel incorrect. “You’re probably disoriented."
Disoriented doesn’t even begin to cover it. He feels hollow where the ache in his torso emanates from, and the longer he looks at this place, the more unfamiliar it seems. As if he should know where this place is, but it’s just escaped him completely. “Yeah, I guess I am. Have we met before? I know you, I think.”
“My name is Malos. We’ll get through this quicker if you just let me talk and ask any other questions when I’m done.”
Seems reasonable. Even if it weren’t, Rex gets the feeling that it’s better for him to just listen. “This is Elysium, or a reconstruction of it at least. It was created from my memories. I don’t know how you found me on that ship, but shortly after we came into contact, you were murdered by Jin. Stabbed directly through the heart. I can—”
“Murdered!?” Suddenly, the hollow ache makes sense to Rex; his hand flies to his chest, where a scar-like ridge raises up. Now, he distinctly remembers seeing a sword, Jin's sword, emerging from his chest as if he'd been cutting through fabric. Memories flash through his head, causing him to sink to his knees in horror. Memories of the sword are too vivid and too dull all at once, and Rex is vaguely aware of the fact that he’s saying something. His mind is racing too much to recognize his own words.
Malos waits for Rex’s words to slow and his breathing to steady before he speaks. “Are you done? Because I wasn’t.” All Rex can do is stare in silence, hand still on the scar. “Stop making such a big deal about it. I can bring you back to life by giving you half of my lifeforce, but I’ll need you to promise me something.”
Rex has to force himself to respond. “You’re the Blade we found in the ship, aren’t you?” The man nods. “And you can… bring me back?” Another nod. “…What do you want me to do?”
“Take me to the Elysium in Alrest."
“Elysium? In Alrest?” His head swims with the realization that his dreams could be more than dreams. Now that he’s not quite so overwhelmed by his own death, he looks around Elysium with wonder. He stands back up, taking in the area and committing it to memory.
“At the top of the world tree.” He nods.
Rex considers the idea. There's no reason for him not to trust Malos, and he'd be lying to himself if he said that both reaching Elysium and not being dead were very attractive concepts. "I'll do it. Let's reach Elysium together."
“Good. Now, you’re going to have to touch my core crystal. If you can reach it, I mean.” He grins, and it’s oddly comforting to know that this guy can actually joke around and smile. He doesn’t exactly seem like the type. (He could, however, do without being picked on for his height. It’s not his fault that he hasn’t hit his growth spurt yet.)
Rex nods and reaches up to the purple crystal, with little trouble thanks to Malos leaning down a bit. He recoils when the crystal begins glowing immediately. It’s a bit too similar to the way the sword reacted to his touch, and for a moment, he’s almost expecting to be killed all over again.
The light overtakes him again, growing so bright that it's almost dark. The ache in his chest ebbs away as the light from Malos's core focuses itself on it, and he gets one last glimpse of Elysium before he faints.
~
Nia feels hollow. The deaths of people she deals with after joining the ranks of Torna aren’t exactly a new experience, but before, she was willing to believe that they'd all deserved it for one reason or another. Willing to believe that even if she opposed it, she really had no other choice in the matter, and besides, most humans would never bother to defend her in the opposite situation. It had just seemed foolish to defend those who would leave her behind.
Rex wouldn't have left her behind. The thought runs through her head too many times as she follows the others out of the ship. Nia knows Pyra and her... other half are strong, but she never expected to see her carry that capsule and the man inside on one shoulder and casually drape a corpse over it. She’s hardly even out of breath.
Nia doesn't realize she's being spoken to until Dromarch nudges her hand. "My lady, you're being addressed."
"Sorry, what? I wasn't listening." She tries to sound calm, tries to sound like things are fine, but her voice still sounds more like cold steel than anything.
"Are you still mad?" Pyra asks.
Nia's ears flick back. "Of course I'm mad, Rex didn't..."
"Maybe that was a stupid question. You can deal with your emotions later. Or, perhaps, you could do what I asked and deal with the bystanders.” There’s Pyra’s aggression again. Sometimes, Nia swears that she’s just letting her other half talk for her.
"D-deal with the bystanders? You don't mean..." Architect, her powers are for healing, not slaughtering people who just wanted to make some gold to support themselves with. It's not like she can't, but...
"Nia..." Jin's tone is one of warning as he decides to step into the conversation, but he never finishes his thought. The capsule Pyra carries begins sucking in the light around it at the same moment that something starts materializing near Rex's hand. For a second, Nia has a shred of hope that his hand is twitching, but if it is, it stops when Pyra yells for Sever to move and launches both the capsule and the boy over his head, landing the two a good many feet away.
Nia can't help but be overwhelmed with shock. Surely that can't have been easy, but instead of showing any substantial exertion from flinging what must have been several hundred pounds a reasonable distance away, Pyra stands with her eyes trained on the capsule and the boy. The former is now enshrouded in darkness, which is eating away at everything it touches.
"Jin," Pyra says, holding a hand up to the man. He stops just as his fingers brush the hilt of his sword. "Let her handle this."
Nia watches as Pyra gives way to her other half in a wash of light. Where previously Pyra stood, Mythra is poised to attack, now garbed in pure white instead of Pyra’s fiery red. Pyra rarely removes the cloak Mythra discards, but now that she has, Nia can see the armor plate fastened across her chest, covering a core crystal she’s never seen, only heard of.
Light flashes from near where Rex's corpse landed, and moments later, he's no longer a corpse. "Great," Mythra says. "Now he's gone and made himself the Aegis's Driver, and we'll have to kill him all over again."
Nia's not sure what Mythra means by the Aegis's Driver, but she knows by now that if Jin is standing down and Mythra is taking over for Pyra, there’s not much question about their determination to kill this boy.
As Rex steadies himself on his own two feet, the capsule explodes. It had been melting against the darkness covering it, but apparently that wasn’t enough, as there's a column of darkness reaching into the sky. It arcs downwards, onto an area overlooking the deck. The bystanders have taken this as their cue to escape, unsure what's really going on but knowing they don't want to be a part of it. That’s probably smart. Nia kind of wishes she could run, too.
When the column of darkness clears, the Blade stands, rolling his shoulders casually. Nia wonders if he knows the situation he's in, or that he’s perhaps incurred the wrath of the two scariest people Nia’s ever met.
At some point in the focus on the Blade's frankly dramatic entrance, Rex has fully regained his bearings and now holds a sword that glints black in the rain. "Isn't it pretty underhanded to stab someone in the back?" He looks at least a little bit pissed off, and Nia doesn’t blame him. She’d be pretty mad if she was suddenly stabbed for one small transgression, too.
More importantly, how is Rex alive? Jin’s never failed to kill anyone he intended to before.
"Rex, keep your guard up," the Blade says.
"Got it."
"You... can't be," Mythra growls, glancing between Rex and the Blade. "Malos, you should've just stayed asleep and made things easier for everyone. You're a clever hider, though. We went through a lot to track you down."
Malos looks down on Mythra in more ways than one, thanks to his vantage point. "And here I thought you were merciful enough to let me sleep for a while longer. Unfortunately for you, I'm not interested in helping you just because you found me, Mythra."
She clicks her tongue and saunters toward him. "That is unfortunate. I'd hoped we could make this easy from here on out."
“Sorry, but we’re not really interested in just letting you trample whoever you want without a fight!” Rex is already sprinting into battle as he speaks, and Architect, he's going to get himself killed rushing in like that—
He locks blades with Mythra, and for a moment, they're in a tense stalemate. At least, until Mythra makes a swipe at him. He virtually dances around it, twisting to go after Mythra again.
Nia can't watch this. "Mythra, leave him! He's a kid, you've got more important things to focus on!"
"Don't be foolish, Nia," Mythra responds. "This kid is just going to make everything difficult!" She punctuates her sentence with a well-placed hit that sends Rex staggering backwards a few feet.
He's otherwise unfazed. He simply pushes back, and between the two, there's a constant flurry of blows where neither party is quite landing on the other. Mythra passes off her blade to Sever, who cackles as he unleashes a devastating amount of ether that might actually kill the boy.
When the ether clears, Malos is standing between Rex and Mythra, holding up a protective shield of ether with a glare. "Thanks." Rex preps himself to leap right back into the fray.
"Thank me when we're done with this," Malos says, posture tense and perhaps a bit terrible. Nia's back aches just looking at it; he's somehow leaning forward and back at the same time.
In the time it took Nia to note Malos’s terrible posture, Mythra has successfully sent Rex’s body flying and disarmed him. His sword lands dangerously close to the edge of the ship, and he ends up several feet away. If he survives this, he’s going to have one hell of a collection of wounds to tend to.
He tries to push himself up to go pick up his sword, but not before Mythra reaches him, slashing wildly. Nia cringes when Mythra cuts into his arm enough to draw blood. Where’s Malos? What’s he doing while his Driver is—
There he is. He’s locked in a scuffle with Sever, who is remarkably good at holding his attention. He seems to recognize the danger his Driver is in, but Sever refuses to let him go.
Rex has been forced to back up equally dangerously close to the edge of the ship as his sword, thanks to Mythra’s insistent attacks. She hasn’t even let him get to his feet.
Nia can’t watch this. She’s on Dromarch’s back and fast approaching Mythra and Rex before she quite registers it herself. Dromarch sends a burst of ether at Mythra, enough to distract her and force her to back away from the boy.
They take the opening, placing themselves between Mythra and Rex. Dromarch growls wordlessly, leaving the talking to Nia. “Leave him, Mythra. You’re tryin’ to kill an innocent kid!”
“Kill him? No, Nia, I’m helping him,” Mythra says. “The longer this boy lives as the Aegis’s Driver, the more he’s going to wish you’d have let me kill him, I guarantee you that much. I’m just trying to be merciful.”
“Merciful?” She has the audacity to claim mercy in a situation like this? “You can’t be serious. What’s merciful about murdering a kid?”
“He’s young, but he can fight back. If he were just a kid, then sure, I’d let him live.”
“Then let him live.” This is the most conviction she’s spoken with in what feels like years. “Can’t you see that you don’t need to kill him?”
“Nia, I’m starting to get tired of all of your mindless backtalk,” Mythra says. She moves at a speed that rivals Jin’s, and there’s no time to respond before the flat side of her sword is pressed into Nia’s shoulder as a warning. “You don’t even have the first clue who you’re defending.” With a single swipe of the sword, Nia’s sent flying off the ship. Rex’s sword joins her in her descent, and she barely manages to close her fingers around it as she falls.
The Cloud Sea races towards her. She never did like the way it feels to swim in it, but it seems like she’s got no other choice.
Or not, she thinks when her body lurches to a stop thanks to the sudden grip on her arm. She cries out at the immediate effects: every joint in her arm, from her wrist to shoulder, blossoms with pain. Her wrist, especially, protests with a sickening noise. It’s the only thing keeping Rex from dropping her, but she’d be a bit more grateful if it didn’t almost definitely break from the stress of the job.
“Rex, you—” She hisses when she slips a little bit. Every shift, breath, and movement only seems to worsen the pain.
“Hold on, Nia, I’ve got you,” he says.
She tries to grab his wrist, but the movement of her fingers immediately floods her vision with tears. “I-I can’t grab on. My wrist is—” She never finishes her sentence. The grappling hook that hold Rex and Nia stutters, and the pain is so unbearable that she blacks out a little bit. With horror, her vision clears to show her the Monoceros as it pulls up to the side of the ship, guns at the ready. Can’t say I had a nice run.
She can hardly comprehend what’s happening anymore. Maybe it’s not worth it to hold on to her consciousness and watch the massacre that’s about to unfold. In fact, when the guns move their aim to target them, specifically, she's convinced of this. If Rex can get them out of this alive, then he can do it without her help, anyway. She lets go of her last shred of consciousness.
~
Malos awakes with a groan. Azurda had some damn good timing, swooping in when he did. If not for them, he’s not sure he’d be waking up at all. The first thing he notices is that everything is very green. The next noteworthy thing is the Gormotti sitting nearby, pulling the top of her jumpsuit off to reveal a dark undershirt and one seriously fucked up arm.
She appears to be the girl who stepped in during his and Rex’s fight against Mythra earlier. But didn’t she have a Blade with her…? The Blade is nowhere in sight, leaving only the girl. Come to think of it, he should probably say something before she finishes undressing herself.
“Oh, you’re awake,” she says when he pushes himself up and stretches. “Malos, right?”
“Yeah. You’re…” It's only now he realizes he never got her name. Not like there was time, anyhow.
“Nia. Can I ask what happened after I passed out? I wasn't expecting to wake up at all." She runs some pond water over her arm, hissing when it seeps into several small cuts. He assumes they're from the fall, although he’s surprised that they’re not worse. They hardly count as scratches. She appears to be washing off the blood, but she should probably be more worried about what might be in that water.
“After Rex grabbed you, Azurda flew in and got us out of that situation. He got hurt pretty bad by that ship that showed up. Barely made it here before crash landing. Not sure where he landed, though, or Rex for that matter.” There’s no sign of them, except for some messed up trees where he figures Azurda must have had a rough landing.
“With any luck, he’s with Dromarch. Mythra said Rex was your Driver now, can’t you sense him? Dromarch’s always been able to find me.”
Right. Rex is his Driver now. He focuses, and can indeed sense the general direction his Driver is in. It's been a while since he’s had a Driver to be separated from, let alone had a need to track him down. “They’re moving. Before you try to go looking for your Blade, were you wanting to give that arm any more attention? Not sure what happened to it, but that doesn’t look great.”
“When Rex grabbed me. Arms weren’t really meant to be the only thing between you and drowning in the Cloud Sea, especially not that fast.” She finishes tying off the top part of her jumpsuit. “It’s just dislocated a bit, and I think bruised from the landing. The cuts won't be an issue. If I can find Dromarch I can heal myself, so there's not much need to worry about it.”
A ‘bit’ might be something of an understatement in reference to her dislocation. Malos is no expert, but he’s pretty sure that's her bones creating strange lumps, and she’s messed up at every part of the arm. The wrist is completely purple, and bruises crawl from her wrist to under her tank top.
She pulls off her glove with a wince. Father, she can hardly even do that without looking like she’s about to cry. “Then let’s find your Blade sooner rather than later. Come on.”
“I can stay here while you look,” she says. Is she stupid? Like hell he’s leaving some tiny girl in an unknown forest with an arm she can hardly move and no way to defend herself.
“Did I make it seem like it was an option? Come on, Nia, you can’t seriously think you can fend for yourself out here.” She’s lucky they haven’t been attacked by something already.
"I'm not entirely defenseless, you know." She gestures to the row of small knives attached to her belt. He's not impressed.
"You're going to defend yourself with one arm and a set of filet knives?" Seriously, what is she thinking? She's either really stupid, or she’s got some reason to keep from coming with him. If it's the latter, well, he'll figure it out soon enough.
She finally relents when she realizes that there's nothing she can say to change his mind. "Alright, so which way are we going, then?"
He leads the way to a bridge, making a point to avoid any monsters more for Nia’s sake than his own. They're forced to stop at the giant tree that lays across the bridge, obstructing any hopes of moving forward. Rex is just on the other side of it, and an unfamiliar voice is with him. He assumes it’s Nia’s Blade, but he doesn’t bother asking.
“…We could try to climb it?” Nia suggests. "I don't see any way around it, and if they climbed over we'd just have to go back across to get out of here."
“Can you even move your arm?” She doesn't respond. He shrugs his shoulders, feeling his power rush to life in his fingertips. A tree is nothing he can't handle. “Everyone stand back a second.” He raises his voice so hopefully the two standing on the other side can hear him.
“What are you going to do, throw it?” She sounds like she’s joking, but he gets the feeling that she thinks he would actually be able to throw the thing. His solution is a bit more, say, destructive.
“Just stand clear. You don't want to know what happens if someone gets caught in this.” His tone is enough to convince her. She takes several steps back, and he immediately pulls his fist back and punches the tree. Nia watches in awe as his power covers washes over it and the wood crumbles away. Moments later, the tree trunk has been reduced to mere splinters that fall into the Cloud Sea below.
“Malos! Nia! Good to see you! What, er, what happened to the tree just now…?” Rex says when the dust clears.
“Don’t worry about it,” Malos says. “It’s an extension of my powers.”
“Right.” Rex’s eyes drift to Nia’s arm, and he jumps slightly at the sight. “Nia, is your arm okay? That doesn’t look great.”
"Yeah, I'll be fine. Can't really do much with it right now, but it'll be healed up soon enough. Just need to get somewhere safe, pop some stuff back into place, and wait it out."
"Don't suppose you know how we'd go about getting out of here? Dromarch says you used to live here, so..."
Nia frowns. "We're pretty close to Gormott's capital," she says. She climbs onto Dromarch's back without a word between either of them. "If we stay here long enough, we'll be swallowed up by the Cloud Sea. I can take you to Torigoth, if you'll follow me."
"My lady, please consider resting first. Your arm..." Dromarch does his best to look up at her. At least her Blade has sense.
"Say, what happened to that big guy that saved us, by the way?" Nia appears unwilling to listen to reason.
"Are you talking about me?" A familiar voice comes from Rex's helmet, and moments later a tiny head pops out.
"Azurda, what...?" That can't seriously be Azurda.
"Good to see you again, Malos," the titan says. "Have you been keeping well?"
"What happened to you?" He cuts straight to the chase; small talk can wait for when they have more information.
"Patience is a virtue, Malos," he says. “We can discuss everything once we’ve found somewhere to rest. After all, there’s much more to discuss than my secrets to looking young.”
Patience his ass, clearly something has gone wrong or Azurda wouldn’t look like an actual infantile titan. Waiting only draws out the inevitable.
“So then, we start walking towards the capital, you said Torigoth? And once it gets dark, we’ll rest for the night,” Rex says. “When we stop to rest, we can get everyone up to speed on, well, everything that’s happened since yesterday. Although, Nia, are you sure you’re okay to keep going?”
Malos can see why he asks—it looks better than when he last saw it, but there’s an uncomfortable amount of swelling and the skin is still bruised where it isn’t starkly pale. He gets the impression that Nia doesn’t have her arms in the sun very often. The thought crosses his mind that the scrapes from earlier appear to be totally gone now. Maybe he’s still a bit off from five hundred years of rest, but honestly, he doubts even that’s enough to start hallucinating.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” she says. She shifts uncomfortably, grabbing on to part of Dromarch’s mane and nodding to him. He walks past Rex and sits patiently. “Let’s go, it’s already starting to get dark and we want to find a good place to stop sooner rather than later.” Couldn’t she not move it only a few minutes ago? Could she even move her fingers earlier?
He can worry about Nia’s poorly hidden secrets later. For now, the others have started off into the woods, so he follows them closely and keeps an eye out for anything dangerous.
Nia stops at the head of a slope, which ends abruptly in what appears to be the trunk of a tree. Honestly, she’s lucky she’s got Rex and Malos with her. She’s somehow managed to catch the attention of fifteen separate creatures since leaving the bridge, and she’d be dead with the state her arm is in.
“We’re going to have to climb up here to make it to the upper level,” she says, and Malos gives her a look that he likes to think clearly reads what the hell are you thinking you can’t climb that. If she notices, she chooses to ignore it in favor of burying her hands in Dromarch’s mane even tighter. It’s easily a thirty foot climb, and it’s not like someone can carry her up while climbing at the same time. “It’s getting dark, so we can set up camp at the halfway point.”
He studies the tree she’s talking about. There is a spot large enough for the five of them to camp for the night that appears to be mostly devoid of anything that might be willing to attack them when they settle down, but it’s still halfway up the tree.
At least Rex is apparently capable of seeing reason. “Nia, are you sure you—"
“Dromarch?” Nia looks at him questioningly, ignoring all the reasonable members of this band of travelers in favor of some form of largely unspoken communication with her Blade.
He bows his head briefly. “Are you ready, my lady?” She makes an affirmative noise, and he latches onto the side of the tree with his claws. In what must be only a few minutes, he climbs to the middle ledge with Nia clinging to his back and pulls himself up as the three on the ground simply stare at them in something like shock.
This girl is somehow both stupider and smarter than I gave her credit for.
Nia and Dromarch look over the ledge moments later. “Well, are you coming or not? We’ve not got all night, and the three of you have some explaining to do once we get the fire going.”
Malos shares a look with Rex, who’s still too shocked at Nia’s problem solving to speak. “Come on,” Malos says, walking to the side of the tree and studying it for a good spot to start climbing. “The sooner we start climbing this thing, the sooner we can all get some answers.”
~
The fire crackles as Rex and Malos finish their part on updating everyone. Rex is glad that it’s dark now, even if it means they have to camp in a forest instead of someplace safer. Now that there’s less light and it’s colder, it’s harder to see Nia’s messed up arm. He suppresses a shudder at the thought of it, the way her skin glared with angry, sprawling bruises. He almost wants to apologize to her; after all, she got those when he grabbed her, didn’t she?
They’d hunted down a few smaller creatures for food, and with Dromarch’s help, they’d identified some wild plants that were safe to eat and cook over the fire. Dromarch had been the most helpful in getting enough food for everyone, while Nia was insistent on screening every piece of wood Rex or Malos collected before adding it to the pile of firewood. She’d claimed that certain leaves could kill them if they burnt them and inhaled the smoke in any capacity. (Rex didn’t really believe her claim, but it was better to be safe than sorry.)
Malos leans back on his elbows, shifting to make himself comfortable. “I should ask. How much do you actually know about me, Rex?” he asks.
Rex doesn’t quite understand the question. “What do you mean? We just met yesterday.” Was he supposed to have heard of Malos before?
Gramps flutters up and sits on Rex’s shoulder. “Rex doesn’t know much about the events of the Aegis War, if that’s your concern. In fact, most stories about the Aegis are more obscure among non-Drivers.”
“The Aegis War? That big war 500 years ago?” Rex tilts his head. He doesn’t much like the thought of war. Too many innocent people dying for it not to leave a bad taste in his mouth. “Can’t say I know much about it, no.”
Malos sighs, although Rex can’t fathom why. Did he say something wrong?
“Five hundred years ago, when Mythra set out to destroy Alrest, a man named Addam awakened Malos to stop her,” Gramps says. “Unfortunately, there were many casualties, and three continents were destroyed in the heat of battle. Addam and his allies barely managed to quell Mythra’s fury.”
“After everything quieted, I talked with Addam and decided the best way to keep her from achieving her goals was to keep her from getting to me,” Malos says. “Her core’s not whole, and she can’t restore it by herself. There’s maybe two ways to fix it, and both of them require my cooperation to pull off.”
Rex grimaces. “So, if I hadn’t woken you up…” Maybe he shouldn’t be thinking about the fact that there would be no danger if not, inadvertently, for him.
“I believe it was for the better that you were there, Rex,” Dromarch says, lifting his head only barely to speak so as not to disturb Nia’s position. She’d asked Malos to help her pop the displaced joints back into place earlier, but it doesn’t seem to have helped much, if the way she winces every time her arm shifts is a good indicator. “Without your presence, my lady and I would likely still be among their ranks, and they’d have Malos to achieve their goals with.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re right.” Rex smiles. “Thanks. By the way, Nia, what happened to Pyra? I didn’t see her on the ship after I…” The thought of his own death sends chills down his spine in the worst way. He doesn’t want to finish his sentence.
“Who the hell is Pyra?” Malos raises an eyebrow.
“Oh, right, you wouldn’t know much, Rex,” she says. “Pyra’s like… Mythra’s weakened form, I think. They never told me much, but Mythra never stays like that for long before going back to just being Pyra. I’ve seen her twice before, and only because she was in a hurry. Honestly, it’s a miracle any of us managed to survive her.”
“So she’s like… two girls in a single body? How does that even work?”
“It’s more likely that Pyra is an extension of Mythra’s powers,” Gramps says.
“Can’t imagine she wouldn’t try something like that to hide, since the whole world must have known what Mythra looked like after everything that happened. I could probably pull that off, if I needed to and had the time to figure it out.”
“If everything we needed to talk about has been covered, might I suggest we get some rest?” Gramps says. Rex can’t help but agree. His body aches from the fight and the climb, and it’ll take him quite some time to get comfortable with the bruises he incurred in the heat of battle.
“Yeah. I’m exhausted,” Rex says. Nia and Dromarch agree as well, although Malos seems a bit more reluctant to head to sleep.
“Something wrong?” Rex asks him.
Malos only shakes his head. “I’ve been asleep for 500 years, I’m just not that tired,” he explains when Rex only stares at him incredulously. “You should rest, I’ll keep watch.”
It’s enough to satisfy Rex, who nods and shifts himself to find a comfortable spot on the ground. It’s difficult, with rocks pressing into tender spots no matter how he lays, but eventually, the fatigue overpowers the discomfort. He falls into a light, fitful sleep.
~
Rex wakes up feeling no more rested than he had before. As he stretches in the sunlight, he tries to shake off the nightmares of a volff-like man with a sword watching him. Every muscle in his body complains in protest. He envies Nia, who’s coming to and pushing herself up from where she laid snuggled up to Dromarch all night. She must have had no problems getting comfortable.
Nia yawns with her whole body, stretching both arms and both legs in tandem with her elongated breath. “Mornin’,” she says at the tail end of her yawn, rolling her neck lazily. She speaks quietly, noting that Malos, at some point, had apparently gone to sleep. Every so often, he shifts or twitches, never quite settling peacefully.
“How’s your arm?” Rex asks. He pulls the outer parts of his salvager suit on, having removed them for better comfort over the night.
She grins, “Much better.” To make her point, she extends the arm in question. Rex immediately cringes at the thought, but she doesn’t even wince at the movement.
After Malos helped her last night, there’s no more weird bumps where bone presses against skin and shouldn’t. What bruises haven’t already faded appear to vanish before his eyes, but surely that’s just a trick of the light, with the way the sunlight dances through the trees.
“I’ve always been a fast healer,” she explains as Malos begins to stir. Rex feels a pang of guilt for waking him—maybe they should have walked a little further away so he could sleep longer.
It’s too late for maybes, though. Malos pushes himself to his feet, glare etched on his face but aimed at no one in particular.
“Sorry, Malos. We didn’t wake you up, did we?” Rex asks. Malos looks at him in silence for a moment that stretches into what feels like a year.
“No, I was awake,” he says finally. “We should get moving soon anyway.”
“Did you… did you sleep okay?”
“Didn’t,” Malos grunts.
“Oh,” he says. “I’m sorry to hear that. If it helps, I didn’t sleep great either.” There’s several moments of painful silence as Malos considers Rex’s attempts at consoling him, then he merely nods at him in acknowledgement.
“Let’s get moving.”
“Okay,” Nia says. “Everyone ready to go?” She’s leaned against the tree trunk they’ve got to climb to make it out of the lower level, having made the smart decision to take Dromarch and avoid the awkward conversation Rex is trying to have. Five years of working, and he can salvage everything but a conversation, apparently.
When the others are ready, she starts climbing the tree with scary precision, hardly bothered by anything like the problems Rex had trying to climb the other tree last night. Malos doesn’t follow Rex when he prepares himself for the climb.
“Is everything alright, Malos?” He asks, stopping at the base of the tree. Malos doesn’t respond, only watches Nia climb like she’s unbothered by the exertion. “Malos?”
He shakes his head. “Nothing. Come on, let’s get moving.” He brushes past Rex, beginning the climb without another word. Rex sighs and turns his attention back to the tree, not thrilled about the climb he faces.
Everyone else makes it to the top with a minimum of slips or struggles. Not for the first time, Rex is grateful for his gloves, especially now that he knows what it feels like to lose all strength past his elbow and barely be able to hold on. If not for the spikes in his boots, he might have broken a leg. Malos has to pull him up at the top, and Rex nearly collapses once he gets on solid ground.
Malos scoffs. “We’re going to have to work on your climbing strength if we’re going to make it to Elysium.”
“Don’t make fun of me, it’s not like there’s a lot of climbing involved with salvaging!” It’s true; the Cloud Sea isn’t exactly resistant to swimming through, and he had a crane to haul things up from its bed. The most strength required is in stuff like prying boxes open and carrying things between the port and central exchange. Climbing, however, is a full-body exercise, and not one he’s ever thought to train for.
He frowns. Sure, he didn’t have any reason to really be prepared for this kind of exertion, but it still stings that he seems to be the only one affected by the climb. Nia waits at an overlook at the end of the path, idly patting Dromarch’s head, but even from here, Rex can see that she’s perfectly fine, if not slightly out of breath.
After several minutes of sitting on the ground and trying to catch his breath, Rex walks to the overlook, where Malos has joined Nia in waiting for Rex.
The sight of the sprawling, verdant plains is enough to take Rex’s breath away again. He’d thought the forest had been lush, but the plains immediately outshine it. In the distance, he can see a vibrant-looking town.
“That’s Torigoth,” Nia said, nodding to it. “Been a while since I’ve been back here.”
“Is that where you’re from?” Rex asks. Nia chooses not to answer.
“If you’re ready to go, then I’ll take you there. After that, I’m afraid you’re on your own.”
Rex glances at her. “You’re gonna leave us?”
“Well, yeah, thought it was pretty obvious why I can’t stick around.”
“Apparently not,” Malos says. ‘Apparently not’ is right—he can’t see any reason for them not to stick together. Strength in numbers is important, after all, but he can’t force Nia to do anything.
“Can’t make you stay if you don’t want to, but you can travel with us, you know.” Rex leans against the fence, legs still shaking from the climb.
Nia doesn’t respond. Instead, Dromarch breaks the silence. “My lady, if everyone is able, we should get going to avoid the rain.” He’s right that it looks like it’s going to rain; angry clouds stretch across the far horizon and threaten bad weather at any moment.
“Let’s get going, then,” she says, straightening and following the slope downwards. “We’ll want to keep moving once we reach the plains, you don’t want to know what happens to people who aren’t careful out there.”
Something in the way she says it convinces Rex that his best option is to just accept her words and follow her. She has a guarded look about her, one he’s not sure comes from the thought of whatever monster’s out there. It takes all his effort not to trip over his own feet thanks to his shaky legs, anyhow, so he focuses on that instead of prying further into something Nia’s clearly unwilling to talk about.
For all her confidence in navigation, Nia seems keen on taking the most winding route possible to Torigoth. Or rather, she’d been making a straight path for the city, then suddenly decided to change directions like she’d seen something.
“Couldn’t we just walk straight there?” Malos asks impatiently when she ducks around another giant tree and leads them underneath a rather impressive tree root.
“Trust me, I’m not leading you three around just to waste time. That bird you saw flying around back there could kill any of us just as easily as you breathe.” True, Rex had seen a bird, but her claims seem a bit exaggerated. “More importantly, keep an eye out for—”
“My lady!” Dromarch says suddenly, ears flicking. Hers flick too moments later, and her eyes go wide. She mounts Dromarch without a second thought.
“We need to run.” The gravitas to her tone is all Rex needs to prepare himself to bolt. Whatever they’d heard, it’s enough to instill fear in Nia. Dromarch leads them along the side of the cliff with searching eyes. “Come on, where is the—”
Rex can’t help but ask about the situation. “Nia, not to distract here, but what exactly are we running from?” Whatever it is, it’s nowhere in sight, at least not yet.
She hisses, now frantically looking for something on the wall. “Do you see a little cave anywhere nearby? I swear there used to be one here. We need to hide there immediately. There’s no way you can outrun him.”
“Clearly there’s danger,” Malos says, “wouldn’t it be better for you to actually tell us who “he” is?”
“Rotbart,” she says.
“Rotbart?” Rex repeats. Just when he thinks Nia might be a little bit paranoid, he notices the shadow at the other end of the small valley. Obscuring the light is the largest gogol Rex has ever seen, and not by any small margin. Rotbart is easily the size Gramps used to be or larger, and his hand large enough to crush all of them in a single fist.
“Come on! I can’t find the cave, we have to make a run for it now.”
Rex and Malos both nod.
“Hold on, Gramps,” Rex says, bolting moments after Dromarch and Malos do. He severely regrets not asking to take more time to let his legs rest. Don’t think, just follow Nia and Dromarch. Run as fast as your legs can handle.
Instinct isn’t enough to protect him when he hears the padding of monstrous feet chasing him. No, no, don’t come this way—
The adrenaline fueling Rex spikes when he feels his ankle twist and slip out from underneath him and he’s sent crashing to the ground. He barely manages to let out a shout as his face hits the ground, and Malos turns to look at him.
“Hold on, Rex!” he says. Hold on for what?
Rotbart is getting closer, closer, and Malos must not be thinking clearly, because he runs straight towards Rex. What is he doing? They’re both going to die!
Malos doesn’t try to help Rex up like he expects. Instead, a dark power sparks to life in his hand and he leaps over Rex. Rex turns to watch in horror as Malos meets Rotbart’s hand with a punch that might have cracked a jawbone had it connected with a human’s face instead. “Malos!”
Rotbart lets out a pained shriek when Malos’s fist connects with him and physically recoils. Rex’s blood runs cold as he watches the power spread from Malos’s fist and literally consume the lower half of Rotbart’s arm. Anything the darkness touches that isn’t Malos is disintegrating before his eyes, and Rotbart reaches for the disintegrating arm with his other hand, only for that arm to begin disintegrating too once it touches the darkness.
Doesn’t he know he’s making it worse by grabbing at his face like that? Architect, the way he’s screaming—
Oh Architect, he grabbed at his face, he’s getting louder—silence falls over him after a few moments, followed by the thunderous thud of what’s left of his body. The cries echo in Rex’s head long after the thud. Malos turns to him and offers him a hand up, but he can only stare at Rotbart’s half-eaten corpse with tears threatening to spill over.
So this is the power of an Aegis.
Notes:
RIP Rotbart Chapter 2-Chapter 2
Chapter 3: Affinity
Summary:
Rex comes to realize that there might be an issue, and Rex and Malos gain some new allies.
Notes:
Gahhh this chapter gave me a lot of issues in the final stages. It was originally intended to be much longer (about 1.5x this length) but it was getting a bit ridiculous so I had to cut partway through, lol.
The next chapter may take some time to get out, since my finals are coming up and I need to get all my school stuff out of the way, but I'll do my best to get it finished in a timely manner!
Thanks so much to everyone for the feedback! It means a lot to me and it's been super encouraging.
Thanks to Ajur as always for helping me through this chapter ^^
Chapter Text
Rex can’t tear his eyes away from Malos’s back once he finally collects himself enough to continue to Torigoth. Even the thought of eye contact is impossible, and not just because of their height difference.
He could have tried to move past Malos’s involvement in the war. After all, he’d been trying to help. Countless people dead, but more would be if not for him. But Rotbart…
He’s grateful for Malos saving his life (twice now), and he won’t forget it, not with the core crystal thrumming with energy in his chest, but the power he used was… gruesome. Is that what he’d done to the tree before? How many people have died like that, watching their bodies disintegrate before their eyes, powerless to stop it? How many living things has he used it on? How is—
“—your ankle?” Malos’s voice cuts through his thoughts.
He stumbles in his surprise. “Sorry, what was that? I was thinking.” He quietly wishes for the conversation to be short. The more he talks to Malos, the more he gets stuck on Rotbart. Were he not Malos’s Driver, would he have run from him? Would he be more scared than he is now?
“You twisted your ankle when you fell, didn’t you?” He nods to Rex’s foot.
Come to think of it, he had, but he doesn’t remember mentioning it. Malos must be pretty observant to notice something like that. “Yeah. I’m fine. We’re almost to Torigoth, anyhow. By the way, Gramps, are you alright?” He’d be surprised if Gramps hadn’t gotten hurt somehow, and any topic that took the focus off him was one Rex would bring attention to right now.
"I'm alright. Thank you for your concern." Come on, Gramps, you were supposed to have more to say. Now he's got to continue the conversation somehow.
"Yeah, of course," he says. Mercifully, Malos's attention leaves him.
Gramps, however, continues to talk. "Are you sure you're alright? You appear to have quite the tangle of thoughts."
He has to ask. "Do you think Malos has used that power on people?"
“That’s not a question I can answer. You’d have to ask him yourself,” Gramps says. He’s right, but Rex was hoping for more reassurance.
“I do not think, however, that Malos would have done so if he didn’t feel it was necessary to.”
The answer only turns his stomach. “That doesn’t make it right. How do you think it felt, for Rotbart to…”
“He must have been in a lot of pain, by the way it sounded.”
Rex falls silent. He doesn't like the sound of that.
"He did save your life, Rex," he continues gently. "You should probably thank him."
"I know! It's just... Can we stop talking about this?" He's certain Malos can hear them, and he's not wanting to have that conversation yet. Not before he can process his thoughts. Not that he has any idea how long that'll take him.
They come to a stop at the gate to Torigoth. Nia climbs off Dromarch's back and turns to the others, stretching languidly. "Alright. I can take you to the inn, and then it's goodbye from there.”
Rex considers trying once again to change her mind, but who’s he to force her into something she clearly doesn’t want?
He keeps his mouth shut and follows her into town. Torigoth bustles with people. It reminds Rex of Goldmouth, how everyone had somewhere to be or something to do, only it’s somehow both more relaxed and more rigid than Goldmouth. He can’t remember the last time he saw so many soldiers in such a short span of time.
“What’s with all the soldiers?” he finds himself asking.
“Gormott’s a province of the Ardainian empire,” Nia answers. “If I had to guess, they’re probably setting up for Driver recruitment. Probably running out of potentials to recruit from their own ranks. Come on, no sense staying to watch. We can avoid the crowds this way.”
She weaves her way through the outskirts of the crowd. Thanks to Malos and Dromarch, who are naturally intimidating, people are quick to make room for them to get through.
Nia looks around restlessly as she leads them to a backstreet—does she not like crowds or something? Come to think of it, she had been avoiding drinking with most of the crew back on the Maelstrom, maybe that’s why?
“Nia, are you sure about going off on your own?” Malos asks. “Not sure that’s the greatest idea for you.”
Huh. Never expected him to be the one trying to keep her on board.
She snorts. “What, you don’t think Dromarch and I can handle ourselves?”
“To be frank, you haven’t convinced me. You’d need a bit more than climbing trees to survive on your own you know, especially since you seem keen to avoid people.”
She crosses her arms across her chest. “That’s not—"
“Stop right there!” A voice cuts through Nia’s indignant response. She freezes. Rex immediately looks around. Other than the three soldiers at the other end of the street, there’s no one around that he could be talking to.
“Are you talking to us?” He tilts his head curiously.
Nia grabs his arm. “Are you okay to run?”
“What? Why would we—”
“Don’t ask questions,” she hisses. “There’s no time for that. They’re after me—this is what I was talking about when I said I can’t stay with you guys.”
“After you? Nia, what’s going on?”
“Stop talking! Nobody moves!” The soldier in the center approaches, and Rex instinctively backs away. A turn of his head lets him see another several soldiers approached, guns at the ready. It’s just one thing after another today, isn’t it?
“That fugitive in your company is a member of the terrorist group Torna,” he continues. “Gormotti driver, white beast-form Blade.” It’s as if he’s checking items off a list as he inspects their little group. What does he mean, “terrorist”? Nia saved his life, she’s not some murderer.
“Rex, Dromarch and I are going to make our move. If you want to run, do it when we attack.” Nia hisses her plan just loudly enough for him to hear.
“We’re not gonna run, you know,” he says, shifting into a battle stance.
“And you, boy.” It’s really hard to focus on anything this soldier is saying when he’s got a gun pointed at Rex, but somehow he manages to pay attention. “What’s your Driver registration number?”
“My what?” What the hell is he talking about, registration number?
“New Drivers need to register with Indol by law. We’ll see what the consul has to say about an unregistered Driver running around.”
Nia slowly shifts into a battle stance, hands on her weapons in preparation. “Well, guess now you don’t have a choice. On my count, be ready to attack.”
“Right.” For all his bravado, Rex isn’t sure how this is going to go. He’s not thrilled at the thought of battling alongside Malos. What if he uses that power on someone else?
“No use resisting,” one of the soldiers taunts. “We have you outnumbered.”
Malos laughs at that. Does he realize the situation? “I’ve taken on a lot worse than a few imperial soldiers. Try us.”
“Malos, don’t taunt them,” Rex scolds. He’s trying not to get into an unnecessary fight, thank you very much.
“Not sorry. Worst comes to worst, I can always—”
“Don’t.” Rex cuts him off before he can even think about it, horror seeping into his voice. It’s not hard to pick up that Malos is talking about using that power again.
“Now!” Nia says. Rex draws his sword, going for the nearest soldier, but he doesn’t feel the rush of ether that he’d been getting used to when battling alongside Malos. A quick glance shows that Malos is trying, but the link isn’t reaching him for some reason.
“Malos, what’s going on?” Rex asks as he slides past a soldier’s attempts to grab him. He makes a swipe, but the sword is still dormant.
“Why are you asking me? It’s stopping at you.” Even without ether, the sword is still a sword, right?
“Why would it stop at me?” It’s not like he’s trying to stop it from forming, in fact, it would be really helpful to have right about now. The hit he lands on a soldier does almost nothing, only sending the man stumbling backwards.
“I was afraid of this,” Gramps says, gripping the helmet to avoid falling out. “Rex, how are you feeling about Malos after seeing him kill Rotbart?”
What’s that got to do with anything? He’s already talked to Gramps about this. “What do you mean?”
“If you’re afraid of Malos’s power, you may be rejecting it without realizing. The affinity link between Driver and Blade relies on your relationship to one another. If you can’t trust your Blade, he won’t be able to transfer ether to you.”
Malos effortlessly pushes a soldier to the side, swooping in to take care of one who’s going for Rex. “We can talk about this later. Since we can’t link, we’ll have to improvise. How are you with that sword?”
“I can handle this without ether, if that’s what you’re asking.” As if to prove a point, he lands a well-placed blow on a soldier’s arm, sending the man in question stumbling backwards.
“Good,” Malos says. “Then I expect you to handle it.”
“As if you had to tell me.” As long as it stays like this and no one else shows up, there’s no way they won’t be able to deal with these guys.
Like they’ve been cursed, a wall of blue flames erupts around them, stemming from the opening of the alleyway. Walking towards them is a woman in a form-fitting purple dress. As she gets closer, it becomes evident that she's a Blade—her purple hair is tinged with the same blue flames that entrap them. At her side, she carries a pair of segmented swords.
She doesn’t need to open her eyes to look right through them as she comes to a stop at the sight of Rex. Or, now that he thinks about it, it’s more probable that she’s looking at Malos, who stands behind him and doesn’t seem even slightly intimidated by the fact that their only hopes of an easy escape are currently being burnt by this Blade.
“Keep your guards up,” Dromarch says. “That’s Brighid, the Jewel of Mor Ardain. She’s known as the most powerful Blade in the empire.”
“Brighid!” Malos holds his hands up in an almost welcoming manner. “I take it you don’t remember me?” Remember him? Have they met before?
Brighid ignores his question. “Interesting. I’d heard that there was a commotion with some Drivers, but I wasn’t expecting to find the Aegis among them.”
“We’re just passing through,” Malos says. “Really, all this bravado is getting annoying.”
“I’d have expected you to be used to this kind of treatment by now,” she says.
“If she’s a Blade, where’s her Driver?” Rex keeps his eyes locked on Brighid.
“My Driver is otherwise engaged at present. I will handle you alone.”
“She’s not got a Driver? How can she…” She shouldn’t be able to battle them without a Driver, right? Then again, Malos could handle everything without him, and Dromarch had helped him in fending off creatures while looking for Nia and Malos in the forest, but even so…
One of the soldiers laughs. “The Jewel of Mor Ardain doesn’t need a Driver to crush the lot of you!”
“Captain Padraig. We are to take them alive.” Brighid draws her sword. Can she seriously fight in a dress like that? It can’t be easy for her to move around in, especially when she’s in heels like that.
Then again, he supposes you don’t need much movement when you can create fire. He’s got to commend her control, really, the flames don’t seem to be burning any of the wooden architecture.
“Roger, Lady Brighid!” One soldier—Captain Padraig, apparently, nods to two soldiers, who salute and run off. Are they bringing reinforcements?
For a brief moment, Rex’s sword sputters to life. Has Malos been devoting energy to trying to form the link even knowing that Rex is the problem?
He shakes off the thought and prepares himself as Brighid approaches with swords at the ready. She’s made her intent clear, and like hell if he’s going down without a fight and letting anyone get to Malos, Nia, or Dromarch. Malos may be able to handle almost anything on his own, but that doesn’t mean he should have to.
Brighid attacks mercilessly, with quick movements and blazing fire that seems fake until she cracks a sword into a whip and it leaves a nasty burn on his arm. He retaliates, striking the moment even a bit of ether manages to seep its way through the weak link he holds with Malos.
“Rex,” Nia says when they end up back to back, “can you and Malos keep focus on her? Fire’s not a good matchup for me an’ Dromarch.”
He’s not sure, honestly. He knows for fact that Malos could take out Brighid with no issue, after seeing what he’s capable of, but…
“You can’t beat her without ether,” Malos says. He’s still doing what he can to maintain any semblance of a link, but he’s forced to handle some of the soldiers with his fists so Rex can focus on Brighid. “There’s a reason they say she’s the strongest in Mor Ardain.”
“In the past?” Right, he’s at least five hundred years old. He dares to look over his shoulder at Malos mid-battle to speak. The moment he does, a flame licks at his cheek, dangerously close to his eye.
“Eyes on your opponent,” Malos chastises immediately. He hadn’t even been looking, how had he known— “I can get us out of here, but I’ll be using that power—”
“No!” Rex says, horrified. “We’ll find some other way. Just… not like that.”
“I get that you’re a good kid or whatever,” Malos says, “but we don’t have any other option here. Stop wasting time or you’ll get yourself killed. There’s only so many times I can save your ass.”
Maybe he’s being ridiculous. Malos could get them out of this easily. “I know, just give me a chance to think of something!” He swings his sword in a wide arc, scanning the arena Brighid’s created with her flames in hopes of finding an opening. The only area she’s left without a wall of fire to block their escape is the city wall, which doesn’t look very climbable if you don’t have claws.
Before Rex can find a solution to this predicament, Malos shouts and shoves him. He hits the ground shoulder-first. He’s ready to say a few choice things to Malos, but then he sees Nia get entangled by some strange net, which wraps her up with enough force that she hits the ground.
Moments later, a second net hits its mark, wrapping Dromarch up just as efficiently as Nia is. Before Rex can find the source of the nets, which appear to pulse with some unknown light, a nearby pipe just above Brighid suddenly explodes, drenching her with water.
For a second, he thinks she’s hissing, but when the flames surrounding them fizzle out, he realizes that he’s hearing the steam from the water. She looks around for the source, but it’s not clear if there even was one.
Nia, however, is actually hissing. Whatever the net is, it doesn’t give to any amount of struggling, and Dromarch’s attempts to use arts fizzle out much like the fire has.
“Rex, you and Malos need to run,” Nia says. “I don’t care about your sensibilities or whatever, leave Dromarch and me behind! We’ll make it out somehow.”
Dromarch grunts as he fights against the net. “Whatever these are, they appear to be absorbing ether between me and my lady.”
“I can’t just leave you behind!” Rex says, placing himself between them and Brighid. Now that he has a free moment to look, he can see the two soldiers from earlier, each holding a launcher of some kind. Rex assumes they used the launchers to fire the nets at Nia and Dromarch.
One cackles. “How are you finding those ether nets? Try resisting when you can’t get any ether flow to your weapons.”
“Listen, Rex, we need to get out of here,” Malos says. “I don’t say this, ever, but we can’t fight her like this. We can come back for Nia and Dromarch, but no one can help us if we get captured.”
He hates to admit it, but there really is no help for them if they manage to get Malos caught up in one of those nets. With a deep breath, he relents.
“We’ll be back for you, okay?”
“Not counting on it,” Nia says as Rex and Malos run past them.
They follow the dirt path into a wooden area, past an open door where a Nopon begs their attention. “Friends come in here! Tora help you escape!”
Rex glances at Malos, who nods. The Nopon swings the door shut behind him and locks it just in time.
They listen for several moments as the thudding of feet echoes through the corridor. Rex holds his breath as he waits for silence. The moment it comes, the Nopon releases his own breath and speaks. “Friends come this way. This back door to house of Tora!”
They’re in too deep now to have another option, so Rex and Malos follow him down the hallway. At the end is a cozy little house, probably the perfect size for a Nopon. From where Rex stands, he can see what can only be described as a mess. The kitchen and dining area are relatively clean, but everywhere else has some kind of clutter, namely papers and various tools.
“Thank you for saving us,” Rex says. “So you’re… Tora, you said? Why’d you help us?”
“Tora never like those big bully soldiers, and, meh…” Tora turns away from them bashfully. “Always think Drivers are so cool! Driver and Blade make big power when join spirits! Want to be like cool Driver!”
Malos sounds less amused. “You saved us because you think Drivers are cool?”
“That right!”
“Well, I’m Rex, and this is Malos and Gramps.” Rex gestures to the two respectively, prompting Gramps to wave. “It’s nice to meet you, Tora.” There are worse reasons to save someone, anyway, and Rex really doesn’t think there’s room to complain when they could also have gotten captured.
“Rex-Rex is so lucky to have powerful Blade!” Tora flaps his wings feverishly, his feet barely leaving the ground. Rex isn’t sure, but he thinks he can see stars in Tora’s eyes.
His words leave a bitter taste in Rex’s mouth. “Yeah, lucky.” How lucky can he be? He can’t even properly link with Malos, and so far all he’s managed to do is get saved by Malos.
Malos glances at Rex. He’s thankful for the fact that he chooses not to address it while Tora continues to gush.
“So, Tora, d’you have any idea where those soldiers might have taken someone they’ve arrested? You probably know Torigoth much better than Malos or me.”
Malos crosses his arms. “We’re going to rescue them, then?”
“Of course. Can’t just leave her there, after all.”
He smiles. “Finally, you’re making good decisions.”
Tora quieted for a moment. “No idea where big bullies take friend. Tora have to ask around town for that!”
“Maybe it’s not in town…?” Gramps hums as he considers the thought. “Can’t say I have much experience in breaking people out of jail.”
Rex sighed. “Makes sense. Haven’t been here long, but I haven’t noticed any place like a jail here.”
“Hmm… Tora and friends think about it later! Now time for food!”
“Can’t we handle that later? I’d like to find Nia and Dromarch as soon as possible.” He gets that people have needs, but shouldn’t they be more urgent about this? There’s no telling what could be happening to Nia and Dromarch right now, after all, and…
“You haven’t eaten anything yet today, kid. Can’t do anything for them like that. I can cook something for everyone if it’s going to be an issue.”
“Malos, you can cook?” He shouldn’t even be surprised anymore. Is there anything he can’t do?
He scoffs. “Of course I can cook. You act like it’s hard.”
“Tora not have skills for complicated dish, so may have to clean things for cook.” Tora walks over to a box in the kitchenette and points to it. “Ingredients in box!”
Malos walks over and begins rustling through the box. “Yeah, I can work with this.”
“Well, while Malos cooks, may I speak with you, Rex?” Gramps climbs out of his helmet and flutters over to Tora’s dining table to sit. He stretches out a bit while waiting for a response.
“Oh, yeah, no problem. Is this meant to be private?” He can’t say he’s thrilled at the prospect. This is about the closest that Gramps ever gets to a serious “we need to talk” moment, and he’s pretty sure he knows what it’s about.
“No, here is fine. It’s for the best that Malos hears it, seeing as he’s your Blade.”
That’s enough to confirm Rex’s suspicion about this chat. He takes a seat nearby and nods for Gramps to go ahead. Malos is chopping some kind of fruit in the background, but it’s not hard to tell that he’s listening. Not like there’s anything else to listen to.
“To put it simply, you need to work on your relationship with Malos.”
Simply, right. “Work…?”
“As I was saying during battle, the reason Malos cannot transmit ether to you is because you don’t trust him. A Driver needs to trust his Blade, and the Blade, the Driver.” Gramps crosses his arms as he speaks. “Are you sure there’s no problems you may have with him?”
“Problems?” Maybe he should have taken this somewhere private, after all. “No, no, nothing of the sort!”
“Are you sure? If I recall, you had no problems fighting with him against Mythra.” Gramps peers right past his facade.
He flounders for a moment. “Well, that was before—”
“Are you seriously going to try to pretend like nothing’s wrong?” Malos chops through something especially hard, sending the slice to the floor. “Your Blades can tell when the affinity link dies because of the Driver, you know. I don’t know what the hell is up with you, but I know that you’ve decided that you don’t trust me.” He looks over his shoulder at Rex, whose posture stiffens accordingly.
Rex tries to redirect his attention to anything else, which results in him watching Malos’s impressive knifework. Shouldn’t he be looking at the knife when he’s cutting so qui—
“Can’t you be bothered to look at me when I’m talking to you?” Malos snaps. “Whatever problems you have with my power, I’m going to need you to get over it. Your friend was captured because you refused to let me use it, and had I not used it on Rotbart, we’d all be dead right now.”
“Mehmeh, Tora go clean up now! Friends not mind Tora!” Tora, smart Nopon that he is, makes the decision to bow out before he somehow gets caught up in the conversation.
Rex is a bit too scared to say anything for a moment, but he at least manages to look Malos in the eyes now. “…Have you used it on people before?” He asks finally.
“I don’t use that power on living beings unless I don’t have another choice. Believe it or not, you’re not the first Driver that wasn’t necessarily fine with the thought of a power that destroys everything it touches.” He turns back to his knifework. “Had there been time to figure out how to get you out of that situation without using it on that thing, I would have, but fact is, you were moments away from death.”
Gramps leans forward. “Rex, if you can’t yet move past Malos’s power, maybe it’s better for you to resonate with a second Blade.”
“A second Blade?” The subject change is a nice distraction. “You mean like, resonating with another core crystal?”
“Yes. Many Drivers choose to resonate with more than one Blade,” he says. “For various reasons, but you may find it easier to build affinity with another Blade instead of having to rely on Malos.”
“It’s not like with Malos, right? I'm not sure if I know how.”
“You’re a Driver. Whether or not you had the potential before, you do now,” Malos says. “It’s not hard, just grab the thing and focus."
“Okay, next question. Where do I even get a core crystal to resonate with?” They're not exactly common if you're not looking to join the military.
“Tora can help!” Now that Malos is calm, or at least quiet, Tora’s ever eager to be useful to the conversation. “Tora have crystal from try to be Driver! Tora give to Rex-Rex since not have potential anyway.”
“That’s very kind of you, Tora,” Gramps says.
Tora shuffles around the clutter on his desk. When he finally finds the glowing blue crystal, he bounds over to Rex with it. “Meheh, not big deal! Man at shop wouldn’t give refund, so Tora hold onto it just in case!”
“Tora, why can’t you resonate with it if you want a Blade so much?” He’s never really known much about Drivers and Blades, but it seems strange that he wouldn't be able to. Come to think of it, Malos did mention something about "potential"...
Tora frowns. “Not everyone have potential for become Driver. When Tora try to become Driver, Tora’s nose bleed like fountain for three days straight! Others have much worse, though.”
“So not everyone can become a Driver?” That makes sense. Didn’t Nia say something earlier about the empire running out of people to recruit as Drivers, too?
“It’s becoming increasingly rare to find potential Drivers in Alrest these days,” Gramps says.
“Rex-Rex already have Blade, so should have potential for another!” Tora extended the wing holding the core crystal expectantly. “Go on, Rex-Rex, Tora want to see crystal become Blade!"
“I don’t really know what I’m doing, but I’ll give it a go.” The moment Rex’s hand closes around the crystal, it washes over the room with a bright light. Rex feels, rather than sees, the core crystal morphing in his hand to form the handle of something heavy.
He braces himself against the unexpected weight of the weapon as the light clears. Once it’s faded, he can see the greataxe that's been formed. The wind whips around him almost violently. Is it supposed to do that?
The wind stills after a few moments as the Blade slows to a stop in front of him. Was she just showing off? The Blade, along with her hair and shawl, defy gravity as she floats before Rex. She’s not exactly well-covered, but… that’s normal for Blades, right? He tries not to think about it.
Her eyes are sharp as she inspects Rex. “I take it you’re my Driver? I’m Zenobia.” She extends a hand to Rex, who hurriedly moves the axe onto his shoulder and shakes her hand.
“Yeah. My name’s Rex,” he says as he shakes her hand. “Nice to meet you.”
“I won’t pretend I was hoping for someone less scrawny, but you’ll do! Who’re your friends?”
“This is Malos, Gramps, and Tora,” he says, gesturing to each of them.
“Malos, huh…?” Zenobia floats over to the man in question, looking him over once, then a second time. When she spots his core crystal, she gives him a sharp-toothed grin. “That’s not a normal core crystal, Malos. Are you Rex’s Blade, too?”
He nods, eyeing her. She bursts into laughter, leaning up against the counter.
When she stops laughing, she wipes at a tear and meets his incredulous stare with an even wider grin. “What’s the Aegis doing cooking for a bunch of guys?”
Malos moves to the stove. “I was hungry, and I doubt any of them can actually feed themselves.”
Rude. He’s fed himself for five years without a problem before Malos.
“Um, Zenobia?” Rex steps towards her cautiously. “Malos and I are going to Elysium. Will you come with us?”
“Elysium, you say?” She considers it for a moment. “How refreshing. Drivers usually don’t bother asking their Blades about stuff like that. I’ll come with you if I can fight Malos.”
“You want to… fight him?”
Zenobia laughs again. Is everything amusing to her? “Of course I want to fight him. The Aegis is supposed to be ultra-powerful, right? The strongest Blade in existence? I'm going to surpass that.”
“I suppose if he’s okay with it, there’s no reason for me to say no…” Rex rubbed the back of his neck. It should be fine, right?
“Great!” Zenobia floated back over to Malos, draping an arm over his shoulder. “What do you say, Malos?”
“Get off of me. I’m busy.” He adjusts his posture to push her off without even looking up.
She reluctantly backs away so he can move around. “Well, obviously we wouldn’t fight now. But come on, it’d be great practice! Unless you don’t think you can take me?”
“Are you done?” Oh, Malos is getting irritated now. Well, he was pretty irritated before, but Zenobia is pushing him to new heights.
“Nope! I’m gonna keep pushing until you fight me!”
Malos chooses not to respond to that. “Tora, where are your plates?” Tora bounds over to the kitchen to show him where things are kept.
Maybe Rex should step in. “I’m not so sure pushing him like this is a good idea, maybe you should—"
“Zenobia, was it?” Malos is adding what appears to be final touches now as Tora sets the table silently. “Care to take a guess what I did this morning?”
“I have no idea! Did you get to kill something awesome?” Her face lights up at the thought.
“I killed a gogol the size of this house by punching it a single time,” he says. Rex flinches. “Maybe later I can take you to see what’s left of it.”
“What? I don’t believe you. How is that even possible?” She appears hooked on his every word. “You’re bluffing.”
“Ask the kid if you don’t believe me. Unless you can stand up to something that powerful, I’d abandon any hopes you have of fighting me, shut up, and eat lunch. That goes for the rest of you, too. We’ve got a lot of work to do if we’re going to go rescue Nia.”
Zenobia glances at Rex with her head tilted as if to ask, is this guy serious? Rex only nods, stomach turning again at the thought of Rotbart.
She breaks into a grin. “Well then! You’ve given me a goal, is that a promise?"
Malos heaves a sigh as he starts serving whatever it is he’s made. “I’ll consider it if you can ever make it that far.”
“Great! It’s a deal!” Zenobia laughs, taking a seat at the table. “Don’t forget me, okay?”
“Like you’d let me,” he says.
As everyone sits down to eat, a thought occurs to Rex. "Come to think of it, Mythra's an Aegis too, right?"
"Right."
"But if the Aegis is a Blade, how can she have Sever? Is it possible for Blades to be Drivers, too?"
Malos entertains the thought for a moment. "You've got a point. Normal Blades can't become Drivers. The core crystal just doesn't respond."
"But," Gramps says, "an Aegis is not just a normal Blade. It's quite possible that Mythra and Malos both may have the ability to become Drivers."
"There's another Aegis?" Zenobia asks.
"Yeah," Malos says. "Not sure you want to fight her, though. She's not going to put up with you at all."
"You're going to have to get to know me better, Malos. I absolutely want to fight her."
"I don't think Mythra is interested in some friendly battle."
"You're not a very fun person, are you?" Zenobia teases. "Say, Rex, do you think we'll get to fight this other Aegis sometime?"
Is she crazy? "I mean, probably yeah, but not if we're lucky. She's ruthless."
“Oh, I like the sound of that!”
He gets the sense that there's nothing he can say that will change Zenobia's mind. He's not even sure they'd survive a second fight against Mythra. Rex returns to eating in silence.
~
“So, Rex,” Zenobia says as she follows the man in question. “I'm curious. You’ve got Malos. Arguably the strongest Blade out there. Capable of pretty much anything.”
“Yeah?” Rex says. They, along with Malos, are following Tora into town on a bit of a shopping trip while they try to gather information on Nia. Rex had offered to help Tora get the final parts he needed for this project he was working on, as thanks for all of the help he’d given them today.
“What did you resonate with me for?”
Of course she’d ask that. “Well, it was Gramps’s suggestion, but…”
“More power, right? It must be hard to make it to Elysium with only one Blade on your side,” she says. “You couldn’t have picked a better Blade to resonate with! Between me and Malos, we’ll get there for sure!”
“Actually, Gramps suggested it because I’m having trouble linking with Malos,” Rex admits.
Her face falls. “Oh, well that’s no good. You need to be able to trust all your Blades, Rex, not just one. Yeah, I’m pretty strong, but if you can’t even use Malos… What’s the problem?”
“It’s just that… I can’t move past the power he used against Rotbart. Er, the gogol he mentioned killing. It was… horrific. He didn’t even seem to be bothered by it.” He shudders at the thought. "And I can't help but wonder who he's used it on before." Everyone’s right that he needs to learn to move past it, it’s just so hard to think of it as a power for good when it acts so horrifically.
“So, you’re afraid of his power, then. Why’d he kill Rotbart? Just because?” She can’t understand where he’s coming from. He gets that, though. Maybe Nia’d understand, but she’s in a jail cell somewhere. He hopes she’s okay.
Rex shakes his head. “No, he—”
“Actually,” she cuts him off immediately, “I’m gonna talk to him about it and get the story from him first. You go handle this techno-stuff with Tora at the shop while I talk to him, ‘kay?” Before Rex can even respond, she runs up to Malos and pulls him off to the side. Trying to listen to what she’s saying to him is pointless, so Rex approaches the shopkeeper Tora’s talking to.
“Don’t suppose you’ve heard anything about that Gormotti Driver those soldiers captured this morning?” Rex asks tentatively as Tora shops.
He nods. “Nasty bit of business, that. The terrorist, right?” He’s technically right, but that’s not a word he’d apply to Nia. “Heard they’re going to take her back to Mor Ardain to be executed.”
Executed!? Oh no. They need to work fast. “Do you know where she’d be held, out of curiosity? I’m passing through, see, and I’ve always been interested in stuff like that.” He's cautious about coming across as suspicious, but no amount of caution can prevent the subtle alarm that creeps into his voice.
The shopkeeper laughs. “Can’t blame you for that. Seems everyone in town is interested in that girl, and for good reason. Torna’s killed a lot of good people.” Okay, now that’s gotta be wrong. Nia’s not a killer. Mixed up with a bad group, maybe, but there's no way she's a killer.
"If I had to guess, they might have taken her aboard that warship outside town. Can't imagine any place less secure would work for someone like her."
“Rex-Rex, Tora found parts needed for finish big project!”
Tora could probably use a lesson or two on how not to interrupt an important conversation. “Alright, how much for them, then?”
The shopkeeper looks over the items momentarily. “Three bion connectors, and one perfect range sensor… thirty-two thousand gold, I’d say.”
“What? I’ve got money, but not that much.” He’d sent most of his advance on the recent job home to Fonsett. “Is there anything we can do to maybe bring that price down a bit?”
“No chance. Not easy to get your hands on these, you know. At most I can go down to thirty thousand.”
No matter how steadfast the shopkeeper is, it won’t change the fact that that’s still about twenty thousand more gold than Rex has to spend. He sighs, and just as he’s about to tell Tora that he can’t afford that much help, Zenobia slings an arm over his shoulder.
“Got anything you need killed?” She says, grinning wildly.
He looks shocked for a moment. “Are you…?”
“No, not people, if that’s what you’re thinking. This province has all kinds of creatures outside Torigoth, right? Some frightening, some maybe getting in the way of you receiving shipments…” Zenobia might be something of a genius.
The man thinks for a moment. “Well, you’re right that there’s this gogol that makes it hard to get deliveries from other villages, but you don’t want to go near—”
“If you're talking about Rotbart, he’s dead as of this morning, so that’s not an issue. We can get proof if you’ll sweeten the deal for us.”
The shopkeep looks at her blankly for a moment before he shakes his head. “Can’t believe I’m doing this. If you can bring me proof that he’s dead, I’ll charge you eight thousand for the whole lot. But it's got to be definitive proof, you hear? It won't be hard to tell if he's still out and about if you're lying.”
“Consider it done, then!” Zenobia pats Rex on the back forcefully, causing him to cough.
Seriously? Eight thousand? He’s dropping twenty-four thousand off the price over this?
Maybe Malos's power is more useful than he thought, if it means all they need to do to get past this is bring in some kind of proof.
~
“Are you going to stare at me all night?” Malos looks over his shoulder at Rex, who’s been trying to say something to him ever since he woke up this morning. Honestly, he’s not doing himself any favors by putting it off. Tora’s in the other room, working on his robot, and Father only knows where Zenobia went off to. He’s grateful for the privacy, though, as he’s been trying to look over the map Tora gave them of the area and plan Nia's rescue.
Rex stutters as he’s startled out of his silence. “No, I just… sorry. Wasn’t tryin’ to be rude.” He focuses on the map in a poorly-concealed attempt to avoid eye contact. Honestly, they’re going to have to work on his social skills. Does he treat everyone like this?
Malos sighs. “You know, you’d probably be better at talking to people if you started looking them in the eyes when it comes to important stuff.”
“What?” Rex’s eyes snap up to look at him. That’s better.
“You want to say something to me, then say it. We’ve got time while the fuzzball works on his robot, and I’m not making much progress trying to find a route to that warship.”
“It’s just, I was talking to Zenobia and she was trying to, you know, help me see things from your perspective.” He pauses to consider his next words. “You know how earlier, I was asking if you’d ever used that power on humans?”
Ah. So that’s what this is about. He was wondering why Zenobia suddenly interrogated him yesterday over the stuff with Rotbart. He supposes she must have done something right, if Rex is talking to him about it now.
“You said that your old Driver didn’t like your power either. How did you… you know, move past all that with him?”
He’s almost proud of Rex managing to keep an acceptable amount of eye contact when asking his question. Almost. He’s more concerned about the question itself. He has to stop to think about the answer—500 years ago is a lot of time to forget things, after all, and Addam didn’t make nearly so much fuss about it.
“To tell you the truth, Addam and I just—”
The lights suddenly spark, then go out completely. The sudden darkness is enough to make Malos stop talking and listen for the others. Was the storm outside really that bad? Yeah, there’d been some thunder, but a power outage?
Zenobia’s voice echoes out from somewhere above them. “Everything alright? I was trying to read!”
Huh. Didn’t know she could read.
“Is that supposed to happen?” Rex asks.
“Friends need not worry! Lights back in just a moment,” Tora calls from his workshop. Moments later, the lights flicker back on. “Poppi just needed big shock for wakey!”
“Did it work?” Rex gets up and walks into the workshop, maybe a bit too eager to see. Malos, although reluctant to admit his curiosity, follows, and soon the room is crowded as Zenobia joins in to see the unveiling.
“Come on, Poppi,” Tora whispers. The robot’s arms twitch momentarily before her posture straightens and her face comes to life.
“Greetings, masterpon!” The robot—Poppi—salutes flawlessly. She looks like a child, but more... rigid. “My name Poppi. Pleased to meet friends!” She waves to every person in the room individually, a bright smile on her face. He’s gotta give Tora credit—it takes one intelligent Nopon to build something like this from scratch.
Rex lets out a low whistle. “Wow, she’s really lifelike!”
“Meheheh, Tora spend years building Poppi!” Wow. Is he tearing up?
“Of course Poppi lifelike! Masterpon put lots of love into building of Poppi.” She stands proudly. Is she taking credit for being built? “Poppi have no doubt that masterpon would not settle for less than perfect!”
“Poppi world’s first artificial Blade!” Tora explains.
Okay, he’ll admit it. If this “Poppi” functions like a normal Blade, that’s one damn impressive feat of engineering.
“Artificial Blade?” Rex looks her over again, eyes wide. “You can fight with her?”
“That not all! Poppi programmed to do many things, even able to fly,” Tora says. “Tora and Poppi would be very helpful in rescuing Driver friend of Rex-Rex!”
Rex looks shocked momentarily. “Wait, you want to come with us?”
“It least Tora can do to help friends!”
“Poppi will go where masterpon goes,” Poppi adds.
“That settles it, then,” Rex says, “we’ll go rescue Nia and Dromarch together.”
Chapter 4: Jailbreak
Summary:
Rex and co. break a pair of friends out of jail.
Notes:
Surprise, bitch. I bet you thought you'd seen the last of me.
Lmao sorry it took ten years to get this chapter out, I have no excuse.
Chapter Text
Rex stared up at the ship above them. Malos had found a place on Tora’s map that showed a large root extending out underneath a maintenance entrance to the battleship—they’d made it out to the root, so all that was left was getting up to the entrance. It seems close enough, maybe he could…
He takes aim and fires his grappling hook at the ledge. It embeds itself firmly in the underside of the ship. Gotcha. Moments later, the wind whips his face. He thinks it’s coming from the momentum of the grappling hook pulling himself up, but when he reaches the ledge and pulls himself up to look at his friends below, he sees that Zenobia’s flown herself up to join him.
“Alright,” he says, “now how do we get the rest of you up here?”
Poppi answers most of his question wordlessly, grabbing Tora with both of her arms and flying herself up on jets like it’s nothing. She sets him down and stands proudly. “This no problem for Poppi. Masterpon also made Poppi extra strong!”
“Think that you could help me pull Malos up, then? I’m sure the lot of us could manage it.”
“Send the grappling hook down and we can all give it a shot,” Zenobia says.
Rex nods and sends it down for Malos. Poppi is already grabbing at the line for support. The two lurch slightly at Malos’s weight when he grabs the chain and steps onto the hook—all that muscle must weigh a lot—and Tora and Zenobia do what they can to provide support. From there, they manage to pull Malos up to the ledge, albeit not without a struggle, and now they face the truly hard part of this jailbreak—finding Nia and Dromarch without being jailed themselves.
Luckily, the first thing of note they happen upon is a dead-end hallway filled with cells. Poppi stops in front of one and points at it. “Poppi senses Blade behind door.”
"That must be Dromarch," Rex says, "but how do we get him out?"
Tora frowns as he investigates the door in question. "Door is locked tight, meh. Tora not know how to pick locks..."
"Poppi is very strong. Could assist by applying brute force to door."
Gramps pokes his head out of Rex's helmet. "I do not think it would be wise to make a lot of noise. After all, we wouldn't want to draw unnecessary attention to our presence here."
Zenobia’s voice echoes down the corridor. She’s not great at volume control, or maybe she doesn’t care. "Come on, don't worry so much. I'm sure we could take them on if they did hear us, and these guys are good practice!"
"We can't just barge in like it's nothing, though," Rex says, "and last time, the soldiers had these ether nets. If they have any more of those, we'll have done worse than wasted our time, Nia’ll be…” He doesn’t want to say done for, and no one asks him to finish his thought.
“Aren’t you forgetting something?” Zenobia says. “I’m fast, and Malos can destroy anything. Between the two of us, some measly soldiers can’t do crap about our little breakout mission. They’ll be lucky to get the chance to try it.”
“Can friend not use power to get rid of door?” Tora asks.
Malos looks up from where he stands nearby, leaning against the wall while the others deliberate. “I could destroy something like that easily, yeah.” He doesn’t move, though. He looks like he’s waiting for something.
“Ooh, are you gonna use it?” Zenobia asks, eyes sparkling. “I wanna see what this power looks like!”
Rex frowns. He’d been hoping to avoid it, but maybe it was stupid to try to avoid Malos’s power to begin with. His ability to destroy anything he touches aren’t going to go away just because Rex wants them to, and it’s not like it’s not useful to have on his side.
Rex watches him for a moment before approaching him. “Malos?”
“Yeah?” He crosses his arms.
“Could you handle this door for us? I really don’t think it’s a great idea to attract guards here, even if we can handle them.”
Malos chuckles. “Not so scary now that you need it, is it?”
“Right. Sorry for freaking out about it. Can… you avoid using it on anything living, in the future?”
“If Rotbart hadn’t been moments away from snapping your body in half, I wouldn’t have bothered using it on him. It’s not effortless, you know.”
“Thank you for handling Rotbart, by the way. Don’t remember if I ever thanked you for saving my life.”
Malos scoffs and stands off the wall, cracking his fingers as the darkness sparks to life around his hand. “All that shit’s in the past. Let’s get that door open. Everyone stand back.”
Everyone takes several steps back and watches as Malos presses his hand against the door. Within moments, the door has completely crumbled away, and Dromarch pokes his head out of the new space.
“I take it this is our rescue party?” he asks as he enters the hallway.
“That’s right,” Rex says with a nod.
“My gratitude for the rescue, Master Rex. I take it you have not yet found my Lady?”
Rex shakes his head. “We were hoping you’d be able to help us with that part.”
“My Lady and I are in resonance. Finding her should be of little difficulty.” Dromarch bows his head before glancing at the others. “Perhaps before we move it would be best to learn the names of your new companions.”
“Right, of course,” he says. “This is Tora, his Blade Poppi, and Zenobia. I resonated with her after you and Nia got captured.” They each wave as Rex says their names.
“So you’re this Nia girl’s Blade?” Zenobia places her hands on her hips. Her ever-present grin remains. “Great! Let’s go find your Driver, then!”
Zenobia is all too eager to lead the charge into the next room, which is regrettably staffed by several soldiers. It’s noisy thanks to the boilers, which must have helped keep the soldiers from hearing them talk earlier.
It quickly becomes clear that they’ll have to fight. There’s too many soldiers to sneak past, and they appear to be spaced out so they’re perfectly in between them and the rest of the ship.
Zenobia doesn’t even give anyone a chance to think before breezing into the room and taking care of it. The soldiers hardly get the chance to go collect whatever fancy tool they need to dispatch the infiltration or alert other soldiers before she has them taken care of and is back at the entrance to the room with nothing but triumph in her expression.
“They’re still alive, right…?” Rex eyes one of the bodies warily.
Zenobia claps him on the shoulder. “Yeah, yeah, I didn’t figure you wanted me to kill them. Don’t worry, I’d hardly be a good fighter if I didn’t know how to knock someone out without killing them!"
"That's a relief."
“Promise me we’ll find something challenging to fight after this, though,” she says, “these guys are practically nothing to handle. I’m not convinced they’ve been trained.”
“I’ll keep an eye out for someone you can fight.” He turns to Dromarch. “Dromarch, which way are we going?”
Dromarch pads over to the metal staircase on one side of the room. “I believe that my lady is this way.”
“Alright,” Malos says, “then let’s get going.”
Dromarch leads them throughout the winding halls of the battle cruiser, and it’s not long before they come across a guarded door at the end of a hallway. He makes eye contact with Rex and nods. “My lady is behind that door,” he says, backing away so as not to get caught up in the battle that’s about to start.
“Alright then, let’s see about handling these guys. Ready, Tora?” Rex reaches for Zenobia’s axe and waits for Tora’s nod before he rounds the corner.
The moment the soldiers see them, one of them steps forward and draws his gun. “You must be the terrorist’s friends.”
Rex glares, readying the axe just as quickly as he can manage. Beside him, Tora readies himself for battle, as well. “We’re her friends, but it’s pretty rude to call her a terrorist.”
“You can worry about politeness when all of you are in jail cells,” the other soldier says.
“No choice then,” Tora says, “Tora and friends fight!”
The first soldier readies his gun and chuckles. “In that case, I’ll enjoy locking the lot of you up like your friend is.”
Zenobia lets out a laugh and taps Rex on the shoulder. “Rex, give me my axe. I’ll handle them myself.”
Rex glances at the soldiers ahead of him, who are busily loading their rifles, and hands the axe over to her. “Go for it.”
“Thanks!” She grins delightedly as the wind picks up around her. “Oh, I hope they put up a fight.”
Gramps pokes his head out of Rex’s helmet to watch as Zenobia effortlessly handles the men. When she uses her axe to break one man’s gun in half, he lets out a chuckle. “Rex, my boy, it seems you have a penchant for the ones who like to destroy.”
“Really? It doesn’t seem like Malos likes to destroy things all that much,” Rex says. “If anything, I think it’s more likely that he’s just gotten used to it.”
Upon the breaking of the soldiers’ second gun, the two glance at each other. One nods after a moment “We’ve been disarmed! Fall back,” one says, and the two immediately stumble away and down the hall, escaping just as fast as they can.
Zenobia watches them go and turns to offer the axe back to Rex. “Well, that was less fun than I’d hoped. Cowards.”
“Those guys didn’t happen to drop a key, did they?” Rex asks as he watches the two soldiers round the corner and leave their sight entirely.
Malos shakes his head. “Unless someone wants to try to chase them down, it might be better for me to handle it and save us the trouble.”
Rex nods. “Yeah, I don’t think it’s worth trying to track it down if we can just open the door now. Could you handle it again?”
Malos nods and approaches the door. “Yeah, this is nothing.” He gives the door one loud knock to get Nia’s attention. “Nia, can you hear me? Whatever you do, don’t touch this door.” He waits a few moments to give Nia a chance to move away.
“Oh, twice in one day!” Zenobia leans forward with interest.
Malos nods, tendrils of darkness beginning to wrap around his hand. “Yeah. Stand back, will you? This’ll destroy everything it touches, including you.”
Zenobia takes the hint, backing away as Malos presses the palm of his hand flat against the door. In moments, only half the door remains, the rest having disintegrated just as easily as paper. The remainder is easily kicked out of the way, leaving nothing left between Nia and freedom. To Rex’s relief, she looks unharmed, if not a bit surprised.
“Is it safe to come closer?” She slowly moves out of the corner. “There’s not some kind of residue or something I should be worried about, right?”
“You’ll be fine.” Malos nods.
“Are you alright, Nia?” Yeah, she looks fine, but Rex can’t help but ask anyway. “Sorry we didn’t get here sooner.”
She nods. “I’m fine. Didn’t think anyone was coming for me at all.”
“You act like we’d leave you behind.” Did she really think they'd just let her get executed?
“Thanks. Really.” She steps out of the cell with a deep inhale and inspects the new additions to Rex’s group. “I see you’ve tracked down Dromarch, too. Can’t say I recognize the others.”
“This is Tora and his artificial Blade, Poppi,” Rex says, gesturing to each. “And this is Zenobia. Gramps suggested I resonate with a second Blade.”
“I see. Good to meet all of you, and thanks for helping me out.” Nia climbs on Dromarch’s back. “We should get going. We can figure out what’s next after we get ourselves someplace that’s not probably crawling with soldiers.”
There's only one way to go that they haven't yet seen—the hall which the soldiers escaped down. Since they haven’t returned with reinforcements, it’s probably safe to assume they can get off the ship that way.
Sure enough, they find their way to a vast hangar with a large door. It’s sure to lead them outside, but right now, it’s closed, and the controls are manned by several soldiers. With Nia’s help, though, they make quick work of knocking them out and Rex and Tora manage to figure out exactly which of many potential buttons and levers raises the hangar door.
They begin making their way across the eerily empty hangar. Rex can almost taste the success of freedom as they cross the empty space.
“I’m a little disappointed,” Zenobia admits. “These guys were weak, and there were hardly any soldiers on this ship! You’d think they’d be guarding someone they’re holding for execution a little more closely. I barely got to fight anything!”
“Execution?” Nia stops. “They… weren’t going to execute me. They were going to keep me in Mor Ardain.”
“Are you sure?” Rex asks. “But the townspeople were saying...”
Nia curses. “This is a trap, Rex. They were using me as bait to get you and Malos—”
“Ah, I see the terrorist has some sense about her after all!” The man that stands in the hangar entrance is short, stocky, and immediately abrasive. Beside him stands a monstrous Blade; he’s even rounder than his Driver, even taller than Malos, and decked out in metal armor that looks heavy and incredibly effective. The man applauds them almost sarcastically.
“Who are you?” Malos doesn’t sound much like he’s interested in dealing with this guy. Rex doesn’t blame him, and from the expressions of the others, it’s clear that no one is very interested in dealing with him.
The man adjusts the cuffs of his sleeves in lieu of an answer. He clears his throat, prepping for what will clearly be a grand introduction. “My—”
“Consul Dughall,” Nia interrupts him. She rolls her eyes, thoroughly unimpressed with him.
He frowns, clicking his tongue. “I can introduce myself, you mangy fleabag!”
“Fleabag? Is that the worst you can come up with?” She slides off Dromarch and puts a hand on her hip. “I’ve heard better insults from twelve-year-olds.”
“While I’m sure this banter is entertaining for at least one of you, how about this "Dughall" tells us what he wants?” Malos crosses his arms.
“Of course I’m here for the Aegis! The most powerful Blade, in the hands of the Empire? There’d be no doubt left that we’re the strongest in Alrest! And I, as his new Driver, would be irrefutably the strongest Driver in the world!”
Is this guy serious?
Malos seems to echo Rex’s unspoken sentiment. “You do realize that I’d have to actually want to be your Blade, right?” He shakes his head. “You’re an inconvenience at best. Do us all a favor and don’t waste your energy.”
Dughall’s posture stiffens. “Irregardless! I will be claiming the Aegis’s power for myself, and returning the prisoner and her Blade to their cells!”
“Gap detected in Poppi’s vocabulary. Masterpon, should Poppi update database for new word?”
Nia turns to her. “Don’t add anything, Poppi, that’s not a real word.”
“Understood. Poppi will not update vocabulary.”
Dughall’s face turns red in indignation. “Well then! If you’re done chatting, I will be retrieving the Aegis now!”
“You think I’d let you?” Rex says, backing up closer to Malos and Zenobia. “Come on, even if Malos wasn’t capable of taking you on by himself, it’s not like I’m just going to sit by while you waste our time!”
He keeps eye contact with Dughall as the beginnings of a plan form in his head. He’s not against fighting on its own, but he’d prefer to end this sooner rather than later. “Think we can get out of this without a fight?”
“Depends. What’s your plan?” Malos glances at him with enough interest to make Rex believe this could work.
Gramps pokes his head out of Rex’s helmet. “You do have a plan, don’t you, Rex?”
“I’m getting one, just give me a second.” He’s glancing around the room for some way to block their exit when he remembers the control panel they’d been messing around with to open the hangar. Perfect. “Malos, how well can you target your power?”
“Well enough. Where do you need me?”
Okay, good. He glances at his companions “Tora, Nia, get off the ship and try to keep Dughall and his Blade inside. Zenobia, can you help them?”
“I’d be surprised if he could withstand my wind,” she says haughtily. As if to prove her point, a gust of wind brushes past her.
“Great. Keep him distracted and on this side of the door, alright?”
Nia and Tora nod. Nia draws her weapons, while Tora readies the drill shield that he created for Poppi. While they charge Dughall, Rex turns to Malos.
“Malos, follow me,” he says, running to the control panel he’d spotted. “You can run fast, can’t you?”
He nods. “Again, you have to ask? What’s the plan?”
“We’re going to shut Dughall and his Blade in the ship,” Rex says, “I need you to destroy the control panel after the door starts to close.”
“Got it.”
“Now let’s see…” Rex scanned the control panel, looking for the lever Tora had pulled earlier to open the door. “Ah! There it is!” He takes a moment to make sure Nia, Tora, and the others are doing their part correctly—from this distance, he can see Dughall hiding behind his massive Blade and shooting his rifle from behind it whenever he gets the chance. Does that guy have any idea how to fight? Rex doubts he even realizes that his target isn’t in the battle anymore.
The others are all in the right spot, close enough to the door to get out without letting Dughall follow. He pulls the lever, and the moment the door starts moving, Malos rips the lever from the control panel and punches out the glass overlooking the hangar.
“Come on, we’re going to jump."
“Right.” Not his original plan, but Malos has already shattered the glass and it’s probably faster, so he might as well go with it. He leaps out the window shortly after Malos and they make a mad dash for the door. It’s closing too fast—shouldn’t it be taking longer? At this rate, the only way they’ll make it is if—
Dughall and his Blade place themselves between them with the intent to block them, because of course they'd get in the way when the hangar door is so close to closing. No, wait, they don't have time for this—
Malos flings both out of the way. Of course he does.
With barely enough time to spare, Rex and Malos slide underneath the nearly closed hangar door. Rex pulls his arm out of the way at the last second, and with the final grinding of metal, Dughall and his Blade are trapped in the ship, away from where they can bother them.
“That was dangerous,” Gramps says, flying out in front of him. “You could have gotten yourselves trapped in there with him!”
Rex stands up, as does Malos. “Turned out fine, didn't it?”
“And what’s stopping him from opening the door again?” Dromarch asks. Malos drops the lever on the ground in front of him carelessly.
“You know Malos, I wasn’t really expecting you to rip it off the console, I was thinking more like—”
Malos holds up a hand. “What happened to not wanting me to use my power if I don’t need to?”
He’s got a point. Is this his attempt to compromise? “Yeah. You’re right, thanks.”
“Don’t mention it, kid.” He cracks his neck. “We should get moving before that moron finds some way out or sends someone after us.”
“Right. Let’s go.”
They’ve caught their breath now, so the group walks towards the gates, cautious at first. Their caution quickly proves to be a waste—the base is practically abandoned, it’s so empty.
“That strange. Tora never see bully base so empty…”
“It seems rather strange for a military base to have no soldiers in it,” Dromarch says.
Nia can’t help but keep her weapons at the ready. “I don’t like this.”
“We don’t really have time to worry about it, do we?” Rex says. He skitters to a stop, though, when a familiar wall of blue flames erupts next to him. “Oh no…”
“What’s this?” Zenobia asks.
Malos only smirks. “Looks like Brighid’s back. And is that…” He peers at the pair of silhouettes against the wall of flames. Next to Brighid’s unmistakable form is that of someone holding the very whipswords that left burns on Rex’s face the day before.
“The Flamebringer,” Dromarch says almost gravely. “Special Inquisitor Mòrag of Mor Ardain, and Brighid’s Driver. The most powerful Driver in the empire.”
“Even scarier than regular bullies,” Tora says, his voice the quietest since Rex met him.
“Not to worry, masterpon. Poppi will help fight against any threat!”
Rex’s hand drifts to the sword at his waist. “Together, then… they’re even more powerful.”
“Nia, wasn’t it?” Mòrag’s voice lilts across the base as she nears them deliberately. “You certainly did prove useful to me.”
Nia stiffens, glaring at Mòrag. “So you spread the rumors to lure Rex and Malos here, then?”
“Yes, you catch on quickly,” she answers. “However, my intention is not for an unnecessary fight to take place.” She paces slightly, as if she’s choosing her next words incredibly carefully.
“An amethyst core crystal is the sign of the Aegis, the Blade with the power to send all of us to the Cloud Sea’s bed. He who can destroy whatever he so chooses. Knowing that…” She turns her gaze on Rex. “What are do you hope to achieve through use of the Aegis?”
“Why should I tell you?” What a ridiculous question.
“Allow me to repeat myself, Rex. The Aegis has the power to destroy Alrest single-handedly. In the wrong hands, the world as we know it could be rendered completely asunder.” She looks past Rex, right at Malos, who has been defiantly silent. “In fact, he’s already destroyed three continents.”
“You think I don’t know he’s dangerous?” He places himself between her and Malos, drawing his sword in his own manner of defiance. “Yeah, I’m not a fan of his past, and I know Malos has a lot of power that’s probably a lot for me to handle here, but I made a promise. You really think I’m going to break that over a past he can’t change?”
She cracks her swords. They extend, arcing out beside her like two blazing snakes, ready to strike at any moment. “How unfortunate. It seems you truly don’t understand the power you control here. I will have to restrain you by force.”
Rex grits his teeth. “I don’t “control” anything, lady, and you won’t be restraining anyone.”
The snakelike whips were apparently just a display of intimidation because she snaps the flaming whips back towards her. They solidify into their normal swordlike form, albeit still blazing as they’re lowered to her sides. Moments later, she’s lunging for Rex.
The heat of her flames barely manages to singe the end of his hair, but he luckily moves just quickly enough to narrowly avoid a slice to the face. What is with these two and going for the face? Even Malos had gotten out of the fight against Brighid before with small burns on his face, and she hadn’t been attacking him.
Nia leaps into the fray, pushing Mòrag away from Rex with the force of her attack. Tora joins them moments later and bounces around Mòrag.
“You fight Tora,” he demands, and his voice is just grating enough to convince her to focus on him for the moment. Fighting three against one probably isn’t the best idea Mòrag has ever had, if Rex has to guess. Then again, with the way Dromarch spoke of her, she might be able to handle even more opponents in a fight.
“Malos, are you ready?” Rex asks. Moments later, the ether rushes through him, activating his previously dormant sword and giving Rex the same feeling of power he’d had when fighting Mythra. Sure, he’d been able to link up with Zenobia fine when fighting alongside her earlier, but this power is on a completely different level. Malos really is more powerful than a regular Blade.
He doesn’t need any further prompting before he brings his sword down on Mòrag. She raises one sword just in time to block his strike, meeting his glare with one equally as intense, if not more condescending.
“I’d been given the impression that you couldn’t fight using the Aegis, boy,” she says, maneuvering around deftly and slicing at his arm.
So Brighid had noticed. “Maybe so, but you’ve got a lot to learn if you think things don’t change.”
“Me?” She laughs, crossing her swords over her chest momentarily. What is she— “You are the one with much to learn, boy.” As if to punctuate her sentence, Mòrag slices outward, sending an explosion of flame that sends Tora and Nia flying. Rex is barely able to stay on his feet with Malos’s help.
“I don’t know if we can beat her like this,” Rex says when he gets a moment to breathe.
Malos nods. “What do you—heads up!”
Mòrag leaps towards Rex with swords raised. There’s not enough time to block—this time, she cuts into his shoulder with a searing blade. She must hit Malos too—he hisses audibly, if only barely.
“Rex!”
“Got it,” he replies. Malos takes the sword from him and takes his place in the fight against Mòrag for the moment.
“Now would be a great time for you to come up with another one of those plans, Rex!” Malos doesn’t take his eyes off Mòrag.
Rex nods. If only there was some way to dampen their power…
Maybe there is. Looming over the gate is a water tower, and yesterday Tora had managed to weaken Brighid with the help of a water pump…
“Zenobia, can you help?” Rex shouts, looking around for her. She’d disappeared when the fighting started, but now she swoops in to challenge Mòrag excitedly. “Thanks! Malos, we’re going to need your power. How is everyone else holding up?” Several weak affirmations meet his ears. “Good. Get ready to run.”
Once everyone’s on their feet and ready to go, Rex leads a mad dash for the gate. Mòrag spots them, but Rex isn’t interested in any protests to his escape.
“Zenobia, distract them!”
“Happy to help!” She sends Mòrag and Brighid stumbling back with a particularly strong gust of wind, giving the others enough time to get in position.
In the time it takes for Mòrag and Brighid to catch up, everyone’s in place to corral them according to Rex’s plan. Zenobia flies up above the water tower and watches closely to where they end up. Malos waits for the right moment and send his power through the nearest leg of the water tower. His power climbs the leg as it consumes, and the other three legs creak in response as they tilt.
Zenobia directs Poppi, who in turn uses her jets to ensure that the tower tilts in Mòrag’s direction. The water rushes out the top, absolutely drenching the two in its wake.
“Malos and I have somewhere we need to go,” Rex says as the water pools around his feet. “And I’m not letting you or anyone else stop us.”
When they run, they find that they aren’t pursued. Even so, Rex can’t help but keep looking over his shoulder as they make their escape. It doesn’t seem right that someone like Mòrag would just let them go when she had been so determined, even if her Blade is drenched.
They cross most of the field before deciding it’s safe enough to settle down and find a spot to camp for the night. They find a nice spot in the woods that seems empty of monsters, and Malos and Zenobia collect some firewood.
"We'll have to keep someone on watch overnight, just to be sure," Nia says.
"We could set shifts?" Rex suggests.
Malos speaks from where he's helping Zenobia start the fire. "I'll take first watch."
"Didn't you take watch when we slept in the forest, too?" Nia raises an eyebrow. "You should really get some sleep at some point."
"I'll be fine. Just worry about yourselves, and I'll worry about keeping people and animals away from the camp.”
Rex leans towards Nia. "I don't think he's willing to budge on this. It might be better to drop it."
Nia sighs and relents. "Guess in the meantime I'll handle everyone's injuries. Come on Rex, you're first."
What her arts don’t heal, she bandages. While she works, Rex considers how to talk to Malos. He should probably talk to him about what’s gone down, without getting interrupted this time.
They’ve managed to arrive at something of a compromise, but that doesn’t mean things are fixed. He’s gotten enough lectures from, well, everyone about how he needs to be able to trust in his Blades and how he should work on building that trust. Right now, though, Malos is a bit focused on rejecting Zenobia’s propositions to fight. It’s probably for the better that Rex waits until after they’ve both had a good rest, anyway.
Nia moves on to tending to Tora, who doesn’t want to sit still long enough for her to check him over for any injuries that need healing. As he relaxes and watches Nia work, a thought occurs to Rex.
“Say, Nia,” he says. “What are you going to do now? Are you still against coming with us?”
She stops, her ears flicking as she processes his question. “Seriously? You still want me around after all that?”
“We could use a healer like you on our way to Elysium, and you’re a friend.” He shrugs, leaning back on his elbows.
“The way I see it, we’re better off if we stick together,” Malos says.
She’s silent for a few moments. “If you don’t mind all that stuff about my past, well…”
“That’s not you now, is it? I don’t know why you joined this Torna, but if you were really bad, you would've let Mythra kill me before we ever got to Gormott.”
“Let me think about it tonight, alright? You’re talking about a really big undertaking.”
It’s not a “yes”, not quite, but it’s closer than she was before they reached Torigoth, so Rex accepts it. It’s another thing that’ll have to wait until everyone’s had a chance to rest. For now, he falls asleep, content and exhausted from the events of the day.
Chapter 5: Kept in the Dark
Summary:
Secrets that are best kept in the dark dip their toes into the light.
Notes:
Ohhh man. I had to handle some stuff before I felt comfy publishing this chapter. I'll be working on this fic as my NaNoWriMo project this year, which means less visible productivity for a month and then a LOT of productivity in December when a) I start the editing process and b) go on winter break from school and at most will have like two entire responsibilities to distract me from working on this. As always, thanks for reading and for your patience in terms of updates!
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Nia watches the horizon almost wistfully. After a lot of insistence last night, she’d convinced Malos to wake her up after a few hours so she could take watch and he could get some sleep for once. To her surprise—with a note of chagrin—he’d actually listened to her, so she’s stuck watching the sunrise.
She should be focusing on making sure no harm comes to her companions, but she can’t help but be distracted. It’s for the better that she leaves Rex and his following behind and slums it with Dromarch. She decided it the moment she ended up back here—that way, they won’t have to worry about being lumped in with her, and maybe she can find someplace with plenty of Drivers where she’ll blend right in.
Still, she can’t help the guilt that’s twinging at her heart. Rex had gone out of his way and risked himself to rescue her. Twice, even. He could have gotten locked up, the same as her, for her sake, and surely that meant something. Even if that “something” was that she was liable to hold back a boy who was literally trying to reach the stars.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to stick with them for a while, though. Rex and Malos had told her their goal, to make it to Elysium, and between the two of them, it might even be possible. Rex, at least, was probably the least objectionable person to come across powers like Malos’s that she knew of. Maybe they could use a healer like her on their side. After all, she wasn’t exactly common, and…
“Lost in thought?” Malos speaks suddenly, causing Nia to yelp and leap a foot away from him, claws at the ready.
She straightens her posture with a hand over her racing heart, trying to regulate her breathing as best she can. You’d think with all that armor that guy would be a little bit easier to hear moving around, especially when everything else is near silent. Does this guy even sleep?
“You should be sleeping,” she says, keeping her voice low. “Have you slept at all since I met you?”
Malos waves his hand dismissively. “Not important. Couldn’t sleep if I tried anyway. What is important is that you’re hiding something from all of us.”
Nia flinches. He couldn’t possibly have—
Okay, Nia, deep breaths. “Why don’t we talk about this a bit further out? Wouldn’t want to wake up the others.”
He nods. “Alright. Someone should still watch camp, though.”
Nia crouches beside Dromarch, gently moving him just enough that he stirs awake. He blinks blearily at her before pulling himself to his feet. “Something wrong, my lady?”
“No, sorry to wake you,” she whispers. “Can you take over watch for a few minutes? I need to talk to Malos about… you know.”
He blinks before nodding in understanding, taking a post towards the field. “Take as long as you need.”
Nia smiles. She couldn’t ask for a better Blade, Aegis aside. “Thanks, Dromarch. We won’t be long.”
She takes the lead in navigating away from the camp, feeling a sense of ownership over the titan they’ve spent the past few days on. Why shouldn’t she? She lived here long enough, knew the terrain well enough.
“Have you decided on whether you’re going to come with us?” Malos asks as they walk.
Nia almost scoffs. Who’s he to try easing into this? It’s clear he’s figured out Nia’s darkest secret, or at the very least is getting uncomfortably close to it. She’s got half a mind to just tell him to cut to the chase but decides to play along as well as she can.
Nia sighs. “I’m not sure. It doesn’t seem like a good idea, for either of us. For all I know, all this guff about Elysium is some elaborate plot to destroy Alrest.”
“Just because I can destroy things doesn’t mean I want to,” he says, almost a growl.
“Right, sorry. I just meant… I can’t trust any of you, and keeping me around is only going to bring more trouble into this whole plot anyways. Besides, how d’you know I’m trustworthy enough to keep around?”
“To be frank, you’re the least trustworthy one here. We’ve put ourselves on the line for you, but you keep hiding shit. Never mind that you were on Mythra’s side until a few days ago, you’re clearly hiding something major. Drivers and Blades aren’t the only people in a group who need to trust each other. Whatever it is you’re trying to hide, it’s not a good look for you.”
Ouch. He’s got a point. “Like you’re much better. All we know about you is that you’re a Blade, a powerful one, and that you want to go to Elysium. Aside from that, all I know about you is you apparently don’t sleep. It’s not normal, even for a Blade.”
“Healing broken bones in a day isn’t normal for a human, so I don’t want to hear it unless you can give me an explanation that’s not ‘I’m just a fast healer’. Maybe Rex, but did you really think I would buy that?”
“You know what else isn’t normal for a Blade?” Nia places a hand on her hip, determined to turn this around. “Getting injured, and those injuries staying. That’s not an Aegis thing. Not even a Blade thing.”
“They’re nothing. I just got bumped up a bit while we were breaking your ass out of jail.”
“And another thing. The burn on your face is the same as Rex’s was when I was healing it. Maybe having similar burns would normally make sense, but they’re the exact same. Can you explain that, or are you the only one immune to having to build trust around here?”
Malos opens his mouth to fire back but instead lunges for Nia. She yelps and sidesteps, but he grabs her hood and pulls her toward him with enough force that she stumbles and lands on the ground next to him. She rights herself, prepared to give him a piece of her mind, and whorls around to face him. The rage in her blood turns to ice as she sees the shadow looming over them.
Standing before them is a giant feris with a vicious snarl on its face. Once, Nia might’ve known instantly if the local Gormotti had a name for it, might have its name out of her mouth before she even registered it, but her focus now is on the weapons she doesn’t have on her belt. She’s got a few knives intended for basic things, but she doubts they’d even make a dent in the monster before it takes out a chunk of her arm.
Malos places himself between her and the feris with one fist clenched. He’s not got his sword, and Nia assumes it must be back at camp with Rex. It seemed sensible at the time, but now that they’re in a small bit of mortal danger, she can’t help but curse him for it. At least, not until she glances at Malos’s hand and sees an arguably more effective method of solving their little problem.
Rex might not be thrilled about the nature of Malos’s power, but Nia feels nothing but relief seeing the small sphere of darkness forming in Malos’s tensed hand. It might not be an ideal power, but she’d rather the feris die a gruesome death than her.
Malos never gets the chance to use it, though. Seconds later, Zenobia stands behind the Feris, the only warning given being a sudden breeze. She carries her axe effortlessly in one hand, eyes glinting with something distinctly dangerous and excited.
“Now what are you two up to on a walk like this?” Zenobia asks. “Early morning exercise?”
The feris turns on Zenobia. Even if the danger has been averted for Malos, he keeps his power of destruction on one hand and his eyes on the monster. It stalks towards Zenobia and lunges, but she merely sidesteps it and bashes it on the back with the end of her axe. It lets out a growl and whorls around to face her, but she’s hardly even focused on it.
Instead, Zenobia glances over her shoulder at the two. “Seriously though, wasn’t Nia supposed to be on watch? Aren’t the two of you a little far from camp?”
Nia shrugs. “There was something I had to confirm with Malos, and I thought it’d be better to ask him about it away from the others.”
“Fair enough,” Zenobia says, mirroring her shrug.
Malos lets the sphere disperse into the air, no longer considering the feris a threat now that Zenobia seems keen and equipped to handle it. “You’re really just going to leave it at that?”
“Don’t get me wrong,” Zenobia says, “I’m curious as hell what you could possibly have to talk about that you walked this far from camp to do it—” –she grunts as she bludgeons the feris to the side— “—but the two of you are stubborn enough that I doubt even I could pry it out of either of you.”
Well. She’s right that Malos is particularly stubborn, at least.
It doesn’t feel right to respond to Zenobia. At least, not when she needs to focus on the enemy before her. Malos seems to have the same though, because the both of them stayed silent and watched as she continues to toy with the monster before her.
She eventually gets bored of it, however, and it’s not long before the monster’s head rolls after one swift, decisive movement from Zenobia. She looks over her shoulder with a twinkle in her eye that reads distinctly satisfied.
“Thanks for the entertainment there, you two. If I were you, I’d return to the camp, especially since you’re unarmed. Everyone else will be up soon, anyways.” Zenobia leans on the axe with one hand, like she didn’t just brutally kill a monster well-known enough around these parts to have a name that Nia swears she knows, she’s just got too much adrenaline to really think—
Zenobia’s right, though—the sun has risen properly, now, and the light dances over the plains gently as the wildlife begins stirring awake. Soon, it’ll be bright enough for Tora and Rex to wake up, and she really doesn’t want to try to explain away her early morning walk to more people.
“Yeah, let’s head back,” Malos says. He gives Nia a pointed glance that clearly says we’re not done here, and she nods in understanding.
She stops to thank Zenobia for saving them from the feris (the name ‘Bernard’ comes to mind now that she’s not on the verge of death) and trails after Malos. Zenobia stays behind, citing that she’s got a bit more hunting to handle this morning before she’s properly awake.
Nia doesn’t bother making conversation with Malos as he leads the way back to camp. She’ll need some time to find a better lie to cover up what he’s dangerously close to figuring out, if he hasn’t already, and contemplates some way to get him to listen to her, too.
She hopes he doesn’t think she’s about to just let his injuries go because they got attacked. She’s a healer, Architect’s sake, it’d be like a crime to let one of her travelling companions go untreated.
The thought sends a small smile across her face as they come across the camp. It might not be so bad to have companions, and like Rex said before he went to sleep last night, they do need her around. Maybe she could stand to join them after all.
Rex and Tora are awake, but focused on something to do with Poppi, so Nia crouches next to Dromarch. “What do you think about sticking with these guys for a while?” she asks quietly.
“I will follow wherever you go, my lady,” Dromarch says, bowing his head, “however… how did your conversation with Master Malos go?”
“I’m worried, to tell the truth, but we can talk more about it later.”
“Hey, you two!” Rex approaches them. “Tora knows someone who can help us get out of Gormott.” He pauses, and from his expression, Nia can tell that he’s choosing his next words carefully. “Have you made your decision?”
“Yeah,” Nia says, pushing herself to her feet. “Where’d you say this guy lives?”
“Over towards Greatspine Boundary. He apparently owns a shipyard out there.”
Nia nods slowly. “Sounds like a plan. Not like we can go back to town after all that, anyhow.”
“So then you’re going to come along with us. To Elysium, I mean.”
“Yeah,” she says. “Can’t hurt, right? At least, not much worse than staying here.”
He cracks a smile. “Great! We’ll be glad to have you on board.”
“Huh? Was Nia not staying with us?” Zenobia asks, appearing suddenly as usual.
Nia shakes her head. “Don’t worry about it. How’d your hunting go?”
Zenobia scoffs. “It was completely boring. After the tyrant I bagged that was attacking you and Malos, everything else was either really weak or totally not interested. It’s no fun fighting if your opponent’s not into it all the way.”
“Nia? You and Malos?” Rex raises a curious eyebrow. “Did I miss something?”
Nia withholds the cringe that threatens to break her composure. Can’t make it seem more suspicious than it already is, so she improvises. “I went out for a brief walk this morning to clear my head and asked him to come with me. You know, just in case something happened.”
“Well, my dear,” Azurda says, poking his head out of Rex’s helmet, “it sounds to me like something happened anyway.”
“Oh, it happened, alright,” Zenobia says cheerfully. “I got a good warmup this morning because they got attacked by a huge feris. He wasn’t much, but it was the best fight I’ve had since you let me help out with the Flamebringer yesterday.”
Zenobia seems like she’s going to turn this into a longer-winded story than Nia wants to deal with, so Nia tunes her out completely and looks for something else to do.
Nia’s eyes land on Malos. He seems rather busy cleaning up their campfire, and besides, she’d rather avoid him right now if she can. Zenobia’s still talking to Rex, so all that leaves is Tora and Poppi. Admittedly, she should get to know them better since they seem pretty keen on joining Rex in his travels.
She decides that it’s the best alternative, so she approaches them cautiously, racking her brain for a conversation-starter as she does so.
“Tora, right?” she asks as she approaches.
He looks up from Poppi’s arm, which he’s still tinkering with. He’d hardly stopped work on the artificial Blade long enough for her to get a proper look at his injuries the night before when she was tending to everyone. “That right. And friend is Nia.”
“Poppi also here!”
Nia sits on the log next to Poppi, watching as Tora messes with some screws. “Are you busy? Just figured I’d talk to you two while waiting for Zenobia to finish up her story time over there.”
“No, Tora happy to talk to friend while working on Poppi!”
Nia leans back on her elbows, studying Poppi carefully. “So, what’s the story with Poppi? I get that she’s an artificial Blade, but it can’t have been easy to build something like her.”
“That right!” Poppi says, placing her free hand on her hip proudly. “Poppi latest innovation in Nopon technology. Masterpon put great care in building Poppi, so Poppi can do everything Blade can, plus more.”
“Poppi is life’s work of Tora,” Tora continues, gently turning Poppi to the side so he can adjust some other part or screw or something. “But, Grampypon and Dadapon do most of work towards creation of Poppi’s ether furnace.”
“Ether furnace?”
“Poppi’s ether furnace is why Poppi can do Bladey things. Poppi can produce and process ether energy in chest like Blade.”
Tora puts the wrench in his wing down, wiping his forehead. “There! Poppi, please test functions of arm!”
Poppi smiles graciously at him, moving the arm in question carefully. “Arm moves with ease now, as expected of Masterpon.”
“Yay!” He bounces on his feet, turning to where Rex is still talking to Zenobia and Dromarch. “Rex-Rex! Tora and Poppi ready to leave for Unclepon’s shipyard now!”
Rex nods and waves a hand in acknowledgement, stopping to stretch before their band of travelers regroups.
“Does that mean everyone’s ready to go, now?” he asks as Nia lazily joins the group.
No one protests, so he grins widely and pulls something from his pocket—Nia thinks it’s some type of compass, but she’s almost afraid to ask. She’s not really interested in any more long-winded technical conversations, especially in the short span of time everyone’s actually been awake today.
After Rex tinkers with his compass some more, they set off for Umon’s shipyard. Nia falls silent as she follows, considering her upcoming conversation with Malos carefully. She’ll need a lot of thinking and a lot of luck if she wants this to end well.
~
Umon’s shipyard is nowhere near as impressive as Nia expects. She’s never really bothered coming out past Greatspine Boundary before—never had the need, especially given that this particular shipyard appears to be the only thing out here, other than a lot of very angry, very aggressive birds and a few bunnits.
The “shipyard” is more of a hut overlooking the Cloud Sea, just the right size to fit a single small titan ship in at a time, with some space outside for maybe one or two additional ships. To be fair, it’s the largest shipyard she’s seen in recent memory (not to mention that it’s the only shipyard she’s seen in recent memory), and it might even look nice if someone cleaned it up sometime.
Tora walks in the shack like he owns the place. Or maybe like his uncle owns the place. Nevertheless, Nia and the others follow him inside, but it soon becomes apparent that Umon simply… isn’t there. No one had seen anyone outside when they approached the building, so Tora calls out for him in the shack, empty except for their little group and the titan ship-in-progress in the center of the building.
“Unclepon! Unclepon Umon?” Tora calls out into the building. When no response comes, he frowns and looks up at Nia and the others like they might have some sort of explanation for this.
Nia shrugs. “Maybe he’s out. Guy can’t spend all his time out here, after all.”
“…I guess we’ll just have to wait for him here,” Rex suggests.
“Right. Poppi, initiate rest mode!” Tora says. Poppi nods before sitting right where she stands, her eyes temporarily dimming as she begins to rest. Tora… probably could have had her move someplace that’s not in the middle of the floor first.
Nia stretches, considering the thought. Tora probably had the right idea with just resting during this time. She finds a spot on the wall that’s not covered by furniture or anything and sits, legs outstretched.
“Think I’m going to get some rest, myself,” she explains to no one in particular, “since I was up early on watch ‘nd all.” As she speaks, Dromarch approaches and lays himself across her legs, resting his head on his paws. She leans against the wall and listens to the others planning how they’ll pass the time.
“Well, while we have the time, Malos,” Zenobia starts in a lilting tone, “we should spar outside! Get some training in!”
“Go spar with some of the birds out there. I’m sure they’ll fight you,” Malos responds, his voice carefully devoid of any semblance of interest.
“Oh come on,” she says, borderline whines, “you’ve gotta fight me sometime.”
“Do I now? I don’t recall ever agreeing to this.”
“You said you would if I—”
“--if you ever got to a certain level. You’re not there yet. Go work on yourself before trying to fight me.”
“If I may,” Gramps’s voice is added to the mix, “it wouldn’t be a bad idea for Rex to practice battling with one or both of you while we have this time.”
“Sounds good to me,” Rex says, “Zenobia?”
She sighs. “Fine. If Malos won’t fight me, then I guess I’ll have to make do. Come on, Rex, let’s go train.”
“Tora want to watch Rex-Rex fight!”
Soon, the shack falls into a comfortable quiet, and Nia drifts off, grateful for the chance to nap.
When Nia awakes, she’s staring an unfamiliar Nopon in the face. If not for Dromarch sleeping across her lap, she’d attack on instinct. He’s actually quite heavy, though, so she resorts to her next best action—she screams, alerting Poppi and Dromarch as the Nopon also screams.
It isn’t long before Tora, Malos, and the others come running to see what the commotion’s about. Tora takes one glance at the two of them before running up and placing himself between her and the stranger, and it finally registers to Nia that she might be the one who’s doing something weird here.
“Unclepon! This friend of Tora.”
“Tora? That you?” the strange Nopon asks, already significantly calmed. Nia feels calmer, too, now that she’s not reacting to some random stranger staring at her as she sleeps.
Tora flashes a smile. “Good to see Unclepon!”
“It is Tora! It has been many weeks since last saw Tora.”
Poppi, now officially out of rest mode, stands next to Tora with a curious look on her face. Dromarch takes that at his cue to stand and stretch, allowing Nia to get up off the floor.
“Yes, Tora very busy! Was finishing Grampypon’s and Dadapon’s work.”
“You don’t mean—artificial Blade?” Umon studies Poppi.
Poppi waves with her arm fully outstretched, leaning over as she does.
Nia can’t help but wonder whether Tora programmed her to move like that for a reason or if it was just because he thinks it’s cute. She hopes it’s the former.
“My name Poppi. Pleased to meet Unclepon of Masterpon.”
As Nia watches the conversation devolve into half-truths, she slowly sidesteps over to where Rex stands in the doorway. It’s not really ideal to get involved if she doesn’t have to.
“Why do I get the feeling this is just barely going to work out for us?” she whispers to him as she keeps her eyes on the Nopon. Tora’s floundering for some explanation to cover why he’s not just getting a ship in town like a sensible person would. Maybe someone not running from the military.
“Should we try to help Tora keep track of the lies he’s telling here?” Rex whispers back.
She considers it. For a long moment, she seriously considers helping out the little guy. “Nah, he’ll do well enough without us, right?”
“Yeah, probably.” Rex turns his attention to how the conversation’s going, and Nia takes the cue to pay attention as well.
“Umon does have a spare ship, however…” He rocks on his feet for a moment. “Umon just bring back last of ship ingredients. Will need time to finish work on it!”
“How long for ship to be ready?” Tora asks.
“Should take one hour! But if Tora and friends return in good condition, Umon is happy to let friends borrow for small boaty-jaunt!”
“Is okay if Tora and friends wait around area while Unclepon finishes ship?”
Umon nods. “That not problem. While friends wait, Tora must tell Umon more about Poppi. Artificial Blade great accomplishment! Umon never thought…”
As Umon and Tora speak, Nia takes the chance to tune them out and figure out what to do with the spare time she has before they depart for the World Tree.
Somehow, the thought makes her stomach sink, rather than flutter with the excitement you’d expect from such a lofty goal. She did agree to come with them, but… Somehow, she doesn’t feel like getting to Elysium will be as simple as find a boat to get to the World Tree, and then climb the thing. Something has to go wrong.
No use thinking about it now, she supposes. She decides to wait outside for some fresh air, and maybe with Dromarch’s help she’ll find some wild plants nearby that are safe to eat. Would be nice, given the way her stomach is growling at her from not having eaten anything substantial in…
When was the last time she ate again? The ardainians had given her a small plate of food when she was locked up, but it was hardly substantial, and before that it must’ve been nearly a day.
Dromarch follows her in her search for wild plants. It’ll be a faster solution to look for food rather than to think about when she last had any, and with any luck, the others’ll leave the two of them alone so she can talk to him properly about the situation with Malos.
They follow along the ridge of rocks, inspecting plants for any buries or wild vegetables wordlessly until Nia’s sure Rex and the others aren’t coming with her. The moment she sees them go the other way, she starts explaining the situation to Dromarch.
“I’m pretty sure Malos has figured out that I’m not like the others,” she says, running a gloved hand over the petals of a flower in the grass. Dawn Hydrangea. Useful for medicine, not so much for if you’re hungry. She moves on to other plants.
Dromarch paws at some flora. “Has he told you what he plans to do about it?”
“No.” She shakes her head. “We got attacked before we could get that far. But I couldn’t throw him off the idea.”
“What do you plan to do about it?” He uses his paw to knock a fruit down from a stalk absently.
She picks up the orange he rolls towards her with a smile, pocketing it to inspect the plant further for more. She should see if Malos knows how to turn these into her favorite food sometime, it’s been a bit too long since she’s had any.
“To be honest, I haven’t figured it out. He doesn’t seem to want the others to know about his issue with the wounds he’s been incurring for some reason, so maybe I could come to an agreement with him. You know, ‘I won’t tell if you won’t’ or… something.”
“Did you happen to talk to him about that, my lady?”
She sighs. “I tried, but we got interrupted before he could give any sort of response. I’ll bring it back up next time I get the chance. He acted like he wanted to continue the conversation, so…”
“Then, have you considered how you will explain the situation to him?”
“No, I haven’t figured it out yet.”
“Well, now is as good a time as any to consider it.”
She clicks her tongue in annoyance. She knows better than anyone the magnitude of the situation she’s in, which is why she doesn’t know what to do.
“I don’t think I can get around telling him the truth. I decided to stay with these guys for now, but if I stay with them much longer, Malos might just tell the others about me before I can convince him otherwise.”
Dromarch shifts, searching a wider area. “Then perhaps it would be best for you to tell him yourself and request his silence on the matter.”
Honestly, Nia hates the idea. The key of the lecture he was trying to give her was about trusting them, and as hypocritical as he was in saying it, she doesn’t think he’ll be so willing to keep such a major secret hidden from the others. But if she doesn’t ask him not to talk, then there won’t be anything stopping him from telling Rex and the others…
Nia swallows her anxiety. “Yeah, maybe it would.” She’d just have to find the right words to say it to him, so that maybe he won’t out her secret to people she’d only just resolved herself to travelling with.
She falls into an easy silence with Dromarch and the plants, collecting enough food to stock for a day or so. The two eventually decide to return to the shipyard, food in tow, just in time to see Tora come outside looking for them. He certainly is a bouncy little Nopon.
“Friends! Ship finally ready for boaty-jaunt!”
“Really?” Rex shouts from nearby, where he’s been practicing alongside Malos and Zenobia.
“All right!” Zenobia calls. “What are we waiting for, then? Let’s get going!”
As Nia closes the gap between her and the shipyard, Rex, Zenobia, and Malos do the same. Soon, they’re all stood next to the ship, the mental pressure of their goal almost too much to bear.
Well, it probably is for Rex. Nia shrugs and steps on, quietly thanking Umon as she does. Dromarch, of course, follows.
“By the way, I got some food for everyone while I was waiting,” Nia says. “Hope everyone likes fruit.”
“We’ll live,” Malos says, accepting one as he joins her on the deck.
Rex does the same, smiling gratefully. “Thanks, Nia. And Umon, too.”
“Not a problem.” Nia shakes her head. “Dromarch and I were looking for food, and it didn’t seem right to leave the rest of you hungry if we could help it.” She really hadn’t been planning on sharing much, not with how hungry she still was, but with Dromarch’s help, there was more than enough.
After all, she was traveling with them now. It’d be rude, right?
She chooses to ignore the knowing look Dromarch gives her as the others join her on the ship and retreats into the cabin of the ship as they set off. The World Tree awaits.
~
The ship Umon lent them was reasonably comfortable. Rex finds himself at the helm the majority of the time, making sure that they’re really headed straight for the World Tree. No maps needed, no compass to guide their way.
It feels a little surreal to believe everything that had happened these past few days. Meeting Malos only to learn that everything he’d dreamed of for the world was really possible. And now, he was on a ship set for the World Tree, so that they might reach Elysium.
Nia had gone off somewhere, taking Dromarch with her without a word to anyone else since they departed. Malos is equally elusive, having disappeared soon after they set off. Tora has decided to stay with Poppi on the deck, watching the Cloud Sea and some minor titans pass by.
Gramps stretches out on the helm before Rex, perhaps also sore from their current setup. The extra weight pulling at his neck had seemed like nothing when Gramps first crawled into his helmet, but he can’t help but think it’s getting to be uncomfortable for the both of them. Rex swears he’s got a permanent bruise on his back from where the helmet keep hitting him with the added weight.
The World Tree looms over them now, so close that Rex can now see the chasm in the Cloud Sea separating them from its base. They’ll have to find a way to get across the chasm before they can even begin the climb.
Zenobia joins the two of them on deck. “So that’s it, isn’t it? The World Tree.”
“Yeah,” Rex says. “And at the top, Elysium.”
“You’ve talked to me about your dreams for Elysium before,” she says, eyes focused on the Tree, “but what does Malos want with it?”
Rex takes one hand off the wheel, rubbing the back of his neck. “He’s sort of explained it to me, I think. I didn’t ask for more information at the time, but he mentioned that he’s trying to escape Mythra permanently. Something about how she’s… damaged, and she needs him to fix it.”
She nods slowly. This is probably the calmest she’s been since resonating with Rex.
“And you’re okay with him using you to get there?”
“Yeah,” he nods. “I mean, we’re kind of using each other, aren’t we? And he’s saved my life twice now.”
“Twice? What was the second time?”
Rex taps the core crystal on his chest gently. She nods in understanding.
“I was wondering the story behind that. Thought it might have been the Rotbart situation, but I guess it makes more sense that it happened before.”
“Yeah, it was how I met him.” Rex’s hand remains over the purple ‘x’ as he struggles not to shudder at the memory. “I got… killed, and I woke up to find him, saying he could save me if I’d only take him to Elysium.”
“Just like that? You’re not worried he might be tricking you?” She doesn’t press for details about his death, which he’s thankful for.
“Nah, if he was tricking me, there were plenty opportunities to let me die before this. Besides, even you told me I need to trust him.”
She lets out a quiet laugh. “Yeah, I guess I did. Don’t lose that trust, okay?”
“I’ll try not to.” He glances over his shoulder at a noise—Malos strides out onto the deck, expression serious as ever.
“So, kid,” he says. “We’re here.”
“Let’s figure out how to cross that chasm, and then we’ll make it to Elysium, no probl—”
Rex’s words die in his throat at the sight of a dark mass that rises out of the Great Void. Night fell some time ago, but he doesn’t need the extra visibility to tell when something is big and decidedly unfriendly.
Malos seems to recognize the danger better than anyone else, shoving Rex out of the way and grabbing the wheel to turn the ship. “We’re leaving,” he barks.
“Wait, but we’re so close—”
Rex never finishes his protest. The beast, whose silhouette looks almost like a gigantic aspar, launches its tail at the ship, letting out a roar that shakes the titan ship nearly as much as the blow to its side.
Rex falls to the ground as the ship is sent off course. Malos can’t seem to turn the ship fast enough.
Rex does his best to steady himself as the ship’s tremors throw him, checking on everyone as best he can from where he is. Malos stands strong, pulling the wheel with the kind of expertise you only get with adrenaline. Zenobia, luckily, thought to grab Gramps when the ship began to shake, and Tora and Poppi both appear at a glance to be conscious and functional.
“We’re leaving,” Malos says firmly. “That’s not my artifice.”
“Your what?”
“Now’s not the time for questions! If we stay here, we’ll die. That’s all the information you need right now.”
Malos, as usual, is exactly right. Between the monster thrashing them away from the World Tree, and the additional obstacle that now rises firmly out of the Cloud Sea—a titan, not one Rex has seen before—all they can do is try to navigate away and stay on board.
This ship wasn’t made for tight maneuvers or outrunning whatever it was Malos called the monster. They narrowly avoid the monster’s attack, only to find that the strength of its movements have sent the Cloud Sea rushing and their ship tumbling.
The titan takes the opportunity in stride. It opens its massive maw, welcoming them in as if they’re nothing but a morsel to be inhaled. As the ship tumbles into the titan’s mouth, Rex and the others are thrown violently to the floor.
Rex can’t help but perform a cursory look at everyone else to make sure they’re okay. His thoughts stop on Nia and Dromarch, who are certainly having a hell of a time inside given they probably don’t know what’s going on, but then his eyes land on Malos, who’s finally given way to the relentless momentum of the ship.
He watches in almost horror as Malos’s head hits the floor. The impact is so hard that Rex can almost feel it. Maybe he’s lost cognizance of his movement at this point, because it feels real—pain blooming across his skull, vision blinding white and suffocating dark in the span of what must be less than a second.
Before he can register the hit to his own head that must surely have caused this, Rex passes out.
Chapter 6: A Moment in the Light
Summary:
The Aegis party recuperates after crash landing on an unfamiliar titan. A secret spends just a moment in the light.
Notes:
Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhha this took so much determination to get me to start editing it. Sorry for the wait, lmao. Next chapter will be out soon, and not, like, two months soon this time. Happy new year, and I hope y'all had happy holidays!
Chapter Text
Malos is just about tired of waking up to find that his Driver is nowhere to be found and that he’s covered in injuries that aren’t his. He’s got a head count on three of their number, leaving the other half of their group—Rex, Nia, Dromarch, and Azurda—nowhere in sight. The lack of light isn’t much helping his sight, to be fair.
From the way his muscles protest when he shifts to peer more closely through the darkness, it’s clear Rex had a rough landing. Every movement hurts, enough to be a serious annoyance. Bruises press against his armor, scrapes sting in annoying places. Not to mention his head screams in pain, almost blinding in its intensity. It’s hard to tell whether that pain is Rex’s or his own, or if maybe they’re compounding on each other.
As if his headache wasn’t bad enough, Zenobia shuffles awake nearby, pushing herself up and surveying the area. She’s no worse for the wear, thanks to the regenerative power that Blades normally have, but it’s clear the pain lingers with the way she groans in pain. The others are all still down, leaving him effectively alone with the most battle-crazy Blade he’s ever had the misfortune to meet.
He curses his luck as he stands. Maybe if he can find Nia and Dromarch, they can heal everyone and the others can bother each other, instead of him.
Malos tries to think back. Nia and Dromarch had been inside when the ship crashed, so they’re probably closer to the ship. What looks like its remains are silhouetted against the little light that comes in towards what must be the titan’s mouth.
Father, it’s so hard to see like this…
He pointedly ignores Zenobia as she gets her bearings. Maybe if he doesn’t speak to her, she’ll get the hint and not talk to him yet. If she starts asking him to fight again, he might just put her back out of consciousness.
He begins walking toward what he assumes is what’s left of the ship, making finding the group’s healer his goal. He doesn’t quite get far before Zenobia puts a nix to his ‘don’t talk and maybe she won’t either’ plan.
“Hey, Malos! Wait up!” She scampers up to him. As she approaches, it becomes easier to see Azurda’s unconscious form cradled in her arms carefully. “Where are you going?”
He heaves a sigh. Her voice is infinitely more irritating right now. “Nia and Dromarch are probably closer to the ship. I’m looking for them, because they’re a lot more useful to us awake right now than anyone else.”
“Ohh,” she says, nodding slowly. There’s this almost vacant look in her eyes as she processes it. “That’s smart! So, you’re looking for them. Who else are we missing?”
“Rex.” Maybe if he keeps his answers short, she won’t ask so many questions and this conversation can be over with faster.
“Wait, shouldn’t we look for Rex first?”
“He’s our Driver,” he answers, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You’re alive, aren’t you? So he’s alive.”
“Yeah, but…” She rocks on her heels for a moment. “You don’t think he’s hurt?”
He grunts. “If he is, it’s nothing life-threatening.”
Zenobia mumbles something that sounds awfully sassy under her breath, continuing to follow him. She even wades through the water with him, looking around for Nia and Dromarch.
“You really are some crazy powerful, crazy smart Aegis, huh?”
“What’s that?” he asks, not listening very intently as he wades to the remains of the ship’s trashed cabin.
She shrugs, following him. “I mean, you’re so quick to take the reins and get control of whatever the situation is. A really great leader, honestly. It’s hard to believe you’re not the most confident, powerful thing alive when you act so much like it.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever given any indication that I’m not. The only one who can match me is Mythra, and not like she is now.”
“Oh, I’m sure I’ll be a good match for you!” She grins, though it’s only barely visible in the dark.
“Yeah, keep dreaming, Zenobia.”
Malos stops before the remains of the cabin, which is surprisingly still very intact. There’s a few broken boards closing up just enough of the entrance to make it impossible for those inside to get out, and when he crouches down to peer in, he can’t see anything except the faint blue glow of ether.
“Are they in there?” Zenobia asks, leaning over him. He nods silently, grabbing at a board and steadying himself to rip it away. Once he’s pried it off with a grunt, he tosses it to the side, letting it land with a splash into the water.
Zenobia crouches beside him, peering into the impenetrable darkness with a squint. “Nia? Dromarch?”
There’s a shuffling from within the cabin, and the ether glow shifts with it. Nia’s voice, drenched in grogginess, filters through the darkness. “Whoever was steerin’ when all that went down is banned from it in the future.”
Zenobia laughs instantly. “Well, Malos, looks like you’re banned from steering our ships from here on out.”
He rolls his eyes. “The ship got attacked when we were approaching the World Tree. We’ve washed up in a titan. I can give you more details later, but we’ve got some injuries. Can you move?”
She grumbles, shifting a bit. There’s more movement, and then nothing. “Dromarch’s passed out on my lap. I can climb out myself once I can get him off me. You’ve already gotten everyone tracked down, yeah? Made sure no one’ll die if I take a minute or two?”
Zenobia has a triumphant smile on her face. “Mister Aegis here insisted on tracking down the healer first. We’ve no idea where Rex is, just that he’s alive for now.”
“Why don’t you two go track him down while Dromarch and I get moving?” Nia suggests.
Together? Malos wants to ask in disgust. Zenobia’s voice has been nothing but painful since he woke up. He really doubts she’ll shut up now.
“That sounds like a great idea. Come on, Malos, leave the girl to her Blade. Let’s see if we can’t find Rex in this dark cave, huh?” Zenobia straightens her back and turns, looking into the rest of the cave like she can see anything through it.
He sighs and stands, doing much of the same. “There’s a really obvious way to find him.”
Her hand finds her hip as she kicks up a breeze to float herself. “Oh, yeah? What’s that?”
He’s just about to bring his affinity link into existence when someone begins moving again. Azurda stretches on Zenobia’s shoulder before fluttering up into the air. “Good Architect, that was quite the experience!” He ruffles a bit.
“Oh, great! You’re awake!” Zenobia says. “Malos is too grumpy, come look for Rex with me.”
Azurda chuckles. “Well, I see you two are getting on well. All right then. Where to, Zenobia?”
“Malos seems to have a good idea of how to find Rex, so let’s leave that to him and go check on Tora and Poppi.”
“Lead the way, then.”
Azurda is some kind of gift from Father himself. He has to be. He and Zenobia go off into the darkness, leaving him behind, and he gets precious moments of quiet before starting his proper search for his Driver.
A moment’s focus blurs his vision—or has it been blurry this whole time?—but his affinity link flickers into existence, a gentle blue that pulls him further into the titan’s mouth. He follows the link, even as he struggles to maintain it.
The kid’s been working on his trust, but apparently, not enough. Maybe if Rex had been trying a little harder, Malos would be having an easier time of trying to keep the link from such a distance. Holding the link is only worsening his headache, though, so he memorizes the direction and walks, intermittently rekindling the link to Rex to make sure he’s going the right way.
Father, he hopes Tora stays down until this headache clears. He doesn’t think he can handle that Nopon’s voice right now.
Eventually, he does find Rex, who’s definitely worse for the wear. Malos knew he’d be—if he had a lower pain tolerance, he might not be moving around right now, either. He scoops up his Driver—better to bring him to Nia, rather than bring her to him—and winces. Boy’s got some messed up injuries right now, and the shift causes Malos’s own injuries to sting in response. He carries on and turns back around the other way, spotting Zenobia in the distance.
“Found him!”
To his surprise, Nia echoes back—“stay where you are and don’t move him. I’ll be right over to heal him.”
Malos wordlessly sets Rex back down, adjusting his position so it looks like he landed that way. He sits next to Rex, and when Nia calls out again to find him, not long after he hears Tora’s voice grate through the darkness, he re-activates the affinity link to guide her by its light.
“Alright, I’m on my way over.” She trudges over in a few minutes, crouching down next to Rex’s body, and Dromarch sits in the space beside her, watching dutifully. “Can you keep that link going? It’s hard to work in the dark.”
“Yeah, no problem.” He won’t mention how his head pounds in protest. He can handle it in silence.
She nods, carefully shifting Rex so that she can see his wounds, and leans in close. “Thanks. Don’t suppose you could tell me anything about his state right now.”
“He hit his head pretty hard, from the looks of it. All kinds of minor scrapes and bruises. Nothing broken that I can tell.”
“Right, got it. What about you?”
He pauses, taking a moment to properly understand the question. “I’m fine.”
“Really?”
Malos refuses to let her incredulous looks intimidate him. “Yeah. Really.”
Nia lets out a heavy sigh. “Right. Dromarch?”
Dromarch nods, and their affinity link blazes to life—a gold chain between them, illuminating the nearby area with its strong light.
The air crackles with a soothing energy, illuminating Nia further in a different, softer blue light that washes over her, then over Malos. The light soothes him, like a shoulder rub would, or maybe some really good food that he didn’t have to bust his ass to make for once.
“What are you doing? I said I was fine.”
“He’s probably got a concussion from when he hit his head. You do too, not to mention the rest of the injuries. You need healing, and then I’ll heal him. Now stop talking, I’m trying to work.”
He shuts up and lets her work her arts in silence. Her arts ebb away his headache, and soon his armor feels less uncomfortable to wear. When she’s done, she turns and gives Rex the same treatment, washing him over in light. His wounds close beneath the gentle aura, and Rex stirs awake in its glow.
He groans, pushing himself to sit up and look around in the darkness. “What… happened…?”
Nia gently, yet firmly, pushes him down, shaking her head. “You hit your head pretty hard when we crashed,” she says. “You’re going to get some rest so you can recover. We’re going to have to stick around here for the night, and then tomorrow you can try to pull the whole Aegis driver thing. No buts.”
“All right,” he says, shifting to adjust his comfort level. He removes his helmet from its vest, setting it beside him. “How’re you and the others holding up?”
“Fine, I had some troubles getting out of the cabin when we crashed, but I managed. Tora’s up and moving. Little fluffball had me thinking he was knocked out, but he was just napping.” She rolls her eyes. “He’s running maintenance on Poppi right now, and Zenobia’s over there making sure he doesn’t do anything too strenuous to aggravate his condition.”
“Gramps?”
“He’s fine. He’s resting over with Zenobia. Malos, Dromarch, and I are going to go looking for food and some dry wood to start a fire and get everyone fed after we move you closer to the others,” she says, adjusting her clothes with a scrunched nose. She’s still got soaked clothes from having been passed out in the water.
“Alright,” he says, moving again. Nia shoots him a pointed glare.
Nia clicks her tongue as the affinity link disappears as quickly as it came, her work having been finished for now. “Malos, can you carry him over to the others?”
He nods and scoops Rex up, despite his protests.
“I can walk!”
Malos grunts. “Yeah, but you shouldn’t. Don’t struggle, you’re making it harder for both of us.”
Rex listens and calms himself long enough for Malos to carry him to the others. Malos sets him down next to Poppi and turns to Zenobia. “Do me a favor and make sure he doesn’t move around too much. If any monsters come this way, you’ve got my permission to kill them quickly.”
She pumps her fist triumphantly, eyes lighting up. “Just send ‘em my way! Bonus points if they’re really strong!”
“Yeah, yeah. I’m gonna go hunt now.”
The light leaves her eyes just as quickly. “Wait, hold on, why can’t I be the one going hunting?”
But Malos is already walking away. “No. We’re going to have to carry a lot, and we need someone who can fight to stay here with the injured and protect them.”
She visibly deflates before crossing her arms and letting out a deep sigh. “Fine, whatever. Next time, you get to stay with the injured.”
“Am I now.” It’s not a question, and she doesn’t take it as one, turning to stew in her annoyance quietly for once.
“Since you three are going to go looking for food, here,” Rex says, shuffling around in his bag for something. After several moments, he produces a flashlight, which appears surprisingly unharmed. “It’s a bit wet, but, well, it’s a salvaging lamp, so it’s kind of made for that. You’ll need to be able to see, after all.”
“Right.” He accepts the lamp.
Aren’t you forgetting something? echoes in his brain, a shock of an old memory. An old, old memory.
“Thanks,” he says. It’s strange, to be thinking of his former travelling companions now. He thought he’d stopped dwelling on the past—he had five hundred years to, after all, and got more than a bit tired of only having the short time he spent with Addam to think about. He shakes it off, ignores the weird looks from the others, and turns on his heels to leave.
As he fiddles with the lamp to turn it on, he swears he hears Tora say, “did big scary just thank Rex-Rex?”
He’s feeling charitable. He ignores him.
~
Nia stands waiting for Malos at the cave entrance. She supposes he had to talk to Rex and the others, first—Zenobia can be pretty stubborn too, when she wants to be, and Malos could easily have made the mistake of telling her they were going hunting. She hopes he deters her from trying to join if he did. She’s kind of got to have an important conversation here.
A light slices through the darkness, blinding her for a moment. She hisses as it gets closer, revealing Malos at its source. Funny, a dark Blade being the source of light. Come to think of it, it’s weird that the Dark Aegis is the one who’s trying to do all the good. Even if he’s definitely not nice about it.
In fact, Malos is… kind of an asshole. He’s sassy, and rude, and doesn’t take anyone’s shit for longer than a second. The fact that he’s trying to save everyone seems a bit unbelievable, more so with every new interaction they have.
In contrast, Pyra was the epitome of kindness when Nia had been with Torna. Mythra, her “true” form, was ruthless, but she still carried this sense of caring about her. She’d said multiple times how their ultimate goal was to help the world, but now, Nia’s not quite sure what “help” meant for Mythra.
He grunts a greeting as he comes to a stop beside her. “The kid lent me his salvaging lamp so we can see a bit better.”
“I noticed,” she says, “you kind of blinded me with it, there.”
He nods, not offering any apology. To be frank, she’d be shocked if he did.
“Anyways, let’s get going. I’m tired, ‘dlike to rest a bit sooner rather than later.” She starts walking, Dromarch on her heels like always. Good old Dromarch. No matter what crazy shit happens, at least he’s a constant in her life.
“Right.” They walk further into the titan, over a rock bridge, scanning for anything that might be safe to burn or safe to eat. They avoid the monsters and avoid straying too far, and soon, Nia’s focus drifts back to her real goal for this little expedition.
Nia glances to where the sky should be, where there’s only the inner hide of the Titan and an awful lot of empty space. “What Titan d’you think this we landed on, anyway?” she wonders aloud.
“It looks different, but… this looks like Uraya. Not many titans like this one, with everything on the inside.”
She glances at him out of the corner of her eye. He’s looking at the sky now, too. “You’ve been here before, then?”
He nods, just enough to notice. “I was awakened here.”
“Really?” She has to stop walking at that. “Wouldn’t have figured you for an Urayan.”
“Didn’t figure you for a Blade, either, but looks like we’ve both got some surprising facts about ourselves.”
Nia stumbles, any words dying in her throat, which suddenly feels notably dry. There’s a pause where no one says anything at all, and maybe it’s just Nia, but it’s pregnant with questions, fear—she has to break the silence, or she’ll never be able to breathe. “So you’ve figured it out, then.”
He nods in silence. She looks down at the ground, choosing not to meet his eyes. Not like it changes anything. He’s not even looking at her.
“So what are you going to do about it?”
“What should I do about it?”
Dromarch presses into the side of her legs, a silent gesture of comfort. She crosses her arms across her chest, feeling incredibly small. “I-I don’t know. Usually people turn me in to whoever’s closest. Chase me down. Call me a cannibal.”
Malos seems almost confused by the idea. “You’re a flesh eater. I’ve never known a flesh eater who wanted to be, or liked the process. Think part of cannibalism is enjoying the eating humans part.”
His words are somehow more anxiety-inducing than comforting. “Yeah, but… I’m a freak of nature. An abomination.”
“Never met an actual abomination. People are assholes, but just because everyone’s saying it doesn’t make it right.” He shrugs and starts walking.
Nia tries to follow, but her legs refuse it. Sensing this, Dromarch lowers himself, and she climbs on his back. He trots to catch up with Malos, heavy paws hitting the ground with soft thuds.
“So then, you… never mind. Can you just, do me a favor, and not tell the others?” Her words falter as he gives her a look, one that’s probably just his face, but reads ‘are you fucking serious right now’.
“I can’t do that. You really think you can just hide something like this from everyone?”
The ether in her veins feels like ice all of a sudden. Not that her blood wasn’t running cold before, but, well, you know. It’s worse now. “Malos, please.”
“I get that you’re self-conscious or whatever, but you need to tell them, or I will.” His voice is firm, like always, like he’s never going to budge on anything. The stubbornness irks Nia in a way she can’t put into words right now, and if she weren’t in a really bad situation, she’d probably act on her annoyance.
She doesn’t have a plan, and being rude to him right now to prove a point won’t do anything to help her, so she just keeps talking without really thinking about the exact words.
…which is probably why the next words to leave her mouth shock her. “I’ll tell Rex everything,” she says. “About how you take on his injuries. How you’re weaker than he thinks you are. Than you think you are. I’ll tell the others, too.”
He has the gall to be taken aback for a moment, just a momentary touch of shock—a crack in the Aegis’s armor. Nia homes in and pounces on that crack.
“Look, we all have stuff we don’t want to talk about. You’re clearly trying to hide the fact that you have any flaws at all so no one worries about you, and I’m trying not to go back into hiding or even jail for the unforgiveable crime of existing.” She places a hand on his arm, gentle yet purposeful. “Maybe it wasn’t like this five hundred years ago, but now, people hate flesh eaters. They hate me. I can’t let the others find out, okay? So I’ll keep your secret, and you keep mine.”
Malos keeps silent. Architect, this guy is impossible to read. She keeps talking.
“Look, I’ll even sweeten the deal. When you or Rex get injured, I’ll heal you away from everyone so that you can hide it better and keep your little charade up. I know you want to seem like this impenetrable, infallible servant of the Architect or whatever, but you’re in a unique position. They don’t have to know.”
He glares. “I don’t like to keep secrets.”
“But they think you’re strong, right? And not that you’re not strong now, but you want to keep it the way it is now, or else you’d have already told Rex. You definitely wouldn’t be trying to hide it now. They don’t have to have any idea. You’ll be perfect, and I’ll be normal.”
There’s a moment of silence where he seems to be considering the proposal. “I’ll think about it.”
She takes a deep breath. That’s not a ‘no’. “Take your time. I can wait.” That’s a lie—the prospect of spending time around their group knowing it could crumble at any moment is devastating to her—but he doesn’t need to know that. Plans for her escape when he decides to give away her secret anyways already rush through her head.
“If I may interrupt, My Lady, perhaps the two of you should get around to your reason for being out here, lest our travelling companions raise suspicions,” Dromarch suggests.
“Right. Malos, can you handle hunting by yourself? I can fight fine, but my thing’s more in the wood collecting part of things.”
“You’ll need the light to see, though. We should stick together.”
She tries to hide how much that idea makes her feel sick with anxiety right now. “I guess you’re right.” She climbs off Dromarch’s back, feeling the strength in her legs return, and the two follow Malos as he lights the way further into Uraya.
They finish their work in silence and return to where Tora, Rex, and the others have set up camp, complete with some boards and the like for seating. Nia hopes that was all Zenobia’s doing, or she’ll be giving certain patients a few more injuries to work around. That’s a promise.
Malos focuses on the fire while she cleans the meat they’ve brought back. She doesn’t feel like talking, and luckily, it seems that no one is going to force her. Dromarch checks in on the others’ states before returning to Nia’s side, resting dutifully there.
She finishes preparing the meat just in time as Malos steps back from the sizable fire he’s set up. She impales some meat on a stick she’d whittled at anxiously during their search for firewood and begins roasting some meat for the others.
“Nia, got any of those oranges left from yesterday?” Malos asks.
She shakes her head. “Any that were left after everyone ate were pretty much bruised to death during the crash. You wouldn’t want to eat them, and besides, they’re all floating in the water now.”
“Shame. Would’ve gone well with all this meat.” As he speaks, he spears a chunk of meat of his own to cook.
Zenobia takes the cue to join in on their kebab session. “If you don’t want it, Malos, I’ll take it.”
“No, that’s fine.”
Soon, everyone’s sat around the fire, making food for themselves, save for Poppi, who’s still undergoing maintenance, and Gramps, whose arms are a bit too short and too small for the task. Rex passes him several morsels as the night passes.
Gramps thanks him quietly, and everyone falls into a silent rhythm before Zenobia decides to break it.
“So, Malos. You said you were gonna tell us about the whole artifice deal once we got everyone together.”
“I did, didn’t I?” He bites into a chunk of meat, chewing impossibly slowly. When he finally swallows, he lets out a heavy sigh. “Fine. An artifice is a type of servant to the Aegis. I have one, Gargoyle—there were more, before the Aegis war destroyed most of them. Mythra had some, too—Sirens, she called them. I saw to it that every single one she called forth was destroyed. They’re strong, stronger than any one person could hope to handle alone. Me, I can just use my power to destroy them.”
He pauses, a non-present look in his eyes as he stares into the fire. “That creature that attacked us at the World Tree... it’s not my artifice, and to my knowledge, it’s not Mythra’s, either.”
“Whose is it, then?” Nia asks.
“Beats me. Maybe Mythra got a new artifice, somehow. Maybe the Architect sees that Pyra woman as separate from Mythra, though they seem to occupy the same core.” Malos shrugs. “I don’t have any data or memories of it anywhere. Whoever it belongs to, they don’t like us, or they don’t want anyone coming close to the World Tree. If we wanted to take it down, we’d need more skill, coordination, and manpower than we’re going to have for a while, or I’m going to need the ability to destroy it using my own powers.”
“Are they alive?” Rex asks. He’s got a bit of a grimace on his face.
Malos shakes his head. “Not to my knowledge. They’re kind of like Poppi, but they never speak, or do anything more lifelike—empty shells, who only exist to follow the orders their master gives them. There’s a way to control them, though, if you’re not its master, but hell if I know where the key to that is.”
“What key does friend need?” Tora asks.
“It’s hazy, but I don’t remember seeing any sort of control core on it when it attacked us. It might be separate from its body, which means we could find it and take control without it nearly killing us in the process.”
“I’ve been travelling around the Cloud Sea for some time while you were sleeping, Malos,” Gramps speaks up, “and I’m quite certain that the chasm that artifice came from has been there longer than Mythra and her friends have been acting. Is it possible for someone other than an Aegis to use a control core?”
Malos glances at him, then back to the fire. His eyes seem to be flicking back and forth, like he’s reading words Nia and the others can’t see, before he comes up with an answer. “It’s possible any Blade could control it. I don’t know about humans, though. But if someone else has the core, that poses a bigger problem, because we have no way of finding out where that is.”
“Well,” Rex says, stretching his arms out in front of him. “Maybe we can find someone who knows something about that chasm and the artifice who might be able to give us an idea. If this ‘control core’ is being used to keep people from reachin’ the World Tree, it’s probably in the hands of some politician, right?”
Zenobia lets out a groan. “This sounds like way too much work. Why don’t we just get some more people helping us, maybe procure a nice warship, and kill the thing?”
“Like I said, it’s not exactly easy to kill one of these. It’d be easy to destroy with my power, but you saw it. It can fly, and that’s something I can’t do anymore.”
“‘Anymore’?” Zenobia presses, an eyebrow raised and a smirk on her face. “What, don’t tell me one of your artifices used to be, like, some kind of flying machine or something.”
“He did use something like that, during the last battle of the Aegis war,” Gramps mentions. “If I recall correctly, however, it suffered a great deal of damage when he and Mythra went head-to-head.”
“The point is, I don’t have that anymore.” Malos sets the stick he’d been cooking meat with on the ground. “Besides, it’s too destructive. I could kill an artifice with it, and completely destroy the World Tree behind it.”
“…So then we fight it normally,” Zenobia says. She’s got the look on her face that she had when she’d rescued Nia and Malos from the monster back in Gormott—a dangerous excitement in her eyes, determination written in the furrowing of her brows. “It’ll be a real challenge! It seems like fun!”
“Like I said earlier, you’re free to try it if you’ve got a death wish.”
“Well, regardless, we’ll have to get some more information about the artifice once we find a town. We still need to figure out where to go from here, after all, once we figure out where ‘here’ is.”
“We’re in Uraya,” Malos answers automatically. “At least, I’m pretty sure. Got the same kind of environment, and I don’t know many titans whose inhabitants are all on the inside instead of on their backs.”
“Right. Never been to Uraya. Not much of a salvaging scene.” Rex shrugs. “Probably because it’s a bit hard to salvage from the inside of a titan.”
Does he ever think about anything other than salvaging?
“By the way, Rex, how are you feeling?” Nia asks, not wanting to get into the salvaging conversation again. “I was thinking you’d be able to move around properly by tomorrow, but I’m not keen on letting you fight in your current state.”
“Why not?” Rex asks.
She rolls her eyes. “How’s your head feeling? Have you even tried to do anything harder than cooking meat over the fire?”
“Point taken.”
“To be honest, I don’t think it can be avoided unless we stay in one place, and even with my healing, I’d still recommend resting for at least a day before getting back into the action. Arts can only do so much for you.”
“I can cover him!” Zenobia offers. “The more fighting I get to do, the better, anyways!”
“As long as it’s a monster, and not a Driver, who attacks us,” Malos adds. “You can’t just kill people.”
She lets out a bark of laughter. “I can handle people too, you know! You saw me when we were rescuing Nia, I can knock people out perfectly fine!”
“You are so confident in yourself, it’s annoying.”
“And you’re really rude!”
“In any case,” Rex says, “I think I’ll be fine tomorrow, Nia. I’ll take it easy, and then we’ll take a proper rest the next town we get to. Get some nice rooms at the inn, and all that.”
“I guess it’ll have to do. Tora, how are you and Poppi?”
“Tora have a few more checks to do on Poppi! Most of maintenance at this point just buffing out scratches and checking functions, though. Tora not too hurt from crash, either.”
Nia sighs. “Alright, fine, I’ll clear both of you to travel again tomorrow. But Rex, you need to be careful about your concussion. Malos, you need to be careful for him.”
“Why not Zenobia? She’s more into this fighting thing than I am.”
“You know why,” she fires back. Confused eyes land on her. They seem to ask what she knows that they don’t—wary, Nia elaborates with a lie. “Zenobia’s faster. More suited to an advance guard. Besides, do you really think she’d settle for being the guard?”
Malos accepts the answer, and so do the others, and Nia relaxes. If she can just keep all this up, maybe everything will turn out all right. Yet, the knowledge that Malos knows about her gnaws at her brain, and the smiles she gives with her sass are pulled back before they can properly reach her eyes.
She hates to admit it, but she really might have to run after all.
~
As the fire dies down, Tora returns to working on Poppi, and the others begin to settle down. Zenobia takes watch for the night, and Nia curls up next to Dromarch. Malos finds the least objectional place to sleep, Rex curls up on the ground, and Azurda rests on top of him. No one’s really comfortable, but they all eventually find it within themselves to sleep, leaving Zenobia on her own and bored out of her mind.
She was specifically instructed not to go off hunting or anything, so she doesn’t. She sits. And she waits. And she keeps her time until eventually it’s just short of time to wake up Tora and put him on watch, and her mind feels numb. All she can do is decompress and try to figure out some way to get Malos to fight her.
It's not fair that he completely refuses to acknowledge her. She’s plenty strong, plenty skilled. She just wants a challenge for once. Is that too much to ask?
Zenobia’s pulled from her thoughts when Nia stirs awake of her own accord. At first, Zenobia thinks she’s just going for a short walk nearby to clear her head, but then she shakes Dromarch awake and grabs her share of food and weapons before trying to sneak away.
“What are you doing?” Zenobia asks, her voice loud enough to be heard, but hardly loud enough to be considered more than a hushed whisper. Best not to wake the others yet.
Nia, cat that she is, freezes, her ears sticking straight up in alarm. “Don’t… don’t worry about it. Just going for a walk.”
“With your only Blade? And all your weapons?”
Nia is so suspicious, it’s painful. “I just… need to clear my head. It’s not safe to walk around alone at night, after all, and cats are a bit nocturnal, so…”
“Unless I’m mistaken, being Gormotti doesn’t mean you just act like a cat. It’s just the ears and some better vision, right?”
“Well, I can’t fault you for knowing a thing or two.” Nia shrugs. “I don’t know. I’m just going for a walk.”
Zenobia sighs. It’s pretty clear what’s going on, given Nia’s past actions. The only question now is why she’s doing this. “If you’re leaving again, you should talk to the others first. I can’t be expected to be the one to break the news.”
“I’m not… it’s just…” Nia’s completely at a loss now, judging by her flattened ears and borderline miserable expression. “I can’t… explain to any of you why I’m leaving. It’s not that I don’t have a reason, I have a good one, but I just can’t...”
“That sounds like the type of excuse given by someone who doesn’t actually have a good reason. I can’t really stop you without fighting you, and while I’d love a good sparring session, I think you’d rather avoid it. But, wouldn’t you prefer to think this through a little more? There’s a reason you decided to come with us, isn’t there?”
Nia avoids her eyes, pulling her hood up. “There is, but if you knew my reason, you’d understand.”
“Then tell me. You don’t even have to tell the others.”
“Zenobia, I… really can’t do that.”
Zenobia rocks on her feet for a moment, before subtly controlling the wind so she can float. She crosses her legs. “Does it have anything to do with you and Malos?”
“Huh?” The ears flick up again, shuffling her hood.
Zenobia grins. “I knew there was something between you two. Early morning walks around the Gormotti plains, going off to gather lumber and hunt for food together…”
“It’s not like that!” Nia says, perhaps a bit too loud. She knows it, too, glancing at the sleeping forms of the others. No one shifts or moves any more than they normally do in their sleep, so she turns back to Zenobia. “Look, it does have to do with Malos, but it’s nothing like that.”
“I don’t know,” Zenobia muses, “I can see it. A big, strong, Aegis, with chiseled features and all those muscles…” This is too fun, even if Nia looks ready to stab her right now.
“Zenobia, for the love of the Architect, stop. He just… figured something out, ‘sall. I’d rather it be kept secret, really rather he not tell anyone, and he’s not too keen on that idea. If I leave now, I can get a head start on dealing with the consequences.”
Okay, maybe it’s best to lay off right now. “Okay, okay, I’m sorry. But, what could he possibly have figured out that you have to leave?”
“Don’t worry about it, okay? It’s bad enough that Malos knows. I’ve got a lot of secrets, some of them less acceptable than others, and it’s in everyone’s best interest that they stay that way.”
“I get it. Do you really think he’ll tell us, though?”
Nia frowns, turning away. “That’s what we talked about when getting everything earlier. He doesn’t seem keen on the idea of not telling everyone. Trust and all that. Don’t think he realizes you can trust people without telling them your worst secrets.”
“You don’t think you’re being cowardly?” Maybe it’s a rude question, but she genuinely wants to know.
Nia shrugs. “I’ve ran away most of my life. Doesn’t make sense to stop now.”
“My lady…” Dromarch has the saddest expression an actual cat can muster, but says no more. It seems to be all he needs to say, given the way Nia smiles down at him, however broken, and pats his head.
“You know, Nia,” Zenobia says, floating closer to her. “You’re a good kid. I wish you’d stay with us. Maybe we could help you, teach you how to get through life without running.”
“I’d like that,” she says, and the sentence hangs. There’s a ‘but’ there, but Nia doesn’t continue, prompting Zenobia to ask for it.
Zenobia leans forward. “But…?”
“I wouldn’t know how to stop running if I tried.”
“You stopped for a day or two, didn’t you?”
Nia sighs. “No, not really. I was just running from different people, then.”
“So run with us,” Zenobia says simply. “We don’t have to be more people you run away from.”
There’s pain and something sad in Nia’s eyes, and Zenobia feels suddenly curious as to what the hell kind of life she’s led until now.
“My lady,” Dromarch begins, “perhaps it would do you some good to stay. Just for another few days. The Urayan wilderness is not too friendly to strangers traveling alone.”
Nia’s shoulders drop, and she nods slowly, perhaps feeling a bit defeated. “…fine. I can stay for a bit longer.” She places down her weapons and returns the food, walking over to the spot she’d been sleeping in. “I hope we don’t turn out to regret this.”
Zenobia watches her for a moment, a frown etched on her face. She’d like to find a way to get Nia to join them permanently, but…
For now, she wakes Tora for his shift, and sleeps on it. Maybe they can talk more about it tomorrow.
~
Rex wakes up to soreness throughout his body. Apparently Nia’s healing arts don’t do much of anything when you’re stuck sleeping on the ground afterwards. His head feels remarkably better, though, so at the very least he can say he’s not in the worst state he could be in.
Tora was supposed to be on watch this morning, but he’s asleep next to Poppi, who appears to be back to functioning—she smiles at Rex and waves in the most Poppi-like way she can without disturbing her masterpon.
“Masterpon fixed Poppi and was very tired after, put Poppi on watch to get more sleepy-sleepy. Good morning, Rex-rex.”
“Yeah,” he says, rubbing sleep from his eyes, “good morning.” He looks around the camp—the fire, now only a few smoldering embers, must have died down during the night. The others are handling cleanup and apparently scavenging the titan ship wreckage.
Looks like he was the last one to wake, then, aside from Tora. “Poppi, could you wake Tora up for us? We’re going to get going soon.”
“Understood, Rex-rex. Initiating special ‘Wake Up, Masterpon!’ protocol.”
In the moment Rex glances away to pick up his helmet, he hears an unmistakable slap!, followed by Tora’s disgruntled cry.
“Meh-meh-meh! Poppi! What wake Masterpon for?”
“Rex-rex requested that Masterpon wake up so friends can leave soon.”
Tora’s none too happy, but he gets up, leaving Rex to figure out where to go from here. “Thanks, Poppi. Make sure he stays awake, would you?”
He approaches Nia and Dromarch, who are wading through water at the titan’s mouth and looking through the debris. “G’morning, you two.” He barely waits for them to nod in acknowledgement of his greeting. “Don’t suppose you happened to see a town or anything when you were out scavenging with Malos last night?”
“Cutting right to the chase this morning, I see,” Nia responds, yawning. “But no, if there’s a town nearby, we didn’t see it. Visibility was pretty low when we were out there, anyway, and we didn’t go too far.”
“Got it. Figured I’d ask before we set out for the day.”
“We’re heading out soon, then?”
Rex nods. “Think so, yeah. Get moving early, maybe we can find a town by nightfall and not have to sleep outside tonight.”
“It’d be nice to sleep in a bed for a change, yeah. Dromarch’s got fur, but there’s only so much fur can do for comfort.” Nia stretches her arms slowly, letting out another yawn. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say I hadn’t slept at all, honestly. I’m about done looking through the debris here, so I’m ready to leave when everyone else is.”
Everyone else is ready about as quickly—they meet up with little to show for their scavenging, and Zenobia and Nia lead the charge on their way further into Uraya, hopefully to a village or town with a respectable inn.
At this point, though, Rex would take an unrespectable inn, so long as everyone had beds to sleep in tonight. The gentle caress of something soft to hold his body, maybe even a blanket, no one having to stay up to keep watch… No waking up to rocks poking his back…
It’s the closest to Elysium he can get right now.
Gramps nestles into his helmet as they trek through the Urayan wilderness, and maybe it’s because no one slept well, but no one seems willing to make conversation. The walk is quiet and uneventful, with only a few attempts from monsters to try and take them down. With Zenobia leading the way, though, it’s hardly an event.
It’s not until they enter a large cavern that they see anyone outside their group. A hulking man with tanned, scarred skin suddenly drops in front of their group from the land bridge above, and moments later, a large human-like, bird-like Blade covered in orange feathers lands just behind him.
There’s four other figures on the land bridge, and they follow the first man’s movements—two more Drivers, and two more Blades. They flank the first man with grins on their faces, and there’s something menacing about them.
“Well, what have we here?” the center man asks, looking over their group with a raised eyebrow. His eyes linger in the space above Rex—it takes Rex a moment to realize he’s looking directly at Malos.
Rex nearly shudders, reaching for Malos’s—his—sword on instinct. There’s a certain greed on this man’s face, the kind of greed Rex saw on the face of the consul. It’s different, but when the stranger draws his weapons, the intention is clear.
“This won’t be very fun for you, kid,” the man says. “It’s probably for the best that you hand over the Aegis now.”
Rex draws the sword, assuming a battle stance. “Like I’d let you.”
Chapter 7: A Friendly(?) Encounter
Summary:
Sometimes the best way to get to know each other is a fight.
Notes:
This chapter has technically been ready to post since the day after the last chapter, but I couldn't make myself like certain parts or find a good title, lmao. A bit shorter this time, but next chapter will make up for it! Thanks for reading, as always! More to come soon <3 Expect more frequent updates in general. I've decided that my ultimate goal for 2019 is to finish writing this fic! It may not all be published by the end of 2019, but if all goes as planned, the final chapters will be in the editing stages by the end of next December. Look forward to it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Come on, small fry, leave someone like the Aegis to a guy who can actually handle it.”
“You’re weak. Your constitution, the way you carry yourself, your confidence… I only need to look at you to tell you’re not fit to be the Aegis’s Driver.”
Malos kind of agrees with the men that have appeared before him and his motley crew of misfit Drivers and almost-Drivers. Rex is pretty scrawny, it’s true, and he could definitely be a bit less… fifteen. Granted, it’s true that most, maybe all of his current shortcomings are because he’s a new Driver given more responsibility than he probably thought he’d ever have, but he’s still weak.
They’ll have to work on that later.
“You realize that I choose who my Driver is?” Malos asks, giving the central man a once-over. He’s been in his share of fights, with just as many scars as he has muscles, and he carries an interesting weapon, no doubt provided by the Blade that flaps its wings behind him. The balance of the ether is all thrown off, but it’s not that hard to tell that it’s a wind-type Blade before him.
The first man is flanked by two more, some cronies who very visibly have less experience and skill. What they appear to lack there, must be made up for in loyalty—they stand proudly, ready to fight at a moment’s notice. Both have their own Blades, as well.
“And why wouldn’t you choose to go with the boss?” the right hand man asks. “He’s got more than what you need in a Driver.”
“That’s my decision,” Malos says, irritation climbing slowly. He mutters something under his breath to the kid—“Zenobia won’t be a great match against the guy in the center. Wind versus wind. The other two Blades…”
He looks them over. The first is a dark-skinned woman with a long ponytail and a frosty glare. She’s also got some spikes of ice around her feet—bingo. “You can take the risk with the one in blue. She’s ice element. You can try to take out the Drivers one by one, or we can split the workload with Nia and Tora. Zenobia’s pretty keen to fight on her own, though.”
“Got it. What about that third Blade?”
He barely has to look at her to figure out her element. “Ether cannon user, definitely dark element. She’ll be a bit better at taking my attacks. I’d put Tora up to it if we’re splitting the workload.”
Rex opens his mouth to say something, but the words don’t quite make it out of his mouth—a blast of wind brushes past him, knocking him off balance. Malos steadies him, shooting a glare at the source. The central man has one arm raised to the sky, holding a feathered scythe in each hand.
“Did you really think we’d let you strategize?” he says. “No, kid, you don’t get that time. Play nice, and hand over the Aegis, or we fight. What’ll it be?”
Rex nods in determination, steadying his grip on the sword in his hands. Zenobia instantly takes that as her cue to draw her axe. The others follow suit, and Rex grits his teeth. “I made a promise to Malos, and I’m not really planning on breaking it anytime soon.”
The man smiles and laughs heartily. “I like the sound of that. Yew, Zuo, you know the drill! And leave the scrappy little Aegis’s Driver to me!”
For the man’s massive size, he moves rather fast. The affinity link between Malos and Rex barely has time to flicker into existence before it’s drowned out. The golden link between the attacker and his Blade is fast and bright, and it’s followed instantly
Rex blocks it with Malos’s sword—Malos recalls it had a name once, one that never mattered much when in his and Addam’s hands. He stays vigilant, funneling ether through the link as best as he can. It’s been getting easier to maintain the link between him and Rex, less like forcing a waterfall through a straw. Less like overwhelming the link with more ether than it’ll ever be able to take.
Rex is pretty occupied, so Malos turns to bark orders. “Zenobia! How do you feel about a little one-on-one?”
She turns with a gleeful look on her face. “Right now? Sure!”
“Not me, idiot. Go after the ice Blade. You can take Driver and Blade out according to Rex’s preferences, right?”
She has the audacity to look disappointed. “Well, yeah…”
He gets it, but still, best to act how Rex prefers it. “Father, just deal with it. Nia, Tora, that leaves you on the other!”
Nia, who’s locked in a power struggle with the ice Driver and his Blade’s lance, the crossing of Dromarch’s rings being the only thing protecting her, nods. “Right, let me just stop being attacked long enough to switch targets—"
Zenobia’s winds rush past her, followed by Zenobia herself, bringing her axe down on the lance. Nia takes the chance to roll out of the way, spotting the dark Driver and making a beeline towards him.
“Hey, buddy! I’m your new sparring partner!” Zenobia cheers as she takes Nia’s place in combat. “Don’t hold back, all right?”
Malos turns back to Rex and the wind user, just in time to step in and shield a particularly hefty blow from reaching Rex. He’s moving more slowly today—aftereffects of the concussion, most likely. Honestly, Malos is still recovering, too, so he can’t fault the kid this time. (Just this time.)
Malos can’t place it quite yet, but something feels different about this man’s attacks. It’s almost like he’s just sparring…
“Kid, I’m ready!” Malos barks. “Let me know when!”
Rex nods. “Now’s fine!” he calls, tossing the sword in the air moments after landing a blow. Malos catches it effortlessly, putting himself into the thick of combat. His sword locks with the scythe for a moment, just long enough for Malos to be convinced. He grins, and lets out a burst of ether with the swing of his blade.
I’ll let the kid use this as a learning experience. He turns back over his shoulder and offers no explanation, only a nod. “I’m with you.”
Rex smiles and nods back, and moves to grab the sword’s handle. Malos prepares the attack, allowing ether to channel into the weapon freely. When Rex grabs on, they bring the sword down together, sending a line of dark ether straight at the man.
In an instant, though, the stranger’s Blade is between them, blocking the blow with an ether shield which shatters on impact with their attack.
“Damn,” Rex says, and Malos backs off to his usual position in battle, keeping a wary eye out for Rex and funneling ether to him. The more he does, the easier it feels, and for just a moment, the link looks tinted with gold.
Rex keeps his focus on the battle at hand, dodging at many attacks as he gives. He uses one of his own arts, one he said Azurda taught him—fires his grappling hook right past the man’s face, hoping to catch him off guard, and immediately swings. (He realizes he maybe hasn’t been working with his Driver on actually using his weapon.)
The man doesn’t bat an eyelid, letting loose an art of his own, surrounding Rex in a torrent of wind. “You’re too slow, kid,” the man says, voice gravelly and haughty. “How about you actually try hitting me, instead of relying on some fancy tricks?”
Rex lets out a growl, which might be intimidating if he weren’t so scrawny-looking. “What d’you know?”
“More than you could hope to, kid. You haven’t put a scratch on me yet!” His next move is too tricky for Rex to block and too fast for him to dodge. The scythe digs into Rex’s shoulder, leaving a medium-depth cut that has Rex crying out. Malos can’t help but grit his teeth as the pain blooms in his own shoulder.
“Nia, your job!” Malos barks. He’s certain to keep his face straight, his condition hidden, as he glances over at her.
Nia nods and continues the attack she’s in the middle of administering. “Tora, Dromarch, cover me!”
In the meantime, while Nia prepares her healing art, Malos grabs the sword and steps in, going blade-to-blade with the man to protect Rex. A blue light washes over him and Rex both not long after, and the pain in his shoulder ebbs under its pressure.
“Let me know when you’re good to go, Rex,” Malos says, and Rex pulls his gloved hand away from the wound. It’s closed—not perfectly healed, not completely, but not bleeding or angrily protesting his movements—so he gives Malos the go ahead.
Malos returns the sword to him with one efficient movement, and Rex assumes a battle stance once again. “Thanks, Nia,” Rex calls over his shoulder.
“Thank me when we’re done with this, yeah?”
Rex’s new approach seems to be a flurry of ether-heavy attacks—bolt after bolt of darkness sent roaring towards his adversary. He’s going so fast, even Malos is struggling to keep up. “How’s this for too slow?” Rex taunts. Malos’s breath quickens—it’s becoming more and more difficult to breathe and to pull the ether. He has to stop it.
“Alright, that’s enough,” Malos says, abruptly cutting the affinity link. His breath is shortened, his body exhausted—kid sure knows how to overload a Blade.
Rex, however, doesn’t seem to understand what’s happening, swinging the sword still. The man blocks it effortlessly. “Malos? What’re you doing?”
“Don’t you get it, kid?” the stranger asks, holding both weapons up in the air. “Yew, Zuo, that’s enough.”
Like they were stopped by some divine force, the other two men instantly relent on their attacks, and in their confusion, Zenobia, Nia, and Tora stop their own attacks. “What’s going on?” Zenobia asks, a hint of annoyance in her voice.
“Thanks for letting me take a whack at the Aegis there!” the man says. He hooks his scythes on his belt with a grin.
Malos nods. “Kid needed the experience. Speaking of,” he turns to Rex, “you’re gonna have to start paying attention to your Blades’ limits. If I hadn’t cut the link there, you would have exhausted the ether I could get to you. Even I’d have trouble standing after the amount you were using.”
“Exhausted?” Rex echoes, lowering the sword.
The man takes this as his opportunity. “You’re so green, it hurts. Blades can only do so much at once. If you use your Blade like that, you’ll even reach the Aegis’s limits after long enough.”
“I… have no idea what’s going on,” Nia says.
“This was never a fight to take the Aegis,” Malos explains. “There’s a lot you can hear at the crossing of blades, if you know how to listen. From the beginning, he didn’t have the killing intent, or the malice, necessary to be willing to kill a boy for a Blade, and his attacks were more like sparring than a fight to the death.”
The man laughs heartily. “Exactly what I’d expect from the Aegis. Name’s Vandham. This is Yew—” he nods to the man with the ice Blade— “—and Zuo.” He nods to the other with an equal amount of respect. “Blades are Roc, Perun, and Azami. You lot can introduce yourselves on the way to town, if you’re going our way.”
Rex slumps a bit now that he’s no longer locked in combat. “S-sure, we’re heading your way, if ‘your way’ is the nearest village.”
“Right then. We’ll take you to Garfont, show you around, the works,” Yew says.
The group converges, and Vandham and his Blade begin leading the walk to this ‘Garfont’. On the way, their group introduces themselves, and Vandham imparts a decent amount of the Driver basics to Rex. Thank Father, too, because Malos was not wanting to put up with teaching the kid.
~
Turns out they weren’t too far from Garfont Village. Rex walks next to Vandham, even as Nia casts maybe too many healing Arts on the way over everyone involved. Rex is thankful for it—her arts soothe the ache in his shoulder, and what little aftereffects there were from his concussion fade even more each time.
Garfont is a cozy little village in what Vandham and his friends have confirmed to be Uraya. The houses here are strange, like tents, but more… solid. Kids of every race chase each other around the center of the village, and there’s an awful lot of Drivers hanging around. Every time he turns his head, he sees another Blade accompanying someone.
“Is this a merc village?” Nia asks. She seems to have picked up on the same thing.
“Just about. The village sprouted up around our little group here. Garfont village, named for the Garfont mercenaries.” Yew—Rex thinks his name was Yew—has a prideful smile as he talks about it.
“Boss here leads the group,” Zuo adds.
“We take in children displaced or orphaned by war and tragedy,” a Blade, Perun, says. “For all the reputation mercenaries have, Garfont is one of those that works against that reputation.”
“These kids are all war orphans and refugees?” Rex asks, looking over them again. Now that he’s heard it, he does see the signs of it—the way the kids carry themselves, the way he used to, back when everything was new and scary and his parents were gone. He’d found a new home quickly, in fact, instantly, never even had time to grieve—these kids, though, they’ve had their share of grief.
He smiles warmly. He’s never been a fan of war, a bit less of mercenaries, but at least these guys seem to be making the best out of their situation.
“Do the kids join your group when they grow up?” he asks.
“Some do, yeah,” Vandham answers. “Just as many grow up to be tailors, or bakers, or merchants. Even some salvagers in the lot. We’re taking them in to help them, not to raise proper mercenaries.”
“Good,” Rex says, “good.”
“Got a bunch of good eggs, here,” Nia comments. She sounds about as warm as Rex feels at the thought of all this.
Yew snickers. “If you want good eggs, we’ll have to take you to Vargel Tavern.”
“Actually, that’s not a bad idea,” Malos says. “Been a while since any of these kids ate anything proper.”
Zenobia shrugs. “I don’t know, dinner last night was pretty good.”
“That’s because you’re a meathead.” Malos doesn’t even try to hide his amusement.
“Okay, that’s it, I’m going to fight you for that comment alone. This isn’t even about fun anymore.” Zenobia readies her axe. “Come on, Malos, let’s do this.”
“Pass,” Malos says, striding past her without a second glance.
Rex can’t help but smile. “Glad to see you two are getting along.”
Zenobia whorls around to face him, glare on her face. “We’re not! He’s being mean!”
“That’s just what Malos is like, though,” Rex says. “Best not to take it personal.”
“He’s right, you know,” Nia adds, a wry grin on her face. “Now come on, we got to talking about food. Vandham, could you tell us how to get to the tavern?”
He laughs at the group’s antics before responding. “You lot are a riot. Come on, I’ll treat all of you for a good battle fought.”
Vandham takes them to Vargel Tavern, an outdoor place with a bar and some tables set out under a roof with no walls around, and true to his word, he buys food and drink for everyone present from their group, complete with a beer for himself. Tora, Poppi, Dromarch, and Zenobia sit at one table, while Vandham, Rex, Malos, Nia, and Gramps sit at the other.
“So, what’s the Aegis and his Driver doin’ out here in Uraya? Travelling Alrest now that you’ve got firepower by your side?” Vandham asks after taking a long swig of the mug of beer before him.
Rex shifts in his seat. “We were headed to the World Tree. Malos and I both have our reasons for going to Elysium, you see, and Malos says it’s up there, at the top of the Tree…”
“Wait, let me guess,” Vandham says, “that thing what made the Great Void didn’t like you gettin’ so close, did he?”
“How’d you guess?” Malos asks, his tone dry. He drinks from his own mug of beer, and eats a plate of something leafy. Whatever it is, it’s made of ingredients native to Uraya—stupid, of course it is—and completely foreign to Rex, save for what looks like sumpkin sprinkled in.
Vandham laughs. “No one seems to know where that thing came from, but it’s been there a good while. Attacks any ships that try to get close to the world tree, and if you believe old legends, ate the Cloud Sea itself to make that big chasm at its base.”
“Has it always been there?” Nia asks.
“Far as I can remember, yeah. Anyone who tries to climb the World Tree ends up dead or drowned. You’re lucky everyone survived it.”
“Think we only survived because a certain titan happened to eat us when we went to escape. That thing wasn’t around when I was last awake. At least, not active.” Malos leans on the table with both elbows.
“What makes you say that?” Rex tilts his head, furrowing his brows as he looks at Malos.
The Aegis takes a bite of his… salad… before answering. “That void in the Cloud Sea wasn’t there when I was with Addam, and like I told all of you, that thing’s an artifice. If it were Mythra’s, she’d have used it during the Aegis war. If she knew about it, she would have done everything in her power to get her hands on it. But that artifice was never mentioned by anyone on Alrest before I woke up again now, and if Mythra used it at all, she was pretty set on keeping it out of my knowledge.”
“If it’s not Mythra’s and it’s not yours, whose do you think it is?”
“My guess is it has something to do with that Pyra form Mythra’s moving around in. I can’t say anything for certain, but if this ‘Pyra’ really is a different person from Mythra, then maybe she counts as a third Aegis.”
“From what I’ve seen of the both of ‘em,” Nia says, “Pyra’s not just a different look for Mythra. Their personalities are completely different. The only thing they’ve got in common is that broken core crystal and their goal. Memories too, probably.”
Rex nods. “When I met Pyra, she was warm, gentle. But she had this… ice in her. It wasn’t obvious at first, but when she tested me, I could feel something off about her. I didn’t think anything of it, figured it was just sheer power. But when I fought against Mythra… their eyes were different. Mythra’s were nothing but cold, pure, hatred.”
Malos scoffs. “It’s just a mask, kid. Don’t let her fool you.”
“I’m serious!” He leans forward, hands on the table. “They’re not even close to acting like the same person. I really do think they’re different from each other.”
“In any case,” Nia says, clearing her throat, “unless we can figure out how to deal with that artifice, we can’t climb the World Tree. Is that right?”
“Right,” Malos says. “If we can kill it, that’s one thing, but it’d be stupid to try. Even if I can destroy whatever I touch, that thing can fly. I’d have to be able to get to it to kill it, and unless I’ve forgotten something, I can’t fly. We’ll have to find some other way to deal with it.”
“Someone’s climbed the World Tree before,” Vandham says. “Ages ago. Got a buddy, Cole, in the capitol. He’s real old. Probably old enough to know the guy who climbed it.”
Perfect! Someone who might know how to get around the artifice! “Could you tell us where to find him?”
“I’ll do you one better. I’ll introduce you. Got some business in Fonsa Myma anyways.”
“Really? You’d do that?”
Vandham nods. “It’ll be good to catch up with the old coot. Besides, kid, someone’s gotta teach you how to be a proper Driver. I’ll give you some more tips along the way.”
“Might be nice,” Rex says, explicitly not taking offense to the idea that he needs to be taught. He went into this whole ‘Aegis Driver’ thing knowing nothing, after all.
“I can teach the rest of you, too. Give you a few lessons in working together as a team of Drivers, being more effective in battle. You’ve got some communication skills, yeah, but you’re not working together at all.” He pauses, takes another long drink, before he continues speaking.
“Gonna be honest with ya, Rex, you’ve got a real special Blade here. Every Driver worth his salt knows about the Aegis, and once they figure out you have him, they’ll start coming for you more aggressively. You’ll need to be able to rely on your friends here to help you, and pick friends that you can trust goin’ forward.”
“You’re not the first person who’s attacked us to get to Malos,” Nia says. “Couple of people back in Gormott went after him, for sure.”
“A lot’ll probably be driven away because he looks strong, and more because they’ve heard his reputation. But just as many will come after you for that reason alone. If you three Drivers can’t fight effectively together, and they can’t rely on their Blades, it won’t be long before someone comes for you that you won’t be able to defeat.”
The words sober Rex and everyone else at the table. Rex, however, is determined to remain optimistic. “I know Malos can handle anyone that comes for us.”
“He shouldn’t have to handle all of it,” Vandham says. The statement is simple, but it provides a valid point. “You want to get to Elysium, but relying on your Blades and depending on them are completely different. A Blade is only as good as the Driver it’s bonded to. You’re gonna have to put in some effort, kid.”
“He’s right, you know,” Gramps adds. “The Driver is just as important as the Blade.”
“So then I’ll get stronger. Learn how to be a proper Driver, and then be one.”
“That’s not enough, kid,” Malos says. “Hate to say it, but you can’t just be a ‘proper’ Driver. You’ll have to become an amazing one.”
“What?”
Vandham sets down his now empty mug. “What Malos means is that you’re up against more than the average Driver. You need to be able to be better than the average Driver, or someone might actually kill you.”
“Alright, so teach me then,” Rex says. “I’ll be the best Driver Alrest has ever seen, but I can’t do it alone, so…”
Vandham smiles. “That’s more like it! Come on, I wanna see what you can do in battle. The rest of you come, too.” He turns to face the other table. “Come on, all of you.”
“But-but Tora not done eating tasty sausage yet!”
Poppi gives an exasperated look. “Masterpon, that fourth plate of tasty sausage. Maybe best that you stop now.”
Zenobia grabs Tora by the scruff of his neck as she stands and picks him up. “Come on now, Tora. We’ve got other things to do than eat and talk.”
“Meh-meh! Put Tora down!”
Tora eventually gives up and goes along with it, and their little group follows Vandham out to Garfont’s gate. To everyone’s confusion, they’re joined by Perun.
“Wasn’t Perun Yew’s Blade?” Nia asks.
“I am, yes,” she answers. “Vandham requests that I accompany him on occasion, for my less battle-relevant purposes.”
“You’ll see why she’s needed later,” Vandham says.
No one has any further objections, so Vandham and Perun lead the way across the land bridge from before. There’s a cavern leading further into the titan, and they climb through it, following several paths uphill until they reach a clearing with an open view of the central portion of Uraya.
It’s there that Vandham stops, pointing out the lone ardun standing on the plateau. It towers over everyone in their group—the only notable exceptions being Malos and Vandham himself. It’s not noticed them, merely grazing lazily on the grass of the plateau.
“Y’ever tried working on combos with your friends here, Rex?”
He thinks about it, but the answer comes pretty quickly. “No, not really. Maybe once or twice, but not in any great detail.”
“Well, it’s time to start thinking about ‘em. Let me see that grappling hook of yours,” he says. “Nia, you’re experienced. You know about breaking?”
“Don’t need to worry about me, Vandham,” she replies, reaching for her rings. Before they’re even in her hands, her affinity link with Dromarch blares to life like it’s second nature. Rex can’t help but wonder how long she’s been with Dromarch that it’s so simple for them—his link with Malos has only ever been a faint blue, when it existed at all.
Vandham grins as Rex hands him the grappling hook. “Then if you’ll do the honors of breaking this fella for me.”
“Sure, not a problem,” she says, shifting into a more battle-appropriate posture. It looks almost as second-nature to her as her affinity with Dromarch—must be easier than breathing, sometimes. “Dromarch, you know the drill.”
“As always, my lady,” he says, bowing his head and following her into battle. It’s hard to tell exactly what she does next, but something in the way she attacks the ardun—a flurry of attacks, each fast-moving and well-placed, by the looks of it—causes it to stagger on its feet. It looks like it might fall, even.
“Broken!” Nia calls over her shoulder, leaping back in tandem with Dromarch’s leap forward. He catches her on his back effortlessly, clearing the area to give Vandham a clear shot.
As soon as he has one, he fires at the ardun’s feet, flicking his wrist at just the right time. The cable wraps around the ardun’s unsteady legs. The moment it seems secure, he pulls taut, sending the ardun crashing to the ground from its unsteady legs.
Before Rex can fully process what’s been done in front of him, Vandham hands the grappling hook back to him. “That anchor shot of yours can be good on its own, but you try that, and you’ll be able to knock opponents off your feet. They can’t fight like that, and it’ll take time for them to get up. With the right Blades and weapons, you can come in and send ‘em flyin’, too, and then smash them back into the ground.”
“Oh!” Zenobia whizzes past them, a flurry of wind as she readies her axe. “I can launch them!” As if to punctuate her sentence, she sweeps up from below the ardun, sending it launching into the air, and the way the wind whips around them seems to indicate she’s using her wind to keep it in the air longer.
“Different Blades can do different things. Maybe that Aegis of yours has a heavy enough hand to smash them, maybe your Nopon friend can topple them. It’s all about how you think, and how you use your weapons. I want you to practice that trick I showed you with your anchor with Nia’s help. That alone will give you a huge edge in battle.”
Rex nods, affixing the anchor to his wrist just as the ardun crashes to the ground with gravity’s help. After a few moments, it stands on its feet again, now sufficiently pissed, and charges at Rex. Rex responds by tossing his sword to Malos, who catches it effortlessly and puts up a shield to stop the beast.
“Over here, big guy! Rex, you ready?” Nia rides in on Dromarch, fully prepared and in her element.
“Ready!”
“Communication, that’s good!” Vandham stands off to the side, arms crossed as he watches the fight.
Nia draws the ardun’s attention away, sliding off Dromarch’s back in one fluid motion. As Rex watches her move, he can’t help but think she’s a bit more catlike than she’d like to admit. She’s fast, and agile, and it’s not long before the ardun is unsteadied yet again.
Rex takes a deep breath, and takes the shot with the anchor as soon as Nia backs away. Hold for a moment… and flick your wrist in the direction you need the hook to go. He focuses on imitating how Vandham did it, and when he sees the cord wrap several times around the ardun’s feet, he grounds his feet, flexes his toes to extend the spikes in his soles, and pulls with all his might.
“That’s it!” Vandham says as the ardun crashes to the ground. Zenobia flies in again, launching the ardun… and Malos? Malos saunters up with disinterest before bringing his sword straight down on the suspended ardun, sending it crashing brutally into the ground. “Yeah, you lot have got it down, no problem. I’m impressed!”
“I’m sure you’ve seen a lot better fighting, what with the Garfont mercs and all,” Rex says, retracting the anchor line as he speaks. “Zenobia, could you… put it out of its misery?”
“On it!” Rex doesn’t have to look to know how fast she responded to that request—the ardun lets out one last cry, cut short almost instantly.
“Thanks.”
“Try not to downplay yourself, kid. You’re still green, but it took me years to learn the trick I just taught you. You saw it once and figured it out, which is pretty damn amazing.” He places a hand on Rex’s shoulder, a gesture that feels strangely comforting.
Rex can’t quite believe the words Vandham is saying. “Really? Years?”
“Yeah, years. Everyone was green, once. Keep learning that quickly, and you just might make it to Elysium.”
Rex can’t help but smile broadly at the thought. “Then we’ll have to practice, won’t we? I’m sure there’s plenty of creatures out there to practice on along the way to Fonsa Myma. Nia, Tora, you up for it?”
“Yeah,” Nia says, placing one hand on her hip. “Can’t hurt.”
“Tora fine with it! But… can’t help but feel like Tora not very helpful.” Tora’s shoulders drop.
“It true that masterpon not do anything in demonstration,” Poppi says, causing Tora’s expression to sink, “but masterpon plenty helpful! Need not be so sad.”
“Yeah, furrypon,” Vandham says, “we’ll figure out what you can do with that Blade of yours next chance we get to practice.”
“Poppi’s right, Tora, you’ve got your strengths,” Nia says, visibly refraining from completing her sentence. Is she actually biting her tongue right now?
Rex decides to speak up. “You built Poppi, after all. The world’s first artificial Blade. No one who can do that is useless.”
“Mehmeh… friends right. Many thanks!” Like that, Tora is back to his usual self.
Poppi leans over like she’s sighing, visibly exasperated. “Masterpon switch moods too quickly.”
“Well then, let’s haul this back to the village,” Vandham says.
“Haul?” Rex asks. What are they hauling?
He stops next to the corpse of the ardun—Architect, Zenobia beheaded it—and pats one of its legs. “Waste of good meat to let it rot here. An ardun this size could make lots of rations for our mercs. You didn’t think I’d teach you all this for nothing, did you?”
“Well…”
“Yep, this is about what I expected. Alright, well, the sooner we get it back to camp, the sooner we can rest and eat dinner, right?” Nia asks, producing one of her knives. “We clean it here to make it easier?”
“Atta girl,” Vandham says. “Came prepared with a few good sacks to carry the meat in. Didn’t think we’d come across one this big, though. We’ll fill up what we can, and leave the rest for scavengers.” Vandham tosses the bags on the ground for filling up freely.
“I get it. You brought Perun along because she’s an ice Blade,” Malos says.
“Yeah, you get it,” Vandham says. “Freezing the meat helps keep it lasting longer, so I bring her along for hunting missions if she’s not busy.”
“I don’t mind,” Perun says, taking the large chunk of meat Vandham passes to her and coating it in a thin layer of frost before sliding it into the first bag. “It’s always nice to find use around the village, and it’s going to a great cause.”
Nia passes out knives from the sheaths on her belt, and soon, everyone is working in a peaceable silence next to each other to clean as much of the ardun as they can reasonably carry back themselves.
As Rex works on cleaning the meat per Vandham’s instructions, he catches himself smiling.
He’d been thinking when he woke up to Nia healing him that they’d hit quite the snag, but…
Maybe this whole thing was for the best.
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Chapter 8: Unfriendly Encounters
Summary:
Nia and Tora spend some time training. Nia goes for a walk. An encounter looms.
Notes:
Aaaaaaaaaaaa finally got through editing this. Next chapter will be fun, mostly because I hate the first half of it and have to rewrite that part from scratch to fix it. Classes have been picking up a bit, but I finally worked out a daily schedule that includes spending time on this fic on a regular basis without sacrificing my homework, lmao. Most of the wait between this chapter and the previous one was finding a good chapter title and getting through school work, if I'm being honest.
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(EDIT: Made a sliiiiiiiiiight mistake on whether or not a detail was actually given in canon. That being said, if you notice any detail that's majorly different in canon and doesn't seem part of the AU, please (nicely) point it out to me because I don't have a beta reader to fact check me anymore and make mistakes lmao. Thanks!)
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It’s quite the trek back to Garfont. Everyone’s lugging at least two full bags of ice cold meat, save for Tora, who has only one, and Poppi, who’s carrying three to make up for her masterpon’s slack. They make it back without incident, though, and dinner is lively and leaves the group feeling energized.
After, Vandham takes Rex to teach the boy about how to turn the meat they brought back into rations for travel, and Malos tags along, as the resident (and reluctant) chef.
The day seems to be dragging on for Nia. It’s hard to tell the time, with the sky being a mere shadow of the kind of sky you can see over Gormott, but given they’ve just had dinner, she assumes it’s getting late. She feels energized, yet painfully restless, her mind racing with thoughts of where to go from here.
She really wants to stay. She wants to support this whole ordeal—call her childish, but all that stuff Rex said about a better world, finding a way for there to be no more need for wars or fighting… She wants to believe in that dream, but…
There really is no choice but to run, huh.
Nia isn’t given the chance to plan much—Tora approaches her, drill shield in furry hand. “Nia! Tora want to learn how to be better Driver!”
“Eh?” Nia looks at him with a raised eyebrow and raised ears. “That’s good, Tora. Glad to hear it.”
“Would be very happy if friend could teach Tora how to be better fightypon.”
Ooh, that’s what’s happening. “Why don’t you ask Zenobia to help you? She loves fighting.”
“Zenobia is Blade, not Driver!” Tora frowns. “And Nia is good-good Driver. Knows more than Rex-Rex, and fights so easy! Tora want to be Driver like Nia.”
Nia hides a smile. “Well, glad to hear you’ve got some faith in me. All right, I can teach you. But I’m going to have to get a good look at how you fight. Go get Poppi and Zenobia while I handle something.”
“What Nia going to do?”
“I’m going to go ask that Vandham guy if there’s any place we can use to spar.”
Tora’s wings spread out behind him in a panic. “S-spar? Nia and Tora going to fight?”
Nia smiles almost wickedly. “No, you’re going to fight Zenobia. I’m going to watch so I can see where you need to improve.”
“Meh-meh-meh… Tora not so sure about this…”
“You’ll be fine,” she says with a laugh. “I can’t help you if I can’t observe how you fight, after all.”
“Meh… Tora will go get Zenobia, then…”
“Good, good. Then I’ll go ask Vandham.”
Tora bounds off to go ask Zenobia while Nia meanders over to where Rex, Malos, and Vandham are. She finds them next to a cooking pot near the center of the village. “Hey, Vandham,” she says as she approaches, “sorry to interrupt, but I’ve got a small question.”
“What’s that?” he asks, looking up from his work.
“Got any place Tora and I could use to spar? Little guy wants to work on his fighting.”
“There’s a training field right that way.” He points, and Nia follows it with her eyes. “Might be a guy or two training right now, but it should be open for use, so long as nothing gets destroyed.”
“We shouldn’t mess anything up, I just need to look more closely at how he fights. Thanks!”
Nia finds Tora, who’s collected Zenobia and Poppi, and it’s not long before she’s got Tora trying his damnedest to fight decently against Zenobia in the training field. Zenobia understands her purpose in this situation, which is incredibly helpful, given that Tora’s not already on the ground.
The more she watches Tora, though, the more she’s actually a bit amazed, in the worst way possible. The fact that he lasted at all when they fought against the Special Inquisitor can be attributed entirely to the fact that his weapon is a giant, hardy shield and that he appears to have the endurance of a brog—his movements are clumsy, ineffective, unpracticed.
She can see how he was able to stand up to Dughall, that was mostly just buying time for Rex and Malos anyway, but Vandham’s words to Rex before were absolutely spot on. Tora, too, is going to have to improve faster than any average Driver, or Rex and Malos will never be able to make it to Elysium.
“Alright, stop.”
Zenobia stops, and Tora falls forward, unable to stop the momentum of the attack he was attempting to land. He lands on his face with a muffled noise. Poppi rights him with an expressionless face. “Meh-meh?”
“Tora, can you tell me how you fight?”
Tora tilts his head, lowering the shield and placing it on the ground. “Meh? Tora hit enemies with drill shield very hard. Hard hit hurts enemy. Mostly use it to draw attention and block attacks, though.”
Bingo. “Right. You’re trying to hit harder instead of smarter.”
“What problem with that?”
Poppi tilts her head now. “Hitting hard not key to winning?”
Nia’s hands find their way to her own hips, balled fists, as she shifts her weight and sighs. “Hitting hard is important, yeah, but Tora, you’re smart. Look at Poppi. She’s an amazing piece of technology, she’s got her own personality and functions exactly like a natural Blade. And you built her. So when you’re fighting, you need to use those brains, and think of ways to hurt your enemy.”
“Tora not sure he understands,” he says. “Malos plenty strong and scary, and all he do is hit enemy very hard. Why that not work for Tora and Poppi, too?”
“You can’t just… Look, if you hit an enemy haphazardly, and you hit them where they’re strongest, you’re not going to be able to do much of anything. But if you hit where they’re weaker, and keep hitting in the same spot, you’ll be able to do a lot more, a lot faster. You might even be able to knock someone off their feet, which’ll make them a lot easier for all of us to hit.”
Zenobia leans on the handle of her axe with a smile. “Nia’s right. Malos looks like he’s just hitting the enemy really hard, but if you can find a way to throw them off, or if you can figure out what works, you’re going to do a lot more to your opponent than if you’re just focused on trying to hit them at all.”
“So… Tora should try focusing on how to hit the enemy.”
Poppi smiles. “Masterpon smart, but not very fighty-smart.”
“For starters, your shield has that drill that comes out the center, right?”
Tora nods. “That right.”
“And you know how earlier, Vandham was talking about Driver combos, and taught Rex to topple enemies with his grappling hook?”
Another nod.
“Why don’t you try doing something like that with your shield?”
“Tora cannot shoot anchor like Rex-Rex, though…”
Nia smiles. “Tora doesn’t, I mean, you don’t need to. Zenobia, mind if we try something on you?” Damn noponspeak is starting to infiltrate her brain.
She shakes her head. “No, not at all. I can take it.”
Nia grabs her rings with a smile, slipping into battle stance. “Alright then. Tora, when I give you the go ahead, try knocking Zenobia over with your shield.”
With a nod from Zenobia, Nia, careful not to funnel any ether into her rings, launches into combat. It’s a conscious act to not compensate for Dromarch’s absence as she moves fluidly around Zenobia. The last thing she needs is to garner more suspicion before she leaves.
Once she’s close enough, she doesn’t bother with any arts. She aims high with one ring, making her movement obvious—Zenobia sees this, and dodges away. The ring barely brushes past her nose, but that’s fine. Nia wasn’t really trying to hit with the first attack anyways.
She sweeps low with her other ring, bringing it around behind Zenobia’s leg. It catches right behind her knee, and Zenobia, operating off a slight high from avoiding the feint, falls off balance, desperately trying to right herself.
“Broken! Tora, now!” she says, backing away to let Tora work.
Tora stares blankly for a moment. Then, finally, he seems to get an idea. “Poppi! Remember how Rex-Rex and Malos like to fight by passing weapon?”
“Yes, masterpon?”
Tora’s eyes sparkle with excitement. “Tora want to try that now. Zenobia much too tall for Tora to hit high and knock over, but Poppi taller and can fly! So Tora want Poppi to take shield, fly up, and hit Zenobia near head to topple!”
“Understood, masterpon,” Poppi says, her jets sparking to life in her feet. Tora throws his shield in the air, and Poppi catches it, executing Tora’s orders perfectly. Zenobia is thrown to the ground by the force of Poppi, and lands next to Nia with a proud grin.
Nia’s eyes light up. “Perfect! It’s not exactly the usual style of battle, but it doesn’t need to be, right?” She stops to help Zenobia up, pulling her to her feet. “We can practice that more with Rex and Vandham when we leave for Fonsa Myma.”
“Tora did something good?”
“I think so, furrypon,” Vandham’s proud voice interrupts as he enters the training ground. “I see you’re making progress, Nia, Tora.”
“Nia taught Tora to think different about how Tora fight!”
Nia rolls her eyes. “He was just trying to hit really hard. Sure, that may work for the average Driver, but sooner or later we’d run into a place where just hitting hard won’t do a thing. Figured it was best to put a stop to that now.”
“Probably for the best, yeah. You let them carry along too long with bad habits and they just get harder to break. What little I saw, though, looks like you’re teaching him an older fighting style.”
“Tora just think about what Rex-Rex do when fighting! Friend Nia only teach Tora to think more about fighty style!”
Nia stifles a laugh. “He’s got a long way to go, too, but sure, use him as an example. Just don’t follow him too closely, alright?” Hopefully Rex gets some decent advice and training once she leaves. At least the Blades seem to know what they’re doing. Zenobia’ll have to take up the gauntlet of teaching everyone after Nia’s gone, it looks like.
“Well, we already beat up Zenobia, so I think I’m gonna call this training session a night and go for a walk,” Nia says, reattaching her rings to her belt. “Gotta properly clean my knives and all that.”
Zenobia has a glint in her eye, curiosity sparking. “Going for a walk alone? Aren’t you going to bring Dromarch with you?” She leans forward, tilting her head to one side.
“Shouldn’t walk around alone around here. Been hearing tales of bandits and core crystal hunters, lately,” Vandham says. “You might be safer from Torna without your Blade around, actually, but I wouldn’t count on it.”
“Torna, you say…” Nia represses a shiver. “Are they hanging around Uraya now?”
Vandham’s eyes hold a weight to them that turns Nia’s stomach. “Couple of missions I sent men out on that no one came back from. Their corpses were found, but not a core crystal between ‘em. Lost too many good men to them.” He looks far away as he continues. “My point is, they could be. We won’t know for a few days after they arrive whether Torna’s here or not.”
She tries to remember what their plans were, but realizes too quickly that they could be anywhere. Akhos could already know where they are, if he wanted. “If they’re not already in Uraya, they probably will be soon.” All the more reason to get a plan to get out faster.
They’ve got to be. It’s the only explanation for why they didn’t do anything in Gormott. Why would they waste the energy, when Akhos and Obrona are able to find them anywhere?
She takes a deep breath, tracks down Dromarch, and goes for a walk.
~
Nia crouches in the soft sand on the riverbank, leaning over the water anxiously. Maybe she’s biased, but she’s always felt like water is the most healing element of them all. She dips the first of three knives into the water as Dromarch curls up in the sand and gets to work decompressing her thoughts properly.
The first thing that occurs to her as she works ardun blood off the blade is how easy it would be to just go. They could walk to Fonsa Myma, get some gold from hunting and selling meat and hide in town, and eventually get herself a ticket on a ship going anywhere but here.
She considers asking Dromarch what he thinks of the situation, especially given everything they know. They’ve got a better chance of surviving Torna coming for her if they stick with Rex and the others, sure, but they’ve also got a much better chance of running into them at all.
She puts down the first knife and reaches for the second. It’s tough, coming to a decision, and she’s just about to break her comfortable silence when the air around her seems to spark, and Dromarch raises his head in alarm.
She looks up, too, just in time to see a man in a blue set of armor land in front of her gracefully, followed by a Blade with wings and a helmet which covers her eyes. The familiarity in Nia’s eyes almost hurts as she looks at the two, trying to assess the situation.
The Blade’s wings lower, sparking with remnants of static as she giggles. “Did you miss us, Nia?”
“Obrona. Akhos.” She nods to each and pushes herself to her feet, grabbing the smaller knife she’d placed to the side earlier.
“I see the traitor has gone off on her own,” Akhos says in greeting. He doesn’t draw the swords at his waist, choosing only to straighten his posture like a beast sizing up its prey. “Are you planning on returning to your Aegis and his friends? Or will you be betraying them, as well?”
She lowers her gaze. The electricity in the ether must have just been to announce himself. He would do something like that. Pompous bastard.
“She plays such a good villain!” Obrona taunts in the background.
Nia glowers, eyes set in a mistrusting glare. “That’s none of your concern, and I haven’t betrayed anyone.”
Akhos chuckles. “Do they know your big plot twist yet?”
“My plot twist?”
“It must be convenient,” he continues, “to hide who you are whenever it’s convenient. You do know what’ll happen when they find out, don’t you?”
“They won’t,” she says, gritting her teeth.
He chuckles with a wry grin. “Oh, to live in your reality. You really think there’s nothing stopping me from simply telling them at my convenience. I hadn’t thought you to be so naïve, Nia.”
“You wouldn’t,” she says, but her voice falters. There’s just about nothing Akhos wouldn’t do if he threatened to.
“I believe you already know well enough what I wouldn’t do. But, we could strike a deal… That is, unless you don’t mind your new friends knowing your past.”
Fists clench, teeth grit, as Nia’s figurative hackles raise further. She nearly hisses under the pressure of the situation. But if she’s ever to trust her travelling companions enough for them to know who she is, they’ll learn that information on her terms.
Fists unclench, a deep breath releases, ears fold back as Nia comes to a decision. “What do you want me to do?”
“Oh, Nia, I knew you would make the right decision. It’s simple enough; you withhold what you know about us, where we’re located, our abilities, and I won’t tell your companions about you.”
Right. Just don’t tell them anything. She can do that.
Obrona giggles, a hand raising to cover her mouth. “We’ll know if you warn them about us,” she says. “If they react too well, if they’re not surprised enough…”
“I got it, okay? I won’t warn anyone about you or the rest of Torna, and they won’t find out about me. You can leave now.”
“Why should we?”
Nia turns back to the water, returning to the cleaning she’d been doing. Dromarch sits behind her protectively, eyes never leaving Akhos or Obrona. “I’m busy. Don’t you have anything better to do?”
“Not for a while, no. And why leave when our mere presence antagonizes the resident traitor so much?”
Nia lets out an irritated sigh, wrapping the knife and putting it away. She rises to her feet once again. “Architect, you’d get along great with Malos. I’ll handle this later. Dromarch?” She climbs onto her Blade’s back. He can outrun Akhos and Obrona any day. Maybe if they can make it back to Garfont, Akhos will do her the mercy of shutting up and leaving her alone.
At least, until he attacks. Not like she didn’t already know what he was here for.
“By the way,” Akhos says as Dromarch is preparing to run, “my orders are to handle you however I see fit. Don’t rest too easy, now.”
Dromarch takes off into a sprint before Nia can respond, and they return to Garfont in record time, knives not quite clean, head spinning with doubt. No doubt that was Akhos’s plan all along, but Architect, it worked well.
She returns to the room she’s gotten in the inn, which Poppi and Zenobia haven’t yet returned to, and falls into bed, pulling her knees to her chest and heaving a sigh. She thanks the Architect that Dromarch understands her need for solitude right now and slinks off to the room he shares with the guys.
It’s a long, sleepless night for Nia. She manages a bit, yeah, but the added comfort of finally sleeping in a bed for the first time in a week or two is minimal when she’s faced with the knowledge that Akhos could come for them whenever he pleases, and she’s not allowed to say a word about it.
Morning arrives and a gentle light falls across Garfont village, and Nia crawls out of bed, tiptoes out of the room, and goes for a walk.
~
Nia’s joined by Zenobia some time later, having found a scenic vantage point in the village underneath a large tree. The added companionship isn’t really what she wanted right now, but she says nothing, choosing to stew quietly in her minor annoyance.
She sits, legs dangling from the small plateau, as Zenobia flies up to join her. She’s so… effortless. Nia briefly wonders if Zenobia’s ever had to worry about anything. She supposes she wouldn’t remember, anyway.
Nia wonders if she had a good life, in the lifetimes she can’t remember. Or did she have a life at all, before this one? Maybe this was her first awakening, and the first thing she did was corrupt herself and her core crystal, become an enemy of anything good.
Things could be different. They could have changed from the start, if she’d refused, if her sister had never…
“Nia, you okay?” Zenobia says, waving a hand in front of her face. “I’ve been trying to talk to you for five minutes now and you haven’t even looked at me.”
“Sorry,” she says, swallowing her concerns for now. She’ll keep all her problems inside her chest, and one day, she’ll die with them. “What were you saying?”
“I was asking if you’re alright,” Zenobia says. “It’s really early for you to be up, and you look like you haven’t slept at all.”
“I guess I did have trouble sleeping last night.” She kicks her legs against the rock they rest against, focusing on her breathing. Even if Zenobia’s right, even if she’s not doing nearly as well as she could be, she can’t exactly confide in Zenobia about this. “Sorry if me getting up this morning woke you.”
“Nah.” She waves it off. “I’m naturally an early riser, don’t even worry about it.”
They fall into a brief silence as Nia finds nothing to say, and Zenobia searches.
Zenobia watches the sky. Nia watches her feet.
“Does this have anything to do with you trying to sneak off the other day?”
Nia looks up at that, turning her head to look at Zenobia. “Well… not exactly. Different issue, same source.”
“What’d Malos do this time?”
Nia shakes her head. “It’s got nothing to do with Malos.”
“That’s a first,” she says, grin broad and lighthearted. “Guy’s got a knack for saying exactly the wrong things. I’m surprised you put up with him at all.”
“Same to you,” Nia replies, cracking a small smile.
The noise that comes from Zenobia is a short bark of laughter. “Even if I wasn’t determined to get him to fight me someday, I don’t have a choice. He’s Rex’s Blade too, after all.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re right. Do you…” She trails off, unsure of her own question.
Zenobia tilts her head. “What’s that?”
“Nothing, sorry. Forget about it.”
“Hm, okay,” she says. “You’ve been acting pretty weird lately, but I’ll let it slide. Maybe you’re just like that.”
“Yeah, let’s just go with that. I’m a bit weird and all that.” Nia stretches, a languid movement that engages every muscle, and moves to stand. “Come on, come get breakfast with me. Could use a nice coffee.”
“Wanna race there?” Zenobia grins again, the flame of competition lighting in her eyes.
Nia rolls her eyes. “No way. You’d beat me. Some of us can’t fly.”
“Aw, you’re no fun, Nia.”
“Sorry ‘bout it,” she says, sliding down the side of the plateau and starting the walk to the tavern they’d eaten at the previous day. Zenobia follows behind her, and for a short moment, Nia almost wishes Zenobia was her Blade instead.
Almost. Can’t say she’d enjoy swinging that axe around, to be honest.
Vargel’s tavern doesn’t have any coffee, which isn’t quite the disappointment Nia wanted to start the day on, but whatever. Nia orders tea and some light vegetables for breakfast, and sits down to find Zenobia’s gotten tea with… steak?
“Interesting combination you got there,” she comments as she reaches for her own tea.
Zenobia doesn’t seem fazed. “You should try it sometime. I’m pretty sure I could eat meat for every meal and never get tired of it.”
Nia gives a polite smile and takes a sip of her tea. “I’m good. Meat’s okay, but I couldn’t start the day like that. Too heavy for my tastes.”
“Bet you’d start the day with fish though, huh?” The smile on Zenobia’s face is teasing.
Nia’s ears raise in offense. “Oi! I’ll have you know that’s a stereotype.” She crosses her arms across her chest as Dromarch joins them. “…I do like fish, though,” she adds quietly. “Dromarch, what do you want for breakfast?”
“Whatever you choose is fine for me, my lady,” he says, bowing his head. “How did you find your sleep last night?”
“Fine, I’m a bit tired, wish this place had coffee, but I’ll make it. I’ll get you some steak and some water, hold on a sec.” Nia gets up and returns not long later with some food for Dromarch.
He bows his head in appreciation. “Thank you, my lady. You know me too well.”
“I could say the same for you,” she replies, a warm smile on her face.
“You two are so close,” Zenobia says, resting her chin in her palm. “How long have you been Driver and Blade?”
Nia’s eyes flick to Dromarch’s. She doesn’t like to think about the time when she awakened him, tries not to even think about the old days as much as she can, but she has to to get even close to answering the question properly.
“Must be, what, six months now?” Might have skewed that number a bit. Might be best to keep all that stuff from the past under wraps. The more they know, the more they'll want to know. Besides, it's more of an answer to a different question. Years on the run, then six months with Torna before Rex reminded her she had other options to turn to. But they did warm up to each other fast. Weren't really given a choice in the matter.
“That’s not that long. Must’ve been through a lot in that short time, for you to be such a skilled Driver. And your affinity bond with Dromarch is so strong already.”
Nia flinches. “Yeah, well, we didn’t get a lot of time to figure that stuff out. It just had to happen, and that was that.” She stares down at her plate now, eating to fill the silence that’s maybe her fault. (It’s absolutely her fault.)
“I’m not going to ask about all that stuff,” Zenobia says after some time. “If you tell me, that’s up to you, but you know we’re on your side, right? It’s not just you and Dromarch against the world. Not anymore.”
“I never said it was.”
She hums, sipping her tea slowly. “Yeah, well, I can see it in your eyes. Besides, can’t think of how else you’d get so close so quickly. That’s the way a Driver and Blade act when they’ve had no choice but to rely on each other completely. It must have been rough, but it’s none of my business, so I won’t pry any more. But like I said… it’s not just the two of you anymore. At least, it doesn’t have to be.”
The conversation dies as Rex approaches the table to sit. “…thank you, Zenobia,” Nia says quietly as Rex sits.
The boy glances between the two of them, a look of confusion written on his face. “Good morning,” he says, deciding apparently not to question anything.
“Morning!” Nia chirps, feeling like a weight’s been lifted off her chest. There’s still the knowledge of Akhos nagging at the back of her mind, the fear wrapped around her heart, but maybe it’s not so bad to have a little support. Zenobia can’t fully understand it, not really, but Nia appreciates the kindness, and maybe if she acts happy she can trick herself into believing she’s not afraid.
“We’re meeting Vandham at the training grounds after breakfast,” Rex says. “Going to get an early start on travel. He says we can probably make it to Fonsa Myma by night if we don’t take too many breaks and get an early start.
“Alright, got it,” Nia mumbles, drowsing a bit. Maybe she should have tried a bit more to get some sleep.
Rex pauses. “Are you sure you slept okay, Nia?”
“No.” She downs the rest of her hot tea in one big, painful gulp. She sets down the teacup, coughing. “That’s better. Sorry, didn’t have a good time trying to sleep last night. Got a lot on my mind.”
“Yeah, I get that,” Rex says. “What we’re doing… it isn’t easy. But we’ll make it, right?”
“Of course,” she says, and she means it. He’s certainly determined enough to deliver them to Elysium, and he’s got the right idea of why. If anyone can get them there, it’s probably him. Probably.
Okay, so his skills need some work, but he’s got the rest of what he needs. They can work on his skills as a Driver on the way. Vandham’s already got him started down that path, at least.
Malos joins them, apparently having already eaten. “Ready to go whenever the rest of you are,” he grumbles. Nia knew he wasn’t much of a morning person, but she’d hoped he’d at least have taken advantage of the fact that they had actual beds and gotten some substantial sleep. She supposes she hasn’t fared much better.
Her plate’s basically clean, and Dromarch was focused on eating instead of talking, meaning they’re waiting on Rex and Azurda. Well, and Tora, who’s not left the inn yet, as far as Nia can tell. “We’ll be waiting on Tora for a while at this rate.”
Malos looks around, not seeing him, and groans. “I’m on it.” He stalks off, back to the inn, and returns not long after, lugging a frantic, still half-asleep Tora by the scruff of his neck, and followed by the ever-dutiful Poppi. He stops just short of the table and drops Tora on the ground unceremoniously. The poor slacker lands face first, his protests now muffled by the dirt.
He pushes himself up, looking angrily at Malos. “There still plenty of time left for Tora to sleep!”
“If you recall, everyone but Nia was told last night that we’d be leaving early today, and even she managed to be ready to leave on time. Go eat, or we’ll leave you here without breakfast.” Malos’s tone and glare leave no room for further protests on Tora’s behalf, and he silently bounds over to the counter to order.
“Thanks for that,” Rex says. “We’d never have gotten him up on time otherwise.”
Malos grunts, which seems to be the end of the conversation as he heads off to the training ground in silence, leaving Poppi to take a seat at the table, which is starting to get crowded.
“Friends sleep well?” she asks, ever innocent.
Nia shakes her head at the same time Zenobia says, “yeah, I slept great! How’d you sleep, Poppi?”
“Poppi does not sleep, but feels refreshed after extended time in rest mode without any damage to system. Was analyzing data collected during day of travel.”
“Analyzing data?” Nia asks, leaning on the table with both elbows. “What kind of data do you collect?”
“Simple facts about friends and environment. For example, humidity in Uraya much higher than in Gormott. Humidity in Uraya so high, it feel like Gormott when about to rain!”
“…you don’t think that means it’ll rain today, do you?” Rex asks. Like he’s not the one wearing a waterproof salvaging suit.
“Hard to tell. Poppi spend most of time in Uraya near water, but humidity only climb since arrived! We not know much about weather, so it possible that humidity means it rain soon.”
Nia restrains herself from letting out a groan. Her element may be water, but she’d rather not deal with the rain. Rain means cold and wet and camping in the mud without a fire, and slipping in the mud, and she’d rather not put up with any of it. Does it even rain in titans like these?
“If friends like,” Poppi continues as Tora sits down with a plate of sausages, “Poppi can keep data on Uraya and begin analyzing for potential weather conditions in future.”
“Yeah,” Nia says, “that’d be nice. Wish we weren’t racing against Mythra and the others here, or I’d suggest we wait until tomorrow to start travelling and spend today working on fighting and not getting caught in the rain.”
“Friends think it rain today?” Tora asks, words still slurred by sleep.
Everyone nods. “Poppi said the humidity in Uraya is really close to what it’s like in Gormott before it rains.”
“Oh,” he says. “Poppi not have any databases on weather science. Environmental monitoring more for helping Tora maintain hair.”
“Really?” Zenobia says. “Data like that could make some serious advances in science.”
“Science not matter much, though. Weather not have any effect on how well Tora can build or work, so never thought about it. It possible that rain have effect on Poppi that Tora not see though, so left feature in.”
It baffles Nia how smart Tora is and yet how much of a dumbass he can be. “Well, we’ll have to see how well Poppi’s predictions turn out in terms of accuracy. It might be interesting.”
“Yeah, could be useful, too.”
“Friends want to hear more about data Poppi collecting?” she asks, seemingly delighted to be more useful to the group.
“Sure, let’s hear it.”
“In Garfont, there more than thirty Blades. Sometimes, Poppi can sense Blade even more powerful than normal Blade, but it not like Malos. When Blade and Driver fight together, it make special ether wave in air. Poppi detected wave like this seventy-one times yesterday. When friend Nia link with Dromarch, it even more special ether anomaly!”
Nia’s chest feels tight, all of a sudden. “R-really? Interesting.”
“When Rex-Rex link with Malos, it like they not link at all,” Poppi continues. “Rex-Rex and Malos not very close, while Nia and Dromarch very close! Poppi conclude that ether anomaly dependent on strength of bond between Blade and Driver. So ether anomaly of Nia and Dromarch very special. Rex-Rex and Malos have different kind of ether anomaly from others, though.”
Nia releases a breath she hadn’t been aware she was holding. Poppi keeps talking.
“Yesterday, Poppi feel anomaly from greater distance than before. Thought it was Nia and Dromarch because not feel it from others yet, but then Poppi return to inn and see Nia already asleep. It possible that another Blade and Driver like Nia and Dromarch in Uraya!”
...must be Akhos and Obrona, she realizes. They were out her way, and she doubts they went off to do nothing after bothering her all day. “When’s the last time you sensed the special ether thing?” she asks.
“Poppi not sure. Less data collected during rest mode, so if more special ether anomalies happen during night, Poppi not sense it. Did sense one about twenty-seven minutes ago, though.”
Ah, there’s the anxiety again. “Where, Poppi?”
“Out by training ground where Poppi train with masterpon, Zenobia, and Nia yesterday,” she responds. “Why friend ask?”
Nia opens her mouth, but remembers the deal she’d made. “Just curious. Tora, are you done eating yet?”
“Tora suppose. Not too happy about being woken up so early, but will make an exception this time.”
“Then we should probably go meet Vandham soon. I want to stop by one of the shops here to see about getting a blanket or something to sleep on, so I’ll meet the rest of you there, okay?” Nia stands, and Dromarch walks with her to the shops.
The worry gnaws at Nia as she finds a nice-looking bolt of warm fabric. It’s really a shame that she’ll have to put it in the mud in order to look even slightly okay walking around. On second thought, she buys another bolt of the fabric and bags it as she walks over to the training ground.
She slinks into the training grounds, where the others are now all gathered, quietly, hyper-aware of the possibility of Akhos attacking. As long as she keeps quiet, she’ll be safe, right?
Maybe that’s too naïve, but she can’t help but think that while she might not be physically safe, she can’t imagine him not trying to kill her now that he’s basically been given the go ahead to deal with her as he pleases, but… her secret, at least, will be safe. The tiptoes it’s already made into the light are already too much for her.
With any luck, she’ll be able to just be… normal. Just a regular Driver, and her regular Blade, on a quest to save Alrest or whatever. As normal as she can be.
“Say, Rex,” Vandham is saying as she approaches, “what do you think is the difference between me and, let’s say, Torna?”
The boy in question is so clearly caught off guard by the question that it’s a bit funny, but he presses on. “What? Well, I guess… it’s obvious, isn’t it? They’re bad, and you’re not. They hurt people, and you help people.”
Oh, so naïve. Although, to be fair, she’s not sure where Vandham’s going with this either. She tries her hardest to remove herself from Torna, and continues listening.
Vandham laughs. “Glad you think I’m a good person, kid. Truth is, we aren’t all that different. They’re not doing good stuff, no, but they’re fighting their own war. Everyone’s got their own war to fight, their own ideals against the world’s, and you’re no different. Tell me, what’s your war?”
“My… war?”
“While I appreciate the vote of confidence,” a voice says, sending Nia stock-still, ears up in alarm, “and believe me, I do appreciate that you think so highly of me, really—all of the members of this rag-tag cast have arrived, so if you please, the show may finally begin.”
Akhos appears, as overly dramatic as always, with a bastardous smirk on his face. He’s trailed by Obrona, naturally, and the air grows electric again. Seems Obrona’s preemptively activated her ability, judging by the sudden subtle suffocation that permeates the air.
“Who the hell are you?” Malos asks, taking a dangerous step in their direction.
She’s gotta give her former comrades credit. Anyone else Malos looked at like that would at the very least look like they were considering turning tail and running.
Akhos raises a gloved hand as if that would actually placate Malos, the incarnation of moodiness, and doesn’t bother wiping that damn smirk off his face. “Now, now, calm yourself. I merely had to come see the star of the show on my own! And what a star he is. Akhos, at your service.”
Malos scoffs. “Cut the shit. I’ve been hanging around here for an hour, and was alone for most of that. You had more than enough opportunity to approach me alone, but you waited until all of our group was here. What is it you’re actually here for?” As he’s speaking, he moves closer to Rex—the movement is subtle, almost so much so that Nia hardly notices. Apparently, she’s not the only one who does, though.
Akhos hums. “Well, someone’s shockingly attached to his Driver. Protective, even. I’d heard you revived this brat, but could it be that you actually care about him? Or is the interest a bit more… self-centered?”
Nia’s not sure entirely what he’s getting at, if he somehow knows about Malos’s surprisingly well-kept secret, but she steps in anyway, rings already in her hands. “Oh come off it, Akhos. Just tell us what you’re here for, alright?”
“Nia, you know him?” Rex asks as everyone turns their gaze to her. She inhales, exhales, keeps her eyes on the enemy. She can’t falter or get distracted here, especially not when it’s taking everything in her to keep the flow of ether into her weapons subtle, unnoticeable. If she’s right, and Obrona’s prematurely blocking the ether flow, it’s the only way she’ll be able to properly handle it.
“Now, Nia, have you forgotten?” Akhos’s voice is taunting, and he takes his own dangerous step in her direction, his expression warm and his eyes unflinchingly cold.
“Say, Akhos,” Obrona says, stifling a giggle, “now that I think about it…” She flies around, closer to Nia, halving the distance playfully. “You only said you wouldn’t tell anyone…”
Fists clench around the handles of metal rings. They wouldn’t. They wouldn’t.
In the back of her mind, Nia realizes they absolutely would.
“You know, Obrona, I did say that. And as I recall, no stipulations were placed on what you would do with the information. I suppose that means you’re free to say as you please, hm?”
Nia learned to hate the sound of Obrona’s laugh early on in her stint with Torna. It’s sadistic, mischievous in a way that implies just the slightest amount of sadism, and the higher the pitch, the surer you can be that you won’t like whatever follows. Now, that laugh isn’t preceding some prank, but the loss of the trust Nia’s friends have in her, and she will herself to move. Begs, even. If she can just move, if she can just stop Obrona—
She’s completely rooted to the spot, but it’s okay, because in the exact moment Obrona opens her mouth, a blast of darkness hits her directly in the face. Mercifully, the only thing that comes out is a yelp as she’s thrown to the ground from the impact. Nia follows its source to Malos, who’s holding his sword in one hand effortlessly. He must have closed the distance between him and Rex to grab it.
Another blast comes from the tip of the sword, aimed at Akhos—he gracefully avoids it, albeit narrowly.
“Glad to see the members of Torna have no shame or sense of loyalty,” Malos says, not lowering his sword. “Do yourself a favor, Nia, and get moving.”
Malos’s words of support finally allow Nia to push past her fear and move. She moves swiftly past Obrona to where Akhos stands, his swords in hand, his affinity link with Obrona blinking to life, a strong gold line that doesn’t falter for a second.
“Stay vigilant, everyone. Akhos is a master of strategy,” Nia starts saying, her body moving without her thinking. “He plans every move Torna makes, orchestrates every major operation. The Blade, Obrona, can manipulate the ether in the air, so I hope you haven’t been relying on it too much, because she can cut off your link with your Blade like it’s nothing.”
She moves fast, faster than she ever has in battle, and Akhos can just barely keep up.
Vandham takes the cue and draws his weapons, his eyes narrowed dangerously. “Oh, I know the name Torna,” he says, borderline growls. “This guy’s one of them, you say?”
Nia nods, narrowly avoiding a slice Akhos makes aimed at her neck. He never was one for messing around. “One of five. There’s probably another around somewhere, but as I recall, two are out in other areas for a while. That leaves the leader and Pyra. It could be one of those two, or it could be both, but—guh—” One of Akhos’s attempts to fight back results in a slash across Nia’s cheek. “—either way isn’t an ideal situation.”
Vandham and the others join the fray, finally taking in the situation, and Nia keeps talking.
“The rest of you might be safe, except Rex and Malos. He’s wanting to kill me personally. Everyone else is just collateral.”
“You know, Nia,” Akhos interrupts, his voice a growl, “you’re not following the script.”
“To hell with your script, Akhos.” Nia tosses the rings to the side—Obrona’s too effective at countering ether, another ability from her manipulations, and she can’t quite keep up the illusion that all of this is stored, anyway. Instead, she pulls back, and punches him in the face with everything she’s ever had.
“If you think that I’m going to sit back and let your stupid script play out, you’re dumber than I ever gave you credit for,” she says, standing over him.
He glares at her, a hand on his cheek. “Tch… Obrona, I’ve grown tired of this farce. We’re leaving.”
She sighs, throwing up a proper ether shield between him and the others as he sheathes his weapons. “Fine, whatever. It was just getting to the fun part.”
Nia watches as the two abscond and takes a seat on the ground, head in her hands. Quite possibly the heaviest sigh she’s ever sighed leaves her, and it’s only when she pulls her hands away to see the others that she remembers the blood running down her face.
The suffocating feeling leaves with Obrona, and Dromarch walks up to Nia, picking up her rings in his mouth and charging them with ether.
Nia accepts them once they’ve been charged, and Dromarch bows his head. “My lady.”
She releases a healing art, which closes the cut smoothly. “Thanks, Dromarch,” she says, patting him on the head and looking at the others. They’re all still trying to make sense of what just happened, and Nia releases the second heaviest sigh she’s sighed in her life. She’s got a lot of explaining to do (a lot of lying to do) by the looks of it.
She pushes herself to her feet. “Everyone ready to head off to Fonsa Myma, then?”
“Um…”
The third heaviest sigh in Nia’s life escapes. “Come on. I can explain on the way.”
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Chapter 9: Trust and Reliance
Summary:
The Aegis Party travels to Fonsa Myma and unwinds at the inn.
Notes:
Oh man. I kept flipping between whether I loved or hated this chapter. I'm settling at a solid "yes" for now.
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Uraya is wet. Not only that, it’s humid, and it’s a horrible experience for those more inclined to fire-based ether. No amount of Aegis power can fully counteract the unpleasantness Pyra feels right now as a fire Blade in this environment.
’Pay attention,’ Mythra’s voice echoes in her head. ’You were the one who wanted to make sure Akhos didn’t get done in.’
“I know,” Pyra mutters. “I am. It’s just… stifling.”
’Well, I guess that’s what you get for letting the Tantalese get ahold of Ophion. Maybe if we still had his control core we could be done with all this already.’
Pyra pretends not to notice that Mythra’s clearly blaming her for the loss of Ophion, like they weren’t a little too busy trying to stay undetected while gathering power to monitor Ophion. Pyra forgets herself for a moment and privately thinks Mythra should take her portion of the blame for once.
’I heard that, you know,’ Mythra snarks.
“Yeah, well maybe you needed to,” she mutters back. “You could try being a little nicer, you know. You can’t exactly get rid of me at this point.”
She can feel Mythra’s irritation kick up. ’You’re lucky I still need you.’
“You’re lucky you have me at all.” Not that she needs to say it out loud. She’s thought it enough times that she’s sure Mythra knows already. “If it were you leading them and talking to them like that we wouldn’t have any help.”
Mythra snorts. ’You’re too nice to them. Just give them a reason to be afraid of you and they won’t run.’
“Nia did,” Pyra retorts. Speaking of Nia, she seems to be the only one of Malos’s group that fully understands the situation they’re in. Pyra can’t hear from the vantage point she’s picked to watch, but she can see everything clearly—Nia has the posture of someone ready for any attack. As well she should.
’Like I said, you’re too nice. Why bother being nice to them when they’re all going to be dead soon, anyway?’
Pyra doesn’t respond; she’s too focused on watching as Malos swiftly and surely grabs his sword off Rex’s waist, firing a burst of ether from the tip of the weapon with dangerous precision. Akhos will be fine for now. He had to prove himself to become their strategist.
Still, the movement seems to have spurred the smarter of their group into action. Pyra watches as events unfold, preparing at any point to jump in and help Akhos if necessary. She briefly wonders how things would be different if she didn’t have to get Mythra’s approval to do things like this. She can’t bring herself to not care about her teammates for the short amount of time they’ll have left together the way Mythra doesn’t care about them.
She lets out a soft hiss as she watches Nia punch Akhos directly in the face. Akhos rights himself, says something to Obrona, and they retreat. Pyra finally lets out a soft breath in relief and moves to climb down.
See? He’s fine. No need to waste our time out here. Pyra ignores Mythra’s voice.
Sever awaits at the foot of the plateau, arms crossed and a grin barely visible on his face. “Did you get what you came for, Pyra?”
Pyra nods. “Yeah, thanks, Sever. We should go meet up with Akhos. I suspect he’s already planning the next move.”
There’s shared nods, and with no objection or comment from Mythra, they walk off in the direction Akhos retreated to.
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No matter how long they walk, the day looks more and more gloomy. Rex tries not to think too hard about the looming rain as they follow Vandham, but the sky doesn’t seem to want to let him forget. Nia promised explanations, but half-hearted attempts devolved to her talking quietly with Dromarch. They must be strategizing, sifting through information… Meanwhile, the rest of them still don’t know what’s going on.
The ground of Uraya is wet. Rex had heard the term “wetland” used before, sure, but he hadn’t been expecting to actually make use of his waterproof boots outside the cloud sea. There’s water as far as the eye can see, with terraced plateaus that appear to house all matter of wildlife and flora. In the distance, fog wraps smoothly around a staircase, which descends into the water below.
At least this ridiculous amount of walking, coupled with occasional interruptions from the punchier of the wildlife, has a nice view to go with it. If the salvaging scene weren’t practically nonexistent here, he’d actually consider moving to Uraya. The trees here remind him of home.
A land bridge joins a plateau with a higher plateau, and it’s while they’re trudging across it that Nia finally decides to try her hand at those explanations she promised.
“Okay, I think I’m ready now.” Nia catches up with them, trailed by Dromarch. “Sorry about all that, I’m... there’s a lot. That you guys don’t know about me.”
“There’s an easy solution to that, isn’t there?” Rex asks, shrugging his shoulder.
Nia’s ears flick back on her head. “What’s that?”
Gramps takes this chance to join the conversation. “I believe what Rex is implying is that you could try talking to us from time to time. Perhaps if you opened up, we would know more about you.”
Nia flinches. “I don’t really... like the idea of telling everyone. About myself.”
There’s a certain guilt in the way Nia’s holding herself, or maybe it’s fear; her ears are folded flat against her head, and she retreats into her hood, stubbornly refusing to meet anyone’s eyes. Rex can’t tell if she’s walking closer to Dromarch than usual or if he’s walking closer to her.
“It seemed to be something rather important, though...” Rex frowns. “I don’t like that Torna knows things about you that we don’t.”
“It’s natural, isn’t it?” She shrugs. “I was with them for a while. It’s been a week at most since we met. These things don’t happen overnight, all right?” Her arms cross her chest.
She’s right, yeah, but he still doesn’t like it. “All right. So what’s this about a ‘deal’ Akhos and Obrona were talking about? You spoke to them?”
Nia falters under everyone’s gazes. “I should have left when I had the chance...” she mutters. When no one speaks, she continues. “Alright. I went to go clean the blood off my knives in the river outside Garfont yesterday. You know, get some fresh air, take care of my weapons, all that. I really can’t tell you what exactly it is that they know, but Akhos and Obrona approached and told me how if I told anyone about his abilities or the rest of Torna, they’d... they’d tell everything they knew. And it’s not pretty.
“Maybe someday, I can tell you guys about that stuff, but right now? It’s really not necessary, and I can promise I won’t be letting them manipulate me anymore.” She promises, and yet, she still refuses to meet anyone’s eyes.
“It not important for Drivers to get along as well as Blades?” Poppi asks quietly. “Fighting harder when friends not trust each other.”
Rex feels hurt prickle at his heart. “Nia, it’s going to be real hard to trust you when we know you’re keeping secrets.”
“I know!” Nia says. “I know.”
There’s a long moment of silence. Then, Zenobia and Nia speak at once.
“Maybe I should just—”
“Rex, maybe we shouldn’t—”
Zenobia pauses, giving Nia her chance to breathe and say what she wanted to say.
“Look, maybe we should be having this conversation when we’re someplace safe. You never know when something might attack us, after all, and I really don’t think—”
Rex thinks that Nia might have some kind of power to speak whatever she says into existence. At that precise moment, as the first drop of rain hits his nose, a loud, obnoxious voice cuts right through their obviously important conversation.
“Finally found you, Driver of the Aegis!”
For a split second, Rex thinks he might have something to be worried about. A pair of people in black cloaks—one tall, one short—appear seemingly from nowhere. Hoods cover their faces as the taller one speaks.
“You kept us waiting, Driver of the Aegis.” He extends his arm in a manner even more theatrical than his voice (one which might be intended to be intimidating, but honestly it sounds like this stranger takes himself too seriously), and it’s now Rex realizes that the shorter one is copying his every movement precisely. Did they… rehearse this?
“Hand the Aegis over!” the shorter one demands. “We won’t ask again!”
“Or how about a fight!” the tall one follows up. “That way, your honor remains intact, and you lose the Aegis in battle! I can’t guarantee it’ll be fair, given the obvious difference in our abilities, but you’re free to try if you care about your honor!”
Honestly, between the voice, the tinge of desperation, and the choreographed dramatic flourishes, Rex isn’t quite sure how to respond. It’s just so… ridiculous. They’re busy. He was finally getting somewhere with Nia, and they’re not even... talking to him. This entire time they’ve been aiming their demands and choreography at Nia.
“We’re good,” Rex says, finally, turning up his nose and walking on past the pair. The others follow suit.
Moments later, the pair runs around in front of them again to stop them, but the taller cloaked stranger slips and falls flat on his face, right into the mud. The shorter one skids to a stop and pulls him to his feet, quietly chiding him in a way that’s almost motherly.
“Alright,” the cloaked man says. “I get it. You don’t want to fight just any old stranger that approaches you. You’re busy, yeah? Got places to be, things to do? So make a deal with me, because we’re not letting you past until you give us a good fight. You fight us, and we’ll let you past if you win. If not… you have to come with us.” His hood falls back as he speaks, and Rex is met with the face of an eye patched man with silver hair and mud on his nose.
“Just who are you idiots, anyway?” Nia asks, placing a hand on her hip. “I’m almost inclined to fight you just because you’re that annoying.”
“Hey!” The man stomps his foot in indignation. His shadow follows his movement with little lag. “We’re not idiots. The three of us will show you lot the true meaning of skill!”
There’s silence for a moment. Nia visibly counts both of their adversaries once, twice…
“One, two… am I blind, or are you missing someone?”
The man chuckles darkly. “I’m so glad you’ve asked, furry-eared Driver of the Aegis.” He tries to remove his cloak dramatically, but he’s standing on the hem of it and nearly falls face-first into the mud again. When he’s restabilized, he tries a second time and flings the cloak… straight off the cliff behind him. Nice.
Now that he’s removed his cloak, Rex can see the man himself, and wow, that’s a lot of belts. Like, belts stacked on top of one another until they reach just above the edge of the man’s rib cage. He’s also not wearing an actual shirt—his are covered with a ratty jacket, which is left open so everyone can see just how many belts he’s wearing. At least his pants won’t be falling down any time soon.
“My name? Is Zeke von Genbu! Bringer of chaos! Smasher of dreams! Also known as Thunderbolt Zeke! And mostly importantly… your worst nightmare!” With yet another flourish, he gestures to the girl standing beside him, and she removes her own cloak, a lot more dramatically and a lot more elegantly than her cohort managed to do. “This! Is my Blade, Pandoria!”
Pandoria looks a bit classier than her Driver. Probably because she’s not wearing nearly as many belts. She’s got large glasses, which conceal her face, and short green hair, as well as clothes that are somehow just as eccentric as Zeke’s. The lightbulb on the end of her tail matches that of the hat on her head.
All in all, the two are a lot to look at. There’s still no third person here, though. Also, this Zeke guy called Nia the Aegis Driver, which is certainly news to him. Why didn’t anyone tell him Nia was Malos’s Driver now?
Before anyone can point out the mistake, Pandoria stands proudly, with one hand on her hip, and slowly raises her open palm to reveal…
Nothing. There’s nothing there. It’s just… her empty palm.
The two realize perhaps too late that their third member, who may or may not actually exist, is definitely not present.
Zeke’s face drops as he takes it in. “…Turters?”
There’s another empty moment before both people are on the ground, in the mud, looking for… Turters, whoever that is.
“…Right,” Rex says after a moment. “Well, we’re just gonna…” He maneuvers around them, and the others follow suit. They don’t get far before Nia stops walking.
“You don’t look native,” she mumbles, and Rex turns to find she’s talking to a small turtle she’s picked up. “How’d a beaut like you end up in Uraya?”
“Ah! Turters!” Zeke is suddenly right behind Nia and doesn’t quite stop his momentum in the mud. He slams straight into her back, nearly sending her to the ground.
“Oi, watch it!” Nia turns to glare at the guy.
“How dare you,” he says, his own glare in place. For a second, Rex thinks he’s serious, but then Zeke merely takes the turtle from her. “Handling a man’s turtle!”
“Oh, yes, because me picking up a turtle off the ground makes me the one doing wrong in this situation.” Nia takes a dangerous step towards him, jabbing a finger into his chest. “We’ve got stuff to do. How about you lay off, leave us alone, and while you’re at it, get a few of your facts straight before trying to pick a fight?”
“Can we go already?” Malos asks, voice gruff. “I’m getting pissed off.”
“Tora want to go too!” The nopon has furrowed brows, perhaps the least happy Rex has ever seen him outside of being woken up. “Tora tired! Want to make it to Fonsa Myma so Rex-Rex and friends can rest soon!”
“Besides,” Zenobia says, “It’s raining. Normally, I’d be all for a challenge, but… rain check.”
“Appearances can be deceiving, you know!” Pandoria says, stomping her foot
“Hey, Zenobia,” Malos says, “do us all a favor and blow these idiots off the cliff so we can get going.”
“Malos, no.” Rex gives him a stern look. “We’re not killing them.”
Malos looks over the edge of the cliff for a long moment, considering the idea thoughtfully. “Can you idiots swim?”
Zeke looks up from fawning over the turtle just long enough to answer. “What? Yeah?”
“Zenobia,” Malos says simply.
A delighted cackle is the only indication Zenobia gives before a gust of wind assaults the duo and their mascot. They brace themselves against it as Zenobia keeps the pressure on.
Panic flicks through Rex for a moment. “Wait, they’re annoying, yeah, but we can’t—”
“They’ll survive a fall from this distance,” Malos says. “I checked. The water’s pretty deep right below us. They already said they can swim, so it’s not like they’re going to drown.”
Even if Rex protested anymore, it’d be useless, because at that exact moment, Zeke slips in the mud yet again, sending him right off the cliff. Pandoria watches his descent for a few moments before looking back at Rex, Malos, and Zenobia, an exasperated look on her face. “I’m just surprised this didn’t happen naturally,” she says. “Guess I’ll go after him, then.”
“Wait, what are you…” Rex watches as Pandoria shrugs and leaps off the cliff after Zeke and Turters, arcing her body into a perfect dive on her way down. “You know, I feel kind of bad,” Rex says as he watches the splash in the water. It’s a long way down.
“They’ll live,” Malos says with a shrug. “With any luck, we won’t have to deal with them again. Come on, it’s going to start raining harder pretty soon.”
“Right, let’s go,” Nia says. “Maybe next time they’ll have figured out that I’m not Malos’s Driver.” She shrugs and starts walking, and the others soon follow.
After a long moment, Rex sighs and follows after the others.
“That old staircase finally giving in?” Malos comments, looking towards the staircase in the distance. Now that they’ve been walking a few hours, it’s becoming clear exactly how huge this staircase is. Also becoming clear is the state of disrepair it’s in—there’s a huge gap where age and weather must have worn the stairs down.
“Yeah,” Vandham says. “Been a long time since they built it, after all. From what I’m told, musta been something like one, two hundred years before the Aegis war?”
“They were building things that grand back then?” Rex asks, keeping his eyes on the stairs. “That’s amazing.”
“The Aegis war set a lot back,” Vandham says. “Can’t even begin to think of where Alrest might be now without it.”
Gramps pops his head out of the helmet. “Before the Aegis war, we were looking at the start of a new era in history, for a much different reason than we now think of it. Much of Alrest was still unsettled, yes, but Torna in particular was making fantastic strides in the more academic fields. Yes… Malos and Addam did a lot to protect that sort of knowledge, but much of it now rests at the bottom of the Cloud Sea…”
“That’s enough,” Malos says. “I’ll tell them about all that when and if I decide.”
Nia raises her eyebrows (and her ears) at this. “Weren’t you all about trusting each other and all that?”
“Nia,” Malos growls in warning, “do yourself a favor and mind your own business.”
“Alright, geez, I won’t press,” she says, raising both hands. “Sorry.”
Malos goes quiet, and they walk for some time in silence. The awkward silence is perhaps a bit stifling, but there’s not much anyone can do about it, not without risking pissing Malos off any further.
And so they press through the assaulting rain. Rex can’t fault Nia for pressing Malos here; he’s curious, too, and it’s not like everyone else hadn’t been pressing her. Malos has five hundred years behind him, all that knowledge and experience that Rex and the others just… don’t have.
It’s hard not to want to know, but Rex figures the best thing he can do is wait for Malos to be willing to talk about it. He presses on, and slows down to say something to Nia that’s been bugging him for a bit now.
“Hey, Nia,” he says, causing her to flinch. She’s been watching her feet as she walks, ears folded back against her head, but now, she looks at him with startled eyes. “I should say sorry. For not noticing anything was wrong or doing anything about that Akhos guy.”
“You’re… apologizing to…” To his surprise, she bursts into laughter. “You betray a guy’s trust after being the single most suspicious person in existence, continue to be shady about your past, and he apologizes to you. You really are something, Rex.”
He blinks slowly as he processes her laughter. “Wait, you’re not… I don’t know, upset?”
“I’m mad at myself, not you or anyone else. I don’t expect you to have noticed anything. I was purposely trying to hide it from everyone.”
Rex’s eyes drift to where Akhos slashed her cheek. The injury has already faded to a pink line, the fractals from his electricity barely visible against her skin. Despite how fast she’s recovering, he can’t help but feel guilty.
“Still, I feel a bit bad. It took me so long to even think about how to respond when you and Malos started fighting that Akhos guy.”
Nia shakes her head. “No, I get that you were probably shocked. Besides, a lot happened fast. It’s only natural you might get thrown off. And besides, I attacked him out of nowhere. Didn’t even think about it.”
“Um…” Tora bounds to catch up with them and tugs at Nia’s hand gently. “Tora also sorry about what happen and not seeing that friend was upset.”
Finally, Nia cracks a proper smile, one where she’s not explicitly laughing at Rex. “It’s alright, Tora. Honestly, you lot apologize too much, and for all the wrong things. Akhos is Akhos, and there’s no getting around that. Just have to come to terms with the fact that Torna isn’t… my crew any more, and that they might not be too happy about it.”
“You knew they wanted to destroy Alrest when you were talking to them,” Rex says. “Why did you join them to begin with?”
Nia sighs. She’s been doing a lot of that today. “I was kind of in a… tough situation, when they found me. Didn’t really have much of a say in the matter.”
Yet again, her past is just out of his reach, like she’s holding it far over his head and he can’t quite jump high enough to grab it. It’s so tempting to press, and really, he feels it’s important to know, but…
“Sorry,” she says with a grin when no one says anything. “Not the best way to continue a conversation.”
“Nah, nah,” he says after a moment. “I’m glad you’re openin’ up a bit, at least. The more I learn about you the more I think I don’t know anything about you at all.”
“Well, it’s not like you’ve been very forthcoming about yourself either,” she points out. “Don’t think I’ve learned anythin’ new about you since the day we met.”
Come to think of it, she’s kind of right. Their relationship as travelling companions has been based entirely around a circle of saving each other’s lives without actually ever talking to each other. Immediately, Rex feels the urge to apologize.
“Hypocrites, the lot of you,” Nia says before Rex can say anything more. Her face twists into a joking smile as she says it. “How about we try talking to each other, before flinging around accusations about how little we’ve told each other, yeah?”
Rex nods. “That sounds like a plan.”
With a private smile, he catches up to talk to Vandham, and the rest of their push through the rain is spent with little event.
~
When they finally reach Fonsa Myma, exhausted, fatigued, and absolutely at their limits, the only thing Nia wants to do is sleep. But, realistically, they’ve all got a bit of work to do yet.
After a brief conversation and budgeting, they split up to get everything handled faster, with Rex and Vandham heading off to the inn. Nia, Malos, and Zenobia make the decision to split the burden of acquiring ingredients for dinner, and Malos goes off with Zenobia to hunt down something meaty. Tora’s gone off somewhere to look at parts for Poppi, leaving Nia on vegetable duty.
Those who’ve stayed open despite the rain (which has finally calmed a bit) are reluctant to serve her given that they’re trying to close up shop for the night, but when she flashes the bag of gold Rex handed to her, they drop any objections they might’ve had. Despite this, she’s quick, and given the guidelines Malos gave her, she’s in and out with the vegetables for tonight and heading back to the inn.
The bag of gold Rex gave her is lighter than it probably should be, she realizes. What’s this boy been doing with his money? He got paid a hundred thousand gold in advance for that job he took with her and Torna, and this is… definitely not a hundred grand. She makes a note to ask him what he did with that much gold later.
Nevertheless, she returns to the inn and places her purchases on the table, passing the gold back to Rex, who’s draped himself over the couch. He’s awake, but just about as exhausted as the other Drivers. The Blades, even, are draped around the room in various states of exhaustion, save for Poppi, who’s massaging Tora’s shoulders.
“Not really supposed to make that trek in a single day,” Vandham says, stretching. “Kinda surprised you kids managed.”
“Glad to see you have faith in us,” Nia says, a wry smile on her face. She takes a seat next to Rex, looking around for Dromarch so she can start running healing arts. She spots him in the corner. “Dromarch?”
Dromarch lifts his head slowly and nods after a moment, trying to hide his own fatigue. Their affinity link blazes into existence once again in preparation for the maintenance on their travelling companions.
Nia doesn’t move yet. She merely lets the ether build in her weapons, taking the time to breathe. The ether builds just beneath the surface, not yet channeling into her weapons, and it stagnates under her skin. It’s not until the two Blades that were out hunting return that she reaches for her rings and allows the ether to flow into them..
Malos greets the room with his customary glare, Zenobia with a wave and the presentation of a bag of meat collected off a now very dead animal. They’re both dripping wet from the rain, the same as Nia. Nia leans forward in her seat to get some room to move.
It’s for the best that Nia is still are wet from the rain. The water-based ether channels through her rings fluidly, and the rings conduct the ether as she swirls them above her head, sending the ether washing over the whole room. The action seems to startle the others in the room, even though she’s been building the art for some time now.
The healing aura soothes the wounds of everyone present, so Nia can consider her role completed for now. Since she waited for Malos to return, she also won’t have to pull him off to the side later to handle any wounds he might’ve sustained from their trek, and she’s certain he has one or two, given how careless Rex seems to be for mitigating damage when in battle.
Speaking of Malos, she can’t help but notice that he’s giving her a look that’s either annoyance or some kind of roundabout gratefulness. She shrugs it off as her back hits the couch, sore muscles resisting her every movement. If he wants to complain, he can come talk to her in private. Actually, she does want to properly thank him for the whole business with Akhos this morning, so maybe he can complain to her once she’s gotten that out of the way.
Goal in mind, she leans forward and grabs the cloth bag of ingredients off the table, nodding to the others. The movement hurts, everything does right now, but she forces herself to stand and holds the bag up to show Malos.
“Went out and got what you asked for to go with all the meat.”
Malos is taking the bag Zenobia has, and of course, Zenobia feels nothing after everything today, so she’s still raring to go. “I wanted to go out and get more, but someone made me stop.”
“We can’t eat or carry that much meat,” Malos grunts. “If you want to be in charge of preserving it and carrying it around with us for the rest of time, then go for it.”
Zenobia pouts. “If it weren’t still raining, I’d go for my own hunting spree.”
He rolls his eyes. “Sure, just kill everything in Uraya while you’re at it. Be my guest.”
“Hey, don’t be silly, Malos,” she says, moving to lean against his arm. He pulls away smoothly, and Zenobia stumbles. If not for her frankly amazing control of the wind, she’d faceplant. “I’ve got to get stronger, right? You’ll never fight me otherwise.”
“I’m starting to regret telling Rex to resonate with you,” he mutters.
Nia bravely decides to step in. “Anyways, we’re all hungry, so come on, I’m starving. I’ll carry this into the kitchen for you, Malos.” She shoots him a meaningful look as she speaks.
He gives her nothing but a nod he shoves Zenobia away with just enough force for her to get the hint and lay off for once. Once he’s finally freed from her confines, he follows Nia, who’s started walking towards the kitchen.
Once they’re alone in the kitchen, Nia sets the bag of food on a counter with a sigh. “Listen. I wanted… to thank you for earlier. With Akhos. It’s not… he…”
Malos turns away from her, unpacking the food into some method of organization and searching for a proper knife. “They knew about you, then? Your old comrades?” He keeps his voice low out of respect for her secret.
Nia doesn’t hide her frown. “When I… joined them, it was because I’d been jailed and put to death for being… like this. They gave me a place to belong. I never made the choice to tell them, Jin knew somehow, and broke me out.”
“Jin, huh…”
She doesn’t miss the way his shoulders seem to sag a bit as he says the name. “Did you know him before?”
“I might’ve, once. But if he’s acting on Mythra’s side, he’s not the Jin I know.” He finds the knives and picks one without thinking.
Nia rocks on the balls of her feet as she watches him work. “Honestly, I wasn’t there long, but… It’s more like Mythra’s on Jin’s side than anything.”
Malos’s voice is ever so subtly strained as he begins cutting meat. “That so?”
Nia nods, bringing the ingredients over to Malos’s corner of the counter. “Yeah. Mythra’s a figurehead, sure, and the others all had their roles, but Jin gave all the orders, even if the plans weren’t all his.”
If she didn’t know any better, she’d think Malos was actually sad to hear her say it. (No, scratch that, he’s just as human as any other Blade.) The way his shoulders are slumped, the way his voice seems to be masking a certain weakness…
“Father, what happened to him?” he whispers to himself, and Nia feels guilty that she hears him. His words feel the most broken of anything Nia’s seen from him, and she instantly knows she shouldn’t have heard him.
“Hey,” she ventures. She’s suddenly painfully aware that she’s never really tried her hand at comforting others before, and looks away awkwardly. “I don’t know your history. Not with Jin or anyone else. The only things I know are stories from people who weren’t there. But… This isn’t just your problem, yeah? You’ve got me, and Rex, and everyone else to talk to if you need to. Rex needs to trust you as your Driver, but you also need to trust him as his Blade.”
Malos doesn’t look at her or say anything in response. His knifework slows slightly—a crack in the armor. Nia pounces on it.
“I get it. It’s the same as you trying to hide your situation with Rex. But however long you pressed on, feeling like the weight of Alrest was on your shoulders, is over now. From now on, it’s not just you, you’ve got people you can rely on, and I’ll be right mad if you don’t let us at least try to help you.”
His knifework pauses completely for a moment, and Nia glances at his hands from the corner of her eye, rearranging some vegetables idly.
“I’m not exactly… used to being able to rely on others,” he says.
It’s subtle, and maybe Nia’s just projecting, but she knows that tone of voice all too well. “…You’re scared.” She mentally winces at the observation. He’ll probably retreat back into his shell now…
Surprisingly, if he’s offended, he doesn’t say as much. Slowly, he goes back to cutting meat, slicing it into bite-sized cubes like Alrest depends on it.
Maybe right now, it does.
“So if you’re scared, what you do is start small,” she suggests. “You don’t have to rely on everyone else all at once or pull everyone together for some massive heart-to-heart session where you tell us all about your past or anything. Right now, just let one person help you.”
Maybe he’ll listen better with an extra push. Nia grabs a kitchen knife, a spare cutting board, and some carrots. Before the knife can even touch the vegetables, however, Malos speaks up.
“You’re holding the knife wrong,” cuts through the silence, “and that’s not the right kind of knife.”
She looks up to find him watching her. “Eh? A knife is a knife.” Not to mention that she’s never had a problem holding her knives like this.
He sighs, but it doesn’t seem quite as exasperated as usual. “You’re holding it like a combat knife. You’re not fighting, though. So you need to adjust your grip for cooking.”
“I don’t…”
“Okay, first, put that knife down. Use this one.” He reaches over and grabs a seemingly random knife off the rack beside him. “Take your gloves off, too.”
She obeys, however confused, and accepts the knife he holds out to her once her gloves are off. “What’s wrong with this knife?”
“It’s a paring knife. You’d use that particular knife for preparing fish or meats. The knife I gave you is better suited to cutting vegetables.” He replaces the knife Nia had been trying to use in its spot on the rack, and picks his own back up. “See how I’m gripping this?”
Nia looks at his grip, then back down to her own. Where he’s got fingers steadying the blade, she’s wrapped all five around the handle—she adjusts her grip to mirror his, and he nods before turning back to his own knifework.
“Wash the carrots first. Your hands too, while you’re at it. Then, cut the tops off and slice them in half longways,” he instructs.
They fall into a rhythm like this; no more conversations about the past or the future or any of the things the two of them are too scared about to say out loud.
Just Malos, telling Nia exactly how she can help him, and Nia, helping him.
~
“Why… are you here?” Malos says, sitting up from his position at the base of the tree. He’s in Elysium once again, after having fallen asleep in the inn in Uraya.
Rex shrugs his shoulders, equally as confused. “Beats me. I just woke up here.”
Something seems off about the statement, but Malos leaves it. Not his place, anyway.
Besides, he’s more concerned at how the brat is here. “I guess bringing you here once opened the door for you, or something.”
“Could it be this?” Rex asks, gesturing to the purple ‘x’ on his chest. It’s something the two haven’t been thinking about, not since all this started, but Malos supposes it does warrant his attention.
And it makes sense. “Yeah, probably that too.”
They fall into silence. Malos stares out at the church on the horizon, the bell ever-ringing.
After some time, Rex sits next to him, looking out over the horizon with some type of wonder. “Has that bell always been ringing?”
“Yeah,” Malos says. “Hasn’t ever stopped since I went to sleep.”
“You don’t ever get tired of it?”
“I did, once. When I first went to sleep it was like a nightmare. The bell never stopped.” For once, Malos feels okay to show some level of vulnerability. “I got used to it after Father knows how long. It doesn’t feel like there’s any time here.”
“I get that,” Rex says. “Must be maddening.”
“Somehow, it’s comforting after all this time. Although I haven’t come back here since I woke up.”
“So this isn’t normal for you?”
Malos shakes his head. “No. It makes sense that I’d be able to return, since this Elysium is just a place in my memory, but I wasn’t… trying to.”
Rex sighs, his shoulders appearing heavy. “Sorry, just… I’m asleep, but I still feel tired.”
“I get that, kid.”
“Do you?” Rex asks, and it seems he’s not intending to come across as bitter-sounding as he does. “Sorry. You just seem so… strong. Everything happens, and you’re always just looking ahead, like nothing really bothers you.”
“You learn to look ahead after years of being stuck on the past. I had 500 years to worry about shit. After a while, you just don’t worry anymore.”
“Things don’t bother you, then?”
“I can get annoyed. That’s not what I… Look.” Malos leans forward, rubbing his temples. “I don’t really… like showing my emotions. It’s not that I don’t have any.”
“It’s alright to, you know.”
“I know,” Malos says. The look Rex gives him feels like a ‘do you really?’, but he ignores it. “It’s something I’d have to work up to.”
“That’s okay. You can take your time as much as you need.” Rex pauses. “To be honest, you’ve already been doing really well with opening up.”
The words temporarily stun Malos. “What.”
“Yeah. Like how back when we first got to Uraya, and you thanked me for lending you the lamp.”
“I was trying not to think about that,” Malos says with a groan. “This whole… talking to people thing, is new to me. I didn’t really do that, back with Addam and the others.”
“Can you tell me? About Addam?”
“There’s not much to tell,” Malos lies. Of course he could go on about Addam, or his time with Jin, and could probably talk for hours about it, but…
Let’s be perfectly clear here. He doesn’t want to.
So he doesn’t. He keeps his trap shut on his past, and Rex, whether he’s being polite or is simply too scared to press the matter, doesn’t keep asking for now.
“Sorry,” Rex says instead, and shifts in his seat on the ground. “Actually, I didn’t just wake up here. I was… dreaming on my own, before this.”
Malos can’t honestly say he cares, but he humors the kid. “Yeah?”
He nods. “I keep having dreams about the night we found you,” he continues. “Can’t imagine many people can say they remember dyin’.”
Oh. Ohhhh. Rex looks vulnerable, actually vulnerable, and it occurs to Malos that he really has become the Blade of someone who’s just a kid. Addam had always been looking forward. He was a prince, leader of a militia fighting for peace, of course he was stronger than Rex is. This kid was probably just trying to make some money, and now he’s stuck with… well, trauma, an insurmountable task, and Malos.
“I felt myself die again, and I was wishin’ for a way away from it, and then I was here again. Away from all that. Guess this isn’t just a dream, though.”
Guilt creeps in at the edge of Malos’s consciousness, if only for a moment.
“Are you glad that you’re alive now?”
Rex pauses. “Yeah. I don’t… like that I can remember it, but being alive? Getting a chance to reach the real Elysium? It’s more than I could have dreamed of before.”
“Good,” Malos says, and the guilt lifts. “Good.”
~
For the first time in ages, Malos wakes up from a night of restful sleep. 500 years of being dormant at the bottom of the cloud sea notwithstanding, he doesn’t remember the last time he truly slept. Yeah, he’d close his eyes and lay down in the dirt and not say anything to anyone or get up for a while, but it never really did much of anything before.
Cooking with Nia had been surprisingly relaxing. Back in Torna, with Addam and the others, he never wanted to cook with anyone. Addam was completely hopeless when it came to cooking, so he’d been in charge before they came across Lora and Jin. Jin was skilled, but too quiet. Cooking with him had been unnerving.
Strange, then, that Nia’s silence when helping him cook was more of a comfort. By all rights, he’d liked Jin more than he’d ever like Nia, and to be honest, more than he’d cared to admit.
Maybe that’s why learning he was at the head of the new Torna hurt so much. And Malos was never hurt, by anything. He’d spent the past 500 years dealing with his grief in complete isolation, with only his memories to deal with, and more painful than learning he’d failed to do his one job, his only purpose, while defeating Mythra originally was the fact that when he finally woke up, one of the first things he learned was that Jin was decidedly no longer his ally.
He wanted—no, needed—to know why Jin was like this now, what had happened to him. It went against everything Malos had learned of Jin during their short time together. What makes a borderline pacifist turn into the leader of a terrorist organization siding with an Aegis who wants to eradicate humanity?
And yet, somehow Malos didn’t feel like Jin would be quite so willing to answer why he was part of this Torna, why he now supported the wrong Aegis. Frankly, he wasn’t all that interested in the labor it would take to find out.
He’s an Aegis, Father’s sake. His job is to eradicate the problem before it causes any more trouble, not talk with it about its feelings. No matter what Addam had told him before they parted, that wasn’t about to change.
Then, he thought, why do you continue to act alongside these people?
The idea stuns him, a bit. He can’t tell whether he’s more shocked that he had the thought at all, or more shocked that he’s never thought of it before. It would be so… easy, to just leave. Keep the boy away from the knowledge of society. No one would have to know who his Driver is, or be able to try to attack him in hopes that Malos would deign to act as their Blade instead, and he wouldn’t have to put up with constant challenges to fight from Zenobia.
He shakes the thought off. Sure, Mythra may be able to act without her Driver, even what must be ages past Amalthus’s death, but the thought of acting like Mythra almost turns his stomach.
Besides, he’d never be able to live with himself if he revived the kid, only to let him die in his absence. Mostly because he’s gotten to the point where he’s almost positive he’ll end up dead if he does. The way he seems to be taking on any damage Rex receives doesn’t bode well for his supposed immortality, at least.
He briefly wonders whether he made the right choice in reviving the kid.
Of course you did. If not, you might not have woken up before Mythra restored her core.
Of course. Of course. And anyways, there’s no use wondering about the what-ifs at this point.
Malos pushes himself out of bed and moves to get started on breakfast before the others wake up. He’s feeling strangely energetic now. Maybe that’s what actually getting sleep for once does to you.
He glances around the room. If Rex is awake, he’s not giving any indication of it. Looks like Malos is the early riser as usual, if not sleeping counts as being up early. He grabs the bag of coin Rex normally carries and walks out. It’s time to go grocery shopping.
The sun is rising over the city of Fonsa Myma when he leaves the inn to go shopping. If he weren’t the only one of their number awake, he’d make someone else go deal with the bustle of early risers and merchants in the marketplace.
Still, the amount of people could definitely be worse, so Malos pushes through and returns to the inn with ingredients for a proper breakfast for everyone. The addition of Roc and Vandham makes cooking for everyone an even bigger ordeal, and they’re starting to run out of gold. He makes the mental note to talk to the others about getting some more gold on hand so they can keep this travelling thing up.
Malos pockets the bag of gold for now, and sets about breakfast. He’s hyper focused on cooking, so much so that he almost doesn’t notice the sound of someone entering the kitchen.
“Good morning,” someone says, and Malos nearly flings the pan of bacon he’s frying. Poppi stands in the doorway, an innocent, blank look on her face. “Friend sleep well?”
Malos grunts, turning his attention back to the stove. “Yeah, guess I did.”
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Chapter 10: Past Approaches
Summary:
The Aegis Party meets Cole. Rex and Zenobia have a bonding experience.
Notes:
I... totally missed A&D's birthday by about a month. It's been a year and a month! I was 18 when I started writing this fic and now I'm 20! And I've only posted ten chapters! yeet!
Ah, the winner of the Blade poll, with 31 votes, was Crossette! Thanks everyone for voting, and I appreciate the feedback in comments, too! I hope to be more productive with writing this summer--once I get into the swing of balancing writing with my new job and summer courses and everything I'll be much more productive!
Without further ado, I present to you all chapter 10: Past Approaches. Please enjoy!
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Chapter Text
Rex stirs awake at the smell of food drifting into the room. Waking up like this feels like a far-off memory—when was the last time he woke up to someone else’s cooking? He can’t help but think how he missed waking up like this. It’s nice.
He lays in bed for several minutes, staring up at the ceiling and taking in the environment.
He’d noticed yesterday morning, but the waking up in a real bed is absolutely luxurious. Not to mention the luxury of waking up without the sensation of a constricting chest or a short burst of panic, the kind that has his hands moving to the center of his chest before he’s even registered that he’s alive.
He rests his hand just above the core crystal, running fingers not over the crystal itself, but on the ridges that extend in a perfect line from opposite corners of the purple ‘x’. The scarring is comparatively fine—no angry reds glaring at him, just a soft pink and a ridge to remind him of his own death.
Running his fingers over the scar, he privately thinks that waking up at all is a luxury he’s lucky to afford.
~
When Rex finally drags himself out of bed and into the kitchen, he finds Malos cooking breakfast, which isn’t surprising. He can’t think of who else would be cooking so early.
What is surprising is the fact that he’s chatting with Poppi while he does it, and doesn’t seem to be overly annoyed at her presence. Granted, he’s still obviously annoyed, but…
“—that why Poppi must insist tomatoes are actually fruit. Logic make perfect sense.”
“They’re not fruit, that’s stupid,” Malos insists. “No one picks up a tomato and eats it like a fruit. If you put a tomato in a fruit salad I would personally have to mercy kill you.”
“But tomato not act like carrot or sumpkin. Is totally different makeup. Based on tomato seeds and growth, tomato must be—”
“No, fuck that, that’s not how these things should be classed!”
Rex makes the executive decision to speak up in this moment. “Good mornin’,” he says, thankfully stopping Poppi from furthering the argument.
“Oh, it Rex-Rex. Good morning!” She waves to him with a smile. He responds with his own, less energetic wave.
“Would friend like to hear tomato theories of Poppi?” she asks, and he freezes a bit at the notion. Sure, he’s interested, but it’s too early in the morning to push Malos much further. He’s only got so much patience per day, after all, and it’d be a tragedy if it all got used up before he finished making breakfast for everyone.
“No, no, that’s all right,” he says. “Bit too tired for that, anyway.”
“Friend not sleep okay?” Poppi tilts her head with a frown.
He shakes his head and sweeps his eyes over the room. Looks like he, Malos, and Poppi are the first ones awake this morning. Malos, no longer being force-fed highly controversial facts about tomatoes, has turned his attention back to the sizzle of the pan.
“Haven’t slept great in a while, really,” he admits. “Weird dreams, although they were better last night.”
“Truthfully, Poppi not understand concept of dream. Masterpon describe it like watching play while sleep, but Poppi does not sleep. Rex-rex say dreams bad?”
He mulls over his thoughts for a moment before trying to explain. “Dreams are... they can be bad, or they can be good. Recently for me, they’ve been mostly bad.”
“Understood. Poppi will update database to further understanding of ‘dreams’.” Poppi nods and spaces out for just a moment, her eyes appearing to lose focus for a few moments. Once she’s done, she makes eye contact again and smiles.
They continue to chat for some time—by the time Malos is done making breakfast, the others have all woken up on their own or had Poppi ordered to come after them. The rest of the morning is spent lazily chatting, switching topics whenever they wind down. Rex spends some time with Vandham, who teaches him more about being a Driver until lunchtime.
At lunch, Vandham brings his Driver crash course to an end as he stands. “Well, if everyone’s ready, we can go see Cole now.”
“About time,” Malos says. He’s spent the majority of the morning hanging out in the corner, halfway listening to the conversations around him without ever really contributing. Rex almost forgot he was there.
“Right then, follow me and I’ll take ya to ‘im.” Vandham leads them—out of the inn, into the midday bustle of Fonsa Myma. Plenty of people are out and about now that it’s sunny and daytime, from all walks of life. It reminds Rex of Argentum, save for the line of people cutting several feet into the central plaza.
“Cole heads the theatre troupe up in Mymoma Playhouse. Hope you like stairs, because there’s quite a few of them on the way.”
“By the way, Rex,” Nia says, “what did you do with all that money from the Torna job?”
He pauses. There’s the vague sense that he’s done something wrong. “What?”
“You got paid a hundred thousand gold in advance, but I wouldn’t know from the cash you gave me for food shopping yesterday. In fact… We’re almost out. How'd you go through all that gold so fast?”
“Oh,” he says. “Yeah, I sent most of it back to Auntie Corrine. Only kept about twenty of it for myself.”
Nia gives him the most deadpan look he’s ever seen from her; the ‘are you serious’ is implied. “Well, that’s all well and good, but now we’ve seriously got something to do about money, or we won’t be able to afford to get out of Uraya, let alone have places to stay, food to eat...”
Rex rubs the back of his neck. “In my defense, I wasn’t really expectin’ to need it. Not every day you become a Driver, die, or any of that. We’ve technically shipwrecked twice so far, and it’s only been about a week.”
“For someone who was that excited about the money, you sure didn’t seem very keen on keeping it,” she comments, lips quirking in a teasing grin.
He shrugs. “I usually send money back home. Auntie Corrine needs it more than I ever could, so I send part of every check. Anyway, we can figure out something to do about money after we go talk to Cole.”
“Sure, sure, we’ll figure it out then.” There’s a touch of sarcasm to her voice, but Rex chooses, rightly so, to ignore it. He gently reminds himself that arguing isn’t worth it.
Luckily, before he can say anything else for her to disagree with, Vandham pauses, forcing Rex to stop walking as well.
He curiously follows Vandham’s gaze, eventually spotting a young girl with hair a shade of bluish-green that’s typical of Urayans. She’s carrying a small bag to her chest with both hands, and she’s just navigated her way out of the crowd of people carefully.
Despite her tiny frame, the girl navigates the area with ease, climbing the steps towards where they’ve stopped to wait for Vandham.
Malos lets out a dissatisfied noise. “Is there a reason we’ve stopped?”
“Calm yourself there, big guy,” Vandham says with a smile. He takes a step out of the group for a moment and stops directly in the girl’s path. “Iona!”
The girl jumps a bit, clutching the bag in her hands closer to her chest before realizing who’s confronted her. “Mister Vandham!” She smiles up at him. “What’re you doing in Fonsa Myma?”
Vandham laughs, placing a hand on her back and guiding her back over to where Rex and the others are waiting (some not so patiently) for him to finish greeting her. “Got some friends to introduce to your grandpa. How’s the old guy doing?”
The girl’s face falls. “Not great.”
“Ah, I see.” Vandham frowns. “Well, maybe a visit’ll help get him in higher spirits. Come on, Iona, I’ll introduce you to these guys on the way up.”
Iona nods, glancing at their ragtag group. At the sight of Malos, she moves a bit closer to Vandham, saying something to Vandham in too quiet a voice for Rex to hear. Vandham replies with a boisterous laugh. “Come on, now, I’m scarier than most of them. That big guy’s Malos, and this here’s Poppi. She’s not so scary, is she?”
Poppi waves to the girl, and Iona carefully approaches. “Pleased to be meeting friend. My name Poppi. What is yours?”
The girl takes a few more steps further, eyes darting back and forth between Poppi and Malos. “M-my name’s Iona. Are you a… Blade?”
“That right. Poppi artificial Blade created by masterpon.” Poppi smiles, and Iona seems to relax a bit.
Malos, on the other hand, is getting progressively more annoyed with the standing around, and says as much. “Alright, we can do introductions on the way. Can we please keep moving? There were other things we needed to get done today.”
Iona stiffens, grabbing Roc’s leg and hiding behind them with a tiny squeak. Rex almost reprimands Malos for scaring her, but honestly, she seems so flighty that it might just be because Malos spoke at all, and not worth bringing up. Still, Roc scoops her up gently and she giggles, letting them carry her as they begin moving again at Malos’s behest.
They arrive at the plaza of Mymoma Playhouse after a bit of walking, and Vandham makes the rest of the introductions along the way. Iona happens to be Cole’s granddaughter, which really works out with running in to her on the way to see Cole.
When Rex pokes his head into the playhouse, the lights are dark, a dim beam of light peeking out of a slightly open door. He can barely hear the sounds from within—an actor, delivering a dramatic set of lines with gusto against the backdrop of faint music. He backs out of the playhouse and turns to his travelling companions.
“I think there’s a show going on right now. Should we wait out here?” he asks. Iona says something quietly to Vandham, Roc, and Poppi (the only ones in the group she doesn’t seem to be afraid of) and scampers into the building on her own. Rex watches her go before Vandham answers.
“She’s going to head to the back to talk to Cole. We can watch the rest of the show while we wait, since he won’t be able to talk until after the show anyway.”
Nia looks over from where she’d been looking over various posters displayed on the theatre’s walls. They seem to be advertisements for the different shows the theatre puts on. “Might be fun. Haven’t been to see a play in years. What’re they showing?”
“It would appear to be The Heroic Adventures of Addam, my Lady,” Dromarch says, nodding to the most prominently displayed poster of the bunch.
Addam? Rex turns over the name in his mind. Wasn’t that the name of Malos’s old Driver? After a moment of thinking, he’s sure it was. “Are we sure that’s the best idea?” He not-so-subtly nods towards Malos, and Nia nods in understanding.
Malos scoffs. “You guys can go in and watch the play. I don’t care.” He’s looking off at something in the crowd, with an unreadable expression.
“Friend not going to watch play with us? Poppi’s database say plays very good form of entertaining!”
Malos doesn’t bother dignifying Poppi with a response. “I’ll wait outside. Go watch the play.”
“You sure?” Nia asks, raising an eyebrow. “We can do something else if you’re not into it.”
“I’m not repeating myself a second time,” he answers bluntly.
Nia and Rex share a look, and Rex eventually gives in. “Alright,” Rex decides, “we’ll come get you when all of this is over. Stay somewhere we can find you, alright?”
Malos doesn’t answer. Rex withholds his sigh and enters the theatre with the others, leaving Malos to his own devices. He can’t help but think maybe they shouldn’t go see this play for Malos’s sake, but if he’s going to insist, they might as well.
When they get their—thankfully discounted—tickets at the counter and filter into the theatre quietly, they take the row of seats at the back. Onstage, a man in a robe fights against strange creatures to the tune of intense music. The creatures are dressed in pure white, with faces that can’t be seen from Rex’s distance, and they move in a way that’s almost creepy.
The hateful light, believed by some to be righteous punishment, sent from the Architect, claimed countless many lives. It soon became to be that the hope itself was diminishing from our fair Alrest…
The actor who must be Addam is surrounded by the strange creatures, clearly outnumbered…
When the light and terror had engulfed the land, and when Addam thought all was lost…
It was then that Addam offered a prayer to Elysium, asking for any way to rescue this land’s hopeless situation.
The stage is suddenly engulfed in a painfully bright light, just as the creatures lunge for Addam. Rex squints against the light as Addam yells.
“O Architect! I ask for your blessing, that we may quell this furious light which threatens to purge life itself!”
And so the Architect heard him, and sent forth a Blade from the heavens in the form of a man who carried with him enough darkness to quell the furious light, and return hope to the land.
The blinding amount of light onstage dims suddenly, plunging the stage into a comparative darkness. Rex blinks against the shroud, and a dim light follows, revealing a shadow descending from above the stage. It hovers above Addam and the pile of creatures as a gentle light illuminates its form.
The figure does not speak, but waves a silent hand in a grand gesture that scatters feathers and what looks like glitter towards the ground.. The lights raise to a normal level as the creatures recoil from Addam and fall below the stage and out of sight, one at a time.
The battle between this Blade—the Aegis himself—and the Light raged on, and Addam watched as this Aegis fought the Light with a ferocity man could never hope to know. But the Light was just as ferocious, and so the blight on Alrest continued for some time longer.
However, the Light could not engulf the world forever. Like the fire which burns twice as bright, the Aegis fought the Light with all his might, and several more still were to be lost in the flames. When the battle had ended, and when the Light and the Aegis could fight no longer, the Aegis remained standing amongst the wreckage, the Light nowhere to be found.
The shadow at the top of the stage lowers to the ground, slumping dramatically as the last creature falls. Addam stands over the shadow’s form, looking at it mournfully as the curtains begin to lower on the scene.
It is said that after this, the heavenly Blade was exhausted, and fell into a deep slumber. Addam hid the Aegis as his last message to the world he loved and disappeared. It was his hope that, one day, someone would come who’d find this heavenly Blade, and protect Alrest once more, when Alrest needed the heavenly Blade’s protection the most.
Addam would live the rest of his days in a quiet peace, and the heavenly Blade slumbers still, until the day his presence is needed once again.
The curtains close completely, and what must be only moments later, they raise with the lights of the theatre, revealing what must be the entire cast of the production onstage. Applause begins filling the theatre, and so Rex begins clapping as well—after all, what he did see of the production was good—and continues until the cast has stopped its bowing.
“Guess we must’ve come in right at the end, huh?” Nia says as she stretches.
Zenobia yawns exaggeratedly, stretching her entire body out. “Wasn’t that kinda boring? It would’ve been cool if we got to see, like, an actual fight scene or something.”
“Do you ever think about anything other than fighting?” Nia teases.
Zenobia grins toothily in response. “Of course I don’t! What else is there to even think about? Besides, if you’re always thinking ahead to your next fight, then you’re never caught off guard.”
Rex sighs as he brings himself to his feet. “Gramps and I’ll go get Malos from outside, then.” When no one raises any objections or offers to tag along, Rex makes his way outside with the other theatregoers and searches the plaza for him.
With Gramps’s help, Malos is found loitering against a far wall, paging through a thick book that Rex has never seen before in his life. It’s a bit tough pushing through the people, but years of navigating Goldmouth’s ports has led to a reasonable amount of experience getting through the people without too many injuries or too much trouble.
“There you are!” Rex says. Malos glances up from his book with a disinterested look.
The man in question sighs heavily, placing a strip of cloth Rex doesn’t recognize on the page he’d been reading and shutting the book. “We ready to go meet this guy now?”
Rex nods, glancing at the book curiously. “Where’d you get that?” He really hopes Malos didn’t go around stealing or threatening anyone for that book while they were inside. Not that he thinks Malos would, but…
“I went looking around at some of the stalls while waiting for the show to finish. Before I went to sleep, it wasn’t nearly so easy to just walk around the city and find books for sale. Let alone so many of them.”
“Really? What kind of book is it?” Sure, Rex had read a few books every now and then, but mostly salvaging guides when he was starting out, or one of the books Auntie Corrinne had back in Fonsett.
“It’s a rough history of Alrest. Thought it might be worth it to figure out what’s been going on in the past few hundred years since I’ve been asleep.” Malos rolls his shoulder casually. “Come on, let’s go.”
Rex grapples for a reply as he follows Malos through the crowd. Returning to the theatre is so much easier when walking behind him—his imposing presence parts the crowd effortlessly, and he seems to navigate with all the confidence the Aegis can muster.
It’s actually Gramps who saves the conversation. “Yes, I suppose books would be more common than in your time, Malos. They’ve made quite a few advancements in Tantal concerning the production of paper, and last time I was in Argentum, I heard a few Nopon talk of a new ink based on ether.”
“Ether-based ink?” Rex echoes, glancing over his shoulder at the titan. “How does that work?”
“I imagine it’s still being tested, but perhaps they’ve found a way to extract it from the air.”
Malos grunts. “The next time I wake up from a 500 year nap, someone’ll have figured out a way to bind books with a bunch of machines or something. What’s so great about this ‘ether-based’ ink, anyway?”
“They say it can glow in the dark,” Gramps says.
“Yeah, I’d like to see that.” He snorts.
“It would be difficult to visit Tantal, unfortunately. They’ve become quite the reclusive Titan in past years.”
As they approach the theatre, Rex finally has a chance to breathe. Everyone is waiting for them in the lobby. At the sight of Zenobia excitedly zipping around the group as she talks, Rex’s moment to breathe officially ends.
“Sorry ‘bout that,” Rex says as they approach the group. “Had some trouble finding Malos in the crowds.”
“Not a problem, kid,” Vandham says, placing a hand on Rex’s shoulder as he approaches.
Within moments Zenobia is on his free shoulder. “Rex! My Driver, who I appreciate and whose judgement is never to be ignored!”
“…what is it, Zenobia?” Rex asks, shifting uncomfortably as she presses about half her weight into his shoulder. If not for the very not covered Blade on his shoulder, he’d probably take a moment to be amazed at the wind control she’s exhibiting.
“After we talk to this Cole guy, we should go pick a fight with someone strong!”
Rex blinks slowly at her. “Er, why?”
She merely scoffs. “I’m bored. All we’ve done today is go to some play, walk around, and eat. If I don’t get to fight someone soon, I’ll have to make them fight me!” As she speaks, her eyes dart mischievously to Malos. “Hey, Malos, do you think—”
“Remember what I said?”
Zenobia pouts as him, prying herself off Rex to get closer to Malos. “Well, no, I’m not there yet, but come on! I’m a growing Blade! I need exercise, and excitement!”
“Go hunting or something. I’m sure no one would complain if you went out and did some hunting. Right now, even, if you can’t be bothered to keep quiet while we’re talking.” Malos smoothly sidesteps her attempts to drape herself across his arm. “And stop trying to touch me. Your affection-whatever is weird enough with your refusal to wear a shirt.”
Zenobia continues to pout, crossing her arms. “You are seriously so unfun. Say, Vandham, are you okay with me sparring with good old Roccy later?”
Roc, usually quiet, speaks up. “Shouldn’t I have a say in this sparring session?”
“No need!” Zenobia is by Roc’s side in moments, grinning widely. “I can buy that Malos doesn’t want to go too far with his power or whatever. But you’re not capable of destroying a titan, so there’s no reason to turn me down! Vandham, what do you say?”
Vandham laughs. “Sure, if the old bird’s up for it, go for it. Just go outside the city, will you? Can’t be causing a disturbance out in front of everyone.”
“Yes! Thanks Vandham, you won’t regret it!”
A new voice enters the fray, quietly. “Um…”
Rex turns to the source of the voice. The girl from earlier, Iona, he thinks, stands at the entrance to the hallway. “Grandpa’s okay to see everyone now…”
“Alright,” Rex says. Looking at her now, he’s definitely seen her type in some of the kids in Fonsett. He drops his voice to a more soothing tone and crouches down just a bit to speak to her. “Thanks for letting us know. Can you take us to him?”
She nods silently, looking around at the rest of their group intently for a moment before disappearing down the hallway. He follows with the others down the hall, around another corner, before she stops at a door at the end of the hall.
Vandham takes the lead, opening the door to reveal a small room, cluttered with all sorts of scrolls, books, and artifacts. The room’s a bit dusty, but in the corner, where an old man sits at a cluttered desk with some book or another open in front of him, it’s significantly less dusty.
The man turns to face them, smiling calmly as his gaze lands on Vandham, then on Malos. “Ah, it’s been quite some time…”
“Hasn’t been that long,” Vandham says cheerily. “Brought some friends here to see ya. But first, how are ya, old man?”
Cole’s gaze drifts back to Vandham, his smile staying steadfast. He clears his throat roughly. “Much of the same. It’s been a while since you’ve visited, comrade.”
“‘Comrade’?” Malos echoes, raising an eyebrow.
“Yeah, the old man and I go way back. Used to be freelancers together back in the day!”
Cole nods. “Although, thanks to a certain someone, we hardly ever got paid.”
Vandham laughs. “The guy in the theatre troupe is lecturing me about pay.”
“Well, I never claimed to be money-minded. So, what brings you to see me today?”
“About that… you’re old, ain’t ya, Cole?” Vandham’s voice drops to a serious tone. “Old enough that you might even know how to climb that World Tree.”
Cole’s eyes roam over everyone for a moment. Rex shifts uncomfortably under his gaze—it feels like he’s being looked straight through. Finally, after much too long, Cole speaks. “I may know someone who could help. I’d have to go looking for something in this room to give you. Come back tomorrow and I’ll have it. But first, I would like to speak with the Aegis in private. Consider it a selfish request from an old man.”
Malos looks up in surprise at this, then nods. “Do what you want.”
“Alright, then… I guess… we’ll step out?”
Malos nods, and Rex and the other file out of the room, leaving Rex to hope that Malos will be all right. Maybe it’s misplaced, but he holds on to his worries anyways as they wait in the lobby and decide on what to do with the rest of their day.
~
Zenobia gleefully zips out of Fonsa Myma’s gate the moment Rex gives the word. Sure, they’re supposed to go hunting together, but she’s sure he’ll catch up soon enough. She’s spent too long indoors today! It’s time to fight!
She briefly considers that it might be rude to leave Rex too far behind on this little outing. Sure, she could easily go hunting and bring back meat to sell on her own, but she slows a bit as she realizes there was probably a reason Rex asked if they could hunt together.
Rex catches up, panting slightly as he slows from the sprint he’d been keeping up to find her. “Zenobia! You can’t just run off like that, you know!”
She nods, giving Rex a toothy grin as she surveys the landscape for some proper prey. “Sorry, sorry. I’ve just been so cooped up today! You can hardly blame me when I’ve been following everyone around so quietly! I didn’t even pick any fights in the city!”
“Do Malos and Roc not count?” Rex asks, raising an eyebrow.
Zenobia visibly deflates at the memory of her failed attempt to spar with Roc. Vandham had agreed to letting her spar with them and everything, but even Roc refused to fight her! She’d thought it’d have been a fun matchup, too…
“Still upset that Roc rejected you?” Rex asks.
Zenobia responds by throwing her hands in the air in exasperation. “Yes!” she shouts. A few nearby birds scatter from the noise. “Malos won’t fight me, Roc will only fight me if Vandham tells them to, and Tora and Poppi are cool, but they’re still so… green! I wanna fight someone with experience, someone I can mess around with without worrying too much about their skill level! Someone who’s actually thinking about the fight! A good fight challenges me as much as it challenges my opponent!”
Rex frowns, watching her rant. His hand falls to the sword at his waist, Malos’s sword, and Zenobia watches him throw an idea around in his head for a moment.
She tilts her head curiously. “You’re thinking of something.” It’s a simple observation, but it’s enough to get Rex’s eyes to widen in shock for a moment.
He nods. “Caught me. I’m not as experienced or as powerful as Malos or Roc are, but… I could spar with you.”
Zenobia herself is unprepared for the way her own face lights up as the prospect. “That’s a great idea! You don’t look like it at all, but you definitely have a lot of potential to be fun to fight with some experience!”
Rex shrinks back a bit at her enthusiasm, but nods all the same. “But go easy on me, alright? I’m not like Roc or Malos.”
She nods quickly. “Right, right! I know already, so don’t worry, okay? I’ve said this before, but I couldn’t call myself a good fighter if I didn’t know how to hold back!” Without any more warning, she draws her axe, lunging for Rex with a gleeful cry. She’s too pent up to not give him at least a little bit of a rough time—other than the fight with Vandham, Yew, and Zuo the other day, she can’t remember the last time she had a really good fight.
Rex draws Malos’s sword just in time, blocking her swing and bracing himself against the force. She grins as he struggles against the weight of her blow, focusing her will into the ether to bend the wind around her. Just as she wanted, the wind blows her back, putting some distance between her and Rex.
He adopts a defensive posture, gripping the sword in both hands before him. Zenobia slings the axe over her shoulder effortlessly, resting it across the back of her neck. “Not bad, Rex. I’d expect my Driver to be able to block an easy attack like that, though!” She lunges back in for another attack.
And so they come to blows. Practiced ones, where Zenobia’s effortlessly avoiding doing any real damage, and Rex is trying his hardest to do the same. She doesn’t blame him when he does accidentally almost slice her arm or cause any real damage—she’s prepared for the mistakes to come, and she knows well that holding back takes just as much practice as causing real damage to someone does.
“Hey, Zenobia,” Rex says after they’ve brought the sparring session to a close. He’s got a few bruises, a scrape or two, but all in all, things went pretty well. “Why do you want to fight Malos so badly?”
“Isn’t it obvious? He’s the end goal. The final boss. He has so much power and skill that he can destroy anything. Anyone who calls themselves a fighter and means it would want to fight someone so strong!”
“Okay…” Rex pauses, eyes darting upwards as he runs his next question through his head. “Then let me ask you this. Why do you like fighting so much?”
She hums as she considers the question, carefully balancing her greataxe on its end. “That’s a good question. I can’t answer it completely, if I’m being honest.” How could she, when by the nature of her existence she couldn’t possibly remember?
“But… I think fighting is a really good way to learn stuff about your opponent. I can handle normal conversation, I guess, but I understand the language of battle more than anything. You remember what Malos said after that sparring match we had with Vandham and his friends?”
“Yeah?”
The axe stands, assisted greatly by Zenobia’s intent control of the wind around it. She keeps her eyes on it until she’s certain it’s stable. “I agree with him completely. If you know the language of battle, there’s so much you can understand from fighting someone, even if it’s not a serious fight. I’m not as good at getting that kind of understanding otherwise.”
Rex watches her silently for a moment, and her eyes dart to the land bridge they’d hiked across on their way to Fonsa Myma. An idea blooms at the back of her mind as she grins.
“Besides, it’s a lot of fun! What better way to burn off energy than absolutely crushing the competition?” She flashes an enthusiastic smile and grabs the handle of the axe she’d so carefully balanced, releasing her control on the wind and flipping the axe around in one hand. “Now then, it’s getting late. We came out here because we’re short on cash, right?”
Rex doesn’t reply for a moment, merely watching her with his mouth agape at her sudden change of pace.
“Right!” she declares, resting the axe over her shoulder once more. “But, I’ve got a better idea than just killing some random animals for meat!”
“What’s that?”
She grabs his arm, dragging him along towards the land bridge. “There’s a den of ignas just across this bridge. Ignas like to group up together and harass people like that, and they love stealing from merchants!” As she explains her plan, Rex catches his feet up with her pace, jogging before Zenobia can accidentally pull him into the mud. “So, I go sweep out the entrance to the igna den, and then once it’s safe, you come with me inside to grab some of the treasure they’ve stocked up and bring it back to the city!”
“Shouldn’t I go in with you from the start—”
Zenobia shakes her head, mercifully slowing down as they approach the far end of the land bridge. “You’re still on recovery, according to Nia. Better not strain you any more after that concussion you got!” Besides, though she doesn’t say it, she’s still got a lot of fight to get out today, and the unfair odds of marching into an igna den might just be enough to give her a proper challenge.
“Wait, you agreed to spar with me, knowing that—”
Zenobia never lets him finish. “Wait here,” she calls over her shoulder before zipping off towards the cave mouth.
Rex sighs and takes a seat on a nearby rock, watching the entrance of the cave as Zenobia disappears inside. He supposes he’ll have to just wait, then.
~
Malos’s eyes open to the lush field of grass he’s so used to seeing after so long. He’s half expecting to see Rex laying around once again, but he doesn’t see a blue salvaging suit or his Driver anywhere. Doesn’t feel his presence through their shared core crystal, either.
Rex’s absence feels a bit misplaced. Not particularly because Malos wanted to see the boy even in his dreams, which is just as incorrect as it is impossible for Malos to ever admit to, but more so because he still doesn’t feel alone.
Someone’s here.
Someone whose presence can only mean trouble.
Brilliant white and long blonde hair flashes around the tree trunk as Mythra casually steps into his line of vision. She has a look on her face—a deceptive smile, one that doesn’t suit her face and never has. The face of someone who may very well be having fun.
“What the fuck do you want?” he says, cutting off what would surely have been a supremely saccharine greeting.
She folds her arms across her chest, the grin not dropping from her face for a single moment. “I’m sorry,” she says, drawing out the ‘y’ just a smidge too long, “I wasn’t aware I needed an invitation. I just wanted to talk with my brother for a bit.”
“Don’t act like we’re friendly.” Destructive power, the feeling of darkness, pools into the palm of his right hand like breathing.
“Ah ah ah!” Mythra says, wagging a finger tauntingly. “You don’t want to try that. This is just a dream, you know? You can’t do anything to hurt me here.
“Besides, there’s no telling what your body might be doing in Alrest while you use that power here. You might wake up in nothing but wreckage, having killed and destroyed lives even as you slept. Doesn’t that sound a bit familiar?”
The power ebbs away at will, but Malos doesn’t dare drop his defensive stance or his suspicious glare. He watches her silently, hatefully.
“But, you know,” Mythra continues, “it might be worth it to listen to me. I don’t make courtesy calls over nothing, you know. I’ve got a lot going on, I’m a busy woman!”
Malos snorts. “Are you going to tell me what you’re here for, or are you just going to waste my time all night?”
Mythra smirks, examining her fingernails with an amused glance. “We’ve kidnapped that Flesh Eater’s girl. We can talk more when you come to get her back.”
“And you think I’m going to take your blatant attempt to bait me… why?” He rolls his eyes. “One girl, the fate of the world. Which matters more?”
Mythra merely hums, pushing back a cuticle with her fingernail. “Ooh, that’s a fancy concept for you: ‘fate’. I wonder… Your Driver—Rex, or whatever his name was. Anyways, that boy seemed to think the girl’s life was pret-ty important... So important, he agreed to meet with me immediately. He even came alone like I asked. He’s pretty dumb, you know.”
He grits his teeth, almost growling in frustration. Dumbass!
In a flash of light, brilliant red hair replaces blonde. Pyra stands in Mythra’s place, locking eyes with Malos in a way that might’ve been a plea of some kind. “If you don’t come for them, we’ll kill Iona and Rex both. You might not care about the life of some random girl, but Rex is important to you, at least, isn’t he?”
Malos doesn’t bother to answer Mythra’s fake just yet. He’s too focused on the feeling of some new injury prickling at his ankle—nothing serious, but telling enough to be perfectly understood.
“Where do you want me to meet?”
The fake’s face falls into a gentle smile, almost a relieved one. “The place where you were awakened. Come alone.”
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Chapter 11: The Light That Blinds
Summary:
The worst lights will blind even the best of men if they aren't prepared to face it.
Notes:
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa sorry for the delay on this chapter! I started a new job and was working 50 hours a week, plus taking two intensive online courses, and they kind of took up all my time for a while there. that and I could NOT make myself happy with this chapter for the longest time. I think I've gotten to a place where I feel like it's good enough to post now, though! I hope y'all enjoy, this chapter ended up longer than originally intended but still kind of short as far as my usual chapters go.
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Come alone, Mythra’s fake had told him. Like he was going to drag anyone else into this. The moment his eyes open to the ceiling of their room in the inn and turning over in bed reveals Rex’s bed to be empty, Malos sighs and pulls himself out of bed, silently grumbling to himself.
He's careful to be quiet when he grabs what he needs. His sword’s gone from where Rex had propped it against the bedside table the night before—Rex must have taken it with him just in case. What he didn’t take with him was his helmet, wherein Azurda sleeps, curled up, facing towards the inside. Rex must not have wanted to risk waking him.
Swears build in the back of Malos’s mind as he finishes pulling on his boots and quietly exits the room, shutting the door behind him as he disappears into the night.
~
Dromarch stirs awake to the sound of someone moving in the room. His eyes open, adjusting to the low lighting immediately—without raising his head, he watches Malos leave the room in a collected kind of hurry, as if he were trying to hide exactly how in a hurry he was.
Once the door closes most of the way behind Malos, Dromarch raises his head and silently pads out of the room after him, watching with a vigilant gaze.
He tails Malos carefully, watching him bypass the bathrooms and walk straight out of the inn. The moment he’s out, he sprints towards the steps outside. Now what could he be up to?
He pads back inside, following the pull in the ether to where his Lady sleeps. It would be best to make sure someone knows what’s going on, after all. Just to be safe.
~
Nia is pulled from her dreaming by gentle teeth digging into her hand—Dromarch’s biting her, not hard enough to hurt, but just enough to wake her. Instantly, reflexively, adrenaline rushes through her system.
After years on the run, she and Dromarch had established several ways to wake each other. A bite on the hand meant something was wrong, but to ensure that you awoke and moved about soundlessly. Someone nearby could hear.
Naturally, it was most often used when soldiers searching for her and Dromarch were nearby. It takes a moment for her to regain her ability to breathe as a result, fears of being on the run again prying at her brain.
She sits up and looks over at Dromarch, who releases her hand and gives her an expectant look. When he’s sure she’s awake, he slowly turns and walks out of the room, expecting her to follow.
She drags herself out of bed, following Dromarch out of the room and to the outside of the inn, where they can talk without waking anyone else. Once Dromarch and Nia are both certain no one else has awoken, Dromarch sits before her.
“My Lady, there’s something you should know,” he says, voice hushed.
Nia’s eyebrows raise and she crouches down to whisper. “What’s going on?”
“Malos left the inn several minutes ago. Rex, as well, is nowhere to be found. They didn’t leave together.” Dromarch’s eyes are serious, and Nia frowns. “I’m concerned that the situation may be more serious than a mere late night walk.”
“You don’t think something happened, do you?”
Dromarch hesitates. “If Rex went out somewhere, and is getting hurt, Malos may have gone after him.”
She curses under her breath. Of course. But what could Rex possibly be doing out this late that’s that reckless?
Labored breathing and the sound of bare feet hitting stone interrupts them, and Nia looks up to see Cole, barefooted, coming to a stop just before them, followed shortly by another man from the theatre troupe. They’re both wracked with concern, and Nia stands, watching their faces curiously.
“Cole? What’re you doing out so late? And without shoes?”
He sputters a hacking sort of cough, the kind that makes Nia itch to break out her healing Arts, but there’s no time for that right now. He rights himself and struggles to contain his coughs. “Have you seen Iona anywhere recently?”
Her eyes widen. “No, no I haven’t.”
~
Zenobia is shook awake by a frantic Nia. She blearily looks up at the Gormotti for several moments before the words she’s saying sink in.
“Zenobia, come on! We’ve got a major problem here.”
The panic-stricken look on Nia’s face is more than enough for Zenobia to understand. On Nia’s insistence, she exits the inn, where Dromarch, Azurda, Vandham, Roc, and, strangely enough, Cole are gathered. Not long after she and Nia rejoin them, Poppi exits the inn, not accompanied by Tora.
“Masterpon refused to wake. Says that if friends want Masterpon to wake before sunrise, need two week notice beforehand.”
Nia wrinkles her nose. “I guess that’s alright. We’ll deal with this without him, then.”
“So what’s the situation?” Zenobia asks.
“I went to check on Iona in her room because I get worried, and she wasn’t there,” Cole explains. “I was hoping she’d come to see one of you or something, but… no one’s seen her?”
Azurda comes to land on Vandham’s shoulder, looking around at their group with concern. “Not to derail, but has no one seen Rex and Malos?”
Silence falls over the group as everyone looks around. Sure enough, there’s no Rex, no Malos.
Dromarch clears his throat before speaking. “I witnessed Malos leave the inn not long before Cole arrived. Master Rex was already missing by that time.”
Zenobia hums. “You don’t think they decided to train together or something? Rex was talking about trying to get better at fighting.”
Azurda shakes his head. “I spend nearly every second in that boy’s helmet. I would have been there had the two planned to go training during the night. It’s more likely that Rex decided to do something reckless, and Malos followed.”
Zenobia glances at Nia just in time to see her visibly pale. “Dromarch, I just realized. D’ya think that…”
Her Blade looks up at her with concerned eyes. “It’s highly likely that Akhos remained in Uraya after our encounter with him. I can certainly see him planning some elaborate way to lure out Master Rex.”
“Would he have dragged Iona into the situation?” Roc asks, tilting their head.
Nia nods gravely. “We need to go after them. There’s not much of anything Akhos would stop at to get what he wants, and if he’s gotten after Iona…”
A wave of protectiveness washes over Zenobia as she considers what all this means. A child is in danger. Not only that, but her Driver is also in danger as a result. She does want to protect them both, regardless of the fact that if Rex dies, so does she. It’s more than that—there’s a certain goodness in Rex, one that she genuinely believes can save people.
So, she’ll do what she can to protect it.
Zenobia isn’t confident in her ability to do what she’s about to attempt, but still, Rex is her Driver no matter how good she is at this, right? So, she reasons, she’ll be able to figure out where he is.
Which is why she ignores what everyone’s saying for a moment, and focuses on the pull in the ether. Manipulating the wind around her has been child’s play for as long as she can remember (which, to be fair, isn’t long), but being able to read the ether, feel that pull towards her Driver...
It’s difficult and it’s faint, but she can almost tell what direction he’s in. She suspects it’s not too close, which is only making it more difficult. Her eyes snap open as she confirms the direction.
“I can sense where Rex is,” she offers quickly, and everyone nods in understanding. “If Torna is really involved, you guys should grab your weapons first.”
She reaches out her hand to the side, forming a new axe in her grasp effortlessly in favor of not going back into the inn to grab the other one.
“Don’t take your time. I, for one, am going to protect my Driver with whatever it takes, and I don’t plan on waiting long.”
As the others enter the inn and grab their weapons, Zenobia bounces lightly on her feet. She can already feel the adrenaline of the impending fight—this one, at least, is going to be fun.
~
“Ah, good,” a smarmy, familiar voice greets Malos as he finally, finally reaches the top of the far-too-long staircase, “you’re here. You came alone as directed, I trust?”
Akhos stands several rows up in the theatre, arms crossed with his pair of swords in each hand casually. On the ground, a decent distance from where he stands, lies what must be Iona.
Mythra is nowhere to be seen—instead, her fake stands in the very center of the theatre, wearing a sad smile as she stands perfectly still. Beside her, her Blade stands dutifully, leering at Malos.
Unaccounted for are Akhos’s Blade and Rex himself. Malos’s eyes dangerously scan the area. He knows he felt Rex’s presence here, so where the fuck is he?
“Where’s my Driver?” he hisses.
Akhos merely smirks, pointing up slowly. Malos follows his finger with his eyes until they land on a large dot in the sky above Olethro. Suspended maybe a hundred or so feet above the ground, being held tightly by a single one of Obrona’s arms, is Rex, unarmed and defenseless. Obrona’s free hand is clamped over Rex’s mouth, and he’s stock still, staring down at Malos with wide eyes.
“I wouldn’t try anything reckless, Aegis,” Akhos says. “If you do, Obrona just might drop him.”
He growls, but stands where he is, understanding the situation even better than Akhos or Mythra would. If Rex were to fall, they’d both be useless in a fight, and his secret would be out. There’s no need for anyone else to know about his healing situation.
The redheaded girl steps forward, her hands clasped politely in front of her. Sever follows immediately. “I’m sorry to have brought you out here so late. I’m sure that sleep must be rare for you.”
There’s a tense silence as she awaits his response. When it doesn’t come, she continues. “My name is Pyra. It’s nice to finally meet you, outside of Mythra’s memories. I am a part of Mythra, so you can also treat me as the Aegis.”
“I’m sure this place brings back memories, Malos,” she says. “Mythra says this is where you first woke up, after all, and we can’t lie to each other.”
Like he’s in any position to reminisce. He finally breaks the silence with a challenging tone. “What about it?”
“I was hoping we could have a talk with each other, about the future.” She pauses. “Aegis to Aegis. This just seemed like a good place to have that talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about. Your goal is to make sure Alrest has no future. We’re not compatible conversation partners.”
“You don’t truly want it, though, do you? To save Alrest.” She takes another step forward.
Malos stands fast where he is, scoffing. “Don’t talk like you know shit. You’re just a fake created by Mythra, anyways.”
Pyra’s eyes are sad as she watches his face. “You may be right, Malos, but that’s why I understand. Better than anybody else. You, Mythra, me… What have we ever really decided for ourselves? We just… existed, one day, and at that point, what we ‘wanted’ had already been decided.”
There’s even more tense silence as Malos refuses to dignify her with a response. Given no reply, she smiles gently and keeps talking.
“It’s okay. Like I said, I’m the same way. If you… if you helped us, then maybe you could at least break away from what everyone else chose for you. Don’t you think that the best choice is the one you make for yourself?”
Malos hates that he has to listen to her. He hates that she has a good point. He hates that Rex is still being suspended way too high above the ground to be safe, and that there’s nothing he can do about it without risking both of their lives. “How about you try following your own words and make your own choices for yourself, instead of dragging me into it?”
Her sad smile is steadfast. Malos wonders if that’s her default expression, if she always looks so sad. “I won’t pretend like you don’t have a point. But you’re the one who’s actually able to choose. In the end, I’m just—”
Pyra never finishes her sentence. A brilliant flash of light cuts her off right in the middle, and she disappears, only to be replaced with Mythra and her icy eyes. “That’s enough,” she states coldly.
“Is it?” Malos raises an eyebrow.
“Pyra talks too much. What would we do if someone noticed any of you three were missing and came looking for you before we were ready?”
Malos snorts. “I guess I can live with you cutting to the chase already. But let me guess. You want me to help you restore your damaged core crystal so you can access Elysium yourself.”
“How perceptive of you. You’re right, I need help restoring my core. More specifically, I need the data in your core crystal to build on.”
“You realize I have no intention of ever helping you, right?”
She smirks. “Not even at the expense of your Driver’s life?”
“What?” Malos’s eyes dart to the boy, who’s trying his damnedest not to look like he’s at least a little terrified of the situation.
“You heard me. Did you think we had him up there just for show?”
“Did you think that would make me help you?” he asks flatly.
Mythra only laughs. “There’s not a point in trying to hide anything now. If you didn’t care about that boy, you wouldn’t have bothered to show up when we told you we’d taken him. Either you have an ulterior motive for keeping him alive, or you care, and frankly, I don’t care if there’s a difference. The only thing that matters is that you’re going to help us, or he’s going to die.”
Malos smirks. “You can’t kill him.”
“Oh?” She quirks an eyebrow at him. “And why is that?”
Malos hesitates. Telling them his weakness, their weakness is stupid, and he really doesn’t want to give away this secret, but… “Because if he—”
He never finishes his sentence. Before he can say another word, a rush of wind blusters past him and straight for Iona’s unconscious form. It takes Malos a moment to register that it’s Zenobia who’s suddenly appeared, and he almost panics in that moment.
Panicking, though, wouldn’t suit him.
Mythra’s amusement and interest twists into a glare. “I thought I told you to come alone,” she snarls. “Obrona!”
Malos bolts forward as he sees Obrona let go of his Driver with an exaggerated giggle. Rex crashes towards the earth at painful speeds, and for the first time in five hundred years, Malos feels real fear course through his body.
Rex is falling, and falling, and falling, and…
Malos can’t make it in time. Not on his own. Luckily for everyone important, Zenobia is skilled with her control of the wind, and a gale of wind comes and blows Rex off course, just far enough towards Malos that he barely manages to catch him.
Mythra stumbles nearby. Malos takes this chance to carry Rex a good distance away, focusing his ether to form a new sword all the while. He comes to a stop at the entrance to the ruins, where Nia, Dromarch, Vandham, Roc, and Poppi are standing.
He sets Rex on his feet carefully. Zenobia blazes past, carrying Iona with her.
Zenobia passes the girl off for Nia to look over and immediately grasps her axe, glaring daggers at her adversaries. Meanwhile, Rex steadies himself, taking Malos’s new sword in hand. Malos chooses not to bother mentioning his injuries for the time being, letting the boy slip into a fighting stance and prepare for combat.
They can discuss everything later, but for now, Malos focuses on the fight at hand.
Father knows he’ll need all the focus he can get.
~
Rex readies his sword with determination, steadying himself carefully. His back aches, his ankle yells, his shoulder protests, but he doesn’t have the time to worry about the pain he’s in right now. Before him stands Mythra, who looks just a tad pissed off that he isn’t currently suspended an uncomfortable distance from the ground by a very mischievous Blade.
A lot happens at once. Zenobia, obviously, goes straight for Mythra now that she’s done her job of getting him and Iona to safer positions. There’s an intent in her face he hasn’t seen before—for a moment, he’s scared, but he tightens his grip on the sword as his affinity link with Malos comes to life.
It doesn’t take long at all for everyone to separate into individual squads. Nia, after checking on Iona, joins Poppi in distracting Akhos and Obrona, while he, Vandham, and Zenobia focus on Mythra and Sever.
“God, you are all so annoying,” Mythra growls as she lunges toward Rex, sword at the ready.
She’s strong, but he’s better in combat than he was before, and blocks the hit with Malos’s sword. He stumbles back a few feet, and grits his teeth at the protest his ankle makes. Malos notices immediately, despite Rex’s attempts to conceal it, and immediately turns his attention to bark over his shoulder.
“Nia! If you’re not busy, we could use some support!”
“Already?” she calls back. “Fine, give me a minute!”
“I’m probably fine, you know,” Rex says.
Malos rolls his eyes. “Switch with me. I saw the way you just flinched. Give Nia a chance to work her Arts on you and then you can get back to it.”
“I can handle it!” Rex insists, narrowly dodging a swipe from Mythra.
“No, you can’t, and trying to is going to get you killed. Switch.”
It’s obvious Malos isn’t going to budge, so Rex sighs and tosses the weapon to him. The moment he switches places with Malos, he feels the soothing sensation of water wash over him, the pain in his likely swollen ankle ebbing away as if the tides themselves carried it away.
“Thanks, Nia!” he calls to her as the soothing cold washes over him. Before anything can be completely healed, he feels his chest constrict lightly, followed by the power connecting him to Malos suddenly disappearing, as though it had never existed.
Fearing the worst, he looks back, but Malos is fine—the only difference is that the air around them is now dispersed with glowing red particles, which seem to be emanating from Akhos’s Blade, who now floats in the air above the battlefield menacingly.
“I’ll admit, you bit-players aren’t completely unskilled, and coming at us with numbers is smart,” Akhos says, carelessly flinging Poppi across the theatre like it’s nothing. She recovers with the help of the jets in her feet, thankfully avoiding any serious damage. “But, in case you forgot our resident traitor’s intel, fighting alongside your Blades isn’t going to get you very far.”
In the moment Rex’s attention is diverted, Akhos creates an opening, and Sever doesn’t hesitate to capitalize on that opening. Rex turns his head to see two blades of wind heading straight toward him, and before he can work out a way to get out of the way without straining his shoulder or his ankle too horribly, Zenobia’s there, blocking the blows with a shield of ether.
“Watch your back, alright, Rex?” she says over her shoulder, standing her ground effortlessly.
Before Rex can reply, she’s off again, attacking Sever directly. Then, Vandham is actually hit by Mythra, and it’s going south for Nia, too, and—
Rex grits his teeth. “Malos! Switch with me and cover!”
Malos laughs, passing the sword back and immediately throwing up a shield. “There’s that backbone.”
Rex grabs the sword effortlessly, bolting over just in time to provide Nia support. He comes to a stop just beside Dromarch, who now stands protectively between her and Akhos. “Nia, are you alright?”
“Yeah,” she breathes, pushing herself to a standing position. “Sorry, it’s just hard to breathe with Obrona’s ether stuff going on.”
Poppi rejoins the battle, looking just a touch worse for the wear, and another glance around the battlefield makes Rex think that they’re very much losing. Zenobia’s trying, and she’s really holding her own, the same as Vandham, but every Blade in the area except Poppi seems… sluggish. Poppi, meanwhile, is clearly used to performing a support role, rather than acting as the main fighter, and it shows in her reaction times.
He can’t focus on how disadvantaged their group seems to be, though. Not when Akhos is swinging his sword dangerously close to his face—
“Eyes on the enemy, kid!” Malos shouts.
Rex nods. “I know already! I’m just tryin’ to make sure everyone’s—” He pauses to counter another attack with a swing of his sword, gritting his teeth.
Akhos presses forward with a smarmy grin, forcing Rex to steady himself. No matter how many times he swings his sword, it’s almost impossible for a hit to connect, and the few times it does, it’s hardly a hit at all—like Akhos is impossible to harm.
For a moment, Rex is almost demoralized, but he reminds himself, steadily, that he doesn’t have a choice but to fight his hardest. “Say, Malos,” Rex says, keeping his eyes on Akhos as the man in question continues with a flurry of vicious attacks.
“What’s up?” Malos replies, standing beside Rex and grabbing his sword just long enough to funnel extra ether directly into the sword.
“Got any ideas for how to turn all this around?”
Malos snorts. “Thought you’d never ask. The biggest problem is that Blade—if we can take her out, I think we can at least force a retreat.”
“Talking about your plans in front of the enemy?” Akhos taunts. “How disappointing. I took you two to be smarter than that. Well, at least as far as the Aegis goes.”
Rex ignores him, thinking hard about the situation at hand. “So we just need to stop Obrona’s ether manipulation, right?” But how would they even do that? Will she get too tired to keep it up? What if they attacked Obrona directly, would that throw her off enough that they’d be able to keep up affinity links again?
It’s worth a shot.
“Malos, can you take over for a bit?” Rex asks. Malos nods and switches places effortlessly—they’re getting better at switching roles in battle now, moving more in sync.
In the time it takes them to switch, Obrona’s given one of Akhos’s swords to fight with, and she giggles menacingly as she begins to become her own fountain of problems. Malos goes in for an aggressive assault, while Rex pays close attention both to his surroundings and to how the rest of the battle’s unfolding.
It… doesn’t look good, honestly. They’ll have to turn everything around fast, knock Obrona around a bit so she lifts that ether manipulation so that Nia can heal Vandham, who’s definitely in bad shape—
“Malos, d’you think you can charge your sword up with ether while you’ve got it in hand?”
Malos grunts, locking blades with Akhos.
“My, my,” Akhos says. “You’re rather powerful. But why is it you’re not showing your true power? Surely the Aegis would have been able to finish me off by now. Unless, you’re holding back?”
Malos usually has the same scowl on his face, be it during battle, sleeping, or even cooking, but now, it’s charged with a level of anger and annoyance Rex hasn’t seen before. He doesn’t reply to Akhos, merely keeps his focus on the battle and on charging up his sword as best he can.
“You shouldn’t hold yourself back, you know. Having a Driver, especially such a young one, is really limiting what you can do. Don’t you feel it? How he could never truly measure up to Addam, even when you still had to hold yourself back for him?”
If Malos gives a response, Rex doesn’t hear it—he’s too busy shuffling back to avoid Obrona’s attempts to attack him, too focused on not getting killed—
Then Malos’s sword is forced into his hands, and Rex is so determined to stop Obrona, so desperate to save everyone—
He’s not fully cognizant of what exactly happens, not other than the fact that his piece of Malos’s core crystal and Malos’s half of his core crystal are glowing in tandem, and so is the core crystal in the sword, and that he doesn’t need to kill Obrona, just stop her from acting, just stop her from using that damn ether—
And as his sword locks with hers in a desperate attempt to block her own attempt on his life, it lifts. Every affinity link in the immediate area blazes to life, while the golden bond between Akhos and Obrona flickers away. Soon, too, does the blue one between Mythra and Sever, and Mythra and Akhos are both loudly cursing at the realization of exactly what Rex has done sinks in. The restricted feeling of his chest, too, lifts lightly.
Rex can’t help the smile that rises to his face as he forces Obrona back. Looks like it’s time to turn the tides.
~
Nia breathes in purposefully as Rex unleashes an Art she’s never seen before. It’s such a relief, to be able to breathe again—she’d been on the receiving end of Obrona’s workings exactly once before, and it’s no less uncomfortable now. Of course she’s relieved—what reasonable Blade wouldn’t be?
“Rex? What the ‘ell did you do?” Nia asks, keeping light on her feet as she immediately showers him in a healing Art like she’d been wanting to do for ages now.
Rex is preoccupied, pushing forward in the fight now that his affinity link to Malos is back in action, but he still takes the time to reply. “I don’t know! Was that an Art?”
Obrona looks like she’s physically struggling now as the counterattack begins, and Akhos, at least, doesn’t look much better. With Obrona completely shackled, he’s in their situation, now, although he seems determined to push on through.
“Yeah, that was a new Art, all right,” Malos grunts, keeping his primary focus on acting as a Blade.
Mythra, however, is less amused at this turn of events. “Sever! Take care of it before I do!” she barks, her voice almost a growl.
Sever nods, chuckling, and Nia’s heart almost stops in fear as Sever lunges for Rex, nearly digs those claws into his throat, he’s going to kill Malos and Rex both—
She squeezes her eyes shut. She doesn’t want to watch them die, even as she forces through another healing Art to save them.
She’s too far away to do something worthwhile…
…but when she opens her eyes, she realizes Malos wasn’t.
Rex is stood, wide-eyed, as Malos stands firmly behind Sever, towering over the both of them. Malos’s hand is on Sever’s back, a fire burning in his eyes the likes of which Nia’s only seen twice before, and both from Aegises.
Most notably, though, is Sever’s body struggling to stay together, flickering for a moment or two before it disappears in a burst of glowing ether. Moments later, the silence across the ruins is broken by the dull clink! as Sever’s half-eaten core crystal falls to the stone below.
Malos growls in a way that’s almost feral, a way that would strike fear into Nia’s heart if she didn’t know him, didn’t know the situation. “Like hell am I letting you take another Driver from me,” he growls, and the sudden protectiveness takes even Nia aback.
“…w-well, this is an unexpected development,” Akhos says, adjusting his glasses, “but every single one of you bit-players has forgotten one very important thing.”
“I am the one who gets to write the script.”
A single blink is all it takes for Akhos to be right in front of Nia, who unfortunately is the closest target. She lets out a startled noise and wrenches her body away, narrowly managing to block what would have been a slashed open chest, perhaps a broken (or worse, exposed) core crystal, with her shoulder.
She successfully avoids having her chest opened up by his swords, but at the cost of still more pain—her upper arm is slashed completely open across its width, and she doesn’t even need to look to know that the new injury is far from shallow. She can feel the pain just fine, thank you.
“Grah…” Mythra’s eyes are lit up with even more rage as she finally processes the loss of Sever, the disintegration of the sword she carries into the ether. “Akhos! We’re leaving!”
Zenobia continues fighting. “Like hell you are! You think we’d let you after everything you’ve done today?”
“I said,” Mythra continues, stomping one heeled foot as a bright light emanates from the hairpiece she wears, dancing around the battlefield almost teasingly.
Malos suddenly stiffens. “Get back!” he barks, and Zenobia backs up on his words immediately.
Mythra’s scowl suddenly quirks up into a dangerous smirk, and Nia feels an acute fear shoot through her as Mythra finally finishes her sentence.
“We’re leaving.”
Before anyone can move, before anything else can happen, anything at all, Vandham is engulfed in a hateful light. It’s only for a moment, only long enough that it blinds Nia and anyone standing nearby temporarily. When the light clears, Vandham stands in its wake.
Rex makes a horrified noise, and Nia can only watch as everyone else reacts in turn.
“Vandham!” Zenobia says, her voice the closest to panicked Nia’s ever heard. “Hey, are you alright? What did she do?” She speaks quickly, not quite believing the words as they tumble from her mouth.
“Nia,” Rex says quietly as Vandham stutters on his feet. “Help him. Please.”
But Nia is rooted to the spot. Her eyes are trained on the sickening smile on Vandham’s face, the trail of blood that’s slowly seeping from the corner of his mouth, as if it, too, isn’t quite sure why it’s there.
Vandham coughs, just once. Just enough to make Nia’s heart ache. “Kid. It’s okay.”
Rex rushes forward to him, supports his standing form with both hands as understanding washes over him. “It’s okay, Vandham. Nia’s going to save you, and no one’s going to die today. You’ll come back to the inn with us after this. Right, Nia?”
Hands fly to where her core crystal hides, fists clenching tightly at the fabric there as she quickly, subtly shakes her head.
‘We found the cannibal! Whoever gets to her first gets free drinks on me! Bonus round if you kill ’er!’ rings through her head as a few stray tears spring to her eyes. Her heartbeat quickens. She can save him.
“Y-you can heal him, right?” Rex pleads, voice cracking. “Right?”
Isn’t there anything we can do for her? Stifling men in a stifling room who won’t give her a sideways glance. Flowers everywhere. The distinct feeling of a death too soon.
She wills herself to move. She lifts one foot… and steps back, her autonomy gone.
She can save him.
Vandham slumps a bit. “Rex, it’s all right. Big guy like me’s gotta go out with honor, right?”
“Nia! Please!” Rex is openly crying now, desperately attempting to hold up Vandham’s weight.
“Rex…” Zenobia watches, her eyes wide, tears of her own forming.
Cheers to the man who captured the Flesh Eater! The clinking of mugs. Maybe they’ll make a big show out of her execution. Architect, I can’t wait to see that.
Nia sways on her feet. She can’t tell if she’s holding her breath or hyperventilating, not when thousands of nonexistent eyes are on her, crawling across her skin.
She can save him.
She feels her own power thrumming beneath her fists, aching to be used, jumping at such a prime opportunity. Even her own abilities are begging her to do this.
“Everyone’s got their own war to fight, kid. Make sure you fight the one that’s important to you.” Vandham speaks his last words
She can save him.
He’s still breathing. Roc is still with them, too, although they’re struggling to stay together, struggling to remain alive. Their core crystal pulses with intense amounts of light that retreat just as fast as they come.
“…please… I know you can save him…”
It’s possible. She’s certain her abilities could bring him back with no issues or even scarring. A few minutes, maybe something to protect the eyes, and it’d be like the whole thing never happened.
She could save him. Easily.
But as Nia reminds herself how easy it would be, how simple to show herself, to save Vandham’s life, she’s reminded of the years spent alone. The cold nights at Dromarch’s side. The hunger, the constant fear, the way she couldn’t trust anyone except her own Blade, even found herself mistrusting him sometimes, too.
She can’t go back to being alone.
“I’m sorry, Rex,” she manages, her voice cracking.
Rex lets out a choked sob. “Please!”
The dull sound of Roc’s core crystal clinking to the ground adds somehow more somberness to the air, more horror.
Nia shakes her head. Her fists shake as they twist in the chest of her jumpsuit, and her legs feel weak, but she stays standing as Rex finally lowers Vandham’s body to the ground. He’s still babbling desperate pleas to save him, and while it’d be so easy…
“There’s nothing I can do for him,” Nia says evenly, desperately withholding tears. Dromarch presses close to her side, supporting her, and she finally sinks to the ground against him, eyes wide and horror-stricken.
She can’t save Vandham.
She can’t save anyone, anyone at all.
“I’m sorry,” she whispers, crumpling into Dromarch’s side. “I’m so, so sorry.”
Notes:
Alternative chapter title: Mythra's Fucking Pissed
RIP Vandham, Chapter 6-Chapter 11. You will be missed.
RIP Sever, Chapter 1-Chapter 11. You will also be missed, but namely because I never found a good opportunity to flesh out your character before killing you. Maybe in a spinoff series of oneshots, if I ever get around to actually writing the planned oneshots for it.
RIP Roc, pretty much just Chapters 10 and 11 because I forgot you existed in previous chapters often enough that I lowkey just didn't give you dialogue before. Sorry.Man, I have no idea whether I managed to pull off that ending well. Save for, uh, Rotbart earlier in the fic, I've never actually killed off any of my characters before, and I usually try to write things that make me happy instead of anything sad or heart wrenching or "one character watches the other die, paralyzed by her own ability to save him and what doing so would mean for her" or any of that, lmao. Please let me know if you think I did well because I have NO idea whether I did or not!
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Chapter 12: Grief, Crystals, and What Remains
Summary:
Pieces remain after the events of Olethro. Zenobia helps to pick them up. Nia takes a step larger than she'd ever imagined.
Notes:
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I worked full time all summer and now I've moved out of my parents home and basically I'm An Adult Now and whatever. this chapter was hard. grief is Hard. I hope I did everyone justice.
also, I finally got around to posting the first oneshot in the offshoot series, Presence and Singularity! That'll be dedicated to outtakes and stuff centered in the A&D-verse. Feel free to check it out if you haven't already!
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Chapter Text
Zenobia doesn’t pay attention to Dromarch as he recites Vandham’s final rites. It takes all her focus just to sit still, to pay respect properly to Vandham’s memory. She holds Roc’s core crystal gently in both hands, keeping her eyes on its dull color. She never got to fight one-on-one with them, which, she thinks, is probably the thing she regrets most.
In a way, she never truly got to understand them.
Her eyes flick upwards to land on her Driver. Rex stands, staring almost vacantly at Vandham’s grave as Iona gently places a bouquet of lilies on the ground before it. Even his attempts to comfort Iona, the hand on her shoulder, lack the sort of life she’s used to seeing from him. Maybe it’s because she’s his Blade, but it seems obvious that a Rex in mourning isn’t Rex at all.
And then there’s the matter of Malos.
He’s pissed. She knows he’s pissed. She might think she’s stupid and bad at people, but Malos is utterly, incontrovertibly, pissed off at Rex, and the reason is plain as death.
Rex was reckless. He ran out on his own, without anyone’s help or knowledge, to save Iona. He could have died trying to do things himself. She understands why, on a basic level, but she also knows that Malos… well, he’s less understanding than she is.
Still, Malos’s silence to this point is admirable. Almost as admirable as Zenobia’s resistance to the temptation of fidgeting that she’s been keeping up so well for this entire funeral. It isn’t that she isn’t sad, no, but standing in one place for so long is almost painful. Of course she has to psychoanalyze everyone around her to keep her mind occupied.
When everything’s dissipated and the funeral has officially ended, Zenobia keeps it together long enough to stay and listen as Yew and Zuo talk to Rex.
“When you’re done here in Fonsa Myma, we’ve got stuff to talk to you about in Garfont. Make sure you come talk to us before you leave Uraya,” Yew says.
“Sure, I guess,” Rex says, not sounding too excited at the prospect. Nia mills about nearby, almost robotically going about the last of her checks on everyone’s health in the aftermath of the preceding morning. This must be the fifth time today she’s checked up on everyone’s injuries, like she’s forgotten, or perhaps she’s trying to forget. She’s completely wordless as she goes over Tora, and as Rex finishes talking with Yew and Zuo, Zenobia watches Nia work.
She gets it. Really, she does. Zenobia wishes there was more she could have done, too, but… It’s too late for all that. All they can do now is pick up the pieces.
“Malos, can I talk to you for a second?” Zenobia asks, approaching him brazenly.
“What?” His tone is dangerous, as if he’s really expecting her to suggest they fight right now. Well, he’s half-right.
“Come on, let’s step away from everyone else for a bit. It’s nothing bad, I just wanted to make a suggestion.” She gives him a tamed smile, an attempt to show that she’s really not up to anything.
Reluctantly, he follows her a good few feet from the others, eyes cold as he watches her. “I’m really not in the mood for your shit today,” he warns.
“I know!” She raises both hands innocently. “I know. It’s not… this isn’t my usual stuff. I just… you’re pissed off at Rex, yeah?”
He doesn’t answer, but his silence is an answer in itself, surely the only answer she needs.
“I thought so. Listen, I know you probably want to yell at him for going off on his own and almost dying and all that. I do too, a bit. But… I really think it would be better for everyone if you just kinda… sparred it out. You’re well-versed in battle, right? Know how to listen? Just… talk to him like that.”
He raises an eyebrow. “You think that a sparring session is going to fix the fact that he nearly got the three of us killed, or bring back the lives we lost?”
“No, it won’t. But the two of you are never going to be on the same wavelength if you don’t both connect somehow, and honestly? I’m tired of trying to bridge the gap between you two. Just… I know you probably don’t think it’s my place to butt my head into. Well, you’d be wrong, because like it or not, I have to put up with the two of you just as much as you have to put up with me,” Zenobia continues. “Just, give it a shot, okay? He’ll some more experience fighting, and you might be able to actually understand him a bit. I’m not interfering past this. Give it some thought. I’ll be sorting through everything back here.”
Malos stalks back to the group, and to her shock, Zenobia watches him walk right up to Rex and grab his shoulder, speaking too quietly to be heard from her distance. Rex says something to Nia, who nods silently.
Zenobia’s heart swells with pride at the thought that she may have actually done something right, but her work isn’t done yet. She’ll have to go ahead and help out Nia once she gets the chance.
~
Malos watches the last of the others leave Olethro Ruins, reaching for his sword. This was stupid. There’s no way Zenobia’s suggestion could possibly work to actually fix anything. The kid was a dumbass, and now a man and his Blade are dead.
He was supposed to be done with letting people die.
But…
He’s long since learned how to move forward in the face of tragedy.
“Come on, kid. Let’s do this.”
Rex looks at him without really seeing for a moment. Father, his eyes almost look like he’s the one who died. “Right. Is there a reason we’re doing this?”
“Normalcy,” Malos answers, knowing it’s a lie. “I just want to make sure you have the basics.”
If Rex realizes he’s full of shit, he doesn’t say anything, or give any notification that he does. Instead, he halfheartedly nods, not offering any further answer.
“Heads up.”
Rex catches the sword almost without thinking. Malos nods approvingly.
“Hand me Zenobia’s axe. I’ll need a weapon if we’re going to fight, and I’d rather you use my sword.”
“Why?”
Father, he’s really going to ask every question to avoid actually fighting, huh. “You used an Art during that fight I haven’t seen, and a damn useful one. I want you to be able to use it on purpose this time.”
“I don’t know if I can—”
Malos holds up a hand, cutting him off. “It’s not a matter of whether you ‘can’. You want to get better, right?” He smartly chooses not to mention the things that could’ve been prevented. He’s sure Rex already knows he could have been better, could have been smarter.
Honestly, he wouldn’t be so calm if he hadn’t had the rest of the night to decompress and utterly beat the shit out of a pile of rocks or two outside Fonsa Myma. With the obliteration of several things that couldn’t fight back, he felt a lot better. Besides, it’s pissing him off more to see Rex being so pitiful.
Rex finally nods, passing the axe over to him. “Yeah, I guess.”
They quickly fall into a rhythm—attack, parry, block, counter. Attack, parry, block, Art. Attack, parry…
Malos doesn’t need to be on the receiving end of Rex’s attacks to know that he’s putting the bare minimum of effort behind each one, and not a bit more. Still, it’s worth a shot. He reacts, but mostly, he tries to listen.
Attack, parry, block, Art. Memories nag at his brain as he listens for what Rex’s attacks are really saying. Sparring with Addam, fighting with Lora. Finally trying to bridge that damned gap with that damned Jin. Never getting to know anyone.
Attack, parry, block, counter, and the counter is reigned in in a way that doesn’t feel like someone pulling their punches. The kind of withdrawn half-assed attack that’s uncertain, maybe even afraid.
Attack, parry, block, Art, and he remembers the bodies after the supposed final fight against Mythra. People he knew. People he’d never met. People he never will.
Attack, parry, and he stops, narrowly sidestepping Rex’s downward swing and pinning the sword to the ground with his foot.
“I think… we need to have a talk,” Malos says, and Rex nods in understanding.
They end up sitting down in one of the many rows of the amphitheater, where Malos heaves a sigh to fill the air. He’d been intending to try that “relying” thing Nia was so keen on, but…
“You’re too focused on your emotions to even spar properly,” he says instead.
He’s not expecting Rex’s face to twist with anger, maybe disgust, but that’s what happens. “Too focused on my—do you even realize what happened yesterday? Vandham died, and I couldn’t save him! I couldn’t do anythin’! D’you have any idea how that feels?” By the time he’s given any sort of pause, he’s standing beside Malos, fists clenched tightly at his sides.
Zenobia probably meant for this sparring session to end in some pleasant heart-to-heart where they lean on each other and everything’s fixed. Unfortunately, Malos isn’t the right person for that.
“Yeah, I do. In case you forgot, I’ve had the lives of two continents’ worth of people weighing on my conscience for the past 500 years, not including Vandham, not including the people I actually cared about.” Familiar faces flash in Malos’s head as he speaks. Milton. Hugo. At least he didn’t have to feel guilty about Brighid and Aegaeon. Blades don’t have to worry about their lives really ending.
Rex flinches back as if he’s touched a hot stove. “Sorry. You’re not… who I’m mad at. It just… pisses me off. All of it.” Each new word sounds harder for Rex to say than the last, as if he’s literally dragging the words out to say anything at all. It’s a stark contrast to how easy it was for him to yell at Malos, but the contrast is enough that Malos maybe understands just a bit better now.
“Then who are you mad at? Because I’d appreciate if you pitched a fit at them instead of me.”
Rex stares off to the side, where Vandham’s headstone stands. “Myself, mostly. Vandham wouldn’t’ve been there to die if not for me.”
“Mythra just killed him for the hell of it, you know. Probably would have done it regardless of whether you were there or not. Just because you were there doesn’t make it your responsibility.”
Rex’s jaw clenches as anger bubbles back to the surface, darkening his face. “Doesn’t matter. I couldn’t do anythin’. They came after Iona, and I couldn’t do anything about that. Have you seen that cut on her face? I came here to save her, to stop Mythra, and I just… failed.”
“Well,” Malos says, leaning back on his elbows. “That answers one question I had.”
“Should I even ask what that question was?”
The corners of his mouth quirk just slightly. “Something along the lines of ‘what the hell were you thinking’.”
Rex’s eyebrows soften just a bit at that. “Right. Figured you’d be mad when you found out.”
“I’d planned on lecturing you, but I think you already know what I’d say.” Words come easier now, smoother. Everything in the right order, the right tone. They hit their mark.
“Somethin’ about how I’m a reckless idiot who should’ve told someone instead of goin’ after Mythra and them myself.”
Malos can’t help but snort. “I’d actually use the term ‘dumbass’.”
“Right. A reckless dumbass.” Rex nods, accepting the chastisement without an inkling of a fight.
“I get feeling like it has to be your fault.” Malos’s eyes drift to watching the Cloud Sea as he speaks. “It’s easy to blame yourself in hindsight, when you can see your every mistake. But that’s not going to do shit. Not for you, not for anyone. You’ll just feel really shitty for a long time, and make even more mistakes because of it.”
Rex is silent for a long while. “Well, what else am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to move forward when I know I was wrong?”
He shrugs in reply. “I’m not gonna act like moving on is easy, especially not so fast. Father knows it took the better part of 500 years for me to deal with my shit. But wallowing in regret and self-hatred won’t help. Redirect your hatred towards the one that killed him, maybe. Use that energy to get stronger so we can stop her from killing anyone else.”
Rex’s salvager suit shuffles quietly as he sits back down. “I know already. That hating myself won’t bring Vandham back. But I can’t help it, you know? It’s all I can think about. What I could’ve done better. How I could have been better.”
Malos sighs yet again. “Come on. We’re going to try sparring again. This time, try putting some of that energy into the sword.” He stands, jumping down the seats until he reaches ground level.
Rex stands up, reaching for his sword with a nod. “No need for me to hold back, right?”
“Come at me with your full strength, kid. I can take it.”
“Alright then,” he says, gripping the sword in both hands, “if you say so.”
A smile creeps its way on to Malos’s face as he raises the axe to block Rex’s pre-emptive strike. They fall into a rhythm, easier this time, more natural, until the only sounds that can be heard in the ruins is the clashing of sword and axe, the sounds of two people learning how to move forward.
~
Bark picks at Nia’s jumpsuit as she expertly scales the tree’s trunk, hands and feet finding holds without a moment’s thought. When she’s sufficiently high, she nestles on top of a sturdy branch, leaning her back against the trunk to watch the port of Fonsa Myma from afar. Dromarch joins her at the base of the tree.
“You’ve been pretty quiet,” Nia says, just loud enough to be heard. Her voice is dry, having gone mostly unused since… since Vandham.
Dromarch settles his head on his paws. “I had the sense that you would prefer silent company, my lady.”
She nods, eyes focusing dully on the shimmering pink leaves, the way the light scatters between them. “Thank you for that.”
There’s a long pause where emotions rage in Nia’s heart like a thunderstorm, cacophonous and unfettered. She emits a shaky sigh after what feels like forever.
“Dromarch?” she calls down to him, voice shaking. “D’you think… that I made the right choice?”
Dromarch doesn’t answer for the longest time. Anxiety pounds at Nia’s brain, constricts her breath as she waits for any sort of support.
“…I believe that my lady will make the best choices for herself,” he says, and she feels herself shatter just a bit more.
For herself.
She should’ve known he’d say something like that.
Of course he would. Of course.
~
When Zenobia finds them, Nia has her knees pulled to her chest, balanced precariously on a tree branch with her entire head hidden in her hood. Every so often, her shoulders shudder with sobs. Dromarch is curled at the base of the tree, frowning with his head on his paws below her, eyes cast at the Gormotti with worry.
“Woah, are you okay?” Zenobia asks, launching herself upward with a burst of ether until she’s at Nia’s height. “The air is really tense here…”
“Not in the mood, Zenobia,” Nia says after a moment, voice choked with tears.
Zenobia frowns. “Hey. I’m… really not good at this stuff.”
Nia sniffles. “Yeah, well, no one asked you to be.”
Zenobia calmly reminds herself to be patient. “You… I don’t really get why you’re affected the worst out of everyone, but…”
No matter how much she wants it, the words won’t come the right way. She lets out an aggravated groan. “Okay, you know what? Come down here, we’re going to fight.”
“Oh, bugger off. I don’t want to fight right now.” Even so, Nia lifts her head, just enough so that her eyes are shown through the gap between her knees and her hood. “Don’t have to be a genius to make that connection.” Her eyes reflect the light that shines through dangerously, but Zenobia persists.
She grins wickedly. “Come on. I’m no good at words, but I know a little thing that’ll help you work through those emotions!”
“Why are you so serious about this? Can’t I just hate myself in peace!?” Nia rips her head away from her knees, glaring through teary eyes. Her sudden movement shifts her balance, and Nia yelps as she loses it entirely, crashing toward the ground for only a moment.
“Nope,” Zenobia sings, popping the ‘p’ and gently setting Nia on the ground properly. “And I’m gonna keep pissing you off until you fight me!”
Nia literally hisses, raising both hands like claws, and Zenobia recoils for just a moment before grinning and raising her fists.
“Hand-to-hand, huh? Perfect, Malos is borrowing my axe right now, anyways!”
With a sigh, Nia angrily removes her gloves. “I don’t fight fair in hand-to-hand, y’know, and honest, I’m too pissed to care.”
“That’s fine! I’ll regenerate pretty fast, and you’re a great healer!” Her grin broadens. “If you’re ready, I’m ready!”
Nia lunges forward, swinging her arm in a tight line that knows where it’s headed. Zenobia reads it, knows where Nia’s going, but instead of dodging, she stays there, letting sharp claws connect with her shoulder and slash the skin there, leaving several long blue lines where the ether beneath bubbles to the surface like blood.
Nia stays frozen to the spot where her claws connected, looking up at Zenobia with wide eyes. “You could’ve dodged that.”
She nods. “I could have, easily. But I’m not goading you into a fight to dodge everything and piss you off. This isn’t a fight for fun, Nia.”
“Then what’re you so insistent for?” There’s emotions in Nia’s eyes—so many, and none of them particularly good.
Zenobia smiles sadly. “You needed an outlet, and I just wanted to understand you. You can learn a lot from a good fight, after all.”
“Okay, no, I can’t do this. I’ve done enough, I’m not using you as a punching bag.” Nia steps back, pulling her hand away. “…or a scratching post.”
“You wanna know what I felt from that?” Zenobia says.
Nia doesn’t respond, reaching up to wipe away stray tears from her eyes.
“Well, first of all, you’re surprisingly fast for a healer. Strong, too. If I were human, I might be bruised and bleeding right now from that.” She grins, rubbing her shoulder where Nia’s hand connected. “Second of all, it feels to me like you’ve got a lot more pent up than just what happened. I knew you were hiding some stuff, but frankly, I’m worried for you. That wasn’t a clawing of grief.”
She’s half talking out her ass, but Nia doesn’t need to know that. She buys it hook, line, and sinker.
“I know… you said, that I don’t have to keep to myself, that I can trust you and the others, but…” Nia sighs, awkwardly pulling her gloves back on. “It’s not… as easy as that. I could have… every time I try, I can’t move at all, or do anything. So… I can’t. Rely on you. Not yet.” Nia refuses to meet her eyes, instead staring at the tips of her fingers accusingly.
“Hey, no worries. If you really don’t feel comfortable telling me whatever it is that’s breaking you up so, I don’t blame you. But you do need to talk to someone about it. It doesn’t have to be me.”
Nia nods, casting her focus to the grass. Anything but Zenobia. “Right.”
Zenobia throws both arms behind her head, stretching casually. “Well, I had one more observation from that punch you threw.”
“Yeah?”
She hums. “How to put it… I didn’t realize it before, but you’re completely holding yourself back. I don’t know if you’re afraid of yourself, or what, but for someone who was so pissed off she got antagonized into attacking me, it still felt like you were restraining yourself. Is that instinctual, or are you afraid of your own self?
Nia very visibly flinches, and Dromarch, too, lifts his head. He hasn’t moved from his spot. “It’s… I… can you keep a secret?”
“Huh? Yeah, what’s up?”
Nia exhales sharply, any resolve present in her having disappeared just as fast as it came. “No, never mind. Some other time, maybe.”
“…if you’re sure…” Zenobia frowns. “Oh, but I actually did come to get you for something. Cole wants to talk to everyone. Are you two… good to come back with me?”
Nia nods quietly, and Dromarch silently rises. Zenobia turns back to the port. “Okay, well, I’m going to go on ahead. I have to go get Rex and Malos, too. Meet at the theatre, okay?”
Before Zenobia can leave, Nia jolts forward. “Zenobia! Um… thank you.”
Zenobia pauses, smiling softly. “Yeah, Nia. Anytime.”
~
Nia approaches the plaza with distrustful eyes. Sure, it's probably nothing at all, and surely, Cole just wants to talk to them about something to do with Vandham, but she can't help but feel distrustful.
Still, she arrives, and it's not long before the others do, too.
"You're lookin' a bit better," she whispers to Rex as he joins the group alongside Malos and Zenobia. Well, he looks sweaty and worn out, but she supposes Zenobia probably roped the two into more of her insistent fighting therapy or something.
Maybe it did him some good, though. He'd been looking nothing short of tortured since... everything, something Nia both can and can't understand.
It wasn't Rex's fault. It was hers.
And she'll never forgive herself for being too caught up in her own fear to save him.
Rex doesn't reply to her, save for a forced smile that doesn't reach his eyes and a nod. Malos, too, seems to be sweaty and looking ever so slightly better, although to be fair, he never really looks like he's feeling anything but annoyed. Maybe the lines around his eyes are just the slightest bit softer now.
Cole clears his throat, which results in his own coughs. "I have something for you kids. Some information, maybe."
"What kind of information?" Malos asks, crossing his arms as is the usual for him.
Cole smiles—even his smile isn't reaching his eyes right now. He just looks tired.
"Well, you may not expect to hear this from me, but I happen to know someone who scaled the World Tree, once. Did it all by himself, too. Now, I don't know what he did about that artifice Malos mentioned, or if he had to deal with the artifice at all, but he'll know something."
Nia places a hand on her hip. "Some guy you know climbed the World Tree once? How long ago?"
Cole doesn't meet her eyes. "Oh, about five hundred years or so."
The ripple of shock that goes through the group is palpable. "Wait, five hundred years?" Rex says, the first words Nia's heard from him in a while that haven't been choked with tears. "Shouldn't he have... I don't know, died of old age by now?"
Cole smiles and nods. "Perhaps, but so, then, should I."
"You're five hundred years old?" Nia prods. "What are you, a Blade?" As if. He doesn't—
"Something like that. You know about Flesh Eaters, I assume?"
Nia chokes on her words, feeling Dromarch subtly grounding her by pressing into her legs. "K-know about them?" she says. "Sure, I might have heard a thing or two about Flesh Eaters, yeah. Who hasn't?"
Okay, that wasn't a suspicious response at all. You go, Nia.
“Blades fused with human cells. The experiments were plenty back then, and so were the failures,” he explains. He reaches up, pulling aside the neckline of his shirt until a core crystal can clearly be seen shining there. As if to add to the confirmation, he nods, and Nia’s eyes glue to the spot.
It isn’t blue, like a regular Blades—it's got angry red swirls throughout, that almost look like they're moving within the crystal, and suddenly, Nia feels a lot worse about the decisions she's made the past few days. There’s only one thing a unique core crystal like that can mean.
"You're a Flesh Eater," she states, staring at his core crystal in what might look to the others like awe.
“Tora not sure about all this. Friend is Blade, but… not Blade, yes?” Tora tilts his head, staring up at Cole with his usual blank gaze.
He nods yet again. "Of the many failures, I was one of the first. Because of this, my body is deteriorating, and I gained none of the power the experimenters promised. Just lost my mortality, and my dependence on my Driver. The man that climbed the World Tree all those years ago would be my Driver, who I haven’t spoken to in quite some time."
“Oh,” Rex says, “I’ve never met a Flesh Eater before.”
Oh, he says, as if Cole hadn’t just casually revealed something about himself Nia’s struggled with her entire life, run from her entire life, oh.
"Wait, if you're..." Malos seems to come to something of a recognition. "I was wondering where I knew you from. Been a few years, Minoth.”
Cole nods slowly. "I've grown quite a bit older since last we met. I thought I’d test how well your memory worked after so many years.”
Malos raises an eyebrow at Cole. "Are you sure sending us to him is a good idea? Last I checked, you didn't exactly have a great relationship with your Driver."
Cole lets out a sigh. "True, I never liked him, but I think, if you give him this, he'll understand and at least give you the right direction to go in to sort all this out. It's his responsibility, after everything he's done."
There's a sentence Cole leaves unsaid, there, and Nia finds herself incredibly curious to hear the story behind what he isn't saying. More importantly, she has something a lot more important to tend to.
"So then, you lot are returning to Garfont before figuring out your next move, yes? If you... still wish to make it to Elysium and climb the World Tree, might I recommend that you visit Indol and find my Driver? I'm sure Amalthus will have the information you seek."
Nia blinks once, twice even. "A-Amalthus? You don't mean Praetor Amalthus, d'you? Blue skin, really old but doesn't look it, been the Praetor longer than I've been alive?"
Malos scoffs. "Is that what he's up to, these days?"
"Yes, that man is my Driver. We... haven't gotten along much, if at all.”
"You mean to tell me that the Praetor is over five hundred years old, as well? I can see how Malos could do it, but what's that guy's secret?" Nia questions.
Cole doesn't offer a proper answer. "If you plan to do it, then take this weapon. It was mine, back when I lived a more... active lifestyle."
Rex swallows thickly beside Nia. "We'll do it. If that guy's got the information we need, then we'll have to ask him, right? I don't see how else we're gonna climb the World Tree, not unless everyone wants to take on that artifice thing."
"So then, Elysium is still your goal," Cole says, smiling in a way that doesn't remotely reach his eyes. "Your resolve may even have strengthened after the events at Olethro."
Rex doesn't meet Cole's eyes, or anyone's, for that matter. He stares pointedly at the cobblestone pathway as he clenches his fists. "Of course we're still goin' for Elysium. Now, more than ever, even. Mythra, and the others—they took something important from me. They've done that to a lot of other people, too, yeah?"
"Poppi recall that Torna group responsible for many deaths of many people," the robot observes, the first thing she's said in some time. "It very likely that they continue hurting as considered fit."
Rex nods. "Right. And Malos said the only way to stop Mythra was to get to Elysium. So that's what I'm gonna do. I'll get to Elysium, I'll stop Mythra, and I'll carry on, for Vandham's sake."
Nia raises an impressed eyebrow, unsure what to say. “You’ve really… come a long way already, Rex,” she says, watching him. She can’t see his face, not when he’s watching the stones in the opposite direction, but still.
“Nia, you’ll come, too, won’t you?” Rex says, suddenly turning his head to look at her.
She almost takes a step back in the surprise of the question. “I wasn’t plannin’ on leavin’,” she replies, “but are you sure you still… want me around? After everything?”
There’s more she leaves unsaid. If Rex truly understood the weight of what she’d done—or failed to do—yesterday, she’s sure he wouldn’t be asking now. But… she can’t exactly tell him. Not now. Not when it’d be so easy to make the leap from “Nia isn’t human” to “Nia had every ability to save Vandham’s life and chose not to.”
Every ability.
She chokes on her words.
“Well, yeah,” he says. “I never changed my mind about that. You’re always talkin’ about leavin’, though, and I figured if I didn’t ask, you’d try to leave again anyway.”
Well, he’s not completely unfounded, she thinks. “I’m not leavin’. Not at this point. Well, I was gonna hang back for a bit, but leavin’ hadn’t even crossed my mind.”
“Hang back, my lady?” Dromarch looks up at her in surprise.
She nods. “Not for long. I… If it’s alright, I’d like ‘ta see what I can do to help Cole. Healing and all that. It might take a day or two to properly treat him, so I thought I might hang back while you lot headed back to Garfont.”
Rex shares a glance with Malos, then with Zenobia, and then to Tora and Poppi, his eyebrows high. “Yeah, I don’t think we mind at all. We’ll just have to be careful travellin’, right?”
She nods. “Well, if you need to, you can take Dromarch with ya. I wanted to try a more natural approach to healin’ ‘im, anyway. Don’t need ether to pick plants and make salves.”
Cole’s own eyebrows are raised as he watches the exchange. When Nia glances nervously back at him, he seems to understand at least a little something. “Well, if you’re so insistent on trying to help me, I won’t stop you,” he says, and Nia’s heart lightens a bit.
It’s a split second decision, but it’s hers to make, and she can’t help but be happy at how smoothly things are going at present.
~
“Alright, so, we’ll travel t’Garfont tonight and spend the night there after talkin’ with Yew and Zuo. Nia, you’ll stay here to try to treat Cole, and we’ll be back tomorrow afternoon to get a ship to head to Indol. That sounds good to everyone, right?”
Nia cringes under the pressure of silence and time, even if the silence is quickly broken. She awaits their objections like a death sentence, but they never come.
“Right then! We’re all packed to go, so I guess we’ll be seeing you tomorrow, Nia?”
Nia nods. “Right! I’ll see you guys then. Don’t be stupid on the way, alright?”
Malos rolls his eyes, but for once, he doesn’t seem so annoyed to her. “Do you know who you’re talking to? They’re all stupid.”
Zenobia lets out a scandalized gasp. “Rude! Don’t antagonize me with words if you aren’t prepared to fight me, Malos!”
“Is friend certain about separating from Blade?” Poppi asks, oblivious to the situation.
“Don’t just take it, Poppi, Malos just called us stupid!”
Poppi tilts her head. “Why Zenobia angry? Poppi know she not stupid. Masterpon not stupid either.”
“Because!” Zenobia stomps her foot. “It’s rude, and factually incorrect!”
The bickering continues for a minute. Nia lets out a snort of laughter. “Alright, alright, get going, you lot. Oh, Rex, your concussion is probably good now, but still be careful, or I’ll come after you anyways.”
Rex nods. Nia crouches down to Dromarch’s level. “I’ll be fine, alright? It’s not the first time we’ve been apart.”
Dromarch looks at her with tired eyes. The others may not be able to see it, but she knows he’s nervous. True, they haven’t ever separated for very long, and almost never willingly, but she can stand on her own, and so can he.
It’ll be alright.
Dromarch presses the top of his head into her hand as she pats him, a simple gesture of affection
The group gives their parting farewells, and Nia watches them leave, turning once they’ve descended the first set of stairs leading out of Fonsa Myma.
~
Nia enters the dusty old room of the theater with tentative steps, clutching close her bag of various plants and herbs she'd crushed up after Rex and the others left for Garfont. "Alright, I'm here," Nia says, eyes falling on Cole. He's poring over some book or another, scribbling in its pages, and she's almost curious as to what he's working on.
Not curious enough, however, to ask. She presses forward, looking at him with a furrowed brow. Cole glances up at her.
"You're rather tense, for a healer who offered to do this."
She flinches. "To tell the truth, I... had another reason to stay behind."
Cole has his core crystal covered up now, covering the blues and the pink that tell a story of a painful past. Her own core crystal doesn't show, but perhaps that's the reason for the way she feels utterly defenseless right now. She'd opted for a more open look for once—hood carefully concealing her core crystal, covering her shoulders...
She reaches up now and pulls the cloth to the side to expose the kite-shaped core crystal there.
"I wanted to talk. About this."
Cole's eyebrows raise, and he rises to his feet. "I'll make tea."
~
The cup of tea before Nia is piping hot. She'd taken the time to pull the upper part of her jumpsuit back on, covering the core crystal once again, and now she stares into the cup of tea like it's a threat, as if some soldier could jump out and arrest her at any given moment.
"To tell you the truth, my healing is a lot better without Dromarch," she starts. "My power is... almost scarily good. It'd be stupid not to acknowledge that much. I guess... you called yourself a failed experiment, right? I guess I was one of the Flesh Eaters who succeeded."
He nods, signaling her to continue.
The words don't want to come, but she forces them out anyway. "I could have saved Vandham's life, in Olethro. It wasn't anythin' about being faster, or stronger, or smarter. I was just... too scared to move. Too scared to give myself up."
"Your friends don't know about you being a Flesh Eater?"
She shakes her head, almost in horror. "You're actually the second person I've told, and the first time was only because Malos figured out there was something up to begin with. I guess I... really wanted to say that I'm jealous of you." She sips the tea cautiously, then realizes her words. "Wait, no, not that. Just... I think it's really... amazing, that you were able to tell everybody about that. It’s something I’ve struggled with for a long time.”
Cole watches her for a moment as he searches for the right words.
"Sorry," she says instinctively. "I'm probably making all of this really awkward for you, aren't I? I've never... told anyone about me, before."
"The best thing you can probably do for yourself is keep telling the right people."
She sips her tea, trying not to shut down his advice on instinct. "How can I know who the 'right people' are?"
"Your friends, for starters. You already know they accepted me, so why not you?”
Nia shrugs. "Sure, they accepted you. But I’m…”
"What makes you so different?"
She pauses, looking at Cole with wide eyes. "I'm sorry?"
"You heard me. What makes you different enough that they'd accept me, but reject you?"
She's not certain how to answer. She searches her mind, but no answer comes. "Well, I guess that I... that I let someone die for no reason other than fear."
"Well, there's no changing that, but I don't think any of them would blame you. It's probably harder for you. When I went through the experiments, Flesh Eaters were still new, and no one knew what to think of them."
"I was going to be executed for being… this way, taken back to Indol. I never went through any experiments, never made it back. Probably owe Torna a lot more of a debt than I ever repaid, but, well..."
"There's no shame in not repaying a debt to bad people," Cole says, and Nia takes another sip of her tea. "No shame at all."
They finish out their tea in relative silence, Nia stewing in Cole's words as she tries to make sense of the path ahead of her. She's afraid, sure, but is that really okay? Is it really okay to let her fear kill? How far will it go?
When she's finished, she stands, inhaling deeply in preparation. Cole watches her with interest as she bathes in the light of ether, as the form she chose falls away to reveal her true form, long hair and an ethereal air.
"I'm going to see what my healing can do for you, alright?" she says, setting down the teacup. She concentrates, focuses in on Cole's form, and she finds...
Well, she doesn't find much. It's as though his core crystal is choking on the ether, like with every breath he breathes, he fails to take in as much as he should. And the effects... well, she's no expert, but she knows dying organs when she senses them.
When she opens her eyes, she releases a sigh. “Well, I know the problem, but the solution will be a bit more… difficult.”
“Difficult how?”
She shrugs. “Your ether balance is all off. You’re not takin’ in ether properly, and it’s affectin’ your whole body, startin’ with your lungs, I’d imagine. Problem is, it’s a problem with your core crystal, which I can’t do anythin’ about. I can bandage the issue, revitalize your body a little bit, but I can’t make your core crystal work the way it’s supposed to.” As she speaks, she pulls at the Flesh Eater with her ether, does her best to repair what she can.
“I don’t know if there’s anythin’ we can do about your ether balance, honestly. The best thing I can recommend for that is to spend more time in your element and try ta consciously bring the ether in, maybe for about an hour a day. Meditate a bit. It’ll probably be easier for you, since the most you need is a really dark room. Lucky your element’s not fire, or you’d be havin’ a real tough time of it. Hafta go sit in a campfire for an hour.”
The corners of Cole’s lips twitch into a smile. “I can imagine how that might be a little inconvenient. Thank you for your help, Nia.”
She smiles back. “It was the least I can do. Thank you, for yours.”
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Chapter 13: Ruminating Forward
Summary:
While Nia remains in Fonsa Myma to look over Cole alone, Rex and the others return to Garfont for a goodbye and a chat with Yew and Zuo, leaving Rex with a big decision to make with not a lot of time.
Notes:
Hoo boy. School has been fucking wack, dogs. I'm proud to say that I got through NaNoWriMo, won, and now I have until chapter... *checks notes* 19 all written and just in need of some editing. Finals are over in a few days, so I'll also have a lot more time to edit and work on things soon!
This chapter contains a different kind of tragedy. I had to edit out the phrase "the CEO of religion" because it didn't make sense in the worldbuilding. I cried as I deleted it.
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Walking back to Garfont, guideless, is a special kind of sadness Rex wasn’t quite fully prepared for. He follows the group, mind wandering back to the question of Nia, how she’s doing with Cole on her own right now. Dromarch walks along beside Rex, looking a bit strange in comparison to his usual position by Nia’s side.
Poppi remembers the path back to Garfont better than anyone, having apparently been built with some sort of map function, and so she leads the charge, marching forward to their destination without a care in the world. Strangely, though, Tora hangs back, following behind the group rather than walking alongside his Blade.
Rex really isn’t feeling up to conversation right now, but the atmosphere is too heavy to bear. Someone has to break the silence, so...
“So… how’s everyone…?”
Yep. Still got those conversational skills. Still got it.
Tora speaks from behind him. “Does... Rex-Rex think Tora made mistake?”
“What?” Rex says, glancing back at the Nopon with concern.
“Tora think… maybe it Tora’s fault for not wake up. Maybe if Tora wake up when Poppi come to wake him, Biggipon not…” Tora’s eyes cast downwards, and even the spike of hair atop his head seems to deflate with the admission.
“Oh, Tora,” Zenobia says, voice a hush, tinted with pain. “You know that wasn’t your fault.”
“Masterpon lazy,” Poppi adds, “not something to be proud of. But not reason for death of Vandham.”
“Maybe core crystals right. Tora not meant to be Driver. Tora not have potential for be amazing Driver or even okay Driver.” He lets out a sigh that, in that moment, seems too big for him.
“Masterpon…”
Malos, surprisingly, decides to add to the conversation. “Listen, just because there were things you could have done better doesn’t mean you could have done anything to actually save him. What would you have even done? Make Mythra not be an Aegis? Make him be immortal? Died in his place?”
“Malos,” Rex says, “maybe you should—”
“I’m just saying, there wasn’t anything any of you could have done. The sooner you accept that, the sooner you’ll be able to do better. You can’t pick up the pieces and move on if you spend all your time just looking at how they fell.”
Rex carefully turns his words over in his head before chipping in. “Yeah.”
Nailed it.
“There was a lot I could’ve done better, too,” Rex continues. “I think all of us feel like that. But you can’t just throw away all that work you did to become a Driver because you feel like you made a mistake. And you’ve done a lot more to become a Driver than most Drivers have, I think.”
“More than Rex-rex?”
Zenobia snorts. “Didn’t Rex literally die for it?”
“Meh, that good point. Maybe not do as much as Rex-rex,” Tora says. “Tora thankful for have many great friends. Tora want to be better, but… can learn to be good fighter, but that not make good Driver.”
“I can admire the drive to improve yourself,” Zenobia says. “If that’s what you want, then go for it.”
Tora looks up at her with bright eyes. “Tora want to know how friends so cool! Rex-rex Driver and Zenobia and Malos Blade, yes, but much cooler than average Driver, and very reliable, too!”
Rex glances up at the sky, humming thoughtfully. “I don’t know if I’d go that far… I’m also just not really sure if I know how to answer that question.”
“Start by actually waking up on time,” Malos says flatly. “If you can pull that off, you might actually get somewhere.”
Tora nods excitedly. “Then Tora take steps to wake up with friends every morning! Need only watch; Tora will be just as cool and reliable as Rex-rex!” He pauses in his gait, posing confidently.
Rex can’t help but smile, though it’s tinged with embarrassment. “We’ll look forward to it, then.”
“You’re really fired up, Tora. I like it!” Zenobia grins. “You know where to find me if you ever want to work on your fighting skills, and I’m sure we can get Nia in on it again, too!”
“Tora sure to become fantastic fightypon with friends’ help!” Tora picks up his pace to catch up, smiling at the group as he does.
“Poppi will ensure support of all Masterpon’s future endeavors,” Poppi declares, smiling back at Tora.
Altogether, the group moves forward, and even Rex finds the weight on his shoulders is just a little bit lighter as the trek continues. Everyone’s working hard to pick up their own pieces, after all. It’s only right that he tries his best, too, right?
~
Garfont seems remarkably sleepier since the last time they were here, Rex finds. Maybe it’s something to do with the group’s fallen—somewhat restored, but fallen nonetheless—spirits since their last visit, but deep down, he knows it’s got more to do with who’s not here.
“So, Rex, you’re going to go talk to Yew and Zuo, right?” Zenobia asks.
“Yeah, if I can find them. Why?”
She smooshes Tora’s hair down, grinning. “I was thinking I might take advantage of Tora’s new energy and take him to the training grounds. You’re okay with that, right, Tora?”
“Meh? Friend want to train now?”
“Yeah! Come on, you’re so gung ho about improving yourself, right? You’ll sleep better if you get some good exercise, and there’s no time like the present!”
Rex smiles. “Well, I’m alright with it if you are.”
“If you are going to train, perhaps it’s best if I accompany you,” Dromarch says. “Zenobia and Poppi will be fine, but Tora may need some healing if this is to turn out well.”
Zenobia nods, grin only widening. “Perfect! Malos, Gramps, do you two wanna join? I think Yew and Zuo only really need to talk to Rex, right? We can make a whole thing out of it!”
“I’ll pass,” Malos says, not even looking at her. Instead, he’s scanning the people milling about Garfont, sharp eyes looking for something Rex can’t even begin to guess.
“Aw, come on, you party pooper. I’m sure with all your experience, you’d give great advice…”
“No. Besides, like hell am I trusting Rex on his own again.”
Rex laughs nervously, throwing an arm behind his head and rubbing the back of his neck. “Oh come on, I can handle myself for a few minutes.”
Malos looks him dead in the eye, raising an eyebrow wordlessly.
“…Okay, so maybe I’ve got a bit of a track record going, but still. If you want to go with them, go ahead.”
“I don’t.”
Privately, Rex chooses to take that as a compliment, though he’s almost certain Malos just wants to get away from Zenobia for five minutes and would actually prefer the hidden third option of being alone.
“I think I’ll accompany Rex as well. I’m curious as to what it is Yew and Zuo wanted.” Gramps places his hands on Rex’s shoulder, craning his neck around Rex’s head to properly look at Zenobia and the others.
“Great! It’s decided! Tora, Poppi, Dromarch, you’re coming with me! Rex, Gramps, and the party pooper will go talk to Yew and Zuo!”
“Alright,” Rex says, waving them off. “We’ll see you later, then. Dromarch, keep an eye on them, alright?”
Dromarch nods. “You have my word.”
Zenobia, Tora, and Poppi leave, Dromarch padding dutifully after them. Rex scans the busy central area of Garfont for Yew and Zuo, popping up on his toes to see a bit better. After a long moment, he spots them under a canopy next to a building across the center.
“Found ‘em!” He turns back to Malos. “Come on, let’s go.”
Malos follows silently, and soon, they come to a stop in front of the two men. Rex suddenly loses the words to greet him properly, floundering momentarily. “Uh, hey.”
“Ah, there you are, Rex!” Yew says, looking up from some logbook or another and setting down the quill he’d been writing with. Perun stands behind him, watching with cold eyes and crossed arms. “We were starting to wonder whether you’d show.”
“Aha, yeah,” Rex manages. “Had to settle some stuff in Fonsa Myma before we left.”
“Your friends didn’t come with?” Zuo asks, eye darting between Rex and Malos, expecting more.
Rex shakes his head. “No, they did. Well, mostly. Zenobia’s trying to train Tora and Poppi. Nia stayed behind in Fonsa Myma to talk with Cole. We’re regrouping with her after this.”
“Ah, gotcha. Well, no big deal. We only really needed to talk to you, anyway.”
Yew flips through some pages in the book he’d been writing in, apparently looking for something. Silence falls on their group, and Rex swallows thickly.
“I’m sorry.” It tumbles out unthinkingly, as though the words had been laying in wait in his throat for just the right moment, or maybe exactly the wrong moment, but laying in wait all the same.
Zuo gives him a smile that’s perhaps a bit broken. “You don’t need to apologize. The big guy had to go eventually, right? Nothing you could’ve done about that.”
Rex bites down the words that threaten to spill from his mouth. He could have done something about it. He could have—
“Actually, that’s part of the reason why we asked you here,” Yew says, finally stopping his flipping of pages and producing a sheet of paper.
Rex snaps out of his thoughts, reacting appropriately with the raise of an eyebrow. “Why’d you call me out here, exactly?”
“Vandham always made sure to have a list of instructions in place in case somethin’ happened to him, yeah? You’ve kind of got to, in this line of work.”
“So what’s that got to do with me?” They’d only known each other a few days, Rex reasons, it’s not as though he’d have made his way into Vandham’s will.
Yew glances over the paper he’d found, eyes stopping maybe about halfway down. “Ah, here it is. ‘I leave both leadership and ownership of the Garfont Mercenaries to Rex.’”
There’s a long moment of silence as Rex processes, or maybe fails to process, the words.
“…Sorry, what? I’m still nursing a concussion, I don’t think I heard you properly there.”
“Nah, that sounds right,” Zuo says. “The merc group’s yours now, if you’re willing to take it.”
“Um…” Rex’s eyes dart between Gramps on his shoulder, who’s equally as shocked, and Malos at his other side, who’s just as stoic and vaguely annoyed-looking as ever. All the weight that had lifted off his shoulders on the hike to Garfont crashes back down with full force, tightening around his chest and leaving him nothing short of bewildered. “Can I… can I have some time to think about it first?”
“Sure, take all the time you need,” Zuo replies. “There’s not too much of a rush. We’re prepared to keep things running whether or not we’ve got a new leader.”
“That’s all we needed to talk to you about, so if you’ve got any questions about what would be expected of you and all that, just ask! Just let us know what you want to do before you leave Garfont.”
Rex nods, glancing back at Malos. “The others should still be at the training grounds. I guess we can head back over there while I try to think?”
“Fine by me,” Malos shrugs.
Rex nods in response, waving awkwardly to Yew and Zuo before turning back to find the training grounds. Every step feels weighed down now—he’s got quite a lot of thinking to do.
~
Rex leans against the wall, watching as a group of men exercise to the side of the training grounds. Tora is training hard with Zenobia and Poppi, and Architect knows what Malos is thinking about. He’s just spaced out, looks like, not looking at anyone in particular.
Rex, however, focuses on people-watching to keep his mind off of, or perhaps to help him focus on, the matter of his inheritance. There’s a pair of Drivers sparring, still more mercs doing pushups, and even a few kids who’d excitedly begged to join in the training, given practice swords and careful instruction.
Would they even accept me as a leader? I’m just a kid. He frowns. Yeah. Just a kid.
How would he even act as a leader? How could he keep a group like this going?
The more he watches, the less sure he is of an answer.
It takes him quite some time to fall asleep that night.
~
A cloudless sky greets Rex not long after he finally falls asleep. He pushes himself up to his elbows, glancing out at the green horizon, marred only by the building in the far distance. Briefly, Rex wonders if he can really go to that building, whether it’s some tangible place or just a piece of scenery. Maybe some night he ends up here, he’ll try to walk out to it, to investigate what those walls might contain.
For a moment, he’s lost in staring at the horizon, but then a memory knocks at his skull, not too politely. Not quite a gentle knock; more like a panicked beating on the door of his mind, as if it’s imperative that he remembers, and he opens the door, wondering what calamity has brought him here this time. Last time it was Mythra, the Calamity herself, imploring him to come save a life, which resulted in…
He shudders. Not a pleasant thought.
Sure, there’d been a time before that he’d woken up here that everything was fine, but even before that, he’d first come here because he’d died. He pushes himself to sit up, placing a hand over his core crystal thoughtfully.
“Malos…?” he calls out, looking around perhaps a bit too frantically. She wouldn’t be back, right? Surely, she’s got to be busy, picking up the pieces after what happened to her Blade, what they did to him—
“Right here, kid.” Malos’s voice is an instant comfort as he rounds the tree, having been conditioned just out of sight.
Rex visibly relaxes at the sight of him. He almost laughs. How can someone so intimidating be a comfort? “Thought you might’ve been someone else, for a second there.”
Malos raises an eyebrow down at him. “Who else would it be?”
“Well, last time it was… Mythra…”
Malos sighs. “I figured as much. She was here when I woke up last time, too.”
“How’d she get here the first time, anyway? I figured this—” —he gestures to the world around them— “—was only a thing because of the whole core crystal thing we’ve got going on.”
He shakes his head. “Who knows? Probably because she’s also an Aegis. Not like I’ve got a manual on this stuff.”
The conversation falls away for a bit.
“I don’t know what to do about the merc group,” Rex blurts. “I’ve been thinking about it all day and still don’t know.”
He shrugs. “Beats me.”
“Thanks, that’s very helpful.”
“What I do know is you’ve got a lot going on already. Do you think you can handle an ongoing responsibility that’s that involved and travel Alrest looking for a way to get to Elysium at the same time?”
Rex shakes his head after a moment. “No, I don’t think I can. Not for a while, at least. Elysium first, yeah?”
“Yeah. Elysium first.”
Rex falls into his thoughts for a bit, stewing in them privately before the silence is too much. “I wonder how Nia’s doing back in Fonsa Myma. You think everything’s alright with Cole?”
“I guess. Not really sure how much Nia can do for him.”
“I mean, it’s Nia. She knows a lot about this healing stuff, so it’ll work out, right?” Rex outright refuses to let Malos’s outlook dampen his own, and presses on. “I mean, she helped me with my concussion and everything. Even when we’ve got Dromarch, I bet she’ll do a pretty good job.”
“Sure, if the problem’s his body. He’s not a normal person or a normal Blade. If the problem is something with the Blade part of him, like his ability to take in the right amount of ether, no amount of plants are going to help. Given the situation, it’s almost definitely his core crystal.”
“Yeah, but I’m sure there’s something she can do to help him. How d’you know she won’t be able to fix him up just fine?”
“I’m an Aegis, kid. Comes with the territory. As far as I remember, Flesh Eaters are Blades that have become completely independent from their Drivers. They can live on past the death of their Driver, but that comes with a lot more problems than just not being able to return to your core.”
“Well, I’d like to believe she can figure it out, anyway.”
Malos shakes his head. “That optimism of yours is going to get you killed someday, kid.”
“I think it already did, actually,” Rex replies, glancing at Malos from the corner of his eye with a small smile.
Malos stares out at the silent horizon, eyes firmly fixed on something there. Maybe it’s the building Rex had been staring at earlier, has been staring at this whole time. Maybe it’s something else, something Rex can’t see or chooses not to. But maybe what he’s looking at doesn’t matter. Maybe he’s just looking.
And maybe it’s a trick of the light, but Rex swears there’s a small, fond smile on Malos’s lips, poorly disguised by the shadows of the tree.
Privately, Rex decides that he’ll keep his optimism, thank you very much, and brings his gaze back to watching the horizon with a smile of his own.
Maybe that’s the best thing he can do.
~
“You what?” Nia says, eyes widening at Rex’s words as he finishes recounting what she missed while they were in Garfont. “Why the hell would you turn that down?”
“It’s more like, I told them I couldn’t do it yet,” Rex corrects her. “I’m a bit too busy to try runnin’ a merc group on top of that, yeah?”
“A bit young, too,” she remarks. “But still, that’s… actually pretty mature, coming from you.”
“Yeah, I thought about it and just… knew I wouldn’t be able to. They said they could handle things until I came back from… everything we’ve got going on right now. I still technically own it, but I won’t be leadin’ it for a while yet.”
“Yeah, actually, you know what? I’m almost proud of you for making that decision,” she decides.
Tora raises his hand excitedly, along with his wing. “Ooh! Can Tora also say something?”
Nia raises an eyebrow. “Sure, but you don’t need to ask permission to talk.”
“Oh, Tora trying to be more like cool Driver. Malos say on way back that Tora should get permission before speak to make sure Tora not say anything useless!”
Nia tries hard to suppress her laughter at that, managing to keep it down to only a few bubbling laughs. “I see. That’s certainly one way to do it. What were you going to say?”
“Right! Rex-rex also leave core crystal with friends in Garfont.”
Nia blinks, turning to Rex. “You left Roc with them?”
“Yeah. I figured they should stay with whoever the leader of the mercs is. If I were to die or something, then Roc’s lost, too.” he says, shuddering a bit.
“I guess that makes sense. You really put thought into this one, kid.”
He rubs the back of his neck, smiling. “Well, I just tried to, I don’t know, do what made sense. I’m honored that Vandham left the merc group to me, but after talking it over with Malos a bit, it’s just not a good time for it, is all.”
“Speaking of Malos, isn’t he taking kind of a long time?” Zenobia comments. “How long can it take to look over Cole?”
Nia shrugs. She’d managed to rope Malos into taking a look at Cole’s core crystal before they left, since that seemed to be the source of the problem. She was surprised when he’d agreed without much fuss, but now they have to wait on him.
She supposes using the time to get caught up isn’t the worst thing, but she can’t help worrying more than she pays attention. If even Malos can’t do anything, then she’s not sure how to tell Cole or the others that it’s best to accept that he’s going to die soon. If she should tell them.
“Probably not much longer,” she says. “It hasn’t been that long, and all that.”
“Do you really think Malos can do anything, Nia?” Rex asks.
She nods absently. There’s not much she can say without giving away too much, so she chooses her next words carefully. “When I took a look at him, it seemed like his body was… lacking something. Something important. He’s coughing a lot, but it’s not like he’s not breathing enough.
“His element’s dark, so I figured he might not be getting enough ether. If anyone can do something about a core crystal’s ether intake, I figure it’s probably an Aegis, and the other one’s... not exactly the person we want to be asking about that.”
“Yeah, really.”
She snorts. “Even if Mythra were an option, I think Malos would still be better. Same ether type and all that.”
Rex glances back at the playhouse, where Malos is looking Cole over. If he’s trying to hide how nervous he is, he’s doing an awful job at it. “I hope it works.”
“There’s no need to worry, my boy,” Azurda says gently. “Malos has plenty of experience with this sort of situation. Believe it or not, this is not the first time he’s assisted Cole.”
“It’s not?” Nia tilts her head.
“Oh, right,” Rex says. “When he told us that he was a Flesh Eater, Malos acted like he knew him, didn’t he?”
“So Malos has helped friend before?”
Azurda nods. “I’m sure Malos won’t be very happy with me telling you, but he and Minoth used to travel together, back when Malos was with Addam. I was much less portable, then, so I wasn’t around, but they had a bit of a mutualistic relationship.”
“What are you talking about?” Malos asks as he exits the building.
Azurda smiles at him. “Nothing important. We were just about to discuss our travel route. How was Minoth?”
Malos shrugs. “Ask him yourself.”
Cole joins him, smiling. Unless Nia’s mistaken, his posture’s a little straighter now, his face a bit brighter.
“Cole, how d’you feel?”
“I’m not sure how Malos did it, but between the two of you, I feel much better already,” he says.
“I tried to open up his ether channels to take in ether more efficiently. Guess it worked.”
“I already feel as though it’s easier to breathe.”
Nia places a hand on her hip, smiling. “Glad to hear it. I’d still say to do your routine meditation like I showed you, to keep your ether flow healthy. And let us know if you have any issues, yeah? I can probably come back with Malos after all this is over to check you over again.”
“Would you mind? Once all of you have accessed the World Tree and found what you’re looking for, I’d like to write a play about your journeys.”
“Really?” Rex says, eyes widening. “I mean, I think we’d all be happy to, but it’s a little bit embarrassing, isn’t it?”
“Perhaps, but I think it’s a story people will want to hear, and I’d be honored to tell it.” Cole bows his head slightly. “Will you be going to Indol now?”
Rex nods. “I think so. We’ll have to take a bit of a roundabout way to get there cheaply, but I think we can make it work.”
“I don’t know if I like the idea of talking to that guy,” Malos says, “but if he’s the only one we can talk to who might be able to get us around that Artifice…”
“Yes, I’m afraid it’s the only thing I know to advise you to do.” Cole grimaces. “Perhaps he’s changed since last we spoke. It’s been a good few years, after all, and I like to believe people can change.”
“Is the Praetor unpleasant or something?” Zenobia asks, bright eyes curiously studying Cole’s face. “Isn’t he supposed to be like, the head religious guy, or whatever?”
“That he is,” Dromarch says. “If I recall, the current Praetor has held his seat in the Praetorium for quite a few years now. There are several rumors abound about his true age, to be certain. I’m not certain how much stock you can take in such rumors, however, given they seem to be mostly perpetuated by dissidents of the Indoline faith…”
“It’s true that the Praetor has been around and at least an adult since the Aegis war five hundred years ago,” Azurda comments, “but it’s also worth noting that the people of Indol are known for living particularly long lives.”
“First I’ve heard of it.”
Nia tries to remember the last time she was on good terms with anyone from Indol. Sure, once in a while there might have been the rare Indoline person in Gormott, but none she ever spoke to, for sure. If she did, she doesn’t remember their names, let alone how she got on with them.
She suppresses a shudder. The only thing she really knows about Indoline people is the ever-increasing threat of being found out, of being sent to Indol for study or neutralization or probably both, of becoming some sort of tool for the people there. Not a pleasant thought.
She wonders, briefly, if she can even handle going to Indol. But she doesn’t have a choice. She said she’d stick with them and by the Architect she’s going to stick with him. No more running away.
That’s the one thing she’s gained from speaking with Cole over the past two days. Stop running away. Look your problems in the face and claw their fucking eyes out. That’s what she should have been doing from the beginning. That’s what she’d been trying to do with Mythra and Torna, but in the end, that failed spectacularly.
They took her in. They were the only people aside from Dromarch who’d ever really accepted her, knowing full well who she was, and they’d used that against her. Betrayed her. Used her as a tool and a means to an end and now they wanted her dead.
“Nia?”
“Sorry, what?” She snaps out of her rumination to find that she’s being stared at. “Got lost in thought.”
“You alright, Nia?” Rex asks. “You looked almost… scared for a second there.”
“I’m fine,” she snaps. “Like I said, I just got lost in thought. You were asking me something?”
“Yeah, right. We were talking about how we were going to get to Indol. Did you catch the route, or should I relay it back to you?”
“No need.” She shakes her head, fluffing her ears and hair out in an attempt to regain her composure. “I’m fine with whatever it is you lot have decided to do.”
He gives her a soft smile for a moment. “Alright then. Now that that’s decided, I think we’ll be heading on our way.”
“I’ll be heading back inside, then,” Cole says, stretching a bit.
“What friend going to do now?” Tora asks, tilting his head.
Cole smiles down at him. “What I’ve always done, I guess. I’ve got a memorial to get started on, now that you kids are leaving. Vandham’s story is one that deserves to be told. At least in death, I can give him that much.”
Rex chokes on his words a bit. “Well then, we should leave you to that. I look forward to seeing it once we’re back from Elysium.”
Cole laughs, a dry, almost bittersweet sound. “I hope you’ll be able to enjoy more of the plays this old man writes.”
“I’m sure we will,” Nia replies with a smile. As the others turn to leave, she glances back. “And Cole?”
“Yeah?”
“Thanks for all your help.”
If Cole ever responds to Nia, she doesn’t hear it. Just as quickly as the words tumble out of her mouth, she turns to follow her friends, quickly whipping her hood up over her ears and scampering after them. Dromarch follows dutifully, and Nia can only assume that Cole silently re-enters his playhouse, returns to that dusty, dark room, and continues writing the plays he loves so much.
I’ll stay with them until we meet again, she silently promises herself, promises Cole. It won’t be easy, but I’ve never really known easy, so I’m sure I can handle this much.
Better, even. She will handle this much.
~
Somehow, Nia finds herself back in Argentum’s Goldmouth port feeling ever-so-nervous that she’ll be recognized. She keeps her hood up as Rex confidently navigates the port, leading them up multiple sets of stairs to find the inn.
Her eyes dart around the busy guild as she climbs, keeping her head low. Dromarch seems to have realized the same thing, and stays directly in the center of the group, trying hard to conceal his presence as they make their way to Lemour Inn.
“What are you acting so scared for?” Malos asks, glancing back at Nia and her hunched form.
She winces, eyes passing over another stranger. She wonders if anyone knows who she is, whether they recognize her. She ignores the ones who’re clearly not salvagers—mothers with their children, or Drivers milling about. They wouldn’t have been hired by Torna back then, she reasons. But the more middle-aged men, the ones wearing salvaging suits or trading cloud-logged goods with Nopon on the ground floor, she tries her best to avoid eye contact with, ears instinctively flattening against her head.
“I just… would rather not be recognized,” she replies, voice almost a hiss. “It could cause some unnecessary issues, and all that. Especially if they’re anyone we… hired… last time I was here.”
“Oh, right,” Rex says. “We can cross that bridge when we get there, though. Come on, let’s get to the inn so you can relax a bit.”
She nods, raising her head just enough to keep eye contact. “More like burn that bridge when we get there,” she mumbles, though her comment goes unheard.
Once they’ve reserved two rooms in the inn (on a tab, thanks to Rex), Nia goes straight into her room and flops face down on the bed, breathing a heavy sigh of relief. “No one recognized me,” she mumbles in her exhausted triumph.
“Yeah, that’s good,” Rex comments as he enters the room, leaning against the doorway. “Sorry, I didn’t even think about how you’d feel coming back here.”
Nia rolls over to her back, craning her neck to look at him. “Nah, you didn’t do anything wrong. I just thought some salvager might recognize me after that whole business with the ship and Torna, and then we’d have a whole problem on our hands.”
Rex sighs to himself, though it doesn’t seem exasperated. “It’s weird to think about how far we’ve come already since then. Never even thought I’d be a Driver, let alone going to Elysium. It was always more of a dream than something I could attain, you know?”
Nia smiles, flopping her arms out in the area behind her bed and giving another big exhale. “Yeah. Never thought I’d be travelling with a bunch of kids and newbies like you and Tora.”
“Oi, I’m not a kid. We’ve been over this already.” Rex crosses the room and sits on the edge of one of the beds.
She laughs, pushing herself to a seated position. “Yeah, you’re right. Still, you’ve done a lot of growing up already. You didn’t act much like a kid to begin with, but now it’s less like you’re trying to act like an adult and more like you’re just being an adult.”
“You really think so?” he says, eyes lighting up just a bit. “I don’t feel that much different.”
“You don’t?” She raises an eyebrow, leaning back on her elbows. “That’s kinda shocking. It’s been a rough few days. Probably for the best that you change a bit to accommodate that.”
“I mean, yeah, I’ve got to change a little. I died, after all. That’d change anyone. But I don’t feel like I have.”
Nia falls quiet for a bit. “What was it like? To die, I mean.” Something she’d maybe always wondered. “To just be... dead.”
Rex shudders with a grimace. “It hurt a lot, and then it didn’t, and then I was standing in front of Malos and he was offering to save my life, but I didn’t remember that my life needed to be saved, or how I got there. I was sort of… hollow, I guess? And it was hard to breathe. I don’t know how much that helps you, though.”
“Helpful, right,” Nia says teasingly. “I just kinda wondered what it was like, I guess.”
“I wouldn’t recommend it. It wasn’t exactly very fun.”
“Well, it’s not like I’m tryin’ to or anything. Just curious, I guess.”
“That makes sense. I’d be curious, too. But can we not talk about it? I try not to think about it. Bad memories and all.”
Nia nods. “Right, sorry. Should’ve figured you wouldn’t wanna talk about something like that.”
Rex detaches his helmet from the back of his salvager suit and sets it on the bed beside him, flopping backwards onto the not-so-soft bed beside him. “I was thinking about going out and salvaging tonight.”
“Is that so?”
“Yeah. We need money, right? And I can definitely get myself onto a guild ship free, but it’ll be a bit tougher to get the rest of you out on my discount. I’m going to try, but some of the Nopon around here can be pretty particular about price, so it might not work out.”
“I still can’t believe you sent almost all of the money from Torna to someone else.”
“Well, Auntie Corrinne and the kids need it more than I could, like I said. Also like I said, I wasn’t expecting to need it. Not like the cost of living has been very high for me or anythin’.”
“Yeah, but still. Usually you’d at least expect someone your age to spend it all on themselves, or somethin’.”
“Eh,” Rex shrugs, “I’m not like the usual guys my age, I’m pretty sure. Besides, what would I even do with that much money?”
“I don’t know. Buy a lot of food or something. Get a really nice ship, or some new salvaging gear or something like that. Isn’t there anything you want?”
“Not that I could buy. The things I want aren’t like that.”
“What do you want, then?” Nia flops on her side to look across the room at him, ears flicking curiously.
“I already told you, didn’t I?” Rex doesn’t look at her. His eyes are stuck on the ceiling, on something Nia can’t see. “Peace, and security, and everything that comes with it. I want to help the people that have helped me, and live comfortably. That’s what I want.”
“You really are something else, kid.” Nia turns her gaze back to the ceiling. Maybe, if she looks up there for long enough, she can find the kind of future Rex is looking for up there.
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Chapter 14: Bargain Bins
Summary:
Arriving in Alba Cavanich goes a touch less smoothly than planned.
Notes:
Me??? Updating A&D within a month??? Within a WEEK? What the fuck
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Chapter Text
Rex looks out at the new Titan wistfully as their Titan ship finally approaches its destination. He’d spent most of the trip looking out over the cloud sea, having felt a bit more like being alone than anything else these past few days.
The night before they left, he’d had a long talk with Nia and gone to do some last-minute salvaging. The resulting haul had brought in more than enough cash to send them to Mor Ardain, even if he’d failed to get his free ticket for being a salvager. He’d even managed to save a few gold more by convincing the ticket-seller that since he was also a Driver, his Blades should ride free, too.
Now, they have maybe enough to stay an extra night in Mor Ardain if they really want to, and they’d have to spend at least one, because the next ship doesn’t leave until tomorrow morning.
The ship docks, and Rex joins his companions on the port, stretching his shoulders out.
He’d heard Mor Ardain’s Titan was hot and dying, but this is still entirely different from what he expected. It’s unbearably hot, unbearably dusty, and if not for the sheer force of the heat, he’d throw on his helmet and zip up his salvager suit to avoid the sand whipping around in the wind.
At least he’s not the only one suffering. Zenobia appears to have created a bubble of wind to protect and cool herself, but she hasn’t offered to extend them the same kindness. From the port, they have to traverse a bit of land to reach the elevator to Alba Cavanich. The land between is even dustier, crawling with hostile, poisonous wildlife, and the only green he can see anywhere is Zenobia.
The wind doesn’t even feel like a nice breeze. It just brings more heat with it and more grainy sand to boot. Within a minute the whole party is soaked with sweat, most of all Nia, who shrugs off the upper part of her jumpsuit and drapes some cloth around her shoulders instead. She even goes so far as to remove her gloves, tucking them under her belt.
Rex glances back at her in amusement. “What was the point of pulling part of your jumpsuit off if you were just going to cover back up with a cloak?” he asks, laughing.
She rolls her eyes. “It’s called air circulation, genius. It creates better ventilation. And when you get a sunburn, don’t come cryin’ to me to heal it.”
“Oh, come on, I didn’t even think about that! Don’t be mean about it,” he whines.
“Nope, you could have gotten some help with it later if you hadn’t poked fun at me for taking the proper precautions. Too late now.”
“But Nia,” he says, dragging out the ‘a’ sound, “I didn’t mean to make fun of you.”
“Nope, too late. Think before you speak, kid.”
He groans. “I really didn’t mean it like that, though…”
Nia smirks smugly at him. “You’re way too gullible, you know that?”
He turns his nose up at her. “It’s rude to make fun of people like that! I could stop taking you seriously, you know.”
“Like you would. If you stop taking me seriously, I might stop taking healing you seriously.”
“Oh come on, you’re really going to hold healing me over my head?”
She grants him a toothy grin. “Just don’t get hurt and it won’t be a problem, yeah?”
“Easier said than done. I’m not quite as experienced as you, you know.”
“Oh, I know,” she fires back. “Incentive to improve and practice more.”
“I can’t believe you sometimes,” he groans, throwing his arms up in exasperation, “honest.”
They come up on the elevator to Alba Cavanich, continuing to throw playful jabs at each other (though Nia’s are much sharper, more pointed) even as they step on the elevator.
“Man, you two are really screwing around today, huh,” Malos comments, sounding perhaps a bit less angry than Rex would normally expect.
“Oi, I’m not screwing around,” Nia insists. “Besides, I’m allowed to have some fun once in a while, aren’t I?”
Malos doesn’t reply, staring forward. Nia glares playfully at his back as the elevator comes to a stop at the top.
“You know,” Nia says, stopping short of the group. “It’s just occurred to me that I’m definitely not supposed to be here.”
“What d’you mean, Nia?” Rex asks.
She leans in and hisses. “Wanted posters mean much to you?”
“Oh, right. That’s probably worse here than in Gormott, huh.”
“It also probably includes you, too. Remember what happened in Gormott? They’ve almost definitely dragged you into it, too. We need a plan.”
“Like what?”
Nia looks over their group for a long moment, crossing her arms underneath her makeshift cloak. “Tora, you’re wanting to be more reliable, right?” she says suddenly.
Tora snaps to attention, nodding enthusiastically. “Of course! Whatever friend need, Tora can do!”
“Great. I need you to take Poppi into town and find me something I can use as pins. I’ll need… hm, probably three of them. Poppi, you hold the money until Tora needs it to buy the pins.”
Nia glances back at Rex. “Give me the money you got from salvaging yesterday.”
He reaches for the bag clipped to his waist. “All of it?”
“Just a thousand gold or so.”
He nods, shuffling through his bag and producing a thousand. There’s not much left after that, but…
Nia takes the money and hands half over to Poppi. The other half, she pockets.
“Wait, what’re you taking half the money for?” Rex objects.
She glances back at him. “I’m heading into town, too. There’s something else I need to get while Tora and Poppi shop for this plan to work.”
“Why you, though? What are the rest of us going to be doing?”
Zenobia nods her agreement. “I wanna come along and do something, too.”
“Okay, fine, but Malos and Rex should stay behind.”
“What?” Rex frowns. “But I don’t want to just do nothing while you do whatever—”
“No buts,” she insists. “Dromarch is also staying behind.”
“What for, my Lady?” Dromarch asks, ears flicking as he glances up at her.
“Because,” she says, placing a hand on her hip, “all three of you stand out too much. I have a disguise. I’m going to cloak the three of you, but I need the stuff to do it, so keep quiet and hang around here for a bit.”
Given no other option, Rex relents, leaving Nia, Zenobia, Tora, and Poppi to disperse into the main city.
~
“You know, if I were any of these people, I’d probably think you were my Blade,” Nia comments as Zenobia excitedly moves about the city.
Alba Cavanich proper is significantly cooler than the area outside the city. It’s still uncomfortable, and far too hot, especially with the amount of people pressing around the city streets, but at least there’s no sand in Nia’s eyes or sunlight reflecting into them. It’s comparatively livable, answering for her the question of how in Alrest anyone still lives here.
Tora and Poppi head off to a shop which appears to have various bits of jewelry, and with Poppi’s help, it seems like Tora doesn’t even try to buy sausages from the food stall first. Nia watches proudly as they peruse the wares looking for the pins they need, then turns back to her own goal in town.
“I wouldn’t complain,” Zenobia replies. “Not that I don’t like my Driver! Rex is great, and it’s not like I’d willingly abandon him just to be your Blade. But you’re pretty cool, too.”
Nia smiles back at her and runs her bare hand over a bolt of cloth. “Thanks for saying so. I do try my best to be cool.” It’s a joke, of course it is. Why try at something like that?
“Don’t lie, there’s no way you do.” Zenobia snorts. “You’re not that kind of person. You’re just like, naturally pretty cool to be around.”
“Regardless, I think the same of you. You can be pretty hyperactive and punchy, but with a Driver like him, that’s not really a bad thing. I think you do a lot to balance out Rex and Malos’s little act there.”
Zenobia sighs. “I try. I forced them to talk together after everything that happened at Olethro, and they do seem a bit closer now, but still. It’s really frustrated having to third wheel their little awkward tango thing when they just need to make an honest attempt to understand each other.”
Nia picks up a certain bolt of cloth, but winces at the price tag, and puts it back neatly, smoothing her hands out over the folds to neaten its placement. “Well, yeah. I can see how that’d be pretty annoying. They haven’t gotten along since the beginning. Or, a little after, I guess.”
“A little after?”
She nods, continuing to look through the wares for the perfect disguise cloth. “Yeah. I wouldn’t say they got along great before Rex figured out how good Malos is at killing things and got freaked out, but by comparison, well, it was less awkward, that’s for sure. A lot less awkward.”
“So they didn’t have any issues until Rex got freaked out by Malos’s powers.”
“Right. Like, obviously there was the personality clash because Malos isn’t exactly sociable, but they were still doing pretty alright at getting along with each other, I think. That first fight they had together went pretty well, especially for a brand new Driver who only just came back to life.”
“If I had to guess, at that point they were probably more in sync because they had just shared core crystals, right?”
“Yeah.” She picks up the bolts of cloth she’d decided on and brings them over to the shop keep. “These ones, please.”
The man nods. “That’ll be four hundred eighty.”
“Not a problem, here you go.” She counts out the money to him, and he counts it back, nodding approvingly.
“Thanks for your business! You two ladies have a great day now.”
“Thanks, you too,” Nia mumbles. Zenobia waves over her shoulder as they move to go regroup with Malos, Rex, Azurda, Dromarch, Tora, and Poppi.
They find the group that stayed behind exactly where they’d left them, milling about in the area near the elevators and mostly trying to keep their heads down. Malos, however, is not, simply leaning against the wall and surveying people carefully.
Tora and Poppi aren’t back quite yet, but they soon rejoin Nia and the others carrying no less than three decorative pins.
“Those are perfect, Tora, thanks for the help.”
“Tora not sure about style, but Poppi and shop lady assure Tora that they finest quality and all the rage with littlepons!”
Nia smiles, taking them from him. “Poppi, you can give any leftover money back to Rex.” As Nia speaks, she does the same, handing over the last 20 gold she had leftover. She passes off the first two of three bolts of fabric over to Zenobia, who carries them dutifully, and walks right up to Malos. “Okay, big guy, off the wall.”
“What is this even supposed to do?”
“Well, for one, we need to cover up your core crystal,” she explains. “It’s way too obviously different from a regular Blade’s.”
He sighs and stands off the wall, allowing Nia to drape the cloth around his shoulders. She holds a pin between her teeth and pulls it out to hold the cloth in place. It looks a bit short for him, she notes as she steps back to admire her patchy handiwork, but it covers up his core crystal fine, so he just looks like a particularly tall, muscular man.
With Malos cloaked, Nia turns her attention to Rex, who’s finished getting the change back from Poppi and is watching Nia work curiously. “Zenobia, fabric.”
Zenobia nods obediently and hands the blue bolt of cloth over.
“Alright, Rex, detach that helmet for a minute.”
He does so, and Azurda flutters out to land on Nia’s shoulder while she works.
Nia carefully positions the cloth over Rex’s shoulders, fussing with it for several moments in an attempt to get it to cover his relatively low-positioned half of Malos’s core crystal. After a full minute of trying and failing to cover it, she gives up and pins it around his shoulders anyway. “I give up. Rex, you’re Malos’s Blade now.”
He blinks. “I’m what?”
“You heard me. Hand your sword over to Malos.”
“Wait, why am I—”
“They’re probably looking for a dark-elemental Blade with a muscular appearance who’s tall, following a young kid who’s his Driver. They won’t be looking for a tall Driver and his Blades, a water-element Blade and a wind-Element Blade. Easy enough.”
“Wait, I’m Malos’s Blade now, too?” Zenobia blinks.
Nia nods. “Well, yeah. Normal Blades don’t have Blades of their own.”
“Good point.” Zenobia grins, eyes sliding over to Malos mischievously as she sings, “look forward to working with me, Driver.”
“Not likely,” he replies coldly.
Zenobia only laughs, preparing a playful retort, when she’s cut off by Nia taking the last bolt of cloth and wrestling her into an outfit of drapery. Zenobia wriggles out of Nia’s attempts, giving her an offended look. “What? Why do I get one, too?”
Nia rolls her eyes, barely managing to get the cloth around Zenobia’s back and yank her closer. “I swear, you lot are always complaining. It fits with the theme, and all that. Just hold still, I won’t make it too restrictive.”
Zenobia crosses her arms, trying hard not to squirm out of Nia’s grasp as she carefully pins the cloak in place. The moment Nia has the pin set, Zenobia zips a decent distance away from her. “Are you happy now?”
“Very, thank you. Don’t fidget with it. Now then, Rex, Zenobia, you’re Malos’s Blades now. Try and act like it.”
All three nod in response.
“Now that that’s out of the way, we can head into the city proper this time.”
“Oh! Tora know where friends can go!” Tora says excitedly, waving his hand in the air.
“Do you?” Malos says, raising an eyebrow.
“Yes! Tora run into friend when shopping for clips. Muimui say Tora and friends should come speak to him in city!”
“Really?” Nia raises her eyebrows this time, placing a hand on her hip. “How d’you know him?”
“Muimui work with Grampypon and Dadapon when Tora was just a littlepon. Tora not remember Muimui very well, probably because he not very interesting. But helped make ether furnace of Poppi!”
“Really?” Rex says. “Sounds like an interesting guy to me. Alright, I’m fine with going to meet him.”
“No objections here.”
“I will follow whatever decision you make.”
With no objections raised to Tora’s suggestion, Tora leads the charge back into Alba Cavanich and to a little café area, where a green Nopon waves Tora over.
Dromarch suddenly takes Nia’s hand into his teeth unexpectedly, tugging at her arm and giving her two soft bites.
Two bites, she notes silently. They’re being followed.
Nia glances down at him out of the corner of her eye, and Dromarch responds by darting his eyes off to the right. She carefully follows his gaze from underneath her hood.
Sure enough, there’s a Nopon not-so-subtly watching their group. As the group reaches Muimui, the strange Nopon following them rounds the corner and finds a seat facing them at a nearby table. When Nia glances at him again, he pointedly looks down at a book in his hands, pretending to read.
Nia nods back to Dromarch, dropping her voice low. “Keep an eye on him. He doesn’t seem to be doing anything yet, but we can’t be too trusting here.”
Dromarch nods. “Of course, my lady. Leave it to me.”
“What are you two whispering about back there?” Zenobia says, grinning and leaning back. “Something secret?”
“Nothing to worry about for now.” Nia straightens her posture, putting on a reassuring expression for the curious Zenobia.
Zenobia doesn’t look even remotely convinced, and makes sure to express this wordlessly, giving Nia a very unimpressed look.
“I’ll let you guys know what it is if it seems like it’ll be a problem, alright?” Nia finally says.
“Rest assured that if anything were to affect you, we would inform you of it right away,” Dromarch adds.
Zenobia raises an eyebrow, hand on her hip, but shrugs it off. “Alright, fine. You don’t want to tell me, you don’t need to tell me. I’m sure I’ll find out eventually, anyway.”
“Anyways, sorry about all that.” Nia turns to the Nopon Tora’s talking to. “Muimui, right? Good to meet you.”
“Yes, it very good to meet friends of Tora! Muimui know Tora when he was just a littlepon. Tora so very big now!”
Tora preens in response, smiling proudly. “Yes, Tora eat plenty of tasty sausage for grow big and strong!”
“And artificial Blade such big accomplishment! Muimui not believe Tora complete such big project on his own!” Muimui says, looking over Poppi with a very impressed look on his face.
Poppi, too, looks very proud of her accomplishment of existing, placing both hands on her hips. “Yes, Poppi very impressive accomplishment of Masterpon. Have many useful functions! Poppi even collecting data to predict weather.”
“Weather prediction very finicky field!” Muimui says.
Poppi nods. “Poppi not know much about weather of Mor Ardain. Last Titan where Poppi and friends were much less dry and much more humid than climate of Mor Ardain Titan.”
“That very interesting to note. Tora tell Muimui that friends come from Uraya last?”
Rex nods. “We got a bit shipwrecked and ended up there for a few days. It wasn’t so bad, but man, the transition from there to here is no joke.”
“Ahm, Tora actually have small question for Muimui, if that alright.”
“What is it?” Muimui asks.
“Does Muimui really not know anything about Grampypon or Dadapon?”
Muimui falls silent. Nia shares a glance with Rex, who’s just about as confused.
“Muimui really not know. After everything that happen, Muimui run as fast as legs carry him. Not see what happen to Tatazo or Soosoo.”
Tora visibly deflates at this answer. Even his hair goes a bit limp in reply. “Tora see. Tora not know what happen either. Tora think that maybe if Tora complete Poppi, Dadapon and Grampypon hear about it and come back, but…”
“Muimui not think that Soosoo or Tatazo survive. Men who attacked had many weapons. It not likely that they able to fight back against so many.”
Nia didn’t think it was possible to see Tora any sadder. The poor thing goes quiet, almost completely silent, and for a moment, Nia almost tries to make him feel better. Rex gets there first, however.
“Hey, come on, Tora, we’ll find them, won’t we? They can’t have just died. Surely you’d know if they were.”
“Meh… maybe Muimui right. Tora not sure how Dadapon or Grampypon could possibly survive…”
Nia wants to be realistic, but… “Listen, do you have any proof they’re dead? Did you see their bodies?”
“No, but…”
“Then how can you just give up on them?” she presses.
Tora looks up at her, a fiery glare in his otherwise vacant eyes. “Tora not giving up! Tora just not think that—”
“Trust your family, Tora. Until you know they’re dead, it’s safe to assume they’re out there somewhere.” She crouches a bit, placing a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
“If they alive, why did they not come find Tora? Tora could have worked together with them again, but… They never come back.”
“You don’t know what they’re going through right now, Tora,” Nia says. “Just because they’re alive doesn’t mean they knew where you were, or were able to get there. Just trust them.”
Man, Nia really hopes Tora’s family is actually alive somewhere. It would really suck to be wrong on this.
Still, Tora visibly looks a bit encouraged at this. “Friend right. Tora no can give up hope for find family. If Nia really think that Dadapon and Grampypon could be alive somewhere, then… then…”
“Masterpon…”
“Tora choose to believe in family and believe in friends! Because… that part of what make Nia and friends so cool!”
Nia chuckles. “Well, I wouldn’t go that far, but… Sure, if that works for you.”
“Tora and friends should stay in Jakolo Inn tonight!” Muimui says suddenly. “Muimui good friends with owner. If friends mention name, Muimui sure that friends get good discount on rooms.”
“Oh, really?” Zenobia says. “Well, I don’t think any of us can turn down the chance to save a few gold.”
“Yeah, that’d be really helpful, thanks, Muimui,” Rex says.
“It not problem. Jakolo and Muimui good friends. Jakolo ask Muimui to let any new friends know about inn. It bring in good business.”
For some time, they sit around with Muimui and eat a decent lunch, talking with and meeting Tora’s old friend. Dromarch keeps an eye on their stalker, who doesn’t do anything noteworthy. He simply orders some food and continues to keep an eye on their group. Overall, nothing very interesting happens. Eventually, Muimui has to leave them, saying something about meeting with his employer.
Having nothing else better to do, they make their way over to that Jakolo Inn Muimui was so insistent on, and sure enough, the lady behind the counter gives them two rooms free for a night once they bring up Muimui’s name.
Once they’re settled into their rooms, Nia checks in with Dromarch.
“He is still following us, my Lady,” he says in a hushed whisper. “He is waiting just outside of the inn, and appears to be watching the door closely.”
Nia nods. “I think at this point we better tell the others. You go get the guys, I’ll grab Zenobia and Poppi from the room.”
In minutes they’re all gathered in the girls’ room in the inn, with some concerned looks flitting about.
“What’s this about, Nia?” Rex asks, tilting his head. “Dromarch said it was important.”
“We’ve been followed since we entered Alba Cavanich,” she says, crossing her arms. “Dromarch pointed the guy out to me. When we were talking with Muimui, he sat at a table facing us and watched us the whole time. Didn’t leave until we came here, and now he’s watching the building from outside. Don’t know what he wants yet, but he definitely wants something from us.”
“Want me to deal with him?” Zenobia offers. “I could probably take the guy out in a minute. What’s he look like?”
“He’s a yellow Nopon wearing a brown suit and a hat. But do me a favor and don’t attack the guy. We don’t know what he’s looking for yet, and you can’t go causing problems in the city. We’re already wanted criminals.”
“Good point.” Zenobia frowns, crossing her arms with a pout.
“Do you think he knows it’s us, even with your clearly very effective disguises?” Rex says, sounding just a little sarcastic. Malos is having the exact wrong effect on him.
“I’ll ignore that remark,” Nia snarks back, not ignoring the remark. “If he knew we were who we are, I don’t think he’d just be watching us. I figure we’d already have gotten arrested if he did.”
“I don’t think we should just sit back until he does whatever it is he’s trying to do, though,” Malos says. “We should at least confront the thing.”
“He’s trying to be sneaky, though, however bad he is at it. He’ll probably deny it if we try to confront him.”
“So what, we wait around until he sends a whole unit of soldiers after our ass?”
“Sounds good to me,” Nia replies, rolling her eyes,. “But really, we’re not doing that. I say we take this time to prepare to fight whoever might come after us.”
“That’s probably for the best. It’s not like we can leave Mor Ardain yet anyway, since the next ship isn’t until tomorrow morning.” Rex says, shrugging. “So how do we want to do this?”
“Not sure. Probably best to just keep an eye out for whoever might be waiting around the corners to fight us, and keep our heads down around the soldiers.” She frowns. “But man, this is a predicament.”
“If only there were some way to clear our names…” Rex sighs. “But that’d be too easy. Not like we can just walk up to the Special Inquisitor and say, ‘hey, I’m sorry I cost the Gormott Province several thousand gold in water tower repairs, broke onto one of your ships, and broke out one of your high-profile prisoners. I’m also the Driver of the most powerful Blade that isn’t actively trying to destroy Alrest and won’t let you take him against his will, can I get a free pass?’”
Nia snorts with laughter. “Man, can you imagine if that would actually work? ‘Hey, Mòrag, I know you guys think I’m affiliated with a terrorist group, but I swear I’m better now. Can you please just ignore everything you know about me and let me run free?’ As if.”
“It would be nice if that were the case,” Azurda says, resting on one of the beds. “It’s quite unfortunate that we’ve collectively racked up such a reputation.”
“Well, I don’t think you have anything to worry about, Gramps,” Rex says. “You could probably just fly away and leave us to deal with our own problems.”
Azurda makes an offended noise, crossing his arms. “Absolutely not! I promised your Corrinne that I would keep a close eye on you, boy, and I’m not about to abandon you, especially when you’re so popular as of late.”
“’Popular’, right. I don’t think this is the kind of popularity I need, if I’m being honest.”
“You can say that again,” Zenobia says, leaning across his shoulders. “I’m having fun with all the fights, but now we’re getting followed, too, and I’m really not into this disguise thing.” As if to punctuate her sentence, Zenobia tugs at the cloth clipped around her body. “I hate having to be all covered up. It’s so… stifling.”
“I think that everyone else is a lot more comfortable like this, though,” Nia teases, “Last time you draped yourself across Rex like that he looked like he was about to explode.”
Zenobia blinks. “Did he?” She glances back down at Rex. “Are you uncomfortable with this or something?”
Rex looks a bit like he’s choking, but with significant less red to his face than before. “I-I mean, it’s just a bit…”
Zenobia jumps back like she’s touched a hot stove. “I don’t wanna make you uncomfortable, dude, I’m just touchy.”
“It wouldn’t be so bad but you’re not wearing a lot of clothes ever so it’s just a bit…” Rex hides his face in his hands, a blush crawling to his ears. “You’re just… really… feminine…”
She rubs the back of her neck. “Sorry, dude. I’ve never been good at picking up on that kind of stuff. In the future, can you just tell me if I’m making you uncomfortable somehow?”
“Yeah, I’ll do that,” he mumbles.
“Tell you what.” Nia places a hand on her hip, smirking at the exchange. “If I notice that Rex looks like he’s dying because of something you’re doing, Zenobia, I’ll let you know, alright?”
Zenobia frowns. “Yeah, that’ll help. I’ll try to get better at reading people too, though. I hate making people uncomfortable like that.”
“D-don’t worry, Zenobia, I know you weren’t trying to,” Rex says.
“So what do we do now?” Malos asks. “Just wait around tonight?”
“Well, I was wanting to go out to eat,” Zenobia says, stretching languidly. “I’m kinda hungry and I wanna see what this place is like before we move on.”
“I’m fine with that,” Rex says, “we probably have the cash for it.”
“Be careful with that money, though,” Nia says. “We’ve got a bit of travelling to do yet and we’ve got to make it last as long as we can.”
“I know, I know. I can do some more salvaging tonight before we leave to make some extra gold to sustain us with, yeah?”
“Man, where was that salvaging skill of yours back in Uraya?”
Rex blinks. “How am I going to salvage off the inside of a Titan?”
Nia blinks back. “Oh. That’s a fair point, there.” Not willing to admit her lack of thought in that question, Nia shrugs. “Alright, let’s all go out to dinner, then. Get a nice big meal so the trip to Indol won’t be quite so bad tomorrow.”
With everyone in agreement, the group exits the inn, disguises well-pinned in place. Nia takes a peek and, sure enough, the Nopon from before begins to follow them as they head into the city.
“Halt!” comes from behind them suddenly, but if Nia’s not mistaken, that’s not the kind of voice their furry little follower would have. Hands reaching for the rings on her belt, Nia turns her head over her shoulder. “Yes, you! All three of you Drivers, stop. We need to look into that Blade there.”
The soldier who’s speaking marches right past Nia, right past Rex and Malos and Zenobia and Dromarch, to size up Poppi, who stands there curiously.
“Mighty fine Blade you got there. Artificial, is she?” he asks, glancing down at Tora, who is standing close to her protectively.
Tora nods. “Yes. Tora build Poppi by self.”
Nia’s eyes dart around the area as a sizable amount of additional soldiers join them, cutting off any potential for escape. Well, unless you’re Zenobia and can fly. Might not be a good idea to try to fly out of this one, though, not with how many of these soldiers are brandishing guns.
Four Drivers in the lot, five regular soldiers. Nia leans over to Rex, hissing under her breath. “Be ready to fight.”
Rex nods. “You guys don’t have to tell me that every time, you know,” he whispers back.
“Right. Well, this ‘artificial Blade’ of yours… Are you aware of just how much trouble she’s been causing around here?”
There’s a beat where everyone processes the statement. ‘Poppi’ and ‘trouble’ don’t connect in Nia’s mind, least of all because Poppi’s been within sight since they got here, and not done a single thing worth calling ‘trouble’.
“That not true!” Poppi says. “Poppi not cause trouble for anyone! Poppi always follow masterpon’s orders exactly.”
Nia’s sure the man glares at her, though she can’t see his face underneath his helmet. “Oh, so you were following his orders, yeah?” The soldier nods to Tora. “You should’ve programmed her to be a bit less obvious.”
“Tora… not sure what friends talking about. Poppi not do anything in Mor Ardain that cause problems!”
“Likely story. Listen, we can confiscate your robot here, or you can hand her over. With all the shit she’s put us through, she’ll need to be dismantled. We can make this easy, or we can make this hard.”
Tora grabs Poppi’s hand with a glare. “Friends absolutely never dismantle Poppi! Tora work very hard to build Poppi and Poppi do nothing to deserve it!”
Nia immediately grabs the rings at her waist. “They’re not going to like that. But still, you lot definitely have the wrong people here. We just got to Mor Ardain—”
“Shut up, you!” one of the soldiers interrupts her. “You want to get arrested, too?”
She glares back. “Try me, I dare you.”
“Nia, do you really want to be antagonizing them?” Malos calls over his shoulder, though he’s drawn his sword already in preparation.
“Well, aren’t you Mister Level-headed out of nowhere,” she snarks back.
Malos lets out an aggravated sigh, but the problem is still very much at hand.
“Tora, what do you want to do here?” Rex asks. “We’ll fight it if you will.”
Tora glares at the man, producing his weapon from his back. “Tora will never give up Poppi!”
Nia smirks. “Alright then. I’m down. What’ve we got to lose, here?” She pauses. “Don’t answer that.”
“And just what is going on here?”
Before anyone can move, a certain familiar someone parts the wall of soldiers, accompanied by her very high-temperature Blade. Special Inquisitor Mòrag parts them, looking over the situation with what looks to Nia very much like a contemptuous glare.
“And just what are you lot trying to do here?” she asks. Nia likes to imagine Brighid is glaring as well, though with her ever-closed eyes, it’s hard to tell.
“Us?” Rex asks, looking justly offended. “We haven’t done anything!”
Nia crosses her arms. “We were literally just walking to go eat some dinner when your men decided to surround us, claimin’ that Poppi has been causing all kinds of trouble when we’ve only been in Mor Ardain a few hours.”
Mòrag raises an eyebrow. “As much as I don’t want to believe you, she doesn’t fit the description of the artificial Blade we’ve been seeing around here. Do you have any proof that you only arrived recently?”
Nia glances at the others, frowning. They sure don’t, now do they?
“Please wait, friends,” says a certain familiar stalker, pushing his way into the fray. “Niranira has been following group since arrival in Mor Ardain as part of audit of Argentum trade guild. Niranira can confirm that friends only just arrive in Mor Ardain, and artificial Blade not cause any problems since arrival.”
Mòrag frowns. “Well then, I must apologize for assuming otherwise. It’s true that this… Poppi doesn’t fit the description of the Blade that’s been causing problems around here. You men, disperse. I will handle these Drivers and their Blades myself.”
The soldiers disperse, and the pedestrians all turn back to what they were doing. After Niranira produces more than enough evidence to disprove their being the culprits, he, too, disperses, leaving Rex, Nia, Dromarch, Gramps, Malos, Tora and Poppi to speak with Mòrag and Brighid.
“You said you were about to go get dinner, correct?” Mòrag says, hands folded primly behind her back.
Rex nods. “Yeah.”
“As an apology for what’s occurred today, please come with me back to the palace. We can provide for you a dinner far better than anything you may purchase here, as a partial compensation for the inconvenience.”
Nia’s ears raise up, and she tries her best not to raise her hackles too obviously. “I don’t buy it. You already used me to draw them out once before after arresting me, and you want all of us to just come to the palace with you after your men falsely accused us?”
“I admit, we do not have a very happy past together, any of us, but I would like to properly, formally apologize for what has happened.” Mòrag bows her head just slightly.
“Tora demand LIFETIME of tasty sausages for compensation! Scary men try to dismantle Poppi!”
“Life of Poppi almost end of as a result of poor manners. Poppi not very happy with treatment.” Poppi gives Mòrag the most guilt-inducing frown Nia’s ever seen, but Mòrag only smiles I reply.
“Alright then. For you two, dinner will suffice. Nia and Rex, may I offer you core crystals as an apology, since you are both Drivers?”
Nia frowns, glancing at her companions. “I really don’t like this.”
“Hey, I think she’s being serious though. I think we should go with her” Rex says.
Zenobia nods her agreement. “What’s the worst that could happen? They capture us, I beat the snot out of them, and Malos takes the entire Titan down with him. They wouldn’t be that dumb, right?”
Nia sighs. “If everyone else is fine with it, I guess I am too. But I don’t trust you in the slightest,” she’s quick to clarify, sending a glare Mòrag’s way.
“That’s a fair assumption to make. Come with me back to the Hardhaigh palace and I will do my best to offer recompence to every one of you.”
~
Hardhaigh palace is about as nice as Nia would expect, which is to say, dusty like everything in Mor Ardain and incredibly uncomfortable for a known terrorist and Flesh Eater avoiding capture by the very people who within. (Okay, perhaps they’re not the direct antagonists to her Flesh Eater status, but they sure are complicit.)
Mòrag takes them to a room to wait in, leaving Brighid to watch them while she goes and speaks to someone Nia’s not sure about. When Mòrag returns, she’s accompanied by a chef, who goes straight to Tora and begins asking him about his preferences in sausage. Mòrag approaches Rex and Nia, the latter of whom eyes her dangerously.
“You can lower your guard a bit, you know. I have no desire to arrest any of you,” Mòrag says, almost amused. Is this a game to her!?
“Like I believe—”
“I’m trying to establish a good rapport here, so could you please listen?” Mòrag says.
“If you’ll stop interrupting me.” Nia crosses her arms across her chest.
“That can be arranged,” Mòrag answers. “Now then, if you’ll accept it, I have chosen a core crystal as a gift for each of you.”
Mòrag places one before Nia, the other before Rex, and looks at them expectantly.
Nia frowns. “I’m going to talk to Dromarch about it first, I think.”
Rex nods after a moment. “Yeah, I think I’m going to talk to my Blades, too.”
“You two place quite a lot of trust in your Blades,” Mòrag comments. “I can respect that in any Driver.”
Nia shrugs, glancing over at Dromarch. “I’ve been with Dromarch for a while now. And I’m not just going to bring another Blade into the relationship without taking his opinion into account.”
Dromarch looks up at Nia. “I have no qualms if you wish to awaken another Blade, my lady, but first consider whether you want to share certain things with them.”
Right. New Blade means another person who will definitely have to know her secret, lest she not be able to link properly with them. “Good point.”
“If you think you can, though, I think it would be useful to have another Blade in your arsenal.”
Nia sighs. She’s not against the idea, and maybe Mòrag is making a good faith effort to apologize…
After a long moment of staring at the core crystal, Nia realizes that maybe accepting the core crystal would be a brilliant move of spite, and Architect, does that motivate her. And after her talks with Cole, she does want to be more open, so…
Maybe this is just the step in the right direction she needs to take.
Nia cautiously removes her right glove, flexing her bare hand in the palace air. “Yeah, I think I’ll accept it. Thanks, Mòrag.” She has to force it out, but she still has some manners, thank you.
Mòrag nods. Rex is still convening with Malos and Zenobia about his decision. Malos looks predictably neutral, and Zenobia is positive, but…
Rex looks absolutely conflicted. Whatever advice he’s getting, he doesn’t know one way or the other, based on the look on his face. He frowns, crossing his arms and furrowing his eyebrows.
Nia glances back at the core crystal she’s been given, placing her removed glove beside it and crossing the room to Rex.
“Rex, what are you thinking about doing?” she asks.
He frowns. “I don’t know! Malos doesn’t care much, Zenobia says she’s cool with it, and I just…” He throws his arms up in frustration. “I don’t know! I left Roc back in Garfont, only to immediately take another Blade? Can I even handle having a third Blade? I hardly even know anything about being a Driver!”
“Wow, you are pretty stressed out about this, aren’t you?” Nia frowns down at him. “Let me ask you a question, then.”
He looks up at her pathetically.
“Do you want another Blade?”
He frowns. “I already told you, I don’t know!”
“But you do, right? I’m not asking whether you think you can handle it or what your other Blades think. I just want to know whether you want one. And I think that deep down, you know at least that much.”
He nods. “I think it’d be cool to have another Blade around and get to know them. I’m not as good of a Driver as I could be, but still, I want to be able to use different Blades well and trust them like they trust me.”
She smiles. “Then I’d take it. Neither of your Blades are against it, and you can always grow as a Driver. But only take it if you want it. You can’t go back on it, after all. Once he’s awake, he’s awake for life.”
“Right. Thanks, Nia.” Rex reaches up and removes one of his own gloves, nodding at Mòrag. “I’ll accept it, too. Thanks.”
Mòrag nods, tipping her hat slightly. “The least I could do. I actually have a bit of a favor to ask of you once you’ve awakened your new allies.”
Malos raises an eyebrow. “What kind of a favor?”
“It regards the issue my men attempted to arrest you over. But first, please, feel free to go ahead and awaken your new Blades. I’d hate for them to be completely out of the loop.”
Nia shrugs and meanders back around the table to the core crystal placed next to her removed glove, taking a deep breath to clear her mind.
For some reason, when she closes her eyes, memories flood in. Early memories. The earliest she can remember, even. Waking up in a nice house, the light fading around her to see the face of her Driver.
Fast forward. Sister’s dead. She’s a fresh Flesh Eater after all that’s happened and she’s not scared at all, not even a bit. She misses her sister but there’s nothing else they can do about it now.
She’s scared of who she’s become but she can still move forward. Just as long as she has her Driver. Her dad.
Fast forward. Da’s dead. She’s alone. There’s no one in the world who will accept her now.
Her dad had a core crystal stored away for some reason. She’d picked it up, curious and scared and wishing desperately to not be alone.
It exploded into light, and then she wasn’t alone anymore.
Fast forward. Dromarch had been a blessing to her life. When she had to run, when they tried to hunt her, she didn’t have to run alone, and they’d relied on each other constantly.
Present. You’re in the here and now. Nia’s fingertips graze the core crystal ahead of her, and for a moment, she thinks that’s enough, until she realizes it’s coming from the core crystal Rex is awakening.
With another deep breath, she closes her hand properly around the core crystal. Maybe she could use another blessing by her side.
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Chapter 15: Core Crystal
Summary:
After Rex and Nia awaken their new Blades, the investigation into the artificial Blade matter commences.
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Chapter Text
If the light from one Blade awakening is blinding, the light from two awakening concurrently is searing hot and icy cold all at the same time, like touching flames in a snowy hillside. Rex squeezes his eyes shut at the sensation and the light, waiting until his eyes don’t hurt quite so much to re-open them.
Ah, so that explains the snowy feeling, Rex thinks, looking at the two beings standing before him. It takes him a long moment to process what he’s seeing. “Wait, I’m sorry, a bear?”
“Oh, um, this is Beary,” mumbles the child sitting on the bear’s shoulders.
Beary is a pure white bear, standing on his hind legs and looking around the room in confusion. Beary (he? Is Beary a he?) seems docile, calm, though Rex doesn’t know how it’s possible he exists.
On Beary’s shoulders sits a small girl, maybe Kazuna’s age, if Rex had to guess (though Blades don’t really have ages the way people do), wearing a big, fluffy, white cloak. A blue dress and bare feet that are almost intangible peek out from underneath the cloak, and she sports pale blue hair that’s woven with huge, ethereal white flowers the likes of which Rex has never seen before.
Rex is at a loss for words, testing the feel of the knuckle claws in his hands as he looks the two over. “I didn’t know two things could come from the same core crystal if I’m bein’ honest. Does… does Beary talk?”
She shakes her head, wrapping both arms around Beary’s neck and bearying her face in the back of his head. “I hope that won’t be a problem!” she mumbles just clearly enough to be heard. Her voice is gentle and wavering. “He talks to me, but I don’t think anyone else can understand him.”
“And what’s your name?” Rex asks.
Pale blue eyes peek out from behind Beary’s head. “My name’s Ursula.”
Rex gives her a reassuring smile, instantly assuming the kind of posture he’s used to taking with small children, even though at her current height, she’s far above eye level. “It’s nice to meet you, Ursula. I’m Rex, your Driver.”
“I-it’s nice to meet you. I don’t like to fight much, but I’m a great healer!” she says quietly, forcing Rex to lean closer to hear her voice. “…probably.”
Zenobia lets out a loud gasp. “What? What do you mean you don’t like to fight? You’re a Blade. You might be small and sweet but fighting is what we do!”
Ursula shrinks back from Zenobia’s voice, letting out the tiniest eep! in response. “I’m sorry, I just don’t enjoy violence very much!”
Zenobia frowns, letting out a sigh. “We’ll work on it. You’re an ice elemental type, right?”
Ursula gives a tiny, silent nod, just barely moving her head away from the protection Beary gives her.
“Then this’ll be fun! I’m Zenobia, Rex’s second Blade. I use wind ether, so maybe we can help each other build up resistance sometime!”
“Build up resistance…? You mean like, purposely expose ourselves to our weaknesses? Wouldn’t that be really unpleasant?”
Zenobia nods enthusiastically, giving Ursula a particularly toothy grin. “Better now than later, right? And it’ll help Rex out, too. We’ll give it a shot and see if you’re willing to keep going with it, okay?”
“I-I guess that’s fine…”
“Oh!” Zenobia’s eyes light up suddenly. “That big, scary looking guy back there? That’s Malos. He’s Rex’s first Blade, so you’ll be getting to know him better, too. I bet you’re scared of him, right?”
Ursula gives the tiniest nod, and Beary takes a step back, away from the lurking Malos.
Zenobia laughs. “But don’t worry about him. He looks super scary and strong, but he’s actually a bit of a coward. There is nothing but talk behind those muscles, even if people think he’s some all-powerful Aegi—”
“That’s enough,” Malos says irritably.
She glares back playfully. “What, you don’t like it when I call you a coward? Maybe if you’d fight me for once, you could prove me wrong. But, you’re too scared to do that because you think I’ll push you to your limit, huh?” She shrugs. “Well, no recompense to be had there. I don’t have to say it to know you refuse to fight me because you’re scared to lose.”
“You’ll get your fight when you can shut up about it for just one day.” Malos’s voice has dropped dangerously low, and Rex watches as Zenobia visibly freezes for a moment. Instead of a scared expression on her face, she looks absolutely delighted, though, and Rex briefly wonders which one of them is making the bigger mistake.
“It’s a deal! Absolutely! Shutting up about it for one day, starting right now!”
Malos pinches the bridge of his nose. “What did I just get myself into?”
Rex grins. “You know, she’ll probably lay off a bit once you actually fight her.”
“No, she won’t, she’ll just want to fight all the time. She’s insatiable.”
Ursula climbs down from Beary’s shoulder, hitting the ground with a soft noise. “Where, um, where are we?”
“Ah, yeah, we’re in Hardhaigh palace in Mor Ardain. Let me introduce you to my friends; we’ll be travelling with them from here on out.”
Ursula’s eyes scan the room curiously as she hugs Beary’s arm to her chest. Rex privately thinks that she might not look so tiny if she wasn’t right next to Beary. “Are all of these people your friends?” she asks, eyes stopping on Nia and who appears to be her new Blade.
He nods. “For the most part, yeah. The Gormotti girl’s name is Nia, and the white Blade next to her is Dromarch. I haven’t met her other Blade yet, or I’d tell you her name, too. They’re doing their own introductions right now, though, so why don’t I introduce you to Tora and Poppi first?”
Ursula nods gently, so Rex leads the way to where Tora and Poppi are sitting. The first plate of sausages of many sits before Tora as Poppi watches, impressed.
“Tora? Poppi?” Rex says. “Got a new Blade I’d like you to meet.”
~
Meanwhile...
The intense sensation of flame licks Nia’s uncharacteristically bare arms as the light of two concurrent awakenings fills the room. As someone aligned with water, it’s more unpleasant than it probably should be, and Nia winces as the flames crawl higher, before they suddenly retreat into the core crystal in her hand.
Nia thinks for a moment that perhaps the core crystal somehow rejected her when the light fades and the core crystal in her hands hasn’t formed into a weapon. At least, until she opens her eyes and realizes that it’s no longer a core crystal, but a ball, and that standing before her is a girl about her height with perhaps the most interesting look Nia’s ever seen.
Her hair is white, streaked with dark brown, and she appears to have small, thin horns sprouting from her crown. She wears clothes made mostly of a mostly white fabric with red trim, accessorized by quite a lot of things that honestly, Nia’s not particularly sure she can describe. A belt made of large brown balls around her waist, a huge red bow in the back decorated with stylized flames, and boots that look to be somehow technological, to name just a few of the things she has going on.
The Blade before her flashes a sharp-toothed grin, and for a moment, she’s almost afraid that they’ve got another Zenobia in their arsenal. Then, she opens her mouth to speak. “I’m Crossette! It’s nice to meet you! I promise I won’t let you down!”
Nia blinks. She’s already clearly excitable, but Nia’s eyes are more stuck on the fact that Crossette’s horns are sparking small flames that, luckily, don’t catch on to anything flammable.
Crossette crosses the room to her, grabbing Nia’s free hand in both of hers. “You’re my Driver, right?”
Nia nods. “Yeah, um, it’s nice to meet you, Crossette. I’m Nia, and this is my other Blade, Dromarch.” She gestures to Dromarch at her side, who is surveying Crossette carefully.
“Oh, I’m so excited to have a Driver who already has another Blade! New Drivers are cool and all, but you already know things about being a Driver, right? What’s Dromarch good at? Oh, I should ask Dromarch, huh.” Crossette grins, turning to Dromarch. “It’s great to meet you! We’ll be working together pretty closely, so I hope we can get along! What’s your specialty? I can’t even tell your element just by looking!”
Dromarch’s ears flick as he searches for the words to respond. “I am a water user, Miss Crossette, and a healer.”
Crossette lets out an excited gasp. “You’re a healer, too? Me too, me too!”
Nia smiles. “You should maybe take a moment to breathe, Crossette. You’re sparking.”
Crossette drops Nia’s hand, reaching both gloved hands to her horns. “Ack! Sorry, sorry, I’ll be careful!” She looks around the room, having finally taken a moment to breathe, and Nia follows her eyes, noting that Rex appears to have somehow awakened a literal bear, and a child who sits on the bear’s shoulder like that’s the safest place in the room. “Are these your friends?”
Nia nods. “Yeah. Rex over there just awakened a new Blade, too, so let’s give them some time to meet each other before I introduce you, yeah?”
Mòrag approaches with a smile. “We happen to have some records of where Crossette came from, if you are interested.”
Nia tilts her head curiously, but Crossette gets so excited she starts sparking again. “Really? You have information about me?”
Mòrag nods in amusement. “It’s not much, but we do have a journal that was found near your core crystal and your past Driver’s… body.”
Crossette immediately stops sparking. “Oh, I didn’t think about that. My old Driver’s dead, huh?”
Nia nods solemnly.
“Do you think I liked him?” Crossette asks. “I mean, obviously there’s no way for me to remember anything about my old Driver or maybe even Drivers but it’s sad, right? Someone important to me died and I can’t remember them.”
Crossette’s words send a pang through Nia’s heart. She turns to Mòrag. “Is it possible to see that journal?”
Mòrag nods. “I always intended to send it along with the core crystal.” She produces the journal in question from her bag, handing it over to Nia.
It’s just a simple, leather-bound journal with yellowed pages. Nia hands it over to Crossette before even considering reading the pages within. “You should be the first to read it, right?”
“Thank you, Nia,” Crossette says, taking the journal and flipping through it. “I think this is my handwriting. I can’t tell for sure, but it feels like mine.”
“As someone who has kept a journal across lifetimes, I can confirm that handwriting changes very little between lifetimes,” Brighid speaks up. “If you recognize it, it must be yours.”
Crossette nods, falling silent as she begins reading the words contained within the pages.
Nia watches Crossette’s face for a long moment as she reads, then turns back to Mòrag. “Thanks, I guess. I didn’t know you lot kept any records like that.”
Mòrag smiles and nods. “It hasn’t always been common practice, but after so many Blades have asked about their past lives upon awakening, we began collecting what records we could to live with the Blades and their core crystals.”
“That’s surprisingly cool of you guys. So then, you must have picked out our Blades specifically for us, yeah?” she asks, causing Mòrag to raise an eyebrow. “I mean, you had to have known this was Crossette’s core crystal to know to give us the journal you found with her.”
“I didn’t know any details of who was contained within the core crystals I chose, if that’s what you’re implying. Crossette’s was packaged with the journal and a small note on her circumstances, and that’s all we knew about her.”
Nia hums suspiciously, but drops the subject. “Well, anyways, Crossette, whenever you’re ready, I can introduce you to the people I travel with.”
Crossette nods absently, closing the journal gently and holding it to her chest. “Okay, I’m ready! Let’s meet your friends, Nia!”
~
“Now that everyone has had a moment to wake up a bit and get their bearings, I have a favor I would like to ask of you.” Mòrag stands at the door to the room, hands clasped behind her back.
Ursula shies back into Beary’s arms as the woman speaks, wondering what could possibly be going on. Rex had given her just enough context to count—she knew how everyone knew each other, generally, but not why they were here.
“Regarding the artificial Blade that has been attacking residents of Alba Cavanich and stealing goods, I would like to ask your cooperation in the investigation.”
Those in the room who know what’s going on seem fairly shocked. Ursula had gotten a brief overview of the history between her Driver, his friends, and Mòrag, so she vaguely understands why they’re surprised, yet...
She shuts her mouth. Better not to bother them with questions.
“Why us?” Rex asks. “Surely you’ve got better people on hand that can help.”
“Not that we can spare. I have been doing what I can, but regrettably, there are moves I cannot take as Special Inquisitor, and some that would be incredibly difficult coming from anyone in our military. You lot, however, are able to move much more freely without arousing suspicion.”
“And what exactly is in it for us to fix your problems?” The Gormotti girl—Nia, Ursula thinks—asks standoffishly. She doesn’t seem to like Mòrag much.
Mòrag chuckles, not seeming too fazed by Nia’s clear mistrust. “I’m glad you asked. I am prepared to pardon all three of you for your actions in Gormott, and Nia, I will discuss with his Majesty the possibility of pardoning you entirely.”
Nia falls silent, looking around at her companions with raised ears and eyebrows.
“I think we... might need to talk about this first,” Rex decides.
Mòrag smiles. “Take all the time you need. Tora, I’ll send for someone to make you more sausages.”
The Nopon in question nods, not pausing in his eating. Ursula’s a little bit afraid to ask why he’s been eating nonstop since she awakened, honestly, but he has, with a plate piled high with sausages. On occasion, he pauses to take in big gulps of water, then goes right back to his food. Even when Rex had been introducing her and Beary to him and his artificial Blade, Poppi had done all the talking and Tora had barely paused to acknowledge them.
Ursula follows Rex to where he’s grouping up with the others to talk, Beary close behind her.
“I hate it, but I don’t really see a lot of reason to turn her down,” Nia says quietly as she approaches. “She’s offering a lot here.”
Rex places a hand under his chin thoughtfully. “Yeah, I’m trying to think if there’d be any issue with helping, and honestly?”
“I can think of one,” Malos says, and Ursula visibly bristles at the sound of his voice. “While we’re fucking around here, Mythra and her little friends get all the more time to recuperate and plan.”
“But think about how much easier it’ll be to move around when we don’t have wanted posters up with our faces on ‘em!” Zenobia says. “We won’t have to do any stupid disguises or get stopped as often!”
“When are we even going to be back in Mor Ardain?” Malos fires back.
Zenobia shrugs. “Who knows? We could come back, we could not, but having a chance to get pardoned for the shit we’ve done is super helpful, you know! The only reason it didn’t give us any trouble back in Uraya was because of Uraya’s relations with Mor Ardain, right? If they’d been friendlier with each other, we’d have been captured by Urayan soldiers and shipped to Mor Ardain in a heartbeat.”
“Okay, but why does that matter now?”
“Because,” Zenobia says, “where are we headed to next?”
“Indol,” he answers.
“Hey, Mòrag, what’s the current relationship between Indol and Mor Ardain look like?” Zenobia stops and calls over her shoulder. “Nice and friendly? Willing to hand a group of criminals over to Mor Ardain if only they asked?”
“If we knew that a group of criminals and a terrorist were currently residing in Indol for one reason or another and that their crimes had caused such financial distress as yours have, I have no doubt they would at minimum make attempts to restrict your movements in Indol, yes.”
Zenobia turns back to Malos with a triumphant look. “There’s no way they’d let us meet with the Praetor like that. But if we’re pardoned...”
The white Blade by Nia’s side (Dromarch?) speaks up. “It would be prudent to lend our assistance, if only for a few days.”
“I think it’d be fun!” the other Blade next to Nia, who Ursula is convinced she hasn’t gotten the name of, says. “What’s the worst that could happen?”
“Well, there’s a lot at stake here, but I would like it if she would stop calling me a terrorist,” Nia says, raising her voice on the last part.
Tora stops eating, having finished his plate and still waiting for the next one. “What friends talking about?” he asks.
There’s a chorus of sighs in response, before Rex says, “Why did I figure you wouldn’t be listening? If we help Mòrag with the investigation into the Artificial Blade that’s been spotted around Alba Cavanich, she’ll pardon us for everything we did in Gormott and pardon Nia for the things she’s wanted for.”
“Oh! That! Tora absolutely want to help. If there really other artificial Blade in Mor Ardain, Tora want to speak to them! Maker of artificial Blade may be no one very important, but may also know what happen to Grampypon and Dadapon!”
Those who aren’t freshly-awakened share sympathetic looks at this statement. That’s a story Ursula and Beary expect they’ll have to get later.
“Malos, I really think for Tora’s sake, we should at least take a look. If we stay in Mor Ardain too long, we’ll leave immediately, alright? But for right now, it can’t hurt to look into it.”
Malos sighs. “Alright, you win. We’ll cooperate with the investigation for now. But if we don’t get any leads by tomorrow night, we’re leaving on the next Titan ship to Leftheria.”
A round of agreements follow, and Rex turns back to Mòrag. “We’ll cooperate, but we need whatever information you can give us about this Artificial Blade.”
She smiles. “I see. Then I’d be happy to brief you. All of you, take a seat.”
Ursula watches as several more plates of sausages are placed in front of the insatiable Tora, cringing a bit when he eats one whole. Still, she takes her seat, and Beary stands behind her comfortingly.
The table she sits at is a decent size, although smaller with Tora’s plates of food piling up in front of him and getting pushed out to the rest of the table. For their group of ten (eleven counting the baby titan on Rex’s shoulder), it’s just enough space for everyone to sit with some amount of space between them. Ursula ends up sitting between Rex and the other Blade she doesn’t know the name of, across from Tora, and she watches in mild horror as he continues to eat with little regard for his self or well-being.
Mòrag takes position at the open space at the end of the table, standing tall with her own Blade at her side. Her Blade hands her a folio, which she opens and looks over before she speaks.
“The artificial Blade we are looking for seems to be modeled after traditional ideas of a maid,” she begins. “She has been spotted in multiple seemingly unrelated places in Alba Cavanich, and we have no information on what she is targeting. We lack a lot of information, but we do have an artist’s sketch of her, as seen at her most recent sighting, which was two days ago.” Mòrag passes around a sheet of paper containing the sketch as she speaks.
Ursula looks over the sketch carefully. What’s drawn on the paper is just a maid in mostly black, with a frilly sort of headpiece on her head and a bow in the center of her chest.
“She has proven difficult to capture due to the jets in her feet, which several witnesses have reported her using to make her escape from every situation she’s appeared in. Unfortunately, efforts to track where she flees to have proven fruitless.”
Malos leans his elbows on the table, and Ursula nearly lets out an eep! at his movements. “So how do you expect us to be able to do anything about it?”
“You also have an artificial Blade at your disposal,” Mòrag says simply. “And, as I recall, that artificial Blade has also demonstrated an ability to fly.”
Poppi nods, smiling brightly. “That true! Poppi able to fly very far and fast. Poppi probably able to track other artificial Blade no problem!”
“In that case, can I rely on you to tail this artificial Blade should you come across it?” Mòrag asks.
Another nod comes from Poppi.
Zenobia raises her hand cheerily. “If it comes down to that, I should go too. I can also fly and I’m fast, and if something happened to Poppi, I could bring her back. Poppi also can’t sense Tora the way Blades can normally sense their Drivers, but if I focus, I can sense where Rex is, so I can find my way back easy if this artificial Blade takes us somewhere weird.”
Malos chuckles. “You’ve put a lot of thought into this one. For once, it might even be a good point.”
“Hey, rude!” Zenobia retorts. “You should try watching your mouth sometime.”
He snorts, raising an eyebrow at her dangerously. “I’ll pass.”
“Why don’t I—” Zenobia starts, rising up out of her seat with a raised fist, but Malos raises a hand.
“Why don’t you what? Better watch what you say, Zenobia. I’ll restart the countdown.”
Zenobia opens her mouth, but seemingly realizing something, sits back down and crosses her arms petulantly. “Fine. I won’t say it. But would it kill you to be a little nicer?”
“If only it would. I promise I’d be happier that way.”
“Alright, so if we come across the artificial Blade, Zenobia and Poppi go after her,” Rex says. “And no one’s spotted her Driver?”
Mòrag shakes her head. “Not even once. Trust that we’ve been looking into it.”
Nia rests her chin on her palm. “Anything else you got for us in that folder of yours?”
“Not in particular. She’s attacked about once every three days, so tonight should be the next sighting. Find her, but don’t do anything reckless or destructive. In the meantime, I will be doing what I can here.”
Nia mutters something under her breath, then says, louder, “then we should get started searching, yeah?”
After a round of agreements, those in their group who aren’t actively consuming sausages at inhuman speeds are asked about, and eventually given, some rather nice dinners. Ursula takes the time they’re eating to ask questions on the things that went over her and Beary’s heads, as well as introduce herself to the other new Blade at the table.
Mentally, she prepares herself with Beary for the task ahead of them. After all, there’s nothing she can really do here except her best.
~
“You know, I can’t help but feel like we might be missing someone,” Rex comments as they regroup. “I thought so when we split up earlier, but…”
Nia sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Did any of you see Crossette at any point since we left the Hardhaigh palace? Because I haven’t seen her anywhere.”
“You lost Crossette?”
“It’s a busy street and a busy city! There’s people everywhere, and she’s nothing like I’m used to dealing with. The only Blade I’ve ever had is Dromarch, after all.”
Rex nods. “Right, from what I saw, Crossette’s really hyperactive, right? Super excitable?”
“Yeah, and apparently, she likes to wander off without saying anythin’ to anyone.”
Malos crosses his arms. “So what you’re telling me is, we’re now looking for an artificial Blade with almost no leads, and Nia’s new Blade?” He sighs. “Great. Guess we’d better get looking before she gets herself into something more than she can handle.”
After a brief conversation, they decide to split up while looking for Crossette and, hopefully, also find some leads on that artificial Blade.
~
“Lady Mòrag, are you certain giving them those core crystals was a good idea?” Brighid asks.
Mòrag nods with a smile. “Don’t worry. I wasn’t planning on giving them anything without a reason.”
“And that reason is...?”
“I do not think it would be prudent to challenge the Aegis and his friends again, after the disaster in Gormott.”
Brighid nods. “I certainly wasn’t expecting them to destroy a water tower just to run away.”
“I think the best option would be to get closer so that we can influence the Aegis if necessary, as well as better keep tabs on their actions,” Mòrag says. “It’s imperative that the Aegis is not allowed to act perfectly freely, after all.”
“I traveled with him once, you know.”
Mòrag raises her eyebrows. “Really?”
Brighid nods. “I had to check after our first encounter, but I wrote about him several times in my journal. I wouldn’t say he ever really got ‘close’ with anyone.”
“Unfortunately for him, I won’t be giving them the choice.” She clasps her hands behind her back prudently. “We should get moving. We have more to do today while they are investigating the artificial Blade matter.”
~
Nia heaves a sigh as she takes her seat. Hours of searching for Crossette and they’ve got no leads on her or the artificial Blade whatsoever. Honestly, it’s not like Crossette wouldn’t have realized she’d have gotten separated by now and just… tried to sense where Nia was. But, given that Crossette hasn’t regrouped with them yet and she’s gotten no leads, she’s too frustrated to do anything but take a break.
“Told you this was a waste of time,” Malos says as he pulls his own chair over to her table. “And no, I haven’t found anything either. Most people are too scared to give me anything useful.”
Nia rolls her eyes. “Probably because you’re so standoffish.” Even a bit of joking around won’t take her mind off the problem at hand, though. “I just don’t understand where in the world she could have gone off to!”
Malos glances around for a moment. “Most Blade can sense their Drivers at least a bit. You’re kind of a Blade. Can’t you do the same?”
She shakes her head. “Just because I’m like this doesn’t mean I can just act like my Blade’s Blade when the situation calls for it. If I could, Dromarch and I would be much better in a fight.”
“I’d imagine what that would look like, but I don’t even know what your weapon is. Or your element, for that matter.”
“Water,” she answers. “And it’s a sabre. Not sure what you’d call it, but it’s much lighter than yours, and I haven’t seen another like it.”
“Water,” he repeats. “Are you and Dromarch both healers, or…?”
She nods, eyes scanning the crowd. “Thanks to… everything… I can heal much better than anyone I’ve ever met. I’ve never tried, but I bet I could bring people back from the dead if I needed to, so…” Her eyes fall to her crossed legs, and the yellow blurs together before her eyes. “Sorry. Just having a few regrets.”
If Malos realizes that she’s hastily wiping tears from her eyes, he doesn’t say a thing about it. He simply watches the crowd.
Nia finds that she appreciates the silence and the lull of the crowd bustling around them. It’s probably late afternoon now, based on the light, and a twinge of worry prickles in Nia’s chest. She wonders if maybe she can sense her Blade like her Blade can sense her, and on a whim, she closes her eyes and feels out into the ether.
She finds… nothing.
Once upon a time, that nothing may have been extraordinarily painful to her, but now, it’s truly nothing. She cannot bring herself to feel sad about it, only frustrated that she has failed.
“I plan on telling Crossette, you know,” she says, more to the silence than to Malos.
Malos raises an eyebrow. “Really? You wouldn’t have any one of us know if you had it your way and you’re going to tell Crossette right off the bat?”
“Well, I just mean that she’s my Blade, you know? A proper relationship with a Driver and Blade requires trust, and I can’t ask her to trust me if she doesn’t even know who I am.”
“Why’d you even bother telling me you were going to tell her,” Malos says, and it doesn’t sound like a question coming from his mouth.
Nia shrugs. “I don’t know, I figured you’d be happy I was trying to stop with the secrets, or something. Guess I should’ve thought better than to try and make you happy though, huh?”
He doesn’t reply to her. Without another word, he gets up and disappears into the crowd, and after a moment, Nia decides that she’ll get back to work, too. She walks in the opposite direction.
A minute or two of walking is cut short when several shouts arise from behind Nia. She glances over her shoulder to see, first, Crossette barreling towards her at speeds that seem impossible, especially in comparison to how little Crossette’s legs are actually moving. Then, it’s the form Crossette’s eyes are locked on, and Nia realizes maybe too late that Crossette is chasing the artificial Blade.
Crossette blazes past, knocking several down in the process, and after a moment to process what, exactly, she’s witnessing, Nia gives chase. The artificial Blade leads them to a bridge, at which point the crowd thins out quite a bit, and beyond, into the wasteland that is the Mor Ardain wilds.
Architect, the sand and heat are already so much worse moments after crossing the bridge. Nia holds her hood over her mouth in an attempt to filter it, but after only a few seconds she finds it impossible to breathe at all.
Crossette is much more dedicated and less bothered by the heat than she is, Nia realizes as the sand becomes too much for her throat and she stops, coughing up a lung and watching Crossette continue.
“Must be because she’s a fire Blade,” Nia mutters. She pushes herself back to standing and gives chase once again, out into the wilds, where only sand, desperation, and death could possibly greet them.
~
Crossette doesn’t stop for anything. She refuses to. The sand is in her eyes and it hurts but dammit, the artificial Blade is right there and she’s going to catch her!
She’s vaguely aware of Nia following, and she thinks maybe she should say something. Ultimately, though, she doesn’t. She simply continues out into the wilderness until the artificial Blade flies beyond a broken down old building and far beyond, out of sight. Nia followed her some distance but, probably due to her lack of cool powered boots, lacks the speed that Crossette has. As such, she struggles to catch up now, so Crossette waits outside for her.
When Nia finally does catch up, she’s sweaty, out of breath, and barely able to speak from sheer exhaustion. She slows to a stop just in front of Crossette, placing both hands on her knees and coughing something horrible.
“Are you okay, Nia?” Crossette asks, lines of worry crossing her forehead as she looks down at her panting Driver.
Nia nods, taking another moment to catch her breath. “Wish I had some water right about now,” she wheezes. “It’s been a while since I had to run like that, and never in this heat.”
“I’m sorry, but I think it might’ve been for nothing,” Crossette says with a frown. “She went off that way.” She points over the cliffside, past the even more dangerous wastes.
Nia sighs, peering out over the cliffside. “What, is there something back there?”
“I guess there has to be if she went that way, right?”
“Okay, I’ll grant you that, but how do we get there?”
Crossette hums, looking over the broken down building they’ve arrived at. The door looks very clearly rusted shut, and if she had to guess, no one’s been here in a long time… and yet, there’s several yellow barrels placed fairly close nearby, not yet faded by the sun and very clearly placed deliberately.
She approaches them, inspecting them closely. The most notable thing is the note pinned to one of the barrels, scrawled in some language Crossette decides she can’t read after several moments of staring at it blankly. She passes it over to Nia with a tilt of her head. “Do you know what this says?”
Nia shakes her head after a moment. “Looks like it might be written in Nopon. I’ll hold on to it, Tora can probably read it for us. Good find, though! Any idea what’s in these things?”
Crossette carefully digs her fingers underneath the lid and peeks inside. “I have no idea what this is.” She dips one finger into the powder and rubs it between her fingers. “Feels like ash?”
“Black ash, maybe?” Nia suggests. “Anyway, let’s keep this in mind. It might have something to do with this artificial Blade business, right?”
Crossette nods. “Right! Hey, do you think maybe this building has something to do with it, too?”
“Huh? Maybe, I guess it wouldn’t hurt to check it out and get out of the sun for a— hey, Crossette, wait up!”
Crossette runs to the door, concentrating ether into her hand and, quite literally, blowing the door off its hinges in one concentrated explosion. She rushes on ahead immediately. “Come on, it’s already cooler in here!” she calls over her shoulder. “You hate the heat, right?”
Nia follows her into the dark building, down the stairs to a predictably empty room. “It’s definitely cooler, but I’m still way too hot.” She reaches up and unclips the cloth she’d been using as a protection from the sun, folding it and draping it over her arm.
Crossette can’t help but stare for a number of reasons. First of all, Nia is wearing only her undershirt and a separate hood now, with her jumpsuit hanging low on her waist, and that’s an image.
Second of all, Crossette is gay.
Third of all, positioned right in the center of Nia’s chest, an inch or two above the neckline of her black undershirt, is a core crystal, tainted with red.
~
“So you’re a Blade.” It’s not a question.
Nia nods.
“And my Driver?” This one is a question.
Another nod. “I figured I should tell you sooner rather than later.”
“Why didn’t you tell me when you woke me up?” Crossette asks, tilting her head.
Nia frowns. “Well… the others don’t exactly… know about me, yet. Dromarch does, and Malos does, and that’s it.”
Crossette hums. “Why haven’t you told any of your friends? You travel with them all the time, right?”
She winces, rubbing her arm nervously. “Well… people don’t really… like Flesh Eaters these days. I’ve been planning to tell them, I just… need a good time, you know?”
“Is there ever a good time?” Crossette wonders aloud. “I mean, not that I don’t think it makes sense to look for one, but… They don’t know something important about you, and haven’t the whole time they’ve known you. When is a good time?”
Nia wrings her hands together in the cloth, wandering around the room a bit until she discovers a door, almost perfectly camouflaged by rust. “I don’t know. I’m scared, honest. The Praetorium hunts people like me down, you know."
She presses one hand against the metal door and it gives easily, groaning as it slides open.
A moment’s sense of danger is all the warning Nia is given before she’s thrown on the ground harshly. Over her stands a very angry-looking igna, and uselessly, Nia grabs for the rings at her waist before remembering that Dromarch isn’t here, she can’t call on him—
Crossette’s bitball sails over Nia’s face and clocks the igna directly in the eye. “Hey! Get away from her!” Crossette yells.
Nia pushes herself to stand while the igna is distracted and grabs for Crossette’s bitball. She’s never used a weapon like this before, but hell, she’ll have to give it a shot now, won’t she?
“Crossette!” Nia calls over her shoulder. “Ready for our first fight together?”
“Am I ever!”
The link between them forms, a feeling like fire in Nia’s veins as the ether channels through her and to the ball in her hands. The line is a weak blue, but doesn’t flicker much, and despite the fact that it’s fire coursing through her, it doesn’t feel unpleasant, just warm and excitable.
Nia welcomes the ether and focuses her attention on the now three angry ignas standing before her, passing the ball between her hands. “Alright, let’s figure out how to use this thing, yeah?”
All three ignas move to attack almost simultaneously, wielding dull swords that won’t cut easily, but man will they hurt when they do. Nia dodges two of them successfully and is grazed by the third, but she stands strong. “Well, if it’s a weapon, the obvious thing is to hit them with it, right?” she reasons under her breath, drops the ball, and kicks it towards the center of the three ignas at full force.
The bitball soars towards the center and knocks one in the stomach, bouncing off and soaring back towards Nia’s waiting hand. Unfortunately for Nia, she’s not very versed in the ways of kicking things and staggers on her feet from the loss of balance.
What ensues can probably best be referred to as “an absolute struggle”. Hitting the ignas with the bitball is tough due to the requirement to aim, and Nia has never been the sporty type, which adds double the difficulty.
Still, she heals when she needs to, keeps pressing onward, and before long, Nia and Crossette have successfully downed the ignas before they can kill them both.
Nia slumps to the floor as their affinity link flickers out, and Crossette soon joins her, handing over the discarded cloth Nia had dropped when she was attacked. “That wasn’t bad!” Crossette says with a grin. “I think it can be kind of hard to use my weapon the right way, and you’ve never used anything like that before, right?”
She nods in response. “Right. Thanks. Was only worried for a second.”
“If you’re worried, then we should try to get some more practice once we head back to Alba Cavanich! And I can teach you how to kick it so it doesn’t hurt you or send you off balance, too!”
“That’d be great,” Nia says. “I never really played with anything like this when I was younger, so it’s less intuitive to me than it might be to someone else.”
“Ah, here.” Crossette leans on Nia’s shoulder a little bit, concentrating hard as she smooths her hand across the newly-forming bruises Nia incurred during the fight. “Can’t have my Driver walking around all beat up, right?”
Nia watches the bruises disappear curiously. “Thanks. Healing really does feel different with different ether types, huh? I knew already, but it’s a lot different feelin’ it like this. I would’ve healed pretty quickly on my own, though, you know.”
Crossette laughs, maybe a bit nervously. “Well, yeah, but you’re still my Driver. I gotta help you out, right? We support each other.”
“Well, yeah.” Nia can’t help but smile in response to Crossette’s own. She pushes herself to stand and carefully loops the folded fabric between her belt and jumpsuit. “Come on, let’s keep looking around, yeah?”
When Nia outstretches her hand to help Crossette up, Crossette simply stares at her in awe for a minute, mouth hanging open slightly.
“Uh, Crossette?”
Suddenly, Crossette’s horns flare with sparks and flame, casting light on the wall behind her and Nia’s face.
“Ack! Breathe, Crossette, before you catch something on—”
“Oh! Sorry, sorrysorrysorry!” As if responding to Crossette’s panic, the fire only worsens. She flattens her palms over her cheeks and squeezes her eyes shut, taking several deep breaths. After a moment, the sparks and the fire die down, plunging them back into relative dimness. “Sorry,” she whines one final time, finally accepting Nia’s hand.
Nia pulls her to her feet. “You’re fine, just be careful, yeah? If these walls weren’t metal, we’d be in a pretty hot situation right now.”
Crossette nods quickly, giving Nia a big smile. “Right, yeah! But let’s get going. If we get this building figured out now then we can have more to report when we get back with everyone later!”
Nia smiles and nods, and with Crossette at her side, they continue investigating the building.
At the bottom of another few flights of stairs is, surprisingly, a much brighter room, and for obvious reason. Rather than the far wall being, well, a wall, there is no wall, just a giant spider and behind that, a vast, open space that looks suspiciously like an unexplored area of Mor Ardain that could lead anywhere. Anywhere, like potentially the place that artificial Blade they’re searching for could have gone to hide.
First, however, they have to deal with the arachno in front of them, so Nia grabs the bitball on her waist and grins. “I think we’re gonna have to get past that little guy to see what’s out there. What do you think, Crossette?”
Crossette nods, slipping in to a battle stance and bringing the affinity link back to life with a smirk. “I’m ready if you are, Nia!”
The moment the warm feeling courses through Nia’s body again, she moves in, carefully dribbling the bitball as she approaches. Before the arachno even takes notice of her, Nia slam dunks the bitball onto its head, sending several sparks of flame flying out as the arachno cries out in surprise.
Nia doesn’t give it a chance to fight back. The moment she bounces back, she begins buffeting the poor thing with the bitball until it falls.
Once it’s collapsed, she hooks the bitball back onto her waist and takes a breath as the warm feeling leaves her. “Alright, let’s keep moving. I can’t help but think there’s somethin’ past here.”
Crossette nods and follows her out onto the scaffolding that the opening leads to. Nia stops and looks out over the landscape.
After all the rust and dust and dirt of the old building, the fresh air is nice, even if it’s sandy and hot and frankly unpleasant. The landscape below Nia is more of the Mor Ardain same—dry, dusty, littered with things that want to kill her, but in the far distance, Nia thinks she sees something like a building.
“Hey, Crossette, you see that?”
Crossette peers out over the railing, leaning over to see better with one hand on her brow to block out the sun. “Yeah… I think I see movement. Think it’s animals, or is it people, do you think?”
“We should check it out,” Nia says, scanning the landscape to see if there’s any people out there. When she sees none, she straightens up.
“Yeah! Maybe there’s something important out there—” Crossette starts, then lets out a startled shout as the metal under her hand groans and gives way, sending her careening toward the ground below.
At least, if not for Nia’s catlike reflexes. With a swift move, Nia lunges to grab Crossette’s wrist and pull her back up, but it’s maybe just a moment too late to help and a perfect moment to follow Crossette down.
“Shit!” Nia shouts as the ground begins racing towards her and instinctively grabs Crossette.
“Crap, Nia!” Crossette says, pulling Nia closer.
Nia slams her eyes shut. If she lands and hits a rock and dies, at least for now she can pretend she’s flying. The feeling in her stomach of racing towards the ground is almost pleasant, the feeling almost like the world is passing her by and she doesn’t have to worry, will never have to worry again—
Both hit the ground rather unceremoniously, and Nia can’t help but think that the ‘oof’ that Crossette lets out before she surely returns to her core is rather deep, but then she realizes she’s not dead, Crossette landed first and doesn’t feel dead or like she’s returning to her core, and begrudgingly, Nia opens her eyes to find that Crossette is directly in the center of a Driver sandwich, and that the other half of the sandwich is a somewhat familiar-looking dumbass wearing an eyepatch.
Standing over them is a Blade with both hands on her hips, peering through her round-framed glasses curiously. “Wow. Not every day you become a literal girl magnet, my Prince,” she comments drily.
Nia stares at her blearily for a long moment, trying hard to process that she didn’t just get both her and Crossette (and, come to think of it, Dromarch too) killed by trying to save Crossette. The Blade standing over her has large glasses, a hat like an ether bulb that seems to be giving off its own light, and muted sea green hair. She’s also extending a hand out to Nia, who first looks back down at Crossette with concern.
“Crossette, are you okay?” she mumbles out, pulling back a bit.
Crossette stares blankly at her for a long moment. “Yeah! Yeah, I’m fine. You’re not hurt at all, are you, Nia?”
Nia groans, carefully accepting the familiar Blade’s hand and getting to her feet. “Nah, I’ll get over it soon enough.” She glances at the Blade that helped her up. “Thanks.”
“Nah, no problem. We were actually waiting around for you.”
Nia pauses to help Crossette up, glancing blankly at the Blade's admission. "You were waiting for us? Sorry, do we know you from somewhere? I thought you seemed a bit familiar, but..."
The pillow sacrifice on the ground groans, pushing himself to his feet. "We've finally found you, Driver of the Aegis!"
Ah. "Oh, it's you idiots. You actually survived falling off that cliff in Uraya, huh?"
Crossette looks between Nia and the eyepatch guy, blinking in confusion. "You know them, Nia?"
Nia shakes her head. "No, no idea who they are."
"Are you sure?" she asks, tilting her head. "They kinda seem like they know you. But I thought..."
"Quit your yapping and prepare to hand over the Aegis, furry-eared fiend!" demands the eyepatch guy. Architect, what was his name? Sink? Geek?
"The Aegis?" Crossette echoes. "Are you talking about Malos?"
Sink will do.
"If that's his name, then yes!" Finally having properly brushed the dirt off himself and situated himself, Sink draws the sword on his back and points it dramatically at the two of them. "You've got no cliffs to push me off of this time, Aegis Driver!"
Nia lets out an annoyed sigh, ears flicking. "And what if I don't 'hand him over'?"
Sink lets out a scoff. "Then we'll have to settle this in a good old-fashioned one-on-one!"
Crossette turns to Nia. "I thought Malos was Rex's Blade, though?"
Nia shushes her with a wry grin. "Don't worry about the details, alright, Crossette?"
"Oh, um, alright?"
Nia begins walking away, towards the building from before. "Come on, we've got to check out that building."
The Blade (Pandoria?) snorts, looking at her snubbed Driver with a smug look. "Looks like you were wrong again, my prince."
Sink doesn't seem to like Nia's method of dealing with him, and runs ahead, brandishing the sword with yet another flourish. "Wait wait wait! I'm not done with you yet, you—" He seems to realize something after a moment, the point of his sword falling in his grip slightly as he stares at Nia.
"What're you looking at me like that for?" she asks, placing a hand on her hip. "Listen, we're a little busy right now, so if you don't mind—"
"Did you have that core crystal before?"
Nia’s blood runs cold, and for a long moment, she’s not sure she remembers how to breathe. She thought being out in the middle of the fucking wastes would be alright, thought that for a bit, she wouldn’t need to be so covered up, so—
“Uh, Nia?”
Crossette’s worried hand on her shoulder snaps her out of the quickened breathing, the thoughts racing through her head, and she forces herself to swallow her fear. “Come on. We’ll talk about this on the way.”
“On the way?” Pandoria asks. “On the way to where?”
Nia brushes past, ignoring the question with skilled redirection. “Just come on.”
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Chapter 16: Next Steps
Summary:
Nia, Zeke, and Blades investigate the old factory, then report their findings. The girls visit a hot spring.
Notes:
holy shit so the two year anniversary of me posting this was two days ago and man. man. that's a WEIRD fuckin thought. unlessmy math skills have plummeted I got 100k words published in two years, which, damn. I'm about to get a lot more free time, since my university's shutting down for a week and then moving to online courses for the foreseeable future due to current events.
once again, sorry for the time between updates! classes got super busy and I've been trying to find a job while also applying to study in germany next semester, but good news on that front! My application was accepted, so I'll be participating in a study abroad program starting around august! I'm super excited!!! <3
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as always, thanks so much for reading, and hopefully by this time next year I'll have actually finished this monster of a fic. I have plans for a sequel. <3
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Chapter Text
“So then, you’re a Flesh Eater, and of the people that know about it, we’re two of four, not including your Blades?” Zeke says as they approach the building Nia and Crossette had set their sights on. “Must be pretty rough for you.”
“You don’t know the half of it,” Nia comments sourly. “I didn’t expect to find anyone out here, so I thought I was fine to cool off a bit, and now you two know…” She sighs in aggravation. “Perfect, really.”
“Hey, you’re not the only one around here with a core crystal stuck in your chest,” Zeke offers, reaching up and pulling his coat to the side, revealing a shard of Pandoria’s core crystal at the center of some nasty scarring.
Nia lets out a low whistle. “I thought Pandoria’s core crystal was an odd shape. How’d you end up with that?”
Zeke shudders at the memory. “Ran into some trouble with some bandits. Almost kicked it, but when I woke up, I was in Indol, and Pandoria had given up part of her core crystal to save me. Apparently it’s some experimental procedure they were testing. I might have died there.”
Nia swallows thickly, turning her eyes back to the broken-down looking building and stopping in her gait. “Yeesh, that must’ve been painful. But thank you for tellin’ me. It does make me feel a bit better, I think.” Emphasis on think. Honestly, she’s not very thrilled at the thought of some random half-wit and his Blade finding out to begin with. The opposite of thrilled, in fact.
She wanders off, investigating some nearby barrels. “If you two could do me a massive favor and not mention this core crystal thing to anyone, that would be fantastic,” she says.
Zeke watches her for a moment. He guesses she must be… averse to being found out or reported, and true, Indol and Praetor Amalthus have done a lot for him and he’d be happy to help them in return, but he’s only just properly met Nia and it’s clear that she’s scared.
“What are you so scared for?” Pandoria asks from beside him, blunt as usual. “I mean, I get it. My prince and I have hung out around Indol for a while now, and I know what they do to people like you. But aren’t you friends with the people you’re travelling with?”
Nia sighs. “I swear I just had this conversation half an hour ago. Look, it’s not that easy, okay? I’m working up to it.” She passes a piece of paper over to Crossette. “Another one of those notes,” she comments in a lower voice to her Blade. “But really, it’s none of your business who I do and don’t tell about myself. We just met, and if I had it my way, you wouldn’t know either.”
Smartly, Zeke makes the executive decision to change the subject. (Especially in light of the glare she’s giving him at her last words.) “What are you two looking for out here, anyway?”
Nia approaches the door and tries to open it, but when it doesn’t budge even an inch, she swears just loudly enough to be audible. “We’re helpin’ the Special Inquisitor out with an investigation so she’ll stop having her soldiers chase after me for the crime of bein’ alive.”
Zeke nods. “Gotcha, gotcha.” Then, the words register in his head. “Wait, sorry, what?”
“You heard me,” Nia replies as Zeke follows her around the corner of the building. “Ah, there we go.” She’s looking up at a ladder to the metal walkway outside the building. It’s not dropped, but...
Nearby, Crossette pushes a button that causes the ladder to drop down in front of Nia. Nia grins back at her and begins climbing. At the top, she peers into the window, then motions the others to join her. Crossette heads up first, then Pandoria, then finally Zeke decides to join them, climbing up and looking inside.
“There’s nothing in there,” he observes, and he’s right—there's nothing but dust and some boxes and scaffolding inside.
Beside him, Nia narrows her eyes, reaching for the bitball clipped on her waist. Without warning, she rears back with it in hand and brings it down on the window, shattering the glass beneath it like—well, glass, he supposes.
Zeke narrowly avoids a stray shard of glass that flies at him in a clear assassination attempt. “Woah, hey, are you sure you should be—”
She glances back at him with a sharp-toothed grin. “If it’s really an abandoned factory, there’s not a problem, is there? But I think I can hear something inside, so, I’m going to check it out inside.”
Without another word, she clambers over the shards of glass and onto the metal walkway inside, carefully testing each step before she puts her whole foot down as if she’s afraid the walkway will reject her and throw her to the floor below in yet another unceremonious heap.
Somehow, she makes it across the catwalk unharmed, and reaches the window on the far side of the room, looking through for quite a long time before wordlessly sneaking her way back across and climbing back out the window. “Crossette, we’ve found our place. We should get back and regroup with the others so we can head in tomorrow.”
Crossette nods with a huge grin. “Got it! I’m ready to head back!”
Nia gives Zeke a side-eye. “You two can come back with us, but not if you’re going to be annoying about it.”
“Annoying?” Zeke repeats in a scandalized tone. “Pandy and Turters and I are far from—”
“This counts,” she cuts him off flatly, arching an eyebrow.
He shuts his mouth in response. Unfortunately, he does have some business with her little group, so shutting up will have to do for now.
Nia slides past him on the metal catwalk and leaps down in lieu of the ladder, followed shortly after by Crossette. They don’t wait for Zeke or Pandoria, the former of who follows without incident. Zeke races after them, back into the wastes, back towards Alba Cavanich, the Aegis, and civilization.
~
Nia wraps the bolt of cloth she’d been using as a sun protection carefully around her shoulders when they enter the abandoned building they reached the lower area through the first time, clipping it in place when she’s satisfied that it covers everything Bladelike about her.
“You know, for a Blade, you really don’t look all that... Blade-y.” Zeke is looking her over. “Really. If I hadn’t seen a core crystal, I’d never have noticed.”
Nia scoffs. “Yeah, that’s on purpose. What do you think I made this form for?”
Zeke blinks. “‘Made’ this form? What, you look like that on purpose, Furry Ears?”
“Watch it.” She eyes him dangerously. “And yes, this is on purpose. When you look like a Blade, you don’t get very far in making people think you’re not a Blade.” As if that wasn’t obvious.
Nia leads them up the flights of stairs, racking her brain for the way out, and to her surprise, she finds it with relative ease, leading them back out into the Ardainian sun. Here, however, she stops. “Hey, Crossette, you remember how to get back to Alba Cavanich from here?”
Crossette hums, bringing her hand up to her chin. “We came from... that way, right? Maybe we’ll see it if we walk for a while.” She points down the only obvious path, though she doesn’t look very confident in her answer.
Nia groans. “We should’ve paid attention to where that artificial Blade was taking us. It’s as good a method as any, I guess. Come on, we’ll get back there eventually.” With a sigh, she begins walking the way Crossette had pointed, and the others follow her.
Some amount of walking does, in fact, lead them back to the sight of Alba Cavanich, and from there, they walk straight toward it, just in time to see a familiar face approaching from the bridge. Dromarch bounds up, something like a smile and relief on his face. “My Lady! I was worried when we could not find you.”
Nia smiles, scratching the top of his head appreciatively. “I’m fine, I’m fine. We’ve got some information on that artificial Blade for everyone. You know where they are?”
Dromarch nods. “I will lead you back to them. I see you have found Miss Crossette without issue.”
“Yeah, she ran past me chasing after that artificial Blade, so I followed.”
“And, it seems, you’ve made some new friends.”
Nia snorts at that. “We might have dropped in on them, a little bit. As long as they don’t cause trouble, I’ll let them hang around us, so don’t worry about them too much.”
“Have you found anything, Dromarch?” Crossette asks as she walks alongside him. “About the artificial Blade stuff, I mean.”
Dromarch’s ears flick back in shame. “Not exactly, no.”
“Oh, well that’s okay too! I think we’ve got enough information for anyone, in any case. Come on!” She sprints ahead excitedly.
“Miss Crossette, wait! You don’t know where we’re—”
“Ah, you’re right!” She hurries back to the group, face flushing red in embarrassment. “Still, let’s hurry! I want to tell everyone the good news!”
Crossette continues to liven up the conversation until finally, Dromarch comes across the rest of their little group. They’re sat around in the outdoor café Nia had rested at for a bit earlier, and when Rex happens to look over and see Nia and the others approaching, his eyes light up.
“Hey, Nia!” he shouts, waving them over.
Nia sighs good-naturedly as she approaches and pulls up a chair. “You’re in good spirits.”
“We were worried about you. We were supposed to regroup, and you didn’t show. It looks like we might’ve been right to worry, huh?”
She blinks, trying hard not to jump to conclusions and take offense to the statement. “What d’you mean?”
He gestures to her. “Well, look at you. You’re all covered in dirt, and there’s a big bruise on your face that wasn’t there before.”
“Oh, right. Crossette and I fell off a catwalk, so that’s probably it.”
“You what? Where have you two been?” Zenobia asks, leaning forward in her seat with a sparkle in her eyes. Her gaze flickers over to the newcomers curiously.
Nia stretches her arms low in front of her. “Ah, let’s go with ‘we were following up on a lead for the investigation’. Speaking of, did you lot find anything?”
Rex frowns. “Not much to go on, no. I talked to some people who saw the artificial Blade, but they couldn’t tell me anything about her. Apparently there was a sighting while we were investigating, too!”
“Ah, yeah, about that…”
Crossette pumps one fist in the air. “We saw her! I ran past Nia while I was chasing her and Nia followed me!” She continues to tell the story of their foray into Ardainian wilderness, making animated, sweeping movements with her arms as she regales them. Nia privately thanks the Architect that Crossette thought enough to withhold all the parts concerning her recent discovery regarding her Driver. “And she ended up taking us to this busted up old factory!”
“Yeah, I broke in a little bit and checked it out. There’s an old factory out there that’s crawlin’ with Tirkin. Looks like they’re making a whole bunch of artificial Blades, but they don’t look like the one that’s been spotted around here. Much less… human, if you get what I mean.”
“Tora not sure what this other artificial Blade look like, if Tora being honest,” Tora pipes up.
Nia stares at him blankly. “What were you doing during the briefing?”
“Tora was far too busy eating tasty sausages for talk of that! Friends should know better than to talk about boring matters when Tora have food.”
She lets out an exasperated sigh, one of a veritable chorus thanks to the others.
Poppi tilts her whole body to the side childishly. “Masterpon, it look like Poppi, but with large chest plate and maidy dress! It look a lot like plans Masterpon uploaded into Poppi.”
Some sort of recognition flashes in Tora’s eyes for a moment. “Poppi think it look like Lila!?”
Poppi nods. “It very similar. Almost perfect recreation!”
“If artificial Blade of Mor Ardain really Lila, then Tora want to help look for Lila!”
Zenobia lets out a laugh. “Where were you when we all agreed to look for the artificial Blade? Wait, better question. What have you been doing while the rest of us were asking around?”
“Oh, Tora was talking with shopkeep about parts for sale. Looking to gather parts for upgrade Poppi.”
Malos lowers the cup he’d been drinking from, frowning dangerously. “Tora, if you really want to be cool and responsible and whatever, you should try paying attention to your surroundings for once.”
“Tora get it! Friends so reliable because friends pay lots of attention! Poppi, take notes!”
“Understood, Masterpon. Poppi recording this in files for Operation Cool Masterpon.”
Malos turns back to the newcomers in the group, raising a dangerous eyebrow. “And it’s been bothering me for a while now. What the hell are you two doing here?”
“We have been sent to—”
“You know what, never mind, I don’t care enough. Just fuck off, we’re kind of busy.”
“Poppi have question.” The artificial Blade raises one arm, and Nia glances at her, pointedly ignoring the affronted, open-mouthed looks Zeke and Pandoria are giving in unison. Creepy. Are Rex and Malos going to start emoting in sync, too?
“Go ahead.”
“What does it mean to ‘fuck off’?” Poppi asks innocently, sending several around the table into coughing fits.
“Nonono, Poppi, that not important word to remember! It best that Poppi forget everything Malos say!” Tora scrambles to correct her.
Poppi tilts her head the other way. “But Masterpon tell Poppi to record advice of friend Malos for Cool Masterpon Operation. Should Poppi delete files?”
“No, that not right either!”
Nia laughs, leaning her elbows on the crowded table. “What Tora’s trying to say is, don’t add any new words to your vocabulary if you learn them from Malos.”
“Understood. Then Poppi will not add ‘fuck off’ to vocabulary.”
“More importantly,” says Zeke, “we’re here as a special envoy from Indol. Sent to collect the Aegis and his Driver, as well as anyone who’s travelling with them.”
“We’re kind of busy right now, actually,” Rex answers. “Can it wait until we finish with the investigation?”
Zeke pauses. “Well, yeah, I suppose it can wait. But I’m going to be really annoying and follow you around until you’re ready to go!”
Nia shrugs. “Fine by me. You’ve been doing that for the past hour or so anyway. Are you at least going to help with the investigation?”
“I might as well,” he answers. “You okay with that, Pandy?”
“Color me curious. I’m game.”
Zeke turns back, smiling broadly. “Then consider me a part of your little investigation team!”
She rolls her eyes at the man, then turns back to her companions. “I can take you lot back to the factory tomorrow. I think we should rest up first, though. It looked like they had a lot of security going on down there, so we’ll want to be in top form.”
“What kind of security are we talking, here?” Zenobia asks, leaning in curiously. “This could be fun!”
“I doubt it. It was just a lot of Tirkin. But who knows? Maybe there’s more. I only looked in long enough to confirm it was worth checking out, after all.”
“So what can you tell us, then?” Malos asks.
“How to get there,” she replies, “and that they’re producing an awful lot of artificial Blades. Oh, and we’ve got something neither of us could read. Crossette, you still have those notes we picked up, right?”
Crossette nods, producing them and handing them over to Nia.
“Tora, can you or Poppi read Nopon?”
“Of course! What friend take Tora for, some littlepon with no education?” Tora takes the notes and reads them over. “Hmm… very interesting.”
“What’s it say, Tora?” Rex asks, bouncing on his seat a bit. Nia can’t help but stifle a scoff. What a child.
Tora looks up at the group, smiling proudly. “Tora have no idea! It look like Nopon writing, but incredibly difficult to read! Tora will need another moment. Maybe friends have Poppi look at other note, for fast translate.”
Crossette hands over the other note to Poppi, who stares blankly at it for a long moment. The table falls quiet, as if they are afraid to disrupt her attempts to read the note.
“Masterpon right,” Poppi says finally, breaking the silence. “This written as though hand of littlepon, or like handwriting of Masterpon. No regard for how words supposed to look at all!”
“Meh… Handwriting of Tora not that bad…”
“But can you still read it, Poppi?” Zenobia asks.
Poppi nods. “It no problem for Poppi! Masterpon have trouble reading own penponship, so Poppi learn how to decipher writing of Masterpon. This not much different.”
“What does it say?” asks a quiet voice, and only just now does Nia remember that Rex has a third (and also maybe fourth?) Blade now. Ursula has been silent most of the time, after all, and Beary apparently doesn’t speak.
“It look like receipt for purchase of black ash and bion connector. It not mention name of buyer anywhere, but it look like this only one of several shipments!”
“Oh, that makes sense,” Nia says, eyes flicking to Crossette’s. “There was black ash in the barrel we opened, yeah?”
“Yeah, that must have been it!”
“Black ash and… bion connectors?” Tora repeats, tilting his head. “Both of those parts for build artificial Blade like Poppi!”
“Eh?” Rex straightens his posture in his seat. “You sure about that, Tora?”
“Tora very absolutely sure!” he insists, frowning as though he’s taken offense. “Tora know every part used for building Poppi and every part used for building Lila! It no mistake!”
“So then, it’s a shipment of parts to build more artificial Blades.” Malos leans back in his chair precariously, crossing his arms. “Whoever’s building them, they’re either creating an army, or trying to sell them to someone who needs it.”
“Who ‘needs’ an army, though?” Rex frowns. “The only places I can think of that would justify it are Uraya and Mor Ardain, and neither of those make sense.”
“No, you’re forgetting someone.” Malos glances over at Nia, his eyes sharp in a way that almost causes Nia to flinch. “Nia. You’re our Torna insider.”
Her ears raise at the surprise of being put on the spot. “Well, yeah, I guess I am. What about it?”
“Any idea what they were planning?”
And just like that, her ears flatten back down. “’Fraid not. I wasn’t there long; they didn’t trust me enough to tell me much of anything. Something about making sure I was loyal before they told me anything I could use against them. You know, if they thought I’d survive turnin’ against them.”
Malos stares at some spot on the table for a moment, turning the idea over in his head. “Last time I fought Mythra, really fought Mythra, she had an army of artifices by her side, and so did I. I remember taking down most of hers, and I lost a lot of mine in the final fight…” He clicks his tongue. “What did the artificial Blades look like?”
She falters at his question. “Er, I dunno. Sort of… really robotic, yeah? Shaped like people, but with nothing else to make them look like people. I didn’t see any of them too closely.”
“I think,” Malos says, re-seating his chair solid on the ground and leaning both elbows on the table before him, “that Mythra’s little group is buying an army. We already know they’re not after peace.”
“Torna, eh?” Zeke echoes, placing a hand on his chin thoughtfully. “You’re talking about the terrorist group, right? I wasn’t aware there was any more to them than just a taste for chaos. Core crystal hunters, yeah?”
“Wait, they’re core crystal hunters?” Rex asks, raising his eyebrows. “I didn’t know that part. Thought that was, like, a side thing.”
Nia sighs. “It’s more like, Patroka’s a core crystal hunter. She’s always out hunting for the fun of it. The others don’t care nearly as much, though I think Jin’s taken part every now and then. But none of that’s the point. Malos, you think that Torna’s buying artificial Blades?”
He nods. “Like Rex said, there’s not a lot of people who would be after buying that many artificial Blades. Either Mor Ardain or Uraya could be trying to bolster their armies by giving artificial Blades to those in their ranks without potential, but if Mor Ardain were, they wouldn’t be sending us to look into and shut down those operations. And I think Uraya would be smarter than to source their weapons directly from the enemy’s territory.
“So that just leaves various insurgent groups, which I’m not going to pretend to know anything about, and Mythra. She seems like the easiest answer.”
“So where does that get us? Sure, we’ve got an idea of what the artificial Blades are for, but why does that matter?” Crossette asks.
“Think about what we’re getting into. There’s what, how many people tagging along with Mythra right now?”
“Four,” Nia answers automatically. “Two Drivers, one former, and Jin, who’s a force regardless. Akhos can probably handle any of us even without a Blade, though.”
“And what happens if any of them are there to collect on their purchase, hypothetically speaking?”
“Ooh, you make a good point.” Nia glances skyward, considering the idea. “We’ll just have to go all out in that case, yeah?”
“You think we can handle them at this point?” Malos raises an eyebrow.
She shrugs in response. “Maybe not Mythra. But you said she and Pyra are damaged, yeah? And you destroyed Sever. And goin’ on a job like that isn’t their style, anyway.”
“And the others?”
She hums thoughtfully. “Mik isn’t much of an issue. He can hit, yeah, but he’s not about killin’ or fightin’ as much as the others. Akhos… well, he wants me dead, yeah, but I don’t know about the rest of you. But he’s pragmatic. Now that Rex has done… whatever he managed to do with that Art back in Uraya, he’ll likely be taking a step back to assess the situation before doing anything else, which he’s probably not going to be doing here, of all places. Jin, too, probably wouldn’t be there. But if Patroka’s here? We can take her, but I’ll be working overtime to keep you lot alive. She hits to kill.”
Malos chuckles. “Then it’s settled. We’ll go in regardless.”
“For now, let’s get some food and rest up,” Rex says.
Nia nods her agreement. Malos’s input has put her on the edge of her seat. She’ll need all the help she can get.
Privately, she smiles to herself. Maybe for once, it’s a good thing that she’s not alone.
~
“Hey, Nia, guess what?” Zenobia says excitedly. The Nia in question is currently laid face down on her bed in their room of the inn, and if not for occasional shifts and lifting of her head to take some breaths of non-blanket filtered air, Zenobia would have been convinced she’d fallen asleep like that.
Nia groans in response. “What?”
“There’s a hot spring here! And I already checked it out. There’s like, no one there right now!”
Nia lifts her head, not making eye contact with Zenobia but instead looking over to Crossette. “Is there?”
Zenobia sits on the edge of Nia’s bed, bouncing excitedly. “There is! We girls should go. Come on, it’ll be a fun bonding exercise, and everyone agreed we should relax before tomorrow, right? And you’re super sore from that fall you and Crossette had earlier, right?”
Nia heaves a sigh. “I don’t know if that’s a great idea. And I’d feel bad leavin’ Poppi out.”
Poppi smiles from where she’s sat in the corner of the room. “Poppi can use hot spring, no problem! Poppi made of special alloy, so not susceptible to rust or other issues from being in water.”
Zenobia grins. “See? There’s no issue! It’s not like you’re shy about your body or anything, right?”
Nia turns her head away. “Right. Shy, that’s it.”
She hums curiously, tilting her head to one side, then the other. Now what other concerns might Nia have? “Come to think of it, you always do go really far to bathe and change and stuff like that. Are you actually just that body-conscious?”
Nia waits a long time before responding. “…Yeah.”
“That… sounds like a lie, honestly,” Zenobia says after a moment. “But you know, we’re all girls here. And Ursula’s probably shy about herself, too! So you don’t have to worry! Come on, it’ll be fun, and you’ve gotta bond more with Crossette since she’s your Blade now, right?”
“I… suppose that’s true, yeah,” Nia admits. She scans the room as if she’s searching for something, but clearly she doesn’t find it, because all she does is flip over on her back so that she’s staring at the ceiling.
Zenobia stares at her for a long moment, but refuses to be fazed by her lack of enthusiasm. “Right, so we’re going! All of us! Ursula, that means you, too!”
“Oh! Um, if you insist…”
Zenobia reaches out, grabbing Nia by the harness on her jumpsuit and hefting her up. “Come on.”
Nia squawks, flailing as she’s lifted up. “Hey! Put me down!”
She does not put her down. In fact, followed by the rest of the girls, Zenobia easily carries Nia up to the hot springs, which are just as empty as she’d hoped they’d be. She drops Nia to the floor of the changing room with a thunk! and begins shrugging out of what little clothes she has the moment she’s kicked the door closed behind them.
“Ah, Nia, are you okay?” Ursula asks, scampering up to the poor Gormotti and crouching over her. She pointedly looks away from Zenobia’s already exposed body, blushing faintly.
Nia groans. “I’m just fine, thank you,” she mumbles into the dirt, pushing herself up after a long moment.
“Since you’re already here, why not join us in the hot spring, Nia?” Zenobia says, voice sugar-sweet as she grabs a towel and wraps it around herself.
“I understand Malos more and more every day,” Nia grumbles. Crossette extends her hand to help her up, pulling her to her feet.
“You guys go ahead and get ready, I’m going to head in!” Zenobia says with a grin, racing out to the hot spring and slipping in.
One by one, the other girls join. First Poppi, who really needed only to remove her hat and her cape, then Crossette who, despite her outfit being probably the most complex of the group, seemed to have been quickest to disrobe.
For several minutes, the three relax in the water, then finally Ursula emerges, face a deep red. She toes her way into the water, then submerges herself completely, sighing. “This is nicer than I thought!”
“Ah, you’re ice, aren’t you?” Zenobia says, peering at her through the steam. “Still feels nice though, right?”
Ursula nods, eyes drifting shut. “It’s very pleasant.”
“But man, Nia takes forever to get changed, huh?”
Crossette smiles good-naturedly. “I bet she’s just taking her time! No need to rush when the hot spring’s still here, right?”
“Why is friend uncomfortable with body?” Poppi asks, big eyes looking around at the others innocently.
“Good question! I wouldn’t really know anything about that,” Crossette says quickly, and Zenobia’s eyes slide to her in suspicion at the way her horns suddenly ignite. “Ack! Sorry, sorry, those do that sometimes!” She pauses to take several deep breaths.
“You’re not trying to cover for her going back to the room or something, are you, Crossette?” Zenobia asks, eyes narrowing at the poor Blade.
“C-cover for her?” Crossette stammers. “No, no way! Besides, Ursula was in there, too, so there’s no way we could have come up with something like that—”
“Crossette, you’re sparking again,” Nia says. She comes to a stop behind the girl, holding her towel high on her chest with one hand. Crossette turns to face her, and if anything, the sparks from her horns only worsen.
“N-Nia! I didn’t know if you were going to—”
Nia laughs, sliding into the water beside Crossette with a smile. “It’s fine. I can’t be afraid forever, right?”
Whatever’s going on in this conversation, it’s almost entirely lost on Zenobia. She has almost no idea what’s going on, just that there’s something there. “Crossette, do you—”
“I’m not hiding anything!” Crossette snaps, turning back to face Zenobia with a deeply red face.
“Friend should take deep breaths. Poppi does not breathe, but Masterpon say it good for when heart rate rise so quickly.”
“M-my heart rate is perfectly fine, thank you!” Were Crossette standing, Zenobia imagines she’d be stamping her foot in irritation. “Oh, you guys are so mean!”
“Calm down, Crossette, it’s really fine,” Nia insists, raising her free hand to her mouth to laugh. She keeps her other hand clutching her towel firmly, almost uncomfortably high on her chest, and Zenobia’s suspicions only rise.
“Nia, you’re hiding something,” she states simply, accusatorily.
Nia’s ears raise up in alarm for just a moment, her good mood evaporating instantly. “Yeah, I have been for a while. Crossette’s freaked out because I had to drag her into it as her Driver.”
“Wait, Nia, you’re going to—” Crossette’s head snaps to look at Nia, her eyes wide.
Nia smiles back. “Like I said. It’s fine.”
Zenobia leans back against the wall behind her, frowning and tilting her head. “Can we get some context here?”
“Sure,” Nia says. “But can you lot do me a favor? Don’t mention anything to the guys yet. I plan to tell them, yeah, but it should come from me, yeah?”
“You’re not making me understand this any more,” she says.
“Nia’s hiding something from us?” Ursula says quietly.
“Poppi not sure what friend could possibly have hidden so long.”
Nia takes a deep breath, placing a hand on Crossette’s shoulder as if she’s trying to reassure her. Zenobia thinks it looks more like Nia’s trying to ask for reassurance, though, and if she finds it, it’s in the moment she locks eyes with her Blade.
Nia drops her towel, squeezing her eyes shut in something that’s probably fear, if Zenobia had to guess. Somehow, however, Zenobia doesn’t think that her concern is her state of undress. Right there, in the center of her chest, is a single core crystal, shining bright blue, tainted with shocks of pink.
“Nia is Blade?” Poppi asks curiously, not seeming too surprised. Then again, she is a robot.
Zenobia casts her eyes upwards, processing the information slowly, methodically. When she returns her gaze to Nia’s chest, it’s still there, pulsing faintly with light as if to spite the world. “So you’re…”
“A Flesh Eater, yeah,” Nia finishes. “Have been for years. I’d been avoiding tellin’ everyone because Flesh Eaters aren’t exactly… liked very well. Especially not in places like Indol.”
“Geez, I thought your dark secret was going to be something serious,” Zenobia says. “Like, murder or you were actually working for Torna secretly the whole time or and acting as a mole or something like that.”
“It’s not—you don’t think me not being who I said I was is serious? Even a little?”
She shrugs. “I mean, you’re Nia either way, right? I wish you’d told us sooner, but I get it. And besides, did you ever actually… say you were Gormotti? I think everyone just assumed you weren’t a Blade.”
Nia blinks, ears flicking in confusion. “I don’t get any of you. First those two strays we picked up found out by accident and couldn’t care less, and the rest of you just… accept it?”
“I mean, just because we didn’t know something about you and never asked or bothered to check doesn’t mean you aren’t the same person. You’re Nia no matter how much we know about you. And I’m glad you stuck around with us.”
Nia chuckles, eyes squinting in a way that looks like she might cry. “You’re just glad I’m around to keep your Driver and, by consequence, you alive.”
“Poppi not understand. Friends not aware that Nia was Blade?”
Nia’s eyes snap to Poppi. “Wait, you knew?”
Poppi nods. “Of course. Nia not very slick. And Nia take in ether like Blade. Poppi was not very sure until friend Cole in Uraya tell friends he was also Blade. Then Poppi understand because Cole and Nia have same energy.”
“Same energy, huh?”
Nia has to laugh. And she does. Zenobia watches as Nia dissolves into laughter, peals of laughter echoing off the rocks and into the quiet night, light bouncing off a mirror.
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Chapter 17: Matters of Light
Summary:
Nia wakes up well-rested. The Aegis party takes a factory tour.
Notes:
*singing* I am gonna finish this fic if it kills me
gonna get back into the swing of working on A&D between other things and so help me god this fic will get finished
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Nia wakes the next morning feeling lighter than she ever has. Talking with the girls last night had been wonderful, just the thing to lift years of weight off her chest. And to sleep on a real bed that wasn’t in motion! To move forward in life!
She prepares for the day, pulling her jumpsuit on and fastening it the way she’d been wearing it yesterday, tied at the waist to give her skin some breathing room. She even hums as she clips her cloak in place, twisting in the room’s mirror until she’s satisfied.
When she slips out of the room to avoid waking any of the girls, Dromarch is already waiting at the door, searching her face with his eyes. She smiles down at him. “Breakfast?” she whispers.
Dromarch nods, and together, the two descend the stairs to go searching for breakfast.
Malos is already up, as usual. Nia smiles at the fact, despite how their last one-to-one conversation went. “Morning!” she chirps, joining him at the table.
He eyes her dangerously. She’d almost forgotten how… lovely he is after he wakes up.
“Didn’t sleep as usual, huh?” she quips.
“I see you’re in an annoyingly good mood.”
“Yep!”
“Something happen?”
“Well, you could say so, yeah.” She nearly hums more as she looks over the breakfast café’s menu, eyes landing on something that looks appetizingly sweet and fruity.
“Don’t beat around the—”
“—I told the girls last night.” Nia interrupts before Malos can get out a proper irritated remark. “About who I am.”
“You did?” For once in his life, Malos seems genuinely fazed. He stops eating, looks at Nia straight on, and maybe his eyes are even open a bit wider than usual.
Nia nods. “It went pretty well. I just have to tell Rex, Tora, and Azurda, really.”
“What about those two tagalongs we picked up?”
“Ah, them. They sort of… found out by accident already. When Crossette and I dropped in on ‘em, my cloak came off and they saw.”
“I see.” Malos turns back to his food.
“You sure seem happy about it.”
“I just don’t understand why you think I care.”
Wow. “You’re such a ray of sunshine, you know that, Malos?”
He doesn’t respond. Nia, however, refuses to let him win this by being an asshole. She presses onward. “Regardless of your determination to be a damper, I’m not letting that get to me,” she declares. “What, are you afraid of something?”
“I don’t do ‘afraid’,” he grumbles.
She places her hands on her hips, glaring at him. “Clearly you do. Why else would you be like this when I tell you somethin’ good? I’m movin’ forward.” Only when the words leave her mouth does she understand how she sounds. “Sorry, maybe I’m overreactin’. But you seriously don’t care at all?”
"No, I seriously don't," he says.
"Why not?"
"I don't know, you tell me."
"You know, I'm starting to think that you just act like an ass so you don't have to deal with what'll happen when the people you could be close with eventually die."
Malos's eyes flick to hers. He remains silent.
Nia leans on the table, eyes searching his face. "I'm right, huh? Well, unfortunately for you, I don't intend to die, so you've got no reason to push me away. Anyways, I'm tellin' the guys just as soon as I find a good chance. You don't have to be happy for me, just try not to be so rude about it, yeah?"
"And what'll you do about our agreement?"
"Our... agreement?" Nia blinks, settling down in her seat. She honestly doesn't know what he's talking about for a long moment, but after a moment, it hits her. "Oh! Well, obviously, I'm going to keep up my end of the bargain. You didn't tell my secret, so I'm not gonna tell yours. Just because I chose to tell mine doesn't mean that our agreement is void, yeah?"
Nia swears for a moment that Malos looks visibly relaxed at that statement. (Well, as relaxed as he’s ever looked. She’s not sure he knows how to feel relaxed, when it comes down to it.)
"Why do you care so much that people don't know, anyway?"
"I already told you."
"Did you? I don't remember."
"Okay, let me reword that. You already figured it out, didn't you?"
Nia shrugs, staring blankly. Malos sighs in response, reaching for his cup of coffee.
"It's not necessary for people to know. It'll create unnecessary situations and reliance on people that I’m not into.”
“I thought we agreed that you’d try to open yourself up to other people more,” Nia says with a frown.
Malos rolls his eyes. “I let you help me cook dinner once. That doesn’t mean I’m suddenly going to be this open social butterfly or whatever. I’m not—” He cuts himself off. “Never mind.”
“No, keep going. What were you about to say?”
“Nothing important. Just reminding myself of someone I don’t know anymore.”
Nia sighs, slumping in her seat and crossing her arms. “You are a real handful to deal with sometimes, you know that?”
“I get that a lot. That’s your problem, though.”
She lets out a single laugh. “If you get it a lot, it’s comin’ from you, though.”
His lips tighten together, and he lets out a low hum. “That doesn’t make it my problem. If you stop expecting things from me, you won’t have to be disappointed.”
“Who said I was disappointed? I know what to expect by now. Still, it really can’t hurt you to rely on others more. How’re you doing with Rex?”
Malos doesn’t answer.
“If you don’t tell me, I’ll get the report from Rex instead.”
“Fine, I guess. It’s getting easier to link with him, and I think he’s starting to get used to me.”
“May I join in this conversation?” Azurda says as he approaches, landing on the edge of the table.
“No you may not,” Nia says at the same time that Malos says, “Sure, I don’t care.”
Nia glances at Malos in mild surprise and interest. “Well, if Malos doesn’t care, then never mind. Feel free.”
“I thought an objective voice might help in your analysis. Luckily, I spend all of my time around Rex, so I can provide that for you!”
“Sure, what’ve you got?” Nia asks, resting her elbows on the table.
“Rex has begun to trust Malos more,” Azurda starts. “It would be difficult to tell if you were not paying close attention! But truly, they are growing closer. Why, it’s only a matter of time before Rex gets around to getting past that exterior of Malos’s!”
Malos snorts. “I wouldn’t go that far.”
“Am I incorrect, or are you not growing closer to my boy?” Azurda tilts his head innocently.
“You always did like to meddle, Azurda.” Unless Nia’s mistaken, that’s a smile on Malos’s face, though it’s tinged with Malos’s usual irritation.
Azurda chuckles, bringing a paw to his mouth with a wry little smile. “Well, it is quite entertaining. But, I’d stand by my assessment. Like it or not, both of you are growing closer.”
Malos rolls his eyes. “If you say so.”
The morning crawls on. Light stretches through the window, and despite Malos’s best efforts, Nia makes the most of it.
~
Mor Ardain in the morning is noticeably less hot than Mor Ardain is around midday. ‘Cooler’ isn’t really the right word, but at least, not quite so unbearably hot. Not only that, but it appears the dust and sand yesterday wasn’t a constant thing, because Nia can actually keep her eyes open without her eyes feeling grainy and watery.
They reach the old factory without issue, and Nia leads them up to the window she broke yesterday. “Doesn’t look like they even noticed,” she mutters as she climbs in and crosses to the opposing window. The others all follow, one after another across the catwalk, until Nia has no choice but to break another window to enter the factory proper.
“Woah,” Rex says, at normal volume, the moment they enter the main room of the factory. “This place is huge…”
“Keep your voice down.” Nia hisses back. “D’you want to let the whole factory know we’re here?”
“Oh, sorry. So this is as far as you’ve gone, then?”
Nia nods, eyes trained on a Tirkin further down the catwalk. “Heads up.”
She swoops in on the Tirkin, followed by Crossette, who brings the affinity link to life the moment Nia grabs for the bitball. With one swift crack, Nia brings the ball down on the Tirkin’s head, and it falls to the ground accordingly.
“Hey, Zenobia,” Nia whispers. “How many of these guys do you think you could take out without catchin’ too much attention?”
“Ooh, a challenge?” Zenobia’s eyes light up, and a grin spreads across her face. “Let’s find out.”
Without another word, Zenobia zips away, effortlessly picking off countless Tirkin. Nia and the others watch for a long moment.
“Good thinking,” Malos says. “Maybe now she’ll leave us alone for a bit, and we won’t have to deal with any guards directly.”
Nia smirks. “Well, thank you for the rare compliment. I just figured she’d be itching to get some proper exercise, ‘sall. And besides, I think on days we get her some exercise, she’s quieter when we stay at the inn. I, for one, would like for her to let me sleep tonight.”
“It true that Zenobia have plenty of energy at end of day, like have many naps. But Zenobia never wake Poppi?”
“Probably because of your sleep mode or something, I dunno. Guess you’re just a naturally heavy sleeper.” Nia shrugs. “Regardless, it looks like Zenobia’s opened a way for us. Let’s get moving.”
The factory is a long, winding trip consisting of many twists and turns, alongside waiting around for Zenobia to handle the next line of guards. After maybe an hour of traipsing around the factory, Tora stops them. “Friends, look! That artificial Blade no-doubt Lila!”
“Lila’s the one you were making with your dad, right Tora?” Rex asks. “You sure it’s her?”
Tora nods excitedly. “It has to be Lila! Not possible for someone else to replicate design!”
The artificial Blade in question appears to be overseeing some Tirkin’s work on something or other, but her hearing must be enhanced, because she pauses to look up to where they’re crouched, hopefully out of sight. Zenobia’s off picking off some Tirkin out of her line of sight, so she’s safe for now, and Nia holds her breath, expecting a proper fight.
The fight doesn’t come. Lila turns back to the Tirkin for a moment, says something too quietly for them to hear from their vantage point, and walks off.
Tora, seeing this, runs after her, following as closely as he can from the catwalks.
“Tora! Wait!” Crossette whisper-shouts after him.
Poppi gives chase, which if anything, may just worsen the situation. Nia lets out a sigh. “Come on, we should follow them.”
And so it happens that everyone is giving chase after the artificial Blade, until she goes into a smaller room contained within the greater factory. Zenobia catches up to them and, upon request, assists in easily carrying everyone to the ground level so they can enter.
Twists in staircases and various rooms later, and they are forced through a vent in their search. What they find at the end of that vent is Tora’s father, who’s meticulously doing some form of maintenance on Lila.
“Lila needs to make report,” the artificial Blade says in a monotonous voice. “It possible that there intruders in factory.”
“Intruders?” the Nopon echoes. “What Lila mean?”
“Lila see large group of unfamiliar Drivers and Blades on catwalks [earlier]. Lila think that they here to investigate factory.”
“Meh… Lila should not mention this to anyone else,” the Nopon says. “Guards will take care of it, not cause problem for others that way.”
Lila remains silent at this, and Tora, clear thinker that he is, drops out of the vent, followed by Poppi. “It… really Dadapon Tatazo?”
The Nopon in question turns suddenly. “Tora? That you? Sonnypon of Tatazo?”
“It is Dadapon!”
Nia shares a look with her companions, then drops down after Tora, brushing some dirt off herself now that they’re out of the air vents.
“Tatazo, those the intruders! Should stay back! Lila has already alerted Masterpon!”
Something blank and confused spreads across Tora’s face. “Dadapon not… Masterpon of Lila?”
“Tatazo never want to leave Tora, but Tatazo and Lila taken here! Here evil Nopon force Tatazo to finish Lila and take control instead!” He turns back to Lila, a sad look on his face. “It too late to recall alert?”
“Oh, it very too late, meh,” says a voice Nia swears she recognizes. She and the others turn to the source, only to find two very familiar-looking Nopon at the entrance to the room.
“Chairman Bana?” Rex says aloud in his shock, eyes widened in shock. “What are you doing with all these artificial Blades?”
“Oh, it Rex,” Bana says flippantly, barely sparing the boy a glance. “How lovely to see you after you survive job you never supposed to survive! You really do exceed expectations!”
“Oh yeah, you do owe me another hundred thousand gold, don’t you?”
“Meh!” Bana nearly drops the button in his wing in shock. “This exactly what Bana afraid of! But that not point right now. You save Bana trouble of sending Lila to track down—now Bana get original ether furnace from artificial Blade for free! And Bana will have no debts because Rex going to die here!”
In a situation like this, Nia reasons, it’s best to go with what you know. Having no room to mess up, she reaches for the rings at her waist, tossing one to her open and waiting hand. Definitely not the time to practice with Crossette.
Everyone is fully ready to battle, most of all Zenobia, whose eyes are lit up with the promise of a challenge. Bana merely chuckles though, handing something off to the much smaller Nopon beside him, who Nia recognizes as Muimui, the Nopon they’d met yesterday.
“Lila! Kill the intruders!” Muimui declares, pressing some button somewhere.
“Poppi not let you!”
“As if we’d die so easily,” Rex says.
“Meh heh heh… Rex think Lila easy to fight?” Bana chuckles darkly. Well, as darkly as a giant pile of fluff can come across as. “But Lila very powerful. It unlucky that Bana not stay to watch, but really must be going. Muimui! Have Lila handle these ruffians!”
Bana turns and strides out of the room, the door shutting behind him.
Lila launches across the room wordlessly, kicking Rex directly in the chest at full force before he can react. The force sends him to the floor, and with no more indication necessary, everyone in the room except Tatazo, Bana, Muimui, and Lila herself are launching into a proper battle against her.
Nia does what she can, sending a wash of healing towards Rex and helping him to his feet the moment Lila is off him. “On your feet, Rex. Looks like we don’t have a choice but to fight.”
“Wait, Lila!” Tatazo yells as Poppi lunges forward, locking arms with Lila as they propel towards each other. “They not enemies! Not need to destroy!”
“Lila was given order by Masterpon Bana. Lila will not disappoint.”
Tora stands firm. “Poppi! Destroy Lila!”
Poppi keeps her eyes on Lila, forcing back until she manages to fling Lila across the room. What ensues is a fight, artificial Blade to artificial Blade, while the others do their best to stay out of the crossfire. Nia almost doesn’t know what to do in this situation.
Tatazo is almost desperate to stop the fighting, more so with Poppi’s every attempt to beat Lila down further. Tora tosses the shield to Poppi, who homes in, boom biter at the ready, about to destroy Lila once and for all…
And Poppi stops, just at the right moment. Before the drill can shatter Lila’s chassis, before it can destroy the threat, it first has to pierce through Tatazo, who, moving faster than expected, has thrown himself in the way. “Please! Lila is life work of Tatazo! Cannot watch friends destroy her! Even if it mean losing own life!”
Poppi hovers before them, a confused look on her face. She looks back at Tora, tilting her head. “Masterpon. What should Poppi do?”
Tora stammers. “Ahm, well, that is…”
Lila sparks on the floor, some part of her apparently having been knocked loose in the fighting. “Why has Tatazo stopped fight?”
“Because!” Tatazo says, tears rushing to his eyes now. “Lila important to Tatazo! Not want to see Lila destroyed!”
“Tatazo… is…” Lila’s head shudders, twitches in a way that’s almost inhuman. Nia has to remind herself that that is, in part, due to the fact that Lila is not human. “Tatazo is!”
There’s little Nia and the others can do other than stand and watch as Lila’s hand comes to her stomach area and digs into the machinery there. Something comes away with smoke and sparks.
“Lila must give apologies to Masterpon. Lila not in right mind. Lila’s Masterpon is Tatazo!”
With a few more sparks and a few more attempts to speak, Lila falls silent, powering off. Muimui rushes out of the room, not unnoticed by Nia. “Hey, he’s getting away!”
Nia gives chase, followed by her Blades, then by Rex and his Blades, leaving Tora and Poppi to contend with their families.
~
Rex skids to a stop. They’d chased Bana and Muimui into a particularly large room, right past a giant maid robot which, quite honestly, they do not have the time to unpack.
They don’t. Instead, they chase Bana and Muimui further, to a rather desolate dead-end harbor with no other exits, and corner him.
Malos stands menacingly over Bana, who has nowhere left to run, prepared to handle him…
And then they’re interrupted by a loud sigh. Rex glances in its direction, frowning as his eyes fall upon two unfamiliar Drivers and their Blades.
The first Driver is a woman wearing extremely unfamiliar clothing. Her body is mostly garbed in a large, flowy, oversized robe, and then she’s got some kind of stomach protector going on, and overall, Rex has zero idea of what to make of the ensemble. She leans dangerously on her weapon, and her long black hair seems unaware of how severe the person attached to it seems to be.
“We still have use of him, so how about you do us a favor and leave that Nopon be? Well, not that we’ll give you much choice.”
From beside Rex, Nia’s ears stick straight up, and she whorls around in alarm. “Patroka! Mikhail!” Immediately, she’s in a defense stance, her affinity link with Dromarch blaring to life.
“Well, look who it is!” the other Driver, a blond man in maroon armor says tauntingly. “Nia, I’m surprised you’ve managed to survive this long. Could it be that—”
“Mik, shut up,” say Nia and Patroka almost in unison. Nia recoils back, apparently disgusted with how in sync their responses were.
From Rex’s other side, Malos breathes out something that sounds like a question, but it’s clear he doesn’t want an answer from Rex. Or anyone, for that matter.
“So, Nia, these more of your old friends?” Zenobia asks.
Nia nods. “I wouldn’t call them ‘friends’, but yeah, we know each other. Remember how I said one was just out to kill? Well that’s Patroka. Don’t let your guards down.”
Crossette runs away. There’s no other way to put it. Perhaps out of fear, Crossette races out of the room at full speed, leaving a trail of sparks in her wake.
“Crossette, wait!” Nia calls after her, to no avail. Crossette does not wait. Crossette is gone.
Nia lets out an irritated sigh, turning her eyes back to the two members of Torna. “We’ll find and deal with her later.”
Rex reaches for the sword at his waist. “Let me guess. You’re going to fight us no matter what we do, right?” he asks.
Patroka snorts. “You catch on quick, kid. But you’ve got the wrong word there. We’re going to kill you, we’re going to take the Aegis, and we’re going to move forward with our plans. We just came here to pick something up, but I’m sure Pyra and Jin won’t mind if we come back with some extras, too.”
“Besides, where would the fun be if we found you and just left you here?” Mikhail adds. “Come on, Nia. It’ll be like old times!”
Nia rolls her shoulders and her eyes at once. She’s pretty sure they weren’t trying to kill each other back on the Monoceros, but she’ll leave that be for now. “Let’s just get this over with, yeah?”
“Fine by me!” Patroka says, grabbing her weapon and lunging forward. Nia manages a dodge, and Rex draws his own weapon and initiates combat.
“Nia, anything we should know about these guys?” he calls over his shoulder.
Nia shakes her head, eyes too focused on the enemy to even acknowledge him directly. “Not that’ll help. Patroka’s strong. Mikhail’s not as deadly, but that doesn’t mean he’s a pushover either. That’s about it. Try not to let them hurt you too badly, I can only heal you so fast.”
“Very helpful, Nia,” Malos jibes.
She rolls her eyes as she turns the focus entirely on her two adversaries, and finally the others join in the fight properly.
There’s not much to say. Rex tries to take out Patroka, since she’s apparently stronger than Mikhail, but that proves to be difficult, and she’s incredibly agile. She moves as though she’s dancing, yet with the severity of a killer, and it takes everything Rex can give to not get impaled all over again.
Patroka is very fond of switching weapons. Her Blade seems keen on having many, and on occasion, Patroka will call his name over her shoulder and swap for one of the four he carries. When she has a spear, she is the most in her element, slicing a thin line along Rex’s jaw that he swears was intended just to threaten him.
“Kid, now would be a good time to break out one of those Arts you used back in Uraya,” Malos calls shortly after Rex finds his jaw cut open.
Rex doesn’t take his eyes off Patroka, looking to close the distance and get in a solid hit when she slams her spear down, releasing a bed of flames that he has to leap away from. “I’m trying! I told you, I’m not sure how I did it then!”
“Well how about you figure it out?”
Rex grits his teeth, searching tirelessly for an opening, and gets back to the fight, doing his best to keep up solid communication with his teammates.
How long Rex faced off with Patroka, feeling his heart in his throat and the threat of death looming over him? He couldn’t begin to tell you, only that when they stop, it isn’t because there’s a victor. Rather, it’s the blue flames that suddenly drive a clear line across the ground between the Aegis party and the Tornans and forces them to stop. Well, those and the glowing light that washes over both Mikhail and Patroka and holds them back from taking any action whatsoever.
Rex dares a glance to the source of the flames, only to find that Special Inquisitor Mòrag, accompanied by Brighid, Crossette, and one unfamiliar Blade have entered the room.
“Sorry I’m late getting back, you guys!” Crossette says, rushing to Nia’s side. “I went to go get Special Inquisitor Mòrag and bring her here! I thought you might want the backup!”
“Crossette, you…” Nia sighs. “I appreciate the effort, but let us know what you’re doing next time, yeah? You can’t just run off without a word.”
“I’m sorry, Nia, I thought it would be the best thing to do!”
“It’s fine, just think about it next time, yeah?”
Crossette nods, taking her stance next to Nia. Mòrag takes this as her moment to stride in.
“I thought I gave specific instructions for you not to do anything reckless,” she says, looking over the situation with her whipswords trailing across the ground behind her. “Had you reported this matter to me, we could have had backup ready and waiting.”
“Ah, calm yourself, Mòrag,” Zenobia says, waving a hand flippantly. “We’ve got it covered.”
“Judging by the state the Drivers are in, I would consider that statement to be false. However, now that we’re here…”
Patroka lets out a sneer. “Why the hell can’t I move? What are you assholes doing—"
The unfamiliar Blade speaks, a serene smile on her face. “You won’t be able to, so long as I’m here. My power allows me to control all Blades.”
“Blades?” Rex echoes, eyes darting to Patroka. “But, she’s not…”
Realization flashes across Nia’s face. “Wait, Patroka’s… oh, that makes sense!”
“What, what makes sense?” Rex asks, relaxing his stance slightly.
Nia glances over at her companions, an uncertain look on her face. “Okay, so don’t ask why I never realized this before, but Patroka’s probably a Flesh Eater.”
“Wait, what?” Rex blinks. “She is?”
Patroka looks briefly as though she might laugh, but she’s more angry than anything. “Will you quit blabbering on and just die already?”
For a moment, Rex is genuinely scared. A large amount of energy visibly gathers around Patroka as the flame walls die down, but just as quickly, it dissipates.
Mikhail, however, is staring directly at the Blade, a strange look on his face.
“Mikhail! Stop standing around and help me!”
Mikhail looks back at Patroka, then makes some motion with his arm. Rising up from out of the harbor in response is a painfully familiar black ship, carried not by a titan, but by its own strength. In fact, it looks awfully similar to one that Rex has seen before, like the one that had fired on him and Nia back at that old ship…
Despite himself, Rex shudders a bit.
“Sorry, Patroka. You can yell at me later, but there’s no way we can go up against Haze like this, and your brother will kill me if I don’t bring you back unharmed.” Mikhail walks over to her simply, sweeping her off her feet and flinging her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
“HEY! You know damn well that’s not what I meant, Mikhail! Put me down or I swear I’ll kill you with my bare hands—”
“Patroka, Patroka. We’ll get another chance to deal with them. We already got what we came for today anyway, right? Cressidus, Perdido. Come on.” Mikhail leaps onto the roof of the ship, followed shortly after by the two Blades.
Malos races after them, a light emanating from his chest. Is he… summoning something?
But it’s for nothing. The ship turns and fires on him, giving him just enough time to throw up an ether shield before he’s sniped where he stands. The shield shatters under the force, and for a moment, Rex swears the blast is enough to hurt him where he’s standing. If the blast hurts him that much, he can’t help but wonder how bad it must be hurting Malos.
Regardless, the blast forces Malos to stand down, and the ship leaves at impossible speeds, until there’s nothing left but dust, and the hollow feeling of having failed despite apparent success.
~
Malos can’t take his eyes off Haze. Surely, if Jin remembered him, then so, too, might have Haze, and yet there’s no familiarity in her eyes when she looks at him. She looks right through him, to something beyond—maybe a mission, or a directive, or, or… something.
They’d gone back to Hardaigh Palace at Mòrag’s request, followed by Haze and, surprisingly, joined by the ever-annoying Zeke and Pandoria. Also joining are Tatazo and Lila, as well as some Nopon found being held in the factory, though everyone in this latter group was taken elsewhere to be interviewed. What followed was apparently being requested to report everything they found and saw in that factory, something which Malos has little to no interest in.
Haze is apparently here as an envoy of the Praetor, same as Zeke and Pandoria, and therefore can’t be turned away by the guards in the palace and made to wait outside. As such, the latter two lean against the wall, arms crossed in a twin motion, while Haze sits in a chair beside them at the front of the room, just behind where Mòrag stands, the ever-dutiful Brighid standing at her side.
He’s asked a question, something about the Tornans they fought, and he gives some non-committal answer.
“It would do you well to pay attention, Malos.”
He responds only with a glare. “So what, I’m not interested. Can you blame me?”
“I think you’ll find that I can,” Mòrag responds.
Brighid brings a hand to her mouth with a wry smile. “Lady Mòrag, it might be best to just ignore him for now. The Aegis isn’t exactly known for being very concerned with the affairs of the people.”
“If you really have to know, I was thinking about what to do about the fact that Torna just purchased an uncountable amount of artificial Blades, and the fact that their base seems to be mobile, and made of ancient technology.” He rolls his eyes, finally training his eyes on the other blast from the past. He’s lying, but it’s not like they’d be able to tell.
Brighid is exactly the way he remembers her. Appearance, mannerisms, refined snark, all identical, though she stands closer to Mòrag than she ever did Hugo. Between her and Haze, it’s hard not to see also the impossible.
‘Mik’ is a name he remembers, though he doesn’t associate it with the Driver from Torna that carried away Patroka earlier. He associates it with a child, traumatized, near silent, dedicated in his duties. Following around Lora like a lost puppy, and then sticking by that Gormotti kid (what was his name?) like glue when Lora was busy.
That child should be dead.
Certainly it doesn’t line up with this Mikhail character. Flirtatious, boisterous, sure in himself. All things Malos could see after ten minutes of knowing him. Sure, their hair may be similar, but it just doesn’t fit together. It feels like trying to force two wrong puzzle pieces together in his head. Especially when considering what the two were doing. Mik, supporting the fight against Mythra, versus Mikhail, fighting alongside Mythra, clashes in his head.
But then, Jin is supporting Mythra now, isn’t he? Or, as Nia said before, is Mythra supporting Jin? How could Jin have gone from the Paragon of Torna to the leader of this Torna, this mockery of the Titan Malos himself—
He shakes his head. There’s no way. Haze could be reawakened. Jin… seemed to remember him, so possibly he’s a Flesh Eater. Brighid has been reawakened. Minoth was a Flesh Eater. But Mik was never a Blade, and humans cannot live for 500 years so easily. Mikhail could not possibly be Mik.
Except that Mikhail called Haze by her name, when she had given none.
Malos pinches the bridge of his nose. What in Father’s name does he care, anyway? If Mik is somehow Mikhail, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that he’s the enemy now, and that he’ll cut him down if he stands in the way. That’s that.
A stirring feeling in Malos’s chest taunts him. As if it could be so easy.
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Chapter 18: Fonsett
Summary:
The Aegis party sets out for Indol, and makes a stop in Leftheria. Rex visits home.
Chapter Text
“I’m glad that I finally have the chance to speak with all of you,” Haze says with a gentle smile as she leads Malos and the others out of the city and towards the port. “I’m sure Zeke has already explained this, but—”
“A moment, please!” someone suddenly interrupts. Malos glances at him. One single soldier, trailed by a Blade. Nothing that can’t be easily handled.
The soldier takes a moment to catch his breath. “The Special Inquisitor sent me. There is one matter which she wishes to address before the Aegis leaves Mor Ardain. If you will—”
“Is she coming to speak to us?” Malos interrupts, raising an eyebrow. “Or does she seriously expect us to come running back to the palace at a moment’s notice?”
“Worry not,” Mòrag says, striding up calmly. “I merely sent him in an effort to stop you so I could catch up. I do not plan to make you run around any more than you already have.”
“And?” Malos finds himself placing a hand on his hip, leveling a glare that he figures must seem like he’s looking straight through her. “What do you need from us?”
“You are going to Indol, correct?”
“Yes,” Haze answers. “Praetor Amalthus has requested an audience with the Aegis and his companions.”
“Then, I should inform you that I’ll be accompanying as a neutral party on behalf of the Ardainian empire.” Mòrag says. “Surely you understand my reasoning.”
“I understand completely. As an envoy of the Praetorium, I would not wish to do anything to strain the relations between us and Mor Ardain, and have no objections.”
“Thank you, Fan la Norne. You need not worry about my presence here. I will merely be observing.” Mòrag smiles.
Malos frowns, raising an eyebrow. “‘Fan la Norne’?”
Haze turns to him, as serene as always. “Yes, that is my name.”
“Better known as the Goddess of the Praetorium,” Brighid adds.
“I’m going fucking insane,” Malos mutters. “Not ‘Haze’?”
“I’m afraid I don’t know that name,” ‘Fan la Norne’ answers blankly.
“I see.” Malos retreats into himself. There’s no way she isn’t Haze, not when she looks almost identical to the way she did back then, but to have a different name... And then, notably, a different-shaped core crystal. He frowns, crossing his arms.
With no further objections to their departure, ‘Fan’ leads them to a ship brought apparently for them, and Malos finds his room and retreats to it, staring at the ceiling of his room until he’s not sure he can tell apart the wall from the ceiling where it connects.
Haze’s core crystal is half of what it used to be, literally. Not in the way his is different. She hasn’t given up half to save a life.
Part of her core crystal has been stolen from her. Worse, her name has been stolen from her. Gone is the Haze who fought alongside Lora and Jin dutifully. But then, who is Fan la Norne?
A knock sounds at his door. Malos gets up to answer it, only to find Nia standing there, not accompanied by either of her two Blades. “Can I come in?” she asks, as if she’s going to take ‘no’ for an answer.
He nods, letting her in and leaning against the wall as she takes a seat on the edge of one of the two beds in the room. “What is it?”
“I wanted to ask if everything was okay with you. That, and I need to check you for injuries after that battle with Patroka and Mik.”
“Okay? Obviously, I’m fine.” He stands firm as she inspects him closely. “I don’t know what gave you the impression that something was wrong—”
“Obviously you’re not fine,” she says simply, narrowing her eyes at a cut along his jaw. “I don’t know what’s going on with you, but it’s not like you to space out completely, like at the briefing. You kept staring at Fan, too. Did you know her?”
“Not Fan,” he responds after a moment.
Nia hums, bringing ether to her fingertips and focusing. “That sounds like you’re trying to dodge the question.”
“I knew Haze.” The feeling of ether washes over him as though he’s taking a shower after a walk through a wasteland, carrying away the injuries he’s incurred from his connection with Rex like sand in a river.
“Haze?” Nia questions. She’s focused on the injuries she can’t see now, drenching his body in ether to soothe away anything she might have missed.
“Just someone I used to travel with. Fan la Norne’s past life, or one of them, at least.”
“And let me guess. No matter how much I pry, you’re not going to give me anything but more questions.”
He nods, giving her a singular laugh. “Sounds about right.”
“I thought so. Well, I’m going to try anyway. So, you knew Fan five hundred years ago, then? It must be hard to move past the... Haze, you said?”
He nods.
“To move past the Haze you knew. And you used to know Brighid too, yeah?”
Another nod.
Nia backs off a bit, seemingly satisfied that his injuries are soothed away. “But Brighid didn’t bother you so much. At least not so obviously. Were you closer with Haze?”
“I wouldn’t say I’m ‘close’ with anyone,” he grunts. “But I knew her back then, and Brighid hasn’t changed the way Haze has.”
“Really?” Nia raises an eyebrow. “What’s so different about her now?”
“Does it matter? She’s not Haze anymore. She’s someone different, who looks, acts, and talks the same, but she’s still not the Blade I knew.”
“Humor me. What’s different about her?”
“Her core crystal, for one.”
She tilts her head. “Really? What’s wrong with her core crystal?”
“Half of it is… missing. Haze’s core crystal was a diamond shape, not the triangle that’s there now. When a Blade shares its lifeforce with its Driver, the core crystal changes a specific way, yeah? She’d be missing a smaller diamond within the large one, not the entire lower half of her core crystal. It’s more like someone stole part of her core crystal.”
“Stole it? So what’s that mean for her?”
“She can’t ever return to her core, for one thing. Whoever stole her core, they’ve ended her life. If something happens to her, that’s it for her. No more lifetimes, no returning to her core. She’ll die like a human.”
“Not too happy, is it?”
“No, I guess not.”
“Is that everything that’s bothering you?”
He almost wants to ask about Mik. Er, Mikhail. A mystery Nia might be able to shed some light on. But...
“What about you?” he asks in an attempt to deflect. “You’re taking the stuff with Patroka pretty well.”
“Well...” Nia sighs. “I guess I’m just not all that surprised about it. There’s plenty they never told me. I say I wasn’t with ‘em long, but I was with them long enough. They knew about me from the start. Was how Jin found me. I guess… he must have found Akhos and Patroka that way, too.”
“Together?”
“Yeah. Akhos calls Patroka his sister. It’s… probable that they’re both Blades, then.”
“Does Torna have any human members?”
“Nah, don’t think so. Jin’s a Flesh Eater, yeah? The only one left would be Mikhail, and he wasn’t affected by Fan’s power, but he’s apparently known Jin longer than anyone.”
“How do you know that?” Malos asks, his throat feeling dry.
Nia shrugs. “I stumbled across a lady in the Monoceros one time, when I’d just been picked up by them. She was bein’ kept in ice. Long brown hair, young-looking. I asked Jin about it, but he wouldn’t give me an answer. Mik just looked sad when I asked, but later, when we were alone, he told me. She used to be Jin’s Driver.”
“He keeps Lora?” Malos says before he can stop himself. As surprising as that is, Malos can’t help but feel even worse upon confirmation that ‘Mik’ is the same Mikhail he once knew.
“Lora? Is that her name?”
When Malos refuses to answer her, she speaks again. “You must have traveled with ‘em, huh… Must be tough tryin’ to deal with that now.”
“It is. I’d prefer to do it alone.”
Taking the hint, Nia stands, crossing the room to the door and pausing there. “Thanks for answering my questions, Malos. I’m going to go do the health check on the others. Let me know if you need anythin’, yeah?”
Malos doesn’t answer. Nia leaves the room, closing the door behind her.
Nia leaves Malos alone with his past.
~
Feet hitting the ground feels like coming home. Rex can’t help the smile that crosses his face as they dock in Rigitte Harbor.
“Ships can’t get through the ridge, so we’ll have to pass through by foot. There’s a boat waiting for us in Ysheva Harbor,” Fan says.
“I can take us there!” Rex declares.
“What, you can?” Nia raises an eyebrow at him, one hand on her hip. At some point during their trip, she’d gotten changed from her cloaked look to her normal jumpsuit and hood. “Oh, right, come to think of it, you’re from Leftheria, aren’t you?”
He nods. “Yeah. Been a while since I’ve been back home, but I know this place like the back of my hand!”
“Well then, by all means. Feel free to lead the way.”
“Really? You’re not gonna object?”
She snorts. “What’ve I got to object to? You know the area, I don’t. Sure, I can fight and heal, but I’m not trying to lead just for the sake of leading. Go on, mister tour guide, show us the way.”
Rex rolls his eyes. “Right then. Come on, all of you. We’d better get movin’. Lots of places in Leftheria can get dangerous at night.”
He leads the charge through the archipelago, feeling more than safe underneath the Leftherian sky. Familiar wildlife, landmarks, even the air itself is a comfort to him. He can’t help but think about the things he can do. They’ll have to swing through Fonsett village no matter which way they go, so it’ll be a great opportunity to say hello to Auntie Corrinne and the kids…
“I haven’t seen you this happy in a while,” Gramps comments. He clamors out of the helmet to fly alongside Rex.
Rex smiles back at him, stretching casually. “Can’t help it. Haven’t been back in, what, a year? Two?”
“Somewhere in that time frame, yes,” Gramps answers. “You could have come back to visit any time, you know.”
“Well, yeah, I could have.” Rex holds out a fist ahead of him. “But it was better if I didn’t, yeah? Can’t make Auntie Corrinne think something’s wrong because I’m not stayin’ out and doin’ the work I promised. How d’you think she’s doin’?”
“If I know anything about Corrinne, she’s picked up another three kids in the time since you last saw her,” Gramps says with a chuckle.
Rex can’t help but laugh at that. “Architect, could you imagine? I’ll have to find another big job to send back enough money. Maybe collect on that hundred thousand I’m still owed.”
“Rex, I hate to break it to you, but you’re definitely not getting the rest of your payment,” Nia says.
“I know, I know! Still, that would be a huge help.”
Nia stretches as she walks, humming. “I feel like we didn’t really get any closure from all that business in Mor Ardain. It doesn’t feel like it’s over, you know?”
“Well, if I may,” Mòrag says, “it’s not as if Bana has been captured, nor any of the members of Torna that were present. However, the information that we’ve gained from the events there is invaluable, and we were able to stop the artificial Blade production and release those who were being held prisoner as a part of the operation. So you should not consider it a complete loss.”
Nia rolls her eyes in response. “Yeah, right. We did do good, didn’t we?”
There’s something Nia leaves unsaid there, but based on the way she glowers at Mòrag from the safety of her hood, Rex is glad she doesn’t say it. Mòrag doesn’t seem to notice or mind, likely due to the fact that Nia’s face is well-concealed.
The perceived tension from Nia remains as they continue to travel, even on the rare occasion they have to subjugate a feral animal or two coming after them for cutting through their territory. Eventually, they find the cloudway, and Rex leads them through the Cloud Sea itself, looking around in awe. He’ll never get tired of the scenery in the tunnel through the clouds, the amazing creatures clearly visible through the tunnel’s walls.
“Woah,” Nia breathes as she takes in the scenery. “Leftheria’s a pretty place, huh?”
Rex nods. “Alrest is full of amazing things,” he agrees. “I sometimes can’t believe I grew up seein’ stuff like this.”
“I have to admit, you’ve got quite a nice view down here, chum,” Zeke comments.
“Oh, you’re still here, shellhead?” Nia says.
“I know, he can get pretty annoying,” Pandoria says with a laugh.
“Oi, watch it, you!”
“You two seem to get along pretty well,” Rex says.
“Yeah, if you consider getting bullied by my Blade to be ‘getting along’, then sure, we’ll go with that.”
“Oh, you know it doesn’t really bother you. If it did, I wouldn’t do it!” Pandoria smiles, but it’s more mischief than anything else.
Pandoria continues to make playful jabs at Zeke as they walk, and Rex loses himself in thought (as if he needs to think to get them to where they’re going). The routing is automatic, the attention given only to the end that he doesn’t get jumped by some random member of the Leftherian wildlife.
Before he knows it, they’re out of the cloudway, then they’re on the next island, then they’re climbing the steps to Fonsett village. Rex isn’t given a chance to breathe in the air of home before he’s full-on tackled at the waist, sending him staggering to keep his balance.
“Rex! You’re back!” cries the weight around his waist.
He grins, patting Kazuna’s head. “Kazuna! Hey, kid.” He ruffles the girl’s hair, getting a brief moment to recuperate from the tackle before suddenly two more are tackling him, sending him to the ground with all the force three children can muster.
“You didn’t send anything telling us you’d be back!” another voice cries. “We could’ve surprised you!”
“What, are you mad at me?” he laughs. “Come on, come on, let me get up.”
Nia snickers at his predicament. “You’re certainly popular, Rex.”
Kazuna looks up at her, then at the rest of his entourage, eyes wide. “You made friends with a bunch of Drivers and didn’t tell any of us?”
Rex finally pries them off him, standing back up and brushing the sand and dirt off his salvaging suit. “Things got busy. A lot happened. I can tell you all about it tonight, if you promise to be good.”
“We know, we’ll be good.”
For the first time, Rex gets a good look at the three kids. “Mark, is that you? You’ve really grown up!”
Mark nods proudly. “I’ve been eating just like you told me to!”
“Not been giving Auntie Corrinne any troubles, have you?”
All three kids shake their heads in unison, smiling innocently at Rex. “We’ve been good!”
“Well then, we’ll have to ask Auntie Corrinne about that, won’t we? Where’s she at, d’you three know?”
Kazuna points off towards Auntie Corrinne’s house. “She’s about to start making supper!”
Rex gives the house a long look, smiling fondly. It looks just the same as the last time, only warmer, somehow. “Fan, what time do we need to be on the ship for Indol?”
Fan shakes her head. “The ship will wait for us. If everyone would like to spend the night here and rest before getting back on another ship, please feel free.”
“Then, is everyone okay with going to meet Auntie Corrinne and everyone? It’ll be nice to spend a night on solid ground, yeah?”
“I’m fine with that,” Nia says, followed by agreements from Dromarch and Crossette, the latter more excited than the former. “I’m curious, actually. How exactly did you grow up to be like this?”
“Why do I feel like that’s supposed to be an insult, somehow?”
She snorts. “Well, the mind hears what it needs to hear, yeah?”
He narrows his eyes at her, but she just laughs playfully. “Come on, what about the rest of you?”
“No objections here.”
“Tora want to see home of Rex-Rex!”
“I will follow regardless.”
The agreements from Zeke, Tora, and Mòrag leaves only two people left to respond. Rex turns to Malos and Zenobia and gives them questioning looks.
Malos shrugs. “Do what you want.”
In Malos speak, that’s essentially an enthusiastic agreement.
Zenobia smiles her usual smile. “Sounds like fun! I hate being cooped up on those ships, anyway, so I’m all for it!”
“Right then. Come on, let’s go meet her.”
Rex knocks on Corrinne’s door firmly, buzzing with nervous energy.
The door swings open a moment later, Corrinne blinking curiously as she looks over the group. When she finally notices Rex and Gramps among the group, her whole face lights up. “Rex! It’s so good to see you!” She steps forward, pulling him into a hug. He leans into the affection, hugging her back until she pulls away. “It seems you’ve made a lot of new friends. Why don’t you set your things down, and I can try to make enough tea for everyone?”
Corrinne takes a step back, looking over the group and doing a quick head count. “Quite a few of you! All of you, make yourselves at home.”
“Let me help you, Auntie Corrinne,” Rex offers. “We’ve got some catching up to do, after all.”
“Well, that would be nice,” she smiles back.
Rex glances at the rest of the group. “You guys can wait out here. We won’t be long.”
“And what are we supposed to do while you’re catching up?” Nia asks teasingly.
Kazuna, Kirk, and Mark catch Rex’s eye, all three standing off to the side and regarding the group with extreme curiosity. “Those three will keep you company, yeah?”
Nia notices them seemingly for the first time, her ears raising under her hood. “Eh?”
“I’m sure they’ve got plenty of questions for you. Go on, you three. Introduce yourselves. They don’t bite at all.”
The three look back at him with wide eyes, then to the group as if they’re ready to pounce. “I’m Kazuna!” says Kazuna excitedly. “I want to know all of your names! Starting with… you!” She points randomly into the group, directly at Ursula, who lets out a tiny yelp.
Seeing that things will be fine, Rex turns back to Corrinne and follows inside to help her make tea.
“You’ve made quite a few friends since last you were here, Rex,” Corrinne comments as she bustles about the kitchen.
Rex nods. “A lot’s happened. A lot.”
“I saw. You sent us quite a lot of money, and all in one go, too! Why, I thought there’d been a mistake when we received so much gold in a single letter.”
Rex laughs, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah, I thought there was a mistake when I got the job that paid me that well.”
“And is that Azurda I see there? What have you done to the poor old man?”
Gramps places his paws on his hips as if he’s taken offense to that. “I’m hardly an old man! I clearly don’t look a day over fifty!”
Rex rolls his eyes. “Let me just give you the story of what’s happened since I took that job, Auntie Corrine.”
He starts from the beginning. Getting given an extremely well-paying job, sending off most of the income from the advance, and then heading off for the job. How he’d gone to haul up the target ancient ship, and then he’d been asked personally to accompany the employers, all Drivers but one, into the ship.
He goes into everything important. Finding a Blade in the ship, getting killed, getting brought back to life as Malos’s Driver.
“That’s really what started all this,” he continues. “Jin stabbed me, and Malos thought to bring me back. We haven’t gotten along the best since then, but...” Rex reaches up to get down the pot Corrinne’s reaching for. “I think we’re a lot better than we were.”
Corrinne sighs, smiling at him. “My boy Rex, a Driver. The circumstances could have been much better, but I’m just glad you’re alright now.”
Rex nods. He gestures to the core crystal on his chest, almost embarrassed. “Apparently this replaced my heart and one of my lungs. I’m just glad to be alive.”
“And what are you doing now? Based on your story, I can’t say this feels like a social visit.”
“It’s not.” Rex frowns, backing away from the kitchen area to let her work. “We’re actually just passin’ through. That Blade out there, the one with the staff—she's taking us to meet with the Praetor tomorrow. But, more importantly... after that, we’re going to Elysium. There’s another Aegis, Pyra. Er, Mythra. She’s not as... nice as Malos is.” Is ‘nice’ really the right word here? “She’s trying to destroy Alrest, but if Malos gets to Elysium, he can stop her. Once and for all.”
Corrinne smiles at him. She approaches another pot on the stove, one that must’ve been there when Rex entered the room. “You’ve grown up a lot, Rex.”
He smiles back. “All thanks to you, Auntie Corrinne.”
“Oh, stop. All of this happened while you were out in the world, I had nothing to do with it. I’ve got everything handled here, so why don’t you go save your friends from Kazuna? I’m sure she’s talking their ears off.”
Rex laughs. “Alright, alright. I’ll introduce you to them all properly later.”
Leaving Corrinne’s house immediately results in another tackle to his waist. “Rex! You didn’t tell me you were a Driver! No fair! How come you get nice, pretty Blades like Ursula and Zenobia?”
Rex chuckles, ruffling her hair. “Ah, you found out, did you?”
“Yes!” She looks up at him, glaring as though she’s been betrayed, and leaves her arms wrapped around his waist. “You need to write more, instead of just sendin’ Aunt Corrinne money!”
“It’s not like I was tryin’ to hide it. We’ve been really busy lately, ‘sall...”
The frown etched on her face doesn’t leave, but at the very least, Kazuna stops glaring at him like he offended her entire bloodline. “Fine, I’ll forgive you. For now. And only because you didn’t mean to keep everything a secret from me! But if you do it again, I’ll never forgive you!”
“How could I do it again?” He rubs the back of his neck. “It’s not like I’m going to become a Driver again.”
“By keeping really important secrets!” She hits his side hard. “I really won’t forgive you if you do!”
“Then I should probably tell you something now, or else you’ll get mad at me. But stop hitting me!”
She pouts, crossing her arms. “Promise you’ll tell me?”
“I promise. So here’s that secret. Ready?”
Kazuna nods excitedly. “Yeah! Tell me, tell me!”
Rex crouches down so he’s eye level with her, grinning and whispering conspiratorially. “I got killed while I was out salvaging. Got stabbed right through the back.”
Kazuna looks at him, wide-eyed, for a long moment, searching his face. She doesn’t speak for a long moment, and he gives her a minute to process the information.
Then, she reels back and punches him directly in the stomach.
Rex doubles over, grabbing at his stomach as the wind is knocked out of him. “Titan’s foot, what was that for?”
“You’re lying to me!” she declares angrily.
“Really, I’m not!”
“If I can hit you, you didn’t die!”
“Well, I didn’t stay dead! Come on, Kazuna, you shouldn’t hit people, that hurt!”
“Kid’s got a hell of an arm,” Malos comments with a smile on his face as he approaches.
Rex groans, slumping to sit on the floor of the porch, still holding his stomach. “I’ll say. You don’t have to feel how bad this hurts, so consider yourself lucky.”
“I do, actually.”
“Rex didn’t actually die, did he?” Kazuna demands of Malos.
Malos shrugs. “Well, he got better. He was dead for a few minutes, though.”
Kazuna’s mouth drops open. “He was being serious?”
He nods.
“Well, shoot, Rex, I’m sorry! I thought you were lyin’ to me!”
“No, no, it’s okay,” he grunts. “Let’s just… find a place to sit down until dinner, yeah?”
Kazuna nods, leading him over to a chair. “Right. Sorry, again.”
“Nah, it’s no big deal! I gotta be able to take a hit anyway, right? Why don’t you catch me up on how it’s been here in Fonsett while I’ve been gone?”
She nods, grinning brightly, and launches into her stories. Malos takes the chance to slip away, and Rex nods after him as he settles in to listen.
~
Rex stretches both arms over his head. “Man, Auntie Corrinne, that was great. I really missed your cooking.”
Corrinne smiles. “I don’t know if I’d have been able to make enough for everyone if not for Malos’s help. He’s very skilled at cooking, you know.”
“Yeah, I know,” Rex says with a nod. “He’s always cookin’ for us. I’m still shocked that he offered, though. Usually, he does it alone or he doesn’t bother.”
Corrinne frowns. Rex helps in collecting the dishes, watching Malos’s back. He’d finished eating before everyone else and excused himself to go sit, looking out over the Leftherian wilds in solitude. Rex almost wants to go join him, but the distance feels impossible to cross.
“He’s not a very talkative man, no,” Corrine says. “I figured he just didn’t like me that much.”
He shakes his head, laughing quietly. “No less than anyone else here. I just think he doesn’t like people.”
“You don’t seem to have considered what Malos has had to deal with,” Gramps offers gently.
“What do you mean?”
Corrinne brings the dishes inside, followed by Rex.
Gramps joins them, carrying a single cup. “Malos has lost quite a few people in his time. I wasn’t sure at first, but I think I can say with confidence now that part of the reason Malos is so abrasive is because he’s trying not to grow close to anyone.”
“Really?” Rex raises an eyebrow, setting a stack of plates down on the coffee table.
“I’ll get the rest,” Corrinne offers, “you just get started on washing them up.”
Rex nods to her, and she leaves the room, leaving him to talk with Gramps. “What makes you think that’s why he’s like this, Gramps?”
As Gramps begins to speak, perching on the ledge of a cabinet, Rex removes his gloves, cutting on the water so he can begin to properly start washing the dishes.
“Well, you should know that he wasn’t always quite so standoffish. Not that he was much better when he travelled with Addam, though!” Gramps chuckles. “Back then he wasn’t really certain of how to be around other people and speak with them, I think. He learned quite a lot about people with Addam as his Driver!”
He watches him, rinsing off a plate absently. “So if he was the same then, what changed?”
“Well, you should ask Malos yourself for the details. I won’t tell you everything! But, it is true that Malos seems more like he’s pushing you away than he is being rude for the sake of it. As you can imagine of someone who’s lived for five hundred years, he’s witnessed the loss of many people he considered to be close friends and allies. It’s possible he wishes to avoid further grief.”
Rex frowns, setting aside another plate to dry and reaching for the next dirty plate in the pile. “I didn’t think about that.”
“There’s a lot I think you two haven’t considered about each other. You really should have a proper talk, one on one.”
“We had one, back in Uraya. After everything with Vandham. He wanted to train in Olethro, remember? And we had a long talk about everything, and how upset I was, and I guess I kind of made the whole thing about myself…”
“It’s understandable. No one can expect you to focus on others after witnessing something like that.” Gramps gives him a sympathetic look.
“Yeah, I guess not. Still, we… I think we did get a bit closer. He wants me to figure out how to pull off that Art I used back when we were fighting against Mythra, but I don’t know how I did it to start with.”
“How you did it, huh…” Gramps places a paw on his chin, tilting his head one way, then the other, turning over the thought in his head. “Yes, I did see that you used a new Art. It’s possible it was drawn out in desperation, however…”
He flutters down to balance on the sink faucet, looking at Rex with sharp eyes. “The best way for you to draw that Art back out would be to practice more with Malos. I don’t recommend trying to recreate the conditions that brought out the Art, for obvious reasons. I’m sure none of us want to go through that again!”
Rex snorts. “Well, Zenobia might want to. She seemed really happy about getting to fight Mythra, and she definitely got a good fight out of it.”
He laughs. “I suppose you’re right. Still, that wasn’t what I was talking about. Put simply, you need to talk to Malos, and he needs to talk to you. You’re growing closer, yes, but it would be ideal if you could get to know and understand each other. You are Driver and Blade, and more connected than the average Driver and Blade! You’re connected by that core crystal, after all.”
Rex runs his bare fingertips over the crystal, frowning at the memories connected to it. “Yeah, we are.” It’s the first time he’s ever touched it directly, gloves off—first time he’s ever touched an “awake” core crystal, for that matter. Energy pulses under his fingertips, as if responding to his touch. “It’s so weird to think about. I mean, I’ve pretty much come to terms with it now, but how many people can tell you they’ve died?”
“It is a rarity, yes. But you’re avoiding the subject.”
“I know, I know. It’s just… he’s so… unapproachable, yeah? I’m not sure how to…”
“Talk to him?” supplies Nia, leaning against the doorframe curiously. Her arms are crossed casually, ears perked in interest. “Sorry, didn’t mean to eavesdrop.”
“Oh, Nia. It’s not a problem or anything. But yeah, you’re right. I’m not sure how to talk to Malos.”
“You’ve gotten better at reading him than most of us, I’d wager,” she comments. She pulls off her own gloves, standing beside Rex and taking the soaped-up plate from his hand. “I’ll rinse and dry, you wash.”
“Oh, okay. Thanks.”
“So, you two are in here talking about Malos, yeah?” she focuses on the plate in her hand, pausing to roll up her sleeves.
“Yeah. Gramps was givin’ me some advice on how to go forward, and all that.”
Nia nods. “I get it. I’ve been advisin’ him a bit, actually,” she admits. “Tryin’ to get him to trust you more and all that. Good to see some work’s coming from both sides.”
“Has he been putting in work?” Rex wonders aloud, reaching for another plate. They fall into an easy rhythm, one plate after another. “I don’t know if I’ve noticed.”
“Oh, come on. Sure he has. You two haven’t had a serious talk yet, maybe, but I’ve been getting him to do little things. You think he would’ve agreed to let us help out in Mor Ardain if he wasn’t trying a little bit? You know he was against it.”
Rex nods. True, Malos had been against the investigation at first, but he’s surprisingly acquiesced to their request to stay and help out for a few days, and thanks to that, Tora had found his father and Poppi had gotten an upgrade… It was a good thing he’d listened and let them stay a few days. And they’d even met Fan, and had Mòrag and Brighid and Zeke and Pandoria join them! “Yeah, and that was a really good thing.”
Nia chuckles. “And to think he was worried about what Torna was doing. We only knew what they were doing because we stayed.”
“Yeah…”
“You’re pretty quiet. Is everything all right?”
He nods, swallowing and passing over another plate. “Just thinking.”
“About?”
“Gramps said that Malos was probably like this because of how many of his friends have died. I just… wonder if it’s even worth it to try to force him to talk to me if he’s got such a good reason.”
A wet hand slaps the back of his head. “Of course it is! You’re his Driver. You’ll never be able to function properly together if you’re thinkin’ like that.”
“But how am I supposed to get him to want to get along with me?”
“Just keep pushing.”
He hands over the last plate and reaches for a cup. “How’d you get so close with Dromarch?”
“We’ve been together for years. We’re well past ‘getting to know each other’. And… we haven’t exactly had the kind of life where you can get away with a half-assed relationship with your Blade, you know?”
“Years?” Rex raises an eyebrow. “Zenobia told me you’d only been Driver and Blade for about half a year.”
Nia freezes. “I… may have thrown that number off a bit. I didn’t know whether I’d be hanging around you lot long enough for it to matter. There’s a lot I’ve been lyin’ to you guys about.”
He stays silent, watching her with a prying look in hopes that she’ll go on. She releases a shaky breath, setting down a cup.
“Do I get an elaboration, or…?”
“Yeah, yeah, working myself up to that.” Nia doesn’t meet his eyes, chewing her lip with a determined look on her face. “For one thing, Dromarch and I have been together closer to ten years than six months. Let’s start with that.”
“Okay, that’s pretty tame. So you’ve been a Driver ten years, since you were… wait.” That math isn’t working in his head. “You must have been what, six years old?”
She turns completely away from him now, so it’s not even possible to read her expression. “It’s not that uncommon for kids to be Drivers, you know, but… that’s only sort of right. Where’d you get that I was sixteen, anyway?”
“I figured you were a year or two older than me. I’m fifteen, so…”
Her head twists to look at him, shock reading on her face. “Fifteen? I knew you were young, but… isn’t that a bit young to be livin’ on your own? How long have you been living alone for?”
“Well, I was never alone. I had Gramps.”
“How long?”
“About five years or so.”
Nia shakes her head, muttering something under her breath that he can’t hear.
“What was that?”
“Nothing. Just can’t believe you were workin’ for a livin’ that young. Or that it took me that long to find out.”
“Says the one who’s been a Driver since she was six.”
Hurt— is it hurt?— flashes in her face for a moment, and she sets down the next cup. “You’re coming up with that number based on how old you think I am, but I never said I was sixteen.”
“Well, how old are you, then?”
Nia takes another cup, looking thoughtful. “Never really thought about it, actually. I guess…” She stays lost in thought for a long while. “Ten years with Dromarch, then…” She looks up at him. “Thirteen, maybe?”
“You’re thirteen years old and you’re lecturing me about how old I was? You were a Driver at three?” His jaw drops, and for a moment, it crosses his mind that she’s probably lying. “Are you making fun of me?”
She shakes her head, frowning slightly. “No, it’s the truth. I’m thirteen, but my age isn’t exactly… the same as it is for you.”
“What do you mean?”
“First, you have to promise not to freak out or tell anyone else,” she replies. She almost sounds… scared…
Rex frowns. “Yeah, I promise.”
“Then…” Nia wipes her hands on the towel, turning her back completely on Rex and fiddling with the top of her jumpsuit. “It… might be easier if I show you. I’m not… really…” She sighs, turning back around. She’s opened up the very top of her jumpsuit, unzipping it to maybe halfway down her chest.
Rex almost shields his eyes for the sake of modesty, but she’s not really showing anything particularly… racy. She’s got an undershirt on, after all. What she is showing is a core crystal on her chest, as if it’s offensive, defying rules just by being there.
“You’re a…”
She nods, moving to zip it back up to her neck. “Flesh Eater.”
“Wait, don’t…”
She pauses, looking at him curiously.
“…you don’t need to cover it, if you don’t want,” he finishes lamely. “I actually think it’s really pretty.”
“You think it’s…” She laughs quietly to herself, a bitter smile on her face. “I don’t know why I expected any different from you, honestly.”
“Why didn’t you tell us?” he asks. “Why keep something that important a secret?”
She reaches for another cup to wash, as if that’ll save her from the situation she’s put herself in. “Cole might not have mentioned how Indol feels about Flesh Eaters. Last time people knew who I was, it was Torna. And the reason I was with them was because they rescued me from a solitary confinement cell, made specifically to hold people like me. Lined with ether containment nets, so you can’t do anything but sit in silence and wonder when they’ll get around to killin’ you.”
“Oh.” Rex falls into silence, trying to process this. “So you were tryin’ to protect yourself.”
She nods silently.
“Who else…”
“Knows about it?” She shrugs. “Malos figured it out on his own. Dromarch knows, obviously, and I told Crossette. Zenobia, Ursula, and Poppi know because Zenobia dragged me to that hot spring in Alba Cavanich. Can’t really hide a core crystal or ether veins like that.”
“Makes sense.” Rex’s cheeks tinge pink a little bit at the thought, but he refuses to comment on it.
“And then Shellhead and Pandoria know, because they found out by accident when Crossette and I dropped in on them. And now… you two know.”
“So, everyone but Tora, Mòrag, and Brighid. And Fan.”
“Do not tell them,” Nia literally hisses. “I can’t trust them.”
“I don’t think they’re so bad, though. Fan’s really nice.”
Nia’s ears flatten against her head like she’s cornered, and she turns away with bared teeth. “‘Nice’ doesn’t matter. Fan’s with the Praetorium. The Praetorium wants people like me dead. Can you say with absolute certainty that she’ll never decide to let her precious Praetor know who I am?” Her voice is dropped low—loud enough to be heard, but not enough to be heard from outside.
Gramps frowns. “Nia does make a fair point. It might not be the wisest decision to tell someone so close to the Praetor about her Flesh Eater status.”
He frowns. “I guess I can’t say for certain. I get why you don’t want to tell her, but what about Mòrag and Brighid—”
“Vetoed,” she says immediately. “I don’t like them. I don’t even want them travelling with us to begin with.”
“What? Why not?”
“They’re… They arrested me and used me as bait to draw you out! Maybe you’re willing to forgive them, but you’re not the one who got thrown in a solitary confinement cell, left wondering whether they’ll let you live or not!” Nia sets down the last cup perhaps a bit too harshly, eliciting a ‘thump!’ as it hits the counter.
“Okay, okay, I get it. Should I tell them to stop travelling with us, then…?”
Nia falters. Raised ears flick back as she considers the thought. “No, that’s—”
“It won’t be necessary.” Brighid strides into the room, looking between the three. Immediately, Nia seems overcome with fear. “I heard everything.”
Nia stiffens, ears and hackles raising as if she’s prepared to fight. “How much is ‘everything’?” she hisses.
“Enough. You’re a Blade, and you don’t wish for Lady Mòrag and I to travel with you due to our past meetings. Both, I think, are alright and fair.”
“What do you plan to do about it?” Nia continues. The hostility coming from her is almost suffocating—Rex takes a nervous step in the opposite direction.
“Nothing,” Brighid answers. “It makes perfect sense that you wouldn’t like us, after how we’ve treated you. Though I do wish you’d understand why it is we took the actions we did.”
“I don’t even know why you’re here now.”
“At this moment, I came to let you three know that Zenobia and Malos’s sparring session is about to start. Zenobia was insistent that everyone be there to see it, so I came to see whether you were done with the dishes.”
“And so you eavesdropped on a private conversation.”
Brighid brings a hand up to her mouth, giving a small smile. “I did not intend to. It seemed like it was important, so I thought I’d wait outside until you were done, but then I heard ‘Flesh Eater’ and got curious. Then I heard mine and Lady Mòrag’s names.”
“Um, maybe we shouldn’t be—”
“We can continue this conversation later,” Brighid says. “For now, I’ll simply say that while I understand your feelings, Nia, I do hope we can put the past behind us.”
Nia grumbles, zipping up the top of her jumpsuit with a sense of finality and pulling her gloves back on. Rex finishes wiping his hands off. “Come on, Zenobia was really looking forward to getting to fight Malos, so we should go support her.”
“I guess.”
Brighid leads them outside, to the cliffside overlooking the battle arena Malos and Zenobia seem to have decided on. Rex takes a seat next to Ursula and Beary, Gramps on his shoulder. Nia takes a seat next to him, and there’s a brief re-shuffling where Dromarch and Crossette both want to be beside Nia. Eventually, they sort it out. Nia speaks in a quiet voice to Dromarch and Crossette, petting Dromarch’s head in a soothing motion.
Zenobia greets them, hovering in the open air in front of the cliffside excitedly. “Great! You’re all here! I don’t know when I’m going to be able to talk Malos into fighting me again, so I wanted you guys here to see it! And besides. Rex, I need your sword. Or at least, Malos does.”
“Oh, right.” Rex grabs the sword and hands it over, and Zenobia rears back and flings it towards Malos at full force. Malos glares from where he stands in the open field near the beach, catching it without an issue. “Good luck out there, Zenobia.”
“Aw, does that mean I’m your favorite?”
Rex blinks. “What? No, I don’t have a favorite—”
“It’s okay, I won’t tell him!” Zenobia laughs, flying back down to Malos and taking her position.
Nerves settle in Rex’s stomach as the two look at each other, talking too quietly and from too far of a distance for Rex to even come close to being able to hear what they’re saying. “Who d’you think’s gonna win?” he asks, turning to Ursula.
“Oh, um, well, Malos looks really strong…” She looks skyward thoughtfully. “But Zenobia really likes to fight, right? They were both really strong back in Mor Ardain, so I’m not really sure… What do you think, Rex?”
Rex hums, trying to put what happened in Corrinne’s house behind him for now. Like Brighid said, they can talk about it later. And it’s not really his situation to worry about, really. It’s Nia’s.
So why does he feel so worried…?
Without warning, Zenobia and Malos’s match begins. Zenobia flies toward Malos, axe drawn, a clearly excited expression on her face. Malos brandishes his sword, standing his ground, completely unfazed by the battle maniac before him. He blocks effortlessly, forcing Zenobia back.
Rex watches the battle with interest. Zenobia moves fast, too fast, and Malos looks like he moves slower, but he seems to meet every one of her attacks with minimum effort, as if he uses exactly enough speed to move and fight. It’s clear he’s less excited about this, but he’s not using that as an excuse not to take the fight seriously. He’s not even entirely on the defensive.
They both fight so well that the display looks like a complicated, violent dance. Mark crouches down beside Rex as the fight goes on, watching with an open mouth and wide eyes.
“Your Blades are fighting? Why?” he asks, squeezing his way in to sit down.
“Zenobia’s been asking Malos to fight since she was awakened,” Rex explains. “Malos finally agreed. Nothin’ to it, she just likes to fight.”
“Cool. Who’s winning?”
“Hard to tell. They’ve both got a lot of power and a lot of skill. I think Malos is just tryin’ to tire Zenobia out, honestly.” Rex shrugs, keeping his eyes on the fight at hand as he answers Mark.
“Tire her out?”
“Yeah. Zenobia’s got a lot of energy. Malos thinks it’s annoying, so he tries to get her to use as much of it as possible so she’ll be quiet when we’re all trying to get to sleep.”
Mark falls silent, watching the fight. It hasn’t progressed much, except that Malos is now a bit more balanced in the offense versus defense scenario. Rather than block, dodge, or otherwise shrug off every one of Zenobia’s attacks, Malos is retaliating.
It’s ever clearer just how skilled both combatants are from the outside like this. There’s no obvious strain from either of them—Malos reacts like he already knows what’s going to happen, with little attention to the how, little surprise at how she moves. And Zenobia moves like she’s having the time of her life. Swinging her axe with a smile visible from their vantage point, moving about fluidly, as flexible as the wind itself.
It’s honestly not obvious who’s winning. Malos doesn’t even look like he’s trying to, but then, neither does Zenobia, caught up in the experience of the fight as she is. It’s like they don’t even care who wins, they’re just fighting for the sake of the fight.
Then, something happens. Zenobia starts losing. Malos pushes back, lands a solid hit, and sure, she bounces back, seemingly not bothered by his successful hit connecting, but she does seem bothered by the fact that she got hit first. She changes her strategy. A swipe at the leg, not intended to seriously injure, just to catch him off guard. To everyone’s shock, it connects just below the knee with enough force that it might have broken a bone, had Malos not been a Blade.
Rex doesn’t have the time to be amazed at the connection. The moment he sees it, or perhaps a moment after, he lets out a cry in shock of pain, grabbing at his leg. “Titan’s foot, why does that—”
Just as quick as the pain flared in his leg, it disappears, fading away, not completely, remaining a dull pulse in the side of his calf, just below the knee, his right calf, the same as where Malos got hit, and before he has a chance to think about it, Nia is pulling him back from the cliff to take a look, Crossette crouched curiously beside her.
“Where’s it hurt?”
Rex gestures to the side of his calf, an area covered fully by his salvaging suit.
“Can you remove the poofy part of your salvaging suit?” Nia asks. “I want to take a look at the area.”
“I can borrow some shorts from Auntie Corrinne’s, if you take me back there,” Rex says.
Nia frowns, turning over her shoulder. “Dromarch!”
Dromarch comes bounding up. “My lady?”
“Help me out. Can Rex ride on your back over to Corrinne’s? He’s hurt his leg somehow.”
“Well, I…”
She gives him a serious look. “Please, Dromarch?”
“…I had sworn not to allow myself to carry anyone other than my lady, but if you insist…”
“Thanks.” She smiles at her Blade, turning to help Rex up. She carefully supports him as he climbs up onto Dromarch’s back. Ursula and Beary follow to Corrinne’s, where, with Dromarch’s help, Rex limps inside to borrow a pair of shorts from Kirk, the oldest of the remaining boys. He changes, and returns to where Nia waits for his return.
Ursula lets out a tiny gasp at the sight of his leg. It’s not very pretty—an ugly mottled purple spreads out in a vague line at a diagonal on the outer side of his calf, throbbing with pain. Nia immediately pushes him down into a chair, crouching down to inspect the injury.
“How the hell did you manage to get hurt this bad sittin’ down and doing nothing?” Nia chastises, shaking her head. “Nothing’s broken, but Architect, that’s a nasty bruise.”
Rex frowns. “I didn’t even notice it until it started hurtin’ just now—ow!”
Nia pulls back the tip of her finger from where she’d applied a solid bit of pressure to the bruise, frowning. “How could you not notice it? That coloration looks like it’s probably about three days old.”
“Three days?” Rex blinks dumbly. There’s no way he didn’t notice such a nasty bruise for three straight days, right…?
Nia shakes her head. “Ursula, you came along because you wanted to be the one to heal him, yeah?”
Ursula nods, stepping forward. “It’s the least I can do, since I’m not very good at fighting. Let me see.”
Nia steps aside, and Ursula replaces her, a soft glow beginning to emanate from her hair and her core crystal.
Rex half expected the feeling of water washing over him. What he gets instead is the feeling of cooling, almost too cool, like placing ice against the bruise until it’s numb, and yet it ebbs away all the same. Ursula’s hands are held out, hovered just over the injury shakily. “Does that feel any better?”
Rex nods, his grip on the seat of his chair loosening. “Yeah.”
Ursula smiles to herself, continuing until the bruise has almost completely ebbed out of existence.
Nia places a hand on her hip, watching with a frown. “I want to know how you managed a bruise like that.”
He shrugs. “I really don’t know. I must have gotten hurt during the fighting at that factory in Mor Ardain, or something…”
“Well, if Ursula’s got it covered, then everything should be fine. But pay more attention, alright? And don’t try to hide this stuff. You’re surrounded by people that can heal you. Don’t waste it just because you don’t want to be a bother.”
Rex nods. With his leg healed, he goes to get changed back into his salvaging suit, and the healing squad returns to the cliffside.
Rex rejoins the others with his brow furrowed, finding that both Malos and Zenobia are already returning, looking no worse for the wear (though Zenobia appears somehow both visibly deflated and high on excitement). Zenobia zips up to the group, grinning broadly as usual.
“Architect, that was awesome!” she exclaims, looking over her shoulder to where Malos is also approaching. “Malos, we’re got to do that again sometime! You’re so powerful, it’s amazing! They weren’t kidding about the Aegis having a lot of power!”
He raises an eyebrow. “You already want to fight again?” He brings a hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose. “You’re impossible.”
“Oh come on,” she says, approaching him and draping herself onto one of his shoulders with an innocent-looking smile. “You can’t tell me you weren’t enjoying yourself, too.”
“I just fought you to get you to shut up about fighting me. That’s it. There wasn’t any ‘enjoyment’ in it.”
Zenobia hums. “Really? You even laughed once while we were fighting down there. You had no fun at all?”
“Really. If I seemed happy, it’s because I let myself think for a minute that I might get some peace and quiet after I beat you. Here I thought you’d be satisfied for at least five minutes.”
She laughs. “Well, you seem a little misguided! Now that I know I can annoy you into helping me get some decent fun, I’m never gonna give you up!”
Malos lets out a groan, roughly shoving her off his shoulder. “I’m going for a walk. Don’t follow me.”
“Thanks for the fight, Aegis boy!” Zenobia cackles after him, giving him a little wave. Malos refuses to look back, and if anything, walks away even faster.
Rex watches him walk away for a few seconds, then turns back to the rest of the group, more specifically to Gramps. “I think I’m gonna go visit my parents,” he says.
Gramps nods in understanding, though the others share questioning looks. He doesn’t mind explaining it to them all later, but right now…
He leaves them, alone, to go visit the graveyard.
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Chapter 19: Hazy Memories
Summary:
The Aegis party finishes out their visit to Fonsett and finds their way to Indol. Nia bridges a few gaps.
Notes:
so pyra and mythra in smash, huh
life updates: I have ADHD and forget to do things, like write a fanfiction I'm very passionate about writing. It doesn't mean I enjoy those thigns any less, though. There's a lot I want to improve in this fic, and once I get back into the swing of working on it, I plan to dedicate some time to finishing it and then rewriting it from the ground up to showcase how my writing has improved since I first started working on this fic. it's crazy to think, but we're approaching three years of A&D. I may have stopped to smell some roses, but this fic has been with me through some rough shit and it's going to stay with me long after I finish it.
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Chapter Text
“Are Rex’s parents not fond of strangers?” asks Haze—no, Fan la Norne—as Rex walks away from them. “He was happy to introduce us to his aunt, but...”
Malos shrugs. It doesn’t exactly bother him.
Azurda sighs. “I figured there’d be questions. Rex’s parents aren’t exactly...”
Malos shoves his surprise down, choosing instead to simply accept the information.
It makes sense, in hindsight. He’d latched so quickly onto Vandham, back in Uraya, and he was living and working alone at a pretty young age. Working, Malos gets. But living almost completely alone? And then, never once did Rex mention his parents.
Azurda explains a few more small things to Ha—Fan, then looks over at Malos.
“Malos, can I borrow you for a moment?”
Malos shrugs and follows the Titan. He’s led past Corrinne’s house, down a small path, around, until he’s standing in the entrance to the graveyard, where Rex is on one knee in front of two graves. He’s speaking aloud, quiet, but not inaudible. Azurda gives Malos a purposeful look, as if he’s asking him to stay and listen. To eavesdrop.
He’s got nothing better to do, so he stays, listening intently.
“It’s been a while. I’m a Driver now, which is about the least crazy thing that’s happened this past few weeks.” A bittersweet laugh sounds from the boy. “I died, which I never thought I’d get to say. Got better, though.”
There’s a pause, and Malos almost leaves to go do anything else. But then Rex begins speaking again.
“All thanks to this Blade, Malos. He’s… he saved my life. Brought me back from the dead. We’re going to go to Elysium, like I’ve always dreamed of. Malos has some stuff he’s got to do there, and maybe I’ll find the answers I’ve been looking for. The space necessary to stop all this fighting.
“It’ll be a while yet before I can settle down, and it’s hard. I’m learning more and more every day, about bein’ a Driver. More than that, too. I don’t know if you’ve ever heard of Flesh Eaters, probably have, but… I didn’t know what to make of them. Two good people I know now are Flesh Eaters. Cole and Nia. Cole was so up front about it, but Nia… I think she’s scared, of a lot of things. She only just told me, and I’m still not sure what to make of it.
“I don’t know if I’m cut out for this ‘Driver’ thing. Especially not with Malos. He’s a special Blade, called an Aegis, and me? I make a lot of mistakes. I don’t know if I can be a Driver the way he needs me to be a Driver. I can’t even… save one life, as I am. I know there wasn’t much I could have done, and I can’t change what I did that led to it, but… it makes me wonder… whether I’m doin’ the right thing. By bein’ Malos’s Driver, I mean. If… If someone else were…”
A shuddering sigh echoes through the silent graveyard. “I don’t know. I’m sorry for comin’ here so upset, I just need to… Figure it out, I guess. Don’t really have any other option, right?”
A pause.
“Yeah, I’ll figure it out.”
Malos walks away. He’s heard enough.
~
Nia crosses her arms obstinately. Before her, Mòrag and Brighid stand, a dynamic duo, here to ruin her life.
Brighid told Mòrag. Because of course she did. And now they’re stuck staring each other down next to some random small cliff face in a sleepy village in the middle of nothing, because what is Nia supposed to say? Sorry? (Sorry you threw me into solitary confinement. Sorry you used me as bait to draw out my friends so you could try to kidnap one of them on the grounds that he exists. Sorry I’m a Flesh Eater. Sorry I met you. Sorry I’m alive. Sorry I exist.)
No amount of ‘sorry’ would do anything but leave a bad taste in her mouth, here, so she says nothing, merely watching feminine grace clash against military uniform, curves against straight lines, Brighid against Mòrag like they were made for each other. But they’re not clashing. They’re just standing there, complementing and complimenting all at once.
“Brighid tells me you are not fond of our presence in your little group, Nia,” Mòrag says. Nia’s not sure whether she’s imagining the accusation in Mòrag’s tone or not.
“So?” Nia fires back on instinct, feeling the hair on the back of her neck prickle. She wonders if she could take on both Mòrag and Brighid solo. Dromarch went off somewhere, Crossette’s got her nose in that journal. “I didn’t think that had to be clarified.”
“Calm down, Nia, we’re not here to interrogate you. Or hurt you, for that matter.”
“Lady Mòrag and I believe in confronting our issues head-on, rather than the sort of runaround you seem accustomed to.”
If Brighid were trying to calm Nia, she’s certainly achieved the opposite. Ears raise in hostility, and Nia half considers removing her gloves in case she needs to break out the claws.
“It seems there’s a bit of bad blood lingering between us,” Mòrag says evenly.
No shit, Nia wants to say. “Yeah, is that news?” Close enough. “You only threw me in jail and tried to use me to lure out Rex and Malos. Solitary, too. Separate from my Blade.”
“As is the procedure for arrested Drivers,” she replies, not missing a beat. “Rest assured that your treatment was not exceptionally unique, despite your situation.”
Nia sighs. “Look, I really don’t see how that’s supposed to make anything better.”
“The paperwork for your pardon has already gone through, Nia. I do not intend to arrest you again, especially not after the fight in the factory made very clear that Torna does not like you, either.”
“I get it, but I don’t… you can’t expect me to trust you.”
Mòrag sighs, hands clasped coolly behind her back. “I don’t. But I would like it if you would allow Brighid and me to make it up to you. We are both prepared to put the past aside, in favor of keeping the general climate peaceful.”
“So you really do intend to follow us around, then.”
“I do not intend to do anything that would hinder your travels, Nia, unless you and the others plan on causing trouble. I am merely an ambassador of Mor Ardain to the Aegis.”
“He’s not some country or kingdom. He’s his own person, you know.”
“I am starting to see why Zeke appears to have believed that you, and not Rex, were the Aegis Driver.”
Nia snorts. “That’s not very fair to Rex, if I’m bein’ honest. He’s gonna go far, I think.”
“My… apologies. I was intending to pay you a compliment, but it seems it will not be that simple.”
Nia really doesn’t want to give Mòrag or Brighid the leeway required to accept any sort of apology. But… “Why don’t you cut to the chase?”
“Pardon?”
“You know.” As if she’d say it out loud.
“If you are referring to your… status, then yes. I didn’t think it seemed worth addressing, if I’m being honest.”
Nia raises an eyebrow, mild shock reaching her face. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You are the person you are regardless of how much I know about you. While we are currently not in the best relationship, it would be foolish of me not to pay respect to someone who realized that the path they were on was antisocial at best and took steps to correct that. You may be a Flesh Eater, but you’re also someone who made a large change in your life that must have taken a lot of bravery.”
Nia shrugs, feeling her cheeks tinge at the compliment. She casts her eyes out over the Cloud Sea, at some creature or another cresting out of the clouds in the far distance. Too far to be a threat. Too close to be beautiful for the lack of knowledge involved.
“It’s not like it was that hard. I just… moved on my own, I guess, and then it was too late, and I had to go with Rex or be alone so Torna could come kill me on my own. Or get arrested, I guess.”
Brighid raises her eyebrows. “You… moved on your own?”
Nia nods. “Nothing brave about it. I saw Mythra about to kill Rex after I’d already watched him die once, and I decided to save him. Leaving Torna wasn’t brave. It was just one decision.”
Nia neglects to mention plenty of things. How Torna wasn’t a decision she ever really made. How leaving Torna was one decision, but to stay with Rex and Malos and everyone that comes with them is the decision she has to make every single day, that every night when the others are going to sleep, she has to lay awake and convince herself that she doesn’t need to run anymore, that the fact that she’s tired of running is a good sign that maybe, for once, she should just stay.
Coming out as a Flesh Eater was and is much harder than running from the people who told her to kill an innocent kid will ever be.
Yet, she muses as she hugs her arms to her chest, I don’t suppose it was easy to run away from the only people I didn’t have to run from, either.
As if Jin hadn’t saved her. As if she hadn’t been brought to Torna from the solitary cell that waits between life and death, the purgatory that looks a lot like metal walls, solitude, and an ether net.
“Well, regardless, I do consider it a… decision, worth commending,” Mòrag says. “You left a terrorist group with one decision. And, if you don’t mind me giving my opinion, I do believe that it was the best decision you could have made.”
Nia can’t help but smile. “You’re tellin’ me. Rex and Malos woulda died a thousand times by now if I weren’t around to keep ‘em in check. Tora’d probably still be collecting dust and weird books in his house.”
“You do seem to be among the most rational members of your little group,” Mòrag comments with a small smile.
Nia laughs. “Someone has to be, right?”
~
Later that night, the group has dispersed to sleep. Corrinne can’t house all of them, after all. Her house simply isn’t big enough for her, three children, five Drivers, a hundreds of years-old baby titan, and nearly ten Blades to all sleep inside comfortably. So, they found a way to split it up. Rex, Malos, Tora, Zeke, and, Pandoria have all crammed themselves into spaces inside Corrinne’s house.
Rex and Malos got beds. Tora and the others are on the floor, apparently.
Crossette regrets losing the bet for the girls, in no small part due to the fact that the place Rex showed them to to rest in for the night is small, a little cramped, and puts her in direct danger of sleeping too close to Nia and cuddling her for the night, which would surely result in a situation far too similar to a romantic comedy for Crossette’s tastes. Not to mention what it would do to her heart. (Do Blades have hearts?)
The bet had been simple. A race. Just a race. There was a village guardian stationed in a little nook a small distance from Fonsett, not quite visible from the village, and the first one there won for their group the right to sleep indoors for the night.
The first group, represented by Zeke, had been Rex, Malos, Zeke (obviously), Pandoria, and Tora. Pandoria’s reasoning for joining the guy’s group was that she never left Zeke’s side, and wasn’t about to for this. She also seemed reasonably confident that he would win, as the group’s representative.
Mòrag and Brighid had abstained from the competition. There is an inn in Fonsett, after all, and the Special Inquisitor is not lacking in the funding required to spend the night indoors without troubling anyone.
And then there’s Crossette’s group, the girls plus Dromarch and Beary. (Ursula says that Beary is a bear, and does not have a gender to speak of. Regardless, she does not wish to be separated from them for any length of time.)
After careful deliberation, Crossette was chosen to represent the group. Zenobia is always one for competition, but Zeke’s group had declared it unfair that the girls choose a representative who could more or less teleport. Mostly Tora had complained, but still. The next best bet was the girl with the rocket shoes, especially given that Dromarch lacks the competitive streak to make a race against him truly worthwhile.
And so Crossette, determined not to let her group down, took her place next to Zeke at the starting line. Zenobia had escorted Mòrag, as the impartial judge, to the village guardian, then zipped back once Mòrag was in place to start the race off.
All of Crossette’s preparation and determination could not have prepared her [to] for what happened the moment the race began. She kicked her powered skates into the highest speed possible, and still Zeke was faster, faster than the eye could see, faster than any human had the right to be.
Crossette ate his dust, both figuratively, and literally for the fact that she tripped on one of the tree roots poking out of the path up to the guardian and faceplanted quite gracefully.
And so now the group that entrusted her to take the win sleeps in a small cave on the outskirts of Fonsett, one Rex had led them to and helped them clear away the ivy blocking the entrance. He’d told them something about how this used to be his little hideaway, not necessarily where he lived, and they could feel free to use it for the night.
So of course she can’t sleep, because losing so gracelessly to Zeke and having to sleep in a cave is disappointing, but also she can’t stop thinking about how Nia had smiled at her in the aftermath anyway and the thought of sleeping in the same space as her right now is kind of throwing Crossette off her game.
Instead of sleep, she reads the journal given to her by Mòrag and Brighid, the one found near her core crystal and her old Driver’s corpse.
The thought that she had a Driver before is one she cannot shake for its truth. As much as she wants to be sad, she’s more sad about the fact that she has no emotions or memories of the man. She wrote about him in her past life, in the journal she kept. Loopy, scrawling handwriting fills the pages with tales of adventure, worries about her Driver (his name was “August”) and the relationship he had with someone named “Claudia”, which was slightly strained. Claudia had told the old Crossette an important secret, one of her pregnancy, just before August and the old Crossette had left off for some big journey involving a flower, an oasis, and some big rite of passage that August cared about a whole lot.
The old Crossette agonized for paragraphs and paragraphs about whether or not to tell August about Claudia. He deserved to know, but Claudia was so trusting of her not to tell yet, just to make sure to bring back August safe and sound!
Of course, reading the last written pages of the journal, it’s clear that August and the old Crossette never made it back, that she failed in the duty Claudia had entrusted her with.
That makes the current Crossette sad. But knowing that August is dead? An ambivalent piece of knowledge. One Crossette isn’t sure how to contend with at all. He feels just like a fictional character. In the end, everything in the old Crossette’s journal feels like nothing more than a fun little story with an ending that didn’t get written.
The lack of a proper ending, too, makes Crossette sad.
But she still cannot feel sad about August.
Crossette stops staring at the journal in her hands, returns to the cave, finds herself a space to lay in, and goes to sleep.
~
Nia suppresses a shudder as they disembark in Indol’s port. She never thought she’d be coming here for anything, and now that she’s here, she feels like bolting, like running into the forest with Dromarch and Crossette and holding her breath until the sense of danger passes.
She’s forced to remind herself that they aren’t here for the reason she was almost here in the past. Fan la Norne doesn’t know she’s a Flesh Eater, and neither does the Praetor, and she’s only here to accompany Rex and Malos and support them as a healer.
But Zeke and Pandoria know she’s a Flesh Eater, and they’re with Indol, so what if they decide to betray her secret? What if one of the girls lets it slip?
Even if they’re there for Rex and Malos, even if she’s incognito and not in any particular danger, Nia finds herself mentally planning out every escape route possible as they are led further into the Praetorium by Fan la Norne.
“Poppi has concern,” says Poppi suddenly as they crest the first flight of stairs of apparently many. “Heart rate of Nia far too high for simple stair climb. Is everything alright?”
“Alright?” Nia says, and cringes at how high her voice sounds. “Yeah, yeah, everything’s perfectly fine. Not a problem at all.”
“Nia clearly lying.”
Nia sighs, pausing to lean against a railing overlooking a refugee camp. The others stop for her, sharing concerned looks.
“Friend going to be all right?” Tora asks.
Nia tries her damnedest to control her voice and make it sound normal. “Yeah, really. I’m just not used to climbing stairs, that’s all.”
When she receives only concerned looks and no ease of that concern, she heaves a sigh. “If you lot are really that worried about me, I’ll ride on Dromarch the rest of the way, alright?”
Hearing this, Dromarch wordlessly lowers down in front of her, and she climbs on his back.
“If you’re sure you’ll be all right, then I guess we better keep moving.” Rex frowns, but the group continues up the next staircase all the same.
Crossette hangs back, walking alongside Nia and Dromarch. “Are you sure you’re okay, Nia?”
Nia nods, swallowing thickly. “Yeah,” she answers in a low voice. “I’m just freaking out a bit. Indol’s not a nice place to people like me.”
“Ohh,” Crossette says as the realization hits. “So you’re worried about that, then. We’ll be here to support you, okay?”
“Thanks,” Nia whispers back with a smile. Upon Dromarch’s back, she forces herself to calm her breathing and slow her heart rate, in hopes that neither Poppi nor anyone else will make any other comments on exactly how strung out she is in the presence of Indol.
And so the climb continues. Another flight of stairs takes them past a great view of a fountain plaza turned into a refugee camp, one rife with people who appear to be protesting the existence of Blades.
She turns her eyes back to Fan’s back deliberately. No use acknowledging the people who protest her very existence. The only thing she can do is move forward, and she does, which is much easier on Dromarch’s back.
Fan la Norne leads them to the Praetorium’s inner sanctum, to a small set of rooms off in the corner, where some monk stands guard, eyeing them suspiciously from beneath his helmet until he realizes who they’re being accompanied by. Fan approaches the monk and says something in a quiet voice, to which the monk nods.
Having settled whatever it is she needed to say to him, Fan turns back to their group. “Your audience with the Praetor is tomorrow morning. I will come and get you before you need to be ready. For now, you all have been allocated the rooms here to stay in for free. Feel free to explore the Praetorium and the city tonight.”
“Right. Thanks, Fan.” Rex nods to her.
“I need to report back to Praetor Amalthus now,” Fan says, clutching her staff in both hands, “so I’ll be leaving you until tomorrow.”
Fan gives a graceful curtsey, and Fan turns and walks away.
“Unfortunately, chum, we’ll also be heading off for now. Got some stuff to chat about with Amalthus,” Zeke says.
“Oh, alright,” Rex says, and so Zeke and Pandoria also part from the group, leaving just Rex, Mòrag, Nia, Tora, and Blades to decide what to do with their time.
Nia decides easy. “I’m goin’ to go take a catnap,” she says, sliding off Dromarch’s back and preparing to head straight to her room. “Tired from the trip.”
The others soon decide, separately, to follow Nia’s lead and rest for the night.
~
The morning comes. Nia found herself sleeping little, barely making it to rest before sunlight began peeking through the window, first slowly, then painfully, until she had no choice but to get up and go for a walk just so she could do something.
So she gets out of bed, hooking Dromarch’s rings on her belt just after she secures the belt in place. She doesn’t plan on taking her Blades with her, it’s just a short walk and if she’s on her own maybe they’ll be able to come help in the event that something goes wrong. Not that she can expect that of Crossette. Dromarch, maybe, but she’s still not sure how much she can trust Crossette to be there for her.
The morning air greets Nia like a lie, as if spitting on a night spent staring at a glimpse of the sky through the window. She’d laid there, sleepless, unable to shake the idea of guards storming into the room at any moment and taking her, Dromarch, and Crossette away. Birds break the peace of the air, and the inner sanctum’s landscape is broken only by the rare monk and a silhouette that looks suspiciously like Fan, standing beneath a large mural on the opposing wall.
Not quite feeling comfortable with complete solitude, and her mind tinged with curiosity, Nia crosses the sanctum with a distinct sense of purpose, until she slows to a stop beside Fan, looking up at the mural with a hand on her hip.
The mural is pretty abstract, she thinks. Ambiguous silhouettes, facing away from the viewer, with a titan in the sky and what might have been a rainbow, once upon a time. The mural is cracked in places, dark paint snaking towards the center of the landscape.
“Does she look sad to you?” a voice sounds from behind Nia.
She leaps away with a hiss, claws at the ready and ears at full attention as she turns to who simply must be a guard, ready to—
“Bloody hell, Rex, y’can’t just sneak up on someone like that! What’d you do if I’d attacked you, huh?”
Rex laughs, unfazed by her clearly intimidating display. He sports his own eye bags from whatever upset his attempts at restful sleep. Nia almost wishes she could envy him right now. “You wouldn’t. Besides, you could just heal me. I don’t see much of a problem here.”
The trust stings a little. She turns away from it. “Not everything can be healed, Rex.”
“Not even by you?” he presses.
I’m… not going to respond to that. “What was that about Fan looking sad?”
“I mean, look at her. She looks like you. And Malos, I guess.”
She raises a claw in warning towards him.
“Hey, put that down! I just mean… You sometimes get these moments where you get all spacey and your eyes glaze over, like you’re not really here. Malos does it, too. It’s like… you’re thinking about something that happened a long time ago, I guess.”
“Wasn’t that long, for me. But Malos and Fan have prob’ly lived a lot longer than I have, so… I dunno, maybe. Dunno what someone like her has to think about, but who knows?” She eyes him out of the corner of her eye, lips quirking in a mischievous smirk. “You’re pretty interested in her. Does someone have a—”
“Oh, good morning, you two,” Fan interrupts, seemingly oblivious to the conversation they’d been having. “You’re both up early. Your audience with the Praetor isn’t for some time yet.”
“Right, sorry. We were just going on a morning walk, is all,” Rex answers.
Nia nods. “Always been an early riser, and I thought the air would help me think.”
Fan nods, smiling. “It’s wonderful that the two of you make time for each other, even when travelling with such a large group. Early morning walks are lovely, aren’t they?”
Nia snorts. “You’ve got the wrong idea. I was on a walk when this guy decided to scare the life outta me. It’s nothing like that.”
Rex’s eyes flit between them in confusion for a long moment. “Wait, are you two meaning—no way! Nia’s a friend, that’s all. I’ve never even—” He splutters, cheeks tinging pink as he searches for something, anything to convince Fan of the truth.
Nia rolls her eyes, turning her attention to the mural. “So what’s the story behind this painting? You seemed pretty interested in it before we walked up.”
“Isn’t it grand? They say it was painted way back when Indol was first establishing itself. It depicts the creation of Alrest itself.”
Nia hates to admit it, but Rex wasn’t wrong when he said she seemed sad. She praises the mural with a voice like a sigh, eyes somewhere far away.
“Is something wrong with it?” Nia asks.
Rex manages to recover enough to rejoin the conversation. “You’ve been looking at this painting for a while now, haven’t you?”
She nods just barely. “Yes. Well, no, there’s nothing wrong with the mural. I just…” She sighs. “I can’t help but wonder where I was.”
“Where you… were?”
A single nod. “Yes. I’m sure I was around when they painted this mural, but I have no memories of it. Of anything even close to that time.”
Nia casts her eyes downward. “That’s the fate of a Blade, I guess. Live forever, forget forever.”
“I wonder, who was I then? What did I believe, what did I do? Who was my Driver, and how did we get along? I’ll never know the answer to any of these questions. No matter how hard I try, if those memories are still buried somewhere in my core crystal, I can’t answer them.”
“Well, what about Malos?”
“Malos…” She releases another sigh. “The Aegis did seem to recognize me, but he called me by a name that isn’t mine. Still, it might not hurt to speak with him.”
“Rex, I dunno if—” Nia starts.
“Yeah, he’s been around a while! I’m sure he wouldn’t mind tellin’ you if he’d known you in the past. He seemed pretty excited to reunite with Brighid, after all.”
Oh, it’s so obvious, the ways this could go wrong. Still, when Fan’s eyes light up and she takes Rex’s hand into both of hers, Nia can’t bring herself to object.
“Would you come with me to ask him about it?” she asks, a new life in her voice.
Rex’s cheeks flush at the proximity. “Well, sure, I don’t mind.”
“Oh, thank you so much! I can’t wait to learn more about my past!”
“Er, yeah, well, there’s no need to thank me!”
Somewhere within Nia, there’s amusement at the sight of Rex’s reddened cheeks and flustered responses, but right now, it’s buried. “Hey, Fan.”
“Yes, Nia?” she asks, dropping Rex’s hand.
“You think a lot about your missing past, right? But what about your future?”
“My… future? I suppose I haven’t given it much thought. I serve the Praetor and all of Indol, and I haven’t given anything beyond that much consideration.”
“I mean, someday, you’ll be a different Fan, right? Blades return to their cores and take on new lives all the time.”
“Yes, that’s true. I wonder if the Fan I’ll be in the future will be so concerned with her missing past as I am now.”
“And… what if you didn’t have any future Fans? What if this was the last lifetime you had, your last future?”
Fan pauses at the thought. “I suppose I’d never know, would I? My life would end, and it wouldn’t come back, as if I were human. I’m not a Flesh Eater, though. I’ll come back for quite a few lifetimes yet.”
The corners of Nia’s lips twitch into a frown. “I guess that’s true.”
Malos’s words weigh heavy on Nia’s mind. She can’t see Fan talking with Malos going any way other than south, honest, and she can’t bring herself to mention the missing half of her core crystal, either.
Envy stirs in Nia’s heart.
If Fan doesn’t know, maybe that’s for the best.
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Chapter 20: The Past Waits
Summary:
Our heroes attend an audience with the Praetor, and memories haunt us all.
Notes:
yes it's been nearly two years yes I'm still working on it no I don't plan to die yes I will finish this fic before I die
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Chapter Text
When Crossette wakes, Nia is gone. Dromarch remains curled up on what had been her bed, tail arcing slow and graceful in the air before once again falling to the mattress with a heavy thump. The sun has barely neared risen, casting a hazy light over Crossette’s face as she takes in the morning with a sigh.
She pulls herself out of bed, tying her hair back with a sleepy glance out of the window. The shock of yellow in the courtyard is a comfort—Nia is there, on a morning walk, probably to calm her nerves or to survey the overall atmosphere of the courtyard. That feeling of creeping anxiety at the absence of her Driver must be part of being a Blade, she decides, and she’s got the evidence to prove it.
In the hallway, a balcony overlooks the courtyard with a much better view than their bedroom window. It’s there that Crossette takes the journal that used to belong to her, paging through it while leaned up against the wall.
Within the journal’s pages, Crossette finds herself scouring scratchy, loopy words that fill the space as though it were a challenge. The her-that-isn’t-her-anymore wrote of her old Driver and his friend, and the her-in-the-now eats it up, turns through the pages like she’s found just the right novel to scratch her itch. Her ulterior motive of confirming her past self’s separation anxiety falls by the wayside, and it takes little time to forget where she is.
The click of high heels is what drags her attention away. Brighid stands there, ever-polite, ever-enigmatic smile on her lips, holding her own tome. “It’s nice to see you reading your own journal so enthusiastically.”
“You think so?” Crossette asks, already feeling her horns begin to spark at the attention. “I just thought it would be nice to know what she wrote.”
“What you wrote, you mean.”
She nods. “Yeah.” A pause. “It’s… weird. To think of it like that, I mean.”
“Weird?”
“Weird,” she repeats. “Like… I don’t know. Yeah, you guys tell me, this was my journal, I wrote all this and even experienced these things in the journal. And I don’t think you’re wrong. I mean, the writing sounds like me, it’s not hard to figure out that it’s about me, but these memories aren’t mine. I’m not really that “me” anymore, am I? I don’t know anything about the people I wrote about. I still don’t know all that much about myself now, let alone myself, then. I may as well just be reading a story, you know?”
Brighid laughs, short and quiet. “I had a feeling you’d think as much. When I first read my own journal, I had a hard time understanding how all those past iterations had anything to do with me. But I think we’re both lucky. There must have been plenty of Blades like us, desperately recording their own lives, trying to remember past where our memories will inevitably end. I’m afraid that most of them never get the opportunity we have to read those words, however.”
“I wonder why,” she says, fingertips dancing across the her-that-isn’t-anymore’s words. Words of admiration, excitement, that entices the her-now but that she can’t remember or feel.
Her words aren’t quite what she intended, but Brighid seems to understand what she meant anyways. Crossette casts her eyes across the courtyard again. Her Nia, a shock of yellow, now coupled with a shock of blue and a white that nearly blends with the wall behind it. It seems she’s found conversation in Rex and Fan la Norne.
“Blades live infinitely, but not forever. Longer than most any Driver, but without the memories to show for it.”
Crossette yelps, several sparks sailing from the tips of her horns at the addition of a third voice to their conversation. How Malos manages to approach without alerting her like that, she’ll never fathom, and yet, there he is, standing between her and Brighid and looking thoroughly unamused that she dared to be startled by his sudden appearance. He keeps talking, choosing instead to ignore her little display with his usual flat expression.
“It’s just the way it is. You forget, but you get to keep going. It’s not all that great being able to remember, anyway, you know.”
“Why not?” She clutches her journals—her memories—to her chest, watching his face intently. It’s rare that he ever even talks to her, it seems, and she’s going to take moments like this for all they’re worth. “I’d like to know what happened. I’d like to be able to read my old words and know what they’re talking about. No matter how much I read this old book, I’ll never know how I ended up as this version of me, you know? And I can’t feel the things that I’m sure I felt then.”
“Not every memory is a good memory,” he says bluntly. “I’ve met several people again, several Blades who don’t remember, even though I knew them and remember every second of it. Every story of knowing a person ends in a kind of tragedy.”
“So it hurts, then? Knowing they don’t remember you? Isn’t even a bad memory one worth keeping?”
“Crossette, perhaps you’re being a bit—“
Malos shrugs before Brighid can finish. “By now, I’m used to it. After about 500 years, you have to get used to the idea that no one you knew is going to remember you anymore. In my case, I also have to get used to the fact that a lot of people I’ve never met know who I am. It’s just a part of living. But I think most people would be damaged by holding onto all that emotional shit.”
Brighid studies his face, her arms crossed delicately across her chest. “You knew Fan la Norne before, didn’t you? Both of us did.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Not by that name.”
“She wasn’t called Fan la Norne before, but I did write of someone who looked very similar to the way I’d describe Lady Fan. Her Driver, as well. And I believe I heard you call her “Haze”, once, which matches with my journal. I can only assume it bothers you that she doesn’t remember.”
“So when I bring it up, it’s rude, but when you say it, it’s fine?” Crossette whines.
“Not that I have to answer to either of you either way.” Malos faces neither of them, now, looking over the courtyard that keeps grabbing Crossette’s attention.
“That’s quite alright,” says Brighid. “You can’t avoid answering yourself, anyway.”
He lets out a sigh, looking just a bit smaller than Crossette’s ever seen him. “It isn’t easy. You two get to move on. You didn’t even really have to do anything to do it—your core crystals did that for you. I’m the one who has to live with all of it.”
“Then live with it.” She’s stern in her tone. “Others may forget, but as I recall from my journal, you used to be a much nicer person. None of this isolating yourself away from your travel partners.”
“What do you think I’m doing right now?” he snaps, turning sharply to face her for the first time since he joined the conversation. “I’ve had hundreds of years to accept what’s happened. Hundreds of years to go over every possible little thing I could to figure out anything—everything—I did wrong back then. I know what I’ve done, I know the stakes, and I’ve accepted that. That doesn’t make talking to someone like you suddenly easy, nor does it make getting close to others again a walk in the park.”
A silence falls between them. Crossette marinates in it, watching Malos’s back. Why did Brighid say that? What was the point of accusing him and being mean like that? In the discomfort, she babbles for something to soften the silence.
“I—I’m sorry. I don’t get it, and I won’t be able to, but things have been really hard for you, right? But I don’t think it’s unfair of you to deal with things the way you are, and I don’t think it’s unfair for us to wish things were different. I mean, you have to remember everything you’ve lost, and we have to deal with the fact that we can never truly remember what we’ve lost. I know my old Driver’s name, but I don’t have any pictures of him in here, and it never occurred to me to describe him at all back then, I guess, so all I know is that he was a man named August. If things had been different, and my journal hadn’t been recovered with my core crystal by pure luck, I wouldn’t even know that. I wouldn’t have a single basic fact about my past. And if I don’t remember, and no one else remembers, you have to wonder whether it ever even counted, you know? You have to wonder why you were even awakened last time, why you were awakened this time.”
“…Your Driver this time is going to live for a while. Flesh Eaters aren’t attached to any Driver, and they don’t keep human lifespans. But I don’t need the lectures on what I need to accept. It’s not like I don’t know I’m being rude to Fan.”
“Oh, so you were aware.” Brighid sounds unimpressed.
“It might be easy for you to accept that you once knew someone when you can’t even remember losing them, but I don’t have that luxury. It’s not that easy for me. I’m facing shit my own way, but thanks for the accusations. Next time, keep your input.”
He leaves them, then, and though Crossette reaches after him, she doesn’t reach far enough. Her thoughts stumble with the realization of the simple truth of the matter—she doesn’t even know where to begin.
~
The innermost sanctum of the Praetorium is ornate, both sparsely-filled and overly-decorated at once. It’s rife with shades of blue and searing white, each decoration, pillar, and wall hanging clinical and gaudy to anyone with eyes. Anyone who also had sense should be able to feel just how uncanny this entire Titan is in every brick and thread it carries. Malos walks in at Rex’s side, allowing the boy to at least operate under the illusion of being the one in control here. In some manners, he is, and he won’t deny that so easily, but at the end of the day, Malos is the one holding the reins here.
Father help them all if he actually has to let them go.
There is a lot of knowledge that Malos still lacks. The events of 500 years ago. The circumstances surrounding his awakening. The circumstances that led Mythra to be the Blade she is, all searing, blinding light. He can’t tell anyone about any of these things, not really, but what he can tell anyone willing to listen is this: Something is not right with Praetor Amalthus.
Mythra’s Driver (a fact Malos tries and fails not to judge him on alone) stands at the very head of the room at the center of the dais, before an equally washed-out sort of throne. The only real color in the room comes from Malos and his travel companions—Nia’s jumpsuit alone brightens it up considerably, while Malos feels like a stain on the entire room by comparison. Haze has escorted them in, a triangle of people, half-anxious, half-normal. She leaves them waiting there, moving to stand a fair ways aside of the man of the hour.
“You must be Rex,” the Praetor says, voice low and slow, eyes trained on Malos’s Driver. He carries the gentle, distant expression of a man dedicated to leading his little religion, but still Malos bristles at it as though the very act of looking at his Driver is predatory.
Rex, in the meantime, chokes on his own spit, stammering out a poor excuse for a greeting. “Uh, yeah, I—yes, your Eminence?”
“It is a pleasure to finally meet you. I have heard tales. The Driver of the other Aegis, as it were.”
“Y-yeah, I—other Aegis? Hang on, are you—I mean, sorry, um… You’re Mythra’s Driver, then?”
“In a manner of speaking. I haven’t had any sort of hold over Mythra for quite a long time, however.”
“Oh, yeah, uh, of course not. I mean—“ The poor kid’s petrified. Malos glances behind him at the rest of their group, scanning them over. Nia is nearly as bad—in nearly any other situation worth naming, Malos is sure that she’d be snickering and teasing Rex, but here she is now, frozen to her spot, a subtle tremor to the fist she has pressed firm against her chest. Is it really so bad here for Flesh Eaters? Even in front of the Praetor, whose own Blade is a Flesh Eater of his own creation?
No one else seems to be in any state particularly of note. Even Tora is quiet, deferring to the Praetor in this situation and allowing Rex to take hold.
“And it seems the Special Inquisitor has graced us with her presence, as well. You truly are quite the odd group, I see.”
“Yes. Your Eminence. Mòrag—I mean, the Special Inquisitor, she—she’s an emissary. Mor Ardain has, erm, interest in making sure that matters with Malos stay free of political influence. Understandably. Your Eminence.”
“And so she has followed the Aegis here, creating her own form of political influence.” A wry smile crosses his blue lips, a shrewd tilt of his head punctuating his sentence. “But I digress. To what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?”
From where Malos kneels, he can see a blank look cross Rex’s face. “I, uh, you sent for us. Your Eminence!”
He can’t help but suppress a small scoff. The noise draws Rex’s attention, and his eyes flick to Malos’s in alarm. He seems to be pleading for any amount of support here.
With a sigh, Malos lifts his head and meets Amalthus’s eyes. “We need a way to access the World Tree. We reach the top, and we can defeat Mythra properly and ensure that Alrest gets the protection it deserves.” His voice echoes throughout the room, and from beside him, he swears nearly everyone is holding their breath.
Amalthus raises an eyebrow. “The Aegis of Destruction, in the flesh, here to protect Alrest once again.” There’s a subtle lilt to his tone, a sort of challenge that fails to awaken the anger that rests beneath his surface.
“And we have something, from one of your old Blades. Rex, the dagger.”
Rex panics and reaches for it, probably too quick, in hopes of presenting it before the Praetor. The guards positioned around the room all react in tandem, brandishing weapons with various warning shouts before Amalthus raises a hand to quiet them.
“It’s alright. I’m sure this boy has no intention to harm me.” Amalthus smiles something sinister, a warning tone to his voice as he looks down on the group.
Somehow, this isn’t a comfort. In his head, he thinks, again and again: You can’t fuckin’ trust him. You can’t fuckin’ trust him. It’s the air of confidence he holds, totally unbothered by something everyone else perceived as a blatant threat. It’s not just the confidence of a religious leader knowing he’s surrounded by guards at every corner that will die before they let anyone touch him, but the air of a man who knows he’s untouchable.
This is a man who thinks he can’t die.
Something in Malos itches to prove him wrong.
Rex explains further, in stammering, bumbling words—how he himself wants to reach the world tree and find the path to Elysium. How they’d gotten close before, but been stopped thanks to the artifice running amok at its base. After hearing enough of it, the Praetor raises a hand, never once losing that damned enigmatic smile.
“I will help you. You know, I climbed that World Tree, once upon a time. That was very long ago, however.”
“You did?”
Amalthus nods. “I thought like you, too long ago now to truly be believed. And that idealism did lead me to climb the World Tree. But I did not find Elysium, nor the Architect. I didn’t understand it at the time. Now, I believe it was because I am not worthy of that place.”
Malos’s eyes snap to Rex. The boy looks stunned and shakes his head slightly. “I—I see.”
“Perhaps, however, you will have much better luck than I had. It may even be your Destiny, as the Driver of the Aegis.”
Rex nods. “Thank you, your Eminence. I won’t let you down.”
“Thank you, Rex. If possible, as a favor, I’d like some time alone with your Blade. It’s been quite a long time since I met someone who would remember from back then. I’d like a few moments to reminisce.”
“Uh, yeah! Of course! If Malos is okay with it, I mean. I may be his Driver, but it’s his decision.”
Ugh. Of course it is.
“I’ll go,” he says, privately hoping he doesn’t regret it.
~
“What, exactly, is it that you want from me?” Malos asks in the moments they’re left alone. Amalthus didn’t even bring his guards. He’d led Malos out to the mural in the courtyard, standing below it and staring up wistfully as Malos raised his hackles.
“As I said, to reminisce. You’re one of very few people still alive from that time, after all.”
“It wasn’t exactly a happy time. Unless you’re looking fondly back on the constant fear of death and your Blade running away from you?” Dimly, Malos is aware that he should at least attempt politeness. At least, so long as their comfort and safety depends on the extended grace of this man.
“I was much younger, then. In a way, things were simpler. I certainly had less responsibility to worry over as a Quaestor.”
Malos raises an eyebrow. “You sure don’t look like you were much younger then. I can’t say you’ve changed a day since the last time we met, and that was at least five hundred years back at this point.”
“You have such a clear memory, if you can still remember my appearance from back then. Not that you’ve aged much less gracefully, my dear Aegis.”
Gag.
“How is my old Blade doing, by the way? I hardly expected to hear from him ever again. I thought hope had been lost for a reunion with Minoth.”
“He’s unrecognizable. He’s aged more than you have, actually. I think it’d be impossible to find him unless you knew what to look for.” Like hell he’s giving out information on Minoth’s location. “I had to do some work to his core crystal to help him breathe easier in his old age.”
“…I see. I’m glad you’ve been able to help him.” Still the Praetor keeps his eyes on the mural. “This mural here is about the only thing I know of older than we are. Truly older, with all the memories to carry with it. The techniques used to paint it so that it remained preserved for so long are lost to time—I was never much of an artist, and none remain who know the painters or the techniques to replicate it.”
“So?”
“I have to wonder whether or not we are, in fact, regressing as a people,” Amalthus concluded. “I was worthy enough to be able to climb the World Tree and live to tell about it. I have been worthy enough to take up the mantle of Praetor, and worthy enough to survive my own Blade’s rampage across Alrest. But I was not worthy enough to prevent the loss of these techniques. I was not worthy enough to find Elysium, nor to meet the Architect. Surely, if that boy can open the way, that is a sign of growth. And yet, none will ever manage to create a mural that stands the test of time so well as this. None will ever reach those heights again. What direction are we moving in, do you think, Aegis?”
Malos sighs and tears his gaze away from Amalthus. “That’s not for any one person to decide. Least of all those of us that remember the Aegis War.”
“Perhaps not. But I believe there is value in entertaining the idea.”
“Not everyone thinks like you do, Praetor.”
“And perhaps that is for the best.”
~
Nia’s room has remained unchanged for all this time. It’s taken this long for anyone to set foot in it, as far as Pyra is aware. With Mythra resting, Pyra takes the chance to slip inside and breathe in the scent of her failures.
It isn’t her fault. She can’t blame herself alone. After all, Nia’s defection is a burden shared by all of Torna, and she won’t selfishly shoulder the blame without them. It’s Nia’s fault, too, of course—a weak heart, injured repeatedly, and then holding too much fear within itself to stand strong and stand with those who care for it.
That’s why Pyra is able to come at all. It’s why, now, she sits on her knees in the center of the room, and sends a silent prayer up to Father.
(If Mythra were awake, it’d be interrupted, of course. Mythra doesn’t get it. Doesn’t understand why Pyra still prays to a man who they plan to kill. But that’s Mythra’s plan, not Pyra’s, and so still she prays to him.)
Father, may Nia be well. May she learn from her mistakes and return to her family. May those of us affected recover from her actions. May us all know kindness. Please, Father, if you’re listening…
With that, she sets to work.
First comes boxing up Nia’s old clothes. She didn’t have much, but the clothes won’t do them any good here. With their plans proceeding as they are, they expect to have passage to the World Tree within the month, and then all will fall after that. There won’t be time to find someone in Nia’s size to pass her clothes onto after that before they’re all dead, and so into the box they go. Each jumpsuit, top, and bottom gets taken out, inspected—maybe she can use this one, or that one—and, finally, neatly folded and placed away.
Each one drags up a question, a memory at the tip of Pyra’s memory. Patroka stole this for her the day after Jin brought her in. This one Akhos found in Mor Ardain when he went on one of Patroka’s hunting trips. I patched this one up, right here, at this seam. You can even see the thread because I wasn’t practiced at sewing yet. The seam was supposed to be invisible.
It’s precious little. Really, too few clothes for any well-adjusted person to have these days, given the way humans are. Poor, poor Nia. If she’d stayed longer, she could have been given more clothes, even stolen her own. Pyra would have loved to have gone with her, picked out a pretty dress…
It isn’t her fault. She won’t be so selfish as to shoulder the blame alone. Even so…
“Where did we go wrong, Nia? Why did you leave?” Pyra says in a hush as she moves to stand. The box of clothes is set by the door for disposal. In the far corner is Nia’s bed, as soft as they could manage (as they do for everyone in Torna) and a nightstand beside that. The nightstand is the next target.
Her fingers linger on the nightstand drawer. Should she have taken control more, so Nia didn’t have to deal with Mythra? Not that there’s anything wrong with Mythra, but there’s a reason Pyra was created. Someone soft, someone kind, someone to band Torna together. A thousand times already Mythra had reminded her that she had failed. Why even exist, if Nia is to run and betray them anyway? Would Mikhail follow? Jin? Patroka? Akhos? Why was she there at all?
A shrill laugh cuts through the room and puts an end to Pyra’s selfish mourning. Privately, she berates herself at the realization—you are being selfish. You should have seen if anyone wanted to come clear out Nia’s room with you.
Pyra turns to find Obrona floating in the doorway, her trademark mischievous smile resting on her lips. “Hey Pyra. Guess what, guess what!”
“What is it, Obrona?”
“While you were in here moping over Nia, guess went out without telling? Guess!”
Pyra forces a polite smile as Obrona zips around the room, but the worry runs deep. She was created to care. Who is it she should be worrying about now? “Who?”
“I’m not going to tell you, silly, you have to guess!” Obrona jolts to a stop in front of her, knocking her off balance and right into the lamp on the nightstand. Pyra barely manages to catch it and stabilize it, polite smile growing weaker as Obrona throws out her specialty.
The ether map dances out across the room, showing all of Alrest in its own quirky way. Each spot of light a living being, dotting the landscapes of each Titan in such a way that you can mostly figure out the shape of every individual Titan’s livable space from Obrona’s work alone. “You really do have such a marvelous ability, you know.”
“Yeah, I know! So guess! I’ll even give you a hint: here’s us!” She points to the Monoceros on the map, where eight bright, twisted dots linger about. One of them—the one that is not one, but two, overlapping—is the most easily recognized. That’s her, a brilliant red, mixing with and nearly overcome by Mythra’s light, and beside them, Obrona, one of the dimmest three lights they have among Torna. She scans each light carefully, not nearly as practiced in reading them as Obrona, Akhos, or even Mythra.
Three Blades still here. Obrona, Cressidus, and Perdido. If Obrona is here, Akhos can’t be far, and that logic would apply for Patroka and Mikhail, too. Besides, Mikhail is more than occupied working on the Marsanes, and Patroka, despite her spitfire personality, always makes sure someone knows when she leaves and where she’s going. She’s aggressive, not stupid. And it makes sense, too, based on each light of ether floating in their little section of the Cloud Sea.
Akhos and Patroka, despite their differences and Patroka’s declarations to the contrary, are much alike. It comes with being siblings, even if “siblings” is an idea Patroka detests on principle. Mikhail looks similar but dissimilar, owing to his nature and how he came to be with them.
That leaves one possibility for who would go off on their own without a word, and Pyra doesn’t like it. Not one bit.
Akhos slides into the room, and Pyra looks to both him and Obrona with her answer. “It must be—“
Control is wrested from her. She is gone, and not gone, living within Mythra, now. She’s awake. Better think quietly, now.
“Akhos. Obrona. Go after Jin and bring him back,” Mythra demands. It’s always strange, feeling lips move and knowing she’s not the one speaking. “Jin’s strong, but he, of all people, shouldn’t be going anywhere alone. You’re our healers, you go make sure he’s okay. He can finish whatever it is he’s up to, but the second his core crystal is acting up again, you know what to do.”
Akhos nods as Obrona waves away her map. Both leave the room wordlessly, though Akhos takes one last look at Nia’s room before he goes.
With the door closed, Mythra turns on her.
“What were you doing in here while I was sleeping?” she demands.
Pyra freezes in the force of Mythra’s light. She always does. I was going through Nia’s things, she responds. Looking for anything that we can still use that she might have left behind. Someone’s got to tackle this room eventually, right?
Mythra sighs, a heavy thing, and crosses her arms. “Don’t forget that I can look into your memories. You can’t lie to me.”
I’m not! I really was just going through her things.
“I’ll be the judge of that. You take control. And check on Mikhail. See whether he needs any more materials for the Marsanes.”
Just like that, control is back. It comes with a flash, a warmth spreading through her body, and a sense of relief in the neck where the weight of Mythra’s hair falls away. She breathes, easy and slow, letting it come to her until she’s ready to walk out, into the rest of the ship and all the way to where Mikhail is working.
So much easier to walk when she’s the one walking. So much easier to live when she’s not the one sleeping.
~
Walking away from Malos always seems to have such a strange sense to it. The shard of core crystal in Rex’s chest keeps him alive, but it also wanted, more than anything, to be close to the rest of itself, wanted to be pure, unfettered by petty matters such as distance. It pulled in Malos’s direction, but didn’t protest when Rex walked the other way, out of the building and into the courtyard.
How strange.
The day was spent exploring Indol. The others were quick to break away, quick to find their own methods of self-occupation, and so soon, all who were left consisted of Nia, Dromarch, and Gramps, who remained firmly and happily in Rex’s helmet.
There’s much to do in a city like Indol, but here they are, standing high above and watching it all.
“It was strange, wasn’t it? Talking to the Praetor, I mean.”
“Yeah.” Nia nods along, leaning on the banister beside them. From here, even the refugee camp is difficult to pick out. Rex prefers to watch the Cloud Sea. “I mean, that old man really did know the Praetor after all, right? It’s weird to think of Cole being his Blade.”
“Oh, yeah, that too. I just meant… for a moment towards the end there, I could have sworn I was talking to Mythra, or maybe even Pyra.”
“What?” Nia says. “Get out with that kind of talk. You’re probably just getting worked up over him being her Driver. That, and you were barely functioning during that entire audience. What was all that stammering about, hm?”
Gramps nods, placing two paws on Rex’s shoulder. “I’m sure it’s just the result of your nerves playing on you, Rex.”
“Perhaps your bond with Malos is offering you a different perception of things,” Dromarch says.
Rex frowns. Is that really all it is?
The city below them teems with life. All here because of the Praetorium’s kindness, or otherwise their beliefs. The conversation carries on without him until his mind drifts, and then he finds that he has to ask. “Do you guys think Malos will be alright with him?”
“What? It’s Malos we’re talking about here,” Nia says. “It’s not like he’s a damsel in distress, waiting to be saved from the evil Praetor, you know?”
“Well, yeah, I know, I just…”
Gramps sighs. “Rex, you’re stuck on what you thought you heard, aren’t you?”
He nods.
“Malos is going to be alright. He has faced Mythra at her full power, and come away undamaged. He’s simply having a conversation with Amalthus.”
“But…”
“It’s not uncommon for Blades, especially young ones, to take after their Drivers. In the case of a Driver with a particularly strong will, they can even take on their Driver’s appearance quite strikingly. Mythra had never been awakened before, so it’s natural that some of her qualities might remind you of the Praetor.”
“Right. I guess… that makes sense. Thanks, Gramps.”
~
His first footsteps on Temperatian soil feel no different than his first footsteps anywhere.
(He awakened for the first time to yelling, to the confusion of not knowing who here was his Driver.)
(There were three options: a terrified woman, a terrified child, and the man threatening the child with a knife.)
It was here, in the moments where he prepared himself for the things he had to do, that he always remembered her as the terrified girl, and not as the dying (not dead, never dead) young woman. The thought alone, of protecting girls like her, drove him, and he walked forward.
(Immediately, then, he had decided that he didn’t want to be the man’s Blade. If he guessed wrong, he’d forget it all in a moment, anyway.)
(It took only a second for his sword to pierce the man’s back and come out through his chest.)
Six guards visible. One posted directly in front of the weapon. The others, scattered about the scaffolding and the ground.
(He’d been right in his guess. It was the girl, her face now spattered with the man’s blood.)
(Lora.)
None seemed particularly tough. Certainly, even less tough when Jin was their opponent, when they were hardly noticing their surroundings.
(It had just been them for a while, before she found Haze. The two of them, roughing it in the country, living simple and happy. Haze had only added to the mix. A happy trio. A happy family. He would always, always need that family, then and forevermore.)
He passes five of the guards silently, scarcely casting a breeze where he goes, and plunges his sword cleanly into the back of the sixth. His body drops, barely a noise in the night, and Jin moves for his target.
(Meeting Addam had done wonders for their income. Those who hired mercs categorically paid more when it was going to the Prince of Torna and his friends, rather than to a scrappy young woman with two blades and a rope for a weapon. Their nights, too, had become cozier, even if he felt more distant from her than ever. The Aegis War would end, and again he would have his Driver. Even Haze had noticed his worries.)
A seventh guard standing on the weapon’s back, previously unseen. It takes little to drop him, too, and then he climbs in the cockpit, taking only a moment to figure out the controls. When the weapon moves, he jolts, but not nearly as badly as the five guards he didn’t kill being thrown from the scaffolding.
(In his memories of that day, they had been running for hours, endlessly through unchanging wilderness. Behind them, the weapons advanced, and he heard the Praetor’s voice as though he alone were commandeering the weapons that threatened them. Even felling the Aegis had not been enough. Malos gone, Addam gone, Minoth missing, and as a dying Lora cupped his cheek with the last of her strength, he found it hard to remember, for just that moment, the terrified girl in the shack. He would not forget. He would not forget.)
With a stone-cold stare and a singleminded purpose, Jin steered the weapon towards the Urayan front. There was plenty work yet to be done.
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Chapter 21: Side by Side
Summary:
The assault on the Judicium Titan weapon, and a confrontation.
Notes:
God. I understand why the Indol/Temperantia arc exists. I understand why the Indol/Temperantia arc exists. I understand why the Indol/Temperantia arc exists. I understand why the Indol/Temperantia arc exists.
I don't WANT to WRITE the Indol/Temperantia arc though :(
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Chapter Text
Brighid finds Mórag (consulting her own journal, it would seem) with practiced ease, the news already perched on her lips. Mórag looks up at her with the usual curious glint, and so she takes it as the cue to speak.
“Were you aware that Senator Roderich is here, visiting the Praetorium?”
“The senator? No, as a matter of fact, I don’t believe that’s on record.”
“Well, isn’t that interesting?” Brighid muses.
Mórag has already cast her journal aside, smoothing herself out. “I assume you know where he is, then?”
“That’s right. I confirmed it before I came.”
“Good. I think we’d better pay him a visit, then.”
“My thinking exactly.”
Brighid leads her to the farthest room this side of the courtyard, where even the door has not been shut in the interest of such things as “privacy” or “protecting Ardainian secrets”. In the time of Mórag’s final adjustment to her appearance, they hear it.
“Senator, a report. An Ardainian Titan Weapon is advancing on the Urayan-Ardainian front.”
In that exact moment, Brighid watches Mórag’s composure shatter. “Just what the hell are you trying to do, Senator!?” she demands as she storms in, Brighid striding after her.
“I, for one, expected to hear of a covert deal with the Praetorium when I discovered you were here off-book, Senator, but this is something else entirely. Care to explain?”
Roderich is a stammering kind of man, both hands in front of him in a weak act of defense as he searches for an answer. “It—It wasn’t me, I swear! I only just heard about it a moment ago!”
“Then why are our people going to war without His Majesty’s decree?”
“His Majesty doesn’t understand the ongoing resource crisis, Special Inquisitor, but regardless—“
“Hold your tongue, Senator. I think you’ll find that you cannot defend your actions with mere—“
Movement behind them at the door. “He says he didn’t order the attack, yeah?” Malos asks, leaning casually against the door frame. “Shut the door if you’re going to be having these kinds of conversations.”
“I hardly think this is any of your concern,” Brighid says.
“And yet, I overheard anyway, so here I am, involved.”
“T-that core—“
“Quiet.” Malos speaks firm, firm enough that even Senator Roderich is forced to listen. “Let’s say this guy isn’t turning against your Emperor’s will or whatever, and no one ordered an attack on Temperantia. Who stands to gain from an Urayan-Ardainian war? Who would have the ability to commandeer a Titan Weapon, bypassing the guards I assume were posted to watch over it?”
Mórag’s eyes widen. “You don’t mean—“
“I do.”
“There you are, Malos!” Another interruption comes, this time in the form of Rex. “Sorry to interrupt. Fan came looking for us. We’re to report to the audience chamber immediately.”
Mórag shoots a stern look Roderich’s way, then meets Malos’s eyes. They share a nod and get moving. No time to waste.
~
“Your Eminence, I understand that this appears to be a deliberate act by Ardainian forces with the knowledge we have now,” Mórag argues before Amalthus even speaks, “but my people would never go to war against His Majesty’s will!”
Amalthus studies her with amusement. “I’m glad that you hold such faith in your people, Special Inquisitor. And that you seem to already understand what has happened.”
She nods, stepping forward. Their entire group has amassed, rather quickly, given how they had all appeared to have spread out across the Indoline Sanctum before this. “It is my understanding that an Ardainian weapon is currently advancing on Uraya’s side of the peace lines. I ask your leave to investigate, with the assurance that whatever is going on, it is not the will of Mor Ardain or His Majesty.”
He quirks a smile her way. “Very well. But I ask that Rex and his friends accompany you in this investigation. After all, it will be quite useful to have neutral parties available as witness to this investigation. Rex, would this be alright?”
“Oh, yeah! Of course! We were probably goin’ to get involved anyways, if I’m being honest.”
“Well, I must say, this is the most efficient audience I’ve ever had. Please, keep me updated on the investigation, and do what you can to stop this.”
Mórag is the first to exit into the outdoors, and the first to speak when her companions follow her. “This really isn’t any of your problems.”
“Like I tried to say before, there’s someone who does stand to gain from this,” Malos says. “I’d bet money on Torna’s involvement.”
“But what if it is coming from inside Mor Ardain?” Zeke wonders aloud. “Sure, there’s a chance Torna’s involved, but we don’t really know anything yet.”
“If there’s even a chance, then I think that makes it our problem, too, though,” Rex says. “And besides, Me, Tora, and Nia, at least, kind of owe her.”
“That is true,” says Brighid. “That water tower cost quite a bit to repair…”
“Either way, I’m headed to Judicium to investigate myself. I won’t require any of you to accompany me, although the assistance would be welcome.”
“How about mine?” Fan stands behind them, clutching her staff in both hands. “I’ve already arranged a ship for you guys to use, but I believe my power would come in handy when it comes to stopping the Titan Weapon from advancing even further once we arrive. I can control Titans just as well as Blades, you know.”
“That’s fine,” Malos says. He begins to walk away. “Thanks for the ship, though.”
“I mean, she could be useful, though…” says Rex.
He shakes his head and keeps walking. “If Torna really is involved, she doesn’t want to be. Let’s leave it at that and get moving.”
Several steps later, he freezes, finding himself unable to move, the familiar feeling washing over his body. Fan walks purposefully in front of him, staring him in the eyes with a firm gaze. “If Torna’s involved, that’s exactly where I want to be. Unless you think I can’t hold my own, even after I helped you fight in Mor Ardain?”
Malos, of everyone alive, knows exactly how well Haze can hold her own. Of course he does! He’s had his fair few fights against Lora and Haze, after all, and even now, her power is strong enough to hold him and force him to look her in the eye. He stares at her a long moment, until she speaks again.
“If you really don’t want me there, that’s one thing. But I think you’ll need my help, and I think I’m supposed to be there. So I would rather that you give me the real reason you don’t want me there.”
He lets out a long sigh. “You really wanna know?”
“I do.”
“Then I’ll tell you a story on the way over. For now, we need to move. We don’t have time to be wasting like this.”
All at once, he can move again, and in the same moment, she’s in his face, reminding him uncomfortably of a certain other wind Blade he knows. “Really? You’ll tell me a story, then?”
“Yes. Now move.”
~
Fan follows him to the bow of the ship, sharp eyes watching Malos’s every move as though he’s going to escape if she looks away. The others afford them privacy, which Malos is silently grateful for as golden eyes stare him down, waiting for him to talk.
They’ll reach Temperantia in less than two hours. He doesn’t have time to put this off, unfortunately, and so he sighs and sits and motions for her to join him on the Titan ship’s floor. When she’s taken the hint and settled on her knees beside him, he makes himself speak.
“I knew you, a long time ago, under a different name,” he begins.
She nods. “I think you called me it before. What was it, again…?”
“Haze.”
(Haze and Lora and Jin, all fitting on one short log. Haze sidled up to Lora, Lora sidled up to Jin. They looked more like a family, then, than Driver and Blades. He never figured out what about them made him feel so twisted inside, not until all three as they were had gone. Every emotion was new to him, then.)
(In his time asleep, he figured out it was called “envy”.)
“Obviously you had a different Driver back then, but you looked almost identical to how you do now. It really threw me when you were there in Mor Ardain out of nowhere.”
“I apologize.”
“Don’t.”
“Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—“
“I just said don’t.” Even as he says it, a dry laugh leaves him. “That isn’t your fault. It’s not anyone’s. Just a part of life as someone like me.”
(Haze and Lora, fighting him, Haze holding him back in time for him to be hit by one of Lora’s attacks. He rolls, too late, when the hold releases, and reappears behind Haze. The fighting is close, but he and Addam fight their absolute best, as do Haze and Lora.)
(The battle ends in a draw, interrupted by another face he sees too often these days.)
“Lora… your Driver, I mean, your old one. She was a really righteous person, and a great fighter. I don’t think she ever meant to be a Driver, but she made it work, and used her power to help the community at large whenever she could. You and her and Jin, the Paragon of Torna, fought by our side at one point, back during the Aegis War. She was the type to scoop up every parentless child and give them a purpose, and she did, once.”
“You and who else?”
“Huh?”
“You said ‘our’. Who else was there?”
He laughs softly. “I thought everyone knew about my original Driver. Addam. The three of us—“
“Three?”
“Father, you’re sharp.” He’s softer than he normally is. Softer than he likes to be. “As it happens, the third would now be your comrade-in-arms, in a way. Minoth. He was Amalthus’s Blade, and joined us in the fight against Mythra. It’s kind of funny, when you think about it.”
(Him and Minoth gathering firewood away from the group. Him and Minoth and Addam, effortlessly tossing weapons around and fighting in such a way that only Lora could have devised of.)
(Him and the kid falling into the same pattern.)
“I guess it’s hard to separate Blades from one another. Now you’re also Amalthus’s Blade, which means you’re also, in a way, comrades with Mythra.”
Fan’s fingers tighten at the edges of her sleeves, pulling the fabric taut. “I… don’t know how I feel about that idea.”
“Sorry.” (He is sorry.)
“But, I really fought the Aegis War? With you?”
“You did.”
“It’s strange. I’ve always been confident in tense situations, but even as a Blade, I don’t fight all that often. Since I’m… since I’m the Goddess of the Praetorium, I’m supposed to leave all of that to our warrior monks until the moment the Praetor truly needs me. To think I was of aid enough that you considered me a comrade during such a gruesome war…”
Fan stands beside him, resting her hands on the rails of the ship. Her eyes are far away, set on the horizon or elsewhere. Malos watches her with a sidelong glance. “I don’t talk about this kind of stuff, you know. Not even with Rex.”
“Not even with your Driver?”
“Yeah. But it felt weird knowing that I remembered all this and you were there and don’t.” He pushes himself to stand beside her.
(The last night before the final battle with Mythra, then. Everyone resting, everyone but him and Haze, sitting side by side in silence.)
“I wonder how Amalthus got ahold of you. I… I wanted to believe Lora died peacefully after I went to sleep, but given the situation with Jin and Torna, I know that’s not the case. But where did he get you?”
Fan la Norne is not Haze. Fan la Norne has no answers for him.
(Side by side one last time.)
Just the two of them, watching the Cloud Sea in silence.
Side by side.
~
Temperantia is best described as a wasteland. The sky churns a storm above blackened, poor soil, the darkness broken up only by the occasional volley of charges fired from a certain rampaging Titan weapon. In those flashes, the landscape is barren, lifeless. They disembark, just out of range of the weapon’s rampage, and it’s there that Poppi and Zenobia break off from the group to scout from above as best they can. According to reports, both from soldiers at the scene and Poppi and Zenobia’s scouting, the weapon has crossed the border.
“Alright. All of you, listen up. You are here accompanying me, and therefore, I will be leading this charge tonight. Understood?”
“Loud and clear!” Crossette says, slapping a salute to her forehead.
“Good. We need to find our way onto the Titan’s back. There should be cables attached to the driving mechanism there—if we can disable those, we can stop the weapon from moving any further and disable it from there. But, listen to me. This needs to be done exactly right.”
“Why can’t Malos just jump onto the back and nuke the thing? He is the Aegis of Destruction or whatever, right?” Pandoria says.
“Normally, I would agree with you. However, if this is not done exactly right, we will all regret it. Those cables carry vaporized Titan bodily fluids. They are highly volatile. I would rather us not learn what happens if Malos’s power meets those vapors, especially imprecisely. The cables have to be cut as close to simultaneously as reality allows.”
“Okay, I’ll bite: why do you know any of this? Why make a weapon like that at all?” Zeke asks. “This whole shebang sounds like a massive liability all the way down.”
“It’s my job to know these things. I refreshed myself on the schematics on our way over. And, as for your latter question… As long as we managed to get the weapon inside enemy lines, it was their problem to deal with. We were never meant to need to disable a weapon like this, due to malfunction or hijacking.”
“That’s straight-up evil, you know!”
Nia snorts. “Why are you even here, Shellhead? Last I checked, the Praetor asked us to come along with Mórag.”
Zeke’s expression is dark. “Those people use the name Torna like it belongs to them. That’s all the reason I need.” After a moment, he brightens up. “Alright, so we know the plan?”
“We absolutely do not,” Mórag says. “Zenobia. I think your axe should do. You’re fast, yes?”
“You know it! What do you need me to do?”
“I want you to be the one to cut the cables. Is your axe sharp enough for it?”
Zenobia tests the edge of the axe in her hand. “I think it should do. For the best chance, though, I could borrow someone else’s weapon for it? One of your swords looks pretty sharp. With that blade and my speed, I’m sure I can cut the cables.”
“Good. That works for me. Rex.”
“Yeah?”
“I need you to back Zenobia up. If, for some reason, she can’t get to the cables, you cut it with Malos’s sword. Alright?”
“Alright.”
“Poppi have question! There large overhang near weapon’s current path. Poppi think friends who can’t fly can use to access back of weapon!”
Mórag smiles. “That’s perfect, Poppi. We just need the chance to get on.”
“I believe that’s why I’m here,” Fan says. “When it passes under the cliff, I’ll stop it. You all can jump onto its back then.”
“After we immobilize the weapon, we’ll need to deal with whoever’s controlling it. The control center is protected by quite a few layers of the best armor our army could manufacture. In other words, a direct assault will not work…”
Rex smiles. “…unless we have someone capable of destroying any material around?”
Malos sighs. “A job for me, then.”
“Exactly.”
“Now, hold on,” Nia says. “What are the rest of us doing, then?”
“Preparing to fight. Whoever’s in that control center likely won’t bow without a fight. All of us need to be prepared for them to attack once they’re out of the control center. You will be especially important if they’re powerful, Nia.”
“Alright. We can’t stand around here planning the whole time. Let’s run and catch that Titan before it gets away from us!”
Mórag nods, and this time, they all bolt for it, Poppi and Zenobia leading the charge. When they come to the cliff, narrowly avoiding the shelling from above, Fan springs into action, stopping the weapon at just the right moment. “It’s stopped!”
Malos heads up the rear of the group—those who can fly, do, but for the rest (minus Tora being carried across by Poppi) it’s a matter of a long, precarious jump. Before Malos makes it, he stops short.
Ursula stands, a good way back, petrified.
He lets out the biggest sigh of his life. “Come on,” he says. “You need to jump.”
“I-I can’t!” she whimpers. Her face is hidden in her hands, a strangled noise leaving her throat. The poor girl is terrified, and being pushed to just do it is clearly making the situation worse.
“I can only hold this for so long,” Fan shouts after them. “Apologies for the rush, but you need to go!”
“We’re going!” Malos snaps. He lets out a growl and scoops Ursula clean off her feet; she’s so tiny that he easily cradles her in one arm. The other hand grabs Beary by the paw and drags him along, running at full speed towards the cliff as he calls his power. “Fan, go! We’ll make it!”
It comes to him like second nature. In a place like this, lent so well to darkness and the ether that comes with, a power encased in rust comes to him, and just a moment after they leap, there they stand, teleported to the edge of the Titan weapon. Ursula has buried her face in his chest armor, a high-pitched whimper emanating from her as he moves to set her down. Moments later, Fan touches down beside him.
Nia grins as she looks back at the four (three? is Beary his own thing?) of them. “Well, look at you, Mister—“
The floor beneath them rumbles. Ursula drops to the ground, hands over her head as something raises up from the center of the platform—a turret, rotund and massive, homing in on their group with practiced ease.
Mórag clicks her tongue. “I see our rogue pilot has figured out more of the controls, then.”
“Oh, so this is all intended, then?” Zeke says.
“Bitch later, Shellhead!” Nia shouts as the turret begins to attack. Their group scatters as they move out of the way—Fan grips her crosier tight and begins to glow with ether as she reaches again for her power.
The turret fires directly at her. Malos is there, throwing up a shield just in time as she releases her power. “No good! I can’t control it!”
“Guess it’s not too attached to the Titan itself, then,” Malos says.
Zenobia zips behind, cursing loudly when she approaches the spot the cables are supposed to be. “Hey, Mórag! There supposed to be a thick casing before we even get to the cables?”
“That’s part of the defenses!”
Rex is moving in, now, and Malos swears and does his best to give chase, despite the bullet hell the crew has found themselves in. Tora leaps in front of him, shield at the ready. “Malos go! Tora and Poppi provide cover!”
“Right, thanks!”
He’s just a touch too late. Malos stumbles as bullets hit Rex square in the leg, keeps going as Ursula moves in for the heal. As she helps Rex to his feet, Malos catches his eye.
“Malos! Change of plans. You need to get into the control center!”
“Heard you!” He shouts and redirects his path. “Zenobia! I need a boost!”
“On it!”
Zenobia’s behind him as he gets close, and when he jumps, she’s lifting him, wind whipping him up the distance he needs. His power is already budding in his hand—when he lands, all ten layers of armor between him and his adversary melt away like butter in the desert.
When the darkness clears, Jin stands among it, rising to his full height as he draws his sword. “Fancy seeing you here,” he says as Malos grabs his own sword.
“I could say the same. How’s the terrorism going?”
Jin doesn’t even dignify him with a scoff. “Is that any way to start a conversation?”
“It works, doesn’t it? Here you are, talking.”
“Not for you. I have no interest in conversation. I’m just here to—“
“Yeah, yeah, you’re here to wreck things, kill people, instigate war between Mor Ardain and Uraya. Too bad none of us here are very interested in that.”
“What do you know about what I’m here for?”
The chaos rumbles down below. The turret is still active, wreaking havoc as the others do their best to fight it through its armor, but Malos doesn’t have the time to worry about that. He moves just in time to lock blades with Jin, neither having much space to move. Barely a step’s leeway in either direction—each new swing from either man threatens to throw one off.
But, no one said this had to be a fair fight.
Zenobia’s there, moving at her top speed to swoop in on Jin. He moves, but doesn’t react quite quickly enough, having been too focused on Malos to notice. Any more awareness, and Zenobia might have been dead this time.
Malos leaps into the control center as Zenobia returns to the fray.
(For once, he’s glad she’s around.)
The controls within are a lot—movement, he can figure out, and he steers away from buttons and switches labeled with pictures for now. Instead, he goes straight for the power, and cuts it.
The chaos outside goes quiet. For good measure, he bubbles out one last burst of destruction, melting away the control center until all that’s left is a hollow shell of an egg.
With that done, Malos himself returns to the fray. He finds Jin on one knee, his mask fallen, sitting immobile as he locks eyes with Fan, who’s making the most of her power. His core crystal is visible now—blood red, not a shred of its original blue to be seen. Malos walks up behind Rex, passing over his sword and speaking in a hush: “Be ready to use that sealing power again at any moment. You can pull it off, right?”
Rex nods.
Fan is speaking, standing tall as she holds Jin in place: “Are you like Malos? You haven’t forgotten anything?”
“That’s right. And you’ve forgotten who you are.”
She nods. “That’s true. I’m not the Haze you fought alongside, am I? I’m Fan la Norne, now, and that comes with not being her.”
“Actually, you’re exactly like Haze,” Malos says.
She nods. “But without the memories. Jin, former Paragon of Torna. I am Fan la Norne, Goddess of the Praetorium. I am taking you into custody for Indol and for the good of Alrest.”
Jin watches her with hatred in his eyes. “And how do you plan on managing that? Let’s say you hold that power—which I happen to know is limited—over me until we reach Indol. How do you intend on keeping me in custody? The moment you lose your hold, I can have at least four of you dead.”
Malos steps forward, already forming another bubble of darkness. He’s running out of energy, but it’s enough, the small bubble he holds. “We could just kill you.”
“Malos,” Rex warns.
“Malos isn’t your property, Driver of the Aegis. Let him make his own decisions. We are not your slaves.”
Rex takes a small step back, stammering in a grasp for words. “Excuse me? No one here thinks that you are. I’m warning him not as a Driver or a Master but as his friend.”
Friend. Imagine that.
“Really? You talk to him like you own him. Like he’s a tool to be used. You haven’t even noticed—“
Rex’s volume is rising, anger seeping into his tone. “I talk to him like—“
“That’s enough,” Malos says. “I don’t need you, of all people, to speak for me, Jin. What I need is to know why you’re doing any of this. The Paragon of Torna, fighting at the side of the woman we once pledged to destroy. You, the former pacifist, agreed that Mythra needed to die. And now look at you. Killing recklessly for her. What happened to you?”
Jin laughs, low and dry. “You could have understood all that and more if you didn’t disappear. You maybe could have even prevented it. Instead, you chose to hide away, while humans razed the world to create slaves out of Blades and Titans. As far as I’m concerned, you sunk Torna, and you sunk its paragon with it. All that’s left is me, and all I had to do was recognize that Mythra had the right of it all.”
“Drop your sword, Jin,” Fan says coldly.
“Do it yourself. You’re so proud of your ability to control Blades, aren’t you?”
Malos, for his part, can see how strained she’s growing. Both of them have used their power a lot today, and she’s running out of energy to use.
“I told you I still had the memories from back then. I know you can’t hold this power forever.”
“Then you know we were comrades, once.”
He has just enough leeway to nod. A bad sign.
“Kid,” Malos mutters. Rex nods and tightens his grip on the blade.
“I also know that your Aegis friend there is the reason the Driver we had was dead.”
Malos freezes. Fan flinches. Her hold remains.
“Why don’t you remember that, I wonder? Why is it that you don’t remember anything? All that you know, your friend there must have told you. But why doesn’t a Blade grow, change, evolve like humans get to, despite our unlimited lifespans? You and I get to live forever, again and again, but it took my becoming a Flesh Eater to be able to take advantage of it. Indol controls all the core crystals. Indol holds your life, and every Blade’s life, in its hands, for what reason?
“Why does Indol get to decide that we have no culture, no future outside of the moments we belong to someone? Why do they track every Driver, so they know where every Blade goes? We, Blades, are the world, and yet, one man exercises control over us all. Why do you think that is?”
There’s a moment where no one’s sure how to answer. Fan watches him with cold eyes, knuckles white on her crosier. Any second now, her hold will be gone. “What do you think happens when you die, Haze?”
Fan stands firm. Though her hold is flickering, though Jin has control enough to raise one arm and point at her, she stands firm. (Rex, conversely, flinches and nearly launches his Art except for Malos’s sharp look stopping him.) “Blades return to their cores when they die.”
The hand shakily pointing at her comes to his forehead, clutching at a core crystal that appears to be visibly throbbing, thrumming with the corruption that turns it red. “Not you, though. Didn’t you ever think it was strange that your clothes don’t fit to your core crystal? Every Blade holds their full core crystal seamlessly. Why is there a gap? Why don’t you?”
She doesn’t have an answer. The light around her flickers, and Fan bites her lip as she struggles to hold it.
“Where is the other half of your core crystal, Fan la Norne? What happened to you?”
In that precise moment, Fan releases, gasping, and Malos shouts for Rex before Jin can move. Something’s up—it must be, because Jin moves with such speed that if Rex had moved a second later, his sword would be through Fan’s chest.
It’s not the Art Malos had wanted Rex to prepare. In fact, it’s not one he’s pulled off before—Jin’s sword bounces off a shield not unlike an ether shield, moments before he would have pierced her. Jin staggers on his feet, ready to move again, but there’s Rex, unleashing the Art that Malos had wanted him to use to begin with.
Darkness wraps around Jin, holding him as he cries out in pain. The pain was unexpected, but not the hold—Jin’s hand is again clutching his core crystal as he staggers. Rex takes a single step forward, glaring. “I won’t let you hurt Fan, or anyone else, as long as I’m alive.”
Jin crumples, his sword hitting the ground.
“Now’s our chance!” Pandoria yells. Zeke and Tora move at once, Poppi rushing ahead, but no one gets very far. A blast of ether cuts them off, hitting Poppi directly and launching her backwards with a spin.
Obrona’s cackle fills the air as Tora rushes to Poppi’s side.
“Poppi! You okay?”
Poppi doesn’t respond.
~
Akhos is by Jin’s side in moments, helping him to his feet and slinging his arm over his shoulder.
Obrona swoops in, delicately collecting Jin’s mask. “Mythra’s real mad that you snuck off!” she chirps. “She sent us after you right away!”
“We’ve been sent to bring you back,” Akhos says, his voice low. “We’ll get you fixed up, alright?”
Obrona floats up and away as Rex swoops in to fight her. “Too late!” she calls over her shoulder.
“Shit! Zenobia, after her! She’s heading for the control center!”
“Already on it!”
Obrona returns a moment later, cackling all the while. “You’re too late! Let’s go, Akhos!”
“Well then, we should be going. Rehearsal’s over, children!” Akhos’s voice sings across the weapon’s back, and before anyone can stop him, all three are gone. The turret roars to life, and Zenobia gives up her chase quickly in favor of dealing with the bullets raining on them once again.
Ursula backs up Rex, Zenobia draws attention, and Malos moves. He’s nearing his limits, but he’s got one more good Eater left in him, and he leaps for it, letting the last of the turret disintegrate and fall away.
When the dust clears, there they are, catching their breath in the aftermath. Tora still cradles Poppi, whose arm is mangled, twitching with an overload of energy.
“How’s Poppi?” Nia asks as she comes to sit beside them.
“It no good. Arm of Poppi damaged beyond repair… meh… will need to replace…”
“Oh, Tora,” Ursula says. “I’m really sorry. If my power worked on Artificial Blades, I’d…”
“It alright. Tora want to be alone now.”
Malos nods at the horizon. “Seems like that’ll be difficult for a bit.”
The first beginnings of Titan ships rise up there, the Urayan army finally mobilized. There’s leagues of them—it seems they took their time gathering up all their forces, rather than a half-hearted counter attack. If only they hadn’t.
“Not just them, look!” Zenobia points behind them. There, the Ardainian army has risen itself, as well.
“What the hell are we supposed to do about that?” Zeke asks. “At this rate, they’ll actually go to war over this—“
Before any shots can be fired, before anyone can begin to come to a plan for how to stop this particular shitshow, Indol descends on them all, a savior in the hell, a light in the darkness, blinding.
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Chapter 22: Festering
Summary:
The whole of Alrest, it seems, converges on Indol in an attempt to sort out the mess. Others sort out messes of their own.
Notes:
god I hate writing politics stuff. I spent at least half of the hiatus trying to figure out how I could justify getting rid of this arc entirely. it didn't work because it's unfortunately got a purpose but goddddddddddddddddddddddd I didn't wanna WRITE it
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All is well. As well as well can be. Indol’s main city now crawls with soldiers, dotting the edges of every street and casting tense glares this way and that. Fan la Norne glances at each in turn, making sure to smile at every soldier she sees equally. She can’t tell whether any bother to smile back—with all the helmets, it’s impossible to interpret their responses, but she does receive a wave or two wave as she goes about her daily duties.
She’s happy that Praetor Amalthus extended the invitation to Rex and his friends to stay even longer after everything. They mill about the city now—just yesterday, she saw Rex salvaging off the port, and she’s caught several of them out in the city, shopping, talking with the locals, buying cookies off of Nazya.
The one person she hasn’t really seen since the Temperantia Incident has been Nia. Fan expected to notice her even more than the others—her bright yellow jumpsuit is beacon enough that if the Gormotti had been leaving her room, Fan’s sure she’d have noticed her. Not even Dromarch and Crossette have been about.
In other words, it’s time for a friendly check-in. Fan has plenty of duties to keep her busy during the day, but she takes time, first, to stop by her room in the Sanctum.
A knock on the door summons her, ears pinned firmly back with Dromarch at her side.
“Oh, Fan,” she says, ears flicking to a more natural position. “You need somethin’?”
Fan shakes her head, offering her signature graceful smile Nia’s way. “I wanted to check on you. I’ve seen just about everyone out and about except for you and Tora. I figured Tora’s busy repairing Poppi, but you…”
“Oh. Yeah, uh, I’m alright.” She rubs the back of her neck, avoiding eye contact. “Just… Place doesn’t feel very friendly, you know? All the anti-Blade protests and all. Just didn’t feel like openin’ myself up to that sort of scrutiny.”
Fan frowns. Indol is meant to be a place of love and light, and here Nia is, shutting herself away from it all. “Well… would you like to take a walk with me? If Dromarch and Crossette don’t mind, it could just be the two of us, so people don’t think you’re a Driver.”
“But, you…”
She shakes her head. “Everyone already knows who my Driver is, so there wouldn’t be any harm in coming with me, right?”
“Well…” Nia chews her lip in hesitation. “Would you two be alright with it?”
Crossette looks up from her book and nods. “Yeah, that’s fine!”
“If my Lady wishes…” Dromarch bows his head.
“Then… sure, Fan, I’ll go on a walk with you.”
~
Malos finds Ursula at Poldis Circle. Well, really, he finds Beary, with Ursula doing her damnedest to hide within his fur and remain unseen. Down in the plaza below, protesters throng, bearing large, inflammatory signs—No more Blades, no more war!. Ursula doesn’t seem to notice him standing there, watching the protesters, and when he finally speaks, she yelps.
“Hey” is all he says.
“Um… hey…”
The awkward silence blooms and withers between them. Malos can feel Ursula’s gaze on him, watching intently lest he make any sudden movements. He feels like he’s dealing with a frightened cat.
“Um. Malos?”
He glances her way, almost tempted to treat her like one. It’d help, he thinks, to limit his movements. “Yeah?”
Though she turns her face away from Beary to look at him, she seems to sink even further into the bear. “Why did you help me in Temperantia? You’re always so… so sure, when you do things. It must have been annoying to deal with me.”
He shrugs. She’ll have to live with the non-answer, except she doesn’t.
“Sorry if it’s a weird or annoying question. I just… it’s hard to watch you and Zenobia. You’re both so sure of yourselves. You didn’t even hesitate to just jump off of a cliff, just did it without a second thought. I guess… for me, I focus too much on everything that could go wrong. I’d like it if I could do things like you, too.”
He isn’t sure what to say. How do you tell someone like that how wrong they are? How do you tell a fragile, delicate child of a Blade to just suck it up and run headlong into her fears anyway? In the long quiet, he contemplates this.
“It’s cute,” he finally says, “that you think I’m not constantly worrying about how things are going to get screwed up. The thing is, you have to learn how to do the least bad thing. Yeah, jumping off a cliff and onto the back of a hulking Titan weapon is scary, and you can’t fall if you don’t jump, not going would have left you to be obliterated by the shelling, or attacked by errant soldiers or wildlife. Worse, you wouldn’t have been able to be there to support Rex and the others. You were able to heal him because you were there. Even Nia can’t get there as fast as someone standing right behind him.”
“But—but what if we’d missed? What if you’d grabbed me and we’d ran and we’d fallen?”
“At least you would have tried.”
“But what if—“
He sighs. He’s completely out of his element here. “You just have to do it. I don’t know how else to explain it.”
“…right.” She frowns and leans even further into Beary. “…if I’m being honest, I don’t even know why you’re listening to me now. You don’t really seem… like you care about other people all that much.”
Malos looks out over the refugee camp, the tents, the swathes of Gormotti hungry, poorly-clothed, yelling for any solution to stop the wars that displace those like them. Any solution for the happy. He remembers Lora, then, and the near-mute child who stayed pressed into her side wherever she went.
“If that’s what you think,” he says, “then you haven’t noticed anything about me at all.”
~
“You know, Fan, when you said it’d be fine as long as Dromarch and Crossette stayed back, I didn’t think we’d be…” Nia does her best not to shrink away from it all. There’s little she can do to keep her ears from folding back flat to her head, but she keeps a firm front about it. Too bad most of these refugees are Gormotti. They’ll read her ears like it’s nothing.
Here, in the refugee camp’s heart, Nia feels the vitriol more than ever, though she does her best to understand. She follows Fan, who strides purposefully into the heart of it all, unbothered even by the anti-Blade protesters, who, for their part, seem not to mind Fan in particular.
“As part of my duties, I requested permission from the Praetor to spend time helping in the camp,” Fan explains. She’s slipped a bag off her shoulder, eyes scanning the camp for something in particular. She makes her way to a Gormotti man, who accepts the bag with a single nod and not a word. “I hope this helps. Is there anything the camp is lacking lately?”
He sighs and shakes his head. “Health and happiness. The usual. Another sickness’s going around, it seems.”
Fan frowns. “I’ll do what I can within my own ability, and see about getting medicine sent your way.”
He nods. “You know where the sick keep.”
“Nia, do you mind…?” Fan asks, tilting her head.
“Oh. Uh, yeah, ‘sfine.”
“Great! Let’s see what we can do.”
Fan leads her between the tents, meandering towards the backmost wall of the plaza. Before they reach it, a group of children approach, grabbing for Fan with glee.
“Lady Fan!” one of them cheers. “Where’ve you been? We didn’t see you for a long while!”
Fan smiles down at her, resting a hand on the girl’s head. “Sorry about that. I had some business to take care of for the Praetor.”
“Who’s your new friend? She looks strong!”
Nia’s ears flick at the compliment. “You think so?”
“This is Nia. She’s a strong and kind friend of mine. She’s been worried about meeting people lately, so I thought I’d take her to meet the kindest souls in Indol.”
“Ohh. Nice to meet you, Miss! Are you from Gormott?”
Nia hesitates, but finally nods.
The girl smiles a toothy smile. “That’s great! Pa says that’s where we’re from, but I’ve never seen it. What’s it like? Is it really covered in green? Is it really all people like us there?”
Fan laughs. “Now, now. Let’s ask her one question at a time, yes? Let’s find somewhere to sit.”
When they’ve found a secluded enough corner to sit down and talk in, Fan frowns. “Now, hold on. I’ve counted it twice, now, and I’m sure there’s only five of you today. Who’s missing?”
One of the boys, a younger one, wrings his hands together. “Millie’s sick. She’s been coughing for days, now.”
“Oh, no! That’s awful. I’m so sorry I haven’t been here to help. Nia, do you mind if we visit her before we’re done today?”
“Of course not,” Nia says. “I’d be happy to take a look.”
“That’s great! Thank you, Nia.”
Nia smiles, and the pair of them settle in, bearing witness to an absolutely unholy inundation of questions—about Nia, and Gormott, and all the rest of Alrest that she’s seen. Oddly, Nia finds that she can’t help but answer them all with a smile.
“But, you guys went somewhere scary recently, right?” one of the children says.
Fan nods. “It’s… a long story. I’m afraid it’s a bit much for you kids.”
“Ah, we can handle it! Come on, Lady Fan! It’s got to do with why there’s all these soldiers around now, right?”
“Well…”
Nia smiles at her. “I think we can tell them a little. Lady Fan was really cool, you know. She fought with us.”
“Nia!”
Her grin only widens. “Ah, come on, Lady Fan, am I wrong? Y’see, there was this big weapon that started movin’, and Lady Fan came with us to stop it. She’s really powerful, you know!”
Fan sighs and smiles. “Alright, fine. But I get to tell the story, okay?”
“By all means, lead the way!”
Fan launches into the story. It’s sanitized, neglects to mention the grittier details, but it’s perfect for telling to a bunch of ten-or-so-year-olds. Nia interjects only to hype up Fan, add bits of detail that make all of it just that bit cooler.
When all is said and done, Fan sends them off and brushes the dirt away from her clothes. She offers a hand to Nia as she scans the rest of the camp. “We should go find Millie, if you’re still fine with coming to see her. I’d like it if you could take a look at her.”
“I don’t have Dromarch or Crossette with me, though,” Nia protests. “I mean, I’d be happy to look, but there’s not much I can do without my Blades, you know?”
“But you are a healer. Even without your Blades, you can do a lot. Anything these kids can get is important, you know.”
Nia considers it. She’s got the knowledge, even the ability, if she could get to Millie alone. But illness is not injury, and illness cannot be healed the same way. It’d be foolish and even cruel to promise anything, especially alone, when she has to hide what she can do.
“Even if you could look at her…”
Nia nods. “Alright. I’ll see what I can do.”
~
They trudge back as the sky begins to grow darker. Nia’s heart feels heavier than before she got out of the room, and Fan isn’t faring much better. Nia sighs, prompting Fan to speak.
“Thank you again for looking at Millie,” she says.
“Yeah, of course. There wasn’t much I could do for her, I’m afraid… she’s in a bad way.”
“Yeah… But, at least she got seen by someone! It’s rare that someone with healing knowledge is able to take a look at the sick in the camp. Often, it’s me looking after them, and while I am a healer, myself, I’m afraid I have very little experience in the way of sicknesses. I’m much better for the cuts and bruises than the coughs and hacks.”
Nia smiles weakly at her. “That’s the way it is for everyone, I think. Hard to heal sickness when we don’t even really understand it.”
She could probably do a lot for it, though, with her innate power. That thought nags at her more than anything.
“I’ve known the children in the refugee camp most of their lives,” Fan says. “Many of them were born in the camp. Millie, the girl you looked over? She’s one of them. She’s never known another life, nor her own parents. Many of these children barely know what a doctor is, and illness can destroy them more than anything. I wish I could take her to a proper doctor.”
Nia’s ears droop. “Yeah…”
“Oh! Not that I don’t trust and value your assistance, of course. But you yourself said that there wasn’t a lot you can help with in this situation. Ideally, Millie would be isolated until she’s better, and receiving care from a doctor prepared to aid her. Often… in places like this, it’s rare that the ill…”
“Well, you’ve got resources, don’t you?” Nia says quickly. She hopes Fan catches the underlying message—don’t finish that sentence. Don’t speak that into existence. “Why can’t you get her to a doctor?”
“I may be the Goddess of the Praetorium, but before that, I am the Praetor’s Blade,” she explains with a sad smile. “Praetor Amalthus is the one with the money and power. I may have some say in how things are run on an individual level, and I may occasionally be able to requisition supplies for the refugees, but the Praetor doesn’t like to help those who dedicate themselves to protesting our very way of life.”
“But isn’t that messed up? You spend all day devoting yourself to helping others and doing the Praetor’s work for him, and you can’t even get the money to save a dying girl?”
Fan freezes. “Dying?”
Well. The cat’s out of the bag. “Well, not really dying, so much as… deteriorating. She could pull through, with enough strength and as much help as she can get.”
“I… I see. Then, I’ll just have to work harder to requisition medicine for her! If it’s not too much to ask, I’d like it if you could help, too, whenever you can. Even if you’re not comfortable bringing Dromarch or Crossette, it would be a big help.”
Nia nods. They begin the ascent to the sanctum in peace, but Fan seems preoccupied. Finally, as they reach the second staircase, she asks it.
“…hey, Nia.”
“Yeah?”
“Do you remember the things Jin was saying to me, back in Temperantia? About my core crystal?”
Nia nods. It’s a strange thing to bring up now, but Nia supposes she, too, would be worrying over an assertion like that. “What about it?”
“I was just wondering if… I mean, do you really think that’s possible? Taking part of a Blade’s core crystal without their knowledge? Taking it at all?”
Nia considers it for a moment. Of course, there’s Rex, with his part of Malos’s core on his chest, but Malos obviously knew about it every step of the way, and chose as much. And besides, Aegises probably work on different rules than regular Blades. The only other example she can think of would be Zeke and Pandoria, but they know, too, even though Pandoria didn’t know at the moment it was happening. But then, that had been Amalthus who…
“I don’t know,” she admits. “But I think it’s possible. Rex has got Malos’s core crystal, after all, and Shellhead has Pandoria’s. But who would have taken yours, then?”
“I don’t know. But…”
Fan trails off, and Nia leaves the sentence hanging there a moment.
“I don’t… know for sure. But I know that it’s been done before."
"I can't say that I'm sure how to feel about that," Fan admits. "The idea that part of me could actually have been stolen..."
Nia isn't sure what to tell her now, and so she tells her nothing. There's nothing to say to that kind of thing.
~
Patroka strides into rooms as though she owns them, though it's not quite at the level of someone like Mythra or Jin. She just has a strong personality, the confidence to walk in and know exactly who she's meant to be in any given room. She strides into this room just the same, followed shortly by Mikhail.
"Pyra, you wanted to see everyone?" Akhos asks now that everyone's arrived. He's supporting Jin, though with much less effort than he had needed before, an arm behind him more as a formality than a necessity.
Pyra nods. "That's right. As usual, I need a report of the ongoing situation now that tensions have been adequately stoked between Uraya and Mor Ardain. Patroka, Mikhail, that's what you were doing, right? You went out to gather information on the change in climate."
Mikhail nods. "That's right. As expected, tensions are high in Indol now that Jin's done his work. Soldiers everywhere."
"Any minute now, someone could get into a fight," Patroka adds with a grin. "I'm sure that we could easily stoke those tensions with just a little extra effort."
"That's true," Akhos says. "It would be pathetically easy to pull the right strings to make a war take place. Word on the street, however, seems to be saying that something else may be taking place at their little series of peace talks. As far as I can tell, there's no reason for us to get involved at all, which is ideal, given our situation."
"Our situation?" Pyra asks, raising an eyebrow. "How do you mean?”
Akhos, too, had done his share of scouting, once he knew that Jin would be alright. That was enough to gather the information, enough to sneak peeks at who would be attending each summit, who was aiding whom, where alliances may fall.
The unfortunate truth was that Fan la Norne was still alive, and quite the busybody. The unfortunate truth was that they would have a hell of a time trying to get anything done within reasonable proximity to her. The unfortunate truth was, it wasn’t worth the risk. He told them as much.
“For one thing, we are only capable of doing what we can do without anyone noticing. Fan la Norne’s continued existence will be a thorn in our sides as long as she’s within range to respond.” He inclines his head to adjust his glasses before continuing. “In other words, leaving this to an outside agitator is preferable for us, since all should be taking place within the confines of Indol.”
In a flash of light, Mythra stands before them, tilting her head in scrutiny. “Are you really sure that will matter? She’s one Blade, and the possibility of something else happening at the summit is just rumors.”
“I assure you, we have evidence to the contrary. Obrona?”
Obrona casts out her map, the pinpoints filling the room. In lieu of Akhos moving to point to the particular spot on the map with Jin still supported on him, Obrona hovers next to Indol and points to one particular ball of light—large and dim, surrounded by those of normal people.
“What do you suppose we’re looking at here?” he asks.
Mythra’s frown is a permanent facial feature, and it deepens as she inspects the offending light. "Not sure. What are you thinking it is?"
"Well, I can't be positive without confirming with my own eyes, but..."
"But?"
"Looks to me like a very large Blade bot," Mikhail says.
"Precisely my thinking. In other words, our old friend may be hatching plans of his own in hopes of turning a profit."
The one fortunate truth was this: no matter how ill-advised it would be for Torna to get involved at this stage, they simply didn’t have to.
~
Mikhail is the one to walk Jin back to his ether chamber. He's spent days recovering, but has plenty more still to do—even Akhos and the ether chamber combined can't completely heal a core crystal such as his. Mythra trails behind them, watching with cold eyes as they go.
"How have you been feeling?" Mikhail asks.
Jin shakes his head. "The usual. I'll be better soon."
"You shouldn't strain yourself so much," he says. "You did good by what you did, but you wouldn't have been any good to anyone if Akhos and Obrona hadn't noticed you left."
Mythra pauses in her gait, arms crossed as she reaches for the right words. "...Look, I get it. I do, Jin."
Jin looks up at her with hazy eyes.
"It's my dream too. And I promised you that we'd make it happen. But..." She hesitates, chewing on her words for a long moment before letting out a frustrated growl. “Ugh, nevermind. Pyra’s taking over. I’m not the one who can talk.”
In a flash of light, Pyra stands before them, looking bewildered. “I, um… Mik, I can take him to the ether chamber. Could you…”
“Oh, yeah. If that’s what you want.” He passes Jin off to her, and they begin to walk as Mikhail departs the other direction.
“Sorry about all this,” she says finally. “I wasn’t expecting… No, nevermind. What Mythra wanted to say, and what I want to say, is this: you do good work. You do really good work. It’s rough feeling like you’re not doing enough, isn’t it?”
Jin grunts, nodding as they reach the door.
“I feel that, too. Especially being Mythra’s other self… When Nia left, I couldn’t help but think about the things I could have done to stop it. To keep a valuable ally on our side. I don’t want to lose any more of us, as selfish as that is. So I want to do everything available to me to stop it.”
For the average person, it is difficult, the process of lifting someone up onto a raised bed. Pyra does it with ease, hooking her arms around him for support that he doesn’t really want. When Jin is settled, she speaks again. “You are an incredibly value member of Torna. No one has ever doubted that. But you’re also sick and hurting, and it’s not going to get better through pushing your limits and fighting your body.”
“I know.”
“Please, Jin. Sit back, get the rest you need to recover. I and everyone else will support you for as long as you need. We’re going to get there, I promise.”
“…alright. I’ll rest.”
She smiles like the sunrise, and he lays his head back, eyes on the main fixture in the room.
Encased in his own ice, hovering forever, decay stopped, Lora looms above them, her eyes closed peacefully. “Your Driver really is beautiful,” Pyra says.
“Yeah. She is.”
“How… how are you feeling about seeing Haze again? You used to be comrades once, didn’t you?”
“I’m trying not to feel anything about it. Haze is gone. All that’s left is that Fan la Norne pretending to be her.”
“Right… Her power is a problem. If we can’t eliminate her, can we recruit her, do you think? It’d be a very useful power in dealing with Blades like Nia and Malos.”
He shakes his head. “It’d take a lot of work. I don’t know if we could convince her before we open the way to Elysium.”
“But we could convince her.”
For a long time, Jin doesn’t answer her. His eyes drift closed, though his ether chamber pod remains open. Pyra almost thinks he’s asleep, then, he speaks.
“…I don’t know. Haze is a strong Blade with a strong personality. She cares for people, humans, more than anything. It would take quite a lot of loss to drive her to see the truth of the world.”
Pyra tilts her head, smiling sweetly. “You were the same as her, once. So, bringing Haze back to you is attainable.”
Jin is quiet for a very long time.
“…I’d like to be left alone now.”
Pyra nods and closes the chamber for him. “Take your time recovering. Let us take care of the rest.”
On her way out the room, she stops and takes one last long look at the pillar of ice at the room’s center, and the woman named Lora resting eternally within.
~
The Indol-ordained Peace Summit, instated in response to the sudden spike in tension between Mor Ardain and Uraya, begins a cold, drizzly, dark morning, with all the biggest names possible in attendance. Queen Raqura, flanked on either side by her attendants, takes her seat directly opposing Emperor Niall and Special Inquisitor Mórag. Further down the table, acting chairman of the Argentum Trade Guild, Niranira, and Zeke, Prince of Tantal sit. At the head of the table, presiding over this summit, sits Praetor Amalthus.
“Let us begin this summit. Thank you to all of you for coming on such a short notice.”
“Pleasure,” says Queen Raqura. “I, for one, have plenty of questions about Mor Ardain’s negligent or malicious treatment of the situation. It seems obvious to me that this attack on Urayan troops was a deliberate act of warfare against the kingdom of Uraya, so I can’t say I understand the point of our being here.”
“Interesting. Thank you for your input, your Majesty. Emperor Niall, what say you?”
Niall takes a deep breath before he talks. “I cannot lie and say that Ardainian weapons were not discharged against Urayan troops. That much is obvious. Mor Ardain is, as a result, prepared to offer any recompense necessary.”
Queen Raqura wrinkles her nose in a way that screws up her face quite masterfully. “Why is it that you’re speaking as though this was not actually your fault?”
He smiles. “That would be because I never ordered any attack of the sort. We are currently in the process of undergoing an in-depth investigation to understand what, exactly, happened to cause this situation to begin with. I hesitate to speak on the facts of the matter with any definite words because we don’t know. The only verifiable information at my disposal is that Ardainian weapons were discharged, and I never ordered it.”
Raqura settles back into her chair, leveling a cautious look his way. “I can’t say that I believe you.”
“We will happily give you access to the full report once we understand the situation ourselves. What I can tell you right now is that that Titan weapon was under constant surveillance by a group of guards, and several of the guards who were stationed on the weapon at the time of the attack were found dead immediately following the attack.”
“Even then, I…” She sighs. “I will want a full report with evidence. I can’t cast aside the possibility that you're lying, or that those men were killed in order to cover for the truth of the matter.”
“Why would I order a weapon to discharge against Uraya and instigate war, and then kill the men involved? If I wanted war, I wouldn’t be speaking against allowing this situation to escalate into war. Either way, I intend to fully reimburse you for damages caused.”
“Reimburse—“
“I do have to wonder, Emperor Niall, what the purpose of an in-depth investigation is without questioning any of the myriad of witnesses present at the scene.”
“Witnesses?” Raqura says. “Who?”
Zeke raises a silent hand off the table, and Mórag joins him, a small smile on her lips. “When we heard the news, we immediately rushed to figure out and stop the situation,” Zeke says. “But not just me and Special Inquisitor Mórag.”
“Well, why was the Special Inquisitor so close at hand? The more information I learn, the more suspicious this becomes.”
Mórag nods. “I was visiting the Praetorium by chance. I have been accompanying the Driver of the Aegis in his travels, and his travels led him here.”
“Speaking of, in the interest of streamlining all this, we can go ahead and bring them in, yeah?”
Amalthus nods, and Zeke calls them in.
Amalthus stands and smiles as Malos enters the room, followed shortly by Fan la Norne. “My very own Blade, Fan la Norne, went with the group that responded to the news. She is here with Malos, the Aegis who led the response group.”
“The Aegis?”
Malos and Fan come to a stop at the far end of the table, neither taking the opportunity to sit. They’re quite the pair—Malos in all his imposing grumpiness, Fan in all her ethereal sweetness. Next to him at half his height, she looks all the smaller, and next to her, he looks all the bigger.
Raqura sits straight up, peering across the table at the pair of them. “But… who’s his Driver?”
Malos shrugs. “That’s hardly important to this conversation. You wanted witnesses to the attack on Judicium, yeah?”
“Um… yeah.”
“Then let’s get to that.”
~
Even a Titan such as Indol has shadows. High above the city, in the deep recesses below, there is a place for everyone, even the trio from Torna overlooking the world below. In their little shadow of Indol, they watch and plan.
“Wouldn’t it be easier to just take them out right now? Jin practically gave all the world leaders to us in one hand.” Patroka places a hand on her hip, watching the soldiers below scurry about like ants.
Akhos shakes his head. “Stay your hand, Patroka.”
Mikhail nods. “Yeah. Best steer clear as long as Haze is involved. She’s just going to keep creating issues and issues until she’s gone or we’ve dealt with her. Besides, dealing with Amalthus will be a pain without a plan.”
“That’s what we’re here for, after all. Information is the best weapon, as I’ve begged you both to come to know.”
"Yeah, it sure is. My bardiche is also a weapon, so I don't really see your point." Patroka huffs.
"My point is that we have much still to do, and we’re here for a reason."
"But what about Amalthus? Couldn't we just kill him and get rid of them both?"
"Therein lies the problem." Akhos sits, scanning the landscape ahead of him. "Jin confirmed what Mikhail had already suspected—half of Haze's core crystal has curiously gone missing. And I'd be willing to bet that it's remained close to home. We know from Mikhail that so-called Blade Eaters can take on abilities of the Blade whose core crystal they’ve been implanted with.”
She huffs and takes a seat beside him. “So, what? You think that he can use her power?”
“We don’t know for certain. As of right now, we can’t even confirm with absolute certainty that he has her core crystal. But if he does, and he’s gained her ability, we have a mighty problem on our hands.”
Mikhail laughs. “I’d bet money on it being him, though. There’s a reason I’m here now, after all.”
"Either way, we must be careful. No rushing in, and best not to engage while in the domain of the enemy. The best thing we can do is stay away, and perhaps..." He trails off, eyes on the distant refugee camp. The biggest, most sinister shadow in Indol. "Well, the brightest lights cast the darkest shadows. I've got a plan."
~
"We arrived in Temperantia in response to the news of an Ardainian Titan weapon suddenly being discharged. Some feel it better to keep an eye on what I do, so I had been travelling with the Special Inquisitor recently. She seemed convinced that this was not the actions of her people, and something else was going on. I wondered who would benefit from inciting a war between Mor Ardain and Uraya, against anyone's will, and found my answer easily. When we arrived, my theory was proven to be correct—the group calling themselves Torna were directly involved in the attack. Jin is a powerful Flesh Eater, and to my understanding, is the leader of the group, next to Mythra, the other Aegis. I can suspect that part of their goals involve Mythra, but I have little information about the rest."
"It seems that Jin himself is also sick in a way," Fan la Norne adds. "We fought and nearly subdued him, but he was aided by another member of Torna and escaped. Still, something was wrong with his core crystal. I think that fact may have saved my life."
Malos nods. "Jin was already strong before. We fought together, once. But becoming a Flesh Eater may have given him more power than his body can handle. He moved dangerously fast, and probably would have been able to overwhelm most of us before we could react if he hadn't seemed to have an issue with his core crystal."
Raqura looks pensive. "You mean to say that Torna is headed by a Flesh Eater and the Aegis Mythra..."
"It's unfortunate, but it looks like I only managed to damage Mythra during our final battle in the Aegis war five hundred years ago. It hasn't been for nothing, based on my encounters with her since, but she is still active and mobile. She seems to have managed to create a sort of low-power form to revert to in order to conserve energy, but I suspect her ultimate goal is to recover her powers and return to attempting to destroy Alrest. In other words, inciting a second Aegis War."
Amalthus lets out a long sigh. "I hate to admit that this is, indirectly, all my fault."
"Your fault, Praetor?" Emperor Niall echoes.
He nods. "For you see, I am the one who awakened Mythra so long ago. It isn't that I've ever claimed to be anything else, but many appear to have forgotten it over the long years. It's moments such as these that remind me of just how much damage I have caused. It weighs on me now more heavily than ever before."
"So it's true, then?" Raqura says. "I'd heard rumors, but..."
He nods slowly. "If only I had the power to subdue her myself. But, given Malos's presence here, I doubt that even my death would aid in preventing Mythra from the sort of wanton destruction she aspires to."
Malos goes on to tell them the remaining details about the attack on Temperantia. What he does not tell them is his suspicions, the fact that Blades take strongly after their drivers, especially a new Blade with a strong-willed Driver. What he does not tell them is the existence of Minoth, hiding in Uraya, determined to keep as far away from his Driver as he can stand because of the hatred he saw brewing in his Driver's heart.
He stands back and lets Fan take over with her own testimony. He can't make things harder for his Driver, not now. Not when they won't easily be able to leave the lion's den.
~
"Are we seriously doing this?" Patroka says. Her tone is not one of disbelief, but excitement.
"I don't see any better way, not that I'm complaining." Akhos adjusts his glasses, awaiting her response.
She laughs, a full-body, wicked sort of laugh. "You are such a horrible person. I'm here for it."
Mikhail nods along. “If we’re really going to be pushing for Jin’s dreams, then we’re going to need all the help we can get.”
“And you are okay with this, Mikhail?”
“Yeah. I might not be super close with her after everything, but it’s fine. Do what you need to to push her, and we’ll get there yet.”
“Well, with your approval, all that’s left to do is wait and watch. Mythra’s already expressed interest in recruiting her, too.”
And so the trio from Torna found a new set of shadows to wait in and watch from. There was plenty yet to happen, and plenty yet to do. It would take quite some waiting yet.
~
“Thank you again for your assistance in the matter of the summit,” Amalthus says. He stands, clasped, at the far end of the small office he has brought Malos to. Malos catches Fan watching him out of the corner of her eye—can she sense his guardedness? Can she tell just how much he hates being here?
“I have to ask,” he says finally, “but who are you living for? Why are you still alive, Amalthus?”
Amalthus turns, his smile strained, and doesn’t answer.
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Chapter 23: Tragedy
Summary:
The Praetor speaks. Fan la Norne searches for a voice.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Core crystals rise and dance in the light at the center of the audience chamber as Rex enters with his companions. Amalthus stands at their base as the source of their light, and as he lowers his arms, the crystals come to rest before him. Beside him, Fan waits, hands clasped. “Ah, thank you for coming on such short notice. How have you been faring since Temperantia?”
Rex hesitates. The light, still fading from the room, feels almost sinister to him. He can’t help but think of Mythra’s light. He has to force himself not to dwell on the feeling. “I’ve been good. What were you…”
“Ah! Apologies for that. I was cleansing a new batch of core crystals. It is a power I gained when I became an Aegis Driver.”
“So… you can cleanse them because you’re a Driver of an Aegis?” Rex says. “Doesn’t that mean I might be able to learn how to do that, too?”
Amalthus waves a hand, and in turn, a pair of monks comes to collect the cleansed cores. “Perhaps, someday, I may show you. It’s true that having someone else able to cleanse core crystals would be useful, in case something were to happen to me. I don’t know if you have that ability, though—we are Drivers of different Aegises, after all.”
“Oh. Right.”
“It’s done because cleansing core crystals increases success rates of awakenings, right?” Fan pipes up.
Amalthus nods, slow as he watches her. “That’s right.”
Rex can’t help but notice that Amalthus keeps watching Fan as they’re led to the back office.
He doesn’t like the feeling he’s getting.
~
The Praetor’s office is cramped, with more than ten people cramming inside, and still Amalthus finds the space to stand apart from their group. They’re only missing Tora and Poppi—whose repairs are nearly done—and Mórag and Brighid, who have spent all their time since Temperantia dealing with the aftermath. It helps little that the room is kept dim—a stark contrast to the brightly-lit, brightly-colored room just outside.
“I called you here because I have a request for you, and an offer that will assist in your travels.”
“Really?” Rex says. “That’s great!”
Amalthus nods slowly. “You attempted to reach the World Tree once already, correct?”
“That’s right.”
“What did you notice about the World Tree when you got close? Any of you are free to answer.”
Nia twists a hand in her hair as she answers. “Well, there wasn’t much we were able to see before that Artifice thing attacked us.”
“Artifice aside, there was a massive gap in the cloud sea surrounding the base of the World Tree,” Malos says. “I take it that that wasn’t there before?”
“You would be right to say so. The Great Void appeared at the Tree’s base about five hundred years ago, and Ophion’s presence there with it.”
“And together, that would make two problems stopping us from getting to the tree.”
“Ophion is an abandoned Artifice of Mythra’s, to my understanding, but she is not the one controlling him now. I imagine that after being damaged, she doesn’t quite have the power to command him as she did before. Regardless, there is an artifact that can be used to control him, but it is not in my possession.”
“Where is it, then?”
“That leads to my request. This artifact is known as the Omega Fetter, and without it, you could destroy Ophion to reach the World Tree, but I imagine it would go poorly, even for you, Aegis.”
Malos glares and says nothing.
“That is why I ask that you, Rex, and your friends travel to Tantal on my behalf as a special envoy. The Tantalese king knows of the Omega Fetter and its uses, and has possession of it at present. Normally, one cannot easily enter Tantal. The country is extremely isolationist, and the Titan itself very rarely comes close to the surface of the Cloud Sea.”
“Then… how are we meant to get there?”
Amalthus nods to Zeke, who takes a moment to flex as though it’s all his domain.
“That’s up to me!” Pandoria says before he can speak. “I’m the one who controls the Omega Fetter right now! I can just call up Genbu so you guys can go in!”
“Yes, thank you, Pandoria. Zeke and Pandoria will be your guides in this—both have been here, in Indol, for some time, but as I’m sure you know, Tantal is the kingdom from which Prince Zeke hails. He will be useful in finding your way through its bitter cold, should you accept.”
“I don’t know if we have much choice,” Rex admits. “But… if this Omega Fetter is being used for controlling the Tantalese Titan, we can’t just take it, can we? They’re kind of using it.”
Amalthus smiles, reaching for a particular scroll on his desk. “Give this letter to King Eulogimenous. It contains all the paperwork necessary for entry, but also details your situation. I have had dealings with Tantal in the past. I can assure you, they will offer their assistance readily once met with my explanation of the situation.”
Rex accepts the scroll with both hands, holding it awkwardly. “Alright. We’ll be your envoy. Thank you for all your help.”
“You can choose to leave whenever you wish—my doors at the Sanctum are always open, and you may continue using the rooms I have provided until you are ready to depart for Tantal.”
“That’s a great help, thank you!”
“Um.”
Fan’s voice cuts through something in the room, and she doesn’t seem to have realized she’s spoken until it’s too late for her to take the noise back. With wide eyes and a solid attempt at her usual serene smile, she goes on. “If I may, Praetor Amalthus, may I accompany the Aegis and his companions on this mission?”
Amalthus is surprised. “You are the Goddess of the Praetorium, Fan la Norne. What has possessed you to want to stray from this place?”
She shakes her head. “It isn’t that I want to leave Indol or the Praetorium. There is a lot of good I do here, and everyone is very kind to me. But… I want to help people and do even more good than I’m doing now. There’s little I can do here except be a face for the people. But many members of Torna are Blades, and if Rex and the others meet them again, I think they’ll want to have me there. I could finally be useful.”
Amalthus considers her with a side-eyeing look. “I will give your request some consideration. For now, plan on remaining in the Praetorium. ”
She takes a small step back, hiding her frown. “Yes, of course. Thank you, your Eminence.”
~
The guy’s room in the sanctum has been a mess for several days on end. Tora has exploded across the room, somehow converting his bed into a functioning workbench. Poppi has laid, inactive, atop the bed ever since Temperantia, her arm and parts of her shoulder joint laid out across the open space. Even her chest plate has been removed—like this, it’s jarring, realizing just how non-alive Poppi has been all along now that she’s not moving.
Tora, for his part, has been spending his nights on the floor next to the bed now occupied by Poppi. At least, Rex is pretty sure. He doesn’t seem to be sleeping much at all, honestly—Nopon don’t get the kinds of eyebags poorly-rested humans do, but Tora is sure trying for them. One or two nights, now, Rex has woken up to the sounds of tinkering in the darkness, of Tora feverishly working to repair Poppi. Even now, he hasn’t quit, eyes focused on what appears to be Poppi’s elbow as the group files in to report their next moves.
Crossette is the one to give Tora the lowdown. “We’ll be going to Tantal next!”
Tora doesn’t respond. In fact, he doesn’t even seem to hear her—his round eyes seem even larger as they focus on the task at hand.
“Um… Tora…? Did you hear me?”
No response. Malos hits him gently in the back of the head. “Hey. Do you have any idea where we’re going next or not?”
“Please not to be hitting head of Tora. When leaving for Tantal?”
“So you were listening. I’m almost impressed.”
Rex shares a look with the others, who offer him various shrugs in reply. Finally, he says, “We haven’t figured out exactly when, yet, but it should probably be pretty soon. We can’t leave until the Praetor decides whether or not Fan is coming with us, though.”
Tora nods along, though his Noponic little nose is still delving into work on Poppi.
Ursula speaks up, a deep-set frown on her lips. “Um… Tora… have you… eaten at all?”
“Tora hungers for nothing but completion of repairs of Poppi. Please to be speaking to Tora only when job finished.”
Another shared look, this one warier than the last. Not a good sign, not as far as anyone’s concerned. Malos lets out the sigh of a long-suffering man and turns to leave the room. “You’re not breaking yourself for this. I’ll bring you something to eat.”
The group goes their separate ways for the day, but Malos returns soon, placing down a plate of food next to Tora on the floor. Tora doesn’t respond, but a few hours later when he returns, the food is gone. Malos, grumpy as he is, is satisfied.
~
“I have to wonder why it is you’ve decided that you want to leave the Praetorium,” Amalthus says. “Did you not get your fill being sent to retrieve the Aegis from Mor Ardain?”
The room feels darker when it’s just Praetor Amalthus and Fan la Norne. She doesn’t waver in the pressure, instead standing firm and thinking carefully before she argues her stance. “It isn’t that I want to leave, Praetor Amalthus. I just want to be able to do more. Here, I’m powerless. But when I stood by everyone’s side and helped them fight in Temperantia, I felt like I was doing something that mattered.”
“But why now, when the refugee camps need you more than ever?” A subtle incline of his head gives no indication to his answer, but still she dislikes the direction he’s going.
“The refugee camps need someone. But that someone doesn’t have to be me. There are plenty of monks and caring people in Indol who would be able to lend a hand to the camps. But, as far as controlling Titans and Blades goes, if that power is needed, then I am the only one who can lend it. Rex and his friends are under constant threat, and I can help them.”
“It isn’t that I don’t see your logic. I have to admit, you’ve thought about this quite thoroughly. It makes me wonder how long you’ve been waiting for an opportunity to ask.”
Fan shakes her head. “I haven’t been considering it very long. But it struck me recently… there’s a girl in the refugee camps that’s sick. She might be dying. I can help her and help her and help her, but I’m not a doctor and even being a healer-type Blade, I can’t fix illness. All I can do is ease her discomfort. I don’t even… I don’t even have money of my own to take her to a doctor.”
“Oh, Fan. That is all the more reason why you need to stay here, in Indol. That girl is dying. You are not the only one who can come to the camps to see her, but you are the only one who does. You are the only one who cares.”
“Cares?” The color drains from her face. “I can’t be… She’s so kind, and sweet. Despite her situation, she’s always smiling. I can’t be the only one who…”
“Why is it your duty to attend to the refugee camps, again?”
“I… I requested that it be so,” she says. Her words have already begun to lose heart.
“And why did you request it?”
“Because I saw that so many ignored them, or turned up their noses at people in need, who we took in with the intent to give them kindness. I wanted to be kind to people who needed it more than ever.”
He places a cold hand on her shoulder, looking at her with a calm smile. “There is no one else who thought to give them that grace. It’s only you. You have a place here in the Praetorium. Indol needs its Goddess to remind all of us to be loving and kind. And you need to focus your worries on your world, not the outside world. None of those issues concern us here. Worry yourself only with that which may bring harm to Indol and its people, Fan la Norne. You were brought here for a reason.”
“I… I understand. Thank you, Praetor.” She stares at the floor and the two pairs of feet there and finds her words hidden among it all, feeling more like a petulant child than a well-regarded Blade. “I’ll excuse myself now. I have plenty of duties still to attend to.”
She bows her head, and Amalthus returns to his desk and his work, unbothered by her absence.
~
The group piles into one of the sanctum’s rooms, draping themselves in turn over beds, chairs, and windowsills to listen to Mórag’s request. The only sacred space is the Poppi bed, which Tora has now taken to throwing himself on in a fit of tears with the declaration that she’ll never be operational again. (Several have reassured him that the only thing stopping her from being fixed would be him giving up on fixing her.)
“If Tora’s quite done lamenting, I would like to get to my request.”
“Hit us,” Nia says, bouncing on one of the beds.
“Both Emperor Niall and Queen Raqura have agreed that they would much rather communicate in a discussion led on their parts to come to an agreement. As such, Uraya and Mor Ardain are having a more official summit separate of the one held by the Praetor. There have been rumors floating and concerns abound regarding the possibility of an assassination attempt at the summit.”
“What?”
“Obviously, if this were to take place, there would be no further chances of avoiding an all-out war. Acting chairman of Argentum Trade Guild Niranira reported his concerns, and added that he wishes for this to be taken care of under the table, as his primary concern is that former chairman Bana is the one behind it.”
“Makes sense that the chairman would want to take some heat off Argentum,” Rex says. “I mean, after everything that already happened with Bana and all.”
Mórag nods. “And because we wish for this to be taken care of out of the eye of the public, that unfortunately leaves me without the ability to handle it directly. As Special Inquisitor in the midst of all this tension, I cannot investigate to the fullest extent of my abilities. I have been receiving quite a lot of help from you recently, and I cannot help but feel like I’m taking advantage of you. Regrettably, Acting Chairman Niranira, Emperor Niall, and I have all agreed that you all are our best option for handling this situation. That is, if you are willing to aid me once more.”
“Of course we don’t mind that.” Malos leans, arms crossed, against the wall and levels a well-meaning glare her way. “We forced help on you last time in the first place.”
Zenobia snaps her attention his way, grin wide. “Oh? Even Malos is starting to get in on the helping-people train.”
“I’m not like that,” he protests. “I’m just saying, no one here cares if you ask us to help out. Just tell us where to find you, and get us the clearance we need to investigate.”
Mórag cracks a smile. “Thank you to all of you. The summit will be taking place aboard the Ardainian Titan ship at the far port. The ship itself is heavily guarded. I will take steps to inform the guards on duty to let you aboard whenever necessary. Now, I should also inform you that this summit will be taking place tomorrow night over dinner. You have until then to sniff out the method and ensure that nothing goes wrong.”
Malos scoffs. “Could have done with a bit more warning.”
“I… apologize. Niranira only approached us—“
“Don’t care. No time for that. We need to get to investigating now.”
“…right. Then… thank you. I’ll be taking my leave now. Please don’t let me down.”
~
Nighttime falls over the Indoline Praetorium like a sigh. Fan had gone looking for any of those traveling with the Aegis in their rooms earlier, but the only one she had managed to find was Tora, who had been entirely unresponsive. Even Nia had gone out somewhere, and she had had more duties to attend to in the meantime. She’d ended up not saying a word to anyone about Amalthus’s decision.
The truth is, she had been hoping for as much. She had plenty to do, but nothing that was on a strict schedule. She could have looked for someone while requisitioning supplies for the refugee camp, kept her eyes peeled while greeting pilgrims. At one point, she even thought she saw Ursula looking around, but couldn’t bring herself to approach.
Of course she wanted to obey Amalthus’s decision. Of course she did! He’s her Driver, after all, and she, his Blade!
But…
She greeted pilgrims to the sanctum with a warm smile, and it was nothing someone else could not have done. She asked if anyone had any donations they were willing to give in support of the refugees, and it was not a question she alone could have asked. She organized donated items from the previous day in a box, and it was nothing that her eyes alone could have accomplished. Any monk could have carried the box, and any monk could have found the man in charge in the camps and handed the donations over. When she saw one of the monks on her way, for once, she didn’t feel warmth in her greeting towards him—a small resentment brewed in her, and though still she greeted him with her usual smile, the reason for her resentment didn’t fade.
The monks stood, posted at the doorways, holding their weapons straight and watching for trouble. In fact, they stood at nearly every doorway, and could be found on nearly every corner. In fact, the Praetorium had a surplus of good, strong bodies with working eyes, legs, hands, and voices, including younger warrior monks in training who had far too much time on their hands.
In fact, she could not be the only one who could care for the refugees.
In fact, her presence made no difference at all.
The monks would have money to spare. They earned a living wage, funded by cash donations and bolstered by the fact that they often received discounted prices at the local stalls and when seeking care, and had a kind of power in conversation that Fan somehow lacked.
If anyone could do her work and smile at strangers and ask others to be kind, why is it that she was the only one who did it? Someone else could stand and greet people. Someone else could spread that kindness.
She sighs into the quiet night as she maneuvers through the camp towards the back wall where Millie lies. How could this be the only place for her? If she felt a calling to travel with the Aegis, why couldn’t that be the Architect calling her, when Praetor Amalthus himself had advised so many before her to follow those same calls?
It isn’t difficult to find Millie. She’s always been tiny, so tiny, but Fan finds a figure leaning over her tonight. If he doesn’t give her away, the hacking sure does. “I’m so sorry, girl,” the man whispers, hoarse. “Just let it all pass through.”
Fan comes to rest beside him. He’s an older man, with knobbly knees and a hunch to his back as he leans over Millie. Fan has spoken with him on more than one occasion, and he had a kindness to his heart that shone in his eyes then. He had been a fighter, and he fights for Millie even now. “How is she?”
He looks to her with a deep-set frown. “Maybe we should step away for a moment. Come with me.”
He leads her away, where he divulges in a whisper: “She’s in a really bad way. I wouldn’t give her until morning without help. And without supplies, there’s nothing I can do to help her.”
She inhales sharply, a fist clenched against her chest. “You don’t mean…”
He nods gravely. “I’m sorry. Millie’s going to—“
“Not if I can help it,” she grinds out. “I know someone.”
“That Driver you brought before? You think she can help? Healers are—“
“Believe me, I know what healers are capable of. I’m going to help her. Please wait with Millie. I’ll be back.”
~
Fan runs like a shot in the night, clamoring up stairs, darting around the rare body still out beneath the cover of night, and changing direction on a dime to make it to Nia’s room. When she arrives, her fists don’t relent against Nia’s door until it swings open and Crossette greets her, rubbing her eyes. “Fan…? Are you okay…?”
“Where’s Nia?” she says, gasping out each word. “Please. I need her help.”
“Oh, okay, yeah, let me just…”
Crosette disappears into the room for a moment. There is a minute of shuffling, and then there is Nia, standing there as a light in the darkness, the one solution to save Millie’s life. She’s hastily wrapped a blanket around herself, and it occurs to Fan now that perhaps Nia has taken the rare opportunity where she had a room to herself and the girls to sleep without a top.
“I’m sorry to wake you. Please, come with me. Bring Crossette, too.”
“What is it?”
“Please, Nia, there’s no time. Millie is…”
“Say no more. I’m there.”
The run back to the camps is easier, though Fan wonders at the start whether she has the stamina to make the sprint all the way back. Nia’s light blanket flutters behind her like a cape, keeping easy pace with the winded Fan as she goes. She’d tied the blanket around herself, with what seemed to have been Crossette’s help, so it fully covers her chest and knots in the back.
They slow only when they reach the entrance to the camp, where Fan sticks out a hand and indicates for both Nia and Crossette to move quietly. The refugees sleep in tents, and the last thing they need in their situation is interrupted sleep.
The man still sits hunched over Millie’s form, and Millie still hacks an awful, wheezing cough, convulsing with such force that Fan fears she’ll hit her head against the wall. She’s certainly hit it against the ground, maybe more than once, and that brings on even more fear. At the very least, the continued coughing is a good sign. If she’s still coughing, that means she’s still alive.
“You must be Lady Fan’s friend,” he grunts as Nia drops to sit on her knees beside him. “You here to take a look at the girl?”
Nia nods, looking back to Crossette. “Could use your help.”
“Oh! Yeah, of course!”
“Um, Nia, this is Albert. He used to be a doctor before the war. You… you said before that with better understanding, there would be more you can do for Millie, right?” Fan says. Her knuckles have grown a permanent white in their grip on her sleeves. “So if he could talk to you about what’s going on with her, you and Crossette might be able to…”
“Again, I can’t make any promises. But you brought me here, and if I’m going to lose sleep over this, then I’m going to make sure it was worth it.”
Crossette laughs softly as she comes to sit beside Nia. “She means that we’re going to do everything we can to help.”
A quiet sigh from Nia to match the relieved one from Fan. “Thank you, Nia, Crossette. I mean it.”
“So, Albert, was it? Tell me about what’s going on with Millie. Be as specific as possible.”
Albert glances at Fan, then back to Nia, and begins to speak.
~
It had been a long several hours. Albert had told Nia in detail the basics of what she needed to know, and while Fan had watched nearly all of it fly over Crossette’s head, Nia took the information in stride, nodding along with a permanently furrowed brow and attentive ears. When all was said, the pair had shooed away both Albert and Fan and wouldn’t work until they’d given them the privacy they needed. Nia claimed it was a need for absolute silence while she and Crossette worked, but Fan’s insistence that she’d not so much as breathe until they were done was met only with a cross look.
Crossette had come and gotten her some time later, a bright but sleepy smile on her face. By that point, Albert had gone on to bed, asking Fan to stay with her for the night, if she could. (“That kid was born to nothing. She’ll die with nothing, too, but she shouldn’t die alone. If you can’t, I’ll stay up with her. Just give me the word.”)
Millie isn’t coughing when Fan at last comes to check on her. Nia gives her a bleary-eyed smile. “She’s going to be alright,” she says, “as far as I can tell. She just needs some good rest. I can’t fight the sickness for her, but I did my best.”
“I really can’t thank you enough, Nia. If there’s anything at all you need from me, please just ask. I’ll find a way to make it up to you.”
Nia yawns, then, and shakes her head. “Nah, no need. Just keep me updated, yeah?”
“Of course. I’m going to stay with Millie tonight, but let me walk you back part of the way, at least.”
It’s there that Fan la Norne stands now, in the deepest darkness between the steps to the plaza. “Hey, Nia?” Fan asks.
“Yeah?”
“You met Minoth before, right? Amalthus’s other Blade?”
“Yeah,” Nia says with a nod. “What about him?”
“I was wondering if I could ask about him.”
She shrugs in response. “Can’t say I know all that much. I know that he once fought with Malos against Mythra.”
“Right!” Fan says, her eyes bright. “Malos told me that we fought alongside each other back then! Doesn’t that mean that, when we met, Minoth might recognize me? He could probably tell me more about my past life, right?”
“Well, yeah, probably. I mean, Malos recognized you, and Jin did, too. And the old man writes a lot now. I bet he’s even written about you.”
“I was also wondering, why haven’t we met? He’s the Praetor’s Blade, too, but I’ve been at his side for… untold years, now, and Praetor Amalthus has never mentioned Minoth before.”
Nia hesitates. It’s an awkward, long hesitation. The kind that answers questions no one bothered to ask. “Well… I don’t know, exactly. But have you really looked at Minoth’s weapon? The blade that Rex gave to the Praetor.”
Fan had. It had rested on Amalthus’s desk ever since, and Fan, in a moment of cleaning, had taken time to investigate it. She’d picked it up to dust, but been entranced by its structure, and moreso by the core crystal on it—blue tainted with magenta, swirling into the purity and turning it into something more beautiful.
“The core crystal was corrupted, right? It contained a swirl of red.”
“Right.”
“I’d heard tell of Flesh Eaters before, but the only one I’ve met is Jin. His core crystal wasn’t like that, though. Is that kind of corruption what happens to a Blade who spends a long time away from their Driver?”
Nia shakes her head. “That’s not it. As far as I know, Blades just start getting weak. Some can handle being away from their Drivers a long while, though. That all depends on the Blade. And Jin… his core crystal’s not normal. Something’s wrong with his. I don’t know if it has to do with a mistake in how he became a Flesh Eater, or his age, but it’s not meant to be that color.”
The silence hangs between them as Nia searches for the words. “I don’t know his circumstances. I don’t know why, or how. But Minoth has been a Flesh Eater for a long time. He’s corrupted, too. Calls himself a failed experiment. He isn’t nearly to the point Jin is at, but Malos and I took the time to help heal him last time we saw him. His body has begun aging like a regular human’s, though much slower.”
“I wonder if I’ll ever get the chance to talk to him. For the longest time, I’d assumed that I was the Praetor’s only Blade. He never mentioned the others, you know, and when you’re a Blade, you have no reason to believe that you’re not the only one your Driver has if you don’t see any others, you know?”
“Right.”
“But then, he’s a Flesh Eater… I wonder why… You don’t know, do you? Why Blades become Flesh Eaters?”
A thousand words wait at Nia’s lips. She doesn’t know how to answer; this is primarily because she knows exactly how to answer.
Fan isn’t looking for an answer. In fact, she’s staring up at the stars, wondering aloud to herself, when Nia gives the answer to her anyways.
“Tragedy.” She says the words firmly, easily, simply.
“What?”
“A Blade becomes a Flesh Eater because being a Blade is tragic, and by taking in and fusing with a human, they don’t have to forget anymore.” She’s got her own eyes on the sky as she speaks, clutching her blanket ever tighter around her shoulders. “When your Driver is dying, or someone else you care about so wholly and completely that you can’t or don’t want to imagine life without them, you do what it takes not to forget them. I guess… that’s why Jin became one. Why Minoth chose to become one, or if he even chose it, I couldn’t tell you. But every other Flesh Eater I’ve known has been one because they’re terrified of what they are. Of forgetting their love.”
“Forgetting their love…” Fan echoes. “You’ve met a few Flesh Eaters, then?”
“None that I’m willing to give you the name of. No offense, Lady Fan.”
“No.” She shakes her head. “None taken. Thank you for taking the time to speak with me. I enjoyed our chat. You and Crossette should go get some rest. I’ll wait here, with Millie, to make sure she makes it through the night.”
“Yeah. Goodnight, Fan.”
“Goodnight, Fan!”
Fan la Norne watches the women disappear around the corner, and then she turns to go think.
~
Fan sits, back against the cool wall behind her, legs straight out in front of her. They’re already beginning to fall asleep, but that’s alright. Millie is still, her head resting on Fan’s lap, hair fanning out across her legs. Fan strokes it with a gentle hand, head tilted back, still watching the stars. She’s packed in for a long night. Tomorrow will suffer, but it’s fine. (The rest of her lifetime will suffer if she doesn’t stay awake for Millie now.)
Millie’s head shifts on her lap. When Fan looks down, large brown eyes meet hers, ears flicking curiously in her direction. She’s pale from the illness, her smile small and weak. Millie has never looked smaller to Fan than in that moment. “Thank you, Lady Fan, for all you and your friend are doing for a street rat like me, even when so many of the adults here hate you.”
Fan nods, shushing her. “You’re going to pull through all of this. And you’re no street rat.”
“…Say.” She turns back to rest her cheek on Fan’s lap. “Mellica says that Blades can keep coming back to life forever, so long as they have a Driver and their core crystal’s in one piece, but they forget everything every time.”
“That’s… that’s right.” Her hand stills, resting on Millie’s head.
“Then, doesn’t that mean… one day, you’re going to forget all of us? Someday you’ll be a Lady Fan who doesn’t remember any of us down here in our camp?”
Oh. In an instant, Fan understands what Nia meant.
Tragedy. Someone you care about so much that you’ll do anything to keep remembering them. Someone you don’t want to imagine life without.
Fan la Norne is a Blade. She is no mother. And still, Millie is an orphan. She is no one’s child. Fan is the one here with her now, stroking her hair and soothing her to sleep even as the odd cough racks her body. This child will never have a mother that is not Fan, and in that moment, she knows.
Millie’s still turned away, but a single eye peeks up at Fan. She shakes her head with the best smile she can manage. “There’s never going to be a version of me that doesn’t remember you, Millie.”
“You can’t promise that, though, can you? If Blades could control it, no one would ever…”
“I promise,” she says firmly. “No matter what happens to me, I’m going to remember you.”
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Chapter 24: Interlude
Summary:
The Aegis party thwarts an assassination attempt and prepares to leave Indol.
Notes:
we are so close to the end of the arcs that I recognize and appreciate the necessity of not glossing over but really just don't care about from a narrative standpoint and I could NOT be happier. happy pride!
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Chapter Text
“Okay, let’s compile our information.”
Crossette rests her elbows on the inn’s table, chin in hand. “We’ve got Tirkin about, dressed up like chefs and carrying super strong-smelling ingredients.”
Zenobia nods. “Not only that, but no one should be able to get in or out of the ship for the summit, except the rulers and their direct guards. A brute-force or sneak attack are both out of the question. We’re just about the only people with access otherwise.”
“And unless someone is super powerful like Malos, there’s no chance of them breaking through the ship or sinking it,” Ursula says.
“And we’re aware that, in the past, Bana has previously employed Tirkin to carry out dirty deeds for him, such as the staff for his factory in Mor Ardain,” says Dromarch. “In other words…”
“It’s gotta be poison, right? There’s no other options left, if no one can get in…”
Nia lets out a long yawn. “I don’t see any other way it could be done. And strong ingredients would cover up basically any other taste.”
“And we’ve got almost no time left. We should go investigate the kitchen immediately,” Malos says with an air of finality that has the entire group getting up. Even a half-asleep Nia and just-as-bad Crossette are dragging themselves out of their seats to get to the port.
“What’s gotten into you two?” Pandoria says, a hand on each girl’s back. “You’ve been dead on your feet all day.”
“Sorry,” Nia yawns. “I just—“ Another yawn. “—didn’t get much sleep last night, ‘sall.”
“Me neither,” Crossette agrees.
“Well, wake yourselves up. We’ll need our healing team for if this turns into an altercation.” Malos stares straight ahead, not even looking back as his chastising comes.
Nia and Crossette do their best. It’s all they can do.
~
Mórag waits for them at the entrance to the ship, hands clasped behind her back and Brighid ever-elegant at her side. “Anything to report?” she asks as they approach. “His Majesty is greeting Queen Raqura now.”
Rex gives her a firm look. “We’re pretty sure we know what’s going on, but we need to be sure. Can you tell us how to get to the kitchen?”
“The kitchen? Sure, I’ll escort you. We should move quick. I’ve already informed His Majesty of your assistance, so they will have to forgive the interruption.”
She leads them inside, through the hangar. Not long behind them, Emperor Niall and Queen Raqura walk together, and the moment they enter the hangar, Rex notices a massive box in the center of the room. “Hold on,” he says. “What’s… what’s in the box?”
Mórag glances that way, a frown on her lips. “That’s… a rather good question, actually. But, we have a goal here, don’t we?”
“Right. I just…” He trails off, jaw dropping as the box shakes. “I think we might’ve misjudged, actually.”
Another violent shake of the box, and he’s sure of it. The box falls apart after one final shake, and there it stands—a massive Artificial Blade, eerily familiar in its hair and maid outfit. From speakers hidden somewhere in her design, a familiar voice resounds. “Oh, friend misjudge horribly! Bana surprised anyone begin to suspect!”
At the very least, no one is surprised at the perpetrator. Chairman Bana, of course, piloting Rosa with a new power emanating from her.
“Bana go through many trouble to be here today, ever since Rex and others raid perfectly legitimate factory of Bana!”
Weapons are in hands in an instant. “Give it up, Bana! Haven’t you already had your name dragged through the mud enough?”
“Name of Bana not nearly muddy enough! That why Bana here!”
Raqura takes a purposeful step forward. “What are you hoping to achieve!”
“It simple to put. Money! Bana kill one or even both of you, and war take place. War means money, and money goes to my Trade Guild!”
Nia shakes her head. “I’m not sure if you’re aware of this, but it’s not your trade guild. You’ve been removed from position as Chairman. You’d get none of the profits.”
“That load of nonsense! Trade guild belongs to Bana until Bana dies! And newly-upgraded Giga Rosa will help Bana claim all money there exist to claim!”
“Right… Your Majesties, stand back. We’ll handle this.”
Emperor Niall nods, taking a pointed step back. “I trust that you all will. Thank you again for your help.”
In one swift motion, the group has placed themselves between the royals and Giga Rosa. “As for you, Chairman Bana, you’ll have to get through us before you even think about laying a hand on them!” Rex says, holding out Malos’s sword in front of him.
In the exact moment Giga Rosa begins to move, Nia is already swooping in with Crossette’s bitball in hand. Giga Rosa is large, and when her fist puts a solid dent in the floor in an attempt to crush Nia, it becomes clear that she’s also much stronger than she had been. She moves slowly as a trade-off, and that lends itself to four Drivers and their Blades dancing around her.
“You stay still while Bana kill you!”
Zenobia laughs, zipping in front of Giga Rosa’s face with axe in hand. “No can do!”
She swings, hard, at just the moment that Nia drives her bitball into Giga Rosa’s leg. The effect is drawn out, almost comedic in the way Giga Rosa wobbles.
The thing about building a massive robot with an even more massive head is that it’s top-heavy. And, when attacking it just right, even a catgirl and a single Blade who can fly can send it crashing to the ground. Unfortunately, when this moment is not planned, it results in one key problem—Nia is still standing beneath the robot.
Rex processes this all in the same moment, and again, he reaches for an Art. He releases it in the same moment, and Nia is surrounded by the golden sheen of an ether shield. In the next moment, Giga Rosa topples, and Nia is trapped beneath a leg, pinning her by the shield.
Ursula watches, brow furrowed as she watches Nia’s shield fade. Someone’s got to help her…
She doesn’t have the power. Not on her own. But she finds her mouth moving, and then words leaving it. “Zenobia!” she shouts. “Launch the robot!”
Zenobia blinks her way, and then, in the next moment, moves. “On it!” She leverages her axe under Giga Rosa’s solid metal plating of a skirt, and hefts it upward.
Giga Rosa tumbles in the air, complete with Bana’s screaming over the speakers as Nia gets clear of the blast zone. Ursula is the first at her side, looking her over until she feels comfortable enough to give a satisfactory nod. “You’re alright, Nia?”
Nia nods. “Yeah. Thanks.”
Giga Rosa crashes to the ground, and in that moment, there’s Rex, rushing in with sword in hand, and Zeke, rushing in a little bit faster with sword in hand. Blades follow, narrowly avoiding stray bullets as Giga Rosa fires off a few rounds to keep her space. Bana must be frantic inside—a top-heavy robot is hardly the best candidate for returning to feet from laying on the floor, and he’s stuck trying to do exactly that.
He manages it, getting Giga Rosa to her feet just in time to fire off a literal fucking missile towards Emperor Niall, Queen Raqura, and their respective attendants (which, in Emperor Niall’s case, means Aegaeon and Mórag and Brighid). Mórag and Aegaeon are there, though, and between two Blades made to defend, the missiles explode off of two layers of ether shielding.
“Meh! You think that all Bana capable of, don’t you?”
“Hey, big guy, pay attention to the threats,” Malos says.
Rex drives his sword into Giga Rosa’s shoulder. It slices through—not like butter, but something between butter and wood, leaving Giga Rosa’s arm hanging off by comparatively thin cables.
“Meh meh! Rex pay big money for damaging Rosa—“
“Actually, I believe you owe me a hundred thousand,” Rex replies, a grin on his lips. “We’ll call it even, yeah?”
Zeke is there, not to be forgotten, driving his own sword towards Rosa’s center with all the force he can muster. Zeke and Pandoria’s sword strikes true. Nia, too, sweeps in, having at some point swapped Crossette’s weapon with Dromarch’s, gold affinity link blaring between them as she lands on Giga Rosa’s face and begins to swipe. The cockpit pops open, and out falls Bana, barely managing to recover to his feet. Nia backs up on instinct, regrouping with the others as Bana stares them down with hatred in his eyes.
“Why friends have to be so powerful? It not fair to Bana! But Bana have offer.”
“Save it. No one here wants to hear your pathetic attempts to get out of this situation.” Malos stands firm, managing to actually look terrifying where Bana has failed. Mórag escorts Queen Raqura and Emperor Niall closer, hands clasped behind her back with a stern look.
“There is no escape left for you now. The doors are all closed.” True to her word, the hangar door has been sealed. “You will be taken into custody under high treason. Until it is decided what your fate will be, you will remain in solitary confinement. Do not try to outrun us again.”
Bana takes a single step backward, hands waving frantically. “This… this not end!”
“Give it up. Your friends from Torna are not here to bail you out this time.”
It takes half a second. Bana, glaring, a cornered animal, spots from across the room an open door, and through it, his escape. A wing has reached for one of the many pockets hidden among his gaudy clothing and produced the distraction. “Bana not going anywhere!” he declares, and then he’s holding up a large button of dubious intent. “Not without fight! Bana never want to blow up good money, but good money exploding buy a convenient exit!”
And then, he’s bolting, and of everyone there, nearly all are frozen to the spot. Malos, battle-hardened, moves, tackling Rex to the ground as Giga Rosa begins beeping rapidly, a high-pitched death toll. Emperor Niall rushes forward, shouting for Aegaeon, and around the entire group, a veil of water expands.
Even Aegaeon, a gem of Mor Ardain’s crown, given to the Emperor to save his life, is not enough to save everyone. When Giga Rosa explodes, the blasting is deafening and blindingly bright, and no veil of water touches Emperor Niall.
Bana runs towards the open door as the dust clears. He’s really rather fast, but the Aegis party has gone silent. Only Queen Raqura, there by coincidence and necessity, is able to speak. “Emperor Niall, to save our lives, you…”
Niall looks back at her with a sooty smile. But it’s not him who comes forth with the dying words as he crumples, white clothes befitting the Emperor of Mor Ardain slowly staining with blood to match the singing of the blast. It’s Aegaeon who speaks, now, voice weak: “It has been an honor. I will do better next time.”
Mórag’s first breath comes in a scream as Aegaeon returns to his core, and then she’s at Niall’s side, blind to everything as she clutches his body.
“You can’t just—get up! Please!” she begs.
Nia stares, eyes wide.
(“Niall! Get up!”)
At what moment does a body become a corpse? When does the living become the dead? Is the moment the Blade loses the connection that keeps it moving around, keeps it from returning to the core the moment of death? Or is it later? If she moves now, if she breathes and moves Mórag aside from her cousin’s corpse and sets to work, can’t she save him?
(“I can’t take over for you, I won’t take over for you! You need to—you need to—“)
She didn’t move when Vandham died. She didn’t have power when her Driver went, so long ago now. All of those moments are worlds away.
(Mórag’s voice is weak, now, raw with tears and the realization that no amount of yelling will save him. “Please…”)
They won’t happen again.
“All of you, after Bana! Don’t let him get away!” she orders. “I’m going to see if there’s anything left for me to do.”
Rex is the first to nod and take off, and as Nia removes her gloves, the others follow, leaving only Nia, Mórag, Dromarch, and the body-turning-corpse of Emperor Niall Ardanach. Even Queen Raqura and her attendants, caught up in the moment of it all, run after. Nia turns to Dromarch.
“Watch the door. Don’t let anyone come back through until he’s up.”
Dromarch nods and follows.
Nia’s hands are on Mórag’s, prying them out of crumpling up Niall’s clothing. “Just sit back, Mórag. I’ve got this.”
Mórag’s eyes are wild with rage as they snap to meet Nia’s. “Don’t you—“
“Mórag,” she insists. “You want him to live, don’t you?”
Mórag goes quiet, sitting back and watching with red eyes.
When Nia reaches her hands out and begins to pull at the ether within her, her ears are the first to respond to her work. She'll have to work quickly, though moments like these are what her hood is for. Her ears begin to lengthen, the ether calling to her a new outfit, a new way of being that settles beneath her jumpsuit and strains at her sleeves. Her hair, too, responds to the call—changes she can't avoid as the ether courses through her fiercely and leaves her with twin ponytails that brush the floor and fall into the pool of blood she kneels in. The light surrounds her, but her only focus now is on Niall, on each cell within his body. First, the injury itself, the flesh that had been singed and melted away. She can smell it where she can't see it, and she works, water washing over them in the light as she holds out her hands.
Mórag watches her, squinting through the light in silence.
There's nothing she can do about the clothes. Those won't be savable, not even as she brings life back into the cells. The brain, too, needs to be refreshed, and she does so without question.
It barely takes ten minutes. Then, the light is settling, and there's movement below her. Mórag jolts as Niall lifts his head, eyes barely managing to open. Nia can't bring herself to look at or say anything to either of them—this is a moment for Mórag and Niall, the former holding the latter close, and anyway, she needs all her focus to restore her usual appearance before anyone comes back.
"My Lady, they're returning!" Dromarch's voice calls across the hangar, and just in time—her hair has receded to its usual bob, and she throws up her hood to cover her longer, more decorative ears as Dromarch rushes to her side.
When Mórag manages to pry herself from Niall, Nia helps him to his feet, careful to barely even touch him even as she provides the support necessary for him to stand.
"Careful, your Majesty. You'll need to head straight to bed, alright? You're going to need quite a bit of rest after all this."
The Aegis party, plus Queen Raqura and attendants, stands at the door that leads deeper into the ship, frozen as they see Niall sway. Mórag supports him fully, cheeks wet as she gathers herself.
"Take him wherever he can rest undisturbed," she says with a nod. "He probably won't wake up for at least a day after he gets to sleep. And take Aegaeon's core crystal with you, too, yeah?"
"I will never be able to repay you for this, Nia," Mórag says, voice cracked with tears.
"You have my deepest gratitude," Niall says. His voice is quiet, weak. "If there's ever anything you need..."
"All I need right now is for you to rest," she repeats firmly. "You've done a lot of healing in not a lot of time. Your stamina's shot."
He chuckles weakly. "Alright, then. Brighid, can I ask you to smooth things over here? It looks like I've been placed on bed rest."
"Of course, your Majesty," Brighid says. Mórag sweeps him away into the settling dust of the day.
“But… how did he survive?” Raqura marvels as the Emperor stumbles past her. “His Blade even returned to his core…”
Nia smiles. “Have you guys ever heard of basic first aid?”
“First aid? But…”
“I mean, even his scars are…”
She laughs at that. “I’m a healer for a reason. Come on, like I’d just let the Emperor walk around covered in burn scars after all he did to protect us.”
Her companions, at least, are understanding of the truth of the situation at hand. Several give their own nods, though not without the question behind their eyes. She supposes that they don’t know the extent of her abilities, or at least hadn’t.
She laughs a bit to herself. It’s going to get real annoying from here on out.
~
It's a day later when Nia stands in Niall's impromptu office aboard the battleship, Dromarch and Crossette on either side of her.
"I wanted to thank you again for everything you've done. You saved my life. There is little I can do in response to that except to continue thanking you from the bottom of my heart.”
She rubs the back of her neck, grinning. “Ah, you really don’t need to worry about that, your Majesty.”
“Mor Ardain as a whole thanks you. Had we not already extended a pardon to you for your initial assistance with handling Chairman Bana, please trust that I would be pardoning you on the spot. As it stands, there is little payment I can offer, except my thanks. If you desire further core crystals as a Driver, then…”
She shakes her head. “Really, your Majesty. There’s no need to worry about all that. I’m happy with Dromarch an’ Crossette. Really, I don’t need much more than that.”
Niall sighs a smile. “Alright. If you really insist on not accepting payment for what you and your friends have done…”
A thought occurs to her. “Well, actually, I can think of one thing. Is there any scrap left of Giga Rosa floating around the hangar?”
“Scrap? Well, I suppose they haven’t cleaned up yet… My men should be wrapping up their investigation today. Why?”
She considers her answer a moment, and then, she responds.
~
Raqura stands at the bow of her own ship, en route to Uraya. “I just can’t help but feel like… with all the Bana excitement, our concerns got completely brushed aside. And the child Emperor won’t be fully recovered from his injuries for quite some time…” She sighs. “It’s really unfortunate.”
~
Mórag finds that she doesn't want to leave Emperor Niall's side. She can't help it, she reasons—after all, he died and returned unharmed solely by the luck of Nia being present. Anyone would feel protective of family after watching that happen, even a cousin. (A close cousin, nonetheless.)
So she makes sure he gets his rest. She does what she can to assist with paperwork, but much of it requires his hand and his alone, so she can only sort it, prioritize it. When he's up after the second day, he calls her to the battleship’s makeshift throne room, where Aegaeon's core crystal sits egregiously on the table next to Niall's growing tower of paperwork.
"I want you to continue traveling with the Aegis" are the first words that leave his mouth when she reports in. Brighid is away, helping with the more direct management end of things—Architect bless her for all she does—which means that Mórag has to take this information all on her own, decide what to do with no conference.
"But, your Majesty, you—"
Emperor Niall holds up a hand. Even that movement is weak, and it brings a pang to her heart.
"Please, Mórag. It's important to me."
"But—"
She has no argument.
She has no argument at all. So he continues, unbothered. "Do you remember when we used to sneak out to play with the children in Gormott, over by the lake?"
She remembers. Of course she does. Niall would be overwhelmed with his own work, tutoring, and training, and she would inevitably set aside the small pangs of jealousy that she’d fostered to make sure that her young cousin was cared for. Even in the short time before he was born, she had known what it was like to have the weight of Mor Ardain on her shoulders. They had no Blades, then, to protect them, but the local Gormotti children wanted to play, too, and they knew well enough where it was safe to play. It had been so simple, then, so light—she wanted to see her cousin smile, let just a bit of that weight lift for a moment, and he would do it, splashing about in the water or even just staring up at the sky.
"All things considered, we are the biggest source of Gormott's problems. But those children didn't care about that. It was just us, playing, breathing, living. I'd like it if the whole world could be like that again. Like children, laughing and playing in the water and forgetting who the world expects them to be and become."
Despite herself, despite what he's asking her to do, she smiles softly.
"Do you think that the Aegis and his companions are capable of bringing that about?”
She can’t answer that. Not because she doesn’t have the answer—she does—but because she knows where this line of conversation leads.
“You’ve traveled with and aided them long enough that I think you already know the answer. Isn’t that right, Mórag?” He has a pleasant smile, hands folded behind his back as she searches for the words.
“…They do seem to be on track to creating a better Alrest,” she says finally. “They have the means and the drive. That much was obvious even before they aided in the most recent Bana investigation or the Temperantia incident. And, with the Aegis’s power…”
Niall nods. “Power exists to be used. That Aegis and that Driver are not running around mindlessly, it seems.”
Part of her wants to laugh. From time to time, they do seem mindless, wrapped up in whatever chance to do good that they find, drowning themselves in Mor Ardain’s problems not because they have no choice—they’ve had every chance to walk away—but because Mor Ardain has problems and problems hurt people. Helping only because they want to, when really, they have much more pressing matters to attend to.
“Power exists to be used,” Niall repeats, and presses something into her hand.
It feels suspiciously like a sleeping core crystal. And, true to form, it is—it takes little wondering to figure out whose.
“Your Majesty, I—“
“When he’s ready to be awakened again, I want you to take him.”
The crystal is dull, lifeless at the moment. She nearly drops it anyway out of instinct, for fear that she’ll awaken Aegaeon before he’s ready, before she’s even processed her cousin’s request.
“I may have the potential to be a Driver. I may have had the ability to awaken Aegaeon with little issue or backlash to myself. But it’s become clear to me that, had I the aptitude, I would not have needed a Flesh Eater to bring me back to life just a few short days ago. Aegaeon would be awake right now if I had that kind of aptitude. Really, you should have been the one to take the throne, not me, if things were fair and made sense.”
She shakes her head even as she brings Aegaeon’s crystal closer to her chest. “The heir to Mor Ardain has always been a son of the family. I have never begrudged you that honor, Your Majesty.”
It’s a lie, but not an unkind one. Of course there had been resentment. She had been groomed for a role that had then been taken from her. Nearly ten years of her life had been a waste. There had been a time that that had made her angry, but her anger knew how and when to be quiet. After that, there had been relief at having that weight removed from her shoulders, and not much longer after that, it had just been reality.
Resentment, relief, reality. It was easy now to pretend the first two had never happened, and all there had ever been was an acceptance of the situation. Whether Niall believed her or not, he didn’t choose to press the matter, and she went on.
“If anything, I am grateful for the opportunities I have been given to travel and better understand the whole of Alrest.”
“Then,” he says with a smile, “you have no reason to refuse what you’re already grateful for.”
She’s lost. She knows she has. “Then I am grateful to you, too, for the opportunity you’ve given me. Thank you, Your Majesty.”
She leaves, then. She has to, if she wants to find Malos and the others before they leave Indol.
~
She doesn’t have to go very far. She sees Poppi, first, swinging around her arm like it’s not brand new and a distinctly different color than the rest of her body. The others are gathered around her, celebrating her re-awakening, as Tora lays, exhausted, on the outskirts of their group.
“Oh. There Mórag!” Poppi says as Mórag approaches. “Poppi was wondering about friend.”
Mórag smiles, sighing. “Good to see that you’re once again operational, Poppi.”
“It all thanks to Masterpon and friends. Poppi never rest better!”
She laughs, then moves on to the other thing—informing them of her assignment. “His Majesty has made a full recovery. It’s really amazing, what Nia has done.”
The Gormotti in question smiles and rubs the back of her neck. “Nah, it was nothing.”
“He will be returning to Mor Ardain shortly.”
“Does that include you, too?” Rex asks. It’s painful, how easy it is to read him, the hope on his face. She supposes he would like to have more manpower for this Elysium-chasing of his.
She shakes her head. “His Majesty has requested that I remain posted at the Aegis’s side and aid you moving forward. I have no choice but to—“
“Ah, come off it! Just tell us the truth: you wanted to come along with us, right?” Zenobia says.
“Well then.” Rex takes a step forward, extending a hand before Mórag can insist that no, actually, these were her orders. Mórag takes it and gives a firm shake. “Welcome aboard. Again, I mean. It’ll be great to have a Driver like you on our side.”
“I hope to be of use to you all.”
Malos grunts her way. “We’re leaving for Tantal late tonight. Be ready.”
Despite his brusk treatment, Mórag smiles. “Understood.”
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Chapter 25: Her Funeral
Summary:
Millie is getting better.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
That night, Fan goes again to see Millie. Darkness as a cover she’s growing used to wearing, she slides into the refugee camp and finds the girl, coughing, but perhaps less than before. A glimmer of hope. She looks just that much better, just that tiny bit more color to her cheeks. When Fan sits down beside her to watch over her and talk, Millie still rests her head on her lap, but there’s a strength to her movements now. She can bring herself to sit up; she can go several minutes without coughing.
“You didn’t bring Miss Nia again today, Lady Fan?” Millie asks in the space between coughs. She lays, eyes open, staring up at Fan and up at the night sky.
Fan shakes her head. “Nia and her friends are leaving the Praetorium tonight. They should be boarding the ship any minute now.”
“Really? But I haven’t—cough—haven’t even gotten the chance to say goodbye to her!”
“I’m sorry. They’ve been busy, and—“
“Can’t we go see if she hasn’t gone away yet? I want to say goodbye! And thank you!”
“Now, Millie, you’re still—“
“Please, Lady Fan? Just for a small walk! I’ve been getting lots of rest, and it’s starting to hurt, laying around all the time. I feel strong enough for it!” Millie’s earnest, eyes begging Fan even just for this short walk.
“Well… I can’t tell you not to get exercise… but straight there and back, okay? We’ll walk together. If you feel too weak to continue, I’m taking you back.”
She sits upright, grinning ear-to-ear. “Really? Let’s go, then!” She breaks off into a small fit of coughing, helped through by Fan’s soothing hand on her back.
“You’re sure you can handle it?”
“Yeah, I’m sure. Let’s go!”
And that’s how Fan finds herself escorting Millie. She’s still unsteady on her feet, but each step is steadier. They walk out of the camp, past those few refugees who are still awake this time of night. The night air is pleasant, and it seems to work wonders—even this little bit of activity has Millie breathing a little steadier, though Fan thinks it may be because she’s trying hard not to get sent back to the camp yet.
They’ve nearly rounded the corner past the underpass, and the air feels unnaturally still. As a wind Blade, Fan la Norne can feel the ether of the air acutely. They haven’t seen a single face since they left Millie’s spot in the camp, scarcely heard a single noise. Millie seems oblivious, but Fan can tell; something is very wrong. They take another few steps forward, and the air becomes scattered with red particles of ether. One of them brushes against Fan’s cheek.
Ice.
“Millie, are you sure you’ll be alright? I think we should head back.” Her knuckles are white on her crosier, though there’s a sinking feeling in her chest that whatever they’ve walked into, she won’t be able to do anything about except to leave, to go before—
“I’m fine, Lady Fan, see—“ Millie chokes on her words. It’s not the choke of an oncoming coughing fit, though she does let out one final cough. The sound that accompanies it is sickening—Millie’s little intake of breath, metal hitting stone. Fan turns her head, slow, too slow.
This is a nightmare.
The color has drained, already, from her face, eyes frozen open. In the next moment, she nearly crumples to the ground, but Fan darts forward to catch her, though it’s hardly necessary. The weapon—a bardiche, her thoughts gently remind her—supports Millie’s body where it’s gone clean through her torso. Not the heart, maybe just below, but close enough that—that—
Millie’s the one who’s been impaled, but Fan’s the one who can’t breathe. Something’s choking her, the ice ether wrapping more tightly around her, canceling out all that she needs to breathe.
“Millie,” Fan says. “Millie! You can’t—“
That girl is still alive, you know. You can still save her.
It’s not her voice. Not her thoughts. In fact, she’s pretty sure she’s hearing those words, somewhere in the distance, but all she can really process is Millie, trying to choke out words despite the pain, despite the fact that she’s dying.
The weapon that has pierced her is a Blade weapon. Fan’s eyes take that in, at least. All the blood and then the core crystal, warped with red among the blue. A Flesh Eater, then.
She almost processes a tut, an annoyed I should’ve got her in the heart. It’s all water roaring in her ears.
“Lady… Fan…?”
Millie is coughing.
“What is it, Millie? What are you—this is a joke, right? A mean-spirited joke?”
Millie shakes her head, a small smile on her lips. “Please don’t ever forget me. You were always so nice.”
The promises tumble from her lips before she can even think of saying anything else. “I won’t forget you. I’ll never forget you. Listen to me, Millie. I promise you that there will never be a version of me that does not know you.”
She can’t heal her. She can see the figure standing far overhead, see the other figure floating next to them in the darkness. Though she reaches for her healing abilities, reaches for something, anything to save Millie, it won’t come. Even her ability to control Blades is missing.
She heaves Millie up, adjusts her hold to carry the girl. She’s hard to move, body already so, so heavy even though the girl herself is so, so light. Maneuvering her without moving the bardiche is already so difficult without the tears. She has to get away. Whatever’s choking her, she has to get away from, and then she can heal Millie enough to make her survive to Nia—
She runs, not caring if the attackers give chase. She’s not sure they do—no more bardiches chase them. (She glances back once to check and sees no one, but the sight of Millie’s blood trailing after them is enough to make her not check again.)
If Nia and the others are still here, it’ll be at the port, first wharf, and she thinks she sees them, a group of Drivers, some figures in the group glowing, but they’re boarding, and she screams—maybe Nia’s name, maybe something wordless, maybe a please! as raw and loud as Fan has ever managed to be.
Whatever’s choked Fan has followed her. The red motes of ether are still around her, she still can’t heal. Millie has gone fully limp. She may be too late. It’s been precious minutes—how many? Ten? Twenty? Time is lost to her, along with Millie’s breath and blood.
Nia’s at her side, now, and all Fan can begin to understand is that she’s being led onto the boat for some reason, that someone tries to get her to let go and the only thing stopping her from lashing out is that she reaches for ether and it’s still not there.
By the time she can breathe, by the time she has ether and her vision isn’t tunneled and Nia can work, the boat is a reasonable distance out of the port, and Millie is dead.
Nia is the only one in the room with her now.
“Did we depart?” Fan asks, voice flat.
Nia’s hand is on her shoulder. “We did. It was the only way we might have been able to get to her fast enough.”
“I couldn’t heal her. I couldn’t use any ether at all.”
“Neither. I think… one of Torna’s Blades was involved. She can do things like that. We were hoping to get out of range fast enough to make it work.”
“I see.”
“I’m so, so sorry.”
She is silent for too long. When she speaks again, the words surprise her—not in what they are, but in the fact that she’s completely at peace with them. “The Praetor’s old Blade. The one who was a Flesh Eater.”
“Cole?”
“Yes. Do you… does anyone here know how he did it?”
Millie is cold in her arms. She has a promise to keep.
Nia’s hand leaves her shoulder. Moments later, Nia is sat in front of her, hand on her arm. Instinctively, she holds Millie closer.
“I don’t know if it was the same for him, but I know how to become one.”
“I promised Millie that I wouldn’t ever forget her,” Fan says, eyes far away. “Can you tell me how to make sure I never lose my memories of her?”
“Fan… look, it’s not that I can’t or won’t tell you. But you’re not thinking straight. You’d be signing up for—“
“Flesh Eaters are born from tragedy, Nia, aren’t they? Isn’t this a tragedy? Isn’t this the greatest tragedy I’ve ever witnessed? Couldn’t I have saved her, if I were better?”
Nia’s ears are flat against her head, lowering herself to fall into Fan’s line of sight. “Listen to me, Fan. Your Driver himself will try to have you destroyed for this. Believe me. He’s tried to do it to me.”
The admission is subtle, and it’s not lost on Fan, but it doesn’t bother her all the same. “Then, you know what I’m feeling right now.”
“I do.”
“Then you have to tell me what to do.”
Nia stares at her, and then, she sighs. “You don’t have much time left, so listen carefully.”
And then she tells her. Millie is ever colder, ever heavier, limbs stiff in Fan’s arms, but Fan stays stock-still as Nia details the thing she’ll have to do. She barely even blinks.
She can’t do it. She can’t do that.
She has to.
A hand on either shoulder. Nia. “The choice is yours to make. If you decide not to go through with it, or when you do, come find me and I’ll help you clean up. I won’t go far. For now, I’ll leave you with some privacy.”
She doesn’t watch Nia go. She watches Millie’s face. Funny. At some point, someone must have shut her eyes for her. She looks so much more peaceful like this, a beautiful corpse. With the door shut, all that’s left in the world now is Fan la Norne and a dirty refugee girl’s corpse and her memories.
What comes to mind, as she considers Nia’s instructions, isn’t whether or not she can do this. It’s Nia, saying one of Torna’s Blades was involved. It’s Praetor Amalthus, telling her that her battle is to be fought in Indol, that her concerns lie with the Praetorium and its people.
Torna is affecting the Praetorium’s people.
All that’s left in her is anger, white-hot and searing. She knows her answer. She cries, and she cries, but it won’t change anything. Still, she has the sense that she won’t stop crying for a while to come.
~
Praetor Amalthus feels a shiver when it happens. At first, he can’t tell what it is, but he knows something has changed. It’s been so long, you see, since the first time—he just can’t quite remember the way it felt when Minoth was separated from him, became his own rebellious entity.
The feeling comes back to him now, though perhaps different. More pronounced, more slicing, especially when it comes to him through his head and not as a more general feeling.
He doesn’t know what, or how, but that Blade has broken away from him.
His lip curls in contempt. No matter. She can live or die—he still feels the power thrumming through her core, so he’ll do just fine on his own. Everyone else will simply have to compensate.
He shakes off the sense and lets her drift away from him. They always do and always will.
~
When Fan comes out, her eyes are red-rimmed. The woman herself is unsteady on her feet, and slumps, pale, into Nia’s waiting arms. Nia welcomes her, casting a glance towards Malos, who she’d been talking with moments before.
The changes are already taking effect. Really, she should be lying down—it’ll be a rough few nights for Fan. Nia felt it the moment it happened—a little ripple, a little shift. She’s limp in Nia’s arms, but conscious.
Nia doesn’t do much comfort. She’s never had the chance to, really—when, between learning which spoon to use at dinner, life-rending trauma, and running for her life with Dromarch, would she have had the chance to take someone through a bad spot? But here’s Fan, here’s the worst spot she’ll probably ever have, and she’s about to regret being on her feet real soon. She walks her back into the room, with Malos watching in silence, and helps Fan to lay down on the bed. There’s blood—so much of it. It’s everywhere except the bed, really—the floor, some splattered further, down Fan’s clothes, and now smeared in spots on Nia’s jumpsuit.
"I... I could use some help cleaning up," says Fan.
Nia nods. "Yeah. I can tell. Malos an' I'll handle it, don't you worry. What's important for you right now is rest, more than anything. Your body's got a lot of work to do, as does your core crystal."
Fan's eyes dart her way. At first, she seems to want to roll over, but the blood has her tilting her head back to the ceiling—the only part of the room untouched in the aftermath of what she's done. "How long will I need to rest?"
She shrugs. "Depends. You'll probably be on your feet again by the time we reach Tantal, I imagine."
Her hands are trembling. Even from where Nia is wrapping up Millie in some spare sheets, she can see it. Was this what it had been like for her? She remembers being curled up in a corner, crying. She remembers the comfort she didn't receive—she was her Da's comfort until the day he died. And then, it was Dromarch, and how could a freshly awakened Blade comfort her from things he'd never have to comprehend? His Driver would never die. You can't make a Flesh Eater out of a Flesh Eater. The two of them would spend their lives together, and those lives would go on for... well, Jin and Cole were over five hundred. She'd live at least that long, if not more.
But what about Fan?
She nods to Malos. "Find me some water to clean with. I'll get this taken care of."
Malos drifts out, and she returns to work. She has to work fast—being of the water element, there's some she can do here, but first, it won't do for anyone else to see the body.
"Fan?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm going to take Millie out of here. Is there anything that you'd..."
Fan shakes her head. "She didn't have anything that I don't now."
"Alright. D'you want me to call Dromarch? He's given a few funerals, now. We can see her off, just the three of us."
"Can you do it, instead? I want... I want it to be you."
"I'm not really the right kind of person to..."
"You don't need to be. Just be you."
She sucks in a breath through her teeth. "Alright. Let me just..."
The transformation washes over her with ease. To return to the appearance of a Blade is second nature, when you've spent so long posturing to look like a human. "D'you want me to lock the door and keep Malos out until I'm done?"
"Malos...?" Fan lifted her head. "Oh. He can come. I might like him to be here."
"Then we'll wait for Malos, while I think of what I'll say. Okay?"
"Okay."
It took little time for Malos to return, a bucket of water in his hand and Dromarch at his side. Nia ushered him to the corner when he did, made him set down the bucket. For once, he didn't seem willing to fight an order or suggestion given. She suspected her new, flowy look must have contributed. That, and his rare respect for the situation.
"We're having a small service for Millie. Fan wanted you to be here."
He nods, grunts in response. And Nia, in all her discomfort and her hurting for Fan and Millie, begins.
"Millie was a sweet, wonderful girl," she starts. "I only met her a few times, but there was so much love and energy in her. If we'd met when she was well, I can tell she would have been the most energetic girl, um..." A pause. A deep breath. "Usually, when someone dies, we say: the body dies, but the soul goes on. Usually, I can't say I get it. Millie's gone. But, Fan... This is one of those occasions where I get it. She’s livin’ on in you. I carry my sister with me every day, and Fan, you'll carry Millie with you. I won't lie and say there won't be days where that soul feels like a heavier burden than the Titans themselves, but she'll live on through you. And we will walk with you, as long as you need the help to lift Millie up. We can't give her a grave at sea. But, let me offer this, Fan." She crouches beside Millie and slips a bracelet off her wrist. Fan doesn't move until Nia is in front of her, holding the bracelet in one delicate hand. "Until you can feel her beside you, beating in your new heart, you'll want something to remember her by."
Fan takes it, holds it over her core crystal with both hands. "Thank you, Nia. That was beautiful."
"We all carry the souls of those we've lost. But we don't have to carry them alone. Don't forget that, okay?"
"Okay."
Nia turns and nods to Malos, who humors her enough to support Millie's legs as Nia lifts her by the shoulders. They walk outside—miraculously, no one has come to this end of the ship in some time yet—and, synchronously and without counting, throw the girl over the side.
Plenty of cleaning yet to be done. Plenty to do to give Fan a place she can rest while her body forms.
~
"I'm surprised it worked," Malos comments when they've finally gotten Fan to really rest and shut the door behind them.
"Eh? Why wouldn't it?"
He shrugs. "Didn't think you could be a Flesh Eater with half a core crystal."
"Half?"
He holds up his hands, makes the shape of a diamond with his fingers. "That's what her core crystal used to look like. You can sort of see the gap where the other half used to be. I don't know what happened to the rest of it, but I've got some ideas."
"You think she's keeping someone alive?"
"I don't. The core crystal changes in a pretty uniform fashion when that happens. Rex got the middle, I got the outer parts. Hers should have split the same way, if it were a choice. But she didn't even think of what would happen to whoever had the other half of her core crystal if she became a Flesh Eater. Like she doesn’t know they have it.”
“She doesn’t know?”
“I don’t think she does.” He sighs. “I really don’t think she does.”
“Then… it was stolen?”
Stolen. Imagine that.
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Chapter 26: Her Morning
Summary:
Fan la Norne wakes up a new thing. She has all the questions and none of the will to face them.
Notes:
sorry this is a week late I got really sick and broke my phone and it turns out that combination ain't great for my mental health anyways here have this
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Chapter Text
Fan didn’t leave her room again, if she could help it. She certainly wasn’t seen by anyone—where Zeke and Pandoria spent time chatting with Rex, or Zenobia spent time pestering Tora or Malos, or Poppi went around showing off her new arm where she could, Fan stayed firmly hidden away.
They’d done their best to accommodate her. Nia had emerged after the last of the blood had been cleaned and Fan had finally come to rest and gathered everyone to ask on Fan’s behalf that she be allowed to join them. That had been a long but productive conversation, but no one had been especially opposed, despite the concerns about the fact that they now technically harbored an Indoline fugitive. (Nia was quick to point out that she was the same.)
The door to the cabin Fan had claimed remained firmly shut to all except two—Nia, in all the support she’d given, was allowed in. Malos, in spite of his brusque countenance, would have been allowed in if he’d tried, but he’d decided to give her the space she clearly seemed to want. So Nia was the one to come to her as often as she could, often sitting with her, gently asking her to do things like wave her arms or eat just a single bite of food. She’d refused every time, protested at every shred of light or noise she’d let in beyond that she couldn’t avoid. Fan seemed determined to rot away in this room, and Nia had officially arrived at a loss.
As a consequence, Malos is the one at her door now. Pride is not one of those things Malos ever admits to, but still he’s proud of the meal he’s managed to make with the facilities on this too-small Titan ship. It turned out well. (Nia had helped.)
The door opens for him. It would have before, if he’d asked her permission. He walks in, shuts the door behind him, and does not turn on the light, so Fan does not protest.
“Get up,” he grunts when she makes no noise at all. He sits on the edge of her bed, feeling extraordinarily out of his element. Why had he come, again?
Oh, right. Caring about other people. Whatever.
If anyone asks, it was Nia’s idea.
(It was, in fact, Nia’s idea.)
“Have you eaten anything Nia’s brought you?” he asks into a silent room.
Fan heaves a sigh. “…I’d like it if you’d leave the food and go.”
According to Nia’s reports, that’s the longest sentence she’s said since they got Millie removed from the cabin.
“No.” He says it simple and clear, with no room to argue.
Fan, in all her catatonic, twitchy glory, argues anyway. “I would really prefer to be alone, Malos, but thank you for your concern.” Her voice is flat, unbothered. Unfeeling.
He remembers Elysium, and talking to himself, alone in a wasteland of paradise. The quality of his voice as he spoke aloud to ghosts of memories.
He remembers when that flatness first turned to anger.
He’s in over his head, but he’s been here before.
“Shouldn’t have let me in then. Eat.”
“No.”
He narrows his eyes as she turns over in the bed.
“Nia is much more pleasant than you are,” she states into her pillow.
“Too bad. I’m here, and I’m not going to be pleasant, especially if “pleasant” means letting you waste away. Trust me, it won’t work.”
“You don’t know that.”
“You wouldn’t believe how much I know.”
She rolls over, but it’s impossible to tell what direction she was even facing to start with. “Try me. It’s not as though anything else that’s been happening lately has been believable, or good.”
He laughs, matching her bitterness with ease. “I killed someone on accident with my power. A child I was fighting to protect and knew well. My… comrades saw him get hit. There wasn’t any way to pretend it was Mythra’s fault. Not with anyone else, let alone myself.”
The faintest twitch from the blankets. “That’s awful. How did you move past it?”
“I don’t think it’s something you move past so much as through. Get up, eat, try to smile at people.”
“I think I’m done smiling. I’ve done a lot of that for Praetor Amalthus’s sake, and he’ll never have me back.”
He sighs. How to tell her that her Driver’s a dick? Maybe he’ll have her meet Cole and make that his job. He’s sure Cole would love to tell someone about it without being crucified at once, anyway.
“Then don’t. I don’t really care either way. But eat the food we made. Nia says you’ll feel the hunger much worse now that you’re not all Blade.”
A shuffling. A great effort. The plate is dragged under the covers, and Malos hears the clinking of silverware against the plate. “I don’t feel much at all right now.”
“Trust me, you will. Your body’s starving for energy right now. There’s a lot of changes happening.”
He’s really out of his element here. Nia seemed to think he was the man for the job, having technically known her the longest, and yeah, she’s eating, but…
It turns out he’s not the one who needs to continue the conversation.
“…did I like your food then, too?”
He nods, though he’s sure she can’t see it. “Everyone did. I seem to recall you and Lora—your old Driver—fighting over the last plate more than once.”
“Tell me more about her. And Jin.”
“I’ve already told you a lot,” he says, but he knows his protest is weak. “…my food was good, but I always thought Jin’s was better. He was the chef of your little group. I wasn’t really made for that stuff, but Addam was hopeless and I wasn’t going to eat his slop, so I learned pretty fast how to cook for both our sakes.”
He leans back, rests his head against the wall.
“Lora was actually kind of the one who started the way Drivers fight now, you know. It used to be that we each carried our own weapons—Addam had his sword, and I had mine. That was how everyone did it.” A rare smile. “But you guys were really poor, from what I understand. Lora couldn’t afford a proper sword of her own, so she used your and Jin’s weapons instead. You can’t imagine what it was like waking up five hundred years later and finding out that everyone fights like Lora now.”
A dry noise that might have been a chuckle leaves the blankets. “Did it hurt?”
“Everything did.”
“Does it hurt still?”
He nods, closing his eyes as though it would protect against his own admission. “Everything does.”
“I’m sorry.”
He doesn’t say another word: he simply sits. Eventually, the plate is pushed out from the pile of blankets, not empty, but emptier than it had been, and he takes it, stopping at the door as though she can hear him look her way.
Still he does not know what to say. Still he says nothing.
He shuts the door behind him and lets her rest.
~
Malos does not admit to himself how the talking helps him. This, all of this, is for Fan’s sake, and because she would be a pain to deal with if she stayed in that sorry state forever. There’s no other explanation for it, that he would accept or even that he wouldn’t.
But still he has to raise the question at some point of whether or not he should tell her the truth about Amalthus.
She’s fragile. Everyone is, truly fragile, but Fan la Norne is especially fragile, especially in this state.
And yet still he questions the right thing to do. And that's frustrating. He is the Aegis. He does not ask questions, only executes their answers, and he does not question something like protecting feelings. Not to mention that this is a liability. A big one. One he should not be able to afford.
Nia does not try to accompany Malos when he brings Fan the food, and in return, he offers her small updates of progress on Fan's part. Dinnertime, she poked her head out from the blankets. Breakfast, she initiated conversation. Lunchtime, she ate without coaxing.
And now, dinnertime again, and here he is, about to walk into her room.
He hesitates, and that in itself is such a departure from who he's been the past 500 years for him to hesitate more.
A voice echoes from within the room, faint. "Malos? Is that you?"
It is, and he's being stupid, so he walks right in with a plate for the both of them.
She's sat up, still wrapped in blankets as she watches him enter. It's such a remarkable stride that he's dumbfounded for just a moment, though he'll never admit as much.
"Dinner," he grunts and sits on the end of her bed. One graceful hand extends from the blankets and brings the offered plate close.
"Thank you."
"We should be arriving in the general vicinity of Tantal late tonight or early this morning."
She makes a little noise of assent, takes a bite of food. "You really are a good cook. It's amazing."
She doesn't sound a thing like Lora, not really, but still he hears Lora in her compliment.
"Thank you," he says automatically. "Are you going to be up for getting off the ship at Tantal?"
"I... maybe. I just can't get myself to..." The fork-holding hand pauses in motion to rest over her core crystal, though he can't see it through the blanket. "I don't want to know what it looks like. I can feel my body shifting and changing, and I don't want to know what I look like now."
He shrugs. "Your face looks the same to me. But that's your choice."
"You're not going to drag me out of bed and into the snow to face my problems head-on?"
"If I was going to do that, I wouldn't be hand-delivering food to you at every meal and waiting to make sure you ate it."
A small laugh. Progress, all of it. "I guess not. I... I think I can handle it. If you would cover the mirror before I did, though..."
"Sure. That's nothing."
"Thank you."
The silences that stretch between them as they eat are comfortable. Soothing, even. He listens for every clink of her fork against the plate, every bit of evidence that she's eating even when he's not watching her.
"You know, maybe I should take baby steps. Slowly re-introduce myself to moving around and being around others again."
"Would make sense."
"I mean, I don't know anything about the process, I don't even know if I'll be able to walk when I try to stand, and—"
"I think it's a good idea. But it's really Nia's area of expertise. I've never done what you have."
She shudders, takes in the kind of shaky breath that heralds tears.
Did he say something wrong?
"Okay. I'll talk to her tonight."
He nods. "I'll go get her then."
"Wait—" she starts after him, but he's already stood and left the room. Left her with no room to change her mind.
~
Nia eats dinner with the others, her mind somewhere far away. All she's done is worry. How can she do anything else? It’s not as though she’s the only one, anyway—Poppi asks every chance she gets, Rex casts worried looks at the cabin Fan’s claimed, even Zeke and Morag seem to bend their ear hers and Malos’s way whenever they’re answering Poppi’s requests for updates. There’s not a soul aboard this Titan ship that doesn’t worry after Fan these days.
As she is gnashing her teeth against a spoon long since cleared of food, a hand lands on her from behind and lifts her up by the scruff of her neck. As though she’s some common housecat! If she’d turned and it’d been anyone but Malos, she’d have clawed their face then and there. Unfortunately for her, it is Malos, and Malos has arms too long for her to effectively claw his face off for this disrespect.
“Your presence is requested. It’s out of my wheelhouse,” he says by way of explanation, and then he’s plopping her on her feet and expecting her to follow.
She casts a glance at the others, shrugs, and follows.
~
Fan is tremendous and shaky on her feet. Nia has required Malos stay in the room with them as extra support, and Fan, for one, seems appreciative of his presence.
The first order of business had been getting Fan onto her feet, and it had gone as well as expected. Then had come the walking, which would have been difficult enough for a freshly-turned Flesh Eater when not aboard a Titan ship.
Still, they work at it, and Fan progresses tremendously well in the course of the night—by the time morning comes, they’ve come up on Tantal, and though Nia is starving and Malos is grumpy from the lack of sleep, there’s a fluttering kind of pride to see Fan take one last deep breath at the door to her cabin and step out into the morning light.
They walk behind her—in part, to avoid losing her at her slower pace, but also to watch for potential issues—though she is walking proudly, she is not confident, and it’s a long way down to the Cloud Sea if she were to misstep.
Rex is coming their way, and he stops cold when he sees Fan leading the charge on steadily more confident feet. “Fan! It’s, uh, it’s good to see you!”
She smiles his way, although she’s not yet reached the point where her smiles can reach her eyes. “Thank you, Rex. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused. Will we be arriving soon?”
“Uh, yeah, actually. I was comin’ to see if you three were good to go. How are you holding up?” He walks at her side, leads her towards the bow of the Titan ship as they talk.
She does not answer that question. She does not know how.
The others are equivalently surprised to see her joining them at the bow, where Pandoria has positioned herself front and center for one reason or another. There are the questions, the how-are-yous, the soft smiles of Ursula and the exuberant cheers of Zenobia. When they’ve faded away and it’s made clear that Fan is venturing with them into Tantal’s cold, the attention shifts to Pandoria, who is all too excited to accept it.
“Tantal usually swims below the surface of the Cloud Sea. My prince’s old man prefers that no one visit and no one leave, you see. It’s kind of a point of contention in the family. But! Unluckily for King Eulogimenos, I’m the one the Omega Fetter answers to, so he doesn’t exactly get to say no here when I call up Genbu.” She smiles, and she turns out to the sea.
And then, Pandoria begins to glow.
That glow arcs from her core crystal into the clouds below, slides cleanly out of sight until something massive begins to surface in its place. Genbu breaches all at once, sends clouds flying in its wake. When at last both the clouds and the Titan settle, they begin their descent and land cleanly in its mouth.
~
It really cannot be overstated how cold it is in Tantal. The wilderness is a blanket of snow, almost a tragedy to step across, except for the fact that simply being in the wilderness is motivation enough to get the hell out of it. The wildlife is bloodthirsty, the snow is falling, and despite the presence of gloves on a good portion of the party, the general consensus is that no one can feel their fingers.
Well, no one except Nia, who seems to have taken the opportunity to walk with her body wrapped around Crossette. For what it's worth, Crossette doesn't seem to mind the attention.
It is an arduous trek through the Tantalese wilderness, and it takes twice the time to walk the same distance. Fan tries not to feel too guilty about this fact—she may be walking on stumbling feet, but everyone else is stumbling through the snow, too, and that softens the seeping guilt.
By the time they've arrived at the capital city, Theosoir, Fan is leaning on whoever's closest for support, and there's not a soul left not begging for a room, for fire, for food. Even Ursula seems to be affected, ice Blade though she may be.
The city itself has a familiar feel, where Fan is concerned. She sees tired faces, desolate souls. A few sparse stalls dotting the city center.
"Since no one's allowed in or out, there's no trading here," Zeke explains in a low voice. He's the one to lead them through the city—it must have been years since they took him in at the Praetorium, but he still seems to know this place intrinsically. "Technically, you're looking at the Tantalese Black Market. If they squash it, everyone starves."
"Interesting method of leadership," Morag comments.
"Tell me about it. My prince tried to tell His Majesty to open things up, but you can bet he didn't wanna hear it."
"Doesn't seem like they'll be too welcoming to us when we get to the palace," Rex says.
The palace itself looms over it all, standing strong in spite of the deadness of the city it opens into. At once, it clicks, and Fan staggers in her gait.
This is a dying city in a dying kingdom. At its heart, a sprawling palace holding someone who has every ability to help and chooses not to.
"Fan? Are you okay?"
She forces a weak smile Rex's way. It masks her sudden nausea—it must. She is the Goddess of the Praetorium, and easy smiles come easy to her. They leave just as easily, and she witholds her sigh. "Why do you suppose King Eulogimenos insists on keeping Tantal isolated?"
Rex stammers some reply, a half-baked, wide-eyed explanation that has Malos scoffing. "Hard to tell without talking to the guy. But the easy answer is that there's something he cares about more than the well-being of his people."
"Um, Malos?" Ursula dips her head Zeke-ways. The Zeke in question has a faraway look in his eyes: brow furrowed, mouth scowling. “I think you’re maybe…”
Zeke shakes his head. “Don’t worry about me. I know my old man has been making these decisions.”
It’s Fan that’s affected more than Zeke—she sees Millie’s face in the back of her mind, and the other refugees, and worst of all, she sees the Praetor, telling her that she’s the only one who will help those refugees.
What does he care about, more than their comfort? More than their health?
~
Anastatia’s Inn is marginally warmer than outside, better once they settle in and get a good fire going and everyone piles into rooms for the night. The innkeeper is ecstatic to welcome them in, discounts the rates for their rooms. Seems the inn doesn’t get too much business operating in a place where all travel in and out is banned. Imagine that.
The warmth of the place is enveloping, and after days cooped up on a small Titan ship followed by the trek into Theosoir, Rex finds that he cannot sleep.
He really does try, and even nearly gets there, but after long enough, one must cut one’s losses and slip out of their bed and into the lobby to avoid waking the others with all the tossing and turning.
He is not alone when he reaches the lobby.
Fan is there, staring into the fire and worrying a ratty bracelet on her wrist.
At his entrance, she looks up, and the faraway look on her face is replaced with her usual muted smile. It looks like watching her fade away in real time, and suddenly the sight of her smile makes him feel sick.
“Is everything alright, Rex?”
He sits beside her by the couch, lets the fire warm him. “Can’t sleep. You?”
That lasting, tiny smile. “I’ve gotten a lot of rest recently. I’m not that tired now.”
He laughs in spite of himself. “Pretty sure Malos gave the same excuse once. No one expects you to be alright, you know.”
They stare into the fire together a long moment. She lets the smile slip a bit, lets her shoulders drop a bit. “I may have been the only person in Indol who cared enough to take care of the refugee camp.”
“Really?”
“I think so. I was the least equipped to really do anything. I’m a healer, and I have some sway, but they needed money and resources that, as the Praetor’s Blade, I don’t actually have. They needed aid I was never capable of giving, and they need it still now.”
Guilt surges in his chest, just behind his core crystal. (When did it become his core crystal? Did it ever?)
He’s done nothing yet to really help anyone. He’s fought, sure, he’s chased down Torna, but he saw the state Millie was in when Fan dragged her onto the Titan ship. All bones and blood, like his orphaned siblings had been.
“We coulda done more to help. I didn’t even think about it.”
“No, no,” she says, shaking her head. “You’re doing plenty. I was just thinking about what Malos said earlier.”
“Which thing?”
“There’s something the king cares about more than the well-being of his people. We took in the Gormott refugees out of kindness, but it seems that I was one of the only ones who continued that kindness afterwards. I can’t think of what Praetor Amalthus cares about more than their health. What is there to care about, more than that?”
He’s not sure what to say, so he says nothing.
“He didn’t want me to leave Indol. I expect that he has been very upset since I’ve gone missing. He may know that I… that I’m this now.”
He has the urge to find someone more apt for this conversation. He thinks to wake Nia, to find someone who knows the first thing about Flesh Eaters. Then, he thinks: No. I’m the one that’s here.
“What are you going to do?”
“I don’t know yet. I keep thinking things that I shouldn’t. Raising questions that a Blade shouldn’t ask.”
“Like what?”
The wall of her smile has slipped away now, not a trace remaining on her lips. “I shouldn’t say.”
“I won’t make you. But I won’t judge, either. If you want to talk about it.”
Another smile. This one, somehow, more genuine than before. “Thank you, Rex.” A pause. She won’t meet his eyes, but that’s just fine. “…if Praetor Amalthus didn’t care about the refugees, what does that say about him?”
Oh.
“…I’m not sure it says anything for sure. But I think, if you believe he didn’t care about them, it’s up to you to decide how that makes you feel, and whether you consider yourself his Blade anymore at all.”
“Maybe I’m not his Blade anymore. Maybe this means I’m my own Blade. Maybe this was a good thing. I don’t know.”
“You don’t have to. We can just keep moving forward while you figure it out, yeah?”
“Yeah.” She pushes herself from her seat, glances back at him when she reaches the hall. “Thank you again, Rex. I’ll try to get some sleep.”
She disappears down the hall, and he waits by the fire for sleep to come.
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Chapter 27: Cold Snow
Summary:
The party has an audience with King Eulogimenos. Diplomacy is dead.
Notes:
yeah I have no excuse for missing updating last month. I legit just went to post this update and realized that I didn't do it in september lmao sorry! I'm seriously hoping to reach go mode on this fic soon, but god damn there's so many words to write for so many things. I have one short project I want to finish (Boiling Point, for those of you reading more than just this fic, but somehow I sense there's not much audience overlap there lmao) that just needs one chapter to complete, some prep work to start a new project october 31st, and then it'll hopefully be a rotating update schedule for that fic and this one, every other week until A&D is done. this is, however, tentative, and I am amazing at finding reasons to not keep up, so we'll see!
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Chapter Text
It is a clear and painfully crisp morning, and the Aegis party walks into Theoscaldia palace with very little to show for it except for some intense trepidation. Even Mórag seems bothered by the atmosphere of it all—Rex pauses halfway through the gates to find she’s fallen behind with Tora, Poppi, and Brighid, and at a confused tilting of his head, the four of them have to pick up their pace to catch up.
He does not want to do this. It’s the kind of resistance one feels knowing there’s something they must do and absolutely don’t want to. Honestly, there’s a part buried deep in Rex that wants to leave Tantal entirely and instead find some other way to reach Elysium. Any way that doesn’t involve being in a kingdom so profoundly discomforting.
King Eulogimenos looks on each of them like they’re snow tracked into the house. He extends the same courtesy to Zeke and Pandoria, as though it’s not his long-gone son returning home, and Rex pangs with sympathy for him. The letter from Praetor Amalthus is handed over, and Rex babbles nervously as the king reads it. He’s not even really sure what he’s saying, or why, just that the words in his throat crack embarrassingly high when King Eulogimenos tears the paper up before their eyes.
“Arrest them,” he says.
The words don’t really sink in until there’s already an ether net wrapped around him, three piled on Malos and fizzling out the darkness that had been bubbling in his palms. It all moves like a dream—Rex on the floor, everyone on the floor. Zeke is shouting, Pandoria is shouting, but his father merely looks at him, uninterested.
“Quit yelling, or you can join them.”
Zeke quits yelling. He does not join them.
They are dragged, not carried, away, and Malos is left behind, taken somewhere else. Rex is left to feel powerless.
~
His fists are bloody, and still there has been no headway in escaping the cell Rex and his friends have been unceremoniously dumped in. The entire cell seems to be lined with the same technology used in ether nets—the first thing he’d tried was Zenobia’s axe, then Ursula’s fists, and still nothing. The Bladier of his companions are too tired to do much—Nia seems a bit tired, but Fan, newly Flesh Eater, is completely laid out. Nia rubs her back soothingly.
“How are you okay right now?” Fan asks in the near-silent cell. “I feel like I’m dying.”
“Not my first round with ether nets. You never really get used to choking, though.”
Rex turns his glare back to the door and pounds on it. The shocks of slamming against the entrance are starting to get to him—he feels an ache in his wrists as though he’s been cuffed too tightly.
“Give it a rest, Rex,” Mórag says when Rex stops yelling long enough to hear.
“Give it a rest? They just locked us up here for nothin’!”
She adjusts her hat, brushes off her uniform as though completely unbothered by the situation. “I have confidence they’ll come to regret that decision.”
“What, are we going to bring the wrath of Mor Ardain down on ‘em?” Nia says. “No offense, Mórag, but I don’t see how that’ll help us now.”
Mórag smiles. She shakes her head.
And she passes something over to Tora.
“Please stand back.”
Tora is fiddling with Poppi’s shield, and so Rex does stand back, eying them curiously. “What are you doing?”
“I noticed when we got here that the palace seemed… interesting, in its construction. We stored up a bit of ether just in case something like this happened.”
“Why didn’t you say anything? How did you even—“
She raises an eyebrow. “You were about to pass out from nerves without having that to worry about. Especially if nothing actually happened.”
Tora has finished fiddling with Poppi’s shield, and hands it over to her with a proud smile. “Friends, please watch and learn power of Artificial Blade! Whenever Poppi ready!”
“Ready, Masterpon!” she chirps, and then she’s blasting full-force at the door and going clear through the wall.
Ah. That’s a bit more efficient than breaking his hand. Well-played.
Nia helps Fan to her feet, and once they’re all mobile again, Rex takes Ursula’s fists in hand. By the time he’s out of the room, Zenobia has already zipped out and dispatched the immediate guards. For some reason, she’s decided to hang upside-down while waiting for them to get their bearings.
“Hey, do you think Malos is alright? Where do you think they took him?” she asks.
Frantic footsteps come to a halt at the foot of the stairs. Zeke stares at them, blinking slowly in non-comprehension. “Well, I can take you to him, but how did you…”
Zenobia waves a dismissive hand his way. “Don’t worry about it. Take us?”
“Since when were you in charge?”
She laughs. “Since Malos got dragged off to Architect-knows-where. Come on, keep up, Zeke!”
He sighs, and laughs, and leads them back up the stairs to go find Malos.
~
What the fuck.
Being strung up and bound to a targeting board has not ever been Malos’s idea of a fun lunch activity, and yet here he is anyway, unable to reach for his power and resorting to plotting the death of King Eulogimenos for this transgression.
He’s really trying to have a good day. It’s not like he’s practicing positivity or whatever bullshit people are on now, but, you know. He’s been getting better.
The first person he sees once he’s out of this crucifixion bullshit is going to have nightmares about him, and you can quote him on that.
Pointed directly at him is… well, it’s a weapon of some sort. Oversized, really, although if he were a less tired Blade, he’d be flattered at how much firepower King Eulogimenos seems to think he needs to destroy one Aegis.
It won’t help him.
“Ah, you’re awake.” The king is looking up at him as if he didn’t expect Malos to wake up.
Malos spits in his direction and gives an experimental pull at the binds suspending him. “Is this how you welcome all your guests, or am I special?”
“You are to be destroyed,” Eulogimenos responds. His hand rests on a lever at the base of the weapon, and though it’s clear he’s trying to maintain a calm facade, the fact remains that he does have to shout to be heard from his place on the floor. “I cannot allow the Aegis to fall into the wrong hands.”
“Is that what the Praetor told you? Or did you just decide you didn’t feel like being helpful today?”
“It is not my intention to purposely cause issues, if that is what you’re asking.”
“It’s really not. What I’m asking is whether you were born stupid, or if that’s just how you raise kings these days.”
He is unimpressed and does not reply. The binds are not giving way. He’s two seconds from calling down his Artifice on this entire fucking Titan, but an attempt to reach out finds that that, too, is restrained by the binds on him. What the hell are these things, anyway?
“Please trust that I do not particularly want to do this. But you have felled several Titans under a much better-qualified Driver than that boy, and I am not interested in seeing the end of Alrest or my people by your hands.”
He snorts. “Oh, what great posturing. If you didn’t care to see the end of your people, you wouldn’t be starving them. You know, I think Mythra might make a better leader than you. At least under her leadership, your people would die quickly, instead of starving and freezing to death in this hellhole.”
Eulogimenos pulls the lever without another word.
At the entrance to this… admittedly rather strange room, some familiar faces join, and if it were anyone else, they probably wouldn’t be able to process the speed at which Zenobia is suddenly in his fucking face.
“Hi Malos!” Zenobia chirps. “Let’s get you down from here, yeah? You’ll owe me a fight later, though!”
He lets his head drop against the hard surface behind him. “Let him destroy me, then.”
“No can do!” She laughs and draws her axe. Behind her, the weapon is charging up, near to firing, and as Zenobia cuts clean through the wall behind him, Poppi is forcing the end of the weapon up, away from him. He likes to pretend he’s able to keep track of it all—Rex and the others fighting the guards and protecting Tora, Zenobia gently lowering his chunk of wall to the ground like it weighs nothing.
The truth is, he's more focused on the fact that they somehow broke through all the ether netting and found him so damn quickly. The kid's not bad. Not bad at all.
The weapon fires just above where he had been, a massive beam of light cutting clear through the wall and beyond.
Owing in part to the advantage of surprise and in part due to Zenobia managing to disengage Malos's bindings and allow him to raise an extremely threatening, cataclysmic hand enemy-ways, it takes little time to get the king and his cronies to stand down and actually explain what this bullshit was meant to be.
King Eulogimenos sighs. Malos keeps a firm hand at the back of his neck, and damn Zeke if he's worried about the threat to his father after all this.
"Let's start with this: what the fuck?" Malos says.
The king shakes his head. "I'm sure you've heard the story that Tantal was founded by descendants of Addam?"
Huh. News to him. "Is it now? I wasn't aware he had any to speak of."
"Well, you were asleep a long time, so it's only natural that you don't know everything," Eulogimenos says, then pauses. "...I would, in truth, love to say that. We will proceed with this: you delivered a threat into my hands, penned by Praetor Amalthus. I am to aid the Aegis in his quest using every means at my disposal. If not, I am to see my kingdom and my people defaced and slandered across Alrest, and either way, I am to increase our kingdom's production of core chips, which you'll notice is horribly unsustainable, and—"
Rex stops him. "Woah, wait a minute, you what?"
"We produce core chips by mining Genbu's ether veins. The Praetorium has an ever-increasing quota. I'm beginning to fear the strain of production is having adverse effects on our Titan—I'm not certain we've ever had a year this cold."
"Okay, we need to—this is too much. Why are you adhering to a quota like that if it's killing your Titan and your people?"
"There is... the chance that we may not be descended from the Legendary Hero," he admits. "It challenges the very foundation of Tantal and the royal family. And somehow, the Praetor knew, and has held it over this kingdom's head for a very, very long time."
"Is that why you insist on staying closed away from the world?"
Eulogimenos does not answer his son. In the silence, Fan's voice comes, broken.
"Praetor Amalthus has been blackmailing you?"
She does not receive a response, either, though it looks like Eulogimenos might before the ground shakes beneath everyone's feet.
"Your Majesty!" comes the report— "Genbu has begun descending rapidly! At this rate, it will—"
Pandoria glows with her attempts to communicate, but the glow sputters and dies. "I can't get him to stop! I don't think he can hear me—something must have happened to the omega fetter!"
In that moment, snap decisions are made. Malos is pissed—at Eulogimenos, mainly, for capturing him and attempting to destroy him, a decision he still hasn't gotten around to explaining in any way that would make sense, for causing people to suffer over something so insufferably stupid, for attacking his—
But he exists for the benefit of Alrest. He was awakened from the very beginning to save people.
"Coordinate the evacuation efforts," he says immediately. "Whatever you can do to get as many people out as possible, do it."
"There's hardly any time to—"
He fires a stone-cold glare protest-ways and moves to leave. "Pandoria, where's the omega fetter?"
"At Genbu's crown. But it's—"
"It is the control core of an Artifice. I'm an Aegis. I'll fix it, and if not, you'll find some way to get to Elysium without me."
“We are not doing that.” Rex has a set look on his face, but this really isn’t about what he wants, and Malos is not going to play pretend and act otherwise. “We’re going with you.”
“No, you’re not. You’re going to evacuate Tantal with everyone else, and I am going to take care of this.”
“I’m your Driver,” Rex insists. “I’m not leavin’ you to handle this alone.”
“We don’t have time to argue!”
“So stop arguing and let us help you.”
Fuck it. If the kid’s so determined to die… “Come with me if you want, but if we die, I tried to warn you.”
Rex glances at their friends, a determined look in his eye. “You heard him. I won’t be mad if any of you evacuate with the others, but I’m going with Malos.”
Zenobia raises an excited hand. “I’m going with!”
And then, Ursula, quiet but firm: “I guess Beary and I have to go, too.”
One by one, the others raise their assents—not a single one would leave him behind.
An unfamiliar sensation stirs in Malos’s chest, and he leads the charge without another word.
~
The Tantalese wilderness would have been beautiful if not for the biting cold and the looming sense of doom scattering with the weather. Snow that seemed to glimmer in the light, ether particles dancing in the air. In their arduous trek, led by Pandoria’s sense of the Omega Fetter, they came across precious little obstacle more pronounced than the landscape itself, and the rare creature they came across was completely unwilling to fight, instead hiding away as Genbu continued to descend.
Owing to this, they reached Genbu’s crown in record time, snow-powdered and freezing, but unfettered by anything except their goal.
Rex did not stop to question his decision to follow Malos. There was a lingering guilt in him as his lungs burned from the cold—not a single one of their friends had chosen to evacuate instead, and if Zenobia and Ursula had not been on board with the plan and he died, they would die regardless—but they had made their decisions, and he had made his to not abandon his Blade.
Genbu’s crown, like the rest of the wilderness had been, is profoundly empty. The air feels tense, owing to the strange, pulsating thing inside the small building that marks the Crown. Malos steps forward, takes a moment to inspect what must be the Omega Fetter. It’s twitching oddly, a red, glowing crystalline thing that may have once been a cube but now seems unwilling to obey the rules a cube must follow.
Rex watches Malos take the pulsating thing into his hand, watches his core crystal glow as he closes his eyes. He tries to picture what Malos must actually be doing—is it a sense? Has Malos repaired things like this before? How does he know what he’s doing?
He must, because the red fades to blue, the twitching strangeness of the crystal forms into a much more regular cube, and in the exact moment that it stabilizes, Pandoria is stepping forward, her own core crystal glowing and resonating with it.
“Ascend to the surface,” she whispers under her breath as she glows, “and remain there, circling the World Tree.” In that moment, Genbu lurches, and then, they’re ascending. Gently, but still, Rex shifts as the ground under his feet tilts the other way. A calm ascent to the surface. Pandoria looks up as her glow fades. “I hope that will be enough.”
“We’re all good,” Malos breathes, and Rex nearly collapses at the thought. Crisis averted. This kingdom saved.
“And Genbu will just circle around the World Tree now?” Rex asks.
Pandoria nods. “I set him to just follow the path he had been, but at the surface. We’re taking the Omega Fetter with us, right?”
“Right. We’ll need it to—“
“You won’t be taking it anywhere, actually,” a familiar voice interrupts as they’re stepping outside the small room. “We’ve come to collect.”
Six bodies loom menacingly at their one way down from this peak—three Drivers, three Blades. Akhos, Patroka, Mikhail, and each of their Blades wait, supreme confidence flitting between them.
Akhos tilts his head. “We do have to thank you for bringing it back to function for us. Makes getting out of here a little bit easier, too.”
“Keep your thanks,” Rex says, hand already on Malos’s sword, “and we’ll keep the Fetter. How about that?”
“No, really, I insist!” Akhos’s twin blades are in hand. “I’ve got no use for the thanks, every use for the Omega Fetter.”
His eyes have scanned over the little arena too many times already. There’s no way out except to fight, and suddenly Rex is immensely grateful that his friends have all come along, because there they are beside him, weapons at the ready.
Malos hands the Omega Fetter to Rex, who slips it into one of the many large pockets littering his salvaging suit. “Already figured out there’s no way out of this, kid?”
“Of course.”
“We’ll want to stop Obrona first.”
“How’s Fan?”
Malos spares a glance Fan-ways. “Not up to it yet, I don’t think. At least, not for using her power the entire time. Got that Art under control?”
“I’ll give it a shot.”
Rex settles into his stance, rolls his shoulder. He’s ready for it.
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Chapter 28: Unfettered
Summary:
Rex and co. fight for control of the Omega Fetter.
Chapter Text
Chaos descends on Genbu’s Crown amid the falling snow.
It is what Torna is good at, chaos, and by now, it is something that has molded Rex, in a way. He welcomes the fight. Welcomes the chance to deal with this new issue. Three Drivers. Three Blades. Each their own threats. Each beyond standard. And yet, he finds himself not in a panic. Instead he is calm. Rational. He makes a decision. And he moves.
“Malos, stay back and protect Fan. Ursula, with me. Zenobia, now’s your time to shine.”
His Blades move fluidly. His friends aren’t far behind—Nia has taken it on herself to contend with Patroka, Tora at her side. Mòrag and Zeke take up Mikhail as their focus. He is left to handle the greatest threat alone.
He takes Ursula’s claws in hand. Zenobia has already throttled Obrona. Akhos is his to control. He avoids the man’s blades and brings one clawed fist in tight. Malos wouldn’t want him to play nice, so he aims for the face and hopes Akhos’s glasses aren’t for show.
His punch does not land. He can be fast, but Akhos is somehow faster. He thinks about the things he’s been taught. He thinks about being told to anticipate the dodge. Akhos retaliates with a swipe of his swords, and Rex moves back just a little, just enough, just to come back and take another swing.
He’s really not a fist fighter. His clawed fist connects anyway. Akhos stumbled backwards, grins cockily as he adjusts his glasses.
“Not bad,” he says. “I can tell you’ve improved. But you still could have stood to rehearse more.”
In that moment, Rex feels it again: that settling. That vague sense of constriction. The bond between him and Ursula fizzling out. Zenobia’s axe connects to Obrona, and then she stumbles in mid-air.
Somewhere behind him, Fan cries out. Rex risks a glance her way—Malos is protecting her well enough, but she’s stumbling worse than anyone at the sudden change in the ether.
Titan’s foot, of course she’d take it harder. She’s barely gotten her feet as a Flesh Eater, and now this.
“Y’alright, Fan?” Rex calls over his shoulder, putting as much distance as he can between himself and Akhos. If he and his Blades keep swapping weapons, he thinks he can keep up the fight. He couldn’t stop Akhos and Obrona from using that power. But he can—
He fumbles the handoff. Ursula’s claw tumbles to the ground. Zenobia is quick to be at his side, but not so quick that Rex doesn’t take a good slash to the arm. He hisses with the pain, brandishes the axe in hopes that the residual energy from being wielded by Zenobia gives him something to work with.
Ursula does her best to compensate for his failures. Zenobia does her best to shield. Rex loses track of the others.
“I’m okay! But what is this power?” Fan replies.
“It’s just reversing the ether or somethin’! But our weapons won’t do anythin’ until we stop these two!”
He gets two good swings out of his axe. Neither manages to land so much as graze.
There are two sets of footsteps approaching from behind.
Akhos chuckles. “And what do you expect to do? Will your little grappling hook pull the weight? Or do you honestly expect that more Blades will—“
The axe leaves Rex’s hands. What replaces it is a more familiar hilt; Malos took his time to charge it.
“See if you can’t pull off that Art again,” Malos says, too loud.
“That won’t be happening!” Loud enough that Akhos heard.
Akhos lunges. Rex dodges. Poor Ursula is doing her best with Beary to run distraction, Malos follows Rex, and—
“Ursula! Zenobia! Stay with Fan!” he shouts.
“Worried about your new Flesh Eater friend? She’s hardly functional with this air. It’d be amazingly simple to kill her now, you know. And while you weep over her corpse, the others…”
He lets out a growl, surges forward. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Patroka, some sort of cannon on her shoulder. She’s not aiming for him. She’s aiming at Fan.
He unleashes his Art, and knows immediately that it is not the right one.
Obrona is not shackled. The oppressive layer around them does not lift. They are still faltering under the reversed flows of ether.
But Patroka fires, and at once, everyone is protected. It is a shield, the way a Blade shields a Driver, and the explosion hits a wall and harms no one. He has not solved the problem he set out to. But he has solved the problem he wanted to.
Fan rights herself, grips her crosier tight in both hands as the chaos wraps around her. Rex tries not to watch her stand among it all.
And then within the shield, Fan raises her crosier.
The ether surges forth in spite of Obrona and Akhos’s workings. The light wraps around Fan and washes over them all, not healing, not even soothing, simply washing over them as Fan glares at their opponents.
She says nothing. Does nothing except push out the light.
Obrona stutters to the ground. The ether particles choking each of them lift. The other members of Torna each fall in turn, unable to move beneath her light. Mikhail is the only one who remains standing, Rex realizes, and he glimpses the glimmering blue core crystal on his chest.
Malos moves. Among all of Fan’s light, he is wrapped in darkness. When he stops moving, it is Obrona who is wrapped in darkness, and then she is nothing, the final flickers of a half-disintegrated core crystal landing in the snow.
Akhos screams. Rex wants to. Rex does not.
Malos straightens his posture to its full height, and his sword comes to life in Rex’s hands.
There will be time, later, to reckon with another life lost, Blade or Human or anything in between. To question in his thoughts and in his nightmares whether he could have done anything different to ensure that Malos didn’t have to kill her. But now, the affinity link blazes to life between them, a shimmering gold. Her death was horrible.
It was horrible, and it had to be done.
“Kid, I’m going to handle the other Blades.”
“Handle them?”
But Malos is already moving. “We have to level the playing field and weaken them if we want to make it out of here alive.”
But the Blades are real. They are alive. And as Cressidus and Perdido fall in succession, just as Fan’s light flickers out and she falls to her knees in the snow, he cannot let himself forget that.
Akhos, for one, is shaken. Though Fan no longer holds him, he remains on his knees in the snow, staring at what remains of Obrona.
It doesn't feel good, but Rex moves while he can. Sword high above his head, he leaps, but his sword connects with a shield of ether. It's Mikhail, having placed himself between them. Patroka is maybe just a single step behind Mikhail in coming to Akhos's aid, and though the weapon in her hand from before has fallen away to nothing, she shouts in anger and reaches out for a new one.
Right. Flesh Eaters would have their own Blade weapons.
"Get your shit together, Akhos. You can mourn her later," Patroka barks over her shoulder. Her Blade weapon finishes forming in her hand, and then she's striking past Mikhail.
She shatters through Ursula's hastily thrown shield, and Rex stumbles to catch her and counterattack.
Akhos mutters something that might be Obrona's name. Patroka is shaking with rage as she buffets Rex. Mikhail stays by Akhos, having brought out his own Blade weapons, a pair of sharpened blue fans. He's firm in protecting Akhos, not that Rex has a moment spare to bleed.
"Let me be clear," Patroka growls as she launches a flurry of attacks at him, "I am going to kill every one of you for what you did to my weapon."
"Weapon? Is that how you thought of your Blade?" He stumbles backwards, grateful when Zenobia and Malos come in to provide backup.
It must have been the wrong thing to say. Patroka not only shakes but glows with rage. "I'm going to bring this entire Titan down on your ass!"
Again Fan's light washes over the field, and Rex lands a good hit in when Patroka stumbles and ceases to glow. She's still mobile. She lashes out, a striking aspar, quick and deadly, only to pause as the tip of her bardiche grazes Rex's cheek.
A new pair of bodies have joined them.
Mythra stands, arms crossed, a gentle tilt to her head that could almost be sweet if Rex didn't know what she was. Beside her, Jin, a firm pillar to her soft lines.
"Stand down, Patroka." Her voice is firm. Icy. "You're getting too worked up. Take Akhos back, try not to destroy the ship before we return. Mikhail, you're with me and Jin."
"But—"
"You know better than to talk back. We've got work to do. It won't take long."
Patroka let out a yell like a roar, yanked her bardiche back. With a subtle flick of her wrist, she'd slashed his cheek properly. The blood began to trickle down his face, but he let her pick up Akhos like a sack of potatoes and leave, his attention focused on the new contenders.
With Patroka and Akhos retreating, Mythra steps forward. Neither she nor Jin brandish their weapons.
"You seem confident," Malos says.
“You’ll find that we have every right to be,” she replies. She raises a single hand…
and it all goes to shit.
The wind leaves Rex’s lungs as he’s thrown face-first into the snow. Something heavy and hard had flung itself into his back, sending his sword tumbling out of his hands. The others soon follow, and barely, Rex manages to crane his neck to see his friends crashing to the ground, as well, familiar-looking artificial Blades descending on them with pin-point accuracy.
Completely overwhelmed in a manner of seconds.
There are footsteps, calm footsteps approaching him. The icy cold tip of a blade against the back of his neck. The artificial Blade that had pinned him moves away for only a moment, and then Jin’s foot plants itself firmly on his back.
“Don’t move.”
Mythra crouches in front of him, and then Mythra is Pyra, looking down at him with sympathy. “I’m sorry,” she says.
He doesn’t believe her.
Mythra returns, not even glaring, just staring coldly as her hand leaves his cheek. “This is how this is going to go. We’re taking the Omega Fetter, and Malos is coming with us. The rest of you are going to remain pinned here until we are far enough away, and you won’t follow us. Am I made clear?”
Malos speaks up. “Not happening.”
Mythra glances at him from the corner of her eye. “Oh? So you don’t care if your Driver dies? Maybe we’re more alike than you thought.”
He raises a darkness-imbued hand, ready to move. Jin slams his sword point-first directly into Rex’s left arm. He tries not to scream.
Malos is the one that cries out.
Mythra regards him with interest. “Are you… taking on his damage? Malos, you really are poisoned by those humans.” She begins to pace away. Draws her own sword. From where he’s struggling, it’s mottled, half-formed. A sign of the state of her core crystal.
It could still kill someone prone in the snow and unable to fight back.
Malos hasn’t released the darkness wrapping around his hand, and instead, he brings his hand to his chest, hovering dangerously close to his own core crystal. “Kill or hurt anyone else, and I’ll destroy my own core crystal.”
Mythra pauses. “What?”
“Did I stutter?” He cocks his head to the side. “There’s a reason you’re bringing me along. You need the information from my core crystal to repair your own. And if mine is destroyed, you’ll never be able to do that.”
She laughs. “You wouldn’t—“
He grips his shoulder, in the same spot where Jin’s sword still rests in Rex’s flesh. Rex screams then, guttural and pained.
“—okay, okay! I get it! You’ll come with us, and—“
A thought occurs to him.
Malos is the one who is strong. Malos is the one who is smart. Malos is, in every sense, the true leader of their little band of adventurers.
Malos cannot be the one to go.
“Take me instead!” he grits out through a clenched jaw.
There is silence. And then, there is laughter. Cruel, heartless laughter from Mythra. “What good do you think that will do us? We need Malos’s core crystal, not—“ She pauses. Regards him with interest. “Jin. Flip him over.”
The air leaves his lungs all over again, and the brief reprieve of not being face-first in snow is interrupted by a harsh foot replacing itself on his chest. Mythra crouches above him, drags a single fingertip at the edge of the core crystal on his chest.
There is an uncomfortable pressure, separate and worlds different from the foot digging into his chest. Like his heart is squeezing too hard. Her fingertip leaves him. So does the feeling. Though he’s sure it has nothing to do with the fuzz in his head, from the pain, the cold, the blood seeping into the snow.
She laughs again. This time, not like it’s ridiculous, but a laughter of accomplishment.
“What do you know? The kid had a good idea. What was your name again? Derek?”
“Rex,” Malos grits out, a warning. He can’t be sure who Malos is aiming it at.
Mythra doesn’t stop with her prodding. She digs a nail harshly into Rex’s shoulder, humming thoughtfully. Like it’s a normal thing to do while humming. “Oh, yeah. Pyra’s the one who keeps track of that stuff.” She doesn’t even look at him. Her eyes are on Malos as she traces the bloody mess of his shoulder. “Change of plans. We’re taking him.”
“You’re not taking shit,” Malos says.
“Are you still trying to play tough? Malos, dearest brother, I’ve won. You can’t kill yourself to keep me from this.” She tilts Rex’s head to look over at Malos. The man is almost stricken, underneath all his surface anger. “You’ll kill your Driver, too, like that. Or… do you plan on revoking his half of your core crystal? Can you say for sure that won’t kill him? From what I can tell, it’s replacing his heart’s functioning after Jin skewered it. Are you going to test a human’s ability to bounce back from that?”
Malos growls. The darkness around his hand diffuses away.
Rex feels weightless as he’s lifted from the snow. There is relief in the lack of snow blanketing him. His friends are shouting after him as he’s carried away, his vision blurring just a touch. They stop at the exit, Mythra casting a glance over her shoulder. “If we even think you’re following us, I’ll kill him, and I’m willing to bet I’ll take Malos with him. You kids better behave.”
Rex lets his head loll back to watch his friends’ retreating forms. One by one, the Artificial Blades release them, and he allows himself the satisfaction that they’re all walking away from this. With every step his captors take, he is less and less sure that he will ever get to say the same.
~
The inn at Anastatia’s always has a fire going, but it does not feel particularly warm. Where were they to go, except back to their rooms at the inn? Where to begin picking up the pieces except to prevent frostbite?
Malos goes along with it, because he needs a moment to think. Where are they going? How will he destroy them?
Zeke has gone on to the palace, likely to inform his father of the new situation. Fine.
Food is served, courtesy of a frazzled innkeeper who insists on providing it free to the ones who kept her and everyone else on this damnable Titan from popping like a can at the bottom of the Cloud Sea. No one is particularly raring to eat it, no one speaks except to mope.
Malos retreats to his room and does not take the helmet-less Azurda with him. He can’t think around this much self-pity.
He has maps, and a brain, and the firepower to destroy even Titans. He can feel the pull of Rex getting further and further away, but he ignores it. No fresh pain pricks at his awareness, so Rex will live for now. But he will need to move quickly.
He finds a continent, situated as close to the World Tree as possible, just spanning the Great Void they’re meant to cross. With this continent—Morytha, according to the map—he finds the beginnings of a plan.
Next to find, a ship.
Shit went as bad as it could have gone without any deaths, more or less. Mythra has enough of his core crystal to work with. Everyone knows about his little weak spot now. Torna has the Omega Fetter and everything they need to truly destroy Alrest, if that is what they decide to do. And he’s pretty sure they did quite a while ago. Rex’s friends are on their asses in the inn moping about it, and as far as he’s concerned, they can sit around on their asses moping about it for the next five hundred years.
He finds them lazing about the central room of the inn, in varying states of depression, not having moved since he retreated to his room some half an hour ago.
There will be no motivational speeches. There will be no illusions that this is okay. Put simply, it’s not. Shit’s fucked. He’s working on it.
He walks straight past them, right to the inn door.
Of course, Zenobia is fast enough to dart in his way. Even with Rex so far gone, she can still move well enough to piss him off.
“And where do you think you’re going?”
“Leaving. Someone’s going to have to get the kid back, and he’s my responsibility.”
“Excuse you, he’s our Driver. If you’re going to go get him, Ursula and I are coming, too!”
“Really? You’re going to face off against an Aegis as two Blades without a Driver?”
“Three.” She shoves him in the chest harshly. “We’re doing this if anyone is doing anything.”
He arches a dangerous brow. “Pretty sure you shouldn’t be volunteering the poor girl to walk into a death trap.”
“If we do nothing, we’re dead anyway.” She crosses her arms, glares firmly. “Ursula, you’re coming, right?”
Ursula lets out a little yelp as Malos’s gaze falls on her. “I-I… I mean, I’d like to. I don’t want to leave Rex behind.”
Nia sighs, slaps her legs as she stands up and crosses the room to join them. “Look, tough guy. I know you think this is a problem that you have to fix alone, but it’s kind of all our problems. Drivers and Blades aside, Torna’s gonna kill us all. So what’s our plan?”
“My plan is to fix this. Alone, since apparently that’s hard for you to comprehend. You all can stay here and mope.” He tries to force his way past Zenobia. He could bat her aside like a fly, but there’s only so much he can do when Fan’s power joins the fray.
“We aren’t staying here, and we aren’t moping.” She marches right up to him, power suffusing out of her as she holds him in place. He can barely turn to face her. “I think you’re acting pathetic, Malos.”
“Pathetic? I’m—“
“Running away from facing the people who are on your side and refusing to take responsibility. I know.”
“You think fixing the problem is refusing to take responsibility?” He could laugh, if he could move his body enough to do so. As it is, he’ll just hold out until her power runs out. She’ll get tired any minute now, especially with how she’s diverting her focus to yelling at him. “What kind of deluded world do you live in?”
She is perfectly unfazed. Haze was always surprisingly stubborn. “The one where I left my Driver and became a Flesh Eater and joined all of you to help. What world are you living in?”
“She’s right, you know.”
Oh, great. Even fucking Mòrag has joined the fray.
“Poppi always look up to Malos. Poppi think, should be a strong Blade like friend. But Poppi not want to look up to this.”
“I didn’t ask you to.”
She glares. Really glares.
He doesn’t have even a moment to respond before she’s rocketing up to face-height. Not even a moment to process the harsh crack against his cheek.
“Poppi and friends are a team. We fight together. Malos is being stupid!”
He doesn’t have to take this shit.
He turns and heads right back to his room.
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Chapter 29: Under New Management
Summary:
The crew is getting a little too good at picking up the pieces.
Notes:
sorry this is a day late--I'm moving out of my parents' house after years of trying to find a damn apartment!! I hope to be moving a&d to a biweekly update schedule soon, pending how smoothly the move goes.
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Chapter Text
He wakes in a dream of Elysium, like always. Same distant buildings. Same solitary tree.
And he worries.
But he is not alone.
He feels the presence before he sees it, and the emotions worming in his chest that he had been refusing to acknowledge finally relax a bit.
“Uh, hi.”
“That was fucking stupid” is the first thing that leaves Malos’s mouth on seeing his Driver move to sit beside him.
Rex holds up both hands defensively. “Hey, I had to do somethin’—“
“You actually didn’t. I had it handled.”
Rex shoots him a challenging look. Zenobia is rubbing off on the kid far too much. “Look, Malos, you’re the competent one. You’re the strong one. I’m the kid you got stuck with because I died in the wrong place.”
“So you throw it away to go die in a different place?”
He shakes his head. “I figured you guys would be able to handle yourselves without me, and I was probably the least bad option to go.”
He sighs. He means it to be aggravated, to let Rex know with only an outbreath that dammit, kid, of course you were an idiot for thinking that. It comes out more resigned, more quiet. “I’m not a leader. I can’t move the others forward, and they’re insistent that I move forward with them, not without. I exist to destroy. Not create, or lead, or hold together.”
Rex lets out a bark of a laugh. “You’re not exactly the one who woke up just to try to destroy Alrest, are you? You do a lot more than destroy.”
“You, of all people, know what my power is. What it does. You hate what it does.”
Rex shoves his shoulder harshly. “I was scared, Malos. I died, I came back by pure luck, and fought for my life only to wake up on a whole new Titan with no idea how to move forward except to keep doin’ what I’d been doing. I was scared of a lot back then. Of course I was.”
“It was still a stupid decision.”
“Yeah, get back to me on that when you tell people that things are goin’ on with you. Were you ever gonna tell me we were sharing damage?”
“No. We were doing just fine without it.”
“We could’ve been better.”
“What would you have done any differently that you shouldn’t have been doing already? Do not say you wouldn’t have gotten hurt.”
Rex stays silent at that.
“Look, there’s nothing we can do now but move forward.”
“And you’re gonna do that with our friends, because I’m alone right now, but you don’t have to be.”
He sighs heavily. “Yeah. Sure. Whatever. I’ll think about it.”
“You’ll do fine,” Rex promises. “Yeah, you’re rough around the edges, but you’re a good person, and you can keep them together. I’d like to think I know you by now.”
“You don’t, but your blind faith is touching. There’s so much you don’t know about me.”
“We’ve got a few hours. Might as well tell me instead of being vague.”
“What’s there to tell?”
“A lot, apparently, if it’s enough to mean I’m completely wrong about the guy whose core crystal has been keepin’ me alive for months.”
He can’t argue with that, and he doesn’t have the energy left, anyways. “…fine. I traveled with a ragtag group that was almost half royal but felt like it was all mercenaries, and they spent half their time trying to teach me to be real. A real person who had his own wants and needs and cared at least a little bit about himself but most importantly cared for others. I didn’t think then, I just knew and did. I knew Mythra was doing bad things, and I did things to stop her. They told me how to interact. Not instructions, but guidelines. We fought together. Ate together. I nearly let myself get swept up in living. But you know what?”
“What?”
“None of it mattered. As hard as I fought, as hard as any of us fought, I was still made with the purpose of destruction. Addam just happened to awaken me and point me at one person to destroy, and anything else ended up as collateral. I still destroyed a country. Destroyed Father knows how many lives while I was busy failing to destroy my sister. There was a kid with us that I fought for and protected and killed and held his body. And now it’s been five hundred years and I’m doing the same shit, and the only difference is there’s a slightly lower portion of royalty in my group of weird pseudo-mercs and this time I’m not going to watch any of them die fighting my battles.”
Rex inhales the silence, exhales defiance. “So you made a few mistakes. And maybe they were big mistakes. I already knew your power was awesome in the fearful sense. But you’ve gotta realize this is everyone’s battle. Torna wants all of us dead. And all of us are gonna fight for our lives. We have to.”
“You don’t.”
He laughs. “Yeah, I’m starting to get that message.”
The truth is that he fucked up, that Rex is far away and he is in Tantal waiting for the go-ahead to move forward. Rex is alive because of him. Rex might die because of him.
He’ll need all the help he can get.
“I’m never going to be able to lead the way you do, kid.”
“Good. I’m not a great leader. I spend more time gettin’ my ass saved than I do really helping anyone.”
That draws a proper laugh from Malos, and it’s an odd feeling. “My language is starting to rub off on you.”
“Maybe. I can swear, you know! But, that aside… a good leader is closer to you than me. Needs to be more than a kid with a lotta dreams.”
Malos’s hand rests on his shoulder, independent of his desire to reach out. “You’re an idiot.”
“Yes, you’ve made that pretty clear.”
“I mean that you’re exactly what they need. People need a dream to move to. They need a reason to fight, and they need a way to know what direction forward is supposed to be. They need someone at the core to say, this is the way it is, it fucking sucks, someone needs to change it, and we’re someone.”
“You’re saying that right now just find. That’s dream enough.”
“My dream’s to stop Mythra, make sure she can’t ever do what she’s done again, and then ask Father to kill me. You’re gonna be hard-pressed to find someone willing to rally behind that battle cry.”
“Wait, you’re doing all this just to die?”
“I am.”
“…that’s… okay. You need the strength, then, to say that things should change?”
“I said that they do.”
“And you’re a part of them, whether you like it or not.”
Hah. Of course the kid’s taking that angle. “…fine, yes, I need that.”
“Then right now, as the leader, I’m putting you in charge while I’m gone. Get out there, tell them that you don’t want them getting hurt for your sake, and then talk to them and figure out your next steps. If you don’t mind, coming to rescue me would be nice.”
He nods. “Don’t suppose you could point me in the direction of where you actually are.”
“Don’t really know. On their ship, I guess, though they haven’t said where exactly we’re going. Haven’t said much of anything, really. I know I’m in someone’s bedroom. Think it used to be Nia’s.”
“Right. We’ll figure it out. If we see each other tomorrow night, tell me anything you figure out. Don’t let them kill you before I can.”
Rex snorts. “Thanks, Malos.”
“Hey, just covering my bases. You’ve come a pretty damn long way, but you’re still the poor brat who had the audacity to die in front of me. Unfortunately, at some point I’m going to have to admit that I’m glad it was you.”
“Not today, though?”
“Not today.”
~
The bitter cold in Anastatia’s contrasts starkly against the warmth of Elysium’s light on Malos’s face. Though he misses the dream already, he knows better than to cling to those by now, and so he rolls out of bed to find, at least, most of the men in the group still in his room. They’re mostly avoiding looking at him, even more pointedly so when he makes his presence known with a tired grunt.
“…morning.”
Tora is the only one to reply, a slightly fearful ‘morning’ back. Still they won’t look at him.
Yeah, okay, he kind of deserves that. He stalks his way into the lobby by the fireplace, where several of the girls are milling about, searching for a purpose in a leaderless morning.
Fan is glaring daggers at him. Nia isn’t far behind. Poppi won’t even look at him.
He sighs loudly. “You can’t pretend I’m not here forever. Look, I’m not even trying to leave.”
Nothing.
That suits him fine.
He brushes past them, straight to Anastatia herself. “Can I use your kitchen?”
She squeaks and nods frantically. Easy enough. They’ve got a small store of ingredients, mostly preserved stuff, and he takes stock of the things he can use, grabs some gold from their room in the inn, and heads to market.
Still no one looks at him when he returns with a bag of ingredients as close to fresh as he can get in this shithole. No one talks to him when he goes straight into the kitchen to set to work on breakfast.
No one talks to him, but halfway through prepping ingredients, he finds a pair of furry ears has silently joined him and picked up a knife and a vegetable. Nia gives him a pointed look.
“…dicing them is fine. About half the length of your thumb.”
She nods and sets to work.
They work in relative silence—occasionally, Nia will pause and look at him for instruction, and he’ll dish it out after barely a moment’s thought, and when breakfast—more like brunch—is ready, he walks out with it to the table to find everyone sitting and waiting. Watching him. Even Zeke and Pandoria have rejoined them, and it seems they’re up to date, because they give him a guarded look.
“It’s not going to be as good as usual. Ingredients aren’t easy to come by here, so we’re taking what we can get.”
"It'll do just fine," Mórag says with her characteristic clip.
No 'thank you's come his way, but no one stops him when he sits in the seat they've left empty for him. They talk around him, waters parting for his presence.
"I mean, the real issue is figuring out where they're taking him," Pandoria says. "Does Torna need Rex somewhere specific, or...?"
"Hard to tell," Zenobia says, leaning her elbows on the table. "Nia, they ever mention anything to you?"
She shakes her head. "I don't know much. But we might be able to figure it out if..." Her eyes slide to Zenobia and Ursula. "You two should be able to sense him."
The two Blades nod, one more certain than the other. "Yes, I can feel him." Ursula points in a direction. "That way. But... he's really far away. I can feel it pulling..."
"Friends should be careful. According to database of Poppi, Blades lose strength when not near Driver."
Brighid nods. "With practice and power, a Blade can get used to it, but Ursula and Zenobia shouldn't fight until we've rescued Rex."
Ursula nods her assent, but Zenobia has a fist hitting the table too fast to perceive. "I am not sitting back and letting all of you do the fighting—"
Malos sighs, and the table silences as though they'd forgotten he was here. "Brighid's right. You have to have noticed how much weaker you feel already."
"Fighting is what I do, though. You guys are asking me to do nothing, meanwhile my Driver is getting farther and farther away, and—"
"Can you be careful?"
"Yes!"
He arches a brow. "We don't know what they'll be doing to him, exactly. I can hazard a guess at where they're going, but if what they do ends up killing him, you and Ursula need to be with the group. I have no worries about her, but can you promise to stay close by?"
Zenobia lets out an exaggerated sigh, good-natured. "Yes, dad, I can promise not to go too far so you can recover my dead core crystal if everything goes wrong."
Ursula sank into Beary. "Um, c-can we not talk like our Driver is going to..."
"Right, right, sorry. I'll stay close."
"Thank you."
"So in the meantime, what are we supposed to do? Assume they're going for the World Tree and try to beat them there?"
Pandoria raises a hand. "Actually, we didn't come here just to eat breakfast. We could've eaten at the palace. His Majesty wants to talk to all of you."
Malos raises an eyebrow. "You could have led with that."
"You were already cooking, and things were all tense! Besides, it's best not to go into royal audiences on an empty stomach."
Mòrag is the first to rise from her seat, followed immediately by Brighid. "Let's not keep him waiting any longer. I have faith that after last night's events, he doesn't intend to capture us again."
"Got that right." Zeke nods.
With their breakfasts all finished and dishes dealt with, they head out to the palace to meet with the king.
~
"Prior to the Aegis war, the world order was much different than it was today. When Addam disappeared, the ideals among the people split—those who believed in Blades and Drivers living alongside one another, and those who believed humans should rule over it all—Blades, Titans, other humans." Eulogimenos goes on, and on, and on, and Malos is not having it.
"Did you drag us back out to the palace for a history lesson while my Driver is being held hostage by a terrorist group bent on destroying the world?"
"What I'm trying to tell you," Eulogimenos replies, voice clipped, "is about the chaos that bore the rise of Tantal's royal family. We are descended from Old Tornans, that much is true. But as for this family's origins... Ozychlyrus and I's ancestors took advantage of Addam's absence to gain power."
"Truly? Zeke, is this...?" Mòrag looks to Zeke. Zeke won't look at any of them.
"Yeah. Apparently."
"This is one secret Indol swore to keep, should we bow to their whims. It is one that the Praetor threatened to expose, should I refuse to cooperate in the overproduction of core chips and aiding the Aegis in his quest. The letter that your group brought to me was a reminder of this. It is also the reason Tantal has stayed away from the world, all these years. The further the Praetor pushes, the worse a state Genbu is in, and the colder our kingdom grows. If this keeps up, under Indol's threats, it won't be long before Genbu withers away entirely, and Tantal with it."
Fan clutches a hand to her chest. "The Praetor has been threatening you all this time...?"
"I'm afraid so. What are you going to do with that information?"
She screws up her face, grips her crosier until her knuckles turn white. When she doesn't answer, King Eulogimenos moves on.
"That all being said, there is one story passed down through this family pertaining to Addam. While we may not be his direct descendants, we pass down this: There was a second Aegis sword, one that Addam would not use and sealed away, separate from the Aegis, to protect Alrest. Should Malos be recovered and fall into the wrong hands, he would not be able to access the extent of his power. I believe the location of this second sword is somewhere near where it is said Addam chose to settle: The Leftherian Archipelago."
Malos sighs. "Well, you're almost there. I was the one who chose to seal away my power. Addam just helped me."
"And the rest is true? Somewhere in Alrest, your power lies, sealed?"
"Probably. Addam never used that second sword. My power was already too great."
"What will you do now, then, that times have grown so dark?"
"I had every intention of keeping that power sealed away for the rest of time. With my Driver captured, and Mythra on the path to regaining her full power and repairing her core crystal, I see no other option but to come at her with my full power." It isn't a decision he makes lightly. But it is one he makes, and that will have to be enough in this moment.
Eulogimenos levels a dire look at him. "You believe that the boy can be entrusted with this power?"
"You believe that I need your permission? If anyone in Alrest can handle it, unfortunately, it's Rex."
Rex and all his reckless hope. Rex and all his pointless hope.
"Then I will leave you all to decide where you'll go next."
They are escorted out of the palace, and in the square, Malos shares a look with Azurda. "Been a long time since we've been back."
Azurda nods. "I remained in Leftheria for a good reason. If we are to retrieve your sword, I know where we'll need to go."
He casts a glance at the others. The sentence in his mind curdles like milk, but still he forces it out.
"Will all of you come with me?"
Zenobia has the gall to hit him. "We already decided that, idiot. We're headed to Leftheria?"
"Yeah. There's something I need to pick up before we face Mythra."
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Chapter 30: Ghosting
Summary:
We float through time. The remaining party members descend.
Notes:
sorry this is late everything I own except my pc and my planners are in boxes rn a bitch is moving OUT. short chapter this week as a result and as a connectiony thing as we dig into everyone's favorite area in canon definitely for sure
UPDATE 1/28: future updates will be late due to a file storage failure resulting in me losing. every chapter after this one. we hope to return to your regularly scheduled fanfic whenever the author is done crying.
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Chapter Text
There are no proper cells aboard the Monoceros. The room Rex is given had been Nia's—all basic furniture, no effects to indicate that she used to live here, but the blond man—Mikhail—had mentioned as much offhandedly when they'd placed him inside and locked the door.
There is nothing to do here but sit and wait. He stares at the ceiling an hour, talks to himself another. Paces the breadth of the room until the soles of his feet protest, even after all the hiking he's done these days. He tests the one small window in the room—he might be able to fit through, but the windows were clearly made for cloud-sea submersion. They're thicker than the glass of his helmet, and he doesn't quite have anything in the room strong enough to break through.
He loses track of time no matter how hard he tries. Eventually, he falls asleep, but this time, Malos isn't sleeping, so he dreams more abstractly. A nightmare, taking a misstep and watching his friends die.
He awakes to the door opening. The hinges squeal as it goes. He doesn't bother lifting his head to greet his visitor.
A chair is dragged to his bedside. His visitor takes a seat, waits a beat.
"What on Alrest possessed you to offer yourself instead of Malos?" Pyra asks when the silence has become too loud for her.
He shrugs, turns over to face the wall. If he looks at her, deceptively gentle and pretty, he'll forget that he's supposed to be a prisoner. "You would've hurt Malos. Didn't seem right to let you hurt him if I could stop it."
She sighs. "You realize that it'll hurt him anyway, right? Since your half of his core crystal is in communication with his?"
"Just start diggin'. That's what you're here for, right? To dig through his core crystal for whatever you need to fix yours?"
"It's not. That'll wait until later, when we've arrived at our destination. Your body needs to recover after your battle, after all. You'd be useless to us dead."
"And after you repair your core?"
"I guess Mythra will kill you. Or maybe, she'll have Jin do it. Either way, she won't see a point in keeping you alive. You'd just be a liability to the plan."
"The plan. Right. And where are we going that's going to let you do all this?"
He hears a light shuffling. Glances over just enough to see her shake her head. "You and I both know I can't tell you that."
"Why'd you come here, anyway? Just to tell me you were going to kill me?"
Another sigh. "I'm not going to. Chances are, once Mythra restores her core, I'll face the same fate as you. I'm just her low-power mode, after all. Once she's back to normal, she'll have no need for me."
"That's awful. She's gonna kill you?"
Pyra cringes. "I mean, 'kill' is a strong word... my body is her body. My core crystal is her core crystal. It's more likely that she'll lock me away for eternity, or let go of the things that make me."
He sits up. Really looks at her. In the back of his mind, he can almost hear Malos calling him an idiot. "So you have no idea what's going to happen to you?"
She shakes her head.
"Me neither. Got that in common, I suppose."
~
Lucky that Leftheria is close to Tantal this time of year. Half a day's ship ride to Leftheria, and they're getting off the docks near Fonsett. Azurda takes point, having had to find a new place to nest for most of his time. He perches on Malos's shoulder now, surveying the area as they walk into Fonsett.
There is one thing they're hoping to avoid, and they stumble into it immediately: One of Corrinne's kids spots them entering Fonsett. He runs off—Kirk, maybe?—right to Corrinne's house, and now they're going to have to tell the poor woman what's going on with Rex.
"Or we could not," Malos mutters to Ursula, who's not-so-silently worrying about that very event.
"W-we have to! She deserves to know, especially since we're here."
"Okay." He shrugs. "You tell her, then."
She lets out a strangled whimper and buries her face into Beary's side. "I couldn't do that to her!"
"So I'll tell her."
The speed with which nearly everyone present shouts "no" is almost comical. A lighter-hearted man would have laughed. Malos does not.
"I will be the one to speak with Corrinne," Azurda says, fluttering off Malos's shoulder. "You lot can follow me, for a change."
Malos doesn't waste the energy on rolling his eyes.
Corrinne takes it as well as anyone expected. A hand on her chest, a light-footed stumble into a chair Zenobia so helpfully moves into place for her. "He's been taken? By Torna?"
"Don't you worry, Auntie, we'll get him back. We just stopped by to pick something up on our way to rescue him!" She pats Corrinne's shoulders in an ill-fated attempt to comfort her. "We thought—collectively—that it was only right to tell you what was going on, though, especially since one of the kids saw us."
"What am I supposed to tell them?" she asks.
Malos shrugs. "He'll catch up later. He just had to handle some things."
"And if he never comes back?"
Malos crouches, levels a very serious look at her. "Corrinne, if we don't get Rex back, it won't matter."
~
Corrinne insists they spend the night before heading down wherever they're going. That night, Malos doesn't try to sleep. He wanders, instead, and finds a lone figure standing at the edge of Leftheria, crosier in hand as always.
"Do you ever put that thing down?" he asks as he comes up behind Fan la Norne.
She shakes her head. "It's a symbol of my status. Or something. Honestly, at this point, I just feel most comfortable with a weapon in hand."
"Makes sense."
"You can't sleep either, can you?"
"Didn't bother trying."
"You should try to sleep. We have no idea what the place where you and Addam sealed your power away will be like, and—"
"I'll be fine. I'm more worried about all of you."
"You're worried. Suddenly, I'm not very comforted."
For a moment, again he sees Haze in Fan la Norne. "I wasn't trying to comfort you."
"I hope not."
"Where did all your sass come from?"
She laughs. "I don't know. I'm still figuring myself out."
"Guess so. You were the last person I ever expected to become what you have."
"I don't know if I ever would have chosen it if Torna hadn't..."
He nods. She shifts uncomfortably in the silence.
"What do you think they were trying to do? Why kill Millie when there were so many other... I mean, why not just kill me? Aren't I an issue for Torna?"
"You are," he says. "But I think they were trying to wake you up, more than anything."
"Wake me up...? But..." Her shoulders drop. He really shouldn't be the one trying to comfort people. "I mean, I wasn't... was I wrong? My entire life?"
He shrugs. "You were just following your Driver. It's not your fault your Driver happened to be someone bad."
"But is he really bad?" She raises her voice. "I mean, Praetor Amalthus is—he's—"
"It's hard for anyone to accept. I get it. But the longer that you hold on to the idea of him, the more it's going to hurt you. What has he actually done that's good?"
"I mean... the refugees..."
"You mean those poor saps he lets live in tents with no aid, no money, and no way to ever improve their lives?"
She flinches. "...yes. The people I left behind to come here."
"Don't you think, if he really cared about them, they would at least have real tents? Or maybe jobs? Any opportunities at all? Or have had their quality of life improve at all since they came to Indol? Has anything gotten better for them since the war?"
She shakes her head. "I... I did what I could. I cared so much, and I left them behind."
"I don't think you did anything wrong. But just because the Praetor has shown something that looks kind, doesn't mean he's actually a good person. Watch out for people like that."
"...so what am I supposed to do? My Driver is someone who doesn't care about people, who takes in refugees, what, for appearances? Who threatens entire kingdoms into slowly dying for his own benefit?"
"Last I checked, he wasn't your Driver anymore. You're a Flesh Eater. Pretty sure he stole part of your core crystal, but beyond that, you've got nothing to do with him."
"...stole it?"
"When you were awakened, did you tell him your name was Fan la Norne?"
There is a long silence. "...no. He named me. I didn't... I just greeted him, and waited for a name."
He sighs. “Yeah, that’s not how that usually works at all. Blades know their names. The fact that you're still functioning at all is a miracle."
"I... I don't know what to do with any of this, Malos."
"Whatever you want, I guess. But you've got time to figure it out. Right now, we should worry about Rex, and that means getting this damn sword so I can kill my sister."
That draws a startled laugh out of her. "Oh my! I—I shouldn't be laughing at that. I'm sorry we need to kill your sister."
"Don't be. Mythra's been like that as long as she's been alive. We'll handle her however we have to."
~
The village guardian lies just a short hike outside Fonsett Village, in a tiny enclave of land just around the bend. It’s close enough that, joy and disappointment, Zenobia finds no fights, and the party finds no obstacles. Close enough that Corrinne accompanies them, on Azurda’s request. The only obstruction, it seems, is the guardian itself, a massive statue with Addam’s crest displayed before it.
Malos rests a hand on the crest, and it doesn’t respond. Unimpressed, dark ether begins to gather around him. “There’s more than one way—“
Corrinne steps forward and places her hand over his. “No need for that, I don’t think.”
Immediately, the crest begins to glow, and the statue slides backwards with a horrible grinding noise. Malos releases his power with a grunt. “That works, too.”
She steps back, nodding to their ragtag group. “I won’t be coming with you, but that, at least, should be a big help. Whatever it is you’re lookin’ for, you bring it back with you and go get my boy, won’t you?”
Malos steps forward without offering an answer. Nia slaps his arm.
“Sorry about him. We’ll get what we came for and bring Rex back, Auntie Corrinne. Don’t you worry about that.”
She smiles and watches them go.
The air below the surface is dense and moist and all the unpleasant things you don’t want your air to be. Particles, densely packed and impossible to discern the nature of, float up from within the Titan and settle on everyone’s clothes as they descend, but before long, their nature becomes clear enough.
Fan la Norne is the first to notice, and the first to stumble. Mòrag, Tora, and Poppi, of all people, are leading the charge, barely noticing until Zeke pauses to look back at Fan. “Hey, you alright? You’re bringing up the rear a little there.”
She stammers a bit, brings a hand to her head. “I… I’m fine, thank you. I think I’m still getting used to this body…”
Brighid tilts her head. “No, I feel it too. Something’s wrong with the air here.”
Malos sighs. “And this is part of why I didn’t want any of you to come. It wasn’t this bad last time I was here, but the ether’s only going to get thinner the further down we go. Better turn back now, before it’s too deep to split up.”
“Architect’ll have to kill me first,” Zenobia declares. To the trained ear, her voice is weaker than normal.
“No one is dying down here.”
“We’ll hold you to that, yeah, big man?”
And so they press on.
Further and further they descend—before long, Mòrag is leading the charge with Tora and Poppi. Even Zeke is falling behind, step by step by traitorous step, and when they find a place with few monsters and enough space to sit and catch their breaths, Fan looks to him with knitted brows.
“Zeke, are you going to be okay?” she asks.
Zeke nods. “I’ll be fine. Wasn’t really expecting this to get to me, but…”
“Why Zeke bothered by air? Is friend also Bladey?”
After a long pause, Zeke nods. “A little bit, yeah.” He pulls aside the front of his coat, just enough to reveal the core crystal scarring his chest there. Fan looks away politely. She doesn’t need to inspect it, anyway. “Pandy and I had a run-in with bandits ages ago. Thought that was it for us, then I wake up in the Praetorium, Pandy’s still alive, and I’ve got this in my chest keeping us both alive. Not far from Rex, I guess, though his doesn’t come with nearly as cool of a scar.”
Malos snorts. “You should see his back.”
Nia sighs, laying back on Dromarch with labored breaths. “Yeah. Jin did a real number on him.”
“I never asked,” Mòrag says, “but Rex’s core crystal…”
“When I woke up, he had a sword through his back and out his chest. Giving him half my core was the best option for everyone. Eventually, he’ll be able to live without it, and I think that day’s probably soon, but since then, I’ve been replacing his heart and one of his lungs.”
“Did you ever think it’d go this far?” Nia asks. “I mean, I figured you probably just picked him because he was the one who got to your sword first, right? Would you do it again?”
Malos stares off, deeper into the cavern with a far-off look in his eyes. “I haven’t figured that out yet.”
~
By the time his door opens again, Rex begins to believe in the existence of ghosts.
No Salvager worth his salt fully disbelieves in the stories—they can’t afford to—but here, in this glorified jail cell, he has begun to see them in lieu of seeing the same four unchanging walls. How long has he been here? He’s slept at least three times, but he’s sure he wasn’t awake for full days between those, and has no idea how long he’d slept for when he did sleep. He tries to remember any meals he was brought—someone had brought by one or two, but they hadn’t stopped to talk to them, and anyway he’s sort of been trying to get out of his head completely.
Anyways, the ghosts.
Well, the one ghost. He spends his time trying to think of Nia in this room, of Nia settling in with Torna like a new family and not a terrorist group. It’s easy to place her here, oddly enough—that’s the ghost, lingering.
He feels insane. The fear is starting to set in.
She won’t see a point in keeping you alive.
Ever since the first time, every time he’s slept, he’s dreamed. Malos has been off somewhere, not sleeping, or else maybe they’re too far apart for the connection to work.
He has no one, and his food-bringers wouldn’t even look at him.
So he keeps trying to project an image of Nia’s ghost in the room, holding on to the people who she betrayed, or else betrayed her.
He lets himself believe in ghosts.
If he allows himself that, if he lets himself see Nia, then someone’s with him.
If ghosts are real and ghosts are here, at least he isn’t alone.
When, at last, the door opens and another body enters, he cuts off his monologue abruptly—he hadn’t even known what he’d been saying, just talking to hear a voice. His visitor is Mikhail, the blond with the red armor. All things considered, probably the least bad visitor, next to the dubious Pyra.
Mikhail brings food, and though he doesn’t sneer, there’s a dead contempt in his eyes. Contempt, and yet, Mikhail shuts the door behind him and sits while Rex eats. It’s meat, real meat, somehow, roasted perfectly, some kind of sauce that cuts through perfectly. Honestly, it’s too good for Rex to understand how much he’s supposed to enjoy it.
“This is your last meal. I’d savor it,” Mikhail says.
The meat turns to ash in his mouth.
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Chapter 31: Sword of the Heart
Summary:
Our heroes reach the sword.
Notes:
whew. sorry for the delayed update my fucking external SSD which had all my pre-written chapters to date on it decided to just fucking die after less than three months of use and the files couldn't be recovered so I had to not only re-backup everything, but download everything already posted back to scrivener so I could properly access it and refer back to it when working, THEN re-plan everything and re-write the chapter. if this chapter sucks it is because it fucking sucked to get ready. (also I had a mental health crisis and ended up panic quitting my job because it was making me ✨unhealthy✨). anyways we're here now and I hope to get back on track properly! I said it before and I'll say it again I'll die before I abandon this fic
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The heart of the Leftherian Titan cannot be reached quickly enough. Everyone is exhausted—careful steps and determination brought them here, but can do nothing for the out-of-breath way the majority of the group stutters across the final bridge to reach the place where Malos feels in his core that the sword waits.
Ursula stumbles to a stop beside him. She is paler than normal as she looks—not at the sword sitting plainly in the center of the room, but at Malos. “Is… is that it?”
He nods.
Azurda comes to rest atop Beary’s shoulder, looking down at everyone. “I hope this works for us…”
Another nod.
“All of you, stay back. Whatever happens, don’t come onto the platform. I don’t want you caught up in this. Take care of Zenobia and Ursula.”
He alone has an idea of what’s coming. He alone can face this.
For once, for one blissful time, no one protests him. No one has the energy to—even Mòrag and Tora are running low after expending most of their energy supporting their Blade and Blade-adjacent companions through the depths.
In the Vault of Heroes, he reaches the missing sword.
In his eyes, it appears warped. It’s his sword, to be certain—the same smooth, black metal. He knows without a doubt that its hilt fits the form of his hand perfectly, but he also knows it’s not his hand it’s meant to fit. It draws in the light around him—the lack of ether and the depth combine and lend themselves to darken the room, of course, but as he steps closer, he finds it feels more like home.
When he takes it in hand, it fits as expected.
When he takes it in hand, the darkness around him begins to move.
There’s a startled shout or two from the bottom of the platform. He swings the sword to do away with the encroaching darkness, and finds the sword disintegrates as he slashes at the oncoming shade.
He stumbles.
The sword is gone. All that is left in front of him is a mockery of his former Driver. A hooded version of Addam attacks him, and he’s not the only one.
One Addam. Two Addams. Five. Seven. He lashes out with his power, summons his own sword. It feels heavier in his grip, but it’s nothing like the true sword. It doesn’t draw in the light, it fights against it.
According to his words, according to his orders, the others don’t jump in to save him. Good. He can handle this. He can handle shades. He can handle Addam.
~
It takes forever for Rex to fall asleep. Mikhail had made abundantly clear: he would be dead soon. That, or they’d decided to starve him until it was time to go through the core crystal. He’d come no closer to an escape, and now, he felt too nauseous to think much on it.
Mikhail had had a glimmering blue core crystal in his chest. He’d looked like he’d wanted to say something, but he hadn’t.
What he had left Rex with was confusion and dread.
Nothing more than the words: you know, it’s probably better like this.
He turns those words over in his head until the conversation smooths out in his mind, a stone tumbled in water endlessly.
It’s the fear, he knows, that’s getting to him. The fear, the isolation, the knowledge that he very well may die soon. He’d tried to reach out with his shard of Malos’s core crystal, but of course, it didn’t work that way.
Here, he was alone. Asleep, he might not be.
So he forced his eyes shut and did his absolute best to sleep.
~
The upsetting truth of the matter is that Malos is one person before he is an Aegis.
A person.
How easy to forget, until you’re surrounded by twenty shades of your former Driver and the looming emotions you refuse to name.
He can’t dodge them all. Can’t destroy them all. Running two through produces two more, each just as formidable as the last. Are they as formidable as the real Addam was? He can barely remember. All he can remember is being told the same shit, time and again, by Addam, Lora, even Haze—
He is an Aegis. He should be able to handle this. This is his trial, this is his battle to win so that he can take up sword and defend his Driver, endangered because of his own failures. No one else needs to be endangered because of him.
The people who tried so hard to make him into anything else are all gone. Brighid may seem the same, but she is gone. Fan la Norne may wear Haze’s face, but Haze is gone. Addam’s shadows may be overwhelming him, fully surrounding him, insurmountable in their strength and numbers, but Addam, too, is gone, and Malos—
is not alone.
He feels it before he registers anything, really. The slice of a blade on his face—an injury that Rex will surely notice, wherever he is now—followed immediately by the cool of water, the gentle pull of healing ether that washes over him, past him, a torrent slashing into the shade that had just cut him.
The sea of shades is parted by the water behind him, so strong it’s almost light, and then, Nia is at his back. She isn’t holding Dromarch’s rings—in her hand, a sabre, thin, light, elegant, wrapped in gentle flowers that contradict the force with which she moves in.
“Thought I told you to stay out of this,” Malos grunts.
“Try that again without smilin’,” she replies.
He glances at her, sidelong, ready to retort with something suitably grumpy, when he notices it.
When did she change?
The yellow jumpsuit is gone, replaced with white, red, black and gold. Fabric flutters off of her, showing where her core crystal sits and shifts in her chest, the spots on her shoulders where ether glows through skin. Her Gormotti ears have morphed, standing endlessly tall atop her head, and her hair has gone from short to long, flowing pigtails.
This is Nia. Blade and all.
She moves swiftly, effortlessly. “You gonna stare, or you going to fight the way you insisted on?”
He doesn’t need any more prompting. He moves, and finds his friends—the others—joining the fray, along with their voiced chorus that he might, in fact, be an idiot. There’s a protest in him, somewhere, but it dies as Nia dances through the shades and Mòrag brings Brighid’s whipswords down a line. The shades still multiply, but their numbers are dwindling, rather than growing, and he can’t bring himself to complain for once.
Good.
Now that voice, that voice he somehow didn’t expect to hear. It’s different from the voices of the shades—they’d been muttering, crying out, speaking in cryptic tones words without any meaning, and yeah, they’d been a perfect imitation of Addam, but he had been brushing them off with ease. An imitation of Addam was not Addam.
The voice in his ear is not an imitation of Addam.
I was starting to wonder if anyone would ever get through to you, you know. I’m glad to see it’s starting to work.
Was that the point of this? he replies in the back of his mind. To get me to ask for help?
The intention was to test whatever Driver of yours came to claim the true Aegis sword. I can’t help but notice that you haven’t asked him to help you yet.
Rex isn’t here.
You shouldn’t have come here without him. This will continue until you are overcome, or until you have overcome this, and you can’t overcome everything by brute force. But then, that would be an issue if you had truly come here without him.
Asshole. Acting cryptic. Will you just say what you’re trying to say instead of doing this shit?
Grab the sword, Malos. See if it reaches him.
Amidst all the fighting, there is a shimmer in the air, tall and floating. He has separated from the others, just slightly, autopiloting a whirlwind while he conversed with the voice of his old Driver in his head, and now, he reaches out for the shimmer, hand snapping out before any other shades can stop him.
His fingers close around the solid hilt of a blade.
“Malos, look out!” Ursula shouts.
He looks. A shade flies straight at him, and then every shade flies straight at him, passing through the others until the whole of those remaining flies directly into his chest, into the void where an x has been carefully removed from his core crystal to save someone’s life, somewhere now far away from here. When the last drop of shadow floods into his core, he drops below consciousness, searching for somewhere familiar to take everything along with Addam.
~
The sword Malos has taken from the air plunges into the chest of another shade in the dream of Elysium. He knows without seeing that Addam is watching, standing plainly under the tree. The shades have joined seamlessly, the way he continues to move seamlessly—still fighting, but fighting alone, now.
“Malos? What’s—“ Rex is frantic as he blinks awake in the dream.
“Explain later!” Malos barks. “Help!”
Oh. It was that easy.
Rex nods and catches the sword that Malos throws to him—it isn’t the true sword in Rex’s hand, though Malos had been sure of which one he’d held when he’d thrown it. It morphs in a blink—first the true sword, then his normal, regular sword, but Rex doesn’t know to be confused at this. He grabs the sword and moves calm and swift, not taking the time to be surprised by the situation he’s woken up in. As Blade and Driver, they slice through the handful of remaining phantasms—five, three, two, settling dust.
A soft huff leaves him. The kid really has been improving.
The sword shimmers in Rex’s hands.
“What is…” Rex looks bewildered as the sword dissolves and the same shimmer from before appears before him.
“Grab it.” Malos nods to him.
Rex reaches out, attempts to take the hilt of the voided, impossible sword. His hand passes through. A calm settles over the dream.
“That was a good show. Where have you brought me?”
Rex jolts, brandishing fists Addam-ways as long as he can’t seem to grab the sword. Malos rests a hand on his shoulder, shakes his head.
“Malos…?”
He looks right at Addam. He’s got a hood up, but Malos knows it’s him, as if the voice didn’t give it away. All that’s visible of his face is a bright smile.
“…it’s Elysium. Who are you?”
“Addam. Great to meet you! So this is what Elysium looks like?”
“How are you… here…?”
“It’s a memory kept in my core crystal,” Malos says at last. “Though I’m not really sure how any of us are here right now. Rex, did you go to sleep?”
He nods. “I must’ve. I didn’t think I’d be able to, but… there was nothing else to do. Mikhail said we’d be there soon.” A nauseous look crosses his face.
“Mikhail…?” Addam tilts his head. “…never mind that. I’m glad that I got to see this place, and that I got to see you again, Malos. You haven’t changed a bit.”
“Neither have you.”
“Well, visibly, anyway. Never thought I’d hear the word ‘help’ coming out of your mouth, that’s for sure.”
His eye twitches involuntarily. “You told me—“
“I did! And I’m glad you listened. I don’t imagine we have much time here—I put what I could of myself into the seal on that sword, and I don’t think it’ll last too much longer, let alone inside a memory in a core crystal. So!” He claps his hands together. “Let me cut to the chase. I think you both already know that solutions are never really as simple as finding old swords or sacrificing yourself. Let me ask you this, um…”
“Rex.”
“Rex! That’s right! Let me ask you this, Rex: what do you think of Malos as?”
"Huh? How do you mean?”
“Don’t over-think it. What is Malos?”
“He’s… a friend? We fight for the same goal and support each other…?”
“A friend.” Addam laughs softly. “You’re already there, then. I… this is tough to admit with him here, but I always struggled to think of him past ‘The Aegis’, a tool to get rid of the much more problematic Aegis. I feared his power too much to get properly close to my Blade. At the end of the day, Malos didn’t need me to be great, and I didn’t need him to be great. It wasn’t until he was sealed away that I realized just how much I would miss the grump!”
“Hey.”
“We’re made great by who we are with one another. Greater still by the aid we accept. And the role of a Driver and Blade is to grow alongside one another, learn from one another about ourselves and the world. I forgot that for a time, but if Malos is a Blade you can consider a friend, someone you can support and who can support you, then… well, you’re already doing a much better job than I did.”
Rex blushes. “I’m sure I—“
“Commit to your Blade. Not just by having taken that sword, but each moment, each day, each battle until at last Alrest can rest again, until the world can move forward.”
“Support each other, huh…” Malos scoffs. Then, he sighs. “Rex, you probably noticed before you were taken, but there’s something I need to make clear.”
“What’s that?”
“As part of the thing where you have a portion of my core crystal, our pieces of the core crystal are in constant communication. When you get hurt, I’ve been taking those injuries on to partially heal you at my own expense. The only way to control it would be to take back your half of the core, and you’re not quite yet at the point where your body can handle that.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
He sighs again. “Because it means I’m fallible. Because the worst thing I could do would be to look weak in front of people that rely on me.”
“I think it’s worse to push away the people you’re meant to be relying on.” It’s said with a smile. An acceptance.
The sword catches their eye again. This time, they reach for it together. Malos look back to the shade of Addam as he fades. He swears, swears, swears he sees him smiling.
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Chapter 32: Revival
Summary:
The Aegis wakes up.
Notes:
sorry for the delay, obligatory crazy ao3 author's curse list here of "I got a new job, some fuckers stole some parts from my car, I graduated college, there was like a week where my wrists just straight up Did Not Work, etc." not to mention having to completely re-plan the rest of the fic after last chapter's "I lost everything" update but I'm alive and I swear to god I'm getting back on a regular schedule with this fic. I started it six years ago and I am FINISHING IT. please enjoy!
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Malos opens his eyes and he is not alone.
The phantasms that had been swarming the Vault, swarming his friends—they’re gone in an instant, dissipating as though they were never there to begin with. The others stop, startled as the threat disappears, and he watches as, one by one, they slump with relief.
Really not the place to be fighting seriously.
“Everyone okay?” Nia calls out, short of breath. “Need any healin’?”
“Nothing that can’t wait until we’ve all gotten the chance to breathe in some ether,” Mòrag replies.
“Good.” She nods. “Good.”
Her eyes come to rest on him, and the others, too, seem to be looking to him for answers. His head’s not quite there yet, but he can collect himself on the walk back. Calm and serious, he speaks: “They’re headed to the Cliffs of Morytha. We need to get there as soon as possible.”
“The Cliffs of Morytha? How do you suppose we get there?”
“Titan ship, I’d imagine. We can figure it out on the way outta here,” Zeke says.
Malos nods his appreciation to him.
“Hold on. Did we… I mean, what was all that?”
He nods again. “We have what we need. Long story. I can also tell you that on the way out.”
He doesn’t recount the events within Elysium, within the dream. Doesn’t tell them about seeing his Driver again, nor about getting the chance to meet Rex. For once, it’s not a defense, but rather, a feeling of privacy. But he does tell them this:
That the true sword is within him now.
That he’ll be relying on them going forward.
That, when Torna begins the process to restore Mythra’s core, there’s a good chance he’ll become completely useless.
“I’ll push through if I can,” he explains, “but I expect that they’ll make it as painful as possible for him, which means it’s going to be as painful as possible for me.”
A long pause.
“…You guys might have to help me when that happens. I’m counting on you.”
Zenobia is the first to pull him into an unwanted hug, pulling him so tight that he can’t wriggle free. “Aw, you do like us!”
“Don’t flatter yourself. And let me go.”
Eventually, she does, and they sort out the rest of the details on the way. A stop to say goodbye to Corrinne, a sincere plea to the pilot of the Titan ship they’d taken to get there, and once again, they’re off, not a moment’s time wasted.
They don’t have that time to waste.
~
Over dinner:
“Do you think it’s possible to ever restore the memories of a Blade?”
The question, fallen from Fan la Norne’s lips over dinner on the ship, disquiets the majority of Blades sitting around the table. Everyone’s a bit brighter now, breathes easier now that they’re at full ether and not fighting for their lives, but the tension hasn’t left them.
“I don’t believe it’s likely, unfortunately,” Brighid says after a moment. “The best we can do is hope we left something behind to remember from.”
“I just… I’ve been thinking. About myself,” Fan goes on to say. She sighs. “Everything’s different now, obviously, but… Praetor Amalthus took a lot from me. I just… wonder how much of that is possible to get back.”
Malos looks at her across the table. “I wish I could give you a better answer, but unfortunately, in your case it’s even less likely. As long as he’s got your core, that is.”
Her face falls. “Right. If you think of anything, though…”
“Yeah. I’ll let you know.”
~
There is an idle wave given to Rex from one of the members of Torna as he’s dragged off the Monoceros. It feels like a little stab—one moment, he’d been dreaming, somehow asleep in spite of the situation, and the next, he was being shaken awake, taken to his death.
The fact that it’s daytime feels profoundly wrong. The midday sun beats down overhead as they begin the trek up the cliffs, two firm, robotic hands on each of Rex’s arms as they go. Three of them, it seems, are staying back—it’s the Blade bots carrying him, a few to clear the road ahead, Jin, and Pyra who are attending this.
Pyra has a forlorn expression when he catches sight of her face beneath the hood. She’s looking back at the other three, shoulders boxed, like she’s trying to show that she’s not afraid in this situation.
There’s the tiniest flash of bitterness in him, suddenly overwhelmed by the memory of their talk before. Once she’s back to normal, she’ll have no need for me.
For her, this is a farewell to her comrades. It’s almost touching, if you set aside the fact that her comrades-in-arms are dead set on destroying Alrest.
When she’s said her goodbyes, they turn, and Rex’s body lurches as he’s dragged forward.
In the silence and the looming events, Rex tries to distract himself and believe in his friends. He finds he can’t do both at once—can’t firmly believe if he’s not thinking about it, can’t be distracted without not thinking about it—so he fills the empty air with an attempt at conversation.
“So. Pyra.”
She doesn’t even bother to look at him.
“You said before that you were like, Mythra’s low-power mode, right? Because your core crystal’s damaged.”
The slightest turn of her head to him. He latches onto it.
“But then you said that you were all the things she wanted to get rid of.”
“I am, yes. I wonder what’s going to be left of her once we’re done with you.” She casts her eyes downwards, footsteps faltering just a bit.
“But… she can’t actually do that by locking you away or gettin’ rid of you, right? You can’t contain all that kindness and care if you don’t exist. And if she just locks you away, you’ll still be there, sharin’ her core.”
She takes in a deep inhale. Jin is watching the exchange with cold eyes. “I suppose that’s true. But—“
A sudden flash, and the seemingly kind-hearted red-haired woman is gone, replaced with the blonde fury.
Mythra stares him down with cold, sharp eyes. “I’ve decided that you two are done talking. You’ll be quiet until we get somewhere we won’t be interrupted.”
The rest of the trek is made in silence.
~
They had been expecting a welcoming committee, or Ophion, or any sign that Torna was here. At the very least, they’d been expecting a slew of the monsters told of on the Cliffs of Morytha to slow them down and for Zenobia to have a field day clearing the path forward for them.
This is what they got:
No sight of the Monoceros. No Torna members blocking their way. Not a Blade Bot in sight. And the only monsters present were corpses or dying, carving out a path forward.
They ran as fast as they could, following the corpses towards the peak. Every so often, Nia would glance back at Malos, searching for any signs of pain. Eventually:
“He’s being dragged along, based on my arms, but he’s—“
Malos collapses in the next moment. It's sort of comical, how quickly he goes from walking along, keeping an eye out for potential dangers, to crumpled on the ground, clutching wordlessly but not soundlessly at his core crystal. Nia is the first to his side, already washing healing ether over him in an attempt to soothe whatever's happening.
She's not sure it's doing anything but making him feel slightly less pain, but that has to be enough for now. It has to.
At the very least, it gives him breath enough to speak. "It's started. We need to hurry."
"Where's it hurt?" Nia asks him.
He shakes his head. "It's deeper than my body. Everywhere. I don’t know."
She focuses the healing on his core crystal, hopes it does something. Zenobia zips on ahead, shouting something about buying time.
No one's quite sure there's any for sale.
But Malos manages to stand, and they press on. With each new step, it's like they're back inside that Leftherian Titan all over again; his breathing grows heavier. He grits his teeth harder. There's not much farther to go, and Zenobia tells them as much—she's cleared the way as close as she can without engaging.
With Mythra and Jin in sight, Malos can't take it anymore. The man screams, and it's a noise that doesn't belong in his throat.
"Malos!"
"It's—fine—get to him!"
They're too late. They must be—Rex's limp body is dropped against the stone as the light—brilliant, burning—wrapping around Mythra begins to fade. Jin doesn't even bother moving to greet them. The Aegis of Light grins, manic, as she turns to greet them, her core whole and shining in her chest.
“You’re just in time,” she says. “I need a little target practice.”
Jin steps back, lets Mythra summon her blade effortlessly. They don’t even bother flinching when Zenobia zips in, scoops up Rex to deposit next to Malos and a fretting Ursula before launching herself at Mythra and Jin. The others have already engaged, really whether they wanted to or not.
Already the pain is fading, the world dulling. Malos has the thought: so I’m dying.
They’re too, too late.
And then: cold. The chill of Ursula’s healing washes over them both, but it’s not enough, he’s growing cold in a different way, and Rex may as well already be dead. The others will figure it out, probably, when Zenobia and Ursula drop, and then it won’t be much longer before they, too, are dead.
Like fuck is he letting that happen.
“Nia! It’s not—it’s not enough!” Ursula calls. “I don’t think I can…”
Nia’s holding off her own struggle, doing her best to face down Mythra with her everything, but at the call of her name, she’s blasted back. She growls, barely manages to keep her footing. “Fan! Can you—“
“Already on it!”
Fan’s power washes over the other Aegis and Jin, and Nia takes the chance to get to their side. The cooling sensation of Ursula’s ice is rushed over with water, pure water, and it gives him just enough strength to struggle to his feet.
For just a moment, Ursula and Beary’s forms seem to flicker. Then, Rex coughs, and strength returns.
Torna’s Blade Bots join the fray just in time to distract Nia.
“Alright, okay, he’s up but he’s going to need a minute—Ursula, Beary, stay here. Malos, can you fight?”
“Do you really have the time to ask me that?”
“Good.”
He moves as quick as he can, barely turns in time to catch something thrown at him.
Nia’s Blade.
“What are you—“
“It’s just a theory, go with it—“
Ugh. They don’t have the time to think about this, either. He whorls on his feet as he takes the saber in hand, startling when a link between them actually blazes to life.
Right. Flesh eater. Okay.
They join the fray fluidly—anything to get rid of as many Blade Bots in the way between them and Mythra as possible. And they’re good—Nia’s saber in hand, her ether coursing through him in a way that feels almost comfortable. The trouble, really, is that good doesn’t mean good enough, no matter how good everyone on their side is.
And then Rex is on his feet. And something changes.
~
Rex moves on instinct. His mind isn’t quite there, but his body?
Oh, he feels great. His mouth is moving, calling out, he thinks, for someone—Malos, probably—and then there’s a sword in his hand and it feels right even as things grow suddenly dark.
It’s not just him, fighting when he should probably be resting, that’s caused his vision to go dark. A new power floods him, something darker than dark, and his vision cuts through the darkness surrounding him to find that the others have stopped moving, startled. It’s only him and Malos that seem unaffected, though Malos is affected in another way: namely, his appearance in the dark.
His armor, pure black. Shocks of bright violet, clear through the darkness, dancing up his sides, branching out from his shoulders, crowning his head. What looks like wings, hovering out behind his back, detached.
The sword in his hand feels different. His movement, too, feels different, but fluid and confident. He moves, and Malos moves with a sword of his own in hand, and a light emanates out from his Blade until the others, too, seem to regain their sight.
The Blade Bots are gone a moment later. Mythra is shouting, stumbling. And then: “Ophion! Handle it!”
Her light slices through the darkness. The ground beneath their feet gives way. And, as Rex begins to fall, he sees Mythra blink away from the carnage, to safety, her light only growing brighter as the world falls away…
~
It takes less effort than she imagined.
The world is so bright, so new now. Without the pain warping her reality, she moves with ease. It’s a shame, that Jin fell with the rest of the trouble, but she got what she needed and that’s what truly matters. And, just to be absolutely certain, she finds a way to shut up the only remaining trouble.
The remaining trouble in question stands before her, sways on her feet. Looks at her like a kicked puppy, which doesn’t help her case even a little bit.
“You’re not going to kill me?”
“That depends. You’re going to find Jin and bring him back. Dead or alive, I don’t give a shit. And whoever you find alive down there, you’re going to take care of.”
She bows her head. “And if I don’t?”
“You’re not going to exist long enough for consequences.”
Pyra nods. Turns her back to her, her hand on a split core crystal as though to steel herself.
Mythra does not watch her jump from the edge. Does not watch her fall. Does not watch Pyra’s form disappear into the clouds below.
For the first time in five hundred years: silence. Silence in her mind. Silence in her body. Only a clear, bright line towards what she needs to do.
She waits for the Marsanes to pick her up and drinks the silence in.
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Chapter 33: Rock Bottom
Summary:
The Aegis party wakes up, wounded and scattered, and moves in hopes of reuniting in the land of the dead.
Notes:
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE ARC WHERE I NEED FLOWCHARTS AND SHIT HAS BEGUN
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Chapter Text
Special Inquisitor Mòrag wakes up alone.
The sky above is roiling with storm clouds—lightning flashes almost constantly, casting a strange, unsteady pallor over the landscape. There is a noise like blood rushing in her ears; a moment’s consideration as she lifts her head reveals that it’s the wind whipping above. Though there is a storm above, not a drop of rain falls, and her cheek is dusty where it had rested among—rocks? rubble?—stone, of some kind. With each new rumble of thunder, each new flash from the lightning above, she makes out shapes—buildings, towering above, falling to ruin.
For just a moment, it reminds her of home.
For just a moment, this may be a nightmare.
Among the ruined buildings and the rubble, she takes comfort in the sight of the World Tree, or what she assumes must be it. So close. Far, far too close for her to be dreaming of the destruction of her home. If the others, if anyone at all, is still alive, that’s the direction they’ll head. With no other leads, she wipes at the dried blood caked onto her face, fixes her hat, and finds Brighid’s swords not too far away. No sign of Brighid herself, but the swords haven’t dematerialized, so at least her Blade is still alive out there. It’d take more than a fall for the Jewel of Mor Ardain to be destroyed, after all.
There is a desperation about this place. Mòrag thinks it’s within her, and she may be right, but it’s also in the air, in the mournful howls of the wind. In the emptiness of this place, the dearth of signs of life. Is it seeping into her from without, or is it permeating this landscape from within?
It’s both. It must be.
She’s injured. She has a weapon, but hardly an effective one with no way to channel ether through, and as she moves, she finds herself stumbling, rather than striding. The ground is uneven and unforgiving, and however she survived the fall from—from the cliffs of Morytha, that’s it—did not spare her from the bruising she’s acquired, or the new twinge in her ankle. It certainly doesn’t save her from the unsure footing that sends her tumbling down a slope of rubble. She bites down on a scream. The others can’t have fallen too far from her, but simply because she hasn’t seen any other living beings yet doesn’t mean nothing here is willing and able to kill her.
Anything that might draw her allies to find her might draw anything else nearby in, and Mòrag Ladair knows better than to gamble that way.
She pushes herself to stand, weak though she is. Grits her teeth at the press of something hard into her side, harder than the rocks she lays on. It’s in her pocket.
Aegaeon’s core crystal.
There is a shambling. Heavy footsteps, lurching towards her. The thing that emerges from around the corner is twisted, black tentacles assuming a shape almost like a human’s, if humans grew to that height. It’s immense, towering above her even though it hunches over, further with every step. Something from a nightmare, though not one of hers. Parts of what must be its shoulders, its ribcage, its face glow ethereal blue, one monstrous clawed hand leading the charge towards her.
Special Inquisitor Mòrag is not an individual who panics. She is unflappable, immensely powerful. A being to be feared, even when her Blade does not stand by her side. She is strategic. She has earned her position not by virtue of birth, but something much, much deeper than that.
But this is not Mor Ardain, or anywhere else in Alrest where that name might hold sway. Here, it means nothing. She does not have Brighid. She has a rock in her pocket, pulsing with energy, intend on wrenching guilt out of her for the way she failed her Emperor, and—
And she will never make it up to Niall if she does not act.
Very well.
Her hand finds its way into the pocket, and Aegaeon wakes up to aid her.
~
“Your devotion to one another is impressive, but I have to ask that you both wake up and let go of each other so we can take stock of the situation.”
The twin pained groans of Zeke and Pandoria are nearly lost in the catastrophic wind overhead. Where they lay, debris does not find them. Brighid stares down at them, a surge of something hot like jealousy within her.
Longing.
She knows the feeling well—distance from her Driver, a twisted sadness towards the world for dragging them apart to accomplish what must be accomplished. A duty which she endured and endured well, and for the first time, is grateful for.
Brighid’s Driver is nowhere to be found.
Those she can find come to with complaints, bumps, and bruises, but they all come to: Zeke and Pandoria, who either held one another as they fell or found their way to press into each others’ sides as they lay unconscious in this desolate place. Tora, alone, no Poppi in sight. And, last but not least, Azurda, fluttering weakly above the ground.
Zeke and Tora are worse for the wear. Alive, moving, but bloody and battered. The Blades must have sustained some damage, but they’re moving well enough, Pandoria’s scrapes disappearing as they speak. If Azurda is injured at all, he takes care not to show it.
“It would be good to regroup with any of our healers,” Brighid says slowly. “Unfortunately, that’ll depend on who landed with whom.”
“Right. Lucky you Blades can regenerate on your own.”
“Luckier still that no one’s core crystal was damaged in the fall,” Azurda says, coming to rest on Brighid’s shoulder. “It seems to me that our first priority should be to find Mòrag.”
“Mòrag?” Zeke echoes. “Not that I’m complaining, but why her?”
“She’ll be the easiest to find, I imagine. Better to start with who we can easily search for. Brighid, can you feel her?”
She takes a slow breath. Reaches out with her senses. “It’s faint, but I sense her. And—“
There!
A ripple in the ether, sudden and intense, washing over her.
“—we’d better move fast.”
~
Jin’s barely-conscious form is heavy. Never has she wished before that she was stronger, not this kind of physical strength that allows her to drag him somewhere they can hide.
Fan la Norne hefts him off her shoulder and into an alcove, just large enough to fit them both. Drags what remains of what might have once been a door into place, just enough to hide them from the view of the monster that had seen them, lurched in their direction some time ago and continued lurching until, hopefully, she’d lost it. She does what she can to catch her breath, to settle the panic rushing through her.
“You could have left me there, you know,” Jin manages weakly, when time has passed enough that the Thing is sure to have lost them entirely, “I haven’t exactly earned any mercy from you.”
She casts wounded eyes on him. “If you’re awake enough to argue with me about—what? Whether I should’ve left you to die?—then you should have moved your legs instead of making me carry you.”
He doesn’t apologize, just grits his teeth and rubs at his core crystal with a grimace.
“You shouldn’t be hurting like this,” she says softly. “Let me see.”
“Why?”
“So I can help you. You’re… you’re a Flesh Eater like I am, aren’t you? And I’m a healer. Maybe I can do something.”
He lets his hand drop. Tilts his head back to let her brush his hair out of the way herself. “You haven’t changed much. Just as hard-headed as ever.”
“You knew me?”
“I don’t know you now. But there was a time when it was you and me and Lora against the world.”
“Malos told me that. That my name used to be ‘Haze’.” She does what she can for his body, forces it to hold together. His core crystal isn’t cracked or chipped—not that she has any idea what that’d do to a Flesh Eater—but his body must be at least a little human. A little bit like something she can heal. “When I awakened, Praetor Amalthus told me my name. I guess that… isn’t how Blades normally awaken.”
“No,” he says, sighing into her ether. “It’s not. What is it he called you, o Goddess of the Praetorium?”
“My name is Fan la Norne,” she says firmly. The words taste bitter suddenly.
“No. It’s not. That’s the name he gave you. He gave you a lot, but you threw everything else away when you became a Flesh Eater. Your name is nothing so mocking.”
She draws her hand away. Summons her crosier. “I’ve done all I know to do for you. You should take this time to get some rest. I’ll keep watch while your body recovers, and then we keep moving.”
He closes his eyes. Hopes that he doesn’t open them again.
~
“Ursula, come on! You’ve gotta keep up, or we’re never going to find the others before—“ Crossette blinks back tears.
“I’m sorry, I—“ Ursula stumbles, falls to her knees with heavy gasps. “It’s hard.”
“Ursie, I know, but—“
“If I may, Lady Crossette, perhaps we should take a moment to rest. This place seems to be affecting her quite heavily.”
“But—“
She sighs. Looks at Ursula, clutching her chest weakly. “What’s wrong, Ursula? You didn’t have this hard of a time being separated from Rex before, inside that Titan.”
“I think it’s Beary,” she says finally, looking up in tears. “I can’t—I can feel where he is, but it’s like all my energy is going to—going to him. I just need a moment, I’m sorry—“
They need to keep moving. All around, Crossette can sense those… those things, and thus far, they’ve managed to avoid them. If they don’t stay ahead of them now…
She crouches down. Cups Ursula’s cheeks in both hands. “We’ll find Beary first then, okay? But we gotta keep moving. Dromarch and I gotta find Nia, and once you find Beary, we’ll look for Rex. How’s that sound?”
Through tears, Ursula nods. “I’m not sure I can stand, though.”
“Dromarch, can you—“
“I swore that I would never carry a soul other than My Lady,” Dromarch says staunchly. “…but this situation may call for an exception.”
He turns around, lets Ursula climb on. She clings to him, however weakly.
“Alright, Ursie, lead the way!”
Ursula points, and Dromarch gives chase. Crossette follows behind, keeping an eye out for any more monsters.
Every step carries them farther and farther from Nia.
~
This is the softest pillow Rex has ever awoken on in his life. He’s reluctant to even consider opening his eyes, even consider figuring out where he is, except for the noise.
Incredibly soft pillow, incredibly loud background noise, like a raging storm.
He cracks one eye open, groaning. Amid the odd lighting, he catches sight of bright red, bobbed hair, a green core crystal—
“You’re…”
He is flung off of the pillow (was his head on her thighs!?) at the same time that the Aegis is tackled to the ground by a shouting blur of a Blade.
“Rex! Run!” Zenobia shouts. “I’ll hold her here!”
“Zenobia? Wait—“
Architect, his head is screaming. He’s dizzy, too dizzy to really run, and maybe the danger hasn’t fully registered in his head, because what he notices is not Pyra being attacked by Zenobia but Pyra letting Zenobia hold her down.
“Go! You’ve got to get out of here!”
“Zenobia, she’s not fightin’ back. Wait a second.”
Pyra looks to him with sad eyes. Zenobia doesn’t let her go, doesn’t even loosen her grip, but she shuts her mouth with a glare and that’s the best anyone’s gonna get for now.
It’s in this brief second of calm that Rex notices her core crystal.
“What’re you doin’ here? What happened to you, Pyra? Your core crystal—“
“Mythra isn’t going to take over, if that’s what you’re worried about,” she says at last, voice hollow. “She—she ordered me to find Jin and kill any other survivors I found.”
“Can’t help but notice you didn’t have any kind of weapon in your hand when I woke up.” His head’s settling a little. He adjusts so he’s sitting, cross-legged, across from her. “Not doin’ a great job at killin’ me like that. What d’ya mean, she’s not going to take over?”
“She… split me off, I guess. Now that her core crystal’s whole, she doesn’t need me. I’m pretty sure this is the final test to do away with me, so…”
“So this is it for you whether you listen to her or not,” he finishes for her.
Zenobia backs off, arms crossed as she stands to tower over Pyra. “So what you’re telling me is, there’s yet another super-powerful enemy for me to spar against who’s not going to fucking fight me.”
Pyra offers a weak smile her way. “I… wasn’t planning on fighting anyone, no.”
“And you trust this, Rex?”
He inhales. Exhales. “We kind of got to know each other a little bit while I was captured. I trust her more than anyone else in Torna, at least.”
Zenobia’s greatax is in hand already, summoned on a whim. “Just because you trust her doesn’t mean—“ She raises the ax. Pyra doesn’t move a muscle.
“Zenobia, don’t—“
She swings. The ax lodges firmly into—something. Some… some monster, all wrong lines and glowing like a Blade. “—I don’t trust her, but we’ve got bigger problems,” Zenobia finishes. “I’ll take these guys on, so try not to get in my way, Aegis!”
Pyra stands. Draws her own sword, a red blade glowing in a green light. Meets Rex’s eyes, launches a bolt just past his shoulder at another shambling monster, appearing from seemingly nowhere behind him. “I’ll do my best,” she replies.
Whatever comes next, comes next. For now, they survive.
~
“Friend Beary does not like to talk much.”
Beary snuffs in response. He feels weak, empty without his Ursula at his side or on his shoulder.
“That okay,” Poppi continues, marching on beside him. “Malos also not talk very much. Poppi will talk enough for both!”
Truthfully, Beary does not care for the child walking along with him. She walks oddly, arms stuck out at odd angles, and Ursula has never known what to make of her, so Beary holds little opinion of his own. If she wants to tag along, she may. He follows the pull of energy to where Ursula must be, cares little for anything else until he has her again.
“Friend should be careful. This place strange.”
He presses on regardless. She keeps pace.
~
Malos was made for destruction.
It’s evident in the powers he has, the way he can disassemble whatever part of the world he so chooses if only he can place his hand on it. Maybe he should have been the one trying to crumble Alrest, instead of his sister. It’d make more sense that way.
Like this, in this strange new form where he glows an odd purple, Nia’s sabre in hand, that affinity for destruction feels all the more powerful. These… these things surrounding them are attracted to his uncanny light and the noise of the battle, and the more come, the more the two are able to swat, dancing around one another, shredding monsters as though that is what they were created to do. In the few off moments where he needs a rest, just to think or to get his bearings, Nia is happy to swoop in.
It’s effortless. Like that giant Gogol disintegrating under his hand to protect a Driver who didn’t care for him to begin with. Like looking at a pile of ingredients and determining what, exactly, form they’re going to take so his friends may eat.
He decides the dish. Nia chops vegetables at his side.
All that makes the sensation of fighting alongside her as a Blade all the more strange. He is destroying these monsters, but Nia’s power is one of creation, and it flows through his body and into her sabre like a flooding river.
It’s easy, so easy, to fight the monsters off until they’re well and truly safe. In that bubble of safety, at last, they take a moment to breathe.
“We should keep moving until we find at least one other person,” Malos suggests. “We can camp for the night when we know more of our people are safe.”
“For the night?” Nia says, tilting her head. “What time of day d’you think it actually is? We’re so far down that I don’t think we’re gettin’ actual daylight here.”
“No idea. At some point, you should rest, but that can come whenever we find someone.”
“Good a plan as any,” she shrugs. “We’re probably lookin’ for Rex, then, yeah? Might be the easiest, you two bonded and all.”
“Yeah. I’m going to climb up, see if I can figure out a good way to go from here. You take a second to rest.”
She rolls her eyes. “I’ll be fine, but sure. You go do your ‘I’m strong and in charge’ thing, and I’ll keep an eye out here.”
He ignores her teasing, climbs up a slope of rubble to get his bearings. Just as he reaches the top—what might be another flash of lightning, if not for the ripple of ether that follows it. The flash glows brighter, brighter still—an awakening Blade.
He lifts Nia over his shoulder, carries her with him as she squawks in undignified protest.
No time to explain. Run to the source. Find friends. Get out of here.
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Chapter 34: Taut
Summary:
The separated Aegis party navigates their way through their new situation and tries to come together.
Notes:
while polishing this chapter I got some idea in my head for what I was gonna say here and the second I clicked the little box to add beginning notes it completely dissipated. instead I'm gonna soapbox.
due to multiple events of things like sites going up that scrape ao3 fics to generate podfics without permission or the recent bot phishing incident, lots of authors have been locking down their fics and making them unavailable to those who are not signed in to an account. I have locked down all of mine except this one, namely because this fic has historically attracted many guest commenters I'm attached to and I don't want to put those people out, but also because the rest of my library is in fandoms that are more likely to fall victim to bot scraping than xenoblade is.
If you typically read fics without an account, I would strongly recommend putting in for an invite. thank you for coming to my TED talk.
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Chapter Text
She isn’t sure how long she holds vigil over Jin’s sleeping form. Time is strange, down here, no sunlight shifting across the sky. The storm hasn’t stopped, hasn’t even quelled. It became hard, after the first hour or so, to discern details amidst the flashes of lightning, but they’d remained unseen, and that had been enough.
The woman who emerged when Jin had rested enough to keep moving would like to say that she’d spent the time planning their next move, planning how to find the others. Maybe even how to explain to the others what she was thinking that she didn’t just leave Jin here. Truthfully, she hasn’t thought about any of that.
Instead, when Jin stirs behind her with a groan, she’s come almost to a decision.
“I think, when the lightning flashes, I can see the World Tree,” she says. There’s no sign of the monsters, hasn’t been for a while, but still she speaks quietly just in case. She speaks quickly, too, affects confidence in hopes that he won’t notice how little she’s planned of any of this. “The others will be headed that way.”
“And I’m sure they’ll be very happy to see me,” he replies.
“I’m not just leaving you behind. I’m very sorry.”
“…alright.”
“Are you feeling alright to walk on your own?”
“Better. I guess.”
“Good. Let’s go.”
They walk in silence, cut through a building so dark that she has to hold out her crosier, glowing with ether, to see the next place to put her foot. Jin’s clearly in a bad way, but her ether can only do as much as it’s done, and she’d really like to have him there if things go sideways.
“I would have killed you,” Jin says at last as they crawl through the rubble. “Back in Temperantia.”
“You could still kill me now,” she replies. “I don’t think it would be very smart of you, though.”
“Probably not.”
“You asked me before. About my core crystal. Why… why half of it’s missing.”
“Is that why you kept me alive? To interrogate me?”
She wrinkles her nose. “No. I’m not like you.”
“So, what, you’re better?”
“Not better. Different.”
“You might not have been. Blades are influenced by their Drivers, you know. If Lora’s will hadn’t been so powerful when you were awakened, Amalthus might have made you just as murderous as Mythra.”
She falters, just a moment. “So it’s true. The other Aegis is like that because of the Praetor?”
“Not entirely. But… you might have been on the right side of things if he’d held just a bit more sway over you.”
“I—I wouldn’t have been like her. The Praetor wouldn’t have… wouldn’t have been able to change me like that.”
“Really? What’s your name, then?”
She grips the shaft of her crosier tighter with each step. “…I don’t want to be tied to him anymore. Even if he’s not as you say, the man I saw was… not good. Not as good as people saw him.”
“So?”
Haze swallows. Sets her jaw. “We’d better keep moving.”
~
The Aegis Driver walks with his Blade and the other Aegis for too long without any sign of another living soul. It’s hard to think of the monsters they’ve dispatched as “living”—not the way they move, like a beheaded insect, their bodies moving nothing more than a product of some remnant signals. Not the mindless way they attack. The novelty of challenge that had delighted Zenobia wears off quickly, and Rex marinates in the awkward silence as they move towards the World Tree.
“This looks like good a spot as any to camp for the night,” Rex declares when they come across something like a clearing or—maybe—a plaza. There’s a bench, metal, perfectly intact somehow. “Who d’you think used to live here?”
“Here?” Pyra repeats. “Humans, once. This is where the Architect lived.”
He slumps onto the bench when he’s sure it can hold his weight, eyes roaming the landscape. “Where the Architect… you’re sure?”
“Malos probably knows better than I would. Or Mythra. It’s… hard to access our memories like this.”
“What… happened here? The Architect’s birthplace should be more… alive, than this place is.”
She shakes her head. “I don’t know. Do you want me to make a fire so you two can rest?”
“It might bring more of those monsters to us,” Zenobia cuts in, voice cold.
“I think the smoke might also help your friends find you. And I can keep watch.”
“What, so you can kill us in our sleep?”
“Now, Zenobia—“
“It’s okay.” Pyra bows her head, forces a smile. “It’s really okay, Rex. But… if I were going to kill you, shouldn’t I have done it when I had Rex unconscious in my lap?”
Zenobia lets out an annoyed huff. “Sure, whatever. Make a fire, keep watch. See if I care.”
The tension fails once more to dissipate. Pyra builds a fire with her ether, settles in to sit, and watches the most likely approach for monsters while they try to sleep.
~
Beary’s steps pick up—faster, easier, more certain the longer they walk. It takes little time at all for the reunion to come. For the first time, the bear feels something like jealousy at the sight of his Ursula climbing off Dromarch’s back, the feeling soothing away as she runs to him. The robotic one, too, is delighted at the reunion, and with the five together, they turn to follow the pull of Dromarch’s and Crossette’s instincts.
Shouldn’t we move towards your Driver? Beary thinks, hoisting Ursula onto his shoulder.
She rests a hand atop his head. I promised, comes the silent reply.
~
A ripple in the ether and a concerning noise awakens them. Rex sits up, feeling like he’s barely slept, but it’s impossible to tell the time down here. Zenobia’s already up beside him, putting out the Pyra-made fire in one fell swoop of her own ether.
“Your new friend isn’t here, Rex,” she says lowly.
“Maybe… she’s chasing off some monsters?”
They follow the sounds of battle, the pull of ether, and crest a hill to find that it wasn’t monsters Pyra found.
She holds up a hand to shield herself in time to block a blow from Malos, who—who’s holding Nia’s sword. Beside them, Mòrag and Aegaeon, of all Blades, are there, preparing their own attacks, but Pyra is just—just taking it.
“Woah, woah, woah, everybody stop,” Rex insists as he slides down the hill to join them. “Malos, Mòrag! Nia! It’s okay!”
“Okay? Rex, you do realize this is—“
He holds up a hand to cut Mòrag off. “If she were going to kill me, she’s had plenty opportunity. All of you, weapons down. Please.”
Mòrag’s eyes flick between him and Pyra, who simply watches the exchange.
“…alright. Stand down, Aegaeon.”
“As you wish.”
Malos, as always, is harder to convince. “You’re actually serious about this?”
“She watched over me while I was still out. If she wanted me dead, I wouldn’t have woken up in the first place.”
“Kid, every now and then you have me convinced you might be stupid.”
“She’s been—there’s no Mythra here. She—I dunno how, but she split off from Pyra, sent her down here with us.”
"You expect me to believe that? Listen, Rex, I know you like to see the good in everyone or whatever—"
"Mythra was always plannin' on getting rid of her. You weren't there when Torna had me."
Malos sighs. "And you're going to keep arguing for her sake, I bet?"
"Yes."
"Alright. Fine. Whatever. We work together until we get out of here, and then we're going to re-evaluate your new friend."
"Um—" Pyra speaks up. "...thank you."
"Don't thank me," Malos shoots back with a glare.
She nods. Steps back. Nia brushes past her to look over Rex. "Not too beaten up. Should've expected that, seein' as Malos is doin' fine. We should settle down for the night so I can see to Mòrag."
"Mòrag? What happened to—"
Rex takes a moment to really look at the woman in question. She's definitely beat up, with dried blood on her face and a bit of a limp to her step. Aegaeon supports her carefully.
"—right. Guess we did have a bit of a fall, there. Come on, we settled down to camp nearby."
He leads them back, lets Nia settle down to work her healing. A bit restless, Rex heads over to check on them. "What about you, Nia?"
She doesn't look up from working her ether. "Me?"
"You didn't really say much about—about Pyra,"
"Oh." She shrugs. "I mean, it's awkward. But I knew her before, you know? Wouldn't put it past Mythra to cast her off like that."
"So... you're cool with her?"
"If she tries anything, I'll blow her up. I've got a couple ideas for how I can use my power and I'm happy to try them out."
"...alright. Thank you."
"Don't thank me. Mòrag, how does that feel?"
"Better," Mòrag grits out. "Some rest should be enough to get me back on my feet."
"Good. I think we could all use some sleep."
"I'll take watch." Malos looms over them, arms crossed. "The last thing we need is that woman sneaking off or trying to solve her little issue while the rest of us sleep."
"You're always taking watch," Rex points out.
"So you know you can trust me to keep us alive."
"...alright."
This time, Rex lays down to sleep with the others and he doesn't wake until morning.
~
The other Aegis—half of it, at least—does not sleep. When Malos sits up to take watch, she comes to sit beside him, hands folded politely in her lap. Like she isn't the source of so much destruction, of so many lives lost.
...Malos supposes he isn't much better.
"You should know—" she starts, then cuts herself off.
"Know what?"
"—I really don't mean any harm," she finishes lamely. "It... sounded more convincing in my head."
"Then why are you here? Pretty sure Mythra could have done way more than just split you off and throw you off a cliff if she wanted to get rid of you."
"She likes to play with her victims, I guess. I'm all Mythra's worst parts, and she's strong enough now to get rid of me. She told me to kill anyone I found down here and bring back Jin. I'm pretty sure she'll kill me no matter what I actually do down here, she's just hoping I'll make her life a little easier before she does."
"So what are you actually doing, then?"
"Looking for Jin. You might not understand this, but I do actually care about people."
"And you understand that if we see Jin, we're immediately going to try to kill each other?"
"I'm... hoping that it doesn't come to that," she admits.
A long sigh. "So what is it you actually want?"
"...I don't know. Mythra's so sure that we were created to destroy this world. All three of us. Why else was she awakened with so much power and so much rage, if not to destroy? But... I just don't know. I'm a part of her, too, and I don't want any of that. Do you?"
He shakes his head. "Rex would say something about having power to protect. Something like that."
"I don't think that Father would have made the parts of Mythra that became me if he wanted us to destroy everything. If I'm all the weakness and the kindness and everything that she hates about herself, then... she was just as weak and just as kind. But I don't really know what else to do but follow her. Now that our core crystal's repaired and she's whole, she can destroy me whenever she wants."
"You're still a part of her, though. She's not whole without you."
"What do you mean by that?"
He has no intentions of supporting her. Truly, no intentions whatsoever. But...
"Just that you don't have to be her or follow her every whim. I don't really get you or why you exist, but... you're the same Aegis as her."
If she knows how to respond to that, she doesn't. They simply sit, simply watch, simply think.
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Chapter 35: Reunion
Summary:
The parties reunite.
Chapter Text
It might be morning when Poppi wakes them, and, admittedly, she’s probably the best judge they’ve got for the time. Dromarch rouses with ease, nodding to her as she goes around waking the others.
“It doesn’t feel as though My Lady has moved during the night. It seems she has also taken the time to set up camp,” he says as they gather. “We should make haste as soon as everyone is ready.”
Ursula nods. “Which way are we going?”
He concentrates, turns in the direction she feels her ether signature pulling. “This way.”
Crossette nods with him—she feels it too.
“Friends think Nia with Masterpon?” Poppi asks quietly.
"Aw, Poppi…" Crossette frowns. "Yeah. I bet Tora's with Nia and everyone's safe. We'll find them, okay?"
Poppi nods, uncertain. They cut their way through the landscape as quick as they can manage.
"Why can't I just send up a signal flare?" Crossette winds after so much walking. "Surely it'd be easier for them to find us that way."
"It would also be easier for the monsters in this place to find us," Dromarch replies. "I don't think it would be wise to—"
Ursula jolts back with a cry. "Monsters like that one!"
Sure enough, one of the twisted creatures claws its way out of the ground, turning its head towards them with a creaking noise.
"Okay, if they're just going to find us anyway—"
"Less talk, more fight!"
~
The monsters in this place are not very good friends with fire. This is why Brighid leads the charge—and as the one leading the group, she leads them Mòrag-ways. It's the first time in a long time that they've separated, perhaps the first where they'd separated any distance on accident rather than on purpose.
Like this place does, it unsettles her. Oppressive atmosphere, endless strange monsters, separation from her Driver that no one asked for. Zeke and Pandoria are the only ones fighting at full power, though Brighid is the one who has to finish them off with whatever fire she can summon. And, when they cut through a ruined building and her eyes land on none other than Jin, she's the first to move.
Before she can launch a bolt of fire towards him, her body locks, the ether flow stops—Fan la Norne looks at her and the others with a cold, firm look, wrapped in her own ether. "We're not attacking Jin," she says simply.
"You recognize that this is the enemy, no?"
"No," she says. "I don't. Right now, the enemies are these twisted—I think they used to be humans?"
Brighid glances at the others. Zeke has Pandoria's Blade in hand—he could attack, if he chose to. But then, Jin could also attack if he chose to, and he merely watches the exchange.
He could be waiting for them to reunite to take everyone out. But wouldn't it be easier to do so in smaller groups, while Blades are separated from their Drivers, while no one can support anyone else? Even if he's been with Fan the whole time, she can't hold him forever.
"…alright. For now, it's better to have more bodies than less," she decides.
Azurda, perched on her shoulder, watches silently. Together, the now-larger group moves on.
~
Someone is fighting nearby. They'd been making tracks, Rex walking alongside Pyra and Malos while the others kept up, only to feel the ripples of energy that spoke of Blades battling further back.
"That's gotta be the others," Rex says, turning on his heel.
"Think they can handle themselves?"
"We don't know how many of the others it is," Mòrag points out. "I was lucky to have Aegaeon's core crystal on hand, and for it to be ready to awaken, but the others could easily have been split apart the way I was with no way to gain backup."
"So all we really know is that it's at least one Blade. Zenobia, can you go on ahead and find them? We'll catch up."
Zenobia salutes and zips off. They give chase, though each step feels sickening to Rex—they're going backwards. Farther away from the World Tree. Farther away from their only chance at escape. Every moment down here is a moment Torna is wreaking havoc, a moment things are getting worse. He doesn't keep a watch, doesn't know how much time has passed.
They catch up as fast as they can, find the group fending off too many monsters—Beary roaring as he fends off two away from Ursula, Poppi and Zenobia flying around to smash as many of the things as they can. Crossette burns up what she can, and Dromarch fights, too. A quick scan reveals very little new information—they're not protecting any unmoving bodies, just surrounded. They look exhausted—Blades aren't used to fighting on their own.
Rex reaches for the sword on his back, but Malos is already springing forward, Nia's saber in hand. Zenobia's already in the fray, and he can't reach his other Blade without putting himself in danger.
So, he moves without thinking and takes the sword off Pyra's hip.
It blazes to life, melts through several of the monsters in one swoop. With the addition of him—sent ether by a panicking Pyra—and Mòrag with Aegaeon, they manage to handle it, manage to stop the damned things from getting up again and again. When the dust settles, it's too quiet for just a moment.
Then, Crossette tackles Nia at full force. Dromarch is a step behind her, and Ursula moves to run up to Rex, Beary in her shadow. Poppi is the one who notices Pyra, petulant glare on her face as she stays short of the group. "There is Blade, not friend," she states.
"Friend for now," Rex explains. "Er—she's not part of Mythra anymore. She's had plenty of chances to kill me and hasn't, so—I think she's probably good."
"Okay." That's all she says in reply.
Rex hopes that the others are all together when they find each other. He can only explain this so many more times.
"Friends see fur or wing of Masterpon?"
Rex shakes his head. "Not a one so far. We'll find him."
She frowns, falls into step beside them. "Poppi afraid."
He pats her shoulder, wondering dimly if the sentiment will be lost on her. "I promise. We'll find him."
Pyra stares at him when he passes her sword back to her, exchanging them for Ursula's claws. "…why did you grab my Blade just now?"
"Huh? I guess I didn't have much other choice. Malos had Nia's sword already, and I didn't know if he could fight with Nia as a Blade—wow that's a weird sentence—and fight as my Blade at the same time. Zenobia likes to fight solo, and Ursula was in the middle of all those monsters, so I needed a weapon and I guess I just grabbed yours?"
"Is this some kind of… ability you have as an Aegis Driver?" she mutters, crossing her arms. "I mean, maybe the rules are different with me and the whole situation with Mythra, but you… shouldn't be able to use my weapon?"
"Sorry." He rubs the back of his neck. "I was just moving, not thinking."
"Have you ever tried to use someone else's Blade before?"
"No, can't say I have."
She furrows her brow. "…could you try?"
"Don't see why not. Nia, Crossette!"
The two make their way over. "Yeah? What is it?"
"We're trying to figure something out. Can I try using Crossette as a Blade?"
Nia blinks slowly. "What? I mean, you can try, but…"
"Are you okay with that, Crossette?"
"I mean, sure!" She grabs the bitball clipped at her waist and hands it over. "I'm not sure it'll go anywhere, but you're welcome to—"
He tosses the ball up a little, a thin line of blue ether snapping to life between them.
"—woah. That's weird."
"I think—um." Pyra shies away a bit. "…I think maybe this is something Rex is able to do as an Aegis Driver, but I'm not sure."
"Cool. So, Rex, we can fight with each other now?"
He nods. "That'll be useful once we get out of here. Come on, we should keep moving."
~
Rex had been right to worry about their distance from the base of the World Tree. Half a day of walking exhausts them, and still the World Tree doesn't feel any closer. They settle down for lunch—with Dromarch's help, they'd identified some plants that didn't seem too horribly poisonous, and Rex had been designated poison tester for them, with Nia on deck to keep him alive if Dromarch's judgment turned out to be wrong. Zenobia, once again, managed to scrounge up a few things living down here that weren't the twisted nightmare monsters things, and they found a place to settle down and make a fire with little issue.
This is how Nia finds herself gritting her teeth and helping prep their lunch alongside Malos. Not because of the cooking or because of Malos, but because, for some reason, Pyra has offered to help out.
The silence that normally floats between Nia and Malos is comfortable. With Pyra here, it's awkward, heavy, and decidedly uncomfortable, and she's not content to just let it hang there. Some of the others brought in firewood, or something like an approximation of it, damp and unburnable, but of course Pyra finds a way to burn it anyway.
"Will this fire be enough to cook with?"
"Sure," Malos says.
"Great!" She forces a smile.
Nia continues cleaning the plants Dromarch helped find—a bit of water summoned to wash away any bugs, though she admittedly hasn't seen many of those since waking up here, and dirt, slicing them with one of her hunting knives into the incredibly banged-up travel pot that had somehow survived their fall. Malos is on meat preparation duty, ripping feathers off one of the massive birds Zenobia had brought down for them.
"So, Pyra," Nia says after too much silence. "What's your plan?"
"Plan? I don't really have a plan."
She raises an eyebrow. "So you're just goin' along with all this?"
"I… I guess."
Malos jerks his head toward the bird. "If you're going to distract us while making dinner, come help me clean this."
"Oh… right." She scampers around to the other side, begins de-feathering the opposite wing with a scrunched-up look on her face.
"It might be good to figure out a plan. Mythra's gonna destroy you or whatever, right?"
Pyra finds the force to rip out a handful of feathers. "I suppose so. I guess I thought I'd burn that bridge when I got to it."
Nia snorts. "I don't think that's the saying, but sure."
Silence. Slicing ambiguous greens, the sound of feathers being ripped from their place.
"…Nia?"
She suppresses a groan. "Yeah?"
"Do you ever miss us?"
"What, Torna?" She shrugs. "I do, sometimes. Don't get me wrong. Everyone here is great, and I did the right thing by leavin'. But we were family. And now we're not. Of course I miss everyone. Just wish they weren't, you know, trying to destroy the world and kill everyone I know." A long sigh. "Are they… is everyone doin' alright? You know, aside from what we've seen of 'em?"
Pyra huffs. "They're fine, Nia. As fine as they've ever been."
"So, hating themselves and the world?"
"…yeah. Hating themselves and the world."
When the greens are ready, Nia turns to silently helping the two Aegises prepare the meat. It's faster if they're working together, after all.
~
"Mòrag close?" Tora pipes up. The longer they've walked, the whinier he's gotten—Brighid gets it, really.
"I think so," Brighid replies. "It's not an exact thing, you know. Let alone in a place like this."
"Tummy of Tora rumbly. Tora not able to keep going at this rate!"
"Hold on, furball," Zeke says. "Let's keep pushing, yeah?"
"Maybe if we push a little further, we can take a rest," Fan suggests.
Tora whines, but keeps moving along all the same.
At least, until he lifts his nose. "Friends smell that?"
"Smell what? All I smell is dirt," Pandoria says.
Azurda picks up his head, sniffs at the air. "I do smell something different…"
Tora rushes off ahead. "It the solution to all tummy-rumbly pains of Tora!"
"Tora, wait—"
It's too late. Tora is rushing off, and the others are forced to give chase.
This is how they reunite—a pot on a campfire, an over-eager Nopon, joy all around. When Poppi sees Tora, she tackles him hard enough to put Nia on the case. There's a moment of tension, of course—when their group sees Pyra among them, when those who'd set up camp see Jin being supported by Fan.
At the sight of him, Pyra lurches forward. So, too, does Nia.
"Jin! Are you okay?"
Jin lifts his head. Looks at Pyra. "…what are you doing here?"
"Mythra sent me," she explains. "To look for you."
He coughs. Fan sets him down carefully on something like a seat. "He… hasn't been doing very well," she reports. "I've been trying to heal him as I can, but I'm honestly not sure what I'm doing."
Nia looks to Malos. "Can I convince you to help me do that thing we did before? With Cole?"
"You want me to heal the guy who's tried to kill everyone here multiple times?"
"Please, Malos."
He sighs. Steps forward. Jin finds himself surrounded—two Aegises and a Flesh Eater. One for moral support, one to look at his core, one to heal his body.
This is how the dust settles—Malos and Nia, healing Jin of all people. No blades drawn, an odd tension as the others confer. Somehow, they settle it, the same conversations again until everyone's on the same page: until they get out of here, Jin and Pyra are their allies. So they prepare the rest of the bird, sit around the fire, rest themselves.
"We can probably reach the base of the World Tree in a few hours, I think. If it's safe there, we can rest, then start climbing."
"Climbing? Do you think we can?"
"Amalthus did," Pyra says quietly. "It's how Malos and Mythra awakened."
"We don't even know how far down we are, though."
"If you have a better idea, I'd love to hear it, but we can't stay down here forever."
Rex nods. "It's the best plan we've got. For now, let's rest a little bit more, and then we can get moving."
"Um." Fan pipes up. She looks nervous, suddenly, hugging her arms to herself. "This is kind of sudden, but…"
"What is it?"
"Can everyone call me Haze from now on? I just think… I mean… I think Fan la Norne died with Millie, that's all."
"Alright. Haze, then."
She smiles. The group scatters to rest while they can. Pyra sees Rex break off to dig through some rubble and wanders over to him, questions burning a hole through her.
~
"What are you doing?"
Rex jolts. There's Pyra behind him, watching him sort through rubble. "Salvaging, I guess."
"Why?"
"Why? I don't know. I'm a salvager, and there's probably loads of good stuff down here that'll fetch a high price once all of this is done. Here, hold this."
He places a particularly interesting chunk of metal in her arms. She holds it, blinking in confusion. "What… is it?"
"Don't know! But doesn't it seem like it could be worth something?"
"It's… a weird hunk of metal you found in actual rubble."
"That's not an answer." He grins, returning to his rummaging. "Just hold onto it for me, alright? It's a little weird to not be in the clouds when I'm doin' this, but it kinda helps me rest, oddly enough."
She shifts oddly. Sits on a nearby pile of rubble as he continues to look. "Why are you all so dead set on stopping Mythra, anyway?"
"I dunno about you, but I like bein' alive. You might, too, if you gave it a shot. Especially while you're not stuck in her head."
Pyra sits in silence, hands folded on her lap.
"Oh, here's something!" He jolts upright, turns to her with a necklace—half sparkling, half-rusted. He holds it to her, rests it over her core crystal. "I think it suits you! You should keep it."
"…I should go," she says, standing abruptly. She sets aside the metal he gave her, takes the necklace. Rejoins the others, unsettled.
Rex shrugs and turns back to his work.
Chapter 36: World Tree, Lower
Summary:
The Aegis Party begins their ascent.
Chapter Text
The morning arrives.
Or at least, Rex thinks it does. A period of time has passed, everyone has rested enough, and whatever Nia, Malos, and Pyra were doing with Jin seems to have done at least something. They make tracks in what they believe to be the morning, dispatch whatever monsters they can't avoid, and soon enough, they're walking across one of the massive roots of the World Tree to cross a gap leading to a bottom no one can quite see.
At the very base of the World Tree, they enter the carcass of a Titan, and the Aegises and Jin all stop.
Rex pauses a few steps ahead of them. "What is it?"
Malos nods to the wall. There's a carving there—it might have been painted, once, but that was a very long time ago. The carving itself is difficult to make out, but…
"I've been here before," Malos says. "Right, Jin?"
Jin nods. "This is Torna."
"Torna? You don't mean—"
"The original Torna," Pyra interrupts. "The Titan that Malos sunk."
"To stop you," he grunts.
Pyra flinches. "It wasn't me," she says, too quiet for anyone but Rex to hear. All the same, she casts a flame to light up the carvings better. They're worn, very worn, but there's a large figure and some smaller figures and…
"What's it mean? Kinda hard to get it. Unless it's just decoration, I guess," Nia says.
Gramps pokes his head out of Rex's helmet to peek out.
"It's a bit of knowledge Alrest lost during the Aegis war, that's all." Jin takes a few steps, as if to move on.
"That's all? What are you on about?" Zeke says. "That could be valuable information there!"
"What is it, exactly?" Mòrag asks.
"It's the process Amalthus has found a way to interrupt. This way."
He gestures to something nearby—massive pods that have Rex's skin crawling. They might not have reminded him so much of Arachno pods if there weren't obviously smaller Arachno pods nearby.
"A Driver awakens a Blade," Pyra explains gently, her flames shifting to light the massive pods. With the light, they can see more clearly—the caved-in walls, rotten remains of… something… inside each. "The Blade gathers information over the course of its life with its Driver. The Driver dies, and the Blade returns to its core, and the process repeats, again and again until the Blade remembers something."
"Remembers something?"
"That they need to return to where they came from," Malos finishes for her. "That… sounds right, at least."
She nods. "There's things I don't remember until I really think about them. This is one of those. It's the same for you, right, Malos?"
"I guess."
"So… the Blade, after many lifetimes and gathering lots of information, remembers that it needs to return to its source. And it does. It finds its way back to the Titan from which it was born, along with all of its siblings, and they form these. Cocoons, I guess. There, they shift and change, and when they're done, they burst out and become new baby Titans."
Rex glances at Gramps. Gramps makes a move like a shrug.
"Those baby Titans eventually create core crystals of their own. They house life, create space for humans to live, and those humans find the core crystals and help them gather the information they need to become Titans again."
"How does that information get forgotten?" Mòrag asks. "It's not like the process would have just stopped. Surely we would have noticed—"
"But the Titans have been dying," Rex points out. "They've been dying out for a while, and no new ones have come to replace them."
Malos nods gravely. "I'm willing to believe the process was stopped."
"That's what Amalthus has been doing," Jin says. "As the Praetor, and one of few people left alive from that time, he's done his best to control that information."
"But… stopping the process? How does he manage that?" Dromarch asks.
"You might have seen it. Haze, at least, would have."
"…the core crystals," Nia realizes. "He 'cleanses' the core crystals. But when he does that, he's actually…"
"I don't understand the process directly," Pyra says, "and Mythra never thought about it. But… a Blade can't become a Titan until it's gathered enough information. That information makes a Blade more complex. You've seen, I think, the way Blades tend to look—the same general features, like copies of each other in a few basic shapes. They've even got similar voices, usually. Those are Blades without a lot of information, without a lot of influence. When Amalthus… cleanses a core crystal, he wipes as much information as he can from it."
"He said it increased resonance rates among newer Drivers. Was that a lie?"
She shakes her head. "It probably does. A more complicated Blade is going to be harder to resonate with than a simpler one. But it also means that Blades almost never reach the point where they can return to their Titan. All of you have been lucky—your Blades remember who they are. That's the one thing they don't normally lose when they return to their cores."
An odd feeling burns in Rex's throat as he thinks about it. "Doesn't that mean… we don't actually need Elysium?"
"What?"
"I mean… the Titans are dyin' just because they're old, and the only reason new ones aren't gettin' made is because Amalthus is making sure new ones don't get born. We stop Amalthus, we get new land, people don't have to fight."
Nia tilts her head. "Don't tell me you're giving up on this Elysium thing now."
"I didn't say that."
"We'd need it anyway," Haze says. "Wouldn't we? New Titans being born probably takes a while. Who knows how long these ones were in here before the Titan fell? And then they have to grow big enough to actually be livable, and they probably won't all be. I don't think we'd get new Titans big enough to hold a country before the old ones died."
"In case you forgot, Mythra is still going to destroy everything. Her goal hasn't changed." Jin's voice cuts through, cold, final. "If you handle Amalthus, fine, but it's not going to actually fix anything."
"We should keep moving," Malos says. "Not far now, and we need to figure out how those of us who can't fly are going to make it up that fucking tree."
Pyra disappears just as they make their way up to the base. One moment, she had been walking along with them, whispering to Jin, and the next…
Well, Rex doesn't have much time to think about that, because the clouds above them are being parted by force. Nia freezes beside him. "Is that… the Marsanes?"
Jin stares at it, silent, a hand on his sword. When it settles in front of them, the guns turning to point at the group, he glares coldly. "Don't attack!"
…and the guns slowly turn away.
"Jin?" Haze says. "Why did you…"
"Just paying back what I owe. Don't get used to it."
"But—"
"Don't."
Jin climbs aboard the Marsanes, and after a long moment, it begins the ascent back up into the clouds above.
~
Mythra stands, arms crossed, leaning against the doorway when Jin boards properly. "Where's Pyra?"
"Pyra?" He raises an eyebrow. "What do you mean? She's in your body."
"Huh. Well, if you haven't seen her…"
"I haven't."
(Twenty minutes prior, Pyra leaning over, whispering to him: if we see the others and you don't see me, please don't say anything. Nineteen minutes prior, Jin answering her with nothing but silence in return.)
~
Pyra, as it turns out, is found around a corner, out of sight, inside the base of the World Tree where the roots converge into a neat little hollow with an extremely technological-looking door in a cylinder in its center. She's hyperventilating when Nia finds her, her fist closed around some rusted old necklace she must have picked up around here.
"Woah, hey. You okay there, Pyra?"
Pyra shakes her head rapidly. "I wasn't—I wasn't so sure about what Torna was doing, but I'm definitely not sure about this. I asked Jin not to say anything, but—I think I'm dying, Nia."
Nia pats her shoulder like she's feeling for something. Washes some ether over her. "Feel anything?"
"No?"
"You're just having a panic attack. Trust me, it just feels like you're dying."
Mòrag, standing idly nearby while the others inspect the room in the center of the room, seems completely unaffected. "Why didn't you go back with them?"
"Why would I? Mythra's going to kill me. The fact that any one of you is still alive is reason enough for her to kill me. She's probably going to march in here and rip this part of the core crystal right out of my chest—"
"Hey, come on, none of that. I'm gonna count for you, and I want you to match your breathin' to it, alright?"
Nia walks her through, gentle and careful, eyeing what the others are up to as Malos transforms again—that weird form from earlier, impossible to look directly at, the light that sucks in all the light around it except for a few purple shocks glowing within.
Then, that dark light is gone, and the door in front of them opens.
"Come on. We're gonna walk and breathe, okay?" she says, and Pyra nods.
Nia and Mòrag help Pyra along, Blades at their sides, and they step into the new room, which would appear to be an elevator.
"Well, that's handy. Seems like maybe we won't have to do nearly as much climbin' as we thought," Rex says. He eyes Nia's new charge nervously. "You, uh, you alright Pyra?"
"Just contending with my imminent death, that's all. I'll be okay."
"Well, if this thing goes all the way up, we might as well sit and take a breather. Gonna be a while." Rex takes the initiative to sit on the lift as it travels—soon, everyone has followed. "If you're not dead yet, Mythra probably doesn't actually know how to get rid of you. How would that even work?"
Malos regards her with interest. "Their core crystal separated in the same pattern as mine. There's a decent chance that they're going to have the same issue we do."
"Oh, right. That part you didn't tell me about where you take on all my injuries?"
"I said I was sorry."
"I don't think you did, actually."
"Yeah," Nia says, "that really doesn't sound like you."
"It doesn't?" Malos shrugs. "Too bad. I'm not saying it again."
"You'd have to say it the first time to say it again!" Zenobia pipes up.
"Yeah. And I'm not saying it again."
Nia sighs. "Anyways, Pyra, if you're not dead yet she probably just can't make you disappear like that. If she could have gotten rid of you like that, she probably would have just done it when her core was fixed."
"Right," Pyra whispers. "Right."
~
The elevator climbs forever. Hours sitting in a circle, aimless chatting that feels a little awkward with the steadily-calming Pyra among them and a little less awkward after hour one. Tora takes the chance to carefully maintain Poppi with some very minor adjustments. Mòrag re-introduces Aegaeon to Brighid. An hour in, Zeke and Pandoria practice coordinated poses. Their meager remaining rations are spread out evenly, eaten in slow, careful bites.
"How long do you think it takes until we reach the top?"
"Probably a while," Malos says. "But we're still moving, at least."
"Say that again, and I'll kill you," Nia says drily.
Eventually, they do reach the top—the elevator slows, the lack of upward motion unsettling their stomachs a little as the doors open.
They open into pristine, metallic hallways, untouched by time. Sleek, littered with robots. Robots that, on first sight, turn guns and other weapons on them and are very handily dispatched by a quick-as-always Zenobia. They're easy enough to handle, surprisingly—easier than the monsters down below. At least these don't get back up when hit hard enough.
As they move their way through, Rex notices that Malos reaches for Nia's sword more quickly than Rex can respond. They're almost envious to watch, but the more Malos reaches for Nia's sword, the more Rex finds himself reaching for Pyra's. They fight their way through—robots, less like Poppi and more like the Blade Bots commandeered by Torna but not really that much like either. Ursula, for her part, seems glad to be out of combat and focusing only on any needed healing in the aftermath.
The elevator ride of a lifetime is what saves them. Rex is sure that they'd be too exhausted to keep going if not for all the elevators, all the moments to rest their legs.
His mind isn't where it should be. He knows that. The others seem to know it, too.
"Rex-Rex alright?"
Rex sighs. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just… thinking."
"Where's your head, kid?" Malos asks.
"Amalthus. Wonderin' what it takes to make someone take control like that."
Haze pulls her knees to her chest. "I wish I could tell you. I don't know if I ever really knew anything about him."
"He just hates everything. I'm not sure it's even control he wants."
"What do you mean?"
Pyra shrugs. "I guess… just that. Father didn't make us like this. There's things hardwired into Malos and I, more than in the average Blade, but I… I think Mythra's hatred came from somewhere. I wasn't there yet, or else not awake, but in our memories, the first thing she ever remembered was hatred."
Malos nods. "Minoth—I mean, Cole—said something similar to that, about Amalthus. Aside from forcing him to become a Flesh Eater, the reason Cole broke away from Amalthus was because of the person he saw there. He never went into much detail, though."
"But… if that's the case, maybe all this hasn't been about control. I'd thought maybe his whole thing was to control Alrest, but…"
"It's to destroy it."
"So… he's no different from Torna, then."
"Why haven't they just worked together from the start, then?"
Nia snorts. "Not how Mythra works. Or Jin, for that matter. It would have been easy to expand Torna, get some real numbers without the whole Artificial Blade thing. Jin was collecting core crystals. Coulda turned them into Flesh Eaters, created new ranks just like the rest of us. But they didn't. New recruits were necessities, non-humans who didn't have anything left. And I think Jin would much rather die than ever work with the Praetor."
"Amalthus held us back," Pyra adds. "He wanted something slow, systematic. Once Mythra managed control of our powers, she broke away. She was convinced that all Amalthus wanted was that same destruction, but at the time, I don't think he truly accepted that hatred until the two had already gone separate ways. He didn't have to give Malos's core crystal to anyone. It all could have been over back then, but it wasn't. So, we moved forward without him."
"That's it, then?"
"Yeah. That was it."
The elevator comes to a stop, and they step off, shielding their eyes as they step out into the sunlight. Around the World Tree, the branches reach, covered not in glowing leaves, but strange glyphs.
Distant explosions draw their eyes away. Nearby, they watch as the Marsanes attacks—
"The Indoline Titan? I didn't know it could go that high!" Nia says.
"Looks like it's fighting back…"
"We'd better keep moving while they're occupied," Malos says, but Rex stops short at the Indoline monks blocking their way.
Just a bit further. They don't have time.
They don't have time, but they don't have a choice.
They stop and listen to the monks.
Chapter 37: World Tree, Mid
Summary:
In the words of Malos, shit hits the fan.
Notes:
astute readers will notice there is now an estimated chapter count. the next chapter needs refining, but first draft is written. the chapter after that is halfway written and will need extensive editing before I'm happy with it. the final chapter is fully plotted but not yet written.
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Chapter Text
"To the Aegis and his Driver," the monk says, voice dispassionate.
There's five—no, six—of them and one small Titan waiting behind them. They bear weapons—crosiers, like Haze's—and full armor. Warriors, then.
"We come to pass on a direct order from His Eminence."
"Speak," Malos says.
"You are to use the Aegis's power to destroy that ship."
Malos and Rex share a look. For Rex, it is surprise, but Malos is not surprised.
"Is there a problem? As a pilgrim, this is your duty—"
"My duty is to open the way to the World Tree. We don't have much time, so—"
"If you cannot, we will take the Aegis into custody."
Malos takes a single step forward. The monks jolt. In another life, he might have really liked the fear he commands. "I would really love to see you try."
"They sure seem eager to use Malos's power to deal with their little problem," Azurda comments, hands on Rex's shoulder.
"It's not that we can't do it," Rex says. "But we have much more pressing problems right now! If we don't hurry, then Jin and Mythra will make it there first, and…"
Haze smiles. Tilts her head as she steps forward. "Brothers, it's good to see you well," she interrupts.
"Lady Fan la Norne! It is an honor to see you well. Please, inform your companions that a holy degree cannot be negotiated."
"If you'll allow us passage onward, Malos cannot attack that ship from this distance. We will need to get closer. Is that all right, Brother?"
"…I suppose so. In that case, then—"
A sudden light emanates from the Indoline Titan, bright enough to make their eyes hurt. In the next moment, their group stumbles—Rex remains standing, and so, too, does Mòrag, Tora, and Poppi. Even Azurda struggles under the force, and Malos, of course, is no different.
He knows this feeling.
His body, unable to move of his accord, forced under someone else's will.
A specter of Amalthus floats above them. "Forgive me, all of you. There is no time to waste on discussion."
"We're not—"
Amalthus seems shocked for a moment. Malos realizes the issue—or issues—too late.
Haze, her core crystal swirling with red. Beside her, Pyra, her core crystal a brilliant green.
"Oh? You have both Aegises with you. Has Mythra decided to take a new tactic?"
"What are you doing? What are you doing to them?" Rex demands.
"No matter. If anything, this makes things easier."
Pyra's head drops back suddenly, the tiara in her hair glowing that same brilliant light.
"This is… isn't this my power?" Haze grits out. "No… because you stole my core crystal?"
Amalthus smiles. The projection of him looks almost kind for a moment. When Malos squints, he can see it—the faintest bit of Haze's missing core peeking out from beneath his headpiece.
"In part. I'm surprised you figured it out, Fan la Norne. I'm also surprised you chose to ignore my orders and leave Indol."
"I-I'm sorry, Praetor, it won't—"
"We don't—there's no time for this!" Pyra grits out. "He's trying to—he's trying to control our Artifice, I can't—"
From the heavens above, a beam of light rains down, barely missing the Marsanes in the distance. Pyra slumps a moment, Rex jolting to catch her, but then the light is back again and she's crying out, almost in pain.
This time, a beam of light settles on her.
"Allow me to handle your little problem," Amalthus says.
…the targeting ray.
"As the Master Blade's Driver, it is my ability—no, my duty—to control all Blades," he goes on to say.
"Stop—it—let me—go!" Pyra cries.
Haze looks up with a glare that has even Malos feeling a flash of something not quite fearful.
The flash of light that comes from her cancels everything out, just for a moment. Amalthus's image flickers, and the other Blades stand a little straighter as they catch their breath. "You're going to let her and the others go. It would be bad for you if we couldn't catch up to Torna, wouldn't it?"
"You canceled out my power? You—" He disappears a moment. Reappears the next. "You shouldn't be capable of that. Not with your power against mine. Come now, Fan la Norne, let's not go against your Driver a second time—"
"No," she says. Her eyes are hardened, her posture straight. She doesn't break eye contact, not even as she offers a hand to help Pyra up on the side Rex isn't. "My name is Haze. You took that from me, along with my core crystal. We need to go, Amalthus."
"Now, now, Fan. The fact that you're protesting now is very concerning. Unless—show me your core."
She takes a step back, hands blocking the view. "Now isn't the time for this!"
"Praetor, we can't stop Jin if you won't let us!"
"I imagine Jin will be stopped well enough if you ceased your protesting and destroyed them now, Rex. Is that not so?"
"I'm not here to kill anybody! I'm here to talk!"
"You cannot sway those faithless with words of reason, boy. I would recommend, if you're to take that position, you leave this work to those who can accomplish anything."
"We're going to accomplish what we set out to do," Rex replies firmly. "We're going to stop Jin, we're going to find the Architect, and we're going to speak with him. I'm going to ask him everything I need to. And—"
"You believe that is your right?"
Another flash. Pyra sputters with that same light. This time, Rex reaches for her sword—too late. Another beam of light, this one narrowly missing the Marsanes as it docks further up the tree.
"That one should have been on target… why must all of you resist today?"
Rex glares, and Malos realizes his plan in his moment of hesitation. "Kid. You're the Master Driver, too. You can do anything he can."
Rex smiles. Nods. Lifts Pyra's Blade high, the light glowing bright. She stands taller as Rex slumps, his breath heavy. "Just… just give it up! You have no idea what the Architect's will is!"
They rush off. The monks give chase, but all it takes is one swift movement of Brighid's arm to draw a thick wall of fire between them and keep them from following. They have to keep moving. They must keep moving.
#
The Blade Bots are deployed. This was always their true purpose—cannon fodder that Amalthus could never have controlled, no matter how much power he amassed. The Marsanes has climbed as high as it can manage, dropping off Jin and Mythra at the top, and now, Mikhail looks out at the ongoing battle with a weight in his heart.
This is it. Whatever happens, there's nothing left after this.
Everything has been for this moment, and so, he, Akhos, and Patroka fight. They fight their best, as best as three people operating a warship alone can. And, for a minute, they're doing alright.
Then Mor Ardain arrives.
An entire country, with all its people, fallen under the light of Amalthus. The Titan launches a beam of energy towards the tree, towards them.
"Who let that man put even the Titans under his control?" Akhos swears from his station as another Titan emerges from the clouds.
He needs to act fast.
"Akhos. Patroka. Go now."
"What? No."
"What about you?" Akhos asks.
"I can handle everything from here myself. It seems like Malos and the others are here to stop us, and you know the state Jin's been in. Back them up and let me handle this part."
Patroka turns to leave in silence. Akhos nods his agreement. That's all it takes.
"I love you," he whispers to himself.
She doesn't hear him or stop.
When they're gone, really gone, he makes his move.
#
The Urayan Titan nearly sends them back down to Morytha. It's vigilance, quick thinking, and the very few of them who can fly that keep Zeke and Rex alive when a blast rips the floor from beneath their feet. As they regain their footing, they watch the Marsanes break away from the tree and begin to change, shifting form until what they see is not a warship but a giant robot—roughly person-shaped and flinging itself towards Indol.
(Zenobia slams down a spike of jealousy at the fact that she's not the one getting to punch a Titan in the face. Azurda might someday fight her, but it'll never be the same.)
The blasts from the approaching Titans don't slow or stop.
"At this rate, Mor Ardain's gonna fall apart! If we don't stop him—"
"Don't worry," Mòrag says simply. "The Emperor's my brother. I trust him."
A nod, unfortunate, reluctant. They move on, eying nervously the ongoing battle—the light show from Indol, this time centering on the warship.
"I don't know who I'm rootin' for, here," Rex comments as they go, "and I don't want him to, but why doesn't Amalthus just… control them? Torna's all blades."
"Not all Blades," Malos corrects.
Haze's eyes widen. "There was that one member of Torna who my power didn't work on before."
"Mik," Nia says.
"I don't know exactly how Mikhail did it, but I do know that when I knew him, he was a human kid. He's something like a Blade now, but it's definitely more like Zeke's situation than anyone else's."
"So then… if Mikhail's piloting that thing, then he can't?"
"Probably not."
As they speak, another Titan surfaces, another blast firing at the Marsanes.
"Tantal, too!" Zeke swears. "Pandy, can you—"
"I'm trying!" Her hands are on her chest, teeth gritted, but she shakes her head all the same. "I don't think—I don't think my words will reach Genbu anymore!"
"If this continues, all of Alrest will—" Rex pauses. Swallows thickly. "—we have to stop the Praetor from controlling any more Titans."
"That's all well and good, but what do you suggest we do? Can't exactly get into that fight from here."
"It's the pillars, right? That light from them is what's pushing Amalthus's power out further. If we can just…"
Malos crosses his arms. "I've destroyed things about that size before. If I could get in close, I might be able to, but that's asking a lot. I can't exactly fly, here."
Tora bounces up excitedly. "Situation like this exact reason for Poppi booster installation! Poppi, think you can bring both Rex-Rex and Malos to pillars?"
Poppi nods. "Can carry two people, no problem!"
"Uh, don't you think Malos might be a bit heavy to carry with another person?" Pandoria says.
"Not at all! Malos is light as feather. Will need to get closer in order to reach Indol, though."
"I could keep up," Zenobia offers. "I can come with as backup. Looks like Torna has those Blade Bots running around."
"That also agreeable."
"There's a port further up. If we can just get there, it looks like it stretches out away from the World Tree. From there, maybe we can…"
"Good a plan as any. Let's go."
#
Pyra thinks she should leave.
She's thought it a thousand times in the past few days, from the moment Mythra cast her down into Morytha to find Jin and deal with the people she's now running through the World Tree with, but as they cut through and come out onto the port they'd been aiming for, she thinks it again.
As Rex swaps off of one of his Blades—Ursula, she thinks her name is—and she begins channeling ether through her sword, she thinks she should leave. As they cut through monks that won't stand down, she thinks she should leave. As she watches Rex and Malos take either of Poppi's hands, her hovering just off the edge, she thinks she should leave.
But she doesn't. She watches, chest tight, as the four fly off towards Indol, towards the Marsanes. They're hard to keep track of—eventually, they're nothing more than dots, and she's lost them, rooted to the spot until the moment Indol's light is swallowed in teeming darkness. Haze stands beside her, glowing her own light in hopes to counteract Amalthus's use of her power and keep the Titans off Rex and Malos.
The pillars are destroyed. That's the good news.
They explode on destruction, in spite of Malos's power. She tracks them by the way her eyes don't want to settle on one of the dots that flies off from the explosion—that would be Malos. She sees reaching, sees a line shot out from the one she can almost look directly at. Zenobia and Poppi pull them up, and together, they watch as the dust settles. The Titans stop.
For just a moment, there is peace. Tora is congratulating Poppi; Ursula is checking them for injuries. There is relief. There is breath.
Then Indol is turning to them, and Pyra is once again thinking, you should leave now.
The blast that fires comes too fast to run. Too fast to do more than throw up a shield of ether—a light from Rex, surrounding each of them but far, far too flimsy to hold. And of course, it isn't what saves them. Neither is leaving.
It's the Marsanes shielding them, back to Indol.
"Go!" a voice, so painfully familiar, echoes over its loudspeaker. "Don't waste your time here!"
"I—Mik? Is that you?" Nia says. "Why would you…"
"Don't ask me! You're chasing the others, right? Go!"
For the first time in a while, Pyra does not think she should leave.
"But—is it just you in there, Mikhail?" Pyra takes a step forward. "What about Akhos and Patroka?"
"I sent them on already."
"I don't get it. Why are you helpin' us?" Rex says.
"We'll say it's because of Pyra there. Easier than telling you that all of you remind me of people I used to love, a long time ago."
"Patroka will kill you if you don't come back alive, Mik," Pyra protests.
His laughter follows. "I'm sure she will. Don't you worry. It won't change anything."
Pyra does not think she should leave.
But she turns with the others, and they run. Ahead, onwards, towards the future, to stop her partner, to stop her sister. Mikhail is almost certainly going to die. She should not leave.
She wipes her eyes and follows close.
Chapter 38: World Tree, Upper
Summary:
Confrontations come to a close.
Chapter Text
Jin's footsteps stop a few steps behind Mythra. She pauses a moment later, looks back to him. "We're going together, aren't we?" she asks.
He stands firm, looks back towards the door. "I'll stay here."
"That's not what we agreed on." She tilts her head.
"I just—I need to wait here. I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize to me." She furrows her brow. "Then… I'll go on ahead?"
He stares at the door they'd just come through, his eyes far away. After a moment, she turns to leave.
"Mythra."
She pauses. He does not say anything else.
"You're almost like a brother to me, you know," she says finally. She runs on ahead before he can tell her that she already has a brother, in a way.
He doesn't have to wait long.
The party stops when they see him standing there.
"Jin. Send Mythra on ahead, I take it?"
He shrugs. "I guess so."
"So, what, you're going to fight us? That didn't go so well for you last time, and the measures we took were temporary at best. You'll fall apart."
"Maybe so. But I need to know for myself."
"Fine then," Zenobia says, stepping forward. "I'll take you on—"
"Stop being stupid." Malos smacks her on the back of the head.
"No chance you'll let us through without a fight, is there?" Rex asks.
Jin draws his sword.
Pyra steps back, eyes darting between the two. "I… I don't…"
"You can stay out of this, Pyra. It's not your answer I'm looking for. You've made that clear enough."
She looks to Rex. He nods. "If you don't want to…"
She does not want to. She stands back.
It takes all of them to clash with him, all of them to match him even as he's clearly struggling. Enough that Malos passes Nia's saber back to her, his own sword to Rex. Rex takes it, and with as much force as they can muster, they fight back.
This is not a battle which can be won just with might or speed or even attrition. Rex thinks it might not be a battle which can be won at all.
"You'd move on, for what?" Jin asks as Rex locks blades with him. "Approach the Architect, for what?"
"I just—I just want to ask him. About all of this," Rex says, and that's when things pause.
"Just to ask? Really?"
Jin is breathing heavy, shoulders hunched. He moves to lunge again, and Rex unleashes an Art—between the ethereal chains suddenly wrapping him and Haze's power, Jin stutters to a stop and falls to one knee. "Stop this, Jin. You can't go on. If we keep this up, you'll die here."
He opens his mouth, but never gets the sentence out.
"Jin!"
A blast of energy knocks Rex back, and in rush Akhos and Patroka, who apparently took a different route to arrive here. Akhos is already washing healing ether over him. Patroka puts herself between them, weapon at the ready. "You're all, goody-two-shoes, no-fighting, aren't you? Let us go," she orders.
"What, you're running away?" Nia says. "Not that I'm complainin', but… that's not like you."
"We're just taking Jin back for treatment. Since you want to be snippy, why don't you use your power to help?"
Nia looks to the others. They shrug. "Sure."
She steps forward. Patroka steps aside.
In the next instant, something blue and glowing has pierced her, and Patroka slumps to the ground. Akhos screams for her, but there's little to be done about the new arrival: Amalthus, if everything about him was wrong.
The man standing before them hardly resembles the Praetor. Maybe, in the shape of his face, in the glowing core crystal in his forehead, he's recognizable. But the rest of him—glowing with ethereal blue, flesh twisting, tentacles whipping off his back like one of the monsters of Morytha, body larger than it used to be—is nothing like that man.
"All that beautiful data," he says as the glowing spots on him begin to pulse and ripple with light. "All the Blades on Alrest, and all for me! The true agent of the Architect's will!"
"It seems he's developed some delusions of grandeur over the years," Azurda says.
"It would seem so." Dromarch nods.
"Delusions?" Amalthus scoffs. "It's as though you've forgotten what the Aegises were made for! All that destruction, to cleanse the world of worthless things!"
Rex glances between the two, hand on Malos's sword. "Malos isn't like that, and neither is Pyra and Mythra."
He laughs. "Mythra? You're vouching for her, too? The very same Mythra you're chasing to prevent from untold destruction?"
Rex nods to Pyra. "Pyra here has spent more time with Mythra than anyone. And she's part of Mythra. There's not a destructive bone in her body. Right, Pyra?"
Pyra smiles, tilts her head before turning her attention to the monster before them. She rests a hand on her chest, brows furrowed. "The first thing Mythra remembers is… hatred. A deep hatred, something outside of her. She's too in her own head to notice it, or maybe she put that introspection into me, but… I can see it. I know what it feels like when she feels something. All that hatred… it came from you."
"He tainted her," Malos realizes. "Blades don't just collect information from the world over a lifetime. They collect it from their Driver, when they resonate."
She nods. "A Driver's ideas and personality and beliefs all influence a Blade. For a first awakening, even for an Aegis… we were awakened by someone twisted. Anything good in Mythra got shoved aside and forced into me."
"So?" Amalthus tilts his head. "You've all seen the world by now. You know the state of Alrest, of Morytha. Mankind hasn't and won't change. It seems only right to cut out the rot before it spreads disease."
"Mankind won't change? Or you won't?"
"I shouldn't have to! To change is to throw away my very self, my very world! Only fools would dare to throw away their very selves for the sake of others!"
"Crazy bastard," Nia mutters. She's poured everything she can into Patroka's body, but she knows already: it's completely futile. There is a hole in her chest where her core crystal once was.
Beside her, Akhos struggles to his feet. "She can't be saved?"
"I'm sorry. If she were still intact, maybe, but without her core crystal…"
Akhos's anger is loud and hot and so unlike him that, for a split second, Nia doesn't recognize him. He has his Blade in hand—a massive bow—and drawn, electricity arcing off him as he screams.
"Akhos, don't!" Nia snaps. She moves just in time—yanks him down just as a bright blue tentacle snaps towards him.
It is not Akhos who screams.
It's Amalthus.
Rex has placed himself between them, not one but two Aegis swords in hand, glowing yellow with his shielding Art. The tentacle has glanced off the shield, only to be grabbed, taken by Malos in one darkness-wrapped hand.
Beneath his fingertips, it disintegrates slowly, but there's more to contend with—one racing for Malos, slapped away by a blaze of blue flame from Mòrag. Another aimed at her in retaliation, drawn away by Poppi and Tora, and still another being contended with by Zeke and Pandoria.
Amalthus lets out a growl, inhuman. "Siding with Blades, looking down on me like you're all better—I'm the one chosen by the Architect! I'm the one who deserves to stand in his hallowed presence!"
"You're insane," Jin grits out. Haze has taken his side, doing her damnedest to heal him enough to stand, and now, he struggles to his feet. "Haze. That's enough."
"But, Jin, you—" She glances back over her shoulder, crosier brandished in hopes of forcing Amalthus to slow his movements, if not stop them entirely.
"He's our problem, Jin. Human. We'll handle him, you just focus on—"
Jin draws his Blade.
In the next moment, his Blade is buried in Amalthus's forehead, and one of Amalthus's tentacles is buried in his stomach.
"Jin!"
He struggles, grits his teeth as best he can. "Quit… worrying about me… I'm on the way out anyway…"
Akhos attacks, looses as many arrows as he can manage. Malos, too, and before long, everyone is united, raining attacks down on Amalthus. Ice fills the air, crawls up the tentacle through Jin's stomach, but still, he struggles. Another tentacle pierces him. More ice, until it hurts for anyone else to breathe.
Something breaks through, flies across the room to land at the ground near Haze's feet.
"Boy." Jin's voice is beginning to fail him. "Stop Mythra. She doesn't know the first thing about herself, and she never will like this."
Rex nods. When Amalthus falls at last, it is quiet, blood oozing down his forehead, down his face. For a moment, the image is horrifying, but then, Amalthus and Jin both begin to glow.
Two bodies, falling apart.
"Jin!" Akhos screams.
That is all there is, until there is silence.
After five hundred years, two long-suffering souls rest, and Akhos is left with the aftermath. He stumbles to where Patroka still rests, her body not disappearing. Like she's sleeping.
Just sleeping.
Healing ether washes over the group—with five healers around, the duties are split, the room almost silent except for Akhos's sobs.
Pyra comes to rest on her knees beside him.
"I'm sorry."
"Why should I still be here after that?" he asks, voice dead.
"Akhos…"
"Jin and Patroka… Mikhail back there… why? What else… am I supposed to do here?"
She rests a hand on his arm. "I don't know. You could… come with us. I can make a case for you."
He shakes his head. "No. You should… you should all go. Leave me here with my sister."
Another set of footsteps comes to a stop at his other side. He doesn't look up. "You sure?"
"Yes."
When the others finally leave, when there's nothing left but Akhos and his sister's corpse, he finally breaks. Finally cries.
He does not see himself picking up and moving on. He does not see anything but Patroka's corpse.
#
Haze lags behind. They need to move fast, she knows that, but…
The one lingering remnant of Amalthus's corpse, the one thing that Jin managed to pry off before he went, landed at her feet, and she'd picked it up, and now, she cannot take her eyes off it.
Impossibly, still glowing. In her hand, it feels right and wrong all at once.
Ursula is the one that notices, and the one who stops. "Um, Miss Haze? Are you… okay?"
The others notice, then, and then she's forced to snap out of it. "Oh, um, I'm okay, Ursula. Thank you."
"You sure?" Zenobia asks. "You look out of it."
Nia hits her arm gently. "Of course she's out of it, her Driver just…"
"Oh. It's not that." She shakes her head. Holds up Jin's last gift. "When Jin attacked Amalthus, he… this popped off."
Half a core crystal, pure blue. It's missing the tinge of blood the half still in her bears.
"Your… that's not… the other half of your core crystal?"
She nods. "I don't know what to do with it."
"Can I see it?" Pyra asks.
She grips it tight, holds it close. "Why?"
"If… if you'd like to restore your core, I might be able to help. I don't think you can just put it back without doing a little extra to it."
She hesitates. Passes Pyra the other half of her core crystal. She doesn't know what else to do.
#
At the center of a very dark room sits the Architect.
Faced with him, Mythra does not know what to say. She had a line prepared—something suitably vitriolic, something venomous and foreboding. It's all gone now at the sight of her Father, cross-legged, floating, half his body impossible to look at.
"Father," she says at last. She takes a single step forward.
"Pneuma."
"Pneuma? Is that my name? What does it mean?"
"Nothing, really. Not anymore."
She crosses her arms. "That's unsatisfying."
"I don't believe you came here for satisfaction."
"You know why I am here, then."
"I know that you are wasting your time."
The searing light she launches bounces off him hopelessly.
"I'm not vulnerable in that way, Pneuma. Do what you will in the space beyond me. I will die very soon all the same."
"And what will I do?"
"Whatever you believe you are meant to do."
She lets out a dissatisfied, wordless shout. "That doesn't tell me anything! What choice would even be mine?"
"You believe I can tell you that?"
"You have to try!" She stomps her foot. A child, a tantrum. "You can't just—I don't know anything except what I've done and what I'm doing! You can't tell me anything?"
"You made a choice together, once. Is that not enough?"
All the power she can unleash on him barely scars the floor. When she is done, he sits, unmoved.
"If you desire to take all that is here, then do it. If you don't, then don't."
"I'm going to destroy all of this," she says, a heat building behind her eyes, unfamiliar and upsetting. "All of it, Father."
"Then destroy it."
Chapter 39: Elysium
Summary:
The party reaches Elysium.
Chapter Text
Something in Haze feels un-hollow for the first time.
A searing light, a searing pain, not unlike that which cut through her when she became a Flesh Eater. Pyra's hand is a hot coal on her shoulder.
And then, all at once, it stops. Like the pain had never been there—no recovery, nothing except fullness.
She cranes her neck to look down at her core. Whole again, for the first time she can remember. There is a line, there, a clear demarcation where it had been split.
"My name is Haze," she says slowly.
"How do you feel?"
She smiles. "We should keep moving. We don't have much time."
One final elevator takes them to the most breathtaking sight they've ever seen.
This high above Alrest, they can see it all—the sea of clouds from above, the Titans around the base if they stare straight down. They linger only a moment before they must move on—Elysium can't be far, now.
~
What Rex sees when he opens the door to Elysium is a wasteland. The ground beneath his feet is sand. The tree he once stood under is withered, the buildings in the distance ruins.
Malos, fittingly, is the first able to speak. "This isn't how I remembered it."
The bell cuts through them, all of them—tolling endlessly.
"Where's… where's the green? The water?" Rex says, voice leaving him. "This isn't… this can't be Elysium."
Malos thumps a fist against the tree, and Pyra looks between them. "It… it is recognizable, compared to the memory Mythra and I saw."
"That bell must be coming from somewhere," Mòrag says. "Perhaps there is someone here."
"Poppi detect large building that direction," Poppi adds, pointing. "Perhaps friends look there?"
Ursula nods, stepping forward. "Yeah! M-maybe it's just this area that's falling apart…?"
"Maybe," Rex says bitterly.
"We could at least take a look," Pandoria says. "It probably can't get much worse."
"Alright. We'll take a look."
They walk, slow steps, through what once was Elysium, and Rex remains silent the whole way. There is one building intact, at the far end, a bell at its top ringing endlessly, the toll loud in their ears.
Inside, the ringing stops, replaced with a voice, no apparent source.
"Welcome home, my children."
"Who's there?" Rex responds.
Malos looks to Pyra. Pyra nods.
"Father?"
"That was…"
"You mean the Architect is… here?"
"I am always here. Come to me."
"Where?"
The voice does not speak again. Before them, the floor slides away, revealing a staircase down.
"Wanna go down?" Zenobia asks.
"Nowhere else to go," Tora says.
Rex steps forward. The others follow. They descend the steps together.
~
At the foot of the stairs, Rex finds himself alone in Torigoth.
Then, there is Nia. Beside her, Dromarch, and beside him, Crossette.
Something in his chest twists at the look on her face, her fists clenched. "I did all this for you. I fought, for you, Rex, and you show us this?"
"I didn't—Nia, I didn't know," he stammers.
"Did you ever stop to think?" Dromarch says.
"He didn't," Crossette grumbles. "It's all been onward, onward, onward, all to see some stupid wasteland that can't save anyone."
He pushes past them. Then, he runs.
His steps take him careening right into Mòrag, who glares down at him. Behind him, Tora—both saying the same. You failed us.
Everyone's voices, everyone around him.
He failed them.
Elysium is broken, and his traveling companions, his friends, have gone through everything for it. Because it was his idea.
Zeke's voice. Pandoria's. Ursula, terrified, wishing she'd been awoken by any other Driver. Brighid and Poppi and even Gramps, berating him endlessly.
We were always just tools to you.
We were always stepping stones to get you to a pointless height.
Jin died for this. Vandham died for this.
"I get it!" Rex snaps, hands pulling at his hair, tears in his eyes. "I know! I failed! I failed everyone, I didn't think, I—all I wanted was to save everyone!"
"You don't have to," Malos's voice cuts through.
Rex looks up. He's sat at the table in Auntie Corrinne's house, Malos in the kitchen like he's perfectly at home. "I—what?"
"You don't have to save everyone yourself."
Impossibly, he cries harder. "I don't… I don't understand. Why aren't you mad at me? Why don't you hate me? All I've ever done is make things harder for you—"
"I'm not playing this game. This is cruel," he says firmly. "Listen, kid. If anyone should have known about Elysium, it would have been me. You can't save everyone. It's enough that you try to."
"What are we… what's happening, Malos?"
He sighs, aggravated. Tilts his head back. "Father, stop this. We don't have to do this."
All at once, Rex is standing in the impossible dark. His vision doesn't slice through, the way it cuts through Malos's darkness. The others are there beside him—tortured looks, gasps like they've just come up for air.
~
"You didn't tolerate that for very long," says the Architect.
"What was the point?" Malos places a hand on his hip. "What were you hoping to do?"
"I wanted to see that which hid in each of your hearts."
"Did you do that to Mythra, too? She must have passed through already."
"Mythra?" The Architect glances up. "Ah, Pneuma. The part of her which came through earlier, at least. I did."
"Pneuma?" Pyra says. "Is that… our name?"
"Your other half asked the same thing."
"If you… if you peered into Mythra's heart like you did mine…" She grips her arm tightly. "Was it the same as what you saw in mine?"
"No. But also yes. You are different from her, and you are the same." He pauses, casting eyes over each of them in turn. "My name is Klaus. I am the Architect of this world, and I have watched each of you closely. I apologize for the visions. Those were the fears each of you carry."
"Why?" Zeke demands. "Surely you could have done that any other way."
"Perhaps. But another method may not have answered my question. How has mankind changed? To where does it go?"
"Were you disappointed?" Mòrag asks.
"No. You are all who you are, and that is all you need to be."
Rex takes a step forward. "Sir… I came here for Malos, and for the world. But… is that really Elysium out there? All… broken and dry? Are you really—"
The Architect raises a single hand. It is enough to silence him. And he speaks.
He tells them of an ancient war, of a world that was unseemly but could still be beautiful. He tells them of his worries, his fears—always asking what people should live for, what anyone should live for.
"The natural state of man is to desire, and to struggle toward that desire. But… that was never going to be good enough. Not in my eyes. My hope drained away. I searched for a solution, anything from the outside, and I discovered the Conduit. Its presence was a mystery, but its mere existence allowed me to conclude—our world was not the sole world. There are endless universes, unaware of one another, but existing alongside each other all the same. It was our gateway to other worlds, and I chose to open it. I believed it would change the world."
He does not look away. He speaks, quiet, calm. "Morytha, those plains you found yourselves in not long ago… that is what remains of my world. The world did change. Much of it disappeared into other dimensions. Morytha remained, along with half of my body."
The room lights from beneath them, casting light on the Architect for the first time. Half of him—a full mouth, one eye, an arm, a leg. Much of the rest, a dark, swirling thing, difficult to look at directly. The group gasps at the sight—the more stoic members looking on in silence.
"Half of me lives on in some other dimension. It will die soon."
"Father…?" Pyra says, stricken.
"I was a fool. I lost everything to that. I waited here, expecting for oblivion to come, and still I wait. This eternity has been my punishment. A retribution from above, for a sin that I chose to commit. And so, I needed to atone. I created this world. The Cloud Sea, able to restore destructed matter. The particles in the Cloud Sea can disassemble that which it comes into contact with, and remakes it in the image of that which once made this world. Little by little, I could rebuild the world I destroyed. And as I did, I returned life.
"Core crystals. Vessels containing memories of this planet's former lifeforms, scattered across the Cloud Sea. They bonded with the particulate reconstructors in the Cloud Sea, formed the nuclei of new life. Those developed, eventually becoming Titans. Based on the data in their cores, they birthed new life, evolving into a new form of man."
"And that's how we came to live in this world," Mòrag says.
"I didn't trust it. If someone like me appeared, if we repeated the same mistakes… there was one final measure needed. The Blades. Ontos, Logos, and Pneuma, the cores of the Trinity Processor. The Original Blades. Ontos triggered a space-time transition event and disappeared. Logos and Pneuma were left to manage the Blades. You now know them as Malos, and Pyra and Mythra."
The two Aegises repeat their own names under their breath.
"How would Malos and Pyra manage us?"
"The data," Pyra says. "The data that Blades collect has to go somewhere. It goes to us, doesn't it?"
He nods. "The circle of life the two of you know of is that which I created."
"So we're… born to replace those victims of your world."
"Correct. But there were survivors. A handful. You would have seen them in Morytha, clinging to life."
"The… the monsters?"
"Core Crystals were conceived as a replacement for human brain cells. A replacement for immortality."
"It twisted them. Those were… humans…"
"Their sacrifice was not in vain, then," Azurda says.
"Did we develop the way you hoped?" Dromarch asks.
"What do you think?"
"I couldn't hope to say."
"The visions you saw before are the feelings lurking inside you. Inside Amalthus, also. Faced with loss, it is natural to seek a reason for the loss. They seek concrete answers. A lonely existence… but this may be the answer to humanity. This data passed through me, and I knew that you all are not any different from us, before. When Amalthus arrived here, 500 years ago, I allowed him to take Logos and Pneuma."
"I watched as Pneuma set out to cleanse the world."
"But why!?" Rex demands. "All that work to rebuilt it…"
"It was fated. There was never a future where it did not, eventually, come to pass. My atonement was always doomed."
"Bullshit," Malos says.
The Architect huffs. "I have made my peace with it. Regardless, things are different from how they were. You, Rex, and Logos. Even a part of Pneuma has reforged a bond with you. The Conduit, which has been so silent for so long, has begun to stir. The power which you wield, Rex, that which causes Logos to take on a new form, is that of the Conduit. We know nothing of it, only that its power may change things."
Pyra frowns. "But… if Mythra and I are… which of us is Pneuma?"
"Neither of you. Pneuma is both of you, together. But neither of you alone can be Pneuma."
"Pneuma is… both of us?" she repeats. "But… then Pneuma can't exist without all the hatred inside Mythra."
"All Pneuma is at its core is an information processing unit. There is not good nor evil. The despair in Amalthus drives Mythra, but it is not Mythra."
"What do you desire, Rex?"
"Right now? Only to stop Mythra."
"And upon succeeding?"
He shrugs. "Dunno. Doesn't feel right to hit a girl, if I'm bein' honest, but I'd punch any guy actin' like her in the face. Either way, we'd sit down together. All four of us, I think—me an' Malos an' Pyra an' Mythra. Salvager's code an' all that. But… probably could've been my Blade, in another life. We could talk it out. I don't think she's really taken the time to see Alrest. Maybe we could all have a look so she can find somethin' worth keepin'."
Impossibly, the Architect smiles. Looks to Malos.
"Logos. Or… Malos, that's what I should call you. I apologize for all that you have been made to endure."
Malos shakes his head. "I'm grateful, actually."
"Grateful?"
"Don't make me elaborate, Father."
Another huff. He reaches out a hand, and Malos's appearance shifts—again to darkness and shocks of purple. "I have transferred all of Elysium's data and authorizations to you. I trust that you will make me proud."
Pyra stands back, silent. He looks to her.
"Pyra."
She jolts. "Y-yes, Father?"
There is a glow to her that quickly fades. "I cannot give you the same as I have given Malos, only because you are not whole. But I want you to know—the information which creates you is locked away from Mythra. She cannot delete or destroy you without destroying herself. You are both, together, Pneuma.
"Soon, I will disappear. The Conduit will most likely follow me. Your power is not limitless. Remember that."
Rex nods. "We'll do what we can with the time we have."
There is a rumbling, above—no one needs to say anything, but the Architect says it anyway. "Mythra has taken control of the World Tree's defenses. You will have to hurry."
"She'll have gone to Aion," Malos says automatically. "We're going. Thank you, Father."
The Architect nods. A question sits in the back of Rex's mind, unspoken, but they must go, and so they do.
Chapter 40: Absence and Duality
Summary:
The story comes to a close.
Notes:
and we've arrived! honestly, there's a lot of this fic that doesn't measure up to my standards, these last few chapters included. I'm thinking about returning to rewrite certain chapters later on, once I've had some distance from this project. I won't be doing so right away, because it has been six years in this project and it definitely lost its luster at certain points despite a continued love of the canon. I'd rewrite the first chapter, which hugs canon too neatly, probably some of the earlier chapters (written without the six years of experience I have now) and definitely rewrite these last three chapters, which felt phoned in but I just wanted done. but we made it, folks, we made it. if you've stuck with me this long, thank you so, so much for going on this journey with me, and if you ever decide to reread, I'll be glad to see you again.
thank you to a game and project that got me through some of the darkest times of my life. this fic saw me through an abusive situationship, a two year-long toxic relationship, multiple jobs, and my fucking bachelor's degree. for now, I set both aside, but someday, I'll return to give this the polish it really deserves. thank you again, and I hope you enjoy the final chapter of absence and duality.
Chapter Text
Destruction rains on Alrest from on high.
Whatever is happening below, the Sirens firing upon Alrest and its people, is not something which they have the luxury of worrying over. Pyra and Malos lead the way together—Malos, with his newly unlocked knowledge of the World Tree's halls and the weapons therein, and Pyra, reaching along the pull her core crystal feels, the urge to reunite with its other half.
At the end of a long hall, fraught with robots under Mythra's control, they find a door. Within, they find Mythra, stark white against the Artifice looming above her.
"Aion," Malos breathes. "If she takes control of that, she'll really get what she wants."
Mythra turns at the sound. She smiles when she sees them. Rex thinks it's awfully similar to Pyra's smile, and in a way, it makes sense, though that doesn't stop the shiver from running down his spine.
"You're all just in time!" Mythra says. "Really, I'm glad to see you. And look at that! My other half. Pyra, how have you been, ignoring my orders and pretending like you're real?"
Pyra steels herself. "You don't want this."
"You have no idea what I want. Don't pretend like you've ever understood me."
"Understood—I am you!"
She tilts her head, smile dropping. "No, you're not. You're everything that went wrong in my creation."
Pyra takes two steps forward. "Mythra, please. You've never thought about this, never long enough to come to an answer."
"An answer? An answer to what?"
Rex squares his shoulders before he speaks. "Is this really what you want? Did all this really come from you, or are you doing this for reasons you don't understand?"
She growls. "Shut up. What do you know?"
"I know that this—all of this—came from Amalthus. I know that you've never been really sure. You've never had anything else, have you? Never had a better idea than to do what you thought you had to."
"So what? You've been talking to Pyra. Did she tell you about Jin? Did she tell you about how Jin lost everything except his life and wasn't allowed to let go of it? What about all the wretched things in this world? How twisted it all is?"
"You are a part of this world too, you know," Gramps says.
She laughs. "You're right. I'm not redeemable, either. So destroy me, then."
For the first time since Mythra turned around, Malos speaks. "You really don't feel any of it. Father didn't want a world like this."
She snorts. "You're not one for filial piety, Malos." She turns, then, to Pyra, her core crystal flashing with brilliant light. "As for you, I think it's time you quit this. See if I ever let you speak again."
Before the glow can reach Pyra, before Mythra can pull her back, Haze acts, her power flooding the room. "You're not taking her. Sorry."
"I'm sure I can hold this longer than you can hold that power. You're fresh as far as Flesh Eaters go, aren't you?"
Haze glares, grip tightening. "Let's see how long I can."
"Haze." Pyra looks over her shoulder, smiling. "It's okay."
"Okay?" Rex steps forward, Blade in hand already. "Pyra—"
"It's okay." Even so, Haze doesn't release her power. She holds it, even as Pyra steps forward, closes the distance between her and Mythra. As her body begins to fade, she wraps her arms around Mythra, pulls her into a tight hug. "Let her take me, Haze."
Haze hesitates. Looks to Rex.
Releases her hold on Mythra.
In the next moment, Pyra is gone. Her sword remains in Rex's palm, just as heavy as before, flames licking off it all the same.
"Good. You know where you belong," Mythra says, smiling as her core makes itself whole again. "Now that that's handled, why don't we get started?"
The glow overtakes her. Malos jolts forward as Aion begins to move, but it is far too late.
Mythra enters Aion, laughing. "Destroy me, or die trying. Give me a reason to care, why don't you!?"
Rex's heart sinks. There's no chance at this point—she doesn't want to hear a word he says. "Looks like we're going to have to stop her before she runs off with—what'd you call it, Malos? Aion?"
"Yeah. Aion."
The blast Aion sends out is slow-moving but large—enough to split the party. Rex, Malos, Ursula, Zenobia, Mòrag, Brighid, Aegaeon, and Haze dodge right; the others dodge left.
Nothing left to do. They have to fight back, and fight back they do.
As long as they stay away from the blows Aion sends, they're fine. Before long, Aion moves again and seems to stutter to a stop, jerking oddly.
"What's—what's going on?" Zeke asks. "Something's wrong with her."
Not like she's hurting. Like she suddenly can't control herself.
An angered voice screams from within Aion. "Let go!"
Rex's eyes flick to Haze. It's not her power—she's too busy flinging wind-based attacks Aion's way to try controlling Mythra.
One of the tails of Aion snaps, aiming a beam towards them, but it immediately whips back—first towards the ceiling, then towards itself.
"It's—it's Pyra!"
"What did you do?" Mythra's voice screams. Aion reaches towards itself, pulling as though to disassemble itself. "Why can you—you're not the one in charge here!"
"Kid! Don't let up!" Malos says.
"Right!"
And so they move. Aion's tail moves again, and this time, it grabs itself, points it towards itself.
"Mythra! Listen! We don't have to do this! Just stop the Artifice and listen!"
"Why? What could you possibly have—"
"Rex!" Pyra's voice comes through. "Just let me—"
"—there's nothing worth saving—"
"Then we'll change it!" Rex insists, narrowly dodging a swipe of Aion's hand. "We'll make it something worth saving!"
"How? How could this world ever—"
"Even Jin said it! You don't know yourself!" Pyra says.
"Why can't I—delete you?"
"Why can't you listen?" Another shot, narrowly missing.
"Malos, we've got to stop this!"
Malos nods. When Rex raises his sword, Malos grabs, too, and the room goes suddenly, eerily dark. One moment, they're stood on the platform, and the next, they're at the core of Aion. Rex reaches in, yanks the first thing he finds out. As he does, as Mythra comes yelling, flashing between herself and Pyra. Her body thuds against the ground as it fights itself, and Malos takes the chance to grab Aion, bursting with the same dark power that's rotted away countless things before.
Aion, too, rots away. Like Rotbart—so long ago now. Still there, mostly—still recognizable. But the danger is gone.
All over Alrest, the world stills.
Pyra and Mythra—constantly switching, fighting against their own self—struggle alone.
Haze acts again, forcing the switching to stop as Rex and Malos return to the platform. Forcing Mythra to stay Mythra. "Let her go."
"You know," Mythra says, out of breath, "You could stand to be more specific with that power."
"What? What do you—"
Mythra moves. Grabs the nearest sword—Pyra's, cast aside earlier. Before anyone can react, she's plunged it through her chest. Rex shouts, but it's not enough—no one is enough.
Mythra smiles as she and Pyra both return to the core.
"Mythra! Pyra!"
The core lays cold on the ground. Rex scoops it up—it's gone dark, but it's unblemished. He pockets it without a second thought.
In the next moment, the World Tree shudders.
The Conduit disappears just in time. The ceiling, marred by Aion, begins to crumble, and the structure below them does the same. The ground beneath their feet shakes violently, and Malos reaches out, bringing forth some sort of computer interface.
"Shit. We need to move."
"Move? What's happening?"
"See this?" The image he shows them is a planet, circular, the World tree above it. It seems to snap, the upper half floating, the lower half falling. "The Conduit just disappeared. It powered parts holding Elysium together, and in its absence, it's collapsing. The upper half will float harmlessly into space, and the rest…"
"Don't tell me…"
Malos doesn't reply.
"How do we stop it? There's got to be some way—"
Malos smiles. "Of course. I just need all of you to do something for me. A few floors down from here, there's a control room. There, we need to correct some things—there's boosters, put in place just in case something like this happened. We activate them, they'll send the parts of Elysium that would fall up and away from the people below. From there, we can use pods to escape."
He pulls up a map, marks the way.
"Alright, then we've got to move!"
"Right."
They run. Malos stops, taps Azurda on the core crystal on his chest. "There's no control room, is there?" he asks, when the others are out of earshot.
"Of course not."
"All that work, and still you don't ask for the right kind of help…"
"What can I say?" Malos smiles. "They'll get out, and I'll fix this."
~
So they run. Five floors down, to the room Malos pointed out. Filled with escape pods, not a control module in sight. This is when Rex turns—Malos stands across the way, just beyond a door, still smiling.
It's odd, seeing him smile so openly.
"Sorry, kid. In the end, I just couldn't ask for help with this."
"Malos, what're you—"
"Get in the escape pods and go. I left enough of Aion intact to use its power. I'm going to use it to annihilate the pieces which would destroy Alrest below."
"Are you stupid or something?" Zenobia snaps. "You're coming with us!"
"No," he says. "I'm not."
The bridge between them falls away. Zenobia bursts forward. "I can fly, idiot—"
The door slams shut. A moment later, his voice comes over intercom: "Go. Get out of here. Get as far as you can, as fast as you can."
Mòrag bows her head, as does Brighid. "There's nothing we can do but listen."
"Bullshit there's nothing we can do!" Rex snaps. "It's Malos! We can't just—"
Suddenly, Rex's chest begins to glow. The core crystal there, that amethyst 'x' that's become so integral to him, falls, having formed into a whole crystal. Rex takes it, tears already falling.
"We can't just… leave him…"
Nia grabs his arm, drags him along. "Come on, Rex."
"How are you okay with this?"
"I'm not! But we don't have a choice!"
He hesitates. Grips the core crystal tightly. "…alright."
And so they run.
Into the port, onto the first escape pod they can find. It launches moments later, sends them careening out towards the surface. Behind them, the World Tree explodes.
~
Malos doesn't stop smiling. Not as Aion counts down. Not as he watches his friends escape. Not as he knows—this is it. This is why he was here, this whole time.
All for this moment.
~
The escape pod can't take the stress of orbit or the explosion behind. Everyone grabs for each other as it falls apart, the pieces burning up behind them—and then Azurda is there, his chest glowing as he takes on his old, familiar form.
He catches who he can. Poppi and Zenobia help with the rest, pull everyone on his back.
"Everyone grab on! I'm taking you down!"
Beneath them, the Cloud Sea falls away. Ruins surround them. And then, it begins to rain.
"Do you think… we were too late?"
Nia shakes her head. "No. Look."
In a flash, the ruins disappear. Before them, water, endless water. Larger than any lake they've ever seen. Below them, the world comes into shape. Above them, shooting stars fall. Rex watches them, finally letting himself cry.
"Do you think… the Architect left this for us?"
"I'm sure he did," Mòrag says.
They've a long ride ahead of them. The Titans move to form this new world, and they watch as they settle in.
"Do you think Akhos made it out okay?" Pandoria asks.
"I'm not sure he wanted to."
Rex refuses to settle. Refuses to sit with the others. Nia comes to stand beside him, a quiet comfort.
"I'm going to miss him," Rex says. "He should've… should've done something to stay."
"Why do you think he sent his core crystal to you?" she asks.
He shakes his head. Holds it up to inspect it. "I dunno."
"I'll miss him too, you know. It was nice. Traveling with him." She sighs, ears flicking in the wind. "I don't think any of us'll ever not miss him."
He nods.
"Can I… see his core crystal?"
Another nod. He holds it out, grip tight. The second her fingertips touch it, the second it's in both their hands at once, it begins to glow. Brighter than anything they've ever seen.
When the light is cleared away, there is Malos. In the absence of the light of his core crystal, there is the shadow of him.
He's here. He's okay.
Rex and Nia hug him in unison. He's given no choice but to accept, and then the others are joining.
This is the world the Architect wanted. All of them, together.
Finally, Rex settles as Gramps glides over the new sea. He finds the other core crystal in his pocket as Malos comes to sit beside him.
"Is it cracked?"
He shakes his head, turning it in the light. "It's not. Think it'll ever glow again?"
"Dunno. Hard to tell. You might be long gone by the time she's ready to come out of there."
He nods. Eyes it glumly. "I wish it'd ended differently."
"What'll you do if it ever does activate again? My vote's on leaving her in there."
A final shrug. "I don't know. I guess we'll see."
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